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I Am
I am I am a piece of everything beautiful in the world this is why I am larger than you I am made of so many wondrous things you could never imagine sometimes, you pause to look at me deeply I am everything in my past My childhood house rests on my shoulders The neighbors' yards, no boundaries I am a Chinese maple tree, with stairs in its boughs I am those first stars I am the water fountain, outside that I made a wish in thirty minutes ago I am the portrait artist who tries to catch twinkles inside your eyes I am the wings of all the last breaths of flight I am the child skipping without reason I am a gentle newborn sigh I am the Virtuous Lion outside The New York Library I am the angel who pushes shadows out of harm's way I am the moon shimmering on the pond The stick the dog laps into its happy mouth I am the moment before two hands join So as for your comments: "Look at the Fat Girl," "You have such a pretty face, if only you would lose weight", "Su

In Memory Of Kelly
For Kelly, It’s so hard to think I will never see you smile again. I will never hear you laugh again…. I remember growing up want to be just like you. You were so beautiful….. As the leaves fall from the trees, tears fall from my eyes. I wonder where you are. I wonder what you’re doing. I wonder if you look down from above and smile or laugh at something I say or do. I wonder what it like is to fly, with your new found angel wings. I see your oldest child, who is a mirror image of you at her age. Sometimes I reach out and gently pull one of the curls in her auburn hair. The boys miss you so much, they turned nine two weeks after fell asleep, forever. They share your fire for life. I wonder when the hurt will stop. I wonder if the tears will cease. I wonder …….if some one will read this and it will save their life

In Haste
In Haste I wrote my last blog .. Im not going to say that the drama and crap isnt bothersome .. ( thats why I left Myspace) I guess I was just hoping for a more adult outlook on this site .. So . Im going to avoid all "Drama" .. any postings I see with anything of the sort .. will be deleted .. So will the Person from my list .. I know we all have something at some time in our lives that requires us to Scream .. Yell .. Cry .. etc.. but the constant childish crap will no longer be welcomed in my life .. either Online or Off.. While being outside with Askem this morning about 2am .. Looking up at the sky I saw a Shooting star.. Now you all may say This is childish to think that wishes do come true but I made a wish on that star and am going to do my best to make it come true .. Ive an Appointment tomorrow for a Interview for a job .. something I havnt done since 99 when I lived back In Connecticut ...But I finally feel better .. Medically and Emotionally ..I feel that I can put

Death
Hey everyone. Well right now I"m back in Indiana because on the 18th my dad died of a heart attack. He was 43. I cried for like 6 hrs non stop when I found out in Killeen Tx. I took a grey houund back to IN. Now it really suck's cause I was doing really good in TX and this happened out of no where. I think I might have to stay here for awhile to take care of my mom and sis. UGH.. crys* I just wish thing's could go good for me. I know everything happens for a reason though. I miss my dad a lot.. I have not seen him in 7 months. I only talked to him 3-4 times in that period. UGH okay.

Thank You
Hey all my Cherries: I leveled and a BIG THANK YOU to all of you who helped!!! Of course I will take all the help I can get ANYTIME and of course all luv will be returned!! Everyone have a great day!!! Trish

Tantra
Erotic or sexual tantra is a very ancient spiritual discipline. Tantra, tan – to stretch and tra – to save, is often together translated as extension or uniting body and mind. Tantra is both the name of a certain doctrine and a certain category of texts belonging to the doctrine, the TANTRA-s. The tradition even in India was kept very closed as there were and still are very strict rules for the sexual behavior of the Hindus. Often there would be wild rumors about what happened amongst the sexual Tantrics, as very little accurate information was given. Still today very little accurate information is given by the people performing tantra as this information is usually only given from teacher to student exactly through initiation. Much of the so-called Tantric teaching in the west today is based upon very scarce knowledge of the original Tantra. Basics Tantra has become increasingly more popular in the west mostly though taught as a kind of advanced approach to sex. Tantra

My Parents Gave Me An Excellent Painting Idea Today!!!
Mom and Dad were on the war path today and they gave me an absolutely wonderful concept for a painting...now I just need to figure out how to execute it. The concept you may ask? I was accused of both eating all the food in the house and going to bed, as in being asleep, before Mom every single night. So how do you paint an insomniac with rapidly developing tendencies bordering on anorexia that eats all the food in a household and goes to sleep before the rest of said household does? I'm thinking a skeleton sitting in bed, eating a refigerator with a bottle of Jumpstart and a cup of coffee. But I have a skeleton fixation lately. (Careful you don't slip on the puddles of dripping sarcasm...but I am serious about the painting...sketches to come when I get a chance).

Ahhh What To Do.. =]
sooo last night. umm, where to begin..it was amazing. so all my college friends came home from the break, right? and i didn't get to see them until last night since ive been busy with family and evan. me and evan have actually been doing great, we went to the tree lighting downtown friday night. but anyways, everyone was over at my house in the basement just hangin out and stuff. i was so excited to see most of them, it has been a while. but the one guy i cant ever resist is kyle, he's just so adorable. me and him and james were sittin in another room just talkin..then kyle had to leave and he said he wanted to talk to me..i didnt know what to expect. but he basically told me that he is upset that im going back out with evan and that he's still in love with me. it really sucks that he lives at college now and he said that he wants to try a relationship next summer. this really sucks for me though because i used to be soo in love with him and he didnt care for me much, and now that

Last But Not Least...
Have you heard about the gay who put a nicotine patch on his penis? He's down to three butts a day. If a round peg fits into a round hole, and a square peg fits into a square hole, then why isn't the end of a penis shaped like an axe? Q: What's the difference between a bitch and a whore ? A: A whore sleeps with everyone at the party... and a bitch sleeps with everyone at the party....... except you. Q. What's the Australian kiss? A. The same thing as a French kiss, only down under! What is worse than a dead dog on your piano? An infected pussy on your organ.

Before I Was A Mom
Before I was a Mom I never tripped over toys or forgot words to a lullaby. I didn't worry whether or not my plants were poisonous. I never thought about immunizations. Before I was a Mom - I had never been puked on. Pooped on. Chewed on. Peed on. I had complete control of my mind and my thoughts. I slept all night. Before I was a Mom I never held down a screaming child so doctors could do tests. Or give shots. I never looked into teary eyes and cried. I never got gloriously happy over a simple grin. I never sat up late hours at night watching a baby sleep. Before I was a Mom I never held a sleeping baby just because I didn't want to put it down. I never felt my heart break into a million pieces when I couldn't stop the hurt. I never knew that something so small could affect my life so much. I never knew that I could love someone so much. I never knew I would love being a Mom. Before I was a Mom - I didn't know the feeling of having my heart outside

Salted Oatmeal
Humans are a silly, unpredictable, imperfect species. And there isn’t a day that goes by that I’m not thankful to be a part of all of that imperfectness. On a regular basis, we make mistakes that force us to learn more about our work, our daily lives, and the love that even the most hardened of hearts looks for while we continue to breath. And we make every attempt to remember these feelings when the people that we have shared them with leave our lives, whether it is on a permanent basis through death, or because of relationships that have moved on, disintegrated, or, were built on foundations that were not strong enough to last. Portions of this “remembrance”, those thoughts that strike a cord in our cortex when presented, are the songs and music that thread their way through a relationship. Most all of us can dredge up memories when listening to music that was special in a relationship. I still get weepy when hearing “Dust in the wind” by Kansas, “Let it be” by the fab four, and

Cosmic Consciousness Missing!
11/26/2006 Hello Readers: It amazes me to see my predictions unfolding regularly and most of all knowing that all the drama could have been easily avoided. If famous Comedian Michael Richards could turn the clock back after reading Moon Power do you think he would do so? Because of IGNORANCE Richard IS NOW 'shattered' by his racial tirade against black Americans people. NEW YORK (AP) -- Comedian Michael Richards said Sunday he did not consider himself a racist, and said he was "shattered" by the comments he made to two young black men during a tirade at a Los Angeles comedy club. Well its quite obvious that Michael Richards DO NOT possesses cosmic consciousness and not being able to apply his will he was badly victimized by the Universal structure and all because of ignorance. Note also that 99% of the world’s populations including top religious and political leaders DO NOT POSSESS COSMIC CONSCIOUSNESS. Hoping to make a significant contribution to better this world and r

Akaine
About Akaine An internationally recognized 11-year-old prodigy, considered the only known child binary genius, in both realist painting and poetry. • Selected as 1 of 20 most accomplished visual artists in the world by Tribute Entertainment (London) and ABI (United States). • Kids Hall of Fame inductee. • An author of two books "Akiane: Her Life, Her Art, Her Poetry" and "My Dream is Bigger than I - Memories of Tomorrow" Strength - Aged 7 Prince of Persia - Aged 8 The Planted Eyes - Aged 8 The Journey - Aged 9 To visit her website http://www.artakiane.com/home.htm

Support Our Troops
You dont have to support the war to support our troops... How AMAZING it would be if we could get everyone we know to send one.If you go to the web site at www.letssaythanks.com you can pick out a thank you card and the Xerox Corporation will print it and it will be sent to a soldier that is currently serving in Iraq. You cant pick out who gets it, but it will go to some member of the armed services. It is FREE and it only takes a second. Wouldnt it be wonderful if the soldiers received a bunch of these? Hosted By SparkleTags.com

Woman Tears
Be very careful if you make a woman cry, because God counts her tears. The woman came out of a man's rib. Not from his feet to be walked on. Not from his head to be superior, but from the side to be equal. Under the arm to be protected, and next to the heart to be loved. the ghost of a flower 25 REASONS I OWE MY MOTHER 1. My mother taught me TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE. "If you're going to kill each other, do it outside. I just finished cleaning." 2. My mother taught me RELIGION. "You better pray that will come out of the carpet." 3. My mother taught me about TIME TRAVEL. "If you don't straighten up, I'm going to knock you into the middle of next week!" 4. My mother taught me LOGIC. " Because I said so, that's why." 5. My mother taught me MORE LOGIC "If you fall out of that swing and break your neck, you're not going to the store with me." 6. My mother taught me FORESIGHT. "Make sure you wear clean underwear, in case you're in an accident." 7. My mother taug

The Gift Within
The Gifts Within... I dont want to doubt your sincerity, but i do want to believe its true, I dont want to doubt your love, but i do want to believe its there, I dont want to doubt your care, but i do want to believe you do, I dont want to doubt your dreams, but i do want to believe in them, I dont want to doubt the man you were, but i do want to believe in the man you are, I dont want to doubt all thats within your soul, but i can believe in the magic that you bring to my life when you're near, I dont want to doubt the compatibility between us, but i can believe in Mircles, I dont want to doubt the love you feel, but i can believe in something thats real. I dont want to doubt everything inside of me, but its the Gifts Within.

Hushing For Now
I just met you and so much I want to say to you but should I say it and what would you say What would you say If I told you I cared deeply for you? Would you blush? What would you say if I said I wanna see you smile? Would ask me why? What would you say If I said I think I love you? Would you question my love? What would you say if I said no distance is to far to travel for you? Would think I am insane and walk away? I may never know what you would say for now I will hold my thoughts and keep my mouth closed but one day you will know this ways written just for you

To My Daughter
to my daughter I sit here tonight remembering you I sit here tonight remembering your smile I sit here tonight remember the I love you daddy I sit here tonight crying I sit here tonight wishing I could see you I sit here tonight still loving you I sit here tonight hating myself I sit here tonight remembering and it killing me I sit here tonight hoping it my last night

My Daughter
I have not seen my daughter who is 10 years old now for 2 years as we had some problems with her. I have been on a site my sister goes on and my daughter has been posting on there and say's I am a fat hippo and that she never wants to see me again. I am dead to her and she wants nothing to do with me, what do I do??? I feel like killing her father right now I really do I hate him so much.

The Soul
Look into my eyes What side of me do you see? Do You my love that locked away? If so dose that make you wanna fall for me? Do you see my passion that run deep down in my soul? If so dose that excite you? Do you see my loyality? If so dose it make you want to trust me? Or do you see the other side of me? Do you see the rage pent up and ready to be released? If so dose that make you wanna run from me? Do you see the things I have done for my country and horrors I have seen and caused in name of the goverment? If so dose it fill you with fear? A person has many side so remember only a moron should think that not like them Like a dragon sworn to protect when crossed The great protector show you the darker side of their soul because good and evil or not found in heaven and in hell it found doing battle in a person soul

Please Let Me
Please Let Me by Lynn I only want to stay in bed, pull the covers up over my head. I want to lie there and think of you. I Need to relive feelings I once knew. If I do, then I can see you happy and running to me. If I do then I can fake that my heart never did break. If I do then you will know it is impossible to let you go. So, please let me hide and lay here with my pride. Please let me sleep so I won't weep. Please let me

Past And Future
Questions - what does our past dictate? How much of our future is dictated by our past? Some of it? All of it? We are supposed to learn from the mistakes we make in the past in order to make our future more successful right? Why do we as humans, as mammals even, continue to make the same mistakes over and over and not learn from them? Do we expect that one day those mistakes will turn out to be our futures saving grace? Do we notice the mistakes that turn out to be good ones or do we rely on the bad ones to get us through? I know that when I go through my life, I blame past experiences for the things I do now. For the person that I am. Our past experiences do make us who we are to a point, but where do we draw the line between laying blame for those experiences? Why can't we come to terms that this is who we are no matter what has happened to us in the past? Bad relationships in my past, make me unable to make a successful one. I know what has happened and I expect it to happen a

Starting To Delete Some So Called Friends On Here
OK SO ITS LIKE THIS, I STARTED THIS PAGE TO MEET NEW PEOPLE NOT COLLECT THEM! SO WHAT I AM GOING TO DO IS START DELETING PEOPLE I DO NOT TALK TO OR THAT DO NOT TALK TO ME! IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO STAY A FRIEND OF MINE PLEASE SEND ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE CAUSE IF YOU DONT YOU WILL BE DELETED!!!!! ALL THE PEOPLE THAT I AM CURRENTLY TALKING TO ON HERE KNOW THAT I ALWAYS GET BACK TO THEM WHEN THEY LEAVE ME A COMMENT OR MESSAGE OR WHATEVER!! THANKS AND HAVE A GREAT DAY!

Be My Razorblade Valentine
Come to me.. You're still clothed in some of my skin. I still have the tattered remains from where your heart grew too papery-thin. I wrote love poems on it with the blood of a bear and buried it in the forest snow. Mixed with my tears .. I see the sand flow through the years. A secret buried within, so deep not even the heavens can hear. Won't you be mine my razorblade valentine Come to me.. make the circle complete

Another Day In Las Cruces
Well we've been out shopping, swimming, coloring, and looking at animals and it's only 11AM. Can anyone tell me what there is to do here? We are here for one more night. The hotel is 'eh.. the people are nice. Karsen has befriended a little girl so hopefully I wont have to remain the entertainment committee. Turns out someone else staying at the hotel is on CherryTap as well... So there are at least 2 of us here. It's a bit chilly here... but I live in Houston where it still hits in the 90's somedays. You know us Southerners we complain if the temp gets below 60... we're whimps when it comes to cold weather! Well I need to get back to the Queen. I left her in the pool with the little girl she met and her parents but I don't want to be gone too long. Have an awesome day all ! MUAH

Friends List ?!?!?!?
Well to let everyone know. that i have gone through my friends list and fans of list and deleted people out that don't talk to me or anything. I went from 379 friends down to 220. and my fans of list is down to 189. If you were on my list and read this and want to be back on, go read my profile first before asking to be put back on. To the ones that are on my friends list. You all are the greatest friends I have ever known. Thank you for being there for me. As you all know i have been there for you in one way or another, wether it was reposting a level up for you, helping you to level up or helping a friend of yours that you post a bulletin about that needs help.

A Poem( What Iam Thinking Of)
~Just Another Love Poem that dont mean Anything~ Here I sit, thinking only of you Wondering what is to become of us Understanding all you have been through Hoping to slowly gain your trust My heart aches for you, and also I yearn I want to understand you In hopes that I will learn Your unique and special qualities amaze me Your smile Your mind Your voice and its beautiful sound Your eyes Your ability to cheer me up When you see that I am down My feelings for you go beyond that of words And at first it didn't seem real But that just taught me a lesson In doubting what I feel It seems I dreamed you into life And the reason for my stare The bluest sky The deepest sea Don't even compare you're so very special in every single way And thoughts of you Run through my head Every hour of the day I hope that you will understand Just how I feel about you I want to be your guiding hand For all that you go through

A Letter To Santa
A LETTER TO SANTA.......December 26, 1998 Dear Santa, You must be surprised that I'm writing to you today, the 26th of December. Well, I would very much like to clear up certain things that have occurred since the beginning of the month, filled with illusion I wrote you my letter. I asked for a bicycle, an electric train set, a pair of roller blades, and a football uniform. I destroyed my brain studying the whole year. Not only was I the first in my class, but I had the best grades in the whole school. I'm not going to lie to you, there was no one in my entire neighborhood that behaved better than me with my parents, my brothers, my friends, and with my neighbors. I would go on errands, and even help the elderly cross the street. There was virtually nothing within reach that I would not do for humanity. What balls do you have leaving me a Fucking, Yoyo, a stupid whistle and a pair of Socks! What the Fuck were you thinking, you Fat Son of a Bitch, that you've take

Broken Penis
pimpfarmer.com,ok me and a friend have been discussing can you break a penis ,she says no i said ive heard of it before i think?,we both think this pic is fake,but does anyone know for sure ,and can you get a pic,if this pic is real what is that bone?

Not To Sure Bout This Site!!!
hey all no idea how this site works or really do i care to be honest which honest is one thing i am!!! I do have another profile with pictures and information about me so if you wanna know about me then check the following link out and thats where you will find me and probably best to contact me through there too as i doubt ill spend much time here as bit too strange for me!!! http://vics80.hi5.com Happy viewing if you come check me out!!!

As I Walk Through Life
As I Walk Through Life ....I've learned- that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I've learned- that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I've learned- that you can keep going long after you can't.I've learned- that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I've learned- that either you control your attitude or it controls you. I've learned- that money is a lousy way of keeping score. I've learned- that my best friend and I can do anything or nothing and have the best time. I've learned- that sometimes when I'm angry I have the right to be angry, but that doesn't give me the right to be cruel. I've learned- that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. I've learned- that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you ev

What Is A True Friend
When you sit down and think about alot of things and have alot of problems, the one thing that stays the same is your friends. No matter what is wrong in your life or what is going on your friends are their to talk to. A true friend is someone that for no reason at all is their to hang out with you whether you are at home being bored out when you are out at the bar and theyt have your back for anything. A friends is someone who when you get into trouble is their to help you out, but a true friend is their right next to you in the cell saying that was fun we should do it again. No matter what people say and do your friends are their to support you no matter what happens. Anyone who feels different about this I would love to hear about it but if you agree witth me that is great.

Shout Merry Christmas, Not Happy Holiday! ..
Shout MERRY CHRISTMAS, not Happy Holiday! Body: Thank you for sharing this with us Military Momma and your friends! T'was the month before Christmas When all through our land, Not a Christian was praying Nor taking a stand. See the PC Police had taken away, The reason for Christmas - no one could say. The children were told by their schools not to sing, About Shepherds and Wise Men and Angels and things. It might hurt people's feelings, the teachers would say December 25th is just a "Holiday". Yet the shoppers were ready with cash, checks and credit Pushing folks down to the floor just to get it! CDs from Madonna, an X BOX, an I-pod Something was changing, something quite odd! Retailers promoted Ramadan and Kwanzaa In hopes to sell books by Franken & Fonda. As Targets were hanging their trees upside down At Lowe's the word Christmas - was no where to be found. At K-Mart and Staples and Penny's and Sears You

Rip Out The Wings Of A Butterfly
"Wings Of A Butterfly" by HIM... go listen on my page!! They're awesome!! Heaven ablaze in our eyes We're standing still in time The blood on our hands is the wine We offer as sacrifice Come on, and show them your love Rip out the wings of a butterfly For your soul, my love Rip out the wings of a butterfly For your soul This endless mercy mile We're crawling side by side With hell freezing over in our eyes Gods kneel before our crime Come on lets show, them your love Rip out the wings of a butterfly For your soul, my love Rip out the wings of a butterfly For your soul (Rip out the wings of a butterfly) Don’t let go (Rip out the wings of a butterfly) For your soul Come on, and show them your love Rip out the wings of a butterfly For your soul, my love Rip out the wings of a butterfly For your soul (Rip out the wings of a butterfly) Don’t let go (Rip out the wings of a butterfly) [x2] For your soul

Evil Overlord Winners!
OK here are your winners! yes I SAID WINNERS. All 3 of these guys worked VERY hard to get votes. And to get as many as they did took alot of time. So All 3 of these guys will get a prize from me. Shadoe was #1 with the most votes. PlayfulGod #2 and Lord Darkness #3. As I said they are all winners in my book. And as far as Evil goes...well...well see what happens theres a few guys who didnt make it here that are definately Evil! I may hold round two with just the top 3 guys to see what happens. I will be making Each guy a graphic and will send it when it is done! #1 Evil Overlord Shadoe with 8094 Votes #2 Evil OverLord þ£ªÿFµ£GøÐ with 6456 Votes #3Evil Overlord LORD DARKNESS a.k.a. the twiztid serail killa hachet riddin juggalo shadow walker with 4550 Votes! Oh ya..The HENCHMAN!!! Well that goes to myfriendssaythatmakesmea lesbian with 169 rates!

Im N This Contest If Ur My Friend Ull Help Me...im The One On The Tree...
OK WELL I CAN...BUT HAVE YOU SEEN THIS CONTEST? COME CHECK IT OUT AND VOTE! VOTING IS NOW OPEN! PLEASE COME GIVE THESE LOVELY LADIES YOUR VOTES!! WINNER WILL BE DETERMINED BY THE NUMBER OF COMMENTS ON HER PICTURE. VOTING WILL TAKE PLACE UNTIL MONDAY EVENING AT 8:30 PM EST. SO VOTE YOUR LITTLE HEARTS OUT! AND NOW - THE LADIES!

Touch
Your dirty little secret’s got a pretty mouth And wouldn’t you love to kiss her You always were temptation’s bitch And don’t you love to want her Silence casts a heavy curtain And hush your means of love The things you think, the words you speak It’s all in the way you touch The wrinkles in your satin sheets The folds and virgin curves She never confuses, she never lies Forever and always, she’s yours

It's Bullshit.
Well my ex apprently thought that because she broke up with me and said "I just wnat to be friends." that I would waste my fuckin time and get with her whenever she was ready again. Any one who truely knows me knows I am not a man of second chances. I belive that once a person makes up there mind about something they should do it. Know there's something I've made up my mind about. There is no love. There is no love like there is no god. I am tired of people saying oh you should give it another chance or I'm sorry you'll find the right one someday. I won't not anymore. I'm not seeking love out it's much easier to see it logically that it is nothing but a damned fairy tail. Fool's fall in love and I refuse to be a fool again. I tire of the game's played of all the bull shit invloved in trying to get someone to be there for you as more of a friend. I refuse to date or hook up ever again. It's time for me to remove the frustrations of a realtionship and just start looking for a fuck buddy.

My Test ....
Advanced Global Personality Test Results Extraversion |||||||||||| 50% Stability |||||||||||| 50% Orderliness |||||||||| 36% Accommodation |||||||||||||| 56% Interdependence |||||||||||||| 56% Intellectual |||||||||||| 43% Mystical |||||||||||| 50% Artistic |||| 16% Religious |||| 16% Hedonism |||||||||||||||||| 76% Materialism |||||||||||||||| 70% Narcissism |||||||||||| 43% Adventurousness |||||||||||||||| 63% Work ethic |||||||||||| 43% Self absorbed |||||||||||| 50% Conflict see

Going Out
Goin to my neighbors house to watch football.. Ya know..I dont like football much...but I like my neighbors TV...its one of those huge screens that hangs...from the ceiling..and its the lenghth of the wall its on...Its freakin awesome. Dont forget to go vote for the best booty contest while I'm gone!

It's Not Heavy...
A lecturer, when explaining stress management to an audience, raised a glass of water and asked, "How heavy is this glass of water?" Answers called out ranged from 20g to 500g. The lecturer replied, "The absolute weight doesn't matter. It depends on how long you try to hold it. If I hold it for a minute, that's not a problem. If I hold it for an hour, I'll have an ache in my right arm. If I hold it for a day, you'll have to call an ambulance. In each case, it's the same weight, but the longer I hold it, the heavier it becomes." He continued, And that's the way it is with stress management. If we carry our burdens all the time, sooner or later, as the burden becomes increasingly heavy, we won't be able to carry on. " As with the glass of water, you have to put it down for a while and rest before holding it again. When we're refreshed, we can carry on with the burden." "So, before you return home tonight, put the burden of work down. Don't carry it

My Sentiments Exactly!
My Book of Stories My life it is an open book And myself, I am the paper With pages filled and blank... The events that happen day by day They are the pen and ink Those who venture through my life Become my story tellers For all who meet me leave their mark And share with me this glorious tale Of which we all are part. Sheri Whitlock 2003

Cute Quizzes....
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com You are 91% fuckable! Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com You have a sexual IQ of 144 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com hehe.

First Few Days
Hi well its my first couple of days here and I still cant figure out things lol. I need to chat w/one of my new found friends and learn from them what ever they can share to help me along.I sorta like this place. I gess its ok. more later. peace out!

1st Thoughts
diamond- a thing of incredible beauty, taking years and years to create, polished to perfection, until it becomes a treasured thing, a symbol of everlasting love and loyalty. rust- a thing of incredible sadness,once a treasured object, transformed after years and years of neglect, into a thing unrecognizable.

Groom Fatally Shot By Police Outside Strip Club
I'm speechless by reading this news from new york.. what on earth??? Groom Fatally Shot by Police Outside Strip Club Gunned Down Hours Before He Was to Wed NEW YORK (Nov. 26) - Sean Bell and his fiancee had already shared a high school romance, then two children. In the early hours of what was to be their wedding day, the reception hall lay waiting, covered in satin and adorned with balloons. But the ceremony never occurred Saturday. Police shot 50 rounds at the groom's car as he drove away from his bachelor party, killing the 23-year-old hours before he was to walk down the aisle. The hail of gunfire at a car full of unarmed men drew an outcry from family members and community leaders. Two passengers, who had been celebrating with the groom at a strip club, were also injured; one was struck by at least 11 bullets. The officers' shots struck the men's car 21 times after it rammed into an undercover officer and hit an unmarked NYPD minivan, police said. Police Commissione

Finish The Sentences Reanswer These Please
1. I've come to realize that my most recent ex... WAS A DUMBASS AND A LOSER 2. I am listening to... REHAB SITTN IN A BAR 3. I talk... TO ANYONE THAT WANTS TO TALK AS LONG AS THERE NOT AN ASSHOLE 4. I love... MY FAMILY, MY FRIENDS 5. My best friends... AIGHT 6. My first kiss was... EXCITING 7. I wish... I MADE PEOPLE HAPPY 8. I hate it when people... LIE AND BE RETARDED 9. Love is... A HEART RENCHING DISASTER AT TIMES AND OFTEN TIMES MORE CONFUSING THAN ITS WORTH . 10. Marriage is... NICE UNLESS U FIND AN ASSHOLE 11. Somewhere, someone is thinking... ABOUT ME AND LOVING ME 12. I'll always... BE MYSELF AND NOT NOTHING MORE SO IF U WANNA FRIEND HER I AM 13. I have a secret crush on... LARRY THE CABLE GUY NO ONE ELSE 14. The last time I cried was because.. 2 NIGHTS AGO 15. My cell phone... INT THE DRAWER 16. When I woke up this morning... ME AND MY STEP SON PLAYED ON PUTER 17. Before I go to sleep

I Followed Sinks Lead.its Kinda Funny. Luv Those Quizzes
Jen will go to jail for ... Making lewd ginger bread men and giving them to carolers at Christmas 'What sexual activity will you go to jail for?' at QuizUniverse.com

Just Want To Say Hi
I just wanted to say hello to everyone and say thank all you that added me to their profiles. I've should have done before this but I've been really busy with my job and trying to invest in real estate. I hope everyone understand and will be talking to you all again really soon in the mean time take care of yourself and stay cool Paul

The Night Before Christmas
THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS by Clement Clarke Moore Tweaked by TILTED 'Twas the night before Christmas, when all through the house Not a creature was stirring, they were all drunk and soused; The stockings were hung by that ho over there, In hopes that St. Nicholas would soon find HIS pair The kids were asleep, Nyquil gone to their heads, While visions of excess kept them in their beds; And mamma in her teddy, climbed in my lap, We had just settled down for a long winter's *cough* nap, When out on the lawn there arose such a clatter, I sprang from the bed to see what was the matter. Away to the window I flew flashing my ass, Tore open the shutters and threw up the sash. The moon on the breast of the new-fallen snow Gave the lustre of mid-day to objects below, When, what to my traumatized eyes should appear, But Santa bent over, exposing his rear, That jolly old boozehound, so nauseous and sick, I knew by the stagger it must be St

A Quickie
There are two statues in a park; one of a nude man and one of a nude woman. They had been facing each other across a pathway for a hundred years, when one day an angel comes down from the sky and, with a single gesture, brings the two to life. The angel tells them, "As a reward for being so patient through a hundred blazing summers and dismal winters, you have been given life for thirty minutes to do what you've wished to do the most." He looks at her, she looks at him, and they go running behind the shrubbery. The angel waits patiently as the bushes rustle and giggling ensues. After fifteen minutes, the two return, out of breath and laughing. The angel tells them, "Um, you have fifteen minutes left, "Would you care to do it again?" He ask her. "Shall we?" She eagerly replies, "Oh, yes, let 's! But let's change positions. This time, I'll hold the pigeon down, and you shit on its head." .... AND WHAT WERE YOU THINKING????

Voodoo Dick
There was a businessman who was getting ready to go on a long business trip. He knew his wife was a flirtatious sort, so he thought he'd try to get her something to keep her occupied while he was gone, because he didn't much like the idea of her screwing someone else. So he went to a store that sold sex toys and started looking around. He thought about a life-sized sex doll, but that was too close to another man for him. He was browsing through the dildos, looking for something special to please his wife, and started talking to the old man behind the counter. He explained his situation, to the old man. "Well, I don't really know of anything that will do the trick. We have vibrating dildos, special attachments, and so on, but I don't know of anything that will keep her occupied for weeks, except …" said the old man, and then he stopped. "Except what?" asked the businessman. "Nothing, nothing," said the old man. "C'mon, tell me! I need something!" protested the busine

I'm Worth $400.00
Okay so here's the deal. You look it over and see how many of these things you have done (NOT HOW MANY TIMES U'VE DONE THEM!), BUT you have to add up the money amount along the way, then post the amount that you are such as "$15" or "I'm worth $78"or something like that. Smoked pot-- $10 Got drunk, passed and don't remember the night before-- $20 Went skinny dipping-- $5 Had sex in a pool-- $20 Kissed someone of the same sex-- $10 Had sex with someone of the same sex $20 Cheated on your g/f or b/f -- $10 Cheated on your g/f or b/f with their relative or close friend--$20 Done oral-- $5 Got oral-- $5 Swallowed--$0.75 Done / got oral in a car while it was moving --$25 Prank called the cops-- $5 Stole something-- $10 Stole something worth over more than a hundred dollars--$20 Had sex with someone 10 years older-- $20 Had sex with someone under 21 and you are over 27--$25 Cried yourself to sleep-- $5 Cried during sex--$20 Been in love-- $25 Been in love with two pe

Fuck Buddy Contract!!
THIS AGREEMENT SHALL COVER THE FOLLOWING RULES AND PRINCIPLES: 1. No sleeping over - unless it is very good and we need to repeat it in the morning. 2. No meeting in public except for dinner or drinks before the events of the evening. 3. No calls before 9 PM - we don't have shit to talk about. 4. None of that "lovemaking" shit - only sex allowed. 5. No emotional discussions (i.e. Where are we heading with this? Do you love me?) The answer is no, so don't ask. 6. No plans made in advance - that is why you are called the "backup," unless you are from out-of-town, then it's only a one-time advanced arrangement. 7. All gifts accepted - money is always good. 8. No baby talk - however, dirty talk is encouraged. 9. No asking for comparisons with former lovers - it's really none of your damn business. 10. No calling each other "friends with privileges" we are not friends, just sex buddies. 11. Calling out the wrong name during sex is OK - don't be offended.

Wow... Read This!!! (repost) Wow Is Right..everyone Should Read This
Apparently, she's been dying since 1997. That must really suck. "I"m sorry, but you only have 6 months left to live... give or take 8 or 9 years." http://urbanlegends.about.com/library/weekly/aa022599.htm http://hoaxbusters.ciac.org/HBSympathy.shtml SLOW DANCE Have you ever watched kids On a merry-go-round? Or listened to the rain Slapping on the ground? Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight? Or gazed at the sun into the fading night? You better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. Do you run through each day On the fly? When you ask How are you? Do you hear the reply? When the day is done! Do you lie in your bed With the next hundred chores Running through your head? You'd better slow down Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last Ever told your child, We'll do it tomorrow? And in your haste, Not see his sorrow? Ever lost touch, Let a good

Reality Without Tv
Every time I meet someone, they are having a life too. There is always a past to deal with, a future of hopes and dreams, and a reality that requires adjustment. We never dream of the bullshit that comes along with our image of our ideal mate. I used to think I wanted to meet a girl with no baggage. Someone who managed to escape all the trappings of insecurity and the corrosive potholes of ego. When I finally met someone like that, I was bored to death. How can you not live your life? Hey, I like TV, but I do not talk about characters on shows like they are real people. I recognize that the folks inside my idiot box are trained actors, and that they are just pretending to enjoy making out with some dork they happen to work with. This emotionally balanced lab rat actually wondered aloud about the current state of the characters from ‘Friends’. Now, I realize that all of us are screwed up somehow, but come on! If you have time to wonder what fake people might be doing since you last saw

Rip Ryan
RIP Ryan, one of my closest cousins. He was only 22 years old and just home for the holidays for boot camp. He got into a car accident Friday morning at about 1:30 in the morning, taking out mailboxes and a telephone pole knocking out power in the area, he also ran into a tree killing him. His sister's power went out and she didn't know why come to find out it was because of her brother. Now dead but never forgotten. You will always be loved Ryan. http://www.romesentinel.com/apps/pbcs.dll/article?AID=/20061125/FORTHERECORD05/111250087

State Police Warning!!
All of these are pretty much variations of the same thing. http://www.bighoaxes.com/hoaxe_6_318.html http://urbanlegends.about.com/library/blslavemaster5.htm http://www.packrat-pro.com/boomers/computer.htm STATE POLICE WARNING WARNING!! STATE POLICE. DO NOT IGNORE!! This is very serious so please repost. State police warning for online: Please read this "very carefully"..then send it out to all the people online that you know. Something like this is nothing to be taken casually; this is something you DO want to pay attention to. If a person with the screen-name of M.O.B. Or goes by his name MIKE CONALLEY contacts you, do not reply. DO NOT talk to this person; do not answer any of his/her instant messages or e-mail. Whoever this person may be, he/she is a suspect for murder in the death of 3 women (so far) contacted through the Internet. He is a suspect in a shooting and is known for raping and beating young women. He is located in the central Illinois

Twisted Beginnings
I have realized in the past that my first opinion of someone is never wrong. I would stress that alot of people, especially those of us on the internet have forgotten our manners, and have just plain went crazy. We say things we would not say in real life and do things we would not do in real life. I say be who you are because nobody else is like you. You are one of a kind and that can never be taken away. Fight for what you believe in, and always be honest in all that you do. Life is life and it has a funny way of smacking you in the face once in a while and litterally knocking you on your ass. Life is to short for grudges, anger and bitterness. It all ends after a while, and we all end sooner or later. I have learned that if you live with twisted beginnings you will become twisted in the end.So instead see what is before you and love those who hate you and hold your children nearer to your heart everyday. Love is the way to conquer all fear, hate, and bitterness. LOVE is t

When You Lose Something You Love
Seconds, minutes, hours, days, weeks, months and now over a year has went by and I still miss Dakota like it happened yesterday.For people that dont know me or what happened, I lost my second son 8-15-05, He was stillborn at 37 weeks. That is one of the hardest things anyone has to go through, unless you have been through it you will never know how it feels to hear sorry but your son is dead, But I know that I can make it through this i have done good so far, Thanks to the support of my family and friends.I dont have many friends but my family is great, they are all like my best friends. My mom and my sister are the greatest they will listen to me vent and tell me its all going to be ok. People try to be nice and say things like you will have more children, Yes i know that but that child will not be Dakota so its different, he cant be replaced if i do have more children and its still not going to make me forget him, nothing ever will. Time just makes it easier. I imagine what he would

Fuck Buddy Contract Lol
Fuck buddy contract THIS AGREEMENT SHALL COVER THE FOLLOWING RULES AND PRINCIPLES: 1. No sleeping over - unless it is very good and we need to repeat it in the morning. 2. No meeting in public except for dinner or drinks before the events of the evening. 3. No calls before 9 PM - we don't have shit to talk about. 4. None of that "lovemaking" shit - only sex allowed. 5. No emotional discussions (i.e. Where are we heading with this? Do you love me?) The answer is no, so don't ask. 6. No plans made in advance - that is why you are called the "backup," unless you are from out-of-town, then it's only a one-time advanced arrangement. 7. All gifts accepted - money is always good. 8. No baby talk - however, dirty talk is encouraged. 9. No asking for comparisons with former lovers - it's really none of your damn business. 10. No calling each other "friends with privileges" we are not friends, just sex buddies. 11. Calling out the wrong name during sex

The Truth About Friends
FAKE ASS FRIENDS: Never ask for food. REAL FRIENDS: are the reason you have no food. FAKE ASS FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr/Mrs REAL FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM FAKE ASS FRIENDS: bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. REAL FRIENDS: Would sit next to you sayin "Damn ... we fucked up ... but that shit was fun!" FAKE ASS FRIENDS: never seen you cry. REAL FRIENDS: cry with you FAKE ASS FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. REAL FRIENDS: keep your shit so long they forget its yours. FAKE ASS FRIENDS: know a few things about you. REAL FRIENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you. FAKE ASS FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing. REAL FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you. FAKE ASS FRIENDS:would ignore diz REAL FRIENDS: would send it back

Blow Job Etiquette ( By A Woman )
1. First and foremost, we are not obligated to do it. 2. Extension to rule #1- So if you get one, be grateful. 3. I don't care WHAT they did in the porn video you saw; it is not standard practice to cum on someone's face. 4. Extension to rule #3- No I DON'T have to swallow. 5. My ears are NOT handles. 6. Extension to rule#5- do not push on the top of my head. Last I heard, deep throat had been done. And additionally, do you really WANT puke on your dick? 7. I don't care HOW relaxed you get' it is NEVER OK to fart. 8. Having my period does not mean that it's "hummer week" -get it through your head- I'm bloated and I feel like shit so no, I don't feel particularly obligated to blow you just because YOU can't have sex right now. 9. Extension to #8- "Blue balls" might have worked on high school girls- if you're that desperate, go jerk off and leave me alone with my Midol. 10. If I have to pause to remove a pubic hair from my teeth, don't tell me I've j

Real Soldiers Creed
Take a man and put him alone, Put him twelve thousand miles from home. Empty his heart of all but blood, Make him live in sand, in mud. This is the life I have to live, This the soul to God I give. You have your parties and drink your beer, While young men are dying over here. Plant your signs on the White House lawn; "Lets get out of Iraq". Use your signs and have your fun, Then refuse to use a gun. There's nothing else for you to do, Then I'm supposed to die for you? There is one thing that you should know; And that's where I think you should go! I'm already here and it's too late. I've traded all my love for all this hate. I'll hate you till the day I die. You made me hear my buddy cry. I saw his leg and his blood shed, Then I heard them say, "This one's dead". It was a large price for him to pay, To let you live another day. He had the guts to fight and die, To keep the freedom you live by. By his dying, your life he buys, But who gives a fuck if a Soldie

As I Get Older..
So many hath fallen to the wolves of time.The once-proud metal hordes are diminished.For every kiddie-safe,numetal pustule on the sonic landscape,it seems we lose stalwart veterans?That's blasphemous.Makes ya wonder,would the scene suck if,say,Quorthon,Chuck Sculdiner,or even Cliff Burton survived?Moot question;we'll never know.But we can be thankful for the oldguard still standing.Treasure the ones who fight against radio-friendly pap:even the shitty bands are better than mainstream.And we still got Maiden,Demons And Wizards,hell,even Cradle Of Filth.All is not lost.Not quite yet.Though I still want a reunited Carcass,while the members are still alive.

Have You Voted?
VOTING IS NOW OPEN! PLEASE COME GIVE THESE LOVELY LADIES YOUR VOTES!! WINNER WILL BE DETERMINED BY THE NUMBER OF COMMENTS ON HER PICTURE. VOTING WILL TAKE PLACE UNTIL MONDAY EVENING AT 8:30 PM EST. SO VOTE YOUR LITTLE HEARTS OUT! AND NOW - THE LADIES!

Learning From Kids
For those with no children - this is totally hysterical... For those who already have children past this age, this is hilarious. For those who have children this age, this is not funny. For those who have children nearing this age, this is a warning. For those who have not yet had children, this is birth control... The following came from an anonymous Mother in Austin, Texas: Things Ive learned from my Boys (honest)... 1. A king size waterbed holds enough water to fill a 2000 sq. ft. house, 4 inches deep. 2. If you spray hair spray on dust bunnies and run over them with roller blades, they can ignite. 3. A 3-year old Boys voice is louder than 200 adults in a crowded restaurant. 4. If you hook a dog leash over a ceiling fan, the motor is not strong enough to rotate a 42 pound Boy wearing Batman underwear and a Superman cape. It is strong enough, however, if tied to a paint can, to spread paint on all Four walls of a 20x20 ft. room. 5. You shoul

Life Can Be A Drag
ok so do you think that people are more honest about them selves on line than real life ? i have a friend thats going to ohio from RI to meet a girl for the first time leaving his life behind with no safety net douse anyone know about this stuff ever working out?

Christmas Cop
There was a cop on his horse waiting to cross the road when a little boy on his new shiny bike stopped beside him. ''Nice bike,'' the cop said, ''did Santa bring it to you?'' ''Yep,'' the little boy said, ''he sure did!'' The cop looked at the bike and while handing the boy a $20 ticket he said, ''Next year, tell Santa to put a license plate on the back of it.'' To go along with the cop, the little boy said, ''Nice horse you got there sir, did Santa bring it to you?'' ''Yes, He sure did,'' said the cop. The little boy looked up at the cop and said, ''Next year tell Santa to put the dick underneath the horse instead of on top

Taking My Time...
Well, this is my first cherrytap blog so I'm kind of excited. I'm not really a cherrytap virgin anymore, although I have fooled around on other sites. It will take me a while to rate everyone's profile a 10 who has commented me and became my friend, just because my comp freezes everytime I come here. So... just be patient, I need to take things nice and slow. I will slowly make my way around and spread my cherry goodness to all of you. Have a cherryblast!! Andrea The Fabulous Princess FluffyBottom

Mistress Nomore Audio (updates)
***New version up!*** I have been reciting this for friends for over a decade now so I figure I might as well record it and put it here for you all. I have always meant this poem to be said aloud and not read so here you go. Until turn it into a single player to make listening easier, here is the link where you may download the file. If there is a problem playing it through your browser you may always right-click the link and choose 'save target as'. Enjoy, •MAH•

The Erfect Man
The perfect man is gentle Never cruel or mean He has a beautiful smile And keeps his face so clean. The perfect man likes children And will raise them by your side He will be a good father As well as a good husband to his bride. The perfect man loves cooking Cleaning and vacuuming too He'll do anything in his power To convey his feelings of love on to you. The perfect man is sweet Writing poetry from your name He's a best friend to your mother And kisses away your pain. He never has made you cry Or hurt you in any way To hell with this endless poem The perfect man is gay

My Latin Maid
Hi there, my name is Jennifer Bridges and I’m a housewife living in Miami. I’m brown haired and 5’7 with 34C tits that fit my frame perfectly. Now I had never considered myself lesbian or even bi, but with my husband away on business all the time, I constantly felt horny, most of the time I could satisfy myself with a dildo or my fingers but lately I developed a longing for the same sex, and that was when we hired Mariana. She was a 20 year-old Latin girl working here to pay for college, so she would do just about anything, which is why she had no problem with wearing the skimpy French maid outfit that I suggested. When I saw her working in that little skirt I knew that I had to have her. She had that great Latina look, caramel skin, a nice round ass, but nothing compared to her ample 34D breasts. One day when she was working in the kitchen, I walked up behind her in my nighty and grabbed her ass, she turned around and realized it was me and jumped. “Mrs. Bridges! Um, I was ju

For You Darling You Know Who Are
in the darknes our bodies would glistens with sweat and oil,,, i would savor every inch of your body... you would feel my hot breath across your skin,,,hear my whispers and feel my strong hands caressing from the soles of your feet i would softy nibble my way up your body up one side and down the other tasting,, wanting all,, and as i start over stoping just short of your wettness to softly taste your sweet thighs then i would bury my face between your leg sucking and nibbling probing deeper and deeper with my togue and fingers teasing you soft and slow wanting to hear you moan out my name bring you so close to the egde i must drive you crazy with the heat,,,i will wait til you arc your back to me and grind your hips against my face,,, then id turn you over and start again at your feet working your calves with my hands working the heat higher holding out teasing your thighs soft love bites your butt cheeks tastling savoring your moans drives me insane has i ra

From A Friend
one friend asked a nother friend what she thought of her the girls replie was as follows.... f*** me silly run a feather down my body the list goes on forever ........... they have been together ever since ........ if you can find love by asking then why not the most they can do is slap you ......... so if theres some one you would like to ask and hope they dont slap you send this on see what they say .....unless your shy

Manic Depressive.....
I bet that got some of your alls attention.. lol.. Yep that is right I can't remember if I told ppl b4 or not but I'm manic depressive or bi-polar syndrome.. lol.. Anyway, as I sit here writing this I wonder to myself what is the use of continuing to take my meds when they seem to dule the way I feel, slow my mind down and utterly make different from what I am use to.. It does help, I have to agree I don't get upset as easy and I don't fall into that deep depression.. ;-/ Okay to the point, I didn't take my meds yesterday and last night and I put up some great art work.. :D I love the way the art flows from me when I am feeling down, i can see the dismay in the pix that I work with. I see the pain in the face that I am looking at or the person they want to become. I am running on about 2 hours sleep due to alot of things going on in my head. Good thoughts, bad thoughts, and even some new pix I want to try to do. I don't sleep at night because my brain can't shut it self of

Little Johnny Is At It Again
A grade school teacher in Kentucky asked her students to use the word fascinate" in a sentence. Molly put up her hand and said, "My family went to my granddad's farm, and we all saw his pet sheep it was fascinating." The teacher said, "That was good, but I wanted you to use the word "fascinate, not fascinating Sally raised her hand. She said, "My family went to see Rock City and I was fascinated." The teacher said, "Well, that was good Sally, but I wanted you to use the word "fascinate." Little Johnny raised his hand. The teacher hesitated because she had been burned by Little Johnny before. She finally decided there was no way he could damage the word "fascinate", so she called on him. Johnny said, "My aunt Tootsie has a sweater with ten buttons, but her tits are so big she can only fasten eight! The teacher sat down and cried ...

Cancer And Hairloss
I thought this deserved a blog. I know most of you are aware of the blog wars goin on here between the #1 and #2 Bloggers. Well I just wanted to Say to JellyBean. I love you girl and its just sad someone has to sit and attack you like this. Not everyone who has chemo loses thier hair. It depends on the drugs that are used. I am really saddened that this crap keeps goin on. Its the holiday season now. Let it go J.T. Its time to move on. I think everyone has had enough. Just ignore eachother. Having the top blog isn't the most important thing in the world. I know you both didnt get top blog by haveing 100,000 readers. Refesh is amazing eh? I am happy people just read my nonsense. I blog for me...cuz i think i need to express myself in someway. Anyhow wish it would all stop. If you don't like someone on here block/ignore and move on but dont tear people apart. Remember everyone here is a real person with feelings. You never know how what you say can affect a person or thier self worth. Yo

Try Not To Cry (repost) Lost But Remembered Children Gone Too Soon!!!!
Mommy.. Johnny brought a gun to school, He told his friends that it was cool, And when he pulled the trigger back, It shot with a great crack. Mommy, I was a good girl, I did What I was told, I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got the gold! But Mommy, when I went to school that day, I never said good-bye, I'm sorry Mommy, I had to go, But Mommy, please don't cry. When Johnny shot the gun, He hit me and another, And all because Johnny, Got the gun from his older brother. Mommy, please tell Daddy; That I love him very much, And please tell Tyler; my boyfriend; That it wasn't just a crush. And tell my little sister; That she is the only one now, And tell my dear sweet grandmother; I'll be waiting for her now, And tell my wonderful friends; That they always were the best; Mommy, I'm not the first, I'm no better than the rest. Mommy, tell my teachers; I won't show up for class, And never to forget this, And please don't let thi

¢À Crimson Kisses
I could get lost in the black oblivion wrap myself in the lethe dreams that madness will bring Just surrender to the darkness Fall in love with the danger live the life of a stranger For a real taste of the wine of forgetfullness.. So that the wicked might finally rest

Iava Congressional Ratings
Full Ratings List from IAVA (Iraq and Afghanistan Veterans of America) Below is a complete list of the IAVA Congressional Ratings. State Grade Alabama Rep. Robert B. Aderholt C+ Rep. Spencer Bachus C+ Rep. Jo Bonner C Rep. Robert E. Cramer, Jr. A- Rep. Artur Davis A- Rep. Terry Everett C Rep. Michael D. Rogers C Senator Jeff Sessions F Senator Richard C. Shelby D Alaska Senator Lisa Murkowski D Senator Ted Stevens D Rep. Don Young C+ Arizona Rep. Jeff Flake D Rep. Trent Franks C- Rep. Raul M. Grijalva C+ Rep. J.D. Hayworth C+ Rep. Jim Kolbe C Senator Jon L. Kyl D- Senator John McCain D Rep. Ed Pastor B+ Rep. Rick Renzi C+ Rep. John B. Shadegg C- Arkansas Rep. Marion Berry B+ Rep. John Boozman C+ Senator Blanche L. Lincoln B+ Senator Mark Pryor B Rep. Mike Ross A- Rep. Vic Snyder A- California Rep. Joe Baca A- Rep. Xavier Becerra B+ Rep. Howard L. Berman A- Rep. Mary Bono C

Death Of Juggalo Jimmy!!!!!
death of a juggalo death of juggalo jimmy I set waiting , hoping you'll call hours and hours pass no call at all I think its possible you know how it feels inside, when being alone a lil bit of u dies. Love surpasses all sense of time, leaving me hurt and bout to cry. I hold my tears inside, so you won't see, the weakness and pain inside of me. Do you think of him when your with me, cause I think of you in evreyone I see. Baby, all I want is your heart, that's all I've wanted from the start. Please don't leave me hurt and alone, cause damn it hurts like hell when your gone. In my heart you have a place, I want your love no mater how long it takes. Crazy it seems how I feel, but from my heart I swear, this shit is real. If you say that we're over I can take it, Even if I front and fake it. By Juggalo Jimmy 11/26/06

Just A Little Rant!
Ok, when I first joined lostcherry//cherrytap, the site was the best! I spent all my days here, meeting and greeting new commers to the site. I even invited over 400 people here, that is on my old account before 'babyjesus' delete me. I've put the word out about this site all over the internet. I've always said how it was amazing not to have a big brother type thing looking at everything you do, all your pictures, and how there was no restrictions besides the age. Boy, if I were to say that now I'd be a huge liar! Now I have to tell them it's another wanna-be Myspace site, I don't care if you don't like that I call it a wanna-be myspace, it's true. The only good thing about this site any more is it's easier to find 'friends' because of the top photos, top cherry's, and the scroll thing at the top. This site is becomming so restricted! NSFW what the fuck is that shit? Why the sam hell are you on the interent; on any website while you are at work? If I was your boss, I'd fire

Fuck Luv
fuck luv FUCK LUV I'M NOT LUVED. I LUV SUM1 WHO I THINK JUST DOESN'T EVEN CARE. I GOT USED. LUV'S A BITCH. SO JUST LET THE CANCER OF MY HATE TAKE MY ASS AWAY.PLEASE. THANKS FOR EVERYTHAN YOU GAVE ME. WELL I'D TRIED. WELL I GUESS TRYIN IS TO MUCH AND NOT ENOUGH

Looking Back
Confessions: Looking back Distended reality keeps breaking upon the shore, and it's threatening to wash away my sandcastle. But I can't be sure what's real anymore. So I keep building my pretties neatly in the sand. Always fighting to keep them safe from the sea. Using starfish to make shields as I take my stand. I followed the trail you left of footprints, past the treehouse we built and down into the cove. And though I searched; I haven't seen you since. All work copyright Jennifer Pritchett ©

;-)
A man is talking to his best friend about married life. "You know," he says, "I really trust my wife, and I think she has always been faithful to me. But there's always that doubt." His friend says, "Yeah, I know what you mean." A couple of weeks later the man has to go out of town on business. Before he goes, he gets together with his friend. "While I'm away, could you do me a favor? Could you watch my house and see if there is anything fishy going on? I mean, I trust my wife but there's always that doubt." The friend agrees to help out, and the man leaves town. Two weeks later he comes back and meets his friend. "So did anything happen?" "I have some bad news for you," says the friend. "The day after you left I saw a strange car pull up in front of your house. The horn honked and your wife ran out and got into the car and they drove away. Later, after dark, the car came back. I saw your wife and a strange man get out. They went into the house and I s

Oops
I did something really stupid yesterday. I got my nephews birthday party times mixed up. I don't know how it happened. I believe I did it when times where being changed for other things and I was to tired to think. It is my fault and I feel horrible, I mean I really wanted to spend time with his mama. I haven't seen her in so long. I am so stupid sometimes. I'm sorry Ria and Gabe please don't hate me. *hugs* Last night was just not my night. I know it's the holidays but dang it people do NOT throw every toy you see onto the floor. I mean there is some poor unfortunate soul out there who has to clean up after you. Just wait til it happens to you. Really though with 7-10 pallets a night and a floor full of toys I can not possibly have it all clean by 0700. Not to mention work all the pallets too. Oh and try to work over stock. They aren't even giving me any help. Well none that can do anything for themselves that is. This is to busy a holiday to get behind like I have started to do

Mb:uk
Yeah what a fool I am. I have had 2 separate knee ligament injuries in teh last 18 months, casuing me to do fook all exercise outside the bedroom. So this week I finally gets me all clear and think a nice bit of trail riding with a mate is a fantastic idea. Then 2 friends both got engaged at the weekend, so I went out straight after work on friday to help drown their sorrows. I got picked up at 9am on Sat morning, hung over to death and not having eaten since lunch the say before. The 20 mile off road ride seemed like a good way to blow out the cob webs until I was sick and nausesous after 10 minutes into a 2 hour ride. It rained lions and wolves and turned into a battle to stay afloat in the sand and mud. 3 and a half hours later I decided that falling of from exhaustion 3 times in 5 minutes was enough and headed back on the road, finishing in a record slow time. I did love every minute, my mate is embaressed about my existence but he'll get over it and I am going to get

So Um...yeaaaah
this is indeed my first blog, and i really dont have anything interesting to say, but im bored so i guess ill try. thanksgiving sucked ass. i had to work 4pm-12am. luckily i got to eat, but i didnt have time to take the traditional thanksgiving nap during the football game. needless to say i was very tired when i got to work. december 4th is my bday, and im somewhat excited about it. the 21st bday has already passed, and i have nothing to look forward to until i turn 25 when my car insurance lowers. then my midlife crisis, then retirement, then death. hopefully somewhere inbetween that, something exciting and life changing will happen, like winning the lottery or somethin. i doubt it. but anyways...back to my original point. im celebrating my bday at a bar i used to go to in Virginia Beach called Smackwater Jacks on dec. 2nd. im planning on quite a few people being there, but i dunno if it will turn out the way i've planned it. if you are reading this and live in that

Jeff Foxworthy's Take On Living In Ontario
> >> > >>> > >>> Jeff Foxworthy On Ontario > >>> > >>> If you consider it a sport to >gather your food by drilling > >>>through > >>> 36 "of ice and sitting there all day hoping that the food will > >>> swim by, you live in Ontario.< BR>> >>> > >>> If your local Dairy Queen is closed from September through May, > >>> you live in Ontario. > >>> > >>> If you have worn shorts and a parka at the same time, you live > >>> in Ontario. > >>> > >>> If you have had a lengthy telephone conversation with someone > >>> who Dialed a wrong number, you live in Ontario. > >>> > >>> YOU KNOW YOU ARE A TRUE ONTARIAN IF: > >>> 1. "Vacation" means going south past London for the weekend. > >>> 2. You measure >distance in hours. > >>> 3. You know several people who have hit a deer more than once. > >>> 4. You often switch from "heat" to A/C" in the sam e day and > >>>then > >>> back again. > >>> 5. You can drive 110 kph through 2 feet of snow duri

Some Good News I Think...
My ex-boyfriend wants me back. Our commication got so much better after he broke up with me. I started to open up more to him about my feelings, and pain. He said that's all he wanted was for me to open up to him, but I was really affriad to, because I was fresh out of a one-year relationship once I got with him. I was scared of getting my heartbroken. He said that I pushed him away, and pushed him to that girl. However, his parents said that he can't have a girlfriend right now because of his hockey, he's got to concentrait on that. He told me that he started fucking up after he broke up with me. Yesterday, he's mentioned getting back together with me, but keepin' it on the downlow. He said that he would be thinking about me at his game lastnight, and he said that he played the best game of his life. So I think he's going to want me back for sure. The thing is I'm scared. He hurt me really bad last time, what if he does it again? I feel like I'm just letting him walk all

Fuck Buddy Contract;)
Fuck buddy contract... Going to Have to start getting these things signed =) THIS AGREEMENT SHALL COVER THE FOLLOWING RULES AND PRINCIPLES: 1. No sleeping over - unless it is very good and we need to repeat it in the morning. 2. No meeting in public except for dinner or drinks before the events of the evening. 3. No calls before 9 PM - we don't have shit to talk about. 4. None of that "lovemaking" shit - only sex allowed. 5. No emotional discussions (i.e. Where are we heading with this? Do you love me?) The answer is no, so don't ask. 6. No plans made in advance - that is why you are called the "backup," unless you are from out-of-town, then it's only a one-time advanced arrangement. 7. All gifts accepted - money is always good. 8. No baby talk - however, dirty talk is encouraged. 9. No asking for comparisons with former lovers - it's really none of your damn business. 10. No calling each other "friends with privileges" we are not friends, just se

Last New One, Last For Today, Maybe
Moving throughout the night Walking outside in the night Far away from the people, the light Visiting with my inside Shutting off from the outside Alone and pondering Suddenly, mind stops wandering It gets set in odd limbo A figure standing akimbo Staring I feel caught I search for change of thought My mind racing as if running away Pushing, shoving the rest to stay Looking back to see The figure chases me I run, renewed vigor I cannot shake this figure I stop and face my demise Yet I finally realize This figure, familiar in every way It's me, and I start to run away I open my eyes, look to find That is was all in my mind I turn to light and start to trot Push back the same old thought Try to remain free And not lose myself to me

A Note Of The New Ones
The new poems say "you" at times, just want to note that you is an annon, a ghost of a ghost, someone past who doesn't exist for the sake of my poetry, anyone and everyone, this is just me and not me writing for the pain of someone else, again, I hope "you" enjoy

Love For You
(First of the new, Sunday November 26, 2006) Thoughts of Lonliness Riddles of confussion Heart full of love Head full of song Blenbded with aching Tainted with madness Solitude in exile Time with you Aching for releif Calm as night Yet want hooked Hypnotized with feeling Alone again Familiar pain A thought away Madness of before Universe apart from Love for you

Too Much Of You
More beautiful than my eyes can handle Too much to understand Too much to taste More than I can hear More than my heart can take So kind and generous So beautiful and addictive So warm and caring And so good for me But all this, too much You don't share my vission You don't understand my emotion But I can't help but want Too much of anything you

Satan
- Sufficiency - Completeness - "From moment of Birth to moment of Death, I am and ever shall I be." - Perfection - Self Acknowledgment - "Look around and be witness that there are none like unto me." - Mastery - Independence - "Even when down, there are none who may lift me without my consent. 1. As a Satanist I believe in the autonomy of the idividual. One should know thy self and develop thy own skills, character, and talent to the utmost. Be free to be thy own self. 2. As a Satanist I believe in striving for perfection. Being good at something, brings success. BE something, ACHIEVE something, then you have respect for yourself. 3. As a Satanist I believe in the 'gifts' unto the deserving. Respect, love, friendship, monetary awards, political power; must be Earned. To give freely to those who deserve not, or is ungrateful only cheapens the gift, till it means nothing. 4. As a Satanist I believe in the Law of Retribution. An eye fo

And On A Note To My Recent Blog!
last night i found out my mom got into a 6 car accident . her car is totaled ! someone hit her she spun around hit someone else then hoped the curb and hit 3 cars in the ron bouchards car dealership. the 2 actual people that hit her and she hit were both arrested for havein outstandin warrents and then the cop looked at my mom and said "thanks for doin your civic duty ! weve been lookin for these too for awhile .you got 2 bad people off the street thanks!" my mother looked at him and said "what the hell good is that to my car!" lol gotta love my mom lol but she is fine lil bumbs and bruses and my sis is fine she was in the car too . lol you could say it was a very long night lol

Illness
Buried deep within my soul, An unwanted presence, Demanding recognition as a lie. Wanting to be my cure, The antidote to my anger, The answer to my confusion. Denying the truth as my virus, The flame of my hatred, The riddle of my frustration. So sick, yet not sick enough

Between Sleep And Dream
It lies just between sleep and dream That world where anything can happen Where you can almost touch reality But also do anything your heart desires That is where I wait It lays between breath and birthday candles That world where wishes come true Where you hope beyond hope And anything you want seems possible That is where I wait It lies in the space of a hug The world with no pain Where all that is known is another’s warmth And you never want to let go That is where I wait It lies in the breath of a kiss Where the world disappears Where all you feel is the taste of another And time loses all meaning That is where I wait for you

Just Returned From My Work Out
Hi to all my beloved's. I hope you have missed me as much as ive been missing you .. Ive just got in from the gym , and by god do i know ive been today . Whilst doint leg curls, ive pulled my calf. And they think ive torn the muscle :( I might not be able to do the Gym now for a few day's till i can get some movement in it . It sucks ....

Women
Woe to the man who first saw one, Yet a pat on the back to this great fellow, For following something that Can be so terrible yet, The most wonderful thing ever created. If god is not a woman, Then woe to that man, For having to live with the temptation, For all Eternity. Woe to the man who seeks, To contain or bend a woman to his will. This man will turn full circle, For he follows his nature, But he is not thinking. You let a woman do as she will, And enjoy the pleasures as you can, The pleasures some wait their lives for. Woe to the man who waits still, And more to the man who passes, Without truely knowing what a woman is.

Fucking Horny
Is it really too much to ask that some one some where in the us would want to have phone sex with me ... i mean really im a decent looking guy, i am married but i am very discreet i always delete the number my wife has no access to the phone records and id like to think im pretty damn good at it ... also if anyone is in the orlando area i recently lost my back up fuck so id love to meet some new people give me a shout if anyone would like to get to know me better ... although i have no friends i am interested in making some ...

You
You are not there The wind blows And the wind howls The pouring rain It freezes my flesh Yet none of this I feel For you are not there Claws tear And Teeth bite Yet I put up no fight People Poke and Prod The needles stick and sting And I do not feel this For you are not there The sun shones on me The wind gives it's light caress Birds chirp as they pass by I see it all, take all in Our feet crunch the path Your hand light in mine You are there I sence it all From the drip of water on the roof To the clouds overhead From the heat of you against me To your very scent It's all around me Because you are there with me always

Kindreds Delight
Yes, it IS a poem about vampires, much older one of mine, at a guess....I was 18 when I wrote it, makes it 8 years old or so, please enjoy :-) And the moon arose, casting a pale sort of daylight for those below, and the savage roamed free, their instincts taking them over, the blood rapture has begun, savage lust scorching through veins, the scent, an erotic intoxication, the blood, the life that drives there hunger. The Kindred hunts, the Blood Lust has begun. The moon arose, covering the land in pale grays, the living flee, their fear driving them faster, their fear drawing the embrace. In the end, the living spell bound, held by the pounding hunger before them, the thirst of the blood, the blood that is life. The Kindred hunts, the Blood Rapture has begun. And in the moonlight, the blood ran free, Cain danced for his children long lost. The moans in pleasure, the screams in pain, the Kindred's eternal song. The fire and ice, the life in death, the dance t

Life
Life This World we walk through Is full of grief Some think of death Like if may be a releif I look at life And what it may hold I look to the future For the truth it may hold I wait and see What may happen soon I always reach To try and touch the moon

Sad Day
I am asking all my cherrytap friends and family if they could please leaave some love and support to my two daughters and their babies who lost their home due to a house fire on november 25th...you can do this by going to the links i have left below and they are both on my cherry tap family list, i have a great list of friends here and i know most of you will stop by their page and leave them some love and words of comfort.... Thanx so much Hugs Sweet http://cherrytap.com/nikkie http://cherrytap.com/pimpetteandwhat

Nypd Bullet Kills Groom On Wedding Day
You want to see liberal bias in the news? Read this story online… See how the writer tries to say the police are guilty of a crime without actually saying it. How the writer keeps making references to how only God knows why the mean police shot this man dead. Hey dumb ass! They tried to run the police over with their car!! AGRAVATED ASSUALT warrants the police to open fire you jerk!! I hate liberals…

So, Here Is Some True Sadness, But Who's Right?
So, I was voting for a contest of the smile sort for a close friend of mine. Why? Cause she's a close friend and I honestly believe her smile was the best of the bunch. There wasn't a large pool of people, and in the beginning the votes were vaguely low, so I took the time, voted high and got her ahead. Eventually another person (the winner of the contest) descided to vote for herself and a fair bit at that. Truely lame I think but her choice, so I voted more and more until Comment limit was reached. This was a first for me, and I can understand it, it's to slow people who descide to comment ONLY to increase cherry level and more than likely to be easy on the server, if everyone could comment unlimitedly then I think perhaps it would overload the server. I don't know this but it is my assumption. Then I descided I should simply start a secondary account for voting, why? Cause it's doable and not in violation of terms of use (Yeah, I checked). This brings out the cry babies an

I Went To Del Mar
I went to the tatto convention on 11/18 in Del Mar, (San Diego) and had some pictures taken.. my first simi actual glam shots and id like it if you would go comment them, tell me your opinions are

Death And Birth
As the most of you know November 27th is the first anniversary of the Death of my son David. He is loved and will never be forgotten. This was probably going to be a very bad anniversary thats the way it was leading anyway. Tell me that Our God is not a right on time God. November 21st this year just 6 days before the anniversary of Davids death a new life was brought to us. My Grandaughter Destiny Faith. Out of the Ashes new life begins. Out of desolatin a new hope. Out of despair comes happiness. Through a bad time we know the Good. Through death we know new birth. Although not very religious I do believe there is an all might power he knows our needs as well as our desires.

Oh What A Night!
Well I learned something about my daughter Jenny last night... EXTREMELY loyal to her boyfriend! The creep better understand and appreciates that about her!!! Was Jenny pissed when I told Adam about CherryTap! Thought I was going to die… We spent the evening playing cards. Honestly I have no clue what time I went to bed – and I have no clue what the hell I am doing awake already. Yep – for once ya can tell me to get a clue and it would fit! Wanted to harass Jen’s friend that works for Rascal Flats and she has 3 people for every name in her network. 3 Sarah’s, 4 Meghan’s, 2 Cathy’s etc… Life is good and I am happy to be alive!! Tom Cat

Does Anybody.........
KNOW THIS GUY...?? HIS NAME IS JUSTIN STILL.. this is him age about 5 and again about 11.. he would now be 38,birthday on the 24th july, and the last place i knew he was living was Englewood, Colorado.. he used to live over the road from me when i was living in Aurora,Colorado, and went to kindergarten with me,my mom used to look after him a lot of the time, he was like part of the family! His parents are Tom, and Candy Still, he had a dog called Mushy..a St.Bernard...but i believe he had to be put to sleep! I lost touch with him when he was about 12, ans have been trying to find him ever since.. I would appreciate any help i can get.. My younget son is named after him..Matthew Justin... I WOULD LOVE TO GETBACK IN TOUCH WITH HIM!!!! THIS IS MY LINK!!!..... http://cherrytap.com/user/139949

Random Sleep Deprived Thought....
I'm thinking of becoming an archer at White Castle. I mean think about it all castles need archers. Like what if they were to be pillaged by barbarian hordes. The need defense. I'm submitting my app./resume tomorrow!

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SUN WAKES IN HABIT AT BRISKFUL MORN HEART RECOGNIZES EARTH CONCIENSENESS YET. I STAY ASLEEP IN SO MANY WAYS EVEN WHEN THE SUN GOES OUT RAY BY RAY SOMEONE.PLEASE SOMEONE, BEING, FORCE SHOW JUSTICE. WAKE ME. FOR MY SUN HAS SET

To Ranger Or Not To Ranger?
Ok I'm thinking of rolling up a random D&D character today/tonight... But do I want to make another ranger? I honestly am thinking about making another samurai but I do not have Orental Adventures anymore. I could make another Wizard that accidentaly kills everyone in the party again(It wasnt my fault, the dm was being a dick and didnt read the spell wording correctly)..

Wtf..
PROVO, S.D. - The Humane Society of the Black Hills removed 150-200 dogs from the rural residence of an elderly woman at Provo in southwest South Dakota. ADVERTISEMENT Fall River County Sheriff Jeff Tarrell said he contacted the woman earlier this month after the Humane Society received a complaint and she agreed to give up the dogs. Tarrell said she had taken in stray dogs for more than 30 years. "It got to the point where people would actually drop the dogs off near the place or abandon them (near there)," he said. "People were essentially taking advantage. They knew she would take in stray dogs." Suz Phillips, director of operations for the Humane Society, said the dogs were overall in good health.

Wish List
Here is some of the things that I want [ ] Star Saber (the transformer I cannot find for less than body parts) [ ] A new sword or katana (or a few) [ ] Pasta maker [ ] some new video games [ ] Computer This is more or less a list for me to have it somewhere in words

A Day Of Remembrance
I've cried twice today. For those of you who know me well, you will understand how rare that is. I do so hate the "feminine weapon" of tears. Not only for the quotationed label, but for the emotional output in general. The first time was seeing a friend of mine's Christmas tree. It was simply beautiful. And representative of his family and all that entails. It was a bit much for me, for many reasons unmentioned. The second was for a much harsher prospect. It was brought about by another friend's picture of his friend, Joe. To preface this emotional outpouring, I must say that the last time I really remember letting loose and crying my eyes out was on 9/11/2001. I was in Brazil at the time, visiting my ex and his family. (not an ex at the time, obviously) I was innocently making the bed and getting ready for the day when his mother, Maisa, came running into our bedroom and started gesticulating wildly. As I spoke very little Portuguese at the time (I had flown in o

I Would Make A Crappy Rouge....
So yeah.... I just spent 5 hours trying to break into my car. I am talking critical failure types of things happening(mostly break picks). In a final effort I got in with out having to break a window.

Please Read!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I Care For The Guys On Cherrytap
I notice most of guys profiles have almost no ratings or comments. There is so many hot guys on this site that should be top cherry's and there not. No one is doing anything to there profiles. Its sad I will only see like 1 ten rating 1 comment or nothing at all to the pictures. Why is this that girls don't spend the time to rate and comment on guys pages. Its funny girls always say guys are jerks and dogs and here they rate and comment like a million times. But I notice this a lot no attention for guys. So many guys thank me for what I do for them because no one is else is doing it.

Song/poem
A THOUSAND LIGHTS BURNING ME TO SUICIDE WRETCHED SOUL TORTURING MY INSIDES RIVERBANKS, FILLED WITH RUNNING LILLY PADS I WANT TO RUN WITH THEM. AWAY FROM A SOUL GONE MAD CHORUS: FUGITIVE I AM TO MY OWN SOULS MIND ENSLAVED I AM TO BURNING LIGHTS IM GOIN BLIND I NEED A RESOLUTION TO ABOLISH MY INSANITY INFERIOR I AM.INFERIOR I STAND INFERIOR I AM TO THIS INFERIOR LAND BRUTAL INTAMACY HEATING UP EMOITONS HOW I WISH I COULD KILL THEM(HOW I WISH I COULD) POLLAND BLOWING IN THE WINDWITH A FLIRTATIOUS SWIRL AND A LONELY GIRL WANTS TO BLOW WITH THEM CHORUS Copyright ©2006

Loving Nintendo Is Like Being In A Relationship With A Woman Who Beats The Shit Out Of You.
Thursday, May 04, 2006 And the revolution is called: Wii Mourn with me as many of my friends will be out shoping for Wiis soon.

Hmmmmm... I Will Type Whatever I Am Thinking...
Hold on a sec I am writing a blog...yumm it burns so good! Gut laughs are good. If I play in the Boppi(do you know how to make the copyright symbol, bri?) I will get stuck. give me the lighter. I dont want to be stuck in the Boppi(c) with Elmo(TM)......................sounds good to me! Sweeet. Dont overdose on taco bell. Montrazuma's Revenge! I got the "My kids" something feirce. hahahahahahahah. I need to got to Ikea and buy Bri some replacement lamps soon.I have lightbulds a plenty at Paul's. I feel all dyslexic today... doot doot doot The End... for now!

Pre Goodbye
I am not a perfect man. Perfection has alluded me until i fell in love with you.I want you as my everything because you make my everything better. I've sensed you'd rather me be more hard... That's not me with us... I don't want that. i want your kisses. i want your hugs. you make me want more time just to feel you.i've never been sure how you feel about me until you're pissed. Even when i'm mad at you i don't ever want to give you the impression i'm not trusting you. I don't yell, i don't beat, i'm not accusing you of anything..I trust tou. I get jealous alot more then you know and i hate it.i look and i get jealous. i talk and i get jealous. i'm not there and u say shit and the fact i'm not there..i get jealous.it replays in my head over and over. I would never want to desrespect you in any form. You're my baby and i love you with every ounce of my heart. the thought of not being your man makes me ill. I don't know what's in your head. I had to switch pictures on my phone because see

Stand Point
Right now I keep fumbling, trying to find something stable to grab on to. Otherwise I keep spinning in the great river of life. Also, I have been so cold lately and have no idea why. I know everything happens for a reason... I just want to know the why. Somebody please tell me...

Lost In The Morning Cigarette...
Some things that i saw in the smoke: I need a printer. I need to focus ( I feel like Osaka "get it together, get it together, get it together...") Things not yet known: What the fuck are all these nightmares about? Why am I atracted to "Azumanga Daioh" type girls?

Dear Phil *my Ex*
Dear Phil...~*~ True Confessions and pouring my heart out~*~ Okay Look its 4 A.M I went out in my livin room after gettin off the phone with you and tried to watch tv didnt work because all I thought about was you. So I shut my tv off closed my eye's figureing it would help sure didnt because Im still tired as hell but can't sleep because All I think about is you. So I figure Id just write you and let you know exactly what is going threw my head for once I dont wanna wake you up so Im just going to tell you now and here while its on my mind. Look the reason I didnt know If i was sure i wanted to talk to you or not like anymore It really had nothing to be against you and I mean this really in the sincerest way it's not you it's me. You may or may not know Im not going to say you don't know how hard it is for me because honestly I dont know weather it is for you or not. But everytime I talk to you and everytime I hear you voice it pulls me back closer to you and its like it sucks m

Confessions
Confessions I feel like im being torn apart what do i do cant keep runnin ne more ~*~CoNfEsSiOnS~*~ I don't even know why I'm crying right now. I'm so torn apart right now I have feeling's for phil and he's broken up with me twice the first time He called back that night and appoligised and he was sorry. and then he said some other things the next week and did it again and every time I talk to him it get's harder and I want to love him but i cant because no matter how much i try I still love josh i miss him so much and We always promised to be best friends if we broke up and it breake's my heart everytime I see him or get asked about him or whatever because it isnt in my life and everyday I wake up and i think hes not in my life. ANd phil says im running away from my feelins and so is he because 1 minute he loves me the next he's like part of me wants u and the other im not sureof i cant keep doing this and I cant keep hurtin over lovin josh i wish there wasnt love i the world

I Love You!!!
I LOVE YOU!! At least 2 people in this world love you so much they would die for you. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. Every night, someone thinks about you before they go to sleep. You mean the world to someone. If not for you, someone may not be living. You are special and unique. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, probably, sooner or later you will get it. Always remember the compliments you recevied. Forget about the rude remarks. Always tell someone how you feel about them, you will feel much better when they know. Too A Very Special Friend!!!!

A Look In The Eye???
Often times, when I am walking around, I will look in the eye of the person walking towards me and, "Hi!" or... "How are you doing today?" or....something of the sort. When travelling to other States, I sometimes forget that folks may not be as friendly as they are in Texas and they may construe what I have said as being invasive in their lives, rude, or not appropriate behavior. That doesn't change my habit of doing so. I hate when people look away from you while approaching your space as if you don't even exist. I will oftentimes also say, "Hi!" or... "How are you doing today?" or....something of the sort to them as well. When I have worked sideline security jobs, I have taught myself to do the same when coming along somone who appears to be suspicious in nature; it will often, not only open up communication, but will let them know that I do see them as well. When you approach someone do you look them in the eye and say, "Hi!" or... "How are you doing today?" or....some

A Memory Hug
A MEMORY HUG Your loss has left a hole in your heart. That hole never goes away... you learn to live with it. With acceptance of the loss and changes in your life, the pain lessens. Eventually memories fill up the space, but it never goes away. Then, when you least expect it, a memory spills out of the hole in your heart and washes you clean again with tears. Think of it as a "MEMORY HUG

Good Morning Friends
just wanted to say good morning to friends family and every one that checks this out. i know that alot of u are like busy as hell and u dont always have time or something comes up and u cant say the things u want to people u love like or want to love.i understand so i thought i say hello to every one here,hope u all have a great day MySpace Comments Graphics

2 Contest Please Go Vote
Hi there my friends!! just asking you for your time to read this! one of my friends has entered 2 contests. he's a very great friend for he always votes and repost any of his friends bulletins. A PERSON WITH THE TRUE CHERRY SPIRIT!!!!!! if you don't mind will you show your cherryspirit aswell and click on both links to rate and leave a few comments??? he def does the same for you!!! show this sweet guy some love back ok??? THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR TIME!!!! HAVE A GREAT DAY AND MUCH LOVE AND KISSES TO ALL THAT ARE WILLING TO HELP A FRIEND CHERRYSTYLE!!!! Marina

Which 80,s Band Are You?
What 80's band are you? Bon JoviYou are Bon Jovi! You Like those love songs and you like to sit at home and just listening to them or play your guitar and sing along!Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

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As my first official non-poem blog I thought I'd say something profound, or write about an interesting topic or event that has occured in my life; but alas my mind went completely blank as soon as I sat down to write. Go figure! :p Oh well. I guess I will just share some useless information and blabber about nothing until I think of my something or until I run out of nonsense. lol Did you know that there is a study out there that states that men who are born with a low birth weight are less likely to marry? Hmm.. I wonder if that only holds true to men.. And did you know that on average the american women takes 55 minutes a day getting showered, dressed and groomed? What are they doing in there? jeeze.. I'm a chick.. and it takes 5-10 minutes to shower 5 minutes to dry off and get dressed and 10 minutes for hair and makeup.. that adds up to 25 minutes hmm.. and that's giving myself time to dawdle.. guess I'm not the average american women, and I'm completely okay with that. On avera

Cherrytap Is So Boring And Dumb And To Much Hate And Drama And I Can't Take It Anymore
Here is what this whole site is about 90% of the time. Drama,Haters, Thats why it bugs me when people say myspace sucks. I have over 40.000 friends on myspace. I almost never get any problems. I have not got a hate messages yet on myspace. Most of my messages are awesome. Cherrytap all I read all day I hate her I hope she dies. Nothing but trouble. So when people make that lame excuse all sites have drama. Thats bullshit. I have no problems on myspace with 40,000 friends 0 DRAMA!!!!. What gives with cherrytap. People that just got out of the nut house. It just seems to me everyone attacks me is jealous and has lots of problems.

My Mother
My mother lost her battle with metastatic breast cancer tonight at 1030pm. She didn't give up until she was too exhausted to carry on. She has been struggling the last few days especially but she is resting now, in no more pain. She's with her mommy and daddy whom she loved so much and has missed for many years. I've lost not just my mother but my best friend. Nothing in my life has prepared me for this. We've been thru alot together, she's always been my rock, my comfort. And that's just me, her grandchildren, her husband, her son, her brothers and sister (Nyne), cousins, friends, are all suffering the loss and a very large part of our hearts were torn out tonight. No one could ask for a better mother or friend. She touched many lives and will be missed so very much. She was the kind of person people were drawn too, she was very wise, and very caring, she made people laugh even when they felt they couldn't, she would bring a smile to their face. Thunder Bear was her Indian name, Carl

Dreams Are Made Winding Through Her Hair.
The piercing radiant moon, The storming of poor June, All the life running through her hair, Approaching guiding light, Our shallow years in fright, Dreams are made winding through my head, Through my head, Before you know, Awake, Your lives are open wide, The V-chip gives them sight, All the life running through her hair, The spiders all in tune, The evening of the moon, Dreams are made winding through my head, Through my head, Before you know, Awake Through my head, Before you know, Before you know I will be waiting all awake, Dreams are made winding through her hair, Dreams are made winding through her hair.

What Flower Is Ur Personality
table width="480" border="0" align="center" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0">What Flower Is Your Personality (pix)? RoseYou are a Rose! You are very high maintnence and expect a lot out of people. You are a hopeless romantic and enjoys company of the opposite sex!Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

John(gift From God)
My name means gift from god, but i dont know know if thats a good thing, or a curse. somtimes i dont know wich is worse, bad or good. i influence to many people than i should. am i truly an angel next to God's shoulder? or am i just saitan's toy soldier? ive tried to live my life so many different ways, but it all just ended up with pain, and rain on my sunshiny days. children look up to me like i'm the all knowing, because they have the power to see through me and see what my heart is truly showing. they seen me fall and work my way back up, they see God walking by me as my life's crutch, no matter what race,age,boy or girl, no matter what happens, they are my world.

What Animal Are You
You scored as The Dog. You are very loyal, friendly, and slightly dependent. You are extremely devoted to your family and friends, and they know that you are always there for them. You are not very rough with people, and are usually gentle and caring to those who are sensitive. You probably have a lot of friends, because anyone can spend time with you! The Dog85%The Eagle70%The Dolphin65%The Arctic Wolf60%The Tiger50%The Cat30%What Animal Describes Your Inner Selfcreated with QuizFarm.com

What Flower Is Your Personality
What Flower Is Your Personality (pix)? RoseYou are a Rose! You are very high maintnence and expect a lot out of people. You are a hopeless romantic and enjoys company of the opposite sex!Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

Quiz Results
You have a sexual IQ of 153 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

My Dog Is Omnisexual.
We call him gheyyyy, but he'll hump anything. boy dog, girl dog.. he's into cats, too. doesn't have a sexual preference there, except soft & furry.. and he also likes stuffed animals. Yeahhhhh... to top it off, he ENJOYS wearing his sweaters & t-shirts. He willingly hops into them. ha ha!

What It Was About..
Listen to this boo only a few knew. You was intertwined in my spine. I was gonna make you mine cause you was a dime but didnt have time. Only you knew my love was true but you wouldnt make me your boo. I had your back and that was a fact but you hack at it and spat back it. Only to realize you tired to kiss me then diss me now you miss me. What i felt was real but i had time to heal while you was feeling blue and had no clue. A joke a hoast when i needed you the most. You lost me now you cant boss me. Now lets make this fast the past is in the past its not gonna last. And all you did was make me flee to my knee till i couldnt see. Tried to take my seed only to make me bleed . And all you could do was flee and all i could say was please. Only hated cause we dated only cause you lade it then played it.

Meh
well i know me an him aint gonna get back together i miss him alot though even though he lives in australia oh well i do cry myself to sleep alot cant help it imma have to deal with it *sighs* oh well lifes a bitch an then u die i guess

10 Reasons Not To Jog
1. My grandmother started walking five miles a day when she was 60. She's 97 now & we don't know where the heck she is. 2. The only reason I would take up jogging is so that I could hear heavy breathing again. 3. I joined a health club last year, spent about 400 bucks. Haven't lost a pound. Apparently you have to show up. 4. I have to exercise in the morning before my brain figures out what I'm doing. 5. I don't exercise at all. If God meant us to touch our toes, he would have put them further up our body. 6. I like long walks, especially when they are taken by people who annoy me. 7. I have flabby thighs, but fortunately my stomach covers them. 8. The advantage of exercising every day is that you die healthier. 9. If you are going to try cross-country skiing, start with a small country. 10. I don't jog. It makes the ice jump right out of my glass.

Morph Contest # 2 Date And Time...need 5 More Entries Please Repost In Bb
I have seen alot of talent in morph pics. This is the first contest that I am hosting. I am only taking 5 more entries. No nude morphs will be exceptable. So please send me the links to the pic that you want to enter and I will check them out. ONLY ONE ENTRY PER PERSON !!!!!! So I wish you ALL the best of luck! I will keep you posted when the contest will start..... Be sure to add me to your friends list. The contest is based on the most comments and ratings.... THERE WILL BE 2 1ST PLACE WINNERS ... 1 BASED ON COMMENTS AND THE OTHER BASED ON RATINGS....... SO LET THE CHERRY BOMBING BEGIN !!!!!!!!!!! I Will be starting the contest Nov 27th @ 12 Noon Thru Dec 1st ends at 12 midnight.. So Goodluck To Everyone, And enjoy...May The best Morph Win ... Thank you all. BEN OHHHHHHH!!!!!!

What The F**k Do I Do Here?
ok im not even sure what this site is or what i can do on it. but it im having fun just clicking random shit and sending messages, send me a msg if someone out there is actually reading this. or add me to msn: feeltheeffect85@yahoo.com.au

Aww Also 2 Someone
I was wrong about you...I didnt think you cared or even so much as liked me a little but u proved me wrong..Iam glad you did prove me wrong....Its been awhile sceance I let some one in and I dont know why but you were very ease to let in....All Iam asking is please be careful with my heart...I really like you and cant get you off my mind tonight I will lay awake and think of you and to think of all people ur gonna be on my mind...But it doesnt matter..When I talk to you i can be in the wrose mood and you bring a smile to my face!Thank you 4 caring ty for at least liking me...cause I really like you to! &Love&, ~Mandy~

Jokes
New Lawyer Joe grew up in a small town, then moved away to attend college and law school. He decided to come back to the small town because he could be a big man in this small town. He really wanted to impress everyone. He opened his new law office, but business was very slow at first. One day, he saw a man coming up the sidewalk. He decided to make a big impression on this new client when he arrived. As the man came to the door, Joe picked up the phone. He motioned the man in, all the while talking.. "No. Absolutely not. You tell those clowns in New York that I won't settle this case for less than one million.." "Yes. The Appeals Court has agreed to hear that case next week. I'll be handling the primary argument and the other members of my team will provide support.." "Okay. Tell the DA that I'll meet with him next week to discuss the details.." This sort of thing went on for almost 5 minutes. All the while the man sat patiently as Joe rattled instructions. Finally,

Hey Its Me!
Well now that turkey eating day has passed i am trying to deal with the rest of the holidays.hope everyone out there has a good one.To all the people who visit my page and read my blog thanks for reading!

The Lines In The Letter Said, "we Have Gone To Hackensack
I'll wait here, You're crazy, Those viscious streets are filled with strays, You should have never gone to Hollywood. They find you, Two time you, Say your the best they've ever seen, You should have never trusted Hollywood. I wrote you, And told you, You were the biggest fish out here, You should have never gone to Hollywood. They take you, And make you, They look at you in disgusting ways, You should never trusted Hollywood. I was standing on the wall, Feeling ten feet tall, All you maggots smoking fags on Santa Monica Boulevard, This is my front page, This is my new age, All you bitches put your hands in the air and wave them like you just don't care. All you maggots smoking fags out there on Sunset Boulevard. All you bitches put your hands in the air and wave them like you just don't care. Phoney people come to pray, Look at all of them beg to stay, Phoney people come to pray. (The lines in the letter said, "We have gone to Hackens

More Funny Quotes
* *Last night I looked up at the stars And matched each one with a reason why I love you I was doing great, but then I ran out of stars* *a peach is a peach a plum is a plum a kiss isnt a kiss without some tongue *Roses are red violets are blue god made me pretty what happened to you? *GUYS ARE LIKE ROSES WATCH OUT FOR THE PRICKS *I'm Loved by some, Hated by many, Envied by most, Yet wanted by plenty *If ur naughty go 2 ur room.. If u wanna be naughty, go 2 mine *God created men first, cause you always make a rough draft before a masterpiece! *God made coke god made pepsi god made me so darn sexy *All Good Girls And Boys Go To Heaven Thats Why I Wasnt Invited *The more I get to know guys, the more I like dogs *guys are like slinkies its always fun to watch them fall down the stairs *Star light ....Star bright .... where the heck is Mr. Right?* *If u need space join NASA baby!!! *You can fall from the sky* *You can fall from a tree * * But the best way to fall* *

Well Here It Comes Again!!
I am not really feeling to well at the moment. Had a migraine all day and a temp of 103 :( Stress is such a bad thing for my illness (INFO IN MY BLOGS) so I really try to do the best thing I can for me...to try to stay away from stress which isn't sometimes fair to others...I have always been a person to think of others first...until I got sick a few years back...then I continued for a while as I got sicker, Now I can't give away what I do not have! Now it HAS to be about "ME"! But then how do I deal with the guilt I get from people...and myself, if I put myself first? When you say to someone, I am sorry I can't do this becuase it is effecting me a lot and crushing me, So I have to protect myself...please understand...then you feel guilt! What good is it to think about YOU! Or how about this...I want to help you out, but I can't because I don't feel well or, no money no gas... See I am just not being me!! PLUS..with this crap...I need to blog it because I tell you My MISERY DOESN'T

The Music Of Love
The Music of Love By Robert W. Birch Copyright 2001 Bodies warm with passion's heat pressed together in hungry embrace. Intertwined we move as one, synchronizing to the inner beat of desire's baton. The erotic rhythm of hips in motion thrusting in time with the melody that steals its way from the depths of our most primitive selves. A harmony of sounds unintelligible, voiced only by passionate lovers. Bodies warm with passion's heat, hard dancing to the music of love.

Wet Dreams
Wet Dreams Soaked in the wetness of your erotic treasures I yearn for you to explore Cavities of Hot flesh so eager to be discovered The newness of your touch I gasp, filled with never ending pleasures, desires unfold you see the love I have for you your aura, your superior attitude demands my attention I am soon drenched in the seas of our Black love we yearn to capture the oneness, soul kissing Soon flames engulf us making all our desires, our fantasies just filled... with....Wet Dreams Written by Ebony Queen Freeman

Twas The Night Before Christmas....2006
THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS by Clement Clarke Moore Tweaked by TILTED 'Twas the night before Christmas, when all through the house Not a creature was stirring, they were all drunk and soused; The stockings were hung by that ho over there, In hopes that St. Nicholas would soon find HIS pair The kids were asleep, Nyquil gone to their heads, While visions of excess kept them in their beds; And mamma in her teddy, climbed in my lap, We had just settled down for a long winter's *cough* nap, When out on the lawn there arose such a clatter, I sprang from the bed to see what was the matter. Away to the window I flew flashing my ass, Tore open the shutters and threw up the sash. The moon on the breast of the new-fallen snow Gave the lustre of mid-day to objects below, When, what to my traumatized eyes should appear, But Santa bent over, exposing his rear, That jolly old boozehound, so nauseous and sick, I knew by the stagger it must be

I Touched A Dream
I touched a dream: I lay next to you no other place I rather be. You hold me in your arms as I rest my head on your chest. I can hear your heart beat and it is music to my ears. You reach over to kiss me softly yet with passion, and it felt like never before. My fingers trace your face that's as handsome as can be. You whisper in my ears how much you love me, as if I didn't already know. So cozy in the arms of love. Then a chill comes over me as I awaken to the morning sunrise I realize, that I'm alone and tears fills my eyes. It felt so real I felt you, I know I did.... Or maybe it was, I touched a dream. Written by Joyce Foote

Bodyscape
Bodyscape by Robert W. Birch Copyright 2001 From where I lie, nestled between your tender thighs I see stretching out before me the spectacular landscape of your beautiful body. My nose is surrounded by the untrimmed bush that sprouts upon a bony ridge. Unseen, my tongue has found the fountain of your womanhood and your earthy taste is sweet within my mouth. My eyes travel across the flat plain of your soft stomach, lingering at that shallow crater where a small gold ring decorates the rim most distant from me. It is a rolling meadow to the lush foothills of your breasts. Small firm mountains, a matched set, twin peaks each topped with its own perky nipple sitting alert as though calling out for attention. Beyond the mountains your chest and neck display the warm reddish flush that signals your arousal, like flowers announcing the coming of spring. My eyes travel over your chin, finding full lips that reveal nothing of your intense inner

The Oral Caress
The Oral Caress by Robert W. Birch Copyright 2001 Cradled between your tender thighs I lift you to my mouth. The abundance of your wetness greets me and my mouth overflows with your warm essence. Your sweet taste is on my tongue and your fragrance delights my senses. No gentle lick this visit. No bashful cautious approach For I wish to consume you. Push against my hungry mouth As the tip of my tongue slides up the slippery furrow that welcomes me between rows of delicate pink petals. Thrust against my generous tongue. Show me the power of your desire for my oral caress. My exploring tongue lifts the hood and finds your smooth firm pearl. You squeal in that unique way, signaling that I have found your special spot. I harden in response. My jaws protests what my open mouth provides but I am unrelenting in my gift, intent only on your fulfillment. I feel your body tense, and you are quiet now... Concentrating... bearing down.

She Was A Phantom Of Delight
She Was a Phantom of Delight by William Wordsworth She was a Phantom of delight When first she gleamed upon my sight; A lovely Apparition, sent To be a moment's ornament; Her eyes as stars of Twilight fair; Like Twilight's, too, her dusky hair; But all things else about her drawn From May-time and the cheerful Dawn; A dancing Shape, an Image gay, To haunt, to startle, and way-lay. I saw her upon nearer view, A Spirit, yet a Woman too! Her household motions light and free, And steps of virgin-liberty; A countenance in which did meet Sweet records, promises as sweet; A Creature not too bright or good For human nature's daily food; For transient sorrows, simple wiles, Praise, blame, love, kisses, tears, and smiles. And now I see with eye serene The very pulse of the machine; A Being breathing thoughtful breath, A Traveller between life and death; The reason firm, the temperate will, Endurance, foresight, strength, and skill; A perfect Woman, nobly plann

Competitions
Well I can't see me being entered into any of the contests on here, and as for winning, well no chance LOL. Still thats not stopping me from comment bombing a friend who is in a contest at the moment. Now i could have written a script to web scrape and post the comments but thats a little unfair, plus as its only running for a few days there isn't much point putting the work in. Oh it would have been easy to create, but i can't see the point of creating a one off just to win a contest, and i will not offer a service to others to win contests. Its not hard to sit with a tab open and just cut and paste, ok boring i admit, but its not hard. So in the mean time when i get bored voting, i have started to say hi to people on the site and rating them 10's. That doesn't mean i expect them to do the same for me, though it would be nice if they said hi or a thankyou. Of course if that then develops into a conversation or just saying hi everyday, then thats ok. There are a few friends th

Gospel Of The Witches Final Chapter
Diana, Queen of the Serpents, Giver of the Gift of Languages In a long and strange legend of Melambo, a magian and great physician of divine birth, there is an invocation to Diana which has a proper place in this work. The incident in which it occurs is as follows: - One day Melambo asked his mother how it was that while it had been promised that he should know the language of all living things, it had not yet come to pass. And his mother replied: - "Patience, my son, for it is by waiting and watching ourselves that we learn how to be taught. And thou hast within thee the teachers who can impart the most, if thou wilt seek to hear them, yes, the professors who can teach thee more in a few minutes than others learn in a life." It befell that one evening Melambo, thinking on this while playing with a nest of young serpents which his servant had found in a hollow oak, said:- "I would that I could talk with you Well I know that ye have language, As graceful as your

Litter Box Cake
Litter Box Cake 1 spice or German chocolate cake mix 1 white cake mix 2 large pkg vanilla instant pudding mix, prepared (I like Bird's® dessert mix) 1 large pkg vanilla sandwich cookies green food coloring 12 small Tootsie Rolls® 1 new kitty litter pan 1 new plastic kitty litter pan liner 1 new pooper scooper Prepare cake mixes and bake according to directions (any size pans). Prepare pudding mix and chill until ready to assemble. Crumble white sandwich cookies in small batches in food processor, scraping often. Set aside all but about 1/4 cup. To the 1/4 cup cookie crumbs, add a few drops green food coloring and mix until completely colored. When cakes are cooled to room temperature, crumble into a large bowl. Toss with half the remaining white cookie crumbs and the chilled pudding. Important: mix in just enough of the pudding to moisten it. You don't want it too soggy. Combine gently. Line a new, clean kitty litter box. Put the cake/pudding/cookie mixtu

Funny Quotes
*a peach is a peach a plum is a plum a kiss isnt a kiss without some tongue *Roses are red violets are blue god made me pretty what the fuck happened to you? *GUYS ARE LIKE ROSES WATCH OUT FOR THE PRICKS *I'm Loved by some, Hated by many, Envied by most, Yet wanted by plenty *If ur naughty go 2 ur room.. If u wanna be naughty, go 2 mine *God created men first, cause you always make a rough draft before a masterpiece! *God made coke god made pepsi god made me so darn sexy * All Good Girls And Boys Go To Heaven Thats Why I Wasnt Invited *The more I get to know guys, the more I like dogs *guys are like slinkies its always fun to watch them fall down the stairs *Star light ....Star bright .... where the heck is Mr. Right? *If u need space join NASA baby!!!

Gospel Of The Witches Chapt. 16
The Children of Diana, or How the Fairies Were Born All things were made by Diana, the great spirits of the stars, men in their time and place, the giants which were of old, and the dwarfs who dwell in the rocks, and once a month worship her with cakes. There was once a young man who was poor, with out parents, yet was he good. One night he sat in a lonely place, yet it was very beautiful, and there he saw a thousand little fairies, shining white, dancing in the light of the full moon. "Gladly would I be like you, O fairies!" said the youth, "free from care, needing no food. But what are ye?" "We are moon-rays, the children of Diana," replied one: - "We are children of the Moon; We are born of shining light; When the Moon shoots forth a ray, Then it takes a fairy's form. "And thou art one of us because thou wert born when the Moon, our mother Diana, was full; yes, our brother, kin to us, belonging to our band. "And if thou art hungry and poor... and wilt

Gospel Of The Witches Chapt. 15
Laverna The following very curious tale, with the incantation, was not in the text of the Vangelo, but it very evidently belongs to the cycle or series of legends connected with it. Diana is declared to be the protectress of all outcasts, those to whom the night is their day, consequently of thieves; and Laverna, as we may learn from Horace (Epistles, 16, 1) and Plautus, was preeminently the patroness of pilfering and all rascality. In this story she also appears as a witch and humourist. It was given to me as a tradition of Virgil, who often appears as one familiar with the marvellous and hidden lore of the olden time. It happened on a time that Virgil, who knew all things hidden or magical, he who was a magician and poet, having heard a speech (or oration) by a famous talker who had not much in him, was asked what he thought of it? And he replied:- "It seems to me to be impossible to tell whether it was all introduction or all conclusion; certainly there was no body in

Gospel Of The Witches Chapt. 14
The Goblin Messengers of Diana and Mercury The following tale was not given to me as connected with the Gospel of the Witches, but as Diana appears in it, and as the whole conception is that of Diana and Apollo in another form, I include it in the series. Many centuries ago there was a folletto, goblin, or spirit, or devil-angel-chi sa?-who knows what? and Mercurio, who was the god of speed and of quickness, being much pleased with this imp, bestowed on him the gift of running like the wind, with the privilege that whatever he pursued, be it spirit, a human being, or animal, he should certainly overtake or catch it. This folletto had a beautiful sister, who, like him, ran errands, not for the. gods, but for the goddess (there was a female god for every male, even down to the small spirits); and Diana on the same day gave to this fairy the power that, whoever nught chase her, she should, if pursued, never be overtaken. One day the brother saw his sister speeding like a flash o

Angels On The Sidelines....
Angels on the sideline, Puzzled and amused. Why did Father give these humans free will? Now they're all confused. Don't these talking monkeys know that Eden has enough to go around? Plenty in this holy garden, silly monkeys Where there's one you're bound to divide it Right in two Angels on the sideline, Baffled and confused. Father blessed them all with reason, And this is what they choose? Monkey killing monkey killing monkey over pieces of the ground. Silly monkeys give them thumbs they forge a blade And where there's one they're bound to divide it Right in two Monkey killing monkey killing monkey over pieces of the ground. Silly monkeys give them thumbs they make a club, And beat their brother down. How they survive so misguided is a mystery. Repugnant is a creature who would squander the ability, To lift an eye to heaven, conscious of his fleeting time here. [Cutting it all right in two / Cut it all right in two] / Cutting our love right in two]

Gospel Of The Witches Chapt. 13
Diana and the Children And there withall Diana gan appere With bowe in hand right as an Hunteresse, And saydê, 'Daughter, stint thine heavinesse!' And forth she wente and made a vanishing." -Chaucer (C.T), "The Knight's Tale." There was in Florence in the oldest time a noble farmily, but grown so poor that their giorni di festa or feast-days were few and far between. However, they dwelt in their old palace (which was in the street now called La Via Cittadella), which was a fine old building, and so they kept up a brave show before the world, when many a day they hardly had anything to eat. Round this palace was a large garden, in which stood an ancient marble statue of Diana, like a beautiful woman who seemed to be running with a dog by her side. She held in her hand a bow, and on her forehead was a small moon. And it was said that by night, when all was still, the statue became like life, and fled, and did not return till the moon set or the sun rose. The father of

Gospel Of The Witches Chapt. 12
Tana, The Moon-Goddess The following story, which appeared originally in the Legends of Florence, collected from the people by me, does not properly belong to the Witch's Gospel, as it is not strictly in accordance with it; and yet it could not well be omitted, since it is on the same subject. In it Diana appears simply as the lunar goddess of chastity, therefore not as a witch. It was given to me as Fana, but my informant said that it might be Tana; she was not sure. As Tana occurs in another tale, and as the subject is certainly Diana, there can hardly be a question of this. Tana, la Dea della Luna. Tana was a very beautiful girl, but extremely poor, and as modest and pure as she was beautiful and hum ble. She went from one contadino to another, or from farm to farm to work, and thus led an honest life. There was a young boor, a very ugly, bestial, and brutish fellow, who was after his fashion raging with love for her, but she could not so much as bear to look at him, and re

Gospel Of The Witches Chapt. 11
The House of the Wind "List to the whoop and whistle of the winds, Their hollow drone as they come roaring on, For strength hath many a voice, and when aroused The flying tempest calls with awful joy And echoes as it strikes the mountain-side, Then crashes in the forest. Hear the cry! Surely a god hath set his lions loose And laughs to hear them as they rage afar." -C. G. Leland. The following story does not belong to the Gospel of the Witches, but I add it as it confirms the fact that the worship of Diana existed for a long time contemporary with Christianity. Its full title in the original MS., which was written out by Maddalena, after hearing it from a man who was native of Volterra, is La Pellegrina delta Casa al Vento-"The Female Pilgrim of the House of the Wind." It may be added that, as the tale declares, the house in question is still standing. There is a peasant's house at the beginning of the hill or ascent leading to Volterra, and it is called the Hou

Gospel Of The Witches Chapt. 10
Madonna Diana "The Madonna is essentially the goddess of the moon. "Naples in the Nineties," by E. N. Rolfe. Once there was, in the very old time in Cettardo Alto, a girl of astonishing beauty, and she was betrothed to a young man who was as remarkable for good looks as herself; but though well born and bred, the fortune or misfortunes of war or fate had made them both extremely poor. And if the young lady had one fault, it was her great pride, nor would she willingly be married unless in good style, with luxury and festivity, in a fine garment, with many bridesmaids of rank. And this became to the beautiful Rorasa-for such was her name-such an object of desire, that her head was half turned with it, and the other girls of her acquaintance, to say nothing of the many men whom she had refused, mocked her so bitterly, asking her when the fine, wedding was to be, with many other jeers and sneers, that at last in a moment of madness she went to the top of a high tower, whence

Gospel Of The Witches Chapt. 9
Tana and Endamone, or Diana and Endyinion "Hic ultra Endymionem indormit negligentiæ." Now it is fabled that Endymion, admitted to Olympus, whence he was expelled for want of respect to Juno, was banished for thirty years to earth. And having been allowed to sleep this time in a cave of Mount Latmos, Diana, smitten with his beauty, visited him every night till she had by him fifty daughters and one son. And after this Endymion was recalled to Olympus." -Diz. Stor. Mitol. The following legend and the spells were given under the name or title of Tana. This was the old Etruscan name for Diana, which is still preserved in the Romagna Toscana. In more than one Italian and French work I have found some account or tale how a witch charmed a girl to sleep for a lover, but this is the only explanation of the whole ceremony known to me. Tana Tana is a beautiful goddess, and she loved a marvelously handsome youth named Endamone; but her love was crossed by a witch who was her

Gospel Of The Witches Chapt. 8
I drink, and yet it is not wine I drink, I drink the blood of Diana, Since from wine it has changed into her blood, And spread itself through all my growing vines, Whence it will give me good return in wines, Though even if good vintage should be mine, I'll not be free from care, for should it chance That the grape ripens in the waning moon, Then all the wine would come to sorrow, but If drinking from this horn I drink the blood The blood of great Diana -by her aid If I do kiss my hand to the new moon, Praying the Queen that she will guard my grapes, Even from the instant when the bud is horn Until it is a ripe and perfect grape, And onward to the vintage, and to the last Until the wine is made-may it be good! And may it so succeed that I from it May draw good profit when at last 'tis sold, So may good fortune come unto my vines, And into all my land where'er it be! But should my vines seem in an evil way, I'll take my horn, and bravely will I blow In the wine-vault at midnight, an

Gospel Of The Witches Chapt. 7
To Diana 'Tis Tuesday now, and at an early hour I fain would turn good fortune to myself, Firstly at home and then when I go forth, And with the aid of beautiful Diana I pray for luck ere I do leave this house! First with three drops of oil I do remove All evil influence, and I humbly pray, O beautiful Diana, unto thee That thou wilt take it all away from me, And send it all to my worst enemy! When the evil fortune Is taken from me, I'll cast it out to the middle of the street: And if thou wilt grant me this favour, O beautiful Diana, Every bell in my house shall merrily ring! Then well contented I will go forth to roam, Because I shall be sure that with thy aid I shall discover ere I return Some fine and ancient books, And at a moderate price. And thou shalt find the man, The one who owns the book, And thou thyself wilt go And put it in his mind, Inspiring him to know What 'tis that thou would'st find And move him into doing All that thou dost require. Or if a manu

Gospel Of The Witches Chapt. 6
A Spell To Win Love When a wizard, a worshipper of Diana, one who worships the Moon, desires the love of a woman, he can change her into the form of a dog, when she, forgetting who she is, and all things besides, will at once come to his house, and there, when by him, take on again her natural form and remain with him. And when it is time for her to depart, she will again become a dog and go home, where she will turn into a girl. And she will remember nothing of what has taken place, or at least but little or mere fragments, which will seem as a confused dream. And she will take the form of a dog because Diana has ever a dog by her side. And this is the spell to be repeated by him who would bring a love to his home.[1] To day is Friday, and I wish to rise very early, not having been able to sleep all night, having seen a very beautiful girl, the daughter of a rich lord, whom I dare not hope to win. Were she poor, I could gain her with money; but as she is rich, I have no hope

Gospel Of The Witches Chapt. 5
Sacred to Diana A lemon stuck full of pins of different colours always brings good fortune. If you receive as a gift a lemon full of pins of divers colours, without any black ones among them, it signifies that your life will be perfectly happy and prosper ous and joyful. But if some black pins are among them, you may enjoy good fortune and health, yet mingled with trou bles which may be of small account. [However, to lessen their influence, you must perform the following ceremony, and pronounce this incantation, wherein all is also described. The Incantation to Diana. At the instant when the midnight came, I have picked a lemon in the garden, I have picked a lemon, and with it An orange and a (fragrant) mandarin. Gathering with care these (precious) things, And while gathering I said with care: "Thou who art Queen of the sun and of the moon And of the stars-lo! here I call to thee! And with what power I have I conjure thee To grant to me the favour I implore! Three

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Gospel Of The Witches Chapt. 4
Invocation to the Holy-Stone[1] I have found A holy-stone upon the ground. O Fate! I thank thee for the happy find, Also the spirit who upon this road Hath given it to me; And may it prove to be for my true good And my good fortune! I rise in the morning by the earliest dawn, And I go forth to walk through (pleasant) vales, All in the mountains or the meadows fair, Seeking for luck while onward still I roam, Seeking for rue and vervain scented sweet, Because they bring good fortune unto all. I keep them safely guarded in my bosom, That none may know it-'tis a secret thing, And sacred too, and thus I speak the spell: "O vervain! ever be a benefit, And may thy blessing be upon the witch Or on the fairy who did give thee to me!" It was Diana who did come to me, All in the night in a dream, and said to me: "If thou would'st keep all evil folk afar, Then ever keep the vervain and the rue Safely beside thee!" [1. Properly, the stone with a hole in it. But such a stone is call

Gospel Of The Witches Chapt. 3
How Diana Made the Stars and the Rain Diana was the first created before all creation; in her were all things; out of herself, the first darkness, she divided herself; into darkness and light she was divided. Lucifer, her brother and son, herself and her other half, was the light. And when Diana saw that the light was so beautiful, the light which was her other half, her brother Lucifer, she yearned for it with exceeding great desire. Wishing to receive the light again into her darkness, to swallow it up in rapture, in delight, she trembled with desire. This desire was the Dawn. But Lucifer, the light, fled from her, and would not yield to her wishes; he was the light which files into the most distant parts of heaven, the mouse which files before the cat. Then Diana went to the fathers of the Beginning, to the mothers, the spirits who were before the first spirit, and lamented unto them that she could not prevail with Lucifer. And they praised her for her courage, they to

Gospel Of The Witches Chapt. 2
The Sabbat: Treguenda or Witch-Meeting-How to Consecrate the Supper Here follows the supper, of what It must consist, and what shall be said and done to consecrate it to Diana. You shall take meal and salt, honey and water, and make this incantation: The Conjuration of Meal. I conjure thee, O Meal! Who art indeed our body, since without thee We could not live, thou who (at first as seed) Before becoming flower went in the earth, Where all deep secrets hide, and then when ground Didst dance like, dust in the wind, and yet meanwhile Didst bear with thee in flitting, secrets strange! And yet erewhile, when thou wert in the ear, Even as a (golden) glittering grain, even then The fireflies came to cast on thee their light[1] And aid thy growth, because without their help Thou couldst not grow nor beautiful become; Therefore thou clost belong unto the race Of witches or fairies, and because The fireflies do belong unto the sun.... Queen of the Fireflies! hurry apace,[2]

Ridiculous
I think I might be done here, at least for awhile. This site has become absolutely ridiculous. If its not whores its drama. Now the whole not safe for work thing. I think its all fine and dandy but when you have idiots flagging pictures for no reason other then to be a dick its getting to be stupid. Im not sure why my spider bite has been flagged. Ive been posting pictures of it for 2 and a half months now and not once has it been flagged as adult, now all of the sudden it is? WHY? Its a sore, not even a really gross one. Ive seen twats that look way worse then the brown recluse bite I have, and thats pathetic. So I think I might just leave this shit. Who knows.

Gospal Of The Witches Chapt. 1
Diana greatly loved her brother Lucifer, the god of the Sun and of the Moon, the god of Light (Splendor), who was so proud of his beauty, and who for his pride was driven from Paradise. Diana had by, her brother a daughter, to whom they gave the name of Aradia [i.e. Herodias]. In those days there were on earth many rich and many poor. The rich made slaves of all the poor. In those days were many slaves who were cruelly treated; in every palace tortures, in every castle prisoners. Many slaves escaped. They fled to the country; thus they became thieves and evil folk. Instead of sleeping by night, they plotted escape and robbed their masters, and then slew them. So they dwelt in the mountains and forests as robbers and assassins, all to avoid slavery. Diana said one day to her daughter Aradia: 'Tis true indeed that thou a spirit art, But thou wert born but to become again A mortal; thou must go to earth below To be a teacher unto women and men Who fain would st

Pisces
Pisces You have an awesome imagination, and often put it to use for sexual purposes. You are very romantic and don’t hook-up with random people very often. Because sex to you is about showing your love, you are incredibly romantic in bed, and very giving. You tend be in a serious relationship more often then not. Sex matches: Taurus, Cancer, Scorpio Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

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Application To Know Me !!! More
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One Of My Faves: The Raven By Edgar Allen Poe
Once upon a midnight dreary, while I pondered, weak and weary, Over many a quaint and curious volume of forgotten lore, While I nodded, nearly napping, suddenly there came a tapping, As of some one gently rapping, rapping at my chamber door. "'Tis some visiter," I muttered, "tapping at my chamber door -- Only this, and nothing more." Ah, distinctly I remember it was in the bleak December, And each separate dying ember wrought its ghost upon the floor. Eagerly I wished the morrow; -- vainly I had tried to borrow From my books surcease of sorrow -- sorrow for the lost Lenore -- For the rare and radiant maiden whom the angels name Lenore -- Nameless here for evermore. And the silken sad uncertain rustling of each purple curtain Thrilled me -- filled me with fantastic terrors never felt before; So that now, to still the beating of my heart, I stood repeating "'Tis some visiter entreating entrance at my chamber door -- Some late visiter entreating entrance

My Dying Breath
if i had to die tommorow, i would die in your arms. using my last gasping breaths to tell you how much i love you. to thank you for all you've done. and how wonderful you've been to me. for giving me strenght, when i could not find it within myself. for picking me up when i fall. your ever ready hand should i stumble again. for giving me hope, in my darkest hour of shadow. for your shoulder, if ever my burden too heavy to carry alone. if i had to die tommorow, it would be in my Lady's arms. with my last dying breath, my love for you would be heard by all the world.

Invocation Of The Priestess
I dance in memory of ancient mystery, Of a rich golden land and a warm brown river, Where the sky is an arc of lapis lazuli, And the date palms shimmer verdant in the incandescent sun. When I dance, I am a priestess of Isis, Lady of the Sea. Isis Amenti, the Hidden One. Wrapped in foam and mist, Undulating, incubating, inundating, Flowing through tides and currents, Swirling iridescent against the sky. When I dance,I am a priestess of Isis, Lady of Flame, And Her light glows in my body .I open like the lotus, Like a snake, like a hawk, Protected by the Ankh. The Eye of Horus awakens my vision. Isis, Embracer of the Land, Jewel of the Wind -My dance is gift and sacrifice, honor and burden, Service and ceremony. She has been ignored, but She is not unknown.She has been forgotten, but She has not faded. Her whispers echo in the veil of night, And Her magick still sparks the waters. She rises luminous, in peace and beauty. She is the prophecy of sorcery. She is t

The Goddess Walks With Me
The Goddess walks with me, talks with me, Keeping me safe, joyously free, in the knowledge, That although I walk this solitary path, I am not alone. She walks with me, talks with me Lifting me up, showing me the way, guiding my steps, But not holding my hand, showing me that although She Is with me, it is I who makes the choice to walk with her As well. Though I walk this solitary path, I am not alone. The Goddess walks with me, talks with me, shining her Light on my midnight steps, at first tentative, in the night Garden, then bursting forth bright as the night around me, as I become more sure. Though I walk this solitary path, I am not alone, and the light of the Goddess proves this so.

Prayer Of The Goddess
Gracious Goddess Who are Maiden, Mother, and Crone, Celebrated by Your Name, Help me to live in peace Upon Your Earth And grant me safety in Your arms. Guide me along my chosen path And show me Your great eternal love As I strive to be kind to those Who don't understand Your ways And lead me safely to Your Cauldron of Rebirth For it is Your Spirit that lives within me And protects me Forever and ever. So mote it be. *Use this prayer whenever you find yourself in an uncomfortable situation or you feel a need for the Lady's protection.*

Alva B. Lovejoy
A lva B. Lovejoy, 95, died, Thursday, Nov. 23, 2006, at Presidential Oaks in Concord after a period of declining health. She was born in Concord on December 22, 1910, a daughter of Alma and Carl Bergstrom. Alva lived most of her entire life in Concord. She was a 1928 graduate of Concord High School. She was a volunteer librarian for many years at Conant Elementary School. She also worked for a number of years at Evans Printing Co. in Concord. Alva was a longtime member of St. Paul's Church in Concord. She was a big fan of sports - especially watching her children, grandchildren and great-grandchildren participating and playing, particularly hockey, all over New England. She was predeceased by her husband, Edward L. Lovejoy, in 2004 after 66 years of marriage. She was also predeceased by her daughter Barbara L. Shackett in 1995, son-in-law Ralph Shackett in March 2006 and son-in-law Bill DeBonte in 1999. She is survived by two sons, Edward L. Lovejoy Jr. and his

Bf Application!
Full Legal Name: Age: Birthday: Height: Eye Color: Hair Color: Sign: Why do you want to be my significant other? What do you like best about me? What are your hobbies? What do you like to do on the weekends? Do you currently have a steady flow of income? Would you consider yourself independent? Do you live on your own? What is your education thus far? Do you like to stay in shape (not any shape, but good shape)? Do you like sports? Favorite team? Favorite music? Favorite band? Favorite movie? Favorite comedian? Favorite Animal? What turns you on? What turns you off? Do you like to cuddle? Morning/Night person? Do you smoke (anything, explain)? Do you consume alcoholic beverages? How often? Can you cook? If yes. What is your specialty? Are you religious, if so what religion? What the most important thing in your life? Are you spontaneous? Would you rather stay in or go out? What do you feel is the most important part of a relationship? How do you feel

Music
Friday afternoon I went to Tower Records in Atlanta and they are having a going out of business sale. 40% off all cds and after buying 4 cds the 5th one is free. I bought Skid Row, Black Sabbath "We Sold Our Soul For Rock n Roll", Vision Quest soundtrack,Greatful Dead "In The Dark",Loverboy Greatest Hits, Gary Moore "Victims of the Future", & The Beatles "Past Masters Vol.1". As you can see I have an eclectic taste in music.

Can Not...
I can't throw this headache, it will not leave me alone, it's like a leech. GHLDgafdgalfdsjgalsf;jgasl;fdg, that's how I feel about it. On another note...tomorrow is the day I take david back, and go to my dorm. I saw jane today, she was distraught because she just broke up with her boyfriend, so I bought a whip. It's cute, it's a pitchfork type thing. yay. haha that's all.

Why Do Children Die From Cancer
WHY DO CHILDREN DIE FROM CANCER She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy ? Is he going to be all right ? When can I see him ?" The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it." Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer ? Doesn't God care any more ? Where were you, God, when my son needed you ?" The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son ? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university." Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair ?" the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University for Study. He said it might hel

Just Seen Him
lately i have been really depressed, but finally i feel better. i believe i get depressed when i dont talk to someone . when i dont see him i get sad i cant go 10 minutes without thinking about him, he is the most sweetest man i have ever meet. when i see him my life lights up, i am the happiest person when i am with him. he makes me smile and laugh he has never mad me sad or mad that he could help anyways. this man means the world to me and i dont know what i would do with out him. if i ever lost him i am scared my life will fall apart. baby i love you with all of my heart and i am so scared to tell you..... hopefully one day soon you will realize how good we would be together........i would be the best women you could've ever dreamed of. i would treat you like the king you derseved to be treat like. i love you forever and always!!!

Night Before Christmas...ty My Freind Ricky
Twas the night before Christmas He lived all alone, In a one bedroom house, made of plaster and stone. I had come down the chimney With presents to give and to see just who in this home did live. I looked all about astrange sight did I see, No tinsel, no presents, Not even a tree. No stocking by the mantle, Just boots filled with sand. On the wall hung pictures of far distant lands. With medals and badges awards of all sorts, a sober thought came through my mind. For the house was different, It was dark and dreary, I found the Home of a Soldier, Once I could see clearly. The Soldier lay sleeping, Silent, all alone Curled up on the floor, In the one bedroom home. The face was so gentle, The room in such disaree, Not exactly, how I pictured A United States Soldier. Was this the Hero of which I had just read? Curled up on a poncho, The floor for a bed. I realized the families that I saw this night,

Players
Ladies, the time has come to let the secret out. Every guy is a player. They just all play different games. Most of the guys that are identified as players play basketball, they hurry back and forth, trying to get the ball in the hole as often as possible, keeping track of points like their lives depended on it. Some guys are football players. They work their way slowly down the field, wanting to eventually get the touch of a down comforter and hopefully split the uprights. If they fail, they make sure to keep the other guys from getting farther than they did. Personally, i have always been a chess player. We move in for position, trying to get a feel for those we are against, hoping eventually to get the other person in mate. The problem with chess players is that the women don't realize we are out there, so the basketball players put the ball in the hole and we are left polishing our bishops. Just something to think about from a longtime bartening philosopher

Two Weeks
Two weeks till jumil comes home. Alot of yall think that men are the ones going to war. Jumil joined same time as i did and has spent 2 years out of four there. First time seeing her since highschool.

Slow Dance
SLOW DANCE Have you ever watched kids On a merry-go-round? Or listened to the rain Slapping on the ground? Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight? Or gazed at the sun into the fading night? You better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. Do you run through each day On the fly? When you ask How are you? Do you hear the reply? When the day is done! Do you lie in your bed With the next hundred chores Running through your head? You'd better slow down Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last Ever told your child, We'll do it tomorrow? And in your haste, Not see his sorrow? Ever lost touch, Let a good friendship die Cause you never had time To call and say,"Hi" You'd better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last When you run so fast to get somewhere You miss half the fun of getting there. When you worry

Petsmart
Ok somehow im seriously irate about all this shit that is going on. Im stressed out because of work. And as i have said that im leaving PetSmart on Dec. 2nd i figured that it would just be a peaceful transaction and i wouldnt be as mad as i am right now. Well i was totally wrong. First ive realized and come to terms with the fact that my manager has been cutting me back hours because she obviously wants me to leave. I dont understand what she has against me and how I do my job. I do my job like im supposed to. If you look on my record i dont have multiple write-ups and complaints against me. I do my job the way that its supposed to be done. I have only called in sick and/or left sick 4 times! since May 2005. Ive been late once because my car wipers flipped out on me in a rain storm. I am a hard worker and I took crap like no other. My store manager liked to tell me that im "unefficent" because im not getting buisness and im not smiling all the time when im at work. What the Fuck are th

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*Friends are forever, guys are whenever, so when worst comes to worst, my gurlz come first! *True friends are hard to find, harder to leave, and impossible to forget! *friends are like starz, u don't always see them but they r always there *friendship is Just a word but my girls give it a meaning

Phenomenal Woman(i Love This Poem)
Pretty women wonder where my secret lies. I'm not cute or built to suit a fashion model's size But when I start to tell them, They think I'm telling lies. I say, It's in the reach of my arms The span of my hips, The stride of my step, The curl of my lips. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That's me. I walk into a room Just as cool as you please, And to a man, The fellows stand or Fall down on their knees. Then they swarm around me, A hive of honey bees. I say, It's the fire in my eyes, And the flash of my teeth, The swing in my waist, And the joy in my feet. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That's me. Men themselves have wondered What they see in me. They try so much But they can't touch My inner mystery. When I try to show them, They say they still can't see. I say, It's in the arch of my back, The sun of my smile, The ride of my breasts, The grace of my style. I'm a woman Phenomenally. Phenomenal woman, That's me.

Something A Friend Sent To Me In An Email Today
A Different Christmas Poem Please Read This. The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A

Laugh Out Loud
have a laugh today.. I must send my thanks to whoever sent me the one about rat poop in the glue on envelopes because I now have to use a wet sponge with every envelope that needs sealing. Also, now I have to scrub the top of every can I open for the same reason. I no longer have any savings because I gave it to a sick girl (Penny Brown), who is about to die in the hospital for the 1,387,258th time. I no longer have any money at all, but that will change once I receive the $15,000 that Bill Gates/Microsoft and AOL are sending me for participating in their special e-mail program. I no longer worry about my soul because I have 363,214 angels looking out for me, and St. Theresa's novena has granted my every wish. I no longer eat KFC because their chickens are actually horrible mutant freaks with no eyes or feathers. I no longer use cancer-causing deodorants even though I smell like a water buffalo on a hot day. Thanks to you, I have learned that my prayers only

Pass This On Please
SLOW DANCE Have you ever watched kids On a merry-go-round? Or listened to the rain Slapping on the ground? Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight? Or gazed at the sun into the fading night? You better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. Do you run through each day On the fly? When you ask How are you? Do you hear the reply? When the day is done! Do you lie in your bed With the next hundred chores Running through your head? You'd better slow down Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last Ever told your child, We'll do it tomorrow? And in your haste, Not see his sorrow? Ever lost touch, Let a good friendship die Cause you never had time To call and say,"Hi" You'd better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last When you run so fast to get somewhere You miss half the fun of getting there. When you worry

Tangled Up
Tangled up Lost in your touch Lost in those deep blue eyes Fell...I fell so hard Feeling things I never felt Losing touch with my world Becoming your guy Waking up to find you are gone Head spinning Heart racing Happened so fast You were there, now you are gone My world is now upside down My heart inside out... I thought I had it all figured out "Just give in this one time Let love come in Give it a chance What is the worse that could happen?" Now I sit alone with my pen and pad Wondering what I did wrong I gave love a chance Love gave me heartache And now it's my heartache I put on paper The ink dries while my heart bleeds, and tears continuously flow I'll move on once again Maybe once again, happiness will come along I know it's there...I know she's out there Just tangled up...lost in her own world

I Was Definately A Nineties Kid!!! (1984)
Anybody under the age of 16 should not read this,...and if you do, you should not repost this. Just because you were born in '90 doesn't mean you're a 90's kid. It's not like you could remember the original Simpsons. I am sorry but three conscious years of the 90's just wont cut it. You're a 90's kid if: You remember watching Doug, Ren & Stimpy, Pinky and the Brain, and Two Stupid Dogs. AAAAAAAH real monsters. You've ever ended a sentence with the word "SIKE!" You just cant resist finishing this... "Iiiiiiin west philladelphia born and raised..." You remember TGIF on ABC. Step by Step, Family Matters, Dinosaurs, and Boy Meets World. You remember when, 2Pac and Selena died. You remember when it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons. You got super excited when it was Oregon Trail day in computer class at school. You remember reading "Goosebumps." You took plastic cartoon lunch boxes to school. You remember the c

Think Of A Soldier
Think of a soldier, any one Do you know what he has done Saved some lives, ended some too Didnt know what else to do The enemy shoots, you shoot back Add the body to the stack There is blood, there is gore Guess thats why they call it war Imagine this, just for a minute Something is wrong, you just cant pin it Suddenly, you hear some blasts Now you know you must act fast You ask your sergeant what to do He says, We must fall back, we are too few Your heart starts pumping, you are getting scared You ask, fall back, but to where? You hear, To the west, about a mile away I need you to do just as I say Over the noise you cant hear him speak This situation seems much too bleak Thats it, you snap, you panic, you run Just one mile, then Ill be done You head out the door, and down the street Youve got speed that cant be beat Your steps get quicker with every blast Youve got to get to safety, and fast There it is,

Friend Quotes
*Ain't no stoppin' us, ain't no toppin' us, we da unbeatable, da unbelievable, get it off your chest, me and my girls are da best! *Girls hate us and rate us simply cuz they aint us! *Friends last you forever, but boyfriends only last you so long! *Dont tell me how to pick my friends, I'm good at that, remember--i picked u! *I believe in angels, the kind that heaven sends, I am surrounded by angels, I call them my best friends! *A friend is someone who knows the song in your heart, a best friend knows the song in your heart and can sing it back to you when you have forgotten the words *Anyone ever wonder why some poeple rat you out and talk behind your back, and then come up to you.. and act like your their friend??.... It's juss' becuz' they're dumb, self-centered and two-faced... *Friends are like moments most pass us by but special ones will stay with us forever! *The best kind of friend is one that you can sit there and not talk to at all and walk away feeling that you

Good Woman Hard To Find
Id like to find a good woman i can share my life with and trust. i have a harley and i like to go to the mountains and camping,swimming,fleamarkets boating ,fishing....Im self employed auto repair and wrecker service.foods i like is pizza, seafood, steak ,tacos, buritoes,mexican foods such as fajitas,i would love to find the perfect woman for me on here.im very fun to be with ,i love attention and i love giving attention the way is should be .I like movies i even cook dont like to all the time but sometimes i do and im pretty good at it. I live alone and i dont like it. I want someone that i like to live with me and BE MY BEST FRIEND AND LOVER.Ive never been really inlove AND I WOULD LOVE TOo.. I guess im too picky i want someone that i really enjoy being with and treats me good and someone that turnes me on. i guess the ones ive dated or lived with i was allways misstreated and talked to like a dog and i know deep down god will send me the perfect one soo lets talk please no games no

Hubby Ap
SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THIS BACK TO YOU! EVEN IF YOU HAVE A BOYFRIEND OR GIRLFRIEND- REPOST THIS! GIRLS TITLE IT "HUBBY APPLICATION" BOYS TITLE IT "WIFEY APPLICATION" 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Are you a virgin? 5. Are we friends? 6. Do you have a crush on me? 7. Would you kiss me? 8. ...with tongue? 9. Would you enjoy it? 10. Would you ever ask me out? 11.Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 12. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 13. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 14.Would you walk on the beach with me? 15. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 16. Do you/have you talk shit about me? 17. Do you think I'm a good person? 18. Would you let me sleep with you (in the same bed)? 19.Do you think I'm hot? 20. If you could change anything about me - 21.Would you have sex with me? 22.Would you come over for no reason just to hang out? 23. Will you pos

Stupid Boy - Keith Urban
Well, she was precious like a flower She grew wild, wild but innocent A perfect prayer in a desperate hour She was everything beautiful and different Stupid boy, you can't fence that in Stupid boy, it's like holding back the wind She let her heart and soul right in your hands And you stole her every dream and you crushed her plans She never even knew she had a choice and that's what happens When the only voice she hears is telling her she can't Stupid boy, stupid boy Oh So what made you think you could take a life And just push it push it around I guess you build yourself up so high You had to take her and break her down She let her heart and soul right in your hands And you stole her every dream and you crushed her plans She never even knew she had a choice and that's what happens When the only voice she hears is telling her she can't You stupid boy Oh, you always had to be right but now you've lost The only thing that ever made you feel alive Yeah, yeah

Insomnia
Insomnia by Dante Gabriel Rossetti Thin are the night-skirts left behind By daybreak hours that onward creep, And thin, alas! the shred of sleep That wavers with the spirit's wind: But in half-dreams that shift and roll And still remember and forget, My soul this hour has drawn your soul A little nearer yet. Our lives, most dear, are never near, Our thoughts are never far apart, Though all that draws us heart to heart Seems fainter now and now more clear. To-night Love claims his full control, And with desire and with regret My soul this hour has drawn your soul A little nearer yet. Is there a home where heavy earth Melts to bright air that breathes no pain, Where water leaves no thirst again And springing fire is Love's new b

First Love
First Love ~ John Clare I ne'er was struck before that hour With love so sudden and so sweet. Her face it bloomed like a sweet flower And stole my heart away complete. My face turned pale, a deadly pale. My legs refused to walk away, And when she looked what could I ail My life and all seemed turned to clay. And then my blood rushed to my face And took my eyesight quite away. The trees and bushes round the place Seemed midnight at noonday. I could not see a single thing, Words from my eyes did start. They spoke as chords do from the string, And blood burnt round my heart. Are flowers the winter's choice Is love's bed always snow She seemed to hear my silent voice Not love appeals to know. I never saw so sweet a face As that I stood before. My heart has left its dwelling place And can return no more.

The Highwayman
The Highwayman by Alfred Noyes PART ONE The wind was a torrent of darkness among the gusty trees. The moon was a ghostly galleon tossed upon cloudy seas. The road was a ribbon of moonlight over the purple moor, And the highwayman came riding— Riding—riding— The highwayman came riding, up to the old inn-door. He’d a French cocked-hat on his forehead, a bunch of lace at his chin, A coat of the claret velvet, and breeches of brown doe-skin. They fitted with never a wrinkle. His boots were up to the thigh. And he rode with a jewelled twinkle, His pistol butts a-twinkle, His rapier hilt a-twinkle, under the jewelled sky. Over the cobbles he clattered and clashed in the dark inn-yard. He tapped with his whip on the shutters, but all was locked and barred. He whistled a tune to the window, and who should be waiting there But the landlord’s black-eyed daughter, Bess, the landlord’s daughter, Plaiting a dark red l

Fishing
Saturday morning I got up early, put on my long johns, dressed quietly, made my lunch, grabbed the dog, slipped quietly into the garage to hook the boat up to the truck, and proceeded to back out into a torrential downpour. There was snow mixed with the rain and the wind was blowing 50 mph. I pulled back into the garage, turned on the radio, and discovered that the weather would be bad throughout the day. I went back into the house, quietly undressed, and slipped back into bed. There I cuddled up to my wife's back, now with a different anticipation, and whispered, "The weather out there is terrible." She sleepily replied, "Can you believe my stupid husband is out fishing in that shit."

For Everyone
I hope everyone had a great Thanksgiving. I hope you all stuffed your face with turkey as much as I did. I'm feeling still a little sore after the anual family football game but hey this year I came out of it with no broken bones!! YEAH FOR ME!! well I hope you all had a great thanksgiving!! KISSES

The Co-ed Slumber Party..
That weekend, we had a tentative guest list of nine girls and including Dave, Pat and myself, six guys. As people began to arrive, we immediately realized that our guest count had up and shit the bed. We were at twenty people, and only three of our list had arrived. Our friend Tim arrived, and as I let him in, three gorgeous women were right behind him. Tim made introductions, and I was immediately infatuated with the brunette who’s name was Bridget. She had the sexiest mouth I had ever seen, I must have been drooling, because she smiled, and kissed my cheek. “We don’t have sleeping bags” the girls announce. So we grabbed some blankets out of our rooms. Soon we had a full on party going, drinks, dancing, and making out…but there was a sense of anticipation hanging in the air. Nobody was drinking too much. Nobody was too involved with anyone… at about 1:00 one of the girls asked when we were going to turn off the lights and get under the blankets. So we kicked out everyone who wa

Why Sleep?
So I closed tonight at work, which means I puched out at 10:30. I have to open tomorrow, which means I have to be there by 6:30 am. Want to know a secret? I'm going to nap for a few hours in my work clothes, wake up at 6 am and leave LoL. I already smell like coffee, what's the damn difference? No one will ever know, except those of you reading this. I'm going to change my shirt because I have the red holiday t-shirt on now, which we are only allowed to wear on Friday and Saturday, so I will have my gay white collared polo style shirt on tomorrow. So I'll kind of be clean LoL. I'm only working til noon, so I'll come home, get a much needed shower, and then go over to my friend's house. We are in a vicious puzzle war. It's do or die time tomorrow, I have to finish mine before she finishes hers. Yeah, that's how I get down. I'm just so cool, I know LoL.

Okaaaaaaaaaaaaaaayyyyyyyyyyyy.....
Three songs that happened conseculatively on the radio.... Lovesong By: The Cure Don't Fear The Reaper By: Blue Oyster Cult That I'd Love To Tell You Why song By: The Beatles. Wow. That is really a fucking depressing line up. It's a let's break out the razorblades, sleeping pills and vodka time. It's music to suicide to!! *Sighs* Still not something you need to hear when PMS paranoia will make you jump to all sorts of weird shit. I'm going to bed.

My Life At A Stand Still.
I love the Marine Corps and what it stands for. I hate being an individual in the Marine Corps. I cant wait to get out. I am stuck here in Barstow, Cali. I have asthma so I am currently on a Eval Board. I was supposed to get separated in July. I dont know what I can do to speed this process up. They dont understand that they are messing with my life. Who do I tell and what do I tell them? I dont know. I wish that they would hury up and let me out. Even if I dont get med seped, there is no way in hell I am going to re-up! Grrrrrrr...

Seriously, Wtf Is Up With This Asshead...
The individual below is fucking with me for some reason... I dont understand why either... If you know, please email me why in detail... He asked me to stop "ripping his pics" yet I haven't been online to do so... Some asshole

Knock Knock!!
I have something important to share with you. It's why your day job might not be giving you your next pay-check! And what you can do to protect yourself-now! A typical day job offers you zero long-term financial security. I'd like to show you something that puts you in control and puts YOU in front of the "money!" I could go on and on but I'm sure you get my drift. We are strangers so I don't know your personal situation. It may involve working for a difficult employer whose lifes purpose might be making yours miserable. Perhaps you work your butt off for an ungrateful company that pays you a pittance for all your blood, sweat and tears. Or perhaps you just long for a better lifestyle, being able to spend more time in life with your loved ones doing the things that you love. Apart from that, the really frightening thing is that tomorrow, your job could dissapear! For whatever reason you are reading this, you will find that the "progra

Letter To John Kerry From A Sergeant In Iraq
I fully Agree with this Letter Subject: FW: Letter to John Kerry from a Sergeant in Iraq Date: Fri, 10 Nov 2006 10:17:25 -0500 Soldiers are murdering rapists according to John Kerry This is something that should be all over the media!!!!! {This was written by my husband, Aaron, who is currently deployed to Iraq, in defense of a recent comment made by Senator John Kerry. Pass it along, it might inspire someone else to speak up! ~ Michelle} Yesterday John Kerry said, "You know education, if you make the most of it, you study hard, you do your homework, and you make an effort to be smart, you can do well, and if you don't, you get stuck in Iraq" So I wrote him a letter: I am a Sergeant in the United States Marine Corps. I am currently on my second tour in Iraq, a tour in which I volunteered for. I speak Arabic and Spanish and I plan to tackle Persian Farsi soon. I have a Bachelors and an Associates Degree

The Room Prelude
It was like any other house located on the street. White paint, dark green trim decorated the wooden structure. A white picket fence surrounded the property. The yard was professionally landscaped in the front and back and had various colorful flowering bushes and trees. The house had been standing for over 75 years now. People had come and gone and lived their lives in the house. Even with all the change in ownership the house never really changed on the outside. The Zeke family had moved into the house about 8 years ago. A family of 4, mom, dad and two kids, a boy and a girl ages 7 and 12, they were the picture perfect family. The dad had the perfect job, the mom was happy to stay home and take care of the family and the kids were honor roll students. Everything had seemed to be falling into place for the Zeke's. Well that was until tragedy struck. One day it seemed like their luck had completely changed. The dad came home and said that he was fired from his job. That

Quote Of The Day!!!
ESPN college football commentator, discussing USC's ass-beatin' of Notre Dame and the potential of them going to Tempe, AZ to play for the national championship..... "The road to Arizona is paved with Trojans!!!" I can barely type this I'm laughing so hard!

Too Much Thinking Isn't Good..
Gettin in one of those moods once again. The kind of blah-fuck-your-life-fuck-the-world kind of moods. I feel like I wanna just scream at everyone, hit a few select people and have good cry so that I'll feel better....or at least convince myself that I'll feel better. I'm a great listener to everyone, I see myself as a great friend to people but can't seem to go to any of them when I need to. I wanna be able to go to someone instead of keeping it all in all the time, and I know there are a couple here I could do that with but Im not used to that so I know it won't happen. So this is kind of a waste of your time and my time...but I got nothing but time to waste.

Somethings I Remember From My Childhood..lol
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Escape From Here
I just need something that will take me away I'd throw my heart into your fire, when I was blind and you knew that I'd come crawling back, and you knew you'd always find me there but this time some things are gonna change, I'm breaking out. And I know someday I'll be ok, and I know someday I'll stand again But this won't be the end of me Cuz I'm breaking away I just need something that will take me away To help me disconnect to get you off my mind I just need something that will give me the strength to get away from you To escape from here And as I'm sifting through the ash, I find myself And you knew that I'd come crawling back, and you knew you'd always find me there But I'm sure you're never gonna change, cuz you've learned this all before And I know that you'll come crawling back, but I swear you'll never find me there I just need something that will take me away To help me disconnect to get you off my mind I just need something that will give

And The Nominees Are...
As promised, I posted some of the creepy nightmare pictures of Jason...only 6 out of 43, but they're the best...ones that could be pieces themselves, not just reference pics... http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/43670671/ http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/43670791/ http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/43670863/ http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/43670929/ http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/43670979/ http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/43671024/ Enjoy kids!

Break
hey everyone .. I may be taking a break from Cherry .. the drama's buildin up here and with all the Tiff's goin on . .its taking away from the fun .. so ..ill pop in from time to time say Hi . but for the most part gonna vegg out on this for a while.. If I dont see you all before Christmas I hope everyone has a wonderful holiday and that santa is good to all .. *Hugs* Me

What Color Is Your Passion
Your Passion is Yellow You're a total sexual shape shifter. You possess a complex sex drive and are very adaptable. Of all the colors, you are the most likely to be bisexual. While you the most passionate, you are very open minded. What Color Is Your Passion?

To Whom It May Concern...part Vi...
hi angel... it's another sleepless night for me...my thoughts are no longer mine it seems...i hate and love where my thoughts are flying to............you!!! right now i'm listening to type o negative's "angel"... and my thoughts are filled with you...your eyes...your lips...your hair...your smile...and if i could wish upon a star...i would wish for you to tell me what you feel...if you do feel...for me...if i reach out my hands...would you take them and walk with me in the rain and hold me close?... would you take them and walk with me in a field and pick me wild flowers?...would you take them and walk with me on a soft sandy beach and steal kisses from me?..would you take my hand and walk with me towards the sunset and whisper my name softly?... if i could wish upon a star... on this blog...i declare my love for you... rain...

Tears
ok tonight is so shitty i feel as iam loseing everyone i love walks away from me why do i keep getting hurt? why do guys seem to walk all over me am i that stupid i cant see it ? why am i open to all these freaking questions with no answered... oh that's right i know why here's the story i was hanging out with my bestfriend tonight we have known each other sence we were in 3rd grade so thats a pretty long time we we're hangin out around here playing pool just laughen acting (goofy) like we have always had to other friends here b4 i new it i was standing a lone he told me he hated me (tears) streaming down my face i couldn't breath for a second what have i done wrong for everyone to leave me like they do i just want some one to love me for me im smart i love life iam not spoild tonight it felt like my whole life i based it on is a lie i am loseing my friends why?? im am honest person why do guys tend to keep breaking my heart??? someone answer me cause i seriously don't know anymore !!!

What Does Your Birth Date Mean
Your Birthdate: February 4 You have an extraordinary character - moral, responsible, and disciplined. Your sincerely and honesty shine through in almost every situation. Driven and focused, you rarely let your emotions get the better of you. You're level headed and rational. People count on your to look at things objectively. Your strength: Your unwavering loyalty and ethics Your weakness: Your rock solid stubbornness Your power color: Navy blue Your power symbol: Shield Your power month: April What Does Your Birth Date Mean?

Glenn Beck Presents Exposed: ( Special On Extreme Islam)
Glenn Beck presents Exposed: Special on extreme Islam You need to watch this whole video. It is a little frighting!!! Might take a few minutes to Load.

What Is Your Lucky Love Color
Your Lucky Love Color is Purple When someone gets to know you, the first thing they notice is how romantic you are. The most romantic of all the colors, in fact. You are a big flirt and a total tease. Your antics get you in trouble, but they also get you what you want. And unlike what your color might suggest, you are not a princess of any sort. If anything, you make your man feel like a prince. Your heart is dreamy and open. You don't put restrictions on love - because you never know what can happen. All About Your Lucky Love Color

Time
..Time holds all regrets in his mighty hand for you to see. He is a darkness so black and bold that he consumes your very being. You try to run and hide but no matter where you go he finds you. Time is the enemy, so strong and deadly. You can try and fight but what's the use, eventually he conquers you and binds you to his massive body and there you are for eternity, his slave. At his beck and call to fullfil his evil wishes at which he draws so much pleasure from. Time my evil master I am here at your feet begging you to set me free. It seems though the more I beg the tighter the chains that bind me to you become.

Halloween Candy
You know one thing that ticks me off? Well, i know halloween has come and gone and i know im probably to old to trick or treat, but i was takin my little sis around the neighborhood and we come to this house thats obviously rich. so, we ring the bell, do the whole 'trick or treat' thng and then, the lady drops a single miniture lollipop into my sis's bag. i mean, its tiny! now, thats not really what ticked me off. wat really ticked me off was when we got to this poor house, this lady opens the door and we see they're VERY poor. little furnitire, bad lighting, the works. anyway, this lady drops two huge lollipops into the bag. they mmusta been three times the size of the rich ladys lolloipop. I mean, how does that happen? leave ne a comment if you want to shed some light on this mystery.

Broken Promises
I wept for you when you left. I cried sweet joyful tears when you returned. I gave you my heart and what did I get in return? Broken promises and half empty jestures of a love that was supposed to last forever. Tell me how can you go through life not truly feeling with your soul. I want you to know what it's like to have your heart shattered into a thousand tiny pieces while all you can do is sit by and watch it happen. Or what it feels like to love so deeply that when its gone it is like death itself. To truly live you have to feel with the depths of your soul not just the surface, the scars on your heart that you get along the way are worth it, for it shows you were not afraid to let go and love mind,body and soul.

What Is Your Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 120 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Going Under - Evanescence
Going Under Video - Evanescence lyricsEvanescence Music Video CodesMusic Video Codes by VideoCureMyspace Layouts Now I will tell you what I've done for you 50 thousand tears I've cried Screaming, deceiving, and bleeding for you And you still won't hear me Don't want your hand this time, I'll save myself Maybe I'll wake up for once Not tormented...Daily defeated by you Just when I thought I'd reached the bottom I'm dying again... (Chorus) I'm going under Drowning in you I'm falling forever I've got to break through I'm going under Blurring and stirring the truth and the lies So I don't know what's real and what's not Always confusing the thoughts in my head So I can't trust myself anymore I'm dying again (Chorus) So go on and scream Scream at me I'm so far away I won't be broken again I've got to breathe I can't keep going under

Helppppppp
OK well i have myspace and i never wrote a blog, so i thought i'd give it a shot here, you all seem awsome and very helpful. So i only have 1 question.... How the hell can i set up my page to look good ? Lol well i guess that wraps it up for now. xxxxxxx

The Weekend Blahs....
Well, this was a very interesting weekend!!! i had to go to Bismark and spend time with my in-laws, who i do love to death. The most interesting part was me and my hubby were in a room with my sister in law and her hubby and baby. I was actually hoping to get some action but NO!! I have been married for like 2 months well almost, and i have gotten IT like 1 time a week!! I'm really lonely and wishing i was given a bit more attention. I don't get to see him much and then the one weekend we do get away from everything we have to spend it this way. I gave my hubby the hint when i went to take a shower and did he join me?! NOPE!!! I'm really needing some!!! I think im starting to see the real side of my husband. He is selfish and didn't want to spend any time with me doing anything i wanted to do. I am more than willing to do what he wants to do. Just wish he was the same way. What is a lady suppose to do? I have mastered the art of my timer on my digital camera, blogged on

Alert Read This Now It Is Important
help my friend out she is really really nice and would love nothing more then to get to the next level please help her and then i will help you just email me and let me know thank u http://cherrytap.com/leta

Just So Ya's Know...
I will be deleting some of my pics but only the ones with my stupid ex in them. I would have put this in a bulletin but they go ignored! Bet you thought this was another of my rant and rave blogs? lol Iam actually in a good mood but fast to strike when people piss me off with telling me how I should or shouldnt do things. Iam ME and no one or nothing will change that! Iam still bitter of knucklehead but thats alright cause I got awhole bunch of evilness to toss his way anyways! Besides that, I learnt a very precious lesson and so Iam going back to no dating, no sex...no nothin! People put too much on wanting to feel that love from someone that they will go through hell and back but still come up empty handed and thats just fucked up, NO ONE SHOULD DO THAT!! So what if you feel lonely every now and then, find a new hobby that dont involve chasing something that just isnt there. This whole casual sex thing and 1 night stands is just retarded too, all you'll ever get from that

Death Comes In Three's
Murió Valentín Elizalde Fue ejecutado en Reynosa, México Notimex Valentín Elizalde tenía 27 años de edad (79-06). Su última producción discográfica fue "Vencedor", para el sello Universal. Univision Online y Agencias 25 de Noviembre de 2006 Tenía 27 años de edad Colegas lamentan su muerte REYNOSA - Al salir de una presentación en el palenque de esta ciudad de Tamaulipas, México, el cantante grupero Valentín Elizalde 'El Gallo de Oro' fue ejecutado con más de setenta casquillos de metralleta. El intérprete de 27 años de edad estaba en su camioneta junto con tres personas, dos de ellas también resultaron muertas, y la otra, un primo de Valentín, resultó lesionado y se encuentra hasta el momento en un hospital local. Envía tus condolencias a la familia Elizalde Recuerda a Valentín bajando música aquí Tenía 27 años de edad Audio Valentín Elizalde “Vencedor” Escucha completita la última producción de Valentín Elizalde: V

Rip Jay
I have been trying all night to get a picture on here of my cousin Jason. It will be one year tomorrow he was killed in a car wreck. The driver of the car was drunk and speeding. I lost my cousin in a split second.He was 25 with his whole life ahead of him. I miss him so much. He was a good kid. I use to babysit him and his older brother when they were kids. They are more like nephews to me than cousins. We had so much in common. Well ok One big thing Wrestling. We spent so much time together as a family even when we got older. I pray one day i will see him again. i know he is looking after my family. I want to thank you all for stopping by and taking a moment out of your life to share in mine. I miss you jay and Love you with all my heart. RIP big guy. Love Kate

A Lil Update!
well we've been married a month and some odd dayz.. yes, im probley the only chick that doesn't keep track of dates.. lol.. anyway, Its going great.. I love My lil cupcake sooo much.. His so much more of a person that anyone will ever understand.. There are time when i need him here with me by my side.. i close my eyes and here he is... I would do anything to feel his touch and hear him wisper sweet nothings into my ear as we lay in bed and talk and cuddle.. yes im a lame ass.. ha hahaha.. deal with it.. anyway, Time tickin and it's gettin closer to the day we finally are together... i can't wait.. there is so much to say and do when his finally here... I can't wait.. My daughter.. sorry correction OUR daughter. is gettin big.. he sees her everyda via webcam.. thank god for those.. lol.. anyway... i just wanted to say a lil something to say I love you and show the world.. (closest thing to the world on here) That i love him and I think about him everyday.. I make a vow of everlasting

Military Bloopers
My son just got home for a 2 week R&R from Iraq...he thought this was fun...i figured you guys might like it too ;) Calendars are on sale...so here's a few. From Art to Military to Weird Al To Blonde Jokes to pinup girls...we have it all. Don't forget the calendars are on sale ...plus there is a $5.00 coupon on site plus free shipping on a $50 purchase...time to shop for Christmas hugs Susan www.shopbydesigns.com www.designsoutofmind.com

Yearning For Love
Love Something that's alwayz scared and yet intrigued me Something that can easily be misconstrue by others Something so complex yet so simple Love Something I've yearned for Yearned for on many levels and in many ways Let me explain I yearn for the love of others as friends To be accepted as the real me To be cared about at all times To be heard even at the darkest hours I yearn for the love of a lover Not only for sex like some look for But someone I can hold Someone I can entrust my soul in Someone I can share my needs and desires with Someone I can discover my true potential with I yearn for the love of a family A family that accepts me for my imperfections A family that has my back no matter what A family that knows the true me A family that doesn't dwell on my past mistakes But help me through the future I yearn for love at all degrees Love Something that's alwayz captivated Something that can easily be misapprehended Something that I've alwayz longed

Need To Vent
Okay, so I really need to vent on this before I explode. I had a relationship on here, that I knew I shouldn't have gotten into. Because, I am so over these bullshit internet relationships! I mean, if the guy is gonna actually come and see me, fine. But if it doesn't happen, what's the use?! Okay, so I just got out of what I thought would be my last relationship. I was all ready to settle down and crap. It didn't work. And right now, that's not even the point. The point is that SOMEONE then posted a bulletin telling the whole fuckin website that i was single and was looking for someone to "mend" my heart with. WHAT THE HELL?! did i SAY I wanted that? How can a guy just ASSUME that I'm over something when he doesn't even know that I'm STILL crying? I don't get how someone can be so insensitive...it makes me want to cry all over again.... -Carla

Visions
I never have nightmares My daily visions and dreamz Those are your nightmares So vivid and scary But no one can understand Look into my eyes Tell me if you see my anguish My grief I live with these visions everyday and every night I don’t scream Instead I decide to live with these visions Bottling them up and hoping they don’t come true.

Secret Love
To write about love I use to a long time ago It seemed so easy then To express myself for another Of whom I thought I searched for Now I’ve happen upon someone One I love and cherish One I'm willing to give my all Willing to devote my life to Willing to give my life for I’ve never experience feelings so strong for another She came about lighten my harden heart Broken through barriers built-up against all But there in lays problems First is I don’t believe she knows how strongly I feel But even if she knew If she found out Or even felt the same There still lays a problem It couldn’t be For her heart belongs to another One whom she feels equally strong for One whom I believe could bring her the best It couldn’t be For others would shun it Families would be sharooshed No one could understand it My love for her is strong and complex I now know her love for me she just as strong I would do nothing to hurt her So maybe it could be If our love is as strong as

Toffee-topped Pineapple Upside-down Cakes
Ingredients: * 1/4 cup light corn syrup * 1/4 cup (1/2 stick) butter or margarine, melted * 1 cup HEATH BITS 'O BRICKLE Toffee Bits * 4 pineapple rings * 4 maraschino cherries * 1/4 cup (1/2 stick) butter or margarine, softened * 2/3 cup sugar * 1 tablespoon rum OR 1 teaspoon rum extract * 1 egg * 1-1/3 cups all-purpose flour * 2 teaspoons baking powder * 2/3 cup milk Directions: 1. Heat oven to 350 F. Lightly coat inside of 4 individual 2-cup baking dishes with vegetable oil spray. 2. Stir together 1 tablespoon corn syrup and 1 tablespoon melted butter in each of 4 baking dishes. Sprinkle each with 1/4 cup toffee. Center pineapple rings on toffee and place cherries in centers. 3. Beat softened butter and sugar in small bowl until blended. Add rum and egg, beating well. Stir together flour and baking powder; add alternately with milk to rum mixture, beating until smooth. Spoon about 3/4 cup batter into each prepare

Starting
Aiight for anyone that has read my profile, I mention that when I have time I'll start to post some of my poems. So guess what........ So as you start to see blogs by me you now what they're most likely going to be about and feel free to comment on them. I'll start off with the two poems that give an explanation. Understanding: To understand my poems You need to understand me To understand me You need to know me To know me You have to read my poems All these can help you To understand my past and my future These are my emotions My life and Finding Self: As I look towards the desolate sky I can’t but think and wonder What begets my inspiration Is it my inner darkness trying to free itself Is it my depression making its voice After six years, I still haven’t discovered the answer I write to express my sorrow To show all the real me I write to share my visions To let others experience my life My words might not flow like a bravura waterfall They may

Cream-filled Banana Cupcakes
Ingredients: * CREAM CHEESE FILLING(recipe follows) * 1 package (about 18.5 oz.) banana cake mix * 3/4 cup finely chopped nuts * 2 tablespoons sugar Directions: 1. Prepare CREAM CHEESE FILLING; set aside. Heat oven to 350°F. Line muffin cups (2-1/2 inches in diameter) with paper bake cups. 2. Prepare cake batter according to package directions. Fill muffin cups 1/2 full with batter. Spoon about 1 teaspoonful CREAM CHEESE FILLING into center of each cupcake. Stir together nuts and sugar; sprinkle about 1 teaspoonful over top of each cupcake. 3. Bake 20 minutes or until wooden pick inserted in cake portion comes out clean. Remove from pan to wire rack. Cool completely. About 3 dozen cupcakes. CREAM CHEESE FILLING 1 package (8 oz.) cream cheese, softened 1/3 cup sugar 1 egg 1 cup HERSHEY'S MINI CHIPS Semi-Sweet Chocolate Beat cream cheese, sugar and egg in small bowl until smooth. Stir in small chocolate chips.

Grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr
Stood up once again. I really do give up this time. I doubt I will even the courtesy "I've got an excuse" call this go around. Spent the last two hours driving around Georgetown (the bar *we* were going to go to is an hour away and meeting in her hometown would have saved time since we were running late) and calling her cell phone and home phone. Nada. Left a voicemail saying simply "I'm driving home now". Wasted my only night off chasing a ghost again. I seem to enjoy punishing myself like this. Put off friends coming over and other people wanting me to go out AND almost ended up with no place to stay tonight because my ex was going to sleep in the house since I was *out*. I'm too old for this crap. -Robert

Thongs And Panties
I hate wearing panties or thongs, I only wear them when I have to. One day I was shopping for shoes in Reno and they shoe salesman was putting the shoes on for me. I was wearing a mini skirt and no panties and I gave him a eye full, he wouldnt look me in the face after that, it was so funny, Im such a Bad girl at times, But being Bad can lead to alot of fun--Deanna

Pics
I talked to stang, and if you have the adult content box checked in folder options that is why an entire folder is nsfw. I dont know about default cuz you dont have options on that i think a bouncer needs to undo those, any way once u uncheck the box you can unmark the pics in a folder that arent nsfw. Have a great night

Why We Love Children!!
Why We Love Children!! 1) NUDITY I was driving with my three young children one warm summer evening when a woman in the convertible ahead of us stood up and waved. She was stark naked! As I was reeling from the shock, I heard my 5-year-old shout from the back seat, "Mom! That lady isn't wearing a seat belt!" 2) OPINIONS On the first day of school, a first-grader handed his teacher a note from his mother. The note read, "The opinions expressed by this child are not necessarily those of his parents." 3) KETCHUP A woman was trying hard to get the ketchup out of the jar. During her struggle the phone rang so she asked her 4-year-old daughter to answer the phone. "Mommy can't come to the phone to talk to you right now. She's hitting the bottle." 4) MORE NUDITY A little boy got lost at the YMCA and found himself in the women's locker room. When he was spotted, the room burst into shrieks, with ladies grabbing towels and running for cover. The little boy watched in amazem

In Spanish Terms
The Following Entry Is In Spanish Because Somehow It Doesn't Sound As Bad To Me That Way: Anoche, yo fui con mi 'mana Rachael a ver Cam, un hombre de mi clase anthropologia. Los tres de nos fuimos al Colorado Mills, y miramos a esto y eso. Cam estuvo muy aburrido, pero cuando Rachael saco su mano, el fue muy feliz. Rachael quizo ir a Fascinations, y Cam dijo que podemos ir, y Rachael fue muy animada sobre lo. Fascinations tiene algos para sexo... y fue la primera vez por ella estar en un lugar como eso. Despues nosotros salimos Fascinations, fuimos al parque. Rachael bailo en Cam, y el le gusto mucho... pero no me guste por que Rachael es mia, y al momento, me guste Cam. Ella beso Cam, y algos fueran malo de alli. Yo he andado de ellos, y estuve hablando al Dios sobre Rachael y como estoy el dos a su uno, y como no me gusta y algos como eso cuando Cam y Rachael andaron a mi y una manera o un otro, yo bese Cam, y el tuvo su mano en mis pantelones. El parte rado es que no me significa

Tips And Tricks
Afriend of mine went to wal-fart on black friday and was going to buy a computer the she had seen for around $500 when she went to the cashier to check out the computer came up as $199 they had to sell 8 computer at that price that were still on the shelves until they could change the price!!! this has happened to me but not with a computer it was a pair of saftey shoes that i got for about 75% off because some one screwed up entering the price code. now i check alot of stuff out on the scanners that they have all over the store and i find that this happens alot and you can benefit from it like i did. have fun everyone scotty/scott

Always Wear Underwear
From the Northwest Florida Daily News comes this story of a Crestview couple who drove their car to Wal-Mart, only to have their car breakdown in the parking lot. The man told his wife to carry on with the shopping while he fixed the car in the lot. The wife returned later to see a small group of people near the car. On closer inspection, she saw a pair of male legs protruding from under the chassis. Although the man was in shorts, his lack of underpants turned private parts into glaringly public ones. Unable to stand the embarrassment, she dutifully stepped forward, quickly put her hand up his shorts, and tucked everything back into place. On regaining her feet, she looked across the hood and found herself staring at her husband who was standing idly by. The mechanic, however, had to have three stitches in his forehead.

Help Me Out
Hey I need some help. I'm having a friendly contest with a friend of mine. To see who will get to the next cherry level first. Right now she's ahead of me. But if you all would rate and comment on my pics that would help me out greatly. She's a woman and has a bigger avantage. Guys like to perv and she's having fun with it lol. So ladies now is the chance to show who are the bigger pervs. Guys or Ladies?

My Poems! Tell Me What Ya Think Please :-)
COMMENT PLEASE! I WANNA KNOW ANYTHING THAT COULD MAKE THESE BETTER! :-) Yesterdays Mile As i Lay here on the silky green layer, I embrace the magic of love deprived of me, hold me tight, seeing through my lonely amber eyes reflecting the pinnaple sunsets that ripple throut my face, The desired power over comes the erotic sin that only reflects yestersdays mile Loves Pathway love has no name, all just one big game, just another unforgetable stab, you look back at and sob, when you come to find it was all a joke the insanity takes all control, despite all my efforts, i plead to god to heal my shattered soul, please take these holes out of my heart, as if i am the moon, crated and incomplete, sufficated by the abysmal clouds i seek my way through just to find another path on the otherside Through My Eyes Deticated To: Ron-my boyfriend these ters grow stale beneathe my eyes as my desrie for life quietly dies, my heart grows

Mouse!!!!
regretting i had wished i had not said i wish the mouse was in my room...! today, gordon, aka flash was seen in georges room. we tried to catch the speedy bugger, but he fled to the common room. after searching high and low, and a few chases in there, he fled to my room. its 4am and i dont want to go to sleep! caught it on camera but cant load it up unfortunately!!! will keep you all posted! lol :) oh yeah, if anyone knows how i could upload the vid, let me know!

Somthing Else 4 Somone
I wish you were here with me ...I wish you wouldnt play with my heart but I cant help but not to play along even tho I know its going to end up shattered...More then words can say....I wish you would mean what you say and not play with my heart...Deep down I know its all a game but right now Iam going along with it because I lie to myself and say you care and mean every word of it but I really know you dont...Do you think you could like me a little?Do you think you could not play games with my heart and really mean it? I know this sounds stupid but I like you I like you alot! ~Mandy~

Beleave It Or Not!!!
Have u ever had a time in your life where u go somewhere u have never been befor? But when u get there it seems like u have seen or been too that place?? That is what we call a (dayjavoo) or a glich in the Matrix as some would say, but what it really? U have a life for each Zodiac U see that you'r life here on Earth is repeating itself but this is what it really is. "When u past on from this life, another baby is born... There is a white light at the end of the tunnel, that is when u are reborn as a new born... Than it happens over and over again. thats what Jesus ment... To beleave in Him and u will spend eterinty in Heaven. CONGRADULATIONS!!! Now that we have all bealeved in him in one way or another, because he created everything and everything that we think say or do in any religious practice, we are all Fucked!! There is no gate to Heaven, we are traped in a large recycle bin and our souls is the power genarator the Earth needs because the other Planets was a trial and error

Perfection.
A human fantasy conceived to make us all feel better, and strive for something that does not exist for nothing is ever perfect for there is always a flaw within the intricate design of life. The closest thing to perfection is to act and behave in every way that you normally would, thus acheiving what some would call a balanced 'perfection' of morality. Thursday June 1, 2006 - 09:01pm (MDT) Edit | Delete | Permanent Link | 0 Comments

Here's One For All Yall Churchy People.
If god is so mercyful and kind, why does he watch us as if we were ants in an ant farm, and he's that kid with the magnifying glass waiting for the right pitch of the sun so he can burn us all?! God is a fraud! Whatever it is that christians beleive in is a falsity, it just plain does not exist, or it just doesn't exist in the way most people think! After all, if God were a kind and loving, well god. Why would he sit there and magnify the light from the sun so that he could burn every last one of us into a crisp, instead of helping us in our lives to have a more..satisfying existance?!

Poem
I didn't get a chance to say I love you. You were gone before we got that far. All I know is now I really need you, Yet when I look for you, you aren't there. You said once that you never would forget me, Yet how am I to know without you here? Such emptiness! Like what I feel within me: Neither flesh nor tears, just cold thin air. Sometimes, alone, I feel your arms around me, And all my need for you spills out in pain. Jagged memories of you surround me. I cannot think I won't see you again.

Been Sick...
I'm feeling a little better about the whole pics thing. I mean, it is still very annoying and I feel a little betrayed about it all but in the end, my whining won't do any good. But I've been sick since Thanksgiving so I haven't been around much. I'm a bit better though it seems to be trying to move into my chest. Hopefully I will be able to stave it off with all the vitamin C and echinacea. So if you've been trying to get in touch with me and haven't been able, be glad. ;c) I'm whiny and grumpy when I'm sick so I'm prone to be short of temper. Pity my family!

How American Are You?
You Are 76% American You're as American as red meat and shooting ranges. Tough and independent, you think big. You love everything about the US, wrong or right. And anyone who criticizes your home better not do it in front of you! How American Are You?

I Like This
There comes a time in every woman's life when she has to take a close look at herself. Not at her circumstance, not at what she did, not how unfair life is, or at who made you do it. She has to just look at herself in all her glory and imperfection. Have you ever admired a woman who has been through changes in her life? Or have you made up in your mind that she is just messed up. Before you make this mistake, take a closer look. A woman who has endured the most unusual life is someone of wisdom, someone who has been chosen by God to go through things that have made her stronger. Think of all the great women in the Bible: Mary Magdalene, Ruth and Naomi, the woman with an issue of blood flow, and Esther, to name a few. Mary was a prostitute, a very uneasy woman. But by the time Jesus was done with her, she was His closest follower. Esther was unfortunate in marrying an abusive man, but by the time God was done with her, she had married one of the wealthiest men in the land.

Back In The Day.... It Was 198x And I Remember
# When TAG TEAM was back again. # When Mr. T pitied the fool. # When all 5 lions made Voltron. # When Optimus Prime died. # Not to feed Gizmo after midnight. # How to "put your hand up on my hip, when you dip, I dip, we dip.". # What "Nanoo Nanoo" means. # Who to ask to know how many licks it takes to get to the center of a Tootsie Roll Tootsie Pop. # When Lucky Charms didn't have Purple Horse Shoes. # M-M-Max Headroom. # What color Mr. Yuk was. # By what power Prince Adam became He-Man. # How the Turtles became Ninjas. (FUN FACT: "Uncle Phil" from Fresh Prince of Bel Air was the voice of "Shredder") # When Sting was in the POLICE. # David Bowie for more than Labyrinth # When cartoons killed one another. # When Joe Theisman got his leg snapped on Television. # When McDonald's Happy Meals came in a Styrofoam container. # When plastic Coke bottles were "NEW" and called "shatterproof". # Who "Super Buggy" was. # What a "SNORK" is. # Inspector Gadget # Mr. Wizard # S

Moonlight Sonata
i'm so in the mood for this one now... i wont record myself playing the piano (yes i play but i wont do it) so i just surfed looking for someone that played similar to me (in fact, his piano is very similar to mine) here you go, enjoy of the good music

Wtf?
HOW DOES AN ALBUM LOCKED TO MYSELF BECAUSE ITS A CONTEST GET MARKED NSFW WHEN MORE THAN HALF THE PICS ARENT? DO I GET A BOUNCER IN THERE BEFORE THE CONTEST STARTS TO UNMARK THOSE THAT ARENT OR WHAT? IF THE ALBUM IS LOCKED TO MYSELF WHY MARK IT NSFW? AND NOT LET YOU KNOW WHY? OK RANT OVER! HAVE A GREAT NIGHT!

Fucking Shit!
Censorship; a topic of many heated debates and sometimes deemed unconstitutional. IS it really unconstitutional though? Does it do more harm than good? I believe in moderate censorship, and here is why. Though before I get started I'd like to define (according to dictionary.com) the terms CENSOR and RESTRICT, and ABRIDGE and INFRINGE. These words are very close to meaning the same thing (paired). CENSOR: To examine in order to suppress or delete anything considered objectionable RESTRICT: To confine within bounds. See... not too far off. Now for the next two. ABRIDGE: To diminish or reduce in scope. INFRINGE: To transgress or exceed the limits of; violate Also, not too far apart from one another... close cousins if you will. Now, lets look at the First Amendment.(although it is important, the amendment actually wasn't the first one. It was the third. The other two were voted down during ratification - just a fun fact). Congress shall make no law respectin

Beauty
Last night I felt so amazingly beautiful. I cannot express how much without sounding completely vain hehe. Everything was perfect last night, the weather, the moon, the sky, the air, me, my friend, everything. I may never see perfection in this way again..... me

Hot Christmas Want It To Be Ure Wish
I'm on the hunt. Our company, a large software manufacturer, is having the company Christmas party catered in the penthouse of the largest hotel downtown. Being a programmer, I don't get much contact with the lovely young women who flock to the sales and marketing sections of the company. I'm looking for one in particular - Trudy Glass, the marketing specialist attached to my product line. Trudy is slim and petite, with long red hair that flies like a flag behind her as she strides - no, that's not it. Trudy canters. She wears these 3" and 4" black spaghetti strap FuckMe heels, which on her long slim legs reminds me of the way a young filly canters. Trudy is convinced she doesn't have enough tits (she tells me she is a 34B+, just like her grades in school), so she is always using push-up bras and miracle bras and anything else, even half cup under wire bras, to make you look at her tits. She is, at least to me, the most sexual of our thousand+ employees. I find her, at the dri

Stuck In New Mexico
Well I've finally made it to New Mexico.... man the car problems along the way! I am so glad to be here and so greatful not to be going on further to Arizona. Karsen is swimming in the pool right now so I decided to come pop on and see if I was missed... hahaha I was not! LOL! Well I gotta get back to watchin' the wee one. Have an awesome weekend all! MUAH

Away
Well I am back. I needed to take a few weeks off of the computer. I have become a junkie to many sites. I thought it was time for me to sneak away and do somethings around the house. I have been letting thiings go around here. Not a good thing. My house isn't a mess. But I need to winterize. And being on here nightly and on what days off I have been getting wasn.t getting me ready for winter. I will still be on just not nightly. Thank you for still having me on your friends lists.

The Things We Do For Love... Love Of The Camera
The screen on this computer is wonky. Yes, I have actually left the house for a video shoot. And even when I am an hour late, with out fail it is hurry up and wait, if not a good dose of Murphy's Law. I hope we make it out of here in a timely manner, because I am supposed to have guest arriving ... I just found out we are all sitting with thumbs up our asses for nothing, because we are all ready!! LET'S ROLL!... Damn. it's sit and wait again.Anyways, so this shoot will require I do an improv dialoging of a subject that though I don't mind speaking about or enacting in session I feel highly uncomfortable being portrayed as on film. But what the hell,. I am a trouper, a performer, and a narcicisst who is in love with the camera... not as if I haven't portrayed a great many character's that were in complete discord with My personal beliefs and completely the opposite of My personality.This scene is going to contain racist dialogue, and though I often session that way and jokingl

Top 25 For A Elevator
elevator Body: 1) When there's only one other person in the elevator, tap them on the shoulder and then pretend it wasn't you. 2) Push the buttons and pretend they give you a shock. Smile, and go back for more. 3) Ask if you can push the button for other people, but push the wrong ones. 4) Call the Psychic Hotline from your cell phone and ask if they know what floor your on. 5) Hold the doors open and say your waiting for a friend. After a while, let the doors close, and say, "Hi Greg. How's your day been?" 6) Drop a pen and wait until someone goes to pick it up, then scream, "That's mine!" 7) Bring a camera and take pictures of everyone in the elevator. 8) Move your desk into the elevator and whenever anyone gets on, ask if they have an appointment. 9) Lay down the twister mat and ask people if they would like to play. 10) Leave a box in the corner, and when someone gets on, ask them if they can hear ticking. 11) Pretend you are a flight attendant and

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"he's A Loser." She Said.
David Bowie put it best: "How you turned my world, You precious thing You starve and near exhaust me Everything I've done, I've done for You I move the stars for no one. You've run so long You've run so far Your eyes can be so cruel Just as I can be so cruel Though I do believe in You Yes I do Live without the sunlight Love without your heartbeat I, I can't live within You I can't live within You I, I can't live within You" And with that, I'm done. No more.

New Contest For Ladies Only, Submissions Till Wednsday
I am gonna start a contest for the Most fuckable ass on cherrytap contest naked behinds or behinds with just panties or thongs are stronly encouraged to send one! I will accept submissions till Wednsday at midnight....Voting will begin on wednsday night and go on till sunday to be fair, but no votes before that time!!!! And for god's sake 1 vote and ranking per person for a contestent per day, if more than 1 comment is left they will not count!! Comments will count as 2 points and ranks as 1 point.. So send them in ladies. Or e-mail them to me at reserved2574@yahoo.com!!!

Which Witch Are U?
What kind of Witch are you? You are a Healing Witch!You are sympathetic and nurturing! you help creatures in need, and are always giving.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Pregnant Again!
I have a 25 week old and I am 8 weeks pregnant! I love babies and will take all that god wants me to have . I just dont know how I am gonna handle it. My baby will just be a year old when I have the new baby. But I guess we all do what we have to and I am sure I will handle this just like I do everything else that comes along in my life.

Thoughts
When life gives you lemons, make orange juice… Sometimes I wish that things could be easy. I wish that things could be defined in terms of black & white, right & wrong or even start & finish. Sadly this is not the case. There are no definitive answers, no cut and dry. The truth is, everything in the world is complex, one event dependant on some previous action or one person's reality dependent on some one else's. There is a fine line between losing oneself and adaptation. Both have a negative connotation but in fact only one is truly a negative. Adaptation is great provided you never forget who you are. Now here is the REALLY fucked up part---You'd better be sure of whom you are BEFORE you try to adapt. Example: You can in some cases substitute Limes for Lemons and vice versa but you cannot substitute a lemon with an orange. Yes they are in fact both fruits, both citrus for that matter, but very different in taste so therefore a trade is usually out of the question. If by some s