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Beautiful Friends
Since I've been on CT,I've met some really nice people and so I would just like to say HI YA ALL. I just with I could meet someone,though I would more than likely chicken out,but ateast I would have the chance to do so.I guress thats it,tootles

Season's Of Change???
from darkness and dead of night i wake, not sure if this is reality or just a dream ,does it really matter ? i mean what is my reason for living on this "god-forsaken" planet? is there one ? no i think not maybe it's all in my head ,and if thats the case then i must be sure to thank soceity for i am a result of all their constant nagging,bitching,and whatever else you may feel to call it . i call it bullshit ramblings of american soceity. people dont care how i turn out just as long as i pay my taxes and child support. if i fail either one of these they think that jail will reform me into a better person . well ya wanna know something? IT DOES NOT WORK THAT WAY! you cannot change a person if they dont want to change.dont get me wrong ,i'm willing to change but not to make you happy ,who cares what you think of me , i am me and that is how i will always be nothing more nothing less. i'm sorry if you dont like what i'm saying but it's the truth. you want change? then you change ,because

True Love And What Id Do For It
i would lie, cheat ,stab ,kill ,be killed ,race to the end of the earth and univurse, be tourtured and hung, let my bones be broken and battered, let my body be mangled and torn , anything in the world so the one i love can be happy even if i have to just sipmly walk away and never talk or see her again just to know that she'll be happy for the rest of her life.

My Cherry Friends Who Were There For Me!
fo realz at the top of my list is my best friend in real life cloud9 hes always been there for me!...then id like to thank sarah,betty,ash, and nicole for talkin with me about things and letting me get it off my chest thanks!

A Note To Tawnya The Love Of My Live
Take my hand my sunshine, I wish to help you along. Just knowing there are two of us can help to make you strong. I know life seems unfair and sometimes gets you down, but know that I am here for you I will always be around. So set a day aside and together we will walk down all your troubled pathways,for it helps sometimes to talk. If you should need some time to do this on your own, then I will be here waiting since you wish to be alone. I guess I want to say that I hold our Love dear. And if you ever need me just reach out,cause I am here. In Love Rudi

Atention All Rednecks
ATTENTION ALL REDNECKS!!!!!!! THIS IS GETTING CRAZY AND WE ARE WEARING OURSELFS OUT WITH ALL THE CONTESTS....... WE HAVE ASKED THIS BEFORE AND HAS GOT US NO WHERE SO IM GOING TO TELL YOU HOW THIS IS GOING TO WORK..... SORRY IF I PISS YOU OFF BUT WE ARE ALL GETTING TIRED OF THE BS.... 1ST IF YOU WANT IN A CONTEST CONTACT THE FAMILY ACCOUNT THE FAMILY ACCOUNT WILL TELL YOU IF IT IS OK TO JOIN THAT CONTEST AND HAVE FULL SUPPORT OF THE REDNECKS.... NOT SAYING YOU CANT GO AHEAD AND JOIN THE CONTEST BUT IF THE FAMILY ACCOUNT SAYS THEY CANT HELP DUE TO THE COMMENT POWER IS NOT ENOUGH THEN DONT EXPECT THE REDNECKS TO HELP AND DONT BELITTLE THE REDNECKS BECAUSE THEY ARENT HELPING YOU.... JUST BECAUSE WE CANT HELP DOESNT MEAN WE ARENT YOUR FRIEND IT MEANS WE CANT BECAUSE THERE ISNT ENOUGH HELP TO HELP YOU IN THIS CONTEST.... WHEN YOU REQUEST TO BE IN A CONTEST MAKE SURE TO GIVE US ALL DETAIL UP FRONT.... Family and Family Members of Rednecks of C.T.@ CherryTAP 2ND IF YOU HAVE

To Allow Someone Like This To Continue Is Just Like Saying That Is Ok For Them To Be Cruel To Someone
I may not have near as many referrals as others but I have brought a few to this site and I would hope that those same people would follow my step in deleted their pages! It is very disgusting that CT members are more bothered over that prick that attacked me last night than the people that are supposed to be there for you. To see that nothing has or will be done about him is a huge slap in the face, not like I didnt hear it enough from him last night...NO this is not directed to the person that I contacted either, this is directed to the people that should actually be doing something about it. I have blocked him but that wont stop him, he will do that to someone else because I know that Iam not the first. So then what? How is deleting a FAKE account worse than someone telling aperson that they dont even know that they will cut off their head and eat their flesh?? Being ignored when you need help with points or whatever is hurtful but to be ignored by people that can actua

If Ur In The Redneck Family Please Read
ATTENTION ALL REDNECKS!!!!!!! THIS IS GETTING CRAZY AND WE ARE WEARING OURSELFS OUT WITH ALL THE CONTESTS....... WE HAVE ASKED THIS BEFORE AND HAS GOT US NO WHERE SO IM GOING TO TELL YOU HOW THIS IS GOING TO WORK..... SORRY IF I PISS YOU OFF BUT WE ARE ALL GETTING TIRED OF THE BS.... 1ST IF YOU WANT IN A CONTEST CONTACT THE FAMILY ACCOUNT THE FAMILY ACCOUNT WILL TELL YOU IF IT IS OK TO JOIN THAT CONTEST AND HAVE FULL SUPPORT OF THE REDNECKS.... NOT SAYING YOU CANT GO AHEAD AND JOIN THE CONTEST BUT IF THE FAMILY ACCOUNT SAYS THEY CANT HELP DUE TO THE COMMENT POWER IS NOT ENOUGH THEN DONT EXPECT THE REDNECKS TO HELP AND DONT BELITTLE THE REDNECKS BECAUSE THEY ARENT HELPING YOU.... JUST BECAUSE WE CANT HELP DOESNT MEAN WE ARENT YOUR FRIEND IT MEANS WE CANT BECAUSE THERE ISNT ENOUGH HELP TO HELP YOU IN THIS CONTEST.... WHEN YOU REQUEST TO BE IN A CONTEST MAKE SURE TO GIVE US ALL DETAIL UP FRONT.... Family and Family Members of Rednecks of C.T.@ CherryTAP 2ND IF YOU HAVE

Swinging
This guys in bed with his wife when there's a rat-a-tat-tat on the door. He rolls over and looks at his clock, and it's half three in the morning. He thinks about getting the door for a moment and rolls back over. Then, a louder knock follows. "Aren't you going to answer that?" says his wife. So he drags himself out of bed, and goes downstairs. He opens the door and this guy is standing outside. "Hey," says the stranger, "can you give us a push?" "No, go to hell! It's half past three. I was in bed sound asleep," says the man and shuts the door. He goes back up to bed and tells his wife what happened and she says, "Russel, you are such a twat! Remember that night we broke down in the pouring rain on the way to pick the kids up from the babysitter and you had to knock on that man's house to get us started again? What would have happened if he'd told us to go to hell? You should be ashamed!" So after that tongue-lashing, he gets out of bed again, gets dressed, and goes downs

What Kind Of Women Do You Prefer?
Hello everyone out there! I'm contemplating making a new website and I wanted to gauge the interest of potential viewers out there. So I wanted to put a question out there to guys (who obviously would make up 99% of the viewers) but women please feel free to respond too!!! What kind of women do you prefer to look at, while viewing erotica, or porn or anything slightly sexual? Is there an interest for women of "above average" body type? (By that I mean women who are not stick figure/barbie doll thin but who may not be of BBW stature either) I find myself to fall into this category. Let me know what you think! Do you prefer to look at straight sex photos? Blowjobs? Handjobs? Fucking? Boob shots? Lingerie? Bondage? I'm pretty open and have been contemplating something like this for quite some time. Now that I actually have the time to consider moving forward with it I wanted to get some reactions from people! Please leave comments! Be blunt, be honest.. I can take it.

To My Angel ...
For you I would climb The highest mountain peak Swim the deepest ocean Your the angel I do seek. For you I would cross The rivers most wide Walk the hottest desert sand To have you by my side. For you are the one Who makes me whole You've captured my heart And touched my soul. For you are the one That stepped out of my dreams Gave me new hope Showed me what life means. For you alone Are my reason to live For the compassion you show And the care that you give. You came into my life And made me complete Each time I see you My heart skips a beat. For you define beauty In both body and mind Your soft, gentle face More beauty I'll ne'er find. For you are the one God sent from above The angel I needed For whom I do love. Mike

If We Had Sex...
IF WE HAD SEX.... 1. Would you mind being in control? 2. Would you let me take over? 3. Would you whisper freaky shit in my ear? 4. Would you moan or hold all ur feelings in? 5. Would you kiss me while in missionary style? 6. Would you let me give you a hickie? 7. How many rounds would we go? 8. What would you wanna do afterwards? 9. Would you take off all ur clothes for me? 10. Would you lick and bite me all over? 11. Would you get into some 4play or get straight to it? 12. Would you take ur time if I told you to?

The Winners Of The Most Laid Back Photo
THIS IS OUR FEMALE WINNER OF THE CONTEST AND THIS IS OUR MALE WINNER CONGRATULATIONS I WANNA THANK ALL PARTICIPANTS IT WAS MY FIRST CONTEST AND IT TURNED OUT VERY WELL THANKS AGAIN EVERYONE EACH OF YOU GET 10,000 CHERRY BUCKS PRIZE OF YOUR CHOICE PLEASE IN FORM ME WHAT YOU WOULD LIKE

To Nmg
What is love, but an emotion, So strong and so pure, That nurtured and shared with another All tests it will endure? What is love, but a force To bring the mighty low, With the strength to shame the mountains And halt time’s ceaseless flow? What is love, but a triumph, A glorious goal attained, The union of two souls, two hearts A bond the angels have ordained? What is love, but a champion, To cast the tyrant from his throne, And raise the flag of truth and peace, And fear of death o’erthrow? What is love, but a beacon, To guide the wayward heart, A blazing light upon the shoals That dash cherished dreams apart? And what is love, but forever, Eternal and sincere, A flame that through wax and wane Will outlive life’s brief years? So I’ll tell it on the mountaintops, In all places high and low, That what i feel for you is my reason to be, And will never break or bow.

No Title
We have been givin tha job of gettin 2 know ourselves & dealin wit our own craziness. We arent so good at it that we have spare time & energy left 2 make judgments about those around us. We are tempted 2 becum absorbed n their behavior & from anxieties about ourselves. S o we must learn 2 detach from tha family members & friends that we r tempted 2 fix, or monitor, or judge. Although we r very close, we r on separate paths n life. We were not born 2gether, & we will not die 2gether. We will make our family or our friendships & tha world a little bit better by stayin centered on our own sanity.

One Year
Today is November 29th 2006 1 year from your death. This is the day i got the dreadful call from my sister.Then phone call that would tare me upinside the call that told me you were gone .I didnt wanna answer cause i knew deep down in my heart that you were gone but not fogotten .I guess i prepard myslef for that call for the past few days preparing myslef for the day you would finnaly let go and go home to god no more suffering no more hurttin no more pain finnaly sleepin . Finnaly resting you dont know how much it kills me inside to see that your gone . I can't even put in words to tell you i'm hurting so bad inside that your gone.But a place deep inside me is still alive with your memorys ,your smile,your eyes how they lite up ,your touch,your smell. Uncle johnny i wish to god you did'nt let go .But then again i am more at ease you did you for 3 years been fighting that canser that came back you were hidding it from us so we didnt worrie then when you finnaly told us it was too lat

Im Sexi And Im Back
Hey this is Rachel and im proud of my body its not perfect but its something to work with ;) most people think they're too fat or too skinny but that doesnt matter to me I love the handle bars i have on my side, i love the extra meat on my hips so when im riding i can feel my Butt smack a guys thighs its great , i love he way my hips move when i dance, im all about the MEAT ;) Im thick, fit, and well worth it Hey thanks for listening Love ya *kisses* Rach. Videos by vMix Member:Rechel Eads

Survey Says...
YOU 1. A Cuddler?: depends 2. A morning person?: no 3. Are you a perfectionist?: no 4. Religious?: no 5. In your pajamas?: yes 6. Left handed?: no LAST 1. Friend you saw: bill 2. Talked to on the phone: mom 3. Message over MySpace: uummmm...twitchels??? i think so but he never messaged me back 4. Wore: gray and pink sweatpants and a pink shirt 5. Was today better than yesterday?: about the same i guess...but i dont have bio today so today's defently sssoooooo much better FAVORITE 1. Number: uummmmm...dont really have one so i'll just say 69 2. Color: hot pink and black 3. Season: spring CURRENTLY 1. Missing: sleep QUESTIONS & ANSWERS Q: What was the first thing you did this morning? A: went pee Q: Last thing you ate: A: gummy bears Q: Do you have anything bothering you? A: yes...i have no money, and i have feelings for someone but things didnt work out Q: What's the last movie you watched? A: derailed with allison and grinch with the baby Q:

Gold Wrapping Paper
I received this from a friend who had a choice to make. It said that I had a choice to make too. I've chosen. Now it's your turn to choose. The story goes that some time ago a mother punished her five year old daughter for wasting a roll of expensive gold wrapping paper. Money was tight and she became even more upset when the child used the gold paper to decorate a box to put under the Christmas tree. Nevertheless, the little girl brought the gift box to her mother the next morning and then said, "This is for you, Momma." The mother was embarrassed by her earlier over reaction, but her anger flared again when she opened the box and found it was empty. She spoke to her daughter in a harsh manner. "Don't you know, young lady, when you give someone a present there's supposed to be something inside the package?" She had tears in her eyes and said, "Oh, Momma, it's not empty! I blew kisses into it until it was full." The mother was crushed. She fell on he

Do I Still Have A Place In Your Heart?
i've been living alone trying to get you out of my life but after all this time i can't help myself but miss you you're once a dream that came true an illusion that turned to reality but suddenly, things turned differently the way they used to be untill such time i have no choice but to let you go you're the reason for my sleepless nights coz you keep stayin' on my mind i can't help myself from crying coz i'm missing you so much all the pain & sadness are bound inside my heart all the memories are still preserve in my mind i miss you so much coz i can't hide the fact that i'm still inlove with you my life will never be the same again now that you're gone i'll be trapped in this loneliness forever unless a girl like you will bloom into my life again.... I thought this was a letter I would never have to write, I hoped my tongue was something I could bite. I've realized its just something I cannot do, Here are my feelings, just a few. First, I'm sti

Doa In The Whaaambulance! Wtf!
For cryin out loud! I read so many bulletins about "we're supposed to be adults"...this, "we're supposed to be adults" that but what happens to that philosophy when someone tells you that you're fat? Or ugly? Some of you find the right link......block. Others of you handle it less appropriately than two kids talking shit in a sandbox. Someone stole your crayons...what??! CT does not delete people for being idiots or mean (I too wish we could). I know this might sound like mindless "duh..ings" but you'd be surprised how many inbox mails I receive that read something like this: "he/she called me a fake, nasty ass, scoundrel. Here's the shoutbox conversation....." Then they proceed to copy and paste everything that is possbile from their shout box or the equivalent of a 30 page dissertation from their inbox. Now, I'm not saying it's okay for anyone to be abusive in language, however, if your ass stays in that conversation long enough for someone else to call you everything

Thoughts To Ponder
# 10 Life is sexually transmitted. # 9 Good health is merely the slowest possible rate at which one can die. # 8 Men have two emotions: Hungry and Horny. So it's simple, If you see him without an erection, make him a sandwich. # 7 Give a person a fish and you feed them for a day; teach a Person to use the Internet and they won't bother you for weeks. # 6 Some people are like a Slinky.....not really good for Anything, but you still can't help but smile when you shove them down the stairs. # 5 Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday, lying in Hospitals dying of nothing. # 4 All of us could take a lesson from the weather. It pays no Attention to criticism. # 3 Why does a slight tax increase cost you two hundred dollars and a substantial tax cut saves you thirty cents? # 2 In the 60s, people took acid to make the world weird. Now The world is weird and People take Prozac to make it normal. # 1 We know exactly where one cow with Mad-cow-disease is located amo

Song Of The Daypearl Jam - Glorified G
Got a gun, fact I got two That's O.K. man, cuz I love god Glorified version of a pellet gun Feels so manly, when armed Glorified version of a pellet gun (4x) Double think, dumb is strength Never shot at a living thing Glorified version of a pellet gun Feels so manly, when armed Glorified version of a pellet gun (3x) Glorified version of a... Always keep it loaded (3x) Kindred to be an American... Life comes...I can feel your heart... Ooh...life comes...I can feel your heart through your neck... Life comes...I can feel your heart through your neck... Like some...I can steal your heart form your neck... Glorified...glorified...

Holy Hell
So I had court today. It went ok...my fine is like 100 dollars or so. Mom got a call from the body shop who is working on the car. It's totaled. so we have to look for a new car. apparently the hood smashing into the roof is a bad thing. So ummm yeah that is my day. I'm copying and pasting this so if you read one of my blogs don't bother reading the others. I don't want to restate thigns all the time. So yeah it kidda sucked. Oh yeah my sister kizzie was in court too as was my grandma marty so it was a family meeting woohoo yay. I'm seriously stressed out...don't know how much more i can take. It's got to stop sometime right? At least work is still going well. I like it. However I've been late twice since I got on full time. It's not my fault but it sucks. ummm I guess that its it... love ya mean it jeri

Cherry Tap Life
it has been very strange and scarey in tapland the last 24 hrs,but also wonderfull,wow what a mix of emotions,its 2pm humpday and im off to work again,i get to get up at 7am everyday .but my dick pics are back and safe,i think?and theres a smile on my face from an unexpected adveture with a very good friend.everybody have a greatday and evening

Ask Me...i Dare You
YOU CAN ASK ME FIVE QUESTIONS:: 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. __________________________________________________ No matter how random, revealing, rude, or pointless __________________________________________________ I promise to answer them 100% truthfully __________________________________________________ All questions are COMPLETELY confidential - send to my inbox __________________________________________________

Sweet Emotions
i'm missing you already you're simply a memory silence in a crowded room that's calling out to me a distant cry inside of my heart always tracks me down it will never want to part it will never let me down thorns of emotion sting me everyday they remind me of you and tell me to stay tears of sweet hope run down my young face they sing to me softly and show me your face sorrow fills my empty soul and tuck me in at night it fills my room with silent screams and holds on to me tight my heart has only one love one love to give pure as the feathers of a dove pure as the way we all shall live

I'm Sorry...well The First One Really Doent Apply To Me Lol
I'm sorry, if my boobs aren't big enough to "satisfy" your needs. I'm sorry, if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs. I'm sorry, if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl". I'm sorry, if I'm not tan enough for you I'm sorry, if I'm not a playboy model so I can't act like a porn star for you. I'm sorry, If i don't have a dream body that turns you on. I'm sorry. I'm sorry, if im not tall enough. I'm sorry, if my hair is not long enough. But most of all... I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are. If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry". If you're one of the few GUYS with enough balls to repost, and you would never make your girl feel this way, repost as "I love you just the way you are

Happy Day!
I just had to share that I am having a very good day. First off, RJ and I are ok despeite a really crappy weekend which ended in basically a breakup... Thankfully we were able to work things out last night! The good news for today is actually 2 things. The first, I won a 50$ gift card for Amazon.com from one of my survey things and the second is I got the second job I wanted. I Just have to go in on Friday and fill out all the paperwork. It won't be much but even an extra 100$ a week would be soooooooooooooooooo helpful! I guess there's not much to say other than that. Its just been a really great day! *LOVE and HUGS* "Kitty"

Relationship Survey
1) Single, Taken, or Crushing? single 2) Are you happy with where you are? uuummmm... 3) When you meet the right person, do you fall fast? depends on the person and the situation 4) Have you ever had your heart broken? yup 5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok? uummm...NO 6) Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you? I have before, but I'm not up for playing those games anymore 7) Have you talked about marriage with another person? yes 8) Do you want children? I already have a daughter 9) How many? ????? 10) Would you consider adoption? yes 11) If somebody liked you right now, what do you think is a cool way to let you know? just be cool...no cheesy pick up lines please 12) Do you enjoy playing hard to get? no 13) Be honest, do you play the "game" when you are dating? no i hate those kinds of games 14) Do you believe love at first sight exists? yes 15) Are you romantic? i try

Hello All
hi all,,, im just writing to say im a male 36 from winnipeg canada,, i like to write poems and watch movies,,, (horror is my favorite) i love to meet new people and im looking for mrs right,.,. i might post some peoms in here if you are a poem type please read and let me know..

The Answer You're Not Looking For
The Answer You're Not Looking For All in A Day's Work A cowboy was herding his herd in a remote pasture when suddenly a brand-new BMW advanced out of a dust cloud towards him. The driver, a young man in a Brioni suit, Gucci shoes, Ray Ban sunglasses and YSL tie, leans out the window and asks the cowboy, "If I tell you exactly how many cows and calves you have in your herd, will you give me a calf?" The cowboy looks at the man, obviously a yuppie, then looks at his peacefully grazing herd and calmly answers, "Sure. Why not?" The yuppie parks his car, whips out his Dell notebook computer, connects it to his AT&T cell phone, surfs to a NASA page on the Internet, where he calls up a GPS satellite navigation system to get an exact fix on his location which he then feeds to another NASA satellite that scans the area in an ultra-high-resolution photo. The young man then opens the digital photo in Adobe Photoshop and exports it to an image processing facility in

I Tried To Tell You!!
I tried to tell you I love you but the words were hard to find. I'm always thinking about you you're the only one on my mind. Oh why do I act so shy forever hiding my face I should learn to laugh and not to cry put yourself in my place. There were times I tried to kiss you but something told me no. You wanted me to hold you but I kept letting you go. I'm afraid that I am not the guy you've searched for all these years. I will kindly leave now don't you cry try to hold back your tears. It's been so long I haven't seen you for quite awhile When I think of how we me met it only brings back your smile. I remember when I held you then and told you we'd never part I loved you then I love you now and I'll hold you in my heart.

Through Out Life!
Through out life i always wanted to be rich to have money to have nice stuff.well in the past last 8 years of loseing my son and haveing another child i realized i truly acomplished my goal im rich in love im rich in hugs and kisses i may not have a mannsion i may not have a new car but im rich for i have a childs love!

Just Thought I Would Say
I want to say sorry to everyone right now I am going thru a few things that aren't so great so if Im not around that much or come accross angery or pissy its not at you. I have had a few ppl ask whats wrong and why I am being so upset. I dont want to go into it I'm just having a hard time right now. I love you all. *kisses* Liz

Snippets Ii: The Revenge
ZenCynic: Word. medicallyadorabl: charlie brown is soooo emo ZenCynic: Yes, yes he is. medicallyadorabl: he was on tv last night ZenCynic: I'd be emo too, if I had a fucking head that size. medicallyadorabl: he was like "I'm such a waste of space. no one likes me. I can't do anything right" medicallyadorabl: and then he put in a simple plan cd and masturbated to his own baby pictures ZenCynic: Hahahahaha!

Love Came Last
A heart has found a refuge, deep inside, A soul that left a hole, that now has crystallized Into a shape of shattered dreams, spun among the stars Looking for a partner, in distances afar. A song of simple pleasures, now, is lost Inside the empty shell of a woman, that love forgot, Forever spinning aimlessly inside her haunted mind Looking for some comfort, forever lost in time. She swore no love would find her, weak, She'd stand against the capture, of her broken dreams And build the wall around her, a stone upon a stone Not caring that, she would live, her life so alone And when love came, last, inside her heart She didn't even recognize it from the very start, She sat upon the tip, of the moon, she knew so well Casting shadows in the light, as the darkness fell. Vacant eyes have searched, the empty soul But love has been so distant, it's left her in the cold, Slumbered pains of heartache, has found no peace within And so she slips among the falling stars a

A World Of Confusion
a world of confusion round and round I go again watching my life spin out of control to many choices yet again so many wishing to help willing to protect me from myself why I ask you? you want to protect me? I am who I am Would you love me for that and nothing else Live in this hell by my side I LOVE YOU! Ive heard to so many times Said it many more each time losing more of myself giving in to a darkness that eats me alive would you dare to live in my darkness dare to love me in my darkness! as we go round and round our lives now beyond our control...

What Do I Do Fellow Friends?...
Alright, here's the thing...as a guy when you're in a relationship you tend to worry about certain things. You fear that another guy could be trying to move in on the one you love so dearly...taking her away from you in a single instant even if that's not the case. This very problem is called "jealousy". Jealousy jeal?ous?y [jel-uh-see] 1. jealous resentment against a rival, a person enjoying success or advantage, etc., or against another's success or advantage itself. 2. mental uneasiness from suspicion or fear of rivalry, unfaithfulness, etc., as in love or aims. 3. vigilance in maintaining or guarding something. 4. a jealous feeling, disposition, state, or mood. Great, now that we've got the definition down...here's the problem. I'm currently suffering from the #2 meaning of "jealousy". Is it my fault? No...I've been trying to overcome it myself, but it doesn't seem to work. Lately I've been doing some searching onli

Lost Love
I'm giving up on loving you I cant take the pain you've put me through Deep down I know the feelings are always there Maybe someday you will care At least for now I can hide my pain I know if I don't, I'll go insane Our time apart has made me realize There is no second chance when it comes to guys I almost had you back one time But of course, you changed your mind The many excuses that you have told Are getting lame and really old We never talk anymore Its like a room to ur life and u've slammed the door It hurts to know you've shut me out Now i know wut love is all about You're happy then u cry and cry Where there was truth becomes all lies All in all it never ends for good But then again, who thought it would?

This Song Really Means Something To Me...
Your Guardian Angel by "The Red Jumpsuit Apparatus" When I see your smile Tears roll down my face I can't replace And now that I'm strong I have figured out How this world turns cold and it breaks through my soul And I know I'll find deep inside me, I can be the one I will never let you fall I'll stand up with you forever I'll be there for you through it all Even if saving you sends me to heaven It's ok, It's ok, It's ok Seasons are changing and waves are crashing And stars are falling all for us Days grow longer and nights grow shorter I can show you I'll be the one I will never let you fall I'll stand up with you forever I'll be there for you through it all Even if saving you sends me to heaven Cause you're my You're my My true love My whole heart Please don't throw that away Cause I'm here, for you Please don't walk away and Please tell me you'll stay, stay... Use me as you will Pull my strings just for a thrill And I know I'll be o

Weird Isn't It? All Of My Friends Must See This Blog!
Ralphie Parker - Age 9 from "The Christmas Story" Tracey Russell (me) - Age 9 (1992) from Petersburg, IN Alright, I was looking through my old pictures today and I came across an older school picture from November 14, 1992 and guess what immediately came to mind? RALPHIE PARKER from "The Christmas Story"! Did I not look EXACTLY like him with the GLASSES AND ALL?! The sad part is I always wanted a Red Rider BB Gun for Christmas just as Ralphie AND I was always picked on at that time...just as little Ralphie was. I just HAD to scan this picture and bring out the 'ol Photoshop to show you guys...it's amazing at how much I resembled him and how much we were alike (even in character!). I MUST get some comments on this...it's too crazy to pass up guys!!!! Come on...you know you wanna....it's even the Holiday Season for goodness sakes!!

What Kind Of Kisser Are You! Thx J Lol
Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect Your kissing technique is amazing - and you know it. You have the confidence to make the first move. And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best. Sometimes you're passionate, sometimes you're a tease. And you're always amazing! Are You a Good Kisser?

Dreams That Pass
The night was hot and humid. You were sleeping but I could not. We were both sleeping in the nude, no blankets, and the fan on, sending a gentle breeze over us. Since I could not sleep, I look at you there. My eyes glancing at your face, then over your busom, down to your pussy and over your legs. Watching you breathe your eyes closed, I feel my cock rise and I begin to slowly stroke it. In a strange sense of sympathy, you begin to mutter in a dream, "Cum for me, hon. Cum for me." In your dream, your hand moves to your pussy and rubs the hair there, your finger entering you and feeling around then drawing in and out of your pussy, the other hand reaches to your mouth and you suck your finger in and out of your mouth, like you do to my cock. I lean down and watch you fuck yourself with your fingers, getting so excited. She is masturbating in here dreams, I think in a massive sense of excitement. I start jerking off hard and harder as I watch your hand go to y

Beware...area Code Warning!
I recieved this from a friend, dunno how TRUE it is, seems a lil' bizarre, but hey..what do I know, lol..I'm gonna post it anyways, have a good friends! IMPORTANT INFO ABOUT AREA CODES: We actually received a call last week from the 809 area code. The woman said "Hey, this is Karen Sorry I missed you--get back to us quickly. I Have something important to tell you." Then she repeated a phone number beginning with 809 . "We didn't respond". Then this week, we received the following e-mail: Subject: DON'T EVER DIAL AREA CODE 809 , 284 AND 876 THIS IS VERY IMPORTANT INFORMATION PROVIDED TO US BY AT&T. DON'T EVER DIAL AREA CODE 809 This one is being distributed all over the US . This is pretty scary, especially given the way they try to get you to call. Be sure you read this and pass it on. They get you to call by telling you that it is information about a family member who has been ill or to tell you someone has-been arrested, died, or to let you know you h

I Can Only Imangine
I saw this in a bulliten. I liked it so much I just had to put it in my blog. [From Sports Illustrated, By Rick Reilly]I try to be a good father. Give my kids mulligans. Work nights to pay For their text messaging. Take them to swimsuit shoots.But compared with Dick Hoyt, I suck.Eighty-five times he's pushed his disabled son, Rick, 26.2 miles in Marathons. Eight times he's not only pushed him 26.2 miles in a Wheelchair but also towed him 2.4 miles in a dinghy while swimming and Pedaled him 112 miles in a seat on the handlebars--all in the same day.Dick's also pulled him cross-country skiing, taken him on his back Mountain climbing and once hauled him across the U.S. On a bike. Makes Taking your son bowling look a little lame, right?And what has Rick done for his father? Not much--except save his life.This love story began in Winchester , Mass. , 43 years ago, when Rick Was strangled by the umbilical cord during birth, leaving him Brain-damaged and unable to control his limbs."He'll

G/f App
girlfriend app Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair (color and style): Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: Interests: OTHER: 1. Where would you like to go on dates? 2. Who are three of your favorite bands/artists? 3. Do you drink/smoke?? 4. Do you like the beach? 5. If so...would you go with me late at night? 6. Do you like movies?If so what kind? 7. What do you think of oral sex? 8. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night? 9. If I were to take you out to a movie would we watch the movie? 10. If not what would we be doing? 11. Do you play an instrument? 12. If so...what? 13. Would you call me right after we saw each other to make sure I made it home alright? 14. How would you rate your hugs from 1-10, 10 being the best? 15. Favorite body part on a gurl/guy? 16. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 17. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, player, slut)? 18. Would you give me kisses jus

Bday...
It's My Birthday, send me your nudie treats!!!! LOL Thursday Nov 30th is my birthday, and I just love pressies and surprises, so be a lil daring and make me sumtin sexy of you and send it to my Cherry Tap inbox or email me at majikwand2@yahoo.com. And dont send me internet porn clips, pics of someone else, cartoons, morphs of you turning into a frikin hamster or sumtin, or otherwise generic page comment material,...or it's cake in the face for you!! lmao!! j/k :P surprise me! :) And of course, as always, my discretion is assured, so dont fret that. xoxoxoxoxo Maji

Thanks To You All
The week I started this site Nov. 22 I have been so overwhelmed by the kindness and bombarded with requests for friendship. Like I said there are soooooo many of you its hard to do a shout out to each of you..I would luv to hear from all of you and I will return the favor cause that is who I am.. If I don't get to you I will eventually if my computer stops booting this page with run Active X comment .. SO take care one and all and enjoy HUMP WEDNESDAY!!! Keeping always real MO

Nsfw...............
You will notice a huge change in my albums. I deleted a few and moved a few things around. No more NSFW, not that i had any really. I made it to where i am here just being ME and i think i will keep it that way. If things keep going the way they are everyone will have to remove private pics anyways :) They said lingerie and pics with faces werent NSFW but all mine were tagged. This is just easier i guess. *kisses* to everyone who got me to the level i am without making me get naked or slutty. (As BJ put it) I love you all!! x0x0x0x Ok, im getting alot of emails n sad faces cuz my pics are gone. I will put some back for my family ONLY and if they get tagged NSFW they will be removed and i wont repost any again. Non of my pics are nude anyways...but doesnt seem to matter around here anymore. Rate them again and enjoy. *kisses*

How To Make A Woman Happy
How to Make a Woman Happy How to Make a Woman Happy > > It's not difficult to make a woman happy. A man only > needs to be: > > 1. a friend > 2. a companion > 3. a lover > 4. a brother > 5. a father > 6. a master > 7. a chef > 8. an electrician > 9. a carpenter > 10. a plumber > > 11. a mechanic > 12. a decorator > 13. a stylist > 14. a sexologist > 15. a gynecologist > > 16. a psychologist > 17. a pest exterminator > 18. a psychiatrist > 19. a healer > 20. a good listener > > 21. an organizer > 22. a good father > 23. very clean > 24. sympathetic > 25. athletic > > 26. warm > 27. attentive > 28. gallant > 29. intelligent > 30. funny > > 31. creative > 32. tender > 33. strong > 34. understanding > 35. tolerant > 36. prudent > 37. ambitious > 38. capable > 39. courageous > 40. determined > > 41. true > 42. dependable > 43. passionate > 44. compassionate > > WITHOUT FORGETTING TO: > > 45. give her compliments regularl

Daily Self-care
Putting Yourself First We have all heard the instructions of an airline attendant reminding us to put on our own oxygen mask before we help anyone else with theirs. This advice is often cited as a metaphor for self-care because it so accurately expresses why it is important. It seems to say, ironically, that if you can't take care of yourself for yourself, do it for others. Few situations in our daily lives mimic the wake-up call of an airplane emergency, so it's easy to keep putting self-care off-easy, that is, until we get sick, overwhelmed, or exhausted, and suddenly don't have the energy to care for the people who count on us. That's when we realize we haven't been getting the oxygen we need to sustain ourselves. We begin to understand that taking care of ourselves is neither selfish nor indulgent; it's just plain practical. Putting yourself first means that it may be necessary to say no to someone else in order to say yes to yourself. For many of us, there is always something

Mint Flavored Birth Control Pill
Mint Flavored Birth Control Pill" The Cadbury's Candy Co. and Merck Drug Co. Have combined to market the new Mint flavored birth control pill that women may take immediately before sex. The Pill will be distributed by the large major drug store chains and Wal-Mart's Pharmacies. They're going to be called.... "Pre-dick-a-mints."

Word Games
It's just an excuse beyond the words that have become your "I don't knows" and "I'd wish you sees". Foward, freefall into a liar's pool of wet dreams flled with exhaultation. Masterful artist, when the pen runs out of ink a pin-prick for the real creative juice to stain the pages. It's harnessing the energy of inegmatic facination about the simplest of life's lessons. I wrote without you today, in my heart, the vile emptiness blossoms lyrical musings. And if you care to inspire a word or two, I can hand you the knife that bleeds creation. If it's passion you crave let me show you how my body grinds against powerful rhythms and rhymes. Don't interpret what you choose to see as artistic expression when mounds of fanciers exclaim praise. Just understand, that in name alone you hold the title of revolution and a birthright of literal geinious.

Fear Is Running My Life Now.......
With my hormone levels moving so slowly I chose not to go in and have my blood draw this week because I couldnt handle the letdown of another drop of a whopping 2 points. I just couldnt take it. My body is now acting like it was when I was FIRST pregnant....sore chest, tired, mild nausea and it makes no sense. Mike asked if maybe I could be pregnant again. I said its possible but pretty unlikely. We have come up with maybe my body is experiencing my pregnancy in reverse. That seems more possible to me. I have friends on a Trying To Conceive after Miscarriage message board that are worried for me due to my symptoms because they have GTD. This is a condition where after a miscarriage...the body retains some tissue and it turns into an infection that becomes a tumor that is life threatening and needs to be treated with chemo injections. They said that its not normal for the hormone numbers to slow down so much like they have and that that is what has happened to them. I am very s

Do You Have The Time ??
The Poem > I knelt to pray but not for long, > I had too much to do. > I had to hurry and get to work > For bills would soon be due. > So I knelt and said a hurried prayer, > And jumped up off my knees. > My Christian duty was now done > My soul could rest at ease..... > All day long I had no time > To spread a word of cheer > No time to speak of Christ to friends, > They'd laugh at me I'd fear. > No time, no time, too much to do, > That was my constant cry, > No time to give to souls in need > But at last the time, the time to die. > I went before the Lord, > I came, I stood with downcast eyes. > For in his hands God! Held a book; > It was the book of life. > God looked into his book and said > "Your name I cannot findI once was going to write it down...But > never found the time" > > > Now do you have the time > To pass it on? Troy Menard

Three Men
Three men in a plane crashed into an island full of cannibuls. The cannibuls found the 3 men and took them back to their village, and made a deal with them. They will let them live if complete their task. The men had to go into the forest and find 3 fruit of the same kind and stick it up their ass without an expression. The first guy returned with 3 apples; as the 2nd apple went in he made a weird face. So they ate him. The 2nd guy returns with 3 berries as the final one was going in, he started laughin. So they ate him. He meets the 1st guy again in heaven. The guy asked why did he laugh if he almost won. He said because the other guy had pineapples.

: 25 Signs You Have Grown Up
25 SIGNS YOU HAVE GROWN UP 1. Your houseplants are alive, and you can't smoke any of them . 2. Having sex in a twin bed is out of the question. 3. You keep more food than beer in the fridge. 4. 6:00 a.m. is when you get up, not when you go to bed. 5. You hear your favorite song in an elevator. 6. You watch the Weather Channel. 7. Your friends marry and divorce instead of "hook up" and "break up." 8. You go from 130 days of vacation time to 14. 9. Jeans and a sweater no longer qualify as "dressed up." 10. You're the one calling the police because those %&@# kids next door won't turn down the stereo. 11. Older relatives feel comfortable telling sex jokes around you. 12. You don't know what time Taco Bell closes anymore. 13. Your car insurance goes down and your car payments go up. 14. You feed your dog Science Diet instead of McDonald's leftovers. 15. Sleeping on the couch makes your back hurt. 16. You take naps. 17. Dinner and a movie is the whole date instead of the

Word's We Use While Being Married
I haven't spoken to my wife for 18 months. I don't like to interrupt her. 2. Marriage is a 3-ring circus: Engagement ring, wedding ring, and suffering. 3. The last fight was my fault. My wife asked, "What's on the TV?" I said, "Dust!" 4. In the beginning, God created earth and rested. Then God created man and rested. Then God created woman. Since then, neither God nor man has rested. 5. Why do men die before their wives? They want to. 6. What is the difference between a dog and a fox? About 5 drinks. 7. A beggar walked up to a well dressed woman shopping on Grafton Street and said "I haven't eaten anything in four days." She looked at him and said, "God, I wish I had your willpower." 8. Do you know the punishment for bigamy? Two mothers-in-law. 9. Young Son: "Is it true, Dad? I heard that in some parts of Africa a man doesn't know his wife until he marries her." Dad: "That happens in every country, son!" 10. A man inserted an ad in the classifieds: WIFE WANTED

This Morning.....
I woke up this morning and still didnt know what to make of this ring on my hand. I had my class ring there before so it wasnt just not being used to having a ring there. Its just that it has sooooo many ramifications for me. This will be the second time that Mike has been engaged but he has never been married before. I have been engaged a few times and married twice already. There is a lot of fear in finding that I have made the wrong choice again. In my heart of hearts I know that I am NOT making the wrong choice but there is always that lingering fear of what if it happens again? The first marriage I KNOW was a mistake because I was 18 and made the choice because we had a baby together. It seemed like the logical thing to do. Ahh to be 18 again lol.... My second marriage was to my high school sweetheart that I loved so much and I KNOW that he loved me. I think that asking him to be a family man was eventually more than he could bear and he cheated and walked out. I am not

Moving Beyond Appearances
Softening Judgment It is our natural inclination to judge people, since it happens without our even thinking about it. We take one look and summarize a whole person-overweight, pretty, stylish, sloppy. This habit comes from the mind's need to categorize the world in order to be able to function without becoming overwhelmed. When we judge, we are looking for pertinent information, trying to determine whether the person approaching is a threat, an ally, or someone we don't need to worry about. This way of looking at people makes sense in a dangerous context, but in our daily lives it leads to an overly simplistic reading of the people we meet. If you have ever judged someone dismissively, only to have them become a dear friend once you got to know them, you know the hazards of the judgment cycle firsthand. An experience like that may have led you to soften your natural tendency to believe your first impressions. We will always notice things about the people we meet, but as we becom

One Last Cry
One last cry!My shattered dreams and broken heartAre mending on the shelfI saw you holding handsStanding close to someone elseNow I sit all aloneWishing this feeling was goneI gave my best to youNothing left for me to doBut I've one last cryOne last cryBefore I leave it all behindI've got to put you out of my mind this timeStop living a lie I guessI'm down to my last cryI was here, you were thereGuess we never could agreeWhile the sun shines on youI need some love to rain on meStill I sit all aloneWishing this feeling was goneGot to get over youNothing for me to doBut I've one last cryOne last cryBefore I leave it all behindI've got to put you out of my mind this timeStop living a lieI know I..ve got to be strongBecause around me life goes on and onMy only consolation is when I awoke this mornWas that it was you that was wrongBut I've one last cryOne last cryBefore I leave it all behindI've got to put you out of my mind for the very last timeBeen living a lie I guess I'm downTo my last

To Nmg
I have tried with all my being to grasp a form comparable to thine own, but nothing seems worthy; I know now why Shakespeare could not compare his love to a summer’s day. It would be a crime to denounce the beauty of such a creature as thee, to simply cast away the precision God had placed in forging you. Each facet of your being whether it physical or spiritual is an ensnarement from which there is no release. But I do not wish release. I wish to stay entrapped forever. With you always ... For all eternity.

That Was Cool.
Coworker of mine and I were talking about Chiodos. I was telling her how lucky I am because they play small clubs but at the same time unlucky cause I have to go to different states to get to the small clubs or drive an hour or so up north to get to a show. Then she says to me, “But that’s a good thing. They have someone like you who is loyal and supports them. They need more people like you; you’re one person they won’t forget when they start playing big arenas.” I think that’s the best thing I’ve ever had anyone say to me cause she knows I’m cool with a couple of those boys.

What The Hell
well i never done this before so lets try it huh, and let me know what you all think thanks..well i have a question how is it a man says he loves you but yet he has another woman he still talks to and has sex with... i ask about it and he says no i dont its just a place to drink ya right but any ways what am i to do i tried to break up with him a few times but he won't leave.. so does that mean i should go out and find myself a man for the side?? you know what i think i will... thanks let me know what you think

Masssss Vote Please!!!
ADD HER TO VOTE PLEASE... I Love Sporks **Rate my profile before adding me as a friend please! :)@ CherryTAP IM IN THE MOST PISSED OFF LOOK CONTEST... PLEASE VOTE AND RATE FOR ME BY CLICKIN THE LINK... YOU CAN VOTE AS MANY TIMES AS U WANT AND U HAVE TO ADD SPORKS AS A FRIEND TO VOTE SO THE HATERS AINT FUCKIN WITH PEOPLES PICS AND MAKING THEN nsfw....

A Better Way To Control Comment Tag Images
I had post a way before to control the images that are posted on your page, the only thing was that element effected all images on your page. Now I have the answer to that problem. I have spent a little more time going over the CSS for CherryTAP and if you enter the following code into your skin you will be able to force any images in your comments to display at the size you want ie: 400px by 600px or 400x400 (what I use). This will also help to increase the load time for your page because your browser will not have to load enormous images. Here is what you need: table.user_comment_body img { max-width:400px; max-height:400px; } Just drop that in your skin and if you wish change the pixel size to suit your needs.

Change
“Let us suppose that there are two sorts of existences – one seen, the other unseen. The seen is the changing, and the unseen is the unchanging.” -Socrates (470?-399 B.C.) We see change everyday. We see it in the seasons, the weather, in our rapidly growing children! The nature of life is to grow, and in that growth is change. And then there is the constant in our lives, the one thing that is always there, unseen, yet unchanging, and that is Spirit. As we go about our busy lives, adjusting to the changes that occur all around us, we can find comfort and peace in the stillness knowing that this is where all of life, all of creation, is connected.

Most Loveable Cherry
I dunno WTF happened with the PIGTAILS contest...guess I wasnt good enuff or sumtin cuz the dood removed me. Sooooooooooooooooo I had gotten asked to be in the most LOVEABLE Cherry Contest. This one is UNLIMITED COMMENTS SO bomb me. And don't forget to rate me too!

Phone Calls
Looks like i found out who was trying to call me, yes i could sign up fro a free mobile! Well as i don't use mine much, I am happy with payg, and there is always a catch with the free deals. I think they was trying to get me to switch my landline but because they had such a bad sales patter, they lost me as soon as they spoke. I know NTL/telewest linked up with virgin, who i have my mobile with, but it could have been handled better. Now the strange thing that got me was, when i answered I got a message saying thankyou for calling, we are refering you to the next available rep. Now i didn't call them! So now the question is will i get charged for it? I have the feeling that the call was routed from this country to india, and the message was just a stock one for routing purposes. It just p'ss me off that time and time again that i have to go through this rigmarole. I am always polite but firm. Still i suppose its our own fault because so many people like to have the latest phones

Chakra Info
Chakras are etheric but very real energy centers within and around your body. You may “see,” “feel” or experience the chakras as spinning (in a clockwise direction) vortexes of energy, or spinning balls of light. There are hundreds of chakras throughout the body, but most traditions focus on the 7 major chakras, from the root to the crown. I also like to include my feet chakras (in the center of the bottom of the feet), hand chakras (in the palms), and ear chakras (just above your physical ears) in any clearing techniques that I use. Why are the chakras so important? When you understand that we are more than our physical body, then you also understand that is as just as important to pay attention to and take care of our non-physical, or energy body. Many of these non-physical points where the chakras lie are in fact, connected with physical parts of our body and thus, it can affect us physically when our chakras are closed, dirty, or enlarged. Each chakra is also connected with diff

Uplifting And Inspiring Quotes
"A cloud does not know why it moves in just such a direction and at such a speed. It feels an impulsion. But the sky knows the reasons and patterns behind all clouds. And you will know, too, when you lift yourself high enough to see beyond horizons." "The best and most beautiful things in the world cannot be seen or even touched. They must be felt with the heart." "Spirituality leaps where science cannot yet follow, because science must always test and measure, and much of reality and human experience is immeasurable." "Learning is finding out what you already know. Doing is demonstrating that you know it. Teaching is reminding others that they know it just as well as you do. We are all learners, doers and teachers." The grass is always greener 'till you get to the other side..... Judge your success by what you had to give up in order to get it. Be happy with what you have while working for what you want. Protect your enthusiasm from the negativity of others. Live your l

The Last One I've Written So Far
Celebration By: Molly Deshazer Celebration in a love that’s new, Celebration in a life that’s new, Celebration in a job that’s new, Celebration in a dream that’s new, Celebration in a hope that’s come true, Celebration in a wish that’s fulfilled!

Another
A Playful Sprite By: Molly Deshazer A mischief sprite I am likened to. Laughing as I go through the day. More playful am I at night, when The moon is full and bright. This playful sprite will show her light. But upon first light, The playful spite will take flight. For fear of being seen, by the mortal eye. For a shy sprite I am in truthful sight. And can only show the playful side at night.

I Am Better, Stronger & Wiser Than When I Was 20~just Like A Fine Wine!
Give some Love to My Biggest Hero! I am better, stronger & wiser than when I was 20~Just like a fine wine!@ CherryTAP Rate her profile and Pics, she is the best!!!!

A Couple Of Poems.
Shadows By: Molly Deshazer Shadows to hide the pain in our hearts, Shadows to hide the despair in our souls, Shadows to hide the grief of loosing those so dear, Shadows to hide the anger we feel so deep, Shadows to hide the fear we hold so close, Shadows to hide the death we so seek, Shadows do us so hide, To keep those from seeing what is so inside. So dark and hidden from those that we love. For fear that it will shadow them and turn them away. The shadows that haunts this person that I call I!

Perfect
Perfect what is that? Perfect none is perfect. Perfect what would the world be life is everyone was perfect. Perfect we were perfect we would never get hurt we would learn from our mistakes we all make. Perfect noone can be ni mater if you want ot be. Perfect what would life be like. Perfect how would it feel. Perfect what would we do if everyone was perfect. By:MoMo

Players
Players you think you can play. Players you think you can hurt. Players yall are nuffin. Players yall just guys who never really had someone to care for you. Players when you find someone who cares and love you,you will know. Players yall not know what love is if it was on the top of you dick. Players you gonna play but watch it you better be careful cus it can always turn on you. Players yall can loose everything. Players if you gonna play just don't play the one who loves you and cares for you. Players if you do you lost everything the woman who loves you. By:MoMo

You Can Love Me Like Me Hate Me
You can love me,you can like me,you can hate me,its you call on if you love me 4 me,you like me like me 4 me,and if you hate me hate me4 me,itz you life and Its your call if you want me in it or not. By:MoMo

Muh Love For You Is True
Muh love for you is real. Muh love for you is sweet. Muh love for you is caring. Muh love for you will never fade. Muh love for you will never die. You will always have a place in muh heart noone can replace. You have the only key to muh heart and soul. You are muh world. You are muh everything. You hold it all. Muh heart muh soul muh body muh everything.

What Would You Do
What would you do if everytime you fell in love you had to say goodbye? What would you do if everytime you wanted someone they would nver be there? What would you do if for every moment you were truely happy there would be 10 moments of saddness? What would you do id your best friend died tomorrow and you never told them what you felt? So,I just want to say,even if I never talk to you again in my life,you are special to me and you have made a differance in my life. I look up to you,respect you,and cherish you.

Gratitude
Gratitude can be likened to a true smile. It is virtually impossible to have negative thoughts when you have a smile on your face! It lightens your heart and simply feels good. The practice of gratitude is life empowering. It can change the way you feel about yourself and life’s events. With the attitude of gratitude you can change the state of your consciousness. You move out of reactionary emotions and take charge of your personal energy. It is much like this: Picture yourself in the center of a big balloon. When you are experiencing gratitude your balloon is full and expanded you feel alive, healthy and you are a healing presence. When you are having negative thoughts and feelings your balloon deflates and you feel drained, out of sorts, heavy and without vitality. Your energy has leaked away and you have given your personal power to someone or something. The quality of your life is a result of what you focus on. The practice of focusing on all that you "have" amplifies and en

Hmmmmmm
How far would you go for the one you love. Would you risk your life for that person. Would you do anthing in the world for that person. Could you risk you whole life to try and show that person how much you love them. Would they just use you for everything your worth. Do you think the other person would do the same for you. Would they risk thier life for you. Would they do anything in the world for you. Could they risk thier whole life for you. Could they love you like you love them. Or would you just take them for what they are worth. By:MoMo

When People Stuff Up
isent it funny when us humens stuff up we relaise what is more importent having a gd time or some once close to u i have reactly stuffed up someting very dear to me and im hateing my self for it now so this is for evey body on cherrytap to read dragon eyes im sorri i stuffed up and i love u im sorri hurt u and broke the trust im a dick wanker mofo and any other names u and any body else can cal me but all i ask is that u look past my flaws and c how sorri am for i do love u and im willen to swim the alantic ochen just to prove it baby give me a second chance is all i can ask but i dont expect it i expect u to call me a lier and a basted and never talk to me again im sorri my love dragon eyes If I have hurt, I am sorry. If I have been wrong, I am sorry. If you could have written it better, I am sorry. If there might have been some other way For me to express myself, I am sorry. For what am I sorry? I am sorry For offending the tender conscience. I am sorry Fo

Live Photo Shoot Going On Now
Watch our live photo shoot We are doing another photo shoot with our latest and great model Megan You can watch as we do it live. Check it out on the web cam Only available to anyone with a Yahoo messenger account Add sunshyne9602 as a buddy and then open up the webcam link Starting in 10 Minutes Feel free to repost this bulletin and if you want to see more of Megan please watch her interview under our videos on our profile

Breakfast At Mcdonald's
Awesome story from my friend Melissa. . I am a mother of three (ages 14, 12, 3) and have recently completed my college degree. The last class I had to take was Sociology. The teacher was absolutely inspiring with the qualities that I wish every human being had been graced with. Her last project of the term was called, "Smile." The class was asked to go out and smile at three people and document their reactions. I am a very friendly person and always smile at everyone and say hello anyway, so, I thought this would be a piece of cake, literally. Soon after we were assigned the project, my husband, youngest son, and I went out to McDonald's one crisp March morning. It was just our way of sharing special playtime with our son. We were standing in line, waiting to be served, when all of a sudden everyone around us began to back away, and then even my husband did. I did not move an inch... an overwhelming feeling of panic welled up inside of me as I turned to s

Non - Judgment
Non - Judgment To judge is to separate. To judge is to hurt yourself. To judge is to strengthen the ego. To see things as they really are is the vision of the awakened one. Treat others how you want to be treated Judge others and you shall be judged Practice non -judgment, ' Today I will judge nothing, this will help me become still' - try it first for 30 mins, 1hr, 2 hours, Day, week etc, The logical reasoning behind non-judgment As soon as you judge someone you are saying that you are better or worse that that person / thing. You are saying something is good or bad. You are analyzing somebody/something based on your conditioned values and beliefs. You are assuming you are right. After all you could be wrong (and often are). Just say to yourself that that person is on their own path/journey. JUST ACCEPT. IT IS LIKE THIS NOW!! 'People in glass houses shouldn't throw stones' Don't judge others, sort yourself out! Likewise it follows that if somebody judges you,

Auras
What is an aura? Everything in the Universe is just a vibration. Every atom, every part of an atom, every electron, every elementary “particle”, even our thoughts and consciousness are just vibrations. We may define the Aura as a vibration surrounding every material object. This definition is sufficient for the purpose of reading Auras, providing that we can train ourselves to see Aura vibration. Aura around living (conscious) objects (people, plants...) changes with time, sometimes very quickly. Aura around non-living object (stones, crystals) is essentially fixed. Auras are beautiful "colored lights" that surrounds everything. Colors and intensity of the aura, especially around and above the head have VERY special meanings. Watching someone's aura you can actually see the other person's thoughts before you hear them expressed verbally. If they do not agree with what this person is saying, you effectively see a lie every time. No one can lie in front of you undetected. We cannot fa

Shielding
A shield is a bubble of energy that works like a window screen. It filters the energy that moves through it and defends against other’s negative energy. It also prevents people with psychic abilities from using them with you. Shields help empaths keep others' emotions separate from their own. They can protect us from outer negative energy and influences, and can be programmed to allow only positive energy. Shields can also be built around objects for protection, places for security and privacy, other people so as to protect them, etc. Creation Begin by clearly thinking through your purpose for the shield. Why do you want a shield? What exactly do you want it to do? Will it keep out all energy, or just bad energy? Will it be temporary, or will it be permanent? Will it only be defensive, or will it attack in response to negative energy? Once you have a clear intent, begin drawing energy and swirling it around you. Picture the energy as anything you wish. Common visualizations are

Beer Vs. Vagina
Beer VS Vagina 1.Beer is always wet. Vagina needs a little work. One point to BEER 2.Warm beer tastes awful. One point to VAGINA 3.A really cold beer is satisfying. One point to BEER 4.If after taking a swig of your favourite beer you find a hair between your teeth, you may vomit. One point to VAGINA 5. If you get home reeking of beer your wife may get mad, make a scene, kick you out, etc. If you get home reeking of vagina your wife may get mad, kick you out, even leave you. There's definitely a point to be had here, depending on your point of view and personal circumstances. I'll just call it a DRAW for the time being. 6. Ten beers in one night and you can't drive home. Ten vaginas in one night and you don't want to drive anywhere. One point to VAGINA 7. If you have a lot of beer in a public place, your reputation may suffer. If you eat any vagina in public, you become a legend. One point to VAGINA 8. If a cop stops you and you smell of beer you may get

Creating Psiballs
Psiballs are balls of psychic energy. They can be any size, density, shape, texture, etc. They can be used to carry information, investigate an area, heal, warm, or cool an area, or simply to play with and to practice energy control. Shaping Energy Draw energy and direct it outward through your hands. Cup your hands as if you were holding a baseball or a ball of cookie dough, with one hand below it and one above it. Picture the energy flowing from your body, through your arms, and out through your hands. Feel the energy swirling and building up between your hands. Make the energy into a ball between your hands, making it denser as you add energy. It doesn't matter whether your eyes are open or closed - do whichever is comfortable for you. Let yourself feel the energy between your hands. Notice any push or pull between your hands, any difference in heat, changing density of the air, sparks of light, waviness of the background behind the energy ball, or anything else that chang

Drawing Energy
Psychic energy is a strengthening, encouraging energy that exists in nature. You will need psychic energy to use psychic abilities. Energy comes from many sources, including the sun, moon, earth, nature, water, wind, storms, fire, emotions, and movement. People carry energy with them at all times. However, this energy can become drained as you use your abilities. Because of this, having other energy sources to draw from can help you avoid getting too tired. Choose a Source Choose an energy source you enjoy to draw energy from. Feel energy from that source flowing into you. You can picture it as a garden hose pouring energy into you, or as a waterfall all around you. You might picture it as light surrounding and filling you, or a fire warming you. The energy surrounds and fills you, raising your energy to a much stronger level. As you feel the energy flow through you, relax and focus on staying balanced. Don’t hold the energy in; let it flow through. Bottling it up will stop the

Every Time Ppl Close Tha Door On Reality, It Cums N Tha Window.
N tha past many ppl closed tha door on tha reality of there abuse of themselves or others. We gave exaplnations, but our words more often hid tha truth than revealed it. Tha chaos n our lives waz reality cumin n tha window. Many ppl have cum into this life priding themselves on their honesty, but not aware of how dishonest they were wit themselves. Honesty iz a pillar of inner awakenin. There iz no growth without it, & it begins wit ourselves. We do not define tha truth,we accept it, we surrender to it. Tha truth may not feel good; it can even be painful. This iz tha pain of birth-tha rebirth of a real person. And tha promise of this day iz tha reward of havein our integrity & tha peace of self-acceptance.

What I've Learned
I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them. I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back. I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it. I've learned that it's not what you have in your life, but who you have in your life that counts. I've learned that you can get by on charm for about 15 minutes. After that, you'd better know something. I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do, but to the best you can do. I've learned that it's not what happens to people that's important. It's what they do about it. I've learned that no matter how thin you slice it, there are always two sides. I've learned that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I've learned that it's a lot easier to react than it is to think. I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving

The People You Meet
Many people will walk in and out of your life, but only true friends will leave footprints in your heart. To handle yourself, use your head; To handle others, use your heart. Anger is only one letter short of danger. Great minds discuss ideas; Average minds discuss events; Small minds discuss people. God gives every bird its food, But He does not throw it into its nest. He who loses money, loses much; He who loses a friend, loses more; He who loses faith, loses all. Beautiful young people are acts of nature, But beautiful old people are works of art. Learn from the mistakes of others. You can't live long enough to make them all yourself. The tongue weighs practically nothing, But so few people can hold it. Friends, you and me.... you brought another friend... and then there were 3... we started our group... Our circle of friends... and like that circle... there is no beginning or end..

10,000 Years Of Peace
the year is indeterminate, but what is happening is ever so clear to me..2nd pangea had come, the time when the continents drifted together again, opposite side of the planet from origional pangea. the government, had only kept us around until now because the vast distances put between "tribes" brought about the need for money, for commerce, so that they could pay the taxes required to import and export certain goods for monetary purposes, and now, since the re-union of these land masses, 2nd pangea had come, and now china was on the other side of a great salt river, and the poeple no longer needed the government to conduct these actions in our place, we could grab a boat and be in russia in a matter of hours, the government decided that the anarchy would be too much, we were no longer needed for our money, and they decided to kill off any who were not a part of that process....and this is where i come into play, for the first part of three.... i stand on the front of a tank that h

But C.j Why Do You Have An Upside Down Cross Picture?
Ok ive gotten a few messages inquiring about that psychedelic upside down cross picture I have. Here's the deal. I hate religion. Plain and simple. To me the upside down cross represents the opposite of what religion has done for years. Freedom instead of repression, peace of mind instead of guilt ridden philosophy. Men in power have used religion to benefit them whenever possible and honestly I am not down with that at all. If you have to use religion to dominate others because you are such a mindless piece of crap then you really arent worth the flesh you are printed on. At any rate there is my answer like it or leave it I dont care but you asked so I answered

Let There Be Peace In The World
Please i do believe that others should let others live thier lives and quit all this "oh shes a fake ""oh hes a fake shyt" wtf !!!!!! Drama shyt makes me sick as hell, they have nothing better too do with their lives, come on folks you have too agree !!!!!

Controversy With The Thin Line Between Kissing...n Sex!!!
do you always kiss when you have sex... or is it that you always have sex when you kiss??? what do you think??? i think that if its a one time thing, you shouldnt kiss(not that i have one night things...), but if you are intimate with that person, then kissing is a must... its a little controversial, but i need some input n clarification!!! please lemme kno!

Should We Prefer Dogs To Women? :o)
1. The later you are, the more excited your dogs are to see you. 2. Dogs don't notice if you call them by another dog's name. 3. Dogs like it if you leave a lot of things on the floor. 4. A dog's parents never visit. 5. Dogs agree that you have to raise your voice to get your point across. 6. Dogs like to do their snooping outside rather than in your wallet or desk 7. You never have to wait for a dog; they're ready to go 24 hours a day. 8. Dogs find you amusing when you're drunk. 9. Dogs like to go hunting and fishing. 10. A dog will not wake you up at night to ask, "If I died, would you get another dog?" 11. If a dog has babies, you can put an ad in the paper and give them away. 12. A dog will let you put a studded collar on it without calling you a pervert. 13. If a dog smells another dog on you, they don't get mad. They just think it's interesting. 14. Dogs like to ride in the back of a pickup truck. And, last but not least: 15. If a dog leaves, it won't take half of y

Functional
Perhaps the most functional word in the English dictionary!! Body: Well, it's shit .. that's right, shit! Shit may just be the most functional word in the English language. Consider: You can get shit-faced, Be shit-out-of-luck, Or have shit for brains. With a little effort, you can get your shit together, find a place for your shit, or be asked to shit or get off the pot. You can smoke shit, buy shit, sell shit, lose shit, find shit, forget shit, And tell others to eat shit. Some people know their shit, while others can't tell the difference Between shit and shineola. There are lucky shits, dumb shits, and crazy shits. There is bull shit, horse shit, and chicken shit. You can throw shit, sling shit, catch shit, shoot the shit, or duck when the shit hits the fan. You can give a shit or serve shit on a shingle. You can find yourself in deep shit or be happier than a pig in shit. Some days are colder than shit, some days are hotter than shit, And some days

Body Parts--in Which I Expound On The Female Views Of Male Body Parts
Women are not as ‘simply’ attracted to parts as men are. While a man simply sees an ‘ass’ and has a reaction (in fact he usually becomes one in his desire to get one), a woman does not see a part and react with such immediacy. The attraction is not as direct as that. Remember, women take the ‘long way’ to arousal. A woman doesn’t seek perfection. While a man seeks The Perfect Heart-Shaped Ass, women do not have such a physical standard. (Yes, yes, Dona knows a man, an ass man anyway, will respond to virtually any female ass, but there is a ‘holy grail’ of asses he does seek, if only to say he saw it.) This lack of seeking a ‘perfect’ physical trait is why you will find a woman crushing on the oddest parts of men... Women who ‘love’ are often adoring some obscure (ok down-right-strange) part of the man. Frankly, it is also a part that might even be considered a ’flaw.’ Yes, even a flaw she may have one time thought of as ’icky.’ One will comment on the knot on the back of he

The Lepracaun Or Fairy Shoemaker
Little Cowboy, what have you heard, Up on the lonely rath's green mound? Only the plaintive yellow bird Sighing in sultry fields around, Chary, chary, chary, chee-ee! - Only the grasshopper and the bee? - "Tip-tap, rip-rap, Tick-a-tack-too! Scarlet leather, sewn together, This will make a shoe. Left, right, pull it tight; Summer days are warm; Underground in winter, Laughing at the storm!" Lay your ear close to the hill. Do you not catch th etiny clamour, Busy click of an elfin hammer. Voice of the Lepracaun singing shrill As he merrily plies his trade? He's a span And a quarter in height, Get him in sight, hold him tight, And you're a made Man! You watch your cattle the summerday, Sup on potatoes, sleep in the hay; how would you like to roll in your carriage, Look for a duchess's daughter in marriage? Seize the shoemaker - then you may! "Big boots a -hunting, Sandals in the hall, White for a wedding feast, Pink for a ba

A Cry
Oh, there are eyes that he can see, And hands to make his hands rejoice, But to my lover I must be Only a voice. Oh, there are breasts to bear his head, And lips whereon his lips can lie, But I must be till I am dead Only a cry.

Look Who Is Holding A Contest
I'M LOOKING TO RUN MY FIRST CONTEST....BEST MORPH! THIS CAN BE SOMETHING YOU MADE OR SOMETHING SOMEONE HAS MADE FOR YOU – BE CREATIVE!! IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO ENTER THE CONTEST PLEASE LET ME KNOW. IT WILL BE BASED ON RATINGS AND UNLIMITED COMMENTS. SO NO NEED TO RATE A PIC LOW BECAUSE IT WILL GO IN THEIR FAVOR. REPOST THIS FOR ME - I AM LOOKING TO GET 25 CONTESTANTS Heather-fuking-tastic@ CherryTAP (repost of original by 'Heather-fuking-tastic' on '2006-11-29 07:45:53') (repost of original by 'Rock Star King' on '2006-11-29 07:53:38') (repost of original by 'pussycat married and read my profile carefully please before you send me a friends request' on '2006-11-29 08:25:44')

Hey
WELL ALL DUNNO IF ITS JUST ME OR IF THIS WILL WORK....PLEASE GO TO MY FIFTH BLOG ENTRY I POSTED CLICK ON PIC AND SHOW ME SOME LOVE.....ALSO IF ANYONE DOES THIS PLEASE LET ME KNOW IF SAYS ERROR THIS PHOTO IS PRIVATE......CAUSE IMA B PISSED IF IT IS, MY WIFEY TRIED GOING TO SHOW ME LOVE THERE BUT CLDN'T GET IN AND I THINKIN THIS IS WHY I IS LOSIN NOW ***POUTS***......HERE IS THE NAME OF THE BLOG I AM ASKIN U TO GO TO....."1 to 10.....wow what ya think??"

How Do You Decide Who To Marry? (written By Kids)
(1) You got to find somebody who likes the same stuff. Like, if you like sports, she should like it that you like sports, and she should keep the chips and dip coming. - Alan, age 10 (2) No person really decides before they grow up who they're going to marry. God decides it all way before, and you get to find out later who you're stuck wi th. - Kristen, age 10 WHAT IS THE RIGHT AGE TO GET MARRIED? (1) Twenty-three is the best age because you know the person FOREVER by then. - Camille, age 10 (2) No age is good to get married at. You got to be a fool to get married. - Freddie, age 6 (very wise for his age) HOW CAN A STRANGER TELL IF TWO PEOPLE ARE MARRIED? (1) You might have to guess, based on whether they seem to be yelling at the same kids. - Derrick, age 8 WHAT DO YOU THINK YOUR MOM AND DAD HAVE IN COMMON? (1) Both don't want any more kids. - Lori, age 8 WHAT DO MOST PEOPLE DO ON A DATE? (1) Dates are for having fun, and

Are You A Good Kisser?
Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect Your kissing technique is amazing - and you know it. You have the confidence to make the first move. And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best. Sometimes you're passionate, sometimes you're a tease. And you're always amazing! Are You a Good Kisser?

Best Cookie Receipe Ever!
Best Christmas Cookie Recipe 1 cup of water 1 tsp baking soda 1 cup of sugar 1 tsp salt 1 cup of brown sugar Lemon juice 4 large eggs 1 cup nuts 2 cups of dried fruit 1 bottle Jose Cuervo Tequila Sample the Cuervo to check quality. Take a large bowl, check the Cuervo again to be sure it is of the highest quality, pour one level cup and drink. Turn on the electric mixer. Beat one cup of butter in a large fluffy bowl. Add one teaspoon of sugar. Beat again. At this point it's best to make sure the Cuervo is still OK, try another cup just in case. Turn off the mixerer thingy. Break 2 leggs and add to the bowl and chuck in the cup of dried fruit, Pick the frigging fruit off floor. Mix on the turner. If the fried druit gets stuck in the beaterers just pry it loose with a drewscriver. Sample the Cuervo to check for tonsisticity. Next, sift two cups of salt, or something. Check the Jose Cuervo. Now shift the lemon juice and strain your nuts. Add one table. Add a spoon

"i'm Not Gay!"
Why does everyone assume i'm gay because i dress well, and I'm thin? That has to be some form of discrimination, right? My ex of 7 odd years, asked me that. Uh(????), we have a son. That's a pretty thick beard, huh? I guess cuz of the way i dress and act. I 'm not fem, neither is my voice. Am i losing it? I'm Catholic and a Pseudo Republican. That should be some sort of clue as to which way i swing. I've never touched a man in any sort of sexual way. Trust me. And if u'd like, ask any girl I've been with if I do them like i'm gay. But please, please. Anyone who has met me, let me know ur impression. I would really like to know what u think. Leave a comment on my blog though, not in my message or comment box. And if anyone want's to know, I'm super thanks for asking........Don't hate me cuz I look fabulous. What can i say? P.S. would it change ur opinion if i shaved my arms, and had a clear pollish manicure?:)D

My Picture Ratings
Over night the ratings on my pictures changed to private/NSFW. I don't know if it was a bug in the system or if the ratings Nazis were at it again. I expect more of the latter than the former. The ironic thing is I don't have any pictures requiring such a rating. Anyway, I spent 20 minutes and changed everything back to the way it should be, so go look at my pictures and ate them!

Defective Hat
While walking from the office to the bus depot in the deep freeze yesterday, I realized that the ear flaps on my furry hat wasn't working as they should. The wind managed to penetrate and chill the sides of my face and my ears. I checked my cold ears when I made it inside the depot, but they were thankfully OK. Out of curiosity when I got home, I checked the brand name. My parents got it for me for Christmas last year. It was Penman's, a Wal~Mart clothing brand. That explains that!

Car-1 Me-0
I got it by a car yesterday...yeah--i guess that's what i get for walking across the parking lot. I was at school, walking from my car to the building when some girl came around the corner doing about 15mph and hit me. I rolled up on the hood and then fell about 10ft from the car. I was taken to the hospital and x-rayed. No broken bones, just bruised. I'm a little sore, but I'm ok.

This Is Such Bull Shit
you know i don't understand why they deleted my pics that were marked as adult and then they marked them as nsfw now the ones they left say private and i can't get in my own file.this is so stupid, people at work have no business getting on line they are getting paid to work,this site is getting really petty,wouldn't be surprised if it folds with all the shit cause people who are suppose to be doing what they get paid to do are getting on line.and the pics they deleted were comic strips

Wonderful Friends
Wonderful Friends Wonderful friends are a mixture of many things They may be loving angels without the wings With smiles that glisten as fresh morning dew Painting our world with a wonderful view. Sharing many secrets as friends will do We've suffered, survived and, yes, made it through Difficult times together when most had no clue And wonderful friends always stand close to you. Love among friends may sound strange Just a nice warm feeling we cannot explain Wonderful friends will never cause us pain And in our hearts they will always remain. I thank God for the gift of wonderful friends On whom I can trust and depend They are a moonbeam and bright shining star Wonderful friends will accept us as we are.

Water
Crystal waters.. reflect only truth Mirrors lie and tear away youth Photographs forget memories pass the makeup you've caked on water will surpass Clean the ridges tighten the blows remember the reasons Forget the blows Justification has no feeling when the water's ice cold

Poetic Intercourse
I had sex with poetry last night in a dim lit setting fit for admiring the muscle's that faded off the candle light perfect in every way was his undress and beautiful was his bare nakedness tender was his love as he express to me his poetic intercourse kisses faded into your lips as mine disappeared hands rushing on bare skin pulling at our most sensitive spots our hearts beating as one our bodies creating this sexual ball as if the juice's we form became one with self on the road to his poetic intercourse I'm thirsty for you and all you want to share with me our tongues and fingers intertwine legs in a bind our souls reaching out to each other on our journey to his poetic intercourse dreams was made that night a new me and you was created that night as we shared ourselves with each other we created a beautiful poem with our love we wrote into this sweet enduring sexual scribe with his poetic intercourse we shaped our hearts around

Poetry Adonis
He was a poetry god I'd adore late at night he played songs from his guitar burning jasmine scented candles through his door and they lingered on his fingers caressed his guitar felt like the strings of my body he was strumming with his smooth words we made mental love from afar as he spoke his words they were words of wisdom joy and pain all the love he made like he took the words from every fantasy I'd dreamt every prayer I'd prayed every love I've grown speaking on and on like he took the words from my heart and to that poetry adonis across the hall late at night I would answer to his calling for affection the lyrics from one of his poems played my body like a invisible sex god now our bodies and soul are interwine on the wings of passion we soared and then by the flickered light from that jasmine scented candle he would speak to me through poetic words verbs that seem to vibe with my mind,heart, and soul love is often unkind w

Dedication -queensryche: Another Rainy Night
Dedication -Queensryche: Another Rainy Night (currently autoplaying on my profile) I'm dedicating this one to anyone that has spent any time waiting alone for someone else, or anyone who misses someone. Or anyone who just likes to rock. Good tune....good band...check it out.

Women Be Haten
ok so have u ever thought why women dont like other women? well i sit here and i think about it sometimes...usually when i get some shit from some jealous bitch...and i think i know why. im a big girl..im pretty..i speak my mind..i aint afraid of telling a man i think he fine...i have 5 kids and i still get the attention from a man...makes those skinny or ugly bitches mad..they got nothing going for them. you all see that i change my name alot on here. well i think the one i have right now is gonna stay awhile...seems to make them women even more jealous of me...good! i like that. they wish they were me and wish they could get the attention of those hot sexy men that they cant. ok so i seem a lil conceited right? its ok...im not im convinced! i look good on my bad days...sweats, no bra, hair up in a pony tail and no makeup...natural beauty is far better than anything cover girl can do for ya! hate me or love me...as far as women go id rather u hate me...i keep you all at a distanc

Slow Dance
Have you ever watched kids On a merry-go-round? Or listened to the rain Slapping on the ground? Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight? Or gazed at the sun into the fading night? You better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. Do you run through each day On the fly? When you ask How are you? Do you hear the reply? When the day is done Do you lie in your bed With the next hundred chores Running through your head? You'd better slow down Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. Ever told your child, We'll do it tomorrow? And in your haste, Not see his sorrow? Ever lost touch, Let a good friendship die Cause you never had time To call and say hi You'd better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. When you run so fast to get somewhere You miss half the fun of getting there. When you worry and hurry through your day, It

The Marriage Of Heaven And Hell
The Argument. Rintrah roars & shakes his fires in the burdend air; Hungry clouds swag on the deep Once meek, and in a perilous path, The just man kept his course along The vale of death. Roses are planted where thorns grow. And on the barren heath Sing the honey bees. Then the perilous path was planted: And a river, and a spring On every cliff and tomb; And on the bleached bones Red clay brought forth. Till the villain left the paths of ease, To walk in perilous paths, and drive The just man into barren climes. Now the sneaking serpent walks In mild humility. And the just man rages in the wilds Where lions roam. Rintrah roars & shakes his fires in the burdend air; Hungry clouds swag on the deep. ____________________________________________ PLATE 3 As a new heaven is begun, and it is now thirty-three years since its advent: the Eternal Hell revives. And lo! Swedenborg is the Angel sitting at the tomb; his writings a

"i Am Not Yours"
I am not yours, not lost in you, Not lost, although I long to be Lost as a candle lit at noon, Lost as a snowflake in the sea. You love me, and I find you still A spirit beautiful and bright, Yet I am I, who long to be Lost as a light is lost in light. Oh plunge me deep in love -- put out My senses, leave me deaf and blind, Swept by the tempest of your love, A taper in a rushing wind.

Yes, No, Maybe?
Would you, will you? Answer this and send it back to me in my inbox. You can add more to these if you want. Post it on your bulletin without the answers. You might be surprised with the results! y = Yes, n = No, m=Maybe Would you? Will you? [_] kiss me? [_] let me kiss you? [_] watch a porn movie with me? [_] take me out to dinner? [_] let me drive you somewhere? [_] take a shower with me? [_] buy me a drink? [_] take me home for the night? [_] let me sleep in your bed? [_] Sing car karaoke w/ me? [_] re-post this for me to answer your questions? [_] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere? [_] Lock me in your room and take advantage of me? [_] let me make you breakfast? [_] help me with homework? [_] tickle me? [_] let me tickle you? [_] stick up for me if i was being put down? [_] get wasted with me? [_] instant message me? [_] greet me in public? [_] hang out with me? [_] bring me around your friends? [_] m

Youngblood... One Woman's Opinion
For the record...Youngblood = 25-40 Mature men = 40 and over. What can you say about younger men? I don't know about you, but I say Gimmie, gimmie, gimmie! Hmmm. maybe I went a little overboard rhere, let me reword that. What I mean is GIMMIE GIMMIE< GIMMIE!! Sorry, can't help myself. There's just something about them. Actually there are many things about them. They have an exuberance for life, they are fun, funloving, enthusiastic, impulsive, energetic, (God help me), adventurous, and for the most part, they want to please. Now this isn't to say the mature man is ho-hum. They have their good qualities. There is a certain security with them, they have an appreciation for life, and the finer things, because they have earned them. But you see, when you get roses from a mature man, it says he appreciates you. When you get roses from a younger man Oh Lordy, it means he wants to do it again and again and again. It says he wants to spend time with you, and on some level he

Democratic National Convention Schedule
lol...this was too funny not to post! ----- Democratic National Convention Schedule 7:00 P.M. Opening flag burning. 7:15 P.M. Pledge of Allegiance to the United Nations. 7:30 PM. Ted Kennedy proposes a toast. 7:30 till 8:00 P.M. Nonreligious prayer and worship: Jessie Jackson and Al Sharpton. 8:00 P.M. Ted Kennedy proposes a toast. 8:05 P.M Ceremonial tree hugging. 8:15 - 8:30 P.M. Gay Wedding: Barney Frank, presiding. 8:30 P.M. Ted Kennedy proposes a toast. 8:35 P.M. Free Saddam Rally: Cindy Sheehan, Susan Sarandon. 9:00 P.M. Keynote speech: "The Proper Etiquette for Surrender" French President Jacques Chirac. 9:15 P.M. Ted Kennedy proposes a toast. 9:20 P.M. Collection to benefit Osama Bin Laden Kidney Transplant Fund. 9:30 P.M. Unveiling of plan to free freedom fighters from Guantanamo Bay: Sean Penn. 9:40 P.M. Why I hate the Military: A short talk by William Jefferson Clinton. 9:45 P.M. Ted Kennedy proposes a toast.

Dead Beat Dads!
ok so i have a dead beat baby daddy....i went and took his dumb ass for child support about 2 weeks ago and he threw a fit..or should i say his girlfriend threw a fit. anyways while we were there, i asked the lady how i went about having him sign his rights over since he hasnt gotten his kids since like june...and he threw back at me..."where do i go for a paternity test?" ok now if u saw the pics in my folder that says my family and i there is a pic of him with both of my daughters..and i dont cheat and i KNOW those kids are his. so that pissed me off royaly. he didnt say a damn word to me the whole time we were there. which is fine with me..i hate his damn guts...the lady asked him if he had any other child support cases against him and he said yes 1 and he paid 60.00 every two weeks for her...what a cheap ass...so i know he thought that he wouldnt have to pay hardly anything for my two..since she came first and is the main case for him. he works as a cook at a local restuarant and

Incredibly Sexy!
Guys (and gals) you have got to check out my incredibly sexy friend here on C.T. This girl is at once both the coolest and hottest thing on this site!!! :D Make her your friend too: http://cherrytap.com/wildfirelove

Help
my bestfrends grandbaby just got rushed to the hosptal cause he stoped breathing while he was asleep they are not sure what is going on yet he is none responsive to any stemalation they are talking about sending him to litte rock to the best childrens hosp in the state. but we need a melacal and the really sad thing is he is only 2 weeks old. i want all my friends and family to be praying for him we need a majer merical. so if anyone can help we would really ty from our hearts!!!!!!!!!

Software Problems
Read the following, both the letter and its reply. it\'s so funny!!!!!!! ---------------------------------------------------------------------------- Dear Tech Support: Last year I upgraded from Girlfriend 7.0 to Wife 1.0 . I soon noticed that the new program began unexpected child processing that took up a lot of space and valuable resources. In addition, Wife 1.0 installed itself into all other programs and now monitors all other system activity. Applications such as Poker Night 10.3 , Football 5.0 , Hunting and Fishing 7.5 , Lad\'s Night Out 4.2 and Day At The Races 1.1 run more infrequently than before, if at all. I can\'t seem to keep Wife 1.0 in the background while attempting to run any of these, my favorite applications. In addition certain other programs have manifested from nowhere including Housekeeping Allowance 9.2, Washing Up 1.0, Vacuum the Floor 3.1 and Cosy Night In 6.2 I\'m thinking about going back to Girlfriend 7.0 , but the uninstall doesn\'

Yay!
ok, so some of you may know this already, but for those who I haven't told yet: my friend that's going to pierce my tongue is nearly ready, so he wants to do it about a week from now. I can't wait! I'm totally psyched haha. :D I'm gonna take a ton of pics and post them in my gallery at some point, so keep a lookout. Have a good day everyone. XXX

For All Teens Out There And Not Only For Them
Great software for CREATING YOUR OWN RINGTONES! Really nice and simple, make your favorite ringtone from the music files u have on your computer. Just let me know if u liked it! Here's the link: FREE TRIAL DJ ToneXpress now!

Models
UK Women prefer thin models - researchSep 20 2006 Women prefer thin models to those with fuller figures, new research claims. Researchers found that two thirds of women reacted favourably to print advertisements featuring thinner female models. The University of Bath study said those who preferred thinner models thought they were "more elegant, interesting, likeable and pleasant". Less than a third of the 470 female undergraduates questioned reacted favourably to adverts featuring larger models. Professor Brett Martin, from the university's marketing group in the School of Management, said: "This study shows us why using thin models is a successful strategy used by advertising companies." The study claimed that because the women preferred the slimmer models, they were more likely to approve of the products in the test adverts - up-market salads and gourmet hamburgers. The women who preferred the thin models tended to believe weight can be controlled through

Ok For All U Assholes
no im not going to be some easy slut and unlock my private folders... stop fucking asking me all u want is a peice of ass and ur not gettin mine so id drop it and leave it alone or ur going to get deleated this is me being nice right now i usually dont even give a warning...

Anatomy Of An Influence
To you it's like It is not even there You're bouncing around Still pretending Not to care When you gonna stop How does this story End? The clearly fake is Real enough With the fears, egos and attitudes Careful now baby That misery Will Rub off on you I've been there After the door gets Slammed Go pretend you can fix Another Imperfect man You hide you Inside yourself And act like Somebody else I hope this ride Gets old Before your heart Is too cold And your soul Is left on the shelf

One Small Question
1 question. 1 chance. 1 answer. 100%honest. That's all you get. You get to ask me 1 question. (TO MY INBOX) ANY 1 question Conditions: I won't tell ANYONE what you asked me and I'll answer it honestly. The catch is, you have to repost this and see what people ask you!

Middle Finger Picture
I am looking for a picture of a middle finger. You know a gesture of the bird. I know I have seen pictures on here before like that. So to save myself time in trying to hunt them down I thought I would just put this out there. If you have one let me know. Thank you in advance for your help.

Grrr.....some People......
Ya know, I have to wonder sometimes how some people have the job that they have. One of my co-workers called me up to ask me a question. I work in an IT Department, and I am the Network Admin. I deal with the servers and whatnot. The guy that called me gives support to the users at their computer on their desk. He calls me up to ask my why something is running offline. Well, if he would have done a couple of troubleshooting steps real quick he would have seen that all it is is a checkmark that the user accidentally checked on their machine. Nothing I have ANY control over!! A quick 5 seconds of work on his part would have saved a phone call. Click File - Uncheck "Work Offline" - Done! IT WASN'T EVEN HIDDEN!! Ok...I'm getting off my high horse now.

Mornings...
I'm not sure why....but today more than the past couple of days I really don't want to be here at work. I'd rather be curled up on the couch with a couple of cats, a fuzzy blanket, a cup of hot chocolate and possible some anime or Charmed. Oh well. At least I can torture people with my choice of music today. *cheers* And, as always, the last hour and a half of the day will be some really good electronica/dance.

1 Time Chance
1 question. 1 chance. 1 answer. 100%honest. That's all you get. You get to ask me 1 question. (TO MY INBOX) ANY 1 question Conditions: I won't tell ANYONE what you asked me and I'll answer it honestly. The catch is, you have to repost this and see what people ask you!

Dont Let A Few Bad Apples.....
I just read a bulletin that I didnt know whether to be sickened by it, ashamed of it, or just plain angry.. maybe all.. but in the last 2 days, I have run into a few supposed "men" in the military that would disgrace us all as human beings.... The first one: Bulletin posted: http://cherrytap.com/bulletins.php?b=2860130160 Members page: http://www.cherrytap.com/user/.php?u=381590&friend=381590 The Second one: personally is not even worth putting his name or page here.. Now, IF I had met these two "gentlemen" (and I use the term loosely) before I had the honor of meeting several other military MEN.. I might have misjudged them all.. Now just to clear up a few points.. to support our military, you dont have to be cute.. sexy.. thin.. big chested.. models.. MOST of the military men and women appreciate our support no matter what we look like, do for a living.. its just a shame that a few disgrace what they stand for by insults, hate, racism, and degredation of other

Getting Even
One December day a friend found an old straggly cat at our door. She was a sorry sight. Starving, dirty, smelled terrible, skinny and hair all matted down. They felt sorry for her, put her in a carrier and took her to the vet. They didn't know what to call her, so just named her "Pussycat." The vet decided to keep her for a day or so. He said he would let them know when they could come and get her. The husband (the complainer) said, "OK, but don't forget to wash her, she stinks." He reminded the vet that it was his WIFE (my friend Sally) that wanted the dirty cat, not him. The husband and the Vet don't see eye to eye. The vet calls the husband 'El-Cheap-O', and the husband calls the vet 'El-Charge-O'. They love to hate each other and constantly 'snipe' at one another, with the husband getting in the last word on this particular occasion. The next day the husband had an appointment with his doctor, who is located in the same building, next door to the vet. The MD's wa

Sweetest Cherry Fren Contest Is Now Open!!! :)
TIME TO START SHOWIN UR CHERRY LUVIN APPRECIATION FOR THOSE FRENS NOMINATED!!! PRIZES WILL BE GIVEN FOR THE SWEETEST FREN WIF THE MOST COMMENTS AND THE SWEETEST FREN WIF THE MOST NUMBER OF RATINGS!!! To start voting...pls click on the pic below: or go to : http://cherrytap.com/images.php?u=114930&albumid=129251 ♥

Kinda Bored..
1 question. 1 chance. 1 answer. 100%honest. That's all you get. You get to ask me 1 question. (TO MY INBOX) ANY 1 question Conditions: I won't tell ANYONE what you asked me and I'll answer it honestly. The catch is, you have to repost this and see what people ask you!

First Christmas Joke..
> > > > > > > Three men died on Christmas Eve and were met by > Saint Peter at the pearly gates > "In honor of this holy season," Saint Peter said, > "you must each possess something > that symbolizes Christmas to get into heaven." > > The first man fumbled through his pockets and > pulled out a lighter. He flicked it on. > > "It represents a candle" he said. > > "You may pass through the pearly gates," Saint > Peter said. > > The second man reached into his pocket and pulled > out a set of keys. > He shook them and said, "They're bells." > > Saint Peter said "You may pass through the pearly > gates" > > The third man started searching desperately > through his pockets and finally > pulled out a pair of women's panties. > > St. Peter looked at the man with a raised eyebrow > and asked, > "And just what do those symbolize?" > > The man replied, "These are Carols." > > And So The Holiday Season Begins...

Fixing Your Private Folders
FYI:::::: In case you are having problems getting into someone's folders, or are receiving complaints suddenly that folks aren't able to get into your private folders all of the sudden...... Chrissy, aka ctexastornado@ CherryTAP has got the solution about suddenly everyone being locked out of the private folders... See her bulletin -- How to Fix Private Folders Thank you, Chrissy! Kat

My Poem
This is a poem of mine that i did back in January of 2004. I hope you like it feel free to leave comments. Also i have new pics up if you want to go ahead and view and comment those. No More Tears Looking into the sky I cannot think of all the reasons why You left me here to do whatever But it doesn't matter, you thought you were clever You told me it was over and said goodbye But without you its not like I'm going to die I'll just find someone new Someone that turns my skies back to blue And to let you know I think I've found the one He makes me smile big enough to look like the shining sun He says to me "where have you been all my life?" To tell you the truth i cannot wait to be his wife He is so awesome and yet wonderful to me He's just the one and that I see Someday I'll be with him forever And to love you again I will....never You hurt me and I hope you know To you, the best side of me I always seemed to show You lied to me and told me things that were not

Need A Calculator
Take the 1st 3 digits of your phone number and multiply by 80 then add 1 then multiply by 250 now add the last 4 digits to your phone number to this then subtract 250 now divide by 2 see if your answer is your phone number! Neat trick!

Concluding Today
to people who may stumble upon this blog and may have questions feel free to email me at newageantihero@aol.com or leave me a message here and ill answer it when i have some free time please keep in mind that some answers may be repeted

Appending
Im adding more to my first post, more about synthetik. Inside my head I have created an alternate reality unlike the one seen by non adept people atuned to the ways of synthetik. to attain the trance like state that brings you to a mystical world beyond our own you first need to ask yourself some questions. 1.) What burden must one carry to belong in society? 2.)What weight does it take to judge the worth of others? 3.) Is there something beyond what I see or is it just the same thing everyday? 4.) Can I handle the truth once I look inside myself to find the answers? 5.) What lies ahead are many paths but the old saying does not apply its about finding yourself along the way can you do it? Once you ask these questions and look inside you will be one within yourself a world you create that feeds on your emotions and thrives on your triumphs and struggles to find your own purpose. you will learn what you are capable of and what fears must be conquored in order to proceed. I wil

Life Is Too Hard
( this is a old poem of mine) Life has become to hard I feel worthless, Unappricated I have no meaning why am i even here? I am alone, depressed, suicidal I am in my darkest hour I want to take a knife and hold it to my throat slide it deep and slow across my tender throat I feel the blood slide down my neck, my chest I fall to the ground I lay still I feel the sensation of peace blackness surrounds me sounds become distant my rapid breathing begins to slow my heart is almost non exsistant my soul rasies from my body I feel light, happy , complete death has dawn death is my savour I am now at peace

So The Move!!
everyone has been wondering about my move...well the delay was great ...hahaha... fucking Chicago airport is NUTZ even for this city boy!! but i am here and luvin it...spent thanksgiving at Vince and his wife's house!! (RHINO & Twztin) gotta show them MAD LUV!!! so that is all for now, will return for the ending of this crazy white boy story tale ps I LOVE CHRISTINA....i am so happy for finding her and the love we both share for each other!!!

Prayer4
WHEN WE DON'T KNOW WHAT TO PRAY Ro 8:26 In the same way, the Spirit helps us in our weakness. We do not know what we ought to pray for, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us with groans that words cannot express. 1Co 14:2 For anyone who speaks in a tongue does not speak to men but to God. Indeed, no one understands him; he utters mysteries with his spirit. 1Co 14:4-5a He who speaks in a tongue edifies himself, but he who prophesies edifies the church. I would like every one of you to speak in tongues 1Co 14:14 For if I pray in a tongue, my spirit prays, but my mind is unfruitful. 1Co 14:15 So what shall I do? I will pray with my spirit, but I will also pray with my mind; I will sing with my spirit, but I will also sing with my mind. 1Co 14:16-17 If you are praising God with your spirit, how can one who finds himself among those who do not understand say "Amen" to your thanksgiving, since he does not know what you are saying? You may be giving thanks well enough,

Prayer3
WHEN WE DON'T KNOW WHAT TO PRAY Ro 8:26 In the same way, the Spirit helps us in our weakness. We do not know what we ought to pray for, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us with groans that words cannot express. 1Co 14:2 For anyone who speaks in a tongue does not speak to men but to God. Indeed, no one understands him; he utters mysteries with his spirit. 1Co 14:4-5a He who speaks in a tongue edifies himself, but he who prophesies edifies the church. I would like every one of you to speak in tongues 1Co 14:14 For if I pray in a tongue, my spirit prays, but my mind is unfruitful. 1Co 14:15 So what shall I do? I will pray with my spirit, but I will also pray with my mind; I will sing with my spirit, but I will also sing with my mind. 1Co 14:16-17 If you are praising God with your spirit, how can one who finds himself among those who do not understand say "Amen" to your thanksgiving, since he does not know what you are saying? You may be giving thanks well enough,

In Responce To A Friend 2
Here is where your pain has started, from deception of trust. Could it of started out as love, Or for him was it just lust. We receive many lessons from life, These are a things we are told. It builds character to undergo such pain, Well Bullshit!! Its getting old!! Love Tony

It's On Like Donkey Kong!
Today I’ve decided that I’m going to go off on a few things. I don’t mean that clown we have for a president or Iraq or any other relevant issue in today’s world. No, instead I’m going to skewer Moby Dick, Pam And Kid Rock, Elizabeth Taylor and a few others. As always feel free to tell me what an ass I am at the end lol. 1. Moby Dick: Now for those of you who don’t know what Moby Dick is (my guess is there are very few who do) It is the story of a man who sets out to avenge a leg he lost to a WHITE SPERM whale named Moby DICK. Am I the only one that finds it hilarious that they can use the words Sperm and Dick in the same sentence and with a straight face tell us that there is absolutely no sexual innuendo at all? Seriously, the last book I saw that had those two words in the same sentence also had another problem…the pages were stuck together. Either Herman Melville had a freudian thing for whales or he was trying to play the biggest practical joke in the history of practical jokes

Prayer3
WHAT SHOULD WE PRAY? Mt 5:44-45 But I tell you: Love your enemies and pray for those who persecute you, that you may be sons of your Father in heaven. He causes his sun to rise on the evil and the good, and sends rain on the righteous and the unrighteous. Mt 6:9 "This, then, is how you should pray: " 'Our Father in heaven, hallowed be your name, Mt 6:10 your kingdom come, your will be done on earth as it is in heaven. Mt 6:11 Give us today our daily bread. Mt 6:12 Forgive us our debts, as we also have forgiven our debtors. Mt 6:13 And lead us not into temptation,but deliver us from the evil one.' Mt 21:22 If you believe, you will receive whatever you ask for in prayer." Mt 24:20 Pray that your flight will not take place in winter or on the Sabbath. Mt 26:39 Going a little farther, he fell with his face to the ground and prayed, "My Father, if it is possible, may this cup be taken from me. Yet not as I will, but as you will." Mt 26:42 He went away a se

Prayer2
BY OURSELVES Mt 14:23 After he had dismissed them, he went up on a mountainside by himself to pray. When evening came, he was there alone, Mt 26:36 Then Jesus went with his disciples to a place called Gethsemane, and he said to them, "Sit here while I go over there and pray." Mt 26:42 He went away a second time and prayed, "My Father, if it is not possible for this cup to be taken away unless I drink it, may your will be done." Mt 26:44 So he left them and went away once more and prayed the third time, saying the same thing. Mk 1:35 Very early in the morning, while it was still dark, Jesus got up, left the house and went off to a solitary place, where he prayed. Mk 6:46 After leaving them, he went up on a mountainside to pray. Mk 14:32 They went to a place called Gethsemane, and Jesus said to his disciples, "Sit here while I pray." Mk 14:39 Once more he went away and prayed the same thing. Lk 5:16 But Jesus often withdrew to lonely places and prayed.

The Rule............nsfw
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Prayer1
HOW SHOULD WE PRAY? IN THE SPIRIT Ro 8:26 In the same way, the Spirit helps us in our weakness. We do not know what we ought to pray for, but the Spirit himself intercedes for us with groans that words cannot express. Eph 6:18 And pray in the Spirit on all occasions with all kinds of prayers and requests. With this in mind, be alert and always keep on praying for all the saints. Phil 1:4 In all my prayers for all of you, I always pray with joy Jude 1:20 But you, dear friends, build yourselves up in your most holy faith and pray in the Holy Spirit. WITH OUR MIND AND WITH OUR SPIRIT 1Co 14:14 For if I pray in a tongue, my spirit prays, but my mind is unfruitful. 1Co 14:15 So what shall I do? I will pray with my spirit, but I will also pray with my mind; I will sing with my spirit, but I will also sing with my mind. Eph 6:18 And pray in the Spirit on all occasions with all kinds of prayers and requests. With this in mind, be alert and always keep on pra

Thinking
Thinking Thinking ahead Am I going to die tomorrow? Am I going to lose you? To lose them? Thinking back All my regrets It wasn't my fault Was it? Could I have changed it? Helped that Or even stopped it... Thinking now I don't want To make the same Mistakes again But yes, Start over Erase my past But if I do, I would be no-one, Nothing I am no-one I am nothing Thinking... I just want My life Back

Prayer
A STUDY OF PRAYER Picture by Harry Anderson http://www.erasmagazine.com/jesus/galeria.shtml TO WHOM SHOULD WE PRAY? THE FATHER Mt 6:9 "This, then, is how you should pray: " 'Our Father in heaven, hallowed be your name, Mt 26:39 Going a little farther, he fell with his face to the ground and prayed, "My Father, if it is possible, may this cup be taken from me. Yet not as I will, but as you will." Mt 26:42 He went away a second time and prayed, "My Father, if it is not possible for this cup to be taken away unless I drink it, may your will be done." Mk 14:36 "Abba, Father," he said, "everything is possible for you. Take this cup from me. Yet not what I will, but what you will." Jn 17:1 After Jesus said this, he looked toward heaven and prayed: "Father, the time has come. Glorify your Son, that your Son may glorify you. Jn 17:24 "Father, I want those you have given me to be with me where I am, and to see my glory, the glory you have given me becaus

Very Touching--was On Bulletion But Had To Keep It
[From Sports Illustrated, By Rick Reilly]I try to be a good father. Give my kids mulligans. Work nights to pay For their text messaging. Take them to swimsuit shoots.But compared with Dick Hoyt, I suck.Eighty-five times he's pushed his disabled son, Rick, 26.2 miles in Marathons. Eight times he's not only pushed him 26.2 miles in a Wheelchair but also towed him 2.4 miles in a dinghy while swimming and Pedaled him 112 miles in a seat on the handlebars--all in the same day.Dick's also pulled him cross-country skiing, taken him on his back Mountain climbing and once hauled him across the U.S. On a bike. Makes Taking your son bowling look a little lame, right?And what has Rick done for his father? Not much--except save his life.This love story began in Winchester , Mass. , 43 years ago, when Rick Was strangled by the umbilical cord during birth, leaving him Brain-damaged and unable to control his limbs."He'll be a vegetable the rest of his life;'' Dick says doctors told him And his wife, J

Craig & Jason
I love those kids. I mean I really love those kids. LOL I think I have more fun with them than the 3 days I spent with Jordan. My favorite thing has to be Craig's smile and his phase of: Scared Little Boy Monster "I'm a fucking Man" stages he goes thru in like 2.5 seconds. Jason is just my

I. Am. Soo0oo0. Bad
I've been soo good..for so long. No splurging..or selfindulgence..ok cept for weed and few Burt's Bees Goodies.. I can't help it! They're just my FAV!! I've even went with the total piece of shit crap phone for a year! I cashed the check finally..and just went nuts! LMAO We went to the new indian place ( 5 spices, it's *so* divine) I love that it is Nov. and we can still lunch out on the patio and the weather is beautiful. I got a new phone, el wootiness, a cam on it & all (no moto-mixer though damnit) Then we went to garners..and the madness began! $150! ONE HUNDRED FIFTY DOLLARS on essential oils (patchouli, myrhh and ginger OH MY) another burts bees facial kit, vitamins, rose water, lavender and patchouli soap and all sorts of great ingredients! LOL I prob won't make a dime back on any it, I'll likely use all this pampering myself and making gifts. But hell! I DESERVE IT!! More slumlord drama, I finally talked to the "new owner". The property "manager" bitc

What Happened??
What happened while I was gone?? sheeeet (careful choice of words there), Before I left to go hunting,,I could SEE my friends//family,,,as they chose for me to see them,, Not as some gestapo chose for them???? So whats up??? I obviously missed alot in the couple weeks I was gone,,,Guess I will have to go huntin again,,,for a site that is less Uptight?,, Have to find someplace else to meet,,and BS (hope I can say that?)

Valley Of Fire Photo Samplings
There is no way that I can add all my 200+ photographs that I took at the Valley of Fire State Park in Las Vegas, but I thought I would upload a few for you all to see. Hope you all enjoy... Valley of Fire - Sample 1 Valley of Fire - Sample 2 Valley of Fire - Sample 3 Valley of Fire - Sample 4 Valley of Fire - Sample 5 Valley of Fire - Sample 6 Valley of Fire - Sample 7 Kat

Photo Album Mystery Solved
Apparantly all my friends got locked out of my adult albums las night. It seems that while I was being a good little cherry and just marking the albums adult to stay out of trouble, overnight they became private to everyone. Which is awfully funny since they were sent to friend only. So just so you know I didn't lock any of you out. Not that most of you care but I fell another 3 places yesterday :( makes me sad...leave me some love today. I now have TWO sick kids so doctor's appt's all day but all be back later! Love you all! ~Karen Marie~

Touching Anniversary Story
A woman awakes during the night to find that her husband was not in their bed. She puts on her robe and goes downstairs to look for him. She finds him sitting at the kitchen table with a hot cup of coffee in front of him. He appears to be in deep thought, just staring at the wall. She watches as he wipes a tear from his eye and takes a sip of his coffee. "What's the matter, dear?" she whispers as she steps into the room, "Why are you down here at this time of night?" The husband looks up from his coffee, "I am just remembering when we first met 20 years ago and started dating. You were only 16. Do you remember back then?" he says solemnly. The wife is touched to tears thinking that her husband is so caring, so sensitive. "Yes, I do," she replies. The husband pauses. The words were not coming easily. "Do you remember when your father caught us in the back seat of my car?" "Yes, I remember," said the wife, lowering herself into a chair beside him.

Dating Women
WHITE WOMEN First date: You get to kiss her goodnight. Second date: You get to grope all over and make out. Third date: You get to have sex but only in the missionary position. IRISH WOMEN First Date: You both get blind drunk and have sex. Second Date: You both get blind drunk and have sex. 20th Anniversary: You both get blind drunk and have sex. ITALIAN WOMEN First Date: You take her to a play and an expensive restaurant. Second Date: You meet her parents and her Mom makes spaghetti & meatballs. Third Date: You have sex, she wants to marry you & insists on a 3-carat ring. 5th Anniversary: You already have 5 kids together & hate the thought of having sex. 6th Anniversary: You find yourself a girlfriend. JEWISH WOMEN First Date: You get dynamite head. Second Date: You get more great head. Third Date: You tell her you'll marry her and never get head again. CHINESE WOMEN First date: You get to buy her an expensive dinner but nothing happe

Do Not Call List
Thought Everyone might be interested.. FYI-you might want to click on the link below or call to include your cell phones REMINDER,....11 days from today, all cell phone numbers are being released to telemarketing companies, and you will start to receive sales calls. .....YOU WILL BE CHARGED FOR THESE CALLS To prevent this, call the following number from your cell phone: 888-382-1222. It is the National DO NOT CALL list. It will only take a minute of your time.. It blocks your number for five (5) years. You must call from the cell phone number you are wanting to have blocked. You cannot call from a different phone number. HELP OTHERS BY PASSING THIS ON TO ALL YOUR FRIENDS OR GO TO: www.donotcall.gov

A Loving Responce To A Friend.
Many oceans so vast in size, The sharks will always feed. The sun will always rise, The moon will always breed. Your deserts will again be beaches.. The stars will always shine, The world will never rest. The colors of the rainbow or yours to find. The oasis is your sole, Within your heart you have hidden the light. You can build your own constellations, Placing the stars to another height. Put the moon back with the stars, Let yourself feel and cry. Y

Choose Achievement
Wednesday, November 29, 2006 Choose achievement The ability to achieve is part of your very nature. It's an ability you can tap into by the way you live your life. If you're vague about what you intend to do, the results you get will be of minimal value at best. When, on the other hand, you are clear and specific about your goals, you'll be able to work your way to stunningly magnificent achievements. If you set your sights too low, your goals will fail to ignite your passion and you'll quickly lose interest in reaching them. Instead, follow the very best, most meaningful and compelling dreams you can imagine, and they will pull you powerfully forward. When you expect to get something for nothing, you can expect to be disappointed every time. Yet when you seek to give the best you have, then you'll end up reaching the best you can imagine. When your thoughts and actions are scattered and haphazard, you'll find your efforts getting you nowhere. Discipline yourself to f

For What I Wait
For What I Wait I sit upon the seashore, I stare into the skies. Waiting always for you. Teach me how to fly. I do not want to be here. Chained here to the ground. I want wings like yours dear. Let me soar and not be found. I sit her on the ocean. My legs to tired to stray. Waiting for you angel. Come show me your way. I don't want to be here. You're never here around. While you soar to the stars above, i'm can not hear a sound. I tarry by the water, as night begets the day. Waiting for you always. Hoping you'll come to play. I do not want to be here. In a world where you are not crowned. Or where you can not see me. You lost me in the crowd. I stare across the ocean. I have done it for awhile. But i wait for you still gladly. Because you always make me smile. I do not want to be here. The moments go unabound. When I tell you that I love you. I want you to be around. Devl

Just Keeps On Getting Better!!
You know..it's strange how things work out..I was talking to someone that I thought was my friend last night, turns out I can't trust her..She went directly to my boyfriend and turned everything around, put words in my mouth and really STRETCHED the truth massively. Why would someone that's supposed to be your friend do that to you? She's married and pregnant and has what she wants in her life..why would she try to ruin my happiness?? I have no use for people like that. Why have enemies when I have friends like her..lol...Guess I know now who I can and can't trust..I've never done anything to her for her to do something like that..It just puzzles me..Anyone have any ideas as to why people are like that?

My Frustration
I have desided that this winter is going to be the longest one on record. Well, it feels like it, anyways. Billy woke up with pink-eye this morning and Michelle is going to have a trip to the doctor this afternoon. I keep telling myself "you have three kids, you have to expect atleast one to be sick every week". So far I don't think it is working. I swear, if one of these children are sick on the ninth, I am going to cry. Michelle's birthday party and a 4-H meeting are happening on this day and I don't want to miss or postpone either of them. I still have to print out a few copies of the newsletter I make, wash my dishes, do more laundry, vacumn, start making Christmas Ordements (making them for Christmas Presents this year) and finish the cross stitch I am making for my first ever Christmas present for my dad. From the looks of it, I also need to fix the waist band on Michelle's pj bottoms she is wearing right now. She is wearing a red flannel two piece that says "Happy Holid

Can't Feel
Bend me break me love me hate me touch me want me lose me judge me i don't care as long as i feel something Push me pull me change me crave me find me hide me crush me try me i don't care as long as i feel something real Show me something real before i fade before i fade away Everything's so goddamn plastic generated polished perfect no one wants to face anything thats ugly You go your way i'll go mine can't talk right now don't have the time don't try pretending that its worth something Little acts of desperation hoping we won't reveal only vying for attention how should i feel All this time waiting anticipating choking on a lie show me something real I start to sigh in the back of my mind screaming suicide show me something real This fucking place is driving me insane I'm barely getting by show me something real I need a place somewhere feel safe before I before I fade away

Pain
I don't drink to forget i drink so i can suffer twice as much cuz in this world of pain nothing breaks the memory of your touch what was i thinking i should have kept drinking to flood you face from my mind but now it's over and i'm sober enough to know you fucked my mind love can seem like slow death if it's not returned you will feel your body and soul start to burn with desire and unrelenting pain the tears they cloud my eyes i bite my tongue till i taste my blood so you won't hear my cries hiding in my private darkness i put you out of my mind my fear of death being overcome by my hatred for this life

Vote For Me!!
For dumbest guy on CherryTap!! Spent 45mins trying to find this chicks phone number to call and harass her butt - and it was in my shoutbox the whole freaking time!! I hate wasting time.... Love the ladies!! A big Kiss to my fanclub!! ( fun living in my world... )

Affair's
The 1st Affair A married man was having an affair with his secretary. One day they went to her place and made love all afternoon. Exhausted, they fell asleep and woke up at 8 PM. The man hurriedly dressed and told his lover to take his shoes outside and rub them in the grass and dirt. He put on his shoes and drove home. "Where have you been?" his wife demanded. "I can't lie to you," he replied, "I'm having an affair with my secretary. We had sex all afternoon." She looked down at his shoes and said: "You lying bastard! You've been playing golf!" The 2nd Affair A middle-aged couple had two beautiful daughters but always talked about having a son. They decided to try one last time for the son they always wanted. The wife got pregnant and delivered a healthy baby boy. The joyful father rushed to the nursery to see his new son. He was horrified at the ugliest child he had ever seen. He told his wife: "There's no way I can be the fa

Robin Williams Has The Right Idea...
The Plan! You gotta love Robin Williams...... Even if he's nuts! Leave it to Robin Williams to come up with the perfect plan. What we need now is for our UN Ambassador to stand up and repeat this message. Robin Williams' plan...(Hard to argue with this logic!) "I see a lot of people yelling for peace but I have not heard of a plan for peace. So, here's one plan." 1) "The US will apologize to the world for our "interference" in their affairs, past & present. You know, Hitler, Mussolini, Stalin, Tojo, Noriega, Milosevic, Hussein, and the rest of those "good ole boys", we will never "interfere" again. 2) We will withdraw our troops from all over the world, starting with Germany, South Korea, the Middle East, and the Philippines. They don't want us there. We would station troops at our borders. No one allowed sneaking through holes in the fence. 3) All illegal aliens have 90 days to get their affairs together and leave.We'll give them a free trip home

Happy *hump* Day!
GOOD MORNING ALL!! BOY BEEN SO BUSY NOT MUCH TIME ONLINE.. WELL AS A LOT OF YOU KNOW I CHECK OUT YOUR BLOGS INSTEAD OF DOING MY OWN.. AND I COMENT ON PAGES SO YOU KNO0W I AM THINKING OF YOU.. SOMETIMES I DONT HAVE TIME BUT I DO WHAT I CAN.. KIDS HAVE BEEN OUT ALL WEEK FOR PARENT TEACHER CONFENCES.. WELL FOR ME NANA CONFERENCES SINCE I HAVE BEEN GOING TO SEE THE TEACHERS.. AND HAVE ONE MORE TO GO.. SO WITH THAT AND CHRISTMAS SHOPPING .. JUST HAVENT HAD THE TIME LATELY.. BUT I AM PRETTY MUCH READY FOR CHRISTMAS.. ALL SHOPPING DONE GOOD THING.. JUST LITTLE STUFF TO DO.. DIDNT GO TO MALLS OR ANYTHING SO NO STRESS...;).. HAD A WONDERFUL THNAKSGIVING.. JUST DAUGHTER AND HER FMAILY OVER.. WHICH WAS NICE.. FOOD WAS GOOD.. AND LOVED BEING WITH THEM AND THE KIDS..;).. THEN AFTER DINNER WATCHED .. THE LAKE HOUSE.. WAS A AWESOME MOVIE! A MUST SEE... SON NEVER DID CALL SO I GUESS HE EXPECTED US TO CALL HIM..;(.,. ANWAYS HOPE YOU ALL HAD A WONDERFUL THNAKSGIVING AND BEING SAFE OUT THERE DR

So You'll Go On Doing What You Do!!!
I know you're there because I see you I see you looking at me why are you looking at me? Is it because you like me? Or is it because I like you so I think you're looking at me? Then you smile Are you smiling at me? Or are you just smiling? If you like me then just tell me If you tell me then I'll smile forever Then you lick your lips Are you licking your lips because you want to kiss me? Or are you licking your lips because your lips are dry? I'll kiss you if you want me to but if you don't want me to then don't lick your lips I wish I knew what you were thinking and I wish I knew what you wanted but I don't So you'll go on doing what you do and I'll just sit here being totally confused

The Difference Between Violet Wands And Tens Type Units
The difference between Violet Wands and TENS type units Electrical play devices, for BDSM purposes, can be grouped into two types: high voltage/high frequency and low voltage/low frequency. In the first group the most often encountered item is the violet wand. In the second group falls a broad range of devices generally patterned on a TENS type of device which is used in standard medical treatment. They have very different effects and one should not be considered better or a lesser version of the other. Violet wand type devices deliver a sensation that can variously be described as burning, tingly, stingy or static electricity like. The sensation is caused directly by the spark from the unit impinging on the skin. In some sense the user feels what could be described loosely as a shock. TENS type unit’s work entirely differently. Their output is designed to cause some sort of muscle contraction. This is administered through a variety of different methods. The standard medic

Jack And Dew
JACK AND DEW WENT UP THE HILL TO FIND THE LIL RESSA JACK LOOKED LEFT DEW LOOKED RIGHT AND RESSA RAN WITH ALL HER MIGHT CHASING WAS ON HER MIND TILL JACK FEEL ON DEW AND BOTH TUMBLING DOWN THE HILL AND RAN THE RESSA OVER

Hello Everyone...
Sorry I don't get to stop by and see how each of you are doing. Adding to having to fight for the computor, my son is very active in Travel Baseball and we are doing tournments now. Just got back from Disney for one and the next 2 weekends and tournments as well. We are shooting for CoopersTown, NY. and have a good chance of getting there. Hope everyone is well and I will try to stop in as soon as I can!

Today At A Glance
At the moment I am very bored. But, I do have things to do. Like get my daughter on the school bus in about 15 minutes. And then clean my house. But I don't want to. I find myself getting more and more lazy these days. Tonight I get to go play darts. Yippy, it's the one thing that gets me out of my house. I play on a league and this year they decided to make it even more difficult. I'm not the greatest player, but it's fun and gives me something to do. And now I have to play against the best people in the league because they changed it from 2 divisions to just 1 so now us not so good players have to play the good ones. But the other 3 people on my team are pretty good, so we might have a chance. I hope. Other than that my life is boring as I said. Although, I am happy that I got a job. I start on the 11th of Dec. It will be cool I think. Making money is always good. But I feel like crap so much these days but maybe actually doing something will take my mind off the stomach cramp

Fantasies
My tall desire came into the house as a glimpse of candlelight shun across his face, the shadows remove the bouts he seemed to have had about coming over, and a smile grew as the bulge at his crotch came to life. I know it was my imagines but it seemed the smoke for the long awaited hours gathered around him, making him seem all that much more mystery to me. You see this was our first meet. We slipped wine as he gently moved in, first the casual touching, damn he played well, just the right amount of concern where it was need be, yet not to tight to smoother. I freely fell for the sense of exchange, me letting go to him; yet not in a submissive mode, more like a gentle equal. He seemingly glided into the control of reading my desires as his expressed in each touch, deeper in kiss, and a slow, long build up to have me practically begging him to place his hands over my body. His gently fingers tracing the outline of my lips, as I moisten the tips and encouraged them to enter.With wet f

Military Blogs - Window Of The War
If you are interested in keeping on tabs of some of our troops, this The Sandbox blog seems to be a good resource of a mix of fun, laughter, tears, joy, and sadness from various members of the forces. Check out the The Sandbox and see if you don't agree.

"bring Me To Life" - Evanescence
"Bring Me To Life" (feat. Paul McCoy) how can you see into my eyes like open doors leading you down into my core where I’ve become so numb without a soul my spirit sleeping somewhere cold until you find it there and lead it back home (Wake me up) Wake me up inside (I can’t wake up) Wake me up inside (Save me) call my name and save me from the dark (Wake me up) bid my blood to run (I can’t wake up) before I come undone (Save me) save me from the nothing I’ve become now that I know what I’m without you can't just leave me breathe into me and make me real bring me to life (Wake me up) Wake me up inside (I can’t wake up) Wake me up inside (Save me) call my name and save me from the dark (Wake me up) bid my blood to run (I can’t wake up) before I come undone (Save me) save me from the nothing I’ve become Bring me to life (I've been living a lie, there's nothing inside) Bring me to life frozen inside without your touch without your love darli

Poll
NaughtyPoll.com - take your own poll! 1. How old are you?Over 30 2. What is your sexual orientation?Straight 3. Have you ever given someone oral sex?Sure I have 4. Have you ever received oral sex?Yes, of course 5. How many sexual partners have you had?1-5 6. What is your pubic hair style?Trimmed neatly 7. What kind of underwear do you wear?Boxers 8. Have you ever taken, or been in, naked photos?Both taken and been in them 9. Have you ever been to a nude beach, or nudist area?Nope, I am modest 10. Do you watch porn?Yes, of course. Who hasn't? 11. Have you ever watched others, or been watched having sex?Yes, watched others, but never been watched 12. How large are you...ya know, in the pants?About 7 inches 13. Have you ever expirimented with another man?No, I'm straight as can be 14. What is your favorite sexual position?Doggie style 15. Are you circumcised?Yes I am 16. What gets you off fastest?Blow job 17. How often do you masturbate?Whenever I can

Ratng Pictures ~ Reason I Am Not Liking This Site
I received a message from someone who viewed my photos....apparently he was disappointed because I have no nude pics so he rated my pics a 1 !! I will NEVER have nude pics on here ! So, yes I deleted that person but I still think it's stupid that because I don't have them...my others are only worth a 1 ? I am not letting one person bother me by any means...I just think that it's silly ! So, if you read this please know that you will never see naked pics of me. If you want to delete me i could care less. And, he told me that's why he did it !! So there is no debating the issue. I always rate a 10....maybe that's not right either...but who really cares !!

Ck Contest
Yes thats right im doing another contest.. Cutest kids contest... think your kids are cute? of course you do so send me a pic.. Everyone who particpates in the contest will win some sort of prize.... Contest Will start November 30th @ 6am central time send pics here>>>,JO JO@ CherryTAP

Some Wisdom From Gilby
1. Never, under any circumstances, take a sleeping pill and a laxative on the same night. 2. Don't worry about what people think, they don't do it very often. 3. Going to church doesn't make you a Christian anymore than standing in a garage makes you a car. 4. Artificial intelligence is no match for natural stupidity. 5. If you must choose between two evils, pick the one you've never tried before. 6. My idea of housework is to sweep the room with a glance. 7. Not one shred of evidence supports the notion that life is serious. 8. It is easier to get forgiveness than permission. 9. For every action, there is an equal and opposite government program. 10. If you look like your passport picture, you probably need the trip. 11. Bills travel through the mail at twice the speed of checks. 12. A conscience is what hurts when all of your other parts feel so good. 13. Eat well, stay fit, die anyway. 14. Men are from earth. Women are from earth. Deal with it

For When I Should Be Doing Other Stuff
The Quiet Things That No One Ever Knows by PB08What type of music do you like?The genre known as rockHow much money is in your pocket right now?£0You like Italian food?I love it. I can never get enough of it. What type of Super powers would you like?X ray visionYour best asset.....I don't know you

Boobs
What the hell is it with this place.Ok so girls put there boobs all exposed all over this site and expect a gentleman to come knocking up there shout box,and when they actually do get one they shun him off. Why?! What the fuck is up with you retarded ass females.Please answer, reply to this if any of you do actually read this.Oh and I dont want to hear the excuse that your egging for some cherrypoints,thats the most stupidist excuse. Oh and I'm not mad I am just flustered at what brings a female to the brink of exposer.

Time...
First off I want to apologize to all my friends on here. I'm sorry that I haven't the time lately to post back to all the comments and stuff. With a new job comes new hours and all that crap. :P~ Anyhow.. I do want you guys/gals.. especially the gals ;) (sorry guys).. that I read every little comment, message, etc. that you send. I'm going to try and get back on here more as time permits me to. Ok with that said... I have to finish getting ready for work! LOL!! Take care all you Tappers! LCT

Way Back Wednesday!!
OK heres a flash back to 1990.I was a whole 14 years old!!! I will spare you a pic...unless someone requests one! 1990 was the year of the Gulf War.. Thanks to all who fought in that war!!! Especially my Baby PlayfulGod who is an amazing person who made it back alive:) Ill readd his Army pic cuz its soooooooo cute! NEENER NEENER! Everyone remembers the Peace Chior...GIve Peace a chance Contraceptive Implant Approved by FDA Norplant is the first implant contraceptive approved by the FDA. Smoking on Domestic Airplane Flights is Banned New movie rating NC-17 is passed in order to allow for an adults-only rating without the stigma of an X rating. Iraq invades Kuwait Saddam Hussein accuses Kuwait of undercutting Iraq's petroleum revenues and of stealing from a border oil field. Kuwait's offers concessions considered inadequate to Hussein, so he sends in 100,000 troops. Kuwait's army flees along with the king. Iraq is then condemmed by the Arab League, the So

Bored
alright, too much info, i'm bored, and it's almost 4 am and i have classes later today so i either need sleep or one of u can talk to me for the next mmm hour and a half lol (which is the time i gotta wake up) yeah, bags under my eyes, i need mm entertainment, lol the healthy one, no no pervs asking for sex nor am I willing...alright, say hi, i'm hyper

No Words
There are no words to describe how beautiful she is, or how special she is, or my love for her. To put these things into words would be to define them, To quantify them, which means to limit them. There would be a beginning and an end. There is no definition fitting, nor any limit, nor beginning or end to her beauty, or to how special she is, or my love for her.

A Tear...
Passion my thoughts are at the conception of a thought. Twisted neurons pulsating my temples looking for away to escape! No I can't let them escape!! Thoughts become words, words become verbs, verbs are nothing but actions that sooner or later will become tangible. My thoughts are as deadly as ether but as smoothing as a kiss to the forehead. I can not let my thoughts sip out for if they merge with his thoughts and her thoughts then it will be our thoughts.......NO NO NO NO, I just want the passion behind my thought……BACK…. Her thought lacks passion; His thought is just plain evil. Can I please just have my thought back; I never meant to share it with him, her, them, they and now we….are WE…Look at what become of my shared thought, holocaust AK-47, 9mm, Semi Auto's, Anthrax, HIV...Why ol Why did I let my thought escape, 1812, 1941, Desert Storm, 911, Operation Freedom revenge for my father’s attempted assassination. My thought was never meant to be shared. Its to late there's no get

Hmmm.....
I don't know if it's wise to meet people from the internet, but hey... I think it's worth a shot. Sometimes... haha I'm getting a lil' weary b/c of the whole murder and stalking stuff... icky I don't want to play with that stuff....

Some Other Places That You Can Find Me On The Net!
Other than MelaniePitts.com, My MSN Fanclub and my Yahoo Fanclub, here are some other sites you can sometimes find me on... feel free to add me as a friend if you're already on any of these sites. Enjoy your day! Melanie HowFamous.com - Winner of GAME #5 - 2006 http://gametofame.net/profiles.asp?quserid=melaniepitts My MySpace page. http://www.myspace.com/melaniepitts My Hi5 page. http://www.hi5.com/friend/profile/displayProfile.do?userid=22815127 My profile on Savvy. Also go to the ISH tab and vote for me in the "Is She Hot?" contest. Thanks! http://friends.savvy.com/profiles/profile.aspx?p=158576 My YouTube page. http://www.youtube.com/melaniepitts Join my Frappr map! http://www.frappr.com/melaniepitts

Email
As you ladies can tell, once ya write me, we are "Bud's for life..." I am the 'Chatty Cathy' of the male gendre... Sure I am here hoping to find a mistress, butt I am the world's biggest flirt, ok - in the top 10. If you do not have my girlfriend from Cape Cod Saxxy on your fav's you should - this girl is HOT and flirts great... and she has a sister!!! Monica in Akron, Ohio ( yeach!! ) is smoking hot - funny - cute and loves football!! I keep waiting for her to tell me to "Go Deep!!" :) ( I am funny and I know it... ) Ladies I am also GREAT in bed - ya wanna???? :) Have a great HUMPDAY because as long as I am in this house - all the humping is next door... See ya!!

Forever In My Heart
When tomorrow starts without me, and I'm not there to see; If the sun should rise and find your eyes, all filled with tears for me; I wish so much you wouldn't cry, the way you did today, while thinking of the many things, we didn't get to say. I know how much you love me, as much as I love you, and each time that you think of me, I know you'll miss me too; But when tomorrow starts without me, please try to understand, that an Angel came and called my name, and took me by the hand, and said my place was ready, in heaven far above, and that I'd have to leave behind, all those I dearly love. But as I turned to walk away, a tear fell from my eye, for all life, I'd always thought, I didn't want to die. I had so much to live for, so much yet to do, it seemed almost impossible, that I was leaving you. I thought of all the yesterdays, the good ones and the bad, I thought of all the love we shared, and all the fun we had. If I could relive yesterday, just even for awhile, I'

First Love Story.
I forewarn you. These Stories are graphic, and sometimes may not be as you expect. i write a wide range of loves stories. Some about morbid, love hate stories. others the typical tragedy love sick stories, and some are of the love that will never have a happy ending. here goes my first one The girl laybeled a goth, a nobody that anybody would want. She wore black, black pantie-hoes. She wore black lipstick, and eye-shadow. She even dyed her hair black. The thigh high boots where black. This woman walked along in the midst of night and the moon. With her was a letter, no address, no name, no indication as to its contents. The woman walked on to what seemed to be endlessly. The woren brick streets, a result for creating jobs for unable men and women during the last world war. They glistened with due collected during the long night. The streets where lit dimmly by the moon, and the reflection of itself in the damp streets. The woman turned into a yard, giving no hesitation as

How To Tell If You're A Dispatcher
YOU MIGHT BE A DISPATCHER IF..... You answer you home phone, "9-1-1, What is your emergency?" The statement, "No I don't know him, he's the father of my baby but he don't mean nothing to me" makes perfect sense to you. Adult police officers, not related to you, refer to you as mother/father. You consider coffee an indispensable work tool. You see nothing wrong with eating a Taco Bell Grande Meal or pizza at 3am. You have the bladder capacity of a small, third world army. You believe that the statement, "It sure is quiet!" will bring down the wrath of the gods upon you. You have spent time explaining to a police officer the difference between a dispatcher and a personal assistant. You live in fear of the full moon. You are on a first name basis with every crazy lunatic in your jurisdiction. You find no comfort in knowing that the equipment that you depend on to do your job and protect others was purchased at the lowest bid possible. You believe that t

Love You Daddy
Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was daddy's day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to shcool alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats. One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy,as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare. Each of them was searching, for a man who wasn't the

Letter To The Officer
To: All police officers From: Communications Division Re: Common Survival We dispatchers, being 25% mental and 75% professional, give to you our point of view. Please let it be know that: 1.) When you are given a call, we don't care if you are leaving the east side of Hell; just go! 2.) When given a call, do not say any sentence that begins with "You will have to hold my calls...." When you are on a self-initiated call, say so then; not two days later. 3.)We CALL wreckers; we don't drive them and we can't make them hurry. 4.) It is not our plot to "get you." We really don't know what side of the street your wreck is on. We don't have x-ray vision and never will. Sorry. 5.) If we say something is NOT in the computer, it isn't! 6.) The computers really do go down. And often. 7.) Hang out on your calls. We don't care. But when your buddy on another call does the same thing, and you have to take his calls, get mad at him, not us. 8.) Know that

The Three Dimension Luck And Power Test
You Are Internal - Realist - Powerful You feel your life is controlled internally. If you want something, you make it happen. You don't wait around for things to go your way. You value your independence and don't like others to have control. You are a realist when it comes to luck. You don't attribute everything to luck, but you do know some things are random. You don't beat yourself up when bad things happen to you... But you do your best to try to make your own luck. When it comes to who's in charge, it's you. Life is a kingdom, and you're the grand ruler. You don't care much about what others think. But they better care what you think! The Three Dimension Luck and Power Test

*where Would I Be W/o Blogthings 2analyze My Personality? Heehee*
You Are 58% Passionate, 42% Compassionate You possess an ideal balance of passion and compassion. You definitely can get swept away and lose your head a little. But you're rarely a fool for love! Is Your Love Style Passionate or Compassionate?

Shine Down
So tired sleeping through the day Bloodshot eyes and the sweat from my body And I picked my head up yesterday Found no reason or hope left inside of me But I still believe in immortal love And I know there's someone above Shine down, don't take it away from me, no And I know you know how, yeah Shine down, just give me a chance to feel it It's taken forever to get me off the ground Haunted silence overwhelming me Deny takes it's toll on my sanity And I know I've been away too long All these years I've been hiding I'm feeling I'm coming strong But I still believe in immortal love And I know there's someone that's up above Show me a path to find my way And give me a reason pray Shine down, don't take it away from me, no And I know you know how, yeah Shine down, just give me a chance to feel it It's taken forever to get me off the ground Shine down, don't take it away from me, no And I know you know how, yeah And shine down, just give me a chance to fee

How Are You About Sex?
You scored as Exciting/Exotic. Your exciting and exotic. You like to keep things interesting. You never try the same thing twice. Mixing it up is what you love to do, it keeps them coming back for more. Please rate and comment and tell me what quiz this is when you do!Exciting/Exotic100%Passionate/wet95%Hot/hard70%Soft/slow35%Shy/Sweet35%Awkward/New5%How are you about sex? (with pics)created with QuizFarm.com

"just A Dispatcher"
I TAKE A BREATH AS I SIT DOWN, GOD GIVE ME STRENGTH TO MAKE THIS ROUND SO MANY LIVES, I HOLD IN HAND, SO MANY PEOPLE WITH DEMANDS. MY FIRST CALL, A CHILD IS SCREAMING, DADDY'S BEATING MOM AND SHE'S NOT BREATHING. IT'S HARD TO DEAL WITH AND STAY CALM, THE CHILD YELLS, "DAD'S GOT A GUN!" I HAVE TO TAKE CONTROL AND SAY, PLEASE SLOW DOWN THEY'RE ON THEIR WAY AS I DISPATCH TO MY DEPUTIES, "10-47, THERE IS WEAPONS" TEN THOUSAND THINGS RUSH THROUGH MY HEAD, GOD I PRAY SHE'S NOT DEAD. STAY ON THE PHONE AND TALK TO ME, AS I RISE TO MY FEET. THE COPS ARE HERE THE CHILD IS SAYING, STAY ON THE LINE AS I START PRAYING. "BE ADVISED HE HAS A GUN, AND HE ALSO HAS HIS SON." NOW I HAVE AN OPEN LINE, JUST A DISPATCHER IN THE BLIND "DISPATCH," I HEARD HIM SAY, "HIS NAME IS TEDDY AND HE'S OKAY." THEY CLEAR THE SCENE FROM THE CALL, NOT ONE DEPUTY HAD TO FALL. I TAKE A BREATH AS I SIT DOWN, THANK YOU GOD, WE MADE THAT ROUND. I'M JUST A DISPATCHER, CAN'T YOU

*romantic Or Realistic*
You Are A Realistic Romantic It's easy for you to get swept away by romance... But you've done a pretty good job keeping perspective. You're still taken in by love poems and sunsets You just don't fall for every dreamy pick up line! Are You Romantic or Realistic?

To My Officer;
Sometimes I know. I'm short with you, But there's one of me and more of you. I work so hard to help you all, I try to explain each and every call. I have so many things to do at one time. And so much depends on decisions of mine. I have to be fast and very alert, In a split second time, you could get hurt. I might sound disturbed or I may sound mean, It's just my heart racing When you get on the scene. I try to get the facts, I try to be clear, You think I don't care, but it's just the fear. For I can't see and I don't know, I'm in here and all alone. Your life I feel is in my hands, A job to me, not many could stand. I start each shift with a prayer I say, That all goes well throughout the day. A citizen's sorrow I deal with the pain, Smile all the while, for you to get the fame. It would be nice and make my day too, If just once in a while, you said thank you. From your dispatcher Mary River

The Voice
From the voice that you take with you on each and every run The one who never sees you when you may reach for your gun. I give you the honor, and the respect that your job deserves. With the hope of you believing, I NEVER WANT YOU HURT! I can't see the child struck down, or see the Mother's tears, And I can't see the blood and gore, left from one too many beers. But I can hear the emotion, you try so hard to hide, And I can hear the pain you feel, of another child that died. I talk to you and you laugh and laugh at your bad jokes and schemes, I even sit and listen to your retirement hopes and dreams. I do not see you often, That may be for the best, If so I might get careless, and lump you with the rest. I can't stop the bullet, I can't give you peace and make you rest, to face another day. I can't stop the fight before you there, can't wipe your sweating brow, But I CAN hope and pray for you, that you will be safe some

Telecommunicator's Prayer
Lord, in order to do my job better, please give me: The patience of Job, The wisdom of Solomon, The hide of an elephant, The knowledge of law, The ability to see around corners, thru walls and read minds, The ability to remember the location of every street, road, apartment and business in town and country, And the strength to carry this load of perfection. Author Unknown

Random Quizzage
The Quiet Things That No One Ever Knows by PB08What type of music do you like?Emo/Screamo/Goth/Metal/Punk and pop punkHow much money is in your pocket right now?nothing im in my pj'sYou like Italian food?I fucking love italian food, as well im part italianWhat type of Super powers would you like?to control fire, but be better then pyro at it lolYour best asset.....

*my Tarot Card*
You Are The Hermit You posses a great deal of wisdom and the ability to see people for who they are. You are always looking ahead at the future, developing visions. A loner, you tend to travel by yourself through life, seeking your own truth. You don't crave material things or fancy titles. You have no baggage. Your fortune: It's possible that there is a unknown guiding figure in your life, ready to help you. All you have to do is find this person and seek their advice. It's also possible that you need to start seeking the meaning of your own life. Either way, there's some deep thinking you need to undertake, and it needs to be done soon. What Tarot Card Are You?

Radio Dispatcher Prayer
Lord help us radio dispatchers. We need your guiding hand. We need your wisdom, too Lord, To fill the demands of men. We gather up the traffic from all around the state. We're yelled and screamed at unduly, which only causes hate. It's ten-four this and ten-four that. We hear it all day long. We have to write a thousand notes and answer all the phones. The patrolmen in the cars, Lord, they growl when we answer late when all they really wanted was a measly twenty-eight. We listen to the story of a mother whose child has run away. We hear of the missing husband who drinks up all his pay. Our job is so confusing we know not where to start. We pull our hair and grit our teeth and tear the room apart. It's enough to cause an ulcer, Lord. Our nerves grow more tense. It's just a thousand wonders we've got a grain of sense. So you bless us real good, Lord. And hold us by the hand. Help us under existing circumstances t

I Didn't Drink And Drive, So Why Am I The One To Die?
I went to a party, Mom, I remembered what you said. You told me not to drink, Mom, so I drank soda instead I really felt proud inside, Mom, the way you said I would. I didn't drink and drive, Mom, even though the others said I should. I know I did the right thing, Mom, I know you are always right. Now the party is finally ending, Mom, as everyone is driving out of sight. As I got into my car, Mom, I knew I'd get home in one piece. Because of the way you raised me, so responsible and sweet. I started to drive away, Mom, but as I pulled out into the road, the other car didn't see me, Mom, and hit me like a load. As I lay there on the pavement, Mom, I hear the policeman say, the other guy is drunk, Mom, and now I'm the one who will pay. I'm lying here dying, Mom.. I wish you'd get here soon. How could this happen to me, Mom? My life just burst like a balloon. There is blood all around me, Mom, and most of it is mine. I hear the medic say, Mom, I'll die in a

A Dispatcher's Prayer
A Dispatcher's Prayer From those of us behind the mic who never really see the sights We give to you the honor and respect you so deserve, With hope of being comrades and seen for what we're worth. I'm not on the accident scene to see the blood and gore, I see the answers in your eyes when you walk in the door. I need not ask you questions, the answers matter not. All I can do is offer coffee, yes, it's fresh and hot. I'll talk with you and keep it light and laugh at your bad jokes. Don't think for a minute that I don't really know the battle raging in your mind that humor covers...but your face belies. I cannot stop the bullet from the loaded gun Nor light the darkened alley through which you must run. I cannot ward off the blows you may suffer in a fight Nor give you back the rest you lose on sleepless nights. I can make sure you have the facts and face your call prepared. I can make sure you're not alone and get

*am I What? Nerdy?! Bite Ur Tongue!!*
You Are 8% Nerdy You are definitely not nerdy - in fact, you probably don't know any nerds. You probably care a little too much about your image. No one will know if you secretly watch Star Trek reruns! How Nerdy Are You?

Dispatchers Creed
YOU may know where you are and what you are doing. GOD may know where you are and what you are doing. BUT if your DISPATCHER doesn't know where you are and what you are doing. then I hope that you and GOD are on very GOOD TERMS!!!! Author Unknown

Despair Of Dispatching
Police Dispatchers have a unique world, Their whole shift is in a constant whirl, Calls come in, and calls go out, Pressure builds as the problems mount, Then it leads to mass frustration, Before gaining control of the situation. Dispatch a call--person in despair, The officer arrives--there's no one there; Not even the one who made the call; Let alone, the one who caused it all!! It seems unreal all the things you catch, Just another benefit of police dispatch. The dispatchers must always understand, They hold the officer's life in their hand. To forget a call or location, Could turn into a tragic situation. It only takes one "little" mistake, And an officer's life someone could take. They must stay calm in crisis situations, So they can control their communications. As the radio blares and the telephones ring, It seems imposable to handle these things. After all, that's what it is all about, So they keep their cool--and it all works out. Every part of

A Day In The Life Of A Dispatcher
I leave my home and my family too To go to the station my job to do, My kids don't know when I'll work or I wont My schedule's so crazy I sometimes don't! It's hard to leave when my family's at home But this shift will soon change, it won't be long. I walk in the door and the first thing I see Is the dispatcher on duty just before me. With a quick rundown of the day's events, A sympathetic smile and a couple of hints, She's out the door and back to her life And I whisper a prayer for safety tonight. My two worlds are different in so many ways The language we speak, the things that we say. At home it's, "Mom, can I have some more, please?" And here, it's 10-4 and 10-29P's. Though different at times they're similar too Because someone's life is depending on you. You answer the phone call after call - A lost dog, a found cat, or nothing at all. Then the phone rings and the voice on the line Is screaming for help and you know that it's time Your Training takes o

Erotica
Erotica is any material or device that arouses sexual interest or is used to enhance a sexual experience. Largely as a result of Gloria Steinem's 1980 article, the term has come to be used by most to refer to material that contains loving interaction that goes beyond the mere sexual. Commonly, erotica is in the form of sexually explicit writing or visual images such as photographs, drawings and films. Devices made to vary or enhance pleasure during sexual activity, sometimes referred to as "sex toys", are also considered erotica. Sexually explicit written and visual material dates back as far as ancient times and has been known to exist in numerous cultures. With the advent of the modern legal system some sexually explicit material—depending on its degree of explicitness and based on the interpretation of the observer—has been classified as obscene. The Standards of Legal Obscenity U.S. Supreme Court has set standards of legal obscenity, which are always implemented on a state

~ Orgasm ~
Orgasm is the sudden discharge of accumulated sexual tension resulting in rhythmic muscular contractions in the pelvic region that produce intensely pleasurable sensations followed by rapid relaxation. Orgasm is also in part a psychological experience of pleasure and abandon, when the mind is focused solely on the personal experience. It is sometimes called climaxing or coming. In Masters and Johnson's original research of the human sexual response cycle, orgasm is the third of four stages, occurring after the plateau phase and before the resolution phase. Another widely accepted model of the sexual response cycle, developed by Helen Singer Kaplan, M.D., PhD., involves just three stages: desire, excitement and orgasm. Orgasms vary from person to person and for each individual at different times. Sometimes orgasm is an explosive, amazing rush of sensations, while others are milder, subtler, and less intense. The differences in intensity of orgasms can be attributed to physical fact

What Women Want, And How Men Can Become Better Lovers
What Women Want, and How Men Can Become Better Lovers When a couple's sex life has turned sour, physical problems may not be the only factor. There's often an emotional component too, says human sexuality expert Barnaby Barratt, Ph.D., president of the American Association of Sex Educators, Counselors and Therapists. "From 30 years of clinical experience, I can tell you that all people — even those who think they're very cool about sex — have conflicts that create shame, guilt and anxiety." As a rule, too, both people in a relationship contribute to the sexual problems. "Finger-pointing and blaming are never productive for improving a couple's sexual life, because inevitably in this context it takes two to tango," Barratt says. Putting yourself in each other's position can be a helpful first step in recapturing the sexual spark, and for that, it helps to know about the following Mars-Venus differences between the sexes. Women React Differently Than Men to ... An X-rate

Sexual Clues Uncovered
The future of sex is fabulous, if the great strides made in sex research during just the past year are any indication. Here's a 10-strong sampling of recently discovered scientific clues about men's and women's sexual function ... and dysfunction. Impotence ... Signal of Some Heart Trouble? Erectile dysfunction could be linked with a threefold increase in heart attack risk, according to findings reported at the November 2003 conference of the American Heart Association. A study by the Mayo Clinic that included 2,000 male participants suggests impotence can be a signal of poor heart health in men, but researchers stopped short of trying to define the exact relationship between impotence and heart trouble. Dropping Pounds ... Effective Against Impotence? In a study in Italy of about 100 obese men who suffered from erectile dysfunction, almost a third got back normal sexual function after joining an intensive weight-loss program. The men meanwhile lowered their blood pressure and

Just My 2 Mins
I just want to put out there,that theres no need to be sad for someone like me I'm a contrator over here in the stan making well into 6 figuers, but there are troops over here that get paid way less than me and are doing just a little bit more than me with a few more dangers and a lot less comforts. I ask yall to tank some of these great troops that have to be pulled from there family to come over here and do crap that nobody wants to do but has to be completed. so Thank a troop not by just sayin thanks and not much behinde it...mean it these men and women do this crap day in and day out and when someone says Thank You from the heart and mean it ....that means something to that troop. Trust me I know I did it for 12 years

Your Affection On Me
My love, Loving you gives me such a feeling of fulfillment that I feel close to Heaven. And that is why I feel this huge emptiness when you are far away, which is reflected in the absence of your body. I wish I could have you right now, now that a strong desire takes over me and reveals itself through the most sensitive parts of my body; it burns me from inside, giving me goose bumps, making my soft hair stand on end, making my nipples hard and giving me an incredible lust... a lust for you and the way you touch me and take me with your strong, manly arms. I don’t know if I should print these feelings in a letter; I may even be misunderstood. But the reason I’m doing it is because I know you know me like no one else does. And you understand that this is more than simple lust, but the certainty that I love you and that my love for you shows itself not only in my mind but also in my body! Please don’t take too long to come back. Come back as soon as possible; I will be waiting with

About 2 Months Ago....
Well, people...I'm so very tired. tired of being the person everybody wants me to be. Tired of living under everybody's rules. Tired of doing, "what's right" . just plain tired. Tired of trying to keep up. Jesse, your right. money make's the world go round and it keeps us busy worryingabout it so that we don't have time to think about god. well, it also tires us mentally and emotionally. My soul is so tired. my brain can't handle it. and it's taking a toll on my body. It's stripped me to nothing... I've really got nothing left to give. no energy to fight it, but the smallest amount of fear, enough to keep me here. I've just got nothing left to give. and like Corey taylor says... what a skeletal wreck of a man this is...translucent flesh and feeble bones..the kinda temple where the whores and villains try to tempt the hollistic tones..I'm sorry people as depressing as it is... This life is overrated. the rewards, great. but So far away.. Don't worry about me, I'm not stupid, but I am s

Nsfw Fix Folders To Open
re posted from a bulletin please pass on All you have to do is take off the NSFW label on the folder. If you keep them on the pics it should be ok. (repost of original by '¢¾ Bi Bunny ¢¾' on '2006-11-28 23:58:06') (repost of original by '~WolfenAudioConsulting~' on '2006-11-29 00:04:01') (repost of original by 'Hard 2 Handle' on '2006-11-29 00:51:04')

Contest For The Ladies
LOOKING FOR LADIES THAT GO WHAT IS TAKE TO BE IN SWIM WEAR NO NUDE ETREIS PLEAS BUT IF YOU WANT MORE INFO CINTAKCE ME PLEASE I WOULD LOVE TO SEE HONAMY GIRLS CAN WIN THE CONTEST LOOKING FOR 20 BUT 7 WILL START CONTES RUNS FOR A WEEK DEPENDING ON VOTES

Support The Troops
For of those who dont know. I have dedicated my yahoo 360 page (texas_giggles) to supporting the troops. I do have a myspace (will have to get back to you on that one) and it is supporting the troops as well. i hope you stop by and say hi or show some support them. i have info where u can show support.. it has seem since all this stuff has started the support diminished alittle. i know it is tough and alot of people disagree with what is going on. we have no control over it. we do have control over our support for them. keep showing them we have support and keep showing them how appreciated they are...

Sms Everyday
A raindrop may look 2 smal 2 eyes bt somewhere a thirsty flower await its fall. A small sms may seem 2 smal 2 u but sum where a heart remembers u when it receives your sms. Keep SMS’ing Without ur SMS days are like- MOANDAY TEARSDAY WASTEDAY THIRSTDAY FRIGHTDAY SHATTERDAY & SADDAY So SMS me everyday!!!!

*my Current Personal Anthem*
++EVANESCENCE: WEIGHT OF THE WORLD++ Feels like the weight of the world Like God in heaven gave me a turn Don't cling to me, I swear I can't fix you Still in the dark, can you fix me? Freefall, freefall, all through life If you love me, then let go of me I wont be held down by who I used to be She's nothing to me Feels like the weight of the world Like all my screaming has gone unheard And oh I know you don't believe in me Safe in the dark, how can you see? Freefall, freefall, all through life If you love me, then let go of me I wont be held down by who I used to be

What A Week
What a week this is for me, been sick, been sore, been tired, been bored, but this comeing weekend is mine lol, this fri and sat i am going to a pub to listen to regee music, hope i spelled it right, but its a friend of mine tht is am going to go see perform on fri and sat night, then on mon night i go to my 1st concert to see deirks bently, he is coming here to medford oregon and i am thrilled. so what a week i will have.

Sleepy
I've been so tired lately. All I do is sleep and sleep some more. And no matter how much I sleep or try to stay awake so that I'm on a normal sleep schedule, I am always lethargic. It sucks. I went to the doctor today and she order blood work done and some other things. I think it's mostly the winter blues, since I always get like this around this time of the year. I am excited for Christmas, I love buying things for people. It's like buying their love *kidding*. Lots of stuff to get, but I plan on doing most of it online, so that will be a big help. My little sister is coming home too, and I'm really excited about that. We're lots of fun together. Well fun and trouble. I can't wait. I hope these winter blues get better by then......

Sms From The Heart
Heart can Skip beat for a while… Memories can be kept in d file… A desert can be replaced by Nile. But nothing can stop a smile,when ur name comes on my MOBILE. Doctors prescription 4 u… A cute little smile 4 breakfast, More laughs 4 lunch, And lots of happiness 4 dinner… Doctor’s fees? A SMS whenever u r free… My cell phone loves it when u sms: its little face lights up, bursts in to beeps and has ur name written all over it. I think u should sms more often, i think it likes u!

What Hurts The Most...
I can take the rain on the roof of this empty house That don’t bother me I can take a few tears now and then and just let them out I’m not afraid to cry every once in a while Even though going on with you gone still upsets me There are days every now and again I pretend I’m ok But that’s not what gets me What hurts the most Was being so close And having so much to say And watching you walk away And never knowing What could have been And not seeing that loving you Is what I was tryin’ to do It’s hard to deal with the pain of losing you everywhere I go But I’m doin’ It It’s hard to force that smile when I see our old friends and I’m alone Still Harder Getting up, getting dressed, livin’ with this regret But I know if I could do it over I would trade give away all the words that I saved in my heart That I left unspoken What hurts the most Is being so close And having so much to say And watching you walk away And never knowing What could have been And not

*confession: Recently, The Reality Of This Song Slapped Me In The Face & Made Me Cry*
++PINK FLOYD: TIME++ Ticking away the moments that make up a dull day You fritter and waste the hours in an offhand way. Kicking around on a piece of ground in your home town Waiting for someone or something to show you the way. Tired of lying in the sunshine staying home to watch the rain. You are young and life is long and there is time to kill today. And then one day you find ten years have got behind you. No one told you when to run you missed the starting gun. So you run and you run to catch up with the sun but it's sinking Racing around to come up behind you again. The sun is the same in a relative way but you're older, Shorter of breath and one day closer to death. Every year is getting shorter never seem to find the time. Plans that either come to naught or half a page of scribbled lines Hanging on in quiet desperation is the English way The time is gone, the song is over, Thought I'd something more to say.

Here We Go
Another far fetched day in the lives of the three of me. The day started fine as always something strange brewing in the collective mind I have come to call synthetik. Alex the dominate personality of the 3 started out his normal manner of thinking, dude lets get some bong rips into us and drink a couple cans of dew and watch the tube till noon. Of course me the middle personality and main collective consiousness shrugs him off as I go about coffee and cigars while watching the news. At around noon the fireworks started as the scarecrow a sentient philosopher and all around pot head comes up with the same idea alex just had but no dew or tv. Instead I find myself compelled to go with the scarecrow into a state of bliss we like to call meditation and relaxation, zen if you will. Im not a firm beliver in zen but boy karma has kicked my ass around this week. wich reminds me to warn the real world, NO MATTER WHAT THE VOICES IN YOUR HEAD SAY DO NOT PUT BACON IN YOUR LAUNDRY SOAP OR ATTEMPT

Pics
when i click on my profile pic, only my default picture comes up. how do i add more pictures so that when i click on my profile pic, my others pics come up? right now i have my pics in a separate album...and i don't even konw where to find it on my page ughhhh

The Contest Is Back Up And Going!!!!!!!!!!!!
THE MORPH CONTEST IS BACK UP AND RUNNIN, PLEASE COME BY AND COMMENT THE HELL OUT OF MY MORPH. IM IN SEOCND PLACE. THANK YOU ALL, RATE AND COMMNET AS MUCH AS POSSIBLE, YOU ALL ROCK http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=248163&albumid=124160&i=2228768564 PAT

Presidents Captured
Bill Clinton, John Kerry, and George Bush, are captured by terrorists and told that they will be executed by a firing squad at dawn the next morning. Just as the sun is rising the next day, Clinton is placed against the wall. Just before the order to shoot him is given, he yells, "Earthquake!". The firing squad falls into a panic and Bill jumps overthe wall and escapes in the confusion. John Kerry is the second one placed against the wall. The squad is reassembled and John ponders what his old pal Bill has done. Before the order to shoot is given, John yells, "Tornado!". Again the squad falls apart and Kerry slips over the wall thus making his escape. The last person, George W. Bush, is placed against the wall. He thinks, "I see the pattern here, just scream out a disaster and hop over the wall!" As the firing squad is reassembled and the rifles raised in his direction, he smirks his famous smirk and yells, "Fire!"

Dallas Atc
Dallas ATC: "Tower to Saudi Air 911--You are cleared to land eastbound on runway 9R." Saudi Air: "Thank you Dallas ATC. Acknowledge cleared to land on infidel's runway 9R --Allah be Praised !!" Dallas ATC: "Tower to Iran Air 711--You are cleared to land westbound on runway 9R." Iran Air: "Thank you Dallas ATC. We are cleared to land on infidel's runway 9R.- -Allah is Great !!" Pause: Static...... ....... Saudi Air: " DALLAS ATC ! DALLAS ATC !!! " Dallas ATC: "Go ahead Saudi Air 911?" Saudi Air: "YOU HAVE CLEARED BOTH OUR AIRCRAFT FOR THE SAME RUNWAY GOING IN OPPOSITE DIRECTIONS !!! WE ARE ON A COLLISION COURSE !!! INSTRUCTIONS PLEASE!!!" Dallas ATC: "Well bless your hearts. Y'all be careful now and tell Allah 'hey' for us -- ya hear?"

Please Help Us Out Show The Love
Allrighty my friends hmm yet again another contest!!! I have the joined "the hot legged woman" in CherryTap contest. winners will be descided on the number of rates and number of comments!! so downrating others won't don't me any good. just click on my pic and rate me. and if it's not too much of a trouble try to leave a few comments aswell. thank you all for the effort!! MWHUUUUUUAAAAHHZZZZZZZZ LOVES YOU ALL!!!!!! and while you are at it help out my dear friend mr3fan1 aswell!!!! im in another contest please come vote and comment me it goes by comment s so please help and repost ZZ Top Legs music video

Stupid State Laws
Alabama: It is illegal to flick boogers into the wind & it is illegal to chain your alligator to a fire hydrant Alaska: It is illegal for moose to have sex on city streets & Kangaroos are not allowed in barber shops at any time Arizona: You may not have more than 2 dildos in one house & Donkeys cannot sleep in bathtubs Arkansas: A man can legally beat his wife, but not more than once a month & it is illegal to buy or sell blue lightbulbs California: Giving or receiving oral sex is prohibited & it is illegal to eat an orange in your bathtub Colorado: It is illegal to lend your vacuum cleaner to your neighbor & it is illegal for cats to run loose without having been fit with a taillight Connecticut: You may not educate your dogs & a pickle is not officially a pickle unless it bounces Delaware: It is illegal to get married on a dare & it is illegal to sell dead people for money without a license Florida: Having sexual relations with a porcupine is illegal & Wh

Campaign For Tibet
The Dalai Lama's Proposals In 1987 the Dalai Lama proposed a Five-Point Peace Plan for the restoration of peace and human rights in Tibet. The plan called for: Transformation of the whole of Tibet into a zone of Ahimsa, demilitarized zone of peace and non-violence. Abandonment of China's population transfer policy, which threatened the very existence of the Tibetans as a people. Respect for the Tibetan people's fundamental human rights and democratic freedoms; Restoration of and protection of Tibet's natural environment and abandonment of China's use of Tibet for the production of nuclear weapons and dumping of nuclear waste; Commencement of earnest negotiations on the future status of Tibet and of relations between the Tibetan and Chinese people. In 1988 the Dalai Lama elaborated on the fifth point, proposing a concrete framework of negotiations. Tibet, he suggested, should become fully self-governing under a democratically elected government. China could maintain re

An All New Low
This is an all new low as far as my view on humans go. Tonight a group of seniors came into my restaurant. 49 of them to be exact. The woman in charge informed me that one of them was having a heart attack on the sidewalk right outside. She said the number of people changed to 48. WTF!!!!!!!!!!!! I swear on my own life this is completely true.

This About Sums It Up!
A GREAT ANSWER TO A DUMB QUESTION: Katie Couric of CBS NEWS, interviewing a Marine sniper, asked: "What do you feel when you shoot a terrorist?" The Marine shrugged and replied: "Recoil." Semper Fi!

Noah's Ark
Noah's Ark Everything I need to know, I learned from Noah's Ark... ONE: Don't miss the boat. TWO: Remember that we are all in the same boat. THREE: Plan ahead. It wasn't raining when Noah built the Ark. FOUR: Stay fit. When you're 60 years old, someone may ask you to do something really big. FIVE: Don't listen to critics; just get on with the job that needs to be done. SIX: Build your future on high ground. SEVEN: For safety's sake, travel in pairs. EIGHT: Speed isn't always an advantage. The snails were on board with the cheetahs. NINE: When you're stressed, float awhile. TEN: Remember, the Ark was built by amateurs; the Titanic by professionals. ELEVEN: No matter the storm, when you are with God, there's always a rainbow waiting. My instructions were to send this to people that I wanted God to bless and I picked you. Please pass this to people you want to be blessed. Tell the ones you love that you do!

Reincarnation
REINCARNATION Its meaning and consequences The concept of reincarnation seems to offer one of the most attractive explanations of man’s origin and destiny. There is an increasing interest in this topic today, sustained especially by books and magazines, TV broadcasts, movies and conferences. Most of them are related to the world of esoterical wisdom and occult phenomena. Reincarnation is a hot topic also on the Internet, as you may have already noticed. Not only adherents of Eastern religions or New Age spirituality accept it currently, but also many who don’t share such esoteric interests and convictions. Reincarnation seems to give hope for continuing one’s existence in further lives and thus having a better chance to attain liberation. This is a source of great comfort, especially for those who seek liberation on the exclusive basis of their inner resources. On the other hand, reincarnation is a way of rejecting the Christian teaching of the soul’s final judgment by a holy

Missin Mom!!
Now that all my friends fams & fan know a little about me I would like ta share a bit of whats goin on in my head, My MoM past away bpout 5 yrs ago, I was down here in San Jose locked up & she waz in L.A. on her death bed no I didnt get ta c her all I got ta do waz talk 2 her on tha phone 4 5 mins & tha next day they saifd she waz gone and yeah that really fuced me up & I still had three more months ta do locked up I had ta be really fucin strong at that time cuzz I waz there but not there ( if u know what I mean ). I waznt around my MoM my teen yrs so that kills a mutha f#$&a too Missin her gets ta tha point where well if u've lost sumone u know what Im sayin very hafd ta talk about but yeah at times like this I miss MoMs, just thought Id share that wit all yall just a little bit of my life, NOW CUZZ I DID THAT DONT THINK THIS BLAC MAN IZ SOLFT NEVER THAT STILL STRONG & BLACA THEN A TRILLION MID-NIGHTS, just enjoy that I gave u just a little bit, cuz all a brotha need is a little

The Gwb Psalm
*George Bush is my shepherd; I dwell in want.* *He maketh logs to be cut in national forests.* *He leadeth trucks into the still wilderness.* *He restoreth my fears.* *He leadeth me in the paths of international disgrace for his ego's sake.* *Yea, though I walk through the valley of pollution and war,* *I will find no exit, for thou art in office.* *Thy tax cuts for the rich and thy media control, they discomfort me.* *Thou preparest an agenda of deception in the presence of thy religion.* *Thou anointest my head with foreign oil.* *My health insurance runneth out.* *Surely megalomania and false patriotism shall follow me all the days of thy term,* *And my jobless child shall dwell in my basement forever. *

Appreciate Things...
Too often we dont realize what we have until is it gone; Too often we wait too late to say "I'm sorry - I was wrong." Sometimes it seems we hurt the ones we hold dearest to our hearts; and we allow foolish things to tear our lives apart. Far too many times we let unimportart things into our minds; And then it's usually too late to see what made us blind. So be sure that you let peole know how much they mean to you; Take time that to say the words before your time is through. Be sure that you appreciate everything you've got and be thankful for the Little things in life that mean a lot. I AM BLESSED TO HAVE A GOOD FAMILY AND FRIENDS...

Making Friends!!
Making friends is important. You will have much more fun; you can go to parties, sleepovers, have pillow fights and eat candy. It's also important becuase won't be lonely, you will not play by your self, and you will not be sad. If you make a friend you can trust them. If you are sad you can tell your friend and they will help you feel better. So if you want to have fun and never be sad, make a friend.

Life Is Too Short!!!!
Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets.. So love the people who treat you right, forget about the ones who don't, and believe that everything happens for a reason.. Know a good thing when you see it, and don't let it slip away.. If you get a chance, take it.. If it changes your life, let it.. Nobody said it would be easy, they just said it would be worth it.. Have a great day!

First Anal
I grab your hips and start to pump fast. Your "Ohs!" trembling audibly with each slap of my legs against your ass. My hands are eager, reaching under you to cup your tit and squeeze the hardened nipple. Twisting lightly and pulling as your moans get louder. My other fingers have found your clit and it is wet and slippery as I tease it, slap it lightly and rub it furiously. "Ooh yes," I hear as I lean forward and kiss the back of your neck, letting my tongue run over your back, behind you ears and then suckle on the crook of your neck. "I Love you Baby," you grunt and turn your face to kiss my temple, my cheekbone, my jaw with gentle kisses that suddenly turn wild, and I feel your tongue tracing patterns over my face. "I Love you too," I whisper and kiss your ear. I move slower. My cock still buried, and your body flat on the bed. Your soft round bottom has closed around my buried cock in this position and I lean back so I can see it. Yes. Its a beautiful bottom. Two round soft chee

Ok I Hate Christmas,is That So Wrong?
ok well i dont hate it really but god every year it is so hard to get into the mood for it you know? dont get me wrongi love watching dylan have so much fun but every year i cry cuz i miss my brothers. they died 16 years ago and the holidays have sucked since then.and it seems the more time goes by the more i find it harder and harderto get into the christmas mood. i tried this year i put the tree up and had it all kinda of kick ass looking. the tree was just so beautiful till my pets DESTORED it.so i said fuck it for now lol and while im getting all the stuff for dylan for christmasi am also planing his birthday party. is birthday is dec 23 rd lol but it s all worth it for him. maybe thatsthe real meaning of Christmas, doing all of it out of love for someone eles.

Sms Expresses Love & Relationship
Money says EARN me lot,Time says PLAN me lot,Flower says LOVE me lot,Study says LEARN me lot,SMS says SEND me lot,& I say REMEMBER me lot… Relationship is like a Garden. It’s beautiful when watered with…love, hugs, tears & cheers.But it dries up if left untouched…so pls keep in touch… Great people talk about ideas, Average people talk about things, Small people talk about other people, And Legends never talk, they send SMS…

Hopeless Times Of Andy
God hope is so emo, its just like that part of a DNB song when everything fades to the lowest and highest frequency\'s and you feel all like lost and space and stuff, and you don\'t exactly know where you are. Hope is a lot like that, like a crazy internet hooker who says you can get a free blow job, but when they say free they mean 10 dollar and when they say blow job they mean punch in the face. No one take that statement to seriusly its only half true and its only a quarter from life experience....so bassically the story is that i found 10 dollars on the ground, but wouldn\'t it be somethin if the rest of that happaned? **later that day in parrallel universe land** So this is planet earth Andy comin at ya, and i just want to stop for a second and talk about Ezary, she\'s this really cool chica i\'ve been trying to spit game at or as you would say in nigganese (this cool chick i\'ve been talking to) and she\'s the most interesting girl i\'ve talked to in a while, i just hope

Sms - Sweet Messaging System
hi,Congradulations,u r todays winner. 1st price:good friendship 2nd price:lot of love 3rd price:life long sms. for conferm ur price,send sms to my mobile and for get ur price contact me B4 u speak - listen, B4 u write - think, B4 u spend - earn, B4 u criticise - wait, B4 u pray - forgive, B4 u quit - try, B4 u msg others - msg me GREAT PEOPLE TALK ABOUT IDEAS.AVERAGE PEOPLE TALK ABOUTTHINGS. SMALL PEOPLE TALK ABOUT OTHER PEOPLE. AND LEENDS NEVER TALK… THEY EXCHANGE MESSAGES!!

Breakfast Time
There she lay... Spread-eagle and tied to the bed. Her eyes were glowing with passion and I knew she was dripping wet...She was so delicous looking! I think I'll have her for breakfast, I thought to myself. So....out with the whipped cream and strawberries and cucumbers. Can you have whipped cream and strawberries and cucumbers for breakfast? (I guess it depends whom you are eating it off of...hmmmm?) There she was totally helpless...well, she asked me if I wanted breakfast and actually I did...just not in the same fashion as she was thinking. I moved over by her and kissed her lips, letting my hand slide down to her her moist pussy lips, just barely letting one finger dip inside to feel her heat. She looked quite yummy splayed out before me. I wanted me some.Now. I took my now-hard cock in my hand and rubbed it on her lips. Her mouth opened willingly, taking me in. I loved the feel of her warm mouth on my cock. She loved servicing me. I almost couldn't force her to

A Poem Of My Pain At 1 Time!!!
DEATH OF MY SEED!!!!!! Current mood: pensive Category: reflective Life PAIN...ANGUISH...REGRET...BETRAYAL... emotions engulf my body of steel turned to jello!! My beautiful daughter/son was taken away, by self-absorbed beings!! Beings worried about what others would say or think, selfishly,snuffed an innocent life!! I LOVE YOU my child in heaven, and will miss and remember you.though, i did not get to meet you!! God will return you to me,when the time is right.. and i will love and cherish you, when we meet one day!!! My soul felt your strength child, and i am proud to have tried to bring you home!!! You were unable to defend yourself, from the evils of selfishness, and the deceit of life-takers!! I hope you understand, i had no idea or control of what happened, behind your fathers back!! The pain i felt when you were taken back, to the house of souls, is unmistakenbly..unforgettable!!! You were punctured and abused, scraped, an

Why An Sms
S - Sexually M - Motile S - Stage so keep messaging me when you at puberty Without ur SMS days are like- MOANDAY TEARSDAY WASTEDAY THIRSTDAY FRIGHTDAY SHATTERDAY & SADDAY So SMS me everyday!!! *sms Receiving law and order* =>you have 2 way receiving sms daily from me.choose 1 and send me sms which you choose. 1)when you receivemy sms then reply a sms. 2)if you not reply mea sms so miss call me in 5 minutes after receive my sms.

A Day At The Nude Beach
(o u really thought it was the day at the nude beach huh! Well this is better ull actually make money with this!!!) BEST CASH REWARDS Please read it carefully as you won't want to miss out on this... You've likely never seen an online free-to-participate extra income program that ever amounted to anything. Well, I've found the exception to the rule. The BestCashRewards program is an entirely new means of creating a substantial extra income. There is no fee to participate, and your income potential is huge. All that is required from you is to view (1) thirty minute online seminar per week. Not a bad trade-off huh? In addition to this great extra income opportunity, you will enjoy many other benefits in this new community. The is a family environment, and offers many free conference rooms for learning as well as entertainment. There are even Live Karaoke rooms for you to sing or just listen. Come check this out and let me know what you

America
America Land a the free Home a the brave You gotta free yo mind Other wise they got us enslaved They got us like mice Tryin ta find cheese is the mase If we get smart and make it out They wanna put us in a cage America Land a the free Home a the brave You gotta free yo mind Other wise they got us enslaved They got us like mice Tryin ta find cheese is the mase If we get smart and make it out They wanna put us in a cage This is real talk Niggas ain't playin nomore If you got beef Ain't no fightin You gotta let yo heat spark In New York The block is hot It's fuckin crazy You can walk out yo house And get shot It's not fair These crooked cops You know they don't care Kill yo ass sprinkle coke on you And leave you right there Make you drug related cuz yo black Man we gettin abused Drug dealer slayn story On the six o'clock news I used to believe the U.S. Was the land of the free Silly me They still injure niggers In mississippi The politicio

Resounding Noise
A man and a woman were asleep like two innocent babies. Suddenly, at 3 O'clock in the morning, A resounding noise came form outside... The woman, sort of bewildered, Jumps up from the bed and yells at the man "Shit!, that must be my husband!" So the guy quickly got out of bed , scared, and naked. He jumped out the window like a crazy man, Smashed himself on the ground, went through a thorn bush, Then he stood up and started to run fast to his car. Just a few minutes later he returns and tells the woman "I'm your husband, you slut!!!" So the woman answers:- "Oh, yeah?!! And why were you running?!! You son of a bitch!!!"

Compliments Really Do Matter
This evening while I was cleaning up to go home a really nice elderly fellow stopped me. He had questions about a watch band. I answered them like I would any other customer questions and he basically proceeded to blow my head up like a gigantic balloon. He said to me, "You have one of the prettiest smiles I've seen in a long time" This is where I probably turned fifty shades of red. Thanked him and attempted to move along. That wasn't so easily done. He rent on to say that I have a strong character poise and that he was confident that I'd be an excellent character actress. Again, I thanked him and took a couple steps at which time he proceeded to tell me that he thinks I'd be excellent on a sitcom. My personality and character would just flow so well on a stage etc. I told the kind fellow that I was in theater for about six years and he insisted that I shouldn't have ever left it. That I should make a skit or something and a resume to send to agents because it's probably wha

I Am Beaten Down.
Look at these statistics: 49% of Native people preferred being called American Indian, 37% preferred Native American, 3.6% preferred "some other term," and 5% had no preference. Now look at this statement: The term, 'Native American,' came into usage in the 1960s to denote the groups served by the Bureau of Indian Affairs: American Indians and Alaska Native (Indians, Eskimos and Aleuts of Alaska). Later the term also included Native Hawaiians and Pacific Islanders in some Federal programs. It, therefore, came into disfavor among some Indian groups. The preferred term is American Indian. Answers to Frequently Asked Questions, from the Bureau of Indian Affairs Now, I don't always agree with Russell Means, but I do agree with this statement: I abhor the term Native American. It is a generic government term used to describe all the indigenous prisoners of the United States. These are the American Samoans, the Micronesians, the Aleuts, the original Hawaiians, and the er

Gynecologist
A Beautiful woman went to the gynecologist. The doctor took one look at the woman and all his professionalism flew out the window. He immediately told her to get undressed. After she disrobed the doctor began to stroke her thigh. While Doing so he asked her, "Do you know what I am doing?" "Yes," she replied, "You are checking for abrasions or Dermatological abnormalities." "That's right," said the doctor. He then began to fondle her Breasts. "Do you know what I am doing now?" he asked. "Yes," she said, "You are checking for lumps which might indicate Breast cancer." "Correct," replied the shady doctor. Finally, he mounted his Patient and started having sexual intercourse with her. He asked, "Do you know what I am doing now?" "Yes," she said, "You're getting herpes . . . . which is why I came here In the first place

Piercings
i did another piercing tonite. just like the other one but about a inch or so behind it. i will take pics and post asap. now i have a ladder in my pants. just did the second rung and will be workin on the third.

Kiiiissss Disease....licky
A peach is a peach.a plum is a plum.a kiss is not a kiss unless its with tongues.so open ur mouth & close ur eyes & give ur tongue some exercise. Kissing you baby is my dream. I am strawberry & you are the cream. Handle me gently keep me real keen.U & i together babes is passion so extreme! what kisses mean!KISS ON HAND=i adore u, KISS ON CHEEK=lets be friends, KISS ON NECK=i want u, KISS ON LIPS=i love u, KISS ANYWHERE ELSE=…lets not get carried away! Kisses blown are kisses wasted. kisses are not kisses unless they are tasted. kisses spread germs and germs are hated. but you can kiss me baby i am vaccinated

Kiss Me Babe. Aha Aha...
I’ve been thinking about u and me..if we were alone how it would be..I would kiss u all over till ur feeling hot..then give u a sensation when I hit the spot! Whats live ? Live is love. Whats love ? Love is kissing. Whats kissing ? Come here and I show you. If luvin’ was aginst the law,and kissin’ was a crime,i would gladly spend my life with u,in prison doin’ time. Kiss is not like Nokia…Connecting People Kiss is not like Nike..Just Do It. Kiss is not like Pepsi..Yeh Dil Maange More But Kiss is like Pan Parag..Ek Se Mera Kya Hoga

Someone Has To Say It!!!
WITH ALL THE DRAMA I GOT CAUGHT UP IN, ABOUT THE NSFW, AND STEPPING BACK AND REALIZING THE PRESSURE THE STAFF IS PROBABLY UNDER from us, and others. Also the fact that, yes I have in the past, stressed over points and leveling up, with all things considered, I have this to say: I reposted a lot of Bulletins for people, a lot were very important, a lot were from friends, real friends here that I will continue to. I have re-posted Drama, no MORE! I have friends that have me on their list STRICTLY to get POINTS. I am much too busy for that. I NEVER said I wouldn't rate profiles, and pictures. I Said: IF THE ONLY,O-N-L-Y REASON that you have me as a friend is to get points, PLEASE DELETE ME. I am not here for that I have helped people out, people have helped me out that I still have to get to. This is because of the Leeches. wASTING TIME ON THESE PEOPLE WHEN I COULD HAVE BEEN RATING PEOPLE THAT HAVE HELPED ME OR REALLY BEFRIENDED ME! Yes something has me "ticked off" toni

Top Ten Playlists (not All Of My Favorites But Some!)
1. Heaven Tonight H.I.M Razorblade Romance I think that this has to be my favorite song because I just love the lyrics, and I don’t care if you all think its all emo and crap. I love it!! And im sure that you all will to if you just listen to it. 2. I’m So Sick Flyleaf ~Self titled~ Flyleaf is the best girl screaming that ive heard in awhile. Seriously, and I love the fact that they can be religious and send powerful messages through powerful songs. Plus come on Lacey is totally hot. Lol 3. The Pot Tool 10,000 Days I crank up the radio so loud when this song comes on. Im afraid that ill blow my speakers, but the Bass in this is so awesome and I want to learn it so badly. Cause who doesn’t want to know how to play the bass part in this song. Tool just gets better and better everytime I hear them ^^ 4. Happy? Mudvayne Lost and Found This song is like my pseudo-angry at the world song. I listen to this and think, “Ya fuckers you happy now bitches!” it

Why Kisses On Sms ?
If u read,u owe me a HUG, if u delete,u Owe me a kiss, if u save,u owe me a DATE, if u return txt msg 2 me, u OWE me All, bt if u ignore, U r MINe! So wat will U do? What is Kiss? Kiss is an upper preparation for lower invasion, that will lead to further penetation,in fast acceleration that will build the next generation. The fluffy cloud may kiss the sky, the rose may kiss the butterfly, the morning due may kiss the grass but you my friend may kiss my lips!!

Kissed Sms
A kiss is an inquiry in the upper Floor about vacancy in the lower floor. “Give me a kiss, and to that kiss a score; Then to that twenty, add a hundred more: A thousand to that hundred: so kiss on, To make that thousand up a million. Treble that million, and when that is done, Let’s kiss afresh, as when we first begun.” Will you love me in December as you do in May,Will you love me in the good old fashioned way?When my hair has all turned gray,Will you kiss me then and say,That you love me in December as you do in May?” A kiss is special thing that you can cant take without giving, and you cant give without taking.

Kiss Me Sms
I will give you one kiss to go to sleep. I give you two kisses to dream. I give you an endless row of kisses to, when you wake up in the morning, think of me. my heart is made 2 luv u, my lips are made to kis u, my eyes r made 2 see u, my hands r made 2 hold u …..evry part of me wants u, maybe bcoz i was made just 4 u!! SMAK … A mobile kiss… Keep your mobile close to your ear! If a kiss was a raindrop id send u showers. If a kiss was a raindrop id send u showers.if a hug was a second id send u hours.if a smile was water id send u a sea.if love was a person id send u me!

Encouragment For A Better Life Started
a good comment that has encouraged I read my blog to danyel and scott tonight, and they said the most wounderful thing to me that made me feel really smart. I guess that since I left a certain person that I have broadend my mind and I feel as if my mind is free and clear to write what ever I want. Wow think of the possiblitys. My B days is coming up and all I can think about is that Im getting older and my brian is getting worse. For example remembering things and thank god for spell check. Other wise I would feel like a dyslexic fuck up. I found that even the brillent women have there bad days with putting words down on paper and haveing them make sence.

Merry Meet!
So, Im taking some wiccan classes online...I think I mentioned that earlier....anywhos some of the class Im able to adapt to with ease others are not so....like aromatherapy and herbalism...yea not my strong points I failed aromatherapy very badly!!! I know each witch has their strengths and weaknesses so, Im not going to loses any sleep over it..........well I guess I will head off to bed the husband is grumpy! smoochie boochies!

My Idea Of A Perfect Date
My idea of a perfect date is for a man to pick me up from my house, him looking sharp, but casual...The time is early evening like 8:00 p.m. and we laugh and make jokes as we drive to our destination which is to a resturant. As we await for the dinner, we sneak seductive, but shy glances at each other and we blush when we catch each other's eye contact. After dinner it starts to rain, so he drives slowly on the expressway, and we listen to slow jams. He places my hand on his lap, and with his right hand he holds my left. When we made it to a stop light he takes my chin and gives me the sweetest kiss that makes me weak to the knees and hot spots moist.... The rain subsides, so he takes me to a nice park and we walked around a bit until there was a bench and lights. We talk just about everything until we start kissing more passionately and feeling up on each other.... ****TO BE CONTINUED****

Kissss Sms
A Kiss is alovely trick designed by nature , to stop speech whaen words become superfluous. Kiss Me In The Light..Love Me In the Dark..Hold Me ’till The End.And I Promise I won’t Break Your Heart love is the name,kiss is the game forget the name lets play the game Benefits of Kissing ;Changes taste;Burns Calories;Lips never go dry;Relieves Stress;Makes face muscles strong;So KEEP KISSING: Dil ker raha hai, ke aaj tum ko ,akele main le ja ker, tum ko apne honton se aik, k..ki,,,kis,,,,kissssssss krun tumhare lips per

We Are All Connected.
We are all connected. The connection of minds throughout the entire world is becoming more and more evident. Communication and the sharing of ideas have become almost effortless these days. A person can share his ideas to the entire world and in turn see the ideas of many others all over the world. A person can find that many other people have the same beliefs, opinions and concepts. A person can find that their understanding of the world is similar to ancient beliefs. In ancient times, "word of mouth" or what was written down and copied by hand limited communication. Ancient philosophers and teachers would spread their beliefs to only the people that lived around them. Yet in other parts of the world similar beliefs were developed at the same time. I see that some eastern philosophies have similar points to the Middle Eastern beliefs. I see that western religions have similar messages to Asian beliefs. Yet these cultures are not physically close, their beliefs evo