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This Is So True
15 Things You Probably Never Knew or Thought About 1. At least 5 people in this world love you so much they would die for you. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. If not for you, someone may not be living. 8. You are special and unique. 9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world. 12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, pr

Remarkable Obituary
Remarkable Obituary Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Mr. Common Sense. Mr. Sense had been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such value lessons as knowing when to come in out of the rain, why the early bird gets the worm and that life isn't always fair. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you earn) and reliable Parenting strategies (adults, not kids, are in charge). His health began to rapidly deteriorate when well intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a six-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his conditio

Missouri's Tightwad Bank To Close
KANSAS CITY, Mo. (AP) -- A small-town bank that drew $2.2 million in deposits from around the country because of its unusual name will close Jan. 31. The Tightwad Bank opened on a shoestring 22 years ago in the small community along Missouri 7 halfway between Clinton and Warsaw. Now, UMB Bank Warsaw, which operates the bank, is cutting costs and has urged customers to do their banking at its branches in Clinton and Warsaw. Officials at UMB, a subsidiary of UMB Financial Corp, would not elaborate on the decision. "I don't like it at all," said Tightwad resident Linda Houk. "I'm not sure I'll leave my accounts at UMB." Two months after the Tightwad Bank opened in May 1984, an article on it appeared in The Kansas City Times. Word began to spread. "We were discovered," said Gene Henry, a Clinton banker who helped open the Tightwad Bank. "People would just mail us a check, Tightwad Bank, Tightwad, Missouri, sometimes with no ZIP code, and the post office, to its credit,

I Should Know Better
TYLENOL was here to greet me when I awoke this morn. Thank god!! lol Seems I have stubbed my head. Somewhere in between tequila shots a lot of beer and a few sambuca, I may have gotten a lil inebriated. Had a great Evening.Today is grocery/cleaning day and I'm not doin it! Well anytime soon anyway. Well guess I should feed my hangover...bb-que sounds good about now. SMILE

Pics
Why is it harder for a guy to get comments on pics on here. I figure girls like looking at us as much as we like looking at them, so it shouldn't be so different, but it is, why? I just wanna know what people think of my pics.

Time
“If we take care of the moments, the years will take care of themselves.” ~ Maria Edgeworth (1801) How do we measure time? Where do we see ourselves in the future? We don’t need to plan too far ahead, sometimes it’s better to go with the flow. If we are living in the now, doing good work and making good use of our time, everything is going to unfold exactly as it is meant to. It’s the same thing as “you reap what you sow.” Invest minutes and reap hours – Sow kindness, love and compassion and reap those rewards - an abundant harvest awaits! “Measure, time and number are nothing but modes of thought or rather of imagination.” ~ Benedict Spinoza Whether analog or digital, clocks and watches are man-made inventions. We follow along, agreeing to the certain standard measurements of time, when it is really only a perception of what has transpired. When we understand that there is no such thing as time, we will stop running out of it. We have all the time we need. Just as we have all

Monday Night Show
Saw the Talib Kweli show last night. Awesome show. Really, really great. If he comes through your town I promise it's absolutely worth the money. I don't think I can go to a show on a Monday again. I'm half wrecked right now. Thank god it's a short week. Still, I'm very glad I went. What a great show. Thanks to Wikipedia I found out he's in Second Life the online game: "According to Blacksmith's Web site, Talib Kweli's latest solo album will not be released until January 2007. In the meantime, he has created a global gathering place for all his fans on Second Life which will feature live concert streams as will as exclusives from his new album." I had set up a Second Life account a while ago but never really got into it. Now I totally want to check his stuff out. What a great idea.

Pregnant Turkey Happy Thanksgiving
> One year at Thanksgiving, my mom went to my sister's house for the > traditional feast. Knowing how gullible my sister is, my mom decided > to play a trick. She told my sister that she needed something from the store. > > When my sister left, my mom took the turkey out of the oven, removed > the stuffing, stuffed a Cornish hen, and inserted it into the turkey, > and re-stuffed the turkey. She then placed the bird(s) back in the oven. > > When it was time for dinner, my sister pulled the turkey out of the > oven and proceeded to remove the stuffing. When her serving spoon hit > something, she reached in and pulled out the little bird. > > With a look of total shock on her face, my mother exclaimed, > "Patricia, you’ve cooked a pregnant bird!" At the reality of this > horrifying news, my sister started to cry. > > It took the family two hours to convince her that turkeys lay eggs!* > > Yep..................SHE'S B

Excuses Of Common Whores (the Prelude)
Don't forget to include the instances where mommy and daddy didn't give you enough attention. Blame them for the nights you spent in your room blaring the stereo, drowning out your own sordid thoughts about the next door neighbor and his washboard stomach. Feign ignorance when you know that you've made the decisions that have put you exactly where you are. It's them, the men, that continuously take advantage of your tired and worn body. You have no mind to offer, so give them what's easy. Your dignity. The books don't make sense, so you don't read them anymore, but you act like it all makes sense. Life is your oyster, but you play it on your back...in defense of everyone and everything that touches you. And this is comfortable because Daddy gave you your name. Your stupidity is your trump card because it allows you to act like life is ok. Your malady is in the words you speak tho, because you can't begin to understand that your own reprocussions are your prison, and the

Roses
2006-11-21 05:24:23 roses ARE red, nuts ARE brown, skirts ARE up, pants ARE down, body 2 body, skin 2 skin, motor's runnin,lets begin. send to 10 people and see if u get it back that means someone wants to GET NAUGHTY WITH YOU. if i don't get this back i guess ur not my friend. if u have a lot of luv 4 someone.....copy and send to ur whole friend list and in 5 mins ur true love will call or im you. da naughty train - if u get it ur cute...u get it twice ur a hottie...u get it 3 times ur sexy...4 times ur REAL HOTTIE.........xoxoxoxox

How Do You Say Good Bye
I know it is time to let you go but the child in me still needs you here. I am being selfish I know, so I will let you go. With each word I write I set you free so mom please go I will be fine you will see You will forever be in my heart but it's time I made my own start Be happy mom you taught me well even though sometimes you couldn't tell I still hear every word and every laugh and I feel a mothers pain I know you understand what I mean I am sorry for the hard times I put you through But one more thing be for you leave and this is hard to say But the time is over for me to grieve you see there isn't really a need for you to stay because I will remember you each and everyday It's ok mom you are free be happy now it's time to leave

One More Risk
I see the pain in your eyes You hold back in fear of feeling The thought of being hurt again destroys you One chance is all I ask for To restore your faith in the world of love My dear... The thought of you in pain kills me That smile you hide I want it to shine once more Take one more risk for me Let me show you my love for you Be mine always and forever Until our dying day...

Masks
Every day I put on my mask It hides me from the world The people all love it Telling me I am nice and caring They come to me for advice and comfort Laugh at all my jokes and act shocked at my mistakes When I go home the mask comes off I become cold as ice, my heart becoming black once more The pain and lonliness slowly taking over my thoughts Looking into my mirror I ask myself a single question How do you like me now?

Labels
questions flying now who am I what am I? All trying to place a label Group the masses what do you want from me? Why do you torture me with your questions Fuck you I am not one of your labels I am who I am I am me Play your games Follow your social rules At the end of the day I will laugh As I sit being exactly who I am As you watch wishing to be just like me...

No Pity (yet Another Poem Of Mine )
Your pity makes me angry Telling me I need to change Only makes the pain subside for a short while I try many changes From hobbies to sleep habits Your ideas fill my head I try and I try To find that ever elusive "happiness" Yet at the end of the day I stand alone No friends to comfort me simply my computer and booze The names come from all over Alchy and nerd But what do you know Just because you have your happy pills Makes you no fucking better than me Push me and push me But be cautious of my rage Because im sick of the bullshit I will make my life I will make it what I want! Not what you want...

Punch Drunk Love
Punch Drunk Love... Looking at you, As I walk out the door. Punch drunk love, I can't take anymore. Strapped and chained, Against your wall. You're hateful words, Make me feel so small. Cluttered feelings, In my head. All my feelings, Wind up dead. Power hungry, In so many ways. I haven't trusted, In so many days. Chaos building, In my sights. I haven't slept, In so many nights. Punch drunk love, I ccan't take anymore...

My Love...music!
Music has always been a part of my life. My family played in band, and so did I. My mother And father would play music all the time, mainly The Moody Blues, Heart and Journey. I grew up listening to this music at a very young age. Thats why you will find them in my blogs. The music I play at the time I play it is usually an expression of myself and how I feel at that time. That is why I have a blog section about it. I try not to put up too many, cuz boy theres alot of music that runs through my head at any given time. Ask and I will tell you the tune in my head right now! It has become my best friend. The lyrics express my feelings or give me encuragement to go on. The music feeds my soul when its empty. My life long dream is to sing in a band. One problem, I have stage fright. When people do hear me their jaws hit the floor. I made my friend Dawn cry when I was singing kariokee. I was singing These Dreams by Heart. I thought I could have done better, but there she was crying. I

Submissions Wanted For Bryant Mcgill's American Review Literary Journal
Without question, millions of Americans have grown disillusioned and dissatisfied with the state of our complex society. Sour faces, bitter complaints, dividing debates, and frustrated hopes have become commonplace in the streets, towns, and media outlets across this Nation. But underneath the anger, confusion, and pain, undeterred individuals continue to press on, strive for their dreams, and perform courageous deeds every day. It is in this gleaming center of faith that the The American Review Literary Journal will focus. The purpose of the journal is to redefine America from the eyes of its extraordinary citizens, to reach into the heart of individuals and expose their self worth. Creator Bryant McGill speaks of Tomorrow's Promise as an opportunity to turn the corner in recovery and change, to help provide future generations a sense of hope, confidence, and fulfillment. (Please visit www.ARLJ.com to review his complete mission statement for the project.) We all come from diffe

Hopeful Hearts
hopeful Hearts A single tear is shed upon the earth Her cry echos across the lands That once strong heart Has now been shattered She scrambles to pick up the pieces Yet with each piece collected she cries harder I damn you for what you have done How could you hurt such and innocent How could you destroy her world? You coward hiding behind your lies I try to help in the collecting of the pieces Yet each one gives me more of a glimpse That pain she feels becoming a part of me now I look into her eyes Tell her she will not be alone Assure her that I will not leave her in this darkness She looks at me and begins to smile As I take her hand in mine Feeling my heart beating out of my chest drawing closer our lips meet As the shadows begins to fade A new day is ahead we will be alright...

Uninhibited Love...
"It was in this moment that I fell in love with Daisy, surrendering completely, whole-heartedly, and without conditions. No longer was it about self-confidence, or status, or even sex for me, but rather the tenderness of her soul. Can you remember the first time that feeling stirred you, uninhibited love? The phrase may seem a bit childish now that we're all grown up, drained of our youthful desires, dissillusioned and pounded into the mature consumers that society asks us to be. But if you're able to stroll down memory lane and look back at that shelf of stored-up (lost) passion, then maybe you'll be able to peel away the apathy and catch a glimpse of that untarnished ideal, because there can be no better high than the first time it takes you in." Excerpt from Jeff Kozlowski's novel "The One"

2nd Win
Just saying it here, do not ecpect any comments. My team won their 2nd game of the year last night. They only won one game last year as 7th graders they were flying high after the game. I am very proud of them, they have kept playing hard for me and do not complain when I ask them to do things. it has been a fun year and we are not even close the the end yet.

Evil Overlord Contenders So Far
We Have all kinds of contests here on CT. King and Queen, Prince and Princess and lets not forget Gods and Godesses. Well I am tired of the wholesome images these contest promote. So I am holding the CT Evil Overlord Contest. I wanna see who has what it takes to be a supervillian. Evil Overlords have minions so make sure if you are going to enter my contest your minions are ready to vote for you. Being an Overlord seems to be a good career choice. It pays well, there are all sorts of perks and you can set your own hours. However every Evil Overlord I've read about in books or seen in movies invariably gets overthrown and destroyed in the end. I've noticed that no matter whether they are barbarian lords, deranged wizards, mad scientists or alien invaders, they always seem to make the same basic mistakes every single time.(evil overlord list) There are many famous overlord you can aspire to be like: Lord Voldemoet, Any Sith lord,Foamy, Ganon and Bil Gates! So my friends…

~to All My Friends, Please Read~
Thank you guys for all the love. Never stop! Sorry havn't been around much, just dealing with a few things that is keeping me from the pc or can't be on as much. Hopefully change soon. Plus I started a new job last Friday night so that keeps me from being here nights. Miss all you guys! Hope everyone has a great Thanksgiving. Luv You All!! Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics by www.sexiluv.com

Deleted Friends!
Well as you noticed I went from 226 friends to a lower number! Ok if you are a guy it happened for one of four reasons~ ~ you are a perverted fuck that always ask me to fuck you online and I have explained in detail not gonna happen! ~ You drove me crazy to come and meet up with you to get our groove on! ~ You begged to be in my family and that was not gonna happen who is in my family is in my family for a reason and it is not to see me nude I have respect!!!! ~ And lastly it is cause you asked to be my friend and than we never connected! or we connected and things went very wrong! Chics~ ~ I am not bi and tired of being asked that so unless we have a relationship as a friend you are axed as well... Did I mention that yeah I am in a mood today!!!!!!! ~Tina~

Nipple Cickles
Ok, just got out of the shower, and it's FREEZING in my house. Sadly my clothes are in the laundry room and there's some guy helping my mom with her oxygen machine, so I'm stuck in my room, in my towel. I swear I'm going to freeze. Brrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr! Had to vent. Brr. It's cold. Brr.

Her
Your eyes once burned Into my soul Conquring the pain Healing the past My heart in your hands you chose to break Blood dripping from your fingers And onto the floor You mock me as you laugh And tell me of her Your love can not exist with us But lives on with her

How To Observe Thanksgiving.
HOW TO OBSERVE THANKSGIVING. Count your blessings instead of your crosses; Count your gains instead of your losses. Count your joys instead of your woes; Count your friends instead of your foes. Count your smiles instead of your tears; Count your courage instead of your fears. Count your full years instead of your lean; Count your kind deeds instead of your mean. Count your health instead of your wealth; Count on God instead of yourself.

Lifes Flight
Sitting on a bench one night I started thinking of lifes big flight All the things that seemed so small Add into a giant ball Hurt tears and pain With nothing left to gain Tried to walk but all i did was stumble Tried to talk but all i could do was mumble What was i suppose to do When really i didnt have a clue Crying without the tears Dried out from all the years Sitting on a bench one night I started thinking of lifes big flight Looked up at the sky And wondered what it was like to die

Be Real
u know this is really fucked up i want ppl to be a friend not chat with me on their fucking break like i am robot or something i am man with pride for god sake and have feeling under my skin be real friend or leave

"painted Smile" - Moody Blues
I can sing I can dance Just give me a chance To do my turn for you There's a change i'll slip But with stiff upper lip I'll sing a song for you Laughter is free But it's so hard to be a jester All the time And no one's believing I'm the same when i'm bleeding And i hurt all the time deep inside I've shed a tear for the lying While everyday trying to Paint this smile for you Backflips, cartwheelings, Somersault feelings What is there left to do Laughter is free But it's so hard for me, A jester all the time No one's believing I'm the same when i'm bleeding And i hurt all the time deep inside Roll up, roll up Enjoy the show Pick me up, wind me up, put me down You'll see me go And this painted smile May miss for a while Then come back and steal your show I sing, i dance Give me a change to do my turn for you With backflips, cartwheelings, Somersault feelings What's there left to do Laughter is free But it's so hard to be a jester All the time

Why I Am Not Around The Ct Much Anymore
Nothing is wrong as far as i know.. Just kinda tired of the drama of the CT and suffering from a bit of a ct burn out... Trying to reach level 10 and then achieving it was the goal i set... And now im just chilling and popping in from time to time.. Happy Turkey day C

Cum On People...help Me
OK.. Im doing better but still not there. I need more help.. PLEASE.. dont make me beg.. although im sure some you reading this would enjoy that..LOL OK over 500 friends and only fuckin 135 votes... what the fuck...and half of those are from ones I just met. CUM ON PEOPLE..YOU ARE SUPPOSE TO BE MY FRIENDS... If you cant see my private album you can see this photo... Im in a contest please stop by and vote Instructions to VOTE: 1. Click the link 2. Leave a comment (I vote for you) 3. RATE (10 please) 4. Stop by my page and let me know you voted. CLICK THE LINK HERE: [ CherryTAP.com photo: 202649423 ] Thanks Harleysportee69 PLEASE SHARE THIS LINK WITH YOUR FRIENDS....MAYBE THEY WILL VOTE IF YOU DONT.

Our Friend The English Language
OKokokokokok....so....I sign on to LC in the morning and immediately notice the amount of nasty bulletins people feel the need to post...Now, I don't normally read the bulletins, but occasionally, a particularly nasty bulletin name catches my attention and I can't help myself...I *have* to read about the egos of some of our LC friends (because make no mistake...these "all read" bulletins are more about ego than anything else).....and of course, I get annoyed...and wonder to myself how anyone can get their panties into such a twist over what someone on the internet thinks about your cleavage or your fat family member or even your fucking opinion....BUT...you can't fix stupid any more than you can fix crazy....my problem with all of this angry bulletin posting is a big one for me....small for some.....and it is as follows: Let me start by saying that I am, by no means, trying to say I'm perfect...Goddess knows I'm not....I make silly little mistakes all the time and sometimes I make b

Tag!
okay what is the name your first school ever, this is a tag your it,game i got taged so im going to tag back. My School was Miriam Morris Private School. I Tag PLayfulGod Shell MorphingButterflysMan SensitiveGuy

"nervous" - Moody Blues
Why i am so nervous Please explain to me Why i can't sleep I close my eyes to shelter In the dark i try to hide If you leave me on my own I'm worried i could lose my way In my mind confusion I see you everywhere But we don't speak I try so hard to touch you But you're always out of reach If you walked right by Would i see in it your eye Would you turn away Seems to me I've been a long time On this road Has there been a sign Another way And i've passed it by I don't know what it is that drives me on Gotta keep movin' Gotta keep movin' on Bring it on home Let's bring it on home - your love Bring it on home Let's bring it on home your love Bring it on home Let's bring it on home your love Down parallel lines Don't question faith Don't answer lies Tell me why i'm nervous Please explain to me Why i can't sleep Please explain to me The Moody Blues - NervousMusic Code provided by YouCodes

Poems 3
On Air If only I could open up my heart and show you what's inside If only there was a way for you to see... That... You have my attention My attenna's are fully extended Accepting and recieving your complete broadcast For me, you are a Must See A box office, block buster You had my thumbs up at the premier... But, I want the original, not some bootleg copy Your lips Baby, Your lips are so delicious I salivate at the thought of kissing them You keep them so moist, never looking dry or chapped Just ready for intimate contact Sometimes, I just watch them when you talk The way they move as you form your words I enjoy just looking at them Perfectly shaped and sized, shining from you lip gloss Damn, your lips have me at a loss, For words that is... At First Sight At first sight I was bombarded by a beauty so rare That all I could do is stare Take a chance, I told myself But you thought I was like all the other books on the shelf So, it became my

24th Birthday... Yea!!!
I can't believe that my 24th birthday is coming up very soon.. All my friends here are thowing a party for me and wont tell me anything.. Im soo excited.. I can't wait to party it up and get drunk!!! Maybe they will bring me to see some sexy naked ladies... ;) Well have a great day everyone.. Hope to hear from you sooon.. kiss kiss

Darrell Scott Testimony A Touching Story
Guess our national leaders didn't expect this, hmm? On Thursday, Darrell Scott, the father of Rachel Scott, a victim of the Columbine High School shootings in Littleton, Colorado, was invited to address the House Judiciary Committee's subcommittee. What he said to our national leaders during this special session of Congress was painfully truthful. They were not prepared for what he was to say, nor was it received well. It needs to be heard by every parent, every teacher, every politician, every sociologist, every psychologist, and every so-called expert! These courageous words spoken by Darrell Scott are powerful, penetrating, and deeply personal. There is no doubt that God sent this man as a voice crying in the wilderness. The following is a portion of the transcript: " Since the dawn of creation there has been both good & evil in the hearts of men and women. We all contain the seeds of kindness or the seeds of violence. The death of my wonderful dau

I Stink, Therefore I Am.
KMart. I admit it. I was there last night. My reasons are my own, but there was another person there that simply amazed me. He was this rather large and dimwitted gentleman playing with a display of one of those robot dinosaur things. He asked the salesman, "Hey! What is this thing?" Salesman replied, "It's a robot dinosaur." Duh. "Oh. Because it's scaring the living crap out of me." Salesman states the obvious,"Then stop pushing the damn button."

Damn Near Bit It.
Last Wednsday,8 November, I experienced a 3rd episode of my heart racing. This time it wouldn't stop, so I drove myself to the ER around midnight. Oconee couldn't do anything for me, meds weren't working,which they said was unusual, but, they could tell me what it was. Ventricular Tachycardia. What is ventricular tachycardia? Ventricular tachycardia is a fast heart rhythm that starts in the lower part of the heart (ventricles). If left untreated, some forms of ventricular tachycardia may worsen and lead to ventricular fibrillation, which can be life-threatening. Oconee Regional put me in an ambulance and took me to the Macon Medical Center. My days are kind of whacky, so I'll just tell you what happened as I remember. They put a stint in my leg, clearing an artery. After 4 hours of having to keep my leg still, they finally let me move around. About 30 minutes after that, I suddenly coded. I could not breathe and I couldn't get the nurses to understand that. I only have one

Poems 2
Is it you? Is it you I've been looking for? I've looked up and down High and low In town and out of town but, never have I found anyone with what you've got Everytime we talk, I like you more Give me a chance a chance to show you the alternative to what you're accustomed to We've both been looking for the same thing for far too long Now, my search is finally over Time will prove this statement to be factual If given the chance All I am asking is for more of what you've already given me More time for us to get to know each other God will take care of the rest. Untitled Your beauty is so evident That all who see you are instantly aware of it The ability to ignore your beauty is something I lack I find myself looking into those eyes, admiring that face Your smile is so intoxication You take me breath away...

My Senior Year In High School
Okay So I started my senior year in high school Life was good, My last year in school, No worries, A new neice to be proud of..yes life was good. I was heavily into drugs and drinking at this point but my mom still did not have a clue. I started having sex about this time too. About October, all my so called friends started dropping out and there i was still in school. even though i was into drugs to escape reality, i still had enough respect of myself to complete high school. So i made new friends. the so called "hicks" of the school. But they showed me what friend really are, they helped me get off the drugs. Even with these great friend I still felt that I was missing something. Though I maintained an happy appearence on the outside, i was actually very depressed in the inside. So i didn't have the drugs to escape, I continued with the cutting, though i kept it hidden very well. Right before Christmas break I tripped going down the stairs at school (blonde moment) an

Monkey
A trucker picks up a hitchhiker who climbs up in the cab and notices a monkey on the dashboard. After a few miles he asks the driver what the monkey is for. The driver says "I'll show you" and with that he hits the monkey with the back of his hand, sending the poor creature rolling across the dash. The monkey goes down between the drivers legs, unzips his pants, pulls out his unit and proceeds to give the trucker head. When finished ,the monkey pulls out a tissue, cleans the driver up, puts everything back and jumps back up on the dashboard. "See that" said the trucker. The man said "Yeah". The trucker ask the man "You want to try it?" The man said "OK, but don't hit me as hard as you hit that monkey!"

I Know I Need A Photo
Hello to all who happen across here. I don't have much to say at the moment, and I'm in a hurry to be somewhere in less than an hour. But I hope to make lots of friends here, there seem to be lots of nice and interesting people here. Photo will be posted soon. OK?

My Nightmare
nightmares Current mood: scared A very good and trusted friend suggested that i write about my nightmares in order to try and get them out of my head. i'm not much of a writer, but here goes nothing. Most of you know a little about my past marriage. It WAS a good one, until one night last year when everything changed. My husband, at that time, was "working" in NJ. i, as usual, was in Vt with our son, DJ. i got woken up around 2 or so in the morning by my car alarm. Someone had tried to break into my car. What would any wife and mother do? i tried to call my husband on his cell phone. When a female voice answered, i thought nothing of it since he was staying at his friend's house. Mikey is something of a "man-whore", so i figured it was one of HIS "friends". i didn't get upset until she said,"Honey, wake up. It's your wife on the phone." Then, i knew it was time to get mad. i strongly suggested that he get his ass home, NOW. i'm not that forward or bold as to

Ok I Am Snivvvveling. (not In A Good Fucking Mood)
well as it seems i ain't been gettin on here as much as before...so i am thinkin on leavin here specially considerin the past couple days i ain't been on here out of alllll my friends ya wld think i wld b flyin like mad on the three contests that i have posted in blog b4 this....not only cause of that, talk about tiss the fuckin season.......damn truck needs a new engine as of saturday night. one big engine and one major exspense, talk about a piss off, 2003 GMC Sierra 2500HD.....motor siezed due to a situation out of our control. playin in mud hooked on lip of a pit and it pulled us right in flooding everything inside and drownding the god damn motor, took two bigger trucks to get us out, lucky our air bags didn't come out, but i sure got the neck pain and headaches from it. damn lowest price found so far for engine is 3thou for a damn rebuild. hopefully can find somethin lower, alls i know is gonna b a tight christmas with four rug rats glad the two oldest are very understanding and

Poems
Untitled It's been years and I still miss you Wonder what it would be like if you were here But, she didn't want you So, I had to respect Her decision, but I didn't expect For her to say she wasn't ready But, that's what she said The words will forever repeat in my mind For you are the one thing I've wanted for years And since you've been gone, for you I've shed tears Wishing you were here To look in your face and see my own To provide you with food, clothes, and shelter To build a home Even if I have another, it will NEVER replace you Because a part me died inside When I lost you, My first child I love you.... Last Night I touched you for the first time and it felt better that I dreamed it would I've fantasized about you for so long That when it happened, I felt I was were I belong A taste so sweet, a smell so nice You've just increased my appetite for you The more I get, the more I want You felt damn good, no need to front If If there is a

Love
I am sitting here thinking about love. The love of an angel in Germany has taken me in his arms and lifted me high. As in to protect me from all the troubles I am going through right now. The love that shouts out at me the harder I try to push him away. I have never known a man to be so persisitent, any other person would have given up and said the hell with this girl. But not my German, he is an amazing man with amazing qualities. This is the first time in my life I have ever felt a love so strong, a bond that can not be broken or bent no matter how hard I try.

A Crevis To Cry In
I have found myself back into my hole again, Away from prying eyes, I weep, drowned in sorrow. Nothing can save me from this, Time doesn’t heal all wounds. Some wounds never heal, They bleed and fester, Till you are apart of it. Pain becomes your friend, Sorrow your companion. All alone now, No one to wipe my teary eyes, No kiss of assurance. I’m lonely, I hurt, I want this pain to go away. But it won’t. It never really does. I long for the numbness I once knew, But I can’t find it. You washed it away, And now I long for it desperately. I can’t get you out of my head, Your face is burned into my memory, Your voice is the only one that soothes. I will never be again, You’re so far away, I can’t find you anymore. Saralynne Fox

Thanks
Courtesy of MsTags.com To all of you who sent my daughter well wishes yesterday thankyou from the bottom of my heart . She is much better today , And as u can see its soon thanksgiving for a few of my good friends too... So love and warm wishes coming from me to u xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Dear Coward
I don't know who this is actually addressed to and I may never but I feel I must still air my grievance. I wanted my first bulletin to be about something fun and light but instead I must rail against Konservative fascism reaing its ugly head. No doubt by this point you are wondering what I am talking about. You may have noticed that in the last 24 hours my profile picture has changed. This occured under extreme duress. Apparently anyone of your photos can be flagged as abult or inappropriate and you have NO APPEAL PROCESS WHAT-SO-EVER!!!!!! The spirit of this policy is incredibly unamerican but I will address that later. What I would like to do is defend myself since I have been denied this inalienable right by the faceless arbitraters of this website. That photo was not adult! I state this with absolute confidence because there is no were in this country I could not have walked down the street attired as such. Furthermore if there is going to be an adult designation for photographs wh

Retirement Party.. At Ricks Boatyard
I found out that they are having a retirement party for Karl. Karl was an okay boss.. who never got your name right. lmao It was always hey guy! .. Unless you screwed up then it was.. Royyyyyyyyy! and my middle name.. how did he know my middle name.. Hell I never had one! lmao Anywho.. His party is at some swanky place called "ricks boat yard" on a manmade lake.. U know.. a place where a guy takes a girl to.. knowing he can't afford it! hahhaha I was thinking about taking someone.. I mean was.. lol But.. I don't know any women who would show up on time! Plus.. I don't like company parties. I don't like the true fakeness.. now this is fake people.. Acting like you want to be around people that hate you cuz of your skin color.. yeah.. thats fake! Knowing that who you bring can get ya fired.. yeah .. thats fake.. haha Anywho.. I'll probably skip the thing.. There offering it as a paid half day.. to 2nd and 3rd shifts.. Well since they are thr

Mike 'babyjesus' Is Asking.......... *point Chaser's Read This* (repost)
Mike 'Babyjesus' is asking.......... *POINT CHASER'S READ THIS* (repost) Mike posted this bullentin, so I changed mine, not that is was bad, but it has to start somewhere, lets see, If everyone else does also, exspecially lets see if our Top 10 CherryTap members honor what Mike is asking, think anyone in color should honor his thought.........keep reposting i'm really getting tired of seeing the cleavage shots with no faces, and ass pics as primary photos everywhere on the site. none of my friends can even load the site while they're at work, and they're one of the main reasons we started this thing. in the near future we're going to start being more aggressive when it comes forcibly flagging adult/slutty pictures on the site, but before we do that i'm asking for everyone to help us out by just not using those photos as your primary. we don't want to be big brother and control the content of the photos you upload, but we do ask that you use the tools given to k

I Feel Like Shit
Ok so yesterday i started to feel bad after I got home with the kids. I couldn't figure out why. I couldn't keep my eyes open I feel asleep twice. I kept waking up last night and I still feel the same as yesterday which sucks cause I couldn't play with my kids. I hope i am not sick tomorrow for ethans 3rd birthday.

A Different Christmas Poem
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled,

::thanksgiving Dinner::
I feel like betty crocker Since I can't spend Thanksgiving with the family I'll be spending it with my second family My best friend put me in charge of 3 things pop (not a problem), corn (easy stuff), and pumpkin pie (umm. the question. to bake or to buy?) I was never one for takin the easy way out So baking was my answer While buying ingrediance I found the recipe for "pumpkin cheese cake" So I decided since everyone likes variety Why not make one of each? It wasn't till I got home that I discovered working doubles all week left no time for baking unless of course I didn't want to sleep so this morning no sleep it is! the "Pumpkin Pie Cheese Cake" is in the oven say a prayer for me k? lol

Cry
"I won't cry" I see no reason, I see no rhyme, Why have I been left behind alone to serve the sentence of your crime? I've been put down and pushed around, often finding myself on the ground. I've had to push myself deep inside and build a wall behind which I can hide, hoping only too survive. I see no reason, I see no Rhyme, Why have I been left behind alone to serve the sentence of your crime? Though my heart still beats and my lungs still breath, I no longer feel alive. I've sealed my feelings deep inside, Now I wont scream and I won't cry tonight............

Finally Home
Ok.. now that I let that go finally.. the work me.. let him at work.. LMao I'm starting to understand that I really need to do something that I enjoy. Its time for me to do my pc work again.. and program .. doing web type stuff.. read books study for exams. I can afford the exams now that i've gotten a raise. I can fill my days with repair and or software troubleshooting. I'm very good at it. So good that I get to beta test software sometimes. I stopped cuz of 2nd shift.. Now that i'm on 3rd .. I should enjoy more of my day. even if its studying.. I'd enjoy that more than talking about the machines at work.. borrrrrrrrrrring! lmao I can only talk about that kotex machine so long.. hahaha I want to get back into video editing.. and photography.. that was fun.. I made a dvd of my fav show last summer and put menu's on it.. sounds.. hell.. it was awesome.. kinda like when I used to make mix cds.. All that was to see if I was good at it. :) I am! lol N

Love And Understanding
Making Pancakes Six -year-old Brandon decided one Saturday morning to fix his parents pancakes He found a big bowl and spoon, pulled a chair to the counter, opened the cupboard and pulled out the heavy flour canister, spilling it on the floor. He scooped some of the flour into the bowl with his hands, mixed in most of a cup of milk and added some sugar, leaving a floury trail on the floor which by now had a few tracks left by his kitten. Brandon was covered with flour and getting frustrated. He wanted this to be something very good for Mom and Dad, but it was getting very bad. He didn't know what to do next, whether to put it all into the oven or on the stove and he didn't know how the stove worked! Suddenly, he saw his kitten licking from the bowl of mix and reached to push her away, knocking the egg carton to the floor. Frantically, he tried to clean up this monumental mess but slipped on the eggs, getting his pajamas white and sticky. And just then he saw Dad standing at

Special Thanks...
Special Thanks... To artist Martin Abel must be made for the use of one of his gorgeous pictures in the making of an image for a friend here I say gorgeous, but I don't know that that really covers it.. his art is not the typical style or beauty and grace, but lines are clean, the figures are hot, the pictures are usually a cross between racy and humorous... stylized Disney meets Heavy Metal Magazine or Fangoria Check him out at http://www.martinabel.com/index.htm

What Tarot Card Are You?
You are The Empress Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation. The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents, beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful. The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her. What Tarot Card are You?Take the

2 All My Family!
YALL ARE THE BEST FAMILY THAT I HAVE EVER HAD!!! YALL HAVE BEEN HELPIN ME LEVEL UP AND YOU HAVE ALSO HELPED ME WITH GETTIN THROUGH THE THINGS THAT HAVE BEEN GOIN ON WITH MY DAUGHTER AND I LUV YALL SOOO MUCH!! I JUST WANTED TO ASK YALL IF YOU WOULD PRAY FOR HER ON NOVEMBER 28 CUZ THAT IZ THE DAY OF HER SURGERY. AND PRAY FOR MY GIRL TO GET HER SSI APPROVED SO WE CAN HAVE THE MONEY TO GET A HOUSE!! CUZ IM STAYIN WITH MY PARENTS IN A TINY TRAILER AND NEED MY OWN HOME BAD!!! THATS WUT IM HOPIN TO GET FOR XMAS THIS YEAR! I LOVE ALL OF YALL THANX FOR ALL YOUR SUPPORT!!! MMFWCL4LYF!!!!!!!!!

Tuesday Torment...
Ability will never catch up with the demand for it. - Malcolm Forbes Against logic there is no armor like ignorance. - Laurence J. Peter The longer I live the more I see that I am never wrong about anything, and that all the pains I have so humbly taken to verify my notions have only wasted my time. - George Bernard Shaw

My New Favourite Song :d......
Artist: Yolanda Adams Lyrics Song: I Believe Lyrics They said you wouldn't make it so far a a And ever since they've said it its been hard But never mind that night'cha had to cry Cause you had never let it go inside You worked real hard and you know exactly what you want and need so believe And you can never give up You can reach your goals Just talk to your soul and say I believe i can I believe i will I believe i know my dreams are real I believe i can I believe i will I believe i hold it soon man That is what i do believe Your fools are justes singing, your soul aha And you know that your moves will let them show You keep creating pictures in your mind So just believe they will come true in time It will be fine leave all of your cares and stress behind and Just let it go Let the music go inside again the pain It just start to believe At third my yet what people say Hold your head high and turn away With all my hopes and dreams I will believe E

Surprise Surprise..
Coming back home from work was a bitch. The traffic was horrendous and on top of that I was assigned to do research for the company I was interning for. Talk about heavy duty work ! What amazes me is the amount of patience my employers have for the interns. It kinda motivated me to represent ! LOL Well life has taken a turn for the best and I'm pretty confident that things are taking a turn for the greatest... I was kind of surprised to be assigned to do analytical@analysis work especially for a company as big as theirs. Award winning to boot. (I'm flattered beyond belief) lol Neways, I gotta skeedaddle... Shall keep ya'all updated on my future adventures :D Mwuaks!

I've Been Violated
hey guys something went wrong. I think I was hacked cause I wasn't on at all really yesterday and I come on this morning to find a blog saying I've killed myself... well I'm not dead i'm still here sorry if I scared anyone.. but by the look of the blog only 6 people saw it anyway so i guess not to many people cared.

We Are Looking For Friends
who have kinky fetishes, like bdsm or are just unique people. We are a real couple who are open minded and like to have fun with everything from strapon play to S/m. I am a very creative sadist. ;) We are huge latex/rubber fetishists and love toys/clothes made out of these materials. We are also country buffs and love the rural outdoors. We love the wildlife and the mountains that surround our barn style home. We are enviromentalists and organic health nuts. We believe God/Goddess is all around us, in the trees, the animals, the water and ourselves.

To Whm It May Concern
We are having techinical diffuculities with our computer andi'm on the laptop to send out this blog. I'm hoping that this evening everything will be fix but if not i will miss everyone and hopeto talk to you all agian soon sincerely Erin

Free Vs Paid
Well it's not that simple! You might go: FREE stuff for me. Not a penny from my pocket! If i can get that for free, why shouldn't I? I'll take my chances and allow me to have another point of view. Free stuff: +it's free +can do the trick +sometimes you may find it really easy and right away -sometimes takes u couple of ours to find it -not always is what u're looking for. -most of the times, it has a catch. Paid stuff: +does exactly what u're looking for. +the price u pay works like a guarantee +you feel kind of secure, kmowing that u paid for it +you can ask for a refund if you're not satisfied (most of the time) -money out of ur pocket Now go vote on my mumm! if this helped you Bye for now!

Some Things On My Chest
you know i hate when you bust your balss for people help them level out uses all your posting all the time for them but wjhen it comes down for them to help you . its like ok wwe will do it later i just figured out that your cant belive nothing any more but hey so i probly be crawling back in to my hole doing my art and running one of the best station on the net but hey who am i aperently im none tony

Cancer
I spent all day at the hospital with my dad. He was found to have a cancer nodule on his left lung. After 4 hours of surgery he returned with 30% of his left lung removed. I got to see my uncle again, havent seen him in 15 years. Hopefully my trip to Virginia will take my mind off of it. I guess i'll see. -c

And Then There Was Silence....not For Long Mind...
I do this for my other blogs and thought...why not do it here. Basically I post a song each week from any band and then get comments, if anyone acually read it that is..LoL Let\'s kick things off...with this weeks song and that song is...AND THEN THERE WAS SILENCE by Blind Guardian Song Name - And Then There Was Silence Artist - Blind Guardian Album - A Night At The Opera Song Number - 10 of 11 Song Length - 14:07 Lyrics Turn your head and see the fields of flames He carries along From a distant place He\'s on his way He\'ll bring decay (Don\'t move along \'Cause things they will go wrong The end is getting closer day by day) In shades of grey We\'re doomed to face the night Light\'s out of sight Since we\'ve reached the point of no return We pray for starlight we wait for the moon The sky is empty Alone in the unknown We\'re getting nowhere We have been betrayed By the wind and rain The sacred hall\'s empty and cold The sacrifice made

Epicourse!!!!
I am John Lucas, Bassist And Backup Vocals For A New Band Called Epicourse!!! Check Us Out At http://www.Epicourse.net which will redirect you to our myspace page PLEASE ADD US AND HELP US GO BIG!!!! will will have mp3's really really soon but if you cant wait im me at Fyrereigner on Yahoo and i'll be happy to send you a song or two THANK YOU!!!

When Will I Be Loved
I've been cheated Been mistreated When will I be loved I've been put down I've been pushed 'round When will I be loved When I find a new man That I want for mine He always breaks my heart in two It happens every time I've been made blue I've been lied to When will I be loved When I find a new man That I want for mine He always breaks my heart in two It happens every time I've been cheated Been mistreated When will I be loved When will I be loved Tell me, when will I be loved By the Everly Brothers

The Slippers
Murphy calls to see his mate Paddy who has a broken leg. Paddy says, "Me feet are freezing mate, could you nip upstairs and get me slippers?" "No bother," he says, and he runs upstairs and there are Paddy's two stunning 19 year old twin daughters sat on their beds. "Hello dere girls, your Da' sent me up here to shag ya both." "Fook off you liar!". "I'll prove it," Murphy says. So he shouts down the stairs, "Both of them, Paddy?" "Of course, what's the use of fookin' one?"

Faithfully Resonate
Tuesday, November 21, 2006 Faithfully resonate When you are fearful, everything turns into something to fear. When you are hopeful, everything becomes a reason to hope. When you are angry, anything that comes along can feed that anger. When you are peaceful, the world around you begins to mirror your peace. What comes from the depths of your being, grows more intense and more concrete as it works its way outward. What you hold in your heart, you will see in your world. Though you may try to hide things inside, they surely come out in ways you cannot even imagine. If you wish to change what you appear to be, then change what you truly are. Hold in your heart a pure and authentic vision of all that you value most dearly. Choose carefully what has priority in your innermost being, for that is what shapes the world you experience. Build a solid, positive and fulfilling life within. And all that you know, will faithfully resonate with the person you choose to be. --

Today's The Day
well, today's the day of my big interview. so what am i doing? sitting here naked (well wrapped in a towel) talking to ya'll screw balls. well, such is life and wish me luck. i really need this job so i'm hoping that all will go well today. my stomach is a knot of nerves and i forgot to turn off the alarm before i let the dog out. yeah, THAT went well. i haven't managed that in a while. >.< needless to say i feel REALLY REALLY stupid. but wouldn't everyone? i'd sure as fucking hell HOPE so! okay. . . i know i should get off of this thing and finish getting ready, so i am. wish me luck! untill next time, good moshpitting to all!

Mornin
MORNIN ALL....ANOTHER DAY IN THE NEIBORHOOD.LOL.....NOW SERIOUSLY THIS COMPUTER IS ACTING CRAZY TODAY FOR SOME REASON...SO ALL MY NEW FRIENDS I WILL GET U RATED......SO HAVE A GREAT DAY AND HOPE I DONT THROW THIS COMP. OUT THE WINDOW LOL

The $5 Hooker
Bill Clinton started jogging near his new home in Chappaqua. But on each run he happened to jog past a hooker standing on the same street corner, day after day. With some apprehension he would brace himself as he approached her for what was most certainly to follow. "Fifty dollars!" she would cry out from the curb. "No, Five dollars!" fired back Clinton . This ritual between Bill and the hooker continued for days. He'd run by and she'd yell, "Fifty dollars!" And he'd yell back, "Five dollars!" One day however, Hillary decided that she wanted to accompany her husband on his jog! As the jogging couple neared the problematic street corner, Bill realized the "pro" would bark her $50 offer and Hillary would wonder what he'd really been doing on all his past outings. He realized he should have a darn good explanation for the junior Senator. As they jogged into the

War Time Christmas Story
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty yea

Useless Turkey Facts
Turkey Facts Here turkey, turkey, turkey * Turkeys are able to adapt to a wide variety of habitats. However, most turkeys are found in hardwood forests with grassy areas. * The best time to see a turkey is on a warm clear day or in a light rain. They what? * Turkeys have heart attacks. When the Air Force was conducting test runs and breaking the sound barrier, fields of turkeys would drop dead. * Turkeys can drown if they look up when it is raining. Eat, sleep, gobble * Turkeys spend the night in trees. They fly to their roosts around sunset. * Turkeys fly to the ground at first light and feed until mid-morning. Feeding resumes in mid-afternoon. * Gobbling starts before sunrise and can continue through most of the morning. Eyes in the backs of their heads? * A wild turkey has excellent vision and hearing. Their field of vision is about 270 degrees. This is the main reason they continue to elude some hunters. And they're f

Useless Thanksgiving Facts
Reason We Celebrate Thanksgiving: To give thanks. Observance of Thanksgiving: * Give thanks for everything we have and enjoy. * Thanksgiving meal enjoyed with (extended) family and friends, consisting of Turkey and fixings. * Macy's Thanksgiving parade in New York City * Thanksgiving Football games * Listening to Arlo Guthrie's "Alice's Restaurant". * The day after Thanksgiving is the unofficial kick off to holiday shopping, called "black Friday" (named black Friday because retailers usually go into the black (profit) from strong sales on this day). About the Pilgrims and Thanksgiving * The pilgrims left England for New Holland to escape religious persecution. * They decided to go to America because they did not like their life in New Holland. * The boarded the Mayflower and landed at Plymouth Rock on December 11, 1620. * Their first winter was terrible and they lost many of their group. * Their first harvest in the fal

Deleting Peeps Off My Friends List
I'm not going to get all arsey about this or make a big deal but I just wanted to say to those who I've recently deleted....it's nothing personal...it's just that some of you I've never even spoken too, and I'm not here just to have the most friends etc etc....you won't even notice I've deleted you! So, take care! Mxx

My Nightmare Day (yesterday)
So yesterday I had a shitty day...one of those where everything went wrong. Went to pay for some shopping in the local supermarket, only to have my card declined. Now for once, I wasn't paicking as I knew I had moneyu in there..asked her to try again...and again...didn't work. By this time, people behind me were getting pissed off, and I was getting pissed off at them getting pissed off...(you see where I'm going with this?? So...went to my bank, checked the account, said I was almost £3,000 overdrawn! I was like 'no way'! Went in to my branch and asked them wtf was going on....turned out there's been an error...she gave me one of those smarmy smiles that's like not even half way to an apology...amended the mistake and I left. I then went to do my Christmas shopping which was good because it means it's out of the way. I went on a weekday to avoid the mad crowd, crazy shoppers and screaming kids. Whilst in town I got a call to say that my new PC had arrived, got really excited

Meet The Sweetest Lette Around
Come meet this lette, she is the sweetest one around, she will do anything for anyone. She has a heart made of gold and some. Come help her reach the next level, add her, fan her, rate her pics. You won't be sorry that you made her your friend. ABKS LETTE~ JUGGALO FAMILY ~ a.k.a Mrz. Blaze@ CherryTAP

Lifesavers
John 3:36 “He that believeth on the Son hath everlasting life: and he that believeth not the Son shall not see life; but the wrath of God abideth on him.” There was a preacher who kept a painting in his study of a shipwreck. There were sailors in lifeboats reaching out their hands to people floating on debris from the ship. A little boy looked at the painting and asked his daddy, “Are those in the lifeboats trying to save those people or are they just shaking hands?” I wonder about us.... It is all right to have friends; in fact, I encourage you to do that. But, are you doing more than just socializing? Wouldn’t it be a shame if all you did was shake the hands of those around you, when you could be serving and showing them the way to God through Jesus Christ? We don’t pray, live, and witness as if people are dying and going to hell or heaven every day around us. May God have mercy on us. The need of the hour is for men and women to have a servant’s heart.

Cutest Couple Contest
I am gonna be holding a contest.. i have been thinking about doing this for a while but have finally decided to do it.. Cutest Couple contest.. Rules are as follows the pic must include you and one other person... not necesarrily your signif other can be a good friend if ya like... Just send the pic you would like to use.. updates on contest when i have them lol now if you will i have also posted a bulletin please go and repost it so i can get enough people to enter :) thanks

Conversations With My 13 Year Old Self
"Conversations With My 13 Year Old Self" By Pink... go listen on my page. Damn...was someone in my head when they wrote this song?! WOWSERS!!! This one made me cry! Conversations with my thirteen year old self Conversations with my thirteen year old self You're angry I know this The world couldn't care less You're lonely I feel this And you wish you were the best No teachers Or guidance And you always walk alone You're crying At night when Nobody else is home Come over here and let me hold your hand and hug you darling I promise you that it won't always feel this bad There are so many things I want to say to you You're the girl I used to be You little heartbroken thirteen year old me You're laughing But you're hiding God I know that trick too well You forget That I've been you And now I'm just the shell I promise I love you and Everything will work out fine Don't try to Grow up yet Oh just give it some time The pain you feel is real

Love Is Like
Love is like a butterfly in so many, many ways. It brings a bit of sunshine even on gloomy days. It makes our souls feel lighter just to know it's there And gives our spirits wings, as if floating in the air. It carries us to places that we never knew before And comes in many sizes, shapes and hues galore. Once we've seen it, we wish to hold onto it so tight But like a frail butterfly, we must allow it free flight, For if we should try to cage it up and hold it in a pen, We'll surely crush its wings, and it'll never fly again. To keep that love glowing in our hearts each day, We must remember always to give some of it away. Every little bit we give to someone else to share Comes back tenfold, and we've so much to spare. Put your love on gossamer wings, and give it flight; It will return to you, and bring you much delight.

A Different Christmas Poem
A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in th e cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldi

Cordination Retarded
Ok, I'm re-decorateing my room for my Christmas present, and so far my idea is this: The walls are going to be pink with lighter pink stripes. Black canopy over the bed. Pink lights hanging over the top molding. Pink bedding with black pillows. And everything else is black or sinisterly dark:D Lots of black and white candles. And a vase of white roses. Tell me what you think and any ideas you might have for me!

I'm Sorry--flyleaf
I'm sorry I don't mean to remember It's true that I dream less often I'm not ashamed Of that long December Your hand's coming down again I close my eyes and brace myself I only noticed your face No matter what you're gonna build my shell No matter what you're gonna build my shell Leave the salty taste I'm falling (falling) I'm shedding my skin (my skin) But it's not time I'm told I am aware (am aware) Of what you mean by then I'm only ten years old I close my eyes and brace myself I only noticed your face No matter what you're gonna build my shell No matter what you're gonna build my shell You leave the salty taste My scars are yours today This story ends so good I love you and I understand That you stood where I stood I close my eyes and brace myself I only noticed your face No matter what you're gonna build my shell No matter what you're gonna build my shell I'm done healing I'm done healing

I Just Got My New Car....
at long last the car i have wanted since it came out is mine all mine.. hehehehe well and my hubbys of course but anyways .. i have a focus st 2 in bright orange theres a picture of one the same in my pics if ya wana see .. its so completely gorgeous i love it .. but im also petrified of it because its so fooking quick and the clutch is soooo sensitive ... but i will get used to it . !! and to top the week off im going to see pink in concert on sunday ...cant wait shes supposed to be brilliant live !! huurraahhhh !! xxx hope ya all having a good week loves and hugs xxx

Lier, Lover
liar, lover both mean the same. Longer together there is no trust And you cannot be with your love If your hearts begin to rust. Cupid's arrow did not miss Some are distracted and cannot feel it. Release your frustration , step out of the mist Because a life without love is not fit. Together we rise, together we fall With no one to catch us. Please do not wipe away my love like dust We have dined with Fate ,Death and Cupid combined And me without you is like an hourglass without sand.

Loneliness
Chatter, Sneezes, Laughs, All the things that are easy, Even for the daft. This is natural, This is fun, Being surrounded by everyone. Slowly but surely, Your voice becomes quieter, Whislt their laughter gets mightier and mightier. The attention dimmers, The light simmers, And darkness is all around you. "You're no fun" So it's begun, Loneliness has finally found you.

Friends Forever.
The day I met you I found a friend - And a friendship that I pray will never end. Your smile - so sweet And so bright - Kept me going When day was as dark as night. You never ever judged me, You understood my sorrow. Then you told me it needn't be that way And gave me the hope of a better tomorrow. You were always there for me, I knew I could count on you. You gave me advice an and encouragement Whenever I didn't know what to do. You helped me learn to love myself You made life seem so good. You said I can do anything I put my mind to And suddenly I knew I could. There were times when we didn't see eye to eye And there were days when both of us cried. But even so we made it through: Our friendship hasn't yet died. Circumstances have pulled us apart, We a : are separated by many miles. Truly, the only thing that keeps me going Is my treasured memory of your smile. This friendship we share Is so precious to m

Just Me.
A boy and a girl, the best of friends. From elementary to high school from beginning to end. Through all those years their friendship grew. They both felt the same, but neither knew. Each waking moment since the day they met. They both loved each other sunrise to sunset. He was all she had in her terrible life. He was the one who kept her from her knife. She was his angel, she made him smile. Though life threw him curves, she made it all worth while. Then one day things went terribly wrong. The next few weeks were like a very sad song. He made her jealous on purpose he tried. When the girl asked, "Do you love her?" on purpose he lied. He played with jealousy like it was a game. Little did he know Things would never be the same. His plan was working but he had no clue. How wrong things would go, the damage he would do. One night she broke down, feeling very alone. Just her and the blade, no o

What Type Of Kiss Are You?
What kind of kiss are you? PassionateYour kiss is the kiss that makes girls melt and men get in touch with their feminine side. Nothing says I love you like a full, heart-felt kiss. Take this test

How Can I Love U Back?
Sleepwalker & Whispering Fingertips--Lacey Mosley(Flyleaf) My spirit is willing but my flesh is weak My eyelids grow heavy and I might just fall asleep Walking around in my sleep Running into walls I cannot see Falling and scraping up my face Ignoring the softest spoken grace How many times will I go and take the bait Only for this hook to rip right through my face How can I love you back? What can I do to show you? His piercing eyes meet mine Please simply stay awake. Talk to me and I'll hear you Don't fall asleep this time Gotta stay awake, gotta stay awake Don't you see me reaching for you? I swear I really do love you. How can I love you back? What can I do to show you? His piercing eyes meet mine His piercing eyes meet mine Please simply stay awake. Talk to me and I'll hear you Don't fall asleep this time Gotta stay awake, gotta stay awake Contemplating you is like a dream I never want to wake up from what I finally see Perfect circl

What Sex Style Are You?
Whats your sex style? Erotic Sex StyleKissing, touching...pulling hair...handcuffs...whatever goes in your bedroom or backyard...truck...neighbors bedroom even! Its lights, camera ...ACTION BABY! Take this test

Touch You...
I just want to touch you To take you in my arms See you in all your loveliness Taste your tender charms You arouse something in me That I just can't explain Let me take you home with me To give you my last name Ever since the day we met It's you that I adore How cliche to fall in love With the girl next door IMspidey/M.M. 11/06 Copyright © 2006

Sleepwalker & Whispering Fingertips
Sleepwalker & Whispering Fingertips--Lacey Mosley(Flyleaf) My spirit is willing but my flesh is weak My eyelids grow heavy and I might just fall asleep Walking around in my sleep Running into walls I cannot see Falling and scraping up my face Ignoring the softest spoken grace How many times will I go and take the bait Only for this hook to rip right through my face How can I love you back? What can I do to show you? His piercing eyes meet mine Please simply stay awake. Talk to me and I'll hear you Don't fall asleep this time Gotta stay awake, gotta stay awake Don't you see me reaching for you? I swear I really do love you. How can I love you back? What can I do to show you? His piercing eyes meet mine His piercing eyes meet mine Please simply stay awake. Talk to me and I'll hear you Don't fall asleep this time Gotta stay awake, gotta stay awake Contemplating you is like a dream I never want to wake up from what I

First Day Of The Rest Of My Life.
So I am moving to Richmond once my lease is up in Jan. I need to know if it is truely not ment to be. My Son is in Richmond and I need to live closer to him. I love him. I miss him. I just don't want a large 'what if' hanging over me got the rest of my life. I want to know once and for all. And I am not going to be able to know for 100% certianinty that it is not ment to be unless I talk to Candi and try and work things out. I know we are good together. Atleast we were at one point and I need to find out why/how we got to the point of 5 months ago. I need to know if it is something Candi and I can work through or if it is something that we can't. But I can not find that out if I don't at least try. I am not worried about not having a wife when I move back if we are not able to work things out. And Candi and I have discused this that the main reason I am moving back to Richmond is to be closer to my son. He is my world. Candi and I have a lot to talk about it and our Marriage will no

Calling All Cherry's Please Show Them Some Love
hi all this is my nephew he needs some cherry love stop by his page and check out his pics and leave his some cherry love . thanks mark yeah please do go show this guy some love and his uncle too they are both really sweet. so do your best in showing them both some cherry love it will be greatly appreciated.thanks to you all who do this...hugs SUNSHINE here are both of there links please go show them some love....thanks again to those who do and please repost so this gets around mark---there,s a reason for everything@ CherryTAP JackAss@ CherryTAP

I Have Seen Alot Of Your Pics And?
You should join the contests I have that starts next year but you can join now and get a head start!!! Rate and coment set up is aloud!!! There are several contests going on and the liste is bellow!!! First winner anounced January 1st 2007!!!! THESE ARE KLUB HOUSE CONTESTS!!! 1) Butts 2) Boobs 3) Boy Shorts 4) Hot and Sexy 5) Female Couples 6) Tight Jeans 7) Pimped Out How do you join? use the link shown bellow and get yourself conected!!! Please read all rules and guidelines befor you register!! All Contests are broke down by age and sexy!! veryone is welcomed to join in and have fun!!! MixMasterMcStorm The KLUB HOUSE KLUB CITY JAMZ KICK ASS INTERNET RADIO CONTEST, BLOG, CALENDER AND STATION LISTENING LINKS DIRECTORY HOME PAGE

Questions...
WHY IS SHE SO INTRIGUING? WHY DOES SHE SPARK ME SO? WHAT MAKES ME WANT TO HOLD HER AND NEVER LET HER GO? WHY DOES MY HEART JUMP WHEN SHE NEAR AND SINK WHEN SHE IS GONE? HOW COULD THIS THING WE HAVE EVER BE DEEMED WRONG? WHY IS IT I CAN'T SHAKE HER OR LOOSE HER FROM MY THOUGHTS? WHY DO THEY SAY LOVE IS BETTER GIVEN OVER SOUGHT? I'D LOVE HER UNTIL THE END OF TIME OF THIS SHE SHOULD BE SURE. TO HER, LOVE IS A SICKNESS THEN I SHANT WANT BE CURED. I WISH FOR THE CHANCE TO LOVE HER MY WHOLE LIFE THROUGH. BECAUSE WITHOUT HER IN MY LIFE, I DON'T KNOW WHAT I'D DO. AT TIMES, I'LL ADMIT, SHE DOES GET ON MY NERVES. BUT THE FACT IS RIGHT AS RAIN, SHE'S MORE THAN I DESERVE. I ASKED HER ONCE, TWICE, TWENTY TIMES WHAT I CAN DO TO MAKE HER SEE, JUST HOW BEAUTIFUL SHE IS, THAT SHE MEANS THE WORLD TO ME.

Cherry Members Network Together
DEAR FRIENDS & FANS, My Name is Lenora Love Whiteside, I'm a Poet & Spoken Word Artist I LOVE TO WRITE AND SHARE POETRY W/FANS & FRIENS!! -- PLEASE BECOME MY FAN!!! Lenora *** Read & RATE, My Poetry BLOGS & Bulletins, PHOTOS!! *** ================================================ *** CHERRY TAP MEMBERS -- NETWORKING TOGETHER *** ================================================ A Cherry Friend, Sandra Moore created some beautiful Poetry Photo/Cards for Me!! Based on some excerpts of my Poetry! Aloverssunset@ CherryTAP Sandra Moore, had created them on her famous & Popular "Sunset" Photo Collections as Backgrounds!! ============================================ *** Check Out Sandra Moores's Profile & Photo & Poetry Blogs etc. *** ============================================= Show my Friend some Love!! -- Tell her Lenora Love Sent YOU!! Aloverssunset@ CherryTAP ============================================= *** ARE YO

Words I Live By
LOVE is the LAW LOVE under WILL I am above you, around you, and in you. My ecstasy is in yours. My joy is to see your joy. Thus at the moment of ones doing, be in it. Identify completely LIVE IT Ipso volunta me, sic ipse

Magick
MAGICK is …… ….“the Highest, most absolute, and most divine knowledge of natural philosophy, advanced in it works and wonderful operations by a right understanding of the inward and occult virtue of things; so that TRUE agents being applied to proper PATIENTS, strange and admirable effects will thereby be produced.” - The Lemegeton of King Solomon ….”the science and art of causing change to occur in conformity with will.” - Aleister Crowley

Beings
“All beings dream: but not equally. Those who dream by night in the dusty recesses of their minds wake in the day to find it was vanity: but the dreamers of the day are dangerous men, for they may act their dream with open eyes, to make it possible.” -T.E. Lawrence “Those who dream by day are cognizant of many things which escape those who dream only by night.” -Edgar Allen Poe

You Know You've Thought This...lol
ok, I'm sick, and a bad case of lack of sleep did this to my brain!__this poem that just popped out is beyond me..HAHHA!! But I'm bold enough to share this little treat anyhow..cause ya'll love me anyways. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Now he lays me down for sex I pray the Lord my Butt will flex If I should cum before he does I pray the lord he'll soon be done AMEN! TADA!! That's all folks...

When You Love Someone
When you love someone, You'd give anything to be with them. Just to talk to them; Just to hold them in your arms. When you love someone, You accept them unconditionally. Accepting their faults As a unique part of their being. When you love someone, You'd have the patience to let them be. Waiting for the right time. Just awaiting their approval. ©2006 VenusMasterOfLove All rights reserved When you love someone, You'd be willing to wait. Wait a few seconds Or an eternity. When you love someone, You tend to take them for granted. The moment they're gone, You're lost with out them. When you love someone, You show them that you do. Give them priceless moments of joy And unforgettable memories. When you love someone, They're always there. Dead or alive, They will always remain within your heart ©2006 VenusMasterOfLove All rights reserved

Love Me Now
If you are ever going to love me, Love me now, While I can know The sweet and tender feelings Which from true affections flow. Love me now While I am living, Do not wait until I'm gone And then have it chiseled in marble, Sweet words on ice cold stone. If you have tender thoughts of me Please tell me now. If you wait until I am sleeping Never to awaken, There will be death between us And I won't hear you then. So, if you love me, even a little bit, Let me know it while I am living So I can treasure it.

Ok My Last One For Awhile
The Ultimate SEX Survey by game_gurl69Do you like it rough or sensual?: bothDo you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: oppositeHow often do you like to have sex?: offering?Is sex a top priority for you?: depends with whoDo you have sex face to face with your partner?: yeaHow often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: are you offering again?How do you feel about one night stands?: keep it up and i'll take your offerHow many one night stands have you had?: a few, i was a carny lmaoWhat's your favorite position?: a sexual oneWhere's your favorite place to have sex?: with a femaleDo you prefer to make love or f*uck?: bothHave you ever watched porn while having sex?: who hasn't, oh yea you, prudeHow long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed?: as long as i canDo you get off first or do they?: is this a trick questionDo you like kissing during sex?: biting count?Do you moan? If so, are you loud or quite?: never p

Quizes
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com You have a sexual IQ of 137 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com You prefer Passionate sex! You enjoy passionate sex. You're the kind of person that has tons of fun in the sack, and you can really get into it. Not necessarily rough and lusty, passionate sex is the kind that satisfies both your lovin' and horny needs. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com Imaginative, erotic, passionate You prefer to have one partner and to t

Busy Night
Well when i got in, i thought there was a bit f a frosty reception from the new female chargehand because i didn't say yes to covering saturday. Well that soon disappeared but i don't think she was too happy for going to the other depot we have to cover. Still we all get paid the same, so she has no choice. Though the way the night went i think i'd sooner have changed with her and let her stay. Damn did it end up a busy night for some reason, still I'd sooner have it busy that waiting around for work. So the ride home was good, caught all the traffic lights on green and hardly any traffic, just wish it wasn't so cold. Then again it isn't winter yet and it will get colder LOL. I suppose i should get back to programming but i think i'll leave that till later, after some sleep. I am just not in the mood at the moment. Of course if it was a job or i was dependant on it then things would be different. As i don't then i can leave it for a few hours when i will be refreshed and start wi

The Place
There is a place few dare to go, A place dark as the night. It is a place that must be traveled by faith, and not by sight. It is not a place for the faint of heart, or those controlled by fear, or those who can only accept what they can see, or feel, or hear. It is a place that lies deep within the human heart, A place that many of us only know in part. For some it is a place of refuge and of peace, For some it is A place where the noise and turmoil cease. For some it is a place of love and ecstasy, For some it is a place of heartache and misery. For some it is a place where they confront their greatest fears, For some it is a place where they shed a millions tears. For some it is a place where battles are won and lost, For some it is a place to be avoided at any cost. For it is in silence where we confront ourselves one on one, And decide what we are going to do and deal with what we have done

Angels On Call
Angels are the guardians of hope and wonder, The Keepers of magic and dreams. Angels watch over you wherever you go, Keeping each day perfect and promising a bright new tomorrow. The motto of all angels is "It's a wonderful life". Wherever there is love, An angel is flying by. Angels help you carry the ball, carry a tune, carry your weight and carry on! Your guardian angel knows you inside and out and loves you just the way you are. Angels keep the world safe for hummingbirds and butterflies and rainbows in spring. Angels keep it simple and always travel light Angels love whispering secrets and whistling in the dark Whenever you hear music, an angel is speaking to you Remember to leave space in your relationships so the angels have room to play Your guardian angel helps you find a place when you feel there's no place to go. Keep a spare angel in your pocket Angels carry high-beam lights to help you through the darkest hours Whenever you fe

Words Of Passion
She holds him close, never far from her heart. There love wild and strange, controlled in each others mind. Neither have touched the other, only used words, words of love, passion, friendship. The kind that only they might understand. Each morning they wait to meet, in this place known as cyber space, each dreams of how the other feel, how lips burn in passionate kisses. Friends, but so much more. Over years there love grows, patience and understanding so very important, treated like a real love affair. So very intense, and always filled with a love unexplainable. In sleep, her dreams let her fly to him..let her touch his precious body. In dreams there lips meet, with kisses so sweet.. Their bodies become one, passion flows, but then daylight brings her dreams to a stop. A dream, how can she feel so warm, so full of love if it is only in dream. And she waits, waits to see his name, to see him call her sweetness. Dream, no, never, they are to close to not be real.

The Value Of A Broken Heart
The value is such as it is seen Nothing known when one is green For only the pain can let us know The cost of love that to show A heart that breaks for lack there of Missing the gift from heaven above For nothing does part but love lost The loss is such beyond all cost Only the soul that aches so true Can appreciate a love found new One who knows it may pass away Will cherish the gift each and every day A fragile thing love will always be Something beyond all who can see Dreams may come true not once but twice A miracle when the heart turns to ice Cold and unforgiving what hate did destroy Lost in the pains forgotten all joy What may revive a heart turned to stone When love has fled and left one alone Only another that sparks forth the fire And is held with true deepest desire Longed for and cared for as no other before With love that lost and was no more The value is known through broken heart For only such love is never to part By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Love Is A Privilege!
It is more than a gift. It is much more than an opportunity and far more than just a moment in time. Love is a privilege. Love is the purest form of praise. Love is the echo of God's wanting us to be more. It is a part of our obligation to live life fully. To find something in living that gives us such fulfillment and satisfaction that we leave with it a piece of who we are and take from it the essence of ever being near. To love even a little is to be even more than we could possibly be on our own. Love need not be passionate. Love need not be romantic. Love needs only to fill the gap between the longing for and the finding. To love a child is to nuture God's plans for the future, to make fertile the seed of hope He has planted. To love a man is a challenge. Men do not open that door too easily. To be loved means he has discovered in you the part that was missing in him. Completeness is the goal. To love a woman is like a glimpe of h

Beats Of Heart
Her mind tries to calm her body. Each mile the plane moves taking her closer to her love. She never expected to find this kind of love, the friendship that grew from a few simple words, had grown into a love, and now it was becoming real. She is so excited, so filled with the passion that grew between them, but so afraid. What ifs keep coming into her mind. What if their meeting fails, could she smile again knowing that she would never see the love he typed to her, or the way his spirit seems to wrap his arms around her when she is lost. What if. The gentle glide of the plane as it lands brings her back from her deep thoughts, only a few hours to keep breathing, until she sees the man she has grown to love. They plan to meet for dinner. Hes told her where, and time, her body grows more excited with each passing minute, does he feel the same, is he as nervous of this, there first meeting. Will he smile the sweetest smilt as she moves towards him, will she know without

Hehehe Another Survey About Me
Things You Actually Really Want to Know About Me by onmyown2723Height:: 5'6" ishWeight:: Roughly 175Right or left-handed:: RightHeritage:: As if I knowAre you in love?:: Unsure at this point get back to me laterHow do you alleviate stress?:: MasturbationDo you swear?:: All the timeIf you could have any job, what would it be?:: Hell if I know, I'm stuck with a bad oneWhat are your favorite sports to watch?:: OSU FootballWhat was your first car?:: 1986 Lebaron GTSWhat kind of car do you have now?:: 1992 Jeep Were you popular in high school?:: I was never really in high schoolDo you like thunderstorms?:: Um, perhaps a bit too muchIs the glass half empty or half full?:: What glass?Best places you have ever been?:: Rome or CapriFavorite food?:: Mmmm TwinkiesLeast favorite food?:: SeafoodWhat type of music do you dislike most?:: GospelDo you take illegal drugs?:: Why would I admit to that?Do you believe in love at first sight?:: I believe in lust which may develop into lo

Friends......................................
2006-11-20 19:28:25 This is GOOD..I expect it back too! I especially like the last sentence!!!!!! A simple friend, when visiting, acts like a guest. A real friend opens your refrigerator and helps himself (and doesn't feel even the least bit weird shutting your soda drawer with their foot!) A simple friend has never seen you cry A real friend has shoulders soggy from your tears.. A simple friend doesn't know your parents' first names. A real friend has their phone numbers in his address book. A simple friend brings a bottle of wine to your party. A real friend comes early to help you cook and stays late to help you clean. A simple friend hates it when you call after they've gone to bed. A real friend asks you why you took so long to call. A simple friend seeks to talk with you about your problems. A real friend seeks to help you with your problems. A simple friend wonders about your romantic history. A real friend could blackmail you with it. A simple friend t

More Dreams
Longing for the human touch Desire that I need so much Confusion as to what to feel Lost in all that is not real A fantasy of mind and light Found lacking by so far a sight For I need to touch a flesh so true yet I can’t reach out and touch you All I can do is sit and wait Sit for hours second rate Behind the wall of distant glass It drags on slow and never fast Till in this place I see you near The one I always hold so dear The one who touched my heart and mind The one who is the greatest find Now I see there is more I need my heart for one alone does bleed Loneliness does surely grow I wonder if inside you know The hold you do have on me And how these eyes do truly see One I can never ever hold I think of waiting till I am old It would be worth all to hold one time And feel the joy one moment sublime Where I could gaze into those eyes And know the wonder and surprise But this is just what can not do I need the touch from only you By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Fucked (fuck Me Prt.2 Maybe Much Too Far For You)
“Good morning pet”, are the word that float in the distance, eventually finding their way to my ears. My eyelids are heavy, so I don’t bother trying to open them. For some reason, I can’t feel my arms. I’m waking up, so I must have slept, so it must have been an eventful evening, because I feel well rested, like I’ve slept well. Typically I rise each morning with a fresh face of rage, but right now I’m content to simply lie in bed…. bed?...no, I’m not in bed at all am I?.... Pounce, you’re pouncing on me, and I make no attempt to deflect the eventuality of your weight on top of me. Hiking your skirt up above your knees, you straddle my chest. You look down at me, and I up at you, caress of the cheek, as a vicious smile creases your lips. You start pinching and prodding my face. Flicking my ears, yanking on random bits of flesh, and being generally mean, and malicious you’re speaking to me in a language I love to speak. So, wrapping my arms around your hips, I pul

30 Things Survey
30 Things You Might Not Know!! by ktwalter73What are you listening to right now?: Jimi Hendrix All Along The Watch TowerWhat was the last thing you ate?: Terriyaki NoodlesIf you were a crayon what color would you be?: ChromeHow is the weather right now?: Cold as hellWhat color is your underwear right now?: What underwear?Who was the last person you talked to on the phone?: Phone . . . Drac, Chirp . . . JudyThe first thing you notice about the opposite sex?: HairFavorite type of food?: Either Mexican or ItalianDo you drink?: Drink What?Ever got so drunk you dont remember?: I can't remember if I have or notWhat color are your eyes?: BrownishSingle?: FatallyFavorite month?: JulyLast movie you watched?: RushFavorite day of the week?: SaturdayAre you too shy to ask someone out?: NopeHugs or Kissess?: KissesChocolate or Vanilla?: VanillaWhat books are you reading?: I just read Wicked not long agoPiercings?: A few, had more lost themFavorite movie?: DogmaAny pets?: A few

Yet Another Survey
30 Things You Might Not Know!! by ktwalter73What are you listening to right now?: the tv in the backgroundWhat was the last thing you ate?: prob foodIf you were a crayon what color would you be?: candy apple redHow is the weather right now?: freezing my balls off coldWhat color is your underwear right now?: whiteWho was the last person you talked to on the phone?: telemarketorThe first thing you notice about the opposite sex?: eyesFavorite type of food?: eatable kindDo you drink?: who doesn'tEver got so drunk you dont remember?: how stupid is that, how would i remember to answer, duhWhat color are your eyes?: blue or green, depending onthe time of yearSingle?: perhapsFavorite month?: toss up between oct. and dec.Last movie you watched?: KISS in concertFavorite day of the week?: one i wake up inAre you too shy to ask someone out?: sometimesHugs or Kissess?: depends on the partChocolate or Vanilla?: strawberryWhat books are you reading?: car and bike magsPiercings?: p

Poem 1
I hold nothing, and nothing holds me, I dream, but dreams are fleeting, I hope, but hope is wasted, I pray, but prayers unanswered, I wish, but wishes are wasted, brought into this world, I held my head High, for along time I thought I could fly, but my wings were stripped, and I fell from the Sky, by the Devil himself, how he is so sly, I toiled in pain, I lived in shame, I did the worst, lived the worst, how I have become the same, those who tore my dreams and brought me to this shame, I found myself falling from the sky, how I only wished that I could die, struggling to grasp for heavens up high, tearing wings off other as I try, how many I hurt, when I should let go, when I should just die, but all the same, I still try, others to be sacrificed so that I could fly.

Bitches
they frustrate me. But hey, my bf doesn't want them, so I'm the one that smiles I woke up from a nightmare only the second one I've ever had in my life It was where david didn't believe that I loved him, so I called him and woke him up, made him talk to me. I cried on the phone, my mom didn't want to wake him up, but I needed to tell him that I love him.

What Stereotype Do You Belong To?
What stereotype do you belong to? Your Result: No stereotype not preppy yet not a complete loser. has good friends and doesn't revolve life around their looks or social status. All around good person. usually liked by everyonePreppy geek/nerd Jock Gamer Punk Loner Emo

Hell
Just some of my thoughts tonight. The greatest part of life is watching your own child grow up. And do your best to teach them to do there best, and not reprimanding them if that is what they have done. We work to give them the best we can give. And we are willing to scarifice for them. So why then does it seem as though we have to endure our own personnal hell's. Should that not be over, whether your single, married, divorced, or ending relationships. I don't want an "Easy" button. Because I am willing to work or do what ever has to be done. But I guess what I am asking is why so much tumoil. Today more than anytime in my life I am willing to be honest and speak my mind for the most part. So, why now that I am doing that does everything have to feel so wrong. I sometimes just don't understand. I prefer friends more than a booty call. Maybe just someone to watch some bad movies with. I just feel a little bit more than confused. I guess it's just something else I must wo

Sheesh
Bang bang I am dead I put that bottle to my head, I told them I wanted it this way, to hold my head in shame, rather than live in pain, now that I am gone every one will just move on, nothing big nothing bold I like this place even if it’s cold, when I felt myself falling away, knowing I was dieing this day, I said I love you mama even if she didn’t hear, no one cares no one dreams, no one sees these disturbing things, my scars upon my arms the ones that cause such alarm, no one notices when I am low, or cares where I go, and now that I am gone I was right, every one did move on, Long story short people are selfish, stubborn, and mean, I could only hope for something, that was my death, the death I could not bring, I hate this life I hate my ex wife, my heart is broken my life a wasted token all that I am is broken, a hero, another yet unspoken, a dreamer full of dreams, a life of memories, haunted by my seasons, my pain, my fear, the voice of a little girl, screaming please not here,

Funny Little Survey
Just a few crazy questions!!! by ruthyWhat is your name?: JessieDo you go to church?: Sure as hell don'tBurger King or Wendy's?: Ohhhh Wendy'sPiano or bass?: Basscooking or cleaning?: You can do bothDo you believe in God?: Sure don't When is your birthday?: Every damn yearPepsi or Coke?: CokeNike or Reebok?: NikeSteelers or Lakers?: Yeah rightYankees or Boston Red Sox?: HmphhBAsketball or baseball?: Well baseball has men in tight pantsDo you like school?: I love it when the boy goes every morningDo you like singing?: If it is done wellDo you play an instrument?: Depends on what you define instrument asPrince of Bel-Air or Friends?: FriendsGospel or Rock?: RockWho is your favorite band?: Black SabbathDo you play a sport?: Just sex for me thanksAre you smart?: Uh, smarter than most of the people I knowWhat is your nationality?: HeheheWhat is your favorite color?: Black or ChromeWhat is your favorite holiday?: HalloweenWould you rather have a sister or a brother?:

Another Old One
THE MESSENGER When all around is chaos and the world is upside down when all we do looses its luster and we tend to wear a frown when the task at hand are too tall an order to fulfill when the best we can hope for is a tie and there is no time to kill when the whole of lifes a burden and we are ready to give up hope well hang on to it tight my friend and tie a knot in your rope in times of trouble we all can use a hand to life our spirits high there is no shame in asking for help only in failing to try we need each other in this world to make it through the day all we need is divine guidance to help us on our way god works through people in our life that's why he put them there so seek the answer from our god and accept it without care for in this vast expanse of life the messenger may be the one you least expect to hear from one you can not see By R. Thomas Dinsmore

The Horse And The Chicken
A horse and a chicken are playing in a meadow. The horse falls into a mud hole and is sinking. He calls to the chicken to go and get the farmer to help pull him out to safety. The chicken runs to the farm but the farmer can't be found. So he drives the farmer's Mercedes back to the mud hole and ties some rope around the bumper. He then throws the other end of the rope to his friend, the horse, and drives the car forward saving him from sinking! A few days later, the chicken and horse were playing in the meadow again and the chicken fell into the mud hole. The chicken yelled to the horse to go and get some help from the farmer. The horse said, "I think I can stand over the hole!" So he stretched over the width of the hole and said, "Grab for my 'thingy' and pull yourself up." And the chicken did and pulled himself to safety. The moral of the story: If you are hung like a horse, you don't need a Mercedes to pick up chicks.

What A Kiss Means
What a kiss means.... then we have a lot to talk about it... methods of love.... *kiss on the forehead ------------ "forever you will be mine" *kiss on the ear--------------------"i'm horny" *kiss on the cheek-----------------"we're friends" *kiss on the hand------------------"i adore you" *kiss on the neck-------------------"we belong together" *kiss on the shoulder--------------"i want you" *kiss on the lips---------------------"i love you" or "i want you" *holding hands--------------------"we can learn to love each other" *a wink---------------------------------"Let's get it on" *slap on the ass---------------------"thats mine" *playing with the ear----------------"i can't live without you" *holding on tight---------------------"don't let go" *looking into each other's eyes---"let's get romantic" *playing with hair on head---------------"tell me you love me" *arms around the waist -----------"i love you too much to let go" *laughing while kissin

What I Wish I Could Do O The Frustration
This is what I would do if I were President of the United States, 1. I would stop the Pay checks, I dont need it, I have a House, and a Limo when I am President, nix the Limo give me a Gas Electric hybrid, I dont need some expensive chef, I would eat only what my wife could make, and I would trust no one else to make it. 2. I would cut the Pay of Congress, they would be forced to make less money then the Men who are the Front lines fighting for not only this great Country, but for the Freedom of others, for being in Congress is a Service to the Country not a Place to become wealthy. 3. I would Increase the pay of all Soliders who both have very Hard Jobs, and Dangerious ones 4. I would stop forgiving Debts that other Countries owe us, I would start Forcing them to pay us back every Penny they owe, if they refused to pay us the Money that we let them borrow, I would take it by Force, it was our's and they were Ungreatful, no new Countries would ever be allowed to enter into

Morph Contest Underway
Here ya go Friends come by and Vote for me here is the direct link unlimted Comments help please and thanks... http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=232853&albumid=119093&i=1310170970 Thanks everyone

Stupid Survey
THE PERFECT LOVER by ericbrownhis/her name?: a group of lettershow old would they be?: either around my age or olderwhat would there body be like?: prob a femaleshow tall?: tall enoughhair color?: if she wants towhat race would they be?: 2nd i hope, makes me faster lolrich or poor, or does it matter?: is this 2 questions in onestraight,or gay?: perferd to make me straight where it countsvirgin, or broke in?: there's a difference?big one or little one?: nonesit at home watch movies, or go out to the movies?: bothorder out, or go out to eat?: bothyou pay or they pay?: i paysmoker?: if we move fast enoughdrinker?: i don't want a dried up chickrecreational drug use?: there's recreational drugs?kids or no kids?: they have to be old enough to buy me alckywould they have a college education?: if they graduated college they wouldwhat kind of car should they have?: one with either 3 or 4 wheelsTake this survey | Find surveysPimp My Profile

Sex Survey
The Ultimate SEX Survey by game_gurl69Do you like it rough or sensual?: I like it rough babyDo you prefer to be with the opposite sex or the same sex? or both?: Both is goodHow often do you like to have sex?: How often are you offering?Is sex a top priority for you?: It could beDo you have sex face to face with your partner?: Oh hell yeahHow often do you get drunk and have wild, crazy sexy with a complete stranger?: Um, not much any moreHow do you feel about one night stands?: I've had someHow many one night stands have you had?: A fewWhat's your favorite position?: Bent over somethingWhere's your favorite place to have sex?: Anywhere is good with meDo you prefer to make love or f*uck?: I wanna fuckHave you ever watched porn while having sex?: YeahHow long do you usually fore-play b4 doing the deed?: As long as I wantDo you get off first or do they?: MeDo you like kissing during sex?: Yes I doDo you moan? If so, are you loud or quite?: I moan at all sound levelsDo you p

My Thoughts
i have never relly read anyones blogs on here but ive been avoiding something. i know i was suppossed to go home for thanksgiving tonight but put it off. i have lost two family members in my life and never once did i have time to think about it. i lost two uncles. i had literally five minutes notification between his heart attack and detah and not too much time to think about it. my second uncle i had justy recieved a call and didnt attend his funeral because i was too scared to get on a plane and still regret it. it's not really them im concerned about though. they have to be in a better place but,my grandma has been slipping away day by day and minute by minute for months now and i dont know how to deal with it except tipping back my bottle of vodka which is why there are probably a lot of typos and this is confusing. my bad but here's to you grandma, i pray for you to enjoy the rest of what you have left which i know isnt much because i can see the pain in your eyes whether

Getten' Drunk On Boone's Farm...
So im a cheap drunk! lol! But tonight i decided, ive not drank in FORFUCKENEVER so i baught a bottle of Boone's Farm Blackberry Ridge and i got home and realized i already had one in the fridge.. So I drank it first, and then tilted the other back... YAY boones farm, i needed a buzz... And im a Wineo anyhow... Lets hear from all you girlie girls who preffer Boone's Farm to Beer or Liquor? So here's a pic from my Once in a while occasion, besides i deserve it since im spended Turkey day all by my lonesome (depressing I know)! Syn PS. couldn't find a pic of the Blackberry Ridge, but i like this one too!

Why Cant Inlaws Be Nice
I HAVE REALLY BEEN TRYING TO KEEP MY MOUTH SHUT LIKE I PROMISED WILLIAM ABOUT HIS EGG DONOR..BUT SHE KEEPS ON SAYING SHIT ABOUT ME..AND I JUST WANT TO BEAT THE FUCKEN LIVING DAYLIGHTS OUT OF HER BUT I THINK I WILL BE THE BETTER WOMAN ABOUT THIS ALL MY FREINDS WHEN U READ THIS PLZ TELL ME HOW TO GO ABOUT THIS IM LOOSING MY MIND!!!!!!

War On Terror
I have been involved in the War on Terror in some way shape or form for a couple years now. I have seen a number of sides of it and experienced more than most. And here is my conclusion. The United States is committed to fighting War on Terror, just not committed to winning it. We are dumping countless dollars and resources into the War on Terror, but we aren’t making very much headway. Yes, we kill bad guys everyday, and we send out patrols, and fly UAV missions, as well as have many, many boots on the ground. This shows that we are ready for the fight. However, we are not doing what we need to win. Whether it be lack of understanding of the culture, not having the correct training for the mission, making war fighting decisions out of political motives or not eliminating the dead weight we have bogged ourselves down. Most of the problems we experience, we create ourselves. And unfortunately because of the systems in place, it is difficult (and in some ways impossible) to corre

Written Of A Poker Game Gone Bad
ROTTEN LUCK RON They say unlucky in cards, lucky in love ! Well then I better get laid if push comes to shove. For it has long been said of love of this kind . You could get hairy palms and would go blind . I should have known better than to sit down with sharks but then what could go wrong these cards had no marks It's just a friendly game between me and few friends we play just for the fun, We don't count the loses till it ends So begin we did just three of us there to start the rest had not arrived yet lacking the heart twenty five each in the chips to play we took Bubba counted it out and wrote down in the book We antied in and started the friendly game this time it was different yet some how the same the same place, the same people and the cards I brought I'd find out soon that it's not the cards if luck is for naught first play was done and Bubba and I both lost the hand Go figure stone face Sandi to win yet again cool and collected she sits

I Hate Ninjas
I hate Ninjas because they are sneaky bastards. The real problem is that there are no more Samurais. When there were still a lot of Samurais around, Ninjas were well employed. Now that they do not have their nemesis around they are bored and need to find ways to keep themselves trained and entertained. And of course since they are well hidden, no one knows how to hire them Shame on you Ninjas. You could have made your services available and taken out Saddam. We could have hired a bunch of Ninjas to find Osama bin Laden. Think of the American lives we could have saved. But instead of working toward the common good, Ninjas spend their time hiding keys and creating mischief. Now I know that sneaking into my home, hiding my keys, and getting back out without getting shot in the ass is quite a feat, but is not the best use of their skills. I understand that it is like the Native American tradition of counting coup. But come on. Yes I will post this because I am not afraid of Nin

A Survey
THE PERFECT LOVER by ericbrownhis/her name?: You wanna tell me?how old would they be?: Between 30 and 35what would there body be like?: Desirablehow tall?: Roughly 6'hair color?: Brown or Blackwhat race would they be?: Hmm, I like my boys whiterich or poor, or does it matter?: Doesn't matter one bitstraight,or gay?: Preferrably straightvirgin, or broke in?: Broke inbig one or little one?: I don't care as long as he uses it wellsit at home watch movies, or go out to the movies?: Bothorder out, or go out to eat?: Bothyou pay or they pay?: Bothsmoker?: Nah, but wouldn't hold it against themdrinker?: Yeah just not an alcoholicrecreational drug use?: Preferrably nothing hard core, I can't afford to join the habitkids or no kids?: Hopefully none, but willing to negotiatewould they have a college education?: It doesn't matterwhat kind of car should they have?: I don't careTake this survey | Find surveysPimp My Profile

Life...what A Bitch
Subject And To All, A Fucked Up Night...... Posted Date: Thursday, November 02, 2006 - 4:24 PM Walking down Laurel Avenueon a brisk Sunday nightLook down, look down bubblegum and broken leavesone two, one two, one tworepeated thoughtsGrab a Grande Drip little Bitch hardly says hellolook down, look down bubblegum, broken leavesone two, one two, one twoSomeone coming, kinda hotwalk straight, internal check look up, look upglance at her, smile at her a glance at me with no expression turn my head a slight to catch HER second impressionLike that all the time let's put our guards downwhy not just try Look down. Look downOne two, one two, one tworepeated thoughtsit's a Blockbuster night gotta get Slither. Oh crapfamily acquaintances. girls soccerstand tall. smile. lifes great. how 'r you?make sure the mask fits gotta keep this maskkeep it clean with no cracksoh, ha ha, coy smiletake care now...yup, bye Breathe out, mask off look down, look downbubblegum, broken leaves repeated thought

Written In The Style Of Casey At The Bat
Mighty Gobie at the Pole It was extremely windy and quite cold upon that day But we decided to go fishing and we gathered anyway They had already begun, before I got there all was fine they had picked out their spots, and had casted out their line The old pro of the group had let me bait my hook I picked a spot and casted hard, no one gave a look The cold was cutting deep and I was grateful for the dog she blocked the wind so well and her warmth I wanted just to hog Suddenly there came a shout of fish on ! that's how it did begin The mammoth man called Tiny stood up and reeled his line in he showed it there for all the world to see a perch he did display And to our amazement it was legal but he would have kept it anyway Still the old pro had caught nothing and neither so had I we waited all on mighty Queen Gobie to give it her best try She moved to a new spot and determination she did show We would not get the best of her she surely let us know then su

Survey Of The Day
1. WHAT WERE YOU DOING LAST NIGHT AT MIDNIGHT? CHERRY TAP 2. What color of shirt are you wearing right now? TAN KENNY CHESNEY CONCERT SHIRT 4. DO YOU HAVE "A THING" FOR ANYONE ON YOUR TOP 8? NOPE 5.HOW MANY PEOPLE ON YOUR LIST DO YOU KNOW 'IN REAL LIFE'? 3/4'S 6. WHAT ARE YOUR NICKNAMES? FYRE, FEL, BUGGIE, BITCH, ETC ETC 5. Do you have a pet? 2 CATS 8. WHAT'S YOUR DAD AND MOM'S MIDDLE NAME? DANIEL AND LESLIE 9. MOST RECENT MOVIE THAT YOU WATCHED? I FORGOT 10. NAME 3 THINGS THAT YOU HAVE ON YOU AT ALL TIMES? 1) MONEY 2) ID 3) CELLPHONE 11. WOULD YOU RATHER GIVE OR RECEIVE A FOOT MASSAGE? RECEIVE 12. NAME A TEACHER YOU HAD THE HOTS FOR! NONE 13. HOW MUCH CASH DO YOU HAVE ON YOU RIGHT NOW? NO POCKETS.. IM POOR 14. WHO'S THE 4TH PERSON ON YOUR RECEIVED CALL List? COLTON 15. WHAT'S YOUR MAIN RINGTONE ON YOUR PHONE? LEAVE THE PIECES- THE WRECKERS 17. What were you doing at midnight two nights ago? SLEEPING 18. How man

Written For A Friend
THE MIND OF TRUST Fear a false evidence appearing real killing the love and the trust that we feel Loss of intimacy is replaced with anxiety unknown liaison found common in society Wandering eyes that seek out new a play mate expecting you home yet you come back late Plans the were made and now are in tatters pain at the thoughtless act, anger because it matters That one who professes love does things that create doubt is a sign of one self seeking without thinking things out As to who will pay the price for the things that matter least placing any ahead of love will give rise to the green eyed beast A monster with a will to destroy trust first of all it does this by using our pride to lead us to the fall It tells us that the one we love is untrue it shows us all of the signs of a love new It leads us to wonder where our love has been it creates images in our minds of the greatest sin Betrayal of all we held dear, now in disgust leaving us empty,

Check Your Garrage Door
A BOSS WALKED INTO THE OFFICE ONE MORNING NOT KNOWING THAT HIS ZIPPER WAS DOWN AND HIS FLY AREA IS WIDE OPEN. HIS SECRETARY WALKED UP TO HIM AND SAID "BOSS, THIS MORNING WHEN YOU LEFT YOUR HOUSE, DID YOU CLOSE YOUR GARAGE DOOR?" THIS WAS NOT A PHRASE THAT HER BOSS UNDERSTOOD, SO HE WENT INTO HIS OFFICE LOOKING A BIT PUZZLED. WHEN HE WAS ABOUT DONE WITH HIS PAPERWORK HE SUDDENLY NOTICED THAT HIS ZIPPER WAS NOT ZIPPED UP. HE ZIPPED UP AND, REMEMBERING WHAT HIS SECRETARY HAS TOLD HIM, FINALLY UNDERSTOOD . THEN HE INTENTIONALLY WENT OUT TO ASK FOR A CUP OF COFFEE FROM HIS SECRETARY. WHEN HE REACHED HER DESK, HE SAID "WHEN YOU SAW THE GARAGE DOOR OPEN DID YOU SEE MY HUMMER PARKED IN THERE?" THE SECRETARY SMILED FOR A MOMENT AND SAID "NO BOSS, I DIDN'T...ALL I SAW WAS A MINI-VAN WITH 2 FLAT TIRES."

Holiday Survey
Holiday Edition of Getting to Know Your Friends. Don't be a scrooge!!! 1. Egg Nog or Hot Chocolate? HOT COCOA 2. Does Santa wrap presents or just sits them under the tree? WRAPS THEM 3. Colored lights on tree/house or white? COLORED 4. Do you hang mistletoe? YES 5.When do you put your decorations up? LOL... THE DAY BEFORE CHRISTMAS 6. What is your favorite holiday dish? TURKEY! 7. Favorite Holiday memory as a child? I WAS A SPOILED CHILD.. I MISS THAT.. I HATE BEING RESPONSIBLE 8. When and how did you learn the truth about Santa? I DONT RECALL 9. Do you open a gift on Christmas Eve? NOT ANYMORE 10. How do you decorate your Christmas Tree? PURPLE AND SILVER 11. Snow! Love it or Dread it? LOVE IT... BUT ONLY THE WEEK OF CHRISTMAS 12. Can you ice skate? I HAVE 13. Do you remember your favorite gift? WHICH ONE? THERE HAVE BEEN MANY 14. What's the most important thing about the holidays for you? BEING WITH FAMILY 15. What is your

Another Old One
They say patience is a virtue and I think I have enough I trust in god to take care of you when the going gets tough I can not help but miss the words that you have shared To me it has been like knowing that someone out there cared I so love all the things you write and think your talent great I hope to find some on the computer to which I can relate In all the things that you face I hope this you will know I think of you every day Wishing you well where ever you may go For in this land of cyber space none so ever touch Me the way that you have and came to mean so much I just want to make your world as great as you have made mine Someone like you in this world is truly a rare find The funny thing for me is that for your looks I no longer care I found the greatest treasure is what's inside you there I found the soul that touches mine and makes my spirit sing I can face all there is to come because I know this one thing In you I have found someone who I can't replace I

To A Beloved Friend John Wolver
YOU HAVE A TRULY TOUCHED MY HEART TOUCH MY HEART AND I'LL TOUCH YOUR WITH A GENTLE WORD OR TWO, FOR KINDNESS BEARS THE SWEETEST FRUIT THAT MAKES OUR DREAM COME TRUE TOUCH MY LIFE WITH TENDERNESS AND FILLS MY CUP WITH LOVE SHARE MY DREAMS AS I SHARE YOURS BEYOND THE STARS ABOVE. TAKE MY HAND AS I GROW OLD AND LEAD ME WHEN I'M BLEND SHOW ME THAT YOU REALLY CARE... GOOD FRIENDS ARE HARD TO FIND TOUCH MY HEART AND I'LL TOUCH YOURS A LITTLE MORE EACH DAY AND THEN WE BOTH FIND HAPPINESS SOMEWHERE ALONG THE WAY .

Why Taps Is Played...
Why "TAPS" is played..... If any of you have ever been to a military funeral in which taps were played, this brings out a new meaning of it. Here is something Every American should know.. Until I read this, I didn't know, but I checked it out and it's true. We in the United States have all heard the haunting song, "Taps". It's the song that gives us that lump in our throats and usually tears in our eyes. But, do you know the story behind the song? If not, I think you will be interested to find out about its humble beginnings. Reportedly, it all began in 1862 during the Civil War, when Union Army Captain Robert Ellicombe was with his men near Harrison's Landing in Virginia. The Confederate Army was on the other side of the narrow strip of land. During the night, Captain Ellicombe heard the moans of a soldier who lay severely wounded on the field. Not knowing if it was a Union or Confederate soldier, the Captain decided to risk his life and bring the stricken m

Another Old One
The Holes Bottom Some times I wonder at the depth I had sunk some times I think it would be better to be drunk some times I feel all the hurt so damn deep some times I just want to fall down and weep some times I want to scream out in my pain some times I watch my dreams go down the drain some times I see the things I held to me so dear some times I wish just to give up the sweet fear some times I wonder do we really have a soul some times I feel so damn lost in this hole some times I pray for my life just to be at a end some times I get hope from the kindness of a friend some times I see that things could be much worse some times I see that it is all not a curse some times I find that I have something in life to give some times I find a new reason just to live some times I talk with the spirit who dwells inside me deep some times I find I have sown a greater harvest to reap some times I laugh and find a joy that makes me whole some times I see t

30 Dirty
The Dirty Thirty... 30 unknown facts/secrets about yourself: 1. When was the last time you shaved your legs? Saturday LOL gimme a break its winter! 2. What were you doing this morning at 8am? working 3. What were you doing 15 minutes ago? CherryTap 4. Are you any good at math? Hell No 6. Do you have any famous ancestors? No 7. Have you ever taken out a loan to pay for school? Yes. 8. Do you know the words to the song on your MySpace profile? Yes 9. Last thing received in the mail? Bills 10. How many different beverages have you drank today? water, diet dr pepper and monster... so 3 12. Do you ever leave messages on people's answering machine? Yes . 13. Who did you lose your CONCERT virginity to? I don't recall 14. Do you draw your name in the sand when you go to the beach? sometimes 15. What's the most painful dental procedure you've had? I would have said the same as Paul and said all 4 wisdom teeth, but then the dentist cut a hole in my mouth

No More
Somewhere in my heart beyond all my pride Is a secret desire so intense,so deep inside. Imprisoned with all my passion and love, unknown to anyone but the one above. A desire for someone to cherish and hold, the need for a love to call my own. Someone to kiss and make up with after a fight. Someone who can respect all that I am... And all that I can be. Someone who's strong enough to commit to and love only me. Someone who will be there and kiss away my tears, Secure my doubts, and release me from all my fears. Someone I can depend on to be my friend, Someone who can restore my faith in love once again. This love is like a dream yet to come true, Or so I believed until I found you.

Sex Poem
roses are red Lemons are sour Open ur legs and give me an hour Kissing Is A Habit Fucking Is A Game Guys Get All The Pleasure Girls Get All The Pain 10 Minutes Of Pleasure 9 Months Of Pain 3 Days In The Hospital A Baby Without A Name The Baby Is A Bastard The Mother Is A Whore This Woulda Never Happend If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!! Sex is like math You subtract the clothes Add the bed Divide the legs And Pray to god You dont multiply Roses are red Grass is green Open your legs And I'll fill you with cream Hickory dickory dock This bitch was suckin my cock The clock struck two I dumped my goo And dumped her to the end of the block Sex is good Sex is fine Doggy Style & 69 Just for fun Or gettin paid Everyone likes gettin laid Sex is evil Sex is a sin Sins are forgiven So stick it in!!! u opened it so u r cursed for 5 yrs. u need to read it ENTIRELY!! roses are nice violets are fine. ill be t

Another Though Heart Break
Beloved Deceitful wretch The deceitful wretch telling me lies Thinking them to be a comforting disguise Counting upon my gullibility Believing that through them I can not see Telling me lies of love and our content Acting as if it was heaven sent To be there always by my side Yet in the shadows the wretch does hide Pretending that I don’t know what is real Acting as though it cares how I feel Yet doing to me all that is wrong Tears fall with the words of the sad song Knowing that I know deep in my heart Soon we must split forever apart Turmoil in the eye of a storm made of lies To let it pretend longer is most unwise For a foundation so weak can never stand All passing away like the shifting sand Leaving nothing worth even bringing to mind It is the way of bad things left behind Better to clear the way for love so real One who will not deceive and cares how I feel One who does not hide in the shadows of lies One who shares their heart without need to di

Lipstick On Shirt
George comes home very late, and very drunk, and his wife is waiting for him at the door. She says, "You've been out fucking around, haven't you?" He says, "Nope." She says, "Then explain the lipstick on your shirt." He says, "That's easy. I used my shirt to wipe off my dick."

To A Beloved Friend John Wolver
ALWAYS YOUR FRIEND SOMETIMES IT HARD TO WRITE THE WORDS THAT YOU, MY DEAR, SHOULD SEE. OR SAY THE THINGS THAT YOU NEED TO HEAR. OR BE AS I SHOULD BE, YOU GROW SO FAST AND LEARN SO MUCH ITS HARD FOR ME EACH DAY TO SAY OR DO JUST WHAT IS BEST TO HELP ALONG THE WAY! SHOULD I BE SILENT OR GIVE ADVICE? SHOULD I ANSWER YES OR NO? SHOULD I CONTROL-SET MANY RULES OR SIMPLY LET YOU GO? ONE THING IS CERTAIN-I'LL MAKE MISTAKES AND SOME WILL SEEN HARD TO MEND BUT NOTHING ELSE SEEN CLEAN RIGHT NOW KNOW THAT YOU CAN ALWAYS COUNT ON ME AS YOUR FRIEND!!! YOU MEAN SO MUCH TO ME

Thrilled! (recital Dvd)
Today I received my DVD of the recital I gave a few weeks ago. It was kinda weird to see myself on there, you know? But I sounded pretty good. :) As far as how I looked... well, I AM a girl! Some of you have been saying, "Hey, I'd like to hear you sing!" Well, if I can figure out how the hell to get some snippets of this DVD online, I will. I'm researching as we speak. I'll need to: - Convert to mpeg or AVI or whatever. - Crop the individual stuff I really want and save to separate places. This is NOT my field of expertise (or even my area if "some knowledge"), so if anyone has any idea of how to do this, please let me know. I haven't found any great sources/tutorials online.

Web Of Love
Web of Love by Titilade On a beautiful moon night Creatively You worked your art You spun a web Around my heart How beautifully Your deeds have spread Each intricately Woven thread With strands of care You dried my tears Your gentleness Dispelled my fears Your wisdom Helped me understand And patiently You held my hand To give me courage To brave the storm With kindness You have kept me warm Your passion Lit a glowing fire That filled my soul With sweet desire You're all That I was dreaming of For the web you spun Was made of love

Credulous At Best Your Desire To Believ E In Angels In The Hearts Of Men.but Pull Your Head On Out Your Head Please And Give A Listen
Eye on the TV 'cause tragedy thrills me Whatever flavor It happens to be Like: "Killed by the husband" "Drowned by the ocean" "Shot by his own son" "She used the poison in his tea [and kissed him] goodbye" That's my kind of story It's no fun til someone dies Don't look me at like I am a monster Frown out your one face But with the other Stare like a junkie Into the TV Stare like a zombie While the mother, holds her child Watches him die Hands to the sky cryin, "Why, oh why?" Cause I need to watch things die From a distance Vicariously, I Live while the whole world dies You all need it too - don't lie. Why can't we just admit it? Why can't we just admit it? We won't give pause until the blood is flowin' Neither the brave nor bold Will write us the story so We won't give pause until the blood is flowin' I need to watch things die From a good safe distance Vicariously, I Live while the whole world dies You all feel the same so Why can't we

Long Gone And In The Past
A Bit Of The Poe In The Poet Once upon and evening dreary I sat pondering thoughts so eery so eery from forgotten days before notions of murder and nothing more suddenly there came a pounding in my head pain so deep and violent it made my vision turn red redder than the blood I longed to spill upon the floor splitting head ache only this that made my head so sore staggering to the bathroom medicine cabinet looking as I searched hard for an aspirin tablet blood red visions in my head even yet that I abhor realizing that I'm punishing myself and nothing more away evil thoughts! I did scream as if caught within a dream unable to extract myself from visions of murder of the whore for a hatred had filled my mind with only this and nothing more who in my thoughts lie there dead red blood pouring from her head satisfaction found at the end of the evil whore whose death I desired only this and nothing more swallowing the aspirin's down with some wate

Lawyer Married A Woman
A lawyer married a woman who had previously divorced ten husbands. On their wedding night, she told her new husband, "Please be gentle, I'm still a virgin." "What?" said the puzzled groom. "How can that be if you've been married ten times?" "Well, Husband 1 was a sales representative; he kept telling me how great it was going to be. Husband 2 was in software services; he was never really sure how it was supposed to function, but he said he'd look into it and get back to me. Husband 3 was from field services; he said everything checked out diagnostically, but he just couldn't get the system up. Husband 4 was in telemarketing; even though he knew he had the order, he didn't know when he would be able to deliver. Husband 5 was an engineer; he understood the basic process but wanted three years to research, implement, and design a new state-of-the-art method. Husband 6 was from finance and administration; he thought he knew how, but he wasn't sure whether it was

To John Wolver A Beloved Friend
I WILL ALWAYS BE YOUR FRIEND WHEN THE DAYLIGHTS GONE AND YOU'RE ON YOUR OWN, AND YOU NEED A FRIEND, JUST TO BE AROUND I'LL BE AT YOUR SIDE THERE NO NEED TO WORRY TOGETHER WELL SURVICE THROUGHT TROUBLE AND HURRY I'LL BE AT YOUR SIDE, I WON'T LET YOU DOWN I BELIEVE IN YOU. I WON'T TURN AROUND.! I WILL COMFORT YOU! I WILL TAKE YOUR HAND I WILL PULL YOU THROUGH I WILL UNDERSTAND I'LL ALWAYS BE YOUR FRIEND !

Music
"Anesthesia" by Type O Negative Like a flash of light in an endless night Life is trapped between two dark entities 'Cause when you trust someone, illusion has begun No way to prepare, impending despair Did one say so cruel: "Tis better to love than lose" Ignorance is bliss - wish not knew your kiss So many times been burned, this lesson goes unlearned Remember desire only fuels the fire - liar Betwixed birth and death, every breath regret I pity the living, envy for the dead Emotionally stunned, in defense, I'm numb I'd rather not care than to be aware - be scared I don't need love Are a thousand tears worth a single smile? When you give an inch, will they take a mile? Longing for the past but dreading the future If not being used, well then you're a user and a loser World reknowned failure at both death and life Given nothingness, purgatory blight To run and hide, a cowardly procedure Opti

Lesson Learned
Desire’s Fires Wild desire’s my mind does seek Temptations of my flesh so weak A soul in torment longing for the unknown Conflicted conscience of all it’s been shown Trust destroyed vows taken in vain Lost in the past the tears do rain Unwilling to tread the cutting path Knowing I face the scorned ones wrath Two who suffer pain they never earned I can’t change the course of one I spurned Hurt is due the one who my affection did alienate Lost is the driven soul so detestably full of hate Never to be at peace in this world or the next A curse placed upon a heart an immortal hex Never loving and never free to love true Cost of the past coming long over due A desire to bring nothing but hurt and pain Torture from one soul driven insane Knowing a love that it can never have in this life Knowing no one wants to call her wife Lies that murdered trust and killed all I held inside A path that was chosen that is long and wide The easier softer way of fleeting desi

More New Songs!
Last week I was in a spaced out mood, so I worked out: - Rocket Man (Elton John) - A Space Oddity (David Bowie)* * You know, "Ground Control to Major Tom"... Both of these went over really well the two times I played them out... And just tonight, I broke down and figured out something more contemporary: - Lips of an Angel (Hinder) Cheers, Zepman

Long Days
I am just gonna ramble on about the endless hours of work! Waaaaaa! Yea, that's right I am whining....lol! I went in to mu night job at IHOP tonight at 5pm and was supposed to get off of work at 11pm however I am just getting home. It really sucks because I am still considered a trainee so I don't make tips and only get my hourly wage! Oh well at least I don't have to go back until Friday (unless someone calls out) and then I will be on the floor so I will get my tips! That will be awesome! Plus Monday it is back to my day job as well so I will have good pay checks after that! :D Anyways! Guess that's about it for now!

Sexual Q & A's
Sexual Q & A's 1) Ever been to a strip club? Yes 2) Ever been to a bar? Yes 3) Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club? No 4) Ever been so drunk you had to be carried out of somewhere? No 5) Kissed someone of the same sex? No 6) Thrown up from drinking too much? No 7) Had sex in a car? Yes 8.) Had sex in a park? Yes 9) Had sex in a movie theater? Yes 10) Had sex in a bathroom? No 11) Had sex at work? No 12) Have you ever been in an "adult" store? Yes 13) Bought something from an adult store? Yes 14) Have you spent over $100.00 in one visit to the adult store? If not yes, pretty close 16) Is there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with? Yes 17) Have you ever had a threesome? Yes 18) Are your breasts real? N/A 19) Have you ever kissed a stranger? Yes 20) Does anyone have naughty pics of you? No 21) Would you have sex with the person that posted this su

Just A Old One
Can dreams come true ? Thoughts and dreams carried on the winds of my mind Desires that stir the soul and my passions for a rare find One who is all things sweet and true I seek who gives my soul a voice and can hear it speak One who knows I am flawed and can be wrong One who is the music in our sweet song One who can make the day bright just with her smiles One who make all distances seem like they go on for miles One I want to draw near and get lost in her eyes sweet gaze One who makes my heart soar on wings with her praise In my thoughts and dreams she waits there for me Can dreams come true ? Some day we will see ! By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Sex Facts
Men: 1) 94% of men lie about their penis size. According to condom manufacturers, only 6% of men use extra large condoms. 2) The average man is 5 inches long when erect (no matter what you have heard ladies, that's the truth). 3) 80% of American men are circumsized. Even though Pediatrics say it is not necessary. 4) No matter what all the ads say, nothing can make your penis grow but time (most men reach the end of their growth by the early 20's) 5) There is no correlation between penis size and shoe size, hand size, or nose size. 6) Blue balls does exist! It's technically called "prostatic congestion." 7) Only 16% of men shave their privates. +Some stuff on the ladies+ ------------------------------ 1) Only 9% of women around the globe consider themselves "attractive" (20% of British women do). 43% of women use the term "natural", 24% say they have "average" looks, 8% prefer the term "feminine", 7% say they are "good looking", and 7% say they a

Procrastinating
So, like ALWAYS, I really should be studying for the two tests that I have back to back tomorrow but...I just don't feel like it. No motivation, as usual. I need to get into my pajamas and take my contacts out and brush my teeth and all that jazz but...I don't feel like doing that either. I'm so glad I am off work tomorrow, but it's still going to be a pretty busy day. Not that I'm complaining. Ok, that's all I got. I'll probably piss around on here for about 15 more minutes, and then HOPEFULLY get ready for bed and study before I fall asleep. They say if you study right before you pass out you will remember it better. Is this true? No idea. Probably not.

Sex Facts,,, (from Bullitin)
Men: 1) 94% of men lie about their penis size. According to condom manufacturers, only 6% of men use extra large condoms. 2) The average man is 5 inches long when erect (no matter what you have heard ladies, that's the truth). 3) 80% of American men are circumsized. Even though Pediatrics say it is not necessary. 4) No matter what all the ads say, nothing can make your penis grow but time (most men reach the end of their growth by the early 20's) 5) There is no correlation between penis size and shoe size, hand size, or nose size. 6) Blue balls does exist! It's technically called "prostatic congestion." 7) Only 16% of men shave their privates. +Some stuff on the ladies+ ------------------------------ 1) Only 9% of women around the globe consider themselves "attractive" (20% of British women do). 43% of women use the term "natural", 24% say they have "average" looks, 8% prefer the term "feminine", 7% say they are "good looking", and 7% say they a

Please Help Clean Up The Site!!!- Mike's Bullitin!!!
He heard us!!!!!!!!!!!!! please help us keep cherrytap work safe! date: 2006-11-20 16:13:19 i'm really getting tired of seeing the cleavage shots with no faces, and ass pics as primary photos everywhere on the site. none of my friends can even load the site while they're at work, and they're one of the main reasons we started this thing. in the near future we're going to start being more aggressive when it comes forcibly flagging adult/slutty pictures on the site, but before we do that i'm asking for everyone to help us out by just not using those photos as your primary. we don't want to be big brother and control the content of the photos you upload, but we do ask that you use the tools given to keep that content away from people who don't share your views. again, please help us clean up the site by keeping the slutty ass/cleavage/underwear/whatever shots out of your primary photos. -mike

4 Degrees--kill What U Want To, Take Whats Left And Eat It
Get up and free yourself from yourself. Locked up inside you, like the calm beneath castles, is a cavern of treasures that noone has been to. Let's go digging. Bring it out to take you back in. You won't do what you'd like to do. Lay back and let me show you another way. I'll kill what you want me to, take what's left and eat it. Take all or nothing. Life's just too short to push it away. Take it all. Take it all in. All the way in. Let it go. Let it go in. You won't feel what you'd like to feel. Lay back and let me show you another way. If you knock me down I'll come back running, knock you down, it won't be long now All the way in. All the way. Take it up higher. 4 degrees warmer. Give in now and let me in. You'll like this in Don't pull it out. It brings us closer than dying and cancer and crying. Come on . You can take it all. Just like that.

Dirty Writting ... Sorry !
We meet at the door. I kiss you and you are sweet. the gentle softness of your skin is so enticing. I hold you in our heated embrace. My heart races at the thoughts of those things I want to do to you. I am carried away on thoughts of your naked body next to mine. Of fondling your breast and sucking the nipple. Of using my tongue in circles around the nipples. Of nibbling your ears and neck. Of slow kisses that lead me on down. Of the pleasure I will feel as I circle you pussy with my firm tongue.. As I flick it hard against your clit... as I feel your g spot with my finger. Working slowly at first and then faster as I see you respond.. How I love the look of ecstasy as it comes of your face... I lick harder and faster to bring you there... I know your getting there because you begin to grind into my face... I love it yes baby use me... you push my face into it harder and I am thrilled with knowing you will soon explode... your orgasm is cumming and I taste your juices beg

Need Roleplayers
Hello everyone I just opened up a roleplaying room it's called The O.C. If you have seen the show and like it you will like this room if you haven't seen it or don't watch it you can still join in the roleplay and be a character I will help you on what to say so will Heather that is on the top of my friends list lol. These are who I still need yet. Hope to see some new people if you want to join just e-mail me and let me know at XMagicalWolfX@gmail.com or you can message me on AIM MagicalWereWolf or MSN MagicalWolf4382@hotmail.com. Just let me know which character you want to be and I will give you the password for your character and you can change it once you get the password ok thanks :). Oh and the people that have available by there names are the characters that still need roleplayers for ok just to be clear thanks. The Address to the site http://s130320758.onlinehome.us/chatz/priv/theOCroom/index.cgi Characters: Kirsten---Not Available Marissa----Not Availabl

About Me
1. Full name: Vicious Vamp is all you need to know 2. Nicknames: Vicious, Mistress Vicious, Ms. Vamp 3. Eye Color: blue 4. Height: 5'3" 5. Hair: shoulder length and naturally blonde, though it changes color often 6. Siblings: 1 Half-Sister who I'm very close to 7. Do u like to sing in the shower? not really 8. Do u like to sing on the toilet? definitely a negative 9. Birthday: August 28 10. Sign: Virgo 11. Address: That is a secret 12. Sex: female 13. Righty or lefty: ambidextrous 14. What do you want in a relationship most? To feel loved 15. Have you ever cheated? I have in the past, but I've never cheated on my current bf 16. Marital status: In a relationship 17. Do you have a car? Unfortunately, no 18. What kinda car do you have/want? Anything that runs and is reliable is fine with me 19. Movie: too many favs 20. Song: Here I Go Again by Whitesnake 21. Band/singer: again, too man favs 22. TV Show: I'm on a Futurama kick

My Day
think of this...day off. happy i am. made a new friend. good coffee. good weed. so now, my computer (and oddly my boyfriend) both have some kind of bug. hey, i am new to this cyber world, i still listen to vinyl! why would a window (i.e "my space") close when you try to log in? PLEASE HELP TEACH THE TECH CHALLENGED!!!

Not Stupid, Just New
Well, I'm pretty new at this still, but I think I'm starting to get the hang of it a little. It's weird - I'm a writer, yet unless I have something specific to talk about I usually have a hard time coming with stuff to write that is even remotely interesting. So I won't bore you all. I'll just cut this short until I run into something that makes me wanna go on a rant. By the way...does anyone know if there is a way to tell who has looked at your profile and stuff on MySpace? That is if anyone actually reads this...lol. BLAZE

Babydoll
This is for my love. She recently told me that her son broke or messed his one Tickle me Elmo. So I told her I would replace it an she said she would love the new TMX Elmo. Well I did what I could (specially for it being 10 yrs later an it being the hottest toy out again) I did what I could, got my broken ribs an what not along the way (LOL JK). I found one for a fair price (being I heard how high some are going for) on Amazon.com. Ordered it an BAM its sitting in my hands now. Now I just need to get it to her. Now next its onto her gift :P.

"shine Down Upon The Broken, Shine On 'til The Two Become One. Breathe In Union Breathe In Union"
Here from the king's mountain view Here from the wild dream come true Feast like a sultan, I do On treasures and flesh never few But I would wish it all, away If I thought I'd lose you just one day The devil and his had me down In love with the dark side I've found Dabblin' all the way down Up to my neck soon to drown. But you changed that all for me Lifted me up, turned me round So I, I would wish this all away Pray like a martyr dusk to dawn Beg like a hooker all night long Shout to the devil with my song And got what I wanted all along But I I would If I could I would Wish it away Wish it away Wish it all away Wanna wish it all away No price could hold sway Or justify my Giving away, my center] So if I could I'd wish it all away If I thought tomorrow, they'd take you away You're my piece of mind, My home, my center, I said I'm just trying to hold on One more day Damn my eyes! Damn my eyes! If they should compromise A fulcrum

My Side
Ok, well I am finally going to write what I have promised months ago. I am now going to correct the lies that my soon to be ex-husband has been telling about me. I know that him, his family and friends read my blogs. I don’t care for I am telling the truth if they choose to believe it or not that’s up to them to decide. We were arguing about me buying smokes with $5 from our JOINT account. He promptly said he canceled our joint account over the phone. Then proceeded to lecture me about how I needed to stop smoking and that was one of the supposed conditions of us getting married that I never agreed too. I tried to walk away, since I was getting very anger. I went out into the backyard on the porch to smoke. He followed me still lecturing me. I sat down on the back step of the porch. I lit a cigarette and started to smoke when the next thing I know he lunges at me so fast it scared me into thinking he was going to hurt me. He knew that was my worst fear when we fight fro

Update 20-nov-2006
I will be offline for some time. I will check my emails and messages once a week if u want my cell ask for it or my other email addies ask again lol sorry got a lot on my plate!!! ~Butterfly momma~

Sweat
I'm sweating, and breathing and staring and thinking and sinking deeper. It's almost like I'm swimming. The sun is burning hot again on the hunter and the fisherman, and he's trying to remember when, but it makes him dizzy. Seems like I've been here before. Seems so familiar. Seems like I'm slipping into a dream within a dream. Must be the way you whisper. The sun is setting cool again. I'm the thinker and the fisherman and I'm trying to remember when but it makes me dizzy. and I'm sweating, and breathing, and staring and thinking and sinking deeper and it's almost like I'm swimming. Seems like I've been here before. Seems so familiar. Seems like I'm slipping into a dream within a dream. It's the way you whisper. It drags me under and takes me home.

Sexxi Eyes Contest!!
I am now in a contest fot the most sexxiest eyes contest!! Look in the bullitins and please vote for me!! The more comments the better! I appreciate all the help!! This is my first contest and I need lots of luck! !!Love ya cherries!!

Girl Anachronism - The Dresden Dolls
You can tell from the scars on my arms and the cracks in my hips and the dents in my car and the blisters on my lips that i'm not the carefullest of girls you can tell from the glass on the floor and the strings that're breaking and i keep on breaking more and it looks like i am shaking but it's just the temperature and then again if it were any colder i could disengage if i were any older i would act my age but i dont think that you'd believe me it's not the way i'm meant to be it's just the way the operation made me and you can tell from the state of my room that they let me out too soon and the pills that i ate came a couple years too late and ive got some issues to work through there i go again pretending to be you make-believing that i have a soul beneath the surface trying to convince you it was accidentally on purpose i am not so serious this passion is a plagiarism i might join your century but only on a rare occasion i was taken o

Angel
If I ever saw an angel, it was in your eyes." Never thought that love could feel like this and you changed my world with just one kiss, how can it be that right here with me there's an angel?" Heaven's lost without you, A friend is always good to have, but a lover's kiss is better than angels raining down on me Every minute I spend with you is like being in heaven and looking in an angel's eyes." Just one night in your dreams would be like spending eternity staring at the face of an angel, I believe in angels, the kind that heaven sends. I'm surrounded by angels, but I call them my best friends, . "Friends are angels that come from above. Sent down from God for you to love. So if you are sad, and don't know what to do. Just remember that I care for you, The angel of love will fill your heart and you will have all you seek in time to come. you are indeed and angel from above

Deb Wants To Kill Me Next Semester...
She keeps throwing around words like "huge autobiographical triptych," "graduate thesis," and "graduate show" in regards to my 202 class that'll be more or less an independent study with her next semester. I love Deb. She's my hero. Even if I do tell her to shut up a lot. :)

I'm Sorry
Ok so I've managed to disappoint the one person who treated me with respect, and showed me all the love they could...this person is simply amazing and the only reason I stayed around the site this long and with out there friendship I have nothing here but a bunch of sex starved porn fanatics, so tomorrow I'm done and I'm deleting everything. I'm SORRY :( ..............Goodnight

Two Horses
Two Horses Just up the road from my home is a field, with two horses in it. From a distance, each looks like every other horse. But if you stop your car, or are walking by, you will notice something quite amazing. Looking into the eyes of one horse will disclose that he is blind His owner has chosen not to have him put down but has made a good home for him. This alone is amazing. If nearby and listening, you will hear the sound of a bell. Looking around for the source of the sound, you will see that it comes from the smaller horse in the field. Attached to her halter is a small bell. It lets her blind friend know where she is, so he can follow her. As you stand and watch these two friends, you'll see how she is always checking on him, and that he will listen for her bell and then walk slowly toward her. He knows she will not lead him astray. When she returns to the shelter of the barn each evening, she stops occasionally and looks back, making sure her friend i

Ho-hums And Doldrums
Looking out towards the partial view of the world outside from my blue cubicle, sipping neslo (coffee and hot chocolate mix, its quite nice) my mind starts to drift away from the laidback environment. While I wait for something to do, the song I knew I loved You by Savage Garden came into play, serenading my broken heart of a hope for tomorrow. Amongst the stacks of newspapers I do wonder whether love will come. A part of me wishes to dismiss any thoughts abut love but that small voice inside my heart is telling me "He will come. Be patient" I remember a friend or was it my sister (mental breakdown!) said that it takes couple of bastards before you to meet the right one. I'm not gonna dwell in it. I'm not going to go on drinking binges and fall down that pit of depressive eating either. The only thing and person I'm going to think about is myself. I've taken myself for granted for far too long and this has to change. It's time to love me and believe i

My Fantasy
Lost in a sea of excitement, Beyond our control, We kiss. Ever so deeply that other couples Want to go home and have sex. After every passionate moment, We blush in utter excitement and embarassment Everytime our lips meet. Like two frieght trains colliding at full speed We're hornier than two animals in heat Yearning to fuck right here and now Breathing heavier now, We beging to undress. Slowly revealing every detail of our nakedness The sight of your naked body Is enough to make a grown man cry. Blood rushes to my dick, Faster than the 100 meter dash. Surprised by its size, You are left estatic. Your eyes look as though they may fall out. As I caress the outline of your body, I can feel the heat escaping As you are getting turned on by every touch. Leaning in to kiss you...just before forplay, I wake up. "What the fuck?" are the first words that escape from my lips. "I always wake up before the real fun begins." Trying to go back to sleep to continue my

Orientation For Surgury
I have an appointment next month for surgury orientation. After that if all the tests are good, then I can have the surgery done. I will have my new and improved body probably in time for the new year. Wooooo Hooooo!!!!!!!

Haha
Thought for the day... Friends Friends are like butt cheeks. Shit might separate them, But they always come back together. ************************************************** Did you know that in the human body there is a nerve that connects the eyeball to the anus? It's called the Anal Optic Nerve, and it is responsible for giving people a shitty outlook on life. If you don't believe it, try to pull a hair from your ass and see if it doesn't bring a tear to your eye. Get free graphics at BlingyBlob.com!

What Kind Of Car Are You?
I'm a Dodge Viper! You're all about raw power. You're tough, you're loud, and you don't take crap from anyone. Leave finesse to the other cars, the ones eating your dust. Take the Which Sports Car Are You? quiz.

Dreams That Will Never Be
Just so you know that when one door closes, another one opens that is much better. If you think you got a hold on me, you need to look at your rating letter. I've tried to say sorry, I tried to be nice. It really does not matter, that your heart is made of ice. You have hurt me to the core, left an awful bruise. All the time claiming, it was just a ruise. Do you even care, as you throw the dice. The people you meet, you never see twice. As you play your game, the jig is almost up. You have shown everyone, you are no more than a pup. Hearts can mend, new friends are made. But your day will come, our paths will trade. You will be the one crying, deeply in the night. Thinking how sorry you are, caullous and without sight. I pray that you feel the pain, but not nearly as bad. For I still care for you, oh maybe just a tad. Angel Eyes

Poetry
Well I have this confession you see I have this obsession with which my lover I keep blessin’ I am The Head Master. You know my skills are strong oh yes my tongue is long and you know you won’t go wrong with The Head Master. As your spot I lick and I make it oh so slick with your cum and my spit you’ll know I am The Head Master. When your toes do curl just as your juices unfurl in waves that can flood the world remember, I am The Head Master. So if with posers you are tired of messin’ and your lack of climax has you stressen’ you can receive an orgasmic blessin’ from The Head Master. By: THICKA

Men
how is it men can make u feel like u mean the world like u mean so much then they have a way of smashing ur feelings and throwing them back in ur face and makin u feel like shit i dont get it, u try and give them every thing u can ur affection ur love ur heart every thing u can ur willing to do anything for them but they never do the things u ask then or u wish theyed do. or mabe its just me, im not a person who locks away her feelings im to open i guess, and i set my self up for all the pain, lol i dont know im in a world of hurt and confusion. lol some how ill get over it no worries

Showin' Love
It has been an amazing past few days! Meeting all these new friends! Thanks for all the love!!! I am going out of town for the next few days. I won't have a comp. When I get back I'll return the love! Talk soon! M

Spicing Up Sex Life
A frustrated housewife decided her sex life needed spicing up after 20 years of marriage. After her husband went to work she slipped out and went into a lingerie shop and picked up a pair of crotchless knickers. She went home, tarted herself up and donned the new garment and selected a short skirt to go with it. She greeted her husband when he came home from work and sat across from him after she prepares him a drink. She slowly spread her legs,and in a husky come f**k me voice says "Honey, would you like some of this?" The husband looks between his ageing wife's legs and lets out his breath, looking up at his doting wife replies, "HELL, NO! Look what it's done to your underwear."

Poetry
Fat bitch, lard ass, huge-a-saurus rex, you name it I've been called I and it's got me pretty vexed. Some people can eat a side of beef and still keep their weight down; me I can drink a glass of water and pick up twenty pounds. Should I really care about what people look at me and see; or should I be proud with how my GOD chose to make me. Could I be supper thin, you know like a model type; or is thin truly over rated, a whole bunch of media hype. Well, maybe not super thin, don't want to loose to much weight; just around fifty pounds or so yeah that would be great. So that's settled, I'll do it, I am on the path to be thinner; I will start my diet right now , as soon as I finish eating my dinner. By THICKA

Be Carful With Your Donkey
> > > > > > An old man, a boy & a donkey were going to >town. The boy rode on the donkey & the old man walked. As they went along >they passed some people who remarked it was a shame > the old man was walking & the boy was >riding. > > The man & boy thought maybe the critics >were right, > so they changed positions. > > > Later, they passed some people that >remarked, "What a shame, he makes that little boy walk." > > They then decided they both would walk! >Soon they passed some more people who thought they were stupid to walk > when they had a decent donkey to ride. > So, they both rode the donkey. > > Now they passed some people that shamed >them by s

What Keeps You Alive...
Lay on the grass that once was so green climb a tall mountian jump off a cliff just to see if you can fly go with your guts wish upon the brightest star day dream all day long paint a picture stare into a mirror for hours on end talk to yourself look into her eyes and tell her you love her tell him youll love him for the rest of your life finish what you started start something new become amazed in something blue! kiss someone like you mean it look behind their eyes marry that special somebody hold someones hand wipe that tear away help someone in a time of fright save a life be a hero become someone brave take a break BREATH!! take a walk sit under an apple tree never be alone always stay alone dont be afraid become a bigger person go through hell let others kick you help yourself up dont let things get worse step off the path start your own life sow up your heart find all the missing pieces dont slow down stand on your head look thoug

Code Word For Sex
A husband and wife decided they needed to use "code" to indicate that they wanted to have sex without letting their children in on it. They decided on the word Typewriter. One day the husband told his five year old daughter, "Go tell your mommy that daddy needs to type a letter". The child told her mother what her dad said, and her mom responded, "Tell your daddy that he can't type a letter right now cause there is a red ribbon in the typewriter." The child went back to tell her father what mommy said. A few days later the mom told the daughter, "Tell daddy that he can type that letter now." The child told her father, returned to her mother and announced, "Daddy said never mind with the typewriter, he already wrote the letter by hand."

Poetry
I got a Broken heart, my emotions have been trampled; There's a hole in my soul; yes my pain is ample I'm damaged, I'm damaged, my heart is on recall; My feelings are truly bruised from the impact of love's fall. And not just one fall, it's been over & over again; I'd surely be going to hell, if romantic stupidity was a sin. I had one man that used me, I had one that abused me; I had one that only called when he wanted to screw me. I had one that stole, and one that wanted my best friend; I had one that tried to make me think it was my fault, when he fucked his baby mama again. Then there was the one, that kept comparing me to his ex-chick; I finally had to tell him, save that ex shit for the next chick. Let's not forget the one who, always put me in some compromising position; like the time he tried to get me, to suck his boys dick in the kitchen. So this wall around my heart, you have to understand why it's there; the pain is overwhelming, and no mo

Things Beth Cannot Do
(1)cannot say "i know where that is" when going somewhere then all of a sudden say "where are we going again?i forget" (2) cannot tell Will to speak in english when he is talking in his sleep.he will only say "No" or "okay" and go back to sleep (3) cannot put a bucket over my head and run as fast as i can down a hill (4) am not allowed to go into best buy and make fun of the tvs having sex (5) cannot go into an appliance store and ask about how the little appliances were made and if they were made by the washing machines and dryers having sex. (6)cannot throw skittles and m&ms down the isle and scream "the ants are coming to get me" during a scary movie in the theatre (7) cannot flirt with mandy...will and spence might get jealous (8) cannot tell will i want pizza then change my mind and say i want ralleys then continously change my mind about what to eat. (9) while driving,can not tell the person in the passengerseat to press the little red button and then tel

Poem
Why do I love you? You ask me why I love you I just say because I do Knowing the answer your looking for has far greater meaning to it than the truth Mi sure you know I love you, you just want to know why Or maybe you want reassurance that I will always be by your side Well….maybe the truth is I love you because you love me Or maybe its because you’re everything I’ve dreamed my special someone to be Maybe because you hold my hand squeezing it just right Or maybe because even when we argue you still hold me tight through the night Maybe it’s the way you look at me when we say our goodbyes Or maybe because you tell me you love me just by looking into my eyes I could love you….just because of your hair… Or maybe because every time I need you, you always seem to be there I love because after all this time, you’ve become a part of me Or maybe because you say you love me no matter how pissed off you may be I love you because every time I get angry you can still make me smi

Girls Guide: Understanding Men By The Comments They Make
For you girls out there, here is a little guide to help you understand men by the comments they make. Category 1: Men that say you are hot or sexy. Not the type that read profiles. Always jumps into the most nude pic you got and dump a "Hot" before jerking off. Would you ever sleep with this guy you can be sure he will come before he gets his pants off. Category 2: Men that say you are amazing, awesome, stunning, or wow. A nice but slightly retarded guy. Someone that will follow your every step and do whatever you tell him... if he gets it. However, you might need to tell him to close the mouth once in a while unless you want people to stare. Having sex means you do the work. Category 3: Men that say your are georgeous or beautiful. This is the a fishing type that throw around generous comments to see what surface. Sometimes use foreign language to sound more interesting. Not very picky. Could easily do with miss Godzilla as long as the lights are turned off in the be

Kiss Me, Doctor
Doctor, doctor, please kiss me," says the patient. "No, I'm sorry, that would be against the code of ethics," says the doctor. Ten minutes later the patient says: "Doctor, please, kiss me just once." "No, I'm sorry, I just can't" he says. Five minutes later, she asks again: "Please, please kiss me!" "Look," says the doctor, "it's out of the question. In fact, I probably shouldn't even be f***ing you.

Poem
You lick my sack, I’ll lick you clit I’ll rub your back, you suck my dick I’ll slap your ass and pull your hair You bite my neck and kiss my ear I’ll fuck you gently, I’ll fuck you slow Fuck you fast I dunno I’ll make you scream, make you nut Rub your legs and grab your butt You on top, turn around I’ll fuck you up, fuck you down Make you sweat, make you moan We’re both here all alone Lights turn off, you turn on Candles lit, turn off the phone Go up your shirt, remove your bra Unbutton your pants and watch them fall Fuck all day, fuck all night Fuck you hard with all my might Never sleep, no time to rest Kiss your neck and grab your breast Stick it in, stick it deep I’m all your, yours to keep Wear you out, beat it in Sleep tonight and begin again

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Stalker Alert!!!!!!!!!!!!
Well friends. It seems I have a stalker. One who is in love with me. Let it be known that this profile is the link to my stalker. He is blocked but he still bugs me. I think my block feature wasnt working well. So if he visits you I am very sorry if he makes any drama for you. THIS IS MY STALKER!!!! XXX_Genocynaide_XXX@ CherryTAP Now to clear up the mess. This link here under this part of the bulletin is the man I love. The man I am to marry. This man is a good heart warming generous sweet kind special man. An has been through hell by all the stalkers who bug me. So if you get something from the above link before this one here. Ignore it. Only this link below here is what is important. this is my FIENCE!!!!!!!!!! Wolverine~~HoMiE~~JuGgAlO~~@ CherryTAP Thank you all for your time and being a good friend to me. Kinky

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Thanksgiving
A young man named John received a parrot as a gift. The parrot had a bad attitude and an even worse vocabulary. Every word out of the bird's mouth was rude, obnoxious, and laced with profanity. John tried and tried to change the bird's attitude by consistently saying only polite words, playing soft music, and anything else he could think of to "clean up" the bird's vocabulary. Finally, John was fed up, and he yelled at the parrot. The parrot yelled back. John shook the parrot, and the parrot got angrier and even ruder. John, in desperation, threw up his hands, grabbed the bird, and put him in the freezer. For a few minutes the parrot squawked and kicked and screamed. Then suddenly there was total quiet. Not a peep was heard for over a minute. Fearing that he'd hurt the parrot, John quickly opened the door to the freezer. The parrot calmly stepped out onto John's outstretched arms and said "I believe I may have offended you with my rude language and actions. I'm sincerely

Are You: In Love, Lust Or Married?
LOVE......................when your eyes meet across a crowded room. LUST.......................when your tongues meet across a crowded room. MARRIAGE............when your belt won't meet around your waist, and you don't care. LOVE......................when intercourse is called making love. LUST.......................all other times. MARRIAGE............what's intercourse? LOVE......................when you argue over how many children to have. LUST.......................when you argue over who gets the wet spot. MARRIAGE............when you argue over money. LOVE......................when you share everything you own. LUST.......................when you think twice about giving your partner bus money. MARRIAGE............when the bank owns everything. LOVE......................when it doesn't matter if you don't climax. LUST.......................when the relationship is over if you don't climax. MARRIAGE............what's a climax? LOVE.................

Haters
Why do people have to hate? Is it because they are jealous, or just so miserable in their own meaningless lives that they have to make everyone they come into contact with as miserable as they are. Some disguise themselves as your friend til they find some reason to turn on you. I may lose a good friend on here because of a Hater, and it makes me sick to see the lies in the bulletins and those kinds of bulletins get reposted more often than any other kind. Why , brcause everyone seems to like to pass on the bullshit and enjoy the thought of people suffering and hurting because one person got mad, jealous or some other fucked up reason and decided to spew off a bunch of lies. It makes me literally sick to my stomach. What happened to treating others as you want them to treat you. Being Wiccan I follow the harm none, which means not even with words. Has anybody ever heard of if you have nothing nice to say then don't say anything? You dont have to love everyone or even like them, but h

Life
Well what does experiance hold for us as a mass?I personaly dont have the answer to this,but it that very question helps me find my own path.Ok so we have time while we are here to learn experiances personally or learn them from a third perspective,either being a friends input on a situation or a book we have read,or even seeing it happen face value.What ever the lessons are that we need to know,they as in those experiances will teach us the fact of life.Yet I still bring this single topic up to people I know or have just meet.They all have the same response in there own way,which is silence or an unwavering change of subject. Why are we all affriad of the truth,or even more affraid of the train of knowledge that wistles by our sleeping conciouseness.I dont know about you reader but I hope one day I will find myself exploring time and experiance with another sibling as comfortable with the fact that we all have a limited amount of time here.So I hope to find this over romantic soul

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Total Recall Bs...
..so I go to look at babyj's "work safe" bulletin & my "cropped head shot of TOTAL RECALL boobs" gets flagged, lol..even tho the boobs ain't showin'....what a crock o' horseshit, lol....at any rate, flag ol' bean too, he's one hot mofo!! If he wants to make "Cherry TAP safe"...Bleep THIS out and THAT out, oh and all the TWAT & DICK contests, flag them bitches on the bulletin board! I mean it's ALL ya see on there anymore & by bitches, I mean the contests, lol....you get the picture, hopefully & if not, NeverMIND, lol...ANNNYway CT friends, made a trip home this past weekend up to VA, had a great time and enjoyed seeing my kids. Even ruffled the ex's feathers for a few minutes. He had no clue it was me, thought his ass was in trouble till he realized it was ME, lol..you would've had to have been there! anyhow, just got back in a few hours ago. SO I'm take'n this BUSTED TOTAL RECALL ass of mine to bed, Goodnight my friends....*hugzzz*....

Bp Update
well i am starting to get my BP to stay at a more normal level now that i am on my medications i just wanted everyone to know that and thanks for those that have been concerned on how it has been going DawnMarie

Thanksgiving
THE 10 RULES FOR THE BUFFET LINE AT THANKSGIVING DINNER 1. If you are allergic to anything, get the ingredients before the buffet table is set. Don't wait until you are in line and ask what everything is on the damn table! You will get punched in the head for that! 2. If you can't walk or are missing any limbs, sit your ass down until someone makes your plate for you. Dinner time is not the time for you to be independent. Nibble on them damn pecans and walnuts to hold you over. 3. If you have kids under the age of twelve, keep them in the basement and bring their food down there. Tell them that they are not allowed upstairs until it's time for Uncle Butchie to start telling family stories about their mommas and papas. If they bring their ass upstairs for any reason except for that they are bleeding to death, I will break a foot off in their ass! 4. There is going to be one prayer for Thanksgiving dinner! JUST ONE! We do not care what you are thankful fo

To?????
A Woman's Wrath Just think of the last person you hurt Sit back and wonder what she could done to you Hurting her One did not think of the outcome Don't ever underestimate her potential Never know what is hidden inside There could be so much pain Maybe the distrust of others The thought knowing you were the cause of the pain The fury inside the scorned heart Don't try to fix this The damage is already done Sometimes the hearts just won't one to feel the pain suffered The pain which was created by one One meaning the person who reflects the pain suffered Do you want to feel the pain? Maybe it's too much for you Some can't handle it Many don't want to feel it The woman's wrath is not to be played with Be careful the feeling is not wonderful

The Cycle Of Nature/ Naturens Gang
The Cycle Of Nature You came with a wind, and blew up a storm, that disturbed the sea snake, In my ocean. In still waters, The bottom is turbid, with beasts resting, Beneath the surface. The cycle of nature, Offers aftermath, After it’s earthquakes, hurricanes, And enormous waves. So slink away, From the sleeping volcano, For his awakening, Will be your end. Naturens Gang I mitt hav, Terget du sjø ormen, Der du kom med vinden, Og blåste opp stormen. I stille vann, Er det grumsete grunn, Med mye som hviler, Mellom overflate og bunn. Ja, naturens gang, Kan gi store følger, Med sine jordskjelv, orkaner, Og enorme bølger. Så list deg nå bort, Fra vulkanen som sover, For vekkes den nå, Er for din del, alt over. Copyright © 2006 by C Hottran A big thanks to Alexander Shaumyan for helping me transelate this to english.

Five Random Thoughts
1) If you go sky-diving and your chute doesn't open, at some point between the time you realize that it's not going to open and the time your body smashes into the ground at a high rate of speed killing you to death, you will flap your arms and try to fly. 2) When an unexpected cataclysmic event happens to you, the words "OH SHIT!!!" just automatically jump out of your mouth. It's normal...it's natural...and there's nothing you can do to stop it. When the lookout man on the Titanic saw the iceberg looming in the distance, he said "OH SHIT!!!" and then radioed the captain. The captain looked out the window and said "OH SHIT!!!" and notified the crew. The crew all looked at each other, said "OH SHIT!!!" and headed for the lifeboats. And when the ship hit the iceberg, 2200+ passengers all raised up their voices in a collective "OH SHIT!!!" on impact.It doesn't matter who you are, and it doesn't matter if you've never even used that word before in your life.....you will say it. Trust

Soo...ugh!!!!!!
So i think everything going on my life is catching up to me..I think im depressed. Im shaking like crazy..Im not writing this so people feel bad for me by any means...But i do have some pretty good friends on here who try to cheer me up and i appreciate everything they do for me.. Lately alot has been going on with me..So many choices i have to make and so many things i havent done. Im almost 22 (yeah alot of you are gunna say thats still young) and i havent done barely anything with my life..I know what i want to do..But its the DOING it part...and the money part thats the problem..Its soooo depressing. I am NOT a self modivator..I guess im a follower in most situations. I hate how i look (pics are deceiving..anyone can make themselves look good in a pic)..I hate having gorgeous friends. And im really starting to hate myself, and everything i stand for. I thought my life was going good for awhile..I thought i was happy..But i question my happyness alot..I wonder if this is h

Fun Stuff
WHAT WOULD YOU DO IF I: I committed suicide: I said I liked you: I kissed you: I lived next door to you: I started smoking: I stole something: I was hospitalized: I ran away from home: I got into a fight and you weren't there: WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY: Personality: Eyes: Hair: Family: WOULD YOU: Be my friend?: Keep a secret if I told you one?: Hold my hand?: Take a bullet for me?: Keep in touch?: Try and solve my problems?: Love me?: Date me?: HAVE YOU EVER: Lied to make me feel better?: Wanted to kiss me?: Wanted to kill me?: Broke my heart?: Kept something important from me?: Thought I was unbearably annoying?: AND MORE... 1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 6. Describe me in one word. 7. What was your first impression? 8. Do you still think that way about me now? 9. What reminds you of me? 10. If you could give me anything what would it be? 11. How well do you know me? 12. When's the last time you saw me?

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Call Me And Get Free Minutes
I'm currently running a special where if you call me and your call lasts over 30 minutes you can get 5 FREE MINTUES towards your next call! So, tell me, what's your fantasy? Kinky Housewife (I really am a kinky housewife) Dominatrix (for all you subs out there) Financial Domination (if ruin is what you seek) XOXOXO Amerose

Tempest
Is it psychologically possible for man to hold back such violence? We look upon one person and say to them that we're friends but to that limit WE'RE only friends yet inside we look at them inside our mind. Inside that mind is that violent side that lets up and say that we must usurp that friendship and kill that friend. Inside our head lies: murder rape homicide slaughter torture mangled laceration How could we ever say that we did became friends when in fact we just wanted to kill you from the back? Just like Caesar's friend was, we can't blame ourselves for killing our friend for it was just pressure that brought our fears and power. Such corruption leads us to leaving in desolation and fear. Even friends weigh more than your enemies and yet we kill the enemy but the friend remains alive but in the end we have to kill him/her. Such is the problem of a friendship that lies in a great bond that was formed for years. Is it psychologically possible for man to

So
so here I am on Cherry Tap. I have to remember th thanks Autum Austin (again) for inviting me. I find the people here ALOT more open and friendly than anywhere else. To those o fyou out there: I am an open kinda guy. I will give MOST anyone a chance to be my friend. Don't play games with me, and I wont play games with you. Fair is fair...lol Well, I wish everyoen here a HAPPY THANKSGIVING! Until I hear from you all again....take care!

The Vet
The Vet Vietnam Veteran stands on the corner, a sign in his hand, "will work for food." Empty bottles litter the ground around him, holding him down while he broods. His chest is adorned with medals of valor, he wears battle scarred jacket with pride. Yet there he stands lost in the squalor, amongst the filth and garbage he hides. He feeds at the soup kitchens on the street, moving from one shelter to another. Salvation of soul the price he must meet, to share this repast with miseries brother. What happened that brought him to this state, just a shadow of the man he used to be. Was it "the war" or was it a matter of fate, please tell me, it could have been me. Kevin F. Dustin

Pajama Party
Pajama Party Bravery born of false bravado, Soldiers patrol into the night. Through the jungle slash and burn, Searching for a hero’s fight. But black pajama’d evil demon, Cull their numbers one by one. Take from them their warriors pride, And make them pray this war be done. Young men led to battle weary, Warriors fighting without a purpose. Sent to die by politicians, Vilified by the populace. From the safety of home so far away, Their peers condemn this evil war. Hold innocent soldier to account, For atrocities committed on this shore. No one man can be held to blame, Fear has become this soldier’s master. Fear of an enemy that can’t be seen, This black pajama’d demon in alabaster. Kevin Dustin

Havock Wrought
Havoc Wrought Valiant Knights on steeds so strong, ride into battle armor shining. They fight while singing berserkers song, and watch with reverence carrion dining. Their swords drawn and sheathed in blood, Moonlight shines from steely blades. Battlefield littered with bodies in mud, died fighting a battle from which heroes are made. The minions of hell stand against onslaught, but these lost souls march on without fear. For they've once already stood and fought, against all odds for what is held dear. Lightning shatters summer night, and the thunder warns of doom to come. Winged birds wild have taken flight, to escape this war torn kingdom. Now look on the land this war was fought, and see the cost was far too dear. Land which lay barren after mayhems been wrought, A kingdom, which shall never recover, I fear.

Too Late
Too Late She walks alone amongst the crowds, afraid she might be seen. Dodging conversation made, while walking in her dream. * * * * * But someday soon she might awaken, to be taken by a stranger. She'll fall in love, sure to be stricken, for she hasn't learned the danger. * * * * * For her to have given all she has, when nothing is returned, are investments made which are too great, without profit to be earned. * * * * * So when she awakens from this dream, her spirit crushed and her heart broken, provide her with the comfort needed, thus says the stranger..."I have spoken." * * * * * I did not intend to cause this pain, tinkered without thinking, I stole her heart, than set it free, now in her pain I'm sinking. * * * * * Though I freed her from her solitude, I've condemned her to the gallows, for she can't survive without my love, how could I have been so shallow. * * * * * What must I do to set this right? What sacrifi

True Friends Poem 9-28-06
True Friends True friends are there no matter what!! True friends help you through the bad times, not just there for the good times. True friends tell you the truth no matter how painful. True friends have a shoulder to cry on at anytime when needed. True friends don't betray one another. True friends help pick you up and dust you off. True friends are there to make you laugh when all you wan to do is cry. True friends don't turn their back on you when you need them to talk to the most. True friends are there for each other. True friends never judge you. True friends accept who you are as you are.

Again
surge of emotion tears fill my eyes one crack two a spider web a shatter and a clink... broken once more... tears and sobs mixed with fake smiles and pretend happiness but inside a desire to die... another love another heartbreak.

The Pain
The Pain I shed a tear for that which was, and what shall never be. A dream struck down before the dawn, unfettered love be free. I walk my life on precipice edge, like tightrope walker without his net. Waiting for the fall to come, where life and love be met. This meeting with life's reality, shall tear me all asunder. Rip my heart out from my breast, how can love hurt, I wonder. But as in wounds, so heals my heart, and I shall move along dear. On down that lonely road of life, away from you I fear. Kevin F. Dustin

The Kiss
The Kiss Floating lost in cyber space I came across a kiss so sweet. Have yet to look upon her face but still I feel the heat. She brought me back to earth you see and gave me help when none was near to see the light inside of me, this kiss that I hold dear. She gave me peace, she gave me pleasure and brought my troubled mind to rest. This is the kiss I shall always treasure. The first, I must confess. Kevin F. Dustin

Stolen Moments
Stolen Moments It seems to me that it is true, our passion is a crime. The moments which I share with you are stolen out of time. The time it takes to hold you dear and tell you "I love you" is never quite enough I fear to pay the devil's due. So cradle me in your sweet arms and hold me to your breast. Deliver us from all that harms, protect us from the rest. Look to me for strength my love, I'll share with you the burden. Pray for succor from up above and bear with me the sin..... of these precious moments spent with you, which are stolen out of time. Kevin Dustin

Ravished
Ravished Wanton spirits of the night, insidious in their desire. Prey pon those who fear the light to burn them in lusts fire. A woman chosen to quench bloods thirst, the vampire approaches in his deadly stealth. Upon the victim vampire bursts, to suckle life’s blood from her vibrant wealth. But first he takes her in his arms, to satisfy his earthly lusts. He hypnotizes her with his Eire charms, to gain this innocents trust. She gives to him freely all her passion, loves him long into the night. He in turn holds back his hunger, to give to her lusts satisfaction right. When morning light falls over bed, we glimpse the woman with a smile on face. The vampire lies there drained and dead, a victim of the mortal passion, that he had to taste. Kevin F. Dustin

Hmm What Am I Gonna Do
well i got 5 whole days with no kids and loads of free time..so if any1 has any ideas what i can do let me know lol dont wanna sit here bored so comment me back with them ideas and i might just try them out

Shyness!!
I hope to have some pics up soon. while i am not what i would think would be "hot".I am about 5'9 180lbs, blond hair and blue eyes.average build.I am a little repressed sometimes.give me some suggestions.you never know i might actually follow your advice.

How I Feel
Talking to you is like talking to a goddess Being who you are, Not having a worry in the world Wanting to be happy Wanting to be with you I hope to make you mine. The time we share makes me want you more. You always make me laugh, I long so much to kiss you. Wanting to connect with you on a deeper level. Everytime I gaze into your sultry brown eyes, I try to withstand the urge to extinguish your Heavenly lips of fire. Every time we hug, Its hard for me to ignore what I truly want to do. You are unique in everyway. I want you to sweep you off your feet I will not seranade you because I can't sing, Barry White will do that for me. Thinking about you has disabled my sleep. Having dreams of you and I Spending countless hours together. Being with you would ease the pain., Allow me to sleep better Be who I have always been. Waking up everyday knowing you are still with me And loving every second of it.

You Have A Sexual Iq Of 152
You have a sexual IQ of 152 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Nature Heals
Nature Heals I walk towards the sunset hoping for a better view I stroll through the park deeply lost in thought I sit among the tall trees wondering what to do Forever in this exquisite dream I'm caught Shining it's light to lead the way in my confusion The sun sinks lower till swallowed by the sea Illuminating the way like the lighthouse beacon The closer I get the deeper it sinks into me Watching the stars glitter through the branches Though colors stretch across the clouded sky Night sounds filter in and cause my mind to wander One thought then another ricocheting through my mind When nature has soothed my worries, little ones and big And questions all are answered to solutions I have sought With my spirit washed in nature's healing balm I go back home to live the dream I've bought Kevin F. Dustin

"this Is How I Want It"
95% of females can't cum from sex UNLESS, they're on top..and they're on top why? so they can stimulate their clit..by doin' their lil snake charm grindin' grab on our pelvic bones..which..really does nothin' for us..so the key is..eat pussy first..make her cum a few times...numb her up..then hammer away or soft and slow with alot of vaginal teasing with your magic stick to build it all up in the end, however u like...... now once ur inbetween her legs..don't just fuckin' dive in there like a bum at a thanksgiving charity dinner...take your fuckin'time I know pussy is nearly irresistable...but don't act like it is.. lick her inner thighs, kiss them..kiss around her pussy lips..kiss the lips etc. etc..finally once u've got your tongue on her clit..this is what u do..(u can use ur hands to spread her lips here if u want..that's all preference...it's easier to make em cum w/their lips spread..so u have easier access to their clit) now...roll the tip and somewhat flat part of your

My Treasure
My Treasure Strangled cry doth love bequeath pon troubled heart expire tears stream down from eye to cheek to prove the pain you sire Pain and sorrow tis loves mistress it makes joy felt overwhelming for without one the others less fulfillment intertwined they bring So feel the hurt and relish pain for with them comes the pleasure of unrequited love the gain for which I'm sure we'll treasure Kevin Dustin

In Darkness Bound
In Darkness Bound The night so dark; the stars so bright, shining effervescent light. Patterned chaos; intersecting life, woven by the strife. Can't break the chains; they hold me tight, holding me here within the night. Darkness enveloped; within my mind, a comfort that is kind. It holds me safe; protection from reality, or the dreams that might consume me. Kevin Dustin

Sex And Love Poem 9-28-06
Sex and Love Sex and lvoe are two diffrent things sometimes people comfuse the two. Sometimes poeple confuse the two. Sex and love can be brought together and make a closer bond between people. Sex is just that sex, nothing more nothing less! Sex is how adults play and have fun. Many people have diffrent views on sex and love. As for me sex is just sex unless it si ment to bring a closer bond, a closer connection. Many people persicute others for their believe in sex is just sex. It is such a shame to see this. Sex and love are just two diffrent things!!

Exorcise
Exorcise These words I scratch upon this page, are but doubts I wish to exorcise. They are not the words of wizened sage, just thoughts my heart denies. So when you read poetic verse, and take this prose to heart, don't look at me and strongly curse, for in their writing comes fresh start. The start of understanding you, of coming to conclusion. That your love is showing true, just muddled in confusion. It seems to me we try too hard, to prove our love is strong. When all we need is to discard, the past that’s proven wrong. Don't ever doubt the love we share, or whether it is worth the pain. For even though we are wild pair, the passion is our gain. Dusty

Enraptured
Enraptured When midnight's orb doth shine so bright and stars are scattered overhead I wander out into the night in search of thee I tread I find thee naked in the light a wondrous beauty to gaze upon Enraptured, captured at first sight of your body framed by the dawn I reach out and take thee in my arms press my quivering lips to thine I feel the heat of your soft twin charms burning hot against hardened heart of mine Mine hand doth brush across thy breast like butterfly wings cross gentle breeze The passions rise like ocean crest and we make love in the shade of the trees Kevin Dustin

"the Greatest Irony Of Love"
The Greatest Irony of Love Loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right and finding out you love someone right after that person walks out of your life... And sometimes, you think you're already over a person, but when you see them smile at you, you'll suddenly realize that you're just pretending to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again... For some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much they love that person... in my opinion, some are afraid to see the one they love being held by someone else... Most relationships tend to fail not because the absence of love. Love is always present. It's just that one was being loved too much and the other was being loved too little... As we all know that the heart is the center of the body but it beats on the left. maybe that's the reason why the heart is not always right... Most often we fall in love

Devil's Lair
Devil's Lair Witches, Warlocks Demons gather, in a circle round me weave. Stripped down naked, in a lather, my soul their after, I believe. Fearlessly I stand against the onslaught, of Devil's minions who crave my soul. Whispered words temptation brought, with sacrifice the only goal. High Priestess approaches with desire, her sexual prowess made very clear. But round her emanates hell's fire, my body and soul it soon shall sear. I cry out loudly for salvation, from evil intent upon me dwell. Don't let me suffer desecration, deliver me from this hell. I wake up then, from this nightmare, awash in sweat it was so real. Again escaped from Devil's lair and broken this evil seal...placed upon my dreams. Kevin Dustin

Tell Me About It
Life sucks but who knows maybe yours just suck not mine. Not being egotistical but it just depends where you and I stand. Although it's not how it sucks but rather it's how you put yourself out there in the world that would tell the world you suck. It's just the way you are anyways, if you think you can say that life is good then say it's good. However look at it this way too if you're just saying that your life is good then let me tell you it will suck too. Quite the paradox? Time and time I look at it this way and say, "Ooh, ooh life sucks." but I see people dying and suffering then somehow I felt touched and just thinking of something to say that it won't happen to me will just make me look like an idiot right? Your choice, life sucks but think about it the more you say it the more you'll get yourself way in too deep for thinking such a blunderous thought. Thus condeming yourself to death. Right?

Comfort Me
Comfort Me I place my head against your breast, and feel your kiss against my brow. Then close my eyes that I might rest in the comfort that you give me now. A calm comes over troubled spirit, warmth envelopes head to toe. I feel your strength and reach out to it, peace of mind I soon shall know. I take your hand and walk through meadow, feel gentle wind against my face. The sun shines bright and castes our shadow, across the path that we shall take. Lifetime of friendship and respect with the lovely one I know. Feelings shared with one select, upon whose heart I do bestow.... this poetry with love. Kevin F. Dustin

Hope Heals Too
dedicated to a friend Hope stirred her coffee in the cafeteria of the hospital. She looked about and watched the various patrons of the cafe itself. She was on a break from being on the other side of the counter, and it had been a rough day so far. Most of the customers were patients of the hospital. They were, of course, mobile patients, but you could see the full array of ailments. People in wheelchairs, using voice boxes, and just plain getting old, were all available. Hope could take her break every day and see the truly miserable side of the pain... the pain that could only be seen in a hospital. Just like her namesake, she could see hope all the same. They were here to be renewed. They were in this hospital to one day get better and have a second chance at making a life out of all of this. As she took a sip of her coffee, she set it down to see a sharpened man taking a seat at her table. He looked so familiar. "Why do you look so sad?" he said with apparent c

How Do You Wanna Be Treated
Just a question how do you wanna be treated on here? have you heard "do unto others as they do unto you." that means one thing the respect you show me you get in return.if you come off as a bitch from the beginning then i show you my bitch side. no i am not a bitch i am "the bitch"when you approaches me wrong.so its up to you and i hope the ones this is intended for gets to them.if not my views will change "do unto others as you would have them do unto you "but do it first"

Death's Dirge
Death's Dirge I'm lost upon this planet earth seek entrance to another realm Can't tell you what my life is worth thought of death it overwhelms * * * I'm weary of my mundane life it weighs heavy ‘pon my soul loneliness and boredoms rife escape from these my goal * * * Grim Reaper visit me I pray bequeath to me the solace of the peace of death today I'll hold ‘gainst you no malice * * * But if you chose to leave me here it's you that I shall seek to wipe from face that wicked leer and pon you vengeance wreak Kevin F. Dustin

Listen Up Kids!
mnk. no// i am a person that isn\'t on that feeble minded adolescent gossip. no\\/ i take my patience to script this my double you key doesn\'t //ork so i am improvising vvith other keys to create it. the vvord that is. ok back to the original topic before i go insane. is that understood mnk. i infatuate myself vvith vvrting text my emotions insecure memories. allocate my terminology as complex or being i don\'t knovv vvhat the fuck i am talkin bout it\'s vvhatever i am from texas represent it to the fullest regardless of this moronic president and his pointless vievvs of iraki vvars. he knovvs nada. hm in that vvhole bevarian illuminati secrecy of the capitalisms involvements i could sympathize less on politics. just nforming you demographic individuals i am not here to socialize i have a public anxiety disorder to many issues included in my life to speak about i isn\'t gong to define to the nation public vvhatever those vvho commented me are y\'all botts yes you are. sending

Break Free
Break Free Like the moth from the safety of it's cacoon or the baby from it's mothers womb born in beauty enter in that we may relish loves sweet sin. Controlled by feelings long since dead, think with your heart and not your head. Escape this prison you are in, that we may relish loves sweet sin. The moth it turned to butterfly, the baby uttered welcome cry. Both free from the safety of their confines, to enter into better times. Can you break away from your past, knowing the fear you suffer shall not last? Can you but come to me and enter in that we may relish loves sweet sin? Break free, break free Kevin F. Dustin

Plese Help Her Out
src="http://a.pcb2.lostcherry.com/54/18/408145/tn_1807727334.jpg">@ CherryTAP I ahve to ask another favor from y cherry friends and I will pay you back promis if I can will you please add this sweetie she is new and looking for friends

Whispered Words
Whispered Words Whispered words of love persist invasion of my mind desist from words to deeds I must insist envisioned by this woman kissed Enraptured pleasure I have sought wrapped in arms this pleasure brought physical satisfaction thought to quench my thirst with loves sweet drought To share this drink with you I scheme together lost within this dream eyes shining bright with lusts sweet gleam both drafted onto cupid's team Lost within romance filled night sharing thoughts of our delight carried to exquisite heights on cupid's wing take wondrous flight I wonder...what is our destination are these feelings but imagination too stricken to suffer procrastination don't drop me from this elevation Kevin F. Dustin

Reflections
Reflections I looked into your eyes and saw no future there for me. Just empty reflections of love gone bad, tis time you set me free. We've tried and failed to make things right and given all we had. The time has come to give it rest, the peace could not be bad. The time shall come when we reflect, think back on memories worth keeping. It's then that I shall hold you dear and in your arms start weeping. But still, I search your eyes and see no future there for me. Kevin Dustin

The Stripper
The Stripper She started dancing harmlessly, gyrations proud and true. A vision of beauty for all to see, men clapped when she was through. But lust soon dims that dance divine, to sully what once was pristine. Men paw and steal her pride in time, her heart grows cold under body's sheen. With this heart that has grown cold, the dance shall lose its beauty. And with this loss her soul is sold, her conscience is set free. She turns to the drug that eases pain, to help her through the night. Succumbed to siren's song cocaine, her spirit does take flight. First stripped of clothing then her pride, why is it she won't learn? Without her pride she'll be cast aside, and another will take her turn Kevin F. Dustin

"relationships"
1. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry. 2. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. 3. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart. 4. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them. 5. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile. 6. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world. 7. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you. 8. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one,so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful. 9. Don't cry because it is over, smile because it happened. 10. There's always going to be people that hurt you so what you have to do is keep on trusting and just be more carefu

Xmas In The Hood
Xmas in the Hood Brothers gather round and hear of Xmas in the hood Ghetto blasters singing out with TuPac and his brood Gunshots echo through the night rapping out a song of death Winos passed out in the alley cheap booze frozen on their breath Patrol cars speeding back and forth howling sirens in the night Decorating city streets are red and blue lights flashing bright Dealers selling crack on corners children buying their escape Young hookers selling to the highest bidder submitting to their lost souls rape Where is the cause for celebration in this ghetto lost forlorn No wise men bearing gifts from far who cares that Christ was born Kevin F. Dustin

Second Chance Poem 9-28-06
Second Chance I gave you a second chance. I don't give them freely!! Too many times I have been hurt. Too many times I have been walked all over. Yet I gave you a second chance to make things work. Now I can not give a third chance. I was willing to at first. I loved you more than anyone! Now here I am hurt, confused and in pain, yet again!! WHAT AM I TO DO? All I feel is the need to run away. To protect myself and my daughter. Your actions speak louder than words. You say I want to work things out. Yet your actions prove that all you want is to end it all!! Your lies, deciet and controlling makes me think that you will never change. Here I sit trying to collect my shattered heart and soul YET AGAIN!! THIS IS WHY I DON'T GIVE SECOND CHANCES!!!

How Could We?
How Could We? How could we have forgotten the simple joys of childish pranks? Fun days spent in friendship with the neighbor kids next door. Games we played like, "kick the can" and "hide and seek" or baseball in the empty lot next door. How Could We Forget?... "GI Joe's" and "Barbie dolls", "Tinker toys" and "erector sets" held us captive for hours on end. How Could We Forget?..... Do you remember when ..we played at war with plastic guns, and when shot, argued over who had won. Do You Remember When?...... Our children dying on the streets play with guns that shoot real death. Their mothers grieve the passing of their youth. How Could We Forget?... Our children out there having children. Condemned to life without the joys of youth. HOW COULD WE FORGET? Kevin F. Dustin

Society's Lament
Society's Lament Was once a time when all around our children's laughter was the sound that echoed in the streets Now your neighbors cooking meth young kids out there dealing death and families all around declare defeat The prisons filled to overflowing the criminal element ever growing with jail house schools to teach our children crime A vicious cycle born of fear cloaked in justice, a thin veneer to hide the vengeance which is sought through time Kevin F. Dustin

Recover Your Happiness
RECOVER YOUR HAPPINESS I LOVE THIS... A--Accept Accept others for who they are and for the choices they've made even if you have difficulty understanding their beliefs, motives, or actions. B--Break Away Break away from everything that stands in the way of what you hope to accomplish with your life. C--Create Create a family of friends whom you can share your hopes, dreams, sorrows, and happiness with. D--Decide Decide that you'll be successful and happy come what may, and good things will find you. The roadblocks are only minor obstacles along the way. E--Explore Explore and experiment. The world has much to offer, and you have much to give. And every time you try something new, you'll learn more about yourself. F--Forgive Forgive and forget. Grudges only weigh you down and inspire unhappiness and grief. Soar above it, and remember that everyone makes mistakes. G--Grow Leave the childhood monsters behind. They can no longer hurt you or stand in your wa

Worth Reading
WORTH READING Read Each One Carefully and Think About It a Second or Two 1. I like you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you.. 2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry. 3. Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have.. 4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart. 5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them. 6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile. 7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be t he world. 8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you.. 9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know how to be grateful.

Empty Till
Empty Till Greenpeace warriors cast their spell upon this land but don't do well Shadows drawn upon the ground in twilight gleam the daylight drowns Frantic fighting round and round but earth till sings it's keening sound She weeps in sorrow, cries in pain for desecration naught to gain Her foliage withers under sun with acid rain tis all but done Our mother earth shall die away no trees to climb, no grass on which to play The sky so thick with factories grime can't see ahead to future times Even with eyes opened wide the truth from us forever hides Afraid to live in nature's hands we continue destruction of this land Till all around us barren scene insidiously invades our natures dream It takes from us our children's pleasure forces them to pay the measure And as they tally up the bill and check for money in the till They find that in our thoughtlessness we've left them in a bankrupt mess Kevin F. Dustin

I Surrender
Surrender I acquiesce to your overwhelming desire to escape into the solitude of my soul. Locked inside my house, this empty house, I delve into that empty room, my soul. Finding nothing but peace, I remain. The world goes on around me, clamoring with that incessant noise so often referred to as life. But I am oblivious to its call, for I have muffled my ears to its siren's song. No longer will it entice me, beckon me, into its arms. No longer shall I fall a victim to its sadistic humor. I shall not depart my quiet shell to live a life which hammers me, cruelly, into the ground. Here I stay, insulated within myself, protected from myself and those who choose to draw me out just to abandon me yet again. No longer shall I fall prey to the whimsical games that others might play within my lonely heart. No longer shall you, my so called friend, be allowed to torture me into submission, for I am already there. I have surrendered my spirit, an empty husk of the man

Broken Heart Poem From 9-28-06
BROKEN HEART Loved ones come into your lifeand Loved ones leave. The jo of falling inlove is so blissful, So all consuming. The pain of a lost love is heart renchingling painful. It tears at the very core of who you are. The pain of a shattered hear and Soul can enfolf you in such pain, missory, and confusion. A broken heart can make a weaker person prone to anger, bitterness and revenge. A broken heart can make a weaker person give up on love forever. For those of us unlucky few strong people know how to pick the shattered pieces and move on. For the strong a broken heart doesn't mean that it is the end of their life. For the strong a broken heart means that they didn't fine the right one! For the strong a broken heart just means that they lick their wounds for a time And then move on. For the strong a broken heart is just another chapter in lifes brutal world closed. For the strong a broken heart is another lifes lesson learned, they learn it and move forward. F

I'm So Bored!!
I'm so bored!! There is absolutely nothing to do in this sad little town! Good freakin lord it sux here!!! My man and I can't party tonight b/c we have to have our daughter to school in the morning, and we have no sitter, so we're sittin here trying to come up with somethin to do, but i am bored as shit!! any ideas????

What A Man Should Know......ladies Dont You Agree?
Do you know what makes a woman special? Well I'm not an expert but let's see if I have the right idea..... > It's not always what you see on the outside... > It's not in the clothes she wears.. > It's not the size of her backside... > Or the what she does'nt wear.... > A woman can be alot of things... > A daughter,a mother,a wife,a friend, or a fling.... But to me what makes a woman special is the beauty that God gave her on the inside and outside....Men spend a lot of time judging a woman by the way she looks....Thank God he made them ALL beautiful....But we should be looking in their eyes to see what they are really made of..They may come off as a b.t.h but deep inside there is the heart and soul of a very special person....I believe that all woman should be adored and loved because they are created with a piece of a man..therefore if a Man treat them wrong they are lacking respect for themselves... Always show every woman the respect they deserve.....because without them you

Boo
Boo! Now that you've smiled at least once, it's your turn to spread the smiles and send this to someone you want to bring a smile to (maybe even a chuckle) We all need to smile every once in a while. Get more at www.hostdrjack.com

A Rare Condition
A Rare Condition A man and woman are seated next to each other on a plane. After takeoff, the woman violently sneezes and excuses herself to go to the bathroom... so the man stands up to let her out. She returns, and 15 minutes later she sneezes again big time, and again excuses herself to go to the bathroom. She returns again, and immediately sneezes, excusing herself to go to the bathroom. The man, a little tired of jumping up so often...asks her: "You keep sneezing, what's the problem?" The woman replies: "I have a rare condition...every time I sneeze I have an orgasm." He says, "Oh... what are you taking for it?" She says: "Pepper." Get more at www.hostdrjack.com

More Reasons To Be Thankful
WOW, this was one messed up night... First I get a phone call from my pastors wife telling me that their outside building was broken into last night as they were sleeping, which by the way is near to their bedroom windows. They never heard a thing. Then as she's telling me the details about what happened, I get another phone call from Tishaunda & Sarah telling me they were at Kroger and their car wouldn't start and was stranded and needed me to come get them to take them home....so I grabbed on some decent clothes and got the Girls ready and off we went...... I took them home and on my way back A police cruiser pulled out in front of me with his lights on, nearly causing an accident.....and So I just assumned he was in a hurry (obviously) so I continued heading home. Just as I turned onto the street I take to cross over onto mine there were Cops EVERYWHERE! People were out, running on foot up and down the street, I had no idea what or where they were going. The police officer that almo

Signs That You Are Too Drunk
Signs That You are Too Drunk You lose arguments with inanimate objects. You have to hold onto the lawn to keep from falling off the earth. Your job is interfering with your drinking. Your doctor finds traces of blood in your alchohol stream. Your career won’t progress beyond Senator from Massachusetts. The back of your head keeps getting hit by the toilet seat. You sincerely believe alchohol is the elusive 5th food group. 24 hours in a day, 24 beers in a case - coincidence? I think not! Two hands and just one mouth.. - now THAT’S a drinking problem! You can focus better with one eye closed. The parking lot seems to have moved while you were in the bar. You fall off the floor.. Your twin sons are named Barley and Hops. Hey, 5 beers has just as many calories as a burger, screw dinner! Mosquitoes catch a buzz after attacking you. At AA meetings you begin: ‘Hi my name is.. uh..’ Your idea of cutting back is less salt. You wake up in t

How To Keep From Getting Sick
How to Keep from Getting Sick Miss Beatrice, the church organist, was in her eighties. She was admired for her sweetness and kindness to all. One afternoon the pastor came to call on her and she showed him into her quaint sitting room. She invited him to have a seat while she prepared tea. As he sat facing her old Hammond organ, the young minister noticed a cut-glass bowl sitting on top of it. The bowl was filled with water, and in the water floated, of all things, a condom! When she returned with tea and scones, they began to chat. The pastor tried to stifle his curiosity about the bowl of water and its strange floater, but soon it got the better of him and He could no longer resist. "Miss Beatrice", he said, "I wonder if you would tell me about this?" pointing to the bowl. "Oh, yes," she replied, "Isn't it wonderful? I was walking through the Park a few months ago and I found this little package on the ground. The directions s

Hey
well im all new to this so i thought i would create a blog, i think this site is pretty wicked so far, but still dont understand the cherry bit of it over meeting new people, anyone got any ideas for me, post me back, dave x x

Why Old People Should Not Have Babies!
Why Old People Should Not Have Babies! With all the new technology regarding fertility recently, a 65-year-old woman was able to give birth. When she was discharged from the hospital and went home, her relatives came to visit. ''May we see the new baby?" one asked. "Not yet," said the mother. "I'll make coffee and we can visit for a while first." Thirty minutes had passed, and another relative asked, "May we see the new baby now?" "No, not yet," said the mother. After another few minutes had elapsed, they asked again, "May we see the baby now?" "No, not yet," replied the mother. Growing very impatient, they asked, "Well, when can we see the baby?" "WHEN HE CRIES!" she told them. "WHEN HE CRIES?" they demanded. "Why do we have to wait until he CRIES?" "BECAUSE I FORGOT WHERE I PUT HIM, O.K" Get more at www.hostdrjack.com

Thank You Kerry For The Idea
You are The Magician Skill, wisdom, adaptation. Craft, cunning, depending on dignity. Eleoquent and charismatic both verbally and in writing, you are clever, witty, inventive and persuasive. The Magician is the male power of creation, creation by willpower and desire. In that ancient sense, it is the ability to make things so just by speaking them aloud. Reflecting this is the fact that the Magician is represented by Mercury. He represents the gift of tongues, a smooth talker, a salesman. Also clever with the slight of hand and a medicine man - either a real doctor or someone trying to sell you snake oil. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Adult Story Erotic
I sat dozing in my chair; the ten o clock news was going off. Crap! I thought as I realized I had missed the entire hour of news. While gathering up the two empty beer bottles I hear the door bell ring. What the hell? I looked at my watch it was eleven o clock, its awful late for trick or treaters. Setting the bottle back down I hurried to the door with a feeling of dread, I'll bet its some damn teenagers out for pranks. I jerked the door open. "What?" I demanded. A young woman was standing on my front steps. Her long auburn hair was pulled into pony tails on either side of her head. She wore a tight fitting low-cut white sweater that ended just above her navel. Even though she was dressed like a high school cheerleader, she was to well- developed to be anything but in her mid-twenties. I could just make out the black lacy bra she wore underneath. Her long shapely legs were crowned with a short skirt that bounced enticingly as she moved. In one hand she held pomp

Nymphomaniac Convention
Nymphomaniac Convention A man boarded an airplane and took his seat. As he settled in, he glanced up and saw the most beautiful woman boarding the plane. He soon realized she was heading straight towards his seat. As fate would have it, she took the seat right beside his. Eager to strike up a conversation he blurted out, "Business trip or pleasure?" She turned, smiled and said, "Business. I'm going to the Annual Nymphomaniacs of America Convention in Boston." He swallowed hard. Here was the most gorgeous woman he had ever seen sitting next to him, and she was going to a meeting of nymphomaniacs. Struggling to maintain his composure, he calmly asked, "What's your business role at this convention?" "Lecturer," she responded. "I use information that I have learned from my personal experiences to debunk some of the popular myths about sexuality." "Really?" he said. "And what kind of myths are there?" "Well," she explained, "one popu

Is This What Life Is About??
Sorry I haven't been around in a while. Things are rather on the hectic side here. Today was my daughters 15th b-day. I'm still in shock over it!! My baby that about turned me inside out is 15!! This is the same baby that had to decide to be late in being born and had to be huge!! This is the same baby that made me realize that there would be no more children!! My world, and my life is 15 today!! It's just amazing to me. Well, my mom is in the hospital. She's been in ICU for a week now. They intubated her on Monday, and will only keep the tube down her throat for another week, before they have to perform a tracheostomy. They've been trying to wean her off the oxygen, but when they do things go wrong, and they have to cut it back up. This has happened before, and she was able to wean off, but we're just not sure about this time. I've been going back and forth to the hospital every other day for a visit. It's only a 45 minute drive, but the drive back is the hardest. So, I did some r

Such A Fine Line Between Love And Goodbye
You bring a smile to my face and a tear to my eye Your loving embrace is so true - it cant lie The love we share is more then just plain It can’t possibly be and cause so much pain When you caress my face I think I have found my right place We have tried for so long to figure it out Trying to find answers that remove all of the doubt As we lay awake at night endlessly searching the sky We’re torn between loves neither of us can deny Past commitments we’ve made just don’t seem to die There’s such a fine line between love and good-bye We will go about our days knowing that our love is true But that don’t necessarily mean we’ll know what to do. All the thoughts that we have running round in our heads Wish they were about just the two of us instead When I tell you I’m confused I know its hard to comprehend Wondering myself how we could let this love end Holding out hope that its last days never come Oh how we remember the days when our love was young As we lay

Bubba Had Shingles :-d
Bubba had shingles :-D Those of us who spend much time in a doctor's office should appreciate this! Doesn't it seem that more and more that physicians are running their practices like an assembly line? Here's what happened to Bubba: Bubba walked into a doctor's office and the receptionist asked him what he had. Bubba said, Shingles. So she wrote down his name, address, medical insurance number and told him to have a seat. Fifteen minutes later a nurse's aide came out and asked Bubba what he had. Bubba said, Shingles. So she wrote down his height, weight, a complete medical history and told Bubba to wait in the examining room. A half hour later a nurse came in and asked Bubba what he had. Bubba said, Shingles. So the nurse gave Bubba a blood test, a blood pressure test, an electrocardiogram, and told Bubba to take off all his clothes and wait for the doctor. An hour later the doctor came in and asked Bubba what he had. Bubba said, shingles. The doctor asked, Where?

Holidays & Life
Well it is almost thanksgiving again. which means black friday is also real close. I will be on the road to get my son which suites me fine. I will stay away from all stores on that day. I am not crazy enough to go near any store even for those good deals since I am not going to get in the mobs. With black friday near it means christmas and the new year are close to follow. This year again has flown by. Still seeking a job in my Information technology and still doing my Bachelor degree. I know most people like to give thanks around this time of year to their friends, family, and health. I personally like to save my thanks for nature and all the blessign that it give us all year long. I still am working on my own special web page and working as many hours as my job can give me with still doing my schooling. I may be burning my candle from 2 ends at one time but that dont include my personal reading, My web page thoughts/designs, house work, and tryign to find my center. I pe

Resume~
Resume~ 1.. My first job was working in an Orange Juice factory, but I got canned. I couldn't concentrate. 2. Then I worked in the woods as a Lumberjack, but I just couldn't hack it, so they gave me the axe. 3. After that, I tried to be a Tailor, but I just wasn't suited for it -- mainly because it was a sew-sew job. 4. Next, I tried working in a Muffler Factory, but that was too exhausting. 5. Then, I tried to be a Chef - figured it would add a little spice to my life, but I just didn't have the thyme. 6. I attempted to be a Deli Worker, but any way I sliced it I couldn't cut the mustard. 7. My best job was a Musician, but eventually I found I wasn't noteworthy. 8. I studied a long time to become a Doctor, but I didn't have any patience. 9. Next, was a job in a Shoe Factory. I tried but I just didn't fit in. 10. I became a Professional Fisherman, but discovered that I couldn't live on my net income. 11. I managed to get a good job working for a Pool

The Class Trip
The Class Trip A group of 3rd, 4th and 5th graders, accompanied by two female teachers, went on a field trip to the local racetrack (Churchill Downs) to learn about thoroughbred horses and the supporting industry (Bourbon), but mostly to see the horses. When it was time to take the children to the bathroom it was decided that the girls would go with one teacher and the boys would go with the other. The teacher assigned to the boys was waiting outside the men's room when one of the boys came out and told her that none of them could reach the urinal. Having no choice, she went inside, helped the boys with their pants, and began hoisting the little boys up one by one, holding on to their "wee-wees" to direct the flow away from their clothes. As she lifted one, she couldn't help but notice that he was unusually well endowed. Trying not to show that she was staring the teacher said, "You must be in the 5th grade." "No, ma'am", he replied. "I'm the jockey riding Silv

A Christmas Story
Christmas Poem Twas the night before Christmas, He lived all alone, in a one bedroom house made of plaster and stone. I had come down the chimney with presents to give, and to see just who in this home did live. I looked all about, a strange sight i did see, no tinsel, no presents, not even a tree. No stocking by the mantle, just boots filled with sand, on the wall hung pictures of far distant lands. With medals and bagdes, awards of all kinds, a sober thought came through my mind. For this house was different, it was dark and dreary, I found the home of a soldier, once i could see clearly. The soldier lay sleeping, silent, alone curled up on the floor in this one bedroom home. The face was so gentle, the room is such disorder, not how I pictured a United States soldier. Was this the hero of whom I'd just read? Vurled up on a poncho, the floor for a bed? I realized the familes that i saw this night, owed thier lives to these so

10 Thinks You Never Want To Know About Me!
1.I WAS BORN IN OHIO, BUT LIVED MOST OF MY LIFE IN SOUTHERN CALIFORNIA. (IN NEVADA NOW) 2.I AM VERY EMOTIONAL (SOME ALREADY KNOW THAT HEEHEE) 3. I WRITE POETRY, ESPECIALLY WHEN I AM EMOTIONAL! 4. I AM A CAMERA COLLECTOR, A BIT OBSESSED. 5. I ALSO LOVE LAMPS, ALTHOUGH I HATE THE LIGHT, FIGURE THAT ONE OUT. 6. I LIKE YOUNGER GUYS, OLDER GUYS ARE KINDDA BORING TO ME. 7. I LOVE TO LAUGH, PISSES PEOPLE OFF SOMETIMES, (WICKEY) 8. I LOVE TO COOK, BUT HATE TO CLEAN UP THE MESS, SO I USUALLY DON'T...LOL 9. I LOVE TO LOVE AND BE LOVED. 10. I HAVE A SECRET ONLY A FEW PEOPLE KNOW! *WINKS*

A Final Inspection
THE FINAL INSPECTION The soldier stood and faced God, Which must always come to pass. He hoped his shoes were shining, Just as brightly as his brass. "Step foward now, you soldier, How shall i deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To my Church have you been true?" The soldier squared his shoulders and said, "No, Lord, I guess I ain't. Because those of us who carry guns, Cant always be a saint. I've had to work most Sundays, And at times my talk was tough. And sometimes I've been violent, Because the world is awfully rough. But, I never took a penny, That wasnt mine to keep... Though I worked alot of overtime, When the bill got just too steep. And I never passed a cry for help, Though at time I shook with fear. And sometimes, God, forgive me, I've wept unwomanly tears. I know I don't derserve a place, Among the people here. They never wanted me here, Except to calm thier fears. If you've a place for me here, Lord, It needn't

Soldiers Poem
A Soldiers Poem I watched the flag pass by one day, It fluttered in the breeze. A young Marine saluted it, And then he stood at ease.. I looked at him in uniform So young, so tall, so proud, With hair cut square and eyes alert He'd stand out in any crowd. I thought how many men like him Had fallen through the years. How many died on foreign soil How many mothers' tears? How many pilots' planes shot down? How many died at sea How many foxholes were soldiers' graves? No, freedom isn't free. I heard the sound of Taps one night, When everything was still, I listened to the bugler play And felt a sudden chill. I wondered just how many times That Taps had meant "Amen," When a flag had draped a coffin. Of a brother or a friend. I thought of all the children, Of the mothers and the wives, Of fathers, sons and husbands With interrupted lives. I thought about a graveyard At the bottom of the sea Of unmarked graves in Arlington. No, freedom is

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Something about the Christmas Season and Nutcrackers always reminds me of Tchaikovsky...I just can't quite place it... Actually cleaned my house today. Hooya. Try cleaning a house while you're blasting classical music at 1000watts. Something magical about that. It's even more fun if you dance to the beat with whatever you are using to clean. Call me eccentric, just call me. Ba dum ching. So I'm talking to myself in the bathroom mirror while I watch the scrubbing bubbles evaporate and get high off the seven chemicals in my toilet and I realize that I'm losing my mind so I tell myself to shut up and turn on the bathroom vent. Slowly but surely I am going insane in a hurry I am, but I am not alone and I am unanimous in that perception of the conception of my realities. Sweet! -Robert

My B.day Weekend
well my weekend was ok friday i went out to eat with a few friends and came home and djed then saturday aka crazyday was awesome but in way painfull first thing saturday i woke up and called my bestfriend andera we went looking for her a shirt for night and then we didnt have to time get ready at my house while she was at her house so i went over there and got ready at her house then we went to the fun party which was awesome and after that this part is good we went to pick up the guys from josh's house oh yeah didnt i say guys...yeah guy i was just josh,bret, and spud aka the ass man haha so josh and brett rode in bertts truck and spud rode with me an drea well we met up with britt and amber and some other stuck up bitch on 431 and we all went to onroad we stayed there for about 30 mins then the stuck up bitch had to go home...lala...no comment and then andera bought a whip at the party well i went and got the whip...omfg i got spank with that damn whip....felt good thought...and yes

What's Your Kissing Style?
You Are a Soft Kisser Your kissing style is understated, but effective You give soft, sweet, and soulful kisses to your special guy And that's the key: he's got to be special to get your kiss Because you don't just go around kissing anyone What's Your Kissing Style?

America
Kudos To Whomever Put The Following Together. " AMERICA !" Osama Bin Laden, your time is short; We'd rather you die, than come to court. Why are you hiding if it was in God's name? You're just a punk with a turban; a pathetic shame. I have a question, about your theory and laws; "How come you never die for the cause?" Is it because you're a coward who counts on others? Well, here in America , we stand by our brothers. As is usual, you failed in your mission; If you expected pure chaos, you can keep on wishing Americans are now focused and stronger than ever; Your death has become our next endeavor. What you tried to kill, doesn't live in our walls; It's not in buildings or shopping malls. If all of our structures came crashing down; It would still be there, safe and sound. Because pride and courage can't be destroyed; Even if the towers leave a deep void. We'll band together and fill t

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You Are Aphrodite! A total shining star with a ton of admirers And no wonder: you live life to the fullest! When things get bad, you can easily take off to a happier place But occasionally, you need to deal with problems head on What Goddess Are You?

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If the internet was reality: It would be acceptable to "rock out with your cock out" in public Girls gone wild? More like EVERYONE GONE WILD! Anime porn would be the real, not the exception I would have to fend off people who like me If you don't like someone, you can block them, but they will just reincarnate as someone else Creepy old men would hit on every girl with two legs, oh wait, that one DOES happen in reality!! :-P

Bored On A Monday Night
soo im really bored right now lol..havent been up to much lately, just school and winterguard practices just started so ill be busy at those from now on. and im really sad i didnt get to see evan tonight because he was at a family thing :/ idk whats wrong with him, he hasnt really wanted to spend much time with me lately. i guess its cause weve been fighting about the stupidest things i kinda understand. but i hope all of you are doing alright! im gonna try to get some new pics up in the next few days..any requests? (but no nudes of course) =] love you all

Hi
You Are Aphrodite! A total shining star with a ton of admirers And no wonder: you live life to the fullest! When things get bad, you can easily take off to a happier place But occasionally, you need to deal with problems head on What Goddess Are You?

My Kinda Guy
¢¾My PERFECT GUY would have to have, A good sense of humor, down to earth, loving, someone who willLISTEN to my problems. even though they may be stupid, be there for me during rough times && good times too, likes to watch "CHICKFLICKS" with me && cuddle, family oriented, WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR HIS FRIENDS, FAMILY && ME. && just basically know how to have a good time && have fun..¢¾ .-A guy who will call me just to hear my voice && tell me he loves me with MEANING. .-A guy who can't fall asleep without my voice being the last thing he hears. .-A guy who will have time for me but also have time for himself. .-A guy who will hold my hand in front his friends. .-A guy who tells me how beautiful i am on my worst day and means it. .-A guy who is sweet, caring,and loving. .-A guy who will take me as i am. .-A guy who can make me laugh and smile tons! .-A guy who will be truthful to me on everything! .-A guy who can show me that they are not all the same!

To?????
"Friends are God's way of taking care of us." This was written by a Hospice of Metro Denver physician. I just had one of the most amazing experiences of my life, and wanted to share it with my family and dearest friends: I was driving home from a meeting this evening about 5, stuck in traffic on Colorado Blvd., and the car started to choke and splutter and die - I barely managed to coast, cursing, into a gas station, glad only that I would not be blocking traffic and would have a somewhat warm spot to wait for the tow truck. It wouldn't even turn over. Before I could make the call, I saw a woman walking out of the "quickie mart" building, and it looked like she slipped on some ice and fell into a Gas pump, so I got out to see if she was okay. When I got there, it looked more like she ha d been overcome by sobs than that she had fallen; she was a young woman who looked really haggard with dark circles under her eyes. She dropped something as I helped her up, and I pick

Leo
Leo I size everyone up when I first meet them I cannot help it must be in my nature Or in my training or in my lifestyle You’ll know it when it happens, it happens of course I heave out my chest and look into your eyes Reach out my hand for a shake A shake that is surely stronger than yours As I wonder what would it take to put you on your ass When it comes to the ladies I am no different After a glance at your chest and a look in your eyes I show a confidence that is surely stronger than yours As I wonder what would it take to get into your pants Competitive nature and confidence for sure On the highway, in the park, or at the store The animal inside me is ready for the chore I was born in August, I am Lion, hear me roar

Life Is About
Life is About Some of us wonder what life is about Many question what life can be One has to think what the possibilities are So ask yourself "What about my life" Some not concerned about life Then if so Why so much lying, killing, backstabbing, and cheating Why so much inequality, no unity, so much deceit, and violence If this is how you want life Do it The ignorance of another's Mind only bring more than one can bare The negligence of not wanting something better Some fail to know what life is all about Why you want to live backwards The experience of life is not promise So ask yourself what is my purpose So ask Look deep down inside to know the answer

How Are You In Love
How You Are In Love You take a while to fall in love with someone. Trust takes time. You tend to take more than give in relationships. You tend to get very attached when you're with someone. You want to see your love all the time. You love your partner unconditionally and don't try to make them change. You stay in love for a long time, even if you aren't loved back. When you fall, you fall hard. How Are You In Love?