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I Will Miss You All :(
here sometime December 1st I will have to disconnect from the internet here in Boonville and not be around my computer at all until I get me a new apartment in harrisonville missouri. In the meantime I will be at my dads in pleasant hill missouri with no internet temp. to save me some money. plus who knows what those waiting lists look like in harrisonville anyway :( it could be a good 2 to 3 months but hope not. I want to keep my cat too but if an apartment does not accept pets I have to give him to a lady I know well who will take him for good and have a new home which she is gonna take care of him at this old apartment of mine in the meantime as well while I am gone. I have to store my stuff in my old apartment and pay rent only because my dad will not lone space in his garage for my stuff or my cat :( but I have to be thankful he is letting me stay with him until I find my own place again. I am doing all this to be closer to my family. I am transfering from boonville walmart to the

Ignorant Ass Heffas
ugh i see this shyt so much and it gets on my nerves every damn time.... Haters have persisted, in part because of a broad and circular definition. A quick perusal of the Urban Dictionary reveals the concept to be extraordinarily malleable. "A person who feels anger and/or jealousy for someone who has succeeded in something they have worked hard for…. A being who speaks badly,and/or takes negative actions in attempt to create problems for a successful person." Essentially, a hater is one who hates; jealous motives are easily read into any situation. The satirical definitions on the user-driven Urban Dictionary include "Overused word that people like to use just because someone else expresses a dislike for a certain individual." The word's power is derived from its slippery definition. with that being said, in short a hater is basically someone who is jealous of you because you are good at what you do or because of something you have, it is basically a jealous person...now on tha

*the Desperation Of The Girl I Used 2be*
++SARAH McLACHLAN: ICE The ice is thin come on dive in underneath my lucid skin the cold is lost, forgotten Hours pass days pass time stands still light gets dark and darkness fills my secret heart forbidden... I think you worried for me then the subtle ways that I'd give in but I know you liked the show tied down to this bed of shame you tried to move around the pain but oh your soul is anchored The only comfort is the moving of the river You enter into me, a lie upon your lips offer what you can, I'll take all that I can get only a fool's here... I don't like your tragic sighs as if your god has passed you by well hey fool that's your deception your angels speak with jilted tongues the serpent's tale has come undone you have no strength to squander The only comfort is the moving of the river You enter into me, a lie upon your lips offer what you can, I'll take all that I can get only a fool's here to stay only a fool's here to st

Why Me
why lord why must i be the one to live when all of my friends and family are dieing. i know it is not for me to question but i must ask why have i cheated death 3 times and all my friends and family never had the chance to cheat it once. i guess the real question is how much more must take and how many more friends and family must i bury. how many more times will i have to endure such pain please lord i must know?

*my Sanctuary*
++SARAH McLACHLAN: ELSEWHERE I love the time and in between the calm inside me in the space where I can breathe I believe there is a distance I have wandered to touch upon the years of reaching out and reaching in holding out holding in I believe this is heaven to no one else but me and I'll defend it as long as I can be left here to linger in silence if I choose to would you try to understand I know this love is passing time passing through like liquid I am drunk in my desire... but I love the way you smile at me I love the way your hands reach out and hold me near... I believe... I believe this is heaven to no one else but me and I'll defend it as long as I can be left here to linger in silence if I choose to would you try to understand Oh the quiet child awaits the day when she can break free the mold that clings like desperation Mother can't you see I've got to live my life the way I feel is right for me might not be ri

*when My Heart Couldn't Accept The Loss*
++SARAH McLACHLAN: DO WHAT U HAVE 2DO++ What ravages of spirit conjured this temptuous rage created you a monster broken by the rules of love and fate has lead you through it you do what you have to do and fate has led you through it you do what you have to do ... and I have the sense to recognize that I don't know how to let you go every moment marked with apparitions of your soul I'm ever swiftly moving trying to escape this desire the yearning to be near you I do what I have to do the yearning to be near you I do what I have to do but I have the sense to recognize that I don't know how to let you go I don't know how to let you go a glowing ember burning hot burning slow deep within I'm shaken by the violence of existing for only you I know I can't be with you I do what I have to do I know I can't be with you I do what I have to do and I have sense to recognize but I don't know how to let you go I don't

Blog Series Of "completely Normal @ Mature Conversations"--take 1 Pt2 .. Convo Went In Different Direction--
SimplyGC94x: Back SimplyGC94x: For a few anyway SimplyGC94x: And now you're not there -_- FetusXwXbbq: yes i am SimplyGC94x: Oh SimplyGC94x: Hello again SimplyGC94x: lol FetusXwXbbq: I'm having problems with my nails typing.. patience will get u through life so chill SimplyGC94x: lol SimplyGC94x: I used to be patient SimplyGC94x: Though over the past 2 years I've lost of a lot of it SimplyGC94x: I'm no longer patiently waiting for a female to be a part of my life and it all stems down from there SimplyGC94x: lol FetusXwXbbq: I'm looking for free printable certificates that I can put something along the lines of The Greatest Mother award but at the bottom it will be written that she will be mine and my sisters maid till it comes to the time we have to wipe her ass when she gets old SimplyGC94x: So where is the problem? The maid part or the ass wiping part? SimplyGC94x: =P FetusXwXbbq: finding a free damn printable certificate.. it's all li

"completely Normal & Mature Conversations"--take 1
I will warn you all, there is alot of reading to this, and it will be to most of these. I've had so far 7 people read the starting and they are addicted, I guess it depends on who your are and how your humor is. Enjoy the starting of the Blogging Series of "CN&MC"! FetusXwXbbq: u WC'ing? SimplyGC94x: Not atm SimplyGC94x: What's up? FetusXwXbbq: wow.. well what are u doing with ur exciting self then.. just starring at the computer screen? FetusXwXbbq: nothing much man SimplyGC94x: Actually SimplyGC94x: I'm playing a different game SimplyGC94x: Much cornier SimplyGC94x: lol FetusXwXbbq: well.. i guess today is a corney ass day for u.. FetusXwXbbq: today is a.. "JUANA DAY" FetusXwXbbq: lol FetusXwXbbq: for me.. not n e one else SimplyGC94x: Juana day eh SimplyGC94x: lol FetusXwXbbq: well yea I guess for other ppl if they got a voice message from me about skat and water sports SimplyGC94x: skate or scat? SimplyGC94x: xD SimplyGC94x

*when Will We Sing A New Song?*
++P.O.D.: GOODBYE FOR NOW++ i can still see the light at the end of the tunnel shine through the dark times even when i lose my mind but it feels like no one in the world is listening and i can't ever seem to make the right decisions i walk around in the same haze i'm still caught in my same ways i'm losing time in these strange days but somehow i always know the right things to say i don't know what time it is or whose the one to blame for this do what i believe what i can't see and how do you know which way the wind blows cause i can feel it all around i'm lost between the sound and just when i think i know, there she goes (chorus) goodbye for now goodbye for now so long goodbye for now (i'm not the type to say i told you so) goodbye for now so long (i think the hardest part of holding on is lettin go) when will we sing a new song a new song we’re still smilin as the day goes by and how come nobody

Sexy Train!
MEN have 2 heads and WOMEN have 4 lips The American Dental Association says semen cuts plaque and tartar by 77%. Suck a dick and save a smile... If u have sex 365 times a yr and u melted down all da condoms 2 make a tire what would u call it? a fuckin goodyear! Sex is like playing spades. If u don't have a good partner, u better have a good hand. Big Bad Wolf told lil red riding hood lift ur top so i can suck ur tits. no, she said while lifting her skirt, eat me like the fuckin book says! A rooster and a cat were playing by the pool. the cat fell in and the rooster laughed. The cat said, a wet pussy always makes a cock happy! Girls have unique magic tricks, they get wet without water, bleed without injury, and make boneless things hard. Send to 10 freaks in 30 mins. or u will have bad sex. You're it! This is the sexy train, if u receive this it means ur fucking sexy if u get it back you're even sexier

Jokes
A Guy's Job A guy sticks his location, In a girl's destinstion, To increase the population, For the next generation. Do you get my explanation? Or do you need a demonstration im a cool girl, in a cool town it takes a real mother fucker to put me down kissing is a sport fucking is a game guys get all the pleasure girls get all the pain the guy says i love you you belive its true 9 months later, he says "the hell with you" the baby is a bastard the mother is a whore all this wouldn't have happened if the rubber wouldn't have torn roses are red violets are corney, when i think of you ohh baby i get horney, eat me, beat me, bite me, blow me, suck me, fuck me, very slowly, if you kiss me don't get me sassy, use your tounge and make it nasty!!!!

Did You Know?
Little known 'Did you know' Sex facts Did you know?..."Ithyphallophobia" is a morbid fear of seeing, thinking about or having an erect penis. Did you know?...According to a survey of sex shop owners, cherry is the most popular flavor of edible underwear. Chocolate is the least popular. Did you know?...In the Aztec culture avocados were considered so sexually powerful, virgins were restricted from contact with them. Did you know?...Marilyn Monroe, the most celebrated sex icon of the 20th century, confessed to a friend that despite her three husbands and a parade of lovers, she had never had an orgasm. Did you know?...The average shelf-life of a latex condom is about two years. Did you know?...14% of Americans have skinny-dipped with a member of the opposite sex at least once. Did you know?...According to a U.S. market research firm, the most popular American bra size is currently 36C, up from 1991 when it was 34B. Did you know?..."Formicophilia" is the feti

Harsh Things To Say To A Naked Guy!
Harsh Things to say to a Naked Guy Emailed by Blue Lightning 1. I've smoked fatter joints than that.... 2. Ahhhh, it's cute. 3. Why don't we just cuddle? 4. You know they have surgery to fix that. 5. Make it dance. 6. Can I paint a smiley face on it? 7. Wow, and your feet are so big. 8. It's OK, we'll work around it. 9. Will it squeak if I squeeze it? 10. Oh no... a flash headache. 11. *giggle and point* 12. Can I be honest with you? 13. How sweet, you brought incense. 14. This explains your car. 15. Maybe if we water it, it'll grow. 16. Why is God punishing me? 17. At least this won't take long. 18. I never saw one like that before. 19. But it still works, right? 20. It looks so unused. 21. Maybe it looks better in natural light. 22. Why don't we skip right to the cigarettes? 23. Are you cold? 24. Only if you get me real drunk first. 25. Is that an optical illusion? 26. What is that? 27. It's a good thi

Bi-friendly Play Parties, Unlike Any Other....
Sex Outside The City hosts private members only play parties in the host couple's home in Vallejo, CA. Here is what those who have been to SOTC events have to say: "Fantastic couple and they throw one hell of a party. We've always felt welcome at SOTC and think that they are awesome hosts and fantastic people to know. He is always genuine and she is always sexy and warm." - L&V "Party! Central! The best parties and hosts the lifestyle has to offer. Lots of fun with this cpl, light hearted and a million laughs. Can't wait for the next party. Very classy group and a nice social atmospher too." - S&P "Thank you to S.O.T.C. This was the best party I've ever attended. Everyone was so cool and nice and not to mention sexy as hell. J an J are excellent hosts. Their house was very warm and inviting. Look forward to many more parties there." - S (Baycouples.com review) "Hey J&J I had a great time Sat nite and your group seems like it's a bunch of very friendly folks U'

The Chase
catching the scent leaves the pack running down the path running towards my prey ripping through the bushes seeing suprise an terror chasing after her closing but not catching hearing her cries closing to her seeing such fear in her eyes finally reaching her hearing her screams relishing in her taste as her blood flows to me

Happy Late Thanksgiving Joke
THANKSGIVING DIVORCE A man in Phoenix calls his son in New York the day before Thanksgiving and says, "I hate to ruin your day, but I have to tell you that your mother and I are divorcing; forty-five years of misery is enough." "Pop, what are you talking about?" the son screams. "We can't stand the sight of each other any longer" the father says. "We're sick of each other, and I'm sick of talking about this, so you call your sister in Chicago and tell her." Frantic, the son calls his sister, who explodes on the phone. "Like heck they're getting divorced", she shouts. "I'll take care of this." She calls Phoenix immediately, and screams at her father, "You are NOT getting divorced. Don't do a single thing until I get there. I'm calling my brother back, and we'll both be there tomorrow. Until then, don't do a thing, DO YOU HEAR ME?" and hangs up. The old man hangs up his phone and turns to his wife. "Okay," he says, "they're coming for Thanksgiving

Medical Chart Notes
Medical Chart Notes 1. Patient has two teenage children, but no other abnormalities. 2. Patient has chest pain if she lies on her left side for over a year. 3. On the second day, the knee was better, and then on the third day it disappeared. 4. The patient is tearful and crying constantly. She also appears to be depressed. 5. The patient has been depressed since she began seeing me in 1993. 6. Discharge status: Alive, but without my permission. 7. Healthy-appearing decrepit 69-year old male, mentally alert but forgetful. 8. The patient refused autopsy. 9. The patient has no previous history of suicides. 10. Patient has left white blood cells at another hospital. 11. Patient's medical history has been remarkably insignificant with only a 40-pound weight gain in the last three days. 12. Patient had waffles for breakfast and anorexia for lunch. 13. Between you and me, we ought to be able to get this lady pregnant. 14. She is numb from

Rj
you mount me from behind and treat me like your little fucking porn star! pulling at my hair like a horse reign! then I wake up in the morning and my chest is bleeding from the hole you left in my heart "I'm not your fucking love puppet" plez stop useing me!!! and yes this is real my tears my blood my love they all really exist plez don't dismiss me

Sex, When It's Perfect.
When I suck his cock I want him to be as pleased as he would be just to wake up next to me. If he's as happy to be with just me he should be as happy to be with me and her. When we make love we can fuck. He still LIKES me when I just want to be left alone. He knows when I act slutty I still just want to have him like me. When I can cum and he can be happy to stop. When I can make him cum and he's happy enough to just stop. We can wake together and be glad to see one another. Laughing at our silly selves during sex is OK. We aren't afraid to ask for what pleases us. We aren't afraid to try what we think pleases each other. Without asking. I don't give in until he's as satisfied as I am. He is enough to please me. Even outside of sex. We enjoy just touching and seeing where it might lead. Or just touching. Not having to ask if it was good...unless that's part of being together and it's after-play. Just grabbing me... Enjoying the kissing

In Re Danny's Words Of Wisdom
Danny is a friend of mine that I have know for quite some time. He was involved in the EMS rescues but has become more a home-body due to his disease rather than anything else; he has ALS. Occasionally, he will send me funny, sad, heart-wrenching emails that I just love to read to brighten up my day; at times, I also send some to him, as well as just general emails about this and that that I compose. Occasionally, he writes things that are very deep in meaning and sends them to me. At times, I forward those to others as well. I have stashed one tonight that I called, Danny's Words of Wisdom - Discover the Joy! Read it if you will with the knowledge of the person behind the writing....and when you see me stash some others of his advice to share with you all, know that there is a person behind those writings. Enjoy! Danny's Words of Wisdom - Discover the Joy!

A Simple Bitch Or A Real Bitch
A SIMPLE BITCH OR A REAL BITCH! A simple bitch is someone you met through somebody else. * A real bitch is someone you knew from back in the day and we still kickin it now! A simple bitch will take you where you need to go.* A real bitch throws you her keys and say it needs gas in it! A simple bitch will tell you not to fight, it aint worth it*.A real bitch will say beat her ass and look at the crowd and say bet nobody jump in. A simple bitch will let another bitch know she can back the fuck up or get knock the fuck out.* A real bitch will just knock her the fuck out!!! A simple bitch tells you, she's had enough to drink.*A real bitch tells you we need another shoot, we bout to get fucked up! A simple bitch goes to the club with you and sits down.* A real bitch goes to the club with you and say lets show these simple bitches how we do it. A simple bitch hates it when you call after they've gone to bed.* A real bitch pops up at your house, talkin bout I know

Pretty Ugly!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Cranky Ricky sent me this video...check him out he is in my top friends. Need a Christmas shirt? A few more! We have almost 60,000 hooded sweatshirts...now that's variety! Don't forget ...free shipping on a $50 order plus $5 coupon on site... hugs Susan

Prince Amongst Toads
PRINCE AMONGST TOADS ------------------------------- Is there a Prince amongst you to ease my many loads? My lips are turning shades of green From kissing all these toads. It's really nothing like the book that I read when as a child. Surely there's a Prince somewhere amongst these toads running wild. So many men are out there of all kinds and different sorts. With the way that things are going, I'll get a case of warts. Oh Prince, Oh Prince, where are you? This is not a joke. Every time that I kiss a man, he begins to croak!!!!!!

Too Much Informat Ion!!
Name: Kym Eye color: Let me look and see Height: 5'7" Damn right I do, and I always have a reason Month: How can I pick out a favorite month? Any other options here? Juice: Any kind that goes with Vodka! Favorite cartoon : Ok...I'll tell u....Daffy Duck ---------------------------------------------------------- HAVE YOU EVER... Given anyone a bath: Ummm....I have a daughter.....I would say so Bungee Jumped? Are you out of your fucking mind? Made yourself throw-up? Isn't that entertaining! Woohoo..... skinny dipping? Do u have to be skinny? Hehe! Loved someone so much it made you cry? how sad is this? Broken a bone: how about a broken heart? Played truth or dare: Yeah, go ahead and dare me! Been in a physical fight: How old are we? Came close to dying: Missed it by that much! Been in a hot tub: How about a VERY hot tub! Fallen asleep in school: It's been so long I forgot Ran away: I let my brother and sister do

I Had To Fall, To Lose It All
It starts with one thing I don't know why It doesn't even matter how hard you try keep that in mind I designed this rhyme To explain in due time All I know Time is a valuable thing Watch it fly by as the pendulum swings Watch it count down to the end of the day The clock ticks life away It's so unreal Didn't look out below Watch the time go right out the window Trying to hold on, but didn't even know Wasted it all just to watch you go I kept everything inside and even though I tried, it all fell apart What it meant to me will eventually be a memory of a time when I tried so hard And got so far But in the end It doesn't even matter I had to fall To lose it all But in the end It doesn't even matter One thing, I don't know why It doesn’t even matter how hard you try, keep that in mind I designed this rhyme, to explain in due time I tried so hard In spite of the way you were mocking me Acting like I was part of your property Remembering all the times you

Read It Ok! ! ! ! Means A Lot ! ! ! !
A girl and guy were speeding over 100 mph on the road on a motorcycle... Girl: Slow down, I'm scared. Guy: No, this is fun. Girl: No it's not. Please it's too scary! Guy: Then tell me you love me. Girl: Fine I love you. Slow down! Guy: Now give me a BIG hug. Girl hugs him Guy: Can you take my helmet off and put it on yourself? It's bugging me. (in the paper the next day): A motorcycle had crashed into a building because of brake failure. Two people were on it, but only 1 had survived. The truth was that halfway down the road, the guy realized that his brakes broke, but he didn't want to let the girl know. Instead, he had her say she loved him and felt her hug one last time, then he had her wear his helmet so that she would live even though it meant that he would die. If u love any one this much...let them know...before its too late... I love you 4 ever.....and always 2 the end....i cant live without ya.....b-cuz ur my friend..... Send this to 10 ppl in the next 5 min....and....u will g

Interesting Link Otd!!!
http://www.cbc.ca/thehour/video.php?mode=w&save=1&id=1205 Noel's Tracks: Noel Gallagher goes through 'Definately Maybe,' and explains the songs track by track. It's a rare glimpse into the band when they were making the album, and what some of the songs mean. Very cool...

Whatartmovementareyouquiz
You Are Impressionism You think the world is quite beautiful, especially if you look at it in new and interesting ways. You tend to focus on color and movement in art. For you, seeing the big picture is much more important than recording every little detail. You can find inspiration anywhere... especially from nature.What Art Movement Are You?

This Is Some Funny Shit
OMFG!!!! ROFLMFAO!!!!! Cyber-Sex...... Thx Pat Body: Cybersex???? this is funny Body: Online computer users often engage in what is affectionately known as "Cybersex". Often the fantasies typed into keyboards and shared through Internet phone lines get pretty raunchy. However, as you'll see below, one of the two cyber-surfers in the following transcript of an online chat doesn't seem to quite get the point of Cybersex. Then again, maybe he does.... Wellhung: Hello, Sweetheart. What do you look like? Sweetheart: I am wearing a red silk blouse, a miniskirt and high heels. I work out every day, I'm toned and perfect. My measurements are 36-24-36. What do you look like? Wellhung: I'm 6'3" and about 250 pounds. I wear glasses and I have on a pair of blue sweat pants I just bought from Wal-Mart. I'm also wearing a T-shirt with a few spots of barbecue sauce on it from dinner. It's smells funny. Sweetheart: I want you! Would you like to screw me? Wellhung: OK Sweetheart:

Whichofthexmenareyouquiz
You Are Cyclops Dedicated and responsible, you will always remain loyal to your cause. You are a commanding leader - after all, you can kill someone just by looking at them. Power: force beams from your eyesWhich of the X-Men Are You?

B.g Ii ( Tha Life) (just Alittle)
After my put on my life changed n a way I never thought it would I waz apart of a fam & we all loved each other & would do anyyhing 4 one another.Our bloc waz in tha same neighborhood az tha enemy so trips 2 tha store waz like walkin into a boxin ring, but this boxin ring sumtimes u dont cum out alive.I seen alot of my homies killed sum from a distance & sum in my arms, very fucin sad but thats tha life. Ive done alot of durt n my past alot I cant go into ( dont tell on yrself right) but there r some things I can tell u growin up n tha life has thought me alot so u can say I have book smarts, street smarts, & common sence, which has helped me survive in this fuced world.Drive bys jackins & fightin were a normal thing like getin up & putin on yr shirt, we had a different way of thinkin then normal ppl, so when I say I had a hard life thats just an understatment.At the end I always like ta say that I dont live live like that anymore cuzz Im not that person anymore it will always be n my

What Am I?
***You Are Impressionism*** You think the world is quite beautiful, especially if you look at it in new and interesting ways. You tend to focus on color and movement in art. For you, seeing the big picture is much more important than recording every little detail. You can find inspiration anywhere... especially from nature. What Art Movement Are You? http://www.blogthings.com/whatartmovementareyouquiz/

Cant Sleep
once again i find myself in that state of mind where my thoughts are flowing too fast for me to stop thinking long enough to get to sleep. It's funny how life works and how the seemingly meaningless to some can make others go crazy. Has anyone else ever had a situation like that, im sure we all have, or at least i hope we all have. Maybe it is as i feared and i truly have gone completely mad. Well oh well if i am mad then at least i know i have had fun getting there and i have no regrets. Isnt that the way life is supposed to be no regrets. Ok well im sure you ppl who are kind enough to view my blog are quite tired of hearing the rantings of a crazy woman, so with that i say good night or good morning as the case may be. Also Blessed Be to all

Edgar Allen Poe
THE HAUNTED PALACE by Edgar Allan Poe (1839) In the greenest of our valleys By good angels tenanted, Once a fair and stately palace- Radiant palace- reared its head. In the monarch Thought's dominion- It stood there! Never seraph spread a pinion Over fabric half so fair! Banners yellow, glorious, golden, On its roof did float and flow, (This- all this- was in the olden Time long ago,) And every gentle air that dallied, In that sweet day, Along the ramparts plumed and pallid, A winged odor went away. Wanderers in that happy valley, Through two luminous windows, saw Spirits moving musically, To a lute's well-tuned law, Round about a throne where, sitting (Porphyrogene!) In state his glory well-befitting, The ruler of the realm was seen. And all with pearl and ruby glowing Was the fair palace door, Through which came flowing, flowing, flowing, And sparkling evermore, A tro

Marketing Genius
This is the first blog cross posted here. Archives can be found at Shockingly Provincial. Now on with the rant. These days the PC thing to attack fast food restaurants for is not labor practices or wages. It is advertising directed at children. Every television sweeps season one of the major networks runs an in depth investigative bit about childhood obesity. Sometimes it is a one times news item that goes along with some sort of medical announcement. Sometimes we see a series of interviews done over a period of time with parents, doctors and of course the children themselves. This scares people who make and or sell products that help make children fat. They want to maintain their "child friendly" status. So we see announcements about how different chains are cutting out trans fats. We see corporate pledges to decrease and or eliminate entirely marketing directed to children. Networks like Nickelodeon and Disney start to become somewhat more pickey in what products the

Come Join The Special Bus Lounge
lol....my friends and I thought it would be a hoot to have the "special bus" lounge.....it's located on any of our pages...come and join us for the ride of your life! lol it's just in the process of being set up, so there's nothing really much in there...lol...but at least you can chat this is just to have fun...not doing sex cam shows or anything of the sort....lol come and have a laugh or two! woooo hooo the wheels on the bus go round and round heres the link, so hop on: http://cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=4399

18 Months Ago
18 months ago I had four siblings, a wonderful hudsband, two great kids, a full time job, PTA president, a car and a nice house. 18 months ago my sister was killed by a drunk driver and my life changed. She turned 18 five days before she was killed. I was the strong one in the family and I held us together and did the entire funeral. Today I miss her more then ever. I should be helping get ready for her wedding, she should be here to see her four nephews and two nieces grow. She should be able to see my brothers first child born. Yet she is not. After loosing her my husband informed me he was no longer in love with me. The words every person hates to hear. I could not handle my sisters death and I stopped working outside the home. My job of almost 9 years did not matter. My kids mattered. I am still PTA president, I still have a car and a nice house. I have three siblings now, I own my business, and I am learning how to be a single parent. I love the laughter of my

Humorus Quotes
Unanswered Questions Why do they sterilize the needles for lethal injections? OK, so what's the speed of dark? Why do psychics have to ask for your name? If a cow laughs hard, does milk come out its nose? If the #2 pencil is so popular why is it still #2? If Wal-Mart is lowering prices every day, how come nothing in the store is free yet? The "Psychic Friends Network" went out of business... didn't they see it coming? Is it possible for someone to become addicted to therapy? And If so, how would you treat them? Why do we drive on the parkway and park in the driveway? If someone with multiple personalities threatens to kill himself, is it considered a hostag

Diets
Dieting A balanced diet is a cookie in each hand. Another good weight reducing exercise consists in placing both hands against the table edge and pushing back. -Robert Quillen Don't dig your grave with your own knife and fork. -English Proverb Eat to live, do not live to eat. -William Penn, 1693 I keep trying to lose weight... but it keeps finding me! I'm a light eater. When it gets light, I start eating.--Tommy John I'm allergic to food. Every time I eat it breaks out into fat.--Jennifer Greene Duncan I'm in shape. Round is a shape... isn't it? I'm not overweight, I'm undertall. I'm on a 90-day wonder diet. Thus far, I've lost 45 da

This Sucks
MAN I DONT KNOW WHERE TO BEGIN...I TRY AND TRY AND TRY AND ALL MEN KNOW HOW TO DO IS DISAPPOINT ME..I JUST DONT GET IT.ESPECIALLY THIS ONE ITS PISSING ME OFF I MEAN DAMN.MAYBE IM OVERREACTING AND I DONT REALLY GIVE A FUCK IF I AM CUZ I HAVE EVERY RIGHT O OVER REACT AND SHIT WITH EVERYTHING I KNOW SO FAR.iTS JUST BULLSHIT.STRAIGHT UP I HATE MEN RIGHT NOW.THEY CAN BE SO FUCKIN RETARDED THE MAJORITY OF THE TIME. OK I HAD TO LET SOME STEAM OUT.

Please Help!
I would like to ask all my Cherry friends to reach out to their higher power and ask for a healing energy to be laid upon my friends sick child! Sad enough that a child and family must suffer but especially through the holiday's. Please stop by Blueyed Redneck Angel's page and show her and her child some love plz! Thank You!!!

Funny Sayings
Be nice to your kids. They'll choose your nursing home. Children: You spend the first 2 years of their life teaching them to walk and talk. Then you spend the next 16 telling them to sit down and be quiet. Children will soon forget your presents, they will always remember your presence. - Dobson There is only one pretty child in the world and every mother has it--Chinese Proverb There are only a few pretty children in the world and every mother has them.--AML Cleaning your house while your kids are still growing is like clearing the drive before it has stopped snowing. Insanity is hereditary. You get it from your kids. They say kids brighten the home. That's because they never

Most Talented Dj
ok i have done ONE DJing shift so far but i did GOOD! please please my cherry friends, go vote for me.... to hear me DJing, follow the link to cherrylicious radio from my profile I'm DJing almost every day 6--8am EST but to vote for me click here go bomb my entry with comments please Thanks :)

A Guy
Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will stay awake just to watch you sleep. Wait for the guy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in your sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, Wait for the one who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares about you and how lucky he is to have you. Wait for the one who turns to his friends and says, "...that's her."

I Love You
There are so many feelings That I have inside of me They can't be explained And there's this unbelievable feeling That I have for you Whenever I hear your name Strange as it may sound I know I just met you but ... I really think I'm in LOVE with you What do you think? Is it true? Is it Possible?..... -For me to love you!! Do you love me??? Cause I love you!!!!!!!!

Boy Trouble.. And A Girl Whos Ass Is Going To Be Kicked The Shit Out Of...
you know what.. im sick of it.. finally i found a guy i think actually likes me! gives me his class ring.. great kisser.. so comfertable to lay on.. and something went totally wrong.. i dont know what it was.. or who the fuck caused it.. but i was finally fucking happy and it went to shit! I fucking blame Joys dumbass.. derick dont relize this but joy didnt give a fuck about derick until me and him started talking and she got all fucking jealous threw a fucking fit and i think shes getting her way.. she says she fucking loves him when i know she doesnt.. she just thinks she does because me and him are 'together'.. god im going to beat her fucking ass.. stupid ass fucking blonde dont know what the fuck shes getting herself into... i really do fucking love derick.. i really do.. and joy dont fucking care as long as she gets her fucking way its all fucking oddles!.. well FUCK HER... you know what.. i do want to keep derick but if its going to be where i dont talk to him for a week and he

Why Me
YOU TELL ME THAT IM BEAUTIFUL, AS YOU BRUSH MY HAIR AWAY! YOU TELL ME THAT YOU NEED ME, AS YOU LAY ME ON THE BED! YOU TELL ME THAT YOU MISSED ME, AS YOU KISS ME ON MY CHEST! YOU TELL ME YOUR HEART IS RACING, AS YOU UNBUCKLE N PULL DOWN MY PANTS! YOU TELL ME YOU'LL LOVE ME FOREVER, AS YOU SLIDE IN BETWEEN MY THIGHS! YOU ASK ME TO MARRY YOU, AND I REPLY ........WHY?????

I Think To Much
The Walking Path We all are conceived for a path in which is unknown we grow on this path... This path which is unknown... Some of which or Fancy Free... Some blue collar some white. Which ever path one is chossen to take we all make the same mistake. We live to walk a path in which is unknown... We walk this path in life as known or as a stranger in the night... We walk this path in Death as someone lost and told we never will be forgotten... But in one hundread years this same path you and I have walked has been forgotten... Untill one day a stranger stumbles upon my stone... and remember that I once walked the same path they walked... The walking path of Life. In dedication to my true friends and in memory of mother Nass and all the children, family, friends and soldiers who have left us in this world but awaiting in another

To My Loving Husband
Love of a Man Lasting love.. Over the years.. Vow to be yours for.. Etenity. Often we argue and.. Fight, but.. After that nothing but.. Magick. There is one thing that.. Always will take contral, in the.. Never ending love of a man.. ................................................ ........................... The women who loves him.

True Friends
True Friends Thank you, for always being there. Regardless of how you feel. Understanding me is a gift. Eternity is for life. For you have a deep respect that many don't see. Regardles of the bickering and the fustration you give. I will always be your friend. Eternity is an awful long time. Now this is the one promise that will never be forgotten. Death.. will not Seperate us, the reason.... YOU ARE A True Friend

Until.....
*Until I Fell In Love With You* I never dreamed one smile could fill my world with warmth and light, Until your smile made all my days so beautiful and bright. I never thought that love could be this endless, deep, and true, Until the day I gave my heart and all my love to you.

Just Another Thought
When will it all disappear This is the question in my mind tonight as I lay here, looking at the man that I love. Have you ever just wondered is it all going to disappear and when you wake it will no longer be there, Have you ever wonderd what you did to deserve what you have or got. Well I am one that belives in carma, carma always comes back to you and she always will, But the o so famus, Fait, what is fait. I really did not know untill he said it. didnt trust it. now i say, go to sleep I need to wright, and I find my self second guessing everything I taught myself, and relizing that two of my friends whom are also my teachers are more right then i thought, you see, I see my self opening up more, I at times want to cry, but I don't, Why? Why do i not just break is he really my foundation, is it really my fait to be happy and loved? well i you all leave with this...... Faith is what you and only you know Love is something tha once found is

The Blizzard Of Life
My sun, has been taken by dark clouds, Sending the rain my way, The rainbow’s colors have faded, And all I can see is grey. The moon is gone, and the stars have all fallen, And with them went all of the sparks, The ocean life is dead now, Except for the hungriest sharks. So here I stand, in the desert, Cause all of the beaches just dried, This life is such a blizzard, I feel, like I have to hide. Those clouds, will they ever re-lighten, So the sun once again can shine, To make the rainbows colors, And light up this view of mine. Can sharks ever loose their hunger, And bring back the ocean to life, Will the blizzard, be calm in the morning, And make all this darkness seem bright. Will the fallen stars get back up there, And place the moon in a starlit sky, Will I find the oasis in the desert, Or is my heart, just doomed to dry.

::just A Girl::
I'm just a girl who dreams all day and all night I'm just a girl who wants to smile and mean it I'm just a girl who's been hurt so many times that you can't touch me you can't touch my dreams and you can't touch this smile

Be Thankful
well ya'all its late but i do need to wright. There is so much going on in life these days its so hard to know what is right or what is wrong. You see, I love Rick so much and I think about him all the time, but I know there are people out there who don't have what I have and I hope that the god and goddess will one day give it to them. Remember the walking path of life? We all take it, everyday. As I lay here I wonder or even ponder, am I on that right path, well yes I am. the Gods and Goddess gave me a test, testing me which I dislike with a passion. I have chossen to walk the path they set in front of me with my head up Hi. I love a man whom loves me, I have marrried this man and I will spend the rest of my life with him, I once was confused, now I know that I should not be and will not be when it comes to him. You see I had given up along time ago, and I was not looking for anyone, or even love at the time I found him, so my advice is, stop looking and it will co

Im Screaming
If I scream real loud Will you hear my cry Or the pain I feel inside. If I scream real loud Do you think the mirror That watches me cry Will break If not i'll break it I'M so tired of the tears falling from my eyes And resting on my breast If I scream real loud Do you think he would wonder why And if I told him why Do you think he would care I don't think so I don't think so...not at all I guess i should yell inside I maybe the only one listening So why not scream loud..... I should I am I'm going to keep screaming Screaming out loud until my vocal cords Die!!!!!

Testing
Well for those who have been talking to me for awhile know that I have been struggling with a career since I graduated college last year. Well I recently finished taking study courses and this Saturday I am going to be taking the LSAT. For those of you who dont know what that is, it is the entrance exam for Law School. I am very confidence. Despite a medical problem I am going through which leaves me in a lot of pain and no medication is working. But I know I am going to past the test and get into the best damn Law School because I deserve the best.

This Fucking Guy Is One Marine Who Needs His Ass Whooped!!!!
ANYONE WHO WANTS TO LET SME STEAM OFF ON THIS GUY GO AHEAD ON MSN TYUZAUM33QVC@HOTMAIL.COM I KNOW EXACTALLY WTF STARTED THIS ALL BECAUSE I BROKE UP WITH HIM I DIDNT FEEL A CONNECTION HE WAS CONTROLLING AND JUST WAS NOT GOOD HE USED ME NOTHING ELSE. WELL APPARENTLY HE RECORDED A PRIVATE SHOW I DID FOR HIM BC HE WAS MY BF THEN THIS WAS LIKE ALMOST A YR AGO..IM JUS TIRED OF THIS SHIT THIS IS WHY I HAVE SO MANY YAHOO NAMES I CANT GET PEOPLE TO LEAVE ME ALONE. I KNOW IT WAS HIM BC HE'S THE ONLY EX I DONT GET ALONG WITH THAT EVER HAD MY MSN I NORMALLY DONT GIVE IT OUT. THERES ONLY JOHNNY WHICH IS WHO DID IT CHARLIE AND JOEY AND I KNOW NEITHER OF THEM DID IT. IF THEY DID THAT EVER THEYD BE STUPID CONSIDERING MY BROTHERS ON THEIR BASE..AND WHO WOULD BE DUMB ENOUGH TO FUCK WITH A INFANTRY MARINES SISTER...UGHHH FUCK BRIAN U KNOW IM NOT LIKE THAT WE'VE KNOWN EACH OTHER HOW LONG? Gosto de gatas says: lol Gosto de gatas says: all jarheads around the whole world knows about you... Gosto de

Just A Thought
ok for all of you who actually read this, Tuesday sucked, I was running late going to WY and my daughter would not buckle up so I decided to stop in Dillion Mt to fuel and talk to her, (hope my Four year old) We countined our trip and she acctually listened to me and put her seat belt on and sat on her ass for once, well thank the gods and goddess, cause not more then 14 miles more my tire went out and I compleatly f up my toy truck and now have a mild head injury and messed up my arm really bad, well you now i have always said there aint nothing in this world I am affraid of, I lied, as I sat there hitting the side rail, I realized something, Love, love is what I am affraid of, so for everyone that I love I am sorry if I never say so, and to tell you the truth this tuff country girl ended up on her knees thanking every goddess and the gods for being at there cause if they were not I would not be here with a man I trully love and my kids would not have me and I would not have them.

Loonggg Surveyyy
Name: Jon Eye color: Blue Height: 6'1" What are you wearing right now? Black tee, blue jeans, black Chuck T's where do u live? At my house. Sometimes in my car Righty or lefty: right Can you make a dollar in change right now: Shoot, I live in Vegas. I've always got change ----------------------------------------------------------- FAVORITES Kind of pants: Favorite kind of pants? That is a wierd question. Ummm, ok. Favorite pants...jeans. Animal: Meerkats Drink: Like in alcohol? G and T Month: May Juice: Mango Favorite cartoon : UnderDog ---------------------------------------------------------- HAVE YOU EVER... Given anyone a bath: Yeppers Bungee Jumped? Why would I want to do that? Made yourself throw-up? I can't. I've tried. skinny dipping? Certainly Loved someone so much it made you cry? Yes Broken a bone: I broke my thumb like 5 times Played truth or dare: Yes Been in a physical fight: I am a

No More
Never Again Video - Nickelback lyricsNickelback Music Video CodesMusic Video Codes by VideoCureMyspace Layouts i have decided to post this blog because i have gone through the same thing w/ my baby's father and this song is exactally how i feel about it! a woman shouldn't have to go through something like this ever! and unfortunately i did for too long!! if u or someone u know is going through this, either get the hell outta the line of fire or get them outta it!!! it got so bad that i thought that he might have ended up killing me! all i thought about at that time was my daughter at home and the one on the way, the things that i care most about and not ever being able to see them again!!! i'm just glad i got away!!! if i had waited any longer i might not have!!!

All My Bags Are Packed......
.....and I'm ready to go....I'm standing here outside your door....I hate to wake you up to say goodbye....... Why does that song always run through my head when I'm getting ready to travel? I don't know. Maybe it's because the song is about leaving a loved one behind....or about a man dreaming of home. Strange how it makes me smile to think of that song when I'm headed off to God knows where. Anyway.....now that THAT rambling is out of the way.....I'm just posting that we're outta here in the morning (Tuesday morning....for those that read this later). 6 months of fun in the sun (yeah....right). Quick trip to San Diego to pick up our Helo det.....and then off to Counter Drug Ops off the coast of central and south america. Should be an interesting trip. I've been hearing a lot of things about other ships taht have been doing this duty....and it's not all been good. I just hope that we all stay safe....do our jobs well....and get back home in one piece. I'm sure we'll all

When Im Gone By Eminem
(center text) [Introduction] Yeah... It's my life... My own words I guess... [Verse 1] Have you ever loved someone so much, you'd give an arm for? Not the expression, no, literally give an arm for? When they know they're your heart And you know you are their armour And you will destroy anyone who would try to harm 'em But what happens when karma, turns right around and bites you? And everything you stand for, turns on you, despite you? What happens when you become the main source of a pain? "Daddy look what I made", Dad's gotta go catch a plane "Daddy where's Mommy? I can't find Mommy where is she?" I don't know go play Hailie, baby, your Daddy's busy Daddy's writing this song, this song ain't gonna write itself I'll give you one underdog then you gotta swing by yourself Then turn right around on that song and tell her you love her And put hands on her mother, who's a spitting image of her That's Slim Shady, yeah baby, Slim Shady's crazy Shady made me, but ton

Christmas Drunk Stories From Michigan.
It's Christmas time in Michigan again, and the drunks are sure to show themselfs again for our ammusement. Last year I had the pleasure of watching a 40 year old man run around his car in the middle of the freeway. He had his pants down to his ankles, and was demanding the female Trooper on the scene take his breathalyzer. Two weeks later we had a 26 year old female wandering a neighborhood wearing a santa hat. She asked me to stuff her stocking, then jumped on the hood of my patrol car and showed me the way. My last, but not only fond memory from the jolly season last year involved a 24 year old male I found passed out in a finer restaurant's bathroom. This is nomally not too unusual, but this guy passed out giving himself a reach around. He may have been leading up to a dirty sanchez, but the alcohol may have affected his abilities. So in short if you are going to drink this holiday season, please ensure that you pass out with you finger out of your ass, if you plan on running a

Fake Ass Frinds Vs Real Friends!!
>> >>FAKE ASS FRIENDS: Never ask for food. >> >>REAL FRIENDS: are the reason you have no food. >> >> >> >>FAKE ASS FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr/Mrs >> >>REAL FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM >> >> >> >>FAKE ASS FRIENDS: bail you out of jail and tell you what you did >> >>was wrong. >> >>REAL FRIENDS: Would sit next to you sayin "Damn ... we f**ked up >> >>but that shit was fun!" >> >> >> >>FAKE ASS FRIENDS: never seen you cry. >> >>REAL FRIENDS: cry with you >> >> >> >>FAKE ASS FRIENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it >> >>back. >> >>REALFRIENDS: keep your shit so long they forget its yours. >> >> >> >>FAKE ASS FRIENDS: know a few things about you. >> >>REAL FRIENDS:Could >>write a book about you with direct quotes from >> >>you. >> >> >> >>FAKE ASS FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd >> >>is doing. >> >>REAL FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you. >> >> >> >>FAKE ASS FRIENDS: will knock on the door and wai

My Sweet Revenge, Will Be Yours, For The Taking...
Poisoning a drink, Bleeding in a sink Choking with a link, Killing with a stink Just your mother's HO Bleeding in a sink, Poisoning a drink Burning up My sweet Clementine Trampling a shrink, Bleeding in a sink Hallelujah wink , Getting on the brink Just your mother's HO Hallelujah wink, Murdering a shrink Burning up On my sweet revenge Will be yours for the taking It's in the making baby, aaaaaahhh My sweet revenge Will be yours, for the taking It's in the making baby, aaaaaahhh Killing with a stink, Bleeding in a sink Poisoning a drink, Getting on the brink Just your mother's HO Bleeding in a sink, Trampling a shrink Burning up My sweet Clementine Poisoning a drink, Bleeding in a sink Choking with a link, Killing with a stink Just your mother's HO Poisoning a drink, Bleeding in a sink Burning up On my sweet revenge Will be yours, for the taking It's in the making baby, aaaaahhh My sweet revenge Will be yours, for the taking It's in the

Scared
So I came home from work and I new my Mom had her test today.. The doctor first told her it was Scoliosis.. Well now they're saying it isnt that, and it could be either MS or Leukemia.. Wtf do they mean it could? These are suppose to be our doctors, not dicking us around.. Its like if its Leukemia, wtf am i going to do.. I already lost two grandmothers and a cousin.. After Matt I cant bare to lose anyone else for awhile.. This is my Mother for Christs sakes. Yea we bitched and shit for the past 18 years but I cant lose her.. Not now. I keep thinking of what would happened if she died, of all she would be missing throughout my life.. Remembering the kids from school who alrady lost their Mothers.. I never realized that it could happen to me. Its like I never really cared if I died, but after I lose my parents Im alone. Im only child, I don't have anyone else. Im so incredibly terrified, I have never been this scared about anybody dying in my entire life. I feel so guilty for every

I Need Some Advice Please Ladies Or Anyoune Out There
What is meant by the threat of deletion if there is adult,NSFW Pics posted, you cannot be serios, my god I only Just got back on here after having Power problems only to find this............. I am so Distressed,ADMIN OR SOMEONE OUT THERE IN CHARGE PLEASE EXPLAIN

Sweetest Cherry Fren!!!!
Eva met someone who made u go or someone who has just surprised and amazed you with their generosity?? Well now its time to give back to that special cherry fren who's always been there for you and helped you out in anyway he/she can!!!! NOMINATE THAT SPECIAL OF A CHERRY FREND!!!! CONTEST IS NOW OPEN!!!!!!!! ♥

6 Weirds Things About Me[ Ej]
TAG - YOU'RE IT! So the rules of this little game are, once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 6 weird things/habits about yourself. In the end you need to list 6 other people to tag and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment saying "You've been tagged" in their comments and tell them to read your blog..." Well here goes... 1. I'm still not giving up of my thumb sucking that sometimes someone caught me soo... 2.that i still love to watch kids cartoons specially powerpuff girls... 3. that i have the habit of talking all by myself alone [ now this sounds weird lol] 4. that i love checking ppl legs and afterwards look at my legs [gees i sux on this] 5. that im most active when everyone is already fast asleep.. 6 last but not the least, i always go blushing everytime i saw pretty things and i always wanting to have them... ok so i tagged my good frens hollywood joe, reyna,Nicole,sailorBri,& Dorie..& Hennie

First Week Of School...
Is over and done! What a week. I'm now in Week 2 of my 9 week session (actually 11 weeks, because of 2 week Christmas holiday) and I feel so buried! OMG, there's just so much work to do. Not to mention my job is just plain ol' crazy right now. Everyone is on vacation (including my boss), so I'm running the training department! Yay me... Oh shit...that means people are calling me! Damn it!

I Was Born To Shine!
„» Everybody is uniek! „º everyone knows! But still, some just don't understand, Some just don¡¦t know why there here, En I think that¡¦s really sad! I was born to shine! And I will shine! Everyday! With a smile on my face! I¡¦m happy and I¡¦ll shine trought the days! And hoping that people will shine like I do! Cause I know that you have to smile to life! Cause in the end it will be worth it!

What Art Movement Are You?
You Are Romanticism You are likely to see the world as it should be, not as it is. You prefer to celebrate the great things people do... not the horrors they're capable of. For you, there is nothing more inspiring than a great hero. You believe that great art reflects the artist's imagination and true ideals. What Art Movement Are You?

The Long Goodbye
The scarlet visions of your lucid dreams Create a pathway from this grey, urban reality Remembering how the relationship was meant to be Because when your heart filled with love it had turned to destiny Shadows now cross through the light of your relationship's past How can you portray your love when the other soul has become distant and cold? You wonder how it has come to this, as for the first time you begin to feel lost The dream is beginning to fade before your eyes as you begin to wonder why Your dark eyes that still shine bright betray the hurt that you feel inside All the ideals you had of being together are now overshadowed by the power of goodbye You stand there and fight for a love that you believe is right To try and bridge the space that lies between you this time You hold onto your mobile phone waiting for him to call But it lies dormant as you hold out against the impending emotional fall There are some things that love cannot change like the fat

Completely Normal & Mature Conversations (introduction)
Ok, I'm introducing a new blog to everyone even though only 2% of my buddies will read it! I'm gonna be me, the sick, stupid, idiot, sometimes having the mind of a 7 yr. old me. I think I have the right to be immature on the internet or anywhere else I damn please. I do believe that's called freedom. Not to mention, I could give a fuck less if I offend anyone or make them commit suicide in an unfasionable manner! This blog (well not just this one but ones that are gonna follow and that is 100% true that I will keep up with this unlike everything else I say I'll do, but n e ways). I'm just going to have conversations. If the person is cool, I'm gonna put it up on my blog cuz that will mean that they kept up a convo with me atleast 30 mins without telling me to call help and institutionalize myself. So this is going to be interesting for me, and hopefully for the 0-3 ppl that's gonna be reading.. Enjoy imaginary myspace friends, I know you can't comment but I know your t

Don't Let Go
There isn’t a single thing I wouldn’t do I’d run to the edge of the world for you I’d do anything and everything I must There’s no rationality in true love Imagine the grief when I heard the worst I was unknown to that amount of hurt But I refused to sit and watch idly by Whilst you laid there about to die Don’t let go I’ll be there soon And I’ll whisk you away to the moon Just hold on tight, hold on tight I’ll be there to make everything right Don’t let go, Don’t let go Don’t let go, I’ll be with you Only love now rings true Just hold on tight, with all your might I’ll steal you from the numbing fright Don’t let go, Don’t let go What once was wrong now doesn’t matter I just want to hear familiar laughter I just want to escape from all the woe To take your hand away from tomorrow I’m running, running as fast as I can Throughout the fields about the land My sides hurt and my lungs are screaming But it’s not as bad as the grief I’m feeling Don’t let go

Sometimes I Look At You
Sometimes I look at you Sometimes I look at you and I do not recognize you. I study your features with my fixed gaze and meditate on your soul. Sometimes I look at you and wonder why God created a person such as you, why God chose those specific facial facets, those particular curves of your body, the soft texture of your hair, the smooth hue of your skin, the length of your arms and the bass of your voice. Sometimes I look at you and can see only you and nothing else around you. My eyes penetrate your skin and see your mind, your heart, your soul and the life of bliss and the idyll world that I so often conjured. Sometimes I look at you and I wonder how God knew that I would truly love every piece of you, and how God could create the life that I once thought was only a dream.

Cherrytap Habit.
Well, I'm totally new to CherryTap. I've been a member of Myspace for about a year now and the novelty has kind of worn off. I'm digging this new community though and look forward to making tons of new friends. I still have a Myspace account, but it's mainly for my old friends and networking. That's about it for now. I just wanted to burst my Cherry - Tap blog thing.

Love From The Heart
what is Love? A Feeling or an Emotion? Something we enjoy or something we take for granted? Maybe it's a little of both, Maybe it depends on the person. We will never know, Unless we search for the answer, Who really looks for the answer to that though? I know I did when I met someone like you, You opened my eyes to the world, Something that I thought wasn't possible, Maybe we were meant for one another, Maybe we are just stepping stones to help each other on our paths to Enjoyment, That is something we will have to find out though. But what I do know, Is I will never regret the time we spent together. Everyday I awake to your voice, Everday I awake hopeing I can hold you in my arms, You have shown me peace that I have never had. That peace sometimes Frightens me, But I try to not let that get the best of me, For I know that inside you are not just a girl trying to grow into a woman, But a Woman that gives me pleasure like i have never had, Everday my heart races

If U Love Me At All, Even A Little Bit
http://cherrytap.com/images.php?u=230743&albumid=128605 youll go to this link and vote on me while im gone, after all i lose the next after the 29th so i wont know how badly i lose til i return...*sniffle pout*

How I Work
I'm trying to be different than other people on this site. I am gonna put up more pictures of myself as my cherry rating goes up (a few each time). I also will be taking down photos that get no comments. If you like what u see, make a comment (save the picture). If u want to see "more" of me than help me get it up (my ratings u pervs). thanx again to all of u for your support.

More Than Words
How do you write a poem in which words can't even describe the feeling I'm having inside? How many ways and how many times can I say 'I love you' without it sounding repeatious? I love you! I love you, too! ... three, four I could say you mean the world to me but how much does the world really mean? Or that I love you more than anything and anything means everything So do I love you more than I love my own father? No, I don't but that's a different love You can say it You can shout it And if it's really any love maybe you could show it But that person should just know it because love is more than words

Aroused
Ya know, I still get hot reading my own stories! I was reading/editing Sorority (on my site and soon to be in the membership section) and it got me all worked up. Now I'm debating on waking up my sleeping fiance so he can do his magic with his tongue again! :) Well, we'll see. Still have work to do!

I Iv
nobody took any note when bob, the publisher, came in. i dropped my had and used the t square, as if i were doing something official. so far he hadn/t said anything about my coming to work with my mother, but marlene, the art director, told me to "fly low, avoid the radar." he never noticed me. only my mother. that day he came and stood next to her stool, reading over her shoudler. he just wanted to stand close to her, touch her hair that was white as glacier milk, and see if he could look down her shirt. i could see the loathing on her face as he bent over her, and then, as if to steady himself, put his hand on her thigh. she pretended to startle, and in one spare movement, cut his bare forearm with the razor-edged x-acto. he looked down at his arm, astonished at the thread of blood that began to appear. "oh, bob!" she said. "i/m so sorry, i didn/t see you there. are you all right?" but the look that she gave him with her cornflower eyes showed him that she could have just as

Where My Loyalty Lies....
When I first came here I stumbled across a lounge called the darksidez. In it I have met many wonderful friends and awesome DJs but sadly it has since closed. Not wanting to be torn by the new "lounge war" I simply made my own. You wanna chat that's where you'll find me. ~Taer

Slutty Or Not
Are you a slut?Congratulations, according to our experts, you scored : 50% which makes you A Little SluttyYou are mostly wholesome and sweet but every once in a while your inner slut shows herself and likes to party.Are you a slut, find out at NaughtyQ.com

Dont Have One
hey everyone sup? thanks to everyone who has commented me. ill be sure to comment everyone who left me some love lol. dont get offended if it takes me a while cause iam new at this. well thats all for now. so peace out and to all you rockers out there rock on!!!!!

Check This Shit Out!! Go Figure!! Lol
Please vote for me starting December 1st! Hi , I'm entered on My Babe Space.com to be babe of the month. Voting for me starts December 1st. You can click my vote box or slide show and see the pictures now but, you can't vote until December 1st . If you click a picture scrolling by in the slide show it will take you right to that picture to rate it. There is a lot of women who submitted pictures to win also. That's why I need all my friends help. I want to let everyone know now so when I'm up everyone can vote. You and any of your friends coming to your page can click the vote box and then give me a 5 (that's the highest score) it would help me out a lot. Stop by and see if you can catch me on the chat box on My Babe space or in the forums on there and give me some input on my pictures. I always love to here from fans. You're the best! Talk to ya soon and thanks for all your help. This is me, Silver!Click here to view my MyBabeSpace profileand be sure to give me 5 stars ;)

Poetry
DEPRESSION Leave me alone, NEVER come back You have been with me long enough. I need to heal I need to feel better. You are making ME, Someone else. Because of you, I have forgotten how to smile, I have forgotten what happiness is. Laugh, HA, what is that? You have destroyed me now, There is not much more damage that can be done. I wish I had the strength, to overcome you, but you have taken it all, my strength, my hope, my furture goals, and my hapiness. LEAVE ME ALONE, NEVER COME BACK. miss_blueeyes Jan. 19, 2000

Oh Hell... [[w/ A Few Pictures]]
uh oh. Hell has officially frozen over. I wish I could talk about it more buuuuttt...I'm afraid somebody might read this and know what the hell I'm talking about...anyways, I was bored earlier and I decided to be a camera whore so I took some pix... here's what happend: smiling?! I'm smiling?! OMG, I'm happy? What is the world coming to? Ahh, The simple pleasures of being a girl. It's time to regain my composure. Expect the worst...that way you'll never be dissapointed. I'm outta here. EDIT: How I long for these days...back when nothing was wrong. I miss him.

"winter's Last Breath"
Ok... so I wrote this back when I was still in highschool in May of 2001 as a matter of fact, enjoy. "Slowly the mass walks to the hill, jaded by the misery that is winter. Quietly they stand, awaiting the embrace of the sun, a symbol of a new day and of seasons passing. One by one they kneel before the altar and pray to the gods to take them away from this fate. The sky darkens and the rain slowly begins to fall to cleanse the mass of all it's grief, for now it is time for them to walk down the pathway of eternity. In this ceremony nothing is sacred except the raputre of mortal men's souls evolving to join the spirits of all immortal destiny. The wind begins to howl and the shadows fall, welcoming these reborn souls to the place where all dreams are manufactured. For now the ceremony is over, and winter has taken its final breath." Written on May 2, 2001 at 6:12 PM.

Makes Me Laugh
i can post all day long but nobody cares if i do or not i put up new piic's and nobody comments them but 2 or 3 people and the sad thing is their 63 people on my friends list you figure they would like my pic's i guess not. Well that is it for now. Bye Bye For Now

Foreword
It may be a surprise to a lot of you but I enjoy writing, it's not something that I do all too often but I do rather enjoy it when I do decide to write and I've decided that I shall share some of my creations with you all. And so follows...

I Want Some Answers..
WHO LIKES ME ???? Body: Lets find out who has the BALLS to say they like you, repost this under " Who Likes You??? " to find out! Reply!!!!!!! with a number to the following options (yes you can pick more than one): 1-I used to like you 2-I used to love you 3-I dont like you 4-I have a HUGE crush on you 5-I'm in love with you 6-I think im still in love with you and i shouldn't be... 7-I really want to talk to you and get to know you and hopefully something will happen... 8-I'm with someone else but for some reason i still have feelings for you 9- I want to marry you 10- I want to do you 11- I want to makeout with you again 12- I want to makeout with you for the 1st time 13- I want a relationship with you 14- I want to hold your hand 15- I'm not a lez/gay but you're cool :] 16- I'm scared of liking you 17- I have a gf/bf but i like you... 18- I love you but its starting to fade away 19- I love you 20- I don't really kn

Me & You
I wish it could be me and you....Could or will it ever be me and you?I wish it could Iam falling in love with you...and its killing me!!! It fils like iam dieing inside...I was hating u being on my mind but it dont bother me anymore....I love to talk to you...I wanna talk to you of every min. of everyday! Mandy Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

If This Doesn't Open Your Eyes, Nothing Will!
If this doesn't open your eyes... nothing will! From the L.A. Times 1. 40% of all workers in L.A. County ( L.A. County has 10.2 million people) are working for cash and not paying taxes. This was because they are predominantly illegal immigrants, working without a green card. 2. 95% of warrants for murder in Los Angeles are for illegal aliens. 3. 75% of people on the most wanted list in Los Angeles are illegal aliens. 4. Over 2/3 of all births in Los Angeles County are to illegal alien Mexicans on Medi-Cal, whose births were paid for by taxpayers. 5. Nearly 25% of all inmates in California detention centers are Mexican nationals here illegally. 6. Over 300,000 illegal aliens in Los Angeles County are living in garages. 7. The FBI reports half of all gang members in Los Angeles are most likely illegal aliens from south of the border. 8. Nearly 60% of all occupants of HUD properties are illegal. 9. 21 radio stations in L.A. are Spanish spe

But I'm Still Kaged Inside...
I posted this one in both blogs because it makes me think. I miss the most chillest cat in the world, Kage. I hope he is still out there somewhere being him. I am thinking this has been efecting my mood lately. I feel feral at times... I can't escape this hell So many times i've tried But i'm still caged inside Somebody get me through this nightmare I can't control myself So what if you can see the darkest side of me? No one will ever change this animal I have become Help me believe it's not the real me Somebody help me tame this animal (This animal, this animal) I can't escape myself (I can't escape myself) So many times i've lied (So many times i've lied) But there's still rage inside Somebody get me through this nightmare I can't control myself So what if you can see the darkest side of me? No one will ever change this animal I have become Help me believe it's not the real me Somebody help me tame this animal I have become Help me believe it's n

Tomarrow Iz The Big Day!!
FOR MY DAUGHTER THAT IS AND HER SURGERY!! BUT ON A LIGHTER NOTE I GOT A CALL FROM SSI TODAY ASKIN ME IF I WANTED AN EARLIER APPOINTMENT AND I WUZ LIKE HELLZ YA! SO SOON AS THE EVAL IS OVER I SHOULD BE GETTIN MY PLACE SOON AND IM SO HAPPY AND I NEED A NEW BED TOO CUZ MY BED GOT REPOSED AND ME AND MY GIRLS GOTTA SLEEP ON THE FLOOR BUT U KNOW WUT THEY SAY ITS ALLWAYZ DARKEST B4 THE DAWN!! MMFWCL!

11.28.06
This is mostly about yesterday but the date is what it is. I'm having trouble sleeping tonight, I've got a lot of things on my mind. Things are heading in the right direction, it's going to be very busy the next few weeks. At the same time - I'm pushing myself very very hard with work. I'm always this way but I'm maxing out my energy all day to get my own goals - I just hope I can make myself have time for me. It's not easy right now. I think I will need a time out in Jan. I'm going to miss my close friends here when I move to where my parents want to go before I take the California move. I have been wanting to move for months now yet it's barely sinking in that I'm not going to see my close group of friends in Wilmington for much longer. Things are going well, but the one person I want to share my trials and joy with, I don't feel it's the right time yet. Out of all the things in my life, keeping love around me romantically is the hardest. I am being more patien

But I'm Still Kaged Inside...
I can't escape this hell So many times i've tried But i'm still caged inside Somebody get me through this nightmare I can't control myself So what if you can see the darkest side of me? No one will ever change this animal I have become Help me believe it's not the real me Somebody help me tame this animal (This animal, this animal) I can't escape myself (I can't escape myself) So many times i've lied (So many times i've lied) But there's still rage inside Somebody get me through this nightmare I can't control myself So what if you can see the darkest side of me? No one will ever change this animal I have become Help me believe it's not the real me Somebody help me tame this animal I have become Help me believe it's not the real me Somebody help me tame this animal Somebody help me through this nightmare I can't control myself Somebody wake me from this nightmare I can't escape this hell (This animal, this animal, this animal, this animal, this anima

Force
It doesn't come from my heart, my hand, my brain It comes from my gut Like a sharp uppercut With such devistating force, That I can feel it push between my ribs, and under my breastplate Spewing blood, bile, and words Even though it's so powerful, it feels like it can kill me I would surely choke and die on my own words left unformed I do not force my words My words force their way through me

Feeling Like I Cannot Finish....
Its been almost 18 months since i started school...Sometimes i think i just dont have the strength or the energy or just plain old will to finish. Its only 2 or so more months...I need some strong support to get thru...it would be much appreciated!

Slut Test
Are you a slut?Congratulations, according to our experts, you scored : 42% which makes you A Little SluttyYou are mostly wholesome and sweet but every once in a while your inner slut shows herself and likes to party.Are you a slut, find out at NaughtyQ.com

Six Weird Things About Villegirl
TAG - YOU'RE IT! So the rules of this little game are, once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 6 weird things/habits about yourself. In the end you need to list 6 other people to tag and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment saying "You've been tagged" in their comments and tell them to read your blog..." Well here goes... 1. I'm still afraid of the boogeyman...I know he is under my bed at night so I can't have my arms or legs extend over the side of the bed. 2. Have very srange dreams...in fact, I think Stephen King got some of his ideas from my dreams. 3. I love ugly dogs...the uglier they are, the better! 4. I am addicted to chapstick...need my lips to be slick at all times. 5. A little obsessive compulsive...have a deep need to arrange things neatly. Especially other peoples stuff! 6. Go to great lengths to save spiders in my home (I live in a wooded area so there are many)...when I clean I actually move them to another spot

Try This Out
POST THiS iF YOU AREN'T SCARED TO SEE HOW PEOPLE THINK OF YOU 0 = ewwwwwwwwwwww! 1 = Definetly not attractive. 2 = Decent 3 = Fine 4 = Fine as hell! 5 = I'd do you. 6 = Pretty damn sexy! 7 = Lovable, I LOVE YOU!!! 8 = I wanna make you my man/girl. 9 = Just a friend. 10 = Sexiest person I know! 11 = Fuckin Handsome 12 = Ya, I've checked you out a few times. 13 = i wanna fuck u 14.= Let's get married! LEAVE ME A COMMENT TELL THE TRUTH!!!!! iF YOU DON'T RE-POST THiS THEN YOUR TOO INSERCURE TO SEE WHAT PEOPLE REALLY THiNK OF YOU

E-mail Facts Of Life
E-Mail Facts Of Life 1. Big companies don't do business via chain letter. Bill Gates is not giving you $1000, and Disney is not giving you a free vacation. There is no baby food company issuing class-action checks. You can relax; there is no need to pass it on "just in case it's true." Furthermore, just because someone said in the message, four generations back, that "we checked it out and it's legit," does not actually make it true. 2. There is no kidney theft ring in New Orleans. No one is waking up in a bathtub full of ice, even if a friend of a friend swears it happened to their cousin. If you are insistent on believing the kidney-theft ring stories, please see: http://urbanlegends.tqn.com/library/weekly/aa062997.htm And I quote: "The National Kidney Foundation has repeatedly issued requests for actual victims of organ thieves to come forward & tell their stories. None have. That's "none," as in "ZERO". Not even your friend's cousin. 3. Neiman Marcus doesn't really

Naughty Poll
NaughtyPoll.com - take your own poll! 1. How old are you?Over 30 2. What is your sexual orientation?Straight 3. Have you ever given someone oral sex?Sure I have 4. Have you ever received oral sex?Yes, of course 5. How many sexual partners have you had?1-5 6. What is your pubic hair style?Trimmed neatly 7. What kind of underwear do you wear?Boxer Briefs 8. Have you ever taken, or been in, naked photos?Both taken and been in them 9. Have you ever been to a nude beach, or nudist area?Nope, I am modest 10. Do you watch porn?Yes, and I own some of my own 11. Have you ever watched others, or been watched having sex?No, neither 12. How large are you...ya know, in the pants?About 7 inches 13. Have you ever expirimented with another man?No, I'm straight as can be 14. What is your favorite sexual position?Anything that gets me off 15. Are you circumcised?Yes I am 16. What gets you off fastest?Intercourse 17. How often do you masturbate?Whenever I can 18. Ha

Life
how can life be so confusing? it feels like the worlds spinning around me so fast that i just get dizzy and wander lost until there is nothing but darkness and i cant see the light. not knowing whats around the next corner, where every course of action leads to the same result, just darkness. i dont know what i should do, but i definatly know what i shouldnt do, and for now, that will have to be enough.

Sure I Get To Be The Dork !
You Are Cyclops Dedicated and responsible, you will always remain loyal to your cause. You are a commanding leader - after all, you can kill someone just by looking at them. Power: force beams from your eyes Which of the X-Men Are You?

Powdery Wings Of The Moth.
Here I am again Staring down the barrel of a loaded void. Not knowing what I profaned. Not caring either. Abandoned in the blistering cold. My dog-eared jacket wrapped lovingly around my shoulders, like a ward keeping the demons of everyday at bay. The rain slick road is cooing to me- calling me to the infinite promise of somewhere. Calling to me like that sweet goddess I imagined one sick sad lonely night. To love me and torment me. I know not her name- only her face Her curves. Her smile. Her soft simple love. She glows with peace. She warms my bitter faltering heart. Soothes the aches in my mind and body. Is she heaven? If so... May the lord... if he is good Strike me down- With all the mercy and tenderness of that phantom kiss. My goddess hovers by my lips every night as I sleep. As I dream with a content heart at last. But.. is she in my imagination or yours? Would such a pure and beautiful lust be welcome in your paradise? ... Didn'

My Heart Cries *by Miss Bratt Thank You For Letting Me Repost*
This is so true, spoken so heartfelt, it had to be seen. thank you for allowing me to blog it. My heart cries, but you don’t hear it. My heart breaks, but you don’t feel it. My body longs to feel your arms around me. My lips long to feel your kisses. My ears long to hear you say I love you. My eyes long to see your smile and eyes twinkle. My life longs to have you in it. My world longs to have you make it complete. My body longs to feel you lie next to it. My love longs to have you return it. My heart will cry, my heart will break. My body will go limp, my lips will only speak. My ears will miss your words, my eyes will shed tears. My life will be so lonely, my world will be so empty. My love will go unreturned. My heart aches as my life is turned inside out. My mind will never forget, my heart will never let go. I have loved you since the day I met you But now my heart cries, and you don’t hear it. Orignal post b

Preciouse Treasures
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Preciouse Treasures Way too often we do not realize what precioius treasure we have within our grasp until it's gone. Too often we wait until it's too late to say "I'm sorry, maybe I was wrong." We seem to have the propensity to always hurt those we hold closest to our hearts. Without really thinking we allow silly, foolish, little things to tear our lives apart. Far too many times we let unimportant thoughts and petty ideas dictate to our mind. And then it's usually too late to see why or how they could have made us blind. Be sure to speak up and let loved ones know how much they mean to you. Take time to say the words that may be hidden deep in your heart, before your time is through. Be sure that you appreciate everything, even all the little things, those you may have forgot. And be thankful for those secrets of your heart, all the little en

What May Be In My Mind
i look over the horizen and wonder who would paint such a perfect sky? in the distance, the wind calls my name, and i want to run to it, but i'm not sure what would be waiting for me. as i look to the west for one last glympse of home, the sky gets dark. the clouds come thundering in and i am left in awe. my heart starts to beat faster with each second that goes by. i feel as if it might explode if i stare any longer, but i can't stop. lightning strikes and it looks as though the mountains might crumble- i shiver with aniticipation. i start to sweat, though the air couldn't be more than fifty degrees. my hair starts to drip rain is falling so hard, my skin is singed with pain. fat balls of hydration overwhelm my unsuspecting senses. i start to run, but there is no place for hiding, anywhere. i'm left in this wilderness, abandoned and lonely. suddenly, a ray of warmth shoots across the sky. i feel alive again! the rain dies down, and the clouds slither away out of sig

That Feeling Called Love
That Feeling Called Love Love is when you meet someone And know there is no one else It takes away your breath And your heart begins to melt Each kiss is its own space in time Each touch is as lingering as the first You don't know whether to laugh or cry And you stand in a dream with a feeling of thirst Thirst for the times you are yet to have Content for the times you've had Friendship for the times when sorry is not enough Loyalty throughout the good times and bad When you look into their eyes You swear you can see the stars and sky Everything seems better than it ever was The only words that come to mind are how and why It never matters how you look Or the place that you're coming from Love can spread from heart to heart And to the lives of everyone So there's hope for everyone I see Sure as the North Star at night That one day I will have my turn And love will come without a fight

Rules To Follow Life By =) *for Those Of You Who Are Feeling Down*
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let us down, probably will. You'll have your heart broken and you'll break others' hearts. You'll fight with your best friend or maybe even fall in love with them, and you'll cry because time is flying by. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, forgive freely, and love like you've never been hurt. Life comes with no guarantees, no time outs, no second chances. You just have to live life to the fullest, tell someone what they mean to you and tell someone off, speak out, dance in the pouring rain, hold someone's hand, comfort a friend, fall asleep watching the sun come up, stay up late, be a flirt, and smile until your face hurts. Don't be afraid to take chances or fall in love and most of all, live in the moment because every second you spend angry or upset is a second of happiness you can never get back.

If Ur A True Friend [[not A Stupid Chain Letter]]
ok so right i have a pounding head ache and comes and goes and i can feel my heart. no not my heart beat through my chest but i can feel my heart as it contracts and pumps blood through me...Im extreemly shaky right now its a wonder i can type right now to tell u the truth i have gone back to correct many mistakes ive made in the little ive typed so far..every now and again i get shooting pain through out my body...i feel as though im going to die...everything ive done for the past hour feels like a memory...or a dream...dream is a better word..im having dizzy spells as i type..so basically i just wanted to let u know if im not here tomorrow...if i dont sign on im mostlikly gone. i really do not feel well... ♥Deseo

Heart Broken
Sometimes I wonder about what will come next Where will my life turn when it seems to stall? When is the next time I will smile again? and how will I get up, should I fall? Happiness fills me with a touch of sadness. By that I mean I know it can't last. Beauty decays, laughter subsides When will the stones be cast? Tragedy can be measured by the amount of happiness taken away Elusion is our only protection As we fall victim to its prey So when I've reached a fork in life's road and the choices are many or few. I follow the one that leads away from misfortune Thats all I can really do When life is good You have to hold it in your hand You have to close your eyes You have to breathe it in! Happiness may end While tragedy begins Today is the beginning Is tomorrow the end? This is Too All The Woman That Have Been Hurt!!!

What Was I Thinking?
I just have to say that I must not have been thinking clearly this time. I entered the D.I.L.F. contest, I thought that I might have a chance but after the first day...not doing so well. I hope that maybe some of you will read this and click the link and drop a vote on it! Thanks a bunch! Bob

Hold On Tight
Hold On Tight -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Hold On Tightly Hold on tightly to what is truly important in life. Hold on to faith; it is the source of believing that all things are possible. It is fiber and strength of a confident soul. Hold on to hope; it banishes doubt and enables attitudes to be positive and cheerful. Hold on to trust; it is at the core of fruitful relationships that are secure and content. Hold on to love; it is life's greatest gift of all, for it shares, cares, and gives meaning to life. Hold on to family and friends; they are the most important people in your life, and they make the world a better place. They are your roots and the beginnings that you grew from; they are the vine that has grown through time to nourish you, help you on your way, and always remain close by. Hold on to all that you are and all that you have learned, for these things are what make you unique. Don't igno

Saddness....
Most everyone pretty much knows about my wonderful mother passing away this past 9/11/06. The day before, during 9/11, and after were my darkest hours.. I honestly must say. However, Ok.. so every many positive things have happened that have brought joy to my heart for Mom. Therefore, despite the trajedy of her death... many wonderful things did happen: people from all over the world in our family were together, she would have been so happy to have seen all those people ( I do not think she realized how many people really loved her), and it has brought us closer in my family..(if that is even possible lol).. and all of these things would have made mom so proud!! I would just give anything to have known that on Sunday, the day before she died that was going to be our last supper together.. We were all at her house for the annual birthday of her husband.. She was so sick and tired from staying up the night before painting the kitchen.. by the time we all got there to hang out wi

Xbox 360 Live Question
If anyone has Xbox360 Live .. I would really appreciate your help setting the damn thing up . Ive got the Router .. and the Other Dohickey Gaming adaptor .. and Am going Insane !!!! .. We've made the Live Account just cant get the damn thing to take the Router Signal . :( Would really appreciate any help .. This mom is gonna Lose it soon !!!!

My Heart Cries
My heart cries, but you don’t hear it. My heart breaks, but you don’t feel it. My body longs to feel your arms around me. My lips long to feel your kisses. My ears long to hear you say I love you. My eyes long to see your smile and eyes twinkle. My life longs to have you in it. My world longs to have you make it complete. My body longs to feel you lie next to it. My love longs to have you return it. My heart will cry, my heart will break. My body will go limp, my lips will only speak. My ears will miss your words, my eyes will shed tears. My life will be so lonely, my world will be so empty. My love will go unreturned. My heart aches as my life is turned inside out. My mind will never forget, my heart will never let go. I have loved you since the day I met you But now my heart cries, and you don’t hear it. Orignal post by:*~1mIsS bRaTt!~*

Live 2 B 100
Live 2 B 100 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- 1. Enjoy yourself. 2. Stay young at heart. 3. Be honest and open. 4. Look for rainbows. 5. Walk to work. 6. Take the stairs. 7. Keep your curiosity. 8. Stop smoking. 9. Listen to your body. 10. Watch what you eat. 11. Watch what you say. 12. Make time for your children. 13. Don't rest on your laurels. 14. Drink lots of water. 15. Have faith in others. 16. Walk in the park. 17. Forgive. 18. Be an optimist. 19. Make love. 20. Cross-country ski. 21. Discover romance. 22. Exercise regularly. 23. Do Tai Chi. 24. Try Yoga. 25. Plant a garden. 26. Eat plenty of fruit. 27. Golf. 28. Adopt a pet. 29. Laugh often. 30. Be positive. 31. Give, don't take. 32. Marry your sweetheart. 33. Celebrate your marriage. 34. Enjoy being single. 35. Relax. 36. Eat your greens. 37. Take up lawn bowling. 38. Do nothing in excess. 39. Do everything in excess. 40. Serve chicke

Have You Ever?
Have you ever care about someone so bad that you do so many different things wrong that pisses them off? I have and wished that I could just turn back time and fix everything I did, but I know that I can't. It really sucks man!!!!!!! I just want this person to know just how sorry I really am. This person is one of my true friends and I don't want that to end and I don't want to lose her either, but I think I might have already. I would do anything she asked me to do, no matter how much I didn't like it. I Love this person so much that it would be the greatest thing in the world to me to be with her, but I have this feeling that it will never be. I have to really say that what happened on Saturday is mostly my fault, because I ignored her, but it is hard for me to say something to her when other people are around so not to cause any problems. Please just know that I am extremely sorry and I will leave you alone if that is what you truely want. Just let me know

Live Webcam Cumshot : Looking For Spectators
I will tribute another LC cutie soon, I will do it live on my webcam, with Yahoo. I will play with myself before, I will listen to your comments and your ideas, and probably do what you ask :) Let me know if you want to watch, just send me a message with your Yahoo Messenger ID. Note: You don't need a webcam (but let me know if you have one) Comments on my pictures and videos are also welcome :) - More Skin album - Nudity album (must be FRIEND over 18) - Sperm Gallery album (must be FRIEND over 18) - Tribute album (must be FRIEND over 18) - Made for Me album (must be FRIEND over 18) Kisses Nice Boy

~~honk If You Love Jesus~~
GRANDMA The other day I went up to a local Christian bookstore and saw a "Honk if you love Jesus" bumper sticker. I was feeling particularly sassy that day, because I had just come from a thrilling choir practice followed by a powerful prayer meeting, so I bought the sticker and put it on my bumper. I was stopped at a red light at a busy intersection just lost in thought about the Lord and how good He is, and I didn't notice that the light had changed. It is a good thing someone else loves Jesus; because if he hadn't honked, I'd never have noticed. I found that LOTS of peop le love Jesus. Why, while I was sitting there, the nice man behind started honking like crazy, and he leaned out of his window and screamed, "for the love of God, GO! GO!" What an exuberant cheerleader he was for the Lord. Everyone started honking! I just leaned out of my window and started waving and smiling at all these loving people. I even honked my horn a few ti

My Sex Test Results
How Good In Bed Are You?Congratulations, according to our experts, you scored : 92% which makes you ExcellentYou are an expert in the bedroom. You know how to please your partner and keep them coming back and begging for moreHow Good In Bed Are You, find out at NaughtyQ.com

Oh Yeah....
By the way...If any of you have long distance on your phones...Stop by my voice player thingamabob(lol) and leave me a voice message..I'll leave you one too when I get the chance. Its always nice to put a voice to the people I chat with and send greetings to on a daily basis.

Scott's Screwed Up Poems..scott's My Friend..not 4 Work Viewing
Silvermustang says: i am a dee dee dee i look at porn i dream of girls with foreign cars i hope to get laid wish to get paid and wonder why i never say hey... i am a pussy i let the president take a bullet so i could buy a mullet to impress his daughter who was a southern, that was a dallas chear leader whore.... sittin here wit my dick hard dreamin bein on ashleys farm rollin in the hay where the horses play hoping to get laid by her one day..... we live in a crazy axle world everything is rings and dings and bush is a ding that rings who listen know one but the axle world just keeps ringinnnnnng and dinginnnnnnnnngggggggggg... As i sit here talkin to u i see a friend i never knew. wich is cool to know that i have someone that cares as much for me as i do u, your more to me like a sister more then a freind, but not a lover. i am glad that your my greatest friend like no other. Which i hope u never leave me because it would kill me losin a friend that ment so dear

Sorry..
I thought I was going to be a little more awake after my shower...Turns out tonight it made me just a lil bit sleepy. So I'm going to head my ass to bed. I'm going to try and take some pictures tomorrow...Maybe if I wake up early enough before work tomorrow...I'll go outside and take pictures of myself...Hahaha I'm becoming a picture whore..I hate pictures of myself, but I'm constantly getting shoutboxed asking for more pictures of me, lol...got to keep you kids happy..lol. Good night everyone! Sweet Dreams. MySpace Comments Graphics

My Flow.....
Desire Walking by minding my own business my thoughts are random as i walk past i catch a scent sweet,musky and delicious..lawd.. doing a double take to see where it came from and my eyes meet yours. I am met with warmth and a little mystery deep dark brown like bittersweet chocolate with a smile that makes a shiver go up my spine.. My eyes turn away.. Because I am sure you can see my desire.. A little frightened from the fact, that.. you can see inside my soul. That moment feels like a lifetime, Like the clock and the world stands still. I don't even realize im holding my breath until I hear you say... Hello aja06

A Flame Born Of Darkness
A Flame born of Darkness A candle burns Within the fragile mystery of life Its flame flickering In a vortex of emotion and thought Its warm glow a beacon Calling forth those lost to the darkness Come to me I am but a lone candle My flame but a finite spark of hope But I burn for you Stagger through the despair And the futile cloying doubt Crawl if you have to And stand by my side Two candles we shall be Two flames shivering in the gloom But a little brighter we grow And darkness slips further into itself For we are sentinels Standing vigil in a mantle of warmth Waiting For those lost within their self made armour of shadow and self pity Come to us And rekindle your Spirit Shed your withered shell For we are of the Light And darkness is of our own design Our own making All it takes is one step forward One glimmer of hope And the Soul shall shine for all I am but a solitary candle Come

Where?
Where do I belong? Right now I don't feel like I belong anywhere. I feel like wherever I am people just tolerate me. I guess that's what I search for the most, is a place I feel like I am welcome and would be missed if I was not there. Sorry for the rant. Tim

All Men Want ?
lmaoo ok I've been told that all men really want is : 1.Food 2.Beer 3.Football 4.Pussy hmmm ok ......so girls whatcha think? Let's give 'em all a pocket pussy n leave them to their fun!?!? LMAOOOOOOOO!!!!!!!

Poem
My Dilema I just got news today that 7 of my poems are being published which has me very excited . one of them is one of three finalists for a ten thousand dollar grand prize i hope i get it i need the money but this is the poem Life is a weak adventure However death is the ultimate one How can I face the thrilling adventure of death If I can not face the mere travels of life So you know i wrote this when i was fifteen when i was going through a bad part of my life, I recieved an F on it in school when it came from the heart well haha to them and fuck them it is being reconized all i want os for one person to understand relate and remember it Please give me your honest comments i want to write i know my spelling sucks but i did spell chek on original

~~~british Humour~~~
British Humour The train was quite crowded, so a U. S. Marine walked the entire length looking for a seat, but the only seat left was taken by a well dressed,middle-aged, French woman's poodle. The war-weary Marine asked, "Ma'am, may I have that seat?" The French woman just sniffed and said to no one in particular, "Americans are so rude. My little Fifi is using that seat." "Please, ma'am. May I sit down? I'm very tired." She snorted, "Not only are you Americans rude, you are also arrogant!" This time the Marine didn't say a word; he just picked up the little dog, tossed it out the train window, and sat down. The woman shrieked, "Someone must defend my honour! Put this American in his place!" An English gentleman sitting nearby spoke up, "Sir, you Americans seem to have a penchant for doing the wrong thing. You hold the fork in the wrong hand. You drive your autos on the wrong side of the road. And now, sir, you seem

My Vampire Clan
Your clan is a dysfunctional one. That is because you are a Malkavian. Something is poisonous about this clan's blood that drives all those embraced to madness. However, in this madness, you tend to have great insight. Unfortunately, people just take it as senseless ramblings. In every family there is an insane one. You're it.What Vampire Clan Do You Belong To?

I Feel Like I Will Not Ever Find Love
Well Love that is a Dirty Word cause everytime I find love something happens to it everytime I get close to someone or something it falls apart , dies or leves me so I am givin up on Love or getting close to anyone and no man will close to me it will not happen again I am not going to set up for a heart ack and to be shot down again so as far a Love nope it aint happein I am not going to let it happen besides most men are only out for onr thing and it isn't love or a realtionship all they want is a one nite stand , a botty call or just to have a woman they haven't had but THAT ISN'T ME but you know what WHAT THE FUCK DOES LOVE HAVE TO DO WITH IT

My Terrot
You are Strength Courage, strength, fortitude. Power not arrested in the act of judgement, but passing on to further action, sometimes obstinacy. This is a card of courage and energy. It represents both the Lion's hot, roaring energy, and the Maiden's steadfast will. The innocent Maiden is unafraid, undaunted, and indomitable. In some cards she opens the lion's mouth, in others she shuts it. Either way, she proves that inner strength is more powerful than raw physical strength. That forces can be controlled and used to score a victory is very close to the message of the Chariot, which might be why, in some decks, it is Justice that is card 8 instead of Strength. With strength you can control not only the situation, but yourself. It is a card about anger and impulse management, about creative answers, leadership and maintaining one's personal honor. It can also stand for a steadfast friend. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Dear Santa
Dear Santa All I Want For Christmas Is The Fighting To End That All Over The World Every Nation Can Be Friends That We Be Blind To The Color Of Skin And We Love Each Other From Within That No Longer Will We Have Poverty And That Little Children Won't Go To Bed Hungry That There Be A Cure For All Our Disease And All Of Our Pain And Suffering Will Ease That We Be Filled With Love Instead Of Hate Just Imagine That World Wouldn't It Be Great CHRIS

The Gathering
Originally Posted by CHRISK THE GATHERING We gathered together with the bounty of the Lord's blessing Sitting round a table with turkey and dressing A thought did occur to me The greatest gift is our family To be sitting at a table of plenty. I'm reminded of those without any I know realize, I know this to be true The times of our lives our seldom and few So we forgive all our feuds from the past We grow older and know, our days go to fast We think of our loved ones far away, wishing they were home for the holiday Perhaps,we ourselves wish we were with our family and friends To be longing for home , the loneliness descends I now know, no matter how far I should roam My heart will forever be longing for home chris

Help Me Feed Your Sheep
Help Me Feed Your Sheep -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- God I'm Often Troubled So. There Are Many Things I Just Don't Know Why Some Have Plenty And Some Don't Have Any God Why Is There Hunger And Pain Why Do Their Crys Go Out In Vein God What Can I Do To Feed Your Sheep How Come The Children Hunger As They Sleep The Rich Have Money But, Their Soul Is Bare Can't They See The Starvation There What Can I Do Lord Show Me Thy Way Must Another Child Go Hungry Today I Count My Blessings Too Many to Say I'm Grateful I Didn't Go Hungry Today chris

What Will It Take?
AS I WRITE THIS, I WONDER WHY. SOME SOLDIER SOMEHWERE IS GOING TO DIE HOW MANY MORE LIVES DOES IT TAKE? HOW MANY MORE FAMILIES HEARTS ARE GOING TO BREAK? WE HAVE OUR GOD, THEY HAVE THEIRS. AND THE KILLING GOES ON EVERYWHERE. WHAT DOES IT TAKE FOR THE KILLING TO CEASE? WHAT DOES IT TAKE, TO BRING ON PEACE WHAT KIND OF WORLD IS THERE FOR MY DAUGHTER AND SON? WHAT WILL IT TAKE FOR THE PEACE TO BE WON? WHAT WILL IT TAKE TO STOP THE BLOOD SHED? WHAT WILL IT TAKE TO STOP THE HATRED FROM BEING FED? I'M TIRED OF OUR LEADERS SENDING US OFF TO WAR! I'M TIRED OF THE PEOPLE BEING THEIR WHORE ONLY LOVE CAN OVER COME HATE. LET'S START NOW BEFORE IT'S TOO LATE

Just For Today
JUST FOR TODAY I'll focus on the good and not on regrets Just for today, I'll be thankful for the sun rise and sunsets Just For Today I'm going to be thankful for what I've got For the job I have and the things I've bought Just For oday I'll smile at a stranger I pass on my way I'll hope, the stranger gives my smile away Just For Today I'm going to tell people I love how much I care That my life without them would be bare Just For Today When, I lie down and say a prayer I'm going to be thankful God still cares Chris K

My Card
You are The Sun Happiness, Content, Joy. The meanings for the Sun are fairly simple and consistent. Young, healthy, new, fresh. The brain is working, things that were muddled come clear, everything falls into place, and everything seems to go your way. The Sun is ruled by the Sun, of course. This is the light that comes after the long dark night, Apollo to the Moon's Diana. A positive card, it promises you your day in the sun. Glory, gain, triumph, pleasure, truth, success. As the moon symbolized inspiration from the unconscious, from dreams, this card symbolizes discoveries made fully consciousness and wide awake. You have an understanding and enjoyment of science and math, beautifully constructed music, carefully reasoned philosophy. It is a card of intellect, clarity of mind, and feelings of youthful energy. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

When You're Down To Nothing
"WHEN YOU'RE DOWN TO NOTHING AND NO ONE SEEMS TO CARE" "CLOSE YOUR EYES AND BOW YOUR HEAD AND TAKE IT UP IN PRAYER'' "BELIEVE WITH ALL YOUR MIGHT, YOU'LL FIND COMFORT THERE" "WHEN YOUR BLESSINGS SEEM TO FAR AND FEW" "OPEN YOUR EYES AND TAKE A LOOK THERE'S A LOT WORSE THEN YOU" "COUNT YOUR BLESSINGS IN EVERYTHING YOU DO" "IF YOUR LOAD SEEMS HEAVY, AND HARD FOR YOU TO TAKE" "GIVE IT UP TO THE LORD , HE'LL TAKE AWAY YOUR ACHE" "GIVE IT UP TO THE LORD AT SUNSET AND DAYBREAK" "WHEN YOUR ROAD IS FULL OF WOE" "AND IT SEEMS YOU'VE SO FAR TO GO" "TELL IT TO THE MAN UPSTAIRS CAUSE HE LOVES YOU SO" "THE DAYS CAN MAKE YOU WEARY" "TELL IT THE ONE THAT LOVES YOU DEARLY" "AND IN THE MORNING LIGHT, YOU'LL SEE THINGS A LOT MORE CLEARLY" chris

Child Like Faith
Child like Faith -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A couple of summers ago, my 4 year old grand daughter went sailing for the first time. I was in a hurry to get to the boat. I'd forgotten to slow down for my grand daughter. Skylar was busy peering into the water below to look at the fishes swimming by the dock. Wait for me, Skylar said. So to are we so busy with our lives. We don't take time to take in the beauty that's around us. We want what we want now! I was in a hurry and it took my 4 year old Skylar to remind me to slow down. The little things in life we sometimes tend to ignore. I paused for a bit and looked at the fishes swimming under and around the dock. To make my little one happy before, we headed off for the boat. How often we rush thru life and never slow down to enjoy the tender moments with our loved ones. As I grow older and realize just how important time is, I say a little prayer. Dear Lord, let me make

The Haunting
Haunting Spirit Haunting me with words that touch A spirit so dear I feel it so much In my mind and under my skin Thoughts that possess me from within Ruling my heart with feelings so deep I feel this spirit when I sleep In dreams I see a sweet smile Haunting me holding me all the while Toss and turn kicking covers away Laying naked and on display For a spirit that never leaves me be Possessed of one, never wanting to be free By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Small Towns Like Mine
SMALL TOWNS LIKE MINE The interstates all passed us by Little towns like mine went dry The neon lights don't shine no more The little shops done closed their doors The drive thru the towns were to slow a pace People were in a hurry, they were on a race. But for me, I'd rather drive the road less traveled by. The scenes they etch in my mind, the places that catch my eye. Somewhere along the way, we've lost our sense of direction The drive along the way, doesn't get our attention. We no longer enjoy the journey, just the journey's end. To go the straight and narrow, we gave up the hills and bend. Wish, I could turn back the hands of time. Long ago the memories in my mind. A time in the past, where attendants filled up our gas. When, we took our drives, and wished the trips would last. I still take the old highways, and dream of my younger days. Before I forget, and the memory vanishes into a haze.

This Is How It Should Be For All Servicemen & Women's Funeral's
Ok every now and then I climb up on my soapbox and cut loose. This was sent to me by a friend and I just had to post it here. hope you enjoy it and that you pass it on to your friends in some form. This is so awesome. . What follows is a message from Vicki Pierce about her nephew James' funeral (he was serving our country in Iraq ): "I'm back, it was certainly a quick trip, but I have to also say it was one of the most amazing experiences of my life. There is a lot to be said for growing up in a small town in Texas . The service itself was impressive with wonderful flowers and sprays, a portrait of James, his uniform and boots, his awards and ribbons. There was lots of military brass and an eloquent (though inappropriately longwinded) Baptist preacher. There were easily 1000 people at the service, filling the church sanctuary as well as the fellowship hall and spilling out into the parking lot. However, the most incredible thing was wha

I've Been Rated!!
ha ha that is so fun!! even only got a 3... well, have to laugh cuz that person doesn't know me, prob has some major probs, or.. just didn't like me.. who knows?? no worries, life is great, here to have fun, meet some cool people :-) let us not sweat the small stuff :-) hope everyone had a great thanksgiving :-) mine was as expected, can't wait for x-mas.. ha ha anyway, nice to be hear, is my first 3 hours?? ha ha take care everyone :-) joe...

Power Of One
One song can spark a moment One flower can wake the dream One tree can start a forest One bird can herald spring One smile begins a friendship One handclasp lifts a soul One star can guide a ship at sea One word can frame the goal One vote can change a nation One sunbeam lights a room One candle wipes out darkness One laugh will conquer gloom One step must start each journey One word must start a prayer One hope will raise our spirits One touch can show you care One voice can speak with wisdom One heart can know what is true One Life can make a difference

Mah Bestest Friend
I'm sure all of us have that one person that knows all about us, the good the bad and the ugly. I have the bestest best friend, and not only is she my friend, she is my sister, all though not by blood, its by heart and the heart knows all....she is there when I need someone to lean on, and doesnt question my decisions or tries to change my thinking, she just wants whats best for me,.......that is a true friend and I want everyone to know how much I love her.......Cherry, you are the bomb, babe, stay strong and the world will be at your feet........

Beginning Today
Beginning today I will no longer worry about yesterday. It is in the past and the past will never change. Only I can change by choosing to do so. Beginning today I will no longer worry about tomorrow. Tomorrow will always be there, waiting for me to make the most of it. But I cannot make the most of tomorrow without first making the most of today. Beginning today I will look in the mirror and I will see a person worthy of my respect and admiration. This capable person looking back at me is someone I enjoy spending time with and someone I would like to get to know better. Beginning today I will cherish each moment of my life. I value this gift bestowed upon me in this world and I will unselfishly share this gift with others. I will use this gift to enhance the lives of others. Beginning today I will take a moment to step off the beaten path and to revel in the mysteries I encounter. I will face challenges with courage and determination. I will overcome what barr

Tired Of Walking Alone
I am so getting tired of traveling this life alone. I often wonder what have I done so wrong that I have to go it alone. Am I to independent or have to strong of an opinion for men?????? Or are men to weak for a strong, independant woman that can get things for herself, are their egos so weak that they need to control the women that they are with???? If so then I guess I'm doomed to walk alone.......

Today
Today I Smiled Today I smiled, and all at once Things didn't look so bad. Today I shared with someone else, A little bit of hope I had. Today I sang a little song, And felt my heart grow light. I walked a happy little mile, With not a cloud in sight. Today I worked with what I had, And longed for nothing more, And what had seemed like only weeds, Were flowers at my door. Today I loved a little more, And complained a little less. And in the giving of myself, I forgot my weariness.

Me
You are The Tower Ambition, fighting, war, courage. Destruction, danger, fall, ruin. The Tower represents war, destruction, but also spiritual renewal. Plans are disrupted. Your views and ideas will change as a result. The Tower is a card about war, a war between the structures of lies and the lightning flash of truth. The Tower stands for "false concepts and institutions that we take for real." You have been shaken up; blinded by a shocking revelation. It sometimes takes that to see a truth that one refuses to see. Or to bring down beliefs that are so well constructed. What's most important to remember is that the tearing down of this structure, however painful, makes room for something new to be built. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

5 Reasons Why Sex Is Good
5 Reasons Why Sex is Good --------------------------------------------- 1) It is a good workout. Sex burns about 150 calories every half an hour of it. It will lower your cholesterol and improve breathing circulation. 2) You won't get sick. According to research if you have sex 1-2 times a week you are less likely to get sick. 3) You'll feel happier. You will feel a greater sense of well-being. Women who have more sex were clinically proven to be less depressed than women who dont have sex. 4) Makes you look better. Sex releases hormones in you which make your skin and hair softer and shinier and tone your physique. 5) (The best reason) You will live longer. Studies prove that sex makes you live longer. Men who had sex 1-2 times a week had half the death rate as those who did not indulge themselves at least once a month. It also makes you look younger. If you have sex 3 times a week you may look up to 10 years younger than you really are. For the sexiest v

Why Must You
Why Must You Why must you hound me to do something I don't want to? Why must you test me To see what I am bound to? Why must you hurt me to see how many tears I can shead? Why must you tempt me to see which way I am lead? Why must you question me after you have heard what I said Why must you read me to get inside my head? Seems that you haven't heard me so it must be that I'm dead You have ruined the friendship and any kinship that we've had So is it me that is all that bad? *This is my first poem I've ever written. I wrote it a couple of weeks ago.*

Sympathy - Goo Goo Dolls
Stranger than your sympathy And this is my apology I killed myself from the inside out And all my fears have pushed you out And I wished for things that I don’t need (all I wanted) And what I chased won’t set me free (all I wanted) And I get scared but I’m not crawlin’ on my knees Oh, yeah Everything’s all wrong, yeah Everything’s all wrong, yeah Where the hell did I think I was? And stranger than your sympathy Take these things, so I don’t feel I’m killing myself from the inside out And now my head’s been filled with doubt We’re taught to lead the life you choose (all I wanted) You know your love’s run out on you (all I wanted) And you can’t see when all your dreams aren’t coming true Oh, yeah It’s easy to forget, yeah When you choke on the regrets, yeah Who the hell did I think I was? And stranger than your sympathy And all these thoughts you stole from me And I’m not sure where I belong And no where’s home and no more wrong And I was in

Six Weird Things About Ix
TAG - YOU'RE IT! So the rules of this little game are, once you've been tagged you have to write a blog with 6 weird things/habits about yourself. In the end you need to list 6 other people to tag and list their names. Don't forget to leave a comment saying "You've been tagged" in their comments and tell them to read your blog..." I've had a hard time puzzling out 6 weird things about me, but here goes....1. I like sadistically hot/spicy food especially home-grown hot peppers: habenero, scotch bonnet, Thai Dragons you name it....most people (even those who already know I'm crazy) think I eat insane levels of hotness such that your ass will spew burning fiery death the next morning.....ah nothing like a cleansing colonic of doom :)2. I have a "thing" about good foot care....I'm a pisces, it sorta comes with the territory....and not just my own either.....although I've been known to be a bit more agressive than most people's liking because of #3 below.... 3. I have an abnormall

My So Called Friends
subject: My so called friends!!!!!! (repost) date: 2006-11-27 13:24:55 Body: No offense but...People are getting too lazy on here. So I gave in, let's see who will actually read this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are... Repost this if you are a friend.. Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as...My so called friends!!!!!! (repost of original by 'BobbyT645' on '2006-11-27 02:49:43') (repost of original by '~Devil In Cuffs~' on '2006-11-27 03:05:13') (repost of original by 'SOUTHERN COMFORT' on '2006-11-27 03:26:52') (repost of original by 'sexyoldrwmn' on '2006-11-27 03:38:27') (repost of original by 'ajdrew1119' on '2006-11-27 13:15:20') (repost of original by 'sexyoldrwmn' on '2006-11-27 13:16:38') (repost of original by 'Dredd~~WICCAN/PAGAN FA

Thank You Everyone...
...who left me a comment. I really appriciate it. Keeva's home now. She was dehydrated pretty bad. She didn't have a fun time at the hospital either. Well to start from the beginning.. My mom came over Saturday morning so she could bring Keeva to the doc and take me to work. Judy went with her cuz my mom didn't wanna go alone. The time conflicted with my work schedual so my brother came over to bring me to work. I tried to call to let who ever know that I wanted to go with to Keeva's dr. apt but no one picked up. But that was ok.. I just figured they'd give her some meds or something ya know.. Well work wasn't bad. I joked around with the girls and waited for my mom to call.. then I realized that I left Torrid's number in my jacket from when I tried to call ealier. I tried to call them at home cuz that's the only number I knew since I left the cell phone at home. No one was home. Melissa told me that they probably have to give her an IV to hydrate her and that would take

Edge Of The Earth - 30 Seconds To Mars
You know enough to know the way Six billion people just one name (I found) I found tomorrow in today Apocalyptic and insane, my dreams will never change You wanna be the one in control You wanna be the one who's alive You wanna be the one who's old It's not a matter of luck, it's just a matter of time Stand out on the edge of the earth Stand out on the edge of the earth Dive into the center of fate Walk right inthe sight of a gun Look into the new future's face I know you know enough to say I know you know enough to play a game You wanna be the one in control You wanna be the one who's alive You wanna be the one who's old It's not a matter of luck, it's just a matter of time Stand out on the edge of the earth Dive into the center of fate Walk right in the sight of a gun Look into this new future's face Stand out on the edge of the earth Dive into the center of fate Walk right inside of the gun Look into the new future's face (Stand out on the e

I Buried My Mother Today......
The funeral had to be fairly quick due to the fact that she didn’t want embalmed. We didn’t have a viewing, one reason being she always thought that was a morbid practice and said it was weird for people to want to go look at the dead, they should have the last memory of them as they were alive and laughing. The funeral home that took care of her did a great job. She was buried in her blue jeans, blue jean shirt, moccasins, and the suede jacket with beadwork I had given her. She had her medicine bag, white sage, sweet grass, her favorite coffee cup, prayer tobacco, her knife, a necklace I had bought her, a bracelet my daughter had made for her, her eagle and hawk feathers, and my son put his ring in her medicine bag. Her coffin was silver, her favorite. We left the funeral home here in and went to my uncles place. She had picked out her spot on his farm this past summer already, little did we know it would be so soon. My uncle with the help of his neighbors dug the grave. All wa

I'll Start
ok, here goes, you ever seen these people with like "bootylicious" or whatever as their on-line name, tryin to find love? who is gonna take that seriously? really, or like "sexy lil nympho" what you're tryin to find, is a lay, not romance. besides, that shit is like beyond conceited. thank you very much.

$500 Fee For Referals Or $500 Off Services For Self
Is there anybody with ok credit that would like to buy a house? Contact me I am a mortgage consultant and mabey able to help or contact somebody who can. If your credit is messed up but you would still be interested in buying a home contact me we have people that will help you fix your credit. If you already have a home and would like to refinance contact me. If you are holding on to a note and would like cash now for it contact me. please in your response to this blog tell me how to contact you and how you could be helped. Thank you, Shaun Robinson.

Crack My Head And Broke My Heart
I messed up again when I tried You spend all your money and I And, oh! By the way, With all you did nothing has changed So lie like a waste by the side As everything just falls apart 'Cause everything just fell apart for me I cracked my head and broke my I correct my head and broke my I cracked my head and broke my heart And I don't feel the need to go on I was happier singing along the way I had things, I need to say But now it's like a swallowed tape That holds up my face from inside As everything just falls apart 'Cause everything just fell apart for me So woe is me Oh woe is me, yeah I cracked my head and broke my... heart And the hell of it is what we are We finish and wish we could start again Our skin tears away as Our memories fade with age And we don't even know 'til it's gone? But everything just fell apart 'Cause everything just falls apart for me So woe is me It all falls apart you see So woe it me It all fell apart I cracked my he

Be Back Soon
Ok You guys...I'm off to take a shower, and get some things done before I have to go to bed...I can stay up a little later...so I'll be around to some peoples pages to show some 10's to pictures and profiles etc.

Speed Grapher Collector's Edition V01
"Decadence-Anger-Conspiracy-Lust-Money-Crime-Innocence-Death" Picked up a new Anime last night, devoured it, and was quite pleased :0 Supernatural upper class elitist deviants try to force a captured goddess to awaken their inner demons, a snarky war/tabloid photographer happens to get bestowed a sacred gift by accident, and gets involved trying to save the confused and helpless girl. Includes Uber Kick ass Detective/Officer chickie all "Self Defense" Killing spree action cool, combined with awesome psychotic elastic Voldo-esque Villian makes for a neat quirky film....granted the camera of doom will take some getting used to.... Not for everyone, definite fan service on the directors 1st release box version. Art/Graphics are good, some sloppy stills with lips moving, but its becoming a norm in a lot of anime... Worth a viddie: 4.75 out 5 (re-rated)

How Intuitive Are You
You Are 56% Intuitive Your intuition is often right, and you use it more than you may realize. Your gut feelings are usually a good guide, but you need more to go on when making a decision. You'll often check to see if the facts back up your feelings. And when your intuition is wrong, you work to improve it for the future. How Intuitive Are You?

God Is Good
While trying to escape through Pakistan, Osama Bin Laden found a Bottle along the way and picked it up. Suddenly, a female genie rose from the bottle and with a smile said "Master, may I grant you one wish?" "You ignorant unworthy daughter-of-a-dog! Don't you know who I am? I don't need any common woman giving me anything," barked Bin Laden. The shocked genie said "Please, I must grant you a wish or I will be returned to that bottle forever." Osama thought a moment. Then grumbled about the impertinence of the woman, and said "Very well, I want to awaken with three American women in my bed in the morning, so just do it and be off with you !" The annoyed genie said, "So be it !" and disappeared. The next morning Bin Laden woke up in bed with Lorena Bobbitt, Tonya Harding, and Hillary Clinton. His penis was gone, his knees were broken, and he had no health insurance. God is good.

The Real Story Of The Three Bears
Baby Bear goes downstairs and sits in her little chair at the table. She looks into her little bowl. It is empty. "Who's been eating my porridge?!!" she squeaks. Daddy Bear arrives at the table and sits in his big chair. He looks into his big bowl and it is also empty. "Who's been eating MY porridge?!!" he roars. Mummy Bear puts her head through the serving hatch from the kitchen and yells, "For Christ's sake, how many times do we have to go through this with you idiots? It was Mummy Bear who got up first, it was Mummy Bear who woke everyone in the house, it was Mummy Bear who made the coffee, it was Mummy Bear who unloaded the dishwasher from last night, and put everything away, it was Mummy Bear who went out in the cold early morning air to fetch the newspaper, it was Mummy Bear who set the damn table, it was Mummy Bear who put the friggin' cat out, cleaned the litter box and filled the cat's water and food dish, and now that you've decided to drag your sor

Wtf??? Ftw???
APPARENTLY I GOT ENTERED INTO THE SEDUCTIVE EYES CONTEST. DIDNT EVEN KNOW I WAS GONA BE IN IT LMAO BUT PLEASE HELP ME WIN OR AT LEAST PLACE LMAO. ALL THE RATES AND COMMENTS WILL BE ADDED TOGETHER SO PLEASE BOMB THE HIT OUT OF MY PIC. LOVE YOU GUYS BUNCHES!

Feeling Old Lol
I guess there just comes a point in peoples lives when they just one day realize how old they have gotten. Well damn it it stinks. I am only 28. I got my hair cut about a week ago. well I have not have bangs in a long time. You would not believe the gray that has just blossomed. lol. I think of dying my hair and then I have people tell me that it looks like I had it professionaly done. But guess what all thse people are in there mid 40s and up. Then on top of that I work with a 19 year old. Oh it so sickens me that she knows nothing about...well anything really. I like her, but damn she makes me feel old. I was lucky with the aunt I had. Once I hit about 16 she was great. She let us watch "Rocky Horror Picture Show". I was great. Bah she never even heard of it(the 19 yo). Pulp Fiction? Nope. What the hell!? What I guess I am trying to say is that today I feel old. I am a child of the 80's. woo hoo lol. Being old does have wonderful perks though!

In The Very Beginning.....
There was absolutely nothing but little bits and pieces of energy that some freaking genius gathered together and formed an idea, which became a series of thoughts and then actions....some people get it, other people? A real failure to communicate ANYTHING. Ladies and gentlemen, I am that genius! We will see if you get it.....I'm rooting for you all... OH-------------------IO

Basilisk Limited Edition Boxed Set V01
"To the one I love...Prepare to die." Yet another treasure for the collection that leaves a mixed emotion... Along the lines of Ninja Scroll.....and beyond; with the monstrous uber extreme Ninja Clan Fued to the Death.... Not as good as Scroll, but the art is crisp, colorful, however it must be listened to in Japanese otherwise the voiceovers are out of character.... Episode 1 is classic, rivalry to the very end Two waring ninja tribes get to choose 10 members to duel to the death to see who will decide the next Shogun. #1 Comes in a Limited Edition Wooden Storage case to add to its collector goodness.... Not As Good as I hoped, the excellent art somehow cannot overcome the outlandish ninja bizarre freak fest Disk 1 start out strong at a 3.75, and ends flat: I give this one a let down.... 1.5 outta 5 :(

Experience Test
In essence, the theme of expressing my feelings, attitudes and understanding of specific aspects of the world around me are direct reflections and interpretations of personal experience. The struggle is never about the actual expression of feelings, but rather understanding the motives behind these emotions. Complex, who isn’t? Romantic, possibly. Individualism is difficult to fathom only when one is grounded into a ridged set of structured beliefs. I don’t like. That is a sentence I seldom approach. My job as a writer and a film maker is to use my life to explore other people’s lives. I discover things, people, experiences and events. A colossus myriad of different emotions neatly tucked away. In doing this I become a better person. I certainly don’t know everything, and have recently created an aversion to any form of denial. If I was self-centered and shallow minded; in even the smallest sense, my work would suffer and my creativity brutally slaughtered. It’s

14th Annual Holiday Celebration
wadsworth theatre 11301 wilshier blvd la calif 90073 on the grounds of the west la health center west of the 405 freeway for information call 310-770-7839 or vist the web site at www.vaevent.org all donations are tax deductible come out and meet jim belushi the scared heart band food fun and alot of stuff to do time starts at 1;30pm to 7;30pm thats on a sunday dec.3rd come out and support our troops that gave so much to us . active service and thier familys are wecocme. please come out and check this event out. thanks alot les (silverboy) madison just copy this and repost it to your site please.

Dear Lord
DEAR LORD so far today I've dont alright, I havent gossipped, I havent lost my temper, I havent been greedy, grumpy nasty, selfish, or over indulgent. I'm really gld about that But in a few minutes, god, I'm going to get out of bed, and from then on, I'm probably going to need a lot more help AMEN

Metaphycial Ramblings - 11.27.06
I've always been a firm supporter of the infinite power of the mind and to that end I have several basic fundamental principles which have been my guiding force and temperance through many avenues of my existence... "Think a thing to be a thing, and it shall become a thing; get others to think likewise and it will be realized sooner" I have found that this simple principle is the truest of all reality bending techniques within my repetoire....and with a confident and unwavering belief in a thing, you will find that many doors open up to you....I have found by application that this prinicple applies in multiple ways and layers, hence the generic nature of the non-exacting "thing". For instance on a simplistic level If one were to think that something bad was going to happen then you are in fact giving energy and positive reinforcement to the universe that it is your will and that in turn encourages said bad thing to occur with a greater probability....or on a different extreme, if one

Help Please
Hey COME AND VOTE FOR ME!! Well Everyone the contest is now open reminder there are 2 seperate contests one for rating and the other for comments.. Remember no kicking no spitting and no fucking swearing..lol.. everyonenjoy and LET THE GAMES BEGIN.. Thanks everyone... And goodluck to all.. iv'e seen some really good talent out there.. Maybe the best morph of CT win.. Click HERE TO VOTE FOR ME

Hands To Heaven - Breathe
As I watch you move, across the moonlit room There's so much tenderness in your loving Tomorrow I must leave, the dawn knows no reprieve God give me strength when I am leaving... So raise your hands to heaven and pray That we'll be back together someday Tonight, I need your sweet caress Hold me in the darkness Tonight, you calm my restlessness You relieve my sadness As we move to embrace, tears run down your face I whisper words of love, so softly I can't believe this pain, it's driving me insane Without your touch, life will be lonely So raise your hands to heaven and pray That we'll be back together someday Tonight, I need your sweet caress Hold me in the darkness Tonight, you calm my restlessness You relieve my sadness Morning has come, another day I must pack my bags and say goodbye... Goodbye...

The Backseat Of A Car
As you pull my hair Say your words to god Shove my face down Down It’s all in love Whisper Please don’t ever leave Grinding teeth And scratching nails Struggle to breathe I am your sin The one you love to commit As I choke You scream my name I swallow your pride And we begin This ritual of decadence

How Good In Bed Are You
How Good In Bed Are You?Congratulations, according to our experts, you scored : 100% which makes you ExcellentYou are an expert in the bedroom. You know how to please your partner and keep them coming back and begging for moreHow Good In Bed Are You, find out at NaughtyQ.com

The Man I Love.....
I'm so happy because I'm engaged to the most amazing man in the world.... I love him with all my heart. He is so good to me. He makes me feel like I"m the only woman in the world. I couldn't believe the day that he put the ring on my finger... It was so amazing. He makes feel like I can do anything and all I need is his love. He is the other part that I've been missing all my life. His name is David. and I would be lost. I'm so excited about becoming Mrs. David Francis. I can't wait until that day gets here. So He can finally make me whole again....

Gonna Bitch
OK FAST QUESTION I POSTED NEW PICS IN THE FUN STUFF FOLDER AND IT DOESNT LET MY FRIENDS NO I DID SINCE THE BIG FRIGGIN CHANGE NOW WHEN U LOAD UP A NUDY OR A NSFW PHOTO YOU DONT GET POINTS OR ANYTHING DAMNIT THAT JUST IS FRIGGIN WRONG .......AT LEAST LET IT SHOW U LOADED IT UP!

A Short Story I Wrote For A Writing Class
The long walk home. By. Dean Good. As the sun rose over the mountains all was quiet and still. The sound of canons and rifles no longer rang out across the countryside. I lay there wide awake on my bed roll listening to the company flag flapping in the wind. I was waiting for the unmistakable sound of our artillery firing it’s first volley at the Rebs. My company is the 18th New York had been marching for the last three days towards Appomattox court house. We had only arrived yesterday evening at twilight. As I laid there staring at the rain stained canvas of my old tent, it was hard to believe that the war was going to be over in a few hours after four bloody years of fighting. I rolled over onto my stomach and folded my arm under my head. I had just closed my eyes when my friend, Sergeant Major Shamus O’Hara stuck his head into the tent. “Time to get up laddy.” “Ok, Sergeant.” “Come on now, Davey boy. You don’t want to miss seeing the Reb General do

Had A Seizure
had a seizure last night. my head is killing me, i am weak, and my arm is fucked up. i can't use it hardly at all. my hand is swollen and it hurts to move my hand/arm at all. so i am doing this with one hand. anyway, i should be in bed resting. if i am not around for a day or two, thats why. i will be ok, just need to rest. i also had xrays of my hip today since i've been having so much trouble with my hip/leg/foot at night when i am in bed. i guess my right side is swollen. not sure what is going to be done about it yet. the doc meantioned some kind of shots in my hip for the pain, etc. so who knows what will happen. i'll let you know. also i saw a nose doc on wednesday last week. he is talking about doing another nose surgery on me. the bones up in my nose are still too big. i am not looking foward to another nose surgery. but i guess i will do what i have to. anyway, i am going back to bed, my head is killing me. i've been up too long. catch ya later.

Night
HI EVERYONE HOPE U ALL HAD A GREAT DAY!! HOPE U ALL HAVE A GOON NIGT!!! HOPE U HAVE A GOOD MORNING!! LOVE U ALL HUGS AND KISSES!! Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics by www.sexiluv.com Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics by www.sexiluv.com Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics by www.sexiluv.com Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics by www.sexiluv.com

Mirror Girl
She knows that you can't hear her words screaming out At you behind the glass She is at loss at figuring out what to do when you're clearly there But still so distant She can close her eyes and wish for all this to pass It still doesn't relieve her dreams She is at loss at figuring out what to do when reality hurts too much But her life is too far away She fractures the glass veins of broken pieces scattered the surface The mirror still holds She is at loss at figuring out how to get through the past that holds her But it won't surrender She wishes that you would take the time to wonder where she has gone But he never looks back She is at loss muddled in the feelings that she thought you had for her But she doesn't want to give up She wants to know why she is always stuck here behind the glass And not out there She is at loss in figuring out what separates her from anyone else But she doesn't really want the truth She wants to stop crying the lamentati

It's Goin Down
Goin' Down [Lil Boi] This a nitty beat (boing) [Nitty] Here we go again Ghettoville U.S.A. (uh Oh) You know I got by the name nitty right (uh huh) I gotta introduce you to another motherfucker out my squad right (who dis nigga mane) Dis nigga go by the name of jock (jock?) He resides in collegepark (collegepark cp) But for right now what we gotta do for y'all (what we gonna do) We gotta give y'all a hit (huh) [Verse 1] Niggaz in my face Damn near er' day Askin a million questions like Jock where ya stay Tell 'em collegepark Where they chop cars Eat 20 grand spend a grand at the bar Jest bought a zone jays on my feet I'm on that patron so get like me 69 cutlass wit the bucket seat Beat in my trunk bought it just for the freaks Catch me in the hood posted at the sto Pistol in my lap on the phone countin dough If a girl choose let her do her thang Just like her momma nice ass nice brain Er'body love me I'm so fly Niggaz throw the duces er'time I ride

A Message To A Few People...
To the people that yell "Bush Lied" like a bunch of ass-raped media puppets: I've taken some great pictures next to WMD's. They were in Syria, in Pakistan, and right there in Iraq. Yeah, they were everywhere. Buried in the ground, mixed in with regular weapons-grade, I even personally pulled a yellow-bomb out of a truck of water. We didn't find any nuclear ones, sure, and that's why the media claims they are not lying, because they are saying that's what Bush lied about. We did find a nuclear plant with some headless missiles laying in it, but the media said it doesn't count. If you ever somehow get the grace to speak to anyone currently running Mexico D.F. ask them about the big box of Anthrax that got shipped to them, with a little note from Saddam saying "Shhh... I'm gonna hit Texas first, just hold it here for a minute. I'm on my way." In so many words anyways, but luckily Mexico likes us. Stop letting the news tell you what to think. They really do NOT care if you are

Give Peace A Chance?
You're talking to the wrong people. In every culture, there's warmongers. God knows I'm one of them, LOL. Regardless, does that mean that I wouldn't give peace a chance? I'd be out of a job, but I've got college degrees to fall back on. Would it be nice to know that I could go anywhere in the world without worry of being kidnapped or beheaded? Hell yes it would. The problem is, you can't release a flock of doves and make everyone hold hands. There are people out there who only know violence and savagery. You draw a cartoon depicting a Muslim spiritual leader as a suicide bomber, and what do they do to protest? Blow shit up. Think back to school. If you looked the bully in the eye and said you don't believe in violence, and therefore refused to fight back, then you just lost your lunch money for the rest of the school year. Raiding parties abound stormed Rome after they made the decree that their military should be disbanded. WE are not the problem. The problem

Blood Donations And Why We Shoudl Do It
well here is something that crossed my mind and made me stop and think. it has to do with blood and organ donations and i mean the legal way. tonight i was going through my email and came a across a newsletter from the canadian blood services which is the main group in canada that deals with blood and bone marrow donations. see the reason why i got the newsletter is the fact that i am a blood donor. in the last i would say 12 yrs i have given a total of 25 times. i first started back in high school at a blood donor clinic that was held there. then i stopped for awhile and in the last 5 yrs i have given a total of 24 times plus the one in high school. so in that time my blood has helped tons of people. and in doing so has made me happy. there is always the need for blood cause you may never know when you yourself may need it due to surgery or other things. and knowing that you can make a difference in someones life should count for something. but i find people are scared to give blood.

Sex, What Else?
Urinating during sex is only gross when the woman does it. Roughly 17 out of 100 sexual encouters involve urination. That's at least 15%. I made a bar graph putting it into perspective. Right now you're probably thinking how gross it is to piss on somebody. I agree. It's disgusting. But after being married for twenty years, you've had every possible kind of sex that the human body is capable of. You even start taking yoga classes to gain enough flexibility to try something new. Trust me, I've been there. No I haven't. But I think about it all the time. Most guys come to the conclusion, "Screw it, I'll just piss on her." And from that point on, his world will never be the same. Before a man gets married, this is his rating scale for women: 10:Doesn't Exist 9:Absolutely Gorgeous 8:Very Beautiful 7:Yeah Definately 6:Gimme A Drink 5:Gimme A Bag 4:Gimme 2 Bags and a drink 3:Probably Never 2:No fucking Way 1:Okay once for the experience Then he gets married and real

Seductive Eyes Contest...come Help Me Out Friends!
SEDUCTIVE EYES CONTEST! Hey Ya'll another contest, come vote n comment me please? lol click the link below.Thanx! XOXOXOXO'S http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=270760&albumid=128554&i=1034157320 OKAY HERE IT IS!! THE RULES ARE...THERE ARE NO RULES...RATE AND COMMENT AS MUCH AS YOU WANT...THE WINNER IS GOING TO BE BASED ON RATES PLUS COMMENTS...SO GET IN THERE AND SHOW YOUR FAVORITE EYES THE LOVE THEY DESERVE!! THIS CONTEST IS OPEN UNTIL FRIDAY! MIDNIGHT PACIFIC TIME!! 1ST PLACE - 10,000 IN GIFTS 5,000 IN GIFTS 1,000 IN GIFTS THIS IS ANOTHER CONTEST BROUGHT TO YOU BY: White Rider®™ ~FAMILY~

Djbluebird
SORRY TO ALL MY FREINDS,I HAVE BEEN GONE FOR A MONTH.I HAVE BEEN PLAYING SLUMBER PARTY AND HAVING SEX TO FORGET MY EX.ALL OF THESE GIRLS CAME OUT OF NOWHERE AND THE SAD THING IS IT DIDNT HELP WITH SHIT,CAUSE IM GONNA SPEND THE HOLIDAYS ALONE SO FUCK IT.AT LEAST THERE IS ONE FAMILY THAT I HAVE THAT WONT LET ME DOWN.YOU GUYS.I KNOW ITS JUST A STUPID WEB SITE BUT FOR SOME REASON IT MEANS SOME THING TO ME.WHAT?I DONT KNOW,BUT SOME TIMES I FEEL MORE LOVE HERE THEN THERE!

Ahhh Mahhhh Gawdddd
One more dayyyy. ONE MORE DAY. I love you more than life itself. //edit: I hate the word 'baby'. It is held too loosely these days. Anyhoo, I had an epiphany; I need to start reading the bible. God; I'm telling you now, I'm the biggest loser you put on this planet, and the fact that you know everything about me, You still love me unconditionally. For that, I am truly blessed. So, why is it so hard for me to return the favor? Or at least read Your word? I am in love with You so much. You've always been with me when I felt like life couldn't go on; You were the only one who understood how numb I felt when my brother died. You're the only one who knows me... You are the greatest, and I've been taking You for granted, and I need to stop. God, help me to become a better person; help me read Your word everyday; help me forgive those who have done me wrong; help me live for You and only You; protect me on my journey to New York; bless those people less fortunate

...chocolate
Chocolate, that is what she was. You know the instant you put it into your mouth there is a chemical response, a rush of positive feeling that is almost immediate. She elicited a similar response in him. As he looked up from his paper in the crowded hotel lobby to see her walking across it, that same response overcame him. A warm glow that felt as if it would turn his body into a flaming pyre was ignited. The heat burned to the outer edges of his ears as he watched her movements. She was dressed in a snug fitting cream colored short skirt and silk blouse that nicely set off her dark tan. Her blonde tresses were up helping to accentuate her long graceful neck. On her feet a pair of stiletto heels made every muscle and tendon of her gorgeous legs visible from where he sat 50 feet away. The attention of every male from 8 to 80 in the room was unavoidably drawn to her. As she collected the key to her room and headed for the elevator, though, he reveled in the satisfaction that he was the o

The Things Music Can Bring To Mind
It's amazing how, no matter how I'm feeling, I can always find a way to express it in the music I listen to. I Don't Believe - Stabbing Westward I'm such an asshole I'm such a stain I just keep fucking up again and again You crawled inside my mind when you crawled into my bed Said everyhting I've ever longed to hear So perfect, so alive, once inside you sucked me dry Used me up and left me here for dead I crave it desperately, a cancer eating me An addiction too intense to be denied Worthless, I'm a whore, crawling back for more Pathertic how I feed off this abuse You told me that you loved me You swore that you loved me And I believed, now I know it was a lie [chorus] I don't believe I don't believe That I could be so stupid and so naive I don't believe I don't believe That there is nothing, nothing left for me Better Than Me - Hinder I think you can do much better than me After all the lies that I made you believe

New Here Looking For Women To Cam With? And Women From Texas And Anyone Else
Im looking for women from Texas, Im from dunvanville, tx 75116. I have a cam and would really enjoy finding women to cam with to help me get over being shy but I would also enjoy chating too. New to all of this so Please be careful.lol Oh, Please only give me a 10 or vote if your actually going to write me....Im trying to actually make friends...not just get ratings or whatever....

Stereo Type Thing
Just pick one!If you hate stereotypes and think ppl should just shut up and stop POST THIS. pick the stereotype that fits you I'm Polynesian, so everyone must be scared of me. I'M SKINNY, so I MUST be bulemic. I'm EMO, so I MUST cut my wrists. I'm a NEGRO so I MUST carry a gun. I'm HISPANIC, so I MUST be dirty. I'm ASIAN, so I MUST be smart. I'm NOT LIKE EVERYONE ELSE, so I MUST be a loser. I'm JEWISH, so I MUST be greedy. I'm GAY, so I MUST have AIDS. I'm a LESBIAN, so I MUST have a sex-tape. I'm ARAB, so I MUST be a terrorist. I SPEAK MY MIND, so I MUST be a bitch. I'm RELIGIOUS, so I MUST shove my beliefs down your throat. I'm an ATHEIST, so I MUST hate the world. I'm AGONOSTIC, so I MUST be "evil" and not have any morals. I'm REPUBLICAN, so I MUST not care about poor people. I'm DEMOCRAT, so I MUST not believe in being responsible. I am LIBERAL, so I MUST be gay. I like OLDER GUYS, So I MUST be a slut. I'm SOUTHERN, so I M

40 Things Id Say At Work
40 things you'd love to say at work 1 I can see your point, but I still think you're full of sh*t. 2 I don't know what your problem is, but I'll bet it's hard to pronounce. 3 How about never? Is never good for you? 4 I see you've set aside this special time to publicly humiliate yourself. 5 I'm really easy to get along with once you people learn to see it my way. 6 Who lit the fuse on your tampon? 7 I'm out of my mind at the moment, but feel free to leave a message. 8 I don't work here - I'm a consultant. 9 It sounds like English, but I don't understand a damn word you're saying. 10 Ahhh. I see the screw-up fairy has visited us again. 11 I like you. You remind me of myself when I was young and stupid. 12 You are validating my inherent mistrust of strangers. 13 I have plenty of talent and vision - I just don't give a damn. 14 I'm already visualizing the duct tape over your mouth. 15 I will always cherish the initial misconceptions I had abo

Hmmmmmmm Im New What I Do?>
Well i been invited to this site by my good friend Bratt.....im kinda going slow as getting used to it! feel free to say hello im approachable now im takin my meds lmao!! take care luvvies x

First Blog
I never know what to put in my first blogs. Do I just jump right in with my thoughts, life, etc. Or should I introduce myself and the characters in my life. I think I'm going to start out this blog by stating its purpose. Ok. Here we go. The purpose of this blog is to let me be me. I have other "official" blogs that everyone I know reads, but this one is going to be my little piece of the 'net where I can be myself. No editing my thoughts. No worrying that "If I said 'X' I may offend 'Y'." Just me, being me. Ready or not - here I come!

There You Were..
Yes I wrote this...ME MYSELF and I...wouldnt want the word police after me There you were by AMB I wasn't looking But there you were You asked me a question I tried to help We began to talk Minutes turned into hours Feelings began to grow I didn't know you But there you were I was dead inside You brought me to life The first awkward meeting A kiss to remember Noone noticed me But there you were Two hearts as one Souls entwined I wasnt looking But there you were Promise to love me Forever unconditionally Because baby... I wasnt looking Now i cant imagine A life without you I love you I need you You weren't Looking But Here I am

Please Vote For Me In Sexy Eyes Contest --oxoxoxo
I'm getting killed here lol--please vote for mre in this sexy eyes contest---and see me with my clothes on---but with a 27" unit of curved steel lol oxoxox thank you so much oxooxxo love ya's lots http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=191049&i=2433489031

Random Ramblings
random...excuse the blabbering I don't really have a lot to update on. I will say that I start Phlebotomy clinicals tomorrow. I should be done in January sometime. I went for my meeting with the trainer yesterday and had a great time actually. I was kinda worried at first but it was cool. We got to stick twice too. I had fun with that. I kinda like this! Anywho, I'm just sitting here waiting on the kids to go to sleep so I can go shower and get to bed. I'm already sleep so it won't take much for me to go to sleep tonight. I was out in like 5 minutes last night when I got to bed. I think I was over tired from the weekend. It was pretty busy here. We had two dinners. One Thursday and one Friday. Then my lil man had his 3rd birthday party on Saturday. We went Christmas shopping Saturday night. Then on Sunday, I had my meeting. I'm still very tired. I'm kinda looking forward to the weekend coming up too. I want to take the kids to the park for the day on Saturday if it's pretty

Massage!?! Oh Wow!
Just a few minutes ago, I got up to go to the kitchen to grab a cup of coffee, I've been feelin like hell today/tonight, kinda that 'omg I think I'm coming down w/ a cold' feeling lol Well anyhow, I got the cup of coffee and my son, who is 19 yrs. old, came up behind me and grabbed my neck lol....... no,not in a bad way haha He started givin me a massage, my neck, my upper back n shoulder, he needs to go into that profession! lol Gotta love kids, sometimes they'll surprise ya with those lil special things, that just make your day/night and give ya that smile that only a parent can really know. Go hug your kids Ya'll and tell 'em that you love them, right now! lol....... they may say or do things that hurt at times, but the rewards are well worth it, they DO love you, they just show it in different ways, at different times.

Bitch Yeah.
So this semester is almost done. YAY! I can not wait. I hate my classes hardcore. They suck so much.... well atleast my Written Communication class. The teacher is a major bitch and has to be PMSing alllllll the time. She's just a cunt anyway. Soooo hmm, I have a ton of laundry to do and homework. But I won't do either lol. I miss Brent. x-mas is coming up in a month!!! I'm excited. I should start saving up to get x-mas present. I have no idea what to get my baby. I'm sure he'll give me some sort of idea. I got him a really cool ipod speaker thing from Bestbuy for his birthday. I didn't realize how expensive those really were lol. Ahh btw, friday was 7 months for Brent and I. :) Well anyWho, I am out!

Stand Up, Be Proud
I get really miffed at people who do not support our troops.These men and women are putting thier lives on the line to fight for our right to be free. You hear all this anti-war crap...and it is crap people...remember the twin towers you jerks,over a thousand americans died...mothers,fathers, sons,daughters..neighbors,how many have to die before we decide to stand up and fight, be proud to be an American,and do what we have to do to promote what the USA stands for.If I were young enough, I`d fight, so my sons wouldn`t have to,so they could be free,and so the Towers would never fall again...support our troops, so we can continue to be free...

She Said He's Just A Friend...
The One Called Friend In this foreign land It has been noticed that the one called friend in this foreign land has been given the attributes of the lover. Nameless people at the jobsite disclose that they no longer keep boyfriends but have “friends” to serve their wishes. He takes her to the movies, dinner etc. and enjoys the privilege of being with her but not actually be with her, or so they say, sort of like an escort. ! He should be paid for services rendered! Anyways there is a secret desire for your friend. The guy would have no qualms with an actual love affair betwixt the two of you. Otherwise, he would not put up with the senseless stuff she has him to do. He figures this is the best way to love land. Show her an unyielding faithful guy and she’ll come around to loving you. In reality, what really happens is he is forced, (well I shouldn’t say forced, he wants to see her happy so…) to weather countless storms of bad boyfriends, indecisions, and P.M.S

Back In The Oc!
Monday being a rainy cold day here left me to do nothing accept book more work and check on available work online. I have a full schedule this week. I am shooting video for Silverstar, and Redlight, then doing some stills for Vivid vidoe. I am a busy girl, I love my job! I still have Thursday and Friday off, but I should get those booked soon. Keep ya updated as things change. Anyone interested in seeing any of my web work, let me know. I will send ya the links!

Trust Me On The Sunscreen
Everybody's Free (to wear sunscreen) Mary Schmich Chicago Tribune Ladies and Gentlemen of the class of ’97... wear sunscreen. If I could offer you only one tip for the future, sunscreen would be IT. The long term benefits of sunscreen have been proved by scientists whereas the rest of my advice has no basis more reliable than my own meandering experience. I will dispense this advice now. Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth. Never mind. You will not understand the power and beauty of your youth until they have faded. But trust me, in 20 years you’ll look back at photos of yourself and recall in a way you can’t grasp now how much possibility lay before you and how fabulous you really looked. You are NOT as fat as you imagine. Don’t worry about the future; or worry, but know that worrying is as effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing bubblegum. The real troubles in your life are apt to be things that never crossed your worried mind; the kin

Got This From Heather
Why isn't phonetic spelled the way it sounds? Why are there interstate highways in Hawaii? Why are there flotation devices under plane seats instead of parachutes? Why are cigarettes sold in gas stations when smoking is prohibited there? Why do fat chance and slim chance mean the same thing? If you can't drink and drive, why do you need a driver's license to buy liquor, and why do bars have parking lots? Do you need a silencer if you are going to shoot a mime? Have you ever imagined a world with no hypothetical situations? How does the guy who drives the snowplow get to work in the mornings? If 7-11 is open 24 hours a day, 365 days a year, why are there locks on the doors? If a cow laughed real hard, would milk come out her nose? If nothing ever sticks to Teflon, how do they make Teflon stick to the pan? If you tied buttered toast to the back of a cat and dropped it from a height, what would happen? If you're in a vehicle going the speed of light,

Since I Meet You
I rise each day and wear a smile With thoughts of you there all the while And even though we’re miles apart You’re always living in my heart The days that pass are just a test Reminding me that you’re the best I’ve never felt this way before Each day I love you even more It’s all becoming very clear I know one day that you’ll be near A change from I and you to we For you and I were meant to be "I love you because I did not intend to love you and yet I honestly do."

Treasure Untold
I hold a treasure untold in my heart. My Great Grandmother. She was the only one that was there for me as a child. She took me away from all my pain. She showed me love. She gave me kisses and hugs. She told me that I am good enough for anything. At nite I can still hear heart beat as I did when I was little falling asleep in her arms. Listening to her heart beat. She gave me a gift. A gift that I can be a great mother. I hear her heart beat in my sons' heart. She was my treasure as a child I though I have lost her for years until I had my sons. Look mamia I learned from you. To be a great mother to my little angels as you did for me. Thank you GOD REST HER SOUL!!!!!

Speaks For Itself...
'TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS WHO WERE WI

Who Are You?
Who are you? Who, who, who, who? Who are you? Who, who, who, who? Who are you? Who, who, who, who? Who are you? Who, who, who, who? I woke up in a Soho doorway A policeman knew my name He said "You can go sleep at home tonight If you can get up and walk away" I staggered back to the underground And the breeze blew back my hair I remember throwin' punches around And preachin' from my chair [chorus:] Well, who are you? (Who are you? Who, who, who, who?) I really wanna know (Who are you? Who, who, who, who?) Tell me, who are you? (Who are you? Who, who, who, who?) 'Cause I really wanna know (Who are you? Who, who, who, who?) I took the tube back out of town Back to the Rollin' Pin I felt a little like a dying clown With a streak of Rin Tin Tin I stretched back and I hiccupped And looked back on my busy day Eleven hours in the Tin Pan God, there's got to be another way Who are you? Ooh wa ooh wa ooh wa ooh wa ... Who are you? Who, who, who, who

Why Do People Hate?
so sum1 went into my NSFW pix this morning and rated em all a 1! wtf??? am i that ugly? :( i just wanted all my friends and fans to know, i rate what u all deserve and so far, its been all 10s! for all u that dont hate on me, luv u guyz... mwuah! sarah

Too Addictive....
Dear friends, family, fans, and those I'm a fan of.. When I first signed up with cherry tap, I was warned about how addictive it is. Being new, I thought, "nah... just a website". Boy, was I wrong! After spending a little time here, setting up my so called profile,... I started exploring... blogs... comments... photos... the usual. I found it to be interesting. I found a lot of YOU out there, interesting. Some of us have had some pretty cool convos... others have read some of my fantasies. I have said that i would do this to these people and that to those people, and given the chance, i meant every word of it, i would do it. But during my stay here i fucked up pretty bad. I neglected to mention my Girlfriend. We have been together for just over a year, and it's been a fantastic year... until now. I neglected my girlfriend, spending more time on here than with her. It made her feel uncomfortable. And I never meant for that to happen. I never wanted that to happen. Because

Zodiac Pics
Just wanted to post a blog of the 12 zodiac pics i have. If you want one of these pics of your zodiac sign let me know. Sagittarius Scorpius or Scorpio Libra Virgo Leo Cancer Gemini Taurus Aries Pisces Aquarius

Down Deep
Down Deep in your soul you will find true love Down Deep in your heart There is someone there Treasure that person for a life time Hold on to those feelings Because one day you might Lose that person and those feelings And you never know what you had until Its gone

Smart Assed Answers
TOP SIX SMART ASS ANSWERS FOR 2006 SMART ASS ANSWER #6 It was mealtime during a flight on Hooters Airline "Would you like dinner?" the flight attendant asked John, seated in front. "What are my choices?" John asked. "Yes or no," she replied. SMART ASS ANSWER #5 A flight attendant was stationed at the departure gate to check tickets. As a man approached, she extended her hand for the ticket and he opened histrench coat and flashed her. Without missing a beat, she said, "Sir, I need to see your ticket not your stub." SMART ASS ANSWER #4 A lady was picking through the frozen turkeys at the grocery store but she couldn't find one big enough for her family. She asked a stock boy "Do these turkeys get any bigger?" The stock boy replied, "No ma'am, they're dead." SMART ASS ANSWER #3 The cop got out of his car and the kid who was stopped for speeding rolled down his window. "I've been waiting for you all day," the cop said. The kid replied, Yeah, well I got here as fast as I could.

Company Policy
COMPANY POLICY Dress Code: It is advised that you come to work dressed according to your salary. If we see you wearing Prada shoes and carrying a Gucci bag, we assume you are doing well financially and therefore do not need a raise. If you dress poorly, you need to learn to manage your money better, so that you may buy nicer clothes, and therefore you do not need a raise. If you dress just right, you are right where you need to be and therefore you do not need a raise. Sick Days: We will no longer accept a doctor's statement as proof of sickness. If you are able to go to the doctor, you are able to come to work!! Personal Days: Each employee will receive 104 personal days a year. They are called Saturday & Sunday. Bereavement Leave: This is no exuse for missing work. There is nothing you can do for dead friends, relatives or co-workers. Every effort should be made to have non-employees attend the arrangements. In rare cases where employee involvement is necessary

Friends
FRIENDS In a crowded city at a busy bus stop, a beautiful young woman wearing a tight mini skirt was waiting for a bus. As the bus stopped and it was her turn to get on, she became aware that her skirt was too tight to allow her leg to come up to the height of the first step of the bus. Slightly embarrassed and with a quick smile to the bus driver, she reached behind her to unzip her skirt a little, thinking that this would give her enough slack to raise her leg. She tried to take the step, only to discover that she couldn't. So, a little more embarrassed, she once again reached behind her to unzip her skirt a little more, and for the second time attempted the step. Once again, much to her chagrin, she could not raise her leg. With a little smile to the driver, she again reached behind to unzip a little more and again was unable to take the step. About this time, a large Texan who was standing behind her picked her up easily by the waist and placed her gently on the step of the bus

Why Can't We Be Friends?
OK, so call me naive. Call me ignorant, too. Am I the only one here who doesn't look at Cherry Tap as some kind of pick up site? Seems as though I cannot look at a woman's profile without them having to warn people about harassing them for their private pics or referring to being a"flypaper for freaks" or something of a similar nature. Are all these women neurotic and paranoid? Let's see. There are currently over 460,000 members who belong to the Tap. Assuming a 50/50 split (and I suspect that's being generous), that's at least 230,000 neurotic and paranoid women. And I know the guys are all behaving. Must be one guy that does nothing but harass these women all day. Right. OK, so clearly we have a case where there are enough people who have not respected boundaries, and I have to think that it started long before we all arrived here. Just a shame. My feeling is if I need to see naked pics, there's a big wide internet out there. Yes, I'd love to see some of the mem

The Love Story About A Nigth Elf And A Orc
haha you have to go look at muh screens from today me and an irl buddy on the horde side in world of warcraft on dame server made a love story. more to come ;) album is called The love story about a Nigth Elf and a Orc

Damn I Hate Yahoo! Plz Read If U R On My Lists
HELLO PEEPS! AS U PROLLY NOTICED IM NOT ON MY YAHOO :( FOR SUM DAMN REASON IT WONT LET ME ON WITH MY BLUEANGGEL99 NAME... I HAVE LOST MY EMAIL ADDYS, MESSENGER AND EVERYTHING!!SO IF U HAVE ME THERE PLEASE ADD ME UNDER UR_MIND_STALKER ON YAHOO SAME EMAIL OR BLUEANGGEL99@NETZERO.COM SURE MISS MY PEEPS HELP ME REBUILD MY MESSSENGER N EMAIL ADDY LIST THANKS IN ADVANCE! MUWAH

Dr. Visit
Well, Matt went to the cardiologist (sp??) today to have his tests done. He did the treadmill test and aced that one....then they did a cardiogram (or something to that effect), which was basically an ultrasound of his heart and then did an ultrasound of his kidneys..... of course no one would say what they did or didn't see... but his family dr's office called this afternoon and told him that his renal artery was ok (the dr. originally thought he had a blockage and told him from comparing the ekg's from last year that it looked like he had already had a heart attack), so that was good news, but wants to see him next week to discuss the rest of the tests...... hmmmmmm... seems like if everything was ok, they would have told him that when they told him his renal artery was fine.... now I gotta worry about what is wrong until next week......I have worrying and wondering......keep your fingers crossed!!!

Christmas Quiz
1.Have you been naughty or nice this year? nice mainly, but I've had my NOTTI moments... 2. What do you want most for Christmas? Not sure really 3. Do you believe in Father Christmas? ROFL no not anymore! 4. What is your favorite food at Christmas? POP TARTS!!!!! But the whole Christmas Dinner thing is awesome too 5. Have you started your Christmas shopping yet? yes 6. Have you finished your Christmas shopping yet? nope 7. What is your favorite Christmas song? Not sure but Proper Crimbo is funny as hell! 8. What is your favorite Christmas movie? Home Alone!! 9. What is your best memory of Christmas? I seem to remember one Christmas waaay back when my parents were still together and I don't think there was anything special but it was nice to have an actual family Christmas. Was a happy time. 10. What do you look forward to most at Christmas? Seeing my family and having a good time 11. What are you doing for Christmas this year? im working Chris

Thanksgiving Week/end & Death Cab Concert!!
Wow so I have to say the last 7 days have been awesome! I am so happy I was able to spend them with Brent. I just think about how lucky I am to be with him. He's amazing and so good to me. I honestly could not ask for anything better or even more. So our days were set out like this: On Tuesday I got done with work and Brent and his parents came over. My parents and his parents finally met. It went well, even though I felt kind of weird lol. I guess it's just me. So we left about an hour later and headed back to Neenah. We arrived there pretty late, but we didn't get to sleep right away. Wednesday morning I was woken up to Brent giving me kisses. :) He worked for a day just to make some money since he hasn't gotten a job just yet down at Stout. So later I got up and got ready. No one was home but myself so I watched some tv and waited until Jake (Brent's brother) came home and we ended up talking for a while and watched some tv. Later his mom came home and we met Brent and h

Results!!!!
THANK YOU ALL FOR JOINING IN ON MY FIRST CONTEST!!! I HOPE TO HOLD ANOTHER ONE IN THE FUTURE. ON TO THE RESULTS!!!!!!!! IN FIRST PLACE: FélóИ¥§ FúćkíИ ÄИgél™ 1073 VOTES!!!! IN SECOND PLACE: do i really have to wear panties? 815 VOTES!!! AND THIRD PLACE: BI-CURIOUS CUTIE 410 VOTES!!!

Too Funny...nickname
LMAOO ok ya'll have ya seen this nickname yet?? I saw this awhile ago and about pissed my pantz laughin, how creative!! Her name is " I like my shoes cuz they give me a lil tongue ( I sit on my feet for a reason ) " LMMFAO!! too funny! and I wanna know where the hell can "I" get a pair of shoes like that!?!?! LMAO!!!!!!!

~jewel~
Break Me - Jewel I will meet you In some place Where the light lends itself To soft repose I will let you undress me But I warn you I have thorns like any rose You could hurt me With your bare hands You could hurt me Using the sharp end of what you say But I’m lost to you now And there’s no amount of reason That could save me Chorus: So break me Take me Just let me feel your arms again Break me I’ll let you make me Just let me feel your love again Feels like being underwater Now that I’ve let go And lost control Water kisses fill my mouth Water fills my soul Chorus Bridge: Kiss me once Well, maybe twice Oh, it never felt so nice Chorus Just let me feel your love again DEEP WATER When you find yourself falling down Your hopes in the sky but your heart like grape gum on the ground And you try to find yourself In the abstractions of religion and the cruelty of everyone else And you wake up to realize Your standard of livi

I Am Bored...
Well what is there to say... I hate my first blogs they always have nothing to really say anyways...I love this place it is better then myspace by far. Thanks to my friend: Spotts or Wasted_Youth, your the best friend a guy could have, and you like my brother, well, check ya all later, Wayne

Protest By Death?
Disturbing is the bulletin posting that was originally posted by SaintWicked.comActivist burns himself alive in Chicago in a protest to the Iraq war! presents an alarming concern. We have our soldiers that are committed to fight for our country; and, we have those who are willing to die in protest??? What is wrong with that picture?

When I Think Of You
When I think of you, I think only of how lucky I am to have you in my life. So many times our paths had come so close, yet never crossed When they finally did, I knew I belonged in your arms. The way you smile when I make you laugh The tender way you hold me near The look in your eyes when you tell me you love me All fill me with wonder I thank heaven every day for the gift of you and your love, and I hope and dream of our future together I love you more than I thought possible Yet my love keeps growing as each day passes. I belong with you and you with me and with the love between us we'll be together for eternity. by Sarah Rule

Yay!!
So I went to chat with my Capitan today and he walked with me to the financial aid office today. I'm not sure if it was the fact that I was with a differnt counsiler this time or the fact that he was with me, but all of a sudden there was a 4k grant for me! So she gave me that 4k grant and then put my small amout of financial aid that was set aside for next semester on this semester. So now this semester is payed for!!!!!! I already registerd for classes next semester.. I'm so excited because I didnt think there was going to be a next semester for me. Then I called my parents to let them know about the school thing, (using my fiances phone because mine is turned off)and they told me that they are going to pay ten bucks a month and add me to their family share plan. Then all they will have to do is have their phone company send me a phone. It will be nice to have a phone again. They dont like the fact that they dont have contact with me. Pluse my mother FINALLY sent me my

Life Is A Grimm Fairy Tale
Who says you can live happily ever after? I wish I knew, because I would hunt him down and pop him right in the mouth. Life is fucking hard, even during the calm moments. Bills to pay, work to slave over, the monotony of living. Day in, Day out. You get lucky occasionally- find that someone to share the grind with... girl/boyfriend, or husband/wife...but the time drags on, the wheels keep turning...and you have to balance like a lumberjack on a spinning log, or you will be pinned under the cogs of life's wheel. Fairy godmother doesn't exist. Hard work and perserverence does. Ten steps forward eight steps back. I didn't say life wasn't fun. I said life was hard (and I like hard)...sex, rock and roll, the moderate use of drugs...a little spanking here and there. But is it glass slippers and magic spells? Fuck no.

Tired Off The Bull
dont plan on seeing much this week i'm tired of the bull got to much to do to get ready for christmas so i'm shutting down the puter for the week will check my messages but thats about it so if ya wanna talk to me message me i will return it Erin

Why(guys Only)
Why do guys always break my heart? An why dont guys want me? I mean I knoe im not sexy! But I mean I can be sweet and caring and all I want is to be truly loved and wanted! Is that to much to ask? I wanna find a guy who wants me for me!! If ur a guy and u think u have the answers for me please tell me

Help Me Really
Now I dont know how this is fuckin possible but IM loosing.. What the fuck is going on. Start playing dirty I say thats what they are doing. copy and past your comments like 100 times so i can win. I can believe I cant win the biker bitch contest but i win the Titty contest.. lets go people vote..... COMMENT AS MANY TIMES AS YOU WANT THEY ALL COUNT..SO THEY WANT DIRTY WE CAN DO DIRTY..LETS SHOW THEM A REAL BIKER BITCH HERE IS THE LINK Courtesy of MsTags.com Harleysportee69

I've Been Spammed!
CAREFUL FOLKS!!!There are some sick fucks out there! another account i have, on another web site was tapped into by some obnoxious bastard. this MF decided that they would use my photos to beef up their porn site, w/o my permission! This of course makes me feel totally violated. therefore, i am leaving a warning to all of you that would be bothered by this, BE CAREFUL WHAT YOU SHARE ONLINE. ESPECIALLY PHOTOS!!! THESE DAYS ANTHING CAN LEAVE YOU FEELING THE SAME AS I DO, LIKE CRAP ANGRY VIOLATED.. LATER!-RIO

Its Getting Hot In Here!
Last half hour to vote!!!!!! The competition is getting HOTTTTT! FussyCodes - MySpace Generators, Images, Icons, Templates, Glitter Images and MoreCrushSpace.com - You Got Crush On Someone?Danity Kane Lyrics Nelly Music Video CodesMusic Video Codes By VideoRoll

A Lil About Me
hi there i don't what ta really say on this cuz i'm really not that good at this sort of stuff but i'll try ta give my best shot k?? alright perfect well hey my name is david and i'm from canada ontario and i'm really not that bad of an dude and very easy ta get along wit as well, i hate life but not life it's self but y does it have ta be so dificult eh? but ya i love my ex and she means the world 2 me but even though she an't here at the moment but i know it may sound stupid but ya well i guess thats me, i love ta play sports i'm very athletic and i'm very energetic and love the sunset and most of all so love the night and the stars that comes with it as well (lik who doesn't love the stars eh?) but if ya don't wanna read any more further then u don't have ta bother wit cuz i know how u would feel lol "it's borin sort of eh? haha but ya any ways befor i bore ya'z ta death i'm gonna have ta leave from here and start it another time eh sound kool?? alright then awesome PLEASE L

Today 27 November 2006
Today was an uneventful day at work. I was lead officer instead of being on my unit, but thats OK. UGH, I get to do another month of Midnights in December. I HATE midnights. But they want experienced Officers for midnights the next 2 months due to the newbies screwing up. Got SCREWED out of my promotio to Corpral though,they changed the perimeters from 2yrs to 3 yrs experience. I got 8 months before I qualify. Blah. On a better note, my daughter is being ornery. She dropped her bottle awhile ago looked down and says "Bull Shit". LOL what a stinker. And for some reason she is on this kick of calling me by my name instead of mommy. LOL But on a grumpy note. I'm gettin sick and tired of the jackass I'm married to making his stupid little smart remarks all the time about my weight, my personality, everything I do is wrong. Something has to give. OK enough complaining for today.

Mind Full Of Confusion
Should I stay or should I go? That is the one question that is truly on my mind at this point. No matter what I choose, I may end up losing the one person that is very close to my heart. I'm all confused about what is going on right now. Because somehow, someone is keeping something from me. Someone is not giving me the answers to my questions. For right now, I'm not mentioning any names but I'm for sure that they know who they are. All I want is answers.

Man Bashing
Q:How many honest, intelligent, carng, men in the world does it take to do the dishes. A: Both of them Q:Why did the man cross the road? A:He heard the chicken was a slut Q:Why dont women blink during foreplay? A:They dont have time Q:What do men and sperm have in commen? A:They both hsve a one in a millon chance of becoming human Q:How does a man shows he is planning for the future? A:He buys 2 cases of beer Q:What is the difference between men and goverment bonds? A:The bond matures Q:Why are blond jokes so short? A:So men can remember them Q:How many men does it take to change a roll of toilet paper? A:we dont know it has never happened Q:Why is it so difficult to find men who are senistive,caring,and good looking? A:They already have boyfriends Q:What do you call a woman that knows where her husband is every night A:A widow Q:Why are married women heavier than single woman? A:Single women come home see whats in the fridge and go to bed,Marri

Life Magazine
Im gonna be in LIFE Magazine! They interviewed Denise and I and sent out a photo crew to do a shoot with us. The pictures I got to see were AMAZING. I can't wait to see the article once it's published. ::crossed fingers for the cover:: I don't know when it will be published yet. They say I'll get a call from a 'fact checker' about 2 weeks before it is. So stay tuned and I'll keep you updated!

Wanna Have A Lovely Hair
MAINTAINING BEAUTIFUL HAIR - THE HERBAL WAY DAMAGED, DRY HAIR: A nourishing conditioner for dry or damaged hair, which can be used for all hair types: Separate the white of an egg from the yolk, whip it to a peak. Add 1 Tbsp. water to the yolk and blend until the mixture is creamy. Then mix the white and yolk together. Wet your hair with warm water, remove the excess moisture, and apply the mixture to your scalp with your fingertips. Massage gently until the froth is worked into your scalp, and then rinse the hair with cool water. Keep applying the mixture until it is used up and then rinsed until all of the egg is washed away. DANDRUFF: Pour distilled white vinegar onto the hair, as close to the scalp as you can manage; massage into the scalp; and allow to dry for several minutes before washing as usual. Repeat daily until the dandruff disappears, usually within a few days. HAIR LIGHTENER: To lighten hair, use 1/4 cup chopped fresh rhubarb to 2 cups boiling water. Coo

A Contest Entry
Ya I entered a contest. I thought it was fitting that a guy named Void should enter a "Best Name" contest :) If ya wanna vote for me, here's what you need: Go to the blog entry: contest starting today...here are the rules and the names!!!! and read the rules, then vote for me by sending a message to: Galens girl and my lusty love thoughts(best name contest starting today) @ CherryTAP So there ya go... knock yerselves out. :) If I win it would just boggle the mind. *grin* Thanks! - Void

Funeral
Well that had to be one of the hardest things to see ... to see your cousin laying in a casket and to be able to see faintly the stitches that held his head in place because he was decapitated during the accident. I don't know what to do no more without him I will always love him and nothing will change it. I will always remember the memories that me and him had shared and always remember him being there with me. i wrote a poem for him that was read and not a dry eye was in the place here it is Living On Dedicated to: Ryan Alamond 11/27/06 How could it happen He was so young All this because he had a little fun I couldn’t believe it When I heard it myself All his dreams completely gone He’s gone to live in spirit Remember yourself He’s always in your heart When you need him the most Think of him and he’ll be there Always in love and memory He will be there By: your loving cousin Rhonda Loving Ryan, You may be gone But will always live on In our hearts an

Iran, Iraq, Syria And The Growing Threat Of Islamafacism
Am I just mature for my age, or are all my peers that easily manipulated and oblivious to the ways of the world? I am extremely well learned in the subject of geo-politics, near east policy, and terrorism. At least for someone with no formal training or schooling on the subjects. Why is it that I hear people that I meet bad mouthing the president, saying outragous claims like "he lied about weapons of mass destruction", or "we are over there for oil". God forbid I engage one of these douchebags about their comments. It's like arguing with a retard. No matter how many of their lies you debunk, or how many times they contradict their own comments from moments prior, they will never see anything any other way other than their own, which by the way are probably things they heard other people say and adopt as their own thoughts. I am not a neo-con or a republican. I'm an independent conservative traditionalist. When are people my age going to drop the attitude that the government

So Ya Wanna Know How To Snag A Track From Stashes (or Video) And Can't Figure Out How To Embed? (feel Free To Snag This Guide!)
How do I add video from someones stash to my page? original html embed codes contributed by: Saint Jimmy (myspace) Reverbed and retweaked for CherryTap By Pixikiss umm all the ** should be brackets on the original embed codes btw :P lol The first thing you must do is determine what kind of player you need.If the file ends in .wmv, .mpg, .asx, or .avi then you should use the Windows Media Player code.If your file ends in .qt or .mov you should use Quick Time to play the file. If your file ends in .rpm, .ram, or .rp you will need to use Real Play to play your video.Please note that these files MUST already be on the internet. You CANNOT host these files from your own computer. Windows Media Player *embed src="URL Goes Here" type="application/x-mplayer2" width="320" height="302" showstatusbar="1" autosize="true" displaysize="0" pluginspage="http://www.microsoft.com/Windows/Downloads/Contents/ Products/MediaPlayer/">*/embed* Change the area marked "url" to

The Left Wing Media Thinks You're Stupid
Well, I'll bet you've heard about the government listening to millions of americans phone calls without warrants. Well, they are not. This is the left wing media purposely trying to confuse you, and play you for fools. They are purposely mishmashing these two unrelated reports to get you paranoid. First, there is not one phone call being listened to by the NSA(National Security Agency). They are receiving billing data from phone companies, in order to cross reference it with calls patterns to match it with a profile criteria template to track terrorists working within the confines of the U.S. The media is mixing this in with a story earlier outed by a leaker(traitor to our country) that the NSA is wiretapping phone calls without warrants. The only calls being listened to are those in which the other end of the call is abroad and with a known Al-Queda(The Base) affiliate. There is reason a warrant is not pursued. A warrant requires time and sometimes unavailable evidence whic

700 Mile Fencing In Texas
Grey@ CherryTAP has posted a blog that was very well written (and he felt that it needed to be shared) and I have offered the following as my response to his blog posting, Border Fences?, as I am no stranger to the topic: "One of the better written arguments for the border security. As a Texan, I am one of those that live within 250 miles of the border. I don't have a problem with the immigrants coming to the US to seek better education, jobs, and a way of life; it is just that they need to do it legally, albeit I understand that their process to apply costs more than what they make and is perceptually very expensive. What worries me more than the immigrants are the drug cartels waging wars right on our borders and putting the lives of those who have lived on the border in jeopardy. People talk about the wars of Iraq and other countries; if they only realized how close we actually are to various level of wars in our own backyard. It has been published about in many Texas ma

God Bless The Jews
Next time u see a jew, hug them. In the least, thank them. There is something going on in the Holy Land that affects us all more then u could ever understand. In 1983 a USMC barracks was bombed in Beirut, Lebanon. You know why? Because the Iranians sent them to. 241 American soldiers were killed. Why? Because of a hate so inbred and blind that u and your loved ones are targets even from 10,000 miles away. Muslim, extremest ,terrorist ,scum, dogs want you dead. This is because your country defends the Jews in order to let them live in their homeland. A homeland the U.N. gave them after what was done to them in Europe by the Nazi's and the rest of Europe for that matter. Until they are driven into the sea by these cocksucker's, they will be targets of terror. And i'm not referring to their IDF(Israeli Defense Force). I'm talking about mother's and children on their way to school. Men on their way to work. Anyone who does'nt think like they(scum) think. This terrorist group was called Hez

Funny.
I went to this "Irish" bar thing over the weekend. Went with a friend, who met up with a couple other friends. To say the least... it was interesting. First of all, it was right smack in the middle of 2 mexican bars. Also a known area apparently for drive by's since it's right off state street in SLC. Didn't know that, lol. Secondly, there was some chick there with dreads that kept poppin her head in the middle of conversations and interjecting random thoughts. Then would apologize and tell us she was drunk... and had also taken a muscle relaxer. I'd say which one but it's slipped my mind lol. Then I'm trying to leave, I'm standing at the bar flaggin down the bartender, asking to get my tab so I can pay and get outta there. I have this enormous guy sitting next to me. I mean he had to be well over 300 lbs. "Scuse me, mind if I ask you a question?"he asks. I tell him sure even tho he was already starting to ask me the question anyways. "Do you know how much a po

First Blog. What Do You Think??
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Are You Naughty Or Nice
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Changing And Saving Lives
WHAT DOES IT MEAN TO SAVE A LIFE OF ANOTHER? WHAT DOES IT MEAN TO DIE IN WAR? WHAT DOES IT MEAN TO THE PERSON STANDING NEXT TO YOU AT WORK THAT YOU ARE FIGHTING FOR HIS FREEDOMS AND RIGHT? whats does it mean to the comrad life you have just save? what does it mean to repent of your sins(for thos who believe)? what does peace mean to you and what would you do to keep it? and more important how does it feel to loose something in your life and you love that person but it was their time to go? and more importantly how does it feel to love someone and still hurt from pain that others have caused you in life and it affects hat person you love becuase its hard to connect and get close becuase of what happened?

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The Weather Here
It finally snowed last night and it is snowing again here in WA. It is so much better than all the rain we usually get here and I acctually miss the snow . I guess growing up in NY got me so I like to be out in the snow when it is falling. Oh well just rambling