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>>>scorpio
Once you have opened this bulletin, there's no turning back. Repost this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign or you'll get bad luck and lose the person you dearly love most! >>>VIRGOsomeone loves them right now. >Freak in bed. >Always wants the last word. >Caring. >Smart. >Addictive. >Attractive. >Loud. >Loyal. >Easy to talk to. >Hard to forget >Love at first sight wit u babe >Everything u ever wanted >Easy to please >The one and only >ultimate sexiness >>>SCORPIOEXTREMELY sexy. >Intelligent. >Energetic. >Predict future. >Most erotic. >(Freak in bed.) >(GREAT kisser.) >Always get what they want. >Sexy. >Attractive. >Easy going. >Loves being in long relationships. >Talkative. >The sexiest ever.... >Romantic. >Caring. >>>LIBRAVery romantic. >Nice to everyone They meet. >Their Love is one of a kind. >Silly, fun and sweet. >Have own unique sexiness. >Most caring person you will ever meet! >Amazing n Bed..!!! >Did I say Amazing in Bed? >not the kind of person you wanna fuc

More From The Book,..now I Gotta Go Back To Work,.
Early Lore Pamela Emmie-Maria VanEisjden It was spring, wonderful spring. How else a story of deception would bring about a smile to my face and joy to my heart. It was a good year that year. You can’t tell this story without telling the tale of two other women that were indirectly involved at the time. Monica Jordan and Kamika last name unknown, so this will be hard indeed. But I will do my best to recreate the times and events that compose this relationship. Lord that guy on Oprah makes it hard for us folks who tells the story the way it went… but here it goes… It was late April, 1991. The squire to the order was busy with a certain Monica Jordan. Life was pretty much mundane. I was seeing the world through the eyes of a USMCR pfc, so I was pretty disenchanted with everything that was going on around me. It just so happens that our band Kaytreo was doing a talent show. We would provide the music for various singers in the CSRA, all for a nominal

Rent A Husband!!
No off on my genius switch... This mistress hunt is not going very well... All the hot lustful babes live in other states... Going to try a new approach... If you live in the Ann Arbor Mi area, or plan to visit soon - you can rent me out as a RENT A HUSBAND! The hotter you are - the less I will charge.... :) ( I can see the applications rolling in now....)

Arghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh
Good gawd . I went thru my Entire Self Pic album .. fixed the NSFW labels .. updated the LAST one . and the freakin thing says .. Im sorry you cant use a NSFW pic as your primary .. WTH its my Face damnit . Arghhhh . has this happened to anyone else ??

Please Read
SAND & STONE TWO FRIENDS WERE WALKING THROUGH THE DESERT. DURING SOME POINT OF THE JOURNEY, THEY HAD AN ARGUMENT; AND ONE FRIEND SLAPPED THE OTHER ONE IN THE FACE. THE ONE WHO GOT SLAPPED WAS HURT, BUT WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING, WROTE IN THE SAND: TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE. THEY KEPT ON WALKING, UNTIL THEY FOUND AN OASIS, WHERE THEY DECIDED TO TAKE A BATH THE ONE WHO HAD BEEN SLAPPED GOT STUCK IN THE MIRE AND STARTED DROWNING, BUT THE FRIEND SAVED HIM.

Time Is On My Side
Time to think. Time to reflect on my life.Why did I not do this years ago?I can not say I regret the path I chose. I just wish I had done things a tad differently. So now is my time to do those things I let slip through my fingers. I am frstrated and irritated with my love life as of right now. So I am focusing on me fuck it no one else can make my life goals come into focus but me.

In Michigan Now
Hey guys i spent three weeks in tennessee and now im in Michigan, woohoo!! I love it here, people are so friendly and welcoming. And after four days of being here im finally getting settled in. Expecting snow tomorrow, cant wait to see that:)

And Proud Of It
You are 28% easy You are not very easy. You like to at least date someone before sleeping with them. For you, sex is about more than just the pleasure, although you do get a lot of pleasure from it. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Some More Interesting Facts About Your Sign:
The symbol associated with your sign is the water bearer, it is symbolic of the Gods nourishing the earth with life giving energies. One of the first to be called the water bearer was the Greek God Zeus in mythology. The color of choice for Aquarius is TURQUOISE TURQUOISE The beautiful Turquoise is your starstone. The name comes from the French "turquoise", which means "Turkey" as in the original localities in Persia (today Iran). Since before 4000 BC Turquoise has been used and coveted. It can be pure in color or may contain secondary minerals. If the matrix forms a pattern of interlocking polygons it is called "spider-web" turquoise. --------------------------------------------- RE: STARSTONE CONTROVERSY There is, and always have been, a controversy over "starstones". Starstones are NOT birthstones. I give you here in these pages the stones that are called your starstones, (planet stones), which vibrates the strongest to your planet or sign, NOT to the m

My Day Off
its kinda nice to have a day off in the middle of the week, it almost fells like the weekend but then reality hit me and i relize that i still have to work tomorrow. I dont think i would hate it so much if i didnt have to deal with old people all day. who knows maybe i just dont like people in general. i never really know or maybe i dont like working. i wish that i could be rich so that i didnt have to work. or i could just marry a 94 year old millionair. he would have to be on his death bed tho, or else i couldnt do it.

Try This One Out For Size !!!!
AMAZINGLY ACCURATE Whatever you do, don't cheat! CHINESE HOROSCOPE : THE YEAR OF THE IRON DRAGON, WISHING YOU PROSPERITY AND GOOD FORTUNE IN THE CHINESE NEW YEAR FOLLOW THE INSTRUCTIONS - DO NOT CHEAT OR IT WON'T WORK AND YOU WILL WISH YOU HADN`T. TAKE 3 MINUTES TRY THIS - IT WILL FREAK YOU OUT. THE PERSON WHO SENT THIS TO ME SAID HER WISH CAME TRUE 10 MINUTES AFTER SHE FORWARDED THE EMAIL NO CHEATING !!!! THIS GAME HAS A FUNNY / CREEPY OUTCOME. DO NOT READ AHEAD, JUST DO IT. IT TAKES ABOUT 3 MINUTES - WORTH A TRY 1st. Get PEN and PAPER 2nd. WHEN CHOOSING NAMES, MAKE SURE THEY ARE REAL PEOPLE THAT YOU ACTUALLY KNOW 3rd. GO WITH YOUR FIRST INSTINCTS !!!!! Very important for good results. 4th. SCROLL DOWN ONE LINE AT THE TIME DON`T READ AHEAD otherwise YOU WILL

Your Ruling Planet Is Uranus
.Your ruling planet is Saturn! Mean distance from the Sun(AU) 19.218 Sidereal period of orbit(years) 84.01 Equatorial radius(km) 25559 Polar radius(km) 24973 Body rotation period(hours) 17.24 Tilt of equator to orbit(degrees) 97.92 Number of observed satellites 15

Problems That May Arise For You, And Their Solutions
As with all sun signs, we all have unique traits to our personalities. When these traits are suppressed, or unrealized, problems will arise. However, with astrology we can examine the problem and assess the proper solution based on the sun sign characteristics. As an Aquarius you may see things below that really strike home. Try the solution, you most likely will be amazed at the results. If you find yourself on the receiving end of the negatives below, it is because you are failing to express the positive. Problem: Being left all alone while others enjoy the companionship you long for. Solution: You should practice expressing your humanity by accepting people the way they are and not find too much fault in them. Problem: You always seem to miss the boat when it comes to love. Solution: Try letting down the mental guard that you keep on your emotions that stops you from being the self you long to be. Problem: You always seem to miss out on the better jobs or big promoti

Possible Health Concerns...
As Aquarius is said to govern the legs from knees to ankles and the circulation of blood, its natives are susceptible to ailments particularly in the legs and ankles, such as cramps, and are also liable to spasmodic and nervous complaints, as well as wind, catarrh, diarrhea, dropsy, goiter and delirium tremens - so that the avoidance of alcohol is important for those Aquarians who have a taste for it. horoscopes * LIKES Fighting for Causes * Dreaming and Planning for the Future * Thinking of the Past * Good Companions * Having Fun * DISLIKES Full of Air Promises * Excessive Loneliness * The Ordinary * Imitations * Idealistic horoscopes

Aquarius About Your Sign...
Aquarians basically possess strong and attractive personalities. They fall into two principle types: one shy, sensitive, gentle and patient; the other exuberant, lively and exhibitionist, sometimes hiding the considerable depths of their character under a cloak of frivolity. Both types are strong willed and forceful in their different ways and have strong convictions, though as they seek truth above all things, they are usually honest enough to change their opinions, however firmly held, if evidence comes to light which persuades them that they have been mistaken. They have a breadth of vision that brings diverse factors into a whole, and can see both sides of an argument without shilly-shallying as to which side to take. Consequently they are unprejudiced and tolerant of other points of view. This is because they can see the validity of the argument, even if they do not accept it themselves. They obey the Quaker exhortation to "Be open to truth, from whatever source it comes," and are

The Water Carrier
The Water Carrier January 21 to February 19 Traditional Aquarian Traits Friendly and humanitarian Honest and loyal Original and inventive Independent and intellectual On the dark side.... Intractable and contrary Perverse and unpredictable Unemotional and detached

Drink?
You Are Sex On the Beach When comes to drinking, you like it to go down smooth. You really don't like the taste of alcohol - just its effect on you. So, you're proud to get drunk on fruity, girly drinks. Because once you're liquored up, the fun begins! What Alcoholic Drink Are You?

I Wanna Do Another Contest!!
So Im thinking about doing a Pet Contest...You can enter your dog, cat, goldfish..whatever you'd like...anyone interested?? Let me know..I'd like to start it soon but if I dont get enough entries I'm not gonna do it at all.

Non-profit And For-profit Organizations
I am a Business Owner, Travel Consultant, Travel Agent Non-Profit Association Specialist. http://www.ytbassociation.com CHURCHES & Companies....... Non-profit and for-profit Organizations....... YTB Fund Raising Tool-Affinity Program I am a consultant with the YTB travel Network. I would like to share some powerful information with you on how to use travel to raise funds. The YTB Travel Network Travel Affinity Program is designed to provide a powerful fundraising tool for organizations. It provides a "private label" travel booking website to an association or church. Through this website, the members and supporters of the organization are able to come to the site an book their personal or business travel. The travel prices and service they receive are competitive with all the other online booking engines available such as Travelocity, Orbitz, and Expedia, but differs by providing 40% of the travel commissions generated back to the association or church. As a fundraising pr

Weather
You Are Rain You can be warm and sexy. Or cold and unwelcoming. Either way, you slowly bring out the beauty around you. You are best known for: your touch Your dominant state: changing What Type of Weather Are You?

Back Again
well.i made it back to see the kids for a couple of days.this weather is a trip got to leave sunday for south cal.7 drops starting at barstow and ending in sandeigo.hope you all are doing fine as frog hair out there. talk soon.

Color
Your Passion is Yellow You're a total sexual shape shifter. You possess a complex sex drive and are very adaptable. Of all the colors, you are the most likely to be bisexual. While you the most passionate, you are very open minded. What Color Is Your Passion?

Erotic Story
Erotic story First Lesson from My Uncle Hi friends of bogelindah yahoogroup, I'm Sumitha. Now 26 years. I think I'm good looking. 36 32 38. We live in an old house. My Mama (uncle) visits my house occasionally. He live with his parents and a daughter of 9 years. He is 42 years old. His wife died of long illness. So he visits our family to get some relief from his loneliness. One Saturday he came to our house and spent night there. That day by some reason I felt more tired and go to bed early. At night about 10, I woke for going to urinal. When I came outside room I noticed that there was light in mama's room. His room was next to mine. I think that he may forget to switch off. I came down to bath room because we have only a common bath room that is in the ground floor. My parents are sleeping in the ground floor bedroom. I returned to upstairs after going to bath room. The light is on in Mama's room. The peeping mentality of mine grown up after seeing my parents fuck. (I'

Something I Agree With
Lo, there do I see my father Lo, there do I see my mother and my sisters and my brothers Lo, there do I see the line of my people back to the beginning Lo, they do call to me They bid me take my place among them in the Halls of Valhalla Where the brave may live. Forever.

To Whom It May Concern...part Viii...
hi angel... woke up with mixed feelings...trying to grasp what i feel or think i feel...i don't know anymore...emotions are such fragile things...borderline... i am so afraid that one of these days i'm going to wake up and find all my bittersweet emotions gone...and therefore....these mixed feelings that kept the last bit of romance in my heart alive...then i'll have nothing to look forward to anymore...hence...existing and not living... i pray...to whichever god that's listening...once...just once...let me feel the reason why my heart is still pulsating...to feel what it yearns for...intense...passionate...smothering...suffocating...love and romance...till i can't breath no more and gladly succumbed ... i'm tired...angel...tired of perpetually searching for something...something i don't even know if it exists... yours...still... rain

Suducer
Your Seduction Style: Sex Pot Tradionally known as a "siren", "rake", or "femme fatale." You exude sensuality. And while your sexiness is part of what makes you an incredible seducer... Your ability to make others feel sexy is what really makes your seduction skills shine. Most people don't feel attractive or desired enough - a need which you tap into. You have the ultimate sex appeal, and getting attention from you is a total self esteem boost. Your confidence is contagious, and you help others unleash their own sexuality. Your sex pot seduction skills are so intoxicating that you can get away with... well, almost murder. Lovers feel like your sensuality is in your blood, so it's only natural if you flirt a little. And if you stray, that might be okay as well - as long as you make your lover still feel hot. What Kind of Seducer Are You?

Romantic
You prefer Romantic sex! You like romantic sex. For you, it's not all too much about being horny - it's more an expression of how you feel about your partner(s). It's an experience that you can share -- that you can experience and enjoy together. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com

Show Me How
show me all the answers shattered drops of mind devistated show me all the reasons my thoughts are too debated show me how to answer your question designated for a responce we cannot conclude SHOW WHY I ANSWER the way i choose Show me how to gather these thoughts of you construed Say if the answer was me... or was it YOU?

Old Time Sex
> >The husband leans over and asks his wife, "Do you remember the first > >time we had sex together over fifty years ago? > > > > > >We went behind this very tavern where you leaned against the back > >fence and I made love to you." > > > > > >"Yes, she says, "I remember it well." > > > >"OK," he says, "How about taking a stroll around there again and we > >can >do > >it for old time¹s sake?" > > > > > >"Oh Charlie, you old devil, that sounds like a crazy, but good idea!" > > > > > >T here's a police officer sitting in the next booth listening to all > >this and having a chuckle to himself. He thinks, "I've got to see > >these two old-timers having sex against a fence. I'll just keep an > >eye >on > >them so there's no trouble." So he follows them. > > > > > >They walk haltingly along, leaning on each other for support aided by > >walking sticks. Finally they get to the back of the tavern and make >their > >way to the fence. The old lady lifts her

Nice Poem
I DIDN'T WRITE THIS BUT I REALLY LIKE SO YEAH. When you take off your dress Having nothing to add I am just in a mess, I am nearly mad… And my reasons are melted On the fire you spread, Since the day when I met you I’ve been losing my head… I am wild like a tiger When I’m feeling your smell, I’m burning beside you Like a sinner in hell… But I bless all these tortures Asking nothing instead… I just constantly want you Being near mad… On my tenderest goddess, Golden hair of yours Is the lasso that holds me But I’m not at a loss… I don’t long for the freedom, I don’t ask for release, And my soul is bleeding When you leave me in peace…

Help!!!
ok i need your help if u r in the milatary or have been could u send me your first and last name its for my sons school. we r getting ready for our winter parade and the theme it salute to our troops and vets. and you name will be put on the float to so our support.. i hope to hear back from u all soon.. ty and have a great day

Song Of The Day - The Eagles - Take It To The Limit
All alone at the end of the evening And the bright lights have faded to blue I was thinking 'bout a woman who might have Loved me and I never knew You know I've always been a dreamer (spent my life running 'round) And it's so hard to change (Can't seem to settle down) But the dreams I've seen lately Keep on turning out and burning out And turning out the same So put me on a highway And show me a sign And take it to the limit one more time You can spend all your time making money You can spend all your love making time If it all fell to pieces tomorrow Would you still be mine? And when you're looking for your freedom (Nobody seems to care) And you can't find the door (Can't find it anywhere) When there's nothing to believe in Still you're coming back, you're running back for more So put me on a highway And show me a sign And take it to the limit one more time Take it to the limit Take it to the limit Take it to the limit one more time

The End Of My Road Trip
well guys. I had the best trip of my life. I had my highs and a few lows, but overall, was the best ever of my trips that I have taken. after 51 days, 23 states and 7500 miles, I'm back in lake Charles,la on my way home. I have seen over 20 lighthouse,buffalo, seen the fall leaves turn colors, seen the Dixieland stamped in gatlinburg,TN. seen one of the great lakes, lake Erie. driven thru Graceland,Frankfort,KY, the Hamptons on long island, seen the big duck of Flanders,NY and a lot more. I have been to 28 states and numerous counties and small towns U wont find on a map. experienced all types of food and weather as well as cultures too. I have met with a lot of new and old friends and hope to meet 1 special one someday. so if U haven't seen some of my pics have taken, please check them out on my pic tab here or at crazymaddduck@aol.com

Birthmonth
Your Birth Month is June Peaceful and harmonious, you seek the gentle side of life. Your warmth and consideration touches many. Your soul reflects: Friendship, love, and beauty Your gemstone: Pearl Your flower: Rose Your colors: Light blue, white, and cream What Does Your Birth Month Mean?

The Used
THE USED "Cut Up Angels" If we cut out the bad Well then we’d have nothing left Like I cut up your mouth The night I stuffed it all in And you lied to the Angel Said I stabbed you to death If we go at the same time They'll clean up the mess I lost my head You couldn’t come This lust to my brain almost feels like a gun Watched you bite into the bottle Watched me kick out the chair Let you chew up the glass And laughed as you just hung there I have thought of rose petals mostly perfect and pure Then I thought of your petals And the abuse they’ve been through I lost my head You couldn’t come This lust to my brain almost feels like a gun You lost your head I couldn’t come This lust to my brain almost feels like a gun Whoa whoa I told the angels Cant stay in heaven I asked the devil If we cut out the bad well then we'd have nothing left Like I cut up your angels Yeah you stabbed me to death I lost my head You couldn’t come This lust to

Pain
Feeling so much pain inside and out wanting people to just understand even times I scream and shout I feel noone holds my hand anger takes a hold of me me fighting with all my might why can't the demons let me be I have no energy left to fight The times I feel i need someone the most have my back is what they should do instead it is a "ME" roast how about walk ONE day in my shoes? I will make it I know I can alone if I have to I will prove I never RAN and get stronger through and through Elizabeth 11/30/06

Worst First Date In History!
If you didn't see this on the Tonight show, I hope you're sitting down when you read it. This is probably the funniest date story ever, first date or not!!! We have all had bad dates..but this takes the cake. Jay Leno went into the audience to find the most embarrassing first date that a woman ever had. The winner described her worst first date experience. There was absolutely no question as to why her tale took the prize! She said it was midwinter... Snowing and quite cold...and the guy had taken her skiing in the mountains outside Salt Lake City , Utah . It was a day trip (no overnight). They were strangers, after all, and truly had never met before. The outing was fun but relatively uneventful until they were headed home late that afternoon. They were driving back down the mountain, when she gradually began to realize that she should not have had that extra latte. They were about an hour away from anywhere with a rest room

Hidden Passions
THIS POEM WAS INSPIRED BY A DREAM I HAD LAST NIGHT. FOR THOSE WHO READ MY POETRY, YOU WILL SEE THAT IT IS NOT MY NORMAL TOPIC BUT I FIGURED WHAT THE HELL! HOPE YOU ALL ENJOY! As he looked with passion at the love he once had, Even though our love felt like a lifetime ago, at this heart pounding moment we wounder why we "Did" let us go. Right now we feel the mesmerizing power, with each exhale we draw closer within the hour. Tring to deny the feelings we both share, with emotions fire still all we could do is stare. Thinking we should rekindle that old flame, our hearts are on fire... wild and untamed. As we both move closer into each others arms, we forget more and more of the people we might harm. Recapturing that first time feeling deeply inside, there's that orgasmic wave we are both trying to hide. Moving towards to where love has the lead, it feels so right to have these unfaithful needs. He touched my hand with such tender and kind

Hmmmmm
REMEMBER THIS AT CHRISTMAS TIME According to the Alaska Department of Fish and Game, while both male and female reindeer grow antlers in the summer each year, male reindeer drop their antlers at the beginning of winter, usually late November to mid-December. Female reindeer retain their antlers till after they give birth in the spring. Therefore, according to EVERY historical rendition depicting Santa's reindeer, EVERY single one of them, from Rudolph to Blitzen, had to be a girl. We should've known... ONLY women would be able to drag a fat-ass man in a red velvet suit all around the world in one night and not get lost.

Dear Miss
Dear Miss, I ain't never had a problem keeping my man happy, or yours either. You see, I'm the one your lover's sneaking out to see in the middle of the night, hell, sometimes even in the middle of the day. He can never get enough of this pussy, so wet and tight. I hate to toot my horn, but the ass is all that. I can tell by the way he swims in it. Often times he drowns, but that's the part that keeps him coming back. He wants to break me, make me wifey material, but I'm not made to be broken. I break pockets; I break hearts, and then along come the happy homes. "Why," you ask. Aside from the good sex, I do it because it's easy. You sit at home nagging your man, slackin, being shy and timid. You don't do this, you won't do that. I know this because he tells me. Well let me introduce myself. I'm! that bitch who will. You've heard of me. I'm the one your mama warned you about. The best friend all in your business, the coworker getting a little too friendly on the

Another Year Older
Today I turn 35.. not so sure how I feel about it... kind of bummed.. but dont feel old... just lonely, guess i just need to have some fun... thats what birthdays are for, right? This is the prime of my life! Definetly the best sex I've ever had.. guess that happens when your older and more mature and really know what you like.... ok enough of me ramblin... see ya

This Place Can Be Work!!
I am quickly finding that this place is babe heaven! Problem is there are just too many babes!!! ( when is the last time you heard a guy say that??? ) I personally, when I ask you to be my friend… I mean it… I want to come to your “area”, post funny and witty comments each day, you get more hits, and me a chance to get laid… Yet – so many of ya hotties love the Cat, that I can’t be a “true friend” to all of ya… Thus – from now on, only if you are serious about screwing my lights out – do I want ya to send me a friend request… If you are just trying to get those funny and witty comments I make at “my girls” sites – steal them – cut and paste and pretend I was talking to you!! XO Tom

To?????
Imagine there's no Heaven It's easy if you try No hell below us Above us only sky Imagine all the people Living for today Imagine there's no countries It isn't hard to do Nothing to kill or die for And no religion too Imagine all the people Living life in peace You may say that I'm a dreamer But I'm not the only one I hope someday you'll join us And the world will be as one Imagine no possessions I wonder if you can No need for greed or hunger A brotherhood of man Imagine all the people Sharing all the world You may say that I'm a dreamer But I'm not the only one I hope someday you'll join us And the world will live as one

Today's Funny...
A lady called a music store about a recording, but dialed wrong and connected with an auto mechanic instead. She asked, "Do you have two lips and seven kisses?" He said, "No..But I have two balls and seven inches." She responded, "Is that a record?" He said, "No...But it's a damn good average"

I Would Never Do This To Anyone
I WOULD NEVER IN MY LIFE EVER GET ANYONE LOCKED UP FOR NO REASON. I DON'T CARE HOW PISSED OFF SOMEONE GET'S ME I WOULDN'T DO THAT. I DON'T HOLD GRUDGES AGAINST ANYONE. I MAY GET PISSED OFF BUT AFTER I CALM DOWN WHAT EVER WAS DONE, WAS DONE.

Cold!
It's 48 degrees F in my apartment. I wanted to nap when I got here, but it's too cold! I'll just have to be dead tired at work. And remember to leave a little early to turn off Shannon's heater on my way... Yesterday I was very productive. I: -bought the car stereo my parents gave me early xmas money for -did two loads of laundry -put away all the clothes in my room -cleaned the bathroom -put away dishes -swept the kitchen -cleaned the catbox -vacuumed the living room -took out the trash -hauled the Halloween stuff to storage -brought up the Yule stuff On the list for Friday: -get stereo installed -get prescriptions filled -buy a TREE!!!!!!!! -deposit paycheck and roomie's rent -make a drop at the Salvation Army [I have coats to give!]

Just My Style
You are charming. You are very bright, and able to completely express yourself verbally. You have a lot of charisma and people are naturally attracted to you. 'What is your seduction style?' at QuizUniverse.com

What I Like...
Recently a few men have asked me what I like (all hell, they always ask), so here is the jest of it all. I like a man to take charge of me, show me he's glad to be with me while treating me like a lady. I remember one guy from here made me feel like a delicate flower, and increased the intensive of our play as the rhyme increased. After holding my head while kissing me, he held my body close to him and I felt the lust building. Not just the horny feelings, but true lust. He showed me he was all man, and "HE" was going to take care of me for the night. I relaxed in his arms and felt like tons of water was being lifted off my body. Next I remember was the way he kissed every inch of my body and explored me as if he had never seen a woman before caresses,light kisses and a lot of touching. When he first entered me, he held the sides of my head so that I was looking him straight in the eyes and I felt my wet pussy glide his cock right in. He had eaten me so thoroughly, that I felt my cum

Yep I Joined
Hello to Everyone!!! I would just like to let all of you know that I am now a BeautiControl Independant Consultant. What is BeautiControl you might ask? Well it is a revolutionary skin care line that has changed my skin forever. For the longest time I suffered from acne, acne scarring, and of course, THE RED!!! Who wants to go out into the world with these foreign things all over their faces. I went to the dermatologist, I tried Proactive Solution, I tried all natual products. I have wasted hundreds of dollars with results that i just didn't get. That is until I found BeautiControl. They have 4 skin care lines. And the thing that was most fasinating to me was that it wasn't about combination skin, it wasn't about oily skin, it was about the age that your skin was acting. Their state of the art products made by award winning professionals have been changing the way skin looks and feels and have nearly turned back the hands of time for over 25 years. With that in mi

I`m A New Friend
I`m new to this page and I would like to meet all kinds of new friends.I love to talk and i`m very laid back and most of the time I`m just chilling and enjoy being around my family and friends.I like traveling,but mostly i`m always in New York.Planning on moving there by the summer,but I do love talking to anyone who loves to talk.So hit me up sometimes and rate me to let me know how you see me.I will be keeping in touch with each and everyone of you when I come on to visit this page.I have other pages that I`m mostly on,but I see this page is fun to so you will see more of me.

Please Pray For Me-part 2
TheRH (not feeling well)@ CherryTAP I regret to inform something bad happened. As you may or have not known I have gone 11 months almost a year without being the hospital. Well this stopped at 6:20 PM CST wednesday night. I had a mild seizure and have re-injured my back. The take the level for the anti- seize med, and the results came back with a .2, that is not good. The level of anti seize med that I take is rated on points low to high. Then normal range is 5-15, mine was a .2, yes that is right. I will be seeing my neurologist as soon as I can, and also have some x rays done on my back to see what's up. The did a cat scan on my head, and hopefully nothing new shows, that would be bad. I asking for blessing and prayers on me getting better. I will keep ct on, but only to see my messages, for I will be relaxing for the next few days or so. Thanks Please rate and coment.

Cherry Names
Just something I noticed wonder if anyone else has. How many cherry id's have the word Babygirl in them somewhere? has to be the most popular name Oh well just popped in my head when i saw the maybe 100th! Ed

Christmas Spectacular
Okay this is my first blog ever, so here it goes. The girls and I, at the office, had a girls night out last night. We have planned this for a while so we were very excited watching the weather, checking the clock, deciding on where to do dinner, etc. We decide to go to an Italina restaurant fairly close by the office. The dinner was great (BYOB), so we drank a bottle of wine (red) and had great conversation. We left the restaurant to make it in time for the show. (It was about 60 degrees when we left the restaurant). When we got to the show (about 20 minutes later) the temperature had dropped into the 40's and the wind was whipping. When we arrived inside the NOKIA theater we ordered cocktails (which were very over priced) 1 Margarita was ten bucks and it was in a plastic small cup...anyway. The show was great. I highly recommend it to anyone. Just make sure you bring plenty of cash for parking $12 and refreshments. They do not accept credit cards. :( I did not know that u

Blow Jobs-what Men And Women Has To Say On The Subject
blow jobs what both men and woman has to say BLOW JOBS-WHAT A WOMAN HAS TO SAY ON THE SUBJECT 1. First and foremost, we are not obligated to do it. 2. Extension to rule ..1 - So if you get one, be grateful. 3. I don't care WHAT they did in the porn video you saw, it is not standard practice to cum on someone's face. 4. Extension to rule ..3 - No, I DON'T have to swallow. 5. My ears are NOT handles. 6. Extension to rule ..5 - do not push on the top of my head. Last I heard, deep throat had been done. And additionally, do you really WANT puke on your dick? 7. I don't care HOW relaxed you get, it is NEVER OK to fart. 8. Having my period does not mean that it's "hummer week" - get it through your head - I'm bloated and I feel like shit so no, I don't feel particularly obligated to blow you just because YOU can't have sex right now. 9. Extension to ..8 - "Blue Balls" might have worked on high school girls - if you're that desperate, go jerk off and leave me alone. 10. If I ha

Not A Game
Friendship is not a Game to Play Friendship is not a game to play, It is not a word to say, It doesn't start on March and ends on May, It is tomorrow, yesterday, today and everyday. Moon said to me to leave your friend Moon said to me, if ur friend is not messaging u why dont you leave ur friend.I looked at moon and said does ur sky ever leave u when u dont shine. Age appears to be best in some things Age appears to be best in some things. Old wood best to burn. Old books best to read. Old rice best to eat and old friends best to keep God picked up a flower God picked up a flower and dipped it in a DEW, lovingly touched it which turned in to u, and the he gifted to me and said, THIS FRIEND IS 4U. To live a life To live a life i need heartbeat, 2 have heartbeat i need a heart, 2 have heart i need happiness, to have happiness i need a friend, and 4 a friend i need U.ALWAYS True friends r like morning True friends are like mornings, u cant have them the w

Deleting Account Tonight
I'm deleting this account tonight if you wish to stay friends here is my new accountLOST SOUL@ CherryTAP Send me a friend request with a reason why if your not already one of my friends there Erin

My Hit Man Info
Hairy Knuckles HalPeople Iced:EighteenCar Bombs Planted:SevenFavorite WeaponRusty ChainArms Broken:EightEyes Gouged:Twenty ThreeTongues Cut Off:SevenBiggest Enemy:El Loco MotoGet Your HITMAN NameAWSOME-GAME

Couple Bug Fixes This Morning!
last night i caused a bug that would sometimes make peoples screen name on the site change to someone elses. even though that happened, the original person was still behind the link. ie: if you tried to became a fan of joe, and the message said 'successfully became a fan of bob', you still became a fan of joe. i also put a quick tweak in that filters out certain words from member screen names. it doesn't take a rocket scientist to figure out what words. if your name starts showing up as numbers instead of your screen name, then click on the profile link and change it to something not so god damned stupid. the bug that was keeping people from seeing their friends nsfw folders was fixed last night. i'd appreciate it if you still flag your folders with adult content as NSFW. if everyone stops doing that, i'll put in a tweak that forces the flag on any album with a single nsfw photo.. we don't want that do we? :-) and since i'm here, i'll stoke the bitch fires some more with

What Aries Needs
Aries doesn't generally need hearts and flowers to give them a warm and fuzzy glow. What's far more important to members of this sign is to find a partner who is equally strong and self-possessed and who will challenge them to greater heights, both mental and physical. The person who can draw them out and make them better is a keeper. It also helps if Aries' partner can handle the occasional fiery argument and master the art of making up. Sexual adventurers are also very attractive to the Ram, whether it's acrobatics between the sheets or the art of touching. There's no shortage of libido here! The Aries lover is passionate, adventurous and energetic, loves romance and revels in the art of the chase. Those who can stand the heat will be rewarded with a loyal companion who will take them to greater heights. Life with Aries is never boring, so get ready for the ride of a lifetime!

December 3rd
December 3rd will mark the 8th anniversary of my sons death. On this day he was born a still born. It has been so hard for me to get through this so many times but I've done it so many times. It doesn't get any easier at all. B/c when I look at my nephew Cameron and my niece Skylar. I see all the things that I'm missing with my son. But even though he is not with me right now. I know he is watching me and looking out for me too. He is my special angle in the sky's. I think about him every single day that I'm living. But I do know that I will be with him someday, but not right now. When my time has come, I will see my son again. In away I'm looking forward to that day in time. Since he is not here with me. I put all of my love and joy into Skylar and Cameron. When they want something they will always get it from me. B/c I'm there favorite uncle out of 10 of us. :D.

Odyssey Of The Devil Horns
ODYSSEY OF THE DEVIL HORNS Who is responsible for bringing metal’s famous hand signal to the tribe? ~ By STEVE APPLEFORD ~ t is called the mano cornuto, the horned hand, with index finger and pinkie raised proudly as the sign of the beast, ready for an unholy wave to your favorite demon king. The Horns of Cernunnos. The woolly Goat of Mendes. And the edifice of Scaccia Scalogna, source of the ancient code to defeat the “evil eye” and its power to wilt the fruit on trees and the mojo of men. Or, it means nothing at all – nothing beyond the international greeting to heavy metal ecstasy, aimed at all the flawed rock gods with their Marshall amps and electric guitars. It is there that the horns still carry some tribal significance, and where the local monster metal fest might carry a giant foam-rubber facsimile of the horned hand to be waved from across the arena, as harmless as a pillow. Satan must miss the attention. It had been his for centuries, used with conviction just

Keep Us In Your Prayers Please...
I am a single mom of a teenage son, we were recently Blessed with this small apartment from recently being homeless. A lot of our belongings were either stolen or lost so we are in need of home items and clothing as well. I am un-able to work because of my disability so I do what I can on the internet for a little xtra income, with the holidays here my son is asking for a small TV for his room also a game system ( used ), so if you can keep us in your Prayers for our needs to be met i would appreciate it very much! God Bless All You Readers & your families as well during the holiday season. Much Love, Mary

Poll, Adult!
NaughtyPoll.com - take your own poll! 1. How old are you?over 30 2. What is your sexual orientation?Bisexual 3. Have you ever given somone oral sex?Sure I have 4. Have you ever received oral sex?Yes, of course 5. How many sexual partners have you had?No Answer 6. What is your pubic hair style?Shaved bald, nice and clean 7. What is your choice of underwear style?Regular Panties 8. Have you ever had anal sex?Yes I have 9. What is your favorite position?Good old missionary 10. How often do you masturbate?Once a day 11. Have you ever kissed a girl?Yes, for sure 12. Have you ever had sex with a girl?Yes, I sure have 13. Have you ever taken, or been in naked photos?Yes, been in them 14. Have you ever had multiple partners at once?Yes, an all out orgy 15. Have you watched porn?Yes, of course. Who hasn't? 16. Have you ever been to a nude beach or nudist area?Nope, I am modest 17. Have you ever watched others, or been watched having sex?Yes, watched others,

Love And Life........
Love And Life........ . Why do we close our eyes when we sleep? When we cry? When we imagine? When we kiss? This is because the most beautiful things in the world are unseen. We are all a little weird and life's a little weird and when we find someone whose weirdness is compatible with ours, we join up with them and fall in mutual weirdness and call it love. There are things that we never want to let go of, people we never want to leave behind, but keep in mind that letting go isn't the end of the world, it's the beginning of a new life. Happiness lies for those who cry, those who hurt, those who have searched and those who have tried. For only they can appreciate the importance of the people who have touched their lives. A great love? It's when you shed tears and still you care for him, it's when he ignores you and still you long for him. It's when he begins to love another and yet you still smile and say I'm happy for you. If love fa

New Contest Of A Different Kind!!!
New type of contest on my page... Pick My Stripper Name!!! Please comment as much as you want, and rate... The winning name will be the one with the most comments. And, if you think of a name that fits me better, just email it to me and if I like it, I'll add it to the contest. Go to the photo's area of my page and you'll see the contest folder called Stripper Name Contest. Scarlet Angel@ CherryTAP

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She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy ? Is he going to be all right ? When can I see him ?" The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it." Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer ? Doesn't God care any more ? Where were you, God, when my son needed you ?" The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son ? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university." Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair ?" the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University for Study. He said it might help somebody else. "I said no a

Answer For Me So I Have An Insite To My Friends
To Reply! send a private message to the person who posted this with the number or numbers that apply to them! (yes you can pick more than one) : 1- I used to like you 2- I used to love you 3- I don't like you 4- I have a HUGE crush on you 5- I'm in [[love]] with you 6- I think I'm still in love with you and I shouldn't be... 7- I really want to talk to you and get to know you and hopefully something will happen... 8- I'm with someone else but for some reason i still have feelings for you 9- I want to marry you 10- I want to do you 11- I want to make out (NOT just kiss) with you again 12- I want to make out (NOT just kiss) with you for the 1st time 13- I want a relationship with you 14- I want to hold your hand 15- I'm not a lez/gay but you're cool 16- I'm scared of liking you 17- I have a gf/bf but i like you... 18- I love you but its starting to fade away 19- I love you 20- I don't really know you but I'd bang you 21-

Too Tired, Too Much Whiskey... Just Too Much
What an awesome day it was today.. 12 hours of fun filled excitement at Optus. I love some customers for their nice nature. The mental ones that come in screaming and yelling, they make me laugh too... Usually in right in front of them. "I bought this phone from you a few days ago and it is broken, it won't turn on." "So when did it stop working?" I ask "It hasn't worked since we've had it." So I had a look at the phone, it was off so I pressed the power button to turn it on. "How did you do that?" they asked me "What?? Turn it on?" "Yes, we couldn't get it to work" I pissed myself laughing at them. :( That's not nice And there were more than just these customers, but I just enjoy getting back home from a long shift, having a drink, relaxing and laughing. Oh what fun, it is.

Damn The Man!
in many cities/states is has become illegal for sign-holding panhandlers to loiter our grocery store and mall entrances. this apparently is not the case in Steubenville, Ohio. anytime i want to stop off to buy some ramen noodles or a box of Banquet chicken...i am forced to sit at the stop light just outside of the stores parking lot and look at a not-so-clean man in tattered clothing, wielding a sign that almost always reads, "will work for food". i think that because i am a female and because i was raised to be an empathetic and sympathetic person, my heart always breaks at the moment that i notice the man in dire need of income. more times than not, i reach over and grab my handbag and pull out whichever denomination of paper money that i can grab the quickest and hand it over without any second thought, whatsoever. it is not until i have gotten past the stop light and am parking my car that i actually begin rationalizing my thoughts on the whole ordeal...maybe because

Consulting Heart And Mind
Making Choices From A Place Of Balance Each of the myriad decisions we make every day has the potential to have a deep impact on our lives. Some choices touch us to our very cores, awakening poignant feelings within us. Others seem at first to be simple but prove to be confusingly complex. We make the best decisions when we approach the decision-making process from a balanced emotional and intellectual foundation. When we have achieved equilibrium in our hearts and in our minds, we can clearly see both sides of an issue or alternative. Likewise, we can accept compromise as a natural fact of life. Instead of relying solely on our feelings or our rationality, we utilize both in equal measure, empowering ourselves to come to a life-affirming and balanced conclusion. Balance within and balance without go hand in hand. When you are called upon to choose between two or more options, whether they are attractive or distasteful, you should understand all you can about the choice ahead of

Aries Sexuality
Your sexuality is hot and intense. Like a blowtorch, you heat up rapidly and like a firecracker, you explode in a blaze of fire and sparks. You love the unorthodox and the unusual in sexual encounters and you are not afraid to go after what you want. Ruled by Mars, the god of warriors, you are straightforward and uncomplicated in the pursuit of your desires. Pursuit is the key word here. You love the thrill of the chase and thrive on the smell of danger. You avidly respond to the challenge of dominating some new quarry. The downside of this is that, without constant stimulation, you become rather bored with what you perceive to be conquered territory. Your Ram's ego must be constantly fed—and the grass is always greener on the other side of the fence! You are a sucker for anything new and exciting, especially anything ego-boosting. You also love to initiate others into the pleasures of some new experience. The merest sniff of nubile virginity seeking awakening sends you int

A Burning Touch Of Love
A Burning Touch Of Love My love, Are you still mine? Cause there many… Fantasies thoughts Going through my head, As all I do is think of you… As I`ve hungered, For your loving burning touch, As I need your love so badly, Now till the end of time, I am waiting for you with open arms To embrace you with wings of love, To hold you deep within my soul, To kiss you without control. Just being near you, And be able to behold your touch, Takes me to another dimension, But, time just moving so slowly, To feel the heat of your passions. I do want you to know… I will always love you, That you are all I have ever long for, And crave, and yearn… That you are the ANGEL of my dreams, The one I have search all my life, That every day, more and more, I`m falling deeply in love with you!

Brrrrrrrrrrrrrr Too Cold For Me
I whish it would make up its mind on if its going to spit out freezing rain or snow damn have sick kids already from the weather change lol have to take care of them now this i am glad i don't have to go to work or school i wouldn't go its too bad out there well in kck it is so yeah. My kidsa are loving it but not me lol i hate cold weather someday i will move to a warm climate that just rains not snow if we could have the snow and it stay warm that would be awesome. I one thing i worry about is if my baby is ok i hope so cuz he h as school today well college. Steven I love ya baby and miss ya

I Remember A Time
I remember a time that, A sit in the cemetary, became some more. When the changing leaves, appeared brighter. And when the autum air, carried a sweeter scent. I remember a time that, A car ride, felt as though I was flying. When the road became, A thousand miles under us. And it seemed to me, as though time had stood still. I remember a time that, A meer local show, Was a way of expression. When I was able, To show you a new experiance. And you could see, another side of myself. I also remember a time, When love was new, And getting to know you, was such a great joy. Written By Saralynne Fox

Why Do Nice Guys Finish Last
I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW WHY NICE GUYS FINSIH LAST. IS IS THEY ARE SUCKERS AND THEY GET THEY WOMAN EVERYTHING OR IS IT THAT THEY ARE JUST CARING AND LOVING AND THEY WANT TO DO THINGS FOR THEIR WOMAN. AND WHY DO SUM WOMAN LIKE BAD BOYS I KNOW THEY MAY SEEM TUFF AND RIGHT TO FIGHT FOR THERE WOMAN. BUT THE SAME GOES FOR A NICE GUY. AND THIS IS HOW I END MY STORY

Free My Heart
Free My Heart Just sitting here thinking about the refection of my life I ask what I am missing in my life Some would answer love would say attention I wonder what it really is or may what is the purpose I have to dig deep inside to figure what I desire most The armor been my protection for so long I have to find out where to start My soul thrives to have someone to listen Someone who can comfort me in my tough times The value of knowing love still exist The voice inside me which is tired of lies and the games The thought knowing I can be genuinely happy with the one I love The desire to know all are not the same Someone to teach me something while I am in my prime The prime which is making hard decisions and easy ones The fact knowing I can free myself The freedom from the hurt and pain I have endured Freedom from triumphs in my life The ability to be free and the t

Aries In Relationships
have a charming manner and very winning ways with the opposite sex, when you so choose. Despite your charm, you often find that some unforeseen problem seems to emerge that prevents you from obtaining the object of your desire and those to whom you are most attracted may indeed fail to respond in the way you expect. You need to harness your powerful energies, or even rein them in a little, so that those with whom you would like to spend time are not overwhelmed by your battle tactics. Aries, a masculine sign, loves to lead and hates to follow. So in a relationship, Aries, the child of the zodiac, is the motivator and wants to be the controller. The Aries driving force compels those born under its influence to become the leading light in any co-operative venture. This can be a particular problem for Aries women, who constantly seek to measure themselves against their man (or men), always trying to gain the upper hand. Aries is straightforward in its need to dominate. While quite s

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What woman want in a Man? [ Well with age things change and same do these preferences ] What Women Want in a Man, Original List (age 22) 1. Handsome 2. Charming 3. Financially successful 4. A caring listener 5. Witty 6. In good shape 7. Dresses with style 8. Appreciates finer things 9. Full of thoughtful surprises 10. An imaginative, romantic lover ============ ========= ========= ======== What Women Want in a Man, Revised List (age 32) 1. Nice looking (prefer hair on his head) 2. Opens car doors, holds chairs 3. Has enough money for a nice dinner 4. Listens more than talks 5. Laughs at my jokes 6. Carries bags of groceries with ease 7. Owns at least one tie 8. Appreciates a good home-cooked meal 9. Remembers birthdays and anniversaries 10. Seeks romance at least once a week ============ ========= ========= ======== What Women Want in a Man, Revised List (age 42) 1. Not too ugly (bald head OK) 2. Doesn't drive off until I'm in the car 3. Works

To?????
Not Finished Yet The touch of my skin makes you warm The way each texture feels so nice As you feel my soft skin as it's pressed yours Umm so nice The feeling is so intense As you caressed your masculine hands up and down my body The feeling give I chill Just the thought makes me moan inside Then your hand reached my face as you looked me in the eye You caressed my face and kissed me Your lips pressed against mine felt good The motion of your tongue moving inside my mouth The warmness feeling is just so right Give me a tingle when your name is spoken Then you kissed my body from my head to my toes You gently kissed slowly as you approached my special prize My don't you feel nice Then you move you move your way down to my spine As I lay down forward You provide a special oil that smell so good Hum kind of tasty too Wow you so nasty I want you to pour every drop on my body

Pretty Much Everything About Me
My name is Jason. I was born in Toronto, ON. I lived there until I was 12 yrs. Old. Then I moved to pickering Ontario and I lived there until I was 27 yrs old. Now I'm living in Oshawa, Ontario. My parents were divorced just after I turned 7. My dad got custody of us. Don't ask me how, but he did though. Lol. When I was 8 yrs old I started smoking. Since then I quiet for about a yr in total. But I'm still smoking though. I've been smoking in total of 22 yrs now. When I was 11 I fell on some monkey bars and lost one of my kidney do to the impact of the fall. During the operation, the doctors lost me twice. They operated on me for 16 hrs straight. When I was 13 yrs old. I started to drink alcohol. I did this until I was 18. Just b4 I was legal to buy it. The reason I quiet this is b/c I didn't see the point in me drinking anymore b/c it didn't do anything for me. But slowly kill me, cause of my one kidney. The reason for this, my liver is working ov

Taxidermist---redneck Jokes
Taxidermist Redneck Jokes This guy walks into a bar down in Alabama and orders a Grape Nehi. Surprised, the bartender looks around and says "You ain't from around here...where you from, boy?" The guy says, "I'm from West Virginia." The bartender asks, "What do you do in West Virginia?" The guy responds,"I'm a taxidermist." The bartender asks, "A taxidermist...what the hell is a taxidermist?" The guy says "I mount dead animals." The bartender smiles and shouts to the whole bar, "It's OK boys, he's one of us!"

Aries
The Ram Traditional Aries Traits Adventurous and energetic Pioneering and courageous Enthusiastic and confident Dynamic and quick-witted On the dark side... Selfish and quick-tempered Impulsive and impatient Foolhardy and daredevil Aries The spring equinox, March 21, is the beginning of the new zodiacal year and Aries, the first sign, is therefore that of new beginnings. The young ram is adventurous, ambitious, impulsive, enthusiastic and full of energy. The Arian is a pioneer both in thought and action, very open to new ideas and a lover of freedom. They welcome challenges and will not be diverted from their purpose except by their own impatience, which will surface if they don't get quick results. Aries

November 25th
On November 25th 2005 my grand mother fell down her stairs at her house. She broke her neck and has been in the hospital ever since. This is her second time being in there for Christmas. It really sucks b/c my siblings and I would go to her house and see her on that special day. But instead we have to see her lying down in a hospital bed instead. Which really sucks for all of us. We all try and make the best of it, even though it is hard on all of us seeing her like that. :(

Suicide
I have so many things to tell you, that I don't know how to say. so many thing are happening, and things are changing everyday . . . Some things are getting better; and others just getting worse. everything is changing; and everyone is hurt . . . I am always hurting; I always seem to cry. everyone is leaving; and don't even say goodbye . . . Suicide seems to linger in everybody's mind; they know that it's a stupid thing; but still think it all the time . . . They think that their depression is fatal enough to die. they think it would be better, and no one would even cry . . . They're just being stupid, they aren't thinking clear; and all they're doing is hurting the people they love so dear . . . I know that you're in heaven, looking down from up above. please just show these people that all they need is love!

Wtf ?? Why ??
OMG why do 85% of the males on this site think that all us women want to know about is that they have a hard dick and they are horny ??? COME ON GUYS.....not all of us women care to know about that shit. Some of us are here just to chat, make new friends and have fun. I am very happily married and quite satisfied with my husband. I DONT need to know that you have a hard dick and that you are horny. Go buy a blow up doll if you're that bad off !!! SO TAKE IT ELSEWHERE...maybe to someone who might actually give a shit !!!

Nothing Really Matters
nothing really matters you and i can see love falls short on action the fell out from me' nothing really matters in my eyes ive set you free youll never be that shelter you thought you gave to me nothing really matters let go of everything nothing really matters never again are you for me thinking of the despair the nothing all comes back to me

Tempered Steal Glare
The thing we were Never told When the dish ran away With The spoon There was no Happily ever after Separate cabinets Different drawers It was all too much For love to endure It is like the Difference between A whisper And a lie One is kinda sexy The other makes you Cry Across the table But so far from my Reach When leaves turn brown And fall to the Ground Do they have to Or is it a useless Belief?

Good Ol' Rebel
Oh, I'm a good old Rebel, now that's just what I am, For this "Fair Land of Freedom" I do not give a damn! I'm glad I fit against it, I only wish we'd won, And I don't want no pardon for anything I done. I hates the Constitution, this Great Republic, too, I hates the Freedman's Buro in uniforms of blue, I hates the nasty eagle with all his brag and fuss, The lying, thieving Yankees, I hates 'em wuss and wuss! I hates the Yankee nation and everything they do, I hates the Declaration of Independence, too, I hates the "Glorious Union" , 'tis dripping with our blood, I hates their striped banner, I fit it all I could. I followed old Marse Robert for four years, near about, Got wounded in three places, and starved at P'int Lookout; I cotched the "roomatism" a'campin' in the snow, But I killed a chance o' Yankees, and I'd like to kill some mo'. Three hundred thousand Yankees is stiff in Southern dust! We got three hundred thousand before they conquered us. They died

I Believe
I believe- That we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I believe- That no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and, you must forgive them for that. I believe- That true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I believe- That you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I believe- That it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I believe- That you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I believe- That you can keep going long after you can't. I believe- That we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I believe- That either you control your attitude or it controls you. I believe- That regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take its place. I believe

The Strong One
Always there to pick up the peices where everyone else fails.. To maintain and support a family or four or is it more.. Sometimes you lose track when the world feels like its falling apart.. trying to make sure things are done and everyone is taken care of.. you look around and wonder why is everyone standing there when its all done.. Why did you not pick up your part or give me a shove or aleast alittle bit of support.. The strong are the ones that survive to strive and maintain all that they can.. the weak give up and expect for someone to pick them up.. Looks around and wonders why do I have to be the strong one..

Points To Ponder On.....
1. The nicest thing about the future is that it always starts tomorrow. 2. Money will buy a fine dog, but only kindness will make him wag his tail. 3. If you don't have a sense of humor, you probably don't have any sense at all. 4. Seat belts are not as confining as wheelchairs. 5. A good time to keep your mouth shut is when you're in deep water. 6. How come it takes so little time for a child who is afraid of the dark to become a teenager who wants to stay out all night? 7. Business conventions are important because they demonstrate how many people a company can operate without. 8. Why is it that at class reunions you feel younger than everyone else looks? 9. Scratch a dog and you'll find a permanent job. 10. No one has more driving ambition than the boy who wants to buy a car. 11. There are no new sins; the old ones just get more publicity. 12. There are worse things than getting a call for a wrong number at 4 AM. It c

Shedding Tears
I woke this morning feel like million bucks but time it was 10 am all those feelings began to drain.. I starting to feel tears in my eyes and pain in my soul once again back to feeling all alone.. I look around and see things around me that make me smile and make me gleam.. but when I look in side I see a pain a feeling of emptiness that just will not pass me by.. I have fallen into an abyss of trusting no one.. To living my life alone with out that special someone.. I almost did something I thought I would never do but then again what else was there to do.. No one wants a relationship they want a fuck a lay or something to pass the time away.. I my self at times don't want the headache and aggravation of having someone.. but what do you do when you feel such a void do you sit there and cry or do you keep on walking with your head high.. Love is such a remarkable thing but it more then once almost killed me emotionally.. To give your all and be left with an empty heart or to be cas

I'm Figuring It All Out. Kinda? Maybe? Lol :)
At this point I have miscellaneous thoughts swirling around in my brain, so I'm going to ramble about some of it. lol :) First, It's interesting to me that no matter how independent you are, there is still the desire to have someone in your life to share it with. I think I personally tend to go through phases of either wanting to be unattached or being in a relationship. Generally the phases are dependent upon various things. With winter here and the holidays approaching I am going through the phase of "Yeah, it would be nice to have a special someone in my life." Gosh darn it I don't really want to be kissing some random stranger at midnight on New Year's Eve. Although I guess that could be fun. ;) lol Finding someone is easier said than done though these days. Yeah I meet guys,some better than others, but there always seems to be something. Either they are cool, but the connection just isn't there other than on a friendship basis, or they aren't dating material, or they send mix

Things I've Learned
As I've Matured...... I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is stalk them and hope they panic and give in. I've learned that one good turn gets most of the blankets. I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people are just jack asses. I've learned that whatever hits the fan will not be evenly distributed. I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to others - they are more screwed up than you think. I've learned that depression is merely anger without enthusiasm. I've learned that it is not what you wear, it is how you take it off.... I've learned that you can keep vomiting long after you think you're finished. I've learned to not sweat the petty things, and not pet the sweaty things. I've learned that ex's are like fungus, and keep coming back. I've learned age is a very high price to pay for maturity. I've learned that I don't suffer from insanity, I enjoy it. I've learned that we are responsible for what we d

People Who Don't Get It
You may be someone who understands the true nature of reality, perceiving deeply that we all emanate from the same source, that we are all essentially one, and that we are here on earth to love one another. To understand this is to be awakened to the true nature of the self, and it is a blessing. Nevertheless, people who just don't get it are seemingly everywhere and, often, in positions of power. It can be frustrating and painful to watch them behave unconsciously. We all encounter individuals of this bent in our families, at work, and in all areas of public life. It is easy to find ourselves feeling intolerant of these people, wishing we could be free of them even though we know that separation from them is an illusion. It helps sometimes to think of us all as different parts of one psyche. Just as within our own hearts and minds we have dark places that need healing, the heart and mind of the world has its dark places. The health of the whole organism depends upon the relative he

Ok Chest Contest
ok i can not send link to chest contest so if you read my blog that says chest contest need your help you can get there that way please i need help bad let me know if you can not get there i will try to get link thank you sooo much kiss and hugs to all my friends Tammy

Daddy's Home
"Hello?" "Hi honey. This is Daddy. Is Mommy near the phone?" "No Daddy. She's upstairs in the bedroom with Uncle Paul." After a brief pause, Daddy says, "But honey, you haven't got an Uncle Paul." "Oh yes I do, and he's upstairs in the room with Mommy, right now." Brief Pause. "Uh, okay then, this is what I want you to do. Put the phone down on the table, run upstairs and knock on the bedroom door and shout to Mommy that Daddy's car just pulled into the driveway." "Okay Daddy, just a minute." A few minutes later the little girl comes back to the phone. "I did it Daddy." "And what happened honey?" he asked. "Well, Mommy got all scared, jumped out of bed with no clothes on and ran around screaming. Then she tripped over the rug, hit her head on the dresser and now she isn't moving at all!" "Oh my God!!! What about your Uncle Paul?" "He jumped out of the bed with no clothes on, too.

Your Perfect Teacher
Life Many of us long to find a spiritual teacher or guru. We may feel unsure of how to practice our spirituality without one, or we may long for someone who has attained a higher level of insight to lead the way for us. Some of us have been looking for years to no avail and feel frustrated and even lost. The good news is that the greatest teacher you could ever want is always with you-that is your life. The people and situations we encounter every day have much to teach us when we are open to receiving their wisdom. Often we don't recognize our teachers because they may not look or act like our idea of a guru, yet they may embody great wisdom. In addition, some people teach us by showing us what we don't want to do. All the situations in our lives, from the insignificant to the major, conspire to teach us exactly what we need to be learning at any given time. Patience, compassion, perseverance, honesty, letting go-all these are covered in the classroom of the teacher that is your

Scrabble
DORMITORY: When you rearrange the letters: DIRTY ROOM < /DIV> PRESBYTERIAN: When you rearrange the letters: BEST IN PRAYER ASTRONOMER: When you rearrange the letters: MOON STARER DESPERATION: When you rearrange the letters: A ROPE ENDS IT THE EYES: ! When you rearrange the letters: THEY SEE GEORGE BUSH: When you rearrange the letters: HE BUGS GORE THE MORSE CODE : When you rearrange the letters: HERE COME DOTS SLOT MACHINES: When you rearrange the letters: CASH LOST IN ME ANIMOSITY: When you rearrange the letters: IS NO AMITY ELECTION RESULTS: When you rearrange the letters: LIES - LET'S RECOUNT SNOOZE ALARMS: When you rearrange the letters: ALAS! NO MORE Z 'S A DECIMAL POINT: When you rearrange the letters: IM A DOT IN PLACE THE EARTHQUAKES: When you rearrange the letters: THAT QUEER SHAKE ELEVEN PLUS TWO: When you rearrange the letters: TWELVE PLUS ONE AND FOR THE GRAND FINALE: MOTHER-

Being A Mom
Being A Mom We are sitting at lunch one day when my daughter casually mentions that she and her husband are thinking of "starting a family." "We're taking a survey," she says half-joking. "Do you think I should have a baby?" "It will change your life," I say, carefully keeping my tone neutral. "I know," she says, "no more sleeping in on weekends, no more spontaneous vacations." But that is not what I meant at all. I look at my daughter, trying to decide what to tell her. I want her to know what she will never learn in childbirth classes. I want to tell her that the physical wounds of child bearing will heal, but becoming a mother will leave her with an emotional wound so raw that she will forever be vulnerable. I consider warning her that she will never again read a newspaper without asking, "What if that had been MY child?" That every plane crash, every house fire will haunt her. That when she sees pictures of starving children, she wi

A Lil Advice
Things to make you smile...... Always try to help a friend in need Believe in yourself Be brave...but it's ok to be afraid sometimes Study hard Give lots of kisses Laugh often Don't be overly concerned with your weight, it's just a number Always try to see the glass half full Meet new people, even if they look different to you Remain calm, even when it seems hopeless Take lots of naps.. Be weird whenever you have the chance Love your friends, no matter who they are Don't waste food RELAX Take an occasional risk Try to have a little fun each day. ...it's important Work together as a team Share a joke with friends Fall in love with someone.. ...and say "I love you" often Express yourself creatively Be conscious of your appearance Always be up for surprises Love someone with all of your heart Share with friends Watch your step It will get better There is

Me And My Appreciation.
To all my friends,fans,and family.I am sorry i have not been on much lately altho now im sure ill be getting on a little more now.For the people who dont know me very well...theres always a little button there on the side called private message...use it..u might learn something about me.lol I send out hugz and smiles to everyone ...thank you for ur efforts in helping me create such a great space with many new friends to enjoy.keep the luv coming and ill do the same.:D

The Husband Store
>Subject: Husband store > > >A store that sells husbands has just opened in New York City, where a >woman may go to choose a husband. Among the instructions at the >entrance is a description of how the store operates. You may visit the store ONLY ONCE! > >There are six floors and the attributes of the men increase as the >shopper ascends the flights. There is, however, a catch . . . you may >choose any man from a particular floor, or you may choose to go up a >floor, but you cannot go back down except to exit the building! So, a >woman goes to the Husband Store to find a husband. . > > On the first floor the sign on the door reads: > >Floor 1 - These men have jobs and love the Lord. > >The second floor sign reads: > > >Floor 2 - These men have jobs, love the Lord, and love kids. > > >The third floor sign reads: > > >Floor 3 - These men have jobs, love the Lord, love kids, and are >extremely good looking. > > "Wow," she thinks, but fee

Love Ya
LOVE YA One morning you will never wake up, do all your friends Know you love them? I was thinking...I could die today, tomorrow or next week, and I wondered if I had any wounds needing to be healed, friendships That needed rekindling or three words needing to be said. Let every one of Your friends know you love them. Even if you think they don't love you back, You would be amazed at what those three little words and a smile can do. And just in case GOD calls me home before I see you again....... I LOVE YA!!!

Tears Of My Heart
for as long am yours my tears will never run for sorrow down my face as the will be tears of joy for my love to you will be forever as i could never kiss or love another person as my tears will be for the great times we had and yet to come

Song Of The Decade
KENNY ROGERS The last ten years {superman} Oh, the last ten years, it's been quite trip Over thirty-six-hundred spins around without a cosmic slip But within the realm of our atmosphere We're 'bout as out of whack as we've ever been in a million years We watched the Y2K scare in a panic An' we watched as time proved Nostrodamus wrong An' we watched as Mother Nature shook the planet An' cellular replaced the telephone We lost Charlie Brown, Ray Charles an' Johnny Cash We even lost Superman, mhm. Well, the last ten years, look at the hills we've climbed The best golfer's black, the best rapper's white an' it's about damn time But we best beware, there's a brand new fight, you see An' I hate to say we might be our own worst enemy We watched Oklahoma sifting through the damage An' we watched a US President get caught We watched shareholders watch their savings vanish We all cried when we watched those towers fall We lost Minnie Pearl, Ro

The Voice
A man was walking in the street when he heard a voice. "Stop! Stand still! If you take one more step, a brick will fall down on your head and kill you." The man stopped and a big brick fell right in front of him. The man was astonished. He went on, and after awhile he was going to cross the road. Once again the voice shouted: "Stop! Stand still! If you take one more step a car will run over you and you will die." The man did as he was instructed, just as a car came careening around the corner, barely missing him. "Where are you?" the man asked. "Who are you?" "I am your guardian angel," the voice answered. "Oh yeah?" the man asked. "And where the hell were you when I got married?"

My Journey Home
On my journey home, I have laughed and cried a lot on the way. I look down at the river I formed and in the water's reflection, I see the reflection in my heart. I see my friends, my family, my angels, all who have stood by me my whole life. No longer do I cry tears of sadness. No longer does the black-winged demon live in me. My tears, which were once painful, are now droplets of light that illuminate the path I walk in life. The river glows golden with the warmth in my heart.

George Carlin
A wonderful Message by George Carlin: The paradox of our time in history is that we have taller buildings but shorter tempers, wider Freeways, but narrower viewpoints. We spend more, but have less, we buy more, but enjoy less. We have bigger houses and smaller families, more conveniences, but less time. We have more degrees but less sense, more knowledge, but less judgment, more experts, yet more problems, more medicine, but less wellness. We drink too much, smoke too much, spend too recklessly, laugh too little, drive too fast, get too angry, stay up too late, get up too tired, read too little, watch TV too much, and pray too seldom. We have multiplied our possessions, but reduced our values. We talk too much, love too seldom, and hate too often. We've learned how to make a living, but not a life. We've added years to life not life to years. We've been all the way to the moon and back, but have trouble crossing the street to meet a new neighbor. We conquered outer space but not

Song Of The Moment........
TIM McGRAW LYRICS Angry All The Time Here we are What is left of a husband and a wife four good kids Who have a way of gettin on with their lives I'm not old but I'm getting a whole lot older every day It's too late to keep from goin' crazy I got to get away The reasons that I can't stay don't have a thing to do with being in love And I understand that lovin a man shouldn't have to be this rough You ain't the only one Who feels like this world left you far behind I don't know why you gotta be Angry All The Time Our boys are strong the spittin image of you when you were young I hope someday they can see past what you have become I remember every time I said I'd never leave What I can't live with is memories of the way you used to be The reasons that I can't stay don't have a thing to do with being in love And I understand that lovin a man shouldn't have to be this rough You ain't the only one Who feels like this world left you far behind I

Scared To Death By Fairies!
I read an article in the newspaper this morning which shows just how far things change in history and how peoples perceptions of the world around them have changed too. Four people buried 450 years ago had been scared to death - by fairies. According to the burial register for the parish of Lamplugh in Cumbria between 1656 to 1663 seven people were also 'bewitched'. And one was led to a pond to drown by a will o' the wisp - a ghostly light. Archivist Anne Rowe said: "I've never come across anything like this. "These were insecure social times and many folk in the 17th century would have been scared of fairies and will o' the wisps with many a natural death being put down to the evil witchcraft of a harmless old widow." The manuscript was found in Whitehaven during a national local history campaign. Ms Rowe said the document was genuine but might not be "entirely serious." According to the paper, she added: "I'm not sure whether to attribute this list to our anc

Thank You! Wear Some Red On Friday's
Last week, while traveling to Pittsburgh on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. "No," he responded. "Heading out?" I asked. "No. I'm escorting a soldier home." "Going to pick him up?" "No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq. I'm taking him home to his family." The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you. Thank you for doing what you do so my family and I can do what we do. Upon landing in Chicago the pilot stopped short

A Tear From Your Eye (poem)
as your tear runs down you sweet beautiful face i would catch it with my finger to save your love for my owne love to save your sorrows so you can only remember the great times we have had toghter

Unexplained Virus
Let me tell you they SUCK. My oldest son (9)started out with a headache on Saturday. Unusal but he's a bit of a drama queen, or king whatever. Then Monday he got sent home from school with a fever. Tuesday he stayed home fever spikes to 105 headache no other symptoms but a few random red spots. He thought they were mosquito bites (he's allergic). Wednesday still has fever spots have turned to blisters. He then informs me they're not just on his face but he has some on his head. I know what you're thinking...classic case of Chicken Pox right? Jacob had chicken pox when he was eight months the chances of him getting it again after having it pre-immunization are slim to none. So we go shopping...in a two-hour period blisters double. I call doctor and insist on appointment or we will go to emergency room (they claimed they were booked earlier in the day). Suddenly a spot opens. Unfortunately not with the regular doctor but her least helpful partner. This is the dia

Life...
Why does it feel as if your damned if you do and damned if you don't? At times i think life, love, and friendships all go hand in hand. They have good times and they have bad times, but if not for the bad how would we know the good. I've been down broken roads before and some how i've always made it home. So, i ask why we hurt when we love and why we hurt when we don't love? I come back to the same thought every time, we are damned if we do and damned if we don't. That's life for you, but as for me i've always wanted to dance. So, here i am agian looking forward to making more memories that will last a life time, long after i'm gone. Damned or not life goes on and is one dance i'm not sitting out.

Yesterday In Snow
I drove with Tim this morning to his work and I drove back. You see it has been snowing sence last night, and it is a balmy 18 fucking degrees! As I was driving back from the gas station I slowed down to stop at the red light and the asshole behind me didnt slow down as well as needed to stop. he clipped the back end of El Superbeasto making me slide into the inersection. Luckily there was no car coming the other way. The asshole jumped out of his car saying I was going too slow. THE FUCKING LIGHT IS RED! I yelled at him. rewind a little Befor the van even came to a complete stop I was in the back seat hoovering over Zelda. I don't know how i got into the back seat cause my fat ass doesn't fit between the car seat and the center thingie. I was just scared someone would hit me by the side and hurt Zelda, she didnt even wake up. Once we stoped and I seen that no one was coming I got out the side door as he got out of his car and all i could think of or say is WHAT THE FUCK?! WHAT TH

7 Year Old Explains Sex
Little Ramy was 7 years old and like other boys his age rather curious. He had been hearing quite a bit about 'making out' from the older boys, and he wondered what it was and how it was done. One day he took his question to his mother, who became rather flustered. Instead of explaining things to Ramy, she told him to hide behind the curtains one night and watch his older sister and her boyfriend. This he did. The following morning, RAMY described EVERYTHING to his mother. "Sis and her boyfriend sat and talked for a while, then he turned off most of the lights. Then he started kissing and hugging her. I figured 'Sis must be getting sick, because her face started looking funny. He must have thought so too, because he put his hand inside her blouse to feel her heart, just the way the doctor would. Except he's not as smart as the doctor because he seemed to have trouble finding her heart. I guess he was getting sick too, because pretty soo

Pics (or Lack Thereof)
Once I find my freakin digi cam I can post some more! BUT until then....the one I have up is all I have (that is any good!). Patience, grasshoppers.... EDIT: Ok I found my camera. Now I just need to get some sleep so I don't look like shit!

Long Servey About Me
long survey about me the longest survey you'll ever fill out! Do the world a favor - fill it out and post it for all your friends.. Do this because the person who did this didn't sit here for ages for nothing. Answer all the questions honestly, no lying to avoid stuff. Eye color: blue,brown but they change depending on my mood Shoe size: 6 Height: 5'1 1/2 What are you wearing right now?: ny jersey and shorts Righty or lefty: lefty Can you make a dollar in change right now?: yeah ---------------------------------------------------------- FAVORITES Kind of pants: ultra low rise Animal: husky Drink: im irish i dont have just a few Month: july Cartoon: ren and stimpy ---------------------------------------------------------- HAVE YOU EVER... Given anyone a bath? yup Made yourself throw-up? yup skinny dipped? yes Broken a bone: yes Played truth or dare: yes Been on a plane: yes Came close to dying: no unfortun

Christmas Carols In The Middle Of October
Ok so about a week before Halloween I turned on my car radio and was quite shocked to hear that one of the local radio stations here in Detroit had started their annual tradition of playing christmas carols all day everyday. The song that was playing was "It's Beginning To Look Alot Like Christmas". Right at the first chorus I turned my head to look at a house and saw a giant inflatable Frankenstein, a bunch of styrofoam gravestones, and a statue of a witch in the front yard. Needless to say I laughed so hard I almost ran into a tree. Nothing sounds more ridiculous than a christmas carol when you are driving past a house decorated for Halloween.

The Unbreakable
Willingly my soul has been trapped, and finally its been let go..With dry eyes and sore sides from tossin and turning, cause my hearts been burning, i reluctantly adapted slow...Ive convinced myself that i've done all i can do, and now it's in gods hands,who possesses the truth,which is always more "entertaining"then a lie, so actions that have occured has ruined my guy...Unbreakable my ass, compared to now as glass and sure we'll try to piece it but our "Value" has decreased when, we were all so very close of being at our peak,a huge blow to the soul and trust seeped away, things were said never said in all our past days...I took a vow as i laid face buried in the pillow, to hide my moans and dry my face then starrin out the window... I am blessed to past the tests that life has designed, and its only right that i try to show no regret about what seemed to be mine...Ive grown Ive learned and am now on the right path, facing obstacles eveyday but hardly surprised by da sad..I can Hold

Men
Some men, they bring ya in to beliveing all kinds of shit. Then of course they let you down.. I just wish one time in my whole life I would met a guy that would be honest with me from the begianing. And no not a man that is gay. I want a straight man that will tell me the truth.. I met this guy and well he is awesome. We had alot of shit in common. He would make me laugh and just be him.. Then come to find out it was all lies and was in reality a different person.. I am a great person and love to get along with everyone.. I like to have my fun to I just like to keep it limited.. HaHa.. Well I just thought I would blog about it and maybe if he reads this then he will know how I feel.. I am not mad I am just confussed. I wish I could get a hold of him to tell him that he doesnt have to lie to me.. I am a pretty easy person to get along with.. Well Peace out.. MaMi

Iv E Learned
i've learend in life that misery loves company....ive learned in life karma always comes when you least expect it.... Ive learned in life to have a true friend you first need to be a true friend...Ive learned that just cause he/she loves you, doesnt mean thats all thats needed.... Ive learned people are put in your life for a reason, and the taste they leave in your mouth afterwards could last forever..... Ive learned that once you put yaself out in the open with a certain demenor you will always be portrayed as dat same image no matter what you do... Ive learned that love doesnt love anyone, and hurt only hurts what u allow....Ive learned that if you chose to play games,be ready to deal with losing , because its a well known fact you cant win them all.... Ive learned that sometimes u have to accept the things in life that cant be changed..Ive learned that when you open ya mouth and let a secret out always know that it will come out ONE DAY...ive learned to love myself more then i love

Take Your Ass On Then!
I know that this week I'm a bit brutal but I am burning out on some things and the best way for me to deal with it is to write about it. Finish this sentence: CT Sucks Because_______. Now if you can truthfully finish that sentence, then just take your ass on back to whatever site you came from. Every online community has it's drawbacks, goes through it's changes but when I read day after fuckin day that CT sucks for one reason or another I wonder why the complaintant is still logging in. Now I know the NSFW policy has both proponents and opponents, I'm not here to debate that. What I am going to mention is that we are so trained to think that by birthright, an "Adult" site should contain unbridled nudity. We have forgotten that the term adult actually refers to people of legal age of maturity in their state. So, for those of you who have it twisted, maybe CT should consider calling itself a "Mature" site to ease confusion. Back to what I was writing about before I got

My Hero
You were always there to listen, When my heart began to break You never left me standing alone, You were the best friend God could make Slowly I fell in love with you, I can't explain the reason why Maybe it was your enigmatic soul, That gave me wings to fly Maybe it was your loving smile, Your warm and gentle embrace Maybe it was your soothing eyes, That lit up the darkest place Maybe it was because you saved me, Reminded me of how love feels I don't know for sure the reason, Only the way you made my heart heal I look up to you, I love you so, There may be times that we fight, But you will always be my hero

It's Been A Rollercoaster Week.
They had a plantwide meeting Monday at Peterbilt. They told us that due to the new federal 2007 heavy truck emissions regulations that production would be cut from 68 trucks per day to 30 trucks effective Jan 29. . I watch my 80,000.00+ job go down in flames. Feeling rather numb , I drove home in a stunned silence and proceeded a rather pathetic attempt at sleep . Of course , with the state of things , that didn't work very well . I then made 30 minutes worth of phone calls , called in a few favors and lo & behold, scored an interview with a musclecar restoration company as the head of parts dept. Went yesterday after only getting two hours of sleep and scored it! The money will stay about the same as Peterbilt but the totally insane work hours will cease and no more turning of wrenches except on MY cars. I actually have a new job that will be exciting to go to instead of this zombie state with fat paychecks as the only plus. Moral of the story: Never sweat the small stuff and DON'

Question Spotlight
How is it members with a level of over 20 getting the SPOTLIGHT still??? When I look it says I cant because no longer available only for people 20 level and under,, Is this fair then???? what's up with that???

Were Do I Begin
Man where to even begin.. well i thought he was the right one... Kinda like a forever thing....... he was oh so charming with a smile that shined like a diamond ring..I guess thats my problem always "Needing" a man.. when da hell is a man gonna need me is the question at hand... I been trying and trying to piece together my life..trying to determine my worth i need to rely on almighty christ.... Materialistic things dont matter although he destroyed that too... took everything i owned and left me to start a new... I can always get right back, but its my heart thats broke.. i did nothing wrong to deserve this, but yet my soul's been revoked... why in the hell cant i find someone for me... yeah i know im not perfect but juss accept me for me... Ive been talking to my exe's they vow to make it better, said i'll come home if ya want me to, we can storm out the weather.. But is that what i want another man right now? i mean thats seems

The Perfect Mistake
THE PERFECT MISTAKE My Mother's father worked as a carpenter. On this particular day, he was building some crates for the clothes his church was sending to orphanages in China. On his way home, he reached into his shirt pocket to find his glasses, but they were gone. When he mentally replayed his earlier actions, he realized what had happened; the glasses had slipped out of his pocket unnoticed and fallen into one of the crates, which he had nailed shut. His brand new glasses were heading for China ! The Great Depression was at its height and Grandpa had six children. He had spent $20 for those glasses that very morning. He was upset by the thought of having to buy another pair. "It's not fair," he told God as he drove home in frustration. "I've been very faithful in giving of my time and money to your work, and now this." Months later, the director of the orphanage was on furlough in the United States . He wanted to visit all the churches that supported h

If You Don't Agree, Fuck You As You Fucked Us.
(Stolen from MJ's blog.) Custodians of chaos In this exclusive extract from his forthcoming memoirs, Kurt Vonnegut is horrified by the hypocrisy in contemporary US politics Saturday January 21, 2006 The Guardian "Do unto others what you would have them do unto you." A lot of people think Jesus said that, because it is so much the sort of thing Jesus liked to say. But it was actually said by Confucius, a Chinese philosopher, five hundred years before there was that greatest and most humane of human beings, named Jesus Christ. The Chinese also gave us, via Marco Polo, pasta and the formula for gunpowder. The Chinese were so dumb they only used gunpowder for fireworks. And everybody was so dumb back then that nobody in either hemisphere even knew that there was another one. We've sure come a long way since then. Sometimes I wish we hadn't. I hate H-bombs and the Jerry Springer Show But back to people like Confucius and Jesus and my son the doctor, Mark, each of whom ha

Hmmmmmmm I Wanna Know
Hey Fam, thanks for stopping by, here goes this months blog question....HOW MANY OF YOU ARE STILL GETTING IT IN WITH AN EX????? AND IF SO, IS IT JUST AS GOOD AS BEFORE, OR BETTER. Bonus question- HAVE YOU TOLD ANYONE OR ARE YOU ASHAMED????? A sista wants to know, holla at your girl :)

Every Bit Of Your Love
Every Bit of Your Love Every bit of your love Brings warmth to my heart. Because you are someone special, I knew it from the start. You give me a reason The joy of each day. Waking up each morning Without a delay. I think of what you might be doing As early as it might be. The sun shining through The branches of a tree. Reaching my window The light seems so bright. Bringing life to the flowers Breaking the night. My thoughts start wandering As they often do. But most of my thoughts Are centered on you. I think about the future, And what it will be. Me holding you, And you holding me. Hand in hand, No matter the weather. Our love will shine As WE face life together. This is the way Our life WILL be. The roots are planted, And growing like a tree. The only way to go Is up and out, I love you very much, There is no doubt. So I'll keep watering this tree, A plant of love. It will keep growing, High and above. So,

Denise
WAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY THE MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I 'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS WHO WERE

Cat Part Four
Cat was brought out of her reminiscence by James stirring on the back seat. She thought, at first, he might be coming to, but after a minute or so she realized he was still quite out of it. "Pity", she thought. She still had a long drive ahead of her and would have welcomed the distraction of having him to tease. As she pulled ahead of the traffic on the freeway around her, she let her mind drift back to that first meeting with Sir. Even though it had been over a year ago it seemed so fresh. She could almost feel those first stinging swats on her ass. She arrived 10 minutes early, she had been so excited it was all she could do not to arrive an hour early. She killed the time by browsing around the adult videos, pretending to be interested in this title or that, but she was really scanning all the men in the place for Sir. There were 10 or 15 people in the store but no Sir. As she walked around she could feel the stares of the men. Sir had told her to wear a short skirt and tight top

Cat Part Three
As Cat continued berating and humiliating her husband, Sir positioned himself behind her. Stopping in mid sentence, Cat began to moan as she felt him rubbing his cock on the outside of her pussy. She couldn't wait to feel him deep inside her, but she had a little game she wanted to play with James first. "Oh God, James", she began "I can feel his cock rubbing all over my cunt. It feels so good." James closed his eyes and tried to shut out her voice. His ego had been shattered. Everything he thought he knew about his wife was turning out to be wrong, but worse than that were the things he was having to face about himself. "Look at me", Cat interrupted his thoughts. He looked up into her lust filled eyes. She looked almost possessed, a combination of sexuality and power. He felt himself shudder involuntarily. "We have come to a turning point, in our little game here.", Cat continued. "See, I can tell you like this, and not just by the fact that you have a hard on. I can tell you are stru

Random Thought 10003
sometimes- I contemplate beating my head on the keyboard just because my head wont shut up .. though I don't think that would help. But everynow and then I contemplate it :P hahaha it's like when I suddenly feel the need to write something i have 150 different ideas all at once and its hard to sort them out- it's like my muse doesnt just blow me an idea- she blows me with a damn hurricane- I know I should appreciate it - but errrgh. /sigh yeah.. I know .. I'm a little nuts :P yeah like this okay so not really quite THAT bad :P

Who Am I
I am just a normal person, set with goals... I have 5 Beautifull Children...2 of which are mine, 3 are step kids....I love to camp, fish, read books, play on the computer, make friends, and write poetry....Some of which are out in books, I may not be famous, but thats cool with me....For I did not sell my copy rights to my poems, I wanted to see if I could do it...My life is simple, I am a Country Girl...And I love it, seeing the Mountians, watch the River flow, watching the WildLife, listening to the Birds sing....There's alot one can see, by opening their eyes and heart to nature...I love watching the snow fall, it's like blankting the Earth in the arms of love, waiting for Spring to come, and bring all things back to life...I try not to judge people, that's not right to do...I open my arms to welcome all, Friends is worth more than all the gold in Fort Knoxx...

Cat Part Two
James thought his humiliation could not get any worse. Slowly against his will he was being aroused by this situation. He tried to tell him self that it was just because he was seeing his wife naked and had eaten her out...but in the deep dark parts of his mind he was becoming aware of the truth........he liked being humiliated by her..... As he was lost in his own thoughts he barley felt the buckle on his gag being undone. When he realized his mouth was free he tried to speak only to bit hit across the face by Sir. "If I hear one word out of you", he glared "I will but this in your ass instead of hers". He waved the large but plug at James as he said this. "Now open your mouth and get this good and wet", he continued pushing the toy into James' mouth. Tears rose to James' eyes as he felt the device slide over his lips. Cat who was watching intently just inches from his face let out a low moan. "oh James you look so sexy with that in your mouth." Pulling James' head back Sir began to f

From This Point On
Thursday, November 30, 2006 From this point on It's easy to think of yourself as the person you have been. Yet it is far more powerful to see yourself as the person you can become. The mistakes and disappointments of the past may seem to be a major presence in your life. At this very moment, however, you can choose to leave them completely behind. From this point on, your life is up to you. In each and every moment that is to come, you are free to choose your thoughts, your feelings, your actions and your attitude. Consider the possibilities. Think about what could happen if the limitations you thought were there, were not really there at all. Reach deep within yourself and connect your thoughts to the things that truly matter. Then imagine expressing those treasured values with the way you live each moment. Beginning now, you can live with the richness and profound purpose that you know is right for you. From this point on, your life is yours to choose. -- Ralp

Massage My Ego
LMFAO I am still losing! I am lame at standing up and shouting "I am great! Come and tell me how great! Or just do this so I can feel good about myself cos I am insecure! Probably cos I couldnt give a rats ass and thought I'd get one of my bessies some more points so she can make some more funny and sexy pics blah blah blah Vote Nobby!" Apparently now you have to rate the pic, its so complicated this life thing....tell your friends

Spank My Ass After I Brush My Teeth
This is a fun way to find out when your friend's birthdays are... :) Choose your birth month and day to get the subject of your bulletin post! JAN. - make love to me FEB. - call me a slut MAR. - spank my ass APR. - suck my dick MAY- shut up and kiss me JUN.- I'm a sex freak JUL.- I'm a freak AUG.- I wanna fuck SEPT.- Im so fucking horny OCT.-Cuddle with me NOV.- I want to make out DEC.-Let's fuck harder pick your day of birth -- 1-on the couch 2-in the kitchen 3-in the car 4-in your parents bed 5-in the morning 6-at the movies 7-because i love you and always will. 8-when you're horny 9-in my bed 10-at skool 11-right now 12-because i am am drag queen 13-under the stars 14-at a wild party 15- after I brush my teeth 16- on the washing machine 17-on the teachers desk 18- in the shower 19-when im sweaty 20-everyday!!! 21-right here, right now 22-on the kitchen table 23-on the couch 24-while watching porn 25-all night 26-at the library 27-whil

The Legend Of Cat Part One
Chapter One James awoke with a start, his head groggy and aching. He moved to rub his temples but found his hands tied behind him to the chair he was sitting in. Panic. He suddenly began to have flashes of every horror movie he had ever seen. His breathing became labored as he tried to make out where he was and what was going on. He looked around him and began to scream. He was in a large empty warehouse. There was very little light but he could make out several large bay doors on his right side and a few smaller doors, perhaps leading to offices on his left. But, in front of him were the things that made him scream. There were two tables with white sheets covering the items on top of them. There was also a saw horse covered in padded black leather with restraints at all for legs, beside the tables. His imagination began to invent countless senarios where he would be tortured on the horse. He was sure the sheet covered tables were scattered with the most henious and vilest instruments

Friends
Life is to short, to live it in sadness....They way of people, creates alot of madness...To live is to love, to love is to live...To die with abroken heart, means life did not have a good start...To be rich,isn't to have lots of money..Having frinds,is sweeter than a jar on Honey...Richfullness is,is looking at ones soul,knowing they will stand by you...Holding the Friendship tight,thats the tunnel light...Having a heart,and showing you care...Thats a Friend, I know will be there...My friend, you know who you are...Be ye near, or be ye far.

*warning*
Imma start deleting friends. I hear from maybe 30 out of 2000. Also if your friends with a certain troublemaker you may make the list. If I delete ya and u decide u really wanna be my friend message me. You should know I stay out of drama and I am a pretty nice person to those who know me. When some child sits there accusing me of reading his blog thats just plain retarded. First off if you dont want everyone reading it...FRIENDS ONLY....Grow up...life is more important than who reads your blog or cherrytap. Or who did what to whom. Sure I read blogs on here cuz its something to do besides deal with the pervs. I am not here to get laid or get off. I joined this place almost 6 months ago cuz shell told me it was cool and I have met cool people. What I am saying is I think it is more important to be your self and not be fake. I am too old for this shit. One more message gets relayed to me via anyone you make the list. Including the person who delivered it! I have no time for bullshit. T

Just Pondering
So many nights I have sat by my pc, in search of something I did not know. So many hours feeling all alone, searching out what I still did not know. Turning to chat, searching for someone that was like me. After two years of chatting I do think I have found my soulmate. Scary as it may be he is in Germany and I am moving to Germany very soon. This is going to be the biggest adventure of my life since I cant speak German (except Jagermeister, lol). I am hoping to learn quickly. Leaving behind here a life that seems to have no meaning, hoping to enter a life that is promising and fulfilled. I dont know why I am writing this, just something to get off my chest...........

Let's Fuck Harder Right Now
This is a fun way to find out when your friend's birthdays are... :) Choose your birth month and day to get the subject of your bulletin post! JAN. - make love to me FEB. - call me a slut MAR. - spank my ass APR. - suck my dick MAY- shut up and kiss me JUN.- I'm a sex freak JUL.- I'm a freak AUG.- I wanna fuck SEPT.- Im so fucking horny OCT.-Cuddle with me NOV.- I want to make out DEC.-Let's fuck harder pick your day of birth -- 1-on the couch 2-in the kitchen 3-in the car 4-in your parents bed 5-in the morning 6-at the movies 7-because i love you and always will. 8-when you're horny 9-in my bed 10-at skool 11-right now 12-because i am am drag queen 13-under the stars 14-at a wild party 15- after I brush my teeth 16- on the washing machine 17-on the teachers desk 18- in the shower 19-when im sweaty 20-everyday!!! 21-right here, right now 22-on the kitchen table 23-on the couch 24-while watching porn 25-all night 26-at the library 27-whil

Reply To Rudi
My hunni wrote this....... Take my hand my sunshine, I wish to help you along. Just knowing there are two of us can help to make you strong. I know life seems unfair and sometimes gets you down, but know that I am here for you I will always be around. So set a day aside and together we will walk down all your troubled pathways,for it helps sometimes to talk. If you should need some time to do this on your own, then I will be here waiting since you wish to be alone. I guess I want to say that I hold our Love dear. And if you ever need me just reach out,cause I am here. In Love Rudi ======================================= My reply: I will take your hand for I have already taken your heart. I am begining to understand the strength of two. Life does seems unfair at this moment for me, yet I know life will only begin when I go to Germany. At that time there will be two of us to walk, you will understand my troubled paths so much more at that time. I too hold our love dear

Just Bloggin....
hey yall what's up? not much here...i am getting some pics i took down in the state of Louisiana developed the first of nov. i cant wait...i got 81 pics hehehe. i am definantly gonna put em on all of my profiles and in my photo albums and stuff. weeeeeeee so keep a look out for em! hehehe love always, amanda aka mandy ps yahoo: bi_bubble_kitty_2154 paltalk: Mandy4u2002 aol: kitttykatkid007 msn: bi_bubble_kitty_2154@hotmail.com

Last Day Away
13th Jun 2006 1:44 AM Hey guys, just to let everyone know what i have been upto on last few days abroad. headed down to kuala lumpur after we finally said goodbye to koh samui, had a in the arse getting to malaysia though, literally was about 5 minibuses over 15 hours grrrr. then as i go to get the currency i had set asisde for malaysia i find that about 300 pounds worth of cash in various currencies has been stolen!! grrrrr bad is locked all the time and so it can only have been taken by hotle cleaning staff in thailand. not amused! and at the travel agent in surat thani a crazy old thai coupoe came in and started shouting at everyone, then when some tried to take them away everyone starts waving knives about! a bit nervous when your trying to look invisble stanging next to all this and hoping that neither of the knife wielding nutters has any grudges against farang. but once we got into malaysia took a nice vip bus down to kuala lumpur, although the driver had set the ai

All That Is Cool
4th Jun 2006 1:44 AM What up dawgs? been up to a suprising amount of stuff sitting on this little island. a suprising amount to do, so thought i would leave a little taster of what i have been upto as im sure you are all dying to know. As you can see from new profile pic, did indeed go scuba diving, whihc was amazing. saw a completely new world, had geat visibilty, loads of fish and just such crazy stuff i had no idea even exsisted. slighty soured by the fact i had some trouble equaliing pressure in right ear so couldnt go down that deep, was still great though. loads of bumming around on the beach, some snorkling and loads of readng, glad i picked up a fat 1000 page book while in bangkok. Another day went down to the shooting range on the island, let of a few rounds form a .45 and then an AK which was alot of fun, but very expensive, paul got hit in the face with ejected casing which was funny, and even went bowling and saw Xmen 3 (nice to indulge in some normal activitesd

Im In Thailand And Your Not!
26th May 2006 1:43 AM Hello guys, been to a few places since last update so a fair amount to tell. Leaving tokyo was a bit of a pain, filght was at 10 and had to do various stuff like checkout, get cash and get to airport. so got up early but immediately our p,ans are foiled by the fact that we have to wait till 7 to get cash due to stupid japenese ATMs, mad dashing and much stress later we get to airport about 9:20, only to find our flight to Hong Kong has been delayed by 11 hours due to bad weather (later found out it was a typhoon over southern china) this would mena missing our connecting flight. but thankfully the air nippon guys got us on a direct flight to Bangkok which left at 11 that morining, so result there. Only spent one evening in Bangkok as we were getting pretty beech hungry and headed for Pattaya, cause we had heard so much about the place. now then...pattaya, they have a saying they are found of and have it on Tshirts and things "good guys go to heaven, ba

Go Tokyo
15th May 2006 1:43 AM Been a while in Tokyo, time to do a sober update. Tokyo, Tokyo, Tokyo. The place is both amazingly cool and exciting and mind nummingly drab and boring at the same time. Hadnt quite sorted out accomadation when i arrived at the airport (they had SF2 on the plane!!) about 10 pm so called one the places i had mapped out and knew how to get there. turned out it was closed for rennovation, so a quick look throuhg my guide foubd another place, a little old Japanese guest house called Ryoken, beds on floor, sliding doors, no shoes etc. oh and my mobile stopped working which i was mnost annoyed about. place was nice and comfy enough, but had a 1 am curfew which wouldnt do at all. http://i35.photobucket.com/albums/d187/NinjaLaw/Travel/Tokyo/mini-tokyo1117.jpg spent next day looking for a new place, and generally checking out city. found a nice hotel and was sorted for rest of stay. A contrasting city by all accounts, theres nothing and loads to do. s

Back In Hong Kong
7th May 2006 1:42 AM as i write this i have just finished seeing my 4 gig in a row and have now seen 9 differennt bands since i have been here and through a strange series of coicidences half of them have already bought me drinks and im on first name terms with them. Last days in yangshou were interesting, went rock climbing however im sure the weather is plotting to kill me, everytime i do anything dangerous it decides to go all troical stormy on my ass. did alright but had one nasty fall where my spine was hrridly introduced to the rcks on the ground (im fine though guys, i feel your concern) had a terribly stressful last evening, we were getting the ngiht bus to HK and were told when we booked it to wait in a hottwl lobby at set time. we got there early and waited...and waited...and waited........nothing happens, we had already checked out and due to the May holidays for the chinese rooms where very scarce, had to peg it to the trael office at 10 at night and hope we could

Guilin And Yanshou
Guilin and yanshou 30th Apr 2006 1:42 AM Hey guys, been a while since i last had a chance to update, and as its a rainy sunday afternoon i thought i would sort it out. We arrived a few days ago in Guilin, easy flight and the view of the hundreds of paddy fields and mountains at sundown was amazing. Guilin was an alright town, quite rural but also touristy at the same time. but very explotative of tourists. pauls bank had decided to not let him have more cash due to the fact they are muppets (got it sorted now) so i had to foot the bill for everything which has been a big drain. Some good scenery in Guilin but as soon as we arrived the humidity hit us like wall of something unpleasent and sticky, hostel room was very damp so more annoynace but some interesting poeple were around. not much to do there so only stayed a couple of evenings before takling the boat down to yangshuo. The boat trip down the famous river Li was something i had been looking forward too for ages, suppose

Shanghai Is Now My Bitch
23rd Apr 2006 1:41 AM Shanghai is now my bitch! Well last day in Nanjing was kinda cool, went out to the area where all the old shit was laying around (in one nicely travesable park, werent those old chinese guys helpful) some really cool sceneray and parks and old tombs and mansoleums and random stuff. felt abit like the new forest as it was right next to one of the worlds most polluted cities but felt miles form anywhere. http://i35.photobucket.com/albums/d187/NinjaLaw/Travel/Nanjing/mini-2903129255020.jpg climbed up the purple mounain (well climbed down) but it was a pussy compaired to Tai-Shan. and visites the tomb of the first Qing Emperor, whihc was a nice place but it was also the site of the Tomb of Sun Quan (son of the great Sun Jiang The Tiger of Jiang Dong!) the empereor built his tomb around it due to sun quan being a hero and all. http://i35.photobucket.com/albums/d187/NinjaLaw/Travel/Nanjing/mini-2903129255025.jpg also checked out the confusicous temple

Now In Nanjing
18th Apr 2006 1:41 AM Hey guys, tis midnight of our first night here in Nanjing, odd place. kinda reminds me of old school Hong Kong about 1980's. flight was relatively harmless other than the fact they decided to hide our luggage somehwere completely random, damn their eyes! hostel is a lot less aminable than xi'an, not many other travellers about (well english speaking ones anyway) and generally seems much less helpful. on last night in xian had a massage from the bloke who does them at the hostel, amazing guy called hans who trained in massgae for about 5 years and knows loads of different types, had a chinese gua sha one which brings all the toxins to the skin where they turn it all red and lumpy (got soime weird pics) then he recommened glass suction therapy (which he did for free) where glass tubes are put on your back and a vacuum sucks all the blood and skin into it (got some more good pics of that, and a video!!) but basically from the look of my back now it looks lik

Stuff In Xian
16th Apr 2006 1:41 AM Alright guys, been a while in xi'an now. Nice city, alot less busy than Beijing and much easier to get around. also a lot smaller which means walking around is easy enough. some alright people in the hostel here, most are either old boring or old and boring. or abunch of crazy mexicans who seem to like starting fights in nightclubs. after a disappointing night out at a bar (people seemed to be doing shots of hot water!! steady on), i was wondereing around by mysellf trying to fnd something to do. passed a few punks and asked if there was anything to do and thye said no, but would call me next time a good show was on (abit useless as i leave on tuesday). and ended up in the hostel bar drinking with some other british guys form london and a french and finnish blokes. talking shit and arguuing with a mental dribiling very racist guy form tazmania. about 50 whoi had a 20 year old chinese girlfriend. (cant remember too much form the evening but got a note m

Now In Xian
14th Apr 2006 1:40 AM HEY GANG! LOADS TO TELL! ahhhh where to start! well on last night of beijing we went to the night markets, i was content to eat a small inoffensive scorpian...nooo i had try one of the giant black bastards...the one that speaks to the primal instincts screaming THIS IS BAD! oooooh it took about 30 seconds to bite ttough the shell!!!! good photos though overnight trian to Taishan was alright, only 4 people in a little cubicle saw was quite nice. got to Tai and ealy and left stuff in the locker. was cold so took out some extra layers, mountain lay ahead of us. THE STEPS! OWWW THE MANY MANY THOUSANDS OF STEPS!!!! more steps than i have ever seen ever.. was a tough climb, went through the cloud level and on the other side the tempreture had dropped anout 30 degrees!!!! the whole area was white with frost and looked amazing (annoyingly my camera battery had just baout died so was limited in the pics i took) pretty much straight to bed as the bed was warm

Last Day In Beijing
Ahh last night in beijing, past couple of days have been pretty cool though. weather wasnt too good so did some random junk like going to the zoo (big concrete mess but had an amazing aquarium!) saw the panda....it was a panda..... (smaller than i thought they were) and wandering the old streets of beijing. Might go up the TV broadcats tower 480 meters above beijing to check out the view today and a couple of temples i have missed. Went to another club called rock and roll in the hope that would not be a regular dance club, but was worng. although they did wave the entrabce fee and take us to VIP booth, so was bearable i suppose the last two evenings we saw the beijing opera (very odd, lots of women played by men very overactively but it was too sum it up; very bling mime with lots of screeching and cool acrobatics) and saw the best kung fu show in china, which pretty much makes it the best one in the world as far as im concerened and it was very very good, well worth seeing

Bit More Form Beijin
8th Apr 2006 1:39 AM Spotted a tour (well a bus) going frm the youth hostel that takes us down the wall and then picks us up 10km down it. Was up at 5:30 for the 4 hour coach journey (they decided suspension on coaches was for the weak in china) but the part of the wall we got too was very non-touristy which was great. was the best day weather wise not a cloud in the sky and met some other Brit guys who walked with us. Well i say walk, some parts are so crumbly and steep feels more like rock climbing! thank god for decent boots. Was truly awe inspiiring and got loads of good photos (as usual ) the steps were the real killers of the journey, but had a great day! Has established half the taxi drivers in beijing must have been emplyed for about 30mins, i wanted to go to this famous duck restaurant. olsdest one in beijing and 2 out of 3 drivers didnt know where the damn thing was! and when we got their about 8:30 they said we couldnt come in cause they close at 9....9??? a restaur

Finally Somewhere With Net Access
6th Apr 2006 1:35 AM Greetings from a youth hostel in central beijing mother fuckers! ARGGHHHH been a bit of a pain last couple of days, our "hotel" was in an old ruyn down residential area with barely anyhting useful nearby! so with orange cocking up and our phones not working was at least 2 days before i could even let parents know our plane hadn't exploded! Well flight ws okay, saw some amazing sights of a sandstorm over iraq and the himalyas, and the great wall from the air. but by the time wwe arriveds we had been travelling for untold hours due to delays, so pretty slept all the first night. exept to wake for dinner, ended up eating a large soup you added stuff to as you went, the hosts pretty much did veerything for us as we had no idea, they suggested stuff which looked like snake skin, thought we would give it a go and ended being a mild hallucengenic with very very odd other effects, so didnt have too many of those! woke up at 5 th next day, trying to find somethi

I Did A New Blast!
Add me and fan me cuz I'm going to be huge. I'm going to be bigger than huge! I'm going to be on the cover of Rolling Stone magaz-- no, forget that. I'm going to be on the cover of Time magazin-- no! Forget that... I... I... am going to have... *more fans than Elvis*!Yeah! And I won't even be dead! Think about it.Really I am a huge geek but shhh don't tell! It will throw off my MoJo! I love you DJ,Shell,Jelly and all my other family peeps on here! Yeah so :P And if you arent my fan YOU should be cuz ill be your fan and we can stalk eachother..thats all folks!

My Grandpa
Roy Doyle Roy M. Doyle, 92, of Hillsdale, died Tuesday, Nov. 28, 2006, at Illini Restorative Care Center, Silvis. Funeral services will be 11 a.m. Saturday, Dec. 2, at Esterdahl Mortuary & Crematory, 6601 38th Ave., Moline. Visitation will be 3 to 6 p.m. Friday at the funeral home. Burial will be in Moline Memorial Park. Memorials may be made to American Parkinson Disease Association Midwest Chapter (2050 Pfingsten Road, Suite 127, Glenview, IL 60026-1391) or a favorite charity. Roy was born Oct. 16, 1914, in Moline to Fred A. and Sue Nicely Doyle. He married Dorothy Hartogh in Chicago. Roy was a tool-and-die maker for 30 years at John Deere Harvester, East Moline, retiring in 1984. Roy was a member of UAW Local 865, East Moline. Roy also liked to farm and work on cars and farm equipment. He also enjoyed wildlife. Survivors include wife, Dorothy; daughters, Kathryn Doyle, Moline, Karen Doyle, Moline, Kim Doyle, Moline; sons, James Doyle, Moline, Robert Doyle, Colo

Rapture
There is a place for usthat no one else can enter. It is a place that holds no secrets,only beauty, peace, understanding.A place that we come to,thinking we are one,only to have our soulsfused together for a moment.And in that moment, I know you;every pore, every pulse,every thought, every fear.And I love you more.I feel myself laid bare before you,and I feel content . . . joyous that you are with me,loving me in my nakedness. bt

Call Me A Slut On The Kitchen Table
This is a fun way to find out when your friend's birthdays are... :) Choose your birth month and day to get the subject of your bulletin post! JAN. - make love to me FEB. - call me a slut MAR. - spank my ass APR. - suck my dick MAY- shut up and kiss me JUN.- I'm a sex freak JUL.- I'm a freak AUG.- I wanna fuck SEPT.- Im so fucking horny OCT.-Cuddle with me NOV.- I want to make out DEC.-Let's fuck harder pick your day of birth -- 1-on the couch 2-in the kitchen 3-in the car 4-in your parents bed 5-in the morning 6-at the movies 7-because i love you and always will. 8-when you're horny 9-in my bed 10-at skool 11-right now 12-because i am am drag queen 13-under the stars 14-at a wild party 15- after I brush my teeth 16- on the washing machine 17-on the teachers desk 18- in the shower 19-when im sweaty 20-everyday!!! 21-right here, right now 22-on the kitchen table 23-on the couch 24-while watching porn 25-all night 26-at the library 27-whil

Things About Iraq You May Not Have Known
1. The Garden of Eden was in Iraq. 2. Mesopotamia, which is now Iraq, was the cradle of civilization! 3. Noah built the ark in Iraq. 4. The Tower of Babel was in Iraq 5. Abraham was from Ur, which is in Southern Iraq ! 6. Isaac's wife Rebekah is from Nahor, which is in Iraq! 7. Jacob met Rachel in Iraq. 8. Jonah preached in Nineveh - which is in Iraq. 9. Assyria, which is in Iraq, conquered the ten tribes of Israel. 10. Amos cried out in Iraq! 11. Babylon, which is in Iraq, destroyed Jerusalem . 12. Daniel was! in the lion's den in Iraq! 13. The three Hebrew children were in the fire in Iraq (Jesus had been in Iraq also as the fourth person in the Fiery furnace!) 14. Belshazzar, the King of Babylon saw the "writing on the wall" in Iraq. 15. Nebuchadnezzar, King of Babylon, carried the Jews captive into Iraq. 16. Ezekiel preached in I raq. 17. The wise men were from Iraq 18. Peter p

Thursday Thoughts
The only way to make a man trustworthy is to trust him. - Henry StimsonThe average person thinks he isn't. - Father Larry LorenzoniLife... is like a grapefruit. It's orange and squishy, and has a few pips in it, and some folks have half a one for breakfast.- Douglas Adams

Why Do I Care About The 'cherry Spotlight'??
I DON'T care about the 'Cherry Spotlight'. I don't care if you bid 300,002 cherry bucks to have your picture plastered at the top of my home page. I'm not trying to pick on any particular 'winner'. I just don't have a desire to see them. A few of my CT friends have bought it, and that's cool for them. They were friends BEFORE they bought it, though. I saw them on someone else's profile, thought they were cool, and became friends. I never cared that they had a bazillion CT bucks and could force others to see their profile by 'winning' a spotlight! The blasts...that's cool. A free for all that you can leave a message on and show yourself equally among others...I like that! I can remove the 'Top Photos' from my page, but I'm stuck with the 'Spotlight'! Blecchh!

I'm A Freak On The Couch !!!!
This is a fun way to find out when your friend's birthdays are... :) Choose your birth month and day to get the subject of your bulletin post! JAN. - make love to me FEB. - call me a slut MAR. - spank my ass APR. - suck my dick MAY- shut up and kiss me JUN.- I'm a sex freak JUL.- I'm a freak AUG.- I wanna fuck SEPT.- Im so fucking horny OCT.-Cuddle with me NOV.- I want to make out DEC.-Let's fuck harder pick your day of birth -- 1-on the couch 2-in the kitchen 3-in the car 4-in your parents bed 5-in the morning 6-at the movies 7-because i love you and always will. 8-when you're horny 9-in my bed 10-at skool 11-right now 12-because i am am drag queen 13-under the stars 14-at a wild party 15- after I brush my teeth 16- on the washing machine 17-on the teachers desk 18- in the shower 19-when im sweaty 20-everyday!!! 21-right here, right now 22-on the kitchen table 23-on the couch 24-while watching porn 25-all night 26-at the library 27-whil

Read Before You Add!! Please! :)
1,2,3 My Pet Peeves of CT 1. Blind friend requests- Ya know I always make it a point to at least leave some sarcastic wit or something that would put an inkling as to why Im worth getting to know- as a person, when requesting an add. I hate when people don't leave a comment on my prof - if they rate it or look at it at all- they don't leave any comments on any pics (yes I do check, not to mention 500 friends avg. of 20 ratings on a pic wtf people) and yet they send me friend requests. WHO ARE YOU! WHY DO YOU WANT ME TO ADD YOU!? theres my top pet peeve. In light of this I'm no longer adding people that say nothing anywhere to me before requesting an add. I'm not a friend whore I don't need more lame bullis to go thru when you repost something when you never say anything to me at all. EVER. Take this add and shove it. 2. People who all they say is - Can I see your privates? They don't even say HI! FFS! again WHO ARE YOU!! I know plenty of people who want lots of friends.. I dont

Contest
COMON GIRL i WILL BE STARTED THE CONTEST IN 1 MORE DAY SO PLEASE SEND ME THE PIC OF YOU IN A BAKINI OR BATHING SUIT ANY ONE YOU HAVE I WILL TAKE CUZ I WOULD LOVE TO SEE WHO WINS I THING IS WOULD BE FUN AND YOU CAN GET MORE POPUALRITY AND GET MORE FRIENDS SO AND WEN A CONTEST AND GRAG ABOUT IT SO WELL PLEASE YOU PEOPLE WITH BAKINI'S OR BATHING SUIT LET SEE YOUR PICS I WILL TELL YOU IF YOU WIN I WILL SEND YOU A PIC OF A TOPHY AND UNDER IT THE CONTEST YOU WON ON YOUR SITE SO YOU CAN POST IT ON YOUR SITE TO SHOW EVERY ONE YOU WON THE CONTEST PLUS I WILL SEND YOU GIFTS THAT WILL VERY ON WHAT I GET DURING THE CONTEST SI IF PEOPLE ARE KIND YOU WILL END UP WITH A PRETTY BIG GIFT CUA IT EILL BER A PERCENTAGE OF WHAT I GET FROM THE CONTEST I WISH I COULD GIVE CHERRY BUCKS BUT I AM NOT ABBE TO

Run Over By Gansters In Oakland
here is my whole story from the beginning i travelled back to oakland for my birthday and to see my friend chris his band play, which is my fav band at the moment SANGRE ETERNA day 1 friday night 3 february 2006 ------------------------------------------------ Went out on friday night, first to the east bay rats bikersclub for a BBQ after that i met up with ppl at the silver lion punkbar My friends were there, sean smithson,sean mcgrath and christy We deceded to call it a night and sean was gonna drop us all off first one dropped off was christy, she just moved down to oakland 7 days ago from santa cruz Anyways we dropp her off, when right in front of her house 7 kids were beating up another kid up kicking and punching him on the middle of the road we pulled over, since we already had to be there for christy,we got out of the car,screamed at the kids to stop that shit,when they`(about 7 or so of them) ran away. sean mcgrath and me walked up to the beatup kid to see if he

Yea For Grumpy!!
I'm just a little black rain cloud Hovering under the honey tree I'm just a little black rain cloud Pay no attention to little me Everyone knows that a rain cloud Never eats honey, no, not a nip I'm just floating around over the ground Wondering where I will drip

My Health
i am a nurse but due to an autoimmune deficiance (what you dont need to think to do example breath)i am disabled but only that i am unable to work. what it is that i have is my heart rate goes up to around 200 beats per minute my blood pressurs drops and i pass out. not to worry i have it under control i know before this is going to happend but this does not hinder my sex life oor my having fun. i also have neve damage in my back and am percribed some really strong meds. i can onlty take a med that is used for cancer patients because of my other condition. so i am pretty much feeling good all the time the only downfall is i cant get enough sex. weather it be self gratification or with my partner. so to all my friends i am not ignoring you when you want to im it is that i am ussually just checking in and probably not feeling well. know that i love all of you and have a wonderful day and life

On The Lighter Side...
Mr. and Mrs. Fenton are retired, and Mrs. Fenton insists her husband go with her to Wal-Mart, but he gets bored with all the shopping trips. He prefers to get in and get out, but Mrs. Fenton loves to browse. Here's a letter sent to Mrs. Fenton------ Dear Mrs. Fenton, Over the past six months, your husband has been causing quite a commotion in our store. We cannot tolerate this behavior and may ban both of you from our stores. We have documented all incidents on our video surveillance equipment. All complaints against Mr. Fenton are listed below. Things Mr. Bill Fenton has done while his spouse was shopping in Wal-Mart: 1. June 15: Took 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's carts when they weren't looking. 2. July 2: Set all the alarm clocks in House wares to go off at 5-minute intervals. 3. July 7: Made a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the restrooms. 4. July 19: Walked up to an employee and told her in an official tone, 'Code 3' in house war

Invasion!!
From the L.A Times: 1. 40% of all workers in L.A. County ( L.A. County has 10.2 million people) are working for cash and not paying taxes. This was because they are predominantly illegal immigrants, working without a green card. 2. 95% of warrants for murder in Los Angeles are for illegal aliens. 3. 75% of people on the most wanted list in Los Angeles are illegal aliens. 4. Over 2/3 of all births in Los Angeles County are to illegal alien Mexicans on Medi-Cal, whose births were paid for by taxpayers. 5. Nearly 25% of all inmates in California detention centers are Mexican nationals here illegally. 6. Over 300,000 illegal aliens in Los Angeles County are living in garages. 7. The FBI reports half of all gang members in Los Angeles are most likely illegal aliens from south of the border. 8. Nearly 60% of all occupants of HUD properties are illegal. 9. 21 radio stations in L.A

Every
Every night someone thinks about you before they go to sleep.At least 15 people in this world love you in some way.The only reason some one would hurt you is becasue they want to be just like you.There are at least 2 people in this world that would die for you.You mean the world to some one.Some one that you don'r even exists loves you.When you make the biggest mistake ever.Some thing good comes from it.When you think the world has turned it's back on you,take a look again.Always remember the compliment you received, forget the rude remarks.

A State Of Confusin
A state of confusion unbalanced of mind . This is what happened when you ripped your heart from mine... The day has no meaning no goals to reach for of you is all I can think... I walk around in a daze and pray it will all go away , My heart is breaking I know it to be true ... I never wanted to love like this again for I know the pain of it going away oh why do you stay in my heart ? why do you not just go away ... A state of confusion unbalanced of mind this is what happened when you ripped your heart from mine... This is what happened when you ripped your heart from mine.... Love is a wonderful thing ,but the pain of it going away is so great that to try again is never on your mind ... So if you have love and it means anything to you hold on to it with everything you have because life is never as bright and happy or as fun as when you had that special someone..... Ronda... Ran across this while packing wrote it years ago but wh

Like To See How Mean People Read It..
One Sentence is Enough to Break a Heart……One Second is Enough to Fall in Love……and One Misunderstanding is Sufficient to Break Friendship. Friendship is the Rainbow Between to Hearts. Sharing 7 Characters First i like u, then i loved u, Now i'm afraid to lose u, If you dont send this to everyone on ur list, u will lose the person you love. sorry i dont wanna lose the person i love.................................................................. .................................if i dont get this back i guess your not my friend. if u have a lot of love 4 someone... copy and send this 2 ur whole buddy list..in 5 min. ur true love Online friends are people we may never meet.... We see pictures, we see cams...It isn't the same.... We grow close...We care and love one another.... One day we may not hear from one another.... Our hearts will break... All we see is a name on messenger but the person we don't see anymore..... We pray....."Please come bac

Xmas
TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I 'D JUST READ? CURLED UP ON A PONCHO, THE FLOOR FOR A BED? I REALIZED THE FAMILIES THAT I SAW THIS NIGHT, OWED THEIR LIVES TO THESE SOLDIERS WHO WERE WIL

Love
Love begins with smiles,grows with a kiss,and ends with a tear.To love is one thing, to be loved is another,but to be loved by the one you love is everything.If you really love some one,write there name in a circle not a heart.Hearts get broken,But circles go on forever.Don't frown,you never know who is fallen in love with your smile.Every exit is on entry to some where else.

Show Me The Love
ok everyone im nearly to rank 10 to please help me get there but now im fixin to head to bed i have been up for 24 hours and im tired as hell this vamp needs some sleep and ill be back later to show everyone love

Because Kind Of Love
Habakkuk 3:17-18 “Although the fig tree shall not blossom, neither shall fruit be in the vines; the labor of the olive shall fail, and the fields shall yield no meat; the flock shall be cut off from the fold, and there shall be no herd in the stalls: Yet I will rejoice in the LORD, I will joy in the God of my salvation.” So many times we say, “Oh, I love the Lord because He has given me a wonderful family.” Or, “I love the Lord because of the beautiful day He has given.” I call this “because” kind of love. And that kind of love can be threatening. How can that be? What if a woman told her husband, “Honey, I love you because you’re so rich,” and then, he loses his health and ability to earn an income for the family? What if a husband told his wife, “I love you because you’re such a great cook,” and she loses her ability to cook? These would be threats to the future of their love for one another. They could say, “Well, since I can no longer do this, I have lo

Damn! Im A Geek
What type of person do you attract? Your Result: You attract geeks! Your stunning intellect and love of sci-fi and video games allures the geeks like nothing else. Maybe it is the sparkle in your eye that makes them want to text you, who knows. Geeks make good partners, but tend to be arguementative. If you are a TRUE geek magnet, you will know if that was spelled correctly, and actually care. If it is a bad-boy/bad-girl you are seeking, you are barking up the wrong tree, unless they are just 'bad' behind a PS2 console.You attract artsy people! You attract unstable people! You attract Yuppies! You attract rednecks! You attract models! What type of person do you attract?Quizzes for MySpace

Oh Dear, Going Postal
You have a 56% chance of going postal! Ooo, over a 50% chance. That's a bad sign, dude. Better get a hobby. Not hunting. May I suggest needlepoint?How Likely Are You to Go Postal?Create Your Own Quiz

Are You A Good Kisser?
Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect Your kissing technique is amazing - and you know it. You have the confidence to make the first move. And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best. Sometimes you're passionate, sometimes you're a tease. And you're always amazing! Are You a Good Kisser?

Snowbunny Advisories???
I just posted a bulletin entitled, Calling All Snow Angels! Just curious as to whether or not anyone has heard of the weather reports as to who got snow tonight???? (or last night to most of you folks!)... Could we actually be dreaming of a "White Christmas" this year???? or, just wishful thinking???? Kat

What Do Your Eyes Reveal About You?
You scored as Eyes full of Pain. People tend to overlook you, which makes you feel less worthy of their attentions. You sometimes wish you could just disapear from the world around you. You have been hurt very badly in the past and you just wish that someone would understand you, and what their cruelty is doing to you.Eyes full of Pain83%Mysterious67%Diamond Eyes67%Passion67%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

School And Parents
Anybody remember when they were still in grade school and you're parent(s) would see you off to the bus stop and wave to you as you got on the bus and/or the bus drove away? well i just wanted to bring it up since I pretty much saw my parents off to work this morning. I didn't wave to them as they left, since i'm not wearing much for one thing and also...well, it's almost december in minnesota!!! lol....it's not snowy yet, but it's cold enough for it. I can't wait though. Going to be sledding with a friend or few up north (no, i'm not that close to the canadian border). it's going to be fun, i hope. it was last winter. Wasn't fun when I tripped on icy-snow-crystal-ish and it cut open my wrist. I'm okay though. thanks for asking!

For Those Who Keep Asking About My Accident...
this was previously written by me... part two has yet to come, as it has to do with my recovery...I have remembered sommore and I have forgotten some of this but in my current mood I dont wish to rehash and edit myself because this is what I remembered when I wrote it, and I dont know if I truely want to remember it all Most of My friends and family know about my car accident, but over the last two and a half months I have had a lot of time on my hands to peice everything together and remember exactly what it was that happened that day...Some of the things I am about to say are NOT first handand at some points you may have to figure out what does and does not come from me... I apologize for this, but to get the full impact of what happened to me you need to hear the things that were told to me More than any day in history i think that day impacted me more than any other. So just for my own peice of mind and for those that dont really know what happened I m just goin to p

12 Days Of Christmas Sweepstakes!
We are having a 12 Days of Christmas sweepstakes. PRIZES November 30, 2006 Prize = $20 CafeCash Voucher (Approximate retail value of $20) December 1, 2006 Prize = $40 CafeCash Voucher (Approximate retail value of $40) December 2, 2006 Prize = $60 CafeCash Voucher (Approximate retail value of $60) December 3, 2006 Prize = $80 CafeCash Voucher (Approximate retail value of $80) December 4, 2006 Prize = $100 CafeCash Voucher (Approximate retail value of $100) December 5, 2006 Prize = $150 CafeCash Voucher (Approximate retail value of $150) December 6, 2006 Prize = $200 CafeCash Voucher (Approximate retail value of $200) December 7, 2006 Prize = $250 CafeCash Voucher (Approximate retail value of $250) December 8, 2006 Prize = $300 CafeCash Voucher (Approximate retail value of $300) December 9, 2006 Prize = $500 CafeCash Voucher (Approximate retail value of $500) December 10, 2006 Prize = $750 CafeCash Voucher (Approximate retail value of $750) December 11, 2006 Prize = $1

Blah
ok since i wrote the last one...i havent fallen asleep yet...what is wrong with me...i cant sleep lately...i try laying down...nothing...i try laying down and listenin to mellow music...nope doesnt work....i try reading...nope doesnt work...i tried boring myself to sleep by playing solitaire first...nope...now i am awake and bored.... make sure u rate my blog a 10...when i last checked i was ranked 96 on the top blogs....so please rate me so i can stay on the list... also if u wouldnt mind please vote for me in the CT Poster Girl contest.. Vote For Me As CT's Poster Girl! Just Click The Pic Below. Then Rate & Comment My Pic. But Remember Only One Comment Please. Cassandra Lynn

The Dance
Do you know the ropes? Are you a quick study? Nylons? Lace? Black lace boy shorts, Black lace bra, Black lace garter belt, and thigh highs. Red fuck me nail polish and lipstick. platform stilettos. You sitting in a chair, black light strobe light, "10 or a 2-way" playing. You can't touch! gyrating hips, straddling, still can't touch! My finger in your mouth, down your chin, chest, navel. I turn around, straddling. Still can't touch! I bend, taking off one thigh high, looking back at you, shaking my finger no. I turn, walk and circle to your back, you feel my warm cleavage on your neck, Hot breath on your ear, The tip of my tongue on your lobe, arms on your chest. You can't turn around, can't look behind you, I slip one shoe off, now both are gone. I circle back around so you can see me again. Gyrating, straddling, you can touch now. A little warning: My sexual

First Moon
walking alone in the forrest watching the day turn to night suddenly i get all dizzy pains shoots through my body i see myself change as flesh an bones rip turning into something from my wildest nightmares feel animal insticts grow feel my blood begin to boil hearing a call on the wind i hear my closest kin running through path an glade i reach my pack my grace hunger torments me as the pack goes to sleep running back to the hills i see what is my first kill a tent all alone nothing more to be shown running silently close stalking my prey hearing her breath as she sleeps the night away slipping into the tent watching her dream squirming through her dream maoning sofly as a smile crosses her face grabbing covers in my teeth slipping them down so quite so neat nipping ather feet she is waken seeing me there i see fear in her eyes tears fall down her face as she realizes her fate grinning i begin tasting her with each i bite i see her death in

Sex And The Lack There Of. . .
I really need to get laid. It is approaching the one year anniversary of the last time that I had sex. This is not a good thing. Plus I really don't think I can have mindless sex with someone I don't know. The thought of it just doesn't do anything for me. Am I crazy? Is sex really that important? Is there anyone out there who is reading this?

The Hunter
She waits with baited breath, As he glances ever so slowly her way. She feels the blush run through her body, As his gaze travels from her eyes, To her neck, Her breasts. She shies and averts her eyes, Only for a second. She slowly raises her eyes to meet his, The chatter disappearing. He begins to walk her way, Holding her entranced. Anticipation electrifies her nerve endings, Quickening her heartbeat. She notices the subtle smile playing on his lips. How it extends to his eyes, Transforming them. He reaches for the back of her neck, And leans down, To whisper in her ear. The slight breeze issuing from his lips, Sends shivers down her spine, Adding heat to the flames already consuming her body. She looses her breath for one, Two, Three, Four beats of her heart. The smell of him so close, Intoxicating. He brushes his lips down her neck, Feather light. She has no choice but to close

A Little Fantasy...
The Frenzy begins... He pulls on my shirt, Lifting it above my head. The hunger playing in his eyes, The lust forming his lips, As they move toward my breast. My pulse rising, I moan in appreciation. His warm tongue circling my nipple, As it rises to greet his hot breath. I tear madly at his shirt, Dying to touch his bare skin, The brush of it makes my desire scream for more. He pushes me against the wall, Rabidly licking and sucking. Shoving my skirt to my waist, Exploring the heat between my legs, Forcing me to cry out in delectation. I fumble with his pants, In a zealous fervor I get them undone. Drawing them down quickly, Carefully encircling his hammer with my hand, Massaging until it quivers. A growl escapes his lips, Exciting me further. He turns me around, Pulling my hair, Pinning my hands to the wall, Exposing my neck and biting it. Ripping my panties off, He enters me. Buckin

"freedom's Slumber"
Beacons are sounding, A cacophonous shrill. Hundreds in an electric symphony, Of horror. Our darkest fears, Made a reality. Ash covers the surface, Blanketing the light. Seasoned men stricken, To the ground with disbelief. The mystery of why, Never phasing, The search for their fallen Brethren. We've let the beasts in, To cure the sin, Of complacency. They've taken their hold, Never so bold, Enslaving our masses. Our anger their food, As trapped we stood, In terror. As legions weep, And their tears seep, Into young graves. Our young men, Young women, Never to return. Embraces remembered, Debts rendered, On unfortunate souls. They return to their loss, The waves of moss, Eternal. The mother cried, When her son died. He passed alone, To the realm of unknown. It happened so quickly, The burst of fire sickly. His casket left closed, Her son in quiet repose.

Meth
I destroy homes – I tear families apart. I take your children and that’s just a start. I’m more valued than diamonds, more precious than gold. The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold. If you need me, remember, I’m easily found. I live all around you, in school and in town. I live with the rich, I live with the poor. I live just down the street and maybe next door. I’m made in a lab, but not one like you think. I can be made under the kitchen sink, In your child’s closet, and even out in the woods. If this scares you to death, then it certainly should. I have many names. But there’s one you’ll know best. I’m sure you’ve heard of me, my name is Crystal Meth. My power is awesome, try me, you’ll see. But if you do, you may never break free. Just try me once and I might let you go. But if you try me twice, then I’ll own your soul. When I possess you, you’ll steal and you’ll lie. You’ll do what you have to do, just to get high. The

*intoxicating*
You scored as rum. you are rum. you are adventurous and fun loving, but laid back and cool. you like to travel and love good times. rum79%absinthe75%midori75%beer75%bourbon71%champagne63%vodka58%whiskey54%daiquaries46%wine46%what alcoholic drink are you (pictures)created with QuizFarm.com

Man Fuck People Sometimes For Rea......
i dunno what it is lately, but people been actin real shady and triflin. i mean i cant find the cause of all this self absorbed whining, but it needs to quit. i mean with all the other shit going on around you, and some muthafuckas only worryin about they're problems like they're the only ones. true, everyone is entitled to take care of themselves and whatnot. but gotdamn, what the fuck ever happenend to common decency? what ever happened to just bein nice to someone else for a fuckin change? why is it always me thats gotta meet people all the way and never halfway? im sick of people actin like desperate housewives is more important than feedin your baby or takin a shower. besides there's bigger fish to fry and more fires to put out. i guess im just bein bitter. i dont know. and its lately so i might just be cranky after that ridiculous phone call. or maybe, I JUST DONT GIVE A FUCK AND IM TIRED OF PUTTIN UP WITH PETTY HIGH SCHOOL AGED OVERDRAMATIC REAL LIFE SOAP OPERA TYPE SHIT. ho

"american Geisha"
The geisha sits on the soil of the sea, Watching the waves peak, Crest, Fall, Listening to the mournful cries of the lone bird overhead, Feeling beaten and worn like the shoreline, She knows dusk will turn to night. Night is when he comes to her, Under dark blankets of stars, Illuminated by shadow. The tide swells, The geisha gathers her pallet, Wrapping it just so, Gazing back at the sea, Longing for sweet release, The long journey continues, Walking with a heavy heart, Trained to let go. The geisha's hour of preparation begins, She lays out her stalking of silk, Her Chantilly delicates, Her heart heavy, She pulls back the bed sheets, Exposing the hidden sachets, The geisha picks them up, Placing them in the box of cherry wood, The preparation continues. Night is when he comes to her, Under dark blanket of stars, Illuminated by shadow. The geisha glances at her reflecti

Holly Sh*t!
well yeah.. 1st things 1st! im ok... lastnight i drove almost 200 miles (yes almost) to see my grandparents, it was almost midnight and was going thru the country lanes to get there, i just lost control, skidded on summin i think... car got sideways tried to correct it and ended up rolling, took out sum old ladies hedge, made 4 big ditches in her lawn where i rolled, stopped upside down next to a tree, im VERY lucky that i didnt hit it cus wudda most certainly been fatal.. neways car is a right off, gonna go back there now to get my stuff... sorry all that i havnt been online as much and dunno how much time i will get to be online, will try n get a pic of my car tho, its on its roof atm.. take care all! byebye

It Figures
It's beena while since I have writen anything and maybe for good reason. For the most part I just want to say that if your friends with someone longer than a month or so, then you shouldn't belive the first thing that someone has said that friend said. I mean really, would it be too much to ask to have someone come out and say, "Hey so and so said that you were talking about me behind my back, is it true?" But no, instead of that we get nothing, silence, the cold shoulder, etc. Although this is a good way to see who is true and who isn't, who is honest and who is just picking you for the flavor of the month, it's still just cruel. Me personaly...I don't give a shit. If you want to go beliving every dick/pussy that comes your way thats just sad. You loose a lot of good friends that way. That's all for now, Oh and your all fierd, cats rule! LOL

New
*****Don't give up on love because there is always someone who loves you, even if it's not the person you were hoping for.***** *****You know you're in love when you see that someone & your heart flutters, your stomach gets butterflies, & the rest of the world disappears.***** *****To hell with my pride,tonight i want to cry.***** *****Let's set the record straight. No one makes me smile,quite like you do.***** *****I just want a different ending to our same old story. Let's try & make it last this time & prove them all wrong.***** *****No matter how many times he hurts me, I will always forgive him.Some may call it stupid. I call it love*****. *****I don't like missing you. But I love having you to miss*****. *****I may be confused about a lot of things, but I know the only time I'm truely happy is when I'm with you*****. *****Everytime I try to give up,hope whispers "ONE MORE TRY…"***** *****Stand up for what you believe in,even if your standing alone.***** **

Changes In Tds
As of this moment TDS' online store is undergoing drastic changes in both appearance and products offered. We have new policies regaurding customer service and welcome any input that may further help us to serve you the customer. Also it has been decided by the heads of TDS Ind. that project fuzzy bunny will go ahead as planned without further changes. We look forward to your continued show of support and serving you again in the future. As always thank you for choosing TDS as your quality every day merchandise provider. Also for the next two weeks we have openings in the Image/Design department and public relations department. Applications can be mailed to thedarkseedsaga@yahoo.com For artists please include a sample of your work when doing so.

Love This Site!!
Just wanted 2 say hello 2 all u cherry fans out there. I think this site kicks azz. I have met lots of new people that are very cool, have lots of fun on this site. If u come by and rate me, i will return the favor. ;) Looking forward 2 meeting more of u!! Can never have enough friends, right? Thanx 2 my friend Gary for inviting me. If it werent 4 him, I would of never known about this site. Everyone take care. Have a safe and blessed holiday!! Jen

Anyone Familiar With Custom Skins?
So if their is anyone out their familiar with making custom skins for CT, I need some help editing everything above the "Cherry Bank is Open" message and the gift box below my profile... basicly everything that is red, needs to be... NOT RED! thanks oh and sticking with the topic... This freaking Cold weather we're having in Kelowna is getting under my skin! PLUR peeps!

Firearms Refresher Course:
FIREARMS REFRESHER COURSE: 1. An armed man is a citizen. An unarmed man is a subject. 2. A gun in the hand is better than a cop on the phone. 3. Colt: The original point and click interface. 4. Gun control is not about guns; it's about control. 5. If guns are outlawed, can we use swords? 6. If guns cause crime, then pencils cause misspelled words. 7. "Free" men do not ask permission to bear arms. 8. If you don't know your rights you don't have any. 9. Those who trade liberty for security have neither. 10. The United States Constitution (c) 1791. All Rights Reserved. 11. What part of "shall not be infringed" do you NOT understand? 12. The Second Amendment is in place in case the politicians ignore the others. 13. 64,999,987 firearm owners killed no one yesterday. 14. Guns only have two enemies: rust and politicians. 15. Know guns, know peace, know safety. - No guns, no peace, no safety. 16. You don't shoot to kill; you shoot t o stay alive. 17. 911 - government sponso

Ive Had Enough Of This Shit.....
You know........im going through alot but this blog is not about me.....its about my daddy....I am sick and tired of females....{ NOT GOING TO NAME NAMES, YOU ALREADY KNOW WHO YOU ARE YOU SHITHEAD} taking his heart, spitting it out, and smiling about it as your going boy crazy with someone he thought was his friend......you fucking females give females like me a bad fucking name and do not deserve to breathe the same air that i do you worthless bitches...... I hope Karma and the fates take spike metal dildo's up your asses with no vasiline while they take a chesse grater to the rest of your sexual organs....Im very over protective of my daddy rather he likes it or not ...just like my daddy is over protective over me.......I love my daddy and i find out whos hurting him and that includes guys as well..........they may find me one day collecting on the over due payments of hurt taking the payments out of their asses..........those of you that have hurt my daddy as of late take me off yo

Look What I Got!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Too Funny 'not' To Read!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Look What I Got!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! TOO FUNNY 'NOT' TO READ!!!!!!!!!!!!!! EVERY DAY AFTER SCHOOL, A 4TH GRADE BOY WALKS HOME FROM SCHOOL AND PASSES A 4TH GRADE GIRL'S HOUSE. ONE DAY HE IS CARRYING A FOOTBALL AND HE STOPS TO TAUNT THE LITTLE GIRL. HE HOLDS UP THE FOOTBALL AND SAYS, "SEE THIS FOOTBALL? FOOTBALL'S A BOYS GAME, GIRLS CAN'T HAVE ONE!!!!" THE LITTLE GIRL RUNS IN THE HOUSE CRYING AND TELLS HER MOTHER ABOUT THE ENCOUNTER. THE MOTHER RUNS OUT AND BUYS THE GIRL A FOOTBALL. THE NEXT DAY THE BOY IS RIDING HOME ON HIS BIKE, AND THE GIRL SHOWS HIM THE FOOTBALL, YELLING "NAH NA NAH NANAH !!!!!" THE LITTLE BOY GETS MAD AND POINTS TO HIS BIKE. "SEE THIS BIKE?? THIS IS A BOYS BIKE, AND GIRLS CAN'T HAVE THEM !!!" NEXT DAY, THE BOY COMES BY AND THE LITTLE GIRL IS RIDING A NEW BOY'S BIKE. NOW HE IS REALLY MAD, HE DROPS HIS PANTS and POINTS TO HIS PRIVATES AND SAYS "YOU SEE THIS? ONLY BOYS HAVE THESE AND YOUR MOTHER CAN'T GO BUY YOU ONE ONE OF

Blog
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The Dreamers Dream ( Author: Victor Farrell)
The Dreamer sleeps He sets the stage Creates the actors And each page Of script We read our lines We do the play We trudge along Day after day Until the crypt Yet, though we die We live The Dreamer sleeps Some of us wonder Is it for real Or just the thunder Of His snores As He creates Are we just figments? Could it be? Are dream vibrations Our reality? And, when we die, why Do we still vibrate on a plane nearby? The Dreamer sleeps But when awake Will we know then It’s all a fake? Will we go pouf! Just fade away? Rejoin the Self And end the Play? In the vast Infinite space Where everything has its place Within the lonely Cosmic Mind? The Dreamer sleeps Vibrations shimmer In a glass darkly I catch a glimmer The truth it seems Though not quite clear Confirms that we’re Not really here! All that exists All that we seem Is nothing but The Dreamer’s Dream Copyright © 2006 by Victor Farrell Victor Farrell@Authorsden

Rainy Day
Sitting on the couch, I turned the channels with the changer. Trying to find something that might peak my interest. But of course, there wasn’t anything on the tube that day. “There going to be a 70 percent chance of a afternoon thundershower, hopefully it will quench all of those plants that have been needing the rain.” said the weatherman. Soon I could feel two hands slowly rubbing my shoulders, they were strong and felt so nice as I soon felt your lips against my ear as you held me closer to your chest. I started to giggle as your lips tickled my ear, “You wanna go with me to the store to get some stuff for dinner tonight?” you asked me. I nodded and got up to get my purse as we walked out the door. The drive was a nice even though we did see some dark clouds overhead, the rain was coming in and it was gonna come sooner than we thought. By the time we got to the store and we came out, it was starting to pour down. “I’ll pull the car around and pick you up ok?” “A little rain i

Needing Something To Drink...
Okay yea I am lazy tonight..well it doesnt help that it is 232 am and I am still up from yesterday!! I am thirsty and I dont feel like going down stairs...LOL But anyways I am new to Cherry Tap but let me just say that so far I am loving it!! This is an awesome site!! Wish I had found it sooner!! Love, ME

Get In Here!!!!!
(repost of original by 'DJ_NAUTICAL' on '2006-11-29 23:56:33') (repost of original by 'Scuba~Princess's Stalkee~ Steve' on '2006-11-30 00:04:08') (repost of original by '~*DJ*PRINCESS*~ JOEYS*WIFEY♥ *~ LMAO-SCUBAS STALKER' on '2006-11-30 00:07:50') (repost of original by 'Marrrvelous~PhoeniXXX Radio' on '2006-11-30 00:30:20')

Get In Here!!!!
(repost of original by 'DJ_NAUTICAL' on '2006-11-29 23:56:33') (repost of original by 'Scuba~Princess's Stalkee~ Steve' on '2006-11-30 00:04:08') (repost of original by '~*DJ*PRINCESS*~ JOEYS*WIFEY♥ *~ LMAO-SCUBAS STALKER' on '2006-11-30 00:07:50') (repost of original by 'Marrrvelous~PhoeniXXX Radio' on '2006-11-30 00:30:20')

This Has Got To Be The Most Bullshit.....
so tonight is like any other night. watchin tv, eating some carne asada on the couch, smokin a blunt, its what i do. my roommate decides he wants to make him some top ramen noodles. first of all, he didnt have any so he ate two of mine. and they were the chicken. i love the chicken. anyway, he goes to put the water on the kitchen. mind you all, he has a smoker mentality. it affects the memory. but this was ridiculous. it affected his memory so much he didnt remember the towel he put next to the stove after he dried up water that was spilled. needless to say, FIRE!!!!!!! so im screamin around blowin my high because of this. my cats are runnin around screeching and screamin, scratched the shit outta me too. its chaotic. the fire dept comes and asked the dumbest question they possibly can: was there a fire here? no we were just makin mesquite food out the kitchen. we're a cajun bbq joint just wanted to see if you were hungry. not to mention the 45 mins it took for them to get he

Deep Thoughts
God here lately i have been thinking so much no one knows...i wished people could walk in my shoes and look at my world...sometimes its nice and sometimes its good its like that song from the judss..."love can build a bridge" but what if that bridge falls and your all alone in a big ocean of water? what do you do? what do you do? its like someone left you all alone and you have to find yourself out in the ocean with just you and what you have... wtf im so lost in my life i dont know what to do anymore...but god if i knew i would be so happy sorry guys i have had a long day today and i was on the phone with my friend eric and just thinking about what im typing right now oh great im hearing the best song from meatloaf "when you touch me like this" makes me think of my love life lmao its shitty i wished i could find that one true guy, just that one true guy i could cuddle with and spend the rest of my life with... i thought i did and i went 3 months through hell and

Computer Dependent???
Computer Dependent??? This illustrates how we have become totally dependent on our computers... Are you male or female? To get the answer, look down!!! } { } { } { } { } { { } { } { } { } { } { } { } { } { } { { { { Not here, Dummy!

July Baby
THIS IS REALLY ME RIGHT DOWN TO THE TEE. Fun to be with. Secretive. Difficult to fathom and to be understood. Quiet unless excited or tensed. Takes pride in oneself. Easily consoled. Honest. Concerned about people's feelings. Tactful. Friendly. Approachable. Emotional, temperamental and unpredictable. Moody and easily hurt. Witty and sparkly. Guides others physically and mentally. Sensitive and Forms impressions carefully. Caring and loving. Treats others equally. Strong sense of sympathy. Judges people through Observations. Loves to be alone. Always broods about the past and the old friends. Not aggressive unless provoked. Loves to be loved. Easily hurt but takes long to recover.

Farewell
hey everyone...i hope you are all having a wonderful night...i just woke up...but i am way too tired and cold tonight... i am going to go back to bed now.. i probably wont be online again until tomorrow night...so have a good thursday... remember to rate my blog if you havent already done so....and please vote for me in my contest... Vote For Me As CT's Poster Girl! Just Click The Pic Below. Then Rate & Comment My Pic. But Remember Only One Comment Please. Cassandra Lynn

You Might Live In Indiana If.............
YOU MIGHT LIVE IN INDIANA IF............. If someone in a store offers you assistance & they don't work there, you might live in Indiana. If your dad's suntan stops at a line curving around the middle of his forehead, you might live in Indiana. If your town has an equal number of bars and churches, you might live in Indiana. If you have had a lengthy telephone conversation with someone who dialed a wrong number, you might live in Indiana. YOU KNOW YOU ARE A TRUE HOOSIER WHEN: 1. Vacation means going north or south on I 69 for the weekend. 2. You measure distance in hours. 3. You know several people who have hit a deer more than once. 4. You often switch from heat to AC in the same day and back again. 5. You can drive 65 mph through 2 feet of snow during a raging blizzard, without flinching. 6. You see people wearing camouflage at social events including weddings. 7. You install security lights on your house and garage and leave both unlo

Why Am I So Lucky?
Through out the span of my life I have been blessed by God. Everytime I really needed something, some way some how, I was able to achieve my objectives. I don't understand how or why, but some how, things always have fallen into place for me. Usually when I would find myself in need for something like money to pay the rent or even buy food, there would always be a way for me to make the money. A way that wasn't there before, but now is. All I had to do was take advatage of the oportunity and do it! I'm at that point once again in my life where things were looking pretty grim. Out of work, no money, living with my brother, and what I thought was a failing relationship. Last Monday, not only did I except an offer for a good paying job, but I found that the woman of my dreams was still the woman of my dreams. Even after I cast her aside and sought the company of another, she takes me back into her life like I was never gone and even tried to take the blame for me running off. I didn't a

How Many Animals Can You Fit Into A Pair Of Pantyhose?
HERE'S A RIDDLE FOR YOU. Pantyhose quiz Q: How many animals can you fit into a pair of pantyhose? Now, think about it... Ready? Answer: 10 little piggies 2 calves , 1 ass, and an unknown number of hares. And of course one (1) . . . Kitty!!!!

Christ Can This Week Get Any Better?
So yea Sunday my buddy Ims me Says him and his gf of over 4 years breaks up Hes pretty broke up and rightfully so that was a kick in the teeth for him. Yesterday (Wednesday) I get a call 9 am to check a link on the Local news website My friend has been arrested For abandoning her baby No one knew she was pregnant From what i hear and its not her ya know i looked at a recent pic that they put on there its not her she looks so weary and torn and looks like she dont know right from wrong right now Im totally p9issed that shed do something like that but i feel sorry to she a friend and it hurts seein her down like she is I hope that everything will be ok for her i know shes not a monster evern tho she dids a horrible thing Can it get any better? I say no End Rant

Politics Of Sorrow
What happened before Only repeats on Your memory screen The things you’ve Gone without Whether lost Or never found Linger inside Taking crazy For a drive If it could Only be This Or had gone Another way You would still Be yourself You’d be Living this day It occurred For a reason Take that as You may If you can Find trust It resets Life’s game

Dads Dating Rules.
Rule One: If you pull into my driveway and honk you'd better be delivering a package, because you're sure not picking anything up. Rule Two: You do not touch my daughter in front of me. You may glance at her, so long as you do not peer at anything below her neck. If you cannot keep your eyes or hands off of my daughter's body, I will remove them. Rule Three: I am aware that it is considered fashionable for boys of your age to wear their trousers so loosely that they appear to be falling off their hips. Please don't take this as an insult, but you and all of your friends are complete idiots. Still, I want to be fair and open minded about this issue, so I propose this compromise: You may come to the door with your underwear showing and your pants ten sizes too big, and I will not object. However, in order to ensure that your clothes do not, in fact, come off during the course of your date with my daughter, I will take my electric nail gun and fasten your trousers securely in place

Oooooppsss
I was just going through rating pics via the waht's cherry option and hit a few male pics that i wasn't expecting LOL I have nothing against seeing the male member but i just felt it would be a bit strange rating it a 10, or a 1 for that matter. I never rate 1, or haven't found the need to yet, but to rate a person showing thier member a 10 just doesn't seem right. I was going to say something about people not replying when i say hello, but then thought thats just sad if i was going to worry about it. Its a persons choice if they want to talk, i certainly won't force them. Anyway i'll cut down the amount i write in here as i have other things to concentrate on and i can't see that many people being interested in what i have to say :)

Destiny!!!
Destiny I had a dream of our first kiss A precious dream that went like this As we walked by the babbling brook Away from me my breath mistook The world was peaceful and serene Where you were queen and I was king The sky above was a sea of blue A vision of love for me and you I knew right then someday I'd be Asking for your love upon one knee Though just a dream of our first date Inside it seems like futures' fate And if someday we find our souls embraced as if in rhyme Remember this and you will see That our first kiss was destiny! Martin Guy Kays Copyright ©2006 Martin Guy Kays

A Letter From God To His Children:
A letter from God to His children: > > Dear Children, > It has come to my attention that many of you are upset that folks > are > taking My name out of the season. Maybe you've forgotten that I wasn't > actually > born during this time of the year and that it was some of you're > predecessors > who decided to celebrate My birthday on what was actually a time of pagan > festival. Although I do appreciate being remembered anytime. > > How I personally feel about this celebration can probably be most > easily > understood by those of you who have been blessed with children of your > own. I > don't care what you call the day. If you want to celebrate My birth just, > GET > ALONG AND LOVE ONE ANOTHER. > > Now, having said that let Me go on. > > If it bothers you that the town in which you live doesn't allow a > scene > depicting My birth, then just get rid of a couple of Santa's and snowmen > and put > in a small Na

Are You A Good Girlfriend?
Are You a Good Girlfriend? You are an incredible girlfriend. You love your man with every ounce of your love. You'll do anything to be with him. He's your angel. Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

How Sarcastic Are You?
You're Totally Sarcastic You sarcastic? Never! You're as sweet as a baby bunny. Seriously, though, you have a sharp tongue - and you aren't afraid to use it. And if people are too wimpy to deal with your attitutde, then too bad. So sad. How Sarcastic Are You? me never!!!!!

Hypocrisy
aka being called a Hypocrite. How often in our daily lives do we see people being a hypocrite? If you didn't realize it before take a look around you. How about that doctor of yours that you might catch smoking who just lectured you on taking better care of your body. What about the cop who is crooked and takes a bribe when they are supposed to be protecting the public? There is always the big one, the person who goes to church every Sunday and sits in the pew and listens and believes everything said by the Preacher and how they have such high and righteous morals and beliefs because they go to church but then you find out that they cheat on their spouse or beat their kids or something that is far from righteous. Hypocrites live all around us. Are you one of them? I think there is some part of all of us that has at one time gone against what we put out to everyone to see.

I Am Sorry That Some Folks Can't Access...
the internet from work, but I get a bit tired of all the complaints aiming at begrudging those that are able to access the internet from work. Here was my response to one person that placed such a complaint bulletin: "Just got to realize that the circumstances for those accessing from work might be very different because they have different kind of jobs that aren't your ordinary job. Myself included. I answer 60-100 crisis calls during my shift each shift I work. Some calls are 5 mins; others are close to 45 minutes or an hour; occasionally, you'll get the one that lasts much longer than that. Would you be able to do the same and remain cool? In between calls we are allowed to surf the net to remain alert and awake. Just saying.... Take into consideration that there are jobs of all sorts that help make our world go around. Just because your job doesn't allow you the luxury to surf every now and then, doesn't mean that the rest of the world isn't continually turning.

Omg Gotta See This!
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Life Is A Journey
Life is a Journey Life is a journey through many a terrain From gardens of pleasure to deserts of pain From an ocean of love to a jungle of hate From Mountains of glory to canyons of fate There's a highway for joy and a highway for sorrow A Road for today and a road for tomorrow So choose your path wisely and walk it with care If you follow your heart, you'll find your way there I've been to the garden and planted seeds there I've been to the desert and felt the despair I've swam in the ocean and drank of it's wine I climbed up the mountain to touch the sky I went to the canyon and started to cry I've traveled both highways,both today And tomorrow I've basked in the joy And wallowed in sorrow My Path has been chosen And I've walked it with care I followed My heart and I'm on my way there And until I get there I'll just keep walking Till I find what I'm after I'll climb the Mountains and swim to the oceans end Through the Gardens I'll walk Till my

Fucked Myself Over
listen all of you on here in cherry land..there is a certain person i love more then life itself and things got better and were doing great and i messed up on here posting rants about that person..he is now angry and hates me i think. well i love him and wish i could take back exactly what was said. i know i messed up and i know i cant reverse the damage but hope that he can read this and know how truly sorry i am and that i do love him to pieces....he will always be with me in my heart....if he can find it in him to forgive me i wish that he would..i love you and you know damn well who you are.

Sorry Bout The Delay In Comments And Ratings
ok guys i'm really sorry but for everyone i can't comment or rate right now its because ur pages are more fuller apparently then my computer will allow with this dial up shit ....but i am gettin dsl back soon as december is over ....with christmas i have a shortage of funds so ya'll will just have to hold on if u can but soon as december is over i swear i am gettin dsl back or else i'mma hang myself cause i can't handle this dial up shit no more lol thats why i avoid this fuckin computer half the time ...the other half i'm busy partyin hehe ....anywayz please be patient and i'll get to u all asap!!! ........laterz all and have a good day/night and thankz for ur patience so far

Something
So, yeah... i got my grades on tuesday... i guess i really need to rethink success or something... I failed yet another class... that makes 3 classes out of the 6 that Ive taken (not counting the 2 im in now) that ive failed. One was because I ditched it and neglected to withdraw. I dont know what im going to do... I really dont... To top it off the school called wednesday and theres a problem with my fincial aid or something.. Ive been enrolled since July and this is now almost Decemeber!!! What the fuck... to top it off I dont even know if they ever found my immunization records. They keep bitching to me about where I park my truck... hello that thing is like 18 feet long... you find me a place to park it so that it doesnt keep getting hit by the fucking morons that attend this goddamn school that cant drive or park!!! I'm seriously contemplating dropping out... and getting my education elsewhere. I used to like the school... but now im not so sure. The failing of classes isnt be

Cry Little Sister
Cry Little Sister A last fire will rise behind those eyes Black house will rock, blind boys don't lie Immortal fear, that voice so clear Through broken walls, that scream I hear Cry, little sister - Thou shall not fall Come, come to your brother - Thou shall not die Unchain me, sister - Thou shall not fear Love is with your brother - Thou shall not kill Blue masquerade, strangers look on When will they learn this loneliness? Temptation heat beats like a drum Deep in your veins, I will not lie Little sister - Thou shall not fall Come, come to your brother - Thou shall not die Unchain me, sister - Thou shall not fear Love is with your brother - Thou shall not kill My Shangri-Las I can't forget Why you were mine I need you now Cry, little sister - Thou shall not fall Come, come to your brother - Thou shall not die Unchain me, sister - Thou shall not fear Love is with your brother - Thou shall not kill

Me And My Father
About me and my dad Me and my dad never really got o see each other. I just started to see him when i was 13 and then i lost contact with him again after that. Then i just started to see him again when i was 15 and i really kind of got close to him i felt like he was really my father unlike the other times when i basicually did not know him at all. I had a few pictures o him here and there. in march 2006 my father pulled and inccadent with guns and wanting to kill us though i dont think he was alll there.My father could not see us for a long time it is still 2006 but the thing is i would cry all the time not in front of people but alone unless it was with my sister kassii.. i really missed and wanted my father. we called him one day we werent alowed to becuase of the protection order and told him how i missed and loved him and i think that was the first time i had actaully told him i loved him. In september a huge thing happend and we where all torn appart. on september 22,2006 my dad

Cherrytap!!!!
Dear PEOPLE, Sorry to bother you - I know you have better things to do than to read this lame, self-serving message. I also know that it's uncool to be begging like this... But, I really need all of your help! I don't need much, and I certainly am not asking for money. But in order to keep this site running, I need more people to join!!! If you like CherryTAP and you can spare just a couple minutes, just send at the very least an email to your friends about our site. I promise not to nag you again for at least a couple of weeks. I will give you 500 points for every referral that signs up (you'll be able to exchange points for free stuff very soon!). You can also be featured on the front page if you refer the most people! So if you're ready to help out for a good cause, either use the invite form, or use your own email program by following the link below. If you use your own email program, it'll help avoid getting spam-trapped and also assures your privacy. You don't ha

This Isnt A Hoax
(before i start im going to say this..even tho i say it twice in this letter....but..THIS ISNT A HOAX..my real life friend Mark worked with their parent company in 2000 who did the same thing) Hey Everyone!!..Its Me Ash!!!!..I just found out something REALLY COOL...This is NOT A HOAX and its totally free!!!!..Im going to try to explain it the best way i can!!.. There is this new search site opening, its like google.. Its called AGLOCO™..They want to make it really big so they are PAYING people to search on their page..It hasent started yet ( it will in the next few days) BUT you can start referring people...You make money for EVERY click you do on the search bar..You also get bonuses For EVERY PERSON you refer. Once you sign up go to "my account" and there is a referral link to your page. You can only search on this site for 5 hours a month. But Thats ALOT of clicks!!! My friend Mark told me about this today. I PROMISE this isn't a hoax..Me as well as a few friends have

To Find A Special
TWO FRIENDS WERE WALKING THROUGH THE DESERT. DURING SOME POINT OF THE JOURNEY, THEY HAD AN ARGUMENT; AND ONE FRIEND SLAPPED THE OTHER ONE IN THE FACE. THE ONE WHO GOT SLAPPED WAS HURT, BUT WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING, WROTE IN THE SAND: TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE. THEY KEPT ON WALKING, UNTIL THEY FOUND AN OASIS, WHERE THEY DECIDED TO TAKE A BATH THE ONE WHO HAD BEEN SLAPPED GOT STUCK IN THE MIRE AND STARTED DROWNING, BUT THE FRIEND SAVED HIM. AFTER HE RECOVERED FROM THE NEAR DROWNING, HE W ROTE ON A STONE: "TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE ". THE FRIEND WHO HAD SLAPPED AND SAVED HIS BEST FRIEND ASKED HIM, "AFTER I HURT YOU, YOU WROTE IN THE SAND AND NOW, YOU WRITE ON A STONE, WHY?" THE FRIEND REPLIED "WHEN SOMEONE HURTS US WE SHOULD WRITE IT DOWN IN SAND, WHERE WINDS OF FORGIVENESS CAN ERASE IT AWAY. BUT, WHEN SOMEONE DOES SOMETHING GOOD FOR US, WE MUST ENGRAVE IT IN STONE WHERE NO WIND CAN EVER ERASE IT." LEARN

Who Wants To Be A Millionaire
My girlfriend and I are watching "Who Wants To Be A Millionaire" while we are in bed. I turned to her and said, "Do you want to have sex?" "No." She answered. I then said, "Is that your final answer?" "Yes." She replied. Then I said, "I'd like to phone a friend." That's the last thing I remember.

You
siting on the bench you siting next to me with my mind somewhere else you come to huge me you arms so strong your body so close I hold my breathe to keep you close kissing my lips my stomache with butterflies I kiss your sweet lips back holding you close to me our eyes meet the twinkle in your eye my body twiches with delight you kiss my forhead as you wave goodbye but I know it will be soon I will hold you in my arms once again

Cheap Tomatoes?
This should make everyone think, be you Democrat or Republican... From a California school teacher - - -"As you listen to the news about the student protests over illegal immigration there are some things that you should be aware of: I am in charge of the English-as-a-second-language department at a large southern California high school which is designated a Title 1 school, meaning that its students average lower social economic and income level. Most of the schools you are hearing about South Gate High, Bell Gardens, Huntington Park,etc. where these students are protesting, are also Title 1 schools. One hundred percent of the students in this school and other Title 1 schools are on the free breakfast and free lunch program. When I say free breakfast I'm not talking a glass of milk and roll -- but a full breakfast and cereal bar with fruits and juices that would make a Marriott proud. The waste of this food is monumental, with trays and trays of it being dumped in

Where R My 'top' Promoters!!! Chek Out My New Mulit-player..k.a. !!
SNAP! Imeem.com site created my own multi-player --that is way better than CT's music player. ENJOY!!! I'll b adding a loungs soon ---but need MASSIVE POINTS AND HELP - - WHERE R ALL OF MY "TOP PROMOTERS"???????

A Home In My Heart (author: La Belle Rouge)
This is one of my favorites by other authors There’s a home in my heart None other can see Reserved to love you alone With desire wild and free There’s a place in my dreams Where only we can go Love comes down from Heaven To dwell on Earth below There together hand in hand We walk and laugh Over fragrant flowers Angels drop on our path There are thoughts in my mind Of being close to you Of the passionate loving things We would say and do The sweetness of your kiss The touch of your hands My heart recognizes And my soul understands There’s a home in my heart Where together we dwell And nothing can steal it Not Heaven or Hell There’s a void in my life Only you can fill And as long as we live I know that you will Live always in my heart And walk with me in dreams Fully share all my joys My sorrows and schemes For you are the one Joined with my soul And rare love like ours Will never die or grow old © 2-18-0

Engel
Wer zu Lebzeit gut auf Erden wird nach dem Tod ein Engel werden den Blick gen Himmel fragst Du dann warum man sie nicht sehen kann Erst wenn die Wolken schlafen gehn kann man uns am Himmel sehen wir haben Angst und sind allein Gott weiß ich will kein Engel sein Sie leben hinterm Sonnenschein getrennt von uns unendlich weit sie müssen sich an Sterne krallen (ganz fest) damit sie nicht vom Himmel fallen Erst wenn die Wolken schlafen gehn kann man uns am Himmel sehen wir haben Angst und sind allein Gott weiß ich will kein Engel sein Erst wenn die Wolken schlafen gehn kann man uns am Himmel sehne wir haben Angst und sind allein Gott weiß ich will kein Engel sein

Ich Will
Ich will dass ihr mir vertraut Ich will dass ihr mir glaubt Ich will eure Blicke spüren Ich will jeden Herzschlag kontrollieren Ich will eure Stimmen hören Ich will die Ruhe stören Ich will dass ihr mich gut seht Ich will dass ihr mich versteht Ich will eure Phantasie Ich will eure Energie Ich will eure Hände sehen Ich will in Beifall untergehen Seht ihr mich? Versteht ihr mich? Fühlt ihr mich? Hört ihr mich? Könnt ihr mich hören? Wir hören dich Könnt ihr mich sehen? Wir sehen dich Könnt ihr mich fühlen? Wir fühlen dich Ich versteh euch nicht Ich will Wir wollen dass ihr uns vertraut Wir wollen dass ihr uns alles glaubt Wir wollen eure Hände sehen Wir wollen in Beifall untergehen - ja Könnt ihr mich hören? Wir hören dich Könnt ihr mich sehen? Wir sehen dich Könnt ihr mich fühlen? Wir fühlen dich Ich versteh euch nicht Könnt ihr uns hören? Wir hören euch Könnt ihr uns sehen? Wir sehen euch Könnt ihr uns fühlen? Wir fühlen euch Wir v

An Us Army Veteran
If you support your country and believe that we should be over in Iraq then repost this with your branch of choice. If you do not support your country then repost this with the reason you don't support them.

Pissed Off And Venting
IM TIRED OF THIS FUCKING GEORGIA ECONOMY. AS I KNOW IT HAPPENS EVERYWHERE ELSE. BUT ITS BULLSHIT AND ITS ABOUT TIME PPL START TAKING A GOD DAMN STAND FOR WHAT WE BELIEVE IN. ILL TELL YA NOW. IM A BROKE ASS BITCH. AND ITS BECAUSE I HAVE BODY MODIFICATIONS THAT I WILL BE DAMNED TO COVER THEM UP. AND PPL WILL SAY, WELL THATS UR PROBLEM RIGHT THERE. UR NEVER GOING TO GET ANYWHERE WITH THAT KIND OF ATTITUDE. WELL THEN SO GOD DAMN BE IT. BUT THAT WILL CHANGE. IM JUST AS GOOD AS ANY OTHER PERSON OUT THERE, WHO OUT IN THIS WORLD IS COMPLETELY NORMAL. I COULD POSSIBLY BE MORE QUALIFIED THEN SOME OF THEM SOBs. NOW IF U HAVE A NEGATIVE COMMENT TO SAY ABOUT ALL THIS. DONT BOTHER. IM NOT BITCHING FOR NEGATIVITY OR ATTENTION. IM TRYING TO MAKE A POINT. AND IF PPL CANT UNDERSTAND IT, THEN WELL THEIR LOSS. IM TIRED OF PPL WHO MAKE HELLA MONEY, RUBBIN IT IN MY FACE. AND THEN SAYING WELL, I CAN BUY THIS AND I CAN BUY THAT AND DAH DAH DAH. I DONT CARE FOR UR WEALTHINESS. I GIVES NO FUCK ABOUT IT. MODS

Christmas Carols For The Psychiatrically Challenged
Schizophrenia: Do you Hear what I hear? Dementia: I think I'll be home for Christmas. Narcissistic: Hark the Angels sing about me. Manic: Deck the halls and walls and house and lawn and streets and stores and office and town and cars and busses and trucks and trees and fire hydrants............ Paranoid: Santa Claus is coming to get me. Personality Disorder:You better watch out, I'm gonna cry, I'm gonna pout, maybe I'll tell you why?.... Borderline Personality Disorder: Thoughts of roasting on an open fire.... Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder: Jingle bell, jingle bell, jingle bell rock, jingle bell, jingle bell, jingle bell rock, jingle bell, jingle bell, jingle bell rock,....... (Better start over again).

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Good News
Hello Fellow Cherries! Long time no talk. Sorry I've been hella busy. School, holidays, and general daliy grind shit. School is going well, doing good in my classes, learning lots. Good news is I have been nominated to be in "Who's Who" I nearly flipped my perverbeal shit!! Got a good chunk of christmas done or in my chase chanaka. I am entering a Poetry Slam this Friday, top prize is 300 bucks. I also got a job. I am a nanny!! That is SO cute. Well much holiday love to all and some warm fuzzies.

Hard Times
Well its been awhile since i have been here and things have been happening in my life right now...Currently looking for a new job bc the one i have sucks and i know that many people feel that way about their job...my roommate is moving back east to live with her parents and im in the process of looking for a new roommate...i hate all this stress right now..i need some cheering up right now..anyone care to help me

The National Commander Of The American Legion Called On Rep. Charles Rangel (d-ny) To Apologize
WASHINGTON - The National Commander of The American Legion called on Rep. Charles Rangel (D-NY) to apologize for suggesting that American troops would not choose to fight in Iraq if they had other employment options. “Our military is the most skilled, best-trained all-volunteer force on the planet,” said National Commander Paul A. Morin. “Like that recently espoused by Sen. John Kerry, Congressman Rangel’s view of our troops couldn’t be further from the truth and is possibly skewed by his political opposition to the war in Iraq.” According to Rangel, “If a young fellow has an option of having a decent career, or joining the Army to fight in Iraq, you can bet your life that he would not be in Iraq. If there’s anyone who believes these youngsters want to fight, as the Pentagon and some generals have said, you can just forget about it. No bright young individual wants to fight just because of a bonus and just because of some educational benefits,” Rangel said. Rangel was respondi

Dr. Turi More Free Goodies For You All
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Time To Bitch.
Ah, yes. I need to bitch. About several different things actually. So, I've chosen to do it here. Because I can't go out and beat the shit out of something or someone for that matter, so I'm gonna do it right here for all your lovely eyes to see, so warning if you don't want to see alot of fucked up shit I'd advise you to not read this blog. FIRST: Where the fuck do guys on CT get off fucking with women's heads on here. Now granted, ok I'm sure there's a fair share of women fucking over men on all aspects of the internet but do we ever hear about them? Hardly, and I'll tell ya why. Men will not admit freely that they've been played by a woman because it hurts their ego. But see, there are some men who come on here and claim "they are in a loveless, sexless marriage" aww. so sad. So they'll sit there and string along purely unsuspecting women who are fucking genuine and build their expectations up then fucking snub them when the iron gets too hot well guess what asshats?

When Am I Gonna Get Some Love...
I PUT UP NEW PICS FOR MY CHERRY FAMILY,SOMETHING FOR EVERYONE AND IM JUST WONDERING WHEN IM GONNA GET SOME LOVE???????????IM ON CHERRY GRINDING FOR MY FAMILY SHOWING LOVE TO YA'LLS PICS AND NOONE IS EVEN CHECKING ME OUT AM I THAT UGLY?????????SERIOUSLLY THOUGH CHECK ME OUT I GOT SEXY PICS FOR THE LADIES SEXY PICS FOR THE FELLAS TO CHECK OUT FAMILY PICS FOR THOSE WHO JUST WANT TO SEE A LOVING FAMILY AND PERSONAL PICS OF MY HANDSOME SELF....SMILE...CHECK THEM OUT AND SHOW SOME LOVE....

Breath Of Heaven And Some Ranting
Ever more the sands of time seem to be swept along, faster and faster down the stream of life's pace. I find that the things I want to do, need to do, should do, can easily fall by the banks and become lost in the silt. Just as easily, those which stumble can be burried in that same silt and lost from the sight of memory; both treasure and trivial are bound to that prospect. My college applications are now submitted electronicly to San José State University, San Francisco State Univeristy, Sacramento State University, and California State East Bay (Concord/Hayward campuses). I like San José State's campus, from what I saw since it seemed like a good place for logistical arrangements, aside from the reliance on the automobile if I can't get a flat too close to the campus. Sacramento State will also require me doing something similar, since I know no one up that way that I would be able to be roommates with and since the housing is supposed to be expensive as far as rent goes. Califor

Show Some Love
i have done this in bulletins and nothing has happened i have some really good friends on here that need some love and some help getting the hang of this... Hard4u-very close person to me nightdancer--one of my best friends copey-another good friend.. thanks everyone

See, The Trouble Is....
So I was at Best Buy and everything, scoping out the digital cameras, talking to a sales person, but...I just couldn't do it. I'm cheap, and it is starting to become a slight problem. I would like to have a digital camera, but I don't really NEED it. All I would do with it is take pictures of myself for this website daily LoL that just sounds like a bad habit. My dad refuses to buy me one for Christmas because he bought be one once before like 6 years ago and it never worked right with our computer and blah blah and he is still bitter about all the money he spent on it LoL. Oh well, maybe I will break down and just do it eventually. Another problem is, there are so damn many to choose from! I don't want anything too cheap, but nothing too expensive either. Anyway, I did do something constructive when I was out the mall. I bought some much needed pants (on sale of course) and a couple t-shirts. YaY. Now I have clothes that fit, what a concept!

Fibromyalgia
Being as how I have fibromyalgia, I figured I would post this info. What is Fibromyalgia? Fibromyalgia (FM) is a chronic pain illness characterized by widespread musculoskeletal aches, pain, and stiffness, soft tissue tenderness, general fatigue, and sleep disturbances. The most common sites of pain include the neck, back, shoulders, pelvic girdle, and hands, but any body part can be affected. Fibromyalgia patients experience a range of symptoms of varying intensities that wax and wane over time. Who is affected? It is estimated that approximately 5-7% of the U.S. population has FM. Although a higher percentage of women of all ages and races are affected, it does strike men and children. Because of its debilitating nature, fibromyalgia has a serious impact on patients' families, friends and employers, as well as society at large. What are the symptoms? FM is characterized by the presence of multiple tender points and a constellation of symptoms.

When I'm Gone
When I'm Gone There's another world inside of me That you may never see There's secrets in this life That I can't hide Somewhere in this darkness There's a light that I can't find Maybe it's too far away... Maybe I'm just blind... Maybe I'm just blind... So hold me when I'm here Love me when I'm wrong Hold me when I'm scared And love me when I'm gone Everything I am And everything you need I'll also be the one You wanted me to be I'll never let you down Even if I could I'd give up everything If only for your good So hold me when I'm here Love me when I'm wrong You can hold me when I'm scared You won't always be there So love me when I'm gone Love me when I'm gone... When your education x-ray Can not see under my skin I won't tell you a damn thing That I could not tell my friends Roaming through this darkness I'm alive but I'm alone Part of me is fighting this But part of me is gone So hold me when I'm here Love me when I'm wrong Hol

Nice
for anyone that is interested, i have some pics of britney spears and her naked "danger area"lol. they r real and i think they're hot. some papparazzi took them and he should get alot of money for em. i have an album in my pics with her pics in it. you all are welcome to stop by and rate em or leave a comment, but plz check out all my pics. L8

One Sick Pixie
okay... so im sick :( i dont get sick often... im sorry if i dont repsond on here or yahoo or where ever else you may have me... im probably laying down and resting, i have a double ear infection and so i dont feel like doin much... i love you all and thank you so much for the people who cared today and tried to cheer me up... you all mean so much to me love always the sick pixie

Men...
Sometimes you think you find a great catch and it is taken away from you for some unknown reason. I am starting to like this guy who is kinda far away... But I'm not afraid. I will get out of this what i deserve... whatever that may be. I just dont know how to go about it the right way... any suggestions? I'm not one for competition or being compared/ competiting against other girls who may seem better than me. I am my own self and that is what i have to offer. if you dont like it.. then i guess thats too bad. this is a pointless blog because no one reads it. but its cool... needed to get that off my chest. Im still in a really good mood =) have been since this weekend... joy!

Saltwater Days
She loved sweet saltwater days when the sun holds nothing back And washes the beach's visitors in its generous yellow-white light. V-Shaped shadows glide over the bright hot sand As brown pelicans ride a sultry, slow breeze. White foam on blue-green water curls and churns And deposits tasty morsels for gulls who chatter loudly As they run on orange-stick legs while laughing children Chase them relentlessly on low-tide sparkling sands Skittish crabs do their sideways crawl toward shorelines Teaming with muscles tumbling inland on endless turning tides. The ocean swells in ancient breath and pushes The edges of the earth back once again. By Kem Lewis

Life
I was hoping the first bulliten I posted on here would be something happy, but the thing that is most on my mind is my brother Hank R.I.P 09-20-06. We both share the same mother, and even though we have different fathers, we never considered each other as half related. We were all family. He departed this world after a tough battle with cancer. I know he is in a better place now and he does not have to suffer. For a while I was mad at myself that I didnt visit him more often. The last time I called to check on him he was too weak to talk but my mom relayed my phone call to him while she was there at his home trying to make him comfortable. My heart hangs heavy right now, but I know he would not want me to go on being sad. I still have so many memories that do bring a smile to my face and help me cope with his death. We always joked with each other about who has the biggest feet. I finally got him good a few weeks ago... I told him "his age is finally catching up with his sho

My Life
Hi my name is Sabrina I am egaged and have two boys 11 months and 12 years old. My fiance is the best why you ask beacause he lets me be free. he is the only man i know that will let his wife (the wed is 12/24/06) have a girlfriend and not request that we have a threesome with him all the time. he also lets me pretty much do as i please when we go to the stripclubs especially the one i used to bartend at he lets me flirt and have a good time without being stuck up my ass. I guess he is lucky too considering i am so openminded that i have no problem with him having a girlfriend besides me and it doesn't have to be the girl i am seeing. i guess what i am trying to say is i am here for friends and meeting people for a good time. at this time i would like to thank everyone that has rated either my profile or pic a 10. So anyone who is not warded off by the fact i have kids and am getting married wchich all that is a legal piece of paper so that we can get a house and other military benefi

Never Again
When I look back on the years, we had together, Don’t know how I lasted, through all the bad weather, My dear, I must have been insane, to go trough all that pain, And I’m never ever, going there again. Ref: I thought that you, would treat me right, But you went and changed, to my surprise, And the good times, that we had, Is just a shadow of the bad. My dear, you have to realize. You play the game, you pay the price, And this time it was me, Remember, nothing comes for free. I will go, and I will close the door behind me, Throw away, all things that remind me, Of you, I know now what you do, You never could be true , I saw you, through that cheap disguise, But it took a while to realize. What’s gone is gone, it’s left behind, Don’t try to, get me to rewind, What we had, was before, It’s not existing anymore, So please do listen, as I say, I won’t take it for another day, And then, put it in the past, Cause it was never meant to last. I guess that w

Matt
I can't believe how much I love my boyfriend. We have only been dating for just over 2 weeks but I can't help it. I have never felt this way about someone before. If I am not with him, I am thinking about him.. I know, two weeks isn't a long time but I really think it is love. What do you all think???

Hey All...check Out My Cool Friend And Help Welcome Her To Cherrytap! I Am Her Pimp Daddy! Lol!
Hey everyone can you all help welcome a very cool gal to the site! I guess I am pimpin her hehe! Here is her link: Boneseeker@ CherryTAP

My Story With My Ex
we had 5 1/2 months of good times and fun dates then 3 1/2 weeks ago she started deleting me off of the websites we were friends on,when I asked her bout all the stuff online she denied that it was her. that should have been my first clue that things were messed up. then I asked her 2 weeks ago about it again on friday of that week and on sunday and she still denied it was her.then she chose to fuck me over more and ignore me and break up w/ me that way. so she's not only a fucking bitch but also a damn coward too. so yet again I get fucked over.thats my story of "our" bullshit story.

Unsure
I accidentally uploaded some pics into the wrong album and while i was correcting it to put them in the appropriate album i was flagged it would have been more respectful to me to message me and say hey do you know you did this.i made a mistake and i corrected it.sorry to vent but im just a little angry right now

Love Is My Illusion
I'm no longer, much of a believer, My scars have weakened my faith, My highlights was deceiving paintings, With demons discovered too late. But yet a thing called hope, Refuses to let me go, I hear the whispers that say: You’ve got to believe in love. The dreamer convinces the realist, Leaving an opening in my shield, Again my soul stands naked, Unprotected in the battlefield. Another sword goes trough me, I’m wounded ,the war is over, Reality yells out laud: What were you thinking girl, Were you sober? How many falls will it take, To understand you’re not much worth, It’s been proven again and again, Since your mother gave you birth, What the hell is wrong with you, Do you enjoy this, getting hurt? What pink cloud were you counting on, Do you know you’re on planet earth? Now tell me baby, How much is this illusion worth? Copyright © 2006 by C Hottran

Photo Folders
if in your profile you have a folder of pictures that is labeled add me a a friend and rate my profile to view...please have the courtesy to follow through...when i see that more and more it just goes to show one who is real..and who is a fake.

Pg. 1
Chapter 1 Alyson Reeve walked up the school’s cobblestones steps, lost in her own thoughts. She didn’t even notice the soft rolling of a skateboard. Suddenly, something, or someone, hit her and she and her stuff went flying everywhere. She sat up on her knees slowly and started gathering her stuff. “Here, let me help you with that,” a kind voice made her look up into the soft, brown eyes of a teenager. He helped her gather up the last of her stuff and they stood quickly, their eyes still locked intensely. “Sorry,” he said picking up his skateboard, “I wasn’t watching where I was going. Anything I can help you with?” “No thank you,” she said, looking once into those soft, soft eyes, “but thanks for the offer.” She watched him push through the glass doors of the school and join a girl, then down the hallway out of sight. Snapping back to reality, she pulled her schedule. She gazed at it for a moment, searching for her first class with her finger. “Gotcha,” she whispered as h

Light A Million Candles Please Help Us!!!!
The innocent victims of Internet child abuse cannot speak for themselves. But you can. With your help, we can eradicate this evil trade. We do not need your money. We need you to light a candle of support. www.lightamillioncandles.com The more candles we light, the more powerful our voice becomes. This petition will be used to encourage governments, politicians, financial institutions, payment organisations, Internet service providers, technology companies and law enforcement agencies to eradicate the commercial viability of online child abuse. They have the power to work together. You have the power to get them to take action. Please light your candle at lightamillioncandles.com or send an email of support to light@lightamillioncandles.com. Together, we can destroy the commercial viability of Internet child abuse sites that are destroying the lives of innocent children. Kindly forward this email to your friends, relatives and work colleagues so

I"m Djing Now!!!
Well tonight was my first night of manny days to come. Tongiht I had my first show on Temptation X Radio. If you missed it you suck lol. Okay not really but damn it was fun. Okay I had a few fuck ups at the beginging and at the end but other then that I rocked the fuck out of that place. So if you want to catch me live again the tune into the tempation x radio lounge next friday at 8pm est time. I'll be there and I'll be rocking the place with my cock hanging out!!!!

Friendship Angel Poems
Friendship angel poems When I have no one to turn to And I am feeling kind of low, When there is no one to talk to And nowhere I want to go, I search deep within myself It is the love inside my heart That lets me know my Angels are there Even though we are miles apart. A smile then appears upon my face And the sun begins to shine. I hear a voice, so soft and sweet Saying, 'Everything will be just fine' It may seem that I am alone But I am never by myself at all. Whenever I need my Angels near All I have to do is call. An Angel's love is always true On that you can depend. They will always stand behind you And will always be your friend. Through darkest hours and brightest days Our Angel's see us through They smile when we are happy, and will cry when we are blue. Thanks for being my Angel my friend I will be there for you until the end

Muh Man
You mean more to me than you will ever know. With a passion that keeps growing, as the days come and go. You are more precious to me, than the stars in the sky. You make me more happy than any other guy! I cant wait to be in your arms my love, to kiss, talk, make love, and dance. Your my world, my heart my soul. Just to be near you is my ultimate goal. You have a special place in my life. And for the first time in a very long time, I have actually though of being a wife. I love you Baby, you may actually never know how much, but I will show you each day, with each kiss, and our every touch.

To Makaveli
We have both felt, the hesitation, We have both wanted more, But, I am scared to fall again, Because of what happened, before. I am scared of being hurt, I am scared of hurting you, I wish I knew for sure, Just what it is that I should do. I am going to take a risk, That you will understand, And I will try to trust you more, Because, I am your biggest fan. I need to let you know, That I love you so much, And I will learn to love again, The secret's in your touch. Never before have I felt this way, My heart is on my sleeve, I am just afraid that things would change, And suddenly, you would leave. I can not bear to hurt again, After all that I've been through, But, I am willing to risk the hurt, Because, I am falling in love with you. I promise I wouldn't hurt you, Or ever leave your side, Because you are the "he", I've searched for, I have looked far and wide. So today, I tell you this, That I am ready to move on, And grow the love that we sha

Do Ever Just Wanna...
scream cry bleed die whatever... I have been wanting to cut lately... its been a long time since I have done that... or even had the desire to do so, but right now the feel of a razor blade on my wrists and fingers legs toes stomache... it sounds so good... I want to feel the pain to get rid of the pain... i know I can not do this because it is an addiction ... once you start you can not stop... I think I will stick with crying

Would You Let Me...
~Y = Yes~~~ ~~~N = No~~~ ~~~M = Maybe~~~ ***Would You?*** [] Come To My House To Do Nothing But Chill? [] Fuck Me? [] Suck Me? [] Kiss Me? [] Let Me Kiss You? [] Watch A Movie With Me? [] Take Me Out To Dinner? [] Take A Shower With Me? [] Take Me Home For The Night? [] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed? [] Repost This For Me To Answer Your Questions? [] Let Me Make You Breakfast? [] Tickle Me? [] Let Me Tickle You? [] Stick Up For Me if i Was Being Put Down? [] Instant Message Me? [] Greet Me In Public? [] Hang Out With Me? [] Bring Me Around Your Friends? ***Do You...*** [] Think I'm Cute? [] Want To Kiss Me? [] Want To Have Sex? [] Want To Cuddle With Me? [] Want To Hook Up With Me? ***Am I...*** [] Smart? [] Cute? [] Funny? [] Cool? [] Loveable? [] Adorable? [] Great To Be With? [] Attractive? [] Mean? [] Boyfriend/Girlfriend Material? ***Have You Ever...*** [] Thought About Hooking Up With Me? [] Found Yourself Wanting A Kiss From Me?

So Whats Happened Lately.
let's see today i found out my best friends dad died last night. i was like about to cry. cuz i love my friend alot and her dad was like a family member to me.. im about to be 19.. im trying to find a new job. im about to go to college ...thats about it

Now I Know
They used to talk about it all the time And never once did it cross my mind I saw it shine bright in a few couples But where it was dark was nothing but trouble I saw it in a new mother's face And the pain she felt is some how erased I saw it when they walk so true And seald it with a simple I do And now I see it every time you smile If your name was my last breath I still walk a mile Then shout it out as loud as I can So the world could know I was your man I was a child and now I know That the love you give helps me to grow.

*who Didn't Know I'm An Angel?*
You scored as Angel of Prayer. You were the Angel of Prayer! People prayed and u listened. Depending on what was being asked, you granted it and made people belive in miracles. You were what miracles are made of and was glad to share your ability to make humans happy and belive in God and Heaven. Angel of Prayer71%Angel of Guidance64%Guardian Angel61%Angel of Hope50%Angel of Good Fortune29%Angel of Death4%What kind of an Angel were you before your life on Earth? (kool anime pics)created with QuizFarm.com

My Views On Life And A Lot Of Other Things
life is fucked up and full of pain and chaos but that has taught me alot about life and people in general. because of all the shit I've been through. as such I really don't really like people in general, they will always let you down when you need them,they will betray you if it serves their purpose ,and generally aren't trustworthy. they are the only things I've known the two big things that have been my driving force in life and gotten me through this life has been my anger and the pain I have suffered. I've tried to learn wat I can from all of the pain. I am not a man of second chances so if you totally fuck me over or start shit behind my back or anything like that know this I will never give you another chance.this applies especially to my ex's who have done shit to me. you had your fucking chance and you blew it.so go find somebody else who gives a fuck bout it.I really don't give a shit wat the hell you think of me. as for love with all I've been through its out there but n

Loves Giving Me The Blues
im in love with a woman i believe to be made for me,shes the first one ,i think of when i wake,and the last one i dream of as i go to sleep. my days are filled with visions of what could be.be as normal in my life ,this could not be ,besides the fact we think ,act.and believe the same things,and enjoy the same things,the stars are off and once again ,i feel alone and cold,the part that rips into my heart is i dont know,how she feels,her heart is shielded by a wall,every once in awhile , the person i believe her to be leeks out past the wall and gives me hope,i feel the love i yearn for and need,but just as fast it evaporates like a marage to a man dying of thirst.all i seek is the truth of her feelings,no matter what the outcome.so i can deal with my own feelings,if she says no,theres no chance i will feel pain , but nothing like the torture i endure ,now wonder,why is it the way i look, the wat i act.have i done something i can never be forgivin for?these questions tear at my soul lik

Help The System On Pics!!!
Some people are not aware that there seems to be a glitch in the system. While I am sure they are fixing it, there is a temporary solution since it seems that any folders marked as NSFW are only viewable to the owner. 1) Check your albums. If one is marked as NSFW, it will not allow even your friends and family in. 2) open the folder and MAKE SURE all the photos are properly marked. This will make sure they are properly tagged. 3) go to the folder options and WRITE " NSFW in the title somewhere to show that is what is in the folder (It's the responsible thing to do) 4) After updating the title return to the folder options and remove the mark that labels the folder as NSFW. 5) Problem solved. Now you may have already figured this out, but have your friends? Please repost this so they find out. Your Friendly Neighborhood Evil Monkey King says "Just here to help..."

I Received A Package In The Mail...
from the Defenders of Wildlife. I wondered...Delayed awhile... Just opened it. My sister adopted a penguin in my name and I received a stuffed penguin. Yes, this does make me very happy.