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Laughing
I may be in marketing, but if I *ever* create boring marketing coin phrases, please, get me to a pro wrestling show or a Madonna concert so I can come alive again. Thank you in advance, this has been your memo :) XOXX, Bam

So Fresh & So Clean-clean
why do I smell delicious you ask? well...depends on the day. sometimes I'm surrounded by a cloud of sweet, heart-wrenching hot girl scent. maybe... I just got out of the shower, either smelling like fresh, ripe juicy edible peaches.. Or just plain clean if I didn't use my body wash. ;] If I put on lotion, I could smell like tropical mangoes or satsuma oranges. possibly something more elusive and magical. ...other times I just smell like a stoner.

Last Night
I fucked up big time last night.i forgot i had taken pain pills, and went out to a club and started drinking.well long story short i was fucked up, so i apologize to anyone who i annoyed last night when i got back on here.

One More Sick Fucker Down!
Ex-Homeland Security aide sentenced By AP Wire Service 11/18/2006 BARTOW, Fla. (AP) -- A 56-year-old former Homeland Security press aide was sentenced Friday to five years in prison after he pleaded no contest to sending sexually explicit Internet messages to someone he thought was a 14-year-old girl. Brian Doyle, who resigned after his April 4 arrest, will have to serve 10 years of probation and register as a sex offender. "I am profoundly sorry for everything. How I feel inside can't be described," Doyle told Circuit Judge J. Dale Durrance. The arrest of Doyle, who had access to sensitive Homeland Security information, raised doubts about the agency's ability to ensure the security credentials of its own people. Doyle pleaded no contest in September to seven counts of using a computer to seduce a child and 16 counts of transmitting harmful material to a minor. Prosecutors said Doyle, of Silver Spring, Md., wrote graphic descriptions of sexual acts in onlin

You Are No1 When
You may not realize it, but it's 100% true. 1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 10. When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look. 11. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. >So-If you are a loving friend, send this to everyone, including the one who sent it to you. If you get it back, then they really do love you. And always remember....when life hands you Lemons, ask for tequila and salt and ca

Thinking Long And Hard!
Well everyone sorry I have not been keeping up with my blog entry's, But I have been busy with work,kids and their school, plus all the normal stuff that comes withhaving a family. Plus the holiday's are coming upon us fast so thats taken time away from having to much fun.....lol Plus when you are busy that gives you time to think and belive me I have had a ot of time to think. And I have been trying to think of away to bring up subject with all of you here. And I hope when I am finished it wont sound stupid. Ok here goes I seen a talk show a few mounths back, and the topic seemed pretty cool so after a friend of mine also told me about the same thing I seen on the show, I desided to look into it, so I did and I fond out some really interesting stuff about if and would like to know what you all think about it as well, I would love to hear all the feed back I can about it. So here it is. The name of the show was something along the line's of this......Polyamory and are these real

Adifferent Christmas Poem
A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzle

So Not Fair
I'm already late for work (BIG suprise) and I don't wannna go *insert extrememly whiney voice* Stayed up WAY too late this morning (Thanks Shawn, Phil and Cookie) and everyone gets to sleep in but me...NOT FAIR lol So when you all wake up and feel rested and refreshed...think of me dying at work..drinking cup after cup of coffee just waiting come home and pass the fuck out :D

Imagine
Imagine... There is a bank that credits your account each morning with $86,400. It carries over no balance from day to day. Every evening deletes whatever part of the balance you failed to use during the day. What would you do? Draw out All Of It, of course!!! Each of us has such a bank. Its name is time. Every morning, it credits you with 86,400 seconds. Every night it writes off as lost, whatever of this you have failed to invest in good purpose. It carries over no balance. It allows no overdraft. Each day it opens a new account for you. Each night ist burns the remains of the day. If you fail to use the day's deposits, the loss is yours. There is no going back. There is no drawing against the "tomorrow". You must live in the present on today's deposits. Invest it so as to get from it the upmost in health, happiness, and success! The clock is running. Make the most of today. To realize the value of one year, ask a student who failed a grade. To realize the value of

Happy Holidays
hello all this is all new to me i am still learning about this place but so far seems pretty cool and i just wanted to say to all of you come by check me out add me as a friend and rate me and i will do the same for you it might take me a little while but i will get there and i would like to say happy thanksgiving to you all.

Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 142 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

The Rules Of Man
The Rules Of Man 1. Any Man who brings a camera to a bachelor party may be legally killed and eaten by his fellow partygoers. 2. Under no circumstances may two men share an umbrella. 3. It is ok for a man to cry under the following circumstances: 1. When a heroic dog dies to save its master 2. The moment Angelina Jolie starts unbuttoning her blouse 3. After wrecking your boss' Ferrari 4. One hour, 12 minutes, 37 seconds into The Crying Game 5. When your Date is using her teeth 4. Unless he murdered someone in your family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 12 hours. 5. Acceptable excuse for not helping a friend move 1. Your legs have been severed in a freak threshing accident 6. Acceptable excuse for not helping a friend of a friend move: 1. You'd rather stay home and watch speed buggy reruns 7. If you've known a guy for more than 24 hours, his sister is off limits forever, unle

Profile Songs?
hummnn def feeling better...i had a thought, ive checked out a lot of profiles in the time being here, and i know of one person, who like myself, chooses her songs to describe how she feels or the song to express herself..i am wondering does anybody esle feel the same or do u choose a song just cause it sounds good? maybe i should put this to the post bulletin area? yeah sounds good..lets see what the concesus says.

Ever Needed Some One So Bad
Looking and looking but no one around, holding my head low. Not knowing where the outcome of today will bring, where will I go. Praying to god for all his mercy, 3 fold biting my ass. Sorry for hurting you, looking through the glass. Where are you? Who am I? Still I was born for a reason and my screams hit you with a blast. So here I am, walking all alone, cold and emypy, my shadow follows my path. Emptyness filling me, filling all alone. I'm dark inside will my love ever shine. Needing someone close but can't have her, pushing the ones that want me away, never ending storie, the book of shadows closer to my heart, will my soulmate ever be knowen. So I'm sitting here all bumb out. Depression killing me, I don't know what to ask. Please dear god lead me down the right path. You don't know me, nither do I. Hatered walking all over me, my love is all in the past. Wanting her so bad, my love is so heavy, i need to grasp. Hold on tight my poison lips kissing your pretty white ass. Devotion

Friends
wow! all these people on all my list and i hardly ever hear from any of you!!! i guess ima start taking people off that i dont ever talk to...thought this was a site to chat and have fun have a blessed sunday everyone.....

Looking In The Closet
How is it that we can look in our closets with clothes overflowing, and find nothing to wear?!?!? I swear, I have clothes everywhere, even in my daughters closet, but if it isn't just grab a t-shirt and jeans I am completely lost. Now it isn't because I don't know how to coordinate mind you, because everything I buy, I buy to go with something else. (well almost everything) Come on girls you understand the impulse buy right? RIGHT???? So.... what? Mood swings? Indicision? What? Me indecisive? Nope, can't be that one... Wanna wear it all? Don't like any of it anymore? Wrong time of year for the one outfit you really WANT to wear? Grrrrrr! I'm sitting here right now in a raggedy pair of sweats and an OLD t-shirt... Why?? I have at least 50 more t-shirts, good jeans, Lord knows how many dresses, skirts, jumpers, yes... I wear them... ahem, lace, velvet, satin, every color anything you can imagine, and I'm wearing junk! Do I justify it by saying Oh Hell, it's 5:46 in the morning and I'm n

Blessing From Ron Brown
Nov 18, 2006 8:50 AM Anniversary of what labor brought fourth. Celebration of another year ending. Anticipation of possibilities ahead. Moving toward life¡¯s flow down this journey that we choose to ride along, Paddle, keel or glide. Choose on this special day to guide your path to a fabulous exploration. Be on track to achieve your aspirations, desires and hopes. No life of regret. No sorrow for past mistakes. Only bliss going forward with purpose renewed. Happy Birthday dear one. Life list creation fulfilled is my desire for thee. Your friend, Ron

Role Models
To all the parent's,teacher's, and leaders lets become the ones our children look up too. For so long I have sat back and watched as our communities die a painful and horrible death. As our children look to these actors, rapper's, and sport figures to mode them. Yet at the same time these our the same people who are going to jail,killing, and dying broke. And we wonder why these same thing are happening to our children. We must return to the days where everybody knew each other names, faces,children and just cared what happened to one another. And once again become the leaders, teachers, and guides that our children emmulate. So the the next time you see a group of kids just standing around doing nothing, talk too them. let them know that someone cares about them and their future.And just maybe we'll start to see more book instead of bullets, more dads instead of deadbeats,more more mothers than mistakes, and finally more love instead of hate. This just my thoughts and opin

Jb Video
If you have anything like a stocking, foot or leg fetish you MUST pay a visit to JB Video. I've collected about 40 DVDs of the most beautiful models wearing stockings and driving me crazy with lust, yes, totally masturbatory, but how wonderful to fantasise and orgasm over your favorite fetish!

Vote For My Cock Please
ive entered into this cock contest to see who has the better cock well this is to all my peeps out there go vote for me make me a fucking star rock on peeps [ CherryTAP.com photo: 1306880598 ]

Notice The Beautiful Things
NOTICE THE BEAUTIFUL THINGS -author unknown I had a very special teacher in high school many years ago whose husband unexpectedly died suddenly of a heart attack. About a week after his death, she shared some of her insight with a classroom of students. As the late afternoon sunlight came streaming in through the classroom windows and the class was nearly over, she moved a few things aside on the edge of her desk and sat down there. With a gentle look of reflection on her face, she paused and said, "Before class is over, I would like to share with all of you a thought that is unrelated to class, but which I feel is very important. Each of us is put here on earth to learn, share, love, appreciate and give of ourselves... and none of us knows when this fantastic experience will end. It can be taken away at any moment. Perhaps this is God's way of telling us that we must make the most out of every single day." H

Strong Enough
I don't need your sympathy There's nothing you can say or do for me And I don't want a miracle You'll never change for no one I hear your reasons why Where did you sleep last night? And was she worth it, was she worth it? 'Cos I'm strong enough To live without you Strong enough and I quit crying Long enough now I'm strong enough To know you gotta go There's no more to say So save your breath And then walk away No matter what I hear you say I'm strong enough to know you gotta go So you feel misunderstood Baby, have I got news for you On being used, I could write a book You don't wanna hear about it I've been losing sleep You've been going cheap She ain't worth half of me it's true I'm telling you Now I'm strong enough to live without you Strong enough and I quit crying Long enough now I'm strong enough To know you gotta go Come hell or waters high You'll never see me cry This is our last goodbye, it's true I'm telling you That I'm strong

Christmas Poem Of A Different Kind
A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some tw

How I Feel
i feel the pain today its just like any other i cant make it go away i know the sting and i know the tears and what it brings I have so many fears My life is shades of grey I just don’t have any more tears I just want some one to bring color to my life One day I pray I know i am alive today Because there is pain Maybe one day I will find another way

Gah
I want to increase my level...but I can't at home. I can't really comment people, my internet here sucks. I have to do that back at the dorm...it just goes so damn slow here. andddddddddddddddddddddd I can't add people b/c it's slow as well.. =[ oh well. Life goes on..

A Little Help
have you ever been looking for something, your not sure what, but you know you have to find it. I drives you crazy knowing that it's just within your reach, but you just can't find it. That's been me for the last..oh I don't know ten years. I've been looking for answers to questions for years. Listening to my dreams, I think that they are what I need to follow. so far I have figured them all out, the last one is not so easy, five years I have tried to figure it out. What I think is that I have to find a ritual that will cross me to another plain and talk to a guide there. I have been racking my brain trying to find anything that would help me cross through the veil...not all that easy. I have have no Idea how to do this, if you have any Ideas I could really use some help Donnie

Flames Of Love
Our love is that of a red rose Whose splendor rises as the sun shows its face, Whose petals expand further and richer Whispering secrets of happiness and affection. And even though with the fall of dusk All contentment is swept away, And the rose's petals unite as one Reflecting any light that may endeavor to shine through, The sun will always rise And the rose's petals will eternally broaden Until they fully blossom into a stunning creation. Our love is that of a red rose Possessing a few imperfections That may cause evanescent wounds, But the internal radiance That will everlastingly bestow healing and comfort You Walked Lightly You Walked Lightly You walked lightly into my life Captivating and lovely to my mind, At first, I never cared who you were Now I don’t know who I am without you, You kissed me I felt my world change, You held me I heard my heart awaken, You loved me And my soul was born anew You walked lightly into my life Now

Got Flowers Today
We had our first argument last night, and he said a lot of cruel things that really hurt me. I know he is sorry and didn’t mean the things he said, because he sent me flowers today. I got flowers today. It wasn’t our anniversary or any other special day. Last night he threw me into a wall and started to choke me. It seemed like a nightmare, I couldn’t believe it was real. I woke up this morning sore and bruised all over. I know he must be sorry cause he sent me flowers today. I got flowers today, and it wasn’t mother’s day or any other special day. Last night, he beat me up again, it was much worse than all the other times. If I leave him, what will I do? How will I take care of my kids? What about money? I’m afraid of him and scared to leave. But I know he must be sorry because he sent me flowers today. I got flowers today. Today was a very special day. It was the day of my funeral! Last night, he finally killed me. He beat me to death. If only I had gathered enough courag

Through Hell And Back.
Silence, when it’s awkward is the enemy of everyone. Words, when they’re hateful can make you feel like a child again. Thoughts, when they’re racing can send you over the edge. But these are the things that make the better times the best. These are the things that being faced, raise you above the rest. Tears caused by you because of something you said. Laughter caused by a mistake you made years ago. Things that never go away, remembered till this day. These are the things that remind us that we’re alive. Never will we trade these things, for they make us who we are. Hope, when it’s outrageous and unfounded. Luck, when it was needed the most. Love, after all the years of being alone. Safety, from all the bad things that happened before. These are the things that are gained from weathering the storm.

Collection Of Sex Minded Words
LOVERS FIRE The fire burned all through the night No one slept all night You could smell the smoke And flames were dancing Like girls in scarlet skirts Most blokes had no shirts And were flirts In low voice she spoke To her lover Music played away Lets not spoil the day I have not loved any others This way Take this ring of friendship A signet gold and onyx She betrothed upon him I have turned weak and soft With this love I do love you enough to accept it The weight of it felt good On his finger She reached out her hand for his And a passionate kiss Shall we find our bed Curling her legs Around his waist And cuddling close To him for warmth Hugging her And kissing her so Passionatley Hands on her bosom He smiled at her And layed his head Upon a pillow She was flushed With lust Let her fingers trail along His skin He was making small noise His hair was standing up on end As she was intrested in his subject With one hand

It's Beginning To Look A Lot Like...
I'm apprehensive about my callbacks coming up. Not only do I have two in one day, but they're after an eight our opening shift at coffee wonderland. My theory is, however, the less I care about it, the better I'll do. Hell, it's gotten me this far. ... yeah, so maybe I'll work on them a little.

Love
i guess this is one of the hardest things in life. it seems like i lost another one once again...but this time this was the one person that i honestly cared about...his name is josh. and we were together for almost a year. it just hurts to know that this time he is really gone out of my life. hes always stood by my side through thick and thin. it just seems like i lost my all...not sure what to do...its hard to eat. im at loss for sleep and even being around a new guy makes it hard to breathe. i cant even kiss someone with out thinking of him. and what if i sleep with some one...what happens if i say his name that would be so embarassing...im not sure what to do anymore and getting over him is one of the hardest things i have ever had to do

I Just Go With The Flow
Well it's getting that time of year again, the snow will soon be fallen, and the hustle and bustle of people shopping, lights and tree's will soon be glistening ! And I'll still be wishing it would just be over with ! This used to be my favorite time of year, the time I enjoyed with my entire family. Until 1998 when my Dad was taken away due to a fighting bout with Cancer ! My Dad loved Christmas, and he loved to decorate ( inside and out ) We used to live right next door to one another... and somehow I had at that point inherited his will to make the house and yard look like a landing strip for the Airport ! Lights on every inch of the house... strung off every bush , every tree, every non moving structure in the yard would be lit. Candles flickering in every window , always a REAL tree decorated just perfect. It was always kind of a big joke to the family ... because my Pop was not to be out done. If he thought I had 1 sting of lights more than him, he was at the store buying more

To My Love
to my love from up above may you know that i love and miss you and you will always be my best friend.and even though we were unable to get married in life know that you're my husband in my heart.i love you george 4 ever n always

Another Encounter
It was a hot sunny day and the bright sunlight was making Jessie squint as she looked around for a cool place to duck into away from the rays of the sun burning sun. She hurried across the road and went into the first inviting shop, entering the glass doorway. She savored the cold air that hit her exposed skin and gave her tiny goose bumps all over the back of her neck and arms. She shivered with delight as the sensation continued down her back chasing the rivulet of sweat that had formed earlier. She sighed softly as her body rapidly cooled down in the powerfully air-conditioned shop, and thought to herself, Ah that's more like it. She gazed around at the shop she had walked into; it was a fine shop with highly polished marble floors and wall-to-wall mirrors. Racks of exquisite evening dresses filled the center of the shop. Jessie headed to the nearest rack and idly ran her hand through the fabric of the dresses feeling their sensual caress on the back of her hand. The sensu

Just Some Random Thinking
I have spent a lot of time over the last few weeks thinking about why there are so many things about myself that I would change and what would cause me to have so many insecurities. Well, I think I finally figured it out (and giys do not take offense) it is men. Not every man is this way mind you, but the men that I have dated in the past have beat my self confidence down to the point that even though is slowly creeping up it is still pretty mediocre! I have been told that I am fat, ugly, mean, and unattractive to the point that I actually started believing it! I am going to work on it now that I know what I need to work on! :) I guess just from hearing that I am not wanted and not pretty it kind of put me in a place that was not too full of self worth. However, while I was working tonight I sat down for break and started thinking about myself and I have come to the conclusion that I am an amazingly strong person and that anyone that can't see that, appreciate that, and love me for tha

Not Enough Time
It's almost time for Thanksgiving, seems like I don't have enough time anymore. Now that I'm single again, life has gotten so busy, I was shocked to discover that there are men who actually want to go out with me. That is very exciting, as I figured I'd just be alone for a long time, if not forever. It is a lonely place I find myself in none the less. I miss having someone here with me, the closeness. Not that I want my former boyfriend back. To much bad history there. I think it's just the holiday blues getting to me, the though of spending Thanksgiving alone is not appealing, but I do have a 4 day weekend which is nice. And I hate turkey!!! So all in all being alone isn't such a bad thing, I can catch up with all my friends on Cherry Tap, and get some gaming in to boot. And of course there's sure to be a party or two going on. Just have to remember my favorite saying, Don't worry be happy.

You & I
We are sitting at a table in the club talking, listing to music and people watching. It is getting late and I am getting bored, so when a slow song comes on I ask you to dance with me before I call it a night. You say yes, we get up and make our way to the dance floor where you take me gently into your arms. I moan softly under my breath, which brings a small smile to your lips. As we make our way around the floor, I take my hand off of your waist and place it in your front pocket; deeply enough that I can stroke your cock with the side of my thumb, and it's your turn to moan. I pull you closer to my body and my eyes meet yours. I drag my tongue across my lips, letting you know that I wouldn't be upset to not make it home that evening, and as the song ends we head for the door. The night is warm and quiet, and as we stand under the cover of darkness you run your hands across my breasts and down between my legs. I moan softly and lean back into your body fo

One Normal Day
Dressed in nothing more than a thin chemise, my breasts swaying slightly, as I move to the window. Looking out at the beautiful garden. Thinking always thinking especially about the handsome toy I'm about to play with. Turning my back on the window, I pause by my desk and pick up another silk cord. I would rather play indoors today a small sadistic smile catching the corners of my mouth… His chest was bare and each of his wrists were tied to one of my bedposts. Standing before him, I lightly tap his chest with the silk cording. Letting it slide through my hands as I drag it down his body coiling it around on his tummy. I Lean into his body, so that he can feel my softness against him. Tilting my head, as the tip of my tongue snakes out to trace the line of his hard-set jaw. On a Normal day, I would have made him remove his own pants for my pleasure, however, this time, it was all part of the plan…the exquisite torment. Our eyes meet and gazes lock as I drag my fingernails slowly

The Ho..ho..blondie
I was on my way to my sisters place in south Texas, for a little two week vacation. I am recently divorced with 3 kids and it was my ex-husbands two week visitation time and I needed a break from all the stress I had been under lately. I had a long drive ahead of me and I always drive at night, less traffic, and guess what. The mini-van breaks down about an hour into the drive. No warning, just dead. I am in the middle of nowhere and going to have to walk. I had no hope of catching a ride because most women don't pick up hitchhikers and I am a big girl, literally, so most men wont even give me a second glance. About 15 minutes into my little stroll, a big black hummer pulled up. A good looking guy asked if I needed any help. I said my van broke down a little ways back and he said he saw it. He told me to get and he would take me to a phone. OK should I? I mean a girl alone with this buff dude, sure what does someone like me have to be worried about anyway. So I climbed on in. I loo

Where Are You?
as a man asked me once, "where are the lesbians?" i am finding that the lack of filtering and preferences makes it hard to find local people, and lesbians, which is what i look for. i like to actually meet the people i meet online. i like to invite them to my shows. i will continue to post some of my nasty pics and check out belladonna, but i don't expect to actually meet anyone here, and that is disapointing. if you think i'm intersting or something, if maybe you are in seattle and what to see me perform, you can get info on my myspace page, trixieryder. hope that i can meet some more perverse local people.

New Arrival On My Way To Dreamland
Hi! I just got here and am still figuring this place out--and my head is too fuzzy at this time to do so. What I need is to get some much-needed sleep, so it's going to be many hours before you see me again. However, I just wanted to put a few things in place first, and one of these things is my first blog-entry. I'm too exhausted to be too exciting at this time, but just wanted to say "Hi!" and "Nighty-Night!"

The Dream Comes True
I'm an actress on stage finishing the final scene. I truly was a princess tonight. I’m dressed wearing a long gown and sparkling crown. The tears are still fresh as the depth of my emotions intensified to its highest degree. I’ve never felt so drawn to a character before. Her pains and passions became my own. Even now a part of her still lives on inside me. My heart won’t let go of the kind and gentle prince who professed his undying love, asking for my hand. I had to refuse. I had to lie. I had to tell him something that would tear apart his soul. I had to make him believe we could never be together. I had to make sure he would turn away never look back. I told him I loved another. It broke me to see him in such pain because I loved him so much. A love he never knew existed. A love I had to keep secret once I learned of the wretched disease coursing through my body. There was no known cure and the only thing I could count on now was death. I didn’t want to put him through that kin

I Dreamed About You
I dreamed of you last night. I don’t know if it was the nature of the dream, or the thought that you might actually want to collar me, but either way, I awoke from it in a state of arousal, sweat beads covering my body, and I was afraid ... I remember once casually mentioning my interest in servitude and that I thought I was submissive in the bedroom, but I never thought the day would come when all my waking moments were consumed with the thought of having a Master, having you as my Master. The thought seemed foreign to me ... that is, until last night. The fear was perhaps from the knowledge that I, the independent, freethinking woman, wanted to be owned, to be enslaved. I lay on my bed sleepless for some time after my awakening. The images of the dream were still fresh and vivid. If I tried to get some rest, if I closed my eyes to sleep, I was back in that place again. We were in a dark place, damp and darkened room. Or perhaps it was a cave, a hollow of so

The Encounter
She comes to a spot overlooking the small city. Huge oak trees shroud around her, making the area appear darker than it actually is. Rain fills the air with mist and for once the unadorned city looks inviting. Miranda sees a lonesome bench under a marble arched gateway. Tentacles of ivy ran up and along the sides of the stone. She sits down and begins twirling her hair, a child-like habit she never could quite break. She lets out a sigh of relief, thankful to have gotten away from the miserable party. Why did she go there in the first place? Why does she do a lot of things? All that now surrounds her offers much needed solace; like being in nature, the soothing storm, and the promise of night. Yet Miranda still feels detached from its beauty. The all too familiar pangs of loneliness are suffocating today, almost deadly. If only someone could have been there with her. If only –. She drops her head and stairs at the ground. She knows getting lost in “if only” can be a very lonely way to

Friends!!!!
If I happened to show up on your door step crying, would you care? If I called you and asked you to pick me up because something happened, would you come? If I had one day left, to live my life, would you be part of that last day? If I needed a shoulder to cry on, would you give me yours? This is a kind of test. Comment on it and let me know what you are like.....As a friend I would do all of these things. I would never ask more of a true friend that I am able to give myself.

Face 2 Face
See me now Need me always Hold me forever Gail and Jake met on the telephone through a popular service called “The Relationship Line.” This service enables men and women to leave voice ads expressing their desire to meet that special someone. They have been talking incessantly for three months and have fallen in love. Sounds hard to believe, but it's true. Each fulfills a need in the other. They have become as close as two people can get without ever meeting, sharing everything from their first kiss to their last heartbreak. Besides providing each other with basic physical descriptions, pictures were not exchanged leaving the plenty to the imagination. Fear kept them from meeting. The fear of being rejected. Staying “phone friends” was safe. When the met the relationship could possibly end and neither wanted that to happen. After weeks of stalling both agreed to meet face to face. The uncertainty had to end. The time is eight o’clock Friday night. The downstairs bell ra

Peta Supports Terrorist Organizations
NOTE:I AM NOT IN ANYWAY, NOR ARE ANY SUPPORTERS OR CREATORS OF THE SOURCES I USE, AGAINST THE FAIR TREATMENT OF ANIMALS ------------------------------------------------- PETA is a known supporter of the ELF (Earth Liberation Front) And the ALF (Animal Liberation Front). They both are categorized as terrorist orginizations by our own goverment. YET they still exist, while we are overseas fighting foreign terrorist that pose no immediate threat to us. These groups burn down brand new homes, firebomb labs, vandalize civilians suv's and other acts or terrorism. The sad part is, is our own tax money is filtered off to these groups to help support their radical movements. If those aint considered acts of terrorism then what would you consider this. "ALF said it has targeted these people because they are associated with Manhattan-based pharmaceutical company Forest Laboratories Inc., which has facilities in Commack, Farmingdale and Hauppauge. Forest Labs does business with Huntingd

Trust!!!!
I have had a couple of weeks of eye opening experiences and jolts. My last blog was the Rant of the whole situation. This one is the questioning. I recently opened up to a friend of mine, and explained that I have a low trust level of people. I was told that because of this low trust I usually go into any friendship, or any meeting of people, with the mind set that there is going to be pain or ulterior motives, therefore setting me up only to find that pain or ulterior motive. I was told that if you look for the negative in people, that is what you find. If you go in with a little trust, until you have been proven differently, you will find that people are generally good people. This made me sit back and think back on my life. I have always been a person that wear's my heart on my sleave. Leaving it open for hurt. I know that because of past relationships and ex's and the abuse that I have taken, I have built a wall. A wall that very few people have been able to get be

How Bout This?
NOTE:I AM NOT IN ANYWAY, NOR ARE ANY SUPPORTERS OR CREATORS OF THE SOURCES I USE, AGAINST THE FAIR TREATMENT OF ANIMALS ------------------------------------------------------------ Federal agents arrested a radical environmentalist yesterday who practically dared prosecutors to charge him over a speech he gave in Hillcrest as a University City housing complex smoldered from an arson 2½ years ago. Rodney Coronado, 39, of Tucson was indicted in San Diego on charges of demonstrating how to make a destructive device with the intent that the information be used to commit arson. Coronado is a national leader for the Earth Liberation Front, said Daniel Dzwilewski, special agent in charge of the FBI's San Diego office. The group, known as ELF, has claimed responsibility for more than 1,000 acts of sabotage and destruction – including the $50 million University City blaze – and is No. 1 on the FBI's list of domestic terrorism organizations, he said. Coronado, who is n

Anti-peta 1
NOTE:I AM NOT IN ANYWAY, NOR ARE ANY SUPPORTERS OR CREATORS OF THE SOURCES I USE, AGAINST THE FAIR TREATMENT OF ANIMALS ------------------------------------------------------------ These are just a few of the things that P.E.T.A. is out to stop. Things that most of the worlds population enjoy and take for granted as a part of life. Do you really want to support an organization that wants to take these things away from us? Why is P.E.T.A. out to put an end to these things that we as humans have a right to? Because they feel that animals deserve the same rights as humans. How do they arrive at that conclusion? Because in their minds it is not intelligence that matters, it is the ability to suffer. Now that seems a little odd. They argue that if intelligence matters then shouldn't a chimp have more rights than say a retarded infant? This is incredibly stupid, now instead of looking at a whole species we have to look at each individual. Mankind in general is a re

___ Ps3 ___ (intro)
___ PS3 ___ To the readers: I am a gamer. Growing up, it was always a dream of mine to be writer for GamePro or EGM or a magazine of that calibur. I've played games since 1986 - when i was 3 and picked up the controller of a Nintendo Entertainment System (which i still have). Fast forward about 20 years, and the rules of gaming have changed. In the good ol' days, there was never a need to spend a night (or more) waiting outside for a console to play games on. Generally, I've had good luck getting my systems before anyone else really did - or without trouble anyways. The exception came on the wednesday before the launch of the PS3. When it was reported that people were lining up since 12 am Wednesday Morning for the launch of the PS3, I felt compelled to take my place in one of the lines come Wednesday Evening - although all I really expected to wait was just Thursday Night. Best Buy had 40 systems, Wal-Mart had 6, and GameStop/EB/Babbages was sold out before shipments e

Finding You...
"Finding You" I found you when I needed you You helped me understand That life is real...and dreams come true If you share a loving hand. I want you for my very own Though self-full it may seem To have...and hold...and be with you Is my one and only dream. My love for you is greater Far greater than you know The need to share each passing thought And reap the seeds we sow. For when my life has ended And my body cast away My love of you shall never die My thoughts shall always stay. So listen well...my loving one Our path is straight and sure My heart sings out a song of joy This love...so great...and pure. By S. Michael

Bump Bump Bump
well it all started....i went out last night with my husband. we had a really good time. well i am no longer in my early 20s and so now i get hangovers that are a bitch. getting over that and going to a shower at 2 and the to the sports bar and grill to sing our little hearts out. well my mother overheard me talking to me sister last week about going and she wanted to come. well i knew it was a big mistake, but i did it anyway. my mother is very narrow minded when it comes to music. she HATES rap. well she bitched the whole way there and the whole way back. i really wanted to smack the hell out of her. well to make a long story short I WILL NEVER IN MY LIFE TAKE MY MOM WITH ME AGAIN!!!! but it did end on a good note. my aunt robin went with us too. she said that when i nailed all the notes to a song i gave her goose bumps. yay me. and if you might be curious as to what song that was it was a broken wing by martina mcbride.

The Good, The Bad And The Ugly...
The good: exams are finally over, yay! I really hope that these were my last ever coz I am not wanting to go back to uni next year. Fingers crossed for a job! The bad: my boyfriend has gone to Europe and America for 3 whole months over the Christmas holidays. I am completely devastated. The ugly: Well I'm going out drinking tonight, partly to celebrate the good, and partly to forget the bad :P Things could get interesting... lol Love LMV

Spin The Bottle
SPIN THE B0TTLE The rules are that you post this and wait for someone to send you a message telling you what they would do with you. All you have to do is repost this with the subject "SPIN THE B0TTLE" 1. A KISS ON THE CHEEK 2. JUST A PECK ON THE LIPS 3. A L0T OF POPPING KISSING 4. I WOULD KISS YOU ON THE LIPS 5. I WOULD MAKE OUT WITH YOU 6. I WOULD BANG YOU 7. I WOULD TRY TO FUCK YOU AS SOON AS POSSIBLE! 8. I WOULD HAVE SEX WITH YOU ALL NIGHT LONG If you do not repost this you will have bad relationships for the rest of your life!!! Don't Be Scared To Tell Them The Truth And Dont Be Joking!!!!!

Jennifer Anniston-why She's My Favorite Celebrity Figure
Ten reasons why Jennifer Anniston is all woman 1.She doesn't think she's a sex symbol. 'I don't know what it means to be a sex symbol,' says L'Oreals lady of the lock, demurely. 'When I see myself on a magazine cover I don't see it as me, but as someone painted, fluffed, puffed and done up.' 2.She can out lad the lads. Despite her portrayal as spoiled little rich girl Rachel Green in Friends, in real life she's a cigar-smoking tomboy who loves playing poker and going camping with the guys. 'Once Matt LeBlanc and Matthew Perry arrived for a party at Jennifer's house and were shocked to see their demure female co-stars - led by Jennifer - in the middle of a hot round of five-card stud,' said one 'source.' 'Jennifer greeted Matt and Matthew by puffing on a cigar and saying: 'Hope you suckers brought a lot of money, because I'm going to clean you out!' 3.She loves a quiet night in. Rather than enjoying being pictured leaving celebrity dos, our Jen is happier at home eating pizz

My Birthday Is Today
WELL TODAY IS MY 30th BIRTHDAY AND I AM VERY HAPPY. WELL I AM PARTYING HARD TONIGHT AND GETTING HIGH. WELL I AM SO HAPPY AND I AM VERY PROUD OF MY KIDS. THEY ARE MY LIFE AND SO IS MY MAN NAMED STEVE. WELL GOT TO GO FOR NOW LOVE U ALL HOTCHICKS 3

What Is A Friend?
WHAT IS A FRIEND? What is a friend? I will tell you. It is a person with whom you dare to be yourself. Your soul can be naked with her; she seems to ask of you to put on nothing, only to be what you are. She does not want you to be better or worse. When you are with her, you feel as a prisoner feels who has been declared innocent. You do not have to be on your guard. You can say what you think, so long as it is genuinely you. She understands those contradictions in your nature that lead others to misjudge you. With her you breathe freely. You can avow your little vanities and envies and hates and vicious sparks, your meanness' and absurdities and, in opening them up to her, they are lost, dissolved on the white ocean of her loyalty. She understands, you do not have to be careful. You can abuse her, neglect her, and tolerate her. Best of all, you can keep still with her. It doesn't matter. She likes you. She is like fire that purges to the bone. She understand

Living In A Rainbow
I've been out of touch with you and still I thought of you, so that means I'm missing you and that means I enjoyed the time I spent with you... so I am opening my gardens and dusting off the keys so I can type a little message to you just to let you know... I'm still here... you came into my life like a cool breeze on a warm night a giggle in the playground of my mind and through the passing time like a rainbow after a storm you were gone but something good is left behind so now I'm wishing upon the stars each and every night waiting for the morning sun to shine a little light holding on to hope that you're not just an old dream maybe at the rainbow's end you'll know what I mean (I'm just) looking for a rainbow is it just the windmills for Quixote is it just some flashback from peyote is it just a mess aged in my mind looking for a rainbow nobody can tell me I am losing cause I follow the path I am choosing and I will not leave my d

Angle Of Loneliness ~ In A Search For Happiness’
My Journey by BlueWolf © My eyes are wet with the tears I've cried A thousand times I felt I've died For nothing more can I try. My feet are cut from the roads of life For I have brought no sandals upon my journey. My skin is pale, pallor, and cold For on this journey, I've brought no robe No staff to support my weary load. And my pain and hunger grows and grows For I have brought no food for my journey. My shoulders bruised from the sins I bear My hands are cut and with ragged hail For peace I search--but where? Sometimes it seems like no one cares And yet I still continue on my journey. And still in want, and still in pain Through the madding droughts and torrential rains, Through all of it, there's one thing that keeps me sane That thing is you And so I continue on my journey........... ~~PLEASE RATE AND COMMENT THIS POEM~~

Drunkn Me
mmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm 7.50am i just made it back home.. woho i found muh way back hoem.. LOL im somdrunk ther were one guy kissign me all th time at the party :P hahahahahha so fucking charmig. i made ppl do a "hey canada" vid for youtube for em. hahahahahahah well lots of vid for youtube tomorrow. w00t. dont mine kmuh drunken look luv ya all muaaaah

Touching You
Touching you Touching skies see the laughter in your eyes Touching you touching your lips taste the nectar of our kiss Touching you touching your body our thoughts in harmony Touching you touching your soul see the love between us unfold Touching hearts touching minds a love so gentle a love love so Kind.

Ugly!!!!
WHY IS IT THAT IT TAKES A MILLION COMMENTS TO BILD DUR EGO BUT IT ONLY TAKES ONE TO TARE IT BACK DOWN????I WAS TOLD MY PICTURE(THE ONE THAT EVERYONE LIKES MY EYES IN) WAS HOTT AND WHEN I WAS ON CAM MY PICTURE IS MISSLEADING THAT I AM UGLY!!!! I KNOW KNOW I TRULY HAVE GOOD FRIENDS CUZ THAT MADE ME WANT TO CRY AND THEY ALL TOLD ME HE IS AN ASS AND NEEDS GLASSES....I AM STILL NOT OVER IT ...ITS GONNA TAKE A WHILE!!! IT HURTS WHEN U GUYS TELL GIRLS THAT THEY R UGLY NO MATTER HOW THEY MAY LOOK!!! I KNOW NOT ALL GUYS DO THAT BUT JUST TO LET THE ONES THAT DO DO THAT....IT FUCKIN HURTS!!!! I WAS HAVING A GOOD NIGHT TILL I WAS TOLD I WAS UGLY!!!! NOW I WANNA CRY. HOW COULD SOMEONE SAY THAT ABOUT SOMEONE THEY DONT EVEN KNOW? THIS IS BY FAR THE WORST NIGHT I HAVE HAD IN A LONG ASS TIME...THANK U TO THE GUY WHO SAID THAT ABOUT ME!!!!!! ~*JESSIE*~

With This Heart
With this heart, I'll always love you, And forever hold you in my arms. With this heart, You hold the key. So I know it's safe from harm. With this heart, You'll be my passion, That will only burn for you. With this heart, It's yours for keeps, And it will always remain true. With this heart, That you now own, Will love, want, and need only you. With this heart, You'll never feel alone, No matter where you are or what you do. With this heart, You'll never shed a tear, It will always stay close by. With this heart, You'll always feel loved, To make sure you never cry

Where Is My Someone?
Where is my someone? Please do tell, for he I do not see Is my true love desperately searching for someone just like me? Or is he simply out of grasp, a feather in the wind? I hope that he will find me, before I reach wit’s end I wish for something pure, a real and truthful love, A beautiful feeling deep inside that conquers all else above I know that he is out there, I can feel him in my heart But until the day I find him, my soul is torn apart If he belonged to me right now, embraced within my arms, I’d hold him until the sun arose and give him all life’s charms I’d pledge to him my love, and never leave his side For him I would give all my trust, in him I could confide I always try to find someone to put into his place But instead I further realize, that him I can’t replace To me, my love compares to an everlasting kiss, A perfect unity, a never ending bliss Or perhaps it’s better summed up as being life itself For without love there is no life, for it’s an e

Missing You My Love
You my sweet love I miss ever so much The softness of your lips and your warm loving touch Many uncontrollable circumstances have kept us sometimes apart Yet every moment i carry you Deep within my heart When ever we are together My spirit is such aglow You always color my world Like a beautiful rainbow You are the love of my life that you will always be The special times we share Just mean everything to me Each time we kiss Theres nothing so sublime always deliciously so fresh like the very first time Holding you close in my arms Flames my passion and desire My soul ever so burns Like I am ravaged in fire Each day I find happiness Such joy and laughter Knowing that soon we will be Together, And living Happily ever after.

Types Of Pics That Need To Not Be Default Pics Imo
Here are a list of pics that should not be default pics: -Kissy faces, just plain annoying and makes you women look funny, and makes 90% of the male population laugh, hell and a lot of women too. -Cleavage pics, i dont want to see that shit...i joined the site to meet people, not boobs. -Ass pics, same as above but change boobs to asses. -Make-out pics, i dont want to see you kissing your boy/girl toy. I dont care how happy you are, its gross, put it in a album, and people will look at it if they want. -Licking of lips, i dont want to see your non-brushed nappy teeth behind your ungodly caked on lipstick covered lips with you tongue running over it trying to look sexy...cause its not. k thanks. I think that it should be a requirement that one of your salutes should be your default pic, you face is in it, and not all distorted. thats just me.

Stuck In The Middle...
Ok so I have a dilema and I don't know what to do. No matter what I decide, someone is going to get pist at me. I have a couple of friends who were a couple. They recently split up. She wants him out right now. He emailed me asking me if he could stay at my house until the end of the month. If I let him stay, she will be mad at me. If I don't let him stay, he will be mad at me. What do I do? He offered to pay for staying here, and said he would cook or clean or whatever I wanted him to do. I am so tired of drama and always being put in the middle of shit...

Friendship
What could it be about a friend, that makes our heart feel warm? With life's many ups and downs, a friendship weathers any storm. God gave us so many things, that makes our life complete. But having a friend like you, is like having a special treat. A special friend is very rare, in that they're so hard to find. So when you find that someone, your lives become entwined. There's nothing thats any better, then knowing you have a friend. So you can be your self, and never have to pretend. So let me count my blessings, with you amongst the top. I know our friendship grows, and I know it'll never stop. 11-19-06 Dene Whelchel

Horray!
So we did our shopping. I forgot the cell phone though so I have no idea if Maranda tried to call me or not. I work til Monday.. then I have off. I got my corset. Got Craig two more x-mas presents. Keeva's finger is healing really good. All of our money is gone. Tuesday I'm going to Festival to try and get another job. We need the money. I'm gunna see if Steavie would be willing to watch her for like $50 a week. There's so many bill piling up it's not even funny. They only give us like 2 weeks to pay them.. and we get paid every two weeks and need to get food and necessities for two weeks ya know? Gah.. stupid bill collectors. I haven't been feeling too good. Took a long nap today.. I'm still tired too. I'm waiting for Keeva to get tired so I can go to bed. Since I got my new corset.. I'm gunna see if Steavie wants to take pics on Tuesday night so I can add some with the corset. Ugh.. I feel like throwin up. Well I'm gunna go.. Lata..

Why I Am Better Than Most People.
OMG you are thinking right why would he say that. WELL, cause i have decided if you you cant learn from your own mistakes (which is like 99% of the world) and then criticize people for doing the thing you just did and will do again...then yeah you are stupid and need to be shot as to not pollute our gene pool anymore than it is already. I do learn from my mistakes, granted it may be a major mistake, but i learn from it, and i do not criticize people for doing it, i criticize people for doing what they asked me not to do. ie. asked for advise then didn't follow it. gah i doubt anyone will read this. oh well.

Self Image.
Self image is an issue for me, as most people. I dont find myself attractive, i do not think i'm smart, and many other things. but i wouldnt be anyone else. i am one of a kind. as are you. i would not ever get any kind of plastic surgery unless i needed from like a car accident or something. but i dont see why people are so in to makeing them selves look like someone else...i find it pointless cause you are loosing what you are, and trying to be something you can never be. eh i'm going to shut up now.

A Need To Fight?
I believe that finding a way to not fight is important. But it cant be helped when there is an enemy threat. You need to fight when there is a need to fight or else you wouldnt even be able to protect yourself.we are obligated to protect those people who are living normal peaceful lives! However if you believe that and , kill because someone got killed and killing because of killing, will this really bring about peace in the end? I was asked that once. I was unable to answer that question back then. And i am once again on the battlefield still unable to find that answer. Right then that is where the problem lies why do we continue fighting? Why wont wars go away?Even though people in any Era have always screamed that they do not wish for a war Why do you think that is? Thats because in any era there are always stupid and selfish peolpe, Like Osuma Bin Ladin and Alqida am i wrong? Well no not exactly. There is some truth to that you want what other people have, th

Confused...
Ok so anyone who has read my last blog entry or talked to me knows that I was talking to someone who said they had cancer. I was told on Thursday night supposedly by his nephew that he had tried to take his vent tube out and was going into surgery. Then yesterday, his status on Yahoo IM said that he had passed away. And it still says that. I felt kind of bad for not believing that he was sick. However, now I am really confused. I was messing around here on Cherry Tap and all of a sudden it showed him online. I sent a shout asking who was logged onto his page, and never got a response. I sent an IM on Yahoo and asked as well and didn't get an answer there either. I am torn and confused I don't know what to believe. I don't want to believe that anyone would lie about something as serious as cancer, and passing away. I want to believe that he is at peace and is no longer in pain any more, both from the cancer and the tragedies he told me he had suffered. Yet at the same time, part of me s

Breast Implants
My views on breast implants are as follows: I do not like them. they look horrid, and feel unatural. i dont care how good the doctor is, the dont feel real nor look good. plus anything more than a mouthful is a waste. that is all.

Customer Complaints Internet Style
I work in retail, so I know full well that customers come first. The old saying the customer is always right comes to mind, but I feel a little different about that , I feel the customer may not always be right, but you must treat them that way. My Dad always says that "when you win an argument with a customer, you lose customer." Customers make a retail business possible, without them there is no business. Now we have internet. And with a simple 2 minute video you can reach millions. This video about a bad experience at FYE over a preorder of the new Wii game by nintendo was posted on Nov 17, 2006 and has been reposted 12 times on youtube. Since posting the original video yesterday, the original has been viewed 22,894 times. I did not even check the other videos to see their number of views. The power of the internet blows my mind...but in my opinion if you have stock in FYE...you may want to sell now...looks like he may have a following. Just some

Dark Angel
Dressed in black to match her soul Her long dark hair cascades around her shining like silk If you look deep into her seductive brown eyes You will see the hunger Her unabated stare will show the glow of her passions And temptations of her desires She dances in darkness Playing a hauntingly erotic melody on her piano That will chill your bones And set your body ablaze with an urgent need To taste and suck and devour She is a night owl A creature of the night Spreading her wings and her words To other dark souls And now she has come for you You cannot take your eyes off this dark creature As if under a trance, you helplessly fall to her feet Every part of your lust craving flesh awakens Your body tingles with anticipated A new and arousing fear tempts you The need to explore her darkness is all you can think about

Good One
A woman visited a psychic of some local repute. In a dark and gloomy room, gazing at the Tarot cards laid out before her, the Tarot reader delivered the bad news: "There is no easy way to say this so I'll just be blunt: Prepare yourself to be a widow. Your husband will die a violent death this year." Visibly shaken, the woman stared at the psychic's lined face, then at the single flickering candle, then down at her hands. She took a few deep breaths to compose herself. She simply had to know. She met the Tarot reader's gaze, steadied her voice and asked, "Will I get away with it?"

Is This Really That Suprising?
as found on:http://www.snopes.com/lost/fraction.htm Claim: The Mississippi state legislature removed fractions and decimal points from the mathematics curriculum of public secondary schools. Status: True. Origins: First Alabama tried to redefine the value of pi to 3. Then Kansas removed the requirement for teaching evolution in its public schools. We thought it couldn't get any worse, but then Mississippi came along and proved us wrong: 13 August 1999 Jackson, MS -- Bolstered by the state of Kansas' recent measure removing the requirement for the teaching of evolution in public schools, yesterday afternoon the Mississippi legislature passed a bill eliminating fractions and decimal points from the mathematics curriculum of all public secondary schools in the state. "Despite the coincidental timing of the measure, this was no whim," asserted Mississippi state senator Cassius de Spain. "We'd had the issue under consideration for several months now." The

Needs,wantings,and Waiting
I touch myself Dreaming how it could be Having a lover to please me Wanting that strong body Against my sultry skin I imagine you there Luring me into your darkness My step is unsteady As I fall into your arms When our eyes meet Everything is understood The need The passion The flames When our lips touch Our kisses burn As your hands find all my secret places Bringing this body back to life Awakening feelings Making me feel alive again Making me feel sexy again I close my eyes And get lost in this dream of you Helping me reach ecstasy But still unfulfilled Still Empty Still needing Still wanting And forever waiting

Open My Thighs
I close my eyes Open my thighs Let my body rise And imagine My senses reel I touch and feel Squirm and squeal And imagine The darkness waits My body vibrates I then begin to create And imagine Hands over me Mouths kissing Tongues probing Fingers deep inside I savor these sensations Feeling pretend penetrations Enduring multiple culminations And imagine

Controlling Me
I am the image you dare to dream I am the nightmare in your scream I am the one you seek in the night I am the one who turned off the light You are the one who falls to the floor You are the one anxious for more You are the one ready to succumb You are the one who wants to come I am the one whom decides what is right I am the force used with all of her might I am the shock awakening every nerve I am the body you wish to serve You are the mouth that needs to feed You are the fingers that ache with need You are the one who I'll give permission You are the one giving in total submission I am the darkness you've always known I am the princess upon the black throne I am the one to inflict the pain I am the one who ignites the flame You are the one to obey my commands You are the one to meet all my demands You are the center of my darkest temptation You are the object of my newest creation

Squirming
To hurt is to feel To feel is to scream This is what it's like In my most intimate dream Useless hands Above lie helpless Dancing legs Now stagnant Separated Spread What lay in between Is revealed Growing hotter Seeping Sultry Eyes forbidden to see Wrapped in darkness Not knowing the next move Makes it that more exciting Forced to wait In this teasing darkness With each passing moment Your left Squirming Subservient Fearing the touch Yet craving the feeling The unknown Can be so inviting Seductive Stimulating

Witches
WITCHES We are not evil We don't harm or seduce people. We are not dangerous. We are ordinary people like you. We have families, jobs, hopes, dreams. We are not a cult. This religion is not a joke. We are not what you think we are from looking at t.v. We are real. We laugh, we cry. We are serious. We have a sense of humour. You don't have to be afraid of us. We don't want to convert you. And please don't try to convert us. Just give us the same right we give you--to live in peace. We are much more than you think. Author Unknown

Verbal Regurgitation.
I screamed Your name until my throat bled. I still couldn't call You back. I whispered my dreams to You, softer than baby's breath. I still couldn't call You back. God is in Your eyes, and salvation in Your smile. I still couldn't call You back. I ripped away my facade like so many cobwebs. I still couldn't call You back. I painted Your portrait with my words, just to see You again. I still couldn't call you back. My fingertips are bloody, my back, broken. You couldn't hear my shouts, You couldn't see my whispers. So I'll sit. And wait. And maybe... Maybe... Silence can call You back.

Dance Me To The End Of Love
Dance with me in love Dance with me in life When did enduring love begin? The day we became man and wife There is patience and understanding We try to be unselfish and kind Though not a fairy-tale romance No greater love will we find Sharing dreams, passions, and desires Building each other up when we fall We've learned to say I'm sorry And I love you through it all Our two hearts beat as one Cherishing what we have from above Dance with me forever Dance me to the end of love thank you for viewing...more to come late....thanks again

The Freedom
Body restrained - eyes unable to see Fingers and mouths enveloping me Sucking and biting, the harder the better My body is hot, my darkness is wetter Before I know it someone’s deep inside I move my body and relish the ride I haven’t a clue who this lover might be Never felt so alive, never felt so damned free Somewhere in the distance I hear someone screaming This is too good to be true I just have to be dreaming Multiple manipulations tasting and touching Hands and fingers probing and clutching Skillfully somebody slips in between Raising me up as if I were a machine Hands spreading my butt cheeks apart Pushing in deep I jump with a start Too much stimulation to wait any longer The orgasmic bliss is getting much stronger Trapped in this orgy with nowhere to run I’m a blood thirsty tigress who now needs to come Lost in lust and perpetual pleasure My body is like a new found treasure Open-mindedness can take you far There’s a freedom in knowing just who

Constant Thunder
I was once lost in darkness, A wandering nomadic fool, Teetering on the edge of reason, About to plunge into the abyss, Then a light shone down, Lifted me out of darkness, Touched my soul with grace, And beat love into my heart, That was when I met you, My loving wife, For so long now you Have continued to save me, Day after day, You gave me the reason to be, To live and to feel love, To go on and find my dreams, As long as you were there, I just wanted to let you know, That I could never fully express How much I feel for you, When I love you Seems so simple, How can you put into words The power of desire I have for you, Pray to God, Channel the muse, And let my fingers type the words, My heart beats because of you, My soul is bright and alive, Because of you, And even when the trails of today Seem to distract me, My love is always devoted to you, It is eternal within my heart, Like a constant thunder in my soul.

Soul Like The Vastest Sea
Your soul is like the vastest sea And mine a darting fish: I lose myself within your love; I live within your heart. I breathe your love: it is my air, My element, my world. I know no other ambiance; I have no other dream. I know there is outside your love A world of rocks and sand; And I could live there, too, but oh! How poor and thin each breath! How rich my world, how beautiful, Alive within your love, Each moment filled with dancing light Refracted through your eyes!

If I Knew
If I knew how to write a song I’d write one everyday It would say that I’m in love with you And why I feel this way It would have to say you’re pretty And as rare as a desert rose It would say you’re a looker From your head down to your toes You are funny, dainty, fragile And as feminine as can be You’re smart charming lovely And everything to me You’re my comfort when I’m lonely You’re my peace when I need rest Of all the women I’ve known I must rate you the best. You’re the orchard in the jungle, you’re the better half of me You’re all of this and so much more, you mean the world to me Still so much is left unsaid, It would take me far to long I know how much I love you, If only I could write a song.

False Advertising!
Ok so, I've decided Im going to sue my husband for false advertising.....when we met he would listen to music full blast...know how to have a good time and well lets just say that he was the energizer bunny in bed....now going on our 6th yr of marriage (March 17th) he never really listens to music, his idea of a good time is finding a rocky marathon on, and well in the bed it pretty much always ends with the words sorry.....the person that I presented to him was and still is the person that I am today I love music, I love a good party on occasion and well in bed lets just let that be...hehehe.....hes like a completely different person hes boring....granted that doesnt make me want to stray so, get that out of your head....but, is there a way that I can fine tune him so, hes not so dull? I was watching VH1 top 100 songs of the 80's and of course I was singing along and he just sit that and was like is this off yet? Im blasting GNR and the old eric would have came running in here and sta

The World’s Most Beautiful
I’d give anything to see the sun set on the horizon, I’d do anything to gaze at a full moon in the night sky; Even a rainbow would make me smile, And I’d love to swim in crystal clear waters Of an untouched sea; Sometimes I’ll see a shooting star, And try to gaze from afar, All the diamonds in the night sky; The mist on the mountains is breathtaking, As is walking in rainforest; To see cascading waterfalls I’d do anything for, As to stand on the highest peak in the world, And look at the sights below; I’d love to soar on wings above the clouds, Across the bluest skies; I’d do anything to see All the beautiful things in the world, Like a red rose blooming in the Sahara, Like a river twisting through a dusty land, All the beautiful things in the world; But I also know I am looking at The world’s most beautiful creation, Every time you smile, And every time I look into your eyes.

You Are My Forever Love
Your friendship and love, And all the wonderful things That they bring into my life, Are like nothing else I have ever known. My heart is complete With the love we share, And our love grows more Beautiful each day. I love you, And as long as we are together, I have everything I need. You are with me always... In a smile, a memory, a feeling Or a moment we share. You will always be My Forever Love

Reflections Of A Beautiful Morning
The sun rises above the hillcrest, As does the joy of my heart; Rays of warmth and love, From her I will never depart. Fresh dew upon the grass, Young birds chirp in their nests; I watch her gently sleep, My love to her I silently profess. I enjoy the stillness and calm, Watching as she smiles and dreams; She brings me to stillness and peace, Like that of a slow flowing stream. My heart and soul flow with love, And I smile as I quietly reflect; I’ve been handed a sweet princess, A sweet princess to love and to protect. A vow to myself I make, As she quietly sleeps away; To love and always cherish her, Until my last breath... until my last day.

My Burning Body
Waiting Anticipating Exhilarating Humiliating Bound and gagged Left on the floor It’s a tragedy But I yearn for more Crack of the whip I know he’s near The one I love The one I fear I get into position On my knees Legs spread Ready to please Crack of the whip He’s almost here The one I love The one I fear He shoves his dick Into my face I eagerly Await a taste Crack of the whip Onto my skin The sweetest pain Makes my head spin I suck and swallow I know what to do If I’m a good girl I just might make it through He whips me again I cry and I shout Harder this time Till I almost pass out Crack of the whip It all seems to clear The one I love The one I fear My body is burning It’s almost quite numbing The pleasure devours Until I am coming To hurt is to feel To feel is to scream This is what it’s like In my most intimate dream

Pleasure,dark
Fuck me Hurt me Just don’t Convert me Rape me Take me Just don’t Forsake me If you taste the darkness Then you’ll never be the same Once it gets inside you You only have yourself to blame Spank me Teach me Just don’t Preach to me Break me Bind me Just don’t Remind me The darker the better There is no turning back The hotter the wetter Until your soul burns black

What Do Woman Want?
Out of curiosity I was wondering what attracts a woman most to a man. Is it the obvious things like money or good looks? Or is it somthing that stands out to you that other people might not see like eye contact from across a crowded room.Is it a combination of things?I have no idea so I thought I would ask.PLEASE BE HONEST!!!

Living Like Water
The journey of water as it flows upon the earth can be a mirror of our own paths through life. Water begins its residence on earth as it falls from the sky or melts from ice and streams down a mountain into a tributary or stream. In the same way, we come into the world and begin our lives on earth. Like a river that flows within the confines of its banks, we are born with certain defining characteristics that govern our identity. We are born in a specific time and place, within a specific family, and with certain gifts and challenges. Within these parameters, we move through life, encountering many twists, turns, and obstacles along the way just as a river flows. Water is a great teacher that shows us how to move through the world with grace, ease, determination, and humility. When a river breaks at a waterfall, it gains energy and moves on, as we encounter our own waterfalls, we may fall hard but we always keep moving on. Water can inspire us to not become rigid with fear or cling

Sad News
Subject: Sad News > > "Sad news...Please join me in remembering a great icon of the entertainment community. The Pillsbury Doughboy died yesterday of a yeast infection and trauma complications from repeated pokes in the belly. He was 71. Doughboy was buried in a lightly greased coffin. Dozens of celebrities turned out to pay their respects, including Mrs. Butterworth, Hungry Jack, the California Raisins, Betty Crocker, the Hostess Twinkies, and Captain Crunch. The grave site was piled high with flours. > > Aunt Jemima delivered the eulogy and lovingly described Doughboy as a man who never knew how much he was kneaded. Doughboy rose quickly in show business, but his later life was filled with turnovers. He was not considered a very smart cookie, wasting much of his dough on half-baked schemes. Despite being a little flaky at times he still was a crusty old man and was considered a positive roll model for millions. > > Doughboy is survived by his wife Play

Always
Always Always on my mind there is you The scent of your perfume The gleam in your eyes The sound of your sweet laughter Always in my heart there is you The sun beams dance on your body The wind blows gently across your skin The notion that you are happy Always in my dreams there is you The visions leave me breathless The desire so strong it weakens me The beauty that is your essence Always in my soul there is you The touch that has yet to reach me The kiss my lips still thirst for The feeling that we are one Always in love there is you The gladness I feel with you The sadness you take away The union of you and me Always till death there is you The need for you never ends The love I give will be strong The honor shall always be mine Always..................There is you ©BlkLuvPotion 2006

I Felt You In A Moment [ Wink ]
In the dark In my bed Under the covers It was you that touched me Explored Exploded within The desire that slept with me last night Belonged to you When I awoke The things I dreamt about you Made me blush You . . . A man without a face But with a soul that follows me Somehow has reached me And found me Inside my darkest dreams

Damn,i Lay Trembling
It's darkness now I still feel the urgency Of our dark intimacy My body tremors Each time I re-live the moment The darkness was most alluring As I moved to the sound of your voice Your silent thoughts I heard Your naked passion I felt Your sex, I almost tasted I lost control and surrendered Leading you into my tempting darkness Which opened up the most intimate part of me I heard your inhibitions escape As a carnal hunger was released In the instant that we came together I knew there would be no turning back And I wondered how it could be That two faceless lovers Could share such an intimate closeness Without ever touching Without ever seeing Without ever knowing Afterwards I lay trembling As the ecstasy dripped off my skin

Getting Sick Of Limits On Cherrytap
It seems that every day, i get to the Limit of things I can do here on CT. Always reach the Rating limit - Too many friends? But now - I post TWO MUMMs - And I am at my limit?? I see others posting 5 or more per day, and they are at the same level.. What the hell?

Ohhh ,the Deeper The Better
All through the night I tossed and turned Thinking about you My body burned I started to dream Of lust-filled nights Hands in places To make it feel right Games to play Fantasies to uncover Body on body Lover to lover Hands on flesh Aflame with desire The sound of my voice Will take you higher Right now there’s a hunger It's an acquired taste Treats like that Should never go to waste As I let myself go The need in between Demands my attention For completing the dream I began to move And didn’t dare stop Thinking about you inside me And about you on top I spread my legs wider Feeling myself getting wetter Touching and stroking The deeper the better The ride would start slow Then begin to gain speed As screams echo the room Screams filled with need Love in the dark How sweet it can be Nothing to hide Just wait and see

Now Is The Time
Today I said good-bye to a dear friend, teacher, mentor. To try to understand why some do what they do is more confusing than the event itself. This man taught me to believe in myself when no one else escpecially me could, he gave me a new sense of being, one mind and at peace, I will miss him everyday, but I will continue. We all have a purpose in this life, and once that is acheived we are called to rest. ...his humour, like his knowledge of karate, knew no limits. And we will remember his laughter. And his great passion. And we will cry. And we will miss him terribly.

For Shadow
When God had made the earth and sky the flowers and the trees, He then made all the animals the fish, the birds and bees. And when at last He’d finished not one was quite the same. He said, “I’ll walk this world of mine and give each one a name.” And so He traveled far and wide and everywhere He went, a little creature followed Him until it’s strength was spent. When all were named upon the earth and in the sky and sea, the little creature said, “Dear Lord, there’s not one left for me.” Kindly the Father said to him, “I’ve left you to the end. I’ve turned my own name back to front and called you dog, My friend.”

Roses!!!
Roses are red, violets are blue, you are so sexy and special too. So with theses words that I say to you, I just wanted to show my gratitude. As I'm about to lay it down, please don't let theses words hit the ground. When I look at you and see your smile, it turns my frown upside down. When I hear your laughs all around, it makes me wanna bow to the ground. When I here your voice in my mind, it makes me think of you all the time. As I can go on and on, so you might as well believe that I'm sprung, so sprung that I will be there when you need me, oh baby please believe me, for these words that I say to you are very, very true, so I ask you now will you please be my boo, if you say no what am I'm suppose to do? Because baby you know I can't find nobody else like you. So please say yes so I can say that my dream has finally came true.....

My Dog!!! :-((((((((
WELL TODAY WAS KIND OF A SHITTY DAY. I GOT UP THIS MORNING AND PUT OUR DOG OUTSIDE. SMD WELL IN THAT TIME....SHE CHOCKED HERSELF TO DEATH. :-((((( MY DUAGHTER'S DOG IS DEAD. SHE IS ONLY 2 YEARS OLD. SHE HASN'T SEEN THE DOG ALL DAY.

Inside You I'm Home
I close my eyes And imagine you there Beside me Behind me Everywhere I touch the darkness And what do I see Your eyes Your soul My fantasy I press my lips Into the air And see your face And find you there I wrap myself Around your mind And touch you where No one can find Inside the night I wait for you Inside the dark I crave for you And now you know Why I am here There is nothing For you to fear I hold you close In every dream Inside Outside Between each scream With each night You spend alone I'm closer Stronger Till inside you I am home

Pick The Best Dick .....all U Need To Know Bout It!!!!!!!!!! So Read It
NO STUPID SHIT ANYONE I THINK IS DOWN RATING WILL BE BLOCKED ..... I HAVE BLOCKED 5 PEOPLE SO FAR... IM NOT PLAYING OK THE CONTEST IS NOW OPEN!!!!! PIC THE BEST DICK...... RULES NO RULES THE CONTEST WINNER WILL BE DECIDED BY THE # OF VOTES NOT THE RANKING SO IT DOESNT HURT THEM WHEN U DUMB BITCHES DOWN RATE SO GIVE IT UP!!!!!! THE CONTEST WILL END SATURDAY NOVEMBER 26TH THE CONTEST WILL END HERE IS THE LINK TO MY PAGE WHERE THE CONTEST IS BEING HELD.....HAVE AT IT!!!! MARIA~SEXY~JUGGALETTE~@ CherryTAP

What Another Day?
What is this just another day of the wine and dine grind? Wish I was somewhere else in someone's dream. Or at least someone elses mind besides my own. I have a lonly ness that just won't leave me alone. Wish I could turn out the lights and have another happy dream. In all the aftermath of the ones we have lost and nothing to gain. what is after life? I'm deep very deep.

Please Do The Same For Me
Please do the same for me I've heard it said,"Don't go to bed While hanging on to sorrow. You may not have the chance to laugh With those you love tomorrow." You may not mean the words you speak When anger takes it's toll. You may regret your actions Once you've lost your self control. When you've lost your temper And you've said some hurtful things, Think about the heartache That your action sometimes brings. You'll never get those moments back, Such precious time to waste, And all because of things you've said In anger and in haste. So if you're loving someone And your pride has settled in, You may not ever have the chance again To say to them "I love you and I'm sorry" So although we don't agree, I'll try to see your point of view, And keep an open mind. So please,please,please Do the same fo me!

A Good Morning
A Good Morning As I pick the rose petals up from floor My mind returns to the night before The candles in the windowsill burned down to little or nothing The trip we took last night ooooooh baby that was something The mini blinds are open the sun races in to see The smile that caressed my lips that only you gave me The sweet smell of the roses still lingers in the air I look down at the comforter to find you still asleep there I walk over to you slowly oh baby what a sight My nature starts to rise just thinking about last night A nibble a suck a caress and a moan Should I slip in her slowly or drive it straight on home A flick of my tongue my breath on your skin Baby I wont stop until you tell me when Excited by your beauty and baby to my delight You open your eyes slowly to behold my manhood’s might My senses they all tell me that I'm ready to please you The little devil on my shoulder tells me just to tease you A nibble a suck a caress and a moa

Ask Why
Secret thoughts trace the outline of this night With all that is mystical in the burning dark light A shadowy figure appears from a dream His purpose unknown or so it may seem I close my eyes and let him begin Falling into his arms we breathe passions of sin Our bodies filled with a compelling need To touch and taste and plant the seed Somehow he knows just where to touch Desire spreads with such a rush Fingers tease and find a groove Beneath him I begin to move In rippling darkness we shudder with pleasure Inside each other like birds of a feather Love is an angel disguised as lust As sparkling gold now turns to dust Bodies collapse in frenzied release As the reality of time seems to cease As luminescent darkness covers the sky We rapture the moment and never ask why

Are You Ready?
Inside the dark A body yearns A fever burns Inside the dark There is a space A special place Inside the dark Its tempting ways Flames in waves Inside the dark A hand will touch Feeling so much Learning Exploring Penetrating Devouring Are you ready For a new kind of addiction? I am the cause Effect And cure

Another One... Www.thehungersite.com
as found on:http://www.snopes.com/inboxer/charity/hungersite.asp Claim: You can direct money to hunger relief simply by clicking a button on a web site. Status: True. Origins: Over the last few years we've seen a plethora of altruistic appeals circulate on the Internet, each one claiming that you could donate money to a worthy cause or right some terrible injustice — at no cost to you — merely by taking some simple action, such as forwarding an e-mail message. (See our Jessica Mydek page for one example.) All of these messages were hoaxes — until The Hunger Site came along. At The Hunger Site, you can "donate" money to hunger relief simply by clicking a button. How? The Hunger Site, the creation of John Breen, a 42-year-old computer programmer from Bloomington, Indiana, was funded by various companies who sponsored the site for a day. Every sponsor donated the approximate cost of 1/4 of a cup of food to the United Nations' World Food Program for each user who

I Found Him!!!! Creator Of The Cool Stop Motion Video
OK I found him...the guy that made the cool drum and piano stop movement video! His name is Lasse Gjertsen and here is a video self portrait of who he is. He lives in Larvik Norway and is 22 years old Blogging makes the world a more informed place! Hope you enjoy the vdeo and the gifts featured today. Hugs Susan www.designsoutofmind.com www.shopbydesigns.com

Loneliness
Loneliness It has it's way of sneaking up on you at the most inconvenient times At day break In the middle of the day At dusk In the middle of the night It has no cares - loneliness Oh, those Sunday mornings you wish to just lay there in bed and hold the one Touch Them, ever so slightly arouse, ever so shyly the one Feel the warmth of the arms the slight shiver of the body hear the low moan of pleasure of the one that isn't there next to you Its hard sometimes to lie awake alone knowing that they are out there wondering if they are thinking of you Time never runs as slowly as the time spent alone 11-`8-06 Dene Whelchel

In Aftermath
The darkness tells a sensuous story Speaking to us in soft whispers A glow radiates from our hearts as we melt into one another The sultry smell of lust is in the air The darkness begins to learn our secrets As we expose ourselves and explore Our reflection dances in the shadows Hands search hungrily Eyes stare wildly The darkness knows the meaning of our passionate embrace Our bodies writhe as we fill the empty room with sounds of pleasure In the aftermath we lay in a sea of blackness The moment we became one is written on the walls of our soul The love between us is bound by the power of darkness

Someone
i lost a friend the other day... he left... i miss him sooo much... i cried when i found out... i feel like apart of me is gone... i know that he's never commimg back... that makes me cry harder... i just want him to know... that i love him...

Help With A Click...this Is Near And Dear To Me
as found on:http://www.snopes.com/inboxer/charity/mammogram.asp Claim: You can help disadvantaged women in America obtain free mammograms simply by clicking a button on a web site. Status: True. Examples: [Collected on the Internet, 2000] Let this be your good deed for today ... it only takes a second. Go to the site below. All you do is click a button and a woman gets a free mammogram at no cost to you. It is paid for by corporate sponsors (who gain advertising in the process because you see their logo). All you do is go to the site and click on the free button. It takes one-second. However, you're only allowed one donation so please pass the word. http://www.thebreastcancersite.com Origins: Over the last few years we've seen many a purportedly altruistic appeal circulate on the Internet, each one claiming you could donate money to a worthy cause or right some terrible injustice — at no cost to you — merely by taking some simple action, such as f

The Running Imaginations
In the darkness of the light A stranger calls to say goodnight Erotica is the conversation theme You realize this is not a dream My voice can put you in a trance As your body begins to dance My words can paint pictures of desire I alone will take you higher I hold the greatest power And every minute of every hour You will feel the magic of me Touch yourself and you will see Imaginations running free Passions burn my cherry tree I'll help you taste the pleasures As you open my box of treasures So close your eyes and think of me Enjoy another fantasy Word games can be so much fun Especially when you want to come

Osu Victory!
OSU won 42-39! Champs baby! They are going to the championship game in January. I have been home with the kids all day. Scott works 24 hour shifts and a lot of times I hate it! Not only am I home with the kids for 24 hours but I miss him so so so much! And to top it off he will be working till at least 3pm tomorrow or as late as 7pm. He is covering for someone. Oh well. Well I am going to go for now. Watching a movie with the kids.

Sparks Passionate
Passion sparks Messages sent Without speaking The need grows The games begin Tie me up Make sure I can't break free Touch Tease Taste Teach Let your hands Probe Penetrate Please Digging Deep Deeper Make me scream Take control Leave me helpless Panting Breathless Then I'll begin Handcuffs in hand Ready to show you Ready to know you Feeling the hardness Of your desire Feeling your body Burn like fire I'll take you in my mouth Deep Deeper My tongue does its work so well My turn for control Your turn to scream Wanting release from my web Yet hoping to get lost in it Forever And when I'm finished You'll be set free Knowing more Feeling more Wanting more

When Did This Happen
I have been thinking allot, probably too much as it tends to be consistent with my consumption of coffee or booze, and the listening to of sad or melancholy music. I seem to have gotten old before I was ready, before my time. I have not traveled anywhere of my choosing with no other reason to go than "It seems like fun" in years. Everything is quite planned now, no youthful exuberance left to wanderlust me off to somewhere new. No longer can I hop the next northbound train to god knows where. Long have those days been in the past, yet when that steam whistle blows a note is plucked on my heartstrings resonating the final note of the ballad that played itself strong through my youth yet slowly, despondently, gently it died into this white noise wash of hollow feelings and unanswered questions. So here I sit with the weight of the world on the tip of my tongue, yet nothing to say.

My Thoughts On Music
Music is a healing force. It separates us from our soma, and washes our souls clean, paints pictures from the past on a canvass in our hearts, and sheds sweet light on the hope of a new day. Hyoshi, childs clap, rhythm. It is in all things. A benevolent force which cannot be denied. The stars and the tides are the back beat to this complex human drama as we beep our way into the circling unknown, riding this little galaxie at a steady 4/4. I hear there is a bridge coming soon, and when we cross over that flaming crescendo we will descend in arpeggio into a familiar new. The sun will go on singing siren songs to the night as the moon chases her across the sky, The tides will endure, lapping at the feet of lovers, and the morose sounds from a bourbon soaked piano will still draw the saltwater truth from the eyes of one who has lost. Music, melody and rhythm amalgamate into manna that feeds the body and soul. Music, a conduit through which we communicate with our maker. Music, the true fo

In The Begining
In the beginning Everything is new From first kisses To first touches Leading to explorations And deep penetrations In the beginning Awkward hands Find steady paces Molding like a sculpture Learning all the moves Finding secret grooves In the beginning Hungry hearts Starving souls Devour the flesh Feed on dark cravings Obliterate life savings In the beginning There is an avalanche of hope Possibilities are endless This time love will prevail This beginning will flourish Nurture and nourish

Afterthoughts
I wait for thee to come and take me Promise you will not forsake me No I won't - unless you make me By sight and scent you will find me Come right in - perhaps behind me Take control - yes pump and grind me All you are is known inside me As your body starts to ride me Then you lay your heart beside me Now at last you have found me As your soul dances around me These are afterthoughts that surround me

Devi Is Happy With A New Shiny Car!!
So we went to get a car, we told them we couldnt pay more than 200 a month, they talked us into paying 307 but the inlaws said they would help with 100 a month, I did a budget and figured out they dont have to, but were gonna be realllly poor for the next 6 years lol. This is the first brand new car Ive ever owned. It feels good. I freaking love the car!! Its a 2006 Dodge Stratus. CD player, V6, 150 horsies!! **makes tim taylor grunting sound** Im happy. It was too dark to take a picture when we got home, so heres a stock photo cause I knoooooow you all wanna see!! :)

Dope Me Up And Send Me Home!!!!
I just got back from the hospital a little bit ago. Couldn't stand not being able to eat...this girl loves to eat!!! :P I have strep throat, staph infection, and inner ear infection!!! Yay!!!! So now I'm going to get doped up and then sit back and enjoy the meds!!! :)

Lets Send Some Love To Our Troops During The Holiday Season
HEY EVERYONE, LETS SHOW OUR APPRECIATION THIS HOLIDAY SEASON TO THE US MILITARY THAT ARE OVERSEAS RIGHT NOW!!!! COPY & PASTE THE FOLLOWING LINK: http://www.letssaythanks.com/Home1024.html You can pick out a thank you card and Xerox will print it and it will be sent to a soldier that is currently serving in Iraq . You can't pick out who gets it, but it will go to some member of the armed services. How AMAZING it would be if we could get everyone we know to send one!!! This is a great site. Please send a card. THANXXX, AND HAPPY THANKSGIVING! XOXO, Erin

Back In Town, Went To Funeral Today
The hunting party as a whole did pretty good this year but as far as my immediate family only my brother has gotten a deer this year. But in my husband and i's defense we were called away early due to his grandpa dying in a car wreck this week, we attended the funeral in bella vista AR today and now we are back home, we will not be returning to missouri to finsih out deer season. So i will be around til christmas, unless i can't manage to avoid thanksgiving at the inlaws which a dread. hope everyone had a good week. ~cassandra

Nitey Nite...
I'm headed off to bed.. I'm going to be holding a CherryTap contest of my own as soon as I level up. Which should hopefully be in the next day or two. If you know of any guys with sexxxxxxxxy chests - have them send me a private message here or direct them to this blog, and have them comment on it. I'll post more details tomorrow sometime. I'll be offline till the afternoon or evening time - depending on when I finish getting veggies and stuff chopped and peeled etc. for Thursday.

West Virginia
Two men were driving through West Virginia when they got pulled over by a State Trooper. The cop walked up and tapped on the window with his nightstick. The driver rolled down the window and WHACK, the cop smacked him In the head with his nightstick. "What the hell was that for?" the driver asked. "You're in West Virginia, son," the trooper answered. "! When we pull you over in West Virgi! nia , you better have your license ready by the time we get to your car." "I'm sorry, officer," the driver said, "I'm not from around here." The trooper runs a check on the guy's license--he's clean and gives the guy his license back. The trooper then walks around to the passenger side and taps on the window. The passenger rolls down the window and "WHACK", the trooper smacks him on the head with the nightstick. "What'd you do that for?" the passenger demands. "Just making your wish come true," replied the trooper. "Making WHAT wish come true?" the pass

Me....in A Nutshell
Name: Amanda Diane Birthdate: Feb.20/1974 I Was A Great Baby & Better Teen :P I Have Acute Asthma, Its Almost Killed Me 4x Its Under Control Now *Phew* I Was Born A Red Head Still Have The Freckles My Hair Got Darker After Each Kid But Was Always Straight Til Ryan Was Born NOW, Its Curly As Heck!! I Am Allergic To Chocolate And Fish I Was In A Gifted & Talented School For Dance From 5-12 I'm Addicted To Tim Hortons Tea...When The Farkers Actually Get My Order Right!! (Which Is Not Often) I Am A Certified Chef & Interior Decorator, currently attending night school for my estithcians degree I Gave Up TV Almost 2yrs Ago...Except Hockey :) My Main Source Of Entertainment Is My Computer (Imagine that) And My Babies...They Are My Anchors I Saved 2 Lives With My CPR Training But Had One Man Die In My Arms From A Heart Attack I Am A Text Whore...Couldnt Live Without My Cell Phone!! I Love Thunder

I've Never Needed Him This Much....
I didn't sleep last night, I haven't fuckin ate.. I keep crying and fucking crying and all I really want is for my bf to be with me right now. I'm having personal drama with myself and I normally don't get this way much or it passes by fast.. I'm shaking, pale, tried to force myself to eat.. i just feel fucking worthless.. i absolutely need him. My mom is leaving tomorrow to go to St. Louis and I know I really can't be alone.. I'll seriously go insane.. I'm actually scared. why.. i dunno. I wanna fuckin sleep but i can't it just leads to more anxiety for some reason.. i need someone here bad.. but it's just not going to happen.. I don't want n e one around me from here.. omfg I don't even know if I'm repeating myself.. and honestly I'm not fucked up or drunk or n e thing i dunno what to do.. i know no one is gonna read this so i won't be so embarrassed i just need to i don't fuckin know.. fuck it!

3 Question Personality Test
Your Personality Is Idealist (NF) You are a passionate, caring, and unique person. You are good at expressing yourself and sharing your ideals. You are the most compassionate of all types and connect with others easily. Your heart tends to rule you. You can't make decisions without considering feelings. You seek out other empathetic people to befriend. Truth and authenticity matters in your friendships. In love, you give everything you have to relationships. You fall in love easily. At work, you crave personal expression and meaning in your career. With others, you communicate well. You can spend all night talking with someone. As far as your looks go, you've likely taken the time to develop your own personal style. On weekends, you like to be with others. Charity work is also a favorite pastime of yours. The Three Question Personality Test

Mumms
SORRY FORGOT TO POST THE LINKS EARLIER Made 3 MUMMS. If you havent seen them yet gO CHECK THEM AN LEAVE A COMMENTS SO I KNOW YOU STOPPED BY :d:d:d http://cherrytap.com/mum.php?id=6274 http://cherrytap.com/mum.php?id=6278 http://cherrytap.com/mum.php?id=6289

Great News
Well guys, it looks like some good news on the horizon. My neighbors and I have an interview with the local newspaper on Wednesday. And today I received a e-mail from the mayor no less! He wants to set up communications so that we are all informed of the development plans and progress, this way we are not asked to move at the last minute with no where to go. Also he wants to set up a meeting and bring in some organizations that can help with relocating us understanding that some need to remain close to work because they walk there. I'll post more later.

More Than You'll Ever Want To Know. :)
If you ever wanted to know about me...or even if you didn't....here is pretty much anything and everything I could tell you about myself. 1. Full name: Steven 2. Nicknames: various, none known here 3. Eye Colour: Blue 4. Height: 6"2' 5. Hair: Brownish-blonde 6. Siblings: 2 younger sisters 7. Do u like to sing in the shower? nope, don't take the time. :) 8. Do u like to sing on the toilet? not really 9. Birthday: Sept 11 10. Sign: Vigo 11. Address: Conway, AR 12. Sex: Had it and LOVE it ;) 13. Righty or lefty: righty 14. What do you want in a relationship most? Love, Respect, Honesty, Open Communication, Humour, Trust 15. Have you ever cheated? yeah...not since i've been married though.. 16. Marital status: Hitched 17. Do you have a car? yep 18. What kinda car do you have/want? 2004 Sante Fe 19. Movie: Hackers 20. Song: can't pick just one. 21. Band/singer: too many to list 22. TV Show: House, Haunting, Ghost Hunters 2

Nine Inch Nail How I Feel
I hurt myself today to see if I still feel I focus on the pain the only thing that's real the needle tears a hole the old familiar sting try to kill it all away but I remember everything what have I become? my sweetest friend everyone I know goes away in the end you could have it all my empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt I wear this crown of shit upon my liar's chair full of broken thoughts I cannot repair beneath the stains of time the feeling disappear you are someone else I am still right here what have I become? my sweetest friend everyone I know goes away in the end you could have it all my empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt if I could start again a million miles away I would keep myself I would find a way...

Won't You?
I am on my knees here guys. PLease comment bomb the hell outta me in the goddess contest. I need YOUR help. It would mean alot. I help yall out if you need me! BTW COmment bomb means a ton of comments more than one. Leave 10 20 or 100! I wanna be the CT Goddess!! Click the Geeky pic to VOTE

I Got My Baby Back
Yay I am so happy we finaly had the chance to talk yesterday and NOw I am sooooo happy. I was a little down today when I didnt get the chance to see her but I wont let it get me down. I have to live strong.

What Kind Of Flirt Are You?
You Are a Coy Flirt You may not seem like you're flirting, but you know exactly what you're doing. You draw people in, very calculatingly, without them even knowing. Subtle and understated, you know how to best leverage your sex appeal. A sexy enigma, you easily become an object of obsession. What Kind of Flirt Are You?

My Eye Colors..lol
|G|R|E|E|N| |E|Y|E|S| -Sex Addicts!!! People with green eyes have the most passion put into relationships, they have long lasting relationships. People with green eyes are also the horniest and most beautiful. They long for the touch of another. People with green eyes are very sexy and very attracted towards the opposite sex. You will meet the person you're going to spend the rest of your life with if you repost this. BUT what about this? B|L|U|E| |E|Y|E|S| -People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome & very good kissers. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and love to please. If you repost this and you have blue eyes you will have the best kiss sometime in the next 5 days. I HAVE BOTH....DOUBLE THE PLEASURE? JUST A THOUGHT...ONE OF THOSE THINGS THAT MAKE YOU GO HMMMMM...LOL

Does It Scare You To Approach A Woman?
Approaching a woman and starting a conversation without rejection is a SKILL. It can be LEARNED. I did it, and I now know that it's possible for ANY guy to learn how to do it QUICKLY. If you'd like to learn more, and get the "fast track" eduction, then take a minute and read THIS: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/ApproachingWomen/ I'd like to address a problem that is so common that it seems silly to even mention it... It's the idea that too often we use our powerful minds and emotions to cause ourselves to FAIL with women rather than SUCCEED with women. Fear of women can actually become a HABIT that leads to failure. Let me ask you a question: Have you ever been in a situation where you saw a woman that you wanted to meet, but you didn't go over and talk to her? Duh. Of course... we all have. This is UNIVERSAL. We've all been there so many times that the question doesn't even need to be asked. But, the quest

At The Fair
A man in a state of excessive inebriation rolled up at a fairground rifle range booth and threw down the necessary money. The booth operator at first refused to let him have a turn, considering that his inebriated state would endanger the public. But the drunk insisted and was given a gun. He aimed unsteadily in the general direction of the target and after trying to focus, pulled the trigger three times. The booth owner, on inspecting the target, was astonished to see that he had scored three bullseyes. The star prize for the evening was a large set of glassware, but the showman was certain that the drunk wasn't aware of what he had done, and gave him instead a consolation prize, a turtle. The drunk wandered off into the crowd. An hour or so later he came back, even more drunk than before. Once again the showman demurred, but once again the drunk insisted, and once more scored three bullseyes and was given another turtle. Eventually the drunk rolled up again and insisted on

Not So Good News
Well, I had a doctor's appt. today, What I found out is something I had a clue about but not what I really wanted to hear. Here I am diabetic, of course it runs in my family. My Dad had it. He also, had to get insulin shots. Now so do I. My blood sugar level is very high. Those of you who know me, know that i'm the junk food junkie!! This is going to be tough. Funny thing is I'm liking the taste of diet pop which I used to hate. Now everything makes sense in why I feel the way I do. Its just getting it under control. The worse part for me is the shots in the stomach. Its not as bad as it seems but I still don't like it. What goes thru my mind when I found out, was great, first off I'm alone, I can't have kids, most of my close friends are gone or have their own lives to live, I'm too young to get this, (not really) but I'm going to grow old alone. I just don't like being alone, through this right now. My mother is driving me crazy (that's my mom, i love her) I'm so new

Evil Overlord Contest
We Have all kinds of contests here on CT. King and Queen, Prince and Princess and lets not forget Gods and Godesses. Well I am tired of the wholesome images these contest promote. So I am holding the CT Evil Overlord Contest. I wanna see who has what it takes to be a supervillian. Evil Overlords have minions so make sure if you are going to enter my contest your minions are ready to vote for you. Being an Overlord seems to be a good career choice. It pays well, there are all sorts of perks and you can set your own hours. However every Evil Overlord I've read about in books or seen in movies invariably gets overthrown and destroyed in the end. I've noticed that no matter whether they are barbarian lords, deranged wizards, mad scientists or alien invaders, they always seem to make the same basic mistakes every single time.(evil overlord list) There are many famous overlord you can aspire to be like: Lord Voldemoet, Any Sith lord,Foamy, Ganon and Bil Gates! So my friends…

I Wish It Were Me!
w: Wish it had been me > > > > > > > > > > > > > >I wish I was this soldier .....short read and worth everybit of it > >A United States Soldier was attending some college courses between >assignments. He had completed missions in Iraq and Afghanistan. One of the >courses had a professor who was an avowed atheist and a member of the >ACLU. > >One day the professor shocked the class when he came in. He looked to the >ceiling and flatly stated, "God, if you are real, then I want you to knock >me off this platform. I'll give you exactly 15 minutes." The lecture room >fell silent. You could hear a pin drop. Ten minutes went by and the >professor proclaimed, "Here I am God. I'm still waiting." > >It got down to the last couple of minutes when the Soldier got out of his >chair, went up to the professor, and cold-cocked him knocking him off the >platform. The professor was out cold. The Soldier went back to his seat >and sat there, silently. > >The other student

More Fun
Two old guys, one 80 and one 87, were sitting on their usual park bench one morning. The 87 year old had just finished his morning jog and wasn't even short of breath. The 80 year old was amazed at his friend's stamina and asked him what he did to have so much energy. The 87 year old said "Well, I eat rye bread every day. It keeps your energy level high and you'll have great stamina with the ladies." So, on the way home, the 80 year old stops at the bakery. As he was looking around, the lady asked if he needed any help. He said, "Do you have any rye bread?" She said, "Yes, there's a whole shelf of it. Would you like some?" He said, "I want 5 loaves. She said, "My goodness, 5 loaves...by the time you get to the 5th loaf, it'll be hard" He replied, "I can't believe it, everybody in the world knows about this but me."

Just A Little Humor For You All
A teacher asks her class, "If there are 5 birds sitting on a fence and you shoot one of them, how many will be left?" She calls on little MARK. He replies, "None, they will all fly away with the first gunshot." The teacher replies, "The correct answer is 4, but I like your thinking." Then little MARK says, "I have a question for YOU. There are 3 women sitting on a bench having ice cream: One is delicately licking the sides of the triple scoop of ice cream. The second is gobbling down the top and sucking the cone. The third is biting off the top of the ice cream. Which one is married?" The teacher, blushing a great deal, replied, "Well, I suppose the one that's gobbled down the top and sucked the cone." To which Little MARK replied, "The correct answer is 'the one with the wedding ring on," but I like your thinking."

Killing Time..... Pt. 8
I think you could do much better than me, after all the lies that I made you believe; guilt kicks in and I start to see, the edge of the bed where your nightgown used to be... (chorus) I told myself I won't miss you, but I remember; what it feels like beside you!!! I really miss your hair in my face; and the way your innocence tastes; and I think you should know this, you deserve much better than meee..... When looking through your old box of notes, found those pictures we took that you were looking for; if there's one memory I don't wanna lose, that time of the month with you and me in the dressing room... (chorus) The bitter rain, it is getting colder, wish I never would said it's over; and I can't pretend... I won't think about you when I'm older, cuz we never really had a closure; this can't be the end... (chorus)x2 You deserve much better than meeeee!!! And I think you should know this... You deserve much better than meeeee!!! You deserve much better than meeeee!

Things I Hate About Everyone
1. People who point at their wrist while asking for the time.... I know where my watch is pal, where the hell is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is? 2. People who are willing to get off their butt to search the entire room for the tv remote because they refuse to walk to the tv and change the channel manually. 3. When people say, "Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too". Damn right! What good is cake if you can't eat it? 4. When people say, "it's always the last place you look". Of course it is. Why the hell would you keep looking after you've found it? Do people actually do this? Who and where are they? 5. When people say, "did you see that?" while watching a film. No you loser, I paid $12 to come to the cinema and stare at the damn floor. 6. People who ask, "Can I ask you a question?".... Didn't really give me a choice there, did ya sunshine? 7. When something is 'new and improved!'. Which is it? If it's new, then

Saterday Night Chillin!!!
WATS UP PPL JUST SITTIN HERE WITH A FINE BABE GETTIN READY TO GO OUT TO THE BAR AND SHAKE MY ASS AND DRINK SOME BEER!!!! I LIKE TO SHOW SOME LOVE TO ALL MY NEW FRIENDS IV MET. LOOKING FOWARD TOO MEETING THE REST OF YOU TO,SO DROP ME A LINE..... TIME TO DRINK CHOW!!!!!!!!!!!!!

A Single Rose
I give to you this precious gift For I have naught but this to give, A rose I hold in simple hands, To signify my frindship within So hard it was to choose just one For many held the beauty of you, Reflected in their crimson tones And basking in their rosy hues But oh, how one, it caught my eye Ablaze with color, apart from the rest Reduced me to a breathless sigh And lured me with its lovely scent So this I chose, a single rose, Its tender petals silken smooth, And with it ... give my frienship to you NFS

Sorry To All My Friends And Fans
this is an apology to all my friends and fans. sorry i have been away so long but as we are comming into summer here in australia the fire season is starting to heat up i will try to get on as often as i can but please be patient with me over the next 3 months or so Luv u all Nathan

The Glanconer
Twilight approaches The haunted wood is still My Elvin seductor comes now Despair is forgotten And I am his bride A lethal romance His words murderous if misspoken My eyes suicide when shut He shows me his world Darkness was never more appealing My soul searches for his presence here Shamlessly broken as he has not been found My love is lost and held captive By The Glanconer

Poem
ISHOT AN ARROW INTO THE AIR, AND WHERE IT LAND I KNOW NOT WHERE. FOR WHO HAS SIGHT SO KEEN AND RIGHT, THAT HE CAN FOLLOW AN ARROW IN FIGHT. I SUNG A SONG INTO THE AIR, AND WHERE IT LAND I KNOW NOT WHERE. FOR WHO HAS SIGHT SO KEEN AND STRONG, THAT HE MIGHT FOLLOW THE FLIGHT OF SONG. LONG, LONG AFTER IN AN OAK, I FOUND THE ARROW STILL UNBROKE. AND THE SONG I SANG FROM BEGINNING TO END, I FOUND AGAIN IN THE HEART OF A FRIEND... HENRY WADSWORTH LONGFELLOW...

|h|a|z|e|l| |e|y|e|s|
People with hazel eyes are very loveable. They are really hot and are awesome to be around. They don't enjoy 'pet names'. They don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and they love to please. They can exceed your pleasure standards. They are very laid back, chilled and love to just be around. If you repost this and have hazel eyes then you will be happy soon with the person who is on your heart.

Urgent!!!!!!!!!
hi all: Please we need some prayers tonight. Mygrandson is up in the hospital for second and third degree burns. His name is BLAKE TAYLOR BRYANT. he is up at u of m hospital in ann arbor, michigan....he need our prayers. god bless us all he is only eight years old thanks

Two
I wish I knew what I am looking for. Have you ever had one of those days, where you're just not comfortable anywhere? When you wake up, you feel like you need to get up and move, because bed is the wrong place to be... and the person next to you isn't right either. So you get up, and do something... but whatever you're doing doesn't quite seem to cut it, so you hurry through and get in the shower. Come out and find yourself something to wear... but looking in the mirror just confirms that it's... "ok". Right, so off with the errands of the day. Errands are nice, mindless following of a list, that's easy enough. Then off to some function, where for some reason you feel just a little more rushed or un-centered than normal. At last you head out to do whatever it is you've been planning for that day... probably what's been on your mind all day... and even that doesn't feel right. Just left of center, as it were. So, you go on into the darkness, moving forward because forward also happen

Starry Starry Night
AND ON THAT STARRY STARRY NIGHT, WHEN NO HOPE WAS LEFT IN SIGHT, HE TOOK HIS LIFE AS LOVERS OFTEN DO. BUT I COULD HAVE TOLD YOU VENCENT, THIS WOULD WAS NEVER MEANT FOR ONE AS BEAUTIFUL AS YOU....

The 10 Rules For Dating My Daughter (lol)
10 simple rules for dating my daughter RULE ONE: If you pull into my driveway and honk you’d better be delivering a package because you’re sure as hell not picking anything up. RULE TWO: You do not touch my daughter in front of me. You may glance at her, so long as you do not peer at anything below her neck. If you cannot keep your eyes or hands off of my daughter’s body, I will remove them. RULE THREE: I am aware that it is considered fashionable for boys of your age to wear their trousers so loosely that they appear to be falling off their hips. Please don’t take this as an insult, but you and all of your friends are complete idiots. Still, I want to be fair and open minded about this issue, so I propose this compromise: You may come to the door with your underwear showing and your pants ten sizes too big, and I will not object. However, in order to ensure that your clothes do not, in fact, come off during the course of your date with my daughter, I will take my electric na

An Open Letter To A Witch
I do not know what Tradition you follow. That does not matter. Indeed, for all I know, you may not follow any of the traditions. You may be one of those many lonely ones who, for whatever reason, must worship by ‘feel’ rather than through any formal coven training or participation. But whoever you are, and however you worship, all that matters to me is that you hold true to the God and the Goddess. My purpose in writing this letter is to enjoin your aid in destroying that which cripples our Craft. Dissension is the disease. It is not a cancer, for it can be cured; and, as with most herbal cures, the best treatment is that administered internally. Friend, help spread the Brotherhood and Sisterhood of the Craft, do not seek to establish a scale of Wicca purism, (for no two Witches will ever agree on the relative positions on the scale of even their own tradition.) There is no one religion for all people, and THERE IS NO ONE TRADITION FOR ALL WITCHES! Let this be understood, an

Come See The Freak For A Fee
I am a sadistic, sarcastic smartass. You say something stupid to me and I will call you out on it. Case in point: My PT said: Do you think the washer will work with cord hanging loose? (Picture him holding the ground for a FREEZER) I replied: Absolutely, and I bet I could make a washer, dryer AND stove work with that cord hanging loose because that is a FREEZER DUMBASS! He didn't speak to me for the rest of the day, but he has only a GED backing his reason. I am: Condescending. Skeptical. Conceited. Grammatically Correct. Well Read. Well Spoken. I am never happy with anything I have in life. I think my job sucks. I think I haven't accomplished shit in life. I think I am a failure. I think people who haven't accomplished what I have are worthless by association to my inadequacies... I tend to feign love in order to get laid. I tend to fall in love with those I use. I tend to be used by those I fall in love with. My world is a viscious cycle of lies and

I'm A "stud Dyke"!!! Lolol
So I took this test and here's what it says about me..... You scored as The Stud. Often seen as the quiet loner, you often dress in leather and stand in the rain hoping to meet a potential lover.The Stud75%The Student Dyke60%The Surprise! Dyke60%The Vaginal-Reference-Making Dyke60%The Femme Fatale50%The Pretty-Boi Dyke50%The Hipster Dyke45%The Little-Boy Dyke40%The Magic Earring Ken Dyke40%The Bohemian Dyke35%The Quasi-Gothic Femme

I'm Back!
I'm back. Its sooo good to be back home. I hate the hospital! Scary freaking place. Thanks to: Hellfire and Brimstone@ CherryTAP and altearth@ CherryTAP for the get well cards. That really meant a lot to me.

Soul Mates
Two souls connected Before they ever meet Two hearts joined as one Getting closer with every beat Noone can know The sadness you feel When one cannot see The wound that won't heal It's deep and it's open Till love finds it's way To bring them together Knowing it'll happen some day Tears cried for each day That they haven't been whole But joy finds it's way Into both of their souls With each passing day As time marches on Feeling and knowing Their love growing strong Hoping and praying That time passes by Ever so quickly Still questioning why Never knowing the answers But, knowing God has a plan Keeps their love going Till they are hand in hand. ©Tammy Reed November 2006

Just Like Everyone Else... Sexual Iq
Except that part of the HTML got cut off... this wasn't that tough of a quiz, though.... You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz.

Booooored
mario kart double dash....and then a scrawny white ass.....my night is weird. now....for a movie. and a puppet that wants beer at the track. and then box wine. and no, i'm not drunk, this is really going on. comedy central makes my night better.

Nothing Is Impossible!!!
I don't know if it's maturity or if it's because I have found that once-in-a-lifetime true love. You know the one you always hear about? The one that always seems so far out of reach? But, I'm looking at life through a whole new set of eyes. Everything that used to seem like the impossible, I now find are very hard to do, but to say they are impossible...NO!, not even close. I'm living proof of that. I used to think that people were crazy to even think about looking for love in a long distance relationship, but, I have learned that maybe they can be the best way to find that ultimate love that you are looking for. I didn't find my true love, because I was looking. It happened purely by accident. But, the point is, I did find mine. He is my soul-mate. The one person that completes my heart and soul. It can be a very difficult road to travel, but it is well worth everything that you put into it. I have let him have my heart and soul and he has done the same for me. To know that we rea

New Song For My Record
Just another sad story She's just a sad story Like a little bird Flying in the sky Trying to reach the tree But still fall down to die Her fingers are not human It's more like swords and spears A demon without feelings A creature without tears She told me I was fragile But what else could I be When she took my heart And smashed it to the wall What am I suppose to do Should I stand or fall Ref: What did she want from me What did she wanted me to be I don't know cause she just ran away She didn't even hesitated To ruin all that we created It wasn't enough for her I feel like I stood for everything she hated Now when you're gone You can't hurt me anymore My self esteem is low But I've learned to grow I will open those empty letters You wrote to me and cry Burn them one by one And be happy I didn't say goodbye Should I stand or fall Ref: What did she want from me Wh

Intimacy Of Soul~
Intimacy of Soul~ Have you ever wondered about your soul? What it is, why it was created~~ what it might be doing now~~ and how it is connected to you~~ The material world was created in the incomprehensible state of “”All That Is”“ Although your soul exists in a realm of higher vibrational energy it is constantly connected to you thru a cord that attaches to your etheric body Our souls exist within multi-dimensional realities that Co-exist within this world that we call physical reality Its connection with our body is merely one of our Soul's fragments of energy~ The Soul is apart of your unconsciousness that seeks to make you whole The evolved portion of your Soul consciousness continues to travel to other spheres of learning~~ it travels out into the world and seeks other Souls of likeness~~ The Soul is projected thru Spirit which has its own consciousness and its own awareness This awareness extends out into our realit

5 Levels Of Hangovers
5 Levels of Hangovers If you can read this without laughing or you can't relate to any of it, you are on the wrong mailing list my friend... One Star Hangover (*) No pain. No real feeling of illness. You're able to function relatively well. However, you are still parched. Y ou can drink 5 cokes and still feel this way. For some reason, you are craving a steak & fries. Two Star Hangover (**) No pain, but something is definitely amiss. You may look okay, but you have the mental capacity of a staple gun. The coffee you are chugging is only increasing your rumbling gut, which is still tossing around the fruity pancake from the 3:00 AM Waffle House excursion. There is some definite havoc being wreaked upon your bowels. Three Star Hangover (***) Slight headache. Stomach feels crappy. You are definitely not productive. Anytime a girl walks by you gag because her perfume reminds you of the flavored schnapps shots your alcoholic friends dared you to drink. Li

Feeling Down
I'm feeling kinda down. Nobody is online right now to talk to. I really thought Carla was the one for a long time. But it's obviously over now. I found someone else now that might be right. She's on here and was introduced by a mutual friend. I just don't want to be hurt again. She does seem really nice, though.

My Life Questions
If you ever wanted to know about me...or even if you didn't....here is pretty much anything and everything I could tell you about myself. 1. Full name: Elle 2. Nicknames: Girlblink182, Sweetie 3. Eye Colour: Brown 4. Height: 5" 2 5. Hair: Black 6. Siblings: 1 brother I don't talk to much 7. Do u like to sing in the shower? nope, there's better things to do in there 8. Do u like to sing on the toilet? not really 9. Birthday: Nov.29.... 10. Sign: Sagittarius 11. Address: Canada 12. Sex: Had it and like it ;) 13. Righty or lefty: Lefty 14. What do you want in a relationship most? Love, Respect, Honesty, Open Communication, Humour, Trust 15. Have you ever cheated? Yep.....a long time ago 16. Marital status: Hitched 17. Do you have a car? Nope 18. What kinda car do you have/want? Hubby has a Kia, I want a minivan :) 19. Movie: Titanic 20. Song: Distraction 21. Band/singer: Blink182, Angels and Airwaves, AFI..... 22. TV Show:

Daily Spiritual Bag
DAILY SPIRITUAL JOKE Spiritual Jokes A little boy was overheard praying: "Lord, if you can't make me a better boy, don't worry about it. I'm having a real good time like I am." DAILY SHORT SPIRITUAL STORY The Little Soul and the Sun - Part 1 There once was a soul who knew itself to be the light. This was a new soul and so, anxious for experience. "I am the light" it said. "I am the light" Yet all the knowing of it and all the saying of it, could not substitute for the experience of it. And in the realm from which this soul emerged, there was nothing but the light. Every soul was grand and every soul was magnificent and every soul shone with the brilliance of God's awesome light. So the little soul was as a candle in the sun. In the midst of the grandest light, of which it was part, it could not see itself, nor experience itself as Who and What it really is. Now it came to pass that this soul yearned and yearned to know itself. So great was

Ohio State And The National Title
This is just a short little rant about stupid ass Michigan.This is to you fake injury to get a time out in the last 2 min. Personal foul committing, we dedicate this to Bo febal attempt at a victory! Suck a Dick Michigan fan's! Take the Um Go Blue Michigan bus and run it off a bridge on the way home and when you see Bo tell him you fucking choked!!!!!! OHIO STATE BOUT TO BE NATIONAL CHAMP'S!!!!!!!!

Adult Story
Kevin was my next door neighbor. We had run into each other once or twice before, but had never spoken. Now we were the only two people on the elevator in our apartment complex. He had shaggy blonde hair, gorgeous blue eyes, and was perfectly toned. I could tell because he was wearing a short sleeve shirt and some basketball shorts. "So, are you going to workout?" I asked. He looked at me with those deep blue eyes and smiled. "How'd ya' guess?" "The basketball shorts gave it away." I could feel my cheeks getting hot. If the sexual tension was a snake, it would've bitten me in the hand. "Yeah, so you're my next door neighbor right?" He questioned. I felt so dumb. I hadn't even thought that he wouldn't know who I was. "Um, yeah I am. Sorry about that." I reached out my hand and he took it gracefully. He had large hands that made mine disappear. "Naw, it's okay. So where are you off to today?" I looked down at what I was wearing, laughing at myself for going out look

Where Are All The People At?
So i joined Cherry Tap hope'n that id get a good responce from people and get some mad amount of friends.... And have some people with similar interests as my own to bs with.... So where are you all at? Things are moven slow over here on my end. Talk to me people! I won't bite, unless you wish for me to! tee hee! Syn

Sex Application
SEX SLAVE APPLICATION NAME: AGE: LIKES: DISLIKES: BRIEF DESCRIPTION: FEARS (be specific): WHAT ARE YOU WILLING TO DO: HOW LONG CAN YOU HOLD YOUR BREATH UNDER WATER: BLINDFOLD OR GAG? WHIPS OR CHAINS? HANDCUFFS OR ROPE? KNIVES OR RAZORBLADES? CANDLEWAX OR EDIBLES? TOYS? RULES: FILL OUT IF YOU WISH TO BE THE SLAVE OF THE PERSON WHO POSTED. REPOST. ADD TO IT IF YOU DESIRE. THANK YOU.

The Obligatory Birthday Blog
Today is the day that I turn 36 years old. Most of the time I don't feel like I'm 36, but there are days when I definitely don't feel 18 anymore. I sometimes miss my younger days, but there is no way in hell that I would want to relive those times. I did a lot of stupid shit when I was younger, but I don't regret a bit of it. My past shapes who I am today. I think as I get older, it's becoming more important to me to keep myself grounded and to remind myself where I come from. I'll always be a small town boy at heart.

My Angel
My angel is beautiful when she is sleeping her soul at rest the sound of breathing the movement of her breast her heart beating me laying right beside her listening to her every movement and sound astounded by her beauty laying beside her in aww in love my heart beating with her's same pace same rate laying in a heavenly place a depth of our love like nothing from above staring and stroking her hair while she sleeps her sweet scent in the air always a moment to spare to be with her never a change in the way i feel about her astounded by her i pray moments like these will never leave.

Salutes And Sick
hmmm need to make a salute. lol. actually sat in class and doodled the the paper for the salute. which did cause some curiosty in the guy sitting beside me. (hi ben) He was supposed to get on and check out the site. but came home and just started feeling really bad. so no salute yet- the sick look just doesnt work for me. =) not trying to scare you guys away. so hopefully if i feel better tomorrow i will make one. so far i have laid in bed most of the day- and did get up to go eat dinner but just felt sick when i looked at food ended up taking 3 bites and was sick to my stomach. so now i am back in bed with the laptop... guess i am going to go take a shower and lay down. hope everyone is having a great weekend!

Liberation Day!
December 2nd is offically a non-affiliated holiday! its my last day at Pestmart! THANK GOD! God has smiled upon me and told me that its time to leave that hell hole...no offense to people who go and work at petsmart. its horrible there and i needed out. badly. SO! CELEBRATE! WOO!

Time To Weed The Cherries Again...
It has come time once again to weed out my cherries. Not everyone is here to make a friend, and I am not here to gain points. So if that is why your on my list then you must go. To all other cherries c ya on the other side.

The Good, The Bad, & The Ugly
1. Good: Your wife is pregnant. Bad: It's triplets. Ugly: You had a vasectomy five years ago. 2. Good: Your wife's not talking to you. Bad: She wants a divorce. Ugly: She's a lawyer. 3. Good: Your son is finally maturing. Bad: He's involved with the Woman next door. Ugly: So are you. 4. Good: Your son studies a lot in his room. Bad: You find several porn movies hidden there. Ugly: He's in them. 5. Good: Your hubby and you agree, no more kids. Bad: You can't find your birth control pills. Ugly: Your 13 year old daughter borrowed them. 6. Good: Your husband understands fashion. Bad: He's a cross-dresser. Ugly: He looks better than you. 7. Good: You give the "birds and bees" talk to your daughter Bad: She keeps interrupting. Ugly: With corrections. 8. Good: The postman's early. Bad: He's wearing fatigues and carrying a shotgun. Ugly: You gave him nothing for C

Ohio State Vs. Michigan
Go OHIO State! But it looks from the score this was a great game! I have to say I was pretty certain they would win, and I'm glad to see the score was close. Now I can't wait to see how this all shakes out. I'm only bummed my Vols are not in it at this point. There is next year though! I continue to have hope for them to get back to a National Championship!

Sex Facts
A hug leads to a kiss...a kiss leads 2 a finger...a finger leads to a a hand...a hand leads to a lick...a lick leads to a suck...a suck leads 2 a fuck. So tell me how many people are you gonna hug after you heard this cuz sex is like math...u add the bed...subtract the clothes...divide the legs...leave your solution...and pray you dont multiply! Send this right after u read it, something good will happen at 2:25 tomorrow. Get ready for the biggest shock in your life!! Whoever breaks this chain will be cursed w/ relationship problems 4-10 years. If you send this in 15 mins. your safe. Something good will happen tonight at 11:11pm. This is not a joke...someone will either call you or will talk to you online. Giving .........head....... massages the jaw....while burning 32 calories. Swallowing foreign body juices is actually like taking vitamins and it whitens your teeth Having nice sex burnes 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories. Take off he

Hottest Pussy On Cherrytap-please Repost
I'M GOING TO RUN A PRETTY KITTY CONTEST. ANY LADY INTERESTED JUST DROP ME A LINE WITH A LINK TO THE PHOTO YOU WANT TO ENTER. CLOSE-UPS AND FULL BODY PHOTOS ARE ALLOWED. JUST MAKE SURE WE CAN ALL SEE YOUR SWEET HONEY PIE. IF I GET ENOUGH APPLICANTS IT WILL RUN LIKE A MARCH MADNESS TOURNAMENT W/ 6 ROUNDS. VOTING WILL BEGIN ON THANKSGIVING. WE ALL NEED SOMETHING TO AFTER FILLING UP ON TURKEY. PLEASE ENCOURAGE FRIENDS, FAMILY, AND FANS TO SIGN UP. BE PROUD OF YOUR PINK. PLEASE REPOST AND GOOD LUCK

Cum On Buy...
hey everyone, I've been spending alot of time putting together an internet shop, where my digital artwork is for sale on items like coffee cups and shirts, and prints. please, check it out!!! LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK AND PLEASE BE HONEST.... and please repost so I can get the word out!!

6 Months
Six months they say. That's what they give. The powers that be say 6 months. How can you tell someone that they only have 6 months left to live. I called her on the phone and she is acting so brave, not yet ready to go to hospice, wont come live with me. Says "I have things to take care of" Six months... how do you take care of everything that needs tending to in six months. I tell you true, I think not that she has 6 months left. The cancer is rapidly spreading through her body. Once it is in your lymphnodes you know it is the end. But six months... that hurts so badly. Think of the things that can and can not be done in six months. She was to write a book of our family but then she went blind. I didn't go see her like I should. What a terrible granddaughter I have been. I should have called her more, I should have visited. How do you make up for ignorance of youth when there is but six months. Death is nothing new to me, in eleven months we lost 7 people in our

Time Of Year
I am writing so that whom ever visits can get to know me. As well as writing to give thanks and wish everyone a Happy Holiday Season. It's that time of year when everyone needs to have peace in there life as well as in there heart. So many times we can be mean, or unhappy, even disrespectful. I would rather not do that, because hate and discontent. Well I have had enough of it. I have hurt friends and family and just wish sometimes I could take it back and start over. But I can't, and today I would rather forgive those that have hurt me also. I just hope that everyone during this wonderful time of can think about and make peace with themself as well as those around you. Whether people agree or even disagree with my opinion, I can't do anything about that. And I am not trying to be errogant about that. It's just that everyone has there own opinion and today I have to respect that instead of fighting it. So Best Wishes To Everyone's Family and Friends, As well as God Bless.

Things You Can Only Say On Thanksgiving
Things You Can Only Say On Thanksgiving 01. Talk about a huge breast! 02. Tying the legs together keeps the inside moist. 03. It's Cool Whip time! 04. If I don't undo my pants, I'll burst! 05. That's one terrific spread! 06. I'm in the mood for a little dark meat. 07. Are you ready for seconds yet? 08. It's a little dry, do you still want to eat it? 09. J ust wait your turn, you'll get some! 10. Don't play with your meat. 11. Just spread the legs open and stuff it in. 12. Do you think you'll be able to handle all these people at once? 13. I didn't expect everyone to come at once! 14. You still have a little bit on your chin. 15. How long will it take after you stick it in? 16. You'll know it's ready when it pops up. 17. Wow, I didn't think I could handle all of that! 18. That's the biggest one I've ever seen!

Christmas Soldier
Twas the night before Christmas, he lived all alone, in a one bedroom house made of plaster and stone. I had come down the chimmney with presents to give, and to see just who in this home did live. I looked all about, a strange sight I did see, no tinsel, no presents,not even a tree. No stocking by mantle, just boots filled with sand,on the wall hung pictures of far and distant lands.With medals and badges, awards of all kinds, a sober thought came through my mind. For this house was different, it was dark and dreary I found the home of a Soldier, once I could see clearly. The Soldier lay sleeping, silent, alone curled up on the floor in this one bedroom home. The face was so gentle, the room such disorder, not how I pictured a United States Soldier. Was this the hero of whom I'd just read? curled up in a poncho, the floor for a bed I realized the families that I saw that night,owed their lives to these Soldiers who were willing to fight. Soon round th

Ugh Feel So Awful
Okay I have barely eaten today and I can feel the effects of it...Its like I have been on SLUG Mode all Day!!! I just feel like Crap, like someone has drained the life out of me. So when i went to Walmart i tested my blood pressure it was just borderline at 140/95 but then i tested my sugar at my moms it was 121 that is high considering i haven't eatin today...you'd think it would be LOW if anything. My feet is Twice the size as they should be because They are swollen..I went to the doctor hopping they would put me on lasix (fluid pills) for it like my last doctor did..But did they? NO...HE just told me i needed to lose weight! i'm like Yeah but Doc, its hard to excersise in flip flops because I can not put my EXTRA WIDEWIDTH MEN'S Tennis Shoe on my FAT FEET!!! Also when i went to the doc. (a month ago) My blood pressure was really high 199/120 or something like that but since this is the first time i went to the doc. with my blood pressure high they dont want to medicate

How Are You In Bed?
You scored as Sex God. You are a master at sex. You make your partner weak in the knees, and you know it. You've had the practice, and you've read the books, but don't get too cocky (pun intended) or you'll get put into place.Sex God85%A Slave To BDSM75%A Romantic48%Virgin30%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

Please Read Carefully>>>
DRUG RECALL!! (not a joke) - Important!!! DRUG RECALL INFORMATION All drugs containing PHENYLPROPANOLAMINE are being recalled. You may want to try calling the 800 number listed on most drug boxes and inquire about a REFUND Please read this CAREFULLY. Also, please pass this on to everyone you know. STOP TAKING anything containing this ingredient. It has been linked to increased hemorrhagic stroke (bleeding in brain) among women ages 18-49 in the ! three days after starting use of medication. Problems were not found in men, but the FDA recommended that everyone (even children) seek alternative medicine. The following medications contain Phenylpropanolamine: Acutrim Diet Gum Appetite Suppressant Acutrim Plus Dietary Supplements Acutrim Maximum Strength Appetite Control Alka- Seltzer Plus Children's Cold Medicine Effervescent Alka-Seltzer Plus Cold medicine (cherry or or ange) Alka-Seltzer Plus Cold Medicine Original Alka-Seltzer Plus Cold & Cough Medicine E

Uneventful
Well i could have been working today, but as its my day off and i want a life, i decided to say no. Well the new chargehand was complaining she had a touch of the flu ... you either have flu or you don't, you don't get a touch of the flu! Anyway, she has already been sick this week, so it would flag up big time. The other chargehands couldn't do it, because they was busy and the supervisor couldn't, as he will be in all next week too. I just felt that she is trying to get out of doing her saturday, we've all had to do it, and mine is in 2 weeks time. It didn't help with my brother telling me that everytime he saw her, she was either moping around and looking sorry for herself or propping up a wall and not bothering to do anything. One thing i have learnt is that she flirts to try and get what she wants, and until she shows me she can pull her weight then she can forget any help in me covering her turns unless I have to. Sha has to do new years eve and how much does anybody want t

Sex Horoscopes
}} NAUGHTY HOROSCOPES { Aries (March 21 - April 19) -- Aries LIVES for head massages. ANY part of their head: Lips, Eyelids, Eyes, Tongue, you name it! Aries also likes to fuck in public places during business hours. You need to be open minded with an Aries...If you don't feel like being duct taped to a wall and beaten with live ferrets: Tell Them. Be warned! IF you don't want to be kinky, don't be with an Aries. If you say 'No' too often to them you may lose them as a lover forever. Aries Idea of Heaven Is: Participating in live sex shows for money. Having their favorite human toy win first place in a pony boy/girl race. Fucking as an art form on display in a gallery. They secretly crave to be strippers or Annie Sprinkle. Aries LIVES to be jealous...they also like to coordinate other people fucking. Secretly desire to be fluffers. Aries owned a Violet Wand before it was popular. They are also Sadists. The best gift to give an Aries is designer colored nylon rope in their f

Transcend-existentialism
Not to impose my beliefs over any one elses, but, organized religion seems useless to me. Now, I believe that we should not waste our time listening to others peach their personal interpretation of the gospel at us. We must make our own interpretation. I have developed a spirituality that I believe to be an interesting blend of trancendentalism, existentialism, and science that I use to guide my misguided existence. Here are the basic "laws" [which I hold far as absolutes against the agnostic half of my mind]: 1. Our souls were once one, prior to the existence of the universe we have all come to percieve and planes we cannot as of yet percieve. 2. In the "creation" all things were created, from matter and energy, space and time, and the laws that govern all these. 3. "Entity", or what is commonly refered to as the soul, is a property of matter and energy. 4. The development of the universe caused the creation of great structures from amino acids to heavenly bodies. 5.

The Beauty Of A Woman
"The Beauty Of A Woman" The beauty of a woman is not in the clothes she wears, The figure that she carries, Or the way she combs her hair. The beauty of a woman must be seen from in her eyes, Because that is the doorway to her heart, the place where love resides. The beauty of a woman is not in a facial mole, But true beauty in a woman is reflected in her soul. It is the caring that she lovingly gives, The passion that she shows, And the beauty of a woman With passing years -- only grows! ~Author Unknown~"

I'm Bbbbaaaacccckkkkkk!!!!
That's right y'all...I got my internet back up and running a whole 3 days sooner than expected so here I am. I have been dyin not being able to get on CT!! Soooo addicted I tell ya! Now that I am back I am going to do my best to get caught up on returning comments, leaving photo comments and lots and lots of love to those that have shown it to me! Kisses to everyone!! MUAHHHHHHHHHHH :) Erin

Yay First Entry...yay.
so yeah...people need to stop being dicks and throwing their anger or frustration on others. i'm really thinking about taking a stocking job or something so i don't have to deal with assholes and get treated like shit...yeah the money is good but it barely gets me by anyways. ftr i'm a waiter...a damn good one at that. i train most of the new people they hire yet they put me in the worst shifts. now the only reason i don't bitch an moan like everyone else is because i'm "supposed to set an example" but even by busting my ass on every shift i work doesn't stop some managers from telling me i need to do more work as i'm DOING SOMETHING. yet they don't say a word to the 4 other people sitting around talking...bah. the only reason i haven't quit is cause right now i need the money to pay for rent and allt he other stuff coming up soon...also cause i can't find a job somewhere else where i'll be able to make as much... they've also said that once i'm 21 i can bartend and/or beco

Keeper Of My Dreams
When you're not here to share my days and nights My life is so incomplete For you are my heart, my soul The ‘oneness’ I had known to seek Without you I merely exist from day to day With you I know that I will find All that I have been searching for My completeness, my eternal peace of mind You are the keeper of my dreams The man who holds my heart in his hands The one I want to spend my life with The one with whom I will always stand Stand beside through thick and thin Through all that life will throw our way Knowing that this special love we share Will guide us, each and every day This journey was started long ago Before this time and place The journey of completeness As two hearts and souls embrace Forever is what I want with you For the search is at an end Our hearts have found each other As lovers, as soul-mates, as friends.

Poemz
You come around when no one else can be found this time I’m no where to be found lying about how drama has your life turned upside down for you I really have no feelings now so if I was you, I would find another clown you must think this is some circus your presence serves me no purpose just think, when I saw you, I would get nervous come to find out this person’s insides been refurbished been tuned up more than a motorcycle if you only knew and I really used to like you Your feelings shady like a summer’s tree your fall came when the wind blew away your leaves leaving you exposed when you activate the cheat code not realizing feelings can be froze when the shoulder you lean on is cold your lame tales make me dose, tell that line to another sucker You out my system, but I tend to bounce back like rubber my memories of us is closed in the cupboard I feel sorry, but not in an apologetic way how long will it be before the rest of your friends go astray I’m done with t

This Family Thing On Ct... This Is An Opinion... Dont Like It, Delete Me... But This Whole
Now, I ran across some bulletin about someone crying about someone saying this "Family" is bad and anyone who's a buddy of this Fat Sonny dude to be dick... Frankly, I really dont give a flying fuck. When I log onto CT, Fat Sonny and his cliques... Offsprings of his original clique and all of their "officers" dont mean shit to me... But seriously folks, this is the fucking internet... There are no "cliques". No one should exclude anyone without including everyone... That's why the "family" is stupid and a shitty idea. Most of those in this group were excluded from "cliques" in High School, so now it's ok to make them and do the same thing to others? I think not... I am sure Fat Sonny or whomever that's apart of this overhyped clique will try to contact me and claim I am wrong or blast me... Guess what, I DONT CARE! Try to and you are blocked... Plain and simple... Revolutionary concept... Stop doing what was done to you in HS... It's childish and moronic... End Rant. ~ Sick

"i Cried"
Body: When you were 15, your mom came home from work, looking for a hug. You thanked her by having your bedroom door locked. When you were 16, she taught you how to drive her car. You thanked her by taking it every chance you could. When you were 17, she was expecting an important call. You thanked her by being on the phone all night. When you were 18, she cried at your high school graduation. You thanked her by staying out partying until dawn. When you were 19, she paid for your college tuition, drove you to campus carried your bags. You thanked her by saying good-bye outside the dorm so you wouldn't be embarrassed in front of your friends. When you were 25, she helped to pay for your wedding, and she cried and told you how deeply she loved you. You thanked her by moving halfway across the country. When you were 50, she fell ill and needed you to ta

So Lostcherry...er...cherrytap Finally Has Blogs...
This is odd. I haven't been to this site in a while...It sure has changed. I always figured it to be a myspace ripp off so I neglectled it. But now it's right up there with the addition of blogs and all. I have alot to say and now Cherrytap is gonna hear all about it.

Roadtrip
some times i wish i could pack my bags & take a train to new york i could rent an apartment where the heat doesn't work the stars dont shine and the hoes stay up late partyin i could bar tend at the run down bar around the corner dance on the tables like coyete ugly & earn tips & at the end of the night i'll know i'll be ok because even though im not living a dream im far away from everything that has harmed me everyone who has brought me down & i wont be afraid to be myself i know that if i save enough money meet the right people & wait for the time to come i can get out of this hell hole & start living my life i can start over a new page & maybe just maybe that empty feelin deep inside wont feel so empty anymore

Greatest Time Of The Year
it's the greatest time of year, and it's here help me celebrate it with everybody here, friends so dear let me simply state it it's our favourite way to spend the holiday yeah there's a special kind of feeling in the air it only happens at this time of year when everyone is filled with love and cheer 'cause that's what matters pretty paper boxes tied with bows walking in the sun or in the snow we can feel the excitement growing, growing it's the greatest time of year, and it's here help me celebrate it with everybody here, friends so dear let me simply state it joy to the world and everyone lift up your hearts and feel the love it's our favourite way, to spend the holiday yeah we can get all cozy by the fire turn the music up a little higher i don't think that i could ever tire of being together decorate the tree, hang mistletoe and stand by me it's a picture perfect moment captured memories that we'll have after it's the greatest time of year

Shielding Meditation For The Strongly Empathic
The psychic shield this meditation creates will allow you, when it is activated, to filter out strong emotions that can be disorienting or even draining. To start, sit or lie comfortably, and calm your breathing. Feel your body coming to rest. Now, take an extra-deep breath and begin building a mental shield around yourself. Feel layer upon layer building up, wrapping itself around you in a warm protective coating. Feel the shield becoming translucent, even porous. Let it become a part of you, and then visualize yourself reaching out a hand to touch the shield, seeing a static pulse appear under your fingers. Know that when any strong emotions come toward you they will be “vaporized” in a similar pulse. Let the shield damp itself down, remaining dormant until needed. To activate at any time, visualize the shield “powering up” around you like a forcefield brought back to life.

Alyssa Lies
My little girl met a new friend Just the other day On the playground at school Between the tires and the swings But she came home with tear-filled eyes And she said to me "Daddy, Alyssa Lies" I just brushed it off at first Cause I didn't know how much my little girl had been hurt Or the things she had seen I wasn't ready when I said you can tell me And she said Chorus Alyssa Lies To the classroom Alyssa lies Everyday at school Alyssa lies To the teacher As she tries to cover every bruise My little girl laid her head down That night to go to sleep As I stepped out the room I heard her say A prayer so soft and sweet God bless my mom and my dad And my new friend Alyssa I know she needs it bad Chorus I had the worst night of sleep in years As I tried to think of a way to calm her fears I knew just what it was I had to do But when we got to school on Monday I heard the news My little girl asked me why everybody looked so sad The lump in my throat

Will You Ever ?
I don't think you will ever fully understand how you've touched my life and made me who I am. I don't think you could ever know just how truly special you are that even on the darkest nights you are my brightest star. I don't think you will ever fully comprehend how you've made my dreams come true or how you've opened my heart to love and the wonders it can do. You've allowed me to experience something very hard to find unconditional love that exists in my body, soul, and mind. I don't think you could ever feel all the love I have to give and I'm sure you'll never realize you've been my will to live. You are an amazing person and without you I don't know where I'd be. Having you in my life completes and fulfills every part of me.

Need Help, Plz
How Do I delete friends without blocking them?? People who add me as a friend, and then, one day, places some hoochie pic on their profile... I dont wanna be friends with losers who post butt shots and boob shots as their main photo... or even in their default album, for that matter. It, litterally makes me want to puke... I mean, seriously, people, YOUR NOT A MODEL, YOU NO PRONSTAR... So grab some clothes, they were made for wearin Fuckin, people, and their insatiable need for attention... It bugs me to no end I hope all your kids, eventually, oneday, find your hoochie photos and embarrass you about them... Because their embarrassing!! cellulite and flab IS NOT SEXY! Thank you. ~Update~ N/m, I found out how... lol:OP

My Meaning Of Love
To love is to share life together to build special plans just for two to work side by side and then smile with pride as one by one, dreams all come true. To love is to help and encourage with smiles and sincere words of praise to take time to share to listen and care in tender, affectionate ways. To love is to have someone special one who you can always depend to be there through the years sharing laughter and tears as a partner, a lover, a friend. To love is to make special memories of moments you love to recall of all the good things that sharing life brings love is the greatest of all. I've learned the full meaning of sharing and caring and having my dreams all come true; I've learned the full meaning of being in love by being and loving with you.

This One's For The Troops! - Aces High!
Now playing on my profile (sorry about the bad video quality - It's all I could find) This one's for our troops. I may be a liberal but I still appreciate those who lay down their lives for out country. You guuys rock! Carry on...this one's for you!

Night Out
Stay over night at Harrah's in Atlantic City: Free! Spending money for the Casinos: $200.00 Money you won back from the Casinos: $0 Getting bored, decided to walk the boardwalk then get bird shit on your coat: PRICELESS!

I Can Relate
(credit: http://boldcontemplations.blogspot.com/) AUTOBIOGRAPHY IN FIVE SHORT CHAPTERS by Portia Nelson I I walk down the street. There is a deep hole in the sidewalk I fall in. I am lost ... I am helpless. It isn't my fault. It takes me forever to find a way out. II I walk down the same street. There is a deep hole in the sidewalk. I pretend I don't see it. I fall in again. I can't believe I am in the same place but, it isn't my fault. It still takes a long time to get out. III I walk down the same street. There is a deep hole in the sidewalk. I see it is there. I still fall in ... it's a habit. my eyes are open I know where I am. It is my fault. I get out immediately. IV I walk down the same street. There is a deep hole in the sidewalk. I walk around it. V I walk down another street.

Love Is.........
Love is the greatest feeling, Love is like a play, Love is what I feel for you, Each and every day, Love is like a smile, Love is like a song, Love is a great emotion, That keeps us going strong, I love you with my heart, My body and my soul, I love the way I keep loving, Like a love I can't control, So remember when your eyes meet mine, I love you with all my heart, And I have poured my entire soul into you, Right from the very start.

Hello All......
Well let's see... thank you to everyone that has left me all the great comments and cherry points. Please forgive me if I dont get back to you right, this website is new to me and I am still a bit old school (myspace) and everything is a bit overwhelming. I am going to get on my soapbox yet, but please give me time, I like to vent when people piss me off..lol Well I just wanted to say thanks to everyone and give a special shout out to Mike. I know we haven't talked in a while but I hope you know how important you are to me. You have saved me from certain insanity..lol. I will always love you for that.. and for letting me down your pants at the bonfire you and Jay had that night..lmao. Figuritively folks not literally..lol. You are a wonderful friend..... better than most and completely unforgettable, I must say I have to call you one of my best friends.. OMG your in the.. "friend zone"!!!!! LOL. I love ya sweetie!!

Returning Home......
Just to let all of my friends, fans, and loved ones know that I returned home from the hospital about an hour and a half ago....I had two surgeries for colon cancer with the first being on 6 November and the second being on the 13th of November...I have a gazillion staples in the stomach and have this pressure band that they have put around my stomach that makes it a real "thrill" to breathe sometimes....I'm very happy to be home again and very happy to have the chance to get back a talkin' with everyone again...Hope to talk with you real soon..."The Road Dogg"

My Family
well i just got a new router today so now me and my wife are back online at the same time. my car died yesterday so i have know clue whats going on it might be the battery or it might be the starter. in the next couple days i am gonna be putting alot more pics of my wife and my son. i hope more people rates and comments on them (joey is just so cute when you see his pics you will understand). i made both files for friends only so if you want to see them you have to add me as a friend. well thats all for now i'll blog more another time pagon update - i changed both folders so everyone can view

Through Clinched Teeth
There’s something interesting and oddly noticeable about a group of men, who I have the privilege of being associated throughout my entire life. When one of us makes a mistake or are faced with a sudden and unpleasant event, we will clinch or teeth and through them say with a sneer, “Shit!” A close friend of mine who is not from my area noticed this and asked me why, saying, “I’ve seen you do it on several occasions and now I just noticed your friend do the exact same thing, almost like you were coached.” In fact, we were. Over the past few days, as the college football world mourned the passing of one of it’s most successful coaches, my heart has gone out to his players. Make no mistake; a significant part of them has been lost. For anyone who has not played sports, it’s very difficult to fully appreciate the player-coach relationship. I am very lucky to have been a part of such a society, made with such skill, dedication, and over such a period of time that I am branded forever

Why Me????
This isnt a poem.... I finally broke down last nite.... My b/f broke up wit me a few weeks ago.... He said i wasnt skinny, pretty, or slutty enough for him..... I was ok w/e..... Cause i honestly didnt care what he said.... Ive been asking ppl i like/love if they like me.... You wanna know what they said??? Im sorry but i think of u as more of a friend/sister.... I just started bawling..... The guy that i love and he loves me back has this g/f that he loves to fuckin peices.... But she doesnt give a flying fuck bout him.... I dont wanna tell him.... My one question to all of u that read this is.... Why does every1 i like/love only like/love me as a friend/sister????

101 Fabulous Freebies
The best things in life aren't just free -- they're indispensable. Case in point: these outrageously useful downloads, sites, and services. Follow this link (don't worry it's safe) http://www.itworldcanada.com/a/The-good-the-bad-and-the-ugly/637c55d7-cdde-463d-a6e8-eabac1ee9f80.html If you have any questions, just ask. Pete

Pathetic
When I first came to this site I liked it a lot. The concept was neat and the people were nice. Ive met a lot of cool people and some not so cool people. Now everyday when I log in I read shitloads of bulletins about voting in contests. What is the point really even being in a contest? You get a fake gift woo fucking hoo. You get a bunch of people gawking at your naughty bits. Do you bitches have such low self esteem that you feel the need to spread your pussy or show your dick to every Tom, Dick and Harry on the internet? Its degrading. Have a little class. Also posting the same bulletin about your stupid contests is ridiculous. Ive gone through and deleted a bunch of people for that shit. This site has become nothing more then a porno site and I think its pathetic.

If You Believe In Prayer Please Read
I am in a lot of pain there is a great deal of swelling, and im running a pretty high fever, so that probably means infection, im asking you guys to remember me in your prayers, that i might be ok, and home with my family for the holidays... xoxoxox

A Different New Contest
need ur help again people (oh and to all the ones who voted on the last THANK YOU - will find out the winner on this sunday) but i am in another one Best Breast /lingerie so plz go vote for me i totally appreciat it ppl have a rocking weekend my friends Courtesy of MsTags.com

Hormones
The Hormone Hostage The Hormone Hostage knows that there are days in the month when all a man has to do is open his mouth and he takes his life in his own hands! This is a handy guide that should be as common as a driver's license in the wallet of every husband, boyfriend, or significant other! DANGEROUS: SAFER: SAFEST: ULTRA SAFE: What's for dinner? Can I help you with dinner? Where would you like to go for dinner? Here, have some chocolate. Are you wearing that? Wow, you sure look good in brown! WOW! Look at you! Here, have some chocolate What are you so worked up about? Could we be overreacting? Here's my paycheck. Here, have some chocolate. Should you be eating that? You know, there are a lot of apples left. Can I get you a glass of wine with that? Here, have some chocolate. What did you DO all day? I hope you didn't over-do it today. I've always loved you in that robe! Here, have some more chocolate. 13 T

Students In An Advanced Biology Class
Students in an advanced biology class were taking their mid-term exam. The last question was: "Name seven advantages of Mother's Milk. Worth 70 points or none at all." One student, who had partied late the night before, was frustrated to think of seven advantages. He wrote: 1. It is perfect formula for the child. 2. It provides immunity against several diseases. 3. It is always at the right temperature. 4. It is inexpensive. 5. It bonds the child to mother, and vice versa. 6. It is always available as needed. And then, the student was stuck. Finally, in desperation, just before the bell rang indicating the end of the test, he wrote: 7. It comes in such cute containers. He got an "'A."

Twinkle (poetry)
TWINKLE LenoraLove Whiteside - Get Your Own In a twinkle of an eye In a moment of time We'll be caught up To meet Him in the air In a twinkle of an eye The dead in Christ shall rise We shall meet him in the sky In a twinkle of an eye Now you see me Now you won't We'll be caught up in the cloud Faster than you can bat your brow In a twinkle of an eye Whether your blind, deaf or dumb We'll be caught up To meet him at the sound Of the arch angels trumpet drum Behold I show you a mystery We shall not all sleep For those that are walking around Will not pervent them That are under the ground Though your body May be buried for miles Your skeleton bones Cast into the sea With a shout He'll call you from the deep Though your body May have turned Into dust in the sand Scattered in the wind For your precious soul The Savior will send Lenora Love Whiteside Poet & Spoken Word Artist WEBSITE: www.LenoraLove.com EMAIL:

You Have My Heart
You have my heart by Carrie Howell You make me want to be a better person To have and to hold To love and to cherish For all the rest of my days. To be in your arms and feel your touch takes me to a better place To know you are there beside me makes me feel loved and safe You have my heart for always My life is yours forever No one can take that away I want to be with you always My love for you will never fade.

Passion's Flames
A touch, soft and tender. A whisper, full of desire A gasp of sweet surrender As passion fuels the fire No words spoken between them No promises to be kept No lies being told tonight No looking back - no regrets Longing to hold each other Such precious little time Both vowed to another Being lonely their only crime Tomorrow bringing sorrow A brief moment of shame With the memory of this one night A release from passion's flames

Remember
Do you remember sitting in a chat room, watching people chat, or even chatting yourself? Do you remember receiving so many forwards that your mailbox was ready to explode? How about receiving an e-mail from someone just searching for a friend. Did you wonder who these people might be that are behind the keyboard? Online we meet new people from all around the world. Some we chat with just once and then we go on. Others we chat with time and time again, and a friendship is made. Others become our e-mail buddies, and we look forward to their e-mails each day, but have you ever really wondered who was really behind the keyboard? So often we meet a friend in chat we stay up all night chatting, sometimes we laugh so hard we cannot type, other times we cry and our keyboards are stained from tears. We chat about our lives and help solve each others' problems, we lend a shoulder if we can. Did you ever think to yourself, who is really behind that keyboard? Di

Friendships
friendships: it's something no one can replace. it's also something of true grace. when things sometimes don't go your way, your friends will be there,come what may they'll always find it in their hearts. to forgive and do their part. to trust and always have hope and faith, there are few things on this earth so great. so treasure frienship from the start. and hope that it will not depart. for it will always bring a smile, this special love that makes life worthwhile

You Say You Love Me, But Why???
YOU SAY YOU LOVE ME, BUT WHY??? 1) for loving you for who you are, 2) for taking you into my heart, 3) for my kind words 4) for my unconditional friendship 5) for wanting you 6) for seeing past your disability 7) for giving you back rubs, 8) for opening up too you 9) for making you feel good 10) for turning you on... and of course I know you left this one until last, coz it is NOT the most important reason! 1) If I don’t love you for being YOU... who would I love you for? 2) If i don’t want all those other gals stealing you from me, where else can I put you to keep you safe from all those other women, but in my heart.... not just my mind..... as we already know of my weakness of mind... I

Disney On Ice!
I toke my son to see Disney on Ice a couple of days ago and we were both pleased by the performance. My daughter just turned 2 and so she would not have remembered this show as much as JJ did. Gosh, he still remembers his birthday from a year ago when he was 3. The night was cold, though but the stadium was full and I was glad to even find a parking space...had to pay like $6 for parking though. Now getting there was not the problem, leaving however was....but I knew some shortcuts so that I would not have to spend like hours of trying to get to the interstate. The show all together, actually was magnificant. It kind of reminded me of visiting good ol' Walt Disney World just like I use to when I was in the army. I hope to one day take my kids there just the same when they are older. All I know is that the show I saw that night was wonderful and even JJ kept quiet during the whole show. He was pointing at the different characters he knew ...some of them I had to tell him who was

I Want
I Want... Press your body tight against mine, I want to feel your heart beating. Place your kisses on my neck, I want to hear you softly sigh. Put your lips firmly on mine I want to taste your desires Let me watch your fingers Trace my bodys' shape, sailing across my skin. I want to be caught in the sea of love, willing to drown in the waters of ecstasy

All Of My Life
All of my life Ive been a dreamer always trying to touch that star And from that moment of our first kiss I believe thats who you are but I guess I went a little crazy from always chasing the wind and i guess I've just been dreamin' again I guess I've been dreaming looking for the rainbows end believing in love that ain't never gonna be I finally lost my head somewhere in the shy dont know if I wanna live or die this world aint no place for a dreamer like me To a hopeless romantic this world can be mighty cruel and the truth aint nothin' but another damn iie and true love aint the truth and i damn sure aint no stranger to bein' a fool and the sad truth is this fools in love with you But I guess I've dreaming looking for the rainbows end believing in love that aint never goona be I finally lost my head somewhere in the sky dont know if I wanna live or die Its hell on earth for a dreamer like me And now that sweet old charter ten is my only real friend and my

Starting Over
Well, here I sit... no one to talk to because the one I thought would always be there has walked out and found someone new. What is it about being alone that makes one want to talk? When I had someone here, I seemed to have nothing to say. I know it's for the best, bad love is a waste of time, energy, love and life, still it's so hard to start over. I grew so used to my life, as it were. Bad, hard, whatever. Where does one start? Somedays I'm not even sure I want to. Not sure I should. How and when do you know when the time is right? Eleven years I gave, just to have my heart and soul butchered. After promises of growing old together, now there is just me, the thoughts of him in another's arms, and the prospect of growing old alone. Dreams of empty houses, lethargy, depression, and lots of wine to kill the pain. I hear there is life out there, but of this I can only imagine. Of this I can only hope. So tonight I will curl up on my side of the bed once again, hug my pillow, remember h

You
You Your words are worth not that of a token but of pure gold Your value is unknown, a burried secret in the sand Your touch is that of a god that sends chills through my entire body while your kiss melts my soul Your eyes are as piercing as the sun through the morning clouds and dew and your embrace has the gentlemess of a summer breeze I long for our reunion and fear our seperation I grasp onto you for the fear that you may not return I hold onto everything that reminds me of you so I will never forget. written by: Patrick O'Neill

Hahahaha....
So friday night me and eric went on a double date with his brother and his girlfriend. We decided to go bowling near us in mount vernon to the thunder alley. We were placed right next to these punk ass teenagers that were being total jerks so we complained a couple times and when they became so disrespectful and annoying we decided we were going to leave, so the bowling alley gave us four free games of bowling plus our 30 dollars back! it was awesome and the teenagers got kicked out for 2 weeks besides costing the bowling alley like 70 bucks. So we got to go bowling for free it was great other than the little punks being rude and talking shit after we complained. Next time we are going to midnight bowling to win money and you have to be 18 and over not little punks kids allowed. YaY!

Love Not Just A Word
Love Not Just A Word Love not just a word that is said Love is a feeling that is shared Weather or not its between friends, family or between you and I Love is something you promise to do your whole life long Love is a special feeling that is hard to describe But can easily be showed A feeling so easily showed By a warm embrace Or a tender kiss Love is Not just a word December 3rd, 2003

I Love You
I Love you It’s hard to say the words To tell you the truth It’s hard to say what You want to hear It’s hard to express Just what Just how I feel It’s hard to say Those three simple words It’s hard to let my self Feel, just what I feel again It’s hard to love When love can be so blind It’s hard to be right When things thing’s are oh so wrong It’s hard because all I Want to say is All I need to say is I LOVE YOU

Because Your My Friend
Because you're my Friend.. When you are sad, I will dry your tears. When you are scared, I will comfort your fears. When you are worried, I will give you hope. When you are confused, I will help you cope. And when you are lost, And can't see the light. I shall be your beacon Shining ever so bright This is my oath. I pledge till the end. Why you may ask? Because your my friend.

Love You Forever
Ill love you forever just kiss me today ill be by your side just show me the way ill give you all of me just hold my hand ill be here always just by you stand ill do what you wish just tell me when ill try my best just for you just as I can just tell me you want me here be sure to make it clear just tell me everything an ill love you my dear

I Love You Just For You
I love to see you smile And I love knowing that I caused that smile I love to see you happy And I love knowing that I caused that happiness I love to look into your beautiful eyes And I love the way I fall into them I love it when you hold my hand And I love having the courage to grab and hold yours I love to tease and torment you And I love it when you tease and torment me I love it when you touch me And I love to touch you I love rediscovering how beautiful you are each time I see you And I love realizing how attractive you make me feel I love wanting so badly to kiss you And I love the way you want to take things slow I love the fact that you still want to be my friend And I love that I want to be yours I love so many things about you But the most important thing is: I Love you!

My Love
My Love My love is like an ocean It goes down so deep My love is like a rose Whose beauty you want to keep. My love is like a river That will never end My love is like a dove With a beautiful message to send. My love is like a song That goes on and on forever My love is like a prisoner It's to you that I surrender

Love Me
Love me in the Springtime, when all is green and new, Love me in the Summer, when the sky is oh so blue, Love me in the Autumn, when the leaves are turning brown, Love me in the Winter, when the snow is falling down. Love me when I'm happy, and even when I'm sad, Love me when I'm good, or when I'm oh so bad, Love me when I'm pretty, or if my face is plain, Love me when I'm feeling good, or when I'm feeling pain. Love me always darlin', in the rain or shining sun, Love me always darlin', after all is said and done, Love me always darlin', until all our life is through, Love me always darlin', for I'll be lovin' you!

Friends
Are you tired of all those sissy-ass "friendship" poems that always sound good, but never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that really speaks to true friendship: 1. When you are sad - I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you sad. 2. When you are blue - I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile - I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared - I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried - I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be and to quit whining. 6. When you are confused - I will use little words. 7. When you are sick - Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have. 8. When you fall - I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass. This is my oath...I pledge it till the end. "Why?" you may ask? Because you are my friend! Send this to 10 of your closest

My Best Friend
It's silently over, casted into the night. I looked at your face and filled up with fright. It was cyberly but it meant alot. You mean alot to me,friend I got. I was afraid to see your reaction last night. I wasn't sure if this was all right. Although I typed it and it wasn't real. It truely was what I feel. If it were real I would have done more. But when I speak to you it makes me feel poor. I was lost in the night just dancing away. This night was the best is all I say. I miss the night we use to talk forever. I didn't want to leave,No,Never. We'd eventually forget it and reunite at last. We'd forget about all that happened in the past. I wanted to hug you for once in my life, But I knew if I did it would end with a knife. It scares me knowing it could have been real. If only the ending wasn't so surreal. I'd go down there to see you just one time. But as I speak more I begin to lose the rhyme. So here's the happy ending we've all been waiting for. When I woke

The Daughter Of A Soldier
The daughter of a Soldier Last week I was in Atlanta, Georgia attending a conference. While I was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around and witnessed one of the greatest act's of patriotism I have ever seen. Moving thru the terminal was a group of soldiers in their camo's, as they began heading to their gate everyone (well almost everyone) was abruptly to their feet with their hands waving and cheering. When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and cheered for it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the only red blooded American who still loves this country and supports our troops and their families. Of course I immediately stopped and began clapping for these young unsung heroes who are putting their lives on the line everyday for us so we can go to school, work and home without fear or reprisal. Ju

Gastritis Sucks
... and i have it... i woke up at noon, and after 40 mins i decided to eat some pizza... but after 30 seconds my stomach started to hurt so much that i couldn't breathe (yes i cried like a baby) there was no solution, so i had to ask my parents to take me to the hospital went there, got serum in my arm 500 cm3, medicines, blood test, heart test, preasure test... the result? gastritis... :( yeah, you can see how much sucks everything now lol but yeah i'm still alive :) and no, there is nothing that can make me down for long time i'm ok right now, but dizzy about all the medicines they gave me directly to my vains...

Do You Know A Soldier?
Do you know a Soldier?? They sleep on cots made for just one Sometimes even with their boots on They awake long before the sun And work very hard to stay strong Strong for themselves Strong for their families Strong for the country they serve Strong for the flag that waves above They work and train In the heat, cold, and rain They sweat, they swear Sometimes wondering why they are there In the distance they hear gun fire And watch the hawks fly over They pray for their brothers Their loved ones and themselves And yet they go on Doing their job Determined to make proud The ones that have passed on They fight for justice They serve for freedom They cry for the fallen And celebrate the day These are our soldiers Proud and strong Serving flag and country Away and at home For the job they do We need to give our support So they know they are loved From the depths of our hearts ~~ I write this for every soldier - past, present, future - and o

My Very Special Family
I HAVE SEARCHED MY WHOLE LIFE THRU, > FOR A VERY SPECIAL LOVE SO TRUE, > I LONGED AND PRAYED BUT NEVER KNEW, > THE LOVE I FEEL FOR MY REBECCA SUE!!! > > SOME PEOPLE SAY SHES PRETTY, > SOME SAY THAT YOUR A CUTIE, > BUT TO ME, YOU SHALL ALWAYS BE, > MY GORGEOUS GODDESS BEAUTY!! > > I LONG FOR THAT ONE DAY, > SURE TO BE THE HAPPIEST OF MY LIFE, > THAT PERFECT,OH SO SPECIAL DAY, > THAT YOU BECOME MY WIFE!!! > > FROM NOW ON THRU ETERNITY, > MY LOVE AND AFFECTION IS FOREVER TRUE, > TO YOUR FOUR AWESOME DAUGHTERS, > AND MOST ESPECIALLY TO YOU!!! > > MELINDA SUE IS THE YOUNGEST, > SHE LOVES TO DRAW AND DANCE, > SHE IS AS CUTE AS THEY COME , > WHEN SHE DOES HER LITTLE PRANCE. > > THERE IS THE PRETTY MISS KRISTEN, > WHO LOVES HER ARTS AND CRAFTS, > SHES CRAZY ABOUT ALL THE ANIMALS, > EVEN THE GIRAFFES?!?!? > > THEN COMES THE LOVELY MISS SAMANTHA, > SHE HAS TONS OF LOVE TO SHARE, > ALWAYS WANTING TO GIVE A HUG, > LIKE A CUTE AND CUDDLY PANDA BEAR!! > > THE OLDES

Funny Shit!!!
Something I wanted to share cause I know that all of you, My loved twisted caring friends that you are! So the other day I went to go see my ex-husband for a min cause I am leaving state which most of you all know! But anyway we were talking and he just hit me with the ole' "I need a copy of the divorce papers" thing. OUCH yeah that hurt! Yeah but anyway he is remarried and needs them for some military paper work... But any way you all get the point right??? So I went to storage last night and got the paper out as I am still debaiting giving him a copy. But as I am looking then over I noticed the date and a little light goes off in my head. The day that we were divorced Oct. 1 2002 is the same day that He got remarried but that was 2005!!! ROTFLMFAO!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Not On Here Alot
?s crackin fellow cherrytap people?? Im not really on here 2 much. But if u have a myspace feel free 2 add me, Im on there more.. Look me up under my email... R1riders@aol.com Well have a great weekend and I'll holla @ yall later, Audi 5000 =)p

Waiting For My Love Song To Be Written
When I am blue and sitting around listening to sappy love somgs and probably crying I think to my self is there really love out there like the song talks about?!? I dream of my prince charming my true love my soulmate to show up with flowers and the answer to all the problems in the world. But just the other day I was sitting there blue listening to the songs and realized maybe just maybe my love song just hasnt been written yet. Will my hero show up looking bigger then life and wisk me off to never never land, or be able to cure all my worries with a silent whisper into my ear? Probably not, atleast until my love song is written!

I'm Better Off With Out Him.
Man i don't know why i always let this stuff happen to me. I'm finally getting my life under control and i just go and screw everything up. I need to just calm down and let things fall into place instead of trying to force a square into a circle. Ok so i recently ended a four year relationship and that was bad enough. now it's only been like 5 weeks since we ended it and i'm already having feelings for someone else. (that makes me feel horrible in it's self.) and he's at a stage in his life where he doesn't want to become attached to any one becuase he's got a LOT of shit going on right now. i'm trying to be understanding and be there for him as a friend cause we've known each other for years now but it's so hard to do that when i have feelings of more then just friendship towards him. He is completely aware of my feelings for him. and he knows i would do anything for him and i feel like he's taking advatage of that. but i'm too afraid to say anything to him cause i don't want to

New Pain Killers
Once a woman was in labor; she was having a really tough time dealing with the pain. The doctor came to her husband and her and told them of a new experimental drug that allows the woman to transfer 25% of the pain to the father. The husband feels really bad for his wife so he decides they will try it. The wife takes the pill and a few minutes later the husband says, "I don't feel a thing. You women are babies. Take another pill I can handle this." So the wife takes another pill. Same thing happens. Her husband tells her to take another pill. Same thing. By now she has transferred 75% of her pain to her husband. She is feeling a little pain but her husband is still feeling nothing. He is convinced that women are complete wuses. He tells her, "Take another pill. This isn't hurting me at all. Let me take all the pain away." So she does. Now they are both feeling great. A few hours later, the wife gives birth to a beautiful baby boy. The next day they take their newborn son home,

Things I Learned From Children
If you hook a dog leash over a ceiling fan, the motor is not strong enough to rotate a 42-pound boy wearing pound puppy underwear and a superman cape. It is strong enough, however, to spread paint on all four walls of a 20 by 20-foot room. When you hear the toilet flush and the words "Uh-oh," it's already too late. Brake fluid mixed with Clorox makes smoke, and lots of it. A six-year-old can start a fire with a flint rock even though a 36 year old man says they can only do it in the movies. If you use a waterbed as home plate while wearing baseball shoes it does not leak--it explodes. A king size waterbed holds enough water to fill a 2000 sq. foot house 4 inches deep. Legos will pass through the digestive tract of a four-year-old. Super glue is forever. McGyver can teach us many things we don't want to know. No matter how much Jello you put in a swimming pool you still can't walk on water. Pool filters do not like Jello. VCR's do not eject PB&J

Sick Leave Policy
TO: ALL EMPLOYEES SUBJECT: SICK LEAVE POLICY SICKNESS: No excuse...We will no longer accept your doctor's statement as proof. We believe that if you are able to go to the doctor, you are able to come to work. AN OPERATION: We are no longer allowing this practice. We wish to discourage any thoughts that you may need an operation. We believe that as long as you are an employee here, you will need all of whatever you have and should not consider having anything removed. We hired you as you are, and to have anything removed would certainly make you less than we bargained for. DEATH: Other than your own: This is no excuse for missing work. There is nothing you can do for them, and we are sure that someone else can attend to the arrangements. However, if the funeral can be held in the late afternoon, we will be glad to allow you to work through your lunch hour and subsequently let you leave 1 hour early, provided your share of the work is ahead enough to keep the job going

How To Speak Southern
How To Speak Southern Hah Tu Spek Suthun) ======================= BARD - verb. Past tense of the infinitive "to borrow." Usage: "My brother bard my pickup truck." JAWJUH - noun. A highly flammable state just north of Florida. Usage: "My brother from Jawjah bard my pickup truck." MUNTS - noun. A calendar division. Usage: "My brother from Jawjuh bard my pickup truck, and I aint herd from him in munts." IGNERT - adjective. Not smart. See "Auburn Alumni." Usage: "Them N-C-TWO-A boys sure are ignert!" RANCH - noun. A tool. Usage: "I think I left my ranch in the back of that pickup truck my brother from Jawjuh bard a few munts ago." ALL - noun. A petroleum-based lubricant. Usage: "I sure hope my brother from Jawjuh puts all in my pickup truck." FAR - noun. A conflagration. Usage: "If my brother from Jawjuh doesn't change the all in my pickup truck, that things gonna catch far." BAWSE - noun. A supervisor. Usage: "If you don't stop reading these Sout

Cheeky Sacrifice
A married couple was in a terrible accident where the woman's face was severely burned. The doctor told the husband that they couldn't graft any skin from her body because she was too skinny. So the husband offered to donate some of his own skin. However, the only skin on his body that the doctor felt was suitable would have to come from his buttocks. The husband and wife agreed that they would tell no one about where the skin came from, and requested that the doctor also honor their secret. After all, this was a very delicate matter. After the surgery was completed, everyone was astounded at the woman's new beauty. She looked more beautiful than she ever had before! All her friends and relatives just went on and on about her youthful beauty! One day, she was alone with her husband, and she was overcome with emotion at his sacrifice. She said, "Dear, I just want to thank you for everything you did for me. There is no way I could ever repay you." "My darling," he replied,

Reason Season Lifetime
I am sending this to you to see how many actually read. Your response will be interesting. Pay attention to what you read. After you have finished reading it, you will know the reason it was sent to you. Here goes: People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled

Just Wondering
OK so I am sitting here next to my friend. She is on the phone with Microsoft cause she is getting an error that simpily reads "The operation has been canceled due to restrictions on this computer. Please contact your system Administrator." OK so any way she had already been on the phone with compaq for like over a hour before this and not gotten any where other than there is NOTHING wrong with her PC and it must the software. Well as the conversation begain she announced her problen and asked when she needed to look to fix it. So she has now been on the phone with Microsoft for about 20 min and still hasn't gotten anywhere with it. I am sitting here laughing at the stupidity that is our "Tech support" She hasn't gotten one person that can speak decent english and has also gotten told that she wasn't co opperating with the person because he couldn't understand the words that were coming out of her mouth. I Just don't get it and have to shake my head at the fact that this i

Look At Me Im On The Air Now
ok so it goes like this.... i go talk to my friend n shes talking bout how shes gunna quit djing n im like why.... no staff n im always covering.... im telling her right then n there ill dj i got experience doin house parties and what not 5 minutes later im on the air ..... I did what i have been trying to do for the last three months and been getting snubbed NOW I gotta give sum mad love to dj troublesum and dj prick and all the fam at darksides radio for giving me my big break now if u read this u all gotta get in there and find out when im up next so we can break the record of people in any room and i know we can go and do this without even a blink of an eye just look for me dj midwest bad boy and holla at me in the darksides lounge when im there so once again thanks goes to the darkside and to everyone of u that were there to hear my first set

#1: Myspace Top 8s
You know what really grinds my gears? This MySpace top 8 thing. You know how people bug ya to be in their top 8 and they tell ya if they're not there then you're not really one of their friends? I'm glad here I won't have that problem. (and I hope to never have that problem either.) Is it that big of a deal to be in somebody's top 8? Is it the end of the world if you're not there? Can't someone just make the list the way they want and let it be without bitching about it? And you wonder why Cherrytap is better. (Just my opinion... I like the old name better.) And that's what grinds my gears.

How Old Are You?
You Are 24 Years Old Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax. What Age Do You Act?

Friends
Im friends with many folks some you may know some you may not its funny like that I know them so do you but then again you say hm who are they? Cherry land is a big old place then again its a nice small town Folks knowing of or being good friends with most everyone Cherryland gotta love it Meet a few new firends Some I knew before yep gotta love my friends! For with out friends we are just ourselfs! Caty

This Place Blows
Starting to feel like some of my other friends on here. This place is really starting to suck. Starting to suck as much as Myspace. I wish that I could say that I don't care if I win a contest or not. But part of me does care and knows that it is a lie. That's why I had never entered one til now. No one ever reads my bulletins, or my blogs for that matter. Ok...very few. It's like being in a ghost town. I don't know why I bother waisting so much of my time on here. I have made some great friends though. A couple anyway. Don't know how much of a difference I've made in those few people's lives. Maybe I won't come here as often. See if anyone notices me gone.

Sucks For Me
It isn't fair how my sister's friends buy her like 70 balloons, a Publix cake and give her a surprise party for her birthday,but my 'friends' forget even if I remind them everyday for like 2 weeks, I get like 2 balloons and when I get a party I can't go cause it starts too late (10 pm is not late). I wish that someone would something for me and I can always remember it. Liesl

November 11th - 17th
I finally saw the "40 Year Old Virgin”. It was a line of guys waiting for the Playstation 3...hahahahaha People are waiting in lines for that thing. There’s been pushing, shoving, riots......to me, this is the most exercise most of these people will ever get. President Bush is in Vietnam. He’s just a little behind since he should have been there in 1968. Dick Cheney however got a deferment. Steny Hoyer is going to be Majority Leader for the Democrats. Steny Hoyer? Wasn’t he on the "Dukes of Hazzard”? Wasn’t he Cooter’s friend? The NBA is using a new kind of basketball that contains no animal products. It’s sort of like any kind of burger at McDonald's. Wal-Mart is coming out with a $2.00 wine. So it looks like Jesus wasn’t the only one to turn water into wine. It comes in red and white, and as well as 12 and 16 oz. cans. Last night, former NFL star Emmitt Smith defeated Mario Lopez to win "Dancing with the Stars." Smith was excited and said: "I've won three Super Bowl

Sucks!!!
I AM SO PISSED OFF AND NEEDED A PLACE TO VENT WHAT A BETTER FUCKING PLACE TO DO IT, WHERE ALL UR FRIENDS CAN SEE IT.... ANYWAY I AM SO TIERED OF GUYS SAYING WHAT I WANT TO HEAR AND NOT TELLING ME THE FUCKING TRUTH!!! THIS HAS NOTHING TO DO WITH ME HAVING A BOYFRIEND OR TALKING TO A CERTIN GUY JUST SOMEONE I KNOW!!!!!! ANYWAYS WHY DO YALL DO THAT? IF U ARE GOING TOO TELL US SOMETHING MAKE SURE IT IS THE FUCKING TRUTH AND NOT A FUCKING LIE!!!! WHO NEEDS HURT OR DRAMA IN THERE LIFE? NOT ME SO IF THAT IS UR PLAN AND U ARE READING THIS GO AHEAD AND FUCK OFF!!!! I HOPE THIS MAKES SENCE, IF NOT IT MAY HAVE SOMETHING TO DO WITH ME BEING FUCKING PISSED AND TYPING 1100 WPM!!!! ANYWAY I AM OUT!!! TTYL!!!

"vermilion, Pt. 2" - Slipknot
"Vermillion, Pt. 2" She seemed dressed in all of me, stretched across my shame. All the torment and the pain Leaked through and covered me I'd do anything to have her to myself Just to have her for myself Now I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do when she makes me sane. She is everything to me The unrequited dream A song that no one sings The unattainable, Shes a myth that I have to believe in All I need to make it real is one more reason I don't know what to do, I don't know what to do when she makes me sane. But I won't let this build up inside of me I won't let this build up inside of me I won't let this build up inside of me I won't let this build up inside of me A catch in my throat choke Torn into pieces I won't, nO! I don't wanna be this... But I won't let this build up inside of me I won't let this build up inside of me I won't let this build up inside of me I won't let this build up inside of me She isn't real

Saterday
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Luv My Birth Month!
Your Birth Month is September Tolerant and inspirational, you are wise beyond your years. You are universally sympathetic and a great humanitarian. Your soul reflects: Devotion, light, and love Your gemstone: Sapphire Your flower: Morning Glory Your colors: Brown and deep blue What Does Your Birth Month Mean?

Are You Up For It?
Send me a message and tell me what contest you wish to join!!! the list is shown bellow and I will set you up from there!! THESE ARE ALL KLUB HOUSE CONTESTS!!! 1) Butts 2) Boobs 3) Boy Shorts 4) Female Couples 5) Hot And Sexy 6) Pimped Out 7) Tight Jeans All Contests are broken down into age groups and sex!!! All brought to you by The one and only KICK ASS INTERNET RADIO STATION and you know us by KLUB CITY JAMZ from the KLUB HOUSE!!! All you will have to do is register a username and fallow the rules as well as add pics and vids as well as rate pics and vids!!! Get statrted now and get ahead for next year!!! Winning begins January 1st 2007!!! Please read all rules and guidelines befor you register and feel free to contact me for more info!!! This a new site and new contests!!! fallow the link listed bellow to enter a chance to win!!! MixMasterMcStorm The KLUB HOUSE KLUB CITY JAMZ KICK ASS INTERNET RADIO http://www.klubhouse.us NOTE TO ALL; More links on the home

Ummmmmmmm I'm Gross
You Are 52% Gross You're more than a little gross, but probably no more gross than the average person. Maybe it's time to drop some of those disgusting habits that could eventually embarrass you! How Gross Are You?

Theme Song
Your Theme Song is Born to Be Wild by Steppenwolf "I like smoke and lightning Heavy metal thunder Racin' with the wind And the feelin' that I'm under" A total independent spirit, you can't be held down or fenced in. You crave the feeling of wind on your face... and totally freedom. What's Your Theme Song?

Paranoid Schizophrenic?
You Are 44% Paranoid Schizophrenic It's likely that you're perfectly fine, though you have your crazy moments. You tend to be a bit paranoid, but no one's out to get you but yourself. Are You A Paranoid Schizophrenic?

What Year Do You Belong In?
You Belong in 1968 If you scored... 1950 - 1959: You're fun loving, romantic, and more than a little innocent. See you at the drive in! 1960 - 1969: You are a free spirit with a huge heart. Love, peace, and happiness rule - oh, and drugs too. 1970 - 1979: Bold and brash, you take life by the horns. Whether you're partying or protesting, you give it your all! 1980 - 1989: Wild, over the top, and just a little bit cheesy. You're colorful at night - and successful during the day. 1990 - 1999: With you anything goes! You're grunge one day, ghetto fabulous the next. It's all good! What Year Do You Belong In?

I'm A Woman
You Are A Woman! Congratulations, you've made it to adulthood. You're emotionally mature, responsible, and unlikely to act out. You accept that life is hard - and do your best to keep things upbeat. This makes you the perfect girlfriend... or even wife! Are You A Girl Or a Woman?

Help Me
DAMMIT...I'M SO FREAKIN' MAD!!! I GOT ARRESTED TODAY FOR POSSESSION OF OVER THE LEGAL LIMITS OF GOOD LOOKS. THEY'RE HOLDING ME AT THE STATION, SAYING THAT ONLY A SEXY PERSON CAN BAIL ME OUT. SO...YOU COMIN' OR WHAT?!? SEND THIS TO YOUR SEXIEST FRIENDS...INCLUDING THE ONE WHO SENT IT TO YOU (IF YOU THINK THEY'RE SEXY OF COURSE *WINK*). IF YOU GET THIS BACK AT LEAST TEN TIMES IT MEANS THAT YOU'RE SUPER SEXY