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Hi
To all my friends on here sorry i do not get to send u all something every day but it is hard some times.. U all mean a lot to me and wish we could talk more i am on a lot but latly i have been pretty sick. i have not been on to much. I just wanted to let u know i miss and care about all of u and Hope u all have a great Thanksgiving !!!!! Good night to u all and hope to talk to u all soon sending love and kisses and hugs to all of u... Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics by www.sexiluv.com

45 Ways To Order A Pizza
1 - Use CB lingo where applicable. 2 - Answer their questions with questions. 3 - Ask, "If I don't eat it all, can I return the unused portion for credit?" 4 - Ask if the drivers really carry less than $20 in change. When they confirm this, act disappointed and say, "Ok, well could you send two drivers?" 5 - Tell them you would like to see a copy of their restaurant inspection report. 6 - Say in a retarded voice, "I had pizza today, it had jello on it." 7 - Ask them what toppings are best for someone who's constipated. 8 - Stop them in mid-sentence and tell them you'll call back after they've learned a little respect. 9 - When they ask where to deliver it, give them their address. Insist it's your address. 10 - As they start to repeat the order, say, "Oh wait just a second. I suppose I should get this on tape." 11 - Use these bonus words in the conversation: ROBUST FREE-SPIRITED COST-EFFICIENT UKRAINIAN PUCE. 12 - Tell them to put the crust o

A Soldier's Christmas
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old, Perhaps a M

Why, Why, Why?
So... I am at The Pit on Saturday hanging out as usual. I am going around talking to everyone as usual. There was this one chick who was a friend of a friend who I talked to a while. After a bit, I am talking with someone else and see that the chick is getting hit on by a drunk guy. I stay out of it until she gives me the whole "eye roll" and I state that maybe the whole group should go outside to smoke. We all go outside and the drunk guy follows. I decide to take up my position beside the chick to hopefully help ward off this guys attempts to drunken flirt. She finally gets tired out it and decides to introduce me as HER FATHER!!! And the guy believes it. WHAT THE HELL??? This chick was about 21. I hope that there was no way that I look like I could have fathered a 21 year old. I attempted to recover and still have a good weekend, but this whole incident has still crept bank into my mind. Don't get me wrong... I absolutely see the humor in the situation and can lau

Get Low
[Chorus] 3,6,9 standing real fine move it to you sing it to me one mo time Get low, Get low 6x To the window, to the wall, (to dat wall) To the sweat drip down my balls (MY BALLS) To all these bitches crawl (crawl) To all skit skit motherfucker (motherfucker!) all skit skit got dam (Got dam) To all skit skit motherfucker (motherfucker!) all skit skit got dam (Got dam) Shortie crunk so fresh so clean can she fuck that Question been harassing me in the mind this bitch is fine I done came to the club about 50th 11 times now can I play with yo Paine line club owner said I need to calm down security guard go to sweating Me now nigga drunk then a motherfucker threaten me now She getting crunk in the club I mine she work Then I like to see the female twerking taking the clothes off BUCKEY naked ATL. Hoe donâ€™t disrespect it Pa pop yo pussy like this cause yin yang twins in this bitch Lil Jon and the East side boys wit me and we all like to see Ass and tities Now bring y

Everybodys Fool
Perfect by nature Icons of self indulgence Just what we all need More lies about a world that Never was and never will be Have you no shame? Don't you see me? You know you've got everybody fooled Look here she comes now Bow down and stare in wonder Oh how we love you No flaws when you're pretending But now I know she Never was and never will be You don't know how you've betrayed me And somehow you've got everybody fooled Without the mask, where will you hide? Can't find yourself lost in your lie I know the truth now I know who you are And I don't love you anymore It Never was and never will be You don't know how you've betrayed me And somehow you've got everybody fooled It never was and never will be You're not real and you can't save me Somehow now you're everybody's fool

Da Update
The quality on all these pictures is less than great b/c I took them with a digi. Sometimes I hate digis. More may come or they may not. *shrugs* http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/43446739 href="http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/43446897/ http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/43447405/ http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/43447500/ http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/43447603/ http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/43447796/ the one I drew left handed http://www.deviantart.com/deviation/43447935/ the one that drove me nuts today

Why
We do almost everything that lovers do And that’s why it’s hard, just to be friends with you Every time your heart is broken by the fool I want you to know that it hurts me too It’s hard to wipe your tears away (tears away) Knowing that you should be with me Now tell me why [CHORUS:] Why – why are we still friends When everything says We should be more than we are And tell me why every time I find Someone that I like We always end up just being friends (Just Being Friends) I would hate for you to find somebody new Who you really love, cause it would mean losing you But am I a fool girl not to say If I’m always scared I’ll lose you anyway Somehow somewhere I’ve got to choose (got to choose) No matter if it’s win or lose Now tell me why [CHORUS] I don’t wanna be like your brother I don’t wanna be your best friend I only wanna be your lover When will this end If I told you that I wanna be in your life Then you could be the woman in mine [CHORUS x2]

Invisable Man
Oh, oh, oh, yeah You can hardly wait to tell all your friends How his kisses taste sweet like wine And how he always makes your heart skip a beat Everytime he walks by And if you're feeling down He'll pick you up He'll hold you close when you're making love He's everything you been dreaming of, oh baby I wish you'd look at me that way Your beautiful eyes looking deep into mine Telling me more than any words could say But you don't even know I'm alive Baby, to you all I am is the invisible man Oh, you don't see me baby You probably spend hours on the phone Talking 'bout nothing at all It doesn't matter what the conversation Just as long as he calls Lost in a love so real, and so sincere And you'll wipe away other's tears Your face lights up whenever he appears I wish you'd look at me that way Your beautiful eyes looking deep into mine Telling me more than any words could say But you don't even know I'm alive Bab

My Two Cents
This thing about "Cherry Tap" (which was once Lost Cherry and I will ALWAYS think of and refer to as Lost Cherry) and content on it has gone way out of hand. The facts: - when first entering the site (the login/register page) it CLEARLY states no Teeny boppers aloud. - When I joined LC, it was touted as "on-line nightclub". As far as I know, it still says that. - This site, I'm assuming, is for ADULTS for fun, making friends, downloading pictures to share with other ADULTS, as well as stash and blog entries. - This site is for making your page, and the contents you put in other areas kept for you, YOUR OWN. If some people don't like your page, they move on or they rate you with ones or block you. - LC touted it's not like myspace, you have more freedoms here because it's a adult online nightclub. - The reason (as I understand it) Lost Cherry's name was changed to Cherry Tap was to make it more clear that it's an adult site. My opinion: wtf happened??

He Love You Not
Give it your all girl Give it all you got You can take your chance And take your best shot Say what you want girl Do what you do He's never gonna, gonna make it with you You're pulling petals off a flower Trying to get your way Keep pulling till it says what you want it to say Girl you can pick a field full of daisies But he'd still be my baby I know you can hardly wait till I'm away from him Instinctively I know what you're thinking You1ll be giving him an open invitation But my baby won't be taken in, no You can pout your cherry lips Try to tempt him with a sweet kiss You can flirt your pretty eyes He ain't got his hands tied Chorus: No chains to unlock So free to do what he wants He's into what he's got He loves me, he loves you not No matter what you do He's never gonna be with you He's into what he's got He loves me, he loves you not You're the kind of girl that's always up for do or dare Only want him just because he's there Always looking fo

Blame... Thank You Dick!!!
Let's see if I understand how the world works lately. If a man cuts his finger off while slicing salami at work, he blames the restaurant. If you smoke three packs a day for 40 years and die of lung cancer, Your family blames the tobacco company. If your neighbor crashes into a tree while driving home drunk, he blames the bartender. If your grandchildren are brats without manners, You blame television. If your friend is shot by a deranged madman, you blame the gun manufacturer. And if a crazed person breaks into the cockpit and tries to kill the pilot at 35,000 feet, and the passengers kill him instead, the mother of the crazed deceased blames the airline. I must have lived too long to understand the world as it is anymore. So, if I die while my old, wrinkled ass is parked in front of this computer, I want all of you to blame Bill Gates

Racism
A white woman, about 51 years old, was seated next to a black man on an airplane. Obviously disturbed by this, she called the air hostess. "Madam, what is the matter," the hostess asked. "You obviously do not see it then?" she responded. "You placed me next to a black man. I do not agree to sit next to someone from such a repugnant group. Give me an alternative seat." "Be calm please," the hostess replied. "Almost all the places on this flight are taken. I will go to see if another place is available." The Hostess went away and then came back a few minutes later. "Madam, just as I thought, there are no other available seats in the economy class. I spoke to the captain and he informed me that there is also no seat in the business class. All the same, we still have one place in the first class." Before the woman could say anything, the hostess continued, "It is not usual for our company to permit someone from the economy class to sit in the first class. However, given the circumstances,

Maya Angelou's Best Poem Ever
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .... enough money within her control to move out and rent a place of her own even if she never wants to or needs to... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .... something perfect to wear if the employer or date of her dreams wants to see her in an hour... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... a youth she's content to leave behind.... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .... a past juicy enough that she's looking forward to retelling it in her old age.... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ..... a set of screwdrivers, a cordless drill, and a black lace bra... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .... one friend who always makes her laugh... and one who lets her cry... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .... a good piece of furniture not previously owned by anyone else in her family... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .... eight matching plates, wine glasses with st

Come To Me
[Nicole (Diddy)] It's Bad Boy bitch Do it do it do it do it Do it do it do it do it (It feels good to be back, I missed ya) Relax your mind, let's the concepts be free And I roll with the sounds of BPE Do it do it do it do it Do it do it do it do it (You know what time it is) (Report to the dance floor) It's bad boy bitch (Talk to 'em) [Nicole] See you laughing with one of my eye Leanin on the wall lookin fly I want you to come be with me You're the only one I wanna talk to But I don't wanna rush [Chorus - Nicole] I'm here when will you make your move? I see you, I am me, I want cha, why don't cha Come to me, I can be, what you need, uh baby I'm standin, been waitin, I'm yearnin, I'm burnin Come to know me, come and get to know me Come to show me, that you wanna know me [Diddy] You know who it is, I'm back in the building Security strapped, still stackin a million It's doubt with the stallion, somethin' Italian Or maybe P

Worlds Greatest Blow Job
One day a man went on a business trip to Florida. He had seen this hooker and he asked "How much for a hand job?" The hooker replied "100 Bucks" The man said "100 Bucks, That's a lot of good damn money" So the hooker pulled him to the side and said "See that Mercedes, I paid for that by giving hand jobs." So he gave her the money and received the best hand he had ever had. The next day he sees her and asks "How much for a head job?" She said "200 dollars" "200 dollars that's a lot of money" She pulled him to the side and said "You see that yacht by the pier, I paid for that yacht by giving head jobs." So he gives her the money, and get the best head job of his life On his last day in Florida he returns to the hooker and says "The hand job was good, the head job was great how much for the whole package." "1000 dollars' "1000 dollars that's a lot of good damn money" So she pulled him to side and said "You see that island, I could afford that

The Full Story Of The Missing Ft Campbell Soldier
From a fellow military wife. She and her son are in Washington, her husband is stationed here at Ft. Campbell. Please repost and pass along till he is found. November 18 My husband Jesse has been missing now for about 48 hours. He missed his 2nd day of work today in processing from Iraq and is now considered AWOL. He supposedly went to the hospital yesterday to the social work clinic for an appointment at 4pm. Who knows if he actually WENT though and the clinics are closed on weekends. The military police are looking for him, too. He has not tried to use his debit card and his car is in the same spot as it was 2 days ago. I am VERY worried about him so PLEASE pray that he is okay. I am worried he is having some kind of post traumatic stress disorder problem or something like that because I don't think he would do this...I have exhausted all my resources and don't know what else to do except wait. Please just keep him in your thoughts. I would be lost without him and Jessiah keeps a

Where You Are
"Where You Are" There are times I swear I know you're here When I forget about my fears Feeling you my dear Watchin over me And my hope seeks What the future will bring When you wrap me in your wings And take me: [Chorus] Where you are Where you and I will breathe together Once again We'll be dancing in the moonlight Just like we used to do And you'll be smilin back at me Only then will I be free When I can be Where you are And I can see your face Your kiss I still can taste Not a memory erased Oh, I see your star Shining down on me And I'd do anything If I could just Be right there: [CHORUS] Then I will be free So take me where you are Now baby there were times when selfishly I'm wishing that you are here with me So I can wipe the tears away from your eyes And make you see That every night while you are dreamin I'm here to guard you from a far And anytime I feel alone I close my eyes and dream of Wh

Lord, What A Day!
Lord have mercy I am tired! I have had the longest day. First I didn't go to bed till really late last night, then woke up late this morning. My son missed his bus, so I sent him on the bus with his brother just praying that he wouldn't get in trouble and praying that the driver would even let him on so I didn't have to get ready and take him! They had to be seperated because they fight so much on the bus. So I guess he got to school ok with no trouble which I'm thankful for! Now on to the next worry. Last night my brother got pulled over and taken to jail. Lots of reasons behind it. Anyway, I called to see if I could get him, and they told me to call back. Then I called later on and they told me he couldn't get a bond. Well hell! So now he is stuck there until Monday! This really does suck, because he is gonna be in there during Thanksgiving :( I'm so sad because I was so looking forward to him being with me this year. We had things planned because I won't have my kids for a few days,

Cute... (no Offense Guys!)
One day my housework-challenged husband decided to wash his Sweat-shirt. Seconds after he stepped into the laundry room, he shouted to me, "What setting do I use on the washing machine?" "It depends," I replied. "What does it say on your shirt?" He yelled back, "University of Oklahoma." And they say blondes are dumb... ----------------------------------------------------------- A couple is lying in bed. The man says, "I am going to make you the happiest woman in the world." The woman replies, "I'll miss you..." ----------------------------------------------------------- "It's just too hot to wear clothes today," Jack says as he stepped out of the shower, "honey, what do you think the neighbors would think if I mowed the lawn like this?" "Probably that I married you for your money," she replied. -------------- --------------------------------------------- He said - Shall we try swapping positions tonight? She said - That's a good idea... you stand by the ironi

Credit Rates
Credit card companies apply an APR (annual percentage rate) towards credit cards they issue to customers. In general, the credit card APR is the cost of using the lending institutions’ money. Understanding how credit card APRs work can be confusing because APRs vary from person to person, credit card to credit card, and the method to calculate the finance charge may vary from issuer to issuer. Simply by looking at all the differences in the APRs choosing the right credit card is critical to getting the best deal possible. The first thing to remember when understanding credit card APRs is to know how they relate to your credit history. If you have a positive credit history your APR will be lower than if you have poor credit. When shopping credit card offers you will most likely come across offers that have several APRs. Many credit cards have different APR’s for purchases, balance transfers, and cash advances. The credit card APR for purchases is typically the most reasonable, how

Rant N Rave
I used to be a people person. Those days are LONG gone, although my ct family n friends may beg to differ. Either way, nothing brings out the inner asshole in people more than the holiday season. I get the cream of the crop working at the local Shop Rite!!! So far this week alone, I've had to deal with moronism at its most incredible variations. To wit: 1) Some stupid schmuck runs over my ankle with her shopping cart, and, after running it over (and hearing me writhe in pain), dons a shit-eating grin John Gotti would be proud of, and sheepishly utters the words she SHOULD have said BEFORE running my ankle over with her cart; "Excuse me." 2) In lieu of kindly (or even hastily) asking for assistance, a woman says aloud, baiting me, "I wonder if these glass jars of olive oil will fall if I pull out the one underneath them 'cause I can't get to the ones on top. I wanna try it!" I got up off the floor, where I was packing out an item on the bottom shelf (where people just LOO

Wellmaybe Not Help, But Assistance
I've put out a shit lopad of 10's for friends and not. Now I need some luv ... I have two entries on www.pepsi onlinecarshow.com 1 in old school and 1 in sport compact (?). Please vote for both of em. If you don't know what they look like, you haven't looked at my pics. As this is important to a few sponsors, plesae take a minute and help an ole hippe out. Muchos Gracias! Hightone

Bad Credit Mortgages
As much as people try to avoid financial troubles, they cannot help it if these troubles find them. Tight financial situations are the very reason why companies offer bad credit mortgages. With such arrangements, people have a way out of their financial difficulties. Bad credit mortgages are very helpful to people who want to clean up their messy credit history. Along with that, these mortgages also provide them with the chance to climb up the financial ladder. How do these bad credit mortgages work? Just like any kind of mortgage, interested parties must have some property that they could use as equity. However, this time around, there is greater flexibility when it comes to securing such a mortgage. How do these bad credit mortgages assist you in cleaning up your credit? By taking advantage of this kind of mortgage, you will be able to pay off any other existing loans and bills. When you have done so, you will have an easier time untangling yourself from debt. This is becaus

I Wish
I WISH I COULD see your pretty blue eyes again feal your sweet touch hold you in my arms see that gorgeous smile smell your sweet perfume be able to tell you everyday how much i love you be able to have the chance to be with you again relive all those days we spent together and know what to do not to mess things up again lol to hear you say i love you again to just hear your sweet voice tell you everthing i feel inside tell you everything i really want to but cant tell you every single thing that comes to my mind but cant because im scared what will happen if i do but also scared what wont happen if i dont if that makes any sense I just wish that i could have one more chance with you would give most anything to spend one more day with you The thing is even tho i wish all of this i could never tell you but i also feal that you will know who you are if you read this and lol it scares the hell out of me cause i dont want to lose what we

Here Are Some Of My Birthday Poems
Happy Birthday to My Love Happy birthday to my love! A sea around my heart: Part shelter, part enduring word, Part mirror of my art. You are the calm that drains my rage, Bliss upon my shores, Immensity immutable, Rush that life restores. To you I wish to be a welcome Harbor for your ocean, Destiny and origin, Aim of your affection, Yearning of your motion. Happy birthday to the one I love! All my joy goes out to you today! Perhaps I learned, the months you were away, Part of me moves always as you move. You're the yearning distance can't remove, Bringing life to reveries cold and gray; In thoughts of you my dreams and passions play, Rejoicing in a hope that time will prove. Today I celebrate your day of birth, Happy in the hour that brought you here, Drawn by all the music of your worth, A time for gratitude that you are near. You are the one on Earth I hold most dear. Happy birthday to my dearest man, Pleasure? Yes, of cour

One Last Time, Bury Me..., Heaven Tonight
Is it so hard to believe our hearts are made to be broken by love then in constand dying lies the beauty of it all my darling won't you feel the sweet heaven in our endless cry oh at least you could try for this one last time ever amazed how bright are the flames we are burning in ever smiled at the tragedies we hold inside won't you cherish the fear of live that keeps you and me so alive ------------------------------------------------- let me wake up in your arms, you say it's not alright let me be so dead and gone, so far away from life close my eyes, hold me tight and bury me deep inside your heart all I ever wanted was you my love you're all I ever wanted you, my love let me never see the sun, never see you smile let us be so dead and so gone so far away from life just close my eyes, hold me tight and bury me deep inside your heart ------------------------------------------------- I hold your hand in mine I hold your hand and you're so l

My Sex Sign
Cancer You are shy and mysterious. Hotties are always trying to unlock your secrets, and figure out what makes you so cool. You have to have trust in your partner, so you’re not really into randomly hooking up. You really like the intimacy that comes with sex and you won’t take no for an answer when it comes to after sex cuddling. Sex matches: Taurus, Scorpio, Pisces Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Private Pics
Please if you stop by my page don not ask for a request to see my private pics. The people that are in my family album now are people that I speak to on a regular basis. I think it is quite rude that I get friends requests and on those they say" Can you add me as a friend so I can see private pics?" well the answer to that is NO. I am a classy woman and take alot of pride in my body not just to show off for the entire world to see. If that is not suitable for you then don't ask to be friends..Thank you much appreciated.. Kandi

Red Friday
Red Friday. Please read and repost... this is not a contest or someone asking for you to rate their T&A, this is something actually important! I expect all of my friends to read this and repost my bulletin about it! Not everything is about points or ass or tits... Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. No, he responded. Heading out I asked? No. I'm escorting a soldier home. Going to pick him up? No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq. I'm taking him home to his family. The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he

Ok I Like Some Of It
Geb Engaging personality, sensitive, modest, occasionally narcissistic, but can rise above vanity. Colors: male: violet, female: roseCompatible Signs:Set, Horus Dates: Feb 12 - Feb 29, Aug 20 - Aug 31 Role: God of the earthAppearance: Green-skinned man, with leaves all over his body and a goose on his head. Sometimes he was shown laying on his side under his wife, the sky goddess Nut.Sacred animals: goose What is Your Egyptian Zodiac Sign?Designed by CyberWarlock of Warlock's Quizzles and Quandaries

Jealousy
What is this feeling burning in the pit of my stomach? Everytime I get the feeling, I feel like I want to burst. It's this hot anger curdling through me. It's this intense hatred mixed with sadness that pumps through my veins at one hundred miles per hour. I feel I could scream at the top of my lungs so that the whole world will hear it and feel my pain reverberating in their souls. I think I know what this is. I believe it is called jealousy.

The Maze Called Life
A child- naive, feeble, sweet and smiling- walks carefully inside the maze. She skips through it, trying to find the way out. An ever-loving child, going through the first years of her life. Time goes by and I become a blossoming young woman, the child is still within me; the beautiful, sweet, innocent and loving child. I have searched for someone to live me for a while. But it seems that everytime I give my heart to someone, they just use it it and bend it, molding it to their liking, leaving me colder inside and leading me farther into this maze, this trap. So here I sit, sobbing and huddled against one of the tall hedges that keep me prisoner. I am weak; torn from so much. Then I feel a hand on me; a hand removing my long hair from my tear-stained face, revealing my heaving body. I look up and whimper, seeing a tall man hovering over my trembling body. My innocent eyes have seen so much; my ears have heard many harsh words. My body felt sharp sho

I Have No Armour Left. You've Stripped It From Me. Whatever Is Left Of Me - Whatever I Am - I'm Yours.
I have no armour left. You've stripped it from me. Whatever is left of me - whatever I am - I'm yours. So I saw the new James Bond today... I liked it... was rather good to see... One of the better movies this year..... I also think Casino Royal was rather entertaining. Now till Rocky lol... that one looked promising. Bartender: Shaken or stirred? James Bond: Do I look like I give a damn?

Together Forever
Everytime I think of you, I can't help but smile. I have known you for so long that it feels almost as if I know you inside and out. You have been there for me when I needed someon. You are who I lean on for love and support. No matter what happens, you will always be a part of me.You own a part of my love forever and always. And although we may not talk all that often, and we miss each other, a part of me will be with you always. Our friendship is so strong that I don't think anything could tear us apart. Our friendship is like a strong rope. Both of us refuse to let go of something so precious. It's too thick to be cut by someone who's heart burns with jealousy. It's indestructible. That is you and me. That's us. Together forever.

Me...in Bed
Martini! Your sex life mostly resembles a Martini. You are suave, sophisticated and just a little kinky. You have an active sex life, but you only recruit the best to be your sex partners. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Eternal Love
look at you and see your feelings for me in your loving gaze. I take your hand in mine and give it an encouraging squeeze as I smile adoringly up at you. We've come so far... Made it through betrayal, jealousy,sorrow and anger. But mostly we have made it through together; holding onto each other for support and shelter, heading towards total bliss. We trust each other, give each other a hand while we climb this mountain called love; hold each other up while we climb higher. When one of us slips on a loose stone, a little lie or betrayal, the other one reaches over and pulls the other up. I will always pull you up and continue to love you as long as I can trust you and am sure you're up for the steep climb to the top. For there, my love,is where eternal love lies.

Betrayal
Betrayal ( something I wrote a long time ago) You were my guardian, I trusted you, bared my soul to you. You backstabbed me, hurt me deeper than I ever knew it was possible. This is worse than heartbreak. It's a never-ending sting inside me. I can't believe this... How could you do this to me and her? How could you? You say you love me, you say you care, that you would never hurt me. You just did. Now I am lying here, crying, thinking and trying to find a reason for you to do this. I can't even begin to describe the pain I feel inside. I should have never trusted you. I regret it so much. You are such a hypocrite. You took me away from a man that was dangerous and you did far more damage than he ever did. You ruined the innocent me that people had grown to love; you made me and her be hated by all; you have made us both cry tears of sadness and betrayal. You are a heartless bastard. I hate you and never want to speak to you again.

Thanksgiving Poem
TWAS THE NIGHT OF THANKSGIVING, BUT I JUST COULDN'T SLEEP I TRIED COUNTING BACKWARDS, I TRIED COUNTING SHEEP. THE LEFTOVERS BECKONED - THE DARK MEAT AND WHITE BUT I FOUGHT THE TEMPTATION WITH ALL OF MY MIGHT TOSSING AND TURNING WITH ANTICIPATION THE THOUGHT OF A SNACK BECAME INFATUATION. SO, I RACED TO THE KITCHEN, FLUNG OPEN THE DOOR AND GAZED AT THE FRIDGE, FULL OF GOODIES GALORE. I GOBBLED UP TURKEY AND BUTTERED POTATOES, PICKLES AND CARROTS, BEANS AND TOMATOES. I FELT MYSELF SWELLING SO PLUMP AND SO ROUND, 'TIL ALL OF A SUDDEN, I ROSE OFF THE GROUND. I CRASHED THROUGH THE CEILING, FLOATING INTO THE SKY WITH A MOUTHFUL OF PUDDING AND A HANDFUL OF PIE. BUT, I MANAGED TO YELL AS I SOARED PAST THE TREES.... HAPPY EATING TO ALL PASS THE CRANBERRIES, PLEASE. MAY YOUR STUFFING BE TASTY, MAY YOUR TURKEY BE PLUMP. MAY YOUR POTATOES 'N GRAVY HAVE NARY A LUMP, MAY YOUR YAMS BE DELICIOUS MAY YOUR PIES TAKE THE PRIZE, MAY YOUR THANKSGIVING DINNER STAY OFF OF YOUR THIG

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~*Home~* I stand in the shelter if the trees.The clearing in front of me is the unknown; the forest my shelter. I lean against the tree for support and trace the rough bark. Then, out of the corner of my eye, I see someone standing in the clearing. I find myself suddenly curious. Who is this tall stranger in the unknown path ahead? I start walking towards the mysterious person, leaving behind everything that is safe; leaving the old ghosts that haunted me behind as well. All of a sudden, the moonlight reveals all. Your beautiful silhouette bathes in the luminous light of the moon. You look into my eyes and take me in your arms, returning to me the feeling of being safe. And that's when I know: I'm safe, loved and treasured. I've finally come home.

Feeling Of Love
I look up at you, confusion and fear in my eyes. I don't know what to do. One single tear rolls down my face. You have hurt me once more,yet I love you still. You reach for me, wiping away the tears that now fall freely down my face. I look deep into your eyes, pleading to you to stop this ache. I don't want to hurt. I need you; but more than that, I need you to be truthful. You kiss my forehead and whisper in my ear, "Do you trust me?" I can't lie. I still want to give you a chance; a chance to let you back in. I nod and you take me in your arms. I feel so safe; and somehow I know that you will not mess up again. "I love you", you whisper into my hair while you hold me close. "I love you, too" I reply softly, tenderly. I give in to the feeling; the feeling of Love.

Disappear
Disappear I thought that our love could pull us through, that the passion that burned inside me could keep our love alive. But being the "child" that I am, the people around me have the final say. I have to let you go before it's too late for you, before you fall in their trap. I'm their bait. You have to leave, run as fast as you can before the trap is set into motion. Forget me. Forget the sound of my laugh, forget my smile. Forget the feelings that you have for me.Before it's too late for you. You still have a chance; a chance to erase me and start anew. As for me, I shall do what I must, remembering you everytime I look or feel the delicate chain around my neck. I hope you listen and don't hesitate to ask questions or to get an explanation. Don't look back; I couldn't bear it if you did. From the moment you read this I hope you listen to my warning. You need to erase me, you need to forget me. I have to disappe

Sexyal "hid" Talent
Using your body Your sexual hidden talent is using your body's natural charm and beauty to seduce your partner. You are all about having the perfect body/looking good for your partner - and it does the trick every time. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

I Can't Give Up
I crash on the floor, defeated by the course my life's taken tonight. I let the tears fall, tears filled with hopelessness and feel them on my cheeks,the burning sensation as strong as the one making me tremble inside. I can't deal with this pain, this sudden blow I wasn't expecting. It knocked me off my feet before I could see what it was. I look around the room and my eyes land on a blade. All it would take is one swipe; one cut deep enough that would make my pain seep out in red droplets. That's all it would take. But then I see your face, hear your voice telling me not to. The tears fall once again, releaving some of the pain. I can't do it, I know you would stop me. So I place the blade down,away from my wrist and shaking hand. I promised you I wouldn't. I can't let this happen to me, can't give in. I can't quit the fight. I can't give up.

Some Advice...
Don't date because you are desperate. Don't marry because you are miserable. Don't have kids because you think your genes are superior. Don't philander because you think you are irresistible. Don't associate with people you can't trust. Don't cheat. Don't lie. Don't pretend. Don't dictate because you are smarter. Don't demand because you are stronger. Don't sleep around because you think you are old enough & know better. Don't hurt your kids because loving them is harder. Don't sell yourself, your family, or your ideals. Don't stagnate! Don't regress. Don't live in the past. Time can't bring anything or anyone back. Don't put your life on hold for possibly Mr. Right. Don't throw your life away on absolutely Mr. Wrong because your biological clock is ticking. Learn a new skill. Find a new friend. Start a new career. Sometimes, there is no race to be won, only a price to be paid for some of life's more hasty decisions.

Myself
hey i believe i can get along with anyone im easy going love heavy metal. my fav bands are byzatine,lamb of god ,blackdamp,god for bid,andi love my kids and husband would love everyone to check out blackdamps video on my music on her.

New Day
New Day (written 1/28/06 and no this isn't about you Allan so don't even start with me) Last night, the world seemed intolerable,almost impossible for me to make it through the night. But when I awoke this morning, the world was bright and beautiful once more. I stepped outside and let the sun's rays graze my skin softly, taking away the remnants of the bitter tears I cried last night. I feel a calm flowing through me. Maybe there will be life in your absense. Maybe happiness is possible without you. I smile up at the gentle caress of the sun's heat. My life isn't over. It's barely started. I turned a new leaf in the book. And it all started with the dawn of a new day.

I Miss You
miss you (2/7/06) The day looks gloomy outside. Dark grey clouds cover the sun's cheery face. But inside my heart, it's a beautiful day. Yet something's missing. The thing that makes everything else shine. I wish I could talk to you so I wouldn't have to miss you so much. I yearn to be in your arms; feel your warm embrace. I'm falling into the dreary mood of the weather. But I know that if I could just hear your voice, the sun would shine again. I miss you.

White Hairs
One day a little girl was sitting and watching her mother do the dishes at the kitchen sink. She suddenly noticed that her mother had several strands of white hair sticking out in contrast on her brunette head. She looked at her mother and inquisitively asked, "Why are some of your hairs white, Mom?" Her Mother replied, "Well, every time that you do something wrong and make me cry or unhappy, one of my hairs turns white". The little girl thought about this revelation for a while and then said, "Momma, how come ALL of grandma's hairs are white"?

Cherrytap Shop Says (read To Understand
wow apparently this is what i was told bout my pic that i had up and to think it was boobs that were covered...... here's what was said to me about my pic i believe pic is below take a view.... > One of your photos has been marked as NSFW (Not Safe For Work). Please make sure ALL your NSFW photos are flagged as NSFW and placed in an NSFW album. Your photo was marked NSFW because it was either offensive or NSFW in nature. Also, your primary photo and all your background photos may not be NSFW photos. NSFW CONTENT IS NOT ALLOWED in the public areas of the LC. You can define a new primary photo and background photos by clicking on images link. Violation of CherryTAP policy, may result in your account being deleted without warning. > > Click here for reported image. > > NOW HERE IS MY OPINION ON THIS WHOLE DAMN THING I just thought I would let you know that I will be leaving this site soon because it is becoming a site that is allllllllllllll about the teenagers like my space.....

For My Husband.r.i.p.
This is for my husband who I lost in May..We were married for 20 years..Those of you that I talk to on a regular basis have been wonderful to me..I had dedicated a song to my bestfriends who have stuck by me through everything..He was my friendmy confidante,my lover,my world..I loved him and he loved me..And for the time we had together I'm grateful..But I also know that life does have to move on..It's been hard and harder still with the holidays coming up..I'm not doing this because I'm depressed or anything like that,I'm doing it as a memorial to him.. I MISS YOU VERNON JACOBS AND I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU..R.I.P.UNTIL WE MEET AGAIN.. YOUR LOVE MARY Music Video:LIVE LIKE YOU WERE DYING (by Tim McGraw)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone

Resigning My Post.... (from Bullitin)-very Cool
I am hereby officially tendering my resignation as an adult. I have decided I would like to accept the responsibilities of an 8 year old again. I want to go to McDonald's and think that it?s a four start restaurant. I want to sail sticks across the fresh mud puddle and make a sidewalk with rocks. I want to think M&Ms are better than money because you can eat them, and I wan to eat the whole bag without having to worry about fat, calories, etc. I want to lie under a big oak tree and run a lemonade stand with my friend on a hot summer day. I wan to return to a time when life was simple. When all you knew were colors, multiplication tables, and nursery rhymes, but that didn't bother you, because you didn't know what you didn't know and you didn't care. All you knew was to be happy because you were blissfully unaware of all the things that should make you worried or upset. I want to think the world is fair. That everyone is honest and good. I want to believe that anything

A New Kind Of Peace Protest???
Two peace activists have planned a massive anti-war demonstration for the first day of winter. But they don't want you marching in the streets. They'd much rather you just stay home. The Global Orgasm for Peace was conceived by Donna Sheehan, 76, and Paul Reffell, 55, whose immodest goal is for everyone in the world to have an orgasm Dec. 22 while focusing on world peace. "The orgasm gives out an incredible feeling of peace during it and after it," Reffell said Sunday. "Your mind is like a blank. It's like a meditative state. And mass meditations have been shown to make a change."....................... Here's the site for more info http://www.globalorgasm.org/

How True
Speech by Thomas Friedman in New York Times.... "When we were young kids growing up in America, we were told to eat our vegetables at dinner and not leave them. Mothers said, think of the starving children in India and finish the dinner.' And now I tell my children: 'Finish your homework. Think of the children in India who would make you starve, if you don't.'"

New Photo Rating
I don't get this new photo rating--since I chopped my cute little head off all my public pics does that mean they are not safe for work? I had fun posting filthy mums--that is apparently gone too. I'm sad, I thought this was the "adult" myspace--i liked the page better before where everything goes. I need to find a new one. :(

Please Show Her Some Love
PLEASE CHECK HER OUT SHE IS AN AWESOME WOMAN TO KNOW AND PLEASE SHOW HER SOME LOVE AN NO I AM NOT DOING THIS CAUSE SHE IS MY FIANCE I AM DOING THIS CAUSE SHE IS A GREAT PERSON YOU SHOULD KNOW. SHE IS AMAZINGLY GORGEOUS, FUNNY HAS A VOICE LIKE YOU WOULDN'T BELIEVE. Christina Aguilera Hurt

Tarot Card
You are The Wheel of Fortune Good fortune and happiness but sometimes a species of intoxication with success The Wheel of Fortune is all about big things, luck, change, fortune. Almost always good fortune. You are lucky in all things that you do and happy with the things that come to you. Be careful that success does not go to your head however. Sometimes luck can change. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Introverted
Introverted In Peaceful discontentment I while away the day No room for even resentment To make the wild thoughts play. A body full of sighing, A face that's turned to stone My will to move is dying It’s easier to stay prone. I wish and wish for laughter That’s new and fresh, and real. It seems forever after That life has lost its zeal. A moment doesn't lighten The feelings of despair. A joke will never brighten A heart that does not care. Oh, make my temper zesty And bring my mind alive! Stop me from getting testy, Just give me the will to strive! Give my wishes hope again. Give me a will to live. Make me strong, to withstand pain, And give me the grace to give. Deep within my soul, I know all is never lost, That life within will also grow, This is just compost. It helps the plant of life upsurge When it has fed enough. It fills you with an impending urge Know that you are tough. The sinews of your life renew,

Nutter At The Door..
Just had to let off steam a little. My parnter is working a night shift tonight so I am at home alone with my two daughters. So it get's to about 10.50pm and I get a knock at my front door. I tentatively stick my head around into the hall. Then they knock again. There is no way I am opening my door so I call out 'who is it?'.. some guy asks me 'y'alright love?'.. I ask again 'who is it?'.. he says 'is your husband there'.. I ask him again who he is.. he 'is your husband there?'.. I lie that he is and he asks me to go get him so I tell him he is in bed and finally he leaves. Gawd what a fucking nutter..he scared the crap outta me so I called the cops and tell them what happened.. do they come out.. do they fuck! Useless rozzers...pfft So ladies... I'm sure you know this already but no way go answering your door after dark and be careful even during daylight hours.. there are some very strange people out there..

Still At The Library!
Hey CT people. To any one who actually reads my blogs, I am still stuck going to the libarary to get online. I do not get to go everyday like i would like to, SO if we talk her on LC you can still message me, it is just gonna take a while for me to get back to you. To anyone new reading this, check me out, rate me, and whem I sign on i'll do the same for you. So hope life is going good for all of you on the TAP. oh HAPPY THANKSGIVING!

Slightly More Art Related...
Amanda -- [noun]:A poltergeist sent back in time to change the course of history forever 'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com I like that one too :) So today? Started out only ok, became good, became horrid, and got wonderful. Started out only ok because I woke up late and was running wicked behind. Became good because Kelsey brought me a blueberry muffin and we didn't have a French test! Yay no French tests! Became horrid (this is where the art comes in) because for most of Figure Drawing, I couldn't stand the sight of my drawing. It was horrendous. Deb said it wasn't nearly as bad as I thought it was, that it was actually quite good, but I was not convinced. Got wonderful because I finally got my fucking head on straight and fixed it so that it actually is approaching cool. I'll have to take a picture of it (among other pieces...god my Deviant Art needs updating). Then there was just this air about Ferrante...it was full of art and cre

Tarot
You are The Hierophant Divine Wisdom. Manifestation. Explanation. Teaching. All things relating to education, patience, help from superiors.The Hierophant is often considered to be a Guardian Angel. The Hierophant's purpose is to bring the spiritual down to Earth. Where the High Priestess between her two pillars deals with realms beyond this Earth, the Hierophant (or High Priest) deals with worldly problems. He is well suited to do this because he strives to create harmony and peace in the midst of a crisis. The Hierophant's only problem is that he can be stubborn and hidebound. At his best, he is wise and soothing, at his worst, he is an unbending traditionalist. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Shady
Shady There are those who’ll say they love you And those who will claim to care But isn’t it funny when you need them most That somehow they’re just never there Then there are those who say they need you And want you to be in their life Isn’t strange that you treat them good Yet they just will not treat you right What about those you say they’re yours But fail to give you what you need You gave them all they wanted and more All you did was just feed their greed How about those who say “I wont hurt you “ But they hurt you time after time Only to say “you know I love you right “ I guess they just practice that line © BlkLuvPotion 2006

Ok Im Not Realy A Vampire But If I Were Heres Where I'd Fit In
Mysterious and a scholar, you are a member of the Tremere clan. You are pretty loyal to your clan, well, you sort of have to...especially since you are blood-bonded to most of them. You are the intelligentsia of the Camarilla and are fascinated with the occult. Possessing the ability to use blood for magic, many clans don't like to approach you. However, that is fine with you. You tend not to trust the other clans anyway.What Vampire Clan Do You Belong To?

The Hidden
The hidden If beauty’s in the eyes of its beholder When I awoke I should have been blind For the beauty that I sought to behold Is one that shall never be mine’s? For beauty has a dark secret One which it will not reveal It seems it knows not how to love And it doesn’t know what to feel Instead it moves in silence Like creatures that stir in the night It appears when all is quite Then vanishes at dawns first light Maybe it lurks on the inside? Afraid to show its true form Maybe it s just an illusion Could it be that beauty has died Beauty took a hold of me The next thing I knew I was hooked But this beauty really became the beast More frightening then the one in the book It’s the beauty we see on the outside That captures us from the start It’s the ugliness that beauty reveals That will tear your heart apart © BlkLuvPotion 2006

Request A Raise!
I, the Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following reasons: 1. I do physical labor. 2. I work at great depths. 3. I plunge head first into everything I do. 4. I do not get weekends or public holidays off. 5. I work in a damp environment. 6. I work in a dark area that has poor ventilation. 7. I work in high temperatures. 8. My work exposes me to diseases. Dear Penis, After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you have raised, the management denies your request for the following reasons: 1. You do not work 8 hours straight. 2. You work in short spurts and fall asleep after each brief work period. 3. You do not always follow the orders of the management team. 4. You do not stay in your designated area, and are often seen visiting other locations. 5. You do not take initiative - you need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start working. 6. You leave the workplace

Not Remotely Art Related...
Manda -- [noun]:A person of questionable sanity who starts their own cult 'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com Now normally I would at this point whine because I got the same one as Matt, and damnit I want my OWN not someone else's... But that's way to fucking cool :) And way to fucking likely.

About Me
1. would you undress me slowly making me tingle with every touch? 2. would you go down on me till i screamed with pleasure? 3. would you let me lick your ear and kiss your neck? 4. would you start slow and easy but then go fast and hard if i asked you to? 5. if i asked you to put me up against a wall and fuck the shit out of me would you? 6. would you let me cum all over you and then take a shower with me? 7. would you repost this and tell me what you would want to do to me?

Happy Thanksgiving Love Yall
Happy Thanksgiving Twas the night of Thanksgiving, but I just couldn't sleep. I tried counting backwards, I tried counting sheep. The leftovers beckoned -- the dark meat and white, but I fought the temptation with all of my might. Tossing and turning with anticipation, the thought of a snack became infatuation. So, I raced to the kitchen, flung open the door and gazed at the fridge, full of goodies galore. I gobbled up turkey and buttered potatoes, pickles and carrots, beans and tomatoes. I felt myself swelling so plump and so round, 'till all of a sudden, I rose off the ground. I crashed through the ceiling, floating into the sky with a mouthful of pudding and a handful of pie But, I managed to yell as I soared past the trees. Happy eating to all -- pass the cranberries, please. May your stuffing be tasty, may your turkey be plump. May your potatoes 'n gravy have nary a lump. May your yams be delicious, may your pies take the prize, Ma

Tarot Cards
You are The Hierophant Divine Wisdom. Manifestation. Explanation. Teaching. All things relating to education, patience, help from superiors.The Hierophant is often considered to be a Guardian Angel. The Hierophant's purpose is to bring the spiritual down to Earth. Where the High Priestess between her two pillars deals with realms beyond this Earth, the Hierophant (or High Priest) deals with worldly problems. He is well suited to do this because he strives to create harmony and peace in the midst of a crisis. The Hierophant's only problem is that he can be stubborn and hidebound. At his best, he is wise and soothing, at his worst, he is an unbending traditionalist. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

I'm Kinda Liking These Surveys
Body: EIGHT lasts: 8. last cigarette: Hmmmm...long ago. 7. last beverage: A&W Cream Soda 6. last phone call: Yesterday 5. last text message: Haven't had one in a while 4. last cd played: Gogol Bordello. 3. last BUBBLE bath: Oh, ummmm...a few months aog 2. last time: Last time what? 1. last kiss: Does the cat rubbing his nose against me count? EIGHT have you's: 8. have you ever dated someone twice: Yes 7. have you ever been cheated on: yes 6. have you ever bought condoms: No, I make my own. 5. have you ever kissed someone & regret it: yes 4. have you ever fallen in love: yes 3. have you ever lost someone: yes 2. have you ever been depressed: Haha...YES 1. have you ever been drunk and thrown up: of course SIX things you did in the past three days: 1. Went to school: No 2. Went to work: Well, if you can gll what I do going to work, yes. 3. Colored: Nope 4. Got drunk: nope 6. Slept: yes list FOUR people you can tell almost anything to -- 1. Evan 2. Darrell

We Have A Family That Is Growing Bigger And Bigger
THERE IS AN ALBUM IN MY GALLERY WITH EVERYONES PIC THAT IS A PART OF OUR LIL FAMILY..THERE ARE TOO MANY NAMES HERE TO LIST SO I AM JUST ASKIN THAT YOU VIEW THE BULLETIN FOR UPDATED MEMBERS..AND IF ANY ONE ELSE IS WANTING TO JOIN US,CONTACT ME OR ONE OF THE OTHER FAMILY MEMBERS..YOU CAN READ ALL ABOUT WHAT WE ARE IN THE OTHER BLOGS LISTED TO THE LEFT.THANK YOU FOR YOUR TIME BADASSBITCH74~PRESIDENT OF THE OLD TIMERS SOCIETY~

Vampires
Business minded and a natural leader, you are a canidate to be embraced by the Ventrue clan. You can be rather dominant with a high stamina however, you tend to have obsessive compulsive tendencies...especially when it comes to your food. You are the clan the others look to organize groups and factions. Generally princes are among this clan.What Vampire Clan Do You Belong To?

Its Been Done, But Who Cares
I'm just about stir crazy enough to get into some trouble. its not like anyone lives forever. and sometimes I just want to escape myself again and I do. and I have. and someday on this continent I call home, I will stop moving. I hope it will be in the mountains of my childhood in north carolina, but until then... I do not ever want to stop

The Raven~ Me In A Nutshell Originally Posted On Yahoo 360
Well here it is...finally a blog that is written by me...all about me. i'm not promising much here ya'll but i am gonna try to tell ya'll a little bit about myself and just who the RAVEN is. it might take me awhile so if you stop by and read my blog and it looks half-a$$ed finished...it's because i saved it as is and will come back to it because i've already lost one that took a long time to write....so here goes..... I'm not one that fits into most peoples deffinition of "NORMAL"...i am a little "out the box" most of the time. i have my own "style" and don't really care what anyone thinks about it. i am my own person and have never been afraid of being "Different". i think that's fairly obvious...maybe anyWHO...

Translation:
Maggie -- [noun]:A human transformer (Robot in disguise) 'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com MJ -- [adjective]:Similar to butter in texture and appearance 'How will you be defined in the dictionary?' at QuizGalaxy.com

Vampire Clan
Mysterious and a scholar, you are a member of the Tremere clan. You are pretty loyal to your clan, well, you sort of have to...especially since you are blood-bonded to most of them. You are the intelligentsia of the Camarilla and are fascinated with the occult. Possessing the ability to use blood for magic, many clans don't like to approach you. However, that is fine with you. You tend not to trust the other clans anyway.What Vampire Clan Do You Belong To?

Don't Know Which Way To Move...
Addicted ~dan seals (Cheryl Wheeler) She says she hates to sleep alone, but she'll do it tonight She wants to grab her telephone, but she knows it ain't right So if he don't call, she'll survive So if he don't care, she'll get by Climb into bed, bury her head, and cry * From the beginning he was all anyone could've been They were delirious with love, they were certain to win Now he's breaking plans more and more And he's leaving notes on her door Took a trip out of town, couldn't turn this one down He said I guess I should have told you before * Chorus She says she feels like she's addicted to a real bad thing Always sitting, waiting, wondering if the phone will ring She knows she bounces like a yo-you when he pulls her string It hurts to feel like such a fool She wants to tell him not to call or come around again He doesn't need her now at all, the way that she needs him She's on the edge about t

Captian Of My Soul
INVICTUS by William Ernest Henley Out of the night that covers me, Black as the Pit from pole to pole, I thank whatever gods may be For my unconquerable soul. In the fell clutch of circumstance I have not winced nor cried aloud, Under the bludgeonings of chance My head is bloody, but unbowed. Beyond this place of wrath and tears Looms but the horror of the shade, And yet the menace of the years Finds, and shall find me, unafraid. It matters not how strait the gate, How charged with punishments the scroll, I am the master of my fate: I am the captain of my soul.

Torn
Torn If my mind were free of memories Maybe my heart could heal Then my soul would soar once more No longer held down by broken bonds Like the tattered remains of my desire A flame flickers just before it goes out Emotions run rampant threw my soul Where love was once my mainstay It now has become somewhat elusive The needle in the haystack is easier to find Then the passions left far behind Cut me and surely I will bleed Beat me and yes I will scar Words cut has deeply has any knife And leave bruises just like a clenched fist Am I not worthy of your affection? Do you no longer see the need in my eyes? You only have but to look upon my face Its there in spite of all that is done Warm hearted yet cold blooded Try has I may I’m unable to reach you My arms have stretched out towards you Only to remain has empty has the rest of me The voice of reason has grown silent Slowly the path to nothing grows wider The taste of bitterness is hard to swal

Two Ladies Talking In Heaven
1st woman: Hi! My name is Wanda. 2nd woman: Hi! I'm Kelly. How'd you die? 1st woman: I Froze to Death. 2nd woman: How Horrible! 1st woman: It wasn't so bad. After I quit shaking from the cold, I began to get warm & sleepy, and finally died a peaceful Death. What about you? 2nd woman: I died of a massive heart attack. I suspected that my husband was cheating, so I came home early to catch him in the act. But instead, I found him all by himself in the den watching TV. 1st woman: So, what happened? 2nd woman: I was so sure there was another woman there somewhere that I started running all over the house looking. I ran up into the attic and searched, and down into the basement. Then I went through every closet and checked under all the beds. I kept this up until I had looked everywhere, and finally I became so exhausted that I just keeled over with a heart attack and died. 1st woman: Too bad you didn't look in the freezer---we'd both still be alive!

Well...
Ooopsss sorry about that..I posted one a lil too quick lol...anyhow.. I worked an extra long shift today...7am - just a few minutes ago. I'm too tired to cook or even sit here at my desk. I'm gonna go take a nice bubble bath, and relax some... If I don't make it around to your page before Thursday..Have a great Thanksgiving. *hugs* ~BB~

My Vampire Clan
Mysterious and a scholar, you are a member of the Tremere clan. You are pretty loyal to your clan, well, you sort of have to...especially since you are blood-bonded to most of them. You are the intelligentsia of the Camarilla and are fascinated with the occult. Possessing the ability to use blood for magic, many clans don't like to approach you. However, that is fine with you. You tend not to trust the other clans anyway.What Vampire Clan Do You Belong To?

My Vampire Clan
You aren't sure where you came from. Perhaps your sire did an embrace and run. Or maybe your sire was an outcast himself. Either way, your powers are unique and really don't belong to any clan...or maybe a little from each. Because you of these circumstances, you aren't really sure where you belong. You tend to wander and do a bit of soul searching in your eternal life. Maybe some day...you have a while after all. What Vampire Clan Do You Belong To?

Little Tommy
Little Tommy was walking around the house one day when he came to his parents' bedroom, he heard sounds coming from the room, so he opened the door just enough to see in. He gasped and shut the door and ran downstairs. His mother, shocked and confused went to find her son. When she found him, she asked him what was wrong. He replied that he'd seen her and daddy in the room and was wondering what they were doing. "Well, Tommy, You know that daddy has a big belly, well mommy sometimes has to bounce up and down on it to make it smaller so he feels better." Tommy explains, "Well mommy, you're just wasting your time, 'cause when you go to the store, the neighbor lady comes over and blows it back up again."

What Is Your Egyptian Zodiac Sign?
Horus Sparkling personality, intense will, intelligent, understanding, impatient to exert influence. Colors: male: red carmine, female: goldCompatible Signs: Bastet, Geb Dates: Apr 20 - May 7, Aug 12 - Aug 19 Role: God of the pharaohAppearance: Form of a falcon-headed man, wearing the double crown of Upper and Lower EgyptSacred Animal: falcon What is Your Egyptian Zodiac Sign?Designed by CyberWarlock of Warlock's Quizzles and Quandaries

Nympho's Bulletin Reminded Me Of This.
It must have been about six months ago and i was in line at the grocery store because i bought the wrong liquor for my friend waiting in the car. Now its like a little before midnight and there is only one cashier. As i am walking up up trying to just get the hell out of there back to my party this lady and her son slip in front of me. I think "no worries, she only has like half a basket." So the cashier rings up all her stuff and tells her the total. The patron explains that she will be paying $5 in cash and the rest with food stamps. The cashier says ok and runs her food stamp card. It comes up denied. So they try again Still denied. Now it has been almost 15 minutes i been waiting to pay for one little bottle of liquor and my friends are still waiting outside. So now its past midnight and the lady doesnt understand why her card hasnt been recharged. so she starts asking her son what he really really wants cause they cant afford to get much now. so they decide on some milk but no ce

A Really Long Survey
Where the hell is question #1? This is really going to screw me up. 2. What color underwear are you wearing now? None. I rarely wear it. 3. What are you listening to right now? The sound of cars passing by. 4. What are the first 3 digits in your phone number? 353 5. What was the last thing you ate? Cheez-Its - the food of the gods. 6. If you were a crayon what color would you be Magenta 7. How is the weather right now? A little cool and hazy. 8. Who was the last person you talked to on the phone? My friend Barry 9. The first thing you notice about the opposite sex? Tits, of course. Haha...not really. I mean, yeah, I do notice them, but...I am an aesthetic. I notice everything. 10. Favorite type of Food? Ummmmm...cooked? 11. Do you drink? Water, mostly, though I have been on a Mango juice kick lately. 12. Ever get so drunk you don't remember what you did? I think so, but I don't really remember. :P 13. Hair color? Brown 14. Eye colo

Look B4u Leap
Should you ever fall in love? Be careful you don't fall to deep For the ones who claim to love you Are the ones who'll make you weep? They'll make you feel un-wanted And just cast your love aside They'll take you on a journey And make you pay for the ride Because of love you'll trust them You'll believe in the things they say After a while you'll begin to see That loves just a game they play Try has you may to be happy They'll always steal your joy And won't care about your feelings To them you're no more then a toy Soon they'll tire of playing with you And move on to someone new All the while you're dying inside They’re good at what they do You'll seek the comfort of strangers Cause they have no time for you But what you really need is them And hope they need you too They'll say really cruel things to you That will knock you off your feet And while your soul is dying To others they spe

Egyptian Zodiac
Sekhmet Observant, authoritative, indulgent, moral and witty. Colors: male: green, female: turquoiseCompatible Signs: Bastet, Geb Dates: July 29 - Aug 11, Oct 30 - Nov 7 Role: Goddess of war and vengeanceAppearance: Lion-headed woman with the sun over her headSacred Animal: lion What is Your Egyptian Zodiac Sign?Designed by CyberWarlock of Warlock's Quizzles and Quandaries

My Sex Life
Beer! Your sex life mostly resembles Beer. You are easygoing about sex and to you it’s about having fun more than showing your love for another. You aren’t very choosy about partners as long as you’re going to get some. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

What Zodiac Sign Are You
Anubis Clever, fatalist, deep. Sympathetic, generous, loving and perseverant in proving their view point Colors: male: sienna, female: crimsonCompatible Signs: Bastet, Isis Dates: May 8 - May 27, Jun 29 - Jul 13 Role: God of death and mummificationAppearance: Jackal or a jackal-headed manSacred animals: jackal What is Your Egyptian Zodiac Sign?Designed by CyberWarlock of Warlock's Quizzles and Quandaries

My Egyptian Zodiac Sign
Bastet You look for balance and harmony, anxious, devoted. Often rash and impatient. Colors: male: yellow ochre, female: greyCompatible Signs: Sekhmet, Horus Dates: Jul 14 - Jul 28, Sep 23 - Sep 27, Oct 3 - Oct 17 Role: Goddess of cats, women, and secretsAppearance: Cat or cat-headed womanSacred animals: cat What is Your Egyptian Zodiac Sign?Designed by CyberWarlock of Warlock's Quizzles and Quandaries

What Tara Card Are You
You are The Empress Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation. The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents, beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful. The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her. What Tarot Card are You?Take the

My Tarot Card
face="Verdana">Good fortune and happiness but sometimes a species of intoxication with success The Wheel of Fortune is all about big things, luck, change, fortune. Almost always good fortune. You are lucky in all things that you do and happy with the things that come to you. Be careful that success does not go to your head however. Sometimes luck can change. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out. You are The Wheel of Fortune

Do You Know Me??
o You Think You Know Me... message me the results (2 Points) My name: (4 Points) My last name: (4 Points) Who am I in love with: (1 Points) Where did we meet: (6 Points) Take a stab at my middle name: (1 Points) where do i work: (3 Point) what am i afraid of: (2 Points) Do I smoke : (3 Points) Do I drink: (3 points) Do you think im a virgin: (1 Point) Do I have any siblings: (2 Points) How many: (2 Points) What's one of my favorite things to do: (1 Point) How many piercings do i have: (4 Points) How many tattoos do i have: (3 Points) What's my favorite type of music: (4 Points) Am I shy or outgoing: (3 Points) Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules: (2 Points) whats my favorite color: (3 Points) name something i hate: (4 Points) name a talent i have: (4 Points) whats my phone number: (4 Points) what kind of sneakers do i wear: (4 Points) do i have any pets: (2 Points) Who am i dating/likeing right now: (5 Poin

Winter Rolls In
winter rolls in tempature changes rolled up in a blanket comfy an cozy holding each other lost in each other's eyes kisses come warmth builds sending chills down my spine log burns drinks are near seeing you near me i see my future you an me forever

The Magician
You are The Magician Skill, wisdom, adaptation. Craft, cunning, depending on dignity. Eleoquent and charismatic both verbally and in writing, you are clever, witty, inventive and persuasive. The Magician is the male power of creation, creation by willpower and desire. In that ancient sense, it is the ability to make things so just by speaking them aloud. Reflecting this is the fact that the Magician is represented by Mercury. He represents the gift of tongues, a smooth talker, a salesman. Also clever with the slight of hand and a medicine man - either a real doctor or someone trying to sell you snake oil. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Why We Love Children
a kindergarten kid told his teacher he found a cat, but it was dead. "how did you know the cat was dead" she asked him. "because i pissed in its ear and it didnt move" answered the child. "you did WHAT???" the teacher exclaimed in surprise. "you know," explained the boy "i leaned over and went psssst!" and it didnt move." When i was 6 months pregnant with my third child my three year old came into the room as i was preparing to get a shower. She said "mommy youare getting fat" i replied "yes, honey, remember mommy is growing a baby in her tummy" "i know" she replied "but whats growing in your butt" "one day the first grade teacher was reading the story of chicken little to her class. She came to the part where chicken little warns the farmer. she read "...and chicken little went up to the farmer and said, "the sky is falling!" the teacher then asked the class, "and what do you think the farmer said?"..One little girl raised her hand and said " i think he said: HOLY SHIT A TALKING

What Tarot Card Are You, This Is Mine
You are The Hierophant Divine Wisdom. Manifestation. Explanation. Teaching. All things relating to education, patience, help from superiors.The Hierophant is often considered to be a Guardian Angel. The Hierophant's purpose is to bring the spiritual down to Earth. Where the High Priestess between her two pillars deals with realms beyond this Earth, the Hierophant (or High Priest) deals with worldly problems. He is well suited to do this because he strives to create harmony and peace in the midst of a crisis. The Hierophant's only problem is that he can be stubborn and hidebound. At his best, he is wise and soothing, at his worst, he is an unbending traditionalist. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Yet Another Untitled By Theunloved ®
TheUnloved would like to share this with you.. I feel her near me every minute of the day, Yet she is miles away. I smell her passionate fragrance riding on the wind, I see her face, in the face of others. Even though I have never met her, I can feel her hand gently touching me, But that can’t be, no one is there. I can hear her voice call my name, But there is only silence. I want to feel something in my heart, But it’s been broken far to long. TheUnLoved ®

Yet Another Trip.
Matt shall be going to North Carolina Wednesday to visit a few friends for Thanksgiving. He shall return Friday. He likes messages and comments to return to. And You...You have His number. Remember: 11 o'clock. This is vital. He loves thee.

Not Clogging Bulletins
My opinion on the whole NSFW policy is that it is a great policy. If you don't think that a young child walking through the room should see the pic then mark it as adult. It is not going to block anyone who wants to see it, and it keeps the site classy. I will admit, I have been searching on here for some more women who are classy enough not to WANT to show their privates all over the world, but it is difficult enough either way. The MAIN reason that I agree with the policy is that I have recently had a family with small children move into my home, and I have been unable to use CherryTap while they are here because the children are 5 and 9. I do not want to expose them to the sleasy world that the internet can introduce into the home, and CherryTap was started with the idea of OFFERING the possibility to combine the internet community (Sluts, Prudes, Point Chasers, and hermits alike) to come together and have a place to chat with like minded people (with 500,000 people, everyone

Last Night, Today, Tonight I've Thought Of You
Last night, today, tonight I've thought of you, Your fear of loving me, your fear of pain, My own reluctance soon to love again, And why we often flee what we pursue. I've thought: if we could make time disappear, Prune past and future, make the moment flower, Lobotomize all save this single hour, Then we could love with neither hope nor fear. But when we pause to watch the moment flow, Beneath we see eternity and space, So thin a moving film is time and place, Removing us, and all we love and know. I cannot but anticipate the end: Desire a lover, yet fear to lose a friend.

Happy Thanksgiving To All Yankees
i just wanted to wish you all a happy happy... durring your holiday festivals... we had ours October 9th. AND..... where was my best wishes??? UH HUH!!! That`s where we differ..... i give n give n give,.... n you guys just brush it off like i`m nothing cause i`m CANADIAN... sheesh... i tell ya. Hahahahahahahah Just kidding. Don`t laugh while your stuffing your face full o turkey... I wouldn`t want you to CHOKE ON A BONE or nuthin.... LOL Much Clown Love to all my homies Avrg Joe

I Wish
Everyone imagines him as a fiend, a monster that might slit my throat at any time. But no one even bother to take a glance to see the real him, the one who is sweet and caring and smart. The person that I love. My friend. I wish people wouldn't be so quick to judge and look at what's actually there. Take time to explore the compassionate character I've come to know and apreciate more than I can say. He's the one that I can open up to and share all my thoughts with, without having to worry about being judged by them. He's my friend, my love, my world. I just wish you could see...

A Poem I Wrote On Valentine's Day Night
The moon shines brightly in the sky, the stars twinkle. The trees all dance a slow dance. It must be Valentine's day. Everyone aims to show their loved ones how much they care, show how much love is in our hearts. Cookies and candies and roses sell plenty. A feeling of love hovers over us all. But honestly speaking, I might love you more than I did yesterday but tomorrow I shall love you more than today. Everywhere you look, people are kissing, holding each other tightly. A gloom descends around me as I realize that I won't be able to spend this beautiful holiday by your side. But then I realize: you'll be there tomorrow as well. And I will love you ever day, of every month, of every year of my life. Year in and year out. That I promise

My Heart Breaks
I am in love with a man who does not love me any more but is still calling me every day. I am trying my best to get over him but he wont leave me alone..I have already changed my cell # twice and he seems to be able to still get it,but I dont know from whom... I have told him countless times to let me go so I can move on and try and be happy...I just dont get how this is fun for him to keep me all twisted up like this... I want him to let me go!

My Escape
My Escape (2/16/06) You're always there when I need you. You give me advice and really listen when I talk. You make my life bearable. You even make me smile when I'm sad. Before I knew you, there was an emptiness that I couldn't fill. Then you came along and made me whole again. You are the thing that keeps me hanging in there. You're like the drug I can't get enough of. My shelter from the storm. My Escape

The Hidden Parts Of Me
After reading this tell me what you honestly think! give me ideas and solutions to improve and tell me what you would rate it on a scale of 1-10 1 being the lowest and 10 being the best! They say I matter and they care But when it comes down to it, its never there You asked me to talk and asked me to try Yet I've tried so hard and I fail everytime I'll put on my masks I'll build up my walls I'll act accordingly Then maybe you will see me for me I want to scream and cry But I have to hide The pain that pulses inside The pain etched Deep within my heart Will always remain and never depart At times i want to CUT and CARVE Not to kill or even starve Then it comes back in my Darkest of dreams And I want to cry out in agony I want to escape with some sanity But its not part of any reality I want to hide and not exist I want to die and be done with this I'll put on my masks I'll build up my walls I'll act accordingly Then maybe you will see me for ME! *

The Mirror
I look in the mirror, but I see a different person. I stare at my reflection, trying to find a fragment of my old self. I feel like I don't exist anymore, like I've crawled out of my skin. I'm no longer myself. It's like I've left my body, searching for the one I love. I fear that I'm going to fall apart. It's been too long since I've heard his voice; too long since I've heard him say " I love you". It's been too long. Now I sit here, waiting to hear his voice. Only then can I be completely happy. I look once more at the girl that used to be me, and the image splinters into a million pieces in front of my eyes.

I Dont Wanna
I dont Wanna Current mood: depressed I dont wanna do this anymore. I dont wanna give away my heart to have it handed back to me shattered in a million little pieces I dont wanna hurt any more. I dont want my eyes to fill with tears. or cry all night long wondering what i done wrong. my future looks so dull the storm clouds keep rolling in. blocking my view of the sunshine. I dont wanna hear all the lies or the excuses just be honest. I dont wanna hear im your girl. because you know you dont want me. I dont want you to lead me on. i dont want to live a lie. I dont wanna live a life like that any more. i dont wanna be played as the fool i would rather wither away to nothing i dont wanna care any more or try to fill this empty void inside my heart. i dont wanna love any more it hurts to much inside. i dont wanna give my all.

Happy Turkey Day
Well it's almost here. I am feeling VERY homesick now, cause I used to go to my dad's for thanksgiving and my stepmom would always badger me to eat more, cause "i'm too skinny and need to gain weight." At first being here I was very bummed thinking I would be alone for the holiday, but thankfully I made some friends and going to their house to eat. It's not quite the same but better than sitting in my room alone. So I want to know what everybody else is doing ofr the holiday. What foods are everybody having? Big family get together or small group? Let me know and I'll be thinking of everyone on the holiday and be safe.

Road Trip (a Poem I Wrote For My Best Friend For Her Birthday)
Friends, all together for a fun adventure. On our way out from our boring routines. We sit together in a bus, reminiscing over last times; just being close to each other. we look out the window, watching life pass us by. We watch as the scenery, the weather,change. But we remain the same. But sometimes some of us find the outside world appealing and yearn to explore it, see more than what the glass that separates the two worlds can let them glance at. Some of us may leave, others may stay. But the journey continues, the friendships never end.

Will Things Kind Of Suck
will i left to go to a knew job and they sent me home because i didnt meet there requirmeets or some dumb thing like that but thats ok im not going to quit looking for a new job because some dumb company wonts to be a pain in the butt.so ill just start all over in the moring looking for a new job thats all .see im not the type of person to give up no matter how bad things get.will i just half to wait and see how things go tomarrow and go from there .

Amazing
Amazing, what loving someone can do to you. How it makes you want to be forever encircled in their arms. How it makes you want to make their world perfect. How it makes you desire to be the center of their universe; wish you were all that mattered. The way you miss then when they're gone. The way you go crazy when they say your name softly, a soft as the way they caress you. The wayyou feel lost withouth them. How you feel like you're going crazy when you don't hear their voice. The way you feel so ecstatic whe they tell you they love you. The way you feel so vulnerable when they're not by your side. It's amazing how this feeling of love makes me want to stand on top of a building and scream, for the whole world to hear: " I LOVE YOU!" It's truly amazing...

The Sunset
As I sit and watch the sun set, I think of all the pain in my past and it just goes away; disappears into the orange calmness of the sun's setting. I cannnot keep the hatred that I am entitled to against you. I'm just not that kind of person. However, I am not going to let you wiggle yourself back into my life. The last time I thought I would die. But there was something tranquilizing about the way the sun lowered itself into the sea, so sure that it would rise again tomorrow. And that is how I feel: Even though I might hurt today, the sun will eventually rise again shining its brilliant rays on the path of my happiness.

Why Why Why...
Is it so hard to ask for a man who will respect me and love me, I have tried every route and im bound for failure I swear to god.. U got Mark together 8 yrs 1 child 3 miscarriages and we were engaged but yet I let his cheating slide because I loved him now hes married to a whore and has 2 more kids.. then Dan wow amazing guy 4 kids we sparked right away he had some DRUG issues but being hes an adult all i could do was speak my peace and see what happens i cooked his food did his laundry gave him what he needed LOVE (and sex) and he goes back to his ex only to really he wants me comes back to me but when he was with his ex he lost his home and job I AM NOT the cause the rock is maybe its because i dont do drugs but it got annoying and tonight he decides to make me feel like uber shit and cut his wrists telling the family cause hes dead if im not his well im sorry but i dont feel any sort of pain that was dumb and he knew right from wrong.... I just want a guy who will be an adult and lo

The Shower
Well first I washed your back, then you washed mine, as you were washing mine you dropped a hand, reached around and took my cock in your hand, began stroking me slowly, and I reached behind me and started gently rubbing your clit with my fingers. Then You pulled my hair aside and kissed my neck in that sensative spot, and I moaned, I turned and kissed you deeply. Still stroking my cock and me fingering your clit, sliding my fingers in and out of I turned to face you. I stuck my fingers as deep inside you as they would go, and curled them to hit your g-spot. My cock, now rock hard, still enveloped in your soft hands, and the kissing deepens. I pull your hand off my cock and raise your leg with the crook of my elbow, I drop my hips and and enter, just the tip of my cock at first. I Smile through the kiss, an evil yet exciting grin. I slide deep into you and withdraw slowly, leaving barely the head of my thick cock between your wet lips. I hold it there for a second, then with

Perfect
When I think of him, I see a beautiful person, within and without. I look beyond the mask that others don't even bother to glance at. I think about him and my face lights up in a smile. I don't care what people think of him. They are blinded by materialistic views and superficial thoughts. If I could change just one thing about him, it would be to bring him into my life sooner. Because in my eyes, he's perfect.

Cheating
What is the point of cheating on someone you love???? I quote in the "olden days" there was no word as a cheat really u had one or two but now its like a fase everyone is going through i dont get it what is the point because one day it will back fire on them, they will find someone they really do love and the partner they are with will cheat on them and they will now how there ex felt when they did it to them!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! People in this generation arent very sincere im not saying women are perfect because we are not!! But it is hard to find someone that will truely love you for the rest of your life, treshish you and you can trust with all your heart.

A Stolen Heart
Life is a game; all games have their dangers. That is why most of us don't allow ourselves the luxury of getting close to anyone; we retreat into ourselves, not putting anyone else in danger. I was foolish. I actually believed that I could let someone in. Now the person my heart belongs to, is at risk. It was selfish of me to think I could love him; give him my everything, even knowing the threat looming ahead. If I have to let him go, I will never be whole again. Yet my unrelenting love for him urges me to protect him with my last breath. Even if that means forever banishing him from my life. The time to do so has not come yet. But I find myself putting up my shields. I know the silence is torturous; a silence that had never existed between us. I pull away from him, withdraw my feelings. For if I didn't, I know it would put more heaviness over him . No longer will I have a shoulder to cry on; no one to comfort me, to make me laugh . No one to speak honestly to. No o

Ho Ho Ho...
Well... now not to sound greedy or anything but a few people have asked me what I would like for Christmas... so... I decided to post my wish list here. I am NOT expecting anything... however if someone does happen to purchase anything from this list I will model it for you... and only wear the item that was bought... how is that for a deal... that includes all patches and body jewelry too. You can find my wishlist here... www.hottopic.com click on Wishlist and add my email addy... if you don't know it don't hesitate to contact me for it.

Friends
Friends, never pick a boyfriend/ girlfriend over a friend they are the ones you need most when something goes wrong friends are the ones that stick by you no matter what goes wrong, friends are for life a boyfriend/girlfriend doesnt last that long never fall out with your friends over a boy or girl because you will realise when the one your with leaves you and you've got no one to talk to you or no one by your side giving you advice you need i've learnt that too.

Enjoy The Ride !
Do we know We know the truth deepest held We know the line where feelings meld We know between what’s wrong and right We know there is a time to fight We know we should sow seeds of peace We know not to let selfishness gain a lease We know that when we force life to our will We know our souls become quite ill We know so little and yet so much We know that life we will all touch We know some will love us as we are We know some must go and be kept far We know that there is only this sweet moment We know that all love is heaven sent We know each our character and who we are inside Do we know life is not a destination that it is in fact a ride By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Life
life is about having fun in your life and enjoying every minute you can, never miss a moment in life because you will regret every minute of it believe me i made that mistake, now i bet your thinking how can she when shes only 18 well......... I was in a relationship for 3 years and couldnt do anything werent aloud to go out and see friends or do things that other teenagers did meet people enjoy yourself at that age in yourlife but it was different for me and i regret everyminute of it because you get your friends saying wasnt our teenage years great and i wasnt there to experience them. Now all my friends have had kids and im the only one without so it goes to show i did have a better life, because im enjoying it now and ive got all the time in the world to have children if i want them, life is about what you want to achieve in your life and enjoy it when you can as you never now what is going to happen!!!! If i had a choice to relive my live my life i wouldnt because ive learnt

Snowballing Stigmata
SNOWBALLING STIGMATA Have I raised some eyebrows? Have I made you sick? I can do better Like if I ask you to fist fuck my ass, while sucking my dick Would that bother you puritan pieces of shit? or… How about if I find a way to go back in time, and blow Christ on the cross, Spit his own cum in his mouth making a new stigmata Causing the holiest of the holy, to cough up ejaculate while they speak in tongues Now that’s some good clean fun

Another Of The Same
Hidden inside unseen by you alone Seek deep within the truth unknown Silent scream chills to the bone Mystery to thy own self Keep your feelings on the shelf Cutting through sharp and deep Lay in the dark and silently weep Shades of gray texture of stone Beats the heart a deafening tone Minds journey through pain Deep madness known by the sane Appearance of respect and normality Living a life as obscenity Untrue to who you are and all you feel Slapped in the face by all that is real Lost in the tide of lies we live Pray for the reaper’s gift to give Peace inside the insane shell Rest of the dead after life of hell By R. Thomas Dinsmore

The Pilgrims And America 's First Thanksgiving
The Pilgrims, who celebrated the first thanksgiving in America , were fleeing religious persecution in their native England . In 1609 a group of Pilgrims left England for the religious freedom in Holland where they lived and prospered. After a few years their children were speaking Dutch and had become attached to the dutch way of life. This worried the Pilgrims. They considered the Dutch frivolous and their ideas a threat to their children's education and morality. So they decided to leave Holland and travel to the New World . Their trip was financed by a group of English investors, the Merchant Adventurers. It was agreed that the Pilgrims would be given passage and supplies in exchange for their working for their backers for 7 years. On Sept. 6, 1620 the Pilgrims set sail for the New World on a ship called the Mayflower. They sailed from Plymouth , England and aboard were 44 Pilgrims, who called themselves the "Saints", and 66 others ,whom the Pilgrims called the "Strange

Ambitous For My Age
People will struggle almost all their lives to figure themselves out. Who they are what they want to be and what they will do until they die! I feel lucky I for teh most part know who I am and what I want to do. Friday I went on a small field trip and it helped me figure out who I am and to have the world at my feet! I wnet to the 21st annual governors award ceremony for the arts. two detroit fashon designers who are internationally known got awarded. for being from michigan, being in the arts, and being internatianlly known. They where Anne Sui and Tracy Sweet! Anne Sui was my fav! Spunky and esecntrinc. Seh said no matter what your dreams are dont listen to your parents and go for your dreams! It stands out in my mind days afterward. It just keeps replaying over and over! So it is cemented in my mind I WILL do these things.. Hair Dresser Photographer Buisness owner(Mayhem Clothing INC as a boutique) Alt model Freelance artist/ painter and damn it im gonna fucki

Written Of A Girl Friend Who Chose Crack Over Love
In Love with the End She walks the fine edge dancing between death and life Lost in this world of confusion unable to deal with her strife Wanting not to feel anything, all the joys, hurts, and pain Needing release from her thoughts yet once again Seeking any thing to take all away, to give freedom from all Lost in the uses of all the things she can’t even recall So alone and needing to be held and caressed tenderly So trapped in her mind and full of her self like one lost at sea Going down where only fools choose to tread Soon life will be over and she will be dead Wrapped up in self loosing all she held dear Lost in her own world and letting none near Gone and never to be free of her hell Her drugs and drink are the bars of her cell She paces and waits for the end to finish this lie She embraces the reaper; it is her time to die By R. Thomas Dinsmore

If You Loved Me So Much (poem Written A While Ago)
If You loved me so much, why did You leave me? If You said that You would never frown and walk away, then why are You not here right now? If You really cared, why haven’t I heard from You in months? If I was Your babygirl, why did You abandon me? If You dreamed of me being Your wife and having Your child, why did You disappear out of my life without a trace? As I write this, my heart is squeezed with a mix of resentment, tears and anger and the thought that is still alive in my head that tells me that You never cared to begin with. You don’t know how much I hurt inside. You have no idea how much I miss You everyday of my life; how many times I wonder if You are coming back or if it really was over. You have no idea how many nights I have cried myself to sleep because of You. The loneliness is killing me. Sometimes I think that the only way to get rid of You forever, forget all the feelings I had for You, is to take a knife and puncture my skin, seeing the blood

Resignation
I am hereby officially tendering my resignation as an adult. I have decided I would like to accept the responsibilities of an 8 year old again. I want to go to McDonald's and think that it?s a four start restaurant. I want to sail sticks across the fresh mud puddle and make a sidewalk with rocks. I want to think M&Ms are better than money because you can eat them, and I wan to eat the whole bag without having to worry about fat, calories, etc. I want to lie under a big oak tree and run a lemonade stand with my friend on a hot summer day. I wan to return to a time when life was simple. When all you knew were colors, multiplication tables, and nursery rhymes, but that didn't bother you, because you didn't know what you didn't know and you didn't care. All you knew was to be happy because you were blissfully unaware of all the things that should make you worried or upset. I want to think the world is fair. That everyone is honest and good. I want to believe that anything

Random Act Of Kindness :)
This is for all the people that don't read bulletins...lol I want to share with everyone the experience that I just had. So, today was my day to shop for Thanksgiving dinner, I had money set aside for the occasion, all nestled away in the zipper pouch of my purse. Well, my hubby and I went to the store, got all the fixings for dinner..stood in line and finally got to the register to pay for our meal, when low and behold, the money was missing from my purse. I of course start freaking out, dumped my purse, searching for the money. The cashier offered to hold the cart of food to the side so I could go check the car, so of course I did and had my hubby stay inside with the food. I was so upset, that was all the money that I had for dinner and I had no clue what I was going to do..I tore apart the car looking to see if it fell out, by then I am crying and then I hear someone knocking on the window..My husband was standing there with the whole cart of food and he informs me that the la

Man Lifes So Hard.
alright so today my mother got the verdit she was waiting for.. rather to get sugury or not. and well she has to have sugury done on the 2nd week of january 2007. which means my Massive Wicket World Order Tours gonna be put on hold for at least 10 weeks. it's ok really. but it's the one thing she didn't wnat to have done. refusion back sugury is a new and common sugury that is done to fuse the back or fuse the neck. my mother fucked her back up back in augest and her work made it worse because she took some days off. she has workmens comp but what good will that do when the house payments are being jacked up again...god help me..

Friends?
Who really are my friends? People that are there for me when i need them or call me back when they say they will. Sure things happen but come on. If i get guilt trips about not calling back when something comes up it should at least go both ways. There are few friends that have been with me through the hard shit and i really appreciate that. More than they will ever know... I guess i dont really know why im writing this but whatever. Thanks for readin my nonsense...

Abuse!
how long can some expect you to deal with physical and emotional abuse! how can some one tell you they love you then hurt you ALL the time. i was watching maury today and these girl were on there and the men physically and emotionally abuse them. it reminded me of everything i have dealt with *HIM*! how can you hit some one you love and then run back say your sorry and do it again! its not right. AND IT NEVER STOPS!

Different Christmas Poem
Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep,

One Smart Turkey
When I was a young turkey new to the coop My big brother, Tom, took me out on the stoop Then he sat me down and he spoke real slow And he told me there was something that I had to know His look and his tone I will always remember When he told me of the horrors of, "Black November." "Come about August," now listen to me "Each day you'll get six meals instead of just three And soon you'll be thick where once you was thin And you'll grow a big rubbery thing under your chin And then one morning when you're warm in your bed In will burst the farmer's wife and hack off your head. Then she'll pluck out all your feathers so you're bald 'n pink And scoop out all your insides and leave ya lyin' in the sink Then comes the worst part," he said not bluffing "She'll spread your cheeks and pack your rear with stuffing" Well, the rest of his words were too grim to repeat I sat on the stoop like a winged piece of meat. I decided on the spot that to avoid being cooked I'd have t

Sept ...20 Years Ago
carl before accident) I was at college, studying art and design,i was there for 3 years, i love photography,screen printing,messing about with crafts, one particular day,i was goin through a hard time with some bullying, immature girls..any way, i noticed one of the teachers kept looking over at me,and hiving me sorrow full looks,and asking if i was ok, etc..i did`nt take it as any thing was wrong, my dad was coming to pick me up,what i did`nt no till later was that...he`d rang to say there`d been an accident with my brother but to say all`s ok, not to worry and they were in the hospital, and they`d see me once i was home... (ater on at home...the news Carl had been hit by a fast moving car, his body had been struck hurled up into the air,and smashed back down on to the car bonnet, and the impact of his head hitting the ground with just force not only put a dint in the front part of his head, but also put carl into a deep coma,carl died on the road, ambulance men managed to r

Long Awaited Dream
When the stars started to fall all that i could see was you standing there right in front of me the glistening of the lights the look in your eyes your gorgeous flowing hair and the eclipse of light i will never forget the feelings that twindled in my heart as i stood there hoping that we would never part now looking back in time i see it was just a dream a perfect little ray of hope for me to hold onto in reality -Heather Hart (11-21-06)

The Scrapper Speaks!!
Cool Your Jets People! .... Da Scrapper Speaks!(repost) date: 2006-11-21 14:36:21 I have received over a hundred emails about our new Not Safe For Work policy. Many of you have been strongly opposed while the majority of you have complimented CherrTAP for stepping up to the plate. I wanted to make a few things clear. 1. Not Safe For Work is exactly what it sounds like. If your photo is flagged NSFW, please respect our policy. For a clear definition, Click Here! 2. We are not censoring anyone nor will we be deleting photos. We are simply asking members to flag NSFW content and keep it out of the public areas. I am not sure why some of your are so head strong about FORCING all of us to look at your junk. 3. Many of you are complaining about photos being flagged in your gallery. Please do not take this personal. The goal is to ensure the public areas are clean. Just because your photo is flagged Not Safe For Work doesn't mean CherryTAP is calling it adult. Again, Not Safe Fo

Hopes And Dreams
"Sometimes when I reflect back on all the wine I drink I feel shame Then I look into the glass and think About the workers in the vineyards and all of their hopes and dreams . If I didn't drink this wine, they might be out of work and their dreams would be shattered. Then I say to myself, "It is better that I drink this wine and let their dreams come true than be selfish and worry about my liver."

Dont Let It Die
Don't let it die Not this way,don't choose that easy way Don't say we won't be together oneday Fight for me as much as you can Think again before deciding not to be my man Remember everything we used to say About being together each and everyday Not now,don't give up now Stop this pain i feel,you know well how I don't wanna lose you so plz don't go You are the one for me and i realy love you so It hurts me alot that we are far apart But love can still live deep inside our heart I don't care where you are I feel you are around even you are too far Don't let our love die Don't say it was a lie Don't say i'm not happy,don't say i don't care Don't say you have to go cause that won't be fair Our relation will continue growing and it will never end You will always be my love,my life and my best friend Listen to me carfully and understand what i will say I need you to be with me in my way We will do it together and never be apart As long as we h

Thanksgiving....a Time For Remembering
well another year and its the time i sit and think of things, not that my mind isnt running in one thousand directions at once, from writing a new novel, to paying bills, making money, starting a new business, thinking of friends, how they are doing, trying to catch up and keep in touch, you ask when does your mind slow down...hardly ever i awake in the middle of the nite and write things that come to mind...back to thanksgiving, this will be my 2 nd holiday here, and my family is back in ny...this year when i sit at the table and give thanks...( only time i do this)..i know heathen...lol..oh well...this year i think back on whom we lost and who wont be sharing a table with us this year at our table...our friends, our loved ones..but as a friend once told me...when i asked why there was an empty plate set at the dinner table...i was told so that we never forget whom shared the dinner with us...to all my new friends here, and you know who you are, the ones whove shared my thoughts and p

From A Guy's Point Of View:
From a GUY'S point of view: We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning. Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. Yeah, you can quote me. push us down on the couch and make A move once in a while. We like that aggresivenesS about you and we like tHe unexpected. When we know you're really happy, it makes us happy too.

Blog Mania
I'm going to take pictures with Sister for a Christmas present to my mom. Whewwww. - insert sarcasm here. - Ah well, it's a good thing. So, I have things settled from last night. Apparently, I didn't do anything horrible, although I seriously thought I did.. >_>; but it's all good. Thank god. But I still need to thank Amanda for staying the bathroom with me all night while I cried.

Im Back In Business
Well peeps for those who knew me I am back on myspace again and for good w00t!! Well the story begins with my asshole of an ex Daniel who apparently seen the need to send loads of havoc my way and get revenge on me...for what i dont know...hell I was trying to be friends with him and work things out....until I found proof in the pudding he did cheat on me with a girl named Jessica Martin....and then he claims he was fuckin like 3 other girls while he was with me....I was like ok whats done is done its in the past...I didnt really raise no fuss about it...why bother. On top of that I let him borrow a few items of mine and he hasnt returned them..instead hes still using them and letting his girlfriend Jessica wear my shit which pissed me off to start with....but hell Ill go buy some more in time so fuck it....well anyway just 3 days ago he flips out steals my main yahoo email account...changes the password and takes it over....he goes wild with it and proceeded to impersonate me and emai

Solo!
Well as a few of you know I am in chior and today was solo try outs! YAY! I didnt do it! He held them when I wasnt there. All the other more experienced seniors tried out. They blow my crappy voice out of the water. SO he said last calls and i didnt do it. I knew I wouldnt get it. So I pretty much feel like shit because I didnt do it! My day got better tho! My mom and I went to lunch and dessert on me! We went to Tbell then Applebees for dessert! It was sooo yummy!They have new "bite" sized brownies and icecream. that are 1 dollar. SO I had 2 of thoes then my mommy had their chocolate layered raspberry cake! It was sooo yummy! We had a good mommy daughter day! We laughed so much today! Ive ben in a good mood about me not singing. She made me forget all about me being a chicken shit! lol then tonight Sean and I are getting soem quick dinner then going window shopping and to my Aunts to get pics of my cuz's for a book im writting. A childs ngh before christmas. Its for art. Its fu

Kramer "i'm Yet To Make Up My Mind On This Issue" (part 1)
hmmm...where do i begin. i'm a big seinfield fan. let me tell u how big of a fan i am. i am one of those ppl who planned his life around a tv show..constantly quote and make references to the show when having conversations with ppl do not miss reruns on tv plus i have all the seasons that have been released on dvd. including the season 7 that just came out..so this is kinda hard for me to see..i understand and know what i heard and saw..the problem is trying to make sense of the whole issue...Kramer...hmmm..

Sick!!
OMG, can you imagine what it is like to be so sick you can barely stand up and have to take care of 2 kids??!! I was ready to die over the weekend for being so sick! I thought I was dieing actually. My 5 month old son Domonic caught whatever I had and I thought it would go awway but his fever kept getting higher and higher. So I called the doctor on saturday and she told me to watch his fever and his drinking, the usual bullshit. Well this morning I had ENOUGH! I called AGAIN to let them know he still had a fever and was not eating and had a rattle in his chest. Sure as shit my poor guy has pneumonia!! These friggin doctors are ridiculous. Im pissed because if she would have given me a different option on saturday I think I could have avoided pnuemonia! Well WTF....thanks for letting my bitch! Its what I do best!!

Mind Is Leavin
its been a long time since i set my eyes on you do you remember the things that split our world in two I try to think back to that night you hid your face and kept out of sight but your actions always did speak louder than words and now you know what its like to see and whats its like to be care free I hope the life you have now suits you lord knows that ive paid my dues I think its time that mind is leavin you I drive all night some times just to think drown my sorrows with drug and drink I never knew life could be this way I think ive found out today that no matter what we do its always something old or new that makes it hard to get thru the day sometimes life needs to go away

Right On Andy Rooney!
Andy Rooney said on "60 Minutes" a few weeks back: I don't think being a minority makes you a victim of anything except numbers. The only things I can think of that are truly discriminatory are things like the United Negro College Fund, Jet Magazine, Black Entertainment Television, and Miss Black America. Try to have things like the UnitedCaucasianCollege Fund, Cloud Magazine, White Entertainment Television, or Miss White America; and see what happens...Jesse Jackson will be knocking down your door. Guns do not make you a killer. I think killing makes you a killer. You can kill someone with a baseball bat or a car, but no one is trying to ban you from driving to the ball game. I believe they are called the Boy Scouts for a reason, that is why there are no girls allowed. Girls belong in the Girl Scouts! ARE YOU LISTENING MARTHA BURKE? I think that if you feel homosexuality is wrong, it is not a phobia, it is an opinion. I have the right "NOT" to be tolerant of others

Thanksgiving
A man in Phoenix calls his son in New York the day before Thanksgiving and says,"I hate to ruin your day, but I have to tell you that your mother and I are divorcing; forty-five years of misery is enough. "Pop, what are you talking about?" the son screams. We can't stand the sight of each other any longer," the father says. "We're sick of each other, and I'm sick of talking about this, so you call your sister in Chicago and tell her." Frantic, the son calls his sister, who explodes on the phone. "Like heck they're getting divorced," she shouts, "I'll take care of this," She calls Phoenix immediately, and screams at her father, "You are NOT getting divorced. Don't do a single thing until I get there. I'm calling my brother back, and we'll both be there tomorrow. Until then, don't do a thing, DO YOU HEAR ME?" and hangs up. The old man hangs up his phone and turns to his wife. "Okay," he says, "they're coming for Thanksgiving and paying their own way."

The Scorpion
My life is everything That feeds my thirst that causes sin My wants are all I care No shame and guilt, there's nothing there Look deep into my face I sell deceit without a trace Fear not what I can do Unless you want it done to you, oh-ohhh! As I climb onto your back, I will promise not to sting I will tell you what you want to hear, and not mean anything Then I treat you like a dog as I shoot my venom in You pretend you didn't know that I am a scorpion, oh My self I'm centered in There's nothing else, there's never been And I dream, to be left alone With the sadness, the madness of my own Look deep into my soul It's black as coal like a bullet hole Fear not, get off your knees There's no defense, you'll do what I please, oh-oh! As I climb onto your back, I will promise not to sting I will tell you what you want to hear, and not mean anything Then I treat you like a dog as I shoot my venom in You pretend you didn't know that I am a scorpion, oh As I clim

So Wassup With All The Pictures Of All The Guys With No Shirts On!!!
Uhm, a girl could so get in trouble on Cherry Tap! I mean I'm happily married, but let me tell ya some of ya guys with your shirts off....well you could be cause of some marital discord! And then there are some of ya who NEED to keep your shirt on. You know who you are, your the ones who so obviously are sucking your stomachs in while you're taking the picture. Hunny, if your stomach looks like the roadmap for the jersey turnpike, don't post the picture on the internet. I'm not hating or anything, cause I'm a big girl myself (inside joke, sorry), but you don't see me walking around with big ole belly hanging out. But I will give ya props for posting them, you got balls to do it.

My Music!!!
I really really enjoy music, I have been granted the priviledge of being biligual so I can enjoy spanish and english music but more than anything love good rhythms and all genres, life has given the taste to enjoying music in all expresions from highest classical notes to the lowest suburban capelas, music is like sweet food for my ears. My latin blood gives me the taste for tropical sounds and can't stop moving my head and hands once I hear a good salsa or merengue My personal favorites are Andrea Boccelli and Sarah Brightman, but these are my choices... English spoken music: U2 (I rode my bike once from LA to Mile High stadium in Denver to see U2), HIM, Billy Squier, Zappa, AC/DC, Iron Maiden, Metallica, Scorpions, Creed, Linkin Park, Blink 182, Sara Brightman, Andrea Boccelli. Spanish spoken rock La Ley, Heroes, El Tri, Jaguares, Maldita Vecindad, Enanitos, Mana, Soda Estereo and Spanish rock. Tropical sounds definitively has to be Gilberto Santarosa, Polo Montanez, Celia Cruz

Marilyn Monroe
which classic hollywood glamour girl are u?(cute pix!!) Marilyn MonroeYou are Marilyn Monroe! You are georgeous,sweet,and absolutely charming! No wonder gentlemen prefer blondes!Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

Fallen Angel
You scored as Fallen Angel. You are a Fallen Angel. You think the world is a crewl place and find yourself crying all the time because you have been hurt too many times.Fallen Angel100%Gaurdian Angel88%not an angel25%What kind of (*angel*) are you?????created with QuizFarm.com

Driving Home
I was driving home from work today, and I saw something that made me giggle. The car in front of me was written on. The person took one of those silver markers and wrote "I'm not speeding....I'm qualifying!" on her car. Now I'm not about to write on my car, but that was kind of cool.

Purgitory
What is your fate?? ((With pics)) Die indignantly/Go to PurgitoryYou're not going to die in a peacful mannor. Not in a harsh and cruel mannor. But because you didn't do much for the people on Earth, you don't deserve the right to die as the saints would. Maybe die of a heartattack or something around those lines. You also will wind up going to Pergitory (the dull place between Heaven and Hell). The only bad part about Pergitory is it's very dull and it gets boring after a couple thousand years. But don't worry, most people think that everyone goes to Heaven and Hell. In reality, most go to Purgitory. So you might meet up with some old friends or find new ones. : )Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

Two More...
This one and this one have been marked NSFW. Both with full view of my face and no nudity. I'm sure more are to come. Gawd forbid someone show boobies in their pictures! The horror! I wouldn't mind so much if the violation were clear in their own rules. But I can't see how these violate anything written there. And if there were some way to appeal. I suppose I could write to support but considering the last time I did that, I don't have a lot of faith that anything would be resolved.

The Angry Princess
Which ghost of the 13 are you? The Angry PrincessBeauty comes in various forms. You liked the clothes that you wore, you loved putting on make-up and being an idol amoung girls in your University. But was that really what you wanted? You realized one night that your were just a Barbie doll, a puppet...maybe you drank too much after your boyfriend called to say he dumped you. While you were in the shower, you cut yourself all over with your razor. Mommy came home to see the bathroom flooded with red water and her daughter in the tub, bug-eyed and with her head to the side, leaning against the wall with her mascara running..dead. You are The Angry Princess.Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

My 20th Birthday
Alright!!! Yup, today I turned 20, congradulations Entice. It's actually more excitting for me to turn 20 then 21. Why? Well where I come from you're 20th Birthday is way excitting. You party for a week straight. Starting with the night before. What did I do last night?! I got crunk, haha, seriously I was crazy drunk from Tequila, which is a girls best friend. Tonight i'm going to get even more drunk. BUT, Tonight I get to take pictures. Can't wait to show off the love.

Suicide
You scored as Suicide. Your death will be suicide. What more can I say?If you want to know how you will commit suicide, take a look at your second highest percentage on the bar graphs.Suicide93%Natural Causes87%Disease73%Gunshot53%Disappear53%Bomb47%Posion47%Suffocated47%Eaten33%Drowning33%Stabbed20%Accident

Bored...
WhAt BoDy pIeRcInG r U???(wit pix)gIrLs OnLy PlZ LaBrEt PiErCiNg!!!ROCK ON!!!!!!u kno how to rock out. u like loud music and maybe playing guitar. most of ur friends are probably guys and u get a little worried about that sometimes but its okay most of the girls are jealous because of that.u r extremely loud so u might worry some girls but u will find a friend that likes to rock out as much as u do.Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

Get To Know Me!!
GET TO KNOW ME!! OK HERE'S HOW THIS WORK I WILL TELL YOU TEN THING'S ABOUT ME THEN I WILL PICK TEN PEOPLE TO DO THE SAME THING THIS IS A GOOD WAY FOR US ALL TO GET TO KNOW THE PEOPLE WE CHAT WITH AND CALL OUR FRIENDS I THINK IF YOUR MY FRIEND YOU'D LIKE TO KNOW ALL YOU CAN AS I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW ABOUT YOU SO IF I PICK YOU YA GOTTA PLAY DAMMIT LOL 1) I have always lived in Alabama 2) My given name is Coy LaDon (ya¡¯ll better not tell) 3) I am 38 4) I have love excitement(i get bored easy) 5) I do like to party (with friends, not much on social crowds) 6) I like my Jack & Coke:) 7) I can¡¯t swim worth a shit, but I love the water 8) I have married for 17 yrs now (to damn long) 9)I love the outdoors, fishing and camping ect. 10)My favorite foods are steak, seafood and down home southern cooking. 11.)One extra thing about me... Some say I have a demented side, Imagine that! OK MY 10 PEOPLE ARE........ 1. **~TrAgiC TuRn~** (You got this started!) 2. ~¢¾ SASSYGLO5

I'm Sorry....who Has The Nerve To Comment On This Shit Honestly
I'm sorry that i bought you roses to tell you that i like you I'm sorry That I was raised with respect not to sleep with you when you were drunk or just desperate for some cock.....lucky me....NOT!!!!!! I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants like you were REALLY that good of a fucking lay any how I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things LIKE YOU FUCKING DESERVE IT....HAH!!!!!!!!!!! I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and d

Rules For Gunfighting
1. Bring a gun. Preferably, bring at least two guns. Bring all of your friends who have guns. 2. Anything worth shooting is worth shooting twice. Ammo is cheap. Life is expensive. 3. Only hits count. The only thing worse than a miss is a slow miss. 4. If your shooting stance is good, you're probably not moving fast enough nor using cover correctly. 5. Move away from your attacker. Distance is your friend. (Lateral and diagonal movement are preferred.) 6. If you can choose what to bring to a gunfight, bring a long gun and a friend with a long gun. 7. In ten years nobody will remember the details of caliber, stance, or tactics. They will only remember who lived. 8. If you are not shooting, you should be communicating, reloading, and running. 9. Accuracy is relative: most combat shooting standards will be more dependent on "pucker factor" than the inherent accuracy of the gun. 10. Someday someone may kill you with your own gun, but they should have to beat you to death with it be

122 To Go! I May Be Just Startin Out But C'mon Show Some Love!
This waitin shit sux...it might just be me not havin any patience...I only got a little more to go...if you got the time I'd really appreciate it if you could rate me, add me...whatever it takes i'm ready to move up a notch!

Can You Find The C?
This was sent to me, I thought it was quite easy, hope you find it as quick as I did. Give it a try. Can you find the C? OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOCOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO Once you've found the C.......... Find the 6! 9999999999999999999999999999999999 9999999999999999999999999999999999 9999999999999999999999999999999999 9999999999999999999999999999999999 9999999999999999999999999999999999 99999999999999999999

To Whom It May Concern
to all my new friends and ones i hope to add this is for u......im way behind on rating....if i missed any of your pics or anything else plz let me know.......im so confused....lol dont worry b happy..........

Um, No..
Cop Uses Stun Gun On Student Who Won't Show ID Los Angeles, California (AP) -- A UCLA police officer shocked a student with a stun gun at a campus library after he refused repeated requests to show student identification and wouldn't leave, police said. The student, Mostafa Tabatabainejad, was shocked Tuesday at about 11 p.m. as police did a routine check of student IDs at the University of California, Los Angeles Powell Library computer lab. "This is a long-standing library policy to ensure the safety of students during the late-night hours," said UCLA Police Department spokeswoman Nancy Greenstein. She said police tried to escort Tabatabainejad, 23, out of the library after he refused to provide identification. Tabatabainejad instead encouraged others at the library to join his resistance, and when a crowd began to gather, police used the stun gun on him, Greenstein said. Tabatabainejad was arrested for resisting and obstructing a police officer and later released on his own rec

It Was Bound To Happen...
U.N. Orders Wonka To Submit To Chocolate Factory Inspections United Nations (The Onion) — Responding to pressure from the international community, the U.N. ordered enigmatic candy maker William "Willy" Wonka to submit to chocolate-factory inspections Monday. The enigmatic, elusive despot. "For years, Wonka has hidden the ominous doings of his research and development facility from the outside world," U.N. Secretary General Kofi Annan said. "Given the reports of child disappearances, technological advances in glass-elevator transport, and Wonka-run Oompa-Loompa forced-labor camps, the time has come to put an end to three decades of secrecy in the Wonka Empire." The chocolate-making capabilities of Wonka's heavily fortified compound have long been a source of speculation. Wonka, defying international calls for full disclosure, has maintained his silence regarding his factory's suspected capacity to manufacture confections of mass deliciousness. Secretary of State Colin Powe

Finally, A Better Way!
Kids! Accept Jesus Christ as Your Lord and Savior and Get a Free PlayStation 3! (LandOver Baptist) This brand new extended PlayStation 3 offer is for children and teenagers only! It may not be used in conjunction with any other Landover Baptist salvation offer. Hey kids! If your Mom and Dad can't get you a PlayStation 3 for Christmas, you can still get one FOR FREE! Have you ever heard of Jesus Christ? Well, He's heard of you! And He wants you to have all the cool toys your parents are too cheap to buy! In fact, the Lord Jesus is very upset with your parents that they won't give you all the latest stuff that every kid in America deserves! And Jesus has got your back, because He is your homeboy! If you've never heard of Jesus, He is an invisible cloud-dwelling deity (infinite lives!) who loves you very much and wants nothing more than to give you a free PlayStation 3! We here at Landover Baptist Church work full-time as servants of Jesus Christ, and He's told us about you

Happy Thanksgiving
Just wanted to say Happy Turkey day to you all. I'm heading back to PA tomorrow to visit my family and won't have much access to a computer. So, I just wanted to make sure I sent this out today. Take care all and I will talk to everyone when I get back next week. ~Tony~

I Wann Hear You Scream And Shout
Listen up, turn it up and rock it out party on, I wanna hear you scream and shout this is real, as real as it gets I came to get down to get some fucking respect taking it back to hardcore level you better be ready, put your pedal to the metal taking it back to hardcore level you better be ready, put your pedal to the metal. Go! Whoa I'll never give in Whoa I'll never give up Whoa I'll never give in And I just wanna be, wanna be loved Whoa I'll never give in Whoa I'll never give up Whoa I'll never give in And I just wanna be, wanna be loved I want domination I want your submission I see you’re not resisting To this temptation I’ve got one confession A love deprivation I’ve got a jet black heart It’s all fucked up and it’s falling apart Whoa I'll never give in Whoa I'll never give up Whoa I'll never give in And I just wanna be, wanna be loved Whoa I'll never give in Whoa I'll never give up Whoa I'll never give in And I just wanna be, wanna be love

I Feel So Much Better Now That You're Gone Forever
Don't know what's going on Don't know what went wrong Feels like a hundred years I Still can't believe you're gone So I'll stay up all night With these bloodshot eyes While these walls surround me with the story of our life I feel so much better Now that you're gone forever I tell myself that I don't miss you at all I'm not lying, denying that I feel so much better now That you're gone forever Now things are coming clear And I don't need you here And in this world around me I'm glad you disappeared So I'll stay out all night Get drunk and fuck and fight Until the morning comes I'll Forget about our life I feel so much better Now that you're gone forever I tell myself that I don't miss you at all I'm not lying, denying that I feel so much better now That you're gone forever First time you screamed at me I should have made you leave I should have known it could be so much better I hope you're missing me I hope I've made you see That I'm gone forever

If Tomorrow Never Comes
If Tommorrow Never Comes If I knew it would be the last time that I'd see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord, your soul to keep. If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door, I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more. If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise, I would video tape each action and word, so I could play them back day after day. If I knew it would be the last time, I could spare an extra minute or two to stop and say I love you, instead of assuming you would KNOW I do. If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day, well I'm sure you'll have so many more, so I can let just this one slip away. For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight, and we always get a second chance to make everything right. There will always be another day to say our I love you's, And certainly there's an

On The Ground I Lay Motionless In Pain
On the ground I lay Motionless in pain I can see my life flashing before my eyes Dead I fall asleep Is this all a dream Wake me up, I'm living a nightmare I will not die (I will not die) I will survive I will not die, I'll wait here for you I feel alive, when you're beside me I will not die, I'll wait here for you In my time of dying On this bed I lay Losing everything I can see my life passing me by Was it all too much Or just not enough Wake me up, I'm living a nightmare I will not die (I will not die) I will survive I will not die, I'll wait here for you I feel alive, when you're beside me I will not die, I'll wait here for you In my time of dying I will not die, I'll wait here for you I feel alive, when you're beside me I will not die, I'll wait here for you In my time of dying I will not die, I'll wait here for you I feel alive, when you're beside me I will not die, I'll wait here for you In my time of dying

Studying, Philosophy, And Crap
Apparently, the latest craze is the new SFW rules. "Thus shall be banned all images of boobies, cleavage, manmeat, or anything remotely sexy, fortwith!" What a stupid ass rule. First, you shouldn't be on this website at work. You should be freakin' WORKING! Though I do admit that I don't always work at work, but that's beside the point. In fact, my place of work has this website blocked, thus preventing me from seeing ANY NSFW pictures. Secondly, we used to have this system of rating photos either adult or not adult. We require people to not have any adult photos in the main gallery. Aren't these requirements enough? For the love of all that is holy, when will the censorship stop?! I'll tell you when...when every red blooded, freedom loving, fried chicken eating member of this great United States of America gives up and STOPS posting pictures of their breasts and penii on the web. STAND WITH ME AMERICA, and show the mods what true freedom is! Post pictures of your naked

Rough Few Days.
Sorry I haven't been around much lately. To keep a long story short, I had to put down a dog this morning. He's been really sick and in the hospital since Saturday with cancer, renal failure and a few other problems. I probably wont be very active again until after the Thanksgiving holidays. I hope everyone has a great Turkey Day and I'll see you when I return!

Over And Over Over And Over I Fall For You
I feel it everyday it's all the same It brings me down but I'm the one to blame I've tried everything to get away So here I go again Chasing you down again Why do I do this? Over and over, over and over I fall for you Over and over, over and over I try not to It feels like everyday stays the same It's dragging me down and I can't pull away So here I go again Chasing you down again Why do I do this? Over and over, over and over I fall for you Over and over, over and over I try not to Over and over, over and over You make me fall for you Over and over, over and over You don't even try So many thoughts that I can't get out of my head I try to live without you, every time I do I feel dead I know what's best for me But I want you instead I'll keep on wasting all my time Over and over, over and over I fall for you Over and over, over and over I try not to Over and over, over and over You make me fall for you Over and over, over and over You don't

Tennis Ball
Out for a run one fine spring morning in Central Park, Bob the Jogger spotted a brand new tennis ball. Seeing no one around, he stooped over, picked it up and slipped it into the pocket of his shorts. After finishing his run around the reservoir, he headed back to his apartment, pausing only momentarily at Central Park West to wait for the light to change. A blond standing next to him eyed the large bulge in his shorts. "What's that?" she asked. "Tennis ball," came the breathless reply. "Oh, my goodness," said the blond sympathetically, "I can only imagine how painful that must be..... I once had tennis elbow."

If You Geel So Walked On So Painful So Pissed Off You're Not The Only One
If you feel so empty So used up, so let down If you feel so angry So ripped off so stepped on You're not the only one Refusing to back down You're not the only one So get up Let's start a riot, a riot Let's start a riot Let's start a riot, a riot Let's start a riot If you feel so filthy So dirty so fucked up If you feel so walked on So painful so pissed off You're not the only one Refusing to go down You're not the only one So get up Let's start a riot, a riot Let's start a riot Let's start a riot, a riot Let's start a riot If you feel so empty So used up, so let down If you feel so angry Just get up Let's start a riot, a riot Let's start a riot Let's start a riot, a riot Let's start a riot

It's Not Too Late, It's Never Too Late
This world will never be What I expected And if I don't belong Who would have guessed it I will not leave alone Everything that I own To make you feel like it's not too late It's never too late Even if I say It'll be alright Still I hear you say You want to end your life Now and again we try To just stay alive Maybe we'll turn it around 'Cause it's not too late It's never too late No one will ever see This side reflected And if there's something wrong Who would have guessed it And I have left alone Everything that I own To make you feel like It's not too late It's never too late Even if I say It'll be alright Still I hear you say You want to end your life Now and again we try To just stay alive Maybe we'll turn it around 'Cause it's not too late It's never too late The world we knew Won't come back The time we've lost Can't get back The life we had Won't be ours again This world will never be What I expected And if I don't belong

Somebody Wake Me From This Nightmare
I can't escape this hell So many times i've tried But i'm still caged inside Somebody get me through this nightmare I can't control myself So what if you can see the darkest side of me? No one will ever change this animal I have become Help me believe it's not the real me Somebody help me tame this animal (This animal, this animal) I can't escape myself (I can't escape myself) So many times i've lied (So many times i've lied) But there's still rage inside Somebody get me through this nightmare I can't control myself So what if you can see the darkest side of me? No one will ever change this animal I have become Help me believe it's not the real me Somebody help me tame this animal I have become Help me believe it's not the real me Somebody help me tame this animal Somebody help me through this nightmare I can't control myself Somebody wake me from this nightmare I can't escape this hell (This animal, this animal, this animal, this animal, this anima

I'd Rather Feel Pain Than Nothing At All
Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all You're sick of feeling numb You're not the only one I'll take you by the hand And I'll show you a world that you can understand This life is filled with hurt When happiness doesn't work Trust me and take my hand When the lights go out you will understand Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Anger and agony Are better than misery Trust me I've got a plan When the lights go off you will understand Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing Rather feel pain I know (I know

There's Money To Be Made Off Someone Else's Pain
It's a wild Wild world It's a wild Wild world And there's money to be made off someone else's shame Every day and every night there's something going wrong City rats to suburbanites hold tight 'cause this is your song It's a wild Wild world That you might not believe in It's a wild Wild world That can be so deceiving And there's money to be made off someone else's shame And there's money to be made off someone else's pain Time can turn it's back on you, leave you broken and asking for A little bit more and less to lose, you lie and cheat and steal just to score It's a wild Wild world It's a wild Wild world It's a wild Wild world It's a wild Wild world And there's money to be made off someone else's shame And there's money to be made off someone else's pain Broken glass and alcohol, bars on windows, security walls You don't belong here in this place, you're too good for that I can see it in your face It's a wild Wild world That you mig

Stolen As Well.
From Her. 70 QUIRKS ABOUT ME - 01. Initials: MDS 02. Name someone with the same birthday as you: No one I know. 03. Last thing you ate: Bacon and scrambled eggs. 04. For or against same sex marriage: For For For! 05. I say Shotgun! You say?: Fianchi. 06. Last person you hugged?: I can't remember 07. Do you believe in God?: ... 08. How many U.S states have you been to?: No telling. Around 15-20 at least. 09. How many of the U.S states have you lived in: Four or five, I think. 10. Ever lived outside of the US: Not yet. 11. Name something you like physically about yourself: ... 12. Something non-physical you like about yourself: I think. 13. Who is your best friend?: Synthetic 14. Why are you up?: Because I'm not down. 15. Who made you angry today? Matt 16. Favorite type of Food?: Impossible. 17. Favorite holiday: *shrugs* None really effect me anymore. Just another day... 18. Do you download music: Yep 19. What illegal thi

I Can't Change Who I Am
Out on your own, Cold and alone again. Can this be what you really wanted, baby? Blame it on me, Set your guilt free. Nothing can hold you back now. Now that you're gone, I feel like myself again. Grieving the things I can't repair and willing... To let you blame it on me, And set your guilt free. I don't want to hold you back now love. I can't change who I am. Not this time, I won't lie to keep you near me. And in this short life, there's no time to waste on giving up. My love wasn't enough. And you can blame it on me, Just set your guilt free, honey. I don't want to hold you back now love.

Whats Your Gift
You scored as You have the Gift of Wisdom. You have had the gift of Wisdom bestoyed upon you. You know how things work, and usually don't know where your knowledge comes from. The same applies to other things that you "just know". People come to you for advice because you are almost always right. Have patience with yourself and don't over do everything.You have the Gift of Wisdom81%You have the Gift of Empathy75%You have the Gift of Discernment69%You sadly do not recognize your gift yet50%You have the Gift of a Seer38%You have the Gift of Perception/Aura Vision38%What is your gift?(PICS)created with QuizFarm.com

Selfishly Hated, No Wonder You're Jaded
Don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. You want me, Come find me. Make up your mind. Should I let you fall? Lose it all? So maybe you can remember yourself. Can't keep believing, We're only deceiving ourselves . And I'm sick of the lie, And you're too late. Don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. You want me, Come find me. Make up your mind. Couldn't take the blame. Sick with shame. Must be exhausting to lose your own game. Selfishly hated, No wonder you're jaded. You can't play the victim this time, And you're too late. Don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. You want me, Come find me. Make up your mind. You never call me when you're sober. You only want it cause it's over, It's over. How could I have burned paradise? How could I - you were never mine. So don't cry to me. If you loved me, You would be here with me. Don't lie to me, Just get your things. I've made up

Hey
do u like my pro do like my pics do u wanna get to know me do u wanna date me do u wanna talk to me do u think age matters do u think i look good and do u think i look my age if u dont think i look my age then y would age matter unless i look younger

All That's Pure Is Now Insane
Crawl through the flames that eat your flesh Drowned in the waters that know you best Step inside I've been waiting here for you On your knees, where you shall crawl Flying so high you'll never fall Step inside we've been waiting here for you Bow down, you've chose your maker He never gives he's always a taker The electric burns that fuel the fire It's just your suicide messiah Walk through the streets that know your name All that's pure is now insane Step inside I've been waiting here for you Another trip, another lie Life's hand of doom has you feeling fine Step inside we've been waiting here for you

Holy Hollywood, Batman!
Star-Filled 'Bible Experience' A Hit Longer Old Testament audio version is planned for 2007. Blair Underwood is the voice of Jesus in "The Bible Experience," a hit on the audio book circuit. It's an epic telling of the life of Jesus, an ambitious production featuring an all-star cast. But it's not a movie or miniseries. It's a new audio Bible released by Zondervan, one of the world's largest publishers of religious books. "Inspired By ... The Bible Experience: New Testament" features a large, all-black cast including some of Hollywood's biggest names. And in the world of audio books, it's a smash. It has been at or near the No. 1 spot among the best-selling books listed on Wal-Mart's Web site since its early fall release. The retail chain Family Christian Stores say it's the fastest-selling audio Bible it has ever stocked. The 21-hour production, which lists for $49.99, features the voice talents of more than 250 singers, clergy and actors, including Denzel Washingt

All Shall Fade To Black Again And Again
I've been around this world Yet I see no end All shall fade to black again and again This storm that's broken me My only friend In this river all shall fade to black In ths river ain't no coming back In this river all shall fade to black Ain't no coming back Withdrawn I step away Just to find myself The door is closed again The only one left This storm that's broken me My only friend

Then And Now
Sad but true!!! Scenario: Jack pulls into school parking lot with rifle in gun rack. 1973 -Vice Principal comes over, takes a look at Jack's rifle, goes to his car and gets his to show Jack. 2006 - School goes into lockdown, FBI called, Jack hauled off to jail and never sees his truck or gun again. Counselors called in for traumatized students and teachers. ++++++++++++++++++++++ Scenario: Johnny and Mark get into a fist fight after school. 1973 -Crowd gathers. Mark wins. Johnny and Mark shake hands and end up best friends. Nobody goes to jail, nobody arrested, nobody expelled. 2006 - Police called, SWAT team arrives, arrests Johnny and Mark. Charge them with assault, both expelled even though Johnny started it. +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Scenario: Jeffrey won't be still in class, disrupts other students. 1973 - Jeffrey sent to office and given a good paddling by Principal. Sits still in class. 2006- Jeffrey given huge doses of Ritalin. Becomes

Update To The Contest Im In
I just got word that you can COMMENT MORE THAN ONCE. IT WILL BE COUNTED AS LONG AS YOU SAY SOMETHING DIFFERENT IN EACH COMMENT.. SO LETS GET TO IT PLEASE .....REVOTE... REVOTE AS MANY TIMES AS YOU WANT...YIPPIE.... OK.. Im doing better but still not there. I need more help.. PLEASE.. dont make me beg.. although im sure some you reading this would enjoy that..LOL OK over 500 friends and I got more votes from random people..thats kinda fucked up . CUM ON PEOPLE..YOU ARE SUPPOSE TO BE MY FRIENDS... If you cant see my private album you can see this photo... Im in a contest please stop by and vote Instructions to VOTE: 1. Click the link 2. Leave a comment (I vote for you) 3. RATE (10 please) 4. Stop by my page and let me know you voted. CLICK THE LINK HERE: [ CherryTAP.com photo: 202649423 ] Thanks Harleysportee69 PLEASE SHARE THIS LINK WITH YOUR FRIENDS....MAYBE THEY WILL VOTE IF YOU DONT.

Flag This...
This was apparently marked by the Cherry gods as NSFW. Umm... Pardon, but what part of the NSFW policy does this violate? It's a close-up shot but not my primary. It's not nudity. So it's my breasts. Big deal. People like them so I took a picture of them. People like my eyes, too... if I post a close-up of them, will it also be flagged? Whatever.

Hey Sweeties
Hey sweeties how are you? sorry if I am not on here much I try to check in. I been tending to mother inlaw and now kids are out of school for the hoildays. E-mail me anytime at loriesc4@alltel.net Have a good day sweeties...

Which One Are You From
You Are From Mercury You are talkative, clever, and knowledgeable - and it shows. You probably never leave home without your cell phone! You're witty, expressive, and aware of everything going on around you. You love learning, playing, and taking in all of what life has to offer. Be careful not to talk your friends' ears off, and temper your need to know everything. What Planet Are You From?

What I'm Thankful For
Even though I'm still going through such crap with my court case against the BMV... and even though I don't have the job I so desperately want and need, I'm still thankful for so many things. I'm thankful for... My beautiful boys. Though at times they piss me off to no end, I love them both immeasurably. Without them my life would be meaningless and empty. Bryant. He is a wonderful guy and a terrific father to our youngest son. He has helped me out so much in these trying times and his support and love mean the world to me. My brother Billy. He's a pain in the azz, but I would be lost without him. He's still one of my best friends. I still wish he could learn how to pimp out his page OWN cherry page, but hey... I can't have everything, lol. My awesome friends, both online and off. Friends just always have a way of making me feel better when I'm down. They make me smile, they listen to my crap, they send me messages or e-mails that make me laugh, cry, groan and e

Nine Easy Ways To Avoid Society( This Is Only A Joke So Laugh)
This is a beginners guide to becoming a bitch hermit so follow these nine steps: 1) Work at home by selling junk on Ebay 2) Keep 56k internet modem on 24/7 3) Go out no earlier than 3am 4) Keep up with latest new and technology using via internet 5) Sleep during the day 6) Live on sugary junk food 7) Listen to Morissey and the Smiths and realize that the world is a bleak place to live 8) Watch tv and complain about current saturday Night Live shows 9) Survive on stuff sent through mail order This is a message brought to you by Foamy the Squirrel to watch episodes go to www.FriendsofFoamy.com and feel his squirrely wrath........ you cheap bastards.

Updates.
I know its late sorry. I just got home from work I left 2 hours early. Im tired. Badly tired. And sore. And stressed to the max. And theres something bothering me badly. And i cant make it go away -sigh- ♥ ♥ ♥ Icon of the day Sadly true =/ Ugh this day has SUCKED badly. Work was hell. People where all yelling at me like everything was my fault, and im not the doctor so dont yell at me! Then my dad called to yell at me. And just lecture me and all i wanted to do was cry. Then i got puked on which ofcourse made me sick. This little shit head kid kicked me twice. I gotta get something to eat. I havent in a while. But i doubt itll stay down. -insert pissed off face- Ugh. ♥ ♥ ♥ Is it ni ni time yet? This song i cant get out of my head. Its like stuck there and i dont know why. I mean i do. Cause it relates to me. But bleh. Make it stop! < 3 ♥ Its not the music video for it. But its the only thing i could

How Do These Braniacs Get Famous??
STUPID CELEBRITY QUOTES "Where's Austria?" David Hasselhoff, Baywatch star, when told he has five gold albums as a singer in Austria. "Beyond its entertainment value, Baywatch has enriched and, in many cases, helped save lives. I'm looking forward to the opportunity to continue with a project which has has such a significance for so many." David Hasselhoff "Good looking people turn me off. Myself included." Patrick Swayze "Smoking kills. If you're killed, you've lost a very important part of your life." Brooke Shields, during an interview to become spokesperson for a federal anti-smoking campaign "There is certainly more in the future now than back in 1964." Roger Daltrey "I feel my best when I'm happy." Winona Ryder "Whenever I watch TV and see those poor starving kids all over the world, I can't help but cry. I mean I'd love to be skinny like that but not with all those flies and death and stuff." Mariah Carey "I would not live forever, because we s

Waaaaaaaaa
fucking grow up assfaces I'm totally on babyjesus's side on this NSFW situation. THIS place is for everyone! not just for nude pics you want just nude pics go to newbie nudes .com you fucking drama queens I'm trying to have fun here not worry about your stupid sob stories cause you can't have a pic of your tits on the fucking main page! grow the fuck up ya hear me GROW UP. we're all gonna have to live by more strict rules because YOU just keep causing drama and more drama its very simple and it has been since the begining if you have adult content in your pics keep them in an adult folder I AM NOT GOING TO BE LOOKING FOR A NEW PLACE TO HANG OUT BECAUSE YOU FUCKERS RUIN IT WITH YOUR DRAMA YA HEAR ME!

Suicidal (kinda Off)
I've lost my faith,And have no hope And everyday,keeps getting worse I lost my friends,My family to Cause all the lies u made me do. My life's a mess,And cant be fixed The wound's too deep,for me to live I do not want, to cause more grief, So after this;my life-i'll-be-brief. I do not know, why i hate life If all it gave me, was delight My family's loved me,through & through My friends have liked me. Though i've been a fool All i know. Is that im a coward, That can face problems, when they happen My life's a joke. I'll write no more I lost my faith,And i'll be no more...

N.s.f.w. Feedback
I have received over a hundred emails about our new Not Safe For Work policy. Many of you have been strongly opposed while the majority of you have complimented CherrTAP for stepping up to the plate. I wanted to make a few things clear. 1. Not Safe For Work is exactly what it sounds like. If your photo is flagged NSFW, please respect our policy. For a clear definition, Click Here! 2. We are not censoring anyone nor will we be deleting photos. We are simply asking members to flag NSFW content and keep it out of the public areas. I am not sure why some of your are so head strong about FORCING all of us to look at your junk. 3. Many of you are complaining about photos being flagged in your gallery. Please do not take this personal. The goal is to ensure the public areas are clean. Just because your photo is flagged Not Safe For Work doesn't mean CherryTAP is calling it adult. Again, Not Safe For Work is exactly what it sounds like. In lame ass terms...it means your photo would

A Cute Poem For A Cute Girl...unknown
You changed my world with a blink of an eye That is something that I can not deny You put my soul from worst to best That is why I treasure you my dearest Marites You just don't know what you have done for me You even pushed me to the best that I can be You really are an angel sent from above To take care of me and shower with love When I'm with you I will not cry even a single a tear And your touch have chased away all of my fear You have given me a life that I could live worthwhile It is even better everytime you smile It so magical those things you've made To bring back my faith that almost fade Now my life is a dream come true It all began when I was loved by you Now I have found what I am looking for It's you and your love and nothing more Co'z you have given me this feeling of contentment In my life something I've never felt I wish I could talk 'til the end of day But now I'm running out of things to say So I'll end by the line you already know "I

My Eyes (take Two)
What kind of eyes do you have? (with pictures) EdenYou have eden eyes. Eden is the color of water. Your eyes symbolize your great flexibility. You are a creative person. You can think of many good ways to get your point across to people as you have very good communication abilities. When someone feels down or is hurt, you have the remarkable ability to help them and heal them. If you have too little going on in your life, you may be withdrawn and depressed, timid, manipulative, unreliable, stubborn, or suspicious. Some words to describe you: peaceful, sincere, affectionate, tranquil, intuitive, trustworthy, pure, loyal, healing, and stable. Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

About The Recent Commotion (from A Bullitin)
ok i have been reading all this back and forth on why we should or should not be able to post what we want to on our pics and i keep coming back to the same conclusion. mike made this site,and he made the rules and they are subjct to change as he see's fit. he wants a site that is a friendly and fun place to be and he has put alot of time and money into it. does he ask us to pay him to join,no! he does ask for a small stipend for a blast of sticky,but that is strictly volunteer on a persons part if they want to do it. so now he is asking that we live by the rules he has made and some people act like it's their site and should be able to do what they want to on it,what is up with that? if you think you can run a better site and want to be able to post or let people post what they want to in a public manner open your own site. let's leave this one the way the founder and a great guy wants it to be. sorry for the rant but come on this is after all mikes site to do with as

Its Drone Like Sound
He walks In from work after a hard day on the Demolition site. The smell of steak and potatoes in the air. Dinner is Cookin but she is no where to be found. He wanders down to the laundry room to find her putting a load in the wash. Not hearing Him come in, he sneaks Up behind her, wraps his arms around her waist. At the surprise She rises To be met on the neck with a kiss and nibble. She turns around and Throws her arms around him as they embrace in a hug and a deep passionate kiss. They seperate, as the words flow from her mouth, "I've been waiting all day." She finishes loading the washer, as he teases her with pinches, pokes, kisses and nibbles. She heads to The door, he follows only to find that she flips the lock. She turns to face him, pulls him to her and runs her hand down the front of his filthy jeans. The smell of his sweat mixed with Concrete dust has her wanting him more than ever. She leads Him back to the washin

Truth Of Lies
You want all I am? Your wish is to control me Use me until I am no more Playing your games with my mind Twisting every truth with another lie Fuck this pain inside my soul You believe you can control me with your lies Yet you have released me all the same Creating a monster from a broken soul You wanted to see my rage To provoke my fury Well now you will see who I truely am I will destroy this so called love you torture me with My darkness unleashed into this world We shall now see who is true and who is false In this world of tricks and traps...

This Will Warm Your Heart
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OK guys. I have had enough of yall goin at eachother. I am not calling out names. You know very well who you are. If you have an intense hatred for anyone that is your perogative and thats fine. But when you attempt to ruin people on the internet its not right. Anyone here can make accusations against anyone. Its the internet. Doesnt mean they are true or false. But nonetheless this brings me to Libel ! A. WHAT IS LIBEL? (The American definition) When an injurious false statement is made about an individual, the individual is *defamed*. Defamation can occur in two forms: libel or slander. Libel occurs when there is a written statement injuring an individual, and slander occurs when there is an oral statement that injures an individual. Since on-line is considered to be written material, on-line defamation is considered to be libel. Libel occurs when a false statement is written which injures an individual by disgracing him. The statement must be about an individual and the read

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Congratulations your ALMOST a Slut! Just a wild night away! Go out and rack up some points! Your Motto: "I'll Try Anything Once!" Your Sign: "Rest Area Ahead" Let's Park! * Don't forget to pratice SAFE SEX! Take The Slut Quiz Now!"Slut Quiz - Men" is available here***starXtest v2.0***

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You Are 29 Years Old Under 12: You are a kid at heart. You still have an optimistic life view - and you look at the world with awe. 13-19: You are a teenager at heart. You question authority and are still trying to find your place in this world. 20-29: You are a twentysomething at heart. You feel excited about what's to come... love, work, and new experiences. 30-39: You are a thirtysomething at heart. You've had a taste of success and true love, but you want more! 40+: You are a mature adult. You've been through most of the ups and downs of life already. Now you get to sit back and relax. What Age Do You Act?

I Love It When A Plan Starts To Come Together
Finally I found a look that I am happy with for the site and so I am just creating gif images for buttons and stuff, got fireworks so just teaching myself how to use it also learning a lot with dreamweaver also, thank fuck for copy and paste, anyway would like to thank Cali and Cavalier Renegade for stuff they have written so far. anyway hope to be a bit more talkative once the web pages are done and working as i know they are working on me computer so hopefully once ready and i have uploaded them through the access panel they will still work.

Pan's Dawn
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I love this show. I was actually able to read the pilot script, in a bit of a different form, well over a year ago. I knew it would be a success. But, I really don't think I am most like Nathan. You scored as Nathan Petrelli. Peterâ��s over-achieving older brother, Nathan is the golden boy of the family. Nathan is running for US Congress. He fears his eccentric brother and mother might bring him down and believes that Peterâ��s fantasies of flying are the delusions of a near-madman.Peter Petrelli67%Nathan Petrelli67%Hiro Nakamura58%Officer Matt Parkman50%Isaac Mendez50%Claire Bennet33%Niki Sanders8%Which of NBC's "Heroes" are you?created with QuizFarm.com

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Chapter Xiii: Jennifer's Heat (3)
Jennifer smiled and walked a little further, pausing to watch couples, groups and singles heatedly doing things to each other or themselves. She could feel her heart begin to pound as the lust within her began to grow again. She was still intent on finding Dan and the others, but Jennifer couldn't resist a brief pause when she came upon a group of guys standing in a circle around a couple fucking on a blanket. The girl was sitting, reverse-cowboy style, on her boyfriend's size-able cock, and Jennifer sighed as she watched the boy slide in and out of her pussy, pulling out until just his head was between her lips, then slowly fucking his entire length inside her, making her groan. The young blond had her head thrown back, and on either side of her stood a boy. Her hands were around their hard-ons, stroking them as she got fucked from below. Jennifer's excitement grew as she watched the boy on the left begin to shake, then groan as he began to cum over the blonde's tits. She looked down,

Chapter Xiii: Jennifer's Heat (2)
Jennifer moaned and moved into position behind them. She could see in her mind what she was going to do and her heart was beating furiously. She leaned forward, placing one hand on Kevin's tight ass, and the other between Shannon's wide-spread legs, moving higher and higher until she felt Shannon's wet pussy. Without hesitating, she plunged two fingers inside her, fucking her fast as she leaned over to Kevin's ass. Parting his cheeks, Jennifer ran her tongue from his low hanging balls to his asshole, pausing to push her tongue deep inside as she heard him groan. She began to fuck his asshole with her tongue, desperately trying to synchronize her rhythm with his face fucking. When she finally got it right, she smiled to herself and reached down to cup his balls, squeezing them gently as she felt them slap against Shannon's chin. Finally, when she felt Kevin's balls begin to dance in her hand, she released them. Moving her finger to his sopping wet asshole, toying with his tight ring and

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My Mind says that i want u My soul says that i need u Your body drives me crazy So pleez just let me feel u. My nights keep getting longer My mind keeps getting darker Your soul is what i need To fulfill this dark desire Those curves Your body has Are so dangerous & addictive. That an overdose of u Would only make more descriptive Body,mind,And soul Those are three things U should know In order to be happy In this lonely lonely world...

Chapter Xiii: Jennifer's Heat (1)
Chapter XIII: Jennifer's Heat Jennifer could see Dan as he walked away from the fire ring with April. She felt a momentary pang of jealousy that was quickly replaced with a smile. From the look on Dan's face as he walked away, she knew he was simply off for a good time. And from her conversation with Tracy a minute ago, she also knew that the plans she had gave her little room for jealousy. Laughing to herself, she turned to follow Tracy around the circle. Through the groups of people, she caught occasional glimpses of Shannon as the two girls moved closer to their friend. At first, Jennifer thought Shannon might be too close to the fire, as her body was covered with a shiny layer of sweat. Then as they got close Jennifer sighed in awe. The glistening sheen was not from sweat after all. Shannon's skin was shiny, all right, but from semen, not from sweat. Jennifer stood and watched in amazement as Shannon sucked one cock after another, sometimes taking the boy's thick load in he

Bondage?
LOLZ You scored as Bondage. Your turn on is bondage... all out. You don't have a specific part of kinky sex that turns you on more than any other... everything working together turns you on. And why shouldn't it? Sex isn't sex without all the trimmings.Bondage92%Whips83%Biting67%Chains/Handcuffs58%Blind Folds25%Blood0%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

Missing Soldier From Fort Campbell Please Read!!!
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Chapter Xii: Burning Ring Of Fire!
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Chapter Xi: Beach Party!
Chapter XI: BEACH PARTY! Dan walked up to Jennifer as she stood in the doorway. He drew her into his arms, feeling her full breasts pressing into his chest. His hands moved over her back as they exchanged a wet, passionate kiss, and from the feel of her skin, he knew she was naked under her skirt and T-shirt. Jennifer smiled sexily at him as he looked into her eyes. "I decided against a bathing suit." she said, her eyes bright and burning. "I have a feeling that there won't be a lot of swimming going on tonight..." Dan nodded in agreement, glancing down at her hard nipples pushing out from her shirt. "And if you do decide to get wet, you'll look fabulous in what you have on....", he said. Jennifer smiled and ran her hand over his flat belly, moving slowly lower until it slid over his hard cock. She squeezed him lovingly before moving lower to cup his re-filled balls. "I definitely plan on getting wet tonight..." she teased, her hand returning to his cock. "But not f

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Chapter Ix: Pool Party!
Chapter IX: Pool Party! Dan was still lying face down on the carpeting, pretending to be asleep. His hard-on was still providing him a bit of discomfort, but he'd managed to adust his position slightly without drawing the girls' attention. Now all he had to do was control himself while he listened to Shannon telling her story to Jennifer as they sat on the couch just three feet away from him. He knew that his 'awakening' would certainly not put out the fires that had been raging through the three of them, but his voyeuristic side was enjoying secretly listening and watching Shannon and Jennifer interact. Jennifer's story had certainly set the mood and Shannon was just beginning her tale. He grinned to himself as he began to realize that all those rumors circulating about the cheerleader were based at least on some level of fact... He slowly, imperceptibly he hoped, turned his head to allow for a better view of the two girls on the couch and had to stifle a groan. Both girls wer

Chapter Viii: The Weekend (2)
"Come here..." she whispered, pulling Dan closer. Confused at first, Dan moved close to his girlfriend, then realized what she was doing. Smiling he straddled Shannon's body, moving close to Jennifer. She curled her fingers around his hard-on as he knelt over Shannon. Jennifer raised herself up slightly, and placed Dan's cock between Shannon's tits, then pushed the girl's breasts together, making a warm fuck tunnel for Dan's prick. She heard Shannon groan underneath her and smiled as Dan reached out to fondle her own tits. He began to slide his cock back and forth, fucking Shannon's tits as he squeezed and pinched Jennifer's. "I want to see you come on her tits..." Jennifer teased. "I want you to shoot your hot thick cum all over her...then I'm going to lick it all off..." Dan groaned, feeling his balls filling and tingling. Jennifer smiled at the look of pure pleasure on her boyfriend's face. Looking into his eyes, she lowered her pussy closer to Shannon's tits. Using her thig

Chapter Viii: The Weekend
Chapter VIII: The Weekend Jennifer's engines were still running hotter than they ever had as the three of them walked through the breezeway. She glanced to the corner where she'd been with Todd Bridges that morning. She squeezed Dan's arm as she remembered how Todd had felt coming in her hand. She definitely owed Dan an extra exciting time. She'd left him hard all morning long, while she'd taken pleasure in making two other men come with her hand. She definitely owed him an extra good come. And it wouldn't be with her hand this time. Her mouth was going to do the work this time, and she would let Dan decide where to shoot his semen. She knew that she would enjoy his choice...wherever that would be. Squeezing her boyfriend to her, she glanced over at Shannon, wondering what thoughts were going through the young blonde's mind. She was about to ask her, when the toot of a car horn made the three of them look up. "Shit!" Shannon cursed. "It's Randy..." Randy was Shann

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Shivering at the feel of his hand, she moved her right hand out, brushing against the tent in Dan's lab coat. She heard him sigh and felt his hand tighten on her thigh. Both of them stared ahead, trying to make it appear that they were still working on their experiment as their hands began to move. Dan couldn't resist her suggestive moves, or the feel of her leg. He began to move his hand up and down her inner thigh, letting it go a little higher with each pass. Shannon sighed and let her legs part more, encouraging him to continue. Her own fingers curled around the tent in his coat, encircling his hard cock. Feeling the heat of his organ through the lab coat, she looked at him with a lust filled grin. "You were a bit more than a 'little' nasty, I think..." she whispered. Working her fingers between the buttons of his coat, the sexy cheerleader finally contacted his naked cock. Dan groaned as he felt Shannon's fingers close around him and begin to pump his staff. Glancing a

Chapter Vii: Experimenting In The Lab (2)
When Jennifer walked into the lab, general pandemonium was pretty much the rule. Students were everywhere, sitting on the lab tables, leaning out of the windows...pretty much just enjoying their freedom. She saw Dan in the back, reserving their lab table. He was already wearing his lab coat and was talking with Shannon West, a gorgeous blond cheerleader that Jennifer had never really gotten to know. She knew of Shannon's reputation as a "party girl" though, and felt a moment of jealousy as she watched Dan talking and laughing with her. He was obviously acting interested, and Shannon was obviously flirting with him, placing her hand on his arm and pressing her nubile body against his as they laughed. As Jennifer walked towards them though, her jealousy disappeared. After what she'd just experienced with Mr. Redfield, to say nothing of what she'd done with Todd Bridges in the breezeway of the school, she realized that she had little right to be jealous. Dan was having some fun, just

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Chapter V: A vee bit of voyuerism "Hi, Mr. Renquist..." she said cheerfully. She hoped she looked at least half-way presentable. From the look on Dan's father's eyes as they danced over her, she figured she was. She relaxed and smiled. This time for real. "Hi, Dad!" Dan called out, trying to control the shaking in his voice. "You're home early...!" Dan's father looked at him with a gleam in his eyes and a half smile on his lips. "I have to get some paperwork from the study..." he said. "I hope I'm not interrupting anything..." He looked over at Jennifer with a "concerned" look in his eyes, then smiled. "Uh...no...." Dan stammered. "Jennifer and I were just discussing.. uh.. homework.. right, Jen?" Jennifer looked directly into Mr. Renquist's eyes and smiled. "Uh-huh...homework..." She stepped over to sit beside Dan, her eyes still fixed on his father. Her smiled increased when she saw his eyes drop to her legs as she sat, and she made no attempt to adjust her sk

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Holla
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What Kind Of Sex Do You Love?
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Immortal Ego
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So..I'm going to my sisters on Thursday =) I'm excited because I havn't seen her in awhile. And I get to make fun of her boyfriend Because..well..its just hard not too =) And she'll laugh, And so will I.. PLUS I get to see my awesome cute nephew Kilo=D HI ASHLEY:P

Now This Bitch Has Nerve
I saw a bulletin today that read: "ITS TIME WE A MEMBERS OF THIS SITE STOP PLAYING LIKE WE ARE STILL LITTLE KIDS.JUST BECAUSE SOMEONE DOES NOT GET THIER WAY THEY START BASHING SOMEONE CALLING PEOPLE FAKE ETC WITHOUT PROOF.WE ARE ALL HERE TO MAKE FRIENDS AND HAVE A GOOD TIME.SO THE NO.1 RULE SHOULD BE IF YOU CAN NOT SAY SOMETHING NICE ABOUT SOMEONE DON"T SAY NOTHING AT ALL.AND WHEN YOU SEE A POST FLYING ACROSS CHERRY TAP SEEING SOMEONE BASHING SOMEONE ELSE CALLING THEM NAMES-FAKE ETC START LOOKING AT THE VERY "BOTTOM"OF THE POST THE ORGINAL POSTER IS ALWAYS THE LAST ONE ON THE BOTTOM.GO TO THIS PERSONS PAGE PUT THEM ON BLOCK SO YOU DO NOT HAVE TO LISTEN TO THIER BAD MOUTHING.I HAVE SPOKEN MY PIECE FOR TODAY SO USE WHAT GOD GAVE YOU"YOUR BRAIN"" On it's face..that's awesome, I agree with the sentiments 100% however...ohhh yes, there is always a however...before I go with my however...lol, my disclaimer: Yes, I am a bouncer, I do my best to represent that position but I'm also

My First Real Cherrytap Chat
okay so im fuckin off on here...and i decide to go add my 2 cents on some mumms...i hit one whether or not to verify age by cc on here...well that gets into the whole kids lookin at porn thing...so i get a shout...and now im in my first actually chat here..about a REAL topic..and now i know why i dont talk about real issues with anyone..hardly ever..i get so heated..and everything is soo confusing.... Pedophilia, paedophilia or pædophilia (see spelling differences) is the paraphilia of being sexually attracted primarily or exclusively to prepubescent or peripubescent children. Persons with this attraction are called pedophiles. In contrast to the generally accepted medical definition, the term pedophile is also used colloquially to denote significantly older adults who are sexually attracted to adolescents below the local age of consent,[1] as well as those who have sexually abused a child. so what is up with the 2nd part?? below the local age of consent???? so if you live in

Ok So Yeah
Wow, OK. There are alot of annoying things about this site in general. One of them is that this site makes way too much noise for it's own good. Secondly, I just got logged out of my blog and lost all my initial data. These are things I feel need to be fixed. However, overall, this site is pretty OK. Anyway, I'm going to write in my real blog now. That's located at www.asmodaeus.com. Check it out YO.

The Hurt That I Feel In You
The hurt that I feel To know that you are alone When you are in need Of attention and Comfort To be in the arms Of one who understands And feels The pain that you feel When you hurt I hurt that I feel in You I want to be there for you I want to be there by your side To give you The Love I feel in You The Attention I feel in You The Support I feel in You That you need Whatever you want Its yours Nothing is too hard To get for one As precious as you I Feel The Hurt that I feel in You ????I really don't know where this one came from????

Celtic Horoscope
You Are An Elm Tree You are easygoing and a pleasure to be around. Good looking, you have a pleasant shape and tasteful clothes. You demand little in others, but you tend not to forgive their mistakes. Dominant, you like to lead and enjoy making decisions for others. Overall, you are cheerful, honest, noble, generous, and funny. What's Your Celtic Horoscope?

Kiss My Eyes And Lay Me To Sleep!!!!!
This is what I brought you This you can keep This is what I brought You may forget me I promise to depart Just promise one thing Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep This is what I brought This you can keep This is what I brought You may forget me I promise you my heart Just promise to sing Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep This is what I thought I thought you need me This is what I thought so think me Nyeve I promise you a heart you promise to keep Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep Kiss my eyes and lay me to sleep

Birthday!!!
I can't believe my baby girl just turned three years old yesterday! We had such a wonderful day! Karissa got so many gifts! She was surprised! There were a lot of people here wanting to celebrate her special day with her. Karissa requested a Cinderella cake. And it was beautiful! I hated to cut into it! Because it looked just beautiful! My baby girl...She's growing up!

Spontaneous
We all want to be spontaneous. We want to grab life with vigor and shake all we can out of it! But, some of us think too much. Our obsessive desire to analyze everything to death grabs hold and we in turn ruin many if life..s special moments ... The spontaneous moments. Here..s an example. Two individuals are faced with a romantic weekend away. Let..s see how they each respond: The Truly Spontaneous person .. ..Wow, a weekend in the mountains! I..ll bet this is going to be an adventure. I can..t wait! This is fun. The room is nice. The weather is great. My partner is being very romantic. Wow, what a fabulous time! The trip was great. The romance .... great! I can..t wait till we get another opportunity like that... The Overly Analytical Person .. ..My partner has asked me to go to the mountains for the weekend. I wonder what he/she is after. How should I dress? After all I don..t want seem too eager do I? Good thing I brought all my clothes

Morph Contest
Hello Everyone I am trying to get my first contest started and I am doing the best Morphing contest. So please help me get this contest on send me the link to the pic that you went in this contest. My link is Sexy Alpha Female Wolf@ CherryTAP So if you want to join this contest please let me know it will start Friday Night at 7:00 P.M. Eastern Time to Tuesday Night at 7:00 P.M Eastern Time. It will be the most comments wins and you and vote as much as you want and you can vote for your self also.

Taste In Men
Because I am an equal opportunity kind of chick, here is my supposed taste in men as well. Not so sure about this one either, though. TABLE cellPadding=20 align=center> Tough guyYou scored 65% masculine, 70% athletic, 27% exotic, and 43% refined! You love men, you love testosterone and you know it. You like a bad-ass man who knows what he wants. He isn't what you might bring home to mom but I don't think it really matters - he's hot! Someone like.....Vin Diesel. But let's face it, the whole point of this was to look at a bunch of hot guys. If you liked what you saw, please rate my test! My test tracked 4 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 99% on masculine You scored higher than 99% on athletic You scored higher than 99% on exotic

Warcraft Widow
Yes i have started to play world of warcraft on my puter i bought the game two weeks ago . i got the subscription last week and have played 3 days total. It is a very addictive game i dont know about the widow part but for now she dont care if i play alot ,so game on as wayne and garth say happy hunting .

One Day Left. Can You Help Me
best booty competition copy and paste link below http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=263476&i=3022398641 i will love you for ever if you will come and vote for me and rate me Thanks for being a friend

The Art Of Massage
I call this an art cause in all actuality it is. The definition of art is: The conscious production or arrangement of sounds, colors, forms, movements, or other elements in a manner that affects the sense of beauty, specifically the production of the beautiful in a graphic or plastic medium. This is what I once did. I took what was within in and brought it out in a stream of movements that made one of the most beautiful things in this world, the relaxation of both mind and body within a person. I have been trained with the proper movements to massage. I have been taught a technique to build upon. I learned all about the physical aspects of the body. I know how the blood flows, how our food fuels us, how we deal with waste. All these things can be taught. Just like one can be taught how to hold a paint brush, what colors make what colors when combined. Does knowing this make a person an artist? No its taking all this combining it with what is inside of you, with your soul. This ma

Just A Man Among Men
Does Anybody Hear Her Video - Casting Crowns lyricsCasting Crowns Music Video CodesMusic Video Codes by VideoCureMyspace Layouts Just A Man Among Men I have seen the face of beautiful I have held a lady in her most tearful Seeing pain in every ounce of bone Knowing she just wanted to be stoned Loving nights in and nights out Trail of tears have spread their doubt I am not a hero Nor a wanderer Watching pain cut to the very core Watching her tears pour Knowing I cannot do anything about Holding her close Knowing she just wants one dose The saviour of the day Is not misery or pain Her want for love is not skin deep Her want for tenderness she wants in one heap I am just a man among men Just a man who wants to save your day A man who knows he is as frail as your pain The only offer that I have is to hold your hand I am just a man among men Nothing more Nothing less James Morrow

Sorry Sorry
I realize a lot of people have been trying to get ahold of me lately. Sorry, I've been a little busy with stuff this week as my ThanksGiving break starts tomorrow and the two days of classes I did have, have been nothing short of hectic. I am apparently in Ancient1's best neck contest, so I guess go check me out there and drop a vote? I posted pics earlier in the week, those are gonna have to keep you happy for now as I still have welts and bruises everywhere from an intense Airsoft game I was in this past Sunday. Fun...but oh so painful... So yea, new pics will commense as soon as evidence to bodily damage goes away. Other than that, Have a great ThanksGiving. *muah* ~Stina

Which Type Of Guy Best Suits You?
Your Guy is a Pretty Boy ^-^Your Type:: Your type of guy is absolutely gorgeous =] Description:: He can make a potato sack look good! And BOY does he know it. He's a HUGE flirt, but an even BIGGER romantic. Romantic Points:: Sometimes he sings to you, and he likes to sit and sketch pictures of you. He never fails to let you know how beautiful you really are. =] Take this Quiz - Create a Quiz

Taste In Women
Hmmmmm...I really don't think this is accurate. My score on The Tits, Ass, and Cuteness Test: Top-Heavy!(Raw score: 55% Big Breasts, 40% Big Ass, and 56% Cute!) Thanks for taking the T and A and C test! Based on your selections, the results are clear: you show an attraction to larger breasts, smaller asses, and sexier composures than others who've taken the test. Note that you like women thin and top-heavy. This is best achieved with plastic surgery, but some specimens do exist in nature. My third variable, "cuteness" is a mostly objective measure of how innocent a given model looked. It's determined by a combination of a lot of factors: lack of dark eye makeup, facial expression, posture, etc. If you scored high on that variable, you are either really nice OR you're into deflowering teens. If you scored low, you are attracted to raunchier, sexier, women. In your case, your lower than average score suggests you appreciate a sluttier look. Kudos! Recommended

Censorship Blows
I just got a message that my main photo was an adult picture and it needs to be marked and i cant have it on my profile as my primary pic that isnt right its not like i was nakid and legs spread like many others i have seen any who have seen the pic of me in my bra is not showing anything but some cleavage i have seen more scantly dressed pics of ppl and they werent marked as adult what about them huh

Pimping
I hate this. I'm so sick of seeing my entire bulliten space full of fucking pimping shit. who the hell cares how many points you have or need. I'm here to meet new people not point or pimp myself or anyone else. I have actually deleted people from my friends and fans just because of this. The only thing I ever get from them is them trying to pimp out someone or begging for help getting to the next level. What's the big damn deal. Get over yourself and leave me the hell alone.

Women In Life
Once again, I spent another night deeply depressed. All I could think about is that I’m thirty years old and still single. Sure, I’ve asked women out before, yet when it came to the night of the actual date, they always blow me off. If they’re going to do that, why don’t they say “no” in the first place? It isn’t that hard. It’s only two letters. As a shy and highly introverted person, I already find it hard to go up to a person I like and ask them out on a date. So when they blow me off, it puts my self-esteem right down the crapper. I know I don’t have the greatest physique in the world, hell; I started gaining twenty pounds a year as soon as I hit puberty. Throughout my formative teen years, I spent most of my time helping my dad with his lawn mowing service. Over the course of a week, we probably made over $1500 mowing yards and other landscaping work. Yet no matter how active I was nor how much I dieted, I seldom lost any more than three pounds. Now, fifteen years

Romance Gone Wrong.....
I didn't write this but I thought I would share it... It might make somebody laugh.... I came home from work one day a little early. You always came over on the weekends, especially when your kids were gone for the weekend. When you called and said you would be a little late, I was actually glad. I wasn’t finished with the dinner that I was trying to prepare for you. We usually go out to our favorite restaurant; chucky cheese’s but tonight was going to be different and you didn’t know anything about it. It was my first attempt at trying to cook a meal for my baby. I had bought me some cookbooks, Recipes for Lovers, and How to Get Laid by Cooking, and I was cooking away. I was on my way to your house, running a bit late because I had to make a stop first. I wanted tonight to be extra special because it had been awhile since the last time I had seen you. When I called you to tell you I was going to be later than expected you sounded relieved and I wondered what you were up

Being A Sub
i've been sitting here reading through O/our comments and messages and am noticing a pattern. It seems to me, at least, that when some; not all, guys see how i've chosen to live....they automatically think that i'm up for grabs! i am NOT a toy, nor am i for just anyone to think that they can "order" me to do whatever their little minds want to think of! i chose to be a submissive a long time ago. This has been one of the most rewarding things i've ever done. But, it has had it's drawbacks. i've lost friends over this lifestyle. i've even inadvertantly cost my Master a friend. i love being who and what i am, and am extremely proud of being my Master's possession. i've never felt so cared for, safe, protected, and loved. He cherishes me the way someone chereishes something priceless. To Him, i AM priceless. So the next time one of these ignorant men think that just because i wear a collar around my neck....Remember, there is a Man behind that collar. It signifies His ownersh

Poem Thingy
I wrote this thing forever ago and never came up with a title, but I'm posting it anyway. I'm all mixed up inside Not sure what to do I look up and see a little ray of sunshine in my cloudy day It's you I don't know if I have what it takes To tell you you how I really feel I'm afraid of getting hurt again I can't take that pain anymore I'm afraid of failure But I just want a chance to give you my heart and soul I want a chance to show you how much I care You are my very inspiration for happiness I want to return the favor I will be yours If you are mine

Dreaming In Reality
The sunlight seeped through the canopy to fall on the needle-strewn floor in a pattern of dappled gold. Birds poured forth their hearts as they flitted among emerald clad boughs. Their boisterous tune was harmonized by the aquatic melody of a glittering brook. To my senses the scene melded into a beautiful whole. I reveled in every moment I spent within the forest. The forest gave me feeling of ease, it had the ambiance of a sanctuary. Towering bark columns and the joyous hymnal of an avian and liquid choir accentuated the feeling of a goddess-shaped cathedral. For myself the stream was enough to become lost within. I often found my thoughts drifting as I watched twinkling crystal flow by. A glass serpent that insinuated itself amid the trees that mesmerized me with myriad glittering eyes and a mercurial serenade. The time flew by quickly and before my mind could register the fact the gold seeped from the forest and the forest took on a somber air. The trees whispered behind

Brand New
Well I am very new here and lovin the way it is set up. I do wish I could get my damn pic up on here but having trouble doing so. I have sent some using my phone but can't seem to get them to come up. maybe someone can help me out with this. Would love to show you all what I look like and get to know some new friends.

I Feel Like... I Don't Know.
I spent the night in the bathroom with Amanda. I can barely remember what the hell happened. It just did. I know we wrapped his house. I know we wrapped her house. I know we were at waffle house. I know I feel like shit. I know I did something horrible. and she held me in the bathroom... but I want to die.

Ladies I Need Your Advice!!!
Hey is that what you like to hear? I am out there stuttering when it comes to approachin the ladies and I've never been like that befor I used to play football in high school so Im not shy Im actually scared of the perfumed warrior ladies Ive been cooped up with my x wife for 7 years I am scared the next one will hurt me too. but good god man. Sex is a misdemeanor the more you mis the meanor you get. I am getting really mean I need help Help me release and I will lick you I mean love you forever.... Hey I couldnt resist

!~!~!~!~!~!
NEW DAY NEW LIFE HOW WOULD U FEEL IF U FOND OUT THAT YOUR BOYFRIEND OR FOR THE BOYS GIRLFRIEND IS CHEATING ON U WITH YOUR PERENTS!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!~!!~!~!~!~ AND P.S. THAT DID NOT HAPPEN TO ME BUT IT WILL HAPPEN TO YOU ONE DAY I HOPE !~!~!~!~!~!

Fuck The Haterz And The Drama Queens & Kings!
YOU GUYS WOULDNT KNOW LOYALTY TO FAMILY IF IT CAME UP AND BIT U IN THE ASS. JUST LIKE EVERY GROUP IZ ALLWAYZ HATED ON SPECIALLY IF UR ABOUT LOVIN EACH OTHER. LIKE IM NATIVE AMERICAN AND WE IZ ALL ABOUT THE LUV AND U TRY TO WHIP US OUT AND U CANT JUST LIKE JUGGALO FAMILY U CAN HATE US ALL YOU WANT BUT WE WILL NEVER DIE!! SO GO AHEAD AND HATE ON ME ALL U WANT CUZ LUV IS SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO OVER RATED ANYWAYS!!!!!!!!!!! CUZ I DONT NEED UR LUV I HAVE PLENTY OF LUV FROM MY HOMIES. U DRAMA SEEKERS ARE LIKE FUCKIN HIGH SKOOL JUST TRYIN TO GET AS MANY VOTES FOR HOME COMING QUEEN!! WHEN MUST OF US DONT GIVE A FUCK ABOUT WINNING SOME STUPID FUCKIN CONTEST!! SO HAVE A NICE DAY !!

I Hope You Feel Better, If You Read This Show Her Some Support For When She Reads This!
hey i hope you feel better it sucks being really sick in bed...high temps...drama in life not making it any better...not being able to get things done that you need to get done...face red as a ~CHERRY~ yes i said it a cherry...lol well im showin you some love and support ash for you listening to me ok.

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My Family, Friends And Fans
Merry meet and Hello to all of you. We are leaving on our adventure tomorrow morning. First to MN the TX. I am so grateful for you all! Thanks for the caring support that you all have showed to me. I don't quite know when I will be setting my computer up again but I will hop on the one ot the Library til I figure it out it shouldn't take too long. You are all in my thoughts and I hope that you all have a happy thaksgiving! Dying inside :P

Tonsels Taken Out Yesturday In A Shit Load Of Pain..
ello.. whats up.. not much here sittin at my house alone and in pain.. i cant eat or barely drink anything.. sence they took out my tonsels yesturday.. so im sitting here listenin to Walls Of Jericho cuz im just fucking cool like that.. ya well im out.. hit me up sometime today if you wanna talk cuz im like really REALLY fucking bored!!!

Poetry: Torture In The Night
Blood was all over as she walked through the door Blood on the table, the walls and the floor Looking around, she thought "What the hell?" Not looking below her, she tripped and she fell Pushing herself up, she looked down at her hands They were covered in the flesh and the blood of her man Her breathing becomes labored as her head starts to swim Then she slowly turns around....."Oh my God, it is him!" His face was disfigured with a gun on the floor He finally had done what he promised before Pounding his chest, she screams in his ear..... "You fucking coward, how could you leave me here?" Sitting straight up from a blood curtled scream He's laying beside her......It was only a dream

A Poetry Of Lost Love
Looking out my front window, I could see the sky is trying to snow. I wonder how you are since you left that day, I just wanted you to know what I had to say. When you said you loved me, I thought it was true. You talked of forever like it was me and you. How could you do that to a woman in love? Wasn't the passion we shared from heaven above? When we kissed I could feel my body heat rise, and the urgent need to feel you inside. I can still feel your touch, so strong and yet gentle. I need you with me. I wish it were that easy, that simple. Come back to me where love first began, I will love you and cherish you time and again. Giving you all that your heart desires, keeping the sparks and passion afire. Come back to me I ask you once more, come back to love the way it was once before.

Poetry: Passion Unleashed
As I lie in bed and somberly sleep, up to my back I feel you creep My heart starts to quicken as I feel your breath, a pulsing inside as you touch my breast I rollover to touch you on your throbbing flesh, I find myself wanting more and not less The trails of wet kisses with your tongue on my skin, I opened myself wide and then let you in The feel of your tongue inside of my thighs, I let out some moans, some screams and some sighs My heart still quickens as you enter into me, the rhythm of our bodies makes me feel free I can feel it inside as you finally release, how well you can please me is beyond my belief The passion, the hunger, the bodies entwined....I feel so alive and so free and so glad your mine

Poetry: "i Am With You"
When your day is a struggle and your life seems so grim, I am with you When your life is full of happiness and you smile that big grin, I am with you Even though you can't see me and haven't talked to me for days, I am with you When you stop for no reason and your thoughts come my way, I am with you On those cold lonely nights and you find yourself missing me, I am with you Because in turn, you are always with me I know that I can't be there for you all of the time. And how desperately I wish I could. Just remember, my heart is your heart and my love is yours as well. Until we can be together in person, my heart and my compassion as well as all of my love are with you.

About Me
ok so here it is this is just a bit about me in case you were wondering who i really am: I live in akron, ohio. i was raised by my grandparents who are like my heros were it not for them i have no clue where or who i would be today. I think being raised by them also gives me a slightly old fashioned view on life. i have lived in ohio pretty much all my life except when i didnt have school i would spend my summer and other vacations in ider, alabama. im a southern girl at heart and i really miss it there. I have one younger brother 19 who is about to have a baby so i will soon have another nephew, and one younger sister 22 who has a two kids of her own a boy and a girl. i however thankfully do not have kids yet maybe someday but not yet. i also have several cousins who are like my brothers and sisters that i grew up very close with since i was raised with my grandparents mostly all girls one older 24 and the rest younger many of which also have started having their own kids. yea m

Cj's Rant Of The Day
I have a wonderful idea on how we can pay off our national debt. Recently Saddam Hussein was found guilty and sentenced to DEATH BY HANGING. Being the opportunist I am, I say we put his hanging on Pay-Per-View. Now before you get all jacked and moralistic on me remember that boxing is a common pay-per-view event and that is much bloodier then a hanging. I say you charge 79.99 for the event and along with Saddam's Hanging you also get to witness the hanging of Chemical Ali as well. As an added bonus you will also get the footage of the bomb that took out Saddam's two sons over a year ago. And dont tell me that $79.99 is too high a price because ya know what...im guessing there wont be a house in America that wouldnt have this on. Saddam is partly responsible for our debt so that little fucker can help erase it.

Oral Sex
Okay boys and girls....I'm feeling kinda HA HA today, even though shit is kinda rough. Why is it that so many women will not admit to A) performing oral sex, and B) swallowing? The reason I am asking this (before some of yall go EWWWWWWWWWWW) is that you are the FIRST people to get upset if a guy doesn't do it. Me being the permanent scuba tank holder that I am, don't have a problem with it. In fact it's one of my faves (better bring an oxygen tank and a safety word with ya), but I just wanted to know why it's EWWWWWWW when you guys do it to us...but not EWWWWWWWWW when we go down on yall. I was having a HUGE debate on the train on the way to my stepsister's house today with these three wall st. women, and two were really BLONDE about the whole thing but one said she knew where I was coming from and suggested I post this blog to find out if women are really still in the EWWWW phase (or is that just in public or not amongst friends lol). For all of you guys that think that this

How Many Of Me
Michael Leary HowManyOfMe.comThere are:13people with my namein the U.S.A.How many have your name? Stacey Cary HowManyOfMe.comThere are:8people with my namein the U.S.A.How many have your name? Stacey Leary HowManyOfMe.com

A Rap Verse Vv/ Typogrphical Errors
really give a damn wha ya think when im on the brink to extinct to fringe off the end of sin some types brethren within to stipulatin ends n collect no plex but forget this is the great texas where ya clip from a tec in haters chest slugs jumpin from the breathe where we decapitate extract the organs fro the ribcage to the intestines craze gimme that pay for these get sprayed we dont play in the lone star state escape we crucify a stage spittin pain no happy grace just frowns to extract from our phrase release my stress cause im never blessed in this life's show nope cant cope so ill call up the devil lock em in a scope m.o.e. where we murder mo murder mo flee from laws from these fo's fuck em tryin talk plottin to drop but fuck yall even if one my own gotta fall holdin my own now i feel i wanna change names maybe switch identities holdin me in commecary for my coincidental sanctity for your literaries locked away in greed from your eyes can see your jealousy fuck in

Marriage
MARRIAGE -You have two choices in life: You can stay single and be miserable, or get married and wish you were dead. -At a cocktail party, one woman said to another, "Aren't you wearing your wedding ring on the wrong finger?" "Yes, I am. I married the wrong man." -A man inserted an ad in the classifieds: "Wife Wanted". Next day he received a hundred letters. They all said the same thing: "You can have mine." -When a man steals your wife there is no better revenge than to let him keep her. -A man is incomplete until he is married. Then he is finished. -A young son asked, "Is it true Dad, that in some parts of Africa a man doesn't know his wife until he marries her?" Dad replied, "That happens in every country, son." -If you want your wife to listen and pay strict attention to every word you say -- talk in your sleep. -Just think, if it weren't for marriage, men would go through life thinking they had no faults at all. -First guy says, "My wife's an a

Texas Cowboy Sex
COWBOY SEX... Prior to her trip to Texas, Buffy (a New Yorker) confided to her co-workers she had three goals for her trip to the Lone Star State: 1. She wanted to taste some real Texas Bar-B-Que. 2. She wanted to take in a bona fide rodeo. And.. 3. She wanted to have sex with a real cowboy. Upon her return, the girls were curious as to how she fared. Let me tell you, they have a tree down there called a Mesquite and when they slow cook that brisket over that Mesquite, it's ooooh so good. The taste is unbelievable! And I went to a real rodeo. Talk about athletes those guys wrestle full grown bulls! They ride horses at a full gallop, then jump off the horses and grab the bull by the horns and throw them to the ground! It is just incredible! They then asked, Well tell us, did you have sex with a real cowboy?" Are you kidding? When I saw the outline of the condom they carry in the back pocket of their jeans, I changed my mind!"

Helga Needs A Beer
It was a hot day in Minnesota. Helga hung out the wash to dry, put a roast in the oven, and then went downtown to pick up some dry cleaning. "Gootness, it's hotter Dan hell today," she mused to herself as she walked down Main Street. She passed a tavern and thought , "Vy nodt?" So she walked in and took a seat at the bar. The bartender walked up and asked her what she would like to drink. "Ya know," Helga said, "it is zo hot, I tink I'll have myself a cold beer." "Anheuser Busch?" the bartender asked. Helga blushed and replied, "Vell fine, tanks, und how's yur viener?"

Don't Bet On Laura Lou
A guy was sitting quietly reading his paper when his wife walked up behind him and whacked him on the head with a magazine. "What was that for?" he asked. "That was for the piece of paper in your pants pocket with the name Laura Lou written on it," she replied. "Two weeks ago when I went to the races, Laura Lou was the name of one of the horses I bet on," he explained. "Oh honey, I'm sorry," she said. "I should have known there was a good explanation. Three days later he was watching a ball game on TV when she walked up and hit him in the head again, this time with the iron skillet, which knocked him out cold. When he came to, he asked, "What was that for?" She replied, "Your horse called."

Vote Please!!!
Hey everybody. I have entered my first contest and I could really use your help. Please stop by and vote for my photo. Warning, Contest is adult in nature. WPF!!! [ CherryTAP.com photo: 1495173400 ]

Sister
i have just recently been talking to my sister and my family for the first time in my life a siter to me is a very specil person to me she is there if i need someone to talk to and if i am sad or feeling blue she would listen to me or whatever i need

Soon Canada
yes yes saved another $200 today for muh trip to Banff, calgary & toronto this spring =) only only $700 to go.... maybe $800 if i want to buy myself a lil present over there and get food on muh table eveyrday =) in 12 days i turn 22 years old aswell and will prollyget sum money then aswell so im gonna put them away.. and then its cristmas i hope to get sum money then aswell :P haha all i wished for was money for muh trip and a travel suitcase. so i hope not to get anything else =) wiiiiiiiiiiie soon im going there... and 2 monthes im staying foirst onth with lennon in Banff and the last month with jason and his roomie in calgary. we will go to edmonton and have a day at the huge mall.. andf also im gonna take a weekend in Toronto

Where Would You Be
Artist: Martina McBride Lyrics Song: Where Would You Be? Lyrics Click here to send Martina McBride polyphonic ringtone to your cell phone. I wonder where your heart is cause it sure don't feel like it's here Sometimes I think you wish that I would just disappear Have I got it all wrong Have you felt this way long Are you already gone Do you feel lonely when you're here by my side Does the sound of freedom echoe in your mind Do you wish you were by yourself or that I was someone else anyone else (Chorus) Where would you be If you weren't here with me where would you go If you were single and free who would you love would it be me Where would you be I don't wanna hold you back no, I don't wanna slow you down I don't wanna make you feel like you are tied up and bound Cause that's not what love's about If there's no chance we can work it out tell me now Oh tell me tell me now (Repeat Chorus) Have I become the enemy Is it hard to be yoursel

If I Get Deleted Again!!
I WILL NOT BE COMING BACK SORRY EVERYONE BUT IF YOU WANT TO CHAT WITH ME STILL WANT TO CHAT WITH ME ILL GIVE YOU MY IM AND SHIT Yahoo ~~~ shay_love180 MSN ~~~ shay_love180@hotmail.com AIM ~~~ BaY bEe GiRl180 Myspace ~~ www.myspace.com/shaymathews

Random Things That Make My Heart Skip A Beat!
These are random things that just brighten my day. 1. Running a squeegy across a wet window 2. The sound a vaccum makes when it picks up a penny 3. A rainbow (it makes me feel 6 years old again) 4. The huge paint splatter on the Infinity commercial 5. The old and musty smell of my grandmother's closet 6. Saying "See, I was right" 7. The soft kiss a wine bottle makes when opened correctly. 8. Static Cling 9. The smell of gasoline 10. Watching him smoke that first cigarette in the morning.

Thanksgiving
Everyone who reads this I just want to say I am sorry for not being on as much as I would like to. I am so busy with College and my kids that I never have time. I promise though when I do get on I will leave comments. Dont think I forgot about you cause I could never do that... I love all my friends and wish each and everyone of you a HAPPY THANKSGIVING

To All My Friends And Fans
This may be my last post as of tomorrow I may go to jail for protecting 3 innocent kids from an abusive father. If I don't come back her tomorrow sometime then i will have been placed in jail for a few months and will not be back til after the first of the year. Please keep my family and me in your thoughts and prayers tomorrow as i go infront of the judge. May the gods show some mercy and do whats right. Love and light to all, Vampiraskiss25

Holy Shit
welllll said i was sick of fakes on here and the peeps that want want want and can't help in return when ya need it have allllllllllllllll been deleted...i gone from almost 6 hun friends to 125....WOW, now thas a nice clean list : )~~.....well i feel a lil better lmfaro.....and as for new peeps that wanna b added fook that i want nomore i gots all the peeps i need now blow dead goats.pmsl

Depressed And Bothered
mnnk.. where do i start to talk about this isn't nothing easily propounded with something simple. my life is confusd th rollercoaster lt the grims depth carry m to the underworld again i am feling as if the whole world is ignoring me again i just don''t know the factors imma just write until my hands bleed as if my arms already arent i just wish precariously i had some definiton a clarity of the notion nothing can add up anymore you do not even recall to compar what i am feeling right now i society wants to burn me away into the sub cultures of the earth let it be i can return it also i try to be countr productive each tim i'll try to present with joy it's just a monster living in me the demon in my core tells m thy are lying they don't want me to succeed should i follow him and th door opens but th hall of that naughty gauntlet tests me i really do not think none of y'all are here for me real talk. i am scripting my life i could care less you cannot guide me to positive sunlight i

Poem Destruction Of The Heart
Destruction Of The Heart By T.L Ford Ripping through hearts like a tornado Tearing down everything Leaving nothing Destruction Saddness Saddness to fill a river Tears to fill the deapest ocean Lifeless smiles Fake laughter Slammed doors Hateful words Broken hearts Broken into a million unfixable pieces Just like a tornado So quickly But so slow Just like that Its over....

The Skinny On Fat
ok seriously i keep seeing all these blogs, bulletins, mums, and where ever else people can post things about skinny women vs fat or thick women and well here is mine. People it is no secret that no one is ever 100% comfortable with the way they look, i mean i know some seriously sexy people who still find at least one thing they dont like about themselves but come on thick women dont need to run around calling skinny girls sticks and skinny girls dont need to run around calling talking about the big girls. seriously both skinny and thick girls can find something about themselves they dont like and many times its that neither of the girls think they are thin enough yes even 95lb girls have fat days ladys dont deny it. Do we really have to continue to put each other down simply to get some sort of temporary pick me up about how we feel about ourselves. Why is it that we cant point out the good in each other and feel better just for making someone else feel good about themselves. Even

Yes Officer
Ashley drove down I-79 with the top down and the radio blasting, on her way home from the beach. Seeing as it was almost 9pm, she thought she could speed just a little to make the trip go faster. Going 85 mph down the highway Ashley couldn't wait to get home. Looking up into her rearview mirror she saw the flashing lights of a squad car trying to pull her over. She turned down the radio and pulled over to the side of the road where she waited for the cop to come to her car. "Do you have any idea how fast you were going young lady?" The cop asked with definite authority in his voice. "Yes Sir, I was doing 85mph in a 65 mph zone." And of course it was the honest to God truth. He was shocked, normally when he pulled over hot young girls they either tried to lie or flirt their way out of it. Not this girl, she was up front honest about her crime, and that was a major turn-on for him. "Oh, umm, okay. Since you knew you were breaking the law and you didn't lie about it, let me se

Im Goona Kill This Whore
SO MOST OF YOU KNOW MY ACCOUNT THAT I WAS FINALLY A LEVEL 13 WAS DELETED BECZ OF MY WORST ENEMY THE WHORE!!! WHO SLEEP WITH MY EX FINANCE TOLD BABY JESUS THAT I WAS 17 ALMOST 18 WHAT THE FUCK OK IM 18 YOU DUMB BITCH!!! WELL OK SO SHE HAS DONE EVERYTHING TO RUIN MY LIFE SLEEP WITH MY FINANCE OF 6YEARS TOLD MY BF THAT I CHEATED ON HIM AND NOW GOT MY LC DELETED AND TOLD ALL OF THE PPL I MEET IN BEND THAT I WAS 15 HOW LAME OK SO I'M GOING TO KICK HER ASS TODAY AND I MEAN IT SHE HAS CROSSED THE LINE ONE TWO MANY TIMES!!! SO IF I'M NOT ON FOR A WHILE I'M IN JAIL FOR HITTING A MINOR

Poor Keeva
I woke up this morning and checked on Keeva.. she was laying next to me cuz she woke up crying.. I figured out why. Her tummy is upset. She threw up while I was sleeping and she was covered in it. I got her up and washed her off and took her clothes off.. I cuddled up with her and the next thing I knew.. she threw up all over my bed. I have some washing to do tonight lol. I just gave her a bath a few minutes ago so she's all clean. I hope she doesn't puke anymore. I'm upstairs with her today. I'm letting her run around wherever she wants to. My poor baby. That freaked me out though to wake up and see her covered in vomit. Not fun! I gotta get Steavie up soon so I can make some food and get her ready for that interview.. I need to get ready too but I wont take very long. Just gotta get my hair up all nice! I still have to fill out my application though haha.. poor me. Anyway, I should really go... I'll write a lil later when I have the time to. Wish my pooterbutt some go

Breakfast At Mcdonald's
This was sent to me by a dear friend and thought worthy of sharing... Please read until the end. I am a mother of three (ages 14, 12, 3) and have recently completed my college degree. The last class I had to take was Sociology. The teacher was absolutely inspiring with the qualities that I wish every human being had been graced with. Her last project of the term was called "Smile." The class was asked to go out and smile at three people and document their reactions. I am a very friendly person and always smile at everyone and say hello anyway, so, I thought this would be a piece of cake, literally. Soon after we were assigned the project, my husband, youngest son, and I went out to McDonald's one crisp March morning. It was just our way of sharing special playtime with our son. We were standing in line, waiting to be served, when all of a sudden everyone around us began to back away, and then even my husband did. I did not move an inch... an overwhelming feeling of panic we