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37 Days....
37 days till the holiday shopping season is over... 37 days till we the busyness will STOP kicking our ASSES at work!!!! 37 days till Christmas..... 37 days of hell left!! 37 days, most of which I will not MAKE it onto CT to make my rounds..... 37 days to make some phenomenal money! 37 days left to kick everyone else at works ass and win a HUGE tv and lots of other great prizes for awesome sales!!! 37 days left....good or bad?

I've Forgotten What It's Like To Sing
Why can't all boys be like you? When they have a problem, they admit it? However, I did have a rocky thing going on there with you for a second, but you told me.. You came to me because you knew I wouldn't judge you, and I didn't.. So, why can't I have someone like you? Why does HE have to be such a jerk? I love you, and I'm calling you tomorrow because I'm worried about you, and I hope you feel ten times better than you did tonight... We're both in the same boat. I listened to my sister and mother argue about me the whole way home. It's not a pleasant feeling or for that matter, a pleasant hearing. Your daughter is wretched. She doesn't deserve shit. She doesn't do anything. She has NO respect for you. How dare you. You let her do whatever she wants. Especially talking to 20 fucking 7 year-olds. Be the fucking parent, mother. You have no room to talk. She's a teenager. So she can fail her classes? and get rewarded for shit? BULLSHIT. MOTHER. You aren't perfect

The Little Things In Life
Little stones make big mountains, Little steps can cover miles, Little acts of loving-kindness Give the world it's biggest smiles... Little words can soothe big troubles Little hugs can dry big tears, Little candles light the darkness, Little memories last for years... Little dreams can lead to greatness, Little victories to success~ It's the little things in life That brings the greatest happiness... When I think about all the little things, warm thoughts of all of you always come to mind and all the joy that friendship brings, always and forever sharing it online... THANKS TO ALL OF YOU FOR BEING MY FRIENDS!!!

Do You Agree?
Religion has actually convinced people that there's an invisible man living in the sky who watches every thing you do, every minute of every day. And the invisible man has a list of 10 special things that he does not want you to do. And if you do any of these 10 things, he has a special place full of fire and smoke and burning and torture and anguish where he will send you to live and suffer and burn and choke and scream and cry forever and ever 'til the end of time. But he loves you

What Path Of Life Am I On?
I vaguely remember a quote over the chalkboard in my senior english class. It was in realtion to the path less taken. Well..I have sat here many a night or day and thought.."what if I would have taken this path in life". But the ultimate question is. Where would you be then? Do you actually know were that path would lead you. I always thought..what if I won't have broke up with that girl..Would we have gotten married and had a family by now? But instead I choose this path. I know some say you shouldn't regret anything in life. Well how do you go about doing that? I recently took a path that put me into this dark tunnel that I feel that I am struggling to find the light at the end of it. The light at the end would be the security of a full time job. The path I took was quitting my job of 9yrs cause I saw others doing it. Well I regret quitting cause of missing the pay and benefits..but I also miss all the friends that I had there. They were so-so friends..but friends just the same. An

Just A Poem Or Note To Rudi
you know that i love you, you know that i care, i am not running, for i do not dare. you hold out your hand, yet i push it away, i am so scared my independence will fade one day. You say that you need me you say that you care, please dont come and overbear. when i need space, when i need time the best thing to do is stop and rewind. i am not good at expression of the way that i feel, even though for your love i would kill. neither of our hearts are a play thing, nor are they a toy, for the love that we share is a great big joy. the day that i hold you and look into your eyes, is the day that all of fear will subside. so please be patient, please understand, i am fragile and looking towards the promised land. With many promises broken in my past, i tend to run and run very fast. Rudi, i am not running from you, nor am i pushing u away, theres just moments in my life when i need my own day. i love you, i need you this is true, so baby just know my heart belongs to you.

The Holiday Is Over
Well it's been less than two months since my father's death. To say I miss him is like calling the ocean a small stream. There is a void inside me that I am starting to wonder if it will consume me and take me to the blissful state of nothingness. So far no such luck. Today was a hard day for the family. The first holiday with daddy. The strangest things would break at least one of us down. Watching football, cooking dinner, eatting dinner, lauging at the memories that we shared and thinking about the wonderful times past. Reflecting back to things that we did, or things that need to be done realizing that the rock, the foundation of my family is gone. So the question was brought forth to me what are we to do? How do you move on? There was no easy answer. The world doesn't stop just because my own world is falling down. We rebuild the family and keep him in our hearts. Keep the thoughts that make us happy and do the things that we know he would love for us to do.

My Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Example Of How Not To Add Someone!
So tonight this guy tries to add me (I have denied him in the past, which is normally what I do with blank friend requests from people who have blank profiles and over 200 friends) wwwt@ CherryTAP Anyway so I look at his profile, then I got a phone call so I had the page mimimized, and meanwhile he is sending me shouts unbeknownst to me since I can't see the page. LOL... He calls me a bitch. This is NOT how to add someone. You can easily read on my profile that I'm not some friend whore! Maybe that ticked him off... Oh well, heres the convo! read from bottom up ->wwwt: And NO i don't wanna be your friend, you have 226 already, that's fucking rediculous, and youre a loser anyway... get a life. i'm blocking you GOODBYE you freakin crybaby ->wwwt: do you relaize how many freind requests I get? Maybe if you sent me a message or something first,, i'd be more inclinded to add you wwwt: w/e ->wwwt: yes i am a bitch, ->wwwt: what? sorry I was on the phone and i had the page m

Goin' Good
Well, as i talked about in my last blog, I had spoken to my ex....hoping to go to the movies....We went and watched Saw 3 with my best friend and her boyfriend.....Went to applebees and ate.....had a great time except for the fact that the movie sucked!!(sorry...for those who havent watched it). Anyway, we have been talking and have seen each other since then....I am hoping that we will soon get back what we once had.....Wish me luck!!! I will keep all posted....

Do Not Quit
When things go wrong as they sometimes will, When the road you're trudging seems all uphill, When the funds are low, & the debts are high, And you want to smile, but have to sigh, When care is pressing you down a bit- Rest if you must, but don't you quit. Success is failure turned inside out, The silver tint of the clouds of doubt, And you never can tell how close you are, It may be near when it seems afar. So, stick to the fight when you're hardest hit- It's when things go wrong that you mustn't quit.

Attitute
We Have Two Choices Beth was the kind of gal you love to hate. She was always in a good mood and always had something positive to say. When someone would ask her how she was doing, she would reply, "If I were any better, I would be twins!" She was a unique manager because she had several waiters who had followed her around from restaurant to restaurant. The reason the waiters followed Beth was because of her attitude. She was a natural motivator. If an employee was having a bad day, Beth was there telling the employee how to look on the positive side of the situation. Seeing this style really made me curious, so one day I went up to Beth and asked her, "I don't get it! You can't be a positive person all of the time. How do you do it?" Beth replied, "Each morning I wake up and say to myself, Beth, you have two choices today. You can choose to be in a good mood or you can choose to be in a bad mood.' I choose to be in a good mood. Each time something bad happens, I can choose

Lonely Again
Last friday night I did the same thing.. Sat at home alone, hoping and waiting for someone to call or stop by...No ones fault but my own, because I assume too much....Well Shit is all I can say.. Happy I will be because....... when I look in the mirror, I see a woman who's been through alot, and yet, still finds a way to smile at the past. I still love with all my heart, or what's left of it. and when you see me i can guarantee you I will have my head up high with a smile just one last time, And For all those people who try to break me, you never will. One day, I will Find the one I can be myself around. The one I can say whatever I want to. The one I can laugh, smile and (not fight) but Make up with. And and at the end of every night, We will still becrazy about each other. Until that day I will have fun looking. ;-) I think we all learn from our experiences, or mistakes how ever you want to look at it, In life I feel its not how many times you get knocked down b

Thanks Giving
This is the first thanks giving since I was 9 that I and my family situation didn't feel like a charity case. The past couple years I have gone over to my friends family's houses. The two years before that "tradition" started my mom was doing her whole thing. Before that I was unhappy about my family just being the only dude, no dad, no brothers. All the crap parts of the holiday, over eating cleaning up, the smell of cold turkey. Never actually getting the good stuff on my plate cause I had to try everything and my sisters finished the good stuff before I went back for seconds. I don't really like holidays. I never have. Not since I was a kid any way, but when you are a kid they don't mean anything. This year they don't mean anything but I will look back to now and say thats when it all really started. At least thats what part of me is saying. The part of me that has hope. I vaguelly remember the Thanksgiving of my senior year of high school. I was feeling ok back then. Didn't feel

Supporting American Troops
The other day, my nine year old son wanted to know why we were at war. My husband looked at our son and then looked at me. My husband and I were in the Army during the Gulf War and we would be honored to serve and defend our Country again today. I knew that my husband would give him a good explanation. My husband thought for a few minutes and then told my son to go stand in our front living room window. He said "Son, stand there and tell me what you see?" "I see trees and cars and our neighbor's houses." he replied. "OK, now I want you to pretend that our house and our yard is the United States of America and you are President Bush." Our son giggled and said "OK." "Now son, I want you to look out t the window and pretend that every house and yard on this block is a different country" my husband said. "OK Dad, I'm pretending." "Now I want you to stand there and look out the window and pretend you see Saddam come out of his house with his wife, he has her by the hair and is

You Ass
Am I just a prop in your everday living all you do is take without ever giving my life i put on pause for you now i wonder why cause all I feel now is blue I had my life all in order now my heart just grows colder Objects fly by me every now and then Running away seem like an idea but when you hurt me mentally but you just dont see how your words causes fear and pain to me Tears form around my eyes lower edge my life i believe took a jump off earth ledge my heart feels so far away from being loved all my heart feels is being pushed and shoved after i find the answers to my question i might leave you with only a few suggestions if you cant seem to grow up stay away thats all i got to say

A Wolf's Tale
With all her big brothers and sisters off to school, our ranch became a lonely place for our three-year-old daughter, Becky. She longed for playmates. Cattle and horses were too big to cuddle and farm machinery dangerous for a child so small. We promised to buy her a puppy but in the meantime, "Pretend" puppies popped up nearly every day. I had just finished washing the lunch dishes when the screen door slammed and Becky rushed in, cheeks flushed with excitement. "Mama!" she cried, "Come see my new doggy! "I gave him water two times already. He's so thirsty!" I sighed, another of Becky's imaginary dogs. "Please come, Mama." She tugged at my jeans, her brown eyes pleading, "He's crying -- and he can't walk!" "Can't walk?" Now that was a twist. All her previous make-believe dogs could do marvelous things. One balanced a ball on the end of its nose. Another dug a hole that went all the way through the earth and fell out on a star on the other side. Still another danced on

For Your Healing Dawn
Beloved Deceitful wretch The deceitful wretch telling me lies Thinking them to be a comforting disguise Counting upon my gullibility Believing that through them I can not see Telling me lies of love and our content Acting as if it was heaven sent To be there always by my side Yet in the shadows the wretch does hide Pretending that I don’t know what is real Acting as though it cares how I feel Yet doing to me all that is wrong Tears fall with the words of the sad song Knowing that I know deep in my heart Soon we must split forever apart Turmoil in the eye of a storm made of lies To let it pretend longer is most unwise For a foundation so weak can never stand All passing away like the shifting sand Leaving nothing worth even bringing to mind It is the way of bad things left behind Better to clear the way for love so real One who will not deceive and cares how I feel One who does not hide in the shadows of lies One who shares their heart without need to di

The Birth Of A Butterfly
A man found a cocoon of a butterfly. One day a small opening in the cocoon appeared. He sat and watched the butterfly for several hours as it struggled to force its body through that little hole. Then it seemed to stop making any progress. It appeared as if it had gotten as far as it could, and it could go no further. So the man decided to help the butterfly. He took a pair of scissors and snipped off the remaining bit of the cocoon. The butterfly then emerged easily. But it had a swollen body and small, shriveled wings. The man continued to watch the butterfly because he expected that, at any moment, the wings would enlarge and expand to be able to support the body, which would contract in time. Neither happened! In fact, the butterfly spent the rest of its life crawling around with a swollen body and shriveled wings. It never was able to fly. What the man, in his kindness and haste, did not understand was that the restricting cocoon and the struggle required for the butte

Missing Soldier From Fort Campbell Please Read!!! (update Update Update)
Cpl. Jessiah Jameson, 21, of Company B, 2nd Battalion of the 506th Infantry Regiment, with his wife, Erin and his now-22-month-old son. They had planned to move to Washington state when Jameson disappeared in Clarksville last Thursday night. *************************************************** A Fort Campbell 4th Brigade soldier has been reported missing for a week, and his family has flown to Clarksville from Washington state to search for him. Cpl. Jessiah Jameson, 21, of Company B, 2nd Battalion of the 506th Infantry Regiment, was last seen at Kickers Country Club on Riverside Drive Nov. 16, said Clarksville Police spokesman Andy Bechtold. Jameson was removed from the nightclub for being intoxicated and was believed to have taken a cab to a motel but never arrived, Bechtold said. Jameson's car was left in the business' parking lot. Bechtold said at this point, investigators have no reason to suspect foul play. Jameson's wife, son, mother and mother-in-law arrived at

Life Instructions
INSTRUCTIONS FOR LIFE Author Unknown 1. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. 2. Memorize your favorite poem. 3. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. 4. When you say, "I love you", mean it. 5. When you say, "I'm sorry", look the person in the eye. 6. Be engaged at least six months before you get married. 7. Believe in love at first sight. 8. Never laugh at anyone's dreams. People who don't have dreams don't have much. 9. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely. 10. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling. 11. Don't judge people by their relatives. 12. Talk slowly but think quickly. 13. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?" 14. Remember that great love and great achievements involve great risk. 15. Call your Mom. 16. Say "bless you" when you hear someone sneeze. 17. When you los

What To Do When Your Single
I try to be good at the art of relationships. I try my best to understand the whole internal workings of one. When your in your own, it's more complexed but I know certain things I would be doing if I was single. And I will list important key factors: 1...Do things that make YOU happy. You have no one to please but yourself. 2...Some new clothes, a new look, you got to own it and know it! Your a sexy bitch, tell yourself that right now. 3...Time to go hang out with your friends. They are there with or without your relationships. 4...Exercise is a good way to get out energy,aggression and depression. You don't have to do it to "loose weight" or "look better." Do it for happiness. 5... BEWARE OF THE REBOUND. Your heart could get broken and so could the person your getting involved with. Give yourself time and stick with flirting if your not ready for the real thing. 6...Be brave and try to be social. Always keep up a smile and good posture. Remember you are what sexy means. 7...Do

Onions & Christmas Trees
A family is at the dinner table. The son asks his father,Dad, how many kinds of boobies are there? The father, surprised, answers, "Well, son, there's three kinds of breasts. In her twenties, a women's breasts are like melons, round and firm. In her thirties to forties, they are like pears, still nice but hanging a bit. After fifty, they are like onions." Onions?" Yes, you see them and they make you cry." This infuriated his wife and daughter so the daughter said, "Mum, how many kinds of 'willies' are there?" The mother, surprised, smiles and answers, "Well dear, a man goes through three phases. In his twenties, his willy is like an oak tree, mighty and hard. In his thirties and forties, it is a birch, flexible but reliable. After his fifties, it is like amChristmas tree." "A Christmas tree?" "Yes, dead from the root up and the balls are for decoration only." DON'T YOU JUST LOVE IT WHEN THE WOMEN GET THE LAST LAUGH

Computer Users Prayer
Dear Lord: Every single evening As I'm lying here in bed This tiny little prayer Keeps running through my head. God bless all my family Wherever they may be, Keep them warm and safe from harm For they're so close to me. And God, there is one more thing I wish that you could do. Hope you don't mind me asking, Bless my computer too. Now I know that it's not normal To bless a mother board, But listen just a second While I explain to you 'My Lord.' You see, that little metal box Holds more than odds & ends Inside those small compartments Rest so many of my FRIENDS. I know so much about them By the kindness that they give And this little scrap of metal Takes me in to where they live. By faith is how I know them Much the same as you We share in what life brings us And from that our friendship grew. Please, take an extra minute From your duties up above To bless those in my address book That's filled with so much love! Wherever else

What Level Of Hell Will U Be In?
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Second Level of Hell!Here is how you matched up against all the levels:LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)Very LowLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Very LowLevel 2 (Lustful)Very HighLevel 3 (Gluttonous)LowLevel 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)LowLevel 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)HighLevel 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Low

What 57 Cents Can Buy
A sobbing little girl stood near a small church from which she had been turned away because it was "too crowded." "I can't go to Sunday School," she sobbed to the pastor as he walked by. Seeing her shabby, unkempt appearance, the pastor guessed the reason and, taking her by the hand, took her inside and found a place for her in the Sunday school class. The child was so happy that they found room for her, and she went to bed that night thinking of the children who have no place to worship Jesus. Some two years later, this child lay dead in one of the poor tenement buildings. Her parents called for the kindhearted pastor who had befriended their daughter to handle the final arrangements. As her poor little body was being moved, a worn and crumpled red purse was found which looked as if it had been rummaged from some trash dump. Inside was found 57 cents and a note, scribbled in childish handwriting, which read: "This is to help build the little church bigger so more children can go

A Story Of Loving
By John Powell, a professor at Loyola University in Chicago, about a student in his Theology of Faith class named Tommy. Some twelve years ago, I stood watching my university students file into the classroom for our first session in the Theology of Faith. That was the first day I first saw Tommy. My eyes and my mind both blinked. He was combing his long flaxen hair, which hung six inches below his shoulders. It was the first time I had ever seen a boy with hair that long. I guess it was just coming into fashion then. I know in my mind that it isn't what's on your head but what's in it that counts; but on that day I was unprepared and my emotions flipped. I immediately filed Tommy under "S" for strange…very strange. Tommy turned out to be the "atheist in residence" in my Theology of Faith course. He constantly objected to, smirked at or whined about the possibility of an unconditionally loving Father/God. We lived with each other in relative peace for one semester, although I ad

Ballerina
A large woman wearing a sleeveless sun-dress, walked into a bar in Dublin Ireland. She raised her right arm, revealing a huge, hairy, armpit as she pointed to all the people sitting at the bar and asked, "What man here will buy a lady a drink?" The bar went silent as the patrons tried to ignore her. But down at the end of the bar, an owly-eyed drunk slammed his hand down on the counter and bellowed, "Give the Ballerina a drink." The bartender poured the drink and the woman chugged it down. She turned to the patrons and again pointed around at all of them, revealing the same hairy arm-pit, and asked again, "What man here will buy a lady a drink?" Once again, the same little drunk slapped his money down on the bar and said, "Give the Ballerina another drink!" The bartender approached the little drunk and said, "Tell me Paddy, it's your business if you want to buy the lady a drink, but why do you keep calling her the Ballerina?" The drunk replied, "Any woman

How Street Smart Are You?
How street smart are you? 1. Do you look around before you enter or exit a building or car? 2. Do you park in a well lit area? 3. Do you park beside objects that impair your view? 4. Do you wear tight restrictive clothing? 5. Do you wear expensive jewelry or clothing in inappropriate places? 6. Do you pull out wads of cash when in a check out line? 7. Do you ladies have purses that are too big or over stuffed? 8. Do you know where your local Police station is? 9. Do you talk to strangers? 10. Do you give money to beggars? 11. Do you leave space between your car and the one in front of you? Could you drive off if something happened at a red light? 12. Do you open your door to strangers? 13. Do you pick up strangers on the road? 14. Do you lock your doors at home and in your car? 15. Do you have your keys out and ready when you are on your way to your car or home? 16. Do you walk around talking on the cell phone and not paying attention to

Someday
A friend of mine opened his wife's underwear drawer and picked up a silk paper wrapped package: "This, - he said - isn't any ordinary package." He unwrapped the box and stared at both the silk paper and the box. "She got this the first time we went to New York , 8 or 9 years ago. She has never put it on, was saving it for a special occasion. Well, I guess this is it. He got near the bed and placed the gift box next to the other clothing he was taking to the funeral house, his wife had just died. He turned to me and said: "Never save something for a special occasion. Every day in your life is a special occasion". I still think those words changed my life. Now I read more and clean less. I sit on the porch without worrying about anything.I spend more time with my family, and less at work. I understood that life should be a source of experience to be lived up to, not survived through. I no longer keep anything. I use crystal glasses every day. I'll wear new clothes to go to the supe

Special Someone
Special Someone deep inside you are special to me dont let anyone blur your vision to see that i love you people may moan and be rude about us they might even yell and cuss the main thing is we'll be together it might not be forever who knows what will happen the light might become misshapen we'll pull through with a bright light we could be my family's delight for now let nature run its path later we can create our own steam bath Jessi Rene Wetley

This One Is For My Girl
You scored as Hell Yea. U are totally in love, u would do anything to be with this person and u would die for them.Hell Yea100%Sounds More Like Lust50%Hell No33%Are u in love???????created with QuizFarm.com

Yet Another Quiz
You scored as Colossus. Colossus is the strongest X-Man physically. His love for his family and his sister Illiana make him strong. Although he can be prone to fits of rage, he has a big heart under that organic steel skin. Powers: Can change his skin into organic steel making him nearly invunerable and exponentially increasing his strengthColossus90%Wolverine85%Storm65%Rogue65%Jean Grey65%Cyclops60%Iceman60%Emma Frost55%Beast45%Nightcrawler45%Gambit

Kids And Moms
What Elementary School Kids Say about Their Moms: Why did God make mothers? *1. She's the only one who knows where the scotch tape is. *2. Mostly to clean the house. *3. To help us out of there when we were getting born. How did God make mothers? *1. He used dirt, just like for the rest of us. *2. Magic plus super powers and a lot of stirring. *3. God made my Mom just the same like he made me. He just used bigger parts. What ingredients are mothers made of? *1. God makes mothers out of clouds and angel hair and everything nice in the world and one dab of mean. *2. They had to get their start from men's bones. Then they mostly use string, I think. Why did God give you your mother and not some other Mom? *1. We're related. *2. God knew she likes me a lot more than other people's moms like me. What kind of little girl was your Mom? *1. My Mom has always been my Mom and none of that other stuff. *2. I don't know because I wasn't there, but my gues

Sorrowful Cries
Clouds of cold, dark depressant Roll over my loathsome state. Life has become boring suppressant To this romantic’s lost love relate. Agéd air dust, in my lungs, consume Encompassing sweet aroma Of passion’s addicting perfume As this Don Juan lies in coma. Warm, fast flowing red liquid Turns frigid blue, sluggish slop As salty tear drizzle invokes mud; Dried, hardened crust, from toe to top. Compassionate, loving heart Fades to solid, stone elect As companionships depart And stone, statue body erect. Mother Willow solemnly weeps As sapling statue slowly crumples. Father time unknowingly sleeps As rusted heart statue fumbles. Decayed and falling apart, This romantic's remains rise; From ill-beaten ash heart To ride wind’s sorrowful cries.

Accidental Romantic
She: How nice candlelight dinner complete with red wine, so subtle your move but I suppose it’s divine. Dancing on the balcony just part of the show, then a walk on the beach with sand in our toes. He: So let me show you how romance should be, with me loving you and you loving me. Deny if you must your romantic side, but your eyes show the truth what your heart tries to hide. She: You think the passions ignite when the candle flames burn bright? The only truth I try to hide Is what you so deny; I have no romantic side. Strawberries dipped in chocolate, While certainly a tasty treat, Is no Shakespearean Sonnet That makes romance complete. HE: Oh what a challenge You are to me dear, What would he say If Shakespeare were here? He’d compare your beauty To that of a rose, From the top of your head To the tip of your toes. Yet none of his words Could do justice to you, Or speak of romance The way that I do. She Shakespeare woul

Carl Or A Lesson In Love
This is a story about Carl.. I think we all can learn a lesson from this.. It is a tear jerker, so get yourself a kleenex, a cup of coffee, tea, or soda, and enjoy... This sure did touch my heart, and I hope that it will touch yours as well. A Lesson in Love Carl was a quiet man. He didn't talk much. He would always greet you with a big smile and a firm handshake. Even after living in our neighborhood for over 50 years, no one could really say they knew him very well. Before his retirement, he took the bus to work each morning. The lone sight of him walking down the street often worried us. He had a slight limp from a bullet wound received in WWII. Watching him, we worried that although he had survived WWII, he may not make it through our changing uptown neighborhood with its ever-increasing random violence, gangs, and drug activity. When he saw the flyer at our local church asking for volunteers for caring for the gardens behind the minister's residence, he res

Still Bored
You scored as Passion. You are very passionate whether that passion is good or evil has yet to be determined. You have great power over others and they seem to flock to your service. You are very competative almost to a fault. Perhaps you should let someone else win for a change?Passion92%Mysterious67%Eyes full of Pain58%Diamond Eyes17%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Hear God's Call!
Love is the meaning we're alive! Love shares so others may survive! Love cares for this world, lost souls and all! So it lives to hear God's call! Love lifts the spirits just to bless! Love's gifts grant more than happiness! They won't make us sinners doomed to fall! For love lives to hear God's call! Any wisdom love learns pure gold That's meant not just for one to hold! Love's like a kiss upon your lips! Love's touch is more than fingertips! Yet love's sure, here's the first great truth of all! So love lives to hear God's call!

The Superior Love
In the present modern world, Very often 'Love' is mixed With love for lust, a passion, Lo, what a narrow interpretation? Is love at first sight a real one? Does it not end in infatuation In most of the cases known, Or what in the screen shown? What does the real love stand for In the words of our Creator? 'Love they neighbour, I love thee' That's what, with love, says He. Love in the highest sense For the world, what it means? Isn't that love for the Almighty From the weakest to the mighty? Love for God, a divinity. Love for mankind, an affinity. Love for the world, a humanity. Love for virtue, an austerity. Love for self, an egoism. Love for country, a patriotism. Love for lust, a veritable passion. Love for animals, a compassion. Love for children, an affection. Love for wealth, a possession. Love for hate, an aversion. Love for vice, a degradation. That which comes from a heart, But not from one's lips apart, And that melts another heart

The Great Fires
Love is apart from all things. Desire and excitement are nothing beside it. It is not the body that finds love. What leads us there is the body. What is not love provokes it. What is not love quenches it. Love lays hold of everything we know. The passions which are called love also change everything to a newness at first. Passion is clearly the path but does not bring us to love. It opens the castle of our spirit so that we might find the love which is a mystery hidden there. Love is one of many great fires. Passion is a fire made of many woods, each of which gives off its special odor so we can know the many kinds that are not love. Passion is the paper and twigs that kindle the flames but cannot sustain them. Desire perishes because it tries to be love. Love is eaten away by appetite. Love does not last, but it is different from the passions that do not last. Love lasts by not lasting. Isaiah said each man walks in his own fire for his sins. Love allows us

This Is What Happens When I Am Bored!
You scored as Captain Jack Sparrow. Roguish,quick-witted, and incredibly lucky, Jack Sparrow is a pirate who sometimes ends up being a hero, against his better judgement. Captain Jack looks out for #1, but he can be counted on (usually) to do the right thing. He has an incredibly persuasive tongue, a mind that borders on genius or insanity, and an incredible talent for getting into trouble and getting out of it. Maybe its brains, maybe its genius, or maybe its just plain luck. Or maybe a mixture of all three. Captain Jack Sparrow92%Maximus83%William Wallace79%Indiana Jones71%The Terminator58%Lara Croft54%Batman, the Dark Knight50%Neo, the "One"50%El Zorro38%James Bond, Agent 007

For The Horror Movie Lovers
Hey, did anyone watch the Chainsaw Awards on Fuse? Why is Devil's Rejects best movie of the year??? It's not a horror movie! It's a thriller. I mean, hello? Really, it's just not a horror movie. And what the fuck!? Ville Valo didn't win Prince of Darkness?! What is this world coming to?

Sex
How can you live without sex in your life....... Sex in the mornong Sex in the eveving Sex at night Every minute of the day Sex.......Sex........Sex Sex is great sex is bad Do it hard when you get mad Sex today Sex tommorow Sex everyday when you're in sorrow Sex on the bed Sex on the floor Have it everyday you will want more.

Think Of Me...
Think of me... As the year goes by, we run into holidays and birthdays. As they come and as they go you think of me and all the fun, meaningful memories we shared. Don’t stop making those memories just because I had to leave you behind. Always remember I’m right beside you everywhere you go. I’m in your thoughts, I give my advice. I’m here for you all the time. When Spring comes and the flowers bloom, think of me while I dance barefooted in a field of flowers. When Summer sets and the sunbeams and gardens grow, think of me out there growing a garden, under the summer sun. When the fall weather starts to set and the leaves change colors, and the air starts to chill, think of me baking pies, turkeys, and cookies. When its finally time for winter and the snow starts to fall and the air is brisk and cold, think of me getting ready to rejoice the real meaning of Christmas and all the special memories we share. Think of me playing in the snow making a snowman family. When b

:: Sighs::
There are alot of things going for me at this time and at the same time there are alot of things happening to make me wonder why i even exist. I have got my GED now, which took me a long time to get...because i was scared and unconfident in myself......yet in the back of my head i knew i could do it, and pissed at myself for not doing it sooner. Work is going well and things of that sort are fine, im able to support myself and two other people......but now for the problems that i need to get off my chest... To my loving father mordechai {aka anti-cupid...aka Vengence and so on} I love you very, very much, and hope things are going well which everytime i talk to you you have been down....and it hurts me......I wish things would get better for you soon, but for some reason it seems sometimes you dont need me anymore....or at times you in a rush to get me off the phone unless you have something in your life you want to talk about........I love you...and wish you get better soon.

Missing You...
Missing You by Christine It was hard for me to let you go and say good-bye when it was time for you to go, 'cause I knew how much I'd be missing you. When you gave me that final hug good-bye it felt like I was going to die. I'm missing you already and you've not been gone for long. I sit around and wish you were right here next to me, every day and night. I never really told you much and surely not like I should have, but you know I mean it when I say it; I love you! I know we fought and didn't agree on much, but we all have different opinions on things. I just wish you could have stayed longer, but it wasn't my choice. It was God's choice, he put you on this Earth. He decided that you had suffered in this crazy world enough and decided to free you and bring you back home, to his home. I'm really missing you. I wish you would have been able to stay around and watch us grow older, but now all you can do is watch from above, I know it may not be the greatest view, but your better off

Nsfw...reporter
Well, to my surprise....Some of my pics were reported...and they were not even provocative..they were small clevage pics, (did i mention small clevage) i am apaulled and extremely surprised at the intention of this action....especially due to the phrase 'not suitable for work' what are ppl looking at from work? if my employees were watching this site at work or even logged in, they may be fired...this is not a work site....this is suppossed to be a relaxed (not) Myspace enviornment, where ppl can express themselves freely..if its in a private folder, THERES A REASON!!!! SO WHO EVER YOU ARE, A BITCH, A BUTCH, OR A JUST A PLAYER HATER! MOVE ON... because i will comply..however, have the balls to tell me who you are, dont hide... I can play with the best of them... _Christine

Suddenly...
Suddenly... We just had a whole weekend of fun together, going shopping, paying bills, and having great conversations while we did. Everything was fine then but then suddenly our lives changed, you were taken from us all out of nowhere, with no warnings and no goodbyes. Its been hard for us since you left us that cold, winter night. It left us all in shock and tears. We all sit and talk about the times we had with you and they are such good memories, flipping the pages of the photo albums seeing you in those pictures make it so hard when you just suddenly left us that night. Its still hard for a few of us, trying to grow strong from this, but yet we still miss you like crazy and wish you were still here in our lives, and all the things going on here, new lives, new beginnings, but still the heartache of you not being here. We were close, did a lot of fun things together, shared many laughs, told many stories to each other it was great times. You were only with us a short amount of t

Ok, I Think There's A Bug In The Nsfw Coding...
I sound more and more like a prude but do hope they fix it soon; I see that the photo is in fact marked as adult, but shows up in the top photos box -anyway- - which used not to happen, and I think wasn't possible under the older code but - I don't know. In happier wise, Happy Thanksgiving (one minute before it closes) as relevant :)!! and have a wonderful rest-of-month ...

Kiss My Pinky Ring Fucker!!
Happy Thanksgiving.well. gotta love family. Everyone gets together, eats, drinks, and watches football. Between my father, the italian, "Mr. Meat" the guy adores food, particularly meat. And my bro in laws, stepdad, a whiney irishman, ex cop, present alcoholic, w the personality of a piece of driftwood, the day was eventful, to say the least,lmao. Arguements, and awkward silence tension, is really funny when ur drunk enufff to appreciate it. So, I heard the same old stories, the same bitching, and really wondered WTF do we even do holidays for, and this is why I always try to keep my appearences to a minimum. So, as the sulfites in the red wine started to give me a headache, and my sarcastic humor ceased to amuse me, I received an unexpected request,To be godfather to my niece Madison Ava, and I am fuckinecstatic!! And very proud, obviously,lol, It was a beautiful suprise that meant more to me than most people could ever imagine. Then, I realized why I was there and why I should take

Sexiest Military Man In Uniform Part 3
I now have 9 entries for the contest. I was hoping for 20 by the start but I think that we might be lucky to have 15 by the start. Please let your friends in the military know about this contest. It will be great fun and recognition for our guys in the military.

The Faith Of A Child
This is story was written by a doctor who worked in South Africa... One night I had worked hard to help a mother in the labor ward; but in spite of all we could do, she died leaving us with a tiny premature baby and a crying two-year-old daughter. We would have difficulty keeping the baby alive, as we had no incubator (we had no electricity to run an incubator). We also had no special feeding facilities. Although we lived on the equator, nights were often chilly with treacherous drafts. One student midwife went for the box we had for such babies and the cotton wool that the baby would be wrapped in. Another went to stoke up the fire and fill a hot water bottle. She came back shortly in distress to tell me that in filling the bottle, it had burst (rubber perishes easily in tropical climates). "And it is our last hot water bottle!" she exclaimed. As in the West, it is no good crying over spilled milk, so in Central Africa it might be considered no good crying over burst water

Give Thanks
God only knows how long you will live, how far life will take you, what path you will take, what arguements you will get into, where those arguements will lead you, or so on and so forth. So be thankful for today, be thankful for the family you have (no matter what is going on between you), be thankful for the friends you have, be thankful for the shelter over your head (no matter how small or worn it is), be thankful for every breath you take because everything you have it is a gift, not a given. I am thankful for all of my Friends (online and off), Family (here and there), and Every breath that whatever god is up there gives me. My final thought: BE THANKFUL! You'll never know when it will end.

A Mother's Wisdom
GOD'S CAKE Sometimes we wonder, "What did I do to deserve this?" or "Why did God have to do this to me?" Here is a wonderful explanation! A daughter was telling her Mother how everything was going wrong; she was failing algebra, her boyfriend broke up with her and her best friend was moving away. Meanwhile, her Mother was baking a cake and asked her daughter if she would like a snack, and the daughter replied, "Absolutely Mom, I love your cake." "Here, have some cooking oil," her Mother offers. "Yuck" says her daughter. "How about a couple raw eggs?" "Gross, Mom!" "Would you like some flour then? Or maybe baking soda?" "Mom, those are all yucky!" To which the mother replies: "Yes, all those things seem bad all by themselves. But when they are put together in the right way, they make a wonderfully delicious cake! God works the same way. Many times we wonder why He would let us go through such bad and difficult times. But God knows that when He puts these things toget

Two Outta Three Aint Bad
Baby we can talk all night But that ain't getting us nowhere I told you everything I possibly can There's nothing left inside of here And maybe you can cry all night But that'll never change the way that I feel The snow is really piling up outside I wish you wouldn't make me leave here I poured it on and I poured it out I tried to show you just how much I care I'm tired of words and I'm too hoarse to shout But you've been cold to me so long I'm crying icicles instead of tears And all I can do is keep on telling you I want you I need you But -- there ain't no way I'm ever gonna love you Now don't be sad 'Cause two out of three ain't bad Now don't be sad 'Cause two out of three ain't bad You'll never find your gold on a sandy beach You'll never drill for oil on a city street I know you're looking for a ruby in a mountain of rocks But there ain't no Coupe de Ville hiding at the bottom of a Cracker Jack box I can't lie I can't tell you that I'm something I

Update
Well in my last entry I was telling you how crazy my life had been. Well the day after I posted that blog I found out my grandmother was going to be taken off of life support that week. So I did not go to class and I let it sink in, She did pass away that thirsday and we had the funeral on Halloween (her favorate holiday). I have been working on catching up with school work and my new website and other things since. My sister had her baby this last weekend!!! (sunday) So I am an aunt again, she had a boy and his big sister loves him to death. I'll put up pictures when I get a chance. I would have posted about him this weekend, but I have been sick for about a week, on sunday I had a fever of 104 F. So I really wasn't in a place to sit up, let alone type on a computer. Other then that just kinda getting though this week. Sunday will mark the 2 year aniversery of my father passing away, so this is a very hard time of year for me. I just wanted to let everyone know I'm still a

Thoughts/feelings/actions Conversation
{me}: too many couples end up on opposite sides of the table, with their relationship a tug-of-war between them. every single point becomes a battle where one has to win and one has to lose. :( {her}: im sick of the battle i really am {me}: feelings come and go, and unless he ACTS on his feelings, then it doesn't manifest as love - see the difference? love isn't love unless it appears in reality. that separates the SAYING of "I love you" from the actual DOING of love. {me}: "he says" - what are his ACTIONS consistently over time. Do his actions say "selfish" or "love" Looking ONLY at reality with no justifications - what does he do FOR YOU that isn't meeting a felt want of his at the moment that means he loves you. {her}: if a gf came to me for advise id tell her to get the hell out.....id even stand by her.....my friends have done that for me but they say im a lost cause now cos im a fool to myself...i know it but i cant change it {me}: you *can* change it, it just isn't wo

Friends
If you live to be a hundred, I want to live to be a hundred minus one day, so I never have to live without you." Winnie the Pooh ***** "True friendship is like sound health; the value of it is seldom known until it be lost." Charles Caleb Colton ***** "A real friend is one who walks in when the rest of the world walks out." Unknown ***** "Friendship is one mind in two bodies." Mencius ***** "Friends are God's way of taking care of us." Unknown ***** "If you should die before me, ask if you could bring a friend." Stone Temple Pilots ***** "I'll lean on you and you lean on me and we'll be okay." Dave Matthews Band ***** "If all my friends were to jump off a bridge, I wouldn't jump with them, I'd be at the bottom to catch them." Unknown ***** "Everyone hears what you say. Friends listen to what you say. Best friends listen to what you don't say." Unknown ***** "We all take different paths in life, but no matter where we go, we take a little of each othe

A Thankful Thanksgiving
A THANKFUL THANKSGIVING by Jim Rohn You may be wondering why I would call this article a Thankful Thanksgiving. Aren't all Thanksgivings Thankful? Unfortunately, no. As a person who has experienced 70+ Thanksgivings, I recognize that being thankful is something that we have to work at, even on Thanksgiving. If your home is like most, your Thanksgiving day will be very busy, with either traveling to where you want to go or preparing your home to have others over for the day. Either way, that can be very hectic and emotionally trying, which doesn't lend itself to preparing your heart to be reflective and thankful. In fact, Thanksgiving weekend is the most traveled weekend in America. Airports are full, and not always providing much room for contemplation of your good fortune. This means all the more that if we want to be the kind of people who are characterized by thankfulness, then we must make sure that we focus on it, and not just on Thanksgiving Day, but at all times during

Nsfw Sucks Balls
Someone want to tell me what this NSFW shit is all about. every photo of mine is marked NSFW except for my default album. how is it some photos where i am fully clothed were marked NSFW. i dont have the time or patience to move each picture to an different album or do whatever it is we're supposed to do. someone explain it to me before i drive myself crazy and leave the Cherry Tap. Kel

Thanksgiving For Me
Gas to get to Wausau and back : $30 Soda and bottled water for the ride: $5 New sweater so that I didn't look like a hobo in front of my family: $15 Playing Gin with my Uncle Tom after he finished 3 bottles of wine.....: Priceless. HAPPY TURKEY DAY!

For Moms
This is for all the mothers who DIDN'T win Mother of the Year last year, all the runners-up and all the wannabes. Including the mothers too tired to enter or too busy to care. This is for all the mothers who froze their buns off on metal bleachers at soccer games on Friday night, instead of watching from cars. So that when their kids asked, "Did you see my goal?" They could say, "Of course, wouldn't have missed it for the world," and mean it. This is for all the mothers who have sat up all night with sick toddlers in their arms, wiping up barf laced with Oscar Mayer wieners and cherry Kool-Aid saying, "It's OK honey, Mommy's here." This is for the mothers who gave birth to babies they'll never see, and the mothers who took those babies and made them homes. This is for all the mothers of the victims of school shootings, and the mothers of the murderers. For the mothers of the survivors, and the mothers who sat in front of their TVs in horror, hugging their child who just

You Took The Words Right Out Of My Mouth!
BOY: On a hot summer night would you offer your throat to the wolf with the red roses? GIRL: Will he offer me his mouth? BOY: Yes GIRL: Will he offer me his teeth? BOY: Yes GIRL: Will he offer me his jaws? BOY: Yes GIRL: Will he offer me his hunger? BOY: Yes GIRL: Again, will he offer me his hunger? BOY: Yes! GIRL: And will he starve without me? BOY: Yes! GIRL: And does he love me? BOY: Yes GIRL: Yes BOY: On a hot summer night would you offer your throat to the wolf with the red roses? GIRL: Yes BOY: I bet you to say that to all the boys. It was a hot summer night and the beach was burning There was fog crawling over the sand When I listened to your heart I hear the whole world turning I see the shooting stars Falling through your trembling hands You were licking your lips and your lipstick shining I was dying just to ask for a taste We were lying together in a silver lining By the light of the moon You know there's no

I Am Back Home!!
Man, it feels good to be home!! It's amazing how delicious liquor is when you haven't had any in awhile!!!! Man, my has been racing like crazy. And I think I got the perfect song on my profile to match what my brain is doing. CHECK IT OUT!!!

Good Girls Go To Heaven (bad Girls Go Everywhere)
When the wind is howling through your window pane It's not the only pain of the night Your burning up in your bed, you gotta fever of love And there's not an antibody insight Hey Jenny, Jenny why are you crying There's a beauty of a moon in the sky But I guess when you've been leading such a sheltered life You never lift your head and look so high You don't have a lot But it's all that you've got And you can turn it into more than it seems Just give it a shot Fantisize every movement And imagine every inch of your dreams And no one said it had to be real But it's gotta be something you can reach out and feel now It ain't right It ain't fair Castles fall in the sand And we fade in the air And the good girls go to Heaven, but the bad girls go everywhere Ooh now good girls go to Heaven, but the bad girls go everywhere Sombody told me so Somebody told me now I know Every night in my prayers I'll be praying That the good girls go to Heaven, but the bad girls go

Meet The Cowgirls & Cowboys Of Cherry Tap
JackDaddy~Cowgirls and Cowboys of CT ~ GIT R DONE@ CherryTAP one crazy momma*Pfffftchaw* Head Bouncer of Cowgirls and Cowboys C.T, and Old Timers Society@ CherryTAP ~nakie~as~sin~always~aka_james~COWGIRLS AND COWBOYS OF CT ~Proud Hubby of Bad Ass Cowgirl~@ CherryTAP BIGCHESTY~Cowgirls and Cowboys of CT~@ CherryTAP Shattered Spirit - Second in charge of the Cowgirls and Cowboys of CT@ CherryTAP long haired country boy (member of old timers society and ct cowgirls and cowboys)@ CherryTAP Haus COWGIRLS&COWBOYS OF CT@ CherryTAP City Cowboy@ CherryTAP COUNTRY GAL IN MY HEART@ CherryTAP Redneck Rin ~BOUNCER for the COWGIRLS AND COWBOYS of CT~@ CherryTAP Johndeere_dixie_babe_21~*~DJ For Cowgirls and Cowboys of CT~*~

Boo!!!!!!
OK HERE'S HOW THIS WORK I WILL TELL YOU TEN THING'S ABOUT ME THEN I WILL PICK TEN PEOPLE TO DO THE SAME THING THIS IS A GOOD WAY FOR US ALL TO GET TO KNOW THE PEOPLE WE CHAT WITH AND CALL OUR FRIENDS I THINK IF YOUR MY FRIEND YOU'D LIKE TO KNOW ALL YOU CAN AS I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW ABOUT YOU SO IF I PICK YOU YA GOTTA PLAY DAMMIT LOL 1. I was born in Weehawken, NJ...a city most people have never heard of and NO...I don't glow in the dark ;) 2. I'm an only child but I have an "adopted" brother who is 14 and is the light of my life!! 3. I am going to have a beautiful baby girl at the end of January and she is my first! 4. Her name is going to be Emma Grace. I chose Emma because it means "gift from God" and she is my gift. A good friend from here (hello Auntie Candy) chose her middle name for me about 3 months ago. 5. Legally my name is ErinAnne Elizabeth McCain... quite a mouthful...but I have always gone by Erin. I was supposed to be named either Kelly Anne or Kerri Anne so

New Erotic Fiction
Our first threesome ------------------------- It started out just like any other Saturday night , just the two of us meeting up with some friends for a couple of drinks. Little did I know how it was going to turn out. As we sat there listening to the music a very good looking black man came up and asked my wife to dance. She asked me if it was ok, " go ahead " I replied. The song was a current hiphop song that is really popular and I could tell my wifes dance partner was enjoying the provocative dancing she was doing. The song ended and was replaced by a slow one He took her into his muscular arms and they started dancing across the dance floor . As they danced i noticed his hands moving all over her body and she seemed to be enjoying it immensely. Since the dance floor was quite crowded i lost sight of them so I decided to get a little closer to watch the actions of my beautiful wife. I took a place by the bar and watched as he lea

Who Said This?
heres a thanksgiving day teaser for yas! "As a teenager, I was just another case of arrested development. My guidance counselor told me I would have been a serial killer if I didn't have such a short attention span." Jim Steinman~Creator of the bat out of hell triology with Meatloaf! HAPPY TURKEY DAY!!!

Are You Ready!
Take my hand and lead the way; tell me all you want to say. Whisper softly in my ear, all those things I want to hear. Kiss my lips and touch my skin; bring out passions deep within. Pull me close and hold me near; take away my pain and fear. In the darkness of the night, be my beacon, shine your light. In the brightness of the sun, show me that you are the one. Give me wings so I can fly; for I can soar when you're nearby. Enter my heart, break down the wall, it's time for me to watch it fall. I've been a prisoner, can't you see? Break my chains and set me free. Strip me of my armor tight; you'll find I won't put up a fight. Release my soul held deep within . . . if your ready for love then , let love begin

Somebodies Watching!
somebodys watching Hope. Everybody needs hope Some kind of peace of mind That they can call their own And everybody needs love Just a little trust 'Cause sometimes eatin', sleepin', breathin' Just ain't enough As long as the truth is on the table As long as there's kindness down the line Like the little babies in the cradle We'll be fine 'Cause I believe Somebody's out there watchin' Somebody's out there watchin' I believe Somebody's out there watchin' Somebody's out there watchin' Over me Dreams. Everybody needs dreams All the joy and happiness That the good life brings Everybody needs freedom Everybody needs touch Somewhere to lay their heads When it gets to be too much Got enough time to last forever Got enough faith to get us home We're never gonna die and go to heaven All alone 'Cause I believe Somebody's out there watchin' Somebody's out there watchin' I believe Somebody's out there watchin' Somebody's out there watchin' Over me Hidden f

Thanksgiving
So here's how my Thanksgiving went down. I came over to my folks' house, but only the dog responded. It turned out that they were in the back garden. Once we had met up, Mom "directed" me and Dad in preparing those portions of the meals which we had not previously prepared yesterday. Some of the family arrived before the hors d'oeuvres were ready, but this possible setback turned into extra assistance in the kitchen. The rest involved much chatter and eating and far too many dishes to wash.

How Emtionally Mature Are You Test
You Are 71% Grown Up, 29% Kid Congratulations, you are definitely quite emotionally mature. Although you have your moments of moodiness, you're usually stable and level headed. How Emotionally Mature Are You?

What Gender Is Your Brain Quiz
Your Brain is 60% Female, 40% Male Your brain is a healthy mix of male and female You are both sensitive and savvy Rational and reasonable, you tend to keep level headed But you also tend to wear your heart on your sleeve What Gender Is Your Brain?

Gifts That Cost Nothing
1) THE GIFT OF LISTENING... But you must REALLY listen. No interrupting, no daydreaming, no planning your response. Just listening. 2) THE GIFT OF AFFECTION... Be generous with appropriate hugs, kisses, pats on the back and handholds. Let these small actions demonstrate the love you have for family and friends. 3) THE GIFT OF LAUGHTER... Clip cartoons. Share articles and funny stories. Your gift will say, "I love to laugh with you." 4) THE GIFT OF A WRITTEN NOTE... It can be a simple "Thanks for the help" note or a full sonnet. A brief, handwritten note may be remembered for a lifetime, and may even change a life. 5) THE GIFT OF A COMPLIMENT... A simple and sincere, "You look great in red," "You did a super job" or "That was a wonderful meal” can make someone's day. 6) THE GIFT OF A FAVOR... Every day, go out of your way to do something kind. 7) THE GIFT OF SOLITUDE... There are times when we want nothing better than to be left alone. Be sensitive to those time

God Is Under The Bed
My brother Kevin thinks God lives under his bed. At least that's what I heard him say one night. He was praying out loud in his dark bedroom, and I stopped outside his closed door to listen. Are you there, God?" he said. "Where are you? Oh, I see, under the bed." I giggled softly and tiptoed off to my own room. Kevin's unique perspectives are often a Source of amusement. But that night something else lingered long after the humor. I realized for the first time the very different world Kevin lives in. He was born 30 years ago, mentally disabled as a result of difficulties during labor. Apart from his size (he's 6-foot-2), there are few ways in which he is an adult. He reasons and communicates with the capabilities of a 7-year-old, and he always will. He will probably always believe that God lives under his bed, that Santa Claus is the one who fills the space under our tree every Christmas, and that airplanes stay up in the sky because angels carry them. I remember wonder

Force....
Right away when he walked in I could tell he was nerves so I asked him to mix us a drink. After chit-chat, and several drinks later; it was time for the kid gloves to come off. A small gesture of bumping into someone can be the opening for a lot of things....(smiling). A quick turn while moving the breast close enough to tease, does wonders. From there a very soft whisper makes him get close into you and before you know it your lips are feeling the smoothness of each others (for lack of a better word) alpha for the first time. Then, a roaming of the hands lets the other one know it's ok to touch and your off to a wonderful, investigating touch and experimenting session. This one became different, he laid on the bed with his clothes on, waiting for me to lay in his arms. After a very nice, long, sometimes heavy, sometimes soft kissing session and some more whispering about things to come; my clothes came off, and his half way did. He wanted to please me first. He when down on me a

How To Be Beautiful
Audrey Hepburn's Beauty Tips For attractive lips, speak words of kindness. For lovely eyes, seek out the good in people. For a slim figure, share your food with the hungry. For beautiful hair, let a child run his/her fingers through it once a day. For poise, walk with the knowledge that you never walk alone. People, even more than things, have to be restored, renewed, revived, reclaimed, and redeemed; never throw out anyone. Remember, if you ever need a helping hand, you will find one at the end of each of your arms. As you grow older, you will discover that you have two hands; one for helping yourself, and the other for helping others

Twas The Night Of Thanksgiving,
TWAS THE NIGHT OF THANKSGIVING, BUT I JUST COULDN'T SLEEP I TRIED COUNTING BACKWARDS, I TRIED COUNTING SHEEP. THE LEFTOVERS BECKONED - THE DARK MEAT AND WHITE BUT I FOUGHT THE TEMPTATION WITH ALL OF MY MIGHT TOSSING AND TURNING WITH ANTICIPATION, THE THOUGHT OF A SNACK BECAME INFATUATION. SO, I RACED TO THE KITCHEN, FLUNG OPEN THE DOOR AND GAZED AT THE FRIDGE FULL OF GOODIES GALORE I GOBBLED UP TURKEY AND BUTTERED POTATOES, PICKLES AND CARROTS, BEANS AND TOMATOES. I FELT MYSELF SWELLING SO PLUMP AND SO ROUND, 'TIL ALL OF A SUDDEN, I ROSE OFF THE GROUND. I CRASHED THROUGH THE CEILING, FLOATING INTO THE SKY WITH A MOUTHFUL OF PUDDING, AND, A HANDFUL OF PIE BUT, I MANAGED TO YELL AS I SOARED PAST THE TREES, HAPPY EATING TO ALL; PASS THE CRANBERRIES, PLEASE MAY YOUR STUFFING BE TASTY, MAY YOUR TURKEY BE PLUMP, MAY YOUR POTATOES 'N GRAVY HAVE NARY A LUMP, MAY YOUR YAMS BE DELICIOUS, MAY YOUR PIES TAKE THE PRIZE, MAY YOUR THANKSGIVING

Boo
OK HERE'S HOW THIS WORK I WILL TELL YOU TEN THING'S ABOUT ME THEN I WILL PICK TEN PEOPLE TO DO THE SAME THING THIS IS A GOOD WAY FOR US ALL TO GET TO KNOW THE PEOPLE WE CHAT WITH AND CALL OUR FRIENDS I THINK IF YOUR MY FRIEND YOU'D LIKE TO KNOW ALL YOU CAN AS I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW ABOUT YOU SO IF I PICK YOU YA GOTTA PLAY DAMMIT LOL 1) I am a single mother with three beautiful children, who drive me INSANE! 2) I am unemployed and broke! 3) I am supposed to be a teacher. 4) I love food, all food really. As long as it's not cooked by me then it is most likely edible. 5) I am already running out of things to say and I am only halfway through the list! lol 6) I am five foot two...a hundred and fifteen/twenty pounds. My son calls me a midget. 7) I am a non-smoker, who only smokes sometimes! lol ugh Now I want a smoke and I don't have any. 8) I love to read. 9) I am very shy and have trouble expressing my emotions. Unless of course I am seriously wasted, and I haven't been se

Does God Exist?
The professor of a university challenged his students with this question; "Did God create everything that exists?" A student answered bravely, "Yes, he did". The professor then asked, "If God created everything, then he created evil. Since evil exists (as noticed by our own actions), so God is evil. The student couldn't respond to that statement causing the professor to conclude that he had "proved" that "belief in God" was a fairy tale, and therefore worthless. Another student raised his hand and asked the professor, "May I pose a question? " "Of course" answered the professor. The young student stood up and asked: "Professor does Cold exists?" The professor answered, "What kind of question is that? Of course the cold exists... haven't you ever been cold?" The young student answered, "In fact sir, Cold does not exist. According to the laws of Physics, what we consider cold, in fact is the absence of heat. Anything is able to be studied as long as it transmits energy(heat

God And The Spider
During World War II, a US Marine was separated from his unit on a Pacific island. The fighting had been intense, and in the smoke and the crossfire, he had lost touch with his comrades. Alone in the jungle, he could hear enemy soldiers coming in his direction. Scrambling for cover, he found his way up a high ridge to several small caves in the rock. Quickly he crawled inside one of the caves. Although safe for the moment, he realized that once the enemy soldiers looking for him swept up the ridge, they would quickly search all the caves and he would be killed. As he waited, he prayed, "Lord, if it be your will, please protect me. Whatever your will though, I love you and trust you. Amen." After praying, he lay quietly listening to the enemy begin to draw close. He thought, "Well, I guess the Lord isn't going to help me out of this one." Just then he saw a spider begin to build a web over the front of his cave. As he watched, listening to the enemy searching for him all the while,

Slow Dance
SLOW DANCE Have you ever watched kids On a merry-go-round? Or listened to the rain Slapping on the ground? Ever followed a butterfly's erratic flight? Or gazed at the sun into the fading night? You better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last. Do you run through each day On the fly? When you ask How are you? Do you hear the reply? When the day is done! Do you lie in your bed With the next hundred chores Running through your head? You'd better slow down Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last Ever told your child, We'll do it tomorrow? And in your haste, Not see his sorrow? Ever lost touch, Let a good friendship die Cause you never had time To call and say,"Hi" You'd better slow down. Don't dance so fast. Time is short. The music won't last When you run so fast to get somewhere You miss half the fun of getting there. When you worry

About Me??
So, who I? WLF, of course full name withheld for safety reasons. More proof needed?....Ask who KNOW me. They will tell you the same. Are you a real person? Or am I just a screen name? My screen name is not on my bills, nor on my library card, nor my drivers license. Am I just a projection of your imagination? No, thou' my imagination is just a part of me. If you lost your Internet connection forever, would you still be part of the lifestyle, or is the Internet your lifestyle? I was in the Lifestyle before I was even on the internet. Why hide behind a screen name to begin with? I do believe they show some form of personality and imagination, but you shouldn't hide behind your screen name. Are you protecting your job? My job knows I am on several sites, again, I do not hide WHO I am. Are you hiding from your spouse? Woooo Hoooo I am single. Are you afraid of someone finding out that you are in this lifestyle? Nope, not in the least. Most, if not ALL, of my friends and my family know as

The Cost Of Raising A Child
The government recently calculated the cost of raising a child from birth to 18 and came up with $160,140 for a middle income family. Talk about sticker shock! That doesn't even touch college tuition but $160,140 isn't so bad if you break it down. It translates into: $8,896.66 a year $741.38 a month $171.08 a week That is a mere $24.44 a day - just over a dollar an hour. Still, you might think the best financial advice is don't have children if you want to be "rich." Actually, it is just the opposite. What do you get for your $160,140? * Naming rights - First, Middle and Last! * Glimpses of God every day. * Giggles under the covers every night. * More love than your heart can hold. * Butterfly kisses and Velcro hugs. * Endless wonder over rocks, ants, clouds, and warm cookies. * A hand to hold, usually covered with jelly or chocolate. * A partner for blowing bubbles, flying kites, building sand castles, * And skipping down the sidewalk in the pouring rain

Thanksgiving
So I had a pretty good Thanksgiving, ate a lot of course. Which brings me to my next point... I went to my other grandmother's house to visit and happened to look up at a picture she had of my brother and I. It was taken awhile ago, like when I was 16 and a size 1. It was a full body picture and I looked damn good if I do say so myself LoL. Needless to say, I am far from a size 1 now. I'm about a 7. I was a 3 in April, and then I just gained some weight. Now I know I am not fat or anything, but I would like to get back down to a 3 or a 5. It would just make me feel more comfortable. This is the biggest I've ever been in my life. I keep trying to do something about it, but after school and work the last thing I feel like doing is excersizing, and I have a hard time watching what I eat because I love food. But I do think I am going to try, but probably not til after the New Year. With Christmas and all the awesome food that comes with it, I know I won't be able to resist LoL. Hope

Attitude
There once was a woman who woke up one morning, looked in the mirror, and noticed she had only three hairs on her head. "Well," she said, "I think I'll braid my hair today?" So she did and she had a wonderful day. The next day she woke up, looked in the mirror and saw that she had only two hairs on her head. "Hmm." she said, "I think I'll part my hair down the middle today?" So she did and she had a grand day. The next day she woke up, looked in the mirror and noticed that she had only one hair on her head. "Well," she said, "today I'm going to wear my hair in a pony tail." So she did and she had a fun, fun day. The next day she woke up, looked in the mirror and noticed that there wasn't a single hair on her head. "YEA!" she exclaimed, "I don't have to fix my hair today!" Attitude is everything. Have a Good Day! Be kinder than necessary, for everyone you meet is fighting some kind of battle. Live simply, Love generously, Care deeply, Speak kindly

-30
i just cut 30 people off of my friends list! The number will keep growing since few of you talk to me since you Got the accepted friend request. So if you are wondering why you disappear from a friend list then you shouls have paid more attention to your "friends"

At A Lost
Last night I had a dream about how I was told I couldn't have the surgery and then I commite suicide because I ran out of hope. then today I get a call from my doctor about my surgery, he said he is glad I lost 6 pounds but he is changing my date anyway, they don't think I'll lose enough weight by then for them to do the surgery, and they change the mount that I need to lose. So now they want me to have surgery in Jan. so they have no faith that I couldn't stand to get by thanksgiving and Christmas, and any thing I'm worried about that I tell the dietions they twist my words around and tell the doctor and so it sound worse then it is. so basically I can't trust them anymore, also they don't seem to understand I'm on my dad's insurance right now and my dad can't keep me on there for too much longer because I'm not in school, and they keep putting it off. So even if I get to my weight lost goal still won't get my surgery date, So I'm pissed off, upset and really not sure what

Top Cherry
Is something I know I will never be for several reasons. 1) I'm not a female, lets face it these sites do benefit the ladies, because more men will rate women then other guys and women rate everyone, since theres more guys yea. 2) I'm not around as much as I used to, and even then it was hard as heck to even keep my rank in the 300s. 3) I figure whats the sue in playing games, I'm here to meet people and have fun, points is points and ratings is ratings. I like em and all, but if ya dont rate me back when i rate you it's all good. I'm sure theres other reasons too, but my mind is kinda numb, but I talk to anyone and am a decent guy atleast, so give me a whirl what ya say I can bring a smile to your face.

Go Home!
If this doesn't open your eyes... nothing will! From the L.A. Times 1. 40% of all workers in L.A. County ( L.A. County has 10.2 million people) are working for cash and not paying taxes. This was because they are predominantly illegal immigrants, working without a green card. 2. 95% of warrants for murder in Los Angeles are for illegal aliens. 3. 75% of people on the most wanted list in Los Angeles are illegal aliens. 4. Over 2/3 of all births in Los Angeles County are to illegal alien Mexicans on Medi-Cal, whose births were paid for by taxpayers. 5. Nearly 25% of all inmates in California detention centers are Mexican nationals here illegally. 6. Over 300,000 illegal aliens in Los Angeles County are living in garages. 7. The FBI reports half of all gang members in Los Angeles are most likely illegal aliens from south of the border. 8. Nearly 60% of all occupants of HUD properties are illegal. 9. 21 radio statio

St. John Ambulance The Organization I Was With For 9 Yrs
well everyone why am i writing this its because i want everyone to know what kind of organization st. john ambulance is. and why i spent 9 years with them Nearly one thousand years of history make the original religious Order of St. John, represented today by the Sovereign Military Order of Malta, one of the oldest charitable organizations still in existence in the world today. Today’s Most Venerable Order of the Hospital of Saint John of Jerusalem was confirmed by Royal Charter of Queen Victoria in 1888 to perpetuate the traditions of the original Order. For generations, Christian pilgrims made an arduous journey by ship, horseback and on foot through hostile lands to arrive at the Holy City of Jerusalem. Often persecuted and weary, the pilgrims found comfort in hostels, which offered care of the sick and injured. These early hospitals were destroyed and rebuilt many times, often at the order of existing rulers in the region. In 1080, a new hospital for pilgrims was formed in

Oh Wow, I'm Going To Lose Friends Quickly...
I thought it was funny... Him: Hi Sexy! Me: Hi green! Him: Green? Me: I thought we were playing the adjective game. Him: aahhh.. ok Him: was a compliment... but whatever... Me: Sorry, I just get that 234957349879348 times a day. Me: I would rather hear, "hey smart girl" or "how are you?" even. Me: Or "Yo bitch" I'm fond of that one. ;) Him: point taken... will remember that Me: I guess you guys don't see it... but we girls... yeah, we get it a lot. No harm done!

..in That Cigarette You Breathe, You Can't Get Rid Of Me.
"But still, I try and justify Try to let this die We'll never say goodbye I can't wait I'll rub it in your face Dressed in pretty lace I'll send you home, to cry" Yo estoy muy consado. My weekend is already planned. Tomorrow, I'm going to the tree farm with mom, sister, ella, and savanna, and then we're going to the movies to see Happy Feet! Yay. Then we're going out to eat wherever I want. Mwuahaha. But I have much homework. I shall get started tomorrow. Saturday, I'm going to the mall to get my luggage. YAY! Then Sunday is a day of much homework, reading, algebra, and GAH. All this stuff. >/ Oh well, Wednesday I go to school until 12, then go home to finish packing and VOLA! I'm going to Houston to go to New York! I GET TO STOP IN CHICAGO!!!!! HEHEHEHEHEHE. I'm excited.

T Day
Was a good day, went to a friends was just me her and one other person, but we had fun. We had turkey stuffing taters and gravy and other stuff. I am still full 4 hours later and got some take homes so i can eat again tomorrow. Hope you all had a great one

Please Read
Hey my name is Michelle I just joined CT last night and I'm pretty new... I would love to make new friends the more the better... so feel free to add me... also don't be shy to check out my pix and rating them and leave me a comment and rate my page too!!! hope we all can become friends KISSES MUAHHHH:*:* Michelle

A Message On The War From Pat Buchanan (an Ultra-conservative)
PJB: Befuddled Superpower copyright © 2006 Buchanan.org by Patrick J. Buchanan - November 21, 2006 “For if the trumpet give an uncertain sound, who shall prepare himself to the battle?” On reading the Washington Post story by Robin Wright, “Bush Initiates Iraq Policy Review Separate from Baker’s Group,” about a new internal review of U.S. war policy, St. Paul’s words return to mind. Here we are, longer in this war in Mesopotamia than America fought in World War I or World War II against Germany; yet, consider what our commander in chief — a successor to war presidents Lincoln, Wilson and FDR — is even now seeking to discover…. —————— "The president," said an anonymous White House official, "has asked the national security agencies to assess the situation in Iraq, review the options and recommend the best way forward. … The president indicated Monday that he is interested in hearing interesting ideas both within the administration and from the Baker-Hamilton commission."

She's At It Again.
Well, I got a message from one of my friends saying that "meggie" put our pics back on her page. She also put up a new blog slamming me and talking a bunch of shit. So, yes, I went to her page to see if it was true. Guess what, big shocker here... it is! And, For the record, this will be the absolute last time I spend one second worrying about this shit!!! Meggie, I wanted to send you a private message, since you claimed to have un-blocked me, but to my suprise, you lied. I had to resort to letting you know how I felt through a blog. So, again Meggie, since I know you'll be reading this before the night is over, Please move on with your life. You say you've found some great friends, apparantly some you've found on my page, so great, I'm happy for you. Just leave us alone. Talk to them, visit their pages, if they are your friends they would love to see you have visited their pages, but not us, everytime we sit down, we see you've been back to our pages!!! It's just not ri

Neapolitan Ice Cream Sandwich Cake
Ingredients: * 1 frozen loaf pound cake(10-3/4 oz.), partially thawed * 2 cups (1 pt.) vanilla ice cream, slightly softened and divided * 2 tablespoons HERSHEY'S Strawberry Syrup * 2 tablespoons HERSHEY'S Syrup or HERSHEY'S SPECIAL DARK Syrup Directions: 1. Remove cake from foil pan; line pan with plastic wrap. With serrated knife, slice cake horizontally into 3 layers; place bottom cake layer into prepared pan and place in freezer. 2. Stir together 1 cup ice cream and strawberry syrup in small bowl; spread over cake layer in pan. Gently place second cake layer on top of strawberry mixture; immediately return to freezer. 3. Stir together remaining 1 cup ice cream and chocolate syrup in small bowl; spread over cake layer in pan. Top with third cake layer; cover and freeze until firm. 4. Serve frozen, cut into slices. Cover; freeze leftover cake. About 8 servings.

Mississippi Mud Cake
Ingredients: * 1/2 cup (1 stick) butter or margarine, softened * 1 cup sugar * 1 teaspoon vanilla extract * 3 eggs * 3/4 cup all-purpose flour * 1/3 cup HERSHEY'S Cocoa * 1/2 teaspoon baking powder * Dash salt * 1 cup chopped pecans * 6 cups (10-1/2 oz. pkg.) miniature marshmallows * ONE-BOWL BUTTERCREAM FROSTING(recipe follows) Directions: 1. Heat oven to 350°F. Grease 13x9x2-inch baking pan. 2. Beat butter, sugar and vanilla in large bowl until creamy. Add eggs, one at a time, beating well after each addition. Stir together flour, cocoa, baking powder and salt; blend into butter mixture. Stir in pecans. Spoon batter into prepared pan. 3. Bake 15 to 18 minutes or until top springs back when touched lightly in center. Meanwhile, prepare frosting. Remove cake from oven; immediately place marshmallows over top. Return cake to oven 2 to 3 minutes or until marshmallows are soft. Gently spread marshmallows over cake; immedia

To Every Girl!
To every girl crying tonight you know you deserve better than that - To every girl that dresses cute not skanky - To every girl who wants to be called beautiful not hot. -To every girl that will spend her whole day looking for the perfect present for you. - To every girl who gets her heart broken because he chose the whore instead. - To every girl that would die to have a decent boyfriend. If they even exsist? - To every girl who would just like once to be treated like a princess. - To every girl that cries at night because of another heartbreak. - To every girl that wont get down on her knees and open her mouth just to get a boyfriend. - To every girl that just wants to hold hands. - To every girl that kisses him with meaning. - To every girl who just wishes he cared more. - To every girl who would just once want a guy to give their jacket up when they are cold. - To every girl who just wants him to call. - To every girl who lies awake at nig

Mini Chips Swirl Rum Cake
Ingredients: * 1 cup (2 sticks) butter or margarine, softened * 2 cups sugar * 1-1/2 teaspoons vanilla extract * 3 eggs * 3 cups all-purpose flour * 2 teaspoons baking powder * 1/2 teaspoon salt * 1 cup milk * 3/4 cup HERSHEY'S MINI CHIPS Semi-Sweet Chocolate Chips * 1/2 cup finely chopped nuts * BUTTER RUM SYRUP(recipe follows) * CHOCOLATE GLAZE(recipe follows) Directions: 1. Heat oven to 350°F. Grease and flour 10-inch tube pan or 12-cup fluted tube pan. 2. Beat butter, sugar and vanilla in large bowl until light and fluffy. Add eggs, one at a time, beating well after each addition. Stir together flour, baking powder and salt; add alternately with milk to butter mixture, beating until smooth. Remove 2 cups batter; set aside. Pour remaining batter into prepared pan. 3. Stir together small chocolate chips and nuts in small bowl; sprinkle evenly over batter in pan. Spoon reserved batter over chip-nut mixture; carefu

I Need Help
i need a date and possibly sum butt on the same nite i know it sounds like a typical dude but hey like that usher song thats wat its made for u feel me but is there any 1 that can help me out on wat to say or wat not to say to a female so i can accomplish this cuz normally it take about a wk or 2 but now im feeened out not sayin ima dog or anything cuz im not but i just wana get it quicker u know so give me some lines and nothin that wont work on u holla

Milk Chocolate Chip Pecan Pound Cake
Ingredients: * 2 cups (11.5-oz. pkg.) HERSHEY'S Milk Chocolate Chips, divided * 1 cup (2 sticks) butter or margarine, softened * 1-1/4 cups granulated sugar * 3 eggs * 2-1/4 cups all-purpose flour * 1/4 cup HERSHEY'S Cocoa * 1/4 teaspoon baking soda * Dash salt * 1 cup buttermilk or sour milk* * 3/4 cup HERSHEY'S Syrup * 2 teaspoons vanilla extract * 1 cup chopped pecans * Powdered sugar(optional) Directions: 1. Heat oven to 350°F. Grease and flour 12-cup fluted tube pan. Place 1 cup milk chocolate chips in medium microwave-safe bowl. Microwave at HIGH (100%) 1 minute; stir. If necessary, microwave at HIGH an additional 15 seconds at a time, stirring after each heating, until chips are melted when stirred. 2. Beat butter in large bowl until creamy; gradually add granulated sugar, beating on medium speed of mixer until well blended. Add eggs, one at a time, beating well after each addition. Add melted chocolate; b

Just A Little Bit Of Info About Me The Person
hi everyone i guess i am writing this blog so you all know who i am. and what i do outside of ctalot of you have seen me on ct and have talked to me everyday and alot of you i have helped with things.well first off i am adopted i am korean by birth chinese by adoption. and my sister who is 4 years younger then me is adopted as well, she is from cambodia. why my parents never had kids of their own i never did ask. first off i am grateful for my parents who have raised me since i was 3. i grew up pretty much in a church going home. and went to a christian school as well for 8yrs where my friends and i have grown up together and are still friends. i grew up in a home where the rules were strict. but we were taught to be respectful to people and especially to the opposite sex and to never fight. so i guess that is where my upbringing comes up. i was ai did go to public school and yes i was a trouble maker in school as well. just the usual fire alarms when i was 5 nothing major lol. but as

Mexican Cocoa Torte
Ingredients: * 1 cup sugar * 1/2 cup HERSHEY'S Cocoa * 1/2 cup strong coffee * 1/3 cup shortening * 1/4 teaspoon ground cinnamon * 1 package (11 oz.) pie crust mix * 2 cups (1 pt.)cold whipping cream * HERSHEY'S MINI CHIPS Semi-Sweet Chocolate Chips Directions: 1. Combine sugar, cocoa, coffee, shortening and cinnamon in small saucepan. Cook over very low heat, stirring constantly, until smooth and creamy. Cool to room temperature. 2. Stir together pie crust mix and 3/4 cup of the cocoa mixture, blending well. Shape into smooth ball; refrigerate 1 hour. 3. Heat oven to 350°F. Line two cookie sheets with foil; mark two 8-inch circles on each. Cut pastry ball into 4 pieces; form each into small ball. Place balls of pastry on foil; press with fingers into marked circles. 4. Bake 10 to 12 minutes or until almost set; cool on cookie sheets. Combine whipping cream and remaining cocoa mixture in small bowl; beat until stiff. 5. Place on

Jubilee Chocolate Cake
Ingredients: * 3/4 teaspoon baking soda * 1 cup buttermilk or sour milk* * 1-1/2 cups cake flour or 1-1/4 cups all-purpose flour * 1-1/2 cups sugar, divided * 1/2 cup HERSHEY'S Cocoa * 1/2 teaspoon salt * 1/2 cup vegetable oil * 2 eggs, separated * 1/2 teaspoon vanilla extract * Vanilla ice cream * FLAMING CHERRY SAUCE(recipe follows) * QUICK AND EASY FLAMING CHERRY SAUCE(recipe follows) Directions: Stir baking soda into buttermilk in medium bowl until dissolved; set aside. Heat oven to 350°F. Grease and flour 13x9x2-inch baking pan. Stir together flour, 1 cup sugar, cocoa and salt. Add oil, buttermilk mixture, egg yolks and vanilla; beat until smooth. Beat egg whites in small bowl until soft peaks form; gradually add remaining 1/2 cup sugar, beating until stiff peaks form. Gently fold egg whites into chocolate batter. Pour batter into prepared pan. Bake 30 to 35 minutes or until cake springs back when touched l

Italian Ricotta Torte
Ingredients: * 8 eggs, separated * 1-1/2 cups sugar, divided * 1-1/2 cups ground blanched almonds * 2/3 cup all-purpose flour * 2/3 cup HERSHEY'S Cocoa * 1 teaspoon baking soda * 1/2 teaspoon salt * 1/2 cup water * 2 teaspoons vanilla extract * 1/2 teaspoon almond extract * RICOTTA CHERRY FILLING(recipe follows) * COCOA WHIPPED CREAM(recipe follows) * candied cherries or sliced almonds(optional) Directions: 1. Heat oven to 375°F. Grease bottoms of two 9-inch round baking pans; line with wax paper. Grease wax paper lining, leaving sides of pans ungreased. 2. Beat egg yolks in large bowl on medium speed of mixer 3 minutes. Gradually add 1 cup sugar, beating another 2 minutes. Stir together almonds, flour, cocoa, baking soda and salt; add alternately with water to egg yolk mixture, beating on low speed just until blended. Stir in vanilla and almond extracts. 3. Beat egg whites in large bowl until foamy. Gradually

One Beat, Two Hearts
A simple hello, And a warm smile. Meaningless talk, Turning to heart felt words. Seconds to minutes, minutes to hours. Our friendship has grown like wildflowers. I live in your laughter, and die in your tears. I dance to the beat of your heart. You are the dream, in my soul. Forever, your heart I’ll hold. Our love will never grow old. Holding you tightly, in my arms With my wings, I shield you, from life's Unlucky charms

What I Admire In A Significant Other
I want someone who: has tattoos has piercings appreciates my wackiness will do something completely random with me, just because writes poetry will tell me to shut the fuck up when I take my obnoxiousness too far will hold my hand will take me to the park will call me out on being a bitch will do whatever it takes to make me smile when I'm sad or pissed at them will randomly drop by and surprise me at work corrects my spelling and grammar will take me to shows even if they can't stand the band isn't afraid to tell me when I look like shit will let me dye their hair, but I wouldn't trust me to cut it will cuddle me when I'm sick will watch cheesy movies with me and then quote them later coughdirtydancingcough will rock out to Hanson with me, even if they won't admit it to anyone else is as easily amused as I am appreciates the brilliance of the lovely Eddie Izzard will watch Boondock Saints with me eight million times w

Thoughts/comments Blog 4,,,
I thought about putting up a bunch of photos, thing is, I hate getting my picture taken (I'm too self-confident), otherwise I'd take a couple sexy photos and put them up here :). Webcameras as OK, but I don't have much use for a webcam (other then to take boring photos of myself) and I'd take a bunch of photos with the DigiCam, but I dunno if I would use it again.

Holiday Coconut Cake
Ingredients: * 1/2 cup (1 stick) butter or margarinesoftened * 1/2 cup shortening * 2 cups sugar * 5 eggs, separated * 1 teaspoon vanilla extract * 2 cups all-purpose flour * 1 teaspoon baking soda * 1/4 teaspoon salt * 1 cup buttermilk * 2 cups MOUNDS Sweetened Coconut Flakes * 1/2 cup chopped pecans * TOFFEE CREAM(recipe follows) * HEATH BITS 'O BRICKLE Toffee Bits(optional) Directions: 1. Heat oven to 350°F. Grease and flour 12-cup fluted tube pan. 2. Beat butter, shortening, sugar, egg yolks and vanilla until creamy. Add flour, baking soda and salt alternately with buttermilk, beating well. Stir in coconut and pecans. 3. Beat egg whites until stiff; fold into batter. Pour batter into prepared pan. 4. Bake 45 to 55 minutes or until wooden pick inserted in center comes out clean. Cool 10 minutes; remove from pan to wire rack. Cool completely. 5. Frost with TOFFEE CREAM. Garnish with additional toffee b

Ending This Way
We challenged the rapids and cruised the calms. You held my heart in your palms. Like a rose, beautiful we grew. I didn’t think you were ashamed of who you knew. With no one around, you know who I am. With People around, you don’t give a dam. With love, you filled my heart. Without saying a word, you blew it apart. I know you don’t want me as your man, But you didn’t have to throw my heart in to the fan. My love for you, I confess. That’s where I went wrong, I guess. No hello or a how you do, I would have preferred a, fuck you to. I guess we arrived at the river’s end, I must not be your special friend. You, in time I know I can forget. That will be a day, I’ll regret. Strange was our connection, It did provide us some direction We shared some tears, We braved our fears. This must be the day, When we have to go, our own way

Whittier...
Ah! on Thanksgiving day, when from East and from West, From North and South, come the pilgrim and guest, When the gray-haired New Englander sees round his board The old broken links of affection restored, When the care-wearied man seeks his mother once more, And the worn matron smiles where the girl smiled before. What moistens the lips and what brightens the eye? What calls back the past, like the rich pumpkin pie?John Greenleaf Whittier

Hershey's Special Dark Snack Cake Medley
Ingredients: * CREAM CHEESE FILLING(recipe follows) * 3 cups all-purpose flour * 2 cups sugar * 2/3 cup HERSHEY'S Cocoa * 2 teaspoons baking soda * 1 teaspoon salt * 2 cups water * 2/3 cup vegetable oil * 2 eggs * 2 tablespoons white vinegar * 2 teaspoons vanilla extract * 1/2 cup HERSHEY'S SPECIAL DARK Chocolate Chips * 1/2 cup MOUNDS Sweetened Coconut Flakes * 1/2 cup chopped nuts Directions: 1. Heat oven to 350°F. Grease and flour 13x9x2-inch baking pan. Prepare CREAM CHEESE FILLING; set aside. 2. Stir together flour, sugar, cocoa, baking soda and salt in large bowl. Add water, oil, eggs, vinegar and vanilla; beat on medium speed of mixer 2 minutes or until well blended. Pour 3 cups batter into prepared pan. Gently drop cream cheese filling onto batter by heaping teaspoonfuls. Carefully spoon remaining batter over filling. Combine chocolate chips, coconut and nuts; sprinkle over top of batter. 3 Bake 50 to

The Things You Should Know
Amanda Lynn Hughson born on the 25th of March 1985. I share my birthday with Elton John and Lark Vorhees(Lisa on Saved By The Bell). Neon yellow is my favorite color I've dyed my hair close to a thousand times I've never broken a bone but I dislocated my knee once I live for Metal Mania on Vh1 Classic Guns N Roses is my all time favorite band Duff McKagan makes me hot I love gay boys/boy touching I'm a sucker for a chick flick I long for the 80s 80s hair metal makes me smile I still dig Hanson I love music, it doesn't matter what it is Indie flicks are the best I hate being lied to I love my friends Going to Denny's in the middle of the night with your friends is the best I'm addicted to Myspace I adore Nikki Sixx Axl Rose intrigues me I can't stand Avril Lavgine's personality, but I love her music I think Christina Aguielara is brilliant, plus she's hot I love to dye my hair I like to get coffee but I wait until

Hershey's Hugs & Kisses Pound Cake Torte
Ingredients: * 46 HERSHEY'S KISSES Brand Milk Chocolates * 1/3 cup plus 1/2 cup whipping cream, divided * 2 teaspoons butter, softened * 1/2 teaspoon vanilla extract * 1 frozen loaf pound cake(10-3/4 oz.), partially thawed * 10 HERSHEY'S HUGS Brand Chocolates Directions: 1. Remove wrappers from HERSHEY'S KISSES Brand Milk Chocolates. Combine chocolates and 1/3 cup whipping cream in small saucepan. Cook over low heat, stirring frequently, until smooth. Remove from heat. Stir in butter and vanilla until smooth; transfer to medium bowl. Refrigerate until firm enough to spread, about 1 hour. 2. Slice cake horizontally to make 3 layers. Arrange bottom layer on serving plate. Evenly spread 1/3 cup chocolate mixture over layer; top with second layer and spread with 1/3 cup mixture. Place remaining layer on top. Beat remaining 1/2 cup whipping cream until thickened; fold in remaining chocolate mixture. Refrigerate a few minutes if a more firm consistency

Hershey's Firecracker Cake
Ingredients: * 4 eggs, separated * 1/2 cup plus 1/3 cup granulated sugar, divided * 1 teaspoon vanilla extract * 1/2 cup all-purpose flour * 1/3 cup HERSHEY'S Cocoa * 1/4 teaspoon baking powder * 1/4 teaspoon baking soda * 1/8 teaspoon salt * 1/3 cup water * Powdered sugar * 1 cup cherry pie filling * 1 tub (8 oz.) frozen whipped topping, thawed and divided * HERSHEY'S KISSES Brand Milk Chocolate, HERSHEY'S HUGS Brand Chocolates, HERSHEY'S MINIATURES Chocolate Bars, HERSHEY'S NUGGETS Cookies 'N' Cream Candies * Blueberries, raspberries, halved strawberries * 1 TWIZZLERS Strawberry Twists Directions: 1. Heat oven to 375 F. Line 15-1/2x10-1/2x1-inch jelly-roll pan with foil; generously grease foil. 2. Beat egg whites in large bowl until foamy; gradually add 1/2 cup granulated sugar, beating until stiff peaks form. 3. Beat egg yolks and vanilla in small bowl on high speed of mixer for about 3 minutes. G

Hershey's Chocolate Lovers Cherry Cake
Ingredients: * 3/4 cup coarsely chopped slivered almonds, divided * 1 package (about 18 oz.) yellow cake mix (with pudding in the mix) * 1/4 cup HERSHEY'S Cocoa or HERSHEY'S SPECIAL DARK Cocoa * 1/4 cup sugar * 2 eggs * 1/4 cup vegetable oil * 2 teaspoons almond extract * 1 can (21 oz.) cherry pie filling * 1 cup HERSHEY'S Semi-Sweet Chocolate Chips Directions: 1. Heat oven to 350°F. Grease and flour 10-inch fluted tube pan. 2. Sprinkle 1/4 cup almonds evenly in bottom of pan. Stir together dry cake mix, cocoa and sugar in large bowl. Add eggs, oil, almond extract and cherry pie filling; beat until well blended and cherries are chopped. Stir in remaining 1/2 cup almonds and chocolate chips; pour into prepared pan. 3. Bake 55 to 60 minutes or until wooden pick inserted in cake comes out clean. Cool in pan 10 minutes; invert cake onto wire rack. Cool completely. 10 to 12 servings.

Broke'n'joke
I was the light of your life, you said. This light must have been a match. As this has burned out. I made you smile with delight, What I'm feeling isn't right. My heart is broke, What was I, your joke? You told some lie, I so want you to die!

Welcome To My Magic Castle! (kmc)
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A Smile Missed
It has been a week, Your lips I really seek. It has been awhile, Since I have seen your smile. I saw you this morning. My heart skipped, My breathe stopped. When I realized I was not dreaming. You have made my day, When you looked my way

Bouncing Back
I was knocked on my ass, My heart, is not made of glass. You chased away my fears, I can not fight back the tears. I’m back on my feet, My nightmares to dream, ever so sweet. Life too uncertain, I’m not ready, to pull my curtain. I’m ready to live, Because, of what you have to give. You, in my life, I did need My heart will no longer bleed.

Missing You
My love, you have been told, You're all I want to hold. You're still in my heart, I cried the day, we did part. Miss, the hold of your hand, Still wish, I was your man. Was afraid to allow you inside, No longer have to hide. My love for you is true. Hard to live without you. It would be such bliss, To taste your kiss, Again

Player
Played you like my Bitch. I am gone without a hitch. I showed you my charm. Placed you on my arm, For the entire world to see. Your ass, I did bone, Now, you’re left all alone. Watching you cry, I wave, hollering, BYE!!!

Hope Everyone Had Alot To Eat
Oh my I know I sure did and talk about over stuffing yourself, when it came time for dessert wow, I did not have any room for my pumkin pie or choclate pie that I made. I am stuff and the sad thing is I so want to get heat up some mac and cheese lol, to eat with my wine, lol. I am still full. Kisses and Happy Thanksgiving off to VA tomorrow to look for some places as i move back on Friday of next week Alyse

You
You are a gift from God. You touch me, without a finger. You intoxicate me, without a drink. You have a power. I anticipate your touch and quiver when you do. You are the words of a great poem, whispering to my soul with your sweetness. You illuminate my world. Like a candle in the night. You are my tears when, I awake to the morning light, Knowing that I am alive

Yet Another Naughty Story My Friend Daniel Wrote For Me..
You find out that you will be house sitting in the next little while so you decide to call me and find out if I would like to come and house sit with you. We talk on the phone for a bit. You tell me that there is enough food and there is lots to drink as well. You tell me that you would like me to come for the weekend to help you watch the place. I agree to it and tell you I will be there Friday afternoon. I arrive at the address you gave me. You answer the door when I ring the doorbell. You are dressed in a short tight summer dress. You give me a nice hug when I walk into the door as well as a soft gently kiss on my lips. We close the door behind us. You are so happy that the two of us are going to spend the weekend together all alone. You decided to give me the grand tour of the place. As we go through the house, I notice the large king size bed in the one bedroom. I give a little chuckle as we carry on with the tour. There is a swimming pool outside and there is what seems to be

Lessions From Love
Our never ending love has turned sour. Feeling weak, I’m losing my power. I hurt so hard, I’m left in a daze. My Heart is ablaze. Falling to the ground, I have never been this down. My head feeling like a boulder. I feel a hand on my shoulder. Lifting my head, seeing Him grin. I know where you have been. I have been there before. I know this hurts down to your core. But, you have much to gain, From this terrible pain. With this broken love, you’ll learn, When it is true love’s turn. Someone special you will meet, And you’ll climb back on your feet. Forever your heart will know, You have helped me grow. Deep in my heart you’ll live, Grateful for what you had to give. Life has not always been kind. Happiness, I truly hope you’ll find.

More Than You Know
You always, know what I feel, You may not think it's a big deal. I'm truly grateful for you and your comfort. You always know when I am hurt. I know your love, Will carry me through. I feel you care, More than any one out there. You offer your arms, To protect me from all harms. You give me your heart And ask nothing for your part In giving me peace, harmony, and hope. When I fall in a hole and there’s no way out, You are my rope. Yes I truly know you care, But it's just not fair. I don't want your life any rougher, You are too kind and sweet to suffer. Wither you say love you or love ya, You have made my life bed-da. When I'm far away and distant, Don’t ever think, my love is gone for an instant. More than you know, I do care, so.

Love With Nel
You thrown my heart away It’s over you say It had a pulse Was, your love false? This love, we had is dead. I wish, I was Instead. I don’t know who to call, Oh!, Why’d I fall. I’m in hell, I’m in love with Nel.

Real
What’s not in my heart, Your gifts can not buy. My friend you say, Why must you be that way? You know I care. Why do you dare? You don’t know what I feel! Are you for real? You can’t take my hurt away. Just can’t say, it’ll be Okay!

Still Here
The rains have stopped, Blue is on the horizon. The sun still rises high into the heavens. With all the beauty of the world surrounding me. Nothing can ever surpass the pain from this horrible emptiness in my heart. Your love stains my soul, Like blood on the carpet. I drown in your love, as it overflows Like a flood of a great river. My heart crashes to the ground, Like a meteor slamming the earth. As the death of our love unfolds. Your memories remain with an ever lasting fear Haunting me, Like that of a ghost in the night. Even thou you have left, You are still here!!!

Nostalgia....
this is a few old old old vids from muh favorite singer around year 1996-1999 hahaha just forun a few vids and i really cant remember WHYHTE HELL i liked this. i went from this to deathm,etal....no wonder. her name is Jasmin Wagner aka Blümchen from germany for you who didnt get that.

Fake Or Half Ass Feelings?
ever sat back and wondered if the feelings and love you are puttin out are beingreplaced ot whatever by fake or half ass feelings? i just discovered something tonight about someone IF there is true love and real feelings they should be shown no matter what is goin on or who ma be around. if you have a bf/gf dont be afraid to let other people know about it. like say one night someone is your gf /bf then the next night that someone is your internet buddy? that is such bullshit its shit like that that pisses me off if youi really love someone no matter what the miles or hours are that you are apart you should be proud to say hey yeah he or she is my bf or gf quit puttin out the fake half ass feelings when your buddies or someone different is around cuz ya do that shit and things may turn out the way you DONT want it..welll so ya say thank you and have a great freakin night

Alice's Restaurant - A Thanksgiving Day Tradition
Alice's Restaurant By Arlo Guthrie This song is called Alice's Restaurant, and it's about Alice, and the restaurant, but Alice's Restaurant is not the name of the restaurant, that's just the name of the song, and that's why I called the song Alice's Restaurant. You can get anything you want at Alice's Restaurant You can get anything you want at Alice's Restaurant Walk right in it's around the back Just a half a mile from the railroad track You can get anything you want at Alice's Restaurant Now it all started two Thanksgivings ago, was on - two years ago on Thanksgiving, when my friend and I went up to visit Alice at the restaurant, but Alice doesn't live in the restaurant, she lives in the church nearby the restaurant, in the bell-tower, with her husband Ray and Fasha the dog. And livin' in the bell tower like that, they got a lot of room downstairs where the pews used to be in. Havin' all that room, seein' as how they took out all the pews, they decided that

Interracial Dating Game
For lack of something better to do, here are all the words I can make using the letters in the phrase "interracial dating game".Yes, I am that bored on a Sunday evening.Interracial Dating GameIn, it, at, gin, ledge, ram, car, tar, tad, rat, tin, ten, mad, made,dig, drag,lag, liar, retire, meat, team, tag, lag, aid, aide, great,net, nit, mar, gal, mace, race, real, reel, deal, date, dating, interracial, game, lace, ace, ate, eat, tea,lead, leer, teal, eel, meal,lame, tame, dame, let, lad, late, mate, interim, inter, retain, train, tear, rear, cried, tried, trial, trail, tread, tad, attain, meeting,rating, mating, trim, girl, arid, drain, grid, grain, rain, air, dial, redial, cat, retire, intern, tire, mire, edge, gate, rate, rite, mite,read, red, reed, greed, ice, iced, dice, rice, mice, mint, tint, glint, relent, tent, dent, dine, mine, tine, clad, glad, din, digit, racial,trace, dirt, rail, amid, lice, grace, art, dart, cling, ring, grim, lair, later, greater, retina, attend, meander,

The Moods Of A Woman
Body: An angel of truth and a dream of fiction, A woman is a bundle of contradiction, She's afraid of a wasp, will scream at a mouse, But will tackle a stranger alone in the house. Sour as vinegar, sweet as a rose, She'll kiss you one minute, then turn up her nose, She'll win you in rage, enchant you in silk, She'll be stronger than brandy, milder than milk, At times she'll be vengeful, merry and sad, She'll hate you like poison, and love you like mad.

Darkness
The sun sets before me the lights turn off so i can't see Darkness everywhere and i see nowhere blink once, blink twice i'm blinded frozen like ice. Breathing under deep breath gasping running with no access. thru a tunnel leading to the start lost again the path gets dark. Every turn is in the same direction two is in one can't use my imagination is this the right way i follow my heart is this what i say i live in the dark. Darkness surrounds an empty mind i figure i wasted some precious times but one of these days i'll follow what's right maybe i'll say i live in the light. Voices from everywhere they stop me only to be scared, it gets closer but i'm already near. the Darkness tearing me apart seems to follow me thru than into my heart. The Darkness that lives in you climbs the peak and reaches thru it's released to take control --every first move last you won't know-- It's out there it's watching and waiting thinking; c

Anything Your Heart Desires
I would tell you I love you,.but you cant accept it. I'm trying to be everything for you, but what am I? Neglected. People say its a shame, but I won't complain. And tears leave stains, so now they call me lame. Don't get me wrong, i'm not what they say,. cause Im a timid soul out in the fray. I would rather be yours and yours alone. but now I'm home alone, penning your song. Could this be the end of you and me? I dont know, I suppose I couldnt make you happy. Makes me curse aloud, drive a few miles. I think I fell off my cloud,..the music's too loud. Here I am sorry again,. I suppose that's played out; Or the affinity that you had for me just gave out. As an entertainer, I give audience for such thoughts. And you'll find liars usually saying more than they aught. So I'll say no more, and allow my heart to talk.. grab a hand,..lets take a long walk. And nothing will be spoken, no words of debate. Strange emotions will erupt when our hearts communic

Monoxide
Today is thanksgiving and I have a lot to say Im thankful for.I have my two beautiful kids with me and I also have my love monoxide aka michael.He makes me laugh all the time and smile all time.He is also a very wonderful lover.Very wonderful.hehe

I Posted These In The Wrong Place
I hear your voice in my mind I feel your touch down my spine I lock my eyes in your gaze All around becomes a haze You’re the focus of this fantasy Jolene do you know what you do to me We talk about life and loves touch And then I need it oh so much Thoughts of making you cum so sweet Of kisses and passion when we meet Of licking your clit and wanting to see Orgasms hard as you cum with me Of you and I joined in loves dance Of eyes lock in loves sweet glance And hold us together as we buck and grind Knowing you’re the one my heart longed to find As we make our sweet love all the night through You and I joined , me so deep into you You and I one as you grind hard on top This is the dream that I hope never to stop We share passions kiss that never can end If we are both partners, soul mate, and friend For our then is a joining beyond physical joy Though I enjoy the thought of being your sex toy Of you taking me when ever and how ever you please I like to dream of

Happy Thanksgi... Bah, Screw It.
And so, at 5:35 pm, Pacific Standard Time, I caught myself in my hotel room, watching the "That 70s Show" marathon on FX. It's a time of giving thanks for everything you have and... well, for whatever position you're in. I guess I should be thankful that I'm not outside in the cold, or in jail somewhere having my sexuality redefined, or at work, or... something. Instead, I'm in this hotel room, thousands of miles away from "loved" ones, having long, meaningful conversations with myself, and eating microwaved chicken and stuffing... I think everyone else should be thankful they're around family and friends. Trust me, you could be a lot worse off than you currently are.

Two Both A Poem And A Song
I hear your voice in my mind I feel your touch down my spine I lock my eyes in your gaze All around becomes a haze You’re the focus of this fantasy Jolene do you know what you do to me We talk about life and loves touch And then I need it oh so much Thoughts of making you cum so sweet Of kisses and passion when we meet Of licking your clit and wanting to see Orgasms hard as you cum with me Of you and I joined in loves dance Of eyes lock in loves sweet glance And hold us together as we buck and grind Knowing you’re the one my heart longed to find As we make our sweet love all the night through You and I joined , me so deep into you You and I one as you grind hard on top This is the dream that I hope never to stop We share passions kiss that never can end If we are both partners, soul mate, and friend For our then is a joining beyond physical joy Though I enjoy the thought of being your sex toy Of you taking me when ever and how ever you please I like to dream of

Thanksgiveing Ohhhhh Bah Hummmbug
Ok I started to have a good day til I was told not to bother going to a feast of all feast. Because I sholdnt regaurd them as family anymore. Sorry to all I HAD TO WORK.... Im still at work. Boaring as hell but shit it pays my bills and at this point I do have alot of them. I didnt get the whole turkey or stuffing or even the trimmings today either. Kinda sucks Im hungry and havent ate. OHHHHH I had a couple donuts today and a slice of pizza. OH ya thats a thanksgiveing feast right there.

Reality Check
Thoughts creep softly Without sound Onto blank paper They spill easily Like blood To spoil the imaginary Pain strikes With venom So potent Making me reel With the shock Of being struck The pen Flicks itself Across the paper Dropping feelings Meant to be hidden Words that have meaning Meaning more than Was ever intended They bubble They brew From the depths She thought were left behind Is she such a fool To believe it was hidden That they couldn’t see Beyond the smile Where she had recreated herself To be a better person So she would no longer be That fragile creature In the corner Where people paid no attention And if they did All they saw was pity How long can she go on? Being one thing Yet portraying another They were proud In the way she had Seen the light If only they knew The only light she saw Was the spotlight They shined on her When they took the time To see her Now she drowns In the blood Th

Domestic Violence - Thanks Rhonda
"I got flowers today We had our first argument last night, and he said a lot of cruel things that really hurt me. I know he is sorry and didn't mean the things he said, because he sent me flowers today. I got flowers today. It wasn't our anniversary or any other special day. Last night he threw me into a wall and started to choke me. It seemed like a nightmare, I couldn't believe it was real. I woke up this morning sore and bruised all over. I know he must be sorry cause he sent me flowers today. I got flowers today, and it wasn't mother's day or any other special day. Last night, he beat me up again, it was much worse than all the other times. If I leave him, what will I do? How will I take care of my kids? What about money? I'm afraid of him and scared to leave. But I know he must be sorry because he sent me flowers today. I got flowers today. Today was a very special day. It was the day of my funeral! Last night, he finally killed me. He beat me to death. If only I had

Words
Words Women Use: 1.) FINE: This is the word women use to end an argument when they are right and you need to shut up. 2.) Five Minutes: If she is getting dressed, this means a half an hour. Five Minutes is only five minutes if you have just been given five more minutes to watch the game before helping around the house. 3.) Nothing: This is the calm before the storm. This means something, and you should be on your toes. Arguments that begin with nothing usually end in fine. 4.) Go Ahead: This is a dare, not permission. Don't Do It! 5) Loud Sigh: This is actually a word, but is a non-verbal statement often misunderstood by men. A loud sigh means she thinks you are an idiot and wonders why she is wasting her time standing here and arguing with you about nothing. (Refer back to #3 for the meaning of nothing.) 6.) That's Okay: This is one of the most dangerous statements a woman can make to a man. That's okay means she wants to think long and hard before deciding how a

Hatin Tha Holidayz
I hate being alone but its even worse when the holidays come rollin around- Im happy and flying high most of the time but this time of the year, knocks me into reality, bringing me down- Dont get me wrong, I have my kids who I love more than ne thing in this world, but no one by myside, it's all part of the devil's evil plot- Maybe it's my fault, maybe it's their fault on why I'm single but I do know one thing, when it comes 2 love, Im only taking one more shot- Because Im sick of the lies, sick of the games, sick of being cheated on, basically, sick of it all- But Im willing to try one more time to find love but being so picky and feeling wounded may cause it to take awhile, cuz this time, im not going to fall- From all the pain ive felt and being alone so long has caused my heart to freeze, it barely even beats- I compare this love thing to me trying to play basketball ona hardwood floor and instead of wearing shoes, wearing some football cleats- Ya, slippin and slidin, jus l

Offically Single!!
After about two months of a "Break" my now ex girl friend decided that maybe her and I shouldn't date but just be friends. I knew it was comeing though we were far to different in all things. Anyhow yeah I'm kinda happy and kinda pissed at the same time. It's like we had everything nice and good but neither of us really had the effort or will to change to be with one another. Meh oh well I will recover in less than an hour likely. Anyway yeah that's an update in my life...

Quiz Results
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Chapter 9
Chapter 9 It was just about time to go home, I had not heard from anyone today, It was all quiet. Pam had called and said she wanted to take some things back to the store. She may be awhile, she said to try and see if you were available, to keep me company. I hoped you would call me and you had talked about it all I could do was to email you when I got home only knowing you wernt on. You never talked much at night. I got home and saw you were still online, I was so happy to catch you finally. I asked you if you had plans and you said you had just finished everything and that's why you were on you were gonna surprise me. You did I was so happy. You were busy all day getting your stuff done to surprise me at night. I soon asked the question I ask everyday, but diffident this time, I asked you to think of something you wanted to eat. You had been having cravings and couldn't find the time to get it. I responded back that I would get it for you really not thinking you would say yes.

Chapter 8
Chapter 8 After the amazing sensual rub down you gave me I was soon ready to take on our next, little romp. This time you wanted me give you something from behind. I wasn't exactly the best at it. My wife and I had try'd it several times and it was so tight but her sensations, were still unbelievable, she would tell me that it made her cum so fast and good. So as I took hold of your hips they were so nice and sexy I caressed you first kissing your back down to the top of your ass. Gently biting it you, smelled so delicious, like a desert. It was so hard not to bite you tasted so sweet. I reached over to grab the lube so it would be easier to shove my cock in. I licked your ass and kissed on it. The same time Iâ€™ve been working on your pussy it was so wet your cum was just dripping down the sides of your smooth pussy, and the sides of your legs, moaning in pleasure you were so sexy looking at you from behind your ass was lubed so nice I was working it loose. Ready to drive my co

Chapter 7
Chapter 7 It felt odd but yet so exciting. Pam and I had discussed what if the woman wanted me for herself, would she be comfortable with it. She insisted that to have fun is to let go the feelings that I'm cheating. She wanted me to experience a date persay. We have been so happy with eachother and we want to experience the wilder side of our marriage and sexual desires. As if it didn't sound amazing enough, We were chatting with you on a day to day basis friendly hellos, sexy little flirts and always â€œwhat ifâ€ was my response. Then one day I was checking email on my break and saw the email that said. â€œWhat Timeâ€ Of course I clicked immediately not caring what or who was around. The message seems like its taking forever to open. Finally It opens and immediately I smile the first line said. OK the time has come, to take this to the next level. Its time to finally meet face to face. I couldn't believe that we were actually going to meet. We both were a bit cautious

Chapter 6
Chapter 6 I rushed home knowing you would be there with Pam you two had got the day off to get to know each other more before we actually met. It was supposed to be a surprise but Pam is so bad she couldn't resist telling me I had a big surprise waiting for me. I could only imagine all day at work I was fantasizing about it I was hoping the surprise would be you two together. I had no Idea you two were with each other all day. You two were out playing all day going to spa, shopping at victoria's secret and getting sexy outfits to model for me. BUt as I found out later you two were in the dressing room trying on the outfits and you both started to suck on each others nipples and finger each other to orgasm, the ladies at the store must have heard giggling cause they were checking you two out as you left, I'm sure they were loving it, wishing they were in there with you two as well. After a day out you two had came back to the house and made everything special. There were flo

Our Thanksgiving Dinner...
...was another that couldnt be beat...HEHE.. hope you all are having a good one.. heres a few pics ..... MMMMMMMM...been waitin all day for this.. Kids ready to tuck in ..no, cant look, i'm enjoying it too much.. thats what i like to see, EMPTY PLATES hehe karens thanksgiving turkey she made HAPPY THANKSGIVING EVERYONE, AND I'M THANKFUL FOR ALL OF YOU!!

Chapter 5
Chapter 5 It was a gloomy day out that day and we decided to stay home for the day Pam was gonna workout inside and I was going to do some work around the house, I needed to catch up on. I didn't really want to work to much in the yard. I just assumed to stay inside and snuggle in bed with Pam. So the day was getting worse weather wise so I decided to call it quits for the yard, let the leafs fall where they may. I went in to find Pam watching her porn fucking her pussy with her dildo, she had her legs spread wide fucking herself her moans were slow and soft and they were increasing as she kept pushing it slowly in and out. I didn't want to say anything until she made herself cum. I could tell she was getting close to cumming the moans became more and more intense. As she let out a scream of anticipation. She took a deep breath and as she was watching the end of the movie that's when she noticed me watching. It startled her and she asked how long I had been standing there. I sai

Surveys.. Yay!
To all RAWKERS by Love For Fire 7189NameDustinage20favorite name(s) for boysMarshall .. er and can't think of any other good ones lolfavorite name(s) for girlsMorgan, Jadefavorite band(s)30 Seconds to Mars, a7x, Cold, Red Jumpsuit Apparatus, Out of Your Mouth

Yeah Betty!
DIR EN GREY ARE COMING BACK TO THE US! WOOO WOOOOOOOOOOO. you guys have no fucking idea how happy this makes me. AND they're headlining this one so that means they'll be playing for longer than the half hour that felt like 5 minutes to me at family values. however, im disappointed that they won't be coming to ohio :( that just means its time for karen and i to embark on another one of our infamous concert roadtrips where we will be venturing to nyc. yes i said NYC. MASS CHAOS WILL ENSUE. i am fucking devoted damnit! i should get like..an award or something. i would go to the ends of the fucking earth to see them dude. and im gonna see if i can swing a show with mom too since she liked them when we saw them at fam values hehe. *does massive happy dance* *ahem* here are the dates if anyone is interested: 02/01/2007 - Ft. Lauderdale, FL Revolution 02/02/2007 - Orlando, FL House of Blues 02/03/2007 - Atlanta, GA Roxy Theatre 02/05/2007 - Baltimore, MD Ram's Head 02/

Thanksgiving Wishes
well now that i've eaten enough to feed a small country and i've once again regained consciousness....i'm pretty sure i could've used mouth to mouth to revive me. i just wanted to stop by and wish everyone a happy thanksgiving.

Chapter 4
Chapter 4 The time we had chatted we had gotten the curiously going we both were aroused by our emails back and forth. We even tryd to meet on occasions, just never seemed to happen. Then one day out of the blue I received an email saying how you couldn't stand it anymore, you had to meet me it was killing you. It had been a long week and you were ready to be taken advantage of and made to please someone. You felt really naughty and you wanted to be bad. It was my lucky day you said, you didn't want to wait and play games anymore. You were at the point of fucking the first thing that walked by. You really wanted to suck my cock bad you had been thinking about it all day. We had another one of those fun chats, it had really gotten you so worked up your panties were soaking.This time we decided that the only way to meet was to find a spot we could easily get to and was easy to find somewhere to fuck. It was like we were thinking the same thing Starbucks it was a cute little

Are We Just Test Subjects?
Link to Articlehttp://www.weissblog.com/archives/2006/10/29/wolves_in_sheeps_clothing.php A while back I did a post on LostCherry.com (LC), an alternative to myspace without the teenybopper crowd. The place appears to be ran by one, Mike Hedlund. The whole amostphere of the place is suppose to be that of a cool place to hang out without the whole corporate world. Mike presents himself as the ever humble, yet overworked webmaster who is putting in a hundred hours a week for something he loves. And everyone believes him... Well, for some reason or other I started getting a bit suspicious about two months ago. Forgive me, but I smelled some corporate influence. So I started checking around. But life got in the way and it has taken me about 5 weeks to finally get this blog post put together. So, if anything is now outdated, forgive me. The domain name lostcherry.com is registered to LostCherry LLC, which is cool. Everyone wants to limit their liability. But all the contacts f

Thanksgiving In The Land Of The Twi$t3d
Today I ate a can of chili beans and got stood up again. Awesome. I think it's going to get to the point where someone is actually going to show up to make good on our date and I'll be three sheets to the wind and wearing a light blue bathrobe... That'll teach 'em. LOL I tried to order some pizza to eat, but apparently the pizza joints are all closed for some holiday or something. Chinese restaurant is open, but they don't deliver or take debit-over-phone and I've had way too much to drink. "Booze helps ease the heartache, but you're constantly in mind. Seems there's nothing to replace you 'cept liquor, beer and wine." 13 beers, can't leave it at that unlucky number now can we? *Evil Grin* Here's a nice Thanksgiving Joke (You can't stop me if you've heard it so sorrrrrrry) An older couple has been married for going on thirty years. Every moring the wife is awoken by her husband's flatulence. Eventually it starts to annoy her and one day she wakes up and tells him "On

Cherry Tap Virgin Blog/thanksgiving Grab-ass
Hmmm; I have so much I could say so where to start. Today is Thanksgiving, and here's how it went: I worked for the first part of the day and the plan from there was to go with my friend Paul to his friends house for appetizers and what not. I've never even met these people before, it's an upper middle class group of middle age white stuffy proper people. We'll call the hosts 'Rob & Diane'. They're married and have 2 older teenage kids. Though I've never met Rob & Diane before they have a successful business in this area and are well known. Some time passes and we decide it's time to go out for a smoke. Rob say's he's coming out with us. I realize (or realise)I need my coat which Diane put in the bedroom. Rob says "Oh I'll show you where it is". I follow him to the bedroom and while leaning down to get my coat Rob grabs my ass and says "Mmmm sweety I want this; we can be friends right?". I was taken aback; I managed to say Whoa-Whoa-Hey! I know - I really showed of

What I Did For Thanksgiving...
What a great day Thanksgiving can be. Spending the day just relaxing and eating all kinds of great food. Seeing family members that I havent seen in almost 13 years. I must say that being here in Downey, Idaho is turning out to be one hell of a great time. My mother cooked an entire Thanksgiving meal with ALL the kinds of food you could ever want. We had a Turkey and a Ham, Apple and Pumpkin Pies, Plus so much more. I ate so much that I think I can go the whole day tomorrow without eating anything at all. Although I will most likely dive into those left-overs and make a ridiculous sandwich at some point during the day. My uncle Paul and a couple of my cousins stopped by for dinner. It was great seeing them again. And after we ate, we went out to the mountains to fire off a few hundred rounds while our food settled in our bellies. First we started off with the .38 Special and the .357 Magnum. Then uncle Paul busted out the Black Powder Rifle and old fashioned Black Powder Six Shoote

Yeah.
Fate is one of the strangest things to any human being. Even i dont understand it sometimes. A lot of things have been eating at me lately, and its really been bugging me. But ive learned to accept some of them but then i always go back to fate. Its the one thing i cant seem to understand fully. And sometimes not at all. About an hour ago, i checked my myspace and i had a message from someone. A part of my past. I read the message and responded kindly because thats just the type of person i am. It wasnt a bad message. But it did contain the words i miss you -inserts not happy face here- I replied im sorry. And told them to have a happy thanksgiving as well. I really dont get fate. If fate wants you and 2 people to not be together, or not be friends, then why let it hurt so bad? And why let it bother you when the past catches up with your present or comes in contact with your future. -Sigh- I know this probably doesnt make much sense to alot of you. But it does to me. And its bother

How To Keep A Woman Happy
How to Make a Woman Happy It's not difficult to make a woman happy. A man only needs to be: 1. a friend 2. a companion 3. a lover 4. a brother 5. a father 6. a master 7. a chef 8. an electrician 9. a carpenter 10. a plumber 11. a mechanic 12. a decorator 13. a stylist 14. a sexologist 15. a gynecologist 16. a psychologist 17. a pest exterminator 18. a psychiatrist 19. a healer 20. a good listener 21. an organizer 22. a good father 23. very clean 24. sympathetic 25. athletic 26. warm 27. attentive 28. gallant 29. intelligent 30. funny 31. creative 32. tender 33. strong 34. understanding 35. tolerant 36. prudent 37 ambitious 38. capable 39. courageous 40. determined 41. true 42. dependable 43. passionate 44. compassionate WITHOUT FORGETTING TO: 45. give her compliments regularly 46. love shopping 47. be honest 48. be very rich 49. not stress her out 50. not look at other girls

A Good Old Grandma & Grandpa Story
A GOOD OLD GRANDMA & GRANDPA STORY Grandma and Grandpa were visiting their kids overnight. When Grandpa found a bottle of Viagra in His son's medicine cabinet, he asked about using one of the pills. The son said, "I don't think you should take one Dad; they're very strong and very expensive". "How much?" asked Grandpa. "$ 10.00 a pill," answered the son. "I don't care," said Grandpa, "I'd still like to try one, and before we leave in the morning, I'll put the Money under the pillow." Later the next morning, the son found $110.00 under the pillow he called Grandpa and said, "I told you each pill was $10.00, not $110.00 " "I know," said Grandpa. "The hundred is from Grandma."

Turkey Day
It's Thanksgiving day not a sound to be heard. My roommates away in her room, so unheard. I sit in my room my whole body aches. My throat is so scrathy and my head pounds away. The turkey's in the oven it smells oh so great, potatoes are boiled and we even have cake! Her friends coming over to eat with us to, and then they will leave and I'll be here so blue.... My Thanksgiving day is spent so alone, my reasons to be thankful are miles from home. I called them today, the volume so loud. They all say hello and I can barely hear, Happy Thanksgiving my dear.... S haha after I re-read this it sounds kinda funny like some Dr Suess shit hehe.

Free Hot Stories!
Hey all! The test membership of the Inky Blue Allusions web site is going to start on Dec. 3, 2007. We still need women and couples to test the memberships site(guys are ok too if you're single!). If you want to be one of the testers send an email to inkyblueallusions@yahoo.ca with "membership tester" in the subject line. On or before Dec. 3 you will be sent your username and password. You'll get to read all of Sorority (a story of a young woman's sexual discovery) and The Pleasure Palace (you'll find out what happens when a hotel's true goal is to service you!) and Cille (a story about what happens when society truly messes with a young woman's mind - Steven King fans will enjoy this one). You'll also have access to the stories not on the main portion of the site. You'll also get the month of January - our debut will be January 1, 2007 - completely free. All I ask for in return is your honest opinions about the stories you've read. Looking forward to hearing from

Smoke E Digglera 2nd, Long-awaited Solo Album Release
THE NEW, LONG-AWAITED, 2ND SOLO ALBUM, "SITTIN ON A GOLDMINE" WILL BE AVAILABLE FRIDAY, NOVEMBER 24, 2006!!!!! WITH HITS LIKE, SLOW, IT'S URS, LET'S DO SUMTHIN DIFFERENT, REFRESHIN', WHAT HAVE U DONE 4 ME LATELY??, PORNO, AND MANY MORE!!!!! GO AND GET IT BECAUSE IT IS AMAZING AT http://cherrytap.com/smokedigglera http://www.myspace.com/smokedigglera

I've Got Your Back
“I've Got Your Back" I am a small and precious child; my dad's been sent to fight. The only place I'll see his face is in my dreams at night. He will be gone too many days for my young mind to track. I may be sad, but I am so proud. My daddy's got your back. I am a caring mother. My son has gone to war. My mind is filled with worries that I've never known before. And daily I attempt to keep my thoughts from turning black. I may be scared, but I'm so proud. My son has got your back. I am a strong and loving wife, with a husband soon to go. At times I am so terrified in a way most never know. I bite my lip and force a smile as I watch my husband pack. My heart may break, but I am so proud. My husband's got your back. I am a soldier, serving proudly, standing ever tall. I fight for freedom, yours and mine by answering this call. I do my job while knowing the thanks it sometimes lacks. Say a prayer that I'll come home again. It's I who has your back.

How My Brain Works......or Doesn't:-)
1. Have you ever ridden a mechanical bull? No - But have fed one. 2. Do you ever intentionally vomit after eating? Depends who I am having dinner with. 3. If you were working on a pirate ship, what would you most likely be? A Pirate or Semen 4. Have you ever called anyone a slut? Myself, looking in the mirror wearing female clothes. 5. How many people do you think would come to your funeral? One - A priest with a box of matches. 6. How many of them would come just to make sure you're dead? One - He is getting paid. 7. Do you have more enemies or more friends? Morefiends 8. Have you ever sent an anonymous letter? Yes to myself on Valentines Day. 9. Have you ever turned someone down for a date? No - Never been asked on one. 10. Are you smarter than your friends? What friends? My imaginary friends lie to me. 11. Have you ever had anything stolen by your friends? Yes - My heart. 12. Do you use your teeth when "doing it?" No - I take them out fi

Aaarrrggghhhh....
Okay, so I'm getting really irritated with this site right now. Everytime I want to do something ... I keep getting this lovely message that I "need to be a level 3 in order to do that." OMFG... and someone tried telling me that I don't have to worry about these damn Cherry points ... when in fact since I'm only level 2 - I do. I would never have this issue with MySpace! Anyways, I'm done bitching. Talk to you all later.

Chapter 3
Chapter 3 I want to force you to your knees so I can hold your head and thrust my hardness into your mouth. Has there ever been another woman who enjoyed sucking cock more than you, my little cocksucker? Is there anything to compare with the excitement you generate in me when you give yourself over to the heat and hardness of a thick shaft between your lips? The sighs and moans. The grinding of your ass as you attempt to quell the heat between your thighs. The wet softness of your lips and tongue around my prick. Lick my balls, bitch, and suck my nut. You know you love it, you hungry slut. That's it. Now nibble my head with your lips. Ah yes - now take it in your mouth - all of it. I want to feel you all around me. I want to feel my head in your throat. Now swallow so your muscles milk my cock. That's it, cunt. Drive me wild with your mouth. Bring it up. Take me to the point of no return. Yes. Now. I’m gonna make you gag on my cock. NOW get down on all fours. I'm going to sti

* In Gratitude *
In Loving Gratitude, I wish you and yours a bountiful Day of Giving Thanks, abundance, joy and prosperity! Many blessings of peace, love and light to thee and thine! I am eternally infinitely grateful you a blessing in my life. May you be touched by the kiss of bliss, there is nothing like this. Love always in all ways!

Just Cuz,
Hey everyone what y'all up too? I thought I'd write a little am new and I wanted to know how can I put layout on my page and a comment if anyone can help I'd really appreciate it and I hope everyone is having a wonderful Thanksgiving.

Hidden Talent
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Find The Owner Of These Pics!!!!
Please repost this! This person is using multiple profiles and names on LC. Please take the time to visit the sites I have listed, they are the same person. Look at the pictures and see if you can identify any of the individuals in them. If you know who the rightful owner of the picture is please contact me. It isn't right for anyone to pose as they are someone else! Let alone a military official. I do believe the last time I checked that is highly illegal after 9-11!I know this person is not who he says he is because he is my ex(my gfs latest blog! ) and has admitted it. NaVyCb@ CherryTAP193818@ CherryTAP

The Condom Counter
IF THIS DOESNT MAKE YOU LAUGH NOTHING WILL The Condom Counter A farmer walked into a drug store and said to the Pharmacist, "I want me one of them thar condoms with pesticides on it. Where do I find 'em?" The pharmacist replied, "Oh sir, you must mean that you want the condoms with SPERMICIDE, not pesticide. They're on aisle 4." "No, no, I want me them thar condoms with PESTICIDE on it," growled the farmer. "Sir," said the pharmacist, exasperated from explaining, "PESTICIDE is for killing insects, SPERMICIDE is for killing sperm. I'm sure that you mean spermicide instead of pesticide." "Listen here, " argued the farmer, "I want condoms with PESTICIDE on them. My wife's got a bug up her ass, and I aim to kill it!"

My Sign
Pisces You have an awesome imagination, and often put it to use for sexual purposes. You are very romantic and don’t hook-up with random people very often. Because sex to you is about showing your love, you are incredibly romantic in bed, and very giving. You tend be in a serious relationship more often then not. Sex matches: Taurus, Cancer, Scorpio Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

The Mayonnaise Jar And 2 Cups Of Coffee...
The Mayonnaise Jar and 2 cups of coffee... > > When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours > in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 cups of > coffee... > > A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front > of him. When the class began, wordlessly, he picked up a very large > empty > mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked > the > students if the jar was full. They agreed that is was. > > The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the > jar. > He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between > the golf > balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They > agreed it was. > > The profes sor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. > Of course, > the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was > full. The > students responded with a una

Further Proof That The Human Race Is Doomed Through Stupidity
In case you needed further proof that the human race is doomed through stupidity, here are some actual label instructions on consumer goods: On Sears hairdryer:Do not use while sleeping. (Gee, that's the only time I have to work on my hair!) On a bag of Fritos: You could be a winner! No purchase necessary. Details inside. (The shoplifter special!) On a bar of Dial soap: Directions: Use like regular soap. (And that would be how?) On some Swann frozen dinners: Serving suggestion: Defrost. (But it's *just* a suggestion!) On Tesco's Tiramisu dessert: Do not turn upside down. *printed on bottom of the box* (Too late! You lose!) On Marks & Spencer Bread Pudding: Product will be hot after heating. (Are you sure? Let's experiment.) On packaging for a Rowenta iron:Do not iron clothes on body. (But wouldn't that save more time?) On Boot's Children's cough medicine: Do not drive car or operate machinery. (We could do a lot to reduce the rate of construction accidents if we

Mad Trombonist
Mad Trombonist August 1998, Uruguay) In a misplaced moment of inspiration, Paolo Esperanza, bass-trombonist with the Symphonica Maya de Uruguay, decided to make his own contribution to the cannon shots fired during a performance of Tchaikovsky's 1812 Overture at an outdoor children's concert. In complete disregard of common sense, he dropped a large lit firecracker, equivalent in strength to a quarter stick of dynamite, into his aluminum straight mute, and then stuck the mute into the bell of his new Yamaha in-line double-valve bass trombone. Later from his hospital bed he explained to a reporter through a mask of bandages, "I thought the bell of my trombone would shield me from the explosion and focus the energy of the blast outwards and away from me, propelling the mute high above the orchestra like a rocket." However Paolo was not to speed on his propulsion physics, nor was he qualified to wield high-powered artillery. Despite his haste to raise the horn before the firecrac

Sexual Horoscope
Scorpio You are very dominant in bed, and you like to control your relationship in general. You are so intense in the sack that none of your partners will ever forget you. You are an amazing lover, because you like to have an equal amount of give and take. Sex matches: Cancer, Capricorn, Pisces Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Beverage Definitions
These are drinks that have meanings behind them you dont have to believe this, its nothing but a simple blog of what i think some drinks. GATORADE: down to mess around BLOODY MARY: heart broken BEER: taken DR PEPPER: confused COCA COLA: like someone alot APPLE JUICE: IM A DINOSAUR ROAR!!! ORANGE JUICE: you've simply given up SPRITE: you're secretly a crime fighting ninja turtle. DIET COKE: like someone but dont know if they like you back and you are too afraid to ask them SMIRNOFF: like someone who likes you back but not going out. ROOT BEER: taken but not very steady GRAPE SODA: taken but is going to break up less than 3 days VODKA: TAKEN and Very HAPPY .. in LOVE MR. PIBB: single and happy PINK LEMONADE: like someone who is taken LEMONADE: like 2 people and dont know witch one to chose!!!??? CORONA: single & just having fun right now..but if someone comes along ...then we'll see what happens WATER: single and can't get no one

Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 131 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Nine Easy Ways To Avoid Society( This Is Only A Joke So Laugh)
This is a beginners guide to becoming a bitch hermit so follow these nine steps: 1) Work at home by selling junk on Ebay 2) Keep 56k internet modem on 24/7 3) Go out no earlier than 3am 4) Keep up with latest new and technology using via internet 5) Sleep during the day 6) Live on sugary junk food 7) Listen to Morissey and the Smiths and realize that the world is a bleak place to live 8) Watch tv and complain about current saturday Night Live shows 9) Survive on stuff sent through mail order This is a message brought to you by Foamy the Squirrel to watch episodes go to www.FriendsofFoamy.com and feel his squirrely wrath........ you cheap bastards.

Makes Me Wonder..
My family knows I had to work last night.. Until the early morning.. But they leave no note.. and they don't call and tell me whats up. Probably cuz i'm single and not married and don't have any babies.. I don't get them sometimes.. I admit I was a bit moody yesterday.. around 11pm.. I get sick of hearing that guy piss and moan about over time and the machine and blah blah blah! and then it broke down and we had to come home around 6am.. and I couldn't sleep until 10 am.. Missed the parade too.. darn it.. All I wanted was to spend time with my family and eat a pumpkin pie.. now i'm alone with whatever is in the fridge.. lucky me.. Gotta love thanksgiving.. peace edit.. I did find them eventually.. I don't understand the trend of .. making me find you.. what is that? hahahhaha Now they expect me to goto the hotel.. I really don't feel like it.. so i'm not going . and I spent money on clothes for this party tonight. Well dude can

Censorship And Our Constutional And Human Rights
I feel as much as the rest of the Cherry Tap members that this amounts to censorship by a few against the many This is how i feel and I for one will fight this under the Laws of All goverments Below is what the American Constitution And the First Amendment about this. "First Amendment: addresses the rights of freedom of speech, freedom of the press, the freedom of assembly, freedom of petition, and also freedom of religion, both in terms of prohibiting the Congressional establishment of religion and protecting the right to free exercise of religion." A well as the Candian Constitution as well below is what it says About the rights of its people as well http://laws.justice.gc.ca/en/charter/index.html#dispositions "Fundamental Freedoms Fundamental freedoms 2. Everyone has the following fundamental freedoms: a) freedom of conscience and religion; b) freedom of thought, belief, opinion and expression, including freedom of the press and other media of c

Thanksgiving Sux
well i went with my bf tyler to his familys dinner that was fun but after i figured we would go to mine but no he wants to go to his friends soo im here all alone on thanksgiving and i think he is cheating on me with his x who might be prego with his baby but im not sure whats going on i hate ppl

Our Rights
> >YOU Have the right - the right to leave! > >After Sydney not wanting to offend other cultures by putting up Xmas lights; > >after hearing that the State of South Australia changed its opinion and let >a Muslim woman have her picture on her driver's license with her face >covered; > >an Australian citizen was prompted to write the following editorial. It was >published in an Australian newspaper. > >Quote: > >IMMIGRANTS, NOT AUSTRALIANS, MUST ADAPT. Take It Or Leave It. I am tired >of this nation worrying about whether we are offending some individual or >their culture. Since the terrorist attacks on Bali, we have experienced a >surge in patriotism by the majority of Australians. > >However, the dust from the attacks had barely settled when the "politically >correct" crowd began complaining about the possibility that our patriotism >was offending others. I am not against immigration, nor do I hold a grudge >against anyone who is seeking a better life by comi

My Younger Sister...
Hi, my name is Krystal. I am 20. I would consider my self to be normal. I am 5' 5" and have a 34C bust. Anyway, about 3 weeks ago, I started noticing what my little sister (Kylie) was wearing. She wore low-cut shirts that bared her nice 36B tits. For some reason whenever I saw her I got this feeling in my groin, and it wouldn't go away until I had an orgasm. I soon relized that I needed my sister. My chance came one night when my mom was out of town on business. She told me to make sure Kylie was in bed by 10:30. So the night went on uneventful, I did my homework, watched tv, you know. I glanced at the clock and Oops, it is already 10:45. I run upstairs to my sister's room. The door is shut, but the lights were on. I slowly opened the door and saw my sister with two fingers in her cunt, looking at a porn magazine. I was very surprised, but was still horny for my sister. I tried to act mad, "what are you doing? and where did you get that magazine?" Once she saw me, she threw down the po

My Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 137 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

To All My Little Cherries..
Happy Thanksgiving... I am thankful for all my friends who read this. I am Thankful for my husband I am Thankful for my family I am Thankful for my life now I am Thankful for my blessings from God. Thank you Cherry Tap For such wonderful friends. Bless and protect all the soldiers in the world. And may they come home to their families. Thank you again, RedMex Shelia

Baby News!!
well im 21 weeks now!! im soo excited and yesterday i went for an ultrasounf to make sure everythings going good and i found out IM HAVING A GIRL im sooo excited..i have my little boy..now im going to have my little girl i think im going to name her savanah rose...unless someone comes up with something better LOL but i still have till april to figure it out forsure!! :) :) :) :)

Life Is A Highway - Rascall Flats (cars Soundtrack)
(Hmmm, yeah!) Life's like a road that you travel on When there's one day here an' the next day gone Sometimes you bend, sometimes you stand Sometimes you turn your back to the wind There's a world outside every darkened door Where blues won't haunt you anymore Where brave are free an' lovers soar Come ride with me to the distant shore We won't hesitate Ta' break down the garden gate There's not much time left today, yeahea... [Chorus:] Life is a highway I wanna ride it all night long If you're going my way Well, I wanna drive it all night long Through all these cities an' all these towns It's in my blood an' it's all around I love you now like I loved you then This is the road an' these are the hands From Mozambique to those Memphis nights The Khyber Pass to Vancouver's lights Knock me down, an' back up again You're in my blood I'm not a lonely man There's no load I can't hold Road so rough, this I know I'll be there when the light comes in Ju

Nsfw ?? Wtf!! Verbal Abuse Ok Tho?? Again Wtf!!! And The Army Grows !!!!! Wake Up !!! Take Notice We The People Who You Aree Wanting To Stay Hear Are
NSFW ?? WTF!! VERBAL ABUSE OK THO?? AGAIN WTF!!! OK HERE WE HAVE SOME BIBLE THUMPING OR IS IT HUMPING PRICKS TELLING ME WHAT I CAN AND CANNOT SEE. WHAT THE FUCK?? BUT THIS COCKSUCKER KU KLUX KLAN CAN GO AROUND CALLING WOMEN OF ALL COLORS ANY GOD DAMN NAME HE WANTS. WHERE THE FUCK IS THE CONSISTENCY IN THIS? NSFW~~~ IF YOU ARE AT WORK THEN YOU SHOULD BE FUCKING WORKING YOU LAZY FUCKING BASTARD!! GET THE FUCK OFF CHERRYTAP! AND DO YOUR FUCKING JOB! IF I CAUGHT AN EMEPLOYEE ON ANY SITE THAT WAS NOT DIRECTLY RATED TO MY COMPANY OR PRODUCT I WOULD FIRE THEIR LAZY FUCKING ASSES. THIS ISNT CHERRYTAP'S PLACE TO PROTECT THOSE TOO FUCKING STUPID AND LAZY TO FUCKING DO THEIR JOBS. IF THEIR COMPANY HAS A PROBLEM WITH IT FIRE THE FUCKING OFFENDERS. GET A FUCKING LIFE YOU CENSORING NAZIS AND YOU CANNOT HAVE MINE! SO GET THE FUCK OFF IT!! IF YOU DONT LIKE WHAT YOU SEE HERE THEN FUCKING REMOVE ME FROM YOUR FUCKING FRIENDS LIST AND DONT LOOK. ITS YOUR EYES AND BRAIN SO FUCKING USE THEM!! THE

Assholes Rule!
Colonoscopy All the organs of the body were having a meeting, trying to decide who was the one in charge. "I should be in charge," said the brain , "Because I run all the body's systems, so without me nothing would happen." "I should be in charge," said the blood , "Because I circulate oxygen all over so without me you'd all waste away." "I should be in charge," said the stomach," Because I process food and give all of you energy." "I should be in charge," said the legs , "because I carry the body wherever it needs to go." "I should be in charge," said the eyes, "Because I allow the body to see where it goes." "I should be in charge," said the rectum , "Because I'm responsible for waste removal." All the other body parts laughed at the rectum And insulted him, so in a huff, he shut down tight. Within a few days, the brain had a terrible headache, the stomach was

Thanksgiving Desire..............
Thanksgiving Desire.......... She sits back on the couch ..GOD LORD thank goodness thats over. She loves the holidays but the madness of it all wears her out. Plus off all the people she wanted here with her today was him and he couldnt make it. she sits n she thinks of all the things she'd like to experience with him. the taste of him the feel of him the way his cock would slam in her as she begged for more. Well wishful thinking never got anyone anywhere. she slides up off the couch and head to clean the table off. Shes almost done cleaning the table bending over to grab the last dish and he grabs her by the waist n yanks her skirt up. She moans she knows exactly whats coming.God how she missed him. she hears his zipper slide down & feels his hard cock spring free n tease her ass. he presses against her pushing her all the way face down on the table he whispers in her ear..what do u want baby? She moans I want you baby just you ........he pulls back slides one finger in her

Today Is 23 / 11 / 2006
You know sometimes I have to say I hate this time of year... Let me tell you why... Now I work in Retail a superstore called Sainsburys now many of you will not have heard anything about british stores but this time of year are store starts to get busy and if the store get busy that meas more work for me... and more work for me means longer hours I have to work... and longer hours I have to work means I sleep more and all of this means I do not feel as if I am getting into the christmas sprit... my birthday is also coming up and this is a time I should be feeling happy but I dont... my parents asked me what I would like for my birthday and I really don't know what I want... have I got to that age that I dont even know what I want... Well yes I don't know what I want and I don't even think I ever will... Well I am begining to sound depresive... So I am going to end tonight feeling happy. hehe I brought a new suit a copple of days ago for a big do I am going to this sunday... it will be

God Is Great!
Philippians 4:13 --- I can do all things through Christ who strengthens me. The road to success is not straight. There is a curve called Failure, a loop called Confusion, speed bumps called Friends, red lights called Enemies, caution lights called Family. You will have flats called Jobs. But, if you have a spare called Determination, an engine called Perseverance, insurance called Faith, a driver called Jesus, you will make it to a place called Success.

Check Me Out
Whats is up everyone I am new to this CHERRY TAP so people let me know what you think about it also show me some love hit me.I just moved to CT so I am bored and lost so if your up here hit me up and let me know what theie is to do and where the partys are

Ghost Of Chicken (poem)
My house is haunted, yes it's true And I really don't know what to do Last night I saw the ghastly spirit I turned so white because I feared it My eyes popped nearly out of my head Cause I saw a chicken who was dead What? Do not laugh I am serious! Though you may think I'm delirious He appeared in the midnight hours I quickly hid and fearfully cowered He spoke in a tone accusingly Lifted a wing and pointed at me "You ate me for dinner one year ago." I answered "I did no such thing, no!" "You cooked me all nice and crispy." "I had a family you know, they miss me." "Used my leftover for chicken pot pie I will haunt you till the day you die." I responded "But why and what for?" "Cause the afterlife is such a bore." "And I was beheaded, feather's plucked!" "But I bought in a store you dumb cluck." "But you gave my remains to the dog! I'm out back laying beside a log." In a shallow grave his bones did rest "Oh my",I replied, "this is a mess"

Birthdaypresent;-)
A wife decides to take her husband to a strip club for his birthday. They arrive at the club and the doorman says, "Hey, Dave! How ya doin'?" His wife is puzzled and asks if he's been to this club before. "Oh, no," says Dave. "He's on my bowling team." When they are seated, a waitress asks Dave if he'd like his usual and brings over a Budweiser. His wife is becoming increasingly uncomfortable and says,"How did she know that you drink Budweiser?" "She's in the Ladies' Bowling League, honey. We share lanes with them." A stripper then comes over to their table, throws her arms around Dave, and says "Hi Davey. Want your usual table dance, big boy?" Dave's wife, now furious, grabs her purse and storms out of the club. Dave follows and spots her getting into a cab. Before she can slam the door, he jumps in beside her. He tries desperately to explain how the stripper must have mistaken him for someone else, but his wife is having none of it. She is screaming at him at

The Black Parade Float
What Makes A Gonzo Journalist Smile On An American Holiday The jet-black of my hair is slowly being replaced with shock white. I couldn't be happier about this. My eyes have darkened into a deep chocolate brown flecked with noir. I stand at looking back, at the beginning of the holiday season, a month-and-a-half binge of spending drinking and the sexualization of a day off work through the ubiquitous party. Today marks the beginning of the end of the western year. This realization came to me last night as I sat at an Irish pub. There were ancient kegs above my head, a roaring fire behind me and a perpetually refilling pint of Harp lager in front of my resting hand. I watched people like you my dear readers getting drunk in heavy but breathless anticipation of enduring the next day with their families. I downed the pints, hoping to find out just how much beer lay beneath the tap. Watching the recently legal, their faces smooth, bodies firm and voices unsure, I saw how

My New Poem
A Lasting Love I lie here in the dark A golden flame shines from a bayberry candle The ancient rune of love carved into the dark red wax Mistletoe hangs over every door and window Spirits watch and pray On the pillow next to me I see you Your eyes shine with a love never known Your lips want to be kissed and your skin glows in the faint light I feel you breathe I hear your soft sighs as you dream It has been long for both of us Tainted by mistakes of our youth Years, no decades, we suffered Knowing that each other existed Yet never able to find the other Our souls drifted We searched, we dreamed and we had hope Now, in this darkened room I look at you in the darkened room As you sleep beside me I see what I need to really live My love you and yours for me A love that will last forever and a day.

Ice Memory
You say you dont want me, I feel underestimated, as if I'm completely nothing in your eyes... You spoke words that swirled around me, creating life within my soul, Until that dreadful day that crashed about me, that left me exposed to a different role... I believed you, I cared for you, I loved you, But its okay, because I can easily let go- I was so sure i prepared myslf for this but I suppose now I am wrong. I can only laugh at my insecurities, and the reality of what now faces me. Chocolate on my lips, the taste of the coffee blend i treated myslf minutes ago.... looking outside the snow swirls falling lightly,I look forward to the cold. Somethin' to numb this mind.

Turkey Trip
WELL FOR MOST OF YOU WE ARE ROUNDING THAT TIME WHERE WE ARE COMING DOWN OFF OUR TURKEY TRIPTAPHAM(SP?)HIGH AND OUR ABOUT TO INDULGE IN A SECOND PIECE OF PUMKIN WITH GRANDMA AND COUSIN HOWARD. WELL, BEFORE YOU GET THER, LOVE AND KISSES TO A GREAT HOLIIDAY! - ROCKIN" RIO

I Tried So Hard To Not Love You
I tried so hard I've wasted so much energy I tried to forget you But you seem to be always here You put me in the dark And ripped my heart I try to leave you behind me Your face always appears I try not to notice Your voice Is like poison to my heart Your words Are like sharp daggers through the soul Your hands Are making room for the darkness You crushed My heart and my soul You touched My love My eyes Are going blind to What you've done to me I cry Every night hoping that you Never return to me My heart can't take it anymore Nor my energy My soul is fading Far away from me My heart is breaking Into many many pieces And all you can do Is say you are sorry But let me say to you Sorry is only a word Not a feeling You break my falls again and again You held me tight and close So nothing could ever hurt me anymore You went behind my back You stabbed me Right through the heart You torn me to pieces And left me all alone

My Fishing Luck !!!
Saturday morning I got up early, put on my long johns, dressed quietly, made my lunch, grabbed the dog, slipped quietly into the garage to hook the boat up to the truck, and proceeded to back out into a torrential downpour. There was snow mixed with the rain, and the wind was blowing 50 mph. I pulled back into the garage, turned on the radio, and discovered that the weather would be bad throughout the day. I went back into the house, quietly undressed, and slipped back into bed. There I cuddled up to my wife's back, now with a different anticipation, and whispered, "The weather out there is terrible." She sleepily replied "Can you believe my stupid husband is out fishing in that crap ??????"

Today's
-Great food (turkey, fruit salad, potato salad, candied yams, green beans, stuffing) -Family -Friends -Dogs -Football -Wynonna Judd's Christmas album -(and I'm currently watching) CMT Giants: Honoring Reba McEntire - this is great. Kelly Clarkson officially fully won me over by singing "Why Haven't I Heard From You." XOXOXO, Bam

Just A Little Hello From A New Cherry
HEY Y'ALL!! HAPPY THANKSGIVING FROM ONE OF THE NEW FRESH CHERRIES. NEW HERE AND HOW'S BOUT Y'ALL MAKIN ME FEEL WELCOME. SO FAR JUST NOT FEELIN THE LOVE. HOPE TO HEAR FROM SOME OF Y'ALL SOON!!

A Little Bit Of A Lc/ct History Lesson?
As I was reading through my bulletins this afternoon, I ran across one that seemed to provide a bit of a LC-CT History Lesson. With every good thing, there seems to be a little more to it that meets the eye. Anyone who has ever created their own business knows that there is little flexibility that can be done to create a business (especially one of this scope) without a sound financial backing. Until a business is well off of the ground and able to survive on its own, it will have to rely upon some form of financial backing. Perhaps, this site began as an experiment. Who cares? Aren't most businesses started out that way??? Michael Dell started his computer sales business out of the trunk of his car in Austin while attending some courses at the University of Texas. With initial financial backing from his relatives when he created PC's Limited, which is now known as the conglomerate of DELL. My own father got tired of having answering services in San Antonio that didn't re

Thanksgiving
Much love to all of my friends and fans. I'm hanging out with family today...Reflecting on all of the things I'm thankful for: 1. God in my life who never stops loving me, no matter what I do or don't do. 2. A healthy body 3. A sound mind 4. Friends and family who love me 5. A nice place to live 6. Freedom; and 7. Dreams that keep me striving. What are you thankful for? Drop me a line and tell me about it. I'd love to know. Happy Thankgiving to you, all of your family, and friends! Love ya!

I Heard You, Malachi
I Heard You, Malachi Wednesday, November 22 2006 @ 10:56 AM PST On Friday, November 3, a man doused his body with gasoline and set himself afire to protest the war in Iraq. He died quietly in flames. His name was Malachi Ritscher. Haven't seen it in the news? Me neither, which is kind of strange if you ask me, considering that it happened right here in downtown Chicago in front of hundreds of commuters during morning rush hour. The only conventional newspaper coverage to date was a tiny paragraph that appeared in the Saturday edition of the Chicago Sun-Times. Since then...nothing. http://www.iheardyoumalachi.org/story.html#diaz Did you ever burn your hand on a stove? Do you remember the pain of it? On Friday, November 3, a man doused his body with gasoline and set himself afire to protest the war in Iraq. He died quietly in flames. His name was Malachi Ritscher. Haven't seen it in the news? Me neither, which is kind of strange if you ask me, considering that i

Years To Hate Love
For 18 years I hated love No one would dear look at me Or even trust me, maybe it was The fact that I was ugly Brown skinned midget with J.Lo's ass Friendly, kind, and funny and I still had class For 18 years I hated love All that time I couldn't trust her She carried the same estrogen as my mother So I couldn't even look her in the face And tell her I loved her Man, 18 crazy years Let's go to my freshman year That's when my identity started to appear Actually I started my sophomore year When I actually met her She actually addressed me the day She started roasting my hair She told everyone in class she had A crush on me and loved to stare The look on her face, I knew she wished we Were a pair I had nothing to waste; all I had was time to spare Next thing I know she's making love To my associates Cupid misfired, that was mad inappropriate For 18 years I hated love On year 18 I met her she was Half Costa Rican black It was long distance, I must have be despe

Would You? Will You?
answer this and send it back 2 me in my inbox. You can add more to these if you want. Post it on ur bulletin w/ out the answers. You might be surprised w/ the results y = Yes n = No m=Maybe Would you? Will you? [_] give me your number? (_ _ _) _ _ _- _ _ _ _ [_] kiss me? [_] let me kiss you? [_] watch a porn movie with me? [_] take me out to dinner? [_] let me drive you somewhere? [_] take a shower with me? [_] buy me a drink? [_] take me home for the night? [_] let me sleep in your bed? [_] Sing car karaoke w/ me? [_] re-post this for me to answer your questions? [_] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere? [_] Lock me in your room and take advantage of me? [_] let me make you breakfast? [_] help me with homework? [_] tickle me? [_] let me tickle you? [_] stick up for me if i was being put down? [_] get wasted with me? [_] instant message me? [_] greet me in public? [_] hang out with me? [_] bring me around your friends?

The Witch In Me
The Witch in Me The Witch in me is the candle, whose fire never burns out. The Witch in me is the air, who can caress the trees' leaves with only one breath. The Witch in me is the sea, whose waves are like laughter that touches everyone in sight. The Witch in me is the earth, whose roots reach out like hands and take hold of the human heart. The Witch in me is the spirit, of the eternal Goddess and God. And because of this, The Witch in me is brave. And the Witch in me is strong. And the Witch in me is immortal and lives on and on. And even though I may die, The Witch in me will live on.

Can't Be Broken
Y’all spit words and sounds While I spit verbs and nouns I deserve my crown But it’s gone too far this just disturbs me now They ostracize me because they are unconventional I wish I could ostracize myself but I can’t Because I am authentical Authentical meaning one of a kind My mind blows without matter Hits floors without shatters And flows without splatter Some these cats to me, they don’t matter They only have 2 sides of a brain While I rock 4 hemispheres Man J’ that’s deep how could you take it there My mind speaks on its own, a modern day Shakespeare I have a lot to give but yet they trip I’ve been honest before people started Playing get like me with coin flips But even though I’m visible they can’t see me They only see me, when my ship leaves The dock from where it used to sit Beautiful woman…my greatest weakness Victoria hides from me in order to keep Her thoughts secrets One looked me in the face, after she read my poetry And said I was a genius I

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Where Did I Go Wrong?
So I'm wondering what's going on in my head that all that I hold dear may be lost. The Inquisition wasn't this painful. So now I go on a rage about how this site may be causing my marriage to fail. Let's start with what I've done wrong which is more than likely perhaps cause our family debt to go up a bit as I am used to spending money as if I had a job in the city which I dn't anymore. And then moving on to the positive notions and aspects of my life, such as devoted father and faithful husband. I make sure to come home and take care of the children right after I leave work and watch the children on my days off as a good father should and not running off to hang out with guys friends. I amke sure to kiss the wife and treat her like a Queen. All this has been done with no concern for my mental well-being. So why am I losing...?

What You Give To Me.....butterflies
When I look Into your eyes I feel so isolated I feel lost in the skies Our ongoing stare Your soul I can see right through Nothing else matters to me But me and you These feelings that I feel I cannot yet explain As if our interlocking eyes Are like our bodies' veins Transferring our feelings To each other’s hearts Love tainted toxins All doing their part Just in case I begin to forget ... You help me realize I have nothing over which to fret Every moment That we share I hope it’ll never end ... This ongoing stare I’ve never felt This way before You truly are special You’ve opened up the door You have no idea How much you mean to me I’m finally on the right path You’ve set my soul free All I wish for Is that you’re feeling the same way I can barely breathe when I’m with you You take my breath away I now begin to realize Staring into your powerful eyes That the incredible feelings I’m getting inside Are real meaningful “Butterflie

Problems Downloading Items
i go to belladonna's profile, click her on pic to see her photos, and my comp freezes up and i can't see any photos, the message bar on the bottom of the page does'nt do anything, just says downloading 51 items and the paccountrogress bar is fully green and thats they way it stays. if anyone understands this blog and can help me, PLEASE HELP ME SEE PHOTOS OF BELLADONNA!!!! also when it happens and i go back to my profile nobodies photos a veiwable and any one have problems like this? i turned on the nsfw to yes in my account settings, so what the fuck?

With This Heart
With this heart, I'll always love you, And forever hold you in my arms. With this heart, You hold the key. So I know it's safe from harm. With this heart, You'll be my passion, That will only burn for you. With this heart, It's yours for keeps, And it will always remain true. With this heart, That you now own, Will love, want, and need only you. With this heart, You'll never feel alone, No matter where you are or what you do. With this heart, You'll never shed a tear, It will always stay close by. With this heart, You'll always feel loved, To make sure you never cry.

Thanks-giving
Well, the turkey has been carved, the family has come to eat and run away before the dishes can be put in the sink, and everyone is stuffed...kind of like the turkey. Anyway, dinner is over, dessert will have to wait(the pie didn't make to the oven in time), and now I sit ready to take a nap. That is what we're supposed to do today, right? For those who may not know, we've had a run of bad luck around here lately. Mandy got into an accident a week ago, and the car is shot. It's repairable, but will cost way too much for me to do. So now we do without, until I can work out a new car. This also interfered with the possibility of a better job, as it is too far to walk to. As I fight off the traditional nap, I can't help but think about the things I should be thankful for. That is what we're supposed to do today, right? Mandy was not injured at all in the accident, and I am VERY thankful for that. My kids are here and healthy and happy and full, and I'm thankful for that. My curren

Blah Or Purhaps Bleh??
Today is boring doing what I did last year spending it alone once again.. well not exactly alone Its kadens first Thanksgiving we have been playing all day. His first tooth finally popped out its exciting he wasnt really rotten either just drooling alot. He now weighs 14 lbs now and hes not yet 4 months till dec 12 my baby is growing up.. someone tell me how to make them stay small and sweet longer.. HOPE EVERYONE IS HAVING A WONDERFUL FANTASTIC THANKSGIVING.!

Gobble Gobble
So I cooked Norman...he was pretty tasty for such a Fat Frozen Bastard This is Norm B4 his lil trip into hell And this is Norman b4 we ate him up! Happy Turkey Day to all!! I am thankful you are all my friends!! xoxox Angel

Life Sucks
you know when you love someone so much you want to better your self for them so you can give them ur all.well i told my b/f that and he thought i was breaking up with him an well we aint together all cause of that. i still love him deeply i always will

Some Things Ive Written
NO LONGER Creeping past the crept of despair a world of pretense hanging on to hope walking through a mind numbing fog of paranoia Shirking back under the rock of self control A scrape book of anger to remember all that went wrong Drowning in a life of make believe with locks on the doors Two faces with little time, lost in an illusion and self pity Tired of lies without penalties that torch the roads of recovery Burnt out and hung over with all that is Hazing the world with the truth that no one seems to want welcoming me home to what once was and now no longer Lost in a tomb of dreams and so tired of living with someone Else's point of view. copyright JMS RELEASE .. Splashed across like a cheap horror show. It flows evenly with the start. At once with the first slash it trickles down. Unable to feel what this shit fucked life has become. I hold with steady hands the razor blade to my skin. A little harder a little deeper I cut. Bold and bright colors t

Lies Lies Lies What's The Point??
Isn't it funny how people who claim to be your friend or care about you will believe others lies and b/s Why not go to the person and ask them straight out? Is it too much work?? If it is then you never really cared. If a person can believe without question someone elses lies and not see the motive behind it then it is their loss. You lose a person who is truely what they claim to be, honest, loyal, caring and very loving. Seems to me those are quailities I would cherish in a friend, partner and lover. Wouldn't you??? But some people choose to believe the word of somone else.....I just don't get it.

Turkey Day
MAY YOUR STUFFING BE TASTY, MAY YOUR TURKEY BE PLUMP. MAY YOUR POTATOES 'N GRAVY HAVE NARY A LUMP, MAY YOUR YAMS BE DELICIOUS, MAY YOUR PIES TAKE THE PRIZE, MAY YOUR THANKSGIVING DINNER STAY OFF OF YOUR THIGHS. Happy Thanksgiving!

Sex
There are more 20-year-old virgins now than there were in the late '50s. You wouldn't know it from watching Sex and the City, but most women have had fewer than five sex partners. Most men chalk up fewer than 10 sexual conquests in their whole lives. Both women and men are most likely to have their first orgasm alone. The US has more laws governing sexual behavior than every country in Europe combined. A condom will lasts about a month in a wallet before the rubber gets worn down by friction, making it more likely to break. The record for male orgasms is 16 in one hour. According to a 1996 study, homophobia men show a higher arousal rate when shown gay porn than do men with ambivalent attitudes toward homosexuals. Jews and Atheists have more sex partners than Catholics or Protestants. A woman sexually peaks in her early 30s, a man in his late teens. Circumcision for Christian males became widespread after doctors c

Pants !
She wanted embroidered on pants and her bra a message that told him that he'd gone too far. A motif that told him "If you can read this, You're much too close, so give it a miss." "Certainly Modom," the saleslady said. "In what kind of script would you like it read? Copperplate? San Serif? Bold wouldn't fail." She thought for a moment and then she said… "Braille."

Ever Had An Itch You Just Couldn't Satisfy? Maybe You'll Relate To This Poem.
An itch to be scratched - A lust unmatched - An empty bed - "Let's go!" she said. And on the summer's afternoon we loved until we saw the moon. Exhausted, laying there exposed upon my belly, I proposed she scratch my back to top it off - and soon she did, so soft, so soft. Nails as sharp as 'Wiltshires' creep like slugs upon a compost heap across my sweaty skin until I feel an itch she can't quite kill. "Just up a bit." She hears me say. "Down a bit...the other way. Up a tad. You've gone askew. Slide across a touch or two. A little harder. Damn it! Swat it! Keep going, yes, you've almost got it. Listen woman, can't you tell. You're nowhere near it. Bloody Hell!” I fling my body in the air and land atop the carpet bare Grinding hard upon my back searching for a pointy tac to give me what I really need - a decent scratch that makes me bleed Bewildered, she is staring down, as losing it, I go to town. Raising up my back, I arch it, slamming hard do

Sex Life Quiz
Margarita! Your sex life mostly resembles a Margarita – You are passionate and imaginative and you have a very spontaneous sex life. You are likely to do (or have done to you) a lot of things on a whim. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Seductive Style
Your Seduction Style: The Charismatic You're beyond seductive, you're downright magnetic! You life live and approach seduction on a grand scale. You have an inner self confidence and energy that most people lack It's these talents that make you seem extraordinary - and you truly are! What Is Your Seduction Style?

My Sex Life
Beer! Your sex life mostly resembles Beer. You are easygoing about sex and to you it’s about having fun more than showing your love for another. You aren’t very choosy about partners as long as you’re going to get some. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Judgement Day . . .
Judgment Day for a Police Officer .....Author Unknown The policeman stood and faced his God, Which must always come to pass. He hoped his shoes were shining. Just as brightly as his brass. "Step forward now, Policeman. How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To my Church have you been true?" The policeman squared his shoulders and said, "No, Lord I guess I ain't, Because those of us who carry badges Can't always be a Saint. I've had to work most Sundays, And at times my work was rough, and sometimes I've been violent, Because the streets are awfully tough. But I never took a penny, That wasn't mine to keep, I worked a lot of overtime When the bills just got too steep. And I never passed a cry for help, Though at times I shook with fear. And sometimes, God forgive me, I've wept unmanly tears. I know I don't deserve a place among the people here. They never wanted me around Except to calm their fear. If you've a p

My Questions To You !!
*!*Whats your Name*!* 2. Are we close? 3. What do you think of me? 4. Do you hav a crush on me? 5. Would u kiss me? 6. would u hurt me? 7. Describe me in 3 words? 8. If u Had Me for 30 Mins wat would you do? 9. What was ur first impression of me? 10. Do u still think the same? 11.. What reminds u of me? 12. If you could give me anything what would it be? 13. How well do u know me? 14. What do u like best about me? 15. Ever wanted 2 tell me something u could'nt? 16. Could you ever love me? 17. Give me a nickname and explain why? 18.R u gona put this on ur blog and c wat i say bout u? 19.Anything 2 say b4 u go? 20.Would u go wit me?

Hidden Sexual Talent
Using your mouth Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mouth. You are incredibly sensual, a great kisser and a seductive lover. You drive all of your partners crazy with your mouth. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

I Love Mudcake
How can I compare your beauty to other faces? You seduce me in the sunshine unashamedly, knowing I cannot look away. My soul cries out more, more, and again I search your dark eyes until I'm strapped in a trance like state. You proceed to tease my lips with your tongue delegating my mind to your ocean, where I glide above the surface gushing with exhilaration. Your bouquet fills my face and body projecting me to hovering heights that have my heart racing as if in a lover's embrace. Yet, you free me to further savour your endless delights, till I cannot get enough, and consume you like an army of leaf ants would ravage to build their home. Just as I can feel the slip into the next dimension, a painless place free of blame, I open my eyes and you sit there waiting. Gee I love Mudcake.

Sugar Baby
Sister, Sister gimme some sugar baby The Truth is that I never meant, to fall for you. This love, it was never meant to happen, meant to be. I bumped into you, literally, passing the old parish hall, you were carrying His Hymn books to mass I was lost in the bewilderness. We both apologised, you giggled, I smiled Next thing I know we're running naked through the hills, Alive with the sound of horny music. I knew it was wrong, but why change the habit of a lifetime? We just had to get it on. Shoulda took my time. For Gods sake woman you were taking the veil, when we fell. And you, saving yourself for Jesus as well. How could we? Did we really dare to bear God's wrath? Shall I compare you to Julie Andrews, Though not Sister Wendy I mean what kind of sick sinner would do that? Or in your cassock to Monica Lewinsky In her infamous little black number? Oh how we giggled as we soiled it. Ooh you, my little hot tub of fun nun! Darling we were so hot, Oh Maria I

I Thought Thanksgivin Was A Good Day
I woke up this morning and went to my moms for dinner .... We Get is all done and get ready to sit and eat our dinner.... We was waiting for our grandfather so we call no answer so we thought he went some where else.... So we put our plate in front of us and we get a call right be for we eat telling us they found our grandfather this morning he passed away So need less to say my thanksgivin is not going very well Last Xmas i lost the boys dad what else can go wrong with the holidays I hope every one else is having a great day Tammy

The Mayonaise Jar And 2 Cups Of Coffee
The Mayonnaise Jar and 2 Cups of Coffee When things in your life seem almost too much to handle, when 24 hours in a day are not enough, remember the mayonnaise jar and the 2 cups of coffee. A professor stood before his philosophy class and had some items in front of him When the class began, he wordlessly picked up a very large and empty mayonnaise jar and proceeded to fill it with golf balls. He then asked the students if the jar was full. They agreed that it was. The professor then picked up a box of pebbles and poured them into the jar He shook the jar lightly. The pebbles rolled into the open areas between the golf balls. He then asked the students again if the jar was full. They agreed it was. The professor next picked up a box of sand and poured it into the jar. Of course, the sand filled up everything else. He asked once more if the jar was full. The students responded with an unanimous "yes." The professor then produced two cups of coffee from under the table and

Funny Facts
“Move closer to the wall, my son, and speak into the grille Confession is the saviour of the soul If there’s something on your conscience, if you’re feeling weak or ill Confess... and ye shall once again be whole! Ask the lord for his salvation, he is waiting for your call” “I’m afraid I’ve sinned too greatly” said the voice behind the wall. “Let’s see if I have got it straight - your wife... her name is Liza She’s inclined to wear her dresses rather short She was bending over looking for an ice cream in the freezer When you, behind her, had this lustful thought She had to lean way over, for she isn’t very tall...” “And I wanted chocolate brickle” said the voice behind the wall. “Now, I know you’re newly-married (since you made your vows before us) But married people often act up thus It sometimes spoils the pleasure if the sex is too decorous So I see no reason why to make a fuss Perhaps your wife objected... did she try to start a brawl?” “No... I think she rathe

Hey
Just wanted to stop by and wish everyone a happy Turkey Day. I'm at my friend's house until Saturday so I won't be online much, but I might check here a couple times. I also put a video in my stash for someone in particular to see, and I believe he knows who he is. Hopefully he'll read this haha. Take care everyone! XXX -Adrienne

Losing Lost
Lost in a haze of your own creation Unable to see your soul thru the fog Everything seems Lost Never to be found You cannot see the light Yet You are able to see the shadows Clarity is but a rumor Happiness a myth Injecting implied life Which leads to Death Becomes a logical solution Pain now is lost In a muddled mental haze Reality is set aside for a while Longer When nothing is clear When Lost is all you have Extend your arm forward And you will find My Hand It is always there Forgiving Helping to balance you To take that First step Trust Hope Love I am strong enough to watch you Stumble Brave enough to see You fall The hand remains reaching Out to you Unconditionally For I have discovered that while you are Lost I have found A type of love That did not exist Until I tried to ease your Pain A love that shall endure Until losing Lost Redeems your Soul dedicated to Pete, AJ, Suze, Mikkel,

Buried Dreams
My mind wiped clean All is forgot Taken all I got to stand the test of time Letting these emotions Get the best of me! When can I let it all go Still you feel left alone What are dreams for when all you think of is giving up! Take these buried dreams I have and try to dig them out! How deep should I have to dig to find out where my dreams are at These Buried dreams I must find These Buried Dreams should I keep digging or should I just give up! I hear it all the time Go for your Dreams and never give up! These Buried Dreams How much further These Buried Dreams I wont quit till I dig you out! If you think you have the best of me your dead wrong!!!!

Funny.....boobs
Oh I wish I had boobs that would wobble Mine just stay still in one place In the breast hall of fame You won't see my name For my boobs there would be a disgrace Sure boobs of my size have their merit They're easy to fit with a bra And when I go for a dip You won't see one slip…out They stay put…just where they are And I'm not one to seek much attention So you won't find me strutting about In a boob tube that's trying by gravity defying to leave no room, not even for doubt But I sure envy big breasted women I've seen them at parties you know With all confidence thrust In their mighty big bust Entrancing the men as they go Though I've heard from a big bosomed buddy That it's not all it's cracked up to be She says in frustration "Try to hold conversation When there's only two things a guy sees" Now if I paid a few grand to enlarge them To, say thirty-six b or c Would they still look so natural And could I class them as collateral Sorta like home im

Two In The Bush
Bored and horny, Amy left her apartment. She started walking the two blocks to Renee's house. Amy would have preferred spending the evening with a man, but it was Monday and most of the clubs were closed. The walk was soothing; the evening enveloped her like a silk robe. Renee's house was a cute little bungalow with a private back yard that was perfect for sitting outdoors on warm summer nights. Amy hoped that Renee would be home and interested in splitting a bottle of wine, gossiping, and maybe playing some cards. Amy reached the house at sunset. Though Renee's car was parked down the driveway, the front rooms of the bungalow were dark. Amy let out a sigh of disappointment. It was possible that Renee had a date, but she hadn't mentioned it. Amy walked down the driveway that ran alongside the house, hoping that Renee was in the back yard. She envisioned Renee eating dinner or reading a book, oblivious to everything around her. She looked over the fence. Ten feet away saw Renee standin

Funny..... I Was A Donut
I wish I was a donut And get eaten every day To stick on someone's fingers In a most delightful way I wish I was a donut Sugar coated just for fun Full and round for easy grip And a hole to put your tongue I wish I was a donut Long and filled with custard cream Delicious on the taste buds A succulent silken dream

Let's Rember To Thank God For These Great Men And Women Protecting Us
The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzled, some twenty years old, Perhaps a M

We Think We Are Thankful Because Of Our Faith; But We Have Faith Because We're Thankful
Each year on Thanksgiving, we gather with family and friends to thank God for the many blessings He has given us, and we ask God to continue to guide and watch over us and all our Family members and Friendship members here and everywhere. Thanksgiving is all about togetherness, love, and sharing and giving thanks to your dear ones as their blessings strengthen the ties that binds you and your family and loved ones together ! Convey your wishes with a message from your heart ..... We think we are thankful because of our faith; but we have faith because we're thankful Wishing You all a wonderfull day.

To Love You Home
To Love You Home blue in the time when you are away helpless from love and moments true salted by passion between me and you divided by the words that I did not say how much can be asked for the sake of this to cut and shape the best of two souls to demand exception and fill the holes and hope is found in a kiss rhymes are not enough to soothe to stop the tears of your heart to heal the damage of the empty part and I’m at a loss for how to prove anything, anything to erase the sorrow help you to see your worth and beauty as I do wash away the mistakes with the love I have for you to carry you to a new tomorrow to love you home to peace and happiness and show you what I already know that my heart is yours where you go and perhaps we will make work this togetherness m.e.j.

Happy Thanksgiving Rant!!!!!
Happy Thanksgiving Guys and Gals! Here's a Thanksgiving rant for ya!! I'd be lucky if I could find a job that makes me 30,000 per year! I'd be hella thankful for that! But I guess if you're living in a large city where the minimum wages are much higher than where I am from in Bum Fuck Egypt, Nebraska, I guess it wouldn't be that much. Teachers here in the small town I am from are lucky to make barely 20,000 per year. I believe teachers should get paid a lot more, because they are actually attempting to make a difference in the future generation of the world. I am a high school graduate, 22 years of age, female, and have had a variety of jobs. I've gotten paid as low as 2 dollars and 25 cents per hour before for performing one of the most hardest jobs in the world, in my opinion...waitressing. You have to deal with the most snootiest fucking bitches in that line of work, and for that reason alone, I think they should be getting paid at least a set salary in stead of working f

Seductive Style
Your Seduction Style: The Natural You don't really try to seduce people... it just seems to happen. Fun loving and free spirited, you bring out the inner child in people. You are spontaneous, sincere, and unpretentious - a hard combo to find! People drop their guard around you, and find themselves falling fast. What Is Your Seduction Style?

Growing Flowers
GROWING FLOWERS Our lives are like a seed planted in the ground If we dont love we will never grow So if we dont nourish it, it wont grow! and when we see it start to grow you know there was love to see it through To see the full bloom of the seed we have planted! brings life to a flower that we have soiled To see the love of ones heart Brings growth to another to share! So I say what A beautiful flower would we be!!!

Your A Keeper!
One day someone's husband died, and on that clear, cold morning, in The warmth of their bedroom, the wife was struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn't any more. No more hugs, no more special moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, no more "just one minute." Sometimes, what we care about the most gets all used up and goes away . . never to return before we can say good-bye, say "I love you." So while we have it . . . it's best we love it . . and care for it and fix it when it's broken . . . and heal it when it's sick. This is true for marriage . and old cars . . . and children with bad report cards and dogs with bad hips and aging parents and grandparents. We keep them because they are worth it, because we are worth it. Some things we keep -- like a best friend who moved away or a classmate we grew up with. There are just some things that make us happy, no matter what. Life is important, like people we know who are specia

History Of The Hearse
* Information found at the Professional Car Society ...Hearses, also known as the Funeral Coach, have been around since the 1700's. Starting with horse-drawn hearses made by various carraige companies, the carraige was hand carved usually out of mahogany, that featured ornately carved pillars, drapes, glass windows, and other funerary icons to denote their status as a special occasion vehicle. ...On June 15th, 1909, one of America's premier builders of horsedrawn hearses, Crane & Breed of Cincinnati, Ohio, along with long established coachbuilder Cunningham of Rochester, NY., introduced the first auto hearses available commercially as did Sayers and Scovill (S&S), and Meteor (which later teamed up with Miller to form Miller-Meteor = M&M) ...By the early 1920s the automobile had found more acceptance in the funeral procession and metal was well on its way to replacing wood as the most popular body building material; hence the styling of hearses evolved to match other automobi

Gratitude From Agony To Extacy!
Thanksgiving always evokes many mixed emotions for me. As a young girl growing up – it was always my favorite holiday. We would watch the Twilight Zone marathons on KTLA and help in the kitchen and smell the food. In general a lazy day during which my favorite TV show was on the whole time. Just a really nice time for me – if it got stressful I would zone. A little older and we would incorporate sneaking to the room or outside to smoke pot in between which made the smells and the eating and the laying around doing nothing that much better. The tradition changed a lot for me when my parents moved out of state when I was 23 years old. I had moved into my boyfriend’s home and the family was quite a bit different than mine. It was really different – a lot of drama – there were fights, the food would be done hours later than we were told it would be – the TV focus was on football so I would hole up in my bedroom watching the Twilight Zone and smoking pot alone and DRINKING, DRINKING,

The Terrible Teens
Turn that bloody music down, My head is spinning round Have you no consideration when you're blasting out that sound? I think they call it Hip Hop, But me, I call it crap The bass it sounds so bloody loud, It gives me a heart attack, You haven't cooked the dinner, Or tidied up your room If you don't sort this mess right out, You get to leave home soon! Makeup on the bedroom floor, Dirty washing in a pile I gave up clearing after her, It's just not worth my while. And what is that you're wearing? It's my brand new bloody skirt You can take it off right now my lass, And get rid of that smirk! So you've looked all through my wardrobes, And what else have you stolen? And I suppose you've nicked my tights again, Now that yours are full of holes, I thought I smelt my perfume, You've got a bloody cheek And I bet you've used my hairspray, You know, the one I bought last week, You're always taking liberties, You don't even ask to borrow Whatever you h

A Thanks Giving Prayer!!!!
Even though I clutch my blanket and growl when the alarm rings each morning, thank you, Lord, that I can hear. There are many who are deaf. Even though I keep my eyes tightly closed against the morning light as long as possible, thank you Lord, that I can see. There are many who are blind. Even though I huddle in my bed and put off the effort of rising, thank you, Lord that I have the strength to rise. There are many who are bedridden. Even though the first hour of my day is hectic, when socks are lost, toast is burned, and tempers are short, thank you, Lord, for my family. There are many who are lonely. Even though our breakfast table never looks like the pictures in magazines and the menu is at times unbalanced, thank you, Lord for the food we have. There are many who have no job. Even though I grumble and bemoan my fate from day to day and wish my circumstances were not so modest, thank you, Lord, for the gift of life. ~Author Unknown~

Hi Add Me... Whatever
I just got a shout from someone I have NEVER talked to before and all it said was hi add me. Now... why couldn't this lovely person just request to be my friend? See... when someone sends me a friend request what I usually do is I go to their profile and rate it and all pics, and if I am in a witty enough mood I will comment as well... so the person requesting gets a lot of points as well. If someone tells me I should add them... I don't. I don't do anything because I feel that it is rude and inconsiderate... especially if they don't rate anything on my profile... if you at least rate something I will return the favor... As many of my friends know... I could really care less about the points... I like hanging around just meeting new people. Sure it would be nice to eventually level up... but I know that at the rate I am going it's gonna be awhile. But you dont' see me running around pimping myself out to anyone who will rate me... rate me dont' rate me I really don't care..

Love
I am thankful for my familiy and friends. I love my children with all my heart and one day hope to have someone special in my life to love as well. Life is too short not to have that someone special in your life and to me it makes my life much more complete..I am on here to find friends as well as to have a broader spectrum to help find someone special..Will the one I seek be found here...maybe...maybe not..but not to use all tools available to try to find the someone special would be ludricous! I am aware that talking to people on line is not the same as in person, but is anything a guarentee?! I think not! So, along with living everyday and possibly coming into contact with that special person I decided too also include CherryTap as an additional place to meet friends and possibly that special one...We shall see what twist and turns life has in store for me. Love.....

A Real Tear Jerker [read It Anyway!]
This will warm your heart. Just when you have lost faith in human kindness. Someone who teaches at a middle school in Safety Harbor, Florida, forwarded the following letter. The letter was sent to the principal's office after the school had sponsored a luncheon for the elderly. An old lady received a new radio at the lunch as a door prize and was writing to say thank you. This story is a credit to all humankind. Forward to anyone you know who might need a lift today. Dear Safety Harbor Middle School: God bless you for the beautiful radio I won at your recent senior citizens luncheon. I am 84 years old and live at the Safety Harbor Assisted Home for the Aged. All of my family has passed away. I am all alone now and it's nice to know that someone is thinking of me. God bless you for your kindness to an old forgotten lady. My roommate is 95 and has always had her own radio, but before I received one, she would never let me listen to hers, even when she was nappi

Happy Thanksgiving Day To You All
Happy Thanksgiving Day to You All A man in Phoenix calls his son in New York the day before Thanksgiving and says,"I hate to ruin your day, but I have to tell you that your mother and I are divorcing; forty-five years of misery is enough. "Pop, what are you talking about?" the son screams. We can't stand the sight of each other any longer," the father says. "We're sick of each other, and I'm sick of talking about this, so you call your sister in Chicago and tell her." Frantic, the son calls his sister, who explodes on the phone. "Like heck they're getting divorced," she shouts, "I'll take care of this," She calls Phoenix immediately, and screams at her father, "You are NOT getting divorced. Don't do a single thing until I get there. I'm calling my brother back, and we'll both be there tomorrow. Until then, don't do a thing, DO YOU HEAR ME?" and hangs up. The old man hangs up his phone and turns to his wife. "Okay," he says, "they're coming for Thanksgiving and paying the

By The Sword
Nicholas Krantz stood at the base of the hill, gazing upon the sunset. His silver-plated tachi slid slowly into its scabbard at his waist beneath the outer folds of his flowing black robes. His entire body seemed to move with the strong wind blowing, his robes and long hair flapping with the gusts of air and sounding like a high-flying victory flag. He paid no attention to the man who stood behind him, rigid and locked in an expression of fear, a bit of blood trickling from his open mouth. The stiletto in his back had been barely visible as Nick had raced past him, tachi extended. Krantz, now known by many other names, simply continued to watch the sun go down, listening to the birds and the wind.Just as the man behind him made a gurgling gasp, and he was about to turn and look at him, the cell phone in the inside pocket of his robes rang. Nick pulled his phone and checked the number. It was him. His master. The only man who knew the number. Yet, he always checked the numbe

Have A Great Laugh! I Just Did!
Have a great laugh! I just did! Have you ever spoken and wished that you could immediately take the words back or that you could crawl into a hole? Here are the testimonials of a few people who did... I walked into a hair salon with my husband and three kids in tow and asked loudly, "How much do you charge for a shampoo and a blow job? "I turned around and walked back out and never went back. My husband didn't say a word. He knew better. I was at the golf store comparing different kinds of golf balls. I was unhappy with the women's type I had been using. After browsing for several minutes, I was approached by one of the good- looking gentlemen who works at the store. He asked if he could help me. Without thinking, I looked at him and said, "I think I like playing with men's balls." My sister and I were at the mall and passed by a store that sold a variety of candy and nuts. As we were looking at the display case, the boy behind the counter asked if we needed an

Happy Thanksgiving
I know that I've never posted a blog entry. I've been busy with school and studying. I just wanted to wish all my friends out there in the Cheery Tap world a very Happ Thanksgiving and I hope that you all eat to your heart's content tonight as you share this day with family and friends.

Hello
is anyone here having troubles sending some people messages on here? it seems like when you send some people messages on the shoutboxes you get an error saying something like the persons did not give you permisson to send them messages.. and i wouldnt think the person would block you i have never had this problem before so im just wondering if im the only one effected is all.. if anyone else is having this problem can you let me know plz.. im not complaining or anything thank you all :)

Cooking 101
OMG I MUST BE OUTTA MY FREGGIN MIND TO COOK FOR 48 HUNGRY ASS MEN. ALL OF WHICH I WORK WITH. NOW BEING THE ONLY FEMALE HERE SUCKS, CAUSE EVERY YEAR I GET NOMINATED TO COOK. GOD HELP ME AND KEEP ME CLOSE FEER IM BOUT READY TO GO CRAZY.

An Example Of My Writing - From Mine
This book is available at www.loose-id.com From MINE - by Jill Noelle "Good morning," he said, his words catching as she released him and sat back on her heels. "Good morning, Michel," she answered him solemnly, but then flashed him a mischievous grin. "Did you sleep well?" "Mmmm...come here, you minx." Michel grabbed a handful of her hair and pulled her down into his arms. "Yes, I slept well. For an entire hour." She snuggled against him, soft and warm and incredibly desirable. Michel took her hand and brought it down between them. "I want you. Again." "So I feel," she said, grasping his hard cock in her fist and caressing it lightly. "Michel, we have to talk." "Later," he said, thrusting his hips into her downward stroke. "No. Now." She stilled, but didnt release him. "It's morning, Michel. We only have a few days. You must begin my training." It took a moment for her words to penetrate his lust-clouded mind, but when they did, he shifted away from

Williamson County Pt 2
well......we went to court last week............now damn wilco is confusing him with someone else who was locked up in the penn that is out of state!!!! he has never been out of the state so how in the hell can he have been there!!!! i really hate wilco!!! as soon as we can we are leavin!!! maybe even the state..if yall have any ideas on where to go shoot em my way!!! well i hope every one has a good turkey day...cause i have to spend it without my baby...and its our first together....hopefully he will be out by chirstmas!!

Turkey Day
The bird is in oven. Kids are going out to play with dog. It is so wonderful to have them all home for the next few days. A big, full house of happy kids, parents and puppy. We bought a great big, old house. I love the orig woodwork and some of the glass. The entryway is what sold me on the house. LOVE IT LOVE IT LOVE IT!! Oh and the steel bar already installed in the basement is great for bondage play. The shower for 2 also in the basement should provide lots of fun when the I bolts get installed. Well Happy Thanksgiving everyone!!!!!!!!!

Kids Or No Kids, That Is The Question Of The Day
I'm afraid that being brutally honest will probably be my downfall. I feel like if I don't make myself clear from the get-go, then I have those awkward moments later when the subject arises. You would not believe how many men have emailed me, wanting me to help raise their small kids. Now granted, I was a good Mom, my girls are normal, happy and well-adjusted. But I am not one of those that has an eternal maternal instinct. I did not go through "empty-nest syndrome". I can truly say that I don't want to do that all over again. It is now time for me to kick back and let the grandchildren flow! I have been told over and over again that my stand on not wanting more children will turn alot of men away. Really?? Well then, those are the men I DON'T want. What everyone fails to remember is that I am damn near 50 years old. Do I want to be going to high school graduations when I'm 70?? HELL NO! Do I want to walk my youngest step child down the aisle in a fuckin wheelchair? FUCK NO! Do I want

I Screwed Up Again...
About 2 years ago I brought the subject of swinging. He didn't like the idea of sharing me. Well I understood and didn't bring it up again untill yesterday. I was planing on going to my friend Tricia's house. Well every woman my husband has been with has cheated on him. Well in the back of his head he just thinks I am going somewhere and "fun fucking". I told him I wouldn't do that without his permission. But that yeah I would if he said I could because I just would like something different. Well needless to say I hurt his feelings. But he says that I can. No I feel like a complete ass. But I am not unhappy with our sex life. I just was something different every now and again. I love him and want to spend the rest of my life with him. What is a girl to do. I hate myself for saying this, but i would sleep with another man. I just don't see if difference if he would let me sleep with another woman. Hmmm I guess I have alot to think about.

Just Thoughts
The christmas season nears once more And love is on the rise again And mystery is at the door And children watch deliverymen. There's holly on the streets for sale And some are offering mistletoe. old folks are reading Dickens' tale Of Scrooge and christmas long ago. But still nations small and great Are fighting,land and sky and sea And oh,it seems with so much hate That peace on earth can never be. a poem by edgar guest. even a poem from many years ago,still hits home dont it?

Thanksgiving: A Native American View
Thanksgiving: A Native American View by Jacqueline Keeler I celebrate the holiday of Thanksgiving. This may surprise those people who wonder what Native Americans think of this official U.S. celebration of the survival of early arrivals in a European invasion that culminated in the death of 10 to 30 million native people. Thanksgiving to me has never been about Pilgrims. When I was six, my mother, a woman of the Dineh nation, told my sister and me not to sing "Land of the Pilgrim's pride" in "America the Beautiful." Our people, she said, had been here much longer and taken much better care of the land. We were to sing "Land of the Indian's pride" instead. I was proud to sing the new lyrics in school, but I sang softly. It was enough for me to know the difference. At six, I felt I had learned something very important. As a child of a Native American family, you are part of a very select group of survivors, and I learned that my family possessed some "inside" knowledge of

Last Day
Single tears of blood drop to the floor, She hears a noise and quickly locks the door, Her hands are stained crimson from her blood, She knows its wrong but she can't get enough, Her eyes shine with her hidden tears, Her blood drips away all her fears, She hears footsteps and drops the blade in panic, No one knows about her disturbed passion, The footsteps fade back into a deafening silence, As she returns to her selfish violence, Day by day her eyes grow colder, Her self-hatred grows evermore bolder, Her face is set with determination, She feels certain in her self liberation, Her eyes are closed her hand ready, She makes sure to keep the blade steady, Her second thoughts fade away, That girl has died today

Holiday Post/1st Blog
Well Right now I am stuck in Russel, IL for work. It guess its part of the job, but I won't be home for Thanksgiving. My dinner will consist of a double cheesburger, and large fry, and a small coke. Not to shabby huh? So this is to all you Cherries who won't be home for Thanksgiving as well!

Hello
Hey whats up guys. Im feeling like shit because ive got a fucking throat infection and its trying to spread to my chest Ugh :( i hate it cause it makes you feel so drained. Anyway Happy Thanks Giving to all americans. We English dont celebrate this and i dont know what it is but im saying it anyway. Theres bog all on Tv and im bored. I need something to do. Arrrrrggghhh.......

Check This Out !!!!
Hello I am vicky cornwell, I am 33 years old, have three children and married of five years to larry cornwell. I am a student going to school for crimnal justice and now going into second year and got home based businesses to help earn my way through school because my goals are as, I want to be a attorney within the next few years so that women and families that have trouble with the state and their children, I want to stand up for them and protect the children and in ten years I want to be just like Judging Amy, she is my idle. I want to make a difference for the chidren and their families, you don't know alot about me but sometime I might tell you what hashappened to me want to make this change for the better, I know there are lots of people out there in this world that don't have money for a good attorney and I want to help stop that, they are so expensive and I will not be that away. Here are the things that I am involved with A perfect business for you? Are you looking

Risk
To laugh, is to risk playing the fool. To weep, is to risk appearing sentimental. To reach out to another, is to risk involvement. To expose feelings, is to risk exposing our true selves. To put your ideas, your dreams, before the crowd is to risk loss. To love, is to risk not being loved in return. To live, is to risk dying. To hope, is to risk despair. To try at all, is to risk failure. But risk must be taken, Because the greatest hazard in life is to risk nothing. The person who risks nothing, does nothing, has nothing, is nothing. They may avoid suffering and sorrow, but they simply can not learn, change, feel, grow, love, live........ Chained by their attitudes they are slaves. ONLY THE PERSON RISKS IS FREE!!!! "Friends, Life is full of Risks. Either Take Risks and achieve success or be ready for the stagnant life... choice is yours"

To All
Imagine there's no Heaven It's easy if you try No hell below us Above us only sky Imagine all the people Living for today Imagine there's no countries It isn't hard to do Nothing to kill or die for And no religion too Imagine all the people Living life in peace You may say that I'm a dreamer But I'm not the only one I hope someday you'll join us And the world will be as one Imagine no possessions I wonder if you can No need for greed or hunger A brotherhood of man Imagine all the people Sharing all the world You may say that I'm a dreamer But I'm not the only one I hope someday you'll join us And the world will live as one

I Am A Good Girl...really :p
Santa Claus North Pole, Earth Dear Santa, I have been a good girl. It really wasn't my fault what happened at Tina's Office party. It was Irene who spiked the punch with too much rye . I can't help it if I drank 7 glasses. It was so good---smelled and tasted just like vanilla. I thought it was funny when I put Chris's jeans on my head and danced the hula on the coffee table while singing `I'm Bringing Sexy Back'. I didn't mean to break Tina's radio and don't know why Tina would accuse me of murder. I don't remember calling Dick's wife a quickly pig---even though she looked like one with blue eye shadow and red lipstick! And when I threw up on Jessica's husband's leg, it was only because I ate too much of that cheesecake. After all that fun, I admit I was a little tired. So I fell asleep on my way home and drove my car through my neighbor's bathroom. I don't think that was any reason for my neighbor to call me a helpful cat and have me arrested for burglary!

I Am Sorry Guys
I know a am around 300 houndred friends gut is you stop by and show love I will return it promise I am not a selfish guy promise and would love to leave you all coments I have almost 80 pics and not sure how much stash but if you post and coment I will be sure to return it and thank for all of you being my friends you people are wonderful other then this one set back I am not going to talk about cus I am in a good mood well love you all and hope you have a safe and happy thanksgiving and again thank you all love you all have fun

Happy Turkey Day!!!!!
I can't wait to eat tonight! Lol. Were having thanksgiving at my house this year, eek! I was up till midnight getting the house ready..and I still feel like theres stuff missing. :o/. I had to go out to the store last night like 3 times because I forgot stuff, hehe. The crowds wern't that bad though, I was shocked. Tomorrow is a different story..I will not fight those crowds, ever..I will be staying inside ALL day..I want to live!!! Anyways, I hope everyone has a beautiful Tahnksgiving and don't forget to thank about what your thankful for..I'm thanksful for all my old and new friends :o). Have a beautiful day I love all of you!!!!!!!! LuLu

Things I Am Thankful For
In the spirit of Thanksgiving, I have decided to write about the things I am thankful for today. I am thankful for my life...thankful that my mom decided to give life to me. I am thankful for my family and my friends. They are what keeps me going when I simply feel as though I can't go on any longer. They bring joy and happiness into my life and I pray that at times, I do the same. I am thankful to have a home to live in and someone to share it with. Sadly there are FAR too many people that won't have a roof over their head tonight. I am thankful to have a wonderful meal on my table to eat with my family and friends. I know that those same people that don't have a home are also some of the same people that won't have a meal to eat either. I also know that there are those that do have a home but not enough to eat, so I am thankful for the food that graces my table. I am thankful to be having a beautiful baby in a few months. Emma Grace is the light of my life and she isn't even here yet

A Soldiers Christmas
This one rings deep in my heart because when I was in the army I spent a christmas alone and very much like this one. SOLDIERS CHRISTMAS TWAS THE NIGHT BEFORE CHRISTMAS, HE LIVED ALL ALONE, IN A ONE BEDROOM HOUSE MADE OF PLASTER AND STONE. I HAD COME DOWN THE CHIMNEY WITH PRESENTS TO GIVE, AND TO SEE JUST WHO IN THIS HOME DID LIVE. I LOOKED ALL ABOUT, A STRANGE SIGHT I DID SEE, NO TINSEL, NO PRESENTS, NOT EVEN A TREE. NO STOCKING BY MANTLE, JUST BOOTS FILLED WITH SAND, ON THE WALL HUNG PICTURES OF FAR DISTANT LANDS. WITH MEDALS AND BADGES, AWARDS OF ALL KINDS, A SOBER THOUGHT CAME THROUGH MY MIND. FOR THIS HOUSE WAS DIFFERENT, IT WAS DARK AND DREARY, I FOUND THE HOME OF A SOLDIER, ONCE I COULD SEE CLEARLY. THE SOLDIER LAY SLEEPING, SILENT, ALONE, CURLED UP ON THE FLOOR IN THIS ONE BEDROOM HOME. THE FACE WAS SO GENTLE, THE ROOM IN SUCH DISORDER, NOT HOW I PICTURED A UNITED STATES SOLDIER. WAS THIS THE HERO OF WHOM I 'D JUST READ?

Try Not To Cry
BUT IF YOU FIND YOU CANNOT STOP UNTIL YOU REACH THE END THEN YOU MUST HAVE A VERY BIG HEART... Mommy.. Johnny brought a gun to school, He told his friends that it was cool, And when he pulled the trigger back, It shot with a great crack. Mommy, I was a good girl, I did What I was told, I went to school, I got straight A's, I even got the gold! But Mommy, when I went to school that day, I never said good-bye, I'm sorry Mommy, I had to go, But Mommy, please don't cry. When Johnny shot the gun, He hit me and another, And all because Johnny, Got the gun from his older brother. Mommy, please tell Daddy; That I love him very much, And please tell Chris; my boyfriend; That it wasn't just a crush. And tell my little sister; That she is the only one now, And tell my dear sweet grandmother; I'll be waiting for her now, And tell my wonderful friends; That they always were the best; Mommy, I'm not the first, I'm no bette

Today Does Not Have To Be A Drag!
Myspace Layouts thank you to all!! ESPECIALLY AROUND THE HOLIDAY TIME, LIFE CAN SUCK!! WE ALL GET LONELY, BUT SOMEHOW THIS TIME OF YEAR HAS THE HIGHEST RATE OF SUICIDE!! WELL, THANKS TO YOUR KIND WORDS I DO NOT HAVE TO BE ALONE TODAY, AND NEITHER DO YOU OR ANYBODY ELSE FOR THAT MATTER. THANK YOU CHERRYTAP AND TO EVERYONE THAT HAS STOPPED BY TO SAY HI..OR Y'KNOW!!!