I think of how our friendship grew
A simple kiss would make it bloom
Thats when I knew I wanted you
On Easter night in a hotel room
I think of how you rubbed my belly
While she laid inside
Telling me I'm still beautiful
And me knowing its a lie
I think of how you stood by me
At my daughters birth
Holding my hand, helping me push
And how you said you would cut the cord
When she was brought in this earth
I think of how you came by everyday
While I laid in my hospital bed
You'd take the baby and keep her safe
So I could rest my head
I think of how you told me
Your not in love with me
And how even after many months or years
You still may never be
I think how at that moment
My heart was torn out and crushed
I love this man with all my heart and soul
But your heart I'll never own.
