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What's The Deal?!
if somebody likes you they should just tell you...i swear why are people so afriad to be honest?! seriously...if i like ya im gonna tell ya...that's just how i am, but obviously not everyone shares my enthusiasm to be blunt!!! anyway, so far today is an APRILIOUS day and i'm just chillin, a listenin to sum music...but yeah everybody hit me up... someone needs to freakin call me...im bored off my a$$~!!!~ later peeps~!!!~

"hi Baby. You're Cute! What Do You Do?" "i Uh, Work With Decomposing Corpses. . ."
Buzzards halt 'body farm' plan SAN MARCOS, Texas (AP) -- Texas State University's plan to build the nation's largest "body farm" of cadavers is on hold over concerns that buzzards could endanger nearby planes. The university's scrapped its proposed site and began scouting a new location for what would be only the third body farm in the United States. The farms are used by scientists who bury cadavers to study human decomposition to help police better determine the time and manner of death at crime scenes. Texas State had hoped to begin burying bodies later this year on a 17-acre (6.9-hectare) site on Texas Highway 21 near the San Marcos Municipal Airport. But after meeting with the airport's commission Tuesday, the university dropped the plan out of concern that buzzards would pose a risk to pilots. "While the increased risk might be very small, it cannot be completely eliminated, and we cannot go forward with the Highway 21 site," Texas State provost Perry Moore said. Plans for t

What Is A Kiss?
What is a kiss if not pure bliss? Can it be spent or saved, as a coin dropped in a slot machine, fruit spinning dials deciding fortunes outcome from emotion purloined? Can a kiss be a kiss if not missed? Where are the dreams of passion lost in wine soaked hours spent rubbing the lamp, waiting, hoping genie’s magic will quell doubtful ration? Isn’t a kiss the door to a garden of roses, leading up to a house with no blinds? Where is the porch and the light switch to guide me? Where is the mill of my arousal?

I'm Happy Now
As I wake by your side, My feelings for you I can not hide, I touch your face in the morning light, Being with you just feels so right You make me feel like I'm a queen, Like being inside an awesome dream, Although this is real, that I know, As the love that surrounds us continues to grow I think of what the future holds... Marriage, children, us growing old, And as I lay, with you dear, I'm just so glad you're mine.

What The Fuck Is Wrong With This
Breaking News Posted on Fri, May. 11, 2007 reprint or license print email Digg it del.icio.us Police chase armless, one-legged driver NEW PORT RICHEY -- (AP) -- Authorities were led on a high-speed vehicle chase by an armless, one-legged man, and they said this wasn't the first time the 40-year-old eluded police. Michael Francis Wiley taught himself to drive after losing both arms and a leg in an electrical accident when he was 13. He spent time in prison for kicking a Florida Highway Patrol trooper after an accident in 1996. He led police on a 120 mph chase in 1998. On Tuesday, Wiley sped off in a Ford Explorer when police approached him at a convenience store, New Port Richey police Capt. Darryl Garman said. Officers pursued, but called off the chase after eight minutes because they did not want to put others in danger, Garman said. Wiley was arrested the next day on charges of fleeing from police and habitually driving without a license. He also is awaiting trial on

*sigh*
I went to court this morning for my brother's bond hearing. And they actually gave him a bond. A $10,000 one but a bond none-the-less. We already have him a bondsman and the paperwork should be processed by 5 and he should be out around 5:30 tonite. He's excited. I just got off the phone with him he was shocked to see me and my parents in court. I hate people who have no faith in their families. I mean yeah he fucked up and he deserves whatever time he has to serve (if any. but more than like at least a year) but I mean he's family. But yeah it's friday. I just got paid. Gotta find something to do tonite. My little bro is out and everything's pretty decent. Tonight calls for alcohol!

Rush At My Skin
Thoughts of You, rush at my skin, Like wind whipping at my soul, Setting my body on fire, With the thrill of your touch. Anticipating the rush, I depict the warmth of our bodies, Entertwined under the full moon, Until our souls are pacified. As I soak in the pool of bliss, Feeling the ecstasies of eternity, Desiring an encounter with you, Lulls me int

Man Of The House
>>>>The husband had just finished reading a new book entitled, "YOU CAN > >>>>BE THE MAN OF YOUR HOUSE". > >>>> > >>>>"He stormed to his wife in the kitchen and announced, "From now on, > >>>>you > >>> > >>>>need to know that I am the man of this house and my word is Law. > >>>> > >>>>"You will prepare me a gourmet meal tonight, and when I'm finished > >>>>eating my meal, you will serve me a sumptuous dessert. > >>>> > >>>>"After dinner, you are going to go upstairs with me and we will > >>>>have the kind of sex that I want. > >>>> > >>>>"Afterwards, you are going to draw me a bath so I can relax. You > >>>>will wash my back and towel me dry and bring me my robe. Then, you > >>>>will massage my feet and hands. > >>>> > >>>>"Then tomorrow, guess who's going to dress me and comb my hair?" > >>>> > >>>>The wife replied, "The funeral director would be my first > >>>>guess." > >>

Politics Explained - Lone Wolf Style
Have you been trying to keep up with all the political agendas in the news lately? They keep throwing out all of these names and I realized that many of my friends did not know what some of these meant. Send all hate mail over this to: lonewolf™@dontgivafuk.orgy DEMOCRATIC You have two cows. Your neighbor has none. You feel guilty for being successful. Barbara Streisand sings for you. REPUBLICAN You have two cows. Your neighbor has none. So? SOCIALIST You have two cows. The government takes one and gives it to your neighbor. You form a cooperative to tell him how to manage his cow. COMMUNIST You have two cows. The government seizes both and provides you with milk. You wait in line for hours to get it. It is expensive and sour. CAPITALISM, AMERICAN STYLE You have two cows. You sell one, buy a bull, and build a herd of cows. BUREAUCRACY, AMERICAN STYLE You have two cows. Under the new farm program the government pays you to shoot one, milk t

Love / Hate Relationships
I really like what I do at my day gig... Needed to say that before I got into this... I must be a masochist - the guys that work for me would probably call me a sadist - because while i'm doing my job, I go after each problem with singular energy and passion. the upside of that is that I get results...fast. the downside is that I take it 'personally' when people get in my way or if they slow my guys down. and that just makes me drive issues to conclusion with more force - nice, polite, you can't be mad at the funny, smiling guy, force. I don't usually get into any kind of trouble; in fact i seem to be something of a star there, but that's not the problem here. let's get to the hate... Ignorance is a curable condition. I am really developing an abject hatred for the ignorant among us... not the stupid, they have little choice, if any, in being stupid, but the ignorant could always decide to give up being ignorant. when the ignorant choose to stay ignorant,

May 11,2007
Daily Horoscope: Libra For May 11,2007 If it's so easy, how come you're having such a hard time making it happen? Hey, be a little kinder to yourself. It could be there's a steeper learning curve than you expected. Just give yourself a little breathing room.

Materialism
Is it just me or has the world gotten more materialistic and all people think about is money? I'm always hearing, "Hey Timmy you still owe me $20" or "When are you gonna repay me that $10" or "You still have my tools you borrowed 5 years ago". Man, what is with people?

Y2k
As to Y2K, there is no doubt there was a real issue in regards to the old main-frames, and the necessity of reprogramming. However, it was a technical issues that was being addressed, and we did address it. Too, no one got credit for the work they did averting that disaster. All that is a given. Having said that, Gary North and his ilk were preaching the demise of civilization due to embedded electronics, and building control systems. And that people needed to get right with God, because the end was near. Y2K was a legit issue, but it was used by religious hacks, and political opportunists for their own aims.

Valor
We live in a time where being a man proud of his white roots is wrong, a time where people are being taught to embrace their heritage and their people’s achievements so long as they are not white and a time where there is no valor left for men of the white race. Valor comes from a good upbringing, it comes from a person who from a young age knows right from wrong, a person willing to suffer so that his people will not have to, valor is born into a person and it is something that can never be taught nor bought. A person with valor knows that his race is his lives work and to let his race down is to let himself down. A man of valor is self sacrificing and has an undying love for the cause he fights for. There once was a time in America where men of valor existed, a time where our country was run by such men, a time where politicians knew what needed to be done and unselfishly passed bills and laws in order to achieve what his people needed, but sadly those days are gone with the br

Missed You.
You were gone for such a long time. How much I missed you, you'll never know. Now and forever you'll be mine. Slowly you eased me down on our blanket. I could feel my eager heart race. Gentle fingers touched my lips, Then tenderly caressed my face. Then I felt your lips on mine. So slowy we started kissing. Finally those eager lips of yours, Made up for what they'd been missing. I felt them on my breasts and everywhere. The restrictions had been hastily undone. The passion was so overwhelming, As my love and again, became one. The memory of this day is forever, Even tho' we may again be apart. I promise you, darling, forever You will always have my heart.

A Special Thanks To Everyone
i just want to express my deepest thanks for today and teh past few days. everyone has been wonderful and has made my birthday so great and wish i could give each and everyone of you a big hug.

Why.......?
I just awoke from a dreamless sleep. Now my thoughts are only of you. Oh, why are you so far away? Oh, why must I feel so blue? Why can't you be right here besides me, Reaching out to hold me tight? Right now I'm so hot and bothered. Would love to pleasure you all night. Would love to caress your body, so slowly, And tenderly, with my finger tips. Then when I feel your passion soaring, I would lovingly use my eager lips. I want you to know, my darling, There's nothing I wouldn't do. You have captured my heart completely, Now I want to prove my love for you.

Answer To A Global Warming Mumm
When you were about 30 or so, the papers were full of reports that predicted a New Ice Age based on the desalinization of the Oceans due to the melting of the Polar Ice from Global Warming. That latter name took on the all encompassing phrase for Climate Change. One of the members here is a Geologist, and based on the "rock" record we should still be in a Cooling trend, but we are going in the opposite direction. The permafrost is melting injection more trapped green-house gasses into the atmosphere. The Northern Polar Ice Cap is melting putting more fresh water into the ocean. How long before it get to a tripping point is anyone guess. As far as the "State of Fear" you can hang that one on the GOP. For them it was first the Soviet Union, and now it is Terror. It is not that the threat does not exist, it is that it gets overblown. Remember Y2K hype? That was coming out of the anti-technology people of the Religious Right. Gary North was one of the people pushing a technological melt d

Why Cant I Just Find A Guy That Likes Me For Me
i am just babbling here. i just want to know why most guys have to be jerks and use us nice women that are left out here in the world. you know not all women are whores or sluts. i know for sure im not. i just want a guy that is going to treat me with respect and that is not going to hurt me in the end. why cant i find a nice guy that is left out there? hmmmm maybe its because i am not looking for one right now. i am trying to get my life back in order especially since i had to move back home. i am looking for jobs and a car so that way i can go back to radcliff and louisville, ky to see all of my friends up there. i miss them every single one of them.

May 11,2007
Get a little more TLC into your life, especially if you're re-experiencing a painful old issue regarding a personal matter. Be kinder to yourself. Treat yourself as gently as you would a beloved friend or relative. I am HARD on myself and I know this. I kill myself with the little things but tyr so hard to blow off the major issues.

Cross Your Fingers Toes And Legs..ok Eyes Too :)
i wrote this to someone who ..well whatever..but fuck it i'm excited we're lookin to move, went to look at places yesterday..the third one we looked at prompted this reaction.. *grabs your arms and jumps up and down in circles* I FOUND IT I FOUND IT! omg! love love love the house..that..hopefully we'll get.i think we find out tomorrow. It's in Northport..cutest little vintage town..BEAUTIFUL area..right off the water..it's an old victorian house..BRAND new kitchen..big too..basement with washer/dryer..the bedroom looks like it was actually molded to fit..our bedroom set..the bathroom is kinda small but cute..family room extends out into a covered wrap around granny porch..the house is yellow with red trim tons of closest and such...and only 1600 for all. Plus the town is close enough that i can walk there...my mind is going crazy with ideas lol trees everywhere..idk just love it. incidently down the street is Huntington..another small town that i love, and in the park/museum the

Loosing The One You Love
So, a few years ago I dated this woman for around 3 months. Our relationship didn't work out as lovers, but she has become my best friend. I can talk to her and tell her anything, she doesn't judge me and I don't judge her. We are very open with each other and can talk about anything. Its one of those relationships were we talk everyday even if its for a few minutes. I know she is and has been dating other people and thats ok with me. She know's that I am there for her when ever and for what ever she needs, and I know she is the same with me. I thought my feelings of love had gone away over the years, but this past sat. we had plans to go to the movies and out to eat. When she got to my place she said that she needed to talk to me. Basically she told me, that she's moving to Cali on 5/26. She's moving because her b/f lives there while he's in school and she wants to be with him. My heart sunk. I didn't know what to say or do, I didn't know how to react. It was like in that mom

September 11,2001
My Walk With God There admidst the Thicket I laid, Trouble mind,and tears upon my cheeks. A Taunting dream of sparkling souls-they spoke not,yet I could hear their soothing voices. As they embraced my wretched form. A starry net shield my oul-as peace overwhelmed my very essence. As I follow that darken,and lonely path. A Night that clouds my mind. I turned around-toward that trouble heart. And soon! Illness found this kindred spirit. Agonizing pain stroke determination. Then suddenly from the voice within.A gentle whisper. "Lift up your head,for I am truly with you!" As the world came crashing down-On that September Morn. I knew not what the world had seen. For I laid within weariness,as evil crawled inside,and death,breathed upon my soul. Only for a moment in time-I let go. Suddenly,within the darkness-peace overcame. And within his strength,beyond compare. "Lift up your head for I am here!" I walked with God That dayAnd he tau

These R My "arcane Tarot" Cards
HERE'S THE 3 TAROT CARDS,THAT WAS DEALT FOR ME; I've done this card analysis very precisely which means that I've only used 22 major arcanes and have read them only in one way. I then asked an open question about your near future and I came across a very revealing reading. Remember that the arcanes in Tarot are like letters of the alphabet and that each individual arcane has it's own 'sound'. Once all the arcanes and their 'sounds' are grouped together the whole acts as a word and we can distinguish meaning and incidently, the cards are even more like letters and words because we read them from left to right. So here is your Tarot card reading and it's interpretation. The Chariot Card The number 7 on the card represents the 7 colours of the rainbow, this is a succesful number and also represents material gain. This card is very revealing about your professional future Tammy. The number is odd not even and seems to associates action with triumph. The name of the Chariot i

2 Day Drunk
For the last two days I have been fairly toasted after going to the club when I was done work. 2 reasons, one to help ease the pain of losing my best friend and lover, second to try to make some head way with one of the cooks. Now when I say losing, no she didn't die, but I have lost her back to her husband. Last year when I started work here we met, became best friends, she felt like she should hook me up with someone. Well, that didn't work out so good cause we ended up together. For the next 4 months everything was perfect. Then her husband came home and things started getting fucked up. Now, she just wants to be friends, but the thing is I still see her as my best friend and lover. Oddly enough one of the girls that she thought would be for me is the cook that I mentioned. She is very cute, nice personallity, and a body to match... With her working at the club and spend time with her, as to get her to go out with me, I sit there and drink... chat with friends that come in,

Naughty Pictures
I don't understand why people think that they can just look at my naughty pictures when I don't even know them. I friend you without even knowing you so that I may be able to create a real friendship with you... You don't say a word and then you just think you should get to look at my nudes? I think not. Listen up. If you want to see my bits, then spend the time to earn my trust. Otherwise, move it along. I'm sure there are other folks on CT that will give you what you want.

Food For Thought...
"The woman came out of a man's rib. Not from his feet to be walked on. Not from his head to be superior, but from his side to be equal. Under the arm to be protected, and next to the heart to be loved."

Morning
I think mornings should start around noon.. then I might feel like getting out of bed..lol. I am not a morning person at all. Not much going on.. except for work. I will be getting David for the weekend. I guess I will ask his mother if she wants him back early on Sunday since its Mother's Day. Hope you all have a wonderful day. I better grab my Mountain Dew and try to wake up some more. Go live life like there is no tommorrow. Smile, laugh, love. Tell those you love what they mean to you. Tell those who did something wrong to you that you forgive them. Forget the bad stuff because its not worth wasting time on it.

A Question Of Faith
Question Of Faith Current mood: determined Category: Religion and Philosophy The other day,I had my faith question,and then I remember,in the bible time after time the disciples faith was tested.And Jesus outstretched his hands,and led them,to what they never lost.It is a feeling deep inside.It finds its' way in the pit of your stomach,and it doesnt let go.Oh for a brief moment you try to bury it,but,then it yanks you back.For you want it, you need the peace that it gives.The kind of serenity of a fisherman.The anxiety at an empty tombsight.The amazement when the water is turn to wine,and the sea parted.The lame walked,the blind saw,and the dead rose.I close my eyes,and I see a man of God,embraced on a wooden cross,blood from a crown of thorns,as the blood dripped,upon his cheeks,and the stakes of iron held his hands in place,as the red liquid found its' resting place upon the ground.Never did he judge"Father forgive then for they do not know what they have done."He sa

Some New - Novità (post In Two Languages English And Italian)
Hi girls and guys, friends and fans...hope you all are doing good. I'm writing 'cause I just added to my profile a guestbook on which I wish to see almost all of you soon and I added also a slideshow with some of my creations...I would like to know what do you think about my work. Be safe, be happy, hope to talk to ya soon. C YA! Per gli amici che parlano italiano: Ciao spero che stiate tutti bene. Scrivo questo post perchè ho appena aggiunto al mio profilo un guestbook sul quale spero di vedervi tutti, ed ho aggiunto anche uno slideshow con alcune delle mie creazioni visive...mi piacerebbe sapere cosa ne pensate. State bene, siate felici, spero di sentirvi presto. Ciàh!

How Does Your Interpersonal Intelligence Rate?
Your Interpersonal Intelligence Score: 91% Your Interpersonal Intelligence is Very High You go beyond being a "people person." Connecting with people is the most important thing in your life. You're empathetic, friendly, and outgoing. You are the kind of friend people dream of having. Your interpersonal intelligence is a gift. And you use it well. How Does Your Interpersonal Intelligence Rate? Not trying to toot my own horn, but this seems so like me, to be honest.

Have A Good Weekend
Have a good weekend sweeties... Hugs..Lorie my website for 5 yrs- http://www.southern-charms4.com/lorie my new yahoo group/ http://groups.yahoo.com/group/loriesc4/ for adults only!!! Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com

Janis Joplin
It is useless and pointless to find the one person responsible for Brian Jones' death. But one concequence of the killing of him was the death of Janis Joplin. And even if no one is "really" responsible for the killing of Brian the same can not be said about the killing of Janis.

Still Trying To Find My Way Around
Well here l am still trying to find my way around cherrytap l think it's a brilliant site but l also find it a little hard, so l hope all you lovely people out there who have left comments on my pics will understand if l don't reply back straight away l will in the end, so please just bear with me a little longer. l would also like to thank tammy and the rest of my friends on here for there help. all have a wounderful day luv julie xxx

Which Finger Am I? (i Was Striving For The Middle. Lmao)
You Are a Pinky You are fiercely independent, and possibly downright weird. A great communicator, you can get along with almost anyone. You are kind and sympathetic. You support all your friends - and love them for who they are. You get along well with: The Ring Finger Stay away from: The Thumb What Finger Are You? I totally got the whole pinky finger wrong then. LMFAO.

20 Ways To Maintain A Healthy Level Of Insanity
20 Ways to Maintain a Healthy Level of Insanity 1. At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point a Hair Dryer At Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down. 2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice. 3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, Ask If They Want Fries with that. 4. Put Your Garbage Can On Your Desk And Label It "In." 5. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker For 3 Weeks. Once Everyone has Gotten Over Their Caffeine Addictions, Switch to Espresso. 6. In The Memo Field Of All Your Checks, Write "For Smuggling Diamonds" 7. Finish All Your sentences with "In Accordance With The Prophecy." 8. Don t use any punctuation 9. As Often As Possible, Skip Rather Than Walk. 10. Order a Diet Water whenever you go out to eat with a serious face. 11. Specify That Your Drive-through Order Is "To Go." 12. Sing Along At The Opera 13. Go To A Poetry Recital And Ask Why The Poems Don't Rhyme 14. Put Mosquito Netti

Sabres House Party
Click to join NHLFA_Sabres Reposted from the Sabres MySpace Bulletin Message ------------------------------------- From: Sabres Date: May 10, 2007 6:29 PM The Buffalo Sabres will be hosting a "House Party" at HSBC Arena for all of their remaining away games in the Stanley Cup Playoffs. Admission and parking are both free, but fans are asked to make a donation to the Sabres Foundation upon entering the arena. Starting next Monday (May 14) when the team hits the road for Game 3 of the Eastern Conference Finals in Ottawa, Sabres fans are invited down to HSBC Arena to experience "a game without a game." Fans will be able to watch the game on the Jumbotron and two 12' by 9' video monitors that will be set up on the ice, while listening to the synched-up radio coverage of Sabres broadcasters Rick Jeanneret and Jim Lorentz. The arena will operate just like a regular home game, including full game presentation, Sabretooth and an anthem singer prior to puckdrop. All a

Today As It Was Yesterday
Today I take a walk, down memory lane Today I take a walk, in the rain Today I take a walk just because of you Tomorrow my walk will never be the same. Tomorrow what shall i do If all i had, was done for you Tomorrow, life may never be the same, Because of yesterdays hurt and pain. Yesterday my life was taken away Yesterday was sorrow as my life swayed Yesterday has gone I shall no longer be, My life has now been written in history. I Love you the same today as was yesterday but not as much as tomorrow. Copyrighted by Ainsley Carter aka coolmccool. 11/05/07

Quote For May 11
All men are by nature equal, made all of the same earth by one Workman; and however we deceive ourselves, as dear unto God is the poor peasant as the mighty prince. -- Plato Bonus Quote: If the automobile had followed the same development cycle as the computer, a Rolls-Royce would today cost $100, get a million miles per gallon, and explode once a year, killing everyone inside. -- Robert X. Cringely This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

Thank You
thanks for all the cards & gifts it helped me smile & apreciate all the nice things ...... i have started to come out of the depression mode some from all the happy thoughts i recieved ...... THANK YOU MY FRIENDS ..... love ya much and is nice knowin that ya care about me ........

Goooooood Morning Cherries
Hey cherries whats up and how are ya all. its a beautiful Morning and its all good. Great day to sit back and relax and prepare for the summer and watch everyone sweat thier ass's off.. yeah I know I'll be doing the same thing but hey at least we can see it happen lol

When Will I Ever Learn?
(this is the same blog I just posted over on CherrRock . net I just wanted to make sure people that arent on there get a chance to read it too) Sometimes, no matter how well we should know better, we expect g00d things to happen to us, just because we're g00d people. This truly isn't the case. It is a lesson I've learned over and over again...so why doesnt it stick? Maybe it's because of all the things we are exposed to by society in general. Almost every movie has a happy ending, every fairytale ends in happily ever after, virtually every t.v. show we ever watched has some g00d moral issue and lesson to be taught and they all end up hugging in the end. Reality is harsh though. I'm so tired of being let down by life in general. It never fails, I finally get to take a step forward, and then it's 2 steps back. What I really need to ask myself, is, "why do I always let my feelings mislead me?". I mean, seriously, why do things that feel right at the time, feel so right if they aren't? I'

Donate Your Old Boat
Donate Your Boat To Science If you have a trailerable boat that you might consider using as a tax write-off – you may now donate it to a new program funded by the U.S. Coast Guard. It could help the nation’s waterway accident investigators better understand boat collisions. The National Association of State Boating Law Administrators (NASBLA) is gleaning information from a series of staged, two-vessel collisions starting this September in Virginia. A variety of powered, trailerable watercraft from bass boats, open runabouts and pontoon craft to small cabin cruisers and personal watercraft will be involved. After the staged collisions are performed, NASBLA intends to relocate the subject vessels to the National Transportation Safety Board’s Training Academy in Ashburn, VA, where they will be used in future NASBLA boating accident investigation training. The BoatU.S. Foundation for Boating Safety and Clean Water is assisting NASBLA in its quest to secure donated boats for testi

Survey Swiped From Ms
1. Last beverage: A&W Cream Soda 2. Last phone call: Justin 3. Last instant message: Ben via shoutbox on CT 4. Last cd played: an old mix w/ Creed, Bush and Incubus 5. Last time you cried: About an hour ago 6. Last text message: . . . SIX HAVE YOU EVERS: 1. Dated someone twice?: Yes 2. Been cheated on?: hehe yes 3. Kissed someone & regretted it?: Yes. I was trying to make my ex-boyfriend jealous. Failed miserably. 4. Lost someone special?: yeah 5. Been depressed?: I didn't used to be. I think something got broke inside at some point. 6. Been drunk and thrown up?: Oh yeah. LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS: 1. Crimson 2. Black 3. Forest Green THIS MONTH HAVE YOU 1. Made a new friend: Yes 2. Fallen out of love: Nope, still very firmly in. 3. Laughed until you cried: yes 4. Met someone who changed your life: Not especially. 5. Found out who your true friends were: I already knew. 6. Is there something you want to tell someone

Fishing Tip
Quick Dry Plastic utility boxes are great for storing tackle, except when they get wet. Moisture from accidental dunkings, rain and wet lures quickly rusts hooks and other metal hardware. I beat the problem by drilling ¼-inch holes into the top, sides and bottom of each of my boxes. Now they’re self-draining and quick-drying. — Member Nick Farafontoff, El Dorado Hills, California

This Might Be Me A Little....
You May Be a Bit Antisocial... Antisocial? That may be a bit of an understatement. You think rules are meant to be broken - and with gusto! Having no fear, you don't even think about consequences. But people love you anyway... you've got a boatload of charm. What Personality Disorder Are You?

Horoscope May 11, 2007
Waiting, wishing and hoping are all fun as hobbies, but they can get pretty frustrating if no action is taken. It's time to get grounded and figure out a game plan so you can get there instead of fantasizing about it.

Break Up
well i finally did t i broke up with my girfriend, she was way to possesive and wanted a commitment too fast. you have to be careful now a days.i guess this meens i am single again so ya'll check me out so i can make some more friends. i do have my sights on somebody here on cherrytap and i think they know it, so please show me some luv, fan me, rate me. lots of luv to all my cherries out there and i hope to hear from ya'll.muah xoxoxoxo

Who Are The People In Your Life Who Make You Feel Whole
WHO ARE THE PEOPLE IN YOUR LIFE WHO MAKE YOU FEEL WHOLE date: 2007-05-11 06:51:57 There are some people in the "balconies" of our lives who cheer us on, energizing us by their warm affirmations. There are others who live down in the "basement," coldly tearing away at our souls with their unfair and critical judgments. This book is about discovering the balcony people in your life - and about being a balcony person to others.

Call It Happy
The person who is cheerful seems to get more out of life and enjoys the value of time more. Typically, what stands out in our memories is that which is very positive or very negative. Positive experiences we remember with joy, happiness and cheerfulness. Negative memories have dislike, discomfort and sometimes regret attached to them. The key is to strive to be cheerful which helps to keep us going during the day and throughout the years, in a time valued way.

Gone Fishing
Went fishing for the first time this year on port bay on 5/9/07. Bass season don't open for a few more weeks but my stepson, grandson, and I had a hell of a day catching those bucketmouths. 20 largemouth weighing in between 2 1/2 & 3 1/2 lbs. 1 rockbass, and 1 28" northern pike. The pike was why we went out that day. This bay we were in is noted for having some very large pike in it and the mount that I have proves it. I really don't like going somewhere where the pike hit all day. I would rather hunt what I'm after because it's the thrill of finding it that counts for me. I am a sports fisherman. I don't eat what I catch. I toss them back in the hope of catching it again the next year with it being even bigger the next time around. Catch & release is the way to go. I don't use live bait. Lures only. The lure I use the most is spinnerbait. I love those spinnerbaits. I will post my next trip out and share it with you. To all you fishermen and women, good luck and happy

Next Step
Grant signed his papers to enter into the Army yesterday. He will go to St. Louis on Monday to take all his tests, then he will enter BCT next month some time. As of that time he will officialy be a member of the U.S. Army. He asked me if I could handle that, and of coarse I can was my response. When he walked out of the room, i cried. Not because I am scared, but because I am so proud of him for following a dream. And the realization hit home that a raised a good man all by myself!

My Inner Child.
Your Inner Child Is Surprised You see many things through the eyes of a child. Meaning, you're rarely cynical or jaded. You cherish all of the details in life. Easily fascinated, you enjoy experiencing new things. How Is Your Inner Child? Now this makes perfect sense.

Personality Disorder. (lol I Think I'm Disordered Enough.)
You May Be a Bit Histrionic... Dramatic and over the top, you crave attention. And you'll do anything it takes to get noticed. You love to be seductive, even when it's inappropriate. If you're ignored, you're easily hurt ... and act out even more! What Personality Disorder Are You? Ok, this one is a BIG stretch, right, my friends? ... Right?!!! ... *pouts* ;)

Isnt He Lovely?...............for Someone Special
Eyes that smile and twinkle as a star Lips, the softest shade of pink Skin so smooth and tanned the perfect brown He’s just so lovely, don’t you think? Hands so large yet gentle as a dove Shoulders broad and oh so strong Arms that open wide for an embrace With him it’s right where I belong Feet the nicest, smoothest feet I ever knew Knees as lovely as can be Ears so soft just like the velvet of a rose This man is mine, he’s all for me His heart is filled with love that overflows His soul is angel kissed with care His splendor comes from inward, shining out His brilliance and his beauty fills the air Isn’t he lovely, this man I call my own Isn’t he just the best there is? Yes, he is, he’s that and so much more And to think that he’s all mine and I am his

My Mind. :-)
Your Mind is NC-17 Rated You're mind is so filthy... you should should be washing every part of you out with soap. If your thoughts can go dirty, they do. Almost everything is NC-17 to you! Do You Have a Dirty Mind? Yeah...this will definitely get me in trouble. LMAO.

My Horrorscope - Lol
Waiting, wishing and hoping are all fun as hobbies, but they can get pretty frustrating if no action is taken. It's time to get grounded and figure out a game plan so you can get there instead of fantasizing about it. So, ok folks......if your in the Austin area and need extra help ie- housework or daycare.....or even know of an employer that would consider hiring me plz give me a buzz

Mmhmmmmm
You can tell when you are in love by many ways. When she walks into a room full of people she is the only one you see. The noise of the conversations drops and she unknowingly commands the attention of the room. You feel your heartbeat grow faster as she walks through the room. She teases your longing for her touch by stopping and engages a select few in light, upper level conversation. It is as though it has taken hours for her to work the room and her way to you. When she softly touches you and runs her finger down you tie, you simply melt. Her eyes are vexing and beautiful as her brief encounter was to advise you that you are on her mind as well. She turns and walks away to enjoy the party knowing you cannot stop admiring her. You become mystified as to how you have attracted such a lovely piece of God's handy work. Paying attention to the crowd of men around her you can relax and allow her to enjoy the attention, as you know she will be coming home with you.

Oorah !!- Very Well Said!!! A Must Read
Think about this: If you don't want to forward this for fear of offending someone-----YOU'RE PART OF THE PROBLEM !!!! Will we still be the Country of choice and still be America if we continue to make the changes forced on us by the people from other countries that came to live in America because it is the Country of Choice?????? Think about it! All we have to say is, when will they do something about MY RIGHTS? I celebrate Christmas...........but because it isn't celebrated by everyone.............we can no longer say Merry Christmas. Now it has to be Season's Greetings. It's not Christmas vacation, it's Winter Break. Isn't it amazing how this winter break ALWAYS occurs over the Christmas holiday? We've gone so far the other way, bent over backwards to not offend anyone, that I am now being offended. But it seems that no one has a problem with that. This says it all! This is an editorial written by an American citizen, published in a Tampa, FL Newspaper. He

Not Mine But To All My Male Friends
The Penis Poem My nookie days are over My pilot light is out What used to be my sex appeal Is now my water spout. Time was when, on its own accord From my trousers it would spring But now I've got a full-time job To find the blasted thing. It used to be embarrassing The way it would behave For every single morning It would stand and watch me shave. Now as old age approaches It sure gives me the blues To see it hang its little head And watch me tie my shoes.

Dirty Sounding Law Terminology
10. Have you looked through his briefs? 9. He is one hard judge! 8. Counselor, let's do it in chambers. 7. His attorney withdrew at the last minute. 6. Is it a penal offense? 5. Better leave the handcuffs on. 4. For R600 an hour, he better be good! 3. Can you get him to drop his suit? 2. The judge gave him the stiffest one he could. And the #1 dirty law statement ... 1. Think you can get me off?

Not Sure Of
You're Not Sure of: The Doctor: because he says, "Take off your clothes" The Dentist: because he says, "Open wide" The Hairdresser: because he says, "Do you want it teased or blown" The Milkman: because he says, "Do you want it in the front or the back" The Interior Decorator: because he says, "Once it's in, you'll love it." The Share Broker: because he says, "It will rise right up, fluctuate for a while and then slowly fall back again" The Banker: because he says, "If you take it out too soon, you'll lose interest" The Hunter: because he "Goes deep in the bush, shoots twice and always eats what he shoots" The Telephone Guy: because he says, "Would you like it on the table or against the wall?"

Back...
well I'm back in town, figure I'd let everyone know that the surgery was a success and that my lil one is doing great now... I've read all the comments and such left on my page, but, theres no way for me to keep up, my account is getting deleted on the 15th, have to wait till they cancel my vic completely...so...take care all!!

The Voo Doo Penis... Lol
A businessman was getting ready to go on a long business trip. He knew his wife was a flirtatious sort with an extremely healthy sex drive, so he thought he'd buy her a little something to keep her occupied while he was gone. He went to a store that sold sex toys and started looking around. He was browsing through the dildos, looking for something special to please his wife, and started talking to the old man behind the counter. He explained his situation. The old man said, "Well, We have vibrating dildos, special attachments, and so on, but I don't know of anything that will keep her occupied except---" and he stopped. "Except what?" the man asked. "Nothing, nothing." C'mon, tell me! I need something!" Well, sir, I don't usually mention this, but there is The Voodoo Penis." "So what's up with this Voodoo Penis?" he asked. The old man reached under the counter, and pulled out a very old wooden box, carved with strange symbols and erotic images. He opened it, and

Another Day....
Another day to be thankful for. Although the sun is not shining today,it surely is shining within. You see, one does not have to be rich in the sense of material things or even in money, but you can be rich in spirit. You can have all the riches of this world, all the beauty of a star, but without love, do you really have a thing? Surely gives one something to think about. It may be a damp and cool day, but never the less it is a day of joy. One that I am surely thankful for and moving forward with. Take each thing as it comes and then let it go. :)

Add Your Name To The List!!
I usually don't pass along these "add your name" lists that appear in my email, but this one is too important. This one has been circulating for months. Please, keep it going! To show your support for Hillary and encourage her on her run for President of the United States in 2008, please add your name to the rapidly growing list below and send it on to your entire e-mail list.

I Miss You
Give me a reason Why I'm feeling so blue Every time I close my eyes All I see is you Give me a reason Why I can't feel my heart Everytime you leave my side I just fall apart And when you're fast asleep I wonder where you go Can you tell me I wanna know Because I miss you And this is all I wanna say I guess I miss you Beautiful these three words have said it all You know I miss you I think about you when you're gone I guess I miss you Nothing's wrong I don't mean to carry on But give me a reason Why I can't concentrate The world is turning upside down Spinning round and round Now give me a reason Why I now understand the beauty and simplicity Of everything surrounding me You got a way of spreading magic everywhere Anywhere I go I know you're always there It sounds ridiculous But when you leave a room There's a part of me that just wants to follow you too Because I miss you And this is all I wanna say I guess I miss yo

Happy Mothers Day !!!
I ran across this surfing this morning and it really hit my heart so I Wanted to share this with everyone :) PLEASE LISTEN TO THE WORDS IN THIS SONG :) A baby asked God, "They tell me you are sending me to earth tomorrow, but how am I going to live there being so small and helpless?" "Your angel will be waiting for you and will take care of you." The child further inquired, "But tell me, here in heaven I don't have to do anything but sing and smile to be happy." God said, "Your angel will sing for you and will also smile for you. And you will feel your angel's love and be very happy." Again the child asked, "And how am I going to be able to understand when people talk to me if I don't know the language?" God said, "Your angel will tell you the most beautiful and sweet words you will ever hear, and with much patience and care, your angel will teach you how to speak." "And what am I going to do when I want to talk to

Help Animals In Need
The Animal Rescue Site is having trouble getting enough people to click on it daily to meet their quota of getting free food donated every day to abused and neglected animals. It takes waaaay less than a minute to go to their site and click on "feed an animal in need" for FREE. (THIS WON'T COST YOU A THING) Their corporate sponsors/advertisers use the number of daily visits to donate food to abandoned/neglected animals in exchange for advertising. Here's the web site! Pass it along to people you know... HELPANIMALRESCUE On that page you have to click the purple icon that says Fund Food For Animals :)

To My Friends
Thanks for the suport to the ones who read my latests blogs. It makes me feel better. Im not that sick that i cant work (and i love my patients!), so i have to go to work in a few minutes. I have crazy weekend shifts, so i dont know if i will be online this weekend. I wanna wish you a great and lovely weekend!

I Love You!!!!
"When I think of You,I think of Great and Wonderful LOVE It's like You were sent to me from God far above................ The deep shades of Brown and light in Your eyes It makes me scared because it attracts so many womans........ My LOVE for You is as deep as an Ocean Floor You will always be there waiting for me at the other side of the door................. I'll never to think of hurting You I'ts much more LOVE just flirting with You.......... So that You can put trust in me And that You&Me will always be................ You make me happy when im sad You are truly the BIG LOVER i have ever had.............. You are too good to be true I can't take my eyes off of You............ I miss You so much I can't wait for You touch................ You are too good to be true That's why I LOVE YOU.............."

A Time To Remind
Well a little update, It had been since New years that Kim had been spanked at all, she really has been doing quite well at behaving and keeping her attitude in check. Although, I have noticed that on a few occasion since her last spanking that Kim was starting to slip a little, not over the line yet but skating very close to thin ice and I knew it would be only a matter of time till she did and got herself in big time trouble. SO I decided as here HOH to make sure that her behavior did not slip and get her into serious trouble, On Saturday when our middle daughter picked up our youngest I took the alone time to correct Kim and remind her that I am in charge. Kim was given an OTK spanking till she was crying, using my hand for most of the spanking and only using the leather strap a little. When I felt Kim had received enough I allowed her to get up, hugged her, and told her that I loved her very much. I also informed Kim that this was only the first spanking of the day, that

Friday Links: Larry The Cable Guy Video, Turn On Those Webcams, Traveling Virus Tickets, New Videos Online
LISTEN TO TODAY'S SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) Happy FriDEE, boys and girls. Are you ready for the weekend? We sure are! We've got a super-duper show in store for you, and you don't want to miss it. Opie's doing air guitar in studio this morning, and if you want to see any of his swishy air-guitaring, you can install PALTALK and go to 'Opie and Anthony LIVE'. Of course, if you're like us, you're in there staring at naked showering/sleeping women all morning. Thanks to our own Sam, we have a few clips of Larry The Cable Guy's return to the O&A Show yesterday: Larry The Cable Guy Returns To The O&A Show - 1 Larry The Cable Guy Returns To The O&A Show - 2 Tickets for the Opie and Anthony Traveling Virus are going fast, kids...so if you want those up-close seats CLICK HERE FOR TICKET LINKS AND LINE UPS New Traveling Virus T-shirts - On Sale NOW! CLICK HERE TO ORDER YOURS TODAY! Yo... Today's Boner is back, and this week's boner is brought to you by Round Butt

This Is Absolution
As these days pass i learn more and more about myself as others enter my life they teach me more about who i am inside and who i want to be for the world. i have always thought of myself as cursed but as time passes that pain subsides but things keep bringing it up an undesireable pain the darkness i feel the beast within ever waging war upon my poor battered soul i tear away from myself hoping to start anew clean of all my inpurities hoping that all would be well i love and cherish those that bring happiness into my life you all know whom you are but my life has always seemed like a curse so i absorb as much anger sadness and hatred from all those i meet in hopes i can somehow salvage my soul into something less pitiful something managable something i can work so how my thoughts become chaotic if i take in so much at any given time the knowledge i crave to seek the power i crave the freedom to do as i pleased aswell as with those i love and hold dearly... Crying and yelling at th

Three Jamaican Sons
May you always be blessed! Three Jamaican sons left home, went out on their own and prospered. Getting back together, they discussed the gifts they were able to give to their elderly mother: The first son said, "Mi bill a big house wid land an gi mama." The second son said, "Mi sen har a cris Benz wid a driver" The third smiled and said, "Mi beat di 2 a unnu. Yuh memba how Mama use to love fi read har Bible? An yuh know seh she cyaan see too good. Mi sen har a Church parrot dat recite di entire Bible. It tek di elders inna di church 15 years fi teach im. Im exclusive man. Mama jus ha-fi name di chapter an di verse, an di parrot wi recite it." Soon thereafter, Mother sent out her letters of thanks: "Milton," she wrote one son, "A weh duh yuh bwoy, a chupid yuh chupid suh. Di house yuh bill too big. A mi one live inna one room, but mi always ha fi a clean di whole house." "Winston," she wrote to another, "Yuh a eediat, yuh dun know mi too old

The Covenant
This is a movie geared towards teens, and since I have one, I watched it. The cast was unremarkable, nobody that I had heard of. Alot of eye candy for men and women alike, in fact, moreso for the women. The story is about 4 college age guys, who grew up together in Ipsich, who developed powers at 13. They were 4 out of the 5 founding members of the town represented. Well guess what, the 5th one, thought non existant, showed up. and the games began. Between all that, the young men fight over girls, a jerkoff in school, and attend classes. The cute blonde who was the lead girl did a nice job acting, and in my opinion did the best job. The others were pretty average. The two antagonist's looked alot alike, so it was confusing at first. The positives were the half naked, ripped guys for the ladies. If you like asses, this is the movie for you. 3/4 of the movie was pretty interesting. Interesting subject matter. One of the coolest special effects ever, dealing with the Mustang

Mi Grannee!!!
An old couple in Jamaica was puzzled when the coffin of their dead relative arrived from foreign. The corpse was so tightly squeezed inside the coffin that her face was practically touching the glass cover. When they opened the coffin, they found a letter pinned to her chest which read: Dear Mama and Papa: Mi a sen yu wha lef a Puncie fi di funeral dung deh inna Jamaica. Sarry seh mi couldn't mek di funeral cause dem seh di expenses dem too high. Yu wi find inside a di coffin, unda Puncie body: 12 can a Bully Beef 12 bottle a Posner Shampoo 12 bottle a Posner Conditioner 12 bottle a Vaseline Intensive Care Lotion 12 tube a Colgate toothpaste Pon Puncie body is a brand new pair a Nike (size 8) fi Keefa. Unda Puncie head is four pair a Nike fi Boysie son dem. Puncie a wear six Fubu t-shirt - one is fi Trevor and di rest fi im son dem. Puncie a wear one dozen Wonder Bras (a fi mi favorite), jus devide dem mongst the likkle gal dem inna di district

Mom's And What They Mean To Each Of Us..
You know, this weekend is Mother’s Day Weekend. For Sunday is Mother’s Day. I would have thought MSN .com would had a trillion and one things dedicated to Mothers. Not so, there is a blurb on Fatherhood and the 10 most important rules for Fatherhood. Under Dad Laws. Oh, I miss it, there was something, it was from FTD .com bless their heart trying to sell flowers. Not one blurb on what Mothers are, they do have done for us in each and every step of our lives. Many of you know I lost my Mother years ago. No she didn’t leave on a trip or lost her in the woods or anything of that nature. Cancer took her at I feel the young age of 70 and although she is gone in the physical sense she lives on in my heart, in things I do and things I don’t do. She raised me to be who I am today. Oh yeah Dad was there too, but not in the presence she was. He was more of the work, work, work type and he did things but not like she did. I have seen many poems, writings of what is a Mother and who she really is

Corner Time
LDD the use of the corner time as a means of punishment can vary, some have their wife use it alone as a time to reflect on the behavior, while others use it after a spanking in order to make a more dramticc impact. When used after a spanking the wife is made to stand in the corner with her freshly spanked bottom on display for a set period of time, this is to allow her time to think about her behaior and to help humble the submissive wife. Standing in a corner with a red bottom on display is very humblimg, she understands that she did something wrong and to be made to stand in the corner while the HOH goes about his normal business will have a better effect on the spanking and her submissive behavior. One important thing to remember is that when using corner time the wife should be comfortable, although so like to have her lean over, arms stretched out above head, butt thrust outward, legs spread wide, this is not the most comfortable way to stand for any length of time, and her

Another True Story
Well here is what happened on Wednesday night. Met up with my sister at a bar for Martini night, she was there already and on her fifth, Kim joined her with one, I drank diet (DD), after a while went to another restaurant for dinner, where I proceeded to order for all of us. My sister had forgotten her glasses at the last place so I went to get them for her, while we waited for dinner. When I got back the conversation was a little odd, my sister made the comment that Kim was being naughty and should get spanked, I said to be careful or both would, just joking around. After dinner I dropped Kim off at home and took my sister home, when I got back home Kim was dressed only in her robe, with it wide open, knowing she was going to get spanked. I took Kim by the hand lead her to the bedroom, arranged some pillow wedges to help her rear end be raised nice and high, the started to spank her bottom. It had been sometime since I have been able to correct Kim's behavior so her ass became

Things I Like And Dislikes.
Hi there I thought I would tell you alil about some things I like and dislikes ok. Dislikes men who are rude and rude people, Dislikes people who are fake and rude online. Dislikes myspace everyone thinks its soo cool but not like this site myspace has alot of child perves on there and even cops too you have to be careful and who you talk to on there and also who the kids talk to on there also. Likes I love kissing and cuddling caressing a nice a body. Likes I luv to cook. I love all kinds of music except mexican sorry cant understand it hehe. Likes I luv to see a woman on a toilet its soo erotic yes of course its private and taboo but soo beautiful realy. Likes I luv sex toys of course who dont. Likes I have kinky pics up yes but I dont eat share or wear it ok. Likes I have listened in as a woman went to the bathroom and yes some of you women have also but of course alot are shy or wont even admit it but still have done it hehe. If any of you have any other questio

Answering Some Questions
Why is it so hard for some to understand what LDD is? And why we live it. In the past few months I have had many questions about Kim and my lifestyle. It has been compared to D/s, master/slave, bdsm, all of which it is not. Too many believe that LDD is one of these and should be in those groups, how wrong can people be? I have been told that spanking Kim is wrong to do on a daily basis, had questions about our blogs, been asked to be a Master to someone on line. Do these people not understand that I love my wife and she loves me, we are not into playing games, swapping, or being in an on line relationship. Too many game players out there. This way of life has been around for ages, our parents, grandparents, and such lived this way long before there was a title, the Man was always in charge, the wife submitted to his descions. Just look back at any old T.V. show from the 50's, leave it to beaver, father knows best, etc... I am constantly amazed at the number of individuals wh

Real Life 3
Yesterday we went to church and on the way home I decided to check to see if Kim had followed her rules, no panties while wearing a skirt, even at church, store, family outings, etc... Kim informed me she was wearing panties and that she did not believe the rules said anything about panties. When we got home she had a slight headache so I told her to rest, after about a 3 hour nap, she woke up, and when she was feeling alive again, asked for her daily discipline. I took her to the back room and showed her the rules, which CLEARLY say NO panties with skirt, she immediately appologized for not following the rules, I had her assume the position as I went to get the items to spank her with, Kim reminded me she was still having a problem with her asthma, which means that she can not be spanked to tears when this happens. I started with a few strokes from the strap, just to warm her bottom up, the gave her a few with the paddle. Since this would not be a normal long spanking for fear of

What Lies There?
So what lies there ? In the darkness that is me, So what lies there? Below the illusion that everyone sees. So many things undone. So many things unsaid. So what lies there? In the darkness that is me, So what lies there? Darkness, Emptiness, Loneliness, Or is that more illusion. So what lies there? In the darkness that is me, So what lies there? Light, Laughter, Lust, Or is that to part of the illusion. So what lies there? In the darkness that is me, So what lies there? Angel, Devil, Human, Or is that also part of the illusion. So what lies there? In the darkness that is me, So what lies there? Truth, Lies, Half/Half, Or is that to part of the illusion. So what lies there? In darkness that is me, So what lies there? Need, Honor, Trust, Or is that also a part of the illusion. So what lies there? In the darkness that is me, So what lies there? Birth,

Real Life 2
Last night at 5:00 Kim once again came to me to reequest her dicipline , so I told her yes she would recieve her discipline. Kim made sure the shop was locked up, went to the bench, stripped nude, bent over and waited for me to discipline her, I took my time getting to her so to make her squirm a little more. I had the strap with me and started with lite stroke to her right butt cheek, warming it up and adding some color. After a good warm up I started to swat her a little more intense, and only rarely smacking her left cheec, I continued to turn her right one very red and hot. Kim was squirming more and more as she is more used to both cheeks getting the same treatment at the same time. By focusing on only her right one to begin with I am sure that the feeling was quite different to her, I spanked her with the strap for over 20 minutes before I finally started on the left butt cheek. When I switched cheeks I could see in her movements the difference, so as to keep the right one

True Life
Last night after everyone left work, Kay came to me and inquired about her maintenance spanking, since we have been so hectic with work I have not given her any to help eleveate stress for both of us. It was a calmer day from the endless work we have been doing, so I took the time to give her a thorough spanking making sure to swat not only her bottom but the back of her thighs till they were very, very red. As is the practice, kay had to strip nude, and bend over, holding on to the edge of the work table. I started with my hand to get her warmed up and ready for the strap, after about 10 minutes with my hand, I switched to the strap and continued to spank her behind and thighs. I made sure to rub her cheeks periodicly and check to see if her breathing was ok, then start again, after about 25 minutes with the strap continuing to get harder strokes on her bare behind I decided that Kay had had enough. I hugged her to my chest and told her how much I loved her. I am not sure how to

Bait
Once a little fisherman Went out to catch some fish. He thought he soon would have Enough to make a handsome dish. He sat alone on the riverbank Waiting for a bite. He sat so patiently From morning until night. He sometimes thought of bat and ball And other cheerful play, But the little fisherman Sat on all through the day. He felt hungry, So he ate some bread and cheese. But he was quite afraid to move And did not dare to sneeze. For he had been told that fish are quick Of hearing and of sight. And so he sat quite still Until the whinnying light. And not a fish had he caught, And now it was very late. And shall I tell you why it was? He quite forgot the bait!

Rating The Photos...
Hey everyone, I just want to apologize for the misunderstanding...I feel like a heel. I wasn't rating ANYONE low..or at least I didn't think so until I saw the messages. I really think you're all a nice looking bunch of people. Again, my apologies.

Pitbull Video
if u like or dislike pitbulls i would like for you to copy and paste the link below to your browser address bar and check out link to the video at the top of the home page, the website is mine but the video is really good so please check it out, if u dislike them it might change your outlook on them, viewer descretion advised thanx, Bo http://boa-bo24.tripod.com/

Stereo Typo
Blonde women are stupid. Asian men have little penises. People from the South are rednecks. Black men don't go down. Mexican men love anal sex. White women who date black men are looking to get abused. Men who date fat women are only doing so because she buys them shit. Women with big tits who wear tight tops are attention whores. Girls who have short hair are dykes. Men who spend more than 20 minutes getting ready to go out are gay. All gay men are flamers. Italian women are feisty whores in bed. Asians are bad drivers. Black men are all thugs. People with tattoos are drug addicts. If a short man gets mad at something, it's because he's really just pissed about being short. Middle Easterners are all terrorists. All Americans believe that all Middle Easterners are terrorists. All Mexican men have gone to prison. Liberals believe in killing babies and sparing hardened criminals the death penalty. Conservatives are all uptight h

Life
Life is full of changes, some are planned, other are not. And w/life it seems that the unplanned ones happen all the time. Two and half yrs ago a unplanned/life changing thing happened to me that, I Don't Regret or would ever NEVER change. Oct 2004 i became a farther, a parent. An in the past 2.5yrs been understanding what it means to be a parent, a dad, a farther. But im learning in a way i hadn't planned, or wanted to be. Long story short, i was w/someone, an we get pregnant. I say "we" cuz we all say that when we tell ppl. Its simple, it takes 2 to make a person, not one. Anyway, these past 2.5yrs has not been that easy for me, an my child's mother has not been the greatest of persons to be w/or try to talk with. 2.5 yrs ago i i have tried an tried to talk w/her set up something so we could talk. She says "sure one of these days no prob we can talk" but it hasnt happen, an im tired of her BS an tired of having to see my daughter when she says its ok, an most of all im tired

For A Friend
Bless our love for our hearts beat true, bless our dreams so our destinies we may persue. Our road has been rocky, our path has been dark, but in his/her hands I still place my heart for I know it will never be torn apart. With him/her I am safe, with him/her I am sane, thus I know our future is worth any pain if in his/her arms I am allowed to remain. Goddess hear our plea, let our love be what the world sees, for together is where we wish to be. Marry meet and marry partfrom hear let us have a brand new start. Blessed be and set us free so we may live in harmony.

Gothic Angel
My mind is screaming, my heart is racing, and my soul is bleeding.Lost, confused and left for dead chained in the dark.Words, thoughts voices people, begging, pleading, battling and compeating. And for what do these nights put thier hearts on the line for? A broken soul, a shattered heart, and a darkened mind. A fragile girl who is teatering on the edge, and yet already so far over the line. On her knees, tears on her cheeks, and blood stains on her pale lifeless flesh. And yet heres these brave nights are. Arms extended leaving thier hearts exposed. Confessing thier love and making thier promices, trying to reach through thes gothic angels emotional hardness.

Tripped = Neva Dinova And Bright Eyes
I'm too scared to notice, the path I chose is focused tight. Corsshairs on, something's wrong I shouldn't try to try. And baby it's the beer that's smiling, it ain't me. Point me at the door 'cause I've been trying to leave. Basement passions, schoolgirl action ain't in fashion now, I'll miss you when you're gone so just get out. Tripped into a hole I dug every word, with my ear to the ground I loved what I heard, and I couldn't think of leaving while you're feeling down, I just rest my eyes and you blow town. Tripped into a hole I loved what I heard, with my ear to the ground I dug every word, and I couldn't think of leaving while you're feeling down, I just rest my eyes and you float down.

Vacationing At Its Best
When one goes on vacation it for the mere result of getting a break from normal hum drum daily life. Well a week in Oregon for me was just that, time spent with an extremely dear friend and so far from hum drum, it was angelic. have never been happier from a one week vacation than this one. From hiking in Oswald State Park, watching American Bald Eagles fly around, seeing the smile on a face after a box of flowers arrive, to 10 seconds when walking through the door.... No one could ask for more. Can life be this simple, I believe it can. Now just a catalyst to propel me into this life, that's all I ask for,one simple catalyst.... I can surely handle this vacationing once a month, but I'm going to be a bit jealous on this one and ask for more, more that one week a month, so how does it come about??? Work, hard work, and I'm sure it will happen. I have fallen and can't get up, not that I want to get up, I want to feel this way for the rest of my life. Only the future will tell if this

True Or Lie
A young woman asks her mother, "Mom, how many kind of penises are there?" The mother, surprised, answers, "Well, daughter, a man goes through three phases. In a man's twenties, a man's penis is like an oak, mighty and hard. In his thirties and forties, it is like a birch, flexible but reliable. After his fifties, it is like a Christmas tree." "A Christmas tree?" "Yes, dried up and the balls are there for decoration only."

Sad Day
id like to say that today is a good day. but i cant. u see, today i made the mistake of my life, 5 years i thoght i loved a woman. someone i thought was the "ONE" i gave the heart, my soul. and put everything into it. but i guess, sometimes it just doesnt work, and we are slit. i hate her for the hell i been thru, the heartache, the loneliness, and utter destituse, today i hate who i am, i cant be a freind, a loving uncle or, even a loving brother or son. because im just waiting for them to rip my heart out, and stop on the, peices i have left. if u read this and uve been any of those things, just remember, i care for all of u. but i dont know if that other four letter word even has a meaning. ive said in others writings, that its just a way to get close so u can crush. the heart. i really beleive that it is just a word that if u really care for someone they will no. in other news. today is also my dads birthday. i miss u, dad. i wish u were here, to help me figure out the crap t

Good Present
got best present i could get right now ...... a new place to stay offer for only $200 a month ....... this is awesome since im have limited $$$$$ while waiting 4 my disabilty ...... and if i watch her kids while she works during the summer or nite work i may be able 2 stay 4 FREE !!! ....... its a room in the new house she is getting soon ...... just gotta get me a new bed & ill b ready 2 go ...... my kitty is more than welcome there and her daughter loves cats & wants 2 help feed & water mine ...... ill have full use of the house and she said i could use her car now & then if i needed to get somewhere or she drive me there .....((( HAPPY BDAY 2 ME ))) could be ready by beginning of JUNE !!! YABBA DABBA DOO

Hit Her Up Shes A Great Friend And Only Has 1 Pic So Wont Take Long....
show her some love shes a great friend that Ive known for several years...since we were 15 to be exact!!! anyways show her some CT love...she only has 1 pic so wont take too much time Good lookin out, ~Eric~ AKA Philnfreakee candywilliams1@ CherryTAP

...in Which Our Heroine Ruminates...
i had a wonderful birthday...mom took me out to red lobster, where i had my most favoritest food evar: snow crab legs...(i love king crab too, but i like to use my hands instead of the cracker and king crabs are too hard and pokey). i also had dessert! i NEVER have dessert at a restaurant usually...so i got a giant piece of chocolate cake with a huge scoop of rather nice vanilla ice cream. but i'm going to con my mom into backing my favorite cake (chocolate with her very special FUDGE frosting...it's like...godlikeyumfood). then we came home and opened presents! there were very few, because my big present was the trip to Louisiana. i got a lovely new summer nightgown (i'm addicted to flowy, white cotton in the summer, what can i say? i'm a closet romantic, lol), a lovely travel set of make up brushes in an absolutely lovely case, an a pair of travel size bath and bodyworks stuff (a little lotion and a body wash) of my current favorite, Japanese Cherry Blossom. then, i joined

Apple, Cease And Desists, And Non-disclosure Agreements..
So... The other day, Erica Sadun of The Unofficial Apple Weblog was shown an Apple desktop screenshot I posted on Flickr back in September when I worked there... Well, I Dugg it just to see what'd happen, got 253 Diggs, and over 17,000 views on Flickr from it... And today, this Ira guy from Apple calls me at home and basically threatens me to take it down. yeah, yeah, technically i violated an NDA I signed when i was employed there, but it was so a technicality it's pathetic... Kinda' crazy though... So I ended up editing the photo, blurring out anything that could be construed as "Apple internal systems", even the Norton AV icon got blurred out haha.. So that's what's up right now. a big blurred desktop with a few sharp areas. It's been an exciting past few days, for sure. Digg article here Read the TUAW article here from Erica.. They still have the unedited screenshot up... looks like Apple's suits haven't gotten to TUAW yet.

Lyrics To Puscifer
Lyrics to Puscifer. A side project from Maynard James Keenan (singer of Tool and A Perfect Circle) Revelation 22:20 by Puscifer album: Don't be aroused, by my confession Unless you don't give a good Goddamn about redemption I know Christ is comin', so am I And you would too if the sexy devil caught your eye She'll suck you dry But still you'll cry, to be back in her bosom To do it again She'll make you weep And moan and cry, to be back in her bosom To do it again (Pray) Shall I go blind? (Pray) Cause nobody ever survives Prayin' to stay in your arms just until I can die a little bit longer Saviours and saints, devils and demons alike She'll eat you alive Jesus is risen, it's no surprise Even he would martyr his mama to ride to hell between those thighs The pressure is building, at the base of my spine If I gotta sin to see her again then I'm gonna lie and lie and lie She'll make you cry I'll sell my soul, to be back in your bosom Gladly now please s

The Old Biker Trick.....
This guy has always dreamed of owning a Harley Davidson. One day he has finally saved up enough money so he goes down to the dealer. After he picks out the perfect bike, the dealer tells him about an old biker trick that will keep the chrome on his new bike free from rust. The dealer tells him that all he has to do is to keep a jar of Vaseline handy and put it on the chrome before it rains, and everything will be fine. He happily pays for the bike and leaves. A few months later, the young man meets a woman and falls in love. She asks him to come home and meet her parents over dinner. He readily accepts and the date is set. At the appointed time, he picks her up on his Harley and they ride to her parents house. Before they go in, she tells him that they have a family tradition that whoever speaks first after dinner must do the dishes. After a delicious dinner everyone sits in silence waiting for the first person to break the silence and get stuck doing the dishes. After

Well Into My Third Day On Here! :-)
Well........third day on cherrytap, gotten the hang of it! :-) Love the site and the new friends I'm making.....wish I could rate more on the pics but I guess there's a daily limit, ah well, if you're on my friends list and I didn't rate your pics yet, rest assured I WILL get to em! :-) Other wise I'm loving this site!!!! Cherries FOREVER!!!! :-)

Stupid People In Mumms
Stupid fucking cunts. MUMM Question: Should I that whole bottle of pills thats on my dresser, if he wont take me back? Asked by Xeno Leach These are all the comments, in order from latest on top to earliest on bottom. Just read for yourself. My genius comment near the beginning is in bold. Me: That's not what your mother told me. Oh and I'm going to blog this. I'm working on posting every comment right now. Now, follow my original directions and sodomize yourself with some forks. If nothing else, it will shut that gaping hole you call a mouth up for a while. Obsidian468 Take the pills! You'll be famous! You might even supersede Bush for a day or two! Zach i dont care about her killin her ex and his friends as long as she fuckin kills herself im happy! Obsidian468 Well, then take the fucking pills! You don't want to gyp the people that have been encouraging you all night! Come on, I laid out the entire plan for you earlier. It's so simple, yet so

Happy Mothers Day To All Moms
I really dont know where to start, I guess first I could tell everyone how lucky I am to have the most wonderful babies in the world. I am a 38yr old single mother who loves 2 ANGELS named JUSTIN 14 and ALEXIS 10. Growing up I didnt wont kids or a husband. Well girls let me tell u GOD has humer, but Im glad he was joking ith me on March 25 and March 28. Kids Mom loves you!!! I see Mothers Day as a day to celebrate their births not for me giving birth.THANK YOU GOD

Honestly Who Reads These?
My blog has 243 views. And only like 30 posts. So I am slightly currious who reads this junk? I'm usually quite sleep deprived when I get bored enough to ramble on here. No one ever gives em feed back any way. So why bother?

I Don't Think I've Ever Said This Before.
To every one that ever thought they knew me, had me, liked me, saw me in a special light. You'll never get me back Forget the name now, as I have long forgotten my own. You'll only hurt yourself, to try and change me back to what I was when you knew me best. Just let go and I'll fade. The choice is yours I decided to put it all on every one else. Your opinion of me is no longer any of my business. All scrambled up inside as right now fades away and a future grows on the horizon. So few points in life are registered as here afters. This morning, tonight, right now from here after the things I've done that didn't build. I am a different kind of man. My conscience is light up and clearly guiding me. Ethics and morals are to small. To define something with a single word would be injustice, wrong, insufficient, misappropriation. I can't be strong with a single word to hold me up. A single idea bigger than words would be as nice as a night filled with dreams. Forgotten with the b

My First Blog!
I felt it was proper to start out my first blog witha poem that i wrote a few years ago, but in some ways still explains me. A soul crys out into the night. To find its perfect match, the light. Its crys are nothing more than an unheard call. Dispair tightens it grip, as tears begin to fall. Happiness has long since fell behind. Its an unending search, yet cannot grasp a soul in which to bind. A true measure of a soul is in its deepth. Although the soul is hidden, its pain is as easy to see as its death.

I Believe
Every now and then soft as breath upon my skin I feel you come back again And it’s like you haven’t been gone a moment from my side, Like the tears were never cried, Like the hands of time were pulling you and me. And with all my heart I’m sure we’re closer than we ever were, I don’t have to hear or see I’ve got all the proof I need. There are more than angels watching over me I believe Oh I believe Now when you die and life goes on, I t doesn’t end here When you’re gone every soul has found a flight It never ends if I’m right. Our love can even reach across eternity. I believe Oh I believe Forever you’re a part of me, Forever in the heart of me, I will hold you even longer if I can. Oh the people, who don’t see the most, See that I believe in ghosts. If that makes me crazy then I am Cuz I believe Oh I believe There are more than angels watching over me. I believe Oh I believe Every now and then soft as breath upon my skin,

This Is Why I Hate The South
I have come to the conclusion (not recently, but you know,just reinforced), that the south is primarily for inbreeding, thus spawning ass backwards individuals. Oh yes, "Lana", this is for you sweetheart. You see, bitch, when you check out my profile, I'm gonna check out yours, and when you send your other dumb bitches to check out my profile, chances are I'm gonna check em out too. So as long as you keep doin' it, so will I. However you may want to go to the bookstore, if you have one down there, and pick up a dictionary. There, you will look under S and find the word "stalker", which you referred to me as to the bitch you had check out my profile. Sadly for you, I'm not it :(, but since you forever go around looking at mine and sending others to my page as well, you do seem to fit the description better than I do :(. PS, I love your profile name. I REALLY love it, that you are so threatened by me, that you feel the need to make your profile title ABOUT me. It makes me feel warm and f

All That Has Been Written Before
My mind can not take much more.. how long before insanity claims me.. how long before I close another door... to the same lies and ruins that I have lived before? You say so much time is wasted...in thriving for the truth And yet it is truth that is what sets us free.. but time will not stand still and let me be me.. I dont want to stand up or sit down.. I just want to live and to breathe I dont wanna fight this.. I dont need this its not who I am.. its not me So much to learn yet so little knowledge History repeats itself again and agian You claim what is perfect and righteous to you leaving me with a shadow of a man.. I can only stand up or sit down.. I can only wait, live and breathe I dont want this.. I dont need this its not who I am.. its not me

Happy Mothers Day 2 All My Lady Friends On Ct :)
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com I hope all of you, have a safe and blessed Mothers Day!!! Big (((((((Hugs))))))) Luv, Jen

I Just Cant Get Him Outta Ma System Crys
when i'm with somebody, all i think bout is you when i'm all alone, that's all i wanna do i miss the smiling faces in my sidekick, outta town visits, all the time we spent together makes it hard to get you outta my system. you know what you do to me (do to me) you don't even understand (damn) you know what you do to me (do to me) it's so hard to get you outta my system. i'm too attached, my heart won't let me fall back i got it bad, that's what you can call that (ah) when i see you in the streets, that's the worse for me used to love the little things you did, that's what works for me it's too major, don't see you on my pager, know what you doing, where you at, or can i see you later? (can i see you later?) the fellas telling me 'just let her go bow', believe me, i'm trying man, i just don't know how (just don't know how) i be in all the top spots, leaving with the hot shots, knowing they just want me cause i'm in the top spot that's not poppin and m

Please Read
See how close to home this is hitting some of you.I rarely ever ask anyone to do squat for me,but please pass this on to everyone you know,,It could save many lives. State Police Warning DO NOT FLASH HEADLIGHTS AT ANY CAR WITH NO LIGHTS ON!! Police officers working with the DARE program have issued this Warning: If you are driving after dark and see and on-coming car with no headlights on, DO NOT FLASH YOUR LIGHTS AT THEM! This is a common Bloods member "initiation game" that goes like this: The new gang member under initiation drives along with no headlights, and the first car to flash their headlights at him is now his "target.". He is now required to turn around and chase that car, then shoot and kill every individual in the vehicle in order to complete his initiation requirements. Police Depts across the nation are being warned. Their intent is to have all the new bloods nationwide drive around on Friday and Saturday nights with their headlights off. In order to be accepted into t

Our Dark Side
He is the raindrop that lands on my freshly written words. He smears them into obliteration. He is the cold, dark wall of a cave, Catching every word I say, but having no feelings. He is the sickness that makes me back when I see a deer Dead on the side of the road. He is the faltering angel, Really more like a human. For he is evil and good all in one. The evil side of him sometimes creeps Up into the depths of my mind and soul. I do things without thinking and cannot control them. When I wake, I have to live with consequences. We have to overcome him. He is the guilt you feel when you lie or steal And you fall from grace. He is the accumulation of black clouds about my head. Ready to pour down from the skies And ruin the sunny day. He is the silence in the bleak, deserted openness of thought, The inner-turmoil. He is the sickness contradicting the wonder When you look over the edge of the bridge. What would it be like to jump? I would never like to find

No No No And Hell No.....
DO U EVER FUCKEN READY MY PROFILE? DO YOU UNDERSTAND THAT ITS NOT GONNA HAPPEN? TAKE 2 MIN AND READ WHAT I HAVE TO SAY INSTEAD OF LETTING UR DICK ASK CAN YOU SEE...WHATS IN MY FOLDER AGAIN FOR PEOPLE TO SEE IS NOT NUDES SO STOP ASKING AND THEN GETTING MAD WHEN I SAY NO.. SO STOP ASKING ME DAMNIT NO YOU CANT SEE WHAT I HAVE IN MY PRIVATE FOLDERS....NO BUYING ME A GIFT WONT GET YOU IN THERE EITHER....NOT A WHORE WHERE YOU CAN BUY ME SOMETHING AND ILL SHOW YA MINE...AND NO I DONT WANT TO SEE YOURS FOR MINE... OK RANTS OVER PLEASE ENJOY CHERRYTAP

Hmm...so Much To Say
yet i have no idea how to articulate my words. my life is going pretty good so far ::knocks on wood:: so i cant really complain. the only downer right now is that my punk ass cousin messed up my computer & somehow managed to hide every single file i had on my computer. music. pictures. powerpoints. documents. all hidden. i managed to find a good chunk of my pictures & with any luck i'll be able to restore all my files. but like most things in life its turning out to be quite a challenge. oh well. im getting kinda upset with this stupid computer. ::takes a deep calming breath:: all better now...well back to work for me..later guys

*why Is It That Some Of The Most Beautiful Songs Reflect 1of The Most Horrible Relationships Iv Ever Had??**
++EVANESCENCE: GOOD ENOUGH++ Under your spell again. I can't say no to you. Crave my heart and it's bleeding in your hand. I can't say no to you. Shouldn't have let you torture me so sweetly. Now I can't let go of this dream. I can't breathe but I feel... Good enough, I feel good enough for you. Drink up sweet decadence. I can't say no to you, And I've completely lost myself, and I don't mind. I can't say no to you. Shouldn't let you conquer me completely. Now I can't let go of this dream. Can't believe that I feel... Good enough, I feel good enough. It's been such a long time coming, but I feel good. And I'm still waiting for the rain to fall. Pour real life down on me. 'Cause I can't hold on to anything this good enough. Am I good enough for you to love me too? So take care what you ask of me, 'cause I can't say no.

Alone
Let me tell u my life story in a short version here. I was married for 3 1/2 yrs and had one kid it was a girl which is now 6yrs old. I been alone now for going on 6yrs. I don't get to get out much, i spend most of my time with my daughter. I visit with friends sometimes but for some reason i still haven't found that one. some just use me and only want certain things from me. Then they leave me high and dry with not even a reason why. I am a simple guy who wants to meet a girl that will give me a hundred percent because i'll give her the same.

Sweets For The Sweet
What a crap life! I mean really!!! I never have enough dough to pay the baker and someone is forever chasin my bread!!! Got a savin grace though, My ol' man. He is some kinda treat! No matter how much I have melted, he still want's to lick this popsicle! Gotta give it up for the true sweet tooths! A man that makes a commitment to hard candy ice cream and still loves the soft serve years later, now THAT is a man!

Somethin I Like
Real Live Woman Don't by the lines in magazins that tell me what I gotta be Don't base my life on movie screen Don't fit the mold the same as planned Don't need to be 19 years old Or starve myself for some weight I'm told To turn mens heads....been down that road And I thank God I'm fine with just who I am I aint a movie star, They never see the veiw fom where they are And this old town may be as far as I'm goin' But what he'll hold tonight in his hands Swear there's so much better than Anything this old world can show me I'm a real live woman In love with this man I see lying here next to me Lost in the way that he's holden This real live woman In the arms of a man where I fall asleep Nowing there's nothing on earth he love more than This real live woman I work 9-5 and I can't relate To millionaires who somehow fait Has smiled upon a fortune made Their common lives a better place to be I no longer justify The reasons for the way that I behave Offer no ap

Settle Down ~
Nature is at work Here. Character and destiny are her handiwork. She gives us love and hate, jealousy and reverence. All that is ours is the power to choose which impulse we shall follow. Now I could Be a Real Bitch Here and Say: But I am More about the Peace Love and Aloha thing..so It's all Good

Thank You Guys
VOTE... I'm in the brutal hardcore beauties contest all month..if you'd like to vote for me, .just go to this page and vote for GATA, that's me..Vote for Gatayou can vote once a day...thankx a bunchIf you want to repost this..you canthankx again

Admit It
just admit it......... you know you wanna say......... just throw down yo pride........... shit out ur fears........... and just plain admit it.......... cuz each and every one of you KNOW......... from the bottom of your hearts......... THAT YOU ALL LOVE ME!!!!!! Now wheres my personal balls-washer? *use of tongues preferred*

Brushing The Dog
Tonight I decided to undertake a long neglected chore. One of my mom's dogs Benny hasn't brushed in God knows how long. When I sat down to brush him, he tried to get away. But I made him stay even though he didn't want to. As I was brushing him, huge tufts of winter hair were coming out. There was a lot of dander, and he smelled so badly. His hair was greasy and I thought to myself he smelled like death warmed over. I scooted back away from him on the floor, and called him to me, he tried to run off. But I grabbed him and said no you don't. At which point I put my hand under his snout and looked into his eyes and noticed that one of them was watering. I looked at the other side of his face and thought that maybe I might be hurting him. You see, he's been needing a veterinarian to take a look at him for a long time. He's had this spot on his face that swells up into a hard ball and then drains. When I looked into his eyes I saw the pain register there. I wondered why my mom

If You.............
If U love me................leave me a message If U like me.................leave a comment If U wanna date me....... leave your number If U wanna marry me....leave a "will you marry me?" message If U think im cute.................leave a comment on my pics If U care about me ....................leave a caring message If U wana call me.........................jus ask fo mah # If U hate me...............................delete me REPOST THIS AND SEE HOW MANY MESSAGES/COMMENTS YOU GET If U _______ Me?

My Tears
These tears fall because I have loved and been loved. My tears I try to fight back so that no one will see me cry. My tears regardless fall unwillingly down my face. I hold on to a thought of you, I hang on to that one moment of happiness beyond all things. Happiness is not forever and my tears shall fall for now. My heart is open, my heart is taken. My tears are uncontrolled and beyond being stopped.I dont want you to be sorry, I dont want you to apologize. I only want for you to hold me and wipe my tears away. I only want to stop them from falling and the hurt to stop that my heart feels. I only want to crawl into your arms and stay there forever.I understand, I have been there too, I have once been mistaken, I have once been misunderstood. My love my heart my tears are forever yours.

Silence And Sound
I feel unsettled, nettled, like there are needles in my brain. Pin points of flashing pain, light, dark, sound and silence. Multitudinous, garbled, nonsensical schemes, and wings and pitch black. Mutinous, chaotic, blasphemous noise. Burning, sulphorous, ashy, waste, hate and love warring equally and vieing for attention. Jealous of one another lonely without the other. Spinning, spinning, spinning waves of confusion. Dark, the darkest deeper than even the deepest dark depths. A thousand leagues down and a stop nowhere in sight. A sound, a tinkling, a tiny warning bell before the inevitable crash. Strange that a sound can set off a million ripples and change so many waves and lives. Like dropping a rock in a pond, but its your mind, my mind.

Ya Know What
Fuck your name Fuck your face Fuck it all I hope someday People can like stand up and be a fuckin person and just not be a fucking pussy Jesus I would just like to spit on a few people right now. I hope yall just FALL OFF.

Willow Trees
Willow tree's they grow no flowers like an apples pure and white Willow tree's they weep and suffer singing dirges to the night Rivers winding wash away five leaf clovers wish for death Spring awakens inside some just as others lose their breath Songs unsung on broken records once induced the past to dance now the attics full of clutter Prides and honor lost to chance Voices weak and old with age For those not broken learn to bend and feed from storys never true and letters they forgot to send Apple tree's are pure and sweet their blossoms speak of truths untold but willow tree's are noble beauty which speak the wisdom of the old.

Lost And Kinda Confused
So i have no idea what is left to do, Someone i concidered a good friend has stabbed me in the back and she was the last one i expected it from. All because her boyfriend who has wounded her again and again told her it was me or him, Though i have been there for her time and again i am stabbed in the back by her. Why do i even bother to try? Whats the point in any of it? I keep hearing the good finish last.... good wins over evil .... That sadly only ever happens in the movies when the truth is it doesnt happen good doesnt always win and more then half the time its the good guy who dies. I am tired of being the good guy... Whats the point when it only ever gets you hurt?

At Night
Sitting here about to cry Families and their children walking by Good girls finish last is what they say Holdin on pressin on every day Just hopin in the end every heartache will be worth it All those lonely days, lonely nights, nobody by my side Will it be worth it? Someone special out there for me One who cherishes and adores me Make a family, raise them right Just one of my prayers I pray at night

My Heart
Big heart big rip Trying to let it go but it keeps its grip Slowly fading at night in my dreams Things are never what they seem Keep going day by day Giving up on what games we play It is what we are it is where we have been Life keeps going in the end Why stop to be so broken it aint worth the ache My heart broken piece by piece every time but never stops for my sake I will be there for anyone all over again That's just me I will never bend So eff u all who say your heart is a piece of stone I have more love in my heart than some have ever known Finding someone to give it to is my dream Now to just make it a reality

Jackyl "she Loves My Cock"
Jackyl - She Loves My Cock Lyrics See the bird on the barstool looking for a jerk If she likes the way he looks she'll put his ass to work And you know she's been all around the block She's tried a doctor, lawyer, even tried a jock But she loves my cock CHORUS Loves my cock She loves my cock Loves my cock She loves my cock Ain't no need to change it, that's just the way it is Gotto find a bigger jerk, she got to have his jiz And you know she's been around the block She's tried a doctor, lawyer, even tried a jock But she loves my cock CHORUS There's as many hands on her as the knob on the door She's such a pretty pretty pretty little whore To get my cock she'd walk through the flames of hell Cause I can always tell when she's coming I can always tell CHORUS

Crack In The Windshield
So, you're out for a nice afternoon drive with the family, when all of a sudden.................... I'm driving along on the highway at 65 miles an hour (the speed limit), minding my own business, when outta nowhere there's this big crack in my windshield!! I swerved right, and then left, and it was still right there!! THAT'S JUST WRONG!!!!! There just ain't NO words for this!

Meetings
Her eyes......man i just can't hold the glance Feeling glazed all over in some kinda schoolboy trance The beauty, the clarity, the power within Wanting to connect but it feels like a sin Moments we share are like a tiny stolen treasure So alive inside but ill die with this pleasure At the end of the day when i'm done with the books I sit and remember those few stolen looks Does she know what i think when i look in her face How spellbound by her style, beauty and grace Probably not, i'm just a crumb on her plate But my meeting with an angel just had to be fate

How Do U Know
How do you know its an angel that you've met 'Cuz u can't stop the sun once it starts to set When she fill you with tingles whenever she's near And being without her causes you fear When u wake and she's your one and only thought When heart and mind decide that she's what you've sought Does her face bring a gleam to your eye Find yourself with butterflies and you don't know why Is she undeniably the reason you get out of bed Or merely the only thought floating in your head How do you know it's and angel you've met When you love unconditionally without a regret

If
If if........if i could stop you from walking out of my life would you would you run into my arms crush your head into my chest and unleash a swell of tears that would quench my thirst for you. if........if i could promise you my heart forever and a day would you allow me into bear your soul to me and let me devour you until my hunger was sated. if.......if i could make every dream come true would u cherish me, adore me be the rising moon to my setting sun if........if i could make it all possible would you give me the chance to make your heart beat in rhythm with mine, slowly passionately until the ending of time. if.......if i had to strength to say this all to you would you simply just give me the chance to be in love with you.

Of Love
.......Of Love If you could see life through the eyes of love what would you see Would you see the man before you tall and proud with a heart of gold His single wish to be the one that you hold. Looking through those eyes would you notice his smile The one that beams like a thousand moons when you come near He loves you completely and its never been more clear. When you touch with hands of love would u notice his skin Smooth as chocolate silk with little hairs standing on end Yes he sees your as much more than a friend. Can u hear with ears of love and fall in love with what he says He whispers in your ear, not because its a secret But just so he can get ohhh so close to you Would you dare to taste him with lips of love It could be bold and daring could set your heart simply on fire He could devour you whole and right now its what u desire The heart of love is the only thing that you need right now You'll climb mountains swim rivers for a feeling so true And

Wedding Ring
Wedding Ring Recently a man had to go to the hospital to have his wedding ring cut off from his penis after his girlfriend found the ring in his pants pocket and got so mad at him she stuck it on him while he was asleep. Which is worse? Having your girlfriend find out you're married. Explaining to your wife how your wedding ring got on your penis. Or finding out your penis fits through your wedding ring.

Whats Your Element
Your Element Is Water A bit of a contradiction, you can seem both lighthearted and serious. That's because you're good at going with the flow - but you also are deep. Highly intuitive, you tune in to people's emotions and moods easily. You are able to tap into deep emotional connections and connect with others. You prefer a smooth, harmonious life - but you can navigate your way around waves. You have a knack for getting people to get along and making life a little more peaceful. What's Your Element?

Upcoming Shows
My band 13 Winters upcoming shows May 12, Pub 33- Lewsiton, Maine June 9, Paganstock @ the Paganstock Fairgrounds- Bangor, Michigan June 21, The Compound, Fitchburg, Massachusettes Oct 13, Gothicfest @ the Excalibur- Chicago, Illinois Many more shows to be added shortly.

The Pretenders "i'll Stand By You"
I'll Stand By You Lyrics Artist(Band):Pretenders Oh, why you look so sad? Tears are in your eyes Come on and come to me now Don't be ashamed to cry Let me see you through 'cause I've seen the dark side too When the night falls on you You don't know what to do Nothing you confess Could make me love you less I'll stand by you I'll stand by you Won't let nobody hurt you I'll stand by you So if you're mad, get mad Don't hold it all inside Come on and talk to me now Hey, what you got to hide? I get angry too Well I'm a lot like you When you're standing at the crossroads And don't know which path to choose Let me come along 'cause even if you're wrong I'll stand by you I'll stand by you Won't let nobody hurt you I'll stand by you Take me in, into your darkest hour And I'll never desert you I'll stand by you And when... When the night falls on you, baby You're feeling all alone You won't be on your own I'll stand by you I'll stand by you Won'

Great White "afterglow"
Afterglow Lyrics Artist(Band):Great White (S. Marriot, R. Lane) Your love Love is all around me Everywhere Love has come to touch my soul With someone who really cares No one can deny us People who once passed me by Will turn their heads I'm happy just to be with you And lovin' you the way I do Is everything I need to know Just restin' in the afterglow You Yes, you have always been here A feelin' deep inside A feelin' that I could not see Or touch, or try to hide My love is in and without you I bless the day that I found you So listen baby I'm happy just to be with you Love is like a voice in my head Keeps turning out the things that we said

Disturbed "darkness"
Disturbed - Darkness Lyrics Don't turn away I pray you've heard The words I've spoken Dare to believe For one last time And then I'll let the Darkness cover me Deny everything Slowly walk away To breathe again On my own Carry me away I need your strength To get me through this Dare to believe For one last time And then I'll let the Darkness cover me Deny everything Slowly walk away To breathe again On my own

New Drugs For Women
NEW DRUGS FOR WOMEN D A M N I T O L Take 2 and the rest of the world can go to hell for up to 8 full hours. E M P T Y N E S T R O G E N Suppository that eliminates melancholy and loneliness by reminding You of how awful they were as teenagers and how you couldn't wait till they moved out. ST. M O M M A'S W O R T Plant extract that treats mom's depression by rendering preschoolers unconscious for up to two days. P E P T O B I M B O Liquid silicone drink for single women. Two full cups swallowed Before an evening out increases breast size, decreases intelligence, and Prevents conception D U M B E R O L When taken with Peptobimbo, can cause dangerously low IQ, resulting in enjoyment of country music and pickup trucks. F L I P I T O R Increases life expectancy of commuters by controlling road rage and the urge to flip off other drivers. M E N I C I L L I N Potent anti-boy-otic for older women. Increases resista

Baby
For those of you that didn't already know I am expecting my 3rd child in October!! I am 19 weeks along and excited to see if I am pulling out all the old pink stuff or buying blue!! Kyleigh seems to be excited this time since she is older she understands it better this time , but Anyassa I don't think she knows what she is in for....lol... She is too busy trying to defend herself from her sister. I have my ultrasound tuesday 5-15... I know I ahve a long road ahead of me.. I am a single mom and loving it cause got out of a real bad realationship with a lying cheating Physco asshole... but any who....will see will keep you all posted.

Hitting The Nail On The Head
Get with the program people... If more people would take their media blinders off they might just see the greatness this country has.. So much media garbage about what our brave president has done.. but the facts are there and leno seems to have amazed me with using so much of what I preach to those who think that Bush has failed.. Great article...... It serves to preserve this .. I just cant believe that Jay Leno has simply taken the words right out of my mouth.. I have not been much of a Leno Fan , but I think I just might start.. This was written by Jay Leno a while ago...it is long but well worth the read. He does indeed "Hit the nail on the head!" Smart man! JAY LENO..." HITS THE NAIL ON THE HEAD" The other day I was reading Newsweek magazine and came across some poll data I found rather hard to believe. It must be true given the source, right? The Newsweek poll alleges that 67 percent of Americans are unhappy with the direction the country is headed a

Favorite Poem
I hate the way you talk to me, and the way you cut your hair. I hate the way you drive my car, I hate it when you stare. I hate your big dumb combat boots, and the way you read my mind. I hate you so much it makes me sick, it even makes me rhyme. I hate the way you're always right, I hate it when you lie, I hate it when you make me laugh, even worse when you make me cry. I hate it when you're not around And the fact that you didn't call But mostly I hate the way I don't hate you Not even close, Not even a little bit, Not even at all.

Pericings.... I Got Some
well// yeah... I worked all day and it was hawt and i felt like I was going to drop over and die.. So.. tonight.. I got my nose re pierced and my belly buttton.. :) its so adorable// So// I am happy about that...

Being Alone
I sometimes wonder if I was ment to be alone all my life. Ever realtionship i have been in has ended badly, or the girl has just used me for their needs and wants. Don't get me wrong I love spendig time with my 2 wonderful kids, but its not the same as having that realtionship with a person that you love that loves you back no matter what.I feel so alone some days that it hurts in the heart.

Wicked Jester
“Stalking The Flock” (By Thorin) I just got done reading a very interesting book. It made a lot of sense to me and I really think more people should be advised to read it, with an OPEN MIND. This world is so corrupted and this book gives quite a bit of insight into the real reason why. Most people get upset when the phrase “people are sheep” is heard. I have always thought in certain ways some are but my views were definitely strengthened by this book, and it is truth, not made up bullshit or inaccurate facts. Now I am not saying all are “sheep” but once I explain a little about the book you will understand. If you would like to read it is cheap and can also be ordered online at www.WickedJester.com The first part of the book talks about the chameleon. We all start to be brainwashed from the time of birth, and once we hit grade school it definitely begins to take affect. It starts by wanting to fit in. The media portrays airbrushed beautiful people who portray certain cloth

Testament X Comments Rate Plz*
"Enlightment lacks human touch... no heart can survive without a catch" They say the future can be written but can not be condemned which explains why presence adapts to its history mistakes. ones wonder why forgiveness is always the state of the art reasonable with little objection. life created with a purpose give rights to all things that deserve a lil encouragement but in discovery where fate meets its creator its up to life to study careful of choices in the format of understanding..evolution..change that might have an effect with out a cause. simply we teach karma as a word and gift in our light but the use of how intellect interpretate its meanings it belief is only direct.. theres no shame if anger is more useful than despair but it was said only a true form that adapts itself in the light is a master in itself enemy and enviroment. those that are afraid of tommorw expect thier strength to deprive for todays expection but the unexpected will tell time when all ca

Stoned Immaculate
The Doors - Stoned Immaculate I'll tell you this... No eternal reward will forgive us now For wasting the dawn. Back in those days everything was simpler and more confused One summer night, going to the pier I ran into two young girls The blonde one was called Freedom The dark one, Enterprise We talked and they told me this story Now listen to this... I'll tell you about Texas radio and the big beat Soft driven, slow and mad Reaching your head with the cold, sudden fury of a divine messenger Let me tell you about heartache and the loss of god Wandering, wandering in hopeless night Out here in the perimeter there are no stars Out here we is stoned Immaculate

Some Times Life Passes You By
This story is not mine but I relate to it very much IT'S 7TH GRADE... I stared at the girl next to me...She was my so called "best friend"... I stared at her... Long, silky hair... And I wished she was mine... But she didn't notice me like that... I knew it... After class she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before... And I handed them to her... She said "thanks"... And gave me a kiss on the cheek... I wanted to tell her... I want her to know that I don't want to be "just friends"... I love her but I'm too shy to tell her... And I don't know why... IT'S JUNIOR YEAR... My phone rang... On the other end it was her... She was in tears... Mumbling on and on about how her love had broken her heart... She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone... So I did... As I sat next to her on the sofa... I stared at her soft eyes... Wishing she was mine... After 2 hours... A Drew Barrymore movie... And 3 bags of chips... She de

My Wife
i am so proud of my wife she is 33 and she is going to walk across the stage to get her high school dep. after being out of school for so long she went back and took care of it this just shows you that no matter how hard you work in life and want something you can do it

My Thoughts
I wrote the below for someone special i got the expected response but wanted to know how others thought about it. The writing is original and strictly from me, none of it has been copied from anywhere. I would greatly appreciate any feedbeck given. "I want to caress your skin, kiss your lips ever so lightly, our tongues touch as the passion grows, and then we begin to undress each other. Our bodies are touching as we stand naked kissing, I need you; I have to be inside you right at that moment. I sit on the bed and you get on top of me as our bodies become one at that moment. I ask you not to move to just let me stay inside you my love is throbbing inside of you, aching for you to begin our love dance but I just want to be inside of you. We cannot take it any more you begin to massage me with your inner muscles, our hips begins to rock back and forth, rotating and grinding until we reach that point, the point were we want to stop but it feels so good that we have to contin

This Is How It Started..
"This is how it started.." An innocent 9 year old girl, "ehem, that was me.." started reading pocketbooks... i had a favorite pocketbook which when i think of it now, had the cheeziest story i've ever read...the funny thing was, i've enjoyed reading that..it's true what they've said, "nothing beats the first time". as years passed by, my tastes & preferences have changed..that's only natural right?!!i like stories with innocent heroines..u-huh!!i like the love-is-lovelier-the-second-time-around- story best!!and now, i love historical or regency pocketbooks made by my fave author, patricia grasso!!!she's the best!!! being a natural bookworm, (huh?!) i've read various tagalog romances..and i find them quite interesting if you may ask..i started reading martha cecilia & amanda's books..on my 4th year in highschool,i was bored shitless in our classroom and so i approached my classmate / friend carolyn sario - i will never forget her name coz she's the one who introduced me to this e

**projekt Revolution Pre-sale Tix**
Projekt Revolution Presale Tickets for Projekt Revolution 2007 go on sale nationwide on May 19th, but LP Underground members will have exclusive access to presale tickets for this tour on May 16th! With Projekt Revolution kicking off in July, one of the biggest benefit an LP Underground member will have is the exclusive access for presale and meet & greet opportunities (subject to availability). All membership types will have this benefit. Online only membership is $12 US and an LPU 6 Pass with a membership package is $20 US (plus shipping and handling). For more information or to join, go to LPUnderground.com now! Be sure to purchase your membership before May 16 to take part in this exclusive LPU member only presale to see Linkin Park, My Chemical Romance, Placebo and more LIVE this summer on Projekt Revolution! LPU 6 Pass Benefits Include: LPU CD with new Linkin Park Studio and Live Tracks Mobile Benefits including LPU Ringtone, Wallpaper, Contests and Text Alerts LP

Thinking While Driving.
My hips hurt from the love that we make. My mind is spinning My arms want to be on your body My legs are tired, why I don't know. The idea of seeing you again The idea that this is what I have always wanted The idea that love songs are now making sense The idea that this could be what I think it is. My dog wont stop smelling my shoes Is he aware of the sweat? Is he aware that I would love to replace him in my bed for you? Is he in serious like too? I can't stop thinking about what you say I can't stop smelling my skin so I can smell you too. I can't stop wishing this was the weekend and I could sleep over I can't stop wanting you near me. I like our times apart I like our times together much more. I like how you hold me I like how you kiss me. It's becomming easy again It's becomming what I need again It's becomming what I can't live without It's becomming a thing that when I think about my future I hope you are in it too. So I drive home, I pass ca

I Want You To Be Jealous Of Him
I dont know it was some song i heard on the radio the other day. Sounded like evanesence. But you know once i actually wished that there was someone who felt like they made a mistake getting rid of me. I've got alot going for me. I really do. I know where i'm going and I'm making an effort to get there. I'm working hard and I've got alot to offer. For once might be nice like the song said: "I want you to be jealous that the arms of another who adore me are around me. I dont care if you want me back anymore. I want to see you pain for the emotion of pain you caused me. " who knows, story book romantical whims. Just a fleeting thought. Guess sometimes it feels good to be missed. To know someone is actually thinking of you for once since it seems to be rare for me.

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A Little About Me, Comment If You Like
Okay for all of you who do not understand why a woman would prefer a woman over a man, here is why i prefer women over men. First of all women know about romance. They dont just come over for sex or have a one night stand. They compliment you on your new hair cut, hair style, new outfit, your fashion sense, and many more too numberous to list. Second, when i am with a woman, we can talk about anything. We can kiss and cuddle without having it lead to sex, while sometimes it does, most of the time it does not. I like sex to be special, at a special time with a special someone. While most men, once the kissing and cuddling start they take it as an open door for sex. To make this shorter I will sum it up here. There is a greator emotional connection between women than that with men. Meaning I have had stronger emotional ties with women that men could just not understand. Well i hope that helps to explain to you men why i prefer women over men. And yes i have ha

You Say
You say you see me, hear me, And that you can touch ny feelings. But you only see, hear, and touch What you want to think is me. You do not see me. The person you see does not exist. The things you hear are not my voice. You try to touch my feelings, But you break my heart. So what or whomever you see Does not really exist. So if it does not exist, you must be seeing A figment of your own imagination. You are seeing your own face. You are hearing your own voice. In the end, You are breaking Your own heart.

To You My Dear Chucky
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you.

We Belong
ive tried to tell you so many times this feelings ogf mine but its not that easy ltting you know how i love you so complete me, you complete me i never found this way complete me, you complete me with words and melody dont you know that we both belong baby, dont you know that we will last forever dont you know that we both belong i knew it from the start, we belong hoping that someday for a hello, just that simple hello and maybe tommorrow, im the reason you smile and you make my day complete me, you complete me, i never found this way comple me, you complete me with words and melody together, you're my shelter in the pouring rain i just hope, that you will see, you and me we belong!!

Did U Know?
that i dont really give a shit? well if u didnt u do now.see heres the thing,i only realyl care about what happens in this crazy ass cyber world when i log on to my computer,and even then im more conserned with the music im downloading and mixing than anything else.so why do u people insist on trying to be hardcore and whatnot with your keyboard,see i get up very very early in the morning,ride my horse,get ready for work,then work 8-12 hours everyday,6 days a week.so being on here is almost like a stress reliever,and helps me forget about all the stupid shit that happened throughout my day.so why may i ask do u want to try and hurt my feelings,btw,i said try to hurt my feelings b/cuz really it doesnt,like i said this is entertainment,not real life,if u dont like me,my pix,my blogs,or anything els about me,i must ask what on earth u are doing on my page,on my friends list,talking to me,or even reading this,b/cuz u people who have tried to start shit with me know who u are.well i guess t

How Freaky Are You In Bed? - I Got-59
GET A PIECE OF PAPER AND NUMBER IT FROM (1-13) AND NO CHEATING! SEE THE RESULTS AT THE END OF THE TEST! WHEN YOU SEND IT ON PUT YOUR SCORE IN THE SUBJECT BAR... _________________________________________________ 1.WHAT COLOR ARE YOUR EYES? A. LIGHT COLOR B. CHANGE COLORS C. DARK 2.IF YOU WERE TO MEET UP WITH THE CRUSH OF YOUR LIFE YOU WOULD... A. SEDUCE THEM B. JUST CHILL C. CHILL AND THEN SEDUCE 3.WHATS YOUR FAVORITE TYPE OF WEATHER? A. RAIN B. THUNDERSTORM C. SUNNY D. CLOUDY 4.WHATS THE BEST TYPE OF FRUIT? A. STRAWBERRIES B. CHERRIES C. GRAPES D. PEACHES E. KIWI 5.THE BEST PART OF THE 24 HOURS IS.... A. NIGHT B. DAY C. AFTERNOON 6.WHATS THE BEST SEASON OF THE YEAR? A. FALL B. SUMMMER C. SPRING D. WINTER 7.HEADBOARD OR NO HEADBOARD? a-HEADBOARD b-NO HEADBOARD 8.WHATS YOUR ZODIAC SIGN? A-LEO B-VIRGO C-SCORPIO D-LIBRA E-GEMINI F-ARIES G-CAPRICORN H-CANCER I-PISCES J-AQUARIUS K-TAURUS L-SAGITARI

Feelings
By: Danielle G. Harrison Copywrited: 5/10/07 No More Time after time I get knocked down will there ever be a time for me to shine a place when my heart will be loved a moment when my heart doesn't twist like a vine Every man proves to be like the one before in some shape or form hurting what's left of me and every time I swear it will be the last till I'm being told to keep on and not let it be When I found one I thought was different I put myself out there to see but he ended up being like the rest and proved there's no more trying for me

Reason
I don't want to create a fuss. My heart is in a state of who, what, when, where... I'm dazed by the impact losing you has caused. Your smile shielded so much of the extra and your arms distracted my everything else. I crave you. My lips aren't as soft as when against yours. I crave your smile which soothed every ailment my heart has known. I'm ready for the surprises being in love brings. I want to love you as completely as forever is long. I want to inhale the exhaust of your heart and let you breathe my spirit. You make me the man that my destiny has told me that i am. Because of you I am the words that give love description. Now I ask you to let me be more then you ever imagined. Let me be your more then love. Let me be to you as you are to my life. Let me be your reason...E.D.M.L.

Useful...
If you move through a photo gallery section and onto a photo you haven't permission to see, you no longer have to use the browser back button etc. - I still do think it should offer the option of jumping over inaccessible photos, but until such time I remain sincerely yours... etc. :)

Friend Needs A Lil Help
CONTEST IS OPEN PLZ EVERONE COME VITE FIR ME BOMB TELL UR FRIENDS I ALWAYS SUPPORT EVERONE I CAN . MOW I NEED YOU IF U CANT VOTE GET SOME ONE ELSE TO VOTE COPY PAST THIS ON UR PAGE AND BULLITENS OR BLOGS IT WILL HELP ME PLZ???THERE IS A SPECIAL PRIZE TO THE PERSON WHO VOTES THE MOST..? DETAILS WILL BE POSTED........KISSES I NEED YOU http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=229893&i=784312982 Help her please,,,,,,,Thank u

Horoscope May 11, 2007
Being a masochist stinks, especially when it's happening over a situation you've encountered before. However, the stars say your luck is about to change if you're willing to own up to your part in what's happened.

Maryland
Subject for all those from maryland and if your not it's still funny We can catch, cook, and crack our own crabs from our own bay. We are in Maryland, the best state in the US, which means we have skiing out west, farm country to the north, the bay right in the middle, the ocean out to the east, and suburbs all over, take your pick. Senior week, or should I say month is not only in Ocean City it IS Ocean City...This is the drunkest month in America... We can drink any city/state under the table. (i.e. we have a better night life than you!) The best beer pong players are all Maryland born and bred. Here, Flip cup is considered a Varsity sport. Flip or get kicked off the table!!! Baltimore has the highest murder rate in the nation....don't fuck with us...we'll kill you Our governor fights for our right to play slot machines....We like to gamble... Drink specials... everyday... Towson, Canton, Fed Hill, Fells, Powerplant and so much more! So many choices... s

No Tears
I GATHERED MY ANGELS AROUND ME,AND I WAS STRONG, SO,HE WALKED OUT ON ME TODAY,BUT I WAS PLANNING TO DO THAT ANYWAY,IT MADE THINGS EASIER,I TOOK A STAND,AND THERE WAS NO TEARS,... Pink Videos | Music Video Codes | Chicago Relocation

The Dark Within
The dark within 11*13*2006 Take me on a ride in your black chariot, Take me to a far away land into the dark. Hold me by the hand as we step into the dungeon, Lay me on the stone of resurrection. Drain my body of my empty past, Take your angels, they do need to rest. Helpful they have been...they tried, To protect me, from the evil crime. Lord forgive us, we have failed, To protect your chosen lamb. Angry with a wicked smile, angels turned from light to darkness. On the stone I lay asleep, Waiting for the darkest prince. To engulf the power that's surrounding him, To engulf the darkness that possesses him. He is coming now for me, I can hear him in the distance. Riding in his chariot, And with him he's got my angels. The road seems long, but he approaches, Asleep I am but I can sense him getting closer. And now that he is here, I feel fulfillment all around, I should wake up, I just can't do it. His cold hands touch my empt

My Heathen
Fire My Words I'd like to introduce to you my Joey. He has to be the sweetest guy I have ever met. He's kind and gentle, caring and understanding, and he spoils me rotten. Joe has an awesome sense of humor and keeps me laughing all the time. Joe puts up with my silliness, and joins in most of the time. He also is willing to go out in public with me, Andrew and one of the Juniors, at the risk of being embarrassed and kicked out of wherever we go! Joe is so good with Andrew, which means the world to me. I can't think of anything negative about him. He's a wonderful human being and I'm so glad we found each other. Love ya, Sweety! *hugs and kisses*

Petty( A Poem)
Petty I have no need for you or your petty shit Fact is, I barely care about my own. If need be, I'll eradicate you from my world, for being unnecessary, unproductive, and unimaginative. In the end, your opinion matters as much as a dog's, to me Now quiet down, before you prove yourself the fool I believe you to be.

Hello All
Here i go again asking for help I only need 16000 more point to level up. This next level get me 1000 rates a day so that means i can help all u more. Thanks in advance. To all my new friends or thoses who didnt know. I try to rate everyone on everyones pages. I always rate 10s. Right now im maxed out on everything but i will get back to all who help me. oh if u havent rated or fan me yet please do I promise to return the love Thanks TECH

Horoscope For May 10, 2007
Daily Horoscope: Libra For May 10,2007 Look into your heart for answers. There's more evidence in there than you realized. While the tangible facts are easy to weigh, it's the more ephemeral matters that really count in a situation like this. Inquire within.

Insult Unto Himself/love
You know what, it won't matter in the long run concerning my room mate...he doesn't need my help to insult him...he does fine just by breathing. He is ignorant...though he is talking to me again. Has been for the past week or two, like nothing happened. I am still leaving this hellish house of chaos, and I am secretly holding on to a nasty grudge concerning him. I am still MAD even if he has let it go...there were some stupid and childish things said, and he was totally in the wrong for 90% of it. Anyway, he is of little consequence in my life anymore, and I don't plan to think about his ignorant stupid ass anymore...I have something better and more important to think about... I have a new love-my soulmate..I have found him, and I am so crazy for him, I can't wait until we are together for the resto of our lives!! He makes me feel so many things. No worries, I will still play with you here, hang out at the bar...comment, etc. I like it here, I can still be a smart ass,

So Many Great People
Geez I gotta say that I have met, or talked with rather, so many great people here on cherry tap from all over the world. Seems online everyone has the nicest manners and are so much friendlier than the ones that are really around you... I am having so much fun on ct, and I gotta say that it is so addictive, but why? Maybe because people on here just make you feel so good about yourself and other people.. to me it's not only about the points and levels, but also the fact that you just can't have to many friends. Too bad we couldn't really go down to our own local hubs and meet so many great people. So, to all the friends and fans that I have met on here I need to say...........

Rip My Sister 2005
To Someone so sweet To Someone So True To Someone who is just like you To someone I love as much as you, I just wanted to say... Late at night while I sleep I dream about all the things All the things youve done for me Sometimes I wish upon a star To be as great, for once, as you are And even though I Know that I will have to wait I still wonder if I can be as great And on this day, May 13th, 2007 I wonder if when I go to heaven If all the children there will see you See you for who you are You are a wonderful mother, A sister, a daughter The light that guides the way I Love You, Lisa Happy Mothers Day

Heaven Or Hell
An old lady dies and goes to heaven. She's chatting with St. Peter at the Pearly Gates when all of a sudden she hears the most awful blood curdling screams. "Don't worry about that," says St. Peter, "its only someone having the holes put into her shoulder blades for wings. " The old lady looks a little uncomfortable but carries on with the conversation. Ten minutes later, there are more blood curdling screams. "Oh my God," says the old lady, "now what is happening?" "Not to worry," says St. Peter, "She's just having her head drilled to fit the halo." "I can't do this," says the old lady, "I'm going to hell." "You can't go there'" says St. Peter. "You'll be raped and sodomized." "Maybe so," says the old lady, "but I've already got the holes for that."

A Debt Of Gratitude To Cherry Tap
I joined this site late last summer because I saw it mentioned somewhere and just thought I'd give it a look. I was hooked on it from the start, but at that time I had no idea that coming here would alter the course of my life forever. Sound dramatic? You bet it is. I met my beautiful Jamie here around September sometime to the best of my recollection. As with most meetings here on what was then Lost Cherry, it began with a picture. A simple image of a pretty girl that happened to catch my eye. There were thousands of pretty girls on here at the time, and there are hundreds of thousands here now. But this one caught me for a reason. It was no coincidence that Jamie and I collided that day. It was my destiny. At this time, Jamie was "cyber dating" someone else. That was cool. She was real cool and interesting and I really enjoyed talking to her. We always had a good time when we were together. But I had no illusions of meeting anyone on Lost Cherry. It was a fun place and it occupied

Nsfw
I have a HUGE porn collection on my computer. I'm in the process of deleting a lot of stuff - including most of these pictures from my computer. I was wondering - since most of the folks here on my friends list are men - if I made a folder for NSFW pictures - if you guys would be interested at looking at them. I know I won't get points for them, and thats fine by me - I just like sharing some of my favorite porn photos with my friends. No sorry guys the pictures are NOTof me. Please leave me comments!

You Got To See This
MAKE SURE TO READ THIS FIRST AND THEN WATCH THE VIDEO Jennifer and Jim kept getting huge water bills. They knew beyond a doubt that the bills weren't representative of their actual usage. But no matter how they tried to conserve, the high bills continued. Although they could see nothing wrong, they had everything checked for leaks or problems: first the water meter, then outdoor pipes, indoor pipes, underground pipes, faucets, toilets, washer, ice maker, etc. -- all to no avail. One day Jim was sick and stayed home in bed, but kept hearing water running downstairs. He finally tore himself from his sick bed to investigate, and stumbled onto the cause of such high water bills. Apparently this was happening all day long when they were not at home. Knowing that few would believe him, he taped a segment of the 'problem' for posterity. Now watch the video at: http://www.zippyvideos.com/4587694116580766/waterleakproblem/

Mmm Vacation
Exactly what the doctor ordered! thank god it's much needed with the stress of life waying a ton I get the perfect get away log cabin in the mountains overlooking a lake!! I couldn't ask for anything better!!!

Rip 11/3/95
To My Mother I love you, and I miss you More! I can feel You, But I can't see you I hear you in my mind I dream of you nightly, It's so real I don't want to awaken. I see you in my children, your eyes, those cheeks. I remember when we said we'll never part cause we dreamed the same dreams. Spiritual experiences that you and I only know of. I feel as if I'm crazy at times for I long to be with you. One day Mom I will be there with you, Until then I am waiting to be with you, as you waited for me for nine months. You loved me before you had me, And I love you for having me, with everything you went through for me to be. Thank you for wanting to be my MOTHER… Remember you said we'll always be together always and forever….

Work
ok i get paid 4.00 dollars per hour and i work in a resturant as a assistant to the waitresses and waiters i pick up dirty plates and glasses and butter wrapers cracker wrapers among other things i also set the dinig rppms for parties and reset all tables vacume and clean chairs and bathrooms...is it just me or should i be making more money?

To Much
age of twentie iv seen so much but nothen learned and nothen achaved i feel so empty all day long pain and suffering is all i know the world is mean the world is crule to much to take fighting all this hate holding back the anger holding back the tears life gose on day by day night by night each breath i take is harder then the last alone in the world is whats desnened for me i refuse to change who i am no matter how old i get or were i live drugs arent the answer not for me parents push them on me each and every day but they will change who i am i can not control these though anymore i can not take this pain i refuse to change or take drugs to "help" but this is all to much for just one person to handle

Why God Made Mommys
WHY GOD MADE MOMS All answers given by 2nd grade school children to the following questions : Why did God make mothers? 1. She's the only one who knows where the scotch tape is. 2. Mostly to clean the house. 3. To help us out of there when we were getting born. How did God make mothers? 1. He used dirt, just like for the rest of us. 2. Magic plus super powers and a lot of stirring. 3. God made my Mom just the same like he made me. He just used bigger parts. What ingredients are mothers made of ? 1. God makes mothers out of clouds and angel hair and everything nice in the world and one dab of mean. 2. They had to get their start from men's bones. Then they mostly use string, I think. Why did God give you your mother and not some other mom? 1. We're related. 2. God knew she likes me a lot more than other people's moms like me. What kind of little girl was your mom? 1. My Mom has always been my mom and none of that other stuff. 2. I don't know bec

So Far I Have Perfect Scores On All Assignments
Well so far I have perfect scores on all of my assignments that I have turned in for my class and only a few more to do. I am so happy the end of the class is May 28, and I should have my degree by this time next year. Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com

Love
What we thought was love and happiness? Is now gone all that's left is to move on. Say goodbye and walk away. Take your wounded pride put it aside. The game of love you have lost. Your broken heart is the cost. Count your blessings and pray. maybe You will win at the game of love one day. Just learn when to walk away. Your strong enough to say good bye. Don't hold back it's okay to cry love hurts sometimes

Zodiac Signs - Im Gemini
VIRGO - The One that Waits Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. SCORPIO - The Addict EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Energetic. Predict future. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Caring. LIBRA - The Lame One Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! however not the kind of person you wanna mess with ... u might end up crying... ARIES - The Liar Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to mess with. Funny. Excellent kisser EXTREMELY adorable. Loves relationships, Addictive. Loud. AQUARIUS - Does It In The Water Trustworthy. Attractive. Great kisser. One of a kind. Loves being in

Computers For Sale!
alright so this is for those that are local to me, i build computers and i have a few for sale, so any of ya'll that are local to me that are looking or know someone looking to buy one, good prices to might i add, been working with computers 6-7 yrs, anyways hit me up on here or send me an email at: mudinjoker@earthlink.net or give me a quick call:P 253-584-7253, oh and ask James, as thats me:P

At The End Of The Day....
As the day comes to a close, the sun setting in the west, painting colors of reds and purple across the clouds. The cool breeze blows across my face as I take a deep breath in thankfulness for the day. It is quiet time now, and all that can be heard is the night. Dampness from the gentle rain as it cools the breeze after a hot day. Looking back on the day, I see the chaos that fills people's life. Sadness, emptiness, loneliness, anger, and more. And a simple smile or a gentle and kind word, brightens thier day if not just for a moment in time....as a smile comes across thier face. What more could someone ask for? If you can live your life and touch even just one life, then all that you have been through is worth it. A quote I once saw....."God never said that it would be easy, He just said it would be worth it....". God's speed of Light be with you.

4th Bllllaaaaaaaaaaaag
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What A Week..
and it isn't even over yet! I haven't a clue what anyone is really expecting from me these days! I just know that the supply of Tiffer is running low here. If you people would just make up my fucking mind I might manage to get thru the rest of this month without having a nervous breakdown. This has been another service announcement by me. Thank you for your time! LMFAO I'm sure I will think of something else to write about very soon. Till then, later days!

On Turning 29....
On turning 29… I will officially start the final year of my twenties on June 2nd. *deep breath* 29??!! That's just one year away from 30! It’s hard to believe. How time flies. June 2, 1978 seems like so long ago. If you’re a boomer, you probably don’t think much of my generation—Gen X. But that’s because we’re a threat to you! My generation is changing the world! Just think of all that has happened in the world these past 29 years... Watergate, Jimmy Carter, Star Wars during the Reagan administration (not the movies), fall of the Soviet Union, Bill Clinton scandal, Gulf War, 9/11, War on Terror and the list goes on and on. I loved the 80’s, mostly the music and styles. That’s when I grew up, but I had no idea just how much the world was changing. Then, the Berlin Wall fell. I’ll never forget that day in November. 1989. I was 12 and on top of the world. I can remember my history teacher telling me that the world would never be the same. He was right. Then, somethin

Fuel - Bad Day
Had a bad day again She said I would not understand She left a note and said, "I'm sorry I had a bad day again" She spilled her coffee, broke her shoelace Smeared the lipstick on her face Slammed the door and said, "I'm sorry I had a bad day again" And she swears there's nothing wrong I hear her playing that same old song She puts me off and puts me on And had a bad day again She said I would not understand Left a note and said, "I'm sorry I had a bad day again" No... And she swears there's nothing wrong I hear her playing that same old song She puts me off and puts me on Oh and had a bad day again She said I would not understand She left a note and said, "I'm sorry I had a bad day...again" She left a note and said, "I'm sorry I had a bad day..." Ahh...ah ah...ahh...ah ah...alright Oooh...ooh ooh Ohhh...oh ohh...

Volume Xi - Crawl From Beneath
See me See you We look at each other And through each other Yet no longer into each other. See this See what remains of me See what remains of thee Coldness replaces warmth My heart is of ice. I am no longer Penetrable I can no longer Show myself. I crawl from beneath My former self And rise above In blissful apathy. Cast aside into your proverbial grave I watch as your spirit is lowered Not a tear is shed from my eye Not a sigh escapes my lips Nothing remains of me to show. You are not the only one who died.

A Poem I Wrote To Benji-d
Just when I thought my world was crushed, Who knew I would still feel this much? The love I have for you will never be gone. Even though you have decided you're moving on. I too am finding my way through. Ever grateful and I owe it all to you. Without pain, happiness can't exist. Yet even though you caused me pain, I can't resist. I suppose it's because I don't wanna let go. Love really is blind, now I know. Just being near you brightens my day. You're in my heart, forever you're gonna stay. Everyone has heard of unconditional love. I'll prove I meant it, there will be no one above. I'll go on living, being your best friend. I'll be happy for you, to no end. Call me when you're happy, bored or sad. I'll listen to you, give you all I have. You'll probably eventually forget about me. But when I think of good things, I'll think of you and me. Just always remember what I said to you. My love is forever and will always be true.

Fall To Pieces
I look away Then I look back at you You try to say The things that you can't undo If I had my way I'd never get over you It ain't the day I pray that we make it through Make it through the fall Make it through it all And I don't wanna fall to pieces I just want to sit and stare at you I don't want to talk about it And I don't want a conversationg I just want to cry in front of you I don't want to talk about it And I don't wanna fall to pieces I just want to sit and stare at you I don't want to talk about it And I don't want a conversationg I just want to cry in front of you I don't want to talk about it Cuz I'm in Love With you I'm in love with you Cuz i'm in love with you And I'm in love with you I'm in love with you

Who Knows?
Yeah, yeah Yeah-eah, yeah Yeah-eah, yeah Why do look so familiar I could swear that I have seen your face before I think I like that you seem sincere I think I like to get to know you a little bit more [Chorus] I think there's something more, life's worth living for Who knows what could happen. Do what you do, just keep on laughing One thing's true, there's always a brand new day I'm gonna live today like it's my last day Yeah, yeah, Yeah-eah, yeah, Yeah-eah, yeah How do you always have an opinion And how do you always find the best way to compromise We don't need to have a reason We don't need anything We're just wasting time [Chorus x2] I think there's something more, life's worth living for Who knows what could happen. Do what you do, just keep on laughing One thing's true, there's always a brand new day Who knows what could happen. Do what you do, just keep on laughing One thing's true, there's always a brand new day I'm gonna live today lik

L'amour De Mon Couer
This, I think, is a really romantic prose poem. So, I decided to make it even more romantic and include the poem translated into French. If anyone reading this knows French really well and notices syntax or grammatical errors please let me know. Hope you enjoy :) You are the love of my heart; The one I long to be with. You are the one whose lips I desire to taste; The one whose hands I yearn to caress my body. You are the one I think about as I drift off to sleep; The one I have on my mind the whole day through. You are the one that fills my heart with joy; The one that brings light to my darkness. You are the one I want to be with forever; The one who I will die without. Vous êtes l'amour de mon coeur; L'un I désirent ardemment pour être avec. Vous êtes celui dont les lèvres je désire goûter; Dont les mains une j'aspire à caresser mon corps. Vous êtes celui que je pense environ pendant que je dérive au loin pour dormir; Celui j'ai sur mon esprit la jo

Fragile
Have you ever needed someone To take the fragile pieces of your heart And wrap careful hands Deep within the cushioning cotton of his own? Someone who can pull you close, When you're feeling so alone Who speaks not a word, But knows how to touch you In that one special place That lets you know you are still alive? Someone who can look into your eyes And see past the darkness That has come to cloud your soul. Someone who finds that one spark of caring, Who nutures it back to life... The one special someone Who can wrap around you with his body And give your soul a hug, Your heart ease...

Forgotten
Ah ah ah ah Ah ah ah ah I'm giving up on everything Because you messed me up Don't know how much you Screwed it up You never listened That's just too bad Because I'm moving on I won't forget You were the one that was wrong I know I need to step up and be strong Don't patronize me Yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah [Chorus:] Have you forgotten Everything that I wanted Do you forget it now You never got It Do you get it now Yea yea yea yea yea Yea yea yea yea yea Ah ah ah ah Ah ah ah ah Gotta get away There's no point in thinking about yesterday It's too late now It won't ever be the same We're so different now Yea yea yea yea yea [Chorus] I know I wanna run away I know I wanna run away Run away If only I could run away If only I could run away Run away I told you waht i wanted I I told you waht i wanted What I wanted But I was forgotten I won't be forgotten Never Again [Chorus (2x)] Forgotten Yeah yeah yeah Forgotten Yeah yeah yeah Forgo

Nobody's Home
I couldn't tell you why she felt that way, She felt it everyday. And I couldn't help her, I just watched her make the same mistakes again. What's wrong, what's wrong now? Too many, too many problems. Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs. She wants to go home, but nobody's home. I's where she lies, broken inside. With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes. Broken inside. Open your eyes and look outside, find a reasons why. You've been rejected, and now you can't find what you left behind. Be strong, be strong now. Too many, too many problems. Don't know where she belongs, where she belongs. She wants to go home, but nobody's home. It's where she lies, broken inside. With no place to go, no place to go to dry her eyes. Broken inside. Her feelings she hides. Her dreams she can't find. She's losing her mind. She's fallen behind. She can't find her place. She's losing her faith. She's fallen from grace. She's all over the place. Yeah,oh

Just Some Questions & Thoughts..
So here I am, stuck with a decision to make. Should I pick up the pieces, glue them back together and try to give my heart away again? Or should I let them lay shattered on the floor for everyone to keep stepping on? The man I am in love with told me he wanted space. I am giving it to him (with some contact by phone still by both of us). He then proceeds to tell me that I am the one he wants to spend his life with, but he's just not ready to settle down. So I gather that this means that I am supposed to get on with my life and try to keep going, until he decides if and when he wants to comes back? WTF? Are all men this confused with the concept of being in a relationship? How can I be it, but not it at the same time? How can you tell someone that you want them, yet don't want to be with them at the same time? I mean I am just lost as can be here. I love him with everything I have. He really did make me feel better as a person. I gained so much confidence and respect for myself when he

Chatting
You know one of these days chatting is gonna get me into trouble, but that is fine, I am tired of being nice, so from now on I will be as bad as possible. I mean why the hell not, after all what is the point of always getting run over and knowing that all you have to do is say fuck it. So that is what i'm doing today, so if you want me to behave shut up or give me a really good reason.

May 10, 2007 Omg Please Come And Help Them Out
PLEASE COME AND HAVE SOME FUN AND HELP OUT TO GREAT PEOPLE THAT NEED OUR LOVE PLEASE U GUYS HAVE BEEN GREAT SO FAR AND WE ARE JUST TRYING TO WARM UP BEFORE THER BIG CONTEST SO PLEASE LETS GIT-R-DONE

My Happy Ending
So much for my happy ending oh oh, oh oh, oh oh... Let's talk this over It's not like we're dead Was it something I did? Was it something You said? Don't leave me hanging In a city so dead Caught up so high On such a breakable thread You were all the things I thought of you And I thought we could be [chorus] You were everything, everything that I wanted We were meant to be, supposed to be, but we lost it And all the memories, so close to me, just fade away All this time you were pretending So much for my happy ending oh oh, oh oh, oh oh... You've got your dumb friends I know what they say They tell you I'm difficult But so are they But they don't know me Do they even know you? All that they talk about All the shit that you do You were all the things I thought of you And I thought we could be [chorus] It's nice to know you were there Thanks for acting like you cared And making me feel like I was the only one It's nice to know we had it al

Moans And Quickened Breath
MMMM........I just love to hear a man cum, love to listen to his quickened breathing, and moans right before the big explosion - I end up soaking my panties. Maybe you should check out my site and see if you want to play with me........... http://www.qualityphoneservices.com/samantha/ An extra five minutes if you mention this blog!

How Does It Feel ?
I am young I am free But I get tired and I get weak I get lost and I can't sleep But suddenly suddenly How does it feel To be different from me Are we the same How does it feel To be different from me Are we the same How does it feel Would you cry With me here I am small And the world is big But I'm not afraid of anything How does it feel To be different from me Are we the same How does it feel To be different from me Are we the same How does it feel Oh Oh oh...

Together
Something just isn't right I can feel it inside The truth isn't far behind me You can't deny When I turn the lights out When I close my eyes Reality overcomes me I'm living a lie When I'm alone I Feel so much better And when Im around you I don't feel [Chorus:] Together It doesn't feel right at all Together Together we've built a wall Together Holding hands we'll fall Hands we'll fall This has gone on so long I realize that i need Something good to rely on Something for me When I'm alone I Feel so much better And when Im around you I don't feel [Chorus] My heart is broken I'm lying here My thoughts are choking on you my dear On you my dear On you my dear When I'm alone I Feel so much better And when Im around you I don't feel [Chorus x2] When I'm around you When I'm around you I don't feel together I don't feel together When I'm around you When I'm around you I don't feel together I don't feel together

Lux 2.0
so.. for awhile now ive had a big plan underway -- once i reach 'rockstar' (which i now have) i was no longer going to give a crap about points =) or ratings.. or anything like that - mainly because i think the other titles sound stupid - and rockstar is all i really wanted.. also i wanted the 'bold name' - now that im there - things are going to change alot on my page (that is if i have the time) im removing most of the pics of myself.. which ive already started doing - except for say 10 of my favorites - although ive had problems deleting some of them... i just have too many nice comments on them and dont have the heart to delete - but i will.. its just been hard to make the decision - im going to remove most of the crap on my page as well - except for the essential stuff - and now that im not concerned in any way with 'points' or ranks or anything like that - its just going to be about what it should have been about in the first place --- chatting with friends. i will conti

Wtc
my experience at the wtc Category: Life today i was in manhattan trying to get some paperwork done so i can get compensation for my miltary service time i did. i got that done and had some som free time to spare and i decided to go for a walk around the city. i ended up going to ground zero and i didnt even know i was there bc i was lost in my world in my head. but when i saw it..... i stopped and i felt like i couldnt breathe. so much ran through my head when i saw that empty spot in the ground. people died for some stupid terrorist fucks. the thing is that this really gets to me bc i went to war bc of that. that day changed my whole life and ive never been the same ever since. i was on funeral detail in dallas ft. worth burying veterans when it happened so it was extra hard for me bc i buried those who put thier lives on the line and now in time we r gonna have to bury more. as i stood there i started to cry bc my life has never been the same. i have whats called post tramatic st

How Can You Buy And Sell The Earth?
A couple of years ago when I worked in the corporate world I had a poster in my office of the Duwamish Chief Sealth (Seattle) and text from a letter he wrote to President Peirce on the subject of the US buying Native American land. Sealth's reply is one of the most prophetic and inspiring speeches ever on the environment. A lot of people copied it off me and put it in their offices also. There are several versions of this letter and subsequent speech out there, and so a lot of controversy about which is the original, but this is the one I like best... The Great Chief in Washington sends words that he wishes to buy our land. The Great Chief also sends us words of friendship and good will. This is kind of him, since we know he has little need of our friendship in return. But we will consider your offer. How can you buy or sell the sky, the warmth of the land? The idea is strange to us. If we do not own the freshness of the air and the sparkle of the water, how can you buy them?

Poping My Cherry On Here. Lol.
Ok so this is my first time writing a blog on here. My best budd Jessica wanted me to join here so I did. I do not know how much I will be talking on this website due to me using myspace a lot. But this is a better looking layout but a little more confusing. So any way if anyone needs me they can contact me here or at myspace/ericvolfireman. Thanks.

First Time
In he came with suit and tie….he has a wife u know… at home. Standing tall and looking proud …makes his call to wife alone. Don’t wait up for me my dear….I'm running late but all is well. I walk him in and down he sits…..don't worry Sir… I wont tell. Music starts, I move around, handsome man, tonight you're mine. Throw your jacket on the chair..i must say…you're looking fine. I see a twinkle…in those eyes…is it lust or is it shame? Just relax… enjoy the show…I don’t even know your name. First time Sir?..I can tell….in this room ..just me and u, Just sit back and take a breath..i will tell u what I do, And if u like…I will allow….some time for u to feel at ease, I don’t bite or kiss and tell..all I do is dance and please. There u go….i see a smile…your hands relax…as u unwind. Soon u will be back again….this time sure of what u find, Now when u leave..don't forget…your wife is home and needs a kiss, I'm here for u…in times of need..but please remember..home is bliss

The Little Things
This last week has been interesting. I'd been talking to a friend of mine stationed in Afghanistan. He'd been feeling a little bit bummed and was missing his friends and family from home. So I got some of our friends together to create a care package for him. After talking to a few of my other friends that have been overseas and remembering back when my dad was still in the service, we decided to put together letters, movies, cd's, and junk food. Apparently he was jonesing for it anyway. The reality is, my buddy is a perv and a clown...and that's probably why we get along so well. Initially, we wanted to mess with him and send him a blow up sheep, some condoms, and some lube...maybe astroglide or something. Unfortunately, the Army base he's been staying on checks all packages and prohibits that stuff. So instead, we sent him subliminal stuff...like Halls with mentholyptus, altoids, and vaseline... And a ton of candy and stuff. Then we all wrote him raunchy letters desig

Some People
I came accross a profile that I thought looked interesting, as you do, http://cherrytap.com/user/752375 So I rated it, Fanned it, commented it with this Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com and added as a friend. This is what I got in return in my shout box. Imzadi : thanks, really don't like pics of sluts on my page though (Check out her profile pic) This is only said in jest after this comment! Imzadi : you also didn't send a message with your friend request, not sure why you want to add me Me ->Imzadi : sorry Hun no offense meant Imzadi : it's a nice pic except for the chick Imzadi : so why do you want to add me? Me ->Imzadi : just trying to be friendly Me ->Imzadi : isn't that what this place is about? Imzadi : well I don't add people just for the hell of it Me ->Imzadi (An...: well f**k off then I'm sorry but, I'm here to have some fun and a few giggles. What is this womans problem? It's not like I'm asking to have my wi

Intro
so I just joined the site and its been interesting to say the least. I think its pretty cool and has given me a few laffs already. So you know I am just confused today, I just don't understand the games people play, I mean whats the deal if someone (in my case a guy) says I don't want expectations its all good fun and then gets jealous? Does that make any sense? I don't have expectations and I certainly don't get jealous, why would I? its online flirting and fun? And why say crap that makes you think something else is going on? drive me nuts and not with lust! Pfffftttt!!! I just am irritated that a no expectations unless we meet and decide its all good type of guy suddenly thinks I need to hear promises and emotional crap that we both know he doesn't mean? Grrrr ticks me off royally and ya know I am already a B!tch in my own right I don't need any help in enhancing that gift.... Anyway thats cool, he can go find another playmate I am so done with him. So today is one o

Have You Ever Been In Love?
Have you ever been in love? Been in love where your heart races when you see them. When you ache when they are not there. You only yearn for their return. Have you ever been in love? Been in love when your head can only think about them. Every song reminds you of every special moment you've had with them. Have you ever been in love? Been in love where only your future is all that matters. You see them in your arms forever and ever. Have you ever been in love? Been in real love? I have ... the moment my heart fell for you.

Reflections
Recently I went through a dark period in my life. It felt like I was in a black hole that i couldn't get out of. Hardly anyone if anyone knew what I was going through. I felt like I was screaming at the top of my lungs but no one could hear me. Part of that was my fault, I have always been taught that everyone has problems so just deal with it. I have always struggled with leaning on the people that loved and cared for me. I mean there are tons of people that lean on me and I love being there for everyone. I'll give a perfect stranger the shirt off my back if he needed it. Since coming out of the darkness I have learned that I need to share myself more with the people who wanna know how I'm doing. In the past I only told people how I was if they asked and even then I ddin't tell them much. Doing things that way cause me to lose an angel that now I have to spend a lifetime trying to get back. So if you are close ot me (you know who you are if you are close to me) and you have expressed

Rules Of Drunk Dialing
1. Only drunk dial when you are drunk. Everything else is false advertisement. 2. It is okay to call someone 27 times in one night. If you don't remember it, it didn't happen.♥ 3. If you are going to drunk dial a family member, say something nice. Example - "Mom I'm in McDonald's and they're playing our song. I love you" 4. Dirty talk while drunk dialing is always preferred. Who doesn't want to hear your best raspy, phone sex voice at 3 in the A.M. asking them to bend you over something. 5. Voicemails are always better. This way your friend can let their friends have fun at your expense for days, even weeks to come. 6. Drunk texting is alright... If you are prepared to read what you wrote the next day when you are sober 7. It is definitely a good idea to call all of your exes and remind them that you were the best lover they've ever had and everything they know, they learned from you. This way you can sleep well at night. 8. You can also call this same ex and

Happy Thursday To All
Hello once again to all you lovely cherry tappers. Heres hoping all is well. I'm doing pretty good myself. I wasnt feeling all that great earlier on but I laid down and I'm back to myself. Well I have nothing to say really I just thought I would put something here for the sake of those who enjoy reading my boring shit. Trust me if I was to place what really goes on in my life Ct would close my acct.

I'm Just A Big Baby
For the past few days I have felt like I am slipping back in to a funk. I hate feeling this way. Constantly feeling like I am going to cry over some dumb stuff. I cant really post this on my myspace account cuz it might insult some of my good friends. I think I am folding under stress. I havent worked in almost 2 months so I have been depending on others to help me, which is something I have never done before and obviously do not do well. The house I am moving in to is going to take a lot more work than initially expected. And the town I moved to has nothing to offer in the way of work or as it seems, social events. I know this is something I will get over as things get better, but as for right now I feel bummed out. I think what really gets to me is that none of my friends seemed to care that I left. I tried hanging out with quite a few of them before my last night in Clarksville to no avail. Maybe I am just being a whiny, sensitive brat. That’s probably what is going on.

To Honor All Those Who Answer The Call To Duty
Honor Standing alone in the face of darkness A lone sentry against mayhem and chaos You silently hold your post every time Never asking for thanks or any due We look over and beyond you Taking you for granted so often You know this yet your soul stays pure A guard against all the filth and hate We will never tell you enough How much it means to us all For the endless years you have stood A force holding back the tide of madness Protecting and shielding us from so much I will write this to truly say Thank you so much from the depth of our hearts For all that you do day in and day out You are in all our hopes and prayers May you be safe and free from harm To always come home to those you love Be wrapped in their loving embrace Never letting them know whatever you face But realize although we may not know We are eternally grateful And can never repay for The things you have done And the things you have seen But we love you all for being as brave as you are

The War And Ur Bitching.
ok so you all complain about the war, about abortion, about the president and our "suck ass" society. well you know what..MOVE! if you dont like it..thats fine. But being an immigrant works both ways. If our country is so wrong then why do we have thousands of people smuggled in everyday? you can easily get a ticket for another country and LEAVE. Go somewhere and see how much more you like it. We don't have room in this country for people to bitch moan and bellyache about things that are clearly out of our hands. and for all of you who have this big deal against Bush..let me let you in on a well known "secret" HE DOESNT CONTROL SHIT!!! He has a house of congress who finalizes any plans he may wish to carry out. so yea..try bitching about them for a second. Just because he's from Texas doesnt mean he isnt capable of filling his duties. He was obviously smart enough to get him to the position hes in now. And as far as the war goes...if they hadnt of attacked our country then they wouldnt

My Heart Prayers
i wanted to share this beautiful prayer i just love Dear Jesus, Most of us always desire , a perfect life. Yet , you do not grant a perfect life. What You give instead is a perfect heart in the midst of an imperfect life/ teach me to cheerful.hopeful smiling amidst of imperfectionand to enjoy Your wondrous blessing every moment in time.. Teach me Lord to have the sernity to accept thing that i cant Change.the courage to do what i cant do and the wisdom to know whats the difference. Amen. I never expected life will be a bed of roses,, im just a 21 year old girl who stil struggling in this big big big world..Life is not easy there will be ups and down but what can i wish for or should complain for , when i have beautiful people around me..people who cares and people who love, you know who you are..i thank you all..my Prayers will always be with you.. ahmm Jeff, I thank you for giving me the strenght to carry on and thank you for making things easy for me

Why I'm Buying A Gun. And A Big F'ing Dog.
Some of you have already heard this... but I had to get it on the interweb so we can apprehend some crooks and leave their bodies in the pond. Last night, after my last day of finals and having a terrible time working on my Cell Bio. lab notebook (10 weeks of lab results and questions to answer... ugh), I went home to get wasted. I felt I'd earned it, and I'd turn my homework in on time, and do a bit of drinking again Thursday, since finals week would be over... Started drinkin' burrs around 7:00, finished 3 before we left the house sometime before 8. We headed over to Linton's house (with coolers full of beers) to look at tires for the big ass truck that's soon to be at our house. 3 hours, a 12-pack, and a George Carlin routine later, we got home, and I spilled beer all over my phone. I set it in the toaster oven to dry for an hour (at 200 degrees, it wouldn't melt, but it was full of beer anyway, and so was I) while I made a sandwich. I took it out and went to bed to watch the sec

Dealer Prices Gas Over $4 In Protest
Dealer prices gas over $4 in protest He says tactics used by Shell are unfair to operators C.W. Nevius Thursday, May 10, 2007 It has become almost a regular stop for San Francisco tourists. Once they've seen the Golden Gate Bridge and the Transamerica Pyramid, they can drive down Harrison Street to see the most amazing sight of all. Regular gas for $4 a gallon. Actually, it is higher than that. At Bob Oyster's Shell station at Sixth and Harrison, regular is $4.33 a gallon, plus is $4.43, and "V-Power'' is $4.53. Motorists can be seen rolling their eyes as they drive by. Just another example of a greedy station owner, sticking his customers for all they are worth? Not really. There's a much deeper story here, and it begins with Oyster, a respected, self-made businessman who turned a single station into Oyster Petroleum, a profitable firm in Redwood City. Oyster is nobody's fool. Don't think he isn't well aware that the Chevron station across the street is

Enneagram
In order to be irreplaceable, one must always be different. — Coco Chanel As a Type 4, The Expressive, you're the kind of individual who strives to be different and see life from new, expressive angles. More than simply innovative, you're also emotional. Indeed, delving into the world of emotions can be truly energizing for you. You typically enjoy understanding how feelings and the experiences that create them fit into life's big picture. When your creative reactions to these things are channeled in a positive direction, your life can feel balanced and right. However at other times, you may find yourself dwelling on emotions without a creative outlet. During these periods, you can begin to feel misunderstood or that there is something lacking in your life. Due to your unique level of sensitivity, you probably experience a broad range of emotions in your daily living. You may also possess an uncanny ability to read others' moods. On the up side, your perceptiveness and deep exami

Finding Out Your True Friends
So there comes a time when you find out who your true friends are and who are just your bar buddies. Here is my way of telling you that if you fit in any of the next ten reasons then you are a true friend...If not then you obviosly are just a bar buddy. The way I catorgorize who my true friends are: 1: You call only to say hello or how is your day, not for a need or a certain reason. 2: If I truly look like shit you are gonna be the first one to tell me. 3: You have a pair of jammies for me in the closet for the drunk sleep over nights. 4: When I am pissed off you get me a shot and shoot one with me. 5: You can finnish my sentences and it does not even bother me. 6: We can sit some where together and not have to talk to each other and still have a good time. 7: I don't ever have to worry about the homie hopper sittuation with you. You get yours and I have mine but never the same. 8: When I cry, you may not cry eith me but you will laugh with me after handing me a

Lol
A woman comes home and tells her husband, "Remember those headaches I've been having all these years? Well, they're gone." "No more headaches?" the husband asks, "What happened?" His wife replies, "Margie referred me to a hypnotist. He told me to stand in front of a mirror, stare at myself and repeat, 'I do not have a headache; I do not have a headache, I do not have a headache.' And it worked! The headaches are all gone." The husband replies, "Well, that is wonderful." His wife then says, "You know, you haven't been exactly a ball of fire in the bedroom these last few years. I have an idea - why don't you go see the hypnotist, and see if he can do anything for that?" The husband agrees to try it. Following his appointment, the husband comes home, rips off his clothes, picks up his wife in his arms, and quickly carries her into the bedroom. He puts her on the bed and says, "Don't move, I'll be right back." He goes into the bathroom and comes back a few minutes late

True Friends...who R They?
My dad always told me that a person is lucky if they have a handful of true friends throughout their lifetime...and I have come to learn, unfortunately, that is true. We have acquaintances, classmates, coworkers...but how many true friends do we really have. A friend that will come for you when you are drunk in the next town over, without even thinking twice; A friend who will drive 150 miles if necessary when you are stranded without gas; A friend who is there at all times, no matter what the circumstances. I hope that my real friends that I have out there... let's keep it that way. Cause if you really know me...you know that I will do ANYTHING for my friends. Come hell or highwater, if you need me, I am there. But piss me off, and I am your worst enemy. So for those real friends of mine...thanks and I love you. Even though we may not talk everyday, or even weekly, if you need me, I am there. I am thankful for the friends I have, and I am blessed to have so many. Keep in touc

Seens Beat The Penguins And The Devils Now The Sabers
so this is my salute to getting fucked lol the ottawa senators win the 1st round of the playoffs, beating out the penguins .neax they faced the devils ,beet them too and advanced to round 3,the sens played game (1 of the best of 7) tonight and took it by storm. looks like i might change the look of that picture to add a saber lol

Christy Moffet And Her Vacancy Sign.
nasty nasty whore... go die... your an ex- wife for a reason... its not my fault you were married 2 times and divorced 2 times for the same reasons... you would still be married if it wasnt for your nasty fucking vag... i mean you really should douche... it took me over 3 hours to clean my furniture after your nasty ass sat on it for like 3 minutes... see a fucking doctor... i think that you have some vagina flesh eating disease... oh yeah and to your fuck off and die comment... ill fuck your ex... and enjoy what you could of still had you ignorant whore. lol and im already dead... so yeah... have fun watching my SG vids.

"the Set Up" Explicit Story 18+
Here it was late afternoon and I was dick deep in tight little thing from down the hall of my apartment complex. My girl was at work and this 5'1 goddess had been tempting me for the last few months. Finally I gave in....I mean come on who wouldn;t have and the view from where I was standing was excellent. Her tight little ass all up in the air as she pressed her elbows into the bed. Her knees barely on the edge of the bed as I stood beside her hitting her with inches from behind her screams, moans, and shouts of, "Oh god fuck me, daddy", filled the air.....so much so that I didn't hear the front door unlock, open, and close. I don't really know how long my girl was standing there catching an eye-full of me tearing this mocha colored beatuy up but im sure it was enough to bring forth the rage. Don't get me wrong now. I love my girl, but I also love good ole pussy. My girl walked in and started yelling, "What the fuck is this?" she threw stuff across the room and I distanced mysel

Idk
you dont know how much I hurt... Don't try to understand me, just hug me... I would take it all back... It was bad timing to try again... It mus be, it has to be... Maybe again someday... All I want to do is grow old with you... idk, im just feeling weird tonight!

She's Gonna Make It
She's Gonna Make it Garth Brooks He followed her to work this morning He'd never seen that dress before She seemed to sail right through Those dark clouds forming That he knows he's headed for After seven years of marriage He wanted out Now after seven months of freedom It's clear that there's no doubt She's gonna make it And he never will He's at the foot of the mountain And she's over that hill He's sinkin' at sea And her sails are filled She's gonna make it And he never will And you know it's not like she's forgot about him She's just dealing with the pain And the fact that she's survived so well without him You know it's driving him insane And the crazy thing about it Is she'd take him back But the fool in him that walked out Is the fool who just won't ask She's gonna make it And he never will He's at the foot of the mountain And she's over that hill He's sinkin' at sea And her sails are filled She's gonna make it And he never will She

Do You Need A Laugh?
OMG This is a long post but VERY funny!!! This is long but so funny. Hope you take the time to read to the end. Never Touchin' the Taser Again! My wife is fond of saying that my last words on this earth will be something akin to "Well, I have out done myself once again." No doubt you will see this true story chronicled in a Lifetime movie in the near future. Here goes... Last weekend when shopping for my wifes Christmas present, I spied something at the pawn shop that tickled my fancy. (Note: Keep in mind that my "fancy" is easily tickled). I bought something really cool for my wife. It being Christmas and all, I was looking for a little something extra nice for my sweet wife. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized Taser gun with a clip. For those of you who are not familiar with this product, it is a less-than-lethal stun gun with two metal prongs designed to incapacitate an assailant with a shock of high-voltage, low amperage electricity while yo

The Thunder Rolls
The Thunder Rolls Garth Brooks Three thirty in the morning Not a soul in sight The city's lookin' like a ghost town On a moonless summer night Raindrops on the windshield There's a storm moving in He's headin' back from somewhere That he never should have been And the thunder rolls And the thunder rolls Every light is burnin' In a house across town She's pacin' by the telephone In her faded flanned gown Askin' for a miracle Hopin' she's not right Prayin' it's the weather That's kept him out all night And the thunder rolls And the thunder rolls (Chorus) The thunder rolls And the lightnin' strikes Another love grows cold On a sleepless night As the storm blows on Out of control Deep in her heart The thunder rolls She's waitin' by the window When he pulls into the drive She rushes out to hold him Thankful he's alive But on the wind and rain A strange new perfume blows And the lightnin' flashes in her eyes And he knows that she knows And t

Man Drivers
This morning on the Beltway, I looked over to my left and there was a man In a brand new Cadillac Doing 65 mph takeing on his phone I looked away For a couple seconds ! And when I looked back he was Halfway over in my lane, still takeing on his phone I don't scare easily. But she scared me so much; I dropped My electric shaver , Which knocked The donut Out of my other hand. In all The confusion of trying To straighten out the car Using my knees against The steering wheel, Damn men drivers!!

Divorce
Ugh, my "ex* can't even talk to my like a freakin' human being anymore. I can't stand it. I wish he would just not call me. I talk to him more now than when we were separated. If it weren't for the kids I'd wish him dead. Even though I thought he'd be a better part-time dad than he's being. I've never heard someone bitch so much about having to be with their kids. Boo hoo. He has them for a nearly 72 hour period. I deal with them 24/7 for almost 2 weeks. I love them dearly but this stay at home mom thing is tough. I'm already suffering severe burnout. Thank god I get a weekend where I get to be single. I have to work, but everything will be on my terms. I bet I'll miss the little buggers by Saturday night.

Women Drivers??
This morning on the Beltway, I looked over to my left and there was a Woman In a brand new Cadillac Doing 65 mph With her Face up next to her Rear view mirror Putting on her eyeliner. I looked away For a couple seconds ! And when I looked back she was Halfway over in my lane, Still working on that makeup. As a man, I don't scare easily. But she scared me so much; I dropped My electric shaver , Which knocked The donut Out of my other hand. In all The confusion of trying To straighten out the car Using my knees against The steering wheel, It knocked My cell phone Away from my ear Which fell Into the coffee Between my legs, Splashed, And burned Big Jim and the Twins, Ruined my phone, Soaked my trousers, And disconnected an Important call. Damn women drivers!!

Knocking At The Door
Death comes knocking at my door Whispering and beckoning to me Backing away from the door I stand in fright The horrible vision that awaits pierces my imagination But wait could death be here for me or someone else My time is not yet here or so I think I greet Death by name and welcome him into my home Suddenly he isn’t so frightening after all but someone doing a job Isn’t that what we all do during our lives – work and play the game Until that day when it is the ultimate player’s turn and he rolls the dice Will your number come up today or tomorrow – maybe several years in the future Eventually it will show and how you greet death reflects more than you know My conversation with Death was interesting and reflective that day No he had not come for me but for another I knew Death had come to pay me a call because he knew I cared for more than just me My time had not come but when it does I will not shy away as I did before I will greet Deat

Bull Shit!
This is my life how wonderful. All people want to do is talk behind my back and run their mouth. I dont think anything is true. They just want my man. Why do people do this to each other? Do they have nothing better to do with their life? I guess not.

Insomnia And The Desert
This is gettin to be real fuckin annoying.. slept from 1 pm till 3 pm, then 3:30 till 5, and then fell asleep again and woke up at 6.. guh its gonna be a long ass night. My room really needs some air flow too.. fuckin windows in a shitty spot and it just bakes in here, even having a fan doesn't do anything at all for the temperature. Maybe I'll just sleep in the garage.

I Made Me A New Yahoo Group
for all of those that were in my other one that got deleted I am starting all over here is the link if you would like to join in on my fan club.. hugs..lorie http://groups.yahoo.com/group/loriesc4/ adults only Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com

Skateboarding Is Dangerous Kid's! Ha
So I was out skatin today, pulled a kickflip off a 10 stair, everything went smooth and I landed it but as I was rolling away I hit a rock, so they sent me flying and I fucked up my wrist and elbow pretty bad, they dont think its broke but they arent sure. I'll know tommorow (Hurt's like a bitch!) Oh and I also got 4 staples in my head. Fun Fun! -Chris

Starting May 11th 2007...
Ok. So I am starting my diet and exercise plan tomorrow! I am kinda freaking out cause it means no more Dew!!!! Any tips that anyone has for me that has done this are welcome!!!! I will be posting my measurements on here later tonight and then updating them weekly to see my progress. Wish me luck!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Moving
this is to let all my friends know that i have found a safe place to go to get away from my mother and to be able to take care of myself and get back on my feet. if anyone wants to know more u know how to contact me

What The F............!!!!!! Lol
A woman went into a store to buy her husband a pet for his birthday. After looking around, she found that all the pets were very expensive. She told the clerk she wanted to buy a pet, but she didn't want to spend a fortune. "Well," said the clerk, "I have a very large bullfrog. They say it's been trained to give blowjobs!" "Blowjobs!" the woman replied. "It hasn't been proven but we've sold 30 of them this month," he said. The woman thought it would be a great gag gift, and what if it's true...no more blowjobs for her! She bought the frog. When she explained froggy's ability to her husband, he was extremely skeptical and laughed it off. The woman went to bed happy, thinking she may never need to perform this less than riveting act again. In the middle of the night, she was a wakened by the noise of pots and pans flying everywhere, making hellacious banging and crashing sounds. She ran downstairs to the kitchen, only to find her husband and the frog reading cookbooks. "What are you two

Why Me
Ok Ok....So I went to St. Louis 1st thing I wanna say is...How boring can one place be??? I was so bored..the interview went awsome though..I nailed it..But then guess what..SICK I GOT FREKING SICK...OMG I mean not just not feeling well but head pounding..nose running, body aching sick.... I wanna get drunk and have alot of S*X but damn it dosent look like thats gonna happen.. Oh well such is life.. Larry

A-z About Me
A-2-Z About Me Survey by bamachic49{---Basics---}Name: MonroeNickname(s): BudAge: 50Birthday: April 13thBirthplace: Frew, KYCurrent Location: Clarksville, TNEye Color: blueHair Color: Gray (blonde natural)Height: 5'11"Weight: 203Lefty or Righty: rightyZodiac Sign: AriesWhat Do You Drive: Siverado/RangerScreenname: bud1357{---Favorites---}Color: BlueNumber: 13Band: ABBAMusic Genre: Pop/Soft RockTV Show: CSI or Law and OrderMovie: noneActor: Chuck NorrisActress: Sandra BullockKind of Movie: actionCartoon: noneSport: basketball/NASCARFast Food Restaurant: Not anyFood: GermanIce Cream: StrawberryCereal: CherriosCandy: White ChocolateDrink:

Square Peg Squished In A Round Hole
Square Peg Squished in a Round Hole Not one human being on this planet is perfect… heck, we all come with a few warts. It is the warts (differences) that make us who we are as individuals; truly beautiful. So why on earth would you want to be that square peg being confined by that round hole? When you are being asked to be something you are not, I encourage you to think about the following: 1) The change you are being asked to make, will it compromise your integrity and identity? If so, is the situation worth losing who you are? 2) Think about your own standards and don’t let others’ standards define you. If it helps, make a list of those standards and get very clear on which ones are most important and are not worth sacrificing. 3) Most importantly, remember to always be YOURSELF and not what others wish for you to be. Who you are is amazing and if who you are is good enough for you, that is what matters.

Pharmacology 101
In Pharmacology, all drugs have two names, a trade name and generic name. For example, the trade name of Tylenol also has a generic name of Acetaminophen. Aleve is also called Naproxen. Amoxil is also call Amoxicillin and Advil is also called Ibuprofen. The FDA has been looking for a generic name for Viagra. After careful consideration by a team of government experts, it recently announced that it has settled on the generic name of Mycoxafloppin. Also considered were Mycoxafailin, Mydixadrupin, Mydixarizin, Dixafix, and of course, Ibepokin. Pfizer Corp. announced today that Viagra will soon be available in liquid form, and will be marketed by Pepsi Cola as a power beverage suitable for use as a mixer. It will now be possible for a man to literally pour himself a stiff one. Obviously we can no longer call this a soft drink, and it gives new meaning to the names of "cocktails", "highballs" and just a good old-fashioned "stiff drink". Pepsi will market the new concoction by the n

My Art Collection
Although right now you can see them on my stash pics, I have a new site that I'm starting to collect my art. I will eventually have a wide variety of genre's to view. Click on the link below: by Apachahokee

About Me
ALL ABOUT ME ! by oodangletsbang9*BASICS*first name::: CANDYmiddle name::: age::: NOW LOL.WHAT A QUESTION TO ASK A LADY*WINKSschool::: GEEZZ LOL OUTOF SCHOOLcurrent loccation::: GA.date or birth::: birthday::: AUG.21sthair color::: BLONDEeye color::: BLUE*THIS OR THAT*love or money::: LOVE,BUT NEED BOTHkiss or hug::: BOTHcat or dog::: DOGpepsi or coke::: COKEcountry or rap::: COUNTRYpunch or smack::: SMACKaim or aol::: day or night::: BOTH*HAVE YOU EVER...*kissed opposite sex::: YESkissed same sex::: NOhugged someone::: YEShad sex::: YESmadeout::: YEScussed::: NO,beaten someone up::: YESgot beaten up::: NObroken someones heart::: I THINK SOanyone broke ur heart::: YESsmoked::: NOdrank:::

Divorced And Loving It!
I am a divorced 38 year old woman. I have a 12 year old son who is my life! After 20 years with my ex I finally have found a place that is my own, with my own stuff! Noo0ne to tell me to turn off the lights or to turn off the TV before I fall asleep. Its my place and I pay the bills! I know for some that sounds silly but for me its freedom. We divorced 3 years ago and I will tell that it has taken a while to get used to the fact that I can do what I want! My son is happier also. It took him awhile to adjust but in the end my Mom was right she said "If you are happy he will be happy"! My mom passed away in 1999 from cancer; Diagnosed and gone in 4 months. Very devastating indeed! I managed to get through it and now I live by the words she told me: "Life is to short to just accept something cuz it's there, Take it, make it yours and be fulfilled!" I have done that and I am happier then I have ever been! I have a son who is an honor roll student and the best friends a girl could have! I

Gd Tymz
Well Heya Im Kinda New At This =] Im realli nervous 4 2moz B.O.T.B Outta be good =]=] && Rather upset Jst broke up wiv my bf Guess i wasnt wot he wanted But.. Iv Found some new mates that are just perfect =] && Make me feel so special E.G. Si =] Or ( jersey ) Hez a gr8 guy =] N Cnt wait 4 saturdaii Were goin out =]=] Anyway talk l8rz peepz xxx

Sexist
What is the difference between a battery and a woman? A battery has a positive side. Why did the woman cross the road? Wait, better question, why is she out of the kitchen!? Why don't women wear watches? There's a clock on the stove. Why do women have short feet? So they can stand closer to the stove. Why don't women need drivers licenses? There is no road between the bedroom and the kitchen. Why couldn't Hellen Keller drive? Because she was a woman. How many men does it take to open a beer? -None, it should be opened when she brings it to you. What do you call the useless flesh around the vagina? The woman. A man is walking down the beach and comes across an old bottle. He picks it up, pulls out the cork and out pops a genie. The genie says "Thank you for freeing me from the bottle. In return I will grant you three wishes." The man says "Great. I always dreamed of this and I know exactly what I want. First, I want 1 Billion dollars in a Swiss bank ac

Life In General
So I got bored and started reading poetry and now i'm feeling all silly and romantic. Like excessively so. . . Its pretty disgusting but its groovy as well. Its lucky I like me so much otherwise i'd be totally grossed out by the sunshiny thoughts going through my head just now. . .lol Much love Liz

My Sister
If I could change one thing one thing for you; If I could sweep the path in front of you and help you find your way, If I could erase the bitter nights of crying and see you whole again; I would. If I could sacrifice anything, to see your smile again, I would run to deliver this gift to you and then, The world would be a gentler place And you would see a purpose the pain would pass like a midnight dream. My hope, my prayer, my wish Is to know that you are safe.

True Descriptions Of Zodiac Signs I'm Capricorn
Once you have opened this e-mail, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictions. Read your sign, then forward it on, with your zodiac sign and label on the subject line, This is real deal, try ignoring it, and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets worse from there. VIRGO - The One that Waits Dominant in relationships. Someone loves them right now. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward. SCORPIO - The Addict EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Energetic. Predict future. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do

When I Have Fears That I May Cease To Be
This just makes me happy inside When I Have Fears That I May Cease To Be by John Keats (1795 - 1821) When I have fears that I may cease to be Before my pen has glean'd my teeming brain, Before high-piled books, in charactery, Hold like rich garners the full ripen'd grain; When I behold, upon the night's starr'd face, Huge cloudy symbols of a high romance, And think that I may never live to trace Their shadows, with the magic hand of chance; And when I feel, fair creature of an hour, That I shall never look upon thee more, Never have relish in the faery power Of unreflecting love;--then on the shore Of the wide world I stand alone, and think Till love and fame to nothingness do sink.

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This is by one of my favorite poets and this poem shows you why Untitled Edna St. Vincent Millay (1892-1950) Love is not all: It is not meat nor drink Nor slumber nor a roof against the rain, Nor yet a floating spar to men that sink and rise and sink and rise and sink again. Love cannot fill the thickened lung with breath Nor clean the blood, nor set the fractured bone; Yet many a man is making friends with death even as I speak, for lack of love alone. It well may be that in a difficult hour, pinned down by need and moaning for release or nagged by want past resolutions power, I might be driven to sell you love for peace, Or trade the memory of this night for food. It may well be. I do not think I would.

Sonnets From The Portuguese Xiv
I actually only read this today but it so clearly and easily described my feelings on the subject that it became a favorite. . . Sonnets from the Portuguese XIV If thou must love me, let it be for nought Except for love's sake only. Do not say 'I love her for her smile--her look--her way Of speaking gently,--for a trick of thought That falls in well with mine, and certes brought A sense of pleasant ease on such a day'-- For these things in themselves, Beloved, may Be changed, or change for thee,--and love, so wrought, May be unwrought so. Neither love me for Thine own dear pity's wiping my cheeks dry,-- A creature might forget to weep, who bore Thy comfort long, and lose thy love thereby ! But love me for love's sake, that evermore Thou mayst love on, through love's eternity. -- Elizabeth Barrett Browning

Always Believe In Miracles.
Always believe in Miracles. Believe in your heart that something wonderful is about to happen. Love your life. Believe in your own powers, and your own potential, and in your own innate goodness. Wake every morning with the awe of just being alive. Discover each day the magnificent, awesome beauty in the world. Explore and embrace life in yourself and in everyone you see each day. Reach within to find your own specialness. Amaze yourself and rouse those around you to the potential of each new day. Don't be afraid to admit that you are less than perfect; this is the essence of your humanity. Let those who love you help you. Trust enough to be able to take. Look with hope to the horizon of today, for today is all we truly have. Live this day well. Let a little sun out as well as in. Create your own rainbows. Be open to all your possibilities; all possibilities and Miracles. Always believe in Miracles.

Fire And Ice
Is there really anyone anywhere who doesn't love this poem like its an apendage. . .? Some say the world will end in fire, Some say in ice. From what I've tasted of desire I hold with those who favor fire. But if it had to perish twice, I think I know enough of hate To say that for destruction ice Is also great And would suffice. Robert Frost

The Highwayman
I think one of my favorite poems ever far out placing The Creamation of Sam McGee. . Its only fitting that it is the first one I post. I first read this when I was nine and have been in love with it ever since. I still catch my breath when I read it. Enjoy The Highwayman By Alfred Noyes Part One I The wind was a torrent of darkness among the gusty trees, The moon was a ghostly galleon tossed upon cloudy seas, The road was a ribbon of moonlight, over the purple moor, And the highwayman came riding- Riding-riding- The highwayman came riding, up to the old inn-door. II He'd a French cocked-hat on his forehead, a bunch of lace at his chin, A coat of the claret velvet, and breeches of brown doe-skin; They fitted with never a wrinkle: his boots were up to the thigh! And he rode with a jewelled twinkle, His pistol butts a-twinkle, His rapier hilt a-twinkle, under the jewel

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"U" Uranophobia or Ouranophobia- Fear of heaven. Urophobia- Fear of urine or urinating. "V" Vaccinophobia- Fear of vaccination. Venustraphobia- Fear of beautiful women. Verbophobia- Fear of words. Verminophobia- Fear of germs. Vestiphobia- Fear of clothing. Virginitiphobia- Fear of rape. Vitricophobia- Fear of step-father. "W" Walloonphobia- Fear of the Walloons. Wiccaphobia: Fear of witches and witchcraft. "X" Xanthophobia- Fear of the color yellow or the word yellow. Xenoglossophobia- Fear of foreign languages. Xenophobia- Fear of strangers or foreigners. Xerophobia- Fear of dryness. Xylophobia- 1) Fear of wooden objects. 2) Forests. Xyrophobia-Fear of razors. "Z" Zelophobia- Fear of jealousy. Zeusophobia- Fear of God or gods. Zemmiphobia- Fear of the great mole rat. Zoophobia- Fear of animals.

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"R" Radiophobia- Fear of radiation, x-rays. Ranidaphobia- Fear of frogs. Rectophobia- Fear of rectum or rectal diseases. Rhabdophobia- Fear of being severely punished or beaten by a rod, or of being severely criticized. Also fear of magic.(wand) Rhypophobia- Fear of defecation. Rhytiphobia- Fear of getting wrinkles. Rupophobia- Fear of dirt. Russophobia- Fear of Russians. "S" Samhainophobia: Fear of Halloween. Sarmassophobia- Fear of love play. (Malaxophobia) Satanophobia- Fear of Satan. Scabiophobia- Fear of scabies. Scatophobia- Fear of fecal matter. Scelerophibia- Fear of bad men, burglars. Sciophobia Sciaphobia- Fear of shadows. Scoleciphobia- Fear of worms. Scolionophobia- Fear of school. Scopophobia or Scoptophobia- Fear of being seen or stared at. Scotomaphobia- Fear of blindness in visual field. Scotophobia- Fear of darkness. (Achluophobia) Scriptophobia- Fear of writing in public. Selachophobia- Fear of sharks. Selaphobia- Fear of light flashes. Se

I Iz Exhausted
I went and stayed at a friend's house last night so that I could get a full night's sleep... Reason I couldn't lately here is cause I tend to wake up when the baby does since he sleeps in the same room as me... Which is normally no problem... but I've been having a hard time falling asleep... and was up really late with studying and taking a essay take-home test for a few days... So about the time I'd lay down to fall asleep he would be waking up... And then after I'd get him back to sleep I would have trouble falling asleep because I'm thinking too much lately about the move and everything... And about the time I would fall asleep he would wake up, the pump would go off, or my alarm would start going off... And after about 3 days of that... I was just wore out... To the point of practically falling asleep standing up... So when my friend offered to let me stay w/ him for the night so that I could rest before our LONG drive on Friday... I took him up on it... We had sta

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Pagophobia- Fear of ice or frost. Panthophobia- Fear of suffering and disease. Panophobia or Pantophobia- Fear of everything. Papaphobia- Fear of the Pope. Papyrophobia- Fear of paper. Paralipophobia- Fear of neglecting duty or responsibility. Paraphobia- Fear of sexual perversion. Parasitophobia- Fear of parasites. Paraskavedekatriaphobia- Fear of Friday the 13th. Parthenophobia- Fear of virgins or young girls. Pathophobia- Fear of disease. Patroiophobia- Fear of heredity. Parturiphobia- Fear of childbirth. Peccatophobia- Fear of sinning or imaginary crimes. Pediculophobia- Fear of lice. Pediophobia- Fear of dolls. Pedophobia- Fear of children. Peladophobia- Fear of bald people. Pellagrophobia- Fear of pellagra. Peniaphobia- Fear of poverty. Pentheraphobia- Fear of mother-in-law. (Novercaphobia) Phagophobia- Fear of swallowing or of eating or of being eaten. Phalacrophobia- Fear of becoming bald. Phallophobia- Fear of a penis, esp erect. Pharmacophobia- Fear of

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Obesophobia- Fear of gaining weight.(Pocrescophobia) Ochlophobia- Fear of crowds or mobs. Ochophobia- Fear of vehicles. Octophobia - Fear of the figure 8. Odontophobia- Fear of teeth or dental surgery. Odynophobia or Odynephobia- Fear of pain. (Algophobia) Oenophobia- Fear of wines. Oikophobia- Fear of home surroundings, house.(Domatophobia, Eicophobia) Olfactophobia- Fear of smells. Ombrophobia- Fear of rain or of being rained on. Ommetaphobia or Ommatophobia- Fear of eyes. Oneirophobia- Fear of dreams. Oneirogmophobia- Fear of wet dreams. Onomatophobia- Fear of hearing a certain word or of names. Ophidiophobia- Fear of snakes. (Snakephobia) Ophthalmophobia- Fear of being stared at. Opiophobia- Fear medical doctors experience of prescribing needed pain medications for patients. Optophobia- Fear of opening one's eyes. Ornithophobia- Fear of birds. Orthophobia- Fear of property. Osmophobia or Osphresiophobia- Fear of smells or odors. Ostraconophobia- Fear of shellfi

"n"
Nebulaphobia- Fear of fog. (Homichlophobia) Necrophobia- Fear of death or dead things. Nelophobia- Fear of glass. Neopharmaphobia- Fear of new drugs. Neophobia- Fear of anything new. Nephophobia- Fear of clouds. Noctiphobia- Fear of the night. Nomatophobia- Fear of names. Nosocomephobia- Fear of hospitals. Nosophobia or Nosemaphobia- Fear of becoming ill. Nostophobia- Fear of returning home. Novercaphobia- Fear of your step-mother. Nucleomituphobia- Fear of nuclear weapons. Nudophobia- Fear of nudity. Numerophobia- Fear of numbers. Nyctohylophobia- Fear of dark wooded areas or of forests at night Nyctophobia- Fear of the dark or of night.

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Macrophobia- Fear of long waits. Mageirocophobia- Fear of cooking. Maieusiophobia- Fear of childbirth. Malaxophobia- Fear of love play. (Sarmassophobia) Maniaphobia- Fear of insanity. Mastigophobia- Fear of punishment. Mechanophobia- Fear of machines. Medomalacuphobia- Fear of losing an erection. Medorthophobia- Fear of an erect penis. Megalophobia- Fear of large things. Melissophobia- Fear of bees. Melanophobia- Fear of the color black. Melophobia- Fear or hatred of music. Meningitophobia- Fear of brain disease. Menophobia- Fear of menstruation. Merinthophobia- Fear of being bound or tied up. Metallophobia- Fear of metal. Metathesiophobia- Fear of changes. Meteorophobia- Fear of meteors. Methyphobia- Fear of alcohol. Metrophobia- Fear or hatred of poetry. Microbiophobia- Fear of microbes. (Bacillophobia) Microphobia- Fear of small things. Misophobia or Mysophobia- Fear of being contaminated with dirt or germs. Mnemophobia- Fear of memories. Molysmophobia or Mo

"l"
Lachanophobia- Fear of vegetables. Laliophobia or Lalophobia- Fear of speaking. Leprophobia or Lepraphobia- Fear of leprosy. Leukophobia- Fear of the color white. Levophobia- Fear of things to the left side of the body. Ligyrophobia- Fear of loud noises. Lilapsophobia- Fear of tornadoes and hurricanes. Limnophobia- Fear of lakes. Linonophobia- Fear of string. Liticaphobia- Fear of lawsuits. Lockiophobia- Fear of childbirth. Logizomechanophobia- Fear of computers. Logophobia- Fear of words. Luiphobia- Fear of lues, syphillis. Lutraphobia- Fear of otters. Lygophobia- Fear of darkness. Lyssophobia- Fear of rabies or of becoming mad.

The Last Time (comment Please)
I cant think about your laughter, you could always make me smile, no more thoughts of your warm touch, how it made each day worth while, its the small things that pain my heart, i have to say goodbye, i have to say goodbye, i cant keep these memories, there tearing me apart, i've got to find a way, to heal this broken heart, its the small things that pain my heart, i have to say goodbye, i have to say goodbye, so this is the last time I'm crying, its the last time i call your name, its the last time i say its the last time, i've got to be on my way, no more sleepless nights, no more tears from these tired eyes, its the last time i say its the last time, I have to say goodbye, no more thoughts about you, i've got to clear my mind, even though God knows, I've tried 10 million times, its the small things that pain my heart, i have to say goodbye, i have to say goodbye, yes, i'm sorry its over, but its too late for change, that seems the be the one t

"k"
Kainolophobia or Kainophobia- Fear of anything new, novelty. Kakorrhaphiophobia- Fear of failure or defeat. Katagelophobia- Fear of ridicule. Kathisophobia- Fear of sitting down. Kenophobia- Fear of voids or empty spaces. Keraunophobia or Ceraunophobia- Fear of thunder and lightning.(Astraphobia, Astrapophobia) Kinetophobia or Kinesophobia- Fear of movement or motion. Kleptophobia- Fear of stealing. Koinoniphobia- Fear of rooms. Kolpophobia- Fear of genitals, particularly female. Kopophobia- Fear of fatigue. Koniophobia- Fear of dust. (Amathophobia) Kosmikophobia- Fear of cosmic phenomenon. Kymophobia- Fear of waves. (Cymophobia) Kynophobia- Fear of rabies. Kyphophobia- Fear of stooping.

"i"
Iatrophobia- Fear of going to the doctor or of doctors. Ichthyophobia- Fear of fish. Ideophobia- Fear of ideas. Illyngophobia- Fear of vertigo or feeling dizzy when looking down. Iophobia- Fear of poison. Insectophobia - Fear of insects. Isolophobia- Fear of solitude, being alone. Isopterophobia- Fear of termites, insects that eat wood. Ithyphallophobia- Fear of seeing, thinking about or having an erect penis.

Confessions (comment Please)
no I'm not crazy, just a little unsure, Of who to be, a little unsure of myself, and what you want from me, yeah, I've forgotten who I am, I dont know who you want me to be, lord don't leave me, lost in the night, come stand by me, shine your light, time flies by so fast, but the days drag on and on, i hold on as tight as I can, but now my will is gone, I thought i had it all figured out, what the hell went wrong, Lord don't leave me, lost in the night, come stand by me, shine your light, no,no, don't leave me, say it'll be alright, no don't leave me, i'm just a little warn tonight...

"h"
Hadephobia- Fear of hell. Hagiophobia- Fear of saints or holy things. Hamartophobia- Fear of sinning. Haphephobia or Haptephobia- Fear of being touched. Harpaxophobia- Fear of being robbed. Hedonophobia- Fear of feeling pleasure. Heliophobia- Fear of the sun. Hellenologophobia- Fear of Greek terms or complex scientific terminology. Helminthophobia- Fear of being infested with worms. Hemophobia or Hemaphobia or Hematophobia- Fear of blood. Heresyphobia or Hereiophobia- Fear of challenges to official doctrine or of radical deviation. Herpetophobia- Fear of reptiles or creepy, crawly things. Heterophobia- Fear of the opposite sex. (Sexophobia) Hexakosioihexekontahexaphobia- Fear of the number 666. Hierophobia- Fear of priests or sacred things. Hippophobia- Fear of horses. Hippopotomonstrosesquippedaliophobia- Fear of long words. Hobophobia- Fear of bums or beggars. Hodophobia- Fear of road travel. Hormephobia- Fear of shock. Homichlophobia- Fear of fog. Homilophobia-

"g"
Galeophobia or Gatophobia- Fear of cats. Gallophobia or Galiophobia- Fear France or French culture. (Francophobia) Gamophobia- Fear of marriage. Geliophobia- Fear of laughter. Geniophobia- Fear of chins. Genophobia- Fear of sex. Genuphobia- Fear of knees. Gephyrophobia or Gephydrophobia or Gephysrophobia- Fear of crossing bridges. Germanophobia- Fear of Germany or German culture. Gerascophobia- Fear of growing old. Gerontophobia- Fear of old people or of growing old. Geumaphobia or Geumophobia- Fear of taste. Glossophobia- Fear of speaking in public or of trying to speak. Gnosiophobia- Fear of knowledge. Graphophobia- Fear of writing or handwriting. Gymnophobia- Fear of nudity. Gynephobia or Gynophobia- Fear of women.

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Febriphobia or Fibriphobia or Fibriophobia- Fear of fever. Felinophobia- Fear of cats. (Ailurophobia, Elurophobia, Galeophobia, Gatophobia) Francophobia- Fear of France or French culture. (Gallophobia, Galiophobia) Frigophobia- Fear of cold or cold things.(Cheimaphobia, Cheimatophobia, Psychrophobia)

"e"
Ecclesiophobia- Fear of church. Ecophobia- Fear of home. Eicophobia- Fear of home surroundings.(Domatophobia, Oikophobia) Eisoptrophobia- Fear of mirrors or of seeing oneself in a mirror. Electrophobia- Fear of electricity. Eleutherophobia- Fear of freedom. Elurophobia- Fear of cats. (Ailurophobia) Emetophobia- Fear of vomiting. Enetophobia- Fear of pins. Enochlophobia- Fear of crowds. Enosiophobia or Enissophobia- Fear of having committed an unpardonable sin or of criticism. Entomophobia- Fear of insects. Eosophobia- Fear of dawn or daylight. Ephebiphobia- Fear of teenagers. Epistaxiophobia- Fear of nosebleeds. Epistemophobia- Fear of knowledge. Equinophobia- Fear of horses. Eremophobia- Fear of being oneself or of lonliness. Ereuthrophobia- Fear of blushing. Ergasiophobia- 1) Fear of work or functioning. 2) Surgeon's fear of operating. Ergophobia- Fear of work. Erotophobia- Fear of sexual love or sexual questions. Euphobia- Fear of hearing good news. Eurotophob

"d"
Decidophobia- Fear of making decisions. Defecaloesiophobia- Fear of painful bowels movements. Deipnophobia- Fear of dining or dinner conversations. Dementophobia- Fear of insanity. Demonophobia or Daemonophobia- Fear of demons. Demophobia- Fear of crowds. (Agoraphobia) Dendrophobia- Fear of trees. Dentophobia- Fear of dentists. Dermatophobia- Fear of skin lesions. Dermatosiophobia or Dermatophobia or Dermatopathophobia- Fear of skin disease. Dextrophobia- Fear of objects at the right side of the body. Diabetophobia- Fear of diabetes. Didaskaleinophobia- Fear of going to school. Dikephobia- Fear of justice. Dinophobia- Fear of dizziness or whirlpools. Diplophobia- Fear of double vision. Dipsophobia- Fear of drinking. Dishabiliophobia- Fear of undressing in front of someone. Domatophobia- Fear of houses or being in a house.(Eicophobia, Oikophobia) Doraphobia- Fear of fur or skins of animals. Doxophobia- Fear of expressing opinions or of receiving praise. Dromophobia-

Planes
This is so awesome!! On June 2nd, my daughter, husband and I will be flying to go see my side of the family! We will fly to Kansas!! I'm just excited because 1. its my daughters (and husbands) first plane trip! 2. my family will FINALLY get to meet Alessa (YAY) and 3. I will get to meet my new nephew and neice, and visit with my family!!!! I just cant wait.. dont know about hubby though.. lol. i know he's kinda excited too.. he just doesnt show it like i do. thats the difference between men and women.. lol.

"c"
Cacophobia- Fear of ugliness. Cainophobia or Cainotophobia- Fear of newness, novelty. Caligynephobia- Fear of beautiful women. Cancerophobia or Carcinophobia- Fear of cancer. Cardiophobia- Fear of the heart. Carnophobia- Fear of meat. Catagelophobia- Fear of being ridiculed. Catapedaphobia- Fear of jumping from high and low places. Cathisophobia- Fear of sitting. Catoptrophobia- Fear of mirrors. Cenophobia or Centophobia- Fear of new things or ideas. Ceraunophobia or Keraunophobia- Fear of thunder and lightning.(Astraphobia, Astrapophobia) Chaetophobia- Fear of hair. Cheimaphobia or Cheimatophobia- Fear of cold.(Frigophobia, Psychophobia) Chemophobia- Fear of chemicals or working with chemicals. Cherophobia- Fear of gaiety. Chionophobia- Fear of snow. Chiraptophobia- Fear of being touched. Chirophobia- Fear of hands. Cholerophobia- Fear of anger or the fear of cholera. Chorophobia- Fear of dancing. Chrometophobia or Chrematophobia- Fear of money. Chromophobia or C

In My Thoughtz
i'm sitting here unable to sleep so i thought i would write you a letter. i cannot begin to tell you how wonderful you have made my life the last several weekz. weekz..............i am at a loss for time. it is as if everything from the starz in the heavenz to the flowerz in the fieldz has stopped in time to witness us discovering each other. every moment with you is like a breath of crisp fresh air. it kindles every sence in my body and soul. it stirs me like an autumn wind rustles the leaves. it is an awakening to the realization that i have found a love that knowz no boundariez. i may never be very successful or be able to spoil you with giftz, but i can and i will give you every last breath of my soul. all that i am is yourz. i am not here to tease you, i am not here to patronize you or tell you i can relate when i cannot. i am not here to lie to you or fill you with half-truthz about myself. i am only here to love you, protect you, and try to make every 2morrow bett

"b"
Bacillophobia- Fear of microbes. Bacteriophobia- Fear of bacteria. Ballistophobia- Fear of missiles or bullets. Bolshephobia- Fear of Bolsheviks. Barophobia- Fear of gravity. Basophobia or Basiphobia- Inability to stand. Fear of walking or falling. Bathmophobia- Fear of stairs or steep slopes. Bathophobia- Fear of depth. Batophobia- Fear of heights or being close to high buildings. Batrachophobia- Fear of amphibians, such as frogs, newts, salamanders, etc. Belonephobia- Fear of pins and needles. (Aichmophobia) Bibliophobia- Fear of books. Blennophobia- Fear of slime. Bogyphobia- Fear of bogeys or the bogeyman. Botanophobia- Fear of plants. Bromidrosiphobia or Bromidrophobia- Fear of body smells. Brontophobia- Fear of thunder and lightning. Bufonophobia- Fear of toads.

This Is Me Feeling Sorry For Myself
Yep, feeling a little depressed today. Wondering what the hell I'll ever do with myself, sometimes I just do not feel like getting out of bed! Feeling like I just cannot keep this "I'm fine" bullshit up for very much longer. I find myself almost thirty years old, at the end of a marriage I thought would last for the rest of my life and I can't seem to get it together. I keep telling myself to hold on and things will get better but I don't know. How do I ever trust anyone or anything again? Where does the courage to move on come from? I feel like I can't move forward and I can't move back and I'm just kind of stuck. And god I just want to stop crying! It isn't that I still have feelings for him, I don't. Maybe it's the fact that I have no feelings at all. I feel empty, a void that I can't seem to fill. My future is so uncertain now, everything has changed. This divorce affects everyone and everything around me and I just want to move on for God's sake, why can't I? Why can't I just get

Grades For This Past Term
I have to say, that i am very happy. Recieved my grades today, from this past term...2.72 upper b- which for a old fart like myself,,makes me happy...lol Plus i was a 2.69 for the whole year which is still a b-, so i am happy...yesssssssssssss

Child Abuse
SOME OF THESE PICTURES ARE VERY DISTURBING BUT THEY ARE REALITY.... PREVENTING CHILD ABUSE STARTS WITH YOU.... AND YOUR AWARENESS OF IT....BE AWARE OF THE SIGNS...... LIKE BEING DISTANT.... WANTING TO BE ALONE...... COWARDING AWAY...... NOT WANTING TO GET CLOSE ....ANYTHING OUT OF THE ORDINARY FROM THE NORMAL ACTIONS.... http://www.childabuseawareness.com/

"a"
Ablutophobia- Fear of washing or bathing. Acarophobia- Fear of itching or of the insects that cause itching. Acerophobia- Fear of sourness. Achluophobia- Fear of darkness. Acousticophobia- Fear of noise. Acrophobia- Fear of heights. Aerophobia- Fear of drafts, air swallowing, or airbourne noxious substances. Aeroacrophobia- Fear of open high places. Aeronausiphobia- Fear of vomiting secondary to airsickness. Agateophobia- Fear of insanity. Agliophobia- Fear of pain. Agoraphobia- Fear of open spaces or of being in crowded, public places like markets. Fear of leaving a safe place. Agraphobia- Fear of sexual abuse. Agrizoophobia- Fear of wild animals. Agyrophobia- Fear of streets or crossing the street. Aichmophobia- Fear of needles or pointed objects. Ailurophobia- Fear of cats. Albuminurophobia- Fear of kidney disease. Alektorophobia- Fear of chickens. Algophobia- Fear of pain. Alliumphobia- Fear of garlic. Allodoxaphobia- Fear of opinions. Altophobia- Fear of heig

Animal Rescue Site In Need
All the talking on this site of the fan me rate me gimme points and lets be popular but who gives back ??? Heres your chance to use that popularity on something very positive !!! Im here for my own reasons as well but i take time out everyday for this.... The Animal Rescue Site is having trouble getting enough people to click on it daily to meet their quota of getting free food donated every day to abused and neglected animals. It takes waaaay less than a minute to go to their site and click on "feed an animal in need" for FREE. (THIS WON'T COST YOU A THING) Their corporate sponsors/advertisers use the number of daily visits to donate food to abandoned/neglected animals in exchange for advertising. Here's the web site! Pass it along to people you know... HELPANIMALRESCUE

Story
Another Life Ended She just sits there blankly staring off, the tears streaming down her cheeks. Her mind is finally made up, how shaking her fingers are on the razor blade between her thumb and index finger that she ends up with a small cut on her index finger from how much she's trembling. A friend tries to console her but she doesn't feel anything except the numbness where her heart once was. She doesn't feel any better, the hopelessness seeps back in and she feels as lost as she did several years ago when something else happened to shatter her heart. Memories long since gone and cold as her whole body feels now. One quick slice from the palm of her hand all the way up to her shoulder she doesn't even feel the blade slicing into her already scarred flesh, just along side the vein. Just enough she'll bleed out, but her passing will be slow. She starts to cry knowing she broke her word to never cut herself again. now dropping the razor blade she lays down on the bed and just looks

Guess Who........
Hi all, I'm baaaaack, some of you might remember me, some of you might not. Come by and welcome me back. You know you missed me even if you don't know it yet.. let me remind you :) Sooooo.. who's gonna pretend to remember me? :)

The Winner
THE WINNERS IN THE 7 DAYS BLAST CONTEST ARE: 1ST PLACE WINNER FOR 7 DAYS BLAST IS: 2ND PLACE WINNER FOR 3 DAYS BLAST IS: 3RD PLACE WINNER FOR CONGRATULATION FOR ALL THE WINNERS THANKS YOU ALL FOR YOUR PARTICIPATION HAVE A GREAT EVENING AND FABULOUS UPCOMING WEEKEND HUGS AND MUCH LOVE WildCat

.my.dad.my.hero.
so dad stopped by after talkin to stupid bitch. and that man can work miracles... tho even he said 'thats one hard bitch' n mah dad dun cuss so after telling her whatfor dun dun dun 30 day notice n im outta here! *does a lil dance* so after dad left moms n i went to go get alltel... er or at least we THOUGHT we were gonna get alltel... but they were bein fuckers... soooooo we went to verizon where they werent snickering n didnt want a $300 deposit... n wound up with 2 phones for the price of one and a better plan with unlimited text, pix, n IM. so alltel can eat me :D n we did boxes too. not as many as i should have... but some is better than none. ima do more...after i rest my eyes. then ima hafta text mah peoples with mah new phone number. n that'll be fun too. dear universe...please let me breathe...love, me.