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Care For What You Are Given..
My heart pounds, every beat I feel like it's trying to escape.. Where love now stays, once there was pain, anger, maybe a little hate.. I let the images of your body cross my mind, wanting you more each day.. I am hard people have said, don't fuck with her, never get in her way.. They don't know how you have gotten to me, soften the shell.. Each night you are not touching me, kissing me, each night alone, I am in hell.. I question my sanity, putting my heart in a strangers hands, am I wrong.. Don't hurt me, my vengence would be painful, loud, and long.. I'm trusting you to care for what has been broken before, take care.. I am yours, each breath, each word, my soul, each curve, here I am for you bare..

Family Tree
PRINCESS DARK ANGEL~ MISTRESS OF THE DARK REALM~D.A.G MEMBER~~WHITE DOVE CT WIFEY@ CherryTAP MysticMoon ~D.A.G Member ~@ CherryTAP PRINCE DARK ANGEL@ CherryTAP White Wolf~Wolf Master of the Dark Realm@ CherryTAP ~Bethie ~ ENCHANTRESS OF THE DARK REALM@ CherryTAP BLACKWARLOCK50 DUNGEON MASTER OF THE DARK REALM@ CherryTAP NITRO@ CherryTAP ~Tink~Fairy Goddess Of the Dark Realm@ CherryTAP ALMONDEYES of The Dark Realms@ CherryTAP TheDarkOne~The

Boat Owners!
There was two twins, Joe and John. Joe was the owner of an old dilapitadet boat, It just happened that John's wife died the same day Joe's boat sank. A few days later a kindly old woman saw Joe, and mistaking him for John, said, I'm sorry to hear about your loss. You must feel terrible. Joe, thinking she was talking about his boat, said "fact is, I'm sort of glad to be rid of her. She was a rotten, old thing from the begining. Her bottom was all shriveled up and she smelled like an old dead fish. She was always losing her water she had a bad crack in the back and a pretty big whole in the front, Too. Every time I used her, The hole got bigger and she leaked like crazy. I guess what finally finished her off was when I rented her to these four guys looking for a good time. I warned them that she wasn't very good but they wanted to use her anyhow. The fools all tried to get in her at once and she split right up the middle".. The Old Woman fainted! Now thats Funny!

Jus Like You
Im tired of lookin out my window, seein shadows of you. And I cant hang out wit my girls cuz im checkin my rearview. You callin, breathin all hard like I cant hear you. And everytime I go to the club you just happen to be there to. All I ever wanted was to be with you but when I needed you, I had to compete with clubs, drugs, the streets, and PS2. Out all night chasin bitches, with ya weak ass crew. But I guess when you're in Rome, you do what Romans do. but, uh, they go home alone. Just like you. Wishin they would've held on. Just like you. Probably callin, playin on phones. Just like you. I'm so through dealin with niggas. Just like you. Cause I done had a few niggas. Just like you. I had the ballin type that call all night, keep claim he comin through. I had the CEO, that would bring me dough, cause he thought he had something to prove. I had the so called "God Man" who thought he could do everything God can. So he was closer to

True Meaning Of Marriage
True Meaning Of Marriage He ordered one hamburger, one order of French fries and one drink. The old man unwrapped the plain hamburger and carefully cut it in half. He placed one half in front of his wife. He then carefully counted out the French fries, dividing them into two piles and neatly placed one pile in front of his wife. He took a sip of the drink; his wife took a sip and then set the cup down between them. As he began to eat his few bites of hamburger, the people around them kept looking over and whispering. You could tell they were thinking, "That poor old couple - all they can afford is one meal for the two of them." As the man began to eat his fries a young man came to the table. He politely offered to buy another meal for the old couple. The old man said they were just fine - They were used to sharing everything. The surrounding people noticed the little old lady hadn't eaten a bite. She sat there watching her husband eat and occasionally tak

Kids
So yeah, I have my kids this weekend, it's the first weekend since they moved out again. My daughter is into everything, my son can seem to keep his zipper up... And neither of them seem to be listening to well...LOL! I'm still trying to figure out all this CT stuff, it's quite a bit different than myspace. Rating people, photos, and blogs. Not sure if I'm into all that, but I'm gonna give it a try. I got a letter from the IRS today, saying that they were keeping my tax return and adding it to what they say I owe. Bastards!!! I don't owe them anything, and they have $6k of mine tied up.. I just want my fucking money!!! They are so quick to take away, and so slow to give back. Anyway, I ended up taking the kids and the spouse to dinner at the VFW, it was her mothers day dinner with the kids. I did get to see my bartender friend Faith, she looks so unhappy. Probably as unhappy as I did today. I didn't get to talk to Wendy (Love of my life) i did see her as she walked to he

What Makes You A Juggalo?
If you do not take the time to read this, it is your loss..... To all the juggalos and juggalettes, im sorry but today people are "juggalos" for the wrong reasons. i am sending this out to tell you all that there a many people out there shaming our name and disgracing the family. read this and youll get what i mean WHAT DOES NOT MAKE YOU A JUGGALO/LETTE... 1) you are NOT a juggalo if the only reason you want to be is because its "cool" 2)you are NOT a juggalo if you call EVERY JUGGALO YOU meet a juggahoe 3)you are NOT a juggalo if you think you are more "down" because you have more shirts then someone else 4)you DO NOT have to do drugs to be down 5) wearing your paint in public DOES NOT make you better than a juggalo who doesnt 6)you do NOT have to flash your tits to be a juggalette 7)getting good grades and carring about school DOES NOT make you a juggahoe 8)you do NOT have to own a hatchetman charm to be more "juggalo" than someone

To All My Mommas...
To all my Mommas... Just for this morning, I am going to smile when I see your face and laugh when I feel like crying. Just for this morning, I will let you choose what you want to wear, and smile and say how perfect it is. Just for this morning, I am going to step over the laundry, and pick you up and take you to the park to play. Just for this morning, I will leave the dishes in the sink, and let you teach me how to put that puzzle of yours together. Just for this afternoon, I will unplug the telephone and keep the computer off, and sit with you in the backyard and blow bubbles. Just for this afternoon, I will not yell once, not even a tiny grumble when you scream and whine for the ice cream truck, and I will buy you one if he comes by. Just for this afternoon, I won't worry about what you are going to be when you grow up, or second guess every decision I have made where you are concerned. Just for this afternoon, I will let you help me bake cookies, and I won't stand ov

Wtf!?!?!?
Why are guys so dumb sometimes? Isn't a booty call a good thing? Why would a guy stand up a girl for a booty call? Damn it! I'm so frustrated..... Shouldn't some kind of contact be made, or some excuse given when standing up a booty call? Seriously, WTF!?!?!?!?

Broked Internetz
I hate the cable company. I hate the cable company's techinical support. I like cheese, though. I thought it was better that I added that in so that people wouldn't think I am just all about hating.

---------special Friend----------------
THEY SAY A FRIEND IS SOMEONE WHO IS ALWAYS THERE FOR YOU, TO SHARE IN YOUR LIFE'S LAUGHTER AND TO CHEER YOU WHEN YOU'RE BLUE SOMEONE WHO, WITH WORD OR DEED BRIGHTEN MANY DAYS SOMEONE WHO CAN WARM YOUR HEART WITH UNDERSTANDING WAYS I SAY A FRIEND IS ALL THESE THINGS EACH QUALITY I HAVE SEEN, IN THE VERY SPECIAL FRIEND OF MINE, THAT YOU'VE SO OFTEN BEEN

Urine Tests
URINE TESTS "Like a lot of folks in this state I have a job. I work, they pay me. I pay my taxes and the government distributes my taxes as it sees fit. In order to get that paycheck, I am required to pass a random urine test, with which I have no problem. What I do have a problem with is the distribution of my taxes to people who don't have to pass a urine test. Shouldn't one have to pass a urine test to get a welfare check because I have to pass one to earn it for them?? Please understand, I have no problem with helping people get back on their feet. I do on the other hand have a problem with helping someone sitting on their ass. Could you imagine how much money the state would save if people had to pass a urine test to get a public assistance check?????

Best Friends
BEST FRIENDS Roses for me For all to see Four dozen Pink, purple and peach Yellow too Sent from my best friend How blessed I am to know you A kind man indeed Rose buds and blossoms Mother Nature’s perfection A powerful perfume The scent for the soul So beautiful they are Divine to the eye But now everyone knows Just how lucky I am And the reason why… You are my best friend Thank you for always being there… I love you! Written by: Melody 5-11-07

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BUILD A LITTLE FENCE OF TRUST AROUND TODAY FILL THE SPACE WITH LOVING WORK AND THEREIN STAY LOOK NOT THROUGH THE SHELTERING BARS UPON TOMORROW; GOD WILL HELP THEE BEAR WHAT COMES OF JOY OR SORROW

Let Me Here That Sound!!!!
I know this is very sad. But everyone stop by and rate my stash. If you rate everything...I will by you a lil gift. And do my best to return all the luv. It may take me awhile...but I will. Thanks so much.

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I'LL ALWAYS BE BESIDE YOU UNTIL THE VERY END WIPING ALL YOUR TEARS AWAYS BEING YOUR BEST FRIEND I'LL SMILE WHEN YOU SMILE & FREE ALL THE APIN YOU DO & IF YOU CRY A SINGLE TEAR I PROMISE I'LL CRY TOO

Where Did The Time Go?
There's a beat dancing in his heart and it hammers in his chest He can feel it slow down these days for time calls it to rest The years have flown by leaving scars to mark the days baby showers and funerals mingle together in the haze He hopes that when this all shakes out that He'll be on the positive side He prays that Heaven will open up and that he'll avoid the downward slide Soon the light will fade and He'll have to step over He'd hope to watch my children grow and dance in fields of clover So shed no tears for this dying man For his life was complete and full He'll go to a place where they know his name and peace is the guiding rule Time ticks with each new day and a boy will become a man He'll take his place in the sun and fulfill the Master's plan For with every life, there comes a death and Nature makes this so embrace each moment when it comes because time will never let you know Bryant

In Dreams
in dreams the world is a wonderful place Everyone dances Everyone has a smile on his face in dreams I'm better than I am I'm deeply in love With a passion that breaks the dam I'm important When my eyes are closed I have friends And their love always shows I wish I could sleep forever For I'd feel no pain I'd be like any other man Instead of being insane When my eyes are closed I feel my spirit fly When my eyes are open All I do is cry......... Bryant

I Have Seen Heaven
I have seen Heaven in the sparkle of her eyes for a moment in her presence my love I can't disguise I have seen Heaven and felt it in her touch I have swallowed all the passion and never I have wanted her so much I have seen Heaven and danced with Angels therein I have tasted her beauty in a place where time never ends Dear Father Is this place real? Can I honestly trust the emotions that I feel? I have seen Heaven and I know paradise does exist even in this fool's errand it's her love that I can't resist I have seen Heaven and when I leave this plane I'll embrace the notion and know that love is more than a name...... Bryant.

Surrender
Upon the solitary gallows I'll make my stand This last act of defiance with a noose in my hand There'll be no tears Gone is the passion, honesty and hope I'll chase away the lies with the snap of a rope Call it what you will Call it a fool's blunder I only know one thing in this moment, I shall.... Surrender She thinks I don't know But I saw her with my eyes On this day, I came home early and betrayal was my surprise I let the flowers fall from my hand they hit the floor He pounds her again and again and she keeps screaming for more I can still hear them The lust burning in my ears I've never tasted her fire never in 15 years Her explosion is coming as he drives her passionate thunder her body soaked in desire the only choice is..... Surrender I guess they'll find me later I'm sure they'll cut me down pour me in a 6 foot hole and go back for another round You could say I had options for there are a thousands parts to play but my

When Love And Death Embrace
may 11th, 2007 6:50 pm when love and death embrace,,,, Current mood: sad when love and death embrace.... its the title of song by HIM, and yet it tell the story of my blog here today. my friend nell, has a daughter whos name is Ivory, and turned one on May 9th 2007. She turned one. This was also the same day a good man died, and I will miss him very dearly. I had just found out today though that he had passed. His name was Marcus Meis, but everyone called him Wayne. He was 68 years old. He died in his sleep at a Hopsice facility, where his daughert, Candace Lee, vivisted him faithfully and stayed by his side. She is one of my best friends, and is suffering. At the same time I was so happy for my Friend Nell because she was celebrating a milestone in her life, her daughters 1st birthday, and those are truly special. One of the most important moments in anyone life. the day you are born, your fist steps, words, walking, first birthdays, and everything else, and then the

-------never Walk Alone--------
YOU'LL NEVER WALK ALONE WHEN YOU WALK THROUGH A STROM HOLD YOUR HEAD UP HIGH AND DON'T BE AFAIRD OF THE DARK AT THE END OF A STORM IS A GOLDEN SKY A SWEET SILVER SONG OF A LARK WALK ON THROUGH THE WIND WALK ON THROUGH THE RAIN THO' YOUR DREAMS FREE TOSSED AND BLOWN WALK ON WALK ON WITH HOPE IN YOUR HEART AND YOU'LL NEVER WALK ALONE YOU'LL NEVER, WALK ALONE.

What Is Life Without You
what is life without you you're the princess of my heart you're the season of my happiness you're the locket holding my dreams the picture of my dreams what desires are left without you? whether I win or lose everything is tied to you without you there's nothing empty are the nights useless words I startle at every sound of footsteps I see you everywhere I think of you always I desire you all the time without you my life is on hold the time I spent with you nothing is more precious than that I breathe only for you I live only for you I even want to die with you you're my reason for living trust in me without you there's nothing

Prediction
Julie Location of Death: Herndon, VA Date of Death: 5/11/2021 5:42:19 PM Last Person Called: Bo Last Number Dialed: (703) 376-644* Autoposy Performed: None Performed Date of Autoposy: N/A Cause of Death: Suicide See your own death. Or Try this Awsome Game

And The Randomness Goes On And On!
There is no light at the end of the tunnel The skies are always gray Clouds descend upon you You can't wait for the end of the day When the darkness surrounds you Swallows you Feeds off you Fuels your will to die And when the darkness is done with you It spits you out Naked and alone Left to die And then you cry Because this darkness is never-ending So you invite it in And this darkness becomes you And you become this endless darkness She sits all alone Consumed by her thoughts Too many thoughts Can't keep them all straight She just wants to clear her mind Rid herself of the demons inside Nothing seems to work She's doomed to a life Of loneliness and fear Unable to move From this place in time Consumed by her thoughts Trapped in her mind I need someone to save me Save me from this chaos I'm surrounded by No one can save me now I've fallen Fallen right over the edge of reality I'm trapped Trapped in a world of hatred and lies There

More Random Thoughts
The world spins wildly Round and round I'm going crazy Insanity bound I left my mind In some bar's lost and found One drink after another Down down down The emptiness inside Temporarily full Then I wake up Hangover from hell The world stops spinning I now see clear What an ugly sight before me So I drink some more To make it disappear Vision blurred, heart racing Everything looks beautiful I feel alive again At least for now Of all the lessons I have learned I hope to pass on at least this one Love the people that take care of you Love the friends, you know are true Love the enemies with which you've fought Love the family that gave you their hearts Love the strangers you'll never meet Love the earth beneath your feet Love the one whose heart you've sought And love yourself no matter what A mother's love knows no boundaries She sees no flaws or imperfections She loves whole heartedly And holds nothing back A mother would sacrifice ever

Why Cant People Learn
I wish the new people that join would talk with some of the others that have been here and learn what we are all about. Instead the young little shit heads come on and start blasting the low ratings to be a smart ass. airborn a new cherry young punk kid came on and low rated all my photos. you know if you dont like what you see fucking leave my page. I didnt ask for you to come and go through my page and i sure did want your rude ass rates. I returned the favor and blocked his ass.

Very Rough Day....
Well today was not the best....Ever been to a funeral and got into a knock down drag out fight? Well my family..YA it happened.... My whole family and my cousins family do not get along and together today at the funeral escalated BIG TIME....My cousin Kevin lost his wife, his daughters lost there mother..Someone lost a daughter, So everyone should of been together in this..BUT they chose to make a problem between kevin and his wife (who the funeral was for today Sonya) were having some problems and she was living with her best friend for the last week, So at the funeral when it asks does anyone want to say anything? Her side of the family got up and bashed Kevin the husband and the children's was there they are 11 and 14 and they just lost there mother..And heard that whole side bash there father...The 1 speech went like this..."Sonya was a great sister, she was a great mother to her children ..She was my mothers baby, she was a best friend, she was a wonderful nurse and she will b

Just Some Random Thoughts From My Head!
You hold my bleeding heart In the palm of your hand And try as I might I can't make you understand You have this power over me So why don't you just set me free Caught inside your cast iron grip It's like a fucking acid trip Crush me, break me, rape my soul Why can't you just leave me whole I'm dying from the outside in Cast a smile in the right direction Catch the eye of your own reflection Caught in a world of misconception Flaunting all your indiscretions Slipping slowly further down Spin the world till all have drowned Battered, bruised, broken, bound Not quite lost but never found I feel so lost and lonely Never knowing whether I'm coming or going My soul is empty and broken I long to leave the eternal hell that surrounds me To fill the void deep within me Yet it seems so impossible Will I always be trapped here in this madness Will there ever be an end to my sadness You slither around inside of me Searching for the better

I Love New York 2
ok so i watched her on flav's show and how she got dissed there...then i watched i love new york and once again her ass got dissed there...NOW they go and do yet another stupid show with her on it and you have all these damn stupid men on the net around the world trying to be on the damn show! now tell me something.....is it just to be on tv or do you all find her attractive? cuz i dont think she is all that pretty, and not cuz she is thin and rich..i just dont know what all the hype is about....i have friends on my list sending out all these damn bulletins about go vote for me on the i love new york 2 website...hell no i will not go and vote for you!!!! you gonna look like a stupid fool if your ass actually gets on there and then she downgrades you in front of the entire world!!!! and what do you honestly think will come out of any of it? i just think its all stupid!

--------------taps---------------
DAY IS DONE GONE THE SUN FROM THE LAKES FROM THE HILLS FROM THE SKY. ALL IS WELL, SAFELY REST. GOD IS NIGH. FADING LIGHT DIMS THE SIGHT AND A STAR GEMS THE SKY, GLEAMING BRIGHT FROM AFAR, DRAWING NIGH, FALLS THE NIGHT. THANKS AND PRAISE, FOR OUR DAYS, NEATH THE SUN, NEATH THE STARS, NEATH THE SKY, AS WE GO, THIS WE KNOW, GOD IS NIGH.

Stop And Consider
Before you choose to become angry, consider that your anger is not likely to achieve anything. Remind yourself that there is a more positive and productive response available to you. Before you allow an unexpected distraction to throw you off course, consider that you do have another choice. You can choose to move quickly beyond the distraction, and to stay focused on your original task. When you're tempted to feel resentful or sorry for yourself, stop and consider that such feelings will only intensify your difficulties. Choose instead to feel gratitude and to experience the real empowerment it can bring. If you just don't feel like making the effort, stop and reconsider. Make the most of each opportunity to create value before that opportunity slips away. When it seems that nothing is going your way, consider that in every defeat there are the seeds of triumph. Choose to find the positive aspects and to build on them. Before you give your time, energy and effort to

Is Their A Desent Women Who Like Nice Guys,and Doesn't Care About Looks?
You know for several years,month,and Days.I been asking.Why do women prefer guys who are jerks,and treat them like shit?Still i haven't got an answer to that question,but I think that nice guy finish last is proven to be true.I mean nice guys always try hard to work their relationship by treating their love with respect,or do whatever she wants,but it isn't good enough for them.When they get tired with you they suddenly go look for someone else whose more of a jerk.A guy who doesn't give a crap about them.In other word a handsome guy,but i don't know it's just my point.Maybe i am wrong thou,but i seen it happen several times to me and some other guys that i met.Don't get me wrong thou.Their was this one time that i did do something wrong to a woman,but i had a good reason thou,and yet i admit that i made a mistake,and for that i'm paying for it.Anyways to all the girls that broke my heart.I would like you to know one thing.What comes around goes around,and excuse my language "Go fuck y

Vetting The Va
VA medical care ranks among the world’s best. But the system is dogged by red tape, disrepair. Older vets worry that the influx of veterans from Iraq could crimp benefits. By Douglas Waller May 2007 The report in February sparked outrage. The revelation that soldiers recovering from wounds inflicted in Iraq and Afghanistan were housed in squalid outpatient facilities at Washington's Walter Reed Army Medical Center also exposed a divide in the care of the nation's veterans. Beyond the debacle at Walter Reed, which is run by the Defense Department, are the problems veterans face once they leave active duty and try to enter the health system run by the Veterans Affairs Department. That agency has come under fire for tightening eligibility rules that deny care to hundreds of thousands of vets and for long delays in processing disability claims. In March a VA review found more than 1,000 maintenance problems—such as leaky roofs, peeling paint and insect infestations—at

Great Story
I wish you could comprehend a wife's horror at 6 in the morning as I Check her husband of 40 years for a pulse and find none. I start CPR anyway, hoping to bring him back, knowing intuitively it is too late. But wanting his wife and family to know everything possible was done to try and save his life. I wish you knew the unique smell of burning insulation, the taste of soot-filled mucus, the feeling of intense heat through your turnout gear, the sound of flames crackling, the eeriness of being able to see absolutely nothing in dense smoke-sensations that I've become too familiar with. I wish you could read my mind as I respond to a call, Is this a false alarm or a working fire? How is the building constructed? What Hazards await me? Is anyone trapped?" Or to call and ask what is wrong with the patient? Is it minor or life threatening? Is the caller really in distress or is he waiting for us with a 2x4 or a gun? I wish you could be in the emergency room, as a doctor pronounc

My Friend (i Love You)
I've been thinking my friend and i realized something when i look at you i forget everything i know this is strange coming from me but when i look in your eyes its like I'm lost at sea your smile is so beautiful i have to admit when you smile at me i want to taste those sweet lips and when we give our goodbye hugs and I'm there in your arms i never want to let go i just want to hold on and when i see your new scars it hurts deep in my soul dear friend just stay strong i cant live my life without you by my side

Lovers
HER LIFE...... left laying upon the tracks feeling all alone off in the distance is a train wondering where you been wondering if you will be back memories play upon my mind like a juke box still hear your voice, always turning around to see if youre there is it really over? my thoughts take a vacation from this new lover my body begins to quiver as if your hands are roaming all over the way you look at me makes my heart jump i would have dropped everything when i hear the knock upon my window, this train is approaching the whistle is blowing my life is all tied up upon these old tracks my love within has been rough up, torn apart from my very being because of you...

Lovers
EVERYTIME IT RAINS.. EVERYTIME IT RAINS MY HEART THUNDERS WITH THAT NAME EVERYTIME IT RAINS MY SOUL FLASHES LIGHTNING WITHOUT SHAME EVERYTIME IT RAINS MY LIPS FELT THE PAIN OF YOU LEAVING MY BODY DOESNT HAVE THAT EXTRA WARMTH AT NIGHT EVERYTIME IT RAINS THE DROPS OF TEARS COME POURING OUT OF MY EYES TISSUE FLOATS AWAY FROM MY FINGER TIPS EVERYTIME IT RAINS THE CLOUDS YOU LEFT BEHIND REMAIN FOLLOWING ME AROUND, EVERYTIME IT RAINS DO YOU WHISPER MY NAME..

Love
ITS NOT OKAY TO STARE.. ITS NOT OKAY TO STARE.... its not okay to stare at my breasts those you cant touch its not okay to stare at my ass wishing to grab them firmly its not okay to make rude sexual comments because you dont wanna know the real me i am not a notch in your bed post i am a warm caring person who would rock your world its not okay to stare and drool because i am not your pin up on your sleazy wall posing sexy for you, thats degrading its not okay to stare.....

---i Can't Cry Hard Enough-------
I'M GOING TO LIVE MY LIFE LIKE EVERY DAY'S MY LAST WITHOUT A SIMPLE GOOD-BYE IT ALL GOES BY SO FAST AND NOW THAT YOU'RE GONE I CAN'T CRY ENOUGH NO I CAN'T CRY HARD ENOUGH FOR YOU TO HEAR ME NOW I'M GOING TO OPEN MY EYES AND SEE FOR THE FIRST TIME I'VE LET GO OF YOU LIKE A CHILD LETTING GO OG THIS KITE THERE IT GOES UP IN THE SKY THERE IT GOES BEYOND THE CLOUDS FOR NO REASON WHY I CAN'T CRY HARD ENOUGH NO I CAN'T CRY HARD ENOUGH FOR YOU TO HEAR ME NOW I'M GOING TO LOOK BACK IN VAIN AND SEE YOU STANDING THERE WHEN ALL THAT REMAINS IS JUST AN EMPTY CHAIR AND NOW THAT YOU'RE GONE I CAN'T CRY HARD ENOUGH NO I CAN'T CRY HARD ENOUGH FOR YOU TO HEAR ME NOW

Love
THE BIG SECRET.... aftermath of my hearts desire everything in my path was set on fire he comes around more than ever we tell him it was the drinking but only once the big secret it was more than once the pure enjoyment of this kiss lingers in my thoughts as i sober up my fantasies runth my over my cup when i see his face it transform me back to that dark place where it was okay to keep those feelings astray his touch overwhelmes my body like no other could at this point in time the big secret, well the big secret is? i enjoyed it, and want more... even though its forbidden....

The Last One
Call me Ishmael. I never thought my life would be so similar to Melville's Moby Dick. Call me Ishmael is the first line from the classic novel. Ishmael was the only survivor of the encounter with the white whale. It is through his recounting of the story that the reader finds out what happened and how he alone survived. My life has recently seen me become as Ishmael was. The last survivor of a tight crew. Earlier today the phone rang. The voice on the other end was one I had not talked to in years. It was the voice of the little brother of the drummer from my first band. He told me of his brother's passing. It seems Wednesday night on his way back from the store he was hit by a drunk driver. His car was totalled and he did not survive. Bob Blackwell was a great person and an incredible musician. He earned my respect a long time ago. We had loosely kept in touch after the band broke up in 1986. We were just teen-agers then. From 1983 to 1986 we were in a great band called The Nuckin

Mean Moms
I am proud to be a "MEAN MOM". I hope your one also. Our future >depends on it. > > >"Mean Moms!!!" > > >Someday when my children are old enough to understand the logic that >motivates a parent, I will tell them, as my Mean Mom told me: >I loved you enough . . . to ask where you were going, with whom, and >what time you would be home. >I loved you enough to be silent >and let you discover that your new bestfriend was a creep. >I loved you enough to stand over you for two hours while you cleaned >your room, a job that should have taken 15 minutes. >I loved you enough to let you see anger, disappointment, and tears in my >eyes. >Children must learn that their parents aren't perfect. >I loved you enough to let you assume the responsibility for your actions >even when the penalties were so harsh they almost broke my heart. >But most of all, I loved you enough . . . to say NO when I knew you >would hate me for it. >Those were the most difficult battles of all. >I'm

Bill Of Rights
Lot of common sense in this!!!!!!! > > > > > > Subject: Fwd: Fw: kids bill of rights > > > > DON'T MESS WITH MOM > > > > The Childs Comments and Thoughts > > > > My son came home from school one day, > > with a smirk upon his face. > > He decided he was smart enough, > > to put me in my place. > > > > "Guess what I learned in Civics Two, > > that's taught by Mr. Wright? > > It's all about the laws today, > > The 'Children's Bill of Rights.' > > > > It says I need not clean my room, > > don't have to cut my hair > > No one can tell me what to think, > > or speak, or what to wear. > > > > I have freedom from religion, > > and regardless what you say, > > I don't have to bow my head, > > and I sure don't have to pray. > > > > I can wear earrings if I want, > > and pierce m

Naughty Application
NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" Best one will get a reply...... 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK TO YOU! EVEN iF YOU HAVE A BO

To: A Feeling (comment Please)
a million times i thought i found you, just to break in two, so many nights i've lied without you, holding my pillow thinking of you, everyday I miss you, and the sweet things you do, now my heart is bleeding, bleeding for you, bleeding for you, Oh i miss you, more and more each day, i need you more, more than words can say, i feel so lost without you, wont you wipe these tears away, I'd give anything, just to make it through the day, candle lit dinner for two, roses and wine just miss'n you, i wish on every star in heaven, you might be wish'n too, i guess I should let love find me, but i'm not sure i belive, does love even know who I am, guess i'll just wait and see, guess i'll just wait and see, Oh i miss you, more and more each day, i need you more, more than words can say, i feel so lost without you, wont you wipe these tears away, I'd give anything, just to make it through the day,

Update On Mom
Well theres good news n bad news. Her infection is bout cleared up n shes got her senses n memory back, n feeling like hereself in that respect. The bad news is she dont have 2 compressed discs, her back isbroke in bewtween the two discs, They say irs fixeable but shes scared ofback surgery. Shes still hurting alot n fer good reason. But she'll only take musclereaxers n barely take her painkillers, she said she dont wont to be addicted to em. So thats just her pride, n thats my Mom. If i could take her pain i'd do it in a heartbeat, shes just tougher than hell. So i miss all yall n keep ya up to date.

Naughty App
NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON" Best one will get a reply...... 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s)? 4. Do you think I'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to receive Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Threesome? 20. How many times would you like to cum? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 21. Can I use you as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK TO YOU! EVEN iF YOU HAVE A BO

Friends & Family!!!
I have noticed allot of the peoples in which talked with me,, don't no more and those who rated my stash same thing.. What is going on? I mean did I say anything wrong and or do anything wrong to you all?? Please if this is the case do let me know,, I understand that sometimes I do not respond right away which means I'm busy but I'm always trying to getta every1... Much love an thanks 4 your time!!!

Spring Cleaning Is Here
CLEANING HOUSE FOR 2007 Last Week I threw out Worrying, it was getting old and in the way. It kept me from being me; I couldn't do things God's way. I threw out a book on MY PAST (Didn't have time to read it anyway). Replaced it with NEW GOALS, started reading it today. I threw out hate and bad memories, (Remember how I treasured them so)? Got me a NEW PHILOSOPHY too, threw out the one from long ago. Brought in some new books too, called I CAN, I WILL, AND I MUST. Threw out I might, I think and I ought. WOW, you should've seen the dust. I ran across an OLD FRIEND, I hadn't talked to in a while. His name is GOD the Father, and I really like His style. He helped me to do some cleaning and added some things Himself.

Midnight Train (comment Please)
Thought a drink might help me forget you, Just a shot to numb the pain, Well that was 2yrs, 5weeks and 4 days ago, And I'm still pour'n my life away, Now I'm starin at the bottom, Of another empty day, filled myself full of 80 proof, But it just won't drown the pain, Chorus; Now all this drinkin has me thinkin, Girl you were right, I'm a nobody going nowhere, But I'm leaven here tonight, I'm packin up my heart, leave'n the memories behind, With a one-way-ticket to anywhere, Try'n not to lose my mind, thoughts keep press'n, No matter what I do, Everytime I turn around, Seems I'm see'n you, Clearly its over, Don't know why I can't let go, Maybe because your love, Is the sweetest I've ever known, Chorus: Bridge: Now I'm chokin down these memories, In the pour'n rain, Suitcase in my hand, Wait'n on that midnight train, Chorus

This Woman
From the day that I was born I knew that I would do well Because I saw the women that brought me here And knew she'd catch me if I fell All the time I was growing up I always felt so calm and so safe Because I knew I had someone with me Who could always put a smile on my face Even when I was a little girl Making mistakes that were sometimes bad She never, ever lost her temper And she'd rarely show that she was mad This woman is the reason That I am who I am today She did the perfect job Of raising me in her way I have so much love for her Even more than my heart can hold Sometimes I don't know what to do with it So I tell her more than she needs to be told This sounds like an amazing story I bet your wondering who this woman could be You're probably wishing you were her So you could be the greatest person that anyone will ever be Well, Guess what my dear That amazing woman is you You're the one this poems about And all of these words are true

Liar
You turn your back and walk away The turn to me and try to explain Shut the hell up, I dont care what you say I dont have time to play your games You convinced me to fall for you Now I see its something I shouldnt have done And I find this much is true I see you think you have won Though somehow I have come out above Cause I dont have to deal with you Even though I fell in love I couldnt take all the crap you put me through Im not quite sure how it would have been I honestly dont think you care But thinking back, do you remember when you promised me all the things we'd share To thinb about it all right now And recalling all the memories I dont exactly know how You made me believe all the things you said to me But you know thats okay Because it taught me to be Stronger and watch what I say, Who I talk to, and what I choose to believe

Mother
What a lovely and enchanted rose you are my mother Genuine, sincere, and your beauty unlike any other Like a rose, a purpose there is for motherâ??s thorns Your wisdom, love, and sometimes even your scorns you live your life to direct and guide us with your bless never complaining about the pain we cause or the stress Mother you are an angel spreading sweetness around Sacrificing, given, and your kindness is so profound In my heart forever youâ??ll be a rose in full bloom Pure love, great compassion, and a scent of luxurious perfume A heart my mother you have, surely made of the finest gold Wisdom greatly shines every day as the years unfold Your soft heart is like a sweet garden of rare beauty Being compassionate to others it seems to you as duty Thoughtfulness and gentleness I feel as your words flow When ever I see you smile deep in my heart love glows Yes mother, no one could ever in my heart take your place I alwa

Emotions
emotional situation ♦f*ck you¢¾ http://www.cherrytap.com/sugerlips870 You go there and visit and get one. Enjoy. I am angery because my grandmother and i had a great time when she got home my self esteem is gone when she called me lazy. Hello. Talk to her son anyway im sorry i have nothing maybe i am nothing idk my emotions and my shaking and numb here is the words to the song it really explains how i fucking feel about my grandmother and my life that andy and i far from eachother i rather be closer than feeling worthless love u baby. I'm tired of being what you want me to be Feeling so faithless lost under the surface Don't know what you're expecting of me Put under the pressure of walking in your shoes (Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow) Every step that I take is another mistake to you (Caught in the undertow just caught in the undertow) [Chorus] I've become so numb I can't feel you there Become so tired so much more aware I'm becoming t

Laughing Silently...you Leave
You look at me And laugh in my face So just leave me be I need my space We were a team Two really good friends Or so it would seem We were together to the end What happened when you left my place On the day he brought you great pain Now it seems I have been replaced And the feeling nags at me, driving me insane He now comes before me Though you say its not true But obviously you dont see All the things I do You left my side to be with him And while you say you care You show differently because he fulfills your every whim And the time we had together we no longer share I have lost everything I care about I cant take the pain anymore I want to stand and shout Now I will no longer implore You have hurt me Just like everyone else So go and let me be Alone again, at last by myself Go now I dont want you here I dont want you around So you wont sit and peer go without making a sound

Mother's Day
To Someone so sweet To Someone So True To Someone who is just like you To someone I love as much as you, I just wanted to say... Late at night while I sleep I dream about all the things All the things youâ??ve done for me Sometimes I wish upon a star To be as great, for once, as you are And even though I know Know that I will have to wait I still wonder if I can be as great And on this day, May 13th, 2007 I wonder if when you go to heaven If all the children there will see you See you for who you are You are a wonderful mother, A friend, a daughter The light that guides the way I Love You, Mom Happy Motherâ??s Day

Promises
This ring I present to you, as a symbol of my commitment. My commitment to you, and to the promises I now make. I promise that you will be my one and only, the only one that I share my love with. I promise I will always be true to you, I won't ever break your heart. I promise to treat you like a princess, just the way you should be. I promise to never hurt you, whether it be physically or emotionally. I promise to lift you up, at those times you are feeling down. I promise to wipe your tears, whenever you need a good cry. I promise to keep you smiling, to show off that pretty smile of yours. Last of all, I promise to love you with all my heart, until the end of time.

Dream Come True
Have you ever had a dream come true? A dream that totally amazed even you. I�ve had a dream most of my life, In this dream I find a wonderful wife. She is loving and kind and cares for me. She helps me to become all I can be. Sometimes I act so terribly sappy. It always seems to make her happy. She brightens my life more than the sun. We laugh together and often have fun. And during the times that I must cry, She is always there to make my eyes dry. In you my love, I have found all these things, And if you will, please wear this ring. And if you are nothing more than a dream, I hope I never wake up.

My Son
I have a son that was born 2 months early. He has been through so much in his little life time. He is not even two and has spend a total of 4 weeks in the hospital. He has been through so much testing and so many procedures. I took him to the doctor and he is still not where he is suppose to be with his height and weight so he will be seeing more specialist to see what they can do....They are thinking about hormome treatments. Please keep my son Dylan in your prays....

.........
I just want to say im sorry that ive been such a bitch lately, for those of who know me you know thats not me....ive just had a bad week...so i just wanted to apologize to the people i pissed off cuz i know i did, but i didnt do it on purpose and I feel bad. Im still not my normal self, but I am sure the real cindy will be back soon Sorry again and thanks for everybody who luvz me anyway... ~Cindy

I'll Always Love You
Before I met you, I was badly hurt from relationships that fell apart, I didn't wanna live no more I just wanted an end, I thought nothing could cure me, My heart would never mend. You walked into my problems and made them go away, I didn't wanna be with you, 'Cause I thought you'd hurt me someday. I gave you a chance to see if that was true, But something was different and you were something new. Now, I know what your love is truly about, your sweet, honest, and loveable, something I can't live without. I hope that this love will last, Because you know I'll always love you, I hope we'll never part, because I know you love me too...

All I Want
MyHotComments / HotFreeLayouts Is it really so hard to ask for one guy....one guy that is interested in me to show me this, and not go and hurt me. I hate trusting someone with my whole heart...loving this person so much that I forget not to fall so easily...yet..I do...so now that I do, it is proven again that MOST men are not real. I have great guy friends that show me how great men can be...why cant the ones that want me like they say be like them. GREAT....and just love me too.

One Hell Of A Day (comment Please)
All I can say -is its been one hell of a day, I wish i could just disapear, I swear I love you- you know that I do, But my words fall on deaf ears, I sit and I pray- this will all go away, This crack in my heart belongs to you, I try not to cry- but I'm so empty inside, Try to convince my heart I never loved you, I park my car- outside this 'ol bar, But I can't go down that road again, Rest my head on the wheel- try'na find whats real, Wondering if this was all pretend, I'm not one for giving up -but you've given up on us, I'm not one for giving up- but you've given up on love, All i can say- is its been one hell of a day, I'm alone in this bed, I replay- the things you use to say, Wondering why I'm alone in this bed...

Forbidden Dream
Safety; thoughts amiss Dreams of you; such bliss A long avenue; a white hall And at the end; is that call A sin; feeling safe today A loving embrace; after a fray And all is well; all is fine Until you get up; tingle of my spine You dismiss and hurry away Taken advantage of on this day And you disappear; run away with tears Left me living with all my fears Is this what you wanted all along Who cares about me; feeling strong And all of this is a ruse My heart melts; carries this bruise And so at the end; of this hall I see you standing there; me feeling small You are gone; silence is here Nothing for me; left with fear And will this happen in real life too Am I mistaken; my thoughts are true Will I be safe; will this be sincere Or will it happen again; thoughts so near

A Bunch To Say About Nothing
well it seems that i have the urge to write a blog but i dont really have anything to bitch or talk about. if there is anyone who is planning or is wanting to hit up either of the 2 ozzfests in texas this summer/fall then hit me up asap. we can ride and party together or something; there are actualy quite a few people planning on going with me on the trip down to SA and up to dallas so it should be a kick ass extravaganza haha. ne who... im out

Heaven Help Me (comment Please)
God knows I love to give, God knows she loves to take, Theres just no way I can live, With the way she just for sakes, I dreamed of love in Heaven, Thought it was here in my arms, Now it seems as fallen, As my broken heart, Chorus: Heaven help me now, I think I'm in too deep, there's just no easy way out, Lord her heart I just cant keep, Let her know I love her, No one could take her place, I'm gonna miss those green eyes, And her smilin face, I promised to always love her, In her heart she knows its true, The pains just too much, Whatelse can i do, Chorus Bridge: Oh I wish she knew, How hard it is to let her go, If she could feel this pain, Then this hell I wouldn't know, Chorus

Small Things (comment Please)
I fight these tears from fall'n, as I lie here and watch it snow, I think about you baby, More than you'll ever know, I lie awake sometimes, Wish'n you were here, So I could hold you close, And dry these tears, But girl keep on livin, That better life you found, You don't need me there, To drag you down, Chorus: Maybe someday, We'll meet again, This really won't be, How the story ends, Yeah, maybe someday, I'll find you again, This really won't be, How the story ends, Its all the small things, That get to me, Like the way you laugh, the way you sing, But I'll kee on dreaming, It's a better place to be, Its the only chance I get, To see you with me, What I would give to hold you, Just one last time, Feel your lips, Pressed to mine, Chorus: Bridge: I'll keep on pray'n, Life treats you kind, Thank you for showing me, A love so few find, Chorus

Im Already Dead
Lonely and hurt broken i remain residing in hell livin in pain masked by lies i slowly fade away the nightmare i live with each and every day the meaning of it all to which my mind attends has not one answer that i fully comprehend the bottom of my mind holds the answers which i call i keep reaching towards it in this never ending fall stay strong and keep going its nevertoo late no one seems to realize that its not worth the wait there is no such thing as help outside of your mind its you against yourself with your demonds interwined its a batlle hard fought but never to be won either way you end up losing when its all said and done too late, came and passed and of me nothing more i wrote my own ending and i shut my own doors live your life to the fullest thats what they all said but whats the point in trying if im already dead!!!

Nosey Inlaw's
SEEM'S MY SOON TO BE EX-HUBBY AND HIS NOSEY ASS FRIEND'S AND OR HIS LOW LIFE BROTHER AND HIS FAT ASS WIFE WANT TO BE LOOKING ME UP ON HERE AND MYSPACE TO FIND OUT WHAT I'AM UP TOO WELL IF YOU READ THIS DAVID.MARK,OR MARIA OR WHOEVER IF YOU WANT TO KNOW WHAT IAM UP TO FUCKING ASK ME DON'T GO SNOOPING AROUND JUST ASK AND I WILL BE MORE THEN HAPPY TO TELL YOU TOO KISS MY ASS....

Nobody
Nobody is around me well not really they've never seen me not the real me just my shell and when I start to come out they show me just why I'm in my shell I dieing inside but I'm all alone nobody is here when I'm wounded nobody there to help me grieve I wish somebody would be there but theres nobody.

Recieving The Signs And Spiritual Healing
I have always been a spiritually sensitive person.Sometimes when signs are given,if i am upset,i may not recognise it right away..and other signs are so strong that they are impossible to ignore...like today.The last few days i have been wrapped up in being upset with tim..stressed out and upset and crying..depressed and nothing but deeply sad.We had just finished out another bout of fighting on the phone when i i got my sign.I saw a HUGE crow fly up to the palm tree next to my porch and just sit there...i looked out the screen door,and it looked dead at me for a few minutes,then flew off. Like all native american people,i have my animal spirit guides/totems..mine are fox,jaguar,dove,buffalo and CROW...I didnt pick them,they picked me..so when a crow made a point to get my attention,its actions werent lost on me.I hadnt been to see my godmother in quite some time,and i knew it was time to see her..I have known her for years and she does spiritual tarot readings with me..and shes qu

Mother's Day Sun. May 13th
HAPPY MOTHER'S TO ALL MOTHERS N GRANDMOTHERS I HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A VERY SPECIAL DAY AND I WOULD LIKE TO SAY A SPECIAL THANX TO ALL OUR MOTHERS WITHOUT UR LOVE N GUIDANCE N GIVING US LIFE WE WOULDNT BE IN THIS WORLD WE LOVE YOU ALL

If U See Me Shout Or Im Me
I hope everyone has a great weekend,and if u see me on tap just shout at me or if your on my yahoo IM just pop in and say hello,you know I'd love to hear from you.If u want my IM on yahoo or msn just leave me a private message and I'll see about adding you,bye 4 now! Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com

Ritual Of First
Eyes wide shut In a blooming, blossoming flower of darkness. Exposed. Tender flesh, Vulnerable, pink, and alive, Ever aware of a quivering, hungry finger Grazing delicately along a velvet rose. An air of electricity, A breathtaking stillness, Of lightning paused in mid strike, And thunder silenced before a roar. A pitiable loveliness, A heartbreaking union. And begin a nectarous, Euphoric dance. Ritual of firsts... The dawn of sensuality, The birth of joy, Of touch and taste and bliss. Alive. With the meshing Of tongues, of physiques, With a blaze of heat beneath your bones. It's a discovery of life, Of God, and of a pain so sweet That in a gasping, screaming, sighing song Your soul leaves you. And walk in a vibrant nirvana Into a deep, dead, sensational slumber With eyes wide shut.

Wow I Actually Had A Good Day......
I am in utter shock. I have had a great birthday. I got shown a lot of love on here and really appreciate it. I got several gifts from friends around here and my exes mom even called me to tell me happy birthday. Yeah I almost had a heart attack when it was her voice on the other end of the line. But the best news of the ay was that I was accepted into a college and now I can start getting mine and my kids lives togather. What more could you ask for on your bday. Take care all be safe and I am goin to party talk to you all soon.

Godsmack - Serenity
As I sit here and slowly close my eyes I take another deep breath And feel the wind pass through my body I'm the one in your soul Reflecting inner light Protect the ones who hold you Cradling your inner child I need serenity In a place where I can hide I need serenity Nothing changes, days go by Where do we go when we just don't know And how do we relight the flame when it's cold Why do we dream when our thoughts mean nothing And when will we learn to control Tragic visions slowly stole my life Tore away everything Cheating me out of my time I'm the one who loves you No matter wrong or right And every day I hold you I hold you with my inner child I need serenity In a place where I can hide I need serenity Nothing changes, days go by Where do we go when we just don't know And how do we relight the flame when it's cold Why do we dream when our thoughts mean nothing And when will we learn to control Where do we go when we just don't know And how

A Woman Fear
What is it exactly with the men now dayzs,what is it that you fear.You know i hear alot of this one statement that all men are doggs n up to no good,but i say that only comes from a person bad experiences.Ok Yes its bad how the world already portray women as bitches,hoes,slutts..in the videos the name calling when arguements arrive.One thing men 4get is that we came from a womans womb n that is god great gift to a woman so there for why disrespect the woman that have the ability to produce,populate the earth by bringing new life into the world.Now grant it the women do need the men on that half to reproduce,but on the other hand Men can become obsolete.Sexually the woman have all types of Toys to please them n most say that a woman can please another woman better than a man can physically.So i say to the fellas.No i say to the GENTLEMANs,Treat all ladies with respect,learn to find a womans necessites,passion,Joy n be beside her when it counts the most.

Save Your Self
This is really hard to talk about but I think the world needs to know, to save other women from going through the things I did. I am a single 24 year old mom of a beautiful 7 month old son. But this is only half about what I have to tell everyone. Well, about 3 years ago my father died of a heart attack at work. At that time I was with a guy named A--- , aka Tre. A few short months later we moved to Acuna MX and opened a tattoo shop called L--. The relationship with Tre was nothing but lies, drugs, beatings, stealing, and cheating. He stole everything he could from me-- cheated on me with 6 different people I know of, including some of my own best friends in my own house! He stole money to buy drugs and other things. He would bitch until he got what he wanted. At one point I went through a 3 month breakdown, and would not even talk to my own mother, because he had me so brainwashed. He had me believing all of his lies, as well, as he did with every one else by gi

I Had A Really Good Friend Killed This Week.
HEY, I WILL BE OFF THE NET FOR AWHILE FOR HAD A REALLY GOOD FRIEND KILLED THIS WEEK IN THE SANDBOX. HE WAS A CONTRACTOR, HE AND I HAD SERVED IN THE ARMY TOGETHER. SO I WILL BE GOING TO CALLY FOR THE FUNERAL. ( QUICK SIDE NOTE JUST NOTED WHILE TYPING THE WORD FUN-eral the word FUN IS IN IT....NOT SO COOL). JUST REMEMBER. " ONLY THE DEAD HAVE SEEN THE END OF WAR " IT TIMES LIKE THIS THAT MAKE YOU REAL WHAT LIFE IS WORTH LIVING AND WHAT MAKES THE WORLD GO AROUND, FOR LIFE IS TO SHORT TO SPEND IT UNDER A ROCK OR IN YOUR LITTLE CUBICAL, OR NEVER FEELLIBNG THE GRASS UNDER YOUR FEET.. SORRY I AM JUST VENTING..SO BEAR WITH ME. THIS MAKES NUMBER 5 OF GUYS, WOULD HAVE TRUSTED WITH MY LIFE FOR A POLICE ACTION, OR AN ILLEGAL WAR. FOR THE PEOPLE THAT KNOW MY EMAIL WHILE I AM GONE. PROB BE GOING FOR AT LEAST A WEEK MAYBE MORE.

Blanket It The Night
Wrapped up in a blanket, Beneath a spring night, Touching you so softly, And holding you so tight Kissing your whole body, In a blanket in the park, Nothing but the moon and the stars, And you and me in the dark We started by talking dirty, As we both are turned on, The feelings grow intensely, As the movement comes on strong You sit on top of me, And ride me into the night, Me inside of you, Nothings been so right Feeling you close to my body, Emotion flowing through me, Breathing harder and harder, Love so easy to see These two souls have connected , And formed a puzzle piece of love, Wrapped in the arms of eachother, With blessings from up above

Godsmack - Keep Away
(Verse 1) Sickness spilling through your eyes Craving everything that you thought was alive, yeah Stab me in my heart again, ah yeah Drag me through your wasted life, are you forever dead (Hook) Do like I told you Stay away from me Never misunderstand me Keep away from me (Verse 2) Twistin' everything around that you say, yeah! Smack me in my mouth 200 times every other day Rag me, I don't hear you anymore, not yet Find out what it means to me, I don't know who you are (Hook) Do like I told you Stay away from me Never misunderstand me Keep away from me Do like I told you Stay away from me Never misunderstand me Yeah! Yeah! Yeah! Yeah! Yeah! Yeah! Oh! (Verse 3) Draggin' on so lonely, aren't you tired baby? Yeah! Breathing life into your lungs are you immune to me? Ahhh! yeah yeah yeah yeah! (Hook) Do like I told you Stay away from me Never misunderstand me Keep away from me Do like I told you Stay away from me Never misun

Stressed Out
I just found out I'm being sued by the state to testify against my ex bf. He is the "father" of my child and I haven't seen him since I was about 3 months pregnant. Now that my daughter is almost 4, five years later, the state apparently "found him...." even tho we live in the same town! Good job guys! So now I have to deal with the fact because his sperm linked up with my egg and created a child IIIII have raised completely by myself....he has a legal right to have a relationship with her and there's nothing I can do about it... If this was a decent man, (and he IS a man, was 34 when I got pregnant) I would have NO problem allowing her to see him. But i felt very threatened, which was why I left him...and there's the fact she's almost four and he never has made a single attempt to see her...it's fucked...but if the state sues him for child support you KNOW he'll take her just to get revenge on me...Im scared

A Submissive's Essay (also Written By Me)
being a submissive ----------------------- When my Master calls, I shall come Crawling or running as is his wish And kneel before my everything To be used or loved at his whim His voice is all i hear His desire is all i dream to fulfill His hands are both the givers and takers The moulder of my freshly broken will His eyes looking down upon me Hold my deepest chastening and highest praise He is the owner of my mind, body and soul In everything i seek only His ways Before him i bow at the end of his day When He is tired and weary of it all And i strive to relax and please Him His slave am i at his beckoned call When He wants music i shall sing When he wants sex He shall demand anything His wants and desires My code and my guide To him alone i pledge my pride This is my poem about the mindset that i see as submissive. These are promises that i make to my Master, and my only goal is his happiness and pleasure. i also look to Him for affection,

Stone Spells
Stone Spells Protection - Amber If you feel you are being subjected to heavy negativity, light a white candle and place it on the ground or floor. Sit before it with a handful of small amber beads or pieces, and using them, create a circle around yourself. Sit within the circle while restoring your energy and closing yourself to any and all outside influences. Repeat as necessary. Place nine small beads or pieces of amber into a bath of very warm water. Soak in the tub until the water cools, then retrieve the amber, towel off, and carry or wear one of the beads or pieces until your next bath. Emotional Upset - Amethyst When emotionally upset, stressed to the point of severe mental problems, or when in any unstable condition, go to a place outside where you can be alone. Hold an amethyst in your left hand. Pour out all your feelings, your emotions, from your body through your arm, out your palm and into the stone. Feel every pain, every emotional low, every hurt. S

How To Become A Gypsy Queen
How do you apply to become a Gypsy Queen? Current mood: productive We're looking for smart, classy, inked women that are beautiful inside and out throughout the country to promote the art of tattoos.Tats not tits!!!! No nudity involved! If you're interested...we start out by having all of our new gypsy queens fill out the questionaire below......which helps us to know your personality and likes ....etc. Simply copy and paste it into a message and send it back to us once it's complete! Here's our questionaire....... 1) FULL NAME: 2) STAGE NAME: 3) DATE OF BIRTH: ( AGE WON'T BE DISPLAYED ON PROFILE) 4) MAILING ADDRESS: 5) E-MAIL ADDRESS: 6) MYSPACE URL & INKEDNATION URL: (ADD US TO YOUR FRIENDS AND ALSO USE YOUR STAGE NAME AS YOUR DISPLAY NAME) 7) TELEPHONE/CELL PHONE: 8) HOW MANY TATTOOS AND THEIR LOCATION?: {INCLUDE PHOTOS VIA PHOTOBUCKET} OR (PHOTOS ONLY CAN BE EMAILED TO BIGWAZOOGIRL1@YAHOO.COM) 9) TOP 5 BANDS: 10)

People Are Stupid
what the fuck is up with some people on here. Everyone worring about the perfect rating like if some bonus other then bragging rights will magicaly apperar in the mail. Cry about it when they dont get a 10 sending people to attack the rater. I hate fake ass motherfucker all the shit in the world today any you crying about a rating on a web site? GO FUCK YOURSELF

Lucky
I ONLY GET LUCKY WHEN I AM AROUND YOU,MY EYES GET ALL PRETTY HAZEL GREEN,AND I AM HAPPY,WE ARE LUCK TOGETHER,I FIND MONEY,PEOPLE GIVE US MONEY,WENT TO THE CASINO TODAY,PLAYED A TEN DOLLAR TICKET WALKED OUT WITH OVER THIRTY FIVE,YOU PLAYED A TEN DOLLAR TICKET WALKED OUT WITH OVER THIRTY.IT IS TO BE LUCKY.

Again
Another girl get away. I hate being jus friends. Thats all i am to every girl i met. and when i do meet someone it back fires on my ass everytime. i jus wish i could meet someone who i can relate to and be loved by. but that jus not gna happen. im to the point where i jus dont give a fuck anymore. everything around me is jus wrong. doesnt feel right at all. chris mikey n nick are the only ones i can really trust. seems like everyone eles is jus lieing to me. and i hate that. i fucking hate it. i jus wanna die. go to sleep and never wake up. come back as an animal maybe even a bird. and jus fly threw the wind and shit on peoples heads haha. specialy on fuckin romans god damn head. and all the girls who broke my heart or didnt wanna take a chance to grab it and see what love i can give.

Cops And Robbers
Afternoon Delight I cannot get my mind off of you. Every time I am alone in thought, I am in thought of you. The pictures in your profile...your letters to me describing your desires...what you like...all the same as me. The thought of our bodies against each other... the pleasure we would share...the passion we would envelope from one another. I LOVE when a gal goes down on me and means it. When she sucks me to pleasure me. A woman who knows how to bring me to my knees in pleasure. You describe this as You, and you love pleasing your man, as much as I love to please my woman. As I finish my dayshift, I decide not to change out of my uniform, and I drive as fast as I can to your house. You are waiting for me at your door, and smile when you see me still dressed in my full gear. The moment we are behind closed doors I grab you by the back of your head, pull you to me and french kiss you deeply. While my tongue explores your mouth, I free your beautiful tits from your blouse and br

When And Where
Kiss me: under the stars under the eyes of my elders in the woods in the backseat on the couch on the floor walk through the dirt barefoot walk through my room and be dirty on the weekend after my homework after school in the parking lot in the movie theater in the movie theater lobby alone at the track meet behind the bleachers on my doorstep wherever whenever

The Greatest Love
The hot sounds from the summer heat, Reminds of times with you in the backseat... Making love all through the night, Enjoying each others embrace so tight... Beads of sweat rolling down your cheek, Kissing you passionately wanting you I'd seek... Moans of sweetness upon your breath, Reciting poetry of Macbeth... Holding you softly in my embrace, Caressing your precious lovely face... Touching your lips to my delight, Watching the magic before my sight... Dancing beats from my heart, Bursting for you from the start... Eyes of passion a heart of gold, Erection that's uncontrolled... A desire to be with someone true, Eternity loving only you... A woman whom given me a natural high, Underneath the northern sky... Sitting here cooling down tonight, Thinking how much you shined so bright... I adore each day that comes by, Watching the beauty before my eye... You'll always ignite the fire in my life, Forever passion with you my wife... Endless love throug

I Would Do Anything For Just A Second To Show What I Have
I want her next to me in my life more than anything I have ever wanted. I wanna show her the love I want to give to her tell she dies. Be with her every moment in our little lifes. Prove to her she is more beautiful than anything and everything in the whole wide universe. Show her how much one man can love a woman. Show her love still exsist and its waiting for her if she just takes that chance. Prove that she is worth something. Worth more than anything. Worth my own life just so I can be with her for a second. But. I cant have her. I cant show her any of what i said. I cant prove anything to her. I cant spend the rest of my life with her. It hurts. It hurts when we hang out. When we talk on the phone. When she spends the night. It kills me. Seeing her with another man. I just cant take it anymore. I want her so bad. I wanna die so bad. Without her love I would die.

Stripper........................................please Repost
Now as cold as this may sound,people have gotten a little lazy these days. I mean how hard is it to fan and rate prior to putting in a request? Is clicking add friend that exhausting or is typing in the word "HI"? Hmmmmm Here is how this works,if you expect me to fan and rate you feel free to do the same instead of asking me in your friend request message to rate,fan and rate your pix to give you points Well I'm not lazy and I am more than willing to put in the effort to delete those lazy people. If you're on my list and you are not my fan yet or you have not rated my profile do me a favor and do so now. I don't have to waste my weekend on people who wasted their time putting in a friend request. NO FAN NO RATE!!!THEN NO FRIENDS Sooooooooo with that being said, I hope you have an amazing weekend. HUGS and much love WildCat

Your Freak
Been called a freak and maybe its true but there's so many things with you I'd do go into detail and you might get the chance to share with me a night of naughty romance I'll meet you tonight in a secluded spot and the moment that we touch thing will get hot now in your arms there's not a moment to waste i want to feel our hearts and bodies embrace biting and scratching is part of the game had no one told ya that pleasure is pain? dont take it slow but dont make it end hop onto the back and take me for a spin tossing and pulling and putting up a fight leads to early mornings from starts of late nights not long after we get done, we're through I'm climbing back on top for round number 2..

After The Burial
The Forfeit Every time your lips spill their poisonous words They infect the ones you claimed to have cared for We are gored by your serrated ways We shed our faith, we’ve bled oceans for your cause We shed our faith in your atrocity We’ve come to claim a thousand lives to live Open hands will shape what little time we have We exude our servitude to a lifetime of deceptive worship Righteous hands will rise, if only to redeem the city of the gods And in ourselves we trust A thousand fists will rain This mighty downpour will wash away There is new hope in every open eye Promise to ourselves that these words will never die We exude our servant hood to a lifetime of immoral worship Righteous hands will rise, if only to redeem the souls of the meek Burn your spores so your plague will not manifest in the hearts of the innocent And when the blackest day becomes forever grey The ash will scatter of what has not remained The ashes have buried you

If I Was Your Girlfriend....
1.)How many times a day would you kiss me? 2.)How many times a day would you just want me to hold you? 3.)Would you take me places? 4.)Would you love me? 5.)Would u let me take you anywhere special? 6.)If I was sick... what would you do? 7.)If we had ...what would you do afterwards? 8.)If one of my friends tried to get with you what would you do? 9.)Would you tell me? 10.)Would you introduce me to your mom/dad? 11.)Would you care about what I wore when we go out? 12.)Would you go to the club with me? 13.)If your friend tried to get with me what would you do? 14.)If someone tried to fight with me in front of you what would you do? 15.)If a guy/gurl tried to talk or dance with you at the club what would you do? 16.)Would you give me your myspace password? 17.)If I gave you mine would you read all my mail? 18.)If I said I loved you would you say it back? 19.) How good do i look from 1-10? 20.)Ho

Offline For A Few Weeks
I'm taking off soon, I'll be in Germany then Denver for a few weeks before coming back here. I don't know how often I'll be able to get online but best of luck to all of you and catch you soon I'm out!!! W00T!!!

Just Some Thoughts
The innocents of a child is so precious. We try to be good parents but its hard. For those new mothers everyday is a challenge. Everytime our child does something bad we try to do something that won't worp their mind. As single parents we always wonder "when they grow up will they have a little place in their heart that won't fogive me?" We work two jobs during the summer to make sure their taken care of. And go to college full time. But if thats what it takes I will do it. My child is my life and I will do anything for him. Lord grant me the serenity to except the things the things I can not change. The strength to change the things I can. And the knowledge to know the difference.

Lyrical
I'm overly posting in my other blog, so I thought I'd give this one a chance to shine. I really don't have a whole lot to say right here, I just wanted to share some lyrics to a song that has been running through my head. Years ago, when a friend helped in breaking my heart she gave me a cassette *it was that long ago* with this song on it and said that maybe it would help me get through the situation. Recently, I've found myself singing it over and over again in my head. So here it is for your viewing pleasure. Love Enough -Point of Grace On your own, All alone and crying A wounded soul on an island in the blue Love's required But you're too tired from trying Don't Give Up There's love enough for you Chorus There's love enough for a broken heart Love enough for another start Love enough in the Father's arms for you When it feels like the tears won't end When loneliness is your only friend There's love enough Love enough for you

I Lost Me Way ,, Poem
I walk threw my life,, People around me that I see,, Seem to see right threw me,, I am the shadow of my own past,, In my life as they may come,, People as I see now.. Just spirit's so vast,, I am lost yet still finding my way,, I scream to the moon,, HELP ME FIND MY WAY,, She has such a pull on me,, And to this I want not to be let go,, Bring me back to myself,, Show me the way,, The power I once held,, How I am told I once was,, My memory of this lost,, Finding my way back.. A long slow path,, A shadow of my own past,, But to now walk the light of my present,, wiisper

Dreams ,,,, Poem
As I lay awake at night ,, Waiting for the warm mornings light ,, I think of you by my side ,, As we go through this life ,, Holding each other in our arms ,, Keeping each other from harm ,, Feeling your touch ,, The feeling of it setting me free ,, We share our love it is so strong ,, It could never be wrong ,, What we have together ,, Is as close as we can be to heaven ,, When the night turns to light ,, I see that this is right ,, When we are apart ,, You are always in my heart ,, With this strong of a love ,, We only need to look up to the stars ,, Because we live as one ,, Under the same sun ,, wiisper

The Storm ,, Poem
Thunder some place in the sky,, I hear it in the distance,, I see the storm as it comes,, Blowing across distance and time,, Lights show as blasts of brilliant collars,, Lighten get close but I can not move,, I watch as it dances across the sky,, I stand and wonder,, Why this calls to me,, Does this bring to me my future,, Or does it hold my past,, I feel the power of the storm around me,, Opening in the clouds I now see,, I heard a bell towel,, I see now the 4 horsemen come,, Is it for me,, I can not tell,, I can not see,, wiisper

Tanding At The Edge ,, Poem
Time seems to all but gone now,, Yet I still have so much more life to live,, I see myself as I am,, A man who stood at the depths of hell,, For so long,, Thinking of that one step,, The three that protect and guide me,, Found my light to fallow,, One step is one step closer,, To see the light so bright,, It blinds at first,, I have come now to stand at the edge,, Into the light or into the dark,, This is the place I feel safe,, To stand and draw from both sides,, Brings me the warmth the need to want,, I just now have to find all that I lost,, Find all I lost,, wiisper

Just A Poem
Words could never express the way that i feel, All i truly know is my love powerfully real.... On look from You sets my soul on fire, Just the thought of You makes me weak with desire.... A feather-light touch melts me to the core, A quick soft kiss leaves me begging for more.... i want to stay forever by Your side, The depth of my love i could never hide.... From the beginning, and on throughout eternity, You have, without a doubt, all of me.... by kajiratrinity_gb

Wish's And Dreams ,, Poem
It seems as I have walked this path for so long,, Along I dream of what I wish,, Among stars I wish of what I dream,, I see my face in the water of a brook,, The water dances among the rocks and fallen leaves,, At night I ask the moons shadow,, Of what to come of my dreams and lost wish's,, I see her in my dreams,, I ask of her in my wish's,, Still she is just a vision of my heart,, I wish as I dream,, That she sees me as I see her,, wiisper

In Love I Have Fallen,, Poem
In love I have fallen,, Love at first caress,, Dreams only wished for,, Wish's only dreamed of,, Can now begin to be seen,, In her eyes I see the world dance,, In her voice I hear the lullabies of the stars,, Love at first caress,, Now known is not that of a mere fantasy,, But that of ones own heart,, Brought together by chance,, Now never willing to let go,, Love at first caress,, Dreams only wished for,, Wish's only dreamed of,, Within ones own heart,, All can come true,, wiisper

Interesting.
Random thoughts... literally. Things have been well for me. Sorry I haven't been around, but as most of you who truly know me know that my life has turned for the better. I don't sit in front of the computer hardly at all compared to what I used to. I'm happy with that. 1. Assuming he can get a raging hard on when it suits you. Contrary to popular belief, men can't just flip a switch and get it up because you decided to stop being a frigid bitch. Getting it hard is your job. I suggest you figure it out. 2. Thinking that kissing needs to be this sweet romantic thing all the time. Sometimes pressing your lips against your partners mouth while you get off is the hot. It depends on the situation. 3. Leaving him responsible for your orgasm. You know what gets you off. Tell him. If you don't, it's your own fault when he's snoozing and you're all wound up. 4. Expecting him to cuddle. Men and women are wired differently. Sex makes most women want to talk and bond and all

To All The Guys That Live Close To Me
TO ALL THE GUYS THAT LIVE CLOSE TO ME..U ALL HAVE TO STOP U CALL ME TO SET UP A DATE WITH ME....THEN TURN AROUND NOT SHOW UP OR STAND ME UP......I HATE THAT SHIT IF U DO WANT A DATE EITHER PUT UP OR SHUT UP IM NOT INTO GAMES....I DONT PLAY GAMES WITH KIDS............AND ANOTHER THING DONT TELL ME UR COMING DOWN AND REALLY UR JUST TEASING I HATE THAT TOO IM TO OLD TO PLAY GAMES.....SO PUT UR MONEY WHERE UR MOUTH IS....OR PUT UP OR SHUT UP...JUST LEAVE ME ALONE......NP.....I HAVE ALOT OF OTHER GUYS AFTER ME.......and whoever read this dont like it to bad...this is me.....i dont get mad i get even

Vanity
Why must I be flawless to be loved I am hunman as well Flesh is always flawed So where do I stand now Out of the shadow of protection That your love afforded me Forgiveness given then ripped away Not being allowed to have my say Stealing the breath from my chest You must be so pleased with yourself And the damage that you inflict Your own Adonis you seem to be SO sure of your own perfection Your superiority a noose around my neck You make my own soul a painful place to be And I know you couldnt care less I know your only thoughts at this time Are on your wounded pride Your reasoning for cutting out my heart Is what other people will think If you show without a showpiece All of your own to give you What you cannot bring yourself A sense that you are in control In a world spinning out of rhythm Your own bastion of perfection Flawless in your eyes as long As your flaws dont show visibly Too bad your heart is not given the right to see And your soul is bound to

Mind Boggling
Have you ever thought you thinked you thought a thought??..or was it just a thought you thinked you thought??..whatever you thought you thinked, was just a thinked thought you thought you thinked..... amazing enuff this does make sence....roflmao

Going Out Tonight
FOR ALL MY LOCAL FRIENDS WE ARE GOING OUT TO GROUND ZERO TONIGHT...HOPE SOME OF YALL CAN COME OUT: This is whose playing: Friday As I Lay Dying, Evergreen Terrace,August Burns Red,Fair To Midland,By The Sins Fell Angels,Straight Line Stitch

Lost
Lost Empty is now the way of my life Nothing moving,days of endless night The soul dies a bit at a time But all i hear is that I'll be fine. Does love die within if it's not used Will betterness be my only fuse? A life of pain dulled by drink No emotions.I try not to think. A woman you meet,you know is the one But distance, and mistrust make it undone So then comes the drinking,sex,and lies neither trusting,neither tries Running on empty..my love fades away At least thats my statement,what I must say What must I do to end all my pain I think all I feel will end up in vain She says that she loves me,should I believe Too much has happened,so much in between. Then she says she feels for another It tears at my gut like a jilted lover All i want is her by my side Everything to her i would confide My lifeforce,my love,my endless soul Only with you do I want to grow old You had my soul,my love from the

Last Chance
Well, this is Carla's last chance. She doesn't call or message me tonight I'm going to tell her to go to hell and never contact me again. Sick of the games and being ignored. Found out she's been less than honest with me, too. I fucking hate being lied to!

Hopeless
There is no hope there is only darkness My life means nothing I serve no purpose I have lost everything and as much as I try I can see no future with me as a part of it My children are not mine My wife is not mine I gave up everything to be with her My family, my home, my life and she has crushed it all I am dead inside, my body has just not realized it yet but soon it will This world does not operate on maybe's and possiblities it knows only certainties and the only certainty that I know is this world has no room for me I was a monster, one of the forsaken I do not deserve happiness I deserve only pain and death you had a chance to save me and you turned your back on me

Newest Update On Amy
Thank you all for the prayers and support you have shown me and my family. My sister Amy Is awake and talking. She is still weak but I feel that the fact that she woke up and is talking is a good sign. She still has a way to go before we will know for sure the outcome but I have faith and hope that all the prayers for her did help. Thank you so much for your prayers.

Questions For Thought And Reflection
Below are some questions for thought and reflection. I am focusing on the prevailing view that man is ultimately just a collection of material or physical stuff. These are off the cuff questions, so this will be a work in process. Hopefully you will have some fun with these. [1] Ever wonder how non-living "material stuff" can somehow become organized and eventually turn into rational, moral, volitional, and self-conscious human beings apart from any personal agent guiding the process? [2] Ever wonder how non-life can turn into life simply by the laws of physics and chemistry but where the process was purposeless and didn't have the "end result" or "final goal" in mind? [3] Ever wonder how "material stuff" which is subject to physical laws in a supposed deterministic fashion, can produce beings that have a sense of volition, freedom, and purposefulness? [4] Is an "idea" of a thing, ultimately the same as a physical thing? If not, then what IS an idea? Where do "ideas" com

To U All!
To everyone that had welcome here I wanted to say "Thank You".For as some of you that have joined my websites and have become paid member's well you all and you know what you get in return!!! :) As you may know there will be a lot for fun and Great Fantsy to come! Well I just wanted to drop by and say that and again to everyone on here thank you and keep a watch you'll never know when I will be dropping in LOL.. Kisses, *DestinyDream*

Bored And Single Wut A Combo!
yes it is friday night . i am single, bored, and at home watching tv. wow impressive right. so what does a woman of my age and looks have to do to get a dinner and a movie beside the frozen food department at groccery store and finding nemo in the dvd player on a friday night? huh? i mean this is getting old and i would really like someone to go out with but even if i had someone i have no clue where to freakin go. i live in a 1 horse town and my horse done died and was made into the glue that holds the stamp on the bills envelope long time ago. geeesssshhhh. i swear being a NUN has to be more fun than this at least they get to wear a habit and make fun of the pope in a dress. now i am done venting i go back to my corner.

Music
Is it just me or is it that every new band that controls the airwaves or sits on top of the so called "charts" gets shittier and shittier by the day. Music has lost its true purpose and meaning in life. Its supposed to be there when you can't find the right words to say or you feel your the only one and then you hear someone else's pain like yours. Not anymore, people are releasing records that have no business standing in front of my local bar's karaoke night. Still I have to pay 60 bucks so that you can live in your mansions and drive one of your 20 exotic cars around. Corporate america is turning everyone into plastic robots who dance and lip-synching to the masses of follower sheep. I love music, real music, when I first heard Nirvana it changed my life. I was a very confused kid from a broken home and I felt like Kurdt was there to give me inspiration as an artist and to open not only my eyes but also the rest of the country that people suffer everyday. Yet here we are today, stil

It's The Little Things
It's The Little Things You can burn my house You can cut my hair You can make me wrestle naked With a grizzly bear You can poison my cat Baby I don't care But if you talk in the movies I'll kill you right there It's the little things It's just the little things Aw it's the little things It's just the little things Yeah it's the little things That drive me wild I'm like a mad dog I'm on a short leash I'm on a tight rope Hanging by a thread I'm on some thin ice You push me too far Welcome to my nightmare No more Mr. Nice Guy You can steal my car And drive it into the lake You can stick me in the oven And put it on bake You could throw a big brick Through my window pane But if I ever hear you ask me How I got my name It's the little things It's just the little things Aw it's the little things It's just the little things Yeah it's the little things That drive me wild I'm like a mad dog I'm on a short leash I'm on a tight rope Hangin

Work/prison
Just in case you ever get these two environments mixed up, this should make things a little bit clearer. @ PRISON @ WORK 1. You spend the majority of your time in a 10X10 cell 1. You spend the majority of your time in an 8X8 cubicle 2. You get three meals a day fully paid for 2. You get a break for one meal and you have to pay for it 3. You get time off for good behavior 3. You get more work for good behavior 4. The guard locks and unlocks all the doors for you 4. You must often carry a security card and open all the doors for yourself 5. You can watch TV and play games 5. You could get fired for watching TV and playing games 6. You get your own toilet 6. You have to share the toilet with some people who pee on the seat 7. They allow your family and friends to visit 7. You aren't even supposed to speak to your family 8.

Assuming Room Temperature
To: All EMS Personnel From: Chief of Operations Subject: Proper Narrative Descriptions It has come to our attention from several emergency rooms that many EMS narratives have taken a decidedly creative direction lately. Effective immediately, all members are to refrain from using slang and abbreviations to describe patients, such as the following. 1) Cardiac patients should not be referred to as suffering from MUH (messed up heart), PBS (pretty bad shape), PCL (pre-code looking) or HIBGIA (had it before, got it again). 2) Stroke patients are NOT "Charlie Carrots." Nor are rescuers to use CCFCCP(Coo Coo for Cocoa Puffs) to describe their mental state. 3) Trauma patients are not CATS (cut all to shit), FDGB (fall down, go boom), TBC (total body crunch) or "hamburger helper." Similarly, descriptions of a car crash do not have to include phrases like "negative vehicle to vehicle interface" or "terminal deceleration syndrome." 4) HAZMAT teams are highly trained professionals

Lisa Jones's Chicken And Cheese Quesadillas
Lisa Jones's Chicken and Cheese Quesadillas Even your fussiest eaters will stop in their well-worn tracks for these quesadillas, which could hardly be easier to prepare and make great use of leftover chicken. Servings: 4 Ingredients: * 8 flour tortillas * 2 cups shredded cheddar cheese * 1 1/2 cups cooked chicken * 1/2 cup salsa * 1/2 cup sour cream Directions: Heat a large skillet over medium heat. Place a tortilla in the pan. Sprinkle with 1/2 cup of the cheese. Add a quarter of the chicken. Top with the second tortilla, pressing lightly. Cook the quesadilla for 2 to 3 minutes, until lightly golden. Flip the quesadilla and cook for 2 minutes longer, or until the cheese melts. Remove from the heat, cut into wedges and top with 2 tablespoons each of salsa and sour cream. Repeat with the remaining tortillas.

Eggplants Stuffed With Crab And Shrimp
Eggplants Stuffed with Crab and Shrimp In this festive preparation, hollowed-out eggplant halves serve as an edible container for a fantastic seafood and vegetable medley. Better than a bread bowl -- and better for you! Credit: Encyclopedia of Fishing Servings: 6 Ingredients: * 6 medium-size eggplants * 4 tablespoons olive oil * 4 green peppers, chopped * 4 medium-size onions, chopped * 1/2 cup chopped celery * 3 garlic cloves, chopped * 1 pound shelled small shrimp * 1 pound white lump crabmeat * 1/2 cup chopped parsley * Salt and pepper * 2 cups fresh bread crumbs, or more * Paprika Directions: Cut the eggplants lengthwise into halves. Drop into a large kettle of boiling water and simmer until soft but not mushy. Drain, wait until cool enough to handle and scoop out the pulp without damaging the shells. Set the shells aside to drain. Heat 3 tablespoons of the oil in a large skillet and cook the green pepp

Depot Days
Well tomorrow big dawg(my bf),beerad,and myself are heading down the road to a celebration called depot days!Not only are we taking our 4wheelers,but beerad is going to spike my hair and dawgs(will be interesting to see the reaction of the people)...So i hope you all have a great weeekend...see you all on the flipside

Isaiah Verse 19
ISAIAH CHAPTER 59 VERSE 19 WHEN THE ENEMY SHALL COME IN LIKE A FLOOD , THE SPIRIT OF THE LORD SHALL LIFTUP A STANDARD AGAINST HIM. I believe that this can apply to all our lives ,many ways , ,the enemy has tried to hinder me from doing GOD'S will ,but I have a GOOD GOD WITH me and no matter what the enemy do , I'mm holding on to GOD , for i know i can depend on him , I've been in worst situations , vietnam, hospitals , my most recent operations , but GOD has delivered me from them , GOD HAS BROUGHT ME FROM A MIGHTY LONG WAYS , All we have to do is depend on him , just when you think you're at your worst , GOD MAKES A WAY , AND HE'S RIGHT THERE when you need him the MOST, no matter what the enemy throws your way , GOD IS IN CONTROL , just believe and you shall receive , you can receive healing financial blessigs spiritual blessing today , if you believe, i know my blessings are in place , I'm passing this on you so you can get yours because we know we can depend on G

Ain't What I'm About
Love ain't what I'm about. Candlelight ain't what I'm in the mood for now I don't need a metaphor to help me get this out Because Love ain't what I'm about I'm about beer and whiskey and drinking I'm about playing the fool and acting without thinking I'm about running with my buddies I don't give a damn Love ain't what I'm about Crying ain't what you're gonna hear You won't have any salty tears drowning in your beer If you're feeling down, then friend you'd better just steer clear Crying ain't what you're gonna hear Love ain't what I'm about The world's got you trapped and friend there's no way out Just give in to your deepest desires Set the whole damn world on fire Love just ain't what I'm about.

Trying To Make Sense Of It All
One person says for someone to NOT do something, then goes ahead and does that EXACT same thing thinking that the same rules don't apply. It's confusing, and childish thought. I'm still trying to make sense of it, but until I do, I'm covering my ass with solid evidence to back my claim if I ever need it. Wow ... people can be completely retarded. Anyway, on a better note, I'm officially 15 wks pregnant (1 more week till 4 months!) ... my baby is only 16.7cm long (that's close to 6 1/2 inches) and I am yet to start showing LOL. From my first visit, I have only gained 6-8 lbs. I'm so proud of myself! :) The man and i are doing great. Reuniting with old friends (who both of us lost due to certain people in our lives) and reminiscing about old times. It's fun to look into the past and realise that the only thing holding you back from getting that back is a good dose of catching up. :) It looks like I'll be going to court. I have to serve papers on a small claims issue to

"haunted"
"Haunted" Long lost words whisper slowly to me Still can't find what keeps me here When all this time I've been so hollow inside I know you're still there Watching me, wanting me I can feel you pull me down Fearing you, loving you I won't let you pull me down Hunting you, I can smell you - alive Your heart pounding in my head Watching me, wanting me I can feel you pull me down Saving me, raping me, watching me Watching me, wanting me I can feel you pull me down Fearing you... loving you I won't let you pull me down

Totally Chocolate Chocolate Chip Cookies
Totally Chocolate Chocolate Chip Cookies Twelve cookies, one pound of chocolate chips -- a good ratio for any chocoholic. Whip up a batch for Mom, or beg the gang to make some for you. Happy Mother's Day! Credit: Big Fat Cookies by Elinor Klivans Servings: 12 huge cookies Ingredients: * 2 2/3 cups (16 ounces) semisweet chocolate chips * 1 cup unbleached all-purpose flour * 1/4 cup unsweetened Dutch-process cocoa powder * 1 teaspoon baking soda * 1/2 teaspoon salt * 1/2 cup (1 stick) unsalted butter, slightly softened (for about 30 minutes) * 1/2 cup packed light brown sugar * 1/4 cup granulated sugar * 1 large cold egg * 1 teaspoon vanilla extract Directions: Position a rack in the middle of the oven. Preheat the oven to 325 degrees F. Line two baking sheets with parchment paper. Put 2/3 cup (4 ounces) of the chocolate chips in a heatproof container or the top of a double boiler and place it over, but not touching

This Guy Can Wave Goodbye To Driving. . .well No, I Guess He Can't. . .
Armless, One-Legged Driver Leads Chase May 10, 6:19 PM (ET) NEW PORT RICHEY, Fla. (AP) - Authorities were led on a high speed vehicle chase by an armless, one-legged man, and they said this wasn't the first time the 40-year-old eluded police. Michael Francis Wiley taught himself to drive after losing both arms and a leg in an electrical accident when he was 13. He spent time in prison for kicking a Florida Highway Patrol trooper after an accident in 1996. He led police on a 120 mph chase in 1998. On Tuesday, Wiley sped off in a Ford Explorer when police approached him at a convenience store, New Port Richey police Capt. Darryl Garman said. Officers pursued, but called off the chase after eight minutes because they did not want to put others in danger, Garman said. Wiley was arrested the next day on charges of fleeing from police and habitually driving without a license. He also is awaiting trial on separate drug charges and traffic violations. He faces up to five years in

I Stole From Wal-mart. . ..
Wal-Mart Shoplifters Hold Signs of Crime May 9, 11:58 PM (ET) ATTALLA, Ala. (AP) - Wal-Mart doesn't want thieves on its property, including two convicted shoplifters ordered by a judge to stand outside with signs reading "I am a thief, I stole from Wal-Mart." Attalla City Judge Kenneth Robertson said Wednesday that an attorney for Wal-Mart told him the shoplifters couldn't finish out their sentences in front of the store. The judge had ordered them to spend two Saturday afternoons holding the signs. Robertson said the attorney told him that the discount retail giant had safety concerns about the sign-bearing shoplifters outside the Supercenter, where they drew notice last Saturday. The judge said the main concern was "that people might try to run them down or throw something at them." He planned to have the two hold the signs outside the courthouse downtown on Saturday. But he said he preferred the penalty be served outside the store. "I told them this tak

What's Love- Ty ~Â© Heart-n-quill 2004 ~
What's Love ? Love is the feeling that your heart stops, when you see the one you love. Love is the feeling that your heart beats faster than you think possible, when you hear their voice. Love is when you protect the one you love, never allowing anything to hurt them. Love is putting the one you love before all others. Love is putting the one you love before yourself. Love is never letting someone come between you and the one you love. Love isn't always agreeing,but seeing each others point of view. Love is talking things thru, not just ignoring a problem thinking it will go away. Love is saying your sorry, when you are wrong. Love Should be alot like the "Golden Rule" ... Do unto others as you would have done unto you .... You love fully and completely you will be loved fully and completely. Love is like a bank account, you can't keep making withdrawls without any deposits, if you do you will eventually have insufficient funds and wonder where the love went. But, most of all love is

Likes/hatures
*Likes* ~ Black and if they come out with something darker I will like that new color ~ ~ Black eyeliner ~ ~ Fishnet Stockings ~ ~ Guns, Knives ~ ~ Anything morbid that has blood and guts ~ ~ A true friend that is not a user ~ ~ Kinky stuff ~ ~ street racing ~ ~ Skateboarders ~ ~ Guys with long hair ~ ~ Punk boys or goths ~ ~ Tattoos ~ ~ Piercings ~ ~ Hair dye ~ ~ Mohawks ~ ~ Black Nail polish ~ ~ Randomness ~ ~ doing art work ~ *HATES yes there is such a thing* ~ Being used ~ ~ the same old bullshit by loser guys ~ ~ Being called names ~ ~ Rap/ Country Music ~ ~ Spiders especially tarantulas I am scared to deathe ~ ~ people putting me down ~ ~ shit talkers ~ ~ the color Pink ~ ~ Coconuts ~ ~ Mangos ~ ~ People how have to hae drama in their lives to survive ~ *finish when I get hiome from work...*

Probly Doesn't Matter!
Did you ever notice: When you ask people to respond, they never do! Do you know how many getting to know you things or how would you answer this things I've filled out in the last 3 months!! And no one does them for me. What's the hell....anyway, just needed to blow off some steam.

A Damn Fine Explanation
The wife came home early and found her husband in their bedroom making love to a very attractive young woman. And was somewhat upset. "You are a disrespectful pig!" she cried. "How dare you do this to me -- a faithful wife, the mother of your children ! I'm leaving you. I want a divorce straight away !" And the husband replied "Hang on just a minute love, so at least I can tell you what happened." "Fine, go ahead," she sobbed, "but they'll be the last words you'll say to me!" And the husband began -- "Well, I was getting into the car to drive home and this young lady here asked me for a lift. She looked so down and out and defenseless that I took pity on her and let her into the car. I noticed that she was very thin, not well dressed and very dirty. She told me that she hadn't eaten for three days! So, in my compassion, I brought her home and warmed up the enchiladas I made for you last night, the ones you wouldn't eat because you're afraid you'll put on weight. The poor thi

Woman Defined By Man
Women. Too often we define ourselves solely based on our appeal to men. And in the name of furthering that appeal, we do more damage to each other than we allow men to. In China, female relatives used to bind their daughters' feet to make them more attractive to men. Are men blameless in this? Of course not. The foot-binding initially had to be a male idea, since only a man would think that having a wife unable to walk gave him more status. But the crime was always perpetrated by women. (The modern equivalent, of course, is the high heel... which exaggerates the line of the female leg, but also hobbles a woman and makes her unable to run or defend herself adequately, all while causing a great deal of pain to the woman involved. Yeah, we haven't come that far, have we?) In Africa, female relatives mutilate the genitals of young girls... once again, in order to make them more attractive to men. Of course, the initial idea of making a woman's enjoyment of sex nonexistent in

Im Cleaning Out My Friends List This Weekend!!!
IF YOU ARE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I NEED ALL MY FRIENDS TO CHECK AND SEE IF WE ARE FANS AS WELL. I AM CLEANING UP MY FRIENDS LIST. ONLY KEEPING FRIENDS WHO ARE MY FANS TOO. I WORK TOO MANY HOURS & ITS BECOME TOO HARD TO KEEP UP. SO IF YOU WANT TO STAY ON MY LIST PLEASE MAKE SURE WE'RE FANS TOO. I'LL BE SURE TO FAN YOU BACK IF I HAVEN'T ALREADY DONE SO. THANK YOU!!

Short And Sweet
Damn, I'm so glad to have passed that physics class. I was stressing all night about it, expecting the worst/hoping for the best. Well, I'm ready to kick back this summer and take a long needed vacation from the bullshit. I've survived another semester...

Please! Please!
So far I'm winning but there could always be a sneak attack! So someone?! Anyone!? Just one rate and one comment per pic!! Please please please! If I win both contest I get a month long blast!!! Sexiest Eyes Sexiest Smile

Just Checking In....
Well I must say that I am probably happier now than I have ever been in my entire life. Things are really looking up, my house is done, my children are beautiful and healthy, I may be moving to a new place very soon. I have looked at a few houses in La Jolla, CA....can I say OMG, beautiful. I am light weight talking to someone I have known for years, and feel confident about it. My life is finally at my pace, by my rules, doing whatever in the world I feel like doing.

Would I Date You
Question #1 You are a Hopeless Romantic...... yes no i don\'t know a little Question #2 Are you a giver or a taker? Definetly Giver Definetly Taker Depends on the person your with a little of both Question #3 Are you short tempered? yes... no... don\'t know takes a lot to get me mad Question #4 When you love it is just for.... SEX TRUE LOVE a little of BOTH I don\'t LOVE Question #5 Do you think you would be good in bed (sex)? yes... no... I don\'t know---never had it never had it but think i\'d be pretty good Question #6 What would your idea of a perfect date? Dinner at a fancy restaurant/a movie Dinner at Jack in the Box & order from the dollar a scary movie go to dollar movies Question #7 How would the date end? with a slap and a hott makeout session makeout followed by a nice slow kiss and Question #8 What turns you on? A HOTT body nice personality Both ( a and b) PORN!!

I've Shed So Many Tears
I've shed so many tears Through-out the years That I've been torn apart I've shed so many tears For the people who hurt me And who did me wrong I've shed so many tears For the guy that I loved But didn't love me back I've shed so many tears For the best friend I had And for the best friend I lost I've shed so many tears Because of my past, The past full of hidden hate I've shed so many tears For the kids who have to grow up like me And live like I do everyday I've shed so many tears Because I can't erase this past I hold inside It grows deeper inside my mind Until the day comes When i just can't push them to the side And the thought of you repeating over in my mind. And all you hear, is the sound of a gun. The gun that took all my problems away...

New Pic's And Video's Of My Girlfriend :-)
I just updated my site (www.thickcaramel.com), with pic's and video's of one of my girlfriends', Lil Nilla. So please check her out on my site. Don't forget about my contest going on from my last blog. The first 100 people to join by 8pm tonight will get a special live web show of me and Lil Nilla messin and sexin with each other tonight at 8pm. So join now!!! Love you all -Thick

Somethiong To Think About
OK everyone, this is my first blog ever, so i hope i do this right lol. Ok everyone is always talking about the war on terror, and how important it is for us to fight it. I can understand that to the fullest degree and i support our troops 100%. I was in the military myself, but what i do not understand is this...our military intelligence divisions, two words that go against each other all the time, know exactly were the terrorist training camps are at. They also know where all the key players are at. If terrorists are truely the target of our fighting men and womens objectives then send them to those areas of the world, let then do what they were trained to do, and bring them home. I do not know about anyone else out there, but i have lost 14 good friends in this "war on terror" and i say enough is enough. Hell if it was up to me, i would let the people in the middle east solve there own problems and take care of the problems here at home first. how can the government sit there and s

The Voodoo Penis
A businessman was getting ready to go on a long business trip. He knew his wife was a flirtatious sort with an extremely healthy sex drive, so he thought he'd buy her a little something to keep her occupied while he was gone. He went to a store that sold sex toys and started looking around. He was browsing through the dildos, looking for something special to please his wife, and started talking to the old man behind the counter. He explained his situation. The old man said, "Well, We have vibrating dildos, special attachments, and so on, but I don't know of anything that will keep her occupied except---" and he stopped. "Except what?" the man asked. "Nothing, nothing." C'mon, tell me! I need something!" Well, sir, I don't usually mention this, but there is The Voodoo Penis." "So what's up with this Voodoo Penis?" he asked. The old man reached under the counter, and pulled out a very old wooden box, carved with stra

Personallity Test
Your Personality is Somewhat Rare (ENFP) Your personality type is enthusiastic, giving, cautious, and loyal. Only about 8% of all people have your personality, including 9% of all women and 6% of all men You are Extroverted, Intuitive, Feeling, and Perceiving. How Rare Is Your Personality?

Loves Song
like a siren i can sing a song to turn to love form a fling my sould you taste from the love we make my words pierce you heart as my soul arouses other parts when you know it was me you wanted all along i know it was just loves song Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

New Production Page
check out MY production page myspace.com/archdarker just got into the game and im making some evil tracks holla @ ya boi! Thats on top of my other page dedicated to my MC'in aka Rappin aka ghetto poetry dedicated page myspace.com/archdark holla!

To The One That Thinks They Are All That
You know what you can take my pic put up fake profiles. You have to hide behind a screen and play childish games. If you wanna play come out of hiding. You piece of trash. Come get me face to face is you have a pair.

Why Men Are Never Depressed:
WHY MEN ARE NEVER DEPRESSED: Men Are Just Happier People-- What do you expect from such simple creatures? Your last name stays put. The garage is all yours. Wedding plans take care of themselves. Chocolate is just another snack. You can be President. You can never be pregnant. You can wear a white T- shirt to a water park. You can wear NO shirt to a water park. Car mechanics tell you the truth.. The world is your urinal. You never have to drive to another gas station restroom because this one is just too icky. You don't have to stop and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt. Same work, more pay. Wrinkles add character. Wedding dress $5000. Tux rental-$100. People never stare at your chest when you're talking to them. The occasional well-rendered belch is practically expected. New shoes don't cut, blister, or mangle your feet. One mood all the time. Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat. You know stuff about tanks. A five-day vacation requires only one su

Friend
Your my friend, And i have trust in you,, For words can't explain, Your friendship so true. I realize now, The greatness you have, But deep inside, you seem so sad. Have Love in yourself, Things will come into place, Open your heart fully, Take is slow theres no race. Everyone feels it, That lonliness within, Dont let it consume you, Or the negative will win. I Do love you, For you are my friend, Im here when you need me, From beginning to end. ~Tina~

Parenting
Hello everyone.How is everyone doing this week? Im good.Monday i was cleaning out the car port and i cut my leg open on some glass that was sticking up out of a box.well by wensday it was infected so I had to go to the doc and get a tetnus shot and im on these pills for a week BUT Im almost done cleaning out the car port.My next project is to re paint outside.Yeah I know boreing shit lol Well mothers day is comeing up fast.I had a great mothers day last year and im sure this year will be just as great.Im so lucky that i get to be a mom.When i was 13 i had docs starte telling me i couldnt have kids cuz of problems i had with my overies.It wasnt easy to have dylan.It took me 8 months to get pregeant and sadly i lost that baby.But one month later I found out i was preggo again.and it was hard.there was a few times it looked like he wouldnt make it.Then haveing him almost killed me.But I would do every sec of it all over again in a heartbeat.ill i have ever wanted is to be a mom.Its not

Just For Fun
A Russian woman married a Canadian gentleman and they lived happily ever after in Toronto . However, the poor lady was not very proficient in English, but did manage to communicate with her husband. The real problem arose whenever she had to shop for groceries. One day, she went to the butcher and wanted to buy chicken legs. She didn't know how to put forward her request, and in desperation, clucked like a chicken and lifted up her skirt to show her thighs. Her butcher got the message, and gave her the chicken legs. Next day she needed to get chicken breasts, again she didn't know how to say it, and so she clucked like a chicken and unbuttoned her blouse to show the butcher her breasts! The butcher understood again, and gave her some chicken breasts. On the 3rd day, the poor lady needed to buy sausages. Unable to find a way to communicate this, she brought her husband to the store...

Erotica: Strip Poker
For years I had tried to convince my wife and her best friend Megan to play strip poker. Honestly all I ever really hoped for was to get a look at her boobs and maybe panties, but nothing could prepared me for what happened last night. We had been sitting around talking and just hanging out when I jokingly asked if they wanted to play strip poker. I saw my wife, Ann give Megan a look and both smirked, and then they both said they would play. I had waited so long to hear them agree to play I almost didn't believe it at first but a few minutes later we were sitting on the floor Ann was dealing and I was as excited as I had ever been. We all agreed that whoever won the hand got to keep their clothing and the two losers had to remove 1 item of clothing. The first few hands were boring, a sock here, a belt there but soon we were getting down to the nitty gritty. Ann won the next hand and Megan and I had to take something off, I removed my shirt and Megan did the same. I have to say I

Your Home !very Soon Love
From the moment I saw the first picture of you Tomaran I knew there was something about you.I couldn't explain it to myself but when I looked at the very first picture of you I felt something stir within me sounds corny and like a after thought of knowing what I know now but not true.I'm sure anyone that crosses your path Tomaran sense that your special I can be sure of that but in the moment I saw you with my own eyes I came back often and every time the same thing happened I sat there looking trying to find the words to explain to myself what the hell it was I was felling and why.Of course there was attraction your a handsome bloke :) But it went beyond that. Then you started to drop me comments and well the interaction beyond wonderful ,I was wowed by your cleverness and intrigued by your savvy.So it was a cat and mouse thing and I knew if anyone was to play it you'd be the one to get it just right.How did I know this because I knew Tomaran from the first interaction deep down

Be For Me
Be for Me I need you hear, Right next to me, To hold my hand, And help me breath, To be the wall, Around my fortress, And be the answers, In my distress, To help me think, When my thoughts grow dim, To be the answer, I have within, To catch the rain, As it passes by, And to fly away, Live in the sky, Stop the moon, From giving light, And keep a bird from, From taking flight, Be the voice, That's in my head, To make me think, On what IV said, To find the peace, I have to hold, And share the thoughts, I should have told, To count the seconds, Of every day, To remember the moments, That pass away, Be this my love, And I think you'll find, There is no life, Like yours and mine.

Longing
What words can be said To describe the hunger I have for your touch The longing for you that imprisons me The desires that keeps me chained there’ Your words, that dance around my heart And give such sweetness to surrender The absent kiss that caresses my skin like a feather Bringing fire to my belly The aching that pulses through me Each time I look at you Or know that you are close Reminding me, of the woman I am

Haven't Posted One Of These In Awhile
Now I used to post a fair amount of news of the weird stories from time to time and it recently occurred to me that I hadn't done so in awhile. So, without further ado I present to you not one but two news of the weird stories. Enjoy! In Neustrelitz, Germany, police called a stolen cell phone and told the guy who answered that he'd won some free beer. According to the Portland Oregonian, the alleged thief happily gave them his address so they could drop off the beer. An arrest quickly followed. Then there is the fellow in Minnesota who was stabbed nine times but couldn't identify his assailants to police because he slept through the whole thing. According to the Winona Daily News, the 23-year-old victim became aware of his injuries only when his girlfriend saw he was covered in blood. He will recover.

Angels
I found a penny today, Laying on the ground. But it's not just a penny, This little coin I've found. Found pennies come from heaven, that's what my Grandpa told me. He said Angels toss them down. Oh, how I loved that story. He said when an Angel misses you, They toss a penny down; Sometimes just to cheer you up, To make a smile out of your frown. So, don't pass by that penny When you're feeling blue. It may be a penny from heaven That an Angel's tossed to you.

How To Get A Refund
Remember this the next time you need to return something and they are giving you a hard time!!!!!!! A woman went to a K-Mart service counter and told the clerk she wanted a refund for the toaster she bought because it won't work. The clerk told her that he can't give her a refund because she bought it on special. Suddenly, the woman threw her arms up in the air and started screaming, "PINCH MY NIPPLES, PINCH MY NIPPLES, PINCH MY NIPPLES!!!!!!" The befuddled clerk ran away to get the store manager in front of a growing crowd of customers. The manager comes to the woman and asks,"Ma'am what's wrong?" She explained the problem with the toaster, and he also told her that he can't give her a refund because she bought it on special. Once again, the woman throws her arms up in the air and screamed, "PINCH MY NIPPLES, PINCH MY NIPPLES, PINCH MY NIPPLES!!!" and doing so draws an even bigger crowd! In shock, the store manager pleads, "Ma'am, why are yo

With You By Tony Terry
Yeah, just like that Ah-ha-ha-ha [Ooh, ooh, ooh] Ooh...hoo...hoo... [Ooh, ooh, ooh] Yeah, yeah When I’m with you, I hear a sound That makes me laugh and smile and sing to you When I’m with you, I feel so free I love that love is going to take control of me When I’m with you It’s for real [It’s for real] What I feel [What I feel] When I’m with you [You], uh-huh When I’m with you, I wonder why People do stop and stare and smile at us When I’m with you, the sun shines my way Baby, our love reflects its rays of light on everyone in the world When I’m with you It’s for real [It’s for real] What I feel [What I feel] When I’m with you [You], Hey, hey, hey Uh-huh [Special touch, a warm embrace] A sweet and tender, your smile, whoa Body warm my heart, so pure Chills when I look, look in your eyes I wonder why People [Do stop] and stare [And stare and smile at us] and smile at us When I’m with you, the sun shines my way Baby, our love reflects its rays

My Lovely Doctors....
well i finally got a damn antibotic and finally starting to get over this. also i harrassed my doctor about not getting my birth control filled on time she finally wrote me a new prescription and its been since januaray since i took my last pill. my doctors are real winners let me tell you..... but i'm doing better and its just going to get better..... do i hope so at least....

Waiting
I am waiting for the winds of change To sweep the clouds away Waiting for the rainbow's end To cast its gold your way Countless ways To pass the days May I turn your world around Will you start looking for the answers To the question you have found May you be looking for An open door The entrance to my realm You see... What you own is your own kingdom What you do is your own glory What you love is your own power What you live is your own story In your head is the answer Let it guide you along Let your heart be the anchor May it beat to your own song When our minds meet Through the life we travel along We can walk our road together. With our dreams that are the same At times we will run alone and free Yet pursue our common aim. Let the truth of love be lighted Let the love of truth shine clear. Having sensibility, armed without fear May our hearts and minds unite Fore in spirit I am always near. Angel Feathers T

A Girl
A girl asked a guy if he thought she was pretty, he said no. She asked if he would want to be with her forever... and he said no. She then asked him if she were to leave would he cry. Once again he replied with a no. She had heard enough. As she walked away tears streaming down her face the boy grabbed her arm and said... Your not pretty your beautiful. I don’t want to be with you forever. I need to be with you forever. I wouldn’t cry if you walked away. I’d die!

Driving
Man driving down road. Woman driving up same road... They pass each other.. The woman yells out the window, "PIG!" Man yells back out window, "BITCH!" Man rounds next curve. Crashes into a HUGE PIG in middle of road. Moral of the story: If only men would listen....

Love
I asked god for a flower ...he gave me a garden I asked god for a tree...he gave me a forest I asked God for a crumb…he gave me a feast I asked God for something…he gave me everything I asked god for an angel...he gave me you

....
Every night I pray for her, I ask God to protect her, For God to lead her, For God to be with her. I know she's out there, somewhere, My future, My love, My completion. This girl is everything to me, She’s been through many things, We’ve both graduated from the school of hard knocks. So we know it's not going to be easy. But with God leading us we know we're safe. This girl is my other half, She is the piece that fits perfectly into this Broken window of a life, She is the puzzle piece that can only fit with mine. This girl makes me, shine, She brings out the best side of me, No matter what the situation. This girl is the best thing to happen to me. She completes things in me that no one could, The Joy she holds just radiates from her face, Her love is continuous, Without her I wouldn't know what to do. I thank God for sending me his Angel, MY COMPLETION!

More Me.
HI some have asked questions like how long have I been into this or what all I have done. it all started when I was alittle kid about 10 or 11 I guess my mom would come into the bathroom when i was taken a bath and she would have to pee or poop there was times she would come in holding her stomach and farting alot at times it was soo smally bad. I woild lay there in the tub and watch as she pulled her panties down and sat on the toilet as it is my mom was not a small woman to me she was real fat had big legs and huge butt and tummy and all wow. there was a time 1 night she came in and had to go real bad holding her tummy and farting she pulled down her pants and sat down and begin to pee and fart alil more then she spread her butt cheeks alittle and sat quite and I begin to hear crackling sounds as she begin to moan and grunt and it started to smell real bad my mom was seating in front of me taken a poop wow. i lay there watched and listened she must of sat there a good 15 or

Tax Truth
At first I thought this was funny...then I realized the awful truth of it. Be sure to read all the way to the end! Tax his land, Tax his bed, Tax the table At which he's fed. Tax his tractor, Tax his mule, Teach him taxes Are the rule. Tax his cow, Tax his goat, Tax his pants, Tax his coat. Tax his ties, Tax his shirt, Tax his work, Tax his dirt. Tax his tobacco, Tax his drink, Tax him if he Tries to think. Tax his cigars, Tax his beers, If he cries, then Tax his tears. Tax his car, Tax his gas, Find other ways To tax his ass Tax all he has Then let him know That you won't be done Till he has no dough. When he screams and hollers, Then tax him some more, Tax him till He's good and sore. Then tax his coffin , Tax his grave, Tax the sod in Which he's laid. Put these words upon his tomb, " Taxes drove me to my doom..." When he's gone, Do not relax, Its time to apply The inheritance tax. Accounts Receivable Tax Bui

!!
you caught my eye as you walked on by cat snatched my tongue before the words had ever begun memorized as i stare into your eyes i get that feeling inside that reminds me that i am alive i can't help but smile whenever i think about you when you look my way i melt completely through it's the way you walk the way you talk the way everything you say connects with my thoughts don't ask me why don't ask me how all i know is that you busted me out you took my world and turned it upside down you give me such a high feeling i never want to come back down. you shake me up you wake me up you tell me never to give up the way you move, the way you stand the way you look in my eyes and hold my hand

Pc Help
ive been having a lot of problems with my computer lately, my most recent problem is not being able to see pics or where to rate i also cant see the graphics on my profile comments does anyone know the cause, or what could be?

Dark & Jealous Ep
My 3rd release on Axum. 2 mixes of Dark Place including a great one by my friend Lukas Greenberg and a track with a spoken word vocal by cherry taps own Narosis. See my friends list. Let me know your thoughts. Buy it at:- www.junodownload.com/d+white+noise www.beatport.com/d-white+noise www.djdownload.com/d-white+noise Cheers, Dave.

My Condition And Options
How are cysts treated? Watchful waiting. The patient waits and gets re-examined in one to three months to see if the cyst has changed in size. This is a common treatment option for women who are in their childbearing years, have no symptoms, and have a fluid-filled cyst. It also might be an option for postmenopausal women. Surgery. If the cyst doesn’t go away after several menstrual periods, has gotten larger, looks unusual on the ultrasound, causes pain, or you’re postmenopausal, the doctor may want to remove it. There are two main surgical procedures: · Laparoscopy—if the cyst is small and looks benign on the ultrasound, your doctor may perform a laparoscopy. This procedure is done under general anesthesia. A very small incision is made above or below the navel, and a small instrument that acts like a telescope is inserted into the abdomen. If the cyst is small and looks benign, it can be removed. · Laparotomy—if the cyst is large and looks suspicious, the doctor may perform a p

???
You wonder why i just sit there and stare at you.... you wonder why i don't really talk much on the phone.... You wonder why i don't remember parts of the movie we saw together.... you wonder why i just start laughing to myself sometimes.... You wonder why i can't really think of anything to do sometimes.... You wonder why i ask some of the stupid questions i ask.... you wonder why i can't go a day without talking to you.... You wonder a lot about me and why i do what i do.... the answer is very simple.... You.... You are the answer.... you are why i can't think straight.... You are why i just stare and smile at you.... You are why i blabber like an idiot.... You are why i'm so addicted to you.... You are.... ....My everything

Shai Hulud
I have to let you die. I have to let you fade. So spare me the male accusations. I would have told you those things you wanted to hear And I would have cared The way you thought no one ever would. And now my heart bleeds cold. I refuse to be caressed by stone. I now live emotionless and free from your pain. My heart bleeds the darkest blood. My heart is cold as stone A rock feels no pain No laughter. no loving. no contact.

Jack Was About To Marry Jill
Jack was about to marry Jill and his father took him to one side. " When I married your mother, the first thing I did when we got home was take off my trousers, " he said. " I gave them to your mother and told her to put them on. When she did, they were enormous on her and she said to me that she couldn't possibly wear them, as they were too large. " I told her, " of course they're too big. I wear the trousers in this family and I always will " Ever since that day, we have never had a single problem. " Jack took his father's advice and as soon as he got Jill alone after the wedding, he did the same thing; took off his trousers, gave them to Jill and told her to put them on. Jill said that the trousers were too big and she couldn't possibly wear them. " Exactly, " replied Jack. " I wear the trousers in this relationship and I always will. I don't want you to forget that " . Jill paused and removed her knickers and gave them to Jack. " Try these on, " she said, so h

Do You Drive The Way You Shop?? A Retailers Guide To Shopping Part 2
OK well lets see what kind of crazyness we can come up with for todays shopping nightmare. How about this one.. When you are driving down the road and a very large, very quick moving truck is comming right at you do you stop in the middle of the road?? NO you move to the side giving them as much room as you can because you value your life. Same should go when shopping. When you see these poor employees pulling a FULL pallet of Cardboard boxes along and you can actually se the sweat popping out on thier face, I'm betting its not because its 102 outside. Those pallets are very heavy. I'm talking upwards from 5000 lbs. Soooo when you seethem comming at you DONT STOP in front of them. Move to the side or be run down w/o any sympathy. They also can not stop on a dime. Now I understand some may think."I'm the one shopping here. I pay them." well yeah but if they cant get the frieght to the floor you cant buy shit. Next gripe is most stores have stockers who stock overnight when there are

Attractive Test
Subject: Attractive Test Message: Would you make out with me? [] Hell Yeah [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] Hell No Would you sleep with me? [] Hell Yeah [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] Hell No Am I attractive? [] Gorgeous [] Hott []Cutie [] Average [] Okay [] Ugly As Fuck! Do you think I'm a virgin? [] Hell Yeah [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] Hell No Name three things you would like to do to me... 1. 2. 3. I look like.. [] A Player [] One Nigh Stand [] Next Boyfriend/Girlfriend [] A Friend [] A friend With Benefits [] A Possibility [] A Fucking Loser If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [] Hell Yeah [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] Hell No Would you rather.. [] Hook Up With Me [] Cuddle With Me [] Date Me [] Friends [] Friends With Benefits On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [] 1 [] 2 [] 3 [] 4 [] 5 [] 6 [] 7 [] 8 [ ] 9 [] 10 What would you want me to be to you? [] Friend [] A Possible Girlfriend/Boyfriend [] Friend With Benefits []

Fuck Dating And Fuck You ? Hope Yourok
so last night at work i get this message on my cell from my friend philly saying call me as soon as you can its important its about kris... kriten is my ex and and she philly and i used to be best friends before shestarted dating this chick jessica ...an uber bitch ...well they broke up and kristin is dating sarah now and jessica went to kristens house and beat the shit out of her yesterday... im sooo.. sorry... i know whats its like to have that happen and it hurts so much physically but so much more mentally and i do still want to be your friend even after all thats happened ... you me and philly will always be lot3 bitch hahah and i wear you guys on my wrist for life ... your always with me and im sorry i left and i wish i could make everything better but i cant its all up to what happens now and i hope you understand why philly and i hated jessica so much. we werenmt fucking jelous we just knew she was a cunt .. i love you man and i miss you and i miss the times you and philly and

Why??
Hey yall Ever notice how you get friends but the never read you bulletins or comment your pix or mail you they add you rate some pix then go away for ever it seems well today this is how I fee so I jus thought I'd tell ya all how I'm feelin on the subject this moring...

More Than A Mother
MORE THAN A MOTHER When God set the world in place, When He hung the stars up in space, When He made the land and the sea, Then He made you and me. He sat back and saw all that was good, He saw things to be as they should. Just one more blessing He had in store; He created a mother, but whatever for? He knew a mother would have a special place To shine His reflection on her child's face. A mother will walk the extra mile Just to see her children smile. She'll work her fingers to the bone To make a house into a home. A mother is there to teach and guide, A mother will stay right by your side. She'll be there through your pain and strife, She'll stay constant in your life. A mother will lend a helping hand Until you have the strength to stand. She'll pick you up when you are down, When you need a friend she'll stick around. A mother is one who listens well, Will keep her word; will never tell. A mother never pokes or pries But stands quietly b

Fives - (these Are Addictive....i Blame Wt)
Five details about me: I used to be a pretty bad guy. I'm now a good guy, trying to be a great guy... I can play any instrument aside from woodwinds. i think my feet are too big. I would rather drive than be driven. Five details about my appearance right now: Jeans, T-shirt and Sneakers... i should think about shaving... i probably have dark circles under my eyes I'm smiling I need to gain weight... exercise is using too much fuel. Five things I did yesterday: worked ate rode my motortickle talked on my new phone tried to sleep Five memorable things I did in the last year: went to india saw an actual 'holy cow' had a one month $9k credit card bill got promoted hired and fired people Five favorite musicians/singers: yes genesis Peter Gabriel Spock's Beard Imogen Heap Five favorite movies: Duck Soup Alien Underworld Practical Magic The Craft Five things that make me happy: Riding Music Logic - solving pr

Making A Ct Salute
Take a photo of yourself with the following information clearly displayed in the photo. 1. Your SCREEN NAME, 2. Your Member ID number, (which is located in the end of your URL address; www.cherrytap.com/user/22) 3. AND, the words: CherryTAP The following items will be accepted as a complimentary addition to your salute: You wearing a CherryTAP t-shirt or you in front of your CherryTAP homepage (not your profile page or any other CherryTAP page) that is CLEARLY visible. Photoshopped or any “type” print will NOT be accepted. Grainy and barely legible salutes will NOT be accepted. Salutes placed in a PRIVATE album will NOT be accepted. How do I submit a Salute? Upload your salute to your main gallery. Click on the “tag a photo in this album as a salute!” link at the top of your gallery page under the “Current Album” header. Next, click on the red “salute” link next to the photo(s) you would like verified. Confirm the photo(s) that you want to be verified and wait.

Illiterate Bastuds
Seriously.. how hard is it to read a paragraph on somones page? Chances are you'll find out alot about a person before you approach them with some off the wall bull shit that's only gonna get you a cold shoulder. Lets see.. if it says I COULD GIVE A SHIT LESS HOW HORNY YOU ARE.. guess what? I really could care less. There's enough people on here that might actually help u out.. so go find 'em. Yea anyway thats my bitch of the day.. LOVE IT OR LEAVE IT

Call It What You Want. I Call It Love
In my lust for love and thirst for passion I dreamed of you a thousand times, even kissed your lips a million more, waiting, engaging my perilious pursuit to be loved by you..and yet my search, in vain... In the momentary lapse of busy schedules, I forget that I have loved you even before I met you... The thoughts come again.. and in your absence, my soul softly cries from missing you... Have I met you? Have we crossed paths before? Will we meet again? Do we engage in this silence of wait or burn through the obstacles to find..that all along you were the one.. You were the one..

Jr Leaving Dei
hey well dont ya know jr played his cards dropped the ace and teresa e made the biggest mistake of her career, why the fuck shouldnt this kid not have interest in his father's company that he built for his children to proper after his death ??? BIG MISTAKE LADY E BIG. JR WILL GO TO RCR AND WIN A CHAMPIONSHIP IN THE NUMBER 3 CAR THAT IS MY PREDICTION

What's It Take To Get Laid?
AT 59 I have been trying to meet someone about my age that is as horny as I am, open minded, and willing to talk about what we would like to do. It''s not that I have not tried. I'm sick of looking at profiles, writing messages and get nothing back. I can handle the rejection, but don't even get that. It seems that once you get over 50 you are supposed to crawl off into the woods and die. I would love to hear from anyone, if they have a secret that works for them to find compatable partners. I am as horny as I ever was, maybe more so since I don't have kids and such to distract and keep me otherwise occupied. What do I really want? A mature woman, loves oral sex, willing to discuss other possiblies that we have missed during the years of raising family. I would love to experience the swinger lifestyle, but got to be a "Couple" to do that. I even enjoy being naked and only dress so I don't get arrested for scaring kids and dogs. A plus would be large labia whi

Men That Collect Stamps Are A Girls Best Friend
A young man married a beautiful woman who had previously divorced ten husbands. On their wedding night, she told her new husband, "Please be gentle; I'm still a virgin." "What?" said the puzzled groom. "How can that be if you've been married ten times?" "Well, Husband #1 was a Sales Representative; he kept telling me how great it was going to be. Husband #2 was in Software Services; he was never really sure how it was supposed to function, but he said he'd look into it and get back to me. Husband #3 was from Field Services; he said everything checked out diagnostically but he just couldn't get the system up. Husband #4 was in Telemarketing; even though he knew he had the order, he didn't know when he would be able to deliver. Husband #5 was an Engineer; he understood the basic process but wanted three years to research, implement, and design a new state-of-the-art method. Husband #6 was from Administratio

All My Love To You
All My Love To You In this vast world The only thing I want- is To give all my love to you When we first met The only thing I knew Was my heart be-longed to you Oh, I remem-ber then, We held each other tight-ly Trem-bling, quie-tly, we-- Were Intoxicated, youthfully, ela-ted Quenched in the fires- of our passions and hopes (dreams) As time moves on Our pains we mend together In each others love we grow And know this now The only thing I need is To give all my love to you Bryant McGill

Falling And Staying In Love..
The three stages of love and Valentine's Day may - or may not - be a heady combination. The three stages of love are the same for everyone: lust, attraction, and attachment. The stages aren't separated by markers like anniversaries or particular actions (like sleeping together for the first time), but rather blend together in a long stroke of love. Alas, not everyone gets to or stays in the last stage. Three Stages of Love Lust or romantic love is the first stage, driven by testosterone and estrogen. Mating is the evolutionary purpose of this stage, creating strong physical and emotional attraction. Endorphins soak your brain and you're immersed in intense pleasurable sensations. Your lover is perfect, ideal, made for you – and you feel exhilarated and even "high" (similar to the feeling you get after you eat really good chocolate or have a great workout). Attraction or power struggles is the second stage, or the love-sick phase. You may lose your appetite, need less sle

Mourning Over Lost Love.....
Have you ever had one of those times where you thought you were over not over someone but actually u were? Weird perspective but this is what's happening to me. I never knew that someone could squeeze so much love out of me that I am incapable of feeling any remorse for this person. And he has the audacity to ask me to marry him after all that has happened?? How does this person sleep at night after he has done something like this to me... Tell me that he's in love with someone else, and when she leaves he comes crawling back. He crawls back. Even after he knows that I'm not in love with him anymore?? Sweet sweet karma But I mourn for what could have been. And I feel the pain with all my being. And in a couple of days from now...I will be free to love again

Amuse Me
So it's a sunny Friday afternoon and I'm having trouble staying focused. So to pass the time, here's a challenge: Amuse me. Tell a funny story Bitch about your boss Flash me Share your favorite picture or graphic Find me a tattoo design (Celtic art) Use your imagination. I'll comment bomb contributors.

Peom
The Man of my Dreams Is there a man that exsists, there just got to be, He would be willing to take chances, and laid back and carefree. would not hesitate to say or show how he feels. This man would be caring and understanding. Is there a man like that, that exsists. He would be funny and make me laugh. This man would be sincere and love me with all of my faults.he would take care of my hurt and be there for me. this man would be willing to try new things.Is there a man like that, that exsists. This man would be tender with my fragile heart. Love me, uncondionaly. This man would not have any doubts about me. he would take the good with the bad. Is there a man like that, that exsists. He would give me hope and reasurance. This man would care about my feelings. he would love children and be family orentated. he would set a side his pride and do what is right. Is there a man like that, that exsists He would be true and loyal with me. He would shre his thoughts and d

The Legend Returns
Chapter 10 The Legend Returns It was the first week of March and the last of the parts I needed to repair the Brown Beast came in. Phil came down and together we got the car up in the air and replaced the rear wheel. As the “Q” played our favorite hits on the radio, we crawled about under the car, lubing joints and checking nuts. After I was satisfied with the under-carriage, I let the car down off the jack and checked the fluids and shot the engine with the timing light. I tightened down a tapping valve and declared the car fit. As Phil and I were getting ready to give the car a road test, Bryant cam out and asked if he could come along. We shrugged and Phil pointed to the back seat. Bryant jumped in back enthusiastically, grasping the seat and grinning. I warned him that nothing he was about to see was he to tell the folks about and he nodded his agreement. I popped in a Jethro Tull tape, speeded it to “Locomotive Breath”, and hit the road. As we were cruising down

New Ink
I've been wanting a new tat for awhile now. Just was never sure what to get. The other day, I was browsing through photobucket for things about capricorns...and I found a few pictures that I liked that could be possible tats. Anyway, I posted the pictures in my picture stash and would love if everyone would stop by and let me know which one you like best. Hope everyone is having a great end to the week.

Help Her!!!
this is my friend kiana and she is in here first contest, the link is in the pic. shes got no clue how to promote herself on here so im helping her any way i can, please vote for her and leave a comment or two and tell your friends too please, she means a lot to me :)

Love Comes In Many Forms
Love is something that we cannot describe A form of matter or something casted aside Many seek it for lust or power Few shall encounter the passion of love's truth Love can be many things within our daily lives. Love can represent the feelings to your family Raised you and kept you safe at times Knew what you needed and did what was best Sometimes they gave you problems But always gave you some form of love. Love can be the power of achievement Reaching a point of one's life That was thought to take a lifetime But the goal has been met and the challenge completed The love one gives themself is something spectacular. Love can be something one can hold The hand of someone who they find an equal Warmth traded to signal the spark of passion Being with the person who means so much Love can come in a physical form. Love is to be the everlasting quest For knowledge that many still do not know Love can be in anything possible And the one thing I want love to be

Fall And Rise Of A Relationship
Courage and the feelings I give for the one I love To be with her by any means to keep her safe My love for her screams out every moment she is gone I am powerless to do anything as of right now She is gone and I don't know what I am supposed to do. Listening to other people reveals to me that she got scared When I told her I would always be there for her Do I care too much for her or am I just something evil That is something I'll never find out the answer to She is gone and I will never be able to change back time. Walking down the path that leads toward our favorite tree I offered her a flower as a sign of our future together She refused the gift and told me she wanted something better Am I willing to make myself useless for her needs and our eternal love That is something I am not able to do or give her that special gift She is gone and the flower is all I have left of her. Speaking with her parents about what we had together Telling them how I felt when I to

Absent Identity
My life is everything that causes sin Feeding my hunger for things deeper than this cut Feeling no shame and fearing nothing beyond being guilty My wants are all the things I need I sell out to the higher authority for the one chance at death Till they backstab me and let me live even longer. Don't be afraid of what I am able to do Unless you want to have the punishment inside of you Nothing is what it seems while you feel centered in yourself There is no defense from my inhuman rage Staring straight into my soul and any remaining sanity A metaphor that tells you I am the blackest of black holes To leave you wanting to know who I truely am. My lies that I spread grow into a religion Any form of love become deeper into the past I'm not someone who is lonely or scared to the world For I have stolen the future that shall not last any longer I'm much worse than what you expect me to be So remind yourself what I am to become if I need to.

Hey Cherry Friends/fans/family
Ill b going outta town this weekend, so if you leave a message/comment or rates please dont think Im ignoring you cause Im not.. Ill return the Fav when I get back...Bunches of Love ...have a wonderful weekend...stay safe n sweet xoxoxox Katrina

Why Should I Even Unpack
whats the point if im just gonna be moving in a couple months anyways i basically live my life out of boxes. i wish it was different ..i wish i knew where i could settle for at least 2 years and be content and not be soo poor but i guess eveeryone wishes that ... im just tired of movin. in the current school year alone i have moved 4 times. in my highschool career i moved a 3 and 3 times in 8th grade that means in the past 6 years ive moved ten times ... thats not including move out and back into old places for a couple months or work moves im tired... anyways i was just putting stuff away and getting pissed

A Thought On Aging.....
A frail old man went to live with his son, daughter-in-law, and four-year old grandson. The old man's hands trembled, his eyesight was blurred, and his step faltered. The family ate together at the table. But the elderly grandfather's shaky hands and failing sight made eating difficult. Peas rolled off his spoon onto the floor. When he grasped the glass, milk spilled on the tablecloth. The son and daughter-in-law became irritated with the mess. "We must do something about father," said the son. "I've had enough of his spilled milk, noisy eating, and food on the floor." So the husband and wife set a small table in the corner. There, Grandfather ate alone while the rest of the family enjoyed dinner. Since Grandfather had broken a dish or two, his food was served in a wooden bowl! When the family glanced in Grandfather's direction, sometime he had a tear in his eye as he sat alone. Still, the only words the couple had for him were sharp admonitions when he dropped a fork

Sand And Stone
SAND and STONE TWO FRIENDS WERE WALKING THROUGH THE DESERT. DURING SOME POINT OF THE JOURNEY, THEY HAD AN ARGUMENT; AND ONE FRIEND SLAPPED THE OTHER ONE IN THE FACE. THE ONE WHO GOT SLAPPED WAS HURT, BUT WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING, WROTE IN THE SAND: TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE. THEY KEPT ON WALKING, UNTIL THEY FOUND AN OASIS, WHERE THEY DECIDED TO TAKE A BATH THE ONE WHO HAD BEEN SLAPPED GOT STUCK IN THE MIRE AND STARTED DROWNING, BUT THE FRIEND SAVED HIM. AFTER HE RECOVERED FROM THE NEAR DROWNING, HE WROTE ON A STONE: "TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE ". THE FRIEND WHO HAD SLAPPED AND SAVED HIS BEST FRIEND ASKED HIM, "AFTER I HURT YOU, YOU WROTE

To My Future Hubby, Christopher
My dearest Christopher, Before I met you, I was lost and confused. You came into my life faster than I can even imagine. You told me just how badly you were hurt, and I was there to fix your broken heart as well as to stop the pain. Every time I talk to you, I feel so much closer to you. I love you so very much baby. And with this promise ring around my neck, no one can ever break our bond. It's just you and me baby, and I want this to last forever. If we can take this one step at a time. Time will tell just when we will be in each others arms. Time will tell when we will take the stage together. And time will when we will stand together and unite ourselves, as you my dearest love will someday take my hand in marriage. I love you so much baby, you are my everything. Love always, Tricia aka Baby T

Cum Join The New Horny Cherry Train
CUM ALL YOU HORNY CHERRIES AND JOIN THE HORNY CHERRY TRAIN. ADD YOUR PROFILE LINK AND HOP ON BOARD. LET'S JUST SEE HOW MANY HORNY CHERRIES ARE ON THE TAP. RATE AND FAN ALL THE RIDERS AND IT WILL BE RETURNED TO YOU...LET'S MAKE THIS THE BIGGEST TRAIN EVER ON THE TAP....ALL ABOARD...PLEASE REPOST TONGUE MASTER@ CherryTAP

Nude Woman.....dead Man.....
A woman, standing nude, looks in the bedroom > mirror and says to her husband: > > "I look horrible, and I feel fat and ugly. Pay > me a compliment." > > > The husband replies: "Your eyesight's > perfect."

Japanese Down On Breast Feeding And Sex
Remind me not to find my next wife in Japan!! Japan scraps plan to urge breast-feeding A Japanese proposal to urge mothers to breast-feed their babies and sing lullabies to children was scrapped after critics warned it was too intrusive, a news report said. The proposal, which would also have recommended parents limit their children's television viewing and promote age-appropriate morals, was to have been announced Friday by an education reform panel named by the government. But experts and some government officials said the measure was "beyond intrusive," and interfered in people's private lives, Kyodo News agency said Thursday, citing unnamed individuals close to the panel. Japanese breastfeeding rates are much lower than those in other developed countries, according to various studies cited in a 2006 article in the International Breastfeeding Journal. The comparitive studies said in 2000 the full breastfeeding rate in Japan for infants aged 1 to 2 months was 44

The Secret Garden (the Seduction Suite) By Barry White F/al B. Sure!, James Ingram And El Debarge
(SPOKEN INTRO) Tell me a secret I don't just wanna know about any secret of yours I wanna know about one special secret Because tonight I want to learn all about The secrets in your garden. (AL B SURE!) I wanna read your mind, Know your deepest feelings I wanna make it right for you. Baby show me, Let me share the mystery, oh. Come on, come on, come on, come on, listen to your heart Tonight make it, alright Come on, come out tonight (JAMES INGRAM) I know a melody that we could sing together I've got the secret key to you Let's make music, harmonizing ecstasy Come on, come on, come on, come on Sing it to me. CHORUS Here in the garden Where temptation feels so right Passion can make you fall For what you feel In the garden, we can make it come alive Ev'ry night oh, woman Your secret garden oh oh yeah in the garden (EL DeBARGE) I need to be with you Let me lay beside you Do what you want me to all night Gonna hold you, ooh baby can I tou

As All Know....that Read My Blogs That Is
my health has not been the greatest found out i have spontaneous pneumothorax, cause well i had a 30% collapse in my left lung twice in less then two months. i had recently gone in for a CT scan of my lungs and have discovered i have it in both lungs worse on the right then the left and my left lung is inflamed due to smoking (so i am a quiter and quiting smoking) been put on three diff inhalers and none do shit (LOL GO FIGURE), And going in for more testing on 29th of june. to find out more see if i do need surgery or not, doc says if i have another collapse in the mean time i HAVE to have the surgery :|......sux but hey may have to b done.....just thought i wld let all know how things have gone that read my blogs. : ) take care and chat soon.

Favorite Mother's Day Moment
I was at the laundromat today (doing 9 loads of laundry) and the Ellen Show was on and I saw her read this submission to a contest from a viewer that I thought you would like: So, we had this great 10 year old cat named Jack who just recently died. Jack was a great cat and the kids would carry him around and sit on him and nothing ever bothered him. He used to hang out and nap all day long on this mat in our bathroom. Well we have 3 kids and at the time of this story they were 4 years old, 3 years old and 1 year old. The middle one is Eli. Eli really loves chapstick. LOVES it. He kept asking to use my chapstick and then losing it. So finally one day I showed him where in the bathroom I keep my chapstick and how he could use it whenever he wanted to but he needed to put it right back in the drawer when he was done. Last year on Mother's Day, we were having the typical rush around and try to get ready for Church with everyone crying and carrying on. My two bo

Pregnancy, Estrogen And Women
Pregnancy Q &A &more! Q: Should I have a baby after 35? A: No, 35 children is enough. Q: I'm two months pregnant now. When will my baby move? A: With any luck, right after he finishes college. Q: What is the most reliable method to determine a baby's sex? A: Childbirth. Q: My wife is five months pregnant and so moody that sometimes she's borderline irrational. A: So what's your question? Q: My childbirth instructor says it's not pain I'll feel during labor, but pressure. Is she right? A: Yes, in the same way that a tornado might be called an air current. Q: When is the best time to get an epidural? A: Right after you find out you're pregnant. Q: Is there any reason I have to be in the delivery room while my wife is in labor? A: Not unless the word "alimony" means anything to you. Q: Is there anything I should avoid while recovering from childbirth? A: Yes, pregnancy. Q: Do I have to have a baby shower? A: Not if you change the baby's diaper very quickly. Q: Our bab

Fury Unleashed.
I just saw this bulletin with some video of a child wanting her dad back from the war. Such a touching story. My problem with it is how we can here the words of a child wanting her father back and that hits us on a emotional level but when we get reports of thousands of innocent child deaths from Afghanistan and Iraq and they are just classified to Americans as "casualties of war" "collateral damage" and "not our problem" this type of shit infuriates me. I can't even hope to cover all the hypocritical bullshit that the bulletin I read covered, would take too long. So I decided to create my own video. It will be set apart from my political views and will just be based apon facts, pictures and videos. And I ain't going to hold back either, some of the pictures I have seen of whole towns bombed by US aircraft killing literally tens of thousands of civilian lives inlcuding woman and children over there is utterly disturbing and will make you cringe. The stories I have heard from my frie

Here By Me
I hope you’re doing fine out there without me ‘Cause I’m not doing so good without you The things I thought you’d never know about me Were the things I guess you always understood So how could I have been so blind for all these years? Guess I only see the truth through all this fear, And living without you… And everything I have in this world And all that I’ll ever be It could all fall down around me. Just as long as I have you, Right here by me. I can’t take another day without you ‘Cause baby, I could never make it on my own I’ve been waiting so long, just to hold you And to be back in your arms where I belong Sorry I can’t always find the words to say But everything I’ve ever known gets swept away Inside of your love… And everything I have in this world And all that I’ll ever be It could all fall down around me. Just as long as I have you, Right here by me. As the days grow long I see That time is standing still for me When you’re not here So

Teeth...
Well my teeth have been killing me lately. I finally went to the Dentist yesterday. They too some x-rays and shit and said that if my teeth dont stop hurting by Monday, Ill have to get a root canal. They said that my tooth might be dead! Isnt it weird for someone my age to have 2 rootcanals done and a tooth pulled already? I think it is. But thats just me. Yup so right now I have some painkillers to take until Monday. OOH! I still havent been told about rather or not their going to sharpen my incisors for me. They were supposed to find out a long time ago. I dont really like this dentist anyways but what they hell beegars cant be choosers right?

More Ink
so yeah, I went in yesterday for yet more work on my sleeve... I got the outline from last time (angel on bicep) colored in. The devil from last time, touched up a lil... and some shading / coloring on my elbow. They look sick!! I am so stoked! But... here is the catch. I fucking lost my camera!! WTF! I donon how or when or where, but it gone... So no pics ight now till I find it or get a new one. DOH~!

Everything But Me!
She said to be her everything, She kicked me in the heart, She ask to see a ray of light, Now i am in the dark. I Use to be her time alone, Now I am time past through, She claimed I was her happiness, now Ive seen the truth. She had to hear her song in key, but didnt care whos sound She knew she had a diamond ring, that now just sits around. She said she'd be my everywhere, if nowhere left to be, Sha says thatin her eyes right now, Is everything but me. By JW

Sad News
Please join in remembering a great icon of the entertainment community. The Pillsbury Doughboy died yesterday of a yeast infection and trauma complications from repeated pokes in the belly. He was 71. Doughboy was buried in a lightly greased coffin. Dozens of celebrities turned out to pay their respects, including Mrs.Butterworth, Hungry Jack, the California Raisins, Betty Crocker, the Hostess Twinkies, and Captain Crunch. The grave site was piled high with flours. Aunt Jemima delivered the eulogy and lovingly described Doughboy as a man who never knew how much he was kneaded. Doughboy rose quickly in show business, but his later life was filled with turnovers. He was not considered a very smart cookie, wasting much of his dough on half-baked schemes. Despite being a little flaky at times he still was a crusty old man and was considered a positive "roll" model for millions. Doughboy is survived by his wife Play Dough, two children, John Dough and Jane Dough, plus they had o

A Gift From Joey
Last week, Joe surprised me with these beautiful roses! :-) He brought some movies over to watch, but he said he left one in the back seat of his truck. He asked me to get it for him. When I opened the door, these lovely roses were waiting for me, wrapped in pretty pink tissue paper. :-) Isn't he the sweetest?!

My Wife
I miss how she used to act, the way she made Me feel, her desire for My touch, and who she was. My wife/submissive suffered a brain anurism a year ago and it messed up her memory and personality to the point of her not being the person she used to be. it has turned our life of 20 years on its ear. god i hope she starts to get better soon. :((

Interesting Facts About Me
I was adopted by my grandparents. I'm a security guard with the dream of going back to school to be a welder. I love all things vampire(obviously). I'm an eagle scout and proud of it. I sit alone most of the time because I hate being in large crowds thanks to my social anxity disorder. I have dragon tattooed on my arm in kanji. I have my nipple pierced. I plan on more tattoos and piercings. A little over a month ago I became involved with a woman I love very much she's my whole world now and I would do anything for her. Every once and awhile I get a little poetic and have written a few poems here on cherytap to describe my mood at the time. My fav of these is darkness.

Mothers Day
Don't wish me a Happy Mother's Day. Fall down and mourn For the mothers with empty arms And the children without mothers. This is a sad day for many Who are overlooked and crying Dying inside while others live and laugh It is sad because we are selfish And pretend there is no pain. Don't wish me a Happy Mother's Day Because my reason to celebrate Was ripped from my life And now the joy is gone. If you try to find me I will be gone Hiding from the reality Denying the day Drowning in numbness. Don't wish me a Happy Mother's Day The wishes will be met with silence And I will turn away so you can't see my tears.

Where's The Rain?
I wish the rain would pour down Then I could let the tears fall I put on a brave face Smile and swallow the pain. I dreamed last night That I was holding you in my arms smiling blue eyed, blond hair little girl I saw your joy and felt your love. I woke up with empty arms Wondering where you were Then I remembered, And I felt the pain suffocate. My heart pounds out silent screams That choke in my throat I remain silent and anger wells drowning out your face. This day I am alone I have never known aloneness like this It is like a parasite That devours what I had become. Now nothing matters No joy can be found I try to run and escape But my shackles bind me to you. I am weak now Exhausted and drained The will that keeps me going Fades with each dreary day. Nothing more matters One day slips into the next My arms are still empty My exsistance still in question. I

Happy Mother's Day
Just a short story to show how we never lose the love for our Mothers. A card company thought it would be a good idea to bring Mother's day cards to a prison for free and let the prisoners write what they want and pay for the postage. The response was so over welming that the card company had to go back several times to fill the massive amount of cards needed. With such a success on Mothers day the company decided to go back again for fathers day. Almost none of the inmates showed up asking for cards. I want to send out a happy Mothers day to all on cherrytap. Mother is the name for God on the lips and hearts of children.

A Poem To Give Ya Goose Bumps
HIGHWAY 109 A drunken man in an Oldsmobile They said had run the light That caused the six car pileup On 109 that night. When broken bodies lay about And blood was everywhere, The sirens screamed out eulogies, For death was in the air. A mother, trapped inside her car, Was heard above the noise; Her plaintive plea near split the air: Oh, God, please spare my boys!" She fought to loose her pinned hands; She struggled to get free, But mangled metal held her fast In grim captivity. Her frightened eyes t

An Update On Little Nikki's Mother
As some of you know, my sister gave birth in December to a baby boy named Nikki. He lived for about a week, and he never opened his eyes. Nikki passed on, and I thank those of you that we around then, that gave me and my family a huge amount of support. I made a lot of friends during that time, and the ones that showed me and my family love (you know who are)I am still loyal to. We still are working on a true grave marker, in fact I am working on something soon to pay for it. Now for the update, my sister Meghan, has gotten preggers again, and so far everything is going well. She just finished school to become a pharmacy tech, and just today passed her state exam. She is on her way to take the final steps in getting a job at a pharmacy that will enable her to make twice as much money as the guy she is with that doesn't think she is good enough to marry. This girl had to sit back and do nothing as her baby died in her arms, I have never respected anybody more. She has truly be

Cant Say It Enough
i want to thank all the WICKED family that have taken me in.... i hope i do you proud... and to all the peeps ive friended and that have friended me ty so much for rocking out with me... bring in ur friends to ct and stuff get them to join so they too can rock at WICKED INTENTIONS .... ty jules and kev.... and special ty to trin and mystic... u guys boost me so high ... *blushes* so much love all around if it wasnt for all of u i wouldnt be living my dream of being a dj CRANK IT UP!!!!!!!!!!

For Mothers...friends Please Repost.
please repost this Bulletin board for me please...For Mothers Day...I made blingie for you Mothers in other blog. http://cherrytap.com/bulletins.php?b=3630948281 Hope ya have great weekend...hugs to all my friends. ~Mary~

Iam Board And Commenting Myslef I Need Help Please
WELL IAM GOING TO TRY MY HAND AT ANOTHER CONTEST HELP ME PLEASE AND THNAKS IN ADVANCE HERE IS THE LINK: http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=591160&albumid=346196&i=1125040167

S.o.s!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!1
LOOK I AM NOT ONE TO WINE BITCH AND COMPLAIN IF I DONT WIN A CONTEST I ENTER, BUT I DO FEEL I AM VERY FAIR AT TRYING TO HELP OUT PPL THAT NEED MY HELP.. I ENTERED THREE CONTEST SO FAR AND BARLEY BUDGING IN COMMENTS AT ALL!! ALL I AM ASKING IS FOR THE PPL WHO HAVENT EVEN COMMENTED ONCE TO PLEASE GIVE ME A LITTLE HELP!!! TO EVERYONE WHO HAS YOUR THE BEST AND A REAL FRIEND!!! HERE ARE THE LINKS TO THE TWO DIFFRENT CONTESTS I ENTERED 1 IS FOR MOTHERS DAY! AND THE OTHER IS FOR A PORSHE!! COPY AND PASTE THIS ONE IN YOUR ADRESS BAR http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=544512&i=179417400 I NEED 15000 TO WIN THIS ONE

Busted By The Isley Brothers F/ Js And R. Kelly
[Ron Isley] ....Yeah...Bring your ass over here. ..I got something for you... [Verse 1: Ron Isley (JS)] Busted Its 2 o' damn clock in the morning Where you been? (Baby didn't you get my 2-way I was with my girlfriend) You a lie I called Kiesha and Tanya and they were both at home (But I didn't say them though) Well they're the only friends I know Girl you better (Wait! Before you get all upset here's the truth) Talk to me (I was with my girl when she got some bad news) Yeah (Her man cheated had her upset and confused) But baby what's that got to do with you coming in at 2 (I'm telling you. Now she was so upset she asked me to stay with her) Well why didn't your ass just pick up the phone and call me? (I was gonna do that but it slipped my mind I'm sorry) (But I'm telling you the truth) Yeah, well I got something for you Tell me what's her name? (Sharon) Where she live? (Uuummm...) Her man's name? (Billy) She got kids? (I think 1 or 2) She got ki

Just Came Here To Chill By The Isley Brothers
La da da da da da La ta da la tad a I just came here to chill No We've been kickin' it for quite some time Lots of private parties, where we're wined and dined Tonight I'm in a different mood, just wanna get close to you, no (No RSVP necessary) Tonight it's me and you, girl To bring my diamonds, you don't have to put a dress on I just came here to chill There'll be no other VIP, the party is only you and me See, I-I just came here to chill (Yeah, yeah, listen) You're a special lady the world can see Nobody makes a room shine like you and me You always know just what to wear, nails just right, lovely hair No need to put your makeup on, I'm not Mr. Biggs, tonight I'm Ron-ald To bring my diamonds, you don't have to put a dress on I just came here to chill There'll be no other VIP, the parties only you and me See, I-I just came here to chill (Yeah) I don't mind a little champagne But no private chefs or restaurants Just a little home cookin' on the spot, y

Ouch !! Lmao (hair Removal)
Had this sent to me and figured all the women and i'm sure some men could use as good a laugh as i had reading it. All hair removal methods have tricked women with their promises of easy,painless removal - The epilady, scissors, razors, Nair and now...the wax My night began as any other normal weeknight. Come home, fix dinner, and play with the kids. I then had the thought that would ring painfully in my mind for the next few hours: "Maybe I should pull the waxing kit out of the medicine cabinet." So I headed to the site of my demise: the bathroom. It was one of those "cold wax" kits. No melting a clump of hot wax, you just rub the strips together in your hand, they get warm and you peel them apart and press them to your leg (or wherever else) and you pull the hair right off. No muss, no fuss. Ho w hard can it be? I mean, I'm not a Genius, but I am mechanically inclined enough to figure this out. > > > > > >(YA THINK!?!) > > > So I pull one of the thin strips out. Its two st

Ok Here's The Contest I Talked With Most Of You About
Ok here's how this contest goes. Everyone knows about my site www.thickcaramel.com. You have between now and 8pm today (Friday May 11) to join. The first 100 people to join between now and 8pm today will get a special private live webcam show. I've convinced one of my girlfriends to mess around and sex me for and hour between 8pm and 9pm today live on cam. Why you ask? Just because it's FRIDAY!!! Watch her go down on me and sex me with her strap-on. Cherry Tap support your girl. So let the contest begin. -Thick Caramel www.thickcaramel.com

Mothers Day!!!!!
IT TAKES ALOT TO BE A MOTHER.. NOT ONLY DO YOU WAIT 9 MONTHS IMPATIENTLY, BUT GO THROUGH TO PAIN OF GIVING BIRTH AS WELL. I WANT TO WISH ALL THE MOTHERS AND MOTHERS TO BE THE BEST OF LUCK WITH YOUR CHILDREN FOR ALL ETERNITY. FROM ONE MOTHER TO YOU ALL......... WE DESERVE THE RIGHT TO BE CALLED MOTHERS!!!!

Bones And Grains And Little Zombie Brains... Beer Really Is Good For You!
I just found this blog I posted a really really long time ago on another site, but it deserves reposting here. BEER IS GOOD FOR YOU! I was sober when I wrote it, if you can believe that. Disclaimer: This is a somewhat random blog with random little tidbits taken from a bunch of completely random sources, including random websites, random books, and last but not nearly least... my own random demented head. I claim none of the wording as my own, altho I added touches of me here and there and paraphrased a good deal where needed. It's all true tho! Every little letter.Due to recent and age-long studies, scientists now think that some ancient civilizations probably used beer as a source of antibiotics. Some bones recovered from archaelogical digs over in Africa contain traces of tetracycline, indicating to scientists that streptomycedes (a bacteria that causes the growth of tetracycline) was consumed by natives in two of the staples of their diet... beer and bread. Sounds kind of Irish

Im Moving
HAPPY HAPPY JOY JOY - - - WOOHOO !!! MY FRIEND GOT THE HOUSE & will settle JUNE 1st, so sometime during the beginning of the month will get utilities turned on & make arrangements 2 move my stuff ....... this is just absolutely fantastic GOD IS GOOD and has answered one of my my important needs in getting a more steady place 2 stay ...... if my cash runs out b4 disabilty is approved i can still stay there without worry of bieng on the streets and catch up on my share of rent later on ..... HUGS CHUCK they simple adore cats so furrball also b safe & secure without going to a shelter

School Fight Song. Yes I Didnt Jus Make It Up! Lol
BEER BEER FOR ALL DEVINE HIGH BRING OUT THE WISKEY BRING OUT THE WINE SEND THOSE FRESHMEN OUT 4 GIN AND DONT LET A SOBER SOPHOMORE IN! WE NEVER STUMBLE WE NEVER FALL WE SOBER UP ON GOOD ALCOHAL WE'RE THE SAINTS OF DHS WE'RE OUT ON THE DRUNK AGAIN!!!!

I Need To Do Something
So during a conversation with a friend recently I realized that I need to do something with all the time I spend on Cherrytap. I figure I should probably erase my account altogether just to rid myself of it. I'm probably pretty bored in life and definately lonely and a pc isn't a human. Although I have met some great ones on here! I'm thinking on it............

Yeah, Ok... I'll Do This One Too.. ;)
1. Do you like chinese food? - can I have extra MSG? 2. How big is your bed? king size and too empty for me these days... 3. Is your room clean? - meh, for the most part 4. Laptop or Desktop computer? - laptops rock 5. Favorite comedian? - steven wright & eddie izzard 6. Do you smoke? - trying to quit 7. Does anyone like you? - no... i am reviled universally...NOT 8. Whats the sexiest thing about Condoleeza Rice? - who writes this stuff? 9. Would you rather receive amazing oral sex or have amazing sex? SEX? where? 10. Sleep with or without clothes on? - depends on if anyone else is around... 11. Who sleeps with you every night? - i do 12. Do long distance relationships work? - so far, so good 13. How many times have you been pulled over by the police? - mmmmm I used to have a lead foot that I have since had removed 14. Pancakes or French Toast? - French Toast 15. Do you like coffee? - yeah ... stop channeling me, WT... ;) 16. How do you like your eggs? - in dozens 17.

Ensign: Ananias The Good
All ye inhabitants of the world, and dwellers on the earth, see ye, when he lifteth up an ensign on the mountains; and when he bloweth a trumpet, hear ye. Isaiah 18:3 AN ENSIGN ON THE MOUNTAINS 11 May 2007 There are three men who go by the name of Ananias in the New Testament book of Acts. There's no evidence the three ever met or would have in the normal course of events. But each of them, just like each of us, had the call of God on their lives; in fact, the name Ananias is derived from the Hebrew proper name Hananiah which means "God is gracious". How often we forget (or seem to) that the names we're given actually mean something, often something to live up to! Regrettably, not everyone who's called by God responds in a way that honors Him -- in fact, of the three men we'll be reviewing over these weeks, only one gave his best. We'll see that the Ananias we study next study gave his least, and the final one gave only grief

Yep, It's Friday, Lol!
Crazy day, crazy week, crazy year!! No clients on tap for the day, so I've been hanging out here at home! Always have stuff to catch up on around here. Dakota decided his dreads were too much trouble!! Yeah, they were - too much trouble for me, lol! So his hair is VERY short again. When he is old enough to care about things like spending quality time with his hair, lol, then he can try that again, lmao!! My friend Andrea and her boyfriend Jason (aka the vocalist for the Thrash band I saw last week) are getting married tomorrow! Guess I'll be going to the wedding - they will kill me if I don't, lol!! Should be fun! I need to run a few errands and run to LaCrosse to pick up a new prescription for Kota! Have a wonderful Friday and a kick-ass weekend, my friends! Much love and warm hugs, everyone! Blessings, all over the place and for everyone!! Later! Muah!

Correction On Dates For Best Lips Contest
I am holding a contest for the best lips. I will take the first 15 contestants that private message me - cherrie@cherrytap.com - their link to the picture they want to use for the contest that is in their CT account so I can rip it for the contest. The winner will get a big pimping gift from me. It will be a contest of who gets the most comments on their picture. The contest will start Saturday May 12th at 6pm (pst) time and end on Wednesday May 16TH at 12 midnight (pst) time. I will rip the photo from the link you provide me right before the contest will start. I will notify you by ct private message when I get your link and that you are in the contest. When the contest starts and ends I will post a bulletin that it's going. Thanks and good luck!

I Guess....
When someone says they Care, they don't.. When someone says they love, they don't.. If you find that person who actually does Love & Care for you, make sure you keep them close to you and don't let go... It is Very Rare to Find the True Happiness, Love & Caring that this life has to Offer.. Trust me I really do know... Going through nothing but hurting Going through nothing but Pain && yet still positive that there is True Happiness waiting for me && that there is a Special Someone who truely Care and Loves me for the Caring, Loving, Passionate Person I am!! At least I am trying to have Faith!!

Hey Everyone
Its been a while since I have been on here so I wanted to post this to hello and hope everyone has been doing ok. I have been very busy, finals in college takes a lot. So I hope to get a chance to talk to everyone. Love Ya all Charity

Support Our Troops Bs
Why is it everywhere I go there is a company or business that proudly didplays their support for our troops. But when the time come when one of those troops comes to them in hope for a position with their company they turn their back. It can't be my qualifications, their ain't much I can't do or havent done at one time or another. I done avionics on multi million dollar aircraft, driven things that some people would tilt their head in wonder, the wharehouse work the office positions. But for some reason nothing comes out of it. I just don't get it, I'm not a criminal, no drugs, and i'm not a heavy drinker. I'm thinking it's when the go threw my resume they see 1/104 CAV and with a little bit of common sence they realize that its a deployable unit. And why would they want to hire someone who could be deployed. So I quess its support our troops when people are looking other that that screw them, their family going hungry or not having a place of their own to live doesn't affect them so w

Surgery Was A Success
Well went to the Doctor today and got the tube yanked out, I think the nurse yanked it so hard she stretched me a couple of inches, so the good news, I am now a solid 5 inches!!! LOL, and the doc said everything looked good, I will continue to peepee blood for a couple of weeks, but i can hang...lol...get it??? Anyway, it's better then having a bag strapped to you all the time, and having to empty it....Thank you ALL so much for keeping me in your prayers, and keeping my site alive! It's been a long ten days!!! Vampire Jack

Irishguy
So, you know when you are bored and you click "I am bored" and you go through pic after pic? and each of the cherries light up whenever you run the mouse over them before you click? well i am a really nice person and give everyone a 10, because it doesnt matter how you look, it matters what is on the inside right? Ya well, apparently I accidently gave this guy "IrishGuy" a 9 by mistake, and he sends me this hate mail and all these hatred shoutouts and stuff. I mean, he could have asked me "Why did you rate me a 9" or rate me a 9 or something right? Instead he is like "Rate me a 9 i will rate your ass a 3" and then he blocked me! How childlike. Totally sad and pathetic. So now I cant even talk to him and be like yo, whats up dude? I mean, he has a LOT of pics that are below a 10 so can you imagine how many 3s he has given people? Really people, dont take this that seriously, it is for fun and meeting people. But if this makes you mad, go rate him a 1.

Need Contestants
I am holding a contest for the best lips. I will take the first 15 contestants that private message me - cherrie@cherrytap.com - their link to the picture they want to use for the contest that is in their CT account so I can rip it for the contest. The winner will get a big pimping gift from me. It will be a contest of who gets the most comments on their picture. The contest will start Saturday May 19th at 6pm (pst) time and end on Wednesday May 23rd at 12 midnight (pst) time. I will rip the photo from the link you provide me right before the contest will start. I will notify you by ct private message when I get your link and that you are in the contest. When the contest starts and ends I will post a bulletin that it's going. Thanks and good luck!

Pls Help Me Cheer My Baby Up
OK ALL MY FRIENDS AND FANS PLS COULD U DO ME A BIG FAVOUR.... MY BESTED MATE IN THE WORLD (IN PERSON NOT JUST IN CYBER WORLD LOL) HAS BEEN FEELING DOWN THIS LAST WEEK COS SHE HAD SOME BAD NEWS ABOUT A MEMBER OF HER FAMILY AND NEEDS LOTS OF LUVIN SO COULD U PLS SEND HER SOME LUV OR LEAVE HER A COMMENT THANKS PEEPS UR REAL STARS XX MMM DONT KNOW HOW TO GET HER PIC ON HERE COS IM A BIT BLONDE AT TIMES BUT HER NAME IS Dolly IM SURE U CAN SEARCH FOR HER OR JUST GO TO MY PROFILE SHES ON MY FAMILY LIST HOPE SOME IF NOT ALL OF U HELP ME CHEER HER UP THANKS AGAIN IF YA DO BIG KISSES TO U ALL XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX

Give Away Blast Contest
GIVE AWAY BLAST CONTEST DO YOU WANT A ONE WEEK BLAST?????????? ENTER THIS CONTEST,IT WILL LAST 1 WEEK ONLY AND THE PIC WITH THE MOST COMMENTS WILL WIN I NEED AT LEAST 10 CONTESTANTS TO START 1ST PLACE WINNER:1 WEEK BLAST OR 1 MONTH VIC 2ND PLACE WINNER:3 DAYS BLAST 3RD PLACE WINNER:1 DAY BLAST THE RULES WILL BE 1~ Self commenting is allowed 2~ comment bombing is allowed 3~ NO NSFW PICTURES ALLOWED 4~ Good sportsmanship are a must!! IF YOU'RE INTERESTED PLEASE SUBMIT YOUR PICTURE TO THIS LINK: Cherrybomb™~Mystic Tearz of LDC~CT Godmother~Club F.A.R.~B of B~@ CherryTAP HAVE A WONDERFUL AND FABULOUS WEEK Cherrybomb

Love Hurts
Ever felt that once u fall in love u cant get out of it... i know that feeling my heart was broken twice... i still love them both but its never gonna work... i wish one of them would work out but its not going to i know it... so in other words what im trying to say is that LOVE FUCKIN HURTS LIKE HELL... well hit me back if ya'll want...

Things Going On Today...
I'm wearing my faire garb to work. I'm trying to convince people that they shoudl go to faire at least once this run. I think it's working. Even if it isn't it's really fun to jingle with every step. *grin* I found a picture of my friend Rachel and I taken at faire last Sunday. It's actually a great shot and I even printed it out and stuck it to my board here at work. :) What else? There was going to be a script read through tonight at my house for the horror film I'm in but one of the girls is ill, the director is way to busy and he cant' reach the third girl. I'm now supposed to see if any of my 3 female friends wants to be in a horror film. And that's about it. I'll update on monday and see if there's any more pictures from faire this weekend.

Good Luck Penny
You always hear the usual stories of pennies on the sidewalk being good luck, gifts from angels, etc. This is the first time I've ever heard this twist on the story. Gives you something to think about. Several years ago, a friend of mine and her husband were invited to spend the weekend at the husband's employer's home. My friend, Arlene, was nervous about the weekend. The boss was very wealthy, with a fine home on the waterway, and cars costing more than her house. The first day and evening went well, and Arlene was delighted to have this rare glimpse into how the very wealthy live. The husband's employer was quite generous as a host, and took them to the finest restaurants. Arlene knew she would never have the opportunity to indulge in this kind of extravagance again, so was enjoying herself immensely. As the three of them were about to enter an exclusive restaurant that evening, the boss was walking slightly ahead of Arlene and her husband. He stopped suddenly, looking down

I'm The Type..
I'M THE TYPE OF GIRL, THAT WILL BRING YOU BREAKFAST IN BED. I'M THE TYPE OF GIRL THAT WILL MAKE YOU COFFEE AND BRING IT TO YOU, NO QUESTIONS ASKED. I'M THE TYPE OF GIRL TO BAKE YOU A CAKE FROM SCRATCH ON YOUR BIRTHDAY. I'M THE TYPE OF GIRL, TO DO SOMETHING SPECIAL JUST TO MAKE YOU SMILE. I'M THE TYPE OF GIRL, THAT WILL BUY YOU ALL YOUR FAVORITE THINGS... JUST TO SEE YOUR SMILE.. I'M THE TYPE OF GIRL THAT WILL REMEMBER SPECIAL OCCASIONS AND MAKE ARRANGEMENTS FOR IT. I'M THE TYPE OF GIRL, THAT WILL MAKE YOUR LUNCH IF YOU HAVE TO WORK THE NEXT DAY. I'M THE TYPE OF GIRL THAT WILL GO FOR WALKS ON THE BEACH AT NIGHT, JUST TO WATCH THE STARS WITH YOU. I'M THE TYPE OF GIRL, TO BE COLD... JUST TO WEAR YOUR JACKET. I'M THE TYPE OF GIRL THAT LOVES TO CUDDLE WITH YOU, JUST TO BE ABLE TO WRAP MY ARMS AROUND YOU. I'M THE TYPE OF GIRL THAT WILL NIBBLE YOUR EAR, JUST TO SEE THE CHILLS RUN THROUGH YOUR BODY. I'M THE TYPE OF GIRL THAT WILL RUN MY NAILS DOWN YOUR BACK LIGHTLY, JUST TO TOUCH

The Truth
Forcing the issue won't do the trick. Maybe -- just maybe -- since you're the one who sees something wrong with these interactions, you're going to have to be the one to change. Be the bigger person in this situation.

Wallpaper Love: By Caroline Marie Morrison
I look at you on my computer screen, and all I can do is just sit and dream. What I see when I look into your beautiful brown eyes, is a promise of everlasting love. As I sit and stare I see you reach out to me, took my hand and kiss each finger tip. Pulling me close to you, I feel proud and free. Never letting go of me, you hold me and sang to me. A song of everlasting love, you made a promise that you had to keep. A promise of love that goes so deep, I knew right then you were mine to keep. Yeah, right now you are my wallpaper love, but I know it will be for real when we meet. I love you Lampard and I will never stop dreaming of us being together once and for all.

By Caroline Morrison
Standing alone in this cold cold world, with nothing to my name. The only thing on my back is the clothes I picked out today. Sitting on this cold cold step, with nothing to my name. The only thing in my hand is a can I found today. Laying on this cold cold bench, with nothing to my name. the only thing I got to cover with is a newspaper I found today. Buried in this cold cold grave, with nothing to my name. The only thing I have left to say, is that no one came today.

Frustration
Its my weekend with my son, and once again the ex tries to mess it up. I know its Mother's Day weekend but she has never wanted him before for it. If she did, all she had to do was ask. She didn't ask last weekend to switch so she could have him. She didn't say a word on Monday.. or Wednesday when I drove out for his activities. She didn't get on the phone any night I called and ask. In fact she said Monday how it worked out pretty good for me to have him since he doesn't have soccer on Saturday. So what message do I get on voicemail today? "Steve, I was just wondering whats up for this weekend? I will call you after school". Isn't it a little late to start asking now? ughhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh I did tell David if he wanted to go home early for Mother's Day I would take him. But she has got to stop this game someday.

A Letter From God: Caroline Morrison
Will you ever again wear a smile or sit with me and talk awhile? Will you ever again need me so bad that you would give up all you ever had? Will you take my hand and fly away beyond the stars forever to stay? Will you ever again love me like befor and want me so bad forever more? Will you wisper in my ear your dreams and bare the emptyness, though it seems the world would cave, and we will have to part for a little while? But, it will never happen as long as you have my heart.

Contest - Best Lips
I am holding a contest for the best lips. I will take the first 15 contestants the private message me their link to the picture they want to use for the contest that is in their CT account so I can rip it for the contest. The winner will get a big pimping gift from me. It will be a contest of who gets the most comments on their picture. The contest will start Saturday May 19th at 6pm (pst) time and end on Wednesday May 23rd at 12 midnight (pst) time. I will rip the photo from the link you provide me right before the contest will start. I will notify you by ct private message when I get your link and that you are in the contest. When the contest starts and ends I will post a bulletin that it's going. Thanks and good luck!

Love, What Is Love?: Caroline Morrison
Love, what is love? Is it a car, a house, a bike, a rose? What is it? If it was ment to be material then I would have no choice but to except it. I am not to familiar with what love is, because I only know one kind of love and that is the kind of love called unconditional love. As far as the love that means touching, feeling, trusting, giving, sharing, forgiving, and understanding. I could go on forever with what I believe it to be, yet there is no sense because it only exists in my dreams. If it were real, then why don't I feel it? All everyone cares about is material things. Come on, This whole world can't possily believe that love is baseed like that? What happen to having a heart towards happy unconditional feelings? Let's all love each other for who we are and not what mateial thing we have.

~*his & Mine*~
His and mine when its placed all into one it untouchable becaue its two great people comeing together and loveing one another with all that they have in there life to show for one another and others as there friends.... Loveing someone Only for one person Very powerful with there feelings for one another Energnic to push through what trys to stop them His heart is like a fire ball as it sits in her hands and burns with total love for her, Her heart is like a fire ball as it sits in his hands and burns with total love for her! Total completness is always a joyfull thing with all love for one another and im here to say im so glad that him and i share this love that we carrie for one another Im closeing now i hope everyone else has a great day or night what ever ur haveing please rate and leave a comment !!!! *~Mandie~* His heart only burns for her as her heart only burns for him

Untitled: Caroline Morrison
In all honesty, I am scared to face reality. What was once true love, has become distant, and for what was once found, is once again lost. Yes there is some happyness, but where is the laughter? Where is the joy between two people in love? Where is the thoughfulness of one another? Have we forgotten who we are? Can we ever fall back in love again, or are we so torn inside that this is what we will be forever? It's not much to ask for a shoulder to lean on, or a hand to hold. What is a house to build with, but no love to make a home? How can we last last forever, if the joy, love, and laughter has folded so quickly? You can make a house look so beautiful, so other's may smile opon you. You can ride to the hightest mountain, so other's may smile. But who will smile in the end, when all you have done is walk away from the one's who matters most.

One Wish: Caroline Morrison
There is only one wish I long to be true. Is it much that, I'm asking from you. It has been a long time, quite a lonley space. Is it much to ask, to request upon your face. Maybe just a minute, or for a little while. All I really want is just to see you smile

Accept Your Lover As They Are: Caroline Morrison
A rose may still be a rose, when called by any other name. But when a lover's soul has changed, their love is not the same. And though their heart may beat, with love that's still as true. It's just isn't quite the same, as when they loved you. But accept your lover as they are, and accept that they may change. For time itself has no bounds and souls they have no chains. So if you truely love them. Remain steady by their side. For time it is a river, and together you can dance with the tide.

Horoscope 5/11/07
Waiting, wishing and hoping are all fun as hobbies, but they can get pretty frustrating if no action is taken. It's time to get grounded and figure out a game plan so you can get there instead of fantasizing about it.

***********summer Time*************
****************SUMMER TIME********************** *********BY THE POET Magic Mike****************** ************C-TOWNS FINEST*********************** Yes that's right, it is almost time to grind all night.. Making paper is just one of the ways, to celebrate theses special days..This is the time where gear rains supreme, and what you have on your feet is as important as each and every ring..Ands the whips are tight each and everyday,washed and waxed by a crack head who don't want much pay..And the women "LORD" thewomen with flat bellys showing, and that ass they spent all winter growing.. The young girls dressed just as hot, just dying to show off what they got.. And they walk up and down each and every block, to find a baller they can knock..As the day fades and the evening comes, it is to the park we all run..You can hear all the bass from a mile away, now this is the way we end a good day..After ab the grinding and hitting the courts, it's time for the women my favorite sport..

"good Boy"
After a very long day, I decide to just unwind by popping in a movie and vegging. Unsure as to what to watch, I stare at the shelves of movies and hesitate. Looking at them but not really seeing them. Thinking to myself, I feel as if I am leading a day after day life of boredom. I then set out to close my eyes and randomly choose what is in store for my viewing. Reaching out to grab one, I then hear a loud , impatient knock on my door. Rising to get the door, I hear your strong but sexy voice demanding," Don't open the door, unlock it and close your eyes". Curiosity unfolds before me as I unlock the door and do as im told. Calling out to you, "ok it's open". I then start to ask, now what and you quiet me with the swiftness of something slightly cooled, round, and hard piercing my lips apart to gag me. feeling the gentle smoothness of fabric covering my eyes and the harsh stiffness that bounds my hands behind my back. "Now I can prepare your surprise", I hear come forth fro

Once Again...
Once again You will hear tears drip.. Once again You will hear my screams.. Once again I did nothing.. Once again I am to blame.. Once again I am nothing but me.. Once again Where has that gotten me? Once again I feel captive in my own prison.. Once again I allow the pain to be so real.. Once again you have taken the little strength I had.. Once again you consume my happiness.. Once again I allowed you to win.. Never again will I allow myself to feel for another, if this is what I am to feel, and that is nothing..... ~Always Someone's Angel~

Baltimore V. Green Bay (tehran, Iran)
The NFL makes a lot of wise decisions. It is considering making another good one by eliminating one of its meaningless preseason games for each team. Exhibition games are a waste of everyone's time because the only meaningful thing that comes out of them is a devastating injury or two. Three would be plenty. Even better, the NFL plans on replacing the preseason week with an extra regular season game for each team. Who doesn't need more football that counts? Further, the league is exploring the idea of having every team play this seventeenth game on foreign soil. Yep, everyone gets a contest they need a passport to play in. If cash registers are ringing in your ears it is that familiar sound of the National Finance Lordship raking in more money. Frankly, I don't care where the games are played as long as they are available in high-def. (Truth be told, I don't have HDTV but I figure by the time they get around to instituting this plan--2009 or 2010--it will be installed).My guess is t

Michael Prick Update Because I Have To
Dog fighting is still reprehensible. Pretty much everyone is in agreement on that. Sources close to Vick continue to put him with more than just passing knowledge of a dog fighting ring and activity associated therewith. Falcons owner Arthur Blank has just given Vick a "stern" talking to. Quote the Blank: "I told him, 'You represent us as a franchise, you represent yourself as a person and you represent the NFL. It's not one single thing, it's a series of things, I'm not saying he's been directly involved, but in some cases he has been, and in some cases it's been the people around him. You're responsible for who you're with. You need to make some difficult choices and you need to make them now. I think you're at a critical point in your life." Wow. Everything's fixed now. Nice job, Arthur Blank! (But why the need to be stern? I thought Vick had that awesome track record of honesty with Bobby Petrino?) I am starting to think that there will be a suspension of some fairly

Letter From God To Women
LETTER FROM GOD TO WOMEN If you ever look at yourself and feel that you don't measure up, read this and your outlook will change before you finish reading it! This is good to keep, not just to read from time to time, but to also keep stored in your heart! Letter from God to women: When I created the heavens and the earth, I spoke them into being. When I created man, I formed him and breathed life into his nostrils. But you, woman, I fashioned after I breathed the breath of life into man because your nostrils are too delicate. I allowed a deep sleep to come over him so I could patiently and perfectly fashion you. Man was put to sleep so that he could not interfere with the creativity. From one bone, I fashioned you. I chose the bone that protects man's life. I chose the rib, which protects his heart and lungs and supports him, as you are meant to do. Around this one bone, I shaped you.... I modeled you. I created you perfectly and

No Title
kitten has show bad toward her rt Owner and is being punish as such she has to write a paper on what it mean to show respeake for one Master .... any other Master she could write this paper for but found it hard to write it for her rt .. how can one write a paper for one Master when she dose not look to Him as her Master but as something total ops from it. her heart wishes something yet she know it will never be as one can't be made of this lifestyle to turely nderstand it. to understand one mind. how can one be something where her heart is not, she can't so why push it on her Other, she has seen that for sometime now and has seek out what her heart seek, her desire, her wish ... one know what she is and cause of this her desire is high ... it unable to be turn off ... she feel herself dieing more day by day as she sit back letting her desire slip between her fingers, her desire not fell ol or rt ... maby she the one mess up in the head, who to say

Nfl Random Justice
While PacMan Jones is taking his suspension 'like a man' by having his appeal heard on Friday, there's some more interesting news today in regards to the NFL's new player conduct policy. It has been announced that on May 13th, Tank Johnson will be released 60 days early from his 120 day sentence. Three days later, Johnson is scheduled to meet with Commissioner Goodell. A lengthy suspension for Tank is expected, but the question now arises: if you suspend Jones for 16 games because of a number of arrests but no convictions, how many games do you give a guy who just spent two months in jail?

How Hot Are You?
Another badass quiz from eSPIN-the-Bottle... How Hot Are You? MY RESULT:Someone-Call-911 Hot Emergency hot. Burned-alive hot. Kid, you got some fire power. This is the absolute hottest you can be. In fact, some might even consider it too hot. Not us. We can’t get enough of you. You might want to rein some of it in, though, in certain situations – like job interviews, court appearances, visits to Grandma, and, of course, the odd visit to industrial meat freezers. When you got that heat, flaunt it, but there’s no reason to spoil a bunch of perfectly good beef. Take This Quiz! hard to see the results? ill paste mine here: Emergency hot. Burned-alive hot. Kid, you got some fire power. This is the absolute hottest you can be. In fact, some might e

Absentimental: Street Clam
The contract of black halos. Go, run for your mouth, your open mouth. run your open mouth. Close your open mouth. sun blacks out, sky blacks out Don't plan on standing under the falling sky. It's so pointless to fall. Please believe what you see, and what you hear and not what you love. Sun blacks out, sky blacks out Your names are indications in red blood and I'm choking on my tongue.

Best Day Ever
I swear im currently having the best day ive ever had in a very long time. I have 3 interviews with the same company with 3 different branches. Plus im checking out two appartments that im pretty sure i can get into without any problems plus afford internet and the other important utilities. I'm so damn happy right now, i think the only thing that will make me happier is seeing my Girl. MMFWKL4L to all my FAM, WHOOP WHOOP!!!!

I'll Go To Church When They Open A Smoking Section
Several things can lead to a film getting an R or NC-17 rating by the MPAA. Most of us all know that extreme levels of sex and violence can, as well as gratuitous language and sexual dialogue. But as of yesterday, there will be a new reason that a movie can get an R or NC-17 rating. Smoking. The MPAA has ruled that unless the smoking serves some sort of historical purpose, the film will be judged based on if characters smoke or not now and rated accordingly. Now, whether you feel smoking is good or bad is completely different from this argument. Do you really want to live in an environment where The Adventures Of Rocky And Bulwinkle gets an R rating attached to it? Because Fearless Leader smokes in the film. What about an R-rated Holes? More than one character smokes in that movie. And what about smoking references in films? The Cat In The Hat referenced twice to chewing tobacco and smoking cigars. There's a movie that is tainting the minds of our children today. I smoke

Kids Are Quick
Kids are Quick TEACHER: Maria, go to the map and find North America. MARIA: Here it is. TEACHER: Correct. Now class, who discovered America? CLASS: Maria. ____________________________________ TEACHER: John, why are you doing your math multiplication on the floor? JOHN: You told me to do it without using tables. __________________________________________ TEACHER: Glenn, how do you spell "crocodile?" GLENN: K-R-O-K-O-D-I-A-L" TEACHER: No, that's wrong GLENN: Maybe it is wrong, but you asked me how I spell it. ____________________________________________ TEACHER: Donald, what is the chemical formula for water? DONALD: H I J K L M N O. TEACHER: What are you talking about? DONALD: Yesterday you said it's H to O. __________________________________ TEACHER: Winnie, name one important thing we have today that we didn't have ten yea

I Wish
I wish that you could feel My arms about you tight, Holding you up close All thru out the night. To know that I am there And never away far, That I will remain Where ever that you are. That you could press back Into my warm embrace, And feel my soft touch Warm against your face. Or you could shift your hips And press against me tight, To feel my body's heat And my lips kissing you light. I wish that you could hear My softly whispered song, To lull you into sleep For it's here that we belong. That you could hear me say All you need to hear, As I tell you of my love Whispered soft against your ear And you could feel my breath Warm against your skin, As I let my presence beg you To let this love in. I wish that I could hold you And whisper long into your night, Never would you wonder then As I held you to me tight...

Technical Support
Dear Technical Support, 18 months ago, I upgraded to Girlfriend 1.0 from DrinkingMates 4.2, which I had used for years without any trouble. However, there are apparently conflicts between these two products and the only solution was to try and run Girlfriend 1.0 with the sound turned off. To make matters worse, Girlfriend 1.0 is incompatible with several other applications, such as LadsNightOut 3.1, Football 4.5, and Playboy 6.9. Successive versions of GirlFriend proved no better. I tried a shareware program, Slapper 2.1, but it had many bugs and left a virus in my system, forcing me to shut down completely for several weeks. Eventually, I tried to run GirlFriend 1.2 and Girlfriend 1.0 at the same time, only to discover that when these two systems detected each other they caused severe damage to my hardware. I eventually upgraded to FiancÃ©e 1.0, only to discover that this product soon had to be upgraded further to Wife 1.0. While Wife 1.0 tends t

There's Nothing Better Than Love By Luther Vandross F/ Gregory Hines
I have a lot of favorite Luther Vandross songs, but this one ranks at or near the top! VERSE 1 Luther Vandross I fell asleep last night And I dreamed the night and almost half the day away I just got up so that I can hear her say She's still in love and no one can take her love away VERSE 2 Gregory Hines Oooh! Love wakes me up everyday And I thought no one would ever make me feel this way It feels me up everytime I hear her say She's still in love and no one will take her love away I wanna be loved [Chorus:] There's nothing better than love What in the world could you ever be thinking of It's better by far So let yourself reach for that star And go no matter how far To the one you love To love VERSE 3 And I mean all these words I said And you don't have to guess what's going on inside me head Just try to know All the things that our heart says Listen to love and always get love to lead the way Whenever you love [Chorus] [Bridge:] (For Love.

Just Because You Can
Just because you can This day is not happening to you. It is happening through you.The way you see the world does not merely affect what you think and feel about all that is going on. The way you see the world determines how the world will be. Your thoughts are not just momentary flashes that disappear once you are finished with them. They are powerful forces that give energy and direction to life. The events and situations that come your way are not just random occurrences. There is a reason why you have put yourself in a position to experience them. The things that are possible are the things that you imagine and expect to be possible. Raise your imagination and your expectations to new levels, and the world follows right along. This day is happening because you are here to live it. Make it truly grand and exquisitely beautiful, just because you can.

Successful At Success
You will definitely succeed at something today. What exactly will it be? Whatever you most sincerely believe and expect, you will succeed in creating. Whatever you focus your thoughts and energy upon cannot help but become real for you. There is no doubt that you will succeed today at making a difference in the world. The question is, what difference will you choose to make? Perhaps the choices you have made in the past have not brought you any degree of satisfaction of fulfillment. But that doesn't mean you must settle for a life that's dismal and unfulfilling. Because you are free and able right now to set new priorities, to make different, more positive choices. Instead of being successful at failure, you can choose to be successful at success. Every moment of every day, you succeed at creating the reality in which you live. Choose now to use that power in a positive, meaningful, fulfilling way. -- Ralph Marston

When ....
When you catch a girl glancing at you, she wants you to look back and smile _________________________________________________ When a girl bumps into your arm while walking with you she wants you to hold her hand _________________________________________________ When she wants a hug she will just stand there _________________________________________________ When you break a girls heart she still feels it when you run into each other 3 years later _________________________________________________ When a girl is quiet, millions of things are running through her mind _________________________________________________ When a girl is not arguing, she is thinking deeply _________________________________________________ When a girl looks at you with eyes full of questions, she is wondering how long you will be around _________________________________________________ When a girl answers, "I'm fine," after a few seconds, she is not at all

This Is What My Life Has Become, Survey Questions...
Questions You've Never Answered Before!! Do you have Justin Timberlake music on your iPod/mp3 player? Nope. Where were you July 4th, 2006? Ummmmmmmm Ithink i was at cherlotte beach. Do you like Oatmeal? yeah. What was the last movie you watched? Red Dawn, its one of my fav's Who was the first person you wanted to be like? Brandon from 90210 i think. What are the basic colors of your bedroom? White and cream. What is the first thing you do when you wake up? Check my phone see if certain someone text me during the night. but, she dont. sigh. Where were you when the 9/11 attacks happened? English class Where do you wish you lived? I dont know, somwhere where i wont get bord. Why was JFK assassinated? I don't effin know, he probably pissed someone off How many different people are in your text message inbox? what? What is your best friend doing tomorrow? She is sleeping and working. Where is the last place you ate out at? Her pants oohh

Daily Horoscope May 11
"You want to start kicking butt and taking names. Easy, tiger. Once the heat of the moment cools off, you might see things in a different light. For now, breathe and resolve to deal with this at a later time." They should know better than to tell someone whose ruling planet is Mars something like that. Doncha think?

Don't Pump Gas On May 15th, 2007
NO GAS...On May 15th 2007 Don't pump gas on may 15th ...in April 1997, there was a "gas out" conducted nationwide in protest of gas prices. Gasoline prices dropped 30 cents a gallon overnight. On May 15Th 2007, all internet users are to not go to a gas station in protest of high gas prices. Gas is now over $3.00 a gallon in most places. There are 73,0 00,000+ American members currently on the internet.

Husband And Wife Jokes
The wife stands in front of a mirror."you know, dear," she says, "I look in the mirror & I see an old woman, face wrinkled, fat legs & flabby arms" She turns to her husb & says, "Tell me something positive to make me feel better about myself." He says in a soft voice, "your eye sight is perfect" ************************************************** Q - What is the Difference Between Mother & Wife ? A - One Woman Brings U into this world crying... & the other ensures U Continue to do so. ************************************************** Wife : Honey ...... What are You Looking for ? Husband : Nothing. Wife : Nothing...?? U've been reading our marriage certificate 4 an hour ..?? Husband : I was just looking 4 the expiration date. ************************************************** Wife : Do you want dinner? Husband : Sure, what are my choices? Wife : Yes and no. ************************************************** A man said to his wife one day, "I

Tonight On The Dark Side: Fda? Pos!
Tonight on The Dark Side: The FDA is a toothless snake that will get a lot more people killed... It's not just about pet food. That's just the most recent indicator. No, The FDA has proven time and time again that they can't do what they're meant to. Whether its because of graft, corruption, or just being hobbled by the folks in charge, the FDA, one of the most critial government agencies, has shown to be useless... And it's worse than you think.

Small Action Big Impacts....
Every girl dreams that one day she will find a guy that does these things for her. even the smallest action can have the BIGGEST impact in someones life. • give her one of your t-shirts to sleep in. • leave her cute text notes. • kiss her in front of your friends. • tell her she looks beautiful. • look into her eyes when you talk to her. • let her mess with your hair. • touch her hair. • just walk around with her. • FORGIVE her for her MISTAKES. • look at her like she's the only girl you see. • tickle her even when she says stop. • hold her hand when you're around your friends. • when she starts swearing at you, tell her you love her. • let her fall asleep in your arms. • get her mad, then kiss her. • stay on the phone with her even if shes not saying anything • tease her and let her tease you back. • stay up all night with her when she's sick. • watch her favorite movie with her. • give her the world. • let her wear your clothes. • when she's sad, hang out with

Geniuses Of The Week!
Panty-Clad Man Tries Robbery with Lighter By Associated Press May 10 2007, 10:58 PM EDT INWOOD, W.Va. -- A thief covered his face with a pair of blue women's underwear and used a pistol-shaped cigarette lighter in a botched robbery of a convenience store, police said. "I couldn't make this stuff up if I tried," State Police Sgt. T.C. Kearns told The Journal in Martinsburg. The cashier at first thought it was a joke and refused to give the man any money, so he ran to a Jeep Cherokee and drove away at about 4 a.m. Wednesday, Kearns said. A few minutes later, police stopped a vehicle matching that description and took two men into custody. Police later charged Steven Clay Stephenson, 34, of Ranson in the convenience story robbery. Kearns said police found a pistol-shaped lighter while searching Stephenson. The underwear was recovered nearby. Stephenson is charged with nighttime burglary, attempted robbery, first-offense driving under the influence, petit larceny and

Invisble Touch By Genesis
Well I've been waiting, waiting here so long But thinking nothing, nothing could go wrong, but now I know She has a built in ability To take everything she sees And now it seems I'm falling, falling for her. She seems to have an invisible touch yeah She reaches in, grabs right hold of your heart She seems to have an invisible touch yeah It takes control and slowly tears you apart. I don't really know her, I only know her name But she crawls under your skin, you're never quite the same, and now I know She's got something you just can't trust It's something mysterious And now it seems I'm falling, falling for her. She seems to have an invisible touch yeah She reaches in, grabs right hold of your heart She seems to have an invisible touch yeah It takes control and slowly tears you apart. She don't like losing, to her it's still a game Though she'll mess up your life, you'll want her just the same, now I know She has a built in ability To t

Hmm
i bet the name really screwed with your head.. thats quite all right.. tis the only screwing around you shall get from me, she doesnt want your money she only wants your time she doesnt want to steal your friends she only wants to come along she isnt out to change you she only wants a chance surprise her with a kiss she will give you a smile surprise her with your heart she will love you all the while happy friday y'all !