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I Wrote This When I Was Like 13
When you're unhappy and you're all alone, Just sit back here and think to yourself. Are you gonna moap about sad things in life, or are you gonna be happy and sing to yourself Life is suppose to be happy life is suppose to be grand life is suppose to be incredible life is suppose to be fun When i look into your eyes, all i see is a gentle guy. every time you look at me, i get weak at the knees. But you wait and see... ** don't know why, but i didn't finish this one. Oh well** :D

For My Husband(hold Me In Your Arms)
Hold Me In Your Arms lyrics We've been trying for a long time to say what we want to say But feelings don't come easy to express in a simple way. But we all have feelings we all need loving And who would be the fool to say that if you - Hold me in your arms I won#t feel better? If you hold me in your arms we can brave this storm together. We both know there's a problem a problem that we've got to face. So put your trust in me lover no-one's ever gonna take your place. 'Cos we all have a problem we all have fears But there's always got to be a way. Yes we all have feelings we all need loving And you would be a fool to say that if you - Hold me in your arms I won't feel better? If you hold me in yor arms we can brave this storm together. You only have to hold me touch me to make me feel so good You only have to hold me feel me to make me feel the way you know I sh

Dad Update
Dad seems to be doing a little better today. He is still in ICU but they removed the tube in his leg that they had done the angioplast (sp?) through. He was still on the vetilator when Sis and I left after lunchtime, but seemed calmer and more aware of the situation and was doing well with the "weening" process this time around. I'll be glad when that tube is finally out of his throat, he really seems to want to talk. I'm still tired....I'd like to say that I'll take a vacation when this is done, but I doubt it will happen. I've used up quite a bit of my babysitting in all of this stuff with Dad. Incidently, the other relative who is in the hospital is doing well also. They hope to go home tomorrow :) I've noticed my "Less Intoxicated Thoughts" are beginning to severely outnumber by other blog catagory...perhaps I will change that when this is all taken care of? lol

About Me......
ALL ABOUT ME ! by oodangletsbang9*BASICS*first name::: Monroemiddle name::: age::: 50school::: UHHcurrent loccation::: Hotel in Clarksville, TNdate or birth::: birthday::: April 13thhair color::: Gray(Blonde is natural)eye color::: Blue*THIS OR THAT*love or money::: Bothkiss or hug::: Bothcat or dog::: Dogpepsi or coke::: Pepsicountry or rap::: Countrypunch or smack::: Punchaim or aol::: Yahooday or night::: Both*HAVE YOU EVER...*kissed opposite sex::: Yeskissed same sex::: no hugged someone::: of coursehad sex::: YESmadeout::: yescussed::: yesbeaten someone up::: yesgot beaten up::: yesbroken someones heart::: I don't know but maybeanyone broke ur heart::: yessmoked::: yesdrank:::

Some Quizzes
Your Personality is Very Rare (INTP) Your personality type is goofy, imaginative, relaxed, and brilliant. Only about 4% of all people have your personality, including 2% of all women and 6% of all men You are Introverted, Intuitive, Thinking, and Perceiving. How Rare Is Your Personality? You scored as Hot. You are Hot, you scream and are wild, people love doing anything sexual with you.Hot100%Sweet88%Soft75%Exciting75%Violent69%Wet25%Awkward0%Shy0%

No Cell Phones...means..no Cell Phones!
ok, so i was at the library the other day using their computer.(Yeah, i know, how trailor park of me). and there is this mexican guy and his cell phone rings....REALLY LOUD, and annoying. he answers the phone and proceeds to have a LOUD conversation. And all over the library there are signs that say "NO CELL PHONES" well, pablo is sitting right in front of one of the afore-mentioned signs. maybe it should've been in spanish.....

Which Way Is Up???
Which way is up?? Which way is down?? You get to be in charge I get to be the clown... to operate in world so harsh I can never stop the tears So many things just don't work even relationships over the years I guess I could just bend to your will and just do what you say I can make you have a reason to smile each and every day but what does that do for me when I honor everything you decide should I just revell in being close to you when every bit of me just dies Life is have and have-not It's about the choices we make I'll continue to give you everything and you'll continue to take One day I'll make sense of it all One day I'll find the meaning One day my words will draw an audience One day my soul will stop screaming On that day, my heart will take wing On that day, I'll see everything in a new light I'll know up from down and I'll know that some days I'm right Bryant..

Jagermeister. Nooooo.
Jagermeister. How I despise thee. You know, I think that the demon that masquerades as a drink - Jagermeister, to the uninitiated - probably owes me about a days worth of memories. I drink the stuff, although I know not why, and once I do, bam - may as well hit me on the head with a copy of forgetfulness for experts (hardback edition) as it's lights out for the brain for the rest of my might. Seriously. I've fallen asleep under a flyover, only to wake up with an alsatian chewing my hand. It can get that bad. And yet...time and time again, I find myself coming back to it. It is my secret shame, it is an evil vice, it is the death of hope and memories...but I loves you Jagermeister, I surely do. Although if you show me a bottle now there's a chance I would faint. The Jagermeister is dead...long live the Jagermeister. Hail!

Idiots In My Shoutbox #4 - Internet Threats!
After a drama-laden mumm got posted today, and I left a typical asshole comment, my shoutbox got fun! The mumm in question is this one: CRAZY PERSON USERS BEWARE I wouldn't advise reading the whole thing. It gave me a headache. It's likely to do the same to you. Anyway, my comment in the mumm was this: "Quick. Someone shove a cock in this cunt's mouth and shut her the fuck up. I'd volunteer, but I don't want her incessantly running jaw to bite mine off." It should also be noted that I also made a comment, for the sole purpose of getting a rise out of people, in an earlier mumm today about liking the sound of a baby's pelvis cracking as I sodomized it. Quite disgusting. Great bait for assholes. Anyway... My shoutbox started lighting up. This is the same conversation, between three different users. The only way that I figured out all three were related was by visiting the profiles of the other two, and realizing that they're all in each other's family. Th

Wasting My Time On You!
Blood boils in my veins, life and all it`s pains. I was suppose to grab the reigns, and find out what is to gain. Then I set my goal, was on somewhat of a roll. Somehow I let it all go, as if I didn`t already know. How it would all turn out, me being in so much doubt. Then along here you come, and add problems to my sum. Why couldn`t I just see, that you meant to be. Absolutely nothing to me, and would just get up and leave. You did make a mark on my life, taught me all about strife. And how to stick in a knife, just want you out of my life. So I want you both to know, I should tell you where you can go. My mind tells me no, just let your words show. How it is that you feel, so tired of climbing that hill. Why should I let you seal, my fate as being your kill. No names will I say, but away from you I will stay. If I do ever come your way, I will leave you there to lay. Bare with me through my anger, to you I want to be a stranger. Why could I not see the danger, trying to get out all m

Can I Tell You About A Girl?
okay this time a little lighter, i have never been a good fighter, you know we have had an all nighter, when i see you my days are brighter, when you are not around i still think of you, what in the world would i ever do, if i was ever to really lose you , probably sulk and always be blue, you tell me of your problems at home, i wish i were rich i would take you to Rome, sometimes in your presence i feel small as a gnome, she is getting a car thats full of chrome, her eyes are hazel and they always glow, her smile so pretty when she lets it show, her hair glistens like the un-driven snow, when i am without her i feel so low, i write about her all the time, this time i am here to rhyme, maybe i should go suck on a lime , got up to fast and dropped a dime, okay enough of that crap, i like it when she sits in my lap, there is a rise and i feel her slap, at work they make her wear a cap, and speaking of work she does to hard, we use to have time to play cards, now she doesn't have time for

The Cresendo
During every good play or story the is always a dilemma that must be met head on with force. Well, I think I may have reached my climax here. Details are sketchy at best but the most I can say is I have a life changing descion coming up and I am terrified of the outcome.

The Kiss
Chapter 9 The Kiss School resumed and Phil and I did our best to terrorize the bus. Weird smells and sounds would come from the rear where we sat and a five-seat buffer appeared, where only the heartiest of souls would sit. We decided that it was a good life. School went as well as I could ask. I maintained passing grades without actually bothering to try and I managed to keep most of the teachers off my back, except, of course, for Mrs. Erlbech, who had a personal hard-on for me. My buddy, Pat, didn’t help things much. He would set me up to do something and then sit back and laugh when she got on me. Like the time I was laying backwards, trying to get a nap in, while she was at the blackboard. Pat stood his ink pen up behind my head and, as I leaned back a little too far, I got stabbed in the back of the skull. I sat up fast and screamed. Mrs. Erlbech didn’t appreciate that and took me to the hall to discuss it. She brought with her her favorite teaching aide, the b

Sleep
I fail to see the lies they seek I fail to hear their dying screams I fail to waken from this sleep I fail to lead my loyal sheep Take away your voice Take away your choice We've come a long long way We're here, and here to stay Take away your sight Take away your rights We've got you in our net We are your government Give you basic needs Give you hate and greed We've come a long long way We're here, and here to stay Show you desperation Show you a failing nation We've got you in our net We are your government Sleep Sleep Sleep Sleep I fail to see the lies they seek I fail to hear their dying screams I fail to waken from this sleep I fail to lead my loyal sheep My mind awake My body whole I consciously break from this hold I no longer will live this lie I will fight back The greys must die

Y'arly
Your Personality Is Guardian (SJ) You are sensible, down to earth, and goal oriented. Bottom line, you are good at playing by the rules. You tend to be dominant - and you are a natural leader. You are interested in rules and order. Morals are important to you. A hard worker, you give your all at whatever you do. You're very serious, and people often tell you to lighten up. In love, you tend to take things carefully and slowly. At work, you are suited to almost any career - but you excel in leadership positions. With others, you tend to be polite and formal. As far as looks go, you are traditionally attractive. You take good care of yourself. On weekends, you tend to like to do organized activities. In fact, you often organize them! The Three Question Personality Test

Military Posers
These types can come in many formats. Today we will discuss the main ones that drive me nuts. The Active Poser: Claims he is in the military but can't back it up at all. Does it to bag chicks usually. Doesn't know anything about the military. He couldn't tell you the difference between a recruiter and a liaison. Typically also claims he is a sniper. The Passive Poser: Gets by on the fact that he thinks you won't question him if he is no longer "in the military." Also typically a sniper proclamation. Couldn't tell you a single town in Vietnam or Iraq, but he's got his facts straight as long as you don't ask him about actual events. The Gung-Ho: This differs from an ACtive Poser in the sense that he actually IS in the military. Only problem is, he's never seen any action. These people are usually a sniper as well. They will often go forth with tales of how they work alone and have killed many important men. Easy hints include: If he is pointing his rifle at the cam

Sabres Have Edge In Fort Erie
Sabres have edge in Fort Erie Patriotism favors Ottawa Senators, but Buffalo is very close to home http://www.buffalonews.com/103/story/71646.html FORT ERIE, Ont. — Their capital is Ottawa. They live in the land of the maple leaf, “Hockey Night in Canada” and Don Cherry. And when it comes to patriotism, they’re intensely loyal to their “home and native land.” But Fort Erie residents also live in Buffalo’s backyard, only a figurative slap shot from HSBC Arena. Most of them are inundated by Buffalo media reports of the Sabres. Some have bled Sabres blue and gold for almost 37 years. So where is Fort Erie leaning in the Eastern Conference finals, in the battle between the Sabres and Ottawa Senators? That depends on whom you ask. The Sabres seem to have the edge — some say a huge edge — but there clearly is plenty of support for the “last Canadian team standing.” “Go Ottawa, anybody but Buffalo,” Fort Erie resident Christine Carty said Tuesday. “I like

Big Bad Daddy Contest
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A Damned Fine Explanation
A DAMN FINE EXPLANATION The wife came home early and found her husband in their bedroom making love to a very attractive young woman. And was somewhat upset. "You are a disrespectful pig!" she cried. "How dare you do this to me -- a faithful wife, the mother of your children ! I'm leaving you. I want a divorce straight away !" And the husband replied "Hang on just a minute love, so at least I can tell you what happened." "Fine, go ahead," she sobbed, " but they'll be the last words you'll say to me!" And the husband began -- "Well, I was getting into the car to drive home and this young lady here asked me for a lift. She looked so down and out and defenseless that I took pity on her and let her into the car. I noticed that she was very thin, not well dressed and very dirty. She told me that she hadn't eaten for three days ! So, in my compassion, I brought her home and warmed up the enchiladas I made for you last night, the ones you wouldn't eat because you're afrai

Dale Jr
im glad dale jrs leaving .maybe he will win a championship now.i never felt like his was with a winning team and it sucks watching him do badly.i hope he goes to rcr.and as driving the 3 id leave it alone.

A Forum Post I Started Today On Together We Served.
Every time I raised my hand to take the Oath of Enlistment, I sollemnly swore to... ...obey the orders of the President and the orders of the Officers appointed over me... There is a reason our Constitution provides for only one Commander in Chief.

O'rly...
You prefer Rough sex! You like it ROUGH. Hard, great, wonderful slamming sex is your type of sex. More the product of lust than love - and utterly horny - rough sex is what satisfies you. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com

The Women Of Ct
SOME OR OF COLOR OTHERS THE OPPOSITE OF ME,IT DOESN'T MATTER THE COLOR WHERE I'M FROM JUST AS LONG AS SHE IS SWEET.I HAVE BECOME CLOSE WITH ONE MAYBE TWO WELL MAYBE EVEN THREE BUT THE BEST THING ABOUT THIS IS THEY REALLY WANT TO KNOW ME,I MEAN THE MAN BEHIND THE POETRY AND ALL THE SEXY PIX, GOT THEM WONDERING IF I AM 4REAL OR IS THIS JUST FOR KICKS.LOVE THEM ALL BECAUSE THAT'S JUST MY WAY THAT'S WHO I AM YOU SEE,I LOVE MY REAL FRIENDS A LOT BECAUSE THEY BELIEVE IN ME.THAT'S WHAT REAL FRIENDS ARE ALL ABOUT AND ONE OF THESE DAYS I HOPE TO MEET,THE SWEETEST OF THE CHERRIES HERE AND MAKE MY LIFE COMPLETE..... PAPI...REAL LOVE TO ALL OF MY FRIENDS HERE YOU ARE APPRECIATED VERY MUCH.

I Wrote This Today About Me On Together We Served
Not part nine, that will come, don't worry. Looking back at the past 21 years, I probably put the most emphasis into being a Career Counselor. It started at my 3½ year point when I started looking at trying to get out of my mandatory 24 month extension. Shortly after my 4 year mark, I was on my first shore duty and became a Divisional Career Counselor. On my third ship, I was asked to attend the Career Counselor school and earned NEC 9588. I was one of 4 from my ship to attend and came back as a Department Career Counselor and assistant Command Career Counselor. The NCC always put me in charge when he went TAD or on leave. He would tell me before he left each time what situations needed working and the sailors coming upon reenlistments, retirement or separation. There were a number of times the young sailors came to me with their career questions instead of going to their Division or Department Career Counselor, and I don't like to brag, but there are at least FIVE that

Dreamers ... The Stuff Hope Is Made Of.
Dreams of peace dreams beyond hope Dreams to uplift those at the end of their rope Dreamers speak the things we feel But it is up to us to make dreams real To stand in the face of fear and hate Speaking true before it’s too late We need the people to quit listening to lies Take on responsibly the path of the wise only when we accept all that we must sacrifice Will we find in this life that we can all suffice On the things that we need and it is enough The way to uplift the world is not that tuff Dreaming and end to hate and to war Dreaming of no need to stock pile bombs more Of all people free to live in harmony These are the dreams of souls just like me A foot note to history must be said Sometimes our dreamers have ended up dead Because the did die should we have given up the dream the Burdon of carrying the dreamers standard is not too extreme By R. Thomas Dinsmore Imagine peace , Imagine no war Imagine love like none before The world needs drea

The Truth About Politics.....
Alright... You all know the elections are just around the corner. You have the Republicans, and the Democrats. Each party will be bashing the other to try to win. This blog is not to support one party or the other. It is simply the TRUTH!!! So, back to the blog, the TRUTH about politics... Well.... Does anyone know??? HA!!!!!!

Daddy's Gonna Eat Your Fingers
Daddy's gonna eat your fingers This one is worth passing on to for everyone who: a) has kids b) had kids c) was a kid d) knows a kid e) is going to have kids I was packing for my business trip and my 3-year old daughter was having a wonderful time playing on the bed At one point she said, "Daddy, look at this," and stuck out two of her fingers. Trying to keep her entertained, I reached out and stuck her tiny fingers in my mouth and said, "Daddy's gonna eat your fingers!" pretending to eat them before I rushed out of the room again. When I returned, my daughter was standing on the bed staring at her fingers with a devastated look on her face. I said, "What's wrong, honey?" She replied, "What happened to my booger?"

Just Wondering
So I put this video up the other day and the title was "How To Create A Sexy Pop Star" and I got 2 thumbs down on the video. Now I really don't care that they did that, I'm just wondering why they did. Is it cause they thought the title was stupid and didn't watch the video and/or the video was stupid too. Or was it cause that they found out that their favorite pop stars really can't sing and they don't write their own songs. You be the judge and let me know what you think about this video.

The Gift Of Friends
by Karin Schaefer There are days when bubbling from us comes the innocent child within, who giggles at the little things and wears a silly grin. There are days when melancholy comes to visit for a while; the mind feels tired, the body weak; we have no strength to smile. There are days when joy abundant grabs a hold of you and me; wraps us up in all it's splendor, lifts us up and sets us free. There are days when sorrow wraps us in its cloak of grief and fear, 'till our hearts ache to the breaking, 'till our eyes can't shed a tear. There are days when love bestows us with its wonderment and light; with its beauty and its mystery, its power and its might. And there are days when life rewards us and seems to make amends by granting us a marvelous gift, the precious gift of Friends

Chinese Proverb -words
No man means all he says, and yet very few say all they mean, for words are slippery and thought is viscous. ~ Henry Brooks Adams ~ Words of love, are works of love. ~ William R. Alger ~ When I was born I was so surprised I didn't talk for a year and a half. ~ Gracie Allen ~ Nothing we use or hear or touch can be expressed in words that equal what we are given by the senses. ~ Hannah Arendt ~ By words the mind is winged. ~ Aristophanes ~ A synonym is a word you use when you can't spell the word you first thought of. ~ Burt Bacharach ~ The words of the world want to make sentences. ~ Gaston Bachelard ~ All words are pegs to hang ideas on. ~ Henry Ward Beecher ~ Today the discredit of words is very great. Most of the time the media transmit lies. In the face of an intolerable world, words appear to change very little. State power has become congenitally deaf, which is why --but the editorialists forget it --terrorists are re

Chinese Proverb-will And Will Power
A man can do all things if he but wills them. ~ Leon Battista Alberti ~ Self-will so ardent and active that it will break a world to pieces to make a stool to sit on. ~ Richard Cecil ~ Free will and determinism are like a game of cards. The hand that is dealt you is determinism. The way you play your hand is free will. ~ Norman Cousins ~ What you have to do and the way you have to do it is incredibly simple. Whether you are willing to do it, that's another matter. ~ Peter F. Drucker ~ The world is full of willing people, some willing to work, the rest willing to let them. ~ Robert Frost ~ Strength does not come from physical capacity. It comes from an indomitable will. ~ Mahatma Gandhi ~ In oratory the will must predominate. ~ David Hare ~ People do not lack strength; they lack will. ~ Victor Hugo ~ Man was predestined to have free will. ~ Hal Luyah ~ It is fatal to enter any war without the will to win it. ~

Chinese Proverb-time And Time Management
Eternity! thou pleasing, dreadful thought. ~ Joseph Addison ~ I cannot afford to waste my time making money. ~ Louis Agassiz ~ He who lets time rule him will live the life of a slave. ~ John Arthorne ~ To choose time is to save time. ~ Francis Bacon ~ We sleep, but the loom of life never stops, and the pattern which was weaving when the sun went down is weaving when it comes up in the morning. ~ Henry Ward Beecher ~ There's never enough time to do it right, but there's always enough time to do it over. ~ Jack Bergman ~ Time is a great teacher, but unfortunately it kills all its pupils. ~ Hector Louis Berlioz ~ Time is like money, the less we have of it to spare the further we make it go. ~ Josh Billings ~ You will never find time for anything. If you want time, you must make it. ~ Charles Bixton ~ I am definitely going to take a course on time management... just as soon as I can work it into my schedule. ~ Lou

Chinese Proverb-simplicity
Elegance of language may not be in the power of all of us; but simplicity and straight forwardness are. Write much as you would speak; speak as you think. If with your inferior, speak no coarser than usual; if with your superiors, no finer. ~ Alford ~ What is conceived well is expressed clearly. ~ Nicholas Boileau ~ To simplify complications is the first essential of success. ~ George Earle Buckle ~ The most complex things are the simplest. ~ Agni Celeste ~ Out of intense complexities intense simplicities emerge. ~ Winston Churchill ~ Simplicity is a pleasant thing in children, or at any age, but it is not necessarily admirable, nor is affectation altogether a thing of evil. To be normal, to be at home in the world, with a prospect of power, usefulness, or success, the person must have that imaginative insight into other minds that underlies tact and savoir-faire, morality and beneficence. This insight involves sophistication, some understanding

Learn Before It's Too Late...
When it comes to understanding leukemia, the very first fact to grasp about the condition is that leukemia is a form of cancer. As with all types of cancer, leukemia begins at the cellular level. Our body is always in the process of generating new cells to replace the older cells as they lose energy and eventually die. When the body begins to produce more cells than the body needs to replace the older cells that are dying, the chance for the development of some type of cancer appears. In the case of leukemia, we are talking about unstable production of blood cells. There are several situations that have the potential for the development of leukemia. For instance, working with certain chemicals without taking adequate safeguards can greatly increase the chances for leukemia to occur. Such chemical compounds as Benzene, when handled inappropriately and for extended periods of time, may impair the body's natural production of cells and lead to leukemia. In like manner, formaldehyde is

Chinese Proverb -prosperity
Prosperity discovers vice, adversity discovers virtue. ~ Francis Bacon ~ In prosperity prepare for a change; in adversity hope for one. ~ James Burgh ~ When prosperity comes, do not use all of it. ~ Confucius ~ Prosperity belongs to those who learn new things the fastest. ~ Paul Zane Pilzer ~ Nothing is harder to direct than a man in prosperity; nothing more easily managed that one is adversity. ~ Plutarch ~ If you want greater prosperity in your life, start forming a vacuum to receive it. ~ Catherine Ponder ~ If you want 1 year of prosperity, grow grain. If you want 10 years of prosperity, grow trees. If you want 100 years of prosperity, grow people. ~ Chinese Proverb ~ All prosperity begins in the mind and is dependent only upon the full use of our creative imagination. ~ Ruth Ross ~ When you ascend the hill of prosperity, may you not meet a friend. ~ Mark Twain ~

Chinese Proverb-planning
The short- term plan, then, is an operative plan defining goals in writing and clearly indicating how these goals are to be carried out... ~ American Management ~ A plan is a list of actions arranged in whatever sequence is thought likely to achieve an objective. ~ John Argenti ~ Whatever failures I have known, whatever errors I have committed, whatever follies I have witnessed in private and public life have been the consequence of action without thought. ~ Bernard M. Baruch ~ Most plans are just inaccurate predictions. ~ Ben Bayol ~ At all times it is better to have a method. ~ Mark Caine ~ A trend is a trend is a trend. But the question is, will it bend? Will it alter its course through some unforeseen force and come to a premature end? ~ Alec Cairncross ~ To be prepared is half the victory. ~ Miguel De Cervantes ~ I'm just preparing my impromptu remarks. ~ Winston Churchill ~ Make your mold. The best flux in the world

Chinese Proverb-parents And Parenting
It's a sad moment, really, when parents first become a bit frightened of their children. ~ Ama Ata Aidoo ~ The joys of parents are secret, and so are their grieves and fears. ~ Francis Bacon ~ It's frightening to think that you mark your children merely by being yourself. It seems unfair. You can't assume the responsibility for everything you do --or don't do. ~ Simone De Beauvoir ~ Let me go to hell, that's all I ask, and go on cursing them there, and them look down and hear me, that might take some of the shine off their bliss. ~ Samuel Beckett ~ I don't know any parents that look into the eyes of a newborn baby and say, How can we screw this kid up. ~ Russell Bishop ~ You have to love your children unselfishly. That is hard. But it is the only way. ~ Barbara Bush ~ The most important thing that parents can teach their children is how to get along without them. ~ Frank A. Clark ~ Parents are not quite interested injustice, they

Chinese Proverb-learning
Learning is not attained by chance. It must be sought for with ardor and attended to with diligence. ~ Abigail Adams ~ It is always in season for old men to learn. ~ Aeschylus ~ There is no more beautiful life than that of a student. ~ F. Albrecht ~ Studies serve for delight, for ornaments, and for ability. ~ Francis Bacon ~ The man who graduates today and stops learning tomorrow is uneducated the day after. ~ Newton D. Baker ~ Don't just learn the tricks of the trade. Learn the trade. ~ James Bennis ~ Take good hold of instruction and don't let her go, keep her for she is your life. ~ Bible ~ Studying literature at Harvard is like learning about women at the Mayo clinic. ~ Roy Jr. Blount ~ Learning how to learn is life's most important skill. ~ Tony Buzan ~ Learning to dislike children at an early age saves a lot of expense and aggravation later in life. ~ Robert Byrne ~ Only those who have learned a lot a

Love And Relationships
To love is to share life together to build special plans just for two to work side by side and then smile with pride as one by one, dreams all come true. To love is to help and encourage with smiles and sincere words of praise to take time to share to listen and care in tender, affectionate ways. To love is to have someone special one who you can always depend to be there through the years sharing laughter and tears as a partner, a lover, a friend. To love is to make special memories of moments you love to recall of all the good things that sharing life brings love is the greatest of all. I've learned the full meaning of sharing and caring and having my dreams all come true; I've learned the full meaning of being in love by being and loving with you.

Chinese Proverb-humor
Among those whom I like or admire, I can find no common denominator, but among those whom I love, I can: all of them make me laugh. ~ W. H. Auden ~ We must laugh at man to avoid crying for him. ~ Napoleon Bonaparte ~ Humor is by far the most significant activity of the human brain. ~ Edward De Bono ~ Humor is something that thrives between man's aspirations and his limitations. There is more logic in humor than in anything else. Because, you see, humor is truth. ~ Victor Borge ~ Humor is just another defense against the universe. ~ Mel Brooks ~ A rich man's joke is always funny. ~ Thomas Edward Brown ~ Humor is always based on a modicum of truth. Have you ever heard a joke about a father-in-law. ~ Dick Clark ~ A joke is an epigram on the death of a feeling. ~ Fredrich ~ If I had no sense of humor, I would long ago have committed suicide. ~ Mahatma Gandhi ~ Humor is an affirmation of dignity, a declaration of man's

Chinese Proverb-heart
There is nothing enduring in life for a women except what she builds in a man's heart. ~ Judith Anderson ~ The heart of the wise is in the house of mourning, while the heart of the fool is in the house of entertainment. ~ Bible ~ Their is a road from the eye to heart that does not go through the intellect. ~ Gilbert K. Chesterton ~ I wear my heart on my sleeve. ~ Princess of Wales Diana ~ Within your heart, keep one still, secret spot where dreams may go. ~ Louise Driscoll ~ Great hearts steadily send forth the secret forces that incessantly draw great events. ~ Ralph Waldo Emerson ~ The heart of a fool is in his mouth, but the mouth of a wise man is in his heart. ~ Benjamin Franklin ~ Some people carry their heart in their head and some carry their head in their heart. The trick is to keep them apart yet working together. ~ David Hare ~ It is not the size of a man but the size of his heart that matters. ~ Evander Hol

Chinese Proverb-growth
Growth for the sake of growth is the ideology of the cancer cell. ~ Edward Abbey ~ We grow because we struggle, we learn and overcome. ~ R. C. Allen ~ The need of expansion is as genuine an instinct in man as the need in a plant for the light, or the need in man himself for going upright. The love of liberty is simply the instinct in man for expansion. ~ Matthew Arnold ~ Today I have grown taller from walking with the trees. ~ Karl Baker ~ I am convinced that the world is not a mere bog in which men and woman trample themselves in the mire and die. Something magnificent is taking place here amid the cruelties and tragedies, and the supreme challenge to intelligence is that of making the noblest and best in our curious heritage prevail. ~ Charles A. Beard ~ Some people are molded by their admirations, others by their hostilities. ~ Elizabeth Bowen ~ Unless a tree has borne blossoms in spring, you will vainly look for fruit on it in autumn.

Pms...
The Hormone Hostage The Hormone Hostage knows that there are days in the month when all a man has to do is open his mouth and he takes his life in his own hands! This is a handy guide that should be as common as a driver's license in the wallet of every husband, boyfriend, co-worker or significant other! DANGEROUS: SAFER: SAFEST: ULTRA SAFE: What's for dinner? Can I help you with dinner? Where would you like to go for dinner? Here, have some wine. Are you wearing that? Wow, you sure look good in brown! WOW! Look at you! Here, have some wine What are you so worked up about? Could we be overreacting? Here's my paycheck. Here, have some wine. Should you be eating that? You know, there are a lot of apples left. Can I get you a piece of chocolate with that? Here, have some wine. What did you DO all day? I hope you didn't over-do it today. I've always loved you i

Chinese Proverb-giving
The trick is to realize that after giving your best, there's nothing more to give. ~ Sparky Anderson ~ The human contribution is the essential ingredient. It is only in the giving of oneself to others that we truly live. ~ Ethel Percy Andrus ~ No matter what age you are, or what your circumstances might be, you are special, and you still have something unique to offer. Your life, because of who you are, has meaning. ~ Barbara De Angelis ~ It is rare indeed that people give. Most people guard and keep; they suppose that it is they themselves and what they identify with themselves that they are guarding and keeping, whereas what they are actually guarding and keeping is their system of reality and what they assume themselves to be. ~ James Baldwin ~ Sharing is sometimes more demanding than giving. ~ Mary Bateson ~ Nature does not give to those who will not spend... ~ R.J. Baughan ~ Getters don't get -- givers get. ~ Eugene Benge ~ G

Chinese Proverb-freedom
When people talk of the freedom of writing, speaking or thinking I cannot choose but laugh. No such thing ever existed. No such thing now exists; but I hope it will exist. But it must be hundreds of years after you and I shall write and speak no more. ~ John Adams ~ When we were told that by freedom we understood free enterprise, we did very little to dispel this monstrous falsehood. Wealth and economic well-being, we have asserted, are the fruits of freedom, while we should have been the first to know that this kind of "happiness" has been an unmixed blessing only in this country, and it is a minor blessing compared with the truly political freedoms, such as freedom of speech and thought, of assembly and association, even under the best conditions. ~ Hannah Arendt ~ Within yourself deliverance must be searched for, because each man makes his own prison. ~ Sir Edwin Arnold ~ A nation which makes the final sacrifice for life and freedom does not get beaten.

The Way He Makes Me Feel
I messed up and (almost) lost him. My mind is a blur cause we don't talk like we used to. I feel he is different now and doesn't feel for me the way he used to. I've told him again and again what he means to me and how I've grown to feel deeper for him. I know I can be complicated at times, but all I want is the real thing. The kind of things you only see in movies. Maybe I am not capable of this. Maybe I am looking for something not real. All I know is I think of him constantly and it hurts to know that he may not think of me the same. We used to talk everyday and laugh and joke. But I messed up and it's hard convincing him I am not what he thinks I am. All I can do is continue to be who I am and hopefully he will see me again for what he knows I can be. I'm sending this to him from thousands of miles away, in hopes that he will continue to stay.

Chinese Proverb -faults
The greatest of all faults, I should say, is to be conscious of none. ~ Thomas Carlyle ~ When you have faults, do not fear to abandon them. ~ Confucius ~ A fault is sooner found than mended. ~ Ulpian Fulwell ~ People may flatter themselves just as much by thinking that their faults are always present to other people's minds, as if they believe that the world is always contemplating their individual charms and virtues. ~ Elizabeth Gaskell ~ It is well that there is no one without a fault; for he would not have a friend in the world. ~ William Hazlitt ~ It is easier to discover a deficiency in individuals, in states, and in Providence, than to see their real import and value. ~ Georg Hegel ~ I may have faults, but being wrong ain't one of them. ~ Jimmy Hoffa ~ We forget our faults easily when they are known to ourselves alone. ~ Francois De La Rochefoucauld ~ Fools can find fault, but they can't act anymore wisely. ~ La

Chinese Proverb-family
The family is the school of duties... founded on love. ~ Felix Adler ~ You leave home to seek your fortune and, when you get it, you go home and share it with your family. ~ Anita Baker ~ Family jokes, though rightly cursed by strangers, are the bond that keeps most families alive. ~ Stella Benson ~ You hear a lot of dialogue on the death of the American family. Families aren't dying. They're merging into big conglomerates. ~ Erma Bombeck ~ Other things may change us, but we start and end with family. ~ Anthony Brandt ~ The government is becoming the family of last resort. ~ Jerry Brown ~ The strength of a nation derives from the integrity of the home. ~ Confucius ~ Parents: persons who spend half their time worrying how a child will turn out, and the rest of the time wondering when a child will turn in. ~ Ted Cook ~ If Mr. Vincent Price were to be co-starred with Miss Bette Davis in a story by Mr. Edgar Allan Poe directed

Chinese Proverb-experience
Every creator painfully experiences the chasm between his inner vision and its ultimate expression. ~ Cleveland Amory ~ My mind withdrew its thoughts from experience, extracting itself from the contradictory throng of sensuous images, that it might find out what that light was wherein it was bathed.... And thus, with the flash of one hurried glance, it attained to the vision of That Which Is. ~ St. Augustine ~ You should make a point of trying every experience once, excepting incest and folk dancing. ~ Arnold Bax ~ Bad experience is a school that only fools keep going to. ~ Ezra Taft Benson ~ Experience. The wisdom that enables us to recognize in an undesirable old acquaintance the folly that we have already embraced. ~ Ambrose Bierce ~ Experience is a school where a man learns what a big fool he has been. ~ Josh Billings ~ Experience, like a pale musician, holds a dulcimer of patience in his hand. ~ Elizabeth Barrett Browning ~ W

Him
He's got a rough exterior look about him, but he's as soft as a pillow inside. He's got a heart of gold. I tested our friendship at first and almost lost him, but he came back to me. He sees something special in me and he knows I can be a good person if only I would love myself more. I am trying to do as he states and it's working. i am loving myself more and more everyday. He contacts me when I need a friend the most and I could never thank him enough. He's the best person I have met in a long time and I have never even met him in person..YET. I hope he stays in my life for the long haul. Friends like him are hard to find. I try to find the words to thank him for all he's done, but I can't seem to find them. I think of him often when I am down on myself about my life and just try to remember his words to me. He's my angel and my guiding light to the path of happiness. He puts a smile on my face just by saying hello to me and thinking of me. I know he's not just mine, but I cherish eve

Chinese Proverb-death And Dying
See in what peace a Christian can die. ~ Joseph Addison ~ I'm not afraid to die, I just don't want to be there when it happens. ~ Woody Allen ~ There are three kinds of death in this world. There's heart death, there's brain death, and there's being off the network. ~ Guy Almes ~ A dying man needs to die, as a sleepy man needs to sleep, and there comes a time when it is wrong, as well as useless, to resist. ~ Steward Alsop ~ Your lost friends are not dead, but gone before, advanced a stage or two upon that road which you must travel in the steps they trod. ~ Aristophanes ~ Nothing that is really good and God-like dies. ~ Ernest Moritz Arndt ~ Truth sits upon the lips of dying men. ~ Matthew Arnold ~ The words of a dead man are modified in the guts of the living. ~ W. H. Auden ~ I do not believe that any man fears to be dead, but only the stroke of death. ~ Francis Bacon ~ When one by one our ties are torn, and frie

Who Wears The Pants?????
Jack was going to be married to Jill, so his father sat him down for little fireside chat...... He says "Jack, let me tell you something. On my wedding night in our honeymoon suite, I took off my pants and handed them to your mother, and said, 'Here - try these on.' So, she did and said, 'These are too big. I can't wear them'. So I replied, '...Exactly. I wear the pants in this family and I always will.' Ever since that night we have never had any problems." "Hmmm," says Jack. He thinks that might be a good thing to try. So, on his honeymoon, Jack takes off his pants and says to Jill, "Here, try these on." So she does and says, "These are too large, they don't fit me." So Jack says, "...Exactly. I wear the pants in this family and I always will, and I don't want you to ever forget that." Then Jill takes off her pants and hands them to Jack and says, "Here you try on mine." So he does and says, "I can't get into your pants." So Jill says, ".

Chinese Proverb-control
Never let the other fellow set the agenda. ~ James Baker ~ Nature has placed mankind under the government of two sovereign masters, pain and pleasure... they govern us in all we do, in all we say, in all we think: every effort we can make to throw off our subjection, will serve but to demonstrate and confirm it. ~ John Bentham ~ The bird of paradise alights only on the hand that does not grasp. ~ John Berry ~ I am not a glutton -- I am an explorer of food. ~ Erma Bombeck ~ Don't let the negativity given to you by the world disempower you. Instead give to yourself that which empowers you. ~ Les Brown ~ Flow with whatever is happening and let your mind be free. Stay centered by accepting whatever you are doing. This is the ultimate. ~ Chuang Tzu ~ The consuming desire of most human beings is deliberately to plant their whole life in the hands of some other person. I would describe this method of searching for happiness as immature. Developm

Chinese Proverb-character
The highest qualities of character… must be earned. ~ Lyman Abbott ~ The quality of strength lined with tenderness is an unbeatable combination, as are intelligence and necessity when unblunted by formal education. ~ Maya Angelou ~ My father told me that if you saw a man in a Rolls Royce you could be sure he was not a gentleman unless he was the chauffeur. ~ Earl of Arran ~ If you don't run your own life, somebody else will. ~ John Atkinson ~ Property may be destroyed and money may lose its purchasing power; but, character, health, knowledge and good judgment will always be in demand under all conditions. ~ Roger Babson ~ Character builds slowly, but it can be torn down with incredible swiftness. ~ Faith Baldwin ~ During my eighty-seven years, I have witnessed a whole succession of technological revolutions. But none of them has done away with the need for character in the individual or the ability to think. ~ Bernard M. Baruch ~

Chinese Proverb-caution
Hasten slowly. ~ Caesar Augustus ~ Whenever our neighbor's house is on fire, it cannot be amiss for the engines to play a little on our own. ~ Edmund Burke ~ Be slow of tongue and quick of eye. ~ Miguel De Cervantes ~ Half the failures in life arise from pulling in one's horse as he is leaping. ~ A. W. Hare ~ Always count the cost. ~ American Proverb ~ Of all the thirty-six alternatives, running away is best. ~ Chinese Proverb ~ Don't throw away the old bucket until you know whether the new one holds water. ~ Swedish Proverb ~ Beware of all enterprises that require a new set of clothes. ~ Henry David Thoreau ~ Caution is not cowardly. Carelessness is not courage ~ Source Unknown ~ Beware of the man who works hard to learn something, learns it, and finds himself no wiser than before, Bokonon tells us. He is full of murderous resentment of people who are ignorant without having come by their ignorance the hard way.

Chinese Proverb- Ask
Great things are only possible with outrageous requests. ~ Thea Alexander ~ Man, if you gotta ask you'll never know. ~ Louis Armstrong ~ Ask, and it shall be given you; seek; and you shall find; knock and it shall be opened unto you. For every one that asketh receiveth; and he that seeketh findeth; and to him that knocketh it shall be opened. [Matthew 7:7-8] ~ Bible ~ You don't always get what you ask for, but you never get what you don't ask for... unless it's contagious! ~ Franklyn Broude ~ Remember you are just an extra in everyone else's play. ~ Stewart Emery ~ If you don't ask, you don't get. ~ Mahatma Gandhi ~ Every moment of your life is infinitely creative and the universe is endlessly bountiful. Just put forth a clear enough request, and everything your heart desires must come to you. ~ Shakti Gawain ~ You create your opportunities by asking for them. ~ Patty Hansen ~ Others have seen what is and asked why. I have

Episodes From Washington Dc
WELL I TOLD YOU IN MY LAST BLOG THERE WOULD BE MORE. EVERYONE WHO KNOWS ME KNOWS I DO NOT LIKE HEIGHTS AT ALL. ON THE DAY WE WENT TO RIDE THE SUBWAY, WE WERE TO RIDE DOWN THE LONGEST ESCALATOR EVER. SO I WAS A LITTLE NERVOUS. WHILE OUR TOUR GUIDE WAS TELLING US ABOUT IT HE POINTS OUT " I KNOW I HAVE ONE MAMA THAT IS AFRAID OF HEIGHTS SO THERE IS AN ELEVATOR THERE IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO USE IT." NOTHING WOULD DO ALLY BUT AUNT BECKY GO WITH HER ON THE ESCALATOR AND THE SUBWAY. I TOLD HER I MUST LOVE HER ALOT. ANYWAY I GOT THROUGH IT AND STOOD BEHIND ONE OF ALLY'S FRIENDS FATHER THE WHOLE TIME. I NEVER LOOKED DOWN BUT WHEN I DID GET OFF OF IT I LOOKED BACK UP AND WELLLLLLLL THAT I WILL NOT DO AGAIN. ALLY OF COURSE HAD A BLAST. I WAS A LITTLE NERVOUS ABOUT THE SUBWAY TOO BUT THAT WENT WELL I GUESS. I JUST DIDN'T LIKE THE TUNNELS. WHILE WE ARE ON THE SUBJECT OF HEIGHTS, GUESS WHERE ELSE WAS ON THE AGENDA?? THE WASHINGTON MONUMENT!!!!! I MADE IT TO THE ELEVATOR AND WENT UP. I STAYED LONG ENOUG

Chinese Proverb- Adversity
I got in trouble with the police, and that was a rude awakening. That was it. I'd seen the bottom of the pit, and it was time to scrape myself out of it. ~ Bryan Adams ~ It takes a real storm in the average person's life to make him realize how much worrying he has done over the squalls. ~ Heartland Advisor ~ The reward of suffering is experience. ~ Aeschylus ~ I'm not afraid of storms, for I'm learning to sail my ship. ~ Louisa May Alcott ~ Painful as it may be, a significant emotional event can be the catalyst for choosing a direction that serves us--and those around us -- more effectively. Look for the learning. ~ Eric Allenbaugh ~ You don't develop courage by being happy in your relationships everyday. You develop it by surviving difficult times and challenging adversity. ~ Barbara De Angelis ~ When you come to a roadblock, take a detour. ~ Mary Kay Ash ~ Every silver lining has a cloud. ~ Avon ~ When walking through t

Chinese Proverb - Action
In this country men seem to live for action as long as they can and sink into apathy when they retire. ~ Charles Francis Adams ~ You can tell more about a person by what he says about others than you can by what others say about him. ~ Leo Aikman ~ The shortest distance between two points is under construction. ~ Noelie Alito ~ The greatest potential for control the ends to exist at the point where action takes place. ~ Louis A. Allen ~ A bird doesn't sing because it has an answer, it sings because it has a song. ~ Maya Angelou ~ Effective action is always unjust. ~ Jean Anouilh ~ Are you in earnest? Seize this very minute! Boldness has genius, power, and magic in it. Only engage, and then the mind grows heated. Begin, and then the work will be completed. ~ John Anster ~ Those who are more adapted to the active life can prepare themselves for contemplation in the practice of the active life, while those who are more adapted to the

First Blog
A little about me. GENERAL I am 21 years old from South Georgia. Love it there! I am currently in the United States Army and stationed in Germany. Been here almost a full year now. I get to leave here for good June of 2009. Its nice here, but its not home. I'm a 13M, Multiple Launch Rocket Systems Crewmember. Which is a really fancy name for absolutely nothing. lol. I love sports of any kind, especially baseball. Games of any kind; board, card, video, computer. I'm just naturally competitive. I love to win, despise losing. With a passion. I know that I am smart and thats a problem for me sometimes. I'm not conceited or anything, I just like to show my intelligence from time to time. I don't do anything to make others feel lesser about themselves though. Not my style. HISTORY Born and raised near Atlanta, GA. Switched schools about four times throughout Georgia. Last time was between my 10th and 11th grade years. Worked at McDonald's forever! Loved it too! :) Worked at a Level 5

Chinese Proverb - Ability
Just do what you do best. ~ Red Auerbach ~ Natural abilities are like natural plants; they need pruning by study. ~ Francis Bacon ~ I thought he was a young man of promise, but it appears he is a young man of promises. [Speaking Of Winston Churchill] ~ Arthur James Balfour ~ Knowing what you can not do is more important than knowing what you can do. In fact, that's good taste. ~ Lucille Ball ~ Ability is of little account without opportunity. ~ Napoleon Bonaparte ~ The extent of your consciousness is limited only by your ability to love and to embrace with your love the space around you, and all it contains ~ Ken Carey ~ The king is the man who can. ~ Thomas Carlyle ~ What you see, but can't see over is as good as infinite. ~ Thomas Carlyle ~ No amount of ability is of the slightest avail without honor. ~ Andrew Carnegie ~ When it is a question of God's almighty Spirit, never say, "I can't." ~ Oswald Chambers

Dumb Facts
There are more collect calls on father's Day than any other day of the year. There is now an ATM at McMurdo Station in Antarctica, which has a winter population of 200. The estimated value of services provided by the global ecosystem (water, food, materials etc.) runs between $16 and $54 trillion per year. Japanese lead the world in vending machines, selling $100 Armani ties, $30 bottles of whiskey, and $5 glasses of beer, right next to soft drink machines. It is possible because of low vandalism and petty theft. In 1995, Toys R Us sold more than $9 billion of goods in the U.S. alone. The average one-dollar bill wears out in less than two years. A lump of pure gold the size of a matchbox can be flattened into a sheet the size of a tennis court! The 3 most valuable brand names on earth: Marlboro, Coca-Cola, and Budweiser, in that order. It takes 3,000 folds to wear out a dollar bill. A 'jiffy' is an actual unit of time for 1/100th of a second. If you yelled

The Search
Enough of the upper structure remained to keep the bulk of the rain off of Marcus, but he knew he would need to move further in to enjoy any real protection from the elements. But before he could do that, he had to assess the degree of his injury. Taking out his survival knife, he cut away the lower portion of his left pant leg. There was no doubt the bones were broken through, kept in place mainly by his high leather boots. Marcus fished a flashlight from his pack and played the beam over his surrounds. There were still the remains of furnishings in here, though obviously ancient. He scouted around and managed to find some an old chair that lay in ruins. That chair supplied a pair of legs not completely rotted through. Marcus put the handle of his knife between his teeth and prepared himself, then grabbed the sole of his boot and pulled downward slowly, so as not to severe any veins in the process. He felt the bone slide back into the skin, and roughly into the position it

Family Matters
well well well, where to start. Sunday night was nuts getting home from faire. (those involved know the details of that) Monday morning after much thought Hubby and I decided we would transfer the kids schools. that afternoon, I got a call from a friend of my father saying to meet the ambulance at KDH he had a massive heart attack. so since Monday afternoon, all my time has been spent at the ICU with my father. He has been on a ventilator and with any luck will be off of it be tonight. I am the one who is left to make the medical decisions with my sister Jenn. (who many of you know, our relationship has been...strained these past months) but that is all bull put behind us and we both know it was silly and a little stupid. we are just both very stubborn, lol. I am a very tired goddess, and I wanted to take a quick moment to thank you all for the thoughts and texts I have gotten for support. I will try to keep those updated who have asked. I do love you all.

Chinese Proverb Collection(w-z)
Waiting for a rabbit to hit upon a tree and be killed in order to catch it. We are not so much concerned if you are slow as when you come to a halt. A weasel comes to say Happy New Year to the chickens. With time and patience the mulberry leaf becomes a silk gown. When eating bamboo sprouts, remember the man who planted them. When you are poor, neighbors close by will not come; once you become rich, you'll be surprised by visits from (alleged) relatives afar. When you have only two pennies left in the world, buy a loaf of bread with one, and a lily with the other. When you want to test the depths of a stream, don't use both feet. When planning for a year, plant corn. When planning for a decade, plant trees. When planning for life, train and educate people. Without rice, even the cleverest housewife cannot cook. You can only go halfway into the darkest forest; then you are coming out the other side. You cannot prevent the birds of sorrow from flying over your head,

A Better Man By All 4 One
(requested by and dedicated to Kally) So many times I looked and found My dreams around, come tumbling down And there you were, Holding out your hand (holding out your hand) When there was rain You were the sun You are my life when life was done So this I say to you Baby from my heart From my heart (from my heart) (from my heart) Every day you'll see (every day you'll see) How I try and be (how I try and be) A better man for you (a better man for you) By the things I'll do (by the things I'll do) A better man you'll say Has come to you today I'll try and be a better man And when lovers come my way I'll just smile and politely say That this heart of mine It only beats for you (only beats for you) Though in the past I've let you down There's no more tears I'll be around Now and forever, my wandering days are through I want you, I want you, I want you Every day you'll see (every day you'll see) How I try and be (how I try and be) A better man for you (

Chinese Proverb Collection (t-v)
There are always ears on the other side of the wall. There is no silver here: three hundred taels. Those who have free seats at a play hiss first. Three humble shoemakers brainstorming will make a great statesman. A tiger never returns to his prey he did not finish off. To attract good fortune, spend a new coin on an old friend, share an old pleasure with a new friend, and lift up the heart of a true friend by writing his name on the wings of a dragon. To know the road ahead, ask those coming back. To understand your parents' love you must raise children yourself. Use power to curb power. Vicious as a tigeress can be, she never eats her own cubs.

Chinese Proverb Collection(p-s)
The palest ink is better than the best memory. Paper can't wrap up a fire. Pick up a sesame seed but lose sight of a watermelon. Play a harp before a cow. Regular feet can't be affected by irregular shoes. Reshape one's foot to try to fit into a new shoe. The saving man becomes the free man. Shed no tears until seeing the coffin. A single conversation with a wise man is better than ten years of study. A sly rabbit will have three openings to its den. A smile will gain you ten more years of life. Some prefer carrot while others like cabbage. Sow much, reap much; sow little, reap little. Steal a bell with one's ears covered.

Chinese Proverb Collection (m-o)
Make happy those who are near, and those who are far will come. The man who does not learn is dark, like one walking in the night. Man who waits for roast duck to fly into mouth must wait very, very long time. Married couples tell each other a thousand things without speech. Mend the pen only after the sheep are all gone. Never do anything standing that you can do sitting, or anything sitting that you can do lying down. Never write a letter while you are angry. No wind, no waves. Of all the strategems, to know when to quit is the best. Of all the thirty-six alternatives, running away is best. Once bitten by a snake, he/she is scared all his/her life at the mere sight of a rope. Once on a tiger's back, it is hard to alight. One cannot refuse to eat just because there is a chance of being choked. One dog barks at something, the rest bark at him One monk shoulders water by himself; two can still share the labor among them. When it comes to three, they have to g

Another Day
Hmm another day feeling like im being left behind.. Another day of feeling like im not wanted.... Another time my friends show there true colors.... Another Day Im broke.. Another day i need assistance.. another fried brain cell... Another knot in the Neuce Around my Neck... Another Time noone listens .... Another Time being Used for something Another Day Where Im invisible... Another Fuckin Mindless Young Lost Another Insult.... This is Just Another Blog on my Life... Thank you

Chinese Proverb Collection (j-k)
A Jade stone is useless before it is processed; a man is good-for-nothing until he is educated. A journey of a thousand miles begins with a single step. Judge not the horse by his saddle. Keep your broken arm inside your sleeve. Kill a chicken before a monkey. Kill one to warn a hundred. Learning is a treasure that will follow its owner everywhere. Life is a dream walking death is a going home. Like ants eating a bone. Lift a stone only to drop on your own feet. Listen to all, plucking a feather from every passing goose, but, follow no one absolutely. The longer the night lasts, the more our dreams will be. Looking for the ass on its very back.

I'm Sorry By All 4 One
I know I was wrong For treating you the way I did (the way I did) I have so much on my mind I didn't know where you fit in (where you fit in) and if I could do it all over again (again) I'll never treat you that way (I'll never treat you that way again) I apologize for the pain that I caused And I just wanna say (I just wanna say) I'm sorry (I'm sorry) So sorry (so sorry) For treating you the way I did (I didn't mean it baby) I'm sorry (I'm sorry) So sorry (so sorry) For leaving you the way I did When I close my eyes I think of how it used to be (used to be) That's when I realized Just how much you mean to me (you mean to me) A second chance is all that I need (I need) To change what's wrong and make it right (To change what's wrong and make it right) A fool I was to let you slip away (away) When I know I need you in my life (need you in my life) I'm sorry (I'm sorry) So sorry (so sorry) For treating you the way I did (I didn't mean to hurt you baby)

Chinese Proverb Collection (h-i)
Happiness is like a sunbeam, which the least shadow intercepts, while adversity is often as the rain of spring. Have a mouth as sharp as a dagger but a heart as soft as tofu. Have one's ears pierced only before the wedding ceremony starts. He who asks is a fool for five minutes, but he who does not ask remains a fool forever. He who hurries can not walk with dignity. He who sacrifices his conscience to ambition burns a picture to obtain the ashes. A horse cannot gain weight if not fed with extra fodder during the night; a man cannot become wealthy without earnings apart from his regular salaries. How can you expect to find ivory in a dog's mouth? How can you put out a fire set on a cart-load of firewood with only a cup of water? If a son is uneducated, his dad is to blame. If I keep a green bough in my heart, the singing bird will come. If you are patient in a moment of anger, you will escape a hindred days of sorrow. If you bow at all, bow low. If you do not

Chinese Proverb Collection (e-g)
Enjoy yourself. It's later than you think. Enough shovels of earth -- a mountain. Enough pails of water -- a river. Even a hare will bite when it is cornered. Experience is a comb which nature gives to men when they are bald. Fail to steal the chicken while it ate up your bait grain. A fall into a ditch makes you wiser. Fight a wolf with a flex stalk. A flea on the top of a bald head. Flowing water never goes bad; our door hubs never gather termites. A frog in a well shaft seeing the sky. Flies never visit an egg that has no crack. Forget injuries, never forget kindnesses. A gem cannot be polished without friction, nor a man perfected without trials. A good fortune may forbode a bad luck, which may in turn disguise a good fortune. Govern a family as you would cook a small fish -- very gently. Great souls have wills; feeble ones have only wishes.

Chinese Proverb (a-d)
Add legs to the snake after you have finished drawing it. After three days without reading, talk becomes flavorless. An ant may well destroy a whole dam. Be not afraid of growing slowly, be afraid only of standing still. Behind an able man there are always other able men. Better a diamond with a flaw than a pebble without one. Better do a good deed near at home than go far away to burn incense. Better to light a candle than to curse the darkness A book is like a garden carried in the pocket. A book holds a house of gold. Butcher the donkey after it finished his job on the mill. A camel standing amidst a flock of sheep. Clear conscience never fears midnight knocking. A closed mind is like a closed book; just a block of wood A crane standing amidst a flock of chickens. Crows everywhere are equally black. A dish of carrot hastily cooked may still has soil uncleaned off the vegetable. Dismantle the bridge shortly after crossing it. Distant water won't he

Orgasmic
she walks in moon glow paled beyond compare russet tresses down her back silver eyes shining bright she walks to you the golden boy sun bronzed the enlightened you turn away for you do not see she lives for you and never me i watch impatiently look my way dear one but she will not i tremble and tears fall she is my angel

Chopsticks Are Not Toothpicks!!!!!!!
Ever been to a Behihana's? I have... but there's none in Tacoma... So last night we went out to Sakura off 38th and Cedar in Tacoma. It's a Japanese steakhouse, and it says so on the sign. Anyway so we are seated. I notice the group we are seated with is a large family, then a woman and her son. The large family was lets say... white trash. You know Cletus and his family on the Simpsons? JUST LIKE THAT. They talked the same. For starters, when the soup was brought out, they demanded spoons. In a Japanese restaurant, you typically drink the soup (like miso soup) from the bowl. Then one of the women wanted her rice early and points at her soup "i wanna put my rice right there"... omg... I was trying soo hard not to laugh. So the waitress is liek "so you want your rice early?" and they are like "no, I want my rice dang right here" pointing into the soup bowl. Anyway so next out they bring the salads and the rest of the rice for all of us... and thats fine.. I was suprised th

Random Babble Nad Lyrics
i can't make it out alive, i see all the walls falling, for the end is all i know to be true, when this day comes and everything is still there, and in the end, do i find the sound to always find the reasons to see past the doubt and push forth and rise tonight, to find out if i make it out alive. Speechless days, but the message oh so clear, the words float as if in the clouds, its so hard, and now i see whats wrong, life seems to be laughing along, isn't any wonder why i am tired, i feel left behind, is it any wonder i don't know whats write, but somtimesz i get this feeling its stands, keeps the butterflies going, isn't any wonder that i am tired, when i fall, when i see the world threw the eyes of pain, nothing seems to see the lonely is right, but we all try to make it right, isn't any wonder i can't make it out alive. isn't any wonder i feel so betrayed. life is good, bad, and inbetween. more ramble. when the world is here to spark the flame, but i remember the

What I've Learned: Homer Simpson
When someone tells you your butt is on fire, you should take them at their word. There is no such thing as a bad doughnut. Kids are like monkeys, only louder. If you want results, press the red button. The rest are useless. There are many different religions in this world, but if you look at them carefully, you'll see that they all have one thing in common: They were invented by a giant, superintelligent slug named Dennis. You should just name your third kid Baby. Trust me -- it'll save you a lot of hassle. You can have many different jobs and still be lazy. I enjoy the great taste of Duff. Yes, Duff is the only beer for me. Smooth, creamy Duff . . . zzzzzzzzzzzzz. You can get free stuff if you mention a product in a magazine interview. Like Chips Ahoy! cookies. You may think it's easier to de-ice your windshield with a flamethrower, but there are repercussions. Serious repercussions. There are some things that just aren't meant to be eaten.

Running Out Of Pic Space
God Damn I have uploaded 73/90 pics. I'm running out of space. So once my pic space is full your all fucked for new pics of me. Cause I ain't buying VIP I got too many bills to pay already. Not only that but my b-day is coming and I gotta save some dough cause I'm gonna get totally shit faced. Oh and just to let ya'll know the pics that are private ARE NOT NUDES!!!! I don't do nudes I keep my body for my man, when I have one.

Men
> > What Could Be Worse?!?! >> > >> > >> > Recently a man had to go to the hospital >> > to have his wedding ring cut off from his penis >> > after his mistress found the ring in his pants >> > pocket and got so mad at him she stuck it on him >> > while he was asleep. >> > >> > > I don't know what's worse: >> > >> > > 1) Having your mistress find out you're >> > married. >> > >> > 2) Explaining to your wife how your >> > wedding ring got on your penis. >> > >> > 3) Or finding out your penis fits >> > through your wedding ring. >> >> >>

The Fire
My apartment building burned to the ground back in January. I just uploaded some pics of it that were taken a week after the fire. I also uploaded some pics of my new place. I was fortunate enough to get renter's insurance.

Common Sense
Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was, since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as: Knowing when to come in out of the rain; Why the early bird gets the worm; Life isn't always fair; and Maybe it was my fault. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you can earn) and reliable strategies (adults, not children, are in charge). His health began to deteriorate rapidly when well-intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a 6 -year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition. Common Sense lost ground when parents attacked teachers for doing the job that they them

An Abrupt Stop
A life so young and vibrant, with so much yet to learn and too experience...gone... Sweet 16 you are and Sweet 16, you will stay forever. I can remember sitting on my front door step, having a late afternoon coffee. Your Mom, sitting on her step, coffee in tow, waving hello to me. As we sat and waited for our daughters to come home from school. It wouldnt be long till we both could see, the two of you girls walking, laughing and yes of course, swearing at the top of your lungs all the way down the street. It wasn't that way at the beginning when we first moved to that area. The two of you faught tooth and nail but ended up being good friends. Then we moved, yet again. But the two of you kept in touch and remained friends. One of you excelled and the other got into things, she shouldn't of. But kids will be kids, the one didnt look down upon the other, and they still remained good friends. Now that friendship has come to an Abrupt Stop... You started out with promise Yo

Fucktard Of The Week
I posted this comment on a guy's page & he shouts me when I log on this afternoon... First of all...I get naked girl comments all the damn time, from guys & girls...I don't shout them & say hey don't post that crap on my page. wtf? It's a freaking comment, if u don't like it than deleted it or better yet, u don't like the comments I take my precious time to send than delete me, how's that? Read from the bottom to the stop... ^ That wasn't enough...than he sends me CT-mail & accuses me of blocking him...wtf? LMAO!! Start @ the bottom & read up... ______________________________________________ On 5/10/2007, holliehottie@cherrytap.com wrote:> whatever! don't accuse me of blocking u, makes u look retarded...I don't have time for this crap! get over it already! if u didn't like the comment u can delete it...your making a big issue out of nothing! ______________________________________________ on 5/10/2007, catman1972@cherrytap.com wrote: what ever i

May 15th Say No To Being A Victim!
Don't Be a Victim Don't pump gas on MAY 15th In April 1997, there was a "gas out" conducted nationwide in protest of gas prices. Gasoline prices dropped 30 cents a gallon overnight. On May 15th 2007, all internet users are to NOT GO to a gas station in protest of high gas prices. Gas is now over $3.00 a gallon in most places. There are 73,000,000+ American members currently on the internet network, and the average car takes about 30 to 50 dollars to fill up. If all users did not go to the pump on the 15th, it would take $2,292,000,000.00 (that's almost 3 BILLION) out of the oil companies pockets for just one day, so please do not go to the gas station on May 15th and lets try to put a dent in the Middle Eastern oil industry for at least one day. If you agree resend this to all your contact list. With it saying, ''Don't pump gas on May 15th"

Why I Urge You To Not Support Them.
WAL-MART TAX FACTS HOW WAL-MART AVOIDS PAYING TAXES: *Wal-Mart owns its stores. Bet they pretend they don't. *They set up a fake "shell" company out-of-state. Then, they pay rent on their own store to their own fake company. *They deduct the cost of rent so they don't have to pay corporate income taxes on it. THIS SCAM HELPED WAL-MART AVOID $3.39 BILLION IN STATE TAXES BETWEEN 1999-2005. (1) HOW WAL-MART LINES THEIR POCKETS WITH YOUR TAX DOLLARS: *Wal-Mart failed to provide company health care to over 775,000 of its workers and their families in 2005. *Many of those employees are forced to use Medicaid or just show up in the emergency room. *While other companies take care of their workers, Wal-Mart shifts the costs to taxpayers. TAXPAYERS WILL PAY $9.1 BILLION OVER THE NEXT 5 YEARS TO COVER WAL-MART'S HEALTH CARE COSTS. (2) THE REAL COSTS OF THE WAL-MART TAX: IF WAL-MART PAID THE TAXES IT OWED IN 2005... *318,440 uninusured children would have he

Fallen War Angel
There goes another fallen angel Death is tough with fear surrounding every being Hatred fills ones soul, As one searches for revenge against the enemy No time for regret in the loneliness of such a fine gathering Salvation of hope, of peace... Is yet to be discovered. Understanding of fear, of hardships, of pain Inspires the empty light left for one last battle Of pure will to stand strong for ones country. Time is fragile Fallen angels scattered every where Inspiration to continue on the path of battle Kills yet another innocent angel Ones soul is filled with guilt As innocence is taken Battle rips away any hope Hope of salvation Oh the gathering is fine Blood lust Desire for murder Protection or invasion? Now who is the enemy? One soldiers fight to survive... Is the death of another An innocent life taken There goes another fallen angel Death to life with the sound of a gun shot

Words Of Love From "my Honey" A.j.
u may think that i'm tlkin foolish u've heard that i'm wild and i'm free u may wonder how i can promise u love this love that i feel for u always will be ur not just time that i'm killin i'm no longer one of those guys as sure as i live... this love that i give is gonna be urs until the day that i die i'm gonna love u forever forever and ever amen as long as old men sit and tlk about the weather as long as old women sit and tlk about old men if u wonder how long i'll be faithful... i'll be happy to tell u again... i'm gonna love u forever and ever forever and ever amen. they say time takes it's toll on a body makes the young girls blond hair turn gray well hunny i don't care... i ain't in love with ur hair and if it all fell out.. i'd love u anyway they say time can play tricks on a memory make ppl forget things they knew it's easy to see.. it's happening to me i've already forgotten every woman but u cause darlin i'm gonna love u forever forever and ever

To All Of My Friends And Those That Are Not Yet My Friends
THiS P3RSON LOV3S YOU V3RY MUCH ____________00________________ ___________000________________ _________00000000000000000000_ _______0000000000000000000000_ _________00000000000000000000_ ___________000________________ ____________00________________ SEND THiS 2 AS MANY PPL YOU LOVE ND SEND iT BAK 2 ME iF U HAVE LOVE FOR ME.. LETS SEE HOW MANY PPL LOVE YOU..

I Need Input So Please Reply!!!
So things have gone from bad to worse for the most part for me and I have been trying to decide something. I've been trying to decide if I should just say fuck it and end it all. So I guess what I am looking for is a yes or no answer and why. If you read this PLEASE RESPOND with an answer. Thanks.

Welcome
So, as most of you my very well know by now, I'm new to this particular site. Wont take me long at all to get use to it. I guess I'll start these entries off by welcoming you to insanity and beyond. What will be posted on here? one might ask them selves. Well, I'm going to say, a lot. I'm going to be posting things such as, my random thoughts, my poems, and even sometimes, my DJ set discussions. What are you going to do? WELL RED IT OF COURSE! LOL. Anyways, I'm completely insane, and this world is suited for me. Welcome, to the end of sanity.

If You Havent Done So Today..pls Do
VOTE... I'm in the brutal hardcore beauties contest all month..if you'd like to vote for me, .just go to this page and vote for GATA, that's me..Vote for Gatayou can vote once a day...thankx a bunchIf you want to repost this..you canthankx again

Changing
Dear CTappers, I know it's been a while since I last blogged but it's about time. These past two weeks have been a time of change for me and I don't mean in a positive way. I have reached a level of depression that I am not accustomed to. It is new so I don't know how to handle it; usually, I know what steps to take to feel better. I have been skipping showers, I have lessened how much I eat (once a day), and I've been getting addicted to Vicodin which is so scary. The "love triangle" I've become a part of has fucked me up internally. My ovary situation has gotten worse so that is also catching up to me. It isn't getting any better. I feel that I am reaching a breaking point/about to snap and when I do, I will not realize what is going on. I fear running away but not knowing WHERE I'm headed to. I'm doing things OPPOSITE of what I'd do, normally. The Vicodin releases me from the world and zones me out so I don't feel the pain of the "love triangle" I'm in and the health problems I hav

I Love Being A Large Woman
Large and plump is the body I see, Powerful, proud and beauty is me, Like the shining full moon I am round I am full, My arms made for cradling, my hands here to soothe, I am comfortable enough to smile or cry, Laughter, merriness, and joy am I, I am brave, but I can be vulnerable too, I am a prize to be held, but will not be a trophy to you, I am not a part of the popular hype, Please do not look upon me and stereotype, I have a loving heart, and a magnificent mind, I am a true original, I am me, I am one of a kind! I am me! . I am ripe Filled with sweet juices My skin soft and edible I come in many colors Sizes Shapes I dangle in the sun Out on this limb Waiting for you to pick me Maybe you think you can not Handle me? Afraid I might make you Satisfied? When you are hungry enough For a real woman With hips Thighs And breasts You'll take me to your lips Bite down deep L

George Anderson Aka The Faggot
Hey guys I wanted to warn you about an asshole I know named George Anderson. He is nothing but a backstaber who pretends to be their friend then does his best to split people up when two people are in love. He's a faggot and spends most of his time in the Gay chatrooms thinking he's gonna meet the man of his dreams someday. He spreads rumors about people that are totally untrue and he has no respect for people. He acts like he is in charge all the time and when people confront him about the lies he says he only lies to cover his ass. My best advice if you ever meet this guy is not to trust him ever. The Shadow Hawk

Hmmmmm
White Woman's Opinion of Black Women White women's opinion of black women & a brother's response Please take a moment and read this.Pretty Deep! Thumbs up to this black man.. Enjoy. It seems that an article was Written to Sister 2 Sister magazine by a Caucasian woman who requested a response from black men. I'm so glad she got what she asked for (and more) !!! Dear Jamie: I'm sorry but I would like to challenge some of your Black male readers. I am a White female who is engaged to a Black male-good-looking, educated and loving. I just don't understand a lot of Black female's attitudes about our relationship. My man decided he wanted me Because the pickings amongst Black women were slim to none. As he said they were either too fat, too loud, too mean, too argumentative, too needy, too materialistic or carrying too much excess baggage. Before I became engaged, whenever I went out I was constantly approached by Black m

What Is It? Polyamory Defined
Polyamory (from poly=multiple + amor=love) is the desire, practice, or acceptance of having more than one loving, intimate relationship at a time with the full knowledge and consent of everyone involved. Polyamorous perspectives differ from monogamous perspectives, in that they respect a partner's wish to have second or further meaningful relationships and to accommodate these alongside their existing relationships. The term polyamory is sometimes abbreviated to poly, especially as a form of self-description, and is sometimes described as consensual and/or responsible non-monogamy. Polyamory is usually taken as a description of a lifestyle or relational choice and philosophy, rather than of individuals' actual relationship status at a given moment. There is a certain fluidity in its definition, to accommodate the different shades of meaning which might be covered. Polyamorous relationships are themselves varied, reflecting the choices and philosophies of the individuals concerned.

A Letter To Moms Everywhere..
Dear mother, You have given me more than you can possibly know,you have given me hugs and kisses that have healed the hurt,the love you have given,the time that you have taken,and sacrificing yourself for me,is more than any one could ever ask,a simple thank you would not suffice,you have been a great mom,you stood behind me,took up for me,and disciplined me,teaching me,and showing me,how to be the gentle person and loving person that I am today, without you there would be no me,I love you mom,and you mean the world to me,I would lay down my life for you,if it is ever needed,call on me when you need me and i will be there,I love you mom,and I just wanted you to know. Happy Mothers day.

My Justin
Well today he would have been 11 years old. It's been a good day though actually. I think only because I was so busy with taking this test and all. But now that it's almost 6pm, and I'm laying in bed just relaxing, I sit back and think of him. His soft small hands, his laugh, his kiss, his hugs, his angel eyes. I miss him so much. I look at my boys now and wish he was here so he could enjoy their company as well. Well I don't want to reflect too much on it so I will end here, but I just wanted to mention that my baby is missed and I love him forever.

Tactical Error
By Dan Wetzel, Yahoo! Sports May 10, 2007 The Boston Red Sox once sold Babe Ruth so its owner could fund a play. The Portland Trail Blazers once passed on Michael Jordan. The Minnesota Vikings once traded five players and six draft picks for Herschel Walker. None of those moves were as disastrously bad as the one Teresa Earnhardt made when she thought she could call Dale Earnhardt Jr.'s bluff about leaving his late father's racing team. Her stepson was serious. Painfully so for DEI. Thursday at his JR Motorsports headquarters in North Carolina, Earnhardt Jr. announced he is leaving DEI. Whether he is going to drive for his own team or will join an existing competitor is not certain. What is known is that he'll still be sponsored by Budweiser, still will drive a Chevy and, of course, still be the overwhelmingly most popular and recognizable driver in NASCAR. Only now, he'll be doing it for even more money and even more (if not total) control. J

I Cant Believe U People I Offer To Buy A Dang Blast And Still Cant Get Help!!!
what is wrong with everyone normally ya all are fighting tooth and damn nail to get a blast and here i am offering to buy one for a trade of 300 comments and still cant get that and u wonder y it is harder and harder to get people to do a simple contest its cause they cant get help but yet we are all expected to help u when u need it... well im not being nice n e more so BITE ME I WONT HELP U N E MORE IF U CANT HELP ME THANK GOD FOR MY FAMILY AT LEAST I KNOW I CAN COUNT ON THEM.... IF U HAVE A CHANGE OF HEART HERE IS THE PIC COME HELP US PLEASE!!

Dets
Many have commented on my pics and in mails about my weight loss so i thought hell i aint really blogged that so here goes. I've never been what you'd call a small framed person even though in my stocking feet I'm 5ft 2 high. Yes I know good things come in small packages but it depends would you call a hippo running full speed at you as a small package?. And trust me I was, trapped by my own stupidity rather than fix my problems I comfort ate till I tipped the scales at just under 22 stone. Let me tell you that height with that weight was bloody unbearable fitting in a bath was beyond a joke and forget taking life for granted your whole day is spent learning to get around things and trying not to break seats. I did try the diet sheets yep eat two salad leaves and enough grapefruit to cause a world shortage. It didn't work whatever I tried still failed through the comfort eating. I tried the new fat pills, yes the one that makes you evacate all fat that you eat. Tip if you use them f

Risque Comments
Hello Family, Friends and Fans, I know my comments can be a little Risque for some of you and I'm not here to offend anyone. I post them in fun and to make every one think and smile.. If you don't mind the comments then please leave a link to your site as a comment to this blog. I will only comment my family and those who leave their link here.. Licks & Nibbles Sir Dave

Wasted Popularity
All the taking on this site of the fan me rate me gimme points and lets be popular but who gives back ??? Heres your chance to use that popularity on something very positive !!! Im here for my own reasons as well but i take time out everyday for this.... The Animal Rescue Site is having trouble getting enough people to click on it daily to meet their quota of getting free food donated every day to abused and neglected animals. It takes waaaay less than a minute to go to their site and click on "feed an animal in need" for FREE. (THIS WON'T COST YOU A THING) Their corporate sponsors/advertisers use the number of daily visits to donate food to abandoned/neglected animals in exchange for advertising. Here's the web site! Pass it along to people you know... HELPANIMALRESCUE Now Whos Popular Enough To Re-Post This ??? (repost of original by 'B.roc's Adult Toy Store' on '2007-05-10 00:03:13')

Moms
This is for the mothers who have sat up all night with sick toddlers in their arms, wiping up barf laced with Oscar Mayer wieners and cherry Kool-Aid saying, "It's alright honey, Mommy's here." Who have sat in rocking chairs for hours on end soothing crying babies who can't be comforted. This is for all the mothers who show up at work with spit-up in their hair and milk stains on their blouses and diapers in their purse. For all the mothers who run carpools and make cookies and sew Halloween costumes. And all the mothers who DON'T. This is for the mothers who gave birth to babies they'll never see. And the mothers who took those babies and gave them homes. And for the mothers who lost their baby in that precious 9 months that they will never get to watch grow on earth but one day will be reunited with in Heaven. This is for the mothers whose priceless art collections are hanging on their refrigerator doors. And for all the mothers who froze their buns on metal bleachers at

Ever After Services
A shadow of her Inner beauty Glows alongside Eye to eye With the invisible That seems to float As it glides She does not Look at you You’ve already seen Far too much You send a kiss On the thighs And hope she noticed Your touch Sharing a moment If only thru The air Upon our first Meeting You’ll know We had once met To your Alluring enticement I of course Acquiesce

If You Don't Have Anything Nice To Say... Ever....
My theory on the ones who never say anything to anyone except "Fuck off" or other profound phrases like that is that these are people who are pushed around and picked on in real life and are feeling really tough and brave in the security of their living rooms. We should feel sorry for them because sooner or later, they will have to go back outside and it's really scary out there for them. Don't worry guys, people like me do what we do to protect people like you...

Delia's Way & The Real Womans Way.
1) Delia's Way Stuff a miniature marshmallow in the bottom of a sugar cone to prevent ice cream drips. The Real Woman's Way Just suck the ice cream out of the bottom of the cone, for God's sake. You are probably lying on the couch with your feet up eating it anyway. 2) Delia's Way To keep potatoes from budding, place an apple in the bag with the potatoes. The Real Woman's Way Buy Smash and keep it in the cupboard for up to a year. 3) Delia's Way When a cake recipe calls for flouring the baking tin, use a bit of the dry cake mix instead and there won't be any white mess on the outside of the cake. The Real Woman's Way Tescos' sell cakes. They even do decorated versions. 4) Delia's Way If you accidentally over-salt a dish while it's still cooking, drop in a potato slice. The Real Woman's Way If you over salt a dish while you are cooking, that's tough sh*t. Please recite with me the Real Woman's motto: "I made it and you will eat it and I don't ca

Women's Poem Vs. Men's Poem
WOMAN'S POEM Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep, One who's handsome, smart and strong. One who loves to listen long, One who thinks before he speaks, One who'll call, not wait for weeks. I pray he's gainfully employed, When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind, Knows what to answer to "how big is my behind?" I pray that this man will love me to no end, And always be my very best friend. MAN'S POEM I pray for a deaf-mute nymphomaniac with huge boobs who owns a liquor store and a golf course. This doesn't rhyme and I don't give a shit.

My Padded Cell
Stuck in the dark padded room Occasionally, the slight flicker of light Can anyone hear the screams Straight jacket on tight Slamming against the door Just wanting out Holding the mind of a tortured soul Knowing I am not crazy Seeing the key in my dreams Being doped and sedated by life Unleashing the nightmares or reality Foaming at the mouth Bottled up emotionsa drip out like drool Running away from the thing That set off disappointment Caused the stay in this cage Trying to beat the fear of unhappiness In this mental ward of my mind

Death To The Angel Formally Known Has Me
I have gone this path The surroundings are familiar There is something chilling about this place There is too much hate in this mirror, It is me and at the same time It is not me at all This reflection of me Is all of my emotions in a ball, The eyes are dark red The face too shadowed to see Revenge, hate, turmoil Is what I shall turn out to be, No more love now Just rivers of aggression Too much anger in this cage No need to try supprression, I am letting the Demon out Time to stop getting stepped on Next person to backstab me Is six feet down, There are no more friends No more loved ones Everyone is an enemy now My soul is dead, over, and done

Thursday 5/10/07
I'm bored so I thought I'd just go ahead and write this before I forgot and before DJCracker does her show and I get distracted listening to music lol. It's been a pretty normal day here, I've just been mumming, chatting and listening to music as usual. I've been trying to get a friend to come here from MySpace, but it just isn't gonna happen I don't think lol, oh well. I think I'm gonna add the new guestbook feature that I saw earlier today and update my stash and maybe add some more backgrounds to my page to make it a bit more interesting while I'm listening to Cracker later this evening. I'm getting hungry so I'm hoping that we will have tacos from Rio Grande for dinner because I am having serious cravings for it lol. Well, I think I'll end this here since I'm just talking crap at the moment, lol hope everyone has a great night.

The Heavenly Cat
Once upon a time, there was a cat who died. When she got to heaven, God asked her how she liked being on earth. She told the Lord that it was awful, she had to sleep in cold back alleys where there was no food and life was hard. God told her that he was sorry it had had turned out that way but here, in heaven, she would be happy and He would give her the most comfortable, warm pillow to sleep on. The cat laid down upon the pillow and was happy. A few days later, about a dozen mice that came to heaven together and God asked them how they had liked earth. Earth was no better for them than it was the cat. They explained to God that it was tough and exhausting and their feet were worn out from always running from cats and dogs and people. God felt bad for the mice and decided to give them rollerskates. One day God sees the cat again and asked her how she was liking heaven. She explained that it was absolutely wonderful. The pillow he gave her was the most comfortable place that sh

You May Feel
You may feel like you could die You just sit in a corner and continue to cry Did you give it another try This may sound mean, but noe everyone is sent from above Not everything fits like a glove Not everyone is loved Did you give the wheel another spin Just because you tried doesn't mean you'll win If only you could fasten everything together with a simple pin Sometimes you may ask yourself if you're really sane Just believe me, there's no more to gain Just lie there and suffer through the pain You think you know yourself, but are you a stranger in your own mind Are you one that's mean or are you too kind You say you see the end but you are mentally blind Did you take a deep breat, there will be air in your chest Just sit there and give it a rest Life is always there, even if it's not the best

How Good Is Your Optical Eyesite?????
Read out loud the text inside the triangle below. More than likely you said, "A bird in the bush," and... if this IS what YOU said, then you failed to see that the word THE is repeated twice! Sorry, look again.

Happy Mama's Day
I figured I would do a nice blog today since my last few were kinda a tad on the negative side...LMAO With Mother's Day coming up, and having so many mothers on my friend's and family lists I asked myself, how can I send an awesome Mothers Day message to all of you without forgetting anybody, and I decided to post this blog here for you all. I would love to individually wish you all a Happy Mother's Day but I'd be here till next year, so to all the mothers out there, I want to wish each and every one of you a very special and Happy Mother's Day. I'm also adding to this blog one of my favorite songs which I also dedicate to all of you. Luv ya all!!! Will aka Tha 559 Dragon Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Hello All U Cherry Tap People
HI TO ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY.. HOPE ALL IS WELL AND U R HAVING A GREAT WEEK.. ILL BE GONE OVER THE WEEKEND. GOING TO HAVE SOME FUN. HEHE.....SHHHHHH DONT TELL ANY ONE.. HAPPY MOTHERS DAY TO ALL THE MOMS AND MOMS TO BE. LUVS U ALL DOUBLE "PATTY" MELT.

Evil_corpse
FOR ALL OF MY FRIENDS I WILL BE PUTING OUT MY FRIST CD ON 10/9/2007 IT WILL HAVE 6 SONGS ON IT I WILL BE GIVEING IT OUT FOR FREE IF YOU CAN NOT MAKE IT OUT HERE TO WARE IM AT SEND ME YOUR ADDRESS AND I WILL MAIL YOU ONE THIS IS FOR MY BAND EVIL_CORPSE THANK YOU FOR ALL THE LOVE TO MY BAND MUCH LOVE FOR SPIKE AND MY BAND EVIL_CORPSE SEND ME YOUR ADDRESS TO MY E-MAIL OK MY E-MAIL IS spike_cox1981@yahoo.com ok thanks THE NAME OF THE CD IS YOUR ALL DOOMED SOONER OR LATRE IM GOING TO GET YOU ! MY Record Label IS sicFUCK! FOR MY BAND Evil_Corpse YOU CAN SEE WHAT IM MADE OF ON MY SPACE .COM HERES THE URL FOR IT http://www.myspace.com/evilcorpse666

Flight
Flight The child that sees the light wants to fly It is as instinctive as fear's crushing grip a primal response to a far darker need Innocence is thirsty for the light aching for delicious freedom Tasting life on her small, fragile tongue thinking not of the end, but of forever A broken heart is hungry for the light climbing every pinnacle for every hope imagined She is almost there, and she can sense it the faint, whispery winds of love tease her skin A young soul anticipates the light preparing for its embrace under a full moon With every kiss this lover brings all her hopes and dreams take flight.

Whats Friggin Real,do You Know
Sometimes you dont get what you want,sometimes you do,and sometimes you get what you need, and dont know it.Some think,a heartache can kill you,but truth is only if you let it,theres definatly someone who would make my life better,but i dont need her to live.theres only two pepole on this earth ,that if god takes them,i hope he takes me too.thats my kids. Money comes and goes,I only need enough to feed the family and put a roof over our heads. more then that is nice,but has nothing to do with my happiness.btw if you pay more then $30,000 for a really nice sports car and have to drive it to work everyday,exposing it to bumper cars with the freeway braindead,because its the only car you own.i know a girl who will keep you in the nutts for a $1000 . Wake up everyday suck in the beauty around you,every flower,every sunrise,every lil kid laughing with there friends.i dont know what the next step is.so i take what joy and happiness, i can find here Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.c

Fragmental Innards
Fragmental Innards A shard of emptiness Stuck in, deep Pent up, pent in here it comes, can you hear me scream Here it comes building up Here it comes, the onrush of frustration a climax of fury Taxing the soul, taxing my essence the mind, the body, the heart ......AAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHRGGGGGHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!! Have we swallowed our fill of razor blades? No? Ok...... AAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRRRHHHHHHHHGGGGHHHHH!!!!!!!!! it is the art of waiting that defeats the art of failure and the art of failure that defeats the art of happiness Time to push me harder Harder Time to YELL IN MY EAR!!!! Time for another day of NOTHING but of reminiscing yesteryear!! AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAARRRGHHHHH!!!!! oh so this I see is the reason humanity drinks to death shoots their head off with the drug build their vices till they rot a hideaway! a detour from THEIR OWN TORTURED SOUL Double-edged sword feel it cut feel it dice apart sever the arteries of my heart!

How Could You
here is a poem for every body who has had somebody come into their life and then mess it up in the end. It started out as friendship but you decided you wanted us to go farther. At first you saw me slip away but you wrapped me in your arms telling me dont be scared. You promised me dreams beyound my wildest dreams but then you burnt my dreams. the day finally came when you were ready to call it quits. Now that you won me over you broke my heart. so how could you?

Sexy Big Women
this is what i think there is no such thing as fat women to me and a lot of men out there they are bbw and we will always love them how they all the bbw we love you all xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx

Love 2
Love is like a flower, Blossoming every hour. Everyone has a wish To catch the best fish. I've caught the best catch, Found the perfect match. Nobody do sure, If their love is so pure, So gentle and kind, A nice piece of mind. I have a love to stay behind. We'll get through all the obstacles we may find. I have a love, and he is so pure, I am almost completely sure. My love is like a flower that will not die. The passion is found way up high. My love will stay with me until we age. My love is my secret, so turn the page.

The Road Home
in this small town i live in i here people crying over anything and everything i know a few people waiting on road home money and there complaining its taking to long well people i lost my house to and my insurance is not paying off road home is not helping im rebuilding all by myself so please shut up about it already and for every one else im sorry to put you threw that

Gas Wars
------GAS WAR - an idea that WILL work This was originally sent by a retired Coca Cola executive. It came from one of his engineer buddies who retired from Halliburton. It's worthy of your consideration. Join the resistance! I hear we are going to hit close to $4.00 a gallon by summer and it < /FONT>might possibly go higher! Want gasoline prices to come down? We need to take some intelligent, united action. Phillip Hollsworth offered this good idea. This makes MUCH MORE SENSE than the "don't buy gas on a certain day" campaign that was going around earlier! The oil companies just laughed at that because they knew we wouldn't continue to "hurt" oursel ves by refusing to buy gas. It was more of an inconvenience to us than it was a problem for them. BUT, whoever thought of this idea, has come up with a plan that can really work. Please read on and join with us! By now you're probably thinking gasoline priced at about $1.50 is super cheap. Me too! It is currently $2.79

The End Of Sensuality
The End of Sensuality Do I detect a promise, wooing me to witness a lie reflected at me a mirror of treachery? Do the mouths of countless hundreds babble the talk of prattle that is of no truth whatsoever lies, one and all? Does the shadow of death and disease strike paranoia into those who should be free of their passions and the ability to express it without shame? Do I detect words that say 'Desire' but end up a mockery of the very word Is it fear? Is it cruelty? Is this, today, do I detect the end of sensuality?

When All Else Fails
When your life has been deprived of the one thing you had wished for since day one... 1 never think it can not happen later on in life 2 never give up thinking it will never be 3 never give in for that is giving up 4 never under estimate the power you hold inside 5 never let someone walk into your life and tell you that what you worked so hard to keep will be given up so easily but remember this... 1. there is always one thing or someone that will come with avengence and take back what is theres. 2. there will come a day when yes my friend it will happen when you least expect it to. 3. there will come a day when IT WILL BE. 4. there will come a day when the power you hold inside is shown in more ways than one and will surprise the unexpected. 5. there will come a day when someone walks into your life thinking they have taken what you worked so hard to keep and just when they thought...well lets just say you KNEW they never had a chance. As i would do...??? well if

I Do It Also
you know when u first start this site you meet so many people and make so many friends at the beginning. but as u get more n2 it and make more and more friends u seem 2 forget about ur other friends. u know i admit that i have done that and i am not proud of it. and u get close with alot of ur friends and some of ur friends r like ur best friend, well that is what happened 2 me. i have a friend that is n my family on here and he seems 2 have forgotten about me. we talk every now and again on here but not like we use 2. he was like my best friend. but now he hardly talks 2 me. but i just everyone 2 know that i am here 4 any of yall if yall ever need someone 2 talk. and i am sorry if it seems that i have forgotten yall. i really haven't. i am still here but not as much. and 2 my 1 friend if u read this u know i am here 4 u no matter what. but anyways ill go and stop boring yall. yall have a great day.

Simplicity
im soooooo easy.. no not that way you freaks... heres the dealie-o im 25 i have one child im not looking for a daddy for 'im i want sex..and lots of i will do anything for my man dont bug me in the middle of the game i will get your beer and mine during half time or commercial you get a bj three times a day m-f, three times on saturday, and i promise to suck you off all day sunday over and over and over again cept when im making sunday dinner. your dealie-o tell me what you want, be assertive show affection tie me up cuddle with me and dont be a rotten lil chit in the middle of my finals.. and dont keep me in the corner.. i want to be at your side not 4 steps behind

Allah Vs The Lord (a Comparison Of The Two)
ALLAH vs. THE LORD Many Muslims think that Allah is the same God as the God of the Bible. Any difference between the two and they will immediately point out that the Bible is corrupted. But clearly there is a difference between Allah and the God of the Bible. For the sake of space we will refer to the God of the Bible by his name - Yahweh (YHWH), which is rendered in English, the Lord. So we'll call the God of the Bible, the Lord. Lets get into the many differences of both Gods. I will use the Bible and the Qur'an. Here are the translations I will be using: The Bible (New American Standard Bible) The Qur'an (Interpretation of the Meaning of the Noble Qur'an, translated by Dr. Muhammad Taqi-ud-Din Al-Hilali & Dr. Muhammad Muhsin Khan) Any other translation of the Bible or the Qur'an I will indicate in parenthesis. Usually the Bible has the name of the translation (King James Version - KJV or New International Version - NIV) while the different translations of the Q

The Soul Searcher
The Soul Searcher I asked the man inside of me one time, "Why is there hatred?" The man replied, "Hatred is the carriage that carries humanity; ceaseless and ever enduring, a poison in the drink of ever man, woman and child that will always be swallowed to the last drop. It is a disease of the will and at any time, at any place, the troubles and ills of this world will bring hatred forth, and such terrible hatred indeed." Once again I asked the man inside of me, "Why is there pain and sorrow?" Again the man replied, "Pain and Sorrow are the ocean in which everyone must drown, time and time again; and preceeding each plunge into her depths of grief and agony, with the agony of a soul's death brings the more inherent ability to swim - to survive the torture of misery. It is a shadow in which no man can escape in life. There are few who have been lost in it. And have died in its embrace." Again I asked the man inside of me, "Why is there love?" The m

Some Things The World Gave
Days of loneliness Of being lost inside oneself Just when all seemed forever dark A butterfly landed on my arm Sunlight dappled Through the leafy canopy above A crack, a rustle, heart pounding. I turned to see my fear was actually my friend. Black clouds rolling Through an ominous sky I walk the beach, searching; There, a boat, home safe once again

Poem
I place my hand Upon the cold glass Releasing the heat inside Built up by broken time You stand looking in Yet my eyes are blind To your presence before me While I'm trapped inside this daze Your hand touches the glass Tracing each finger of mine Looking into my eyes Seeing such helpless love Worlds apart from the other Yet distance is not what separates us Hearts full of pain we once caused Keeps us on opposite sides of the glass As my daze breaks I see you walking away Looking back one last time One shallow tear, from you escapes

Drunken Psycho
Drunken Psycho Dangling body dripping blood Screaming frenzy have no fear can you look at the rage in my eyes If I squeeze your throat would you scream in my ear? Busted nose twisted face Drill up your holes while you spray a can of mace Shriek the savage outcry of agony so defend yourself and to the death war cry LOUD and CLEAR rub my face in the dirt and kick me where it hurts Bring me down with your sinking ship and I will drown with you wanna drown wanna croak wanna see the end of the day see not the beginning of the dawn I'm making no sense as this poem has deteriorated It's gone away the spirit has gone away the joy has gone away for good goodbye

Nice Shootin'!!
The best thing about this incident is that the tax payers didn't have to waste a DIME on these two fuckhead losers by sending them to prison!! This is the PERFECT outcome!! Gun needed for protection Shotgun preteen vs.. illegal alien Home Invaders NRA files Butte Montana November 5, 2006 Home invasion gone wrong for criminals. Two illegal aliens, Ralphel Resindez 23 and Enrico Garza 26, probably believed they would easily overpower a home alone 11 year old Patricia Harrington after her father had left their two story home. It seems the two crooks never learned two things, they were in Montana and Patricia had been a clay shooting champion since she was nine. Patricia was in her upstairs room when the two men broke through the front door of the house. She quickly ran to her father's room and grabbed his 12 gauge Mossberg 500 shotgun. Resindez was the first to get up to the second floor only to be the first to catch a near point blank blast of buck shot

~poem May 9, 2007~
Your Beautiful, More than I can explain, For your eyes Tell a story, Mysterious for me to proclaim. I dont know the the feelings, Of your touch to me, For this is somthing, I hope sets my heart free. To hear your words, Gently roll from your lips, Your sensitive mouth, Intensly I'd Kiss, Our eyes would meet, Locked in true emotion, To tell us stories, And our true Devotion. ~Tina~

Angel By My Side
I lay alone weeping As in the corner a man is creeping Watching my every move Until I begin sleeping But when I fall asleep I shall not awake For I am beginning to drown in a lake A lake of tears Not a single one of them fake For tonight I have heard I will die And this provokes me too The angel comes out of the corner AS I bid my final goodbye

Found Fake Cherry Tap Member
i have just recently found a fake cherry tap member i've seen that girls pictures of sassy sarah on a porno site called xploted teens i beleave its spelt its linked from www.thehun.com here is her pics and if you can find it on there look for her it is stolenhttp://www.cherrytap.com/user/864718

While Im Away
Hey all my friends family and fans.. Im going to be away a while.. got intoruble serving an lil time in the joint.. If anyone want to write me please do so here the address Michael Ver Heule 728 2nd ave Eau Claire WI 54701

Confessional
Confessional What does one do when their mind takes a detour away from the common norm What can I do if I sit on my ass waiting for any thoughts to form Where will I go can I hide away from this repeating nightmare? How can I know if I sinned in this life if God doesn't tell me the Devil might...

Erotica: Yardwork ;)
It was one of those perfect summer days in the Northwest. Morning clouds giving away to afternoon sunshine with the temperature in the low 80's. My wife and kids left for the day on a field trip to the zoo. I had the whole house to myself. Of course most people would just sit on their arse and do nothing. Not me, I want to catch up on some much needed yard work. I got started early. As I was picking weeds out of the bark dust, my next-door neighbor Kelly popped out of her house to do some yard work herself. Now Kelly is no beauty queen. She is a bit on the chubby side. Her best feature is her incredibly large tits. Any time she works in the yard, she wears tight licra shorts and a swimsuit top that barely holds those big guns in. I can't help but stare. I know she's caught me on a few occasions, but just smiles at me. "Hi Brian." I hear as I try to pretend I haven't see her. "Oh, Hi Kelly." "What are you doing home today," she asks. "I needed to get some yard work done

In Loudest Din Or Hush Profound
This must be Thursday. I could never get the hang of Thursdays. -- Arthur Dent, from The Hitchhiker's Guide to the Galaxy To be honest, I've always liked Thursdays. When I was working at Handy Way and Winn-Dixie in Florida, Thursday was the start of our work week. Here now it's the lead in to the weekend for me because I find Friday to be pretty relaxing; for the blog entries I keep up with, Fridays are usually written out by me already because they're the Ensign Christian devotionals I post each week (written by me, and you are free to use any of them as you'd like -- thanks Riete!), Mondays are currently the Sisters of Christ (SOCS) Bible studies, Tuesdays are definitely what did my family and I do the past weekend . . . but Thursday, I let it all hang out! Write about something really off the wall, muse, pull the rope -- one of the kids' shows Sarah really likes, The Doodlebops, has one character who always pulls a rope dangling from the ceiling and has water dump onto his hea

Its A Joke But Funny
D A M N I T O L Take 2 and the rest of the world can go to hell for up to 8 full hours. E M P T Y N E S T R O G E N Suppository that eliminates melancholy and loneliness by reminding you of how awful they were as teenagers and how you couldn't wait till they moved out. ST. M O M M A'S W O R T Plant extract that treats mom's depression by rendering preschoolers unconscious for up to two days. P E P T O B I M B O Liquid silicone drink for single women. Two full cups swallowed before an evening out increases breast size, decreases intelligence, and prevents conception. D U M B E R O L When taken with Peptobimbo, can cause dangerously low IQ, resulting in enjoyment of country music and pickup trucks. F L I P I T O R Increases life expectancy of commuters by controlling road rage and the urge to flip off other drivers. M E N I C I L L I N Potent anti-boy-otic for older women. Increases resistance to such lethal lines as, "You make me want to be a

Regret
Leaving a moment to become history Pain overtaken by unfamiliaf fears Determined to run form the consequences Myself, Standing alone away from where Driven by my emotions with no destination Weight pressing against my damaged soul Craving to become individually impaired Visually blinded by weak eye sight, dark Changing, becaoming something different Holding onto a moment; history left in time Finding time passing me b, moving forwardstanding still, Alone, Stuck on a memory

The Magic Of Me
imagine the mystical your vision would be me walking down paths of destruction unyielding to pain and desolation within me you find solace and i find desire rush to my side delve into my depths leave no traces and i shall weep forgiveness i shall bring comfort to no end deliver me~

Something To Think About
Judge me, please!!! — Thursday, May 10, 2007 originally written on tagworld. There's all sorts of people saying don't judge me, blah blah blah. But hey, I'm goimg with the opposite on here. Judge me, critisize me, critique me. Tell me all the things you think are wrong with me, or I could improve on. Especially if you have ideas on how I can improve. I may not actually follow everyone's suggestions, or change due to anyone's critisisms, but atleast I will be enlightened by them. And I will have that choice to change if I want to. Where as, if I don't know, then I don't have that choice. It gives me more freedom knowing stuff I could do if I so wanted to. Honest critisism gives people freedom. A long time ago, I had only one page. It had lots of stuff on it, and took forever to load. It froze people's computers up. Then one day, someone left me a comment saying it might be better if I made more than one page. I could still have all my stuff, but

I Guarantee If We Had More Jails Like This There Would Certainly Be A Lot Less Crime In Our Country…
I guarantee if we had more jails like this there would certainly be a lot less crime in our country… Update on Joe Arpaio TO THOSE OF YOU NOT FAMILIAR WITH JOE ARPAIO HE IS THE MARICOPA ARIZONA COUNTY SHERIFF AND HE KEEPS GETTING ELECTED OVER AND OVER THIS IS ONE OF THE REASONS WHY: Sheriff Joe Arpaio (in Arizona) who created the "tent city jail": He has jail meals down to 40 cents a serving and charges the inmates for them. He stopped smoking and porno magazines in the jails. Took away their weights. Cut off all but "G" movies. He started chain gangs so the inmates could do free work on county and city projects. Then he started chain gangs for women so he wouldn't get sued for discrimination. He took away cable TV until he found out there was a federal court order that required cable TV for jails. So he hooked up the cable TV again only let in the Disney channel and the weather channel. When asked why the weather channel he replied,

The Name Allah
I know this is long, but it is a very interesting read. For the most part, I agree with what is said here and have had discussions on the subj. with others, some that agreed, some that did not. I thought you might enjoy reading. Please post your thoughts... I'd like to know what you all think. Lev THE NAME "ALLAH" Some Christians say that muslims (also spelled moslems), in worshipping Allah, are worshipping a false god, just as the Moabites, in worshipping Chemosh, were worshipping a false God. I think this is a misunderstanding. Arabic and Hebrew are closely related languages. ("Salaam" in Arabic is equivalent to "Shalom" in Hebrew, for example.) "Allah" is the Arabic form of "Elohim" (or "El" or "Eloah"), the Hebrew word which you will usually find anywhere in the Hebrew Scriptures where the English translation reads "God". (It is found in the name, "Elijah", meaning, My God is the Lord, and in the phrase, "Eli, E

A Very Happy Mothers Day
Wishing All Mothers out there in cherry land a happy mothers day.. There's too many out there to send a wish to all of you individually, so I thought I would do it this way... I know I don't tell my own mother I love her nearly often enough, and I didn't say it that much to my grandmothers who are gone now. We can never tell them often enough that we love them, and before you know it they are gone, so start now, and tell your moms you love and appreciate them every day. You only get one.... So here is to all you mothers out there, MyHotComments / HotFreeLayouts

Life...sunrises Sunsets...and The Dance
A lonely beast I smile in the eye of storm What is life to the one who doesn't know how to smile when alone. Drenched in the pain of who I am, soaking in the glory of all that I shall become I stand staring into the night sky. My dreams becoming so vivid I lose track of hours, and days blur into one. But isn't that all life really is? No one seems to have an answer. I think Friedrich Nietzche came closet to nailing the coffin shut when he stated "You have your way, I have my way. As for the right way, the correct way, it does not exist." Songs of freedom surging through my veins today I walk proudly through the decisions I have made acknowledging my mistakes to sharpen my sword upon them. Words to make you weep, thoughts to make you smile, promises of heaven as we dance through hell… life follows your thoughts, it is a shame most really have no idea what they are thinking. Eyes squinted staring at the flashing neon cross reminding me all shall be forgiven for ten perc

Untitled
Stuck in a world Of blinding pain Stuck in an endless battle Between right and wrong Between life and death Between happiness and hurt Stuck in a bleak place Where light does not penetrate The dark that surrounds me An abyss of pain An abyss where a heart Should beat strong A cold empty space That can no longer be filled No happiness can be felt No love can be given No love can be received Heart broken too often Loved not enough I’ve given up on hope Given up on love Given up on life Each day is a farce A lie I live to show To those that are blind That cannot see How empty life is To me

The Breeze
As I sit on the steps..... late in the evening a cool breeze caresses my cheek It streams though my long hair making it softly tickle my neck and chest I sit erect waiting for the next erotic touch It caresses my thighs as I sit with my eyes closed imagining it to be the hungry hand of a new lover aching to be unclothed to feel the breeze take me.......... kiss my whole body and set me free

Remember When By Little Sis
It is true I remember we had a family trip plan. And you got that call to the station. God, sis got the rest of us to do something else. So you had to go fight a fire. Our heros's are you and Ann. No else can take that away. You said later that Ann was going to be a good mom. And she is better than a good mom to those kids. My Mom and Dad Blog

What Can You Do When You Wonder "why?"
What Can You Do When You Wonder "Why?" Whitney Hopler If you’ve lost your job, received a devastating diagnosis from your doctor, or seen your spouse walk out of your marriage, you know well what it’s like to suffer and wonder why this is happening to you. No matter what challenge you’re facing, it can be hard to carry on in the midst of suffering. But God is holding out hope for you to grab onto, even when you don’t know why He has allowed you to suffer. Here’s what you can do when you wonder “Why?”: * Seek wisdom instead of answers. Acknowledge that, sometimes, God doesn’t reveal His specific reasons for allowing suffering into your life, and there are no immediate or obvious answers to your questions. Understand that, while much of the spirit world is beyond your comprehension this side of eternity, you can trust God’s promise that He will use any suffering He allows to accomplish good purposes for you. Rather than seeking answers to why something is happening to you, a

T R U E F R I E N D S H I P
Horror gripped the heart of the World War I soldier as he saw his lifelong friend fall in battle. Caught in a trench with continuous gunfire whizzing over his head, the soldier asked his lieutenant if he might go out into the "No Man's Land" between the trenches to bring his fallen comrade back. "You can go," said the Lieutenant, "but I don't think it will be worth it. Your friend is probably dead and you may throw your own life away." The Lieutenant's words didn't matter, and the soldier went anyway. Miraculously he managed to reach his friend, hoist him onto his shoulder, and bring him back to their company's trench. As the two of them tumbled in together to the bottom of the trench, the officer checked the wounded soldier, then looked kindly at his friend. "I told you it wouldn't be worth it," he said. "Your friend is dead, and you are mortally wounded." "It was worth it, though, sir," the soldier said. "How do you mean, 'worth it'?" responded the Lieutenant. "Your f

The Familly Member That Have Move
The Familly Members That Have already have move to this account are as Follows: Little Ones of ♥Firefighter Family♥@ CherryTAP Sean Little Brother of Ann ♥Firefighter Family♥@ CherryTAP Katie Little Sister of Ann ♥Firefighter Family♥@ CherryTAP So we hope if we were ur friends on the old account that u add us on this one too. Thanks a million

A Lesson In Pain
Lightly touching the dark mahaugany door her hazelblue eyes gazed almost as if they could see right through it. She let a deep yet soft breath escape her angelic pink lips before knocking on the door. In a clarity she heard his deep powerful voice with a silken undertone. "Enter.." Slowly she opened the door and stepped through, she felt his gaze on her. After pausing only a moment she made her way to the center of the room and sunk to yeilding knees. Her fiery red hair cascaded down over her shoulders as she held her firm supple back straight. Petite hands rested lightly on her thighs. She left her gaze forward as her head was held high. The room was dark with a hint of red light glowing. In front of her was an antique four poster bed. The rest of the room was elegantly yet simply decorated with an antique dresser and an armuoire placed perfectly around the room. A few oriental posters and ornaments adorned the walls. "You've returned to me..." the statement was made

Here I Am
Here I am - this is me There's no where else on earth I'd rather be Here I am - it's just me and you And tonight we make our dreams come true It's a new world - it's a new start It's alive with the beating of young hearts It's a new day - it's a new plan I've been waiting for you Here I am Here we are - we've just begun And after all this time - our time has come Ya here we are - still goin' strong Right here in the place where we belong Here I am - this is me There's no where else on earth I'd rather be Here I am - it's just me and you And tonight we make our dreams come true Here I am - next to you And suddenly the world is all brand new Here I am - where I'm gonna stay Now there's nothin standin in our way Here I am - this is me Here I Am VideoHere I Am lyrics - Bryan Adams lyricsBryan Adams Music Videos

Parking Garage Story
Public encounters can be very erotic. Especially with someone you just meet. The shopping mall I go to has a parking garage where you get a ticket and then pay when you leave. All summer I would happen to come up to the ticket booth where this really hot woman was working. She would flirt with me from time to time and I always made sure I paid my ticket at her booth. Well one day I was at home watching a few erotic videos and having some steamy hot chat conversations online. I was really horny and needed to get laid. That's when I thought about my friend at the mall. I went down there and parked on the top level away from other cars. I then went to the booth where she was working. She said she couldn't really talk to me since cars would pull up every couple of minutes. So I got into the booth and crouched on the floor so the cars could not see me. She thought I was crazy but since it was so boring to sit in the booth all day, she was glad to have some company. Her uniform was a

Tears Stained Letters
Other day I came across the letters you wrote me I sat down and read them And the tears started to flowing down my checkss They talk about our hopes and dreams What we wanted for our future But it didn't work out the way,we thought it should You were gone more and more I could not understand why Thought you wanted the same things I did I guess I was wrong about that We didn't have the faith to make it work That was so many years ago Time to throw out the letters And the memories that go with it Looking forward to better days With out you,good-by for ever Sign:marion g

No More Womenizing Pictures From Me
It has been brought to my attention that some of my photo's are very upsetting to some people and I'd like to take a moment to let everyone that I am only going to take pictures of cute little animals and nature, points of interest that not only stimulate the brain but will add a little culture to our lives.

Former Marine Claims Illness From Mystery Vaccine
Military Source Believes Experimental Shots May Have Been Given CLERMONT COUNTY, Ohio -- Target 5 has discovered that an alarming number of U.S. troops are having severe reactions to some of the vaccines they receive in preparation for going overseas. "This is the worst cover-up in the history of the military," said an unidentified military health officer who fears for his job. A shot from a syringe is leaving some U.S. servicemen and women on the brink of death. "When the issue, I believe, of the use of the vaccine comes out, I believe it will make the Walter Reed scandal pale in comparison," said the health officer. Lance Corporal David Fey, 20, has dialysis three days a week. His kidneys are failing, his military career is over, and he feels like his country abandoned him. "I can't look at my old pictures. I really can't," said Fey. "I start looking at my old pictures, and I start crying." Fey grew up amid the farm fields of Clermont County. "I never miss

Irony Of Love
The Greatest Irony of Love Loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right and finding out you love someone right after that person walks out of your life... And sometimes, you think you're already over a person, but when you see them smile at you, you'll suddenly realize that you're just pretending to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again... For some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much they love that person... in my opinion, some are afraid to see the one they love being held by someone else... Most relationships tend to fail not because the absence of love. Love is always present. It's just that one was being loved too much and the other was being loved too little... As we all know that the heart is the center of the body but it beats on the left. maybe that's the reason why the heart is not always right... Most often we fall in love with th

Are Women Really That Shallow?
Yesterday I was having a conversation with a female friend and she says that the main reason I am single is the fact that I don't have a car. According to her, all women look for 3 things in a guy: that he has a job, that he got his own place to live and that he has a car. I got a good job and I got my own place. But, if she is right, the fact that I don't have a car seems to be what keeps me single. I just can't agree with that...personally, I think that having good virtues like being a gentleman and a good person makes up for material things like that...either she is wrong or Tampa women are very shallow.

No Complications?
So, this weekend, while searching for my ex-husband so my children could talk to their father, I called his "girlfriends" house. She and I had a little discussion. The main subject of which was that she didn't want to be involved in any complications. I was, for once, speechless. Ummm, honey, you're dating a man who is still married to his wife, with whom he has children. Complications should be expected. Yes, I still control him. He has to have someone to tell him where to go, how to get there, when to leave, and what to wear. Yes, I'm going to be involved in his financial decisions. My name is still attached to his truck, the house he lives in and the utilities in the house. So yeah, I'm gonna be a little bit pissed when he takes $200 out of the bank to do "none of my fucking business", and another $150 to wine and dine your sorry ass. Especially when he's 2 months past due on his truck and his mortgage payments THAT HAVE MY NAME ON THEM. And yes, you're not allowed to s

Nicholson Pledges To Improve Health Care
By HOPE YEN Associated Press Writer WASHINGTON (AP) - VA Secretary Jim Nicholson told skeptical House members Wednesday he would work hard to improve veterans' care and said he would take personal responsibility for implementing a presidential task force's recommendations. Responding to renewed criticism of performance bonuses given to senior officials, Nicholson generally defended the award of hefty bonuses to top senior Veterans' Affairs officials. Those officials crafted a budget that fell $1 billion short and have been accused of jeopardizing health care, but Nicholson said many Veterans Affairs employees could get higher salaries in private business. ``We recognize our shortcomings,'' Nicholson told the House Veterans Affairs Committee. ``They could be making tremendous money on the outside. But they're staying.'' Nicholson testified to the House members about recommendations issued last month by the presidential task force he chairs on improving veterans care. Am

Comments
well i have to say.. you all have been most kind in the rating department but while im at the college i cant post more things for you.. so im stuck blogging in an effort to get more "10's" hugs kisses luvs y'all... p.s.. im not wearing any panties

Appretiation Comment And Reminder
Respect and Gratitud for all you guys that have coment my mum , even if i did not liked your coment i owe you for taking your time in reading my posted information , thaks the Don is gratefull and what ever he can do to pay you back he will do it .

Get Some Tissues! This Is Incredibly Sweet!
Got this from a daughter! Thanks Sarah!! :) Prepare to get some tissues! Last week I was in Atlanta, Georgia attending a conference. >While I was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind >me beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around and witnessed >one of the greatest acts of patriotism I have ever seen. > >? ? ? ? ? ?? Moving thru the terminal was a group of soldiers in their >camos.? As they began heading to their gate, everyone (well almost >everyone) was abruptly to their feet with their hands waving and cheering. > >? ? ? ? ? ?? When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being >applauded and cheered for, it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the only >red-blooded American who still loves this country and supports our troops >and their families. > >? ? ? ? ? ?? Of course I immediately stopped and began clapping for these >young unsung heroes who are putting their lives on the line everyday for us >so we can go t

I Can't Stand You
You're an asshole. I'm tired of you trying to break my relationship up because you're jealous. You had you're shot with me and you just handed it over to him, so what do you expect? You are going to be the downfall of us, but I'm going to try my best to make him see how you really are. I'm not the bad guy in this. If you were really a friend, wouldn't you want him to be happy? And yes, he is happy with me. He doesn't need you like you need him. You're going to fuck with me one too many times, and you're going to get burned. I promise. You need to get some ass and stop hatin' on me so damn much. Peace, bitch!

As Each Day Passes
As each day passes, and more of my friends disappear, I feel less and less compelled to log onto CT. CT was never about points, or rank, or levels. It was always nice to level up, or to get a 10 on a pic. But the part I liked was the friendships I made. I got pretty close to a few. I hope that will always remain. That is what made CT special to me... the friends.

When I Say I Love You
I say I love u, I say it every night and everyday, When I say it to you, I m scared because I dont want to push things, I dont wanna rush you, I just want you to be happy, And when you say you are, I believe you because I love you, Maybe I am a sucker for love, But I cant help about the way I feel about you. When I talk to you I smile, And when youre gone I am sad, I trust you and everything you do, Because youre my everything, Youre not just my girlfriend, Youre my confidant and lover, And I wouldnt have it any other way, Because in my eyes youre beyond perfect, And Ill never be able to tell you how I feel in words, But I can always try and show you. I hope your feelings for me never change, Because that would shatter my world, And Ill do anything to keep you happy, And Ill do anything to make you smile, Because your happiness means a lot to me, And seeing you upset and sad would upset me, Youre a great person and you deserve the best, I hope I am the ma

My Special Someone
You are my inspiration having you in my life revived my sleeping devotion You are indeed a special someone Loving you gives me hope to free this misery that I coped in those times I gave up You came and I stood up Never will I forget how you always cheer me up every time I’m sad and for that I’m glad Whenever I’m lonely You were there for me keeping my heart alive with your every smile I dedicate this poem to you to show how much you meant to me I love you My special someone

To My Friends Who Are.............
TO MY FRIENDS WHO ARE...SINGLE -Love is like a butterfly... The more you chase it, the more it eludes you But if you just let it fly... It will come back to you when you least expect it Love can make you happy...but often it hurts Love is only special when you give it to someone who is really worth it TO MY FRIENDS WHO ARE...NOT SO SINGLE -Love isn't about becoming somebody else's "perfect person" Its about finding someone who helps you... Become the best person you can be TO MY FRIENDS WHO ARE...ENGAGED -The true measure of compatibility... Is not the years spent together But how good you are for each other TO MY FRIENDS WHO ARE...MARRIED -Love is not about..."its your fault"...but..."i'm sorry" Not..."where are you"...but..."i'm right here for you" Not..."how could you"...but..."i understand" Not..."i wish you were"...but...i'm thankful you are" TO MY FRIENDS WHO ARE...HEARTBROKEN -Heartbreaks last as long as you want... and cut as deep as you allow th

Should You Be Institutionalized. ?
It doesn't hurt to take a hard look at yourself from time to time, and this should help get you started. During a visit to the mental asylum, a visitor asked the Director what the criterion was which defined whether or not a patient should be institutionalized. "Well," said the Director, "we fill up a bathtub, then we offer a teaspoon, a teacup and a bucket to the patient and ask him or her to empty the bathtub." "Oh, I understand," said the visitor. "A normal person would use the bucket because it's bigger than the spoon or the teacup." "No." said the Director, "A normal person would pull the plug. Do you want a bed near the window?"

Bitchy, Bitchy, Bitchy....
My stress level seems to be through the roof lately and I just feel....hell I don't know what I feel..overwhelmed....exhausted....bitchy...cranky....sucky...all of the above...who fuckings knows. I think I need the good time and let loose fairy to come for a visit. The big gala fundraiser for work is on Saturday..and lucky me I get to get up and talk...yay me....I'm not even writing anything..I'm just gonna wing it...wish me luck...I may need it!

For The One I Love
To the one I love, he know who he is, I would give my life for your you, I give my heart , my soul, my being. Know who khows but me how much' I love him, care for him, adore him. I offered my life to him and he turns away. I offer eternity for him and his children, yes he turns it down. His friends speak things they have no right to say. They know not what is in his head or heart. If he told them so then so be it. I have heard different from his own lips. I have text messages that say the same. So, who is the liar here? That maybe the question.

Dear Dogs & Cats
Dear Dogs and Cats, When I say to move, it means go someplace else, not switch positions with each other so there are still two of you in the way. The dishes with the paw print are yours and contain your food. The other dishes are mine and contain my food. Please note, placing a paw print in the middle of my plate of food does not stake a claim for it becoming your food and dish, nor do I find that aesthetically pleasing in the slightest. The stairway was not designed by NASCAR and is not a racetrack. Beating me to the bottom is not the objective. Tripping me doesn't help, because I fall faster than you can run I cannot buy anything bigger than a king size bed. I am very sorry about this. Do not think I will continue to sleep on the couch to ensure your comfort. Look at videos of dogs and cats sleeping - they can actually curl up in a ball! It is not necessary to sleep perpendicular to each other stretched out to the fullest extent possible. I also know that stick

As Long As U Love Me
As Long As You Love Me I'll be your best friend I'll be your companion best friend till the end As long as you love me As long as you stay I'll do anything for you Anyplace, any day I'll bring you the sunlight I'll comfort your tears I'll fight all my life To chase all your fears As long as forever My love will be ture forever is perfect If im loving you

Be A Better Person
Be the change you want to see occur in the world around you. We can't make other people be more considerate, helpful, honest, etc., but if everyone were to work on themselves and develop these attributes, our world would be a better place. Don't be judgmental. Look for and recognize the good in yourself and in others. We are all capable of so-called "good" and "bad" behaviors and we all have our "good" and "off" days. We are all unique and it is wonderful that we are different and not all the same - in our appearance, our thoughts, our opinions, our likes and dislikes. Being different is not threatening, it is not "bad", it is just "different". Embrace the differences and be happy for the variety. Likewise, forget the concepts of "right" and "wrong". People are not good or bad or right or wrong; they just are. If you were in "their shoes" maybe you would act differently, or maybe not. Being judgmental wastes time and cuts you off from opportunities and meaningful relationships -

Love
I'm approaching you with a passion on a long day and Ive been driven by attraction in a strong way everything you do makes it all worth while and no matter what you do you always make me smile your the only person that keeps me away from violence without you in my life i would suffer eternal silence i hope you know I'm here to stay and i hope you know i love you more every day

Dreaming Of This...
Alas Freedom of my Dreams Last night I had a dream, something I hadn't done in so long. I missed my sub-conscious it has been good to me. Freedom to think and feel what I long to get out. I walked into my past for a few minutes. I remember what I saw; I anticipated this for so long, it gave me closure. Last night my past was my future and my future was my past. Something I have thought about for so long. I wish life were predictable. You know like those books you used to read in grade school where you could choose the ending you wanted, I would read through each one until I was happiest with the outcome! This was my dream. A book of question I was taken back to a time when it was madness. I remember those people, I remember those promises, and must of all I remember the bliss of living each day without a care. It was the best time of my life, some will disagree. It was a time when I was living like a so-called rock star. You may laugh, but those nights of not kn

Grrrrrrrrrrrrr
Well it seems the computer I use to talk to all of you ( My wonderful friends ) has seen it's last day! Until it gets fixed I will not be online as much. I thought it would take a few days to fix, but it seems I was wrong. It needs to be sent to the manufature. That means it can take weeks =( I think I will be at the doctors getting treated for Cherry withdrawls :p Any chance I have I will log online to keep sending love to all of my wonderful friends. I miss you all already. Don't forget me. I will be thinking of you all. comments might go quick, so if you want me to see your love you send to me, it will probably go better on my pictures as comments. Ok well hugs and kisses everyone. Ser William loves you..

Sadness
I should be happy, but why i am not? I, for some reason, am sad. Somethinghappened that I was eagerly waiting for, But for some reason, I don't care. Why, I do not know. All I now want is privacy, Maybe some more fun and excitement. But I am afraid, When that happens, I would want nothin else ....

Ultimate Battle Of The Sexes!!! Sunday Night!!! Call In And Help Me!!!
This week it’s the BATTLE OF THE SEXES!!!! John from the Dead Air Show will be guest hosting to help poor Dave against myself and Mitch!!! This is a definite CALL IN SHOW!!! 646-652-4737 at 10pm eastern!!

Love
I live day by day, I cry minute per minute, I like so many but love only one. He floats my my boat in the river yet sinks it in the sea. He is like the sun: it burns to see, it burns even more when he is with another girl, Neal, I need; makes me bleed but never touches me. The sky is blue, though I have no clue when and where we'll meet. He is five foot eight and mediem weight and a little darker than me, too. He is three years older yet not me, too. So here I go, no one knows, so still I have some time. I will go ad tell you to be with me and no one else.

Journal
In an LDD relationship communication is the key to a better life. Most women who may have wanted to be disciplined have always had a hard time chatting about it, for fear of what others even their husbands might say about them. By keeping a daily journal the submissive wife can write down her ideas, how she feels the LDD is progressing, how her spankings have helped her, her misbehaviors, along with other issues that might be affecting her submission. It take a great deal of honesty for a wife to write about what misbehaviors she may have has when her HOH is not present or did not know about, because these may end with her bottom being spanked. The HOH should read the journal weekly, to help with understanding how she feels when she is disciplined. A wife should be able to write down every thought, whether she found her last spanking to be to harsh, to little, unjust, ineffective, and what she learned from her disciplines. The HOH should use this information as a reason to discu

Response To A Complaint
This is inresponse to a blog comment I recieved and hence deleted, saying that I was not a man nor an HOH, and all I am is abusive, this was sent to me by someone who claims to live LDD. We are a LDD couple living this lifestyle 24/7, not one of those who sometimes plays, or is just a in the bedroom couple. This is our way of life, I do not expect others to always agree or have them mimic they way we live, each couple is different and has different way of living. As for us they way to true happiness lies within our respect for each other and the sumission of Kim to me as her HOH, for those who do not understand the way we choose to live that is fine, I will not demand you to live the same way. Kim and I have tried various style over the years, some bdsm, D/s, Master Slave, but all to no avail. Then we found LDD, wow what a differnce this has made, reading the LDD book you will fins all sorts of ways to help a submissive wife. Spankings are the mainsaty of this, Kim recieves dai

Omg
I wish I could understand why I can't seem to meet a man who wants a committed relationship, which includes fun, laughter, snuggling, affection and all the other stuff that comes with it. I just keep meeting ones that get scared after a few months and push me away. I hear all the time what a great person I am and how sweet I am but its just not enough. As soon as I start caring about someone I get blown away. I am too giving I just know it! Are there really any good trusting men out there or are they all like this?

Real Life
How to tell if your discipline is having the proper effects ? I as an HOH have been trying to figure that one out myself, I mean Kim's attitude has improved greatly, her femininity is showing more, her respect for me as HOH, the way she hold her self during a discipline. But is the discipline effective or are you stopping too soon? The problem is that with a well spanked wife she learns to take more and more, what a few swats to her behind would cause her to cry uncontrolably, is now just the first in a set to warm her up. With Kim it now takes something more than just my hand and a few swats to get her to start to wiggle and whimper. When we firsted started daily discipline Kim's response was almost immediate, now after I have warmed her bottom with my hand, the strap hardly seem to make her contrite. The crop does more because the area it strikes is smaller and I can concentrate on striking the same area over and over, not hard just many at the same spot. The paddle stings a

A Big Fuck You
I'm capable of being with just one person. It just takes work and I've never found someone worth the energy. So it's not that I can't do it, I just chose not too. Basically, what I'm getting at is a big "FUCK YOU!" to all the doubters. Keep hatin' on me, it just gives me another reason to be better than you. You're just jealous because I play the game like a pro and you got played like a bitch. And now I'm with someone that you could never be...sucks to be you.

Biker Events (may) -all Over
Something going on every where during May May 10th, 2007 May 13th, 2007 The Great Southern Bike Rally Douglas GA USA May 10th, 2007 May 20th, 2007 Marion County Bike Rally Marion SC USA May 10th, 2007 May 13th, 2007 Dogwood Rally Dunmor KY USA May 10th, 2007 May 13th, 2007 Riders of the Storm Rally Alexandria LA USA May 11th, 2007 May 20th, 2007 The Coast Spring Rally Myrtle Beach SC USA May 11th, 2007 May 13th, 2007 Full Moon Tattoo and Horror Festival Nashville TN USA May 11th, 2007 May 20th, 2007 Myrtle Beach Bike Week Myrtle Beach SC USA May 11th, 2007 May 13th, 2007 Spring Opener Wakeman OH USA May 11th, 2007 May 12th, 2007 Blazin Bikes Motorcycle Rally Lake Charles LA USA May 11th, 2007 May 20th, 2007 Myrtle Beach Harley Bike Week Myrtle Beach SC USA May 11th, 2007 May 13th, 2007 Mother's Day Bike Ride Erwin TN USA May 11th, 2007 Sep 7th, 2007 Friday Night Show Hampton GA USA May 11th, 2007 May 13th, 2007 Rally and Bike Show Idabel OK USA May 12th,

Sins
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Fifth Level of Hell!Here is how you matched up against all the levels:LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)LowLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Very LowLevel 2 (Lustful)Very HighLevel 3 (Gluttonous)HighLevel 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)Very HighLevel 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)Very HighLevel 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Very Low

Guidelines
In LDD there has to be a set of guidelines or rules for the wife's behavior so that she understands what is expected of her and how she will be disciplined if she fails them. Guidelines can be simple or very complex, most couple use some simple guidelines to help keep her in line. The main reason for guidelines is so the wife can better herself and knows when she is misbehaving, with out some sort of structure for her to follow all you are doing is spanking, not teaching. Too often guidelines are set that are just to extreme for most women to every achieve, remember that each person is different and what works for one couple will not work for all. If the guidelines are to numerous she mat get the feeling that she is always being punished and never able to do anything right. The guidelines might take on aspects to help her feel more feminine, to help with bad behavior, to correct a certain problem. When sitting down to write guidelines be practical, for instance if she works 9-5

Thanking
Thanking your HOH for discipplining you can be difficult, considering it is a very unpleasant expierence that often leaves you crying. The wife should thank the HOH for the "gift", of disciplining her, and for showing his love to help her grow as a person. One of the main reasons for thanking is for the submissive wife to show the proper respect to her HOH, he has taken the time to adjust her behavior with a spanking, one of which has left her in tears, although it is quite neccassary to punish her the HOH would like be doing anything but disciplining her. Thanking also shows politeness to the HOH, and helps the wife to be more humble, after all she was just given a painful spanking and then saying thank you for having her bottom spanked will humble and contrite. Another reason is because the wife knows that it takes a strong,emotional, caring HOH, to take his wife across his lap and spank her to tears, for the purpose of helping her to better herself. It takes a strong man to

On Closing The Other Accounts
Yes, we have another account here on CT. But this is the main reason why we as a family are going to one account. We are planning to stay on this one. Sorry to say having this account and then are own is okay but when one of our own simple gets the flu we have three accounts to keep checking. This one, are our, and plus whoever is sick. We are so happy the friends we made and we told this to the head of the family and that is why this is happening. We are moving to this account. This will take a couple of weeks for all of us to do. And as the firefighter family thank u for you. The Head Of the Firefighter Family and Firefighter Family.

Sophie's 1st Birthday Aprty - 09/05/07
It was my daughter Sophie's 1st birthday yesterday - I'd organised a party for her, a few friends, 2 of 'em had children too, plus my mum and boyfriend. Sophie had a beautiful dress on, we had pass the parcel, sandwiches, sausage rolls, cocktail sausages, crisps, fun size chocolates, lollies and a cake, plus jelly and ice cream, people enjoyed it which I was so glad about as it's the first party, ever, on any level I've thrown. Had a banner and balloons outside for her too. Was fun :-). She got loadsa cool toys and some nice clothes, got loads to share around for home, my mum's and Tony's place, which is handy. It was knackering though!

Battle Of The Sexes!!!
This week it’s the BATTLE OF THE SEXES!!!! John from the Dead Air Show will be guest hosting to help poor Dave against myself and Mitch!!! This is a definite CALL IN SHOW!!! 646-652-4737 at 10pm eastern!!

The Mad Mad Wourld Of A Mind Lost
I'm sitting here alone in this dark cell My mind is bending, twisting and breaking Reality becomes fatansy is this even real All this Seems like a bad dream I'm being chased by thw white rabbit Through a maze or a labrith Ther's are demons and ghouls all around me I turn right yet it's a left I'm finding a butterfly toking and not sharing There a chat that appers and disapres I'm lost in this mind of mine Every thing is twisted and cruel I find a cat and he tells me I'm dreaming but yet I'm awak I keep running I turn to look back and I runn into a tree I knock myself out cold When I come too I'm in a padded cell and I realize I'm Locked up in the madhouse.

New Subbies
I actually like the newbies for the most part. I like not having to fix other " Dom's" mistakes or not having to retrain.... Thanks again Sir Critter and babydoll My biggest fear is a novice sub who discovers this lifestyle, especially if it's been a long hidden desire, and acts on it too quickly, especially with someone who hasn't earned her trust. They tend to put themselves into situations and "settle" for Doms that don't have their best interests in mind. Please, if you don't hear anything else I say... SLOW DOWN. Learn more about what it is you're looking for. It's not enough to decide you're submissive. There are different techniques, styles, patterns, beliefs, and thinking on it. The trick isn't finding a Dom, the trick is finding a Dom that has similar interests and expectations. The answer to all these questions is the same ... sometimes. To me, D/s is a sensual act, and most often includes sexual activity. I don't want to sound like Bill Clinton, but it doesn't

Life Above Death
although i was an unmarked unit i answered the call i heard over the two way.it was for an accident on the la freeway.im not in traffic but for some reason i answered the call,willian adam 7 respondind. as i pulled up to the accident i thought,nothing left here but coroners work.i got out and walked past the wreckage,the camaro had no top,neither did the occupants,the rig was fully ingulfed,nothing to do there,then i saw some reflection down the embankment,as i radioed in i ran down the steep enbankment.there i found another vehichle,rolled several time and the top of the car leval with the body,more casualties i thought. as i started to walk away i heard a faint help.i ran back and called out for the survivor.i got a faint response and i looked for a way in.as i reached under an exposed possable entry i felt something wet against my legs,when i stood up i got the pugenant smell of gas. i layed next to the entry and talked to the occupant,she was an 18 year old,and in labor,.i looke

He Rated Me A 1
This guy is a Jerk Rob@ CherryTAP He rated me a "1" because I said I did not want to IM him on yahoo or msn. Please this guy is an ass and I thought you would like to know what he did.. :( ~Sexy~

Male Submissives
Thanks again Sir Critter and babydoll Q: What does it mean to me to be a submissive male in this society? Good question. First thing that *does* come to mind, is, contradiction. This society has not gone through male liberation, and does not well tolerate submission as acceptable just yet, nor is it okay to wear or do/be anything that could be construed as feminine . For women, it depends upon who you are with as to whether submissiveness is desirable or not - with conservative groups it's the only way, but otherwise society sees a submissive woman and think she's been forced to it, but it's still generally more acceptable than in men. In addition, it's okay for women to openly wear obviously men's clothes. Men are still supposedly the 'head of the house', the dominant one. the 'breadwinner' - and in general this society seems to equate money with power and dominance - many men are threatened if their woman makes more, and if the man isn't threatened, then society acts like he

Work
Work has been a lil crazy theses past few day, guess that what happens when u work at a airport, an ppl come back or go where they want to go. Just seems a lil more busy then in the past few yrs. They say airline travel is not back to were it was be for Sept 11, 2001 but I think there a lil off it what they are says( so what else is new, expects, government whoever, there all ways wrong anyway) I like my job, but lately its been feeling a li to much like a J O B. I’ve been at this company now for lil over 5yrs, an have done differt jobs, from ramp work, cleaning of planes, facility cleaner, to wheelchair pusher(which I have been doin now for lil over 2yrs) pays not to great, an room to grow is there, but its who u know an who u kiss ass to. Just like other jobs, u have to kiss ass to get what u want. Sure I did a lil ass kissin but it has gotten me just about no where, an im gettin REAL Tired of it. Not to mention I work night- midnights an thats gettin old. Been doin midnights

Walmart Has Issues.
You know, I don't know why, but I like needles. I like piercings. I actually have LESS than I used to have, but I'm okay with that. A few weeks ago, I decided that I wanted my ears pierced again to bring it to a total of 3 holes on one side, and 2 on the other. (one of my ears has a cartilage piercing, and the other does not). So. I go to wal-mart. The lady gives me the pen to mark on myself. Not a good idea since its difficult. Instead of seeing where I wanted it, and marking it FOR ME ON BOTH EARS, she is just like.. "Oh..i know where you want it, I'll eyeball it..i can get it just right." That statement should have made me RUN for my life. As a result, I then had my ears pierced alright. IN TWO TOTALLY DIFFERENT LOCATIONS. Of course they didn't let me get a real good look before I left. So 2 days later, I'm looking verrrrrry closely...and I nearly fell out of my chair at how "off" they were. It really wasn't that obvious just looking at it, but it was really bad

The Collar And Its Meaning
Another wonderful piece of info from Sir Critter and babydoll The Collar and its Meaning The collar is a symbol of a commitment between a Dominant and submissive. This can have several meanings and understanding a universal definition is impossible. For some people a collar is only worn durning play time and thus signifies the division between roles, nothing more. The importance of this collar varies from partnership to partnership but can be just a prop or an added toy wihtin the playspace. The gravity of a collar in a relationship context is much more. For many people, a collar is like an engagement ring or wedding ring. When a submissive wears a collar in this context they are commited, possessed or owned by someone else. Collars of this sort should never be taken lightly. Just as an engagement isn't entered lightly, a collaring carries strong importance in a D/s lifestyle relationship. Collars in this form can be a collar, brand, tattoo, piercing or any other form of outwar

Listen
Listen To the sound of your denial Knowing the truth yet playing dumb all the while Watch As you start to believe your own lies Living in your bubble has made you blind Move To the beat of society's drum You can't think for yourself and you have become numb Fly Heading straight for the sun Reality sets in as your wings come undone You claim you can't find the pieces you have been missing The answer is more simple than simple Just listen

Update
hi ALL Well i know i have not been on alot or at all this week, but it is because i had broke my hand and i just can not type as well with one hand + i have been on some heave meds too so i am a bite tired and alot loopy... i miss all of my frinds here on CT but i will proby not be on as much as i had b/c i am ting to help my hand heal, but i will be checking in upon occassion to see how eveything and everyone is hugzzzz everyone and pleas do i really do enjoy all of you.... thediamonddew.com thediamonddew.com thediamonddew.com

Forgive
Body: How To Forgive (WOW) One day a while back, a man, his heart heavy with grief, was walking in the woods. As he thought about his life this day, he knew many things were not right. He thought about those who had lied about him back when he had a job. His thoughts turned to those who had stolen his things and cheated him. He remembered family that had passed on. His mind turned to the illness he had that no one could cure. His very soul was filled with anger, resentment and frustration. Standing there this day, searching for answers he could not find, knowing all else had failed him, he knelt at the base of an old oak tree to seek the one he knew would always be there. And with tears in his eyes, he prayed: "Lord- You have done wonderful things for me in this life. You have told me to do many things for you, and I happily obeyed. Today, you have told me to forgive. I am sad, Lord, because I cannot. I don't know how. It is not fair Lord. I

When A Friend Is Not A Friend...
1. If you're going to offer to help someone, then don't talk shit about them behind their back. I have been going through a scenario with a now former friend, whom I used to carpool with, and occasionally would watch my daughter for me. This person OFFERED help, and I was greatful and took it. Later on I found out through another gf that she'd been going to this person and talking shit about me, saying how she is so glad she doesnt have to take me anywhere anymore, and I need to get a license etc. etc. (well no shit bitch), and just recently, well actually yesterday, I find out after I just came back from Coachella in Cali, that she was talking shit about me again, because I went to California. Basically my gf thought that me and said person were still carpooling, and told her I was in Cali, to which she responded "What's in Cali? Oh she can afford to go to Cali?" WTF? Yes it's called TAX REFUND and what's in Cali is my motherfucking business. Mind you I should inform you t

Dominant's Creed... What I Hold Myself To ...
Dominant's Creed Author Unknown Above all else a Dom/me cherishes Their submissive, in the knowledge that the gift the submissive gives Them is the greatest gift of all. A Dom/me is demanding and takes full advantage of the power given to Them, but knows how to share the pleasure that comes from that precious gift. A Dom/me is in control of Themselves first and foremost, so that They may control others. As a stern and demanding Dom/me, They can cause Their submissive to cry real tears. As the consummate lover, They will then kiss the tears away, without stepping out of character. In times of trouble, a Dom/me will leave the roles behind, to be a supportive friend and partner, never forgetting that this is still a loving relationship between two caring individuals. A Dom/me is quick to understand the differences between fantasy and reality. A Dom/me would never ask a submissive to put Them before their career, or family, just to satisfy Their own pleasure. To win a submissi

Gas Prices Hope This Works
FW: Don't pump gas on May 15th ..in April 1997, there was a "gas out" conducted nationwide in protest of gas prices. Gasoline prices dropped 30 cents a gallon overnight. Fill up on the 14th or the 16th, just not on May 15th 2007. all myspace members (or anyone at all, spread the word) are asked to not go to a gas station in protest of high gas prices. Gas is now over $3.00 a gallon in most places. There are 73,000,000+ American members currently on the myspace network, and the average car takes about 20 to 30 dollars to fill up. If all myspace members did not go to the pump on the 15th, it would ta ke $2,200,000,000.00 (that's BILLION) out of the oil companys pockets for just one day, so please do not go to the gas station on May 15th and lets try to put a dent in the Middle Eastern oil industry for at least one day. If you agree (which I cant see why you wouldnt) repost this bulletin repost it with "Don't pump gas on May 15th"

For My Happy Man.
Wrote this awhile ago, maybe 2 months or so, it's in another blog but deserves to be on it's own. Your sweetness overpowers me at times. There is this sweetness That comes over you and me At the right moments That makes my toes curl That makes my heart leap That makes my head spin This part of me I’ve kept hidden For so long I could not Let it show, I had this mask This mask I hate It keeps the truth in, and shows only the fraud. You help me take that Mask off, with your words With the way you hold me With the way you touch me This mask needs to be shattered And destroyed, and never placed back on. But I’m scared, I’m scared of You seeing the real me You seeing all the imperfections You already see the hate I have for myself You already see through the bullshit You cut through it so easily I want to be imperfect with you I want to be kind I want to be patient I want to be with you I want to hear you say those sweet things To me day after

Submissive Etiquette , What I Demand!
Submissive Etiquette You will always refer to me as Ma’am. As your immersion progresses, you may wish to refer to me as Mistress, but I will never require that you do so. In your daily life, you are to both dress and conduct yourself in a manner you believe would be pleasing to me. You are to show kindness and consideration to others routinely. You are never to argue with me, but you are both free and encouraged to express your thoughts and feelings. It is my role to instruct you and your role to submit to my instruction. Your behavior is to always conform to your role. The Six Basic Skills of True Submission You are to review these six basic skills closely and strive to put them into practice as best as you are able. These form the bedrock of your submissive experience. 1. Honesty: Without honesty, there can be no trust. Without trust, true D/s cannot exist. You must pledge yourself to be purely honest with me in every conceivable way, as I must pledge the same to you.

The Joys Of Car Ownership
Car Insurance ..... .... $800 Excise Tax ..... ........ $60 Driver's License Renewal. $40 Registration Renewal .... $81 Emitions Inspection ..... $29 Gasoline to run the car...Priceless! (At least it's getting that way!)

*sobs*
I feel like everything I do is never right. I post at some blog and I wrote something as a joke (should have said it was a joke) and the person who is my friend and is the admistrator emailed me saying that I wrote to make people feel guilty for not commenting on it and that is NOT true. I shouldn't be upset or crying but honestly everything I say or do comes out wrong and it upsets me greatly.I sound like I'm whining and I'm not, I've been holding this in for a while and it finally came out. I normally keep all my feeligs locked inside and that is not healthy but when do let it out, it is wrong. That is why I don't speak to people and stay quiet. I hurt people's feelings more than make them feel better.

Exactly!!
It takes a diamond a million years to attain perfection.. until then.. Anonymity We seek anonymity, As a child we hide behind Our parents legs Shyly peeking around Seeing and yet Not wanting to be seen. Why be alone, Not realized Transparent without Substance. Fleeting shadows Partially illuminated, Disparate light Of evening’s candle Not really seen Not really known. Night fog, delicate Wisps across the Morning glade Dissipated by The light of day Gone forevermore Was it ever there? Wayward rose Embedded in stone, Delicate rose, each Petal the epitome Of symmetry. Shallow earth bound Scorched in risen sun Singular, alone, Not rooted in Self, nourishment Drawn not From earth’s collective Well-spring. Solitary diamond Brilliant, to be Seen, worn in Celebration of Rich garments Not kept in A box, hid in A drawer. Why hide the Rose, why store The diamond, Why be the fleeting Wisp of thought When the smell of The roses by th

A Poem For My Children!!
A mother holds her newborn son for the first time,she looks down at him and rocks him back and forth,back and forth,says I will love you forever and like you always and for as long as I live you will be my baby...he grows and is now 2 yrs old,he takes all the books from there shelves,emptys the fridge and flushes his mothers watch down the toilet,she says this kid is driving me crazy:but at night when he is asleep,she crawls accross the floor and holds him in her arms and rocks him back and forth ,back and forth and says I will love you forever and like you always and as long as I live you will be my baby...He grows and is a teenager ,his friends are always in the house and he wears strange clothes and listens to crazy music,she says I will never understand him but...at night she crawls across the floor and if hes really asleep she holds him and rocks him back and forth back and forth and says I will love you forever and like you always and as long as I live you will always be my baby.

Attempted Robbery
So i walk to work this morning ( late as usual for my relief) and i see our cook digging in the trash cans down the street... Wtf? "Topher, what are you doing?" "I'm looking for a note..." "Wtf happened?" "Someone tried to rob the bar" pause.... "QUA? What do you mean someone tried to rob the bar?" "Ill tell you when i get down there... " Well now i felt bad that i was late.... all that was running through my mind was is everyone ok and who the fuck would be dumb enough to even attempt to rob us? I walked in and my boss was behind the bar. Counted on and attempted to find out what happened.. "stupid fucking crackhead (that was 86'd for filling his crack pipe and about to light it WHILE SiTTING AT THE BAR) came in with a note... " first of all... the bartender that was on.... we call her "Momma" ... Even if i were a crackhead i would never try to rob any one/place while she was working... im a tough bitch.. but Momma is ... well she's momma..

I Think...
I think therefor I am. I think that this is good I think that I have got you I think you are falling just as much as I am. I could complete you I could make you laugh I could make you dinner I could make you enjoy my bad driving I want to be neater I want to be what you want I want to be so much to you I want you to understand that I want to love you. I could cry in your arms I could sleep in them too I could kiss them I could hold you for hours. I think you know all of this I think you know me better than I do at times. I think you like weeding through my drama at times. I think this is real and that is what scares me.

Admission
So I overheard a friend's conversation the other day. She was talking to her baby's daddy, and there was some question as to the baby's paternity.Anyway they were talking about how the baby has balls the size of walnuts.Then she was like, "There's no question this baby isn't yours."I can't remember the conversation from there, and this is weird to write about, but appearantly the baby is pretty well hung for a baby. By what she said later she implied the baby's daddy is well hung.Anyway I kinda figured she might be a sizequeen. She was never much interested in me. We're good friends and all, but we never talked about size or anything, but I guess somehow she could tell.Do women have a sixth-sense about how well endowed a guy is?There's what she said, lack of interest in me, and she's put up with a lot of crap from this guy. So to me this is implicit admission she's a sizequeen.What do you think?

Veggie Lentil Soup
Veggie Lentil Soup Here's a healthy and delicious recipe for vegetable-packed lentil soup. The leftovers make great lunches -- and the soup freezes well, in case you'd like to put some away for later. Servings: 8 Ingredients: * 1 pound dry lentils * 5 cups vegetable stock * 3 cloves garlic, chopped * 1 cup chopped onion * 1 cup chopped carrot * 1 cup chopped celery * 1 cup chopped red bell pepper * 1 cup chopped fresh green beans * 1 cup chopped fresh spinach * 1/3 cup tamari * 1 teaspoon oregano * 1 teaspoon fresh thyme * Salt and pepper to taste Directions: In your favorite soup pot, cook the lentils in just enough water to cover. When they are soft (usually in about an hour or less), add everything else and simmer until the vegetables are cooked. You may need to add more stock if the soup cooks down too much. Substitution tip: Soy sauce may be substituted for the tamari.

Learning How To Cast Runes
I am learning how to cast runes. Runes are along the same line as Tarot cards. If anyone is interested in a reading let me know. This is just for fun, to see if I am good at it. There are many different way of doing runes, but at this point I am only doing a Three Rune Spread. If you are interested let me know. I will actually write the actually paragraph from the book. Therefore, you know how to ask the question and why you should ask for it in that manner. An appropriate issue is anything that relates to timeliness and right action. You might require advice on whether or not to make a career change, sell a business, make an investment, move to a new home, terminate or initiate a relationship. Notice that the word issue is used rather than question. A question might be, “Should I end this relationship?” To state the matter as an issue, you would say, “The issue is my relationship.” Instead of asking “should I accept this new job?” you might say, “The issue i

Pan-seared Tenderloin With Bearnaise
Pan-Seared Tenderloin with Bearnaise Thought bearnaise sauce was too fussy for a Tuesday night? Think again! Let the microwave offer a shortcut -- just be sure to watch the sauce closely while it finishes cooking. Credit: Desperation Dinners! by Beverly Mills and Alicia Ross Servings: 4 Ingredients: * 1 tablespoon olive oil * 4 beef tenderloin steaks (filet mignon; each 1 1/2 inches thick and about 4 ounces), defrosted if frozen * 1 small onion (for 1/2 cup chopped) * 2 tablespoons distilled white vinegar * 2 tablespoons white wine * 1/4 teaspoon dried tarragon * 2 large eggs * 4 tablespoons (1/2 stick) butter * 1/4 cup half-and half * 1 teaspoon lemon juice from frozen concentrate Directions: Turn on the oven to its lowest setting. Heat the oil to a 12-inch nonstick skillet over medium-high heat. Add the steaks and cook to desired doneness, 5 to 6 minutes per side for medium rare. If the steaks finish cooking bef

Chapter 15: Fiona Steel, The Author
Fiona Steel is a former marketing and business administrator whose writing talents include writing top-selling, marketing and training video scripts for international companies as well as writing training manuals on business skills and computer software. With a teaching and psychology background, Fiona developed an interest in crime writing from the perspective of the psychological aspects of the criminal mind. Her particular interest is the woman’s involvement in criminal matters, both victim and perpetrator. Fiona lives in Queensland, Australia with her writer husband and three children.

Cherry Tap Surveys
Has anyone else tried to do those surveys that Cherry Tap advertises to earn Cherry Bucks? It says you can complete only one a day but you will almost never qualify for the surveys they present. There's been times where I'd be disqualified after putting which state I live in and other times I'd be halfway through and then get the message "We're sorry. It appears you don't qualify for this survey. Please try another." The same thing happens when you sign up for websites that offer to pay you money for completing surveys. It's not worth it because you'll almost never be able to complete one.

Chapter 14: Bibliography
Transcripts: Edward Mallettí's post Rule 37 hearing argument, which he submitted to Judge Burnett in the Circuit Court of Craighead County, Arkansas, No. CR93450 & 450A, State of Arkansas – Plaintiff/Respondent vs Damien Wayne Echols – Defendant/Petitioner Post Rule 37 Hearing argument Brent Davis' post Rule 37 hearing brief, which he submitted to Judge Burnett, in the Circuit Court of Craighead County, Arkansas, No. CR 93450 & 450A Damien Echols – Petitioner vs State of Arkansas – Respondent Respondent's Post-hearing Brief Judge David Burnett's 6 page Rule 37 order in the Circuit Court of Craighead County Western District No. CR 93450 & 450A State of Arkansas – Plaintiff vs Damien Echols – Defendant Order Detective Mike Allen's report on his interview with a book store owner about Damien Echols's book buying habits Document, written, but unsigned by Detective Sgt. Mike Allen of the WMPD dated 12/31/93. Transcript of signed statement of Lt. James Sudbury of the WMPD regard

My Kitty Cat
hey i know 4 sum ppl this has no importance... but, my poor lil kitty cat sully (the big fat 19 pounder) has been diagnosed with kitty leukemia and isnt doin so well:( he hasnt ate or drank in 2 or 3 days and stubborn bastid (takes after his daddy) wont take any medicine or let the doctors look @ him at all:(. so yes behind all the jokes sarcasm n laughter i DO have a heart and some resemblance of emotion :( po kitty kat :(

Happy Honeymooners
Police: She Stabbed Husband in Ear with Fork Kelly Campbell-Baumgartner married an 86-year-old man after his wife died -- and now she's accused of attacking him in the middle of a Max & Erma's restaurant with a fork. Campbell-Baumgartner has been charged with three counts, including assault with a dangerous weapon, for the incident at the Canton restaurant. Prosecutors say she attacked her husband, William Baumgartner, during an argument that started while the couple was eating. Investigators say she dumped food on his lap and then stabbed him in the ear with a fork. Campbell-Baumgartner is also accused of kicking a restaurant employee who tried to escort her from the restaurant. Her lawyer says she's innocent.

Chapter 13: Updates
UPDATES MAY 1999 TO JANUARY 2001 According to a news item on the WM3.org website, John Mark Byers, the stepfather of victim Christopher Byers was imprisoned after having his parole revoked for attempting to sell drugs to an undercover police officer in Jonesboro, Arkansas. The hearing was held on May 26, 1999 in Sharp County where he was found guilty of violating the conditions of his parole and sentenced to serve 96 months in the Department of Corrections facility at Pine Bluff, Arkansas. On March 31, 2000, the Arkansas Times reported that Edward Mallett, counsel representing Damien Echols, had accused Arkansas Governor Mike Huckabee of making false statements regarding his clients’ case. Mallett told the paper that a false statement regarding DNA evidence in the case was made via an e-mail issued from the Governors’ office. The message was sent in response to one of the many hundreds of e-mails sent to the governor's website after the repeated airing of Paradise Lost: Rev

Yahoo Add
hey whats up all im usin yahoo alot more lately so if u have yahoo add me babybri212002 aight and also u can add me to myspace if u have that my link is www.myspace.com/sweettastybri so add me n hit me up ok muahs

Cute.
i was just going thru my photobucket and i think that my little luvy has met more rockstars than most people. for your review, i give you luvy and some rockers: Maria from in this moment: Candace from walls of jericho: Brock from 36 Crazyfists: Morgan from Kittie:

Deserving Dads
Saluting all those stay at home dads, and to all dads raising the kids on their own..Being a mother myself, I know it is an extremely hard 24-7 job. These dads deserve all the praise in the world. Good job dads!!! Mr. Mom (For those at home dad's!)

Happy Mothers Day
> THESE QUESTIONS WERE ANSWERED BY 2ND GRADERS > > > WHY DID GOD MAKE MOTHERS? > > 1. She’s the only one who knows where the scotch tape is. > > 2. Mostly to clean house. > > HOW DID GOD MAKE MOTHERS? > > He used dirt, just like for the rest of us. > > 2. Magic plus super powers and a lot of stirring. > > 3. God made my Mom just the same like he made me. He just used bigger > parts. > > WHAT INGREDIENTS ARE MOTHERS MADE OF? > > l. God makes mothers out of clouds and angel hair and everything nice in > the > > world and one dab of mean. > > 2. They had to get their start from men’s bones. Then they mostly use > string. > > WHAT KIND OF LITTLE GIRL WAS YOUR MOM? > > My mom has always been my mom and none of that other stuff. > > 2. I don’t know because I wasn’t there, but my guess would be pretty > bossy. > > 3. They say she used to be nice. > > WHAT DID MOM NEED TO KNOW ABOUT DAD BEFORE SHE MARRIED HIM? > > 1. His last name. > > 2. She had to

Chapter 12: Epilogue
The situation today in the West Memphis Three case is that three young men have been in prison for six years. One of the them faces death. The evidence in the case is not strong enough to support a guilty verdict, yet all of their attempts to have their case re-tried have failed. It begs the question how can this happen? Isn’t the legal system designed to protect the innocent? How can it all go so terribly wrong? The problem is much easier to identify than the solution. The problems with this case began from the moment the bodies were first discovered. Lack of experience and professionalism on the part of police at the crime scene meant that it was not properly protected and vital evidence was either destroyed or not collected at all. The failure to keep the sticks which held the boys clothing down in the creek is a prime example of this. The removal of the bodies from the creek before the medical examiner had arrived meant that more vital information was lost. The same lack of e

For The Love Of A Friend
I will hold your hand when you are sad. I will hold your hand as you walk alone. I will stand beside you when you need my strength. I will honor and guide you through all your grief. I will keep my word and be with you, as your friend from across the blue. And when the time has come to part, I will not allow that to happen to each of our heart, for as the rose blooms daily true, My friendship will last your whole life through.

Driving In St. Louis
I agree with most of this! If you live in St Louis you'll understand this. If you've ever visited St. Louis you'll understand this. If you've never been to St. Louis consider this your Visitor's Guide to Driving in St. Louis. 1. There are 75 "unofficial neighborhoods" in the City of St. Louis. St. Louisans commonly give directions--especially for restaurants--to strangers based on these neighborhoods, which aren't marked on any maps that are handed out by the tourist board, the AAA or Mapquest. 2. There are 54 school districts--on the Missouri side alone--each of which has their own school bus system with scheduled times to block traffic. 3. There are 91 official municipalities in St. Louis County. Each municipality has its own rules and regulations, and often their own police departments. 4. More importantly, most have their own snow removal contracts so it's not uncommon to drive down a road in winter and have one block plowed, the next salted, the next

Chapter 11: New Evidence
Prior to Jessie’s trial, Daniel Stidham had asked WMPD officers whether a criminal profile had been made on this case. He was told that none had been done. After the trial, he learned that the officers had lied to him. The FBI had presented the WMPD with a cursory profile in the form of a survey to be conducted to trace any Vietnam veterans in the area at the time of the murders. This determination was made solely on the nature of the injuries to Christopher Byers’s genitals as the FBI had not received all of the crime scene reports normally required for an in-depth criminal profile. All efforts by Stidham to procure the services of a reputable and qualified Criminal Profiler before the trials were fruitless due to the lack of resources available. It was not until after the three young men had been convicted and sentenced that he was able to secure the services of Brent Turvey, who agreed to take the case pro-bono. Brent Turvey has a Master of Science degree and is a highly qualifie

Silent Woman
She has the eye kolor of the sky that we walk beneath. She has the body of a beautiful greek goddess. She has a lot of love and peace in her heart but carries a lot of sadness with in her soul. She has an angry spirit that tries to hide the pain that she feels every waken second of her eternal life.

The Night Of Hell Drags Into The Day
well, got kids off to school this morning with little drama. Came my ass back to bed for a while until I was awakened by my stepfather screaming at my mother yet again. I chose to remain in bed and try to tune things out... Well, after a while my friend Gary came in to say that my mom had just called the police... then he and my husband left to go to Perry. I figured he was just messing with me until I got up and went to leave my room and there stood a big burly cop....lol... ya know, i don't really care for cops seeing me in my jammies... oddly enough... so I got my ass dressed and went outside where I found my mom, my hubby and Gary... those two got blocked in by the cop cars..As it turns out they said that they can't force him to leave and the he refuses to do so... go figure... they hung around for a few more minutes then left... so now I'm sitting here typing to ya'll while asshole is in my mothers room with the tv blaring and he's going in and out being an ass to my mother... Mom

Sexiest Male Dj Contest
I WOULD LIKE TO HOLD A CONTEST WITH THE SEXIEST MALE DJ ON CT IM LOOKING FOR 20 DJ'S TO JOIN. IF YOU ARE INTERESTED PLEASE SEND ME A CMAIL . OR COME SEE ME IN CLUB FANTASIA. 1st PLACE WILL GET A 7 DAY BLAST 2nd PLACE WILL GET A 3 DAY BLAST 3rd PLACE WILL GET A SILVER MOTORCYCLE AND ALL OTHER ENTRIES WILL GET A CHERRY TAP KEG! ~Delicious Vixen~Club Fantasia Co-Owner~{CHERRY SNATCHER PIMPETTE}~Boats CT Wife~@ CherryTAP

May 10,2007
It's time to hitch your wagon to a star -- several of them, in fact. Some outlandish, visionary influences are in your astrological sector. They're encouraging you to go crazy, dream big and get a little wild. Why not? Teehee...im one up on that one LOL...been working on goin a lil crazy all week!

Update!!!! Plz Read!!!!!
UPDATE!!! With the help of his sister in law.. We have found out that Jeff has a lot of fake accounts in CT. The following profiles are his under different names and pictures. SUPPORT UR TROOPS@ CherryTAP BAD BLOOD@ CherryTAP THE EVIL BITCH ANGEL@ CherryTAP MASTER GUNNERY SGT JEFF ONEILL@ CherryTAP HE IS NOT IN IRAQ AND NEVER WAS! HE IS NOT A MARINE.. NICE COSTUME EH? HE IS A FAKE USING IT TO GET PEOPLE THAT HE CAN TAKE ADVANTAGE OF. HE TRIES TO GET MONEY FROM SINGLE WOMEN TO SO IF YOU HAVE BEEN TAKEN BY HIM.. YOU KNOW HOW TO REACH HIM. THIS HAS ALL BEEN VERIFIED BY HIS COMMON IN LAW WIFE'S SISTER, WHO LIVES IN THE SAME HOUSE WITH HIM. I SEEN HIM ON THE CAM THERE SITTING WATCHING TV. i AM NOT DOING THIS TO BE VENDICTIVE. HE IS TAKING ADVANTAGE OF ALL THESE PEOPLE. THE TROOPS WHO ARE FIGHTING FOR US. THE WOMEN FOR PHONE CARDS, COMPUTER PARTS, AND EVEN TELLS YOU THAT HE WANTS TO MARRY YOU AND THEN WANTS YOU TO SET UP A BANK ACCOUNT AND PUT MONEY IN THERE TO HEL

Chapter 10: Other Suspects
Despite the WMPD’s focus on Damien as their prime suspect there were other possibilities which were not thoroughly investigated, a situation which could easily lead to the assumption that police chose to ignore any evidence which directed the investigation away from Damien Echols. On the night of the murders, at 8:42 p.m., the police received a call from Marty King, the manager of the Mr. Bojangles Restaurant near Robin Hood Hills. He reported that a black man "dazed and covered with blood and mud" had been in the women’s restroom for about an hour. Officer Regan Meek followed up the call by driving up to the drive-through window. She testified later that she had not gone inside as the restaurant was out of her ward. She also agreed that it had been near to the area where the boys were last seen. After the boys were found, police followed up on this report and took blood samples from the toilets. These samples however were mysteriously lost and no results are known. This incident be

Stop Funding For Illegals
Why are we forced to pay out our ass for rights when our rights are not being protected? We are living in a time where millions of immigrants are passing through our borders unchecked and working untaxed while our own children are unable to work. Billions of dollars per year are being spent in order to house Mexican criminals in our prison system and even more money is being take from our borders in the form of drug money. It is far past time that our borders be closed permanently to the brown and black immigrants coming from third world countries, it is time our tax dollars go towards us the American people and not third world immigrants and it is time we start getting tough on the policy makers in Washington. We must as a whole speak out and stop the funding, we must enact tougher laws on employers who hire illegal’s and we must enforce all immigration laws on the books today. I for one am unwilling to pay billions in order for Jose to have a free ride and you should to.

Chapter 9: "cop Cult"
In order to prove pre-meditation and motive for Jason and Damien’s trial, the State called on the testimony of Dr. Dale Griffis. Griffis had received his doctorate from Columbia Pacific University in 1984 after studying by correspondence for four years. Since that time he had proclaimed himself as a "Cult-Cop" and gave lectures and seminars on the dangers of adolescent involvement in Satanic activities. It is difficult to determine his qualification for the term "expert," as according to the F.B.I there is very little evidence to substantiate stories about Satanic ritual murders in the United States. It seems that Judge Burnett, while questioning the validity of the discipline of social psychology as studied by Dr. Ofshe, did not have any problems with the rather dubious credentials of Dr. Griffis and allowed his testimony to be admitted. The basis of Dr. Griffis’s testimony was that the crime scene "Bore the trappings of occultism." In his opinion, the most salient points in this c

10 Things I Hate About You
10 Things I Hate About You Poem by 10 Things I Hate About You album: 10 Things I Hate About You I hate the way you talk to me, And the way you cut your hair. I hate the way you drive my car, I hate it when you stare. I hate your big dumb combat boots And the way you read my mind. I hate you so much it makes me sick, It even makes me rhyme. I hate the way you’re always right, I hate it when you lie. I hate it when you make me laugh, Even worse when you make me cry I hate it when you’re not around, And the fact that you didn’t call But mostly I hate the way I don’t hate you, Not even close… Not even a little bit… Not even at all.

Chapter 8: Questionable
With almost no evidence to link Jason, Damien and Jessie to the murder scene or the victims, apart from Jessie’s questionable confession, police continued to interrogate any acquaintances of the three teenagers they could find. Of all the people interviewed none could testify to having seen Damien, Jason and Jessie together at any time in the past. This hole was soon filled by Jerry Driver who testified under oath that he had once seen Damien, Jason and Jessie walking together wearing long black robes and carrying staffs. During the trial this may have been convincing testimony for the jury but in light of Driver’s own admission that he had often interrogated Damien for unsolved crimes in the area over the previous twelve months, its credibility is highly questionable. The fact that Driver faced embezzlement charges in 1997 and resigned from the probation office further diminishes his credibility. To place Damien and Jason at the scene of the crime, police were able to find three wi

Chapter 7: Evidence
When WMPD officers arrested Damien and Jason they took with them warrants to search their homes. From Jason Baldwin’s home police seized a red robe which belonged to his mother, fifteen black t-shirts and a white t-shirt. From Damien’s they seized two notebooks which appeared to have Satanic or cult writings in them, a red t-shirt, blue jeans, and a pair of boots. After divers searched an area of a lake behind Baldwin’s house, a knife was recovered. A witness from the State Crime Laboratory testified that she found fibers on the victims’ clothing which were microscopically similar to four fibers found in Jason and Damien’s homes. None were found in Jessie’s. A red fiber found on Jason’s mother’s robe was microscopically similar to fibers from James Moore’s shirt. A green polyester fiber on James’s cap was of a similar structure to those found on a blue cotton-polyester shirt, belonging to a child relative, found in Damien’s home. Fibers from this same shirt also matched with one

Pregnancy
In May 2006, My husband and I had decided to try for a baby, the beginning of July I found out I was pregnant, In August my doctor had told me that my pregnancy would not be viable so we had to terminate it because it would everntually become a painful miscarriage. So we did that and since then we've been trying to conceive so today May 10, 2007 I took a pregnancy test and it was positive! I am so nervous, I just hope it does not turn out to be another miscarriage. ok well that's all and thanks for reading!

Fallen But Not Forgotten
Fallen but Not Forgotten Standing in silence, amongst the graves Hanging at half-staff Old Glory waves The gun salutes slice through the mid-day As those who've gathered, bow heads to pray. The bugle sounds a sad somber tune For the lives of Soldier's lost too soon Men and women who answered the call Serving their country, giving their all. Caskets draped in the red, white and blue Honoring our Heroes brave and true Courageous souls willing to defend Their beloved nation to the end… Fallen Heroes Everyday I read the list "Fallen Hero's" of America With every new day, a new name. A new pain for an American. Their families' hurt just begun. Struggling with the questions: "Why? How?" Hoping, "Please don't let this be true". With a little hope left, they continue believing. Until the belief is taken away. As a mother kneels at a grave. No greater loss than when a mother buries her child. No greater loss; without good-byes or sweet "I love you's". The

Chapter 6: Confession
Jessie Misskelley was brought in to WMPD for questioning on 3 June 1993. During the course of his interrogation, which lasted for several hours, Jessie was given a lie detector test and the police succeeded in securing a confession from Jessie of his own part in the murders of the three boys. He named Jason Baldwin and Damien Echols as his accomplices. According to Jessie’s defense attorney, Daniel Stidham, Jessie claims that he and his friends were first approached by the police and offered a reward for information about the murders. Jessie was later taken into WMPD for questioning despite the fact that they did not have a written waiver of his Miranda Rights signed by Jessie’s father, a legal requirement when police interview minors. Normally this breach of a minor’s constitutional rights would be sufficient to have the subsequent confession quashed. For some reason in this case Judge Burnett chose to allow it. In his confession, Jessie claimed that Jason Baldwin telephoned him

Chapter 5: Witness
Certain that they had their prime suspect, police would focus their investigation toward looking for evidence which would enable them to arrest Damien Echols. Any known associates of Damien were questioned. Both Damien and close friend Jason Baldwin received many visits from police who would often park nearby at night in the hope that such intimidation would break them. On 6 May 1993, the day the bodies were discovered, WMPD received a call from Don Bray at the Marion County Police Department to inform them that a young boy was there who claimed to know something about the murders. Aaron Hutcheson had been at the police department with his mother Vicky Hutcheson when he had told Bray that the boys had been "at the playhouse." WMPD officers told Bray that the location was near where the boys were found. However, no playhouse was found when the police took Aaron to the crime scene. Later Aaron claimed that he had actually witnessed the murders, claiming first that he had seen men in t

Chapter 4: Prime Suspect
The day after the boys’ bodies were discovered, Lieutenant James Sudbury, of the West Memphis Police Department, contacted Steve Jones, a Juvenile Officer for Crittenden County, Arkansas. During their conversation, Sudbury and Jones expressed their shared belief that the murders had strong overtones of a cultic sacrifice. Jones then informed Sudbury that there was one person he knew of that was involved in cult activities who could be capable of committing such a crime. He named Damien Echols. They agreed to meet at Damien Echols’s residence to interview Damien. At 12:00 p.m. on Friday 7 May 1993, Sudbury and Jones arrived at 2706 South Grove in Broadway Trailer Park in West Memphis, Arkansas, where Echols lived. They talked briefly with Damien’s mother, Pamela Hutcheson, and father, Eddie Hutcheson and gained their permission to interview Damien. They conducted this initial interview in Damien’s bedroom. At that time, Lieutenant Sudbury took a Polaroid photograph of Damien Echols a

Too Late? No Way
The first day of school our professor introduced himself and challenged us to get to know someone we didn't already know. I stood up to look around when a gentle hand touched my shoulder. I turned around to find a wrinkled, little old lady beaming up at me with a smile that lit up her entire being. She said, "Hi handsome. My name is Rose. I'm eighty-seven years old. Can I give you a hug?" I laughed and enthusiastically responded, "Of course you may!" and she gave me a giant squeeze. "Why are you in college at such a young, innocent age?" I asked. She jokingly replied, "I'm here to meet a rich ! husband, get married, and have a couple of kids..." "No seriously," I asked. I was curious what may have motivated her to be taking on this challenge at her age "I always dreamed of having a college education and now I'm getting one!" she told me. After class we walked to the student union building and shared a chocolate milkshake. We became instan

Chapter 3: A Grisly Discovery
The next day began early for John Mark Byers. At 6:30 a.m. he called Denver Reed and arranged to meet him at 8:00 a.m. In the meantime, the search resumed in the Robin Hood Hills area, with Terry Hobbs, Diana Moore, Byers and a number of others. After meeting with Reed, another search was conducted until 1:45 p.m. when Sergeant Mike Allen found the first body of the missing boys. Although his unsigned report doesn’t state the exact location of the discovery, it implies that the body was found in a creek. An hour later, the body was removed from the creek by police officers. Shortly after, the second body was found, 25 feet away to the south, by Detective Bryn Ridge, then the third a further 5 feet away. Twenty minutes after the third body was located. WMPD contacted Crittenden County Coroner, Ken Hale. He was informed that the bodies were found near the Blue Beacon Truck Wash. By the time he arrived, all three bodies had been removed from the creek (or drainage ditch) by police off

Whuts Goin On.......
on april 27 i moved to bad axe. three days b4 that me and mom snuck out on will. she said she was done with him. later that nite i saw shawn and he hit me up for 5$ (he owes me like 30) and he started tellin me, hit me up so we can hang b4 u leave. he kept coming up with excuses. day i was to leave, he tells me "call ill b up" he wasnt even home. i was hurt, all i was to him was $$ and a gurl to use. but as the miles between us grew i cared less and less. but i did still care. when i got here, i wrote him. its been almost two weeks and nothing. FUCK HIM!!! as ive said b4 i will NEVER regret him, but now i must move on. i then found out that 2 days after i left, mom went back to will. at first i didnt get it and thought "i cant worry about htat nemore its killing me". but then i realized that she did exactly whut she said she wanted to do, get me away. in the past, to scare my mom will told her that if she left he would come after me. and when i recently askd her y she stayed she said s

Chapter 2: The Victims
According to the families of the three boys, they were last seen together between 5:30 p.m. and 6:00 p.m. on the evening of 5 May 1993. The three boys had finished school for the day at Weaver Elementary School at 3:00 p.m. Steven Branch went home but left shortly afterwards, according to his mother Pam Hobbs. Christopher Byers’s step-father, John Mark Byers, arrived home at 3:10 p.m. but Christopher was not there, his brother Ryan arrived home at 3:30 p.m. Chris did not have a key to the house and was expected to wait outside until Ryan arrived to let him in. John Mark Byers drove Ryan to the courthouse for a 4:00 p.m. appointment. After dropping Ryan he drove to pick up his wife, Melissa Byers from work. They both arrived back at their home at 5:20 p.m. to find that Chris was not at home, although there was evidence that he had been there. Soon after, John Mark Byers left home to pick up Ryan, but on the way he found Christopher riding a skateboard. He took Christopher home where

Iam Going To Try Another Contest I Nee Bombs Please
WELL IAM GOING TO TRY MY HAND AT ANOTHER CONTEST HELP ME PLEASE AND THNAKS IN ADVANCE HERE IS THE LINK: http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=591160&albumid=346196&i=1125040167

Chapter 1: A Most Heinous Crime
On the afternoon of 6 May 1993, West Memphis was rocked by the news of the discovery of the mutilated bodies of three eight-year-old boys. Rumours regarding the nature of the murders spread like wildfire through the town. It was soon well known that the boys had been cut with a knife, raped and at least one of the boy’s genitals had been cut, many of these rumours were based on inaccurate police assumptions. By 12.00 p.m. the next day, police were questioning their first suspect, Damien Echols. Several weeks later Jessie Misskelley, an associate of Echols, confessed to the murders, implicating Damien Echols and another friend, Jason Baldwin. Soon after, following a confession by Misskelley, the three teenagers were arrested and charged with the murders of James M. Moore, Steven E. Branch and Christopher M. Byers. The citizens of West Memphis were relieved that the monsters that had committed these heinous crimes had been apprehended and justice would be served. There was a great dea

I Hate Everything About You
I had written a pretty good blog about ten minutes ago... but it got erased because I accidently hit the "back" button. Goddammit. Scott fucked me over. Hardcore. The one person who claimed he would NEVER do that, has done that, in fact. He screwed me over so hard that I don't think I can ever trust him again. I'm still unsure on whether I want to talk to him or just break it off completely. He didn't think I would ever find out...and I stumbled on his damn blog last night, not knowing he even used this account anymore. And all his actions were right there...right in front of me... and it killed me. I am dead. From the inside out...

A Bulletin That I Posted
I was just wondering; a while back I'd posted a bulletin/petition on having more than one crush. I haven't heard anything since. Does anyone out there in CT knows what happened with it? Is it still making the rounds? Or did it die because it didn't get passed on at some point? Or did it get lost in cyber-space? Can someone let me know?

To Whom Of You Know Pimp N Chair (aka) Chris
My best friend in the entire world passed away this morning CHRISTIAN HELLER JR. AKA KRIS, AKA Lil Dragon AKA pimp_n_chair well say a prayer for his family and his friends I love him so much and I know his friends and family did too. So please say a prayer for him just like I say a prayer for you.

Zipper
Zippers are a convenient, yet potentially frustrating or painful, invention of the fashion world. Dreaming of zippers is often dreaming of efficiency, convenience or maintaining a well-groomed personal appearance. However, if the zipper is stuck, it can become a dream of being thwarted, feeling incompetent and lacking problem-solving resources.

Closet Friends
A woman takes a lover home during the day while her husband is at work. Her 9-year old son comes home unexpectedly, sees them and hides in the bedroom closet to watch. The woman's husband also comes home. She puts her lover in the closet, not realizing that the little boy is in there already. The little boy says, "Dark in here." The man says, "Yes, it is." Boy - "I have a baseball." Man - "That's nice." Boy - "Want to buy it?" Man - "No, thanks." Boy - "My dad's outside." Man - "OK, how much?" Boy - "$150" Man - "Sold." In the next few weeks, it happens again that the boy and the lover are in the closet together. Boy - "Dark in here." Man - "Yes, it is." Boy - "I have a Wilson infielder's glove." The lover, remembering the last time, asks the boy, “How much?" Boy - "$350" Man - "Highway robbery. Sold." A few days later, the father says to the boy, "Grab your gloves, let's go outside and have a game of catch." The boy says, "I can

Subject: Living Will
Last night, my wife and I were sitting in the living room, watching one of those medical programs on TV and I said to her, "I never want to live in a vegetative state, dependent on some machine and fluids from a bottle. If >that ever happens, just pull the plug." She got up, unplugged the TV and then poured all of my beer down the sink!! She's Such A Bitch sometimes...........

A New Ipod
Apple announced today that it has developed a tiny computer chip that, when surgically implanted, can store and play music in women's breasts. The "iBreast" will cost between $499 and $599. This is considered to be a major breakthrough because women are always complaining about men staring at their breasts and not listening to them.

Passion
A FERVID EMOTION, A PLEASURED PAIN A ROUSING EMOTION, IMPASSIONED FLAME EROGENOUS DESIRE, STIMULATION CAME STEAMY ATTRACTION, CARNAL NEED APHRODISIAC'S HUNGER, SENSUAL RAIN EAGERNESS YEARNING , ENRAPTURED CRAZE !!!

Just To Let Everyone Know
The next couple of weeks I wont be on here very much. Ill be working on getting this apartment packed up so we can get moved. Looks like we are gonna be moving about an hour west of where we live now to a town called Morris. I totally love it there, its very quiet and no more thumping from the bass that you hear as the cars pass by!! YAYYYYYY

The Texas Midget
The Texas Midget The testicles of a Texas midget hurt and ached almost all the time. The midget went to the doctor and told him about his problem. The doctor told him to drop his pants and he would have a look. The midget dropped his pants. The doctor stood him up onto the examining table, and started to examine him. The doc put one finger under his left testicle and told the midget to turn his head and cough, the usual method to check for a hernia. "Aha!" mumbled the doc, and as he put his finger under the right testicle, he asked the midget to cough again. "Aha!" said the doctor once more, and reached for his surgical scissors. “Snip-snip-snip-snip” on the right side, then “snip-snip-snip-snip” on the left side. The midget was so scared he was afraid to look, but noted with amazement that the snipping did not hurt. The doctor then told the Midget to walk around the examining room to see if his testicles still hurt. The midget was absolutely delighted as he walked around and dis

Interesting Story. .
I bought a bird feeder. I hung it on my back porch and filled it with seed. Within a week we had hundreds of birds taking advantage of the continuous flow of free and easily accessible food. But then the birds started building nests in the boards of the patio, above the table, and next to the barbecue. Then came the poop. It was everywhere: on the patio tile, the chairs, the table...everywhere. Then some of the birds turned mean: They would dive bomb me and try to peck me even though I had fed them out of my own pocket. And others birds were boisterous and loud: They sat on the feeder and squawked and screamed at all hours of the day and night and demanded that I fill it when it got low on food. After a while, I couldn't even sit on my own back porch anymore. I took down the bird feeder and in three days the birds were gone. I cleaned up their mess and took down the many nests they had built all over the patio. Soon, the back yard was like it used to be...quite, serene and no one deman

One Of My Poems...an Essay Really
It is a rare person who does not attach some sort of value or emotion to some physical object or to an event. A home becomes more than a building. A statue of the Virgin Mary, a crucifix, a flag or a song, or even a photograph can stir emotions greater than the value of the material item. I have a piece of paper showing I served in the Marine Corps until I was discharged honorably. But, oh, the memories that piece of paper conjures up. The friends, the fun times. The bad times. The times when we were bound closer to strangers than to our own families and, in frightening chaos, our lives hung by a thread. Many of our friends died far from home. Ask us about the feeling of "American soil" upon returning to the land we loved. Ask those returning Marines about America. Remember the old, faintly humorous band of American Legionnaires, wearing out-dated military uniforms straining at the buttons. But, God how proudly they marched. Grinning, waving to friends and families, a

Nudist Colony
A man moves into a nudist colony. He receives a letter from his grandmother asking him to send her a current photo of himself in his new location. Too embarrassed to let her know that he lives in a nudist colony, he cuts a photo in half and mails it. The next day he discovers that he had accidentally sent the bottom half of the photo. He's really worried but then remembers how bad his grandmother's eyesight is, & hopes she won't notice. A few weeks later, he receives a letter from his Grandmother. It says: "Thank you for the picture. Change your hairstyle. . . .it makes your nose look too short!" Love, Grandma

Jr To Leave Dei
Dale Earnhardt Jr. will leave the company founded by his late father at the end of the year in a shake-up certain to ignite a bidding war for NASCAR's most popular driver. He told Dale Earnhardt Inc. on Thursday that he had decided to make the switch to another team when his contract expires, intent on going to a more competitive team. "At 32 years of age, the same age my father was when he made his final and most important career decision, it's time for me to compete on a consistent basis and contend for championships now," Earnhardt said at a news conference. "I believe I'd have my father's blessing." Earnhardt had asked for 51 percent ownership of the team now run by his stepmother, Teresa. Negotiations on a contract extension began before the season and have been tense all along. Earnhardt's sister, Kelley Earnhardt Elledge, had set a deadline to get the deal done by the end of the month. "We never even got close," Earnhardt said. He stressed money is not the issue.

Craig R. Smith Perspective Piece
Craig R. Smith (not Jay Leno, snopes.com ) remarks: "The other day I was reading Newsweek magazine and came across some poll data I found rather hard to believe. It must be true given the source, right? The Newsweek poll alleges that 67 percent of Americans are unhappy with the direction the country is headed and 69 percent of the country is unhappy with the performance of the president. In essence 2/3s of the citizenry just ain't happy and want a change. So being the knuckle dragger I am, I started thinking, ''What we are so unhappy about?'' Is it that we have electricity and running water 24 hours a day, 7 days a week? Is our unhappiness the result of having air conditioning in the summer and heating in the winter? Could it be that 95.4 percent of these unhappy folks have a job? Maybe it is the ability to walk into a grocery store at any time and see more food in moments than Darfurhas seen in the last year? Maybe it is the ability to drive from the Pacific Ocean to

Jay Leno Hits The Nail On The Head
WOW! JAY LENO HITS THE NAIL ON THE HEAD Pretty astute for a comedian, I'd Say Go Jay! "The other day I was reading Newsweek magazine and came across some poll data I found rather hard to believe. It must be true given the source, right? The Newsweek poll alleges that 67 percent of Americans are unhappy with the direction the country is headed and 69 percent of the country is unhappy with the performance of the president. In essence 2/3's of the citizenry just ain't happy and want a change. So being the knuckle dragger I am, I started thinking, ''What we are so unhappy about?'' Is it that we have electricity and running water 24 hours a day, 7 days a week? Is our unhappiness the result of having air conditioning in the summer and heating in the winter? Could it be that 95.4 percent of these unhappy folks have a job? Maybe it is the ability to drive from the Pacific Ocean to the Atlantic Ocean without having to present identification papers as we move through each

Lost In A Kiss
Lost in a kiss, What a magickal thing. When it happened to me,oh my heart did sing. Never before had i knew such. Never before did i love so much. Visions of wonder danced in my head, What seemed like a dream was real insted. When it happens to you,you'll know this. The magick of love, is being Lost In A Kiss.... Silverthorn..

Dreamer Of Dreams
You have come to me from a distant land, Dreamer of dreams, to fill my hearts desire, Sweet music flowing from your nimble hand That plays within... to light my passion's fire. A symphony of word and thought you bring. Excitement builds upon crescendo's sound, Brought forth in tones to make my light heart sing For all the beauty that, with you, I've found. A life is changed in just an instant's time, All darkness fled before that brillaint sun That shines from spoken words of softest rhyme And speaks of treasures, only just begun. This mystic meeting gives my heart a glow That few have seen and only you will know.

Thug Passion
THUG PASSION IS A WONDERFUL THING, IT CAN BE SO HOT ,BUT YET LEAVE SUCH A SWEET, SWEET TASTE IN UR MOUTH. JUST LIKE THE DRINK ALIZE REPRESENTS THE SWEETNESS AND SMOOTHNESS OF THE WOMEN, THE HENNESSY HARD AND HOT REPRESENTS THE THUG'S HARD MENTALITY AND WHEN BLENDED EVENLY, IT MAKES A PERFECT MIX. MAKING IT GO DOWN SMOOTH AND EASY. I BELIEVE THAT WITH ANY MAN NOT JUST A THUG, A GOOD WOMEN CAN SOFTEN ANY MANS HEART. SO TRUST WHEN I SAY OPPOSITES DO ATTRACT.

Lick My Pussy
Girls, U Got to read this!!!!! Guys Too!!!! Current mood: pleased I found this on a myspace page and damn after reading it I felt compelled to share this with all my girlfriends well and my guy friends too!!! It's a must read!!!! Hits the Nail on the Head! **ATTENTION** The following guide contains language of an adult nature, it also has a graphic description of the human anatomy. It may not be suitable for most kids under 21 yrs old, but if you are under 21 and ARE having sex already, there is really nothing I could ever say that will shock you!! The reason I used bad and crude words is to make it funny! If I didn't use those words, this would sound like a anatomy and biology class! Hopefull you can get the info out of it, laugh for the fun of it and enjoy! Ladies, are u tired of your man not knowing how to eat u out? Guys, are u tired of not knowing how to eat pussy and fearing your girl will tell her girlfriends that you can’t do what it takes? Or even worse,

Something To Meditate On
TEMPTATION IS ALL AROUND US ALL THE TIME. SOME OF OUR SINS ARE SKIN DEEP. IN FACT MAJORITY OF OUR SINS ARE SKIN DEEP. IT IS SO EASY TO SAY," LET GO AND LET GOD!" BUT MOST OF US STRUGGLE WITHIN WITH THAT. OUR HUMAN FLESH WANTS TO BE IN CONTROL. INSTEAD OF LETTING GOD HAVE CONTROL. WE NEED TO LEARN TO TRULY SEE. TAKE THE SCALES OFF OF OUR HEARTS AND EYES. THE EYES CAN BE SO DECIEVING TOO EASILY. THE SPIRIT WITHIN IS TOO MESSED UP. TIME TO STOP MEDITATING ON ANGER, BEFORE YOU HURT YOURSELF OR SOME ONE ELSE THAT YOU LOVE! THE EYE IS THE LAMP OF THE BODY. SAME DEVILS, DIFFERENT PLACE. SAME DEVILS, DIFFERENT FACE. THERE IS A REASON WE ARE ALL BORN. HOPEFULLY YOU FIND YOUR REASON. LOVE ALL OF YOU!!!

The Obedient Wife
There was a man who had worked all his life, had saved all of his money, and was a real "miser" when it came to his money. Just before he died, he said to his wife... "When I die, I want you to take all my money and put it in the casket with me. I want to take my money to the afterlife with me." And so he got his wife to promise him, with all of her heart, that when he died, she would put all of the money into the casket with him. Well, he died. He was stretched out in the casket; his wife was sitting there - dressed in black, and her friend was sitting next to her. When they finished the ceremony, and just before the undertakers got ready to close the casket, the wife said, "Wait just a moment!" She had a small metal box with her; she came over with the box and put it in the casket. Then the undertakers locked the casket down and they rolled it away. So her friend said, "Girl, I know you were not fool enough to put all that money in there with your husband."

Michael Prick Dog Fighting Update
He's still being investigated. He still denies all. The murmurming from neighbors of the house in question in Virginia tells a lot of people his denials should be taken with a grain of salt. In the middle of all of this? His employers. And his new coach. Quoth the Bobby Petrino about his quarterback: "Since I've been here, a couple of situations have come up. We've sat down and talked about them, and certainly his track record with me has been that he's told me the truth, so I'm going to believe in what Michael tells me." Well. There you go. And how long, exactly, IS your track record with Mr. Vick? Two months? Three? Good luck with all that.

Albany Narcotics Agents
Don't fuck with them. Just don't. Especially if you are in the illicit steroid distribution world. That's my lesson learned in 2007. Who knew? At any rate, the same group of hard-charging agents who brought you the Florida steroid raids earlier this year (the ones where Gary Matthews' name popped up as a customer) have struck again, this time in Brooklyn. From the NY Daily News: "The same Albany narcotics agents who led raids on Florida pharmacies and "anti-aging" clinics in February hit a mom-and-pop Brooklyn pharmacy yesterday - seizing what one official described as a "mother lode" of steroids and growth hormone. Investigators from the state Bureau of Narcotic Enforcement surprised the owners of Lowen's Compounding Pharmacy with a sudden inspection, carrying off about $200,000 worth of performance-enhancing drugs, almost all of which had been shipped from China, Albany County Assistant District Attorney Chris Baynes told the Daily News. Baynes said investigators took stacks of

Ok, So I Am A Horny Devil
And what is so wrong about that. At least I am open and honest about it. I love bodies, all bodies, love looking at them, showing mine off and I find nothing wrong with that. Cherry has some of the sexiest bodies that I have ever seen. My friends are ALL in that category. Please, understand, I am a little perv at heart. But at the same time, I am harmless. Just like to flirt and have a little fun is all. Love you all! xxxooo

Baltimore Ravens' Steve Mcnair Arrested For Dui
Baltimore Ravens' Steve McNair Arrested for DUI Posted May 10th 2007 8:52AM by Michael David Smith Filed under: Ravens, Baltimore, Nashville, Breaking News Ravens quarterback Steve McNair was arrested for driving under the influence late Wednesday in Nashville -- even though he wasn't driving. McNair's brother-in-law was driving the car, which is owned by McNair, and since the brother-in-law was drunk, that was enough to get McNair arrested on DUI charges: Under Tennessee law, the owner of the vehicle can be charged if he or she is the passenger when the driver is arrested on DUI charges. The owner can be charged even if he or she is not intoxicated, Foley said. It was not clear whether McNair was impaired. I wasn't aware of that law, but if McNair was sitting there in his car and allowing his brother-in-law to drive drunk and risk the lives of other people on the road, I don't have a problem with it. The big question is whether NFL commissioner Roger Goodell will have a p

Come Check Out & Join My World!
I had to invite my Cherry Top Friends to join the BEST interracial community on MSN. Lil-Shaq's World! Come on in and meet gorgeous ladies, handsome men, experience new things, and just have fun! It's a drama-free group for people of all races, colors, sizes, religions, & different places to meet and have fun! You MUST a registered MSN profile with a picture, age, and location or you will NOT be accepted. (MUST BE 18 YRS OR OLDER TO JOIN) Blank applications will be denied. If you are going to join, I ask that you don't be shy. Post your pics of yourself in the photo album. Fill out the Member Info & Your Birthday, And jump right in and participate in the community! Thank You! http://groups.msn.com/Lil-ShaqsWorld One Love! Lil-Shaq

Thirsty Thursday
Hey there my cherry friends... Hope everyones weeks been better then mine. I woke up this morning my yahoo group for 5 yrs is gone. oh well I guess I will just stay here and my website. I got a babydoll nighty and black hose update going on today... check it out and e-mail me anytime loriesc4@yahoo.com http:www.southern-charms4.com/lorie (adults only please!!)Have a good day my cherry friends.... hugs..Lorie Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com

Something To Know............
Oral sex linked to throat cancer Oral sex can cause throat cancer - 09 May 2007 - New Scientist Another excellent reason to get the HPV vaccine. People who have had more than five oral-sex partners in their lifetime are 250% more likely to have throat cancer than those who do not have oral sex, a new study suggests. The researchers believe this is because oral sex may transmit human papillomavirus (HPV), the virus implicated in the majority of cervical cancers. The new findings should encourage people to consistently use condoms during oral sex as this could protect against HPV, the team says. Other experts say that the results provide more reason for men to receive the new HPV vaccine.

For The Marines Out There ...........
" Daddy's Poem - get the tissues out > > Daddy's Poem > > Her hair was up in a ponytail, > Her favorite dress tied with a bow. > Today was Daddy's Day at school, > And she couldn't wait to go. > But her mommy tried to tell her, > That she probably should stay home. > Why the kids might not understand, > If she went to school alone. > But she was not afraid; > She knew just what to say. > What to tell her classmates > Of why he wasn't there today. > But still her mother worried, > For her to face this day alone. > And that was why once again, > She tried to keep her daughter home. > But the little girl went to school > Eager to tell them all. > About a dad she never sees > A dad who never calls. > There were daddies a long the wall in back, > For everyone to meet. > Children squirming impatiently, > Anxious in their seats > One by one the teacher called > A student from the class. > To introduce their daddy, > As seconds slowly passed. > At last the tea

No Regrets
I DO NOT REGRET THINGS THAT MAKE ME SMILE, I DO NOT REGRET THINGS THAT MAKE OTHERS SMILE, I DO NOT REGRET MY NEW LOVE, I DO NOT REGRET MY FRIENDS,FOR MY FRIENDS ARE WONDERFUL,FRIENDSHIPS ARE GOLDEN, THE GREAT TIMES ARE REALLY AWESOME, AND WHEN WE HIT THE BAD TIMES WE ARE THERE FOR EACH OTHER TOO,WILLING TO WATCH EACH OTHERS BACK,KIND OF LIKE BROTHERS,BAIL EACH OTHER OUT, AND SOMEHOW COME OUT BACK ON TOP,THEN SIT BACK AND LAUGH ABOUT THE WHOLE THING.

More Writings Lol
Have You Ever 5/17/04 Have you ever thought about the future? About what you shall become Have you ever told someone you care And will love them for all the years to come?- Have you ever had a friend One honest and true, that won’t make you blue? A friend that loves you, because you’re you- Have you ever watched a sunset, Or watched the stars shine so bright And know you will never forget What makes your troubles light- Have you ever ran like the wind Or walked across the beach’s warm sand? Have you ever found the love of a fairy tale end Or walked with a friend hand-in-hand- Have you ever loved someone enough That you would give your life To make them become tough And diminish their reason for strife- Have you ever had a friend To which compares the rose, Don’t shiver fearing the end ‘Tis the protection the thorn shall pose.-

How I Feel Inside
WHAT IF THE PERSON YOU CAN'T FORGIVE IS YOURSELF? HOW DO YOU BEGIN THE PROCESS OF HEALING THEN? THE WORLDLY COUNSELORS CAN ONLY HEAL YOU FOR SO LONG! I FEEL THE NEED TO HAVE A SURGERY TO HEAL MY INSIDES! I HAVE BEEN PARALYZED BY MY OWN FEARS, ALL MY LIFE! FEELING SO BROKEN UP INSIDE. THE TREASURES WITHIN IS WHERE OUR HEARTS ARE! WE MAY ALWAYS BE BROKEN,BUT WE CAN LEARN HOW TO COPE WITH IT IN BETTER WAYS!! STILL FEELING SO MUCH ANGER AND BEING A SINISTER IS WHERE I LYE RIGHT NOW! IT IS TIME FOR ME TO DEAL WITH MY ANGER AND FEARS! I HOPE SOME ONE WILL PRAY FOR ME, THAT ARE INTO RELIGIOUS WAYS, IF NOT THEN LOVE YOU ANY WAYS!!!!

Emotional Abuse
Many women find that emotional abuse is difficult to name or even talk about. They often wonder if it is serious because you cannot see it, like bruises or broken bones. Emotionally abused women state that one of the biggest problems they face is that others seldom take it seriously. These questions will help you identify if you are being emotionally abused, and provide some ideas on what you can do about it. +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ WHAT IS YOUR RELATIONSHIP LIKE? Do you feel that something is wrong with your relationship, but you don't know how to describe it? Do you feel that your partner controls your life? Do you feel that your partner does not value your thoughts or feelings? Will your partner do anything to win an argument, such as put you down, threaten or intimidate you? Does your partner get angry and jealous if you talk to someone else? Are you accused of having affairs? Do you feel that you cannot do anything right in your

Daily Horoscope May 10
"You're in a truth-telling (and truth-hearing) mood. Few signs can take it (or dish it out) the way you do. Now is a great opportunity to clear the air -- maybe with a key player in your life, or maybe just with yourself." Uh oh. That can NEVER be 100% a good thing, not for an Aries.

To My Friends
This poem was not written by me, but it made me think of all the great finds that I have on here and how much you all mean to me! Thanks for being here! Love Darla Should you ever feel alone If finding times hard to bare You can still count on me Know I shall always be there You shall be in my thoughts If you are hurting, I feel it too It is my friendship sincerity I shall forever share with you There each step of the way My support you can depend I will listen if you need me With love your forever friend

Just Something I Saw Some One Write And Loved It! It Is True Though!
THE BEST DAY,"TODAY" THE GREATEST MISTAKE, "GIVING UP" THE MEANEST FEELING, "JEALOUSY" THE FINEST GIFT, "FORGIVENESS" THE WORST TROUBLE MAKER, "ONE WHO TALKS TOO MUCH" BOY ISN'T THIS ALL THE TRUTH, LORD HELP ME THEN FOR THE LAST LINE!!! LOVE YA ALL!!!

Maia Campbell: Missing In Action
MAIA CAMPBELL: Missing In Action Posted May 8th 2007 5:34PM by Karu F. Daniels Filed under: Entertainment Newswire By Karu F. Daniels, AOL Black Voices Maia Campbell is a wanted woman. And not in a good way. The bronze beauty, who bubbled up as one of Black Hollywood's "ones to watch' during the 1990s, is in the center of a Philadelphia-area police investigation. Mount Airy's Kevin Taylor filed a police report Monday accusing Campbell, with stealing his Jeep in Germantown, reports 'The Philadelphia Daily News.' "According to Taylor and his friend Steve Johnson, the pair left Campbell and the car keys alone in the white 1998 Jeep Cherokee registered to Taylor's father, Christ Taylor, as they went into Johnson's home to retrieve musical gear. When they came outside minutes later, Campbell and the car were gone, they said." What in the world? The eldest daughter of late best-selling authoress BeBe Moore Campbell, who co-starred with LL Cool J on the series 'In the House,' has

A Soldier's Love
Mother night holds me in her dark embrace. I look upon this strange new land, I'm trapped in this foreign place. And as I look up into this cold, dark sky, your love comforts me and tears fall from my eyes. (Chorus 1) For this love I've found, I'll stand my ground. For a love so true, I'd weep with you. And when the end is near, I'll shed my tears. By these stars above, I'd cry for this love. Through the years, through all my fears, you've been there for me. It's your love that has set me free. In this pouring rain, my body's racked with pain. But for you I'll carry on. For you I will be strong. For you I will succeed. Your gentle touch is all I need. (Chorus 2) For this love I've found, I'll stand my ground. For a love so true, I'd fight for you. And if the end is here, I'll so no fear. By these stars above, I'd die for this love. (Increased tempo) Battles rage before my eyes and everyday I realize, that loving you just can't be wrong, it's with you my lov

More Writing
Between the Two Angels let me go I don’t want to care anymore Demons leave me alone I feel like loving someone a lil more- Twisting between the two Being the most hated and loved The dark side that most never knew The light everyone once shoved- Angels let me go I don’t wanna care anymore Stress overwhelms everyone I know You add it to my list like its my chore- Something I just have to do Even if I know them not Angels find someone new Their burdens corrupt my every thought- Demons don’t you grab me I dare not sell my soul Why won’t you let me be? Give me back the heart the angels stole-

Tribute To Mother
This is something I read this morning. I thought it was worth reposting. Happy Mother's Day to all of you who are moms or moms-to-be. Mother She dreamed of you from the time she was a little girl cradling a baby doll in her arms. She always saw you playing around the little cottage in her childhood dreams. She carried you in her body and you made her sick every morning for weeks and weeks. She bore you into the world through intense pain, but when she heard you cry and saw your wrinkled face, she forgot all about it and wept tears of joy. She fed you at her breast and her whole world revolved around you. She stole into your room at night just to watch you sleep and she was sure you were the most beautiful child on earth. She sat up through the night to bathe away the fever and at breakfast, your dad said, "Sleep well, honey"? oblivious to the all night vigil. She somehow always knew when you needed her, even in the middle of the night, and she came to your room and change

My Writings
Enamorada Estoy enamorada Con un precioso, si Estoy enamorada Con un buen chico por me. El no es mi amante, Pero si es mi amor Cuando con el, yo creo que No tengo mas dolor. No puedo decirlo Porque el tiene una novia Pero si le amo Y espero que me ama. Cuando estoy sin este chico No tengo una Corazon Porque si el quiere lo Entonces de el mi Corazon y amor son. Yo se que le amo Para toda mi vida Ser conmigo le deseo Porque el es mi vida.

Domestic Violence - Myths And Reality
Domestic Violence – Myths and Reality Myth: Wife assault doesn’t happen that frequently and in most cases, the incidents are blown out of proportion. Reality: In a study conducted by the Ministry of the Solicitor General, one in five Canadian men living with a woman admitted to using violence against her. Accurate statistics are difficult to attain since domestic abuse remains a largely under-reported crime – the police are called in just 25 percent of incidents. Myth: Domestic abuse mainly affects the young and poor. Reality: Abuse is a widespread problem and occurs in all racial, ethnic, social, economic and age groups. Myth: Women often do things to provoke their partners. Reality: Domestic violence is rooted in the perpetrator’s desire for power and control. Victims report a wide range of "reasons" for the outbursts, many as minor as "buttering the toast the wrong way." Abusive partners may avoid taking responsibility for their actions by blaming the victim

Are You A Victim Of Abuse?
Are You – or is Someone you Know – a Victim of Abuse? • In your relationship, have you ever experienced verbal abuse, including put-downs or threats? Yes No • Have you suffered physical violence such as hitting, pushing, pulling hair, forced sexual contact? Yes No • Has your partner threatened to leave if you don’t do as he asks? Yes No • Does your partner try to isolate you from family and friends? Yes No • Is your partner bossy; does he try to control who you see and what you do? Yes No • Does your partner use guilt trips to get his own way? Yes No • Do you have to explain your whereabouts? Yes No • Does your partner have a bad temper and a history of violence? Does he brag about mistreating others? Yes No • Does your partner blame you when he treats you bad? Yes No • Does your partner have a history of bad relationships? Yes No • Does he believe that men should be in control of his partner and family? Yes No • Does your partner treat

My Dog Momo
yesterday 5/8 we had a cook out it was beautiful every thing was going great. kids riding 4 wheeler. adults just sittin and chillin, and PD and CJ was feeding weeds to the horses and all at once I heard a loud commotion and as I turned around my dog MOMO was flopping around on the ground like a fish. My Husband Brad said that the horse had kicked him in the head. OH MY GOSH! I ran to MOMO and he had blood running from his mouth. After a while MOMO became more oriented and it seems all he had gotten was a headache and bite his tounge bad. I think MOMO will have a new respect for the horses. Thank God MOMO was ok.

Cycle Of Abuse
The Cycle of Abuse Domestic violence (also called wife abuse, family violence and partner assault) is rarely a one-time occurrence. It usually takes place as part of a cycle that includes the following phases… Tension-building stage: Insults and other verbal attacks; minor abusive situations; victim tries to be compliant, "walks on eggshells," and feels helpless; atmosphere becomes increasingly more oppressive. Violent episode: Built-up tensions erupt into incidents ranging from severe verbal/emotional abuse to physical/sexual assault and can last from a few minutes to a few days, depending on the relationship. It is during this time that a woman is most likely to be seriously injured or killed by her partner. Honeymoon stage: Following a violent episode the abuser is usually contrite and attentive; the victim once again recognizes the person she first fell in love with and may be inclined to believe his promises to change. Unless there is some form of intervention, t

New Photos - The Magazine Series
So yesterday I got an idea in my head for a new series of images. How creative can I get with magazine covers featuring yours truly? So I've taken up the challenge. There is now a new Magazine Covers photo folder. I will be continuously adding new covers as I get them, all original and all me. Enjoy!

Abuse
Abuse is an attempt to control the behaviour of another person. It is a misuse of power which uses the bonds of intimacy, trust and dependency to make the victim vulnerable. The Types of Abuse include… Physical: hitting, punching, beating, slapping, pulling hair, use of weapons, mutilation, burning, biting, murder Sexual: any forced sexual contact ranging from unwanted touching to rape, harassment Verbal: threats, insults, name-calling, unjust blaming and accusing, swearing, shouting Psychological/Emotional: withholding love, sympathy or understanding, inadequate physical or emotional care, isolation, intimidation, extreme jealousy, destroying property, threatening to commit suicide Financial: stealing, withholding money and/or denying access to employment opportunities, preventing access to household financial information Spiritual: belittling a person’s spiritual beliefs or preventing them from attending the church, synagogue or temple of their choice

My Final Goodbye
i was talkin with a very close friend lastnight and i had anxiety attack about my mom.for her death.if i wasnt where i was when she called i wouldnt of been fighting with her and we woulda still been talkin, and she would still be here today,and woulda never been under the stress&disapointment that i put her thru that valentines day.and the true friend that he is tried to talk me thru it even as much as i didnt wanna hear it wasnt my fault for her death.he said to do good in my life to make her proud.that she wouldnt want me not eating, sleeping or crying over her.and hes right she wouldnt want me crying over her death. in fact she woulda wanted to have her captn morgan at her showing with her music playin in the background. but anyway he talked some sense into me and said a way that i could say my final goodbye to her since we werent talkin when she died. he said to do something that she wanted, and she always said she wanted her ashes spread at her parents grave that way she cou

My Love, My Life
Can you lose your heart through the internet? Can you fall in love though you've never met? Infatuation with words on a screen Caring for someone that you've never seen You gave me your asl You showed me a pic, scanned via email You're so real to me I swear to you this I can feel your *hug* I can taste your *kiss* My nights were lonely until I found you Now nighttime's something I look forward to Seeing your handle, my heart skips a beat I long for the day when we really meet I want to reach out To hold you sometime It isn't the same when it's done on-line So until then we'll chat ev'ry night and I'll fall asleep, my keyboard held tight. You Are My World, You Are My Everything, The Very Breath I Breathe And Without You I Would Be Nuthing I Would Wither Away And Die. I Cant Wait Till The Day I Can See You And Run Up To You And Sweep You Into My Arms, Look Into Your Beautiful Eyes And Kiss Your Gentle Lips Againts Mine. For I Long That

Fuck It.
If silence is deadly you're killin me here all I want is to scream to shatter the fears my anger is building caressing my soul HELLO Do you get it? really it hurts. I hate feeling like I'm ready to burst. I have tried and tried to get it into your head I'm tired of trying I'm already dead ~Jess

By The Stream
My silence plays a world inside me, I sit lonely...but never alone, Watching my dreams, the water flows, Nobody knows just where it goes, Like the journeys of life trickling by, I'm building my castles in the sky. My silence plays a world inside me, Certain always, where I will be, On lightest day or darkest night I'll be watching my dreams on waters bright, And as dancing patterns float on by, No one will see the look in my eye. There's no presence, there's no one here, I'm playing my dreams on waters clear, Under skies deep blue or darkened grey My Kaleidescope of life will play, And as I watch my dreams sublime, My heart beats hard with angst and rhyme. And time after time, I'll sit alone, Long after the birds all south have flown, In summer, winter, autumn or spring, By this waters edge, my heart will sing, I sit lonely, but never alone. My silence plays a world inside me...

Kids Explain Angels
I only know the names of two angels: Hark and Harold. Gregory, 5 Everybody's got it all wrong. Angels don't wear halos anymore. I forget why, but scientists are working on it. Olive, 9 It's not easy to become an angel! First, you die. Then you go to heaven, then there's still the flight training to go through. And then you got to agree to wear those angel clothes. Matthew, 9 Angels work for God and watch over kids when God has to go do something else. Mitchell, 7 My guardian angel helps me with math, but he's not much good for science. Henry, 8 Angels don't eat, but they drink milk from holy cows. Jack, 6 Angels talk all the way while they're flying you up to heaven. The basic message is where you went wrong before you got dead. Daniel, 9 When an angel gets mad, he takes a deep breath and counts to ten. And when he lets out his breath, somewhere there's a tornado. Reagan, 10 Angels have a lot to do and they keep very busy. If you lose

Truely Blessed
I cant believe last year was the worst year of my life. I lost my father my brother and his fiancelost there baby twice. Then my sis got pregnant by this ass hole drunk who I BEAT the shit out of with the help of my brothers girl. I almost lost my house my car and my fiance broke up with me. Now I have a new job since December in the insurance business, my bills are finally caught up and I have the greatest man in the world. He is the love of my life. He has made my life so much better and my kids just love him. My life is truely a blessing.

About Memoir, And Other Things!
I was going to include here a paragraph something written in 1930 and which would just pass under the 75-year rule if applied to writings (77...) (published in a book Though Gently by Laura Riding, the Seizin Press, 1930, in Deyá, Majorca and found by me quoted in Sorabji: A Critical Celebration published some sixty-five years later. Paraphrase seems warranted by copyright law instead ;) but if you can find the original - in the book on Sorabji (edited by Rapoport, Paul, ed. published by Scolar, Press: Aldershot, Hampshire, UK on page 195) I think the quote- under Preliminaries - will please and give pause-for-thought. This is really not about active intentional lying but the triage, selection, needed by writers of biographers, nonfiction writers, fiction writers of course. Paraphrase then, paraphrasing then, trying to keep some of the spirit if not Riding's poetry... or concision -- If we must choose then, we must leave out, and how much may we- before we are