There is no hope
there is only darkness
My life means nothing
I serve no purpose
I have lost everything
and as much as I try
I can see no future with
me as a part of it
My children are not mine
My wife is not mine
I gave up everything
to be with her
My family, my home, my life
and she has crushed it all
I am dead inside, my body has
just not realized it yet
but soon it will
This world does not
operate on maybe's and possiblities
it knows only certainties
and the only certainty
that I know is this world
has no room for me
I was a monster, one of the forsaken
I do not deserve happiness
I deserve only pain and death
you had a chance to save me
and you turned your back on me
