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You're Never Alone
You're never alone, I'm always here, When your troubled, down or blue. All you have to do is call me, I'm always here for you. It doesn't matter where I'm at, It doesn't matter when. When you need someone to talk to, I'm here to be your friend. If you need someone to hold your hand, or a hug to say I care. If you need a shoulder to cry on, for you I will be there. So never think you are a burden, when the weight gets to be to much. You might find if look hard enough, a good friend could be the right touch. You're never alone, I'm always here, through the good times and the bad. I'm always here to be your friend
I Wanna Lose My Job Like This!!!!
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"Davis, William C," wrote something to think about. A Little known Black History Fact. This information can also be found in the African American Archives at the Smithsonian Institute. Although not taught in American learning institutions and literature, it is noted in most Black history professional circles and literature, that the origin of the term "picnic" derives from the acts of lynching African -Americans. The word "picnic" is rooted from the whole theme of "Pick A Nigger. This is where individuals would "Pic" a Black Person to lynch and make this into a family gathering. There would be music and a "picnic" "Nic" being the white acronym for nigger.") Scenes of this were depicted in the movie "Rosewood" We should choose to use other words like "Barbecue" or outing instead of the word picnic I do believe that the "N" word falls in the same category The "N" word is a vulgar and derogatory word used in the same malicious manner by slaveowners as the wo
So I finally Hit 10,000 rates. AMAZING! I know it comes so easy now. But i got mine the hard way :) And i never took my clothes off!!! So this milestone just goes to show geekychicks everywhere we are just as good as all those other girls!
Yep, It's Tuesday, Lol!
Good morning/good afternoon, everyone! The high was supposed to be 66 today - oops, it was 70 when I took the guys to school, lol. Got thunderstorms on tap for today! How I love thunderstorms!!!!! I get to hang around home for a little bit longer this morning. All my clients are late this afternoon, which means I won't be getting home until 7 or 7:30p.m. I'm not overly fond of late days, but I do what I have to! How I love belly dancing!! Good thing - we start practicing twice a week starting this week. Practice will be at one of the advanced students home on Thursday evening. Those of us that went to the workshop and learned that rather complicated choreography are going to do that dance at Butterfest in June, lol! I may be online a little less and practicing a whole lot more!! The veil dance we are learning is rather complicated, as well. As I said - practice, practice, practice!! I spent a good deal of my extra time yesterday, lol, Journaling and meditating. Yep, it is h
Poem: I'll Be There For You
There is something about you, that tell's me that you're attractive, and looks for affection in a man. Needing a man to give to right, precious words that has meaning. Who can express himself in all sorts, of ways and that will touch your heart. The kindness that only a man, can give that a woman understands. With his "tender touch" and has, the words a woman needs to hear. Darlin', there's not one thing that, I would do to hurt or destroy what we have. Starting with these words I'll say; when you breath I want to be the air for you, I'll be there for you. Sign: Raymond Starns Dated:10/98'
The Dirty Thirty
The Dirty Thirty... 30 unknown facts/secrets about yourself: 1. When was the last time you shaved your legs? I don't ..LOL 2. What were you doing this morning at 8am? Having coffee before work 3. What were you doing 15 minutes ago? Coffee and getting my comments out 4. What are you wearing right now? Joe Boxers 5. Are you mad at anyone right now? Why ? you applying ? 6. The last 2 people to say they loved you? I DON'T RMBR 7. Last time you had sex? Depends on how you define sex ?! 8. Do you know the words to the song on your CT profile? WHICH ONE OF 500 do you want ? 9. Last thing received in the mail? I stopped all mail 10.Do you have any famous relatives? me , myself and I 11.Have you ever had sex in a public place? OF COURSE ... YOU WANNA WATCH OR PARTICIPATE ? 12. Have you ever been searched by the cops? What OUTLAW Biker hasn't ?!! 13. How is your hair? matted down in my pants .. no h
Here For The Party ;by Gretchen Wilson
Here For The Party ( Gretchen Wilson ) by
The Life And Crimes Of Rev. Al Sharpton
TAX EVASION: In a 1988 interview, Sharpton said he saw no reason why blacks should pay taxes. “If we do not have a justice system that protects us, what are we paying for?” Sharpton has faced multiple charges—and one conviction—of tax evasion. TAWANA BRAWLY: 1987. Al Sharpton, during the infamous Tawana Brawley case, falsely accused a former assistant district attorney of ****** and sodomizing Ms. Brawley. Young Tawana stated that white racists abducted, *****, and sodomized her, scrawling the initials “KKK” on her in human feces. A grand jury later found the entire incident a complete hoax. Most likely, Ms. Brawley, afraid of punishment for staying out too late, fabricated the entire story. This did not stop Reverend Al Sharpton, who accused Pagones an assistant district attorney, of the crime. “We stated openly that Steven Pagones did it. If we’re lying, sue us, so we can go into court with you and prove you did it. Sue us—sue us right now.” Pagones did. After receiving death t
U Know Ur A True Scot If
You know your a true scot if................... 1. Ye can properly pronounce McConnochie, Ecclefechan, Milngavie, Sauchiehall St, St Enoch, Auchtermuchty and Aufurfuksake. 2. Ye actually like deep fried battered pizza fae the chippie. 3. Yer used tae four seasons in wan day. 4. Ye canna pass a chip/kebab shop withoot sleverin when yer blootert. 5. Ye kin fall about pished withoot spilling yer drink. 6. Ye see people wearin shell suits with burberry accessories - pure class! 7. Ye measure distance in minutes. 8. Ye kin understaun Rab C Nesbitt and know characters just like him, in yer ain family. 9. Ye go tae Saltcoats cos ye think it is like gaun tae the ocean. 10. Ye kin make hael sentences jist wae sweer wurds. 11. Ye know whit haggis is made ae and stull like eating it. 12. Somedy ye know his used a fitba schedule tae plan thur wedding day date. 13. You've been at a wedding and fitba scores are announced in the Church/Chapel. 14. Ye urny surprised tae find curries, piz
What Da Hell? Lol
FEMA is the biggest joke of all. I've lost everything due to katrina. I've received money from FEMA right after the storm and now they sent me to collections with no notification. I was turned over to collections March 2006. I am just being notified by their collections agency that I am about to be turned over to the Department of Treasury if I do not pay it soon. You know there are a lot of people out there who received money who should not have. I did everything right and this is what i get. Maybe i should start popping out babies and living off the system. That seems to be the only way to get help in this country.
Study Confirms The Amazing Strength Of Mothers With Children On The Autism Spectrum
What is it like to mother a child with autism? According to a study published this month in the Journal of the American Association of Pediatrics, the answer is ... complex. The bottom line, however, is that mothers of children with autism are stressed, anxious - and intensely supportive of and connected to their children. The study involved reviewing findings from a 2003 survey of mothers of 61,772 children who were 4 to 17 years of age. There were 364 children with autism in the sample. Here's what the researchers found: RESULTS. Mothers of a child with autism were highly stressed and more likely to report poor or fair mental health than mothers in the general population, even after adjustment for the child’s social skills and demographic background. However, mothers of a child with autism were more likely to report a close relationship and better coping with parenting tasks and less likely to report being angry with their child after adjustment for the child’s social skill
The following warning labels should be placed immediately on all varieties of alcohol containers: WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may leave you wondering what the hell happened to your bra and knckers/boxers WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may make you think you are whispering when you are not. WARNING: The consumption of alcohol is a major factor in dancing like a fanny WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may cause you to tell your friends over and over again that you love them WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may cause you to think you can sing WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may lead you to believe that ex-lovers are really dying for you to telephone them at four in the morning WARNING: The consumption of alcohol may cause break-ups WARNING: The consumption of alcahol may Mack you tink you can tipe real gode
1st Time Grandma
My daughter told me yesterday the day after Mother's Day that I am going to be a Grandma. She found out she is 7 weeks pregnant. Woooooo Hoooooo! I need to level up by the time my grandbaby gets here cause there will be a lot of pictures of Grandma with baby, lol.
Check out this very moving video.No longer about a mind trapped in a body.Something much more.
Smooth Operator By Sade
This is dedicated to all the James Bond fans. Bond is truly a "Smooth Operator!" He's laughing with another girl And playing with another heart Placing high stakes, making hearts ache He's loved in seven languages Jewel box life diamond nights and ruby lights, high in the sky Heaven help him, when he falls Diamond life, lover boy He move in space with minimum waste and maximum joy City lights and business nights When you require streetcar desire for higher heights No place for beginners or sensitive hearts When sentiment is left to chance No place to be ending but somewhere to start No need to ask He's a smooth operator Smooth operator, smooth operator Smooth operator Coast to coast, LA to Chicago, western male Across the north and south, to Key Largo, love for sale Face to face, each classic case We shadow box and double cross Yet need the chase Lyrics A license to love, insurance to hold Melts all your memories and change into gold His eyes are
The Sorceress
Naked she dances around the fire. The movement of the flames, mirrored in her hand. She summons Efreeti to work his ire Enthralled by her movement, he acts on command. Naked she dances around the flames. The rhythm of the fire echoed by the beat of her feet. She bids the elemental to achieve her aims He responds with an increase of heat. Naked she dances around the blaze Pyre and Woman as one. Softly she thanks the gift she was given Her dance now is done.
No Ordinary Love
I gave you all the love I got I gave you more than I could give I gave you love I gave you all that I have inside And you took my love You took my love Didn't I tell you What I believe Did somebody say that A love like that won't last Didn't I give you All that I've got to give baby I gave you all the love I got I gave you more than I could give I gave you love I gave you all that I have inside And you took my love You took my love I keep crying I keep trying for you There's nothing like you and I baby This is no ordinary love No ordinary Love This is no ordinary love No ordinary Love When you came my way You brightened every day With your sweet smile Didn't I tell you What I believe Did somebody say that A love like that won't last Didn't I give you All that I've got to give baby This is no ordinary love No ordinary Love This is no ordinary love No ordinary Love interlude I keep crying I keep trying for you There's nothi
"friends" Vs. "southern" Friends
"FRIENDS" VS. "SOUTHERN" FRIENDS FRIENDS: Never ask for food. SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Always bring the food. FRIENDS: Will say "hello". SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Will give you a big hug and a kiss. FRIENDS: Call your parents Mr. and Mrs. SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Call your parents Mom and Dad FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry. SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Cry with you. FRIENDS: Will eat at your dinner table and leave. SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Will spend hours there, talking, laughing, and just being together. FRIENDS: Know a few things about you. SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Could write a book with direct quotes from you. FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that's what the crowd is doing. SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Will kick the whole crowds' back-ends that left you. FRIENDS: Would knock on your door. SOUTHERN FRIENDS: Walk right in and say, "I'm home!" FRIENDS: Are for a while. SOUTHREN FRIENDS: Are for life.
Jessa's New One
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The Bird Feeder
THE BIRD FEEDER >I bought a bird feeder. >I hung it on my back porch and filled it with seed. Within a week we >had hundreds of birds taking advantage of the continuous flow of free >and easily accessible food. But then the birds started building nests >in the boards of the patio, above the table, and next to the barbecue. >Then came the poop. It was everywhere: on the patio tile, the chairs, >the table...everywhere. Then some of the birds turned mean: They would >dive bomb me and try to peck me even though I had fed them out of my >own pocket. And others birds were boisterous and loud: They sat on the >feeder and squawked and screamed at all hours of the day and night and >demanded that I fill it when it got low on food. After a while, I >couldn't even sit on my own back porch anymore. I took down the bird >feeder and in three days the birds were gone. I cleaned up their mess >and took down the many nests they had built all over the patio. Soon, >the back yard was
Why do people have to "pretend" to be someone they aren't? Say what you mean and MEAN what you SAY. Don't play stupid games with other's feelings & emotions. If I screw up then I say it outloud and believe me I do from time to time. If you can't be real, honest, kind and caring then stay the hell away because I dont have time for the petty crap and games. Life itself is so short and I spent too much of mine in a bad situation. NO MORE I have my days ahead to go through and I DO intend to make them great ones. Either get ON the bus WITH me or clear out. Your choice.
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Just Something Cute
Lovers of the English language might enjoy this......How do non-natives ever learn all the nuances of English??? There is a two-letter word that perhaps has more meanings than any other two-letter word, and that word is "UP." It's easy to understand UP , meaning toward the sky or at the top of the list, but when we awaken in the morning, why do we wake UP ? At a meeting, why does a topic come UP ? Why do we speak UP and why are the officers UP for election and why is it UP to the secretary to write UP a report? We call UP our friends and we use it to brighten UP a room, polish UP the silver, we warm UP the leftovers and clean UP the kitchen. We lock UP the house and some guys fix UP the old car. At other times the little word has real special meaning. People stir up trouble, line UP for tickets, work UP an appetite, and think UP excuses. To be dressed is one thing but to be dressed UP is special. And this up is confusing: A drain must be opened UP
Put That Woman First
Guys, pay special attention to this song. It may save your love one day! I guarantee it! Oooh...ooh...ooh...ooh... (Yeah) If they gleam in the sun while they spin and they fit on my truck then {I could remember} And if it came in the sack No stems no seeds in the bag girl {I could remember} And if they drip from my wrist and they look like they shine like new then {I could remember} But Ohhh girl I forgot to be your lover If it wasn't for the 9 to 5 Double-up overtime then {I could remember} If it wasn't for the Sunday All-Star weekend games girl {I could remember} And if it wasn't for the dough Gettin' fifty g's a show girl ya know that {I could remember} But silly me, silly me Ohhh Tell me how could I ever forget to be your lover Now I realize that you need love too (Oh, yeah) Spend my life makin' love to you Oh, girl Oh, I forgot to be your lover When she starts bringin' up old dirt And the fights keep getting worse (Oh, b
How Far Would You Go?
HOW FAR WOULD YOU GO...........With me! Put "yes" "maybe" "no" or ur own answer and answer me back Kiss me: Hug me: Date me: Get tipsy with me: Kill me Love me: Hate me: Hold me: Lie to me: Hurt me: Sing with me Dance with me: Grind with me: Let me touch you: Touch me: Stare at me: Cuddle with me: Let me make a move on you: Let me make you scream: Have sex with me: Make a move on me: Play with me: Watch a movie with me: Get me a B-day gift?: Let me borrow your car: Let me see you naked: Wanna see me naked: Do you think im hot: Could i turn you on: Could i make you scream: Would you be there for me: Buy me a drink: Take a shower with me: Bring me around your friends: Give me a massage: Take me to the club: Ask me out: like me: Drink kool-aid with me: Take advantage of me: Let me take advantage of u: Hangout with me: Take care of me if I wasn't feeling good: Hold hands with me: Do something incredibly sweet for me: Give me a lap dance: Tell me you love me: What would you do if you woke u
Gretchen Wilson - Come To Bed
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Too Funny ...
In the company cafeteria, Joe says to Mike behind him, "My elbow hurts like hell. I guess I'd better see a doctor." "Listen, you don't have to spend that kind of money," Mike replies. "There's a diagnostic computer down at Wal-Mart. Just give it a urine sample and the computer will tell you what's wrong and what to do about it. It takes ten seconds and costs ten dollars . . . A lot cheaper than a doctor." So, Joe deposits a urine sample in a small jar and takes it to Wal-Mart. He deposits ten dollars, and the computer lights up and asks for the urine sample. He pours the sample into the slot and waits. Ten seconds later, the computer ejects a printout: "You have tennis elbow. Soak your arm in warm water and avoid heavy activity. It will im! prove in two weeks. Thank you for shopping @ Wal-Mart" That evening, while thinking how amazing this new technology was, Joe began wondering if the computer could be fooled. He mixed some tap water, a stool sample from
Can You Read This?????
Only a great mind can read this This is weird, but interesting! fi yuo cna raed tihs, yuo hvae a sgtrane mnid too Cna yuo raed tihs? Olny 55 plepoe out of 100 can. i cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it dseno't mtaetr in waht oerdr the ltteres in a wrod are, the olny iproamtnt tihng is taht the frsit and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it whotuit a pboerlm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Azanmig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs forwrad it FORWARD ONLY IF YOU CAN READ IT.
Gretchen Wilson - Redneck Woman
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Concrete Angels
Alyssa Lies
A Mother's Crown
A Mother's Crown Heaven lit up with His mighty presence, As all the Angels looked down, Today the Lord was placing the jewels, In all the mother’s crowns. As He held up a golden crown, As all the mother’s looked on, He said in His gentle voice, I just want to explain each stone. He held the first gem in His hand But the radiance couldn’t match His own. For He was the light of Heaven, Reflecting off each of the stones. The first gem, He said, is an emerald, And it’s for endurance alone, For all the nights you waited up, For your children to come home, For all the nights by their bedside, You stayed till the fever went down, For nursing every little wound, I add this emerald to your crown. A ruby, I’ll place by the emerald, For leading your child in the right way, For if you hadn’t taught them about me, They wouldn’t be here with you today. For always being right there, Thru all life's important events, I give you a
Gretchen Wilson - Pollitically Uncorrect
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Gretchen Wilson - All Jacked Up
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Well, work is kind of slow right now so I have time to get out a quick blog. I had sent the ex an email after she sent me the last one, saying to email me, or call giving her both my emails and phone numbers.... I'm waiting, I know that she read them... Wendy, things with her are on the outs! I can feel it, although she was upset about work today and came to see me... that happens when she needs comfort... I'm like that! I just hope that she remembers how much I loved her, well do love her. But I have to move on Brandi, a few words from her now and again, not much to count on, but something to look forward to if she would happen to break up with the ass that she is going out with.... The Spouse, I think that she is going crazy. She hasn't had her meds in a week and a half.. She's bi-polar, needs lithium... I hope that she gets them soon, I hate when she calls and rants about nothing really... I truely wish that I could focus on one woman, for quite a while I thought tha
Today, I am just not feeling right. I think that loneliness is setting in. I had a party at my house last weekend for mother's day, my brother showed up with his wife, and brought a friend that in turn brought his girlfriend and we were discussing camping and how they were invited to camp if they wanted to. How out of place would I feel being the only one out there camping by myself when everyone else had someone?...At being almost 36 years old, you think that I would be over these feelings by now...I mean heck I have been single for a long time...but, I guess those feelings never go away do they...kinda sucks big time.
Poem:a Honeysuckle Kiss
Your memory comes to me, in a spirit form of the wind. That's gentle and passionate, as I sleep deep in my dream. When you touch me, I spread my arms apart. To meet "YOU" as the wind, pressed against my chest. I fold my arms to hold, and feel you close to me. As I look to see your eyes, and nothing is there, but empty space between me. Before I can move a lite breeze, presses softly against my lips. Then I knew you had just kiss me, in your own special way. The sweet moist lucious taste, that you gave in a honeysuckle kiss. Makes me interested in the smell, of your perfume that I have consumed. Sign: Raymond Starns and Revised Date from 4/98 to 4/15/2007
Limp Bizkit-boiler
Looks like I'm'a do everything myself, Maybe I could use some help, But hell, if you want somethin' done right? You got to do it yourself. Maybe life is up and down, (up) My life's been what to now? I crawled up your butt from hell. And that's when things got turn around. You used be alive, now you feel pathetic. But now I get it, What's done is done, Just leave it alone, and don't regret. Sometime- something- turn in-to dumb thing. And that's when you put your foot down. [chorus start] Why did I have to go and meet somebody like you? Why do you have to go and hurt somebody like me? How could you do somebody like that, You know that I'm never coming back. [chorus end] Looks like I'm going to do everything myself. (everything myself) Maybe I could use some help, But hell, if you want somethin' done right? You just do it yourself. (got it?) Maybe life is up and down. But my life's been what to now? (got it?) I crawled up your butt from hell. (got it?) And t
A Little Something For The Ladys
i want to hear ur sexy voice i want to hold ur sexy body and kiss ur sexy lips make mad passionate love while under the moon light at the beach while sippin some peach daquires
Unintentionally Hilarious.
God, I love PETA's propaganda departments.
Evening, i'm a n00b! Haven't a clue why I put myself on yet another profile site but I am fan of cherries! Huge ups to the DJ Leonski for passing on the site. I hope to meet loads of new lovely lovely people who will listen to me moan about Richard Branson! I hope everybody has a wonderful day! Miss Peaches x
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A Little Girl And Holding Hands
Another little story I thought I would share. I hope everyone has a great day. A Little girl and her father were crossing a bridge. The father was kind of scared so he asked his little daughter,"Sweetheart, please hold my hand so that you don't fall into the river." The little girl said, "No, Dad. You hold my hand." "What's the difference?" Asked the puzzled father. "There's a big difference," replied the little girl. "If I hold your hand and something happens to me, chances are that I may let your hand go. But if you hold my hand, I know for sure that no matter what happens, you will never let my hand go." In any relationship, the essence of trust is not in its bind, but in its bond. So hold the hand of the person whom you love rather than expecting them to hold yours...
For My Special Friend Hushy
Hmm? Do U Beileve In Spirit Guides Animal Spirit Guides Ghost Spirits Angels Fairies
Hmm? do u Beileve in Spirit Guides Animal Spirit Guides Ghost Spirits Angels Fairies and i dont mean gay Faries if i Offened any one didnt mean to hugs. My guides call me The Wind Child, i am connected to the wind the Earth Elements and the earth , Fire earth wind air water and theres some more in there My cats name was Moriah and his name is an ancient name for the wind i love the Wind Moriah is always around me i feel when the winds Near I feel Safe shes so beautiful the Wind that is My friend also said when we was talking about the wind good you have the wind to work with i can Expline if u ask, The Wind child means a friend said = The eternally silent one and a Friend said the eternally silent one means = would be creator, god if you like and in some tradiltions, elohim, counsel, those around the throne, spritual higher hierarchy of light. I dont really Notice it people do
ok well ya see i've been going to the tanning bed now for about a week and have managed to get myself fried... and now that im healing, im itching like crazy... i scratch and it feels good.. b ut as soon as i stop, it becomes more intense.. im about to seriously go crazy here...
She Doesn't Know
It’s killing me to know she’s in pain I want to know what’s going on in her brain All I want is for her to know she’s loved And that in life, she won’t always be shoved It tears me up to see her cry If I could read her mind, then I’d know why she wants to die What has happened to hurt her so much? I’d let her lean on me, if she’d let me be her crutch She feels that she has no one But she has everyone Everyone she needs Family and friends see her dying eyes plead For something she wants but doesn’t know she already has It might not be the kind she wants but its love all in the same To have her think she’ll always be alone is a shame Cause it’s not true There will be someone to help her through If only she’d believe me when I said she was pretty But she doesn’t see it and it’s a pity That she doesn’t know her beauty
Story By A Special Girl...
She was on stage when he walked in. Song 2 of a 3 song set. It was a busy Saturday night and the tips were rolling in. Knowing she should go to the next guy waiting to not show favoritism, she thought twice and danced her way to his usual spot. Without skipping a beat, she knelt in front of his seat to show respect as he sat down. She then turned around and wagged her ass towards him. He placed a 20 in her garter to show he was there for her tonight. She leaned forward and whispered, "Thank you, Sir," and got up to finish her set. She made her way to the dressing room to change her costume. She knew what he liked to see her in, and scurried to please him. Putting on her smallest school girl skirt, and tightest black corset, she thought about what was in store for her tonight. Her heart began to jump as she thought of this, already starting to feel the warm dampness between her legs. She sighed, retouched her makeup and made her way to the main club. Pausing only the briefest of momen
More About Me
So many of you have asked me what I am looking for in a friend and in a relationship. Loyalty is the most important thing to me. As far as what I am looking for in a relationship is hard to answer in words. To me it's in how two people click. You don't necesarily have to be physically attracted to someone, you can talk to someone for years and have a mental attraction. What I mean by that is this. You can meet someone online and never had met them before develope feelings for them based on personality, and the things you have in common. When you finally do meet you already have feelings, that I think the anticipation makes you physically attracted to them already. Now sexually is a different story. You can have all the above and not be sexually attracted to them wich falls under physical also. So to me I want this: Honesty, loyalty, and the rest falls in place. I am not one to just sit around the house and do nothing. If the weather is nice, I have to be outside. I don't like to ha
Knowing You-for A Special Friend
Knowing you has brought many pleasures. A trustworthy friend, joyous times. A friendly smile that goes a mile. Your sense of style is impeccable. Your kind heart is undeniable. Your voice is soft but inside you're as tough as nails. Against you everyone pales. Nothing compares to Knowing You. You've seen me through in all I do, and I've been there for you too. Our friendship is true. I'M SO GLAD I KNOW YOU!!!
Quote For May 15
We can allow satellites, planets, suns, universe, nay whole systems of universes, to be governed by laws, but the smallest insect, we wish to be created at once by special act. -- Charles Darwin Bonus Quote: For me, love is very deep, but sex only has to go a few inches. -- Stacy Nelkin This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!
Stop Being Abused
No human being should be subjected to physical, mental or verbal abuse. One human being has alot of love to give, when the right person shows them how to love and be loved.
Rise Above Frustration
Rise above frustration Put your frustrations in perspective, and most of them will disappear. Refuse to get caught up in them, and those frustrations will have no power over you. Small inconveniences and minor disappointments can lead to major disruptions if you let them. But you don't have to let them. When you feel frustration starting to overwhelm you, choose to step back a little bit. Sure, the situation may be absurd and outrageous, but is it really all that important? Your ego likes to make you blow the little things far out of proportion, because it's an easy way to feel important. Yet it can also be an enormous waste of your time and energy, not to mention the negative impact it has on your attitude. As much as possible, give the frustrations some distance. Get away from them to a place where you can calmly think through your options, and you'll find that there's almost never any need to be frustrated. Rise above the pettiness of wasteful frustrations, with
She Said Yes
I think I floored her a bit doing it this way-BUT SHE SAID YES! :D
What I Have Learned
I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be some that can be loved. The rest is up to them. I've learned that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back. I've learned that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it. I've learned that it's not what you have in your life, but who you have in your life that counts. I've learned hat you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes. After that, you'd better know something. I've learned that you shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do. I've learned that you can do some thing in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I've learned that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I've learned that you can keep going long after you can't. I've learned that we are responsible for what we do
Top 10 Things You Notice When You Get Old
TOP 10 THINGS YOU NOTICE WHEN YOU GET OLD 10. You think “libido” is Italian pasta 9. You repeat yourself 8. You find yourself dancing to elevator music 7. Your favorite kind of food is “soft” 5. You join a mall-walking league 5. Joggers pass you when you’re driving 4. A “quickie” becomes a nap at a red light 3. You repeat yourself 2. The tooth fairy has more of your teeth then you do 1. Sex becomes a job and you have to file for unemployment
Never Give Up
Patience and persistance makes dreams come true. It's easy to get frustrated and impatient while working hard to achieve dreams that still seem far away. When you get that inkling to give up, remember this old saying. " Winners never quit and quiters never win" The positive energy you create pathes the way for your dreams to come true. Just when you've exhausted all possibilities you'll find another way, a better way- and more importantly another day to live your dreams.
You Deserve To Feel Like #1
It's time to clean house and surrender any destructive thoughts in your head. No more will you allow negative people to scramble your brain. No more will you dwell on painful uncomfortable times. Let go means- let go! Make it a priority to keep investing in yourself and your well being. Make room in your life for happiness, sucess, healing, and fulfilling relationships. Before you know it, you will start feeling entitled to abundance and that is as it should be, because you are Number One!
My Kissing History
1. Do you remember the person you first kissed? Yes he is a controling asshole 2. Have you ever kissed someone you weren't dating? Yep... he was married...but i didn't know that lol 3. Ever kissed an ex after you broke up? Uh huh. 4. Have you kissed anyone in your friends list? no 6. Kissed someone with a gf/bf that wasn't you? Ugh, yeah. 7. Ever kissed someone younger than you? Nope. 8. Older than you? Yes by far 9. Have you kissed someone you didn't like? yeah 10. Ever madeout with someone who was a really bad kisser? No. idk. -------I'VE--KISSED...--QUESTIONS-------- I've kissed/been kissed by somone: [x]on the cheek [x]on the forehead [x]on the nose [x]on the lips [x]with tongue [x]in their room [ ]in the park [x]in public [ ]on a ride [x]on a bench [ ]upside down [x]sitting on their lap [x]laying down [x]in broad daylight [ ]at a fair [x]at night -------YOUR--LAST--KISS--QUESTIONS-------- 1. The last time you ki
I Love You!!
The shortest word is I. The sweetest word is Love. The only one for me is You. (smile)
Yes,,, Please
1. Has there ever been any untrue rumours spread about you (in school or otherwise)?: yeah 2. Have you ever fired a gun?: yep. 3. Ever done drugs? Which ones?: haha yeah...many 4. Ever attempted suicide?: nope. 5. Ever hurt yourself (purposefully or not) because you were so drunk?: haha yeah 6. Ever felt like you just need a Saviour?: yeah . 7. Ever had the desire to save anyone?: yeah sure? 8. Turn around and look behind you. What's the first thing your eyes fall on?: computers 9. Ever milked a cow?: no. 10. WOULD you ever milk a cow?: no. 11. Do you think guys with long hair are total sexiness?: umm idk 12. Do you prefer blondes or brunettes or redheads?: brunettes? idk it doesn't matter .13. Ever started doing something you thought was cool because you saw someone on television or a movie do it?: not that i can think of 14. Who's the last person that's flirted with you?: this kid that won't leave me alone....stalker lol 15. Who's the last pe
Ok for those of you that wear contacts... How long did it take you to get used to them, and was your vision a tad off at first?
Only in America......can a pizza get to your house faster than an ambulance. 2. Only in America......are there handicap parking places in front of a skating rink. 3. Only in drugstores make the sick walk all the way to the back of the store to get their prescriptions while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. 4. Only in people order double cheeseburgers, large fries, and a diet coke. 5. Only in banks leave both doors open and then chain the pens to the counters. 6. Only in we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway and put our useless junk in the garage. 7. Only in we use answering machines to screen calls and then have call waiting so we won't miss a call from someone we didn't want to talk to in the first place. 8. Only in we buy hot dogs in packages of ten and buns in packages of eight. 9. Only in we use the wo
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Flyin High Again
Well, another Mother's Day has come and gone. I am reminded I have been a mom for 8-1/2 years now and it's so wild. I am 35 years old and have 2 boys both under the age of 9. Talk about a trip. I look at them and wonder how did I get so lucky to have 2 boys love me the way they do. I hope it's because I want to instill the right values in them. I get so mad when their sperm donor doesn't make them respect people the way they should when he has them. I believe in YES MA'AM/SIR NO MA'AM/SIR...AUNT/UNCLE so and so. He don't make them do that when he has them. I just hope while he has them this summer he won't destroy all that I have been working hard to teach them. As you can tell I have always been the one to instill the values, love, and care onto them. He wants to BUY them not love them. Good thing the boys have a wonderful step-father that love them and believes the same things I do and wants to help raise the loves of my life will love honor and respect.
I Bet You Didn't Know This About Me
Yes, people.. this is real.I am an honest to goodness minister. Just think.. all you people chatting me up.. you've been chatting up a person of the cloth.. and a double whammy.. I am wiccan.. This is going to get me burning in the hells.. So let's not tell my wiccan sisters.. LOL.. I can marry and bury you.. and handle your remains. So, if there is anyone you want to marry.. or ladies any husbands you want to bury LOL let me know. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ This is to confirm that Cassandra Merrill 326 MARKET ST APT 2 MAYSVILLE, KY 41056-1132 has been ordained as a minister of the Universal Life Church, Modesto, California. Date of Ordination: February 14, 2007 by Kevin Andrews, Pastor ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Your request for ordination has been processed, and you are now an ordained minister of the Universal Life Church in Modesto, California! Please record the above date of ordination for your
I Just Want To Love You
ANDROGYNE Definition: A biological condition resulting from hormonal miscues during fetal washing of the brain during gender identity development. The patient postnatally merges both polar gender identities displaying an assortment of both masculine and feminine qualities. Alternative names: third sex; unisex What is a person who is Androgyne? A person psychologically, intrinsically and socially intermediate between male and female, displaying physical traits and manifesting a merging of the roles traditionally stereotyped as belonging to male and female. The primary difference between people who are Androgyne and other individuals is that they cannot live life fully as either men or woman because they are intrinsically both genders. Is there a biological basis for Androgynes? Yes. The biological basis for the inborn condition stems from an interaction between the developing brain and sex hormones in the first trimester. There is the formation of a gender syste
Hotornot Emailed Me Hahaha
BWAHAHAHA!!! So (Jim & James) emails me telling me that, after all these years, it's finally free. You know what's funnier? I got that email because I *was* a member, like, in 1927. BWAHAHAHA!!! This comes at a very interesting time...*aside* from the Time of Free Websites Like Myspace®. I think HotOrNot and other used-to-be pay sites are feeling the standard set by MySpace that humans can interact, flirt, e-bang as much as they want for free and the recompense is manifested by spam in my email. le yay. Strangely...I think I'll give it a RE-shot. This comes at an even *more* ironic time, as I have just "graduated" a website home of FIVE YEARS I was extremely active in...and, let's face it - myspace certainly doesn't cut it for instant gratificative website fun. So *most* of my active e-life has been removed and soon-to-be replaced, I suppose. If you have any suggestions of WORTHWHILE forum and thread-oriented place (that also has a nice mix of flirtati
Drug Problem
had a drug problem when I was young. I was drug to church on Sunday morning. I was drug to church for weddings and funerals. I was drug to family reunions and community socials no matter the weather. I was drug by my ears when I was disrespectful to adults. I was also drug to the woodshed when I disobeyed my parents, told a lie, brought home a bad report card, did not speak with respect, spoke ill of the teacher or the preacher, or if I didn't put forth my best effort in everything that was asked of me. I was drug to the kitchen sink to have my mouth washed out with soap if I uttered a profane four-letter word. I was drug out to pull weeds in mom's garden and flower beds and cockleburs out of dad's fields. I was drug to the homes of family, friends, and neighbors to help out some poor soul who had no one to mow the yard, repair the clothesline, or chop some firewood; and, if my mother had ever known that I took a single dime
I Could
i could use some comments on the non nsfw pic,lmao
You Can't Fix Stupid
EIGHTH PLACE: In Detroit , a 41-year-old man got stuck and drowned in two feet of water after squeezing head first through an 18-inch-wide sewer grate to retrieve his car keys. SEVENTH PLACE 49-year-old San Francisco stockbroker, who "totally zoned when he ran," accidentally jogged off a 100-foot high cliff on his daily run. SIXTH PLACE : Buxton , NC : A man died on a beach when an 8-foot-deep hole he had dug into the sand caved in as he sat inside it. Beach-goers said Daniel Jones, 21, dug the hole for fun, or protection from the wind, and had been sitting in a beach chair at the bottom Thursday afternoon when it collapsed, burying him beneath 5 feet of sand. People on the beach, on the outer banks, used their hands and shovels, trying to claw their way to Jones, a resident of Woodbridge , VA , but could not reach him. It took rescue workers using heavy equipment almost an hour to free him while about 200 people looked on. Jones was pronounced dead at a h
Oh What A Night's Morning
Pissed Off
If one more male on this site comments about the angle of my damn pictures imma beat him up. OK I take my pics to my liking. TO WHAT I DEEM a good pic. I am extremely self conscious and picky about what I will put up. I had over 500 pics up b4 and they included body shots etc. #1 I am not here to impress you or show you my goodies. #2 I am not gonna show u skin ..I have no NSFW pics....if YOU bothered to read my profile when u added me you would know this. If you don't like the "angle" of mypics then please...just don't look. It is extremely insulting to me when you make comments about how all my pics are at an angle. I am not hiding anything. geez... If you want porn...theres plenty out there!! Its the internet you can pretty much get urself off anywhere(I hear yahoo is good for that) I just a regular girl and I never claimed to be pretty.
Daily Horoscope May 15
"Emotions could be very intense right now. Resolve not to take anything at face value. Simply observe what's going on, and make some notes. You can come to conclusions later, when you're better able to process what happened." Pfft.
About Me
Death Jus Fkn Sucks.
This is not what i normally write about. So please, if youve got something to say,,, say it in here. Dont bring it to my attention. Hard for me to talk about. Im surprised im even writing it… when i was younger i never knew my father. hes was takin from me when i was 3 weeks from my first birthday. at that time i didnt understand why when i was growing up, i had seen all these guys who werent my dad coming in and out of my mothers life. i suppose i should tell you what happened to my dad, huh. when i was jus barely a yr old, there was a major drug deal coming in to tonawanda. jus before the whole thing went down, the cops got wind of it. when the deal went through, alot of people got busted. Well by this time somebody was gonna pay. The people that this drug shipment was for were pissed… They had an idea of who the snitch was,,, but they weren't sure… so these supposed friends of my dad went up to my mother and brought it to her attention… they automatically assumed that my
Donald J Carnes
he was our charlie brown a kid who looked up to his older brother danny and my brothers and i everywhere we went he followed any trouble we got in he was there we all had dreams and he supported us cause he wanted to be us he really wanted to be like my brother levi who spent most of his time hanging with his brother lee. i was to be a doctor....jed wanted to be a lawyer...danny would be a criminal... alex wanted to be a crooked cop... and levi wanted to be a firefighter..... donald was a junior firefighter for the susquehanna township. heres the article......Community Says Goodbye to Junior Firefighter Wednesday May 09, 2007 7:07pm Reporter: Ali Lanyon Posted By: Kay Smith » Watch the eVideo Hampden Township, Dauphin County - Donald Carnes and two of his friends were killed during a car crash on Clark's Valley Road last Friday. Today, Carnes was laid to rest. Hundreds were there as Donald received a hero's salute. A Life Lion helicopter pilot bowed to the
If U Dont Know ~ Go & Get It ~ Today
Okay So Maybe I Was Wrong.
I'm starting to change my view now on whether someone I'm crushin' on likes me or not. I mean who asks a question and makes statements and researches my myspace page if they aren't slightly interested?! My confidence level has risen up a notch. =)
Oh Well Its Better Then Nothing!!!!
My name is vickie,I live in West Virginia,i love doing alot of things exspecially out doors activity,my favorate tree is pine i love the i love 4-wheeling mostly in the mud ,i love camping,fishing,an having cookouts,but most of all is trying to find that special someone to do it with an that wants to do them things with me...... MyHotComments / HotFreeLayouts
Yall Rock
I still can't fully use the computer but thankx to the prayers of those who did and continued Im here for now :-). I love you all for your faithfulness!!!!! Ya'll rock. Everyone who gave me the privilege of being their friend kept me their friend and words can't explain how that touches my heart!!!!! Thankx everyone!!!!!!! :-D
Decision Made
Grant completed his testing yesterday and is now officially a member of the U.S. ARMY. He will report for BCT on June 29th, 2007 at Ft. Sills, Oklahoma. And he will return September 15th.
May 15th, 2007
"There are only so many times you can say, 'But I didn't know!' and have it be a legitimate excuse. From now on, make it your duty to find out what's going on so you can take responsible action. Life will get much better." I guess this can be true... Damn...
Workin It Out!
Guys, this has been the most hectic first start to a week i have ever had! Firstly, me n my partner split up.....along came the worries of where the hell i was guna live! We then agreed to calm things down a bit ( Meaning: No talk of marriage n babies) n got back together. Then, i walked out of my job yesterday ( Not like me at all) but had an interview today and have a trial shift on tues.....yay! So, whoever takes the time to read this......please comment my pics....i have no money to buy a blast and wana boost me cherries! lol! Hope you're all well....luv to ya all! xx
Wow What A Day
Well hell yeehaw,what a day was had yesterday the 14 of may.Sorry ya'll,you weren't abandoned just your illustrious leader's had business that needed tending to.We appreciate ya'll keeping up the fight without our nipping at your heels and driving ya along lol. Keep up the fight today and as you've noticed we have new help aka The CONFEDERATE BOMBER'S,don't ask just be thankfull and trust we on top of it and their is a reason our former rival's are now our allies. A huge Thank You goes out to Rebel Breed and his Confederate's,you'all had our respect before the bombfest and will alway's have it.Rebel is a man who gives repect and deserves respect and ya'll lucky to have such an honorable man leading you. NOW LISTEN G-R-D just because the Confederate's are here DOES NOT mean we can relax and take it easy...Hell we need to double our efforts and show our friends they are backing us for a reason,cause we a family strong,united with a big heart. As alway's guy's let's GIT-R-DONE
The author of this is unknown but he or she has created some inspirational reading! Enjoy! There are people who will come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there... To serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson or help figure out who YOU are and who YOU want to become. You never know who these people may be, but when you lock eyes with them, you know at that very moment that they will effect your life in some profound way. And sometimes things happens to you, and at the time they may seem horrible, painful and unfair, but in reflection you realize that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized YOUR potential, strength, will power or heart. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of our soul. Without theses small tests, life would be like a smoothly paved, straight, flat road to nowhere. S
Lost: One Smile
If I thought it would do any good to report it lost I would, I had it one day, then someone took my love away. It may have a companion, it might have a friend, a Broken heart is traveling with it. I thought I could replace it, just get a better one, but sometimes it doesnt work just right, a times the new smile just wont come. So if you find my broken heart, my smile should be close by, waiting for that special someone to come along, fix them both and put the sparkle back in my eye. Onyx 4-20-07
My First Time
Here I am sitting alone, its Tuesday night and the weather is coming in cold, where is my snugglepuss when I need him the most?? First timer here, learning the ropes but hope to get the hang of everything real soon. Will hopefully chat/blog real soon when I have a little more time Custom Comments and More @ † Dark Angel Designz †
It's Been A While........
And it's been a while Since I could hold my head up high And it's been a while Since I first saw you And it's been a while Since I could stand on my own two feet again And it's been a while Since I could call you And everything I can remember As f*cked up as it all may seem The consequences that i've rendered I've streached myself beyond my means And it's been a while Since I can say I wasn't addicted And it's been a while Since I can say I love myself as well And it's been a while Since i've gone and f*cked things up just like I always do And it's been a while But all that sh*t seems to dissapear when I am with you And everything I can remember As f*cked up as it all may seem The consequences that i've rendered I've gone and f*cked things up again Why must I feel this way? Just make this go away Just one more peaceful day! And it's been a while Since I could look at myself stra
For those who didn't know I've been in Amsterdam for three days. Back home now to my more mundane surroundings for a bit of recovery so I thought I'd write a bit on the subject. Ok, so now I'm not sure what I was going to write... hmm... wait a sec.... Well, the trip was for my friend's stag do (bachelor party to those across the pond). We left Oxford at about 7am on Saturday. Getting there was a bit of a mission. It involved driving, then a bus ride, then a plane journey, then some walking, then a tram ride, then some more walking. Finally got to the appartment at about 3pm. The appartment was a pretty cool place to stay. There was only really supposed to be four of us and the appartment supposedly slept a maximum of six, but there was plenty of space for all eight. There were two bedrooms, but we brought a few blow up mattresses so it worked pretty well. The rest of the first day we just spent wandering the streets of Amsterdam really... Trying desperately to get our bearing
Conspiracy Theories
I can't remember when I became interested in conspiracy theories. Some are interesting, and some are totally off the wall--I admit that. Anyway, I thought I'd share one with you that I pulled from a book written by KATE TUCKETT called CONSPIRACY THEORIES ======================== BIG BROTHER IS WATCHING YOU Have you ever felt that THEY are watching you? Have you ever felt as if you are in the hands of the authorities, the plaything of a conspiracy about which you know nothing and over which you have no control? Not wanting to cast aspersions, suspicioins or doubts onto our government, here are some facts which may make you feel ever so slightly more uncomfortable: *Surveillance devices now in the hands of government officials include, according to MIT professor Gary Marx, "heat sensing imaging devices that can tell if a house is occupied, voice amplifiers, light amplifiers, night vision devices and techniques for reading mail without breaking the seal." Cameras can be conceale
So Long And Thanks For All The Fish!!!!
My fiance of 5 years and I are getting married next month! No big thing, just doing the legal stuff at the courthouse. That is why I entitled this blog the way I did, because I will no longer be "available".... not like I was before, but I think you get the idea... Not much else to say... so, laters!!!
Last Weekend
On Saturday Kay gave me a few gifts, she is an artist type and drew some very erotic drawings of her self in very submissive poses, loved all of them. Kay also had made a new spanking item, it is a rubber tube bent around, and is very silent, so no matter where we are at I can spank her and no one will hear it. The item stings like made, I tried it first on my legs to see, WOW, then later that night I had Kay lay across my lap, bare ass exposed, and proceeded to spank her good. The new item leaves little red welts, nothing harsh, but stinging stripes, up and down her ass, and thighs I struck as Kay lay submissively feeling the sting. I took my time not hard swats, but gentle, rubbing, checking on her breathing, after about 40 minutes, I could feel her wetness running down onto my lap. I new she was very excited, and reaching between her legs I found her pussy pouring out her cum, she was so wet. Since this was a new item, I stopped the spanking and took her to the bedroom, whe
Ok, i know this is pathetic, but as mentioned before, i need a girlfriend, i kno it seems kind of desperate, but i really don't give a crap no more, i just need someone in my life, i been single too long and it's time to get back on deck, because honestly, just sitting around on the ocmputer is not fun anymore. but the sucky thing is, i go out to the malls, and i see all these good looking girls, and they just look at me like i was shit, not cool. I know i'm a nice guy, i treat women the right way, i don't believe in violence against women or harming htem in anyway. If you like, and want to learn more, please feel free to contact.
Things To Ponder ....
Who are the Dickens and why must we run like them? How exactly does one get high on the hog? What would you do with someone's goat once you got it? Would tit for tat be an even exchange? Is a pig in $h!t really all that happy? Why can't beggars be choosers? Everyone has their standards. And who are "They" and why are they always saying things?
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Senses Tingling
It all seemed too easy. To just watch them leave without suspicion on their mind. I enjoyed days of solitude, proceeding with business before I myself could leave for home. The sun rose one morning as I was ready to get some sleep as I looked above the laptop screen to see the door open slowly. It was him, I knew right away, and he immediately approached me with a baseball bat and a grimacing expression. My paranoia was right, I quickly hid the $2500 laptop under the bed and braced for a spine shattering crack as I turned my back towards him. FUCK! More like a long stretched FUCCK! I yelled out as I made sure the valuable was safe and hidden. Only then was I ready to turn and unload on him. He swung again, barely missing my head which would of knocked me out easily, and I ran him into the wall, his grimacing face focused straight on mine which fueled my reckless abandon as I continously pounded him on the wall by his shoulders, trying to distract him from swinging
They Walk Among Us
I walked into a Blimbie's with a buy-one-get-one-free coupon for a sandwich. I handed it to the girl and she looked over at a little chalkboard that said "buy one get one free." "They're already buy one get one free," she said, "so I guess they're both free." She handed me my free sandwiches and I walked out the door. They walk among us... and many work retail. A friend of mine bought a new fridge for his house. To get rid of his old fridge, he put it in his front yard and hung a sign on it saying: "Free to good home." For three days the fridge sat there without even one person looking twice at it. My friend decided that people were too untrusting of this deal. It looked too good to be true, so he changed the sign to read: "Fridge for sale $50." The next day someone stole it. They walk among us. One day I was walking down the beach with some friends when one of Them shouted, "Look at that dead bird!" Someone looked up at the sky and said, "Where?" They walk among
Time To Let Him Go
Time to Let Him Go It hurts alot to let him go, But can wound you so much if you stayed and let it show. It takes two to tango, we both know. A time to let go once and for all, If he doesnt pick up and phone and tells you no If he is not the man you have met him a long time ago. If he feels the its already boring and not a way to show Then grow up, moved on and let go. Mourn the silence and keep it so. Memories came and memories leave, Again, it keeps us better and makes us wiser. Whats in a relationship if without it? >>>an except :)
I'll Never Forget The Love
I know that someday I'll get used to the fact that we're not together any more. And that maybe we won't be... ever again. Time will tell. In the meantime, though, you may be away from my arms, but you will never be very far from my heart. I know the love will never leave. There are too many memories; there were so many precious moments and wonderful times to ever try to forget... And I just want you to know that I will remember for the rest of my days, how you helped me find some happiness and some truths and how you opened some beautiful doors. I'll never forget how good it was to share a part of my life with yours.
Tuesday Links: Traveling Virus Tickets, Fmdanny Does Ddr, Happytypinggirl On Glenn Beck, New Hotness, New Videos
LISTEN TO TODAY'S SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) Happy Happy TuesDEE boys and girlies, there's a helluva show lined up for you this morning on the Opie and Anthony Radio POgram. First off, we're going to look at some hot chicks on Paltalk... then, we're going to laugh hysterically at FoundryMusicDanny playing Dance Dance Revolution... then maybe we'll direct our attention back to the Paltalk Cameras cams and look at the lovely brunette who is naked in bed chatting it up... holy crap. The lovely Happy Typing Girl was on Glenn Beck last night Check out Happy Typing Girl's appearance here (YouTube link - Good job, Debbie!) Tickets for the Opie and Anthony Traveling Virus are going fast, if you want those up-close seats CLICK HERE FOR TICKET LINKS AND LINE UPS New Traveling Virus T-shirts - On Sale NOW! CLICK HERE TO ORDER YOURS TODAY! The lovely Gisele from FOUNDRY CAMS has sent in a BRAND NEW video showing off her new 'F*CK ME' shirt (get your F*ck
Sex Game
If We Had Sex Game Body: If We Had Sex Game Body: If We Had Sex Game... Now don't be scared.... you never know who really wants to do you! Here are the rules to the game.. REPLY SO ONLY I SEE IT AND REPOST SO OTHERS CAN FILL OUT! 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you let me pull your hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10? 16. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do
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Do You Really Know
Sometimes I wake up in the middle of the night shivering from fright feeling empty feeling nothing because I think about how it would be if you weren't here And then I wonder if you really know how very much you mean to me how incredible I think you are how you are a part of all my emotions how you are the deepest meaning in my life Please always know that I love you more than anything else in the world
I Miss You So
Though you are not here wherever I go or whatever I do I see your face in my mind and I miss you so I miss telling you everything I miss showing you things I miss our eyes secretly giving each other confidence I miss your touch I miss our excitement together I miss everything we share I don't like missing you It is a very cold and lonely feeling I wish that I could be with you right now where the warmth of our love would melt the winter snows But since I can't be with you right now I will have to be content just dreaming about when we will be together again
Masking Odors And A Dog Not Wanting Her Kibble...
Masking odors and dog’s not wanting to eat their dog food. Good Morning. Wow, where do I begin? How about the odor chick. Ok, we all have been in an office, store, school you name it where you can smell the gal or guy’s perfume / cologne two and a half days before they get to you or have it linger with you well after they left right? Odors and people who do different things to mask them is one of this mornings topics. I can remember when our corporate office was above out location. It housed say 60 gals of all ages shapes sizes you have it. But one made an impression on me, no… not in the boobular sense or that I couldn’t wait to see her just to watch her leave, nothing of that nature although being male there surely were those eye catchers up there. But this woman bathed in …I do know what perhaps channel #5 or curl up your nose so you can’t breath I haven’t a clue but she had to use a whole bottle everyday NO JOKE!! It was so thick I smelled that stuff in my dreams. It was so bad tha
Not So Pretty
ok, so this is one of those blogs where if you don't actually know me you're going to wonder by the end whats wrong with me... ok, basically for the first time in a really long time I'm feeling...unpretty...sounds stupid but this is not good at all. I taught myself a long time ago not to be self consious about other women...I've always known I'm not the prettiest, but I was still pretty damn hot...but all the sudden I'm finding myself jealous of the girl phil's watching on the TV when usually I'm checking the girl out too, or jealous of the stack of porn sitting next the the computer (and I LOVE porn!). I know its not just all in my head, my two best features suddenly aren't looking so hot...I recently lost weight (not on purpose) and it all seemed to come out of my ass and my boobs. This wouldn't be a problem for most girls, they all think there ass is too big...but I was proud of my ass and the way it looked in my I can't get those jeans to stay on my ass... I feel lik
2007 European Championship -snakebike From Hungary
Builder Ferry Horanyi, Tom Mihalyfi, Sapka Owner Thomas Lajer Location Budapest Country Hungary Congratulation Feri!!
Formal Suspect Named
ROBERT MURAT NAMED AS FORMAL SUSPECT IN MADELEINE McCANN INQUIRY Portuguese police have confirmed that "ROBERT MURAT" has been named as a formal suspect. In order to arrest hin according to portuguese law they must obtain a court order. They have confirmed that the have drained a cess pit on the property ans knocked down an internal wall, forensics have also seized amonst other things his car - blankets - computer - video tapes and camera. Roberts ex-wife who lives in the Uk in Norfolk was last night pulled in by police around 10pm for questioning, Robert had visited the her in Uk this week. Police also confirm that ROBERT MURAT has been under electronic surveilance for past week. DESPITE ALL THIS MADDIE IS STILL MISSING !!!!!!
good morning my awsome friends,i hope you have an awsome day and remeber to ya all..muahhhhh
Yeah. I Am In A Writing Mood.
You could have ruined me.. wait no You could have loved me Scratch that I could have wait. I am backpedaling my ego Or the tingles in my skin when I this is leading nowhere see my skin crawls and I imagine the light touch of broken fingernails scraping and cracked voices screaming my name like a parade over and over in my head and a breath that comes quicker unforced like the empty spaces inbetween skin that should touch I would linger and trace each smooth fracture each cure unfound You could cure me complete me rip me apart from the inside and put me back together spread out like an offering to lips which lie manipulate me to your biddings involve me in the deep cadence of your voice entrance me with an unnoticed glance catch me up and throw me against the wall as forcefull as a storm as we twist beating each other with the intensity of every word that should never have said see you could have had me tied up pounded into me with such passion
Lots Of Good News
I have lots of great news!!!Saturday evening, I will be on the phones and cams with Goddess Camille Stryke, and possibly with a subbie! My clips store now has it's first clip!!!                                                         This clip stars Me with Mistress Crystal, who subs to Me in a strap-on scene  (sorry. guys, she doesn't sub to boys). I have other photosets and video clips    coming up so keep checking back. And don't forget to join My CherryTap for a over 200 hot free photos   only available to those on My CT "friends list".Mistress
Sex Test
This is called the "Sex GAME" Repost this, see how many MESSAGES people give you... [] I want your number [] Pretty/Cute [] Hottie [] Sexy [] Gorgeous [] Amazingly Beautiful [] I'd take you home in a second [] I'd make out with you right now [] I'd Hit it [] I love you [] Wanna hook up? Dear _________, I ____ you. You have a nice ______. You make me _______. You should _______. Someday I will ______. You + me = ________. If I saw you now I'd __________. I want to ________ you. I would build a _______ just for you. If I could sing you any song it would be _________. We could __________ under the stars. Love, _______________ (P.S. ______________.) Would you kiss me? [] Hell Yea [] Yes [] No [] Maybe [] already did Would you do me? [] In an instant! [] Yes [] No [] Maybe []you look to sweet to screw [] already did Am I attractive? [] Heck no [] hot as Hell [] Fine [] Cute [] Okay I think ur pretty [] Sexy [] Ugly!
Ok, I have known for a very long time that I need to quit smoking. I have tried just about everything under the sun. I have tried cold turkey (which ended up giving me anxiety) to nicorette gum (which tastes absolutely horrid). I have even tried just regular gum, mints, etc. I was given pills but that didn't help either. I remember asking my mom to quit when I was in the 5th grade. She flat out told me no. But to hear my own son tell me that he wants me to stop smoking b/c I will die and he will be alone is making me feel so guilty that I do smoke. I have like no willpower. So, what do I do? Do I try magic? Do I leave it in Gods hands? Do I try cold turkey again? Something has to give. I want to see him have children of his own.
If I Die Tomorrow (militay Music Video)
A Warrior And His Witch
Life had been too short. They had just found each other, and things felt desperate in the light of recent events. The danger they were now in pushed them closer, and it was all happening much quicker than either of them had expected or wanted. They clung to each other in the night. Passions flared, and their kisses grew hotter. Though the desire lay there between them, burning them, they did not consumate this yet. The danger was too real. They could not risk being in the midst of that in an attack. Still, she felt the passions fueling her powers as she kissed him fiercely. His touch left her wanting, and she felt it all building stronger within her. If she could just maintain it without releasing it yet, then they might have a chance to survive this. They had both realized that their phone signals were being jammed. Their cell phones had both quit working at the same time. The landline was full of static, too. This was the night when things would begin, and neither of them knew if
The Moon.
So indecent So cruel My whimper is but a breath across torrid skin I shatter in the simplicity of cruel intention I bury myself in grave looks and silent revelries of the heart unbidden I stand here naked and pressed against cold glass looking into your face caught under and swaying the waters so dirty and my eyes so unclear focused on the details so hard so much that this picture becomes a promise this puzzle lacks a piece pieces of me were broken I thought I'd stay afloat but I drownd It's so alone here. Pressed up pressed into grasping and groping reaching towards the sun is really just a light to be turned on or off It won't burn me I said What's so hot about the sun? What's so special about some stupid light What's so great, I shine I shi.. How could I know that I didn't shine at all. I was simply the moon. 5/15/07
Last night we packed most of her stuff...We talked..We cried...And i told her i loved her and will miss her more then the world.... Destiny is my cousin.. Destiny@ CherryTAP Shes my best friend...Shes someone who has been there for me FOREVER...Shes moving at the beginning of June for a better job..Plus she found someone who is going with her..hes a great guy and he loves her 2 babies and loves her...She made this choice to leave a couple months ago when the new school offered her way more money then what she makes in Michigan, I had no idea how little school teachers made in Michigan until she told me what she made and then told me what the new school was offering her...BIG increase and since she is a single mom..(she will be single soon, the divorce will be final soon we all hope) and the ex wont give her any money she has to do what she has to do...Just thinking about her leavin sucks soo much..So my night has been kinda rough dreading the beginnin of June....So anyways
What Do I Do
I finally got to meet this women that I have talked to and traded emails for alittle while and I went to a friends b-day party and I have come to the conclusion that I do like her and would like to see more of her but I get the impression that I may not be what she was expectiing so I dont no what to do....
Weight Watchers 5th Meeting Notes
Urges and Cravings was the Topic Weigh in 260 SW 266.6 for a Loss of 6.6 in 5 weeks (with an initial gain of 4.4 so really a total loss of 11) WOOOOHOOOOO Got my 5lbs star lastnight
Morning Song
the twitter of morning drips in my window, the birds in song, the whisper of tree leaves, and i'm cloaked in darkness... i just haven't slept yet is all. and my eyes get heavier with a passing minute but i can't lose my thoughts, most nights they keep me staring at the ceiling, or is it the wall? it's so thick with black in here, i can't tell. facing the sunrise seems like a bad idea, the pinks and yellows that swarm my eyes make my head hurt just thinking about them, but oh, how beautiful it might be to witness it once more. i prefer my night, my shade, my shadow... so uncertain, like myself.
Just How I Feel....
Today i'm not so strong, today has been filled with fake smile and falls "I'm fine"'s! I heard our song today and had to walk away. I saw his picture and I had to through it away! I keep finding peices of him! I try and try not to let it show, just some times it over comes me. No reason at all i'll start to cry, then wipe my tears and say why. Today i'm not so strong tomorrow will be better. Tomorrow always seems better then today. Tomorrow is another day closer to me finding my heart again and one day farther from when it shatterd to peices. I think I found a peice of my heart today. I smilled and it didnt hurt, for the first time in weeks. Laughing is getting easier day by day too. Tomorrow I will be strong, tomorrow you wont hurt as bad as today. Tomorrow like today you will still just be a memory that makes me cry. But tomorrow I wont cry as hard as today because tomorrow is a new day.
My Sexual Style
You scored as A Romantic. You're a romantic through and through. You may not ever have very many partners, but it's ok. You know that it's about the person who you're having it with, and that the sex is more of a fun biproduct - a very fun biprodict. You know how to make your partner happy, and that's what it's all about.A Romantic78%Sex God78%A Slave To BDSM35%Virgin33%How are you in bedcreated with
My Inner Self
You scored as WereWolf. WereWolf: Craving rare Meat, feeling caged, aggitated by being around people. Unable to control one's anger or temper. The person will give off symptoms of the shift. They will seem more hostile, blood thirsty, aggitated. They may even growl, bare their teeth or other animal like tendencies. In rare cases, some will physically change. Facial hair will grow thicker or darker, nails will become longer, canine's will seem longer. Embrace your wild side, for you are The Misunderstood WereWolf.WereWolf92%Mermaid75%Angel67%Faerie59%Demon42%Dragon33%What Mythological Creature are you? (Cool Pics!)created with
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I Don't Care How Many Friends I Lose Over This!!!!!
I DON'T CARE HOW MANY FRIENDS I LOSE OVER THIS!!!!! Month One Mommy I am only 4 inches long but I have all my organs. I love the sound of your voice. The sound of your heart beat is my favorite lullaby. Month Two Mommy today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me you could definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to survive outside my home though. It is so nice and warm in here. Month Three You know what Mommy I'm a boy!! I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound so sad. It makes me sad too and I cry with you even though you can't hear me. Month Four Mommy my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine but I will have a lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can turn my head and curl my fingers and toes and stretch my arms and legs. I am becoming quite good at it too. Month Five You went to the doctor today. Mommy, he li
Purity Test
My score on The Ultimate Purity Test:You got 30% purity! Ok well you have finally gotten through my test. How did you do? Belive me if you got a low percentage that dosn't mean your a bad person. That just means you have tried more things. Hope you enjoyed my test and recommend it to others. Please rate it if you enjoyed it. Thanks!!!!Link: The Ultimate Purity Test (OkCupid Free Online Dating)
Free Stuff!!!!
I made a CherryTap screensaver for all my friends ( and anyone else who wants it ) Just go to ...and download It's compatible with windows Vista, but you'll need the at least flash player 8 from - the download is 2 MB. Enjoy!
28 Weeks Later...
Is fucking awesome. Zombies should NOT be allowed to run. Totally unfair.
Sunshine Of Your Love
How Cities Ranked In Road Rage
Residents in the following 25 cities were surveyed and are listed in order from those reporting the most incidents of road rage to the fewest: 1. Miami 2. New York 3. Boston 4. Los Angeles 5. Washington, D.C. 6. Phoenix 7. Chicago 8. Sacramento, Calif. 9. Philadelphia 10. San Francisco 11. Houston 12. Atlanta 13. Detroit 14. Minneapolis-St. Paul 15. Baltimore 16. Tampa, Fla. 17. San Diego 18. Cincinnati 19. Cleveland 20. Denver 21. Dallas-Ft. Worth 22. St. Louis 23. Seattle-Tacoma 24. Pittsburgh 25. Portland, Ore.
Maddie Mccann - Chronology (timeline)
CHRONOLOGY-The disappearance of Madeleine McCann LONDON - Three-year-old Madeleine McCann from Rothley, Leicestershire disappeared on May 3 during a holiday with her parents in the Algarve region of southern Portugal. Here is a chronology of developments: May 3 - The girl goes missing from her bedroom between 9.30 and 10 p.m. while her parents Kate and Gerry are dining just 100 yards away at the Mark Warner Ocean Club holiday resort in Praia da Luz. A window and shutter are open and she is presumed to have been abducted. May 4 - McCann family members and British media criticise local police for what they call a slow initial response, failure to take the disappearance seriously at first, failure to notify ports and borders in time, and failure to secure the crime scene, which may have led to vital clues being lost. Police say that under Portuguese secrecy laws they are unable to reveal details of the investigation. Speculation swirls that the kidnapper comes from Brita
How Manly Are You?
My score on The Are You a REAL Man? Test: Sufficiently Manly(You are 71% manly!)Nice going, hot stuff! You're Sufficiently Manly. You've got a nice balance of rugged manliness and tender sweetness that drives girls crazy. You're manly enough to take on the best of them, but you're not quite the image of the REAL man. But who cares? If I'm using a picture of Brad Pitt to describe your category, you can't be that bad off. ;) Link: The Are You a REAL Man? Test (OkCupid Free Online Dating)
Pagan History Part One *pre Egyptian And Egyptian Pagan Cultures*
In history theres been major pagan cultures and one of the oldest sets of pagan cultures in the pre Egyptian kingdom and Egyptian kingdoms. These Kingdoms were set by religous factions of the following *The House Of Ra` Amun* considered the god of all gods and goddesses he was repersented bird like with the sun disk above his head. If you happened to be in this house you honored all the gods and goddesses then you have then theres *The house of Seti* concidered the god of war and destruction if you were of this house you most likly were a warrior of some nature. Then finnaly you hav *The order of Osiris and Anubis* concidered both gods of the dead realms and protectors of souls yet also tied into healing and protection and the blessings of Isis, if you were of this house you would of been a shamanor blesser. Yet many times each house would have arguments that would wage into civil wars so came the ordainments of Pharohs *The gods voice* to unite all houses as one yet came pharohs that
Who Is Robert Murat
Madeleine Case: Who Is Robert Murat? Updated: 08:01, Tuesday May 15, 2007 Robert Murat is a well-known figure among journalists in Portugal. He worked as a translator for the local police and was on good terms with them He told reporters he had been in the McCann's apartment in the aftermath of the abduction, translating for the police. Mr Murat, who is believed to have a four-year-old daughter in Norfolk, also worked as a fixer for Sky News for several days. But among journalists he was regarded with suspicion. A joke began spreading among the press pack that he was the "prime suspect". And the joke spread to Mr Murat as well, with him introducing himself as the chief suspect, Sky's Ian Woods said in Portugal. Woods took him aside and pressed him as to why he was so involved in the case. "He told me he had an estranged wife and a daughter and he was upset because Madeleine reminded him of his daughter," Woods said. "People began to ask who he was. After
Maddie - Tuesday Update - 15th May
British Man Released By Madeleine Cops Updated: 08:11, Tuesday May 15, 2007 The British man being questioned in connection with the disappearance of Madeleine McCann has been released by police in Portugal, Sky News has learnt. Forensics experts and sniffer dogs were brought in to examine Robert Murat's villa, just 100 metres from where the four-year-old was abducted. The Policia Judiciaria said two or three people were being questioned last night but stressed no-one had been formally arrested. Mr Murat has become a regular sight in the village of Praia da Luz since Madeleine was snatched from her family's holiday flat 12 days ago. He told reporters he had a daughter the same age as the missing girl who looked very similar to her. Mr Murat made himself known to journalists on Friday, May 4, the day after Madeleine disappeared. He lives with his mother Jenny, who is believed to own the house being searched. She has been running a stall on the seafront
We Just Disagree
Fun Stars 5-15-07
A mentor helps you discover a previously unexplored path when it comes to your professional ambitions. Make sure you listen with an open mind when they offer you advice -- but remember, in the end, the choice is yours.
My Only Hope
my only hope for this life is to do something great. i dont know what ill do but i hope one day before im gone i get there. a good mommy, or a good daughter , or something that i just havent been.something little ? something big? ... something
I Am Sooooo Bored
Dear Hater
Wheres My Los And Lettes?
Where Is All My Family And Friends?
I Wish You Knew Me I wish you knew me in the Summer, When the sun was ripe and hot. I wish you knew me in the Winter, When snow filled the empty lot. I wish you knew me in the Spring, When everything was new. I wish you knew me in Autumn, I wish you knew me, like I know you.
Untitled Bells ring in farway land Doom is close. Death at hand Hills rumble Nations crumble Green fire from the sky Super Powers die Why do we live If it's not a lie? Earth shakes at its core Love and life are no more
Lymrics There once was a man named Bob Who was a real rich snob Spent all his money On a cute little honey Now all he can do is sob. There once was a man named Shone Who owned a big pet crone It lived in a box With his dirty socks The fumes made it go insane. There once was a man named Dick Who carried a real big stick He swung it real hard Into my yard So I gave that Dick a kick.
Alone Lying all alone wishing You were here Wanting and needing to Feel you near My heart yearns, My body pleads, For tonight to be more Than just dreams If only to hold you close And tight Would be more than Most other nights I miss you, Love And need you, too So now and forever Hold me to you If ever I need you, If ever at all, Would you be there If only I call? I've fallen, my love Please come to my aid For tonight and forever There is great love to be made Always and forever Truly there will be, This magnificent love I have for thee.
i lost my grandmother to alot of things and and the most important is alzimers(spelling might be wrong)i love my grand mother not only is she my last surving grandparent she was my life, now on top of that i also lost my nefew to a problem yet that i don't know, all in one weekend and with my own problems this is the worst weekend of my life this just sucks. now if you wanna help, please give to the the couse(agian i'm sorry for spelling). every thing is needed for help so solve this problem with the elderly, for anything else help them remember, thank you
Economy Corner
Economy Corner The sweet smell of a fresh spring rain hung thick in the air. It was the fragrance of cleanliness that always follows the rain. The one that always washes off the ugly grime of the world. But as Lee looked out his window, he saw the same broken down world that had existed before the rain. No, the rain hadn't changed a thing at all, just dampened it a little. What it did do was turn the dust into a dark brown mud that clinged to the streets and buildings worse than the dirt had. Down the street, beating its wings against the damp air, a pigeon fluttered to the top of the sign on the corner that read "Economy Corner." Lee pulled a match across the window sill, a small flame chased it across the tarnished wood. He cupped his hands around the match and the cigarette in his mouth, puffing white clouds of smoke. As he inhaled a breath of smoke, Lee looked back over the corner. "What
Not Too Proud Of This One. It's From High School Days
And So Shall He Suffer… And So Shall He Suffer… One dreary night I was driving on a highway that seemed to stretch right off the face of the earth and drop off into an endless, dark and cold void… This is my tale I've been driving for what seems like weeks. Yet, I've only been living out of my car for the last five days. It's been a hell of a long time since I last slept. Seventy-one hours and forty-three minutes to be exact. The longest I've been stopping for is about twenty minutes, at the most. When I do stop, I usually stock up on coffee and a lot of cheeseburgers, refuel the Bronco, and then call in to the criminal division. That's when I received an update on the case I'm working on. They usually have something new for me. I can always pick up a lead after calling in. In this particular case, I uncovered some startling new evidence. It was understood that the fugitive I was after had made a convenient stop. About seven miles aw
My Wish
I hide u in my pocket, Just like a picture in a locket, Hidden well from those that seek, To bring me down with just one peek. I have a choice to make ….its clear, While I sit in peaceful fear, I close my eyes and count to ten, I’ll pull u out, just tell me when. I long to feel u, cold as ice, Along my skin, it feels so nice, Thin and clean, i want to feel, Just how u move, begin to peel. Slide across, i'll hold u tight, Faster now, it feels so right, Show me how u carve your mark, Turn out the lights, I want it dark. I feel u now, moving along As I listen to my song, Take me deeper, all the way, Into the shame of my dark day. Weaker now, I barely move, While u finish the last groove, The red is fire, my skin feels hot, Just leave me here, I want to rot. No more eyes, upon my face, I want my wish, I’m a disgrace, Tell them that I chose to lay, Here alone, so go away. The light is warm, I see His face, They told me I would find this place, Tak
I really shouldn't write these things late at night when my happy yummy sleepy time medicene is kicking in. It has a tendency to scramble my wee brain - even more so than it has already been scrambled. Anyways, I was disappointed to learn today that "Studio 60" was officially axed by NBC. I really enjoyed that show. I thought the writing and direction was really clever. I kind of got hooked and I was bummed when it was taken off the schedule in January. But, I had hoped that it would come back on. No dice. I would have thought that with a name like Aaron Sorkin as the creator, it would have lasted. Shows what I know, I guess. Hmmmmmm...perhaps I shouldn't let that out. My side job as a "Coverage Writer" might be put in jeopardy. Someone is likely to take a script that I gave poor marks to, produce it, and make millions. They'll point out this blog as a good indication that I didn't know what the hell I was talking about. The best new show from this season? Yeah, I know, there
Only For A Moment
As I sink into the dim grey haze. When we last met is more than days For the time we share now must last years At first sight of you I kiss away your tears As the days draw nearer the haze falls low The deadening feeling comes closer Knowing soon I must go Looking into your eyes Seeing what you see Feeling what you feel As strong as our love is Only a kiss can seal After me, you will love and love again Remember my love for you can only begin I love you more and more as the days go by Moving closer to you I begin to cry Holding your body close to mine Somehow attempting to stop time Holding you in my arms so tight Hoping to make this last all night Feeling your breath hot on my face No one can ever take your place Tasting the sweet tenderness of your lips That special taste of only tour kiss The clouds around us swirl and turn The fire inside me i
Mushroomhead-simple Survival
The shadow within me The sorrow at my feet Push the colors from the make up Drop your feelings at the door Has anybody here had enough Walking in on so much more Gonna make you give up I wanna see you get up I said your the only one Whats your name Who do you love I wanna hate you kill you Treat you like ive have enough Keep breaking the shame Take away all i wanna say Regretting the day You dont believe in me Ill show you just what you wanna see The end in me Gonna lead the revival No simple Survival For me ------------------------
Havent Been Around
Sorry I havent been around... school is crazy right now. I'm there 5 days a week, 6 if you count my Saturday field class. I have classes Tuesdays, Thursdays, Fridays, and every other Saturday. Plus I TA Mondays and Wedsnesdays. And I have finals coming up. And only a week off between Spring Semester ending and Summer Session starting. Then I'll be back at school Monday-Thursday, plus probably TAing and working on our mock archaeology site. And I gotta find time to practice for my first season racing. Yay.
Finally Figured It Out....
well, everybody knows ive been goin to school for business administration....but everybody whose known me practically since birth knows ive always wanted to be a lawyer...when i went to enroll i thought that there was a bright future for me in business...well, to tell the truth i havent been really happy or had much enthusiasm for my choice in major...but ive done a lot of hard and deep thinkin and research and i also had a very deep and thought-provokin and enlightening conversation with my best-friend and ive finally figured out what i shouldve signed up for in the first, come the fall semester im goin to transfer from the school im currently enrolled in and im goin to enroll in community college and pursue what has always been a passion of goin to change my major from business administration to criminal law...woo-hoo!!! im soo happy now =)....
Rob's Diner
Rob's Diner Louis Armstrong was singing from somewhere inside the jukebox in his sandpaper against sandpaper voice. The scent of grease, coffee, and smoke embraced me as I stepped through the door. I made my way across the floor to the counter, sat down on a stool and removed my hat. From out of the kitchen, came a stout little man whose face needed a shave five days ago. "Casey! Good to see you! What'll you have?" "Hi Rob, steak and eggs, and how strong's the coffee?" "Depends on what you call strong.", he said with a smirk. "Gimme a cup then, will ya?" Rob disappeared back into the kitchen to start the food. From my pocket I retrieved a pack of Lucky's just as Rob returned with a fresh pot of coffee. "Want one?" I asked. Rob took the pack and removed a cigarette. "Didn't have a date tonight, Case?", he asked from behind a cloud of white smoke. "Yeah, I did as a matter of fact. A real gorgeous dame, too. Took her to The
What's Your Personality Type?
You Are An ESFJ The Caregiver You are sympathetic and caring, putting friends and family first. A creature of habit, you prefer routines and have trouble with change. You love being in groups - whether you're helping people or working on a project. You are good at listening, laughing, and bringing out the best in people. You would make a great nurse, social worker, or teacher. What's Your Personality Type?
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Assvertising !
Talk about the height or infact pits of advertising.... Ass-vertising would be better.... But, who is complainin.... Keep showin ladies..... sorry KODAK !! Drink to that one !!!
Weird/funny Images I Found While Browsing This Week - 05/15/07
Incubus-love Hurts
Tonight we drink to youth And holding fast to truth I don't want to lose what I had as a boy My heart still has a beat But love is now a feat (as common as a cold day in LA) Sometimes when I'm alone I wonder Is there a spell that I am under Keeping me from seeing the real thing Love hurts..... But sometimes it's a good hurt And it feels like I'm alive Love sings When it transcends the bad things Have a heart and try me 'Cause without love I won't survive. I'm fettered and abused Stand naked and accused Should I surface this one man submarine I only want the truth So tonight we drink to youth I'll never lose what I had as a boy Sometimes when I'm alone, I wonder Is there a spell that I am under Keeping me from seeing the real thing Love hurts But sometimes it's a good hurt And it feels like I'm alive Love sings When it transcends the bad things Have a heart and try me 'Cause without love I won't survive Love hurts, oh Love hurts Without lo
Trans Fat
Today I bought a little package of Dibs. Little ice cream bits covered in chocolate. Pretty good. I noticed on the package that there was 0 trans fat. That got me thinking. I have never heard of trans fat until this nation-wide health craze started. To be honest, I still don't know what one is. But apparently it's bad for me. Now until this health craze started, packages never even mentioned trans fat. So I'm thinking trans fats don't exist. Just another scare from the government so you eat healthier and live longer(to pay more taxes).And if the packages never mentioned the trans fat, does that mean that there's 0 in that too? Now, all of a sudden, there's 0 trans fat in a product that didn't have trans fat in it in the first place.
I'm frustrated will some one talk to me?!
Stabbing Westward "sometimes It Hurts"
STABBING WESTWARD LYRICS "Sometimes It Hurts" Six o'clock in the morning My head is ready to explode I can't believe I made it home alive I don't remember where I went Or what I was drinking And now it's made me sick And I'm not denying That I get this way When I try to get over you I get this way When I try to get over you Sometimes it hurts So much to lose the one you love Sometimes it hurts So much to lose the one you love I tried so hard to hate you But it only makes it all worse I only end up hating myself And as my hatred grows So do the lies It's hard to face the truth sometimes God I feel so useless God I hate myself When I try to get over you I hate myself Will I ever get over you Sometimes it hurts So much to lose the one you love Sometimes it hurts So much to lose the one you love And after all this time you'd think I'd understand the way you feel But no I only think about myself And it's driving you away I always knew it would o
Silverchair-anthem For The Year 2000 (live)
We are the youth Well take your fascism away We are the youth Apologise for another day We are the youth And politicians are so sure We are the youth And we are knocking on deaths door Never knew we were living in a world With a mind that could be so sure Never knew we were living in a world With a mind that could be so small Never knew we were living in a world And the world is an open court Maybe we dont want to live in a world Where innocence is so short Well make it up to you In the year 2000 with... Never knew we were living in a world With a mind that could be so sure Never knew we were living in a world With a mind that could be so small Never knew we were living in a world And the world is an open court Maybe we dont want to live in a world Where innocence is so short Well make it up to you In the year 2000 Build it up for you In the year 2000 Make it up to you In the year 2000 Build it up for you In the year 2000 with you Never knew we
In God We Trust
THIS IS A REPEAT MESSAGE, BUT WORTHY OF A REMINDER!! I HAVE BEEN DOING THIS FOR SOME TIME AND AM PROUD TO DO IT.... WRITE IT ON THE BACK OF YOUR ENVELOPES ! (AND ON THE FRONT, TOO!!!) You may have heard in the news that the Post Office has been forced to take down small posters that say "IN GOD WE TRUST . " The law, they say, is being violated. Anyway, I heard proposed on a radio station show, that we should all write "IN GOD WE TRUST " on the back of all our mail...after all, that is our national motto, and it's on all the money we use to buy those stamps. I think it is a wonderful idea. We must take back our nation from all the people who think that anything that offends them should be removed. If you like this idea, please pass it on. It has been reported that 86% of Americans believe in God. Therefore, I have a very hard time understanding why there is such a mess about having "In God We Trust" on our money and having God in the pledge of Allegian
Sunrise In The Saddle
In my travells I have found that there is nothing more spectacular than seeing a sunrise or sunset while ur in ur saddle.
Sleep Poetry
To Sleep O soft embalmer of the still midnight, Shutting, with careful fingers and benign, Our gloom-pleas'd eyes, embower'd from the light, Enshaded in forgetfulness divine: O soothest Sleep! if so it please thee, close In midst of this thine hymn my willing eyes, Or wait the "Amen," ere thy poppy throws Around my bed its lulling charities. Then save me, or the passed day will shine Upon my pillow, breeding many woes,-- Save me from curious Conscience, that still lords Its strength for darkness, burrowing like a mole; Turn the key deftly in the oiled wards, And seal the hushed Casket of my Soul. Keats was such a punk.
Crowded House-don't Dream It's Over (live)
There is freedom within, there is freedom without Try to catch the deluge in a paper cup Theres a battle ahead, many battles are lost But youll never see the end of the road While youre travelling with me Hey now, hey now Dont dream its over Hey now, hey now When the world comes in They come, they come To build a wall between us We know they wont win Now Im towing my car, theres a hole in the roof My possessions are causing me suspicion but theres no proof In the paper today tales of war and of waste But you turn right over to the t.v. page Hey now, hey now Dont dream its over Hey now, hey now When the world comes in They come, they come To build a wall between us We know they wont win Now Im walking again to the beat of a drum And Im counting the steps to the door of your heart Only shadows ahead barely clearing the roof Get to know the feeling of liberation and relief Hey now, hey now Dont dream its over Hey now, hey now When the world comes in
Good Girls
What is a good girl? A good girl is naughty in bed but proper out of it. A good girl will dress sexy but not like a slut. A good girl can have fun but not spread her legs for everyone. A good girl knows how to treat her girl or boy friend. So just what is a good girl she's part slut part whore but all angel yes that's what a good girl is. Caty
More Tiring Than A Monkey Knife Fight
Somewhere between headbutting God- in a completely noncompetitional and just drunken friendship way and a sandwich shift... I meant to tell everyone that I was okay. I love you miss. My dad's okay. Chipper as ever. In that quiet bean counter way of his. And I've got just enough time to get out of my clothes... and into bed. Rough day at the office. More to come. Thank Tim? Thank Ed. Did I mention though... between no lunch break, and my fourth solo-walk-in, that I really just wanted to call you? I missed the sound of your voice today- definitely didn't get my fix. But we'll live. We're tough like that. Grr - Flex - You know... because I do too.
Hot Sexual Taste
You whisper into my ear Sweet things that make me weak, Then you look into my eyes With your mysterious provocative gaze, Causing you to touch my skin To feel the burning of your flames, Caressing me with a love that is real, Then you kiss me... As I feel your wet eager lips Our hungry tongues indulging in their craving, To feel the poison... Of your blood boiling throughout your soul Sending electrify emotions Stimulating pure intoxication, As your hands flows over me; Touching every curve and every part of me... It seems I move my legs apart automatically, As you lift me on the mystical ride While my body you know I will guide, Just listen to our song Making love all night long, The flames of passion, desire and love Is taking control over us, You put your hands in my breast, As I feel a sensation so exciting, When you kiss my nipples with your eager lips Every time you do that, It gets more and more fulfilling Let me feel those sensations, As I feel yo
i Just wish for once things would work and i wish i could be a good person to many yet it seems i fail somone in it all ,everthing i try to do good in seems to fail befor my eyes i hurt thinking of 2 people i sorta lost today and it makes me wish for some serenity but then again maybe i deserve to feel pain who knows all i know is ive done my wrong and i admit to it i jus hope everthing settles out and things go back to some normace
I'm Sick Of This
This shit is getting annoying. One of my pics got marked NSFW b/c it was of my shirt and mainly my tits. I've been seeing a lot of chicks on here with their main pic with damn near nothing on. I could see the top of one chick's nipple. Why in the fuck are my pics getting marked and not their's???? If you can't see any of my skin, what makes it fair for me to have to see a lot of theirs and part of their nipple????? What in the fuck makes this fair? If my shit is gettin marked, they should have their shit marked, too!!! I mean really! The only thing I was tryin to do was show what my shirt says......but someone decided they didn't like what is in the shirt. I didn't know x-ray vision existed on here!
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Ozzy Osbourne "diary Of A Madman"
Ozzy Osbourne - Diary Of A Madman Lyrics [Daisley - Kerslake - Osbourne - Rhoads] Screaming at the window Watch me die another day Hopeless situation Endless price I have to pay Sanity now it's beyond me There's no choice Diary of a madman Walk the line again today Entries of confusion Dear diary, I'm here to stay Manic depression befriends me Hear his voice Sanity now it's beyond me There's no choice A sickened mind and spirit The mirror tells me lies Could I mistake myself for someone Who lives behind my eyes? Will he escape my soul Or will he live in me? Is he trying to get out Or trying to enter me? Voices in the darkness Scream away my mental health Can I ask a question To help me save me from myself? Enemies fill up the pages Are they me Monday 'till Sunday in stages Set me free
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Jason Beitel Strip Show Part IIIHochgeladen von Muchstrongerthanyou
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Sexy New Photos
I have uploaded a ton of new photos the one above is just a taste. Come check them out and I will be adding more in the next few days. Thank you Jami
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I've got less than an hour before i have to be at work and I'm choking down anti depressants and tequila like its the only cure for the worst hangover ever. Not to say I have a hang over. Far from it. But I'm definitely not 100%. I pop two more advil and find some percocet and all i can think about is the constant nagging feeling that nothing is where it should be. Over the course of time situations change and personality evolves. I can say with certainty that building character is pretty much what I get paid for nowadays, but when does it stop? When can I sit back and say all is good in the world. If its not concern for myself, its concern for someone or something else. I'm exhausted. mentally, physically and spiritually. i hate that I need to find that bottle of johnny Black to fake it through the weekend. In reality I don't need to but what else is left. I'm a hallow shell of everything i thought i could be. Slowly drained of every opportunity I've ever set in my sights. Is it
The Kind Of Sex I Like
You prefer Rough sex! You like it ROUGH. Hard, great, wonderful slamming sex is your type of sex. More the product of lust than love - and utterly horny - rough sex is what satisfies you. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at
Are They Really Ct Friends?
why do i have 267 friends and i actually talk to about 3? i think CT is a bunch of point whores...omg lol wtf mate you rated me a 3, i will spam all my other fake friends who have no lives to rate you down! wow, i actually had an email just like that because she was whoring for points, for digital numbers to buy little digital gifts and digital messages! i am going to start wiping out my friends list to people i actually talk to!
About Me
My name is roxy and if you've read the other posts then you know more about me than most, but there's more to me than just the pain and terror I've survived. I'm a loving person whom has tried through out my life to hold my family together but I've found that I can't...that it's not my responsibility to keep my mom & dad together, my sisters and my brothers in harmony. No the only true responsibility I have is to my kids and myself. I have an affinity for people like myself and can sense when my friends need me. I collect dragons, books, swords, and my sister says I collect people...guess I do. I live in a small town called Kentucky but I was not born or raised here, but here I have found others like myself...others that know on a spiritual level that I'm also one of the walkind dead. No not in body, but in heart and soul, frozen I guess, waiting for that one spark that may ignite an ember that may one day become the flame of life flowing inside of me again brining with it
The Ripper [erotic Short Storie]
She woke up with a start. It was one of those defining moments where your mind becomes instantly alert. Where the subconscious blends with your conscious and you are suddenly aware of much more than you have been able to notice in the few seconds of wakefulness. In those few seconds she already felt the presence of danger. There was an unfamiliar sound almost like a scratching, permeating the silent night airThere was an eerie light flickering across the ceiling. Immediately her body tensed with the alertness that adrenalin rush that fear brings. But there was something else very very wrong… In those moments of adjustment to full wakefulness, she tried to force her mind to reveal its secret but all she could focus on was the coursing sensation of fear. She tried to cry out, but the sound came out only as a throaty gurgle, Even though she was able to see light her eyes could not fully open. She felt completely oppressed, something held her down… She began to squirm force herself
Men Please Read This...
Ok, I guess men still don't realize that there are some smart women here on Earth. And not to sound too cocky but I am one of them. I am tired of the games. I am 28 years old ok? Don't think that I'm one of the little girls you are used to messing with and talking with and getting your way with. I've been thru life a bit harder than most and along the way, I've learned to see straight thru the BS. So please don't come to my page thinking you can sweet talk me and get ur way...I'm not gonna cam for you, I'm not giving you my number, I'm not gonna be your internet hoe...sorry. It's a shame that so many women with low self esteem and low self worth have to be drawn into the web of lies that you men give to them just to satisfy your needs. Look, pop a porn into the DVD player and give yourself 10 minutes of self love ok? Leave these other useless woman to themselves so they can work on their own self love and esteem. But please know that I'm all over the game so leave me out of it please.
Happiness Is What U Make It....
Happiness is the thing we lose every day that we choose to deal with negative people and situations. Happiness is not something you have to find, it is something you choose to experience...
Friend Whores
Well, I just cleaned up my friends list and got rid of all the friend whores... If you have hundreds of friends how do you keep up with all them????
May 14th Horoscope!!!
If you know a certain outcome is inevitable, why are you wasting time by pussyfooting around it? Face your fears bravely and you might just discover that the situation wasn't nearly as bad as you thought it would be. Hmmmmm. That good be a positive or a negative.. On a lighter note I watched a really funny movie tonight... School for Scoundrels.... Anybody seen it?????????
Stalkers Make Things Interesting....
Ever feel like someone is watching you, following your every move. You know that first rush of blood to your brain that you get when you feel that??? Its orgasmic.. Sometimes it can fulfil a sense of lonliness..... What do you think???
Didn't Take Long!
Well, well, well! I post one little bulletin on Myspace that Silver Diamond Promotions is back up and running, and DAMN if I don't get the messages and phone calls comin in!! I'm already booked for a big show and in the talks for several more!! With some AWESOME local and national bands!! Candlebox, Everclear, Britney Fox, just to name a few!! Whoa! This is awesome!! Wish me luck!! Or break a leg, or whateverdafuck ya say in a situation like this!! LOL Woohooo! Party like a Rockstar! Rock out with yer cock out! Metal forever baby!! XOXO Silver BTW, if ya wanna check out my business page, go to:
And Again... Sorry I Had To Do It... Yoy Know You Grew Up In The 90s If...
Just wanted to remind people of the good ole days. You're a 90's kid if: You've ever ended a sentence with the word "PSYCHE!" You can sing the rap to "The Fresh Prince Of Bel Air" You remember when Kurt Cobain, Tu Pac, River Phoenix, and Selena died. You know that "WOAH" comes from Joey from "Blossom" and that "How Rude!" comes from Stephanie from "Full House" You remember when it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons. You got super excited when it was Oregon Trail day in computer class at school. You remember reading "Goosebumps" You know the profound meaning of "Wax on, wax off" You have pondered why Smurfette was the only female smurf. You took plastic cartoon lunch boxes to school. You danced to "Wannabe" by the Spice Girls, Females: had a new motto, Males: got a whole lot gay-er. (so tell me what you want, what you really really want.) You remember the craze, then the banning of slap bracelets and slam books. You still get the urge to say "NOT" after
They Were Together Alone In The House.
How lucky could they get...... Just the two of them. It was a cold, dark, stormy night. The storm had come quickly andeach time the thunder boomed he watched her jump. She looked across the room and admired his strong appearance...and wished that he would take her in his arms, comfort her and protect her from the storm. She wanted that...more than anything. Suddenly, with a pop, the power went out... She screamed... He raced to the sofa where she was cowering. He didn't hesitate to pull her into his arms. He knew this was a forbidden union and expected her to pull back. He was surprised when she didn't resist but instead clung to him. The storm raged did their growing passion. And there came a moment when each knew that they had to be together. They knew it was wrong... Their famil
The Lonely Drive
This is just something random that came to me the other day as i was driving down the road...its not very good but i dont care...i just feel like sharing... A long empty winding road Late on a summer's night The headlights barely showing the next bend Nothing but the dashboard lights and the voices on the radio for company The wind rushing in the open window, through her hair, breezing over her flesh like a lover's caress. Pushing the petal farther toward the floor Fingers tapping on the wheel to the music that is all but drowned out by the roar of the engine. A single tear slides down her cheek. Then more begin the blur her vision as thoughts blur her mind. Pushing the car faster yet. Trying to run from... A figure on the road, the screech of tires, the deadly thud of a body. Coming around to gaze into the lifeless eyes of the lover who abandoned her. ...the fate that she would run into him again.
Hmm Good Test
Greed:Medium  Gluttony:Medium  Wrath:Very High  Sloth:Low  Envy:Medium
1. What Is your natural hair color? dark brown 2. Where was your default pic taken? on my couch. 3. What is your middle name? Classified. 4. Your current relationship status? Very confused. I guess im mentally taken, yet still single. SOmthing like that. 5. Honestly, does your crush like you back? She says she does, some days i believe it, some days i dont. 6. What is your current mood? Confused. To the max. 7. What color underwear are you wearing? plad! 8. What makes you happy? Being with her. 10. If you could go back in time, and change something what you would change? I would have not messed around with credit cards. 11. If you MUST be an animal for ONE day- what would you be? A male duck billed platypus. 12. Ever had a near death experience? Maybe, i dunno. 13. Something you do a lot? Think. 14. What's the name of the song stuck in your head right now? Better than me-hinder. 15. Who did you copy and paste this from? Adam. 16.
New Album!! Chevy Camaros!!
One Of Those Days
Tell me that you never cared that you never gave a f*ck tell me I was useless to you that I only brought you bad luck, say that you never loved me that you never cared a bit so I can feel the same way and get over all of this sh*t tell me I am nothing, hurt me like you did before hurt me so much that I wont feel pain anymore tell me that you used me just for a piece of skin, make me hate you like I want to so all of my healing can begin. Shatter my heart into a billion peices then set it on fire tell me when you said you loved me you were being a liar, murder my soul with a rusty dagger drown my innocence in blood chop my sanity up while your at it shove my concience into the mud, I never want to love again love is for the blind it's only for people who cant see this feeling just f*cks with your mind
Inside Out
Down into a big black hole I fell Twilight's hell revealed Swarming down my own mistakes God help me I'll do what ever it takes Sacrifice my own spilt blood For eternal glory with my love Pray for forgiveness with remorse Fall to my knees with bleeding tears Rain, rain cover my face Today it was disgraced Violated by most part Killing my beatless heart Swerving on a curvless road Trying to find my own way home Throwing up blood and gore Blackened and ugly is how I feel Torn in and out once more 6 feet under is where I should be Far away from my broken skin You wretched bitch Burn with me Gain my scars along your wrist Does it feel like eternal bliss Lonely I travel Day by day Endless street, lead me to deceit From my noose I hang in shame After all of the childish games
im turning my blogs into my poetry space hehe what do would i do if i never met u? how would i have gone on without you inspiration? Everyday, you make me happier and happier and dont even realize it. I dont ever remember feeling anything like this with all the rest. Is it true, can it be real? I have never given my heart away so easily. but you had to break the walls down. i was so tired of being hurt i didnt wanna feel anylonger. i didnt think i could handle it my walls was my security. im still scared as hell that somehow im going to mess everything up but for now im trying to let the insecurities go and enjoy every moment i get to spend with you i love ya more than words could ever say ok so im still working on this one..but its a start hehe =)~
Military Spouses
"If the military had wanted you to have a spouse, they would have issued you one." Remember those words? Well, that was then and this is now. America's military has realized and acknowledged the significance of the military spouse. In 1984 President Reagan proclaimed the Friday before Mother's Day of each year to be Military Spouse Appreciation Day. It is your day to stand up and be honored. For the times you've stood and watched a ship sail from the harbor, an aircraft disappear into the clouds, or a truck convoy pull out of sight, not sure when they would return, we thank you. For the countless household moves you've made from a place you know to one that's strange and different -- often by yourself -- we thank you. For the families you've held together, for the anniversaries, birthdays, and holidays you've celebrated alone, we thank you. For the hand you've extended to another military spouse when the need was there, truly creating a military family, we thank you
Love My Soldier
If you're not in love with a soldier, you can't know adventure. You don't know smelly gray PT uniforms that require a daily washing. You can't understand green and brown camouflaged bags flooding your bedroom floor. They may seem like they are just thrown around, but move one thing the night before an important layout and expect to hear about it. If you're not in love with a soldier, you can't understand the meaning of the phrase "going to the field" and the weeks you spend away from each other. If you're not in love with a soldier, you can't understand what it's like to have company every weekend who you will soon refer to as your "children" and they will need to be fed, so figure them into your grocery bill. You will need to teach them that you can't fit 3 hampers of clothes into the washing machine at the same time, and that whites and darks are not washed together. If you're not in love with a soldier, you can never imagine the hole in your heart when that phone call co
Secret To Longer Sex
Two old ladies were chatting one day. They were talking about this and that and the subject finally got around to sex. The first old lady said she enjoyed sex all the time, and just as much as ever. The second old lady was surprised and asked her what her secret was. The first old lady said when she hears her husband pulling the car into the garage she hurries and takes a shower, jumps into bed and throws her feet up over her head. When her husband comes into the bedroom he gets turned on and has his way with her. The second old lady decides to try this approach so that night when she heard her husband coming home, she takes a quick shower, jumps into bed and throws her feet up over her head. Her husband comes into the bedroom takes one look and says, Jeez.... Maude, comb your hair and put your teeth in.
Yes Deal With My Complaints,someone Has To Besides Me..
K so...yes..i'm single but guess what? I despise it! My one night stand thing was fun but's not something i'm in to. I have gone on a date recently..and it sucked. The guy wasn't as interesting as I thought he was. There was no 'click' and I felt bad cause I think he is still interested in me but i'm not feeling it. If there isn't a click then I can't just force myself to be interested. I'm sorry but that's how it is with me. That's how it is for probably everyone. I'm frustrated and tired of playing the same role of being the single one. I go out and have fun with friends and that's fine. I am just bored with the fact that everyone else has that someone though. I've been single more in my life than taken. When I go out with friends they want me to go to the movies with them or something and well I end up feeling like the third wheel. That does get old after a while ya know. They get all cute and affectionate in front of me and all it does is make me jealous. I know I shouldn'
My Childhood
Asleep in the bed dreaming what kids dream about, something wakes you up you start to shout. Then you see your daddy, you think he's there to hold, instead he slaps you silly says "Do what you are told." He tears off your panties and you begin to cry "If you make a sound" he says "Then you'll have to die." Then you start to struggle as you feel him touch you there but you can not get away, is this a nightmare? I thought that he loved me, my daddy hurt me instead, used me like a little whore, I wished I was dead. So I went to the basement and climbed up on the shelves, put the wires around my neck so I could kill myself. If only he hadnt found me, if only he hadnt took me down, I'd be free of the nightmares, why did he cut me down? Then he started selling me to anyone with a beer, his own litte daughter now lives in fear. I'm 37 years old now and still the nightmares reign, the terror of innocense lost, the crushing, horrifing pain.
Your Number
Which is your magic number and what it says about you? BOYS and GIRLS Number Seven: The Lonely.Personality: Tranquility and reflection are the things you search the most in every moment and aspect of your life, you are often thinking about your goals to achieve and your life.Love: You have hard time having a relationship because youre often reserved, but who ever gets to know you, can instantly fall in love with you.Youre calling: Science and philosophy are good paths for your future.Please rate, you are just a click away to make a quiz maker happy!!Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code
Just Me
I just posted some pics on my page. It tells some about me. Hope you look and tell me what you think!!
Want Something To Whine About? How About This!
the new 'xyzs friend joe walked into the bar' alerts are generated from your friends when they invite someone who joins and uploads a photo. don't want to see when your friends invite their own friends? take them off your god damned friends list. oh wait, you get a giant boner about having thousands of random names on your friends list that you never even talk to? well, here's a news flash for you: you're an idiot. if you don't like it, you'll find a nice warm and fuzzy delete profile link on your profile settings page. please, do us a favor and take your ass somewhere else... maybe myspace so you can hang out with your 12 year old cousin and his buddies. thanks! -mike ps: werd to my homies in the trenches! pps: i admit-- i made a new years resolution to be kindler and gentler, and i've failed. the old mike is back.. put on your helmets
Does it really matter if I have a scar on my face, does it scare you to think that I'm not perfect not pretty, an blase? Well I know it's a sight and that you always turn away that you dont want me no-more that I hide from the day. If I'm not what you want now then please let me go.... let me have my solitude leave me to be alone. For what is left for me besides being tossed aside it's better for you to leave and for me to forever hide. I cry now at the site of the freak I've become and know in my heart that I'm better off alone. forced tears no gentle goodbyes you've done enough damage so why stay an lie? You take your leaving and I'll say that your gone out of my heart, my life, where you can do no more harm.
Come In Take A Seat And Injoy
If Only
He blew in like the wind On a warm October night Carefree and wild With his smile, his charm, And those deep eyes you could swim in He tousled my hair and caressed my skin, Covering every inch of me, Whispering sweet nothings into my ear, And I believed them to be true At once, the sky turned gray and unstable, Forcing me to find refuge away from him, To let go of him for my own safety Just as suddenly, the air was clear and stagnant, For he was gone, swept away by the same wind that blew him in If only I could have made him stay, Held on tighter, been more than I was If only I hadn’t been foolish enough, Foolish enough to believe the stories, the fantasies Foolish enough to believe that he could be caught But like the wind, he slipped through my fingers
To One And One Only
You know I never said anything to you. Not one word. I left you alone because I thought you deserved that respect. But now you want to come around disrespecting me? I've done nothing to you. Now you wanna come around and pull this shit? What did you think I would be scared? Or that I would back down just cuz you showed up? You got another thing coming. You don't know me very well. Oh you mad now? Wanna hit me? Do it! Do it! Do it damn it, make me bleed, beat me from here to hell and back again. But I tell you now you're gonna have to kill me. You're gonna have to fucking kill me. You hear me!!!!!!!!! As long as I can take in a bit of air I'll keep fighting. Yes you damn right I care that much. I fought and overcome much worse than you could ever even dream of. So bring it damn b/c when it's all said and done I will die for it and be happy about it, b/c that's what I said I would do. So you wanna fight bring it damn it, cuz this is me staring you straight in the eye, who do you think wi
Katie...for My Little Girl...
With tears in my eyes I walk out the door. Not exactly like others before. This time for sure I know I'm not coming back. My dear sweet girl, I know I must be crazy. To leave you this way is what I must do. Take care of yourself and be kind to others too. I love you more than words can express my deepest regrets Goodbye and god bless.
Whers Your Magic Spot?
Where is your magic spot? You are an undeniable and inevitable romantic witch! You dream with long beautiful dresses or silk robes and with a modern prince, that one day will go down on his knees to ask for your hand in marriage. An impressive living room or maybe ball room of a castle is the ideal place to express your personality. A place separated from this world, where you can refuge yourself surrounded by the love of those who you love and your closest friends. Your phrase: The world can wait!Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code
I have been drumming for a number of years and have taken on the task of making drumming accessible to others. Here I hope to share what it means to me to live with the spirit of the drum. In the last few years, the popularity of drumming has spread, so that one can hardly go to any festival or gathering without hearing the beat of the drums. Drum circles have sprung up across the country, in cities and small towns, meeting monthly or weekly, for men, women, or open to all. People from all walks of life have embraced the drum as a sacred part of their lives. Why do I drum? First of all drumming is fun. Fun is an essential part of the human experience. In play we connect to the child within, and gain access to openness, wonder, and an innocence that allows us to see the world in a different light. Drumming has some very powerful physiological effects. Sustained drumming increases the heart rate and blood flow, resulting in the "high" common to any aerobic exercise. There are al
In Life All Things Lead To Pain
The sun is setting in the west, that time has come again. I can feel the fear clawing, tearing, fighting to be revealed. Not long now..the pain will begin tears will collect & try to pour. The fear of what is going to happen when he comes through that door. First the words that slice the soul, then the anger that lends him stregnth, finally the pain thats been unleashed, the beating that goes on at length. Then the fear quickens in your heart for the worst is yet to start.... when he realizes what he's done... and HE starts to fall apart. He cries and begs your forgiveness Says it will never happen again.... But the fear in your heart cries out, " This shit will never end. "
What's A Good Name ?
I write and I write till the words become blurry. How can I tell my love not to hurry? It takes time to open my heart. That is what I've been saying to you... from the start.
What Is The Sweat Lodge?
The number of volcanic(preferably) rocks heated in the flames depends on the one who is pouring the water in the lodge and the type of sweat which is occurring. The one who pours the water initiates the prayers and often sings songs. The steam rises from herbs and water poured on the grandfathers. There are as many types of lodges today as there are those who pour the water for the sweats. The rite of the sweat lodge utilizes all the Powers of the universe: earth and the things that grow from the earth, water, fire, and air. When we use the water in the sweat lodge we should think of Spirit who is always flowing, giving power and life to everything. We should even be as water which is lower than all things, yet stronger even than the rocks. The sweat lodge is made from twelve or sixteen young willows, and these too have a lesson to teach us, for in the fall their leaves die and return to the earth, but in the spring they come to life again. So too, men die but live again
The Legend Of The Sacred Pipe
Many years ago, the White Buffalo Calf Woman came to visit the Lakota people. Before her arrival, the Lakota were in distress. There was widespread famine and starvation. The Sioux Nations fought amongst themselves, and were in danger of extinction. Legend says that she first appeared to two Lakota men who were hunting for food. A figure appeared on the horizon, and as it came closer, looked like a white buffalo calf. As the hunters readied their bows, the figure was transformed into a beautiful woman. One of the braves made an improper advance toward the woman. When he touched her, his flesh melted from his bones. The other man dropped to his knees before her in prayer. The woman explained to him who she was, the White Buffalo Calf Woman, and would come to visit his people, bringing with her a sacred bundle. She commanded him to return to his village and have the people prepare for her visit. The young man, returning to his village, was able to convince his people to do the nece
what would I do for you, to show you that I care, what would I give to you, if only you where here?, what would I do eachday, to show my love for you, only thing that comes to mind, is EVERYTHING...
As I sit here writing through the tears. The tears of a lost soul scorned by a love gone. A love so spiteful I bleed just thinking of her.
Good Day Crazy Day Killer Hot Sause
Sooo today was not bad at all kinda good even lots done ... school was good the boys didnt talk to me much but the ones in my class never do ... the ones in the other classes r great a guy from 3rd term looked over my cityproject and he told me it was awsome and my movent was great and fade ins were awsome and atttenion to the lil things was def good and i thought of stuff most ppl dont ,,,, :D i felt good i had hot sause u need to sign a wavier to eat lol and the guy was thinking ohhh she wasnts spice i show her and he was shocked i the 1st peerson who didnt cry when they ate it :P it was good
Imagine A Mother
Imagine a mother who believes she belongs in the world A mother who celebrates her own life. Who is glad to be alive. Imagine a mother who celebrates the birth of her daughters. A mother who believes in the goodness of her daughters. Who nurtures their wisdom. Who cultivates their power. Imagine a mother who celebrates the birth of her sons. A mother who believes in the goodness of her sons. Who nurtures their kindness. Who honors their tears. Imagine a mother who turns toward herself with interest. A mother who acknowledges her own feelings and thoughts. Whose capacity to be available to her family deepens Imagine a woman in love with her own body. as she is available to herself. Imagine a mother who is aware of her own needs and desires. A mother who meets them with tenderness and grace. Who enlists the support of respectful friends and chosen family. Imagine a mother who lives in harmony with her heart. A mother who trusts her impulses to expand and contrac
The Mask And The Angel...
As the mask burns into my skin, she calms my soul. As the rage burns into my heart, she brightens my dark. As the mask hides my pain, she loves me more. As the mask bares my soul, she comes and sets me free.
The Dillemma Of A Virgin
Some times un expectantly, something will happen that will bring an old memory flooding back, that captures the emotion and feeling. Well something happened to me last night that reminded me so clearly of the days when I was a virgin student nurse. Wanting so desperately to rid myself of that cloak. Intercourse is an easy thing to do you just lay back open your legs and let someone else do it! I mean nothing could be more simple as an act so to speak for a woman. Looking back I wondered why I labored that battle for so long. In my group of student nurses I was the only one, hindered by the virginity mantle. I could do heavy petting no problem a little bit of touching, yesssss loved it but to go all the way? No Way! It was like there was a chain around my neck pulling me in the opposite diection Several times I decided that it would be best just to get it over and done with and planned it in a cold calculated decision and situation. Twice went to a room with the chosen “virgin de
i never realized how much i could miss something i couldnt see....i told my boys about their brother/sister that never was. hard to explain to them but they came across the baby book last week..i felt i owed them an explanation of why there are three and not just two. my oldest has the biggest heart of any child i have ever seen...when i told him the story he cried...about broke my heart but i knew one day i would eventually tell them. just didnt want to so soon after divorce they have been through enough without me adding more for them to deal with. today he told me that his sister was in heaven pouring the rain out and putting the stars up at night. i have always believed that about its no surprise he probably got that from me saying it to him when they lost their grandmother (nana). i asked him how he knew it was a girl....he replied "mommy i know the baby was a girl cause you wanted one"....all i could do was hug him....
Soul Of Mine...
I want for my love to feel my soul. To reach deep inside my heart and embrace life. Bring true freedom inside my soul. Set me free fo both misery and pain. Release my anger for all those hurting me. To shed this mask... this mask which hides my soul.
Your Zodiac sign and its personality - How close to truth - Boys and Girls. Cancer (Jun 21 - July 22) Symbol: the cardinal/water sign (Dominated by the Moon)Day of the week: MondayStone: Pearl, Emerald, Opal Colors: Gray, Silver, WhiteFlower: Jasmine, Iris, GardeniaMetal: Silver Essence: Mint, Lila Animal: Hare, Cat, Swan Characteristics:Cancerians get things done through the power of their emotional commitment. They have a continuous one to alternate of melancholy and joy. The natural ones of this one sign are sweet, preservative, capricious, enigmatic, fantasists. They love luxury, the trips, and the house that in many occasions is adorned with as much traditional old and peculiar objects as of the past. They fear the uncertainty of the future and the new thing, and in addition they hate the violence in all his aspects. Extremely timid, possessive and romantic, they tend to be united to the people whom they love. Not only do they aggressively work to accomplish the goals ins
Your Never Alone
YOU'RE NEVER ALONE © KC You're never alone, I'm always here, When your troubled, down or blue. All you have to do is call me, I'm always here for you. It doesn't matter where I'm at, It doesn't matter when. When you need someone to talk to, I'm here to be your friend. If you need someone to hold your hand, or a hug to say I care. If you need a shoulder to cry on, for you I will be there. So never think you are a burden, when the weight gets to be to much. You might find if look hard enough, a good friend could be the right touch. You're never alone, I'm always here, through the good times and the bad. I'm always here to be your friend
So today it rained like crazy and my street flooded at one end, I was trying to get out but ran into like 8 inches of water. So I had to go around the block. You can see the pics in my crazy shit folder.
For Those, A Name On The Wall...
For those, a name on the wall. Letters in glass. Photos of your face. Tears upon mine. I thank you so, Your name on a wall. Medals in a hall. You are neither forgotten nor lost. Come home to those who love you. Forgive those who left and those who forget. How you died for us. Defending the ideals we all needed to believe. Those who's name is on the wall, the wall of those missing or dead. From a war we cannot forget.
You've Got To See These
Okay guys, now I have your attention...I've got a little over 15,000 to go to level up. PLEASE, come help me out. I REALLY want to reach the next level, so they will let me add a few more pictures. I just recieved some new pictures of my two beautiful granddaughter, Eva, and Lilly, that live in Australia...I REALLY WANT TO SHARE THEM WITH YOU! So..come rate me, fan me, add me, and don't forget all my pictures and over 1,900 stash items to rate and comment! THANKS SO MUCH FOR ALL OF YOU THAT HELP!
It's not worth my time to worry about all of you that have chosen to "delete" me from your life because I have found the man for me. Do as you must for I have come to realize two things...In the first place, those that are parting ways were not true friends to begin with or they would be happy that I have found someone. In the second place, you never really wanted anything from me but cyber anyhow...which doesn't surprise me as it is the internet after all. To those that have chosen to remain in contact with me (and are happy that I found someone) I thank you. You've proven what a true friend is!
The Most
Whatever space you're in, seek to fill it with positive energy and light. Whatever task you're doing, approach it as if it is the most important and fulfilling job you've ever done. Treat each person with whom you interact as the most highly respected person in the world. Look upon every experience as the most valuable experience you've ever had. Those who find the most meaning and fulfillment in life are those who give the most to each moment, to each person and each activity. The world in which you live is the world that your choices create. The most valuable opportunities are those to which you give the best of your attention, effort and commitment. The luckiest people are those who choose to create their own good luck. Every situation is a situation to which you can add value. Every moment is a moment to which you can offer love, beauty and positive purpose. Do you wish to get the most out of life? Then choose to be the most positively alive.
A Peaceful Mind
There is enormous power in peace. Seek to let your mind be filled with peace, and your life will benefit greatly. Worry wastes your precious time, resentment destroys your effectiveness and anxiety drains your energy. A peaceful mind, on the other hand, puts you firmly in control and out of the reach of the world's negative distractions. Peace comes easily and naturally when you stop fighting against what is. Accept the reality of this moment, let go of the need to need, and experience the peace that is already here. Peace is what you find when you let go of everything else. Peace requires no real effort other than the realization that you already have it. Beneath the noise, beneath the chatter, there is beauty, and there is peace. Visualize your concerns as moving quickly away from you, until they disappear into nothingness. Empty your mind of the stressful thoughts, and peace will fill the space left behind. Be at peace, and every thought, every action, every moment wi
Dare To Dream
The main thing that keeps an objective out of reach is your assumption that you cannot reach it. You're able to do precisely what you expect to be able to do. Are there dreams that you dare not to dream because you've decided that you cannot attain them? If so, then your negative expectation has become a self-fulfilling prophecy. Before you abandon or downgrade your most treasured dreams, consider this. When your goal is personally meaningful and compelling, you can achieve it, whatever it may be. You are never too old or too young, too rich or too poor, to direct the energy of your life toward a compelling objective. Life is about making a difference, and that's something you can do no matter what your circumstances may be. There is somewhere you truly wish to go, something you sincerely desire to achieve, right this very moment. Take the time to find it, commit yourself to it, and make the effort to make it happen. Your dreams represent some of the most valuable gifts
Path To Victory
From this moment, there is a path that leads toward victory and another path that leads toward defeat. Which path is your awareness focused upon? Each pathway is equally valid, equally realistic, and equally accessible. Which path have you chosen to follow? The particular circumstances of this moment don't really matter that much. What matters is what you decide to do with what you have right now. Know, without a doubt, that there is a very real path that goes from where you are now to where you would most like to be. Know it and you will surely see it. Always, there is hope, for always you can take a step forward. Step by step, you can work your way to any place you choose. Get yourself on the path that leads to victory, to accomplishment and fulfillment of your most deeply held purposes. That path is surely here right now, ready for you to take the next step.
The Spirit
Whats inside your soul? Boys and Girls (PICS) You are very passionate and quite temperamental. While you can be moody, you always crave comfort. You are a very grounded, responsible, and realistic person. People may not want to hear the truth from you, but they're going to get it. Sometimes is needed just try to be considerate when you do it. You believe that people see you for how you are, not how you look. But deep down, you know that's not exactly true.Your near future is still unknown, and a little scary. You'll get through wild times - and you'll textually enjoy it. You love fighting and accomplishing things. For you, falling in love has never been easy. You can only fall for someone who is very patient and persistent. Who really show you love and be with you no matter what. You're like me YAY!!! we should be friends.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code
Just Because You Can
This day is not happening to you. It is happening through you. The way you see the world does not merely affect what you think and feel about all that is going on. The way you see the world determines how the world will be. Your thoughts are not just momentary flashes that disappear once you are finished with them. They are powerful forces that give energy and direction to life. The events and situations that come your way are not just random occurrences. There is a reason why you have put yourself in a position to experience them. The things that are possible are the things that you imagine and expect to be possible. Raise your imagination and your expectations to new levels, and the world follows right along. This day is happening because you are here to live it. Make it truly grand and exquisitely beautiful, just because you can.
Magical Moment
Think of this moment as your greatest blessing. For this moment connects you to, and surrounds you with, all your many other blessings. The sights, the sounds, the textures and feelings in this moment provide endless levels of richness for you to explore and experience. The thoughts you have in this moment can carry you to any place, any time and any possibility you dare to imagine. Whatever fulfillment you seek begins in this moment. All the goodness you have known is alive with you right here and now. This moment is ripe with opportunity. It is the magical stage upon which you can act to truly make a difference. The whole of the universe in its unimaginable vastness comes together in this moment. And you are now here to focus that value, through your thoughts and actions, toward beautiful positive purpose. Here is this moment, a great gift that is now being born all around you. You know what to do.
Successful At Success
You will definitely succeed at something today. What exactly will it be? Whatever you most sincerely believe and expect, you will succeed in creating. Whatever you focus your thoughts and energy upon cannot help but become real for you. There is no doubt that you will succeed today at making a difference in the world. The question is, what difference will you choose to make? Perhaps the choices you have made in the past have not brought you any degree of satisfaction of fulfillment. But that doesn't mean you must settle for a life that's dismal and unfulfilling. Because you are free and able right now to set new priorities, to make different, more positive choices. Instead of being successful at failure, you can choose to be successful at success. Every moment of every day, you succeed at creating the reality in which you live. Choose now to use that power in a positive, meaningful, fulfilling way.
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More To The Longing Story
I wrote a blog about longing recently. I want to add a few things for I was very upset when I wrote it. I have an absolute perfect life. Everyone I love is happy and healthy. I have a great marriage and great kids. I am doing excellent in school. So I don't want that blog to be a pity thing, because most people would kill for my life because its great and I am happy. But back to the longing part what I was trying to say is that I long and yearn for something so much it makes my heart ache. And as much as I realize logically I have everything a person needs, this is something that is almost a calling and if I can't have it I will wonder what my purpose in this life was. I am sorry to be vague about what I long for, it is very personal, private and close to my heart and as everyone knows somethings are best kept a secret. It belongs in my soul and to express what it is would be wrong. I do promise this when I get it (if I do get it) I will tell everyone in a blog hell I will shout from
When you consider it to be a beautiful day, it is. When you believe that you are happy, you are. Expect to find an answer, and you will. Know that something is possible for you, and it surely comes about. Your perceptions do not merely reflect an objective, unresponsive reality over which you have no control. Your perceptions shape the reality that you experience. The way you see your life has a great influence on the way your life unfolds. How are you choosing to see your life? Your perceptions shine a light upon the world around you. The world that you actually experience depends on how and where you shine that light. How do you most sincerely wish for this day, this life, this world to be? What you choose to see is what you will cause to be.
Everything in your life has an influence and an interaction with everything else. Make an improvement in one area of your life, and many other areas will benefit. Everything in your world is interconnected. Create value in one place, and that value casts its light in additional places as well. Your positive thoughts and actions often have immediate and direct results. They also have indirect results that can continue far beyond the obvious. A small kindness offered to just one person can end up benefiting countless others. The love you give will always, in ways that you may never even realize, come back to you. Success and fulfillment do not occur in isolation. You'll receive no great benefit from being positive about only a few things if you take a negative approach in other areas. Instead, focus all your awareness and intention in a positive, fulfilling direction. Then, all the many connections will organize in such a way as to move you quickly forward. -- Ralph Mar
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Why God Gave Us Friends
Why GOD Gave Us Friends GOD knew that everyone needs Companionship and cheer, He knew that people need someone Whose thoughts are always near. He knew they need someone kind To lend a helping hand. Someone to gladly take the time To care and understand. GOD knew that we all need someone To share each happy day, To be a source of courage When troubles come our way. Someone to be true to us, Whether near or far apart. Someone whose love we'll always Hold and treasure in our hearts. That's Why GOD Gave Us Friends! Author Unknown COOL MySpace Comments
anyone that goes fan this person will get flashy hearts sent to a person of ur choice if u fanned her already u do not qualify ...and hello i been away im working on another song and video for next sunday
Cleain Up A Few Things...
I went thew Friend,family,fans and fans of and looks like i have some 980 ppl on all the list. But after deleteing all the non-pic one (stick face pics) i know have 875 ppl on the lists. Would thats alot of ppl. ANd 105 ppl i had w/no pic of anykind. Sorry if it was u, hope to chat w/u again.
Just Walk Away....
Just walk away.... you said it 2night u win ur right i give up i no longer wanna fight we will no longer talk like we did 2day we will both just walk away.... you dont gotta call please dont check up on me at all we just gotta take it n stand tall im sorry i never ment 4 u 2 fall.... 4 me again... i dont really kno where to begin i loved you i still love you im pretty sure you still knew im so hurt i dont kno what 2 do im sooo happy for u 2 good luck with ur life boo..... i kno u read this im sorry for everything good luck with ur relationship n everything but ya we will talk again.......1day.......muah......
Thank You, Mom
THANK YOU, MOM Thank you, mom for everything, everything you do, Thank you, mom for being there, when i was feeling blue, Thank you, mom for teaching me, things from right from wrong, Thank you, mom for not giving up, and always staying strong, Thank you, mom for rasing me, to be this spiecal girl, Thank you, mom for keeping me, safe from this dangerous world, Thank you, mom for showing me, how to do this and that, Thank you, mom for putting up with me, when i'd act like a total brat, Thank you, mom for being there, every step of the way, Thank you, mom for listening, to whatever i had to say, Thank you, mom for helping me, when i'd have a really tough time, Thank you, mom for being yourself, i knew
Good Stuff
april 17th My Lil man son come home to me after 3 1/2 yrs oh he has made me smile laugh cry soo much... so awesome to have him back. He makes my every day brighter and sunnier to see his smiles, get his hugs and kises and hear him say " I LOVE YOU MUM" & GLAD TO B HOME WITH YOU... something i learnt they always come home sooner or later when they know its good for them... This young man of mine just made a Happy MAMA... meow :)
Not Willing To Give Up A Friend!
Well, since my last blog I've had lots of time and lots of restless nights to think about things I shouldn't think about!In the last blog, I talked about a person that I am so crazy about,but I couldn't figure out if I wanted to risk all that we have togather or not! I have decided that although a relationship would be great, It may or may not last! The friendship that we have is always going to be there!That is what is the most important thing to me! The thought of this person not being in my life because I was to dumb to face reality is a little more than I think I could handle!I think that as time goes on, this person will see that I can be the best friend that anyone could ask for. This person already knows more about me then the people that have known me for years! I hope when this person reads this, this person can see that I really do know what's important in my life!! Hopefully, my next blog will be on a differnt subject! But, I had to get this off of my chest as it is easier t
Emily Dickinson
AN ALTERED LOOK ABOUT THE HILLS by: Emily Dickinson (1830-1886) N altered look about the hills; A Tyrian light the village fills; A wider sunrise in the dawn; A deeper twilight on the lawn; A print of a vermilion foot; A purple finger on the slope; A flippant fly upon the pane; A spider at his trade again; An added strut in chanticleer; A flower expected everywhere; An axe shrill singing in the woods; Fern-odors on untravelled roads,-- All this, and more I cannot tell, A furtive look you know as well, And Nicodemus' mystery Receives its annual reply. COME SLOWLY, EDEN! by: Emily Dickinson (1830-1886) OME slowly, Eden! Lips unused to thee, Bashful, sip thy jasmines, As the fainting bee,
Uss New York Built With World Trade Center Steel
With a year to go before it even touches the water, the Navy's amphibious assault ship USS New York has already made history. It was built with 24 tons of scrap steel from the World Trade Center. USS New York is about 45 percent complete and should be ready for launch in mid-2007 . Katrina disrupted construction when it pounded the Gulf Coast last summer, but the 684-foot vessel escaped serious damage, and workers were back at the yard near New Orleans two weeks after the storm. It is the fifth in a new class of warship designed for missions that include special operations against terrorists. It will carry a crew of 360 sailors and 700 combat-ready Marines to be delivered ashore by helicopters and assault craft. "It would be fitting if the first mission this ship would go on is to make sure that bin Laden is taken out, his terrorist organization is taken out," said Glenn Clement, a paint foreman. "He came in through the back door and knocked our towers down and (the New York)
Happy Mothers Day Momma
well momma its another mothersday came and gone but u were not forgotten. i missed u alot i missed being able to take u to eat and hold ur hand and kiss ur cheek and tell u i love you. but im sure u already know that. we miss u alot and know u are dancing with the angels in heaven. but its ok momma i know that someday we will be together again and when we meet again im gonna wrap u in my arms and never let u go. we will be together again but this time it will be forever. i know that in my life how long that will be that u will never be forgotten. i will always remember the times we shared as mom and son and those memories will stay with me till i grow old and die. we all miss u and love u so very much. but i just wanted to take this time to say happy mothersday momma and i love u. and have not now and never will forget u. i dedicate this blog to my momma HAPPY MOTHERS DAY MOMMA I LOVE U FOREVER LOVE YOUR SON BILL
This One Moment
The stars shine brightly In the darkened night time sky I stare at our flickering star That shines the brightest of all Every moment we've spent together Came rushing to my mind I fall asleep smiling I can feel your arms around me Squeezing the breath out of me I can hear your every breath in my ear I know your every thought I feel your every heart beat The thump against my back I can feel your body Wrapped around me You're embracing me in your smell The smell of your sweet sweat I can feel your grip on me Get tighter on my waist I close my eyes for a short second Took in the moment Opened my eyes once again All the feelings were gone You weren't there anymore But I could feel the sweat from your hands Still on my arm I looked around my moon-lit room No one in plain sight I figured it a dream Until you broke from the shadows Face lit up by moon and smile My smile grew big as you crawled back in Then is when I knew This fantasy will never end
Okay people keep asking me am I throwing gang signs (lmfao) in my primary pic. Which obviously any gangster would know , no. And yet its So Obviously not a big fuck you.. (or is it?) So I decided first person to tell me what is the story of SUFI Gets my phone number. My real one.. No shit. Not what it is... But the story of what started SUFI. and ya just might win me. Starting now.
I Want To Go Away...
There are times when I feel as if I don't belong... Adrift from some other place... A once radiant garden... Now lost to hollow shadows... I see it in the back of my minds eye... "Before you know I will be waiting all awake"
The Bed Of Endless Dreams
I lay down at night Upon the bed of endless dreams I close my eyes And the fantasies begin Every moment Smile Laugh Or heart beat Seems so real In the bed of endless dreams Every kiss on the neck Every peck on the lips Every smooch on the cheek All feel so real In the bed of endless dreams Try not to think When you drift asleep Because what you think about Is what you dream about In the bed of endless dreams Nightmares turn to love stories Drama turns to comedy Light turns to dark And hatred turns to love In the bed of endless dreams Lay your weary head On the pillow of hopes Cover your self With the blanket of peace And never have harsh dreams again No tossing or turning No one is uncomfortable No one wakes in the middle of the night On the bed of endless dreams Nightmares are vanished Fantasies are welcome Goblins and monsters are shooed Angels and cupid himself can walk in as they please A kiss here Then reality kicks in Cuddle
We Just Had One!
might not be a big deal to those in the country that get them all the time, but just before I made this, I felt a pretty good earth tremor, everything shook!! We almost never get them here in Pennsylvania, wow!!
Beginning Of The End... 3rd Day
Hollow hands Oh fate, why did you prized my lonesome eyes with her beauty? And love, tell me, why did you engraved perishable dreams and hopes into my reality? Was it fun to play the cruel game of Not Meant To Be, or was it just to see if we bleed? She is drifting away beyond my present reach, and I am anchored, with the seductive taste of memories, to the fountain of her love that once used to overflow with passion to ease my thirst and heal my wounds. But my arms were to narrow to embrace the distance... Now the spring is dry, and filled with ashes of her candle-lit face T hese are the whisper within this verse E rected by hollow hands by my curse A nd the words turn into a sacred mirror R eflecting the end as it gets nearer. D ews of my fallen angel's sadness R aining steadily in my madness. O rnaments of orphaned vows, P romises that will now never arouse S lowly melting away... Falling through the ceiling of my empty room, hi
Beginning Of The End... 2nd Day
The illusionist I am kneeling, crawling on the ground bleeding, drowning and praying as being laughed and kicked at everywhere I turn. Yet my knees are unbent I stand my ground strong and clean. The salt of sorrow washed upon my face too may times as I am thinking how would it feel, just to be in the dream of Someone's dreams, yet these eyes are dry, reflecting kindness as I pay attention to your life with great care Forlorn and thoughtless I cannot be! I must maintain the illusion who and what I am supposed to be, so that you can see the world in sweet vistas as your delicate young fingers, that are not quite ready to mold the future into a better place yet, threads themselves into my hands and fill me up with unconditional love Although, there are parts of me that are not complete and there is a sinner inside me seeking and asking so much more than this verse ever can carve into my readers eyes I am already know the answers that witho
I find I get lost for words around you Overwhelmed by your presence I feel the same, I hear the words you won't say Echo through your eyes Nothing more for me to say Silence understand some things What it meant to be, will be Sometimes it's the words we don't say that get in the way Time will break down the walls that we've built between us I won't ever be speechless This feeling takes me just like a painted sky how do I describe all these colours inside Nothing left for me to say anyway Sometimes it's the words we don't say that get in the way Time will break down the walls that we've built Sometimes it's the words we don't say that get in the way Time will break down the walls that we've built between us. I wanna know you inside out I want to know you without a doubt And though we're shy Would it be easier just to say goodbye I want to learn to read your mind I want to say the words but my tongue gets tied And don't feel shy Would it be easier just to
Beginning Of The End... 1st Day
My verses were trying to touch what my arms could not reach. But now, the tainted pen is dragging on and falls into the dust of time for it is no longer able to bleed the cold spirit of the pain, that oozes deep and beyond the rhythm of this tired life. I am slowly becoming the shadow of yesterdays as the musk of my lover, by the spring wind blowing away Lying awake, in the prison of my own making, afraid to meet the next dawn as my grand naivety still, feeds upon the dreams and hopes bathed in the resplendent hues nestling in my soul. Cracks on the wall have grown too long letting me watch the twilight crawling through to become a reminder of your smile and once again, behind the gray circles I am thinking about the all that could have been, could have been could have been could have been could have been Oh baby, my baby I am without you, grieving far, so far away from you. And as your brilliance lingers on the lips of Dullness in the ocean
I Have Non Idea How To Really Use This..
posting in the blog is easy. It's the other stuff I don't get yet..
Friends......yeah Right
Friends come and go Sometimes they are there And other times they don't show But you promised to always be near I've known you for my whole life It's hard to watch you leave Walk out on a heart beat What caused you so much grief? Without you by my side I dont know what I'll do My emotions and problems held inside That you used to help me through You broke your promise to me About how friends come first Out of all the lies you made me believe That one was the worst Do you even care you left me for him? An everlasting friend, who was always by your side Who always made you grin When all you wanted to do was hide I wanted to let you know you deserve better I don't know how you don't see And when he screws you over Don't come running back to me
Bye To All My Ct Friends And Family And Fans...i Have To Leave!!!!!
Dear Friends and Fans, 05/15/07 Tuesday Since I joined CT, I have met alot of nice folks and some really cool people. As you know, CT takes up alot of personal time. If you have that personal time to spare, then great. If you are like me, you find it harder and harder every day to find that personal time. Once in a while we also realize that we have to make some priority changes and take care of what's most important and leave the rest to fall into place later on if it finds its path at all. If not oh well. Lately, this has not been falling into place. I find it more time consuming than ever before and it has become more like work than fun. I don't have the time for it, as I would rather spend the time with my family. I'm not saying my friends aren't important because they, if you consider yourself my FRIEND and you want to continue to speak to me or keep in contact with me, then you are more than welcome to find me in the following locations:
Winter's Discontent
Winter’s Discontent From frozen tears, once wrought with fears, now thawed to trickle free. As winter's storm moon fades at last, amidst the springtime breeze. Drip past the lips of winter's kiss- streak toward the earth divine. To soothe the seasoned memories of friendship I did find. With growing moon, upon us soon, storm takes its final bow. As restless voids complacency, fresh tears fall from the brow. Upon the plumes of springtime’s blooms, absolving can be found. So scatter seeds among the reeds in newly rain-touched ground. I lift mine eyes toward the skies- toward seasons - Heaven sent. So thankful for the memories of winter's discontent. ©2006 Paggles
So um yeah. This is my first blog. Dont really know what to say except for today has been pretty boring. Im thinking about going to the beach tomorrow since its so close. The weather should be nice. Well anyways dont really know what else to talk about so later!
1 > 2 (at Least, To Me, Lately), Or "going To Bed Alone? Just Wake Up With Yourself"
Well, if you're mathematically inclined, the subject line will likely mean I've screwed up somewhere other than within my social life. Rather than spend my days off wishing I was hanging out with someone, I'm finally taking the advice of my ex-girlfriend and concentrating on figuring out what to do alone. I've lived in Texas for just shy of seven months. During this time, I have met a total of oen local. Sure, I've been on road trips, but, except for the one (Jen, a.k.a. suga², your local CherryTAP bouncer), no one local has gone out of their way to return any interest or approach me. With my work schedule destroying what most would consider the traditional weekend (I work Wednesday through Saturday, 7 pm to 6 am), not even my co-workers are free. Therefore, I'm stuck doing things by myself. This means I either must sit home on my behind, lamenting my fate, or get up and do something. Tonight, I went to Allen bowl. I priced a few bowling balls, and then shot four games (17
When Is It Time To Move On?
i know what i want to say, just not how to say it so bear with me. right now, the song on my page says a lot of what i want to say to him. so, there is this guy. some of you know who im talkin about and most of you dont. lets keep it that way. eventhough he has no idea, he is my biggest influence. there are things i do now that i didnt do before i met him. i never knew what love was and how it felt to be loved until i met him. yeah, i know what some of you are saying and believe me, im aware of what im saying. i know how i described our life together wasnt always pretty. i spent more years with him than some marriages last and i dont regret any of it. i love him with every ounce of my being. mind you, i said love him and not in love with him, there is a huge difference. even after we broke up, we were still great friends but he lied about some pretty important things and i told him that i never wanted to talk to him again. here it is, months later and he invades my every though
Bye To All My Ct Friends And Family And Fans...i Have To Leave!!!!!
Dear Friends and Fans, 05/15/07 Tuesday Since I joined CT, I have met alot of nice folks and some really cool people. As you know, CT takes up alot of personal time. If you have that personal time to spare, then great. If you are like me, you find it harder and harder every day to find that personal time. Once in a while we also realize that we have to make some priority changes and take care of what's most important and leave the rest to fall into place later on if it finds its path at all. If not oh well. Lately, this has not been falling into place. I find it more time consuming than ever before and it has become more like work than fun. I don't have the time for it, as I would rather spend the time with my family. I'm not saying my friends aren't important because they, if you consider yourself my FRIEND and you want to continue to speak to me or keep in contact with me, then you are more than welcome to find me in the following locations:
Secrets We Live
I hear a rumor There’s someone new You finally told me That it was true Feelings for you Still in my heart Was not my choice For us to part In her bed Is where you are So I’ll love you From afar We have tried To be apart Moving on Ignoring our heart Even though Both with another You want me still As a lover You call my phone Your voice I crave It makes me melt Becoming your slave No matter what We try to do To my heart I must be true Closing my eyes Dreaming you’re here Talking so sweetly In my ear I imagine its you Touching my skin Feeling my body Reacting within My fire building Aching inside Fingers rubbing Gently they slide You whisper my name Within a moan Making me feel No longer alone Wishing you here So I could see As you slide Inside of me Building my fire With such pleasure Knowing the reward Will be your treasure Still on the phone Talking me through I can not help Reacting to you St
Bye To All My Ct Friends And Family And Fans...i Have To Leave!!!!!
Dear Friends and Fans, 05/15/07 Tuesday Since I joined CT, I have met alot of nice folks and some really cool people. As you know, CT takes up alot of personal time. If you have that personal time to spare, then great. If you are like me, you find it harder and harder every day to find that personal time. Once in a while we also realize that we have to make some priority changes and take care of what's most important and leave the rest to fall into place later on if it finds its path at all. If not oh well. Lately, this has not been falling into place. I find it more time consuming than ever before and it has become more like work than fun. I don't have the time for it, as I would rather spend the time with my family. I'm not saying my friends aren't important because they, if you consider yourself my FRIEND and you want to continue to speak to me or keep in contact with me, then you are more than welcome to find me in the following locations:
The Truth . . .
Sometimes the truth is right in front of your face, and U just cant see it. Then one day, it knocks you the FUCK OUT ! I just got knocked the FUCK OUT ! ! ! :(
Bye To All My Friends And Fans On Ct...i Have To Leave!!!!
Dear Friends and Fans, 05/15/07 Tuesday Since I joined CT, I have met alot of nice folks and some really cool people. As you know, CT takes up alot of personal time. If you have that personal time to spare, then great. If you are like me, you find it harder and harder every day to find that personal time. Once in a while we also realize that we have to make some priority changes and take care of what's most important and leave the rest to fall into place later on if it finds its path at all. If not oh well. Lately, this has not been falling into place. I find it more time consuming than ever before and it has become more like work than fun. I don't have the time for it, as I would rather spend the time with my family. I'm not saying my friends aren't important because they, if you consider yourself my FRIEND and you want to continue to speak to me or keep in contact with me, then you are more than welcome to find me in the following locations:
So Ready To Go Home
I am so sick of work I just want to go home and curl up. . . .
The Games You Play
You tell me you love me You tell me you care But do you think of me When I am not there We work different schedules I work when you are not Everyday I message you To say you’re missed a lot I see you were online When I wasn’t there You left me no message To say that you care I know you are busy But how hard could it be To find 5 or 10 minutes To call and talk to me Sometimes I wonder Is it games or real When you cant take time To tell me how you feel Maybe its silly The way I feel inside When you are so busy That I get set aside I cant help but think When I am away You are not missing me Like I did you today Some say you’re a playa I try to disagree My mind then wonders When you don’t have time for me Its not that I don’t trust The love you feel for me This is just the way I feel Deep inside you see
Damn Damn Damn Damn!!!!
I am so far fucking gone away from myself. I am slowly slipping away from my sanity and my conscience. My family and I went to my brother's place up in Iowa. He had asked me to "Be Prepared", as he had a dog that needed put down. I did the dirty deed, without hesitation. Then I dug a hole and buried him. It was all too easy. I don't really know why. It kind of scares me a bit.
Quote For The Day >>>may 15, 2007
The Nudist Colony
Bob joins a very exclusive nudist colony. On his first day he takes off his clothes and starts wandering around. A gorgeous petite blonde walks by him and the man immediately gets an erection. The woman notices his erection, comes over to him grinning sweetly and says..... "Sir, did you call for me?" Bob replies: "No, what do you mean?" She says: "You must be new here; let me explain. It's a rule here that if I give you an erection, it implies you called for me." Smiling, she then leads him to the side of a pool, lays down on a towel, eagerly pulls him to her and happily lets him have his way with her. Bob continues to wander around the colony. Another nude redhead passes by and the entire process is repeated and Bob is tired by now.... Bob continues exploring the facilities searching for the sauna. He finally finds one and enters the sauna, sits down, and farts. Within a few seconds a huge, horribly corpulent, hairy man with a firm erection lumbers out of the steam to
From A Friend And I Feel The Same
i dont give a fuck who hates me here this place is loaded with cocksucking motherfucking roaches that wanna spread thier snake shit on others. That little fucking bitches ...yeah im sure u all know who im talking about well u wanna hate me for who has caused me problems just cause u happen to be friends with them? Then I dont want u as my friend cause you aint worth my time if you wanna judge me without knowing the entire situation of a issue between 2 people. I could mention 5 or so other names here but I wont because I dont feel like any pussies making bulletins about me and telling people im a asshole when im far from it, u just dont know me. We all go through shit but when your at your worse your real friends will show up and ive truely been at my worse over the past couple months and really havent had many people at all there for me except but to shit on me and take thier own shit out on me yeah well fuck them cause that shows im better then them. Reguardless of beyond intense men
Dark To Light
Darkness. All around me, Illuminated shadows, lurking, watching, waiting, I try to scream but no sound comes out. I'm sinking into the thickness of the night . I try to breath, but instead, swallow the blackness. I cant take it any longer. I feel like letting go. I know I shouldn't, But its taking over me Im drowning. Once again. The same feeling once again. I know what happens next, A strong force pulls me up. Im free. I am finally free. I laugh. I can finally laugh. Life or death? I choose life
Pissed Off..
you know.. i hate it when people fucking assume shit. i mean i like really fucking hate it! and they do it just to make things back fire and make me look like im the bad person. my fucking cousin ohh is pissing me off a friend stole my phone and started talking shit to her and she went off and told her mom that i knew about it and that i was going to get a bunch of people to fucking jump her... god damn i am so pissed right now its not even funny... i feel like just hitting something! im shaking so bad right now.. grrrrrr.....
BIG LUV on all my friends!!!!!!
Michelle And Todd
I'm In Another Contest Please Come By And Comment Bomb Me
Evil Born
Pacing in this darkened light, My world has finally turned to night, Refusing fear with all my might, Ignoring that which causes fright. Flaunting life in-front of death, Becoming harder to draw breath. Walking down into the water, Not seeing all the godless slaughter, Looking at my mother's daughter, And wondering why there's such a bother. To do that which can't be done, To win a war that can't be won. Feeling water slowly warm, Blood-red pictures have come to form, Seeping from the bodies torn, Limbs stolen when evil is born.
Think You'll Get A Big Laugh Out Of This One!
A timeless lesson on how consultants can make a difference to an organisation. Last week, we took some friends out to a new restaurant, and noticed that the waiter who took our order carried a spoon in his shirt pocket. It seemed a little strange. When the busboy brought our water and utensils, I noticed he also had a spoon in his shirt pocket. Then I looked around saw that all the staff had spoons in their pockets. When the waiter came back to serve our soup I asked, "Why the spoon?" "Well, 'he explained, "The restaurant's owners hired Andersen Consulting to revamp all our processes. After several months of analysis, they concluded that the spoon was the most frequently dropped utensil. It represents a drop frequency of approximately 3 spoons per table per hour. If our personnel are better prepared, we can reduce the number of trips back to the kitchen and save 15 man-hours per shift." As luck would have it, I dropped my spoon and he was able to replace it with his
Wow! Vacations :)
lol i didn't write my blog in a couple days! my vacations were great i came back last thursday night and very tired so i came online on friday :) and since then i have been very very busy lol i had time to upload the pics start here and navigate the album well i'm sleepy and tired, after a couple mins i'm going to sleep! nite nite ♥ yes... i missed you all LOTS :)
Test Again
Angel Of Death
Waiting in the shadow, a place unknown. Lord of the underworld, but all alone. Another new window, jolts my sense. Events are in motion, the worlds grow tense. All through their land, a whisper in the air, trees begin to shudder from the energy flare. No longer a window, both worlds are one, no longer alone until this deed is done. The end of an era, the atmosphere is sad, the usual outcome, few souls are all bad. Back to the underworld with a quick introduction, I'm the angel of death, this is soul junction Realization kicks in, a new journey at hand. This soul moves on, from this forsaken land. Waiting in the shadows, a place unknown. I'm the angel of death, completely alone.
From Sub To Master
I write this for your pleasure. I ask permission to let me guide you as you satisfy yourself. "Please Sir, may I pleasure you?" Imagine me kneeling and naked between your legs in front of you. My knees spread, hands resting palms up. A coy grin on my face. All you have to do is say, "yes". "Thank you, Sir." As you start to slowly glide your hands along your cock, outside your shorts, feel mine take their place. Feel my soft, short feminine fingers gently rub against your bulge. I can feel your cock grow in my hands as I continue to rub, up and down. The fabric feels rough against your dick. Now feel my hands gently slide under the waist band. Not touching yet. My hands slide down the fabric hovering just centimeters away from your cock. All the way down. Down to the base. Now grab with me. My small hands wrap around your ever hardening cock. Slowly slide up the shaft and stop at the head. Picture my delighted face. It gives me pleasure to please you. You can smell my e
F**k The World Day
What a day it would be If I didn't have to deal with reality Where I wouldn't stress myself over home and school Don't have to deal with everyday fools Just forget all the bullshit And just be happy listin to some music I'll fall into an abyss all cloudy and blue Because like I'd said, I'm not dealing wit reality Fact I wouldn't have to care about my health and weight just gauging on hot wings, sugar cookies, and dr pepper What couldn't be better Just being in a happy mood swing Relaxing and doing my own thing Not caring bout what dumb folks say Cause far as I'm concern, it's "f**k the world" day
I Just Read This And Had To Post It On My Page Somwhere
A good woman is proud of herself. She respects herself and others. She is aware of whom she is. She neither seeks definition from the person she is with, or does she expect them to read her mind. She is quite capable of articulating her needs. A good woman is hopeful. She is strong enough to make all her dreams come true. She knows love, therefore she gives love. She recognizes that her love has great value and must be reciprocated. If her love is taken for granted, it soon disappears. A good woman has a lot of inspiration, and plenty of endurance. She knows that she will, at times, have to inspire others to reach the potential God gave them. A good woman knows her past, understands her present and moves toward the future. A good woman knows God. She knows that with God the world is her playground, but without God she will just be played. A good woman does not live in fear of the future because of her past. Instead, she understands that her life experiences are merely lessons, meant to
In The Mist Of My Mind.
In the mist of my mind i could change anything at any time. In the mist of my mind i am god of my own world. in the mist of my mind i could tell any one my secret why i dream this dream. in the mist of my mind i could be anything that i want to be... no one can tell me who or what i should be. in the mist of my mind, i sleep forever so i could see my world more. In the mist of my mind i see things that i shouldn't but should at the same time. in the mist of my mind all the pleaser i want is there. in the mist of my mind my life is set and made to what i wants to be. in the mist of my mind i know is real. - in the mist of my mind... i am asleep. As the ringing of the alarm starts the mist in my mind started to fade, and as i open my eyes i begin to look out into the real world and than i start to know how i was made. in the mist of my mind.
When We Risk It All
We can't blame others when love dwindles away-for we knew from the start it never promised to stay It's just one of those things where the stakes are high-and sometimes it's forever, and sometimes it's good-bye When you love the right way, you will never lose- no matter what path life may force you to choose. You may end up with tears or a broken heart but you knew what you signed up for from the start. You can only give what you've got to give-and if that's not enough, then you must continue to live Life will go on and broken hearts will heal- you must contince on your quest, for that's the deal Throw your heart into life and never stall-for the greatest risk is to risk nothing at all. You see, love is the only thing that we know- the can be divided and divided but continues to grow and life isn't long enough to lock away our heart- just because life may have torn two people apart. We will continue to love and continue to lose- we will continue to pick and continue to ch
Ok, now tell me this one...I have been putting things in my stash for about a month now. I had put a song on there that I'm not really a fan of their music, but I liked the song and the video.....and no my astonishment, I got a thumbs down...not to mentioned it showed sho rated it thumbs down. I thought that they aren't supposed to show who gave it a negative rating??? What's up with that??
Josh Groban - You Raise Me Up
When I am down and, oh my soul, so weary; When troubles come and my heart burdened be; Then, I am still and wait here in the silence, Until you come and sit awhile with me. You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains; You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas; I am strong, when I am on your shoulders; You raise me up… To more than I can be. You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains; You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas; I am strong, when I am on your shoulders; You raise me up… To more than I can be. There is no life – no life without its hunger; Each restless heart beats so imperfectly; But when you come and I am filled with wonder, Sometimes, I think I glimpse eternity. You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains; You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas; I am strong, when I am on your shoulders; You raise me up… To more than I can be. You raise me up, so I can stand on mountains; You raise me up, to walk on stormy seas; I am strong, when I am on
Ok Wedding day is almost here! Only 3 days left YAY then its over! I cant wait till all the stress is over im going insane! Dont worry all I will be posting lots of pictures! Its been a long time since i wore a dress let alone a white dress lol! This should be fun!
The Cure - Lovesong
Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am home again Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am whole again Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am young again Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am fun again However far away I will always love you However long I stay I will always love you Whatever words I say I will always love you I will always love you Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am free again Whenever I'm alone with you You make me feel like I am clean again However far away I will always love you However long I stay I will always love you Whatever words I say I will always love you I will always love you
Waite A Lil Longer
I stand looking left & then right , Knowing im at a crossroads in life. Wi th your words saying just waite , and my heart saying no. You tell me how long is not much longer? Exspecting me to keep staying stronger.How my tears start and find no end. Do you feel the pain i feel on your end? When i hear your voice over the telephone, It feels like coming home.Then poof your gone have a life to move onto. Where do i go with mine waiting for you time after time. Who left who without looking back ? Not thinking we would lose track. Still you ask me to waite. Is the heart ache i feel from destiny or fate?Love and happiness yet so far away.I still waite feeling i will never be found.With my world closing in on me all around. When i close my eyes your all that i see. Reachin for you at night, no one there,Screaming your name threw my dreams and tears.Only you can take away the lonliness and fears.Is it the distance between a woman and a man. Please tell me what waite a lil longer means? I find
To All Involved
Who Would Have Guessed?
You scored as Lestat. You are so unashamed of who you are you frighten people. Your hot and you know it. Sometimes you can be a brat but hey gotta love ya! Your Flashy sexy style makes people sit up and notice you.Lestat92%Marius75%Blade75%Armand67%Spike58%Louis50%Dracula50%Akasha42%Deacon Frost33%Angel8%Whose your Vampire personality? (images)created with
Is it getting better Or do you feel the same Will it make it easier on you now You got someone to blame You say... One love One life When it's one need In the night One love We get to share it Leaves you baby if you Don't care for it Did I disappoint you Or leave a bad taste in your mouth You act like you never had love And you want me to go without Well it's... Too late Tonight To drag the past out into the light We're one, but we're not the same We get to Carry each other Carry each other One... Have you come here for forgiveness Have you come to raise the dead Have you come here to play Jesus To the lepers in your head Did I ask too much More than a lot You gave me nothing Now it's all I got We're one But we're not the same Well we Hurt each other Then we do it again You say Love is a temple Love a higher law Love is a temple Love the higher law You ask me to enter But then you make me crawl And I can't be holding on To what y
Damn Feet
I found out today by a podiatrist that I have plantar fasciitis. He prescribed me 2-20min cold water foot soaks, take Aleve 2x a day and to use Superfeet insoles. If this doesnt work the next three days looks like Ill get a cortisone shot on Thursday in time for my baseball tournament in Victoria this weekend.
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Volume Xii - Ocean's Calling
It's only been two months since last I beheld the infinity of the ocean, and I hear Her call once again. It grows with each passing day. It is harder and harder to heed her pleas, however. Two reasons. One, the most important reason---the fate of my latest traffic citation. I received it back on 2 May, driving a 62 in a 45 just north of Conyers, GA. It wouldn't have been so bad, but because of my other citation I received this year in Telfair County (and possibly my ticket I received in Scotland last year), I cannot pay my fine before the court date. I must appear. There is a chance for a temporary loss of license. Second, gas prices are exorbitant. The station near my house in central Georgia posts $2.95 per gallon for regular unleaded. In past years, slight price increases have not hampered my wanderlust. This year is quite the exception. I even had a 4-day weekend planned, but if the fuel prices remain what they are, I shall cancel those plans. I was desperately wa
My Search
I use this search engine. You can win prizes and stuff. Yeah. Join. I won a movie ticket my first week of using it. So yeah, check it out for me please. Love Me....
If I Were You....
If I were you I'd be all like... "Hey! Why the hell am I you?"
Hey To All U Mothers Out There..plz Read
i know i was not on this weekend but i was spending quality time with my mom and stuff and i am sorry but i did not for get u all...i wish all u all had a great mother's day.....and u also have a great nite..lots of love to u mothers out there that take the time with your kids cuz in the future they will appeciate u like i do mine she is the greatest ...and i would not give her up for no one..laterz huggzz stacie left to right this is my brojake,bro matt,my mom,and me
80's Hair
I've not been dead. Just... kind of dead.
Sick Of The Bullshit
does it ever end? when does it fucking end. Im sick of being a doormat to people
Losing Contact With Loved Ones For The Soldier Over There In Iraq
Well I bet ya'll have all heard the news today....As of today our brave soldiers that are risking their lives in Iraq are now not allowed to use most social website like Myspace, cherrytap etc. This friggin sucks ass. How can we expect them to get thru the hell they are in over there if we cut them off from there loved ones. Some of them probley dont have AOL OR YAHOO. so how are we suppose to keep in touch and know they are alright. Well they sure are getting treated worse and worse the more we are there. Hell now they have taking the websites away and have extended their tours, what else is next...we take awy there ability to write there loved ones letters home???? Sorry just had to vent since my fiance is serving over there right now as this is being written.
We Always Have Someone Watching Over Us
> > > > >>> >> >> > >>A drunk man in an Oldsmobile > > > > >>> >> >> > > > > >>> > >> > > > > >>> >> >> > >>They said had run the light > > > > >>> >> >> > >> > > > > >>> >> >> > >>That caused the six-car pileup > > > > >>> >> >> > >> > > > > >>> >> >> > >>On 109 that night. > > > > >>> >> >> > >> > > > > >>> >> >> > >>When broken bodies lay about > > > > >>> >> >> > >> > > > > >>> >> >> > >>"And blood was everywhere," > > > > >>> >> >> > >> > > > > >>> >> >> > >>"The sirens screamed out eulogies," > > > > >>> >> >> > >> > > > > >>> >> >> > >>For death was in the air. > > > > >>> >> >> > >> > > > > >>> >> >> > >>"A mother, trapped inside her > > > > >>> >> >> >car," > > > > >>> >> >> > >> > > > > >>> >> >> > >>Was heard above the noise; > > > > >>> >> > > > > >>> >> > >> > > > > >>> >> >> > >>Her plaintive plea near split the air: > > > > >>> >> >> > >> > > > > >>> >> >> > >>"Oh, God, please spare my b oys!" > > > > >>> >> >> > >> > > > > >>> >> >> > >>She fo
Anime Girls
91 Year Old Man
I just saw what had to be the most discusting act i have seen in quite a while. A 91 year old man was beaten badly by some young punk trying to take his car. That is bad enough but what really got to me was 5 or 6 people WATCHED IT HAPPEN AND DID NOTHING. Have people quit caring so much that they can watch someone get beat and sleep at night. This poor man fought in WW1. He deserves nothing but respect from everyone and to do this is unforgiveable. The punk is already in jail and while there i hope he gets beat down every day. To the animals that watched I hope you never need someone to help you out like you failed to help this man out. Its a real shame you cant be put in jail like the punk!!!
I don't believe in horoscopes. Most of the time they could apply to anyone,.. no matter what sign. I should listen to mine for today... So door number one didn't work out. What about what's behind doors number two, three, four, five -- you're getting the picture, right? There are an infinite number of possibilities available if you let yourself see them.
I Need Help With A Contest On You Tube.
This is a commercial made for a contest that my my Juggalo homie, Anarchos helped make (he was cameraman, stuntdriver, and assistant director). Please vote for this video on YouTube and leave comments. It would be greatly appreciated! Here is the link to the video!
I Will Be On The Tyra Bank Show Tomorrow 05/15/07
Hello Darlings! If you don't already know, I will be a special guest on the TUESDAY, MAY 15TH episode of the TYRA BANKS SHOW!! If you go to her website and click on "Tuesday" you can watch a little promo clip for it: I hope you all get a chance to watch the show when it airs tomorrow. And be sure to go on her message boards and let her know that you would like to see me back as a guest again!! :) Check your local listings to find out what time it comes on in your area since each city has a different time and channel. ** If you live in Los Angeles, it will air at 5pm on Channel 13 Love & Kisses!! -- MISS BRITTANY
Football..north Vs. South
Football Season: North vs. South Women's Attire Up North: Chap stick in their back pocket and a $20 bill in their front pocket. Down South: Louis Vuitton duffel with two lipsticks, powder, mascara (waterproof), concealer, and a fifth of bourbon. Wallet not necessary - that's what dates are for. Stadium Size Up North: College football stadiums hold 20,000. Down south: High school football stadiums hold 20,000. Names Up North: Doug Flutie. Down South: Kenny 'the snake' Stabler Weather Up North: Snow and Ice. Down South: Sunny, highs mid-60s, lows in the thirties. Fathers Up North: Expect their daughters to understand Sylvia Plath. Down South: Expect their daughters to understand pass interference. Attire Up North: Male and female alike: woolly sweater or sweatshirt, jeans. Down South: Male - khakis or shorts, oxford shirt, cap with team logo. Female - Knee-length skirt or Jeans, team logo tattoos on cheek, Pom Pom. Alumni Up North:
Help An Animal Rescue For Free!
The Animal Rescue Site is having trouble getting enough people to click on it daily to meet their quota of getting free food donated every day to abused and neglected animals. It takes waaaay less than a minute to go to their site and click on "feed an animal in need" for FREE. (THIS WON'T COST YOU A THING) Their corporate sponsors/advertisers use the number of daily visits to donate food to abandoned/neglected animals in exchange for advertising. Here's the web site! Pass it along to people you know... On that page you have to click the purple icon that says Fund Food For Animals You will then get this message, Thank you! Your click provided the value of .6 bowls of food and care to a rescued animal in a shelter or sanctuary.
~*time Tells All*~
Time Tells All For Ones eyes being opened and to see that all that he and she needs is right in front of them and there is nothing more in the world that they need when they have meet eye to eye and see that they love each other more than words can ever say or do for anyone "Time tells all" when things come to a front edge and the loveing arms of each other are wraped around each other and made to feel confortable and safe. Im glad i have my safe and confortable love spot from a tender loveing man that means so much to me Well im closeing now hope everyone is haveing a great day / night ~*Mandie*~ HIs heart burns for only her as her heart only burns for him
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Sexual Tension
Man, I didn't wanna call my blog sexual tension, I wanted this entry to be called that... Oh well anyway... Let me start by saying to I love to chat. I love meeting new folks online from all walks of life. I've met some very nice people online, to include my wife. Yes, online dating does work. But thats not what this is about. This is about how men and women can be friends without drama starting from others about sex. Everyone assumes that two people of the opposite sex can't be friends without sleeping together. Sexual tension. Now let me say this. Sometimes, when you meet someone of the opposite sex you become great friends with, there's always a fleeting (maybe) thought about what a relationship with that person may be like. That being said, it is always good for two people in a relationship to be great friends as well. Thats the cornerstone of a great relationship. BUT... Friendships can be maintained with having sex. Besides, sex can mess things up in a friendship an
Jerry A. Krantz! (a Must Read)
There's an asshole who got me knocked up who's calling me a whore, and white trash. his name is Jerrold Krantz. I was 17 when he knocked me up and when I was 15 or 16, he sent me pics of his dick. talk about child corruption, which he can get sent to jail for and i'm gonna see to it that he does...cause that's where his dumb ass belongs... He says it's not his...yeah it is... He told me to take his name off of my blog or he'll post my shit everywhere... well he posted my shit everywhere anyway and brought my bf into it. like this colauge that he put on his profile.... I don't want Jerrold anywhere near my son cause he's a bad example... he's trying to make me seem like a whore but look at him... he's hidious, 28 and he's an immature little fuck. and not good in bed either I might add. He's got another Daughter Lacey who's only 4 months older then my son... He denied her too till he got the test... His with the mother of that one who says she wants to leave him but never does cause she'
Feeling Rather Inspired
I seen a rainbow yesterday But too many storms have come and gone Leavin a trace of not one God given ray You say because my life is ten shades of grey I prey all ten fade away Seldom praise him for the sunny days And like his promise is true Only my faith can undo The many chances I blew To bring my life to anew Clear blue and unconditional skies Have dried the tears from my eyes No more lonely cries My only bleedin hope Is for the folk who cant cope Wit such an endurin pain That it keeps em in the puourin rain Whos to blame For tootin caine in your own vein What a shame You shoot and aim for someone elses brain You claim the insane And name this day and time For fallin prey to crime I say the system got you victim to your own mind Dreams are hopeless aspirations In hopes of comin true Believe in yourself The rest is up to me and you This is the rap done by TLC's late member, Lisa "Left Eye" Lopez in their song Waterfalls. Such amazing things come to
Help Me Win, Voting Till Sunday @ Midnight
Help me win, voting till sunday @ midnight date: 2007-05-14 19:27:25 Here is the correct link for me in the contest i'd appreciate ur votes greatly date: 2007-05-14 19:15:16 Here is the correct link for me in the contest i'd appreciate ur votes greatly date: 2007-05-14 18:19:41 Help me out comment bombing welcome!!!!
..missing You...
..MISSING YOU... Why can't I speak when I have so much to tell? Why can't I write when I have so much in mind? Why can't I sing when there's music in my heart? Why can't I dance when there's rythm in the air? Too many words left unspoken Too many things left undone Why can't it be and why can't I? For all I know this pain deep inside Took the gladness from my heart. Is this the pain of missing you? Is this the reason behind it all? Hear the agony of my heart Longing for you and for your touch Feeling your lips, feeling your face Missing your kisses and warm embrace. When will the waiting ever be over? For as long as were apart I can never be whole Oh! My Dearest Love I just want you to know That my heart is aching because "I'M MISSING YOU!"
Will He Ever Know?
Will he ever know how deeply he touched my heart and soul? Will he ever know how much I only wanted to love him and for him to love me back? Will he ever know that now that he is gone how empty I feel without him? Will he ever know how I still have to fight back the tears? Will he ever know that because of him I am now a stronger person? Will he ever know that because of the hurt and pain I am left with that it will now be harder for another man to break down my wall? Will he ever know that because I so miss his touch so that I dont know if another man can ever touch me the way he did? Will he ever know that because of him I am a stronger and more confident woman? Will he ever know that because of him I now find it easier to fight for what I want and get it? Will he ever know? I dont know but because of him, I face the world with a different outlook on life! This is NOT written about anyone in particular. Just something that came from my heart and mind.
500,000 Dead Dui Victims Couldn't Agree More...
500,000 dead DUI victims couldn't agree more... Current mood: ecstatic I'd suggest giving this reading...especially if you're an advocate of alcohol consumption and a cryptically rebuking hemp-hater. I love this kinda stuff hitting my eyes and ears. It makes me feel good to know small advances are being made to nullify the horrendously *STUPID* social contexts and myths as to how detrimental this natural resource is... ...when alcohol related deaths easily number in the half-millions each year. Enjoy the knowledge. I sure as fuck just did. ~~~~~~~~~~ Study Finds No Cancer-Marijuana Connection By Marc Kaufman Washington Post Staff Writer Friday, May 26, 2006; A03 The largest study of its kind has unexpectedly concluded that smoking marijuana, even regularly and heavily, does not lead to lung cancer. The new findings "were against our expectations," said Donald Tashkin of the University of California at Los Angeles, a pulmonologist who has studied mariju
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Together We Shall Prevail
Why are we, the white race founders of modern functioning society, forced to accept those who wish to destroy what our forefathers fought and died for? We are the founders of this great nation, we are the men and women who for two centuries ran this country with very few major bumps in the road, and now we are expected to caterer to the every whim of the lesser races. We are the only nation who is expected to provide text at the DMV in twenty different languages, just so Jose can come here illegally and pass his driving test, and at no cost to him for he will more than likely send all his earned money back across the border and out of America forever. We are also the only nation expected to help every beggar, we are forced to pay billions of dollars to people who stab us in the back every chance they get, or to people who have showmen just how lazy they actually are. It is far past due that we as a people stop playing super hero to the rest of the world and close our borders and wo
Ravings Of A Lunatic Redneck
Respite. What brings today? Blessed lovely lunar watcher smiles celestial light to me as I ready for works painstaking day. A haze over the hill and my eyes dream mist. Some beckon for a word, others a kiss. Awaiting choices to join or sit... my arms are dry but look closer, they are slit. Bled far and beyond life.. my soul slips free. Do I alone venture thus this night or will one dance with me? Children as goblins and adults as masked lovers what a treat. My step will glide above the earth, as if I have no feet. Damned they are called but unjustly so, for they have no bindings keeping them to and fro.. freedom as us among the living can only dream. To live is to die darling won't you dance with me? Resurrection in the truth and the light....truth in the blood dear vampiress have a bite. Look upon me and tell me lover or beast? We are dancing among the dead love, why should we starve at the feast? So carve a smile on sullen jack ol lantern mask and drink from someone's
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Monday 9:42 pm.Est.: To all Family of the L.R.L.~Society of Wolves.blakpnthr68,has Created a Masterpiece,that should be Displayed on all members of the L.R.L.~Socity of Wolves,Profiles. She is very Talented an Gifted,an it's Trully my Honor to Display it.An to Except as the Official,L.R.L.~Society of Wolves Emblem Image. #2.It's come to my Attension,that some of my Family members,don't relize that if they already have there Wolf Morph's.That they may Wear our Colors.L.R.L.~Society of Wolves.A Family that I Hope Will Display, Loyalty,Respect an Love.With much Unity.An Hopefully Much Love an Support during Various Contests. #3.Non of this could have been Possible,with out.My Advisor + Recruiter,PokerPete13~L.R.L.~Society of Wolves.Who I concider a Co-Founder,of this Society.He really Jumb Started it off the Ground.An I'm Forever Greatfull. Pete an I met during our Comment Bombing of Theresa B.G.D's in her Sexiest Contest.Pete is very Admiral + Honorable.An he Warrants Utmost Res
So I"m all bored and at work so I started googling various things like I do and I ended up googling my last name. What pulled up was my dads section on the sex offender registry. The shit that went down for him to be on it was when I was younger and more willing to buy what my parents told me about. However I just read through his charges and it turns out it was much worse than I had any idea of. .. I'm pretty upset and still at work only now near tears cause despite the fact that me and my dad aren't close at all its still pretty harsh to find out about that. . .I kinda want to cry or go home.
Late, But Not......well Forgotten??
So it was mothers day, And all I did was sleep all damn day!!! My mum was in Idaho, until that eve. so we didn't do anything for her...... Fast forward to today...... I was chatting it up with a friend, who was talking about all the work he did for his mum yesterday (on her day) And how he bought her some flowers..... Then it dawned on me, I NEVER got my own mum anything!!!! Well, needless to say, thank Loki Pier One is open till 9pm, and $82.68 later........ I'm not always that forgetful, just spacey sometimes.....My mum didn't seem to mind about the late presents........ On another note, Some of my friends wonder why I don't go shopping with them.....The reason is, because when I DO go shopping, I go SHOPPING. I usually spend way too much money......So in short, don't ask me to go shopping with you!!
Ypu Know You're From Texas When.....
you know you"re fromtexas when.... *You can properly pronounce Corsicana, Ennis, Waxahachie, Palestine, Decatur, Wichita Falls, San Antonio, Waco, and Amarillo. *A tornado warning siren is your signal to go out in the yard and look for a funnel. *You've ever had to switch from "heat" to "A/C" in the same day. *You know that the true value of a parking space is not determined by the distance to the door, but by the availability of shade. *You think everyone from a bigger city has an accent. *You measure distance in minutes. *Little Smokies are something you serve only for special occasions. *You listen to the weather forecast before picking out an outfit. *You know cowpies are not made of beef. *Someone you know has used a football schedule to plan their wedding date. *You have known someone who has had one belt buckle bigger than your fist. *You aren't surprised to find movie rental, ammunition, and bait all in the same store. *A Mercedes Benz is
Another Year Shall Come To Pass.
I try to think of the words to express my feelings but I fail.. I hurt from the things that I keep inside . You dont understand or maybe you do but want me to bend . I am just a memory that keeps feet planted on the ground. I am just a voice that is somewhat familiar but cant be placed . I am a song that has long since been forgotten but still on the tip of your tounge. I am the nucience that breeds guilt. I am a fog that has seen the light of day and will be soon gone. I am the caller that can not get through. I am a wave that has crashed upon the rocks with a loud clap but in an instant is forgotten.I am the bad man that listens to his soul and regrets. I am the sane within the sanatarium that just wants to be like the rest . I am the lie on the tongue of beloved.I am the freedom upon a beautiful wave. I am the one you have dreamed about but still not want My soul is tired and very misunderstood. Still the days keep on coming ...
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Thanks to everyone who has been supportive whether you realized it or not. Moving forward and wishing the best for everyone. Oaks are resilient. Forgive my tight lips for the next days or weeks, that will pass and normalcy will return.
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I Can’t Wait
I can’t wait. I Can’t wait for your love The love you said was for me I keep trying, waiting for your love I can’t believe I was so gullible You got everything that you want I believe that I don’t I can’t wait I should’ve kick your ass to the curve A long time ago I took you back for reasons I don’t know Love to me is so precious see, You just take it and then you flee. Taking my heart from me. You caused pain in my heart, in my soul. Boy I gotta let you go Together forever is what you say to me Will never going to be Because you keep making me wait
Words.... words brought our first encounter... the look into her glowing eyes.... the caress.... the kiss..... of her sweet lips to mine.... the first .... I love you.... the memories.... that will last to infinity.... . misspoken words..... took her away...... in a heated moment.... and the only feelings left ... are from the memories of our love... and ... always remembering the words.... the words not spoken.....
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When The Day Comes....
When the day comes and I am not there to tell you hi, know that I am smiling down upon you waving and saying hi to you. When the day comes and I am not there to tell you I love you back, know that I will always love you and that you will always be in my heart. When the day comes and I am not there to wipe away your tears, know that I am there trying to hand you a tissue to wipe them away. When the day comes and I am no longer there to great you at the door with a great big hug and kiss, know that I am there in spirit and soul and holding you tight. When the day comes and I am not there when you have a bad day, know that I am the one that handed you the pillow to scream into because I was not there to lend you an ear. When the day comes and you have found a new love to be there for you, know that I will be smiling down at you and wishing you the best when you take his hand in marriage. When the day comes please just know this, I may not be there in person, but I will be there in y
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Day 8 And No End In Site!
I've e-mailed 2 CT bouncers(including scrapper)and still no change in my suspension of stashing items and rating on all of your stashes.Even if someone on Ct support could at least tell me how long my suspensions for.
Falling In Love All Over Again
It is a whole new feeling falling in love again... I didn't really think that I would ever feel this way again. I am so glad that I gave love another chance... I have never been called the love of his life and when he told me that it floored me...I am so glad to feel that he makes me feel complete....I love him so much and life couldn't be better. I just wish that he was back home already... It is so hard with him gone for work.. But he knows that I miss him each and every day that he is not with me and I know that he feels the same way about me...
Money Cannot Buy Happiness!
We should bear in mind that happiness is not merely a feeling of pleasure as defined in a dictionary but actually it refers to an ever lasting and true satisfaction, freshness, calmness and joy of the soul which are definitely priceless. It is an indisputable fact that man does not live by bread alone.Having lots of money cannot calm a dissatisfied and restless soul. No bank balance would buy you peace and satisfaction. The power of the money is simply nil when it comes to the matter of buying love. No matter how wealthy a childless couple is, they can never buy their own child. Same is the case of the orphan, he will still miss parental love even if given bagsful of money. Will you sacrifice your friends and family for a million or even a trillion dollars?? can your money replace the love of your relatives and family? In addition, if a person is dying of cancer, what good will his property and savings do to him? Did Pharoah's treasury bring him happiness and success in life? The so
The Results
okay so my throat is pretty sore...and here are the results..longitudinal furrows with increased congestion and ringed appearance suggestive for eosinophilic esophagitis..just waiting on biopsy results to confirm then i will go on steroid therapy for 4 weeks.....and then have to figure out what allergen is causing my esophagus to i am going back to bed cuz i am still a little woozy from the drugs....
Don't Let Others Tell You What You Want Or Who You Are
Don't let others tell you what you want or who you are If you break your neck, if you have nothing to eat, if your house is on fire; than you have a problem. Everything else is just an inconvenience. We're only here for a short visit. Don't hurry, don't worry. And be sure to smell the flowers on the way. I have only one life and it is short enough. Why waste it on things I don't want most. I don't think God puts on earth to make millions of dollars and ignore everything else. Live your life each day as you would climb a mountain. An occasional glance towards the summit keeps the goal in mind, but many beautiful scenes are to be observed from each new vantage point. It's not what we take but what we give that makes us truly rich. What lies behind us and what lies before us are tiny matters compared to what lies within us. We all have special gifts to share with others. Most have been looking in the wrong place trying to find theirs. To know who you are isn
Chili Cook-off
If you can read this whole story without laughing, then there's no hope for you. I was crying by the end. This is an actual account as relayed to paramedics at a chili cook-off in Texas . Note: Please take time to read this slowly. If you pay attention to the first two judges, the reaction of the third judge is even better. For those of you who have lived in Texas, you know how true this is. They actually have a Chili Cook-off about the time Halloween comes around. It takes up a major portion of a parking lot at the San Antonio City Park. Judge #3 was an inexperienced Chili taster named Frank, who was visiting from Springfield, IL. Frank: "Recently, I was honored to be selected as a judge at a chili cook-off. The original person called in sick at the last moment and I happened to be standing there at the judge's table, asking for directions to the Coors Light truck, when the call came in. I was assured by the other two judges (Native Texans) that the chili wouldn't be all th
P-KR#1@ CherryTAP
One of my friends from work asked me today if I was ok that I have seemed more sad lately, which I didn't realize I was. Well I guess she was right though. My best friend Amy came out here for a few days (first person from Oregon to visit)- it was hard for her to leave today. Her being here was great and I was able to let go and be myself. It was nice. Moving to Maine has been hard on finding new people that I really trust, there are so few anymore. It seems like each time I finally totally trust someone and then they go all weird or don't know how to treat me. Its weird! Anyway I realized how lonely I am with out my friends - even though Kevin is wonderful he already knows everything about it :) - just nice to hang out with others. Makes me want to move back home to be with my friends and family where I know that no matter what they won't lie to me, confuse me or make me feel like shit! Oh well - We came here to work not to make friends!
I'm Such A Dork (topless Video-nsfw)
Here's a random promo video I did awhile ago. The sound is off but who cares, you get to see my play with my tits!
Wtf? I Do Not Have To Leave Ct To Know You!
Do not sit there and tell me shit that I knew before signing in. Ok. I did ask my friend a lot of different things before I agreed to try this site. IM is the same as a shout box. why leave the site when I have one on my page? Why put things out for others to get into if I do not have to? I am not stupid. Wanting to learn about something does not make me your slave or anything at all. But a fan and or friend. got it. Good! I am not to tell you personal shit when I know nothing about you. Share!Or get your ass on down the road someone else will take your place. I have not agreed to do anything with anyone. So get over yourself...I am not the best looking, but I am beautiful still.Maybe not to all, but to enough. God made us all different for we all would be bored to death with the same man and woman running around,To me all people are beautiful on the out side but if you see in side something that is off. then leave that person to figure it out. Or Block them. simple as that. I do not w
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Happy Monday To All
Well heres hoping you all had a lovely week end and hope all the lovely ladies had a great Mothers day, mine was a bit gloomy for I didnt get to hear from any of my boys, seem their father had other plans this year and took them on holiday and I didnt get to see them or even talk to them on the telly phone so I am a bit tissed but I suppose I'll get over it. I'm going to try to be happy even if it kills me. I made chilli for dinner last night, made 6 quarts at 7:30 last night, by noon today it was gone, so I guess it was good, glad to see it didnt go to waste, I hate having to throw food out, so many hungry ppl out there in the world that would do anything for a good meal even it it was left overs. But anyways I hope all is well and hoping everyones week goes well, mine will dont care what I have to do I will see to it that something exciting happens that I can blog about and that wont get me thrown out of cherry tap hehe. But for now I AM going to masturbate. I missed my s
School Is Out
omg school semester is over two weeks off vaca here i come
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I wanted to take a little time to thank everyone for making my first few day on CherryTap fun … It’s a little different from myspace … which is okay by me :) If anyone has any helpful hints and/or tips please pass them on … the more I know the better for all of us LOL To all the mothers “Happy Mother’s Day :) “
My Zodiac Meaning
TAURUS- The Aggresive One (4/20-5/20) MOST AMAZING KISSER. Very high appeal. Love is one of a kind. Very romantic. Most caring person you will ever meet! Entirely creative. Extremely random and proud of it. Freak. Spontaneous. Great at telling Stories. Not a Fighter, But will Knock your lights out if it comes down to it. Someone you should hold on to.
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On Friends & Trust
I don’t think I’d ever been a bad judge of character with friends before. I’m pretty chilled out and can take large amounts of shit. Somehow I’ve never been into the malicious bitchy types. I trust my friends, and most often give them the benefit of the doubt. But recently, this trust has come into question. First of all, why would you volunteer information about a friend’s ex that you know would potentially hurt the friend - right after they’ve broken up (so much for timing, no)? And why would you hang out with said ex independently of friend, even though you know friend was uncomfortable, and then find out everything about ex, and everything about friend and then once the relationship is over, tell friend stuff. I know the situation seems confusing, but to cut a long story short, it’s common sense that by befriending my boyfriend (ex now) behind my back and getting bosom with him, and then spilling details of his (promiscuous) private life to me and then joking about having sle
Love & Understanding About It By Diff Famous Ppl
Gravitation is not responsible for people falling in love. How on earth are you ever going to explain in terms of chemistry and physics so important a biological phenomenon as first love? [by Albert Einstein] We only regard those unions as real examples of love and real marriages in which a fixed and unalterable decision has been taken. If men or women contemplate an escape, they do not collect all their powers for the task. In none of the serious and important tasks of life do we arrange such a "getaway." We cannot love and be limited.[ by Albert Adler] I hold it true, whate'er befall; I feel it, when I sorrow most; 'Tis better to have loved and lost Than never to have loved at all.[Alfred Tennyson] The Grand essentials of happiness are: something to do, something to love, and something to hope for.[Allan K Chalmer] Love: a temporary insanity, curable by marriage.[Ambrose Beirce] Love at first sight is easy to understand; it's when two people have been lookin
Once In A While...
or better yet every week. Do you... sometimes.... find yourself wishing it was Friday already???? What a waste, to wish your life away. Stop it!
Way To Go Boys!!!!
I shall drink a toast tonight. To Team Canada, and Shane Doan, a true Canadian hockey player. I just watched the end of the game, again, when they played our national anthem, the Canadian anthem, O Canada. Our home and native land. You’re damn right it’s OUR home. That goes for you folks from Quebec as well. You’re included in OUR, whether or not you like it. When those people… those wastes of good taxpayer money, spearheaded by none other than the Bloc Quebecois, a provincially separatist party in Federal politics, dared to slight Shane Doan’s name in front of the entire country, it was all I could do not to scream. Although I don't speak French, I am proud that our country is bilingual, for the most part, except for these short moments in time that I wish we could blot out from our history. How dare these politicians put the captain of our hockey team to task, again, for something that the NHL had cleared him of nearly two years ago? I just watched Doan, along with the re
Never Say To A Cop
1. I can't reach my license unless you hold my beer. (OK in Texas) 2. Sorry, Officer, I didn't realize my radar detector wasn't plugged in. 3.Aren't you the guy from the Village People? 4. Hey, you must've been doin' about 125 mph to keep up with me. Good job! 5. Are You Andy or Barney? 6. I thought you had to be in relatively good physical condition to be a police officer. 7. You're not gonna check the trunk, are you? 8. I pay your salary! 9. Gee, Office r! That's terrific. The last officer only gave me a warning, too! 10. Do you know why you pulled me over? Okay, just so one of us does. 11. I was trying to keep up with traffic. Yes, I know there are no other cars around.. That's how far ahead of me they are. 12. When the Officer says "Gee ....Your eyes look red, have you been drinking?" You probably shouldn't respond with,"Gee Officer your eyes look glazed, have you been eating doughnuts?"
Sex For A Week
Sex for a Week A couple just got married, and when the husband went back to his house he found that his bride had disappeared. He got very worried and gathered up all his friends to search for his wife with no success. Two days after his wife disappeared the man returned home to find her in the kitchen. He asked her what she has been up to and why she hasn't been home for so long. She replied: "These four men kidnapped me and had wild sex with me for a week." The husband answered: "But it's only been two days what do u mean a week?" "I am only here to get something to eat."
The Pope Is A Retard!!!!
I am not a hater towards Chritians but I am a hater to iditos who make dumb staements and now the Pope is my sights! At a recent visit to Brazil he stated that the Roman Catholic Church purified the local Indians and that any attemtp to revive their orignial religions is a step backward. His royal arrogance then also stated that during the times of the conquests, the local Indians “silently longed” for the Christian takeover! LOL Can this guy be any more retarded? Isnt the pope supposed to be a beacon of light, hope, understanding of thy neighbor and all that bullshit? Since when did the Pope travel back in time and read the minds of the local Indian population and come to the conclusion that they were silently longing for the conquest so they could become good Chistians? These statements further the notion that the Church is nothing more than a power hungry, backwards, non thinkig zombie collective that has NOTHING to do with God and what he really intends us to do..
Living Conditions In The Usa
You know you live in Arizona when.... 1. You are willing to park three blocks away because you found shade. 2. You can open and drive your car without touching the car door or the steering wheel. 3. You've experienced condensation on your butt from the hot water in the toilet bowl. 4. You can attend any function wearing shorts and a tank top. 5. The four seasons are: tolerable, hot, really hot and ARE YOU KIDDING ME??!! You live in California when: 1. You make over $250,000 and you still can't afford to buy a house. 2. The high school quarterback calls a time-out to answer his cell phone. 3. The fastest part of your commute is going down your driveway. 4. You know how to eat an artichoke. 5. You drive your rented Mercedes to your neighborhood block party. 6. When someone asks you how far some thing is, you tell them how long it will take to get here rather than how many miles away it is. You live in New York City when.... 1. You say "the city" and expect everyo
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Just My Luck
Well, let's see, I'm now a single dad of one nine month old daughter and I'm pretty happy about it. Things could have been much worse. Not that it doesn't hurt, but I still have my kid. I don't know how many people will even read this cause no one ever reads my other blogs on other pages. Anyway, I have no idea how this really works. I heard about it and thought I'd check it out. It seems to be pretty cool. Anyway, if anyone wants to know more about me, all you gotta do is ask. My life is an open book and I love the chance to meet new people. I don't get out much since I work from home and have a baby.
Should Have Read My Scope Today....
Who -- you? The easygoing, dreamiest sign of the zodiac demanding that people be accountable for their actions -- including yourself? Go on with your bad self. You've got what it takes to make everybody toe the line. =============================================== Didn't get the memo since I took a day off on Friday to come into Monday staff meeting with my VP boss and crew to be thrown under the bus by a co-worker for something that happened while I was out of the office and was their damage? For me to take the rap the day our boss heads to China for a week....because you've already lied to try to save your ass, go screw buddy....ARGH I hate my job. the higher you go, the stupider, yeah that's right, stupider people's political drama gets. Why can't you just go: here's the facts, I screwed up, here's how I can make it better, and here's how it won't happen again. But in the black suit brigade there are no piscean dreamers like myself that just want people to do their job, save
A Mother's Mark
The Bible paints various portraits of mothers, and while they weren't perfect, each one tells a story. Moses' mother broke the law to ensure his safety and teach him faith of his people. Then there's the mom who came before Solomon, prepared to forfeit her child rather than see him harmed. James and John's mother loved them so much, she wanted them to sit on either side of Christ in His future kingdom. And Paul saw in Timothy a young man of sterling character because of the faith "handed down from [ his] grandmother Lois to [his] mother [him]." The most significant thing we know about Timothy's mother is that her mom was a believer, because while faith can't be "inherited" it can be passed on through the influence of godly parents. A little boy forgot his lines in the Sunday School play so his mother leaned over and whispered, "I am the light of the world." The kid beamed, then with great feeling announced, "My mother is the light of the world!" We smile, but the truth i
New Member Of Cherrytap
I have had the warmest and greatest reception here. I want to thank each and every one of you from the bottom of my heart.

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