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As I sit here thinking about my life and what I have gone through. Many questions stir inside, what is all this for? Is it my punishment in life. To go through tormoil everyday that I take a breath. Is there no hope that my days will get better, that life has not beaten me down once more into the ground that looks to be my shallow grave. All I want is to love and be truely loved. Is that too much to ask for in this life? I ask for so little and get nothing in return. Have I caused people so much pain and agony, That I recieve hatred and shallowness. Where have all the good people gone in this world?

Turn Out The Lights
In the darkness I feel your warmth. A warmth that fills me. Then a sudden light is burst upon us. I can see your eyes. I feel no more warmth. I look at you and wish for darkness to prevail again. It's a place where I can't feel the coldness your eyes give out. Your touch leaves scalding marks all across my body. While my own tears scald you. Please turn out the lights. I want this blackness to stay. All I want to feel is you. With me. As one. I can still remember the lights being on. Yet that doesn't matter now that we are in darkness. I can't feel your coldness. You can't see my tears. This is when we love each other tenderly. When we are alone and can't see the pain we are causing each other. So please turn out the lights forever. Dawn F 1992

Me
A soul so young; yet so very old. A heart so distant and cold. Eyes that have seen love and hate. A body that has been used, abused and thrown away. Feet that have helped this body run away from a world of hate. A mind that cannot accept what is to be it's fate. Hands to reach out for something. Arms to comfort myself when my hands bring me nothing. Tears that scald my cheeks day after day. This is the true me. The one that has to deal with lonliness everyday. Dawn F 1993

A Letter To My Love
I want to take you to a place deep within me. It's someplace I think you should see. Take my hand if you will. It's only 2 A.M. we have time to kill. Please enter slowly at first, if you can. Pateiently I want it done so you will understand. You have to be careful, this place is sore. It had been torn to shreds years before. Some guys know, others find out. Yet it is still something I don't talk about. This is something I have waited awhile to share. So please handle it with care. I couldn't bear to see it once again torn apart. I mean think about it-I do have only one heart. Dawn F 1991

I Tried - Bone Thugs-n-harmony
I Tried - Bone thugs n Harmondy - You know nothing come easy, you gotta try real real hard, I tried hard...but I guess I gotta try harder. [Chorus] I try so hard can't seem to get away from misery man I try so hard will always be a victim of these streets it aint my fault cuz I... tried to get away but trouble follows me and still I try so hard hoping one day you'll come and rescue me but until then, I'll be posted up right here in sleet hail snow but until then... I'll be posted up right here with my heat gettin dough [Verse 1] First let me explain that I'm just a black man and I come from the darkside, so I'm havin a hard time stayin on track man my mind be racin, and I don't even know what I'm chasin' yet I been in and out of relationships, I'm startin to see thats it's me where the complications at, but I'm layin back prayin that, you can't have piece of mind of me, I thought I was right but really I'm wrong, in the end I was to blind to s

A Kiss
They kiss. A strange mixture of desire and love. He roams his hands across her body. Lightly at first. Getting stronger with every inch covered. She moans. He quiets her in his own special way. She is lifted off the ground. Slowly she feels herself hitting the softness of her bed. A hard body is suddenly on top of her. ON HER. IN HER. She screams in pleasure. He becomes more frenzied with his actions. Their bodies are thrusting against each other. Grinding. Moving like they never have before. Then all of a sudden something happens. SHE WAKES UP........ Dawn F 1993

Never Leave Me
Touch me. Do you feel my heat? Love me. Can you feel my pain? Heal me. God knows I need it. Touch me. As hard as you can. Love me. As kindly as you can. Fuck me. As deep as you can. I want to feel you in my throat. I want you so deep you'll never come out again. Hold me. Smother me. Never leave me. Give me the attention I crave. Dawn F 1996

What The Fuck
http://www.thebostonchannel.com/news/13330850/detail.html?subid=22100410&qs=1;bp=t BOSTON -- A Lawrence substitute teacher was suspended Wednesday after grabbing a first-grader by his shirt and pulling him down a hallway on Tuesday, police said. Douglas Tracia, 48, was charged with assault and battery because there were scratches and lacerations on the boy's neck, police said. The incident was captured by a surveillance camera at the South Lawrence East School on Osgood Street. The police chief said the incident began when one student threw a book and Luis Tejada, 7, threw it back. The teacher tried to mediate and Tejada said he didn't start the incident and bolted from the classroom, police said. Luis' mother, Lina Tejada, said school authorities tried to talk her out of going to the police. Superintendent Wilfredo Laboy said Tracia, who is also a lawyer, will not be returning to the school system. "Our primary goal is to keep children in a safe and secure enviro

I Shall Find You!
Hi, I shall seek and find you. I shall take you to bed and have my way with you. I will make you ache , shake, and sweat until you moan and groan. I will make you beg for mercy, beg me to stop. I will exhaust you to the point that you will be relieved when I finish with you. And you will be weak for days. All my love, The Flu

Mia
Well all that been looking for me im sorru i have been working so much as many as 70 hours a week at work so please if yiu miss me show ,me and ill do what i can to get back to yea lol ...... i misss alot of yea too but im sotired when i get home i stay on my page and dont really do much other than eat and sleep

Yeah Guestbook
hey wassabi its coming up to memorial day. so what better time to sign my guestbook.. also if you wanna play a game with me to win a cherry blast..let me know..im thinking about doing one the contest didn't work last time but i might do another one.. so let me know always keep in touch and let me know how you are doing.. its cold and lonely up around maryland right now..blah.. but friday tomorrow.. anybody wanna do anything? im bored as grass growing.. ~Timmy~

Update On Me.....
Ok so I haven't been around in a while...more like a long while! So some have requested an update on me. Life has been good and bad and hard and easy. LOL that helps huh!? Ya know how your whole life you look for that one person who will make you forget all the others? The one who will look at you and not see your past...but a person worth loving. well I found that. I found the guy that I've been waiting my whole life for. The one who treats me like I'm worth more than sex. The one who makes me feel like more than a possession or a punching bag or a sex toy. But you know the crazy thing. I'm scared. I'm scared that he is going to realize that I'm not really what he wants/ deserves. I'm not the girl he thinks I am. I'm so scared that I'm going to lose him. Krystal and Mike keep saying I'm not. Part of me knows this but part of me keeps holding something back. I want to be with him forever. For the FIRST time in my life I'm REALLY ready to settle down, batten down the hatches, grow up a

Friends???let's Just See!!!
Lets see who really pays attention to me I only have friends on here that I know in person or that I find interesting in one way or another. Otherwise, you are somebody that I highly admire, would like to meet in person someday, or have great respect for your talents. Something about you makes you so unique that when I read your profile and looked at you I thought, "cool"! Either way I am not a picture collector. If you received this in your bulletin, I truly do find you interesting. If you have decided to read this, You are a true Cherrytap Friend... It serves to eliminate people who are desperately trying to add "friends" like it's a popularity contest in high school. This is a test to see how many people in your friends list actually pay attention to you. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Let's see who the true friends are! This is a test to see Who's paying attention, Cherrytap friends... Repost this if you are a friend... Don't reply...just repost

A Night Playing With Pink
This week just gone a group of us ladies braved the cold in the city that never sleeps to see "Pink" in concert and OH MY GOD..if that is the last concert i ever see i will die a happy woman. The woman is amazing, i liked her before i went but now i am in total awe..her voice sounded straight off her cds..it was that good. her performance with her cool dancers was entertaining, u could feel passion in her songs and her stage show was amazing..no criticisms at all..except it didnt go longer...and lastly she has a body most women would kill for.an amazing body and what a great spirit-her interaction with the audience was second to none.....PINK RULZ--if there is one woman i would turn for it would be her......dont ever pass up the opportunity to see her if u can..u wont regret it...xxx

My Very First Car Accident.
Well, I managed to have my very first car accident last night. Yes, I'm just that highspeed. "Tore up my car to junk and back," or so I've been told. To be honest, I'm not sure how I managed to get out of this thing without doing more than tearing up the front end of my car and killing a deer. I'm a bit sore from the impact and whatnot, but other than that, I'm fine. The angle at which she landed on my hood should have put her, legs first, through my windshield, but fortunately for me, she bounced off right before she hit the windshield. I felt so awful, especially because she didn't die immediately. I remember being more concerned for the deer than I was for myself or my car. It could have been worse, though. Had I not made the decision to pull over into the opposite lane, the car behind me would have slammed into me, possibly injuring or killing the lady, her little girl and her unborn baby. I'm not sure that I would have maintained my composure had that occurred.

Graduation
totally freakin out..have no clue what i am going to do with the rest of my life..if you didn't know..i am a senior this year..and my graduation is coming up soon and i havent the slightest clue how i am going to take this..it all went way too damn fast and i dont know what to do..it seems like yesterday i was in middle school and now im greduating..

Spirit
The human spirit is your specifically human dimension and contains abilities other creatures do not have. Every human is spiritual; in fact, spirit is the essence of being human. You have a body that may become ill; you have a psyche that may become disturbed. But the spirit is what you are. It is your healthy core.

Months Of May/june...
For my friends, fans, and FAMILY: I have to blog this so all will be updated: I am going to be very busy for the next month w/ family issues and personal stuff...In other words, I am NOT going to be able to be logged in as often as usual...PLEASE don't take it as I don't care, or that I am playing around.......... I am still going to be checking in, and doing my best to keep up w/ ALL of "MY LOVED ONES" on CT. Jeanie (Slave J)

You Might Be A Redneck If You Give Your Kid A Gun Permit At 10 Months Old
http://www.cnn.com/2007/US/05/15/baby.gun.ap/index.html CHICAGO, Illinois (AP) -- "Bubba" Ludwig can't walk, talk or open the refrigerator door -- but he does have his very own Illinois gun permit. The 10-month-old, whose given name is Howard David Ludwig, was issued a firearm owner's identification card after his father, Howard Ludwig, paid the $5 fee and filled out the application, not expecting to actually get one. The card lists the baby's height (2 feet, 3 inches), weight (20 pounds) and has a scribble where the signature should be. (Watch Bubba use his gun permit as a teething ring ) With some exceptions, the cards are required of any Illinois residents purchasing or possessing firearms or ammunition within the state. There are no age restrictions on the cards, an official said. Illinois State Police oversee the application process. Their purpose, said Lt. Scott Compton, is to keep guns out of the hands of convicted felons, those under an order of protection and th

I Have A Friend
I have a friend that is in need of some help, in which I am unable to offer her. My friend is in love with a man, pretty much says it all. Although, she is in love, she feels completely alone. You see she has pretty much lost her best friends, due to events that she can't change. One, a friend that fell in love with a man, that she wants to be a father for her daughter. But no longer wants any of her friends to be around her to ruin her "true" happiness. Two, a friend that has been her best friend since she was young, has fell off the face of the earth. This friend has some issues of her own, but I guess just recently decided that she didn't want to be around my friend at all anymore. Three, a cousin/friend that would still be around as much as she ever could be if it wasn't for her father. You see her father thinks that my friend, is a bad person. Who's only purpose for hanging out with her cousin is to get her in trouble, influence her in bad ways and getting her into drugs. Not o

More Of The Same
Since I posted the previous blog Ive found these as well http://cherrytap.com/images.php?u=553675&albumid=338816 Theres the link if you wanna see the whole page. Theres only actually about 10 real pics in the mix. The rest he made up of kiddy porn.

Far Away Friend
I will never forget That time you helped me out. The time I was distraught and you were there. We had chatted before in a superficial way. Jokes and smiles with flattery and pleasantries. But on that night we chatted for hours, you brought a smile to my face And I needed that. It was that night that cemented our friendship. Although we had not met, we became close friends. I know so much about you and yet so very little. You almost know everything there is To know about me. Although we are miles apart in so many ways. My heart feels so close to you, my dear friend...

♥i Cant Believe It!!♥
Sabes Que ... What we did was important to people ... Real People !!! Believe that Shit ...!!!! GL Click here to send ABC emails about the show! From my friend Carlos Hernandez at latinoLA.com ABC TV NETWORK HAS FAILED LATINOS Al Carlos Hernandez www.LatinoLA.com In an attempt to save money and improve ratings, ABC has cancelled the George Lopez show, its new line of replacement programs includes a show about the Geico Cavemen, which clearly marginalizes, mocks, insults and degrades the Gay movement. This just in for ABC News, there was no such thing as cavemen, and Chicanos are real. The success of George Lopez which has gone into syndication, no thanks to Fred Flintstone or Barney Rubble the only creditable Cave people I know of, lies in Lopez's edibility to bring a real life Chicano family into American living rooms. Guess what American everybody knows one now. His show was so on target regarding the lives of myself and people I know, it was unca

With Heavy Hearts
Well it is with heavy heart's that we the officer's of The GIT-R-DONE REBEL FAMILY announce our decision to remove a member.This member was approached last night by our chief of security and advised of his need for a verified salute.He refused to ever get a salute done and express that he would rather leave than do one.Well Billy Beer we wish you luck in the future in all your endeavor's but we must remove you from the family.

The Attacks Never Cease...
Well, as many of you, my faithful readers know, I've been under a constant attack from the users "NASA FAN" and "Firemyst" lately. Even though I completely owned Nasa in my last blog entry, he still insists on pushing things forward... this time, with the help of "To Protect and Serve", who is a newbie with a vendetta. I owned him last night in this mumm: http://cherrytap.com/blog/76314/353818 Today, he posted another mum here: http://www.cherrytap.com/mum.php?id=55914 whining about his block. When I posted a link to the old mumm, he deleted most of his comments from the old mumm, but apparently didn't know about the "show all comments" link. Hit that, and you'll see the bulk of his transgressions. This twit has sided with Firemyst, who posted a mumm today (which has been since deleted) along with a new blog entry, which can be found here: http://cherrytap.com/blog/76314/353818 The thing I find funny about all of this, is that the "To Protect and Serve" moron was posting

Takes Time But Will Be At It B4 To Long
it cant hurt 2 start now with a plain short blog. Cherrytap is new Have 2 play around till i get it. Even if it takes all weekend Realizing the ins and outs Rushing just makes a mess Yet the traffic can be heavy Taking the time needed And responding People will come and go.

Speak Your Truth
Go placidly amid the noise and haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible, without surrender, be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even to the dull and ignorant; they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons; they are vexations to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain or bitter, for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble, it's a real possession in the changing fortunes of time. Exercise caution in your business affairs, for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals, and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself. Especially do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love; for in the face of all aridity and di

Lonely Plea
Stay with me tonight You see the blackness makes me cold I do not demand your love I just need someone to hold I am tired of always smiling Sometimes I need to cry I do not demand you listen But is it possible you could try For my weakness lays in the shadows Strength will surely find me come daylight I do not demand eternity Just stay with me tonight

You Gotta Have Friends!
The dictionary says: Friend (frend) noun. 1. a person attached to another by feelings of affection or personal regard. 2. a person who gives assistance; partron; supporter: friends of the Boston Symphony. 3. a person who is on good terms with another; a person who is not hostile: Who goes there? Friend or Foe? Seems like it isn't all there though huh? What about the years that a friendship can last? What about the laughter that seemed non-stop when you got lost in conversation? There is just so much more that Meriam or Webster omitted. Ever lost a friend? The definition doesn't touch on the incredible pain that you must endure. Hmmmm, so is Friendship a magical thing? Is there a Friend Fairy that comes and sprinkles dust on you to sends you and this aquaintance on a journey that grows into a lifelong relationship? No.....No it isn't...wish is was, cos I would catch me a fairy and steal her dust :) So what is it? A mutual attraction? Admiratio

Reunion
I didn't want to admit that I had thought about him, too, but had been too proud to reach out. We were both silent for a few moments, each of us lost in our own memories. Suddenly he took my hand in his and brought it to his lips. Even though it was freezing outside on teh balcony, I felt myself warm up, my pulse quicken. He kissed me on the lips. His lips were full and soft like I remembered. i opened my mouth just enough for him to slip his tongue inside. I wrapped my arms around his shoulders, leaning into his body. His hands caresses my bare back. "What are we doing?" I asked as I pulled away from him. "You've always asked too many questions," he said as he smiled and pulled me back into his arms, then began to nuzzle my neck just below my ear. Damn, he knows that's my spot. He moved up to my cheek and then back to my lips before I could protest. My mouth seemed to have a mind of its own as I inhaled his intoxicating scent. Maybe Terrence and Viv were right: this should be my nig

More Like Her
She's beautiful in her simple little way She don't have too much to say when she gets mad She understands she don't let go of anything Even when the pain gets really bad I guess I should have been more like that You had it all for a pretty little while And somehow you made me smile when i was sad You took a chance on a bruised and beaten heart And then you realized you wanted what you had I guess I should have been more like that I should have held onto my pride I should have never let you lie I guess you got what you deserve I guess I should have been more like her Forgiving you, well she's stronger than I am You don't look much like a man from where I'm at It's plain to see desperation showed its truth You love her as she loves you with all she has I guess I should have been more like that I should have held onto my pride I should have never let you lie I guess you got what you deserve I guess I should have been more like her She's beautiful in her

Scorpio
Scorpio is the sign of regeneration and propagation. Even though scorpios are guided by their genitals, they are actually directed toward business goals. It is true that the Scorpio has a criminal mind, but these individuals can turn it to their advantage and do well in business. You will find that some of the world's greatest leaders have been of this sign. Scorpios are very vital to all forms of business, and they're quite goal oriented. They will sublimate their energy into their goals. For example, you will never see a Scorpio become a real estate agent and stay an agent for long. The Scorpio will become a broker and have their own little company. Scorpios do not like being in a subsidiary position. They always have goals, say to others "Out of my way!" However, they will not step on people to achieve their goal. They simply don't want you standing in the middle of their road when they are on a full roll. Scorpios tend to be very secretive. They're even secretive within themselv

Sinner
Forgive me father for I have sinned every day I find another way to not let you in Is there any other way to fall asleep at night other then bitter tears and fights? I turn out the lights and pray that it'll all just be a dream someones says their's a light maybe someday I'll catch a gleam I kick and I scream but I don't want a fight why can't you just leave me right here I only wanna sink into your floor. become a piece of the routine a crazy mixed up life swirling with hate I can't stand seeing your face It makes me want to rip out your heart is that bad? is it angry? Do I deserve what they say? Would it be better just to pop all these pills and whisper good night let the world drift away and leave me behind...? I'm tired of fighting the fear why can't it all just disappear? A fucked up dream whisked away by the light. ~Jess

To My Uncle
TO MY UNCLE. WE NEVER GOT TO SAY ARE SORRYS OR NEVER GOT TO SAY HOW MUCH WE MEANT TO EACHOTHER YOU NEVER GOT TO MEET MY FAMILY. YOU NEVER GOT TO SEE ME GROW INTO THE WOMAN I AM NOW. YES WE TALKED ON THE PHONE.I HAD CHANCES TO COME SEE YOU AND I DIDINT. I AM SORRY I NEVER CAME TO SEE YOU.I KNEW YOU WERE GOING TO DIE MAYBE ITS BECAUSE. I DIDNT WANT TO REMEMBER WHAT MY MOM WENT THROUGH AND MY DAD. WE NEVER WERE CLOSE FAMILY ALWAYS APART FIGHTING DISOWNING EACHOTHER. EVEN THOUGH I DONT AGREE ON HOW THINGS WERE IN ARE FAMILY YOU WERE STILL MY UNCLE AND I LOVE YOU AND I HOPE YOUR HAPPY NOW WERE EVER YOU ARE RIP

Teased
As you enter you say I cannot touch. Naked with your hands and mouth all over me. Wanting to touch you has never been this much. I am in ectasy from what I feel and see. Our passion consumes us making it hard to restrain. My head is filling with fantasies for us to do. I am overwhelmed and my resistance is pain. Our lips now meet as I expose you too. I worship your body and cannot get enough. We come closer with a connection thats true. I realize why you did this even though it was tough. You made me want you more than I have ever wanted you.

Time
Time is meant to be measured by the moments, Not the seconds or the hours or the days. It's how you spend it that matters most, For time can be wasted in so many ways. All the time in the world could be lost in a flash, You never know just where the time will go, So if you have people that you love in your life, Use your time wisely and let them all know. Make the best of life's moments... What really matters at the end of the day Is if you've made the best use of time, And said everything that you've needed to say. Don't sit just there waiting, you only live once!

Throw It Out The Window
this is an honest to god true stroy and i just have to share it. and you might get the best laugh you've had in awhile. first off i work as a non-emergency trasport driver, a glorified way to say i'm a medic cabbie. and my car is an old cop car, it still has the spot lights on the a-pillars nothing else but white paint. i was bringing this one passenger back from his appointment. i pulled over to tell dispatch that i'm done for the day and ask if they have any other people that need transport. as soon as i got the all clear i took off and got behind this tuned up honda civic. after riding behind this 2 people for awhile they started looking in their mirrors real nervous like. and after that for a short bit we see these little baggies flying out both windows. for about a mile in distance they've been doing this. and when we had a clear passing zone we passed them without them even glancing over at us. their eyes were fixed on the road ahead. and after we passed they didn't even reli

Bras
A man walked into the ladies department of a Macy's and shyly walked up >to the woman behind the counter and said, "I'd like to buy a bra for my >wife. > "What type of bra?" asked the clerk. > "Type?" inquires the man, "There's more than one type?" > "Look around," said the saleslady, as she showed a sea of bras in every >shape, size, color and material imaginable. > > "Actually, even with all of this variety, there are really only four >types of bras to choose from." > Relieved, the man asked about the types. The saleslady replied: > " There are the Catholic, the Salvation Army, the Presbyterian, and the >Baptist types. Which one would you prefer?" > > Now totally befuddled, the man asked about the differences between them. > The Saleslady responded, "It is all really quite simple... > > The Catholic type supports the masses. > The Salvation Army type lifts the fallen, > The Presbyterian type keeps them staunch and upright, and > The Baptist

Bored And Venting...again
I work with the public. I work with mostly the bad side of the public (I know, my choice). I have a couple observations of the above mentioned....WHY ARE THEY SOOOO STUPID AND WHO LET THEM OUT INTO THE WORLD TO BREED???? I am a somewhat nice guy, I say please and thank you...I open doors for old ladys and smile.... The "hard ass look" in your eye as you puff up your chest is very, very funny to see. The uniform that you use to blend in with the rest, very original. Do me a favor and shut up about how hard it is to be you!! Get a fucking purpose and walk on....(the following does not reflect the views of management or any companys tied to this idiot at the keyboard)...THANK YOU AND DON'T FORGET TO TIP YOUR WAITRESSES AND BARTENDERS....

Love Letters
Love letters on wet paper, forgivers and no takers An angel who never got wings You find Jesus and it's too late, he's already closed the front gate And the sign's flashin no vacancy You've broken my heart for the last time you promised the truth and you told lies You really made me believe That love was supposed to be free Love letters on wet paper, forgivers and no takers An angel who never got wings You find Jesus and it's too late, he's already closed the front gate And the sign's flashin no vacancy I'll never forget how we used to be But I'm better off livin' with memories I know that it's gonna hurt But i don't think it gets any worse Love letters on wet paper, forgivers and no takers An angel who never got wings You find Jesus and it's too late, he's already closed the front gate And the sign's flashin no vacancy Yeah my heart's flashing no vacancy

Untitled 4
You came in from the shadows Into my little world Like a thief in the night You stole my heart and soul In your eyes I get lost Your arms shelter me from my nightmares Thoughts of you swim through my head My heart melts with the sound of your voice All I know is how much I love you!!!

Child Porn
Some of you have seen some of these faces before but I wanted to bring this to the attention of everyone once more. This man uses pictures of underage models and creates profiles. Now he has a Cherry Licker of the month contest and 12 of the 24 contestants are fake. Take a look, more than half of his competition are fake...Ive emailed CT about this but it went untouched so Im taking it into my own hands. Ive deleted him from my list because I want no part of anyone who finds it okay to use children of any age, for gratification of any kind.

The Guys Will Appreciate This
Wife: Honey..... What are You Looking for ? Husband: Nothing. Wife: Nothing...?? You've been reading our marriage certificate for an hour?? Husband: I was just looking for the expiration date. ********** Q - What is the Difference Between Mother & Wife? A - One Woman Brings you into this world crying & the other ensures you continue to do so. ********** Wife: Do you want dinner? Husband: Sure, what are my choices? Wife: Yes and no. ********** Wife: You always carry my photo in your briefcase to the office. Why? Husband: When there is a problem, no matter how impossible, I look at your picture and the problem disappears. Wife: You see how miraculous and powerful I am for you? Husband: Yes, I see your picture and say to myself, "What other problem can there be greater than this one?" ********** Girl: When we get married, I want to share all your worries, troubles and lighten your burden. Boy: It's very kind of you, darling, But I d

My Love Makes Me Laugh
You know i love you and you know you can be an ass you'll still get on my nerves but I'll let that pass our love is greater then words can say so please still make me laugh and I'll be happy to slap you any day By: Tara

Ahh, When The Mins Drag
I always find it quite a pain in my ass when my meds don't seem to be doing there job..... or perhaps this is because I quit smoking...... And I still haven't smoked for a week (supprising after the last two days events) Maybe next I'll go up for a frontal lobotomy.... What can you do when you can't get out of your own head!

Do U Really Read This?
I was just watching some random movie.. bored.. so I thought I would post something on here.. :) there isnt much happening in my life.. I have to work all weekend.. and I guess thats all.. well im off here to take a bath and head to bed.. night

Break Up
I know that things are different now - we're living different lives. But even though our lives have changed,For hearts that stayed together stay together. I still think of you as mine. Intertwined, they become a part of one another - friends 'til the end of time. And when you go I know it will be okay for you and me. For all the names we give to things that change, for all the ways we say good-bye, for all the mistakes that we make...

Stories
I found a line and then it grew I found myself still thinking of you I felt so empty and now I'm fine But still it's burning when will you be mine Too much of the same stories in our lives I think its time for change, don't you? Too much of the same stories in our lives I think its time for us to walk away from here Stories in our lives, we keep them all inside Stories in our lives, we keep them all inside Look at me, still in your mind Our memories, so intertwined Well you broke through, you found your way And so did I, no need to stay In the same old picture, tried and true We've been through that, let's look for something new Too much of the same stories in our lives I think its time for change, don't you? Too much of the same stories in our lives I think its time for us to walk away from here Do you remember lying on the beach so late at night? Do you remember running through the sprinklers that night? Do you remember all the songs that I have wrote

One Shot
MARIO VAZQUEZ LYRICS One Shot Ohhh yeah [Verse 1:] If I were a builder Then you'd have a castle Drive on the highest mountain And if I were a billionaire I'd give you every material thing But unfortunately all I have to give to you Is an imperfect heart But it's a heart that beats only for you [Chorus:] Listen to this girl if you give me one shot I will love you forever now No man will do you better now Love is a risk But if you give me one shot I will show you your the only girl In the world who can Give me this feeling Baby, that's how I feel about you Your one in a million I'd rather die than live without you We can't miss So if you give me one shot We can do it girl {we can do it girl} do it girl [Verse 2:] I'm talkin' 'bout love in the mornin' Just like you want it Anything you need you can call me for it Now girl I'm only human I'm full of many faults I'm guaranteed to fall short (guaranteed to fall)

Will Know Next Week
well next week i will know if i am able to join. i finaly got the last problem fixed and lord willing will be going to meps next week. pray for me and my family plz. let you all know when i find out.

The Distance Won't Stop This
I feel for him Feelings I never knew I don't know him But I do So much distance Can only stop this But for instance I love his kiss I have never felt it But the day will come When the candles are lit And never again feel lonesome I think of him day and night But I can't see Yet it feels so right And it sets me free Distance won't matter When love is in the air Because this love doesn't shatter When you are so fair Sweet as a dream And still only mine You are a meadow in a stream Just cause, you are so fine The distance won't stop us From loving what we know And this is true unlike lust Easy enough to flow... The distance won't stop this From becomeing what it has So just imagine That we are together From now and then We will be Forever! By: Hope

Just A Quick Note....
Hey all. Being the poetry freak that I am, I decided to start a blog thread with different poems that I like. Not all of them are my own, and I will make sure to give credit where it's due. I will also be posting some of my personal stuff as well. I hope everyone enjoys....

Most Handsome Male Child On Ct Contest!
`Most Handsome Male Child On CT Contest! I need 10 boys for my male child contest! Comment bombing allowed and self bombing also allowed! 1st Boy is...... with 1 comments! 2nd Boy is...... with 1 comments! 3rd Boy is...... with 1 comments! 4th Boy is...... with 1 comments! 5th Boy is...... with 1 comments! 6th Boy is...... with 1 comments! 7th Boy is...... with 1 comments! 2 Gifts person winners 1 V.I.P. and 1 V.I.C! Comments + rates = total Contest will start 5/18 thur 5/25 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~Majorboredum* woman ~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~@ CherryTAP

Downraters On The Loose! Guess They Love Making My List Of Losers Lmao
Her name is wond3rful lmao More like pitiful!! I'm gonna just keep adding to this list. So people are aware of who they are. wond3rful@ CherryTAP Another one, hes 25, if u notice all the downraters are younger. Hot el Dorko@ CherryTAP This one loves to give out 1s. This is a new account 43 yr old lady. 43 isnt it time to grow up! PEEWEE@ CherryTAP Hes 24, like I said before most downraters are younger people. Shows u it takes 4ever for some to grow up! Shadow_is_forever@ CherryTAP This guy loves to give 1s tecbarrera@ CherryTAP He loves giving 1s sexynickers@ CherryTAP HE LOVES GIVING OUT 3s MONKMAN1987@ CherryTAP MONKMAN1987 rated your photo a '3'! sam2007@ CherryTAP littlewomen_99_99@ CherryTAP pepsi101

Silent Tear
It comes at night when no one is watching. It comes so soft, that it barely has a feeling. When it comes, your heart is at ease. And the only thing that is on your mind, is Now the agony can finally. Leave As you gaze into the emptiness that fills the air. A Droplet tends to fall. While your memory races back to the time When you thought you had it all. You try to hold in what is deeply within your soul. But the burning is so intense; that you just Can't help but to let it go. During the night a stain is made. And at the same time all your pain is able to fade. The only true feeling that you feel, is the wetness of A drop that is left by a single tear.

The Joys Of Building
A builder was on the 3rd floor and forgot to take his saw up wiht him. He shouts down, but his co-worker can't hear him. So he does sign language. He points to his Eye (I) to his knee (Need) and moves his hand back and forth in a saw motion. His mate nods and pulls down his trousers and starts masterbating. Furious the builder runs downstairs, and says "What the hell are yu doing, I said I need my saw!!!!" The guy says "I know, I was just letting you know I was coming!!"

Such A Smartass At Times
1. Is there someone who you like at the moment? Do you think I like you? I hate all humanity in general . . . 2. Does that someone know that you like them? Doesn’t take a psychic for them to know . . . 3. Whats the weather like? Weather . . . What else is it supposed to be like? Facts 1. Name - Mmmm, right there 2. Ethnicity- One of them 3. Hair color - None 4. Eye color – I think the chemicals would burn 5. Favorite color – Sure rub in the color blindness even more 6. Glasses - Need them for a proper drink 7. Piercings- Show me show me show me Have you ever: 1. Cut your own hair? I have shaved, uh we’ll say yes 2. Done something you regret? This one time at band camp . . . 3. Skipped school? Attended school? 4. Bungee-jumped? I’ve bounced up and down on some things 6. Cheated on a test? Yeah but got the damn kid anyway 7. Been in a police car? Hey it’s a chauffeured ride right 8. Whats your crushes first letter of her/his name? 3 .

My Personal Life
as some of you know i have been having some family problems the last couple weeks so rather than try and fill you all in i decided to just write a blog about it for those who have been asking why i have not been online constantly like i usually am well here is the reason........ besides the fact that my son has been sick my brother out in indiana is having major problems with his heart....his heart beat has increased to 180+ beats per minute and he has been in and out of the hospital and the er for the last 2.5 weeks now....he was refered to the leading cardiolgy hospital in Indianapolis where in June he will be undergoing surgery to hopefully repair the problem (i would tell you the name but i cant pronounce it let alone spell it), as if thats not enough my dad out in california has also been really sick this past week and is not doing very well health wise...they are considering hospitalizing him again as well, but thats not all my dads wife has not been feeling for some time

Who Am I.....
Have you ever sat down and asked that question; Who am I and what is my purpose? I have from time to time. I am not sure that I can explain who I see myself as, but it is more as how others see me to be. Many have come to me over the years, some without reason, some are drawn and do not know why, others just like the name....but each has a purpose in crossing my path. I may not know from the beginning and it may not be known for a while, but I never turn away. I believe there is a reason and I do not have to understand it and nor do you. It is just going with the flow and easing. Many times I have questioned things that perhaps should not have been questioned. But it is a need for understanding so that I can continue the path that I am on or lead to. Yes my path, as others paths,have many branches along the way, but all is a learning. Yes, sometimes I stray and hope I do not so far that I can not find my way back. I do not have all the answers nor should I. But I do listen and hear

Hurt
You stare at me so deep Taking all of my body in You want to have me bad Like a trophy you need to win But you hurt me once again I don't want to give in this easy Thinking about what you did Still makes me disgusted & uneasy All that seems to go away With the step closer you take My muscles start to tense up My legs begin to slightly shake One more step even closer to me Now we are face to face I know I should turn away But I want you to just embrace You can't hold back any longer You start to move your hand up my thigh I keep on thinking he hurt me I can't turn away from the look in your eye

Apple Computer
Apple computer announced today that is has developed a computer chip that can store and play music in women's breast implants. The iBOOB will cost between $499 and $599. This is considered to be a major breakthrough because women are always complaining about men staring at their breasts and not listening to them. ;p

Update 5-17-07
Just an update, i'm doing pretty good, except in the process of getting my teeth checked out since i haven't gone since junior high 15 years ago, but my teeth aren't to bad, had one bad one they pulled and they are pulling my wisdom teeth. lol 2 down only one more to go. On the good note for those that have read my blog, they finally caught my ex, he's sitting in jail WOOO HOOO! I'm gonna get full custody of my daughter!!! Sorry i haven't been on much, i'll try to get caught up on everyones stuff... if i haven't done your pictures yet or even touched your stash please private message me and let me know... I'll get to it, i'm pretty good about keeping that up.. On another note i won't be around May 24th through May 29th, i'm going to see my daughter in Montana.. I can't wait either...Have a great weekend and Memorial weekend....

Hey Hey
yea so i havent been able to be on here for like a month i just havent had the time it totally sucks to have to work that much i miss chatting on here and havin fun. So all my friends i am still around and hopefully here soon i will be able to be online more so if you send me a comment if you dont get one back its not because i dont want to leave you one i just havent been on chat with ya'll later

Application
fill this out with your answers, copy into a new mail and put "boy friend application" or "bf application" in the subject line than i'll fill it out BASICS: Name: Age: Location: Height: Hair: Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: OTHER: 1. Where would we go on dates? 2. Do you drink/smoke?? 3. Do you like the beach? 4. If so...would you go with me late at night? 5. Do you like movies? 6. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night? 7. If you were to take me out to a movie would we watch the movie? 8. If not what would we be doing? 9. Do you play an instrument? 10. Would you call me right after we saw each other to make sure I made it home alright? 11. Favorite body part on a gurl/guy? 12. Would you give me kisses just because? 13. Sports (watch or play)? What Would You do if... I cried: I said I liked you: I kissed you: I wanted to have sex with you: I touched your ass: I got dumped: What Do You Think Of My... Personality: Eyes: Face:

A Tale Of A Crystal Meth Addiction
It hurts to know that the way I'm feeling is caused only by myself. And even though the physical wounds left on my body were put there by the hands of another it's me that's accountable for all the scars inside. How was it possible for me to be so blind, for so long to all the wrong I have done and hurt I have caused without even knowing I was blind to it? How did I fool myself into believing that the wrong I was doing wasn't that wrong, and the hurt I was inflicting wasn't that painful? Even the times I truly thought the decisions I was making were honest and pure, still turned out to still be jaded by the same billowing fog that had apparently never left, but instead had only just ever so slightly subsided long enough for me to believe that I was as solid as I always thought I had been. It's only just now that I can honestly say with a clear mind and conscience, how unbelievably wrong and selfish I was to let myself think I

The Rules Of A Blow Job For Girls And Guys!!!
The Rules of a Blow Job for Girls and Guys!!! WHAT A GIRL HAS TO SAY ON THE SUBJECT 1. First and foremost, we are not obligated to do it. 2. Extension to rule ..1 - So if you get one, be grateful. 3. I don't care WHAT they did in the porn video you saw, it is not standard practice to cum on someone's face. 4. Extension to rule ..3 - No, I DON'T have to swallow. 5. My ears are NOT handles. 6. Extension to rule ..5 - do not push on the top of my head. Last I heard, deep throat had been done. And additionally, do you really WANT puke on your dick? 7. I don't care HOW relaxed you get, it is NEVER OK to fart. 8. Having my period does not mean that it's "hummer week" - get it through your head - I'm bloated and I feel like shit so no, I don't feel particularly obligated to blow you just because YOU can't have sex right now. 9. Extension to ..8 - "Blue Balls" might have worked on high school girls - if you're that desperate, go jerk off and leave

Birthday Sign
AQUARIUS - The Slut Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to Have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost. PISCES - The Addict EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Energetic. Predict future. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationship. Talkative. Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do not repost. LEO - The Cool One Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, Fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Very attractive. Most caring person Ever meet! however not the kind of person you wanna mess with... You might end up crying... 9 years of bad luck if you do not repost. GEMINI - The Keeper Outgoing. Lovable.

Hot Man On Ct Contest! Contest Now Open!
Hot Man On CT Contest! I'm doing a Hot Man On CT Contest and i need men! Comment bombing allowed and self comment bombing also! 1st Man is...... with 1 comments! 2nd Man is...... with 1 comments! 3rd Man is...... with 1 comments! 4th Man is...... with 1 comments! 5th Man is...... with 1 comments! 6th Man is...... with 1 comments! 7th Man is...... with 1 comments! Comments + rates = total Winners will get 2 Gifts each 1 V.I.P. And 1 V.I.C.! Contest will start on 5/18 thur 5/25 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~ ~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~@ CherryTAP

To Let You All Know...
I AM NOT GOING TO BE ON HERE FOR MUCH LONGER. I AM SORRY FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT HAD WAITED SO LONG FOR LICENSES BUT, I AM NOT MAKING THEM ANYMORE. I WILL HOWEVER DO ALTERED VERSIONS OF YOUR PICS IF YOU WOULD LIKE. YOU'LL NEED TO CONTACT 7 SEND ME THE PICS BY E-MAIL. SO LET ME KNOW & I WILL GIVE YOU MY ADDY!

Flak Vs Condoms
OK so let's for one moment imagine a world where we do not have the rational mental faculties as a species to realize that war is more than just a knee jerk animalistic element of our nature manifesting in the collective conscious. Oh.. wait.. just look around you. People are dying ... and it's not the nintendo. So without having to imagine that, it should be alarming to discover that we can not convince the "powers that be" that if we are going to do send people into mortal environents we need to do it right! Oops oxymoron.. right way to go to war is like right way to cut off your own head. Anyway our government, despite requests and reports from the our people and from our soldiers who are being placed in the line of fire that better solutions are available. This despite extensive and repetitive tests by a varierty of independent entities which provide results that show the governments evaluation of the matter to be utterly false. If we are not going to bring the troops home the

Gemini
Words are more important than deeds right now, especially when you're discussing the future. Go ahead and build castles in the air. After all, that type of real estate is easy on the wallet -- and easy to redecorate.

I'm Going To Have My Pc Back ! Wooohhooo
I got a call today from the people at CompUSA, my PC is fixed!!! whooohooooo.... you know what that means??? MORE HOT PICTURES!! MORE VIDEOS!!! MORE HOT STUFF!!! Don't you love your Mistress???? YES YOU DOOOO! Whips M

Untitled 51707
in the day mouth and hands clenched tight wondering how you sleep tonight choosing to stare at the monitor... boasting to seek for null sighing behind the keyboard IM, bored n life's dull ...trying to stay invisible the true desire profile's a liar heart's on fire consuming a calling higher than yourself is it Love or is it God faith and trust today's society not who we are is it Love or is it God wasting time to keep your sanity not what you want rated G or rated X wanting passion not necessarily sex the latter grabs attention speaking about goals and spirituality aint cool, settling for a word from anyone stay with me pray with me walk in my life listen 2 me your tears roll down inside is it Love or is it God faith and trust today's society not who we are is it Love or is it God wasting time to keep your sanity not what you want in the day mouth and hands clenched tight with the person(or peace) you sleep tonight choosing t

Another Poem
Starlights gentle shining, down on lonliness, everyone can feel it, if they'll just confess. No matter how the crowd moves, or the single stand. starlight, moonlight, lonliness, travel hand in hand. Used to think the lonely, poor saps that they were, ought to all be locked up, nere let themout of stir. They brought their feelings with them, and showered them a far, and even loving couples could see 'the lonely star'. For years I ws so happy, or so I thought was true. This was so long before I met the lovliness of you. I had a lovely lady, or so was in my head, but I found out her thoughts of me had long ago gone dead. So now I'm part of lonely, the moon light and that star, have brought me here to Folkston, and from all I'm afar. I work the days in prison, at night in prison too, these walls, and darkened windows, allow no outside view. I peek into a glowing, lite up CRT, and pray dear lord, do ask someone to sit and talk with me. I know this sounds so morbid, depression soa

Hello Everyone,
Hello Everyone, I have missed you all. I have been very busy with photo shoots, etc. I have to brag a little. K-Ville, our New Orleans series has been picked up for thirteen episodes. It will air June 1st. My son Jonathan is in it so of course I am proud of him. The movie, College, will air in theatres September 14th. My daughter Tiffany is in that, we are so proud. Good luck to everyone in their endeavors and may we all be blessed in this life.

All Growed Up..
I had to take my 3 month old to the doctors this afternoon and as I sat in the waiting room, I looked over on the coffee table and there was todays paper, my first thought was, Damn, thats what I forgot to do today...Then it hit me.. * usually get a paper everymorning * actually feel crappy until about 1030am if I didnt have my morning coffee * I write a grocery list and actually stick to it(when i remember the darn thing) * I try to remember everything * I forget everything * I am in bed by 11pm, on most saturdays * I actually read the sunday paper and clip the coupons * I got excited when I found two postage stamps in the cabinet yesterday.... yeah, I have no life. I am all growed up..LMAO

Only Me And You
It's our time that we spend, kissing, making love and talking about how much we love each other. No one else matters but you and me. The smell of your skin and the taste of your lips, the softness of my hair running through your fingers, the scent of our love lingers in the air, you look at me and you know what im thinking, the look in my eyes, the sound of my giggle only you know that i love you. our hearts are one and no one can take that, they can try and tempt but you are forever mine and i forever yours. this is only a break, and not eternity, true love conquers all, even the most desperate trying to stand in our way. so this our time... only you and me.

*sigh*
I am so sick of people! not all, just those ones who tell you they care and tell you there your friends but aren't truthful with you you leading you to believer that something still may happen.Friends who"hope to be more because I care" Its ridiculous, People need to realize how much little head games cant really hurt someone who is already emotionally broken inside, People keep saying they wanna help you heal but yet there the ones bringing you down by leading you on till you accidentally come upon that they've had someone for sometime and you were just part of there game... well for the person this is about I hope you feel better about yourself, and I hope your happy! I can take a hint, I'm not worth it.

You Say You Love Me
You say you love me But it’s like it out of pity You say you love me But it seems like a hard task to express or say You say you love me But I can never be your number 1 You say you love me But it seems like you never want to open up to me I said I love you And it’s from the bottom of my heart I said I loved you And try to always let you know how much I said I loved you And you were always number 1 in my heart I said I loved you And with you I’d share my soul I say I love you And I always will till the day I leave this world You own my heart always and forever.

Gas!!!!!ughhhh
California is a beautiful place, full of beautiful people, and lots of fun in the sun!!! California is also terribly expensive to live in. We have taxes on everything, water is even expensive.. But, California is raping us with these GAS PRICES!!!! SO far we are paying 3.59 and climbing. At this rate no one is going to be able to drive or eat!!!! Just thought Id share Signed, I now eat top ramen daily LOL!!!!!

What Is Love?
Love is patient and kind. Love is not jealous or boastful or proud or rude. It does not demand its own way. It is not irritable, and it keeps no record of being wronged. It does not rejoice about injustice but rejoices whenever the truth wins out. Love never gives up, never loses faith, is always hopeful, and endures through every circumstance. Remeber these words of wisdom before you utter the word "Love". if you can not say yes to everything on this list then it's not "Love" that you feel

This Is My Life (my Story)
"Hate It Or Love It" [50 Cent] Ya, let's take em back Uh huh Comin up I was confused my momma kissin a girl Confusion occurs comin up in the cold world Daddy ain't around probably out commitin felonies My favorite rapper used to sing ch-check out my melody I wanna live good, so shit I sell dope for a fo-finger ring One of them gold ropes NaNa told me if I pass could get a sheep skin coat If I can move a few packs and get the hat, now that'd be dope Tossed and turned in my sleep that night Woke up the next morning niggas done stole my bike Different day same shit, ain't nothing good in the hood I'd run away from this bitch and never come back if I could Hate it or love it the underdog's on top And I'm gonna shine homie until my heart stop Go head' envy me I'm raps MVP And I ain't goin nowhere so you can get to know me Hate it or love it the underdog's on top And I'm gonna shine homie until my heart stop Go head' envy me I'm raps MVP And I ain't

101 Carlinisms
1.I don’t have pet peeves — I have major psychotic fucking hatreds! 2.Think of how stupid the average person is, and realize half of them are stupider than that. 3.Swimming is not a sport. Swimming is a way to keep from drowning. That’s just common sense! 4.A house is just a place to keep your stuff while you go out and get more stuff. 5.Have you ever noticed that their stuff is shit and your shit is stuff? 6.I wanna live. I don’t wanna die. That’s the whole meaning of life: Not dying! I figured that shit out by myself in the third grade. 7.I used to be Irish Catholic. Now I’m an American — you know, you grow. 8.You can’t fight City Hall, but you can goddamn sure blow it up. 9.If the Cincinnati Reds were really the first major league baseball team, who did they play? 10.Honesty may be the best policy, but it’s important to remember that apparently, by elimination, dishonesty is the second-best policy. 11.If it’s true that our species is alone in

Grandbabies, Bad Backs, & Boring Stuff
Almost bought a Toyota 4Runner. A 91 for $4000. But if I did that and paid insurance, taxes, gas. I would be in dire need of a job! Stayed with daughter again up in the country. Was nice, almost brought a kitten home but it was too wild, and not old enough to leave momma cat. Went to the local casino and lost an average of about $30. Getting home was a plesant one as I did not have to hear the constant whining of granddaughter. I love her dearly, but can only tolerate the whining for so long! Granddaughter was expecting me to be sitting in the front seat when she was picked up from her daycare like I was last time, and was sorely upset when I was not there. Daughter told me this when she called. Could hear her in the background calling out my name! lol! Grandson was upset that I would not stay longer too. I figured they would be tired of an old lady in their house..but it feels GREAT being wanted, even if it is from children. Sent money to my son. Waiting for his cal

The Everything Test
The Everything Test There are many different types of tests on the internet today. Personality tests, purity tests, stereotype tests, political tests. But now, there is one test to rule them all. Traditionally, online tests would ask certain questions about your musical tastes or clothing for a stereotype, your experiences for a purity test, or deep questions for a personality test.We're turning that upside down - all the questions affect all the results, and we've got some innovative results too! Enjoy :-) Personality You are more logical than emotional, more concerned about self than concerned about others, more atheist than religious, more loner than dependent, more lazy than workaholic, more traditional than rebel, more engineering mind than artistic mind, more cynical than idealist, more leader than follower, and more introverted than extroverted.As for specific personality traits, you are innovative (86%), romantic (71%), adventurous (69%), intellectual (63%).

Life's Missed Chances
Your standing at the edge life behind you and little left in front. Your mind wonders towards those missed opportunities, what if the most dreaded phase life has to offer has arrived. You reflect to days of youth and ideals of what will be, but you know that the window is closed and nailed shut and to try to open it is to look to deep into your mind, the dreams have faded but the reality becomes so painful. What would have happened if we would have slide through that window, the people we would have met, the jobs we would be doing and the love we would be loving. I have always been told that Nothing ever stays the same, everything has to change, why? Why is it that for most of us the change has to be fondling through life, searching for the ever escaping prize, not being able to hold on long enough until help arrives. I personally have nothing to complain about, life has been tough but good, each day has been spent working or trying to find work paying bills and feeding the kids. M

The Kiss
Have your speakers on to listen to my poem I am saying in the slideshow.. yep, that's me speaking.. I know it isn't that good. The audio will get better. This is my first try with audio AND video at the same time. Go to ImageShack® to Create your own Slideshow I meet her gaze I help her stand I hold my breath and kiss her hand I see her blush her cheeks red now I smell her hair and kiss her brow It brings me joy to hear her speak I take her hand and kiss her cheek I feel her skin 'neath my finger tips I hold her face and kiss her lips Our love's true passions now begin I caress her form and kiss her skin Our passions flow like summer rain Our love's fulfilled as we kiss again In the afterglow in fond embrace We speak of love and I kiss her face

Finally Divorced
To all of you that read my blogs, I am finally divorced, the bitch gets 50% of everything and most of the furniture, but I get the baby 4 days out of the week. In case some had wondered why I was not in for a few months, it was due to the divorce proceedings I just wanted to be careful and watch my back(follow me?) So right now I guess I am looking for someone to take care of me, is there any ladies willing?

Vanilla Warmth By: A.d.
i'm saying this is my house... and i'll make fudge and call it love and touch my lips to ur vanilla warmth and smile cause i'd like to see u in some tight pants cause everybody has some thing to give... and more important needs something to take and even though this is my house... u make me happy.. so this is your poem.

Good Sub's To Me
i have had my share of famale subs in my time i have beat a few very hard as well has made everyone of them scream my name and beg for me like no other will ever have.i had one lil sub that i seen alot of pain hurt distrust in her,and i got this sub with all this in her and so much pain i took her under my wings and became her own angel of death my wings protected her and no one dare try to do much to her cause of the name she had on her collar was one that i did not make up i earned every bit of it and was given the name by friends.i got her eyes to see clear,to see that yes i am who i am but with the right woman i'm not as bad as many may see.for i showed her ways of being a sub she had in her but no one really help them sides to be out.and now all this time she has had new owners and she has changed but my touch i still see inside my ways i showed this lovely sub are there they just have grown in other ways. may17,2007 Ripper

Forever And Ever Amen
u may think that i'm tlkin foolish u've heard that i'm wild and i'm free u may wonder how i can promise u love this love that i feel for u always will be ur not just time that i'm killin i'm no longer one of those guys as sure as i live... this love that i give is gonna be urs until the day that i die i'm gonna love u forever forever and ever amen as long as old men sit and tlk about the weather as long as old women sit and tlk about old men if u wonder how long i'll be faithful... i'll be happy to tell u again... i'm gonna love u forever and ever forever and ever amen. : they say time takes it's toll on a body makes the young girls blond hair turn gray well hunny i don't care... i ain't in love with ur hair and if it all fell out.. i'd love u anyway they say time can play tricks on a memory make ppl forget things they knew it's easy to see.. it's happening to me i've already forgotten every woman but u cause darlin i'm gonna love u forever forever and ever

Nsfw
It seems any one can flag your pictures, stash, mumms NSFW. I have noticed some people do it out of spite, if you don't agree with them, or if you won't talk to them. Which in my opinion is really messed up. I believe if Cherry Tap is going to allow anyone to decide on what's NSFW then the person they flag they shoulld be allowed to know who it is. Over 70% of the NSFW flags are rediculous. For this to be an adult site there is a lot of juvenile behavior allowed.

Rules Of A Blowjob (men Vs. Dazzy)
WHAT MEN HAVE TO SAY, AND WHAT DAZZY HAS TO SAY BACK...lol 1) MEN: First of all, yes you're obligated to do it. If you don't, we will find someone (younger, prettier and dirtier) who will. DAZZY: First and foremost, we are not obligated to do it. Yes, sometimes we get in the mood and do it on our own free will. BEGGING is soooo not a turn on. And the more you ask, the more we refuse. You want someone younger, prettier, and dirtier, you can GO FUCK YOURSELF. IF YOU LOVE ME, THERE IS NO ONE YOUNGER OR PRETTIER. SO THERE. 2) MEN: Second, swallowing a teaspoon full of cream is a hell of a lot easier than licking a dead fish. DAZZY: From a woman's perspective, NO it's not. I'm bisexual and I'll tell you straight up, i'd rather lick that dead fish then put that other nasty sweaty mothafucker in my mouth to begin with, let alone SWALLOW what comes out of it. 3) MEN: You want to talk about farting? Does the word "queef" mean anything to you? DAZZY: Um, yeah...The defini

~*my Eyes*~
my eyes love only one and will always only love just one for that one has showen me that through my eyes can see all the love that he wants to give to me and take care of me as a girlfriend... friend....lover... someone that shares his love with him as two souls that love one another more than anything in this world.....reading is seeing and u have to understand all the mix up and twisted ways of how things can be writeing to know the true meaning what the above means is ... through my eyes i was taught to love someone for whom they are and what they give to me and what all that he gives me in return.... Who knew that people of some diffent things would love one another with all they have and only a few differnt things becuase everything else is totaly the same...... My love his love is a fire with love that burns with a simple flame or with a flair of love that will never end for the souls have met and they helkp one another through the deepest darkest and the brightest ti

All About Me
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: Rocky Birthday: October 6, 1974 Birthplace: St. Louis, MO Current Location: St. Louis, MO Eye Color: Brown, sometimes Hazel Hair Color: Black Height: 6'1" Right Handed or Left Handed: both Your Heritage: black The Shoes You Wore Today: Nike Air Your Weakness: my sexy white choc girlfriend Your Fears: God Your Perfect Pizza: lots of meat Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: get a car, get engaged Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: whatever Thoughts First Waking Up: go to work after I kiss on my baby Your Best Physical Feature: eyes, smile Your Bedtime: whenever we finish makin love, lol Your Most Missed Memory: my mother Pepsi or Coke: pepsi McDonalds or Burger King: McDonalds Single or Group Dates: single Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: both Chocolate or Vanilla: either Cappuccino or Coffee: either Do you Smoke: sometimes Do you Swear: too much Do you Sing: yes Do you Shower Daily: yes Have y

How Did I Handle The Fact Of Having A Bisexual Wife?
How did I handle the fact of having a bisexual wife? First of all please forgive my grammar; I grew up Mexico City and Los Angeles, so my influence is very Hispanic. I'm writing these because a lot of You have asked Me how can I live a life like the one I live? if I get jealous? If I share? and tons of more questions, well here it is….And Please don't forget this is writen base in my life and what I have experienced and in no moment is intented as a guide of acceptance. I'm also writing this to all husbands of bisexual women because there was a moment in my life that I need it help and couldn't find any, I was mad, psyched and angry to the world, and nobody was there for Me except the only true friend I ever have, my bisexual wife, so here it is, maybe is not a great thing to do but I hope someone can get something out of it. As many of you know I'm married to the most wonderful woman in the world, like I enjoy to always say "She is the best part of Me" and she truly is, we

Nsfw Ratings
iT WOULD SEEM SOME COWARDLY SON OF A BITCH DECIDED TO HAVE ALOT OF MY PICS FLAGGED NSFW. NOW DO ASK ANYONE TO LOOK AT MY PICS? HELL NO! YOU LOOK BECAUSE YOU WANT TO. IT WOULD BE NICE TO KNOW WHO THE BACKSTABBING FUCK WAS. FEEL FREE TO REPOST THIS OR FLAG IT NSFW ALSO. IF MY ACCOUNT GETS DELETED FOR BEING TO "ADULT" ASK ME IF I REALLY GIVE A FUCK. WITH ALL THE BACKSTABBING, COWARDLY, PANSY ASS WHININGG FUCKS ON HERE IT REALLY WON'T BE A BIG LOSS. TO ALL MY FRIENDS!!! LOVE YA!!! KEEP IT REAL!!! HUGS LeRoy

Stolen From Sam
The Everything Test There are many different types of tests on the internet today. Personality tests, purity tests, stereotype tests, political tests. But now, there is one test to rule them all. Traditionally, online tests would ask certain questions about your musical tastes or clothing for a stereotype, your experiences for a purity test, or deep questions for a personality test.We're turning that upside down - all the questions affect all the results, and we've got some innovative results too! Enjoy :-) Personality You are more emotional than logical, more concerned about others than concerned about self, more religious than atheist, more loner than dependent, more workaholic than lazy, more rebel than traditional, more artistic mind than engineering mind, more idealist than cynical, more leader than follower, and more extroverted than introverted.As for specific personality traits, you are outgoing (100%), romantic (100%), slutty (94%), religious (93%).

Be Happy.
Never underestimate the power of a kind word, a listening ear, an honest compliment, a touch, a smile, a hug or the smallest act of caring. All of these have the potential to turn someone's life around. Perform as many random acts of kindness as you can. Everyday. All the time.

Thoughts To Live By...
· Only YOU can decide if you are happy or not. Decide to be happy! · Not everything has to be meaningful, It is "OK" if some things are just fun! · Let's have fun together! · Treat everyone with a smile · Try to make everyone around you happy. Never try to make anyone sad or frustrated. You'll be happier if you do. · Pray as if everything depended on God, but act as if everything depended on YOU! · Pretend that everything is great, while praying it really will be

Peter's Laws
1. Start at the top and work your way up. 2. Do it by the book...but be the author! 3. If you can't beat them, join them, and then beat them. 4. If it's worth doing, it's got to be done right now. 5. If you can't win, change the rules. 6. Perfection is not optional. 7. "No" simply means begin again at the next highest level. 8. Don't walk when you can run. 9. Bureaucracy is a challenge to be conquered with a righteous attitude, a tolerance for stupidity, and a bulldozer when necessary. 10. When in doubt: THINK! 11. Patience is a virtue but persistence to the point of success is a blessing. 12. The squeaky wheel gets replaced. 13. The faster you move, the slower time passes, the longer you live. 14. When given a choice -- Take both! 15. Multiple projects lead to multiple successes 16. If anything can go wrong, Fix it!

Ok Where The Hell Is Everyone We Can't Relaxe Yet
ok i realize yes we are in first place but in order to stay there we still have a long way to go so please keep bombing and lets make sure we keep first place. we have had alot of help in here and we would like to show them we can do this with there help we can stay in first please keep up the good work this contest is over tomorrow night at 8pm so we only have one more day to go pleaswe don't give in yet....

Will You Miss Me..lol
Im off on holiday in a few hours to Cumbria for a week..no internet..how am i gonna manage..lol It'll be great,i havent been on holiday for quite a long time so the break will do me n the family the world of good.Il miss all the friends ive made on here,im on for a little while but if i dont get to talk to u then il see you in a week..ttys bye *hugs*

One More Time
im only going to say this one more time because apparently no one reads blogs lol i dont have yahoo i dont cyber my boobs are 38F my name isnt sexy, mami, or baby study because there will be a test lol also please help me level up i am almost there ty so much

Time
As the smoke furls and the screams stop As the flames emb I will be there to save those worth it You have hurt me but I still might save you But think how far have you pushed me I am not who you thought If only you knew It is too late now Either I have healed and judge you Worth or not To think little old me holds your fate What will I decide Life or death Peace or torture Wait and see Maybe think twice But I say this now for there still is time Change not what you feel for me But think about how you treat those around you

Daily Horoscope: Libra For May 17,2007
Even love needs regular maintenance -- it's the emotional equivalent of eating your vegetables. So get that talk out of the way, pay the bills -- whatever's necessary. Once you do, you're clear to enjoy the sweet stuff.

Wishes
Wishes I Stand in front of you But I feel so far away Wish I could just touch you But I’m scared of the price I pay I endlessly dream of you But night always fades away Wish I could just speak to you But I don’t know what to say I’m right in front of you But I feel so far away Wish I could just be with you But I’m scared of the games you play Wish I could show you What I hide within my heart Wish I could show you How you’re tearing me apart You could run with me Into eternity But instead I’m down here bleeding Down on my knees Can you hear my cries in the night Can you feel my eyes on you When you look back at me What do you see Is it the same as I do You could run with me Into eternity But instead I’m down here bleeding Down on my knees I know I can’t go on being such a fool Know I can’t go on hiding from you I know I can’t go on playing this charade But I can’t destroy this mask that I made I know I’m next to you But I feel so far away

The Preperations..
well its time to get serious about the europe trip.... ive already started working on my canadian accent so that no one will fuck with me for being american. It's not like im that proud of where im from but id rather have a peacefull vacation and not be harrassed for being from a country that ellects a majority of shit politicians. It kinda sucks bc i was hoping to spend more time with Nate, a friend of mine i grew up with who moved to koln, while i was there...turns out hes leaving july 1st and not comin back till the 31st to go visit his family in baltimore here in the states. looks like i wont be runnin into bart or his family either with the trip being pushed back due to a misdiagnosis on my sisters due date. its kinda freaky... planning on hiking through most of the country like a crazy white american would do but im walking to places to get fucked up like my hispanic side is wanting! lol. so far no one else has pulled the cash or the time off work to come with me, so it looks lik

Bye Texas
well well well my dear ol friends of the Cherrytap! I just got a plane ticket home! so its kidna sad to say my days here are gonna come to an end well not really ill be here everyso often!! if any of you want my number or email address to keep in touch with me in utah let me know ill be more then happy to let ya know! love you all and thank you all for bein so kind and bein my friends!!! I will be home as of teh 25 good bye texas hello utah!!!

Oh What To Do
I try to keep my head high As I wipe away the tears To answer the phone or deal with a customer Has it really come to this Is all of it in vain Are my blood, sweat, and tears worth nothing What about my time or the work I have done Am I worth anything I know I am but the people that need to realize it Don't Screw this no more tears Push me if you want I will walk away But I know you will lose more than I Atleast in the end If you only knew the power I hold If you only knew I could save you But push me and I will watch as you fall I will shake my head As they tear your flesh from your bones

My Mcr Concert 4-25-07
I got my TBP LE book signed! :D My concert! Well, MCRs concert! BUT MY FUCKIN CONCERT!!!THE BEST FUCKIN NIGHT OF MY LIFE! It all started at 7:45 AM I Got to the bus station, YEP the greyhound bus station! I had a few rmy members (MCRmy) that were gonna give me a ride. But they fell through, except one, that I didnt know about til i got to the concert! I could have road with them, but she didnt know i needed to and i didnt know she was going to be in my town! Ahhh well, thats my luck. I got there, thats all that counts! It was a two hour ride on the bus. I mostly just listened to my MP3 player on the way and laid the seat back trying not to sing outloud lmao I get there and grab a cab to the venue. I walk up to the line which is shorter than I expected, but still it is only 10 am! I met a few friends and let one girl listen to my mp3 player for a few songs. She asked me if I love them? I said HELL YEA> She said thats good, you should. HAHA AWSOME. MCR fans are so

Another Crazy Arse Horoscope
Fancy creams and ridiculous diets don't keep a person young: curiosity does. So go ahead and explore, initiate and ask questions. The more information you seek, the more you'll gather. Use your resources. Ok I agree to this to a point. I happen to think by a person eating healthy will keep them healthy as well.No one can honestly sit and tell me someone sitting and constantly stuffing their face is healthy. give nsome peiple do have a higher tollerance to certain foods, their matabolism may be higher than some but still eating healthy, good sex and well TLC every now and then is the key to a healthy life woot woot OK I KNOW THIS ISNT ALL THERE IS BUT FOR NOW THATS ALL I WISH T0 SAY. LOVE TO ALL , HAPPY BLOGGINGS N SHIT P34C3

Countdown To The Tt
Just over a week now before the start of the 2007 Isle of Man Tourist Trohpy. A gruelling 27.5 mile course through the roads of the Isle of Man in the UK. Practice week begins 26th May and Racing starts a week later. Over 19000 motorcycles have been booked onto the Steam Packet Ferries this year, thats an increase of over 100% on last year. I myself will be visiting the island and taking in some of the sights, as well as riding the course on my 2002 Honda CBR600F Sport plus taking some photo's Hopefully I will be able to post some pics upon my return

Falling Over Me.
I ran. I ran from you. I ran from me. I didn't stop when I got tired. Pushing myself to get away. Telling myself that it was not me. Running away from what I didn't want to face. I liked the lies that gave me happieness. Portraying a perfect life. Time has passed and I cannot run from it anymore I come with a clean slate and ask for forgiveness. To have one more glimpse of what makes a smile. My heart needs to feel it again. Because the wounds are now healed and scarred. On display for all to see. I don't want to fall anymore. I'm tired of falling over me.

An Angel Passed Me By Dedicated To Beastman
An angel passed me by today I thought, “Of all the things” I knew he was an angel Without even seeing wings An angel passed me by today He called me ‘shining star’ I never knew that they were real But I know now that they are An angel passed me by today He helped me find my way He dried my tears and held me close And kept my fears at bay An angel passed me by today He helped me fall asleep He rocked me while he sang a song His voice was soft and deep An angel passed me by today I asked him in my dreams To take me with him when he goes But he had some other schemes An angel passed me by today He said I had more time He told me what I was to do How far I was to climb An angel passed me by today And when I woke he said, “You need much rest and comfort So lay down your weary head” An angel passed me by today But when I turned around I looked but could not see him He was nowhere to be found An angel passed me by today I know because I saw

Perfect Place.
I'm sorry. To thoes I have loved. I'm sorry. To thoes I have hurt. In any shape hurt can take. I never thought I would have done that. I told myself I'd never be like that. And now I sit here Feeling alone and alienated. But it was I that did it. I alone caused so much damage. And the truth is clear upon my eyes. I do not see anymore lies. I only see what is really there. And it is that I am alone. All because I was afraid. Afraid to trust. Afraid to be hurt. Afraid to love. Now the future has me In it's perfect place.

05-17-07
A loved one and you aren't on the same page. They understand what you're doing, but their response isn't as enthusiastic as you'd have liked. Don't automatically read that as disapproval. Go about your business.

Continuing From Previous Blog...
Chills went up my spine as I felt the familiar presence of my lover Boch by my side, striding along like the alpha male he was, linking his fingers with mine. "Should've tortched him." The chagrin in his deep voice caused me to snicker. "Not worth wasting chi on, my love." I looked with pleasure at his tall, lithe form, his long ebony hair tipped with crimson, looking like a cloak as it flowed down his back, his hazel eyes glittering in the sun. I always marvelled at his long eyelashes, the way his bow-shaped lips looked so perfect for kissing. As if reading my mind, he pulled me into an alleyway and consumed my lips and tongue. I reached under his black silk tunic to run my fingers down his spine, returning the kiss just as passionately. "Boch," I breathed against his lips, "I'm going to be late." "And?" He licked my lips playfully. I shuddered and sighed- damn his affect on me! "The Coven is expecting my report." "Tell them you got attacked by a rogue Shad

Music Vids...
Hello CT ers. I uploaded some videos. Most are uploaded by me on youtube, dailymotion..etc. So check them out and rate them. Ill get alot of them uploaded but its going to take a few days when I find time.

All Set
looks like everything good to go for june 1st move .... looking fwd 2 NO STEPS to ease my sore leg & cheaper rent that half what im paying now ....... kitty have more people 2 play with ...... and i should be able 2 get rides to store & such so it a much better situation all around ....... of course cable & internet may be down for a short time

My Ex
wow... i saw my babys daddy sitting by the side of the road at a bus stop yesterday... i'm very proud to say i did not run him over... didn't wanna damage my car! it's amazing how much of a jerk he is... he knows hes my babys daddy but he is making me get a paternity test!!!

Va Vet Centers Coming To 23 More Communities
VA Vet Centers Coming to 23 More Communities 7 Nicholson: Vital Services More Accessible for Returning Veterans WASHINGTON -- The Department of Veterans Affairs’ (VA) vet center program, which provides readjustment counseling and outreach services to combat veterans, is expanding into 23 new communities across the nation in the next two years, the Department announced today. These facilities are an important resource for veterans returning from the Global War on Terror and their families. “Our vet centers lead the world in helping combat veterans successfully readjust to life at home,” said Secretary of Veterans Affairs Jim Nicholson. “It’s an important service which combat veterans have earned. VA continues to expand into more communities with our vet centers to bring our services closer to the veterans who need them.” New vet centers will be located in Montgomery, Ala.; Fayetteville, Ark.; Modesto, Calif.; Grand Junction, Colo.;

Im Leavin
hello everyone. i just want everyone 1 2 know that i have enjoyed being friends with yall. but i think im going to leave cherry tap. i have my reasons. i just want everyone 2 know that i still want to remain friends with yall, but it is something i have to do. some people probably wont miss me but i know i will miss everyone. and no nobody ticked me off. but it is because of someone. the reason i am thinking about leaving. but anyways that is all i wanted to say. please comment if u would like i will probably leave off here tomorrow. so please tell me yalls thoughts i would like to hear them. yall have a great night. i hope to talk to yall tomorrow.

Va Expands Service At Idaho Clinic
VA Expands Service at Idaho Clinic January 16, 2007 Secretary Nicholson: World-Class Care Accessible to More Veterans WASHINGTON -- Veterans Affairs Secretary Jim Nicholson recently approved the expansion of health care services and a new facility for veterans in Lewiston, Idaho. “By opening for longer hours and improving the range of available services, we are making VA’s world class health care more accessible for veterans,” Nicholson said. “These improvements will allow veterans to receive more timely care from primary care providers closer to home in Lewiston.” The Department of Veterans Affairs (VA) operates a community-based outpatient clinic (CBOC) in 750 square feet of rented space in Lewiston. The parent facility for the Lewiston CBOC is the VA medical center in Walla Walla, Wash., about 110 miles from Lewiston. About 1,700 veterans from a four-county area surrounding Lewiston traveled to VA’s Walla Walla facility for h

Va Continues To Expand Mental Health Services For Veterans
VA Continues to Expand Mental Health Services for Veterans WASHINGTON -- Newly-returning veterans from the War on Terror will have greater access to readjustment counseling, Secretary of Veterans Affairs R. James Nicholson said today in announcing that VA will soon open a second “Vet Center” in Phoenix. Secretary Nicholson also announced that VA is moving the employment status of 50 additional Global War on Terror Outreach Specialists nationwide from temporary to permanent. “VA remains committed to treating the ‘whole veteran,’ and this new Vet Center will enhance Phoenix-area veterans’ access to important mental health services,” said Nicholson. “The permanent hiring of 50 additional Global War on Terror Outreach Specialists – who themselves are veterans of Iraq and Afghanistan – is another important step in bolstering access and ensuring returning veterans get the treatment they need to overcome their common reactio

World-class Health Care Brought Closer To More Veterans
World-Class Health Care Brought Closer to More Veterans WASHINGTON – To provide world-class health care closer to where more veterans live, the Secretary of Veterans Affairs today announced plans to open 25 new community-based clinics in 17 states and American Somoa. “VA has established itself as one of the top health care organizations in the country,” said the Honorable R. James Nicholson, Secretary of Veterans Affairs. “By putting health care facilities in more communities, we’re enhancing veterans’ access to VA’s world-class health care.” With 156 hospitals and more than 700 community-based clinics, the Department of Veterans Affairs (VA) operates the largest integrated health care system in the country. VA’s health care budget of nearly $30 billion this year will provide health care to about 5.4 million people during nearly 600,000 hospitalizations and 55 million outpatient visits. “Community-based medicine e

Secretary Nicholson Announces Va To Provide Free Credit Monitoring
Secretary Nicholson Announces VA to Provide Free Credit Monitoring June 21, 2006 WASHINGTON – As part of the continuing efforts by the Department of Veterans Affairs (VA) to protect and assist those potentially affected by the recent data theft that occurred at an employee’s Maryland home, Secretary of Veterans Affairs R. James Nicholson today announced that VA will provide one year of free credit monitoring to people whose sensitive personal information may have been stolen in the incident. “VA continues to take aggressive steps to protect and assist people who may be potentially affected by this data theft,” said Nicholson. “VA has conducted extensive market research on available credit monitoring solutions, and has been working diligently to determine how VA can best serve those whose information was stolen. “Free credit monitoring will help safeguard those who may be affected, and will provide them with the peace of mind the

The Time For Action Is Now
You know your country has gone straight to hell when the people paid to protect its citizens are forbidden to do so through force. During an immigration rally in Los Angels sixteen days ago, the uppity mestizos decided to get out of hand, the police came in and using the proper amount of force broke up the would be rioters before it got too out of hand. Well today there will be another demonstration to basically undermine the authority of the police and this time I would not be surprised if it were to get out of hand. I for one am sick to death of the governments inability to control its borders, I am sick and tired of having police officers come up on charges for just doing what it is they are paid to do and I am sick to death with the media who promotes such behavior. It is far time we did something about this and I for one am willing to go to jail in order to see such behavior stopped dead in its tracks. It’s bad enough that many of the demonstrators are foreign born and of tha

To All My Old Friends
Thanks for the great welcome back ....I had a bit of a dilemma to sort out which meant me leaving ct for a while but its done and dusted so i can start again :) ill get round to catching up on pics and stash as and when i can....see ya soon guys n girls xxx

Hot Man On Ct Contest! Contest Starts Tommorrow Morning At 9 Am
Hot Man On CT Contest! I'm doing a Hot Man On CT Contest and i need men! Comment bombing allowed and self comment bombing also! 1st Man is...... with 1 comments! 2nd Man is...... with 1 comments! 3rd Man is...... with 1 comments! 4th Man is...... with 1 comments! 5th Man is...... with 1 comments! Comments + rates = total Winners will get 2 Gifts each 1 V.I.P. And 1 V.I.C.! Contest will start on 5/18 thur 5/25 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~ ~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~@ CherryTAP

My Angel
When I first met my Angel, I was skeptical about it. I really wasnt looking for anyone and the last place I was gonna look was online. For a good 2 and 1/2 months she would always talk to me. She was persistant. I am so thankful for that. She grew on me. Always making me smile and laugh. Finally I spent all day thinking about her at work and decided to ask her out. When it came time for me to ask her, I hesitated. But this time, I actually did it. Usually when I hesitate, I wont do it. She said Yes. April 27, 2007 changed my life forever. I met an amazing woman. My Angel. She is so sweet, caring, funny, smart,... man the list could go on and on. Most of all though, she is asbolutely beautiful. She took all my flaws and looked past them. She is so special to me. Every moment I spent with her is amazing. I am so glad we met. She owns the key to my heart.

Va Adds Maps To Online Gravesite Locator
VA Adds Maps to Online Gravesite Locator June 20, 2006 WASHINGTON – The grave locations of more than three million veterans and dependents buried in national cemeteries can be found more easily now because the Department of Veterans Affairs (VA) has added maps of burial sections online that can be printed from home computers and at national cemetery kiosks. The latest improvement builds upon a service begun two years ago, in which a VA online feature permits family members to find the cemetery in which their loved one is buried. “This new map feature makes it easier for families, friends and researchers to find the exact location of a veteran’s grave in all national cemeteries and some state veterans cemeteries,” said the Honorable R. James Nicholson, Secretary of Veterans Affairs. “It enhances VA’s service at national cemeteries, already highly regarded, and our commitment to them as national shrines and historical treasures.R

His Favorite Flavor
To taste you is heaven. Every inch of you. To smell the fresh clean of your skin, lips brushing over your flushed cheeks and diving for the hollow of your throat, placing a cherished kiss at the indentation, an offering. Following the faint shadows to the cleft between your breasts and inhale your warmth, fingertips scouting ahead and teasing your sensitive nipples to draw into high peaks on the landscape of your body. What an exploration. Palms sliding over the fine smoothness of your stomach, skirting around the cavern of your navel and gracing it with the tip of my tongue, dallying lower still. Nails sliding over your pale thighs and pressing into the flesh of your ass as I spread you open, splitting you like some ripe fruit. Burying my face in the pit of your warmth and flushing with my own heat, tasting your nectar and drinking the juices you pour onto my tongue. Sucking on the very pith of your being and watching you arch up into the night. To savour you.

Teaching Hospitals, Trauma Centers In Downtown(baton Rouge)
BATON ROUGE – To provide state-of-the-art medical care for veterans in metropolitan New Orleans, the Department of Veterans Affairs (VA) and Louisiana State University (LSU) took a major step today toward creating a shared, VA-LSU medical complex in downtown. “Both our institutions would benefit from savings and efficiencies by working together,” said the Honorable R. James Nicholson, Secretary of Veterans Affairs. “Most importantly, Louisiana veterans would receive world-class medical care in a modern, conveniently located site.” Officials from VA announced today the results of an intensive four-month study of the feasibility of the two organizations collaborating on new medical facilities. Both VA and LSU operated hospitals in New Orleans that were destroyed last year by the floods spawned by Hurricane Katrina. “VA is committed to New Orleans and its future,” said Dr. Jonathan B. Perlin, VA’s under secretary for health. “

New Album Gallery And View Image Page On The Way!
i just wanted to give everyone a heads-up: this afternoon, or maybe tomorrow morning, we're going to turn on a new album gallery page (when you're looking at other peoples galleries) and also a new page that shows the main/large photos. they look a lot different, but we tried to make them much more functional and intuitive. for example, you'll see more previous/next thumbnails instead of one of each. you'll also be able to navigate into different albums from the fullsize image page instead of going back to the gallery listing each time. we've also tried to move the main photo up higher on the page, so you don't have to scroll down as much to get an idea what it is. stay tuned.... :-) EDIT: the new pages are live! i just realized we forgot to include the 'link to photo' option on the new page. have no fear, it'll be back tomorrow. EDIT #2: the link to photo option is back on each image page. werd! -mike

Va Awards Grant To California Veterans Home
June 14, 2006 WASHINGTON – Making sure the State Veterans Home in Yountville remains a comfortable residence for veterans, the Department of Veterans Affairs (VA) is targeting more than $807,000 in grant money for improvements to the state home. "This grant honors our commitment to care for the men and women of California who have served in uniform," said the Honorable R. James Nicholson, Secretary of Veterans Affairs. "Our federal-state partnership helps to provide comfortable housing for California veterans." The grant will pay up to 65 percent of the cost for general renovations at the home, including a new chiller for the facility’s air conditioning system. The overall cost of the project is approximately $1.24 million. The home provides skilled nursing care to about 1,110 veterans. In fiscal year 2005, VA spent nearly $6 billion in California to serve more than 2.3 million veterans. In California, VA operates 10 major medical centers, 49 outpatient

I Threw Your Love Away
I threw your love away I shook it off I left it at the door Never thinking There's no one I'd love more. I ran and I ran So far away from you I didn't look back Didn't think of the pain I was putting you through. I blamed you for my pain My hurt and my loss I didn't want to give our love Another chance I just gave it a toss. It was you I needed In my darkest hour I didn't admit it Couldn't let your love Have that kind of power. Now I dream of your arms Wrapping me up so tight Want to be immersed in your love I desire your love more and more Each day and each night.

It Is You
When I hear a love song It is you I think of When I sleep at night It is you I dream of. You are all around me Everything comes back to you When I think of love It is you I see. When I speak of happy times It is you I speak of When I talk about bad times It is you my heart pines for. You were my lover, my friend You were my world How could things become so crazy And turned upside down? Why is it you I think of Each time the phone rings And it is you I write of When I tell my story.

Before Its Too Late
Why won't you say you love me tell me not to leave? Why won't you say you can't live without me can't bear the thought of not seeing me? To go or stay I do not know do you want me or is it only my fantasy? If there's a chance reach out to me grab me and hold me before it's too late.

Mystery Of Life..
Life is a big mystery to me is it for you. Thinking each day what am I really here to do. The purpose of this world does one truly know. With each day passing so very slow. Is there a reason why were all here. Years of suffering for us to endear. I try not to think about it and just live day by day. Yet every second, every hour someone is tragically taken away. I guess only god knows the reasons why. People we love can suddenly die. I sit and ponder life as a whole. Do we just live to protect our soul. From the evil and corruption taking over us all. Did god put us here to watch us fall. To rise back up and decide we've had enough. If so life is really tough!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

"taco Lucha" Origin Story
A lot of people on here have asked about the picture of me in the Mexican wrestler mask. Well here is the story behind it. One day, about 2 years I was with a couple of friends, and one of them Laconte, wanted to be the first black person to win "tough enough", which is a contest that was on TV and later just on WWE.com to enter a contest to become a wrestler on tv. He did is interview video, and he felt it needed something extra, so he wanted to do an interview promo. This involved me and a buddy of mine named Rob. Using my Mexican wrestler mask, and some other props, I was to interfere in "interview". We did the shoot in two takes, and it was funny. To explain some things in the video. The "Eddie" chant that I yelled was kind of a tribute to the Pro Wrestler that died earlier that year, "216" is the area code that we live in. Rob is the dude in white, the black guy is the one we were shooting the video for, I am the guy in the mask. Enjoy. Eddy 216Add to My Profile | More

Just In Case
I have been pulled every which way but forward. Been dragged through the muck and treated like crap for what $200.00 a week. I am now at the brink where I might leave the bike shop and wanted you all to know that I care. I will let you all know what is going on as soon as I know. But knowing that I may again have to start completely over kills me. For I know what it does to my daughter. But this time I will give up working on motorcycles because I have lined up a gig if I leave that I will make almost 2 times the amount I make in one month here in just a couple of hours. And it is a good job and no one would look down on me for it. I don't want to leave the bike shop but something has to change. Either it will be him or me and I have a strong feeling that it will be me. Wish me luck either way. Robin Marie ravensnewleaf@yahoo.com

Happiness
Happiness what exactly is it and does one ever truly find this word spoke of so much. Im not exactly sure is it in someones touch. Does it exist at all or just an invisible feeling we try to create. All I usually feel is hate. Hate for myself for my life and from people I meet. Do we let this hate cause us defeat. Do we go on tryin to attain this happiness when we really don't know what it is at all. Pushing ourselves harder and harder trying to break through this wall. The wall of hate that so many of us have created in our mind. Who knows maybe one day this happiness I might find. Untill then I'll try to control the hate not letting it take over could determine ones fate. So to everyone out there don't quit searching it's not to late.

Life
Do you know what its like to be trapped. Trapped in a world of darkness where no one hears you. You can scream at the top of your lungs and get no response cause theres no one there. It's a scary place a place ive created in my mind. A place I hope you never find. A lonely abstract world of a dark void in my mind. The world around me is left behind. Will someone rescue me no likely im stuck. Lost in this asylum of my own mind what the fuck. Never sleepin loosin my mind. Insomnia takes over night after night. I give up on puttin up a fight. So when will this all end who the hell knows. Im sure the lack of sleep shows.

"how Could?
How Could The One I Gave My Heart To, Break My Heart So Bad? How Could The One Who Made Me Happy, Make Me Feel So Sad? Wont Somebody Tell Me? So I Can Understand. If You Love Me, How Could You Hurt Me Like That? How Could The One I Gave My World To, Throw My World Away? How Could The One Who Said I Love You, Say The Things You Say? How Could The One I Was So True Too, Just Tell Me Lies? How Could The One I Gave My Heart To, Break This Heart Of Mine? Tell Me........ How Could You Be So Cold To Me? When I Gave You Everything. All My Love, All I Had Inside. How Could you Just Walk Out The Door? How Could You Not Love Me Anymore? I Thought We Had Forever. I Cant Understand. How Could The One I Shared My Dreams With, Take My Dreams From me? How Could The Love That Brought Such Pleasure, Bring Such Misery? Wont Somebody Tell Me? Somebody Tell Me Please. If You Love Me, How Could You Do That To Me? Tell Me........ How Could you Just Walk Out The Door? How Could You Not Lo

Countdown To Seclusion
I am under Overmedicated I still have The symptom That allows me To feel So I endure The side effects Of understanding What is real The emotion of trust Ventures in And out Like the waves If you make Thru low tide You are either Insane Or brave The stars of your Molar system Offer a Brief light On the path I love to make Your heavens shine But I can never Make it last If I get out of This darkness I will make your heart Laugh Just a small fix To stop the pain A mere patch On the raft The bandage Of compassion A reason To remain afloat

Motherly Figure
She suffers pain With few to talk to Deals with the many impediments of life Her friends Her family Her kids Her marriage Her work She handles it as her duty Rarely having a break She remains strong Carrying her tasks As if nothing else matters She allows nothing to divert her path We’ve all met her sometime in our life But we never realize it till we lose her

Part One (i'm So Alone)
The life of the party, just sippin' Bacardi and this girl's been in my ear, she looks nice but she's naughty hands me her room key Later on I'm in the hotel lobby wonderin' if she's the answer to my loneliness First kiss...nothing Second kiss...nothing Feelings don't even register as my hands start to caress her sexy body A single thought occurred...to her sex is just a hobby And hours later laying beside her, she's nameless...could've been anybody cuz I'm wide awake and I'm still feeling alone...

Questions
let me no wot u all think of me!!!!!! 1. Who are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and How did we meet? 4. Do you have a crush on me? 5. Have you ever wanted to punch me? 6. Give me a nickname and explain why? 7. Describe me in 1 word? 8. What was your first impression of me? 9. Do u still think the same? 10. What reminds you of me? 11. If you could give me anything what would it be? 12. How well do you know me? 13. When was the last time you saw me? 14. Ever wanted to tell me something that you couldn't? 15. Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you?

I Give You My Heart
I GIVE YOU MY HEART, PURE AND TRUE IT BELONGS TO NO OTHER, ONLY YOU I GIVE YOU MY HEART AND ASK FOR NOTHING IN RETURN THAT IN THE END NEITHER GETS BURNED I GIVE YOU MY HEART AND ALL THE LOVE IT HOLD INSIDE FROM YOU I HAVE NOTHING TO HIDE.

And The Baby Is........
May 17th- I had another OB appointment and the baby is doing great! The heartbeat was in the 150's and was moving up a storm!The baby was barely cooperating for the sonogram. Infact I have to go back next month again so they can get all the measurements they missed today! One thing they didn't miss was the sex of the baby! With the legs spread WIDE open it wasn't hard to see that the baby is a..............................

We Finalized The Names!
May 14th- Well we have finalized it down to the names we like! If it's a boy we will name him Anthony Amico Marchione! If it's a girl we will be naming her Bianca Patricia Marchione! Amico is Tobe's grandma's maiden name and Patricia is her first name. We love having a bit of ancestry in our children's names! Thursday (May 17th) I will have my next OB appointment and the sonogram. Hopefully we will have a cooperating baby and will know what our child will be!

My First Initial Is K Lol
According to studies, the first letter of your first name reveals your sexual identity ... What do you think? Repost this with the letter of your first name. -A- You are not particularly romantic, but you are interested inaction. You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get. You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure,and subtly enticing. You are an up front person. When it comes to sex, its action that counts not obscure hints.Your mate's physical attractiveness is important to you. You find the chase and challenge of the "hunt" invigorating. You are passionate and sexual as well as being much more adventurous than you appear; however, you do not go around advertising these qualities. Your physical needs are your primary concern. -B- You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy being romanced, wined, and dined. You are very ha ppy to receive gifts as an ___expression of the affection of your lo

Back
if anyone has wondered where i have been i have hurt my lower back...i might not be on here for awhile..i hurt my lower back and need to have surgery...im in the bed and cant even get up without help from my sister...i hope to be back soon but not sure when..my sciatica is really bad and i have spasms down my leg at all times..i have a doctors appt.wednesday and then i will know when they will perform the surgery..the sooner the better cause i feel like shit...soma and vicodin have helped a lot though!!!

The First Letter Of Your First Name Reveals Your Sexual Identity Mines C Lol
According to studies, the first letter of your first name reveals your sexual identity ... What do you think? Repost this with the letter of your first name. -A- You are not particularly romantic, but you are interested inaction. You mean business. With you, what you see is what you get. You have no patience for flirting and can't be bothered with someone who is trying to be coy, cute, demure,and subtly enticing. You are an up front person. When it comes to sex, its action that counts not obscure hints.Your mate's physical attractiveness is important to you. You find the chase and challenge of the "hunt" invigorating. You are passionate and sexual as well as being much more adventurous than you appear; however, you do not go around advertising these qualities. Your physical needs are your primary concern. -B- You give off vibes of lazy sensuality. You enjoy being romanced, wined, and dined. You are very ha ppy to receive gifts as an ___expression of the affection of your lo

I Saw You...
I saw you, hug your purse closer to you in the grocery store line. But, you didn't see me, put an extra $10.00 in the collection plate last Sunday. I saw you, pull your child closer when we passed each other on the sidewalk. But, you didn't see me, playing Santa at the local mall. I saw you, change your mind about going into the restaurant. But, you didn't see me, attending a meeting to raise more money for the hurricane relief. I saw you, roll up your window and shake your head when I drove by. But, you didn't see me, driving behind you when you flicked your cigarette butt out the car window. I saw you, frown at me when I smiled at your children. But, you didn't see me, when I took time off from work to run toys to the homeless. I saw you, stare at my long hair. But, you didn't see me, and my friends cut ten inches off for Locks of Love. I saw you, roll your eyes at our leather coats and gloves. But, you didn't see me, and my brothers donate our old coats and gloves to those that had

Dating
this is sad to say that i've been in more relationships than dates. i don't know how to or look for a date. i've always done my searching online and i've never been with anyone that i didn't meet off the net. i don't konw how to find a date and i somewhat know how the few first dates are supposed to go. if any one would like to give me some advice or something feel free to. I hope whoever reads this has a good day/night Jon

Illegal Immigration
Lengthy read, but awesome! Want to know why I am soooooooooo opposed to illegals--read this. Those of us that work can't retire until Medicare kicks in because we need health care. Got the basics in life such as a house/car/food, you can get sued by the same city/state/fed government that advertises to be our "uncle" (ie: Uncle Sam). STOP REWARDING ILLEGALS FOR BREAKING THE LAW. Send them "home" w/o U.S. money. Let them come to the US legally (then I would welcome them). The U.S. had a campaign a few years ago telling Americans to limit their families to 2 kids because we don't have enough room/food/water but let illegals have a dozen kids w/o paying and they get rewarded. The American way is skewed. Careful who you vote for. Joanne Parkland Memorial Hospital in Dallas , Texas is a fairly famous institution and for a variety of reasons: 1. John F. Kennedy died there in 1963 2. Lee Harvey Oswald died there shortly after 3. Jack Ruby-who killed Lee Harvey Oswal

Because I Love You
Melanie, I can never thank you enough for the joy and the purpose you bring to my life. You are everything in this world to me and I will forever stand by your side. I love you for your faith in God, for the way you love for the sake of loving, for the way you always know how to touch me no matter what mood I am in. I love how your voice can pull any emotion out of me in an instant, how you can calm me no matter how upset i am. how you always know the right things to say. I love how you wake up in the night and crawl around the bed looking for me, then curl up against me and sigh when you find me. I love the way you smile in your sleep, I love they way you move your feet back and forth in the blankets when you are cold and trying to get comfy.... I love they way laugh at the silliest things, I love the way you always find the good in anything and anyone. I love that every night before we go to sleep, I hold you against me, and we thank God for all the wonderful bl

Saved
You’ve saved me From myself From my pain From my troubles From my life You’ve helped me When I was down When I cried When I was alone When I felt unloved You’ve been there for me always You’ve done so much As I look back I think Where would I be without you You are my lifesaver I wish I could show you how I feel To express my emotions To open up You are my lifeboat And I love you

Kids And Dinosaurs
Until Martha told me that her class was going to use homemade sidewalk chalk today and she brought the molds home last night, I've got to admit making the stuff was one thing I didn't think about. Her kids at day care used crushed tempera paint, plaster of Paris, and water then put the mix in molds which would harden over several hours. And they've got shapes of monkeys, Cookie Monster from Sesame Street, and stegosaurus -- am I supposed to say "stegosauruses" or "stegosauri" for the plural form? You definitely can't go wrong with kids and dinosaurs . . . On that subject, last night after work I went to church for our youth group meeting which was actually intended to be a softball game between the kids and several adults. By the time I got there, the sign was up that they were playing on the north field of Longfellow Elementary School near where I live. They got the field at largely the last minute, so I headed down there as the game was going on and it was fun to watch. The

Still Need Entries!!!!
I AM STILL LOOKING FOR A FEW PEOPLE TO JOIN IN THIS CONTEST SO IF YOU ARE INTERESTED PLEASE LET ME KNOW SEND ME YOU PIC LINK AND REMEMBER IT HAS TO BE OF A VEHICLE 30 YEARS OR OLDER........ Hey everyone if you want a chance to win a 7-day blast come join my contest....The pic you enter in this contest must be of a car/truck/van 30 years or older.....The winner with the most comments will win a 7- day blast...below are the rules.... RATES DO NOT COUNT.... MOST COMMENTS WINS.... NO BASHING..... YOU MAY COMMENT BOMB AND COMMENT YOUR OWN PIC.... MUST BE A LEVEL 4 OR HIGHER TO COMMENT...... I would like to start this contest on mon. may 21st at 12op.m. pst And will end on mon. may 28th at the same time. I am looking for atleast 10 entries...... FIRST PRIZE-7-day blast SECOND PRIZE-a porsche and diamond earrings or a mens bracelet THIRD PRIZE-a corvette and a platinum cherry EVERYONE WILL RECIEVE A TROPHY So if you are interested please mail me your pics..... MS

Some Gave All
I changed my song. Normally not a big deal. I change my song a lot. But today, the song I chose has a deeper, sadder meaning. Those of you who've been reading my random blogs know that I put together a care package last week for my friend Brad in Afghanistan. He got it yesterday and loved it. He even called this morning to tell me all about it and what a hit it was with the guys. Lots of letters from home, tons of candies, etc... What's not to like? This afternoon I got a text message to my phone...I have my yahoo messenger set to forward to my phone just for him. He told me he was upset. It turns out that one of his buddies from Tech School was just reported KIA today. For those of you that don't know what that means...it means Killed In Action. Last I knew, Mendez was stationed in Japan. Apparently he got deployed to Iraq for a while. He and I had been myspacing a little bit because we found common ground after Brad introduced me to him and Gibson. They were the

Fighting Back
To all whom it concerns and those that want to put their nose in it. Cha0tic Drag0n is DEAD!!! My dark side has been awaken, so from this point forward I will be know as the Behemoth (aka the Death Dragon) until a time that all BS is either subsided or dead in its tracks..... I am prepared to fight for my rights and what it is that I want, with talon and or fang til the very end. I will protect that and those dear to me, to my last breath when my heart beats still. I will no longer idlely stand by while people take advantage of the people that matter most, nor treat them like a door mat for their foolish games or antics. So mess with my family, friends, or me ... be prepared to face the wrath of this undead yet pissed off Dragon of Death, awaken from his tomb deep within the River of Despair. For those whom have awaken this Dark side... I thank you for bringing things clear to what it is that I must do.

Rose Colors And Their Meanings
Red Love, Beauty, Courage and Respect, Romantic Love, Congratulations, "I Love You", "Job Well Done", Sincere Love, Respect, Courage & Passion Red (Dark) Unconscious beauty Red (Single) "I Love You" Deep Burgundy Unconscious Beauty White Purity, Innocence, Silence, Secrecy, Reverence, Humility, Youthfulness, "I am worthy of you", Heavenly White (Bridal) Happy love Pink Appreciation, "Thank you", Grace, Perfect Happiness, Admiration, Gentleness, "Please Believe Me" Dark Pink Appreciation, Gratitude, "Thank You" Light Pink Admiration, Sympathy, Gentleness, Grace, Gladness, Joy, Sweetness Yellow Joy, Gladness, Friendship, Delight, Promise of a new beginning, Welcome Back, Remember Me, Jealousy, "I care" Yellow with Red Tip Friendship, Falling in Love Orange Desire, Enthusiasm, Fascination Red and White Given together, these signify unity Red and Yellow Jovial and Happy Feelings Peach Appreciation, Closing the deal, Let's get together, Sincerity, Gratitude Pal

If You Bother
Reading my blog today is ur lucky day. I am gonna do a sticky bulletin and pimp out my friends. This time I wanna do noobies and ppl that really shine. Soooooooo if u think u should be on it cuz you are a good FRIEND to me speak now!

Just Another Day In....
most people would have thought i would say hell, but really its not that bad its just same shit different day and it gets really old. i myself just want to do something different one day out of the week instad of being able to predict what is going to happen. i dont know maybe im reading into my life to much. i truelly do not know. maybe something great will happen tomorrow who the hell knows. i will just have to wait til then to find out.....

Quiz Again
1. FIRST NAME? Angela 2. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? my middle name yes 3. WHEN DID YOU LAST CRY? I laughed so hard I cried when I sent my boy incognegro a funny ass comment 4. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? yes 5. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT? honey ham 6. KIDS? 1 boy and 1 girl, and 2 R.I.P 7. WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU? some days, some days not. I'm kinda bitchy and hard to read some days and then open and happy on others... 8. HAVE A JOURNAL? not anymore 9. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS? yes 10. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP? been there, done it 11. Do YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES TO TAKE THEM OFF? No, does that make me lazy? 12. FAVORITE SONG AT THE MOMENT? DJ Khaled, T.I., Akon, Rick Ross, Fat Joe..."We Takin Over" 13. DO YOU THINK YOU ARE STRONG? Yes 14. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM? anything Ben & Jerry 15. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE? Their energy, happy sad-up down-giving off or taking in. 16. RED OR PIN

If You Believe In Free Speech..
Please sign this petition. It is a petition to the GOP to allow Dr. Ron Paul to continue in the debates. There is a move out of cut him out of the rest of the debates. We are trying to counter that move. Even if you don't side with Dr. Paul..I hope that you will support his right to continue to debate his opponents in an open public forum. The link to the petition is here: http://www.petitiononline.com/RPRNC08/petition.html

Upcoming Trip
Hey! Just wanted to warn you all that I will be off CherryTap pretty consistently for two weeks starting Saturday, May 26th. I will be in Oregon for nine days, visiting friends, and will be checking in once a day *at most* (and not staying). So I probably won't return love, keep track of new photos, blogs, etc. like I normally do. From June 4th to June 10th, I will be back online but still more sporadically, because I will be in Chicago visiting my family. And I have actual real life evening plans if things work out (meeting up with a couple people) so will hopefully have better things to do with my time than sit online in my sister's basement, feeling lonely. :) I hope you'll all miss me!

My Mistake
She told me she loved me and I turned away. The words wouldn't come, I had nothing to say. Her beauty was real as I stared Into her deep brown eyes. She had picked me and I couldn't understand why. Was it giving her a smile ,an arm on her shoulder? Her heart cried out for what I couldn't tell her. She wanted something that I couldn't give. A past mistake I didn't want to relive. Her eyes welled up, her tears bagan to flow. Her deepest,darkest feelings had begun to show. She offered me forever along with her heart. She swore on her life we would never be apart. If I would have lied then her heart I could save. Then maybe I wouldn't be here kneeling at her grave.

I Love You More
I love you more each day I love you more when i see you I love you more every which way When i see you I know my heart flew I love you more no matter what I love you more no matter where I love you more no matter when When I see you I know you care I love you more when I hear you voice I love you more when i see your face I love you more when you make your choice When I see you my heart begins to race I love you more than you'll ever know I love you more than i can tell I love you more than I can show When i meet you I knoew I fell I love you more with every breath I love you more with every glance I love you more with every test When I see you I'm glad I took that chance

Pathetic......
I'm finding out how bad people really can be towards others just because someone new comes around. Or they get involved with someone that other person doesn't like. In the last couple of months l have lost 4 friends due to the simple fact their signifisent others did not like me or had penis envy or something i dont know. I guess it goes to show you how pathetic people can be. You shouldnt need to drop friends because of the simple fact that who ever you are with doesnt get along with them. Perhaps if there was a valid reason like assuming they were dangerous or would attempt something sexual with that other person i could see it but not when you are mearly long time good friends. And others wonder why i find it so hard to get close to people, All it ends up as is more drama and more bullshit that isnt needed and or wanted. Though i suppose i should get use to it. Because it will never end, not as long as people cant be honest with one another anyways.....

A Moment Of Silence....
id like to take this time to bow my head for a moment of silence..................................................................................................................................................................................................... the reason for this is because we lost someone very dear to us this mothers day. a wonderful women who i consider to be like a mother to me. she was laid to rest and sent to watch above us yesterday and she will be missed dearly from everyone im sure of that. how hard it is for her son to be with out his mother i know must be waying on him now. i can only hope that he doesnt let this drag him into the ground in depression as im sure it would anyone losing ones mother. there are tons of memories that each and every one of us have of her and that is what will keep us moving forward in this world till we all are reunited one day in heaven. till then we put forth each foot to continue our daily lives. our tears will continue on i

Yeah!
My Batteries died sometime ago Gotta heart shaped box where they must go Corrosion's building everyday My flesh is leading me astray that's why I started to decay and I will slowly rot away but I can't feel that anyway This heart it wants to beat These Lungs they want to breathe These eyes they wants to see Gotta Mouth that wants to sing Desperation Needing U Every last breath I scream for you Shatter me into a million pieces...Make me new Crush me, tear me, break me, mold me Make me what U want me to be I am ur's for U to use Oh, Take and Replace me with U Needing more than just a jump start to get me through My disconnection is now the issue..... I miss my 1st love bad and its driving me mad Just Like a mixed up crazy person out of his head Its been a long long time I've been on the decline I do an a-bout face so I can be replaced.

Do You Know What It Feels Like
Do You know what it feels like loving someone thats in a rush to throw you away do you know what it feels like to be the last one to know the lock on the door has changed Love you never know the moment it ends sudenly Im standing on the edge and i dont know what else to give

Please Help Feed The Animals
It wont cost you a thing but maybe a minute of your time. Please click the pic below and help feed the sheltered animals. And while you are there please click on the other sites and help them for free also... All it takes is a click. You dont have to fill out anything.

Help Me Decide!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I need a new crush but have no clue as whom I should Crush on here, Maybe someone out there can help me too decide?¿? so who can I crush on here. I am really needing someone who want's too be my one and only?¿?

Pure And Free
Today as a people we must not fear those who wish to discredit us, we have every right to take pride in our heritage no matter what opposition we may face. It is taught in our schools and on our televisions to embrace ones race, sure the media Jews don’t want the white race to partake in their poisonous teachings, sure they will call us racists and bigots if we do, but it is our duty to discredit the Hollywood Jews at every chance we get. We are the only people to create from scratch a lasting and working society, it is our people who have held together a working community and it is us who have brought the world into what it is today. It is our forefathers who fought and died in order to show us a great nation, it is our ancestors who singlehandedly created America, and it is us and not the non white non European scum who now inhabit our borders. It is our right and our duty to see our race into the next generation, it is our duty to regain what we have lost, it is our duty to plac

The One Man Who Has Never Let Me Down
This goes out to the one man who has never let me down. You have loved me like no other. And you have become a distant memory I shall never forget. You were there for me. You cared for me. You showed me what unconditional love is. You made me the person I am today. You will always remain in my heart. Everyday that I take a breath is owed to you. You gave me life. As your birthday growes near. I want you to know that you are loved and badly missed. One day we shall meet again. Till then, Father I wsh you a Happy Birthday and I love you. May you RIP. Rickey L. Whitely May 22, 1954-Feb.8,2007

When Someone Comes
When someone comes into your life Do your treasure everytime you talk with them? Do you miss their voice everyday that u dont speak? Do you feel sad when they find the one person they have wanted all along? if none of these apply to you then it wasnt love to begin with. I have first hand felt this and it sucks the 1 I really care for knows who she is

Why Are People Stupid?
For those of you that don't know, I am a Network Admin...I work with computers. I work for one of the colleges at a University. So, I don't run the whole network, but I support the servers for my college. The University has put into place this registration system for computers. It has been in place for probably 5 years. Basically, a computer is allowed to be on the network for a certain period of time....60 days I think, and then after 60 days it has to be registered. It's not a hard thing, you open up Internet Explorer, and it takes you to the registration page. You put in your username and password, and you're registered. Very easy!! Once you're registered you can get on the network, surf the Internet, whatever. If you're not registered then you can't do anything, and no one can get to you if they need/want to. So, one of my technicians calls me up this afternoon. "Rob," he says (b/c...well, that's my name), "I'm trying to get to this computer to do something and I ca

Great Guy
Well lets see there are not that many good guys out there as all of us woman know. But I have found a good guy and those of you who find the right guy when you do hold them tight and don't let them go much luv ReRe

Gifts
You should be able to unsend gifts....like a return policy. The person pisses you off, you virtually bitch slap them and take back the gift and half of however many cherry bucks that you spent on that gift should go back to your account. That's a gift idea....a virtual bitch slap and a virtual pimp slap. That would tickle my fancy.

I Declare
From your tender rosie lips To your soft entransic eyes I declare to thee I will love you as the heaven flies From your smooth encondecent skin To your sweet smelling hair I declare to thee I will love you as long I breathe air From you corsid yet beautiful feet To your caring and loving hands I declare to thee I will love you until gone the grains of sand From your button red nose To your short quiveing fingers I declare to thee I will love you as long as time lingers From your tears of sadness To your tears of joy I declare to thee I will love you forever more

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Love Is
Love is... being happy for the other person when they are happy being sad for the other person when they are sad being together in good times and being together in bad times Love is the source of strength. Love is... being honest with yourself at all times being honest with the other person at all times telling, listening, respecting the truth and never pretending Love is the source of reality. Love is... an understanding that is so complete that you feel as if you are a part of the other person accepting the other person just the way they are and not trying to change them to be something else Love is the source of unity. Love is... the excitement of planning things together the excitement of doing things together Love is the source of the future. Love is... the fury of the storm the calm of the rainbow Love is the source of passion. Love is... giving and taking in a daily situation being patient with each other's needs and

Silent Lucidity
Hush now, don't you cry, wipe away the teardrop from your eye. You're lying safe in bed, it was all a bad dream spinning in your head. Your mind tricked you to feel the pain, Of someone close to you leaving the game (of life). So here it is, another chance, wide awake you face the day. The dream is over, or has it just begun....? There's a place I like to hide, If you open your mind for me, a doorway that I run through in the night. you won't rely on open eyes to see. Relax child, you were there, The walls you built within but only didn't realise that you were scared. come tumbling down and a new world will begin. It's a place where you will learn Living twice at once you learn, to face your fears, retrace the years, you're safe from pain in the dream domain, and ride the whims of your mind. a soul set free to fly. Commanding in another world, A round trip journey in your head, suddenly you hear and see this magic new dimension.... maste

Once Apon A Time
Once upon a time Life was full of joy Filled with happiness And stared once more Once upon a time It all went bad All gone sour And stared twice sad Once upon a time All scared for life All gone down hill And stared thrice strife Once upon a time Patience is no longer Nothing ever right And stared even wronger Once upon a time All turns right People begin to love And stared every night

Thursday May 17th 2007
Just got home from my new Thursday Surgery Clinic. I have to admit I think I am going to like this better. But I had the earliest morning appt at 8:15 and since it is a hour away we left at 7am, as Lyle hates to be late and that is during commute traffic. So up I go to the 4th floor, where everything is dark and find a seat (There are already two couples waiting and it is only 7:50am.) While I am sitting there (Which faced the walkway) a very pretty and well kept lady walks toward me and says "Wanda"? Thinking maybe I am at the wrong place and they have sent her to get me I say "No, it's Wanza, is something wrong?" ... "No" she laughs."You don't remember me, my name is Lita and we worked together at GMAC ... I am here attending a conference because Kaiser has become our HMO" We hadn't seen each other in 8 years and she had remembered me. She then went on to to tell me about a lot of people we both had worked with and what they are doing or where they had gone. It was so strang

In Love
This feeling overwhelms me A swellin of the heart I never truly thought i would be this happy at the start You take me by the hand You lead me by the heart over a beach of sand through the grasses that we part With you i let go of intuition and sound mind my feelings i cannont help but show to a person who is s kind You kiss my lips so tender embrace me through the night to you i have to surrender myself i hold so tight So strongly you hold my hand whispersoftly in my ear i really feel that you understand everything you hear to lose in you this close i have never been these feelings are so new to have lover that is my friend

Trust
What is trust I thought to myself, Something sold or bought on a shelf? Something found on a deserted beach? Something completely out of reach? Without a doubt it's none of the above, But it's a huge part of that word love. It's something earned and something given, Not something tough or hard driven. Helps a person admit when they're worng, Helps a relationship grow to be strong. Trust is something meant to be shared, Not to be doubted or to be dared. Trust is something meant not to be broken, Only felt, shared, and frequently spoken.

Truth Behind The Lines
Listen... shhhh... sometimes this home of ours so round and full of beauty can engulf the very soul that finds it so glorious. Racism, lies, a candid prize, that sneaks into the heart of the precious. Dreams fade with an open eye, but truth remains within the lie, strive to be more, and break the chains of passed down thoughts that still remain. listen... your body is a work of art to the eye that is not condemned, condemed to believe that beauty is on the surface and never looking within. Smile... Because now you understand, that the model isnt on pages of forced images brushed to perfections call, but is within the flesh of everyday love and sunset smiles of us all feel free.. because the truth behind the lie is this, you are invincible as long as you are alive, so enjoy a life of bliss.

Life
Life Is it crazy Is it long and lazy Is it done Is it great and fun Is it strong or is it wrong Life Is it not mine Life Is it happy, sad or is it fine Is it us upon everybodies stares Life Is it not theirs Life Is it right and is it just for spite Is it known why or how Is it now Is it loved or feared Is it weird Life

Most Handsome Male Child On Ct Contest! Contest Now Open!
`Most Handsome Male Child On CT Contest! I need 10 boys for my male child contest! Comment bombing allowed and self bombing also allowed! 1st Boy is...... with 1 comments! 2nd Boy is...... with 1 comments! 3rd Boy is...... with 1 comments! 4th Boy is...... with 1 comments! 5th Boy is...... with 1 comments! 6th Boy is...... with 1 comments! 2 Gifts person winners 1 V.I.P. and 1 V.I.C! Comments + rates = total Contest will start 5/18 thur 5/25 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~Majorboredum* woman ~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~@ CherryTAP

~myth Or Hopeless Wonder~
Myth or Hopeless Wonder Just when you are ready to give up, It happens, that someone special walks into your life With no warning, no time to prepare You are over taken with so much emotion. With one simple kiss, You melt like snow, being a puddle on the floor. Your lost in their hug, their embrace Making you feel so weak, yet so strong and safe. As you look into each others eyes, You can see the connection, the unblievable wonder You can not explain the depth of how you feel So you hold on tight and look forward to the next time you are their arms. What will tomorrow bring, Where will this lead, Is it a myth or just a hopeless thought Can this really be happening? ~Jaynie

One Last Breath
Every time i touched you i could never imagine it could be the last every time my lips touched yours i didn't realize they could be gone so fast every night i dreamed of you i never imagined I'd feel different the next day i thought nothing could change that there was nothing you could do or say every time i looked at you and knew just how you felt every time i stared into those gorgeous eyes i felt my heart could melt when you left i felt so alone every day my pain had grown i tried to forget you but eventually i couldn't handle it i gave you that note and walked away tears filled my eyes knowing i couldn't stay you said we could be just friends that everything would be OK but hearing those words made it worse **if i had one last second to kiss you one last reason to be with you one last moment to tell you one last breath I'd give it to you**

A Taste Of Something ...
A Taste of Something ... Enlightened, as he enters the room, Soothed and Inspired by the sound of his voice The slightest touch and I feel weak The smallest glance and I feel a chill race down my spine It's like a dream I believe I'm missing something real I need someone who really see's me He's irresistible, undeniable I don't want him just for a weekend, Not just for a day, But for always I want him to need me The way I need him I want him to see me The way I will see him, like no one before I wonder, why my mind plays tricks Why it fools me into thinking he is real To hear him breathe by my side To feel his arms wrapped around me Trying hard to reach out, But when I try to speak out It feels like no one can hear me Or is the sound just not coming out? I so want to belong there To take a risk, take a chance, Make a change, and break away Honestly wishing I'm never going to find him fake it No way, I won't taste it For I don't w

Spiderman 4 Preview!!!!
'Spider-Man 4' Villains Will Be Carnage and Lizard, Source Says If you're a serious Spider-Man fan, you've probably been wondering when the producers were gonna dust off Dylan Baker and FINALLY let him become the super-villain we've all been waiting for. Yes, newbies, the one-armed college professor who appears in all three Spider-Man films (for about 90 seconds at a time) is the guy who eventually gets turned into man-sized Lizard with a true hatred for Spider-Man. I'm assuming Sam Raimi wedged the character into the first two films, hoping to deliver a pay-off in Spider-Man 3, but I guess that flick was just too damn cluttered with other baddies. According to one source, not only will Baker finally become The Lizard in Spider-Man 4, but we'll also have to contend with a certain villain known as Carnage. Spider-Man 4 would have to go a little bit "darker" than its predecessors to accurately capture the Carnage story, which focuses on a serial killer called Cletus Kasady who comes

Those Three Sweet Words
The daystar sinks into the horizon As the moon soar into the hazy sky Here I am alone in a empty park Gazing into the blurry heavens. I can see her face in the misty clouds She's like a star in the sky smiling down I can only see her smile in my dreams.. I'll never hear those three sweet words again.. Every night in my beautiful dreams Her angelic voice echoes within me But those are just my charming delusions. I'll never hear those three sweet words again.. Wishing I could have here her in my arms And confine her as tight as I can But that will never happen.. Never. Because she's so far from where I am. The next time I'll see her heavenly face I will hear those three sweet words again But it's not for me.. by that time She'll have another love in her heart.

Call Me Wishy Washy
but i'm staying in colorado can't leave my kids i need to work on my relationship with both of them and if i move to indaina to run away from my problems i won't be able to do that, i'll loose what i have.... i've taken a second job at walmart to do this, i'll be working in the produce department at the platte walmart from 4 am to 12:30 sat thru wed.... i'll probably be hella tired, but in the long run it is going to be worth it..... i got some things to work on, and i'm finally ready to start

~a Lil Something For The Keeper Of My Soul~
~~~~ A Little Something for that Keeper of my Soul ~~~~ Maybe I've been dreamin' to long Livin' my life through songs and fairytales I guess lovin' a fantasy man Really wasn't in Gods plans Does it really matter anyway if I'm sorry again And why should I apologize This was my life My in's and outs All my fears and doubts It's the life, I can not change, only try to learn from But its my fantasy man I can't live without And this whole world seems Cold and empty Someone please turn on the lights Lord if there's an angel you could send me I could use one here now Now where am I supposed to go My only heart was in the soul of this fantasy man I know that I can't stay here And drown in a pool of tears Should I pack my pride And face this life alone Maybe its me who's cold and empty And in my darkness I can't see the light Please god if theres an angel You could send me Cause there's one mission from my life that needs your help My heart, my soul will fo

Someone Please Help Me Out..
i accidently gave someone a 1 and i didnt mean too.but i didnt know that it happened.i would like to change it.i just checked the pic to see why they gave me a 1 and realized i had a 1 on theres.i thought i clicked the 10.didnt mean for it to be a 1.if i would have put a 1 which i have never done before i would have told you why.leo78lion is the person.if someone could tell him for me id be greatful for it.thanks for the help.i feel awful for it.

If You Can Title It, Let Me Know
As the day is upon us The wind calls our name As the voices heard around us We all feel a little insane Sanity is much over rated Reality is no more exciting The better half is unrarely hated My world is of much fighting Life is ultraly and unremittingly crazy Insanity is how we live out life My days are always a bit hazy Sanity is now our heavy strife Time is of no relativity to me The world is like a block in my hand The shape of life I cannot see So it blows away like unwepped sand Descnding rage awakens my eyes Full insanity and hatred has taken over Light is gone as dark is the skies Peace and Justice is no longer my lover

Winter(published-2006)edited
One of my favorites Winter is gone , but my heart stays cold, Dwelling on words you said, lies you told. Blinding my eyes, with your smile, As you ripped at my heart, all the while. You made me believe in things that weren't there, Tricking me into believing , you really did care. Spring is here , bringing new life all around, But in my heart , there is not even a sound. Seasons will come , and seasons will go, My heart remains in winter, buried deep within the snow.

Room For Only One
There is room for only one In this heart of mine Her beauty leaves me stunned Making my words hard to find Her sweet smile brings me joy Beyond the mere thoughts of man No deceptions in her ploy This I now understand I have found pure peace To calm my weary soul My fears have seen defeat Her gentle spirit has made me whole My empty heart is filled With a joy that cant be undone You may try to break my will But in this heart there is room for only one

Power Of Kindness
Storm clouds forming in the sky Kids begin to go play inside Rain drops falling to the ground Thunder heard all around Lighting strikes once, twice, three times four Kids are scared, parents a bore Day fades to night, all signs of life are gone Families sit in darkness all alone The wind is howling all night long The rain is falling much more strong The house's are dark no shadows, no light The kids are crying as their parents fight There's evil everywhere no kindness in sight A gun shot is heard, all the women in fright The killer runs and the cops begin the search With darkness upon us evil starts to learch Nobody is safe as evil controls everyone The moon begins to dive as begins the sun Light takes over the darkness and all seems well The power of kindness raise ass evil will fail

The Lawyer And His Porsche
A very successful lawyer parked his brand new Porsche Carrera GT in front of the office, ready to show it off to his colleagues. As he got out, a truck came along too close to the curb and completely tore off the driver's door. Fortunately, a cop in a police car was close enough to see the accident and pulled up behind the Porsche, his lights flashing. But, before the cop had a chance to ask any questions, the lawyer started screaming hysterical ly about how his Porsche, which he had just picked up the day before, was now completely ruined and would never be the same, no matter how hard the body shop tries to make it new again. After the lawyer finally wound down from his rant, the cop shook his head in disgust and disbelief. "I can't believe how materialistic you lawyers are," he said. "You are so focused on your possessions that you neglect the most important things in life ." "How can you say such a thing?" asked

Through The Eyes Of A Crystal Meth Addict
I never really believed that I had it in me to be one of those people you hope and pray your child will never grow up to be. Yet without me even knowing it, or without me even seeing it, right before my very own eyes I grew up to be that person. How did I not see this happening? How did I, day by day, let this transformation take place overtaking the beautiful person that I know I am? Why did I let myself become a statistic of something I could have undeniably avoided had I opened my eyes and done what I knew was right from the beginning? For fear of going against this new lifestyle I had become accustom to I became at nineteen years old not only a crystal meth addict but a drug dealer as well. And even though your whole life you've been taught right from wrong, and good from bad, suddenly the wrong doesn't really seem all that wrong and the bad doesnt exist anymore because it's been cloaked by excuse after excuse in hop

Thank You Oh Mighty Creator
Thank you god for giving man kind the intelligence to make energy drinks. These cans of bliss make it possible for me to get my lazy ass motivated every morning, noon, and night! Am i addicted....HELL NO...i am simply showing my love for these by buying them everyday...sometimes even twice. if i would still smoke dope i would not have stumbled upon these drinks of hyper tension...so thank you too rehab! So god i just want to thank you again for giving man the ability to produce meth in a can....you've really done it this time!

As You Leave
As you leave me sitting alone As you leave me here As you leave me wondering why As you leave me quivering in fear As you leave me standing by myself As you leave me crying As you leave me without respect As you leave me sighing As you leave me torn apart As you leave me in shame As you leave me Falling down As you leave me full of pain As you leave me thinking of you As you leave me wanting more As you leave me craving love As you leave me starnded ashore As you leave me in wasted time As you leave me in anger As you leave me, I say Please don't be a stranger

How Come It Hurts When You Love Someone As Much As I Love You?
How comes it hurts when you love someone as much as I love you? I ask myself this question, and come to find out I don't have an answer. I go to others to seek out advice, and they tell me "Only you can find that out". I look to the heavens above at night, I see you in the stars that shine so bright. I look to the sun and feel the warmth of it's glow, Knowing that my love for you will continue to grow. I look around this beautiful place we call earth, I look for an answer in renewed birth. I feel you in the wind, the brush of the breeze in my hair and face, Knowing you and I are in a special place. Feeling the strongest love I know.... I trust one day my question will be answered... but only God knows, and he has given me you and all that you show. written 5/17/07

Sick
http://www.khou.com/topstories/stories/khou070517_jj_microwavebaby.7a6cdced.html Doctors in Galveston plan to do some CAT scans on the baby girl who was apparently burned in a microwave. They need to know if the baby suffered internal injuries in addition to the third degree burns on her skin. The baby’s family had moved from Arkansas to Galveston. They were staying at a Quality Inn in the 5900 block of Seawall Boulevard. Police say the baby’s father Joshua Mauldin, 19, confessed to putting his daughter in the microwave last week. Background on story Ironically he told police he moved to Galveston to become a minister. We have yet to learn why he allegedly hurt his daughter. Mauldin is charged with injury to a child and being held in the Galveston County jail on $250,000 bond.

If Only
Late at night I think in my mind If only I could find someone like you Then I realize it's hard to find And turns my heart shades of blue If only I had the will to go on I would find the perfect one But all the good ones are gone And the bad ones are no fun Then I come to realize She is perfect and so great To anybody else she's not in their eyes But to me it's almost like fate If only I could have that girl It would make me so glad But somebody else has this pearl And it makes my heart break and i feel bad If only I could make her see that we should be together Then I would have this thing called love And Earth would feel like the Heavens above

Thursday 5/17/07
I'm doing this a little earlier than usual or else I'm gomna forget to do it lol. Haven't done much today as it's rainy and I've been up since 7:00 a.m. so I'm a bit tired lol. I have a friend in IM that's about to drive me crazier than I already am, because I think he wants me to find him a girlfriend even though he won't come out and say it. I don't think that would work too well though, seeing as he's in Kentucky and my friends are all spread out going to college and such. Besides that, even though he's a nice guy he can be rather annoying and is obsessed with heavy metal and video games so that would probably be the only things he would want to talk about on a date. At least I think it would be if I know him as well as I think I do. I think this has turned into more of a rant, but oh well. Well I think I'll end this here since I'm done whining lol. Have a great day everyone.

Tonight Is Award Assembly For My Grandson Chris
HE IS GOING TO GET A AWARD FOR PERFECT ATTENDENCE AND HE IS THE ONLY SENIOR THAT IS GETTING ONE. HE IS GETTING ONE FOR STRAIGHT A'S AND ONE FOR WORKING SO LONG AT HIS JOB.. I AM SO PROUD OF HIM. WE WILL BE TAKING PICTURES AND I WILL BE ADDING THEM TOMORROW OR THE NEXT DAY HOPE ALL OF U HAVE A GREAT NIGHT

Making Love To A Friend
You were always so perfect to me, so soft and gentle, cherishing you instantly, without a second glance, I never distrusted those eyes, that lied to me continuously, I promised you I'd always try, but slowly you were losing me. I would always have given you anything, just to keep your interest, stopping my heart from remembering, all the pain you caused, I never pulled away from that kiss, that held a painful hint of truth, Maybe you'd be too hard to miss, so I said I was still in love with you. I wanted more than just the infatuation, that you found in me. You said love was only a distraction, that you really didn't need, so I cried myself to sleep, knowing the times we shared must end. You couldn't let emotion run deep, you said you made love to me, as a friend. But eventually, my love, friendships fade, too, and I can't make love and walk away, pretending I don't love you. Never once did I push you away, but everything comes to end, so all that's

70 Things About Me!
Body: 70 things you might not know about me!!! 1. What are your initials? KEJGL 2. What is your favorite thing to wear? Not much, I don't like feeling restricted by clothes. 3. Last thing you ate The clump of sugar in the bottom of my iced coffee. But I didn't mean to. 5. I say Shotgun, you say? G'head, I'm driving anyway. lol 6. Last person you hugged? Sean.. Right this second. lol 8. How many U.S states have you been to? All of them. One of the benefits of travelling with the Professional Bowler's Tour. 10. Does anyone you know wanna date you? Doubt it haha, anyone who knows me knows I'm head over heels already. 11. Name one thing you like physically about yourself. I like my eyes a lot. 13. Who is your best friend? Sean, Stacey M, April. 14. Why are you up so early? It's 3 pm... 15. Who/What made you angry today? The freaking construction people today. Let the other direction go TWICE while we were all waiting to get through. Took alm

Lover's Dance
Glistening bodies entwined in an ageless erotic dance, seeking pleasures from each other, seeking wonder and romance. She touches his face with tenderness. He draws her body near. Aching, needing hunger will make their destiny clear. Their lips meet in soft kisses, their tongues begin passion's war. Forgotten now, the outside world. All is here, behind this door. He strokes her body tenderly, she arches up for his caress. He finds her silken portal and her womanly wetness. She moans in fiery desire and pulls his hand away, wishing to end this exquisite torture and get on with passion's play. She straddles his waiting body, eases him into her feminine hollow. She leads him on a rhythmic dance, his thrusting hips must follow. She rides him faster, even then, to hear his wondrous sighs. She shows him all the delights she has between her womanly thighs. They stare into each other's eyes and gasp as ecstasy unreels, and tangles them i

Short One
more randomness...found this one is one of my calendars at work..thought id share. "Destiny is no matter of chance. It is a matter of choice. It is not a thing to be waited for, it is a thing to be achieved." -William Jennings Bryan

Quiet Emotions
I always wanted more from you than you were willing to give; So now we've gone our separate ways each with different lives to live. The bond will always be there the friendship always intact; But the time for us has come and gone and the pages of time, you can't turn back. I will always be a friend to you and wonder how you are; The smiles and laughter I will remember and our fights have become painless scars. Sometimes on those busy days when you've a thousand things to do; Please let me glide slowly through your mind and spend some time with you. In that quiet moment when you're surprised to find me there; Just remember even with the distance between us I am still someone who cares.

Wtf. !!! ( Fakes)
Sorry if this has been posted before,but i have just saw four pics of a women who is without doubt a fake. The reason i know this is because the pics that she is using belong to a British porn star,(not that i'm into porn myself,cough cough). C'mon ladies,if you are going to post,then post genuine shots,the fakers always get caught out some day.

Very Sad News
SAD News Please join me in remembering a great icon of the entertainment community. The Pillsbury Doughboy died yesterday of a yeast infection and trauma complications from repeated pokes in the belly. He was 71. Doughboy was buried in a lightly greased coffin. Dozens of celebrities turned out to pay their respects, including Mrs. Butterworth, Hungry Jack, the California Raisins, Betty Crocker, the Hostess Twinkies, and Captain Crunch. The grave site was piled high with flours. Aunt Jemima delivered the eulogy and lovingly described Doughboy as a man who never knew how much he was kneaded. Doughboy rose quickly in show business, but his later life was filled with turnovers. He was not considered a very smart cookie, wasting much of his dough on half-baked schemes. Despite being a little flaky at times he still was a crusty old man and was considered a positive roll model for millions. Doughboy is survived by his wife Play Dough, two children, John Dough and Jane Dough, plus t

Mixed Emotions
I feel so diffident in your presence, Your confident playfulness drips all over me You played with me like a little boy Would play . . . You have spiraled my emotions I sit here speechless . . . First you smelled my hair. I looked at your little soft body Your innocence concealed by others But blaring loud in my ears as the 80's music further enticed my need for summer love Your weariness shows in your dark Puppy eyes . . . your life, your experience your hurt, carefully put away. I reach out to you To embrace you, to let you know I care More than anyone ever could. I touch your soft skin. Our bodies fit perfectly as we embrace Like two perfectly crafted puzzle pieces. If only I could kiss you passionately, Without hesitation. Without any of the thoughts of entangled relationships. Our hearts both contain so much complexity Our pasts sickly warped . . . But the noise of the silent summer Molds our problems into one shared love. It seems that to you it is all so

Vote For Me----shameless Self Promotion
Hello, I am in a contest for the greatest sports fan, or something like that. Please vote for me, I promise one gift for each of you if I win. A couple of you may get "special gifts" (you know who you are), for the person that gives me the most votes, I promise 100 votes for any contest you enter in the future, payable when you ask for it (In other words I am not going to give you a hundred votes for a contest that you are winning by a landslide, unless you want me too) Wish me luck Thank you for reading. Go to this link below to vote. ************************************************* THERE YA GO.. ONCE AGAIN CONTEST OPENS TONIGHT AT 8PM CENTRAL TIME!!! WINNER WILL RECEIVE A MENS RING OR ROLEX, WINNERS CHOICE... EVERYONE WILL RECEIVE A GIFT FOR PARTICIPATING! (repost of original by '*RedKandy*~Member of UAO Bomb Squad~' on '2007-05-17 11:27:30')

Window
The eyes; a window to the soul, I look deep in his two blue liquid pools, I see a creature so hideous, my whole body tenses. Feeling suffocated by this monster; fighting to escape his fixated gaze. Never before has anyone implanted a fear, so deep inside me. Where was the love that once glistened; in those vibrant sapphire eyes?

Jeannie, My Best Friend
What I've Learned About Friendship I've learned that there are many good friends around, but true best friends are hard to come by. I've learned that sometimes you love a best friend more than a boyfriend. I've learned that a best friend is more important than a boyfriend. I've learned that you can do something or nothing with a best friend and still have the best time. I've learned that a true friendship has many memories, both good and bad, but all important. I've learned that sometimes the most used part of a best friend is the shoulder you cry on, and the shoulder you are willing to lend. I've learned that when a best friend is happy, you find yourself happy too, even when it has nothing to do with you. I've learned that a best friend's family soon feels like your own. I've learned that the only one who truly understands is a true friend. I've learned that nothing ever sounds stupid, funny, or unbelievable to a best friend, and you never feel stupid saying w

6 Months Old
Thats my baby playing guitar hero haha God damn 6 months old already. She's such a doll. i couldn't of asked for a better baby. And she's so damn cute! Im enjoying every minute of being a mommy. I love watching her grow and learning how to do things.

Love Is ...
Love Is ... Love is the greatest feeling, Love is like a play, Love is what I feel for you, Each and every day, Love is like a smile, Love is like a song, Love is a great emotion, That keeps us going strong, I love you with my heart, My body and my soul, I love the way I keep loving, Like a love I can't control, So remember when your eyes meet mine, I love you with all my heart, And I have poured my entire soul into you, Right from the very start. - Meghan -

Friends
You'll find there's a family of friends living here, a small group of minds, and hearts; With some of us clever and some of us not, At times you can't tell us apart. There's one who is cranky, and one who is shy, And one who is really uncouth; And just when you think you have discovered who's who, You'll really uncover the truth. The truth that we're all just a little of each, A group of imperfects are we And sometimes I might criticize them to you, But don't ever knock them to me. 'Cause the one thing that ties us together for life- no matter how far we're apart, Is love for each other, a family of friends A small group of minds, and of hearts.

Very Funny
A drunk gets up from the bar and heads for the bathroom. A few minutes later, a loud, blood curdling scream is heard from the bathroom. A few minutes after that, another loud scream reverberates through the bar. The bartender goes into the bathroom to investigate why the drunk is screaming. "What's all the screaming about in there? You're scaring the customers! "I'm just sitting here on the toilet and every time I try to flush, something comes up and squeezes the hell out of my testicles." With that, the bartender opens the door, looks in and says . . . "You idiot! You're, sitting on the mop bucket!"

Gross But Funny
Two buddies, Bob and Larry are getting very drunk at a bar when suddenly Larry throws up all over himself. "Oh, no... Now my wife will kill me!" Bob says, "Don't worry, pal. Just tuck a twenty in your breast pocket and tell your wife that someone threw up on you and gave you twenty dollars for the dry cleaning bill." So they stay for another couple of hours and get even drunker. Eventually Larry stumbles home and his wife starts to give him a bad time. "You reek of alcohol and you've puked all over yourself! My God, you're disgusting!" Speaking very carefully so as not to slur his words, Larry says "Nowainaminit, I can e'splain everythin. Itsh snot wha Jew think. I only had a cupla drrrinks. But thiss other guy got ssick on me...he had one too many! And he juss koudin hold hizz liquor. He said he was verrry sorry an' gave me twennie bucks for the cleaning bill! His wife looks in the breast pocket and says, "But this is forty, bucks." "Oh, yeah... I almos' fergot, he

Never Have I Fallen
Your lips speak soft sweetness Your touch a cool caress I am lost in your magic My heart beats within your chest I think of you each morning And dream of you each night I think of your arms being around me And cannot express my delight Never have I fallen But I am quickly on my way You hold a heart in your hands That has never before been given away - Rex A. Williams -

A Man Who Said No More
All hope hasn’t been lost in the country I call home, in a small city in northeastern Pa has created a law which will penalize a landlord who rents to illegal immigrants. Sure enough how ever this law is under review due to some brown organizations bitching about it, however the way I see it is if you were not born here, you do not belong here. Though this law is more than likely going to be banned due to violating the civil rights of non Americans, it shows that the people in this nation are not all under the influence of the Jewish controlled media and it also shows that we may have a chance. We need more people like Mayor Lou Barletta, men who are not afraid of causing a few waves in order to keep the nation he pays taxes for free from the abuse of the men and women flooding over our borders. I do have to salute this man who said enough is enough and if I can’t personally turn these people away, I will make it dam near impossible for them to live in my city. My hats off to you

What I Love About You
I love the way you look at me, Your eyes so bright and blue. I love the way you kiss me, Your lips so soft and smooth. I love the way you make me so happy, And the ways you show you care. I love the way you say, "I Love You," And the way you're always there. I love the way you touch me, Always sending chills down my spine. I love that you are with me, And glad that you are mine. - Crystal Jansen -

Love Poems
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you. - Courtney Kuchta -

Where'd You Go? -- Fort Minor
(Chorus Where'd you go? I miss you so Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone Where'd you go? I miss you so Seems like it's been forever that you've been gone Please Come back home (Intro Where'd you go? I miss you so Seems like its been forever That you've been gone (Verse 1 She said some days I feel like shit Some days I want to quit And just be normal for a bit I don't understand why you have to always be gone I get along but your trips always feel so long and I find myself trying to stay by the phone Because your voice always helps me to not feel so alone But I feel like an idiot: working my day around a call But when I pick up I don't have much to say so, I want you to know it's a little fucked up that I'm stuck here waiting, at times debating Telling you that I've had it with you and your career Me and the rest of the family here singing Where'd you go. (Chorus) (Verse 1 Come back home You know, the place where you used to live U

`most Handsome Male Child On Ct Contest! Opens Today At 3 Pm Central Time!
`Most Handsome Male Child On CT Contest! I need 10 boys for my male child contest! Comment bombing allowed and self bombing also allowed! 1st Boy is...... with 1 comments! 2nd Boy is...... with 1 comments! 3rd Boy is...... with 1 comments! 4th Boy is...... with 1 comments! 5th Boy is...... with 1 comments! 6th Boy is...... with 1 comments! 2 Gifts person winners 1 V.I.P. and 1 V.I.C! Comments + rates = total Contest will start 5/18 thur 5/25 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~Majorboredum* woman ~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~@ CherryTAP

I Give Up You Fucking Tell Me
You’ll be the death of me Beating me Why do you think it’s funny You hit an angel don’t you know I am fragile I am tortured bi inner sins Please forget everything you think you know It has changed I am fragile I am a tortured sinner Killing myself over a halo That I’ll never own Wings that will never be given to me Stop pick up my insanity Please place it in the cookie jar I never use it anyways No it will not be missed Love is just a song My love has been taken away Please help me regain it I have to have love John Lennon said all you need is love But if that was so Then we would fight We would kill No war is that hard Our soldiers would be with there families Death is knocking at my door I’ve always kept an eye on my fate Made sure I’ve been good I just don’t set my goals that damn high All mindless psycho babble Flowing from a blond with problems Nothing is the same But I’ll always be a reject That is one thing that will s

Cajuns In Heaven
Gabriel came to the Lord and said, "I have to talk to you, I have some Cajuns up here in heaven who are causing some problems. They are swinging on the pearly gates. My horn is missing. Barbecue sauce is all over their robes. Hamhock, spareribs, and crawfish shells are all over the streets of gold. Some folks are walking around with one wing. They have been late taking their turn in keeping the stairway to heaven clean. There are watermelon seeds all over the clouds. They have eaten almost every animal up here! Some of them aren't even wearing their halos, saying it is messing up their hair." The Lord said, "I made them special, as I did you, my angel. Heaven is home to all my children. If you really want to know about problems, let's call the Devil and see how he is dealing with them." The Devil answered the phone, "Hello? Dang, hold on." The Devil returned to the phone and said, "Hello, God, what can I do for you?" God replied, "Tell me what ki

I Travel And I Travel
I travel thru my mind and I travel thru life and yet it alway seem that I am standing still. No matter how hard I try to move I am standing still. My mind is spinning and spinning. yet I am clam as the dessert wind. Or still as the feather floating form on high. Damage and danger stand hand in hand with me. Who am I. No one or some one. take your pick. For I am every one and no one. My heart is true yet my mind is not. I am cut off form myself at times. Yet I find the stillness I find in myself to be what I need. So where do I stand. Alone our with everyone in thoughts and time. Life goes on and on. Hit me hit me again with evey thing you got. For I am the punching bag for all ones troubles. Yet it seem I can not give my trouble away. I hit and miss or miss and hit. So when I find the knife in my back I take it out and move on. But when I place it in some ones back and try to more on I get the wait a second you are being mean and we need to talk about it. What is there to talk about.

You Annoy Me. (relax, It's Just Words)
I am done pretending to like people. This will come as a shock to those of you I am currently pretending to like and all I can say is, "How could you be so stupid as to think I like you?" Have you not been paying attention to anything I have been writing? At some point in the past I am sure to have expressed a dislike for something you do, or are, or think. That open-mouthed stare of disbelief is yet another reason I am not particularly fond of you. Just how you function day to day with that tiny and obviously malformed brain of yours amazes me. I am not amazed in the same way that I am amazed by the size of a redwood tree, but rather in the way that I am amazed at the endless ways in which people are stupid. Like you and every single thing that you do. I am going to quote a great song and say that "I can imagine nothing more tedious than trying to have fun with you again." Of course, knowing you the way that I do, I imagine you once again open-mouthed and confused by the word tedio

Welcome To Paradise Bar
COME CHECK OUT THE HOTTEST GROWING LOUNGE ON CT. WHERE U MEET A NEW & GOOD FRIEND EVERY TIME YOU COME IN . WE'RE OPEN NOW . COME VISIT & HAVE SOME FUN.CLICK THE LINK BELOW & COME TO A TROPICAL PARADISE !!

Hottie Game
This is called the "Hottie Game" Repost this, and see what letter people give u..... [A] You're okay [B] Pretty [C] Hottie [D] Gorgeous [E] Amazingly Beautiful [F] Take you home in a second [G] I'd marry you right now [I] I would ask u 2 be my gf / bf [J] I would make out with you. [K] I'd do the crap out of you fo sho =] [L]Do you want to go out? seriously =] [M] You are so ugly that you make elephants seem attractive [N] You're not bad...I would do you for money :P [O] I just orgasmic looking at ur pic. [P] Looking at you makes me physically ill. dont be scared to repost this and find out what people think of u and please be nice !!!

Kiss Me
Kiss me and tell no one I’d let you if you tried Believe not my words, I want you For you know that they have lied I wish to pull you closer Only fearful of what you'd do To wait for that sweet moment When I tenderly kiss you You might wonder what I mean And think of me as dishonest But hold on tight to your heart That this is just a promise Your kiss will hold a memory Of a time when I really lived As a lover I’ll remember This passion I always hid

Now Hiring !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ATTN all Club Inferno is now hiring greeters and barstaff apply on the web by using the link below enter click staff and in the top right corner apply now or hit up myself or a DJ in the Inferno lounge and prepare to have some fun with great friends and family from all walks of life * Click "CLUB INFERNO" Banner for CT's Hottest Club's Website !! ClubInfernoRadio.com

Want A Morph?
Send a message with the pictures. Send one picture of yourself, and a picture of what you want to be morphed with. The only thing you need to do is be a good friend. Maybe help me in my contests, repost my bulletins, rate stuff, ect. I don't expect that much, if anything. If it's NSFW, rip it to any folder but your default. If you're rank isn't high enough to rip, right click and save, and then upload it the traditional way. Choose a morph that looks sort of like you. Or at least is positioned in the direction you are. :p

Something That Bugs Me
I am having issues today. I would make a mumm but the mumm people are mean. So here it is. It may be a ME thing cuz i have issues. Do you men all like chicks who shave off thier eyebrows and paint them on? I think it looks scarey. I was blessed with nice eyebrows but it just looks weird to me. So is it sexy?

Contest
I AM ALWAYS HELPING OUT MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS IN THEIR CONTESTS..AND RATING THEIR PICS/STASH..SO PLEASE RETURN THE FAVOR AND HELP US WIN THIS...MUCH LUV kim N CASSIE BEST CHERRY TAP FRIEND CONTEST OK HERE IS KIM AND IM PIMPIN HER OUT TO ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY...SO MAKE SURE U COMMENT BOMB THE HELL OUTTA HER FOR ME...WE NEED ALL THE LOVE WE CAN GET..THE CONTEST STARTS TOMORROW AND WE HAVE TO GET 25,000 COMMENTS...MAKE SURE AND SHOW HER LOTS OF LOVE.. AND I WILL RETURN THE FAVOR..THANKS YALL... OK HERE IS ME IM ALSO IN THIS CONTEST AND I KNOW U GUYS CAN SUPPORT ME TOO...SO MAKE SURE U SHOW LOTS OF LOVE TO ME ...SHES GONNA PIMP ME OUT...WE ARE RUNNIN IN THE SAME CONTEST SO BOTH OF US HAVE A SHOT AT WINNING...THE CONTEST RUNS FOR 2 WEEKS SO MAKE US UR FAVORITE AND PIMP US TO ALL YOUR FRIENDS TOO... MUCH LOVE CASSIE N KIM

Common Decency
Common Decency Once again I got to see first hand just a few minutes ago how RUDE and UNCARING some people acts.I ran into a local supermarket picked up by few things and lined up,in front of me was a lady who looked to be in her eighties.After the cashier took her money and the bagboy finished bagging her order,,,HE WALKED AWAY.I looked up watched that little old lady trying her best to move the cart as the cashier collected my money I grabbed my bag walked up to that lady and offered her a help hand.As we were walking to her car she placed her hand on the side of the cart to assist her in walking.As I placed the last bag in her back seat and as I walking away she said Thank you & GOD BLESS YOU HONEY..knowing I took a few minute outta my day to help someone in need put a smile on my face..PEOPLE PLEASE RESPECT OUR ELDERLY

No Longer Yours
She's a killer Was I jealous Tell me what have I done To watch you lose control To watch you spin out of control Watching you spit out blood on the floor Laughing at you cuz you cry Crying is for pussies Screaming at you Hearing you cry in pain This ends in death for only one of us There is only one winner in this game Hitting you like you hit me Taking your control away Little bi little Watching you die in your own eyes Secrets kill the soul in which we fight You are not aloud to hit my precious body anymore I grew up You sank lower & lower You’re too late to say you’re sorry You’re no longer on my mind The only lesson you leave with is that the teacher Taught the student to well now she can fight back So tired of blood stained roses Along with black eyes How could I stay in a Childs world I am not that innocent I am not sorry for that broken jaw The back hand across the face was not too much Making you feel like I did My wounds have he

Last Summer Fling
last summer fling - paulonyou - australia Being a married bi guy, it isn’t always easy to find time and a place for some outside MFM or MM fun, so I love summer time especially because we have great beaches and places to go for some nude sunbathing and hooking up. I was kind of lamenting that Summer had pretty much come to an end and the days were getting much cooler and shorter, but a late quick squirt of warm weather gave me a chance for a last squirt of my own. It was last weekend and my wife decided to go to the Saturday football game with a girlfriend. The kids were doing their thing and so I jumped in the car and headed down to Escort Beach. It was a mild day, no breeze, but the sun was bright and as I pulled into the car park I noticed a couple of cars already there. As I climbed up the sand hill to the beach and surveyed the dunes in front of me I saw what could have been some people in the bushes so I figured this might be on today and a smile came to my face as I co

Lalala
I'm tired. Zachy is drawing in my calendar on my lap. Shoulda seen my try to borrow the pen to write down an appointment! hahaha! I went camping last night for the very first time, and I loved it! Can't wait to go again!

A Paradise Found
a paradise found - bubba-IL As I lay alongside my sleeping lover, I think of the warm, amorous feelings that we just shared … We had been driving in the country to get away from the stress of work and the city, when we had gotten into a tiff. It really was nothing worth fighting over, but James had said something to anger me. I told him to stop the car, I want out. As he pulls over, I bail out and start walking to cool down. I see an open meadow along the road and I slip into it. Suddenly I am not quite as angry as I was. I am surrounded by wild flowers, and it is a beautiful day to be out. I roam further into the meadow and start to hear the birds and nature at it finest. I sit down among the flowers and long grass that has grown and not been bothered by man. I can see off at the edge of the grassland is a small creek and a couple of deer are standing there. I notice how the male deer watches around in protection of his mate as she drinks. As I am watching all this, I don't hea

Erotic
I want you to slowly undress me I want to feel you touch me To run your hands down my body Down my sides, backward to my ass Slowly moving up again over my tummy Making your way to my breasts Cupping them, running your fingers over my nipples Feeling them harden like little pebbles I want you to kiss me gently on my lips Moving your mouth across my cheek, Slowly planting butterfly kisses as you move over to my neck I want you to kiss my neck, feel me shiver Feel my nipples getting even harder I want you to move your mouth across my throat Planting butterfly kisses all the way Moving downward – over my collar bone to my breasts I want you to kiss each breast gently, softly Taking each nipple between your lips, in your mouth Running your tongue over each of them and biting them gently Making me shiver with ecstasy, with longing I want you to slowly move me towards the bed To lay me down gently on my back To come lay beside me Look into my eyes as you run your

Erotic Confessions~masters Tale
Disclaimer! Please Read!! This blog will contain things that are not exactly suitable for all, and will be a little sexually graphic in nature. Hell, it will also be VERY long, and is a testament to naughty my mind can go. If you DO NOT like sexual fantasies, then you might want to turn around and go now… For those of you still here at this point, grab your popcorn and pull up the chair, kick your feet up. Enjoy! I hope this tale pleases you. Per Masters instructions, I have arrived. Now, alone in the room, I lay back in the hot soapy water; the room is lit by a single candle on the edge of the bath. Slowly I'm aware of a shadow in the doorway; I would recognize the outline of Master anywhere. I turn to face the door as He steps into the room, He kneels down next to the bath and leans over and kisses me on the forehead, as I turn my head to kiss Him back He pulls away and just smiles. Oh how my body aches to kiss Him, to feel His lips on mine. Master

Part 1
Deep lustful thoughts, Running through my veins. Yearning for your touch, Hungering for the pain! Surrendering my body to you, Seek and you shall find. Explicit images of you, Invading my mind. Throw me down and take me, Don’t listen if I say no. This is all just a game to me. I think you ought to know. All my days and nights, Are filled with dreams of my desire. Remembering your simple touch, Only adding fuel to my fire. Take advantage of me, Make my body scream. Feeling you straddled between my thighs, All your motions sending chills down my spine. Electricity runs through me, A current I am unable to control. You’re penetrating me so deeply, I feel you raping my soul! My nails etch into your back, With each thrust you enter deeper. My body has never been so vulnerable, My senses have always been weaker. You push me down to taste you, Enticing my lips and my tongue. Energy surges through you, I think you’re about to cum. Explosions

Stash Update !
Hi there ! Hope your week is going well, the weekend is almost here ! :) I have added some cool stuff to my stash today so please come over and show lots of love ! I've added some new pictures and jokes so enjoy ! Take care of you Love Linda xxxx

Spread The Sharing
www.spreadthesharing.com Tell us about a time you shared with someone or someone shared with you. For every story you share with us, we’ll donate a meal to a family in need through America’s Second Harvest. Nothing is too big or too small. Whether you made dinner for a friend or helped out at your community soup kitchen, we’d like to hear your story. Your stories will make it possible for families and friends across America to enjoy the simple pleasure of sitting down to a meal together. So come on America – help us Spread The Sharing!

Not So Sure Anymore
Sometimes all to often... I think that I'm loosing the greatest gift in my life my son... I'm fighting with every fiber in my body.. I'm still having back problems, just this morning I struggled to get out of bed... I have to go back to the Twat Doc tomorrow ***yay*** NOT! I have to have some blood work done, they are trying to figure out why I haven't had my period in over a year... (((Like I'm Complaining!))) Let Ya know more later as I learn them... Sin.

My New Holiday
Happy I'm on my period day! This holiday is celebrated every month. Rangeing from 3 to 5 days each time. Gifts are mandatory... So is chocolate... And everyone I've bitched at lately... I have a big anger problem about a week before So..sorry...anyways... HAPPY HOLIDAYS!!!

I Dont Think I Really Want To Know What Kind Of Tricks She Can Do With Her Vagina... Part 1
so as last week was a blur... here i am trying to recouperate still from the lack of sleep and jet lag that had encurred heh... well lets just say that my trip to CLT to LAX and back to CLE was quite an adventure... first stop: charlotte, ncso as one girl ditched upon arrival I was pretty aggro, but as I forgot a USB cord to my camera, that turned out pretty well as I had to run to WalMart during my off time and bump Candykiller to a later slot in the night... both chicks were pretty cool and easy to work with, sophria hadn't done anything like this before so she was kinda sketched but Candykiller had worked with a few other sites (and oddly enough it became a small world as we knew about 3209284 of the same people in the music industry heh) so we got along great... these shoots were pretty regular with just clothed to nude style stuff but as I cant post that stuff here, here's a few clothed samples... and check my profile on cherry tap for some more risque shots as well... but as I

His Cum
His white goo, all for me, traveled down my body. It ran down between my eyes, down my nose, and past my lips, where my tongue darted out, just to taste a little. The heat went up within, while the white drop stopped at my chin, and there it rested for a minute. Then it dropped, very suddenly, down to my chest. Slowly it crawled down, between my pearl breasts. It slid down further, past my middle, and down to my waist, going along my belly button, and down below. In anticipation, I opened my thighs. And my eyes meeting yours, I opened them more. I looked down, watching the drop snake down to my puffy lips - - pink and fresh. And there it sat. I took my finger, where it lingered along my slit. Opening wide, I sighed, rubbing the white drop into me. Rubbing myself slow and steady, where I was so wet and ready.

Tired Of Being Harrassed! So Here Is My Bitching On It!
well i just wanted to get some frustation off my chest! i am so fucking tired of my ex trying to harrass me constantly! calling and pming me on yahoo. i have ignored him and blocked him and he makes new names and still harrasses me! for god sake he is married now and got kids. wut part of i do not want a fucking thing to do with u does he not understand? please tell me how to get rid of his ass. police say till he does something to me they can not help me. i myself do not want to f=end up fuck dead because he can not understand it is over and i want nothing to do with him. i am gettin pissed off at the situation and it is going to force me to seriously do something evil and i do not want to have to do that but i will to protect myself. my god get a fucking life and stop tryin g to take mine. okay i am done bitching and whining. lol ya'll have a cherry day bye! freaky pagan!

Playtime
...Stay... ...So we can play... ...All day... ...And all night... ...Please don't fight... ...My love center's so tight... ...Aching for you... ...Let's try something new... ...I'll keep on my shoes... ...Crawl on hands and knees... ...Twist you up in the sheets... ...Leave you no breath, just a wheeze... ...You must... ...Trust... ...In this lust... ...Let's make our own show... ...Get the camera, a video... ...Don't hold back, let it all go... ...Suck on my heels... ...Make me squeal... ...Devour me as if I'm your last meal... ...Baby... ...Tell me... ...What you need... ...Wanna bite at my lips?... ...Want me to crack the whip?... ...How bout my juices, want a sip?... ...Lemme give you a tip... ...Lay your tongue softly on my clit... ...Wiggle it just a little bit... ...Feel my back arch?... ...My mouth's dry and parched... ...Soon the explosions start... ...Makes my insides burn... ...Next it's your turn... ...Think you can handle me?... ...Oh t

Ok...the Reason Why I Hate The Uk (sorry If This Pisses Any Of You Off)
I Was told I was developing a strong hatred of the UK and of Brits in general when I got involved with Lisa. She was railroaded into a marriage, and then pretty much conned on how much he really makes and can afford to send to help her and the kids by him using the conversion rates to his advantage. I know the only real reason he is with her is because taxes are cheaper over in the US than in the UK. But it is his arrogance and general disopsition that irratates me. Do I hate all Brits? Nope. Do I want to see all of the UK destroyed? Nope...Just the part his bloated ass is in. Thank you.

Abeautiful Message
If you woke up this morning with more health than illness, you are more blessed than the million who won't survive the week. If you have never experienced the danger of battle, the loneliness of imprisonment, the agony of torture or the pangs of starvation, you are ahead of 20 million people around the world. If you attend a church meeting without fear of harassment, arrest, torture, or death, you are more blessed than almost three billion people in the world. If you have food in your refrigerator, clothes on your back, a roof over your head and a place to sleep, you are richer than 75% of this world. If you have money in the bank, in your wallet, and spare change in a dish someplace, you are among the top 8% of the world's wealthy. If your parents are still married and alive, you are very rare, especially in the United States. If you hold up your head with a smile on your face and are truly thankful, you are blessed because the majority can, b

Faith..
ya know.. ya gotta have faith.. i'm findin a real lack of faith lately. i love meeting new people.. i love sex. i love pretending i'm a vampire. i decide to do these things usin a cam.. and i get freakin blasted.. called a whore.. slut... oh and maybe worst of all.. a freakin (ro)bot! do i look like a bot.. or sound like a bot, LOL!? just b/c i'm tryin to pay for school with out bein a golddigger.. it's kinda like the click & pay emails.. it's only 2cents.. but it's somethin.. & you'd be online anyway so why not? right? that's why i joined the cam site.. b/c i wanted to do what i love but get a lil something in return & have some peace of mind... AM I CRAZY? see my MUMM on this one...

Love Hurts
why is it love hurts it is like no matter what u do u get hurt nothing is good enough for u partner or is it just a feeling of depression cause it has happen to u before an u just thinkit will happen again of being hurt

Introducing The Roadhouse Riders Club And Bls Club
welcome to the roadhouse riders club from co- founder head lady of the roadhouse ace2 himself. WE WOULD LIKE TO INTRODUCE U TO BOTH LOUNGES AND WORKERS. EVERYONE IS WELCOME TO JOIN BOTH. WE HAVE BIG PLANS!! STARTING WITH A WEDDING AT 7PM CENTRAL TIME TONIGHT BETWEEN WITCHESBREW AND RIDES IN THE ROADHOUSE RIDERS CLUB!! BOTH ARE FOR BIKERS ANY COLOR OR ROCKERS SO BE FREE TO WEAR THEM. BUT WE WILL NOT ACCEPT RUDENESS. U MUST HAVE THE UPMOST R-E-S-P-E-C-T!!!!!!!!! PIG ROAST AT THE WEDDING TONIGHT. PLENTY OF FOOD AND BOOZE SO PLEASE JOIN!! WELCOME TO THE "ROADHOUSE RIDERS CLUB"! JUST CLICK ON THE PIC AND WE WILL SEE U SOON!!! WELCOME TO BLS(BLACK LABEL SOCIETY)CLUB!!JUST CLICK ON THE PICK AND WE WILL SEE U SOON!!!!!!! ~ WITCHSBREW~ Co Founder Head Lady Of Roadhouse Riders Club ~ Fiancee To Rides ~@ CherryTAP ACE(CLUB FANTASIA ENFORCER)(ROADHOUSE RIDERS)CLUB BLS OWNER)HUSBAND TO MIZACE@ CherryTAP

Threesomes.........................
I MET AN OLDER WOMAN AT A BAR LAST NIGHT. SHE WASN’T BAD FOR 57, WE DRANK AND BULLSHITTED A BIT, THEN SHE ASKED IF I’D EVER HAD A “SPORTSMAN DOUBLE” , A MOTHER AND DAUGHTER 3 SOME ? I SAID NO. WE DRANK A BIT MORE, THEN SHE SAYS THAT TONIGHT WAS MY LUCKY NIGHT. I WENT BACK TO HER PLACE. SHE PUT THE HALL LIGHT ON AND SHOUTED UPSTAIRS: “MOM YOU STILL AWAKE”

Angel Family And Friends Plz Read.....
thediamonddew.com Angel Family And Friends...... Stop by My Man's Page and show him some love he wants to Level up But i done all i can! So I need everyone to help me out please! You guys and girls are the greatest....Muawww Thanks Maria Click on pic will take u to his page! majorboredum_ ~~AnGeLHeArT~ ~~s _man@ CherryTAP thediamonddew.com

This Is For All My Mexican Friends.
If you can run and play any sport while wearing chanclas....Mexican status!! If your late Tio left you a van and you turned it into a taco vending business, Yes, you're a Mexican. If you pronounce words beginning with the letter 'S' by putting an 'E' in front of it, (estop instead of stop), big time Mexican. If you call a chair, a sher, you got it.... Mexican. If you have ever hurt yourself and your mamacita rubbed the area while chanting, ' Sana , Sana , Colita de rana.....' You're Mexican, big time!!! If you have your last name in old English lettering anywhere on your car, truck, or tattooed on your back. Yes, you ARE a Mexican (proud one too). If you refer to your wife as your ruca, your hina, your wifa, your old lady, or your vieja, guess what? Not only are you a Mexican, you're a cholo. If you throw a 'Grito' every time you hear Vicente Fernandez, then not only are you a Mexican, but you are a drunk Mexican. If you have ever been pinched in church and b

Donations Needed! I'm Begging Here!
So, I'm walking for relay for life and I need to get some donations. I've gotten $0, zilch, nada. So I am now resorting to begging. If you'd be interested in donating ANY amount, send me an email and I'll supply you with a link to the donation page. Its tax deductible and it would make this cherry very very happy. :)

Dickhead Downraters
This is the way it is...I am pissed in a major way...I am nice & I never ever down rate anyone...why the hell bother stopping by if you want to be a dick??Its obvious you only wantto stir up shit....who cares if u r a size 4,10,16,20,40..what the fuck ever.....I would rather be the biggest person in the whole world as long as I could keep my good heart & I didn't have such a bad attitude.Well FYI dicks n bitches ....if you come to this page....& you do not have a decent attitude...LEAVE...go spread your nastiness somewhere else...save the damn drama 4 your mama....ReD does not want ne of your "size 4" shitty attitude here.....& I am pretty sure none of my friends want any of it either......so HippyHayed Productions...take your size 4 & stick it right up your ass...cause your attitude makes you UGLY to the bone!!!!!!

To All My Friends & Family (especially Twisted Radio)
On May 10, 2007 I lost a good friend of mine that I grew up with (literally he lived next door). Due to his passing it has made me realize just how important my friends and family are to me. For those of you on my list that actually talk to me and care thank you so much! For everyone else consider yourself lucky to read this as you are about to learn about a wonderful person that is no longer with us. Steve A. Martin Son, brother, father, grandson and friend was lost to us on the early morning hours of 5/10/07. He left behind a beautiful daughter, great sister, awesome father, and a lot of true friends that will miss him dearly. Although he is gone his memories live deep with in our hearts and he in never forgotten. On 6/11/07 we would have celebrated his 21st birthday with the customary drinking and smoking that was Stevens favorite pass time. So take a minute to hug and kiss your loved ones and tell them you love them for you never know when it will be the l

From A Farm Kid At San Diego Marine Corps Recruit Depot
Dear Ma and Pa: I am well. Hope you are. Tell Brother Walt and Brother Elmer the Marine Corps beats working for old man Minch by a mile. Tell them to join up quick before maybe all of the places are filled. I was restless at first because you got to stay in bed till nearly 6 a.m., but am getting so I like to sleep late. Tell Walt and Elmer all you do before breakfast is smooth your cot and shine some things. No hogs to slop, feed to pitch, mash to mix, wood to split, fire to lay. Men got to shave but it is not so bad, there's warm water. Breakfast is strong on trimmings like fruit juice, cereal, eggs, bacon, etc, but kind of weak on chops, potatoes, ham, steak, fried eggplant, pie and other regular food, but tell Walt and Elmer you can always sit by the two city boys that live on coffee. Their food plus yours holds you till noon when you get fed again. It's no wonder these city boys can't walk much. We go on "route marches", which the platoon sergeant says are long walks

I Love You...not For Anyone In Particular...
If you can't see me, just touch your heart Know my love, that we are never far apart Wherever you go, whatever you do Always remember, I love you If you can't hear me, just close your eyes Sleep my love, hear the dreams of my sighs Feel the pleasures you give me Hear the love of my ecstasy If you can't see me, you'll know where I am Just reach out and take my hand If you can't hear me, just listen closely I'm whispering sweet love so softly If your not sure of what to do Always remember, I love you Sometimes when the days get long In our hearts, we have our song The music plays and we dance We dance to the dreams of romance As the night settles in and the sun is gone We are close to the world where we belong A world of dreams for lovers A place where we can make sweet love to each other If you can't see me, know I am there In our hearts, a special love we share If you can't hear me, touch your heart and feel the pounding It's the warmth of my love sur

Wounded Hearts Bleed Out Slowly
Ripped away and condemned to complacency. Trapped within walls built by the past. Unable to focus on the tasks laid before us. The mind drifts backwards and regret rears it's ugly head. The heart always breaks upon these moments of impact, these realizations. Thinking what could have been, knowing what has become, dreading the future. So we fend for ourselves burning in effigy hanging on to pieces of shattered dreams. Basking in fleeting moments of happiness that have long gone dormant. Looking down at our hands knowing full well what has slipped through our fingers. Sometimes, I think we torture ourselves just to know we still feel.

Fine Your Voice
I know you wanna speak but theres no sound There's something going wrong inside right now Silent tears cant eplain What your heart cant reveal Don't let your fear take control of what you feel When you find your voice inside your heart I will be there for you wherever you are When you are afraid to speak the words will come to you When you find your voice, be strong for yourself All that you had for so long will be proud of you When you find your voice

Times Have Changed!
TIMES HAVE CHANGED! 'School Days' - 1956 and 2006 Scenario A: Jack pulls into school parking lot with rifle in his gun rack. 1956 - Vice Principal comes over, takes a look at Jack's rifle, then goes to his car and gets his rifle out to show Jack. 2006 - School goes into lockdown, FBI called, Jack hauled off to jail, and never sees his truck or gun again. Counselors called in for traumatized students and teachers. ++++++++++++++++++++++ Scenario B: Johnny punched Mark and then the two of them get into a fist fight after school. 1956 - Crowd gathers. Mark wins. Johnny and Mark shake hands and end up best friends. Nobody goes to jail, nobody arrested, nobody expelled. 2006 - Police called, SWAT team arrives, arrests Johnny and Mark. Charge them with assault, both expelled---even though Johnny started it. +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Scenario C: Jeffrey won't sit still in class, often disrupts other students. 1956 - Jeffrey sent to office and given a good pa

Make Me Crazy -- Scandal 'us
Make me crazy Make me crazy [Verse 1] Must have picked the stars out of the sky And left them in your eyes Boy I'm thinkin' bout you every day and every night And I love the way you drive Me insane Make me laugh, make me love, Make me crazy I feel alive Cos you're the only one To drive me wild-wild And I can't deny (I can't deny) I love the way I'm all mixed up inside [CHORUS] It's the way that you make me crazy (It feels so right cos it's you now baby) You got it all goin' on (With all the little things that will make me crazy) Just the way that you make me feel (I feel so alive for the first time baby) When you make me crazy, You got me baby... Should've seen it coming from a million miles away, and now I'm up-side-down and inside-out With what you do to me (with what you do to me) Never been so in love And so unsure Lift me up, tear me down Still I love you more Can't deny, I've come to love the way you mess me up inside [CHORUS] Baby I can'

The Brother I Wish I Have Known!
The Brother I Wish I Have Known! BY Amber Kestner Your the brother I never knew. When I was in danger you were there at my side as my gaurdian angel. You are the brother I wish I knew. When mom and dad moved on from us four siblings, they still thought of their little man. You are the brother that I wish mom and dad saw growing up. My gaurdian angel you always be for me. The brother I do love even though your not here in person. The brother that I wish could have been here for graduating and a life. My hero that I wish I could have known after almost twenty years of your death that we do miss of you. Author notes This was to my brother Jason Michael Kestner he passed when he wasn't even a year old. He died of SIDS an with his 20th birthday coming up May 22nd I figured this poem would help to see that I do love my brother and I hope he'll be here by my side and the families forever. My rising star

Wait
I just learned an important lesson. Now, I usually like to workout first thing in the morning. That way I get it over with and don't have to think about it for the rest of the day. I've also found that if I wait til later in the day, I'm less inclined to do it because I'm busy with other things. So, I just woke up (about 10 minutes ago), immediately began my workout and then learned the aforementioned important lesson ... always wait for morning wood to subside before doing push ups. Yes, I know it may sound fun, but not when you get so distracted that your arms almost give way. That is all.

In My Head -- Anna Nalick
Under the weight of your wings You are a god and whatever I want you to be And I wonder if truly you are Nearly as beautiful as I believe In my head Your voice You've got all that I need And this make believe will get me through Another lonely night Under the weight of your wings Should ever we meet on your side of your stereo I will pretend I know not of your thoughts And even the way that they mirror my own I'll take you away in the way that you take me and go where I go In my head Your voice You've got all that I need And this make believe will get me through Another lonely night Fall away to the sound of my heart to your beat Melancholy and cool, kind of bitter sweet Love on repeat I'm echoing all your philosophies And as I fall away to the sound of my heart to your beat Melancholy and cool, kind of bitter sweet Love on repeat I'm echoing all your philosophies And as I... Oh... I don't Wanna be fool-hearted Baby, I'm out Numbered in my he

My Parents.....
It’s very fair of me to say that my parents have always been and will continue to be a huge source of irritation to me. Last week, this was driven home again in spectacular fashion. First, a little back story. My parents NEVER listen to anything I tell them. For example, each year since I was sixteen, they would ask me what I wanted for my birthday. I would tell them not to get me anything, as I knew what was coming. They would insist, asking me to tell them of some things I really wanted, and eventually I would cave in and provide them with some things that I thought would be great gifts for me. And every year, without fail, after badgering me in this fashion, they would take the list, study it carefully, and then ignore every item on it and announce that they would renew my license plates for me. This continues to this day. Every year, even after I tell them I don’t want anything and have renewed the plates myself, they tell me they want to actually go out and shop for me

Hello. I'm Jessiey And I'm A Myspace Addict.
So, I thought I'd give this cute little site a chance and crap like that. I've been a MySpace addict for aboot 4-5 years now. I tried VampireFreaks, Hoverspot, even Flixter and I do have to say I like this site better than any of thee above. Still kinda confused but I'm sure by tomorrow I shall be a pro, WOOT!

May 17, 2007`
SOME PEOPLE JUST DRIVE ME FUCKING CRAZY, THEY SAY THEY DON'T WANT THIS OR THAT! BUT DO THEY GO TO FUCKING FIX IT OR TRY AT LEAST? FUCK NO!!!!! I AM JUST SO SICK OF SOME PEOPLE AND THEIR OH WOE IS ME SHIT! LOOK EVERY ONE HAS ISSUES, WE ALL HAVE TO LEARN HOW TO DEAL WITH THEM! IF YOU WANT TO GO AND GET HIGH, OR ABUSE YOURSELF IN ANY MEANS, GO FOR IT, BUT I WILL NOT STAND BY AND WATCH IT BE DONE! I HAVE A VERY FUCKING BIG HEART, BUT IT SEEMS TO ME LIKE SOME PEOPLE JUST WANT TO FUCKING USE IT! I AM SO FUCKING SICK AND TIRED OF SOME PEOPLE AND THEIR WAYS OF BEING SO DAMN INSECURE WITH THEMSELVES THAT THEY DO ANYTHING TO RUN FROM IT. YOU KNOW WHAT IF I HAVE TO FUCKING GROW UP, THEN IT IS TIME THAT YOU DID TOO! AND FOR THE ONES THAT ARE IN ARGUEMENTS, LOOK THIS THING WAS BROUGHT TO ATTENTION IN SO MANY WAYS BY OTHERS NOT JUST ONE THING BUT ANOTHER AND ANOTHER, I AM TIRED OF SEEING MY FAMILY BE RIPPED APART AND TORN INTO SOMETHING THAT IT REALLY SHOULDN'T IN THE FIRST PLACE. WE CAME

Hugg War
HUGG WAR YOU BETTER HUG ME NOW! Pass this hug to all of your friends and back to me, see how many you get back! 1-5 HUGS....Your on someones mind! 5-10 HUGS...Someone likes you! 10-15 HUGS..Someone wants to be with you! 15-20 HUGS..WOW! you are really loved by alot! Good morning Hope you are doing well!

Observences In The Cyber World Pt 1
If it walks like a duck and talks like a duck most likely its a rat in a duck skin!Anything sweet soon gets devoured!Some peoples reality is in truth nothing but fantasy!The winds of time will always seperate the chaff from the wheat!You will meet many new acquaintances on your journey and of these but a few will become real friends and maybe if you are lucky one will become your love!Believe in angels,they are here you just need to know who they are,(I know one already,she knows how True that is)!To be continued as my journey through the cyber world continues.......

Random Thoughts
I’m looking for someone that can help me for I have something that is broke I need help fixing it for it has been a lone for a long time I need to be strong but when you are around I’m weak my knees are shaking my heart is pounding my hands are sweating and floor is dropping I fill that life has stopped and will not start back until your hand is in mine and when the sun sets I will be yours for the time has came for me to give my heart to you As the sun rises I wonder if this day will come to an end and be there no more do we have to stop or can we share the day that is upon us as we did the last day an I hold your hand and kiss your lips may I share your breath can we become one as the night retunes can I make love to you as I would like would you do any thing my heart fills like the time has come for us to be will we be as one in two parts or will the things go back to the way they were or may I hold you tonight as one

Commercials
Okay..I've have had it with annoying commercials, the lastest being those stupid Nutrisystem ones! They say the dumbest things, like "my husband told me I was hot!" Well, doh, I would hope so (no matter HOW you looked!)

White Lace
White Lace White ruffles and beautiful lace You could only imagine the look on my face A huge smile from ear to ear You looked so beuatiful it brought quite a tear Wanting you with such devoted passion Positive energy in every fashion suculant desires flowed through my veins Gentle soft voice drives me insane Longing to touch and stroke your hair Whisper soft words only two can share Lay beside me so we can put out these flames Intensity beckons, too tough to tame Will we ever get to meet our needs? Our love is sacred our bond succeeds Wrapped up together in love is a must Two hearts longing in love only to trust

`most Handsome Male Child On Ct Contest!
`Most Handsome Male Child On CT Contest! I need 10 boys for my male child contest! Comment bombing allowed and self bombing also allowed! 1st Boy is...... with 1 comments! 2nd Boy is...... with 1 comments! 3rd Boy is...... with 1 comments! 4th Boy is...... with 1 comments! 5th Boy is...... with 1 comments! 2 Gifts person winners 1 V.I.P. and 1 V.I.C! Comments + rates = total Contest will start 5/18 thur 5/25 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~Majorboredum* woman ~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~@ CherryTAP

Nasacar And What They Did To Dale Jr
well those of you who are junior fans may or may not disagree. it seems that nascar is making a big issue over the bracket. but yet hendricks crew chief had an illegal spring on jimmy johsons car and jeff gordon's crew cheif got caught with something ilegal on that car but yet they appealed and got 1 race suspension but yet jrs crew chief gets 6 race suspension 100 points docked and a 25,000 fine. moral of what i'm getting at is those 2 crew cheifs(chad knauss, steve latart) are immune to any punishment but yet any other crew chief is fair game wtf is up with that?

Leave Me Alone
LISTEN I DONT NEED U TO CALL ME EVERY 2 HOURS I DONT NEED UR MONEY AND I DONT NEED U ,. NOW GET IT THRU UR HEAD UR A PATHILOGICAL LIAR AND U DONT NEED ANYMORE HASSELS IN UR LIFE GET UR HEAD STRAIGHTENED OUT AND LEAVE ME AND THE KIDS ALONE, UR NOT WHAT I WANT UR NOT WHAT MY KIDS NEED AND UR DEFINITELY A WASTE OF ALOT OF PPL'S TIME NOW JUST STOP ALL CONTACT WITH ME, AND STOP PHONING ME AT 2 OR 3 IN THE MORNING, I HATE THAT AND I DONT LIKE U AND I DONT WANT U AROUND UNDERSTAND ENGLISH !!!!!!!

Pebble
I awoke this morning to find my cat with a bleeding leg, blood all over the house and having to rush her to the vet. Now just hours later she had been aneasatised, had x-rays and surgery cause the cut severed all the tendons in her leg and all the nerves, which cannot be fixed, and theres a possibility that her leg may get amputated if she doesn't adapt to it or if it doesnt heal well. Now some people might say its just a cat and blah blah blah, but she's not, she's a friend, a part of the family and may never be the same again. Again people might say its just a cat, but not to me, and I just find this really sad and it's made me feel horrible all day, even knowing that had I already left for school, by now she would be dead. I have to stop now, cant type no more.

I Am Leaving Wicked Intentions Ty Goese Out To All Of My Friends And Family Who Understand (repost)
This is Dj Trinity Hello everyone I'm sure you by now know that I am quiting Wicked Intentions. Due to all the drama and all that goese around I am handing over my mods. New Information has to come to my attention and I think it's time i start over Things have happened that is not everyones buisness I will say only this... I was at the wrong place at the wrong time and to be honest saw things that I was not supposed to see. I am just going to leave it up to you all I haven't lied to you I haven't started anything. I am simply saying that I am done no more drama no more wars I will be doing something It will just not be with this lounge I am only saying this you may choose your own path I am just saying that I have not lied so why lie about this why even bother ? So to all my friends and fans and all the listeners that come to see me @ wicked intentions Much Love To You all and in the words of a very special friend FOLLOW YOUR HEARTS I was online when i said i wasn

May 15,2007
IT IS SO FUNNY HOW SO MANY PEOPLE HAVE THE SAME PROBLEMS EACH DAY. FOR SOME OF US IT MAKES IT EASIER TO KNOW JUST WHAT TO SAY. TO HELP SOME ONE ELSE THAT IS IN CRYING NEED. IT BEATS GOING OUT AND DOING SPEED. IT IS SO FUNNY HOW EVEN THE PEOPLE YOU KNOW HAVE THE SAME ISSUES; TO WHERE YOU CAN HELP SOME ONE BY GIVING THEM A HUG OR EVEN SOME TISSUES!

Come On In
COME ON IN TO THE NEWEST LOUNGE ON CHERRY TAP INTRODUCING LOWRIDER LOUNGE!!!!!!!! MEET GREAT/NEW PEOPLE, HAVE FUN, LISTEN TO MUSIC {PICK YOUR OWN}...... PLEASE:: NO DRAMA, NO BULLSHIT, NO HATERS ALSO LOOKING FOR HELP WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR??? CLICK ON THE BANNER BELOW AND JOIN THE FUN NOW OPEN 24 HR 7 DAY A WEEK BE THERE AND BRING YOUR FRIENDS

It Is Sparky_g's Birthday..... Show Him Some Love
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Thursday
Hope everyone is having a good day. Actually have had a productive day at work so far.. though my partner wants me to drive over to his house to play the new HALO 3 beta that came out. I should tell him to get back to work. That's the trouble with working from home.. too many distractions. David had his game last night. They lost 1-0. He played really well. ALl the kids did. The grass was so wet that they kept slipping, and the ball hardly ever went where they wanted. I've had a lot of disappointments in life lately, but I am back to working on being positive and not letting things bother me so much. I have to look at all the good things I DO have. And I know somehow the challenges life gives me willmake me stronger. Just as the only one that can make me happy is me, the only one who can make me sad is me.

Keeping It Real...
May 17th, 2007 Thursday 11:30am Good Morning... It's another typical day in NY, weather sucks, grey and gloomy. When I got here I started looking around a bit more closely. Though without a doubt CherryTAP is a ton of fun, it's really a bit sad too. We work so hard at being #1 or having the highest CherryTAP level that we forget one thing. HOW TO BE REAL Everyone says oh it's just the internet you can be anyone you want who cares. I disagree... whether anyone wants to admitt it or not. The person on the other end of a conversation is not just a computer. They are a human being and sometimes one with true feelings. Not everyone is here to be fake or play headgames. Some of us really enjoy meeting friends and special people and want them to stay that way. I know you are asking... "What's your point?" My point is I want to be me and not like those who have lost site of reality. So with that said I am letting you know this. If I have fanned you or friended you and we ha

A Fuckin Dumb Ass
->Maelthras,...: CAN STEP TO A FEMALE BUT NOT A FUCKING MAN U FUCKIN PUSSY ASS FAGOT ->Maelthras,...: AWWW CRY ABOUT IT SOMEMORE BITCH BOY Maelthras,...: ohh thats real manly of you, well anyways good bye. I erased you from list. n ignore that would be used so since there isnt dont bother replying ->Maelthras,...: AWWW POOR BABY IS CRYING ->Maelthras,...: THAT ALL U HAVE TO SAY LMFAO UR BF MUST NOT BE THERE TO TELL U WHAT TO SAY ON HERE HUH ->Maelthras,...: I OWN THE FUCKIN LOUNGE ->Maelthras,...: IM A SLAVE LOL OK I DONT ANSWER TO NO ONE AT ALL Maelthras,...: ok whatever bitch, your more of a slave then your girl is so go an fuck yourself ->Maelthras,...: U WANNA START SOMETHING WITH SOME ONE START WITH ME NOT A FEMALE PUSSY ->Maelthras,...: THIS AINT VAMP U LIL BITCH ->Maelthras,...: U WANNA FUCKIN TALK SHIT BEHIND MY BACK IM RIGHT HERE TALK UR SHIT NOW U LIL BITCH Maelthras,...: thats why your his worthless slut, not even a proper sub. so go to your wannabe m

Allow Yourself
Allow yourself The most difficult part of any accomplishment is getting yourself to do it. Once you fully allow yourself to take the necessary actions, the results begin flowing to you with ease. Your ego promotes the false idea that effort and challenge are things to be avoided. In reality, effort and challenge enable you to create great value and bring immense joy to life. Accomplishment is something that comes easily and naturally to you, when you choose to allow it. From the inside out, you are meant to create. All that you are, all that you have, all that you know can work together to bring about your most treasured dreams. You are never too old, too young, too feeble or too uninformed to make a real difference. The only thing that can truly stop you is you, but only if you listen to the insecure posturing of your ego. Choose instead to listen to your heart, which tells you what you know you must do. Find real joy in following your purpose. Find fulfillment b

45 Jonah
Call me Jonah Been living in the belly of a whale Call me a loner Guess sometimes you never can tell Toss me overboard And watch me sinking like a stone No matter how I write this story It always turns out alone I'm trying to hide my shame Underneath this dying tree Picking up the pieces of my life like all of these dead leaves Now I can feel the slap and sting of fate on my face On my knees it brings laughter out of every dark place Call me Jonah Been living my life in the belly of this whale You can take this picture of me and hang it on the gates of hell When you hear me crying out You just keep on walking by I don't really need your help Getting this last good piece of me to die Oh Jonah Oh Jonah Oh Jonah

Just A Few Questions About You!!!
May 17, 2007 7:31 AM Subject I wanna know you Body: YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I WANNA KNOW YOU...I want to know 33 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine...You're on my list, so I wanna know you better! JUST HIT REPLY TO SEND DIRECTLY TO ME IN A MESSAGE THEN, REPOST THE EMPTY QUESTIONS AS A BULLETIN. ============================================= 1.)Q. Can you cook? 1.)A. 2.)Q. What was your dream growing up? 2.)A. 3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had? 3.)A. 4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be? 4.)A. 5.)Q. Favorite vegetable? 5.)A. 6.)Q. What was the last book you read? 6.)A. 7.)Q. What zodiac sign are you ? 7.)A. 8.)Q. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 8.)A. 9.)Q. Worst Habit? 9.)A. 10.)Q. If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride? 10.)A. 11.)Q. What is your favorite sport? 11.)A. 12.)Q