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Avon
I just started selling avon.. Anyone interested feel free to go to my website and order.. This campaign ends on the 22nd.. So hurry up and get your orders in.. Cant wait to hear from you.. :) http://www.youravon.com/julierose

Jealous Ass Women
I AM HERE TO SET THE WOMEN WHO FIND IT NECESSARY TO COME CHECK ME OUT OR FEEL IT NECESSARY TO WARN ME BECAUSE I AM FRIENDS WITH SOMEONE THEY HAVE A CRUSH ON, OR SOMEONE WHO THEY THINK IS CHEATING ON THEM WITH ME, OR ARE JUST STUPID TO BELIEVE THAT THE MAN THEY ARE CT DATING IS BEING SEDUCED BY ME. PLEASE. FIRST, MOST GUYS, I WONT SAY ALL GUYS DO THIS, BUT A MAJORITY. WILL TELL A WOMAN WHAT THEY WANT TO HEAR. THEY WILL TELL THEM THEY ONLY HAVE EYES FOR THEM, CAN NEVER LOVE ANOTHER GIRL, OR EVEN THINK ABOUT ANOTHER GIRL. BLAHHHHHHH! I WANT ALL WOMEN TO REALIZE THAT MEN ARE NOTHING BUT SEXUAL CREATURES THAT THINK WITH THEIR LITTLE BRAIN MOST OF THE TIME. NOT TO OFFEND ANY OF THE GUYS, BUT IT IS TRUE. I HAVE BEEN FRIENDS WITH GUYS SINCE I WAS 5, THEY ARE MOSTLY THE SAME, JUST LOOK DIFFERENT ON THE OUTSIDE. JUST BECAUSE I AM A PART OF THEIR DAILY PLANET DOES NOT MEAN YOU NEED TO COME INFECT MINE WITH YOUR BULLSHIT AND NONSENSE. IT IS NOT MY FAULT IF YOUR "SO CALLED" CT BOYFRI

Pay The Bill
Walking up to a department store's fabric counter, the pretty girl said, "I would like to buy this material for a new dress. How much does it cost?" "Only one kiss per yard," replied the male clerk with a smirk. "That's fine," said the girl. "I'll take ten yards." With expectation and anticipation written all over his face, the clerk quickly measured out the cloth, wrapped it up, then teasingly held it out. The girl snapped up the package, pointed to the old geezer standing beside her, and smiled, "Grandpa will pay the bill."

Profile Of White Pride
Ok I know this profile has enraged quite a few, and brought the true feelings out in some. There is nothing wrong with him having pride in his race. Whats wrong here is his racial slurs and undertones against another race. We also have to realize that calling him honkey, cracker or any of the names synonymous with his ethnic background makes you just as bad as he is. HE has accomplished what he set out to do and, that is to get a rise out of the people here. Why are we continully feeding into his madness. It is obvious this person has the mentaliity of a flea, he has issues about himself, anyone in this day and age who can still hate so strong due to ethnic background is sick. I feel sorry for him and those who feed into it. Don't get me wrong I totally understand your anger. I am a black woman yet, I am secure enough to know that I am not nor have I ever been a nigger, nigga or any other derivitive form of the word. I am better then that and evidently I am better then him and those w

What In The Heck Is Going On With Cherrytap?
What in the heck is going on with Cherrytap these days? What’s with all these screwed up changes? You used to be able to highlight your friends to tell when they were online, now you can’t. Also now you can only click on one photo at a time? And waste time scrolling down to it which takes even that much more time.This isn’t good at all. It’s already hard enough to rate all photos like it was before and now it’s twice the work. Some of us don’t have this kind of time to be sitting and rating all day. I have a 14 hr day job 5 days a week and I’ll be damned if I’m going to spend my whole weekend rating photos one at a time when I should be enjoying the good outdoors and fresh air on the weekends. So somehow, some way a message needs to get to Baby Jesus to Change things back to the way they were and leave it alone. Nobody was complaining and all Seemed to like everything just the way it was. I don’t think there is any use in sending him a message because he doesn’t respond to any he gets,

New!!!
well everyone I have to admit something... for a while i got bored with CherryTap. I know I cant believe it either but Im back, if any one cares, with a whole new attitude. Im gonna spice up my page give it a new look make some new friends and hey maybe get lucky in the process. HAHAHA im kidding come on laugh you know its funny. So stop on by and check out the new pics i posted. I reorganized a whole bunch of them. LEt me know what you think to. So dont be shy come one come all...

H-e-l-p!!!
At one time or another we receive some type of help or assistance from either family members, friends, work associates, or acquaintances. When assistance, in whatever form, is received it is truly appreciated. The decent thing to do, and the least a person could do, is to reciprocate and return a favor that has been received. Taking generosity and caring to the next level, would be giving help or assistance to someone who needs it, regardless of whether or not a favor has been received.

Choices!
Michael is the kind of guy you love to hate. He is always in a good mood and always has something positive to say. When someone would ask him how he was doing, he would reply, "If I were any better, I would be twins!" He was a natural motivator. If an employee was having a bad day, Michael was there telling the employee how to look on the positive side of the situation. Seeing this style really made me curious, so one day I went up to Michael and asked him, "I don't get it! You can't be a positive person all of the time. How do you do it?" Michael replied, "Each morning I wake up and say to myself . You have two choices today. You can choose to be in a good mood or ... you can choose to be in a bad mood. I choose to be in a good mood. Each time something bad happens, I can choose to be a victim or .... I can choose to learn from it. I choose to learn from it. Every time someone comes to me complai

Maslow
If this is the case then the consequences need to be accepted by the few who control the bulk of the resources of the many. Before getting into a discussion concerning consequences, a basic understanding of motivational psychology is needed. For the purpose of this report the discussion of Maslow's hierarchy of needs form the Wikipedia encyclopedia will suffice. Rather then studying the most dysfunctional in society, Abraham Maslow focused on the most successful in society in his day. The study produced what he later titled A Theory of Human Motivation which he released in 1943. Subsequently this became known as Maslow's Hierarchy of Needs, or simply Maslow's Pyramid. Since his study focused on the most able of the day, it has far more impact on our discussion. The current cultural environment has impacted man people of the same class which Maslow studied. Not only did Maslow focus on the likes of Albert Einstein, Jane Adams, Eleanor Roosevelt, and Fredrick Douglas, he also studi

Sexy Swimsuit Contest
Papi RH@ CherryTAP Sexy Swimsuit Contest Rules: Any picture you like of you in a two or one piece swimsuit that is SFW Link to profile must be active Winner will be determined by comments. Contestants can vote. I will be able to take up to 25 contestants Minimum of 10 contestants Current Contestants ~*M.Y.L.F©*~@ CherryTAP The Court@ CherryTAP ~*Ashley*~ Poppa Wheelie's CT Wifey && RL g/f (rate,fan, and add me to see my NSFW)@ CherryTAP myeviltwin@ CherryTAP Underground Baby Girl Randy~*~Pain Family~*~@ CherryTAP 2fastvettes@ CherryTAP Sinnam0n@ CherryTAP Daggers2theheart@ CherryTAP Kandi@ CherryTAP seductivesteff

Poetry
you call me babydoll,sexy,andsay i'm cute, do you tell her that too?, i'm on to your game, "oh when i'm with someone i don't mess with there emotions" LIAR your like the rest of them, consider yourself pushed away, don't tell me things you don't mean to say, "i love you", LIAR please believe me, i don't care if i'm alone, i'd rather rhat then listen to your lies on the phone, "i want you in my life" LIAR, oh now i understand why, long distance relationships don't work, 4 hours is just to far away, fuck you, "i'd do anything to be with you" LIAR

Whisper
Whisper You and I stood together in an open field And together we shared the secrets that The Night revealed.then we chased the light Racing through the sky.is it possible to Untangle a quilt with innocence.how hard We torture our inner sins.night will Bring no dawn.my dreams were stolen While I lay sleeping and were sold for Cheap lust.and while I lay fallow Vulnerable and alone The thief whispers in my ear "and I will turn your hope while you are weeping,and cover your eyes with dark Skies and sad lies.come closer to me,on Your hands and knees,alone,when all your Will is gone" How much is not enough,how much is through How long will I be getting over you?

A Letter From Cain
~ A reading from: Good new Bible-Catholic study edition Sirach 6:8-17 "Some people will your friend only when it's convinient for them. But they will not stand by you in trouble. Others will fall out with you over some arguement and then embarrass you by letting everyoneknow about it. Others will sit at your table as long as thing are going well; they will stick to you like your shadow and give orders to your servants. But they will not stand by you in trouble. If your situation takes a turn for the worse, they will turn against youand you will not be able to find them anywhere. Stay away from your enemies and be on guard against your friends. A "Loyal" friend is like a safe shelter; find one and you have found a treasure... Nothing else is as valueable; There is no way of putting a price on it. A loyal friend is like a medicine that will keep you in good health. Only those who fear the Lord can make real friendships. Because he will treat his friends as he does himself"

Not Accepted For Who I Am.....
I guess I was not accepted for who I am... The gentleman that I spoke of...went silent. Will not even respond to my IMs. My apt is barren, hardly no furniture, couple of couches that are thrift store, tv is borrowed, and a bed that was a hand-me-down for when we moved in, essentials in the kitchen. Nothing on the walls, (Plaster walls--old apt), wear Wal-mart type clothing or thrift store clothing(after it is thoroughly washed) because it is all I can afford. The clothes are nice..not tattered or stained...jsut cheap! Bed linens are also 'given' as well as towels and wash cloths, hardwood floors are bare. Jerry's kids' set this place up for us so we would not have to worry about the small stuff for the first several months we were here. Yet, I am honest, clean, have a sense of humor, and wear no make up, as I tell all who ask and is usually in my profile. Would you accept me...for who I am...or shun me because I do not have the material things others have? Have

Soul Mate
Soul Mate We took a leap of faith,without Hesitation I gave you my heart.you Looked into my eyes,and told me You love me.at that moment your Heart became mine.our souls united And two lives became one.by a love That there are no words for.a love So strong,we broke down life's Barriers,conquered life's challenges And emerged stronger than ever as one.

Scream
I hate to even ask this but I'm going to do it anyways, :WHATS NEXT?: What possible could go wrong next? Please God drop down a memo, Cause Let me sure you I'm ready for what'ever is going to happen, It can't be any worse then this last week.... When does a girl like me get a break??? I'm really honestly str8 up sick of bad luck. I'm starting to think the reason I have all this bad luck is becuase of something that I'm doing myself. I just want to stand on the tip top of a mountain and scream.....

Angel
Angel As I stood outside, gazing up at the diamond Speckled sky, from the corner of my eye, I Caught a glimpse of the most beautiful star. The way it sparkled was almost mesmerizing. It reminded me of the sparkle I always saw In your loving eyes.as I stood, staring up at The sparkling treasure, one of nights diamonds Went flying by.and I knew in my heart it was Your way of saying hi.

Men Are Like
1. Men are like ..Laxatives ....... They irritate the crap out of you. 2. Men are like.Bananas The older they get, the less firm they are. 3. Men are like Weather Nothing can be done to change them. 4. Men are like ....Blenders You need One, but you're not quite sure why. 5. Men are like ....Chocolate Bars ... Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips. 6. Men are like ....Commercials ....... You can't believe a word they say. 7. Men are like Department Stores .... Their clothes are always 1/2 off! 8. Men are like ......Government Bonds .... They take soooooooo long to mature. 9. Men are like .....Mascara They usually run at the first sign of emotion. 10. Men are like ..Popcorn .... They satisfy you, but only for a little while. 11. Men are like Snowstorms ... You never know when they're coming, how many inches you'll get or how long it will last. 12. Men are like ........Lava Lamps .. Fun to look at, but not very bright. 13. Men are l

Are You Like Your Mom?
You Are Totally Like Your Mom You and your mom are practically clones. You think alike, and you even seem to read each other's minds. You're definitely you're mother's child... and that's just fine with you. Are You Like Your Mom?

You Call That Lucky?
It had been over two weeks since I'd seen him... I walked in the door, and hugged him. He proceeded to pull me inside just enough to shut the door and lock it... I was naked on the hallway floor soon after... Post coital he said to me "See, I told you that you'd be lucky if you made it past the door." I said: "You call that lucky?"

Dad Didn't Make It...
He just went....it's been a horribly long 2 weeks of one step foward -two steps back with him. My heart is just breaking for my brother and sisters right now....I really don't know what more to say at the moment...perhaps I'll blog again when my head feels less heavy...

Poetry
i knew it was to good to be true when you told me i love you, i'm just the dumbass who believed you, i put up such a fight, my walls were up, you tore them down, then ripped out my heart out and threw it on the ground, laughing, you hurt me, you probably don't even care, i'm all alone just sitting here, what the fuck did i do to you?, NOTHING but want to be close to you, i would have done anything you asked, all i can say is kiss my fat ass!

Rewinding And Restarting
Ever feel like you walking through tar. Like up to your knees tar. Struggling, flailing, and really getting nowhere. Nevertheless you try. Who would be that stupid to jump into a pit of tar? *waves hand* Oh yea, just call me TAR-zan, BWAHAHAHA! =P Ok that was lame, funny, but lame. So I fling myself into situations for no particular reason. I put myself in this unprogressive state. I am in disbelief as well. I want to grow out of this, no, not grow up, I vowed that would never happen, and its not gonna =P. I ponder my existence frequently, daily, and I have so much I have to do. Yet my old brave soul is gone, I left it back "there somewhere. I was never the person I wanted to be, but I was quite the fireball. I miss my fire. So I'm going back, building an imaginary time machine I suppose. I'm not sure of the first step, I am still a bit lost and confused, but not enough to stop my ambition. So we will see..... "A lot of people enjoy being dead. But they are not dead, really. They'

What Happened The Year You Were Born?
In 1972 (the year you were born) Richard Nixon is president of the US President Nixon approves NASA's space shuttle, a reusable spacecraft, at a cost of $5.5 billion Nixon arrives in China for an 8 day visit, which he calls a "journey for peace" While campaigning for the presidency Alabama Governor George C. Wallace is shot and seriously wounded Five men are arrested in the Watergate office complex in DC for breaking into the offices of the Democratic National Committee Hurricane Agnes strikes the East Coast causing 117 deaths First scientific hand-held calculator (HP-35) os introduced for $395 Shaquille O'Neal, Jennifer Garner, The Rock, The Notorious B.I.G., Cameron Diaz, Eminem, and Alyssa Milano are born Oakland Athletics win the World Series Dallas Cowboys win Superbowl VI Boston Bruins win the Stanley Cup The Godfather is the top grossing film Pink Floyd debuts "The Dark Side of the Moon" during a performance at London's Rainbow Theate

What's Your True Birth Month?
Your True Birth Month Is June Fussy Abiding Friendly Stubborn Talkative Sensitive Executive Hesitating Easily hurt Active mind Easily bored Daydreamer Loves to joke Tends to delay Temperamental Brand conscious Loves to dress up Having lots of ideas Good debating skills Funny and humorous Thinks far with vision Prone to getting colds Polite and soft-spoken Able to show character Seldom show emotions Knows how to make friends Easily influenced by kindness Takes time to recover when hurt Choosy and always wants the best Those who love me are enemies; Those who hate me are friends What's Your True Birth Month?

Are You A Grinch?
You Are the Furthest Thing From Grinch You love and live for the holidays. You even love the Grinch! You're in the holiday spirit year round... because you're all about celebrating and giving. Are You a Grinch?

What Type Of Ex Are You?
You Are A Jealous Ex You're not quite over your past, and you are hurt that your ex is moving on You're no longer in love, but you're not done with being pissed Jealous of any happiness that comes your ex's way, you still can't let go What Type of Ex Are You?

Letter From Depression
Dearest soulmate, You don’t know me yet but you will, I’ll explain a bit about how. One day you’re going to wake up feeling sad, and you are going to be sad all day, and the next day you will feel sadder still. Then out of nowhere you want to cry all the time and all these issues about your self appearence and personality will become an obsession. You will sit in your room all night and want to hide away. the world will be the scariest place around. You will have 2 paths to choose from at this point, they will be a) tell someone how bad you feel and that you don’t know why b) keep it inside, you don’t know why you feel sad so you won’t be able to talk it over with anyone. You chose? You guessed it; path b, and you will follow this path, it’s a bumpy one and your soul will be shredded along the way. Then I come in and befriend you. I take over your mind, I make you want to die, I make you hate yourself more than ever, and I control your life. I tell you not to eat and if you do

Going Back To The Beach
In three months ill be packing and moving back to the golden state. The sun will shine and the stars will glisten, as well as the waves crashing, and the acoustic sounds flowing. Sunsets come and go, but in the end ive come to know. The Beach is the only place for me!!!! Texas was cool but it is no California. Thanks all for being my friends and those who i came to know. Hope all goes well for you in the future, take care and keep in touch.

Eeeeerie Moment!!!
Daughter had returned her phone she had to look for a cheaper one. So she was without a phone and I let her use Jerry's old one. I forgot about the voice message and called her..Jerry's voice...was kinda eerie for a moment. So I called it again..still felt eerie but not as bad. It was something I did not expect..not sure how to react. Wierd, sad, happy, nothing... The voice mail said "Billy Bob's mortuary. You stab 'em, we slab 'em"... Jerry's form of humor!!

What Sign Is Your True Love?
Your True Love Is a Scorpio Why you'll love a Scorpio: Strong and sexy, Scorpio will overpower you into falling in love (before you even realize it!). You'll love being swept away by Scorpio - into a world of insane passion. Why a Scorpio will love you: You don't mind letting your Scorpio take the reigns, as long as you know you're truly cared for. Loyal and devoted, you would never do anything to set off insanely jealous Scorpio. What Sign Is Your True Love?

Childish Behavior On An Adult Site
Ok... This is my "bitch" for today... and yesterday and last week and prolly next week too. What is is with the "If you won't repost what I post I won't be your friend any more" crap??? Personally, I don't think you are much of a friend if you have to say something like that. Granted there are things that we all feel strongly about, but FFS are we not all unique enough that we don't have to do everything that our friends do???. I am almost 40 years old and I stopped playing the "gotta do what people says" game a long long long time ago. I grew up and got over it. If I am your friend then I am your friend. It doesn't take me reposting something (Especially when nobody is gunna read what I post anyway cause I ain't got a billion points and I ain't in some family, anyway). For those of us that are "just here for fun" perhaps we would prefer to use our cherry bucks to buy a sweet gift for our friends instead of tryin to bully them. Maybe we just want to have fun, enjoy ourselves

Poem: Seeking One...
PLEASE DO NOT COPY WITHOUT PERMISSION. mATERIAL IS COPYRIGHTED. THANK YOU. Seeking one... Seeking one to share my dreams Seeking one that's meant for me Seeking one not there it seems Seeking one not meant to be Seeking one who's hand to hold Seeking one this life to share Seeking one in arms to enfold Seeking one to make a pair Seeking one to hold at night Seeking one to share the morn Seeking one to make days bright Seeking one and becoming worn Seeking one I know not who Seeking one who's not revealed Seeking one without a clue Seeking one who is concealed Seeking one I can embrace Seeking one to give my heart Seeking one to share this space Seeking one to make a start

What Color Is Your Psyche?
Your Psyche is Yellow You have a ton of energy - both physical and mental endurance. You are rational and logical, and you can help almost anyone think clearly. Optimistic and bright, you also have a secret side that's a little darker. When you are too yellow: You will do anything to get your way, and no one will be the wiser When you don't have enough yellow: you lack confidence, drive, and humor What Color Is Your Psyche?

"do You Reall Y Know Your Top 4?"
Do You Really Know Your Top 4? 1.Leah 2.August 3.Rachel 4.Jeff PUT AN X IN THE CORRECT ONE! Who is Blood related to you? [ ] friend 1 [ ] friend 2 [ ] friend 3 [ ] friend 4 [X] none WHOS HOUSE HAVE YOU BEEN TO [x ] friend1 [ x] friend2 [x ] friend3 [ x] friend4 [ x] none Who have you known the longest? Rachel Who have you known the shortest? Jeff - - >>FRIEND NUMBER ONE< >FRIEND NUMBER TWO<

What Do U Think
Girls i need some advice what would u do if ur bf just wants to hang out with you and the bring u everywhere with his friends and never wants to hang out with you and ur friends.....and im moving soon....and im not really sure what to think or do.....and we have been together for 7 months and some of my friends say that he would be treating me like shit...because we went out with one of my freinds and didnt stay very long cuz he wasnt feeling good...then we went to go see his friends and stayed out till 1am.....guys feel free to say something too anything will help at this point

My Pics....
I have posted some new pics of my tatt....Just wanting your opinion....Also posted a new pics in my naughty folder. Stop by and check them out...Let me know what you think.....As I will return the favor!!

He Bought Me Flowers Today
got flowers today! It wasn't my birthday or any other special day; We had our first argument last night; And he said a lot of cruel things that really hurt; I know he is sorry and didn't mean the things he said; Because he sent me flowers today. I got flowers today! It wasn't our anniversary or any other special day; Last night, he threw me into a wall and started choking me; It seemed unreal, a nightmare, but you wake up from nightmares; And I woke up this morning sore and bruised all over -- I know he must be sorry; Because he sent me flowers today. I got flowers today! And it wasn't Valentines Day or any other special day; Last night he beat me and threatened to kill me; Make-up and long sleeves didn't hide the cuts and bruises this time; I couldn't go to work today because I didn't want anyone to know -- but I know he's sorry; Because he sent me flowers today. I got flowers today! And it wasn't Mother's Day or any other special day; Last night, he beat me

Looking For Help On My Next Tat
Ok, I want a tat to wrap around my ankle over the top of my foot...I have not found anything I like..I am calling out for some help. If ya have any ideas..please let me know. I have a rose on one ankle and I could add on from there, but I am really not sure. I would like something different, but feminine. Please help out if ya can..ty xoxo Chas

Well Well Well
Well fuck me running sideways and call me happly laid woman, I was just informed that I have reached my limit on rating photos. That bites donkey balls and blows sheep jizz. What to do what to do. Hmm well shiznits guess I will just have to sit here in my corner of lost and found discontent and optical illusions

(*-*) Tears Never Fear Me But My Heartach Hurt's Me.¢¾
(*-*) tears never fear me but my heartach hurt's me.¢¾ Every momment i look at the clock to see what time it is. Knowing that just one second can be the last. Hoping that the love of my life will return soon. I love him more than life it's self. I just want my munchy to come home so. I dont gonna hide any of my emotions anymore. I just wanna cry every second that he isn't talking to me on the phone. I miss everything i miss him. It's like he has been tookin way from me. Like it was nothing. Andy i want u to get better. I want u to eat right and do it right. I can't stand u not being home and healthy. I know you dont got much to eat but taking care of your self is better than going to the hosptail. Munchy i just want to have my one true love come home knowing that he is going to be ok.Every second i talked to your mom, i wanted to ask is andy there knowing that u aren't there. I just want to to hear your voice not from the hosptail. I love you baby please get better. Dont fucking wor

Poem: Nightmares
PLEASE DO NOT COPY WITHOUT PERMISSION. MATERIAL IS COPYRIGHTED. THANK YOU. Nightmares Time of slumber do I dread That is when the dreams come I fear the time that I'm abed Where do these demons come from Dark shadows with hungry eyes Seek my soul to devour There is no plan I can devise To escape their dark power They seek to rip my mind apart Refusing are they to be ignored In my deep sleep do they start My sanity becomes a sword Keeping them at bay a chore Their numbers never ending As I hack I seek a way, a door My mind I keep defending Creatures from a life gone awry Into my dreams they bite and claw The rest I need they deny With morning's light to withdraw Nightmares come from my life Nightmares come from my mind Nightmares bringing to mind strife Nightmares to be confined

Gradmother The Earth
...Grandmother the Earth. That power is here all the time. It is continuous, and nobody controls it." There are certain powers that the human being has no choice but to obey. We cannot negotiate or barter with this power. Our choice is either to conform or to live out of harmony. Whatever our choice, it will be the end result in our lives that we notice. So it is with the powers of the Earth which produce life. The Earth has the life force power. If anyone plants a seed, the seed will grow. The Earth treats everyone equally. The human cannot interfere, only obey. We should all show great respect for the Earth and Her powers. Great Spirit, today, let me honor and respect the power of the Grandmother, the Earth. Man"not-so"kind learned about the powers of the earth a long time ago. Man has harnessed the plutonium and uranium for bombs of mass destruction or Murder in the name of God. The balance of this earth is equal. Good and

President Bush's Resignation Speech
President Bush's Resignation Speech We all have our disagreements with President Bush. Immigration, U.S. Attorney firings, Iraq, Darfur, etc. are all hot topics these days. The following "speech" was written yesterday by an ordinary Maineiac. While satirical in nature, all satire must have a basis in fact to be effective. An excellent piece by a person who does not write for a living. Sent with the author's permission. The speech George W. Bush SHOULD give: Normally, I start these things out by saying "My Fellow Americans." Not doing it this time. If the polls are any indication, I don't know who more than half of you are anymore. I do know something terrible has happened, and that you're really not fellow Americans any longer. I'll cut right to the chase here: I quit. Now before anyone gets all in a lather about me quitting to avoid impeachment, or to avoid prosecution or something, let me assure you: there's been no breaking of laws or impeachable o

Ommfg!!!
OK omy godddddd. I got my septum pierced. it's fucking insane. felt amazing. looks amazing too. I will try to get pix up asap. ERRR, this feeling is ineffable. I've waited three days to get this and it's finally in my nose. XD officially a addict!

A Wonderful Time..
Wow I haven't been in here ina while..I finally updated muh page a little bit lmao...and I just wanted to blog to say, we're tryin to get pregnant and we can't wait!!!! Most of u kne it was comin lol..so wish us luck! ♥

Hotdogs..
thats what we had for supper.. I cooked a lil bit.. I worked today.. 12 hours.. and 12 hours saturday and sunday also.. But.. its gravy.. :) I actually like my job.. it keeps me doing something at least..but.. pooter and I havent been fighting as much but we arent around each other as much either... I dunno.. my teeth hurt.. I have 2 wisdom teeth coming in.. ouch! they hurt super bad... I miss my family its been 7-8 months since I have seen any of them.. :( theyre all in iowa or mississippi.. so... I dunno... I am really close to my grandmother and I havent seen her since thanks giving of last year... but I am used to being alone.. its normal I guess well I smell like plastic... night

Aint This A Bitch!?
well... seems like the hotel im miami wanted to charge MORE at the last minute, and the gurl that reserve the room didnt say so and end up payin most of the amout (which i would'nt have done..)..leavin us with 500 buck to come up with in 5 days...fuck that so..ITS ON TO SC BAAABBBBAAAAAYYYYYY!!!!..see ya next year miami

Good Medicine
There is a story that goes with this one. We are both diabetic and have other health issues. When I went to meet her for the first time she was in the hospital. I was talking to her on the phone to get directions. When I got off at the exit for the hospital the song "Bad Medicine" came on the radio. We are both big Bon Jovi fans and she is in the hospital. I was like a sign. I have been seriously ill this week so I have had her ( and everyone else who knew)very worried. That Bon Jovi song is still stuck in me head, and I have told that being with her would make me feel better. After I wrote the other poem today, this one just popped right into my head. It has been over 20 years since I have finnished writing anything and now I have written five poems. Four of them have been to her and two I wrote in one hour today. To me that is what you call love. Good Medicine When woke up this morning I was not feeling so well There is something is very wrong, somehow I can just tell But I d

I Want A New Tat Asking For Help ;)
Ok, I want a tat to wrap around my ankle over the top of my foot...I have not found anything I like..I am calling out for some help. If ya have any ideas..please let me know. I have a rose on one ankle and I could add on from there, but I am really not sure. I would like something different, but feminine. Please help out if ya can..ty xoxo Chas

The Moon Has Inspired Man Since The Dawn Of Time
I am the moon, I set orbits, determine time, command waters, symbolize women, control moods My gravitational hold on the world pulls the strings and coincidence & circumstance, into a masterpiece, woven out of chaos, the fabrics of conformity, sans uniformity I am a giant mirror, the Echo to your Narcissus, I reflect the sun, & only him, for you are the brightest star in my sky, my light depends on yours, stay close, don’t leave me in the dark, cold & alone I become, on the surface I am but a dull color of grey dust & stone, it is your light alone that makes me shine I have lived so many years, a billion for a lifetime, taking beating from asteroids, pounding my skull, shooting stars from blackened guns, my facies worn, battered and bruised, has remained soft, despite the abuse, protecting the earth, & those who fear what I do I change winds, turn tides, guide travelers, save lives, but some of them die I hurt so much inside ore out, beneath grey dust, hard solid rocks, light as f

Please Lisa
It is another sleepless night, so I just pass the time Staring at the ceiling with thoughts of you on my mind I know it has only been awhile since we last talked But I am afraid I will awake and find you have walked I guess that maybe you could be a little scared too There is so much pain that we have both been through I have been hurt and abused so many times in the past My heart has been shattered like it was made of glass I had told myself I would never feel this way again Now I am in love with an Angel from the City of Sin Just hearing your voice makes everyday seem so bright Now I have all these feelings that I just cannot fight The love I have for you, it feels so right and so true I can not wait for the day when I can be so close to you I want to hold you near, I want to hold you so tight I want to hold you in my arms all day and all night It is amazing the joy you bring into my life I swear one day soon I hope to make you my wife All these feelings I have for

Ten Things To Ponder For 2007
TEN THINGS TO PONDER FOR 2007 #10 Life is sexually transmitted. #9 Good health is merely the slowest rate at which one can die. #8 Men have two emotions: hungry and horny. If you see him without an erection, make him a sandwich. #7 Give a person a fish and you feed them for a day. Teach a person to use the internet and they won't bother you for weeks. #6 Some people are like a slinky... not really good for anything, but you still can't help but smile when you shove them down the stairs. #5 Health nuts are going to feel stupid someday, lying in the hospital dying of nothing. #4 All of us could take a lesson from the weather. It pays no attention to criticism. #3 Why does a slight tax increase cost you two hundred dollars, and a substantial tax cut saves you thirty cents??? #2 In the 60's, people took LSD to make the world weird. Now the world is weird and people take Prozac to make it normal. AND THE NUMBER ONE THOUGHT FOR 2007: We know exactly where one co

Friday 5/18/07
I'm gonna make this short tonight since I'm going to have a busy day tomorrow getting a hair cut and then going mom's graduation then a get together here at the house afterwards. The weather today was kinda nasty, so I hope that it's nice tomorrow even though we'll be indoors anyway. I really haven't done much today, other than clean my room up a bit and listen to Crush and chat on Phreik.com in between cleaning lol. I haven't been in here as much as I'd like, but hopefully I can change that soon. Well, I'm gonna end this here and go to bed before it gets too late and I end up not wanting to get out of bed in the morning lol. Have a great night all.

Vampire's Death
Laying down in her bed, dreaming words unsaid Clenched fist to her date, trying to control his fate He's suppose to die tonight, from her poisoned bite She doesn't want to kill him, wants another victim You see, she's a vampire, blood's her favorite desire She is on a constant mission, to carry on tradition Sucking life from everyone, till their destiny is done She wants precious blood, to pour out like a flood But now it's that time,"to achieve the deed of mine". The final ending of his life, killing from his own wife She hesitates as she gets, close and closer to his neck Biting her teeth tight together, he'll be gone forever Now it's finally done, she got her food she had won Standing up still, can not believe what she just killed She's staring into the mirror, expecting nothing there It is her husbands figure, she can see it but it's a blur Mark's on his neck, from when his life was wrecked Tears are stained all over his face, stuck right in place Words ap

Beer Warning
-------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Police are warning all men who frequent clubs, parties and local pubs to be alert and stay cautious when offered a drink from any woman. Many females use a date rape drug on the market called 'Beer.' The drug is found in liquid form and is available anywhere. It comes in bottles, cans, or from taps and in large 'kegs'. Beer is used by female sexual predators at parties and bars to persuade their male victims into various unwholesome activities. At other times these unfortunate men are swindled out of their life's savings, in a familiar scam known as 'a relationship.' In extreme cases, the female may even be shrewd enough to entrap the unsuspecting male into a longer term form of servitude and punishment referred to as 'marriage.' Men are much more susceptible to this scam after beer is administered. For a video to see how beer works click here: http://www.brackenspub.com/beer.swf

Have Ya Heard These ... Warning I Have Enough To Post For Weeks !
A man tells his wife that he's going out to buy cigarettes. When he gets to the store he finds out it's closed. So the guy ends up going to the bar to use the vending machine. While there, he has a few beers and begins talking to this beautiful girl. He has a few more beer and the next thing he knows he's in this girl's apartment and having quite a pleasurable time. The next thing he know it was 3:00 AM. "Oh my, god, my wife is going to kill me!" he exclaimed. "Quick give me some talcum powder!" She gets him some and he rubs it all over his hands. When he got home his wife is up waiting for him and she's furious. "Where the hell have you been!" He says, "Well to tell you the truth, I went into a bar, had a few drinks, went home with this blonde and I slept with her." "Let me see your hands!" she demands. He shows his wife his powdery hands. "Damn liar, you were out bowling again!" -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A Guy

Lady Vampire&chase
THEY ARE HERE,YOU BETTER RUN,THEY ARE THE VAMPIRES,...HIDE YOUR SILVER,WE DON'T NEED IT,A CROSS OH SURE,AS LONG AS IT IS OF THE GOTHIC NATURE,OR BETTER YET A PENTAGRAM,LADY VAMPIRE&HER BOYFRIEND CHASE COX WALK INTO THE BAR,TOOTHY GRINS DRINKS AS LONG AS THEY ARE BLOODY ON THE ROCKS.BLOW SOME DARK KISSES,PASSION IS FIRE,AND IS RED AND COMES IN WAVES LIKE RIPPLES AND TRICKLES OF THAT RED FLOWING ESSENCE OF SUCCULENT LIFE.COME BACK TO HAUNT YOU AND MAKE SURE YOU ARE BITTEN TOO,DO YOU WANT TO JOIN US??? IN THIS SWEET DUET,LET'S MAKE IT A BLOOD TRIO OR MORE,FEEL THE WARMTH OF IT FLOWING WHEN WE BITE.~SATISFACTION~A SLEEP IN OUR COFFINS WITH BLACK ROSES DREAM SWEET BLOODY DREAMS.THEY BRING"BITE ME" TO A WHOLE NEW MEANING.THEY WANT YOU TO BITE,AND DRAW BLOOD.IT IS ETERNAL.WHAT IS IN THEIR EYES IS A STORM,YOU SEE THE LIGHTENING,FEEL THE ELECTRICITY TO FEED,YOUR HEART BEATS LIKE THE THUNDER POUNDING,ROARING RIPPING THROUGH THE DEEP DARK BLACK PITCH OF NIGHT.THE SPELL THAT BLINDS YOU FALLS LIKE

The Unborn Eternity
I was born before the sunshine with glowing arcs of ruby and crown whereupon vessels the seals sigh tearful wave which has yet to born thrown to mirage I ride the sky horses of delusion until dawn I was born before the sunset with humming bats of feathers and blooms whereupon eves the winds paint ruddy journey which has yet to roam thrown to wings I fall and faint my dim rays until doom I have died before the death with swelling rats of black and pink whereupon rivers the mice grow bloody stream which has yet to sink thrown to pigs the flies blow that inner dirt I slink I was built before the rocks with crippled stones of mystery and maze whereupon heights the eagles weep eyes of agony which has yet to gaze thrown to gales I fade and sweep that ominous flame I blaze I was whispered before the devils with malicious mouths of mud and mold whereupon nakedness the throats cough rueful pages whi

Men Jokes
1. WHY DO MEN BECOME SMARTER DURING SEX? (because they are plugged into a genius) 2. WHY DON'T WOMEN BLINK DURING SEX? (they don't have enough time) 3. WHY DOES IT TAKE 1 MILLION SPERM TO FERTILIZE ONE EGG? (they don't stop to ask directions) 4. WHY DO MEN SNORE WHEN THEY LIE ON THEIR BACKS? (because their balls fall over their butt-hole and they vapor lock) (You're laughing, aren't you?!?!) 5. WHY WERE MEN GIVEN LARGER BRAINS THAN DOGS? (so they won't hump women's legs at cocktails parties) 6. WHY DID GOD MAKE MEN BEFORE WOMEN? (you need a rough draft before you make a final copy) 7. HOW MANY MEN DOES IT TAKE TO PUT A TOILET SEAT DOWN? (don't know.....it never happened) ( C'mon guys, we laugh at your blonde jokes!) And the personal favorite: 8. WHY DID GOD PUT MEN ON EARTH? (because a vibrator can't mow the lawn)

Secrets To A Happy Life
1. Know when to stand your ground and when to walk away. 2. Never chase love. The natural reaction to being chased is to run away. Unless the other person is as in to you as you are to them, walk away even if you're in love. Have a Zero Tolerance approach to people who play games with something as fragile and as dangerous as love. 3. Accept that not everyone is going to like or love you. Let go of the need to be liked. 4. Learn whose opinion is worth caring about and whose isn't. 5. Chances are yours is not the sorriest story or life in the world. Neither does the world in any way revolve about you. Never allow yourself the crime of self pity. There is great satisfaction in devoting yourself to the needs of others from time to time. 6. Love yourself. You should be the best friend you ever have. 7. Only offer the respect you are shown. 8. See the good in life's difficulties. Few friends? You are selective in the company you keep. Single for some time? You a

Pay Attention
First-year students at Med School were receiving their first anatomy class with a real dead human body. They all gathered around the surgery table with the body covered with a white sheet. The professor started the class by telling them, "In medicine, it is necessary to have 2 important qualities as a doctor. The first is that you not be disgusted by anything involving the human body." For an example, the Professor pulled back the sheet, stuck his finger in the butt of the corpse, withdrew it and stuck his finger in his mouth. "Go ahead and do the same thing,"! he told his students. The students freaked out, hesitated for several minutes, but eventually took turns sticking a finger in the butt of the dead body and sucking on it. When everyone had finished, the Professor looked at them and told them, "The second most important quality is observation. I stuck in my middle finger and sucked on my index finger. Now learn to pay attention."

Have You Ever _________ With Your Top 8?
Don’t change your myspace top 8! - Fill the people in below! - Answer the questions truthfully! 1.August 2.Jeff 3.Shawn 4.Brock 5.Rachel 6.Leah 7.Ron 8.Lance 1. Have you ever danced with number 3? No 2. Where did you meet number 6? I've known her since I was a baby. Our parents were friends 3. Have you ever gotten drunk with number 4? yes 4. Has ..2 ever been to your house? yes it's my boyfriend 5. Has number 1 ever seen you naked? yes it's my best friend 6. Have you ever gone shopping with number 7? no 7. Have you ever seen 5 in a bra? yes 8. Have you ever met 1’s family? yes 9. Do you know 8’s middle name? yes I hope so it's my brother 10. Have you ever eaten anything in front of 6? yes 11. Do you trust number 2? yes 13. Have you ever fought with number 1? yes 14. When was the last time you talked to 5 in person? Christmas when I went to visit 15. Are any of your top 8 family? yes 16. Who makes you laugh the most? Jeff 17.

The Man's Guide & Code Of Conduct
The Man's Guide & Code of Conduct 1. Thou shall not rent the movie Brokeback Mountain. 2. Under no circumstances may 2 men share an umbrella. 3. Unless he murdered someone in your immediate family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 12 hours. 4. You may exaggerate any anecdote told in a bar by 50 percent without recrimination; beyond that, anyone within earshot is allowed to call bullshit. (Exception: When trying to pick up a girl, the allowable exaggeration rate rises to 400 percent) 5. If you've known a guy for more than 24 hours, his sister is off-limits forever. 6. The maximum amount of time you have to wait for another guy who's running late is 5 minutes. For a girl, you are required to wait 10 minutes for every point of hotness she scores on the classic 1-10 scale. 7. Bitching about the brand of free beer in a buddy's refrigerator is forbidden. You may gripe if the temperature is unsuitable. 8. No man is ever required to buy a birthday present for a

No Rush
A touch. Not a caress.No wandering hands.A touch.Full of finesse.Strong wonderful hands.Feelings.Not mere desire.Left wondering, who?Feelings.No need enquire.My warm-hearted who.A look.Not an ogle.No mischievous eyes.A look.Flashes so full.Deep mirroring eyes.Instincts.Not to ravage.Left emptying minds.Instincts.Full and lavish.Most impressive minds.

Gut Wrenching Fear
I see you lying on the hard forbidding ground. You are in so much pain and no one is around. Am I the only one to save you from death? Can I rush you to the hospital before you take your last breath? I hear someone screaming and realize it's me. I can't stand you lying there broken; it's too much for me to see. I'm holding you now, begging, screaming, please be alive. Baby, I'll never forgive myself if you die. You open your eyes and look at me. Your eyes say "Thank you but it's my time to go baby." NO! I love you, please stay here. Yet his eyes are already closing and mine start to tear. I hear a police siren coming our way. Come on baby, hold on just another day. I feel myself being tugged somewhere by an invisible hand. Then all of a sudden I'm in bed and out of my dream land. Why must I have such horrible feelings inside? I'm always scared someone else will die. Is there going to come a day when that comes true? Are you going to be able to pull through? I know

Speak Not
Let logic permeate your mindpenetrate your psyche - fortitude arms your skin builds walls round your heart.When ignorance hijacks your nervesruns rampant to your tongue - speak not and keep self respect maintain your status quo.

Mechanical Crackers
Spaghetti noodles shrug off the saucesstanding proudly they declare their freedomindependent noodles speak out loudlydown with Italy, slurp us up for freeFrom the edge of the plate comes rude snarlingthe war machine cleans up its ruddy messFrom overhead comes the iron death spikestwirling and cutting, noodle parts scatterThere will be many casualties to comebloody as saltines marching through red square the pacifist spaghetti had no chancenear a pack of mechanical crackers

Who Like Lawyers ? Me Neither !!! Lol
The scene is the darkest jungle in Africa. Two tigers are stalking through the jungle when the one in the rear suddenly reaches out with his tongue and licks the butt of the one in front. The lead tiger turns and says, "Hey, cut it out, alright." The other tiger says sorry and they continue on their way. After about five minutes the rear tiger suddenly repeats his action. The front tiger turns angrily and says," I said don't do that again!" The rear tiger says "sorry" again and they continue. After about another five minutes, the rear tiger repeats his action. The front tiger turns and says, "What is it with you, anyway? I said to stop." The rear tiger says, "I really am sorry but I just ate a lawyer and I'm just trying to get the taste out of my mouth." -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A local United Way office realized that the organization had never received a donation from the town's most successful lawyer. The person in

Pitch Black Night
Tonight.Just now.Blowing its pipe.A high soft shriek.Crisp notes - higher they soar.Black air - hiss past the leavesstalk the darkness once more.Some men pay heed.Dim wind composed.This night.Exposed.

Wierdness..
sup! been awhile since ive wrote anything! well i havent been on much iam sooo freaking busy! all i knw is stuff here is just.....wierd! ive been quite sick lately and im 'sick' of it =/ oh and since ive moved i have really wierd neighbors!!! the guy right next to me, who is like 70, keeps giving me his number and he buys me stuff... im sure hes trying to be nice and stuff but thats wierd! and today the guy below me, about my age'ish, comes up and asks if his music bugs me..than asks if i wanna come down and hang out at his aprt... what an excuse to come talk to me *rolls eyes* please! be original and dont have an motive behind it jeez. hmm speaking of guys thats....going. well better than usual expected :P hehe anyway! hit me up ppl :D ill be on for a bit!

Tag Lines For Condoms Lol
Back Home xxx Condom BrandsCondoms Condoms..... Imagine if all major retailers started making their own condoms and kept the same tagline............ Sainsbury Condoms - making life taste better Tesco Condoms - every little helps Nike Condoms - Just do it. Peugeot Condoms - The ride of your life. Galaxy Condoms - Why have rubber when you can have silk. KFC Condoms - Finger Licking good. Minstrels Condoms - melt in your mouth, not in your hands. Safeway condoms - Lightening the load. Abbey National condoms - because life is complicated enough. Coca Cola condoms - The real thing. Ever Ready condoms - keep going and going. Macintosh condoms - It does more, it costs less, it's that simple Pringles condoms - once you pop, you can't stop Burger king condoms - Home of the whopper Goodyear condoms - "for a longer ride go wide" FCUK condoms - no comment required. Muller light condoms - so much pleasure, but where's the pain. Flash condoms - Just sit back, relax and let flas

Steamy Affair
Gasps and moans disturb his sleep Forcing him out of bed to leap Treading softly on the floor He pushes open the bedroom door To the bathroom he quietly goes Steam and perfume tickling his nose The doors ajar, he can't help but stare At the naked beauty showering in there Over her body her hands slowly roam Lathering it in sweet smelling foam Steaming water over her breast ripples Exposing both her erect nipples Down her stomach her hands move Coming to rest on her feminine groove Rubbing and soaping she starts to groan Sensations causing her to writhe and moan It's all too much, he can't resist He moves towards her, thru the steam and mist Startling her slightly he enters the shower Kissing her neck and moving lower Kissing and sucking each nipple in turn Passion and desire thru his body burn Hunger and need shining in his eyes He kisses her deeply stifling her cries Her legs wrapped round him, he slips inside Slowly her body he begins to ride With each thru

Dreaming,desparate
The Wind Whispers your Name On Wind-swept Angels Wings I call On Thoughts of In-perception and What Wind Howls I project the Me You want to hear Soft Subtle..Whispers on Your Skin Wisps of Dawns Passion entangle around your Hair Gentle Moves the voice You want to hear In The minds eyes I've stole you Only to have you where you are best Kept Eternal winds Howl in the stars of your Night As you Lay Dreamswept A whisper wanders Softly to Your Breast To A heart Much as My own Foolish whispers of Foolish thoughts Of Dreams and Passionate embrace As You Lay Dreaming I fall When you wake.

Placeholder
We suage one another's emptiness I catch her gazing as I look away I affix myself against her mind succulent bits and facts - we banter all the while I bid for adoration knowing full well we're just placeholders It's not my place to hold her and there's a man in wait who'll cherish the chance and when in my place hold her She's the only one I do embrace and walk side by side in pride knowing for now I'm her placeholder

True Love
Have you ever been in love and felt that crazy feeling that it gives you in the pit of your stomache, well thats what he gives me. His words, and his love are only things people dream of experiencing and i know, cause i was one of them till i met him. There are a lot of people who try to take what you have and make it their's, but its "True Love" for one another that wins in the end. It's funny, when we first met it was so wierd, we talked about everything for hours and come to find out, from the clothes we wear and the way we like our food, and our views on life and how to raise our kids, it's crazy to know there is someone out there that loves you and is almost like your twin in so many ways, it's like you were meant to be or something. It's so funny when we crack up and our laughing so hard we could pee, we talk about getting old together and mixing up our vitamins that old people keep in those "days of the week pill containers", and how we'll be racing in our scooters. And when he

Just When I Thought I Knew {rispetto}
lambent serpents all intertwined forbidden love beneath the moon a chance taboo does slip one's mind once bitten are relieved too soon ardent blood stains their sultry skin in peace freed like a firing pin dying blissfully there aglow together alone free to go -- A Rispetto, an Italian form of poetry, is a complete poem of two rhyme quatrains with strict meter. The meter is usually iambic tetrameter with a rhyme scheme of abab ccdd. A Heroic Rispetto is written in Iambic pentameter, usually featuring the same rhyme scheme.

Outside Looking In
Cold rage circumnavigates scorching skin. Guttural groans against a steaming brow, disjointed bodies gravitating fast. For naught. Auburn copper-flake shafts extinguishing liberty, lust and love. Awake I dream. Splintered tongue, tastelessly sips sacred air. For what?

Sealed
Silent keeper of secrets stalks its prey. Sealed fate steals the final day. Death! The Septolet is a poem consisting of seven lines containing fourteen words with a break in between the two parts. Both parts deal with the same thought and create a picture.

Never Take For Granted
Well today has been really scary for me. Well it sorta started yesterday but I just blew it off and didn't think much of it. Well I do have to say that when your body is trying to tell you something is wrong listen. I honestly thought it would be worse because of the way I was feeling but it came out better. Since yesterday my left hand and arm has been numb and tingling, and I have had a headache everyday for a week. Yea so what happens to pop in your head now? Well because of my family history of heart attack,high blood pressure,stroke, and diabetes..you can imagine what crossed my mind. Of course I take after my dad and well I really try to put it off. Well after numerous times of my hubby begging me plus a very very close dear friend begging me to go be seen I do. Yes and well you know emergency rooms. Well I ended up having blood drawn,a catscan, and ekg. So after all of that and the very long wait I am told that due to a combination of accidents from my past I have a pinched nerv

Icarus Never Looked So Good
Tell Minos that Icarus lives above the Icarian Sea Ev'ry feather Daedalus sieves grafts Apollo to Sicily Look close my Cretan prodigy neither lab'rynth nor filthy beast may hold nor hide Ariadne as her new found wings are released

My Life In Statements.
I said the things I never thought I'd say. I played the games I never thought I'd play. I've led the life I vowed not to live. I've fed my body the discrimnation I vowed not to feed. I lost the virginity I tried not to lose. I chose the boy I tried not to choose. I gave everything I promised not to give. I'm living the life I promised not to live. Dawn F 1991

Heaven Sent?
I see him now, my heaven sent angel; He came to me in my younger years; Meant to protect me; Yet he brought me the most painful tears. We met each other and gave one to the other. Oh God, how much we loved one another. Until I thought I might be a mother. Then he left me for another lover. He came back to me, After I told him I'd lost his child. Sweet Jesus, I had learned so much When he threw me out for the wild. Now I have no part of him. Just an empty womb; The love I thought would last forever; Lies dead somewhere in a cold tomb. All I have is his body; We have no more love to give. It's all gone; Lost on a child we thought might live. Now we just stay together; Living a lie. Not caring anymore; Waiting for the day we can say goodbye. Then that fateful day came; Crashing all my hopes. You left me. Kept me dangling with imaginary ropes. Yet as I sit here today; Writing about you. Remembering the great times we had; I'm hoping and praying

Just A Test..
Your Score: Clark Gable You scored 28% Tough, 23% Roguish, 9% Friendly, and 38% Charming! You're a helluva guy, a real split personality and a bit of an enigma. On the one hand, you're a man's man, tough talking and ready for anything. But on the other hand, you soften your rough and tumble core with a disarmingly smooth exterior, and you make the ladies swoon. You're equally admired by both men and women alike, drinking other men under the table all the while charming the socks off half a dozen lovelies. You're a commanding presence, and you know how to get what - and who - you want when you want it. You're drawn to women who, like you, are savvy enough to deal with the world on their own terms. You work well with spitfires. Leading ladies include Joan Crawford, Myrna Loy, and Jean Harlow. No damsels in distress for you. Find out what kind of classic dame you'd make by taking the Classic Dames Test. Link: The Classic Leading Man Test

Niggers In The News Spic Dies Five Are Sent Back
Four young men, two from Slidell and two from New Orleans, have been arrested in the shooting death of an El Salvador man last week during a botched robbery at a Slidell area trailer he shared with six other migrant workers. Jose Luis Martinez-Carpio, 36, was shot three times in the torso April 29 when he grabbed a kitchen utensil to defend himself against two masked gunmen who demanded money after bursting into the trailer (Latrino Piggy Bank) off Bayou Liberty Road west of Slidell, Sheriff Jack Strain said. Two others acted as lookouts in a getaway car, Strain said Monday afternoon at a news conference to announce the arrests. Booked with first-degree murder were the alleged triggerman, Glenn Carter, 17, of New Orleans; the other gunman, Jace Washington, 19, of Slidell; and suspected lookouts Edric Cooper, 19, of Slidell; and Grant Gethers, 18, of New Orleans, Strain said. "We believe the victims were targeted because the perpetrators knew they were construction workers a

Gas Prices
THIS IS NOT THE 'DON'T BUY' GAS FOR ONE DAY, BUT IT WILL SHOW YOU HOW WE CAN GET GAS BACK DOWN TO $1.30 PER GALLON. This was sent by a retired Coca Cola executive. It came from one of his engineer buddies who retired from Halliburton. If you are tired of the gas prices going up AND they will continue to rise this summer, take time to read this please. Phillip Hollsworth offered this good idea. This makes MUCH MORE SENSE than the "don't buy gas on a certain day" campaign that was going around last April or May! It's worth your consideration. Join the resistance!!!! I hear we are going to hit close to $ 4.00 a gallon by next summer and it might go higher!! Want gasoline prices to come down? We need to take some intelligent, united action. The oil companies just laughed at that because they knew we wouldn't continue to "hurt" ourselves by refusing to buy gas. It was more of an inconvenience to us than it was a problem for them. BUT, whoeve

Truth About Love
look upon my soul.......tis gone.......my heart broken......my eyes......stained......from tears of pain......my head knows no one......you did this to me ......why the lies......why the sadness to my heart ....i feel nothing any more .....you were my world....my soul my reason for living ......and you left me to die .......misery is all i feel .......pain in my heart .....i can not move on.....you were the one ......my soul mate .....my love.... you do not care any more ....so i had to move on....... now i fear .....i will do this to some one else...... for i can not ever love again ......tis u who did this.......now with out wanting to ............i will hurt some one innocent....... some one sweet ......... it is all because of you .........you did this to me .......you made this monster....... and now i will live alone...... die alone...... in my living hell for ever.......and you..........you will burn in this hell with me.....forever.................

Evil
DARKNESS ENVELOPES EVERYTHING NO SPECKS OR RAYS OF LIGHT THE SMELL OF DEATH EVERY WHERE NO SOULS SURVIVE THE NIGHT THE REAPER STANDS SMILING OVER INNOCENT CHILDREN SLAINBLOOD OZZING EVERY WHERE EAR PIERCING SCREEMS OF PAIN SATAN LAUGHING WILDLY MARKING ALL FOR DEATH REAPER SLASHING WILDLY CUTTING HUMAN FLESH SATAN ENVELOPES PLANET EARTH NO ONE HAS SURVIVED REAPER CLAMING EVERY SOUL NOW THEY BURN ALIVE

The Best Love Is The Kind That Weakens The Soul
I am noone special, just a common man with common thoughts. There are no monuments dedicated to me and I will soon be forgotten. But in one respect Ive suceeded as gloriously as anyone that ever lived. Ive loved another with all my heart and soul, and for me that will always be enough

Detoxifying Your Body!
okay heres the deal! I have been on this body detox for 5 days! My brain is not working right!!! It does work in losing weight but I still cant think straight!!!!!!!!!!!!!! think about the risks before you do it!!!! I have lost 6lbs but man my mind is fuzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzy!!!!!! what can you do???????????????????? Well tonight I am done and feeling better now that I have more protein in my diet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!. take heed before you start this diet it does work but to what extent are you willing to go? ~~~Eilish

My Aunt And My Mom Fought
I'm pretty fucking confused when it comes to my family.. i guess you can say my extended family.. Well I'll just tell the story before I put in any of my opinions. I have 4 aunts on my mom's side, my aunt Mary is probably the closest with my mom. Each aunt has their own story but here's what happened today Friday. My mom went to go with my cousin, my aunt (his mom) to his graduation from high school. Well my mom took a day off from work which i didn't agree with cause she just started this job but what can ya do? Well my cousin is 18..well i think he's turning 18. I'm far from close with him. He is adopted, korean, and of course my family is probabley the most lilly white people you could ever meet. anyways.. i don't know if this is the deep anger he has or the fact my aunt and her ex are divorce. Plus he has a biological family with another woman.. that is a story in itself. Well my aunt spoils him, by this I mean she pays for his car, insurance, food, school, ya

A Shooting Star
Midsts a shower of blazing fire envoy of a far off place. A streaking blur of vivid dreams across both time and space. Ancient traveler of mystery from galaxies long unseen. Wished upon by stricken lovers under darks lunar beams. Ravager of worlds, bringer of untold blight and woe. Erasing our existence, blue sky turns black as coal. Supersonic death, destruction as was long ago foretold. Winds of fire extinguished by winter's infinite cold. Why has your cosmic journey brought you here to me. Hard to believe a shooting star shall decide man's destiny

Quote For May 18
Be kind, for everyone you meet is fighting a hard battle. -- Plato Bonus Quote: Son, if you really want something in this life, you have to work for it. Now quiet! They're about to announce the lottery numbers. -- Homer Simpson This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

The End Of Poetry
He said orange is his favorite color. The music was light and classical. Human life was commonly understood as a nusance, an enemy of the planet nobily taken away with willing consent. And soon it didn't matter. It was easy to decide. We were all ONE; And to go or to come didn't matter. There was no need to reflect, or to involve ones self with constant entertainment and education. (Water drains from an aquarium.) We gave up humanity for the path of least resistance, a path of calculated opposites, lesser evils, and the guarantee of safety - predictability - It was the end of poetry, and the end of opposition. Armageddon came as no one expected it, a gradual extinction of human spirit - ultimate death - and a collective transition into nature artificially "perfected."

Someone
I walk this street before as it begins to pour i just can't take it anymore how come i can't be a bird and just soar, i want to be free and stop this pain i feel if someone is pulling me back, i feel as if i'm slain making me go insane i can't even my have life in maintain, thats why i'm in my room looking outside because i have i tried wondering how come i just can't get away as i just sit here and decay, can't somebody just take me away to anoter place where i can't be trace just somewhere where i can embrace somewhere where i won't be replace.

Sex Therapy In Florida
A Florida couple, both well into their 80s, went to a sex therapist’s office. The doctor asks, "What can I do for you?" The man says, "Will you watch us have sexual intercourse?" The doctor gasps and raises both eyebrows, but he is so amazed that such an elderly couple is asking him to observe them, for his sexual advice, that he agrees. When the couple finishes, the doctor says, "There’s absolutely nothing wrong with the way you have intercourse." He thanks them for coming, wishes them good luck, charges them $50 and he then says good bye. The next week, however, the couple returns and asks the sex therapist to observe them again. The sex therapist is a bit puzzled, but agrees, again amazed that they are on such a frequent sexual schedule at their age. This happens again over the next few weeks. Each time the couple makes an appointment, asks him to observe, then has intercourse with no problems, pays the doctor and leaves. Finally, after five or six weeks of thi

Hangin' In There... Barely.
Ok, so... if you've been watching... you may have noticed I have not been around much lately. When I do come on... it's usually just for a few minutes at a time. I've been working a lot lately. those 10 hour days are pretty nice when every weekend is a 3 day weekend, but at the same time, it doesn't leave me much time to do things off hours. All I mean to say is... sorry if I'm not the CT junkie I usually am... things are just sort of picking up in my life and the internet is paying the price for it.Ken

I Can Feel You...
You're far away, but, I can feel you. You exist in my every breath, in every beat of my heart, adding a spectacular sizzle in all the right places. Even when I close my eyes, I see your face and feel the fire of your caress. Your presence is a tangible thing... yet as hard to grasp as the air. I reach for you, but you elude me. Still, I can feel you; the softness of a petal, a warm wind on my cheek, a ray in my vision, a distant light that ever draws me near.

Just One Of Those Days
Today was one of those days.. that i wished i had someone to go home to. Work was horrible. Not only was it a clusterfuck of a day. It was busy, choas, yelling screaming, people mad.... and then to make matter worse.. i had to listed to someone die on the phone today.... I feel horrible and feel like i could burst into tears at any moment.A caller who had us on speed dial called us... we had no idea who it was. I couldnt hang up.. so i was trying to get her phone number to do a look up. She just kept saying she fell and couldnt move but she was hardly able to talk.... her breathing was getting more and more shallow.. and then... the breathing stopped. We finally got 411 and 911 involved with a address search with the phone number we got off of our caller id. They found her.. a few mins later. She was a woman that calls us often and had us on speed dial. She had falled between her bed and night stand. But the night stand was against the wall. She is a very weak person so she couldnt

Today's Horoscope
Don't throw something away because one part doesn't work. Find out why it's not working, or see if you can still keep this operation running without it. There are a million possibilities out there, so keep looking. I read this and thought of a friend of mine...I hope he reads this and understands.

Blonde Jokes
There's 1 redhead 1 brunette and 1 blonde. Their all at the NASA space center. The redhead says to the flight technician "I want to go to the moon". The flight technician says she can go tomorrow. The brunette says "I want to go to Mars". He says she can go next week. The blonde says "I want to go to the sun". The flight technician says, "Don't you know you'll burn up?" The blonde says "Well then I'll go at night." -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A beautiful blonde lady stepped onto a plane going to L.A. and sat down in first class. The flight attendant proceeded to go around the airplane checking the ticket stubs of each passenger to make sure they were all in the right seats. When she got to the Blonde woman she noticed that it was for Coach seating, not first class. She tells the woman, "You're ticket says coach maam and we have a full flight today. I'm going to have to ask you to move." To which the blonde replies, "You don't

A Guy's Language
YOUR GUY IS SLEEPING YOU WATCH HIM SLEEP FOR A BIT,--SUCH AN ANGEL,AND YOU WONDER WHAT HES DREAMING,YOU WAKE HIM UP WITH A BLOWJOB,NO ARGUEMENT YOU JUST START SUCKING,THEN YOU GET ON TOP AND RIDE HIM AND DO WHATEVER HE WANTS TO DO,DOGGYSTYLE OR WHATEVER,YOU BLOW ON HIS NECK,WHISPER IN HIS EAR DON'T WORRY ABOUT DINNER,WE'RE HAVING PIZZA,FINGERFOOD,YOU TELL HIM IT IS NO FUSS AND NO DISHES,YOU SAY WHISKEY AND BEER IN THE FRIDGE,CALL OVER SOME BUDDIES BE LOUD,MAKE A MESS,EAT PRETZELS AND POPCORN,CRANK UP THE STEREO OR WATCH SPORTS,WHEN HE LOOKS AT ANOTHER FEMALE MAN,DON'T BITCH,CHECK HER OUT WITH HIM.CAUSE GUESS WHAT DOLL???IT'S THE WEEKEND DON'T WORRY ABOUT ANYTHING,AND HAVE A BLAST. THIS IS A GUYS LANGUAGE,AND I DON'T MIND.

Underneath
Who's fault is it? When everything you want gets taken away Who's really there, all your freinds leave you abandond and cold on the street or in a hole, What is going on? What is truth of fact? What is only a fake? Eyes in lies i lay underneath, disect me, crucify me, fires scortch my skin as i lay underneath, consuming pain i can't feel anymore, numbing cold is white hot, and scrotching heat is ice blue, betrayed, delayed, only in these days, i find my self alone and i see it in her face, the power beneath me forces through, jealousy takes my mind, trembling i wait, in disapearing hope, i raise the oceans, to finish what i wanted to start, i lost you...

No Bounds-rewrite
Through the darkness you are my light Through the forest you are my way Through the seas you are my shore These are the reasons I appeciate you more each day Through the anger you are my calm Through the sorrow you are my happiness Through the tears you are my smile These are the reasons I could never need you any less Through the cold night you are my warm day Through the eath shaking you are my solid ground Through my failures in life you are my sucess These are the reasons my love for you knows no bounds

Sexiest Bald Man Contest Now Open For Rating & Voting!
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Likeable Or Not
You are 60% likeable You are a likeable person. You are fiercely loyal to your friends and you have a lot of them. You have may have a few enemies but it is only because they don't really know the real you. 'How Likeable are You?' at QuizGalaxy.com

Screaming With No Voice
Well here I am sitting on a Friday night in the back room of this bar getting ready to perform with my friends band and the voice isn't doing to great since i've been sick for the past couple of days. So, now Seth downing tea and honey down my throat. Thinks its more honey than anything, so I'm trying not to gag. I know Scott what your going to say cause you did last night. "WTF You're sick and You're gonna go out". lol. Like I always say I'm there for my family and friends when they need me and Seth needs me tonight. His lead singer quit the band 3 days ago and he couldn't get out of this gig, so here I am. I know my voice will be shot after tonight. If you wanna an idea of what I sound like, listen to the Medicated Kisses album. Alanna and I are dead ringers. And for those of you that don't know who medicated kisses are then check them out. They are this amazing band from Boston, MA. Well need to go warm up.

Sorry To All The Guys Out There
To all the guys on here trying to fan me im sorry for declining your requests im just on here for girl advice so sorry iv got a great guy and hes asked me not to chat with other men sorry guys im taken but once again i am sorry not tryin to be rude have a great day have fun on here tho peace love and hair grease much love to all

More Jokes .... For Good Spirits
A blonde calls Delta Airlines and asks, "Can you tell me how long it'll take to fly from San Francisco to New York City?" The agent replies, "Just a minute..." "Thank you," the blonde says, and hangs up. -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- To get into heaven you had to walk up 100 stairs but on each stair god asks you a joke if you laugh you go to HELL. So the brunette gets to the 56th stair and bursts out laughing and gets sent to hell. Then red-head gets to the 97th stair and bursts out laughing and gets sent to hell. Then the blonde gets into heaven and bursts out laughing then god asked her "why are you laughing?" the blonde replied "I just got the first one!" -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Two casino dealers are at the craps table when a cute blonde comes over and says, "I want to bet twenty thousand dollars on a single roll of the dice. But, if you don't mind, I'd I feel

I'm Not A Fascist Pig, I'm Just A Bitch
So it's come to my attention that y'all can read my blogs, but not comment on them. I'll be damned if I know why, because I've checked my settings several times and it says ANYONE can comment. So...CT is the fascist pig, not me. And if you can't comment yet, just add me. ~HUGS~

So...
So, I went through a name change, and you know what I think I like this one better than cyber dolly, however, I could be wrong and it could be the... speaking for me, but who knows. I don't really care. I just wanted to say. You're all fuckfaces and you can lick my taint.... I'm sick of you selfish fucking leeches who have nothing better to do, than nudge your way into my fucking life, and into fucking things that matter to me, and take full advantage of any sort of kindness only to shit on me when I ask the same from you. And, fuck the lying cheating cunt rags on here to... Argh, I am pissed the fuck off and sick of you all (except a very very very very select few that I have been talking to) Otherwise go fuck yourself and take your shit off my page. I'm done feeling sorry for myself, and done being depressed cause of you shit dicks. The Word According To (S)Ain't Jackii

Manowar To Headline Kaliakra Rock Fest In Bulgaria
www.magiccirclemusic.com Friday, May 18, 2007 MAGIC CIRCLE FESTIVAL website launched The official website for the Magic Circle Festival has been launched. Check it out at http://www.magiccirclefestival.com/ MANOWAR and other members of the MAGIC CIRCLE MUSIC roster will be joining forces for what fans hope will become an annual event. HOLYHELL, THE DAVID SHANKLE GROUP, MESSIAH'S KISS (the German/American/British metal act featuring RIOT singer Mike Tirelli), MAJESTY and GAMMA RAY have been confirmed with more artists being added to the impressive lineup each day as the festival nears. Make plans now to join the global Army Of Immortals on July 7, 2007 in the heart of Germany, Bad Arlosen for what is certain to be a once in-a-lifetime event.Make plans now to join the global Army Of Immortals on July 7, 2007 in the heart of Germany, Bad Arlosen for what is certain to be a once in-a-lifetime event. http://www.magiccirclefestival.com/ MANOWAR To Head

Thinking Of You!
I cant find my way, I cant block out the voices, Cant stop following the light guiding me, Cant stop thinking of you, Cannot stop this breakdown, Cannot stop the pain of burning myself, Can not stop the thoughts racing through my mind, Can not stop feeling so depressed, The depression takes over me, The light guides me deeper into it, The thought of u drives me insane, The breakdown makes me vulnerable, The pain and thoughts making it worse, I cannot be saved from this obsession, This obsession with hurt, pain, and depression.

Cancers
Cancer You are shy and mysterious. Hotties are always trying to unlock your secrets, and figure out what makes you so cool. You have to have trust in your partner, so you’re not really into randomly hooking up. You really like the intimacy that comes with sex and you won’t take no for an answer when it comes to after sex cuddling. Sex matches: Taurus, Scorpio, Pisces Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Some Jokes
God said to Adam, "I've got some good news and some bad news. First the good news. I have given you a brain and a penis. The bad news... I've only given you enough blood to work one of them at a time!" -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Three nuns in church on a hot day decide to remove their robes because of the heat. Not an unusual habit on a hot day. So about a half hour later, the door bell rings while their robes are slumped over pews clear across the huge chapel. They ask who it is. "The blind man," a voice replies. The three nuns decide to simply open the door because the man is blind. He walks in, looks at the nuns and says, "Nice tits! Where do you want me to install these blinds?" -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Two nuns cycling down a cobbled street. The first one says "I've never come this way before"; the second one replies "Must be the cobbles" ------

For Those Born From 1930 To 1979
Those Born 1930-1979 TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's, 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's!! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts o r air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and NO ONE actually died from this. We ate cupcakes, white bread and real butter an d drank Kool-aid made with sug

Stupid But Right
so i always figured if ppl are mad at you you must be doing something right right well recently i asked some bitch a question and her being under the influence took it totally wrong anfd personally i dont give a flying fuck either way fuck her and fuck her stupid friends anyways i am doing it right because they are mmad at me i will give you my address if you want bitch

Why Women Are Crabby !
Why Women Are Crabby We started to "bud" in our blouses at 9 or 10 years old only to find that anything that came in contact with those tender, blooming buds hurt so bad it brought us to tears. So came the ridiculously uncomfortable training bra contraption that the boys in school would snap until we had calluses on our backs. Next, we get our periods in our early to mid-teens (or sooner). Along with those budding boobs, we bloated, we cramped, we got the hormone crankies, had to wear little mattresses between our legs or insert tubular, packed cotton rods in places we didn't even know we had. Our next little rite of passage was having sex for the first time which was about as much fun as having a ramrod push your uterus through your nostrils (IF he did it right and didn't end up with his little cart before his horse), leaving us to wonder what all the fuss was about. Then it was off to Motherhood where we learned to live on dry crackers and water for a

Just Me
A depression so deep it finds a way into the Soul, and travels through every pore of your Heart. A depression so large it encompasses every bit of your Reality, and leaves Reality a cloudy memory. A depression so dense it compresses every will you once had, and bows you down to accept it as it's own. A depression so devious it takes you piece by piece, and consumes each piece day by day. A depression so truly disheartening, and leaves you no other emotions. A depression so dangerous, it slaughters, everything, inside, of you.

Ancient Chinese Mystery!
Once upon a time in China, lived two Chinamen. One named I Cum, and one named No Cum. No Cum marry pretty Chinese girl named No Cum Tu. For velly oblious reason No Cum and No Cum Tu not have any childlen. One day, No Cum went out of town on business and I Cum came over and spent the night with No Cum Tu. That night I Cum came and No Cum Tu came, too. This make both velly happy. However, about 7 or 8 months later, No Cum see he about to become father but he not know how come, so when baby come he named it How Cum U Cum. Of course, I Cum and No Cum Tu know How Cum U Cum came, but to this day No Cum not know how How Cum U Cum came

The Cruelest Disease!
One old man was sitting on a park bench talking to a new acquaintance. "I'll tell you," he said, "I've learned that arthritis is the cruelest disease." "Crueler than cancer?" his friend asked. "You bet," the first codger replied. "It makes every single one of your joints stiff, except the right one

Zen Wisdom‎
Some Zen Wisdom...some of which are pretty good! 1. Do not walk behind me, for I may not lead. Do not walk ahead of me, for I may not follow. Do not walk beside me either. Just pretty much leave me the hell alone. 2. The journey of a thousand miles begins with a broken fan belt and leaky tire. 3. It's always darkest before dawn. So if you're going to steal your neighbor's newspaper, that's the time to do it. 4. Don't be irreplaceable. If you can't be replaced, you can't be promoted. 5. Always remember that you're unique. Just like everyone else. 6 Never test the depth of the water with both feet. 7. If you think nobody cares if you're alive, try missing a couple of car payments. 8. Before you criticize someone, you should walk a mile in their shoes. That way, when you criticize them, you're a mile away and you have their shoes. 9. If at first you don't succeed, skydiving is not for you. 10. Give a man a fish and he will eat for a day. T

A Scotsman‎
A Scotsman moves to Canada and attends his first baseball game. The first batter approaches the batters' box, takes a few swings and then hits a double. Everyone is on their feet screaming "Run!!!" The next batter hits a single. The Scotsman listens as the crowd again cheers "RUN!! RUN!!" The Scotsman is enjoying the game and begins screaming with the fans. The fifth batter comes up and four balls go by. The Umpire calls: "Walk." The batter starts his slow trot to first base. The Scot stands up and screams, "Run ye lazy bastard rrrun!" The people around him begin laughing. Embarrassed, the Scot sits back down. A friendly fan notes the man's embarrassment, leans over and explains, "He can't run ~ he has four balls." The Scot stands up and screams: "Walk with pride, Laddie!"

Drunkin Man Stories
hey she has a good rack love the way it hangs in the back window of her truck, if i had a six pack , i would ask her out but theres one thang i lack, bullets for that gun, she has me on the run, did you know you cant out run a truck in park, i could hardly stand up, so i mostly sit, i am all man, you cant handle this why try to understand why i piss standing up, i used could hit a tree from 3 feet, now i hit my own two feet, oh well this date has gone south, hope she enjoys my cousin company i will this case that was left, oh well never believe to be right, this case of bud is my date tonight...

Funny
A teacher is explaining biology to her 4th grade students. "Human beings are the only animals that stutter", she says. A little girl raises her hand. "I had a kitty-cat who stuttered", she volunteered. The teacher, knowing how precious some of these stories could become, asked the girl to describe the incident. "Well", she began, "I was in the back yard with my kitty and the rottweiler who lives next door got a running start and before we knew it, he jumped over the fence into our yard! "That must've been scary", said the teacher. "It sure was", said the little girl. "My kitty went 'Fffff, Fffff, Fffff'... And before he could say "Fuck", the rottweiler ate him!"

Do It
in this world we have to fight to do whats good to do whats right to do our best when all else fails within a hearbeat and all it entails be good n kind and reap the gold cus lifes to short so ive been told so stand up tall with a smile on ya face show those around you that u have style n grace

The Power Of Pluto
Hello Readers: A few years ago one of my student called me and said “Dr. Turi I have learned much more in your Astropsychology crash course by mail than seven years in college”. It is obvious that this wiser soul realized the limitation of his rigid education had enough of killing people with drugs. He is an exception though…because the majority of practicing psychologist’s ego out there will hinder spiritual growth and the majority of them will not take a chance to raise their cosmic consciousness to the working of “The Universal Code”. Others young souls will almost immediately deny anything involving what they can only perceive as the “occult” and hastily lump me with Miss Cleo’s deceiving endeavor. This attitude is the blurring ingredient constricting the mind to logic and many will miss the very spiritual essence of what really produced not only the Virginia Tech Massacre but also all past and future terrible events. Again as mentioned in my numerous newsletters, a weak UCI

Another Rant
This was in no way meant to disrespect anyone's person feelings or beliefs, this is just how I feel on the subject... First of all, I would like to point out how stupid this bulletin is. I am only reposting it so that I can have my rant. If I remember from American History in 11th grade or even farther back into elementary school you are taught that America was founded by the Pilgims who were escaping religious persecution. Amendment I Congress shall make no law respecting an establishment of religion, or prohibiting the free exercise thereof; or abridging the freedom of speech, or of the press; or the right of the people peaceably to assemble, and to petition the government for a redress of grievances. I understand that the previous posting of this bulletin was an exercise of their 1st Amendment right as well as my rant is showing my belief in my right as an American. I would just like to point out that the people in the United States that DO NOT believe in any religio

Buh Bye Brutal
ok so like here goes im bored with ct,. and i know alot of pplz dont really like me but i dont care i just want my life back so im not going to delete brutal, but i will give it up to those who want to run it, take on the big bad boss role, if no one steps up to it, then i will delete the lounge, and save codec some money, Ill be here if you need to give others mods, but thats about it. in other words any takers? on a side note.. it wasnt any of my staff. just others, and im sick of the childish bs, so i will be the big man and step down

Contemplating What/where To Be
So I find myself trying to figure out my step in my career and in life. Recently divorced and a long way way from my normal environment I am not sure what to do. My job is not a n easy one, and not easy to find a new one period. So, if i help create another new job opportunity do I take it or stay? I ususlly only in 1 place for two years at a shot on average based on my job. Pros; More money, higher position, closer to environment that I am used too and respect from co-workers. Cons; Starting over again (6th time), What few friends I have will be far away, will have to work alot of hours again.

Khe Sanh Hill Fights Veterans
To Be Honored Memorial Day At The Wall For Immediate Release May 16, 2007 Contact: Lisa Gough (202) 393-0090, ext.109 THOUSANDS EXPECTED AT THE VIETNAM VETERANS MEMORIAL FOR MEMORIAL DAY ACTIVITIES Vietnam Veterans of America, Rolling Thunder® Motorcycle Rally, Veterans, Family Members and Singer Keni Thomas to Take Part Washington, D.C.?The Vietnam Veterans Memorial Fund has reached out to veterans, family members and related organizations to take part in this year?s annual Memorial Day Observance at The Wall at 1 p.m. on May 28, said Jan C. Scruggs, founder and president of the Vietnam Veterans Memorial Fund. Thousands of family members, friends and veterans are expected to attend. This year?s ceremony will begin with a short procession by veterans of the ?Hill Fights? of Khe Sanh, Vietnam, who are marking the 40th anniversary this year. Walt Sides, president of Rolling Thunder® Motorcycle Rally, Washington, D.C., Inc., will lead the audience in the pledge of

Be Thankful
There was a blind girl who hated herself just because > > she was blind. She hated everyone, except her loving > > boyfriend. He was always there for her. She said that > > if she could only see the world, she would marry her > > boyfriend. > > > One day, someone donated a pair of eyes to her and > > she could see everything, including her boyfriend. Her > > boyfriend asked her, "Now that you can see the world, > > will you marry me?" > > > The girl was shocked when she saw that her boyfriend > > is blind too, and refused to marry him. Her boyfriend > > walked away in tears, and later wrote a letter to her > > and said, "Just take care of my eyes, dear." > > > Only few remember what life was before, and who has > > always been there, even in the most painful situations. > > > Life Is A Gift > >

When We Make Love
I Light a candle, build a fire, chill the wine, for just awhile, my every thought, is of only you, I know it's hell that, we been through, all the time, we spent apart, all the aching, deep in our hearts, it will all feel, like just a dream, when your finally, here in my arms, all the hurt, will fade away, and everything, will be ok, When We Make Love...

Bbw
Hi to all my friends and people who read this. As some of you may know i love bbw women think they are sexy as fuck no offence to all you slim size 10 women but bbw is where i'm at. What i'm looking to do is start a group for sexy bbw's and those who love them if this is you or sounds like something you may be interestd in then please feel free to drop me a line thanx

The Strongest Bonds
Today I kneel before you bound, by the strongest bonds, the bonds of love. Look down upon this gril and know in your heart of hearts... You are loved more deeply than words can express. You are worshiped by a girl who sees You not only as her lover, but her Master and her best friend. You are adored by the eyes that have seen Your soul. And that a gift has been given to you... This slave kneels before You humbled, to give you the most precious gift she has to give...the gift of her total and complete submission.... Mind, body, soul, and spirit. All that I am I give to you freely. For all that I am was meant for you and only you. So, as your humble slave I ask you now... Will You accept my gifts and make me your's? to have and to hold, to protect and love, and to teach and punish so that I may grow to be more perfectly your's.

Soul Searching
Soul searching. Wow. Where to begin. Let's see, since being sick and finally being back on my feet for a small chance again. I have come to realize some things about life. It is just to short to accomplish everything you want to accomplish. I mean what is it we all want? And you cannot deny it. You want wealth, somewhat fame, and happiness. It is what you make it. I have always been one to question everything. I cannot help it, because it is who I am. Now is where my question to all of you comes into play. If you were given a certain amount of time , kind of like a short second chance, what would you do with it?? Seriously. Do you make the one dream you have had your entire life come true? No matter how big or small it may seem? Do you try to help others? What do you do? And who can decide how long you have anyway? Is that not up to God? I mean one minute your told ok, your good, then your told okay you have such and such time. Then oh I am sorry but it is shorter than that. Who decid

A Learned Lesson
Well it has finally happened, I am truly single. A person can only forgive someone so much before they begin to lose themselves, to compromise their values and needs. Sometimes love is not enough, no matter how strong it is. I fought my own nature to give my man what he claimed to need, regardless of my own feelings and wants. He still wanted more and when i pulled the plug, he acted shocked because I had been so stupid that I had let the relationship become his playground. It was never about me or even us, it was about HIM. The bottom line is that I became strong enough to tell him to go fuck himself. I am aware that my insecurities allowed him to be the way he was. I NEEDED him to tell me that I am worthwhile and attractive, and because of this need I also allowed him to treat me very badly. Isn't it both shitty and wonderful how complicated we all are :o) Well, my life restarts here. Come get me! You know who u r :oP

Nsfw
I think I'm getting the hang of what exactly NSFW is now. If it's all about the ASS... it's NSFW If it's all about the BOOBS... it's NSFW If it's all about SEX... it's NSFW If it's about anything CONTROVERSIAL... it's NSFW If it's anything your boss would chew you out or fire you over... it's NSFW

Chapter 13
Chapter 13 Different Strokes Lauren and I got along famously after that day. I drove her to school in the mornings and brought her home at night. One a couple afternoons we went to the park and walked through the woods. The physical aspect of our relationship stayed at necking and that was how I wanted it for now, even though she had intimated that she was open to more. In time, the prejudiced friends she had left behind were a faded memory and she had fit into a new, more tolerant group. Not actually metalheads, but more acceptant than the girls she left behind. They helped her to make the transition from the rigid, judgmental group to a more casual, leisurely clique. And Lauren was actually starting to enjoy it. Finally, the night of the dance arrived. After I dropped Lauren off at her house, I raced home to get ready. I wanted everything to be perfect. I had seen and spoken to Lauren’s parents in passing, but I knew that tonight would entail the obligatory ‘conver

Ouch
When you rely on your arms for just about all manner of ambulation, a knotted shoulder can be very inconvenient. The worst part is that I don't even remember how I did it, I think it may have been as simple as turning my head the wrong way. I normally don't like getting massages, but I think would make an exception right about now. Ok, I'm done whining.

I'm Back
Sweet jesus, I got my computer back, and I'm bummed. Lol. I actually didn't want the damn thing to come back. Ah, well. I have 30 days left of Windows XP. LOL. So I have to make a call to Dell. Ugh. School is almost out. 3 more days. I'm a Senior, baby.

Will A New Study Force Changes In Drug Law?
Will a New Study Force Changes in Drug Law? By Bruce Mirken, AlterNet Posted on March 15, 2007, Printed on May 18, 2007 http://www.alternet.org/story/49159/ On March 8, a high-powered British commission recommended tossing that country's law on illegal drugs onto the scrap heap and starting over again. Given that the U.S. Controlled Substances Act parallels the British Misuse of Drugs Act in important ways, the suggestion deserves attention in America as well. Indeed, it would be a fine start if Americans could simply begin the sort of rational, thoughtful debate on drug policy that the British seem to be having. If we could manage such a thing, we might start changing illogical and unscientific laws that now lead to more U.S. arrests for marijuana possession than for all violent crimes combined. The RSA Commission on Illegal Drugs, Communities and Public Policy, was convened by the Royal Society for the Encouragement of Arts, Manufactures and Commerce, a respected think ta

Marijuana Gains Wonder Drug Status
Marijuana Gains Wonder Drug Status By Lester Grinspoon, Boston Globe Posted on March 3, 2007, Printed on May 18, 2007 http://www.alternet.org/story/48749/ A new study in the journal Neurology is being hailed as unassailable proof that marijuana is a valuable medicine. It is a sad commentary on the state of modern medicine -- and US drug policy -- that we still need "proof" of something that medicine has known for 5,000 years. The study, from the University of California at San Francisco, found smoked marijuana to be effective at relieving the extreme pain of a debilitating condition known as peripheral neuropathy. It was a study of HIV patients, but a similar type of pain caused by damage to nerves afflicts people with many other illnesses including diabetes and multiple sclerosis. Neuropathic pain is notoriously resistant to treatment with conventional pain drugs. Even powerful and addictive narcotics like morphine and OxyContin often provide little relief. This study leaves

Respect
Ok...want to let everyone know what I expect if you add/fan/email me. First off, I have a mind as well as a body and face....if your attracted to only the superficial then see ya later. I will not post naked pics....those are private....for one special guy only...so dont ask and you wont be dissapointed. I am a friendly type of person and love chatting....this is not an invitation for sex......so grow up or go look elsewhere. I am kinda shy... love to laugh....and always look deeper than the surface. Once I commit I stay that way..... Not into drama or squabbles, though if you pick the right subject look out.....youll probably get an earfull. Believe all children have the right to be raised unafraid and unharmed physically, emotionally and sexually.....if you have abused a childs trust then dont come near me!!!!! Ok...now the good stuff.....I love life.....like to laugh at it and always look for the posative. Am a good listener and friend....and expect my friends to be the sam

Medical Marijuana: The Replacement For Very Dangerous Drugs
Salem-News.com (May-17-2007 13:56) Medical Marijuana: The Replacement for Very Dangerous Drugs Dr. Phillip Leveque for Salem-News.com Cannabis / marijuana medicines were at one time the “drugs of choice” in the United States, until they were declared illegal. They had been used for 100 specific medical problems through the use of about 30 prescription medicines. Salem-News.com (MOLALLA, Ore.) - When I was ordered before the Oregon Board of Medical Examiners, the first question I was asked by Dr. Spokas, the chairman, from Ontario, Oregon, was “Dr. Leveque don’t you know that marijuana is very addicting and very dangerous?” Frankly, I didn’t know or believe this and all of my experience with fifty years study and 4000 patients told me this was totally false, but when one is facing a “Spanish inquisition” with psychological “thumb screws” or “hanging”, I decided to answer “maybe for some people”. I didn’t believe a word of it. I didn’t dare ask where he go

Another Horoscope, I Wonder How Many Ppl Actually Believe In These Things
Don't throw something away because one part doesn't work. Figure out why it's not working, or see if you can still keep this operation running without it. There are a million possibilities out there, so keep looking

Second Day Of Driving
My second day which was a full day of driving, has me overnighting in San Marcos, Texas to visit with a friend who I haven't seen in a few years. today's run took me from Pensacola, Florida through lower Alabama into Mississippi and Louisiana to where I am in Texas. Tomorrow I hope to be in Arizona.

I Pulled An Older Woman
I pulled an older woman at a club last night. She was a right sort for 55, we drank a bit,had a bit of a snog & she asked if I'd ever had the sportsman's double, a mother and daughter 3-some? I said no. We drank a bit more, then she says tonight was my lucky night. I went back to her place. She put the hall light on & and shouted upstairs: "Mum you still awake?" I have 2 dogs & I was buying a large bag of Pal at Big W and standing in line at the check out. A woman behind me asked if I had a dog. On impulse, I told her that no, I was starting The Pal Diet again, although I probably shouldn't because I'd ended up in the hospital last time, but that I'd lost 50 pounds before I awakened in an intensive care ward with tubes coming out of most of my orifices and IV's in both arms. I told her that it was essentially a perfect diet and that the way that it works is to load your pants pockets wit

Lyrics Worth Listening To
you all know who you are..:) Kid Rock .. Winds of change Up and down that lonely road of faith, I have been there. Unprepared for the storms and the tides that rise. I've realized one thing, how much I love you, and it hurts to see, to see you cryin'. I believe we can make it through the winds of change. (Change.) Oooooooooooo..... God is great indeed, if you believe, in the everlife. (Yeah we gotta.) Make some sense of the pieces that we find. (Oh no, oh no.) And if you just hold on, I won't let ya fall. (I won't let you fall, no.) We can make it through the storms and the winds of change. (Change.) Oooooooooooo..... Though I walk through the valley of darkness, I am not afraid, 'cause I know I'm not alone. And if the wind blows east, would you follow me? And if the wind blows north, would ya stay your course? And if the wind blows west, would ya second guess? And if it blows to the south, would you count me out? And if the sun don't shine, woul

Today's Horoscope
"A small victory is all you need to give your confidence a much-needed boost. Have you thought about integrating a healthy habit into your life? Once you've got that under your belt, the next steps come much more easily." Is someone trying to hint that I need to get back on the wagon and quite smoking?

The Love Of A Slave Girl
The love of a slave girl is the deepest and most profound love that any woman can give a man. Love makes a woman a man's slave, and the wholeness of that love requires that she be, in truth, his slave.

Master's Hand
If ever your life is out of tune and no music soothes the soul, seek out the Master who's gentle touch will bless and make you whole. Like an old violin, weathered and worn life may not be so good but may be uplifted, transformed, renewed by the touch of your Master's Hand.

To All My Dear Friends
I WILL NOT BE ON HERE AS MUCH AS I HAVE BEEN. I HAVE CERTAIN THINGS IN MY LIFE THAT I NEED TO DEAL WITH AND WORK ON. I HAVE COME TO REALIZE THAT EVER SINCE MY DIVORCE AND THE RECENT PASSING OF MY EX, I HAVE SLOWLY BEEN GIVING UP ON LIFE. EVERYDAY I SEEM TO CARE LESS AND LESS ABOUT THE THINGS AROUND ME. NOT TO THE POINT THAT I WANT TO DIE OR ANYTHING, JUST NEED TO REFOCUS MY ENERGY ON MAKING BETTER DECISIONS. ONES THAT WONT END UP IN REGRET AND GUILT. I THOUGHT I WAS HANDLING THINGS OK, BUT MY FAMILY AND FRIENDS HAVE SEEN THE CHANGE AND SEE THAT I'M NOT THE HAPPY, OUTGOING PERSON I ONCE WAS AND AS I REFLECT BACK ON MY PAST, I TOO SEE THAT THINGS AREN'T RIGHT. IT'S TIME I QUIT USING THE COMPUTER AS AN ESCAPE AND START LIVING. SPENDING TOO MUCH TIME ON HERE IS KEEPING ME FROM MY MOST IMPORTANT PRIORITIES, NAMELY MYSELF AND MY DAUGHTER. I WILL BE ON FROM TIME TO TIME TO CHECK IN, SO PLEASE DON'T FORGET ABOUT ME AS I SURELY WONT FORGET ANY OF YOU.

About My Son.....important!
Today I found out that my handsome 4 1/2 year old son is going to kindergarten next year!!!! Plus, he will be graduating (transitioning) from preschool on June 21st!!!! Happy Days!!!!!! Get Your Own! | More Flash Toys

I Am 26 Dammit!
Why the hell do i keep thinking i am 28?? Blatantly 26... Sure of it... Really I am!!! But whenever i have to think of my age i keep coming out with 28!!!!!! I don't want to be any older!! *sadface* Anyway.. Just a wonder... (See i even posted this in the wrong entry thing!!! Was ment to be in "Why do i?"... I AM GETTING OLD!!!!)

False Rumors
Ok... Sassy Cunt aka Sassy Bitch has lost her mind. She posted YET ANOTHER mumm about me. And made false accusations, trying to get me banned. This is her mumm: "Ok I am totally annoyed now and it's making me mad....This girl is making personal attacks at me thru Mumms and is even telling people my real name and evertything My question is what should I do about this? Contact CHERRYTAP and get her for harrassment? or Should I just let it go and let her keep personally attacking me? " Um... what is she talking about? The mumm she is referring to, I was asking if I was loved or hated, pretty much. Because the Sassy Cunt told me sooo many people hated me. I thought I'd ask around. Turns out, most people like me. People asked me to out her in the mumm, and I posted a link to her profile. I wasn't going to at first, but what the hell? People wanted to know. I never told ANYONE her real name. I don't even know her real name. I just said her screen name, and m

Mumms And Assumptions
it's almost a scientific fact. any mumm posted will invite at least a couple of people who want to challenge it. the only problem is, they usually have some half ass ed assumption that is what gave them the reason to challenge it in the first place. there's nothing more pathetic sometimes than watching someone get on an internet soap box in a comment section of a place like THIS and try to "tell you off" there's nothing lamer that watching someone behave like they know what they're talking about and you don't just because they don't have the mental flexibility to adjust their perspective. im don't mean to brag, but i fuckin' love my ability to break down my own assumptions. i like being on the side that "gets it." it's too easy to sit back and whine about how you don't (even tho you're swearing up and down that you do) when you build and fortify false assumptions, you create Dogma. Dogma restricts and blinds you from learning New things and recognizing/rea

For Our Missing Soldiers
Thousands of soldiers remain on around-the-clock patrol, searching and hoping for any signs of the three still missing. Those three are Pvt. Byron W. Fouty, 19, of Waterford, Michigan; Spc. Alex R. Jimenez, 25, of Lawrence, Massachusetts; and Pfc. Joseph J. Anzack Jr., 20, of Torrance, California. These soldiers will be found, i've no doubt. If you can light a candle, say a prayer, plant something, we all have different ways to express our hopes, fears and concerns. Whatever you do, honor them, and their loved ones in some way, and keep it going til they are back among us. im going to light my candle in my pic for this if u would like to join be awesome if not fine..u can feel free to rip my candle in my pic..hope u all have a great night Wendy remember to thank a soldier!

The Road To Universal Slaughter
"How is a military drilled and trained to defend freedom, peace and ahppiness? This is what Major General O'Ryan has to say of an efficiently trained generation: 'The soldier must be so trained that he becomes a mere automoton; he must be so trained that it will destroy his initiative; he must be so trained that he is turned into a machine. The soldier must be forced into the military noose; he must be jacked up; he must be ruled by his superiors with pistol in hand.' This was not said by a Prussian Junker; not by a German barbarian . . . but by an American major general. And he is right. You cannot conduct war with equals; you cannot have militarism with free born men; you must have slaves, automotons, machines, obedient disciplined creatures, who will move, act, shoot and kill at the command of their superiors. That is preparedness, and nothing else." : Emma Goldman, Preparedness: The Road to Universal Slaughter

Wisdom
Do not worry over the charge of treason to your masters, but be concerned about the treason that involves yourselves. Be true to yourself and you cannot be a traitor to any good cause on Earth. : Eugene V. Debs, Speech, June 16, 1918

I Dont Know!!! Isnt That Sad
Go on, rediscover your inner child. How long has it been since you've done something for the heck of it? It's time to do something totally silly. Pointless fun will refresh your soul -- which is, after all, the point.

Good Looks Or Good Personality?
What is more important, good looks or a good personality. For me, the answer answer is personality. Why? It's simple. Over time, looks change. People get older and their bodies change. For women, their bodies change when they have children. A person's personality doesn't change over time. What you see is what you get. I rather have a girl with a great personality.

Love, Lust And Marriage
Love, Lust and Marriage How do you know if you're in love, lust, or marriage? Love: when your eyes meet across a crowded room. Lust: when your tongues meet across a crowded room. Marriage: when your belt won't meet around your waist, and you don't care. Love: when intercourse is called making love. Lust: all other times. Marriage: what's intercourse? Love: when you argue over how many children to have. Lust: when you argue over who gets the wet spot. Marriage: when you argue over money. Love: when you share everything you own. Lust: when you think twice about giving your partner bus money. Marriage: when the bank owns everything. Love: when it doesn't matter if you don't climax. Lust: when the relationship is over if you don't climax. Marriage: what's a climax? Love: when you phone each other just to say "Gidday". Lust: when you phone each other just to organize sex. Marriage: when you phone each other to find out what time your son's game starts. Lov

I'm Back On Cherry!
I know I've gone waaaay uber ass long time, but hey, it's school. I don't want to be like you loser's and live here! Hehehehe. Joking...or am I??? Dum, dum, duuuum! I'll be on CT like the good ol'times. So start talking to me homie's! I miss ya guys!

Let The Pain Remain
Love comes, love goes. 'Till a sudden feeling never let me be. Somehow, i know, that a part of you still linger since you've been gone. Like a sturdy tree that seen a thousand season. I've to shed my leaves in winter. To grow them back in spring, to welcome life again, to welcome you. So goes my life. Still believe in dreams of having you around. Too bad memories. Feed the mind and not the heart, where I want you to be. So I asked myself what you have left behind for me. To go on each day to live as if, I had you once. What else is there that's been. But all the pain that I feel. So let the pain remain forever in my heart. For every throb they bring is one more moment spent with you. I let the pain, brings all the rains. If that's the only way, if there's no other way. If that's the only way to be with you again.

Attitude Is Everything
Be happy for what you have my mom used to always say. Attitude is Everything. This story says it all. There once was a woman who woke up one morning, looked in the mirror, and noticed she had only three hairs on her head. Well," she said, "I think I'll braid my hair today?" So she did and she had a wonderful day. The next day she woke up, looked in the mirror and saw that she had only two hairs on her head. "H-M-M," she said, "I think I'll part my hair down the middle today?" So she did and she had a grand day. The next day she woke up, looked in the mirror and noticed that she had only one hair on her head. "Well," she said, "today I'm going to wear my hair in a pony tail." So she did and she had a fun, fun day. The next day she woke up, looked in the mirror and noticed that there wasn't a single hair on her head. "YEA!" she exclaimed, "I don't have to fix my hair today!"

Entering A D/s Relationship
Teaching a submissive/slave is not an overnight task, nor is it a responsibility that should be taken lightly. Before you accept a girl to begin any type of training program, you must establish a definitive set of goals and expectations. Both of you must decide where you want and expect the relationship to go. As with any long-term relationship each of you needs to be aware of and understand each other’s expectations. As the Dominant, you have the primary responsibility to ensure both of your goals and expectations are fully compatible. If there is any hesitation or doubt your goals and expectations are not fully compatible, a training relationship, or for that matter, any type of D/s relationship should not be entered into. Both the Dominant and the submissive/slave must be in full agreement as to what is expected from each other and from the relationship. Communication is the first ste

Respect
A Word About Respect: With a modest and unassuming attitude, offer respect where it is due. o "Respect" does not mean "submission." Granting others the place they have chosen for themselves does not make you indebted to them, nor does it indicate your full agreement with their ways. o Don't use respect as a "gift." Simply offer it. o Don't use respect as a "weapon." Those who don't deserve your respect will lose it, but it shouldn't be dangled like a carrot. The idea that everyone must work to "earn" your respect is disrespectful in itself. Everyone deserves respect unless they prove themselves unworthy of it. o Always use the proper form of address in BDSM spaces. No one but your Master needs to be addressed as "Master." However, all Masters and Dominants should be addressed as "Ma'am" or "Sir" regardless of their age, their experience or how you personally feel about them. If they

Comment On 'the Covenant Of Shadows'
The Covenant of Shadows@ CherryTAP I had intended to leave this as a comment on the profile, but alas in this day of haters galore, it was not permitted. Therefore, I am posting it here. Interesting page, though I do recommend a bit more further research concerning both Dianic Wicca and pre-Christian religious practices. Starhawk's "Spiral Dance" is quite good and touches on both Dianic and Faerie traditions of Wicca. As for the rest, any well documented anthropology or even archeology texts will be enlightening. Previous to Christianity the culture of the common people was agricultural and their religious practices centered around Gods and Goddesses of fertility and abundance. Previous to that, it was a hunter gatherer society that also worshiped a God of the Hunt. Although the God of the Beasts was often portrayed as horned, he was not Satan. The concept of Satan was not created until the Church needed something to scare the Pagan peasants into converting. Satanism is n

Trust
Turning to Webster and his dictionary, we find trust is defined as "Confidence in the integrity, ability, character, and truth of a person or thing. One in which confidence is placed. Custody; care. Something committed into the care of another; charge. The condition and resulting obligation of having confidence placed in one. Reliance on something in the future; hope." Reading that definition I have to wonder if perhaps Mr. Webster was a participant in this lifestyle. Read thru the definition a second time, look to see how many of those words are key elements of a Dominant / submissive or BDSM relationship. In finding your Dom, aren't you looking for someone that fits this description perfectly? As a sub or slave, you are getting ready to turn your whole life over to Him, you're expecting him to have the ability to care for you, you're expecting He's been honest and forthright with you. It doe

Honesty
Honesty within a D/s relationship is by far one of the most important aspects of the relationship. At all times, both the Dominant and the slave/submissive must be honest. A falsehood can be extremely detrimental to the level of trust. It is especially important to understand that the slave/ submissive needs to be open and forthright with her Dominant. Failing to convey emotions, feelings, frustrations, hurts and concerns can result in a Dominant misunderstanding the true nature of a girls needs. A slave/submissive should never try to answer her Dominant with the answer she thinks He wants to hear, her answer should always be honest and truthful. A slave/ submissive also need to insure that she is not dishonest or deceitful by omission. Failing to provide your Dominant with information can be just as dishonest as outright lying. A Master/Dominant need not tell his slave/submissive all that he knows. He may r

Some Stuff I Wrote On A Rainy Day
my skin is gone, an open space my bones collapse, lungs suffocate falling, broken, all from within pieces break, can't put right again my soul, my being, shattered glass my heart torn, the pieces trash Casted out, thrown to the side lost in emotion trying to hide nowhere to turn, dead ends arise feeling alone, I sit and cry yes a man, but a little boy inside ......J

Common Mistakes New People Make
The number one mistake I see made by those new to D/s is thinking there is a right and a wrong way to go about playing. While there are some safety rules that should be followed, the only people who make the rules are the ones involved in the scene or relationship. If anyone else tells you that you are doing this wrong, tell them to mind their own business. Another common mistake is rushing into things. I know that after years and years of suppressing this desire it is very hard to take it slow when you finally find out you aren't the only one that gets turned on by bondage. But rushing to dominate or submit to another without taking the time to get to know some skills, and each other, is a recipe for pain... that is the bad kind, not the good. When you first get started, take the time to read the literature, join a local organization, and get to know the person you will be playing with. A mistake I often see new subs make is submitting to anyone and everyone who calls themse

The Kurt Vonnegut's Commencement Address At Mit
Kurt Vonnegut's Commencement Address at MIT Please note: the following speech has spread all over the Internet as "Kurt Vonnegut's commencement address at MIT". The truth is that Vonnegut had never delivered this address. How did this happen? If you are interested, just click and read my article about this Vonnegut story. "Ladies and gentlemen of the class of '97: Wear sunscreen. If I could offer you only one tip for the future, sunscreen would be it. The long-term benefits of sunscreen have been proved by scientists, whereas the rest of my advice has no basis more reliable than my own meandering experience. I will dispense this advice now. Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth. Oh, never mind. You will not understand the power and beauty of your youth until they've faded. But trust me, in 20 years, you'll look back at photos of yourself and recall in a way you can't grasp now how much possibility lay before you and how fabulous you really looked. You are not as f

Kurt Vonnegut’s Odd Cyberspace Story
The following story that started as a harmless prank and led to a worldwide cyber scandal deserves special attention because what happened in summer 1997 has been discussed and analyzed from several different aspects ever since. The original email message which contained a commencement speech allegedly delivered by Kurt Vonnegut at MIT spread all over the net like wildfire, went everywhere by computer from email-box to email-box, like a giant pyramid game. It got posted to several mailing lists, even to a popular Hungarian one (HIX Tipp) where I first read it. The sensation caused by the events was biggest in the US, since the protagonists of the story are both American: one of them is a popular and noted writer, Kurt Vonnegut, the other is a much less known journalist. The story was soon discussed so widely that an online magazine started its article with these words: "In case you’ve been living in a bomb shelter during the past few days, here’s what happened." Let me tell y

Gags Anfd The Urban Legends Concerning Them
Gags and Urban Legends An entire book could be written about gags and mouth stuff. BDSM and the mouth is not just about gags and even if it was, there is so much to write about - and do with gags. Much photographed, hardly ever used properly and to their full potential and surrounded by thousands of urban legends. Ruling out some persistent urban legends and misunderstanding is probably the best thing to do first, so, here goes: Sizes The average gag you can buy in a shop is too big for effective use. This is especially true for almost all penis-shaped gags. They have been designed by people with no experience in power exchange, usually only made to appeal to certain fantasies and create sales. So, whatever you do when you go out to buy a gag: buy a small one. A gag that is too big will be too uncomfortable to keep in for any length of time (and usually that is exactly what you WANT a gag to be used for), because it will create cramps in the jaw muscles and a gagging effe

Kurt Vonnegut's Commencement Address At Mit
Please note: the following speech has spread all over the Internet as "Kurt Vonnegut's commencement address at MIT". The truth is that Vonnegut had never delivered this address. "Ladies and gentlemen of the class of '97: Wear sunscreen. If I could offer you only one tip for the future, sunscreen would be it. The long-term benefits of sunscreen have been proved by scientists, whereas the rest of my advice has no basis more reliable than my own meandering experience. I will dispense this advice now. Enjoy the power and beauty of your youth. Oh, never mind. You will not understand the power and beauty of your youth until they've faded. But trust me, in 20 years, you'll look back at photos of yourself and recall in a way you can't grasp now how much possibility lay before you and how fabulous you really looked. You are not as fat as you imagine. Don't worry about the future. Or worry, but know that worrying is as effective as trying to solve an algebra equation by chewing

Ksexradio.com Has "more" Tonight! (erica More That Is)
PORN VALLEY, CA – The increasingly popular KSEXradio.com adult radio show, Pinky and The Geek, is proud to welcome this week’s special guest, Erica More to the KSEX studios tonight at 9:00 (Pacific) [12AM EASTERN]. The busty blonde bombshell will be sitting down with KSEX hosts, Powder and Heather Pink to discuss her hiatus from the business, why she’s decided to come back to perform in front of the camera and the many changes her life has gone through since she was last in the adult industry. "I met Erica More when she first got into the industry a few years ago" commented Powder. "I’m flattered that she wants to make her return to the adult business on our show." Pinky and the Geek can be seen and heard every Friday night at 9:00 (Pacific) on KSEXradio.com. Following that exciting hour of fun, the official spokes-family of ‘double-wide’ takes to the airwaves with America’s Favorite Trailer Trash Show, Temptation with LorrAINIAC and CuzzFucker (10-12am). Friday nights begin a

D/s Online Red Flags
A "Red Flag" is any indication that you should steer clear of a particular person, either Dom/me or sub. These can pop up at any time, though most often in the beginning of a potential relationship. They can be obvious or they can be subtle. Some common examples might be... 1. Inappropriate questions or comments during the initial conversations, such as do you want to play? or what are you wearing? or what do you look like? or asking for your phone number immediately, etc. Such questions have nothing at all to do with D/s, but rather indicate the person is looking for cyber or phone sex. 2. Moving too quickly: if the prospective Dom/me or sub seems to be in a hurry to begin a relationship, or to advance it faster than seems reasonable or comfortable for you. Like if they want to meet you within the first 10 minutes online. Trust is the cornerstone. and cannot be rushed. Clearly, there is no arbitrary time frame, but most long-lasting relationships take several weeks if not mon

Dealing With Sub Emotions
Dealing with emotions By miria hunter The perfect Dominant will keep you safe from harm: both physical and emotional. He will also keep you from any kind of discomfort, be it being too cold or too hot. He will heal all your ills and make your life perfect. All of your needs and wants will be fulfilled, even before you know you need or want something. Sounds ideal, doesn't it? Well in theory, it is. However, Dominants are people to. Like anyone else, they will make mistakes, upset you, and sometimes even disappoint you. What do you do when that pedestal they are on gets a little lower to the ground? How do you express what you are feeling? What do you do? The answer is as simple as understanding human emotions. Every emotion has a different way to be expressed. Love is one of the easiest emotions that can be expressed to our Dominants. We all seem to know how to do that instinctively. As we get to know Them, we learn Their likes and dislikes and learn to enhanc

Lifestyle Facts
Facts about B&D, D&S, and S&M Mutual consent is what distinguishes BDSM from abuse and assault, just as consent distinguishes sex from rape. Context is what determines whether or not pain is experienced as pleasurable, though the context depends on the individual. An example of "good" pain may be getting scratched during sex, while an example of "bad" pain may be stubbing your toe. Some individuals view BDSM as their sexual orientation, like heterosexuality, homosexuality, and bisexuality. Others view it as a chosen sexual practice. In either case, it needs to be respected. Not all BDSM play is between heterosexual couples. People who practice BDSM may be either monogamous or polyamourous. BDSM may or may not include sexual contact. For example, during a "scene" which centers around the use of flogggers the partners may not have physical contact which goes beyond friendly hugging, yet to each individual, the scene may be sexually arousing. This sexual energy m

Basic Spanking Guildlines
Basic Spanking Guidelines 1. Never play if you have been drinking alcohol. It dulls the senses and impairs judgment. 2. Never play with someone you don't feel completely safe with - trust your instincts. "No" is an acceptable answer. If NO is not respected, neither are you. Stop immediately and leave. 3. Agree on safe words before playing. Common words are "yellow, " meaning you're approaching your limit, and "red" means stop. If safewords aren't respected, then you aren't either. Stop immediately and leave. 4. The top is responsible for monitoring the bottom's condition. If there are skin ruptures or bruising, it's time to stop no matter what the bottom thinks or wants. Stop play and tend to the condition immediately. 5. Never strike above the tailbone. Kidneys and the base of the spine are easily injured. 6. Never test a "new toy" on a partner. Test it on a pillow or your hand first until you have command of it. And never be a test subject

Fanatic Romantic
All or nothing Is that my Only choice Can't I just enjoy How things are Without risking The loss Of your voice You ask for forever But do not mention Right now I give you all I can I promise Every piece of My heart It may not be enough But at least You are loved You may need more I understand But this should feel Like a nice Place to start

Falling
Falling: by David Fisher The cosmic destroyer snagged your feet You called for help and a path to safety I jumped in headfirst after you and extended my hand You took it and I gave you my back as a life-raft I promised that no matter what, I would help you out of oblivion The gravity of the place kept trying to pull us back down But our resolve was stronger and slowly we fought back Together we have brought you back to the light Even if the darkness continues to try and take you back I will be by your side should you lose your footing Always ready to help battle the darkness And show you that the world is not coming to an end No matter how strongly the darkness pulls you back.

The Phoenix
The Phoenix: by David Fisher A darkness is secretly revealed, The cold hearted bastard appears, His true identity burning away his veil. A plea for help swiftly answered By a kind but decisive hand. The wrong target he has selected. No longer will she be his dejected, For the true hearted beings have interjected! His iron curtain has been smelted, By the burning fervor of her oppressed soul. Now wrath begins to swell, Yearning to discard his corpse into hell. An unsettled period begins to churn Marked by countless feelings of concern. Her devastated mind and body utterly scattered, With the light of hope they are gently gathered. The wish is whispered to her lifeless form, That the phoenix will rise out of this storm!

Yellowstone
Yellowstone: by David Fisher You hold many wonders within your boarders. A place of death and life unmatched. The volcanic forces give you life. But in an instant it could destroy it. A home for razor shape rocks. An amazing animal sanctuary. Covered by a blanket of trees. Danger dots the landscape. Pools of boiling water along the river. Explosions of water from the many geysers. Scalding mud on the edge of a canyon. A glorious getaway for tourists. Popular and world renowned. The place of everlasting beauty.

Questions For Your New Dom
Have you asked your Dominant... * How long have you been involved in the D/s lifestyle, and what led you to this lifestyle in the first place? * Do you have or plan to have a more than one slave/submissive, on or offline? * What sort of relationship are you looking for? (Online only, phone, real world, potential marriage/permanent partner?) * How much time are you willing to devote to training a new sub, and how much of her time would you require in return? Would you have daily contact with your submissive/slave? * Do you indulge in these pleasures with women/men in "real life"? If so, what precautions for health and safety are involved? What type of safety precautions do you feel are necessary for an online or phone relationship? * What sort of training/education have you had to be the dominant member of this relationship? Have you had experience training a submissive who is

Writing
Writing: by David Fisher Writing can unlock doors. Writing should be descriptive. Writing is an adventure for the mind. Writing is a blend of styles. Writing is an ongoing experiment. Writing is global. Writing can reveal your true personality. Writing can hold meanings within meanings. Writing isn't permanent. Writing can have profound influence. Writing is the child of creativity.

Transition
Transition: by David Fisher The air is chill. The sky a pale blue. The trees are bare. The flowers withered. All awaiting the approaching blizzard. The road freezes. Tires slide. Heaters become revitalized. As coolers become extinct. The time draws near. Warm days run in fear. One morning everything is white. The grass nestled under a fluffy blanket. Winter has returned to reclaim its throne.

Tombs Of Stone
Tombs of Stone: by David Fisher Giant monoliths in a sea of sand. Could the ancients have done it by hand? They stand like sentinels over the Nile. You can see them from over a mile. The product from ages past. Dueling Time and Nature to last. Mountains of rock. Built block by block. Magnificent rooms of gilded stone. A sacred place not meant to be shown. The resting place for the man on the throne.

To A Friend
To a Friend: by David Fisher You are the lone boat on my tranquil sea. And the grains of sand that make my beach. I see you as the approaching dawn. The essence of peace and serenity. You have enchanted me with your spell. For you are always present in my mind. You are the Spring that shatters my Winter. And the Fall that tames my Summer. I am filled with your memory. And there is space for no one else. Forever you have altered me. And anchored yourself in my heart. Though you see me only as a friend. I will love you with no end. Soon we will venture into the new world. And I hope that you will be a harbor of safety. As time moves on your radiance continues to convalesce. For the savageness of age has no effect on your subtle face. You may find happiness elsewhere. But remember I will always be there. Never will you be deserted. As long as life is asserted.

The Threshold
The Threshold: by David Fisher The end of twelve long years. A time which was home to many fears. A parting of ways. That may last for many days. The week of sadness. But also frantic madness. A time of friends. And a party that never ends. The threshold of lives. With no room for jitters or lies. Its graduation time at last. And I hope that you'll have a blast.

The Storm
The Storm: by David Fisher The clouds are laden with water. Bursting at the seams with their potential toil. Prepared like a pot by a potter. Lifeless, they are as dull as ancient soil. FLASH. An explosion of light shatters the cold of night. Then a rumble of drums permeates the midnight air. I start to wonder whether I should stay or take flight. Then the rain starts to plummet. As the diamonds fall they make the soil rich. Freshness blows away all that was dirty and dry. Watching the ensuing deluge I sit warm in the Great Hall. As it slows the Sun tries to emerge. But like bees the clouds swarm. And prevent the light from setting in. So winter succumbs. And gives way to Spring.

The Hallowed Desert
The Hallowed Desert: by David Fisher The site of nearly constant war, Not a single day is a bore. A clash of many races, Pushed to the brink by religious faces. A vast arid plain, Saturated with years of pain. The home of giant oil reserves, Of which we must preserve. Yet another conflict arises, For Saddam wants to keep his prizes. Who knows what upcoming years will bring, But we must let freedom ring.

The Angel
The Angel: by David Fisher Her eyes are captivating. Her smile is enchanting. And her shape is perfection. She has ensnared my heart. And forever changed my mind. On wings of beauty she soars. And words of mystical essence she speaks. I vow to be her protector. With everlasting vigilance. And would give my life to spare hers. As fast as a flash of light.

Sound Of Thunder
Sound of Thunder: by David Fisher An enchanting chaos. A clash of brains, bullets, and bronze. Side affect of diplomacy. An advocate of death. A glimmer of hope for the oppressed. Or a valiant loss for the mighty. Part of the never-ending cycle of existence.

Sonnet 1
Sonnet I: by David Fisher You are there whenever I need a friend. To reach your house is a simple climb. With a P.C. we could talk with no end. We can fill the air with the buzz of the time. Your name sounds sweet which is great. Since fifth grade we have known each other. But, four years I thought you as lost freight. One day I rode with you and your mother. Ninth grade dance I finally went. You came in flowing like a summer breeze. I wanted to ask but we never met. I couldn't ask ‘cause I would always freeze. I still want to ask you for one last dance. For I really enjoy your radiance.

Shadow
Shadow: by David Fisher I was going to show you the man behind the shadow. The feelings that are so rich and thick. With words that lend a helping hand. I wondered if you wanted to see, The shoulder to cry on, The man to lean on, Or the feet ready to protect, And carry you to safety. But then I saw the way you looked at me.

Alone......
"Alone, alone, oh! We have been warned about solitary vices. Have solitary pleasures ever been adequately praised? Do many people know that they exist?" -Jessamyn West, Hide and Seek. "The prohibition against solitude is forever. A Carry Nation rises in every person when he thinks he sees someone sneaking off to be alone. It is not easy to be solitary unless you are also born ruthless. Every solitary repudiates someone." -Jessamyn West, Hide and Seek. "It is not good to be alone, even in paradise" -Yiddish Proverb. "Man can will nothing unless he has first understood that he must count on no one but himself; that he is alone, abandoned on earth in the midst of his infinite responsibilities, without help, with no thoer aim than the one he sets himself, with no other destiny thatn the one he forges for himself on this earth" -Jean Paul Sartre "The deepest need of a man is the need to overcome his separateness, to leave the prison of his aloneness" -Erich Fromm, The Art o

Sea Hunter
Sea Hunter: by David Fisher The warning siren sounds, and the ship begins to sink. The water encases the crew, as the controlled decent continues. The hull begins to quiver with pressure, and the crew begins their toil under the sea. The captain orders all "ahead full," as the ship levels at twelve hundred feet. The depths are silent with cold, and is only pierced by a sporadic ping. The enemy is detected, as the engines slip into light slumber. The captain orders silent running, and the hunter starts to stalk its prey. The hunter stealthily gains, as the torpedo tubes are flooded. The ensuing onslaught is swift, and a shooting solution is acquired. The fish are released, as the discharge rattles the ship. The silence is shattered by a volcanic blast, and the victim plunges to the deathly depths.

Running
Running: by David Fisher A blur of motion. As your feet pound the ground. Faster your legs take you. As you battle to keep up the pace. The inferno of summer begins to slow you. Your mouth becomes parched liked a desert. Then someone hands you a bottle. And with every drop you are revitalized. The water fills your hollow body. As you feel like you've been running for years. You can feel your muscles burning. But you know you must go on. Someone calls your name. And you look around to see who. But in your lapse of concentration. You trip and plunge to the grass. As you clamber back to your feet. The culprit is revealed as a rock. Next you'll remember not to get off track. And onward you press to the end. In a glimpse you see the clouds overhead. And a gentle rain begins to fall. The ground becomes soft underfoot. But you move to the street and battle on. The end is so close you can taste it. And you breath a sigh of relief. When you arrive home

Sexual
... their eyes having adjusted to the dark room gently lit with moonlight, Jack is laying on his side watching the moonlight dance on her satiny skin. jill rises and asks jack to sit up in the bed. He takes the position of Indian style as jill leans back with her legs spread wide, giving jack the most perfect seat for the erotic show about to begin. jill rubs her fingers gently over her swollen lips, separating them softly as if to show off the flower within, and massaging the hood of her thick clit, slowing and seductively coaxing it out to be played with. jack smiled as he thought about how sensitive her clitoris is. The sight of her hips slowly beginning to rise and lower in front of him is like erotic art in motion. Her thumb and forefinger relentlessly rub and squeeze her throbbing clit. Knowing that orgasm is imminent, jill raises her legs in the air and ever so slowly inserts two fingers into her hungry pussy, moaning softly as the feeling surges through her and her pussy coats

The Final Exam....
The Final Exam.... At Duke University there were four sophomores taking Chemistry and all of them had an "A" so far. These four friends were so confident that the weekend before finals they decided to visit some friends and have a big party. They had a great time, but, after all the hearty partying, they slept all day Sunday and didn't make it back to Duke until early Monday morning. Rather than taking the final then, they decided that after the final they would explain to their professor why they missed it. They said that they visited friends but on the way back they had a flat tire. As a result, they missed the final. The professor agreed they could make up the final the next day. The guys were excited and relieved. They studied that night for the exam. The Professor placed them in separate rooms and gave them a test booklet. They quickly answered the first problem, worth 5 points. Cool, they thought! Each one in a separate room, thinking this was going to be

Never-ending Chase
Never-ending Chase: by David Fisher Slowly the darkness softens. The beginning for some, And the end for others. It is the calm before the storm. A sanctuary from the night. As the black feathers into blue. The heavenly orb rotates. And the fog of night retreats, As if fleeing the misty morn. So yet a new day commences. Whilst thy heavens depart, So dusk transfigures to dawn.

Mountain Of Fire
Mountain of Fire: by David Fisher A gentle sloping tower, Filled with unimaginable power. A mound created by explosions past, But one which may be obliterated with a single blast. An unpredictable sleeping giant, Who when awoken is a tyrant. It cares little for the race of man, Destroying anything it can. Some erupt precociously, With others late and ferociously. For some the rock flows in rows, But for many its chunky and explodes. A face that forever alters the land, Like forts that are constantly manned.

Might With Flight
Might With Flight: by David Fisher Way up high I like to fly. Incarcerated in a steel tube slicing the sky. I can never sleep though I don't try. Its too exciting being with the birds way up high. One, two, three, my how the hours fly by. I start to ponder what the Wrights would think. How much its changed, like a basin to a sink. No longer made of wood, but chain link. It all changed so fast, not even in a blink. The things we can do when put on the brink. But good is often used for bad. For some not a full life can be had. When they struck they made all mad. When they fell it made us sad. From the los of a friend, mom, or dad. But in the tunnel of grief there is light. From the hearts of many comes one great might. With the help of al we can win the fight. Thanks to something called flight. The end may be within sight.

John Stockton
John Stockton: by David Fisher Number twelve is the best. He is no match for all the rest. He leads in steals. The closest not even to his heals. He moves so fast. No defender can last. He is getting old. But he is far from cold. He loves to pass. Even in the thick of a mass. He is famous with Malone. But he never leaves anyone alone.

Insight
Insight: by David Fisher At five sitting with my dog beside me, Thinking that he would protect me at any cost. Then I realized that I would protect him, At the first sign of demand. A transparent room with solid wood floors. Where my best and worst friends, Are a hoop and a ball. Between painted lines, Which I cross only to come and go. Fighting a running clock like fighting a deadly foe. Married only to the court, Where death and judgement are decided by a whistle, With procedures decided by a book. While in slumber cut like a box. Then closed like a zipper. With new titanium bones. I became the worst annoyance of a metal detector. Lasting friendships. Ones that won't falter in a time of need. Won't expose my life to the end. Stay connected when our paths come to a fork. To soar high above the clouds. To blast through challenges. To live without worry. To love without dismay.

Hope/grief
Hope/Grief: by David Fisher There is always a point in life that deals with sorrow. It creates a desire not to see the morrow. Death may be the cause, Or a violation of laws. But the result is always the same, An injured Sir or Dame. But thee must not mope, For where there is sorrow there is hope. Hope is the anchor of life. It cuts grief like a knife. Shown by a simple hug, Or even the giving of a mug. There is always a willing friend, Ready to help you start the mend.

History Class
History Class: by David Fisher On comes the period of hist'ry, to which I arrive slightly weary. The day is not half ov'r, and hope I don't meet the floor. I am the first there, feeling slightly lonely, like a big brown bear. Mr. Kieme walks in the door asking, "Ready to work all the more?" I say "yes" as the rest of the class walks through the door. School can be such a chore. Its mid-November, but the ground is like a bare bleached bone. We are chapter ten or more, going on about the Civil War. I am one of the few who answer from my row. Mr. Kieme drones on about the war, with students crying, "No More!" He replies, "Hey, its either work, or a smirk while you head out the door." But the students still cry, "No More, No More!" Around comes term next to last, my this year is flying past. No longer is it the Civil War, but the era of the War to End all Wars. Its now chapters greater than thirty, as we near the end of our hist'ry. Finished we are with the past

Gettysburg
Gettysburg: by David Fisher The air is frozen with uncertainty. As the Union and Confederate troops take position. Decisive the battle will be. With neither General wanting to flee. The battle begins with an eruption of thunder. Both armies not wanting to blunder. Into Hell the young men stride. Each hoping to bring their state pride. The battle wears on. With many men already gone. As smoke blankets the field. Some battalions begin to yield. The brawling ceases with the shadow of night. Reinforcements arrive ready to prove their might. The Confederate troops begin to falter. And General Lee's plan begins to alter. Picket's Charge is an attempt to win. But only pricks the Union like a pin. As the sun rises and the new day dawns. Bodies can be seen strewn across the lawns. A Union victory dearly won. But many families now less one son. In a carriage President Lincoln arrives. To give a speech about so many broken lives. Forever known as the

Friends
Friends: by David Fisher Friends are people who you can trust. Whose loyalty will never rust. They are people everyone needs. And are more priceless than some great deeds. Friends keep society whole. Like the blades of grass on a grassy knoll. Friendship will never wain. For its loss is full of excruciating pain. It is a constant through the ages. Like a book with infinite pages. Never take a friend for granted. For they keep your world from being supplanted.

So Far
Arena (known to self and others) caring, loving Blind Spot (known only to others) accepting, bold, calm, cheerful, confident, friendly, helpful, intelligent, patient, silly Façade (known only to self) brave, extroverted, independent, proud Unknown (known to nobody) able, adaptable, clever, complex, dependable, dignified, energetic, giving, happy, idealistic, ingenious, introverted, kind, knowledgeable, logical, mature, modest, nervous, observant, organised, powerful, quiet, reflective, relaxed, religious, responsive, searching, self-assertive, self-conscious, sensible, sentimental, shy, spontaneous, sympathetic, tense, trustworthy, warm, wise, witty All Percentagesable (0%) accepting (50%) adaptable (0%) bold (50%) brave (0%) calm (50%) caring (50%) cheerful (50%) clever (0%) complex (0%) confident (50%) dependable (0%) dignified (0%) energetic (0%) extroverted (0%) friendly (50%) giving (0%) happy (0%) helpful (50%) idealistic (0%) independent (0%) ingenious (0%) intelligent (50%) int

Forgive Me
Forgive Me: by David Fisher We've know each other for many ages, Our childhood adventures could fill countless pages. Then we both somehow went astray, Years later arose a fateful day. You laid the path to our unification, I was afraid of another long separation. I tried to follow the path you laid, But I acted like a dumb ass and betrayed. On Thanksgiving break last, I resolved to rediscover my past. With a still nervous mind, Your name I typed to find. The result we both know, As are friendship again starts to grow. I'm sorry I was such a selfish ass! All I can do is ask for your forgiveness. And hope that we will never again be parted!

Fire
Fire: by David Fisher A spark falls on the desert dry grass. A swirl of smoke mixes with the sky. Making it look like chocolate ice cream. A flame leaps out grasping for air. With arms of orange and red it grows. As it eats it begins to starve. And its blazing tentacles lash out for more. It breeches its cage. And like a plague it spreads. Untamed and unhindered it moves. Scorching without mercy it ravages the floor. Then when all seems lost. A drop of water produces a scream. Slowly the fire withers and continues on. Until it comes to a river cold, deep, and dark. There it stops for it knows it has been vanquished. As the hours pass it begins to diminish. But not without fighting to the end. The smoke melts away and exposes the naked sky. All seems lost, but for a green island. Spared from the raging inferno. So life resumes without missing a beat.

Sexual
I wasn't sure if he was new, or I just hadn't noticed him before. I was sitting on the front steps of my home, when he approached with my junk mail. It was a hot day I was sweaty, and when I saw him I realized how unattractive I must of looked. With sweat pouring from my forehead, and outlining the bottom of my bra less breasts. I smiled at him. "Hello," I said as I reached out to take the envelopes from his hand. "What are you doing?" he asked as he looked at the paint chips on the step. Getting ready to paint I told him. He looked to be an x service guy of some type. He had short hair, and a firm build that you only get from working out. He wore dark glasses so I couldn't see his eyes. There was something about the way he carried himself I found very sexy. I see him on a hot day and I invite him in for a cool glass of ice tea. He graciously accepts my invitation. He walks in my front door with a naughty grin. I smile and flip my hair with a flirtatious charm. He eag

Elixir Of Life
Elixir of Life: by David Fisher Swiftly you run. Cold you feel. You appear like a mirror. Clear without a speck of dust. You come in many phases. With innumerable uses. You can be as strong as steel when ice. And as versatile as plastic when liquid. You are the heart of all life. Nothing can be without a friendly stream. Yet you can take it away just as swiftly. With but a breath we fall into everlasting sleep. Deep your roots go. And far your arms reach. Sleeplessly you do your work. Immune to the passage of time. Great lakes you fill. Deep caverns you cut. The landscape you shape. With as little as a drop.

Cold Steel
Cold Steel: by David Fisher Born from fire. Hardened in water. Honed to a razor's edge. Burnished to reflect light like a diamond. Forged by brute force. Softened by artful stokes. A symbol of prowess. With a thirst for war. The master of ceremonies. With a docile appearance. An anchor throughout history. The embodiment of fear and reverence. A simple piece of metal that can shape the world.

Bridges Of Nature
Bridges of Nature: by David Fisher Majestic peaks glistening with glaciers. Surrounded by a blanket of trees. Hiding towers of everlasting stone. In an eternal barrier from north to south. The divider of rivers. And tamer of men. A habitat for hostility. Rising from the edge of the Great Plains. Being always and forever the king of the land.

Basketball
Basketball: by David Fisher The arena is fused with excitement. The locker room shrouded by concentration. The teams appear to blasting cheers. The stadium quivers from the crowd. The whistle blows and the game ignites. With eloquent skill the players fight. For forty-eight minutes they battle. With everyone clawing for the ball. The buzzer screams above the crowd. One team wins but both should be proud.

Avalon
Avalon: by David Fisher A castle of the grand Round Table. The home and resting place of a glorious king. A place of honor. A place of peace. But now only a ruin. The place of great deeds. And countless battles. A place that is shrouded in myth. The thing that movies are made of. A ray of hope in times of sorrow.

A Feeling
A Feeling: by David Fisher A vast ocean to be crossed. A seemingly impossible task. But a trial faced by all. The product of many priceless years of friendship. Or possibly a single glance. It can come at anytime. Like the gentle rains of Spring. Wearing innumerable faces. Obvious for some. Or obscured for others. A feeling as unique as the petal of a rose. Often it lives forever in the hearts of a pair. A necessity for survival anywhere.

36 Things U Wouldn't Think To Ask
1. Have you ever been searched by the cops? nope 2. Do you close your eyes on roller coasters? sometimes, if its the MAMBA at Worlds of Fun 3. When's the last time you've been sledding? wow, years 4. Would you rather sleep with someone else, or alone? someone i care about... 5. Do you believe in ghosts? only when Im home alone on stormy nights 6. Do you consider yourself creative? yes 7. Do you think O.J. killed his wife? hell yeah.. 8. Jennifer Aniston or Angelina Jolie? Jolie..i like her lips 9. Do you stay friends with your ex's? hell no, they are an EX for a reason 10. Do you know how to play poker? learning 11. Have you ever been awake for 48 hours straight? yep 12. What's your favorite commercial? D'Wade & Barkley on couch watching old Barkley clips and he says "Now that's impressive" ..."how u fit in those lil bity shorts....SEXY" 13. What are you allergic to? milk, but i drink it anyway 14. If you're driving in the middle of th

Why God Gave Us Friends
Why GOD Gave Us Friends GOD knew that everyone needs Companionship and cheer, He knew that people need someone Whose thoughts are always near. He knew they need someone kind To lend a helping hand. Someone to gladly take the time To care and understand. GOD knew that we all need someone To share each happy day, To be a source of courage When troubles come our way. Someone to be true to us, Whether near or far apart. Someone whose love we'll always Hold and treasure in our hearts. That's Why GOD Gave Us Friends!

What Nice Words...
In your eyes, I can see my dream's reflections In your eyes, I found the answers to my Questions In your eyes, I can the reason why our love's alive In your eyes, we're drifting safely back to shore And i think I've finally learned to Love you more. I LOVE U !!!!

Habitual Skins
It's sad because if I wrote something beautiful an hour before no one will ever know. They'll wind up here. Dressed in the wind like orphans at the ocean's edge. Never knowing all that came before the force of the anchor in high tide. The boat cauterized to its moorings. Doomed to miss the hurricane. To watch the storm from a distance. It's love because I say it is. Very much hating to use that word in anything I expect will be read. It is so because there are songs I can no longer tolerate alone. It is so because the world has forgotten, but I still dream it. And wake up with the hook in my throat. The hurricane in my skin. Deaf to the future. Mute to the past. All I could do was draw them. As hopeless as any artist must be. Naming every stroke. Imaginigng the lightning could hear. Would listen to its own roar. Wondering how I ever loved anyone. Or if I ever would again. The sky pretending to fall. To convince us we were getting closer.

Broken Bones :( (editted)
i wont be around for a few days at least last night my 6yr old son broke his collar bone :( he been pretty good once i settled him down & now i got to cancel his birthday party (well delay it for 6 weeks) the joys of being a parent he did it wrestling with his 2yr old somethin i am not a fan of and always tellin them not to lololol boys will be boys tho

"the Natural" Randy Couture To Aid Returning War Fighters
Couture's Foundation to aid Soldiers in need By Thomas Gerbasi Heavyweight Champion Randy Couture sees the headlines. He reads about the tragedies, hears many wonder what the youth of the United States are doing to effect change in this world, and the prognosis is almost always negative. But then he’ll visit a military base or medical facility, and he’ll see young people who are not only doing their part to improve their lives and the lives of those around them, but who epitomize the best of what this country has to offer. “You go and meet a bunch of these soldiers, some of whom are perfectly healthy and over there putting it on the line, and some of them who have come back wounded, and you realize quickly that you are looking at and staring in the face of the backbone and of the foundation that our country was built on,” said Couture. “It’s alive and well in these guys.” That’s a good thing for the present and future here in the States, but there is also the down side, the f

Almost Time To Go Again..
Been back from Afghanistan for four months and already packing my kit again for my 3rd (although admittedly short this time) tour of Iraq. So I look at the society I'm supposedly going for.. Parents incapable of looking after their own children. Parents having more children regardless of the conditions and space they have to live in. Lazy complaining freeloaders that expect everything to be given to them on a plate. A goverment that can change the leadership of the country by a meeting of their inner-circle without any discussion with the public. A media that only complains and criticises what I do - and ignores our successes. With news days like the last few days - I wonder if British Society is worth me risking my life, worrying my family and being seperated from those I care about for. Why do I bother?

Poem
Dreams Dreams are the reason for my hurting They bring thoughts that are untrue. Thoughts you hope for, Those never happen. Told plenty of times it would be Then reality shows it will never be seen At least not to be seen from your eyes, But still seen from your heart.

Wow What A Loser
HippyHayed Productions@ CherryTAP I guess I pissed this person off it rated me a 1 and I did the same to it! So it made this picture to get even, LMAO Looks like it took a picture of her own dick. F00ken she-male! Seriously did he/she get those pics off of a Chinese adult website? ~Deleted the pic because it had her account deleted ;)~ P.S I have a much nicer couch then that old ass looking couch in the 1 pic (It is called Imported Microfiber BEOTCH!!!) and I wouldnt be caught naked or dressed on that one!

Don't Give Up On Me...show Me Who My Friends Are!
Its me myself and I against the CT MAFIA.... I really want to win my first blast!!! I can with your help. Its a RACE to 35,000 and I am down....but with a little help I could be on TOP. Please come by.....I really need you!!!!!

My Kissing Technique
Your Kissing Technique Is: Perfect Your kissing technique is amazing - and you know it. You have the confidence to make the first move. And you always seem to know what kissing style is going to work best. Sometimes you're passionate, sometimes you're a tease. And you're always amazing! Are You a Good Kisser?

Opinions Needed
I am a single mom of 4 children and someone told me i need to wake up to life! Well i was told all u do is go to work and come home and stay home! Then i told that person i was going to go with a friend of mine to a bar to dance!All i heard was so u get out and wantto go get drunk! so i ask u should i stay with him or dump him ?

Smell
"Smell is a potent wizard that transports us across thousands of miles and all the years we have lived." ** Helen Keller Many of us are so wrapped up in our thinking and activity that we have lost touch with our senses . Sensing brings us fully into the moment . Only when we are aware and conscious can we receive the gifts of experience our senses continually bring us. "Rediscover Your Sense Of Smell" "When you start using senses you’ve neglected, your reward is to see the world with completely fresh eyes."

Will You
WILL YOU STILL LOVE ME WHEN I AM MILES AWAY IN MY HEART I WANT TO STAY WILL YOU WONDER WHAT LIFE I LEAD EVEN THOUGH YOU KNOW ITS YOU I NEED WILL YOU WONDER WHEN WE WILL BE TOGETHER BABY FOR YOU I CAN WAIT FOREVER.

Wooden Bowl
A frail old man went to live with his son, daughter-in-law, and four-year old grandson. The old man's hands trembled, his eyesight was blurred, and his step faltered. The family ate together at the table. But the elderly grandfather's shaky hands and failing sight made eating difficult. Peas rolled off his spoon onto the floor. When he grasped the glass, milk spilled on the tablecloth. The son and daughter-in-law became irritated with the mess. "We must do something about father," said the son. "I've had enough of his spilled milk, noisy eating, and food on the floor." So the husband and wife set a small table in the corner. There, Grandfather ate alone while the rest of the family enjoyed dinner. Since Grandfather had broken a dish or two, his food was served in a wooden bowl! When the family glanced in Grandfather's direction, sometime he had a tear in his eye as he sat alone. Still, the only words the couple had for him were sharp admonitions when he dr

Starting Over. Hope It Not's To Late.
At first I started writing about when did I start caring, when did I start trying my hardest? I had to start over because that was a lie. I have never tried my hardest for anything I have ever got, I have never sacrificed anything to get something I wanted. I have lost things that I believed I deserved to have, that's as close as I get to sacrifice. When it comes down to it, I have skidded by. People let me pass because they knew I had a lot of baggage, I used to hate it but after a while I got used to it. Since about December of this year, I have been on this big trip. Why does everything feel useless? Why does it always hurt? Love isn't for me..blah blah blah. I thought that I'd never get out of it, so I kept dwelling on it. I kept trying my hardest, then giving up because my hardest just wasn't hard enough. Sitting here I realized it doesn't matter if my hardest isn't hard enough, all that matter is that I am giving it my all. Another thing that I know. Oh

Losing
LOSING A FRIEND WHEN YOU SEARCH FOR SO LONG SOMETHING ABOUT IT SEEMS SO WRONG LOSING A FRIEND AFTER THE TRUST IS BUILT IS LIKE WATCHING A ROSE SLOWLY WILT LOSING A FRIEND AFTER SO MUCH TIME MAKES ME WONDER IF MY LIFE IS REALLY MINE.

Its Been A While.
Well hello everyone! Its been some time since I have posted anything in here. And I am not sure just how many of you read this, But oh well what the heck, I am going to do it any way. Well for some of you on my friends list, if you have read any of my blogs or post you moght alrady know and if you dont you will after you read this because you will and are going to go back and read the other ones......lol Well I am doing good at work once again they have moved me to another sotre and from what I have been hearing they are going to be moving me again some time soon. I am in good health other then a cold I just got over.I am still look for the speical friend and am not haveing any luck so far. But as I have learned I know its not going to be easy, but if any of you have some pointers or any good (nice) addvice I am open to hear it. I am so glade it is finley warming up here in Ohio, I could not take any more of the cold.....lol Well I hope that some of you really read the blog

When We Were Together
WHEN WE WERE TOGETHER OUR LOVE SHOWN THUR SO WHY IS IT NOW I FEEL SO BLUE WHEN WE WERE TOGETHER YOU SHOWED YOU CARED I REALLY THOUGHT THE LOVE BETWEEN US WAS SHARED THEN YOU SAID WE WE WERE NO MORE THERE HAS TO BE SOME WAY I CAN EVEN THE SCORE.

Misappropriation Of American Funds
We live in a time where being white doesn’t mean much, a time where it pays to be lazy and non European a time where those who work hard get the shaft, while those who do nothing but reproduce and take drugs prosper. With laws restricting our actions, biased to no end and anti white, and people not allowing a fair trial for those who see what’s wrong with their country and is not afraid to do something about it. The time has come to over throw the newly instated laws, which allow the men and women who as a majority bring in the governments money, who do the governments dirty work and who do not see the rewards for their labor. The Government is no longer for the people, that is it’s no longer for the majority but it’s now for the chosen minority, while men and women starve in America we spend billions of dollars overseas to stop their hunger, while jobs dwindle due to out sourcing, the Government provides a stolen state with 10 billion dollars in funds and an un imaginable amount of

Colored Men
The white man said, "Colored people are not allowed here." The black man turned around and stood up. He then said: "Listen sir....when I was born I was BLACK, " "When I grew up I was BLACK, " "When I'm sick I'm BLACK, " "When I go in the sun I'm BLACK, " "When I'm cold I'm BLACK, " "When I die I'll be BLACK." "But you sir." "When you're born you're pink, " "When you grow up you're white, " "When you're sick, you're green, " "When you go in the sun you turn red, " "When you're cold you turn blue, " "And when you die you turn purple." "And you have the nerve to call me colored?" The black man then sat back down and the white man walked away.... Pass it on if you HATE racism.

How True Is This??
Recently a large corporation hired several cannibals to increase their diversity. "You are all part of our team now," said the human resources rep during the welcoming briefing. "You get all the usual benefits and you can go to the cafeteria for something to eat, but please don't eat any employees." The cannibals promised they would not. Four weeks later their boss remarked, "You're all working very hard and I'm satisfied with your work. We have noticed a marked increase in the whole company's performance. However, one of our secretaries has disappeared. Do any of you know what happened to her?" The cannibals all shook their heads no. After the boss had left, the leader of the cannibals said to the others, "Which one of you idiots ate the secretary?" A hand rose hesitantly. "You fool!" the leader continued. "For four weeks we've been eating managers and no one noticed anything. But nooooo, you had to go and eat someone who actually does something."

Bored
My family is out of town.. I am all alone.. and my friends are all busy... my man went out of town.... i have nothing to do and am going out of my mind!!!!!!!!!!! i need something to do... this town is boring and depressing...

Caught Sleeping At Your Desk
Caught sleeping at your desk ,please use new sop as below. Five best things to say if you're caught sleeping at your desk: 5. They told me at the Blood Bank this might happen." 4. "This is just a 15 minute power nap they raved about in the time management course you sent me to." 3. "Whew! Guess I left the top off the Tippex. You probably got here just in time." 2. "Did you ever notice sound coming out of these keyboards when you put your ear down real close?" AND THE NUMBER ONE BEST THING TO SAY IF YOU GET CAUGHT SLEEPING AT YOUR DESK: 1. Raise your head slowly and say "...in Jesus' name. Amen." .

Black Ink... White Sheets...
Writing words because I'm bored needing to see black ink on these sheets the connection between head and heart outlayed for all to peer and wonder about their opinions are voiced as if I have no ears or wits with which to understand their words they criticize and belittle yet they themselves will not dare to put their soul on display they will not tear a hunk of themselves away and give it to all who might need a piece so that they themselves might find a little peace words have a rhythm all their own they fall where they choose how we feel determines how we write determines what you feel now do you see? connection black ink white sheets

I'm Loving You.
The reason I love you is quite easy to see it encompasses everything that you mean to me, the kindness, the love and your honesty too are all part of the reason that I'm loving you. You're my ear when I'm angry, frustrated or down you listen and comfort and turn things around, you're my eyes when I'm tired and too flat to see and everything you envision is offered to me. You're my mouth when I'm silent and quiet for the day and you honor and respect me in your own special way, you're my love, you're my soul and all I can be your the inspiration that fills the very heart in me. The reason I love you is blatantly clear my happiness is evident only when you are near, your love and devotion is so sweet and so true and that's only part of the reason that I'm loving you.

Basic Training
Hello all, For the next 15 weeks I'll be at basic training down in Georgia. My Gf, Angelsreprieve, will be checking in occasionally. If you want to leave some encouragement, she'll pass it along to me. See ya in a while.

Silent Tears
A thunderous silence breaks through my thoughts. What was once many great ideas is now a triumph, lost. Baffling words tumble through my mind. Reflections of darkness hover. A disturbing peacefulness beckons to me, and inside myself, I take cover. What would it be like to stay there forever? To be lost in all my cares? From the inside, looking out - I cry silent tears.

That Is So Sad
STOP ANIMAL TESTING!!! .. REPOST THIS. Living creatures are suffering for your comfort. If You pass on any chain mail, I hope you pass on this one. No one cares about your middle name, or what you did in 2006 or stupid stories that involve killers in the night. THEY ARENT REAL. GET OVER IT. THIS IS. This is wrong to the highest level. Please help spread awareness of the animals that go through testing. It is not right and should be stopped. The following images are of animals that have been used for consumer product testing. They are graphic.

You're Not Sure Of:
You're Not Sure of: The Doctor: because he says, "Take off your clothes" The Dentist: because he says, "Open wide" The Hairdresser: because he says, "Do you want it teased or blown" The Milkman: because he says, "Do you want it in the front or the back" The Interior Decorator: because he says, "Once it's in, you'll love it." The Share Broker: because he says, "It will rise right up, fluctuate for a while and then slowly fall back again" The Banker: because he says, "If you take it out too soon, you'll lose interest" The Hunter: because he "Goes deep in the bush, shoots twice and always eats what he shoots" The Telephone Guy: because he says, "Would you like it on the table or against the wall?"

Why U.s. Postal Workers Are Happy!
Man in Deep Doo-Doo Over Ticket Protest May 17, 4:05 PM (ET) AUSTIN, Minn. (AP) - An man who allegedly included dog feces along with his payment for a parking ticket has been charged with disorderly conduct. The 22-year-old man was charged with the misdemeanor May 11 in a criminal complaint filed in Mower County District Court. The man's vehicle was ticketed on April 18 while it was parked in front of his residence. He put an envelope containing his payment and dog feces in a drop box at the law enforcement center, the complaint stated. On April 25, an office employee for the Austin Police Department smelled a rank odor as she gathered envelopes from the box. Opening the envelopes, the woman noticed one leaking a brown fluid, which got onto her hands and her desk, according to the complaint. The next morning the woman awoke with a headache and vomited repeatedly. She was hospitalized for about two days with an undetermined illness. The man allegedly admitted putting his

Forgotten Facts
Conveniently Forgotten Facts. By Paul Harvey Back in 1969 a group of Black Panthers decided that a fellow black panther named Alex Rackley needed to die. Rackley was suspected of disloyalty. Rackley was first tied to a chair. Once safely immobilized, his friends tortured him for hours by, among other things, pouring boiling water on him. When they got tired of torturing Rackley, Black Panther member Warren Kimbo took Rackley outside and put a bullet in his head. Rackley's body was later found floating in a river about 25 miles north of New Haven , Connecticut . Perhaps at this point you're curious as to what happened to these Black Panthers? In 1977, that's only eight years later, only one of the killers was still in jail. The shooter, Warren Kimbro, managed to get a scholarship to Harvard and became good friends with none other than Al Gore. He later became an assistant dean at an Eastern Connecticut State College Isn't that something? As

Nobody Knows
Smiling each and every day Hiding the pain within Sorrow clawing at her soul Surely, this must be a sin? Fake laughter escaping her lips Yet crying silently inside Going about life expressing joy When all she wants to do is hide. Every second feeling like a chore Wanting the turmoil to end Spending her waking moments Wishing her broken heart to mend. Looking so happy and bright Like she hasn't a care in the world Everyone else wanting to be her No idea inside she's a lonely girl. Torment taking over her soul Yet it never shows Filled with woe and confusion And yet nobody knows

Performance And Learning Agreements
THESE ARE ACTUAL QUOTES TAKEN FROM FEDERAL GOVERNMENT EMPLOYEE PERFORMANCE EVALUATIONS. 1) "Since my last report, this employee has reached rock-bottom and has started to dig." 2) "I would not allow this employee to breed." 3) "This employee is really not so much of a has-been, but more of a definite won't be." 4) "Works well when under constant supervision and cornered like a rat in a trap." 5) "When she opens her mouth, it seems that it is only to change feet." 6) "He would be out of his depth in a parking lot puddle." 7) "This young lady has delusions of adequacy." 8) "He sets low personal standards and then consistently fails to achieve them." 9) "This employee is depriving a village somewhere of an idiot." 10) "This employee should go far, and the sooner he starts, the better."

Take A Step
Take a Step Take a step back to see what I see Place your hands over your eyes Now try to see pass threw it Darkness covers your eyes While the other side keeps going My sight for you is covered in black While you keep on living Because the death of another love Has torn me You cause me pain When I see your eyes It breaks my heart To not see the pain in your eyes My sight for you is covered in black While you keep on living Because the truth Has torn me I live with pain But I am ok Because one day I might see the light That you live in Because I keep living for only my sight

Do You Like The Kinky Stuff?
I will be comin gout with my own line of paddles and other little fetish things within the new few months...They will all have something thats about my personality & they will have my name imprinted onto them..I will keep you updated..

Wwe Magazine Feature And More....
HEY EVERYONE! I AM FEATURED IN THE JULY ISSUE OF WWE MAGAZINE. YOU CAN FIND THE ISSUE ON NEWSTANDS IN MAJOR STORES. I HAVE A SHIPMENT IN THAT WILL BE FOR SALE. THE MAGAZINE WILL SELL FOR $25.00 A COPY WITH MY PERSONAL AUTOGRAPH. THIS COST INCLUDES S/H PLEASE VISIT DANGEROUSCURVEZ.COM AND CLICK ON THE SHOP LINK TO ORDER YOUR COPY TODAY! DANGEROUS CURVEZ ALSO HAS THE OFFICIAL APPARAEL LINE UP AND READY FOR GUYS AND GIRLS. T-SHIRTS TANKS, HATS, THONGS AND MORE. ORDER AT THE SHOP LINK ON THE SITE AS WELL. XOXOX ~TANIA~

It Is Not The Age It Is The Attitude!!
A 92-year-old, well-poised and proud man, who is fully dressed each morning by eight o'clock, with his hair fashionably coiffed and shaved perfectly, even though he is legally blind, moved to a nursing home today. His wife of 70 years recently passed away, making the move necessary. After many hours of waiting patiently in the lobby of the nursing home, he smiled sweetly when told his room was ready. As he maneuvered his walker to the elevator, I provided a visual description of his tiny room, including the eyelet sheets that had been hung on his window. 'I love it,' he stated with the enthusiasm of an eight-year-old having just been presented with a new puppy. 'Mr. Jones, you haven't seen the room; just wait.' 'That doesn't have anything to do with it,' he replied. 'Happiness is something you decide on ahead of time. Whether I like my room or not doesn't depend on how the furniture is arranged ... it's how I arrange my mind. I already decided to love it.' It's

Everday
EVERYDAY! Everyday she yawns to the beginning of the morning While I am lying next to her Everyday she gives me a kiss When I see her Everyday she creates a big smile To which I am blessed Everyday she is my life And you wonder why I cry out for her because she is gone

Aggervated....help Wanted
Im gettin very fed up of not having a job....there is no freaking where in this sad lil town to get a job. no one is freaking hiring, they have 'no positions'! UGH! getting so mad at this crazy lil town. oh one thing that made it worse was that one place that i applied at and they said they had no positions just hired another 19 yr old like a week ago...and i was told that if there was ANY openings i would be notified and i WASNT! UGHGUGHGUGHUGHUGHGHUGHUGH! ok thats enought ranting and raving for now i suppose!

Soluton No 13 Productions
I'm a model for Solution No 13 productions...I was very happy to represent for them and I had fun doing the shoot! There are more photos in their pic section & they'll be adding more in a day or so!Show them some luv!!!!Solution No 13 productions

Live Beer.com Podcast Interview
CHECK OUT MY LIVE PODCAST INTERVIEW WITH THE BEER.COM STAFF COPY AND PASTE ONE OF THE FOLLOWING LINKS BELOW: Episode #27 is ready to go. Check out my Podcast interview with Beer.com!

Members So Far May 18, 2007
The following members add to your friends and family: Babydoll Diamond ~Lost Hearts Club Member~ Button ~Lost Hearts Club Member~ shyLOU4u ~Lost Hearts Member~ When more join I will tell you or post a bulletin! thanks!

Afriad Of
when i first saw you i was afriad to meet you when i first met you i was afriad to hold you when i first held you i was afriad to kiss you when i first kissed you i was afriad to love you now that i love you i'm afriad to lose you.

Dog & Cat Diaries-funny But Sort Of True
The Dog's Diary 8:00 am - Dog food! My favorite thing! 9:30 am - A car ride! My favorite thing! 9:40 am - A walk in the park! My favorite thing! 10:30 am - Got rubbed and petted! My favorite thing! 12:00 pm - Milk bones! My favorite thing! 1:00 pm - Played in the yard! My favorite thing! 3:00 pm - Wagged my tail! My favorite thing! 5:00 pm - Dinner! My favorite thing! 7:00 pm - Got to play ball! My favorite thing! 8:00 pm - Wow! Watched TV with the people! My favorite thing! 11:00 pm - Sleeping on the bed! My favorite thing! The Cat's Diary Day 2983 of my captivity. My captors continue to taunt me with bizarre little dangling objects. They dine lavishly on fresh meat, while the other inmates and I are fed hash or some sort of dry nuggets. Although I make my contempt for the rations perfectly clear, I nevertheless must eat something in order to keep up mystrength. The only thing that keeps me going is my dream of escape. In an attempt

You Can't Fix The Broken
Dark surrounds Heavy cold Wind will whisper Stories untold Eyes grown dark Emotions are stone Stand in the crowd And still feel alone How do you fix What's already broken? How do you hear What's never been spoken? How do you love What's already died? How do you dry What's already cried? Heartbeats are slow Innocence taken We were all Simply mistaken Too late to heal What never spoke Too late to save I've already broke.

Another One....
"Mistakes are the portals of discovery." -James Joyce i picked this one just because of a recent mistake that i would have never made if i had listened to my friends. Next time i wont be so hardheaded. But to those of you who advised me against it, ive learned my lesson. Thanks for everything :) love you guys.

Hellyeah May Pull Out Surprises On Upcoming Tour
Launch Radio Networks reports: HELLYEAH, featuring members of MUDVAYNE, PANTERA and NOTHINGFACE, begins its first headlining tour on Sunday (May 20) in Baltimore. The group is touring in support of its self-titled debut album, which came out last month. While the members of HELLYEAH aren't sure if they'll play songs from their other bands, singer Chad Gray — who also fronts MUDVAYNE — said they may pull out some other surprises. "We might do some covers, I don't know," he said. "You never know, like, kind of the vibe of this thing. I mean, you never know, we might break out a GUNS N' ROSES cover, we might break out a SKYNYRD, or hell, you never know, maybe some SLAYER. So, I mean, there's a lot of different things that this band represents, you know. It's just really all about having a good time. This is about giving people something to move to." Earlier this week, HELLYEAH announced former DAMAGEPLAN bassist Bob "Zilla" Kakaha as the replacement for Jerry Montano, who exited the gr

How's The Hairdo?
This is something to think about when negative people are doing their best to rain on your parade. Remember this story the next time someone who knows nothing, and cares less, tries to make your life miserable. A woman was at her hairdresser's getting her hair styled for a trip to Rome with her husband. She mentioned the trip to the hairdresser, who said "Rome? Why would anyone want to go there? It's crowded and dirty. You're crazy to go to Rome. So, how are you getting there?" "We're taking Continental," was the reply. "We got a great rate!" "Continental?" exclaimed the hairdresser." That's a terrible airline. Their planes are old, their flight attendants are ugly, and they're always late. So, where are you staying in Rome?" "We'll be at this exclusive little place over on Rome's TiberRiver called Teste." "Don't go any further. I know that place. Everybody thinks its gonna be something special and exclusive, but it's really a dump, the w

Ulimate Gift
The Ultimate Gift The gift that can be given to anyone, The gift that someone should treasure forever, The gift that should never alter, The gift that can please and destroy everyone, The gift is emotional and physical, The gift that be returned, The giving of the gift should be pure, The gift itself is love

I Am Looking For A Subbie
I am looking for a subbie..... and it's not just a matter of what I want to do to that sub.... it is a matter of, "Does that person fit".... what are they looking for ... to even consider a match and so on THINGS I ENJOY: I like spanking, I like flogging, I love caning, I like CBT( Cock and ball torture). I love needles and knives.. Love Humiliation.. I am apt to have you stand in front of a crowd, butt ass naked, on one foot singing "I'm so pretty" as I beat your ass! I also like chastity and denial A QUESTION: Do you have any lifestyle experience? do you know what it means to be a sub... have you had any training as a sub ... or are you just after some "Kinky" sex ? I rarely have sex with My submissive... they are there for My amusement and pleasure...... and love every minute of it ... that is what makes them submissive .... after all this.... the next thing is.... I am not looking for a 24/7 D/s relationship, but i do want someone that wants to be part of My life

Unresting
Unresting The wanting of all worldly things came to an end When I first saw the image of your entirety. The spectacle of your eyes filled my soul With temptations and desires of your infamous touch. I take in a simple pleasure of admiring a beauty that has no comparison when you are not looking. The amazement in my mind of kissing you is like that of no worth but just my unresting heart for you.

Whats The Point?
So I've really been thinking alot about my life lately... and I have deffinately come to a conclusion.... WHO CARES..... I'm not going out of my way to help people anymore... I get nothing out of it except heartache and drama.. I helped out a friend and at the first sign of feeling he bounced. I'm not going to love anyone anymore either because it seems all the people that i love... or thought i loved bounced on me too. there are a few things in life that I will not take for granted and those are my family... Maax, dino, mom and dad... thank you. My friends... I won't name names but those of you whom i care about know who you are. for the rest of you.. if you arent sure then ask and if i don't answer you also know where i stand. I hate being taken advantage of and from now on I won't be. People don't really know me... even the people in my life that thought they did realize now that I can be wicked harsh and if you don't respect me and my family then you will know it too. thats it I'm

The Rose
The Rose It awakes with drops of tears covering a timeless frame of beauty on a summer morning. It rises up with a glimmering sun shining on its luscious face of magnificence. Through the sight of a man’s eye of this pure loveliness has shown blindness to the heart. From: Someone who knows who you are and the beauty you possess that has weaken the heart

A Kiss Of Forever!
A Kiss of Forever! The first time I felt your lips I thought it was merely a dream I opened my eyes and to my surprise The most hansome eyes I've ever seen. I don't know why you love me But because of that I know dreams come true All I want is love and devotion Honesty and faithfulness from you. Since that very first day we kissed I just couldn't let it go I'd found a love to last forever And so much to experience and know. I couldn't believe what I was staring at You stole my heart away I love you with all my heart More and more each day. Whenever things get really rough And there's times I begin to miss I just close my eyes and begin to dream And remember our first kiss. I can't remember any kisses before you But it doesn't matter now I still can't believe it The feelings in that kiss I had found. It all just came in one day Two people who were perfect together And I found it all in one precious touch In that priceless kiss of forever.

His Antics...
Now that I've finished blogging about breasts for the moment, I'm going to give you all an overview of yesterday's evening. This blog will be of a sexual bent. Reader discretion is advised. While working at the sheriff's office, we're supposed to appreciate the environment we're in, due to its very nature. Part of this campaign of appreciation is a tour of the inner workings of the jail. My tour was yesterday. I'm afraid I didn't do as well as I should have. While walking along the corridors, I intensely disliked the finality of those clanging doors. My stomach churned as the smell of unwashed bodies assailed me. Most of all, I was irritated beyond all as we had to watch the maximum security inmates shower. Nude bodies don't really bother me so much. It was more or less the fact that one of the inmates decided to make sport of me. At first he bathed, but then he looked up through the window and then at the camera and began masturbating for all he was worth, periodically

Back Again!!!
BEEN GOING THROUGH SOME ROUGH TIMES AGAIN...LOL SEEMS LIKE MY LIFE IS ALWAYS A BUMPY ROAD DOESNT IT? WELL I DECIDED THAT MAYBE ITS KANSAS CUZ MY LIFE HAS NEVER BEEN THIS ROUGH UNTIL I CAME HERE...LOL SOMEONE MAKE MY LIFE BETTER PLEEEEEEEEEEEASE...NO JOKING...I KNOW I NEED TO CHANGE THE WAY THINGS ARE IN MY LIFE AND I AM IN THE PROCESS OF DOING SO...YES A PART OF ME MISSES THE SOUTH...I AM ORIGINALLY FROM FLORIDA AS SOME OF YOU KNOW BUT I DISLIKE THE HURRICAINES BUT I LEAVE THERE AND COME TO TORNADO ALLEY...LOL ANYONE KNOW OF ANY PLACE THAT IS SAFE FROM MOTHER NATURE??? I'M GONNA TRY AND SPEND MORE TIME ON HERE...I KNOW I SAID THAT BEFORE BUT THIS TIME I WILL MAKE TIME...I MISS MY FRIENDS AND MISS LEAVING COMMENTS LIKE I USED TO DO IN THE PAST...UNTIL NEXT TIME...LUV YOU ALL AND HUGGERS

What Has Happened To Me?
It's hard enough to even fake a smile, But nothings ever easy when your in denial. How can we fake this and take anymore? Looking up blindly and trying to ignore. Well I never thought you'd be so Easily deceived, But it's something that I didn't want to believe. All this illusion seems so clear, But not all things aren't what they appear. We're mad with regret, With memories that we'll both forget. So far it's been so hard, To cover up these scars. But maybe nothing else will ever be so clear, Or maybe that's only my fear. Maybe I'd find out nothing new, Or maybe I'd end up just like you. The constant pressure that keeps hanging over me, It makes me feel so empty. It's getting harder to relate, And I don't want to make the same mistakes. How long will this take to wear off? When will I get through this? But everyday I think to myself, Why did you do this?

Sjs...(who What) Please Read All Of This You Will Be Happy Tou Did!!!
This is so you all know the out come of taking BACTRIM and being allergic to it!!! IT WILL KILL YOU!!!! My grandma died 7 months after having a reaction to it!!! IT IS SAID TO BE A UNKNOWN DEATH...THIS IS BULLSHIT IT IS KILLING PEOPLE EVERYDAY...EXPECIALLY CHILDREN!!! PLEASE READ THIS AND VISIT THE WEBSITE IT WILL ONLY TAKE 5 MINUTES OF YOUR TIME...THIS CAN HAPPEN TO YOU OR EVEN WORSE SOMEONE YOU LOVE!!! STEVENS-JOHNSON SYNDROME (SJS) The facts about RISKS SJS and TENS are life-threatening reactions. If left untreated, they can result in death. Complications can include permanent blindness, dry-eye syndrome, photophobia, lung damage, chronic obstructive pulmonary disease (COPD), asthma, permanent loss of nail beds, scarring of the esophagus and other mucous membranes, arthritis, and chronic fatigue syndrome. Many patient’s pores scar shut, causing them to retain heat. These are just some of the side-effects that have been reported. TREATMENT First and forem

Sagg
Sagittarius You are fun loving and independent, and you don’t like any of your partners to get in the way of that. You enjoy having a lot of flings and short term relationships because you get bored in a long term one. In bed you are demanding of your partner. You want to have hot sex all of the time. You also like to experiment sexually, with different positions and fantasies. Sex matches: Aries, Leo, Libra Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Just Wondering....
Hey folks, can you please explain this one to me? While I am not a person who seeks out silence, I am by no means uncomfortable with it. I’m perfectly content to keep my mouth shut and let a blanket of quiet envelope me, but I realize that some people never shut up. Even so, why are some people compelled to strike up a conversation with complete strangers while they are in the bathroom? Is it embarrassment? Why? We are all there for the same reason. Unless I walk in and you’re covered with waste from head to toe, or you are in the final stages of murdering a prostitute, odds are you have nothing to be embarrassed about. I find bathroom discussions to be creepy at best. I certainly wouldn’t think of sitting in a stall and saying to the guy next to me “Hey, I bet I can guess what you ate!” To each his own, I suppose. Perhaps some people have no sense of an inner monologue and they simply have to spew forth any thought that comes into their head. I was at the Secretary

Better Then Me!!!
i understand why men don't want me i mean theres so much better then me out there *sigh* oh well it's something i'll get use to i guess Music Video:BETTER THAN ME (by Hinder)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone

Figured You Out -- Nickelback
I like your pants around your feet And I like the dirt that's on your knees And I like the way you still say please While you're looking up at me You're like my favourite damn disease And I love the places that we go And I love the people that you know And I love the way you can't say no Too many long lines in a row I love the powder on your nose And now I know who you are It wasn't that hard, just to figure you out (Now I did, you wonder why) And now I know who you are It wasn't that hard, just to figure you out (Now I did, you wonder why) I like the freckles on your chest And I like the way you like me best And I like the way you're not impressed While you put me to the test I like the white stains on your dress And I love the way you pass the check And I love the good times that you wreck And I love your lack of self-respect While you passed out on the deck I love my hands around your neck And now I know who you are It wasn't that hard, just to f

Some Things About Me
1. I have a boyfriend whom I love. He isn't perfect but for now he works. ****Update: I'm single again and quite happy about it. The Drama is over!! 2. I am a huge commitment phobe 3. I miss my fiance that passed away and fear I will never fully recover from his loss. 4. I fall in love too quickly and run away from real love even faster. 5. I always end up attracted to men I can't have or that need some sort of fixing. Neither of which will ever provide me with a fulfilling relationship. 6. I don't like American Cheese...ever on anything. 7. I have a very strong personality, people either love me or hate me, there is very little gray area. 8. I think friends are over-rated, especially women friends. They lie, cheat, and back-stab and I don't have time for that in life. 9. I'm fiercely protective of my family. I have two sons, they are my whole world, mess with them and I'll kill you without a blink. 10. I've been battling health problems for the last t

Winter's Roads
I cannot speak for all who stem 'Long roads less traveled as their way, Nor question choices made by them In days long past or nights long dim by words they spoke and did not say. Each road is long, though short it seems, And credence gives each road a name Of fantasies sun-drenched in beams Or choices turned to darkened dreams, To where each road wends just the same. From North to South, then back again, I followed birds like all the rest Escaping nature's snowy den On roads I've seen and places been, Forsaking roads that traveled West. This journey grows now to its end, As road reflections lined in chrome Give way to roads with greater bend And empty signs that still pretend They point the way to home sweet home. But all roads lead to where we go And where we go is where we've been, So home is just a word we know, That space in time most apropos For where we want to be again. For even home, it seems to me, Is still a choice we all must face From d

Lying Is The Most Fun A Girl Can Have Without Taking Her Clothes Off - Panic! At The Disco
Is it still me that makes you sweat? Am I who you think about in bed? When the lights are dim and your hands are shaking as you're sliding off your dress? Then think of what you did And how I hope to God he was worth it. When the lights are dim and your heart is racing as your fingers touch his skin. I've got more wit, a better kiss, a hotter touch, a better fuck Than any boy you'll ever meet, sweetie you had me Girl I was it, look past the sweat, a better love deserving of Exchanging body heat in the passenger seat? No, no, no, you know it will always just be me Let's get these teen hearts beating. Faster, faster So testosterone boys and harlequin girls, Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close? So testosterone boys and harlequin girls, Will you dance to this beat, and hold a lover close? So I guess we're back to us, oh cameraman, swing the focus In case I lost my train of thought, where was it that we last left off? (Let's pick up, pick up) Oh n

Is This What Life Is All About
As I lay here in my dark, and lonely room, filled with sadness , and with gloom. I listen for your breathing, but it's not there. I reach to touch you, but touch only air. In my heart is a loneliness that I alone must bare. I feel all around me there is no one who really cares. So, forgive me if I must cry out "Is This What Life Is All About?" to feel so empty, and cast out. Where are the ones who said they cared! Where are the ones who said they would always be there! So, as I lay here in my dark, and lonely room , filled with sadness, and with gloom. Forgive me if I must cry out, "Is This What Life Is All About?"

Poem
when you think of the life we lead do you wish it was really free when you see me do you wish you never lost me the sun is setting the sky's blood red the tears are falling for that blessed man to scoop me up and set me free from disaster alofe i can't be seen through the staned window pain look closer and you'll see that the man i want is far from me you'll see that pain that burn's within i loved him so and no it's not pk it's the frist guy who showed me what real men where...if you haven't guessed it's you pete

Nourishing Breasts.
Hmm. I just read someone's blog and it made me think of silly stuff. Though my nephew mistook my breasts as operational a few times during the night (don't worry, folks...I removed him and explained that mine just didn't work in that fashion at the moment), I have no idea what it's like to give nourishment born of my body. I suppose if I ever get around to getting married and having children, I'll look more fully into the matter. Breastfeeding is highly beneficial to both the child and the mother. Babies who breastfeed tend to have better health and whatnot while the mothers lose their "baby fat" due to the loss of "extra" calories. Also, I've heard that it's supposed to create a bond. Having no experience in the quarter, I can't confirm or deny. I can, however, assert that my newphew and I bonded just fine and with the exception of his few failed attempts, I didn't breastfeed him. If I ever go off the deep end and just randomly ask someone to suckle at my breasts, I'll ke

.arising.recap.
You already have everything you need to make this situation start working for you, so stop searching for answers. It's time to look at your store of knowledge. Give your experiences the appropriate weight and meaning. uhm...really? uhm ya see that doesnt really work for me universe...but uh thanx? for your uhm...input. or something like that. im eating leftover coconut shrimp for breakfast...(dun throw up chickadee...think happy thoughts).. while staring at the abundance of furniture overwelming my living room. "i know you can be overwhelmed. i think you can be underwhelmed, but can you ever just be whelmed?" "i think in europe you can." theres one last delivery set for today...and thanx tree its not coming here. im out of room. i must say the new couch is a delicious shade of red. leaning towards the moroccan side. i made them leave it in the plastic...no sense unwrapping it when we're gonna be moving it in about a week. i think in all that self-honesty-searchi

If You Lost Me..
If you lost me.. If you lost me, would it make you sad Would I be so easily to replace If I was gone would u lose your smile Would your heart feel an empty space If you lost me, would you be happy alone Would the love shared now feel as nothing If I was gone would it hit you hard Would I now become someone you have never known If you lost me..

Vote For Me In The Best Cleavage Contest Pleeease!
Hey! I think I got a great pair of titts! If you do too then vote for me in the best cleavage contest! You can only rate me once...but you can bomb comment! c'mon...you know you wanna! http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=631820&albumid=358651&i=3213047193 Love, Jessy

Could You Love Me Forever
Could you love me forever Could you love me forever Laugh with me Could you love me forever Share together willingly Could you love me forever Talk with honestly Could you love me forever Cry with me openly Could you love me forever Protect me fiercely Could you love me forever Respect me endlessly Could you love me forever

R.i.p. Derek Massengill
Herrin- DEREK MASSENGILL, age 23 of Herrin, passed away at 2:30pm on Wednesday, May 16, 2007 at Herrin Hospital. Derek was born on July 13, 1983 in Herrin, the son of Mary (Corder) Street and Joel Lynn Massengill. Derek loved to spend time with his daughter, Faith Ann. He enjoyed the outdoors, fishing, and grilling out with his friends. Survivors include- Mother- Mary Street of Herrin, IL Daughter- Faith Ann Massengill of Herrin, IL Brother- Brandon Massengill of Herrin, IL Paternal Grandparents- Lois and Jim Stacey of Herrin, IL Paternal Great Grandmother- Mildred Duty of Cobden, IL Five Uncles-Rodney Jarvis and partner Nathan Grimes of Nashville, TN Allen and Kim Massengill of Centralia, IL Mike and Bertha Teeling- West Frankfort, IL John Corder of Herrin, IL Berney and Margaret Corder of Herrin, IL Close friend and mother of his daughter- Rashanna Gentry of Herrin, IL Several cousins Many special friends Derek was preceded in death by his father- Joel Lynn M

Mrh Song
This is one of my favorite songs from Mushroomhead...it's how i feel right now... "Is there really anyone there, Fall on deaf ears all of my prayers, The mother of nothing, The mother of sin, The farther of decedance within us, A brother of suffering inside, Is there really anyone there, Why can't you look at me now? I hope you like what you've done to me, Drown in your misery, Waiting something new you made up, (When We give up it's never enough) Or this could be the day we rise, (When we give up it's never enough) I hope you like what you've done to me only through the thought of me, only through your suffering, Will you leanr to forget? Will you learn to forget, Through your suffering? I wonder why, Who will survive, When we try, With their lives," mushroomhead Savior Sarrow Twelve Hundred

Bindin
Binding Heart To manifest the thought of you Is to consider there is a heaven To glance at you Pierces through a lost soul to save me To inhale a sweet aroma from your radiant brown hair Makes the summer roses weep To embrace your lips against mine Trembles my mind To worship everything that you are Binds my time and my heart for you

Just A Few Thoughts.....
Cherry makes me laugh. People randomly giving me 10 or 11 points just to get points themselves. I usually don't care and I pass my points out like crazy. Today, and here's where my daily whine comes in, my profile pic was rated a 1 by someone who has no pic, no profile per se, just nothing. The reason I got a 1 you ask? Close as I can figure, I have my Cross Town Classic pic up. Sox and Cubs in a Civil War pose that was on the Johnny B site last year when the 2006 Classic started. So, here I have some female rating me a one. Possibly because I don't show T&A or have a sexually oriented name. Either way, she didn't read my profile to see what the pic was all about. I'm not trying to be the Queen of the Prom here, but with all the 10's flying around here, getting a 1 is an insult to my ego. So being the mature adult that I am, I flipped my screen the Chicago Hello, rated her profile a one, then blocked her. God have pity on my blackened heart.

Definition (a Closure)
Definition (A Closure) I can’t think of why You still haunt my mind Lying in the shadows Choosing the right time Only surfacing for a moment And then your gone Like a twisted game That’s been played for too long Get out of my head And leave me alone These skeletons in my closet Have too many bones I need a closer An end to it all But again you come to me And again I take the fall I can still feel you breath I can still smell your skin I can still remember your eyes I can still see your grin No remorse And no love lost Youve burnt that bridge That I alone must cross So now the game ends And I go on alone Again downing my mask My favorite mask of stone You will always be in my heart Burning deep at it’s core But I’ve convinced myself That I don’t love you anymore

Love & Relationships
Yeah it's ALL good now that i left my lousy good for nothing jerk off husband. Im happy & NOT as stressed out & uptight about things, anything, now i can relax get my health back & be much happier & God up above knows i need it cause i have been married & unhappy for too long. It's ALL good now!!! YIPPEE!!!

Sexual Zodiac
Cancer You are shy and mysterious. Hotties are always trying to unlock your secrets, and figure out what makes you so cool. You have to have trust in your partner, so you’re not really into randomly hooking up. You really like the intimacy that comes with sex and you won’t take no for an answer when it comes to after sex cuddling. Sex matches: Taurus, Scorpio, Pisces Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Across My Mind
Across My Mind Over time through my eyes The visions of gleaming brunet hair Draping in front of magnificence Takes me into a higher world Over time through my mind The motion of a simplistic touch Of the heart Sets a tear across my eye Over time through life You will in no way escape my mind

Come And Vote For Linda
Linda aka Sxyrebel aka my best friend is in a contest at the moment and I would be greatful if some of my friends and family could stop by and give her some help. Linda is a wonderful woman, a sweetheart, a loving mother to her 5 beautiful kids. Linda has a great sense of humour, shes always talking to me and making me laugh, as well as all that she also helps me with problems i might have and im there for her too. Its because of all the good qualities she has, i think she deserves all the help we can give her. If you help her i know she will be very greatful and she will make sure you know that she is greatful, cause thats the kind of friend Linda is and always will be. To help her out in her contest click on her BUSTY picture below and leave her as many comments as you want. Thanks to all in advance who will help out. Love Willie & Linda

The Beach Lovers
He takes her hand and leads her to the shore, He takes her to another place, one she's never been before. He holds her close and takes her in, She doesn't know where to begin. She's safe and secure within his arms, She knows, with him, nothing can bring her harm. He steps away and lays a blanket upon the sand, He lays her down and takes her hand. A soft kiss upon his supple lips, For once, she knows she was missed. She lies down by his side, her head upon his chest, Having him by her side brings out her best. They lay within the setting sun's rays, Waiting to be with him always pays. As the sun sets down over the sand, He smiles as he whispers to her, taking her hand. He lays on top of her and kisses her cheek, She blushes and giggles; she's always so meek. They lay on the sand and make love into the night, They're alone and each holds no fright. Long into the darkest hours they lay together, entangled as one, Eventually, through marriage, they hope to become one.

First Official Contest
The first official contest for Lost Hearts Club will be a contest that is NSFW. Sexiest Women's Vagina. So if you want to enter just let me know and I'll enter you in it. Also the Goddess Contests I've been holding are going to be Lost Hearts Club presented so if you know shyLOU4u or Sweet Rabbit please tell them if you would like in the Dark Goddess or American Goddess contests. Thanks to all that have entered the Cherry Goddess contest as well!

Incomplete By Sisqo
For Kally...This is how I feel if I'm ever without you Whoo Ooh Oh yeah yeah Listen Bright lights Fancy restaurants Everything in this world that a man could want Got a bank account bigger than the law should allow Still I'm lonely now Pretty faces from the covers of the magazines From their covers to my covers wanna lay with me Fame and fortune still can't find Just a grown man runnin out of time Chorus Even though it seems I have everything I don't wanna be a lonely fool All of the women All the expensive cars All of the money don't amount to you I can make believe I have everything But I can't pretend that I don't see Lyrics That without you girl my life is incomplete Said without you girl ahh Listen Your perfume Your sexy lingerie Girl I remember it just like it was on yesterday A Thursday you told me you had fallen in love I wasn't sure that I was It's been a year Winter summer spring and fall But bein without you just ain't livin ain

Horoscope
Are you spending time with this person because you genuinely enjoy his or her company, or are you mostly enjoying how much they like you? It's a tough question, but one that deserves an answer. Think about it. My horoscope for today. I hate how it makes me think about the shit I'm doing. Guilty conscience blows.

My First Blog
Soo, I named this blog my first blog because it is my first and didn't feel much like coming up with some kind of extraordinary name as this is not about anything extraordinary. Maybe I should have called it long sentence blog that might have been fitting. But anyways, last night I changed my default. It's a very nice pic in my opinion. But I guess no-one else finds it interesting. I usually have many people visit my page. But during this happy hour, I have had not one hit. No one even visited. Not 1 person. That makes ZERO. So, now I wonder if I should change it back or laugh at them for not knowing what they missed. I guess that depends on if I plan on leveling up or not. .......not kidding NOT ONE PERSON.... Guess no-one appreciates art these days....... Annoyed

The Weekend !
So glad that the weekend is finally here. Going to go to the ren. fair and work, have some fun and have a few drinks ! I can't wait to put on the corset and the rest of the costume and walk around selling them. I'll even try to post a pic or two of me in costume.

More On Me...for Those Interested Of Course
About me. Not sure how much good this’ll do but I want to put it out there for people who are actually interested in who I am. The shit on my page is just an introduction obviously. This is more in depth. No, I don’t believe in god. I’m more interested in an older belief system. Call it what you will, I don’t care. Just don’t ever call me a Christian. There’s more at work in this universe than one supreme being. If anyone came along and said they were the son of god now we’d just throw them in the puzzle factory. (The loony bin for those who don’t know what I’m talking about.) Yes, I’m a musician, artist, and poet. No I don’t let just anyone see or hear what I do. I don’t need the attention to be complete. I do it for me. Now my opinion on the other hand, I’ll shout that shit from the rooftops, lol. Good friends are hard to come by. I’m desperately searching for someone who shares my views and passions. Why? Because being alone is okay most of the time but solitude isn’t always