About me. Not sure how much good this’ll do but I want to put it out there for people who are actually interested in who I am. The shit on my page is just an introduction obviously. This is more in depth.
No, I don’t believe in god. I’m more interested in an older belief system. Call it what you will, I don’t care. Just don’t ever call me a Christian. There’s more at work in this universe than one supreme being. If anyone came along and said they were the son of god now we’d just throw them in the puzzle factory. (The loony bin for those who don’t know what I’m talking about.)
Yes, I’m a musician, artist, and poet. No I don’t let just anyone see or hear what I do. I don’t need the attention to be complete. I do it for me. Now my opinion on the other hand, I’ll shout that shit from the rooftops, lol.
Good friends are hard to come by. I’m desperately searching for someone who shares my views and passions. Why? Because being alone is okay most of the time but solitude isn’t always a good idea. Coffee anyone? Vandie? lol. Anyways.
Self loathing is a part of life. Shit happens and people let you know just how small you really are. Sometimes it sinks in and stays with you. It’s sad but true. Fuck them fucking fuckers. Then again I think they’re the pathetic ones. The need to down someone else to feel better about themselves, I’ll never do it again.
I’m a dark individual, yes. But I do have a reason for it and a need to be that way. I personally call it normal but society makes it a bad thing. I look deeper than ever now. The exterior may look good but they’re the ones I find ugly. Self-centeredness makes me sick, looking at people like they’re a piece of shit. You people can die a horrible death and I wouldn’t be too terribly sad. Rude? So!
I know I’m nothing special. Yes I know that. My opinions are just that. You don’t have to believe it, but if I make just one person think, my job in this world is done.
I could go on forever, but for now, I’m done. So let me know what you think if you want to. Till I see you again..later
