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Circling The Drain
ok, so i sat down here today with numb fingers and toes from the bitter cold air that has been prying its way through the fabric wrapping i layered on my carcass this morning like an armor piercing warhead. but obviously, i didnt layer it quite thick enough on my feet this morning, in the future i promise my toes that i will pay closer attention to their needs. i feel like i have neglected them and as a result they are now complaining and nagging by sending the numbing sensation style inpulses to my brain like a huge pile of spam emails and filling my cranial inbox with unwanted reminders. i know, i know. you only have to tell me once. ive learned how to follow the directions. ive learned how to make you happy, sometimes at the expense of my own contentment. i tend to give. i tend to supply the demand like some chinese factory filled with underpaid, prepubescent line workers continuously cranking out this years trinket fad wonder craze all the while never quite making enough to put the

Its Not Too Late
VOTE... I'm in the brutal hardcore beauties contest all month..if you'd like to vote for me, .just go to this page and vote for GATA, that's me..Vote for Gatayou can vote once a day...thankx a bunchIf you want to repost this..you canthankx again

Come Sign My Map
Hey everyone just a quick reminder if you havent done so already stop by and check out my map on my page and sign it so I know ya have stopped by and itll be interesting to see where everyone is from..Thanks and much love... Megan

Muzak By Boyz Ii Men
She came to me like a thief in the night And whispered in my ear She had my undivided attention And told me everything I wanted to hear She said that she wanted to give me a gift And that she'd give it to the rest of the world No matter how many people hear it She would always be my girl She makes me want to say...la la la la la la la la la Sometimes she's smooth, sometimes she's rough And I love to see her rock Sometimes she's a little alternative Bu nowadays she's more hip hop No matter how you interpret her She's always at the top of the chart And if you look around and she can't be found You can always find her deep in your heart...music [Chorus:] I can't help myself...I love her, she's my everything I won't ever be without her...she's the reason why I sing I can't help myself I love her, what she does to me Makes me feel so good about her...music is my everything Very rarely does she disappoint She always says something good to me Whoever wrote th

Men
Here a ? for all my friends what do u do when u know the time has come for a change but it hard to do that when ever thing inside tells u its time but it is hard to let go of ur fears and do what needs to be done then what do u do????????? PLEASE REASPONED NEED UR ADVISE

Alone
I reach my hand out in the dark to find your not there i look and search for you and yet i feel no one there i cry and plea for your comfort and where may it roam ask to only be answered by the silent dawn alone i break for your my drug your my poison i take with greed every moment i must have more of you to keep me sane yet it fuels it more the need when im alone to have more

Remember When !!!!!!
Close your eyes...And go back... ....Before the Internet or PC or the MAC ...... ...Before semi-automatics and crack.... ....Before Playstation, SEGA, Super Nintendo, even before Atari... ....Before cell phones, CD's, DVD's, voicemail and e-mail.... ....way back.... ....way.....way.....way back..... I'm talkin' bout hide and seek at dusk Red light, Green light Red Rover....Red Rover..... Playing kickball & dodgeball until the first...no... second...no...third Streetlight came on Ring around the Rosie London Bridge Hot potato Hop Scotch Jump rope Duck....duck....GOOSE!!! YOU'RE IT !! Parents stood on the front porch and yelled (or whistled) for you to come home - no pagers or cell phones Mother May I? Hula Hoops Seeing shapes in the clouds Endless summer days and hot summer nights (no A/C) with the windows open The sound of crickets Running through the sprinkler Cereal

More Upgrades
Well, I ordered another 8500gt msi card for my amd am2/6000+ setup! Woot! sli comming soon baby! Anywho.. this might mean that I won't go out this weekend and instead chill out and watch anime and eat and play videogames.. fun times! Sad times for the homies that want me to drive all over freakin town chasing drunk women in clubs that will bore me to a bitter death! lmao Ok, I'll split the joy fest up.. half for me and the other half i'll hang out and drive them around .. since I don't drink.. ugh.. lol such is life.. I'm shy.. can't help it.. lol peace oh yeah..

Just A Giggle
To those of us who have children in our lives, whether they are our own, grandchildren, nieces, nephews, or students... here is something to make you chuckle. Whenever your children are out of control, you can take comfort from the thought that even God's omnipotence did not extend to His own children. After creating heaven and earth, God created Adam and Eve. And the first thing he said was "DON'T ! " "Don't what ? " Adam replied. "Don't eat the forbidden fruit." God said. "Forbidden fruit ? We have forbidden fruit ? Hey Eve..we have forbidden fruit ! " " No Way ! " "Yes way ! " "Do NOT eat the fruit ! " said God. "Why ? " "Because I am your Father and I said so ! " God replied, wondering wh y He hadn't stopped creation after making the elephants. A few minutes later, God saw His children having an apple break and He was ticked ! "Didn't I tell you not to eat the fruit ? " God asked.

A Quickie
There are two statues in a park; one of a nude man and one of a nude woman. They had been facing each other across a pathway for a hundred years, when one day an angel comes down from the sky and, with a single gesture, brings the two to life. The angel tells them, "As a reward for being so patient through a hundred blazing summers and dismal winters, you have been given life for thirty minutes to do what you've wished to do the most." He looks at her, she looks at him, and they go running behind the shrubbery. The angel waits patiently as the bushes rustle and giggling ensues. After fifteen minutes, the two return, out of breath and laughing. The angel tells them, "Um, you have fifteen minutes left, "Would you care to do it again?" He asks her "Shall we?" She eagerly replies, "Oh, yes, let's! But let's change positions. This time, I'll hold the pigeon down and you shit on its head." .......... AND WHAT WERE YOU THINKING????

Grandma Still Drives!!
GRANDMA STILL DRIVES- She is eighty-eight years old and still drives her own car. She writes: Dear Grand-daughter: The other day I went up to our local Christian book store and saw a Honk if you love Jesus bumper sticker. I was feeling particularly sassy that day because I had just come from a thrilling choir performance, followed by a thunderous prayer meeting. So, I bought the sticker and put it on my bumper. Boy, am I glad I did, what an uplifting experience that followed. I was stopped at a red light at a busy intersection, just lost in thought about the Lord and how good he is, and I didn't notice that the light had changed. It is a good thing someone else loves Jesus because if he hadn't honked, I'd never have noticed. I found that lots of people love Jesus! While I was sitting there, the guy behind started honking like crazy, And then he leaned out of his window and screamed, For the love of God! Go! Go! Go! Jesus Christ, GO! What an exuberant cheerleader

How We Depend On Our Computers
This just proves that we have become too dependent on our computers. Are you male or female? To find out the answer, look down... . . . . . . . . . . . . . . . Look down, not scroll down, dummy!

The Alaska Department Of Fish And Game Notice
The Alaska Department of Fish and Game is advising hikers, hunters and fishermen to take extra precautions and keep alert for bears while in the field. They advise that campers wear noisy little bells on their clothing so as not to startle bears that aren't expecting them. They also advise campers to carry pepper spray with them in case of an encounter with a bear. It is also a good idea to watch out for fresh signs of bear activity. Campers should recognize the difference between black bear and grizzly bear dung. Black bear dung is smaller and contains lots of berries and squirrel fur. Grizzly dung is larger and has little bells in it and smells like pepper spray.

S.o.s
Ok it's this boy i know in he's 14 i can't tell u what grade he's in but i like him but he dosen't know this. but this person has a thing where he won't go with no1 from our school because it's 2 much drama.n he said he won't go with me because i wen't with his homeboy but thing is i didn't really like his homeboy.ionly wen't with him because people said he had money but as it turned out he had no money so i wonted 2 break up.n yes i am a gold digger in this case. but back 2(S.O.S)i won't 2 tell him how i fell but i can't because it's 2 hard n i already know what he's going 2 say. so 4 everybody who's reading this can u please help me out?i g.2.g bye love alwayz,Daddyz Lil Gurl

-------------------friends--------------------
If u love me (as a friend or more) u'll read the whole thing. What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness? What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life. I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend. dont ever leave the one u love for the one u like, because the one u like will leave u for the one they love. If you wake up in a red room with no windows and doors, DON'T panic.. you're just in my heart!!!

Kid Contest Updates So Far!
~~ Kid Contest ~~ I need kids for this contest! contest will begin on 5/9 thur 5/14 2 gifts per winner 1 V.I.P. and 1 V.I.C. ! 1st Kid is...... with 780 comments! 2nd Kid is...... with 584 comments! 3rd Kid is...... with 576 comments! 4th Kid is...... with 165 comments! 5th Kid is...... with 155 comments! 6th Kid is...... with 145 comments! 7th Kid is...... with 142 comments! 8th Kid is...... with 98 comments! 9th Kid is...... with 31 comments! 10th Kid is...... with 4 comments! 11th Kid is...... with 4 comments! 12th Kid is...... with 3 comments! comment bombing allowed and self comments are also

The 911 Call
Jason watched as his sister made her way to the recliner and sat down. Her face was white as a ghost and she looked horrible. He looked at their mom and she grabbed the phone. They headed out the back door and walked to her back door. Jason was the first one in the door and when he looked he saw his brother-in-law dangling from the ceiling fan in his sister's room with only the tips of his toes touching the floor. Her mom walked in and her jaw almost hit the floor. She saw him hanging there and couldn't believe her eyes. She had never thought him to be one that could do that. With trembling fingers she dialed 9-1-1. She looked at Jason and said, "Son you need to cut him down!" Jason looked at her and told her knew. He ran through his sisters house looking for a pair of scissors. He yelled out to his mom, "Where the hell are her scissors???" "I don't know son, just get a knife out of the block!" Mom responded. She was speaking to the emergency operator at the same time givin

Irish Angel
Heres another to watch out for!!!! Shes 35, from Canada, 10 fans, a level 3, and likes to rate below a 10!!!!! Probably didnt like that i returned the favor by tellin her how smart that wasnt, rated her all 1s, and blocked her!!! IrishAngel@ CherryTAP

It's Mathematical
This is a strictly mathematical viewpoint...it goes like this: What Makes 100%? What does it mean to give MORE than 100%? Ever wonder about those people who say they are giving more than 100%? We have all been to those meetings where someone wants you to give over 100%. How about achieving 103%? What makes up 100% in life? Here's a little mathematical formula that might help you answer these questions: If: A B C D E F G H I J K L M N O P Q R S T U V W X Y Z is represented as: 1 2 3 4 5 6 7 8 9 10 1 1 12 13 14 15 16 17 18 19 20 21 22 23 24 25 26. Then: H-A-R-D-W-O-R-K 8+1+18+4+23+15+18+11 = 98% and K-N-O-W-L-E-D-G-E 11+14+15+23+12+5+4+7+5 = 96% But, A-T-T-I-T-U-D-E 1+20+20+9+20+21+4+5 = 100% And, B-U-L-L-S-H-I-T 2+21+12+12+19+8+9+20 = 103% AND, look how far ass kissing will take you. A-S-S-K-I-S-S-I-N-G 1+19+19+11+9+19+19+9+14+7 = 118% So, one can conclude with mathematical certainty that While Hard work and

Anyone There?
This is just a poem i dont care if you like it so ha.. Hello Hello? is any one there. This room is so dark i can barley see. Whats that?!! i think something touched me. I say Hello just one more time . Then something touches my behind. who is that i shout as i start to get scared. It is me my child. said a dark voice from like out of a grave. My name is not important the mans voice said. But what is important is why you are here. I came cus i was asked to i said with fright, He said are you here for dinner tonight. I guess i said what are you having. My dear YOU are for dinner. I started to run but that did not help he flew above me and stoped my like a rock. Please let me go i have family you know. He said i will give you a choice leave now but stay out of the light or dont leave at all the choice is yours on this All Hollows Night. I dont understand i said to this man still not have seeing his face. I am the vampire known as lastate. I can make you one to or i can ju

Kids Interpret The Scriptures
PAY SPECIAL ATTENTION TO THE WORDING AND SPELLING. IF YOU KNOW THE BIBLE EVEN A LITTLE, YOU'LL FIND THIS HILARIOUS! IT COMES FROM A CATHOLIC ELEMENTARY SCHOOL TEST, KIDS WERE ASKED QUESTIONS ABOUT THE OLD AND NEW TESTAMENTS. THE FOLLOWING STATEMENTS ABOUT THE BIBLE WERE WRITTEN BY CHILDREN. THEY HAVE NOT BEEN RETOUCHED OR CORRECTED. INCORRECT SPELLING HAS BEEN LEFT IN. 1. IN THE FIRST BOOK OF THE BIBLE, GUINESSIS. GOD GOT TIRED OF CREATING THE WORLD SO HE TOOK THE SABBATH OFF. 2. ADAM AND EVE WERE CREATED FROM AN APPLE TREE. NOAH'S WIFE WAS JOAN OF ARK. NOAH BUILT AND ARK AND THE ANIMALS CAME ON IN PEARS. 3. LOTS WIFE WAS A PILLAR OF SALT DURING THE DAY, BUT A BALL OF FIRE DURING THE NIGHT. 4. THE JEWS WERE A PROUD PEOPLE AND THROUGHOUT HISTORY THEY HAD TROUBLE WITH UNSYMPATHETIC GENITALS. 5. SAMPSON WAS A STRONGMAN WHO LET HIMSELF BE LED ASTRAY BY A JEZEBEL LIKE DELILAH. 6. SAMSON SLAYED THE PHILISTINES WITH THE AXE OF THE APOSTLES. 7. MOSES LED THE J

Lies
I love you you love me well atleast you said you did after two weeks we knew each other there were rumours about us you said you did not cared what your boyfriend said you lied you cared 3 weeks later you said it you broke my heart you destroyed my life those words are words i wont ever forget those 3 phrases you said "forget about me" "don't contact me anymore" changed my life for ever the only thing that was going through my mind was i love you and will never ever forget you...

Into The Woods
Sally was seen going into the woods with a small package and a large bird cage. She was gone several days but finally returned. Her friend, Liz, had never seen Sally looking so sad. Liz said, "Heard you went off in the woods for a couple of days. Glad you got back okay, but you look so sad. Why?" Sally replied, "Because I just can't get a man." Liz said, "Well, you sure won't find one in the middle of the woods." "Don't be so silly," Sally said, "I know that. I went in the woods because I needed something there that would get me a man. But I couldn't find it." Liz said, "I don't understand what you're talking about." Sally replied, "Well, I went there to catch a couple of owls. I took some dead mice and a bird cage." "So, how's that gonna help you get a man?" asked Liz. Sally said, "Well, I heard that the best way to get a man is to have a good pair of hooters."

The Lies Of The Famous Tiger Temple!
A friend of mine went to work in Thailand at the famous Tiger Temple however what she discovered is certainly not what she expected. Read on and I apologise in advance for the harrowing tale! The animals are incredibly abused. The tigers are beaten with chains, planks of wood, garden hoes and anything else around. One very sad moment i witnessed was when I was hosing out a beautiful tiger called "Hanfa" enclosure or should i say cage. He was in there with me and having a great time playing with the water and mucking around with me, i then had to use a squeegy mop to get the water out. Well Hanfa thought that was fantastic and was playing and biting it etc, and obviously he is so strong he actually got the end of the squeegy off. Well he thought that was great and i was trying to get it back off him, he suddenly looked up at me and the most horrible thing happened. This 220kg tiger cringed and cowered and backed away from me, as i was holding the stick part of the squeegy. It was t

Knock Knock
Knock knock! Hello, you! May I grab your attention? Come a little closer... ...closer still... ...closer.. I GOTCHA! You've just been hit by a GIANT VIRTUAL PILLOW! Get in on the fun and hit everyone you know! It's the start of...... an Internet PILLOW FIGHT! The Three Pillow Fight Rules: 1. No sleeping on the pillow fight pillows. 2. You can't hit anyone who has already hit you. 3. There are no more rules. Now.....go out there and hit as many people as you can before they get you!!!!!! HAVE AS MUCH FUN AS YOU CAN! CLOBBER ALL YOUR FRIENDS!!!

Quote For May 9
Beauty is no quality in things themselves: it exists merely in the mind which contemplates them -- David Hume Bonus Quote: Programming today is a race between software engineers striving to build bigger and better idiot-proof programs, and the Universe trying to produce bigger and better idiots. So far, the Universe is winning. -- Rich Cook This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

I Believe
I Believe - That just because two people argue, It doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, It doesn't mean they do. I believe - That we don't have to change friends If we understand that friends change. I believe - That no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while And you must forgive them for that. I believe - That true friendship continues to grow, Even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I believe - That you can do something in an instant That will give you heartache for life. I believe - That it's taking me a long time to Become the person I want to be. I believe - That you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I believe - That you can keep going long after You think you can't. I believe - That we are responsible for what we do, No matter how we feel. I believe - That either you control you

Graduation
I've been thinking aboot it a lot lately. Had I not been vocal aboot the wrongs of the gcu ownership, made my stand in that campaign, and subsequently been kicked oot for upsetting the power; I'd have graduated this past weekend. My whole life since has been formed by that decision. Had I not done that, I'd now have my teaching degree, and still be in Phoenix. Other than that who knows what all would be different. I know what wouldn't have happened, but I don't know what really would've. By standing up for what I believed to be right, I found my world turned upside down, and am yet to have found the new balance of it. What it really boils down to is that I did what was right, and am paying for it. And if ever faced with the decision of doing what's right or just keeping things on track. I really hope I choose right again, for its from the hardship that I'm slowly rising from the ashes. I'd not be as strong of a person, had I done the "smart" thing. One day I'll be able

Gentle Thoughts For The Day
Birds of a feather flock together and crap on your car. When I'm feeling down, I like to whistle. It makes the neighbor's dog run to the end of his chain and gag himself. A penny saved is a government oversight. The real art of conversation is not only to say the right thing at the right time, but also to leave unsaid the wrong thing at the tempting moment. The older you get, the tougher it is to lose weight, because by then your body and your fat have gotten to be really good friends. The easiest way to find something lost around the house is to buy a replacement He who hesitates is probably right. Did you ever notice: The Roman Numerals for forty (40) are " XL." If you think there is good in everybody, you haven't met everybody. If you can smile when things go wrong , you have someone in mind to blame. The sole purpose of a child's middle name is so he can tell when he's really in trouble. There's always a lot to be thankful for if you take tim

Morph Contest Ends Today At 2 Pm Central Time
Best Morph Contest! I'm doing a Best Morph contest! I need 10 to 20 people for it! Contest will start 5/03 At 2 p.m. Central thur 5/09 at 2p.m. 1st , 2nd and 3rd Place will get 2 gifts each! Everyone else will get 1 ! 1st Morph is..... with 7355 comments! 2nd Morph is...... with 3667 comments! 3rd Morph is...... with 396 comments! 4th Morph is....... with 318 comments! 5th Morph is...... with 57 comments! 6th Morph is..... with 5 comments! 7th Morph is...... with 4 comments! 8th Morph is...... with 4 comments! Comment Bomb and Self comment bombing is allowed! Want to enter send me ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it For you! Thanks Maria ~AnGeLHeArT~ CT Wif

Latex Gloves
A dentist noticed that his next patient, an elderly lady, was looking very nervous so he decided to tell her a little joke as he put on his gloves. "Do you know how they make these gloves?" he asked. "No, I don't" she replied. "There's a building in China with a big tank of latex, and workers of all hand sizes walk up to the tank, dip in their hands, let them dry, then peel off the gloves and throw them into boxes of the right size." She didn't even crack a smile. "Oh, well. I tried," he thought. But five minutes later, during a delicate portion of the dental procedure, she burst out laughing. "What's so funny?" he asked. "I was just picturing how condoms are made!" she said. Gotta watch those little old ladies! Their minds may be slow, but they're always working.........

F*ckin Weirdo!!!!
So.... drama..... a thing I'm not a big fan of. But we all know that it does swing our way sometimes. It might be trying to swing itself my way today, ugh. A drama-loving ct'er has decided to drag up something that happened.... oh, over a month ago... easy. Remember when CT started seeing the "red X campaign", when people were being pissy about changes on the site? Well, I was one of the few that sported the red O that said "Support Baby Jesus". It was all in fun because I thought the whole fiasco was ridiculous, and I was tired of seeing people constantly bitching about it. It was damn near the only thing being discussed in the bulletins and mumms. I don't use the lounges, but I'm SURE it was happening there too. So... I saw a bulletin posted by Achilles, who was supposed to be the ring leader of the red X crap. I posted a comment on his bulletin, and I wasn't belligerent in any kind of way, just pointing out that I thought the idea was stupid and that it wouldn't

Broken Heart
Well today is the day of my surgery. It has finally set in that my babies will be gone forever!!!! I know that they are in a much better place than this terrible inconsiderate world but I wish they here with me. Even though we never met and I've seen them twice through the ultrasound I still love them with all my heart they are and will always be my babies. I'm planning to get tattoos to remember them but I know that this is one ordeal i will NEVER in my life forget. R.I.P my lil jellybeans March 11th 2007- May 7th 2007

Fucked Up Cherrybank
THIS CHERRY BANK IS REALLY FUCKING SHITTING ME OFF.WHAT THE FUCK IS THE GO WITH THIS WHEN IT IS ONLY ASKING FOR AN OPINION FOR FUCK SAKE.I AM SHITTED OFF AS YOU ARE NOT ALLOWED PREJUDICE IN ANY WAY ON THIS SITE BUT IT IS GIVEN TO ME BECAUSE I AIN'T A FUCKING AMERICAN........ MY OPINION IS CERTAINLY AS WORTHY AS ANY OTHER CYBER FUCKER SO WHY CAN I NOT ACCESS IT,AND MOST IMPORTANTLY ....IT IS QUOTED AS A CHERRY BANK!!! I AM A CHERRY MEMBER,A VIC AND TO TELL ME I AM NOT IN THE RIGHT RESIDENTIAL AREA...GET FUCKED...IT IS A VIRTUAL FUCKING AREA ON AN INTERNATIONAL SITE...SO FOR FUCK SAKE,GET IT RIGHT I THINK,AND THATS MY GRIPE AND OPINION FOR THE DAY,LIKE IT,LUMP IT.....FUCK IT I RECKON !!!!! CHEERS FROM THE PISSED ASSASSIN,LMFAO

Tattoo Contest Now Open
Tattoo Contest Time Again! I Need Men and Ladies for my tattoo contest! Contest will start 5/9 thur 5/14 1st Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! 2nd Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! 3rd Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! 4th tattoo is...... with 1 comments! 5th Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! 6th Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! 7th Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! comment bombing is allowed u can comment bomb urself also! Want to enter send me ur pic link to my messages or tell me and i will rip ur pic for you! 2 gifts 1 V.I.P. and ! V.I.C. to the winners! Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~AnGeLHeArT~ CT Wife Of Lover69 ~ aka ~ SeXy MaMa ~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~@ CherryTAP

Love
I want to be the first thing you think of in the morning and the last thing you think of at night. I want to be the piece that completes your puzzle. I want to be the one you think about when you hear a song on the radio. I want to be the one you crave to touch when your not near me. I want you to long to hear my voice, touch my face, smell my skin. I want to be the one that completes you!©

Destiny
Did you ever wonder why the phrase "everything happens for a reason" got started. I sit here thinking, there are many things in my life that have taken place and not because of direct decisions or choices that I have made but maybe something I wanted to happen that didnt or something that I wanted to have and didnt get. Then days, months or even years later something even better comes along. This happens more frequently than not. What about the job you really wanted and didnt get then you find out that everyone who did get the job is unhappy and miserable. Months later what happens you get a job you love. This holds true for many things in life. Maybe just maybe there is someone out there that knows more about what you need than you yourself or is everthing in life predetermined? This is a question I have asked myself many times. Whatever the reason always remember when that house that you wanted so bad is sold to someone else or that man you thought was mister perfects ends

Life
What is love? Is it making sacrifices your whole life for everyone else, or is that just the way we are raised as woman to be? Is it that feeling of excitement we feel just thinking about someone or is that just a fantasy? Is it breaking someones heart because you love them enough to tell them your not "in" love with them. Is it loving yourself enough to make a change to make "your" life better or is that selfish. Is it telling someone there wrong even if it hurts their feelings or is that mean? Is it wanting to spend every waking hour with him because you can't get him out of your head or is that a fairy tale? Is it wanting to find the one person who completes you or is that unrealistic? Love is all of these and more and its up to us to make the most of it. It can be finding the "ONE" that completes you, the one that makes your heart go pitter patter, the one that you can't fall asleep without thinking about. There is also the love that drives us to make huge sacrifices in o

Will There Be A Tomorrow?
What would you do if every time you wanted someone they would never be there? What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness? What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you. You are special to me and you have made a difference in my life. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend. Dont ever leave the one u love for the one u like, because the one u like will leave u for the one they love. If u get this it means the person who sent it truly cares about u, whether theyre a friend, bf, gf, whatever just remember it maybe be the last time u hear from them

For All My Subbie Friends...
I found this at http://www.iron-rose.com/IR/docs/bdsm_questionnaire.htm and thought it'd be interesting to see what answers I would receive on it. Now, truthfully I don't like all of the items on this list, but many are turn-ons for me. What are your thoughts?If you are interested, please feel free to mail me your answers. Or, if you're also into exhibitionism, you can just post it as a response to this message... Submissive BDSM Play Partner Check List By Tammad Rimilia This checklist should be filled out by a Sub and provided to their Dom/Top before playing with them. This will provide a quick "head-start" to identifying limits, negotiating and finding common ground for play. Dominants may wish to work through the checklist, to get a better handle on their specific interests. Switches should go through the checklist twice; one persons Dom and Sub interests may be very different. For each item, you need to provide two answers: For experience, write YES o

No Gas
The Austin paper indicated that prices could go as high as $4 per gallon later this year....read on > > DON'T PUMP GAS ON MAY 15TH!! > > In April 1997, there was a "gas out" conducted nationwide in protest of gas prices. Gasoline prices dropped 30 cents a gallon overnight. > > On May 15th 2007, all internet users are to not go to a gas station in protest of high gas prices. Gas is now over $3.00 a gallon in most places. > > There are 73,000,000+ American members currently on the internet network, and the average car takes about 30 to 50 dollars to fill up. > > If all users did not go to the pump on the 15th, it would take $2,292,000,000.00 (that's almost 3 BILLION) out of the oil companies' pockets for just one day, so please do not go to the gas station on May 15th and lets try to put a dent in the Middle Eastern oil industry for at least one day. > > If you agree (which I can't see why you wouldn't) resend this to all of your contact list. With it saying, '

Remember
You left me here remember that You ran and didnt even look back Remember how I cried so much Remember how I missed your touch Remember how you looked away Every time I begged you to stay Remember how you let me go So many nights so all alone Remember how you scolded me To get a life and let you be Remember how I loved you so And swore to never let you go Remember how I needed you Nothing that I would not do....... Remember how you said everything changes...???

Garfield On The Oil Crisis
A lot of folks can't understand how we came to have an oil shortage here in our country. ~~~ Well, there's a very simple answer. ~~~ Nobody bothered to check the oil. ~~~ We just didn't know we were getting low. ~~~ The reason for that is purely geographical. ~~~ Our OIL is located in ~~~ ALASKA ~~~ California ~~~ Coastal Florida ~~~ Coastal Louisiana ~~~ Kansas ~~~ Oklahoma ~~~ Pennsylvania and Texas ~~~ Our DIPSTICKS are located in Washington, DC!!! Any Questions??? NO? Didn't think So.

Reflections
In the midnight moon the shadows reveal your face Amongst the darkness and turmoil I see only your grace When the light of day comes I know It will end Once again I’ll say goodbye to my greatest friend She glows with the wisdom of all the earth Oceans and mountains couldn’t compare worth. If she only knew how she shines to me To see what only I can see Across the depths of hell I’d go Just for one minute within your soul To be there in that moment Every breath is another towards the end Another moment without my friend Once again the moon comes out My chance to see what I’m about To get to sleep to see your face A face that noone can replace But soon the light of day will come I’ll step out once again alone But on my mind my friend will be On my mind for eternity

New Photos Due Monday
We're holding a photoshoot this weekend for our new spokesmodels which include, Amy, Allison, Ashlee, Nicole and Sandra... These beauties are coming to help us do some promo shots for the Texas Car-B-Q and we'll be doing some of their portfolio pics, too! We'll post a couple here, but the best place to find our girls is on the website!!! Just click the logo! muahz The TCBQ Crew Beer, Babes and Barbecue!! Come get to know me and the other Flames at our home with the Texas Car-B-Q. Roadkill never looked this good!!! We'd love to have you and we can talk about the best things that life has to offer! Beer, babes and barbecue with a little car talk thrown in for good measure!

Driving Lessons And Future Budgeting
I got a date set for my driving lessons and possibly a car to use to take the test. It will cost me less than the 400$ for all that to be done. Still I need a car to get out of the city that day I just hope I can get this done in June so i won't have to worry about this shit anymore. Once I get my drivers license, I can go up and down the east coast when i want (being that i have the money to rent a car). i really need to get the fuck out of this city every once and a while (at least once a month) and of course this will help with those festivals (such as the much up coming Winter Nights since I won't be going to Wellspring... way too far) I am going to have to budget a lot this year. It makes it better that I am going on a diet (basically I will eat better and less...mainly cause I need the money...but anyway) after I get my drivers license and leave the city that weekend (finding a place to stay or maybe just going out of the city Friday then Saturday and for a while on S

------------buddy's-------------------------
If u love me (as a friend or more) u'll read the whole thing. What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness? What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life. I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend. dont ever leave the one u love for the one u like, because the one u like will leave u for the one they love. If you wake up in a red room with no windows and doors, DON'T panic.. you're just in my heart!!! Send this to all the friends you want to keep forever... Today is Bestfriend Day. Send this

Another Book Getting Close
I just finished the first writing of my third book. Unlike the other two, this one doesn't have much in the fitness area. Those of you who like a nice story, those who like animals and dogs in particular and who have had a great dog in your life will love this book. I had a dog like that and he is who the book is about. I'll keep you posted.

Stuck In Mud!
If it can be done, I'll be the one to do it. Whether it be good or bad. I have a Dodge Durango, which I fearlessly go where ever I want in. Saturday, on a simple outing to the ball field I decide to park along one side of the field to create some shade. It had rained a few days before, it was a little muddy. Leave it to me.......... both tires on the passenger side sunk in the mud. I got a 4 wheel drive stuck. I had a handfull of willing helpers, I chose my ex-brother-in-law, I figured if anyone should tear up my vehicle it should be him. He sunk it further......... and covered me in mud, I was standing next to it to see if it was going anywhere. Called another friend who has a wreaker and auto-repair business. He's got the wreaker lent out so he brings his 4 wheel drive and a chain. Hooks the chain to his front end and my rear end (that sounds kinda wrong)and tries to back up an pull it out easy. No can do. He turns his vehicle around, hooks the chain back up, my X

Will You Still Be There??
I've met a lot of very nice people here on CT. You've all crossed my path (as I have yours) for one reason or another. Perhaps it was to comfort you on a bad day...and we haven't spoken since. Maybe you're one of the few I exchanged information with and talk to daily. Regardless,you were a stepping stone in my life. Rather you choose to continue to walk "the path" as my friend after reading this blog is entirely your choice. I have met someone who has consumed my thoughts. A man that shares the same needs, wants, and desires as I do. I have surrendered to fate and destiny,that which led me to him, and in doing so have surrendered to him. No explanation is needed nor can I give one...as I can't put into words what has transpired...it's something that can only be felt with your heart and soul. If I have led anyone on to believe I was "theirs", I apologize for the misundertanding. My soul purpose of this blog is to remove myself "from the menu". For those that wish to remain fr

Puppy Sized
Danielle keeps repeating it over and over again. We've been back to this animal shelter at least five times. It has been weeks now since we started all of this," the mother told the volunteer. "What is it she keeps asking for?" the volunteer asked. "Puppy size!" replied the mother. "Well, we have plenty of puppies, if that's what she's looking for." "I know...we have seen most of them," the mom said in frustration... Just then Danielle came walking into the office "Well, did you find one?" asked her mom. "No, not this time," Danielle said with sadness in her voice. "Can we come back on the weekend?" The two women looked at each other, shook their heads and laughed. "You never know when we will get more dogs. Unfortunately, there's always a supply," the volunteer said. Danielle took her mother by the hand and headed to the door. "Don't worry, I'll find one this weekend," she said. Over the next few days both mom and dad had long conversations with her

Holy Shit, This Hurts!
Hey all, so this is day 2 of on the couch nursing a muscle pull in my back! Between my job and indoor/beach vball, I keep in shape. I played doubles Friday night, then a indoor tourney Saturday (we came in 3rd. Monday at work, I turned and bent over to pick something up and down I went. Had to have to guys pick me up off the ground. So I am told it is a severe muscle pull and here I sit, heating pad and laptop. I am bored, its awesome outside and talking to my friend Dawn, I now want to be at the beach! The mumms somewhat suck, and VH1 is playing some shit from the 80's that want me to burn my parachute pants! (yea, I said parachute pants!) Anyone who has back issues, I feel you pain. I have never felt like this before, to actually have tears when it happened! Ugh, I am done venting for now. Enjoy your day Cherries!

Poem
I am not here, but do not cry. Do not waste your tears on the dead. I can not see them, I do not know you are crying. Save your emotions for the living. Tell your loved ones you love them. Realise what you have now before it is no more. Live life now, but not too fast please. Smile when you see a butterfly, fluttering in the breeze. Appreciate all the exciting, new experiences life has to hold. The world is full of wonderful and beautiful things: the first flower of spring, the warm summer sun, the wild colours of autumn, and the first snowflake of winter. When you are down and you think life can't get worse. When things don't go your way and you want to give up. Remember one thing! You have the magic of life. Don't waste it.

Have You Ever...
Have you ever been in a mood where you just don't want to be bothered by anything at all. I mean, it's not that you don't care about what's going on around you. It's just that we carry so much stress at times, that we need a day to just chill out. To not have to worry about one single damn thing. To get up, go to work, come home and go to bed. Not have to talk to anyone, not have to explain anything, not have to worry about one single thing. I know it sounds a little unempathetic, but right now, in the mood I'm in, I just don't care....

Horoscope
Surface appearances might be pretty trivial in the long term. When you take a step back and look at the grand scheme, you realize how much more there is to the situation than you initially realized. Dig deeper.

Starbucks Denies Coffee To Troops!!!!
Subject: Fw: starbucks denies coffee to troops > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > Recently, Marines in Iraq wrote to Starbucks because they wanted to let >them know how much they liked their coffees and > > > to request that they send some of it to the troops there. > > > Starbucks replied, telling the Marines- thank you for your support of >their business, but that Starbucks does not support the war, nor anyone in >it, and that they would not send the troops their brand of coffee. > > > So, as not to offend Starbucks, maybe we should not support them by not >buying any of their products! > > > As a war vet writing to fellow patriots, I feel we should get this out. >I know this war might not be very popular with some folks, but that doesn't >mean we don't support the troops on the ground fighting street-to-street >and house-to-house for what they believe is right. If you feel the same as >I do then pass this along. Thanks very much for your support. I know you'll >all be t

Hows This For A Dear John Letter
To The One That Ripped Put My Heart, I am really not sure what to say to you. I can't take this anymore. You have no room in your life for me or anyone extra for that fact. Your life maybe your kids and I respect that.But it all revolves around your wife and that is something I can not deal with. There are so many things you keep from me and I am not that kind of person. Each and every thing you keep from me/ to me is just one more lie you dont want to tell me. There is no passion in you atleast not for me anyway. It breaks my heart everytime we (make love) when there is a lack of passion on your part. I can't say these things to your face because you just say "You gotta stop!" you know what I say is the truth please stop lying to yourself and to me. I really don't see why you even want to be with me. Your wife seems to me more important to you than I ever will. As for the Love you say that you have for me? I am not sure if you say it because you want someone here with you. Or if y

Master4yew
MASTER4YEW I see you here – are you alone? Perhaps you’re lost, by storms being blown? Do you need a certain hand To guide you back to safe, dry land? Do you need a man who’s true, Who’ll hold you close when you are blue And yet whose word you will obey And gladly pleasure him this way. And if it happened by mistake You disrespected or did make Him think it right that you should learn A painful lesson that would turn Your misdemeanour wilful ways Into behaviour fit for praise Then you would sweetly, gladly thank This Master, who would surely spank Your naked bottom, while you’d be Put like a child across his knee. Am I the man to crack the whip? To have you kneel and make you strip? That rush of power would drive me wild And you’d never know that a man so mild And gentle and so tender Could also wish to change agenda And want only to dominate And with his summons seal your fate And with his hardness

My Children
My Children The tears roll down upon my face as I find myself lost in time and space. Why is it I feel so out of place and such a waste? Where is it I belong? Have I been searching for it long? I hear the pitter patter of their feet. I listen to them breath as they sleep. I hold them close without a fear these little ones I hold so dear. Through all the storms that come our way I always want to stay. Close to them as close as I can get. I want to hold each one within my arms and protect them from this world so wrong. I wonder sometime what my life would be if I had not done the things that brought them to me. Then I realize without a doubt what life would be without anyone of them. And I know within my mind and heart that my life could never be complete without each and everyone of them as a part. I love all of you, Dad May 8, 2007

Lyrics Of Leonard Cohen Fab
Leonard Cohen - Suzanne Lyrics Suzanne takes you down to her place near the river You can hear the boats go by You can spend the night beside her And you know that she's half crazy But that's why you want to be there And she feeds you tea and oranges That come all the way from China And just when you mean to tell her That you have no love to give her Then she gets you on her wavelength And she lets the river answer That you've always been her lover And you want to travel with her And you want to travel blind And you know that she will trust you For you've touched her perfect body with your mind. And Jesus was a sailor When he walked upon the water And he spent a long time watching From his lonely wooden tower And when he knew for certain Only drowning men could see him He said "All men will be sailors then Until the sea shall free them" But he himself was broken Long before the sky would open Forsaken, almost human He sank bene

Lyrics I Like
LEONARD COHEN LYRICS "True Love Leaves No Traces" As the mist leaves no scar On the dark green hill So my body leaves no scar On you and never will Through windows in the dark The children come, the children go Like arrows with no targets Like shackles made of snow True love leaves no traces If you and I are one It's lost in our embraces Like stars against the sun As a falling leaf may rest A moment on the air So your head upon my breast So my hand upon your hair And many nights endure Without a moon or star So we will endure When one is gone and far True love leaves no traces If you and I are one It's lost in our embraces Like stars against the sun [ link ]

I'm Loving You
The reason I love you is quite easy to see it encompasses everything that you mean to me, the kindness, the love and your honesty too are all part of the reason that I'm loving you. You're my ear when I'm angry, frustrated or down you listen and comfort and turn things around, you're my eyes when I'm tired and too flat to see and everything you envision is offered to me. You're my mouth when I'm silent and quiet for the day and you honor and respect me in your own special way, you're my love, you're my soul and all I can be your the inspiration that fills the very heart in me. The reason I love you is blatantly clear my happiness is evident only when you are near, your love and devotion is so sweet and so true and that's only part of the reason that I'm loving you.

Blondes Are Cute...
A few days ago I was having some work done at my local garage. A blonde came In and asked for a seven-hundred-ten. We all looked at each other and Another customer asked, "What is a seven-hundred-ten?" She replied, "You Know, the little piece in the middle of the engine, I have lost it and need A new one.." She replied that she did not know exactly what it was, but this Piece had always been there. The mechanic gave her a piece of paper and a pen and asked her to draw what the piece looked like. She drew a circle and In the middle of it wrote 710. He then took her over to another car which Had its hood up and asked "is there a 710 on this car?" She pointed and Said, "Of course, it's right there." . . . . . . .. . Want to see a 710 ?? . . . . . . . . http://www.winthelotto.net/710.jpg

Be Your-self
One day you may walk into a room And people say to you What you like is not what is right What are you going to do Do you say ok I stop then And then just walk away Or do you say stop, hold on now I live my life my way Would you be able to argue To tell them who you are To claim the right to be yourself To stand up for what you are That is what you do here today you are a submissive you do not conform to the norm you live your life your way

My Definition Of Love.....
I HAVE HAD ALOT OF QUESTIONS ABOUT WHAT WE ARE GOING THROUGH THAT.... IF YOU REALLY DO MEAN WHAT YOU SAY...... THAT YOU SAY YOU LOVE ME..... I HEAR THE WORDS...... THOUGH ITS HARD FOR ME TO SAY... I HAVE SAID IT BEFORE BUT I WANNA SAY IT WHEN THE TIME IS RIGHT........ WHEN I FEEL THAT I CAN SAY IT....... YOU ASKED ME TO DEFINE LOVE FOR YOU...... I CAN TRY TO DEFINE LOVE..... BUT THERE ARE SO MANY WAYS TO DEFINE IT...... LOVE.... TO ME IS TIME STOPPING IN ITS PLACE AND THAT YOU'RE THE ONLY ONE THAT I SEE AS EVERYTHING FADES AROUND YOU..... LOVING IT WHEN YOU SMILE AND KNOWING THE YOU ARE HAPPY...... ENJOYING THE TIME THAT WE SPEND TOGETHER.... KNOWING THAT YOU ARE HERE WITH ME MAKING ME FEEL LIKE I CAN NEVER LET YOU GO... HAVING THE FEELING OF MISSING YOU JUST FOR A DAY SUCKS.... I LOVE HAVING YOU AROUND..... JUST KNOWING THAT YOU ARE HERE.... TO BE WITH ME... I LOVE IT WHEN YOU TAKE ME TO PLACES THAT I HAVE NEVER BEEN... THE TIME THAT YOU TOOK ME TO SEE THE WHOLE TOWN... IT IS BEA

Paris Hilton.'' I Am Hot''...i Don't Think So ;-))
Paris goes to jail Paris Hilton Sentenced to 45 Days in Jail Heiress Must Report to Prison on June 5 By SANDY COHEN, AP LOS ANGELES (May 4) -- A judge sentenced Paris Hilton to 45 days in jail Friday for violating her probation, putting the brakes on the hotel heiress' famous high life. My god,everythime i put on the news they are talking about this 'poor'girl who has to go to prison for 45 days Now she starts wheepingand tries everything to prevent she don't have to pay..take responsibillity for 1 of her many stupidities There are even people starting holding petitions so she don't have to go to jail..I don't feel any pitty for her Think there are far more important things in this world than this shit She thinks she is Hot..I think she is an Idiot What do you think?

Real Friends
*ROSES ARE RED.... DIAMONDS ARE BLU....I'LL FIGHT ANY BITCH THAT FUCKS WITH YOU!!! SEND THIS TO ALL THE PEOPLE ON YOUR LIST.. LET'S SEE WHO'S GOT YOUR BACK.. CUZ HOMIE I GOT YOURS!! P.S. I BETTER FUCKIN GET THIS BACK IF YOUR MY TRUE FRIEND

Conspicuous Daft
Ignorance Conspicuous daft The marble presses into your back Conspirator A talon is torn Everyone peck away at the worm Casting off with a locked reel All I need to do is feel Green is in the shadow’s field Hack the cast off with pruning shears Pinned down by enemy fire; my cock is all I got So until I black out I may as well fox-hole-trot As I take stock I realize someone’s been skimming off the top The shoe drops, opportunity knocks, I line up and take a shot There’s no way you have enough blood to make up the cost You’re crawling on your ass as your bullshit walks A nice long walk off a really short dock The bottom of the lake is a nice place to rot Treason pierces like a dart Scramble for a place to start Drain blood directly from my heart I have a pretty lax and far reaching perception of art Part the smart from the suicidal flock No matter how much time I kill I can never beat the clock I can shut down but I can’t be stopped All the meat I come acro

There Are Rules For Plastic?
Good morning. As I took a trip down msn .com to see what in the world was going on, I noticed the same ole same ole. Yeah the war in Iraq is still raging on, I actually thought to myself wouldn’t it be nice if it read the last of the troops from here and other countries helping out there were airborne and on there way home to their families and loved ones… no luck on that story. I thought ok, let’s look a little further and see what else in the world is transpiring. I see a video entitled “Lost and Injured baby Elephant rescued. Hmmm not earth shattering news there. So I delved onward looking here and there. Not seeing much of anything worth while. Then there it was…under the Money tab. I almost never follow any story in that file. I think mostly what is in there is what that want you to hear mostly. What they want you to do. Basically banks special interest groups trying to lure someone out of their hard earned money. But this story caught my eye. The title was; “The Rules on Plastic

My Horoscope For Today...
You need to feel appreciated. That's no surprise; everyone does. Why are you feeling so bad about something so normal? You think you should be above this kind of emotion, but you're human, too. Pat yourself on the back.

To Love Somebody
TO LOVE SOMEBODY (Bee Gees) There's a light A certain kind of light That never shone on me I want my life to live with you Live with you There's a way everybody say To do each and every little thing But what does it bring If I ain't got you, ain't got ? You don't know what it's like, baby You don't know what it's like To love somebody To love somebody To love somebody The way I love you...........

Wednesday Links: Whip 'em Out Wednesday, Bill Burr, Baldwin And Hoff Remixes, New Boner Of The Day, New Videos, Traveling Virus Tickets
Girls are flashing on Paltalk all day! Head over to 'Opie and Anthony LIVE' Now! LISTEN TO TODAY'S SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) It's Whip 'em Out Wednesday and FINALLY warming up in New York. SO warm in fact, that you may actually see a pair of bosoms... You should probably make sure you have a WOW Sticker if you want to partake in this goodness. There's a few ways to go about it: 1. GO TO THIS LINK FILL OUT THE FORM, AND WE WILL MAIL YOU ONE. 2. Send a self-addressed, stamped envelope (NOT A SMALL ONE, DUMMIES) to: The Opie and Anthony Show WOW Sticker Requests 111 West 57th Street Suite 500 New York, NY 10019 3. Get yourself an OFFICIAL WOW T-SHIRT!. They come in all sizes, so no matter how much cheese you like to eat, you can get one that fits you. CLICK HERE AND GET A SHIRT...DAG NABBIT... and then eat cheese. Speaking of SHIRTS....Check out THESE goodies! New Traveling Virus T-shirts - On Sale NOW! CLICK HERE T

Meet Turner Brown
Skinny little white guy goes into an elevator, looks up and sees this HUGE black guy standing next to him. The big guy sees the little guy staring, looks down and says: "7 feet tall, 350 pounds, 20 inch cock, 3 pound testicles, Turner Brown." The white man faints and falls to the floor. The big guy kneels down and brings him to, shaking him. The big guy says: What's wrong with you?" In a weak voice the little guy says, "What EXACTLY did you say to me?" The big dude says: "I saw your curious look and figured I'd just give you the answers to the questions everyone always asks me..... I'm 7 feet tall, I weigh 350 pounds, I have a 20" cock, my testicles weigh 3 pounds each, and my name is Turner Brown." The small guy sighs and says: "Turner Brown?!...Sweet Jesus, I thought you said, Turn around!"

Velvet Thunder
Velvet Thunder This is a test for all who seek too Have the freedom of speech forever And consequently I am hear to speak to you With the truth and love from our Father So follow the Leaders and Ill meet you there. In time To show you the beauty. In humble traditions. In time And its something you cant see Something that hides behind the seems Through the seems With every tempo and every key Every song and melody YOU HAVE PERFECTED PRAISE Leaders we should be boldly to say Leaders we should be boldly This is a test for all humanity So where's the love Leaders you should be boldly You should be boldly to say You are forever and we will together Praise Your name All through the Heavens skies Through the skies -fixed til Tuesday- http://www.purevolume.com/fixedtiltuesday http://www.myspace.com/fixedtiltuesday

Heaven Knocking, Hell Rising
Heaven Knocking, Hell Rising - 2007 EP Wake up, and Put on your Armor.... We rush to the Battle Scene.... Fire and Brimstone we will bring to the fight and Souls will be lifted from here to the sky and He will descend from the clouds Like a thief in the night These trials seem so long... and the days i feel are killing... but my hands will clench to yours when it seems like i am falling BECAUSE YOU WERE ALWAYS THERE Welcome, welcome is the first thing you do to me always When i've been so far away And you are the best thing That has happened to me and Forever i'll worship You This is the end hear it comes This is the end that we're in Haven't you heard Havent you The dead will rise AWAKE THE BRIDE And it's such a chore for me Just to see the world is ending But the news paper writes and The television screams That this is the end So haven't you felt the love of Christ Haven't you felt Jehovah's Love... One day we'll see your face... On

Broken Hearted
my life fell apart today...my world came crashin down....my heart is ripped to shreds on the floor...all becuz of the man that i love...he was everything to me...but i wasnt everything to him....he says he loves me but i dont quite believe that nemore....i was willin to do w/e i could to keep him...but it wasnt enough...hes gone now and he wants nothing to do with me....he cut me out of his life....he wants a life w/o me....and i wish i could stop cryin but i cant...i loved him with my hole heart...but it wasnt enough...i couldnt be who he wanted me to be...i tried to be perfect for him but i couldnt....i still love him and i want to be with him but he refuses....he said he never wanted to do this but he had to...well i call bullshit on that....i was gonna marry this guy...but not nemore....becuz of him my heart is trying to stay alive but idk how much longer it can fight....i wish i could be 6ft under so i wouldnt have to deal with this pain...i wish i could turn back time so i didnt

Oingo Boingo - Out Of Control
Everyone says sooner or later you'll reach the end of the line When things get rough some think it's easy to jump the ship . . . You decide I say--don't throw it away There's about a million reasons why Though you've heard them all before And you're getting very tired Lay your head on my lap and I'll sing you this lullaby CHORUS Don't you know That everyone around you Has felt the pain you feel today You're out of control yeah--and you want someone to tell you When you wake up in the morning it'll only be a dream You're out of control . . . There's a cloud-rollin' overhead and it seems to rain on no one else There's a black sun--casting a black shadow, and I know you feel so all alone You're out of control--and you want the world to love you Or maybe you just want a chance to let them know That you live and breathe and suffer And your back is in the corner and you've got nowhere to go Nothin' for nothin'--everything's right at your fingertips--for a price Who ever said that life on thi

Chocolate Lover?
I just received a profile comment that implied that chocolate is the way to a womans heart.. I thought about this and wondered. Yes but which chocolates? the fattening ones? or the diet one? Regular or Diabetic? Fair trade or standard commercial? Dark or milk chocolate? hard or soft centres? do you have a nut allergy? is the box big enough? I promise you it really isn't that simple on product basis. Then there is the making sure that everything is transparent so that when you think Why has he given me chocolates? What has he done? is he doing? who is he doing etc etc etc it is obvious that none of these things is happening and it was simply a gift from the heart. It's a potential minefield, this is why us blokes don't give you chocolates even though we love you.

Life Itself[uh Oh Random Thought Blog]
Life has given me alot of obstacles in my life. [I also apologize for my spelling errors]. Thank God finals are this week. Life itself makes me think. This is just a random blog. I promise the next one will be one that makes sense. Take care all! -Eric{Devilman}

Kindred Spirits
Kindred Spirits Kindred Spirits magnify Gentle touches upon the skin, whispered words caressing in the wind. The warm touch of kind hands, linger on the summers breeze. Reaching inside to melt, the surrounding ice. Gaurding the wall, of your winters freeze. Forever forthcoming you will bring, from my heart to yours. Our gentle nature glides, spreading magic upon your Spring. Written by Ardela Dedicated to you Bud.(Jer)

Sensual
Sensual Sensual magnify The Earths need to freely rise, from its Spirit deep within. She calls upon that which, gives her life once again. Calling forth the scent she breathes, the Air that which gives her life. To take what is freely given, before it is gone and leaves. All around her with its need, it lays to gently cover. Spreading like the wind, in the breeze its growing seed. With there spirits adjourn, they fill natures force. There power which was given, the need to be born. Written By Ardela

And Now Some Words Of Wisdom From Jay Leno....who'd Have Thunk It?!
Jay Leno wrote this; it's the Jay Leno we don't often see.... "The other day I was reading Newsweek magazine and came across some poll data I found rather hard to believe. It must be true given the source, right? The Newsweek poll alleges that 67 percent of Americans are unhappy with the direction the country is headed and 69 percent of the country is unhappy with the performance of the president. In essence 2/3s of the citizenry just ain't happy and want a change. So being the knuckle dragger I am, I started thinking, ''What we are so unhappy about?'' Is it that we have electricity and running water 24 hours a day, 7 days a week? Is our unhappiness the result of having air conditioning in the summer and heating in the winter? Could it be that 95.4 percent of these unhappy folks have a job? Maybe it is the ability to walk into a grocery store at any time and see more food in moments than Darfur has seen in the last year? Maybe it is the abil

Self Satisfaction
Self Satisfaction I think I might go insane These feelings I feel I can no longer contain It's creeping over me and feels soo good Touch myself,do you think I should? Shivers down my back How can i not react? Rubbing my clit and massaging my breasts What do I do with the rest? Let's put those fingers and toy to the test Slowly rubbing the toy up and down my lips Mmm I start to grind my hips A tingling feeling comes over me As i slide the toy inside me so gently Faster and faster I go Moaning and groaning I'm almost going to explode I go deeper,harder and harder not daring to stop Almost ready to pop A rush of adrenaline comes over me And slowly I start to cream Running down my shaved cat Sadly,I'm wanting more What's up with that?

Heartbroken
Heartbroken All alone without you now I'm hurting more than I should allow What we had has gone and passed It happened all so fast I wonder where we went wrong with it all I wonder if I should pick up the phone to call My heart is breaking,my body is aching My tears run down my cheek God i think i sprung a leak In the days,in the nights This i just getting to hard to fight I can't do this anymore,I gotta tell you what's bugging me I gotta ask"Why did you decide to leave me?" Did you mean it when you said you loved me? Or was it all just a lie? For me to leave you alone and let you get by Tell me I'm imagining it all,that all this is a dream Why did you have to be so mean? It's okay though,I'm going to move on Each day,I'm going to be much more strong I'm going to put you outta my mind And look for a love that's one of a kind So goodbye to you and everything we ever had Fuck being sad

The Wrong N#gga To F**k Wit'
Disclaimer: The title and the following blog may be seen as offensive to those of yall reading it, but before you get your panties all in a bunch and what not, read the blog, comment and then go about your business, or not, its all good either way...... Ok now those of you that know me, that really know me know that I rarely use the N word, let alone use it to describe myself, for many different reasons, but today certain events just really brought out the n*gga in me. Now my motto is and always has been "Love me, or hate me, I'm always gonna be me" and I usually ignore anybody who feels the need to say anything negative about me, but today somebody sent me an email that just pissed me off to no end. I'm not gonna say who it was or what email it came from, just that it wasn't from here, but the overall email pretty much accused me of being ashamed of my race because of the fact that I'm not thuggish, or that my fiancee, who I love with all my heart, is latina, and that my kids (y

Poem
Heartbroken All alone without you now I'm hurting more than I should allow What we had has gone and passed It happened all so fast I wonder where we went wrong with it all I wonder if I should pick up the phone to call My heart is breaking,my body is aching My tears run down my cheek God i think i sprung a leak In the days,in the nights This i just getting to hard to fight I can't do this anymore,I gotta tell you what's bugging me I gotta ask"Why did you decide to leave me?" Did you mean it when you said you loved me? Or was it all just a lie? For me to leave you alone and let you get by Tell me I'm imagining it all,that all this is a dream Why did you have to be so mean? It's okay though,I'm going to move on Each day,I'm going to be much more strong I'm going to put you outta my mind And look for a love that's one of a kind So goodbye to you and everything we ever had Fuck being sad

For My Son
Oh how the years go by, Oh how time can certainly fly. From once just a thought in far away dreams, now into my arms and in my eyes gleam the presence of you. Your laughter and smiles which go on for miles, warms my heart and soul. You're growing up so fast, as I wish each moment with you to last forever. My little boy will someday be a man and right by your side I will forever stand. I will pick up the pieces when you fall, I will hold your hand and help you stand tall. And when the day comes when you are on your own, never feel that you are alone. No matter how near or far apart I am always right there in your heart. Always remember whatever you go through that no matter what, I will always love you

Dear Girls
Just Becasue You Where Rancid T Shirts Dosent Mean My B/f Wants To Fuck You LOL He Dosent Care That You" Use To Have" Or Want A Mohawk .. And Also Dosent Care How HARDCORE You Are. He Dosent Care How Much You Kiss His Smelly Ass With Comments About His Mohawk,, And Shit. Just Because Hes Punk Dosent Mean Hes A Fucking Pig Like Most Punk Guys You All See On MTV And Read In Your Teenbeat Mags. Use Whatever Cool Terms And Sayings And flash your Tits And Ass, He Wont Even Bat An Eye At You. He Can Smell A Fake Whore A Mile Away! So Save Your Self Some Time And Do Everyone One A Big Fav And Fuck Off To The Next Trend To Piss Mommy And Daddy Off LOL

About Me
A 200 Question Fun Survey 4 Myspace (All The Bzoink Surveys Put Together)Full Name::robert coking Birthday::2-10-84 Birthplace::baltimore md Eye Color::brown Hair Color::brown Height::5'7 Weight::idk Right handed or Left handed?:both Your Heritage::mutt My Worst Habit::biteing my nails Zodiac Sign::aquarius Shoe Size::11 1/2 Pants Size::38-40 Innie or Outie?:innie Parents Still Together?:yes The Shoes You Wore Today::dvs Your Weakness::love Your Fears::spiders Your Perfect Pizza::cheese Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year::get my own place Your Most Overused Phrase On An Instant Messenger:whats up Thoughts First Waking Up::i gotta pee Your Best Physical Feature::my face Your Bedtime::when ever Your Most Missed Memory::lots MY FAVORITESFavorite color?:blue Food?:salad Sport?:football Animal?:dog Ice Cream?:cookies dough

Hello, My Name Is Andrea And I'm Here Because I'm An Addict.
My pillow still smells like him. In fact I can't get the scent out of my head and I keep going over in my mind the way things played out the other night. Now I have had plenty of those "and what was your name again" moments (more than I'd care to share). I have also had those meaningful profound moments where you actually know and love the person. But all those ultimately have ended badly for me. And each time I think I'm cured afterward, that me and my vibrator can handle things alone again for a while. I don't need sex... Why I can be happy with only one guy for long periods of time but get so bored of my vibrator so fast is a mystery to me. Something to do with it being an inanimate object I suppose... Tired of being the one to take charge all the time? Perhaps... So when the moment arises and you start seeing a cute guy, why is always date two or three that my resolve folds and I give in to the tempation? And why do I not ever have any regrets about it? My list is starting

America
Well, I think she pretty much took the words out of AMERICA'S Mouth!!!!! Here's one woman who is telling it like it is...in her opinion! Written by a housewife from New Jersey and sounds like it! This is one pissed off lady. "Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001 ? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania ? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when an overworked American soldier kicked it or got it wet?...Well, I don't. I don't care at all. I'll start caring when Osama bin Laden turns himself in and repents for incinerating all those innocent people on 9/11. I'll care a

Sometimes, You Just Wish......
....that none of this ever happend at all but unfortunataly, it did. For those who must know....Jacob and I went to Italy in June of 2003; jacob was born in September 24th. He was in fact, 8/9 months old at the time of us living with my husband at the time, now ex husband. And at Christmas time, when jacob was just around 3 months old, we got to go to Italy for the first time to spend the holidays with him. And for those who think that jacob was not in his father's life before he turned one, had better think again...I have pictures of Jacob's first birthday party with all of us wishing him a "happy bday". Well, me, my ex and another good family, whom I dearly do miss. I am tired of all of the bickering and whinning about how my kids father will have to make certain changes in his life when he has another family to take care of too. You think I do not know that he has another family to take care of? Alls I ask for is that he take some time off; a week or two to spend time with hi

Smart Ass Answers
Smart Ass Answer No.5: A flight attendant was stationed at the departure gate to check tickets. As a man approached, she extended her hand for the ticket and he opened his trench coat and flashed at her. Without missing a beat....she said, "Sir, I need to see your ticket not your stub." *************** Smart Ass Answer No.4: A lady was picking through the frozen turkeys at the grocery store, but she couldn't find one big enough for her family. She asked a stock boy, "Do these turkeys get any bigger?" The stock boy replied, "No ma'am, they're dead." ******************* Smart Ass Answer No.3: The cop got out of his car and the kid who was stopped for speeding rolled down his window. "I've been waiting for you all day," the cop said. The kid replied, "Yeah, well I got here as fast as I could." When the cop finally stopped laughing, he sent the kid on his way without a ticket. ******************* Smart Ass Answer No.2: A truck driver was driving along on

Sick Again
Got back my blood results and Im sick from the Lyme disease... again. I struggle with this disease for over 12 years now and everytime the doctor gives me medication and says: Itll be over after this. Yeah right, not! It makes me so tired to fight for your own health care.... Now I really wish that I lived in the US, they have so much better threatments for this disease....

Before I Was Myself, You Made Me, Me
Before I was myself you made me, me With love and patience, discipline and tears, Then bit by bit stepped back to set me free, Allowing me to sail upon my sea, Though well within the headlands of your fears. Before I was myself you made me, me With dreams enough of what I was to be And hopes that would be sculpted by the years, Then bit by bit stepped back to set me free, Relinquishing your powers gradually To let me shape myself among my peers. Before I was myself you made me, me, And being good and wise, you gracefully As dancers when the last sweet cadence nears Bit by bit stepped back to set me free. For love inspires learning naturally: The mind assents to what the heart reveres. And so it was through love you made me, me By slowly stepping back to set me free.

Can't Sleep
I really can't sleep, haven't been able to for the last few nights. I keep having nightmares about getting my CT scan results back and it not being good. I really don't want to think about it when I'm awake so it is affecting my subconscious. I will feel a lot better once I know I am ok, until then... This song really reminds me of how I feel, I don't think I deserve this most of the time... so I do everything I can to earn my second chance.

Poem
Untitled You broke my heart when you went away You made me believe that you loved me Wanted to be with me,cared for me even I was such a fool You played with my heart,my emotions,my love Did it make you happy to see me hurting and crying over your stupid ass? Why did i even think it would last The love we had gone,down the drain Now I'm in such pain God I feel really lame But,now I'm better and you're outta my life I'm hoping you're happy with your new fabulous life But since you screwed me over so bad You'll never realize I'm the best you ever had There's nothing I miss Not the way you held me,not even the way you kissed I just want you to remember,what goes around,comes around. And then comes the pain I gurantee you'll never be the same So I only have one more thing to say,and it is this: I hope one day,you'll be missing this bitch

To All Military Peeps And Military Lovers
to all military peeps and military lovers supporters ext. please come and add me as a friend i would love to have all of you on my friends list i support the military 110% my family is military and i would like to have you all as freinds on here all branches are welcome .... please thank you for the freedom you have and will bring the United States of America this blog might sound cheesey but i dont care i need some military folks on my friend list

A Mother's Day Prayer
You rocked me when I was a babe and kept me from all harm; Now may our Father cradle you in His protective arm. How often you have held my hand and taught me what was right-- May Father take you on His path, toward eternal light. And Mother, as your soothing voice would help my heart to mend-- May Father comfort you each day, and bless you to all end.

Incapable ?
maybe i am incapable no ? of loving like i did before ... maybe all the things accumulated over time have fucked me so bad that the part of me that allowed it to happen is gone ..eaten away by the maggots attacking and ravaging the dead tissue , almost like i feel nothing, but i do feel, i just never feel complete, i hate it so much to feel that way.i think what i really want i to not hurt or be hurt anymore .. obviously everyone wants that but it seems like thats always what i get .. oh shit here i go rambling again huh ...anyways i told my friend sean about the bs that went on at that party the other night and i thinkthats what got me started ... what the hell goes through peoples minds that makes them think its ok to just take what they want from people even if its a violation of who they are how sick .. i dont feel safe anywhere . i used to be this strong little bitch.. id kick anyones ass if i had to fuck chris whos 4 times my size always said hed fucking have me watch his back

A Blonde Joke.. ...
A Russian, an American and a blonde were talking in a bus one day... The Russian says, "We were the first in space! To which the American says, "We were the first on the moon! THe blonde says, "So what? We are going to be first on the sun...!!!! The Russian and the American look at each other and shake their heads...... "You can't land on the sun, you idiot !!! You will burn up.." says the Russian. To which the blonde replies....."We're not idiots, you know, we're going to land at night!"

24
I always find myself in a birthday waiting room waiting for something that might happen asking myself why it hasn’t yet 22, 23, and now it’s 24 there still is excitement deep down inside my belly but I know I’ll go to bed 24 yet unfulfilled and it’s alright it’s best this way I’ll stop to celebrate the day when I was born should be forgotten go to hell stay there all those years just rotten I’ll forget I’ll forget My next 12th of May will be spent alone in my king-sized bed and I won’t fulfil anyone’s expectations but my own.

Midnight Rendez Vous
Laced with whispers your breath runs in spiraling circles from lobe, to neck, down spine; to nestle gently as an aphrodisiac on the lower back, where your hand could rest in warm comfort and your thumb could trace circles on silk-like skin. Locked in effortless stare souls could be explored within the depths of eyes. A sigh flows from your lips with a depth and tenderness that evokes shivers, begging for release during the deep-night hours where insomniac thoughts taunt the distant sleep. The sounding of 3am relentlessly brings back reality and the figment created by longing turns to dust scattered by a wisp of wind that teases the curtains, lifting the remnants in graceful ascend into a starlit sky. Until the next time our voices will join to waltz over distance during a midnight telephone-wired rendez vous.

Why?
Why did you call last night? Why did you have to tell me you still missed me? Why did you tell me you still loved me? Why did you tell me I was still in your dreams You told me that you be here if you could.. But your not You told me you still loved me but your married to her You told me that you wished you could see me but you wont You told me you love the fact that we lasted 3yrs but I have been married for 10 You tell me that you've never forgotten me but this isnt real You tell me you will alwys be there if I need you but I know that a lie You tell me you love the fact that we took so long to get to where we were But I know you wished we had gotten their alot sooner... But Why? Why did you call? Why did you have to bring this back up..Now it will take me so much longer to let go of you again. It took me so much to forget that I will always love you.. WHy?

I'm Going Away For A Bit And Just Wanted To Tell You All This
Hello my friends, Wolfie here just want to let you know that I will be away for 5 days starting on the 11th, I’m writing this formally as I am not in the mood to write like you all know me for that I am sorry. However I wont be on the internet for this whole time so I am sorry I have some things that I must do in this time and I do hope to talk to you all very soon! I love you all you know! You have been there for me all the time and I am happy and honoured to call you my friends! If I could I would hug each and every one of you, you have inspired me to be a better person and to be a good friend To my family, I wish to thank you for giving me the title of founder! And when I return I shall do all in my power to live up to the title of founder of Lestats Dark Covenant. And I will be back on the 15 which is 6 days from tomorrow so look for me on the dawn of the 6th day when the sun rises on the ridge! ^_^ I love you all and will miss you as you have all become a part of me and Eman

Save Paris?
I swear to Pooh...if I see even one "Save Paris" bulletin on this site, I am going to kick someone really hard in the shins. The whole thing just irritates me to no end. I mean, here you have this spoiled rich girl, crying on national tv, saying that she doesn't deserve to made an example of. She "gives young people around the world hope," as she told the group of papparazzi that was gathered outside of her house yesterday. Certainly, we shouldn't send Saint Paris to jail. After all, she has contributed sooo much to our great society. She has taught us how to pose, with elegance, as we watched her at whatever 'step and repeat' that she was doing. She has taught us to revere our four-legged friends by demonstrating that they should not be treated as dogs, but as dress-up dolls. Oh, her fashion sense has told us, time and time again, that it is ok to look like a whore when you go out, because, well, she does it and that makes it acceptable. And, yes, she has taught us about sex. F

Why Did You Have To Go
why did you have to go so not fair you left me with out saying goodbye leaven me to deal with everything on my own your own sister thinks i no good. falling for your son no reason i could explain just knowing there something about him that wants him to be closer. you and your wife made me fill hole but it not good enough when me and her driffted apart. angels cann't pretected me from being hurt from life. then loosing my dad even made it harder. then my best friend. where do i turn where do i go but to your grave site praying that your touch those souls that needs to be touch..; I love you and always have from the day you stood in my live room telling me I was your daughter. You too made me feel so special.

I Am ;a;
TAKE THE FIRST LETTER OF YOUR NAME A-Punky B-Emotional C-Pretty D-Very Sexy E-Gangster F-Girly G-Dyke H-Sweet I-Retarded j-Gorgeous K-Beautiful L-Fabulous M-Slutty N-Preppy O-Hot P- amazing Q-Boyish R-Hot S-Sexy T-Sexual U-Ugly V-Wonderful W-Hott X-Bitchy Y-Under-appreciated Z-Over-appreciated NOW THE THIRD IN YOUR MIDDLE NAME(if you don’t have one use your last name): A-Wizard B- Babe C-Bitch D-Obsesser E- God (ess) F-Retard G-Queen/ King H-Slut I-Girl J-Goth K-Nerd L-Alcoholic M-porn star N-sex god (ess) O-Geek P-Skank Q-Crack whore R-Sex machine S-Prince (ess) T-Whore U-Cry Baby V-Jackass W-Punk X-Scared-cat Y-Coward Z-Chocoholic Now What Color Is the Shirt You Are Wearing: Red- Will Do Anything For Crack purple- Who Looks At Porn 24/7 Orange- Who Likes It In The Butt Yellow- Who Wants To Have Sex With You Green- Who will rock your world Pink- Who's Good With My Hands blue- Who likes to strip White- Who everyone

Scary Thoughts
Hi all, I just went through one of the scariest possible situations. I was online, having mommy time, lol. Both kids are asleep, and i am fixing to go to bed, when i hear on the tv, Tornado Warning for Logan County, heading to Guthrie,Ok.(where i live) Then all of a sudden i hear it is 7 miles Southwest from Guthrie. Guthrie residents need to take tornado precautions IMMEDIATELY!! I rush to get pillows and blankets, flashlights and get changed into long pants and a long sleeve shirt, socks and shoes, then i have the kids to get up, get changed, get shoes on, and get in the bathtub. I wake Andrew, telling him we have a tornado, and as i say that i hear the sirens going off in town, then i have to wake Kyle and get him up, change him completely and get him in the tub. I get me and the boys in the tub, immediately Kyle starts crying, he wants out of the tub, then i hear on the tv, tornado is just outside Guthrie, you need to take precautions now! So we cover our heads, Kyle is crying as

I Owe My Mother
> > 1. My mother taught me TO APPRECIATE A JOB WELL DONE. > > "If you're going to kill each other, do it outside. I just finished > > cleaning." > > > > 2. My mother taught me RELIGION. > > "You better pray that will come out of the carpet." > > > > 3. My mother taught me about TIME TRAVEL. > > "If you don't stra ighten up, I'm going to knock you into the middle of > > next week!" > > > > 4.My mother taught me LOGIC. > > " Because I said so, that's why." > > > > 5. My mother taught me MORE LOGIC . > > "If you fall out of that swing and break your neck, you're not going to > > the store with me." > > > > 6. My mother taught me FORESIGHT. > > "Make sure you wear clean underwear, in case you're in an accident." > > > > 7. My mother taught me IRONY. > > "Keep crying, and I'll give you something to cry about." > > > > 8 My mother taught me about the science of OSMOSIS. > > "Shut your mouth and eat your supper." > > > > 9. My mother taught me about CONTORTIONISM.

Learning To "cuss" Early. . . .
A 6 year old and a 4 year old are upstairs in their bedroom. "You know what?" says the 6 year old. "I think it's about time we started cussing." The 4 year old nods his head in approval. The 6 year old continues, "When we go downstairs for breakfast, I'm gonna say something with 'hell' and you say something with 'ass'. The 4 year old agrees with enthusiasm. When their mother walks into the kitchen and asks the 6 year old what he wants for breakfast, he replies, "Aw, hell, Mom, I guess I'll have some Cheerios." WHACK! He flies out of his chair, tumbles across the kitchen floor, gets up, and runs upstairs crying his eyes out, with his mother in hot pursuit, slapping his rear with every step. His mom locks him in his room and shouts, "You can just stay there until I let you out!" She then comes back downstairs, looks at the 4 year old and asks with a stern voice, "And what do you want for breakfast, young man?" "I don't know," he blu

Wives Are Always Smarter Than Husbands!!
A couple drove down a country road for several miles, not saying a word. An earlier discussion had led to an argument and neither of them wanted to concede their position. As they passed a barnyard of mules, goats, and pigs, the husband asked sarcastically, "Relatives of yours?" "Yep," the wife replied, "in-laws." ------------ --------- --------- --------- --------- --------- - A husband read an article to his wife about how many words women use a day... 30,000 to a man's 15,000. The wife replied, "The reason has to be because we have to repeat everything to men." The husband then turned to his wife and asked, "What?" ------------ --------- --------- --------- --------- --------- - A man said to his wife one day, "I don't know how you can be so stupid and so beautiful all at the same time." The wife responded, "Allow me to explain. God made me beautiful so you would be attracted to me; God made me stupid so I would be attracted to you!"

May 9
You can't retreat to the way you were, but you can apply past knowledge to your current actions. Once you do, you'll make infinite amounts of progress -- some visible only to your eye. (But that's the kind that counts!)

My Horoscope
its funny this is my horoscope for today.. i dont cover up my feelings and i do feel terrible already. so why care in someone calls me out huh???? You're incapable of being false, which is one of the many reasons why people trust your opinion. Don't start covering up your feelings now. You'll feel terrible, and someone could call you out on this.

To Much Pain
what do u do when u lose the most important things in the world u feel like theres nothing eles to live for well i feel like that now i lost my kidds a few weeks ago i feel like dieing cause i cant hold them or hugg them or kiss them it hurts so bad i cant stand the pain much longer we keep getting told we are getting them back but we also keep getting lied to so im not sure ne more with out my babys it feels like theres nothing eles to live for but i dont know i cry myself to sleep at night every night while i look at there pic and wonder what they are doing they are my world my life and always will be.....there is just to much pain

The Heart Of A Poet
To be a poet is To draw from the deepest reaches of your soul Write your dreams With the passion of the rightous. It is to feel your tears Bleed your heart onto paper To use your mind like a green house Where roses and thorns grow equally The heart of a poet Is the place where madness and sanity combine Where reality and dreams are blurred Where the words of one man Draw truth and emotion from the heart of another The words of a poet are written with imagination and flair they paint pictures of rare beauty They can move the souls of kings and give power to the rawest of human emotion

All About Me.
All about me. 1.What is your middle name? Marvell 2. Are you single? Yes (but hopefully not for long.) 3. What color is your room? Brown 4. What do you do first in the morning? Leave Work 5. Is your hair naturally straight or curly? Curly when I let it grow out. 6. Do you still know anyone from kindergarten? nope. 7. Are you taller than your mom? yes 8. Do you have a crush on someone right now? Yes 9. Who last called you? Selena to wish me a Happy Birthday 10. Do you get mad easily? No (Why the Fuck do you want to know this???) 11. Do you believe in gay marriages? Yes Why Should Straight people be the only ones to suffer. 12. Have you ever snuck out of your house? My Folks house yes 13. What time is it right now? 2:06 AM 14. Where were you an hour ago? At work 15. What is the last thing you ate or drank? Chips and Milk 16. Do you miss anyone right now? Yes 17. Were you an honor student in school? Yes

My Mame
alot people say that they don't like my name cause its dirty n its means sex, I say they are wrong , I thing its a very relaxing-n- stress free event and if it was aload the world would be better place, some sai that ladies can go topless in canada any were they plz -n- in germany they show alot too remember clothes need a vaction too

Scars (poetry)
Scars Does your pain leave a stain Does it cause you to refrain From speaking your own mind Whenever your eyes meet mine Does your fear bring you to tears Making everything unclear Do you want to hold my hand Or is that more than you can stand Are there wounds that never heal Making how you feel seem so surreal Do you sob in desperation Do you scream in aggravation Does your heart leave you confused And you don't know what to do Guess what I've been there to And it's all because of you This has gone too far I just hope I can live with the scars

Tas Episode 40
After about 9 hours of recording (over 4 sessions) and roughly 20 hours of editing (over 5 days), our latest episode is now available. Episode 40 Please don't sue us, Mr. Tarantino. We love you. Scotto and Uncle John finally unveil what was to be their April Fools Day show ... better late than never. Outtakes to follow (as soon as I can bear to open my editing program again) Ps. Get comfy, this is a long one (almost 3 hours)

Making A Baby
The Smiths were unable to conceive children and decided to use a surrogate father to start their family. On the day the proxy father was to arrive, Mr. Smith kissed his wife goodbye and said, "Well, I'm off now. The man should be here soon." Half an hour later, just by chance, a door-to-door baby photographer happened to ring the doorbell, hoping to make a sale. "Good morning, Ma'am", he said, "I've come to..." "Oh, no need to explain," Mrs. Smith cut in, embarrassed, "I've been expecting you." "Have you really?" said the photographer. "Well, that's good. Did you know babies are my specialty?" "Well that's what my husband and I had hoped. Please come in and have a seat". After a moment she asked, blushing, "Well, where do we start?" "Leave everything to me. I usually try two in the bathtub, one on the couch, and perhaps a couple on the bed. And sometimes the living room floor is fun. You can really spread out there." "Bathtub, living room floor? No wonder it didn't work out

He Has And Is
When he can say I am beautiful and I feel that im not than hes the best. When he wipes away my tears, pulls me close and tells me it will all be ok, he is truly a man. When he stands up for me and protects me even if I dont need it well hes an even better man. When no matter how bad his day has been, he comes home, drops everything so he can wrap his arms around me and kiss me deeply I can so appreciate every second of it.When he is not afraid of what others think because he confesses his love for me in public well I can even love that because I know he means it. When he holds my hand as we walk on the beach together than he really understands the peacefullness it brings to my life. When he can just sit and talk to me for hours without getting annoyed than I know he truly cares. When I am more important than some game,race or something on the tv than I know he cares more for me than all of that. When I watch him sleep and he is very peaceful and beautiful I know that he is happy. I wan

Jacob
oh my god this time last year I was at the hospital with Jessica cause she went into labor around 5 pm and we got to Oakland Kaiser around 7:30 8 pm and I was with her the inter time well all the way up to the time they had to tuck her to have a c-section done cause Jacob just didn’t want to come out but man that was crazy day, who can say that they were there to see a baby be born!!!! I am so glad that I am able to say I was there the day that my nephew was born!!!!!!!!

Cum On By Tha Doorz Open Yall
Well now this is my first web page and im extremely new @ it, but working hard on puting up real fotoz of places ive been to here for those who havent been can see a glimpz of Sweet Serenity and Admire Reality of what life really has to Offer --

A Dangerous Man
I have found out that one of our normal looking nice guys that I let on my friend list started to make nasty comments to my grandaughter on my space, he read my profile and then followed my links and got to talking to my grandaughter, I moniter all my grandkids pages as best i can, notified her mom, and I plan on making him see the error of his ways. I will not tolerate grown men who go after teen girls. He is in the process of being turned in, and I hope he reads this and gets real worried, this lioness does not like anyone messing with my "cubs"

Just Getting Or Should Say Starting A Routine.
Wow, It has been a long time since I have written a real blog. Well, See I haven't had much to write about. So alright, enough with that. So what is happening. Well, going back to April 28th. The year end Poker thing. Matt put up a hell of a spread. I know he is proud about that. I finished in 5th or something like that. I got money back. Last week was also the start of the softball season. Started off with 2 wins and a loss. The loss night kind of pissed me off. But it is just a game. It was unfortuinate that we were a comedy of errors. but that happens. So this past weekend. I was in Lake Geneva for the weekend. It was a golf weekend. Myself, Troy, demetris, and Tony. Tony was kind enough to get us a wonderful Condo in the private quarters at Geneva National. Lemme tell ya, it was nice, but 1.5 million nice??? There wasn't even a hot tub. Now there was Flat screens in every room, digital cable, and suround sound. And well it was nice. So we all were in this Spec

Why
Why does god have me stuck in this place I miss home so much and I can actually say I am depressed today. I feel so alone. I am stuck in Arkansas. I am waiting for the money I am spose to get were I can try to get a used vehicle were I can go home.... If I have a home to go to becouse of all the tornadoes..... the longer I stay here the worse I feel !

Touch My Heart
I believe in a relationship that is more than just sex. I mean don't get me wrong that's great too. I just want that special touch,that place that is the hardest to reach, the hardest to touch, but the easiest to break. I want you to touch my heart. If you start out in the beginning as a pure whole hearted romantic who brings me flowers just for no reason at all then please keep it up because it makes me feel good and lets me know you are thinking of me. I love it when we walk on the beach really close to the water or even just sit in the sand, run our toes in the sand and just talk about really nothing that makes any sense to anyone but us. I love those times of breakfast in bed just because you felt like doing something special. The little notes that you leave in all those places that you know will be one of the first places I go or look well that is just awesome because it shows you pay attention to my daily routine. I love it when we dance together whether with or without any music

11 Layers Of Me
LAYER ONE: Spell your name with bands/artists C - Coolio O - Outkast R - Ramons E - Earth Wind & Fire y - Yin Yang Twins ===== LAYER TWO: -- Name: Corey -- Birth date: 5-9 -- Nicknames: Core, Big Man, C- Murder, C-money, Bank, Dragon, SD, Sexy D, CMD, The Cute one, Old Man, El Negro, Moving Shadow, LongShot -- Current Location: Work -- Eye Color: Brown ---true hair color: Black ---best friends: Lots ===== LAYER THREE: -- The shoes you wore today: Black Sneakers --Your perfect pizza: Gino's East Sausage and Pepperoni with a layer of Sausage. ===== LAYER FOUR: -- Your best physical features: Smile & Arms -- Most missed memory: Talking with my Uncle Doug ===== LAYER FIVE: -- Pepsi or Coke: Coke -- McDonald's or Burger King: McDonalds -- Adidas or Nike: Nike (But A.ll D.ay I. D.ream A.bout S.ex) -- Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton -- Chocolate or Vanilla: Vanilla (I'm full of Chocolate) ===== LAYER SIX: Do You

Gemini
(Another one goin back to the band days, the story of two sisters that were different) Crawling through the web She's left behind her The one with all the beauty and the brains Screaming in the darkness of a shadow You're the one who's treated Like a starnger Maybe she was something a little bit less than pretty Maybe she was something less then nothing at all Maybe she cried alone at night Silhouettes they're dancing in your doorway They say they love you just as much as her Lives her life and maybe some of your's too How come she always get's what you deserve Maybe she was something a little bit less than pretty Maybe she was something less then nothing at all Maybe she cried alone at night She was Gemini Waking to a cigarette that's barrowed A broken glass and wine Spilled on the floor (whore) Shooting for the mercy because your so low Picture of you sister on the wall Maybe she was something a little bit less than pretty Maybe sh

Just For You To Know
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So It Has Come To This.
I have no idea what it is about the I'm bored button that brings down raters to my page. But thanks for the rate, and guess what, welcome to my blocked list. Probably the smartest thing to do, because yo u won't be getting rates and the attention you crave. You are the weakest link, goodbye.

How Sweet It Is To Be Loved By You
Hello my dear Ctappers. Whew it's been a hell of a day for me. But I survived as you can see. I'd tell you what happened but then I'd have to slap myself. Ok talk sweet and I may make it the topic of my next blogg, hehe. Ok well I'm off to see the wizard, the fucking wonderful wizz of ozz hehe, SEE ME IN YOUR NIGHTMARES, B/C I AM ALREADY SOMEONES DREAM COME TRUE MUAHHHHH . I'll be glad when this person reveals them self

As All Good Things We Must Come To An End...its Been Fun
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Im Sad
What the hell has happend to everyone . i feel left out of the bunch . all my comments have gone poof gone and in 3 months no one has left me a new one . i feel as tho i dont have any friends on here .. another thing im sad about is how come a nice freakin guy like my self cant even get laid . am i that bad ? am i that ugly ? wtf is it ? i have no clue . but in the 2 1/2 years ive been single ive had no dates . ya thats right no dates . no nothing . in this day and age you can have that option to have friends . but no with my luck . i dont have that good of luck . anyone wanna pass on some luck to me ? So when will it be my turn to have a good g/f or even a good friend in my life . Nuff ramblin i guess . thanks for reading this . and have a good one ..

Read This Please.
I want to thank those fans and friends who helped me by rating my pictures and profile so I can advance to the next level and display all my pictures from my trip to Europe. There are still other supposed fans and friends who have not taken the time to rate my pictures and profile. May I ask you to take the time and rate my pictures and profile so I can share with you more of my pictures from Europe. I am sorry if I am taking some of your valued time. Again, thanks and I look forward to talking to you all soon. Pete

I Need Your Help Friends, Fans, And Family.....
I want to thank those fans and friends who helped me by rating my pictures and profile so I can advance to the next level and display all my pictures from my trip to Europe. There are still other supposed fans and friends who have not taken the time to rate my pictures and profile. May I ask you to take the time and rate my pictures and profile so I can share with you more of my pictures from Europe. I am sorry if I am taking some of your valued time. Again, thanks and I look forward to talking to you all soon. Pete

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Nice Day For A White Wedding
I wonder about my girl's patience. She's been asking where her ring is. For weeks now. Last night she gave up hinting. And just outright asked me to marry her. I think she's grown tired waiting for my happy ass.

Nothing
I don't really have anything to say that anyone really wants to hear. Don't really care if anyone reads this or not...just feeling down and need to write and don't feel like trying for the coherence of poetry tonight. Things are all a mess and it seems like no matter how hard I try to stop the dam another crack and another and another come to destroy all the patches I put up previously. I can't seem to fix anything at the moment. Can't seem to make it right. I don't even know where to begin. Nothing is ok. Nothing is right. I wish like hell I could just take my children and run away from this place and all of the problems in it. Problem is problems follow you wherever you roam. There is no safe place. I wish I could cry till all the tears were gone. I wish I could slam my fist into something till all the rage dissapears. I wish I could hurt something or someone till I don't hurt anymore. Instead I hurt myself and make bad decisions so that I don't have to feel so alone in th

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Lonely
i am so tired of being alone...even just for some company....the person knows who he is when he reads this...and i hope he does not take it out of context...i really care for him and i think he also cares, but not in the same way...he was right...i do want more but at this point in time i don't need a relationship...but his company ANY TIME would be fantastic and you never know what could happen...maybe eventually he will be ready...i just want him to know that i will be here...don't misunderstand, im not sitting around waiting, but i have only felt this way about one other person in my life....a simple smile from him makes me happy...a hug...warm and fuzzy and his kiss leaves me speechless (which is really hard to do..lol)...anyway...you know who you are...please call me or message me....I HOPE AND PRAY TO TALK TO YOU SOON...

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Sexual Quiz
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Price Of Gas
Subject: The price of Gas . The price of Gas All these examples do NOT imply that gasoline is cheap; they just illustrate how outrageous some prices are.... You will be really shocked by the last one! (At least, I was...) Compared with Gasoline...... Think a gallon of gas is expensive? This makes one think, and also puts things in perspective. Diet Snapple 16 oz $1.29 . $10.32 per gallon Lipton Ice Tea 16 oz $1.19 .$9.52 per gallon Gatorade 20 oz $1.59 ... $10.17 per gallon Ocean Spray 16 oz $1.25 ......... $10.00 per gallon Brake Fluid 12 oz $3.15 ......... $33.60 per gallon Vick's Nyquil 6 oz $8.35 .. $178.13 per gallon Pepto Bismol 4 oz $3.85 .. $123.20 per gallon Whiteout 7 oz $1.39 ....... . $25.42 per gallon Scope 1.5 oz $0.99 .$84.48 per gallon And this is the REAL KICKER..

I Have Had Better Days...
I have found that when you speak your mind, people either DO NOT LISTEN, or think that you are a heartless bitch. I am not saying that sometimes things we all say come off a little bitchy, but seriously. Everyone is entitled to their own opinion, and that is what helps keep us all unique, is our own opinions. If I come off as a bitch, so be it. But don't call me heartless because I have an opinion about something that you think is awful, or don't agree with.

Richard Corey
Richard Cory by Edwin Arlington Robinson (1869–1935). WHENEVER Richard Cory went down town, We people on the pavement looked at him: He was a gentleman from sole to crown, Clean favored, and imperially slim And he was always quietly arrayed, And he was always human when he talked; But still he fluttered pulses when he said, “Good-morning,” and he glittered when he walked. And he was rich—yes, richer than a king— And admirably schooled in every grace: In fine, we thought that he was everything To make us wish that we were in his place. So on we worked, and waited for the light, And went without the meat, and cursed the bread; And Richard Cory, one calm summer night, Went home and put a bullet through his head.

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Young Jeezy Feat. R. Pervy-go Getta
[Chorus:] You Know We Trap All day (oh) Play All Night (oh) This Is The Life Of A The Life Of a Go Getta (Ey) Go Getta (Ey) Go Getta (Yea) You In Da Club You See A bad bitch Point Her Out (Oh) Yea You Damn Right Ima (Ey) You Damn Right Ima Go Getta (Ey) Go Getta (Ey) Go Getta (Yea) [Verse 1: Jeezy] Enemy of the State They Callin Me Will Smith Gotta Thing On Ma Side You Can Call Dat Jada The Boys Talkin Down Yea We Call Em Hatas Im Ballin Right Now So Well Get To Dat Lata Be The First To Admit Im Such A Alcoholic Only Blow Dat Good Yea Dat What-cha-ma-call-it? Catch Me Posted On The Block In Sumthin Exotic '07 Yea Da Same Color Hypnotiq On The Outside Lookin And I Want In My Homie Did The Same Thang And He Got 10 Jus Took A Loss Still Tryin to Win Nd You Tryin to Get Back So Wut You Trying To Spend [Chorus:] You Know We Trap All Day (oh) Play All Night (oh) This Is The Life Of A The Life Of A Go Getta (Ey) Go Getta (Ey) Go Getta (Yea) You In Da Club You See A bad bitch

New Machine
A married couple went to the hospital to have their baby delivered. >> >> Upon their arrival, the doctor said that the hospital was testing an >> amazing new high-tech machine that would transfer a portion of the >> mother's labor pain to the baby's father. He asked if they were willing >> to try it out. >> >> Both said they were very much in favor of it. >> >> The doctor set the pain transfer to 10 percent for starters, explaining >> that even 10 percent was probably more pain than the father had ever >> experienced before. But as the labor progressed, the husband felt fine >> and asked the doctor to go ahead and kick it up a notch. >> >> The doctor then adjusted the machine to 20 percent pain transfer. >> >> The husband was still feeling fine. The doctor then checked the >> husband's >> blood pressure and was amazed at how well he was doing. >> >> At this point they decided to try for 50 percent. The husband continued >> to feel quite well. Since the

Employment
Here is something that is a lil crazy. Why is it that as a webcam performer I am asked numerous times a day to give me away for free. If I were going to come into your job say a car salesman are you going to give me a free car? Maybe you work at a video store, do you give away free videos too everyone that asks? I love what I do and I am damn good at it. Maybe its because I only work when I am aroused and need to orgasm. Maybe its because where else can you go to work and fulfill a fetish. Or, I don't know I get too look at hot men the majority of the night. It is a wonderful predicament. Yes I take the good with the not so good, but before you ask for free maybe you should think about what kind of job you would have if you gave it away for free. Is it steeply priced, no it is not! Do you have a gf, or wife, or date for that matter isn't there a vagina tax on that. Yes you know what I am talking about, honey can you get me a new ____________(fill in the blank? You say no, you get no

70.things.i.stole.from.alvin.
My 70 Confessions 1. The phone rings. Who do you want it to be? la la la 2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart? not usually...cuz what would the cart people have to do then? 3. If you had to kiss the last person you kissed, would you? nope :D 4. Do you take compliments well? not really.i get all shy and shit.

Van Halen "love Walks In"
Love Walks In Artist(Band):Van Halen Contact is all that it takes To change your life, to lose your place in time Contact. Asleep or awake Coming around you may wake up to find (Ooo-ooo-ooo) Questions deep within your eyes (Ooo-ooo-ooo) Now more than ever, you realize (Ooo-ooo) And then you sense a change Nothin' feels the same All your dreams are strange Love comes walkin' in Some kind of alien Waits for the opening Simply pulls a string Another world, some other time You lay your sanity on the line Familiar faces, familiar sights Reach back, remember with all your might (Ooo-ooo-ooo) Ooh, and there she stands in a silken gown (Ooo-ooo-ooo) Silver lights shinin' down (Ooo-ooo) And then you sense a change Nothin' feels the same All your dreams are strange Love comes walkin' in Some kind of alien Waits for the opening Simply pulls a string Love comes walkin' in (Guitar Solo) Oh, sleep and dream; that's all I crave I travel far acros

Random Little Blurts
tears of blood streak my face for i have fallen far from grace darkness seeks what it can find shadows and darkness obscure my mind wolf and snake hunt for what darkens my already broken heart footsteps fall with a steady pace..... sorry... just had to get the randomness out....

Genesis-that's All
Just as I thought it was going alright I find out I'm wrong, when I thought I was right s'always the same, it's just a shame, that's all I could say day, and you'd say night tell me it's black when I know that it's white always the same, it's just a shame, that's all I could leave but I won't go though my heart might tell me so I can't feel a thing from my head down to my toes but why does it always seem to be me looking at you, you looking at me it's always the same, it's just a shame, that's all Turning me on, turning me off, making me feel like I want too much living with you's just putting me through it all of the time running around, staying out all night taking it all instead of taking one bite living with you's just putting me through it all of the time I could leave but I won't go well it'd be easier I know I can't feel a thing from my head down to my toes why does it always seem to be me looking at you, you looking at me it's always the same, it's

Sometimes
>S O M E T I M E S > > > >Sometimes... > >when you cry... > >no one sees your tears. > > > >Sometimes... > >when you are in pain... > >no one sees your hurt. > > > >Sometimes... > >when you are worried.. > >no one sees your stress. > > > >Sometimes... > >when you are happy.. > >no one sees your smile. > > > >- > >- > >- > >- > >- > >- > >- > >- > >- > >- > >But FART!! just ONE time... > > >And everybody knows!! Gotcha!! You thought it was going to be one of >those heart-touching stories! > > >Send this on to your friends and make them laugh. >

Good One
Was just listening to music tonight, this one came on and I haven't heard it in a while. I love the line: "Why do ya smile when the rope's around your neck I said I tell ya boy when I get back." Dispatch- Open Up They were looking for me when I came to They were looking for me when I came back Said 'Hey you, you're looking very suspicious' I said, 'Relax man, get off my back' I said, 'Relax man get off my back' I, I, I ain't opposed to seekin justice But you're going about it all wrong The man you're looking for does not exist He's just a figment of the higher man's tongue And they say Open up we're coming inside You can't run so you mine as well hide We got the place covered from head to toe, head to toe Open up we're coming inside What's it feel like to know you're going to die? On the other side of the road On the other side of the road On the other side of the road So they took me down to the gallows And this boy, he said to me Why do ya smile when

For All My Native Friends... Native Pride!!!
1. Always respect your mother the earth, she takes care of us for we are her children. 2. Never speak out loud in a bad way towards anybody or about certain things. 3. If you claim to have Native Pride then show it in everything you do and always remember who and what you are. 4. Remember you represent your tribe in all that you do and how you present yourself reflects onto your tribe. 5. Remember the interconnection between all living things, whether it be plants, humans, four legged or two legged animls and the underwater animals as well. 6. Never be afraid to go to the sweat lodge for help, guidance or to be cleansed, the lodge is there to help Indian people 7. Look to Native ways as an alternative to drinking and abusing drugs. 8. Look to the tribal elders for education and learn all that you can from them. 9. If you want to fight for your people, then get well educated. Just like the warriors in the old days, you have to have full knowledge of the times, that way you can d

Men Are Happier
Men Are Just Happier People What do you expect from such simple creatures? Your last name stays put. The garage is all yours. Wedding plans take care of themselves. Chocolate is just another snack. You can be President. You can never be pregnant. You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park. You can wear NO shirt to a water park. Car mechanics tell you the truth. The world is your urinal. You never have to drive to another gas station restroom because this one is just too icky. You don't have to stop and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt. Same work, more pay. Wrinkles add character. Graying hair adds attraction. Wedding dress~$5000. Tux rental~$100. People never stare at your chest when you're talking to them. The occasional well-rendered belch is practically expected. New shoes don't cut, blister, or mangle your feet. One mood all the time. Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat. You know stuff about tanks. A five-day vacation requires only

Rules Of The South
1. Pull your saggy pants up. You look like an idiot. if not we got duct tape and help you keep them up 2. Turn your cap around right, your head ain't crooked. 3. Let's get this straight; it's called a "dirt road." I drive a pickup truck because I want to. No matter how slow you drive, you're going to get dust on your Lexus. Drive it or get out of the way. 4. They are called cows & hogs. That's why they smell to you. They smell like money to us. Get over it. Don't like it? I-75 goes north, I-10 goes west. Pick one. if y'all get lost we will point you in the right direction. 5. So you have a $60,000 car. We're impressed. We have $250,000 cotton pickers that are driven only 4 weeks a year. 6. So every person in the south waves. It's called being friendly. Try to understand the concept. 7. If that cell phone rings while a bunch of doves are coming in, we WILL shoot it out of your hand. You better hope you don't have it up to your ear at the time. 8. Yeah, we eat catfis

Sheer Black Pantyhose
What is it about sheer black pantyhose? My friend Olivia just loves to tease me when we meet or lunch or dinner now and then her his prada spiked heels and her sheer black silky nylons. He has the most amazing legs I've ever seen. One day, I promise you, that girl will be mine and I will be forever bound to her. Ok, random, I know, but that is me! Olivia, I want you so badly!!!

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Phil Collins-something Happened On The Way To Heaven
We had a life, we had a love, But you dont know what youve got til you lose it Well that was then and this is now And I want you back How many times do I have to say Im sorry How can something so good go so bad How can something so right go so wrong I dont know, I dont have all the answers But I want you back How many times can I say Im sorry You can run, and you can hide But Im not leaving less you come with me Weve had our problems but Im on your side Youre all I need, please believe in me I only wanted someone to love But something happened on the way to heaven It got a hold of me and wouldnt let go And I want you back How many times do I have to say Im sorry You can run... They say you cant take it with you When you go And I believe it But taking what Ive got or being Here with you, you know Id rather leave it You can run... ---------------------------- I don't know, I don't have all the answers, nigha!

Can We Focus On Something Good?
THINGS THE MEDIA MISSED- Armed American Troops Force Iraqi's to Seesaw Until They Talk! Iraqi Child Bites GI In Self Defense After Obvious Torture ! GI Falls Asleep On Duty While Using Iraqi Child As Body Armor! GI Overheard to say " Talk or I'll tickle you till you pee!" More Evidence Of Failed US Intelligence Policy. Soldier Attempts to Eat Iraqi Child ! Clear Evidence of Forced Labor by Troops! Iraqi's Grateful That American Forces Did Not Open Fire During Soccer Game ! Soldier Caught At "Tickle-Torture" To Extract Intelligence! GI Forces Iraqi Child To Hang By Fingertips! No comment here. There's nothing funny about this one.

Read It!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Ok so um yeah...When u say I love u wut do u mean? I mean I love u...I love who u are and everything about u n I wanna be with u. To all the guys...Wut do u really mean when u tell sum1 that u love them but u don't wanna be with anyone right now. I've been told that its just a way to nicely reject sum1 so ur still on their good side and can still get wut u want out of them if u know wut I mean. I've done blogs about people making comments about things and jumpin to conclusions without reason so I won't be a hypocrit...I want to be the one to make this guy happy and I wanna be his world....I think I was once but things got all screwed up n it was prolly mostly my fault bein jealous n immature but to be clear I THOUGHT I had my reasons....but anyhoo this love that I have for this dude is like none I've ever had before and I must say its killin me. I feel everything can be fixed....but I'm pretty sure he doesn't. If we did decide to try it again it would be #4. I'd give anything to be his

Patriot Guard!!! Bod Bless!
I posted a few hours ago and got 1 view and 1 repost...Come one people! Show some love to the people that fight for our rights and our freedom. GOD BLESS OUR TROOPS!!!! This is a man fighting against Fred Phelps and the Evil Church. Want to give some hope, And show someone doing a great thing!!! We should all Try!!!! (repost of original by 'Tracy - Melanie's Husband' on '2007-05-08 16:49:31') (repost of original by '~*~Melanie~*~Tracy's Wife...' on '2007-05-08 17:58:15') (repost of original by '"CT WIFEY TO RAY AS OF.4/27/07 WHO'S BEST FRIENDS ARE "POP OFF" A.K.A giantsfan707' on '2007-05-08 20:01:07') (repost of original by '~*~Melanie~*~Tracy's Wife...' on '2007-05-08 20:57:51') (repost of original by 'Chaotic Harmony' on '2007-05-08 21:10:42')

Black Label Society "stillborn"
Stillborn Artist(Band):Zakk Wylde & Black Label Society AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! Blinded Erase what was Stillborn, I have become The feelings I once felt are now dead and gone I've waited here for you for so very long So empty Just a shell of a man Stillborn, this I understand The feelings I once felt are now dead and gone I've waited here for you for so very long Girl, I've waited here for you, so long Girl, I've waited here for you… for you The feelings I once felt are now dead and gone I've waited here for you for so very long Girl, I've waited here for you… so long Girl, I've waited here for you… so long Girl, I've waited here for you… so long I waited here for you … for you

Update On Amy
Thank you all that have put my sister in your prayers. She is still in critical condition but that fact that she is still here gives me hope. They really didnt think she would make it through sunday night. I think the prayers are helping so to all those that have said one for her, thank you so much.

My So Called Friends
ill be leaving tomorrow and i wont be back untill late friday night to early saturday morning so wish me good luck and if any of you care write me a comment or something so i know u care and ill take care of u when i get back anyways see ya

Everything Happens For A Reason
Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there, to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson, or to help you figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be - a roommate, a neighbor, a professor, a friend, a lover, or even a complete stranger - but when you lock eyes with them, you know at that very moment they will affect your life in some profound way. Sometimes things happen to you that may seem horrible, painful, and unfair at first, but in reflection you find that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, willpower, or heart. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness, and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, whatever they may be, life would be like a smoothly paved straight flat road to nowhere. It would be safe and comfortable, but dull and utterly pointless. The people you meet w

A Night Walking With The Devil
It was a sickeningly cold night. That type of chill which seeps into your bones paying no mind to the clothes hanging off your flesh. It had rained earlier that day. The pavement was soaked in it. It made the nauseous smell of waste and smoke and vomit hang in the air, saturating us pitiful creatures. I inhaled deeply holding the poison in for a moment. Around me was the city. It was all deafening with its noises vindictive of a Saturday night. I listened to the subway roar beneath the pavement hide of the metropolis. I could hear the mutterings of the earth-killing exhaust and in the distance a gunshot ending some poor bastard’s time here. I love the city. The darkest secrets are easily concealable here, lost in the cracks between the towering buildings, seeping into the gutters with the oily rain. My thoughts were interrupted by the sound of flesh hitting flesh. I turned back to peer into the shady alley I was loitering in front of. My eyes adjusted to look into that gaping

For 1000 Dollar Spree No Gift Max
1ST TO DROP A COMMENT WINS... ONCE U KNOW U WON ..GIVE THE SPONSOR A QUICKSHOUT...BUT MAKE YOUR GIFT LIST LATER OR YOU WILL NOT BE AROUND TO PLAY THE NEXT CONTEST...REMEMBER CONTACT THE SPONSOR SO THEY NKNOW U WON.......THEN SEND YOUR GIFTLIST BY EMAIL AFTER ALL CONTEST ARE OVER OR U WILL NOT BE ABLE TO WIN THE CONTEST..THAT QUICKLY FOLLOWS

It Sure Does
If I could have just one wish, I would wish to wake up everyday to the sound of your breath on my neck, the warmth of your lips on my cheek, the touch of your fingers on my skin, and the feel of your heart beating with mine... Knowing that I could never find that feeling with anyone other than you

Donations For Chemo
I was told that St. Jude in TN and children's hospital in New Orleans will give a chemo treatment to a child in need for every gallon jug full of can tabs that are donated. So if any of you drink beer in a can or sodas in a can, please save the tabs. The can tabs get recycled and the money is donated to those hospitals for the children. When I get more detailed information on this, I will repost about it. Thank you! Every bit helps!!!

For 1000. Shopping Spree No Gift Limit And A Trophy From Me
1ST PERSON TO FAN HIM COME BACK HERE AND DROP 1 COMMENT WINS THIS IS HIS 1ST TIME SPONSORING....BUT HE HAS ALOT OF BUX........SO I NEED EVERYONE TO FAN HIM RIGHT NOW...REGUARDLESS IF U WANT THE PRIZE OR NOT....IF U FANNED HIM ALREADY YOU ARE OUT OF THIS ONE.....IF U FAN HIM COME HERE AND DROP THE 1ST COMMENT CONTACT THE SPONSOR FOR YOUR SPREE AND ME FOR THE TROPHY

Van Halen "when It's Love"
When It's Love Lyrics Artist(Band):Van Halen Hey! Everybody's lookin' for somethin' Somethin' to fill in the holes We think a lot but don't talk much about it 'Till things get out of control, oh! How do I know when it's love? I can't tell you but it lasts forever Oh! How does it feel when it's love? It's just somethin' you feel together When it's love You look at every face in a crowd Some shine and some keep you guessin' Waiting for someone to come into focus Teach you your final love lesson Ooh! How do I know when it's love? I can't tell you but it lasts forever Oh! How does it feel when it's love? It's just something you feel together (Oh oh oh oh) Oh, when it's love (Oh oh oh oh) You can feel it, yeah! (Oh oh oh oh) Nothin's missin', yeah! (Guitar Solo) (Oh oh oh oh) Yeah, you can feel it (Oh oh oh oh) Oh, when it's love (Oh oh oh oh) When nothin's missing, ow! How do I know when it's love? I can't tell you but it lasts forever Ooh, h

I Love You...
Words can never express... reviving this nothingness, emptiness, cold death in my chest... A picture is worth a thousand words... My first glimpse will be worth ten-thousand more... I hope you don't find it absurd... People just want to be understood... With you I feel connected, comfortable... Unexplainably good... I'd hope that you'd also would... Nothing is impossible... It's a fact many will never learn... I stay optimististic destiny may fulfill and normalcy will return. A piece of my life that once was lost... I'll make this work at any cost... It all works out in the end... Holly, you're my best friend...

Truth
if everything was out in the open if all was clear to see that living a life of truth and good would but all our souls at ease. its easy to lie and deceive its easy to tell people things to please its easy to say what u wish would be yet not realizing that reality is keen. in a world that we live in all is "what it seems" nothing is clear nor meant to be in my life, ive had ups and downs in my life i have had things turn inside out im in a point where i want whatz mine putting my life together a piece at a time every now and than i may fall in the cracks but hey life isnt perfect, though i wish i can ...i see the truth in the lies the light in disguise the reality of truth though many try to hide. its my life and im glad about one thing my son will become the man that will one day say as he stands my mami showed me what it takes to be a real man.

Madness (special Juke Report)
Everything's so crazy, I can't quite put my finger on it....wait a minute, an incoming transmission from my brain, stand by... 5IO2KJKLJDKFAJ0JJIJOIADS GYHA89HWHadmflajdfoasjnoiwinioajf8 w3h091y38r0jajnvuah98hnfna2n309anuovnu znun239h893nffz99nn9nc2938nucnsefawh98a dn839n98nf89nanfafuanfioboobiesjaoidn0a 9vj09jcina09jn98ahnfoiahhioaha03hahoa23 nf9ubv890hj09ane08fa0h028n3ablacksausageh 082nnnafne09c8navna980bnv8n0ra09h9a0hfaio nvaovaomaegnva3n0meatspinoanv3cnmc9hr0nc89 n8na908bv800afn8nv89a389n09hvrugnsuigbsfdub uaoiuvadovhaoiepfyourmomlovesgaypornoahdh pa98nf09ahv9ina9ah80j098hv98naefesfaw9aj9 04agha4oivef Somebody get a translator in here! More at 11.

To All The Mothers
Life's Journey Do not undermine your worth by comparing yourself with others. It is because we are different that each of us is special. Do not set your goals by what other people deem important. Only you know what is best for you. Do not take for granted the things closest to your heart. Cling to them as you would your life, for without them, life is meaningless. Do not let your life slip through your fingers by living in the past nor for the future. By living your life one day at a time, you live all of the days of your life. Do not give up when you still have something to give. Nothing is really over until the moment you stop trying. It is a fragile thread that binds us to each other. Do not be afraid to encounter risks. It is by taking chances that we learn how to be brave. Do not shut love out of your life by saying it is impossible to find. The quickest way to receive love is to give love. The fastest way to lose love is too hold

New Baby Born
On May 6th. at 5:30am Elizabeth Ann Dugar became a little big sister to her newborn baby sister Gabrielle Rene Dugar. Mom and babies are doing well. In July Elizabeth is scheduled to come back home from St. Jude. I will keep posting the comments and news and all. I have new pictures to post as well.

Mon/tue Survey
1. Would you make a fool out of yourself in public if it meant you were making your partner laugh? Yup and do! I'd do pretty much anything to hear him laugh. 2. Would you prefer the lights on or off during sex? Candle light.. Bright enough to see, dim enough that it feels intimate. 3. Do you judge people solely by their musical preferences? Nope 4. If you could 'take back' your virginity from your first partner, would you? yes I would 5. Would you ever start a relationship with someone who was still living with an ex for financial reasons? No, but Sean did. 6. Do you need to know everything about someone's past? somethings are better left unsaid

I Learned A Long Time Ago.
I learned a long time ago about days when everything goes wrong. No matter what you do, when that happens, there's no sense in fighting it. In fact, the only thing to do is just kick back, close your eyes... and let the peace and quiet wash the rest of the day away.

For 1000 Dollar Shoppin Spree
HOW MUCH IS 9+7+8+6+7+5+T+Y+7+6+T+Y+6+5+R+4+5+= 1ST PERSON TO ANSWER WINS WINNER SEE THE SPONSOR AS SOON AS U KNOW U WON.....YOU ARE RESPONSIBLE FOR COLLECTING ..NOT ME.....I WILL ON BE RESPONSIBLE IF SPONSOR REFUSES..NOT IF U FORGET TO ASK AND REMEMBER TOMOROW.....NO NEED TO SEE ME UNLESS THEY REFUSE TO PAY...TYnot_the_doctor79@ CherryTAP

Meh, Just Ventings....move On To Something Else....
I honestly think some days that I should give up the bullshit and stop my bitching. To be honest with you, I'm just about done with this job of mine. I love what I do, I love the company, I'm sick of the cunt I work for...two people have been promoted over me when we were given our portfolio materials at the same fucking time. I was never given the guidance I needed, but the two of them were fucking inundated with everything they needed, she was practically at their beck and call, for Christ's sake. I was supposed to contact her when I had a certain number of assignments in the portfolio done. So I do that...she's in my store yesterday and didn't even mention it, didn't ask for my book to look over, nothing...it really makes me wonder why I should give a fuck about the rest of my job. And then I think about it more...and realize that I'm the chubby chick that doesn't dress professionally enough to register on her cunty radar. Anyone else that I've seen promoted is a skinny

Love And Lust - Yes I Wrote It Lol
She was looking into her own eyes. Those big brown eyes. Looking into her own soul, possibly, and of all the things she could be thinking about, her school, her job, her fiancée, the only thing on her mind at this time was the warm hand beginning to wrap around her waist. Normally she would have pushed it aside, but the person who was trying to hold her closer was someone she had dealt with in the past. Their past was clouded with confusion, hurt feelings, beautiful moments, and the unfinished business that would never be quite resolved, and the “what ifs” that fate would hopefully let them try. She wondered what her fiancée would say about the situation she was letting herself into? Her fiancée would probably want to know why she would risk their union over this man. Knowing her fiancée’s obvious reaction she could only feel a slight guilt by this. She knew why though, this man had made her life more interesting at times, and was same man that had guided her through

So My Happiness Has Left Me
so i guess things really do end for the good ppl, idk if i'll ever get it back, i cared about him so much, i dont even know if he realized that and i dont even know if he even really cared about me, im so confused and hurting right now that im lost and think i'll always will be, i guess i was never meant to be happy im gonna miss him so much and dont know wat im gonna do w.out him

5-8-07 Astrology
You can't get behind this, but the stars say you need to find a reason to believe. In other words, fake it 'til you make it. Once you do, you'll see how those shaky steps were necessary to get you right here, right now.

You Should Be Hung!!!!!!!!!!!!!
On Saturday afternoon, I was sitting in my lawn chair, drinking beer and watching my wife mow the lawn. > > The neighbor lady from across the street was so outraged that she came over and shouted at me, > > "You should be hung!" > > I took a drink from my can of Bud Light, wiped the cold foam from my lips, lifted my darkened Ray Ban sunglasses and stared directly into the eyes of this nosy ass neighbor and then calmly replied, "I am. > > That's why she cuts the grass."

The Knight
A gothic renaissance Knight in the true sense of the words, he longed to find a damsel to protect, dragons to slay and monsters to destroy for the honor and love of his Lady. He was born to the wrong time, his heart showed he was meant to wear a suit of armor and wield a sword of the truest steel. They watched from afar as he fought internal demons, pillaging and plundering his way through life. Torn asunder by those he loved and chose to give his love to, he shut the world out, built enormous walls around his heart and gave up on his dream. It just wasn't meant to be, what was a dark knight doing in this time? He knew not that his mirror soul lay tormented, lost and alone, a short distance from him. He searched far and wide for his princess, having given up long ago on the common wenches and dark witches surrounding him. Late nights spent teasing and taunting, doing the dance of lust with so many and finding so few worthy of his pledge to honor and love. Blindly fumblin

Still The Black Sheep
we sit here to pass the time view the videos, sing the songs, but our memories are skewed... i remember being oblivious, you remember me as i was. compare me to my child self, that knobby kneed blonde girl with the crooked front teeth, the one who carried her dreams in her big brown eyes. the adult version is worthless, she's made more mistakes than done things right. and there might have been a time where i could break through your bullshit... pretend i'm breaking down your berlin wall. i showed up with my sledgehammer, i found that nothing can be broken by myself. somehow, it still gets to me. and why it does, i'll never know. i'll just ask that little girl how her family is, live vicariously for a moment, and wish that i was her again.

Hotel Bar
Enjoy!! Hotel Bar you are nervous as you enter the bar. You know you look great in your shirt skirt and tight whte blouse, your nipples stiffen in the cool air conditioning, . You've never done this before, go into a bar alone, for the sole purpose of finding a strange man to fuck you. You are afraid of the possible rejection, or even worse, yet you find your pussy swelling at the anticipation of wht might lay ahead. You scan the bar and like what you see, its a fancy hotel bar, not crowded yet, but enough people that you can slide onto the bar stool without attracting too much attention. You opt for a stool all by itself, you feel the stares of the businessmen as they check you out. you blush and smile to yourself, you feel your pussy swell a little more, its starting to ache. The bar tender gets you your glass of wine and a menu. You smile, at him. When he's gone you start checking out the men as you look up from the menu, an older slightly over weight white guy, rich, but thats ab

Looking In All The Wrong Places, Or Am I?
Have ever felt like you were searching for something? Something that you felt would fill that blackness? The piece of you that is missing? And you thought that once you found the jagged jigsaw puzzle piece that you would be complete? That's how I am feeling lately. I am not quite sure of what the piece is or what size it is or even what it looks like. All I know is I am under the impression that once I find it I will be complete. For some, this piece that fills the blackness may be a significant other, a boyfriend or girlfriend, a husband or a wife, a hobby, a friend. What ever it is. I recently have realized that the blackness is growing in me and I am feeling less and less like myself. And I am frantically trying to find the right thing to put in the blackness to feel at one with myself. I have tried booze, nicotine, girls, friends, hobbies, over time at work, solitude, and aggression. I have tried so many things, Bar hopping, clubbing, random sexual incounters, you name

Voices
"attack then now" "punch them hard" "hurt them bad, why not kill" these are the voices voices in my head the words they speak each and every day i can not control what is being said inside inside my head the voices now i can hear them clear they are cery load and very mad they know how i feel and they dont like it they know how im treated and they hate it they try to control me and do as they please but i dont let them for as long as i can but they are strong stronger then me they control me make me attack with all the anger that i have they make me feel very good, hurting those who i hate they tare them apart mentaily and physical i know what hurts them i expose it for all to know these voices tell me they tel me how and it always works they are sick which i like they make me protect myself and those i care for i will be lost when i lose these volient voices they are me and who i am when they leave, a part of me shall die for like i

Protecting Your Stashed Items.
Since this is the 4th day of my suspension on stashing items or rating on others stashes, i was thinking that if Ct can add items like the bar tap, should there be a way to make stashed items so that friends and fans can only see, or even give a choice of making them NSFW or not. Let me know what you think and if enough of you respond, maybe we should petition Ct to make some changes there.

The Grotesque Myth Of 'cheap' Illegal Labor
This should make everyone think, be you Democrat, Republican or Independent From a California school teacher - - -"As you listen to the news about the student protests over illegal immigration, there are some things that you should be aware of: I am in charge of the English-as-a-second-language department at a large southern California high school which is designated a Title 1 school, meaning that its students average lower socioeconomic and income levels. Most of the schools you are hearing about, South Gate High, Bell Gardens, Huntington Park, etc., where these students are protesting, are also Title 1 schools. Title 1 schools are on the free breakfast and free lunch program. When I say free breakfast, I'm not talking a glass of milk and roll -- but a full breakfast and cereal bar with fruits and juices that would make a Marriott proud. The waste of this food is monumental, with trays and trays of it being dumped in the trash uneaten. (OUR TAX DOLLARS

I'm Sorry
I'm sorry, That I was raised with respect; not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry, That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry, that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry, That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pick you up at 4am when your new man hit you and dropped you off in the middle of nowhere, but not good enough to listen to m

Jesus Christ!
Apparently he was in Hemet all along. So as an unexpected birthday present, my ex-boyfriend decided to find me out of the blue. Apparently he found Jesus and all that, which is fine, but I'll be damned if I'm going to let that go without cracking wise. I guess my little Jesus joke did not go over well. He's obviously a newbie because he's one of those religious people that has absolutely no sense of humor. So I'm trying to take this all in stride and have a sense of humor about it, so I decided to post the drama that is our two days of messaging via myspace. *sigh* Please keep in mind that this is the boy that popped my anal cherry. The guy that begged for the pleasure of my sweet asshole can't even spell asshole. May God have mercy on him. I'm not even going to dignify his last message with a response as for once, I just may be speechless. And I don't think it would be very Christ-like to fill up an entire message with nothing but typed laughter and rotflmao. Heaven help me. From:

Hurting Soul
im only a child get yelled and screamed at told im useless told im stupid called a mistake dumber then dirt no one knows how much i hurt i cry in my room being beating by someone someone i love him not knowing how said i am how he is treathing this little child im gettin older im 13 now i want to be happy and play bball in the yard he tells me hes busy so i go away he dose not see this confused child he still calls me stupid says im a mistake while im geting angry letting this anger get to my head from bottling up what i feel inside a caring child in need of love becomes the wrost not making a sound not saying a word while his anger changes to hatefull images in his head im 17 now now nothen but anger hurting him the way that he hurt me so long ago i try not to yell but i can not control what he has created from all the blind anger i call him an asshole a fucking dick head from all the pain that he has said maybe n

-my First And Last Entry...
-i'll be around, for a few days, probably much less. -of course anyone who knows me knows this already, and not many others will read this, or give a fuck. it was fun, for awhile, and i appreciate my real friends more than you could ever know; it's just not fun anymore; and i have other, more important things to do...like clean my cat's litter box...if anyone has anything to say, do it now... let it be known: I LOVE AMBER I LOVE JUANITA I LOVE TAMMY I LOVE HOLLY I LOVE VICTORIA I LOVE JESS I LOVE RENEE I LOVE REYNA I LOVE SALLY I LOVE APRIL I LOVE TRACY -i fuckin' hate myself...

Proof That The World Is Nuts
In Lebanon , men are legally allowed To have sex with animals, but the Animals must be female. Having Sexual relations with a male animal is punishable by death. (Like THAT makes sense.) *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* In Bahrain , a male doctor may Legally examine a woman's genitals, but is prohibited from looking directly at Them During the examination. He may only see their reflection in a mirror. (Do they look different reversed?) *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* Muslims are banned from looking At the genitals of a corpse. This Also applies to undertakers. The Sex organs of the deceased must be covered with brick or piece of wood at all times. (A brick?) *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* The penalty for masturbation in Indonesia is decapitation. (Much worse than "going blind!") *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* There are men in Guam whose Full-time job is to travel the Countryside And deflower young virgins, who pay Them for the privilege of having sex

Easy Versus Difficult
Easy is to get a place is someone's address book. Difficult is to get a place in someone's heart. Easy is to judge the mistakes of others Difficult is to recognize our own mistakes Easy is to talk without thinking Difficult is to refrain the tongue Easy is to hurt someone who loves us. Difficult is to heal the wound... Easy is to forgive others Difficult is to ask for forgiveness Easy is to set rules. Difficult is to follow them... Easy is to dream every night. Difficult is to fight for a dream... Easy is to show victory. Difficult is to assume defeat with dignity... Easy is to admire a full moon. Difficult to see the other side... Easy is to stumble with a stone. Difficult is to get up... Easy is to enjoy life every day. Difficult to give its real value... Easy is to promise something to someone. Difficult is to fulfill that promise... Easy is to say we love. Difficult is to show it every day... Easy is to criticize o

Huge Problem! I Need Technical Help.
My computer shut off and when i try to turn it back on it says operrating system not found. Is there any way to get my pictures and word files off before it dies, or is it to late?

There Is Something About Her
There Is Something About Her There is something about the way she speaks Her words put me in a trance There is something about the way she beams Her smiles are full of life There is something about her eyes Her look dives deep into my soul There is something about her touch Her hugs give me a sense of home There is something about her very existence Which surfaces my inner- most desires and emotions There is something about her That "something" is what I love

Trying To Do This
I am having a hell of a time with this, thought it would be easy but I guess Im not as smart as I thought I was. If I dont get it right soon, I will be leaving cherry tap. I hate to lose the friends that I did make on here and existing friends that I knew b4 I came onto this site.

I Look At You And Think: I Cannot Live
I look at you and think: I cannot live Without you; you're the person of my dreams. Of course I know I can, but I must give My heart room to tell it as it seems. Romance must have a language fit for feeling More than fits between the earth and sky. For love there cannot be a floor or ceiling: My love goes down too deep and flies too high. So when I say I cannot live without you, Know I can't imagine so much pain; And when I claim to always dream about you, Well, know the moon is happy once again. The sun reveals cold truths for all to see, But I must light my love with poetry. this poem is to my baby andrew , i love you very much baby , you mean everything to me,

Love
you are the strength that keeps me walking you are the hope that keeps me trusting you are the life to my soul you are my purpose you're everything and how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you would you tell me how could it be any better than this yeah you calm the storms and you give me rest you hold me in your hands you won't let me fall you still my heart and you take my breath away would you take me in take me deeper now and how can I stand here with you and not be moved by you would you tell me how could it be any better than this and how can I stand here with you and not be moved

Bliss
You never realize what kind of love you have, until you almost walk away from it; then it may be too late. Falling in love is like looking at the stars. If you pick one out of the billions and stare at it long enough all the others will melt away. Confusion is the first sign of falling in love...

About Me
SOME PEOPLE SAY IM A LIL BOY PLAYINY A BIG MANS GAME BUT KNOW IM NOT A LIL BOY LIKE A SIRTIN SAME BODY WHO SED I AM A LIL BOY PLAYING A BIG MANS GAME NOW WE ALL KNOW THAT IM NOT A LIL BOY AND GO AROUND & ASK PEOPLE TO SEE IF IM A LIL BOY LIKE U SAY IM AM OK AND WOULD INJOY THIS GOING AROUND PEOPLE WE KNOW LETS HAVE SOME FUN WWWWWWWWWOOOOOOOOOOOHHHHHHHHHOOOOOOOOOOO

Online Bs
How many People Come online See theyre friends Say Hello or whatever and never get an answer? Why the hell are you online if your not even home?? For the Love of God Shut the Computer Off It will be there when you get home!!! Question Number 2 If your not interested in Talking??? Say So Damnit!! What the Hell!!! Just say Hey Listen Im busy! I dont want to talk to ya!! Or im not interested!!! Dont F'n ignore someone to do so! And 3 days later say Hey! Sorry I wasnt Here or Oh Hi!! Or answer a question I asked a week ago!!! Damnit! And Last!! If I call Have some decency to Call Back! Or Say Hey Im Busy!!! Not Oh I never got your call! Oh my Phone was up my ass Or Oh The Phone was in the Car Id rather a Hey Mother F'er Im Damn Busy Get a Life! Just a Random thought.

Hi
hey guys how about not rating,adding,nor adding as fans!!!!look im not gay so dont reqest for me to add u to my cherrytap account if u do u will be deleted!!! no guys !!!!!!guys fuck off im a guy so stop fucking bothering me!!!!!! girls only allowed no guys!

For Me And My Sister...
okay, so it's for me, but really for my sister. can you please go to www.mix106radio.com and vote for Hot Mom #44 (short hair, pink shirt) if she wins a gift certificate to i forget where, i forget how much (around $1,000 or $2,000), but it ROCKS!!! so please help her out, if you have any problems just ask me how, and i'll let you know. ::HUGS!::

Road Trippin'
Road trips were long in my past. Having children makes getting up and going kind of hard. They need to walk, they need to be changed, they need and need and need. So I stoped going on road trips a few years ago. Never really had a friend to go on one with. All my ex's were great big losers who would rather play video games then go explore. So here I am, in less than 12 hours I'll be on the road for 6-8 hours. Driving my Best friend to Pa to meet a guy she likes. To add to the excitement I get to take my kids! Henry should be fine, But the baby Gavin will need one of us in the backseat with him at some point this I know. I'll get home ready for bed and have two highly wired children who need to run off some excess energy. I will most likely have a Andrea Yates evening. Wanting to put my head on the pillow, and having two of the worlds best kids still want mommy time. These are the times I miss having a signifigant other. Someone who would let me sleep for an hour or so, an

Just So You Know....
I will always love you, and I will always remember everything you have done for me. The person I have become, I owe that in part to you. I will carry you with me always, and I will never forget that you were the one who finally made me realize that I needed to change, and although it was too late for us, someday someone will be happy because of me, because of you. Say good-bye to not knowing when The truth in my whole life began Say good-bye to not knowing how to cry You taught me that And I'll remember the love that you gave me Now that I'm standing on my own I'll remember the way that you changed me I'll remember Inside I was a child That could not mend a broken wing Outside I looked for a way To teach my heart to sing I learned to let go of the illusion that we can possess I learned to let go, I travel in stillness And I'll remember happiness I'll remember [I'll remember] No I've never been afraid to cry Now I finally have a reason why I'll remember [I'l

Troop Letters & Care Packages
Hi Everyone! Im finally figuring this place out! Still got alot of work to do...Anyway....I see there are alot of military members here on CTap. That is great...There's not enough cherries to go around for all of you...Your all 10's through and through. There are still some people w/o access to the internet, or lack of frequent access. If you, or someone you know, could use a letter, maybe an occassional care pack. hit me up with a reply and the address. I cant always promise a care pack, but I can promise a letter! Everyone should have someone to "give a damn" about them. I will always care and stand behind you all! The hell with those who dont...they can walk in front of you, WEG!!! Much Love and Respect xox...Hrley1day (Bobbie)

My Life
Well the past 5 days have been the hardest 5 days in my life, including the when my father died. My wife of 17 years and been together for 25 years left me because she felt negleted. She would not tell me how I negleted her. The only way I can see is that we did not have sex very often because I have ED. I am so tore up inside that I have had a hard time sleeping, eating, and working. The biggest problem is that she is my only reason for living. But I am trying to not get depressed. But this is hard to do. I hope to be able to go to work tommorrow. I hope to love again but she was my love of my life.

I'm Far Too Shy To Tell You That I Love You
I'm far too shy to tell you that I love you. You're a star far from my plain earth. I gaze and see no man who's above you: To me you are the cynosure of worth. Yet with all your beauty you're a person Like me in need of sympathy and love. Your thoughts of me would not, I dare hope, worsen If I in some way tried your heart to move. There's pleasure, surely, drawn from the reflection That someone, somewhere, worships your sweet face, Thinks you are the summit of perfection, Wants nothing more of life than your embrace. The danger is you'll think it couldn't be; So I suggest you see yourself through me.

Beginning Of The Day
She was awakened by her husband. She didn't speak two words to him, but headed down the hall towards the kitchen for a cold glass of mountain dew and a cigarette. She stared around the room disbelieving that their fighting had created such a mess. there were papers littering the coffee table and glasses still with drink in them staring at her from the coasters that littered the end tables. She shook her head and walked into the kitchen with her dog in tow. She couldn't go anywhere without her lil Snugglez. Adequately named of course for a 13 year old toy poodle who was going blind in one eye and weighed about 2.5 pounds soaking wet. She poured her drink and sat down in her black leather armchair still exhausted from the night before. Thankfully her 3 year old son had spend the night with his nana and wasn't there to hear his mother and father fighting. But it was probably going to be soon when he came home so she resigned herself to cleaning up after she finished her morning smoke.

Texting
...The cell phone goes off AGAIN with a text from him...."I am sorry we need to talk.." is what I read walking thru the Market on that beautiful day... I picked up the phone and chatted afew minutes hearing "...I am so sorry please forgive me..." Smirk on my face I knew it was no longer what I wanted in my heart...and knew what I wanted out of it....never would he be the man who would take my breath away.. Driving north on the GSP I thought about what it would be like seeing him that night... We met and drove to a nice place by the ocean. I jumped in the shower and he rested. I walked towards him in just my black blouse and a thong...as he laid on the bed. His body...so well chiseled with dark beautiful italian eyes and a smile that would lighten up any room... I staddled myself over him..kissing him deeply. He had his hands caressing my fresh skin...sliding my top open a bit more so he could kiss and suck on my ample nipples... "Baby.." he moaned and I felt him get harder unde

I've Dreamed Of Loving You For Many Years
I've dreamed of loving you for many years, Loving you each day and night, each hour, Loving till you flow into my tears, And I into the garden where you flower. Of course I must be me, as you are you, But just as bushes planted side by side So intertwine one cannot tell they're two, We will through love and time be unified. So have I dreamed, though we have been apart So long that I of life with you despaired, Holding wounded hope within my heart That through these frozen years it might be spared. The world is a redaction of the dream. Our greatest pain deep longings shall redeem.

Spiderman 3
I have been waiting to see spiderman three for almost an entire year since it was speculation and rumor and boy was it worth the wait,to a spiderman man fanatic like myself it was one of the best films I have seen all year. I wonder how far are they going to take the series seeing there are so many villian they can explore. Ill watch and wait i guess..

Well Tonight
Sometimes even though you don't wanna let go of something, things happen that push you to do so. I have done some really shitty things, and I hurt someone that I loved so much. Never intentionally. I did good on my promise to try to make it better but it wasn't enough. Now i am forced to let go, and move on with my life. As hard as I knew it would be, I am thankful that today it became so much easier. With the words and the help of some very special people, and even some words from the person in question, it became even more clear to me that i was making a mistake by holding on to something that didn't even exist anymore. I thank you ..... Standing at the back door she tried to make it fast One tear hit the hardwood, it fell like broken glass She said sometimes love slips away And you just can't get it back lets face it For one split second she almost turned around But that would be like pouring raindrops back into a cloud So she took another step and said I see the way

In Memory Of Ryan
I display this candle in memory of my son, Ryan Wayne, who passed away 3 years ago today from Cancer. I also display it for every other mother who has lost a child. I will continue to display this candle up until May 28th, which is Ryan's birthday. He would have been 21 this year. I miss him so very much. I love you Kiddo!

Best Of Both Worlds
0 votes Flag this Post Ok, something lighter — Tuesday, May 08, 2007 It's just a borring wasted day. I should have done something productive today. However, I didn't. Maybe tomarrow. I was thinking and doing stupid internet stuff, and wrote about my dating outllook. It somewhat combined the long thing I was going to write about sexistness, and modern views, and people want to have the best of both worlds now a days sometimes. They want the pros form the yesteryears without the cons, and the pros of today too. The " perfect woman " - One who cooks has meals ready when the man gets home unless she's at work, cleans, takes care of the children, has a great job, is nice to you, and caters to all your whims. She also doesn't " get out of line " and "knows her place ", accepting the man as the patriarch. LOL The " perfect man " - One who has a good job, treats women " like a lady ", opening doors, uses the proper language, pays for everything, protect

Be Gentle: What You're Holding Is My Heart
Be gentle: What you're holding is my heart. Remember in your honesty my pride. If you don't want to see me, please don't hide The truth, yet tell it with some art. Though you may not have asked for me to call, A single leap of hope must be allowed. Not easily are shy songs sung out loud. Yet now I wait alone outside your wall.

My Tummy Hurts
So I'm sitting at work as i oft do. . .and I am all kinds of disenchanted. . . You know i've noticed with blogs pretty much anything I have to say can be summed up in the subject. . .You don't even really have to read them. . . Thats not to say you shouldn't read them because definately you should and then of course commiserate with me about my stomach pain back pain head ache ect depending on what my bitch of the moment is. Mostly i'm just sleepy and could really go for a nap. In fact i think i'll take advantage of my dangerously low call volume and doze off here. . . Been lovely chatting Liz

Your Eyes Won't Let My Thoughts Go Back To Sleep
Your eyes won't let my thoughts go back to sleep. Your words draw me across 2000 miles. I don't know you at all, and yet I know You better than my friends of many years. The days I spent with you are like a tape I play, rewind, play, rewind, and play. Whenever I remember something new, I feel as though you touched me on the cheek. I miss you as the grass awaits the wind, Or as the morning sky awaits the sun. Although I look for you in every doorway, I find only the darkness in my heart.

Thankful For
The partner who hogs the covers everynight, because he is not out with someone else The child who is not cleaning his room,but is watching TV,because that means he is home not one the streets.For the taxes i pay for it means i am employed. For the mess to clean after a party,because it means i have been surrounded with my friends. For the clothes that fit alittle to snug. because it means. i have enough to eat. For the shadow that watches me work . because it means i have sunshine. For the lawn that needs mowing,the windows that need cleaning,the gutters the need fixing,because it means i have a place to call home. For the complaints i hear about the goverment.because it mean we have the freedom of speech.For the parking spot at the far end or the parking lot,because it mean i am capable to walk and that i have been blessed with transportation. For the huge heating bill.because it means i am warm.For the lady behind me in church that sings off key, because it means that i

Who Remembers This Song??
Rupert Holmes lyrics, Escape (The Pina Colada Song) lyrics I was tired of my lady, we'd been together too long. Like a worn-out recording, of a favorite song. So while she lay there sleeping, I read the paper in bed. And in the personals column, there was this letter I read: "If you like Pina Coladas, and getting caught in the rain. If you're not into yoga, if you have half-a-brain. If you like making love at midnight, in the dunes of the cape. I'm the lady you've looked for, write to me, and escape." I didn't think about my lady, I know that sounds kind of mean. But me and my old lady, had fallen into the same old dull routine. So I wrote to the paper, took out a personal ad. And though I'm nobody's poet, I thought it wasn't half-bad. "Yes, I like Pina Coladas, and getting caught in the rain. I'm not much into health food, I am into champagne. I've got to meet you by tomorrow noon, and cut through all this red tape. At a bar called O'Malley's, where we'll plan

How Do Happy People Keep From Going Crazy?
do you sometimes want to just have everything from your mind erased and start all over? Did you see that movie with Jim Carrey...Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind? It was so bizarre, yet intriguing. I'm so tired of all the emotion and drama in my life. Like the desire to get a divorce over with, I just want to get all my shit out of the way and have normalcy of some kind. I'm starting to wonder if I'll ever take control of my life. I'm so afraid I'll just keep making the same mistakes over and over again. I feel so wishy washy in my feelings, yet I'm afraid to commit to much of anything except what I know deep down are passions of mine....music, dancing, antiques, greeting cards...helping people. Why are the things I am most passionate about the things that most often elude me? I feel life passes me by when I'm doing repetitive daily chores and shit. There is so much to experience in life. How do I find happiness in doing meager chores? Do I really want to contr

My Lover
You know this lover You drive through the night, the only sound your tires singing on wet black pavement and the rhythm of your own heart. You watch your small hands griping the steering wheel so tightly your knuckles are white with anticipation. You are amazed, why should you feel this tension? You have done this many times. This is no new experience, you know this lover. This is no single night's lust with a stranger. This is more than your lover you meet this is your love. But then you think. "Can I ever know this man?" "Will I ever understand the complex folds of his erotic mind?" "Learn to ride with command the wheel of his passion?" You think not. He leaves you breathless. Always a step ahead yet never leaving you wanting, drawing you deeper into yourself. There have been times when you felt certain mastery. Felt that at long last you had reached a point of comfortable predictability. Even thought a trifle smugly of the accomplishment. Then in a gle

Awaking To My Angel
My hearts bursting with the love i have for you .as i watch you sleep next to me in our bed i cant stop grinning like a silly fool. For this feeling i have for you i have never experanced it befor. Reaching into my inner being where my soul resides you have touched me there with the love you have for me. every night as we go to sleep we whisper our devotion to each other and knowing that nothing in the world will break us apart. As your eyes open, and you spy me smiling at you, you return it with a smile of your own. thus making me believe that there is a heaven and your my angel. both us knowing within our heart we will always be together and grow old with each others arms around each other every night

Rhonda Comes To Boston Pt.1
Anticipation can be a killer. That moment that you are waiting so ardently for, that seems like it will never arrive. I was having just that kind of experience as I stared up at the monitor displaying the arriving flights at T.F. Greene Airport. The minutes seemed like hours until finally I was reward by the change of her flight status from “on time” to “arrived”. I could feel the adrenaline switch on and the arousal start to grow. I found a place to stand at the base of escalator and begin to stare up impatiently, waiting to get the first glance at the woman that had up until now had only been pictures on the screen of my computer. The anticipation was finally rewarded when Rhonda stepped to the head of the escalator. I smiled, taking in the long dark hair, nice full thick set hips, and the swell of her large breasts that I knew were capped with dark beautiful nipples. Her outfit was designed to tease me dark stocking and short skirt topped by a tight red sweater that plunged in a

Summer Schedule
I will be unavailable from May 12, 2007-August 21, 2007. I will be working 60+ hours a week and will not be getting online during the dates mentioned above. Those of you who wish to get ahold of me know how. Otherwise I will see everyone on the flip side. All RAWR related anything needs to refer to Lucy. If Lucy is not around, refer to HollieHottie. Both links are below. .:Lµ¢¥:. Ðĵ Çã§ђs CT Wifey {Co Founder of RAWR} Tha Verdicts Bitch@ CherryTAP H♥llieH♥ttie™ ~Insane Asylum Rejects~[RAWR #1]No Fan = No Add@ CherryTAP

For 1000 Dollar Shopping Spree
goto this pageryellowfast07@ CherryTAP drop 3 comments number them 1contest,2contest,3contest.....1st to do id wins ..plz inclue the word contest in the comment...as soon as you know you one..contact the sponsor..the person whose page..you are commenting..you should not contact me for nothing other then to giveaway something ..or if the ponsor refuses to pay..other wise work it out with the sponsor...no max number of gifts this is a spree

Trust Me
Trust Me trust me with your mind, and I will nurture it with my thoughts trust me with your heart, and I will cherish it as my own trust me with your feelings, and I will harbor them close to my soul trust me with your life, and I will protect it with all I have trust me with your love, and I will return it a hundred times over trust me with your trust, and I will prove to you I deserve it Michelle Lewis......03/01/2007

My Tribute To Single Mothers
If there is anything I have learned from meeting people on CherryTAP, it is the strength that resides in single mothers and their determination to provide a good home for their children. What an enormous burden it is to know that you are the only person in the world who is able to provide the lifeline for your children for everything from income to food, clothing, shelter, and parenting providing the roles of both mother and father. And what a sacrifice to give up one’s own social life and opportunities for love and companionship in order to fulfill that responsibility. Mothers who do this are awesome beyond belief. Single fathers in the same situation are awesome too, but it is so much more often the mother who is faced with this burden and who accepts this responsibility so readily. To all mothers who support your children alone, I salute you for your strength, courage, and resolution. Your children are so very lucky to have you.

Quiet Anxiety
Not too much fun going on tonite. Its May 8th, almost midnight. Its Wednesday so the middle of a yucky week. Not much going on . I was hoping there would be some people who'd want to talk with me but they are busy. I still try to remain optimistic with my failures in love and life. All things in life aren't permanent. Like I was telling someone the other night, all my close friends I have now I didn't know 8 months ago. I don't have any life long friends. Friendship seems to be a joke. Its just all eventful and when those things end there's really not much. The only constant I have is the family. Shannon, mom and dad. Thats why it is almost always impossible for me to go long distances to live with a woman. Its not much convincing when that person doesn't give you that heart and love you need. I mean you want me to give all myself when you are fucking with other people? I don't know.. Its hard dating when you got a lot of unanswered. Everything that gets answe

Torture
her soul is bleeding her heart is no more her torment continues so she must lock the door her eyes continue crying her tears burn deep within her demons are returning so she must hide from them her terror overwhelms her her spirit can not fly her evils overtake her so she must give them her life Michelle Lewis......03/30/2007

Fantasy
Fantasy All my life I have built up a fantasy of the perfect man. Countless romance stories and fables helped make that fantasy a reality in my mind. Searching for that fantasy lead me to many disappointments. Reality made it clear that there was no such man. And as the years went by, the fantasy started to fade away - until I met you. I had almost given up on the fantasy until my fantasy became reality, that reality became you.

Stuff
I think I finally got enough rest from driving across country. I'm finally back on the coast I have known my whole life and I fucking love it. Granted there isn't a beach here, but I'll manage. Its much better then being surrounded by the sea of pavement. At least I can see trees, and grass, and not sand and astroturf :P Its not Mass, but so far Tennessee is pretty close to being home :)

Don't
Don't ask me my name. We know it doesn't matter. Don't ask how I am. We know you don't really care. Don't tell me you like me. We know why you're here. Don't tell me you need me. We know what you want. Don't call me baby. We know I am nothing to you. Don't call me your lover. We know I'm just a toy. Don't make me believe you. We know you'll be gone. Don't make me love you. I know I won't survive. Michelle Lewis......04/04/2007

Ex Husband & Relationships
I found out today that my ex and his new fiancee are pregnant, and that makes me sad. I want a baby so bad, especially after losing my son to sids. They can't even grow up and they are having a baby. It's not fair. I'm twice the parent they are and they are getting the baby. I hate to say this, but I hope they miscarry so that baby doesn't have to be brought in the world with them as parents. I also want to be in a relationship so bad. I wanna be loved and cared for. I wanna wake up next to someone every morning and tell them how much I love them. I want to share my life with someone, to have babies with, and to grow old with. Someday I suppose. I guess I'll just have to wait and see what falls into my lap.

The Plea (poem)
memories of yesterdays drift away like the smoke rings i blow in the dark thinking and wondering what should i do now guilt and want burn at my brain like flames i know wait for me when i die oh sweet goddess what do i do do i live or do i move on to my sweet abyss of darkness make what i must be so

Given The Chance
Given the chance, I'd fight for you, but never will I fight with him. Given the chance, I'd lie for you, but never will I lie to him. Given the chance, I'd cry for you, but never will I cry for him. Given the chance, I'd steal for you, but never will I steal from him. Given the chance, I'd sacrifice everything for you, but never will I sacrifice any part of him. Given the chance, I'd die for you, but never will I die without him. For you are my friend through good times and bad, but he is my savior until the very end. Michelle Lewis......04/12/2007

My Minds Eye (short Story)
In my mind I can take a long walk. I can picture the trees in the forest and smell the pine in the air. The snapping sound of the dried grass and breaking twigs as I push forth into the trees. I need to let my mind wonder where it will, to get into sight the things my minds eyes feels is most important to me. You know what? I feel him...all around me. How could I have gotten so lucky?!! I'm scared as hell about this damn it! I think to myself. Every time I lower my guard, I get hit hard! Do I really want to take that chance again?!?!? "yessss" a small voice whispers inside my head. "You want him and you know it!" I tell myself ... lol I stop.... I hear the sound of running water... "Can there be a waterfall over there?" I ask myself as I start to drift to the sound of the rushing water. Waterfalls are a fantasy for me.... I think out. As i come to a part in the bushes I see the most beautiful sight of all. A crisp and clean stream of water .... bright and shinn

Gotta Go.... C-ya!
well i hate to be the bearer of bad news but its time for me to go. not that some people will mind my leaving, but to those who actually have been civil to me thru my latest disaster i thank you. i thought this site would be cool, little did i know of the drama that would befall me here. anyone that wants to stay in touch probably has my yahoo id, if not send me yours and i will add you to my messenger. i just want to apologize to everyone i have caused any ill will toward. i did mean well! if you want to find me on messenger send your id to the mail here i will check this a couple times over the next week or so. once again my best to everyone!

Submission (poem)
Submission I kneel, supplicant before you my will offered up in quiet acquiescence awaiting your approval or reproach the fine line between pleasure and pain becomes ever sweeter with your control with every touch, kiss, word smoldering embers are kindled tormenting desires awakened I quiver captured by heat and hunger bend me to your will My Lord show me what you most desire my purpose but to serve through your dominion I find myself You, the Master of many my only

Finals
OMG!!! This is is gonna be soooo stressful! Even now I have a 4,000 word essay due tomarrow and I only have 1,400 words. I have no idea how I'm going to pull through the night. I guess I need to buy alot of Monsters and do it, eh? -sighs- All well, wow my first blog is about college...how lame...eh it'll have to do. if you want to read more of my random blogs go to myspace.com/cnk4life thanks!

Make The Pain Go Away
My mind is spinning, faster and faster. I can't keep my thoughts straight anymore. Tiny white orbs to make the pain go away, but all they do is postpone the inevitable. Cries in the night, tears on my pillow. I just want the deafening noise to stop. The pounding, the painful flashes of white heat, The agony within my head, it's so intense. I want it all to end, I want everything to fade. Just let this torment be over, and let me be at peace. Michelle Lewis......04/12/2007

Hiya Happy People
Well, I'm kinda in lazy ass mode...lol... yesterday I had the children weeding in my Moms flower bed which stretches across the entire front of her house. I spent most of my time in a chair barking orders at the kids. I kinda half ass managed to brush Chase (my dog), but she wasn't too keen on staying still for me because she hates being brushed. So anyway, me being the dumbass that I am, I decided to grab the rake/hoe-ey thing-a-ma-bobbit and help for a minute. I swear I hardly did any weeding, but my back says differently. So, I spent the majority of the morning in bed snoozing with my honey and then my oldest (who is on his last days suspension) climbed up there to lay down too. I got up noonish and got a shower. Didn't really do much of anything today though. Tomorrow I have to go to the University to sign papers for summer semester. Fun fun. Laura wants us to ride out there while we are in Americus so we may go there for a few. I kinda feel overwhelmed and empty all at the same ti

She Finally Sleeps
As he lies sleeping, she runs her hands across his magnificent form. Her fingertips soft and gentle upon his passion dampened skin. She marvels at every muscle, every curve, every contour. Touching him, feeling him, embracing him as if for the first time. They have become united as one... living, breathing, surviving together. Side by side they will face each battle, each challenge, unafraid. His strength will carry her through, and her love will keep him strong. She stretches her body out next to his, truly content to be in his arms. And, entwining her fingers in his, her head upon his shoulder, she finally sleeps. Michelle Lewis......04/12/2007

An Unpleasant Interlude
Today someone friended me who's request I probably should not have accepted, and I soon afterwards regretted. The mistake was corrected. His profile said nothing about any interest other than drinking (beer specifically) and having sex. Nonetheless I allowed him the chance to be friends and he pretty much just walked all over it. I pointed out to him that there is absolutely nothing in my profile to indicate that being promiscuous with total strangers is in any way an interest of mine on here. This was done by asking him if he saw anything in my profile to indicate in any way that I was a rampant sex fiend. He answered, no. Then he proceeded to go on asking why I did not want to have "alittle fun", obviously his oh so witty euphemism for sex. I encouraged him to elaborate... to explain himself... just in case the "alittle fun" he was talking about was not something entirely inappropriate with which to proposition someone he just met. I'm not entirely sure why I found it so

Gas War
Perhaps you’ve all ready seen this but in case you haven’t…… -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Please read entirely......then act! -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- GAS WAR - an idea that WILL work This was originally sent by a retired Coca Cola executive. It came from one of his engineer buddies who retired from Halliburton. It ' s worth your consideration. Join the resistance!!!! I hear we are going to hit close to $4.00 a gallon by next summer and it might go higher!! Want gasoline prices to come down? We need to take some intelligent, united action. Phillip Hollsworth offered this good idea. This makes MUCH MORE SENSE than the "don't buy gas on a certain day" campaign that was going around last April or May! The oil companies just laughed at that because they knew we wouldn't continue to "hurt" ourselves by refusing to buy gas. It was more of an inconvenienc

Ready For Love (poem)
Ready For Love Take my hand and lead the way; tell me all you want to say. Whisper softly in my ear, all those things I want to hear. Kiss my lips and touch my skin; bring out passions deep within. Pull me close and hold me near; take away my pain and fear. In the darkness of the night, be my beacon, shine your light. In the brightness of the sun, show me that you are the one. Give me wings so I can fly; for I can soar when you're nearby. Enter my heart, break down the wall, it's time for me to watch it fall. I've been a prisoner, can't you see? Break my chains and set me free. Strip me of my armor tight; you'll find I won't put up a fight. Release my soul held deep within . . . I'm ready now, let love begin.

I Miss You... (poem)
I Miss You... By: S.M.Morris "I miss you." I miss your warm eyes, The way you listen and cared. I miss your kisses And all that weve shared. "I miss you." I miss the touch of your hand, So reassuring and sincere, And the moments we spend together, That I hold near. "I miss you." I miss all of the caring Things you do, And spending the evening Alone with you. "I miss you." I look forward to tomorrow Knowing that then, I'll be one day closer To seeing you again. You must have Guessed... "I miss you!"

Fire (poem)
Fire by Shariffa Oh my love! I have breathed you in Through the pores of my love - quenched skin; For ours was not a moon laden with honey. It was a moon bursting with fire, Satiated by the drippings Of our mutual desire. Oh my love! You course through my veins, Intermingled with what blood remains. No longer does my heart pump that vital potion. It crests your love like a waving ocean, Bounding to shore with impassioned force; Returning to its aortic source. Oh my love! To what do I rush To a desperate school girl's crush? A pounding tsunami crashing my heart's shores? A woman's passions sweating musk from my pores? Which? I cry to the deaf - mute choir? True love or unrestrained desire? Oh my love! In which is it filed? In the whimsy of a fickle child? In an immature girl's intimate embrace? Or in a woman's passionate grace? Enlighten my aortic route. Swell my love. Erase my doubt.

Dark Desires (poem)
secret thoughts trace the outline of this night with all thats mystical in the burning dark light a shadow figure appears from a dream His purpose unknown or so it may seem i close my eyes and let him begin falling into his arms we breath passions of sin our bodies filled with a compelling need to touch and taste and plant the seed somehow he knows just where to touch desire spreads with such a rush fingers tease and find a groove beneath him i began to move in rippling darkness we shudder with pleasure inside each other like birds of a feather love is an angel disguised as lust as sparkling gold now turns to dust bodies collapse in frenzied releasse as the reality of time seems to cease as luminescent darkness covers the sky i could have sworn in you i saw the devils eye

Become One (poem)
I'm sitting here Thinking about you Like I do every day. I'm trying to concentrate, But these fantasies of you, Hold me at bay. I'm imagining how great It would be if you Gave yourself to me. I vow that I would willingly drown In your sea of ecstasy. I can feel your body Pressed into mine, Caught in a tempest of fire, Enraptured by our love That's so divine. I can feel your kisses on my neck, And the play of your fingers Upon my chest, And I'm enchanted by the spell That you cast best. I can hear your sighs And the urgent beating of your heart, And I become undone, While in my fantasies So steamy and hot, We become one.

Some Thoughts On Mother's Day
My Dad died in 1989. This is important for many reasons, but for this post, it's important because the day he died, my mother was in having her left breast removed due to cancer. If anyone would have had any idea that he was going to die that day, I'm sure she would have put off what she was having done. She was like that, always putting off what was important to her for the sake of anyone that happened to need her for anything. I know this to be true, because there were five of us kids that always needed something, and she always managed to find the time and the energy to take care of everything thrown at her. This was an amazing feat, not just because five kids are a handful, but because she also worked full-time in an General Motors iron pouring foundry. She was thrown into that situation in 1962, right after my father had his first heart-attack. He wasn't expected to live over 6 months, so she did what she had to do, and became one of the very first women hired at that place.

Without You (poem)
I'm thinking about you again. I miss you badly and wish you were here with me. My soul knows no rest even when I sleep, because I dream about you and imagine how great it would be if you were here with me. Without you, I feel like a part of my heart is missing. I'm in dire need of your tender love and passionate kissing... if only you were here with me. Every day I tell myself to move on with my life, and I try to pretend that I'm happy, but it's just not true. I'm alone and blue, because you're not here with me. At night I get down on my knees and pray for brighter days. I know that the sunshine I need is on the way, because someday you'll be here with me. But until that day, I'll never stop yearning for you, and wishing that you were here to stay, because I love you,

Passion's Flames (poem)
Passion's Flames by Jeffrey Carter A touch, soft and tender. A whisper, full of desire A gasp of sweet surrender As passion fuels the fire No words spoken between them No promises to be kept No lies being told tonight No looking back - no regrets Longing to hold each other Such precious little time Both vowed to another Being lonely their only crime Tomorrow bringing sorrow A brief moment of shame With the memory of this one night A release from passion's flames

A Hot Shower (a Poem Wrote For Me)
A Hot Shower You don't see me enter the shower The steam in the room Seducing your body like a jealous lover My hands wrap around you Cupping your full breasts firmly As you feel my heat press against your back Whether by the pulsating of the water Or the throbbing of my passion A wet desire consumes you The urge to give yourself completely to me wins over I turn you to face me as I begin to bathe my princess You respond in kind to my intense pleasure As I kiss inside you, you feel your body lifted Pressed against tile, you wrap your leg around me Moving your hips to temptations you thought long forgotten Steam rising between us Pounding deeply until... Release.......floating freedom in each others arms We towel our bodies off and collapse in bed together In your eyes I see a glimmer of tigress So let loose your inhibitions And let us live again

Bullshit
Ok-this has been buggin me for awhile-what difference does it make to anyone who im with? I mean geez-as far as im concerned-ITS NOBODY ELSE'S BUSINESS BUT MINE AND THE MAN I AM WITH-if i want to tell ya about it i will-i love all my friends here and i dont need anyone coming to me and butting in! ok my rant is done and ty for your cooperation lol-LOVE YOU GUYS!

I Am Me.
do not think that because i am unique, that you can take advantage of me. i know my soul better than anyone, and i know how to take care of me. i am a lot of things i know, but stupid is not one. please don't treat me as if i am. i can be anything you want me to be as long as you don't expect me to change myself. i know what i like, and if you don't understand that then i am sorry. i will not be changing my mind soon. i have survived a lot of things, and they are what define me. if you cannot accept that then please move on, i don't and won't take the time to explain something that you will not listen to. it has taken me a lot of years to come this understanding of my being, i certainly don't expect anyone else to understand me. but at least be open to the possibilities that are me, as i will do for you. because i am worth knowing i promise.

You Know Your From Pittsburgh When.....
You Know You're From Pittsburgh When... "Hey Yinz Guyz" is your traditional greeting. You know the time and location of every Wing Night in a 10 mile radius. You know the location of the following towns, know someone from them and have spent time there: Monongahela, Altoona, Bethlehem, Ligonier, Harmony, and Wilmerding. You've memorized lines from the movie "Flashdance". If you're a guy, your biggest fear is seeing your best friend drive into the "fruit loop". You're second biggest fear is seeing him drive out with Kordel Stewart. If you're a girl, you're biggest fear is getting hit on by a hairy-chested man, heavily weighted in gold chains, who refers to his friends as "junior" at Chauncey's. Your latest cultural experience: On your way to partying at Slippery Rock University, having to stop your car to let the Amish buggy cross the street. As your out-of-town friends brag about their latest trips to Europe, you think to yourself, "Polish Hill will suffice." Yo

A Fairytale (poem)
A Fairytale by Millette Addison Dreamland awaits you, Close your eyes, Imagine you and I, Close as breath, Skin upon skin, Lips touching, For you taste of Raspberries, sweetly irresistible, The fragrance of you, Takes my breath away, I am burning inside, A torch of fire, Burning fuel of passion, For you are my desire, My heart beats with every breath, You are my destiny, Your eyes evade me, deep, dark, mysterious, I am your slave, Your love has captured me, Grab my body, Pull me close, Show me your love, In ways I could only dream. Wake me I must be dreaming, This is a fairytale.

Rudeass People
CuteQuoteGraphics.com When someone gose and says shit about someones eles u stand up for them. I fucking hate people who make fun of someone that is disresepctful and rude. I dont put up with that and never should anyone eles grrrr.... Quote Images From CuteQuoteGraphics.com

Controller (poem)
i am the image you dare to dream i am the mightmare in your scream i am the one you seek in the night i am the one who turns out the light you are the one who falls to the floor you are the one anxious for more you are the one ready to succmb you are the one who wants to cumm i am the one whom decides what is right i am the force used with all of his might i am the shock awakening every nerve i am the body you wish to serve you are the mouth that needs to be feed you are the fingers that ache with need you are the one wholl give permission you are the one giving in total submission i am the darkness youve always known i am the prince upon the black throne i am the one to inflict the pain i am the one who ignites the flame you are the one to obey my commands you are the one to meet all my demands you are the center of my darkest temptation you are the object of my newest creation

I Am Horny!
Isn't like every guy out there feeling this way. I love stimulation of the mind and the body...moreso body than mind. I just want to be able to set back after having sex and nestle into the warmth of flesh. I seek sustenance but where to go when the one you seek is so far away. for once I'd like to not remeber what it was like with that woman I met who gave me the best oral job I could have ever envisioned. And how did I get stuck with a wife who doesn't lik BJ's, did I miss the answer when i popped the question? I really do miss that?

Awaking (poem)
passion sparks messages sent without speaking the need grows the games begin tie me up make sure i cant break free touch tease taste teach let your hands probe penetrate please digging deep deeper make me scream take control leave me helpless panting breathless then ill begin handcuffs in hand ready to show you ready to know you feeling the hardness of your desire feeling your body burn like fire ill take you in my mouth deep deeper my tongue does its work so well my turn for control your turn to scream wanting release from my web yet hoping to get lost in it forever and when im finished youll be set free knowing more feeling more wanting more

The Other Woman
I think of u, I feel your obsession U think about touching me all the time you look into my eyes I am your fantasy, you're touching my lips with your middle finger, my tongue wets your finger just a little, you breath deeply I feel your tension, how you gasp, in surprise at the touch at the lightness, wetness of my caress your mind races, thinking about how I would taste, these wet lips pouting at you. You want to kiss me but u hold back nervously excitement fills your chest, breathing is difficult. Your hands shake slightly You want to push me down beneath you and take me with force I keep tempting u, sucking on your fingers, looking into your eyes. Your fingers follow the curve of my neck and unbutton my top They trail along my flesh, leaving a trail of fire as they go I gasp at how they touch me, I breath deeply, my heart flutters I smell you close to me, aroused by your arousal My hand moves slowly to your zip, I pull it down so slowly Looking into your eyes, they flinch for 1 s

Get Out Of My Car
This is a true account recorded in the Police Log of Sarasota, Florida. An elderly Florida lady did her shopping and, upon returning to her car, found four males in the act of leaving with her vehicle. She dropped her shopping bags and drew her handgun, proceeding to scream at the top of her lungs, "I HAVE A GUN, AND I KNOW HOW TO USE IT! GET OUT OF THE CAR!" The four men didn't wait for a second threat. They got out and ran like mad. The lady, somewhat shaken, then proceeded to load her shopping bags into the back of the car and got into the driver's seat. She was so shaken that she could not get her key into the ignition. She tried and tried, and then she realized why... it was for the same reason she had wondered why there was a football, a Frisbee and two 12 packs of beer in the front seat. A few minutes later, she found her own car parked four or five spaces farther down. She loaded her bags into the car and drove to the police station to report

Heaven Welcomes Another Angel
The Myth of Miscarriage Grief by Susan Arlen, M.D. Somerville, NJ This article has been written to dispel some myths and misconceptions about normal bereavement when miscarriage or stillbirth occurs. Sometimes the lack of information or downright insensitivity of caregivers adds to the already large amount of stress that bereaved parents experience, and can further deplete their low energy levels. Often, the newly bereaved feel pressure to behave in ways that are diametrically opposed to how they actually feel. This is not only emotionally draining, but it adds to their feelings of unreality and incongruity. "How can you be so upset, you were only six months pregnant? The baby wasn't even someone you know yet." Mental images of the developing infant begin long before its actual birth. They can commence at the time of quickening, when a pregnancy test turns positive, or even at the thought of having a child. We can and do love images of our future. The effect that t

Dreaming
I laid down in my cool bed after things got hot on the I.M. The whole house was quiet ensuring that everyone was asleep. I had already been feeling the throbbing of my clit from chatting with a certain someone. At that point, I took off my shirt and started to rub my tits softly. I rubbed my soft finger tips across my chest imagining that it was you. As I continued to rub my breast with one hand, my hand, or had I had been imagining your hand, slowly going down my body. I could feel the hot sensation of my vagina sweep across me. My clit beginning to throb even more now as if it new what was to come. With my left hand on my breast and my right beginning to rub my lips I imagined that you were here, spreading me wide, and going down and licking me. Your tongue was soft as you licked around my soft lips and over my clit. I shuttered. For a moment my breath was taken away. By this time my pussy was very wet in preparation knowing that it will soon be engorged by your quivering member. My

Input
Category: Life Im completely puzzled at times, Ive talked to alot of people on here. And i know all of us have one thing in common were all looking for Love or wanna be loved or we have Love and yet were not satisfied. Is it because we settle because were affraid were not gonna be loved? We get tired of playing the waiting game so we jump in head first not feet lol and hope for the best. Then there is the Love when people get together they are busy looking elsewhere for what they thought they were getting in the first place, or its because they are looking for another love they thought they missed out on like trading them in for a new car a better make or a better model. Or it can go the distance where the other cant lol Then again there is the mid-life crisis love, where they are stuck in the past and not looking at whats in front of them. Wishing they were 20 again and their bodies are looking like their 60. But yet there is that newer and better model out there they look

Tattoo Contest Updates
Tattoo Contest Time Again! I Need Men and Ladies for my tattoo contest! Contest will start 5/9 thur 5/14 1st Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! 2nd Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! 3rd Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! 4th tattoo is...... with 1 comments! 5th Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! 6th Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! 7th Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! comment bombing is allowed u can comment bomb urself also! Want to enter send me ur pic link to my messages or tell me and i will rip ur pic for you! 2 gifts 1 V.I.P. and ! V.I.C. to the winners! Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~AnGeLHeArT~ CT Wife Of Lover69 ~ aka ~ SeXy MaMa ~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~@ CherryTAP

Introducing..... Lucy
Say hello to Lucy.. Shes our new baby girl Chiweenie. We adopted her from the humane society. Shes so happy and healthy and shes NOT GETTING CANNED FOOD :) We made the choice to give our pets all Hollistic foods after losing our babygirl Nan-e-hi. Lucy is a little butterball and so full of energy. We named her after Lucille Ball " I love Lucy" show. I am a big fan and my lil' Lucy is just as happy and spunky as Lucille Ball :) LUCY STOLE MY PILLOW :)) SHE WON'T GIVE IT BACK EITHER. THAT IS HER BED NOW, SHE LOVES IT

**linkin Park U.s. Summer Tour Dates**
PROJEKT REVOLUTION ANNOUNCED Linkin Park confirmed today the fourth installment of Projekt Revolution beginning July 25th and culminating on September 3 in Denver at the Coors Amphitheatre (routing below). Fans can expect to see Linkin Park, My Chemical Romance, Taking Back Sunday, HIM, Placebo and Julien-K on the Main Stage and Mindless Self Indulgence, Saosin, The Bled, Styles of Beyond and Madina Lake on the Revolution Stage. Tickets go on sale nationwide on May 19th. The few dates not announced due to radio shows will be announced shortly. Tickets will be available at www.livenation.com. "I couldn't be happier with the group of artists joining us on Projekt Revolution this summer…" says co-vocalist Chester Bennington, "Linkin Park is thrilled to be joined by this amazing group of artists and I know the audience will share in our excitement." Previous Projekt Revolution alumni include Korn, Snoop Dogg, Cypress Hill, Xzibit, Mudvayne, Adema, Blindside and DJ Z-Trip. Proje

Diamonds R Blu!
DIAM0NDS R BLU... I'LL FIGHT ANY BITCH THAT FUCKS WITH YOU!! SEND THIS TO ALL THE PEOPLE ON UR LIST... LET'S SEE WHO'S GOT UR BACK... CUZ H0MIE I G0T URS!!! P.S. I BETTER FUCKIN GET THIS BACK IF UR MY FRIEND

Alzheimers
It creeps up behind you, When you don't see... Stealing your memories, Setting them free. I watch you sitting, Just staring and still. It breaks my heart, Like nothing else will. Alone in a locked world, Where none enter in, You've lost your beginning, You'll not know your end. You won't know your children, As time marchs on. But, they'll know you love them, As they're holding on. No one can save you, As you slip away, Time is a killer, As you slip away. Somewhere and someday, There will be a cure. In God's house, your memories All will unfurl. So now, I will watch you, Though you never see, The pain in my eyes. As I'm setting you free. Cherokee For an unknown friend,Someone is experiencing it,Somewhere.

The Myth Of Miscarriage Grief
The Myth of Miscarriage Grief by Susan Arlen, M.D. Somerville, NJ This article has been written to dispel some myths and misconceptions about normal bereavement when miscarriage or stillbirth occurs. Sometimes the lack of information or downright insensitivity of caregivers adds to the already large amount of stress that bereaved parents experience, and can further deplete their low energy levels. Often, the newly bereaved feel pressure to behave in ways that are diametrically opposed to how they actually feel. This is not only emotionally draining, but it adds to their feelings of unreality and incongruity. "How can you be so upset, you were only six months pregnant? The baby wasn't even someone you know yet." Mental images of the developing infant begin long before its actual birth. They can commence at the time of quickening, when a pregnancy test turns positive, or even at the thought of having a child. We can and do love images of our future. The effect that t

Strawberries
I lay there on your bed looking good enough to eat. Sugar on my beautiful belly. Sexy rosy glow on my naked body. You touch me gently between my thighs - so wet from excitement. You take a strawberry from the bowl, swirl it around my belly. Bring it to my lips for a taste. I take a bite and moan enjoying the flavor. Then rub the half eaten berry over my erect nipples. Then take each one into your mouth to suck the sweet juices from them. I moan for more. We kiss passionately as you slip two fingers in my warmth. Dunking another strawberry in the sugar and take a bite. While you tease me by slowing moving your fingers in and out. I beg you to move faster. But instead you take them out and replace them with a strawberry twirl it around to mixing it with my own sweet juices. Take a bite a savor the mixture of both me and the red fruit. The sugary juicy mixture all over my belly is too good to resist. So you begin to lick it off. While massaging my breasts and rubbing my nipple

Hooo Dee Hooo!
So uh yea, I fucked this bitch right.... Just kidding... or am I? Anywayz. Thursday night went out for Ladies night w/ Christina. Met up with Stephanie there also and the crazy Mexican chick that stalks me was there also.. guess she'd been asking about me while I was gone. :P I'll have to upload the images.. I realize I keep saying that and then never do but meh.. Oh found out some bitch is using my photos on another site evidently. Some people told me about it and I'm waiting to hear back on them to what site it is and the link. It could be one of my profiles somewhere else that I just haven't kept up on for all I know lol. But we'll see. Cause if this bitch is using my pics and shit, I am going to fuck their shit up. Besides, couldn't they use pics of a hotter chick than me? I mean, my pics aren't that great anywayz :( Umm other than that. Saturday worked in the morning and after that was going to go camping but it was cancelled so maybe next time. Went to Rya

All I Need To Know I Learned From Board Games
Board games are a good source of inspiration. Life's lessons are learned with a flat piece of pressboard, a spinner, and plastic game pieces. >Don't believe me... keep reading< You have your ups and downs, your Chutes and your Ladders, but you are constantly climbing. You get compensated for your accomplishments, but at the same time you face the consequences of your actions. Life is a Monopoly where you own it all and the money is just rolling in. However, you should keep in mind that as quickly as it came to you, you can lose it. People get stabbed in the back (literally and figuratively) and stuck in a house with a bunch of killers with nothing but Clues. There are Candy Lands filled with sweet rewards, but you also have rotten things ahead of you. You may know who your foes are, but you don't always remember they're always right behind you. Elaborate Mousetraps are placed along the way. The more you sneak and try to get away with things, the easier it is to get

Love The Lord
The only value of feeling emptiness is the pain of the experience as a contrast to send forth the desire to fill "the void within" in a healthy and sane manner. The only Love that is Real is the Love of our Creator, Who Loves everyone equally and unconditionally, and creates all in the Image and Substance of Love. "Love created me like Itself," and "There is no Love but God's",A COURSE IN MIRACLES, Workbook. To fill the emptiness within us is to learn the Value of Loving our Source and all others with the Quality of Love that Source extends to each of us. To believe there is value in emptiness is to choose to create emptiness. l prefer to experience myself as Whole and Complete, and over-flowing with Joy: A Spiritual Being creating wonderful fullness on a material

Idiots Everyone Of Ya
INSTEAD OF WORRYING ABOUT UR FUCKING POPULARITY TRY SPENDING MONEY HERE ST. JUDES CHILDREN'S HOSPITAL P.O.BOX 810 MEMPHIS , TN 38101-9807 THEY ARE TRYING TO SAVE CHILDREN'S LIVES U MAKE ME FUCKING PUKE

Your A Asshole
When you occasionally have a really bad day, and you just need to take it out on someone, don't take it out on someone you know, take it out on someone you don't know.I was sitting at my desk when I remembered a phone call I'd forgotten to make. I found the number and dialed it. A man answered, saying "Hello."I politely said, "This is Chris. Could I please speak with Robyn Carter?"Suddenly a manic voice yelled out in my ear "Get the right f***ing number!" and the phone was slammed down on me. I couldn't believe that anyone could be so rude . When I tracked down Robyn's correct number to call her, I found that I had accidentally transposed the last two digits.After hanging up with her, I decided to call the 'wrong' number again.When the same guy answered the phone, I yelled "You're an asshole!" and hung up. I wrote his number down with the word 'asshole' next to it, and put it in my desk drawer. Every couple of weeks, when I was paying bills or had a really bad day, I'd call hi

Well It Been Crazy
well all we finily got our house. now we are trying to get it all fixed up so we can start moving in. so that is why i have not been on a lot lately. once we get it done and i have time to really set down ill get back to all of you. so stay in touch.

New Home !
As of June 1,2007 my husband and I will be starting a new and wonderful chapter in our lives. You see, we found this beautiful 3 bedroom house in a great neighborhood. (I posted pictures on my site.) It has old time charm with modern conveniences. CENTRAL AIR, FIREPLACE, LAUNDRY CHUTE, 2 CAR GARAGE, IN-GROUND POOL, HUGE DECK ON THE BACK, WHIRLPOOL TUB, WALK-IN CLOSETS, GARBAGE DISPOSAL, FORCED AIR HEAT, CEILING FANS, WOODS IN THE BACK, QUIET STREET, HARDWOOD FLOORS, SUNROOM OFF OF THE KITCHEN, STAINED GLASS WINDOWS, SECURITY SYSTEM and many more features. It has a HUGE backyard that meets up with the GAMBLE property of the PROCTOR AND GAMBLE CO. The electric bills will be 3 times less than what we have been paying especially when we had more people in the house. My mom will be going with us and she is also excited. We can't wait to have our first pool party ! We are already planning out our christmas and where the tree will go. I now have a place to hang stockings!!!!!!! My husband

Fuckin Tired Of It...
I am so damn tired of all these bitches getting every fuckin thing I want. I am fuckin tired of getting my heart ripped out and stomped on. I am so tired of everything. I just want a place of my own and a guy who isnt going to cheat on me or beat me or make me feel like I am not worth anything. Is this all to much to ask for? I swear I am so fucking tired of my life blowing. I want things to go up for me.I am so tired of it all. I wish I could just disapear. Npt like anyone but my animals would notice.

"nothing To Lose"
Nothing To Lose The only way to change me is maybe blow my brains out stuck in the middle of the game to get the pain out Pray to my God everyday but he don't listen the poverty bothers me but mama's working wonders in the kitchen Listen I can hear her crying in the bedroom praying for money we never think would she be dead soon Am I wrong for wishing I was somewhere else at 18 can't feed myself Can I blame daddy 'cause he left me wish he would've helped me too much like him 'til my mama don't love me On my own at a early age gettin' paid and I'm strapped so I'll never be afraid Where did I go astray I'm hanging in the back streets running with G's and dope fiends will they jack me? Can't turn back my eyes on the prize I got nothing to lose everybody gotta die say good-bye to the bad guy that one you fucked when you passed by Buck buck [gunshots] from a Glock tempured glass fly Do or Die walk a mile in my shoes and you'd be crazy too with nothing to lose

:o !! O: ~ Fakes ~ :o !! O:
The proposition was recently put forth by Tom and Jami that fakes are a form of deceit. There is no question about it. Is there an injury in fact? For example there are several pay sites that charge around $10.00 or more per month that have adult profiles and there are fakes on there - viz., a woman using for example stills from an Andrew Blake video and saying she's a professional model. Well you see so many of these that after a while you are led to go from a free account to a pay account which will allow you to see their profile and contact them In order to have a law-suit, you'd have to prove that the site was doing the bogus profiles as a come on or was grotesquely negligent in allowing the fakery to persist because they're benefiting from it. Well these are questions of fact; but individuals could not be held liable for publishing fake accounts unless they were using the service to collect money under fraudulent pretence. But if you stop and think about it a site could do some

Hmmmm
why is it when a guy tells you that he loves you but then after he tells you that you dont hear from them for a while??? when a guy does that i dont feel like when he does that i feel like he dont even want me so why even try anymore. i think i might just give up on everything.

My Perfect Day
my Idea perfect day....I would awaken to fresh air and a beautiful dawn with the sound of waves crashing beneath my window and the love of my life beside me. I`d appreciate at least an hour of quiet time then awaken her with a kiss that would slowly deepen into something more passionate. (Miraculously, neither of us would have morning breath.) After several -censored- minutes, we`d jump in the huge two-person bath with loads of bubbles and two loofahs our hair would not be an issue because...well, just because it`s my perfect day. After more -censored- minutes, during which we`d get very, very clean. We`d bundle up in freshly laundered fluffy white terry cloth robes and have breakfast in front of a nice fire that just takes the chill off. we prepare maybe waffles, maybe some fruit, cream cheese and toasted bagels, and peach mimosas. We`d read the morning paper and tell each other about the good parts. After which we`d get dressed and go meet a couple of friends to hang out with for the

Sad :(
Well its that time. Jamie (my hubby) will be deploying this week to Iraq. He will be gone for 15 long months. Its heart breaking cause we will miss him so much. And I know he will miss being with us as well. Our daughter and I have been through one year without him already. When he was doing his tour of Korea. So Im used to him being gone, but this time I have more to worry about. I know the threat of North Korea attacking was there at all times. Most of the time though they just like to play like they want to do stuff and ruffle feathers. The bad guys in Iraq dont give a shit! And do what they say they are going to do and kill everyday. Greatfully, I know he has the other soldiers backing him up and covering for him. Just as I know he will be doing the same for them. The best part is they all have God with them. We care for every soldier, because when you become a member of the military you get to be part of one huge family. So please everyone pray for all of our soldiers that are the

U.s Tour Dates Announced.
To all that are concerned I know a few of my friends will be excited to hear this! I know I am! Source: mansonusa.com Marilyn Manson and Slayer's 25-city co-headline North American tour dates have been announced today. The tour will kick off on July 25 in West Palm Beach, FL, and make its way across America to wrap up in San Antonio, TX on September 1. A full list of dates are below. Manson and Slayer will each play full sets with Bleeding Through and one other support band, yet to be determined, opening all shows. Confirmed tour dates for the Marilyn Manson/Slayer co-headline summer tour are as follows: July. 25 - Sound Advice Amphitheatre, West Palm Beach, FL July. 27 - Ford Amphitheatre, Tampa, FL July. 28 - Hi Fi Buys Amphitheatre, Atlanta, GA July. 30 - Merriweather Post Pavilion, Columbia, MD July. 31 - Tower City Amphitheatre, Cleveland, OH Aug. 02 - Tweeter Center, Philadelphia, PA Aug. 04 - DCU Center, Worcester, MA Aug. 05 - PNC, Holmdel, NJ Aug. 07

Pain And Womanhood
I woke up this morning at 6 am , I was in so much pain i didn't know whether to cry or puke well i went to the ER and apparently I had 3 cysts possibly more and one on my right side(size of it was unknown) had burst. I now only have 2 and both are the size of golf balls or larger. I was in the ER from 630 am till 330 pm. I am doing better but for all i have been through in the past 6 months i have had enough being a women is not worth it anymore. How much of this shit should any women have to go through in 6 month span. First they found abnormal cells on my cervix in January and informed me i have Polycystic Ovary Disease. Mind you that 1 year ago from that time everything was normal,then in the end of January start of February they did biopcies (very pain full but i dealt with it fine) which they found to be end stage Dysplasia. So in the end of Feb and start of march o had surgery to have it removed by way of a LEEP procedure. This didn't go as planed extremely pain full and

Volume Ix - Global Warming?
I am beginning to believe that global warming is the cause of this drought. I know some of you accursed humans are thinking "What drought?". Well, we're having what I heard some call a moderate drought in northern Georgia. I have news for you. This is more severe than simply "moderate". How, you may ask? Well, I build fences for a living. Part of my job is digging holes to set posts for such fences. Since we're in a 10" deficit, this means the ground is nearly impenetrable. We set two jobs today, which shouldn't have taken us (a 5-member crew) 6 hours. Instead it took us 9. No rain, no moisture in the clay, and we all are in misery. As if you think WE'RE bad off, think of the plantlife, and thence the wildlife, that are suffering. Coupled with habitat loss due to overdevelopment, and eventually all of us on this crippled planet are spiraling to s horrid end. Maybe I'm just venting. Today was completely horrid. I am sore from neck to navel. Tomorrow, Thursday, and Friday

Playlist For The Week Of 5/1/07 - 5/8/07.
Bathory - Destroyer Of Worlds Benediction - The Dreams You Dread Black Label Soicety - Stronger Than Death Blood Feast - Kill For Pleasure Cannibal Corpse - Worm Infested EP Celtic Frost - Into The Pandemonium Control Denied - The Fragile Art Of Existance Deathwitch - Violence Blasphemy Sodomy Deicide - Amon: Feasting The Beast Deicide - The Stench Of Redemption Fireball Ministry - Their Rock Is Not Our Rock Gorefest - Mindloss Gorefest - Fear EP Grave - As Rapture Comes Kiss - Dressed To Kill Nocturnus - Thresholds Nuclear Death - Bride Of Insect Nuclear Death - Carrion For Worm Overkill - Horrorscope Pestilence - Spheres Slayer - Show No Mercy Suicidal Tendencies - Lights...Camera...Revolution Suicidal Tendencies - Still Cyco After All These Years Tearabyte - Embrace Oblivion V/A - The Death Metal Compilation Voivod - War And Pain W.A.S.P. - Inside The Electric Circus Thanks to Adam for the comp CD I got doing a trade with him. He's a cool metalhead, a de

Becoming A New Cherry
I have been on this site since my wife, dolphinmistress, invited me to join and i couldnt figure it out so she got on here and showed me what to do and now im not freshmeat anymore, i am a new cherry. I hope other people get on here and rate everyone that they look at no matter what the picture is. Everyone have fun and make some new friends on here because this is a cool site to be on.

So Long, And Good Night...
I don't know if it's just me, but I don't see the reson for having a ton of so-called friends that you never really have time to talk to all of, e-mail, chat with, or even talk to on the phone. So, for all those on my friends list, you have until May 18 to let me know if you're worth keeping on my friends list. Those that I am a fan of, I hope you can give me just cause to remain your fan. I'm sorry to be blunt, but honestly, I just don't see the point. There's too much in life to be worried how many "friends" I have in my friends list or how many fans I have. Hope that someone out there will actually take a moment to send me an e-mail and give me a good reason to keep you on my friends and fans list. Oh, and for those that think they're exempt, this isn't true. All will be removed if no messages come my way to let me know that someone here cares. Jason

I Need Help Please
please and tank you. i need to level up, i need more room for pics...comment what you rate. rate honestly what you comment. not just tens for the sake of giving tens. please and ty i dont care about points other wize. i dont use cherry cash becase it wont get meny anytng i can use in real life.