And it's been a while
Since I could hold my head up high
And it's been a while
Since I first saw you
And it's been a while
Since I could stand on my own two feet again
And it's been a while
Since I could call you
And everything I can remember
As f*cked up as it all may seem
The consequences that i've rendered
I've streached myself beyond my means
And it's been a while
Since I can say I wasn't addicted
And it's been a while
Since I can say I love myself as well
And it's been a while
Since i've gone and f*cked things up just like I always do
And it's been a while
But all that sh*t seems to dissapear when I am with you
And everything I can remember
As f*cked up as it all may seem
The consequences that i've rendered
I've gone and f*cked things up again
Why must I feel this way?
Just make this go away
Just one more peaceful day!
And it's been a while
Since I could look at myself straight
And its been a while
Since i've said I'm sorry
And it's been a while
Since i've seen the way the candle lights your face
And it's been a while
But I can still remember just the way you taste
And everything I can't remember
As f*cked up as it all may seem to be I know it's me
I cannot blame this on my father
He did the best he could for me
And it's been a while
Since I could hold my head up high
And it's been a while
Since I said I'm sorry................................
It' amazing how music can express so much emotion and relate to so many things..... yea it's been a while for me ...but I can now Hold my head up high and say I'm SORRY........
