Courage and the feelings I give for the one I love
To be with her by any means to keep her safe
My love for her screams out every moment she is gone
I am powerless to do anything as of right now
She is gone and I don't know what I am supposed to do.
Listening to other people reveals to me that she got scared
When I told her I would always be there for her
Do I care too much for her or am I just something evil
That is something I'll never find out the answer to
She is gone and I will never be able to change back time.
Walking down the path that leads toward our favorite tree
I offered her a flower as a sign of our future together
She refused the gift and told me she wanted something better
Am I willing to make myself useless for her needs and our eternal love
That is something I am not able to do or give her that special gift
She is gone and the flower is all I have left of her.
Speaking with her parents about what we had together
Telling them how I felt when I told her about my illness
They couldn't believe that she laughed as if I made it up
And hit me when I kept telling her the truth
Am I too much of a problem for her to handle
That is something I am glad to not think about anymore
She is gone and I feel a little better about it all.