I want her next to me in my life more than anything I have ever wanted. I wanna show her the love I want to give to her tell she dies. Be with her every moment in our little lifes. Prove to her she is more beautiful than anything and everything in the whole wide universe. Show her how much one man can love a woman. Show her love still exsist and its waiting for her if she just takes that chance. Prove that she is worth something. Worth more than anything. Worth my own life just so I can be with her for a second.
But. I cant have her. I cant show her any of what i said. I cant prove anything to her. I cant spend the rest of my life with her.
It hurts. It hurts when we hang out. When we talk on the phone. When she spends the night.
It kills me. Seeing her with another man.
I just cant take it anymore.
I want her so bad.
I wanna die so bad.
Without her love I would die.
