For the past few days I have felt like I am slipping back in to a funk. I hate feeling this way. Constantly feeling like I am going to cry over some dumb stuff. I cant really post this on my myspace account cuz it might insult some of my good friends. I think I am folding under stress. I havent worked in almost 2 months so I have been depending on others to help me, which is something I have never done before and obviously do not do well. The house I am moving in to is going to take a lot more work than initially expected. And the town I moved to has nothing to offer in the way of work or as it seems, social events. I know this is something I will get over as things get better, but as for right now I feel bummed out.
I think what really gets to me is that none of my friends seemed to care that I left. I tried hanging out with quite a few of them before my last night in Clarksville to no avail. Maybe I am just being a whiny, sensitive brat. That’s probably what is going on. Sorry to bore you. I will feel better soon. And we will see which ones of my lovely friends make time for my visit and birthday this weekend….
