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Almost A Barfly!!!
Well I have been tryn very hard to become a BarFly,and I am FINALLY almost there.I am a little over 2,800 points away from becomming a Barfly...If you would please help me by either rating my pics,or stash that would be great!!!oh while your at it just remember whatever you do for me i will do in return for you!!!Thanks!!!MMFWCL

Levels, Points And Unlocks For The Levels
fubar Levels: Levels, Points, and Unlocks: Levels Points Unlock... 0 Freshmeat - 0 - Up to 50 photos 1 Newfu - 250 - Being known as Meat =) 2 Fu-ling - 500 - Set your own online status 3 Grasshopper - 1,000 - Vote on a MUMM 4 Chill Fu - 2,000 - Post HTML comments 5 Fu-Fighter - 4,000 - Create your own MUMMs 6 Twisted Fu - 6,500 - Rip a photo 7 Wasted Fu - 9,000 - Up to 70 photos 8 Psycho - 14,000 Up to 750 profile ratings 9 Freak - 25,000 Up to 6000 friends 10 Friend of fubar - 35,000 Create your own lounge 11 Barfly - 50,000 - Up to 110 photos 12 Regular - 75,000 - Up to 10,000 friends 13 Bad Fu - 100,000 - Up to 140 photos 14 Minion - 135,000 - Up to 25 family members 15 Idol - 170,000 - Up to 5 MUMMs a day 16 Fu-gee - 210,000 - Up to 175 photos 17 Pimp - 250,000 - Up to 1000 photo ratings 18 Assassin - 300,000 - Up to 1000 profile ratings 19 Ninja - 350,000 - Up to 225 photos 20 Rock Star - 425,000 - Bolded nickname 21 Fuberl

Selfish Me
When I was washing the dishes after the evening meal with my family (in-laws were here) I just thought that I no longer belong to myself. The thought was pretty painful. As a child I belonged to my mother (and father for some time), after the marriage – to my husband and myself (but not only to myself), now there‘s one more addition – my daughter, who feels she owns me day and night (don’t get me wrong, I adore her). So I just thought that there was almost no time I belonged only to myself. Do I sound selfish? Maybe, but I have a right to feel what I feel. No matter the judgments. Another thought. Ok, I‘m married. So what? Does that mean I give up and stop being myself? Should I change to let him like/love me more? How do I know what‘s better? I‘ve been down and low for a few days. I know he doesn‘t like many things about me. He also knows I do not adore him as before. Crisis? Yes. Changes? Needed. But why only me? A selfish thought again. I am selfish. I want to be one. So what now

Wow
Captain Kangaroo passed away on January 23, 2004 as age 76 , which is odd, because he always looked to be 76. (DOB: 6/27/27 ) His death reminded me of the following story. Some people have been a bit offended that the actor, Lee Marvin, is buried in a grave alongside 3 and 4 star generals at Arlington National Cemetery . His marker gives his name, rank (PVT) and service (USMC). Nothing else. Here's a guy who was only a famous movie star who served his time, why the heck does he rate burial with these guys? Well, following is the amazing answer: I always liked Lee Marvin, but didn't know the extent of his Corps experiences. In a time when many Hollywood stars served their country in the armed forces often in rear echelon posts where they were carefully protected, only to be trotted out to perform for the cameras in war bond promotions, Lee Marvin was a genuine hero. He won the Navy Cross at Iwo Jima . There is only one higher Naval award... the Medal Of Honor If that

My Absence
Bright Blessings to A/all of my friends and thank you all for sticking around. lol I've been offline for awhile now, but I plan to have new ISP service sometime in August. I may have a new job that will help me get caught up on a few things and save up some cash for my future ~of course its 13 hours a day/7days a week. Obviously, it won't be permanent. lol Anyway, I just wanted to let E/everyone know where I've been and that I haven't forgotten Y/you. :))

**flirtation** Never Hurt Anyone
A little lighthearted flirtation turns the temperature up in your life. No matter what your current romantic situation, it's always nice to acknowledge that you find others attractive -- and vice versa. Have some fun.

Bryan Adams - Everything I Do I Do It For You
Look into my eyes - you will see What you mean to me Search your heart - search your soul And when you find me there you'll search no more Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for You can't tell me it's not worth dyin' for You know it's true Everything I do - I do it for you Look into your heart - you will find There's nothin' there to hide Take me as I am - take my life I would give it all - I would sacrifice Don't tell me it's not worth fightin' for I can't help it - there's nothin' I want more Ya know it's true Everything I do - I do it for you There's no love - like your love And no other - could give more love There's nowhere - unless you're there All the time - all the way Oh - you can't tell me it's not worth tryin' for I can't help it - there's nothin' I want more I would fight for you - I'd lie for you Walk the wire for you - ya I'd die for you Ya know it's true Everything I do - I do it for you

Cancer 07721
CANCER - Charm Romance Interest Attracting someone’s attention is relatively simple, but keeping it could be a challenge. A rival with something to prove could get in the way. Slip away to somewhere new and unexplored when you get a chance.

Wasting Time
I have spent the last hour going through my friends list and making sure everyone is rated and fanned. But I get nothing in return. I guess i am wasting my time but just trying to help everyone out. I thought i would get some to return the favor but i guess all my friends are already my fans! To some of you this does not apply so jsut ingnore ( just venting). Have a nice FUBAR day my friends fans and family! Christy P.S How can you be my friend and not my fan i dont get it. I am seeing now that some of my friends i havent even rated and that is why this all started ( that made me feel like crap) so i am fixing it now Sorry !!!!!!!!!!!!!

Live Or Die
I am going to make this a mumm tommorow so I can get maximum responses but I couldnt wait to get opinions._________________________________________________________________________________________Hypothetic situation: You are a draw bridge operator and it is go to work with your parents day at your childs school. Your spouse the doctor will be in surgery all day and can't take your only child with them and feels it is an integral part of your childs learning that he/she go with one of you. So, you take your child to work with you. Now a scheduled barge is nearly clear of the bridge when an emergency alert goes off behind you on the radio. Dispatch from the train stationmiles behind you inform you that a passenger train is coming your way at ahigh rate of speed and will be cruising across your bridge in minutes so not to waste a second lowering the bridge. You have eight minutes to lower the bridge and it takes exactly 7 minutes and 45 seconds to lower it. Just as you start to press the

Bryan Adams, Sting, And Rod Stewart - All For Love
When it's love you give (I'll be a man of good faith. then in love you live. I'll make a stand. I won't break. I'll be the rock you can lean on, be there when you're old, to have and to hold. When there's love inside I swear I'll always be strong. then there's a reason why. I'll prove to you we belong. I'll be the wall that protects you from the wind and the rain, from the hurt and pain. Let's make it all for one and all for love. Let the one you hold be the one you want, the one you need, 'cause when it's all for one it's one for all. When there's someone that should know then just let your feelings show and make it all for one and all for love. When it's love you make I'll be the fire in your night. then it's love you take. I will defend, I will fight. I'll be there when you need me. When honor's at stake, this vow I will make: that it's all for one and all for love. Let the one hold be the one you want, the one you need, 'cause when it's all for

A Unique Man
when i woke in the morning, my heart was churning, for i was alone, my passions were burning, my heart was yearning, to find true love, as beautiful as a white dove, flying in the sky above, wondering why, myself as a guy, never finds true love, so now my heart weep, my feelings feel so cheap, who would want to be with me, then you came, and open my eyes, let me see the things hidden inside, you made me realize, love is what you make it, you can try to fake it, that would be wrong, but never this song, the song i hear, when you get near, when we talked i felt good, should i be happy or sad, feel good or bad, knowing i can have you, and all the other guys will be blue, here is my heart, hold it if you can, for in truely a unique man...........

... To Be Loved
Listen up, turn it up and rock it out party on, I wanna hear you scream and shout this is real, as real as it gets I came to get down to get some fucking respect taking it back to hardcore level you better be ready, put your pedal to the metal taking it back to hardcore level you better be ready, put your pedal to the metal. Go! Whoa I'll never give in Whoa I'll never give up Whoa I'll never give in And I just wanna be, wanna be loved Whoa I'll never give in Whoa I'll never give up Whoa I'll never give in And I just wanna be, wanna be loved I want domination I want your submission I see you’re not resisting To this temptation I’ve got one confession A love deprivation I’ve got a jet black heart It’s all fucked up and it’s falling apart Whoa I'll never give in Whoa I'll never give up Whoa I'll never give in And I just wanna be, wanna be loved Whoa I'll never give in Whoa I'll never give up Whoa I'll never give in And I just wanna be, wanna be love

My Top Blog1
this internet speed is amazing 20meg pages load every second its amazinggot three browers open on fubar next blog is words to my favorite song dancing in the dark love making friends all 1million 28thousand five hundred and one people on site all should be friends just imagine the size of internet friends that would be a record in its self everyone rating others on site all no one could stop us taking over the internet god would be pleased we have so many friends and bless us all remember 4th july i had my own independents day i beleive in everyone should be friends there would be no one a low point score and at the top i have only been signed up to this site since 17th july check my points level am hyperactive hardly sleep talk to everyone. can we start anew and love each story now we will shine aray of light upon our hearts and bring long lost glory of who it used to be baby you and me guess we were each others destiny my heart crys out you must forgive me i have been dancin

Bubble Bath Pictures!!
So...last night I got bored. And...and...and: took pictures of me taking a bubble bath / shower!! So...go check them out. I had one of the longest days of work ever and just needed to relax. Thought documenting it might be to your likings. There are 14 new pictures in an album called 'bubble bath' :D xo

It’s Been Like This For About A Year Now…
The intriguing thing about my life, it’s direction and it’s events is that I have so many things that are coming together and falling apart at the same time. And just as I type this, I realize it all has to do with my definition of Polyamory. How Tarra Defines Polyamory: “The root concept that words like Love, Relationship and Family do not need to be limited to just two adults at a time.” Now, what this really boils down to is my personal conviction that the widespread belief that monogamy actually works is by far one of the greater tragedies to ever befall mankind. Facing simple facts, human beings are by their very nature an increasingly complex species. As our own evolution has pushed us past the primitive and into self-awareness. it has also given us inspiration, art, science, philosophy and rules to both live and love by. The range of personal needs that must be tended to in order to achieve happiness and self-actualization has also increased exponentially. What t

The Love From Your Heart To Mine
the love from your heart to mine, makes my heart feel truely fine, its like a summers breeze, softly blowing through the trees, seems like it could bring me to one knee, and offer this plee, will you marry me, and set my heart free, to love you as i can, to hold you close to me, walking at each others side, never for either of us too hide, i would never cheat, i would never lie, cause that would make you cry, to hold you close, to never let go, is how i can show my love, like it came from above, when i see your face, you make my heart feel as if it was in a race, as i feel your tender touch, it makes me want you soo much, to kiss your lips, makes my soul do flips, the desire i have inside, makes my arms open wide, waiting for you to say, baby i want you here to stay, for what life has instore, would never make me feel sore, to have you as you are, i would travel very far, to know your heart, would want us to never part, so this i must say, with my he

Hellcat ...needs Comments
my friend HELLCAT needs some comments please comment her as much as possible ... she needs 250,000 comments to win a yr vic so get in there and bomb her for me... click the pic below ... thank you all very much...you can tell her i sent ya or not...

If U Were Born Between 1930 And 1979
From: Mad Anthony Her Royal Highness Hemp Faerie Date: Jul 21, 2007 1:01 PM From: Rich Date: Jul 21, 2007 8:36 AM Those Born 1930-1979 READ TO THE BOTTOM FOR QUOTE OF THE MONTH BY JAY LENO. IF YOU DON'T READ ANYTHING ELSE---VERY WELL STATED TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's, 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's!! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat.

How To Make A Mumm
What is a MUMM? (from the fubar bible) MuMMs (Make up My Mind) (this is your Mind.) are polls which allow the fubar community to help you make up your mind...just like asking a bartender at a bar a question! Inappropriate content will be deleted. Mumm subject: ( this should be the question you are asking yourself And your stuck and need some outside opinions to You find an answer.) Content: ( this should be a brief explanation of the situation that has Stumped, and maybe why your stumped) Closing: ( this is where you determine between 2 options you are pondering) Example: Subject: What color to paint New Babys Room Content: I am trying to determine what to paint the babys room. It is do to arrive in late August. We don't know if its going to be a boy or girl. But I would like it ready for when the baby arrives. Closing: Option A: should I go with plain white? Option B: or should I pick a color and which color would be appropriate for boy or

For Numalte
You smell like a thunderstorm in the spring. Your kisses taste so good. Your warm breath on my neck whispering words of love to me. Make's me feel so safe. Your body lying next to me. your strong arms that carry me to bed each night. you stroke my hair and kiss my face ,while I sleep. Makes me feel so safe. Looking into your deep black eyes. Seeing all the love thats there. Hearing you say everyday,for you I'd lay down my life. Makes me feel so safe. Strong hands,strong body with such a gentle touch. Loving me out of my mind. You make me know I am safe.

.testing.waters.?.
so. i was attempting to bitch in ang's box. but my internet was being ghey. n then...yeah iunno. whatever. so i figure. its my blog right? i can bitch in it if i wanna. and sure its a special degree of pure stupidity...but i figure if people can post 'hot or not' and 'coke or pepsi' mumms...i can utilise my blog to try and untangle some of my wiring which wound up completely short circuiting last nite due to the fact...they got...wet. and not in a good way either perverts. im not going into details...cuz... well cuz basically i only share the details with my chickadee and she's not here. i ramble. gee whatta bloody surprise there. my question which i suppose in some ways is completely rhetorical if only for the fact no two people will ever agree on the answer is... now. do men actually attempt to gauge a womens reaction when it comes to certain things...or is that just something we tell ourselves to make ourselves feel better about their bumbling stupidity wh

Friends Forever
This video is dedicated to some of my closest and very dear friends on here. Each person has either made me smile or feel good about myself in makin me realize there is a light at the end of the tunnel.I know I don't have alot of people in this video but I could only make it shorter than 5 mins in order for it to fit so i can upload it to my Photobucket account..Rest asured if you are not in this video just leave a comment on this blog and i will see to it you will be in my next. Happy viewing and thank you for being a true friend. PS. no my bills are not taken care of yet. I just think I'm still online cus it is the weekend and don't believe the light company works on the weekend.

Wondering How Many Of My Friends Will Actually Read This
Okay wondering how many of you all out there on my friends list actually will read this and come check us out. Even made it simple for you to where all you have to do is click. Hope to see you JUST CLICK THE PIC TO CHECK IT OUT!!!!!! in the Lounge

What...............??????
A certain situation seems, well, a little funky. Play detective. Don't rest (and most importantly, don't make a final decision) until you've turned over every piece of evidence and looked in every corner. ok, well this is todays horoscope, and I don't know what it is suppose to mean!!!! LOL No more detective work for me!!!! Decisions have already been made, and I am not second guessing anything anymore. Life is to damn short. I am just going to enjoy everyday as it comes. LMAO

Rock Loud Enough To Wake The Dead
Click banner to enter lounge 10:00AM EST 6:00PM EST 8:00PM EST 10:00PM EST 12:00AM EST (Midnight) 2:00AM EST Click banner to enter lounge (repost of original by '~CSC~ - WRR Army Special Ops - Always a Bitch but HEY! I'm good at it' on '2007-07-21 10:24:13')

Fans Of Me
It has come to my attention that some of my friends , family and fans have not fanned me in return. I was just wondering if those that have not fanned me could do so in return for me to help me out. Thanks be to all of my wonderful friends !! Your friend Christy

Laugh For July 21
Idiots on the computer Any time you feel dumb, don't worry. Check out the following excerpts from a "Wall Street Journal" article by Jim Carlton. Lots of people are dumber than you. Compaq is considering changing the command "Press Any Key" to "Press Return Key" because of the many calls asking where the "Any" key is. AST technical support had a caller complaining that her mouse was hard to control with the dust cover on. The cover turned out to be the plastic bag the mouse was packaged in. Another Compaq technician received a call from a man complaining that the system wouldn't read word processing files from his old diskettes. After trouble-shooting for magnets and heat failed to diagnose the problem, it was found that the customer labeled the diskettes by rolling them into a typewriter to type on them. Another AST customer was asked to send a copy of her defective diskettes. A few days later a letter arrived from the customer along with Xeroxed copies of the flopp

Ok All I Have Made My Decision
Okay all I finally made muh decision on what I am goin to do with this.. I just got my second job and this is just to much for me and I am tired of peoples bullshit. If you dont understand then I dont fuckin know what to tell ya. I have to many websites and right now people are drivin me crazy and men are being cocksuckers like always so friends if you have me on yahoo or msn then you are save and the rest of you that dont then i am sorry and it was nice to meet you all take care and have fun Ciao Tracey

Come Join Us~ Global Bombers & Family Club
Shot at 2007-07-20 so if u are my friend or family or any one looking for a place t0 be, this is a new family cause the other one i was a founder in is gone,The Round Table Bombers Is no more, so this is the home page for the Global Bombers & Family Club check us out join if u like all is welcome. ty this is the home page link corky1952@ fubar

*inphamous Phreak Mobb*
*iNPHaMouS PHReaK MoBB* ~*RuLeZ*~ 1)Must Fan, Rate, Add, and Become Family with ALL members of the *iNPHaMouS PHReaK MoBB*. 2)Must Include The Name *iNPHaMouS PHReaK MoBB*in your Name. 3)Must Add The *iNPHaMouS PHReaK MoBB* Lounge to your Lounge List! 4)Must Obey The *iNPHaMouS PHReaK MoBB* SLUT *Sexy Love* The *iNPHaMouS PHReaK MoBB* is new to FUBAR , We are just getting things set up , so please be patient with us! If your Interested in Joining the *iNPHaMouS PHReaK MoBB* Subscribe to the *iNPHaMouS PHReaK MoBB* Lounge & Then send me a shout! Thanks, *Sexy Love* *iNPHaMouS PHReaK MoBB*

Perfect Saturday
OMG...the girls and I had SUCH a great day today! The day started with one of our favorites, poached eggs on toast w/ cheese. Sort of like an egg McMuffin only made at home on wheat toast and SO much better for you. The I took them to downtown Hampton to the Virginia Air and Space Center! We had SUCH a good time! Emily was a little young, but they both loved it. We had a lot of fun in the exhibits, ate lunch in the little cafe, ate some freeze dried space ice cream, and took some really fun pics (I'll post 'em in a little while). Then, we went to Sam's really quick and picked up our copy of Harry Potter and the Deathly Hallows! The girls and I just had such a great time and the weather was beautiful...*sighs and smiles*... Hope everyone else is having a great weekend, too!!

Lance At Debates
AUSTIN, Texas - Lance Armstrong is pushing his cancer fight into presidential politics. The cancer survivor, activist and seven-time winner of the Tour de France announced he will hold presidential candidate forums on cancer next month in Cedar Rapids, Iowa. "For me personally, it's just to make sure that whatever candidates we have now, and then ultimately the two who want to be president, discuss the No. 1 killer in this country, just like they would discuss war or terror or taxes," Armstrong said in a video statement on his foundation Web site. "I think whoever wants to be commander in chief ought to answer the cancer question," Armstrong said. The forums are scheduled for Aug. 27 for Democrats with the Republicans the next day. Organizers said every announced presidential candidate and all-but-declared Fred Thompson, a Republican, have been invited. Five have accepted so far. "We'd like to see them all there," said Sean Mossman, spokesman for the LiveStrong President

July 21, 2007 Horoscope
The day i started to DJ :) You're the life of the party. The stars make you especially gracious right now. Hosting an even with a VIP (or a few of them) gets you closer to becoming a big wig yourself. So what are you waiting for?

Quote For July 21
The darkest day in a man's career is that wherein he fancies there is some easier way of getting a dollar than by squarely earning it -- Horace Greeley Bonus Quote: The past is a source of knowledge, and the future is a source of hope. Love of the past implies faith in the future. -- Stephen Ambrose This public service is brought to you daily by FUBAR's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

Dont Understand People
Ok.. this is me just venting.. and trying to figure out the male gender.. When a females says that she is taken.. y does a guy sit there and ask a million questions like are u happy, does he make u happy etc... If a female says she is taken leave it at that.. dont sit there and try to question the fact of if her man makes her happy.. Guys chances are when i a girl tells u she is taken u dont stand a chance in hell to get with her.. Now. guys when she tells u that her man is out of town.. Dont think the first thing she is going to do is run to another man because her man is out of town.. Some woman actually value their relationship with their guy and wouldn't do anything to fuck up anything.. Yes u have these girls out here that will sit there and say yes i am single or the first moment they have when their guys back is turned on them is go for another guy.. But i will say i am not one of those chick.. I love my man.. So if u think for one min that u sitting there asking

Excited!
So My car is ready to be picked up.. just waiting on some money to hit my account and then I get to make the trip back to NC to get my car and then drive all the way back again..this time my mom is keeping connor..so it should be much more simple! HOPEFULLY... I should be heading out Monday night

Read My Blogs Please?
I want everyone to read my blogs. I really want people to read them. rate them and comment on them. I feel that I have important things to say......I dont talk about much that is not important so, read, rate and comment on my blogs please?

Jehovas Witnesses
I found out if you put an ad in the paper for buying anything...you never know what the hell will show up to your door. I put an ad in the paper for buying old model cars. I have had alot of calls all week long. This one guy calls tells me he has models to sell. He rides several miles on a bicycle to get here. So I deal with this guy and at the end of the deal...he pulls out the leaflet things and begins to start preaching! OH NO! Dammit where my Ozzy T shirt with Speak Of The Devil on the front of it!! I was trying to be nice....wasnt working. DAMMIT! Now What? Ok its time to let this guy know I dont go for this shit. I tell him I am Baptist. Well that almost worked...the bible bombing continues...Finally I get all kinds of rude and told him to hit the fuckin road! Beware of what you advertise for...you never know what you will get.

Saturday Links: Download The O&a Show, Traveling Virus In Mass Tonight- Turn On Your Paltalk, New Videos Online, What The Hell Is That? - Win An Iphon
It's a gorgeous weekend, and while the Opie and Anthony Traveling Virus is in Mansfield, Massachusetts at the Tweeter Center, we're here (nursing an effing cold...nice), putzing around on the interweb. Remember kids, if you missed any of the Opie and Anthony Show this week (and oh boy...we sure hope you didn't), you can always download it online at AUDIBLE: DOWNLOAD THE O&A SHOW 7/20/07 DOWNLOAD THE O&A SHOW 7/19/07 (Jimmy Norton's Birthday Show) DOWNLOAD THE O&A SHOW 7/18/07 DOWNLOAD THE O&A SHOW 7/17/07 DOWNLOAD THE O&A SHOW 7/16/07 As stated previously, the Opie and Anthony Traveling Virus is in Mansfield, Mass at the Tweeter Center TONIGHT. Remember, anyone with a Military ID gets in FREE...that means you don't pay to get in (and no, we probably could have done without that smartass redundancy). If you can't make the show tonight, you have a few options. First and foremost, Turn On Your Paltalk, because there are ALWAYS webcams and video feeds broadcasting live from the

Chicken And Mushrooms In Tomato Cream Sauce
Ingredients: * 2 Tablespoons butter * 1 lb fresh white mushrooms, sliced * 2 shallots, chopped fine * 4 garlic cloves, minced * 1/2 cup sun-dried tomatoes (in oil), drained and chopped coarsley * 3/4 teaspoon crushed red pepper flakes * 2 lbs chicken tenders (16-18 pieces) * Salt & pepper * 1 cup flour * 1/4 cup olive oil * 1 cup dry sherry * 1 1/2 cups chicken broth * 1/2 cup heavy whipping cream * 1/4 cup thinly sliced basil Cooked pasta or rice Method Melt butter in large pan over medium-high heat; add sliced mushrooms. Cook, stirring frequently, until mushrooms have lost most liquid and begin to lightly brown, 5-10 minutes; add shallots, cook 2-3 minutes or until shallots soften; add garlic, tomatoes, and pepper flakes; saute 2-3 minutes more; remove from pan and set aside. Rinse chicken tenders, season with salt and pepper. Dredge chicken pieces in flour until lightly coated. Shake off excess flou

A Step In The Right Direction
Friday was a rather good day for me, and I just thought that I would share it with whoever decides to read this. I can still remember overhearing a conversation when I was about 9 about my father not being my biological father. It was then that I started to wonder everyday what happened why "he" was never a part of my life. But I had to go about finding out in a way that wouldn't hurt my mom or the man who stepped up to the plate and took care of me for as long as i can remember. But I found out recently where my biological hangs out, so I went. At first, I was totally going to chicken out, just wished that he would leave. But he started walking down the bar saying goodbye to those that he knew, and I decided that it was now or never. So I did it. I met him, I told him who I was, he was shocked, but didn't deny me at all, he told me there's no reason to take a DNA test, cause he sees my eyes every morning when he looks in the mirror. It seems that he wants to get to know me, so hop

Hicken Dolores
Ingredients: * 1/4 cup olive oil * 4 boneless skinless chicken breast halves * 1/4 cup flour * 1 cup of sautern wine (or any sweet white wine) * 1 teaspoon tarragon * 2 cups of chicken stock or broth * 2 roasted red peppers, sliced 1/4 lb shredded fontenella cheese or fontina cheese Method Heat olive oil in an oven-going skillet. Flour the Chicken Breasts. Saute them in the olive oil approx. 6-7 min., turning once. Add white wine; cook, uncovered, to reduce by half. Add tarragon, chicken stock and sliced roasted red peppers. Sprinkle with grated cheese and bake in 375 degrees oven for 7 minutes. Notes: A quick and tasty chicken entree in under 30 minutes. Serve with pasta, rice, or a potato side dish and a vegetable. And serve with your favorite bread to get every delicious morsel. Number of servings: 4

How My Obituary Will Likely Read.
My Obituary James _____, 24, of Marquette, died today of injuries sustained as the result of intentionally driving a vehicle into the wall of an abandoned building. Seconds prior to impact Mr. _____ allegedly telephoned an anonymous friend, saying "fuck it, why not? At least it'll be pretty fucking cool. Tell the bastards to put 'Fuck you commies, I never liked you anyways' on my headstone.' Fuck 'em all, the bastard ratfucks. They can all piss off. This shit's played out. Alright, I'm out." Mr. _____ is survived by his brother, William G. ______ III, of Missouri, father Michael _____, of Escanaba, and mother, Katherine _________, of Missouri. Services will not be held, because Mr. _____ was a complete fucking prick, and nobody ever really liked him anyways. The body will, however, be put on display in the park, anyone is welcome to spit on or otherwise defile it from noon Saturday to noon Monday. The corpse will not be interred, but will instead be thrown in the city dump, wh

One Pan Spinach Pasta With Red Cream Sauce
Ingredients: * *4 boneless skinless chicken breasts, cut into bite size pieces * *olive oil * *2 handfuls fresh baby spinach * *2 cans stewed tomatoes * *1 8 oz package cream cheese, cut up * *2 cloves minced garlic * *1 tsp basil * *1/4 tsp black pepper * *16 oz box dry pasta of your choice Method 1. In a large, deep frying pan, brown chicken over med-high heat in a bit of olive oil. Add garlic and let cook just until garlic begins to brown. 2. Add to pan the tomatoes, cream cheese, basil and pepper. Reduce heat to medium low and let simmer, stirring occasionally. 3. Start boiling noodles. When almost done, add spinach to water and continue cooking until pasta is done. 3. When cream cheese has melted and sauce is creamy, add pasta and spinach to pan and stir. 4. Serve with French bread. Notes: *For an interesting variation on the recipe, also try adding the following: -mushrooms -black olives -green onion *You can also substitute

Fuck You And The Horse You Road In On
oh my fucking god what a bunch of candy ass little punk bitches , you ban my mumm because some sorry punk labeled it nsfw , well dickheads it was clean , so Fucken clean you could eat off it , but I guess its easier to just ban and remove then read it . Fuck you fuck your site, fuck your whole stupid power hungry games, Fuck you in the neck with a sharp stick now pucker up and kiss my white peckerwood ass. Ban me bitches I don’t give a fuck.

Tequila Chicken
Ingredients: * 2 cloves garlic, minced * 1 lime * 1/2 cup Tequila * 1 1/2 pounds boneless, skinless, chicken tenders * 1 1/2 cups tortilla chips, crumbled * 1 tablespoon olive oil * 2/3 cup salsa ranch dressing or Southwestern ranch dressing * 1 (11 ounce) can golden whole kernel corn, drained * 6 ounces packaged shredded Mexican cheese * 1 cup salsa * 1 medium tomato, chopped * 2/3 cup sour cream Method Preheat oven to 325 degrees. Add the garlic to a square glass dish. Grate the rind of the lime into the dish and squeeze the juice of the lime into the dish. Add the tequila and stir to mix. Add the chicken tenders, turning once to coat. Let marinate for 15 minutes. Meanwhile, put the chips into a small foil pan in the oven and toast for 5 minutes. Heat the olive oil over low-medium heat in a large non-stick skillet. Add the chicken and marinade; brown chicken (about 3 minutes per side.) Add the ranch dressing; simmer

Nsfw Pics
this is such CRAP!!! 3 of my pics that i had as my main pics don't have "face pics" and the bouncers say they can't do anything about it 'cause "it's the rules" well kiss my hairy white ass!!! There are OTHER primary pics on here that DONT HAVE FACE PICS. What the hell differnce does it make if it is a face pic or not?? it makes NO DIFFERENCE!!!! hahaha

Chicken Provolone
Ingredients: * Fettuccini noodles * 4 skinless, boneless chicken breast halves * Salt and pepper * 4 slices provolone cheese * 4 slices Genoa salami * Fresh basil leaves * Olive oil * Crushed red pepper flakes (as desired) * 1 cup heavy whipping cream * 1 Tbsp. butter 1/4-1/2 cup parmesan cheese Method Boil pasta and set aside. Butterfly chicken breasts; place boned side up and pound thin. Season with salt and pepper. Lay provolone, salami and torn basil leaves on one side of the butterflied breasts. Fold breast in thirds. In nonstick skillet heat a little olive oil along with red pepper flakes. Brown chicken. Cook over medium-low heat, covered, until juices run clear. While chicken is cooking, melt butter in saucepan and add 1 cup heavy cream; heat cream to scald. Slowly add 1/4-1/2 cup parmesan cheese as desired, stirring constantly. Keep on low heat until thickened. Serve chicken on top of pasta with sauce spooned over

Basil Cream Chicken
ngredients: * 1/4 cup milk * 1/4 cup panko bread crumbs * 1 lb. boneless, skinless chicken breast tenders * 3 Tbsp butter * 1/2 cup chicken stock or broth * 1 cup heavy whipping cream * 1/4 cup chopped roasted red pepper * 1/2 cup grated Parmesan cheese * 1/4 cup chopped fresh basil * 1/8 tsp ground black pepper Method Place milk and bread crumbs in separate shallow bowls. Dip chicken in milk and then in bread crumbs. Heat the butter in a large skillet. Fry the chicken in the skillet until brown on both sides and juices run clear. Remove and keep warm. Add broth to the skillet; bring to a boil, stirring to bring up all of the browned bits. Stir in cream and red peppers. Reduce heat and simmer for one minute. Add the Parmesan, basil and black pepper. Simmer and stir until heated through. Pour the sauce over the chicken and serve. Goes great with rice or angel hair pasta. Notes: Delicious served over angel hair pa

The Drunkin Boyfriend Saga
Since the BF don't know about me having a profile on this site, I feel safe posting this. Unlike my Myspace account, he can't get access to this (he don't know shit about computers; except how to navigate Myspace) I just need to vent...please bear with me.... Buddy and I have been dating/living together since March '06...We met at a bar, of all places, with several things in common, which I don't want to enclose. Anyways, things went fine for awhile. Actually, things were great! Then on Oct., he started drinking heavily, going out all the time and leaving me at home. In Dec., one of his co-workers intoduced him to Crack. We battled that together for 2 months. I finnaly was able to get him to stop. If any of you know, crack is a hard habit to break, but when you really care for someone, it can be broken. He hasn't touched it since March. Thank goodness! It took me leaving for three days and a lot of arguing. It was rough and there are times I think he still messes with it (it's all in

Sunshine Chicken Saute
* 4 boneless skinless chicken breast halves * 1/2 tsp 5 spice powder * 1/2 tsp salt * 1/4 tsp ground black pepper * 1 Tbsp sesame oil * 4 Tbsp orange juice * 2 Tbsp rice vinegar * 1 large clove garlic, minced * 1 tsp honey * 1/2 tsp finely shredded orange peel * 2 seedless oranges, peeled, sectioned and chopped * 2 Tbsp sliced water chestnuts * 2 Tbsp minced crystallized ginger * 1 small green onion, minced garnish- black sesame seeds and cilantro sprigs Method Rub the chicken with a combination of the 5 spice powder, salt and pepper. Brown the chicken on both sides in the oil in a large nonstick skillet over medium-high heat. Lower the heat, cover and cook 8 minutes or till the chicken tests done. Remove to a serving plate and keep warm. To the skillet add the orange juice, vinegar, garlic, and honey. Gently heat till hot and well blended. Stir in the rest of the ingredients and heat through. Place the suace

Confusion...
Caught in confusion, life is such a delusion. One day i am up and the next day i am down. sometimes i'm happy and sometimes i'm sad. Hanging on to yesterday and reaching for the future, yet forgetting to live in the present. Emotions mixed and running wild, some would call me a destiny child. Portal of happiness yet so consumed by sorrow and pain while looking for love yet having none to give. Feeling so unworthy to be loved and not willing to take a chance. Is love real in the first place? Often broken and saddened from trying to love, yet not knowing how. So many painful memories haunting from years that have past leaving me wondering how this broken emotion could have last? Changes all around, often felt abandon and let down. Always the feeling that people are trying to change me and that i'm never good enough; the way i look, the way i act and even the way i feel. Is life so unreal? what does my future hold? Light or darkness; i'm given a choice between right and wrong. Cling to t

Warmerthan Is Hot Stuff
And he is a hell of a friend too :D Me and Mark met him on our long lost home Camera Cafe many years ago. NOW.. hes here and hes got some awesome pics he has made.. you really should check em out! warmerthan@ fubar Hes also a very talented singer! Check his page and this song too! http://fubar.com/stashEntry.php?stashId=2717866&bl=1 xoxo Go show him some love and repost too please :D

Wow Nothing Changes
I JUST HAVE TO SAY THIS NOTHING HAS CHANGED I HAVE PRETTY MUCH STAYED AWAY FOR 3 MONTHS AND WHEN I CHECK BACK IN I FIND THAT NOTHING BUT THE NAME HAS CHANGED STILL THE SAME OL DRAMA HE SAID SHE SAID YOU HURT MY FELLINGS I DONT LIKE YOU THIS OERSON IS A WHORE THAT ONE IS A BITCH GOOD DAMN GOD PEOPLE GROW THE HELL UP AND IT IS WORSE WHEN SOEM ONE STATES THERE OPINION AND ONE OF THE SITES BIG BOSSES BLOCKS HIM FROM DOING ANYTHING ON THE SITE BECAUSE HIS FEELING GOT HURT GROW THE HELL UP I DONT CARE I HATE THIS SITE ANYWAY BUT IT IS A GOOD WAY TO GET A LAUGH SO THINK ABOUT IT BE ADULTS OR BE KIDS ITS YOUR CHOICE BUT DONT BE A BABY WHEN SOME ONE PISSES IN YOUR CHERRIOS

Enslaved...
At night I sit alone and watch the shadows dance around. I hold my breath and listen yet silence is the only sound. I reach for some comfort yet feel no embrace. I am tired of the emptiness and loneliness of this place. I can feel no more hurt because I have learned to live with my pain. I often wonder how I survived and continue to stay sane. I have hurt so deeply and cried too many tears. I have been empty and broken for so many years. I am tired of pretending that I am fine and all is okay. I am tired of hiding behind this mask I wear every day. I have drifted so far and can no longer be saved. These feelings hold me captive and to them I am enslaved.

Would You
WOULD YOU HAVE ME THE WAY I AM FAULTS AND FLAWS LOVE AND ANGER WOULD YOU HAVE ME THE WAY I AM WRINKLES AND SOME GRAY HAIR TEARS AND LAUGHTER WOULD YOU HAVE ME THE WAY I AM SMILES AND FROWNS AWAKE OR ASLEEP WOULD YOU HAVE ME THE WAY I AM

This Zombie Girl Is Off To Bed!! Zzzzzzz..
I have been up for just about 48 hours now... lol. I am a true Zombie... I really wanted to stick by my friend Angel and help her to win her contest!! :0)... Alas the contest is over now.. And I must Zombie flop under the deadened earth once again..... lol....... ZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz......... It is now 1:30 in the afternoon.... lol... Goodnight all.... heheehe... :0) HOT MySpace Comments & HOT MySpace Layouts

What Is Nsfw Pics?
What is NSFW pics? Here's your answer 1)cleavage shot,no face,nsfw 2)butt shot,with or with out thong or clothes,nsfw 3)any sexual act,nsfw 4)any nudity,male or female,nsfw 5)drugs,of any kind,usage or pics of the drug,nsfw 6)text tags with vulgar or sexual content,nsfw 7)morbid pics,decaputations,and such. 8)Bathing suits and panty shots with spreading legs, if it looks like porn you must mark it reguardless if there is a clearly seen face or not. 9) Gory Pics 10) Pictures that contain PURPLE MARIJUANA LEAVES 11)NSFW pics in private folders MUST BE marked as nsfw too.

How I Feel
Am I to be happy? I dwell so deep within myself that I have never seen the light of day. The past never happened, the future will never come, and the present isn't real. Depression is a part of everyday life. The birds chirp for someone else, The day warms the lives of everyone, but me. Happiness lies near, but my mind won't let my heart reach for it, and happiness never knew. I live in a prison, solitary confinement. Fear is my guard. Nothing stops happiness from reaching me, only me from it. I am sure that if I can ever grasp it that the barrier will be forever shattered. How do you break through invisible bars? What is it like to touch something you've never had? I am confined to myself, Just me and my sadness.

Finally, It's Happened -- Haley Leaves American Idol
I wrote a bunch of notes about the American Idol performances -- but then ran out of time to blog about everything. But I would have predicted Haley leaving tonight -- and Phil being in the bottom 3. But I wasn't sure about the other bottom performer. I actually thought Blake might be there, because he has lost some of his appeal for me -- and because Chris is so likeable. I loved the advice J.Lo gave to the American Idol contestants. And I actually thought Sanjaya did a good job -- his best performance up to this point. I was hoping Haley would go home -- it is just hard to watch someone who is trying to sell herself so much, and doesn't seem to know who she is, but rather uses her body. Even Simon mentioned that she was using the tactic of "wearing the least amount of clothes possible." That is very sad. I agreed with Simon on most of the American Idol performances last night -- and felt like no one really stood out and "wowed" me. Of course Melinda, LaKisha and Jordin did well -- bu

Heather Mills Set For Record $143m Divorce Payout From Paul Mccartney
Heather Mills-McCartney could receive a record $143m (Â£70m) as part of her divorce settlement from husband Sir Paul McCartney. Itâ€™s reported Mills could also receive around $7m annually until the pairâ€™s daughter, Beatrice, turns 18. The payout would be the largest in British legal history, dwarfing the $98m (Â£48m) an insurance magnate was forced to pay his ex-wife last year.

This Is How I Feel
Why did they change the name to FUBAR (Fucked Up Beyond All Recognition)? You have bartenders who don't even send you real alcohol. I'll take my chances and buy a six pack! There was nothing wrong with the title of Lost Cherry or Cherry Tap for that matter. Actually, I don't really care. I just wanted you to read my blog. So, good job!

My Status..
Hey everyone, in case you are wondering what is up with my status "Stop Spying!!!!" I have it set to that because I had blocked a guy on here, and now he is creating new accounts, not adding anything to them, and coming to my page.. He is also having his friends come to my page trying to add me as their friend.. I know it is him, because he is a VERY immature guy, and is the type of person to do something like this.. He can't understand that I am not looking for immature kids.. I have a child of my own, and do not want a grown ass man to take care of as well.. Almost 31 years old, and acts like he is about 12 years old.. I mean seriously, who makes bogus accounts and goes to someones page because they blocked you and you aren't allowed to view their page or pictures anymore ? Also, who has their friends do that ?? A creepy stalker, thats who!!! So anyways, didn't want any of you thinking that I put my status as that because of you.. Its because of him LOL.. Have a wonderful day!!!

You Must Speak Straight
You must speak straight so that your words may go as sunlight into our hearts." Come into my heart this morning. Allow me this day to live in the now. Help me to see all the beauty You have created in all things. Let me know myself. Today, as I make mistakes, let me see them as lessons. Guide me. When I see others make mistakes, let me honor them for where they are. Let me realize that they are Your children and only You, my Grandfather, knows what is really going on. When my lips move, let the words be Your words. Allow me to have the courage to speak Your truth. We all must look into our hearts and throw away the anger and seek healing to walk in good ways. The Sacred circle of life must be respected not dictated by a so called chosen few and as the old ones used to question about how can one sell the land which does not belong to them? How can one say a ceremony belongs to them which was gifted from Creator? This is quite a contradiction isn't it? We all are allowed to

Well
well i just talked to bubba. he says we are still together and that he cant wait to see me again. but i just dont know it still tore at my heart as if we were just talkin as friends. is this really how it feels when your with a military guy and barely ever get to see them? is it supposed to hurt like this? i love him and want to be with him but damn it hurts so much!

Hell Explained By Chemistry Student
The following is an actual question given on a University ofWashington chemistry mid term. The answer by one student was so "profound" that the professor shared it with colleagues, via the Internet, which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well : Bonus Question: Is hell exothermic(gives off heat) or endothermic(absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law(gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or somevariant. One student, however, wrote the following: First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the different religions that exist in the world today. Most of these religions state

If Your My Friend Dont Send Me This Shit
Do you know the relationship between your two eyes? They blink together, they move together, they cry together, they see things together and they sleep together BUT THEY NEVER SEE EACH OTHER... that's what friendship is. Your aspiration is your motivation, your motivation is your belief, your belief is your peace, your peace is your target, your target is heaven, life is like hell without FRIENDS. It's "world best friends week". Who is your best friend? Send this to all Your good friends. Even me, if I am one of them. See how many you get back. If u get more than 3 then your a real friend

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Untitled.
Illusions of words form from the tip of your tongue...Distant words come from afar...Twisted minds think of the past...No future from beyond...Feelings of you starting to fade...Cries of pain and lonliness build...Bleeding from the wounds I created...Washing away the fears I have...Tormented in my own mind...Existence is weak...Future is futile...Time rushing forward...Mind slowing...Eyes closing...Life stands still...Forever.

Aquarius - Does It In The Water
Once you have opened this blog, there's no turning back. Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictions. Read your sign, then forward it on, with your zodiac sign and label on the subject line. This is real deal, try ignoring it and the first thing you'll notice is having a horrible day starting tomorrow morning - and it only gets worse from there. VIRGO - The One that Waits w Dominant in relationships. w Someone loves them right now. w Always wants the last word. w Caring. w Smart. w Loud. w Loyal. w Easy to talk to. w Everything you ever wanted. w Easy to please. w The one and only. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward. SCORPIO - The Addict w EXTREMELY adorable. w Intelligent. w Loves to joke. w Very good sense of humor. w Energetic. w GOOD kisser. w Always get what they want. w Attractive. w Easy going. w Loves being in long relationships. w

Burnt To A Crisp!!!
uhh i been at the beach for a week.. not complaining though! i wish i was in cancun..hell even florida..but we are partying it up in gulf shores, alabama this week! i look like a damn lobster..but man have we had fun! talk about wild..we been layin out with our tops off.. got some dirty looks and ppl were bitchin talkin about callin the law..this is not a nude beach blah blah blah.. jealousy is a motherfucker! i love it! 5 hot chicks with their boobs out at the beach...thats a site.. we finally gave in and went a secluded area cuz of all the jealous bitches... i mean damn there were no kids there..whats the big deal? anyways i know im rambling.. just bored waitin on everyone to get outta the shower so we can go shopping..

Choices
Somedays are definitely better than others. There have been a few people I know off on tirades about how things suck so bad. Some days I could choose to have that feeling. I also know that how I feel and how I react are all about the choices I make. If I give you power to determine how I feel then shame on me. It is not a healthy relationship of any kind. I don't have to feel bad because you turn out to be not the erson I thought you were, I can choose to use it as a learning experience and move forward from there. I attract people into my life who are looking for the same type of things that I am. I have no idea where this is going but I feel that I am falling back into a place where I allow others to determine my emotional state. I have a good friend that I let hurt my feelings yesterday. With the medication I am on I walk a fine line between addiction and ongoing recovery. She is one of those who thinks I need to get off my meds. If I don't take them I would be unable

Going To Mass
A new priest at his first mass was so nervous he could hardly speak. After mass he asked the monsignor how he had done. The monsignor replied, "When I am worried about getting nervous on the pulpit, I put a glass of vodka next to the water glass. If I start to get nervous, I take a sip." So next Sunday he took the monsignor's advice. At the beginning of the sermon, he got nervous and took a drink. He proceeded to talk up a storm. Upon his return to his office after the mass, he found the following note on the door: 1) Sip the vodka, don't gulp. 2) There are 10 commandments, not 12. 3) There are 12 disciples, not 10. 4) Jesus was consecrated, not constipated. 5) Jacob wagered his donkey, he did not bet his ass. 6) We do not refer to Jesus Christ as the late J.C. 7) The Father, Son, and Holy Ghost are not referred to as Daddy, Junior and the spook. 8) David slew Goliath; he did not kick the shit out of him. 9) When David was hit by a roc

Fading.
Blood traveling down my arms,Drippings on the floor.I look around and see you there just standing in the door.I look away all shy and frail wishing you didnt see,What lies beneath these fading blue eyes and all the hurt I grieve...Blood flowing quicker now than it did before,Almost reaching where you stood right at that very door.You left me here to die alone and this I have no regrets...For as you walked away from me I cut deeper yet~

Nursing Home Humor
Ethel was a bit of a demon in her wheelchair, and loved to charge around the nursing home, taking corners on one wheel and getting up to maximum speed on the long corridors. Because the poor woman was one sandwich short of a picnic the other residents and staff tolerated her and some of them actually joined in. One day Ethel was speeding up one corridor when a door opened and Kooky Clarence stepped out with his arm outstretched. STOP!" he shouted in a firm voice. “Have you got a license for that thing?" Ethel fished around in her handbag and pulled out a Kit Kat wrapper and held it up to him. "OK" he said, and away Ethel sped down the hall. As she took the corner near the TV lounge on one wheel, Weird Harold popped out in front of her and shouted "STOP! Have you got proof of insurance?" Ethel dug into her handbag, pulled out a drink coaster and held it up to him. Harold nodded and said "On your way,Ma'am." As Ethel neared the final corridor, Crazy Craig stepped o

Stupid Television
Is anyone else out there sick of television advertisers insulting out intelligence? Case in point. In a nice apartment in a city somewhere, a young man introduces his girlfriend to his parents who come from a different country. The father, in broken English, asks the son if he can use the bathroom, and while in there, discovers his son's body spray and accidentally sprays some on himself. Upon returning to the living room where the family is gathered in conversation, the young woman sniffs, turns and starts with this ridiculous dance and going "bom chika wah wow". Come on people, How annoyingly stupid can you get. The novelty wore off of those commercials after the first one. These are almost as annoying as the one with the young woman in a doctor's office in a neck brace. The doctor tells her that she has beautiful hair and then wants to discuss how she got herself in a position to have said neck brace on. Change scene to some women in a waiting room o

Pathetic Online Tough Guys
Most people have had to deal with them. Mostly men, but occasionally women, who supplement their pathetic real lives by trying to be 'billy bad-asses' online. I stare in awe at how sad that is! Many people have wild, tough REAL lives. They've proven themselves over and over again. To act as if you're a mob boss on a computer, randomly making rude comments or ridiculous threats, causes me to wonder if they're trying to compensate for something. I don't know, maybe the men have small penises and women have cellulitic bodies! All in all, they annoy me. Generally, I don't tolerate conversing with them...I simply block them. I tried to argue once, but I think I had a more fulfilling conversation with a tree! So, if that's your style, you can pretty much take it somewhere else. Real people don't need your pathetic presence in their lives.

Sailors And Soldiers Should Be Friends...
A Navy man and an Army man are driving opposite directions on a curvy mountain road. The army man hits a patch of sand, swerves, and nails the Navy man's truck. They both exit their cars with no injuries, but their vehicles are ruined. Now, the rivalry between Army and Navy is well known, so needless to say a heated argument followed. Then suddenly the Navy man changed heart and said, "Hold on, this is dumb. It was an accident. Let's put this rivalry behind us." The Army man agreed this was a good idea. So the Navy man offered, "Why don't we celebrate our new friendship over a fifth of vodka? I have a bottle in the truck." The Army man thought this was an excellent idea. So the Navy man, being a gentleman, offered the Army man the first drink, and told the Army man to drink as much as he wanted. Soon half the bottle was gone and he offered the bottle back to the Navy man who said, "Thanks, but I'll wait till after the cops get here!"

Part 3 Peace
from my friend cecil jacob > God’s armour - Part 3: Peace > > " AND YOUR FEET SHOD WITH…THE GOSPEL OF PEACE. " EPHESIANS 6 : 15 > > Roman soldiers wore shoes called caligas, which were wrapped tightly > around their ankles, and studded on the bottom with nails. This > provided them with three things needed to win: (1) stability (2) > balance (3) forward momentum. Can you imagine being in battle without > those? > > “But what does ‘having my feet shod with the gospel of peace,’ mean > to me?” you ask. Two things: (a) God’s peace will keep you standing > when others fall. It’ll keep your priorities in place, as you move > towards your God-given goals (b) You’ll refuse to go anywhere, do > anything, or think any thought, unless it maintains the peace of God > in your life. > > Listen to these scriptures: “Ye shall go out with joy, and be led > forth with peace…” (Isa 55:12). “Let the peace of God rule [decide] > in your hearts…” (Col 3:15). God’s peace is your c

Why Did Cherry Tap Change Thier Name?
WHAT MADE THEM DESIDE TO CHANGE THIER NAME FROM CHERRY TAP TO FUBAR? IT DOES NOT MAKE NO SENCE TO ME WHAT SO EVER?AND I SIGNED UP FOR CHERRY TAP NOT FUBAR. DO I WANT TO STAY ON HERE OR GO TO A NOTHER SITE THAT WONT CHANGE THIER NAME IN DUE TIME?BUT AT THIS POINT IN TIME I REALLY DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO DO...

Transformers
ok prob all of u prob have seen trasnformers in your life regardless if it was the t.v. show or the movie....well it just hit me right now that there are people out there who are like transformers in real like...like the theme said more then meets the eye.....Well i can agree with this cuz there are people out there who are just like that they say or do something in front of u then when your not looking or when u think u mite have just clicked with someone then BOOM there really not what they say there about...

A Song That Currently Claims My Heart
"Never Too Late" This world will never be What I expected And if I don't belong Who would have guessed it I will not leave alone Everything that I own To make you feel like it's not too late It's never too late Even if I say It'll be alright Still I hear you say You want to end your life Now and again we try To just stay alive Maybe we'll turn it all around 'Cause it's not too late It's never too late No one will ever see This side reflected And if there's something wrong Who would have guessed it And I have left alone Everything that I own To make you feel like It's not too late It's never too late Even if I say It'll be alright Still I hear you say You want to end your life Now and again we try To just stay alive Maybe we'll turn it all around 'Cause it's not too late It's never too late The world we knew Won't come back The time we've lost Can't get back The life we had Won't be ours again This world will never be What I expecte

Deception...
She goes about her day to day and does her duties to perfection, She cries alone and works her way through fears and self rejection. No one knows this angel is carrying around such grief, If they only saw a glimpse of things they'd sigh in disbelief. She seems to be so perfect not one single flaw, Everyone looks at her with envy If they only knew it all. Her heart aches with loneliness and her tears disguised with pride, Why does she care what they think its becoming too much for her to hide. She sits at home and hides her heart from a man that thinks she cares, He never sees the hurt inside or the confusion that she bears. She is running out of places to hide and family's gone astray, Alone and broken hearted, she closes her eyes and slowly fades away.

Lol Dreams Are So Funny.
It's pretty damn sad when you're so tired and you finally get to sleep that you DREAM about going to sleep. I was so pissed in my dream about not being able to sleep and wham I wake up 4 hours later. FOUR hours of sleep!! It's going to be a long day!!! Oh yeah. HE COMES HOME IN 3 HOURS!!!!

Bottom Feeder Benefit
BANDFEST LINE-UP JULY 28TH WHO AND WHEN!!!!!!!!!!!!! July 28th NOON - 1240 ~~~~ HALF BAKED IDEA 1250 - 130 ~~~~~ LYFE 140 - 220 ~~~~~~ DIRTY HAMMOCK 230 - 310 ~~~~~~ DISCORDIA 320 - 400 ~~~~~~ SOUTH OF STEEL 410 - 450 ~~~~~~ DRIP 500 - 540 ~~~~~~ ETCHET IN STONE 550 - 630 ~~~~~~ LOST IN PROGRESS 640 - 720 ~~~~~~ VOCAL DROP 730 - 810 ~~~~~~ BOTTOM FEEDER 820 - 900 ~~~~~~ INSTALLING CHAOS 910 - 950 ~~~~~~ FROZEN 1000 - 1040 ~~~~~ NULLIFIED SILENCE 1050 - 1200 ~~~~~ STONE DOUBT 1215 - 130 ~~~~~~ WRECKED OVERTURE And the what Benefit for BOTTOM FEEDER to help replace their stolen gear. http://profile.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=user.viewprofile&friendid=59061867&MyToken=c00656b3-8e1f-4b3c-9576-0df978194662

Levelers
Im going to clear my family out not that i dont love them and not that they dont mean the word to me.Im going to add the levelers there that way im not always filling everyones bulletin boards with my post. So im asking for those of you that want to work level ups on a regular basis please comment on this blog.Just say add me.. Much Love and Respect to all. Please remeber to those that are leveling now it doesnt change anything it doesnt committ you to every level up we do. Its just a way for us to know who is doing it.i also think we have enough people that we can have 2 treams and work on more then one person durig happpy hours

Think About This
POWERFUL STATEMENT! > Some sobering thoughts! > > A man whose family was German aristocracy prior to World War II owned > a number of large industries and estates. When asked how many German > people were true Nazis, the answer he gave can guide our attitude > toward fanaticism. > > "Very few people were true Nazis," he said, "but many enjoyed the > return of German pride, and many more were too busy to care. I was > one of those who just thought the Nazis were a bunch of fools. So, > the majority just sat back and let it all happen. Then, before we > knew it, they owned us, and we had lost control, and the end of the > world had come. My family lost everything. I ended up in a > concentration camp and the Allies destroyed my factories." > > We are told again and again by "experts" and "talking heads" that > Islam is the religion of peace, and that the vast majority of Muslims > just want to live in peace. > Although this unqualified "assertion may be true, it is e

Birthday In 3 Days!
Alright guys..for those of you who I know from the Maryland area,I will be at the Maryland Line Bar/Grill eeevery evening from thursday-friday for part of my birthday week celebration! Tuesday(my actual birthday evening) I will most likely be up in Red Lion with my friends from work and wednesday in York with my old school friends. So as you can see already...I won't be on here too often this week. I'm going to try to enjoy every bit of this as much as possible cause hey,i'm only going to turn 24 on the 24th of July once in my life. So why not enjoy it? Just giving everyone a heads up on why some of you might not be seeing me on here too much. Birthday wishes of course are always welcome cause well...either way you all know I love getting comments. Hope you all have a good week. *hugs* ~Kelly

To All My Pittsburgh Area Friends
In an effort to help us get through the loss of my brother, PJ, the family has adopted Rt. 28 from the Heinz Plant to the 31st Street Bridge. Within the next few months PennDOT will install signs, approaching Heinz on the northbound and Lambro’s on the southbound. The signs will say: Adopt a Highway In Memory of Paul “PJ” Shepherd Jr. In return, we will be cleaning up litter from the sidewalk and the hillsides four times per year. We invite you to join us in remembering PJ while making a positive impact on the community. We will be meeting on Sunday July 29, 2007 (two days after his 37th Birthday) at the Penn Brewery parking lot on Troy Hill Rd at 9:30 am. Beverages will be available during the clean up and a Pizza lunch will be provided by Ron’s Pizza Palace afterward. And remember, ESPECIALLY ON RT. 28 Buckle UP & Slow DOWN!

Hold Me Close...
Hold me close and don’t let go; I'm so scared to be alone. I've been without you for too long, And always I had to be strong. Now I only want to rest; And lay my head on your chest. Hold me close and don’t let go; These wars I fight no one knows. Now whisper how you love me, Say it tender and softly. I am weary and soon will sleep, But with you no longer will I weep. So hold me close and don't let go, For I never want to be alone.

If We Had Only Known...
Many will recall that on July 8, 1947, witnesses claimed that an unidentified object with five aliens aboard crashed onto a sheep and cattle ranch just outside Roswell, New Mexico. This is a well-known incident that many say has long been covered up by the U.S. Air Force and the federal government. However, what you may NOT know that in the month of March 1948, exactly nine months after that historic day, George W. Bush, Dick Cheney, Donald Rumsfield, Bill O'Reilly, Rush Limbaugh, Condolezza Rice, and Dan Quayle were all born. See what happens when aliens breed with sheep? This piece of information may clear up a lot of things.

Moving Progress
Hey ya'll. I'm still working on moving right now. That's the main reason I haven't been able to keep up with everybodys pics and stash's. I"ll do the best I can. I figured I'd update ya'll. I'm moving out of my house next weekend. I will be staying with my grandparets for about a month. I've already purchased a travel trailer and I'm gonna live in it in florida. I'll be leaving for florida around the 1st of september. I'll try to keep ya'll updated. Redneck

Might Be Leaving...
Havent decided fully yet, but i might be leaving this site and returning after i move... But if i do leave i'd like to get my TRUE friend's email, yahoo or msn id's...so please send me a mail with them and i'll add Y/you...mine is below...i'll keep everyone updated when i make my mind up for sure.. peace yahoo id: (and the email i use) dark_kitty_1980@yahoo.com msn: dark_kitty_1980@hotmail.com i'll also be on myspace occasionally... www.myspace.com/cin_1980

Damn Stupid Men
ITS MY FIRST 18 HOURS WITHOUT A CIGARETTE ... YOU THINK WHEN BABY COMES BACK THAT YOUR JUST GOING TO BE ABLE TO SHOW UP AND SEE HER, YOU'VE GOT ANOTHER THING COMING, AND IM SURE AS HELL NOT GOING TO WATCH YOUR KIDS, I HAVE MY OWN THINGS TO DO AND UNLIKE YOU, I DONT USE MY KIDS AS BAIT, THATS PRETTY PATHETIC

Vampires And Other Bloodsuckers
Inapertwa Questions 1) If someone ‘eats your soul’, it means what to you? 2) Would you die if someone consumed your soul? 3) What does ‘enthralled’ mean to you? 4) What do you consider abuse? 5) Have you ever heard of ‘emotional vampirism’? (A person that feeds on the strong emotions of others, usually fear, despair, or panic.) 6) What would you consider more evil, an abusive person, or a person that drains you emotionally in purpose? Why? 7) Of the two kinds of people described above, which one would you fear the most, and why? 8) How would you describe Hell? (Be as specific as you can!) 9) What kind of people do you think would willingly become vampires? 10) How do you think becoming a vampire would change a person’s personality? 11) How do you think a village/town would function if it is run by a vampire? 12) How do you think the traditional vampire can be made more evil and repulsive? 13) Who or what would a vampire take as pets or even mates? 14) In a society wh

More Sex
Dream Lover Like a thief in the night you stole my heart, Your fingers played my body like a sensual art. Relaxing, submitting myself to you as best I could, You started slow and easy like every man should. Knowing all the right spots and places, Never getting me mixed up with different faces. Knowing you’d had a few more lovers than me, You still experimented just to see. Tried to figure which ways I enjoyed, With my breasts, my pussy, even my clit you toyed. Making me cum and moan real loud, My hair spread on the pillow like a soft cloud. Whispering softly in my ear, “You’re the one I need”, very clear.

Two Can Play That Game
So today I've decided to stop taking his call. I'm tired of him being mean, & I'm tired of his games. How long will I keep doing this... I have no idea. But for now he gets no answer. It's best for me. I'm tired of stressing all the time and being sad from his stupid ass. He's supposed to be there for me, but instead he's mean as fuck every time we talk. That's not fair. I know that I don't need people like that in my life. So we'll see what happens.

I Did It Again!
I so love my job. I sell sex toys. I am going to be so busy the next 3 weeks. I have a party tonight that is going to be so much fun. Then next week I have 2 Parties. I am even holding one on my birthday which is the 28. I want to spread the passion around. If you want to join the fun too then visit my website at www.hertoyz.com and look under becoming a consultant. I can't wait to see how much money is going to be in my pocket tonight! Some of it is going to be set aside for when I go to Las Vegas in March again! Maybe I might take a class on pole dancing. Hmm Dawn does that sound good? Party week that is going to be.

Be Dimensional! Think And Act Dimensional
Be dimensional! Think and act dimensional! We as humans, often times live and act in one dimension. It is important to know that the healers are being prepared, not just to dress the wounds of humankind, but also to dress the wounds of Earth and all within. I have seen a great increase in healers being called up in this hour. There are many, many kinds of medicine, and there are many, many kinds of needs for that medicine. I address the medicine people today, for I know your hearts are being stirred, I know that your path seems to be unfolding before you, leading you into one of the many medicine ways. Know that the wounds are great and they go deeply into the Earth, and all therein. I speak to those called up to be record keepers, you are recording our history as it unfolds, you are documenting in your writing, what is occuring for future generations, to keep the record strait. You are also relating vital information that will be needed in the future to preserve life. I address all of

This High End Wolf Or Animal Morph Contest
This High End Wolf or Animal Morph Contest 20 Contestants.The 1st round 10 contestants 1st 10 to 10,000 comments.2nd Round Best 6 to 10,000 last round Best 3 for 1st. 2nd,3rd.Can't Bomb themselves.No Freshmeat Accounts allowed must have real photos in profile,all who bomb must be atleast 30 day members of Cherrytap. the prizes will be awarded with a happy hour after contest closes now to keep it fair and clean there will be a little catch witch is u need to be at least a level 3 and u need a salute pic on profile u can comment and bomb yourself no down rateing others in contest no cheating ill be watching no blank comments no drama prizes to be awarded are 1st place a month vic and choice of 2nd place will get 7 day blast and choice of ty for looking good luck to u I am going to host this contest so send info to me and time of start and end dates will be posted

Men & Women Who Try To Take From Other People!!
There are alot of online scammers and predators who are preyin on the vulnerable and older women and men..This needs to stop..For one example My Mom meet a guy from here and MySpace that befriended her and said ALL the right words that a woman just loves hearing, like "I LOVE YOU WITH ALL MY HEART,BODY, AND SOUL"(RED FLAG)..What a bunch of BS!! He has so far even asked her to marry him..Thank Goodness my Mom has more brains then to believe this bs...His name is "Philip Mich", "BigBoy" or whatever else he might choose to use at the time.He says he is in Lagos, Nigeria and his work contract is up there and needs help to get him and his Son Nelly back here to the states.(RED FLAG)..Alot of women believe this and need to BEWARE..So I'm posting this so ALL Women who have so far befriended this man will know the damn truth about him..Thanks!!

All Cable Providers Are Broadcasting My Vids!
Exciting news! All major cable providers are airing my vids, Mistys XXX Girls Bring Your Own Bitch on their pay-per-view blocks. Check them out :-) Misty Haze www.mistysxxxgirls.com

~tides~
Tides... This night I am inconsolable as the world around me becomes to much to bare. Demons come out to crush my heart again. I feel hopeless and retreat to the safety of my beautiful garden. I feel to lost to come back into the world so I watch from the other side. It is in these times of sorrow that I don't want your comforting touch. I just need to be left alone to sit quietly in the dark... Please don't dream of me tonight fore you will not feel my comforting touch, nor my tender embrace of love. Just let me surround myself with shadows and let my heart break for one night. Don't try to save me when I can't be saved. Keep your tender words for another night when the tides of my heart have changed and my soul flows the other way... But until that time remember I love you. You are the keeper of my heart but for the moment love is not my friend. Your tender touch and sweetest smile are like a poison to my aching soul. So let me be. Let me sit alone in the dark and find co

Sex
Hey, Baby What’s Your Fantasy? “Wanna have some fun with some whip cream? Wanna do it all night, fulfill your wet dream? How bout in the hot tub, warm water? Do it on the beach, where it’s even hotter? Baby we can do whatever you like, Keep it going strong all damn night, Don’t tell me to pick, it ain’t up to me, Cuz I asked you, what’s your fantasy?”

Mental Health Line
Mental Health Line Hello, and welcome to the Mental Health Hotline. If you are obsessive-compulsive, please press 1 repeatedly. If you are codependent, please ask someone to press 2 for you. If you have multiple personalities, press 3, 4, 5 and 6. If you are paranoid, we know who you are and what you want. Stay on the line so we can trace your call. If you are delusional, press 7 and your call will be transferred to the Mother Ship. If you are schizophrenic, listen carefully and a small voice will tell you what number to press. If you are a manic depressive, it does not matter which number you press, no one will answer. If you are dyslexic, press 9696969696969696. If you have a nervous disorder, please fiddle with the * key until a representative comes on the line. If you have amnesia, press 8 and state your name, address, phone number, date of birth and mother's maiden name. If you have post traumatic stress disorder, slowly and careful

Eyes Open
Asleep, as I feel your touch, as if my dream world, and reality are meeting, I feel your breath upon me, as you rub my shoulder, sensations awaken me, as you kiss me gently. I love the gentle touch, of those fingers upon me, makes me yearn for more, as I pull you even closer. Skin to skin and hearts together, kissing deeply as tongues play, we begin the rythmic dance, of lovers in the heat of passion, Shared moans our music, and soon it crescendoes, as we melt into each other, in an explosion of love's power.

Birthday And Being Booted Out?
Well my step-dad has been on my ass to get a job but my biggest problem is that I'm basicly a built-in babysitter for my parents and I can't very much get a night job due to my lack of transportation. Well for the past few weeks he's been threatening to kick me out on my upcoming b-day so I've been trying to talk to some of my friends about staying with them until I can get on my feet but so far the effort has bared no fruit and well I have very limited finaces. I know some of you would ask why not ask family? Well I would but eather they are too far away, wont take me in or I've detached myself from that end of the family. So I donno what I'm going to do at this point.

Home Remedies
If you are choking on an ice cube, don't panic. Simply pour a cup of boiling water down your throat and presto. The blockage will be almost instantly removed. 2. Clumsy? Avoid cutting yourself while slicing vegetables by getting someone else to hold them while you chop away. 3. Avoid arguments with the Mrs. about lifting the toilet seat by simply using the sink. 4. For high blood pressure sufferers: simply cut yourself and bleed for few minutes, thus reducing the pressure in your veins. Remember to use a timer. 5. A mouse trap, placed on top of your alarm clock, will prevent you from rolling over and going back to sleep after you hit the snooze button. 6. If you have a bad cough, take a large dose of laxatives, then you will be afraid to cough. 7. Have a bad toothache? Smash your thumb with a hammer and you will forget about the toothache. 8. Sometimes, we just need to remember what the rules of life really are: You only need two tools: WD-40 and Duct Tape

Juarez Killings.....
So, I'm watching the news when they start interviewing an author on her latest book. Only half listening, my attention is grabbed when I hear them talking about some 400 women & girls murdered. Fully alert, the author is talking about a place called Juarez where hundreds of women have been targeted for appx the last 12 years. The profiles of the women are all similar, leading authorities to believe this is not just a random killer. Illegal trafficking in human organs, ritualistic satanic sacrifices, copycat killers are some of the other theories suggested. The book discussed is 'The Daughters of Juarez' & it is listed as "the first eye-opening, authoritative nonfiction work of its kind", it's purpose to examine the atrocities & draw attention to the atrocities committed. The killings are also a subject of Amnesty USA, where they have listed a public statement. The URL is http://www.amnestyusa.org/document.php?id=engamr410122006.

Lost Souls
A bead of blood against ivory flesh Gasps swallowed into the night Another lost soul, offering itself to love Plaything to another, devotion abused Pleasure & pain endured, for want of another Until desperation sets in, to need & to want To know nothing else, to feel love's last hope Feeling trapped & alone, unwanted & worthless Torturous to continue, unable to stop To do anything for peace, blinded & lost So it finally ends, but not how expected The plaything bit back, violent & incessant Freedom, she found - so sweet & enchanting Her heart not yet shattered, her hopes not abated Her passions ignited, devotion so strong Her pleasure & pain are invited & desired Safe & secure in love requited

Turmoil
Divided by her pain and her torment He lies confused, with face indifferent For want of a word, gentle and soft Compassion and caring, not such a lot So where do they go, what do they do The choice overwhelming, clouding their view Adding to the turmoil, reigning within A mere loving touch to cause a dream to begin Their story nearly told Their hearts cold as ice The cost of their pride Surely too high Please recall their story When you next fall in love Would you lose your sanity Or just your heart Could you give your love all Would you abandon your life Could you give your love all Without bitterness and bile Take heed random reader And learn their fate well The love that burns brightest Will someday surely fail

July 21, 2007
A change might do your world a whole lot of good. That means it's time to get out there -- yes, even you need to show your public a little face time. It'll mean even more coming from a famously private type like you.

The Endless Empty
The world fades away into the deepest of black. The brightest of days becomes the darkest night. With closed eyes, I relax and not look back. Feeling the cold and endless falling flight. As I float in the endless empty. My heart loses its color. My soul cries out in vein. My life is worth no other. As known faces turn away. As I sink into the endless empty. All my hopes diminish. All my dreams fade. All my fears replenish. And my world unmade. As I fall into the endless empty. My heart will beat no more. And my tears will fade away. So the eyes of my future, will never know this day. As I embrace the endless empty.

Hmmmmmm......................
In the 1400's a law was set forth in England that a man was allowed to beat his wife with a stick no thicker than his thumb. Hence we have "the rule of thumb" ------------------------------------------- Many years ago in Scotland , a new game was invented. It was ruled "Gentlemen Only...Ladies Forbidden"...and thus the word GOLF entered into the English language. ------------------------------------------- The first couple to be shown in bed together on prime time TV were Fred and Wilma Flintstone. ------------------------------------------- Every day more money is printed for Monopoly than the U.S.Treasury. ------------------------------------------- Men can read smaller print than women can; women can hear better. ------------------------------------------- Coca-Cola was originally green. ------------------------------------------- It is impossible to lick your elbow. ------------------------------------------- The State with the highest percentage of people who walk to

The 'rules Of The South' Are As Follows!!!
The 'Rules of the South' are as follows!!! 1. Pull your droopy pants up. You look like an idiot. 2. Turn your cap right, your head isn't crooked. 3. Let's get this straight; it's called a "gravel road." I drive a pickup truck because I want to. No matter how slow you drive, you're going to get dust on your Lexus. Drive it or get out of the way. 4. They are cattle. That's why they smell to you. They smell like money to us. Get over it. Don't like it? I-40 goes east and west, I-65 goes north and south. Pick one. 5. So you have a $60,000 car. We're impressed. We have $250,000 cotton strippers that are driven only 3 weeks a year. 6. So every person in the south waves. It's called being friendly. Try to understand the concept. 7. If that cell phone rings while a bunch of doves are coming in, we WILL shoot it out of your hand. You better hope you don't have it up to your ear at the time. 8. Yeah, we eat catfish &; crawfish. You really want sushi & caviar? It's

Few Facts
SEX FACTS 1) 94% of men lie about their penis size. According to condom manufacturers, only 6% of men need to use extra large condoms. 2) The average man is 4-5 inches long when erect; no matter what you have heard ladies, that's the truth. Incidentally the average vaginal capacity is only 6 inches, for you women who think you can handle king dong. 3) 80% of American men are circumcised, though Pediatrics say it is not necessary. 4) No matter what all the ads say nothing but time can make your penis grow. (most men reach the end of their growth by the early 20's) 5) There is no correlation between penis size and shoe size, hand size, or nose size. 6) Blue balls does exist! It's technically called "prostatic congestion." 7) Only 16% of men shave their privates. - Things MEN Might WANT TO KNOW - 1) Only 9% of women around the globe consider themselves "attractive" (20% of British women do). 43% of women use the term "natural", 24% say they have "average" looks,

Laugh It Off...
A man suspected his wife was seeing another man, so he hired the famous Chinese detective, Chen Lee, to watch and report any activities while he was gone. A few days later, he received this report: MOST HONORABLE SIR: YOU LEAVE HOUSE I WATCH HOUSE HE COME TO HOUSE. I WATCH. HE AND SHE LEAVE HOUSE. I FOLLOW. HE AND SHE GO IN HOTEL. I CLIMB TREE. I LOOK IN WINDOW. HE KISS SHE. SHE KISS HE. HE STRIP SHE. SHE STRIP HE. HE PLAY WITH SHE. SHE PLAY WITH HE. I PLAY WITH ME. FALL OUT OF TREE. I NOT SEE. NO FEE, CHEN LEE. @@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@@ The husband had just finished reading a new book entitled, "You Can Be THE Man of Your House." He stormed to his wife in the kitchen and announced, "From now on, you need to know that I am the man of this house and my word is Law. You will prepare me a gourmet meal tonight, and when I'm finished eating my meal, you will serve me a sumptuous dessert. After dinner, you are going to go ups

Lovers
Sensuous words flow gently Over ears and around body Murmuring whispering Causing squirms and trembles The shapes of lips forming Phrases on flesh Nerves sizzling at the contact Bodies straining yearning Wanting release Torture, no reprieve. Breath passing over skin Tantilizing, breathing coming Quicker, shallow breaths. Fingertips travel hills and valleys Dipping into rivers and Caressing the soft hollows Of throat, back, ear. Mouth following fingers paths Tongue licking, stroking, Tasting. Lips skimming flesh Lightly, barely touching. Over belly, breasts, Thighs, knees, calves, Feet. Toes sucked, licked, Teased, curling. Hips twitching, Thighs trembling, eyes rolling Backward, unseeing Mouth moving, words mumbled Undecipherable, tangled Gasps, moans, Whimpers, soft cries. Teeth bite down on pink lips, Jaw clenches tight. Fingers curled into sheets, Twisting, yanking, pulling. Back arches up away from the bed Bo

What Tree Did You Fall From?
What tree did you fall from? find your birthday, find your tree and then scroll down to see what it means. This is cool... Jan 01 to Jan 11.............................Fir Tree Jan 12 to Jan 24.............................Elm Tree Jan 25 to Feb 03............................Cypress Tree Feb 04 to Feb 08............................Poplar Tree Feb 09 to Feb 18............................Cedar Tree Feb 19 to Feb 28............................Pine Tree Mar 01 to Mar 10.......................... Weeping Willow Mar 11 to Mar 20............................Lime Tree Mar 21............................................Oak Tree Mar 22 to Mar 31............................Hazelnut Tree Apr 01 to Apr 10.............................Rowan Tree Apr 11 to Apr 20.............................Maple Tree Apr 21 to Apr 30.............................Walnut Tree May 01 to May 14...........................Poplar Tree May 15 to May 24...........................Chestnut Tree May 25 to Jun 03..

Help Please
I NEVER EVER have asked for help before I am now asking for help... I always help others in their times of need when they ask me... My Friend is in a contest Best Ink and is down we need all the rates & COMMENTS we can get PLEASE HELP ME OUT HERE PLEASE Heres the link http://fubar.com/viewimage.php?u=815210&albumid=454177&i=2412826312

Reports Say......
Body: The U.S. Government decided to take an experiment to see what people say right before they get into an auto accident. 89% of the people in 49 states said: ''Oh, shit!'' In Texas 94% said: ''Hold my beer. Watch this

My Day Of Excitment
Hey my sexxy Fucked Up Beyond All Recognition (FUBAR) Friends! Ok first off I HATE THE NAME!! I was ok with it changing too CT but FUBAR! WTF name is that.... Anyways! Just leaving a Note. My family is coming into town this morning soo Ill be pretty busy all weekend... Im sooooo excited! As many of you know I finally moved back to AZ. Loving it... Ive been here about a month.. Anyways!! I better get going. I have to be out the door in an hour to meet my mom and dad a the park! WOOT (Yep im a daddy's girl.. I hope everyone has a great weekend!@!! MUCH LOVE JEN

My Son
If you don't mind, I am asking those of you who do pray. To pray for my youngest son. He was involved in a hit and run. He was walking home from picking his girl up from work since she worked late, they have no car. A car came swirving up on side walk and hit him, barely missed her. The driver took off, didnt stop or slow down. He ended up in hospital. Please say a Prayer for Him and hope they find the driver. Thank You.Thank You For All Your Prayers! Donna

Hehehe
1. Your house plants are alive, and you can't smoke any of them. 2. Having sex in a twin bed is out of the question. 3. You keep more food than beer in the fridge. 4. 6:00 AM is when you get up, not when you go to bed. 5. You hear your favorite song in an elevator. 6. You watch the Weather Channel. 7. Your friends marry and divorce instead of "hook up" and "break up." 8. You go from 130 days of vacation time to 14. 9. Jeans and a sweater no longer qualify as "dressed up." 10. You're the one calling the police because those %&@# kids next door won't turn down the stereo. 11. Older relatives feel comfortable telling sex jokes around you. 12. You don't know what time Taco Bell closes anymore. 13. Your car insurance goes down and your car payments go up. 14. You feed your dog Science Diet instead of McDonald's leftovers. 15. Sleeping on the couch makes your back hurt. 16. You take naps. 17. Dinner and a movie i

At Last!!!!!!
So I finally get a day when everyone is out of the house so I can check my account and read my emails n stuff on my sisters comupter. She caught me "hijacking" her cable at the beginning of this week and took my modem (bitch!). I'm moving to Albion to stay with a friend for a while til I can get an apt of my own, so I'll be able to get internet there *whew*, I felt like I was goin through net withdrawals! LOL. Hope everyone is doing well, and I MISS YOU!!!!! Esp my peeps in the UG! *wink* Laters! *kisses* Kk

Sex
1. what's your first name? Shay 2. male or female? female 3. how old are you? 23 4. what country or state do you live in? California 5. would you say your straight, gay or bi? Straight 6. describe what you look like physically: I'm 5'4, dark brown Hair , Hazel eyes , BBW 7. ok now how many fingers? 3 8. if you haven't told us already girls, what's your breast size? 42DD 9. how big are your nipples, and are they pink or brown? my nipples are big, and they are pink. 10. what's your favorite part of your body? My eyes 11. what's your favorite body part on the other sex? I like too many things....guy has to have some major body karate going on...nice arms, nice chest, nice back, great ass and i love eyes, smile & hair too 12. what's your favorite place on your body to be kissed? neck....inside of wrist 13. do you have any special names 4 your privates or what do you call them? No I don't have a special name for any of them

Today's Horoscope
You're the life of the party. The stars make you especially gracious right now. Hosting an even with a VIP (or a few of them) gets you closer to becoming a big wig yourself. So what are you waiting for? Note: I can't believe this! Especially since this weekend is all about the party.

Will Be Away A Bit
Just to let you know I will be gone again for a bit.. My Mother died last night about 8:00.. so I will be heading north again.. not sure about all details yet.. but if you are wondering why you are not seeing me much.. that's why.

Holy...
...shit fuck. So last night I went to Bone Bash, Laidlaw, Pat Travis Band, Kenny Wayne Sheppard Band, and Lynard Skynard. Well that show was great all the bands were just on point, and I got to chill with friends. Pictures are up in the Bone Bash album in my pictures. Now I'm up this early cause my friend Heather was working graveyard and she's wanting to hang out after work, so I'm up before 8am on a Saturday after a concert, damn I haven't done this since 3 years ago when I took my SAT's.

Stranger.
Nowhere to go...Neither forward or back,like a desert parched and very cracked.As I look at the sun it turns to stone,making me feel all alone.I have nowhere to go,nothing to do,just walking aimlessly here without you.I look around and what do I see,But a tall dark stranger calling to me.Tellling me to run and don't look back you must keep going or get attacked.I try to run But my feet wont move...feels like cement,I'm stuck in this groove.It came out of nowhere,without a sign,making me plead for some more time.I hear this laugh that sends me a chill for this laugh you see made me feel ill.It sounded familiar as it taunted me more,telling me I'm slowly nearing death's door.It held me harder as I tried to break free,realizing now this wasn't for me.See that tall dark stranger leaded me here so I could face his time and his fears.He needed a soul,so he could be free,But he didn't realize he was dealing with me.This thing that grabbed me didn't want to hurt me.It was afraid of that strang

Marine General Rule #14
This came to me by wat of a good friend of mine WolfEagle1499, (I suggest you pay him a visit and read his blogs.) However, it is just another way to show that we all stick together. It is a kick ass story, and I also left the links to the orginial poster at the bottom! Enjoy, I know I did!! When I was stationed in Camp Pendleton (83), we had a wet down at the beach club. A fine wet down it was! When it was over, I got in my vehicle and headed out the Onofre Gate and headed towards Oceanside on the highway. For those who never been there, the drive from Onofre Gate and Oceanside is quite a distance and is nothing but highway. The only exit in between the two is the Pulgas Gate. While I was driving, I realized I should not have been. I pulled off the hwy and proceeded to the Pulgas Gate. My plan was this, park before the gate, walk up to the gate guard, and call my Gunny to get me. (That is general order #14...call the Gunny when in need). So I park, walk up to the guard and reques

My Current Situation
As most friends on here now know that i have finally got out of London and moved to Ireland to be closer to my family,right now i do not have internet access until my new place is ready which right now could be 3-6 weeks but i will try and be here when i can so just to let you all know i've not gone missing but after being fucked around by Orange(my old UK ip) and moving here i've not been able to be online as much as i can

Nightmares
Nightmares again. I've barely slept. I stare at the bottle of pills and wonder how much money I wasted on them. I'm half delerious, almost manic in my recounting of every item on that reciept. It's amazing I can remember it now, but it's all I can remember now. Sleep didn't come, I want to know what I'm owed. Sleep didn't stay, I want to take what I'm owed. I'm in the shower. I don't know how I got here. The water's cold, so I must've been here a while. I wonder how long I've been sitting here, and why I didn't take my clothes off. More laundry soap, and I wonder if I have anything to wear. more laundry soap and I don't have a thing to wear. I'm sitting on my washing machine, listening to the drier. I wonder if this is the second or third time I've started it empty. Sitting on the washing machine that's been finished for a while, I wonder if I washed those once or twice. I pull my laundry out and they're just about dry anyway, so I get dressed. It's hot today

Love
Hey I need answers from you men...why do you throw away a good woman? I mean someone who is great in bed...can keep a clean home, good looking, easy to talk to,gets along with 99% of the people she meets, but...but...you drop us. Why? I met this really awsome man and everything was great but..he seem to think he needed to still talk to girls under 25 years of age and he is 41. He tells me he loves me and wants a life with me bnut in the same line, he says these girls are friends..Hello....he mets them on the net gives them his phone number...but their just friends. I know we all have friends before we met someone and thats ok..but to give another girl your phone number is not right. He sees nothing wrong. I give up on trying to figure men out...lol..and they say we women are th ehard ones to figure out...have a great day..

The Angry American Part 8
Yeah what the Judge Said, I would like to think my friend Fawny for posting this, and allowing the world to see it! THANK YOU BABYDOLL! Here it is, the sentencing of Mr. Reid, the Shoe Bomber! As said by Judge Young! You get'em brah! Sentence of Reid Remember the guy who got on a plane with a bomb built into his shoe and tried to light it? Did you know his trial is over? Did you know he was sentenced? Did you see/hear any of the judge's comments on TV or Radio? Didn't think so. Everyone should hear what the judge had to say. Ruling by Judge William Young, US District Court. Prior to sentencing, the Judge asked the defendant if he had anything to say. His response: After admitting his guilt to the court for the record, Reid also admitted his "allegiance to Osama bin Laden, to Islam, and to the religion of Allah," defiantly stating, "I think I will not apologize for my actions," and told the court "I am at war with your country." Judge Young

June 21, 2007
A little lighthearted flirtation turns the temperature up in your life. No matter what your current romantic situation, it's always nice to acknowledge that you find others attractive -- and vice versa. Have some fun.

Whoa
holy cow, im not sure where my day ends...not sure where it begins...thought i had a class this morn, now its changed to later this afternoon...how messed up is that, dont get warning or anything...frakin sucks! oh well...guess thats wat happens wen u work round someone else's schedule and not ur own...guess i will hav 2 beat my trainers ass 4 not notifying me first! after all he kicks mine almost every single day... on the bright side i get 2 enjoy some time at the waterpark this morn and take n some sun...sumthin i LUV 2 do! Surf and Sun!

2 %
A little different MIND GAME 2% or 98% This is strange...can you figure it out? Are you the 2% or 98% of the population? Follow the instructions! NO PEEKING AHEAD! * Do the following exercise, guaranteed to raise an eyebrow. * There's no trick or surprise. *Just follow these instructions, and answer the questions one at a time and as quickly as you can! * Again, as quickly as you can but don't advance until you've done each of them ... really. * Now, scroll down (but not too fast, you might miss something). Think of a number from 1 to 10 Multiply that number by 9 If the number is a 2-digit number, add the digits together Now subtract 5 Determine which letter in the alphabet corresponds to the number you ended up with (example: 1=a, 2=b, 3=c,etc.) Think

Some People Regard Themselves As Perfect, But Only Because They Demand Little Of Themselves.
Many of us have a struggle with perfectionism. This is a central spiritual (not relisious) issue. Sometimes we feel ashamed or frightened by our imperfections, or we strive so hard to overcome them that we successfully close our lives down to a very narrow, controllable scale. Spiritual awakening means we have zest for life and accept our imperfections. We know today will be shaky and insecure in some ways. We probably will make some mistakes or offenses. Our solution is not our old behavior of attempting to control whatever happens; it is to join life with a spiritual feeling. We let go of ourselves and what happens? We are part of a larger whole. We are not in control of the process of life, and whatever we do is part of an ongoing dialogue, so we will have another chance to respond, even to our own mistakes. Today, I pray for liberation from my perfectionism so I can more fully engage in life's adventure.

Be Whole Alone, Only Then Can You Share Yourself Fully With Another.
Dependency (on another human being) is the inability to experience wholeness or to function adequately without the certainty that one is being actively cared for by another. --M. Scott Peck No matter what we may think, overdependence on another can be very unloving because it drains others of any chance for personal growth. Those of us who have been dependent on other people are so busy acquiring love that we ourselves have no energy left to truly give love. It's as if we're starving and scrambling for every little bit of love we can find, with no thought to offering it to others. No wonder they often quickly get tired of us. We can't force or expect others to do things with us, talk to us, or love us. The way to be surely loved is to be worthy of it. We can work at being worthy by exercising our freedom to feel and do things without others' permission, and to allow them the same opportunity. What can I do on my own today?

Room For Improvement
There is always room for improvement. And the fact that there is, is truly a blessing. There is always something new to be learned. There are always fresh ideas to be explored. No matter how good life is, there are ways to make it even better. Love and joy and fulfillment do not ever get used up. You can make today more beautiful, more productive, more meaningful than yesterday. And you can make tomorrow even better. Each moment is another opportunity to create new value. Each day is yours to fill with positive experience. Whether you've been up or you've been down, whether life is now good or not so good, this is the time to make it better. Make a little improvement, and then a little more, and keep reaching higher and higher. -- Ralph Marston

Second Part Of What John Saw>
After all these things, : John looked up > behold he seen a great multitude, : No one could number > and tongues standing before the throne > and before the Lamb >, Clothed with white robes and palm branches in their hands > Craying out in a loud voice saying ,;>Salvation belongs to Our God who sits on the thrown,>And to the Lamb,>: (Jesus Christ):All The Angels stood around the throne, and the Elders and four living creatures, and fell on their faces before the throne and worshiped God, : AMEN! Blessings and Glory< and Wisdom,: thanksgiving , and honnor and power and might,:Be To OUR GOD Foreve and AMEN..And John ask ? Who are these and where did they come from .? >> Then one of the Elders answered saying to John.; Who are these arrayed in white robes and where did thy come form ,>?And I said to him > Sir you know ;" So he the Elder said to John. > These are the ones who come out of the Tribulation >>And washed their robes made them white in the Blood Of the Lamb. > There fore t

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A Whole Lotta Nerve I Swear.....
If your on my friends list or family list and you feel I have a picture of any kind that should be marked as NSFW then grow a fuckin nut sack and come to me and tell me DO NOT go behind my fuckin back and flag the damn thing like some chicken shit pansy ass bitch. C'mon people if you know me you know I will take care of it with no problems but don't go pissin me off by flagging it or them without talkin to me first... Thanks for your time & have a Rockin Kick Ass Day!!!

Cowboy's Guide To Life
A Cowboy's Guide to Life 1. Don't squat with your spurs on. 2. Don't interfere with something that ain't bothering you none. 3. If you find yourself in a hole, the first thing to do is stop digging. 4. Always drink upstream from the herd. 5. Telling a man to git and making him do it are two entirely different propositions. 6. When you give a personal lesson in meanness to a critter or to a person don't be surprised if they learn their lesson. 7. If you're riding ahead of the herd, take a look back every now and then to make sure it's still back there. 8. The quickest way to double your money is to fold it over and put it back in your pocket. 9. If you get to thinking you're a person of some influence, try ordering somebody else's dog around. 10. And never, ever, miss a good opportunity to shut up.

Justice For Kelsey!
>This little girl went through hell. If only those who did this to her could get the same treatment. PLEASE, take a few minutes to Remember Kelsey Briggs. Her mother's trial started this morning and is expected to last 2 weeks. Raye Dawn Smith is being charged with child abuse for enabling child abuse. We want JUSTICE for Kelsey! Please repost this. " Gone But Not Forgotten "

One Wish For You And Me....
A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind us closer and keep us strong In a special world, where we belong.

A Routine Test
A test is cancelled on Thursday morning. You tell me to go home. I am driving you insane with my questions and worries. A simple invasive test on Thursday afternoon. A good morning on Friday. And then in the twinkling of an eye, Friday afternoon, you cease to exist. I don't know why. I don't know how. I do know that my life is now in turmoil. I don't see any light right now. I know you missed Pops, You drove him crazy always running late, But you know he waited then, Always rolling his eyes and tapping his watch And yet, he would always wait for you, Always late, Always running back into the house.... Why couldn't you be late one more damn time? I love you, Mom

The One Hundred @ Fourty Four Thousand>>that Our Lord Speeks Of Or The Bible Tells Of>
john seen all this > read >>The great wrath has come > all these things John seen >Four Angels standing at four coners >of the earth holding four winds of the eart> Wind shall not blow on seas, or the trees,>Tthen John seen an Angel asending from the east> Having the seal of the living God >John cried in loud voice to the four Angels to whom it was granted to harm the Earth @ the Seas.> Sayinhg : do not harm the earth , seas, and trees : Till we have sealed the servants of Our God on their foreheads >And John heard the number of those who were sealed> ONE Hundred And Forty Four thousand >Of all the Tribes of the children of Israel.> Of The Tribe of Judah :Twelve Thousand were sealed >>The Tribe of Reuben >Twelve Thousand, were sealed: The Tribe of Gad >: Twelve Thousand Were sealed,:>The Tribe of Ash'er ,:Twelve Thousand were sealed.:The Tribe of Naph'ta,li, :>Twelve Thousand were sealed,:>The Tribe of Manashe ,>Twelve Thousand were sealed,:The Tribe of Simeon, :>Twelve Thousand w

Ldcf What Does That Stand For??
LCDF HUH,HMMMM,I DONT KNOW,THATS SOME CRAZY INITIALS.LOCK DOOR CUT FART?/DAMN I JUST COULDNT FIGURE OUT THE MEANING,I SAW IT ALL OVER CHERRY TAP BUT I NEVER KNEW WHAT IT WAS.THEN A FRIEND I ALWAYS TALKED TO TOLD ME ABOUT THIS GREAT FAMILY SHE HAD JOINED.IT WAS CALLED LESTATS DARK COVENANT FAMILY. WHOA I SAID,YOU SURE YOU KNOW WHAT YOUR GETTING INTO.THAT SOUNDS LIKE A BUNCH OF DEVIL WORSHIPERS. WHAT IS ALL THESE NAMES WITCH QUEEN? REBEL BITCH?WHAT KINDA WOMAN CALLS HERSELF A BITCH?YEAH ,I WAS BROUGHT UP IN A NARROW MINDED ORPHANAGE AD HAD NARROWER THOUGHTS. WELL OVER THE NEXT COUPLE OF WEEKS I MET SOME OF HER FRIENDS,COME TO FIND OUT THEY WERE ALL LDCF MEMBERS,WOW I WANNA JOIN THAT I SAID ,I SEE IT ALL OVER.WELL I MUST BE REALLY DUMB .I JOINED LCDF AND I LOVED IT.I MET GREAT PEOPLE AND DID SOME GREAT THINGS WITH MY NEW FRIENDS.EVERYTHING WAS PERFECT . THAT IS UNTIL I WAS TALKING TO MY GOOD FRIEND TELLING HER HOW MUCH I LOVED THE FAMILY AND HOW GLAD I HADNT GOT INVOLVED WITH THAT DAR

Erotic Message
One night, after the couple had retired for the night, the woman became aware that her husband was touching her in a most unusual manner. He started by running his hand across her shoulders and the small of her back. He ran his hand over her breasts, touching them very lightly. Then, he proceeded to run his hand gently down her side, sliding his hand over her stomach, and then down the other side to a point below her waist. He continued on, gently feeling her hips, first one side and the the other. His hand ran further down the outside of her thighs. His gentle probing then started up the inside of her left thigh, stopped and the returned to do the same to her right thigh. By this time the woman was becoming aroused and she squirmed a little to better position herself. The man stopped abruptly and rolled over to his side of the bed. "Why are you stopping darling?" she

Life
Sometimes... Sometimes people come into your life and you know right away that they were meant to be there,to serve some sort of purpose, teach you a lesson,or to help you figure out who you are or who you want to become. You never know who these people may be possibly your roommate, neighbor, professor, long lost friend, lover, or even a complete stranger), but when you lock eyes with them, you know at that very moment they will affect your life in some profound way.And sometimes things happen to you that may seem horrible, painful, and unfair at first, but in reflection you find that without overcoming those obstacles you would have never realized your potential, strength, willpower, or heart. Everything happens for a reason. Nothing happens by chance or by means of good luck. Illness, injury, love, lost moments of true greatness, and sheer stupidity all occur to test the limits of your soul. Without these small tests, whatever they may be, life would be like a smoothly pa

Attention You Know Who I Mean
Link to contest when contest starts Hiya Sugah!! I Will be entering~?~Nyne~?~{CT Wife of DH2}'s@ CherryTAPWANT TO BE A VIC FOR A YEAR... Contest.... which starts on 7/21th....(12PM EST) I would REALLY TRULY appreciate your help and support.... 1ST TO REACH 250,000 COMMENTS RECEIVES THE VIC FOR A YEAR I will make sure that anyone that helps me out in THIS contest is paid back twofold and you know what a powerhouse that MikeS and I are when it comes to bombing that we are lol!!!! We will help rate, level, and bomb your pics and stash in any way that you want us to.. just let us know if you help me out in this contest.... thank you! xoxoxoxox Luv Ya! ~MzMic~

Quitting A Job...starting A New One...
Just thought I'd let evryone know that I have left my job at MJ Soffe (that I worked at for 7 years and treated everybody like shit) and got a new one. It's a great feeling when you already have the job and you go to the old one and tell them to FU*^ OFF!!!!...Boy that felt GREAT!!! and the look on their face was priceless...I just wanted to put that out there today.. So if you're leaving one and going to another any time soon....Good Luck. One Love, Missy

Paradise Lost-divided
This your only grace. The art of conversation, Regarding common sense. As merely an infliction, Divided we stand Divided we stand Maybe you're content. Relying on religion, You steal without consent. Just consummates my theory, Divided we stand Divided we stand Divided we'll stand. Regardless we'll fall. How subtle the words we've come to know, Divided we stand. Determined to fall. Just like this hollow world that sleeps inside of me................ Divided we stand Divided we stand -------------------------

Where Did You Go
Im just wondering, one day you are in my life and the next, you dont even say good bye. You were there with me thru so many hard times, telling me its ok and saying it will be fine. they told me something was wrong and didnt know if it could be fixed but even hearing that, didnt make me sad just because you were there with me. For a whole year I told you I loved you and it was the best time of my life but when I call you, you werent there. "I will never leave you, You are the love of my life". were those just words out of your mouth or was it just a lie. I keep waiting and waiting but you are never there. What should I do, I stop and stare at your picture and no matter how hard I wish that you were there you arent. Now it seems to late, I guess you found the real true love of your life.

Sometimes We Just Need To Be Reminded
Sometimes we just need to be reminded! A well-known speaker started off his seminar by: holding up a $20.00 bill. In the room of 200, he asked, "Who would like this $20 bill?" Hands started going up. He said, "I am going to give this $20 to one of you but first, let me do this. He proceeded to crumple up the $20 dollar bill. He then asked, "Who still wants it?" Still the hands were up in the air. Well, he replied, "What if I do this?" And he dropped it on the ground and started to grind it into the floor with his shoe. He picked it up, now crumpled and dirty. "Now, who still wants it?" Still the hands went into the air. My friends, we have all learned a very valuable lesson. No matter what I did to the money, you still wanted it Because it did not decrease in value. It was still worth $20. Many times in our lives, we are dropped, crumpled, and ground into the dirt by the decisions we mak

Midnight Showing: Parts 1-3
This is an ongoing story that another person and I have started, each of us writing an installment (roughly 1 every 1 or two weeks). These are the first three installments: A MIDNIGHT SHOWING By R. Callahan The wind was cool and crisp as I stood outside the Logan theater. Summer, it seemed, had decided to end a little early this year and autumn was charging in like a bull. Of course, that didn’t cause me to change my mind about the night’s Midnight showing of Star Wars III. I know, shoot me…I’m a Force geek…LOL. I wasn’t the only one though, as nearly a hundred others stood in a line that wrapped around the block for the event. There were several that spoke in rather loud tones about what they thought should be in the movie and what shouldn’t, and yet others that dueled with lightsabers they had purchased from the local Wal-mart. While amusing, they did little to divert my attention from a young woman who stood before me. She had

The Relationship To His Mother
"If indeed he was" It is irony. Brian had sent a telegram after the second drug bust with the words "don't judge me too harhsly". The meaning is "don't judge me too, hash? lie!" The fact that Lewis sees this after the funeral, and the fact that he clearly sees the reason for Brians problems (what happened with Brians first girlfriend) therefore suggest a good relationship between father and son. He sees the humor within Brian from the prison. I think it was Brians mother that chose the epitath for him, and that would mean that she did not see the humor in it. This brings me back to where I started. No matter what happened between Lewis and Brian it didn't kill him. What would be much more problematic was if his mother had problems with him managing to do something with his life despite what happened. When Brian was given the the wounds that killed him he turns that way. Have You Seen Your Mother Baby, Standing In The Shadow? Mothers Little Helper.

Would Anyone Like Me In Their Bomber Family!!! :0)
Okies.. I am free and open once again... Lets try this again... If anyone would like to have me in their bomber family, or needs an Xtra person or girl...lol.. Just lemme know.. Or send me an email.... Just remember the MAIL here doesn't work all the time,.....lol.. Like the rest of this place....lol... I think it's INFECTED wiff ZOMBIES!!!! LMAO!!!!! Adn PLEASE stop by my Wonderful Beautifuls girl ANGELS place.. she is in a Best BOOTY contest... Please just leave a quick rate and some comments Please!!! She returns all love.... THankies... :0) CLick on this sign this is where she is in her contest go rate and comment please!!! :0)All help will do lots .. :) I wanna seee her win,. I Loves her.. hehe... :0) Angel Eyes Club F.A.R MEMBER & NSFW MAFIA BOMBERS@ fubar

Erotic Massage...
One night, after the couple had retired for the night, the woman became aware that her husband was touching her in a most unusual manner. He started by running his hand across her shoulders and the small of her back. He ran his hand over her breasts, touching them very lightly. Then, he proceeded to run his hand gently down her side, sliding his hand over her stomach, and then down the other side to a point below her waist. He continued on, gently feeling her hips, first one side and the the other. His hand ran further down the outside of her thighs. His gentle probing then started up the inside of her left thigh, stopped and the returned to do the same to her right thigh. By this time the woman was becoming aroused and she squirmed a little to better position herself. The man stopped abruptly and rolled over to his side of the bed. "Why are you stopping darling?" she whispered. He whispered back,

Posse And Friends I Need This Win For My Friends It Means A Lot
Link to contest when contest starts Hiya Sugah!! I Will be entering~?~Nyne~?~{CT Wife of DH2}'s@ CherryTAPWANT TO BE A VIC FOR A YEAR... Contest.... which starts on 7/21th....(12PM EST) I would REALLY TRULY appreciate your help and support.... 1ST TO REACH 250,000 COMMENTS RECEIVES THE VIC FOR A YEAR I will make sure that anyone that helps me out in THIS contest is paid back twofold and you know what a powerhouse that MikeS and I are when it comes to bombing that we are lol!!!! We will help rate, level, and bomb your pics and stash in any way that you want us to.. just let us know if you help me out in this contest.... thank you! xoxoxoxox Luv Ya! ~MzMic~ (repost of original by 'Mike S and JustmeMic(CTHUSBAND& REALLIFE BF/Fiance of Micshell)' on '2007-07-21 04:37:56') (repost of original by 'JustMeMic and MySelf (CTWIFE & REALLIFE GF/Fiance of MikeS)' on '2007-07-21 04:39:53')

Im Here
waiting waiting waiting i am debating do you like me? am i a crush? are you a lush? do we have a future together? am i to be alone forever? do you think about me? do i set your heart aglee? if i was gone would things seem wrong? if i died tonight with god would you fight? would you miss me? would you diss me? would you lie and say we were best friends? or would my dream to you become an end? am i loved? or am I hated? though fubar is gay we both have rated would you go to my funeral? hear taps played by the general? would u cry? if today i was to die? would you carry on? or would you forget all along?

Sharing An Email I Received From A Veteran
Dear Civilians, "We know that the current state of affairs in our great nation has many civilians up in arms and excited to join the military. For those of you who can't join, you can still lend a hand. Here are a few of the areas where we would like your assistance: 1. The next time you see an adult talking (or wearing a hat) during the playing of the National Anthem---kick their ass. 2. When you witness, firsthand, someone burning the American Flag in protest---kick their ass. 3. Regardless of the rank they held while they served, pay the highest amount of respect to all veterans. If you see anyone doing otherwise, quietly pull them aside and explain how these veterans fought for the very freedom they bask in every second. Enlighten them on the many sacrifices these veterans made to make this Nation great. Then hold them down while a disabled veteran kicks their ass. 4. (GUYS) If you were never in the military, DO NOT pretend that you were. Wearing battle dress

Right Vs. Wrong
Choosing right over wrong brings remarkable rewards. In order to make the decision to choose right over wrong, we need to know the difference. This type of knowledge is valuable and makes all the difference in the world when choosing right over wrong. Sometimes it's easy to choose the right thing to do, and other times it can be very challenging to do the right thing. Whether it's easy or challenging, choosing right over wrong is always right, and makes a big difference every time.

My Last Blog From The Old Apartment!
Hi all! this is my last blog before i get into my new apartment. i have alittle over 17,000 fu points to go; so please stop by my page and show some love. i'd like to be on the next level when i return. thanks to all my fu friends!

10 Ways To Charm A Woman :)
I saw this on yahoo.com just now and thought it'd be a good thing to post :) How can you charm a woman? Do they like a daily check-in phone call? Does she secretly wish you'd text her in the middle of the day for no reason but to make her smile? Do they prefer expensive dinners to home-cooked meals? Rock-hard abs? Flowers for no reason? Identifying women's turn-ons is complicated, because they all react differently. Some women you wish came with owner's manuals so you knew exactly how they were wired. Luckily, I've done most of the legwork for you and am happy to pass this knowledge on to you. Top 10 ways to charm a woman 1. Be aware. This means cracking open more than the sports section on the daily paper. Be up on current events and learn the difference between feelings, emotions and thoughts. Women are emotional beings and tend to think things through. “They are attracted to men who are as smart or smarter” They are attracted to men who are as smart or smart

A Kiss Carried Across The Miles...
I sit by the window, looking at the sky, I blow a kiss and watch as it floats away. Carried by the wind it goes higher and higher across the clouds and over the hills. Moving over the land that separates us, it finds the way to your bedroom and lands on your lips while you sleep. You feel a warmth while you dream and turn in your bed. My kiss has started its magic spell as it spreads throughout your body, bringing passion into your heart and my love to your soul. I love you, my darling, and send my kiss to you each night, so that you will feel my affection each evening, knowing that you are my special someone, the one I love so dearly. As I look into your eyes, knowing your intimacy is penetrating into my soul, my heart opens only to you as you engulf me with the tenderness of your touch. You are the angel within my heart and the one who has become my everything in life. You are the special someone who I live for and who I cannot live without.

Read This Important
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Smoke Till Ur Lungs Give Up..
Thats all i ve been craving now.... eating and smoking ...depression sucks =( i dont smoke that much..only when im stressed out or depressed....oh man i just need one right now with a 20 oz coca cola haha thats all i need now..and i ll be okay..or..maybe i need to start taking my sleepin pills..cause sometimes i cant even sleep...(like now) hmm well im gonna go finish up watchin the Bettie page movie..damn i like it so much..=) shes a hottie..maybe i might become a lesbo..hahaha k im out bye

A Pome By Me
GOODBYE The unhappiest inside, no one saw. No one knew about the sadness, deep inside of me. The tears I cried, when no one eals could see. The emptiest inside, no one wanted to know. The darkness inside, that no one could find. The voices in my head, that no one eals could hear. The choice I made, no one thought I would. Sorry for the choice I made, but the voices told me to. Am sorry you could nto hold me, to say goodbye. Am sorry the unhappiest, put me in my grave.

Welcome To My Past...
i cant help but fall back into the things i used to love. mainly meaning his arms. yes. yet another blog about love and relationships. how bad do those suck. i cant seem to walk away from this one. for the first time in my life i wasnt in control of my heart and i was loving the feeling but then we hit some rough spots and yeah....he cheated and we made up and then i kinda returned the favor. now i thought that being able to do that was a clean and clear sign that i could live and love someone else. unfortunately, the longer time goes, the less i can feel that. i finally got to see him today just to talk about it all. it was rough. i kept thinking that by the time i was looking at him i would know why i felt so compelled to talk to him and see him again but i was still blank. but when he hugged me, it all stopped mattering. i sat for an hour and held onto him as tightly as i could. in that hour i had alone with him, i was happier than ive been in months since we split.

Want To Make Sure My *friends Know*
One morning you will never wake up, do all your friends know you love them? I was thinking...I could die today, tomorrow or next week, and I wondered if I had any wounds needing to be healed, friendships that needed rekindling or three words needing to be said. Let every one of your friends know you love them. Even if you think they don't love you back, you would be amazed at what those three little words and a smile can do. And just in case GOD calls me home before I see you again....... I LOVE YA!!!

So...you Meet Someone
Ok.....so you go out with friends and you meet someone you're REALLY interested in. She is apparently interested in me as well, because she drug me outside and kissed me (and might I say.....DAMN!!). Problem is......my other friends tell me that she has a man, but is not happy. I don;t want to get into the middle of someone elses problem.....but I really want to get to know this woman much better. She really threw me for a loop tonight. What do YOU folks think?? Lay low and see what happens? Or assert myself and push myself to the forfront? I DID tell her tonight taht when she was ready for something more than just a game......to call me. Don;t know if that sunk in or not....since she had more than a few beers in her (which may have explained the whole dragging me outside and molesting me thing). Grrrrr......I'm too old for this shit!

People Are Sheep
OK I am getting real sick and tired of alot of the people in this world. The media tells you what to do like god damn sheep. Don't you have a mind of your own? STOP being brainwashed by the mass media and thing for yourselve's for once in your pathetic lives. Who cares what Nicole Ritchie threw up for breakfast, or what time Paris Hilton got out of jail and what she is doing now. Or even Britney Spears. I think the news has better things to report than what Hollywood is up to everyday. All ou see on tv are these skinny little spoiled rich girls acting like cheap dime store whores all over the tv. What kind of message is that sending to our young kids? That its ok to act like that and be treated like a 2nd rate skank with no respect for no one not even themselves? Also for the guys or young boys I guess since tv and society tells you that its ok to be all bad ass and shoot up anyone who you think is different from you. And that you have to look a certain way because its in your face al

I Don't Care....lmao
1.Ever wonder about those people who spend $2.00 apiece on those little bottles of Evian water? Try spelling Evian backwards: NAIVE *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* 2. Isn't making a smoking section in a restaurant like making a peeing section in a swimming pool? *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* 3.OK.... so if the Jacksonville Jaguars are known as the "Jags" and theTampaBay Buccaneers are known as the "Bucs," what does that make the Tennessee Titans? *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* 4.If 4 out of 5 people SUFFER from diarrhea...does that mean that one enjoys it? *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* 5. There are three religious truths: a. Jews do not recognize Jesus as the Messiah. b. Protestants do not recognize the Pope as the leader of the Christian faith. c. Baptists do not recognize each other in the liquor store or at Hooters. *~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~* 6. If people from Poland are called Poles, why aren't people from Holland called H

Help
Well its like this, I have a millin and one things going through my head at the moment and I need help. I am not gonna say much I think and hope cause I dont think people want to read a million and one pages of blogging so here goes. First I met this guy over the internet, and we became good friends and I would help him with his issues and with his girlfriend and then while he was with her and even before he would tell me he loved me and after a while of trying to convice him other wise I just gave up on it. so then we are talking more amd more and eventually I started to care for him. now I had never met him face to face and he is under age but I wasnt thinking anything for us other than being friends. Well he is currently in Ohio and I got to know him more and more and I refused to love him though he asked me many many times to love him I just wouldnt do it. well a little later on down the line we were talking and then all of a sudden he wasnt on line for 3 days or so and I h

Take Life By The Horns
take life by the horns you feel good, have a great feeling. but then you ask yourself in a world were they are over 6 billion people what can i do to stand out what can i do to make a differce or better yet be known life is full of oportunities take them becuase whenever you sit back and think wow, those people are famous wow those people are millionaires and billionaires why not me? hmmmm if you want something in life, wheather its money,love,passion,glory or just be famous what ever it is you want in life... dont sit and talk about it, be about it.....its a once in a lifetime event if you want something in life you TAKE IT!! dont hold back and give it your all strive for perfection in everything you do......

Howw Youu Kn0w Your Drunk- Ladiies Only.
HOW YOU KNOW YOURR DRUNKKKK...... 1. i HAVE ABS0LUTELY N0 iDEA WHERE MY BAG/PH0NE iS. 2. i BELiEVE THAT DANCiNG WiTH MY ARMS 0VERHEAD AND WiGGLiNG MY BUTT WHiLE YELLiNG "W00-H00!" iS TRULY THE SEXiEST DANCE M0VE AR0UND. 3. i'VE SUDDENLY DECiDED i WANT T0 KiCK S0ME0NE'S ASS AND H0NESTLY BELiEVE i C0ULD D0 iT T00. 4. iN MY LAST TRiP T0 PEE, i REALiZE i N0W L00K M0RE LiKE A H0MELESS H00KER THAN THE G0DDESS i WAS JUST F0UR H0URS AG0. 5. i START CRYiNG AND TELLiNG EVERY0NE i SEE THAT i L0VE THEM S00000 MUCH. 6. i GET EXTREMELY EXCiTED AND JUMP UP AND D0WN EVERY TiME A NEW S0NG PLAYS BECAUSE "0H MY G0D! i JUST L0VE THiS S0NG!" iT SUDDENLY BEC0MES Y0UR "JAM". 7. i'VE F0UND A DEEPER/SPiRiTUAL SiDE T0 THE GEEK SiTTiNG NEXT T0 ME. 8. THE URGE T0 TAKE 0FF ARTiCLES 0F CL0THiNG, STAND 0N A TABLE AND SiNG 0R DANCE BEC0MES STRANGELY 0VERWHELMiNG. 9. MY EYES JUST D0N'T SEEM T0 WANT T0 STAY 0PEN 0N THEiR 0WN S0 i KEEP THEM HALF CL0SED AND THiNK iT L00KS EX0TiCALLY SEXY.

Stole From My Sons Myspace( He Did The Hand Though!)
FRIENDS: Never ask for anything to eat or drink. BEST FRIENDS: Helps themselves and are the reason why you have no food. FRIENDS: Call your parents by Mr. and Mrs. and Grandpa, by Grandpa. BEST FRIENDS: Call your parents DAD and MOM and Grandpa, GRAMPS! FRIENDS: Would bail you out of jail. BEST FRIENDS: Would be sitting next to you sayin "DAMN!" we fucked up! FRIENDS: Have never seen you cry. BEST FRIENDS: Wont tell everyone else you cried...just laugh about it with you in private when your not down anymore. FRIENDS: Asks you to write down your number. BEST FRIENDS: Has you on speed dial. FRIENDS: Borrows your stuff for a few days then gives it back. BEST FRIENDS: Loses your shit and tells you, "My bad...here's a tissue." FRIENDS: Only know a few things about you. BEST FRIENDS: Could write a very embarrassing biography on your life story... FRIENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing. BEST FRIENDS: Will kick the

Inside My Mind
Because I am the kind of person that has & always will care about what others think of me, I wanted to explain why I might not be as talkative these days as I used to. I have been dealing with some really serious depression. Too long of a story & probably too boring. I have come to a point in my life where I seriously need to "shit or get off the pot". I either need to work on making me better or.....Anyway, I can't handle feeling the way I am feeling anymore. I am not looking for sympathy or anything really. I just wanted to explain a little of this so that if you email me, comment me or IM me & I don't reply right away, it's nothing personal. Hugs & love to all. PS. I am not going to do anything stupid. I could never hurt the ones I love like that.

Dreams & Nightmares
I'm the one in your sweetest of dreams, Also the one in your worse nightmares. Sometimes you cry to me, Other times you run from me. I take you in my arms & hold you, Then I choke the life out of you. I look in your eyes & feel love, You look in mine only to see your death. I feel you reach out for me, Only for me to push you away & turn my back on you. You say you love me softly, Only for me to say, "I wish you were dead." As your dream comes to an end you wake, Only to realize it was me the whole time. I was my dream & you were a reflection... Of the other side of me. For I am my own sweet dream... But also my worse nightmare.

Masquerade Angel
Look in my eyes, What do you see? Look deep in my soul, Do you see happiness? If you do... Then the jokes on you. I hide behind a mask, My life is one big masquerade. I play the role the best I can, Only for the role to change. I try to keep up with the changes, Only to fall on my face. I look to find an Angel to help me, But all I see is you reaching out for me. As I take your hand, you pull me close, I lay my head upon your chest... As you wrap your arms and wings around me. I hoped to find an Angel, But I found you instead. I never knew until I opened up, Until I opened my eyes, my heart, and my soul to you. That you were the one, My one true Angel.

Rating People And Chatting
You know, I didn't just come on here to just rate to people, I came on here to chat with people too, not just one on one but in a chat room too but if people are just going to rate me and vice versa than I have no earthly idea what I am doing here then! It's ridiculous and if the roles were in reverse I would be willing to bet that the person who it is affecting would be saying the same thing to me, right? It's kind of hard for somebody to "bite anyone" over a computer and if people think I'm not that intelligent, they're way off base because for one thing, I didn't graduate high school here in Traverse City, MI. for nothing back in 1987 for the hell of it although sometimes I feel like I did but still that doesn't mean that I can't have an adult and civilized conversation with somebody in a chat room, I did it on Yahoo Messenger, I did it on AOL years ago and I sure as hell know how to on here if given the right opportunity or why in the hell would I have created a lounge for, huh? I

July 21st, 2006
Item 1) Games I'm very close to beating Pokemon Crystal. I've been continuing playing Guild Wars and been on-edge trying to find a game I don't have a clue if it exists anymore or not. If you know or find the game Mega Man Zero 1, let me know. - Item 2) Writing I have been neglecting my next chapter to my story WHEC. I will try to write it on Tuesday. Poetry is going well, and I have finally decided on publishing a small 40 poem book as a starter. - Item 3) Emotions I'm actually feeling rather happy this last week. Some people once again consider my poetry a waste of time and had someone almost steal one. Other than stupid drama occurring with random idiots, I've been quite happy. - Item 4) Working Ten people in the last three days... I am glad I decided to go into tutoring for summer school. I'll be returning back as a student at Onondaga Community College this fall to take a random class in English to increase my writing ability. - Item 5) Overall Life

Squishy Bear
*sQUISHY bEAR+....... ...... ......... ....... SQUISHY BEAR OH WHERE ARE YOU?........ .......COME TO ME.......... YOUR SOFT.... .......SO CUDDLY..... ...SQUISHY............FLUFFY.... HMM...... ........@@...... ....@@.....@@.........SQUISHY BEAR........

Healing With Sex
http://www.wiccanredes.org/phpBB2/viewtopic.php?t=483 Healing With SEX Part 1: THE NEUROCHEMISTRY OF SEX Part 2: SEXUAL RELATIONSHIPS Part 3: BIO-ENERGY AND SEX Part 4: SEX AND HEALTH Part 5: SEX AND REJUVENATION Part 6: SEX AND SPIRITUALITY Extrememly interesting..

Create Your Own Erotic Mandala
Create your Erotic and Perfect Mandala Magic circles or mandala are symbols that form part of the knowledge you need to access the magic of eroticism. According to Tantric philosophy, once upon a time, the gods found an unnamed energy which vibrated in a perfect way between the heavens and the earth. They called it mandala, which means circle or circuit in Hindu. The Tao mandala: Ying and Yang Reading and studying have allowed us to reveal the millenary secrets of sexual magic. All the mysteries have been interpreted and explained in a practical manner, as exercises to be carried out in a certain amount of time and in a simple way, with the aim of heightening our level of sexual and spiritual consciousness through the different techniques. Mandalas are circles which power the electromagnetic field of our body and mind, concentrating in them all the images or symbols of the different dimensions or cultures. Owing to the high degree of chemical change at cell level occurring

Feelings...
You came into my world And took me away The words you said to me You seem so true I actually began to believe it all to be true Amazingly enough You ripped the happiness right out from me under me I made you my everything Silly me.. I thought i was yours also I wanna scream I wanna cry I cant keep all this inside Anymore Its making me mad Crazy Just plain pissed off You hurt me bad And now i remember why I didnt wanna fall for you I trusted you And would have done anything To make you smile So why the hell Do u wanna make me cry Why do i even still care When You don't even notice me Anymore

Child's Death Means Prison (front Page Story From Yesterday's Paper)
— JEFFERSON - -Twenty-one year-old Amber Carter Burkhart of Geneva will spend the next three years in prison for causing the April 24, 2006, death of her 3-month-old son, Ethan. Burkhart faced a stern Common Pleas Judge Alfred Mackey Thursday as he overrode a recommendation for community control sentence on the young mother. The defendant was immediately taken into custody by a deputy. The defendant cried as handcuffs were put on her and led from the courtroom to county jail. She is expected to be transported to the Ohio women's prison in Marysville. Mackey ordered Carter Burkhart to be on post release control for three years after she gets out of prison. If she is eligible for judicial release and violates any terms, the young woman could serve 15 more months of the sentence. Carter Burkhart was indicted Aug. 18, 2006, by an Ashtabula County grand jury on three felony charges of permitting child abuse and child endangering. In a plea negotiation deal with the Ashtabula County pros

Am I Strong Enough To Love You Again?
¡Ah mi amor! Yo le veo en mis sueños cada vez mis ojos admiran los cielos para un sueño pacífico. Cuándo usted toma mi duerme, consigo caliente y molestado perdiendo su toque, su beso, su sonrisa. ¿Dónde fue usted? ¿Por qué aquí soy dejado soñar acerca de usted cuando tengo suerte para oír su voz en un teléfono, mientras usted está a millares de millas? Cómo sea fácil para usted estar lejos de mí y me sale aquí solo, preguntándose lo que soy supongo hacer mientras usted es ido. La manera usted haría el amor a mí y haría mi entero soy me siento que bailaba arriba en los cielos, volando con los ángeles. ¿Regresará usted a mí como el hombre que tuvo el poder de hacerme deseo al hombre que usted estuvo a mí? ¿Piensa usted que acabo de aceptar usted cuando usted regresa, después de que cómo usted me hiciera me siento después de que usted fuera sacado de mi vida? ¡Sus palabras, sus palabras dañosas que dispararon por mi total que es, y dejó el corazón quebrantado en pies! Su familia dijo que

Just To Hold
just to hold her, would help me smile. touch her heart, and walk that mile.. just to hold her, and be by my side. be so happy, i'll try not to cry... just to hold her, would make my day. kiss her softly, and hope she stay's. just to hold her, as i fall to sleep.. praying i awake, and there she'll be.. just to hold her, would make my heart race.. and seeing her smile, nothing would take her place.. if shes out there, i'll hold you to night... whisper good night, and hold you tight.... im waiting to hold you, touch your heart. and if your ready, dont keep us apart.....

Barbie Playground
Barbiiez Playground Come and join diz Sexi azz lette stripper at Barbiiez playground!!!! here is the link to the lounge.... COME HERE AND JOIN US.... THANK YOU TO ALL OF MY FANS AND FRIENDS OF C.T. JUST MESSAGE ME OR WHAT EVER TO CONTACT ME ASK ME ANYTHING YOU WANT IF THAT IS WHAT YOU WANT TO DO. PLEASE KEEP IN TOUCH. THANKS PEACE Also go here click pic Main Lounge

A Soldiers Reply
Man took a flight, he was finally coming home, Feeling more relieved than any man has known, He spent so long, in a place that most fear, And when that plane landed down came a tear, Plane door opens still in uniform he stands, Nervous and confused, about stepping back on home land, He follows the others, checking each face for grief, But all that he noticed was the faces had relief, He steps off the plane and people were there, The Soldier astonished could do nothing but stare, They greeted him with open arms, a hug, and a sign, That said thank you soldier, your life for mine, Soldier walks still in uniform, down the street, He passes a man walking, he looks down to his feet, The man looks to him and stops him in his place, Only the Soldier and him, the man spits in his face, Soldier again with a tear, he asks only why, The man returns with an answer, a brutal reply, I do not respect you for the things that you've done, Soldier just listens as the man cuts h

If I
if i touch your heart would you stay with me? try to be mine and just believe? if i kiss you, and hold you tight, could i keep you, in my life? if i try so hard, what would you say? would you put me down, or help me find the way? if i touch your mind, could you stand my pain? would you leave that moment, and everything change? if i love you, more than you've known, could there be that chance, that's never been shown? if time goes by, and you want to go, would you give up, or let me know? if your sad, would you shed your tear's? i could only promise, i'll be here. i'm not perfect, so forgive me please, give me the chance, i'll try to believe.......

Egypt
I've always found this culture to be brilliant. I don't know much about it,But what i do know makes & and takes me away in fascinating ways. I would love to travel to Egypt ,If not to be inspired ,then at least be spit on by a camel.

Sign The Petition....
http://www.ipetitions.com/petition/vickpitbullfighting/ CONVICTING MICHAEL VICK OF ANIMAL ABUSE...petition text signatures email friends The petition I believe that Michael Vick known as the Atlanta Falcons quarterback should be prosecuted to the fullest extent for animal abuse and negelect where pitbulls are concerned. Vick was knowningly accused for pitbull fighting as well as having over 60 pitbulls on his property! I feel that this incident should be charged to the fullest extent due to the mere fact that he is looked up to as a mentor to our generation of children and has ashamed all that knows him. Just because he is recognized in the NFL does not mean he should get leniency due to the issues regarding animal abuse & neglect of these pitbulls that are thrown in pits to be trained. Our "PITBULL" problems are unjustified due to irresponsible ownership...hyped media and that is a huge issue of them being known as vicious animals and that is why they have such a bad rap!!! If

Stats Of The Day
Just wanted to say thank you..You guys go above and beyond sometimes what i can even imagine. Today there was a trotal of 17 leveled through the help of all of us. Awesome job everyoneHope you all got some new friends and fans. The second Part of this is Im going to clear my family out not that i dont love them and not that they dont mean the word to me.Im going to add the levelers there that way im not always filling everyones bulletin boards with my post. So im asking for those of you that want to work level ups on a regular basis please comment on this blog.Just say add me.. Much Love and Respect to all.

Plague In Lucifers Mind Short Poem..1 Of 3.
He stands solemn alone in his own circle eyes like amber concealed beneath a smile hands clasped together not showing threat, or malevolent intent and yet around him,mountains collapse,Oceans evaporate with unholy fire,the world trembles to shit,and the opening ground devours the fat off the land to satiate an appetite of the holy,the righteous,the two-faced,and those who give you a smile. he pulls back his shroud, reveals eyes of hate, and with a gentle clasp of hands, ignites pure Hell from the Heavens, reigning napalm on everyone,like his very own spit. And still, he smiles and utters not a single word, but Reigns his quiet Terror with the most subtle of gestures,still calm and not yet having summoned his anger. to be cont'd.. - ]>-> -

Suspend Nfl Quarterback Michael Vick For Dogfighting!
Suspend NFL Quarterback Michael Vick for Dogfighting! Dear NFL Commissioner Goodell, Dogfighting is cruel and criminal, and football players must be held accountable like anyone else. Please suspend Vick immediately - anything less would reflect very badly on your judgment, and on the league. [Your Comment Here] Sincerely, [Your Name] [Your Address] To the Top/Sign Petition Email this petition to your friends http://www.thepetitionsite.com/takeaction/354020737

Lessons Learned - Lessons Yet To Learn
Lessons Learned, Lessons Yet To Learn Read Each One Carefully and Think About It a Second or Two 1. I love you not because of who you are, but because of who I am when I am with you. 2. No man or woman is worth your tears, and the one who is, won't make you cry. 3 Just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to, doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. 4. A true friend is someone who reaches for your hand and touches your heart. 5. The worst way to miss someone is to be sitting right beside them knowing you can't have them. 6. Never frown, even when you are sad, because you never know who is falling in love with your smile. 7. To the world you may be one person, but to one person you may be the world. 8. Don't waste your time on a man/woman, who isn't willing to waste their time on you. 9. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one, so that when we finally meet the person, we will know h

Karma
If someone you know had something "bad" happen to them... such as rape. and you knew you could findthe person so easily... would you hurt them? I mean would you kick their ass until they could never walk again? You know the cops don't care about them fuckers... Would you just at least break their jaw? Let me know... C'mon you wouldn't at least take one swing? They're a rapist piece of shit... no one cares about them. or unless i am totally a dickhead... but it's my belief that rapist/anykindof molester should be kicked in the head several billion times. Well thats what i fuckin' believe.

Lesson Learned
sometimes we dont need 2 know the truth behind things, but its much better to find out rather than be n the dark bout your life. im glad i take chances and deal with watever the outcome may b...its just a matter of pickin urself up and movin on... i will always tell you what i feel no fear in that...just dont get your feelings hurt if u dont like what i have to say!

Graves...
This has always bothered me, when you die,your loved ones have to pay around 5,000 for the whole burial. why the fuck.. I say burn the bodies,and then bury a bunch of people together. Does this make me soulless ? I think its really ridiculous though for corpses to be buried all nice. btw,no I'm not high or anything.

Fubar - How Unoriginal
fubar must be the most unoriginal name for a site in this century. Not just that there are many bars in real that are called fubar already, but one of them is a gay bar too lol. Lost Cherry was original and funny. Cherry Tap, lacked the originality, but was kind of ok, if you are drunk and want to show off your goodies. But fubar, is just ordinary and vulgar. I'll give it 5 months, till we get a new name for the site.

Life As I Know It
Don't tell me good things come those who wait I'm done with cliche's that carry no weight I've learned to accept the place I'm in There are just some battle we aren't meant to win Don't tell me not to give up This cherade has carried on long enough Lost the strength to run in circles My heart is worn from so many hurdles This is not some infantile complaint But life is too short to sit around and wait Not looking to be consoled I've just reached my threshold Not one to live in denial Sometimes life is just that brutal So goes this crazy thing I call my life Now I think I will go sleep alone tonight

Why Is It..
Why are people so afraid to let people know that they have feelings?. I went through many blogs,& I've noticed that many of their poems were push aside . Mine in counting ,is it because they are super weird,or people just don't understand them?

Eyes Of A Ghost Poem..
I could never really see much beyond the selfish lining of my heart, that I trust absolutely no one who dares to warm to it. All I ever feel is the distant warmth from a soul I keep locked out in the cold, and harbor in pure fire a hidden wraith someday to wreak havoc among its enemies. All I can manage is to keep inside a sentient anger within walls of benign beauty.. And no matter how many times you spin the wheel of winter, you'll always get the warmth of a summer day, while I keep the coldest of winters to myself.. In the time it took to die, I see with wider eyes and live with greater abandon, and view the World through the eyes of a Ghost.. The Living Dread- ]>->

Whats Been Going On
Okay so heres an update i havent been on here in a while, i had to make a new cherry tap profile cause i couldnt remeber the passowrd and shit to my old one. Anyways i finaly got a job, i work at pudgees its a bar and resturant as a waitress on the airforce base where i live, I love it so far the girls i work with are really nice i make decent money and decent tips too. I needed a job, and it feels so good to work again. Scott and i are doing absoulutly wounderful he and i went to pudgees tomeet up with a few friends, and he danced with me which he never does cause he hates dancing lol. I had so much fun tho dancing, like noone was watching and even if they were oh well i aint embarrased, i admit i CAN dance very well just ask "vickie" lol. My legs are killing me tho. hehehe. Ive met some awesome people in the past 3 months too, chad, leezy, lester, amber H, jen, they have been amazing friends and awesome drinking buddies. I have also gotten more self confidence and self esteem, too in

Rock On
I am listening to this song i wrote and fuck it rocks, I am a hard rock chick. I would die without it. God i love it. It is like my drug. my happy place. It makes me feel naughty on the inside. It is like sex to me. It is beater than sex. Ok that went to far. forget that. But still its the best. flyleaf is like my insperason. how ever u fucking spell it. If u dont listen to it u should. Its good stuff. Well peace out

Do U Hear That?
Do you hear it? Do u feel it? I can't either,it was taken from me I thought i knew what i was doing, I'm a stupid girl I fell for a stupid boy who's in love with another girl. Thought i could change it, Thought my feels were true, i was wrong i should have never done it I'm a stupid girl Now i have to pretend these feelings aren't here These tears are not real This over pounding of hurt thats in my heart means nothing, Push it away like i had to before. 5 months it take whats another few months. Its only me,this stupid girl..... © 2007 Millsmind

*a Lie In The Dark*
As i lay here, In my shadow, Reflecting upon my fears, These eyes turn cold & start to rain. Raining fears of doubt , Laughing clowns circle about , Poking at my Confidence , Shrouding at my life around me. Darkness covers me , It keeps me safe, Lights that wave, Force me to be brave, These scared eyes appear, Which strike me with fear. I shout out; "Put me to rest", Take this life , Its only one, Its only mine. Rejected by you once again, You point and ponder, And wonder why, Why i must suggest to be taken tonight, These tears don't rise , They only fall, Please take me now , "stop pondering why", These cold dark nights , I wish were bright, Fears like these bring such a fight. Alone here with etched thoughts, I take these pills you brought , My body loves ,My heart denies. I hear your voice through these nights, Explaining to me, That it'll be alright, My heart rejects your every invite. I'm pitifully & Strung out, I'm Worth

Unaware
Unaware By Anthony Hunt It's getting old Our little game of give-and-take. If I may be so bold, I gave my all for heaven's sake. You took my words, Returned emotions wholly blank. I guess I'm cursed, Keep comin' back til my knees quake. So I can fall, Be isolated with my ache. But then I call, Breaking promises that I make. To do my best, To dam up that which is like a lake. But then you wrest, The truth that from all others I fake. It's too much to me, that it's not enough That you carry on while I'm still in love. And all I want to do is end these pains To start again to -- to smash these chains. Release me from your loveless grasp I demand of you, I do not ask But you don't even know that you have hold; To you this world I'm in is old This place is cold. Your words still ring within my ears. I've nothing left, so I've got no fears. This life sees me through an icy glare And I know it's not that you don't care, You're just unaware. Day by day

New Drama Free "club" C & T Stash Club
C&T Stash Club is looking for members if you are interested please contact-- C & T Stash Club~~Angeleyes76116~~ or C & T Club~~Seejaykaygee~~ leave a message for either one of us we just help people that need it like helping them level up or rate there stash/ pics that need help get to the next level All we ask is the you add the name C&T Stash Club to your profile name so that others will know that you are in our club thanks seejaykaygee Angeleyes76116 C & T Stash Club~~Angeleyes76116~~@ fubar

Mind Games.
Ok I could fuck myself by doing this. But I hope to god my boyfriend dosnt read this. Well guys I am going to help you out. Some guys say thay understand the mind games us girls try to play on you. Well if you dont then i am going to tell you. If a girl says in a sweet lil voice "Stop being an ass." well she might like it. If she says " If you dont tell me I am never going to talk to you." Well thats never going to happen. Some girls love to play mind games. Its wut thay live for. Me I dont care. I do sometimes but not alot. If i want something I will. Like if I want my boyfriend to buy me something i say " God that is really cool I wish I had the money to get it." There are so many mind games. I use it if I want sex or other things. So guys make sure you give ur woman wut she wants couse in the end it will be good for you.

Please Assist Me
ok my friends/fans, i am going home and won't be back until tuesday nite. as you can see i am really close to leveling up. surprise me when i come back and let me see how close i am to levelling up if i don't make it with all of your nice rates/wonderfull comments.. i thank you one and all. HAVE A GREAT WEEKEND... FUBAR ON!!

Late Night.
I love a late night. I hardly sleep. I love to party. Well i loved to party. And sadly i cant. But I still love late nights. Watching south park or some kind of like fucked up talk show. I love hearign about some chick and her fucked up life. Or geting in a fight at 3 in the morning. Late nights are wut i live for. I never sleep couse i dont want to miss enything. Something could happen and I could miss it. So I stay awake. Waiting for some thing so great to happen. Then I can say I was up to see it. If its the guy next door geting arrested or some top news about aliens takeign over the world. Ok the last part was bullshit but still. I dont want to miss makeing a new friend.Or talking to and old friend. U never now wut can happen on a late night.

The Nature Of Man
The Nature of Man By Anthony Hunt I wanna give you palace made of gold I wanna be as happy now as when we're old. I wanna make you laugh, only cry tears of joy. I wanna know you want it too, baby, don't play coy. But even if my plans don't quite add up Please don't think that I ain't good enough. I'm a failure I'm afraid I'm a weakling But I'll do whatever I can You can say that it isn't all you deserve All I'll say is it's the nature of man. I wanna give you an ocean where our children can swim. I wanna be around to cater to your every whim. I wanna endure your hate just to earn your love. I wanna forever please my gift from above. And there'll be days I know, when I'll let you down. Never said I was perfect, but on my honor bound. I'm not brave I'm not strong I'm not handsome There's better guys all over the land But no one will love you more than I And that's when you see the nature of man. I devote every moment to you. All I need is to see

A Friend
i walked down the streets coridors listening to the echo my shoes made on the cocrete. it echoes like the distant drums beneith mt feet. the street lights made such an erie glow letting me know i had no place to go acrooss the baron streets i watched a lone dog scurry i had no where to go,there was no hurry. by a bench i sat down to rest my weiry soul wishing i had someone to make me whole i lit a cigarett and held my breath being alone was a fate worse than death. i walked to the park and i stood by the gate wandering how,i had met such a fate. i needed someone who to me could lend just the time to be my friend i walked by the fountains now dry as a bone i hated this world that made me alone then i saw with my clouding eye an old man sitting hed started to cry i walked over and i sat by his side an ols felt hat tipped so is face it woul hide. we sat there togather and ner said a word twas not a sound,noteven a bird he finally said in a voice so low theres more

Lil Town Girl
I grew up in a lil town. So people think I am a lil town girl. Well they r so wrong. I hate lil towns. Thay fucking piss me off. Everyone Knows everything about me. I hate it I ger no second chance here. Thay all hate me. I mean I am a good person. Ok thats a lie. Well I can be when I want to. It is hard couse I hate everyone here. I am like so not like them. The only thing I have in comon with the country people is i love beer. That is all. Yea its sad. But I am me. And i will never be a small town girl.

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True To My Word
True To My Word By Anthony Hunt Did you think I was lying? Have I ever stopped crying? Whithout you I'm just dying. My message ain't underlying. Can't get no sleep late at night. life without you ain't right. My existance a blight. But I'll stay pure as Snow White. Gonna be true to my word I don't care what you heard. You gave all the love that I need. For an eternity. I'm gonna hold to my vow: No more lovers, no how I'll be okay by myself I don't deserve no one else. You were the love of my life I wanted you for my wife But all I did was cause strife Now I'm cut like a knife With no one else I could be It'd be just you and just me. Like one and one making three Another girl? An inequality. It ain't like these words ain't real That's still how I feel. Took my heart as a thief steals And now the wounds just won't heal. Gonna be true to my word I don't care what you heard. You gave all the love that I need. For an eternity. I'm gonna hol

68-blind To The World
I remember when we were so together Nothing could ever tear us apart Then the pills became too bitter Until there was nothing left to save Now we're standing here Waiting for the tide to roll in But the story's come to an end When the pieces of your puzzle Lay scattered on the shore You're blind to the world You were there counting your scars Like the martyr you never were You wanted to be the only survivor In a war that would never cease Now you're standing here Waiting for your tide to roll in But your story's come to an end When the pieces of your puzzle Lay scattered on the shore You're blind to the world I watch in fear as innocence burns away Can't help counting the casualties A lonely canvass fades while the meanings are strained Interpretations in the last pages of a life Now I'm standing here Waiting for my tide to roll in But this story's come to an end When the pieces of my puzzle Lay scattered on the shore I'm blind to the world

What Is Love?
HERES A PARAGRAPH OUT OF A BOOK I WAS READING, AND IT JUST MADE ME THINK OF HOW MANY PEOPLE HAVE SHIT TWISTED. WELL ANYWAYS, TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK... "i know what love isn't. Love isn't lust. love isn't romanticism, being wined and dined. It isn't a one-sided realationship of just fulfilling someone's needs or having your own needs met. It isn't about cooking him dinner every night, buying her expensive presents, or sleeping together. Love isn't having dependency on another person or needing a partner to have a sence of self or to be worth something. Love isn't hurting a person intentionally, weather its inflicting emotional or physical pain. Love isn't about desiring somebody becuse you love the stability a relationship provides. Love isn't getting stuck in the rut of a relationships comfort and security, qualities of a partnership that are sometimes mistaken for stronger feelings long after the magic is gone. That's what love isn't. Now let me tell you what i think love i

Just Go
Just Go By Anthony Hunt You stopped givin' a damn so long ago Your words hit me harder than a Roy Jones Jr. blow. "You deserve better," that's what all my friend say, But I wouldn't buy that crap that they shoveled 'til today. This love's 'round my neck like a hangman's noose, But now I think I'm ready to finally cut loose. So just leave, just go I don't want you anymore I gotta life that's right in front of me that's begging to be lived. It's not right, it's not fair That I'm the only one who cares You got all of the attention that my heart could bear to give. So won't you just go. I've wrestled with depression, with sadness I fought. I'm givin' it my all to get you out of my thoughts. We ain't gonna be lovers, said we couldn't be friends. Am I really ready for my one true love to end? She moved away from me so happily, And now I gotta shower that she won't break me. So just leave, just go I don't want you anymore I gotta life that's right in f

67-acoustic Heart
Lately it feels like I'm drowning Further and further from the shore I try to fight the tide but I know its only time Til I'm further and further out of reach Can't keep from losing breathe no more chances i'll regret Further and further from my home Should I keep holding onto things I've done so wrong Deeper and deeper into sleep And I know I won't find another day to wait And I know I can't close my eyes to another taste of grace Lately it seems like we're drifting Further and further from the light I try it on my own, til all the seeds are sown Further and further from the truth And the walls that i built up seem to touch the sky Until; you are further and further out of sight The emptiness tears apart leaving only an acoustic heart Further and further from your view And I know I won't find another day to wait And I know I can't close my eyes to another taste of grace

Jimmy Page Vs. Steve Vai
Here ya go! Here's the latest ballot on Jimmy Page VS. Steve Vai- Jimmy Page-36 Votes Steve Vai-10 Votes Your Axefight Champ once again, Mr. Jimmy Page! Stick around for the next round in my latest MUMM and many thanks!

Yet Another One From Dj Dynamite
I don't think you will ever fully understand how you've touched my life and made me who I am. I don't think you could ever know just how truly special you are that even on the darkest nights you are my brightest star. I don't think you will ever fully comprehend how you've made my dreams come true or how you've opened my heart to love and the wonders it can do. You've allowed me to experience something very hard to find unconditional love that exists in my body, soul, and mind. I don't think you could ever feel all the love I have to give and I'm sure you'll never realize you've been my will to live. You are an amazing person and without you I don't know where I'd be. Having you in my life completes and fulfills every part of me.

My Baby Boy Is A Month Old
cant believe it my son is already a month old .So amazing he is getting so big and hes just so cute .I couldnt ask for anything better.I LOVE HIM so much.MY hubby is being a sweetheart hes helping me out and shit .I got mad cause He wasnt helping me enough but really he was helping me what he could but now he realizes I need to get sleep to lol.I love my little family.Cant wait to have another.

Writing
I sit here think of what to right. writing is the one thing im good at. I can type wut i mean. Wut is in my head. I wonder wut life would be without me. Wut if there wasnt beer. I think the weirdest things. I think happy things and sad things. I think of how happy i would be away from here. I wonder wut if i would have stayed with him. But at the end of all of the thinkign i get no were. And i am right back were i started.

Anyone Serious
am putting out a request to all ladys is there anyone serious to marry me am in uk got own bussiness fixing and building computers got a shop opening new shop computer literate not a geek though check me out will treat you as a princess and love you with all my heart body and soul i never argue or fightcheck me out derek top dance lounge ukchristyain born again 14yearsgod bless you allxxxx

The Boy In The Back
The Boy In The Back By Anthony Hunt Together They were the life of the party And he never Dared go anywhere without his darling For so long Everyone thought them insperable But he lost her, Took for granted what was once dependable And now his pride keeps bringing back to the crowd, yeah. But seeing her happy with her new man makes him wanna - shout out loud Let them dance As the boy in the back stares, longing He had his chance But his girl was tired of his wronging Now he's alone, It's for the best, he whispers quietly But deep down, He wishes someone would notice, just slightly. No, let them dance. Their parting Cost him dear friends he thought he did love Even worse, He crawled back in the hole she brought him out of. Now he's scared To share himself with any other 'Cause he knows The anguish of losing a lover. He trusted her so much, gave her all of his heart, yeah. but now he knows better; he'll never be open, never let his - secrets depa

Have You Ever.....
Have you ever sat there and thought about your life and wondered what was next? I've been doing that a whole hell of a lot lately. My life isn't exactly where I would like it to be and I know I have taken that out on a lot of people that don't really deserve it. To them, and you know who you are, I m truly sorry. I find myself wanting so much more from life then what I have right now but I am at a loss for how to get there. Maybe working and going to school will help me get to where I need to be. I only pray it isn't at the sacrifice of others. I'm in a new relationship with a woman that I really care for but we haven't had as much time together as I know she would like. I'm hoping that once the work and school schedule get straightened out that we will be on track to where I would like us to be. Bear with me princess.....you know I got nothing but love and respect for you! I guess that is the end of me rambling right now. Thanks for letting me get it all out!! XOXOXOXOXOXOX :) M

Life
I am standing on a cliff looking down on all of u. I am afrade to talk to be a part of life. I am afrade i might hurt people. But then some one gives me a reson to want to live. They tell me I can do good. Just dont give up. Yea I wish it was that easy. I am afrade to live my own life. So I let others fun it for me.

I Love Im I Love Him Not..
I love him i love him not. It goes through my head all the time. I am afrade to love. I have been hurt so many times. He loves me he loves me not. I think wut does he see in me. Im not that great. I love him i love him not. Should I take a step instead of backing away. He loves me he loves me not. He says he does but does he mean it. I love him I love him not. Over and over. Its driving me crazy. I cant get the thought of how he might really love me. I am lost scared. I hope I find my way. I am sick of beign lost.

If I Was President
Well for all u people like me u would love it. There would be no wars. I fucking hate war. I mean I have had alot of people die couse the fucking president wont get them out of there. I mean I love wut there doing for our country but I am sick of hearing familys loosign a loved one. It makes me sick.

Attention All Nighthawks And Family Members And Freinds
GOOD EVENING EVERYONE .. FIRST OFF I HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A WONDERFUL WEEKEND .. NOW TO WHY I AM POSTING .. WE NEED ALL BOMBERS AND FAMILY MEMBERS ON THIS CONTEST A.S.A.P SMIRKS .. I AM MAKING THIS MY PRIORITY TO MAKE THIS FAMILY MEMBER REACH 1ST PLACE ON THIS CONTEST .. IF YOU HAVE NOT HIT YOUR LIMIT IN BOMBS PLEASE CLICK ON THIS LINK AND GET HERE FAST .. AND LETS SHOW WHAT A TRUE FAMILY CAN DO WHEN THE MIND IS SET TO IT .. MY FREINDS ON MY FREINDS LIST .. EVEN JUST TO RATE THE PICTURE A * 10 * WOULD HELP OUT ALOT .. THANK YOU THE DEVILISH ONE .. SMIRKSSSSSSSS

A Real Life Blog.....
So this isn't a poem... it isn't a story or anything of the sort. It is me deciding to share some things about myself with you... Those who know me through here, in real life or otherwise know that I've gone through some difficult times in my life... From early childhood on, I had to be the "dependable" one and had to care for those around me -- be it my sisters, mom or dad. It became second nature for me to nurture others and take care of them. And in the process of doing so, I lost sight of taking care of myself. Its taken some very close friends and a very special man to help me realize that I've been neglecting myself during all of this. In the process of neglecting myself, I ended up marrying a man who turned out to be a liar, abusive in many different ways and a cheater. I went through hell being married to him. I lost so much of myself because of him... I lost who I was and I lost a lot of strength and self assurance. And slowly I am working towards reclaiming tha

Does God Hate Me.
I am trying to figure out wut i did to be punished like this. I am always sad. Even if my life is going great. I try to stay out of trouble but it is the one thing I am good at. It is the only thing I can do right. I try to get beater but its not easy. I have no one here to help me. I feel like no one wants to help. But I guess I will have to get use to it.

Thanking God
I thank God every day for all He has done for me and for all He has brought me through. He has done so much for me that I can't even begin to thank Him enough. I love the Lord God with all my heart and soul and I am proud to say that.

Broken Record
Broken Record By Anthony Hunt Tossin' and turnin' In my bed. Your face keeps comin' 'round Inside of my head. But it's been months since I ruined, The best thing I ever had. But every night I'm still dreamin' About those times I was glad But I wake up to the truth That you've long since gone. But when I turn on the radio, You're in every sad song. Can't get away from your smile, Asleep or awake. I pray to help forget you How much faith will it take? Oh, you broken record Get out of my mind But I deserve this torment For being so unkind Part of me can't understand How our love went so wrong But deep inside I know I'm to blame For redemption I long. Now each day I wake up, I get up and I go. But no one seems to notice That it's all just a show. Now I became a soldier So at least we'll be apart. But even when I'm overseas You'll be taking up my heart The only comfort I receive Is that you're happy with your new boy. But I would give up all I ha

All Site Is Now Open To Mr Dj Azzy Dek Top Dance Loungexxxx
this is the best sight i love all people and life. anyone want to be friends come check me out am all ways here its 6.33am here but hyperactive never sleep.my pics are fun lets all reunite as one big family.rate my blogs blogs on blogs and sites .reach arms across the sea and join as onergod bless you all derek north west united kingdomthanks and rate and fan all new members.thanks my family friends top member pics are rated amazingly check out all today derek christain top dance loungexxxx

Love Fcukin Sucks
I THINK LOVE SUCKS...SERIOUSLY. I HAVE NOT EVER BEEN LOVE. I THOUGHT I WAS IN LOVE ONCE, BUT IF IT WAS LOVE, THEN WHY ARENT WE STILL TOGETHER??? I HAVE HAD MY SHARE OF GUYS, AND NO ONE IS PERFECT. ITS NORMAL TO ARGUE, AND TO DISAGREE ON DIFFERENT THINGS, BUT WHEN ITS TOO MUCH OF IT...IT NOT HEALTHY TO ME. MY EX BOYFRIEND FROM A WHILE BACK JUST BROKE MY HEART ON TWO. I THOUGHT I WAS IN LOVE WITH HIM, BUT HE DID ME WRONG IN EVERY WAY POSSIBLE. I MEAN, GUYS HAVE TRIED TO GO OUT WITH ME TELLING ME THAT HTYE WANT TO GET TO KNOW ME...BUT AT THAT TIME, I NEVER GAVE THEM A CHANCE. THATS MY FAULT...AND WHERE DO I STAND NOW?? WELL, I DOUBT EVERY GUY IN THE BOOK. I FEEL LIKE ALL MEN ARE NOTHING BUT LIES...I THINK THAT NO MAN WILL EVER BE FAITHFUL TO HIS WIFE...I MEAN, DOESNT HE GET TORED OF THE SAME PUSSY EVERY NIGHT?? I THINK AS LONG AS THERE ARE WHORES AND SLUTS AROUND...YOUR MAN WILL NEVER STICK WITH YOU...A LOT OF PEOPLE THAT I DONT EVEN KNOW, THINK I AM A SLUT AND A WHORE, BUT IM NOT...IM JU

Another One From My Baby.... Dj Dynamite
WILL YOU HOLD ME AND TELL ME THESE FEELINGS ARE REAL WILL YOU TAKE YOUR LIPS AND PRESS THEM GENTLEY TO MINE WILL YOU TAKE MY HAND,WALK WITH ME,AND TELL ME HOW YOU FEEL WILL YOU BE MY FRIEND,MY LOVER,TELL ME EVERYTHING IS FINE WILL YOU LOVE ME,IF I GIVE YOU MY HEART TO KEEP WILL YOU SUPPORT ME WHEN I TRY SOMETHING NEW WILL YOU LAY IN MY ARMS TALKING AS WE DRIFT OFF TO SLEEP WILL YOU LOVE ME AND RESPECT ME AS MUCH AS I DO YOU WILL YOU SHARE YOUR SECRETS AND MAKE ME FEEL SPECIAL EACH DAY WILL YOU LET ME LOVE YOU,AND TREAT YOU LIKE THE ANGEL YOU ARE WILL YOU OPEN YOUR HEART,LET ME LOVE YOU IN A SPECIAL WAY WILL YOU OR IS THIS JUST A WISH UPON A FALLING STAR.....

Awww
"Girl: Do i ever cross ur mind? Boy: No Girl: Do you like me? Boy: Not really Girl: Do you want me? Boy: No Girl: Would you cry if I left? Boy: No Girl: Would you live for me? Boy: No Girl: Would you do anything for me? Boy: No Girl: Choose--me or ur life Boy: my life The girl runs away in shock and pain and the boy runs after her and says... The reason you never cross my mind is because you're always on my mind. The reason why I don't like you is because I love you. The reason I don't want you is because I need you. The reason I wouldn't cry if you left is because I would die if you left. The reason I wouldn't live for you is because I would die for you. The reason why I'm not willing to do anything for you is because I would do everything for you. The reason I chose my life is because you ARE my life.

Something That I Wrote A Long Time Ago
i'm sorry i'm sorry i made you cry i'm sorry i made you hate the fact you loved me i'm sorry i fell so hard for you i'm sorry you feel the way you do i'm sorry you smile through the tears when i walk in to a room i'm sorry i made you feel like less than you were i'm sorry for being who i am i'm sorry for what i did i'm sorry for living the way i do i'm sorry for hurting you i'm sorry for trying to walk to the ends of the earth for you i'm sorry i hate it when i think of the way i love you and most of all i'm sorry i wake up and feel regret for being the way we were and will never be again i should have called this thoughts from a teenage mind but i just called it i'm sorry

Go Recon By A Harley Oooorraaaah
Corps looking for more Marines to go recon By John Hoellwarth - Staff writer Posted : Friday Jul 20, 2007 15:06:59 EDT First-term Marines hoping to re-enlist for the $61,000 bonus offered for a lateral move into reconnaissance no longer have to pass a screening test with their local snake-eaters before shipping off to the toughest military occupational specialty school the Corps has to offer, according to a Corps-wide message released Wednesday. The recon lat-move bonus, currently the highest offered to first-term Marines, speaks to the Corps’ need to draw personnel into a field that must grow on pace with the service’s efforts to add 22,000 Marines to the force by 2011. Even with its increased need for recon Marines, the Corps isn’t lowering standards to meet personnel shortfalls in the recon field, and removing the first step in the screening process does not change the basic requirements, according to MarAdmin 417/07. “The intent of these pending changes is to opt

My Baby Wrote This
In to the night when the darkness makes me vulnerable I long for your hand to hold. There are some things about you I don't understand But that might take forever to unfold. Even with the miles which separate us and the fact we have not yet met My heart you have stolen from me And I wait here for you so patiently. This emotion in my heart for you grows stronger each day I love you with all my heart please tell me that you'll stay I’ll give you what I can I’ll give you what you need As long as you promise to do the same for me. And though some things I’d like to say May not come out right Perhaps I’ll save them for another day When my mind gets them insight So for now keep this thought with you You have someone here who will always love you.

Ct/fubar Marriages??
Alright, someone want to explain to me what's up with that? And why have I not been asked yet? Lmao....This is not another pity blog, like the "crush" one, Ok Steve????? I'm just curious.....I see so many that have marriage licenses and I feel left out now......But then again, someone told me never to do it. lol Ahhhh...... Ok, that is all

Crushes
these crushes are dumb, i keep getting crushes from guys just to have them disapear a day later lol, im flattered by the crush but damn dont take it away :P with that said, 2 days till my birthday so talk to me before i get too old

My Pics
Ok big deal I have a nice size rack but there is more to me than my tits!! Get real that is not why I am on this site,,,, I am here to make new friends nothing more nothing less. If your gonna be judging me on my tits then I guess I need to leave the site permanently and just say to hell with the net because I can see on here Im not going to get any respect regardless of what Im wearing!!

This Is My Promise To You
Promises are worth it's weight in gold. We have all said those words, or phrase to be quite literate. I have spoke those words with a forked tongue as I have also heard that very phrase with a forked tongue. Does any of us really understand the meaning behind the phrase? Do we just speak it because it is programmed into our thoughts, without realizing, the consequences associated with the phrase? Could it be that, we all speak in forked tongue with the word promise? Does any of us know, the origin of the word promise? I had made many promises to myself and to others. I spoke that word with a forked tongue, not only to myself but to others as well. The word promise, is in our vocabulary of trained speech and thoughts. The word has become a habit of speech to many. I had kept that habit for a very long time. Until, I broke that habit. I had made a promise, to make a promise. Unbeknown to myself the power this word held, My promise, had become my promise. The promise I had made to m

Ills Of Society
"No drug, not even alcohol, causes the fundamental ills of society. If we're looking for the source of our troubles, we shouldn't test people for drugs. We should test them for stupidity, ignorance, greed, and love of power." -P.J. O'Rourke

One Last Teardrop,one Last Goodbye
The last teardrop The last goodbye The flag is still flying high I remember your smile it sticks in my head you looked so tired when I last saw your face, so beaten up inside couldnt stop the tears from falling I miss you so much. so here's to you my friend my love, my heart I know you are watching from somewhere up above just wish I could have said goodbye. I'll never forget you or the price you paid to give us our freedom Freedom was not for free and you proved it with your life So if you can hear me my friend I love you and God Bless you I'll be missing you I will never forget One last teardrop One last goodbye No more letters from home I will keep you close in my heart forever Goodbye my friend I will see you again someday

The Looking Glass
That's how strong The Looking Glass can become. When you have it in you, you have it in you. The power it possess, controls what gift it has chosen to give to you. Fallacy ? The heart is extremely powerful as well. When mixing the heart with the ingredients of, love, care, kindness, personality and softness in the atmosphere, combing it all in with The Looking Glass, you become a product of your environment. A product of your environment. I have become an product of my environment. An environment, that has seeped it's way into my blood. The very blood that flows through my veins. I cant let go. I wont let go. I tried to change, I can not. I had gone against the very words I have been lecturing to everyone. This only proves and gives validity as to what I have been expressing in previous Blog's. The Looking Glass , isn't something you are able to just forget about and expect it to go away. The Looking Glass, once obtained, will be with you forever. The looking Glass is a gift.

The Military
It is absolutely wonderful to see how many people are in support of our troops on this site. It makes me proud to be a part. What I wonder is how many of us have thought of taking it from verbal to support to doing something to actually help those coming back from overseas or by helping support family members of those that are gone. But seeing all this had got me thinking of it again. Someone from my work whos husband is military puts together boxes of things to send to the soldiers in Iraq.. she puts out lists for people to buy them necessities that they dont have, and sets up a drob box in our local stores.. I have also seen email a soldier, or things where you can donate minutes or calling cards for the soldiers to talk to their loved ones. If you are a good listener consider going to your local veterans hospital and visiting with the soldiers there, or talking with their wives and children if they are overseas. I know I am going to find ways to take my support beyond words and tur

Sent To The Flames Of Hell
The flames of hell can burn you for eternity if sent to the flames often. I have been sent to the flames on many occasions. I have felt the burning sensation flow through my soul. I have been left with scars for all eternality. I have vowed vengeance on the very souls that had sent me to the flames of hell. I had made good on my vows. The burning had precipitated from my body, only leaving scars to my soul. My vengeance had been carefully planned. It had taken over a year to make good on my vows. The wait was well worth the time sacrificed. I was no longer the character "Piggy" in hell's greatest movie ever made, "The lord of The Flies". I was now, the character "Simon" from TLOTF. I had religiously, offered my body to hell's kitchen. I had seen the power of hell's soldier's, bestow their strength upon the weak. My vows to vengeance, had more strength than the soldier's could ever imagine. Hell's soldier's, had met their new General. My vengeance was not for them, my vengean

If You Love Me... Let Me Know... If You Don't... Then Let Me Go...
1. My ex.....is a jerk 2. I am listening to......music to help me cheer up. 3. I talk.......too much 4. I love.......God, my family,my friends,music, and photography. 5. My best friends....are awesome. 6. My first kiss was.......not the best kiss ever. 7. I wish…..Men wouldn't treat me like shit and that i find one guy to prove to me that he is different from the other men. 8. I hate it when people......are rude. 9. Love is........complicated 10. Marriage is.....is supposed to be the bonding of people who truly love each other but now people are taking it forgranted. 11. Somewhere, someone is thinking......of me. 12. I'll always......be myself, no matter what. 13. I have a secret crush on....Zac Effron 14. The last time I cried was because....cause the man I thought liked me, never really liked me at all and is ashamed of me. 15. My cell phone.......is noisy. 16. When I wake up in the morning.......I always have to pee really bad. 17. Bef

Segregated By The Segregation Of Society
We live in a world of segregation. We all have been segregated by society, family, friends, enemy's, churches and ourselves. Segregation does exist in today's world, we are just to judgmental and programmed to sense the segregation. I have been experiencing segregation for quite sometime now. I have also witnessed, society segregate each other. Many of our own families and relatives, have segregated us. Many and possibly all of us, are blinded too vision and sense the segregation. The only segregation we all are programmed to know and vision, is the segregation taught to us in World History in our school system. Take a deep breath and clear all your negative and positive thoughts streaming it's way though your mind and soul. Before reading any further, take twenty minutes or so and visualize your surroundings and yourself. Has anything physical changed about yourself or your surroundings? Have you received some kind of lecture about the change? Have you exhausted your very last b

Dakota + Lakota Links
Dakota Language Lessons http://fpcctalkindian.nativeweb.org Dakoteyah Wogdaka! – Talk Dakota! http://www.nativeshop.org/dakoteyah/dakoteyah_wogdaka.html Lakota Iyapi - Der Dialekt der Lakota - information in German about the Lakota language, including online lessons: http://www.geocities.com/Lakota_Iyapi/ Lakota Language - information about and texts in Lakota http://www.inext.cz/siouan/ Lakota Language Consortium http://www.lakhota.org Lakota Books http://www.lakotabooks.com Lakhota Sioux Heritage, Culture and Language site http://www.lakhota.com ELKDREAMER: David Little Elk - information about the Lakota language, Lakota courses and music: http://www.malakota.com Oceti Wakan - Sacred Fireplace (a non profit dedicated to the preservation of lakota culture and language): http://www.ocetiwakan.org

If You Were To See Me..would You....
Tell me that you have been reading my blogs? 2. Tell me that you have voted "yes" for me on "Do You Like"? 3. Ask me to explain a blog that has intrigued you? 4. Sit by me, if you were to see me in a public place? 5. Come up to me and introduce yourself ? 6. Ask me if I am really a shy guy? 7. Talk to me? 8. Ask me to join you for lunch? 9. Ask me something you had always wondered about me? 10. Be honest enough to tell me what you think of my writings and my Myspace page? 11.Ask me my age? 12. Wonder what do I think of you? 13. Tell me, that I had voted yes for you on "Do You Like"? 14. Take a picture of us together? 15. Wonder what I'm truly like? 16. Ask for my email? 17. Give me your email? 18. Like to know something private about myself? 19. Stop holding hands with your boyfriend, if I was to see you? 20. Tell me why you voted "yes"? 21. Ask me why I voted "Yes" for you? 22. Know if there was chemistry? 23. Tell me,

Where's The Alpha Male
To answer the question, I'm here writing this Blog. If you really would like to know "Where's The Alpha Male?" aka..(see pic), You would have to get up with the birds to really see me, physically. Why would anyone be that interested in meeting me anyways? I'm just a normal guy with a family. The ring? Well, that is a very long story and private. Only a handful know the reason. I walk with birds while many of you are still sleeping. I enjoy being there when the birds awake. I enjoy who I meet there and like the energy I get, three miles long, after i'm there. Yes, the place is in Ohio. It cures the bore, man would get. I would never know, if I had ever passed by any of my readers, as I said before, i am a shy guy. I'll let you know one thing about me, when I am there. If you see me looking at you, it's only because, I can not just give you one look. You turn heads, not once, not twice, but for me, you turn it thrice. If you see me staring at you, please don't take of

Fantasies
We all have fantasies about someone, something or someplace. We all would like our fantasies to come true to us at some point in our lives. I believe many of us, mistaken what actually we consider to be a fantasy. Fantasies can be naughty or nice for many of us. Could we, actually be mistaken our fantasy, to actually be, a skeleton in the closet? Ask yourself this one question, would I be able to tell my fantasy, if asked, without any hesitation, whether it is naughty or nice? When does one's fantasy become their skeleton in the closet? Could it become a skeleton, when acted upon? That would most likely depend on, what you consider to be a fantasy. We all learn about what a fantasy is from many of different sources. Most commonly, we learn about fantasies from our parent's or school teacher's. Every fantasy I had heard as a child was of something wonderful or magical. I had heard fantasies with excitement and comfort in many voices. My mind had been programmed to believe, that

Listen
Everyone need to live there life there way and not the way everyone else wants u to dont let people tell u who to be with or how to act or dress or anything else if it makes u happy go for it u learn from ur mistakes thats what life is all about i use to let people and i said one day fuck what people think and look at me now i am the happest i have ever been in my life with my new husband and my kids so take it from me its ur life live it u only have one

Sex Facts
THINGS THAT WOMEN MIGHT WANT TO KNOW- 1) 94% of men lie about their penis size. According to condom manufacturers, only 6% of men need to use extra large condoms. 2) The average man is 4-5 inches long when erect; no matter what you have heard ladies, that's the truth. Incidentally the average vaginal capacity is only 6 inches, for you women who think you can handle king dong. 3) 80% of American men are circumcised, though Pediatrics say it is not necessary. 4) No matter what all the ads say nothing but time can make your penis grow. (most men reach the end of their growth by the early 20's) 5) There is no correlation between penis size and shoe size, hand size, or nose size. 6) Blue balls does exist! It's technically called "pro static congestion." 7) Only 16% of men shave their privates. - THINGS MEN MiGHT WANT TO KNOW - 1) Only 9% of women around the globe consider themselves "attractive" (20% of British women do). 43% of women use the term "natural", 24%

Tell Me What U Think
have you ever just sat there and wonder if you found your true love the guy u always dreamed about the one who loves you for u and doesn’t care how bitchy you get even if you say stuff that hurts him but he still finds it in his heart to love you always the guy who worships the ground you walk on and no matter what finds the time and way to tell you he loves you and cares for u the type of guy when he knows your hurting and upset finds his way to make you better even if it’s with a little simple poem when you find that guy u need to keep him close to you and never let him go cuz those guys are hard to find and I am glad I found

Mass Delete For Fumail (from One Of The Fubar Bouncers)
I know that some of you are already aware of this, it would seem that I am a little slow. There is a way to mass delete your Cmail...or is it FuMail now? lol Hit the shift button and hold it down...scroll down to the bottom message...click on the bottom message in your list..the other messages in there will highlight. Then hit delete. *Poof* 20 messages gone. I just cleared almost 500 messages from my inbox. :) Took me a couple minutes. So..there ya go. Time saving tip. Oh yah...get FUBAR'd. lol :-S YotD

Soldiers Cry
When The night becomes so dark with so much pain. If you listen real close can you hear the soldiers cry Is anyone out there Is anyone listening to my prayers. All his friends know he might not come out alive but he would pay the price. When the thunder crashes in the sky know his heart is breaking. He knows God will pick him up in the end. God will come to the rescue. On the battlefield everyone becomes brothers, but if you listen real close you can hear a soldier cry Is anyone out there can anyone hear my prayers He came across the universe today to hear the angels saying you're going home So if you look real close you can see the smile of a soldier going home, because someone was listening someone was out there someone heard his prayers. Listen real close cause you can still hear the soldiers crying. I'll fight for you and I will die for you God Bless You! We will never forget.

Love Is
Love is Being happy for the other person When they are happy Being sad for the other person When they are sad Being together in good times And being together in bad times Love is the source of strength Love is Being honest with yourself at all times Being honest with the other person at all times Telling, listening, respecting the truth And never pretending Love is the source of reality Love is An understanding that is so complete that You feel as if you are a part of the other person Accepting the other person just the way they are And not trying to change them to be something else Love is the source of unity Love is The freedom to pursue your own desires While sharing your experiences with the other person The growth of one individual alongside of And together with the growth of another individual Love is the source of success Love is The excitement of planning things together The excitement of doing things together Love is the source of the future Love

50% Woman
Do you know what a 50% Woman is? Well, let me tell you, so you'll know the definition of one, She's the one who's gonna take all that that pain and insecurities and make them undone. My 50% Woman is definately gone be a winner, she's gonna be about her shyt, She'll let me know she aint going no where and Im not either, cause she's legit. Because she's my 50% Woman.. She'll take my keys without asking and bring my car back with only a half a tank left, Wear all my damn wife beaters..and hides my damn fitteds.. Leave me the hall closet for my shyt, and keep the walk in for herself... Go in my wallet and take what she wants and leaves what I need.. Wear my J's to go outside and check the mail.. Drinking 50% of the fuckin koolaid... And 85% of the fuckin bed (hopefully I'll get some cover) But its ok, Because with a 50% Woman, there's a discount 4 everything you need, That hot cooked meal when you get to the crib, Loving your child as her own (If you have

My King
Why do I struggle and challenge thee Is it to see if I can bring thee to your knees No, it to see if you are strong enough to challenge me To see if you can bring me to my knees To see if you can have me bowing down to you It’s my challenge to find that true one That can bring me to this The one that can stand there And endure my challenge, my struggle As I attempt to accept my bond Watching me go and knowing Full well I will be back At your feet on my knee's Awaiting my fate For this true one I will bow down at his feet And exclaim to thee That you are my true King

Sex Story Pt. 2
As I stick my tongue deep inside your universe, I orbit your milky way galaxy with my fingertips. The lavishing moans you give stronger than a gravitational pull..pulling me deep..deep…deep into your inducing desire. The sweet taste of your warm nectar dripping like venom from a serpent, and like fangs, my two fingers invade your Berlin Walls..sending shivers up your spine..you wrap your legs around my head tightly as your back arches like the Golden Gate Bridge. With the mere sucking of your Pearl Harbor….BOOM….multiple explosions. And like hot magma slowly flowing from the tops of Mount krackatoa, cum upsurges from the depths of your now gratified hymen. Now your body is shaking in erotic convulsions as if you were having shock therapy. Just tasting my fingers would simply not be enough, I inject my tongue for a serving of your delicious nourishment. MMMMMmmm…so sweet, so ripe, so creamy….What's that you say??? You still want more?? No problem, before you know it I'm already strapped

Puns Intended
` Here are the ten first place winners in the International Pun Contest: 1. A vulture boards an airplane, carrying two dead raccoons. The stewardess looks at him and says, "I'm sorry, sir, only one carrion allowed per passenger." 2. Two fish swim into a concrete wall. The one turns to the other and says "Dam!" 3. Two Eskimos sitting in a kayak were chilly, so they lit a fire in the craft. Unsurprisingly it sank, proving once again that you can't have your kayak and heat it too. 4. Two hydrogen atoms meet. One says, "I've lost my Electron." The other says "Are you sure?" The first replies, "Yes, I'm positive." 5. Did you hear about the Buddhist who refused Novocain during a root canal? His goal: transcend dental medication. 6. A group of chess enthusiasts checked into a hotel and were standing in the lobby discussing their recent tournament victories. After about an hour, the manager

Crazy Horse
Crazy Horse (Tashunkewitko) was born on the Republican River about 1845. He was killed at Fort Robinson, Nebraska, in 1877, so that he lived barely thirty-three years. He was an uncommonly handsome man. While not the equal of Gall in magnificence and imposing stature, he was physically perfect, an Apollo in symmetry. Furthermore he was a true type of Indian refinement and grace. He was modest and courteous as Chief Joseph; the difference is that he was a born warrior, while Joseph was not. However, he was a gentle warrior, a true brave, who stood for the highest ideal of the Sioux. Notwithstanding all that biased historians have said of him, it is only fair to judge a man by the estimate of his own people rather than that of his enemies. The boyhood of Crazy Horse was passed in the days when the western Sioux saw a white man but seldom, and then it was usually a trader or a soldier. He was carefully brought up according to the tribal customs. At that period the Sioux prided the

Sex Story.. Pt 1
IT'S HOT AND HEAVY AND THE ATMOSPHERE IS FILLED WITH SEDUCTION. WITH THAT TOWEL WRAPPED AROUND YOUR WET BODY FRESH OUT OUT THE SHOWER. I CAN SMELL YOUR FRESHNESS AS YOU WALK RIGHT PAST ME. I GRAB YOUR HAND AND PULL YOU IN FRONT OF ME, UNWRAP THE TOWEL WITH ANTICIPATION AS IF ON CHRISTMAS DAY. I GRAB YOUR HIPS AND PULL YOU CLOSER. FEELING HOW SOFT YOUR SKIN IS, WAITING TO TASTE HOW SWEET YOU ARE. YOU STRADDLE MY LAP, AS YOUR SWEET AROMA FILLS MY NOSE. I PLANT SOFT WET KISSES ON YOUR NECK AND SHOULDERS, I HEAR YOU SOFTLY MOAN AS YOU RUN YOUR FINGERS THROUGH MY HAIR. I SLOWLY TAKE MY HANDS AND GENTLY EMBRACE YOUR BREASTS AND I HUNGRILY DEVOUR YOUR CHOCOLATE LIKE NIPPLES. A DEEP MOAN ARUPTS DISPLYAYING YOUR IMMENSE PLEASURE. I CAN FEEL YOUR HEAT AS YOU GRIND YOUR PELVIC AGAINST MINE. TWO BODIES IN UNISON LIKE PEACHES AND CREAM. I SLIDE MY TWO FINGERS INSIDE YOU AND HEAR YOUR MUFFLED SCREAM. YOU WHISPER SOFTLY IN MY EAR, "MORE"! I GO DEEPER, I CAN FEEL YOUR JUICES RUNNING DOWN MY HAND. I SL

Single Thoughts
Damn Im so fuckin glad that I can now call myself SINGLE... Good to truly know...that I can go OUT and mingle... Didnt think I'd ever get a chance to say this...but fuck it.. Not having to argue and fight...make up, then break up...I luv it... Yeah it gets better and better each day without the drama and stress... Im glad I had this experience...Now I will never again settle for less... Im not being cocky....I just no I deserve much better than that... And if you've ever been in my shoes...you know its a fact... Feels so damn good to be free...almost dont wanna go back!!! Almost... $olo 3/07

A Good-bye
When your world is filled with gloom, And happiness can find no room. When desperation and strife, Have taken over your life. And the pain and despair You can no longer bare A quick solution I have found Sits within your grasp. A pretty pill Will kill your ills And leave this world behind you. You'll just slip into sleep, Where you'll no longer weep And you'll leave behind Your cares and woes While your eyes will forever close. Perhaps the afterlife, Will meet your needs Since in this life You will cease. I'll say a good night And kiss you my dear As the end It's drawing near. I'll slip into a deep repose, And leave behind To all of those that matter Shards of my broken heart, All torn and tattered. I wish you all a fond adieu, Don't be sad, And don't be blue. I'll be alright, I'll be just fine, Finally safe for hurt and harm Here in my afterlife. Farewell all... ADM XOXO

What Are Some Women Thinking??
You know last weekend I went out to a bar and I was dancing with my special someone. When we went back and sat down I noticed this rather heavy set woman. She had a beautiful face, but her selection of clothing for her body width left yet to be desired. You know I was once 235 lbs and I'm not ashamed to say so, but by God I never wore clothing that showed any signs of Flab hanging over my jeans or my boobs busting outta my shirt so bad you could almost see a nipple. This woman was at least 250 some lbs. She wore a orange color spandex halter top...and a jean skirt that looked like a bandaid covering her front and backside. You all know that spandex shows all and the fact that it was a halter top was even worse from my perspective anyhow. She bent over...she had no stockings on nor did she seem to have even a g-string or undies. Rather tasteless of her. Then there was this other young girl, she was wearing those lowrise jeans and they were real tight, her flab was hanging over the sid

I Pray
Sometimes I pray for betta days And never find betta ways To cope with the things that you give me I say ill make it through god willin But its so much killin in the streets in my soul I feel defeat I try to delete the thought from my mind that every time I turn around I see anotha mother cryin Her son is dyin from gun shots to the head n now he dead But that’s just more blood shed Correct me if I’m wrong but I think the bible said No man should hurt anotha His brotha But why is all my black brothas killin one anotha It makes no sense What is this false pretense? That says it’s ok and that we shouldn’t take offense I’m sick and tired see it happens everyday Drug dealins Thugs killin right around the way As your kid play Tryin to find a better day N it all ends quick when ones hit by a stray.... $olo 7/07

Why
I'm a patient person but I hate playing the waiting game. God only knows how long I have to sit here and put my life on hold for something else... If you had the chance would you swoop me up and never let me go? I know who I am and I'm pretty sure you can accept me for that. My attraction to you grows stronger with every glance at your pictures, yet I cannot seem to move forward. I believe I'm ready to, but I'm afraid maybe you're not...Not with me anyway. I'd give you my heart and I wouldn't want it back...That's the way I see it...I would do everything in my power not to hurt you. I would love you as long as you'd let me...Are you willing to open your heart to me? If the answer is "yes" then baby I'm right here. Catch me before I fall...

Broken Hearted
i swore id never do it again never would i fall for a military man but you came into my life already signed in i had no choice but to love you more and more as the days went on they more i came to love you but then you left and barely ever contacted me when you did it was short didnt seem to loving i didnt want to give up though yet every day my heart broke a lil more and now here i sit broken hearted cuz i aint heard from you in days dont know if i will any time soon i hope you know the one you say you love is sitting here totally broken hearted

To
Life is to short to lie it is to short to cry and life is just to short to worry about the things that might happen so fuc* it and lets all live for today and have fun doing it cause you only live once and we might as well make the most of it.................

` Don't Die Before You Cancel Your Credit Cards!!
` Don't die before you cancel your credit cards!! If you have lived long enough, you have probably had a run in or two with your favorite credit card company. Hope you enjoy the following bit of chaos. This is pretty funny. Be sure & cancel credit cards before you die. This is so priceless, & so easy to see happening, customer service being what it is today. A lady died this past January, & Citibank billed her for February & March for their annual service charges on her credit card, & added late fees and interest on the monthly charge. The balance had been $0.00, now somewhere around $60.00. A family member placed a call to Citibank. Here's the exchange: Family Member: "I am calling to tell you she died in January." Citibank: "The account was never closed & the Late Fees and Charges still apply!! Family Member: "Maybe, you should turn it over to collections." Citibank: "Since it is 2 months past due, it already has been." Famil

You Said I Love You
day in and day out you promised no to change swore we would stay together make it through everything continuislly said you loved me but then things got hard distance started to work you believed everyone else said "i love you" six months later yet then you ignored me once again seemed to leave me behind i dont know what to do or how to feel i love you more then ever you have said the same you said i love you....

Looking In The Mirror
I saw my face in the mirror today, and the tears began to fall. I'm not sure who the face is stairing back So empty looking I close my eyes cause I don't want to see. Just wishing I could see the I could see the beauty that so many others see. Just wish the tears would stop falling, and I could smile again. I wish I could look in the mirror and know who I was, cause right now I just can't see through these tears that are falling. My heart is breaking I saw my face in the mirror and had to close my eyes.

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The Sioux
Sioux Tribe Life in a Sioux tribe prior to reservation life was simplistic and family-centered. Wanderers of the plains, members of the Sioux tribe traveled the vast expanse of the northern plains, following the herds of buffalo they were so heavily dependent on for survival. Each member of the Sioux tribe was subject to their specific duty and it was their responsibility to serve the tribe well. The customs of the Sioux tribe were deeply rooted in their heritage. They were deeply spiritual, offering prayer in six directions. Men of the Sioux tribe often prayed in solitude for days at a time. Members of the Sioux tribe prayed to Wakan Tanka or the Great Spirit, the spirit of the East, West, North and South, Mother Earth, and to the Six Directions, which represents the unity of all spirits as one. The Sioux tribe depended greatly on the buffalo. The primary social unit within the Sioux tribe was the tiyospe, like an extended family, they traveled together following the her

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Which Is Worse?
Recently a man went to the hospital to have his wedding ring cut off his penis Seems his girlfriend found the ring in his pants pocket, and she got so mad at him, she used petroleum jelly to slip the ring on his penis while he was asleep. I don't know what's worse: 1) having your girlfriend find out you're married; 2) explaining to your wife how your wedding ring got on your penis; 3) or finding out your penis fits through your wedding ring

About The Blackfoot Tribe
Language: Blackfoot, or Siksika, is an Algonquian language spoken by 8000 people in southern Alberta and northern Montana. The two main dialects are called Pikanii and Siksika Blackfoot. Many children are still learning Blackfoot, but the language is currently undergoing linguistic shift, with 'Old Blackfoot' being spoken by older generations and 'New Blackfoot' being spoken by younger ones. People: The Blackfoot Nation really consists of four distinct Blackfoot nations, who share a historical and cultural background but have separate leadership: the Siksika (which means Blackfoot), the Akainawa (also called Kainai or Bloods), the Pikanii (variously spelled Piikani, Pikani, Pikuni, Piegan, or Peigan), and the Blackfeet Nation. The first three nations are in Alberta, Canada, and the fourth is in Montana. ("Blackfeet," though the official name of this tribe, is actually a misnomer given to them by white authorities; the word is not plural in the Blackfoot language, and some Black

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T.i.a. Info's
few good links for T.I.A.'s if your interested in what iw as talking about in my frist log look here: has FAQ and a few other usefull info: http://www.ninds.nih.gov/disorders/tia/tia.htm you may also want to look at: http://www.stroke-tia.com/ another good one: http://www.apsfa.org/tiasymptoms.htm http://www.wrongdiagnosis.com/artic/ninds_transient_ischemic_attack_tia_information_page_ninds.htm If you didnt know you do know! Adam The Mad Teddy Bear of the South!!!

Apache Language Links + Others
Apache Languages Link: http://www.native-languages.org/apache.htm#language Apache (Ndéé) Apache is an Athabaskan (Na-Dene) language spoken by about 15,000 in Arizona and New Mexico. There are in fact two Apache languages: Western Apache and Eastern Apache, each of which has a number of dialects, including Jicarilla, Lipan, Kiowa-Apache, Chiricahua, and Mescalero. The Apache and Navajo languages are closely related. The name Apache probably comes from the Yuma word for "fighting-men" and/or from apachu, which means "enemy" in Zuni. This was what the Zuni called the Navajo, who in turn were called Apaches de Nabaju by the early Spanish explorers in New Mexico. They call themselves N'de, Inde or Tinde, which all mean "the people". Apache pronunciation Sample text in Apache 'Iłk'id́ą, k ǫǫ yá'édįná'a. 'Ákoo Tł'ízhe hooghéí dá'áíná bikǫ' 'óliná'a. 'Ákoo Tł'ízheí gotál yiis'́ąná'a. 'Ákoo Mai'áee híłghoná'a.