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My Fears
My fears, my dreams, my hopes they are what make me. But they are not always as they seem to be. I am let down time after time As my fears become reality my dreams are shattered and my hopes were never there My fear of betrayal of being alone is beneath the surface waiting to come forth My dreams of a perfect life of having it all become nonexistent when I took my fist step and proceed to fall My hopes for the future for having whoever I desire were not there becasue I recieve no desire in return Why does life seem to have a way of letting you down on each and every day? I want some answers to help me out so my dream, my fears, and my hopes may come about.

Karma
This is a true story about a wedding that took place at an American University. It was in the local newspaper and even Jay Leno mentioned it. It was a huge wedding with about 300 guests. After the wedding at the reception, the groom got up on stage with a microphone to talk to the crowd. He said he wanted to thank everyone for coming, many from long distances, to support them at their wedding. He especially wanted to thank the bride's and his family and to thank his new father-in-law for providing such a lavish reception. As a token of his deep appreciation he said he wanted to give everyone a special gift just from him. So taped to the bottom of everyone's chair, including the wedding party, was an envelope. He said this was his gift to everyone, and asked them to open their envelope. Inside each envelope was an 8x10 photo of his bride having sex with the best man. The groom had gotten suspicious of them weeks earlier and had hired a private detective to tail them. After just

Confucius
Confucius Do not be desirous of having things done quickly. Do not look at small advantages. Desire to have things done quickly prevents their being done thoroughly. Looking at small advantages prevents great affairs from being accomplished. Confucius BC 551-479, Chinese Ethical Teacher, Philosopher

Just How I Feel May 04, 2006
In life someone can only be ignored for so long before they start to forget the reasons of why they do care and will lose all interests, care and turn there back on you just as u have done. Guess u will never know what u are missing.

Living With Cf!!!!
Living With Cystic Fibrosis If you have cystic fibrosis (CF), you should learn as much as you can about the disease and work closely with your doctors to learn how to manage it. Ongoing medical care is important. You should seek treatment from a team of doctors, nurses, and respiratory therapists who specialize in CF. These specialists are often located at CF Foundation Centers in major medical centers. Good self-care includes: Eating a healthy diet Avoiding tobacco smoke Washing your hands often to reduce your chances of infection Exercising frequently Drinking lots of fluids Doing chest physical therapy every day Having annual flu and other appropriate vaccinations Taking your medicines as prescribed You can expect to have a normal sex life. Most men with CF are infertile, but they may be helped with modern reproductive techniques. Although most women with CF may be less fertile than women who don’t have CF, they usually can have children. Talk to yo

An Elemental Boudoir
With a fevered body and a molten heart, I inhabit my own elemental boudoir. I see it: a strange vision. The landscape is scorched and entirely carpeted with ash and soot from the constant forest fires and the rivers of lava which never cool enough to set. There’s no sun, no daylight, just the deep blood-red glow of a rich observing moon. The sky is heavy and brooding. It’s heavy with passion. My heart has become a world of its own and I’m crawling naked through its earth. I want to be covered in it. But I don’t want to be the only one writhing around on this carpet of soot. I’m on my hands and knees, burning. I’m looking into the woods in the distance - a colossal black forest of smouldering bare trees. I’m hoping to see something moving in the shadows - a wild creature with penetrating eyes that’s going to come and ravage my body and consume my soul. He’s going to murder me with his eyes and fuck me back to life. If I don’t see him, lurking in the blackness, I’m going

Alone
Sitting here alone tonight, my mind wonders, filling with fright. These thoughts I ponder, are of my past. It makes me mad, cause once I'm happy-it doesnt last. I'm sick of the games, of which I play. They make me mad, and drive me insaine. So please here these words I say. I dont want just a lover. I want to feel the love that I would share with somebody. I want this, and I want that. But most of all, I dont want to be sad

Part 2
Part 2 - Stepmom # 3 I now have one real sister, 2/3 stepsis and 1 stepdad, 2 stepmoms, 1 half sister, and twin half brothers After a year of the marriage to my once was a stepsister to my current stepmom they divorced. He then married my first stepmoms ex best friend. The best friend had orginally intoduced my dad to my first step mom and then when my first step mom got pregnant they stopped being best friends. [ confusing I know ] Anyways my dad married the ex best friend to get back at my first step mom for divorcing him over getting her daughter pregnant [[ draw a picture ]] Stepmom # 3 had 5 daughters and 2 boys from a previous marriage [[ yeah she was busy ]] Fortunately stepmom # 3 didnt have any babies with my dad. I now have one real sister, 7/8 stepsis [[ should I count stepmom number 2 as my stepsister still? ]], 2 stepbrothers and 1 stepdad, 3 stepmoms, 1 half sister, and twin half brothers.

Treatments!!!
How Is Cystic Fibrosis Treated? There still is no cure for cystic fibrosis (CF), but treatments have improved greatly in recent years. The goals of CF treatment are to: Prevent and control infections in your lungs. Loosen and remove the thick, sticky mucus from your lungs. Prevent blockages in your intestines. Provide adequate nutrition. Treatment for Lung Problems The main treatments for lung problems in people with CF are: Antibiotics for infections of the airways Chest physical therapy Exercise Other medications Antibiotics Most people with CF have ongoing, low-grade lung infections. Sometimes, these infections become so serious that you may need to be hospitalized. Antibiotics are the primary treatment. You may be given several different types of antibiotics. The choice of antibiotics depends on: The strains of bacteria involved How serious your condition is Your previous history of antibiotic use The different types of antibiotics include

The Circle Of Friends
We meet on-line to have a great time.... We laugh and we giggle and smile at our screens, We sit back and wonder what this all means. We surf the Web, we travel afar, We span thousands of mile without a car. We watch conversations flowing on the screen, We tell jokes and stories and know what they mean. What are we looking for? Where's the attraction? How can we do this and get satisfaction? Who are we? Why are we here? We are "the Circle of Friends", made from a chain. And we're here because friendship is what we gain! Born on-line formed by few, We had no idea just what to do. So we are linking our pages, first one then two, And wonder where we'll end up when we are through? The Circle will spread, like a wild vine, It will breathe and whisper like the winds of time. We are the Circle of Friends, made from a chain, All of our motives are exactly the same. Searching for friendships all over the lands, Linking our pages is like holding hands. We are 't

Ode To Cherrytap
One day I decided to get on the net, I thought CherryTap would be my best bet. I saw names and words come up from where I knew not. I soon took a chance and had a nice thought, Could I do this, it looked really neat. I saw names on the screen that started with sweet, sweet smiles, Ray, and Melanie were there too, And then I saw it, "Oh, yes, we're talking to you, come on in and chat for awhile. " And when I did I started to smile. I saw BBWSASSY and DREAMER and soon I was friends with quite a few people by the days end. And after awhile they called me their friend. Sometimes I come in and my friends are not there, But I'll go back again because I know that they care. Some live in the states and some do not, But they always know when I need to talk. I am so glad I took the leap and went into CherryTap where friends are so neat.

Burning 09/13/03
I stop and did what i thought would be the right thing, I put my boot down on the burning flames that threatened my soon to be family, it made a loud bang and rushed into my eyes and down my throat. Took my legs, arms, neck, face, and eyes. It knocked me down for only a few seconds burning was all i could feel through my whole body, i pulled her out the truck cause the burn had turned into a bigger fire, it was even hotter melting metal objects to the bed. She made it out the truck and so did my son with no harm, i waited forever to get help, nobody offered for what felt like forever... Some lady poured water all over my arms and then i saw my skin drip like melting plastic and the burn became over whelming... Finally aide showed up and they killed me twice with the same thing that took the pain away in air... Woke up and all you could say to me is why you do something stupid like that, all i could think is i did what i felt was right to save them......

Which Vampire Are You?
You scored as Deacon Frost, Yeah you are the take no prisoners it's my way no matter what type. You do whatever the hell you like and make no apoligies for it. The tempermental vamp surrounded by lots of hot chick vampiresSpike92% Deacon Frost92% Dracula92% Akasha83% Angel83% Marius75% Blade67% Lestat67% Armand58% Louis42% Whose your Vampire personality? (images)created with QuizFarm.com

How Is Cf Diagnosed?
How Is Cystic Fibrosis Diagnosed? First, your doctor will obtain a detailed medical and family history and perform a thorough physical examination. Next, your doctor may order some tests to ensure an accurate diagnosis. The sweat test is the most useful test for diagnosing cystic fibrosis (CF). It measures the amount of salt in your sweat. For this test, doctors rub a small amount of a chemical called pilocarpine (pi-lo-KAR-pen) on your arm or leg. They then attach an electrode to this spot. The electrode provides a mild electric current that produces sweat. This may cause tingling or a feeling of warmth. They then cover the area with a gauze pad or filter paper and wrap in plastic. After 30 to 40 minutes, they remove the plastic so the sweat that collected on the pad or paper can be analyzed. The test is usually done twice. High salt levels mean CF. Your doctor may also do the following tests to understand more about your condition and how to treat it: Blood tests to look

Interesting Part 2
LONG BEFORE the white man set foot on American soil, the American Indians, or rather the Native Americans, had been living in America. When the Europeans came here, there were probably about 10 million Indians populating America north of present-day Mexico. And they had been living in America for quite some time. It is believed that the first Native Americans arrived during the last ice-age, approximately 20,000 - 30,000 years ago through a land-bridge across the Bering Sound, from northeastern Siberia into Alaska. The oldest documented Indian cultures in North America are Sandia (15000 BC), Clovis (12000 BC) and Folsom (8000 BC) Although it is believed that the Indians originated in Asia, few if any of them came from India. The name "Indian" was first applied to them by Christopher Columbus, who believed mistakenly that the mainland and islands of America were part of the Indies, in Asia. So, when the Europeans started to arrive in the 16th- and 17th-century they were met by Na

What Drug Is Your Personality Like?
Your Personality Is Like Acid A bit wacky, you're very difficult to predict. One moment you're in your own little happy universe... And the next, you're on a bad trip to your own personal hell! What Drug Is Your Personality Like?

Which Vampire Are You?
You scored as Dracula, You are the smooth sexy cool Dracula. Patient and lustful. If you were any cooler youd be ice. Great style with a way of seducing those around you. And three brides who wouldn't want to be him. Dracula100% Lestat100% Marius100% Akasha100% Louis67% Spike67% Armand67% Blade33% Deacon Frost33% Angel33% Whose your Vampire personality? (images)created with QuizFarm.com

Interesting
NativeAmericans.com - LONG BEFORE the white man set foot on American soil, the American Indians, or rather the Native Americans, had been living in America. When the Europeans came here, there were probably about 10 million Indians populating America north of present-day Mexico. And they had been living in America for quite some time. It is believed that the first Native Americans arrived during the last ice-age, approximately 20,000 - 30,000 years ago through a land-bridge across the Bering Sound, from northeastern Siberia into Alaska. The oldest documented Indian cultures in North America are Sandia (15000 BC), Clovis (12000 BC) and Folsom (8000 BC) Although it is believed that the Indians originated in Asia, few if any of them came from India. The name "Indian" was first applied to them by Christopher Columbus, who believed mistakenly that the mainland and islands of America were part of the Indies, in Asia. So, when the Europeans started to arrive in the 16th- and 17th-century they

Part 1
This is the fucked up part of my family, you can draw a picture if you want to try to understand my story but I promise that it won't make much sense. To start out, I have one stepdad, one real sister, my real mom, my real dad, 5 stepmoms, 15/16 stepsisters - I will explain this, 4 stepbrothers, 6 half brothers, and 5 half sisters. My parents divorced when I was 5 years old, I haven't seen my real dad since christmas day 1994, I had just turned 6 and I haven't seen him since that day. My mom remarried my stepdad when I was 12, he had 2 daughters already. I now have one real sister, 2 stepsis and 1 stepdad My dad went and remarried in 1995 to a woman who was 37 and had a 22 year old daughter. He was 41. So my stepmom had a baby at 38 years old [[ how, I dont know? ]] When the baby girl was 4 they divorced. I now have one real sister, 3 stepsis and 1 stepdad, 1 stepmom, 1 half sister He then went and married the 22 year old daughter because he got her pregnant [[reason her mom

Some Help With This ...
My friend came to me asking where in the heck we have heard this song recently. Its familiar, yet the movie that its from ( or on ) escapes me. We believe either Narnia or one of the Harry Potter movies, but can't seem to find which. Maybe neither. But its something recent we believe. Can you help? Song above. Lyrics below. Please pass this on and ask that if anyone can help ( and no, its not from the Snowman movie. It says it is, but thats not where we heard it- I did do some searching before posting here ) [Echo] Were walking in air [Echo] [Echo] Floating in the sky [Echo] [Echo] Floating in the air [Echo] Were walking in the air Were floating in the moonlit sky The people far below are sleeping as we fly Were holding very tight I'm riding in the midnight moon I'm finding I can fly so high above with you All across the world The villages go by like dreams The rivers and the hills The forests and the streams Children gaze open mouths taken by

Whats The Point
Anyone care to tell me huh? What the hell do you people want from me im nothing fuckin special jsut some shmuck thats jsut drifting in existance. Im nothing to everyone what do you people need me for? what the hell is the point?

If Only
f only the world could see what I feel then, would the world, know who I am I've loved, lost and feared the world for it is sometimes too much to bare Control, power, is what I fear for I am weak inside and full of pain I shout and cry, but knowing there is nobody there to hear me I swallow the shame and anger that lies beneath me I am lost to reality and living in time Though I am struggling through life and all that it offers, I am only human and that is what makes me . . . Me. Still, I wish for the happiness and pleasure that I have earned, but realize that, I have not yet overcome the world's greatest challenge Love! and how to accept it - I am ready to face my fears

Ever Waisted
Here's my 365 daggers I feel in my heart the 24 cuts that made me so smart the 7 tears that made me realize that times ever waisted throughout our lives... 1 individual can change the world takes 2 to tango and get caught in loves swirl 3, father, son and holy spirit 4 makes a group and 5 people fear it 6 is the number that the evil favour 7 is the payment for minimum labour 8 is the time that dates take place 9 is the number of hearbreaks per pace 10 is the number of risks you have taken 11 is the number of men you dated and hated its 12 that makes you realize that your time was waisted... Time Ever Waisted looking at you look in the mirror times evil but true your skin begins to sag and your smile less vibrant your a withered old hag and your barely surviving your age like numbers never hops you were once admired on every stop but as you turn the corners you begin to notice the steps you take get harder and you notice the slowness but thats the 365 dagge

I Need Something 02/15/2006
I need something completely real for once. I need it to be true, no more games, no more fear that it is not true and just a game. I need it to be for all the right reason. I need to come from the heart and soul, I need it to be from here on out. What ever happens i need to be always there.....

Vacation
I have not been on that much this week b/c my mother is here on vacation...but will be on at night to rate pics and chat...to those that I am in contests I will try my best to bomb...this will get back to normal next week...my mom is taking my two daughters with her for three weeks so I will be on more....so if you shout at me and I dont answer I am not ingoring you I am just not on.... Much Love Babydoll0215

Basic Links And Basic Image Links
Text Link: name of website goes here Image Link: OR Right click on the image: properties, location (or URL - it ends in .jpg, .gif, .png etc). Enter the URL into the HTML code below:

Losing Someone You Love
When we lose a loved one A part of us dies also. For as much as the one you loved did not belong to you... your heart belonged to them. You were entwined with one another. You wonder... how shall I walk in this world.. a world that... no longer holds those footprints of my loved one. You will wonder how can this world can go on.. when your world has stopped. In the language of tears... You wiil speak to your loved one... as your heart tries to comprehend... what it cannot. But wait... the power of love will give you comfort. In the hearts of those who love you... and surround you with their caring hearts... love can be found. Friends who have been in your place of sadness... will be there for you now. Your grief will become your traveling companion... the part of you... that is strong... deep, and compassionate. Peace will come to you again as you accept the mysteries that are a part of life. In time this veil of sorrow will

When I'm With You
When I'm with you, You bring out the best in me, Make me feel so good, Give me everything I need. When I'm with you, Your all that I need, The hunger in your eyes, Sets me free. When I'm with you, My heart flys so high, I feel like I'm in heaven, True fascination I can't deny. When I'm with you, It's like a new start, For now and always, You'll have my heart.

How To Take A Screenshot:
Press the Print Screen (or PrtScn) key on your keyboard to copy the entire screen to the clipboard. Next you'll need to open an image editor (Microsoft Paint, which comes with Windows, photoshop, ect.) Then hit Ctrl V If you are using paint edit or cut your screen shot as desired then open a new paint window & paste it. Save & your done. If you want to post your screenshot on a website you will need to upload it to Photobucket or ImageShack & copy & paste the HTML Tag

Dance, More Than The Feet
Today I had my clogging and line dancing classes and realized that I'm picking up the moves really well. I'm the youngest person in my class and in the past month I've learned 3 different dances and working on my 4th. Boot scootin is this friday, I love to go out to the corral and be known as the youngest, most people are in their middle 30's and older and just to have a good time enjoying the same things they do. It's odd, I'd rather go to boot scootin on friday nights that out to a club and have to deal with random guys trying to pick me up all night. Most people I dance with are old enough to be my grandparents but we all share a passion of dancing and they realize that I'm going to give them the respect they deserve and they give me the respect of putting myself out there and learning a dying sport. Some of the people are the same age as my parents and some a little younger but I really don't give a shit, at first I was intimidated and now I'm out there dancing with 60 year olds kn

My Love
My love forever flows for you, From now til the end of all time, We’ll be together always, For I’m yours and your mine. My love for you is never ending, My heart now belongs to you, A love so strong that will last forever, For all of eternity will be true. My love is stronger then ever, Nothing can break the bond we share, Together as one we will survive, Through thick and thin I’ll always be there. My love will stand the test of time, To hold you up when your down, To make you smile and laugh, I’ll always turn your bad days around.

A Letter To Heaven
Darkness has come I'm alone in the night Hiding my feelings Out of everyone's sight Despair fills my soul Which as a fact is quite strange Cause inside feels empty My feelings have changed When you left I felt good Like you wanted me to I looked deep inside And there I found you It felt like you were here Living in me Giving me strength To live life and just be I felt honored and proud That you were my dad That I was there your last days All the time that you had Brave and determined To get through this with pride To keep the promise That I made as you died Forgive me if I fall though I know there will be bad days Cause I loved you so much In so many ways As a father and friend Counselor and adviser There never lived a man Who could have possibly been wiser I'm so sad and confused Like a lost little girl I feel like an oyster Without its precious pearl Cause that's what you were All shinny and bright Who brightened each day And c

Signs And Sy Mptoms
What Are the Signs and Symptoms of Cystic Fibrosis? Most of the symptoms of cystic fibrosis (CF) are caused by the thick, sticky mucus. The most common symptoms include: Frequent coughing that brings up thick sputum, or phlegm (flem). Frequent bouts of bronchitis and pneumonia. They can lead to inflammation and permanent lung damage. Salty-tasting skin. Dehydration. Infertility (mostly in men). Ongoing diarrhea or bulky, foul-smelling, and greasy stools. Huge appetite but poor weight gain and growth. This is called "failure to thrive." It is a result of chronic malnutrition because you do not get enough nutrients from your food. Stomach pain and discomfort caused by too much gas in your intestines. CF can also lead to other medical problems, including: Sinusitis. The sinuses are air-filled spaces behind your eyes, nose, and forehead. They produce mucus and help keep the lining of your nose moist. When the sinuses become swollen, they get blocked with mucus and

Chopin Op. 28
Quick by the way- the chronology of Chopin's preludes was the subject of an August 1957 article in the British magazine the Musical Times by Maurice J.E. Brown; on the scanned-in copy of this article (accessible to students/faculty/staff- I'm the last-named) - I'm basing my estimates of the dates of composition of the preludes... I'm not entirely a-ret. but I like writing down the information if I can get it. *gryn*

Leaving For Military
Leaving for Ft. Knox on the 23rd! will be there for 9 weeks for boot camp. I will then be shipped to Ft. Belvoir Virginia where i will begin my 23 week training for MI. After this is done, I will most likely be stationed in Iraq. Wont be on the computer to much, which kind of sucks. I live off this damn thing! Well, gotta do what i gotta do!

Kmart Return Nsfw
> A woman went to a K-Mart service counter and told the clerk she wanted a > refund for the toaster she bought because it won't work. The clerk told > her that he can't give her a refund because she bought it on special. > > Suddenly, the woman threw her arms up in the air and started screaming, > "PINCH MY NIPPLES, PINCH MY NIPPLES, PINCH MY NIPPLES!!!!!!" > > The befuddled clerk ran away to get the store manager in front of a > growing crowd of customers. > > The manager comes to the woman and asks, "Ma'am what's wrong?" > > She explained the problem with the toaster, and he also told her that he > can't give her a refund because she bought it on special. > > Once again, the woman throws her arms up in the air and screamed, "PINCH > MY NIPPLES, PINCH MY NIPPLES, PINCH MY NIPPLES!!!" and doing so draws an > even bigger crowd! > > In shock, the store manager pleads, "Ma'am, why are you saying that?" > > In a huff, the woman says, "BECAUSE, I LIKE TO HAVE MY

Completely Frustrqated
ok so my house is being remodeled and it sucks because now i have to switch rooms and i dont want to because my room is the biggest one in the house not to mention my bathroom was supposed to be done by now but the damn plumber/contractor is a slacker and thinks because he is a friends of the family that he can come when he fucking feels like it what the hell i mean he is being paid to do the job so needless to say i have a tub and a toilet in my bathroom and am living out of boxes okay im done bitching now

20 Thngs To Try At The Movies
http://www.funny.com/funny?fn=CFUHI Note* You may need to bring a trustworthy friend to do a couple of these. 1. Go to order a large popcorn(like the biggest one they have). When they give it to you, look at it, then throw it on the floor angrily and start crying for no reason. 2. Wait until there's a funny part in the movie. When the laughter starts to die down, scream at the top of your lungs. 3. Before the movie starts, sit near the front. Start moaning loudly and dancing wildly. 4. At the end of the movie, when the credits are rolling, stand up quickly and try to convince everyone that there's a secret scene before the credits end. While everyone stays to watch the "Secret Scene"(which does not exist) stand up and leave without anyone noticing. 5. Pretend to cough wildly and die when the trailers are playing. 6. If the theater is packed and a stranger sits next to you, go "Oh my god, is... is that you?" From here you can take many approaches. One is,"I haven'

Quit Your Bitchen Your Life Isnt That Bad!!
You stay up for 16 hoursHe stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket.He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists.You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.He doesn't get to eat today.Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes.He wears

Words Of Advice
Have u ever wondered why in a world where it is crucial for u to be yourself there are so many people tryin to be someone else.......why be fake in a world where the only thing that counts is who you really are!! One of my favorite quotes is "In a world where you can be anybody, be yourself"

O My
How do i know this? Watch this video at http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=7866929448192753501&q=loose+change+recut the footage you will see in this video is unbelievable. If you have doubts about what really happened during 9/11, this video will make you believe what really happened. the pentagon was never hit by a plane, ut a missile. the twin towers plane crashes never brought down the towers. It was actually a controlled demolition set off by strategically placed bombs. as far as the flight 93 phone calls placed some of the heroes could have never happened. Cell phones can't work on airplanes at that high of altitudes. they were fake. i believe that our government was really behind 9/11 and will take that to my grave.

When You Love Someone
YOU DO EVERYTHING POSSIABLE TO MAKE THEM FEEL GOOD ABOUT THEMSELFS. I REALLY LOVE THIS GUY AND HES AMAZING BUT HE DONT SEE IT.I HAVE YET TO GET OUT THERE TO SEE HIM BUT ONE DAY I WILL AND I WILL BE SO HAPPY TO HOLD HIM IN MY ARMS FOR THE FIRST TIME>

Megadeth-a Secret Place
There's a secret place I like to go Everyone is there but their face dont show If you get inside you cant get out Theres no coming back, I hear them shout Welcome to my hide away, my secret place How I arrived I cant explain Youre welcome to, if you want to stay But everyone just runs away Let me in, get me out Cant do more then twist and shout Lost my soul without a trace Found it again in my secret place In discrace I hide from those that try to find me Scary things thats right behind me I lost myself, I must confess I cant explain how I got this mess ------------------------------ Scratch that. Megadeth stands the test of time.

Gods Garden
God looked around his garden and he found an empty place, He then looked down upon this earth and saw your tired face. He put his arms around you and lifted you to rest. God's Garden must be beautiful, He always takes the best. He knew that you were suffering, He knew that you were in pain. He knew that you would never get well on earth again. He saw that the road was getting rough and the hills were hard to climb, So he closed your weary eyelids and whispered "PEACE BE THINE". It broke our hearts to lose you, but you didn't go alone, For parts of us went with you the day God called you home.

I Am The Girl....
I am the Girl......... I'm the girl who will put her head on your shoulder, not because I'm sleepy, but because I want to be closer to you... I'm the girl who likes to be kissed in the rain, more than in an expensive restaurant... I'm the girl who says, "Okay, but you owe me..." jokingly. Not because I actually want something, but because it means I get to spend more time with you and I care... I'm the girl you can take absolutely anywhere and I will have fun because it means I am spending time with you... I'm the girl who is incredibly picky, but when I find someone I like I want to spend the whole night curled up in their arms... I'm the girl who never forgets all the sweet little things you do for me... I'm the girl who once I let you into my heart, there's always a place there with your name on it. And even if we spend time apart, I'm the girl who never forgets you.. I'm the girl who loves to end a hug with a kiss.. I'm the girl who you can talk to abo

New Family "fetish Fun Family"
We have started a new family called "Fetish Fun Family" or "FFF" in interested in joining please contact me and I will add you to the list. I have very few request if a member. ************************************************ 1. Try to help other members when they need it, like with comment bombs, rates or downraters. 2. Try to watch out for members bulletins (I know this can be hard, I will try to copy and repost everyones bulletins for the day in one post, most time it is only one family bulletin) 3. Add either "Fetish Fun Family" or "FFF" to your name. 4. Have funnnnnnn , and communicate with each other. Share pic ideas and comment on pics we all like to hear comments (good i hope lol). 5. No downrating each other in public, the rest of CT does that to us LOLOL. BUT!!!! Most of all HAVE FUN and get new friends..

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1.)Q. Can you cook? 1.)A. 2.)Q. What was your dream growing up? 2.)A. 3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had? 3.)A. 4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be? 4.)A. 5.)Q. Favorite vegetable? 5.)A. 6.)Q. What was the last book you read? 6.)A. 7.)Q. What zodiac sign are you ? 7.)A. 8.)Q. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 8.)A. 10.)Q. If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride? 10.) 11.)Q. What is your favorite sport? 11.)A. 12.)Q. Negative or Optimistic attitude? 12.)A 13.)Q. What would we do if we were stuck in an elevator? 13.)A. 14.)Q. Worst thing to ever happen to you? 14.)A. 15.)Q. Tell me one weird fact about you: 15.)A. 16.)Q. Do you have any pets? 16.)A. 17.)Q. What if i showed up at your house unexpectedly? 17.)A. 18.)Q. What was your first impression of me? 18.)A. 19.)Q. Do you think clowns are cute or scary? 19.)A. 20.)Q. If you could change one thing about how you look, what would i

How Do I Let You Go
How do I let you go, When you don’t want to stay? How do I keep you here, When you want to run away. How do I let you go, When I want to hold you tight, How do I let you go, When I lose the fight. How do I let you go, When I want to hold on tight, Everything in my soul, Telling me not give up but to fight. How do I let you go, When it hurts so much, How do I let you go, When I need your touch. Written by me....Little Lee

A Hidden Gem On Cherry Tap
The Fetish Fun Family and myself have a wonderful friend on Cherry Tap that I wanted to tell you about. She is a diamond that is hidden in a pile of coal, her name is Inked Slut and she is a wonderful person. But don't take my word on it check her out , while you are there rate and fan her. She even has a blog on imformation that you would find very interesting. So please at least give her a look she is not like some on her that are stuck up she is a wonderful sexy woman. Click her link and have a look i am sure you will agree. the inked slut the inked slut@ CherryTAP

I'm Sort Of Here
I am still trying to move but I do have a connection now....it is dial up so I am a little more than slow. If I don't respond it is not because I didn't try.... it just takes a long long time so frustrating

Oomph!-träumst Du
Du weißt genauso gut wie ich Dass ich nicht schlafen kann Denn meine träume kreisen Immer nur um dich Ich habe nächtelang gewartet Dass du zu mir kommst Jetzt gib mir endlich deine hand Und komm ins licht Es ist ein winzig kleiner schritt Und es gibt kein zurück mehr Träumst du mit mir heut nacht Springst du mir mir heut nacht Die grosse freiheit ist das Tor Zu deiner seligkeit Der freie wille wird dir schnell Zum eignen strick Ich weiss, dass du den lärm des lebens Nicht ertagen kannst Und von der stille trennt uns Nur ein augenblick Träumst du mit mir heut nacht Springst du mit mir heut nacht Träumst du mit mir heut nacht Kommst du mir mir aufs dach Komm doch bitte bitte bitte Noch ein stückchen näher Komm doch bitte bitte bitte Noch ein stückchen näher Es ist ein winzig kleiner schritt Und es gibt kein zurück mehr Träumst du mit mir heut nacht... ------------------- Germans stand the test of time.

Learning The Trades?
ok so for those who got emails my apologies....seems that we know when a blog is posted...in more ways than one.... i still have a lot to learn out here... hey i finally got the hang of pasting some cool wordings and compliments off the commmentyou.com page... its all good. i know computers.. just the internet changes fast.. and the more you know the better..or you get left in the cold...

Life Lessons
When will this ride come to a halt? It's been almost a year and a half and there seems to be no end in sight. Try as I may, my focus comes back to where it all began..time and again. What do I have to do to remove the numbness that is a constant factor of my daily life. The scenery changes but remains the same, leaving me scratching my head in inner turmoil that won't escape me. My watchful eyes judge all that is around me, and question every offering thrown my way. It's almost like a bait and switch, throw the dog a bone so he won't rip you to shreds while you loot the house. I've always had a good faith in my fellow man, but the situations recently have caused that to be whittled into nothingness. It seems the more I discover about myself, the less I feel I have to offer anyone I know. I can close my eyes and be taken back or choose to look past what has become my solace, not allowing it to keep me grounded alone. Subtle things can disturb the progress I've made with on

Happy Tree????
Seeing things within things can be very interesting. Some may only see the scars of limbs being cut off; however, if you look at the whole picture -- do you see the eyes and the mouth of excitement or joy??? or do you see the sadness within it???? It is all a matter of perspective, but it is interesting to find the humor of nature within things..... Enjoy!! Feel free to rate this photo in: "My Photos' Album - NYO Photos!" :D

I'm Your Boogieman
I'm your boogieman That's what I am I'm here to do whatever I can Be it early mornin', late afternoon Or at midnight, it's never too soon To wanna please you To wanna please you To wanna do it all, all for you I wanna be your, be your rubber ball I wanna be the one, ya love most of all - oh yeah I'm your boogieman, boogieman (Turn me on) I'm your boogieman, boogieman (Do what you want) I'm your boogieman, boogieman (Turn me on) I'm your boogieman, boogieman (Do what you want) I'm your boogieman That's what I am I'm here to do whatever I can Be it early mornin', late afternoon Or at midnight, it's never too soon To wanna take you I wanna hold you I wanna give me all, all to you And I want you, to completely understand Just where I'm at, and where I am - oh yeah I'm your boogieman, boogieman (Turn me on) I'm your boogieman, boogieman (Do what you want) I'm your boogieman, boogieman (Turn me on) I'm your boogieman, boogieman (Do what you want) I'm y

Things I Want In "my Guy"
so I've been thinking lately about the things I want in a guy... and i'm not really talking looks or exterior things.... ~i could care less if you have money or not.... there are so many things to do without money... i like long walks or watching a flick... (i own many) reading... we can read the same book... talk about it... ~i have no issues with a guy playing video games... i own a ps2. i'll find other ways to occupy my time while you play. depending on the game.. i'll play too! ~we don't always have to do the same things while we are in the same room.... ~i want a guy who thinks of me as his ray of sunshine... that girl who brightens up his day when he thinks about me.... even if he is having the shittiest day... ~a guy who txts me random stuff... just to say he's thinking of me. ~a guy who will tell his friends he met an amazing girl that makes him happy... not just in bed but because i'm an amazing woman. ~i want a guy who will tease about my morning hair but remember

Heart Of The Matter
well I figured it was time to say something. I try not to say too much unless I knew what i would say would make sense. But then you leave room for error. after all we are only human right? well i am an all around good guy. a family man. my family means the world to me. may 12, 2001 I married at 26 years of age. I finally found my match.. beautiful and caring , warm and friendly like i have been told that i am at times... and the one person to prove my doctors wrong! yes i showed the doctors that i can have kids... I now have 3 beautiful children...as you can see from my photos....melissa had a miscarriage in december...3 days before christmas....and now we are on our 5th pregnancy...and i could be wrong...but we think there are twins in there.... if ever one wanted to make enemies...well then try and mess with my family.... my family and friends are looked after....i protect them as best as i can... and we all love and care for eachother.. i love being online with CT... everyone i h

"tear You Apart"
It's only just a crush, it'll go away It's just like all the others it'll go away Or maybe this is danger and you just don't know You pray it all away but it continues to grow I want to hold you close Skin pressed against me tight Lie still, and close your eyes girl So lovely, it feels so right I want to hold you close Soft breath, beating heart As I whisper in your ear I want to fucking tear you apart

Vampires
The Great Archives determine you to have gone by the identity: Countess of Night Known in some parts of the world as: Concubine of The Winged Death The Great Archives Record: Comes on silent wings in the night and wraps a deadly cloak about the victim; impartial as a die, unyielding as stone.

I Can Relate To Some Of This
I feel so good I feel so numb yeah Mud bath, acrobat, a midnight drive everybody’s slippin everybody survive radio talk show try to project everything you need when you gotta connect Come on come on come on you feel it Come on come on come on you see it Come on come on come on you wanna make it all right Come on come on come on you feel it Come on come on come on you see it Come on come on come on you wanna make it all right blacken the sun! what have i done? i feel so bad i feel so numb yeah! blacken the sun! what have i done? i feel so good i feel so numb yeah! Sugar sweet braniac on your neck get in to tomorrow man I gotta reflect a blue world green girl up the street gotta wake her it cause I don’t want to dream Come on come on come on you feel it Come on come on come on you see it Come on come on come on you wanna make it all right Come on come on come on you feel it Come on come on come on you see it Come on come on come on you wanna make it al

Inside Out
Things are so hard on me right now, but I'm doing the best I can. I know I'll eventually be ok because I always manage to pull through hard times... just seems like this will take longer to get through. The last thing I ever wanted to do was make anyone feel uncomfortable. I'm in an extremely uncomfortable position but I'm doing my best to not let that show. Its who I am... I tend to put other people ahead of myself - as much as it may seem like I don't at times, I really do. I think that's why I ended up in the position that I'm in. The few times I put my feelings first, I came across as being selfish. I'm sorry if I ever made you or anyone else think that I was being selfish. I don't know if you or anyone else will ever understand how I feel, but I wouldn't wish it upon another person. Saturday night was the first night in a very long time I felt like I had my best friend back. We joked around and goofed off like we used to. I miss that so much. I hate feeling

So Had A Rough Day
YA SO I ALMOST HAD A WRECK TODAY ...I DI A 360 AND SPUN GOT STUCK IN THE MUD AND HIT A HILL....THEN ALMOST GOT HIT TWO OTHER TIMES WHILE A GUY WAS HELPING ME GET OUT THE MUD.... AND MY MOM WHO IS IN BAD HEALTH FELL TODAY OF SOME STEPS AND HURT HERSELF AGAIN.... SO YAY ROUGH DAY FOR ME .....TY TO ALL MY REAL FRIENDS ON HERE FOR UR SUPPORT TODAY AND ALWAYS. LOVE U ALL !

For Sexy Baby Blue Eyes
Chrome. that as the color that glinted thru the blazing hot afternoon sun, blinding everyone it passed with its radiance. She sat atop the bike as if it were some beast she had tamed herself, moving in rhythm with it, her back straight and her hair flowing like honey down her back. She wore a helmet so one had no clue what kind of face she had but you could only imagine from the way she pulled into the parking lot. Her skin was the color of summer wheat, tan and golden, and just the slightest hint of sweat glistening on it, even on a bike one could not escape the sultry summer heat. the humidity hung like a gray fog over everything, but the sight of her would definitely make a man sit up and take notice. she parked her motorcycle and slowly stood to her feet her long legs straddling the machine like a man would want her to be atop of him. She had what most men would call athletic legs, well defined and the skin there smooth and soft and the golden wheat color of the shoulders that were

Life Sucks Until You Get A Clue
Just when I thought I could stand on my own after all the tormoil, today I buried my 14 yr old niece. There is nothing worse than saying goodbye to someone you were teaching about life and what was in store for them ahead in life. Only to find out, they taught you more than you can ever learn in life in a horrific day. How many times did I tell my son he couldn't stay out and ride his scooter because I was tired of sitting outside? how many times did I not give him 5 more minutes to try his best again on the monkey bars? Saying goodbye to my niece opened my eyes to what I was not indulging myself to in my life. How many times do I have to be selfish or too tired before I realize what I lost? Today I realized, as I said goodbye with tear-filled eyes to my Mindy, that I don't have tomorrow, I only have today. What do I actually have to do that is that important that I can't throw a ball to my son or watch him learn another stunt on his scooter, bike, or skateboard? Pay bills, clean a ki

Losing Me
Losing me, What’s left of my soul, Feeling like I’m slipping away, Losing what makes me feel whole. Losing me, Drifting away from what I believe is right, To a place I’ve never known, Nothing but darkness deep into the night. Losing me, Nothings the same, All I can see and feel, Is undeniable pain. Losing me, What I feel inside of my heart, Nothing seems right anymore, Feel like I’m just falling apart. Written by me...Little Lee

Another Brick In The Wall
If only you knew how much you really hurt me How many tears I really cried Why couldn't you see that I was so upset? Why was it love was never supplied? You said you really cared about me Yet you never trusted what I said to you All the times I believed what you said And now my relying days are through Once again back on my own Just as I was before you came along Crying over the things that were said Not able to turn over that 'special' song Was I foolish to get into a relationship? What is it about m that' so appalling? I mean you boys always find an excuse That ends up to us brawling I'm over you is what I will say Even though we know it's a lie There will be someone better But I wish I didn't have to say goodbye I thought you were going to be different Thought you had more sense than the rest Turns out you're just another brick in the wall Now you're gone, I'm left alone; depressed Now I'm hearing stories that I never thought I would Stories that

Are You Experiencing An Energy Crisis?
I don't mean the price of gas, though heaven knows that's bad enough. I'm talking about your personal energy, physical and emotional. Just as cars run on fuel, so too our bodies convert the food we eat into "fuel" -- energy. We may not often think of food this way, but it's true. Our bodies can't operate properly if the fuel that goes in is poor quality or doesn't have sufficient nutrients. And this poor quality food can in turn affect our moods, or our emotional energy. I know I've had the experience of grabbing some coffee and maybe a doughnut as I dashed out the door, and then found myself feeling "wired" and irritable awhile later. And these negative emotions likewise drain our physical energy. I ran across a fascinating bit of research that noted that one five-minute uncontrolled outburst of anger can burn up as much energy as an average person would use in eight hours of work! It's like a vicious cycle, low physical energy can contribute to negative emotions

Cherrish
"Never take someone for granted.Hold every person close to your heart because you might wake up one day and realize you've lost the diamond while you were too busy collecting stones". Written by yours truly OneHotPebbles..

I Apologize For My Piece Of Crap Wally World Cam
HELLO ALL, I POSTED NEW PICS AS SOME OF YOU MAY HAVE NOTICED THEY LOOK LIKE SHIT, I DONT KNOW WHATS WRONG WITH THAT CAM, I BOUGHT IT NEW AT WALMART I HAVE TRIED FIXING IT EVERY POSSIBLE WAY KNOWN TO MAN. PERHAPS MY FACE IS CAUSING IT TO ACT A FOOL , PERHAPS HEHE, HONESTLY I DONT KNOW, THIS CAM HAS CAUSED ME TO BE REJECTED ABOUT 10 TIMES WITH MY SALUTE, PIECE OF SHYT IT IS GRRRRRRRR. ANY WAYS SITTING HERE LISTENING TO TONI BRAXTON AND THINKING ABOUT THINGS, I GOT A LOT OF MY MIND BUT THIS CHIC IS GOING TO BE FINE, MY BLACK EYE IS HEALING NICELY, SO I AM GREATFUL FOR THAT, SUPPOSE I SHOULD WATCH WHERE I AM GOING NEXY TIME, WELL I GUESS THATS ALL I HAVE TO SAY FOR NOW CANT SPEAK MY MIND THE WAY I WANT TO YOU PPL WOULD THINK I NEEDED HELP, OK WELL ITS NOTHING I HAVENT BEEN TOLD BEFORE I AM CORRUPTID . I'M BAD BUT DAMN I AM GOOD AT IT SO EH I AM STILL ON TOP OF THINGS, OH MY WOW THE THOUGHT I JUST HAD SHEW I GOT TO STOP THIS, OH NO I DONT I WILL NEVER STOP THESE THOUGHTS IT'S WHO

Scars
All those scars on her arms, Don't worry she says. They're just little reminders, Of how many times you broke her heart. She fell in love with the razors edge, Trying piece together what you tore apart. Beaten and broken she still remains, In love him till this very day. Drowning herself in in razor blades, Till you wake up and find what you threw away. Only time can tell how long that takes, Till she cuts to deep and makes a mistake. Draining away her tears in blood, Trying to make herself someone you'll love.

Open Window
Open Window Awake and alone in the midnight quiet In the sweltering heat in the semi-darkness Semi-dressed Lazy ceiling fan Blades barely moving Stirring the stifling air A sultry breeze across steamy skin Listening for what awakened me Heartbeat-slow, steady, rhythmic From the street below Soft alto sax played to perfection “Stardust” Floats through the open window Landing on my damp skin Like the fingertips of the love-forsaken ghost Who still haunts this tiny studio Unbidden, forgotten desire begins a slow burn. My hands trace the memories Pushing damp auburn curls from my face Fingers stroking my cheeks, brushing across my lips Chasing a single bead of sweat as it slides slowly down my neck, slipping between my breasts. Drawn to the music, faint and familiar I rise from too-warm sheets to stand near the open window, From the shadows, I watch him…his eyes closed Fingers caressing keys like a practiced lover Pulling sweet cries and moans from his mistr

Lime-peanut-ginger Chicken
Lime-Peanut-Ginger Chicken The bright, vibrant flavors of this Southeast Asian-style dish are just perfect on a warm summer evening. Feel free to halve the portions of chicken and lime juice if you're cooking for a smaller group -- though you still might want to make the full amount of the delicious dressing. Credit: Eater's Choice Servings: 10 Ingredients: * 8 skinless, boneless chicken breast halves * 1/2 cup fresh lime juice * 1 clove garlic * 1 tablespoon sliced gingerroot * 1 teaspoon whole peppercorns * 1 teaspoon dried basil * 1 tablespoon soy sauce * 1 tablespoon white vinegar * 1 teaspoon honey * 1 tablespoon water * 1 tablespoon grated lemon peel * 5 tablespoons olive oil * 1 tablespoon sesame oil * 2 tablespoons natural peanut butter * 2 to 3 cups sliced mushrooms * Green onions, for garnish Directions: Cut chicken into bite-size pieces and marinate in lime juice for at least

Some Human Wisdom.. (it May Apply To You,but Never Me.)
Do you ever miss someone? One person you constantly think of. Do you keep one person in your heart to fall on when times are bad, or do you sometimes just spend your quiet times wondering where one person is, how he/she is doing, or if he/she ever thinks of you? Do you sometimes miss the person enough that you become unaware that suddenly you're crying tears? Have you thought of One person constantly over and over, on a daily basis and find yourself wanting to hear his/her voice, just say hello, or just see him/her one last time before they're forever gone? has the thought of forever losing this person driven you to tears? And if this person has a bf/gf (depending on sex/sexual orientation of course),can you honestly feel happy for him/or her? Can you forever let this person go,and live the rest of your life in pure peace? Have you missed him/her just once in the past days,weeks,months,years? If so, then you haven't done a very good job of forgetting abo

Rain Storms
It rains, It pours And I watch this storm The lightening, bright The wind howls And Thunder screams I love every minute of it I run outside, soaked to the bone I lie on the grass Letting the rain drops hit me so fast Cold shivers up my spine I run down the street through the rain Not stopping at all I run and run Until I fall I collapse in the street Tears mixed with rain drops I sit in the intersection Crying and crying And why I don't know Just tired of hiding it all inside I let it all out, as the rain hits my back Until I'm all dried out I stand and see a rainbow appear And then I know No matter what I fear Someone will always be there

Totally Happy Is A Crazy
I just got 2 messages from people saying this girl is saying we are stalkers. This woman is crazy. She has me mixed up with someone else. I am no stalker and I don't know who would want to stalk her butt anyways. I just want my friends to know out there to watch out for this person named Totally Happy. She is some crazy B@#%^.

Barbecued Tuna And White Bean Salad
Barbecued Tuna and White Bean Salad On a simmering hot day when a heavy meal just won't do, try this light and luscious grilled-tuna salad. It's also the perfect dish to pack for a picnic lunch. Credit: BBQ Food by Kay Scarlett Servings: 4 to 6 Ingredients: * 14 ounces tuna steaks * 1 small red onion, thinly sliced * 1 tomato, seeded and chopped * 1 small red pepper, thinly sliced * 2 (14-ounce) cans cannellini beans * 2 garlic cloves, crushed * 1 teaspoon chopped thyme * 4 tablespoons finely chopped Italian parsley * 1 1/2 tablespoons lemon juice * 1/3 cup extra virgin olive oil * 1 teaspoon honey * 4 handfuls arugula Directions: Place the tuna steaks on a plate, sprinkle with cracked black pepper on both sides, cover with plastic wrap and refrigerate until needed. Combine the onion, tomato and pepper in a large bowl. Rinse the cannellini beans under cold running water for 30 seconds, drain and add to t

Hey, Yeah - Im Your Superbeast
Shriek the lips Across ragged tongue, Convulsing together.sing Violently, move the jaw Cry aloud. bound up the dead Triumphantly The ragged they come and The ragged they kill! You pray so hard on bloody knees. The ragged they come and The ragged they kill! Down in the cool air I can see. Hey, yeah - Im the one that you wanted Hey, yeah - Im your superbeast Hey, yeah - Im the one that you wanted Hey, yeah - Im your superbeast Stir the limbs across the wrist, Full possession of memory. Bury me as a dog, Icy hands surrounding me. The ragged they come and The ragged they kill! You pray so hard on bloody knees. The ragged they come and The ragged they kill! Down in the cool air I can see. Hey, yeah - Im the one that you wanted Hey, yeah - Im your superbeast Hey, yeah - Im the one that you wanted Hey, yeah - Im your superbeast Shriek the lips Across ragged tongue, Convulsing together.sing Violently, move the jaw Cry aloud. bound up the dead Triu

Apologize
To all my friends on here I have toapologize for not being as responsive as I should be. I have been doing alot of riding, now that we have had a few days of dry weather, after all the flooding. I have also been busy with my boy, A>A meetings, and work. I will try to participate on here as I can, so bare with me till I can give you all my attention. I will try to respond, so don't give up on me yet. THANK YOU

Name That Tune Part One
Ok...I have this song on my CD, but don't know who it is or the title...I'll give you part of the chorus that I remember and you give me the name and title. Here we go: You can run You can hide But you can't escape My love

Fuck Yes
Oh High noon dead moon A hangin all over you yeah Devilman yes I can cut a little peice of you yeah Hunger! Inside you Hunger! Hunger! Destroy you Hunger! Swift might dead night That's all right for you yeah Voodoo man yes I can tear it all down for you yeah She's a killer! She's a thriller! Spookshow baby! She's a killer! She's a thriller! Yeah Spookshow baby! Red rain, no pain Fallin down over you yeah Wicked man yes I can a walkin all over you yeah Hunger! Inside you Hunger! Hunger! Destroy you Hunger! She's a killer! She's a thriller! Spookshow baby! She's a killer! She's a thriller! Yeah Spookshow baby! Bright glove, mad love A movin all over you yeah Psycho man yes I can do it all over for you yeah She's a killer! She's a thriller! Spookshow baby! She's a killer! She's a thriller! Yeah Spookshow baby!

Hidden Side Of Me
Fallen tears A sunken heart That is all it takes To tear myself apart I want to stay still But I have to get up I look at myself in the mirror And new tears erupt No one has ever seen This hidden side of me No one knows of my cries at night Except for my sleeping family The puffy eyes My quivering lip Chest breathing heavy Another cry slips I cannot get up As I fall to the floor Just leave me here And shut my door I cannot hide this feeling With my pretending anymore It has gotten so bad, I cannot laugh it off anymore You do not know what to do You have never seen me cry Or the words I scream And how I wish to die You have never known How I really feel before You do not know what to do So you slowly shut the door

My Mom
Well they did surgery today, her small intestine was compared to an old garden hose. The doctor cut the bad section out and reattached it. There was NO CANCER!!! thank God. Hopefully she will be home soon. Thanks again for all the thoughts and prayers that I have received.

?i'll Be There?
"""I'LL BE THERE..? ?When no one is there for you? ?When you think no one cares? ?When the whole world walks out on you? ?When you think you're alone? ?ILL BE THERE..? ?When the one you care about most could care less about you? ?When the one you gave your heart to isn't? ?When someone throws something in your face? ?ILL BE THERE..? ?When the person you trusted betrays you? ?When the person you share all your memories with cant even remember your birthday? ?ILL BE THERE..? ?When all you need is a friend to listen to you whine? ?When all you need is someone to catch your tears? ?ILL BE THERE..? ?When your heart hurts so bad that you cant even breathe? ?When you just want to crawl up and die? ?ILL BE THERE..? ?When you start to cry? ?Or when hearing that sad song? ?When the tears just won't stop falling down? ?ILL BE THERE..? ?So you see I'll be there until the end? ?This is a promise I can make? ?If you ever need me ?Just give me a call and..?

Anger
Anger's like a bullet, it hits you deep and hard it makes you feel unhappy, it makes you feel so scarred Anger rips your soul apart, it scares your friends away it makes you mean and hateful, causing words you shouldnt say. Angers unpredictable, its like a spooky song It lingers in your mind for days, it gets you in the wrong Anger causes heartache, it goes on for so long it makes you mad and snappy, it stops you feeling strong. Anger is a similie, it connects so many words it likes to play inside you brain,where it is never heard Anger stops you loving, it makes you feel such hate. So always let it go, before you are too late

Walkin Down This Road ..again
I was walking on a dead end street, when I saw the devil at my feet, we laughed and shared a few smiles, and kept walking on for many miles, He stopped at a gate and told me to follow, It smelled of death, I tried hard to swallow I took one step forward and went inside, I should've put up resistance, I should've tried, Now he has me I don't know what to do, turn the other cheek before he finds you, he searches for people lost in this place, you'll know he has you by the look on his face, so walk away before it pulls you in, before you become encased in sin, just say no and walk away, so you can live another day.

Loving Him
Loving him It is hard to love someone when you don't feel it is reciprocated when you put all your heart and soul, into that person, so much, it takes your breath away. It hurts when you know it's not returned with the same intensity, and you are loved as a dear friend, instead of with the pureness and life changing love that you give, unselfishly. It's a see-saw. I get some attention, and then it's taken back for a brief moment, I feel fulfilled, and then in an instant it's gone. My heart, mind, body, and soul ache for someone I have never met, and probably never will. For his heart belongs to another. How lucky is she to receive the pure love of this man! My heart is in his hands....and I watch with fear, as I am afraid that it will be broken, irreparably, ripped to shreds. My heart was kept in a box, and I gave him the box, and the key to it. Now he holds my heart unprotected, while staring into the eyes with whom his heart lies. I want the box, and m

Guys And Girls
We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning. Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. Yeah, you can quote me. Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in. let us pay for you! dont "feel bad" We enjoy doing it. It's expected. Smile and say "thank you." Kiss us w

People Ripping My Pic
Ok this ASS told me he is going to "rip my pic" but "make up for it" http://www.cherrytap.com/user/385529 Heres the thing...... Unless you are getting me a date with a gorgeous asian goddess that will take my virginity and cuddle all the time ya aint gonna make up for ripping my pic sufficiently, ALSO, you wanna rip it, YA NEED TO ASK PERMISSION I made the pic for ME, not for some talentless BUM to rip and use for whatever he likes.

With Love, From Me, To You
Made “Rock Star” status, if you can call it that, today and I got to thinking about all the wonderful friends I have made here that made this happen. I cogitated on this while I perused my lists of friends, fans and family and I noticed a distinct lack of testosterone. There is good reason for that. You see, I have tried to get in touch with my “feminine” side, but she has a restraining order against me. I need all the estrogen laden input on life and love I can find, and the oh so lovely ladies of Cherry Tap are a true wealth of information and understanding concerning the “feminine mystique”. Each and every one of you are more than special to me, and because I have reaped so much from you I thought I would try and “give something back”, so to speak. For my few male friends here, be forewarned, I am going to let ALL the cats out of the bag, as it were, and ladies, hopefully this will give you some insight into the fellow in your life. Now, let’s see, where to begin: We don't

From A Guys Point Of View
We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning. Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we freaking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. Yeah, you can quote me. Don't be mad when we hold the door open. Take Advantage of the mood im in. let us pay for you! dont "feel bad" We enjoy doing it. It's expected. Smile and say "thank you." Kiss us w

Your Eyes
When I look at your eyes, I see your true self. I see you're sweet, and caring. I see you're giving and forgiving. I see your love for me. When I look at your eyes I stop myself from crying When I'm alone and think about your eyes I cry. I can't stop thinking that one day I'll never see those eyes again That I'll never see the love or the sweetness Or the love that makes you who you are. One day you'll be gone;gone from me. Gone from this world. No matter what happens, those eyes will one day close And forever rest in peace. But you'll never be completely gone, Because every time I close my eyes, There you will be.

Jump
It is a still night the moisture in the air dense with desperation fear grows as does hope a neverending battle of wills with hearts in the middle to risk again to breath again wishing for a cool breeze or a calming touch to wipe these fears away but alas tonight no relief for the humidity wears on the body like the fears drown ones soul a deep breath and fresh start to look forward instead of behind and to put the demons to rest behind the dragon and move on from my sheltered cove carved into the mountains hidden beyond view with prying eyes watching every move ready to leave i do believe somewhere new a new life a new chance if you want us both we will be yours and we can carve our own safe place together somewhere where prying eyes can not control our lives... somewhere it is just us against them raising a family and finally figuring out what love truly is no more fear, no more running just a deep breath and.... jump

11
There has to be a way across these mountains. Somewhere there's a pass we haven't found. The setting sun casts rows of jagged shadows Swallowing the hope we had allowed. Cold descends, the iron will of darkness, When nothing can be done except survive. Love like burning embers keeps us breathing As bitterness engulfs the icy stars. Ah, my love! There will be, will be morning! The sun will rise up like the cavalry. We will find our way across these mountains To build our lives within the dream of peace.

10
Simple things about you catch my heart: Clean lines along the chin, your low, smooth voice, Or your fingers as you take my world apart. Though I must leave, I have no other choice, There'll be no life for me after we part.

Long Day
9am showed up at the court house and as of now there is a restraining order against both the girl i threw out and her boy friend then went to the doctor who sent me to the hospital again......92% hering loss and a mild concusion and whip lash 2 restraining orders.. $500.00 1 doctors bill... $180.00 1 hospital bill...???? dont know yet Total cost = one dead couple bet me

9
Rest here, my love, and I will bring you peace; Only I, your love, can be your bower. Brute winds cut down each unprotected flower; In my arms all disturbances must cease. Need of you, my love, gives me that power.

8
Love me in the circle of your evening, And in the morning quiet of your dreams. Love me underneath ambitious schemes, And when they slow and time can use some seasoning. I do not need your highways and your streets As long as I can be there when you're home. We both have miles of paradise to roam: Let me be where your brave heart retreats. And I will love you in the times of tears, Of hope and laughter, pain and ecstasy, And all the days of haunted thoughts, when we Can share the undertow of vanished years.

7
Lose yourself in lust, my love; Enjoy me as a thing. Make my flesh your fantasy; My soul, your sycophant. I would you would with me, my love, Let all your voices sing, Losing not one ecstasy That some sweet sin might grant. For love loves not that secret space Where dreams turn into wounds, Festering for lack of care, Untended but by stealth. Love enjoys a secret grace, Calliope of tunes Inexhaustible, for there, In trust, lies love's true wealth.

Away Messages...and Pissy People..lol
kk...I've had a few people get upset with me because sometimes I don't respond...if my away message says "not here"....yeah...more than likely not here...If it says "nite nite"...that means I am sleeping...If it says "working"..I don't work from a comp so again...not here...you get the picture..lol...so if I don't respond to you...it's not that I am a stuck up bitch or that I am ignoring you...It's actually because I am not there...I can't sit at my comp 24/7...I try and talk to most everyone...unless you shout me with something random like "nice tits" or "can I...etc etc etc"....then yeah...you're probably being ignored...lol...I like substance people...talk to me...have a actual conversation...insult me (in a joking manner of course)...I insult back..lol...make me laugh....that's the best!!...thanks for listening!!....MWAHZZZZZ

5
I want to help you fly, But not away from me. I want what's best for you, But fear what that might be. There is no paradox More difficult than this: That I would die for you, Yet not give up your kiss. So do not mind my madness; Fly bravely, if you must: I'll watch you, happy in your joy, And teach my heart to trust. I wish I were a cliff Rather than a gentle hill That climbing up on top Might be some kind of thrill. I wish I were a sand dune Rather than a verdant garden That my undulations Might your passion harden. I wish I were a vixen Rather than a faithful dog That you might pursue me With more than just a nod. But I am the one I am Rather than the one I'm not, So please make me the fantasy That keeps our loving hot.

4
I never thought I'd fall in love with you. I thought someday, of course, I'd fall in love. But what it felt like, I just never knew; I'd no idea what I was thinking of. And then, somewhere between my need and pleasure, Walking neither overjoyed nor sad, I looked into my heart and saw a treasure Worth more than anything I'd ever had. Ah! This is love! I thought. And then I wanted To give my life to see your happiness. Suddenly, from nowhere, I was haunted, Needy, joyful, tearful, glad, obsessed. My love for you has brought me out of me. The beauty in your heart has set me free. I want to make you smile as you make me. I wish you saw my thoughts right through my eyes. You ask me what I'm thinking. I can't tell you. You are the stars, and I the empty skies. In me there is a yearning ever flowing That needs to reach an end that never comes. I cannot be myself without you with me. This is a truth no wisdom ever plumbs. You laugh, and say that I'm your persona

3
I am of the desert, you of cultivation: Simplicity to me, to you is desolation; Heat, thirst, and agony I seek out on vacation, While you look for elegance and quiet restoration. I am of the ocean, you are of the shore: You want fewer waves, I manufacture more; You like tranquil bays, I love the rollers' roar; In me, a wild emptiness; in you, a quiet core. While I am like a stream, you are like a lake: I babble over boulders, you reflections make; I rush forward heedlessly, as bones and branches break; You part before the piercing bow and then absorb the wake. That such extremes should not be mingled might seem elementary; But love can make the wildest contradictions complementary. I look at you and think: I cannot live Without you; you're the person of my dreams. Of course I know I can, but I must give My heart room to tell it as it seems. Romance must have a language fit for feeling More than fits between the earth and sky. For love there cannot be a floor or ce

Passing Stuff On...
Apex Online, July is live, featuring free fiction from David Niall Wilson and Alethea Kontis, plus reviews and interviews. Dred magazine's July issue is live and free. Some good horror there. Not for people who don't love silly rednecks and man sized mayflies. Behind the Wall is my favorite. And GUD magazine is having an anniversary sale. Their pdf back issues (both of them) are going for $1 each through July 13th. This is a great time to check them out, and knowing your markets is a great time saver when it comes to submitting. Only valid through the following link: http://www.gudmagazine.com/subs/anniversary_dollar_downloads.php And ranking high on the JustWrongOMeter: Baby Hand-Shaped Hand Soap. American Idolatry now available. Dying Light: 10,038/???? Corpse Blood (3rd Draft): 10,910/17,000 | WriYe: 77,821/100,000 | WC July: 11,567 | | Subs: 58/50 | Accepts: 4 | Rejects: 50 (2 from shutdowns) |

Another One
How can I know so surely that I'll love you No matter what the future has in store? Time is like a cave in which our torches Show only the circumference of our minds. But love is will far more than it is passion, Though passion may at first sustain the will. One chooses love the way one chooses faith Because that is the way that heaven lies. My love for you is vaster than the ocean, More rich in loveliness than coral seas. I could no more relinquish it than let go Willingly the precious gift of life. I am afraid to love, and yet I love you. My fear is like a wall I walk right through. The wall is there, and yet it doesn't stop me. I need it still, and yet I still need you. I know someday we will be in a field Surrounded by the blessing of the sky. I'll dance with all the freedom of pure joy, Needing you without a reason why. But now I'm still afraid that I might lose you, That you might not accept my desperate need. You make me laugh and cry and be c

Its Dam Hot!!!!
Well my therm outside says 100.. its 120 in my house and I am in here typing this.. I have offically gone completly mad!!! What do I do now?? I dont know.. tell the internet all about random facts and things that people really dont want to know.. Great Idea!! Well today SUCKED bad.. was way to busy at wrok and I was way understaffed! But hey what do you do.. help people and then help the next one and then the next one and on and on till you lock the dam doors!! Well I guess I just wanted to shout out to you all and let you know that I am GETTING LAID tonight!! Whoop Whoop!!! sounds good to me.. I was told to be ready to get my bones jumped around 11pm.. now I am just counting down the time!!! should be an all nighter if all things go well.. do dam bad its so FUCKING HOT!!! so I guess there may be some time spent in the shower as well!! nothing like doing the nasty in the shower under cold water.. trust me it works fine.. just have to stay focused!! Well got to go now .. hav

Bdsm
You scored as Pleasure and pain, You love sadomasochism! Whether beating someone, being beaten, being punished, squeezed, pinched, whatever, it turns you on. The sweat, the leather, the pain, you can't get enough.Pleasure and pain96% Tie those ropes tighter!86% Ow, these handcuffs are too tight79% Whips, chains and slaves79% How dare you smack my ass?71% Yes Sir/Ma'am!64% How BDSM are you?created with QuizFarm.com

Lucifers Amnesty Program
So far I've run into real REAL nice,genuine people on here..I've seen who have been, and are true friends and keep in touch with me on here, and who haven't judged me by who I am, what I love, and some of the most outlandish things I've, and DO say sometimes.. Some people can handle it, some can't cope with it at all! To my good friends here, I'm grateful and honored by your friendship, you all know who u are.. To those who are just too busy to get around to me,I understand and it's all good.. But... To those who find me a bit too eccentric,loud,demonic,dark minded,or just plain weeeeiiiiirrrrddddd and can't possible comprehend the likes of me, well you're welcome to remove me from your list, it won't be held against you! I Will Not contribute to the corruption of God-Like people,We run a Dirty..err..CLEAN act around here! Love&hate Licks&kisses, Me.. ]>-)>

Game Over
You might notice that I've been logged in a lot. I'm not, really. It's just that the baby jesus loves me so much he insists on keeping me close to his heart, which means that I have to hit the logout link fifty fucking times before my mug quits glowing. Fifty, five, same fucking thing. It's annoying. So if you see me online and you say something and I don't respond, it's not that I'm ignoring you. Unless I don't like you, in which case, I'm ignoring you. The inability of the mini-god to let me be "off tap" is merely another in a long list of things that are fucked up about the tap. How is it that this place is so thoroughly broken? I've heard any number of apt comparisons... Ed suggested that the tap was constructed from the parts of a junked car, an '87 something. I don't pay attention to car talk. (Unless it's Click and Clack on Car Talk Radio, in which case I'll listen for hours) Cyrus likened the tap to a socialist country where everything's broken, everyone kno

Whitest Toenails In A Short Time
OK this is the weirdest thing you will ever hear coming from a male. Ladies you know that in the summer you want to have the whitest toe nails you can get. Yes you do want them to look good. Well here is the answer that can fix that problem in just 2 hours. I t may seem a little gross but really try this. Get a pan that you can get both feet in. In the bottom of the pan put about 1 inch of cornmeal. Cover the cornmeal with water and stir it up to soak up all the water. You may have to add more water as you go. Put some warm water in the pan so you don’t end up with really cold feet. Soak both feet in the pan covering them with cornmeal for 2 hours. Yea it feels kind of funny but it works real well. The oil from the corn will actually soften your feet also. Don’t take my word for it give it a try.

A New Begining And Im Not Scared
im not some girl that u wish i would be i am the woman i chose to become ive gotten strong inside being around everyone but feeling noone there ive taken the pain and abuse but not again i swear! this will end right before your eyes and it shouldnt come as a suprise the pain and hell you've put me threw started and so will it end with you i see now we deserve so much more than to be your doormat on the floor ive taken this shit for far too long i wont shed a tear but a grin instead not thinking about the past but the future its shining bright for me you dont see im a strong woman i dont have to have a man to support me i just want one to stand by me threw the pain and the good he may come along and he may not but ive got me i can do this on my own no matter how hard or scary it may be i am a woman not the kid you treat me to be

These 16 Police Comments Were Taken Off Actual Police Car Videos Around
These 16 Police Comments were taken off actual police car videos around the country: #16 "You know, stop lights don't come any redder than the one you just went through." #15 "Relax, the handcuffs are tight because they're new. They'll stretch after you wear them a while." #14 "If you take your hands off the car, I'll make your birth certificate aworthless document·" #13 "If you run, you'll only go to jail tired." #12 "Can you run faster than 1200 feet per second? Because that's the speed of the bullet that'll be chasing you." #11 "You don't know how fast you were going? I guess that means I can write anything I want to on the ticket, huh?" #10 "Yes, sir, you can talk to the shift supervisor, but I don't think it will help. Oh, did I mention that I'm the shift supervisor?" #9 "Warning! You want a warning? O.K., I'm warning you not to do that again or I'll give you another ticket." #8 "The answer to this last question will determine whether yo

Playlist For The 2 Weeks Of 6/26/07 - 7/10/07.
Anthrax - Persistance Of Time Atheist - Unquestionable Presence Atheist - Elements Bathory - Destroyer Of Worlds Black Witchery/Conqueror - Hellstorm Of Evil Vengeance Split Carpathian Forest - Black Shining Leather Cianide - Hell's Rebirth Civil Disturbance - The Battle Within Craft - Terror Propaganda Danzig - Danzig DarkThrone - A Blaze In The Northern Sky Deicide - Legion Echoes Of Eternity - The Forgotten Goddess Enthroned - Regie Sathanas Flotsam And Jetsam - When The Storm Comes Down Flotsam And Jetsam - My God Goatwhore - A Haunting Curse Hypocrisy - Inferior Devoties EP Impaled - Death After Life King Diamond - Fatal Portrait King Diamond - Abigail King Diamond - "Them" King Diamond - The Dark Sides EP King Diamond - Voodoo Kiss - Dressed To Kill Kiss - Rock And Roll Over Kiss - Asylum Kiss - Crazy Nights Kiss - Revenge Krieg - Destruction Ritual Malevolent Creation - The Ten Commandments Marduk - Panzer Division Marduk Megadeth - Peace Sells...

Ambitious Projects
Creepy has a very inventive mind, and he puts it to frequent good use in coming up with new and innovative ways to remove DBs. When he gets a good idea, he never skimps on the funding, nor does he balk at putting in whatever time and effort are needed to see it through to realization. This was one of his more ambitious projects, but, as you can see, it was well worth the considerable investment that he made in it. Not only does it attract thousands of DBs to their deaths every week, there is nothing quite like it if you're in the mood for an evening of non-stop laughter. What could be more amusing than watching a dance floor full of dumb DBs as they dance perilously around. close to, and finally right into holes providing access to an ultra-modern, super-efficient DB-burner that takes up the entire lower floor? Many people who come to the Dance-A-Thons get a kick out of wagering money on which of two DBs will be the first to dance into a hole. You should hear them shriek with

Quotes
The reverse side also has a reverse side....Japanese Proverb. Ride your horse along the edge of a sword; hide yourself in the middle of flames....Zen saying. God has no religion.....Mahatma Gandhi. When you pass through, no one can pin you down, no one can call you back....Zen Quotes by Ying-An

Eureka! Now If They Can Only Figure Out What To Do About The Smell.
By now, you know that one of the thorniest problems that plagues DB-slayers is finding satisfactory ways of disposing of their pestilent carcasses. The most effective, environmentally sound method is incineration by high intensity flame, but it always seems to Creepy that we may be missing a bet by not finding other, more practical uses for this most plentiful of potential resources. To this end, he is always experimenting with new ways of getting rid of DBs. Every time he happens upon a new setting, he asks himself if and how it might benefit from the use of DBs. This is a case in point. The other day he visited a manufacturing plant that relies heavily on the smooth, problem-free operation of a network of large gears. He was shocked when he heard how much a year the plant spends on gear-lubricating grease alone Of course, it immediately occurred to him that maybe DBs could be used as a cheap source of lubricant, so he came back the next day to see if he couldn't answer the

Flaws Of Girls And Guys:
SOME Girls... - They are really dramatic and if they take a shit and it hurts they instantly cry and proclaim how they have a fatal diease. - They pms too much or are just maybe bitches all the time. One minute they are laughing then they are "OMG OMG I am an ugly nobody with a broken nail" - they think guys can read their minds...look guys are not Houndini speak your fucking mind! This is American we do have freedom of speech. If you are gonna bitch about the guys flaws you should fucking tell him instead of actting like he should know..wake the fuck up SOME guys... - Cocky and think their shit does not stink cause they have a tan and six pack and think they are like some hunk... - Hornballs..your penis wont deattach and run away so why think sex all the time? Do you have nothing better to do than rely on your hand lotion and swim suit addition?? Seriously woman d not get turned on but hornballs...want a woman try having a romantic side and not wanting to fuck her br

Insight Unwanted
Just suffer from depression, comes with be an artist I think, we feel things deeper, too easily. Today I stood in the dead center of DC. the center square and just looked around. Stood on a bench and felt this pulse and vibration that could kill someone if they just KNEW it was there. I saw all the power and none of the ethics, the center of art and real beauty. Saw the endless pain in milky eyes of a homeless man. As a business man in a big suit got into a flashy car and didn't even see him. Kids playing in the same streets where they will later shoot each other down. The oldest church's, and no real faith. Money and beauty, power, and empty hope. It was so real and so deep that I thought I was going to scream. I hate it when I get like this. It breaks me. had a stranger tell me he could see the hurt and need for love in my eyes. And I looked at him and couldn't stop myself and said "these are the eyes of the youth of our world" Love is endless and has no death. IT float

Hahahahahaha
1. WHATS YOUR BROTHERS NAME? Derek lol 2. WHAT WERE YOU DOING 10 MINUTES AGO? watching Seinfeld >.> 3. IF YOU WERE A COLOR, WHAT WOULD YOU BE? black:-O 4. MTV, BET, OR VH1? VH1 5. IF YOU COULD GO ANYWHERE RIGHT NOW, WHERE WOULD IT BE? in a box in the ground :) 6. NAME A PERSON(S) THAT STARTS WITH THE LETTER "R"? retard 7. WHERE..s possible! but I hope not :( 32.WHO WAS THE LAST PERSON YOU GOT MAD AT? hmm........... 33.WHAT DO YOU HEAR AT THIS VERY MOMENT? T.V. THIS UPCOMING SUMMER... 1) Are you going anywhere for vacation? no 2) Are you seeing anyone special? no 3) Do you have a boyfriend/girlfriend? no 4) Do you have a pool? no 5) Do you like the summer? nooooooooooooooo 6) Have you ever been on a jet ski? I think I tried once longggggggg ago 7) Do you want a summer romance? no 8) Are you going to go fishing? no...but I would lol 9) Do you like fireworks? not when ppl have them go off at all hours of the night!

Hahahahaha
50 Questions... 1. So, what did you do all day?: sleep...eat...watch the telly lmao 2. What is the most expensive thing you've bought recently? a new vacuum >.> 3. Last concert (or show) you attended: never, but I watch the Concert for Diana :( 4. Coolest thing you've gotten in the mail lately: bills...FUN! 5. Discribe your favorite artical of clothing: clothes 6. Last video game played: hmm...medal of honor 7. How many CDs do you have by any ONE artist or group?: all in comp ^_^ 8. What's for dinner?: shmizza 9. Do you have any collections?: mhm....dust! 10. What was the last board game you played?: monop 11. Who won?: nobody ever finishes it wiv moi :( 12. Do you subscribe to any magazines? I think I get Stuff lol 13. Last movie you saw at a theater: WEDDING SINGER lol its been like 9 years :P 14. Last movie you watched at home: pans god damn labyrinth 15. Do you have any special traditions only you or your family does? noo 16. What was

Come On In And Have Fun :)
COME ON IN TO THE NEWEST LOUNGE ON CHERRY TAP INTRODUCING LOWRIDERs 80's LOUNGE!!!!!!!! MEET GREAT/NEW PEOPLE, HAVE FUN, LISTEN TO MUSIC {PICK YOUR OWN}...... PLEASE:: COME IN AND JOIN THE FUN NO DRAMA, NO BULLSHIT, NO HATERS ALSO LOOKING FOR HELP SUCH AS BARTENDERS,BOUNCERS,GREETERS,DJ'S,MANAGERS APPLY WITH IN THANK YOU WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR??? CLICK ON THE BANNER BELOW AND JOIN THE FUN NOW OPEN 24 HR 7 DAY A WEEK BE THERE AND BRING YOUR FRIENDS 1Club.FM : 80s Dance Hits Get a cool scroller sign at MyToolSpace.com

"oh Well Back To The Drawing Board."
Creepy is always trying to find ways to make practical, maybe even commercially viable use of the otherwise useless, totally worthless DB. Here, he was thinking that he might be able to combine one of his hobbies, woodworking, with the goal of turning out a product that people would want to hang on the walls of their dens or over the fireplaces in their living rooms. What he had in mind was mounting heavily lacquered DB heads in a wide range of attractive designer colors on wooden plaques. He knew, of course, that there would be little market for any other part of a DB, since everything below the neck has been too close to the diaper for too long. He produced about 500 such plaques, which were made available to the paying public for a small price through a chain of fast-food hamburger outlets. The response was disappointing, however. Less than half of the plaques were sold. The hamburger chain then ran a promotion around the idea of giving them away for nothing, but got almos

Hahahaha
*ABOUT YOUUU. Full Name: Bill >.> Birthday: sept 26th Birthplace: springfield XD (where basketball was invented) lol Eye Color: bluuuue. Hair Color: blond. Height: 5'9 Weight: 2 tons (4,000 lbs.) lol Right handed or Left handed? lefttt . Your Heritage: french, english My Worst Habit: biting nails Zodiac Sign: libraaa Shoe Size: 10 or 11 Pants Size: lol Innie or Outie? innie. Parents Still Together? nope The Shoes You Wore Today: noneeee Your Weakness: junk food lol Your Fears: spiders and snakesssss. Your Perfect Pizza: hawaiinnnnnnn Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: die Your Most Overused Phrase On An Instant Messenger: "LOL" Thoughts First Waking Up: die bill...DIE Your Best Physical Feature: none Your Bedtime: whenever. Your Most Missed Memory: none .> What Is The Best Feeling In The World? oral sex Worst Feeling? anal sex, LOL!! Where Do You Want To Live When You Grow Up? hell

My Heart
a rip in my heart so deep it bleeds pain and fear you refuse to see why say you love only me if you dont why promise forever and always if you wont she's taken my place by your side i am left alone with a heart that dies. written 7-10-07 copyrite raven queen aka alecys drake (my pen name)please do not use without my permission.

Hahaha
95 questions, fill out and repost. Favorite 1. gum: bubble yummyy lol 2. restaurant: bill's kitchen 3. drink: soda >.> 4. season: fall 5. type of weather: raing and dark 6. type of emotion: happy 8. late-night activity: none lol 9. sport: none 10. city: mine >> 11. store: ugh When was the last time you- 12. cried: next summer i will...i swear! 13. played a sport: me? active? lol 14. laughed: last question was hysterical! ;) 15. hugged someone: eww 16. kissed someone: eww 17. felt depressed: hmmmmmmmmm 18. felt overworked: never haha 19. felt sick: hmmmm What was the last- 20. word you said: hmm 21. thing you ate: food 22. song you listened to: lilly allennnnn 23. last thing you drank: soda 24. place you went to: hell 25. movie you saw: hmmmmm 26. movie you rented: hmmm 27. movie you went to: ur mom Have you ever- 40. danced in the rain: no 41. kissed someone: yup 42. done drugs: yessssss 43. smoked: yea...3 different things ^_^ 44. partied 'ti

Haha
1. Ever punch someone in the face? no, I am not violent...unless I gotta stab someone ;) 2. How old are you? 20 something >.> 3. Are you mostly single or mostly taken? Mostly single 4. Eat with your hands or utensils? do I look like a caveman? 5. Do you dream at night? no, not at fucking all! 6. Ever seen a corpse? mhmm 7. Have you ever wished someone dead? mhmm 8. Do You Like Bush, the president? he's just too dumb! can we impeach him, please? Now the intrusive fun part ... ... ... 9. Sum up your philosophy on life? and death? umm, live and then die? lol 10. If you could do anything with u, and have no one know about it, what would it be? O_o 11. Do you trust the police? hmmm, sure...but I do not like them :P 12. Do you like country music? SOME...mostly Shania ^_^ 13. What is your fondest memory ? oh plzzzzzzzzzzzzz 14. If you could change anything about yourself what would it be? I would make myself hot 15. W

Ha
Name: Bill Birthday: September 26, 1982 Birthplace: Springfield, MA Current Location: Somewhere in Massachusetts :D Eye Color: Blue Hair Color: Blond Height: 5'9 Right Handed or Left Handed: Left Ethnicity: French...and a little English The Shoes You Wore Today: None Your Weakness: Stuff :D lol Your Fears: Snakes...spiders...vagina's Your Perfect Pizza: ANY! :D Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Die. Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: "lol" Thoughts First Waking Up: I'm still alive? Your Best Physical Feature: Haha, none! Your Bedtime: Uhh...whenever Your Most Missed Memory: None. Pepsi or Coke: Both... MacDonalds or Burger King: BK Single or Group Dates: Neither Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea: Lipton Chocolate or Vanilla: Chocolate Cappuccino or Coffee: NONE!! Gives me the shakes :S Do you Smoke: .............GRR!!!!!!!!!!! FUCK YOU!! lol Do you Swear: Never have and never will! Do you Sing: Lalala a

The Smell Of Db's
Creepy has a very logical, scientific mind, and, beyond that, he's a master strategist when it comes to waging war, so he realizes how important it is to know one's enemy. Both as a matter of scientific curiosity and a means of gathering potentially useful wartime intelligence, Creepy established Camp Creepy, where randomly selected captured DBs are sent to be observed and analyzed. As can be seen, it is pleasant, well-kept-up, albeit tightly secured little encampment, nestled deep in a valley in some remote mountain range. Most of the resident DBs have been here for months, and when they are not being studied in the main laboratory building, all they do all day long is dance around in an endless circular conga line. Each of their little huts has a television set, but not one of them has ever watched, except when clips of teens dancing to top ten hits are piped in over the closed system. But even then their watching quickly gives way to getting out of bed and joining in the da

Reasons....
So I've taken a look at all of the profiles that I've started networking with. I've come down to a decision based on contact. Figure if we do not really chat or replay back to each other, then what is the point of being here? So my question to all is: Should I start trimming down my contacts here? Honest replies are always welcome.

One Of These Days....boom Right To The Moon
You've probably been wondering what Creepy does with all the DBs that he hunts down and rounds up. Well, it depends. One of the problems with disposing of them is that if you simply bury them, they pollute the ground and the water supply for miles around. If you throw them in the ocean, they kill all the sea life in the vicinity. Burning them is one of the best ways to minimize the adverse impact on the environment, but even then toxic fumes are released and a very smelly ash becomes airborne and settles on things for a much greater distance around. Very high intensity flame and a system of afterburners to scrub the smoke helps with this problem, though. One of the best solutions that Creepy has found is to simply blast them into outer space. Unfortunately, the cost of doing this is prohibitive. Creepy was lucky enough last year to make a good deal on three used rocket ships that were scheduled to be cut up for scrap. He got them working to the point that he could be assured

Military Abcs
A is for attacking the phone everytime it rings. Even if it means sleeping with the handset or nearly careening off the highway trying to reach your phone in your purse on the floor...in case it is your soldier calling. B is for boxes. Packing them, unpacking them, shipping them, receiving them, using them to store precious letters... A Military Wife handles a lot of boxes. C is for cheering your head off when your soldier finally comes home from that LOOONNNGGG deployment!!! D is for deployments, and the deployments that extend. E is for the Excitement you feel when you know he is coming very soon after being away for a LONGGGGG time!! F is for the friendships that come and go due to moving every three years, and for those that last a lifetime no matter what the distance. G is for the Good friends you will meet despite knowing them for a short span of time. H is for the helpful hands that come when they are needed. I is for IRAQ, the nastiest 4 letter

Tuesday 07/10/2007
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "Her heart lays shattered on the floor. Salvation awaits in this loving hand, the gentle word. This offer, is blood of my own in a wish to mend it. Thy wish is the sun, might it shine and warm her soul. The wind, may it give unto her a cool breeze of calm. The stars, may they sing to her each night of peace. Love, might it devour her so she may know happiness and be whole once more. This soul, that it might mingle with her own and find peace. For only she may unlock this prison and release this heart. Only she, may know the path which leads deepest within me, and truly find me." © 2003-2007 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Productions

Friends
Friends are like angels sent from above They came to give you an undying love. Summer, winter, spring or fall, They're there to help you when you call. I will be there for you, When your days are lonely and blue. You can call on me for a helping hand, I'll be there beside you to take that final stand. I didn't know where to start, But this is a poem straight from the heart. I'm here for you if you're here for me, That's why friends is a thing we'll always be.

This Should Be On Your Bathroom Mirror...
This should probably be taped to your bathroom mirror where one could read it everyday. You may not realize it, but it's 100% true. 1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8 Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 10. When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look. 11. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. So...........If you are a loving friend, send this to everyone, including the one that sent it to you. If you get it back, then they really do l

The Slave Who Says He Loves Me
I named him "foot licking dog" he loves My feet but apparently he also loves Me... he is such a toy for Me, I like to call him "Dog" I've been playing with him for around 4 months.. on and off, I like to ignore him, to play with his mind... he gets so desperate when he doesn't see Me online, even though I am there, I just don't want him to see Me, he sends Me lots of messages and emails... "Mistress I am desperate to see you.. I need You Mistress, please talk to Me" He wants to be My foot stool, My maid, come to clean My house, cook Me dinner, be My ashtray, he is a virgin into this world... and he has found in Me his Goddess... he thinks He fucking loves Me. Of course I told him to stop the nonsense and stop talking shit, there's NO way I will allow him to tell Me that shit... I don't care and I don't want to care. He is going to start living with his girlfriend... he is willing to take away time from her to be with Me online, he is willing to stop having sex with her if I

People
i don't understand people maybe im socially retarded i doubt it someday i will be so far from here and all these bitch ass haters will be stuck still talkin shit on other people someday i will be happy maybe ive been saying that for so long now i still cant convince myself im much too smart to belive that bullshit ill be stuck here forever like my mom ill get a job in okc get married have some kids then die god i cant even stand to think about that there isnt really an escape because its the same stupid shit everywhere stupid people with stupid opinions and stupid shit to talk about i want to stay high and play my little video games im so whiny ...back to getting high and playing twilight princess....

Be Back Later ... Maybe
Well i am gonna go watch tv for a little bit. If I dont fall asleep, I will be back later. If I fall asleep...I'll be back after work tomorrow. Show my page some cherry lovings! It needs it. My cherry rank is #995 and the number keeps getting higher. ;( lol

Life
life is a total bitch.. i'm a truck driver who finally found some work that got me home every week and my previous company tries to tell me that I owe them money after the last 10 months I spent away from my daughter and even missed her 6th birthday for them... If there are any truck drivers out here don't think of going to ffe that company sucks and I have worked with them for over 2 years.. american eagle, lisa motor lines, and ffe are the same company avoid them at all cost. but its all good i make more money where i'm at and get to be with my daughter 3 times a week now and loving it and now I can be on here and meet new people.. Now I get to look for my cherry pie...

Respite Care And Autism
What Is Respite Care?: Respite care is, very simply, substitute care. A respite caregiver is a person who takes over when the primary caregiver takes a break. Sometimes the break is just a few minutes or hours and sometimes it's a long as a week or more. Why Caregivers for People with Autism Need Respite Care: You need to get to the doctor for your own checkup. You have another child, a spouse or a parent who needs you. You're close to your breaking point, and unable to do a good job of caring for your autistic loved one. You haven't had alone time with yourself or a partner for far too long. Without respite care, you run the risk of losing your health, your relationships, and your sense of humor. Without those critical tools, you'll be no help to your loved one with autism. Giving Yourself Permission to Take a Break: It can be hard for some parents to justify taking a break from their child with autism. After all, think many parents, "I should be here for my child and no one else ca

Can You Wrap Your Mind Around This?
Astronomers Find Farthest Known Galaxies Robert Roy Britt Senior Science Writer SPACE.comTue Jul 10, 2:00 PM ET Astronomers have found evidence for the most distant galaxies ever detected. The galaxies are seen as they existed just 500 million years after the birth of the universe. Their light, traversing the cosmos for more than 13 billion years, was seen only because it was distorted in a natural "gravitational lens" created by the gravity-bending mass of a nearer cluster of galaxies. "Gravitational lensing is the magnification of distant sources by foreground structures," explained Caltech astronomer Richard Ellis, who led the international team. "By looking through carefully selected clusters, we have located six star-forming galaxies seen at unprecedented distances, corresponding to a time when the universe was only 500 million years old, or less than 4 percent of its present age." The universe is estimated to be 13.7 billion years old, so that puts the newfound g

Chapter 3: Life Isn't Ours To Keep; It Is God's And He Can Take It Back When He Wants.
In order to fully understand the kind of person I am, or anyone for that matter, is to look at my upbringing. I was born into an unstable household with parents that I truly believe resented each other with a passion. My mother, a hard working woman who busted her butt to try and support her family. Who had a daughter who is her everything. My father an alcoholic drug addict who valued the partying lifestyle over his family and actually being a man and taking care of his wife and child by actually going to work. But this is not the complete root of my story. My mother had her family there to help out and support her and I in any way they possibly could. My grandparents and my Uncle Tom lived not even a 1/4 mile away from us. We could see their house from ours. They were there for everything for us. Through my parent's divorce and so on. My grandfather passed away too soon for me to have alot of memories but I do have some that I cherish. My uncle went to the Air Force and that left

Giving My Seed
i was recenlty approached by a few lesbian friends of my that want to have a kid and asked if i would donate my seed as it were so that they may have a kid. they have told me that i may see the kid any time i like when it is born. however they dont want my name on it any were (ex. the birth documants and so forth.). but it would be hard for me not to feel i guess some wanting to be the childs father in some regaurd. i dont know really i was thinking of asking to be the godfather of the child but i dont know if that would really fly. im really not sure any of you that read this please give me your input into my sitution.

Running How I Hate Thee
I started running again. I got a PT test at the end of September. I am not quite as young as I used to be. I cant just show up and past. Today I ran a mile and then alternated walking and running 1/4 miles. It has been over an hour since I finished and I still feel all sweaty.

Crazy Tuesday!
Hi there all, my day has been an interesting one. I got a call from my sister stating that we wouldn't all fit in the vehicle that I had reserved. So we had to come up with a new plan to get to St. Louis! So we ended up talking about every other 15-20 minutes on the phone, til we came up with the idea of renting two cars with better gas mileage. So I called Avis to see if I could reserve the two vehicles, so I call my sister back, and she tells me to reserve them, then we can always take them off. So I call Avis back, and to reserve the vehicles, I have to have a major credit card, or if I don't have that, then with a debit card, it will be a $300 fee for both cars! I was like WHAT? I don't have $600 for both cars! So we both tried to call my mom, and she wasn't there, so we waited til she got home, then she called my sister. The options were these: 1) My mom rents the car with her credit card, but we have to pay $10 per day, per driver. 2) She loans us the $600 to pay for the rental

Her..
ok.. she is officialy pissing me off.. a week ago she bought a dog, calls me before she does, says Dominic can we please have a puppy, ill take care of it. So of course being the nice guy i am says yes, thats fine, as long as you take care of it.. well i get home today find dog shit, his bag off food, his water dish, and soda split all over my room.. and she was here like 10 mins. before i got home.. oh thats not all.. Monday a friend of mine from the military got home, which im happy to see him home, that is if he would call me and tell me "hey im home, wanna hang out", but no he doesnt why i don't know? 2 Nights ago we are watching a movie SHE wanted to watch.. Shooter.. well he calls and she leaves.. we were happy and cuddling on the couch and she leaves, and says ill be home in 5 mins.. i didn't see her until the next day around 12pm.. Yesterday she came over last night again, and said ill be back tonight, well i called her at 12 when they got out of there movie.. and asked her she

What Cauese Cf
What Causes Cystic Fibrosis? Cystic fibrosis (CF) is caused by a defect in a gene called the cystic fibrosis transmembrane conductance regulator (CFTR) gene. This gene makes a protein that controls the movement of salt and water in and out of the cells in your body. In people with CF, the gene does not work effectively. This causes the thick, sticky mucus and very salty sweat that are the main features of CF. Each of us inherits two CFTR genes, one from each parent. Children who inherit an abnormal CFTR gene from each parent will have CF. Children who inherit an abnormal CFTR gene from one parent and a normal CFTR gene from the other parent will not have CF. They will be CF carriers. CF carriers: Usually have no symptoms of CF Live normal lives Can pass the abnormal CFTR gene on to their children When two CF carriers have a baby, the baby has a: One in four chance of inheriting two abnormal CFTR genes and having CF. One in four chance of inheriting two norma

Voting Rights
I just finished reading "Starship Troopers", which is alot better than the movie of the same name. Its got many interesting ideas about government and society in general that have many valid points. The fact that there is no democracy and the voters earn the right to cast a ballot is an interesting idea to say the least. Citizens and cilivians are 2 different classes of people, the citizens are those that served the state for a certain amount of time and earned the right to vote and do other things. Civilians had it good too, but since they didn't serve the government for any time they had no say in politics. A worthy idea for discussion. English was the worldwide language to make traveling around a whole lot easier and the common language united people from different areas. There was no real organized religion, another barrier that keeps mankind from uniting and making something out of this chance we have. Instead of breaking each other up into little groups and being weak, the gove

Eroticon Of The Worst Type.. ( Aimed At Women Only)
Yes..By now you SHOULD have read my ENTIRE profile. From beginning to End. And what is the number one obsessive-Erotic-Drive I Live for? I live for womens' feet..I have an insatiable need,love,adoration,and addiction to womens' feet(Pantyhose/nylon feet to be more exact) ..The WORST fetish I could ever have been bestowed with, and why? Simple. When you ask a girl to step on you,let you kiss her feet,to wear a certain hosiery on their feet(Fishnets,pantyhose,nylons,socks..), most of the time, they'll just look at you weird.. Admittedly,it isn't a common thing for ladies to hear that,or be asked to let some guy play with their feet cause he so enjoys it.. And sometimes, it's costly to have this fetish as most women will figure it out,figure how badly you want/need it and take you to the cleaner just for the privilege of them trampling you,or allowing you some footworship.. Yup, I have THIS fetish BAD.. And there are Hardly any Volunteers out there.I have yet to find ANY angry c

Poems
I'm curious, how many of you on here, write poetry? Do you write about things that have happened to you in life, or someone you love, what inspires you to write poems? If you have a poem that you have written and would like to share, please post it. I like to read poetry. Anyone want to share?

I'm Sorry
I'm sorry for the way we turned out i'm sorry that i can hurt you the way i do for everything said and done i'm sorry i'm sorry i can't be there to help you i'm sorry we can't be together to hold eachother i'm sorry we have problems and i'm sorry that it took soo long to tell you I LOVE YOU

School 1977 Vs 2007 (so Sad But Sooo True)
So sad, but true Scenario: Jack goes quail hunting before school, pulls into school parking lot with shotgun in gun rack. 1977 - Vice Principal comes over, looks at Jack's shotgun, goes to his car and gets his shotgun to show Jack. 2007 - School goes into lock down, FBI called, Jack hauled off to jail and never sees his truck or gun again. Counselors called in for traumatized students and teachers. Scenario: Johnny and Mark get into a fistfight after school. 1977 - Crowd gathers. Mark wins. Johnny and Mark shake hands and end up buddies. 2007 - Police called, SWAT team arrives, arrests Johnny and Mark. Charge them with assault, both expelled even though Johnny started it. Scenario: Jeffrey won't be still in class, disrupts other students. 1977 - Jeffrey sent to office and given a good paddling by the Principal. Returns to class, sits still and does not disrupt class again. 2007 - Jeffrey given huge doses of Ritalin. Becomes a zombie. Tested for ADD. School gets

7/10/07
Just another normal day here, so nothing to really write about. J.C. will get to come home from the hospital on Saturday. Other than finding that out, I've just been chatting and listening to music as usual. Well, since I don't have anything to really write about tonight I'm gonna end this here. Have a good night everyone.

A Bad Day
At 9 am I had to wake my boyfriend up because I had gotten sick and thrown up all over myself.He had promised a neighbor the day before to help him out.So after he got me cleaned he went over to the neighbors and dint come back to like 3 pm.All day I was throwing up and fell once.He didnt know untill he came back at 3.I know I shouldnt feel this way and be understanding but today was the first time since the accident that I felt like I couldnt count on my boyfriend and that somebody else was more important than me.

Cf
What Is Cystic Fibrosis? Cystic fibrosis (CF) is an inherited disease of your mucus and sweat glands. It affects mostly your lungs, pancreas, liver, intestines, sinuses, and sex organs. Normally, mucus is watery. It keeps the linings of certain organs moist and prevents them from drying out or getting infected. But in CF, an abnormal gene causes mucus to become thick and sticky. The mucus builds up in your lungs and blocks the airways. This makes it easy for bacteria to grow and leads to repeated serious lung infections. Over time, these infections can cause serious damage to your lungs. The thick, sticky mucus can also block tubes, or ducts, in your pancreas. As a result, digestive enzymes that are produced by your pancreas cannot reach your small intestine. These enzymes help break down the food that you eat. Without them, your intestines cannot absorb fats and proteins fully. As a result: Nutrients leave your body unused, and you can become malnourished. Your sto

Tom.
It's been 7 years since you left my side...Always running but no where to hide.It seems only yesterday when you called me on the phone,Telling me your coming over to write new songs.Just wanting to hang out and drink some beers...Puffing away all your childhood fears.I remember all the trouble we use to cause,Thank God I knew the cops for we'd get hauled off!You were always pretty quiet just sitting in your chair with a cap on your head to control your wild hair!You gave me a hug and told me you loved me so and you had to do stuff,You needed to go.That was the last time I seen your brown eyes,That was the night you made me cry...Your daughter I seen today she looks just like you,Growing older as time stopped for you.As I sit here crying and pissed off I know you did what you had to do.But you left your troubles for me to deal with,You left me in pieces and I'm suppose to forgive....I know you didn't mean pain for us to feel and they do tell me only time will heal.Well It's been seven y

Best Things About Camping
* The way the sun reflected off the lake. * Watching the kids use their imaginations not their Nintendo DS, playstation II, etc.!!! * Teaching the kids(again) how to play Rummy, Uno, Phase 10, Yahtzee and all the other games I loved as a kid. * Using 50 degree nights as an excuse to build the biggest damn campfire I've ever seen! ( no trees were harmed in the process - unless you could the ones that we cut up and burnt..) * Toasting ( ok burning to a CRISP) enough marshmallows to feed a small country! * Watching Fireworks - reflected in the lake - while singing "I'm Proud to be an American" * Coming up with the "evil camper" story with my daughters during our hike. * Finally feeling like it was safe enough to let the kids run around like kids should! * Pancake Dinner - on the last night - Yummy!

On The Out Side...
Living on the out side always looking in,,seeing all the things i can not touch,seems to be a way of life for me....I once remember a time when i had a small stream of sunshine hitting down on me,,it was a window, a window of hope,but lasted just i second or two..a tease you might say,,,life laughing back at me....being on the out side always looking in, meens a freedom that most don't have,,but the price we pay is a lonley and some times bitter place to be from day to day.. I tell my self that some day i'll know how to fit in, but for now it seems being on the out side ,always looking in will be the lonely life i'll lead...

Smooth Horoscope?
Todays horoscope for me is By driver1866 at 2007-07-10 Todays been a good day, up to three crushes and lots of sweet beautiful women paying attention to me! Hell, one of you got me BLITZED! So is it true? Am I smooth?

Respect ... Why Dotn People Have It Anymore?
Ok so in this thrilling installment of my rants I'm going to cover something I feel there isnt enough of anymore R E S P E C T. NO not the song made popular by the queen of R&B. NO the real honest to god true art of have respect for other people. What brings this on you ask? Well thats simple. Some trash talking fool right here on CT had the testicular fortitude step up and slam Whiskey Dust, now before any of you self severing nay sayers get all up in arms.... yes I know everyone is aloud there opinions but there is a limit to that too. If you are going to give your "opinion" on something, using diplomacy and tact is something this person lacks. Here judge for yourself: "this is the band you see playing at that really shitty bar down the street from you, this sounds like it was recorded in a utility closet of a sanitation factory" Now to me that sounds like someone that has nothing better to do with there time than to talk trash. Critic? I doubt it..... if this person works for s

Red Shirt Fridays
If the Red shirt thing is new to you, read below... Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. No, he responded. Heading out I asked? No. I'm escorting a soldier home. Going to pick him up? No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq , I'm taking him home to his family. The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you. Thank you for doing what you do so my family and I can do what we do

War In Iraq
I am tired of people bashing the war in Iraq. What I hate even more is how people say that this war is about oil. It's not about oil. We are back in Iraq to finish what we started in the first Gulf War. We've been attacked by terrorists. We are taking the fight to the terrorists on their grounds, not ours. we are protecting our nation from terrorist attacks. There is a cost for this war. Like any other war, people die. The men and women who make up our armed forces are unique in this day and age. They all volunteered to serve in our military. Nobody forced them to sign up. They did it on their own free will. They knew that there is a possibility that we could go to war. They knew that there was a possibility that they may not come home alive. The facts in this war is that Iraq harbored terrorists. Al Quada opperatives have been captured in Iraq. Terrorist training camps have been destroyed in Iraq. Iraq had weapons that they were not supposed to have under the terms

Pearl In The Shell
I was once a damn good Sax player...and this song puts into words my own personal fears.... I was once the 4th best Sax player in the state of Florida and the 2nd Best in Hillsborough County here in Florida.... I was also in the best HS Jazz Band as well.... I ended up joining the Army after HS to be a musician and I screwed myself by not studying for my Theory classes and placing too much faith in my playing abilities and "flunked" out of the Army and havent played much since.. I guess Im afraid of failure like the guy in this video and being laughed at.... It was true in my case...I had a "pearl in the shell" under my nose and I never realized it... Such is life...You make mistakes...and I regret that I never did something with my musical ability...

Giveaways For The Next 3 Weeks
FOR THE NEXT 3 WEEKS I WILL BE HOLDING GIVEAWAYS, ONE WINNER PER WEEK FOR A WEEK BLAST OR A FREE PASS FOR A VIC... IF INTERESTED PLZ CMAIL ME, THANKS AND HAVE A WONDERFUL DAY NO LESS THEN 10 PEOPLE 7,000 COMMENTS TO RECIEVE THE GIFT DONNA MORBID PRINCESS 'DEVILS REJECTS' 'WNC' MAFIA 2ND LT@ CherryTAP

Poems
First love is like playing with fire: Aglow with pain and glory. Tell me, my dear first love, Whether I'm burned into your heart. The fire in your body, The glory of your touch: Ah! my dear first love, Never, never leave my heart! Although the fire is distant, The pain is always near. My dear first love, please listen: I hold you in my heart.

The Difference
ok i find that there is a difference between being beautiful and sexy...i have been told all the time that i was sexy but i have never been told honestly that i was beautiful.. and almost everyone can be sexy but only a chosen few can be beautiful...all i wanna do is be beautifukl and love unconditonally and i want soemone thats not gunna call me a slut and a whore....is that to much to ask?

Addicted
OK... So I went on vacation - Camping with the kids and my guy. This is how things went without my computer & CT for SEVEN days! Day one: This place is beautiful! I can't believe how dark it gets at night and how bright the stars are. Oh, I wonder if anyone's sent me any cherry mail, email, shouts....sigh. Day two: Still marveling at how peaceful it is out here in the woods. Hey, is that an electrical outlet?? I coulda brought my computer... Day three: F-ing tired of trecking a half a mile just to take a piss. Where's my f-ing computer?? I wanna rate some pics.. Day four: Sitting here watching the sun move across the sky - only 3 more days to go. I know i saw computers in the Camp office - maybe if I sneak in tonight... Day five: There's a lovely layer of dirt on EVERYTHING. I've played more card games than a Las Vegas craps dealer oh - and it rained into the tent. My cell phone has internet access....hmmmm wonder if it's worth a dollar a kilobyte.... Day six: I

Blood Ocean
Die Lights Trapped Inside Torn Fights Concubines Blood Ocean Crickets Cry Inside The night Trampled Takes Over The mind Blood Ocean The land's coagulated And my mind's incarcerated But my helmet's ventilated With the souls correlated Though my father's fascinated With the premises negated And the night will be berated With the souls of the deflated Bleed, bleed, bleed, bleed Bleed, bleed, bleed, bleed Blood Ocean Bleed, bleed, bleed, bleed Bleed, bleed, bleed, bleed Blood Ocean The land's coagulated And my mind's incarcerated But my helmet's ventilated With the souls correlated Though my father's fascinated With the premises negated And the night will be berated With the souls of the deflated You are gonna lose your mind Tonight...In oceans...of blood You are gonna drown and die Tonight...In oceans...In oceans...In oceans...In oceans of Blood Ocean Blood Ocean Blood Ocean Blood Ocean Blood Ocean Blood Ocean

Woohoo! Catholics Rule, Protestants Drool! ;-p
Salvete! Today Pope Benedict XVI opened up another can of whoop-ass on Vatican II and - well - all you heathen non-Catholics. LOL His newly released document, basically a reassertion of a 2000 document, "re-emphasizing" the universal supremacy of the Roman Catholic Church and that Orthodox churches are somewhat defective and other Christian denominations are not "true churches. "Christ 'established here on earth' only one church," the new document states. The other communities "cannot be called 'churches' in the proper sense" because they do not have apostolic succession - the ability to trace their bishops back to the original apostles. It continues that while Orthodox churches are "churches" because they revolve around apostolic succession and other elements of "sanctification and truth," they're still lacking because they refuse to recognize the pope's unwavering leadership. Something like that. In an attempt to stave off an internal Christian civil war, Benedict said he's com

Every Woman
A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... Enough money within her control to move out and rent a place of her own, even if she never wants to or needs to... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... Something perfect to wear if the employer, or date of her dreams wants to see her in an hour... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .. A youth she's content to leave behind.... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... A past juicy enough that she's looking forward to retelling it in her old age.... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ..... A set of screwdrivers, a cordless drill, and a black lace bra... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE . One friend who always makes her laugh... and one who lets her cry... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE .... A good piece of furniture not previously owned by anyone else in her family... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... Eight matching plates, wine glasses with stems, and a recipe for a meal, that will make her guests feel honored... A WOMAN SHOULD HAVE ... A feeling of control over her destiny... EVERY WOMAN SHOULD KNOW..

To My Dear Friend Thomas!!!
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7 Months
ITS BEEN 7 MONTHS AND I HAVE LOST AROUND 130 POUNDS AND IM FEELING GREAT AND PPL TELL ME IM LOOKING GREAT BUT ILL LET YOU BE THE JUDGE OF THAT I HAVE WENT DOWN MANY SIZES IN CLOTHES AND IM REALLY LIKING IT ALL

How Long Can I Confuse You For?
Your rock-solid advice is decorated with a light sugarcoating of flirtation. Someone's not sure what it is you're trying to tell them. Go on and confuse them a little more. Secretly, they're enjoying themselves.

When Darkness Surrounds My Soul
When darkness surrounds my soul and my heart is covered with endless fog, I see the light of your love break through all the darkness that is so thick around me. I follow your light as you lead me through the fog that is so thick and heavy as it presses so hard against my heart. But that weight is lifted from me as your light finally breaks through and completely surrounds me. Then your light becomes too bright, too warm. I start to panic. After a few moments I realize you have placed the armor of your love around me. Still I fight and struggle, trying so hard to find holes, flaws, rusted spots in this perfect armor that you have given so freely to me. Nothing could possibly be this good, this true. I see your patience, but how long will it last? I feel myself starting to grow, struggling with each growth pain that comes to my spirit. Then I see the many ugly jagged thorns that came with my very small growth spurt. They prick and hurt you so much. I wonder, will y

Open Road Song
Tonight I feel ambitious and so does my foot as it sinks on the pedal I press it to the floor I don't need a girl don't need a friend cause my friend lonesome's unconditional We're flying forever bored And for a moment I love everything that I see and think and feel I love my broken side view mirror Cause it's so perfect I'm so perfect you're so perfect you're not here I hear the change in gears My pile shakes as I hit eighty on the open road This is an open road song The night is beckoning although I have nowhere to go but home Feels good to be alone With every turn comes a new frame of mind if I could frame my mind Where would it hang? My pile shakes as I hit eighty on the open road My pile shakes as I hit eighty on the open road My pile shakes as I hit eighty on the open road This is an open road song I crack a window and feel the cool air cleanse my every pore As I pour my poor heart out To a radio song that's patient and willing t

Unspoken Words Chapter 1
Written by me (Peek A Boo) Unspoken Words It's the middle of the afternoon and my mind has been engulfed into a land that only seems to bring visions of you. Your standing there in your blue jeans and t-shirt with that sexy smirk you always display. I can see in your eyes there's a desire, a desire that only you and I seem to understand. Your silence says I want you yet; you aren’t sure how to proceed. Your eyes dance around my body as your mind says how do I start? I can see you trembling as many thoughts race threw your mind it’s a moment you’ve been waiting for and now your scared to start. “Dear God, can this be happening?” you silently think to yourself, shake your head in disbelief and softly whispering, “This just can’t be real?” Taking your hand into mine I softly whisper, “This is real, the time has come!” as I lay a light kiss upon your cheek. I step-back, look deep into your eyes only to see our passions dancing in unison as we exchan

Family Emergency!!
All My Friends Fans and Family on here last week I had a family issue and do to this issue i was told today i have to leave my home...I will try to come online every couple days or so if I am able to I dont want anyone to think Ive forgotten them but this is a need to situation... Thank You Rubia

I Had Enough
why dose life haft to be so hard the more you try too do whats right it seems to be the wrong way i am tired of living for everyone else so from now on im living for me ,i try so hard to please others and i cant seem too find the time to please me in societys eyes im a bad mother and a bad person,but you think about it who sets the rules on how you think and how you should feel.who says you have to think like society dose,who says you cant climb that moutain or who to love,or who is crazy and who isnt,there is a hero in every one of us what is wrong for one person dosent mean its wrong for me this is whats wrong with the world today,no one takes risk we are all afraid of change and all afraid of getting hurt with love,what one person does doesnt mean everyone does the same thing ,like i was afraid to love a man because i got hurt twice but you know not all men are like that and i guess i am going to have to face it dont get me wrong i like waking up to some one holding me and telli

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Quiz
You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Hacker Info
This is how your site gets hacked....You will be surfing your page and reading the add requests. You may see a profile that you like. Then you may decide to add that person so you do. Very soon after you add this person you will probably go to post a comment. Then what happens is you will get a message that says YOU MUST BE LOGGED ON TO PREFORM THIS ACTION ...... DON'T DO IT! This is how they get your password...Trust me Immediately close your browser then Log back in. If you had paid attention as I do you will notice two things that are dead giveaways. The first one is how many times you have been viewed. I reset to Zero after every session so for me it was easy. Ninety Nine views in 30 seconds- NO way.Then the other thing is when the Fake Login page does come up. Look at the URL in the bar and you will see the word redirect in it. I hope you all post and repost this over and over. NEVER RE-LOG ON During a session Close Out and RE-Log on the proper way

Tingling Tuesday For My Cherry Friends
Custom Comments and More @ † Dark Angel Designz † Custom Comments and More @ † Dark Angel Designz † Custom Comments and More @ † Dark Angel Designz † Have a good Tuesday sweeties.. I just added a new thumbnail check it out. Also dont forget to check out my update for this week. http://www.southern-charms4.com/lorie e-mail me sometime love hearing from you guys and gals... loriesc4@yahoo.com

My Family Emergeny!!!
I WANT TO LET THE FAMILY KNOW DUE TO THE RECENT ISSUES I HAVE HAD IN REGARDS WITH MY EX AND MY SON I WAS TOLD I HAVE TO LEAVE MY HOME RIGHT NOW...I WILL TRY TO COME ON EVERY COUPLE DAYS OR SO IF I CAN GET ONLINE...WHILE I AM NOT ABLE TO BE ONLINE I AM LEAVING BOTH CANDYRAIN AND CHERRY IN CHARGE...PLEASE SHOW THEM YOUR RESPECT... Thank You Rubia

Baby J Is Working On A New Feature Woohoo
hey folks, i've been working on some stuff that will allow you to create a dedicated shoutbox window with another user. it makes it easier to talk to a specific person if you get bombarded with shouts from various people at the same time. you can open it by clicking on the 'horn' icon next to the SHOUT label in any members tooltip. when you click that horn, it'll open up another window with a shoutbox to that person only. feel free to play around with it, once i work the bugs out of it i'll put it in a more obvious location... but for now it's sort of hidden. if you have any problems with it, please post a comment on this blog... thanks! -mike

Dont Hate The Player Hate Your Game...
Now for all the nosey jealous bitchez stay the FUCK OFF MY PAGE! Never nor could you ever make him happy,but then again being jealous is a diease...get the fuck over it and move on!

Me
Hey people just wanted to lat you all know that I am still alive and kicking.Lost my DSL for the time being and have to use dial up which really sucks.So I will try to get on here every so often just to check in and see if anything is new. Love ya all, Denise

The Cost Of A Soldier
The Cost of a Soldier A True Soldier is tough indeed standing tall and strong when there is a need A Soldier also feels sadness, pain, and sorrow Sometimes not looking forward to the trials of tomorrow When a Soldier is wounded in battle the nerves of his buddies it does rattle When news reaches friends and family at home how their worries and minds begin to roam A wounded Soldier feels inadequate at best stopping him from much needed healing rest A wounded Soldiers wonders will he ever be alright, trusting in God that he'll make it through the night. When a Soldier is wounded far beyond repair the loss and pain felt can not compare The Cost of a Soldier is set so very high they assure our freedom will always apply To stand beside a Soldier and walk through his pain will humble a civilian, no longer to complain Love, patience, trust and hope is what a Soldier needs to get them through some very treacherous deeds Dear Lord please watch over our Military

Raven + Dark Funeral, Daarth & Naglfar!
October, 22 2007 At The Bluebird Theater in Denver, Colorado: DARK FUNERAL, DAARTH & NAGLFAR (Raven television and raven's eggs & kegs show will be doing some coverage and interviews)

Do I Belong
Does it have to be, What's the purpose of all the things I see What could it be they want from me? Is it bravery or consistancy? Is this a game That started years befor I Came are all the rules still the same? If I'm insane,Who's to blame? Can I play the way I want or am I the pawn? Can I make the moves and decide what is right and wrong Do I belong,Do I belong What's going on? Will I have the chance to change the song? Befor my bodies dead and gone? Will it belong befor the dawn? Are all of my dreams Nothing more then some worthless scheme? Is my body just some cold machine? What does it mean?,CanI redeem? Jimbo/Copyright/7/07

Taking A Chance
You know when you think About that one person Last time you spoke It felt nice to share What could have been A special moment To give an idea. Somehow it makes sense Being who you are Let yourself be known Tingle all the senses This truth is power A lie brings dire consequences. In the mind Lasts memories Both cruel and joyful Complete the connection Let happiness develop That one person When you took a chance. Look at yourself Everything will be alright.

The Pettiness Aspect Of Cherrytap..
Today, I received a Shoutbox message from someone (I'm not revealing the name) telling me I was selfish for not "showing love", which I assume is giving ratings, comments, etc. She then proceeded to tell me that my looks "aren't shit" with nothing else to go along with it. I have left comments and ratings for this person before, but apparently, it wasn't enough. Honestly, I wish Cherrytap would drop this rating and ranking system. It has turned adults into petty individuals competing for a prize that DOESN'T EXIST. If they were giving away cars to people who reached "Godfather" status, I might understand the urgency to rack up points, but they're not. So, if your fragile ego can't handle the fact that there may be times when I neglect to let you know for the 100th time that you're attractive or boost your point total, you may want to delete me now. But please know that I am envious of how trouble-free your offline life must be, if someone not consistently stroking

Have To Remove
If anyone is removed from my friend list for what seems like no reason...I am only removing people that add stash after stash to the tune of 20 or more one after another. cause i get tired of hearing it. I don't get stash anyway. I mean really who gives a shit about what videos you like..How about spending more time on taking pictures of yourself rather than posting a thousand pictures of some model you think people want to see...if i wanna see models i'll go to a model site.

I Am Having A Great Day
Hey i guess when i have a good day its worth writing about so thats what i am doing i've been having a shitty time lately and i've felt like i cant rely on my friends and alot of things have changed between us and i guess its time to except the changes and i have and so i look at things differently and i have come to realize i can depend on me and only me and fuck everyone else so to everyone who has let me down dont feel guilty about anything you can only be yourself just maybe we were meant to be and we will all get over so have a great life to everyone else i love you and thanks for been great friends and i can wait till ozzfest its gonna be awesome

Dedicated Shoutbox Windows...
hey folks, i've been working on some stuff that will allow you to create a dedicated shoutbox window with another user. it makes it easier to talk to a specific person if you get bombarded with shouts from various people at the same time. you can open it by clicking on the 'horn' icon next to the SHOUT label in any members tooltip. when you click that horn, it'll open up another window with a shoutbox to that person only. feel free to play around with it, once i work the bugs out of it i'll put it in a more obvious location... but for now it's sort of hidden. :-) if you have any problems with it, please post a comment on this blog... thanks! -mike

Horriscope.. Again:)
Life is more like a novel than you think. Before a certain story concludes, you have to run into some characters again and wrap up some loose ends. The stars say your narrative has some surprises in store. i really like this.. idk why.. but its so true.. for one im not in a very good part of my narrative right now but i know its going to get better i got a new job, new boyfriend, i have a soon to be wife.. and soon to have a new place to live :) so come on w/ the surprises cuz todays wont bring me down!

Metaphysical Love
Images of sorcery,Outlandish views of clouds; Ill concepted meanings, of psychedelic sounds. Bizzarre imaginations of sights so obscured; Come face to face with terror before the vision blurs. Ive loved you from the start, Before you were concieved; I built you from my passions And killed you in my dreams. Once i stood before, a council of the Lords, Their grim eyes gazed upon me like shiny,deadly swords. There was one there named Micheal, Contempt was in his eyes; His laughter was eternal, When they sentenced me to die. IT's a hazy recollection of another life i lived, My death was oh so violent though i know not what i did. Viciouse dogs attacked me!!Yet i cut them one by one; I bowed down to the laughter knowing the fight,had just begun. AHHH...The pain is tearing my very soul to shreds Forever alone in random worlds outside and in my head. How could i ever love you, When you are but a dream? How could i know what is real, wh

Communication Is Everything
Dear Wife: I'm writing you this letter to tell you that I'm leaving you forever. I've been a good man to you for seven years, and I have nothing to show for it. These last two weeks have been hell. Your boss called to tell me that you quit your job today, and that was the last straw. Last week, you came home and didn't even notice that I had a new haircut, had cooked your favorite meal, and even wore a brand-new pair of silk boxers. You ate in two minutes, and went straight to sleep after watching all of your soaps. You don't tell me you love me anymore; you don't want sex or anything that connects us as husband and wife. Either you're cheating on me or you don't love me anymore; whatever the case, I'm gone. Your EX-Husband P.S. Don't try to find me. Your SISTER and I are moving away to West Virginia together! Have a great life!

Fear...yeah Right!
I feared being alone until I learned to like myself. I feared failure until I realized that I only fail when I don't try. I feared success until I realized that I had to try in order to be happy with myself. I feared people's opinions until I learned that people would have opinions about me anyway. I feared rejection until I learned to have faith in myself. I feared pain until I learned that it's necessary for growth. I feared the truth until I saw the ugliness in lies. I feared life until I experienced its beauty. I feared death until I realized that it's not an end, but a beginning. I feared my destiny, until I realized that I had the power to change my life. I feared hate until I saw that it was nothing more than ignorance. I feared love until it touched my heart, making the darkness fade into endless sunny days. I feared ridicule until I learned how to laugh at myself. I feared growing old until I realize

Pic Rates
In my first blog id like to send this out to the countless fuckwits out there who after i rate them anything but a ten, start throwing fits and start telling me im a asshole, and im bringing cherytap down, yes becuase i did'nt vote the shritless pic of you in where i get to see how fat and hairy you are(men) the world will explode, im sorry if i dont share your You jack me off and ill jack you off mentality. There is a rating scale there for a reason 1-10, so fucking deal with it when i give you a 5, you want 10's all the time i have 3 options for you; 1: Email cherrytap and tell them to redo the rating system to only have 10 and 1. 2:dont upload your pic or 3: try taking apic that does'nt make you look like an overweight pedophile. Thats all for now have a lovely fucking day.

Past & Present
The problem about adding people back from the past, in my past is that they still rarely talk to you. To me it's the new friends that make an effort to talk. Is it just me or is that how it seems too anyone else?

Question
So I have my digital camera... a Kodak Easyshare C310...Is there a way to get pictures from the internal memory? I have a picture of myself that I actually kind of like on there. But its not on my memory card...and I don't have the cable that goes from my camera to the pc anymore. My dog chewed it up a while back. Any help??

Untitled 1
He watches as her body writhes against the sheets Jealous of the one who is consuming her mind His body hardens as her hips raise swirl an fall His breathing matches her as his eyes stay on her body Her sighs sing out in the heated air as her body shivers His throat dry his lips parched his relief lay before him His name comes out as a cry as her body beckons him close With a sigh he goes to her quenching his thirst with her lips He cries out in joy as he sides into her velvet heat Their cries fill the room as their release come fast and hard Her whisper fills his soul as he fills her body Your mine my slave Forever my mistress

Tennessee Ten Commandments
Some people in Tennessee have trouble with all those "shalls" and "shall nots" in the Ten commandments. Folks just aren't used to talking in those terms. So, some folks in middle Tennessee got together and translated the "King James" into "Jackson County" language.... no joke, read on... The Hillbilly's Ten Commandments (posted on the wall at Cross Trails Church in Gainesboro, TN.) (1) Just one God (2) Honor yer Ma & Pa (3) No tellin' tales or gossipin' (4) Git yourself to Sunday meetin' (5) Put nothin' before God (6) No foolin' around with another fellow's gal (7) No killin' (8) Watch yer mouth (9) Don't take what ain't yers (10) Don't be hankerin' for yer buddy's stuff Now that's kinda plain an' simple, don't ya think? Y'all have a nice day.

First Buisness Meeting
so i am in the process of writing up a buisness plan for a new comedy club i plan to open here in georgia....its comedy for two or three hours and then from like 11 to 2 its open musical stage...so my advisor who is also my uncle is very leary about me allowing rap performances...he hates rap but he is still under the perception that rap isnt music and that where there is rap there is crime...i do agree that yes sometimes it happens but here i am just trying to have an outlet for musicians and he is being predjudiced against one type of music...in response i will havethem play anyways....anyone have any ideas on what they would like to have in a club or comedy club let me know

Selling Popularity
The Happy hr thing still amazes me. Who pays $100 for online attention? I guess it's something people who spend much of their time on the internet don't get alot of. I don't know. It's bizarre to me. If you have that kind of money to spend on fun things, why not go out and do something? Go to a stripclub. Go to a bar, and buy a bunch of people drinks, you can probably get some good attention in person that way. Donate that money to a charity or something, they will be appreciative, and probably shower you with compliments. Really, if that's all you are looking for, walk into an army recruiting station. They will tell you how nice your clothes are, or some other sort of compliment. No one sux your ass like the army does. They learn pretty quickly to be ass suckers there. People are more willing to go along with whatever you offer if they are happy, especially if you are atleast partial cause of it. It's one of those weird psychological things. That's why I don't trust people who are nic

I Look...
I look into your eyes and see those tears the pain inside reveals all my fears. The fears you stopped loving me or at the worst never really did. The lives we now share you use as pawns Wielding them about with ungracious brawn. Trying hard to make me the demon fro your evil plan your brazen attempt of removal of my love. When most fathers walk away and forget in order to just may life upset. Someday your day will come and when you stand the gates they will shun. Your selfish ways of hiding the love we share shall close the gates of heaven holding back from you.

Have You Voted Yet For Dying Regret In The Battle Of The Cherrytap Bands?
I think all that is needed is is a thumbs up/down and maybe a comment if possible! click here: http://cherrytap.com/stashEntry.php?stashId=2534924 As always, thanks for your support! Dying Regret has signed up for a battle of the bands contest being hosted by SDMF~PanterA Rawks~ Seductive Pleasures Owner@ CherryTAPShe is very cool, so please show her some love! Let her know we appreciate that she supports unsigned music! Kudos! This contest is going on through the 22nd, so there is plenty of time to vote....but, we did start a day late, so please follow the link below to access the page to vote for Dying Regret...from there you can navigate out to the other bands in her stash...give 'em a listen! click here: http://cherrytap.com/stashEntry.php?stashId=2534924 As always, thanks for your support! :) http://cherrytap.com/stashEntry.php?stashId=2534924

Call 911
George Phillips of Palo Alto, California, was going up to bed when his wife told him that he'd left the light on in the garden shed, which she could see from the bedroom window. George opened the back door to go turn off the light but saw that there were people in the shed stealing things. He phoned the police, who asked "Is someone in your house?" and he said "no". Then they said that all patrols were busy, and that he should simply lock his door and an officer would be along when available. George said, Okay," hung up, counted to 30, and phoned the police again "Hello, I just called you a few seconds ago because there were people stealing things from my shed. Well, you don't have to worry about them now because I've just shot them." Then he hung up. Within two minutes, three police cars, an Armed Response Unit, and an ambulance showed up at the Phillips' residence and caught the burglars red-handed. One of the Policemen said to George: "I thou

More Random Thoughts 07/10
Well, what can I say today... almost at a level 10 finally. All I gotta do is the CT Salute Pic. Once I do it, it'll be the first time I've ever been considered a 10 by anything.. had what I thought was a good mumm idea yesterday, but didn't get near as many views as I thought it might. Either it sucked, or the timing was way off. Most exciting sport moment where a team scores.. the inside the park home run, or the Kickoff/punt return for a TD. Almost time for my old mans soccer league tonight. At least it keeps the spare tire at donut size instead of being full size. But as long as the game is fun, thats the important thing. Ohh.. that SexyTruck comment/spam that went around... somehow I got 6 back which means "I'm a sexy babe" or something like that... to me it means.. y'all ladies that sent it to me... really need to lay off the beer... LMAO

For Those, A Name On The Wall...
For those, a name on the wall. Letters in glass. Photos of your face. Tears upon mine. I thank you so, Your name on a wall. Medals in a hall. You are niether forgotten nor lost. Come home to those who love you. Forgive those who left and those who forget. How you died for us. Defending the ideals we all needed to believe. Those whose name is on the wall, the wall of those missing or dead. From a war we cannot forget...

The Ocean
The ocean calls to me each day with desire Waves crashing down caught in photographs Fish swimming in the deep dark ocean beckon to me Life looks pleasant in the arms of the ocean The salty air surrounds my senses enveloping me The desire to be back in the water compels me to act Not even looking back I swim out to meet the waves Propelling myself like a fish back in its natural habitat I feel free again like it was meant to be My true love the ocean and I reunited once again

Wendy Could Use Some Love As Well.
Here is her Cut an Paste Link.Hopefully she isn't Running against us if she is we dont stand a chance.This is a Common Courtesey Post.If any of you knew me as Founder of the L.R.L.,I wouldn't be Posting this.I am nolonger whom I wasn't.Now I am like I am Real Life Real Time. http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=266854&albumid=415592&i=4124986534

My Surgrey Update
had my 1 week check up after having surgrey last monday all test came back great im doing great still alittle tired but getting my to normal lost 7 pounds total 10 in the month now im going to spend a quite romantic nite with hubby if you know what i mean its been over a month with intimatcey so we r catching up with things lol hugs talk soon evis

Poems That Were Stashed Away That I Wrote Awhile Back
What I want of you I want an infusion of your knowledge I want to converse with you from moon to moon I want to know what your desires are I want to understand your listening I want to eat your calmness I want to hum in the key of your music I want to feel the texture of your skin I want to know how things are joined together for you and how set apart I want to taste the inside of your shell I want to see how Fibonacci works for you I want to hold with tenderness your secret tragedies I want to make you realise what you didn’t know you knew I want to move you to tears I want you to be glad of the tears I move you to I want you to give me the courage to be unreasonable I want you to miss me There could be fog Or maybe just a mist And inexplicably I'll fade to white Vanish, and be gone Or it could be night And I'll be darkly dressed, Evading easy definition And as your eye's distracted By a falling leaf I'll merge with restless shadows

The Witches' Rune
Darksome night and shining moon Hearken to the Witches Rune. East then South , West then North Hear! Come! I call thee forth! By all the powers of land and sea Be obedient unto me. Wand, pentacle, and the sword Hearken ye unto my word. Cords and censor, scourge and knife Waken all ye into life. Powers of the witches blade Come ye as the charge is made. Queen of heaven, queen of hell Send your aid into the spell. Horned Hunter of the night Work my will by magick right. By the powers of land and sea As I do say, "So mote it be!" By all the might of moon and sun As I do will, it shall be done! Eko Eko, Azarak Eko Eko, Zomilarak Eko Eko, Cernunnos Eko Eko, Aradia.

"the Sunlight"
The Sunlight Listen to the wind...it whispers through our wings. Let me kiss your skin and feel you from within. I want to lift you up...higher than you've ever been so you can grasp the sunlight and place it in your womb. No more eternal moons...just you and I and this amazing dream where everything chimes and where even silence rhymes- just you and I and the sunlight in our seams. We will never fall apart, I promise you the stars ...even thought at the present time there isn't much that I can give you. This mind of mine is yours to beautify even further than all the galaxies combined. 7.10.07

Ugh
I need to relocate. I hate this fuckin state. 1 hour and 20 mins to go 18 miles. They have both major highways under construction here. Its impossible to get to and from the city anymore. God damn ridiculous. AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH! I feel like pulling my damn hair out. Minnesota needs to do something fast. The freeway system here just isn't fit for the population. I just needed to vent before I go and bust a hole in the wall.

Friendship
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A Little Prince
~~xXx~~ A little prince once appeared to me, He was as sweet as sweet can be. He came to me right out of the blue And said, "I would like to be a friend to you." This little prince has since stolen my heart, Even though we are now oceans apart. His love for life has been an inspiration, I'm sure one day, he would rule a nation. He's funny, he's witty, he's cute and he's charming, Sometimes he acts so "stoopid", it's alarming. He makes me laugh, he makes me smile, He makes me feel like a little 'chile'. I know one day my prince will disappear, Just as quietly as came to me here. But until then, I'll enjoy the time spent with him, Knowing chances of us meeting are very slim. ~~xXx~~

The Witches' Creed
Hear now the words of the witches, The secrets we hid in the night, When dark was our destiny’s pathway, That now we bring forth into the light. Mysterious water and fire, The earth and the wide-ranging air. By hidden quintessence we know them, And will and keep silent and dare. The birth and rebirth of all nature, The passing of winter and spring, We share with the life universal, Rejoice in the magickal ring. Four times in the year the Great Sabbat Returns, And the witches are seen, At Lammas and Candlemas dancing, On May Even and old Hallowe’en. When day-time and night-time are equal, When sun is at greatest and least, The four Lesser Sabbats are summoned, Again witches gather in feast. Thirteen silver moons in a year are, Thirteen is the coven’s array, Thirteen times at esbat make merry, For each golden year and a day. The power was passed down the ages, Each time between woman and man, Each century unto the other, Ere

You've Just Been Kissed
Today is I love you day!!I LOVE YOU! Send to 7 people you love dearly whether it's friendship love or real love. If you get 5 back your spoiled! __________, .-'Y _^-, ______, .-'^H E , -^_^-, .. _, .-'^ R S , .-^_______..| _.. H E , .-^____________k __.., .-^________________i ________________________ss ________________________kis _______________________skiss _______________________kissk ______________________isskiss ____________________kisskisskis __________________skisskisskisski ________________sskisskisskisskissk ______________isskisskisskisskisskiss ____________kisskisskisskisskisskisskis _________skisskisskisskisskisskisskisskiss _______kisskisskisskisskisskisskisskisskissk ______isskisskisskisskisskisskisskisskisskiss ______kisskisskisskisskisskisskisskisskisskis _______skisskisskisskisskisskisskisskisskis ~*~*~YOU'VE JUST BEEN KISSED~*~*~ love you all from seejaykaygee

Calling All Female Biker An Truckers
HELLO , I HAVE CREATED A FOLDER AND AM DEDICATEING IT TO THE WOMEN BIKERS AN TRUCKERS THAT ARE IN MY FREINDS AN FAMILY. IF YOU ARE A FAN OF MINE OR YOU HAVE NEVER SEEN ME BEFORE AND YOU ARE A FEMALE BIKER OR FEMALE TRUCKER I WOULD LIKE FOR YOU TO PICK YOUR FAVORITE PIC OF YOU AND YOUR BIKE OR BIG TRUCK ,AN I WILL PUT IT IN THE FEMALE BIKER AND TRUCKER ALBUM . SEEING AS THAT I AM A TRUCKER MY SELF , I HAVE A BIG APPRECEIATION FOR THIS INDUSTRY ,BUT YOU CANT HAVE THE TRUCKS GOING DOWN THE ROAD WITH OUT THEM BIKES , YOU KNOW THAT FEELING YOU GET IN YOURSELF WHEN YOUR TRUCKN ALONG AND ABOUT 20 TO 50 BIKERS RUNNING TOGETHER AND THEY ARE COMEING UP ALONG YOUR DONKEY AND THEM ENGINES JUST GETTN LOUDER AND LOUDER AS THEY BEGIN TO MAKE THERE MOVE ON YOU ONE BY ONE THEM BIKES BEGIN TO COME UP ALONG YOUR TRACTOR , THE LOOK UP AT YA AN GIVE YA A THUMBS UP .... THEN THEY GET INFRONT OF YOU RIDE UP THE ROAD AWAYS AND GET INTO THE RIGHT LANE AND 2 BY 2 THEY RIDE UP THE ROAD LIKE YOUR VERY OWN

Submissives - You Have The Right To:
Do not allow permanent injury, scaring, cutting, burning. Never leave nipple clamps on for more than 15 minutes. Allow blood to circulate. Never allow yourself to be struck on ovaries or kidneys. Always use the safe word if suspendeded and limbs become cold or numb. Never allow yourself to be hit with a whip or crop on the tailbone, head or neck. You have the right to be treated with respect. Not only do you have this right, you have the right to demand it. Being submissive does not make you a doormat or less of a person than anyone else. The word "submissive" describes your nature and in no way diminishes you as a human being. You have the right to respect yourself as well. You have the right to be proud of what you are. Being a submissive is nothing that should ever bring you shame or feelings of reproach. Your submissive nature is a gift and should always be a source of pride and happiness. You have the right to feel safe. Being a submissive should not make you

Wicca
Bide the Wiccan Laws we must In Perfect Love and Perfect Trust. Live and let live, Fairly take and fairly give. Cast the Circle thrice about To keep the evil spirits out. To bind the spell every time Let the spell be spake in rhyme. Soft of eye and light of touch, Speak but little, listen much. Deosil go by waxing moon, Chanting out the Witches' Rune. Widdershins go by waning moon, Chanting out the baneful rune. When the Lady's moon is new, Kiss thy hand to Her, times two. When the moon rides at her peak, Then your heart's desire seek. Heed the North wind's mighty gale, Lock the door and drop the sail. When the wind comes from the South, Love will kiss thee on the mouth. When the wind blows from the West, Departed souls will have no rest. When the wind blows from the East, Expect the new and set the feast. Nine woods in the cauldron go, Burn them fast and burn them slow. Elder be the Lady's tree, Burn it

Eva Mendez Is Hot
Nothing entirely interesting happens me so I'm not sure as to why I'm even blogging. I watched Ghost Rider the other day and damn she was fine in that movie. The movie wasn't that bad either. Work week is almost half over and tomorrow is payday so thats pretty awesome. I was thinking about picking up a PS3 bc of the 100 dolla price cut. $500.00 for a combo game/blu-ray player isn't too bad. They should of really have cut it to about 4 bills. People can build a killer gaming rig for 500 smackers. On top of that though my max resolution on my tv is 1080i so the blu-ray player may not even be worth it. Fuck I am a nerd. I think instead of me blogging I'll just post a pic of a hot chick, and leave a one liner. People say im a lot cooler when i don't talk. HA!HA! Mediocre Nation out.

Women, Perfect Answers To Dumb Ass Come Ons
Women, PERFECT answers TO DUMB ASS Come ons. Man: Where have you been all my life? Woman: Hiding from you. Man: Haven't I seen you someplace before? Woman: Yes, that's why I don't go there anymore. Man: Is this seat empty? Woman: Yes, and this one will be if you sit down. Man: Your place or mine? Woman: Both. You go to yours, and I'll go to mine. Man: So, what do you do for a living? Woman: I'm a female impersonator. Man: Hey baby, what's your sign? Woman: Dead End. Man: How do you like your eggs in the morning? Woman: Unfertilized. Man: Your body is like a temple. Woman: Sorry, there are no services today. Man: I would go to the end of the world for you. Woman: Really Can You go now and stay there? Man: If I could see you naked, I'd die happy. Woman: If I saw you naked, I'd probably die laughing.

Needs
(an open letter from a Master to his slave) Things She Needs From Me!! You need to feel safe. Before you can begin to open your submissive nature to me you need to feel safe and have reason to trust me. To let down your walls and give me control of your will may take time and testing before you feel safe enough to permit either of us to go beyond the initial stages of our relationship. Even after you've given yourself to me fully, you need to be reminded you are safe with me. You may like to feel the thrill and excitement of fear and the unknown, but you need to be sure no matter how I stimulate those emotions during an intense scene or situation, you will remain safe in my care. You need to know I accept you for all you are. You will be many things to me as our relationship grows and you need to know I accept you as a person during each transition along the way. You need to know I accept you as a friend, lover, companion, and my submissive but also accept you as parent, child

Jose's Sign
Jose and Carlos are panhandling at the freeway off ramp each holding a sign. Jose drives a Mercedes, lives in a mortgage free house and has a lot of money to spend. Carlos only brings in 2 to 3 dollars a day. Carlos asks Jose how he can bring home a suitcase full of $10 bills every day. Jose says, "Look at your sign." It reads: "I have no work, a wife &6 kids to support. Carlos looks at Jose's sign. It reads: "I only need another $10.00 to move back to Mexico"

Lost Memory
I'm scared to tell you how i feel these feelings are so hard to reveal what if you don't feel the same it will put my heart to shame i really want to be with you but I'm scared you don't feel the way i do so do i keep these feelings forbidden all my love forever hidden from you i must hide so i wont long to be that girl by your side i will be ok with reality and take the pain i wont say up at night whispering your name you'll just become another lost memory in my head nothing done, nothing said

Girls Night
Two women friends had gone out for a Girls Night Out, and had been decidedly over-enthusiastic on the cocktails. Incredibly drunk and walking home they suddenly realized they both needed to pee. They were very near a graveyard and one of them suggested they do their business behind a headstone or something. The first woman had nothing to wipe with so she took off her panties, used them and threw them away. Her friend however was wearing an expensive underwear set and didn't want to ruin hers, but was lucky enough to salvage a large ribbon from a wreath that was on a grave and proceeded to wipe herself with it. After finishing, they made their way home. The next day the first woman's husband phones the other husband and said, "These damn girls nights out have got to stop. My wife came home last night without her panties." "That's nothing," said the other. "Mine came back with a sympathy card stuck between the cheeks of her butt that said, 'From all of us at the Fire Station, Well

It's All About The Endorphins
It's all about context. In the right context, with the right person, inflicting pain is deliciously erotic. I generally start by laying the crop gently across her ass, just below the curve where her ass meets her legs, so that she knows where the first blow will land. I leave the crop there for a moment, pressing it against her skin, letting her imagine what it's going to feel like. Sometimes, I'll start tap-tap-tapping her ass with it, in a gentle staccato, to let the anticipation build and to start the blood rushing to her skin, sensitizing it. Other times, I'll just wait, without moving, until she relaxes. Eventually, without warning, I'll lift the crop and bring it down very quickly, so fast that it whistles as it moves through the air. She will usually scream when the crop lands, arching her back and thrusting her hips upward against the crop as it lands. Her body tenses and quivers, and the first welt appears almost instantly. Sometimes, I'll pause for a minute, waiting

No Way To Please A Woman
A group of girlfriends is on vacation when they see a 5-story hotel with a sign that reads: "For Women Only." Since they are without their boyfriends and husbands, they decide to go in. The bouncer, a very attractive guy, explains to them how it works. "We have 5 floors. Go up floor by floor, and once you find what you are looking for, you can stay there. It's easy to decide since each floor has a sign telling you what's inside." So they start going up and on the first floor the sign reads: "All the men on this floor are short and plain." The friends laugh and without hesitation move on to the next floor. The sign on the second floor reads: "All the men here are short and handsome." Still, this isn't good enough, so the friends continue on up. They reach the third floor and the sign reads: "All the men here are tall and plain." They still want to do better, and so, knowing there are still two floors left, they continued on up. On the fourth floor, the sign is

Why?
WELL THIS IS MY FIRST BLOG IN CT AND ITS MOST LIKELY A PRETTY DUMB ONE BUT WHO CARES IF YOU DON'T LIKE DON'T READ IT WITCH I KNOW MOST WON'T ANYHOW.... WELL I PUT MY HEART OUT THERE AGAIN FOR A VERY SPECIAL GUY I FELL FOR ALL HIS WORDS TELLING ME HOW HE KNEW I WAS THE ONE AND HOW HE WOULD WAIT AS LONG AS IT TOOK TO GET MY LIFE IN ORDER SO WE COULD BE TOGEATHER THINGS WERE GREAT (I THOUGHT) WELL HE WENT AWAY FOR A FEW DAYS PROMISED HES CALL OR CATCH ME ON HERE EVERYDAY (HUMM MAYBE HEARD FROM HIM TWICE) I WROTE TO HIM I CALLED HIM AND LEFT MESSAGES EVERYDAY BUT HE NEVER RETURNED ANYTHING WELL HE DID TWICE SAYING IT WAS ALL GOING TO BE OK TO JUST HOLD ON TILL HE GOT HOME NOT TO GIVE UP ON HIM SO LIKE A FOOL I SAT HERE AND THOUGHT ABOUT NOTHING BUT HIM DAY AND NIGHT AND FELL FOR HIM MORE AND MORE WELL HES BACK NOW AND I HAVE STILL NOT HEARD FROM HIM I GEUSS IT WAS ALL A DREAM AND I JUST WOKE UP I MEAN COME ON IF YOU WANTED TO BE WITH SOMEONE AS BAD AS HE SAID HE WANTED TO BE WITH ME WOULDN

Dominance For Nice Guys
Dominance for Nice Guys For starters, it's not what you think. The first thing to do is to understand, deep down inside, that it's possible to do these things and still be a good person. While some of these things may superficially resemble abuse, there's an important difference; unlike an abuser, you are doing these things because you both enjoy them, and you're doing them in a way that is safe, consensual, and respectful of her limits and desires. One way to think about it is that you're playing a role. A person who plays a villain on TV is not actually a villain; and if you and your partner play out roles for your mutual enjoyment, it doesn't mean you're being abusive. You and your partner can play out roles in which you are harsh and demanding and she is your sex slave, and this does not mean that you actually believe women should be subordinate to men. But I was always taught to treat women with respect! There is nothing wrong or disrespectful about treating people

On The Cover Of Cdbaby.com!
We've made headlines online! Please check us out and buy our cd while the limited run edition of The Price of Human Ruin is available! www.cdbaby.com has this to say: Got twenty minutes to spare for some "unrelenting orchestrated destruction with beautiful overtones of pain?" Sure you do. While the world continues to be helplessly saturated with metalcore bands that all claim to be poised and ready to rip your ears off with their unrelenting assault, few seem to actually be able to cut the mustard. This EP makes a strong case for why this San Diego five piece might be one of the groups worth paying attention to. Heavy on the riffs but not dependent on them, these songs are fast and slyly sophisticated, throwing in hits and breaks that add a real variation to the structure of the rhythms. The drums may be the real backbone here, cranking into double time with ease and almost toying with the other members, beckoning for them to catch up. The subject matter of the songs is typical

An Incomplete Thought
The One (Incomplete) By Clinton C. Ferguson Before knowing if the other person is indeed the one that you’re meant to be with, you must first know who you are. Knowing who oneself is allows you to understand what love truly means to yourself and the difference between what is wanted and what is needed to be in love and to love someone completely. This takes time, patience, and experience. Time: to contemplate on your own hart. Patience: that eventually, even if briefly, the one you are meant to be with will be found. Experience: learning through past relationships what will be the correct course of action when that particular person is found. Contemplation is necessary to bring about proper change in life and the best way to seek this level of love. Once that is completely followed through you are ready even if they are not. If the latter is evident then passive perseverance is highly suggested. Allowing the other person to discover all of these things out for themselves

A 18-year-old Girl
A 18-year-old girl finally had the opportunity to go to a party by herself. Since she was very good-looking, she was a bit nervous about what to do if boys hit on her. Her mom said, "It's very easy! Whenever a boy starts hitting on you, you ask him, 'What will be the name of our baby?' That'll scare them off." So off she went. After a little while at the party, a boy started dancing with her, and little by little he started kissing her and touching her. She asked him, "What will our baby be called?" The boy found some excuse and disappeared. Some time later, the same thing happened again: a boy started to kiss her neck, her shoulders... She stopped him and asked about the baby's name, and he ran off. Later on, another boy invited her for a walk. After a few minutes, he started kissing her, and she asked him, "What will our baby be called?" He continued, now slowly taking her clothes off. "What will our baby be called?" she asked once more. He began to have sex with her. "What will our

Ugh!
My day couldn't get any worse ... Im supposed to be meeting up with Brian (My CT boyfriend)..but insted i have his Aunt calling me and buggin out because shes afraid im going to hurt him... Hello!! I'm 5'5 ... He's 5'11 .. how could i possibley do him any harm.. Then i got yelled at for having a friend thats male.. and because i have a picture of me licking his face... Cuz thats against the law apperently... I can't stand it when people who have never spoken to me before judge me ... because of that picture and because i where low cut shirts im not "LADY LIKE" and I don't act proper... Yet he has nude pictures but thats okay .. U know what i mean? At least im covered up .. im not walking around with my nipple hanging out or anything .. so basicly shes calling me a slut .. but what i wear i wear to work .. So if they accept it in an Elementary School System then it must not be to bad huh? Yeah thats what i thought too ... ON top of that she threatened me!! That she would hurt me if anyt

How Moses Got The 10 Commandments
HOW MOSES GOT THE 10 COMMANDMENTS God went to the Arabs and said, "I have Commandments for you that will make your lives better. The Arabs asked, "What are Commandments?" And the Lord said, "They are rules for living." "Can you give us an example?" "Thou shall not kill." "Not kill? We're not interested." So He went to the Blacks and said, "I have Commandments." The Blacks wanted an example, and the Lord said, "Honor thy Father and Mother." "Father? We don't know who our fathers are. We're not interested." Then He went to the Mexicans and said, "I have Commandments." The Mexicans also wanted an example, and the Lord said "Thou shall not steal." "Not steal? We're not interested." Then He went to the French and said, "I have Commandments." The French too wanted an example and the Lord said, "Thou shall not Commit adultery." "Not commit adultery? We're not interested." Finally, He went to the Jews and said, "I have Commandments." "Commandments?" Th

Funny That You Opened
Body: T'S PRETTY FUNNY THAT YOU OPENED this because in the next seven days you will: * have someone fall in love with you * find a $20.00 bill on the ground * make-out with the person you like * find the love you always wanted BUT...first you will have to repost this with 1 of these titles: "yeah i fucked her..... so? "FUCK U BITCH.........AND I HOPE U READ THIS" "I admit I sucked his dick " "BEST WAY TO LOSE YOUR VIRGINITY" "I GOT ARRESTED AGAIN" "OkAy, So i ChEaTeD On HiM LaSt NiGhT...SoOo" ''Baby I want you back, im sorry '' "Just to settle all the rumors... yes i did" "i am the walrus"=/ okay i added that one [charlotte] BEWARE IF U DONT REPOST THIS U WILLL HAVE BAD LUCK FOR 2yrs

English Is Crazy
Subject: English is Easy??? Can you read these right the first time? 1) The bandage was wound around the wound. 2) The farm was used to produce produce . 3) The dump was so full that it had to refuse more refuse. 4) We must polish the Polish furniture. 5) He could lead if he would get the lead out. 6) The soldier decided to desert his dessert in the desert. 7) Since there is no time like the present, he thought it was time to present the present .. 8) A bass was painted on the head of the bass drum. 9) When shot at, the dove dove into the bushes. 10) I did not object to the object. 11) The insurance was invalid for the invalid. 12) There was a row among the oarsmen about how to row 13) They were too close to the door to close it. 14) The buck does funny things when the does are present. 15) A seamstress and a sewer fell down into a sewer line. 16) To help with planting, the farmer taught his sow to sow. 17) The wind w

Hats!
what the hell! i tried to buy a hat to put on my head to shade myself from the suns rays and i go into a skate shop and every single hat they had on their wall either looked like a sofa or like something flavor flav puts on his ghetto head freakin lame

My First Rant...
So I've been hearing alot lately,Malena youre awesome, great, wonderful, and very pretty or something along those lines basically...but it's seems as of now words are just shit and the compliments people give mean nothing anymore. When I give a compliment they are sincere from the heart. I just don't go make things up cause I think that's what I want people to hear. I'm honest to boot and if people can't handle that then fuck them. Heres another thing if I'm the things that people say I am then why is it as of late when it seems someone is interested in me it just not the right time or something along those lines, personally I'm done being used because I'm a ginuely nice person and I care for people tremendsly it's one of my faults I guess. So here my question I guess I'm asking myself right now if I'm all the wonderful things that people keep saying I am, then why the hell am I so unhappy with it, why do I belive everything thing that people have told me are just bs lies and their tru

Check It Out
Barbiiez Playground Come and join diz Sexi azz lette stripper at Barbiiez playground!!!! here is the link to the lounge.... COME HERE AND JOIN US.... THANK YOU TO ALL OF MY FANS AND FRIENDS OF C.T. JUST MESSAGE ME OR WHAT EVER TO CONTACT ME ASK ME ANYTHING YOU WANT IF THAT IS WHAT YOU WANT TO DO. PLEASE KEEP IN TOUCH. THANKS PEACE

Sunflower Petals
I had a dream in which I was standing underneath this beautiful tree, with fragrant pink blossoms...and suddenly and adruptly I was in a field of sunflowers. When I tried to leave the field, I couldn't find a way out, I would walk in one direction, and the sunflowers just kept going on for rows and rows. Then suddenly I ran the other direction, still not finding an end to these giant flowers. I started to panic, I was lost, and confused and scared. I then had stumbled into something..someone...and because of the frantic state I was in, fell unconscience, but this person, caught me and took me into his arms and carried me out of the field. When I awoke, I was back under the beautiful tree, back where this dream began, in this persons arms. I glazed up to see not a man, but more of a shell of one, no face, and to most probally very frighting, but not to me. I knew who this was, and I got up, caressed his uninviting armor , and as I did, the shell broke away, and this gorgeous man stood

To All My Friends On Cherrytap
I just wanted to say Thank you all for wanting me to be your friend and you all are so very cute ( Giggle ), I am kinda shy, yeah right.LOL I still want to get me a Cherry Blast, I think it would be the Greatest thing to happen to me, well almost, if you guys know what I mean. I like Guys and Girls and I love sex alot as you can see by my pics. so please rate me, fan me and do whatever cums natural, Kisses, and I will be here, ...... sorry I had a itch... ;)well I love ya all and I am very glad to be your friend. PS.. Lots of Big Wet and Sloppy Kisses for all you handsome men out there and Hot and Wet Licks to all you Sexy Ladys out there.. oh by the way, wheres my "G" spot again ?... LOL Kisses and Hugs... Bambi

8 Days......
Well in 8 days I walk into a courtroom to have my Wife finish what she started over a year ago. Yes boys and girls it's time for Divorce court. I cannot sa how it will go, or what the future holds. In my mind I knew, for really the last 18 months that this was the way it would be, but it was all an abstract. Not really real. There have been moments of reinforcement, clarity. Signing the pre-divorce agreement, recieving the paperwork, things of that nature. But until the date was set, it too was an abstract. These are all things that I will address in deep, deep detail in the book. I have found though it is only under deep diress, and extreme circumstances that you find a person's true charecter. Who the really are beneathe the facade that so many people place in front of themselves to show the world what we want them to see. But when things are at their worst you tend to see the truth about someone. For most it seems that the truth is subjective. A few folks asked me about posting the

Life!!!!!!!!
Life is more like a novel than you think. Before a certain story concludes, you have to run into some characters again and wrap up some loose ends. The stars say your narrative has some surprises in store.

What I'm Not
"I realize that I always defined myself in terms of what I wasn't. I wasn't a good soldier like my father. I wasn't the job. I wasn't a good prospect for marriage or kids. Always what I wasn't, never what I was. And when you do that, you miss the moments. And the moments are all we've got. When I thought I was going to die, even after everything that's happened, I realized I didn't want to let go. I was willing to do it all over again, and this time I could appreciate the moments. I can't go back, but I can appreciate what I have right now. And I can define myself by what I am instead of what I'm not. –And what are you? –Alive. Everything else is negotiable." – [Richard Biggs and Bruce Boxleitner]

Hmm
The waters of the Pacific caress the sand in their timeless union. I hold you close as we squint into the glare of the low hanging sun. As we exchange tender kisses, our skin is cooled by the breeze from the ocean, and by the approaching night. We gaze into each others eyes with... >>BEEPBEEPBEEPBEEPBEEPBEEP>BEEPBEEPBEEPBEEPBEEPBEEP>BEEPBEEPBEEPBEEPBEEPBEEP

Slurveyed Again...
1. Are you taller than your mom? I don't think so. By a couple inches. 2. What color is your shower curtain? Clear shower door. 3. What is the closest thing to you right now that is red? An envelope from Marlboro. 4. What is your ring tone? N/A 5. Does anything hurt on your body right now? Quite a few things... I thought you were coming to massage me Lilith!! 6. What color is your favorite pillow? I don't have a favorite pillow. 7.What is your favorite video game? It was WoW.. but I think I may start playing SWG again since they brought back milking.. haha 8. Had a nap today? No but I could use one.. Pittsfield and back makes a long trip with kids in the car. 9. Gold or Silver? Gold 10. Is there an animal that creeps you out? Not really.. I've worked with them all for the most point. 11.Who was the last person you rode an elevator with? A cute intern when I visited Teri at the hospital. 12. Did you go ice skating as a kid? I wasn't allowed

Answer Me This!
Alrite CT, it's time to get an answer to this enigma. If anyone, anyone at all, knows the answer to this, feel free to tell me ASAP, because I have no idea. Why do particular individuals find it necessary to post NSFW nude pics, but them put mark them as "Private - Do Not Ask to See Them"? What's the point of having them up there in the first place? Do you just enjoy staring at pics of yourself? If so, there's already a term for that, it's called narcissism. If not, then who the hell else is meant to see them? If it's a significant other, then why don't you try other methods of seeing nudity, such as IN PERSON or even E-MAIL?! How in the world do you expect to post nude pics of yourself (especially on the INTERNET, where EVERYONE HAS ACCESS) and expect no one to ask to see them? Are you that slow in the head? And, please, DO NOT TAKE THIS AS AN ENVY PLEA! I'm not asking to see more nude pics, I would just like both sides of this conversation to be satisfied. Trust me, I wo

The Only Flag That Doesn't Fly
THE ONLY FLAG THAT DOESN'T FLY Between the fields where the flag is planted, there are 9+ miles of flower fields that go all the way to the ocean. The flowers are grown by seed companies. It's a beautiful place, close to Vandenberg AFB. Check out the dimensions of the flag. The Floral Flag is 740 feet long and 390 feet wide and maintains the proper Flag dimensions, as described in Executive Order #10834. This Flag is 6.65 acres and is the first Floral Flag to be planted with 5 pointed Stars, comprised of White Larkspur. Each Star is 24 feet in diameter; each Stripe is 30 f eet wide. This Flag is estimated to contain more than 400,000 Larkspur plants, with 4-5 flower stems each, for a total of more than 2 million flowers. Aerial photo courtesy of Bill Morson For our soldiers... God Bless America & God Bless Our Troops

Reprinted Without Permission
This is something that I came across today while, of all things, waiting to get a haircut (this is an article from ESPN the Mag). Now I'll be the first person to admit to rolling my eyes when I'm flipping through the tv and seeing money-vangelists like Pat Robertson, Benny Hinn and the lot. I'm still in a very weird place regarding my own faith and how much of it I could still contain after my experiences and knowing what is happening in the Third World. But reading this, I don't know. You can just hear alot of truth in what this guy says. I think we can all agree that at least minimally, its a touching fable that coincidentally happened. Enjoy. 'I'm proof that hope is never lost' by Josh Hamilton "To let you know how far I've come, let me tell you where I've been. Not that long ago, there were nights I went to sleep in strange places praying I wouldn't wake up. After another night of bad decisions, I'd lie down with my heart speeding inside my chest like it was abou

Moving..
TO ALL MY FRIENDS HERE AT CHERRYTAP, PLEASE DONT FOR GET ME. I AM MOVING ON THE 25TH OF JULY TO PASADENA MARYLAND AND WONT BE ON THE INTERNET FOR 30 DAYS. SAID TO GO FOR THAT LONG OF A TIME FRAME BUT DEFENTLY WILL BE LOOKING TO SEEING YOU ALL AGAIN SOON.

I Need A Hug...
I think being so tired from being sick last week has effected my thought proccess.... I am exhausted and unable to finish tasks at work...but I am so stinking stubborn I won't go home from work to get some rest.... Either I need a hug or a spank...

Emily And Brad
The guy was looking her over, and Emily got a warm tingly sensation that skittered along her nerve network and went straight to her pussy. He was tall and hard-bodied, a workman judging by the way he was dressed. Not her kind of guy, but oddly he turned her on. Emily was on a break from the library where she worked, and she was seated alone sipping a cup of coffee in the small café across the street. The guy at the counter had a good view of her without turning his head too far, and he was indeed checking her out. Clean-cut, he was only a few years older than she. I wonder if he’s married, Emily thought, then chided herself for giving a damn. She was between boyfriends at the moment, and that seemed to suit her okay. Men were pricks, most of them, and she had been screwed over one time too many. When she got up to leave, she shot a quick glance toward the guy at the counter, and he gave her a warm smile. She liked his mouth. And his eyes. Wow, no guy had affected her so strongly

This Day Has Been Mostly Hell!
I just need to vent....I went to town to take some breathing screening equipment back. I found out that I am not breathing half the time I am sleeping. So, I need to go dr etc to get a sleep apnea machine....which I kind of thought I was going to have to anyway. well, went from Des Moines which is about 30 miles east of me to my parents house which from where I was at was about 45 miles. We are driving right along and the van starts making a funny sound. Well, I pull over and Tyler, my son, looks under the hood, said that the belt was split in half long ways. Well, not wanting to sit on the interstate broke down I held my breath and took back roads to my parents house. We got about 8 miles from them and the van died. Well of coars I couldnt get ahold of them right away, nobody ever has their cell phone on them when you REALLY need them! We sat in the heat no breeze at all for 45 mins until I got ahold of them. Then, my step dad barks at me about driving it that i should have sat and th

Miltary Life
It may take you two minutes to read this, but if you do not take the time to read this you are one of the people this post is talking about. ____________________________________________________ You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. ____________________________________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. ____________________________________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. ____________________________________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. ____________________________________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. ______________________________________________

Sensual Re-awakening.
Sensual re-awakening. The dull cloudy covering of the usual bright blue sky had no effect on my mood this boring Sunday afternoon. The mundane tasks of day to day life had bought new meaning, as inside I felt like a new woman. My thoughts where no longer concentrated on the lonely, loveless, boring existence that usually clouded my mind, as now my imagination had been re-awakened and my whole body tingled from head to toe. I had a deep need inside of me to feel wanted by someone special, a burning desire to give all the love that I have building inside of me. I had met someone who made me feel at ease with my body. A feeling I find extraordinary. He looked at me with a burning desire lighting his eyes, the energy inside of him emanating throughout his body. I wish you could be here to help me with my increasing desire to make love to you. I want to see your nervous smile as you look deep into my eyes and feel the rising heat between our two bodies. My imagination takes control

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Bitchology When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a bitch. Being a bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, I am defined as a bitch. The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid. It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am ! and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be. I am outspoken, opinionated and determined. I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that! So try to stomp on me, try to defuse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me. You won't succeed. And if that makes me

A Nymph
The Nymph's Reply to the Shepherd by Sir Walter Raleigh 1600 If all the world and love were young, And truth in every shepherd's tongue, These pretty pleasures might me move To live with thee and be thy love. Time drives the flocks from field to fold, When rivers rage and rocks grow cold; And Philomel becometh dumb; The rest complain of cares to come. The flowers do fade, and wanton fields To wayward winter reckoning yields; A honey tongue, a heart of gall, Is fancy's spring, but sorrow's fall. Thy gowns, thy shoes, thy bed of roses, Thy cap, thy kirtle, and thy posies, Soon break, soon wither, soon forgotten, In folly ripe, in reason rotten. Thy belt of straw and ivy buds, Thy coral clasps and amber studs, All these in me no means can move To come to thee and be thy love. But could youth last and love still breed, Had joys no date nor age no need, Then these delights my mind might move To live with thee and be thy love.

The Fakeness Within!
The Fakeness Within Let’s be real for a second and not so fake Only a second, this will take. You are a hypocrite and a liar. You screwed up a good thing because of desire. Now you’re standing there looking stupid Can’t say anything- it’s just muted. Chasing after some club chick Who only wants you for your stick? She doesn’t want to be there by your side, Not like I have – and done it in stride. You would rather get something new Than fix what you’ve got. But now you’re all alone with no one to call on the phone. You are so damned blind that you can’t see That the real bitch that has been there for you is ME! I’ve been the one who has been there to listen And yet I am the one that you keep dissin’ Go out and preach to others about How to handle their turmoil But then you go out and cheat on your girl. Tell me- with all of your logic in you Why is it that you can’t be true? Why can’t you give me the things that I want? but can send her $10

The Cost Of A Soldier
The Cost of a Soldier ..> ..> A True Soldier is tough indeed standing tall and strong when there is a need A Soldier also feels sadness, pain, and sorrow Sometimes not looking forward to the trials of tomorrow When a Soldier is wounded in battle the nerves of his buddies it does rattle When news reaches friends and family at home how their worries and minds begin to roam A wounded Soldier feels inadequate at best stopping him from much needed healing rest A wounded Soldiers wonders will he ever be alright, trusting in God that he'll make it through the night. When a Soldier is wounded far beyond repair the loss and pain felt can not compare The Cost of a Soldier is set so very high they assure our freedom will always apply To stand beside a Soldier and walk through his pain will humble a civilian, no longer to complain Love, patience, trust and hope is what a Soldier needs to get them through some very treacherous deeds Dear Lord please watch over ou

A Hevenly Erotic Night
Soft music fills the candle lit room, with all our love to share. You kiss my lips & tenderly caress me, keeps telling me how much you care. Your hands are caressing my breast. The sensation is so thrilling. Everytime you make love to me, it gets more & more fulfilling. I'm enjoying your warm & wet kisses, they are awakening my passionate senses. When you whisper sweet nothings in my ear, a erotic feeling comes on, and my body tenses. Then I tell you how much you mean to me, as you kiss my nipples with your wet eager lips. Then I gaze into your dark brown eyes, & caress your face with my fingertips. Like a magnet your body is drawn to mine, I moan with utter delight. With the rhythmical motions of love, we conclude a heavenly night. A passionate poem about a passionate person!

I Hate 6 Degrees Of Separation
http://www.silive.com/news/advance/index.ssf?/base/news/1184069791105030.xml&coll=1&thispage=1 Vigil for a wounded cop Islander on life support as police stage all out manhunt for shooter Tuesday, July 10, 2007 By JOHN ANNESE STATEN ISLAND ADVANCE STATEN ISLAND, N.Y. -- Russel Timoshenko went to college to study engineering but ended by following the path of several young men in his neighborhood: He became a cop. "It was a camaraderie of friends that wanted to go out there, to protect and serve," said Victoria Gentile, his next-door neighbor in Bay Terrace, whose 23-year-old son is also a cop. Now Timoshenko, 23, is on life support in Kings County Hospital, where friends, family and fellow officers are keeping a constant vigil. The officer was shot twice in the face after he and his partner pulled over a group of armed men in Crown Heights early yesterday morning. Cops are still hunting the shooters, who ditched their vehicle a few blocks away. Once

A Closed Heart
As time goes by, I realize my heart is still beating, But still I am scared of these feelings, I feel inside me. A closed heart. I am scared to love again I am scared to fall in love again, I am afraid of everything I see, My body is shaking My heart is breaking A closed heart My mind is not settled at all My life is full of lies, My heart it is puzzled And all I see is the darkness, A closed heart I ask myself so many questions Why you left me Why you dint tell me Without an answers, A closed heart. The closed heart is my heart, Who is going to open it? And to make it to fall in love again Yet it stills a closed heart.

Smiling Again
For the past week I have been happier than I have been in a long time. A very good friend and I have started to grow closer. It is nice to have someone in your life that can make you smile everytime you talk about or even think about them. I keep telling myself to take things slowly this time and not rush anything. So far it is working good.

What's Really Important
Last week was a nice escape from the everyday grind. Not that I don't love my life or my job, but occassionally, even workaholics like me need a break. So I took a vacation...not the exhausting kind where you go somewhere, run around seeing as many sights as possible, flirt as much as possible and drink as much as possible...but one to just relax and catch up on random things in my personal life that I've been neglecting. My vacation started immediately after I got off work on June 29th...my birthday. First some friends and I went to a Japanese steakhouse to celebrate my birthday...a couple were virgins to Japanese food. It was a fun intro. Later that week I saw Transformers (two very enthusiastic thumbs up), I got the new Blackberry Global 8839 (awesome), bought some awesome new appliances for my house (love them), and test drove a BMW 335i... Then I came back to work...and that was all fine...until today. Today I got a text from my best friend asking if I was availabl