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Rollin' Over
[intro] Rolin' over, Hell muthafuckin' yeah bitch. Hatchet chop straight to your muthafuckin' face. Rollin' over. I look up ther's still so far to go? Wicked clowns got that real shit. What up though. [verse 1] I come floatin' in this bitch with some wings like a pegesies, got a shiny ass V on my cheast wut up i'm Violent j the clown, I'm goofy for a second, but when your bitch headless i'm on top of her necket. Yo know my status, I'm juggalatis, and we the baddest here to sever your melon it's wicked shit that we sellin' we off the track now give your bitch ass a bitch slap now nobody never steppin down we bout to enter second round. Running backwards on the walls shaggy 2 dope in this muthafucka. You talkin through your but cause silence is for suckers. So i'm out there throughout the year i'm right here don't stare like a bitch bitch buy me a beer nobody wicked like me i do this terrifically and my mutahfuckin pimp slap will knock down a tree so clown love bitch, I seen

Juggalo Homies
(I know you ain't there That's why I just want to let you know something bro You all know I love you You all know you're my homies And eh... Alright we'll talk later - peace!) [Violent J] Let me ask you this about this life we live And let me try to swerve some of this attention you give To them distant ass relatives over ham dinner If they really missed you so much Why don't they just call a (Muthafucka) ? If you wasn't blood, would you still have love? Or infact does the blood make you think you have to love? Look, I probably love my family more than anybody here But my homies are family too, 3rd cousins' get outta here Who was you with when you got tattooed? And who was you trippin' with when you did them mushrooms? And who the fuck threw up all over your car? And then felt worse than you about that shit in the morning? (Friends ya'll) [Shaggy 2 Dope] Who loaned you money, homie? Who owes you cash? (Who?) Who taught you how to use the bong for the grass? (W

3 Words After Sex
3 Words After Sex This could be a fun thing...Have a sense of humor and make up any 3 words you can say after sex try not to use what someone else says.. Put your name and the words below and then repost this. Lets see what we end up with... Daniel: your still here!!! Ryan: I've had better Tegan: That was it? Joseph: I faked it. Jacob: Oh dear god....... Anthony------Is That Blood? Victoria: That Was Weird stephanie~~~Lets go again! VANESSA:::GOODNITE JASON ..:::THANK YOU GOODBYE:::.. Davette~ What just happened???] Debbie~ i love you!!! Charlene ~ Your kidding right? Christina ~ ha ha ha! Jaime ~ Right on Babe!! Matt- Who are you? Katt~Where am I? DUSTINEBRIATED= WOW.... YOUR FAT!!!! Joseph~Time to smoke INGRID- I can't move... William-You want breakfast? Abby - I gotta pee! Sally-What's that smell? Charity- Get off me! Johnny - Where's my pants? Roberta- That was great !!!!!! Sir Dickhead- You're husbands home! bReZzZy-fuckin "A" babe Tiffany:

Dear Holly/oak King
Dear [Holly/Oak] King, We regret to inform you that your request for an extended lease on your present living quarters has been once again denied, and you are therefore required to vacate the premises by [April 30/November 1] at the latest. We here at Celestial Machineworks, Inc., extend our sympathies regarding your kingdom's recent takeover by the [Oak/Holly] King; however, if we may be frank, doesn't getting kicked in the ass by your brother, every single year since the beginning of time, get old after a while? Please be prompt in moving your personal property so that the Touch-up Crew can ready the place for the new occupant. We regret having to be so pushy in this matter, but you know how the Big Lady gets if things fall behind schedule. We appreciate your business, and we hope that when you visit this part of town again, you'll remember our service and choose Planet Earth as your home away from home. Oh, and if you happen to pass by Hades on your way out, tell him [Demeter

A Conversation Between The God And Goddess
Imagine the conversation the Creators might have had about this: "Goddess you know all about gardens and nature. What in the world is going on down there in the Midwest? What happened to the dandelions, violets, thistle and stuff we started eons ago? We had a perfect, no-maintenance garden plan. Those plants grow in any type of soil, withstand drought and multiply with abandon. The nectar from the long lasting blossoms attracted butterflies, honey bees and flocks of songbirds. I expected to see a vast garden of colors by now. But all I see are these green rectangles." "It's the tribes that settled there, Lord. The Suburbanites. They started calling your flowers 'weeds' and went to great extent to kill them and replace them with grass." "Grass? But, Lady, it's so boring. It's not colorfull. It doesn't attract butterflies, birds and bees, only grubs and sod worms. It's temperamental with temperatures. Do these Suburbanites really want all that grass growing there?" "Apparentl

Reminder On Times Of Contest
IT STARTS JULY 16TH AT 2 PM EST TIME AND ENDS AUGUST 16TH 2 PM EST 1ST PLACE IS 30 DAY VIC( IF U R ALREADY VIC U CAN PICK BETWEEN 30 DAY VIC OR A 7 DAY BLAST) 2ND PLACE GETS 3 DAY BLAST....HERE ARE WHO IS IN IT SO FAR AND GOOD LUCK ~CHAN812CREW~ +AGENT SMITH+ ~rebelbreed~ ~shadowlion69~ ~skyhawk691~ ~Labman911~ ~Karma~ ~Yoda~ ~Joeynv86~ ~Margie~ ~Whitedove~

Fashion No No's
As we all get older in the Pagan Community, it is easy to get confused about how we should present ourselves. We're unsure as we try to be nice and harmonize with the fashions that younger members of our community have adopted. So I've made a sincere study of the situation and here are the results. Despite what you may have seen on the streets or at Pagan gatherings, the following combinations do not go together and thus should be avoided: 1. A eyebrow piercing and bifocals 2. Pony tails and bald spots 3. A pierced tongue and dentures 4. Ankle bracelets and corn pads 5. Nipple jewelry and a gall bladder surgery scar 6. Midriff shirts and a midriff bulge 7. Tattoos and liver spots or varicose veins 8. Belly-button piercings and old pregnancy stretch marks 9. Skyclad and Depends. Please keep these basic guidelines foremost in your mind when you shop.

Do It For Booboo Because She Loves You ..thank You Kdm
BOOBOO NEEDS ABOUT 10,000 MORE COMMENTS! COME ON LETS GET THIS DONE! IF ANYBODY DESERVES IT IT IS HER! SHE LOVES YOU ALL AND YOU KNOW IT! REPOST IF YOU LOVE HER TOO!THANK YOU ALL!

Secret Admirer
AS MANY OF YOU MIGHT HAVE NOTICED I HAVE A CRUSH ON SOMEONE AND I HAVE HAD THIS SINCE I FIRST SAW THIS PERSONS PICTURE, NOW I WANT TO SEE IF THAT PERSON CAN GUESS IF IM THEIR SECRET CRUSH AS I WOULD SO LIKE THIS PERSON TO SEE WHO I AM HAPPY GUESSING PEOPLE

Harry Potter And The Order Of The Phoenix
So far every movie I have seen this summer has been on my must see list and this one is certainly NO EXCEPTION. If you are a fan of Harry then you will be very very far from disappointed. This one flows so much better than the last two. The action, the acting, the effects, the sets...are all very top notch. The sets for the Ministry were just incredible!! I will definitely be seeing this one again!!

Trip To Walmat
TRIP TO WAL-MART You are in the middle of some kind of project around the house. Mowing the lawn, putting a new fence in, painting the living room, or whatever. You are hot and sweaty. Covered in dirt or paint. You have your old work clothes on. You know the outfit, shorts with the hole in crotch, old t-shirt with a stain from who knows what, and an old pair of tennis shoes. Right in the middle of this great home improvement project you realize you need to run to Wal-Mart to get something to help complete the job. Depending on your age you might do the following: In your 20's: Stop what you are doing. Shave, take a shower, blow dry your hair, brush your teeth, floss, and put on clean clothes. Check yourself in the mirror and flex. Add a dab of your favorite cologne because you never know, you just might meet some hot chick while standing in the checkout lane. You went to school with the pretty girl running the register. In your 30's: Stop what you are doing, put on

Great Advice About Men..!!!!!!
1. Don't imagine you can change a man - unless he's in diapers. 2. What do you do if your boyfriend walks-out? You shut the door. 3. If they put a man on the moon - they should be able to put them all up there. 4. Never let your man's mind wander - it's too little to be out alone. 5. Go for younger men. You might as well - they never mature anyway. 6. Men are all the same - they just have different faces, so that you can tell them apart. 7. Definition of a bachelor; a man who has missed the opportunity to make some woman miserable. 8. Women don't make fools of men - most of them are the do-it-yourself types. 9. Best way to get a man to do something, is to suggest they are too old for it. 10. Love is blind, but marriage is a real eye-opener. 11. If you want a committed man, look in a mental hospital. 12. The children of Israel wandered around the desert for 40 years. Even in biblical times, men wouldn't ask for directions. 13. If he asks wh

To The Nice Guys Left
To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what. To every guy who told his secrets to her. To ev

Freedom
This is for all of you that think you have the right to say what they want,I serve in the army for over 10 years so you can have that right. now you need to to let other have the same right if you can't do that than the hell with you find a new country to live in everyone has the right to say what they think without being threatened to be kick off a site. Baby Jesus is not God so his word is not gospel.

Thoughts Of Sex In The Night
Has it ever occurred to some people that life holds many different kinds of dementia. I have strange thoughts at night. I think of many things at once and sometimes i can't filter out what's really important and what is nothing more then filler in my mind. Sometimes i think of money and sometimes i think of sex. And naturally i like the sex better. I have fantasies of women that i'll never know or meet. Women desiring me and wanting me. Coming close to rapping my body of all it's pleasures and ravaging my soul with their breasts and mouths and warm, soft, wet, pussies. Having no connections or ties to bind the lust in their hearts for me. How their bodies move on me. How they moan and scream my name in ecstasy. The quivering of their bodies as they reach the climax of their orgasm and the limp way their bodies fall over on top of me and the heavy breathing that fellows. Now if i could only find a woman that would want me so bad that all this would happen.

Rules
The rules are getting more political around here, on mumming. So before you post that mumm you might want to read the rules. I am under mumm suspension again for posting about a new featcher on CT. So ............................. SUCK!

Got Great News
MY GRANDSON IS HOME NOW. AND DOING GREAT..THE REASON FOR HIM NOT KEEPING ANYTHING DOWN. WAS DUE TO ALL THE MORPHINE HE WAS GIVEN. HE HAS BEEN HOME SINCE YESTERDAY. I WANT TO THANK ALL OF U FOR YOUR KINDS WORDS AND PRAYERS. I HAVE ALOT OF FRIENDS ON CHERRY TAP AND IT SHOWED WHEN I NEEDED ALL OF U THE MOST. AGAIN THANK U FOR ALL THE PRAYERS

Undecided Emotions
i hate it when i talk to you and you dont listen. it makes me feel unwanted. i hate it when you laugh at me. it singles me out. i hate it when you contridict me-it takes away my self esteem. i hate that i cant get too close. it always ends in tears. i hate it when you make me feel special. you always take away my glory. i hate that my heart is silenced. you always told me to follow my dreams; you cut me down, it rips me apart. i love the torments of my life, they build my broken spirit. i love that when i fall, you pick me up, only to push me further away...it lets me know you're there. i love how you get pleasure from my pain. i am no longer selfish. i love that you tore me from my life. no i relise how petty i am. i love how you lied and said that you cared. no longer do i have a reason to belive in love. i love that you hate me so much, i now know i have emotions. i love how you bruise me, inside and out. after all, scars are untold stories... *~rebecca gardner~*

I Am Ukranian
For those who are from the motherland of Ukraine or have Ukrainian in them. We're the shit for the following reasons: We can understand Russian, Polish, and Belarusian but they can rarely understand our language. We can drink more than your mom and dads combined and not have a hangover. The traditional dance Hopak has nothing on break dancing or aerobics. We have been culture shocked when visiting the countryside in Ukraine especially with the outdoor bathrooms. It is a known fact that Shevchenko is the shit!!! We'll get pissed off if u ignorantly assume that Ukraine is Russia... Our car has a "UA" bumper sticker. We're the bread basket of Europe ...recognize!!! Our mother's forbid us to sit on stone because of some old Victorian tale. We dont whistle in the house, sit on the corner of a table (if single), and spit over our left shoulder if we are jinxing ourselves. We can spot one of our own from a mile away. The insence from a kadylo at tserkva makes us naus

What Is Your Sexual Obituary?
What is your Sexual Obituary? With an animalist roar, crazydave died while in the sack with his lover, Lindsay Lohan.crazydave will be terribly missed by Scarlett Johansen. 'What is your Sexual Obituary?' at QuizUniverse.com

Coffee House
unaware of whats going on, people around, unseen lies. old foes, old friends, new alibies. screaming, screetching, it consumes the room. fighting, laughing, the band plays soon. making scenes, in highschool stil, waking up from nightmares, reborn thru thier very dreams. unidentifiable, no name, no face. new to thier way of life, new to this place. trying hard to find thier "nook", trying despratly to fit in. going on with life, not sure what ther're feling within. observing straight facces, fake smiles, white lies. moving forward, so we think, falling backwards, breaking our ties. impossiable to understand it, no one can repremand us. i stand alone in a crowded room, away from the faces, the unfamilliar places. alone in this room, but arent we all? waking up from dreamscapes...in a building full of big futures, but right now, life is so small... *~rebecca gardner~* August 28,2006

Great Golf Jokes,,,
A gushy reporter told Phil Michelson: "You are spectacular, your name is synonymous with the game of golf. You really know your way around the course. What's your secret?" Michelson replied, "The holes are numbered" --------------- A young man and a priest are playing together. At a short par-3 the priest asks, "What are you going to use on this hole my son?" The young man says, "An 8-iron, father. How about you"? The priest says, "I'm going to hit a soft seven and pray." The young man hits his 8-iron and puts the ball on the green. The priest tops his 7-iron and dribbles the ball out a few yards. The young man says, "I don't know about you father, but in my church when we pray, we keep our head down." --------------- Police are called to an apartment and find a woman holding a bloody 5-iron standing over a lifeless man. The detective asks, "Ma'am, is that your husband?" "Yes" says the woman. "Did you hit him with that golf club?" "Yes, yes, I did." The woman begins

July 15~races
Friday~went to the track nothing major happend.brad won again. n some people cant handle tht brad won so they wanted to go to the office n bitch about him n try to get him kicked out of tht class well sry fo rthe stupid assholes who tried to do tht it didnt work.some poeple ssay its cuz there mad cuz brad can race bettter thn what they can n for the person who said ur a two faces son of a bitch anyways.u talk to brad every friday n yet u want to try to get him kicked out of the limited stocks.well get a better car n maybe u would win like brad n kyle all the time.instead of being at the rear of the pack.so grow teh fuck up n shut the fuck up. Saturday~went to the track.everything was alright until the end of the nite.it was between Chase n Rusty.supposely Rusty hit Chase or took him out some shyt like tht.so Chase got mad n hit Rusty.but there both my friends n im not picking sides on this shyt.its between thm n thts that im not dealing with the bulllshyt. Sunday~ a boring

Tad Edge'y
GARRRRRRRRRRRRRRR!!!! *lets out some serious steam* I'm so annoyed right now i think i want to cry or break something! I feel like im loosing this fucking life battle right now. I know everyone say's "You've got to take the good with the bad" (fucking a-holes) but i say that's bullshit! Why do good people have to suffer and assholes get all the glory!? This is shit! I wish i was still working at the Sandringham! *whimpers* yes the customers annoyed me but i loved that job!!! I'm hating this one I've got a.t.m. I'm trying my darn hardest to get back into something like Coles-Myer or woolworths - just so i can have a normal job again. I don't think i could handle being back in the liquor stores any more. That really broke me down mentally. I wish i was like Samantha Stevens out of Bewitched. Those kind of powers would be awesome! Make mine and Joel's life a lot more easier! I would zap him up a new hummer or Chrysler... and i would make myself a little yellow bumble-bee just

Poem
worries and temptaion, thoughts but no ambition; walking alone at nightfall, waiting on a false sence of euphoria...alone. calling to the morning sun-beckoning its arrivial. afraid i wont make it till daybreak...learning to not give up, enjoying my survival. awake and crying, aware-but not trying. take this part of me away from its clutch. dont decive me yet again-even tho to you...im not meaning much. "the best is yet to come" i utter with a frown. seems no matter what i try i stumble to the ground. try as i may, and hurt as i might-nothing is worth this-i'm done with this fight. so hate me more today, break my strength tomorrow, let me suffer a little more, and drown in tears of sorrow. *~rebecca gardner~*

I Was Surprised To Recieve A Vic For A Month From A Anonymous Friend
I got the most pleasant surprise this morning from an anonymous friend on my list along with a Blast. I Just wanted to say thank you very much for it and im very appreciative that you would do something so nice for me. I also want all my fellow cherrys on my friends list an my fans to please rate my profile, send me lots of comments, rate my pics, check me out so i can take full advantage of this very nice gift someone gave to me. I love all my fellow cherrys and will also return the rates comments etc back. Plx rate my blogs also as well as comment them if its not too much to ask and you have a few mins to spare. I greatly appreciate all my friends, and look forward to getting to know everyone better :D Love you guys.

Hi Everyone
Hi all my fellow cherries on my list. I would like to get to know a little more about all of my friends. Tell me a little more about you. You know what kinda person you are? What types of things you like? Your interests? What you like to do for fun? leave some comments and also rate it also thx everyone and i look forward to getting to know each one of my cherries better :D

Seriously
OK, I am at and end... end of what i am not sure. I am empty and alone... i am falling apart. I had hoped (past tense) life would show me that proverbial "light and the end of the tunnel" but am now certain, as certain as any person can be certain about anything, that there is no end to the tunnel.... this just hurts to much, for to long now...

Djami
Two poems that inspired the composer Sorabji (who named two of his works "Djami" after the 15th-century poet, a piano work and later on one of his full-orchestra, solo and chorus symphonies) are translated on this webpage- http://www.h-net.msu.edu/~bahai/diglib/books/A-E/B/browne/year/year06.htm in about the same translation the composer used (in one case to head the score of the piano piece- "Be thou the thrall of love..." - but not spoken - in another, the symphony, the poem "In solitude, where Being signless dwelt" is sung. The 1928 piano piece has been recorded, was just listening to it yesterday. Also finally got started on LilyPond-converting the opening of the passacaglia (fourth of seven movements) of the 1964-9? fourth toccata by the same composer yesterday- let's see if I can do the whole movement... :) ) Just online for a couple of minutes, heading back to listening to a reconstructed masque and having breakfast... back on later though!

So I Dream.
In my mind I have been kicking myself for a very long time, its so hard at times to even look up from the ground like a kid on his way home from school kicking a can, they say the toughest critic is yourself, its time for me to put away my steal toed boots at least after this dream. Its very rare that someone find peace with themselves after losing a part of yourself, how can there be peace when some of the pieces are missing, but last night was a dream that I will always remember. I was sitting on a pier on a lake, the sun dancing off the water as I looked out into it, as wonderful as this sounds I felt overwhelmed with grief I felt tears on my face as if it was raining inside of me , then I felt a little hand in ,mine, I looked and there was Zachary,it was good to see him again I said to him I have missed you are you OK? he looked right at me and said "daddy sing the song for me" and I thought what song" what song Zachary? the song daddy you know the song, and as if he was singing

Hmmmmmmmmmm Mumms
JUST A STORY! NOT NECESSARILY PROUD OF MYSELF IN THIS STORY EITHER. THIS HAPPENED HERE ON CT~~IN THE MUMMS. ANYWAYS TO CUT IT SHORT SOME WOMAN WAS SAYING "I WANT ICE CREAM" THEN SHE SAID "I WANT (SOMETHING ELSE)" S DURING THE COURSE OF THIS MUMM COMMENTS I SAID, "I WANT(THIS PERSONS NAME)" JUST FLIRTING AND GOING WITH THE FLOW. I THOUGHT SO SHE JUST IGNORED MY COMMENT WHICH WAS FINE BUT I FIGURED I WOULD 1/2 MAKE FUN OF MYSELF AND 1/2 LET HER KNOW IT WAS NOT NICE TO IGNORE ANYONE. NO BIG DEAL! I THOUGHT BUT THEN SHE SAYS "WHAT DO YOU WANT ME TO SAY ETC ETC ETC ETC" KIND OF SNOTTY SO MY BAD IRISH SIDE CAME OUT ~~ I AM LIKE WHO ARE YOU ?? SHE THOUGHT HER SHIT DON'T STINK" SO I WENT TO HER SHOUT BOX AND JUST TOLD HER WHAT I THOUGHT. ANYWAY AFTER A FEW EXCHANGES SHE INFORMED MESHE IS HIT ON 500 TIMES A DAY~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~YES 500 TIMES A DAY~~ TRUST ME FELLA'S I AM ASHAMED OF YOU. IF SHE GETS HIT ON 500 TIMES A DAY, WHAT HAPPENS TO HARD TOO HANDLE,

Dont Mess With The Ladies From Wv!!!!
Three men were sitting together bragging about how they had given their new wives duties. The first man had married a woman from Iowa and had told her that she was going to do the dishes and house cleaning. It took a couple days, but on the third day he came home to a clean house and dishes washed and put away. The second man had married a woman from Illinois He had given his wife orders that she was to do all the cleaning, dishes, and the cooking. The first day he didn't see any results, but the next day he saw it was better. By the third day, he saw his house was clean, the dishes were done, and there was a huge dinner on the table. The third man had married a girl from West Virginia. He told her that her duties were to keep the house cleaned, dishes washed, lawn mowed, laundry washed and hot meals on the table for every meal. He said the first day he didn't see anything, the second day he didn't see anything, but by the third day some of the swelling had gone down and he co

What's Your Sexual I.q?
You have a sexual IQ of 109 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

1st Impressions
Hey there! Okay, so this is probably going to sound really boring, but have patience. This whole "Cherrytap" thing is new to me and I'm still trying to figure out how to properly manuever through it all. I am always looking to make new friends, but I am not here for any serious relationships. However, I always have my eyes open in case my perfect match happens to cross my path. I take life pretty seriously, but I like to have fun, too. And, yes, I like to be noticed just as much as the next person, I just try to not be too obvious about it so as not to embarrass myself. Out-right ridicule aimed in my direction, scares the hell out of me. Yes, I just admitted a very big thing. For all those people that say they don't care about what other people think of them, you are all liars. On some level we all care about what others think of us. It's just a matter of positive and negative. Most of us want others to think good things 90% of the time. The other 10% we purposely make people think neg

Friend Most True
Friend Most True © Wendy Hinson 04.03.99 I need to know if you’re my true friend, will you be by my side until the end? Can I tell you my secrets deep, and trust them in your heart you’ll keep? We are neither of us without our flaws, can you accept mine as I will yours? I’ll be a shoulder to cry on when you’re blue, will you be there for me when I need you? No matter how busy I will make time for you, if you are busy will you make time for me too? I will take your hand and comfort your tears, will you hold me and soothe my fears? I will give you joy and many warm smiles, can we share that even across many miles? I will not forget what’s important to you, will you remember what’s important to me too? With you my most favourite things I’ll share, If only I know do you truly care? If you can accept me as I do you, then I will know you are a friend most true.

My Current Theme Song For The Half Year End.................lol
oh, to hell with it I'm gonna have a party [x2] I had the blankest year I saw life turn into a T.V. show It was totally weird The person I knew I didn't really know Time don't move We're the only ones who do Bendin' reason 'Cause its all we hold on to I had the blankest year I saw life turn into a T.V. show It was totally weird The person I knew I didn't really know And I was lonely Thank god the band's doing well But you don't own me I'd like to return this spell 'Cause it's not my size And your lies are so much bigger than my lies And your ties are made of things that shouldn't be ties Oh, fuck it I'm gonna have a party [x3]

Need Peoples Help..
Hey Sexy Cherries.. I'm close enough to being able to Get a Cherry Spot Light.. But Still need need $300,000 Cherry Bucks.. I need your help, to comment, and rate my SFW pics, and my stash.. I dont have much as in Stash.. But it all helps!! Well hope that you help.. Lots of Love and Kisses ~Pole Princess~

Coolest Contest Ever!!!!!
But I do love this dude like a brother. Go bomb him he deserves to be Mr. Fubar!!!!! And add and rate him while your at it. Show some love to the contest host as well she's a doll. Just click the Pic and drop a comment or 2 on him. If you drop 100+ I'll get you a Platinum Cherry! Drew Rocks!

Thunder In The Mountains
The first time beast opened his eyes on Saturday morning he realized he could not really open them at all. He moved just a bit while aware that someone was pressed against his side bringing a large patch of warmth shared between them. He tried to bring his arm down to her, to hold her close to him, but his arm would not move more then a few inches before his wrists were pulled. "She didn't untie me" he thought to himself as the memories of the night before came filling back into his mind. He tried to pull his body in but he was bound tightly in an X across the bed just as he had been last night with the wax and toys. He squeezed his ass and found it still violated by the long plug and a sheepish grin played over his lips. Nails, sharp and thin, dug into his back as Sassey mouthed against his skin "It's too early pet. Go back to sleep." At the calming words of his Mistress he did as he was told.. When his mind became aware again he could hear footsteps through the room and

Best Police Comments
Best Police Comments > #16 "You know, stop lights don't come any > redder than the one you just went through." > > #15 "Relax, the handcuffs are tight because > they're new. They'll stretch after you wear them a while." > > # 14 "If you take your hands off the car, I'll > make your birth certificate a worthless document." > > #13 "If you run, you'll only go to jail tired." > > #12 "Can you run faster than 1200 feet per > second? Because that's the speed of the bullet that'll be chasing you." > > #11 "You don't know how fast you were going? I > guess that means I can write anything I want to on the ticket, huh?" > > #10 "Yes, sir, you can talk to the shift supervisor, but I > don't think it will help. Oh, did I mention that I'm the > shift supervisor?" > > #9 "Warning! You want a warning? O.K., I'm > warning you not to do that again or I'll give you another ticket." > > #8 "The answer to this last question will > determine whether you are drunk or not. Was M

July 15, 2007
You see the possibilities where someone else only sees a dead end. Now, you don't need to share this information right away. Frankly, you might be better off playing your cards close to your chest, at least for now.

Contest Ends Today 5pm(est)
CONTEST ENDS TODAY 5PM(EST) THANKS 2 EVERYONE WHO HELPED GET ME BACK IN THE LEAD!! YOU ROCK!! IT'S NOT BY MUCH SO COULD U PURDY PLZ HELP ME STAY THERE!! ANY HELP WOULD BE APPRECIATED :) Rates Count! So plz just rate if u haven't the time to bomb. H♥llieH♥ttie™

Why Do People Get Mad At Ratings?
Ok here is my question.. Why do people want you to rate them a 10 no matter how ugly they are? I mean seriously, this is a site based on a rating system, you cant realy expect everybody to rate you a 10 or 11. I think it's cool for people to have high self-esteem and all but not everyone sees you the way you see yourself. We are all adults and you'd think someone could take a lil constructive criticism..

As(poem)
And though it seems so hard to live this life... .. .. We don’t expect and wonder why There is no hope we only live and try To do what’s right but is it all worthless Without a road and a focus can’t we see it’s hopeless? And though it seems so hard to live this life I love you too much to only survive I’ll rise above the storm And though I feel like this could tear my world apart I love you too much to only outlast I’ll do more Because I know that you’re standing by my side You’re the reason I still want to live this life And though I feel like this could shake my world apart I know that you will be here You’ll make our home among the stars.......

Laugh For July 15
David, the fisherman, had driven by the lake many times and had seen some other anglers about, so he decided to give his luck a try. On his first day of fishing he had no luck at all but noticed that another fisherman near him that was scooping in one after another. He had to know The Secret. "Excuse me sir, but would you mind telling me what sort of bait you are using?" he asked. The other man looked around a bit embarrassed. "Well, I am a surgeon, and quite by accident I found that human tonsil works very well." David thanked the man, thought about what sort of bait to try next time, and left. The next day, David returned to the lake, tried a different bait and still had no luck. Just as the day before, there was yet a different man reeling in fish after fish. "Excuse me," asked David, "but could you suggest a bait that I could try?" "Well, I can, but I am not sure it will do you any good. I am using a bit of human appendix." "Hmm," thought David. It seemed that the fi

Lost
I am lost. Lost without you Lost without your arms holding me tight Lost knowing you're laying next to her tonight Lost in longing for you Lost in loving you Lost in my own thoughts Lost without you here Lost knowing you are there Lost our love Lost my mom Lost my nanny Lost my hopes Lost my dreams Lost my faith in god Lost the moments that we could have shared Lost you to her Lost my ring that my mama gave me Lost my heart and soul to a man that wasn't in love with me Lost everything that meant something to me Lost me Lost my train of thought Lost the sleep that just wouldn't come my way tonight I am just LOST Written By Angela Jewell-Frazier September 16, 2006

Thunder
Thunder(revised) THE THUNDER OF OUR HEARTS( Revised) Can you hear it? There in the distance Do you know what it is Should I tell you what it is It's thunder stricking in the distance It's the thunder of my heart Can you hear it now Can you hear the thunder of my heart beating Can you feel the thunder of my heart beating as you took my breathe away with our first time I can feel your heart beating next to mine as we lay there holding on to eachother There in the distance somewhere in your mind can you hear the thunder of the past as our hearts beat as one Should we dare to hear and feel the thunder once again ReWritten By Angela Jewell-Frazier September 26, 2006

Best Toy Around
"I'm sure you ladies will like this one," the saleswoman said, leading the mother and daughter across the showroom floor. "We do have the best penises that money can buy." "Oh wow, look at that, Mom," said the young girl. The girl's mother shook her head. "That's a Malcolm 450, isn't it? This is your first pen-Bot, dear. That one will never do." The saleswoman smiled. "You have a good eye, ma'am, and I agree with you. I would never give my daughter a Malcolm 450, but this is a new and improved model. This is the Malcolm 550 and it's quite a step up from the old 450 and even from the 450-LX." The woman scrutinized the model in front of her with a juandiced eye. "I've heard about the 550s, but what makes this model so good." "This is the newest model in pen-Bots. This one's penis now extends to a full twelve inches and the thing is rock hard. Like any good pen-Bot, it stays that way until you're done with it, but this one vibrates and moves, and if you don't mind the pun,

She Tried But Couldnt Get Away From Us...lol
ok my girl BJ tried to hide she was in a contest but didnt succeed well here is her link...she needs help..so if you can come in and help leave even a few comments that would help alot thanks..

The Right Way To Train A Bitch
Lila James intended to give her daughter's boyfriend a piece of her mind. The man taught a dog obedience school after hours at the local community center, and that, figured Lila James, was just as good a place as any for her to catch up with the man, and tell her what she thought of him. Mark Jessup didn't say anything when he saw the woman coming. He just told her that they could talk when he was done and then he continued with the class, and only after that was done did he lead Lila James into his office. "Can I get you a cup of coffee?" he asked, trying to be magnaniomous. "Sure, why not," the woman told him, and then she waited until she had the cup in her hands. Lila took a sip from the cup of coffee. "I came to tell you to stay away from my daughter," the woman began. "You're no good for her and she deserves better than you. I know she likes you, and I know you like her, but I know you'll move on to someone else. Guys like you always do, and I don't want to see my

Quote For July 15
It always rains on tents. Rainstorms will travel thousands of miles, against prevailing winds for the opportunity to rain on a tent. -- Dave Barry Bonus Quote: Some national parks have long waiting lists for camping reservations. When you have to wait a year to sleep next to a tree, something is wrong. -- George Carlin This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

Good Morning, I Think!
I'm awake way too early this morning! I've been having a harder time than usual sleeping, but I guess I shouldn't be surprised, lol! I had a delightful surprise when I got online - an email from an energyworker friend I haven't heard from in awhile. He just attained his Reiki Teacher/Master level, studied at Glastonbury, England. His final attunement was at Stonehenge - yes, I admit I am envious! But I will keep my appointment with Stonehenge when it is time, lol! The Sparta Belly Dancers are performing at the St. Elias Greek Festival in LaCrosse this afternoon! Yeah, that includes me, lol! We perform twice - at 1:30 and at 3:30 p.m. Wish me luck - it's outside again, lmao! Dancing with Saran Wrap again *snicker*! Ah, well. I'm getting better at it, lol! My "anchor" and I are tugging back and forth at each other this morning - could be why I woke up so early. I think we may be disturbing each others sleep, lol! I don't mind! He is dear to me. I suppose I might as well star

Working Man's Blues Or Something Like It
ok..last time i am posting this. We all have jobs we feel could be better and help us reach our goals. Since most aren't fortunate to have someone give them a good job, or what ever low down loophole things that are pulled getting a relative in on a executive level. Its hard struggling in a job that only pay enough to get a part of a bill out of 6 partially paid. Its a slap in the face to hear you have a wide range of experience that would be an asset to any organization..I may have to scan that one its too priceless...but the point of the matter is that those who want to better themselves are left in occupations that are either are dead end jobs or offer no growth into another occupation based on experience. life is wasted in attempts to climb up the slippery mountain of success..and its a joy..of course this is a lie. that i am part of it a world that because of my size and color i can't get any job i have the experience for i love the workforce

Kill 2 Birds With One Stone...gas Prices And Illigal Immigrants
Bush wants us to cut the amount of gas we use. The best way to stop using so much gas is to deport 11 million illegal immigrants! That would be 11 million less people using our gas. The price of gas would come down. Bring our troops home from Iraq to guard the border. When they catch an illegal immigrant crossing the border, hand him a canteen, rifle and some ammo and ship him to Iraq . Tell him if he wants to come to America then he must serve a tour in the military. Give him a soldier's pay while he's there and tax him on it. After His tour, he will be allowed to become a citizen since he defended this country. He will also be registered to be taxed and be a legal patriot. This option will probably deter illegal immigration and provide a solution for the troops in Iraq and the aliens trying to make a better life for themselves. If they refuse to serve, ship them to Iraq anyway, without the canteen, rifle or ammo. Problem solved.

My Sister Drama!
On a lighter note (HA HA) my sister that I live with has cut of my access to my internet (lets just say I'm "hijacking" it right now). She's unhooked the cable that provides me internet AND cable TV so that I can do nothing in my dungeon ( I live in her basement right now) but read and listen to music as she wont let me upstairs. Im hoping to be in my own apartment in three weeks if not sooner (and GOD I hope its sooner!). Love yall! *kisses* Kk

Better Then Paying The Insurance
The car edged forward and then it edged forward again. Too close, the man thought. It was too close. There was nowhere he could go. The traffic was too heavy. He had to stay where he was and still the car came even closer. It was inevitable. The bumper of the car hit the wheel of the motorcycle. For a moment, the bike stayed upright, wedged as it was under the bumper of the car and then it began to fall. The rider jumped clear as the bike came down and then he was looking back at the car that had hit him. He jerked at the straps of his helmet and then he pulled his gloves off. He was pissed and he was going to let the driver of the car know just how pissed he was. There was no excuse for driving that recklessly. But then the driver of the car came out and suddenly, he had other ideas. "I'm sorry," the girl said. "I'm sorry. I'm so sorry." The man stuffed his gloves inside his helmet. "Didn't you see me," he asked. "I'm so sorry," the girl said. "I thought you'd go

Telling The Sex Of A Bird
This Is AMAZING!!! Until now I never fully understood how to tell, The difference Between Male and Female Birds. I always thought it had to be determined surgically. Until Now. Which of The Two Birds Is a Female??? Below are Two Birds. Study them closely... See If You Can Spot Which of The Two Is The Female. It can be done. Even by one with limited bird watching skills

F**king Hackers!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
I have encountered the dreaded thin called a hacker tonite! It followed me from lounge to lounge, called my friends unspeakable things and said some pretty unspeakable things about me as well! If you were insulted or hurt by anything sent and/or said tonite, I'll tey to make reparations as soon as possible! Love you all! I'm off for the nite. *kisses* Kk

Talking Dog
A guy is driving around town when he sees a sign in front of a house: "Talking Dog For Sale." He rings the bell and the owner tells him the dog is in the backyard. The guy goes into the backyard and sees a Labrador sitting there. "You talk?" he asks. "Yes," the Lab replies. "So, what's the story?" The Lab looks up and says: "Well, I discovered that I could talk when I was pretty young. I wanted to help the government, so I told the FBI about my gift, and in no time at all they had me jetting from country to country, sitting in rooms with spies and world leaders, because no one figured a dog would be eavesdropping. I was one of their most valuable spies for eight years running." "But the jetting around really tired me out, and I knew I wasn't getting any younger so I decided to settle down. I signed up for a job at the airport to do some undercover security wandering near suspicious characters and listening in." "I uncovered some incredible dealings and was

Will You Guys Help A Gurl Out!!!!!!
Hey guys just wanted you know I am entered in a contest for best cleavage.. Please stop by and comment Bomb the heck out of my sexy cleavage picture. Click Below to Become a Member of Seductive Pleasures Click the Seductive Pleasures Logo Below here To Subscribe!

Life
So today i decide i will shoot a video when i get me camera back. it's going to be... When I land things and when I fuck up because I think that we need to see it all. I have dont like skateparks and never will. but with thanks to all my friends, im not a horrible skater. so i will probably take a month or two n all before the snow and shoot a video. I will try n get some from kansas texas, oh man in texas i went into a manual noses tall way way too fast and ended up flying toward a bush, it's great,but its bad quality you can kind of see a toe flip no comply but its hard. and kansas is just a nose stall,i think (don't qoute me) But marquette in my opinion is best place to skate.

Parts Fadeing......
It is as if I am standing on the outside of a looking glass watching my life pass before me, knowing that I can do nothing to change the reality, ease the pain, rid the hurt, it is as if it is a cruel joke being played on me day after day. Where will the next day leave me? How broken will I be tomorrow? Does there ever seem to be an ending? How do I convince someone that everything is alright when the very depths of my inner core is dissolving slowly? No one notices that a little more of me is fading away each day. It’s as if the waves of life’s ocean are crashing against me eroding more of my core every second of the day. Carrying parts of me out to sea... out to the wide expanse of water to be lost forever. My very existence is slowly drifting out to sea upon the waves of meaningless words, intentions, actions and emotions. Parts of me slowly evaporate into the mist. The euphoria that once consumed me is now dissolving into the blackness. The cold of the waters of life are engulfi

Dear John Letter
A Marine stationed in Afghanistan recieved a DEAR JOHN letter from his girlfriend back home...it went like this... Dear Ricky, I can no longer maintain the relationship with you the distance between us is far too great. I must admit to you ive cheated on you twice since you have been gone, and its not fair to either of us. I'm Sorry. Please return the pic of me i sent to you. Love always Becky The Marine, with hurt feelings asked his fellow marines for any snapshots of thier girlfriends , sisters, aunts, cousins etc etc. In addition to the picture of Becky he included the pictures from his buddy's 57 in all along with this note.

Letter From Wife
To my darling husband, Before you return from your overseas trip I just want to let you know about the small accident I had with the pick up truck when I turned into the driveway. Fortunately not too bad and I really didn't get hurt, so please don't worry too much about me. I was coming home from Wal-Mart, and when I turned into the driveway. I accidentally pushed down on the accelerator instead of the brake. The garage door is slightly bent but the pick up fortunately came to a halt when it bumped into your car. I am really sorry, but I know with your kind-hearted personality you will forgive me. You know how much I love you and care for you my sweetheart. I am enclosing a picture for you. I cannot wait to hold you in my arms again. Your loving wife. P.S. YOUR GIRLFRIEND CALLED

Better Side Of The Law
Stephanie was alone in the apartment when there came a knock at the door of her Easy Street apartment. Who the hell could that be, she wondered. When she opened the door to her apartment, she found a couple of cops standing on her doorstep and she got even more curious. "Can I help you," she asked. "Do you live here alone," one of the officers asked. "No, I live here with my roommate." "Is she home?" "No," Stephanie answered, "she's in class. Why?" "We're making the rounds of the neighborhood," said the apparent spokesman for the pair. "There's a man in the neighborhood who has been entering women's apartments, and we're trying to get the word out." "Oh wow." "Yep. He usually enters late at night, often when the residents are not at home but there have been a few times when women have actually let the man into their apartment. If he's not interrupted, then he's just a common thief. He'll take your stuff and he'll go, but if you interrupt him, well a couple of wo

The Cannery
The Cannery seems to be a new casino up in North Las Vegas. It seemed nicer than the other casinos I have been to up there, but that is not saying much. The casino time was good - it paid for the tickets to the show. But the show venue sucked. Oh well.

Rare Earth And Eric Burdon
Saw a double bill at the cannery tonight. Rare Earth opening for Eric Burdon and the animals. Rare Earth is only one of the original guys and a bunch of aging not so good replacements. Eric Burdon was great. None of the other original Animals but he unlike Rare Earth got great musicians as replacements. If you get a chance to see Rare Earth, hope it is better than they were tonight. If you get a chance to see Eric Burdon, go!

Could Have
Husband and wife are traveling by car from Key West to Boston. After almost twenty-four hours on the road, they' re too tired to continue, and they decide to stop for a rest. They stop at a nice hotel and take a room, but they only plan to sleep for four hours and then get back on the road. When they check out four hours later, the desk clerk hands them a bill for $350. The man explodes and demands to know why the charge is so high. He tells the clerk although it's a nice hotel, the rooms certainly aren't worth $350! When the clerk tells him $350 is the standard rate, the man insists on speaking to the Manager. The Manager appears, listens to the man, and then explains that the hotel has an Olympic-sized pool and a huge conference center that were available for the husband and wife to use. "But we didn't use them," the man complains. "Well, they are here, and you could have," explains the Manager. He goes on to explain they could have taken in one of the s

Negativity
To Everyone who is listening, I am so done with negative people and negativity. I f you are going to be negative then do not be around me because I refuse to be negative. I want to live my life being positive. Life is short so why sweat the small stuff and why choose to be negative. Be positive enjoy life. I am going to be positive from here on out so if you are negative all of the time don't bother me.It is okay to be negative for a couple of minutes if someone pissed you off, but deal with it and brush it off. I love ya all. Blessed Be!!!

Music Notes
This year's Farm Aid concert will take place Sept. 9 at Randall's Island in New York. Founders Willie Nelson and John Mellencamp will be joined by Farm Aid board members Neil Young and Dave Matthews. Tickets go on sale Saturday via Ticketmaster. . . . Bon Jovi is hooking up with iTunes for an innovative promotion. Those who purchase a presale ticket for the band's stint at the new Prudential Center in Newark, N.J., which begins Oct. 25, will receive a digital download of the band's "Lost Highway" album, coming out Tuesday. The package can be purchased tomorrow through June 22 at www.ticketmaster.com/bonjovi. Those who want tickets without the digital download can purchase them beginning June 23. . . . The five original Spice Girls are reportedly pocketing $50 million to regroup for six live shows and a greatest hits album, which will include two new tunes. . . . U2 has recently been in Morocco with producers Brian Eno and Daniel Lanois, working on new material. The band's "PopMar

Sherman Pore Calls
What a pleasant surprise the other day. Phone rings at work and it's Sherman Pore on the other end, calling to thank me for including his Idol audition among my Top 10 Idol Best moments of 2007. At first he says, "You may not know who this is but let's see if you do now..." and he proceeds to sing the old standard You Belong to Me on the phone. Cute. Got it right away. "Sherman?" Sherman, you'll recall, is the 64-year-old who auditioned for Idol upon the encouragement of his longtime love, Melissa. The two garnered signatures for a petition urging the producers to allow him to audition. She loved how he'd serenade her and she'd tell all of her friends about what a good singer her mechanic boyfriend was. Sherman, ever the romantic, would call her at work just to croon a tune on the line to brighten her day. He says whenever someone was down in her law office (she was a clerk) she'd have him call the person up and sing a song. Brightened their day, too. Alas, she died days before the

A New Path
-Happily Taken -Funny -A mother -IRISH -Confident -A Music lover -Strong -Not offended by being called "FAT" -A DRINKER -A PLUS SIZE/Fetish/Pinup Model -Naturally redheaded -Not a big fan of makeup -Silly -Different -Sexy -Covered with Freckles -I Dont give a FUCK what you think about me. The insert u see above was taken from a very special persons page...a person who whether she knows it or not has cleared a few things up for me...And theres no need for names casue she knows who she is, i dont need everyone to know her name, just a couple of things shes done for me. ALL of my past girlfriends, partners, lovers, whatever u call them, all had something in common that i recently realized. They all were almost complete opposites of me...and not opposite like opposites attract, but different...And i think that ive realized this now, ive come to terms as to why im not with any of them, except for one who im still waiting to hit in the face with an axe! But regard

Lonely??
I am wondering if this is the place for me to be! I have been single for over 2 years and still not sure what I am looking for! I am tired of being lonely! My last love broke my heart and I still think of him all the time! When will it ever be over? I hate that I let him hurt me so bad! I know that it is past time to let it go! I think I need lots of new friends to help me! I hope I am in the right place!!

Done
Sitting in class thinking about things Why did I waste my time on you? What good came out of it? You're probably thinking the same thing, too Somehow I knew things with you would go to shit I couldn't stand alot of things you did Hell, I couldn't stand most of it We were so wrong for each other. I guess that's why you decided to find another

The Person
Sitting in class, thinking about you. I can't get you off my mind. Your voice running through my head. The smile on my face when you call. The laughs we share everyday. the crying I have done over you saying goodnight everynight happy, sad or mad I can't wait for your touch Your eyes looking into mine Your soft loving words being whispered in my ear Your fingers running through my hair

Waiting For Love
Heart racing, palms sweaty, face blushing, can't quit smiling and laughing. The looks. The thoughts. The laughs. How I miss that feeling. The feeling of being in love. The smile on your face when that person calls. The twinkle in your eye. The extra bounce in your step. The thought of that person first thing in the morning. The thought of that person last thing at night before you drift away to slumber. The dreams of them that are dreamt. The future that is planned. The warm and fuzzy feelings. The phone call in the morning just to say good morning and have a good day. The phone call at night just to say goodnight and sweet dreams. The random phone calls just to say you are being thought about. The random phone calls just to say you are missed. The one line emails just to say hello. The feeling of being in love

Hurt...
HURT.... I hurt myself today To see if I still feel I focus on the pain The only thing that`s real The needle tears a hole The old familiar sting Try to kill it all away But I remember everything Refrein: What have I become My sweetest friend Everyone I know goes away In the end And you could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt I wear this crown of thorns Upon my liar`s chair Full of broken thoughts I cannot repair Beneath the stains of time The feelings disappear You are someone else I am still right here Refrein: What have I become My sweetest friend Everyone I know goes away In the end And you could have it all My empire of dirt I will let you down I will make you hurt If I could start again A million miles away I would keep myself I would find a way JOHNNY CASH

Loose Myself
Feeling your touch on my skin, seeing your eyes sparkle as you pull me closer I could loose myself in your gaze. Your kiss ignites my flesh as I bend to your will. longing to forget all the pain of the past I will fold myself into you. I quench my thirst with your strength, and I will hurt no more.

Bored & Lonely.. Survey Time.
About You Eye Color: Brown Hair Color: Dark brown Height: 5'6" Favorite Color: purple Favorite Band: too many to name Favorite Movie: too many Favorite Show: The Real World Your Hometown: Floral City, Florida Your Present Town: Springfield, Oregon Have You Ever Sat on your rooftop? nope Kissed someone in the rain? yes Danced in a public place? yes Smiled for no reason? yes Laughed so hard you cried? fuck yes lol Peed your pants after age 8? no Written a song? yes Sang to someone for no reason? no Performed on a stage? yes Talked to someone you don't know? duuuh Gone out of your way to befriend someone? yes Made out in a theatre? nope Gone roller skating since 8th grade? nope Been in love? yes Who was the last person to Say HI to you? Nichole Tell you, I love you? Brent Hug you? Melissa Tell you BYE? Brent Write you a note? Brent Take your photo? Nichole Call you? Brent Buy you something? Nichole Go with you to the movies?

My Tooesssss
so today i had to run upstairs to a room and spray a deodorizer cuz there were ppl w/ kids goin up there and i walked by the bed but this metal piece like jammed inbetween my pinky toe and the other one and scraped both of them! ouchy bleedin and skin peeled off.. thats gross but good thing the blood stayed under the skin peel hahahaha but yeah that really hurt and now my two toes are bandaided up! :( oh welllll shit happends might as well go play in traffic w/ linus lol!

Wants
I want a man that every guy wats to be just bcause he's with me. I want to be that woman that every girl wants to be just because of the man I am with. I want to be apart of the couple that everybody wants to be. I want a man who knows he can't find anybody better. I want a man who's best for me and I can't do any better. I want the man who will treat Bryson like his own child. I want a man that can be a father figure and a good male role model for him. I want a man who wants the whole package, faults and all.

Fakes
So many fakes. Fake people. Fake words. Fake feelings. Fake attitudes. Fake faces. Fake bodies. Fake lives. I'm real. Real words. Real feeings. Real attitude. Real face. Real body. Real life. Real smile on the outside. Fakes smile on the inside. Real happiness on the ouside. Fake happiness on the inside.

Iphone Watch: Counting Down To 6.29.2007
I've been holding off doing a full swan dive into the iPhone swimming pool, but I don't think I can avoid taking the plunge any longer. When there's this much rumor, innuendo and raw, raucous hype about something this geeky, there's only one thing to do . . . Aggregate! We're kicking off iPhone Watch, a daily TechBlog entry that will continue each day this week through Friday, when the Object of Your Desire is actually available. I'll troll the Net for the most interesting, insightful, funniest, outrageous or just flat out stupid iPhone nuggets -- and I suspect before this hypefest is all over, there will be a lot of the latter. This will work like the Linkpost, with a new entry each day and additional items as I find them posted at the top. Buckle your seatbelts, kids. It's going to be a bumpy ride. ? MacInTouch has a nice iPhone FAQ going. It appears to be eschewing rumor for fact. Imagine that!? CNet's Tom Krazit looks at how Apple's generating the buzz for the iPhone, by relying

At
AT&T says it has spent an additional $50 million in the months leading up to the iPhone launch to upgrade and add more capacity to its 2.5G EDGE network, but a company official said that subscribers shouldn't expect to surf the mobile Net any faster. "We don?t want to set unrealistic expectations," said Mark Siegel, a spokesman for AT&T. "We have been upgrading the network on an ongoing basis, and we've made an additional investment in anticipation of demand for the iPhone."AT&T has spent over $16 billion since 2005 upgrading the EDGE network.The iPhone has been criticized for the fact that it works on AT&T's 2.5G network instead of its faster 3G network. But in the last few days, some AT&T subscribers have been reporting noticeably faster data speeds using their 2.5G handsets. And there has been speculation that AT&T gave EDGE a "boost" in the days and weeks leading up to the launch, which happens today at 6 p.m. local time. But AT&T's Siegel said that what customers are likely experi

Untitiled
Good personality. Great sense of humor. Loyal to friends and family. Nice to everybody. Caring for the people that are loved. smiling and laughing most of the time on the outside. Crysing on the inside. Happy go lucky on the outside. Depressed on the inside. Out spoken, open and honest. Outgoing. Will talk to almost everybody. Determined but is held back. Knows exactly what wanted and how to get it but can't quite reach it.

Naughty Story!
The Waves and the Pounding............... We were all sitting around the campfire on the beach as the sun was just starting to set into the sky. I had taken my wet bathing suit off, and to my surprise forgot to bring panties for under my skirt. I sat on the bench with my legs closely guarded. When I looked up across the fire, I could see that he was staring at me again. We had flirted and played with each other all day, and I could see from the look in his eyes he wanted me bad. There were several people sitting around the fire, but all seemed to be engaging in conversation or just enjoying a cold beer. As I licked my lips, I slowly spread my legs letting him see my secret. It was as if his eyes were frozen on me and couldn't move. When he finally did break his stare he looked at me and smile with this huge grin. I could tell by the bulge in his pants, that he liked what he saw very much. As it got cooler he slipped a blanket across his lap and motioned for me to come over. I had bare

Child Neglect
RENO, Nev. - A couple authorities say were so obsessed with the Internet and video games that they left their babies starving and suffering other health problems have pleaded guilty to child neglect. ADVERTISEMENT The children of Michael and Iana Straw, a boy age 22 months and a girl age 11 months, were severely malnourished and near death last month when doctors saw them after social workers took them to a hospital, authorities said. Both children are doing well and gaining weight in foster care, prosecutor Kelli Ann Viloria told the Reno Gazette-Journal. Michael Straw, 25, and Iana Straw, 23, pleaded guilty Friday to two counts each of child neglect. Each faces a maximum 12-year prison sentence. Viloria said the Reno couple were too distracted by online video games, mainly the fantasy role-playing "Dungeons & Dragons" series, to give their children proper care. "They had food; they just chose not to give it to their kids because they were too busy playing video games

Wasted
All the tears I have wasted. All the hurt. All the pain. WASTED Wasted on you. Wasted on "things" Wasted on stupid stuff. All the thinking, talking, planning and waiting. WASTED. Tears I have cried. Thoughts I have thunk. Dreams I have dreamt. The big part of my heart I had opened up. WASTED.

Lost
Not sure where I am going. Not sure what I am doing. Do not know how I will end up. Do not know my place in this world. Do not know what I am meant to do. Not sure what will happen. I am so lost without you.

Love
Watching Looking Waiting Searching When will it happen? I miss it I want it I need it I long for it When will it happen? Is it even out there for me anymore? I haven't seen it in so long. I haven't felt it in so long. Wil it ever happen again?

All I Want
All I Want When I tell you I love you, I want it to mean, more than when anyone else in the world says it. I want it to mean, that your happiness is everything to me. and I want the best for you always. No matter what it takes. I want it to mean, that you are more important, than anything in my life. When I tell you I love you, I want it to mean, that you are a part of me, and I am a part of you. No matter what happens in this world, we will be together till the ends of time. Sharing our lives and happiness. All I want, is to love you for the rest of my life. To wake up each morning with you by my side. and knowing that no matter what happens, I'll be able to come home to your loving arms. All I want , is to share everything with you. To talk about our ideas, our dreams, and all the little everyday things, that make us laugh. and the not so little things, that we can't help but worry about. All I want, is to give you my love. As a place where you can a

Soulmate
You are everything I have wanted. You are everything I have looked for. You are everything I have dreamt of. Can not stop teh feelings I have. Can not stop the thoughts I think. Why do you live so far away? Why does it have to be this way? I do not want anybody else. You are the one for me. I feel I am the one for you. It hurts to deny it. It hurts to admit it just can not be.

Troubled Mind....
This weary life in torture keeps Angst and longing burned so deep Apart, I ache, as each day dies So deep in you, your tears I cry All my faith bestowed upon You, my every waking dawn Every hope is cast to sea Your affections drowning me Whispered breaths of love do call In troubled sleep, darkness falls So, i ask if you are true? would i die not having you? Trust shaken, love still stands Waiting just to take your hand Heaven hear my plaintive plea To bring my Master to me

Horny Nurse
Im always hot. Im always wet. Im thirty three years old and have never been married. Maybe because my sexuality is a bit wild. I love men, women and anything that can be stuck inside my pussy. As a child i wanted to become a hooker or a stripper. I became a nurse though. Which has its perks. I have worked at the hospital for at least ten years. Enjoying the doctors and some of the nurses for some late night romps in the OR room. After a sour relationship with a doctor I left the hospital. Home health care seem to be a good business. Many of my friends were getting in to it and encouraged me to try it. Home health was a diffrent pace from the fast hospital work i was use too. I sat with old ladies who liked to knit and talked to old men about wild younger days. Going into people homes was exciting, too bad half my clients were in their nineties. A friend of mine had to take a leave. Her Mother had passed away and she couldnt find anyone to cover a client of hers. After I acc

We Are A Dying Breed
To every guy that was never too busy to drive across town (or across the state) to see her. To every guy that gives flowers and a card when she is sick. To every guy who has given her flowers just because. To every guy that said he would die for her. To every guy that really would. To every guy that did what she wanted to do. To every guy that cried in front of her. To every guy that she cried in front of. To every guy that holds hands with her. To every guy that kisses her with meaning. To every guy that hugs her when she's sad. To every guy that hugs her for no reason at all. To every guy who would give their jacket up for her. To every guy that calls to make sure she got home safe. To every guy that would sit and wait for her for hours just to see her for ten minutes To every guy that would give his seat up. To every guy that just wants to cuddle. To every guy that reassured her that she was beautiful no matter what. To every guy who told his secrets to her. To ev

Keepin It Real
I just want to say a few things with out offending anyone, but for those of you that know me and know that i keep it real always know that I'm not on here looking "TO GET LAID" i can do that right here in the comforts of Rhode Island. . . . I'm here to make new friends and keep in touch with old friends as well. There is nothing wrong with flirting as long as its done in good taste no need to get Explicit cause i really don't want to know what u like put or shoved up your ASS for real need for that all that gets you is deleted from my friends list. . . . so again i hope I'm not offending anyone but for real keep it to your self i don't want to know. . . .

Why Cant Guys Learn To Listen?????
Why is that guys seem to think that girls are the ones who are suppose to do everything.Yes it is our job to clean up the house make dinner and do laundry but where does it say that yall cant clean up after yallselfs and help out.We cant be expected to do everything!!I mean especially if you have children they are important they cant always wait so you have to take care of them.They take up time so why cant yall see that and help your wifes gfs out.I mean we know yall work and we dont expect yall to dmuch when yall get home but its nice for you to help out and show us you care.ITs nice to see you guys who come home and either sit on games or sit in front of the tv and never move it would be nice for yall to spend time with us females and show us you care and are happy for what we do.We work our butts of as females just like yall do as males why not show respect to each other and show you care.Not make one side do all. Now guys I am not blaming everything on yall I mean I know there

A Cry For Help
Apparently, I've reached the limit for my level for photo ratings (and blog ratings and everything else ratings). So I'm stuck at work, on a miserable day, and I can't even aimlessly flick through random peoples photos, racking up those all important points (note hint of bitter irony). If anyone feels like rescuing me for CT Purgatory (which I thinks still exists, it was Limbo they abolished), PLEASE drop by and say hello. At the very least you could point, laugh and run away. Otherwise I might have to resort to desperate measures. Like doing some work.

Phoenix
So yeah, I like comics and mangas and all that so at times I get bored. When I do I draw. When I draw I tend to draw characters so here is my drawing I did. took about an hour. It was my first attempts at doing the typical comic shading look. I'm still working on it. Not that good yet.

Troubled Cocaine Kate Moss And Druggie Pete Doherty Will Marry
Druggie Pete Doherty and Cocaine Kate MossPete Doherty will marry Kate Moss this summer - as long as he stays drug-free. The troubled rocker, who is battling a long-term heroin addiction, is determined to clean up his act so he can tie the knot with the supermodel. Pete revealed his plans to wed in his diaries, 'The Books of Albion', which were published the other day. In one extract, which he wrote while in rehab in January 2007, the Babyshambles star said: "Smack and needle-free we shall marry in the summer and I become 10 times happier than any given smackhead." He also confessed the only reason he was in rehab was to please Kate. He wrote: "I love the girl so dearly and that's why I'm in this clinic isn't it?" Pete - who began romancing Kate in January 2005 - also admitted the couple have a fiery relationship. In an entry describing a trip to Paris in July 2005, he said: "Kate and I f*****g and fighting all the way on the Eurostar until blood finally runs down my palm

Paris Goes To Prison
(Please enjoy this one-act play starring Queen Latifah as "Prison Guard Sister," (PGS) OJ Simpson as OJ Simpson, Paris Hilton as Paris Hilton and Lindsay Lohan as Lindsay Lohan.)(PGS brings Paris to her cell for the first time. Paris looks in, shocked and pauses at the entrance.)Paris: I won't go! I won't! I won't! I won't!PGS: Yes you will, you emaciated vacuous pox on society.Paris: That totally cleared up last month!(Guard shoves her into cell. Paris falls on her face.)Paris: I can't believe this is actually happening. Is this actually happening? This cell is teensier than Tinkerbell. Tinkerbell? Kinkajou? WAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!! I want my illegal mini-pets!!! PGS: Maybe you'll make friends with a rat. Yes, this is happening, now shut your trapper and listen. I know you're none too bright, but I am required to explain your new environment to you. This is your shower. This is where you will wash yourself and your own undergarments.Paris: My what?Guard: Your undergarments. Your bra. Your

Suicide Note
Dear Fellow Pawns; Since July 15, 2007 I have lived a lie that I can no longer go on with. I have started each of the last 5004 days by convincing myself that McDonald's would bring back the Double ZestaBurger--if only for a limited time and at only select locations. It was the only way I could get myself out of bed and through the day. Alas, I can no longer lie to myself about my future. I now accept that it is bleak. I do not control my destiny, nor my happiness. Like all of you, I am just a pawn in McDonald's global marketing plan. The same company that has returned the McRib 496 limited times in the last 13 years has never given my well-being a second thought. Well, McDonalds, you win. You have killed the will, spirit, and soul of Cruel Intentions , now my body will follow. I know though, that I will be going to a better place. A place where my happiness won't be controlled by a multi-national conglomeration of grill cooks in cheap suits. While my body will be buried in

Update To Winner #2 Of The Ass Of The Day Award
Read from bottom up am too lazy here at work to fix it this time lmfao....... What an ass...but now he has been silenced... ->CB: And I don't feel like looking at your needle ass dick.... move on asswipe....and have some self respect.... or is that all you are a dick with legs and a big mouth??? CB: how about you let me do what I wanna do and shut the hell up I didnt feel like reading your boring ass page ->CB: well maybe you should try reading profile sometime so that you don't win the ass of the day award...good bye CB: nope didnt feel like reading it ->CB: I do not look at nsfw pics OBVIOUSLY you did not read my profile.... CB: hey how u doin I stopped by to let u know that I temporarely opened my nsfw album check it out and can u leave some comments

Ok...if You're On My Friend's List...please Read And Cooperate?
I need everyone on my friend's list to send an e-mail to XCurvySpitfireX@aol.com so I can save your contact details. I will not be using any other e-mail address, so please save this one. My fiance' and I just got our own place, and I'm using dial up until our DSL is hooked back up. I miss you guys!

My Results...
You scored as Marius, You are the quiet cool. You are so mellow people are lulled into a false sense of security. When you are pissed god help anyone who crosses you?Blade100% Marius100% Lestat92% Dracula92% Armand67% Deacon Frost67% Spike50% Louis50% Angel25% Akasha17% Whose your Vampire personality? (images)created with QuizFarm.com

New Pics And An Apology!
Finally got two sets of pics up. Some in our friend's file of both of us (not naughty) and some in our NSFW file. We apologize for those that didn't get marked properly NSFW the first time. They were in the NSFW file, but I forgot to hit the button. My apologies for all of you who didn't want to see those! For those that do, please stop by, rate and DEFINITELY COMMENT! My wife loves reading the comments! Mark and Lina

Winner # 2 Of The Ass Of The Day Award
CB: hey how u doin I stopped by to let u know that I temporarely opened my nsfw album check it out and can u leave some comments ->CB: I do not look at nsfw pics OBVIOUSLY you did not read my profile.... CB: nope didnt feel like reading it ->CB: well maybe you should try reading profile sometime so that you don't win the ass of the day award...good bye Here's you another winner folks... LMFAO.

Funniest Quiz Ever
What Historical figure are you? My answers are marked with an asterix You are at the office and there is one donut left in the box. You see your co-workers eyeing it as well. What do you do? Charm your co-workers into letting you have it. Start telling jokes to get everyone’s mind off it, then nonchalantly take it. Start screaming and making vulgar gestures until everyone is weirded out and leaves the room. Figure that your co-workers have made an alliance with each other not to let you have it and give up. Make an elaborate contraption that picks the donut out of the box for you and brings it to your desk. *Create a challenge for your co-workers to win the donut, such as a street race. Cut it up into smaller pieces so that everyone can have one. Run up to it before anyone else can, then declare that God wanted you to have it. You are at a pool party and don’t know how to swim. What do you do? Experiment in the shallow end, then make some attempts at the deep

Lust Me ! (rant)
i am all used up! and i cant take it any more im sick of hurting im sick of haveing to settle ! im sick of hideing ! im done so fuck it ! i dont wnt to be lusted over i want to just be loved ! no more second in line no more back up girl !..........................why do i keep letting this happen ............. i guess attention is attention right ...........

About Me
¢¾So.... basically....¢¾Name¢¾:DannyAge¢¾:36Sex¢¾:maleEye Color¢¾:brownHair Color¢¾:BrownWeight/Height¢¾:200 6'Birthday¢¾:Augest 14th 1970Birthplace¢¾:indianaParents¢¾:Pass AwaySiblings?¢¾:No real brothers-sister only 6 half brothers RIghty or Lefty¢¾:Righty¢¾This or That¢¾Chocolate or Vanilla¢¾:bothPepsi or Coke¢¾:cokeLove or Money¢¾:LoveMusic or T.V¢¾:musicMom or Dad¢¾:momDay or Night¢¾:nightRain or Sunshine¢¾:rainLight or Dark¢¾:lightKiss or Hug¢¾:bothHot Chocolate or Coffee¢¾:Hot Chocolate ¢¾Favorites¢¾Food¢¾:pastaSport¢¾:basball and hockeyClothes Brand¢¾:leviAnimal¢¾:DogsMovie¢¾:A walk to rembmerRestaurant¢¾:Bob's big boyT.V. Show¢¾:CSI-24Color¢¾:purpleBand¢¾:dont have 1Song¢¾: a friend of mine by garth brooks

I'm Back! And I Have Good News!
Whew! 6 weeks is 4 ever with no 'puter! We finally got moved, and mostly settled... takes time, but there is happy news! My son and his wife had a baby boy May 19th, so now I have a new grand baby to spoil... if I ever get to Texas! lol! Hope to go soon! Lots of Luv to all! V.

A Previous Blog
I posted this blog back in January of this year and after reading it again I thought how appropriate and that I would repost it. This is about me. At times I feel alone in this world. I have friends, I have family, I have the people I work with but I wonder what my place is here. I don't want to be some run of the mill person, my soul doesn't allow me to feel just common. I've thought about killing myself in the past but never have I tried it before. I love all my friends and I love my two daughters. I guess it's because I wasn't loved growing up or had a healthy marriage that I have become the way I am today. I made all the choices and I would never blame anyone to have made me the way that I am. Why do we as a society find it that we have to blame someone or something when looking at mistakes or faults. Why were you late to work? Well traffic was bad. Why don't you leave earlier or check to see if there is a different way to go. Take responsiblity for your actions. Alright s

Will I Ever?
Will I ever find that man who will come into my world and just sweep me off my feet? I am so tired of being single and lonely. I would love to fine that man who will love me for who I am not try and change me as I will not try and change him either. I am so ready to find that guy that I will fall in love with and spend the rest of my life with. Someone to build a friendship with and then take it to a very loving level and hopefully some day, marriage. Someone who likes to cuddle and spend quailty time with while at the sametime knows how important that each of us wanting to spend time with our friends. A guy who will not only accept me but my daughter as well. Someone who likes to go fishing and hunting but also likes to go to the movies and maybe even the theater. Who knows if he is even out there but if he is, I sure do hope to find him some day. I just hope that I am not dreaming too big. Do you think I am?

My Walk Alone..............
I am at a Lose to everyone I am at a lose to myself Seeking a light to guide me I feel my way through the darkness Some how I got lost in the shadow of my doubts Alone in the fog I cry Not a glimmer of a ray or any signs of hope Alone in the darkness One learns to cope I tangled myself in a web I cant not wiggle free The darkness and the shadows Have gotten hold of me

Sad 2
I'm sad now cause I want you so bad I'm sad now cause I can't be with you I'm sad now cause I need you I'm sad now cause I have to sleep alone I'm sad now cause we're not together. Rachael I love you more than anyone or anything your my love my life my everything and I can't wait till your in my arms.

Assaulted In A Show
Hey All, I got minor injuries by a client this morning. After collecting the fee and being in his home about 15 minutes he approached me wanting sex. I told him that we do not offer those services and prositution is against the law. He wanted his money back and I told him I would have to call the agency. As I was calling on my phone he was calling on his phone. He told the agency that he had locked the door and I was not getting out until he got his money back. I could tell by what he was saying the agency was telling him there was no refunds. I was called a bitch several times & was attacked by him thrown in a chair and my purse ripped out of my hands. I proceded to call 911 and he smacked my cell phone out of my hand. I got up to get the phone and he went after me again, I then fought back. I got my purse and he went towards the door as he was going towards the door I went to get my cell phone off the floor and he got to it before I could. He went outside, his house phone rang and

Help Me Win This Poster Contest!
hey yall! will you do me a HUMONGOUS favor and vote for my poster at pandora.com?!!? i would greatly appreciate it!! especially considering the person with the most votes wins and i'm entering late.. thanks, everyone!

Thoughts Of Mine Dec. 12, 2003
March 15, 1999, at 12:00 p.m.; was the FIRST DAY I BEGAN TO DIE. Struggling to know the TRUTH TO MY EXISTENCE. Is if all "Fiction" or "Reality"? Drifting through MYTH or DREAM? Some medical sources say I am dying of "Natural Causes"; But LISTEN & KNOW, ALL of You who know me and ALL of You who don't.. I AM DYING from being SILENT when I should be SCREAMING, CRYING when I should be OUTRAGED!! Because of being Sick, but Refusing to let anyone know because I FEEL MY PAIN MAIGHT INCONVENIENCE THEM.... I AM DYING from an overdose of Other People clinging to me when I don't even have enough Energy for Myself. I AM DYING from Men who don't even LOVE themselves & can only OFFER me a "Crippled Reflection". I AM DYING from raising My Children ALONE & for not being able to do a COMPLETE job. I AM DYING from the LIES My Grandparents told My Parents, & My Parents told to Me. I AM DYING from being SEXUALLY ABUSED as a child & having to take that TRUTH EVERYWHERE I go, EVERYDAY for the

We'll Always Be Friends
Is it really possible to be friends with an ex? Can two people who purportedly used to love each other be able to share an amiable, platonic relationship? Personally, I don't think so. Let's start with some of the reasons why people break up. From the simple "I just don't love you like I used to," to the "I want to see other people," to the all time great: "What the hell were you doing with her??" what we're essentially breaking it down to is: "You're not good enough anymore. You no longer do it for me. What we once had, what we both claimed was so great...... is gone." How can anyone be expected to regain any sense of normalcy after gaining such knowledge? "I just don't love you like I used to" aka "I love you but I'm not in love with you." This one seems the simplest of the bunch, but traditionally is the worst. Who's to blame when this happens? The person who falls out of love or the one being rejected? From what I've been a witness to, this statement usually has one pers

First Cherrytap Entry!
*sigh* As I sit here at my computer, and contemplate what I should put in my very first CherryTap blog. My first thoughts about it are, "Great... another blog for me to post in." As I already have about 4 or 5 other online blogs. I am also unsure, how personal I want to get. Obviously nothing too personal will be shared here. So... after really thinking and taking into consideration, I figure for now. I can use this blog, as another random thoughts place. I'll also use this to express my feelings on reaching my goals in life. I've been a member of CherryTap since September of 2006... I just recently started being active again, and plan to stay active. For now, however, I have had a long day, and really am not sure what else to say at this point. So I leave you with... Peace & Love

The Treasures Inside Us...
Each person has a unique quality inside themselves. Some people harness that quality.They coddle it. They baby it and when it is time...They unleash it for the world to wonder at. Many people cannot see the wonder of themselves. I see it. In each person that I hold dear. I also see it in myself. Each person whom I hold to my bosom, my chest, my heart...completes a part of me. I need them all. I look at them and I see so much. A Jewel. A Gem. Rare and beautiful. They each shine in the light. They glow in the dark. They bring so much into my life. Laughter. Silliness. Craziness. Love. Passion and understanding. They see my beauty. They sooth my broken. They awwww at my snorts and get the soul that resides inside of me. These people do not understand how I murmur prayers of thankfulness that I am graced with their love. Their understanding. Honesty and giggles. THEY are the treasures inside of me.

Unjust Retort To Our Military...they Deserve Better!!
An American GI assigned to one of the harshest posts in Iraq had a simple request last week for a Wisconsin mattress company: send some floor mats to help ease the hardship of sleeping on the cold, bug-infested ground. What he got, instead, was a swift kick from the company's Web site, which not only refused the request but added insult to injury with the admonition, "If you were sensible, you and your troops would pull out of Iraq." Army Sgt. Jason Hess, stationed in Taji, Iraq, with the 1st Cavalry Division, said he emailed his request to Discount-mats.com because he and his fellow soldiers sleep on the cold ground, which contains sand mites, sand flies and other disease carriers. In his email, dated Jan. 16, 2007, he asked the Web-based company, registered to Faisal Khetani, an American Muslim of Pakistani descent: "Do you ship to APO (military) addresses? I'm in the 1st Cavalry Division stationed in Iraq and we are trying to order some mats but we are looking for ships

To My Family, Friends, Fans
sorry i haven't been around much this past month. my mother-in-law had to have emergency brain surgery to remove a brain tumor. they didnt' think she'd make it but she did and is doing well. things have been pretty hectic around here lately. I'm also starting my own business by becoming a Party Gal distributor. If you think toys are just for kids then you haven't been to one of MY parties!!!! I'm doing my best to get online more but i don't know how much i'll be able to help bomb. I'll help out in any way I can stop by my site and check it out! link is on my profile page!

What Historical Figure Are You?
You are Catherine the Great. You are very intelligent and a socialist. It is very important to you that all people be treated equally in a society. You are able to fully comprehend social problems and you are outspoken when it comes to dealing with them. Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

Training Continued
Well...i haven't gotten my run past 2km yet... but i've gotten my biking up to 15km now and i'm finally out swimming in the lake. september 2, 2007 i do my first triathlon...woohoo! i'm so excited. as i improve i'll keep ya all posted...

The Notebook
I just finished watching the notebook today. What a great movie. Is it just wishful thinking that I could find someone to love me like that? Someone who is that crazy about me. Does that kind of love only happen in the movies? I need to be loved like that. Where is my fairytale ending? I love this movie.

Oh How I
Oh how I long for your hands To glide over me in the sand you feel ever spot you kiss every hole you know where I wana go I have to wait for you not ready to take me there you hold me down and caress me softly you know how to please me with nothing at all

Unforgetable
I greive from the bottom of my stomach I grieve at the thought of an empty eternity alone a life of solitude and lonliness departed from ones true love tangled in a web of despair I cry my life can not end short even if I would try grasping at the truth of my reality I am alone a shed of a tear leads its way down my empty face I am damned for eternity to an everlasting sorrow

I Can't Explain
I can't explain my feelngs for you It's just to much to say but all I do is think of you day after day You don't understand how much I wish You could be mine And maybe it will happen It might just take some time I don't know how or why My feelings are so very strong But I do know that In my arms is where you belong I know I've only known you For just a little while But ever since I met you I can only think of your beatiful smile I iwsh you would look me in the eyes and say you want me too But until then I just want you to know I will wait for you

My Profile
¢¾So.... basically....¢¾Name¢¾:DannyAge¢¾:36Sex¢¾:maleEye Color¢¾:brownHair Color¢¾:BrownWeight/Height¢¾:200 6'Birthday¢¾:Augest 14th 1970Birthplace¢¾:indianaParents¢¾:Pass AwaySiblings?¢¾:No real brothers-sister only 6 half brothers RIghty or Lefty¢¾:Righty¢¾This or That¢¾Chocolate or Vanilla¢¾:bothPepsi or Coke¢¾:cokeLove or Money¢¾:LoveMusic or T.V¢¾:musicMom or Dad¢¾:momDay or Night¢¾:nightRain or Sunshine¢¾:rainLight or Dark¢¾:lightKiss or Hug¢¾:bothHot Chocolate or Coffee¢¾:Hot Chocolate ¢¾Favorites¢¾Food¢¾:pastaSport¢¾:basball and hockeyClothes Brand¢¾:leviAnimal¢¾:DogsMovie¢¾:A walk to rembmerRestaurant¢¾:Bob's big boyT.V. Show¢¾:CSI-24Color¢¾:purpleBand¢¾:dont have 1Song¢¾: a friend to me by garth brooks

Drive Home
It's a sweltering evening, the sun is setting on the city, not looking forward to the long drive home, the A/C is broken in my Jeep and I haven't had time to take it to the shot to be repaired. It's after 6pm, had to work after my office closed. I changed out of my suit into a black, low cut, velvet halter top, tan bra underneath, jean skirt with tan lace panties, skipped the nylons -- it's was too sticky & hot out. I stop at the corner store to get a big bottle of ice cold water for the ride home. As I am walking out of the store, I spot you, damn.... you look good. Can make a girls mind wonder. I didn't realize that you noticed me in the store. I climb into my Liberty, your truck is parked next to me. Your truck is a little higher off the ground than mine, you can see inside of mine from that vantage point. I put my bottle of water up to my lips, running my tongue across the opening, slowly moving it across my soft lips. After I take a drink, I tip the bottle letting a litt

4 U!!
There was an emptiness inside me that burned Nothing could quench it no matter where I turned There had to be something out there to fill this void When I finally found You I was overjoyed Curious and eager, Timid and scared I reached out to You and with me You shared A lifestyle of which I had never dreamed Something far beyond me, or so it seemed Seeing the fear and need deep inside me You taught me how good it really can be To trust someone with my body and soul To know what it's like to finally be whole I knelt before You willingly submissive, naked and afraid The power, knowledge and patience of a Master were displayed You probed and touched and caressed and kissed Every inch of my body, not a spot You did miss

Happy Birthday My Love
I just wanted to wish my beloved lady a VERY happy birthday and I miss her greatly ... I wish that I was there with you to help you celebrate but I will be there soon my love I hope that you have a very special and happy birthday With all my love I send this to you I love you baby

7-14-2002
i went to teh cemetery today weird weird i miss my stepdad im such a daddys girl blah shit is depressing sometimes i need to get a job then i can get away and then maybe i can be all happy and shit maybe maybe im kinda drunk. off to play w0w

It Takes A Real Man.....
Any guy can mess around, it takes a REAL MAN to find a girl and stick with her. Any guy can call you sexy, hot, and all that.. it takes a REAL MAN to call you beautiful. Any guy can call you in tears begging you to take him back, it takes a REAL MAN to not have a reason to be in those tears. Any guy can say I love you, it takes a REAL MAN to say it and mean it even if all of his guy friends are standing around. Any guy can drive over to your house to hang out with you, it takes a REAL MAN to show up unexpected. Any guy can throw back a beer or two, it takes a REAL MAN to grab a coke instead knowing he shouldn't do it if you're not around. Any guy can have sex with a girl, it takes a REAL MAN to wait. Any guy can be with you on the best days when everything is ok, it takes a REAL MAN to stay by your side for weeks if thats what it takes when it feels like your world is falling apart. Any guy can take notice with his friends when a sexy girl walks by, it takes a R

My Wall
MY WALL I HAVE BUILT A WALL AROUND MY HEART. YOU SEE MY HEART IS NOT STRONG LIKE IT USE TO BE.I WOULD LET LOVE IN FROM TIME TO TIME BUT AFTER A WHILE THE PAIN OF BROKEN HEARTS BECAME TO MUCH FOR ME TO BEAR SO I BUILT THIS WALL AROUND MY HEART SO I COULD PROTECT IT. BUT OH WHAT A FOOL I WAS BECAUSE WITH THE WALL UP HOW WAS I EVER GOING TO FIND LOVE, HAPPINESS THROUGH OUT ETERNITY. THEN I MET YOU. YOU WERE EVERY WOMANS DREAM COME TRUE.SO PIECE BY PIECE I STARTED TAKING MY WALL DOWN TO LET YOU SLOWLY COME INTO MY LIFE.OH HOW SCARY IT MUST BE TO REALIZE YOU HAVE FINALLY FOUNDTRUE LOVE AND HAPPINESS. WELL MY WALL THAT I BUILT FOR MY HEARTS PROTECTION IS ALL GONE NOW AND THE ONLY PROTECTION MY HEART HAS NOW IS UN-DYING LOVE FOR ME.

Duds That Get Rated
guys that get down rated get mad more then gurls hey are you gay do you really care if a guy thinks your cute cause im not gay and i would rather a guy didnt even look at me like that thats fighting words what dod you think

Si|kenbitch Has Bragging Right's
It is with great pleasure that I tell you all that effective immediately, I will be taking over the position of General Manager of Bondage Radio. So feel free to stop by http://www.bondageradio.com and check us out. We have a free members section, live chat links so you can interact with the DJ's and members or Guests, a listen now link that will connect you to our live feed radio station, and numerous other features to keep you coming back for more. I look forward to having you all drop in for a visit sometime soon. Si|ky

Hmm
1. Where were you 3 hours ago? sleeping or smth >.> hm, where did 2 go? up my fooking arse 3. Have you ever eaten a crayon? nah 4. Is there anything pink within 10 feet of you? NO 5. When is the last time you went to the mall? years ago...when I worked at one haha 6. Are you wearing socks right now? No. 7. Where did 7 go? omg again? >.> 8. When was the last time you drove out of town? maybe next year :D 9. Have you been to the movies in the last 5 days? no. 11. What are you wearing right now? stuff 12. Do you wash your car or let the car wash do it? carwashhhhhhhhh 13. Last food that you ate? dunno 14. Where were you last week at this time? O_O here, at my place? 15. You bought any clothing items in the last week? no 16. When is the last time you ran? LOL LOL LOL LOL LOL 17. What's the last sporting event you watched? hmm, superbow;? but i didnt really "watch" it.... 18. What is your favorite animal? doggggg

An Emptiness
The Emptiness I feel inside Is growing everyday. I can't figure out why I feel this way. Things seem dark and I'm in a gloom, so I stay in my bed, asleep in my room. I hope soon, I can find the light, and awaken from this everlasting night. THe Emptiness is forever calling my name, is it sadness, or is it shame? It seems the emptiness is here to stay. I can't figure out why I feel this way. I sleep all day, and most of the night, I look in the mirror and sigh at the sight. I need to eat but nothing sounds good, I can't wait for it to be the way that it should. The Emptiness is stronger now, it fuels its own fire. Ive lost that sense of self, that burning desire. Will the emptiness ever get better? Yeah maybe somehow, maybe someday, I cant figure out why I feel this way. AS i look back, over my shoulder, I cant help but feel my life is over. The Emptiness inside is at its peak. The pain is intense, I let out a shriek. My soul feels cold, nothing nice. I lay on metal cold as i

Pffft
Current mood: blah Current music: none...watching Roseanne on TV :) Current taste: Doritos :) Current hair: just shaved all but my mohawk...still drying XD Current clothes: tshirt and undies :D Current annoyance: hmm Current smell: rotted flesh Current thing I should be doing: nothing? Current windows open: Myspace, hotmail Current desktop picture: DJ LJ wallpaper I made :) Current favorite band: umm Rammstein? Current book: book? never heard of that Current cd in stereo: couple mixes Current crush: my right hand Current favorite celeb: none? [ DO YOU.. ] Smoke?: rarely Do drugs?: once upon a timeeee :S Have a dream that keeps coming back?: yesh Remember your first love?: *sigh* Still love him/her: haha Read the newspaper?: nah Have any gay bi or lesbian friends?: mhm Believe in miracles?: no. Believe it’s possible to remain faithful forever?: Yes...it's the ONLY way! Consider yourself tolerant of others?: depends on who Consider love a mistake?: hmm L

Elton John - Sorry Seems To Be The Hardest Word
What I got to do to make you love me What have I got to do to make you care What do I do when lightning strikes me And I wake to find that you're not there What do I do to make you want me What have I got to do to be heard What do I say when its all over And sorry seems to be the hardest word Its sad, so sad Its a sad, sad situation And its getting more and more absurd Its sad, so sad Why cant we talk it over Oh it seems to me That sorry seems to be the hardest word What do I do to make you love me What have I got to do to be heard What do I do when lightning strikes me What have I got to do What have I got to do When sorry seems to be the hardest word

More Ups And Downs For Me
had a wind storm tonight and once it quit fixed the skirting around trailor with cousin and while i was fixing the shit i lost my damn wedding ring so like the title more fucking ups and downs in my damn life.hopefully daughters friend will come up with a metal finder so i can find my damn ring.

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I Am A Fortunate Man
Relationships Sometimes in life we have to face difficult and demanding decisions that may adversely affect our lives. Never knowing which one is the right choice until after our decision is made, we bravely make our choices. These choices may involve career decisions, food choices, where we live, and what we do with our spare time, and relationships. I would like to share my feeling on relationships. Relationships as well all know can be extremely complex and difficult. Too often what is left not said can cause the most pain from misunderstandings. Situations may arise where circumstantial evidence may really lead you to the wrong conclusion, often causing a lot of needless pain on both sides. I know this all to well, unfortunately. Things seem to add up leading you to believe on way, it has to be this or it has to be that, but in reality, it is the opposite. Recently, I have done this, and may have possibly hurt a few people that I care for very much. One is a frie

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Frankie Valli & The Four Seasons - Beggin'
Put your loving hand out, baby I`m begging (Begging) begging Put your loving hand out, baby (Begging) begging you Put your loving hand out, baby Riding high when I was king Played it hard and fast Cause I had everything You walked away, won me then But easy come and easy go And it would end (Begging) I`m begging you Won`t you give your hand out, baby (Begging) begging Put your loving hand out, baby I need you to understand That I tried so hard To be your man The kind of man you want in the end Only then can I begin to live again An empty shell Used to be Shadow of my life Is hanging over me Broken man without a throne Wont even stand the devils dance To win my soul (Begging) begging you Won`t you give your hand out, baby (Begging) begging you Put your loving hand out, baby I`m fighting hard To hold my own No, I just cant make it All alone I`m holdin on I can`t fall back Now that big brass ring Is a shade of black (Begging) I

Barbecue
Barbecue ------------------------- A man and his wife were working in their garden 1 day and the man looks over at his wife and says "Your butt is getting really big, I mean really big. I bet your butt is bigger than the barbecue." With that, he proceeded to get a measuring tape and measured the grill and then went over to where his wife was working and measured his wife's bottom. "Yes, I was right, your butt is 2" wider than the barbecue!!!" The woman chose to ignore her husband Later that night in bed, the husband is feeling a little frisky. He makes some advances towards his wife who completely brushes him off, "What's wrong?" he asks. She answers: " Do you really think I'm going to fire up this big-ass grill for one little weenie ?"

I Attract... (thanks Dp! ;))
What type of person do you attract? Your Result: You attract artsy people! Those free spirited artists with great imaginations find you interesting. They are usually interesting themselves, so its not a bad thing, but they CAN be a bit wifty and choose odd goals. If you like life to always be a bit 'different' from the norm, but not too extreme in any one direction, these are the people for you. If you seek logical decision making skills and good money management, you may want to change something in the way you appear. Artsy people are fun for adventure and exploring, so, have fun! (smoking weed helps too)You attract unstable people! You attract geeks! You attract models! You attract Yuppies! You attract rednecks! What type of person do you attract?

I'm Haveing A Lousy Month Thou.
Man i ought to quit being a lousy person,and also quit complaining.Anyways i had a bad week thou.I am stress out,and getting depressed all of a sudden.I'm started to feel that nothing matter no more.I mean nothing.I don't care about money,when i was born,or the people i love.I'm completely stress out.I am so sick of it.I need some time off thou.I been feeling like i had just carried a 2 ton elephant on my back thou..My body is about to give up.I can't handle things no more man.I'm sorry i guess i'm going to bed,and never wake up.I can't even finish this blog thou,so later people take care.

I Want Pain For How I Love
I Want Pain For How I Love Tossing and turning in my bed I cannot sleep for voices whisper whispering sweetly, darkly poisonous thoughts They want her to call me Yes, thats what they want. They want to hear her cry "I'm so sorry...", I want her to wail to me for leaving your side without words or reason I want to relish in her grief OH how I want to hear that deserved apology, and feel the reciprocation of helpless agony And then the voices stop, and you get out of bed. You can't help but to keep moving Those thoughts lie, for it shall not pass The walls of this dusky sufferage stare back silent, and utterly still Waiting, praying. Hoping. I hold the phone, so tempted to call again. I know I will hear only a message machine. Amazing how history repeats itself A good friend you trust to be there, vanishes Phone calls, keeping in touch, the array of text messages... ceases entirely. Was this her plan? To fully bend to the will of her lover sacrifici

How Things Are Going So Far
Right now life is alittle stressful.... My health is going down hill faast... We found out last August that I have cancer cells and now I have to go through treatment but cause I have no insurance I ahve to wait... Well the dr told me 2 weeks ago that she thinks its getting worse and I need to get stuff done now...I have a 13 year old is my rock she keeps me sain... My best friend Tanya and her hubby Jake are a big help too they keep me busy and make it so I don't sit around and think about it... I guess I just worrie about it all the time ... I am a tough women and I know I will be ok ( or so I hope).... I know the next few monthes are gonna be hard for me but I have my family and friends to help me out..... I love you all and I am soooooooooo lucky to have u in my life.... Thanks for letting me vent and explain what I am going through.... I will keep yall posted on everything....

Most Important Men In A Girls Life
The Seven Most Important Men in a Woman's Life 1. The Doctor - who tells her to "take off all her clothes." 2. The Dentist - who tells her to "open wide." 3. The Milkman - who asks her "do you want it in the front or the back?" 4. The Hairdresser - who asks her "do you want it teased or blown?" 5. The Interior Designer - who assures her "once it's inside, you'll LOVE it!" 6. The Banker - who insists to her "if you take it out too soon, you'll lose interest!" 7. The Primal Hunter - who always goes deep into the bush, always shoots twice, always eats what he shoots, but keeps telling her "Keep quiet and lie still!"

Listen Babe
Listen up Babe! How to make a woman happy by robert cali 1. Whatever you do, don't just show up at their house [without notice]...they run around in their underwear just like we do. 2. DON'T CHEAT ON THEM. It may seem foolproof, but girls tell each other everything about everything. Trust me, they WILL find out and you will be mud. If you do cheat on them do not ever talk to the girl or see the girl you cheated on them. They will be hurt , no matter what they say. 3. Beware of every single male relative and all guy friends. Any of them would kick your ass at the drop of a hat, and a lot of them wouldn't even wait for the hat. 4. NEVER miss an opportunity to tell them they're beautiful. 5. DON'T refuse to kiss in front of your friends. If they laugh at you, it's because they're jealous. 6. If they slap you hard, you deserved it. 7. Don't be afraid to touch them if you want to. If they're going out with you in the first plac

Morphs N More
Glad everone is enjoying the morphs and reflections ive been creating here lately lots more coming soon. To those who havent checked out all the morphs ive done pop on over and take a peek. Soon on the list i will be creating tags for ppl when i get requests in for them. Also dont forget ya wanna morph or reflection or tag created let me know what ya want and i'll have it up and ready for ya.....thnx

How To Say I Love You In 100 Languages
English - I love you Afrikaans - Ek het jou lief Albanian - Te dua Arabic - Ana behibak (to male) Arabic - Ana behibek (to female) Armenian - Yes kez sirumem Thank you Ani! Bambara - M\'bi fe Bengali - Ami tomake bhalobashi (pronounced: Amee toe-ma-kee bhalo-bashee) Belarusian - Ya tabe kahayu Bisaya - Nahigugma ako kanimo Bulgarian - Obicham te Cambodian - Soro lahn nhee ah Cantonese Chinese - Ngo oiy ney a Catalan - T\'estimo Cherokee - Tsi ge yu i (Thanks Nancy!) Cheyenne - Ne mohotatse Chichewa - Ndimakukonda Corsican - Ti tengu caru (to male) Creol - Mi aime jou Croatian - Volim te Czech - Miluji te Danish - Jeg Elsker Dig Dutch - Ik hou van jou Elvish - Amin mela lle (from The Lord of The Rings, by J.R.R. Tolkien) Esperanto - Mi amas vin Estonian - Ma armastan sind Ethiopian - Afgreki\' Faroese - Eg elski teg Farsi - Doset daram Filipino - Mahal kita Finnish - Mina rakastan sinua French - Je t\'aime, Je t\'adore Frisian - Ik h⬤ fan d

Lithium
Come to bed dont wake me sleep alone Couldnt hide the emptiness you let it show Never wanted it to be so cold Just couldnt drink enough to say you love me I cant hold on to me Wonder what's wrong with me Lithium, dont want to lock me up inside Lithium, dont want to forget how it feels without Lithium, I want to stay in love with my sorrow Dont wanna let it lay me down inside Drown my will to fly Here in the darkness I know myself Cant break free until I let it go Let me go! Darling I forgive you after all Anything is better than to be alone And in the end I guess I have to fall Always find my place among the ashes I can hold on to me Wonder what's wrong with me Lithium, dont to lock me upinside Lithium, dont to forget how it feels without Lithium, stay in without I'm gonna let it go -Lithium, by Evanescence I only wish I could write words as true as these. Unfortunately my songwriting capabilities are terrible. Instead I just delve into my music and

This Has Been The Best Day Ever!!!!
WELL, I WENT TO GO SEE MY BROTHER AT HIS SURPRISE BIRTHDAY PARTY. HAD A BLAST THERE FOR A WHILE ABOUT AN HOUR OR SO TO SPEND WITH HIM AND SOME OLD FRIENDS... BUT THE BEST PART IS I SURPRISED MY BEST FRIEND THAT I HAVE NOT SEEN IN ABOUT 9 YEAR, BUT WE ALWAYS TALK ON THE PHONE AND MAILED LETTERS & PICTURES TO EACH OTHER... BUT I WAS CLOSE BY HER TOWN THAT WE GREW UP IN AND SHE WAS SO DAMN HAPPY AND SO WAS I... THIS JUST WAS THE BEST DAMN DAY EVER... IT WAS JUST A PERFECT DAY..... ON TOP OF THAT SHE AND US MADE PLAN TO GO TO HOLIDAY WORLD HERE SOON.... I CAN NOT WAIT FOR THAT DAY.... BUT I WOULD HAVE HAD PICTURES BUT DUMB ASS ME FORGOT ALL ABOUT MY CAMERA IN THE CAR.... LOL WELL, I HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A GREAT NIGHT. NEED TO CHECK MY MAIL & ALL....

Misfits - Saturday Night
There's 52 ways to murder anyone One or two are the same And they both work as well I'm coming clean for Amy Julie doesn't scream as well And the cops won't listen all night And so maybe I'll be over Just as soon as I fill them all in And I can remember when I saw her last We were running all around and having a blast But the backseat of the drive-in is so lonely without you I know when you're home I was thinking about you There was something I forgot to say I was crying on a Saturday Night I was out cruising without you They were playing our song Crying on a Saturday Night As the moon becomes the night time You go viciously, quietly away I'm sitting in the bedroom where we used to sit and smoke cigarettes Now I'm watching Watching you die I can remember when I saw her last We were running all around and having a blast But the backseat of the drive-in is so lonely without you I know when you're home I was thinking about you There was somethin

Santa Cruz
So went to Santa Cruz today, Twin Lakes beach to be exact. Well 17 was congested so we took 9 which is a little two lane winding into SC, well got some good pictures of different things on the way to. Well we get to the beach and it is packed, I mean like hella heads, so we find a place to chill and built us a pit to sit in out of the sun. After that was done Alex and I went boggy(sp) boarding since the waves on the north shore are shit. That's about it of my trip other then my verbal slip ups.

How I Spent My Saturday
I was invited to watch something new. Also I would meet someone I hope will be a good friend. Tim is a good friend to a friend of mine. He was in my neck of the woods for a parachute jump meet. I went. Had a good time. Learned a few things about parachuting. No! I will not even consider trying. 1. I'm too fat. 2. I'm crazy but not stupid. 3. I'm afraid of heights. 4. I'm not that crazy. 5. I am a klutz on a good day. The idea of falling at 60 miles an hour with a small piece of cloth between me and Splatt!!! does not appeal to me at all. 5. I have physical problems that do not allow such foolishness. 6. Again I repeat, I'm not that crazy. Would I go to another one? You bet. Did I have fun? Yes I did thanks to Tim. The people around were friendly and talked to me like I was one of them. I hope Tim invites me again the next time he is in this area. Now for a long shower and maybe an early bedtime.

Bad Sign
Well to start off, I knew this guy in Jr.High and Highschool always had a crush on him but we were friends. I did take him to a banquet my senior year just as friends. We went out last Friday and I was really tired cause I had just driven 5 hours to get to my cousins for the date. I tried to talk a lot but I was still distracted by my nervousness and shyness. I know I am not shy online but in person I really am. I think that if we had talked on the phone prior to our meeting at 16 years apart, the date would have gone better. Oh wellto end the saddrama story I got a pity hug and then he says keep the emails going.... So I sent him an email cause I knew I would not here from him the next day saying that I really did have a nice time and that I was sorry I was so quiet but that I had driven 5 hours and was super tired. I told him that I hoped he would still give me a second chance in the friend department. Oh well you learn I guess from your mistakes. He had my number for 2 months prior

Hmm
all i know is everyone is like give it time it will get better it will always get better well you know what i dont have time i want things and as every day goes by my time is getting shorter and short all i know is i wish this pain would go away but i am starting to get the feeling i am going to die with the pain i have well just venting sorry

What Does Fuck Mean??
thier was this kid that always got picked on at school. everyday his friends and kids that whent to school always said to him f**k you.well the dumb kid always was curious about what the word f**k means. one day he got real sad and wanted to know what it meant,so he ran home and rushed in the house screaming out for his father. he yelled "pah"and then his pa came out and asked what hell you want boy? the boy said "pah" what does f**k mean. and then his pah said son i think its time you knew what f**k mean. pah then yelled out "mah" get down here son want sto know what f**k mean. mah comes down stairs pah says mah take off your clothes and get in your posission.he turns to his son and said son you see that pink spot on mah."uh huh"watch your pah go to work. then the boys sister came in the door and says what are they doin? the boy turns his head and with a smile he says they fuckin. sister says what does f**k mean. WELL YOU SEE THAT BROWN SPOT ON PAH"uh huh" WATCH YOUR BROTHER G

Are You There My Friend?
The tears are falling for you are not here my friend. Many miles lie between us. I have climbed many mountains. walked many miles in hopes that I would find you. I have wished upon many stars prayed many prayers swam acrossed the deepest ocean just to see if you were on the other side. I have waited a lifetime to have a friend like you, but I cant get close enough to see if you are there. Are you there my friend are you praying for me do you keep me close in your heart? do you dream about me in hopes that someday we would meet? are you there on that mountian waiting for me on the top? are you there my friend waiting to pull me out of the deepest ocean? The tears are falling but in my heart I know you are there. You are not here but in my heart my friend you are right beside me. You are here my friend in my heart and in my prayers you are never that far away.

Career Opporunities Part 2
Guess what? My application was turned down. Naturally, I'm pissed off about it. I still have options though. Keep looking for a job and/or go for a Bachelor's degree in Business at a local college. Just pissed off in general. Very pissed off. Fuck this. This was my opportunity and I didn't get it. Don't you ever feel trapped sometimes? Trapped in a shitty fucking job you can't get out of?

This Is How I Feel
JUDGE ME & I'LL PROVE YOU WRONG. TELL ME WHAT TO DO AND I'LL TELL YOU TO #@$# OFF SAY I'M NOT WORTH IT & WATCH WHERE I END UP... CALL A BIA'CH & ILL SHOW ONE $%#@ ME ONCE AND I WILL DO IT TO YOU TWICE AS BAD !!!!!!!!!!!1 CALL ME CRAZY BUT YOU HAVE NO $#$% IDEA HOW CRZY I REALLY AM!!! ALSO I WISH I WOULD HAVE SAVED ALL MY TEARS SO I COULD HAVE F'N DROWNED U IN THEM LAST BUT NOT LEAST I WILL MAKE SURE TO WEAR RED LIP STICK THE NEXT TIME SOME ON WANTS TO REALLY F' ME THAT WAY I AT LEAST I WILL LOOK GOOD WHILE YOU THINK YOUR TRYING F'ME... VENGECE IS A BITCH. PEACE LIZARD

Work Was Nuts
OMG.. i went to work 345pm and it was crazy... the whole store trashed.. i guess you could kinda tell we had a sale lol... it didn't seem like it was all that busy but people were indeed messy.. I worked on my girls dept and cleaned it all up and prayed to God it didnt get messed up... surely it didnt but i didnt get to do much in my other sections because i got stuck with a customer prob and covering customer service. Wasn't too bad but why the hell we were open til 11pm when we normally close at 10pm is beyond me. But Thanks to the sale we had we didn't get done til midnight.. God i'm so glad i dont have to do day shift .. but i do work 130pm-10pm... then have day shift mon and tues.. oh well! the joys of workin retail and being a dept mgr. Hope everyone had a good night!

Circle Of Life...
This is a story about A Fly, a Fish, a Bear A Hunter, a Mouse and a Cat. There is a moral to this story...... (Maybe not the one Most of you expect.... So, read on!) In the dead of summer a fly was resting among leaves beside a stream. The hot, dry fly said to no one in particular, "Gosh...if I go down three inches I will feel the mist From the water and I will be refreshed." There was a fish in the water thinking, "Gosh...if that fly goes down three inches, I can eat him." There was a bear on the shore thinking, "Gosh...if that fly goes down three inches That fish will jump for the fly... And I will grab the fish!!" It also happened that a hunter was farther up the bank Of the lake preparing to eat a cheese sandwich.... "Gosh," he thought, "if that fly goes down three inches.. And that fish leaps for it... That bear will expose himself and grab for the fish. I'll shoot the bear and have a proper lunch." Now, you probably think this

Super Girl
You scored as Supergirl , Though you act like just a normal girl.. yu like to take a stand for whats right all the time, even if you have put yourself on the line!Poisen Ivy 75% Supergirl 75% Catwoman 63% Rogue 38% Are you a super hero lady or a super bad girl?created with QuizFarm.com

The Way To My Heart
The way to my heart is though affection.... Touching, kisses, hugging, cuddling, just to name a few things... There...now someone else knows, since not many can get close to me.... Only one right now.... He knows, too.... Just thought I would post that... I'm bored hehehehehe

Worried Sick...
I'm terrified and I don't know what else to do other than put it in a blog. So goodness where do I start. I suppose I'll start with the fact that we're a month away from the year anniversery of my Grandfathers death. This is pretty hard for everyone to deal with but of course it's hardest on my Grandmother. She has been living with my Mother since she had a pace maker put in and I am now temporarily staying with my Mother as well. Everything was okay for the first few days but now things are taking a turn for the worse. Over the last few days my Grandmother has been becoming quite sick and lastnight she took a pretty bad fall off the edge of her bed. It took both my Mom and I to get her back up. So... Now my Grandmother has herself set in that state of mind where she's convinced she's gonna die. She had both my Mother and I in tears a little while ago listening to the way she was talking. She wants so badly to get the entire family together before she goes but my Mom and I bith

A Very Funny Story
This is a story about A Fly, a Fish, a Bear A Hunter, a Mouse and a Cat. There is a moral to this story...... (Maybe not the one Most of you expect.... So, read on!) In the dead of summer a fly was resting among leaves beside a stream. The hot, dry fly said to no one in particular, "Gosh...if I go down three inches I will feel the mist From the water and I will be refreshed." There was a fish in the water thinking, "Gosh...if that fly goes down three inches, I can eat him." There was a bear on the shore thinking, "Gosh...if that fly goes down three inches That fish will jump for the fly... And I will grab the fish!!" It also happened that a hunter was farther up the bank Of the lake preparing to eat a cheese sandwich.... "Gosh," he thought, "if that fly goes down three inches.. And that fish leaps for it... That bear will expose himself and grab for the fish. I'll shoot the bear and have a proper lunch." Now, you probably th

My Way (sid's Version)
And now, the end is near And so I face the final curtain You cunt, I´m not a queer I´ll state my case, of which I´m certain I´ve lived a life that´s full I've traveled each and every highway And more, much more than this I did it my way Regrets, I´ve had a few But then again, too few to mention I did, what I had to do And saw it through with out exemption I planned each chartered course Each careful step along the highway And more, much more than this I did it my way There were times, I´m sure you knew When there was fuck fuck fuck-all else to do But through it all, when there was doubt I shot it up or kicked it out I faced the wall and the world And did it my way I've laughed and been a snake I´ve had my fill, my share of losing And now, the tears subside I find it all so amusing To think, I killed a cat And may I say, not in a gay way Oh no, oh no not me I did it my way For what is a brat, what has he got When he wears hats and he cannot Say th

It's That Time...
Okay, so this blog is mostly for my own purposes and my own records. No other real reason. But feel free to read if you like. Sooo... I've been at my current job for four months. One month as a temp, and three months as a permanent employee/owner. So, the time has come for my 90 day review. I'm not worried about it at all. I know I kicked ass. I just hate reviews. And, like just last week, I put in 78.75 hours. Ever hear the saying "All work and no play?" Well, my bank account is happy, so who cares? lol. Besides, I'll have plenty of time to play when the time is right. So, here's a record of what I've accomplished in my time at my new job. It helps that I've kept a record (and back-ups) of everything I've done since day one. Technical Implementation Specialist: QA'd 28 Clients which includes 80 destination feeds I've QA'd, of which I rejected 70 feeds. I've done 2 feed analyses, and built built 9 inbound feeds and 9 optimization feeds. I've also built

"the Final Inspection"
"The Final Inspection" The policeman stood and faced his God, Which must always come to pass. He hoped his shoes were shining. Just as brightly as his brass. "Step forward now, policeman. How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To My church have you been true?" The policeman squared his shoulders and said, "No, Lord, I guess I ain't, Because those of us who carry badges can't always be a saint. I've had to work most Sundays, and at times my talk was rough, and sometimes I've been violent, Because the streets are awfully tough. But I never took a penny, That wasn't mine to keep.... Though I worked a lot of overtime When the bills got just too steep. And I never passed a cry for help, Though at times I shook with fear. And sometimes, God forgive me, I've wept unmanly tears. I know I don't deserve a place Among the people here. They never wanted me around Except to calm their fear. If you've a place for me here, Lor

I Got My Hair Cut!
I cut about 6 inches off my hair, and I got some layers put in it as well! I love it and it makes me look younger and even more sexy!!! It brings the cheerleader out in me... the look at least! ~Libby

I Got My Myspace Page Back! Yay!
Hey everyone. I got my myspace profile back up and running. YAY! I made two more profiles besides my old one. Make sure you add all 3. ;) These are my official myspace profiles. http://www.myspace.com/breannmcgregorplayboy http://www.myspace.com/breannmcgregor http://www.myspace.com/breannmcgregordotnet Thank you all for your support. I am so blessed to have such wonderful fans. muah xoxo, Bre

His Name Is Gary...
I love him immensely! Can hardly wait for the day that we are together forever! I miss his touch. I miss his smile. I miss the way that he moves. I miss everything about him! He has my whole heart. I give it to him completely! I have never had anyone make me feel the way he does! He makes my heart skip several beats at a time! Wow. What more can I say? But I am head over heels in love!

Q & A From Angeleyes!
1.What was the first thing you thought about when you woke up? WOW, I still have my penis, Eat that stupid boogeyman!! 2. What is something you need to work? Must collect more severed heads.. 3. What is the most important part of your life? Getting my A+ Certification and living to the fullest! 4. What would you rather be doing right now? Eating babies with Angie 5. What did you last cry over? Personal Shit 6. What always makes you feel better when you're upset? Talking to Angie or sleeping when she's not around. 7. What are your plans tomorrow? Grocery shopping and haircut. 8. What's the most important thing you look for in a significant other? Ambition and Creativity 9. What are you worried about? Ehh...too mixed up right now...to find one. 10. What are you looking forward to most in the next week? Going through the week w/o losing my mind. NINE HAVE-YOU-EVER'S 1. Have you ever liked someone with a girlfriend/boyfriend? Yes 2. Have y

Next Few Weeks
I will not be on much if at all for the next few weeks. I was informed on Wednesday evening that my grandfather has just a couple of weeks to live and I am spending as much time with him as possible. I have already lost both parents and my grandparents on my mothers side all with in the last 5 years now, so i think it is prudent to spend all the time with him that is possible.

Ah God! The Petty Fools Of Rhyme
Literary Squabbles Ah God! the petty fools of rhyme That shriek and sweat in pigmy wars Before the stony face of time, And looked at by the silent stars; Who hate each other for a song, And do their little best to bite And pinch their brethren in the throng, And scratch the very dead for spite; And strain to make an inch of room For their sweet selves, and cannot hear The sullen Lethe rolloing doom On them and theirs and all things here; When one small touch of Charity Could lift them nearer Godlike state Than if the crowded Orb shouls cry Like those who cried Diana great. And I too talk, and lose the touch I talk of. Surely, after all, The noblest answer unto such Is perfect stillness when they brawl. Alfred, Lord Tennyson

Nightmares...
I left work early today. There wasn't much to do so I was able to leave. I ended up taking a nap shortly after I got home. Woke up during a horrible dream. I know that it was because of the stuff I've been going through... I woke up with tears in my eyes and my heart pounding. I hate remembering my dreams because they're always so vivid and I wake up feeling exactly the way I feel in the dream. Bad dreams do that to me especially. The last time I had a bad dream was probably a year ago. I didn't scream out this time though. I usually do. I used to have night terrors when I was a kid. It would freak my dad out when he'd see me sitting up in bed with my eyes wide open and screaming. He thought I was awake when I was actually dreaming still. Creepy shit. Anyway... The dream I had was terrible. I won't go into details but I know that its due to the stress I've been under for the past month. *sigh*

Can't See Through The Tears
I can't see through these tears The pain is too much I hide behind these walls wearing a mask so noone sees My heart is breaking I dont understand where everyone has gone The music just isnt the same I try to smile but only frown I try to laugh but find myself crying there's noone here to wipe away the tears I cant see through these tears.

11's And Stash
Since I cleaned out my friends list, I've actually been able to give away all my 11's. If I haven't hit your page, I will ;) Also, please let me know if you have any stash or blogs or whatever. I'd like to rate that too - and I don't need 11's to do that ;) Stay safe /kisses.

Where Do I Belong
Looking into the empty sky I cant figure out where I belong The tears are falling and so is the rain the thunder crashes as my heart breaks The pain is too much where do I go who do I turn to My friends are all gone and I'm not sure why I've built a wall I can't see over dug a hole I cant get out. Looking out into the empty sky where do I belong?

15 Reasons Why A Beer Is Better Than A Woman
1.A BEER DOESN'T GET JEALOUS WHEN YOU GRAB ANOTHER BEER. 2. WHEN YOU GO TO A BAR YOU KNOW YOU CAN ALWAYS PICK UP A BEER. 3. A BEER WON'T GET UPSET IF YOU COME HOME AND HAVE BEER ON YOUR BREATH. 4. YOU DOUN'T HAVE TO WINE AND DINE A BEER. 5.IF YOU POUR A BEER RIGHT YOU'LL ALWAYS GET GOOD HEAD. 6.HANGOVERS GO AWAY. 7. WHEN YOU'RE FINISHED WITH A BEER, THE BOTTLE IS STILL WORTH 5 CENTS. 8. YOU DON'T HAVE TO WASH A BEER BEFORE IT TASTES GOOD. 9. ABEER ALWAYS GOES DOWN EASY. 10. YOU CAN SHARE A BEER WITH YOUR FRIENDS. 11.BEER IS ALWAYS WET. 12.YOU ALWAYS KNOW YOU'RE THE FIRST ONE TO POP A BEER. 13. A FRIGID BEER IS A GOOD BEER. 14. YOU CAN HAVE MORE THAN ONE BEER AND

Long Day!
This was one of my long, exhausting 2 days... Yesterday (Fri), worked my normal 24hr shift on the ambulance. Got off early at 7:30am (Sat)..good thing, a call came in at 7:31 for Anaphalaxis (alergic reaction). Then I went straight to the fire station, met the fire chief, and we went to Pittsburgh for a Fire & EMS Expo. Waited a 1/2 hr in the registration line (crowded). Browsed the floor for a while, then went to a conference which went over by 1/2 hr, then browsed the floor again (I bought an LED window light!). We also saw a water rescue demonstration by Pittsburgh Fire. Then on return to Ohio.... Firefighter Challenge put on by our fire neighbors in Ellsworth. We put 2 teams in the challenge doing events: Event 1: Cot race...our team 1 (me) took 1st place Event 2: Tug-o-War..our team 2 came in 3rd place Event 3: Water Shuttle, our team 2 came in 2nd place, our team 1 (me) came in 3rd place Event 4: Relay challenge, which included a hose run, hydrant hook

This Is Why You Should Support Our Troops
You stay up for 16 hoursHe stays up for days on end.You take a warm shower to help you wake up.He goes days or weeks without running water.You complain of a "headache", and call in sick.He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward.You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends.He still fights for your right to wear that shirt.You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket.He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags.You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you.He knows he may not see some of his buddies again.You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls.He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists.You complain about how hot it is.He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow.You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your order wrong.He doesn't get to eat today.Your maid makes your bed and washes your clothes.He wears

Sabercats Going To New Orleans
I just read the Sabercats web site and found that they won last night and are on their way to the Arena Bowl in New Orleans. Oh Yesssssssssssssssssss! I wish I could have seen the game. We will be stopping in Santa Clara while in the bay area and visit the 49ers training camp to watch them practice before their pre-season games. I love my football. Either NFL or AFL.

My 2 Kids And Our Dog Mowing Grass.
My 2 children and our dog rode in a trailer that i have for them when i mow grass so that they can ride with me. they spent the entire time in that trailer just having fun. Wished i had pics of this it would have been funny to show everyone.

Ok Anyone Offer Advise.
thankyou for all the help . yall are sweet. taking all of that off of here. But i will keep your advice in mind :-). and caliente... i will let ya know tomorrow. call you then ok went for the second opinion (biopsy) got 4 for the price of one . ugh. will have to wait it out now.

Dictionary Of Bdsm Terms A-g
Last updated 01-June-2007 Note: These pages are copyright by Franklin Veaux. You may reproduce the contents of these pages, provided you do so intact and unedited, and you provide credit and a return link. This glossary is intended as a guide to many of the terms you might hear in the BDSM community. Note that you should not assume everyone who is involved with BDSM is into everything listed here; many of the specific practices described in the Glossary are quite rare. It's sometimes common for people who are involved in one particular type of play--bondage, for example, or perhaps spanking--to believe that what they do isn't BDSM, on the mistaken idea that being involved in BDSM means being into everything from pain play to extreme sadomasochism. In fact, nobody is into everything, and even in the BDSM community, not everyone has the same tastes, the same limits, or the same ideas. If you see something described in here which you personally find disturbing or offputting, that's fi

When You Know
YOU KNOW YOUR IN LOVE WHEN AT THOSE TIMES YOUR APART YOU FIND YOURSELF GAZING AT THE SKY, IN THE DIRECTION THAT HE LIVES AND FEELING SOME PEACE KNOWING HE LIVES UNDER THE SAME SKY, HE IS A TRUE LOVE,A BESTFRIEND, THERE ARE TEARS OF LOVE, HE IS YOUR DREAM, HE IS YOUR HOPE IN THIS WORLD, WHEN YOU'VE GOT IT BAD, AND HEARTS FALL DOWN, ONE THOUGHT BECOMES A MILLION, JUST TO BE WITH YOU, MY HEART SKIPS A BEAT WHEN I SEE YOU, MY INSIDES FLUTTER, MY EYES GLOW, I SMILE, YOU SAVE ME,...

A Little Piece Of Creativity...
Angels walk among us and yet you doubt it so When you least expect it they lead you where to go Sitting curled up in the corner with your heart so full of hurt Angel's wipe away the sadness and remind you of your worth! God Bless all who read this! ~Libby

It Is So Hott Here!
I cannot believe the temperature that we have this year in the valleys of Oregon. My husband is very lucky for he has been on the coast of Oregon with his business for the past few weeks where it is much cooler than here. He will be coming home on Tuesday and take me with him on his ventures along the coast for several days. That should be fun and so nice to get out of the heat for some time. Next month we plan to drive down to the Bay Area and visit with his family and my brother in San Francisco too. A Giants game sounds like it may be possible while there and then we need to hurry back so my son can register for football at his school. I can't believe that summer is flying by so fast. 36d hugs, Ms. Cleavage

Days From Hell...
I must say that today sucked donkey balls. This morning went well i had a good interview and made a good impression. and then came home to take a nap. So i thought when i wake up i'll feel better since i caught some fucking stomach thing from work. so i wake up and my mom decides i'm going to do all the shopping and fixing of things around the house. I was about done and going out to have some "fun" then my cousin calls me, her car broke down in Maryland. Of course no one else in the family will answer the phone right so i get stuck having to go get her. My stomach in knots and lurching the whole ride down and the whole ride up. By the time i get home my opportunity for the "fun" is completely gone and i'm sol. so yeah i've had a really bad day and i just want to go to bed and start the day over. there are so many things that i would have done differently. so yeah i'm kinda pissed bummed and sick all at once. let me tell ya it's a great combination.

$r Whi+e Knigh+~confederate Bombers(mod)~git R Done Rebels
THIS IS ONE OF MY MOST TRUSTED DEAREST FRIENDS HERE ON CT.. THERE IS NO ONE WITH A BIGGER HEART THEN THIS MAN HERE.. HE TAKES CARE OF ME BETTER THEN I CAN TAKE CARE OF MYSELF.. HE HAS TRUELY TOUCHED MY HEART IN SO MANY WAYS.. HE IS WHAT GIVING IS ALL ABOUT... NOT ONLY JUST FOR ME BUT FOR SO MANY OTHER PEOPLE ON HERE AS WELL. HIS HEART IS ALL ABOUT GIVING.. I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN ABLE TO COUNT ON HIM. HE WAS ONE OF THE VERY FIRST PEOPLE HERE THAT I MET AND WE HAVE BEEN BY EACH OTHER SIDES EVER SINCE.. YOU WANT TO ADD SOMEONE THAT IS REAL. SOMEONE THAT HAS A HEART TO GIVE AND THINKS ABOUT OTHERS ALWAYS THEN HES THE ONE.. FORGIVE ME IM STILL HALF ALSEEP HERE TRYING TO GET A GRIP ON WHATS GOING ON WITH A SHOUT BOX THAT IS GOING NUTS.. I LOVE ALL MY POSSE AND MY CT FRIEND.. WE ALL HAVE BAD DAYS AND GOOD DAYS AND NO MATER WHAT KIND OF DAY IM HAVING KNIGHT IS THERE FOR ME SUPPORTING ME ANY WHICH WAY I TURN.. YOU MIGHT WANT TO ADD THIS VERY SPECIAL PERSON TO YOUR FRIEND LIST.. HE TRUELY HAS MA

Its About Me
Hi, I'm a senior in college just waiting to graduate! I am moving to Austin next summer, so if anyones from Austin let me know what I'm in for. I'm not looking for someone special I already have that. I just wanna have fun and meet new people, so if you looking for a long term relationship keep looking cause I'm not for you!! If you wanna know anything else just hit me up. Bye

Life
So long since I've blogged on here but today is one of those days where I feel I just need to write. I'm driving home today from the store and see these 2 cute looking couples walking down the street (don't know why when it's 100 degrees out) and I'm like I so want that for me. It's not like I probably couldn't have that right now but I guess I'm picky. After being married for 7 years and then getting divorced I don't want to just jump into a relationship with just anyone. Want that person to be my everything, the person that turns my world upside down. Of course I want to be the same for that person as well. I don't think that I'm asking for too much, at least nothing more than anyone else would. Alright well maybe one day it will all come true for me. Until then.....

Thank You From Me!!
Just wanted to take a minute and Thank each of you that has been helping me in the Blast Givaway...I appreciate all your help. Im always here to help you.Just let me know what it is you need. Have a great night.Much Love..

Volume Xxvii - Of The Dark
Your hands are tied. Bound, enslaved, Let yourself become one in the suffering. My hands clench you. I bind and enslave you, I am the master of your suffering. Darkness becomes me I become your hell My eyes burn through your heart With hate Darkness embrace thee I now compel To tear out your heart And resign you to fate Call out to your god for protection Wait in vain for non-existent redemption You shall see no mercy from me close thy eyes and pray...for what's not to be I detest your calls for salvation. I project spiritual immolation. For I am of the dark And I shall lay waste to your heart.

On The Way Home
well to all my closet frens, i wont be online for a week or so coz im heading back home to singapore, no internet access for me while im in boston and new york for 5 days, hope to catch up with u the following week.....see u all and have a good day to all..............

Better
A man was riding his motorcycle along a California beach when suddenly the sky clouded above his head and, in a booming voice, the Lord said, "Because you have TRIED to be faithful to me in all ways, I will grant you one wish. The biker pulled over and said, "Build a bridge to Hawaii so I can ride over anytime I want." The Lord said, "Your request is materialistic, think of the enormous challenges for that kind of undertaking; the supports required to reach the bottom of the Pacific and the concrete and steel it would take! It will nearly exhaust several natural resources. I can do it, but it is hard for me to justify your desire for worldly things. Take a little more time and think of something that could possibly help mankind."The biker thought about it for a long time. Finally, he said, "Lord, I wish that I and all men could understand women; I want to know how she feels inside, what she's thinking when she gives me the silent treatment, why she cries, what s

Interoffice Politics Leads To A Lonely Kloey...
I am so wretchedly alone in my new town/county. One of my senior offices chewed my bottom out the other night, as he said I'm too nice to the officers and that it could reflect poorly on the department. It was my own fault, though. I do say things such as "thank you", "please" "you're welcome", "my friend", and "sweety". Per this senior officer, I'm not to use any of that type of language with anyone in the department nor am I to initiate or encourage friendships between myself and any of the other personnel. He advised me to leave my "niceness" at the door. As such, I've sincerely tried to distance myself from the others. I only go to the gym now if it's empty. I didn't attend the party last night. I no longer ask anyone about their day. I try to refrain from speaking of anything that is of a personal nature. I find myself in a situation which I consider to be untenable. If I go against my senior officer, I run the risk of losing my job. If I continue to abide by his st

I Need Help Asap Please
HEY EVERYONE MOST CONTEST IS ENDING TOMORROW AT 5:00 PM EASTERN AND I REALLY NEED YOUR HELP PLEASE SO IF YOU COULD COME BY AND LEAVE A FEW COMMENTS AND RATINGS PLEASE...RATINGS WORTH 10PTS AND COMMENTS WORTH 1.......COME ON IN AND SHOW ME LUV...... http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=513720&i=1484022720

Bambaleo With A Devil Inside
i wanted you all to know that this bish is getting fucked up and if i die tonight i love you all you know who you are.......funny thing is isnt drinking suppose to take away pain well my knee does not hurt anymore but i will always have pain in my head...i pour some on the block for my homies who are not here.. and noone can eat 1,000 eggs!

The Us Postal Service...
*The US Postal Service has issued a recall of a stamp they created with a picture of now US Senator Hillary Clinton to honor her achievements while serving as the First Lady of our nation. The problem was discovered when claims had been made that the stamp was not sticking to envelopes, and that mail which had been sent using the "Hillary" postage was not being delivered. Senator Clinton demanded a full investigation into the allegations. A special Postal Service Investigation team was formed and after several months and many dollars spent, made the following findings:* *The stamp was manufactured properly.* *There was nothing wrong with the adhesive.* *People were just spitting on the wrong side*

4 Wheeler Accidents Suck!!!
if ya eva think of ridin a 4 wheeler? DONT!! i wrecked one.. almost costed me my life.. i spent 14 days i.c.u. with hoses in my lungs.. an i.v. giving me blood .. i ended up with 5 broken ribs.. a broken colar bone.. a broken feamur which took 4 hours or surgerey a 13" metal rod and 6 pins to fix.. a broken sholder blade.. cracked pelvis.. broken tail bone.. and a broken arm which also took an additional 3 hours in the o.r. a 4" metal plate.. with a pin in my elbow.. dont drink and drive!!

Heart -vs- Mind
My knee's start to shake When you're in sight. My mind fills with wonder My heart with fright. When will this feeling stop ? When did it start ? How can I listen to my mind Without breaking my heart. I'm so confused What should I do ? I can't think of anything Except you . Should I ignore the feeling Or just give it time ? I can't think straight My heart controls my mind.

Reno 911
Bought this today and just finished watching. I though it was god damn hilarious. I watch the show too though. So if you dont like the show you propably wont like the movie. If you do like the show I highly recommend a buy. The public service announcements in the special features section are great. Mainly the one with Trudy she cracks me up. I also picked up Blood For Chocolate which i will watch tomorrow. Its some shit about vampires and werewolves. I hope its not an Underworld ripoff that would suck. Well thats about it. Peace out.

Crappy Day
Today freakin sucked, I don't know whats been up with me lately. Since I got bronchitis a couple weeks ago, I haven't been right since. I got really bad dizzy spells today, no idea why. I've been gettin em before dance classes too. I've been eating well, and sleeping normally so it just doesn't make sense. I'm frustrated!

When Morons Like To Write!
Having a profile online sometimes makes for so much fun!! Just the things that those morons write to Me are just amusing!!... I’m sure once they get My answer they stop smiling… LOL (this is from one of those meeting people website) From: newtonp1 Subject: secret affair Date: Jul 14, 2007 Age: 42 Location: hobart, IndianaUnited States Hi! babe! wanna have a nice dinner ? after the dinner u can have my big big hard cock for ur dessert.-Tom ****** What about this... You take Me to dinner, and after the dinner, I will take your big hard cock and step on it, grab you by the balls so hard that your eyeballs will jump out of your eye sockets!! and then I'll make you lick My boots clean on your fucking knees... how's that for a secret affair?? Pig! *********************************************** From: bruse2 Date: 7/14/07 Age: 61 Location: Gloversville, NY is that really your cock??? ****** Are you serious?? it's

Stellaaaaaaaa Part 2!
SO my grand mom called dad on a cellphone ( she must've just gotten one) about STELLAAAAAAAAAAAA coming over tomorrow and dad flat out said no. His back hurts, mom's not feeling good. She said they'd only be over for a couple of minutes ( converted to grandmother time = 180 minutes.). He still said no. Apparently my grandmother wasn't happy about this. Me: (with a big smile) Soooo Stella isn't coming over? Dad: I told her no (then he tells me pretty much what I told you above) Plus I don't feel like entertaining for someone that I don't even- Me: Like? Mom: It's her friend, just because she comes down for 2 weeks doesn't mean YOU have to entertain her. Me: Besides, I fucking hate her! Mom: I don't even know her, I haven't even met her! Me: You don't want to. Dad: No, you really don't Me: She's a bitch. Dad: yeah she's a miserable old bitch. So that's that, the vote is unanimous. Us: 1. STELLAAAA: 0. *edit* Forni! :P *edit* hehehe

I Am So Sick Of Liars
I am just getting really tired of being lied to. Then when I catch people in lies they still continue to lie. I just don't understand it. It doesn't make any kind of sense...I mean when you know you've been caught why keep lying...it makes no sense to me. Yes I have lied before but if I got caught I fessed up to it. I usually only lie to my parents though or people I hate. I am just sick of being mistreated and need to vent...god I am bored...lol

Baby Girl In A Contest
THIS IS ONE OF MY BEST FRIENDS AND SHE IS IN A CONTEST AND NEEDS EVERYBODY TO HELP HER WIN! PLEASE GO AND BOMB HER. I WILL RETURN THE FAVOR ANYTIME YOU NEED THE HELP! LINK TO CONTEST: [ CherryTAP.com photo: 1789261336 ]

Haunting Me
To my angel of darkness Haunting my silent dreams No, not dreams but nightmares Making my blood run cold Until, at some point, you reach out Caressing my very being And all relaxes behind your shadow Then I fight sleep again For fear of it happening But, also I wish for it sometimes Just to see you within One glimpse of your uniqueness And I feel like my heart is bursting But why this beauty in my hell The one hidden deep in my mind Where do you fit in How, in that inner darkness Does such beauty thrive But I have finally found you elsewhere Than just deep within myself Next to my own personal demons I found you the one I truly Love.

Bad Day
ok so I am bored as hell and need some entertainment. I have had a pisser of a day and need a pick me up so stop in say hi before I drink myself into oblivion! btw on web cam now for giggles if you wanna chat on yahoo for shits and giggles let me know!

Dayam!!
A little pang of nostalgia strikes unexpectedly. You used to have it so good -- or did you? Once this mood wears off, reexamine whatever it is you think you miss. Your conclusions might surprise you. Alright, so i was getting on to write a blog about a friend of mine from HS that just called me about an hour ago. {Jeremiah} He's the sweetest guy i've EVER known... when I read my scopy and saw the nostalgia strike part... So tonight at midnight (NC) I will be in The Hidden Temple lounge and I have to say that the first songs are for my Jeremiah... yeppers that's right MY Jeremiah... {he knows it, accepts it, & acknowledges it} So 2night for him it's Dust onthe Bottle for the roadtrips back in High School, and Jeremiah was a bullforg... ;) LOVE YOU BABES!!

Tj And Her Bear
Nobody completes you They are not your Other half An important piece Of the puzzle Is all for one Should ask Perfect is imperfect In someone else’s eyes Though we shall not settle For less Chasing the imagined Longing for what does not Exist Satisfaction is not guaranteed So we justify What satisfies We explain our glee With because’s and but’s List the reasons why Regurgitate mindless fluff When it comes to charging Your lovelight It is kinda sad That Happy Is rarely enough

If I Could
If I could catch a rainbow I would do it just for you And share with you its beauty On the days you are feeling blue If I could build a mountain You call your very own A place to find serenity A place to alone If I could take your troubles I would toss them in the sea But all these things I'm finding Are impossible for me I cannot build a mountain Or catch a rainbow fair But let me be what I know A friend that's always there

Good Friends
We can't choose the people we become friends with but sometimes we have the good fortune to wind up with someone special... the way I did with you It makes such a difference in my day just knowing that you'll be there Your way of looking at things helps me put them in perspective and always gives me a lift. I feel that I was lucky getting to know you and you have turned out to be a real good friend.

I'm Glad
I'm glad there's you to smile at me And brighten up my day. To share my thought and understand The things I do and say I'm glad there'd you to laugh with me At ordinary things, To show me what is special In everything life brings. Beautiful eyes a tender heart And a smile that's very sweet I just want you to know You're a very precious person That I am glad you shared with me.

Working Out...i Need Your Help
ok so i want to go get a gym member ship..i have one through pjc because i have a student id but the school is like 20 minutes away. i just really need motivation..i started out at 110 now i'm like 1..hehe not telling but i'm up there and i'm not saying i'm fat i am chunky i just wanna tone up..so does anyone have some good at home workout moves i can do?

Results Of The First 9 Rounds
Round 9 EJohn 45.8% (27 votes) The Beatles 54.2% (32 votes) Round 8 Lynyrd Skynyrd 93.8% (45 votes) The Outlaws 6.3% (3 votes) Round 7 Aerosmith 83.0% (88 votes) Fleetwood Mac 17.0% (18 votes) Round 6 The Rolling Stones 48.4% (31 votes) Journey 51.6% (33 votes) Round 5 The Moody Blues 53.7% (29 votes) Paul McCartney & Wings 46.3% (25 votes) Round 4 Rush 44.6% (25 votes) Tom Petty 55.4% (31 votes) Round 3 Van Halen 61.0% (36 votes) KISS 39.0% (23 votes) Round 2 Led Zepplin 82.4% (61 votes) Bad Company 17.6% (13 votes) Round 1 AC/DC 48.7% (37 votes) Metallica 51.3% (39 votes

Rachie
LIKE A REAPER IN THE DARK.. SHE WAITS IN THE SHADOWS.. FOR YOUR SOUL... AND THEN SHE WILL MAKE.. YOU.. DANCE WITH THE DEVIL DO YOU HAVE THE GUTS? OR ARE YOU JUST SCARED!?!?!.. WE SHALL SEE.. JUST CLICK THE BANNER BELOW.. TO SEE WHAT FATE HAS IN STORE FOR YOU!!!

Transformers...more Than Meets The Eye
O M G!!! It was awesome and kick ass. There were quite a few funny parts and lines in the movie that I think even a non-fan would love. The action sequences were incredible. At first I was perturbed that they reversed Optimus' colors but it really worked. Definitely another must see if you haven't already and maybe even a repeat! *wink* Enjoy!!

Looking For Members
WE ARE LOOKING FOR NEW PEOPLE TO JOIN THE FAMILY. IF YOU WANT TO. WE ARE OPEN TO EVERYONE. WE HAVE A BOMBSQUAD THAT IS READY TO BOMB WHEN NEEDED. IT IS NOT A HASSLE TO JOIN JUST AS EASY AS SENDING A MESSAGE. WE DO NOT GET MAD WHEN YOU ARE NOT ABLE TO GET ONLINE. WE DO NOT KICK YOU OUT OF THE FAMILY FOR STUPID PETTY SHIT. WE ARE A GOOD GROUP OF PEOPLE ON HERE JUST TRYING TO HAVE FUN AND MEET NEW FRIENDS AT THE SAME TIME. SO IF YOU ARE INTERESTED IN WHAT I AM SAYING PLEASE LEAVE ANYONE OF US A MESSAGE WE WILL GET BACK TO YOU AS SOON AS WE CAN. AMERICANGRYL *OWNER OF THE HOT SPOT*FOUNDER OF THE AMERICAN FAMILY*@ CherryTAP This_Girl31~Recruiting The American Family~~@ CherryTAP GODDESSOFLIGHT' OWNED BY ? LD OF THE AMERICAN FAMILY B-SQUAD~no rate of profile no fan= no add!@ CherryTAP NIGHTWOLF ~SECURITY OF THE HOT SPOT LOUNGE~ (sign my guestbook please)@ CherryTAP ndnunicorn1965 (head bartender of the hot spot lounge) *plus size pinup girl*@ CherryTAP american

Yes You Guessed It....lol..
Get Code | Create Your Own! TEAM BOSS'N "U" WANTS TO THANK THOSE WHO HAVE SHOWED YOUR SUPPORT AND RATED US!! BUT THE GAME AINT OVER YET SO PLEASE REPOST THIS, PASTE IN YOUR FRIENDS SHOUT BOX, DO WHAT YOU CAN TO HELP US! SIX RATES IS ALL IT TAKES! WE NEED MORE RATES! (repost of original by 'HELLCAT' on '2007-07-14 16:45:04') (repost of original by '***Christie*** ~Enchanted~' on '2007-07-14 16:52:51') (repost of original by 'HELLCAT' on '2007-07-14 18:08:51')

Remember
She sends him a txt, that says "when you come home just go lay down".......he wonders whats in store, but the thrill of not knowing is more than he can stand. He'll do what she asks, because she rarely takes control. When he walks in, he sees theres no lights, only candles, the sweet smell of "rain forest" in the air. But no her, the one he craves, his angel, his anchor. He does as he was asked and goes too lay down in they're bed. He's so tired, he almost slips off too sleep, but he hears the door open, and there she is! His lover, his desire. As he starts too rise from the bed, she whispers, "no, dont touch, lay still" as she lays her finger too her lips. He watches her, dark tanned skin barely covered in beautiful white lace, hiding his desires. She knows what he wants, she wants it too. But not yet. She dances for him, turning, and bending, showing him everything he cant have yet. She drops too her knees, and peels his pants from his hips, as she pulls them down, she runs her tongu

Showe Time( Borrowed Story)
Water cascaded down her naked body, streaming over her high firm breasts, running over her firm buttocks, trickling into her most feminine places. He watched her silently, not wanting to alert her to his presence. She poured shower gel onto a loofah and began to soap herself liberally. Water mixed with suds covering her body in the most sensual display he had ever seen. She gently rubbed the sponge first around her neck and shoulders in round motions. As she moved down her body his cock grew harder and harder. The soapy loofah was circling her tits now, causing her nipples to stand erect and so inviting. Her eyes were closed and she moaned softly in relaxing pleasure. Her hand moved lower, gliding over her smooth tummy and down to her pussy. The triangle of red hair was neatly trimmed and topped a beautiful bald gash. Her cunt lips were slightly swollen with pleasure and he caught the slight scent of her femaleness over the fruity smell of the soap. As he looked on she began t

Concrete Experiment
Stealing from my live-journal Concrete experiment I I am itching to do a bunch of stuff with concrete. I have tons of ideas but very limited knowledge. Time to play. Today, I made a form, coated the sides with vegetable oil, and poured some concrete into it.I over estimated the amount of water I would need and had to use more concrete mix than I had first intended. I poured some of the excess into a small cardboard box and the rest into the bottoms of two oiled buckets to make round walking stones. Pictures

Satisfaction
The sheets were red, silk and soft. She lay on them, her left leg up, her foot flat on the bed. Her arms were stretched above her head fanned beneath by her hair, black as a night without moon or stars. She stared at me with large browns eyes, twin pools sparkling with desire. I was eager to drown in them as eager as I was to drown in her sex. My gaze moved from her eyes, to her lips, ripe with rouge, glistening like an apple plucked at its prime on a dewy morning. Her breasts rose slowly round alabaster mounds eager for my hands to grasp and massage. They were tipped with rosy nipples, hard and yearning. I touched them, my gaze returning to her face. She bit her bottom lip and closed her eyes as I massaged first her left nipple and then her right and then both enjoying the sweet soft touch of her breasts so warm and soft and welcoming. She moaned and her leg fell flat on the bed. Her back arched and her sex, the sweet smooth mound of milky flesh brushed against my bal

Just Another Day
Well it's the weekend and I'm dreading going back to class on Monday. Then again I just gotta suck it up like a big girl and get back into the grind of the school thing and say to myself only 3 more semisters after this one. Then I can be out of school and out of my job and on to Baton Rouge for good. Hope everyone is having a great weekend. Be safe and if your doing things I'm not. Then do it enough for me too :P

This Is A Driect Hit To Af And Sg
I want all to know about these tweo they say their your friends and once you dump their sorry asses or cath them in a lie they will turn on you in a matter of mins: If you have My Space,This site,Hi5.com tagged world or any of the other sites like this one Please Block These People from seeing you page or posting on it They are stalkers and haters Trust me They will stalk you till you break dont add them!!!! Two Faced Friends Angie Freeman and Steve Goodpasture & Owen It seems like they had stuck again and to make it worse they went after a friend of mine I dont know whom they think they are these are people with no life what so ever they sit on their fat asses and cause trouble for all others They had turned on their good friend and made her out to be thie whore but the shoe is on the wrong foor Its Angie and Steve who are the whores of my space dont trust them dont add them or anything If you read my blogs here you will know what they look like and not add them

The Chronicles Of Ct's Ineffectivness To Protect Its Members.
I started this blog to chronicle my experience with what I am having to deal with to get some kind of justice against the punk that is using a stolen pic of to boost his bogus profile. Seems that not everybody likes the fact that I am building evidence in my favor to warn others that nothing can or will be done to those that maliciously disturb the good times we are trying to achieve while in CherryTap. My posting of Fyretygress' conversation was only to show that the bouncers have little to no control over what goes on in here. She was the only one to actually give a shit when I advised them of this punk, and you can read her response. Which is pretty much nothing but a stern word to him. Now I am being threatened with my account being deleted because I'm "talking shit" about a bouncer. In fact. I am not. She's a great friend. One of my 1st here in CT. I find that funny. Someone may steal good, fellow members pics and fraudulently create false and misleading profiles that ma

The End?
So i am sitting here, just got off work. So many things runnign through my mind... life, relationships, friends... but mostly.. life and if i will ever find that one female for me. Its depressing, i been single for 3 years or more... and i am losing hope rapidly. Each time i see my friend with thier girls friends or we are hanging out... i get up and leave. I miss being with that special someone. I miss being held, miss being happy. i dont know anymore.

Sex (i Liked It So I Put It In My Blog)
1. Would you have sex with me? Answer: 2. What positions would u want to be in? Answer: 3. Would u suck/LICK me ? Answer: 4. Would u fuck me hard? Answer: 5. Would u hav sex with me the first night u met me? Answer: 6. Would u let me pull your hair while i did you? Answer: 7. Would u do me in the shower? Answer: 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up to the bed and then do me? Answer: 9. Would u have 3-some with me? Answer: 10. What about me makes u want to hav sex with me? Answer: 11. Would u talk dirty to me while we sexed? Answer: 12. Where would you do me? Answer: 13. Would u do me in front of people? Answer: 14. Would u do me again and again? Answer: 15. Would u do me in the rain? Answer: 16. Would u mind if we did it like a porn star? Answer: 17. Would u have phone sex with me? Answer: 18. Would u cheat on me? Answer: 20. If I gave u my heart would you love it or let it go? Answer: 21. Would you do me once and

World Rock Radio
Click banner to enter lounge 10:00AM EST 6:00PM EST 8:00PM EST 10:00PM EST 12:00AM EST (Midnight) 2:00AM EST Click banner to enter lounge (repost of original by '~CSC~ - WRR Army Special Ops - I Might be a Bitch but baby I get Chit Done' on '2007-07-14 12:24:44') (repost of original by 'LilBamaGirl~I.E.B.C. Honoring †Dєαтн ввG† N Iraq' on '2007-07-14 12:37:12') (repost of original by 'DJ Mystic`777~Marchioness of The Arctic~Founder of L.D.C.~(AKA Iah Darha)~LUCIFER'S SISSY~' on '2007-07-14 12:45:32') (repost of original by '~CSC~ - WRR Army Special Ops - I Might be a Bitch but baby I get Chit Done' on '2007-07-14 13:40:39') (repost of original by 'Angel~†~Morpheus of the Storm Riders of LDC~†~ WRR ARMY ~ Engaged to Lady Jessie of LDC' on '2007-07-14 13:46:10') (repost of

My Shares
I have been using Paintshop Pro for about 5 years now and enjoy making comment tags and sig tags. I have a photobucket account that i let people snag tags out of. (http://s94.photobucket.com/albums/l99/DawnsShares/) I went over to that account tonight and found over 300 tags flaged by photobucket that i had to delete. Once Mike (babyj) changes the name here i will have to come up with new tags or just leave the site name off the tags all together. So if anyone wants to check out the share images i have, snag them. Load them onto your PC as i might be deleting some. ***The images were snagged through yahoo groups, if you are the original maker of the tag and don't want it in my shares please contact me with the email addy listed on the site, Thx***

Judging Others
Why do we feel that we have the right to judge others without getting to know them first? Just because someone looks or acts a certain way gives us no cause to judge them how we see fit. Just because a person lives in a certain area, or doesn't have a job doesn't mean we should judge them. Instead of judging, we should try to get to know the person first and then we will understand why they are the way they are or why they live the way they do. Just because someone lives in a bad neighborhood doesn't mean that they are bad people, maybe they are there because they can't afford anything else at the time. My stepson gets judged alot. He has made mistakes in the past. He was in prison for a time for something he did when he was 19. He was also known back then for not having a job and lying. Lately, I have been judging him on his past record. That has really upset him. So, instead of telling us what he was doing, he went out and started looking for a job. We pick on him and

Saturday 7/14/07 #2
One more blog for today since my brother has been home and I've gotten to talk to him some. He's doing really well, he has to use a walker for 6 to 8 weeks until his foot has healed. It turns out that he can get the rest of his rehab here unless he just wants to get it back in Lexington. I think he wants to do it here though, and I don't blame him lol. So the only thing we'll have to go to Lexington for is follow up dr. appointments that are coming up soon. Next will be court stuff so we arent sure what will happen there yet but I think it will work out fine. Well, I'm gonna end this here, have a great night everyone.

You Know You Are A Aging Witch When...
You know you are a aging witch when... The ritual feast is puréed. Last Beltaine the coven decided it would be nice to go out to dinner to celebrate. The last time you tried to do a spiral dance your oxygen feeds got tangled. Viagra is kept in the coven supplies. The maiden of the coven is a grandmother. The ritual room is outfitted with defibrillators. The coveners drive their RV's to Scottsdale for Mabon. When you are at a festival you go to bed at sunset. It takes the whole coven to move the cauldron. The high priest still has a vendetta going against Richard Nixon. You find yourself using your pendulum over the stock pages in the newspaper. You tell an initiate that in your day you had to slog through 5' of snow uphill both ways when you did a Yule ritual. You drop your teeth in the ritual cup. At Samhain you see more of your coveners in the Wild Hunt than you do in circle. You put your athame in the chalice during ritual but you can't r

For My One And Only!!!
BABY YOU SAID SOMETHING TO ME LASTNIGHT FOR THE FIRST TIME AND I REALLY DON'T THINK YOU KNOW HOW MUCH IT MENT TO ME I JUST TRULEY HOPE YOU MENT IT CAUSE I DO I DID THIS FOR YOU........ When you said, "I love you," I went over the moon. My heart sang its glory, The stars sang in tune. As when with a word God brought forth light, So with these words You ended my night. So with these words You made something new: A bond of devotion Between me and you. How powerful words To shape who we are! We ponder in silence; Our words cross a bar. Your words crossed a threshold And entered the past, Yet they have created A world that will last. FROM ME TO YOU BABY I DIDN'T PUT YOUR NAME ON IT CAUSE I DIDN'T WANT TO START ANY PROBLOMS LOVE YOU ALWAYS..........

Update
Well i been trying to contact all yall n tell u what alls been going on here n i am sorry i anit message each one, but i been so busy here its been hard too.If i have worried any of yall i am sorry n i didnt mean too, but i been trying to contact everyone personally. Well mom is doing alot better n feeling alot better since her surgury the other day. There was noi kidney stones, but infection n scare tissue in that kidney. They put a stint in to drain the nastyness out of it n she just seems so much better. Today was her birthday n she had a good one, had fried chicken n cheese cake.N ty to everyone fer yer prayers to her. As fer me i'm alot better n the infection from the brown recluse bites has been put in check by all the medicines they put me on, just took awhile. Oh and i anit gonna loose that finger where the really bad bite was, just gonna have to have all that bad flesh removed but that dont worry me too much. N the othe bite areas are healing real well, n the infection in my

Random Observation Of The Day...
Who knew? I had one leftover Swedish pancake from breakfast this morning. It was actually a rather burn-up sort of pancake, a result of inattention to it due to an unrelated amazon.com fiasco (another long story, don't ask). In any case, by the time breakfast was over, the pancake was...crunchy. So I crumbled it up into smaller pieces on the patio table outside on my deck. I just glanced over there a second ago, and a female cardinal was sitting on the table helping herself to the pancake! So cardinals like Swedish pancakes--- who knew?!

My Muse
"Don't think I don't know I'm damaged," she says. "I do." I know she does. She is perched above my keyboard, Knees drawn to her chin, The ragged petals of her dress cracked and parchment-thin. The hands clasped around her legs are red and rough And end in talons. Her eyes are dark and her tongue is forked, And once wine-stained lips now drip venom. We are trapped together, she and I, And her heart holds nothing but contempt for me. I love her anyway.

No Limit
ADRENALINE MUSIC RADIO COME ROCK WITH DJ HONEYIN THE HOTTEST CT LOUNGENO LIMIT LOUNGE(CLICK PIC FOR LOUNGE) Click my pic and come hang with me (repost of original by 'The Stallion-NO LIMIT-Adrenaline Radio' on '2007-07-14 17:36:07')

Smoky Sugar
I'm supposed to be studying. And, really, I am. Every now and then. I get distracted easily, though, by various and sundry things like wine. And cigarettes. And the kitty. Tonight I decided--wise girl that I am--that food is necessary for my mind to be able to function at its highest capacity. And, yes, I could have just eaten potato chips with sour cream and onion dip like I have for the last week or so, but tonight I decided I should make real food. Because I'm supposed to be studying, I figured the best food would be the most time-consuming food. And so I grilled. I have a baby weber grill--charcoal, of course. I started the coals, topped them with some hickory chunks, then raided my garden for foodstuffs--tomato, zucchini, herbs. I used the herbs to make a flavored olive oil to coat the zucchini. The tomato went on in chunks, the zucchini sliced and slathered with deliciousness. Next I grabbed the veggie burger, blue cheese, whole-grain mustard... and my buttered

25 Signs That You Have Grown Up
Here is a funny list of things you can really relate if you indeed have grown up... Your house plants are alive, and you can't smoke any of them. Having sex in a twin bed is out of the question. You keep more food than beer in the fridge. 6:00 am . Is when you get up, not when you go to bed. You hear your favorite song in an elevator. You watch the Weather Channel. Your friends marry and divorce instead of "hook up" and "break up." You go from 130 days of vacation time to 14. Jeans and a sweater no longer qualify as "dressed up." You're the one calling the police because those %&@# kids next door won't turn down the stereo. Older relatives feel comfortable telling sex jokes around you. You don't know what time Taco Bell closes anymore. Your car insurance goes down and your car payments go up. You feed your dog Science Diet instead of McDonald's leftovers. Sleeping on the couch makes your back hurt.

Confusious
confusious say man who stand in road will be smashed inevitably. I have to agree even if its a metaphor about the highway called life.. those hits leave emotional scars for most of us. i guess the point of this blog is to show i have an appreciation for philosophy.... and just to say heay to all my friends in ct land! best club on the planet!

Things You'd Love To Say At Work, But Can't!
1. Ahhh...I see the fuck-up fairy has visited us again. 2. I don't know what your problem is, but I'll bet it's hard to pronounce. 3. How about never? Is never good for you? 4. I see you've set aside this special time to humiliate yourself in public. 5. I'm really easy to get along with once you people learn to worship me. 6. I'll try being nicer if you'll try being smarter. 7. I'm out of my mind, but feel free to leave a message. 8. I don't work here. I'm a consultant. 9. It sounds like English, but I can't understand a word you're saying. 10. I can see your point, but I still think you're full of shit. 11. I like you. You remind me of when I was young and stupid. 12. You are validating my inherent mistrust of strangers. 13. I have plenty of talent and vision. I just don't give a damn. 14. I'm already visualizing the duct tape over your mouth. 15. I will always cherish the initial misconceptions I had about you.

Love Is.....
Love is the greatest feeling, Love is like a play, Love is what I feel for you, Each and every day, Love is like a smile, Love is like a song, Love is a great emotion, That keeps us going strong, I love you with my heart, My body and my soul, I love the way I keep loving, Like a love I can't control, So remember when your eyes meet mine, I love you with all my heart, And I have poured my entire soul into you, Right from the very start. - Written by Meghan -

In Memory Of 9/11 Never Forget
Creed Videos One Affirmative may be justified take from one give to another The goal is to be unified take my hand be my brother The payment silenced the masses sanctified by oppression Unity took a back seat sliding further into regression Chorus: One oh One the only way is One One oh One the only way is One I feel angry I feel helpless, wanna change the world yeah.. I feel violent I feel alone, don't try and change my mind no.. Society blind by color why hold down one to raise another Discrimination now on both sides seeds of hate blossom further The world is headed for mutiny, when all we want is unity We may rise and fall, but in the end we meet our fate together Chorus: One oh One the only way is One One oh One the only way is One I feel angry I feel helpless, wanna change the world yeah.. I feel violent I feel alone, don't try and change my mind no.. I feel angry I feel helpless, wanna change the world yeah.. I feel violent I feel alone, do

I Think I'm Leaving Ct
I haven't been able to be on here as much, if at all. Alot of you seem to be taking this personally, when I've explained in more than one bulletin, that my life outside of CT is very busy. Before CT, I'm a wife, mother, bestfriend, teacher...etc. I'm not totally sure I'm going to delete my entire profile yet, or just leave it like it is. However, I've deleted all of my pics with the exception of a few. I may just pop in here now and then like I have been. If I completely leave, I'll let everyone know. If you guys would like to send me your Yahoo's and email addy's that would be cool. Still feel free to email/CT Mail, and so on. :) I ♥ you all....ok, MOST of you. :P ♥ April Marie ♥

Redneck Medical Terms
Here is a list of medical terms to know if you are a redneck Artery......................The study of paintings. Benign......................What you be after you be eight. Bacteria....................Back door to cafeteria. Barium......................What doctors do when patients die. Cesarean Section............A neighborhood in Rome. Cat Scan.....................Searching for Kitty. Cauterize...................Made eye contact with her. Coma........................A punctuation mark. Dilate......................To live long. Enema.......................Not a friend. Fester......................Quicker than someone else. Fibula......................A small lie. Hangnail....................What you hang your coat on. Impotent....................Distinguished, well known. Labor Pain..................Getting hurt at work. Medical Staff...............A Doctor's cane. Morbid......................A higher offer than I bid. Nitrates....................Cheaper than d

Right Or Wrong
ok I have a 13 month old little girl named Legacy. I just found out that her daddy is in jail and was ordered 22 1/2 years. He wasn't the person I thought he was when I found out I was going to have a baby so we went our different ways. Anyways he has never met her nor has he ever asked to until now. I got a phone call from his mother today asking if she could come by and pick Legacy up and take her to go and see Eric. I told her that i didnt think that it was a good idea and she got mad and hung up on me. My daughter will be grown by the time he gets out so why subject her to that and someone she doesn't really even know. I have no problem raising her myself because i know i can set a good example for her. Was I wrong for doing this or do you think I did the right thing?

Signs You've Had Too Much Of The 90s
You try to enter your password on the microwave. You now think of three espressos as "getting wasted." You haven't played solitaire with a real deck of cards in years. You have a list of 15 phone numbers to reach your family of 3. You e-mail your son in his room to tell him that dinner is ready, and he emails you back "What's for dinner?" Your daughter sells Girl Scout Cookies via her web site. You chat several times a day with a stranger from South Africa, but you haven't spoken to your next door neighbor yet this year. You didn't give your valentine a card this year, but you posted one for your email buddies via a Web page. Your daughter just bought on CD all the records your college roommate used to play that you most despised. Every commercial on television has a website address at the bottom of the screen. You buy a computer and a week later it is out of date and now sells for half the price you paid. The concept of using real money, ins

The Pond
AN ELDERLY MAN IN NORTH CAROLINA HAD OWNED A LARGE FARM FOR SEVERAL YEARS. HE HAD A LARGE POND IN THE BACK, FIXED UP REALLY NICE, ALONG WITH SOME PICNIC TABLES, HORSESHOE COURTS, AND SOME APPLE AND PEACH TREES. THE POND WAS PROPERLY SHAPED AND FIXED UP FOR SWIMMING WHEN IT WAS BUILT. ONE EVENING THE OLD FARMER DECIDED TO GO DOWN TO THE POND, AS HE HADN'T BEEN THERE FOR AWHILE, AND LOOK IT OVER. HE GRABBED A FIVE GALLON BUCKET TO BRING BACK SOME FRUIT. AS HE NEARED THE POND, HE HEARD VOICES SHOUTING AND LAUGHING WITH GLEE. WHEN HE CAME CLOSER, HE REALIZED IT WAS A BUNCH OF YOUNG WOMEN SKINNY-DIPPING IN HIS POND. HE MADE THE WOMEN AWARE OF HIS PRESENCE AND THEY ALL WENT TO TEH DEEP END TO SHIELD THEMSELVES. ONE OF THE WOMEN SHOUTED TO HIM, "WE'RE NOT COMING OUT UNTIL YOU LEAVE!" THE OLD MAN FROWNED AND REPLIED, "I DIDN'T COME DOWN HERE TO WATCH YOU LADIES SWIM NAKED OR MAKE YOU GET OUT OF THE POND NAKED." HOLDING THE BUCKET UP HE SAID, "I'M HERE TO FEED THE ALLIGATOR." MO

07/14
My son spilled pepsi on my laptop yesterday. It really sucked. I though that my computer wouldn't work. I am lucky it is working right now though. I still have to send it off to get it fixed so starting Monday I will be with out internet for at least 12 days. It is going to really suck!

Love Poem
A stranger you were once. Then, with a gentle look you took my hand. As our lives engaged, you lit my life and I held both your hands. Now that decades have passed, ours souls have indeed become one. How fortunate we are that we have found the love so true that everyone dreams about. - Laura Veronica Merodio -

A Cancer Story
Even though it has been over four years since I was diagnosed with non-hodgkin's lymphoma, I was compelled to do this not only to tell my story, but to show others what can be done to raise awareness about cancer. In April of 2003 I was diagnosed with Primary Mediastinal B-Cell Non-Hodgkin's Lymphoma, stage 2. My tumor was over 10 inches long and 8 inches deep and located in the mediastinum which is a space between your lungs and your heart. All the scars on my chest are from biopsies and ports for the chemo, unfortunately not "hickeys" like people often ask me. My tumor collapsed my lung and moved my heart to the opposite side of my chest. I spent the next 10 days in the hospital starting 6 months of chemo, but unfortunately that didn't work. I had a stem cell transplant in November of 2003 where they harvested about 5 million stem cells from my body, gave me super chemo until I was within an inch of my life and then magically brought me back to life a month later with all new b

Just One Rate Is All It Takes!!!
STEAMROLLERS STEAMROLLERS VS DEMONHOUSE 7PM - 10PM EST SATURDAY SHOW YOUR LOVE FOR THE STEAMROLLERS!!**A RATE IS ALL IT TAKES** PLEASE RATE EACH ONE OF THESE PLAYERS THATS ALL IT TAKES !!!!!THANK YOU FOR YOUR SUPPORT!!!!!! Step UpBy Drowning PoolBest Video Codes

10 Reasons To Go To Work Naked
10.) No one ever steals your chair. 9.) Gives "bad hair day" a whole new meaning. 8.) Diverts attention from the fact that you also came to work drunk. 7.) People stop stealing your pens after they've seen where you keep them. 6.) You want to see if it's like the dream. 5.) To stop those creepy programmers guys from looking down your blouse. 4.) "I'd love to chip in... But I left my wallet in my pants." 3.) Inventive way to finally meet that 'special' person in Human Resources. 2.) Can take advantage of your computer monitor radiation to work on your tan. And.. Drum roll... the Number One reason to go to work naked: 1.) Your boss is always yelling, "I wanna see your ass in here by 8:00!"

Signs You Hired The Wrong Clown
18.) By the end of the party, he's got every damn kid doing the "pull my finger" trick. 17.) Clown car must be started with breathalyzer device. 16.) Keeps screaming, "My name's not BO-zo, it's bo-ZO!" 15.) References to Kierkegaard and Nietzsche are lost on most 5-year olds. 14.) Props for his "disappearing" trick: a moving van and your wide-screen TV. 13.) Scares the holy hell outta the kids during the "Severed Limb" trick. 12.) Tells the kids he killed Barney in a blood match in Newark. 11.) Didn't bring any balloons, but manages to twist your dachshund into other animal shapes. 10.) Prefaces each trick with, "here's a little number I learned in the joint." 9.) Not exactly the Peewee Herman impression you were expecting. 8.) Wears a T-Shirt that says, "Drug-free since March!" 7.) More interested in squirting seltzer into his Scotch than into his pants. 6.) Those huge ears look too darn life-like, and the entire act consists of showi

Who I Would Like To Meet?
Can I just get the oportunity, just the oportunity, to meet a MAN who has value and respect for himself but not to the point that he thinks he's a God. Someone who believes he is the most wonderful man alive, even if he's not. If you think your that man, dont be shy. I dont want to meet any famous people...They are normal people just like you and me, they are just really really popular, I don't know whats the big deal. I Have A Type A+ Personality I am one of the most balanced people around Motivated and focused,I am good at getting what you want I rule at success, but success doesn't rule you. When it's playtime, I really know how to kick back Whether it's hanging out with friends or doing something I love! I live life to the fullest - encorporating the best of both worlds. Now I just need some one to fit my MOLD... YOU CAN TELL ME ALL DAY THIS IS YOU, BUT IS IT REALLY? THIS IS SOMETHING THAT WILL TAKE TIME AND PATIENCE,AND SPENDING TIME TOGETHER TO REALLY

The Rules
Ok ladies here is the rules plain and simple. I Love my wife she is my world and omg is she a freak! I will not meet you alone, we are a package only. I will talk to you but any meetings are setup through her she is the coordinator. If you piss her off you have to make it right with her I'm not getting in the middle. And last if your not a freak dont bothter becasue you couldnt handle us if thats the case. Any other questions just ask..;)

Threats????
Okay, so I know that this may seem a little rediculous and all but...as it is, I have no point of strolling to my oldest sister, Lisa's, page on here; as she has blocked me from coming to her page. Well, my good brother in law happens to be friends still with my sister and decided to look at her page a few days ago. The story is though, my youngest sister, Tina, and her hubby got a new van. Well, there are two good things about this, though; the van and Tina's hubby is getting promoted soon, so in a sense they have the money to take care of things. My oldest sister is very upset that Tina got a van and probably jelous. So, this is where my ex's wife plays part in this story...as she always does somehow. She posted a comment on my oldest sister's page and my good brother in law happened to read the comment. The comment was basically bashing Lisa's family and telling Lisa who her real family member's are and to forget about the lesser ones. She even brought up stuff from the past

Hey Sweeties
Hey sweeties, Hope everyone is having a good weekend. I been doing shoots and clips when I twisted and broke my ankle so I guess thats all my summer play lol anyone into the cast fetish let me know lol. Have a good rest of the weekend. If you want to see a good movie scary movie go see 1408 its pretty good. Hugs..Lorie loriesc4@yahoo.com http://www.southern-charms4.com/lorie Custom Comments and More @ † Dark Angel Designz †

My Dog's Vet Visit
Well, I just took my dog Foxxy to the vet yesterday (Fri the 13th) for the first time since I got her in March. A friend told me about a vet that will do an exam for free. So I got her in. She's got some lumps on her belly I wanted to get looked at. The vet said she has a heart murmur and bad teeth and could be 10+ years old and she has breast cancer! I have never heard of a dog getting breast cancer. But I guess so. I can do 1 of 2 things for her. Pay $3-400 for the surgery and get her fixed at the same time or just let it go and it'll eventually kill her in a few years. I think I'm gonna let it go and give her a good life and love her to death (in a good way lol). I don't want to pay the money and maybe lose her anyway plus still pay all that money I don't have to throw away. Should I let it go? It sounds cruel to me in a way to let it go. But at her age I don't want to risk her life!! Sorry so long!!!!

Thank You Mother
Thank you mother- for all that you have done, You took great care, of your daughters and sons. You loved us all from the very start, with your warm, kind, and loving heart. Thank you mother, for being strong, While trying to teach us right from wrong. If anytime, we had a problem, you were there to help us solve them. You'd lift us up, when we were feeling blue, Thank you mother, for we could always count on you. You were such- an awesome mother, The love you showed was like no other. Thank you mother- for your dear, sweet love, Now you'll watch over us from heaven above.

I Made A New Guestbook
Hiya! I created a guest book and posted it to my profile page. Whenever anyone gets a free second or minute, please sign my guestbook. It's cool to find out where my friends and other cheery cherry suspects live on the map! Thanks! Peace, Lorie

Soldier Shoots Himself To Avoid Iraq
Soldier shoots himself to avoid Iraq What starts as a joke to wife ends with a $500 gunshot to the leg The Associated Press Updated: 9:54 p.m. ET July 13, 2007 NEW YORK - A soldier who recently returned from Iraq has admitted he paid someone $500 to shoot him in the leg so he could avoid returning for another tour. Jonathan Aponte, 20, claimed he had been robbed and shot but changed his story when police questioned him, authorities said. Aponte, who was facing another eight-month tour, had been scheduled to leave last Monday. "As far as being shot at every day, I think it's better," Aponte told WCBS-TV in an interview that aired Friday. "Mentally I can't do it anymore. I can't handle it anymore." Aponte was charged with conspiracy and falsely reporting an incident, according to the criminal complaint. Joke became reality Apone had joked with his wife about getting shot in the leg so he could avoid another tour, according to the complaint. His wife took the remar

Romans 5: 1-5
1Therefore being justified by faith, we have peace with God through our Lord Jesus Christ: 2By whom also we have access by faith into this grace wherein we stand, and rejoice in hope of the glory of God. 3And not only so, but we glory in tribulations also: knowing that tribulation worketh patience; 4And patience, experience; and experience, hope: 5And hope maketh not ashamed; because the love of God is shed abroad in our hearts by the Holy Ghost which is given unto us.

Aight I Know You Peeps Wanna Help Yo Boy Out!!!...
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Rest In Peace Daddy I Love You So Much!!!! 6/10/55-7/7/07
Theodore E. 'Ted' Montgomery 1955-2007 Sunday, July 8, 2007 KNOXVILLE - Theodore E. "Ted" Montgomery, 52, 216 West South St., died at 12:55 a.m. Saturday (July 7, 2007) at Avondale Lake Club, Avon. He was born June 10, 1955, in Galesburg, the son of Eugene and Almina Nelson Montgomery. He married Leanne Eiker on Oct. 23, 1977, at Grace Lutheran Church in Knoxville. Surviving are his wife; his mother of Galesburg; three sons, Jason, Ryan and Sean Montgomery, all of Knoxville; two daughters, Melissa Vervynck, Amber Montgomery, both of Knoxville; two foster sons, Bryce and Marcus; a brother, Michael L. Montgomery, Galesburg; and a sister, Melissa Montgomery, Galesburg. He was preceded in death by his father. He was reared and educated in Galesburg, graduating from Galesburg High School in 1974. He studied auto mechanics at Carl Sandburg College. He was an auto mechanic at Sears, worked in the oil fields in Oklahoma and at Dixline in Galva for 20 years.

Poem
like a will-o'-the wisp in the night on a honeysuckle breeze a moment sticks us together like a dolphin being tickled on her stomach my sea of love flip-flops all over my face like the wind blowing across a field of wheat you smile whispers to my inner ear with the relief of recognition i bend to your eyes casually raping me

More Complications
Assumption. I have to say, assumption is one of the biggest problems with people today. The funny thing is that assumption is like air. You dont know your doing it until someone tells you about it. Like when your a kid, you dont know what air is until someone tells you about it. I learned about assumption when I working at my job. And you know what I learned? (And Im sure some of you have heard me say this before) Assumption is the mother of all fuck-ups. You see assumption falls back to human nature. We develop patterns in behavior and assume that because that is what happened the last time, that is what will happen over and over again. You see anywhere you look. Now some can argue my point by saying things like "well, what about what we know is going to happen?" Like gravity, if I drop my laptop right now I know it will fall to the ground because gravity exsists. But do I really know? I dont. I assume that it will fall because the last X amount of times I dropped something gravity a

Lifes Sucks
Have you ever felt like theres nothin left for you in your life? Well i guess thats how i feel now after a long and fruitful relationship went sour. But i guess thats just how life works....one minute everythings great and the next your in a heep on the floor with nothin around you but the dirt under your shoes. Well i think this is gonna be my last post on this lame ass sight cause it wasnt worth bein on in the first place.

Daily Horoscope: Virgo For July 14,2007
Daily Horoscope: Virgo For July 14,2007 You understand your needs best, especially when it comes to your emotions, no matter what someone else is trying to tell you. The problem is that you're so sympathetic right now you want to believe they're right.

The Two Of Them - Pt 14
"I Don't know Jenn, Maybe i am better off to forget about her but every time i attempt to do that all i do is sit here and wish that she was with me and not with him but i guess it just isnt going to happen that way" ' Well it's simple pete i mean either she can start thinking with her heart and not her crotch or you gotta learn to get over her and move on , because...' ' Suffering because of her is not the answer , you are a smart funny caring guy and if she can't see you for all that you are then the only one really missing out in the end of all this is her petie ' "Yeah i guess so Jenn but i mean what is left to do where is left to go in all this? I mean if i can't even hold a candle to the biggest drama king on the other side of the creek i mean where does that leave me honestly" "I don't know maybe i am simply not meant for this maybe i am just not meant to be loved Jenn, Maybe i am destined to be the screw up that everyone in this town knows me to be... Petie the sc

One Flew East...
...one flew west. One flew over the cukoo's nest. BAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH Hi. I.Am.NOT.Supposed.To.Be.Feeling.Like.This.ANYMORE! *deepbreath* ok. I think I need someone to slap me right now. I'm freaking out over nothing. Literally nothing. Nothing bad happened today. Had a good morning at work. I'm actually feeling better in regards to my cold. I haven't really talked to anyone so no fighting or anything. But here I am with my stomach in knots and my hands shaking. Funny thing is if you look at me you wouldn't be able to tell something's wrong. Well, Jenn might know... Ange too, maybe. I wanna get away. I want to get in the car and just drive. Or ride. Or whatever. Just go and listen to music and talk with a good friend and not worry about a fucking thing. I want someone to distract me from this... whatever THIS is. I don't even know right now. I want I want I want. Goddamn I'm a greedy, needy, whiney bitch. Scars*PapaRoach I tear my heart open, I sew m

Stop What Your Doing !!!!
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The One Who Broke My Heart
I'll never forget the person, who made my body weak Who always thought he was right, and never let me speak I'll never forget the father, who hid me away out of sight, And I'll never forget how he scared me, how he gave me such a fright I'll never forget the insults and the names And how he always looked so deeply ashamed I'll always remember the heartache every time he spoke And how hurting me so badly, to him was just a joke I'll never forget the loneliness or how he made me feel How hard I tried to show him, that I had feelings, I was real I never was his daughter, I never was his pride I was nothing special, so I was told to hide While the other was shown all the love, lived off all the cheers I was in the background, staring into a dark world close to tears The world I lived in had no light, never had a thing to show But now I've learned that I must move on, it's time for me to go Even though he hates me, it no l

Od
i know i probably said some things to some people i didnt mean this is really stupid of me but i od'd 2 times and some really bad shit happend to me but if your still willin to talk to me please do n forgive me cause i didnt mean to hurt anyone

A Lot Of Something About Nothing....
You know....I dont even have a point to this shit, so it should be interesting. Do you ever feel like the world revolves around you? I mean, I don't wanna seem concieted or anything but thats how I feel a lot of times. I mean what other proof do I have that it doens't? How do I know that there ARE actually people outside of my house right now living life? How do I know that they aren't all just sitting there waiting to be a part of my life? I have no proof, and neither do you. For all you know I could just be a person put into your life to do what I was meant to do in your life and then after that I would cease to exsist. You follow? Probably not but w/e. See this is what I'm talking about. I know your reading this and getting so confused about what I'm talking about but I understand it as clear as day. So as far as I'm concerned the world either revolves around me or I'm just some intrigal part of someone else's life. Which means that I was meant to write this. Which means that n

Goodbye Brittany
I lost my dog "Brittany" (a Brittany spaniel) of 18 years today. I had to put here down beause of arthritis, hip displacment and a host of other stuff that happens when dogs get that old. I loved that dog more then ANY friend, wife or GF or person period that I have ever met. she has been with me through most of my whole freaked up life and she has been by my side no matter what, and now she's gone. I have never lost anyone closer to me in my life. But she was the prettiest, happiest most loving dog there ever was. I just had to post this to tell her and the world how much I loved her. I love you Britt and I am going to miss you for the rest of my life.

Please Vote For Me!
I joined a contest...please bomb my picture (the link is below) with comments starting Monday (July 16th) at 12 noon, up until August. Thank you! =) http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=854292&albumid=452683&i=3340423993

Afraid To Dream
Afraid to dream, afraid tht you may not be there. Afraid to dream, without you it would seem so bare. With open arms I call to you "i want you dear" just as i reach for you, why do you disappear? Afraid to dream, I'll see you there with someone new, Afraid to find, another one caressing you. Although you promised me, that this could never be It's the thought of losing you, that makes me so afraid to dream.

My Goodbye To My Mother
I see the stars up in the sky then I take a breath and let out a sigh.One step at a time I go inside to a home that is forever changed in my sight.It is hard to believe that you are now gone.I stop to think why couldnt it have been me?Why you?A month has gone by and the pain still goes deep.I will forever miss you mommy!

Hotel Rates
Husband and wife are traveling by car from Key West to Boston. After almost twenty-four hours on the road, they' re too tired to continue, and they decide to stop for a rest. They stop at a nice hotel and take a room, but they only plan to sleep for four hours and then get back on the road. When they check out four hours later, the desk clerk hands them a bill for $350. The man explodes and demands to know why the charge is so high. He tells the clerk although it's a nice hotel, the rooms certainly aren't worth $350! When the clerk tells him $350 is the standard rate, the man insists on speaking to the Manager. The Manager appears, listens to the man, and then explains that the hotel has an Olympic-sized pool and a huge conference center that were available for the husband and wife to use. "But we didn't use them," the man complains. "Well, they are here, and you could have," explains the Manager. He goes on to explain they could have taken in one of the s

Yet Another Compilation Of Thoughts....
Ok so im here....in my house....bored out of my mind. And of course like always my mind started to wonder aimlessly into an abyss of deep and complex thoughts of a proportion that no one but myself can understand. Why? Because thats what I do. So anyway I'm just gonna scrape the surface of my thought for you eager readers because if I were to divulge any deeper than that the world, itself, would end. LoL. Thats how complicated I am. But anyway....on we go. Ok so is there really someone for everyone? Maybe...maybe not. Well, actually, there is someone for everyone...but the difference is that your not limited to one person. I dont believe that there is only one person that is made for you. Not at all. However, not everyone is for you. Like for instance I learned that I dont mix well with crazy boys or very controlling boys. But I like someone who gets me. Someone who understands why I like working overnight shifts because I'm not a morning person. Someone who knows why I do the thing

A Summers Day
Shall I compare thee to a summers day? Thou art more lovely and more temperate: Rough winds do shake the darling buds of May, And summer's lease hath all too short a date. Sometime too hot the eye of heaven shines And often is his gold complexion dimm'd; And every fair from fair sometime declines, By chance, or nature's changing course, untrimm'd; But thy eternal summer shall not fade Nor lose possession of that fair thou ou'st; Nor shall Death brag thou wander'st in his shade, When in eternal lines to time thou grow'st: So long as men can breathe or eyes can see So long lives this, and this gives life to thee. ~Shakespeare

A Child's Cry
For those of you that know me nearly... you know what I speak of as I post this poem. Deep inside myself So I can't feel Scars on my heart To deep to heal I hear the children play Normal girls and boys Perfect white houses Room full of toys Tear stained sheets Draped on my bed Sometimes I think I'd be better off dead Why do they hit me Is it because I am small Does it give them power Nothing makes sense at all There's a special corner Deep in my heart That's where I hide When the beatings start I hold everything in I don't dare let them see The damage they do When they're hurting me I cover my bruises Swallow my pride Knowing with every blow I'm dying inside Scared of the shadows Knowing I can't tell Wishing someone would come Rescue me from this hell ~Linda Hill 2004 Revised Repost

Ok, Maybe, Just Maybe, I Was Wrong
Ok, maybe I was wrong. MAYBE all guys arent the same. Maybe there are some good guys left, ones who dont lie or cheat who make you feel good about yourself. Ones that dont just assume they are going to get into your pants right away. That open the door for you, and all that good stuff. Maybe.

Lets Play Some Football!!!!....
Get Code | Create Your Own! IT'S GAME TIME!! COME OUT AND SHOW YOUR SUPPORT PLEASE FOR TEAM BOSS'N "U" AND/OR YOUR FAVORITE PLAYERS BY CLICKING ON THE LINKS AND RATING. AND DON'T FORGET TO PASS THIS BULLETIN ON :D THANKS! HELLCAT TEAM BOSS'N "U" QB AND IN CHARGE 4 NOW (repost of original by 'HELLCAT' on '2007-07-14 16:04:45') (repost of original by 'Blaze/Fallen Angels Security/JLM Member Blade/Rock Stars Owner' on '2007-07-14 16:14:37') (repost of original by 'HELLCAT' on '2007-07-14 16:20:29')

Sunset Love
Sunset Love As I stare into the beautiful sunset, I see your sparkling hazel eyes and beautiful smile. As I begin dreaming of holding you in my arms My body begins to warm up with your love. The feeling is so strong and so right. I never want it to end. I cherish the moment, and blow you a kiss. As your face disappears I whisper I LOVE YOU!