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Friends 'til The End
Friends 'til the end, That's what we always said, Even when all hopes were dead. Friends 'til the end, We will always be, Nothing can ever come between you and me. Friends 'til the end, Even when nothing will bend, Our friendship we will always mend. Friends 'til the end, There's nothing we can't overcome, I know you'll be there when I need someone. Friends 'til the end, We will never part, As long as we have each other in our hearts. Friends 'til the end, Lies never told, Standing together so strong and so bold. Friends 'til the end, With nowhere to begin, I know I'll never be without you as a friend. Friends 'til the end, You can cry on my shoulder, That's what I've always told her. Friends 'til the end, Through sun and snow, While others still come and go. Friends 'til the end, When my light fades away, She brings back the sunlight into my day. Friends 'til the end, Nothing else in mind, Someone who'

......" Right Here"......
I know I've been mistaken But just give me a break and see the changes that I've made I've got some imperfections But how can you collect them all and throw them in my face But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting I hope you're not intending To be so condescending it's as much as i can take and you're so independent you just refuse to bend so I keep bending till I break But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting I've made a commitment I'm willing to bleed for you I needed fulfillment I found what I need in you Why can't you just forgive me I don't want to rel

What Women Want 2 Know
What's up all of my sexy men of CT...Ya gurl has one question that we as women want 2 know...Why is it that when a woman cheats, you feel as though that u should not accept her bac but if you do she should...I really want 2 hear a males point of view about this situation.... P.S. For all my gents out there ya gurl is not a cheater, it's just a question that I had on my mind...Oh yea my gurls I would like 2 hear ur side 2 this 2....Holla

Delicious Diva Contest
Hi Everyone, I could really use some help with this contest, if you have some free time would you please rate my photo and leave as many comments as you can. I will return the love to all. Thanks Ladylove Here is the link:

I Don't Get It
Why are people afraid of love and afraid of commitment nowadays? Is it that hard to get to know someone and see that person for the real person that they are? Noone is perfect but dam. Why have so many expectations? Why does everything have to be YOUR way or no way? I just don't get it sometimes. There's so much more to life than having that "perfect' person by your side. Take the good with the bad. Many people pass up a lifetime opportunity because things aren't the way they want it to be. Learn to compromise and let things happen. Stop playing the games and learn to love.

Stupid Taxis
So, last night, after learning how to count shots in Mexican ("One-Tequila, Two-Tequila, Three-Tequila, Floor"), I started to leave the bar and noticed a cop circling the parking lot like a vulture, stalking his prey. My drinking buddy for the night barely made it out of the parking lot; he was on a beautiful black-and-chrome Harley, but was having problems staying upright - in fact, I had to help him lift it back into position. Damn, those are heavy. He did earn a facial cut for his trouble, however, as his head met the windshield of his bike on the way out. After helping him up and making sure he was vertical for the remainder of his sojourn, I went back to my car and saw the same policeman, in his car, headlights on, and waiting. Mine was the last car in the lot. I could smell a setup a mile away. So, I went into my car, grabbed a couple of things, exited my car, and started to walk home. No DWI for me. 'kthxbai. The trouble actually started today, however, when i

I Pay Attention
I bet there are plenty of you on my friends list that don't even read this. How about this, if this is reposted I'll leave you a pic comment. So let's see who will actually re-post this. This is to see who's paying attention. Copy and re-post in your own bulletin. Re-post if you are a true cherry tap frien

Jay-z (song Cry)
The most incredible baby Uhh - mmm, mmm, mmm, mmm Yeah, yeah.. uhh I can't see 'em comin down my eyes So I gotta make the song cry I can't see 'em comin down my eyes So I gotta make the song cry [Jay-Z] Good dudes - I know you love me like cooked food Even though a nigga got move like a crook move We was together on the block since free lunch We shoulda been together havin 4 Seasons brunch We used to use umbrellas to face the bad weather So now we travel first class to change the forecast Never in bunches, just me and you I loved your point of view cause you held no punches Still I left you for months on end It's been months since I checked back in Well somewhere in a small town, somewhere lockin a mall down Woodgrain, four and change, Armor All'd down I can understand why you want a divorce now Though I can't let you know it, pride won't let me show it Pretend to be heroic, that's just one to grow with But deep inside a nigga so sick [Chorus] I can't see

Sex Quiz
You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

New Project Idea.
I will have new pictures up shortly..I'm changing my hair color :]! I'm excited. My appointment is on Wednesday! I just got yahoo messenger...My screen name is ASoldiersAngel07!I may dedicate a website to our troops and start up a care package thing..I'm still planning it all..other than that..Things have been crazy.This week i'm hanging out with a bunch of people I graduated with that I haven't seen in a while!! :] I can't wait.

Do You?
this is the song right now that makes me wonder Maybe this decision was a mistake You probably don't care what I have to say But it's been heavy on my mind for months now Guess I'm trying to clear some mental space I would love to talk to you in person But I understand why that can't be I'll leave you alone for good, I promise If you answer this one question for me (hook) I just wonder Do you ever Think of me Anymore Do you? First off let me say Congratulations! Heard that you just had a baby Girl If he looks anything like his mother she is the prettiest thing in the world Sware that im not tryna start no trouble Tell your fiance he can relax I'll leave you alone for good I promise Theres one question i just got to ask. (hook) I just wonder Do you ever Think of me Anymore Do you? I know what we had is dead and gone Too many times i made u cry And i dont

Dreams Of Sex!!!
Why is it that sex in dreams is SOOOO satisfying? I mean the sensations affect every one of the senses. Where are u the Man who can make me weak at the knees just by looking my way?? Not even my "Ben" can, and he's come the closest.

Posted This To My Stash Just Today 071607 After Reading It A Few Hours Ago...
but worth noting it here too, really- Nation magazine book review - three books, one a personal memoir, two surveys of the use of child soldiers and teens in conflicts around the world. Horrifying, I think personally, but instead of letting me summarize what's just a three-page review, please go read - and maybe find one of the books at your library and read that, too? I'm going to go see later...

Why?
Why, the most asked question in the world. So let me ask you a question. Why is it that the rough and tough man that beats the crap out of a woman, treats her like dog crap, and cheats on her constantly can keep a woman and not have any second thoughts about what he's done? Now I have another question for you, the reader, Why is it that a guy like me, sweet, caring, loveable, treats women with respect, will never cheat or lay a hand on her, gets the butt end of the deal and always winds up with the girl that has no life, no humor, no nothing...a real dead beat to sum it up. Why can't I get these women that are so afraid to leave the man their with for someone that would actually treat them right? If anyone has an answer please, please reply to this or to me! That's all for now, I'll do another one later!!

"love Hurts"
Sometimes love can feel Like the closest thing to heaven Sometimes love can feel Like you've been run over by a car Yes it can it's the strangest thing I know Make you feel warm when you feel cold And if you dowm on happiness You better get used to the taste of sadness Cause love can sure hurt sometimes Chorus: Love hurts and it don't Love don't always work Love ain't all it seems It feels good but it stings Love hurts and it don't Some people will tell you It's the best thing for the heart Yes they will what they fail to tell you It can tear your life apart But you know it's as sweet as a summer rain But it can hit you like a train Fill your heart with pain Fill your heart with pain Ooh everybody sing, everybody sing Chorus: Love hurts and it don't Love don't always work Love ain't all it seems It feels good but it stings Love hurts and it don't Bridge: When you know that you're alive Cause you feel so much pain When you feel you can't su

It Will Bring Tears To Your Eyes
Am I A Fireman Yet?? In Phoenix , Arizona , a 26-year-old mother stared down at her 6 year old son, who was dying of terminal leukemia. Although her heart was filled with sadness, she also had a strong feeling of determination. Like any parent, she wanted her son to grow up & fulfill all his dreams. Now that was no longer possible. The leukemia would see to that. But she still wanted her son's dream to come true. She took her son' s hand and asked, "Billy, did you ever think about what you wanted to be once you grew up? Did you ever dream and wish what you would do with your life?" Mommy, "I always wanted to be a fireman when I grew up." Mom smiled back and said, "Let's see if we can make your wish come true." Later that day she went to her local fire Department in Phoenix , Arizona , where she met Fireman Bob, who had a heart as big as Phoenix . She explained her son's final wish

You Never Know
" YOU NEVER KNOW JUST HOW MUCH YOU LOVE AND MISS SOMEONE UNTIL THEY ARE GONE" those words hit home last week, you see I lost a brother. I just wanted to take a lil time and say that although we only know each other on the INTERNET, YOU all are still my family and friends, and I miss and love you all daily....

Am I Wrong For This?
I am not here to please anyone or to pick up anyone, I am here for friends only, and what I do not understand is why one particular guy just will not let the salute pic go, in fact he wanted something further, he wanted me to take a pic with my thong around my neck and having a sign with something like "tequila for my" --- I will let the name out just to keep peace, and constantly asked for my number, but he will not talk to me now, but that is ok, I do not care either way. But here is the odd thing about this situation, he does not trust me, for whatever reason, but he is the one that is a sex offender and has it written all over his profile. I never once asked him any questions about it, I do not judge others on their past, but he has the nerve not trust me? I am the one getting emails from someone telling me to keep my distance from him and watch him for he would be asking for certain pics and numbers etc. and if I do not give it to him, he will not talk to you anymore etc, I

You Never Know
I just found out that the words " YOU NEVER KNOW HOW MUCH YOU LOVE AND MISS SOMEONE UNTIL THEY ARE GONE" really mean.. I lost a brother last friday. i would just like to say, although we only communicate on the internet, that you ae all my friends and family, and I love and think of you all...

Up In The Air!!!
*looking at calendar* Okay, this is the rundown on things in the life and times of Shannon Leigh. Troy's daughter is flying into Indianapolis on Friday (the 20th) morning at a little after 5:00 am, which means to get there we will have to leave home no later than 3:30 am...fun, fun, fun. Then after she gets here, I have to run Troy to work, then finally get us all home. Saturday is Troy's second oldest son's wedding, which means yet another long ass freaking road trip......4 hours with 6 people in his truck. The wedding is at 2:00 pm, so we'll have to leave here no later than 9:30 am and then after the reception, another 4 hour drive back home. Then at a little before 9:00 on Monday night, we take her back to Indianapolis to fly home. NOW, HERE IS THE FUN PART!! I got a call from Troy this afternoon, telling me that tonight he is working 12 hours and they might have to tomorrow night but it may be 16 hours instead. Then again, they could change their minds and th

What Attracts A Woman...
What Attracts Women A study conducted by UCLA's Department of Psychiatry has revealed that the kind of face a woman finds attractive on a man can differ depending on where she is in her menstrual cycle. For example: If she is ovulating, she is attracted to men with rugged and masculine features. However, if she is menstruating or menopausal, she tends to be more attracted to a man with duct tape over his mouth and a spear lodged in his chest while he is on fire. No further studies are planned at this time.

Batman Shoelaces.
I had a dream. I kicked ass. In my blue and black checkered Vans. And my Batman shoelaces. I want some. Help me fulfill my destiny. I will be... a professional crime fighter. Unless I come across fellow tokers. Y'all are cool.

This Ones Important!
If you can in anyway check out my mumm i just posted i will appreciate it ever so much... Hope you have a great evening...pull together with me on this mumm...maybe it dont have to be....Good night wonderful beautiful friends of mine...

When You Lost A Love That You Can't Get Back
this is a letter to men and women that have that person that they love and want to share the rest of there life with....we spend so much time on the past that our future could be right there in our face and we don't even know it or better yet we take that for granted...no matter man or women!! I lost the women i was suppose to be with for the rest of my life cause of my lack of trust and faith in our love and believe that at the end of the day as long as we have one another nothing really matter in this world, but being a person as i was i though we would have all the time in the world and she wouldn't go anywhere, but i was wrong dead wrong....i can't blame a person for wanting more out of life and when there not getting it they will find it somewhere else....i look back and i think of all the times i was down and a call from her mademe smile like i just won the lottery when in fact i did when we got together and she became my women....so now if she ever read this i hope she understan

Always The Curious One, I Am
I want to know what YOU sound like. Yes. YOU. (and even you...over there, hiding in the corner, yeah I see ya...) Soooo, whaddya say?? Give it a whirl? For me? *bats eyes* I have cookies. *grin*

A Thank You Is In Order
Ok, so I want to say Thank You to everyone that fucked me over, backstabbed me, talked shit behind my back, and every other mean thing that everyone around here seems to do. Thank You. I really appreciate the motivation to get the fuck outta here. Because of every single one of you, I am even more motivated to get to alabama. And for everyone who doesnt think I'm going to make it down there, this is my fuck you to you. I am going to make it. I am going to fight for everything so that way, I will never have to come back here and see any one of you ever again. =] and to Rizzo and Mike - Thank You for hurting me in the worst ways possible. You both have given me the strength to get out, and get more for myself. Because of you two, I hate syracuse, and you two make me more determined than ever to prove you both wrong. I am not the girl either one of you think I am, I am not to be fucked with anymore. So Thank You for making me a pissed off, motivated bitch. :) except

Notice To All
Ok everyone, if for some reason, I have accidentally pissed you off, I feel like I should be told about it, so I know what I did wrong because I'm sure if you pissed me off then you would want to be told too by me and get it worked out, so if I end up doing this on accident or whatnot just let me know either by shoutbox or private message, ok? Thanks! :-D

When Girls Drink To Much
WHEN WE GIRLS DRINK TOO MUCH............ 1. WE HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA WHERE OUR PURSE IS. 2. WE BELIEVE THAT DANCING WITH OUR ARMS OVERHEAD AND WIGGLING OUR BUTT WHILE YELLING "WOO-HOO!" IS TRULY THE SEXIEST DANCE MOVE AROUND. 3. WE'VE SUDDENLY DECIDED THAT WE WANT TO KICK SOMEONE'S ASS AND HONESTLY BELIEVE WE COULD DO IT TOO. 4. IN OUR LAST TRIP TO PEE, WE REALIZE THAT WE NOW LOOK MORE LIKE A HOMELESS HOOKER THAN THE GODDESS WE WERE JUST FOUR HOURS AGO. 5. WE DROP OUR 3:00 A.M. SUBMARINE SANDWICH ON THE FLOOR (WHICH WE'RE EATING EVEN THOUGH WE ARE NOT THE LEAST BIT HUNGRY), PICK IT UP AND CARRY ON EATING IT 6.WE START CRYING AND TELLING EVERYONE WE SEE THAT WE LOVE THEM SOOOOO MUCH. 7. WE GET EXTREMELY EXCITED AND JUMP UP AND DOWN EVERY TIME A NEW SONG PLAYS BECAUSE "OH MY GOD! I LOVE THIS SONG!" 8. WE'VE FOUND A DEEPER/SPIRITUAL SIDE TO THE GEEK SITTING NEXT TO US. 9. THE MAN WE'RE FLIRTING WITH USED TO BE OUR 5TH GRADE TEACHER. 10. THE URGE TO TAKE OFF ARTICLES

Girls Poem
I shave my legs, I sit down to pee. And I can justify any shopping spree. Don't go to a barber, but a beauty salon. I can get a massage without a hard-on. I can balance the checkbook; I can pump my own gas. Can talk to my friends, about the size of my ass. My beauty's a masterpiece, and yes, it takes long. At least I can admit, to others when I'm wrong. I don't drive in circles, at any cost. And I don't have a problem, admitting I'm lost. I never forget, an important date. You just got to deal with it, I'm usually late. I don't watch movies, with lots of gore. Don't need instant replay, to remember the score. I won't lose my hair, I don't get jock itch. And just because I'm assertive, dont call me a bitch. Don't say to your friends, Oh yeah, I can get her. In your dreams, my dear, I can do better! Flowers are okay, but jewelry's best. Look at me you idiot... Not at my chest???? I don

Missing Me??!?!?!?
Can you stop, please? Can you stop the fire? You cant stop the fire, you wont say the words. Please, Please Please, please forgive me, But I won't be home again. Maybe someday you'll look up, And, barely conscious, you'll say to no one: "Isn't something missing?" You won't cry for my absence, I know - You forgot me long ago. Am I that unimportant...? Am I so insignificant...? Isn't something missing? Isn't someone missing me? Even though I'm the sacrifice, You won't try for me, not now. Though I'd die to know you love me, I'm all alone. Isn't someone missing me? Whispered: Can you stop, please? Can you stop the fire? You cant stop the fire, you wont say the words. Please, Please Please, please forgive me, But I won't be home again. I know what you do to yourself, I breathe deep and cry out; "Isn't something missing? Isn't someone missing me?" Even though I'm the sacrifice, You won't try for me, not now. Though I'd die to know you lov

The Root Of All Evil
For the record. My Great Aunt is lying in a hospital bed in the cardiac unit right NOW. She can't even have any morphine because she had problem with it after her husband shoved fiberglass into her arms in an attempt to kill her slowly. BUT REALLY, LET'S JUST TALK ABOUT YOUR G@DDAMN PROBLEMS AND HOW FUCKED YOUR LIFE IS BECAUSE SOMEONE MADE THE MISTAKE OF LOVING YOU. There. Now that IS something that I have said. Right there. In print. And you know what, it's something I wouldn't normally say. But I'm pissed the m#therf^cking hello off right now. Sadly, she really was married. To bad.

Before
I Used To Love Her How many years will this clock have to tick How many tears have to fall How many nights must I lie here and wonder If I'm gonna survive this at all Waking up and reaching out for no one Is the hardest part to get over I can't wait for the day when I can finally say I used to love her I'm gettin' better at walkin' the floor I'm wearin' holes in my shoes I keep on looking for something I've lost As if I had something to lose [I Used To Love Her - these lyrics are found on http://www.songlyrics.com] Calling out her name while nobody answers Is the hardest part to get over I can't wait for the day when I can finally say I used to love her This endless wall of heartache and pain I can't seem to get over I can't wait for the day when I can finally say I used to love her I can't wait for the day when I can finally say I used to love her.

Feeling Sick & Ran Down
WELL EVERYONE I DONT KNOW WHAT IS WRONG WITH ME ,BUT I'M NOT FEELING GOOD TODAY. I FEEL REALLY SICK & RAN DOWN FOR SOME REASON....SO I THINK I'M GONNA MAKE IT A EARLY NIGHT & HOPEFULLY I'LL FEEL BETTER TOMORROW. HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A GOOD NIGHT ERIKA

Was Sent To Me After 9-11
Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees; a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare. Each of them was search

The Love Of My Life!
Monday, July 16, 2007 JIMMIE, My love, My fantacy, My EVERYTHING Current mood: loved Category: Romance and Relationships Jimmie Berryhill... My friend... My love. I am falling so in love with this man. I can't help it. He is just so.. different. He reminds me of my father and my brother. Next month I am going to KY to visit him and he is paying for everything.. he demands it. ha-ha. My parents, my family, my friends know about him, my family didn't even know about Jason. At any rate.. Jimmie wants to meet everyone in my life, and from what I can tell he is honest, he is too lazy to lie about anything is what he says. so if you have ANY QUESTIONS for him at all, he is more than happy to answer them. He loves me.. why I still don't know, but he loves ME. As I am, he loves me, is falling in love with me. And I love him for that. I am falling for him as well, its weird and scary because we have yet to actually meet, but I cannot wait to meet him, to hold him, t

My Ex, Jason...
on to the next blog *Jason* Current mood: nostalgic Category: Life About a week before I was raped I met a guy online at a wesite called Cherrytap. We started chatting on YIM and having fun with both of our twisted sence of humors. After my rape, about a week or two or three after, I decided to get back online and let some of my close friends know whats happening. Jason Yimed me and we started talking again and he noticed an obvious change in my attitude, and all I could bring myself to say was "I used to believe the good in this world untill Ive suffered the Evil in it." After a while of talking I told him what happened. He made me laugh and get my mind off of things and we decided to go on a date, correction he talked me into going out again and fighting back. He helped me go out into the public again. So we met on St. Patricks day 2007. We went to an early lunch at Ruby Tuesdays and had a nice long conversation. Then we went to go watch 300 in the theatres, then w

Rape
Tuesday, July 03, 2007 I was Raped Current mood: hopeful Category: Life OKay here it goes.. ramblings from an introvert so I hope you can keep up. This blog will tie into my next blog. I was raped in Feb. of 2007. By a complete stranger in the parking lot of a club I've never been to before and never will again go to. I was in shock and denial the first week after it happened. I was numb. Then it hit me what really happened. I couldn't fake the smile anylonger. I was at church with my brother and his wonderful fiance'e, and after the service, i told them what happened to me. They weren't the first people I told, but the first to help me do what i needed to do. They took me to the Arlington Police Station, that turned out to be just right up the street from where I was raped. My brother and his fiance'e came into the empty room with me while I told the officer what happened that night in detail.. gave the location i was at, the discription of the hispanic

Anyone Got Some Good Mojo/karma To Send My Way....
I sent off some good karma to a friend today; but, I really didn't mean to send all of it away!! ;) This day has been a nightmare since the bank has not only one account that I have agreed to; but they have "accidentally" closed ALL my accounts after being with them for the last 4 years. Yikes! It doesn't really pay to put all your eggs in one basket -- most definitely!! This is indeed proof in the pudding. They apologized. It will take about 2 weeks to clear up -- in the meantime, I have bills to pay, and food/gas to purchase in the upcoming 2 weeks. Looks like it is going to be a good time to go on a water diet!! They are going to TRY to see what they can do to straighten it out tomorrow... but, I am not holding my breath -- especially in the heat we are having down here in Texas. No, I know it isn't funny... but, I have to find a bit of humor somewhere along the way. *sigh* If I go back to bed, will it all come back to life today and it will only have been

Long Lost Friend
Sunday, October 01, 2006 LONG LOST FRIENDS Current mood: thankful Well Well Well, I can't believe it and I'm so extatic! She found me after loosing contact with eachother (again) since I first left my home of Hawai'i in 96. It's amazing how much things can change, how much time can change a person and yet, the bond between friends remain the same. My little cockaroach, I can't wait to see you again.. Im going to start planning my vacation to Cali to see you! Of course I'll wait for you to settle in and for me to save up.. I love Cali. I was there in 2000 and cried when I saw the pacific ocean for the first time since Hawai'i. Ha-ha I even screamed Aloha to you. Crazy I know.. I just felt, and still feel land locked in Texas. I was even thinking of actually moving to Cali.. and now that you are there.. maybe I can get a move on it.. actually start working things out. Wouldn't it be great to live so close to eachother again? At any rate.. YAY for Mysp

Husband Store
A brand new store has just opened in New York City that sells Husbands. When women go to choose a husband, they have to follow the instructions at the entrance:"You may visit this store ONLY ONCE! There are 6 floors and the value of the products increase as you ascend the flights. You may choose any item from a particular floor, or may choose to go up to the next floor, but you CANNOT go back down except to exit the building! So, a woman goes to the Husband Store to find a husband. On the 1st floor the sign on the door reads: Floor 1 - These men have jobs. The 2nd floor sign reads: Floor 2 - These men Have Jobs and Love Kids. The 3rd floor sign reads: Floor 3 - These men Have Jobs, Love Kids and are extremely good looking. "Wow," she thinks, but feels compelled to keep going. She goes to the 4th floor and the sign reads: Floor 4 - These men Have Jobs, Love Kids, are Drop-dead Good Looking and Help with Housework. "Oh, mercy me!" she exclaims, "I

Meet A Friend
I just wanted to introduce you to a friend that hasn't been on Cherry Tap that long. She's still learning all about this site. She's has a heart of gold and and always willing to help others. Please stop by and Fan, Add and rate her. *~shuks~* (David's lil' sis)@ CherryTAP This is a pimp out from: BooBoo...Rate,Fan, Add, So I can return it:)@ CherryTAP

Canada
So I just returned last night from a weekend in Toronto.. what fun that was. :) I really had a great time.. it did wonders for my stress level. I experienced some great discount shopping, at some great Greek food, met some wonderful Canadians, danced 'til the morning and all around enjoyed my trip and I am planning on returning whenever I get the next opportunity. Nothing like leaving the country to put a new perspective on everything that's home.

Update On My Grandmother Mentioned A Couple Nights Ago In An Entry...
Hey there so this is just a quick update on my last blog entry... My Grandmother went to the hospital at 2 a.m. lastnight because she was having major hallucinations. She was convinced that my Grandfather was there and that her children were young. She was also seeing what I guess could be concidered angelic figures and for some reason a house on fire. So it turns out that she has pnemonia and that is most likely what was causing the hallucinations. I'm worried about her but trying to keep posotive thoughts. Anyway I guess that's all. ~Love & Hugs~

Troubled Water
This blog will be very short. I'm crying as I write this. I just don't know what to do. The man I love most in the entire world is not talking to me. I don't know what is going on and it's breaking my heart. I just wish he would let me know that he's ok. I miss him so much that it hurts. I hope he knows that I love him and cherish him. I really want him to contact me soon. I'm so scared that something has happened.

No Tingle No Butterflies
Wednesday, April 26, 2006 no tingle, no butterflies... Current mood: bored Category: Romance and Relationships Okay so I've been dating this guy for about a month now.. he really is sweet, kind, funny, I really like him...Usually I wouldnt have even given him a second look, he just isnt my type as far as looks go, but Ive learned to look past that... but when we kiss.. I dont get the butterflies, I don't feel a spark, no 'WOW'. I LOVE TO KISS.. but my lips dont even tingle when we come up for air.. Whats wrong with this picture? When will my lips tingle after a kiss?

The Crush Game
Alright I have a game where I'm taking screen shots of my crushes and posting them on my photos, everytime a crush is answered correctly the answerer gets a drink and the crush changes, if you help with figuring out the next crush you are disqualified for that crush picture, if you are a crush you can rip the your photo for a wall of fame, or shame since it is a hairy man like me.

End Of Time
Breakups suck, I am sure alot of people know that... Aside from the emotional jest of it, there is sorting out all the stuff, changing all the websites, having friends ask "you still with (name)" and haveing to explain to them what happened, then theres the millions of pictures you took of them on your phone and im sure theres more, its a headache really... Then after it sets in, most people wonder 'should i have done that' and thats when lonelyness hits your hard.... I say... Shit happens....

Nelly Furtado's "say It Right"
SOME OF THE SONG LYRICS I AM POSTING IN MY BLOGS MEAN A LOT TO ME Say It Right In the day In the night Say it all Say it right You either got it Or you don't You either stand or you fall When your will is broken When it slips from your hand When there's no time for joking There's a hole in the plan Oh you don't mean nothing at all to me No you don't mean nothing at all to me Do you got what it takes to set me free Oh you could mean everything to me I can't say that I'm not lost and at fault I can't say that I don't love the light and the dark I can't say that I don't know that I am alive And all of what I feel I could show You tonite you tonite From my hands I could give you Something that I made From my mouth I could sing you another brick that I laid From my body I could show you a place God knows You should know the space is holy Do you really want to go?

Easy
The easy parts over now, it?s time to cry The easiest part of all, was saying goodbye The easy parts over now, and you are gone Now comes the hardest part, living alone Time is the only friend that I have left here with me But can those healing hand of time erase your memory? The easy parts over now, we?ve come to the end The easy parts over now, and the hard part begins Time is the only friend that I have left here with me But can those healing hand of time erase your memory? The easy parts over now, we?ve come to the end The easy parts over now, and the hard part begins

Meat-on-a-stick??
So this past Saturday, Lizzie and I hosted our first annual Meat-On-A-Stick day. This carnivore delight day is perfect for all Atkins friendly meat eaters, and definitely not for the crunchy vegetarian types. Not that we don't strongly support freedom of choice. We just happen to like meat: A lot. SO what actually composes a day of Meat-on-a-stick one might ask (and by now you're either reading this or have clicked off to something less meat filled that this blog)?? To be properly broad in our appreciation of meat, we selected from the five basic meat groups and dishes from several countries to add a little variety: Beef: Super spicy habanero pepper rubbed and lime splashed sirloin skewers Peruvian style Beef Kebabs with grilled onions and zucchini (recipe at end) Chicken: Juicy Pineapple Ginger Chicken with extra pineapple (of course) Pork: (the other white meat) Hispanic Grilled Pork Kebabs with Manchamantel Sauce (recipe at end) Lamb: Middle Ea

My Sweet Sweet Love Nsfw
My Sweet Sweet Love (adult Only please) come here to me and I will show you step by step the path to your seriously wicked sinfully wrought most beautiful ADDICTION at this my mind does begin to reel the look of mine eyes deep within his begins the slow burn of a desperate feel at the base of my thighs where my flower resides I know the dampening of a stream a flow slowly he peels his gaze from mine as my eyes follow the line in the curve of his lips as attentively they wander me down nipping the skin between us two making it known I am his queen his lips so firm and erotically moist around the curves to cling to my breasts suckling there til I shiver within and yet the real story has yet to begin yes I think I now understand the light in his eyes guiding me through the wink that tells me let it all go pull back the curtain and invite you all in to this my ever ADDI

Forget
So I feel so blue sometimes I want to die And so I?ve got a broken heart so what They say that time will heal all wounds in mice and men And I know that someday I?ll forget and love again But just between you and me I got my doubts about it But just between you and me you?re too much to forget So I?ve lost the only girl I ever loved And so I?ve never felt so low so what I?ll just tell myself each time I want to cry That someday time will dry the teardrops from my eyes But just between you and me I not so sure about it Just between you and me you?re too much to forget You?re too much to forget

Hmmmmmmmmmmmm
You Are An Invisible Ex You're so over your ex, you hardly even remember you have an ex You prefer leave all of the baggage behind you - far, far behind As they say, indifference is the opposite of love!What Type of Ex Are You?

And Now.... Just Looking At The Screen...
so.. looking off to the side of my profile page.. wondering what to do here now.... Ok.. already got a little bored here.. happens.. not many thing keep my attention for long... anyway... I see the Horoscope... "Frankly, you need to lighten up. Your outside looks calm, capable and collected, but you might be fuming on the inside. Be a little playful with yourself, especially under these circumstances. Your mood will lift." LOL well... looks like it's on the mark so far!! Waiting for the "Lifting Action" to take place. Hopefully it will be an interview for a job I've been wanting... still waiting to hear.. but then, this is State stuff so it's never as fast as you want it to be...

The New Iced Earth
ICED EARTH guitarist Jon Schaffer recently spoke to Lucem Fero's Welsh interviewer Anthony Morgan. Topics of discussion included the U.S. band's upcoming two albums "Framing Armageddon (Something Wicked Part 1)" and "Revelation Abomination (Something Wicked Part 2)", and also the media reaction towards 2004's "The Glorious Burden". Several excerpts from the interview follow: Lucem Fero: Can you give me an overview of the "Something Wicked" story, and what it's about and so on? Jon Schaffer: "Well, an overview is really pretty difficult because it's so complex. Basically the story that I wrote back in late 1997, an original album called 'Something Wicked This Way Comes', ended with the trilogy. That trilogy was a point in time in the story that I wrote, so it's always been planned to actually do this big giant concept album. We had to put it on hold for a while due to changing record companies and what not, but it felt like it was time about a year and half ago to carry it on wh

Loaded God Complex, Cock It & Pull It!!!
They say look before you leap. Well it has become blatantly obvious to me that I have not learned that lesson.When it comes to affairs of the heart I leap, falling flat on my face! To the innocent bystanders it it can be quit ammusing I'm sure. Now afer I pick myself up, bruised, bleeding & broken it is no one else's responsibility but my own to repair the damage done by my ill-fated free-fall.I have been accused of choosing the "wrong" guy in the past. And let me tell you I have run the gamut of the "wrong" gut from the user, to the abuser, to the irrevocably damaged beyond repair guy. People have asked me how it is possible for one person (me) to have so many "wrongs" in an otherwise right life? Well, I believe after much introspection I can finally shed some light on this phenomenon. I always see the "good" in a person, no matter how disfunctional this person really is. Each of us has our "excentricities" that we deal with on a daily basis. In my personal opinion it all comes down t

The Dream Nsfw
THE DREAM (Adult Only) Walking quietly through the musk scented pine covered field, I close my eyes and the breeze fills my senses. The enveloping warmth of the evening shadows caress me, and I relax. I let down my guard and allow my mind to wander free and take me places I long to be. The frogs croaking create a natural symphony that soothes the beast within. A sense of security surrounds me. I feel safe, at home with the water lapping the shore, nourishing my soul with the rains of renewal. I lie down in the soft moist emerald grass and listen to the stream rolling across the granite rocks. I close my eyes. The last rays of the evening sun snake lazily across the heavens. I sleep. Suddenly my senses are completely alert. I open my eyes and sit straight up . . . I search the shadows looking for the presence I feel in the darkness. I call your name and wait for an answer. There is no one there . . . but yet I feel you . . . I know your presence like I know my own na

I Talk To Angels
She never mentions the word addiction In certain company Yes, shell tell you shes an orphan After you meet her family She paints her eyes as black as night, now Pulls those shades down tight Yeah, she gives a smile when the pain comes, The pains gonna make everything alright Says she talks to angels, They call her out by her name She talks to angels, Says they call her out by her name She keeps a lock of hair in her pocket She wears a cross around her neck Yes, the hair is from a little boy And the cross is someone she has not met, not yet Says she talks to angels, Says they all know her name Oh yeah, she talks to angels, Says they call her out by her name She dont know no lover, None that I ever seen Yes, to her that aint nothing But to me, yeah me, Its everything She paints her eyes as black as night now She pulls those shades down tight Oh yeah, theres a smile when the pain comes, The pains gonna make everything alright, alright yeah She ta

Im Sad Yet Searching For Answers!! :(
A Reaaaaaaaaaaaaaaallllllllllllly down night ..Feelin down in the dumps right now!!!!!..... (((((((Sighs)))))..............:( :( :( ================================================== I'm searching for answers Cause something is not right. I follow the signs, I'm close to the fire. I fear that soon you'll reveal Your dangerous mind. It's in your eyes, what's on your mind. I fear your smile and the promise inside. It's in your eyes, what's on your mind. I fear your presence, I'm frozen inside. I'm searching for answers Not questioned before. The curse of awareness, There's no peace of mind. As your true colors show A dangerous sign. It's in your eyes, what's on your mind. I see the truth that you've buried inside. It's in your eyes, what's on your mind. There is no mercy, just anger I find. I just have to know, while I still have time. Do I have to run, or hide away from you? It's in your eyes, what's on your mind. I see the truth that you'v

Prayer For Bubba
Bubba goes to the revival and listens to the preacher. After a while, the preacher asks anyone with needs to come forward and be prayed over. Bubba gets in line and when it's his turn the preacher says, "Bubba, what you want me to pray about?" Bubba says, "Preacher, I need you to pray for my hearing." So the preacher puts one finger in Bubba's ear and the other hand on top of his head and prays a while. After a few minutes, he removes his hands and says, "Bubba, how's your hearing now?" Bubba says, "I don't know preacher, it's not until next Wednesday."

I Am Feeling Really Down And Blue Tonight!! : (
Im feeling really down tonight... Got the blues ..... I dont get like this often.. Maybe like 2 times a year .. I am always a happy positive upbeat person.... got it rough tonight I guess... I always express myself throough my written words.... Songs and poems........ ==================================================== I´m dying to catch my breath Oh why don´t I ever learn? I´ve lost all my trust, though I´ve surely tried to turn it around Can you still see the heart of me? All my agony fades away when you hold me in your embrace Don´t tear me down for all I need Make my heart a better place Give me something I can believe Don´t tear me down You´ve opened the door now, don´t let it close I´m here on the edge again I wish I could let it go I know that I´m only one step away from turning it around Can you still see the heart of me? All my agony fades away when you hold me in your embrace Don´t tear me down for all I need Make my heart a better place

Horscope For Today
So many people are trying to get your attention right now, but you only have eyes for a certain someone. But, does this person even know that he or she is a priority in your life? That's a very important question.

Vic Tat Contest Opens 7-17 @ 5: Pst
CONTEST STARTS 7-17 @ 5:00 pst...7:00 central Will be taking entrants until then. SEXY TATTOO CONTEST Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket Photo Sharing and Video Hosting at Photobucket I really want to see what you've got, and I need hot tattoo pics for my contest as well. I need at least 10 people to come and try your hand, foot, back, leg or what ever other body part you have tattooed (except for the little or big NSFW parts) This contest will run for 7 days and here are the list of prizes and rules. First place, VIC for a month Second place, Big pimp gift Third place, Big pimp gift The big pimp gifts will be determined on the amount of comments left. 1~ Self commenting is allowed 2~ Comment bombing is a MUST, if you enter please have friends or family to back you. 3~ NO NSFW PICTURES ALLOWED 4~ I WILL HAVE NO DRAMA!!! if you start crap you are gone. Please send a cmail if you would like to enter along with the link to the tattoo pic

Bemeath The Sheets Of Two Women
Beneath the sheets of two women I've slept To whom I have been so deeply inside Both have sketched memories in my heart One sketched in my skin Both embedded in my mind Yet, ones more deeply within One is the meaning of my pain Yet one deepens my sin Stress springs from her Grows over my nature And pulls me down in it's grips And it's only love that dares Rescue me from the abyss Both lost in the labyrinth We cannot escape her attack So even with her love intact My heart simply remains trapped What will it take for the destruction to end Life of love I need help But with who to depend Should I stay on this path In which destruction ends Or should I go with my savior My heart will she mend … ?

Teacher, What Starts With "f" Ends In "k" ?
>> >>A first-grade teacher, Ms. Brooks, was having trouble with one of >>her students. The teacher asked, "Harry, what's your problem >> >>Harry answered, "I'm too smart for the 1st grade. My sister is in >>the 3rd grade and I'm smarter than she is! I think I should be in the >>3rd grade too!" >> >>Ms. Brooks had had enough. She took Harry to the principal's office. >> >>While Harry waited in the outer office, the teacher explained to the >>principal what the situation was. The principal told Ms. Brooks he would >>give the boy a test. If he failed to answer any of his questions he was >>to go back to the 1st grade and behave. She agreed. >> >>Harry was brought in and the conditions were explained to him and he >>agreed to take the test. >> >>Principal: "What is 3 x 3?" >> >>Harry: "9." >> >> >>Principal:! "! What is 6 x 6?" >> >>Harry: "36." >> >>And so it went with every question the principal thought a 3rd >>grader should know. >> >>The principal looks

He Needs Lotsa Love
HEY EVERYONE..THANKS FOR STOPPING BY MY BLOG..I NEED SOME HELP IN SHOWING ALMOND JOY (my CT hubby) MAJOR LOVE..HE IF YOU GO BY AND FAN ADD AND RATE HIM AND SOME OF HIS PICS I WOULD GREATLY APPRECIATE IT AND I KNOW HE WOULD TO..HES SO LONELY..SO GO ON AND SHOW HIM WHAT CT IS REALLY ABOUT..THANKS LOVLYMOM http://www.cherrytap.com/user/369759

Just To Say I Love You...
I would love the chance to tell you how I feel... And how much you will be missed...Life just won't be the same without you...Your laughter and the way you always cheered me up when I was down...We were good friends through thick and thin...You will always be missed and my heart you did take...I know we will see each other in another life another time...But right now it hurts to know your gone...To know that I will be able to talk to you... Love you hun... Christopher RIP 1978-2007... Just so you all know plz tell the one's you love how you feel...Life is so unpredictable...And you don't know when they will be ripped away from you...

You're Lost
Your lost I cant see you Nor can I hear you I Spotted a tear fall Your open eye Stares at me from afar Wondering why there is so much distance And in an instance I reappear Right in front of your eyes It's as clear as those drops of tears That I'm the one that clears you mind Brings you to a higher place Your fears only I erase I love you Yet I hurt you Tell you I'll stay true But yet I desert you Do I deserve you I don't know…

Before Time Was........
Before time was, there was The One; The One was all, and all was The One. And the vast expanse known as the universe was The One, all-wise, all-pervading, all-powerful, eternally changing. And space moved. The One molded energy into twin forms, equal but opposite, fashioning the Goddess and God from The One and of The One. The Goddess and God stretched and gave thanks to The One, but darkness surrounded them. They were alone, solitary save for The One. So They formed energy into gasses and gasses into suns and planets and moons; They sprinkled the universe with whirling globes and so all was given shape by the hands of the Goddess and God. light arose and the sky was illuminated by a billion suns. And the Goddess and God, satisfied by their works, rejoiced and loved, and were one. From their union sprang the seeds of all life, and of the human race, so that we might achieve incarnation upon the Earth. The Goddess chose the Moon as Her symbol, to remind the inhabitants of Earth of their

Just A Note To Say Hello
Hello to all, Just wanted to say hello and wish everyone well. I got a lot going on right now but it will work out. I got something to look forward to so I will strive harder to see to it that it does. Hope everyone's Monday got off to a great start and may the rest of the week be grand as well. As always your friend Lisa Tequila Sunrise

I'm Sorry
I'm Sorry if I'm not skinny enough for you to see my ribs. I'm sorry.. if I'm not pretty enough to be "your girl". I'm sorry.. if I'm not tan enough for you. I'm sorry.. if I'm not a playboy model so I don't act like a porn star for you. I'm sorry.. If i don't have a dream body that turns you on. I'm sorry.. if I'm too tall or too short for you. I'm sorry.. if i won't drop down to my knees to get you to like me. I'm sorry.. if my hair isn't just the way you like it. I'm sorry.. if I'm not the "hottest" girl you have ever seen. But most of all... I'm sorry that most guys can't accept a girl for who they really are. If you're a girl and you agree with this letter, repost as "I'm sorry." If you're one of the few GUYS with enough balls to repost and you would never make your girl feel this way, repost as "I love you just the way you are... ~MIKA~

In Rememberance
This calls for a dance Or maybe a toast Whatever, it calls for, it must show the utmost Utmost respect for the situation In remembrance of the day I asked for your hand I remember like it was yesterday Centered in the trees of Autumn We were surrounded by these I could see the tears in your eyes At the very touch of my hand I felt your nervous shake As your stared at your man I could see you thoughts As if they where projected Onto your face from you brain And it was funny So not unusually I was thinking the same Madam, will you take my hand and forever to hold As long as you live Will you be my wife My lover The mother of my kids With all that said I ask you this Will you be my wife? This i Wrote to a girl when i was 16, she died in a horrible car wreck caused by an arguement between us. This was going to be said at our wedding, instead i read it at her funeral:(

The Breakup
Meanless words are spoken From people who mean so much to each other Swear they love one another But finds themselves loving another Things get weird as feelings change amongst the couple As they realize the destruction They crumble They start to rely more on the signficent other Tougues tied together They no longer know what to stay Argument becomes more and more meaningless In the begining Not even for a second Would either of them have dreamed of this And when it seems as the wound has to much damage to heal The finally break apart Could the crash have been avoided If only before they both turned, they had yeild?

School -1957 Vs. 2007
Scenario: Jack goes quail hunting before school, pulls into school parking lot with shotgun in gun rack. 1957 - Vice Principal comes over, looks at Jack's shotgun, goes to his car and gets his shotgun to show Jack. 2007 - School goes into lock down, FBI called, Jack hauled off to jail and never sees his truck or gun again. Counselors called in for traumatized students and teachers. Scenario: Johnny and Mark get into a fistfight after school. 1957 - Crowd gathers. Mark wins. Johnny and Mark shake hands and end up buddies. 2007 - Police called, SWAT team arrives, arrests Johnny and Mark. Charge them with assault, both expelled even though Johnny started it. Scenario: Jeffrey won't be still in class, disrupts other students. 1957 - Jeffrey sent to office and given a good paddling by the Principal. Returns to class, sits still and does not disrupt class again. 2007 - Jeffrey given huge doses of Ritalin. Becomes a zombie. Tested for ADD. School gets extra money f

July 16, 2007
You're committed to seeing this action all the way to the end, but you also understand the importance of giving yourself a little creative leeway. Other people may not get it, but they don't need to: You know it works.

Take My Hand
Take my hand I want to take you to a place A place we've only imagined A place were we wouldn't believe Couldn't believe it excited There is no pain There are no tears Fear is the last thing to fear Here In this place This place I have held close No one has been here before Only I resided in this place Inside my chest Underneath my ribs This place I speak of is my heart Take my hand And come inside

A Letter To My Moma
My Mama & Me I dedicate this to Linda Jane Yeager Born on March 1st 1960- Deceased on Febuary 9th, 2006 Why can't I live everyday like its gonna be the last? Except for the last day with my Mama, I could not even say goodbye. We put her on life support, but now I wish we didn't. She was suffering and hurting, she had been for a long time. I was so selfish wanting her to get better so she could be with me and my girls. I prolonged her illness by making her suffer 5 more days on life support. I was trying to beat fate but fate won, just as always!!! Dear Mama, I am so sorry for being selfish and not being there to take you to the hospital, instead I left you about 9:15 p.m. to go to work. I was so worried that my job needed me and was depending on me to be there. I regret leaving you knowing you were struggling to breathe, but you had refused to go back to the hospital. When I ask you if you needed to go, that was a stupid question it was only obvious. I wish I wo

Proud To Be A Newfoundlander!
A Newf is drinking in a bar when he gets a call on his cell phone. He Hangs up, grinning from ear to ear, and orders a round of drinks for everybody in the bar announcing his wife had produced a typical Newfoundland baby boy weighing 25 pounds. Nobody can believe that any new baby can weigh in at 25 pounds, but the Newf just shrugs, "That's about average back home, folks......like I said, my boy's a typical Newfoundland baby boy." Congratulations showered him from all around, and many exclamations of "WOW"....one woman actually fainted due to sympathy pains. Two weeks later he returns to the bar. The bartender says, "Say you're the father of that typical Newfoundland baby that weighed 25 pounds at birth. Everybody's been making bets about how big he'd be in two weeks. So how much does he weigh now?" The proud father answers, "Seventeen pounds." The bartender is puzzled, concerned, and a little suspicious. "What happened? He already weighed 25 pounds the day he was born!"

So Far Away Yet So Close To My Heart
I think of you and wonder why so far away i live my life not an hour goes by i dont think of you and all the fun exciting things we could do your special in ways left untold one night is all i ask for it to be you i hold. I know you will find happiness the truth is told but from all these miles till then ill be cold your young smart and beautiful I know your concious is dutiful. what can i do to make you understand next to you is where i want to be, holding your hand

Placing The Blame
born carrol sue on may 7 1989 to her parents.she weighted 5 lbs 3 oz and was 2 months premature.she began her life fighting to keep alive.on july 16,2007 she lost her fight to stay alive by her own will.all her life shed been delt the worst hand in the deck.at 3 her father was shot through their front door.it was never solved.after that her mom became an alchhalic and dated anyone for a drink.she witnessed her mother being beaten many times till ne day the beating was so severe she slipped into a coma.she never recovered.carrol sue was 13 when she wnt to a foster home.there she was raped by three of her foster brothers and abused by the parents.at 17 she became pregenant,she married the man who made her pregnenant.he was a 36 year old alchohalic her foster dad had made her date for money.the abuse began immediately,she lost 3 front teeth on her wedding night compliments if her new loving husband and a beer bottle he smahed into her face becouse she refused to have sex with the guys he

Haunted
i see you smiling, and yet its genuine I hear your laughter, and it rings I feel your emotions, and they are true I hear your words, as just a memory I see your eyes, yet they look haunted I feel your pain, we share it well I feel your heart, yet torn, its beating I smell your scent, upon my life Once there were giggles Laughter of glee now there are memories Memmories of me. With my life so far away forgotten at night Remembered by day pleasure turns to pain yet its the only way Remember this forever 'cause there will come a day when the dark unfolds onto light and the truth shines forever in a day though I may be gone Nowhere around look into your soul there I will be found

Courtesy
My ma always said, courtesy goes along way..... I guess there are some stuck up gals that won't even reply with a simple thx for the "whatever"!!! Anyway, for all you ladies that have replied and commented me.........................

American Idol 2007 Episode 37 - Top 4 Elimination Show Review
What a hard decision it was this week to pick someone to vote for. Why, at the Top 4 week, can't the contestants be singing songs and performing like their lives depended on it. They all just seem happy to "see what happens next" and no one has really convinced the country that they really are a star. Last week we lost two people and that seemed to do nothing to shakes things up this week as we get down to the business end of the competition. Barry Gibb will be performing tonight. I really hope he's lip syncing cause he sounded terrible last night. Ok, enough rambling. Let's check out what every one sang last night. Melinda Doolittle sang Love You Inside Out and How Can You Mend a Broken Heart Blake Lewis sang

And In The End, The Love You Take
Okay, I'll admit it: I'm a little surprised that Blake didn't win. He's got a more mainstream contemporary pop sound than Jordin, which is not to say he's a better singer, just that mainstream young pop has been a winner since the music business discovered in the 1950s that teenagers were an even better music-buying audience than adults, at whom popular music had been aimed since minstrels roamed the streets of old Europe with lutes and drummers spoke to each other on the African veldt. But in the 1950s, when record players suddenly became cheap personal accessories instead of expensive pieces of furniture that families displayed in the living room, the music biz underwent this sea change where young folks started driving the bus. This wasn't all good or all bad, but it was different. Songs followed the market, of course, and soon the popular songs of the day were Chuck Berry singing "Sweet little 16 / she's got the grownup blues / tight dresses and lipstick / she's sportin' high

Fuck Starbucks.....i Knew I Didn't Like Them For Some Reason!
Recently Marines in Iraq wrote to Starbucks because they wanted to let them know how much they liked their coffees and to request that they send some of it to the troops there. Starbucks replied, telling the Marines thank you for their support of their business, but that Starbucks does not support the war, or anyone in it, and that they would not send the troops their brand of coffee. So as not to offend Starbucks, maybe we should not support them by buying any of their products! I feel we should get this out in the open. I know this war might not be very popular with some folks, but that doesn't mean we don't support the boys on the ground fighting street-to-street and house-to-house. If you feel the same as I do then pass this along, or you can discard it and no one will never know. Thanks very much for your support. I know you'll all be there again when I deploy once more. "Semper Fi" Sgt. Howard C. Wright 1st Force Recon Co 1st Plt PLT PLEASE DON'T

Gonna Miss Everybody
hey just writing this to tell everybody that my time on ct is going to get cut back big time I got the call today to go back to work and I will be gone for 9 days at a time so I am going to be a little slack on all the love but on my days off I will return it and to the super cool lady on here (you know who you are :) ) I will talk to you as much as I can. well Im out and I will see everybody around peace out

What Is Silence?
Sometimes silence can be more than just a lack of noise. There are times when silence is about having a sense of peace within ourselves. Where are inner voices aren't screaming at us 24/7. There are times when we have to have a physical silence, no kids, no TV, no phones. Just dead silence, so we can hear our own inner voices and try to determine if our insides are matching our outsides! Then there are times that we have a forced silence, when nobody is responding to us, and we are left with our own twisted fears of where that is coming from. This is when our friends, the true ones, that hold special places in our hearts, walk with us through it, and remind us to breathe. Our minds play horrible tricks on us sometimes, especially if we let our fear have free rein! That's when we have to stop, take a breathe, and remember that if we have faith and trust in ourselves and the people in our lives, the silence is only temporary, and we will come out the other side of it.

Ice Lolly
Red rocket On a stick. If it shines, Lick it quick. Round the edges, On the top. Round the bottom, Do not stop. Suck the lolly, Lick your lips. Lick the sides, As it drips. Off the stick, Quick, quick. Lick, lick... Red rocket, On a stick. If only i had one :(

Something
Something must be wrong with me with all this hurt inside, always bursting with anger, and never any pride. Something must be wrong with me if all I do is cry, I can't stop this pain all I want to do is die. Something must be wrong with me if my emotions run wild, all this confusion does is make me feel like a lost child. Something must be wrong with me with all these terrible things, always there and never gone depression is what it brings. Something must be wrong with me if I can't stop these thoughts, all this pain does is turn my stomach in knots. Something is truly wrong with me when I think there's only one way out, "Please let this pain end,"

Some (but Not All) Of The Sites I Visit Every Day...
http://warrenellis.com/ http://kottke.org/ http://boingboing.net/ http://technoccult.com/ http://makezine.com/blog/ http://craftzine.com/blog/ http://www.hackaday.com/ http://www.pixelsurgeon.com/ http://newstoday.com/ http://www.engadget.com/

You've Changed Me...
I close my eyes and think of you You used to be a stranger I hardly knew Ever since I've known you, I've been in a daze You've got me going crazy, this time I'm not afraid You wiped away my tears, like no other has done You touched me the right way, you didn't want to rush As our lips touched and our bodies came close I saw us together, never wanting to let go Who'd ever think I'd fall this hard? You've opened my eyes, a walking angel you are I want to be with you because you set me free You have shown there's alot inside of me I feel I need you, like you're the one for me Leaving footprints on my soul, an everlasting peace ~Melissa Renee'~

Large Profiles
I really don't like large profiles that freeze my computer(s)! I have a brand new HP laptop at home and new dual core at work so I know its not my computer. What is the point of having a profile that freezes other peoples computers. Why? Do you really need six slide shows, three guestbooks and 18 videos?

I Decided To Give It A Try
IM IN THE 1 YR VIC CONTEST RACE TO 250,000 COMMENTS HERE IS HER RULES ON IT AND WHEN I GET THE LINK ILL BLOG IT TOO IF ANY ALL ENTRIES IN BY FRI.7/20....BOMBING FOR GIVEAWAY STARTS SAT 7/21 (12 PM EST)...NO TIME LIMIT ON THIS BE NICE PEOPLE...I ONLY HAVE 3 RULES...BOMBING ONLY FROM LEVEL 5 OR ABOVE...NO BLANK COMMENTS ALLOWED AND NO CHEATING...I WILL THROW YOUR ASS OUT IN A HEARTBEAT FOR EITHER!! 1ST TO REACH 250,000 COMMENTS RECEIVES THE VIC FOR A YEAR

Oh The Ways Of Stupid Myspace Drama
1.dont have your ex-friend's wife start shit with you... it aint happening.. 2. If you are called anything of "sheltered slut" day thank you. and last but not least 3.GET HIS ASS ARRESTED!

Dang
all this love and I am still 30k away from leveling up. they are going to make me break down and buy the VIC...... of course, this means i will have to buy less shoes...and when i think of it in those terms, i just can't do it :)

Tool - Jambi
Here from the king's mountain view Here from the wild dream come true Feast like a sultan I do On treasures and flesh, never few. But I, I would wish it all away. If I thought I'd Lose you just one day. The devil and his had me down, in love with the dark side I'd found. Dabble in all the way down up to my neck soon to drown. But you changed that all for me. Lifted me up, turned me round. So I... I... I... I... I would I would I would Wish this all away Prayed like a father dusk to dawn. Beg like a hooker all night long. Tempted the devil with my song. And got what I wanted all along. But I, And I would, If I could, And I would, Wish it away, Wish it away, Wish it all away, Wanna wish it all away, No prize that could hold sway, Or justify my giving away, my center. So if I could I'd wish it all away. If I thought tomorrow would take you away. You're my peace of mind, my home, my center. I'm just trying to hold on, One more day. Dim

Snapvine Voicemail
I've seen the snapvine voicemail/players all over the place. I never tried it until now. I will be posting it on a few different sites, not just here. But it is on my CT profile if you'd like to leave me a message. Please keep the messages CLEAN - thanks :P LOL

Tool- Undertow
Two times in! I've been struck dumb by a voice that speaks from deep beneath the endless waters. It's twice as clear as heaven, and twice as loud as reason. It's deep and rich like silt on a riverbed, and just as neverending. The current's mouth below me, opens up around me. Suggests and beckons all while swallowing. It surrounds, and drowns, and sweeps me awaaaaaaaaay. But I'm so comfortable... so comfortable. (shut up 4x) you're saturating me. How could I let, this bring me back to my knees? Third time in! I've been baptized by your voice. it screams from deep beneath the cold black water. and it's half as high as heaven, and half as clear as reason. it's cold and and black like silt on the riverbed, and just as neverending. The current's mouth below me, opens up around me. Suggests and beckons all while swallowing. It surrounds and drowns and sweeps me awaaaaaaaaay. But I'm so comfortable. Too comfortable. (shut up 4x) you're saturating me. How could, I

Tool - Schism (live @ Hammerstein)
I know the pieces fit cuz I watched them fall away mildewed and smoldering, fundamental differing, pure intention juxtaposed will set two lovers souls in motion disintegrating as it goes testing our communication the light that fueled our fire then has burned a hole between us so we cannot see to reach an end crippling our communicatioooon. I know the pieces fit cuz I watched them tumble down no fault, none to blame it doesn't mean I don't desire to point the finger, blame the other, watch the temple topple over. To bring the pieces back together, rediscover communicatioooon. The poetry that comes from the squaring off between, And the circling is worth it. Finding beauty in the dissonance. There was a time that the pieces fit, but I watched them fall away. Mildewed and smoldering, strangled by our coveting I've done the the math enough to know the dangers of a second guessing Doomed to crumble unless we grow, and strengthen our communicatioooon. cold, cold, co

Tool - Right In Two
angels on the sideline, Puzzled and amused. Why did Father give these humans free will? Now they're all confused. Don't these talking monkeys know that Eden has enough to go around? Plenty in this holy garden, silly monkeys, Where there's one you're bound to divide it. Right in two. Angels on the sideline, Baffled and confused. Father blessed them all with reason. And this is what they choose. And this is what they choose... Monkey killing monkey killing monkey Over pieces of the ground. Silly monkeys give them thumbs, They forge a blade, And where there's one they're bound to divide it, Right in two. Right in two. Monkey killing monkey killing monkey. Over pieces of the ground. Silly monkeys give them thumbs. They make a club. And beat their brother, down. How they survive so misguided is a mystery. Repugnant is a creature who would squander the ability to lift an eye to heaven conscious of his fleeting time here. Cut it all right in two [x4]

You Know You're From Montana When…
You design your Halloween costumes to fit over a snowsuit. You have more miles on your snowblower than your car. You have 10 favorite recipes for elk meat. You live in a house that has no front steps, yet the door is three feet above the ground. Driving is better in the winter because the potholes get filled with snow. You think everyone from the city has an accent. You think sexy lingerie is tube socks and a flannel nightie with only 8 buttons. The local paper covers national and international headlines on l/4 page, but requires 6 pages for sports. At least twice a year, the kitchen doubles as a meat processing plant. The most effective mosquito repellent is a shotgun. You frequently clean grease off your barbecue so the bears won't come up on your deck. There is only one shopping plaza in town. You find -40F a little chilly. The trunk of your car doubles as a deep freezer. Shoveling the driveway constitutes a great upper body workout. You

A Friend Needs Our Help
TO any one who is a prayer warrior or knows someoen who is...Time ot get on our knees and pray for one of own on here. Enigam AKA Black WingAngle...He is in need of our prayers and support. Come on everyone graba a knee and pray hard for this Wonderful Angle who helps everyone on here and never takes for himself. He needs us now. SO get off your duff and PRAY! Any one know how ot put his picture on this please do so everyone can see the face of the Angle we all need to pray for.

New Trip
hey all my cherrytap friends im going away for a while. leaving tomorrow for new mexico. havent decided if i'll take my laptop. even if i do i may not be able to get online. so leave me an email and im gonna try to write you back.

If You Had The Chance
subject: Sex Survey! date: 2007-07-12 13:02:08 1. Would you have sex with me? Answer: 2. What positions would u want to be in? Answer: 3. Would u suck/LICK me ? Answer: 4. Would u fuck me hard? Answer: 5. Would u hav sex with me the first night u met me? Answer: 6. Would u let me pull your hair while i did you? Answer: 7. Would u do me in the shower? Answer: 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up to the bed and then do me? Answer: 9. Would u have 3-some with me? Answer: 10. What about me makes u want to hav sex with me? Answer: 11. Would u talk dirty to me while we sexed? Answer: 12. Where would you do me? Answer: 13. Would u do me in front of people? Answer: 14. Would u do me again and again? Answer: 15. Would u do me in the rain? Answer: 16. Would u mind if we did it like a porn star? Answer: 17. Would u have phone sex with me? Answer: 18. Would u cheat on me? Answer: 20. If I gave u my heart would you love it o

I Loathe Paris In The Slammer
"The Athenians regularly maintained a number of degraded and useless beings at the public expense; and when any calamity, such as plague, drought, or famine, befell the city, they sacrificed two of these outcasts as scapegoats." —Sir James Frazer, The Golden Bough Each version of the scapegoat ritual has its own peculiarities, but the essential structure is constant. A person or group is chosen to bear a society's sins or sufferings, and then is killed or exiled, leaving the community purified. In Uganda, Frazer writes, the victims were "maimed and left to die." In Siam, "a woman broken down by debauchery" would be publicly insulted, showered with soil, then thrown "on a dunghill or a hedge of thorns outside the ramparts, forbidding her ever to enter the walls again." In the United States, by contrast, Paris Hilton received just a few weeks in jail and a few dozen media cycles of personal humiliation. Compared to people who committed commensurate infractions, that's a travesty of

Youtube: Sarah Silverman Bashes Paris Hilton!
Sarah Silverman got on Paris Hilton at the 2007 MTV Movie Awards. Everyone knows the situation with Paris Hilton going to jail, and Sarah Silverman took that and just drilled Paris when she got up to speak. Anyways, here is the video: TAGS: Paris, Paris Hilton LINK: YouTube: Sarah Silverman Bashes Paris Hilton! by jon8105 Current World News from Google Blogs ------------------------ SIMILAR STORIES Paris Hilton Gets Owned by Sarah Silverman at the MTV Movie Awards - Celeb Roundup Paris Hilton Mocked by Sarah Silverman at the MTV Movie Awards - National Ledger MORE FROM Product Reviews Net | Pure Pedantry | talkturkey

Short Story Of A Fantasy!
Here's a short story I wrote for a free 3mo. membership at a bondage site. It's just a fantasy, and that's all it is. I hope you enjoy it... CAUTION: THIS STORY IS SEXUALLY GRAPHIC IN NATURE AND DESCRIPTIVE ACTIONS....NOT FOR UNDER 18YRS. OR THE EASILY OFFENDED! The Good Samaritan By Rio Chapter one I was riding my Harley down I- 35, it was one of those days where the weather seemed too good to be true. The sky was so blue it almost hurt your eyes. As I was just tooling along I noticed some emergency lights on this Corvette and no one was stopping to help, and being the gentleman that I am I pulled up along side out of the way of the traffic. Bent over the hood was the longest, desirable legs I had ever seen! (It was a great day indeed!) Along with those legs went a black leather mini-ski

Im Home
hello ya'll...im home..and already im working on bombing a few of my friends giveaways that helped me out with my last one. if you need me....you know how to get my attention. also - if anyone thats in my family list wants to add me to their yahoo messanger - let me know via shoutbox.

I Know How I'm Going To Go
I'm going to get hit by a car in the cross walk! What is it about the pedestrian/driver dynamic in this town ? I remember staying at Laguna Beach and crossing PCH. Cars would stop if you stood on the curb. Here, in SF, the supposed capitol of compassion-ism, and empathetic leanings, drivers ignore you and, if you step off thinking they'll stop, yer ded bucko. San Jose Ave at about 30th St, right at Mitchell's Ice Cream Parlor. Wednesday mornings the cops have one of their own in street clothes tottering across during the morning rush. There are about 8 cops on bikes just waiting for you to cruise through the cross walk with Mr. Plain Clothes standing in it. It don't matter what side of the street Mr. Plain Clothes is on, if he's between the two white lines, all north and south bound drivers have to stop. It amazes me that as obvious a set up this is, cops are not hiding, lots 'o cars pulled over, and what city dweller can't pick out out a plain clothes cop anyway? cars continue to ju

Downraters And Default Pictures
About a month ago, as an experiment, I switched my default picture to one I took a couple years ago of a cat sunning itself on the patio of the Ernest Hemingway house in Key West. This picture wasn't of me or anything I really cared about. In fact, it was in a directory I had fogotten about which means I had at least 100 pictures from that trip I liked better. Still. a little cropping to improve the perspective and it isn't a bad shot. I bet you are wondering why I am bothering you folks with this. Well, I do find the results interesting I thought I would share them. Before I posted the picture I was averaging a '1' rating per day on any picture I posted as my default. With the Key West Kitty I went almost a month without a single downrating of any kind. Now in the last week I have had 4 down ratings and the lowest of them was a '4'. It seems to me that downraters, whether simply ignorant newbies or season CT members with a chip on the shoulder for the most part simply ski

Cupcake's Poster Contest
Rate Rate Rate Cupcake's posters She Designed them herself and would love the help, You can vote once a day on both so bookmark them repost this, spread these links out Vote for me in this contest!Submit entry|Create your own contestContest details Vote for me in this contest!Submit entry|

My Rant For The Daty . . .
so 2 of my pics were flagged NSFW... yet my boobs were covered then i see all this females where their boobs hangin out all over lostcherry, cherrytap, fubar... whatever the hell the name of this site is anymore even the today's cherry spotlight girl has her boobs hangin out in a bra yet theirs don't get flagged?!?!?! can someone please explain to me why?????????

The Final Writing
many good times were spent here with my friends,they were happy times with no forseen endsbut as all things these have come to passbut the friendships are there to last.i go on but in my mindi remember those words,all so kindi hate to lave with out a goodbye but in this blog,a farewell i must tryi found riches no man could ever findand its something ill never leave behindthere was love and i had given my heartbut through this world its now torn apart wish me luck as i do you,and remember to u i was always true.now in leaving one thing ive not said,ill take these memories with me till once i am dead. i never was one to say good bye, so im just going,in private ill cry dedicated to all my friends here on ct with special dedications to those so special to me

My Pos Tenants Lol
we live in Phillipsburg, NJ. and we have the worst tenants ever. They are drunks. and in this town there is a bar on every corner, so mind you my tenants go to each one every night. ok so they pay $4.50 for a beer each time and they drink til they cant stand, so you figure they spend $45 every night at the bar. now for $6 they can get a case of the beer they like and drink at home. but nooooooo. what a bunch of losers. im actually just venting, bc it pisses me off, why anyone who has a job and makes over $550 a week would waste their money at the bar instead of buying the liquor and drink at home. and then when its time to pay the rent they dont have the money. i think these are the only ppl weve had here that we make pay their rent weekly. bc otherwise theyd think they can live here free. and yea before u leave a comment saying to take them to court and evict them. we have and this is how our town works, and its the only city in NJ that does this. if and when u do end up in court for

Discretion.
Do your friends...the one's that you physically hang out with on a daily basis...know what Truly goes on behind your closed doors? Or do you find it better to keep them in the dark to keep them friends?

Help Her Level
Hey friends....I know a really special cherry that wants to level....can you show her some love for me? Rate, Fan, and Add a great friend, trust me she is a sweetheart! Thanks and MUCH Love ~Jamie ~¢¾Sunmaid¢¾~{Dirty South Crew}~¢¾I.B.I.C.¢¾~@ CherryTAP

Canadian ?
ALL AMERICAN SWEET HRT.. *WINKS* LOVE THE FRENCH 25 SIGNS YOU MAY BE CANADIAN: 1. You're not offended by the term "HOMO MILK". 2. You understand the phrase "Could you pass me a serviette, I just dropped my poutine, on the chesterfield." 3. You eat chocolate bars, not candy bars. 4. You drink Pop, not Soda. 5. You know that a Mickey and 24's mean, "party at the camp, eh!!!" 6. You don't care about the fuss with Cuba. It's a cheap place to go for your holidays, with good cigars . 7. You know that a pike is a type of fish, not part of a highway. 8. You drive on a highway, not a freeway. 9. You have Canadian Tire money in your kitchen drawers. 10. You know that Casey and Finnegan were not part of a Celtic musical group. 11. You get excited whenever an American television show mentions Canada. 12. You brag to Americans that; Shania Twain, Jim Carrey, Celine Dion & Mike Myers are Canadians. ... also , Alex Trebec, David Foley, Matthew Perry etc.etc

God Is Good All The Time
Don' give up you're on the brink of a Mircale. God Is working to heal and resotre all that the Devil has taken form you. Don't ever look back. Look up towards where your strength comes from...I know this thron in your flesh hurts but know God is on the Throne and in control. It is HE that will see your through. Don't give up!!! God loves you so much that HE sent his own percious son to die just for you. Trust and beleive! A- Accept Jesus , B-Believe on his percious blood, C- COnfess that Jesus is Lord and you will be saved. God is Amazing. Praise God even when your world is in shambles. God is still there.

Check These Sexy Mommas Out
Coolest Guy Ever is hosting a contest! Coolest Guy Ever's First Contest! FUBAR's First Sexiest MILF! Contest Runs July 20th, 9am Cherry Time until July 31st, 9pm Cherry Time THIS IS A COMMENT BOMBING CONTEST, SELF BOMBING IS *ENCOURAGED* And prizes go like this... 3rd Place... **3DAY BLAST** 2nd Place... **7DAY BLAST** 1st Place... **30DAY BLAST** MOST RATES THE LADY THAT HAS THE MOST RATES SHALL RECEIVE A YACHT FROM THE CHERRY GIFT SHOP!!! CLICK THE PICS BELOW AND DROP A FEW COMMENTS ON YOUR FAVORITE MILF I'M SURE THEY WOULD APPRECIATE IT. 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. 7. 8. 9. 10. 11. 12.

Do You
Do you ever stop to think how lucky we really are? I know I personally have alot of shit that goes on in my life and I think how I would like things to be how I wish things were differnt and I get caught up in the things I want and forget about the things I should be greatful for. Recently I have been reminded what a shitty hand some of us are dealt and how short life is for some of us. So I'm thankful I had today and if I'm lucky I'll see tomorrow...

I Have Some Sad News
Hey all sad news they have blocked everything at work but emails and google so I won't be around as much unless i am at home. I will miss chatting with everyone. I hope everyone has a great evening and I will try to swing by here as often as I can. Cherry hugs and Kisses to you all.

Bled Dry
Broken pieces dripping crimson stain. Shattered ruins of once which came. Bled dry the drops of life. Heart explode dead from strife. fear and panic an all consuming rage. Purpose of existence locked in deaths cage. Days of non existence runs rampant, destroyer of all, bleeding dry the purpose of heart. Making wonder why caring at all causes the existence of love to be bled dry like a corps.

Not In Glasgow Mr Bin Laden
sat at work on a rainy saturday afternoon when a call comes into the office that glasgow airport had been car bombed...... shocked by the news of this i turned the tv on to our local news channel to see a green jeep cheerokee on fire parked in the front doors of glasgow airport. in those moments i felt sooooo angry and vunrable. in the 1970s and 80s glasgow never sufferd attacks from the ira or any other terrorist group so we scots never felt the anger or the loss of bombs explodeing in our country but that saturday is the day that glasgow stood with the rest of the world and said you aint gonna keep us down.. these ppl who commited these acts were doctors in the local hospital and how ironic that these ppl were taken there even after trying to murder innocent ppl the same ppl who would have dealt with the aftermath of these extremists were the ones to save them. this site is pretty much u.s based but there something that you should know...... as long as there is scotsmen

Barbecued Chicken Caesar Salad
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 20 min Total Time: 32 min Makes: 4 servings 1/2 cup KRAFT Classic Caesar Dressing, divided 4 small boneless skinless chicken breast halves (1 lb.) 1 head romaine lettuce, torn into bite-sized pieces 1/2 cup croutons 1/4 cup OSCAR MAYER Real Bacon Bits 1/4 cup KRAFT 100% Grated Parmesan Cheese POUR 1/4 cup of the dressing over chicken in shallow dish. Refrigerate 20 min. to marinate. Drain; discard marinade. PREHEAT grill to medium heat. Grill chicken 10 to 12 min. or until cooked through (170°F), turning after 5 min. Cut into thin slices. TOSS lettuce with remaining 1/4 cup dressing, chicken slices, croutons, bacon bits and cheese.

Across The Jordan
"And it came to pass, when the LORD would take up Elijah into heaven by a whirlwind, that Elijah went with Elisha from Gilgal." I don't know, maybe Elijah thought the similarity of names between Elisha and himself would confuse Ahab and his forces who was chasing him. LOL Unlike Elijah who simply appeared to Ahab and his queen Jezebel and pronounced that Israel would be punished by the LORD God Whom they'd rejected by a three-year famine, the career of Elisha before he became Israel's prophet of God is well-known and recorded. Later in 1 Kings Elijah arrives at Elisha's parent's field and told that he's the God-appointed successor as prophet of Israel. No formal training prepared Elisha for this, and he didn't actively seek it out, but God tends to confront us where availability and opportunity meet. By the time we pick up with Elisha's first appearance in 2 Kings (oh, the full story of Elisha's appointment is in 1 Kings 19:8-21) about eight years later, Elijah knows the time h

The End...
I soar on wings of broken dreams, & heed the facts as mere warnins... I hurt the 1s who love me most, Then wonder y I can't get close. I c the beauty n ur eyes, & silently I wonder y... We can't get closer than we r, Y gradually we drift apart. I loved u more than words could say, & could not go a single day... Without the beauty of ur voice, Echoin with words of choice. I longed 2 have u here with me, 2 have u near so u could c... How much I loved & how much I cared, How love that deep was truly rare. How much I longed 4 happiness, Compared 2 mine urs was less... & even tho I am worthless, My love 4 u, I did confess. The world round comes crashin down, I can't reach; I'm tied & bound... If u loved me u would care, & rescue me from this despair. Save me from my mind's worst fears, Dam the river of my tears... Make some effort just 2 help, B4 I snap & hurt myself. B4 I snap & hurt the 1s, Who loved me 1st & not 4 fun... Who love me when I'm sick & ill, & t

Bold 'n' Saucy Cheeseburger
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 10 min Total Time: 18 min Makes: 4 servings 1 lb. extra lean ground beef 1/4 cup A.1. Bold & Spicy Steak Sauce, divided 4 slices red onion 4 KRAFT 2% Milk Singles 4 whole wheat hamburger buns, split 4 slices tomato PREHEAT grill to medium-high heat. Mix meat and 2 Tbsp. of the steak sauce in medium bowl. Shape into 4 (1/2-inch-thick) patties. Spray both sides of onion slices with cooking spray and set aside. GRILL patties 4 min. on each side or until cooked through, adding onions to the grill after 2 min. and cooking until crisp-tender. Top the burgers with the 2% Milk Singles and continue grilling until the 2% Milk Singles are melted. PLACE burgers on bottom halves of buns. Top evenly with remaining 2 Tbsp. steak sauce. Cover with onions, tomatoes and top halves of buns. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Special Extra Toast the hamburger buns before filling. Just place buns, cut sides down, on the grill grate with the burgers and cook 1 min. or un

Classic Honey Maid S'mores
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 5 min Total Time: 5 min Makes: Makes 4 servings, one s'more each. 4 JET-PUFFED Marshmallows, toasted 1 milk chocolate candy bar (1.55 oz.), quartered 4 whole HONEY MAID Honey Grahams, broken in half (8 squares) SANDWICH 1 toasted marshmallow and 1 chocolate piece between each of 2 graham squares to make each s'more. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Use Your Microwave Make indoor s'mores! Top each of 4 graham squares with 1 chocolate piece and 1 untoasted marshmallow. Place on microwaveable plate. Microwave on HIGH 15 to 20 sec. or until marshmallows puff. Top each with a second graham square; press together gently to secure.

Mudvayne - Happy????????
In this hole That is me The dead are rolling over In this hole Thickening Dirt shoveled over shoulders I feel it in me So overwhelmed All this pressured center rising My life overturned What dare the despair All these scars keep ripping open Peel me from the skin Tear me from the rind Does it make you happy now? Tear meat from the bone Tear me from myself Are you feeling happy now? In this hole That is me A life that's growing feeble In this hole So limiting The sun has set; all darkens Buried underneath Hands slip off the wheel Internal path-way to contention Peel me from the skin Tear me from the rind Does it make you happy now? Tear meat from the bone Tear me from myself Are you feeling happy now? Are you HAPPY Are you HAPPY Are you feeling happy? In this hole That is me Left with a heart exhausted What's my release?? What sets me free? Do you pull me up just to push me down again? Peel me from the skin Tear me fro

Easy Southern Banana Pudding
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 20 min Total Time: 3 hr 20 min Makes: 14 servings, about 2/3 cup each 3 cups cold milk 2 pkg. (4-serving size each) JELL-O Vanilla Flavor Instant Pudding & Pie Filling 30 NILLA Wafers 3 medium bananas, sliced 1 tub (8 oz.) COOL WHIP Whipped Topping, thawed POUR milk into large bowl. Add dry pudding mixes. Beat with wire whisk 2 min. or until well blended. Let stand 5 min. ARRANGE half of the wafers on bottom and up side of 2-qt. serving bowl; top with layers of half each of the banana slices and pudding. Repeat all layers. Cover with whipped topping. REFRIGERATE 3 hours. Store leftover dessert in refrigerator. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Healthy Living Save 60 calories and 3.5 grams of fat per serving by preparing with fat free milk, JELL-O Vanilla Flavor Fat Free Sugar Free Instant Reduced Calorie Pudding & Pie Filling, Reduced Fat NILLA Wafers and COOL WHIP LITE Whipped Topping. Jazz It Up Garnish with additional banana slices, dipped in

Strawberry Pretzel Squares
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 25 min Total Time: 4 hr 55 min Makes: 20 servings, one square each 2 cups finely crushed pretzels 1/2 cup sugar, divided 2/3 cup butter or margarine, melted 1-1/2 pkg. (8 oz. each) PHILADELPHIA Cream Cheese, softened 2 Tbsp. milk 1 cup thawed COOL WHIP Whipped Topping 2 cups boiling water 1 pkg. (8-serving size) JELL-O Brand Strawberry Flavor Gelatin 1-1/2 cups cold water 1 qt. (4 cups) strawberries, sliced PREHEAT oven to 350°F. Mix pretzel crumbs, 1/4 cup of the sugar and the butter. Press onto bottom of 13x9-inch baking pan. Bake 10 min. Cool. BEAT cream cheese, remaining 1/4 cup sugar and the milk until well blended. Gently stir in whipped topping. Spread over crust. Refrigerate until ready to use. MEANWHILE, stir boiling water into dry gelatin mix in large bowl at least 2 min. until completely dissolved. Stir in cold water. Refrigerate 1-1/2 hours or until thickened (spoon drawn through leaves definite impression). Stir in strawberrie

Perfect Bbq Grilled Chicken
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 5 min Total Time: 1 hr 21 min Makes: 4 servings 4 boneless skinless chicken breast halves (1 lb.) 1/3 cup KRAFT Classic Caesar Dressing 1/4 cup KRAFT or BULL'S-EYE Original Barbecue Sauce PLACE chicken and dressing in large resealable plastic bag; seal bag. Refrigerate 30 min. to 1 hour to marinate; discard marinade. PREHEAT grill to medium heat. Place chicken on grill; cover with lid. GRILL 6 to 8 min. on each side or until cooked through (170°F), brushing with barbecue sauce during last few min. of grilling time. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Cooking Know-How Set the timer in the kitchen for 6 min. on each side so you don't forget to turn the chicken. Don't overcook the chicken - grill just until the juices run clear and the chicken is cooked through (170°F). Use Your Oven Grill runs out of gas unexpectedly or it starts to rain? That's easy. Just place the chicken on a baking sheet and bake at 400°F 20 min. or until cooked through.

My Hair Cut
Okay, so I posted a mumm that asked about my hair being short or long and cherrytap deleted it saying it was offensive, idiots, so here I am. This is what the mumm said: I just want to know your opinion, HONEST opinion!!!!! Look at my pics under me and my family and there are pics of me with long hair and with short hair, should I keep it cut short or let it grow back out long? Please let me know what you think, honestly, if short wins, I am going to cut it again. When I had it cut short, my hair was fixed in the front and top, but spiked up in the back. When its long, its just that, long and all I can do is brush it. But I am torn on which I like better, please let me know your opinion, PLEASE!!!!!

Three-bean Barbecue
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 20 min Total Time: 1 hr 20 min Makes: 8 servings 6 slices OSCAR MAYER Bacon 1 medium onion, chopped 1 can (16 oz.) baked beans 1 can (15-1/2 oz.) golden butter beans, drained 1 can (15 oz.) kidney beans, drained, rinsed 3/4 cup BULL'S-EYE Original Barbecue Sauce 1/2 tsp. dry mustard PREHEAT oven to 350°F. Cook bacon in skillet on medium heat until crisp; drain, reserving 2 Tbsp. of the drippings in skillet. Crumble bacon; set aside. Add onion to reserved drippings; cook and stir on medium-high heat until lightly browned. Drain. MIX all ingredients in 1-1/2-qt. casserole dish; cover. BAKE 1 hour or until heated through.

Sounds Painful.
On the phrase.. Sounds like a trick to get rid of unwanted attention. What if two people really like eachother but follow this advice, both hoping the other would return, but both wait for the other to make the move... sounds like a heartache for pushing those you love away.

Basil & Tomato Feta Bruschetta
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 25 min Total Time: 25 min Makes: 3 doz. or 36 servings, one slice each 1 loaf (1 lb.) French bread, cut into 36 slices 2 Tbsp. oil 1 lb. plum tomatoes, chopped (about 2-1/2 cups) 1 pkg. (4 oz.) ATHENOS Crumbled Feta Cheese with Basil & Tomato, finely chopped 1/2 cup finely chopped red onions 3 Tbsp. chopped fresh parsley 1 Tbsp. chopped pitted ripe olives 1/4 tsp. pepper PREHEAT broiler. Place bread on baking sheet. Broil 2 to 3 min. on each side or until lightly toasted on both sides. Brush 1 side of each toast slice with 1 Tbsp. oil. MEANWHILE, mix tomatoes, 1 Tbsp. remaining oil, the cheese, onions, parsley, olives and pepper. SPOON about 2 tsp. of the tomato mixture onto each toast slice just before serving.

My Dragon Tattoo
Well on Wens we are starting a huge cover up piece on my shoulder. It is a large chinese dragon that will be blue and purple with green fins. We are going to at least get all the black work and shading done in this round. I am sure that most of you could really care less about my ink but theres not much else that I care to tell everyone ya know? My personal life is just that...personal. There are a few people that I talk to on here about my personal life but they are few and far between, but you know who you are and I love you all. Anyway, well tat is all that is going on in this pathetic existance I have right now...PEACE

My Mumm
For those who answered my mumm intellegently I thank you. I now understand why you would keep family and nude pictures in a private folder. For those who replied in a demunitive manner, I simply asked a question. As I am fairly new to the site, I tend to have questions.

.shit.
it would be nice... if just once... there was one single day... where everything actually didnt turn to shit but wishing never got anyone anywhere now did it? im really tired of winding up with a handful of shit. so...dear universe.. can you stop shitting on me? just for a lil while? please? ♥ me

Movie Theater Conduct
Rules of Conduct in Movie Theaters By Rob Gonsalves The free ride is over. 95% of you are behaving poorly. Effective July 15, 2007 [o rly?], you will all follow the Rules of Conduct in Movie Theaters. These rules apply to everyone, but particularly to teenagers, people with children, and the elderly. We will also enumerate the General Guidelines for Non-Disruptive Behavior, and end with a brief summary that will be printed out and handed to all theater customers. TEENAGERS (1) APPROACHING THE THEATER (a) You will not wait until you are in line before deciding what movie to see. Neither will you debate which movie to see when it is your turn at the ticket counter, thus holding up everyone else behind you. You will have your game plan together by the time you leave the house. (b) You will not further hold up everyone behind you by arguing with the ticket seller when he or she refuses to sell you a ticket for an R-rated movie without checking your photo ID. Nor will you brin

Metallica - No Leaf Clover
And it feels right this time On this crash course we're in the big time Pay no mind to the distant thunder Beauty fills his head with wonder, boy Says it feels right this time Turned it 'round and found the high lights “Good day to be alive, sir Good day to be alive,�? he says Then it comes to be that the soothing light at the end of your tunnel Was just a freight train coming your way Then it comes to be that the soothing light at the end of your tunnel Was just a freight train coming your way Don't it feel right like this? All the pieces fall to his wish “Suck up for that quick reward, boy Suck up for that quick reward,�? they say Then it comes to be that the soothing light at the end of your tunnel Was just a freight train coming your way Then it comes to be that the soothing light at the end of your tunnel Was just a freight train coming your way It's coming your way Then it comes to be that the soothing light at the end of your tunnel

Sorry About The Mumm!
A mum you have posted has been removed by the CherryTAP admins. This mum was removed because it was either offensive or NSFW (Not Safe For Work) in nature. Please read the Terms Of Service. NSFW CONTENT IS NOT ALLOWED in the public areas of CherryTAP. This mum removal has been recorded and your account will be deleted if it happens again. THIS IS WHAT I RECEIVED IN MY MAIL A MIN AGO... AND IM NOT ALOUD TO POST MUMMS NOW! SO IM DOING THIS!! I GUESS WATCH OUT WHAT YOU POST ... THAT IS ALL! *BEWARE** ~k~

Today's Horoscope
You're committed to seeing this action all the way to the end, but you also understand the importance of giving yourself a little creative leeway. Other people may not get it, but they don't need to: You know it works. Note: I like this :)

This Study Was Probably Funded By The Florida Orange Grower's Association
Jul 16, 2007 12:23 pm US/Eastern Study: Grapefruit Raises Breast Cancer Risk Dr. Sean Kenniff Reporting (CBS4) LONDON Eating grapefruit may be a great way to lose weight, but it can also increase the risk of breast cancer by almost a third, a study suggests. A study of 50,000 post-menopausal women found eating just a quarter of a grapefruit daily raised the risk by up to 30 percent, among older women. It is thought the fruit boosts blood levels of oestrogen, the hormone associated with a higher risk of the disease. "This is the first report of a commonly consumed food that may increase the risk of breast cancer among post-menopausal women," the Daily Mail quoted the researchers, as saying. The study, carried out by the universities of Southern California and Hawaii, was based on more than 50,000 post-menopausal women from five ethnic groups, including 1,657 with breast cancer. It found that women who ate one quarter of a grapefruit or more every day had a high

Countdown
Well, the countdown has begun...duh..duh.duh.duhnnnnn (ominous music). Wed. @ 6:30am I leave for Eau Claire for court. I have it at 9:30 am. I may be off the grid for a bit afterward, I do not expect it to go well. Please understand that I'm nopt ignoring anyone, just do not want my 'anti-estrogen' mood to poison anything else. I will be in touch with ya'll. Best wishes, Jess

Not Trying To Be Rude Or Mean
THIS IS FOR EVERY ONE ON MY FRIENDS LIST I'M NOT TRYING TO BE MEAN OR RUDE BUT I KNOW THAT I HAVE OVER THAN 8200 FRIENDS ON MY FRIENDS LIST AND MORE THAN 3000 OF YOU NEVER RATED MY PROFILE OR BECOME MY FAN EVEN THOUGH I DID BECOME A FAN OF YOU BUT RECENTLY I DECIDED NOT TO FAN THOSE WHO DIDN'T FAN ME,SO PLEASE BE KIND AND CHECK IF YOU DID OR NOT AND I'LL RETURN THE LOVE TO ALL...BECAUSE I'M GOING TO START DELETING WHO EVER IGNORE THE FACT TO RATE AND BECOME MY FAN.. JUST CLICK ON THIS LINK BELOW TO FIND OUT ۞WÌLÐÇÄŦ۞® õWñÈR õҒ WÌLÐÇÄŦ ŦRÄÌñ ñ LõÚñGÈ۞@ fubar YOU CAN SEE IT ALL HERE THANK YOU SO MUCH AND HAVE A GREAT WEEK HUGS AND KISSES ۞WÌLÐÇÄŦ۞

In Case Your Wondering What I'm Going Thru, This Song Explains It!
This song is dedicated to all the happy people All the happy people who have real nice lives And who have no idea whats it like to be broke as fuck Verse One: I feel like I'm walking a tight rope, without a circus net I'm popping perkasets, I'm a nervous wreck I deserve respect; but I work a sweat for this worthless check Bout to burst this tech, at somebody to reverse this debt Minimum wage got my adrenaline caged Full of venom and rage Especially when I'm engaged And my daughter's down to her last diaper That's got my ass hyper I pray that god answers, maybe I'll ask nicer Watching ballers while they flossing in their pathfinders These overnight stars becoming autograph signers We'll all gone blow up and leave the past behind us Along with the small fry's and average half pinters While playa haters turn bitch like they have vaginas Cause we see them dollar signs and let the cash blind us Money will brainwash you and leave your ass mindless

Come On Ladies Get Them Wet Tee Shirts On And Get In The Contest
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Camping Recap
The camping trip was excellently relaxing, just what the doctor ordered. On the first day we got there and set up, the site was great and right on the lake. Then we went swimming and the water had to have been 70-80 and clear... very relaxing. I like just floating there and not having to hear any noise, stare up at the sky. Freud says that we all long to return to the silence of the womb, to rediscover the "oceanic feeling" and he might be onto something. After the lake we lit a fire and cooked on it, then went hiking around and fought off some raccoons, who were circling our tents like sharks, before passing out. Friday we woke up and cooked breakfast over the fire and then went to Sea Isle to go to the beach. You gotta love the beach. We went body surfing and then played wiffleball and bocciball. Girls were looking great in their bikinis and the water was great. Then we went back and showered and ate only to go to Wildwood later in the evening to check out the boardwalk

Stupid Headlines In The Paper
1. Something Went Wrong in Plane Crash, Expert Says 2. Police Begin Campaign to Run Down Jaywalkers 3. Cold Wave Linked to Temperatures 4. Safety Experts Say School Bus Passengers Should Be Belted 5. Stud Tires Out 6. Panda Mating Fails; Veterinarian Takes Over 7. British Left Waffles on Falkland Islands 8. Lung Cancer in Women Mushrooms 9. Eye Drops off Shelf 10. Teacher Strikes Idle Kids 11. Reagan Wins on Budget, But More Lies Ahead 12. War Dims Hope for Peace 13. Squad Helps Dog Bite Victim 14. Shot Off Woman's Leg Helps Nicklaus to 66 15. Enraged Cow Injures Farmer with Ax 16. Miners Refuse to Work after Death 17. Juvenile Court to Try Shooting Defendant 18. Stolen Painting Found by Tree 19. Checkout Counter Killer Sentenced to Die for Second Time in 10 Years 20. Never Withhold Herpes Infection from Loved One 21. Drunken Drivers Paid $1000 22. If Strike isn't Settled Quickly, I

Cedar-planked Southwestern Steak
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 15 min Total Time: 4 hr 39 min Makes: 6 servings 1 untreated cedar plank (14x7x1 inch) 1 Tbsp. brown sugar 1-1/2 tsp. chili powder 1 tsp. ground cumin 1/2 tsp. garlic powder 1/2 tsp. salt 1/4 tsp. pepper 1 boneless beef sirloin steak (1-1/2 lb.) 1 Tbsp. oil 3/4 cup KRAFT or BULL'S-EYE Original Barbecue Sauce, divided IMMERSE plank in water, placing a weight on top of plank to keep it submerged. Soak at least 4 hours or overnight. Meanwhile, mix sugar and seasonings; rub onto both sides of steak. Cover; refrigerate at least 1 hour but no longer than 2 hours. PREHEAT grill to high heat. Grill steak 2 min. on each side; remove from grill. Remove plank from water; brush top with oil. Top with steak. Place on grate of grill; cover with lid. Reduce grill to medium heat. GRILL 15 min. or until medium doneness (160ºF), brushing steak with 1/4 cup of the barbecue sauce for the last 5 min. of the grilling time. Remove steak from grill; discard plank

Rem - The Great Beyond
I've watched the stars fall silent from your eyes All the sights that I have seen I can't believe that I believed I wished That you could see There's a new planet in the solar system There's nothing up my sleeve (chorus 1) I'm pushing an elephant up the stairs I'm tossing up punchlines that were never there Over my shoulder a piano falls Crashing to the ground And all this talk of time Talk is fine And I don't want to stay around Why can't we pantomime, just close our eyes And sleep sweet dreams Me and You with wings on our feet (repeat chorus 1) (chorus 2) I'm breaking through I'm bending spoons I'm keeping flowers in full bloom I'm looking for answers from the great beyond I want the hummingbirds, the dancing bears Sweetest dreams of you Look into the stars Look into the moon (repeat chorus 1) ____________________________________________ (repeat chorus 2) I'm breaking through I'm bending spoons I'm keeping flowers in full bloom I'm loo

My Evening W/ Jani Lane & The Formerly Of's....
Last Thursday, July 12th I was schdeuled to interview Jani Lane, former singer/main songwriter of WARRANT! In the late 80's and early 90's, WARRANT had many Top 40 hits such as "Heaven", "Cherry Pie", "I Saw Red", and my personal favorite "Uncle Tom's Cabin"!! Jani left Warrant in early 2004 after releasing his debut solo album, BACK DOWN TO ONE, in 2003! ok...we got to club at 3pm, went in, on guest list, Jani was walking around...sent Josh 4 drinks cuz I hate ppl up my ass, intro'd myself to Jani, he pulls me in dressing room and says "after soundcheck we will do iview but be forewarned the show may not happen but if it doesnt we're all hittin the titty bar (Michelle's Beach House) and ur invited".....so in walks Mike and he remembered me, Jani was shocked...caught up with Mike, than back out to club 4 souncheck...band runs through 32 Pennies, Uncle Tom's Cabin and Heaven..... during soundcheck I took a few pix til Jani told me to stop cuz Dario was hamming for camera ins

Things Not To Say During Sex
1. but everybody looks funny naked! 2. you woke me up for that? 3. did I mention the video camera? 4. do you smell something burning? 5. (in the janitor's closet) and they say romance is dead.... 6. can you please try breathing through your nose. 7. a little rug burn never hurt anyone. 8. is that a Medic-Alert pendant? 9. Sweetheart, did you lock the back door? 10. but whipped cream makes me brake out. 11. person 1: this is your first time...right? person 2: yeah.. today 12. (in the No Tell Motel) hurry up! this room rents by the hour! 13. can you pass me the remote control? 14. do you accept Visa? 15. ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZ 16. on the second thought, let's turn off the lights. 17. and to think- I was really trying to pick up your friend. 18. so much for mouth-to-mouth 19. (using body paint) thry not to leave any stains, o.k.? 20. hope you're as good looking when I'm sober... 21

Apparently, I'm Rude Because I Am Married...
This guy wouldn't leave my shoutbox, every 5 mins, he is saying, Mely, Hey you there, etc., etc.. I try to be nice, tell him that I am busy with my daughter, that I am married, and he still insists... So today, I wasn't online all day and I come back to more messaqes. I tell him that he doesn't command my time, and I block him. Then I get this email. On 7/16/2007, hotmale4u@cherrytap.com wrote: Mely You really rude. You are not the first married person I talk with. Never unblock me Bitch

Oasis - Don't Look Back In Anger
Slip inside the eye of your mind Dont you know you might find A better place to play You said that youve never been (sounds like bean in order to rhyme w/seen) But all the things that youve seen They slowly fade away So Ill start a revolution from my bed cuz you said the brains I had went to my head Step outside, summertimes in bloom Stand up beside the fireplace Take that look from off your face You aint ever gonna burn my heart out And so, sally can wait She knows its too late as were walking on by Her soul slides away But dont look back in anger I heard you say Take me to the place where you go Where nobody knows If its not our day Please dont put your life in the hands Of a rock and roll band [and? youll? ] throw it all away Im gonna start a revolution from my bed cuz you said the brains I had went to my head Step outside, cuz summertimes in bloom Stand up beside the fireplace Take that look from off your face cuz you aint ever gonna burn my

One Dirty Question
one dirty question Body: u get to ask me 1 Dirty Question (TO MY INBOX)...any question, no matter how crazy it is, and I promise to answer it truthfully...the catch is...you have to repost this and see what people ask you.... (repost as..1 dirty question)

Bye All
goin home today yayz im gonna miss veyone this thursday i will be back you dam right im gonna cry in the car i love you all i wanna keep in contact with you all want my home address ill give it tto you yayz and im gonna get a celly soon so you can call text no more home phone for me anymore you all take care have wonderfull dayz and nights take care god bless make love not war oh yea amber you know i love ya but i gotta take this time to say youre cool but im gonna blast you like always lolz dont ever forget me anyone i love you all i need a girl in my life where when and how will i find her ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

Great Place!
Hi All! This is a great place to meet some very interesting people!! I am a songwriter, I travel to Nashville at least once a month. If you live around there, write me and let's try to meet next time I'm up there! Tucker

Canvas
Canvas A river-she shivers and I contently cry with her until we merge into the same immensity. An ocean, her potion in my veins it runs so thick inside of me but I don’t mind because I’d give my life for her to draw a single breath and paint a smile. Her poisoned corrosion, her voice inside my head It beats and beats…an equalizer full of bass that’s interlaced with cruel mystique. But even if my ears were to bleed, I’d still make love to all her phrases and embrace all of her phases …because she was meant for me. “She utilized her eyes to lobotomize your mind.” At least that’s what they say. Well I might be the blindest man around for somehow I cannot live without this pain. A quiver- I watch her lips as they tremble feverishly and I purposely convulse within my skin and cover up her eyes and pretend that laughter has gotten the best of me: ~ She’ll never know how much it hurts inside ~ And I’ll sacrifice myself just to watch her paint a smile upon

Only In Dream
A candy-colored clown they call the sandman Tiptoes to my room every night Just to sprinkle star dust and to whisper Go to sleep, everything is all right. I close my eyes then I drift away Into the magic night, I softly say A silent prayer like dreamers do Then I fall asleep to dream of you. In dreams I walk with you In dreams I talk with you In dreams you're mine all the time We're together in dreams, in dreams. But just before the dawn I awake and find you gone I can't help it, I can't help it if I cry I remember that you said goodbye. Too bad it only seems It only happens in my dreams Only in dreams In my beautiful dreams. Author: Roy Orbison

Umm Ms. Tobad4u And Company! Over Here Bitches!!.....lol
*Strech and yawns* - The other week, I blogged about a player online who had gotten caught READ ORIGINAL BLOG HERE!!!!. This will be my final installment if this drama as in all honesty, I’ve given him and this situation more of my time than either of them is worth….so I’ll address a few things and then I’m done with it. Mr. tobad4u has adopted and his pet Natalie, have decided that I’ve waged a personal attack on them as a couple. Let me clarify this…… We originally outed Mr tosmall4u prior to his new g/f Natalie joining the site. The facts of his behavior were already in the bulletin. I think Natalie forgets that when I was approached by one of her friends who gave a damn about her, I left the door open for her to come to ME for information…..which she did…..she walked through it. She chooses to date him and that’s great, good for them, I really DGAF. Here is the kicker…..Mr. todumb4u continues to make contact with some of the women he claims to be mad at….he likes to

Early Years
David Bowie released his first single Liza Jane (as David Jones and the King Bees) in 1964. Maybe this gave Brian Jones the idea for his single Lady Jane. My sweet Lady Jane When I see you again Your servant am I And with humbly remain Just heed this plea, my love On bended knees, my love I pledge myself to Lady Jane. My dear Lady Jane I've done what I can I must take my leave For promised I am This play is run, my love Your time has come, my love I've pledge my troth to Lady Jane Oh my sweet Marie I wait at your ease The sands have run out For your lady and me Wedlock is nigh, my love Her station's right, my love Life is secure with Lady Jane.

Hate You (poem)
I hate you and your eyes, Those eyes that drew me in, I hate you and your eyes, The eyes that I drown in every time. I hate you and that smile, That smile that makes me weak in the knees, I hate you and that smile, That smile that says you know you stole my heart. I hate you and your arms, The arms that I long for everyday. I hate you and your arms, The arms I miss wrapped around me. I hate you and your hugs, The hugs that could save me from this cruel world, I hate you and your hugs, The hugs that made my heart hurt less every time. I hate you and your kisses, The kisses I miss even though I don't want to, I hate you and your kisses, The kisses that were so sweet and soft. I hate you and your voice, The voice that calms my heart while breaking it, I hate you and your voice, The voice that I crave to hear everyday. I hate you and your quirks, The quirks that made me want to ring your neck, I hate you and your quirks, The quirks that I miss even no

Wishing
Have you ever wanted something so bad but its just not in your reach...Well thats where i am at.I wish more people would look on the inside and not the outside everone would be alot happier...its sad that people have to be so mean and say such bad things it would be nice if people would take the chance to know someone to talk to them to understand them... they might find that the beauty of a person comes from the inside out not from the outside in...I came here looking for friends and i have made alot I love all of my friends on here they make my days brighter....Smiles and love to all my friend...

My Trip So Far
There is so much to say about this trip so far! I don't even know where to begin. This is just something short to let a few friends know what's up. Sorry I haven't been around much guys. Things have been kinda wild. Thursday and Friday we ran around and did a bunch of stuff and had a ball. Been shopping a lot, eating a lot, and we won't talk about other things yet. Saturday was awesome. I was extremely happy with my choices. I will be seeing that person again......very soon I hope. Yesterday kinda sucked because of the goodbye but then last night was awesome. All I'll say for now is jelly shots, sex on the beach, engery drinks and vodka, half naked pretty little goth boys, and the DJ's from Purg. Awesome night, I might be just a little hung over. Still not sure when I'm coming home. There is someone about 3 hrs from here I like being close to. I could live with being a little closer!! I love Charlotte. I swear I have the best sex here!! Anyway I'll be online off and on t

Why Couples Dont Have Sex.. Funny Shit
Dear Wife, During the past year I have tried to make love to you 365 times. I have succeeded 36 times, which is an average of once every ten days. The following is a list of why I did not succeed more often: 54 times the sheets were clean 17 times it was too late 49 times you were too tired 20 times it was too hot 15 times you pretended to be asleep 22 times you had a headache 17 times you were afraid of waking the baby 16 times you said you were too sore 12 times it was the wrong time of the month 19 times you had to get up early 9 times you said weren't in the mood 7 times you were sunburned 6 times you were watching the late show 5 times you didn't want to mess up your new hairdo 3 times you said the neighbors would hear us 9 times you said your mother would hear us Of the 36 times I did succeed, the activity was not satisfactory because: 6 times you just laid there 8 times you reminded me there's a crack in the ceiling 4 times you told me to hurry up an

Help Me Level Him Up???
He needs 29,873 to level so please go help him out...if you rate all his pics and private message me i will buy you a big pimpin gift...so please HELPPPPPPPP......... heres his link: Southern Gentleman ~~ Dirty South Crew~~ "CT Boyfriend To SEXY BLONDE GODDESS"@ CherryTAP

Rip Devil
What can I say about Devil that has not already been said? He was funny, laid back, easy to talk with and just a really good guy. I have known Devil for many years going back to early PWL days and from day one he always treated me like a friend. Anytime we would joke in the locker room while getting ready for the show or talk about wrestling or just shoot the breeze I always walked away with a smile on my face. He had a personality that would light up a room with stories or make people laugh so hard over a joke that it would be contagious and the next thing you know everyone around would be smiling and laughing. Devil was always one for the business. He respected it and the people in it. He might not have liked you but if you respected the business he respected you. I remember just last show we were talking about how fun it would be if the Hellfire club reunited for one more run. I also remember him pulling me a side in my earlier days in PWL and giving me advice on how I can improv

Just Shit
There was once a girl named Ashley who had a boyfriend named Jack. Jack was the most popular guy in school. The three most popular girls were Courtney, ASHLEY, and Emma. Jack thought of Ashley as OKAY, but he REALLy liked Courtney. Courtney liked jack also. Well of course she did, everyone did! Ashley and Courtney were worst enemies. Courtney tried to steal Jack away everytime she had a chance to. One day, Courtney asked Jack if he wanted to go to the movies. Ashley heard everything....what movie theatre and what time. Ashley approached the movies that night and followed Jack and Courtney. Ashley sat right behind them. she watched them get close to each other and kiss....not only kiss, but practically get it on in the theatre. Courtney told jack "Do you want to come to my place and skip this boring movie?" He replied "hell yes." Ashley had peeked through Courtney's window. Jack and her were messing around and As

I'm Leaving Ct Behind Me
Enjoyed it while it lasted. I will be deleting my account this afternoon. I have made some friends and lost some over this particular decision. I am trying to get my life straight. I am going to devote my time to GOD and my family and close friends. If you want to stay friends.. I am on email thealbrights04@yahoo.com. BUT I will no longer do anything naughty.... hope you understand if you don't... so sorry... see you later CT... byes

Pt 2 For Babyblue
He laid beside her in the field just watching the sunlight glisten off of her hair that lay around her like a golden cloud. His fingers gently running through its silky softness, the smell of her cologne mingling with the aroma of a million wildflowers that surrounded them. their fragrances mixed together to make an almost intoxicating scent that made one light headed and dizzy. His eyes met hers, each looking almost throught the other ones as if if they could read not just the others mind but the very soul. He tasted her lips gently at first his tongue lightly dancing across her full pink lips, she never wore lipstick and he loved the fact that she oozed sex appeal and the sensuality of a black panther on the prowl. Her body was curved in all the right places, long soft kissable neck, made for a man to just start on a longggg journey to forbidden places and exoctic locales of orgasmic bliss without the first entrance of his body into hers. slowly he kissed his way down to her chest

Girlfriend Application
Name: Age: Location: Height: Weight: Hair (color nd style): Eyes: Piercings/tattoos: Fetish: OTHER: 1. Where would we go on dates? 2. Who are three of your favorite bands/artists? 3. Do you drink/smoke?? 4. Do you like the beach? 5. If so...would you go with me late at night? 6. Do you like movies? (name your top 3) 7. If so would you stay up and watch them with me all night? 8. If you were to take me out to a movie would we watch the movie? 9. If not what would we be doing? 10. Do you play an instrument? 11. If so...what? 12. Would you call me right after we saw each other to make sure i made it home alright? 13. Favorite food? 14. Favorite body part on a girl? 15. What would you say is the best thing about yourself? 16. Do you have any reps (ie: heartbreaker, player, slut)? 17. Would you give me kisses just because? 18. If ex boyfriend or fling calls would you pick up the phone? 19. Would you ever let me answer your phone? 20. Any secrets that you would

When Video Games And Bad Parenting Go Bad
http://news.yahoo.com/s/ap/20070716/ap_on_re_us/neglect_internet_addiction RENO, Nev. - A couple who authorities say were so obsessed with the Internet and video games that they left their babies starving and suffering other health problems have pleaded guilty to child neglect. The children of Michael and Iana Straw, a boy age 22 months and a girl age 11 months, were severely malnourished and near death last month when doctors saw them after social workers took them to a hospital, authorities said. Both children are doing well and gaining weight in foster care, prosecutor Kelli Ann Viloria told the Reno Gazette-Journal. Michael Straw, 25, and Iana Straw, 23, pleaded guilty Friday to two counts each of child neglect. Each faces a maximum 12-year prison sentence. Viloria said the Reno couple were too distracted by online video games, mainly the fantasy role-playing "Dungeons & Dragons" series, to give their children proper care. "They had food; they just chose not to give

Im Bored An Feeling Hateful
Song "Pure Hatred" by Chimaira Only one person has the power to unleash me an my purest of anger she knows who she is no further explainations needed.... I have told you things need to change You never listened or came to my aid The vicious cycle has not changed My time's spent rearranged Motherfuck it all I can't stand this Remember when I said Everyone makes me sick Well nothing has changed I hate everyone This vicious cycle still remains Constant clusterfuck, bloodstains Ignorance, you kill for God Expression not allowed You fucked it up With your motherfucking games Remember when I said I was so ashamed Well nothing has changed You have to Pick and choose your fights You have to Come out alive I have told you things need to change You never listened or came to my aid The vicious cycle has not changed My judgment fades away You'll never change me Remember we are through I am staying here To betray all of you And nothing will chang

Contest Is Open And Running
OK CONTEST OPEN AND ON THE ROLL (LOL) HERE ARE THE LINKS TO THE ONES THAT ARE IN IT GOOD LUCK ALL `TWINSTAR~ ~racechick v.p~ ~CHAN812CREW~ +AGENT SMITH+ ~SHADOWLION69~ ~REBELBREED~ ~skyhawk691~ ~Labman911~ ~karma~ ~YODA~ ~~JOEYNV86~~ ~*MARGIE*~ ~WHITEDOVE~

Update On Latest Happenings!!
Wow-I HATE MOVING!!! All settled in!! Internet back on up and running..Still living in allentown PA. Much bigger place though..So all the unpacking and moving around is settled!!! Next on the agenda is I am a recently hired and acquired NEW UPCOMING model for a private ADULT entertainment club...I will be making adult videos etc and posing in the nude for members of the club that come to the live events!! Stay tuned to find out where I will be at next!!! If you want to join this private club just ask me for the link...as I said it is private and there is a monthly cost...Well thats the latest happenings!!! Hugs and Kisses Kelly

Diatant Poem
Distant poem... How can these memories leave me, when your touches are all I can feel? How can all this be just be dreaming, when the taste is so vividly real? Tell me how can the pain ever slacken, if the distance just won't let it heal? Or am I just alone in this prison where time sets itself on it's heels? What makes a man leave such a treasure, the one thing that he holds so dear? And walk freely into these environs where, no one can really come near. Then look back on what he is leaving, and shed not a few heartfelt tears. What words can I find to be spoken, when you're too far away now to hear? Please tether those feelings of anger, thoughts saying that "I've let you down". Remember those times when you saw me, brighten so just from hearing your sound. Please hear past my poor words so failing to convey all the love you've brought round. Just look closely and see these emotions, naked now as the eyes of a clown. How quickly the st

????issues
Ok, guys who have girls pictures up for their main picture have issues. Unless maybe it\'s their girlfriend or something. These people need that much attention? What really goes through their heads? Maybe they want attention from guys. Or maybe they want attentin from lesbians. What ever works I guess. It seems kinda misleading, although it says on their profile thea they are male. If they are transvestiets, or crossdressors, that is completly understandable. I mean no disrespect to males who dress up in womens clothing. I think it\'s great they do that if that\'s what makes them happy. They should be able to have their picture up there like that if it\'s what they want without anyone giving them any shit about it. I can understand putting a drawing, or other picture up instead of your picture. Some people like those pictures and that\'s great. Be who you are. Maybe you aare just someone who likes having a picture of some girl as your main picture. I guesse that\'s ki

Was So Heart Wrenching Couldn't Finish Watching It.
I've got to admit that this tore me up, I actually cried and couldn't finish watching it...but my little sister works at the Jacksonville Zoo in Jacksonville, Florida. She and I can attest first hand that atleast the animals at that Zoo are treated with positive rienforcement. If I hadn't lost everything on my old hard drive I have pictures of my little sister with the elephants, the lions, Bonobos, chimps, kangaroos, smow leopards, jaguars, and the smaller animals that the animal abassadors take around to the elementary schools. My sister has gone so far as to not leaving certain sanctuaries that it has been rumored the animals were mistreated. NOT ALL ZOOS are like this, to that I can attest. ~~~SilverWolfe~~~ THIS IS FUCKING SAD...WATCH THE WHOLE THING...DIABLO (repost of original by 'LEGALIZE FREEDOM!' on '2007-07-14 11:14:40') (repost of original by 'Mr.Potatoe Eyes' on '2007-07-14 11:54:00') (repost of original by 'mo~~Property of Hightech Redneck~~' on '2007-07

The Long And Short
I was born in salt lake city at holy cross hospital in 1972.At the age of 9 mo. i was adopted by david and elizabeth price. They divorced soon after. Liz,myself,and andra{adopted from another family before me}my older sis moved to arizona where liz met and married clyde stansberry. My name was changed to jeremy stansberry. By the age of seven i think,clyde lost his jobs as a prof. chef due to alcoholism.We ended up moving from state to state and city to city.Clyde became quite the wife beater and i ended up gettin him arressted in phoenix for spousal abuse...i was probably around 9 or 10. Liz took him back when he was released 6 mo. later and andra bailed...movin back to utah to david and his new wife pam. Meanwhile i was now responsible for my two younger sis's and my newborn bro. Clyde soon was drinkin and hittin and so i called the cops....liz and us kids were made to leave and find residence elsewhere. We moved to tuscon and that was the year our apt. was broken into by the

Donkey
The Pastor's Ass The pastor entered his donkey in a race and it won. The pastor was so pleased with the donkey that he entered it in the race again, and it won again. The local paper read: PASTOR'S ASS OUT FRONT. The Bishop was so upset with this kind of publicity that he ordered the pastor not to enter the donkey in another race. The next day, the local paper headline read: BISHOP SCRATCHES PASTOR'S ASS. This was too much for the bishop, so he ordered the pastor to get rid of the donkey. The pastor decided to give it to a nun in a nearby convent. The local paper, hearing of the news, posted the following headline the next day: NUN HAS BEST ASS IN TOWN. The bishop fainted. He informed the nun that she would have to get rid of the donkey, so she sold it to a farmer for $10. The next day the paper read: NUN SELLS ASS FOR $10. This was too much for the bishop, so he ordered the nun to buy bac

Welcome To Hell...meth
EvEn If YoU hAvE rEaD tHiS b4 ScRoLL dOwN tO tHe BoTtOm, PoSt YoUr NaMe AnD pOsT oN uR pAgE. jUsT cAuSe U hAvE rEaD iT dOsEn'T mEaN eVeRyOnE hAs!! I destroy homes – I tear families apart. I take your children and that’s just a start. I’m more valued than diamonds, more precious than gold. The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold. If you need me, remember, I’m easily found. I live all around you, in school and in town. I live with the rich, I live with the poor. I live just down the street and maybe next door. I’m made in a lab, but not one like you think. I can be made under the kitchen sink, In your child’s closet, and even out in the woods. If this scares you to death, then it certainly should. I have many names. But there’s one you’ll know best. I’m sure you’ve heard of me, my name is Crystal Meth. My power is awesome, try me, you’ll see. But if you do, you may never break free. Just try me once and I might let you go. But if

What Would You...
Would you makeout with me? [ ]Heck Yea [ ]Yes [ ]No [ ]Maybe [ ]already have ;) Would you sleep with me? [ ]In an instant! [ ]Yes [ ]No [ ]Maybe Am I attractive? [ ]F*** no [ ]Hot as hell [ ]Fine [ ]Cute [ ]Okay [ ]Ugly! Do you think I'm a virgin? [ ]Yes [ ]No [ ] i dk Are you a virgin? [ ]yes [ ]no [ ] wont tell I look like.. [ ] A player [ ] a wife/husband [ ] One time thing [ ] Next bf/gf [ ] A friend [ ] A friend with benefits [ ] A possibility [ ] A loser [ ] A stud If you saw me for the first time would you talk to me? [ ]Yes [ ]No [ ]maybe [ ] no cause im shy Would you rather.. ?? [ ] Hook up with me [ ] Cuddle with me [ ] Date me [ ] Friends [ ] Friends with benefits [ ] Marry me [ ] Have sex [ ] OTHER (give details)____________________ [ ] give me your number if so _________________ On a scale of 1-10 (10 being the highest), rate me.. [ ]1 [ ]2 [ ]3 [ ]4 [ ]5 [ ]6 [ ]7 [ ]8 [ ]9 [ ]10 What would you want me to be

So I Bought A Korean Watermelon The Other Day
So I bought a Korean Watermelon the other day and it tasted exactly like a regular watermelon... I don't get it. How is an exotic fruit that looks completely different and weighs more gonna taste exactly the same, how is that exotic???

Blog Jr
So what is this all about, i just blurb my day here or what? Well it was ok i suppose, got to go in some houses where the people who live there are pond life and do not know of the word 'soap', 'clean' or 'hygiene'. I did have a damn fine lemon and cracked black pepper chicken baguette for lunch though (And yes, I did wash my hands...oh..and sanitize them) Well, bored and signing out, toodlepip

Sweet Poison...
words...honey coated...intoxicatingly sweet... flows so effortlessly from your mouth... smoothly...like a gentle summer breeze... brushing against my heart... seductively enticing...beckoning.. lost...in your world of illusions... blinded by the lies...behind the rainbow silk... spiraling...like a movie in slow motion... towards the gaping blackhole of your deceit... for your words...sweet they may be... like wild honey... are just as poisonous... as a viper's venom...

Why Does Someone Always Have To Be The Dumbass?
Don't run screaming from the bears and parents keep close watch on your children on this trail people have fallen to their DEATHS!!!! …A couple of warnings that are posted on the trails and throughout the Great Smokey Mountains National Park. Also things that some people would think were common sense, but not so. Sign coming into the park Don and I went to Pigeon Forge for a few days this week and the first day we were there decided to visit the park and go on a hike to one of the waterfalls. We got to the park, went to the visitors' center and bought a guide to the trails and decided one hopped in the car and started making our way there. When I started off to our destination I had well over a quarter tank of gas, which I thought would be more then enough to get us there. BOY was I wrong before I knew it I had way less then a quarter of a tank and we were only half way there, but still I was sure we could make it. Then we hit the "scenic loop" which we had to go on. It's a one

Firefox Stuff & More
• FireFox®2 • Adblock • Adblock Plus • Adblock Filterset.G Updater • Greasemonkey • Smiley Xtra • Cherrytap Community Toolbar • Fasterfox • Flashblock - Never be annoyed by a Flash animation again! Blocks Flash so it won't get in your way, but if you want to see it, just click on it. • Linkification - Converts text links into genuine, clickable links. • Make Link - Make HTML or Forum Code links via the context menu. Example: • Page Addict - LMAO!! Like I don't already know I'm addicted *smirk* • IE View - Lets you load pages in IE with a single right-click • eSnips Toolbar - With eSnips you can easily upload, share and publish anything right from your desktop: photos, home movies, flash, audio, documents, presentations, web pages, links and more. • Clipmarks - You can now post clips directly to your blog, with or without saving it to clipmarks.com. • Auto Copy • ColorfulTabs • Imageshack right-click • Screengrab • StumbleUp

Fon: World Wifi Domination?
Now if there ever was a company working on world domination, it would be FON. They aim to build a global network of Wifi hotspots by selling subsidized routers that have custom firmware. The routers have a private secure WPA based network for you to use, and a public network that has a signup page, for anyone else to use. There is also a control that limits how much bandwidth the public can use. They have a few hundred thousand users, and are now the largest WiFi network by far, but the of their base stations is much more random and less useful than T-Mobile HotSpots.The incentive in the short term is that you can get a high quality router at a very low price. FON has been giving routers away to seed markets and to surround Starbucks stores. The incentive in the longer term is that if you have a FON router at home, you can use any FON router you find on your travels for free.I've had a FON router for some time. I met CEO Martin Varsavsky when he gave a talk at eBay last year, and got

Thousands Line Up To Buy Apple Iphones
On the eve of the day of reckoning for the most-hyped gadget in recent memory, eager customers lined up Thursday, a few even braving torrential rain, to be among the first to get their hands on the coveted new cell phone from Apple Inc. The gadget, which combines the functions of a cell phone, iPod and wireless Web browser, will go on sale in the United States at Apple and AT&T stores at 6 p.m. Friday in each time zone.It's been the focus of endless anticipatory chatter and even parodied on late-night TV. It's hogged so much of the media spotlight, a St. Paul, Minn., minor league baseball team planned to spoof its porcine mascot by selling a real 'iPig.'"This phone is going to blow everything out of the water," Tony Cecchini, 40, a San Antonio, Texas, air conditioner salesman said while braving a downpour to wait outside an AT&T store Thursday morning.Apple and AT&T Inc. ? the phone's exclusive cellular carrier ? have not disclosed how many units will be available at launch, adding to

How Bad Are You Wanted
HOW BAD ARE YOU WANTED Post this and see how many messages u get....don't be scared!! (and i'll reply ) you can choose more than one if you want (1) just friends (2) gorgeous (3) cute as heck (4) hot (5) fine (6) sexy (7) amazingly sexy (8) we can be friends with benefits (9) id take u to my crib (10) i want 2 make u my gf/bf (11) i love u baby (12) you should be in porn

Wonder Why????
wonder why sex is so much better when your *dressed*? lol what i mean by that is last night i dressed up in a sexy alice costume complete with ruffled stocking and blue maryjanes. i got the best f*cking of my life!!!! for some reason it was hotter than the blazes of haites. now can someone tell me why sex is better when youre in costume so to speak

The Embrace
Is this narcosis all I've left? A pale embrace with a dying breath, an effigy in memory to what I could've been, An opaque vision into the future of my sin, Entombed inside my enigma, wrapped in a veil of casualties, I've nothing left to sacrifice, for this simple, stupid lie...

Pets And Why We Love Them
i love my little dog bubba like carzy but he can do some things to make you laugh. you dont need the movies sometimes he gets to playing with me and then next thing he is rolling on his back kick his feet like he is swimming lol he loves being outside with me only dog i know that has to smell every blade of grass and all the flowers before he comes in no matter how much he has smelled before. its a dog thing yea i will admit it i spoil him like crazy. bubt he is my companion for right now. we do everything together. he loves his car rides thats for sure. well you all have a wonderful day and may god bless you

Vic For Owner Of The Cutest Pet
I need one more person to enter a cute pet picture for me to start contest tomorrow two or more people and there will be a third prize of a one day blast Don't delay enter today :D send the link to the photo you wish to enter to my link below My link Lisa~Founder of Freelance Comment Bombers~C† WîFè Tº KèV~@ CherryTAP Pass the word around if you know someone with a cute pet :D

Angus Young Vs. Dimebag Darrell
Well Cherry Tappers, your vote has been counted for the AXEFIGHT between Angus Young VS. Dimebagg Darrell- Angus Young-23 Votes Dimebag Darrell-17 Votes Angus young is your 3 time Champion! Watch for my next MUMM, AXEFIGHT XIII!

That Be Me
S • C • O • R • P • I • O: The lover Can be mean somtimes, and will Probably knock your ass out, if crossed the wrong way!! EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. very great to hang out wit. (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. The sexiest ever....Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

Frustration
I am just sitting here looking at the 4 billion programs on this puter of mine and cannot figure out how to record me singing to an audio soundtrack and save it to my puter. Trying to get some practice in cause I have a reallly deep feeling I will be singing at a funeral here in a few days and I want to be able to have all this stuff on cd and i also dont want to sing at this funeral if that is what it comes down to. Just fell sooo frustrated and confused and hurt and dont talk to me today cause I will snap.

Traveling
Sorry to all my friends that I haven't been in touch lately, I've been out Trucking with my Husband, see last month I was diagnosed with bone cancer, and it hit both of us pretty hard, so my husband came home and took me out with him to cheer me up, since I will be starting treatments towards the end of August. I had such a good time, it's been 5 years since I've been out there. I will be posting some pictures I took of the West and mid West, I will be leaving again the end of this week, to go out for a few more weeks, the company is gonna get us a load up north so I can go see my Dad. Hope all is well with everyone....

How Hot Am I?
Wanna know how hot you are??? You're OK-----teddy bear You're CUTE----red rose I'd Do Ya!!----any spicy gift You're SEXY----dozen roses Let's Be Friends----kitten We can party----any liquid refreshment Wanna get Married??---any big pimpin' gift Repost this and see how many gifts you get!!!

Fire The Grid
Dear Friends,An important one-hour, global meditation will take place on Tuesday July 17, starting at 11:11am Greenwich Mean Time (4:11am PDT). See www.firethegrid.com for more details. July 17th is also the day of the second exact alignment of Pluto with the Galactic Center."Just as our body's meridians need care and support, so do the Earth grids. They need to be strengthened enormously and their light level must be increased now if the planet and humanity are going to make the evolutionary leap in consciousness, which is our highest potential. Just as we can increase the light of our own body¢s meridians through meditation, so too can we increase the light level of the Earth¢s meridians...The depletion of the Earth grid has led to humanity¢s extreme experience of separation from the cosmos. Restoring wholeness to the grids will be humanity¢s re-experiencing of its connectedness to the cosmos. It is through these grids that we know who we are...Please share this news with your friend

School Play
SchoolPlay"-(If this doesn't make you laugh, there is absolutely no hope for your day!) Two little boys in first grade were chosen to be the leads in their first school play .It was to be a Shakespearean play. The first little boy was to say, "My fair maiden, I have come to snatch a kiss and fill your soul with hope." The second little boy was to reply by saying, "Hark! A pistol shot." On opening night in the school auditorium, the two little boys were a bit nervous, knowing that all the seats were going to be filled with grown-ups. The teacher told them to take their places on the stage and to remember to speak very loud as soon as the curtain goes up. The curtain rose and looking out upon the audience the two boys were terrified. They stood there frozen. So the teacher whispered for them to begin. The first boy yelled out these unforgettable words.... "My fair maiden,I have come to kiss your snatch! And fill your hole with soap." The second boys cre

Poetry
Wakening Life had been whizzing by me. I close my eyes to keep me from crying. I’ve lived life wild and yet at bay. I helped, loved, cared for others, Yet, they were never able to fully get in. I incased and shielded my heart with cold steel. Envied, hated, and pitied the happy. I envied, because they have hope and love. I hated, simply because they know what it is to be happy. I pitied, because I know they could be taken for granted. I always felt the need to be happy yet deny it to the end. I was terrified to let anyone in. Then you came alone and asked for the key in. I don’t know why and I don’t know how but you’ve got it You hold the key now. I’m scared to death and yet willing to fall. I’ll tell you this, you’ve trumped them all! Now I’m wakening to dawn anew, I can’t wait to be in your arms and wake everyday to you. My heart and love is wakening full and true. I am finally awake and alive because of you

Pucker Up & Win A Blast!
I know a lot of you have at least one pic where you are puckering.. So get your pics into her and have some fun with it.... Fireman ENTER MY ¢¾PUCKER¢¾UP¢¾ CONTEST (please repost) Send me your best shot of you puckering up for the camera. No NSFW pics....& it CAN'T be a pic of you kissing someone else. Send me a private message with your choice of photo. PRIZES will be determined by the number of comments. 1st prize BLAST, minimum 10,000 comments, number of days will be determined by the number of comments (less than 10,000 will be a big pimpin gift) 2nd prize BLAST, minimum 10,000 comments, number of days will be determined by the number of comments (less than 10,000 will be a big pimpin gift) 3rd prize Big Pimpin Gift, which one will depend on number of comments All participants will get a gift for entering No downrating or bashing other contestants. Comment bombing & self-bombing is allowed. Contest will last 10 days. Contest date

Poetry
Crazy Love Love is crazy, fast swift and sweet. You’ll never know who, when, or where you’ll meet. Crazy love can and will sweep you off your feet. You can try to deny it and fight it but, Still someone will supply it. Run! Hide! If you really dare. No matter how far or long, love will always be there. Love is crazy, love is blind But there’s always that one person that is genuine. It’s crazy yes, this love I see and I know it’s happened to me. Love is crazy, crazy is love. So tell me, you really ready to love craz

Lost
I look at your eyes and they are so piercing with that beautiful blue that I could lose myself in them every day and every night. Eyes so blue, like the ocean or the sky. So clear that the sun is afraid to shine. I must say though, your eyes do you no justice. It's just a physical feature that brings out one part of you. I love your heart and the rest that's inside of you... :)

My Life
well i was born and raised in south Louisiana.Not the first place i would choose to raise children. It's not that it's a bad place to live it's not the prettiest.Nothing there but water and road.I wouldn't trade the memories that i had growing up there for anything in this world.I have an older sister whom i'd rather not state my opiion of at this moment.She gave birth to the 3 most beautiful children i know. I love them so much!An older brother who i feel is my twin!Even though he's a year and 3 days older than me!We were so close growing up! He's one of my fav. people.It doesn't stop there, i also have two younger sister's. I don't talk to them much though. I can't complain my life thus far is comfortable! I'm finally to a point in my life where i don't have to be so worried!And i luv it. not saying that everything is like it should be or how i had it pictured in my mind. I'm 23, not married, no children,but taking care of my sister's 2 yr old daughter! But yeah it good!

Something Sweet & Easy For Everyone!
Peanut Butter Pie 1 (8 ounce) pkg cream cheese, softened 1 cup powdered sugar 1 cup crunchy peanut butter 1 (8 ounce) carton Cool Whip 1 ready made graham cracker crust Cream the cream cheese, add sugar and peanut butter. Beat until smooth. Fold in Cool Whip. Place in graham cracker crust. Refrigerate or freeze. its really rich but its good :) Im like a fountain of recipes if theres something u want let me know. ~Lissa

How's Your Gag Reflex?
How's Your Gag Reflex? by CuriTab© “The doctor will see you now.” Florence the nurse’s voice broke into my thoughts. I looked down at the magazine in my lap, closed it, and replaced it to the table in front of my chair. I looked around, ascertaining that I am the last appointment of the day. She smiled. I followed her through the low swinging door. It was just a routine visit. Since there is a history of reproductive difficulties with the women in my family, I’d decided to be proactive. My regular doctor was on vacation. I wonder whom she got to stand in for her. I hope it’s not a man. No offense to male gynecologists, but the experiences I had with them were not very pleasant. They were too rough, and their examinations hurt. Also, one tried to seduce me while on the table. Pervert. Florence led me to the last examination room on the left, took my blood pressure, checked a few things, and left me alone. I’d taken off my blouse, bra, and panties, and slipped on the gown sh

Poetry
A moment of truth In wonder I gaze into your eyes The beauty the love I saw inside To hold such a truth that you can’t hide Is the love I see way deep inside? ~**~ To be the one That is so blessed Leaves me wondering What I did to see this? The truth of one that holds my heart ~**~ There are Wonders great and small For us all to see But the greatest wonder of it all Is the beauty and love I see inside of thee ~**~ Like a river, like a clear blue night They sparkle and shine That lights your gentle loving soul That touches the every heart of mine ~**~ Where did I find a love so rare? For it was in your eyes That I first saw it there That love that I hold That moment of truth is all mine. ~**~

I Swear These Horoscopes Here Know Me!
Daily Horoscope: Libra For July 16,2007 Frankly, you need to lighten up. Your outside looks calm, capable and collected, but you might be fuming on the inside. Be a little playful with yourself, especially under these circumstances. Your mood will lift.

Us
This part matters the most.Passion the love of it cuts you like a knife.The wounds run so deep from your love it hurts.The touch of your skin feels like rose pedals.Your thorns could punture is I get too close.But to love you is like taking a breath of fresh air.I stare into your eyes like the water in a stream.The glow or your beauty is all that I have dreamed.You make me whole on every note of a song that's completed to ease ones soul.The passion I feel from you is all so true.To have and to hold is only pure like the the river runs deep.To have every breath taking moment i have with you I cherish deep in my heart.The moment i met you right from the start.How would I know what tomorrow will bring.But all that matters is when i'm with you all I hear is my heart flowing and the birds singing

The Pretty Gorilla
What lies under Nicos story? Under her story lies death. She lost her father during world war 2. Alan Delon was a fatherfigure. But he was never there. Nico knew Delon was not the father of her child. She made a fake lifestory. By living between the two possibilites (Delon and his lookalike) her history is covered up. By going for Dylan in 1964 the confusion of her story was total. Brian Jones was the only person who could fully understand her problem, he was therefore the only threat to her life. His first girlfriend had lied about him being the father of her child. It had been this that made him start his group. Brian was the real creator of the 60's. The moment she met him in early 1965 his fate was sealed. By hiding Brian Jones away from our history so is ours.

Venting
ok so everyone knows this does not apply to anyone on here so dont take offense to it but why does it seem like all my friends that live around me or have known me more then 5 years see me as a freaking bank to borrow money from me i mean this shit seriously gets to me i mean yeah i have nearly 1k in the bank but still i fucking worked for that money i mean i offer people money to help them but i dont plan on getting that money back but when someone ask me for money and they cant tell me when i will get it back come on that shit just pisses me off sigh this is the shit that gets to me i have such a big heart it hurts me to say no to them but i cant put myself in the red and for the longest time i have been living paycheck to pay check and i am finally not doing it but i am trying mym damnest to keep it that way got sometimes people piss me off ok i am done venting sorry

Feeling The Sorrow
Feeling the sorrow We try to be strong see loss as a new beginning instead of an ending a reason for living a deeper meaning In lonely hours if the tears devour know you're surrounded by the highest powers and may those tears of sorrow turn into tears of joy at the remembrance of life

First Blog Here, Might As Well Do It Right...
Well, first of all, howdy to all, and thanks for reading the first in what I'm sure will end of being a series of blogs and rants here. Of course, I'm kinda new to this whole CherryTap thing, but I'm getting used to it. All the drama and hype of MySpace, but with the added messages and groups from AOL. Charming..... So, my first one here is, of course, about the drama we find here. Namely, the insecure fuckers that make life hell on the rest of us. I'll give you an example: One of my FORMER friends was a very nice young lady. Good looking, good head on her shoulders, common sense, grounded, but playful. A very cool lady to talk with. But she had one problem....her boyfriend. He became VERY insecure and possessive. It wasn't long before all pictures of her by herself were deleted, only to be replaced by photos of the two of them kissing, cuddling, etc etc. Gone were her messages of love and friendship to her other friends. Instead, we ALL got bombarded with messages of

One Of My Writings
As I sit here this darkness surrounds me. It leaves me spellbound and confused. Unable to protect myself. I am filled with grief for I know that come morning i will have done something horrible but can do nothing for I am bound by a hand stronger than my own. Even as I sit here the darkness rises it seems as though I can feel it growing inside me searching for release. But I must not let go I must fight it with every beat of my heart for my soul rests in the balance. But I slowly feel my will fading. I know that I must hold on but the hunger keeps rising night after night. Becoming a second being inside me fighting for control. Soon I will be to weak to rise. I must not give in. I can feel the desire to subside ripple through me. It seems to come from all directions. I cannot fight it anymore. The need to give in to the darkness overwhelms me. I can feel myself beginning to fall....my will beginning to fade my resolve

Agian
Again I heard from a friend today And she said you were in town Suddenly the memories came back to me in My mind Chorus: How can I be strong I've asked myself Time and time I've said That I'll never fall in love with you again A wounded heart you gave, My soul you took away Good intentions you had many, I know you did I come from a place that hurts, God knows how I've cried And I never want to return Never fall again Making love to you felt so good and Oh so right Repeat Chorus So here we are alone again, Didn't think I'd come to this And to know it all began With just a little kiss I've come to close to happiness, To have it swept away Don't think I can take the pain No never fall in love again Kinda late in the game And my heart is in your hands Don't you stand there and then tell me You love me Then leave again 'Cause I'm falling in love with you again Hold

A Little Something About Me
1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? nope 2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? yesterday, I was sad 3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING? of course, its beautiful lol 4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT? hickory smoked ham 5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS? yes, 2 absolutely wonderful kiddos 6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU? are you kidding?? of course, i rock hahaha 7. DO YOU USE SARCASM A LOT? i've been known too 8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS ? Yes. 9. WOULD YOU BUNGEE JUMP? yeah if I wanted to see the concrete coming to my face at that speed sure 10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL? lucky charms 11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF? Nope 12. DO YOU THINK YOU ARE STRONG? ummmmmmm no 13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM? chunky monkey baby 14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE? attitude 15. RED OR PINK? red, cause its hot 16. WHAT IS THE LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF? my weight 17

Any Thing
Every night......... someone thinks about you before u go to sleep. At least 15 people in this world love u in some way. The only reason why someone hates u is cuz they wanna be just like u. There are at least 2 people in this world who would die for u. You mean the world to someone. Someone that u dont even think exists loves u. When u make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. When u think that the world has turned its back on u, take a second look at whats facing u. Always remember the compliments u received and forget the rude remarks.So remember never really have to watch where your going but to remember where you been.

South American Marinated Cedar-planked Stea
Prep Time: 15 min Total Time: 4 hr 46 min Makes: 6 servings 1 untreated cedar plank (14x7x1 inch) 1/2 cup KRAFT Balsamic Vinaigrette Dressing 1/2 cup finely chopped onions 1/2 cup chopped fresh parsley 1/4 cup chopped fresh cilantro 2 cloves garlic, minced Dash crushed red pepper 1 beef flank steak (1-1/2 lb.) 1 Tbsp. oil IMMERSE plank in water, placing a weight on top of plank to keep it submerged. Soak at least 4 hours or overnight. Meanwhile, mix dressing, onions, parsley, cilantro, garlic and red pepper. Remove 1/2 cup of the dressing mixture; set aside for later use. Pour remaining dressing mixture into large resealable plastic bag; add steak. Seal bag; turn over several times to evenly coat steak with the dressing mixture. Refrigerate at least 2 hours to marinate. PREHEAT grill to high heat. Remove steak from marinade; discard bag and marinade. Grill steak 3 min. on each side; remove from grill. Remove plank from water; brush top with oil. Top with steak. Place

Tomatoes
Ok, I had the most delicious tomatoes the other day and kept thinking about why they aren't served as is for most people. Sometimes, simple is better. So I kept pondering this. Finally, I started thinking about a way to add something different w/o changing them. I found a perfect tomatoe, not too juicy, but still ripe and full of flavor. Then I cut some rosemary, washed the stem carefully, and set it aside. I sliced the top of tomatoe off, just enough to make a cap. then I inserted the rosemary stem, with the green sprigs still on, down into the juicy portions of the tomatoe and placed the cap back on. Let it sit for 3 hours, then removed the stems. Sliced the tomatoe and served. Wow...it was great! Next I'm going to try it with different herbs. Basil, tyme, etc. Perhaps each section with it's own flavor.

An Angel
An angel you say, On this I can agree. Someone like you, Had to come from heaven for me to see. Your beauty far beyond, Anything I could dream. Showing me you,God has smiled on me, So it would seem. Though you are far, Your beauty comes to my land. I stare across the ocean, Wanting to offer you my hand. Though my words,angel, I try to make to see. Exactly how beautiful, You really are to me.

Contest Starts In A Hour Good Luck All
OK CONTEST STARTS TOMM 2 PM EST HERE ARE THE ONES IN IT SO FAR ~racechick v.p~ ~CHAN812CREW~ +AGENT SMITH+ ~SHADOWLION69~ ~REBELBREED~ ~skyhawk691~ ~Labman911~ ~karma~ ~YODA~ ~~JOEYNV86~~ ~*MARGIE*~ ~WHITEDOVE~ (repost of original by 'Rosepetals~*Con

Commemorative Cherry Tap Coins@
I designed and created these coins and now that the site will be changing its name this week to FUBAR.. they will no longer be available... makes them kinda like a collectors item.... I have already designed the FUBAR BUCK... when the name change occurs those will be available for a limited time. I hope you enjoy my work... Luv, Geekette Click Links Below to View Them Full Size! Cherry Tap Coin (Mold soon to be destroyed) FUBAR BUCK (plate made and printing to commence when site name changes) PS Those of you (you know who you are) will get your Fubar Bucks shortly...

Coins!
I designed and created these coins and now that the site will be changing its name this week to FUBAR.. they will no longer be available... makes them kinda like a collectors item.... I have already designed the FUBAR BUCK... when the name change occurs those will be available for a limited time. I hope you enjoy my work... Luv, Geekette Cherry Tap Coin (Mold soon to be destroyed) FUBAR BUCK (plate made and printing to commence when site name changes)

Ask Me Out!
post this saying ASK ME OUT whether ur single or not. whoever wants 2 go out with u will messege u saying "i would go out with you" repost this in 90 sec u will b surprised who replys 2 u. ps.must do even if ur taken hrmm will be interesting to see if I get a response!

R.i.p Cole. You Did Your Country Proud. (from The Bulletin Board)
Rest In Peace Cole Hi everyone. I just got some terrible news today. My friend Cole Bartsch Died In Afghanistan. He wasn't even there for a month. His sister aka my best friend has cherrytap. Please stop by her page and show her support she really needs it right now. Thank You. -AsH.WeeE ..You'll Forever Be In My Heart Sweetie..Gone But Never Forgotten.. Mommy_Jo@ CherryTAP

Question/favor
I am thinking of moving to Southernish California in June, I know it's a good while from now, but I am trying to start planning it now so I am ready then. So if you any you know of anything about the area I should know or any particular part I should move to, please let me know. It would be amazing if you gave me feed back :)

Cedar Plank Pork Loin
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 10 min Total Time: 5 hr 10 min Makes: 8 servings 1 untreated cedar plank (14x7x1 inch) 1/2 cup KRAFT or BULL'S-EYE Original Barbecue Sauce 1/4 cup teriyaki sauce Grated peel of 1 medium orange 1 Tbsp. oil 1 boneless pork loin (2 lb.) IMMERSE the plank in water, placing a weight on top of the plank to keep it submerged. Soak at least 4 hours or overnight. PREHEAT grill to medium heat. Mix barbecue sauce, teriyaki sauce and orange peel until well blended. Remove half of the barbecue sauce mixture; set aside for serving with the cooked meat. BRUSH the top of the cedar plank with oil; top with meat. Place on grate of grill; cover with lid. GRILL 1 hour or until meat thermometer inserted into the thickest part of the meat registers 150°F, turning and brushing with the barbecue sauce mixture for the last 20 min. of the grilling time. Discard any remaining sauce used for brushing. Remove meat from grill; cover loosely with foil. Let stand 10 min. un

Well Today Was The Day...ugh...
Today was the day I went to go see my looney toon Doctor...Or shrink as I call them... I hadnt seen him in over a year and he asked me all kinds of questions...Some goofy some not...All in all it took about 45 mins... Now mind you I had been up since 6am buzzing around, suffering from a lack of sleep and all...and I had to be at his office at 9am... So after all the question and junk, he decided to put me on some new drug for people that suffer from Type 1 BiPolar Disorder called Abilify...This is what Abilify is... ABILIFY® (aripiprazole) is a prescription medicine indicated for: * the treatment of acute manic and mixed episodes associated with Bipolar I Disorder, * maintaining efficacy in patients with bipolar disorder with a recent manic or mixed episode who had been stabilized and then maintained for at least 6 weeks. Although a cure has yet to be found, Bipolar I Disorder is a treatable condition. With a treatment plan that includes medicine, education,

My Life..
i am posting this blog to tell the world and al my friends about what is goin on in my life right now..i am in a seriuos relationship with someone i am in love with.. i have discovered i might be pregnant with his child.. now you can all be happy for us or you can stay mad at me for the rest of your lives..it is no skin off my nose either way..those who know who he is can either be happy or go pout somewhere else because that is the way its gonna be..i am not looking for a way out of my friendships on cherrytap i am just letting you all know where i stand..he and i are together and will be together for as long as time permits..no matter what..for those who choose to be happy for us i say a much appreciated thank you in advance...any well wishes and prayers are welcomed with open arms..to those who choose to sit there and pout like a kid can kiss my ass because im not goin to sit here and deal with such immaturity..i have bigger fish to fry then you..so you can make the choice to be hap

Read This
So many people are trying to get your attention right now, but you only have eyes for a certain someone. But, does this person even know that he or she is a priority in your life? That's a very important question. TELL ME WHAT YOU THINK PLEASE HAVE A GOOD DAY

Grilled Bruschetta Chicken
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 5 min Total Time: 30 min Makes: 4 servings 1/4 cup KRAFT Sun-Dried Tomato Vinaigrette Dressing, divided 4 small boneless skinless chicken breast halves (1 lb.) 1 medium tomato, finely chopped 1/2 cup KRAFT Shredded Low-Moisture Part-Skim Mozzarella Cheese 1/4 cup chopped fresh basil or 1 tsp. dried basil leaves PLACE large sheet of heavy-duty foil over half of grill grate; preheat grill to medium heat. Pour 2 Tbsp. of the dressing over chicken in resealable plastic bag; seal bag. Turn bag over several times to evenly coat chicken with the dressing. Refrigerate 10 min. to marinate. Remove chicken from marinade; discard bag and marinade. GRILL chicken on uncovered side of grill 6 min. Meanwhile, combine tomatoes, cheese, basil and remaining 2 Tbsp. dressing. TURN chicken over; place, cooked-side up, on foil on grill. Top evenly with tomato mixture. Close lid. Grill an additional 8 min. or until chicken is cooked through (170ºF). KRAFT KITCHE

For My Friends
Courtesy of MsTags.com well all of my true friends who reed this i hurt my knee saturday morning at 10 am didnt get to the er til after 6 pm had no way going hubby was out of town so i layed down for the day but its ok nothing broke just bruised and tore a few ligament (forgive the spelling) but needless to say they gave me morphin and it knocked my ass out and i have to stay with leg raised up so its hard to get on here seeing i dont have a laptop lol but just wanted to tell everyone i love and miss you guys and this is why im not on as often ok well if you have my number call if ya want kaos and devious sorry i missed the grand opening of dungeon of the damned and well i love you all tty when i get back on ... hugzzzz and kissesssss alll

Fibromylgia
Hey everybody. I know that there are people on my friends list that may suffer from the same illness that i suffer from. I have recently found a web site that has helped me out on learning about some of the problems associoted to this disease. I am posting a link here and I will also try to post one on my page. I hope this site helps someone as it will help me in the future. http://nfa.convio.net/site/PageServer

The Pleasure Of Pain
Reprinted from the blog of ~Lady Karmic Kisses~Whips N Chains ... The Pleasure Of Pain By Marianne Apostolides Psychology Today Sept/Oct 99 Pathology: The branch of medecine that deals with the nature of disease, esp its functional and structural effects. (Webster's concise edition) Catharsis: a. A technique used to relieve tension and anxiety by bringing repressed feelings and fears to consciousness. b. The therapeutic result of this process; abreaction. (www.thefreedictionary.com) Bind my ankles with your white cotton rope so I cannot walk. Bind my wrists so I cannot push you away. Place me on the bed and wrap your rope tighter around my skin so it grips my flesh. Now I know that struggle is useless, that I must lie here and submit to your mouth and tongue and teeth, your hands and words and whims. I exist only as your object. Exposed. Of every 10 people who reads these words, one or more has experimented with sadomasochism (S & M), which is most

Oreo & Fudge Ice Cream Cake
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 10 min Total Time: 4 hr 10 min Makes: 12 servings 1/2 cup hot fudge ice cream topping, warmed 1 tub (8 oz.) COOL WHIP Whipped Topping, thawed, divided 1 pkg. (4-serving size) JELL-O Chocolate Flavor Instant Pudding & Pie Filling 8 OREO Chocolate Sandwich Cookies, chopped (about 1 cup) 12 vanilla ice cream sandwiches, unwrapped POUR fudge topping into medium bowl. Add 1 cup of the whipped topping; stir with wire whisk until well blended. Add dry pudding mix; stir 2 min. or until well blended. Gently stir in chopped cookies; set aside. ARRANGE 4 of the ice cream sandwiches, side-by-side, on 24-inch-long piece of foil; top with half of the whipped topping mixture. Repeat layers. Top with remaining 4 ice cream sandwiches. Frost top and sides of dessert with remaining whipped topping. Bring up foil sides. Double fold top and ends to loosely seal packet. FREEZE at least 4 hours before serving. Store leftover dessert in freezer. KRAFT KITCHENS TI

To Kiss Her
And though I have kissed her A thousand times a day, I would want to make it millions, And continuous without delay. But she can only smile, Because each kiss is of the heart, And she knows that the kiss is endless, It was this way from the start. But in each little touch, The lips desire more, But what else would they desire, When each is unlike before. And within the deep embrace, The warmth is felt abound, And she must forever feel this, Even when I am not around. For distance is not a problem, Or something to cause a pain, For she knows the next kiss is coming, Again and again and again.

Online Masters
I live in a 24/7 relationship. I have never understood the purpose of online domination. I get offended when approached about it. How could you possibly submit to someone you are not with in person? I would never submit to someone online in fact it is a joke to me. I can be a mouthy person and I do and will speak my mind when I want online. I do not feel the need to show respect to someone that would try to give me orders online. I am a taken submissive and in that respect that makes me his property. You do not disrespect another person property not try to steal, it so to speak. I feel the same way about a true submissive. In real life as a submissive you do not approach a master and try to give yourself. A true Master approaches you and with respect asks if you are owned and if he sees fit then he claims you as his own. All of the online shit about proper capitalization of master and using sir with a capital s is all a bunch of shit to me. True respect comes from givin

Feelings
How do I tell you how I feel about you When everytime i think of you my body shakes everytime i see you my knees grow weak and everytime i'm with you i dont want the time to end. When everytime i look into your eyes, i wish i was there everytime i see you smile my heart melts and every night before i go to sleep i pray we dont end. I've tried somehow to say: you're the sun that lights up my sky the wind that keeps me cool on a hot summer day and sweet incense that keeps me on a natural high I want so much to tell you: that without you with me each day my day isn't complete that since day one I've always wanted to be with you that no matter what's going on in my life you're the reason there's a smile on my face and that loving you seems to be all I need to know. I wish to tell you that I'm beginning to love you more with each passing of the day and that I want to be with you come whatever may.

Love
Hasnt been long ago I ran into an issue on here. I dont know if men really think with there hearts anymore or if " Saying I LOVE YOU " is just something they use these days. Anyway, Im not going to ramble on like a mad cow but, I will say this...in life you learn as a child growing up that you are loved by your parents and that 2 I LOVE YOU is a strong word. Throwing the word around is something alot of people do today.I understand there are different types of love dont get me wrong.Saying I love you as a friend is one thing but,when you talk about marriage and kids and spending the rest of your life together thats a whole different kind of love in my book. So, this is to the man and you know who you are that seems to lead a woman on..I hope one day in life you find happiness and truley understand what the word LOVE stands for. And as for Roger ty for being the man that you are. Its nice to know that there are true men out there like yourself.So my motto is dont say it if you dont mean

He Stand For The Red White And Blue
He has seen the mountains, walked the valleys cried many tears. He has seen death right in front of his eyes, but never gave up. He has to been close. As the American flags fly high. We know what he is fighting for. We know what he stands for and what his true identity is. He is the american soldier. He is a hero. He gives his all everyday and everynight. So don't judge him It is because of him we are free. He stands for the Red And White and Blue. God Bless You.

I Shall Prevail
EVERYTHING AT ONCE TRANSLATES INTO NOTHING EXCEEDING STABLE CAPACITY ~SATURATED THOUGHTS THEY ARE WORTHLESS SCRAMBLED, UNMANAGEABLE INDECISION HAUNTS ME CAUSES ME TO REMAIN STAGNANT ~ATTITUDE IS QUICKLY CHANGING NEGATIVITY SEEPS IN QUICKLY FINDS COMFORT UNDERNEATH MY SKIN CLOGGING MY POURS WITH DESTRUCTIVE EMOTIONS MY MIND BECOMES A HAZARD TO MY OWN SOUL ~EMPTINESS NOW I BEGIN TO FEEL IT ~THOUGH I FIND IT RATHER OUTLANDISH AS IT IS SMOTHERING ME ~THAT I AM SUFFOCATING IN A SEA OF NOTHING~ PHYSICAL SELF FINDS COMFORT ~A PARALYZED STATE NAKED ON MY BEDROOM FLOOR GRAY CARPET AGAINST MY SKIN SCRATCHY YET GRATIFYING ~ENDURING THE INTRUSION SLOW SINKING SENSATION ALLOWING THIS FEELING TO TAKE HOLD I EMBRACE IT AND THEN AGAIN IT COMES ~EVERYTHING AT ONCE I SUCCUMB TO THE DISORDER TRANSLATES CLEARLY NOW NO LONGER FORMING IN EXCESS ORDER NOW TAKES PLACE WITHIN QUICKLY FIND MYSELF STANDING ARMS IN A MOST UPRIGHT MANNER NO LONGER IN A STATE O

Business
I am sure as you all know hubby an I own a business called A1 Auto Electric, however a few years ago he had gotten hurt on the job an couldn't work fer over 2 years, lost damn near everything we had but got back up on our feet to start again, although now John is working the mills which sucks ass because the kids and I don't get much time with him, an the fact that he gets burnt everyday an lemme say when you are caring fer someone with burns it's very ugly shit any who we've been talking about getting em out of there an starting the business back up an try it once again to see what happens, because right now he is very unhappy where he's at, I have told him I'll be behind him 100% on whatever he decides to do, so if this happens ya'll may not see me here to often, because I'll be helping him out at the shop... Just thought I might wanna get this out in the open an let you guys know whats going on.....

Concert
Ashley called me yesterday morning and asked what I was doing last night. Of course I was doing nothing…….so , after much pleading and begging of the ol’ man, we took off for Shreveport, LA…..to see the Martina McBride concert!!! Oh my God, I was so excited! I hadn’t been to a concert since I was 17, and that was with my Gram. (we saw Clay Walker/ Gorge Strait) The concert started at 7, so we left at 5, even though it only takes like 30 - 45 minutes to make it from my house to Shreveport. And I’m so glad we did. Neither one of us knew where the hell we we’re going. After driving around and missing the street for what seemed like forever, we finally stopped at a gas station(for the third time) and asked directions. The guy giggled and points down the road, “its right over that bridge ma’am…gimme a sec and you girls can follow me” OMG….we were less than half a mile away. LMAO! Anyways, Little Big Town was the opening act, and they were so kewl. They did a really good show, but hone

Keep Supporting Them
They have walked many miles seen many tragedies watchedtheir buddies die in front of them, even held them close till they took their last breath. They will never forget the horror the pain. We feel helpless cause there's nothing we can do to stop the pain. We keep them close, say a prayer for them, but it doesn't stop the pain, or the tears from falling. They have seen more then we have seen in a lifetime, but we continue to pray we continue to hold them close, and believe it or not that helps them more then anything, just knowing someone cares and supports them. That's all they need to keep them going. So never stop supporting them never stop caring. Keep that flag flying high and never frget what they are fighting for.

Mood
I started writing a blog explaining my state of mind. When I reread it, I realised I sounded like a big, whiney bitch. So, suffice it to say, the Cap'n isn't feeling his usually sparkly, jovial self at the moment. Apologies if anyone else is inadventantly sucked into the quagmire of my bad mood, but if you move slowly and carefully, you should be able to make it to terra firma. Anyway, the way I look at it, I'm entitled to a bit of a grump on occasions, so nurr. >:P

Dictionary Of Bdsm Terms U-z
UGOL'S LAW: A law first stated by Harry Ugol in the UseNet newsgroup alt.sex.bondage which holds that if there's some kink you have or something turns you on, no matter how strange or bizarre it may be, you're not the only one who has that kink. Commentary: I receive a great deal of email from these pages; much of it along the lines of "I didn't realize other people had the same fantasies and ideas that I do!" The nice thing about living in a world of six billion people is that, no matter how weird or bizarre your turn-ons may be, yes, there are other people like you. UNIFORM PLAY: Any of a wide variety of different forms of role play in which the wearing of uniforms, such as military uniforms, is a significant part of the role play. Commentary: Many people find uniforms, particularly uniforms that convey rank or indicate ierarchy or authority (such as police or military uniforms) arousing. UTILITY D/S: A specific type of D/s centered around using the submissive in utilitarian ca

Weekend
Well this weekend I took my daughters to Six Flags in St Louis. The humidity was a killer. We spent alot of time in Huricane Harbor. Man was the water chilly. I loved the waterslides. I rode all of the rollercoasters except for the NINJA. I still can not get over the $15 fee just to park your car. But the show started early for us once we arrived. A tour Bus plowed over a Light pole. I never realized that those things bounce so High. On a positive note no one was injured. Hope you weekend went great also.

Still Feeling Poetic
Inside my heart is a special place, Filled with love, filled with grace. Surrounded by darkness, I threw away the key. This was the only way to protect me. But then there was you, Who turned my world around. Inside me, my special place you found. Only you possess the key, Only you can set me free...

Job Interview At Vet Clinic
Well..if any one cares.. i got back not long ago from my "Job Interview" at a vet clinic (Salmon Creek Vet Clinic), reason i used quotes was it wasnt much of an interview lol they called it a working interview so i pritty much just helped out around there for an hour or so...walking dogs, cleaning cages and such, they showed me how to do alot of the stuff...soo i should hear back from them by wendsday or so they said... on a side note its 9AM ive been up since 6:30 id usually be sleeping or went back to bed but im full of coffie so that wont be hapining lol...

Heart Attack
well you always tell yourself it wont happen to you..but guess what it did..on a fucked up day..friday the 13th..i had a heart attack at work..it was the scariest feeling you can imagine..i felt helpless and they kept telling me to hold on..the more i held on the more i was looking past my life..well i had surgery on saturday..i am fine for right now...just remember this people..dont take life for granted..enjoy it each and everyday..as i will from now on..take care

Dictionary Of Bdsm Terms O-t
OBJECTIFICATION: Sexual arousal from any act in which one person is dehumanized or dehumanizes another. Animalism, and some forms of humiliation play and utility D/s, involve objectification. ODALISQUE: (Literally, Turkish oda chamber, room + liq woman) Archaic A female sex slave. OLD LEATHER: Anything of or related to the gay male BDSM community which began in the United States and Canada after WWII and was most popular primarily between the 1960s and the late 1980s; characterized by a very rigid and structured hierarchy, elaborate codes of conduct, ritualized protocol, and a strong sense of community, duty, and loyalty. Often modeled on military traditions and practices, the old leather community was almost exclusively comprised of gay men and was suspicious of "outsiders." Contrast new leather; See related hanky code. ORGASM CONTROL; also, ORGASM DENIAL: The practice whereby one person is not permitted to reach sexual orgasm without the permission of another person, or for

$250 Neiman Marcus Cookies
$250 Neiman Marcus Cookies * 2 cups butter * 24 oz. chocolate chips * 4 cups flour * 2 cups brown sugar * 2 tsp. soda * 1 tsp. salt * 2 cups sugar * 1 8 oz. Hershey Bar (grated) * 5 cups blended oatmeal * 4 eggs * 2 tsp. baking powder * 2 tsp. vanilla * 3 cups chopped nuts (your choice) Measure oatmeal and blend in a blender to a fine powder. Cream the butter and both sugars. Add eggs and vanilla, mix together with flour, oatmeal, salt, baking powder, and soda. Add chocolate chips, Hershey Bar and nuts. Roll into balls, and place two inches apart on a cookie sheet. Bake for 10 minutes at 375 degrees. Makes 112 cookies.

Yeah I Think This Fits... To A Tee.
================================================= S • C • O • R • P • I • O: The lover Can be mean somtimes, and will Probably knock your ass out, if crossed the wrong way!! EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. very great to hang out wit. (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. The sexiest ever....Romantic. Caring. ================================================= all i can do is agree...

The Dominant's Creed
Above all else he cherishes his submissive, in the knowledge that the gift she gives him is the greatest of all. He is demanding and takes full advantage of the power given to him, but knows how to share the pleasure that comes from that precious gift. He is in control of himself first and foremost, so that he may control others. As a stern and demanding Dominant, he can cause his sub to cry real tears. As the consummate lover, he will then kiss the tears away, without ever stepping out of character. In times of trouble, a Dominant will leave the roles behind, to be a supportive friend and partner, never forgetting that this is still a loving relationship between two caring individuals. He is quick to understand the differences between fantasy and reality. He would never ask a submissive to put him before her career, or family, just to satisfy his own pleasure. To win his submissive's mind, body and soul, he knows he must first win her trust. He will show his subm

Introspection
Emotions are a crazy thing. I have come to realize that I give too much, care too deeply, and love too strongly. And guess what? I end up getting hurt. There was a time not so long ago that I had built a strong foundation and ironclad walls around my heart and feelings. But little by little I let those I cared for chip away the wall and I lay bare defenseless against everything that assaulted me. Well, it's time to reinforce that foundation and build an even stronger wall. A person can only be hurt so much. And I am at my breaking point. The one constant in my life is my son, and thank God for that!!! I guess being a single mom is very damaging to any outside relationship, and I shouldn't try so hard to create a new or save an existing one. So the wall is going up rapidly and I'm back to having a "Fuck 'em all" attitude. If I offend any of my true friends, just speak up and I'll try to tone it down some. Just bear with me guys, I'll snap out of it sooner of later.

Darkness
Darkness isnt as many think for there isnt total darkness persay. The sliver cold light from the reflections of many suns brighten eveb the darkest night. In the belifes of many the Dark time of the year is from September thur Feberary, I was born on the shortest day of the year the darkest time of all during the dark time of the year. It is a s[ecal time for me and I see a lot of sliver and darklight. And there is no teadem in the path I walk Sislcy can voich for that . Darkness is a time to reflect on the chaos that all came out of in time long past. Anyone who protects or serves has to use their dark side to limit harm and mayham. When you are looked to for guidance , and consoling you hear of the dark side of human nature and if you did not enbrace the cool sliver light you could easly give in to the darkness. Many things walk the night not all bad, and the veals are thin giving insight and clamnest to troubled souls. A warren of the old ways Old Dragon

Let's Say I Broke Into Yor House....
A lady wrote the best letter in the Editorials in ages!!! It explains things better than all The baloney you hear on TV. Her point: Recently large demonstrations have taken place across the country protesting the fact that Congress is finally addressing the issue of illegal immigration. Certain people are angry that the US might protect its own borders, might make it harder to sneak into this country and, once here, to stay indefinitely. Let me see if I correctly understand the thinking behind these protests Let's say I break into your house. Let's say that when you discover me in your house, you insist that I leave. But I say, "I've made all the beds and washed the dishes and did the laundry and swept the floors. I've done all the things you don't like to do. I'm hard-working and honest (except for when I broke into your house). According to the protesters: You are Required to let me stay in your house You are Required to add me to your family's insu

Woohoo!!!! We Did It..thank You
www.hostdrjack.com Wow we did it..Thank you to everyone that helped me get the 18,000 comments for my 30 day blast. Im greatful to each of you for helping me.If i can help you just let me know. There are so many to thank and wont even begin to mention names..I love my Family, Friends,and my bombing family. Thanks for sticking with me until the very end. Thanks for all the bulletins, reposts and comments not one went by unnoticed:) Much Love...

Bragi On The Dashboard...
watching the universe expand... colors without name. grasping for a nebula with my free hand... i see your smile. once around the sun... cassiopia holds my other hand she carries me further into this intrepid journey... into the colors so vibrant, they have no name. planets align. a king is born. i have bragi on my dashboard... inspiration and poetry. this skyway is my saturn... this saturn is my completion... it must begin with me.

Original Poem
Waiting, anticipating, that first precious kiss Longing, aching, you are sorely missed. I lie awake at night Till the early morning light Till I can hear your voice But I have no choice. You have me heart, soul and mind Please, God, be kind. Don't make me wait too long That would be so wrong. We are meant to be Can't we both see??? We are fading, falling fast Oh God, make this feeling last...

Wreck Of The Edmund Fitzgerald
Wreck Of The Edmund Fitzgerald, music and lyrics c1976 by Gordon Lightfoot The legend lives on from the Chippewa on down of the big lake they called "Gitche Gumee." The lake, it is said, never gives up her dead when the skies of November turn gloomy. With a load of iron ore twenty-six thousand tons more than the Edmund Fitzgerald weighed empty, that good ship and true was a bone to be chewed when the "Gales of November" came early. The ship was the pride of the American side coming back from some mill in Wisconsin. As the big freighters go, it was bigger than most with a crew and good captain well seasoned, concluding some terms with a couple of steel firms when they left fully loaded for Cleveland. And later that night when the ship's bell rang, could it be the north wind they'd been feelin'? The wind in the wires made a tattle-tale sound and a wave broke over the railing. And ev'ry man knew, as the captain did too 'twas the witch of November come stealin'.

Hey Im Single Again,hell Yeah
hey all u cool ass cherries i am single and looking but having a few probs.i have this one beautiful woman that i have been talking to for some time and dont wanna mess this up. all i ask is that u all show me some more cherry love and send me mail or comments.i just moved up to level 10 so i need as much luv as possibe. all u new cherries can rate me fan me or add me,same to the all mighty cherries out there all ready.i am a good looking guy with one hell of a personality too.i love to talk or rate pics so if u r as lonely as i am come check me out and maybe u wont be lonely any more.to all my cherry friends out there muahhhhhhhhhh.

White Trash Beautiful
White Trash Beautiful, Trailor Park Queen She slings hash at the diner from 11 to 5 She married a boy from school, thought he was oh so cool But all he can do for money is drive Out late haulin' freight on Interstate 5, prayin' he'll see home before his baby arrive. White Trash Beautiful, There's something you should know My heart belongs to you I know you coulda found a better guy I'll love you till the day I die I swear to God it's true I'm comin' home to you I'm comin' home to you girl. He lights a cigarette, his eyes half open He won't be home tonight, but she keeps hopin' Drinkin himself to sleep is his only way of copein' She waits for him every night, she leaves the front door open It's 4 AM and doin 95, Tryin to stay awake and make it home alive. White Trash Beautiful, There's something you should know My heart belongs to you I know you coulda found a better guy I'll love you till the day I die I swear to God it's true I'm comin' home to you I'm c

3 More Days
Hi everybody :) I want to really thank all of you that have been helping me with the contest. You are truely great friends and I will always treasure you :) If you ever need me for anything don't hesitate to ask, I'll be there for you :) This competition has been so much fun and has been a tight race from the beginning, but there are just 3 days left to go and I would love to get a good lead on this :P If you can, please come by as often as possible and comment bomb the hell outta me :P Comment till it hurts,,cause I would for you,,any time :) Here's the link again :) http://www.cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=630153&albumid=444087&i=4267899147 I love you all and I really appreciate you so much. Thank you :) Batty

Kiss An Angel Good Morning
Whenever I chance to meet some old friends on the street They wonder how does a man get to be this way I've always got a smiling face Anytime and any place And everytime they ask me why I just smile and say You've got to Kiss an angel good morning and let you know you think about her when you're gone Kiss an angel good morning and love her like the devil when you get back home Well people may try to guess The secret of a happiness but some of them never learn it's a simple thing The secret i'm speaking of Is a woman and a man in love and the answer is in this song that i always sing You've got to Kiss an angel good morning and let you know you think about her when you're gone Kiss an angel good morning and love her like the devil when you get back home Kiss an angel good morning and let you know you think about her when you're gone Kiss an angel good morning and love her like the devil when you get back home

Anniversary
The Anniversary I knew you never in a million years expected me to remember that this weekend was the first anniversary of the first time we made love, so I planned carefully. I made sure you had no plans with friends or family. Reservations at our favorite restaurant and the five-star hotel downtown, and for you, an appointment at a nearby day spa for an afternoon of pampering. Thankfully your boss is an old friend and I convince his to give you Friday afternoon off. So now here we are, after the manicure and pedicure, after the massage; after penne ala vodka and chocolate mousse, after the hand-holding and sweet wine-flavored kisses; you are soaking in a luxuriant bubble bath as I make final preparations. Joining you in the bath (altho, not in the tub), I towel you dry, and secure a silk scarf around your eyes, blindfolding you. I lead you to the bed and kissing you gently, ask you to lie back and relax. I stretch your left arm high above your head and use another silk sca

Falling Apart
I slipped away further from you trying to find what is real, You're somebody else that I never knew, and someone that I can’t feel. I shut it away I keep it in me. Is this what it takes to keep me alive? So you take me and you break me, and you see I'm falling apart. Complicate me and forsake me, you push me out so far; there's no other feeling. I slipped away closer to me the only thing that is real. I’m falling behind and now I can see your absence helps me heal. I shoved you away I keep you for me. Is this what it takes to keep me alive? So you take me and you break me, and you see I'm falling apart. Complicate me and forsake me, you push me out so far; there's no other feeling.

Leader Of The Band
Leader of the Band An only child Alone and wild A cabinet makers son His hands were meant For different work And his heart was known To none -- He left his home And went his lone And solitary way And he gave to me A gift I know I never Can repay A quiet man of music Denied a simpler fate He tried to be a soldier once But his music wouldnt wait He earned his love Through discipline A thundering, velvet hand His gentle means of sculpting souls Took me years to understand. The leader of the band is tired And his eyes are growing old But his blood runs through My instrument And his song is in my soul -- My life has been a poor attempt To imitate the man Im just a living legacy To the leader of the band. My brothers lives were Different For they heard another call One went to chicago And the other to st. paul And Im in colorado When Im not in some hotel Living out this life Ive chose And come to know so well. I thank you for the music And

♥♥♥♥♥♥
This is the code to make the little ♥ ♥ Just repeat the code however many times you want the hearts to appear If you want to adjust the size or color use these codes... You can use any number between 1-10 Don't forget to close your ♥♥♥♥♥♥

Opened My Eyes
Open My Eyes lyrics Are you strong enough do you feel my touch you are the comfort in my eyes Moving through the lust feeling dangerous I want to open the door to your life The steps we take on the way to free our minds And lives have changed by the way we free our minds And being with you was the moment I opened my eyes When you sleep at night are your dreams delight do all your fantasies fill your head I want to dance with you with the midnight moon one in motion and do it again [Chorus] Breathin in breathin out your love Breathe it in breathe it out my love Breathin in breathin out your love Coming closer now to this love we found are you able to take this flight It's come down to this the first time we kissed like the ocean we sway you and I [Chorus]

The Heartland Festival
Hey, guys and gals..me and the kids went to the heartland festival over the weekend and I just thought that I would share some info with ya. I decided to volunteer at this great festival and believe me it really paid off. I got to meet a lot of other different volunteers and they all came from different religous backgrounds in the area. I got to hand out some maps and schedule of events while the kids got to play in the area....they stayed cool in the shade as it was a really hot day. Also, when I handed out the maps, there was a card that everyone can fill out and put in drop boxes; you could win a trip to jamaica or a new iphone at the end of the day if your card was picked. After handing out the maps and schedules, me and the kids decided to hang out at the festival and such. The firefighters had their big pully out and pour water out like it was a big shower and everyone got soaked; even my jake and sam. Jake even managed to get his picture taken in the newspaper. I saw the

What Each Kiss Mean.......
-Kiss on the stomach; I'm ready. -Kiss on the Forehead; I hope we're together forever. -Kiss on the Ear; You're my everything. -Kiss on the Cheek; We're friends. -Kiss on the Hand; I adore you. -Kiss on the Neck; We belong together. -Kiss on the Shoulder; I want you. -Kiss on the Lips; I love you. ____________________________________________________ What the gesture means... -Holding Hands; We definitely like each other. -Slap on the Butt; That's mine. -Holding on tight; I don't want to let go. -Looking into each other's Eyes; I just plain like you. -Playing with Hair; Tell me you love me. -Arms around the Waist; I like you too much to let go. -Laughing while Kissing; I am completely comfortable with you. ____________________________________________________ Advice; Don't ask for a kiss, take one. If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love. ____________________________________________________ Requirements; Post this again aft

Still Not Getting Some People
Sitting here reading the bulletins and once again I see crap about downraters. Now I ask you don't you get a point even if they rate you a 1? Are you that egotistical that you honestly think ALL your pictures are a 10? Give me a fucking break.I myself am honored to receive a 10 to any picture. I know I am far from the standard that many put to be rated a 10 in this day and age.This whole rating scale is nothing but bullshit anyway. It is not a TRUE rating at all. I rate EVERYONE a 10. Hell if I where to be honest about what I think of some....well I'll just leave it at that.If this so called downrating really makes you upset and ruins your day PLEASE turn off your computer and seek mental help right away.

Had To Remove A Few Of My Stash
Well I went and deleted a few of the stash, apparently cherrytap has had a problem with a few of them. i am not even sure which ones they are so might remove any and all with adult content Because Cherrytap is too stupid and greedy to let you make them NSFW....

New Mensa Words
The Washington Post's Mensa Invitational once again asked readers to take any word from the dictionary, alter it by adding, subtracting, or changing one letter, and supply a new definition. Here are this year's winners. Read them carefully. Each is an artificial word with only one letter altered to form a real word. Some are terrifically innovative: > > 1. Intaxication: Euphoria at getting a tax refund, which lasts until you realize it was your money to start with. > > 2. Reintarnation: Coming back to life as a hillbilly. > > 3. Bozone (n.): The substance surrounding stupid people, that stops bright ideas from penetrating. The Bozone layer, unfortunately, shows little sign of breaking down in the near future. > > 4. Cashtration (n.): The act of buying a house, which renders the subject financially impotent for an indefinite period of time. > > 5. Giraffiti: Vandalism spray-painted very, very high. > > 6. Sarchasm: The gulf between

Trapped
Sometimes I feel as though I will never fit in Trapped inside a six wall pin no windows no doors Is my hell like yours maybe it is maybe its not No matter how much I yell No matter how much it seems the walls keep closing in on me Someone please help set me free

The Ghost
Those who seek solace in the now instead of lying peacefully in the past Seeking the demons that corrupted the innocence of love and lust A kiss to die for and a body to bury deep within the confines of darkness Bringers of death and an eternal lasting slumber, swallowing security Needing nothing but to breathe, wrapping up in slender coils of deceit Warmth seeping from the veins, heart beat slowing to an unnatural pace Flesh being consumed by the Plagues of Ancient kings, slowly The memories a breeding ground for maggots, kin to the Prince of Darkness Perilous steps, teetering on the edge of freedom, watching the life escape A pool of mirrored water reflects the true nature of the beast Blazing fires change the eyes view of the far off horizon, fading Justice no longer required for the brief survival of humanity Swirling into realms of uncertainty, slay the beast is the shout Hunger filling the bloodless body, stars and stripes nothing but ashes Poverty strikes the riche

Methods Of Madness
Capsizing in torrents of subtle confusion Winds beating a soul into oblivion Treachery demanding utmost accommodation's Flawless names forever spoken in haste Needing a simplistic amount of control Damnation is inevitable, obliteration plausible Temptation and sins bring light pleasures Enchantment of Hidden treasures, revealed Brooding the mentality of demons, surrounding Sacrifice is no longer an option The beast tearing the soul apart, getting out Shrouding the light with temptation Destroying the beauty from high above Benevolent gestures, leeched away by paranoia Ignoring self doubt, to enhance self belief Allowing the insecurities to remain surfaced Pages missing, blurred vision into the unknown Disbelief in anything, just to comply with needs Strangulation, life sources gone, bleeding Illuminating the pain, drowning the acceptance Flogging internally, the beating heart No one knows, the Insecure Methods

I Hate You
I hate you i hate you for the lies you tell i hate you for the love that failed i hate you for being you i hate you for not seeing me i was here all in your face you never seen me at all could not feel the breaths i take, where were you when i needed you most... when i cried did you even see the tears fall?? I think you walked away felling nothing at all..where you even here did you hear my call where you even here at all..was i something to fill the void?? Was i a game that you watched fall....do you even see me standing here waiting for you and the love you promised?? Did you really love me was it all a lie???? I gave you everything even my life if you asked...my last breath was for you i called out your name you laughed in my face like it is a childhood game, and now there is nothing left the tears have dried, i hate you,i hate you i hate you so...as the time goes by my hate only grows... i am under a spell so stupid in love..i gave my last breath as you stood and watch di

Dance With Death
Tall,dark stranger walking To you he bows with grace Fingers slowly intertwine Gently you begin to sway Strong arms wrapped around you A sweet smell overpowers the mind Heat rises from his sweet caress Round and round moving with passion Love forming with each deep kiss Hatred falling from your heart Time has stopped with its last tick A voice so hypnotic and strong Power racing from his body to yours A dark sensual pain,deep within Life drained from your body Sweet taste of his blood rushing Eternal life entering ,no hesitation A forever life is what you've gained While you dance with Death

Hatred
Whirls of darkness enfold the simplicity I so long for Quickening the heart to rapid measures Lateral incisons in the souls fabric tear open Exposing the beast for its true self The lances of heroics shatter like glass Untruths reveal deceitful passions Prince of Darkness bellows over his minions Disorder and chaos release the hounds of hell Twisted into distortion, craving the insanity of demons Luscious seduction overwhelms the innocence of children Lord of Darkness calls his bride, his Angel of Night Eternal love is born in Hate

Alone
Sitting down watching nothing I daydream as people walk by Oh how I wish I could leave this lonely place Go somewhere new where nobody knows my face I feel as though I have drifted into obscurity and there is no one left to pull me back into the realization there are people all around me

I And My Son Created A Lounge For His Friend Death Please Be A Part Of It
IM FOUNDER & MY SON OAK IS CO FOUNDER OF DEATH BBG SPECIAL FORCES AND MILITARY http://cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=8939 WOULD LOVE TO HAVE ALL BE A PART OF IT IN HIS HONOR THANKS WITCHESBREW

Everyones Underpaid!
Exactly what the title says! everyones underpaid! I mean come on! Look at baseball, football, basketball, the movies! Look at how much trouble they get into with the law and drugs and seem to think its ok! These people are getting paid millions of dollars! For what some entertainment! What about the health care workers, law enforcement, construction workers, dept. of public works, farmers, etc, etc, sorry if i forgot your profession! But i mean come on now! These people make the world go round and round and are the majority of the U.S.A. Doesnt matter what race, color or sex! we are all equal! We shouldnt be letting these dumb ass sports players and people in hollywood prasie cause they can catch or throw or shoot a basket or make me laugh cry or mad! Shit i can do all that in 10 min if you want! and you dont even have to pay me! i mean granted your laughing wil be when i play basketball! haha! cause i suck! but its funny! Or entertain you cause i really dont care i will make an ass ou

Undressing You Iii
Undressing You Part 3 One stroke two strokes our bodies are intertwined… A thought comes to my mind… Will he like it will he try and stop it….I get him to stop, I remove the blind fold and ask him to lay down…I whisper in his ear do you trust me??? He moans yes….I go down and start kissing his inner thigh I lick and up and down his shaft letting him feel my warm breath cares him…He starts to shake…I slowly move my hands down near his inner thigh and rub on his balls…I slowly take my finger and cares around the whole…He flinches I stop for a second and tell him it is ok, just trust me…I move my heard down slowly and start to lick, he moans in ecstasy….Once again I move my finger down there this time he does not move… Its almost like he wants it…I penetrate he moans, two fingers he moans louder, as I place his man hood in my mouth and I taste him… Written by Satondra

Undressing You Ii
Undressing you Part2 Our eye meet…I can tell that you want me, you an feel you throbbing in me….Do you feel me tighten down on you…can you feel how much I want you…I am sitting in your lap..You grab me by my hair and pull…My back arches and you bite my nipples..I love it… You turn us slowly trying to make sure we don’t lose contact, you lay be down on the bed and roll me over….You go for the blind fold my anticipation grows…I am blind folded laying on the bed you place your hand on my stomach and pull to life me up…I feel your warmth behind me I cant wait…You bite me on my back side my body starts to quiver…I fell hot wax drip on my back…The pain feels so good I want more…You penetrate me….. To be Continued written by Satondra

Undressing You
UNDRESSING YOU I undress you slowly being careful not to over arouse myself…I cares your skin ask I work my way from your shirt to your pants…Your pants are off now all I can think of is the ride ahead..i press my body against yours as I reach behind you and start to pull down your boxers…I feel the rise in you…I want to feel it in me…I grab you by the back of your hair and I pull gently pulling you down and backwards till you are flat on the bed..I want to take you now but I stop myself…I slowly lick on your neck….a little bite, that didn’t hurt did it…I move my hands over your chest holding back the urge to devour you…I want to feel you inside me.. I take a deep breath and I blow my warm breath over your thigh as I move up just a little bit more..You want me I make you wait for it wait for it….I lick my warm tongue up and down your shaft, your body starts to shake…Hold you will have it soon…. I climb on top of you teasing you we are almost there…..I whisper in your ear…**nod*

I Hate Haters??????
Let me rephrase that....I was taught never to hate. To hate is to be hostile or have animosity towards. That, I would never have for anyone or anything. But I do know Haters will make you open your eyes and realize why they hate so much. You have no choice to open your heart and mind to wonder why people hate so much just because their hatered never goes away. They spend some much time hating, never stopping to realize why they hate so much. HATE is a 4letter word just like LOVE, so I guess as easy as it is to LOVE, it is as easy for someone to HATE! So I'm going to leave you with this one........ I LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Thirst
Night has fallen My heart has stopped beating My body has grown cold There is a Hunger in me A thirst that I can not quench What is it that I hunger for What is this thirst This is something new to me Friday April 7, 2006 Written by Satondra

Part Ii...decated To My Best Friend Who I Loved Like A Brother.
This is only day two and I still have the rest of my life to life. I am not sure how I will cpe with this so far I am lifeless feeling. If I only could have known sooner my friend passed away. I would have told him to stay strong with me and I will never forget him. It is hard to cope with this..I truely thought he would pull through. I knew things had to be bad when he had to withdraw from art class. That was not like ky..he would go reguardless if he was weak. He was a strong person and I really look up to him. He went to college knowing he had cancer and still tried his hardest. The roughest sleep I had I went to bed at 1 woke at 6 and tossed and turn all night. I feel nausea and my head hurts. I wish he did not have to suffer. I wish he was still here to watch me graduate college and be proud of me. I do not know if I can do it without him. He really had faith in me and always was there for me when no one else was. I never once was upset with him around. he always got such a posit

Laugh Out Loud
26 Tips to the perfect relationship...brought to you by my good friend Cody Current mood: indescribable This is soooooo fucking funny!!! Enjoy... 1. When she asks how she looks, shrug and say "could be better." This will keep her on her toes, and girls love that. 2. Never hold her hand. This can be interpreted as a sign of weakness. If she grabs your hand, squeeze hers really hard until she cries (this will impress her by showing her what a strong man you are). 3. Once a month, sneak up on her from behind and knock her over. Girls are like dogs; they love to be roughed up. 4. Call her in the middle of the night to ask if she's sleeping. If she is, say "you better be." Repeat this 4 or 5 times until morning. This will show her you care. 5. When she is upset about something, suggest to her that it might be her fault. This will pave the way for her own personal improvement, and every girl needs some improvement. 6. Recognize the small things, a

Someone To Share It With
I've got dreams and aspirations And I'm pretty good at conversations I've got a heart I want to give But I need someone to share it with I love music and don't mind dancing I'm easygoing, a little bit old-fashioned I'm a sucker for sunsets, but the trouble is I need someone to share it with We're living all alone together Like we don't even know each other anymore I miss my friend, I miss my lover We can rediscover everything that made us fall in love before If you've got time you don't mind spending I've got a world that feels like it's ending Cause Baby, you're my life, but I can't live like this I need someone to share it with We're living all alone together Like we don't even know each other anymore I miss my friend, I miss my lover We can rediscover everything that made us fall in love before I miss my friend, I miss my lover We can rediscover everything that made us fall in love before 'Cause I've got dreams and aspirations And I'm pretty good a

Longing
Longing It is like an evil game and I am the pawn His Voice calls to me His eyes tell me he wants me But he is off limits someone I can never have I want him I don’t want him In my mind he wants me too I want to touch him In my mind I have I know I can’t I won't Even if for just one minute I have him In my Mind I have My head is swimming My heart is pounding My loins yearn for him I want to taste his flesh I dare not My dreams are vivid His touch is real Longing Yup i wrote this shit...go figure Written by Satondra

In Love With You
I am sorry i am in love with you i am sorry i love you i am sorry i cant let you go i have tried trust me, for some reason you stay on my mine, for some reason you stay in my dreams, i try and let you go i don't want you i don't need you... you always come back to me...Why are you here why do i want you here why do you haunt me even in my dreams???

I Give Up!
I give the fuck up, no matter what I do it's never enough. When i care I get yelled at for being "annoying" when I try and give ppl space I get yelled at for not being there or around. When I try and make a balance its never enough. What the FUCK do you ppl want. GO away. I am done playing nice. I dun need this shit I am a fucking adult have my own god damned life I am tired of everything being about YOU all, get the fuck over yourselves you whinny crying bitch baby. Get a life and stop coming to me with your god damn problems as of fucking to day I dun a god damn rats ass and all the rest of you can go sit on a tack, cause it ain't like you ppl are here when MY life goes to fucking shit.

The Love We Make
I'm not the man you see in all those movies Or read about in all those fashion magazines I won't build you monuments Or fill your purse with rubies Baby that's not me But I will hold you while you're sleeping And I will be there when you wake And we can fill up the whole world With all the love we make I may never be a man of great position Never be a new aged sensitive guy But I will hear you every time you shisper I'll feel it when you cry And I will hold you while you're sleeping And I will be there when you wake And we can fill the seven seas With all the love we make Till the last day of forever I know we'll be joined together And I will stand by you I'll be loving you And I will hold you while you're sleeping And I will be there when you wake And we can fill up the whole world With all the love we make All the love we make baby All the love we make

Ok
my heart is leading me my head does not want to follow I hear I feel I want to touch I know what I am doing what am I doing I can taste I can see what is this I have here I want to be I can never be I walk away but I still look back I sit in my corner and I cry wish I knew why I was crying I am in love I am in lust I am hurt I am in a great mood and cant think of anything better I would want to do or be I am ugly I am fat no one loves me no one wants me I am in love I am in hate I am in a lost state everyone loves me everyone wants me I am sexy I hate who I am I dont know what this is but Satondra Pena Wrote it!

Love
So, it has been a while since I blogged. Mainly because a very important person in my life told me that when I blog - it's never a good thing. In which, he is right - but at the same time, being a writer, I express myself best when I can put words together on paper and pour my heart into whatever I may be writing. After all, a writer can only write what he/she knows. And this is what I know and have learned over the past 5 months. I have learned that the mind games that I played at the age of 20 - don't work so well at the age of 32. The "tit for tat" game causes more damage than anything else. I have learned that feelings should be considered before drastic steps are taken to ensure that no one gets hurt. Love is not supposed to be hurtful, confusing and most importantly should not be taken lightly. I've learned that you should not hold onto angry or bitter feelings, because it steals your energy from love. And within the last few hours, I have learned to let the first impul

What Happen To Hip Hop?
Gangsta. Pimp. Player. This is how Black men are often defined in this hip-hop era as corporate America markets Black culture to a largely White audience. This and other topics about Black masculinity were recently discussed on “Meet the Faith.” Host Dr. Ian Smith led a passionate panel discussion on the impact hip hop has had on Black masculinity. Filmmaker and activist Byron Hurt said that Black men, inside and outside of the rap game, are socialized to seek the so-called good life of women, money and jewelry. “These are things that define you as a man, and if you don’t get those things you are soft; you are weak; you are a punk; you are less than a man,” Hurt said. But hold up now, said TV host and legal analyst Lauren Lake. She said she’s happy that a few brothers have used the rap game as a ticket out of the hood, but she believes hip hop long ago lost its positive roots and messages. Now the focus is all about the thug life and disrespecting women in videos, she says. “What a

I Will Come To You
I never thought I'd live to see you leave me but just like the rainfall it's coming down And something says I shouldn't try to stop Even though I want to I just don't know how I guess the price of your plans is worth cashing in All our yesterdays but baby someday I will come to you like the sweetest revelation Like the words that you're not saying Or a name you forgot you knew I will come to you Maybe in song you'll see me and realize you need me And baby when you do I will come to you Remember when we went from second guessers To midnight confessors we had no fear How it finally felt to have someone to run to Somewhere to come to baby I'm still there I know you'll find your way back to this place If you follow your heart then stay where you are I will come to you like the sweetest revelation Like the words that you're not saying Or a name you forgot you knew I will come to you Maybe in song you'll see me and realize you need me And baby when you do I will

Whats Wrong With The People Today!
Ok now i know you all are probly saying god her bitches a lot! haha! well cause i dont really bitch anywhere else! but i have something good to say on this! i dont get what the hell is wrong with the world today! I mean i was on a reacue call this morning and I was driving and I saw this guy walking with three shirts on, ( a basketball jersey, short sleeves and then long sleeves on under it all! then walking with shorts! and one hand swaying and one on his belt loop/ top of his pants holding them up! I mean get a FUCKING BELT ALREADY! It is just amazing how these people dress now a days! i can take all kinds and just be like yeah thats cool but not me! execpt for the whole wanna be gangsta look! what is it with these fucking people! pull your fucking pants up! buy a belt and quit grabbing your dick like its bigger than your arm and hard to walk! Cause we know that isnt true! Nobody wants to see your boxers or ass crack! and no your not going to be the next eminem or 2pac! What the hell

My Health
Just wanted to update you guys on my health problems. I have been down for the past week, confined to a wheelchair. I havnt been out of the house for 10 days and barely out of the bed. Well Saturday and Sunday I started getting around better, now walking with a cane and not is as much pain as before. I just hope it last and don't come back. I want to think everyone that kept me in their thoughts and prayers since the last blog. You don't know how much I appriciate that. Loves to you all.

Enjoying All You Cherries
So I have been on here for a few weeks now and so far I have gotten the hang of this really good. I have made some nice friends. I actually like Cherrytap better than Myspace. I have moved up the cherry ladder and was able to post my first mumms and it has had a good response. Ok I am off to make some more friends.. Hugs to all my favorite cherries

Sex Quiz
You scored as A Slave To BDSM, Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun.A Slave To BDSM73% Sex God70% A Romantic58% Virgin43% How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

Honesty
He said: "Just think it over, and write me a list, "So we can figure out what we both deserve." She hardly could believe it, that their love had come to this: Dividing an' deciding his and hers. But she grabbed a paper napkin, an' asked the waitress for a pen. An' one by one, she wrote down what she wanted most from him. "Honesty, sincerity, tenderness and trust. "A little less time for the rest of the world, "And more for the two of us. "Kisses each mornin', 'I love you's' at night, "Just like it used to be. "The way life was when you were in love with me." She reached across the table an' placed it in his hand, An' said: "You know this isn't easy for me." As he thought about the new car, the house an' the land, An' wondered what that bottom line would be. An' a thousand other things that she'd want him to leave behind, But he never dreamed he'd open up that napkin and find: "Honesty, sincerity, tenderness and trust. "A little less time for the rest of the wor

About The South
Fried pickles, drunk chicken, craw fishing in the creek wild turkey, deer jerky tough as tarzan's feet hot women skinny swimmin', barely belly button deep turn muddy river water into sweet, sweet tea hayloft lovin' in the holler behind the house no doubt about what i love about the south loretta lynn, maker's mark, that's kentucky as can be jack daniels, dolly parton, oh the hills of tennessee finger pickin', bluegrass blowing in the wind around here we believe the book of john and we drive john deeres the devil came to georgia, mr. Daniels showed him out no doubt about it what i love about the south (Chorus:) what i love about the south if you need a dixie fix just come on down that's what i love about the south southern bells with a drawl make you stop and drop your jaw come on ya'll shut your mouth that's what i love about the south grew up down here and it's where i'll grow my kids old mcdonald had a daughter, get her done got her did

These Are My People
Well we grew up down by the railroad tracks shootin' b.b.'s at old beer cans chokin' on the smoke from a lucky strike someone lifted off of his old man we were football flunkies rock and roll junkies crackin' up the stereos singin' loud and proud to gimme three steps and that old time rock and roll we got some discount knowledge at the junior college where we majored in beer and girls it was all real funny 'til we ran out of money and they threw us out into the world yeah the kids that thought they'd run this town ain't runnin' much of anything we're just lovin' and laughin' and bustin' our asses and we call it all livin' the dream (Chorus:) these are my people this is where i come from we're givin' this life everything we've got and then some it ain't always pretty but it's real that's the way we were made wouldn't have it any other way these are my people well we take it all week on the chin with a grin till we make it to a

I Give Up
I am hereby officially tendering my resignation as an adult. I have decided I would like to accept the responsibilities of an 8 year-old again. I want to go to McDonald's and think that it's a four star restaurant. I want to sail sticks across a fresh mud puddle and make a sidewalk with rocks. I want to think M&Ms are better than money because you can eat them. I want to lie under a big oak tree and run a lemonade stand with my friends on a hot summer's day. I want to return to a time when life was simple, when all you knew were colors, multiplication tables, and nursery rhymes,that didn't bother you, because you didn't know what you didn't know and you didn't care. All you knew was to be happy because you were blissfully unaware of all the things that should make you worried or upset. I want to think the world is fair. That everyone is honest and good. I want to believe that anything is possible. I want to be oblivious to the complexities of life and be o

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