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Confusion And Hurt
Ok, so I am not doing very well at all. I have not eaten or slept. I have been up all night vomiting non-stop. I am very upset and I am very, very hurt. The guy that I fell in love with and love most in the world will not even talk to me. All he says is that he is not good enough for me and that he won't bother me again. I have tried and tried to let him know that, that is not what I want. I love him and I want him. Why can't he see that? He won't even tell me what happened to feel this way. I feel that if he is going to break my heart this way that he should at least be person enough to tell me what happened....I meam, is that too much to ask or something? I don't think that it is. I just hope that he will at least call me and tell me what happened. That is all that I want. I don't want to lose him but you can't force someone to want you. The thing is, I don't believe that he really wants to go our seperzae ways. I just wish that he would talk to me. Is that to much to

The Help Desk
This has to be one of the funniest things in a long time. I think this guy should have been promoted, not fired. This is a true story from the WordPerfect Helpline, which was transcribed from a recording monitoring the customer care department. Needless to say the Help Desk employee was fired; however, he/she is currently suing the WordPerfect organization for "Termination without Cause." Actual dialogue of a former WordPerfect Customer Support employee. (Now I know why they record these conversations!): Operator: "Ridge Hall, computer assistance; may I help you?" Caller: "Yes, well, I'm having trouble with WordPerfect." Operator: "What sort of trouble??" Caller: "Well, I was just typing along, and all of a sudden the words went away." Operator: "Went away?" Caller: "They disappeared" Operator: "Hmm. So what does your screen look like now?" Caller: "Nothing." Operator: "Nothing??" Caller: "It's blank; it won't accept anything when I type." Operator: "Are you still

Infantryman's Promise!
THIS IS THE INFANTRYMANS PROMISE!!! If I ever go to war Mom, Please don't be afraid. There are some things I must do, To keep the promise that I made. I'm sure there will be some heartache, And I know that you'll cry tears, But your son is Army Infantry now, Mom, There is nothing you should fear. If I ever go to war Dad, I know that you'll be strong. But you won't have to worry, Cause you taught me right from wrong. You kept me firmly on the ground, yet still taught me how to fly. Your son is Army Infantry now Dad, I love you Hooah, Even if I die. If I ever go to war Bro, There are some things I want to say. You've always had my back, and I know it's my time to repay. You'll always be my daybreak, through all of life's dark clouds, Your brother is Army Infantry now, Bro, I promise I'll make you proud. If I ever go to war Sis, don't you worry bout me, I always looked out for you, but I can't do that anymore, Cause I'm a big bro to all in America. I love you so mu

Life
Today was a really good day. And I'm not really sure why I think so. probably because the weather decided to calm down a bit and be "pleasant". As I write this i've had 4 hrs sleep in the last 40 hrs but im surprisingly wide awake. Worked a night shift at the hospital for my sons mom last night and thats how you end up being tired and wide awake at the same time. The weather ended up being beautiful tonight. So I took Aiden to the park (which was pretty empty ...weird) and his mom joined us soon after. So were swinging on the swings ..the adult ones at Franklyn Field... and Aiden is on his moms lap facing her and the swinging almost makes him fall asleep... his head buried on her shoulder.. and I realize that this is what lifes about.. Things dont always turn out the way you plan but it's still possible to be happy with the way things are. Not to get all misty, but thats what makes everything else you go through in life worth it. That split second you look over and realize what a sp

Rules To Try To Live By
ONE. Give people more than they expect and do it cheerfully. TWO. Marry a man/woman you love to talk to. As you get older, their conversational skills will be as important as any other. THREE. Don't believe all you hear, spend all you have or sleep all you want. FOUR. When you say, "I love you," mean it. FIVE. When you say, "I'm sorry," look the person in the eye. SIX. Be engaged at least six months before you get married. SEVEN. Believe in love at first sight. EIGHT. Never laugh at anyone's dream. People who don't have dreams don't have much. NINE. Love deeply and passionately. You might get hurt but it's the only way to live life completely. TEN. In disagreements, fight fairly. No name calling. ELEVEN. Don't judge people by their relatives. TWELVE. Talk slowly but think quickly. THIRTEEN. When someone asks you a question you don't want to answer, smile and ask, "Why do you want to know?" FOURTEEN. Remember that great love and great

Uncertainty
Well it was announced shortly after the new year that my company was being sold. Up until now, all has been fairly OK, no big changes or anything. Then yesterday, the announcement came.... "Houghton Mifflin Co. said Monday that it has an agreement to buy Orlando-based textbook publisher Harcourt Education and two other units of British-based Reed Elsevier PLC in a deal valued at $4 billion. Houghton had little to say about how the sale would affect the Harcourt operation, which has more than 1,100 local workers. The deal is expected to close later this year or early next. Harcourt Education publishes books and educational materials used by primary and secondary schools. Houghton is also in that business and has been one of Harcourt's primary competitors. "At this time, we have no plans to change the locations of our divisions," Houghton President and Chief Executive Officer Tony Lucki said. "But as a part of our longer-term planning, we will be considering the match between

Dont Tread On Me
Dont Tread On Me Liberty or death, what we so proudly hail Once you provoke her, rattling of her tail Never begins it, never, but once engaged... Never surrenders, showing the fangs of rage Don't tread on me So be it Threaten no more To secure peace is to prepare for war So be it Settle the score Touch me again for the words that you'll hear evermore... Don't tread on me Love it or live it, she with the deadly bite Quick is the blue tongue, forked as lighting strike Shining with brightness, always on surveillance The eyes, they never close, emblem of vigilance Don't tread on me So be it Threaten no more To secure peace is to prepare for war So be it Settle the score Touch me again for the words that you'll hear evermore... Don't tread on me So be it Threaten no more To secure peace is to prepare for war Liberty or death, what we so proudly hail Once you provoke her, rattling on her tail So be it Threaten no more To secure peace

Beer Test
Warning: Beer contains female hormones. Last month, National University of Lesotho scientists released the results of a recent analysis that revealed the presence of female hormones in beer. Men should take a concerned look at their beer consumption. The theory is that beer contains female hormones (hops contain phytoestrogens) and that by drinking enough beer, men turn into women. To test the theory, 100 men drank 8 pints of beer each within a 1 hour period. It was then observed that 100% of the test subjects: 1) Argued over nothing. 2) Refused to apologize when obviously wrong. 3) Gained weight. 4) Talked excessively without making sense. 5) Became overly emotional. 6) Couldn't drive. 7) Failed to think rationally. 8) Had to sit down while urinating. No further testing was considered necessary. Send this to the men you know to warn them about drinking too

Brian And David
Brian created the 60's by giving. But he never took credit for anything. Jim Morrison was therefore a natural concequence as a mirror image of him. He fucked Pallenberg without second thoughts. Like he would have fucked his first girlfriend. And he got the followers and the stardom. Brian created by standing in the shadows. Let's go back to 1964. David Jones was only 17 years old. If Brian was innocent in the first pregancy he was not innocent in his later life. You could say he took back what he had lost. He was commited to no one and several women got pregnant. The moral concequence of seeing himself as guilty in the first pregnancy would have been the opposite of what Brian did. One part of him certanly did. Had he not felt guilty he would have taken more credit for the things he did. Nico and David Jones occured at the same time. While Dylan followed Nico in Europe David made his first single with the King Bees. The song is about child abuse. The name of

Memories In Rewind
memories in rewind forget. forsaken. forever. your love i hide, i lie. in the mornings when you awake and light sticks to you like syrup that taste of summer. blink and smile look up at the ghost that float around your life. like memories in rewind. its funny. its stupid. its ironic. its love. its me and you.

Dude, Per The Gossip Mill, I'm A Whore!
I'd sigh, but I'm too tired to do so. Being that I'm so tired, you may be wondering why I'm online blogging when I could be sleeping. Well, I'm wondering that, too. It's probably due to the fact that I got a little carried away with cleaning and whatnot when I came home this morning. My neighbor's trash just loves, loves, loves my yard. I'm a heartless wench because I just won't let their trash have its wicked way with my yard. I bag it up every Tuesday and Friday. My neighbors are completely in favor of the relationship, I suppose, as they refuse to pick up their trash. After I did that, I decided to clean out my refridgerator. Then I decided to do some laundry. Now, it's that laundry that I'm waiting on. Ugh. Baggage. Anyway, in my last blog, I mentioned that Bryan called. My, how news travels. I get to work last night and I discover that Bryan and I are lovers. Man, did I get an earful? Yes, and then some. It doesn't make sense that someone is so concerned wi

Why Cant I Just Tell You
why cant i ever reveal the tears that i cry. when im alone when i hurt. when i feel im about to die. why cant i just tell you how i feel. instead of lying. instead of hiding. instead of holding back whats real. why cant i say that im hurting inside. when your gone. when you dont call. why cant i say i want you by my side. why cant i tell you im dying inside. bc i cant see you bc i miss you. ive told my heart so many lies. why cant i say that i love you when i feel that. i feel it everyday every moment. and thats a simple fact

Break Me
simple pleasures not a word silent screaming never heard torn and bruised drunk and lit im preparing myself for more of your shit never ending painful cycle sit and bleed alittle while fight myself just to stay and be apart of this game you play when i can see im just a toy another object for you to destroy

Childern
Several years ago, I returned home from a trip just when a storm hit with crashing thunder and severe lightning. As I came into my bedroom about 2 a.m.., I found my two children in bed with my wife, Karey, apparently scared by the loud storm. I resigned myself to sleep in the guest bedroom that night. The next day, I talked to the children, and explained that it was O. K. to sleep with Mom when the storm was bad,but when I was expected home, please don't sleep with Mom that night. They said OK.After my next trip several weeks later, Karey and the children picked me up in the terminal at the appointed time.Since the plane was late, everyone had come into the terminal to wait for my plane's arrival, along with hundreds of other folks waiting for their arriving passengers. As I entered the waiting area, my son saw me, and came running shouting, "Hi, Dad! I've got some good news!" I said loudly, "What's the good news?""Nobody slept with Mommy while you were away this

Thank You All!
Hi everyone! I just wanted to say thank you to every one that is sending wishes my way! So very appreciated. I have a full day today, a stress free, no kids, mommy/birthday day with my best friend so I will not be around, but when I get home I will make sure to thank each and every one of you properly. Thanks for being my friends and letting me know you care! Made my day to wake up to all of the beautiful things you sent. Special thanks to Bob for singing to me! Hahhaha Love you all, Wendi

Long Distance Love
Long Distance Love Loving from a distance is never easy when u r living so very far apart But each mile that separates 2 people who truely care is joined together with the love each feels in their heart! ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ The lonliness u feel when u r not together can eat away at u deep inside when u miss the one who u want to share ur life with and they r not able to be by ur side ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Have trust in each others feelings and believe that they do feel the same way as you when u can not be with one another so easy it is to doubt wheather their love is really true ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Need to keep your faith that u have in each other and never let go of your trust sometimes thats not so easy to do but for your piece of mind it really is a must ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ think of one anothers emotional needs so the other knows that you do care make th

Wanted:bi/gf
I am seeking a bi female to become very good friends with.. someone close to Me...so it will be convienent to go to the movies,shopping ,etc together. Someone to talk with,have good times with both outside of and behind closed doors. Im not sure if this is acceptable to post this in a blog then I said to Myself.. Oh what the hell..what is acceptable anymore anyway...lol. Gothic Mistress/Loretta

Reading?
We were sitting together reading. Her hair up exposing her neck. Her glasses having slipped as she studied the pages. I held a book but hardly noticed it. She wore a print dress and a white cotton top with tiny buttons. She looked every bit the librarian. As the thought crossed my mind she looked up. Her eyes studying mine. She looked questioningly at the smile on my face. I reached out my hand and touched her neck just below the chin. Grasping my wrist she moved my hand away. Smiling slightly she went back to her reading. I turned my focus to my own book and was soon lost in the story. Letters written between lovers. A tangled web that was at times difficult to follow. Arousing never the less. I noticed her looking at me then. Reaching out she grasped my hand again. Moving it to her leg. With the other she pulled me close and kissed me deeply. Finding the opening in her skirt I touched her bare thigh. Feeling the spark as I touched her skin. Our kisses became more passio

What Element Are You
What Elemental are you?Earth ElementalYou are an Knome, who are the Earth Elementals. You have a practical nature, and are very grounded. You prefer spending time out in nature rather than locked up in your house. You are very protective of yourself and those you hold dear. You can be stubborn when you set your mind to something. How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

Well, It's 5:08 Am
Well, its five o' clock on Tuesday morning, and I still haven't slept. Again. I did not sleep last night... but I did take a nap around 10 in the morning yesterday... and woke up around 4.. I know if I go to sleep right now, I won't wake up until about 4 in the afternoon, and all hell will break loose.. so I think my safest bet is to stay awake, and take a nap later. Today, [meaning Monday since I haven't slept] was interesting.. I talked to my hubby for a while, and took a nap, cried for a little bit, over some things that were on my mind.. chatted in the Blitz for a while, and chatted with a friend till about an hour or so ago.. Ugh, life confuses me, and I don't know what to do about it..

Tuesday Links: Rock Scream Tuesday, Traveling Virus This Weekend, New O&a Video, What The Hell Is That, Norton In Chicago, New Videos Online
LISTEN TO TODAY'S SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) Good morning, kids! Have yourself a hot beverage, warm up your vocal cords, watch Mr. Gim Gillette, and put on your best concert T-shirt, because it's Rock Scream Tuesday on the Opie and Anthony Show! Call in to the show (866-212-5762) and do your best Metal God impression. It's also Hummer Tuesday, so ladies... if you feel so inclined, hit your knees and give your fella a wonderful hummer. Speaking of hummers, if you're lucky, you might see a girl giving one to her fella on Paltalk. Obviously, we promote them because you can see the Opie and Anthony Show live every day, but the more we tune in the more we see all kinds of pervy shit going on. Hell, we see women showering, women getting dressed, women sleeping nude, and much much more. Fire up yer Paltalk and check out the Opie and Anthony LIVE room now! Thanks to Sam we have a new O&A Show video online. This one features the return of intern Jared and the infamou

What Kind Of Soul Are You
You Are a Peacemaker Soul You strive to please others and compromise anyway you can. War or conflict bothers you, and you would do anything to keep the peace. You are a good mediator and a true negotiator. Sometimes you do too much, trying so hard to make people happy. While you keep the peace, you tend to be secretly judgmental. You lose respect for people who don't like to both give and take. On the flip side, you've got a graet sense of humor and wit. You're always dimplomatic and able to give good advice. Souls you are most compatible with: Warrior Soul, Hunter Soul and Visionary SoulWhat Kind of Soul Are You?

Blake And Jordin And Hillary And Rudy
Okay, now that the actual singing is over, it's time for the serious part of the Idol game, which is impassioned speculation on who's going to win. The first part of that equation, the singing, has some relationship to the second part, the winning. Just not necessarily a lot. The voting demographic for Idol is a lot different than the voting demographic for, say, Presidential or school board elections. For starters, the average Idol voter is probably 60 years younger. But it's likely they're quite alike in one critical area: how they decide whom they're going to vote for. The way that works with a lot of voters in politics -- I'd say "most voters," but why be cynical? -- is that they decide very early who they're going to support and they spend the rest of the campaign finding reasons to tell themselves they were right. If their candidate says something good, or something they like, it's a bonus. If their candidates says something stupid, does something stupid or says something wi

This Is It...
January seems so long ago, but in January May felt like forever away.But THIS is American Idol.Time goes quickly. And so does this show, as the last two standing battled it out in a triple songfest, each of them tackling the crappy winner's song, a redux of an earlier performance and one brand new, chosen on their own, number. They were a very evenly-matched duo, not the finest in the history of the show, as Paula suggested, certainly superior to last season's, but not quite up to Bo/Carrie.Both Jordin Sparks and Blake Lewis swam out of the Seattle auditions, the audition city that Simon slandered nearly a year ago. (Also home to faves Kenneth and Jonathan, who I expect we'll see tomorrow.) The winner, the first from a non-Southern state, will be crowned in the sixth Idol finale two-hour extravaganza Wednesday night at 8 p.m.So, without any more embellishment or introduction, here they are, my early impressions, subject to review and revision and, as always, from worst to first:Blake L

What Mythical Creature Are You
WHAT MYTHICAL CREATURE ARE YOU?DRAGONYou are feirce and have much power. You tend to use your power for good but can be easily swayed to the dark side.How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

Chapter I
After beeing online for weeks on CT i just need to clean up my profil and all the dead links and it goes like that: Chapter I: My Family Ten days for family members to show we are still a fam & btw those who are close to me no need to worry I know who counts Yay Yours Desire

Interesting
Its interesting how an ex b/f wants to get back together with me. I had e-mailed him and asked him some questions and all he said to them was I don't know. To me he really doesn't want to get back with me so why did he even ask. I just don't know what to tell him.

I Count On You
If you counted all the stars And totaled them you see They couldn't equal all the love That's deep inside of me And if you count the grains of sand On deserts far and wide You'd find the number couldn't match The love I feel inside And if you lived a million years You'd never, ever see A love as strong as mine, my dear A love that's meant to be I'll count my blessing every day And thank the Lord above For giving me a precious gift He gave to me your love

This Is Beautiful
Why do I want you so much? It will be because of your sweetness. It will be because of your simpleness or your humility. It will be because of the sincerity in your eyes. How can be that you are so beautiful and so intelligent? It will be because you really exist or are you only a mirage of my ideal woman. I like it when people enter so timid and pretty at the same time, but when we are alone I will show you all that you are. I feel happy when I write these lines and to feel your breathe, to feel your heartbeat, to feel your heat. Without doubt you are the most beautiful, there is no one who compares to you. Nobody manages to make me feel these things and the good that you make me feel when I am with you. Why can I not give up the thought of you? I lie down and get up and I think of you. You are in my dreams all the day you are in my thoughts. You are the reason for my existance ****************Esteban Isaac***********************

What Kinda Drink Are You
What kind of drink are you?Your a VODKA drinker! Yes, its true. You love nothing more than to supp huge amounts of vodka when needed. Which is usually most of the time. Doesnt matter when or where, because vodka is your friend, and when your the life and soul of the party, it would be rude not too!How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

Hand In Hand
Laying underneath the stars, On a warm silent night, Your arms are wrapped around me, And everything feels right. You kiss me sweet and softly, I feel your warm gentle touch, You help me feel protected, Under the sweet, night-sky rush My world before me is perfect. There's nowhere else I want to be, Except laying underneath the stars Hand in hand, you and me. Just when everything is perfect, And you seem so delicately sweet, A rush of wind comes past me, As I'm swept beneath my feet Nothing could be more right, There's nowhere else I want to be. Let's take a walk, my only love, Hand in hand, you and me

Any Decent Guys Out There?
Are there any decent, nice guys out there? You know? Not the control freaks? I am a really nice girl and don't do anyone wrong but it always seems as though i'm the one always shitted on. I don't think there is one relationship that i have been in where i haven't been controlled... What is it with you guys? If you get one loyal girl that's not gonna cheat on you, you freak out. I guess you do it cause you wanna keep herb ut news flash...the more you control someone the more they break the rules... Look, I get into a relationship.. i'm in it to stay... i just can't believe how much bullshit one has to put up with. And the mind games that people play... OMG! "I'm gonna break up with you if you don't pick up the phone when i call"... just stupid, petty bullshit like that. If you love someone and care about them as much as you say that you do, you don't play games like that... nor do you turn around and break up over stupid bullshit stuff like that. I'm just tired of it all.. and

Love
Love.... Love isn't something you find or search your whole life for, Love doesn't just happen when you least expect it. Love is just an emotion, an action, a word to express ones feelings for another, a state of being. You can have love with anyone at anytime, it's called settling and deciding who you want to share that state of being with.

My Dream Of Dreams
My Dream of Dreams! A gentle hand like soft rain across my cheek ...A kiss on the wind, strengthening words when im weak, small things that open my heart ..like souls ..2 bodies one mind...kindred spirits running blind...where from here ? Only heaven knows...where from here..my paths unknown..truths not easy to find..searching for that place in time..craving your warm familiar embrace..split second glimpse of you in my mind, as my eyes close..bringing forth happiness untold..my fairytale..my knight on high horse..my dream of dreams..like movie scenes..sunset kisses.. sparks ignite...choreographed movement..Perfect fit so tight..nothing short of sewn seams..sweetest touch devours me..your taste, your scent ..eyes lock..my fears faced..a moment purely of gods grace..this I see in daylights mist..night time dreams blessed with sunlights kiss..foggy memories of love untamed...vicious lust..unashamed..afternoons, evenings too..memories of me and you...Fate entangles pure determination..f

Dreams
Gentle ooze of supplication,manipulative,the kind of game you love to play.Victimless,so you say.Draw out your gift of flattery and exclusive emotion given freely to anyone who suits your needs.Blind we assume to be,pretending right back,for you sooth and ego we don't want to have,and punish a heart that gives us reason to know we are alive. Seeming so unreachable,in fact quite attainable if one can bear to extinguish your mytery and watch you become just another back to watch walk away. Giving in is suicide,better to play,pretend you don't know.Sexual tension breeds fondness after all,and is it not better to be dazzled by beauty and not immune to it? Perchance to touch if only for a moment,to covet a vision of something majestic.Better that then to turn your back.Oh play it tough dear one....no-one need know of affections you will never announce. Not even this incubbus need know you see that glittered aura doused in exotic sensual energy and desire it................

Break Up
"Break Up" Your eyes seep green radiation, hollowing my bones, burning my flesh, bleeding intensity into my viens, you're non-toxic, and I am intoxicated. Your hands, though rough and masculine, make silk of my tears, smooth my hair, moisten my lips, I'm warm, and time is frozen. Then as your lips form the awakening monolouge, Arising blazing emotions destined for me, I am dispensed easily, I am hardened, Im living, but I'm a shell.

Grandfather Says !!
Grandfather says...you must not hurt anybody or do harm to anyone. You must not fight. Do right always. It will give you satisfaction in life." The question one should ask themselves is: Do you want to be right or do you want to be happy? If you want to be right, this is a request from your ego. If you want to be happy then this is of the Great Spirit. The only meaning anything has is the meaning we give it. Maybe we should develop a philosophy of: Today is the last day of the rest of my life. If this were true, how easy it would be to let things go - how easy it would be to forgive. Oh Great Spirit, let me live today as if it was my last. Let me express Your joy and be happy today. Let me see the joy and honor of living on the Red Road. he wisdom from the Ancestors, Elders and Creator are to help us in our Spiritual Growth here on earth. If people choose to condemn another then they eventually will have to answer for their actions. We must not allow ourselves to fall i

A Hushand Must......
A husband that truly loves his wife must......... -Leave her sweet texts to wake up to - Sneak up behind her - Grab her by the waist - Do everything to make her smile - Always make her laugh - tell her shes beautiful not sexy - tell her she has amazing eyes - when your friends walk by say this is my girlfriend - Say i love you to her face not JUST over the phone - if shes sad take her in your arms and tell her everything will be okay - NEVER cheat on her - kiss her on the forehead - when you walk with her walk slowly. - Tickle her even when she says stop - Dont say i love you Unless you Mean It. - listen to her when she talks - tell her your secrets. - protect her.

What A Kiss Means.....
Kiss on the stomach = Im ready +Kiss on the Forehead ="i hope we're together forever" +Kiss on the Ear = Your my everything +Kiss on the Cheek = "We're friends" +Kiss on the Hand = "I adore you" +Kiss on the Neck = "we belong together" +Kiss on the Shoulder = "I want you" +Kiss on the Lips = I love you" What the gesture means... +Holding Hands = "we definitely love each other" +Slap on the Butt = "That's mine" +Holding on tight = "i don't want to let go" +Looking into each other's Eyes = "i just plain love you" +Playing with Hair = "Tell me you love me" +Arms around the Waist = "I love you too much to let go" +Laughing while Kissing = "I am completely comfortable with you" --Advice-- + Dont ask for a kiss, take one. +If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love.

What Cuss Words Mean
what cusswords really mean!!!!!!!!! you must read all the way through! NO CHEATING! mom calls the husband a 'bastard' and then the dad calls the wife a "bitch" and billy goes to his mom and says "mom what's a bitch and a bastard?" and the mom says "well, a bitch is a lady and a bastard is a gentlemen" and then later billy goes outside and listens to his neighbors, and hears "Put your penis in my vagina!" So Billy goes to his mom and says "mom whats a penis and vagina?" His moms says "Well Billy, a penis is a hat and a vagina is a coat" and then later billy sees his dad shaving and cuts himself and says "shit" and billy said "Dad, whats shit" And then his dad says "Well billy, shit is a type of Shaving cream " and then billy goes to see his mom cutting the turkey and his mom cuts her finger and says "fuck!" and then billy says to his mom "Mom whats fuck?" "Well billy fuck is a way of cutting the turkey" and Then later th

July 17 (hard To Do When Both Parties Are Hard-headed Lol)
Daily Horoscope: Libra For July 17,2007 The true test of any relationship is how both parties deal with conflict. Right now, for example, if you two have to tussle, make sure you both fight fair and, most importantly, are willing to learn from the situation.

My Photos
ok this is to to person or persons who have a problem with my photos GET A LIFE !!!!! I HAVE MAKED EVERYONE OF THEM NSFW SO BITE MY BIG FAT ASS!!!!! THE REALLY FUNNY THING IS YOUR PROBABLY THE BIGGEST PERV ON THE WEB AND JUST DONT WANT TO ADMIT TO IT!!!!

Battle Of The Sexes
The National Organization of Women has filed a publication modification request in Federal Court to modify the words to the song "When Johnny Comes Marching Home Again". NOW does not feel it is appropriate or proper for everyone to take advantage of, and feel, Gay when Johnny comes marching home, at least without her permission. This action is being opposed by the Gay Liberation Front, who in a counter proposal, feels the words of the song should remain just as they are, because they feel eveyone should feel Gay all the time. [this sounds like a good mumm, doesn't it?.]

Together
Love is supposed to last Kindness and caring are there forever Together we can overcome all that is placed before us But together we are not in this life Friends I have plenty Some who were lovers at one point That one special person I have not Do I continue to try and see how the cards fall Or do I give it all up and resign my social life Oh who am I kidding cause I have no social life I don’t ask for much Someone to share and care with me Someone who can make me live again When all I feel is dead inside Friends try so hard to keep me going Some days it isn’t even worth trying I know better than to ask for divine help It has backfired before and the pain was too much to take Friends I will be with those who ask Just don’t come to close is all I request Being together in friendship is all I need Even though someone could be much more © Created by SF – Do not use or repost without permission please

This Is What Our World Is--especially Among Young People
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: ॐ Jenni ॐ Date: Jul 14, 2007 10:54 PM Why do people commit suicide?Why do people cut themselves? Why do girls become anerexic and belimec? Why do kids bring guns to school?Why do kids get depressed...so they start using meds, and abusing them?Why do girls feel the need to act like sluts to impress guys?In the Bill Of Rights, it says we have FREEDOM OF SPEECH! So why are we so afraid to speak up for ourselves?I KNOW WHY! Cliques"Gangstas""Preps""Nerds""Goths""Emos""Scene//Hardcore kids""Punks"^^^AND THATS NOT EVEN HALF OF THEM!Society in generalWe live in a world where if your not skinny, not beautiful, not sexy, not straight...your tortured, abused, and humiliated. We say that we are all equal but, there is still racism, sexism, and people judging others based on there religion, color, size, heritage, ect.IS THIS AMERICAN?

Monrovia Is Gay!!!
A WHILE BACK I HAD GOT IN SOME TROUBLE...AND WHEN I GOT RELEASED I MOVED TO THIS LITTLE TOWN IN THE (626) CALLED MONROVIA. ITS SO BORING IN THIS TOWN... I STILL DONT KNOW ANYONE SO I DONT GO ANYWHERE..THE TOWN ALONE IS LAME...IT HAS A STREET FAIR EVERY FRIDAY NIGHT WHICH IS PRETTY KOOL BUT ITS FILLED WITH A BUNCH OF LAMES AND RUGRAT KIDS RUNNING AROUND AND COPS ROLLIN ON SCOOTERS AROUND...I REALLY HATE THIS TOWN... BUT IF I WANT TO STAY OUTTA TROUBLE AND NOT GO BACK ...ITS IN MY BEST INTREST TO STAY OUT HERE OR AT LEAST THAT WAS THE JUDGES OPINION..THOUGH SHE IS RIGHT... IF IM NOT ANYWHERE NEAR THE KICK IT SPOT OR CERTAIN PEOPLE ..THEN I CANT GET IN TROUBLE.

Online Addiction Led To Neglect, (this Is Messed Up)
Michael Straw, 25, and Iana Straw, 23, have both been arrested on child neglect charges. Allegedly they were so addicted to the internet and video games that their children went hungry and had various health problems. Prosecutor Kelli Ann Viloria said the Reno couple were too distracted by online video games, mainly the fantasy role-playing “Dungeons & Dragons” series, to give their children proper care. “They had food; they just chose not to give it to their kids because they were too busy playing video games,” Viloria told the Reno Gazette-Journal. Michael Straw is an unemployed cashier, and his wife worked for a temporary staffing agency doing warehouse work, according to court records. He received a $50,000 inheritance that he spent on computer equipment and a large plasma television, authorities said. Police said hospital staff had to shave the head of the girl because her hair was matted with cat urine. The 10-pound girl also had a mouth infection, dry skin and severe

Herbs And Oils
Come See What’s In The Dark † Dark Angel Designz † Adulsa (Adhatoda Vasica) Made from the Vasaka leaves colected during the flowering of the plant, Adulsa is used as an expectorant, antispasmodic and bronchodilator. This herb is widely used in the treatment of cough, wounds, bronchitis and menstrual disorders. Almond Oil (Amygdalus Communis) Almond oil is an emollient, anti-pruritic, and laxative. It makes a very good nourishing skin cream. Its smooth massaging action on the skin helps reapair degenerated dead skin cells and removes superficial hair. It is very useful for softening the skin and is the best base oil for any kind of massage. This oil is used in preparing body massage oils, creams, lotions and moisturizing products. Aloes (Aloe Vera Linn) Aloes has been in use for over 7,000 years. Aloes is anti-fungal, anti-inflammatory, and is extremely effective in treating several skin disorders. It is an effective moisturizer and helps in anti-aging, cleansing, and soft

Diamond.
In loving memory of Matt Names (1968-2007). I miss you. RIP. Two months have passed and it still hurts immensely ---- We walk this stretch of road More slowly than the others One last talk before I bury you Years spent Plans we made All of these in vain Commitments cast aside In the murderous hellfire In the arms of demons You're taken from me I'm left to walk alone My blackened eyes look to the night Awaiting your return But you don't come back Though your voice lingers You can't renew charred flesh My eyes close to the sound of the oceans I'm closer to you than I'll ever be

Paris Hilton In Disguise Jets Off To Maui
She may be trying to attract less attention, but it seems Paris Hilton has a strange way of going about it. The blonde socialite, who has vowed to change her ways after spending 23 days in jail, chose to wear a black wig and straw hat as she flew from LA to Hawaii - immediately putting her back in the spotlight TAGS: socialite, Paris Hilton LINK: Paris Hilton in disguise jets off to Maui Daily Mail - UK from Boxxet News ------------------------ SIMILAR STORIES Celebrity Gossip: snippets - Fametastic Paris Hilton heads to Maui - Earthtimes.org MORE FROM Celebrity Gossip; A Dish Best Served Cold! | This is London | Hollywood Life

Takeover Mania: Who's Next?
Filed under: Deals, Private equity, Sprint Nextel Corp (S), D.R.Horton (DHI), Lennar Corp'A' (LEN), Hilton Hotels (HLT)The last few quarters have seen a remarkable number of takeovers, buyouts and mergers. M&A activity is near an all time high, as the staggering amount of money sloshing around the global equity markets looks for something, anything, to buy. Interest rates are low, the money supply is growing (see this analysis of the now stealth M3 data over at the bigpicture), and private equity funds are competing with each other to find profitable investments. All of this adds up to a manic takeover market, and savvy investors are looking for a way to profit from it.The Wall Street Journal speculates today [free link to AOL Money & Finance] on the latest potential takeover targets. The housing sector provides some interesting targets, since many housing stocks have been beaten down amid all the talk of the housing bubble. The article cites builders Lennar, Ryland Group and D.R. Hort

The Beauty Within Myself
MY JOURNAL Beauty within myself May 29, 2007, 3:00 pm Sometimes, there are things which are sparkles in our eyes but dull; seems impossible dream. There are wonderful life to renew to explore our best of what we have and who we are because a life has only one certain chance to pass a day remarkable, it can never be changed. As life goes on... live to the fullest, love much, and be the merriest person wearing your most supernatural Smile!!!!!!!!

What Children Really See.....
When I was six months pregnant with my third child, my three year-old came into the room as I was preparing to get into the shower. She said, "Mommy you are getting fat!" I replied, "Yes, honey, remember Mommy has a baby growing in her tummy." "I know," she replied, "but what's growing in your butt?"

The Easter Dress....remember Children Will Repeat Everything You Say
It was that time, during the Sunday morning service, for the children's sermon. All the children were invited to come forward. One little girl was wearing a particularly pretty dress and, as she sat down, the pastor leaned over and said, "That is a very pretty dress. Is that your Easter Dress?" The little girl replied, directly into the pastor's clip-on microphone, "Yes, and my Mom says it's a bitch to iron."

Dads....what Your Sons Really Think Of You...
One summer evening during a violent thunderstorm a mother was tucking her son into bed. She was about to turn off the light when he asked with a tremor in his voice, "Mommy, will you sleep with me tonight?" The mother smiled and gave him a reassuring hug. "I can't dear," she said. "I have to sleep in Daddy's room." A long silence was broken at last by his shaky little voice: "The big sissy."

How To Get Into Heaven....kids Point Of View...
An exasperated mother, whose son is always getting into Mischief, finally asked him. "How do you expect to get into Heaven?" The boy thought it over and said, "Well, I'll run in and out and in and out and keep slamming the door until St. Peter says, "For Heaven's sake, Dylan, come in or stay out!"

Fake Profile Pics
I have been reading a lot about people posting fake pics on their profile page..I can relate to that..cause I have a few people like that for friends..I don't mind really Because I usually look at the rest of their pictures to try and figure out just who I am inviting...I love people..Period..I am a straight Guy so I don't send too many invites to Guys..I don't want to be mistaken for something I am not..And Unfortunately..What you see on my profile page is the real me...as sad as that may be..lol..I am 6ft at 220lbs..which means I am about ten pounds overweight for my frame..But it is all me..no fake..lol

Kids Say The Darndest Things....chicken Little Story
One day the first grade teacher was reading the story of Chicken Little to her class. She came to the part where Chicken Little warns the farmer. She read, "...and Chicken Little went to the farmer and said, "The sky is falling!" The teacher then asked the class, "And what do you think that farmer said?" One little girl raised her hand and said," I think he said: "Holy Shit! A talking chicken!" The teacher was unable to teach for the next 10 minutes....

G • E • M • I • N • I: Ultra Sexy
• I • R • G • O: The Whore Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget. Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness.Great kisser. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost. S • C • O • R • P • I • O: The lover Can be mean somtimes, and will Probably knock your ass out, if crossed the wrong way!! EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. The sexiest ever....Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do not repost. L • I • B • R • A: The sex addict Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone They meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique sexiness. Most caring person you will ever m

Just Like Love
See the color of roses Sail across America I couldn't wait to find you I'm looking for a miracle And somewhere out of the blue In the heart of getting by CHORUS: It only takes a second to learn It only takes a second to hurt And it's just like love to be the hardest thing It's just like love to be everything (Repeat) An illusion of laughter Lost in a desert sky That's how I feel without you I can't take another night Somewhere out of the blue From my heart and in your eyes CHORUS Oh I can feel it all Right or wrong I'm here Here for you CHORUS (Repeat to fade)

What Are You?
You scored as Hot, You are Hot, you scream and are wild, people love doing anything sexual with you.Hot94% Sweet69% Soft63% Violent63% Exciting63% Wet19% Awkward0% Shy0% What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com

More Of Why We Love Children....dad Can I Have A Drink Of Water?
A small boy is sent to bed by his father. ~ Five minutes later... "Da-aaad..." "What?" "I'm thirsty. Can you bring me a drink of water?" "No, You had your chance. Lights out." ~ five minutes later.... "Da-aaad..." "WHAT?" "I'm THIRSTY..Can I have a drink of water?" "I told you NO! If you ask again, I'll have to spank you!!" ~ five minutes later.... "Daaaaa-aaaaad..." "When you come in to spank me, can you bring a drink of water?"

July 17, 2007
Stop putting yourself on trial. Usually your best is more than enough. If something else needs to work in this particular situation, think of it as a learning experience, not a judgment. Figure out a fix, then move on.

Prison Vs Work Rating
IN PRISON You spend the majority of your time in an 8X10 cell. AT WORK You spend most of your time in a 6X8 cubicle. IN PRISON You get three meals a day (free)….. AT WORK You only get a break for one meal and you have to pay for it yourself. IN PRISON You get time off for good behavior….. AT WORK You get rewarded for good behavior with more WORK. IN PRISON A guard locks and unlocks the doors for you…. AT WORK You must carry around a security card and unlock and open all the doors yourself. IN PRISON You can watch TV and play games……. AT WORK You get fired for watching TV and playing games. IN PRISON You get your own toilet….. AT WORK You have to share. IN PRISON They allow your family and friends to visit…… AT WORK You can not even speak to your family and friends. IN PRISON All expenses are paid by taxpayers with no work at all……. AT WORK You get to pay all the expenses to go to work and then they de

Which Are You?
You prefer Passionate sex! You enjoy passionate sex. You're the kind of person that has tons of fun in the sack, and you can really get into it. Not necessarily rough and lusty, passionate sex is the kind that satisfies both your lovin' and horny needs. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com

Deleting
subject: Ladies and Gentelmen .............................................please repost (repost) date: 2007-07-17 02:22:07 THIS IS FOR EVERY ONE ON MY FRIENDS LIST I'M NOT TRYING TO BE MEAN OR RUDE BUT I KNOW THAT I HAVE OVER THAN 2781 FRIENDS ON MY FRIENDS LIST AND MORE THAN 2000 OF YOU NEVER RATED MY PROFILE OR BECOME MY FAN EVEN THOUGH I DID BECOME A FAN OF YOU BUT RECENTLY I DECIDED NOT TO FAN THOSE WHO DIDN'T FAN ME,SO PLEASE BE KIND AND CHECK IF YOU DID OR NOT AND I'LL RETURN THE LOVE TO ALL...BECAUSE I'M GOING TO START DELETING WHO EVER IGNORE THE FACT TO RATE AND BECOME MY FAN.. JUST CLICK ON THIS LINK BELOW TO FIND OUT stefan58 @ CherryTAP THANK YOU SO MUCH AND HAVE A GREAT WEEK HUGS AND KISSES stefan58

Why We Love Children...
A kindergarten pupil told his teacher that he had found a cat, but it was dead. "How did you know the cat was dead?" she asked him. "Because I pissed in its ear and it didn't move," answered the child innocently. "You did WHAT?" the teacher exclaimed in surprise."You know," explained the boy. "I leaned over and went 'PSSST' and it didn't move."

Peaceful And Calm
You can choose to be annoyed by just about everything. But why would you wish to be annoyed by anything? As easily as you can choose to be annoyed, you can choose to be peaceful, patient and understanding. Instead of putting your energy into being annoyed, you can put it into more valuable and productive pursuits. Would you like to make yourself into a victim, or would you prefer to be firmly in control of your life? Peaceful patience, tolerance and acceptance will keep you in control. If there is a situation that needs to be changed, take action to make that change happen. Don't waste your time with being annoyed. The next time you encounter a situation that would normally annoy you, stop and remember that you have another choice. Instead of letting outside events control your attitude, choose to control it yourself. Being annoyed is a waste of your life. Be peaceful, calm and powerful instead. -- Ralph Marston

1:30 Am
It's 1:30 am here in my home. This entails many things on many nights. THIS night I found myself on my bed jotting down idea's and surfing CT. I had just put a pot of coffee on (It's summer, I'm on vacation...why the fuck not?) and slouched back on my bed. Teletubbies mumble and squeal in the background and Emma snores softly beside me. Hmmmm smoke time. As I walk down the hall my pink so thin it barely exists skirt floats about my ankles. Into the kitchen I go and pick up a pack of Marlboro Lights. Rainbow happy cup in hand i stop at the doorway into my computer room. And stare. To my immediate left is Toph. Hen picking at the computer. His pointer fingers working as furiously as they can possibly go. I sip my cup and look further into the room. There sit's my sister. Long hair tied up in a pony. Her fingers make a loud TAPTAPTAPTAP noise as she types uncannily fast. I sip again. "We're all crack addicts" They both look up at me. My sister laughs and rais

Love In Words And Actions
Many of us have confused notions about what it means to be loved and cared about. Many of us were loved and cared for by people who had discrepancies between what they said and did. We may have had a mother or father who said, "I love you" to us, and then abandoned or neglected us, giving us confused ideas about love. Thus that pattern feels like love - the only love we knew. Some of us may have been cared for by people who provided for our needs and said they loved us, but simultaneously abused or mistreated us. That, then, becomes our idea of love. Some of us may have lived in emotionally sterile environments, where people said they loved us, but no feelings or nurturing were available. That may have become our idea of love. We may learn to love others or ourselves the way we have been loved, or we may let others love us the way we have been loved, whether or not that feels good. It's time to let our needs be met in ways that actually work. Unhealthy love may meet some

Fcc Chairman Mark S. Fowler......what Are The Prerequisites For This Job?....wow
"If somebody has a bad heart, they can plug this jack in at night as they go to bed and it will monitor their heart throughout the night. And the next morning, when they wake up dead, there'll be a record." --Mark S. Fowler, FCC Chairman

Dept Of Social Services.....morons...absolute Morons!
"Your food stamps will be stopped effective March 1992 because we received notice that you passed away. May God bless you. You may reapply if there is a change in your circumstances." --Department of Social Services, Greenville , South Carolina

Love
You know its completely wrong that when im dealing with all shit in my life i get a phone call from my ex.... and all she wants to talk about is how good her life is married with a kid.....Theres a reason why i avoid her... Sometimes love can never be numbed over. Like a raw woulnd inside of me. It hurt so bad. Just hearing her voice completely fucked me up for the day. Its not like i thjink wed ever get together or anything like that she doesnt affect me in any relationships. But real love... does not ever go away. Love has got to be the most painful feeling one could ever go through. So much uncertainty, completely opening your soul to another... takes something away from you.

Love And Relationships???
Ok well as I sit here at 120 am on a Tuesday morning in excrusiating pain recovering ( I should say trying to recover) from and illness that two trips to the E.R. still hasnt uncovered what is attacking my insides I am wondering. I just ventured yet again in to the world of love and romance and yet again got from this wonderous sick sydistic twisted fucked up world what I have gotten every trip before. A BROKEN HEART, a nagging question of was any of it true or just lies said while caught up in the moment, Was I being played and when my usefulness was up there was no reason to keep me around? Here is the thing, Most will say that they know what they are looking for from a relationship most woman will state that they are looking for the fairy tale love a man that will love them unconditionally that will be there for them and love and support them through life but, You get into a relationship with a person like this you follow a natural progression with this relationship never pushing or

Question My Love
For those of you who love me Tell me if you know who I really am Have you seen me as just a friend Anything I'd like to have Are being devoured by the night The times we share under the stars Still leave me unsatisfied. To be good enough to show me That what we have Shall become something able to made through The little things that you told me Still cling to me in hope If that decide to remain true. I found out While I gazed into your eyes If loving you what something right I fight these feelings And yet allow them to flow inside me Confused on what matters most to me I'm afraid to ask from you some more Of everything we did being just friends I'm waiting on you to accept You saying it isn't too late Hopefully our dreams Shall come true Through the ways of destiny.

Changing
ChanginChanging from one religion is easier said than done. Since Wicca is only around 50 years old it is still a religion that most people will find rather than having been raised Wiccan. A great many new Wiccans are faced with the task of leaving one set of beliefs behind while embracing a new set. Switching religions can be very difficult for some people. Many people expect this to be easy, and when it's not they start to question their new-found faith. Just because your mind may continue to linger on beliefs of your first faith, you shouldn't interpret that as some sort of sign that you have made a bad choice. It can take work and conscious effort to change one's patterns of thinking. And while it can be extremely difficult, the extent of that difficulty has no bearing on whether you are making the right decision to switch. Now, when I gave up Christianity and embraced a Pagan path I had no difficulties changing my perception of Deity from male to female. However, it took mon

My Feelings On A Disabled Person's Life
Ok, this is basically saying how I feel about my life and I'm sure a lot of other people that are disabled feel the same way, for one, the quality of life should be the best and live life to the fullest, that means they should be invited to take part and be involved that means volunteering or playing sports or video games or just socializing because as long as the rest of the free world sits there and acts like or treats other disabled people like they can't do nothing, that disabled person's quality of life goes slowly but surely down the tubes because they're shoved aside and not included in things in life and it's really sad that people have to act like that, period because the rest of the world needs to know this, that one day, they'll be disabled by some form possibly and then they'll realize what the hell people like me and others go thru day in and day out, otherwise, they don't have a damn clue at all because some people not all of them but some people just don't give a flying

Why
i got a question for everyone. why is the man upstairs punishing me? for some reason he is i keep loosing my friends. one of my friends he was awsome he was my best friend i would do anything for him same with him and me but he moved to ohio, than a guy i work with me and him are great friends we got along we hung out its was fun now he is moving on the 24th of this month to vegas, and here recently i lost a very very good friend she moved to oklahoma ive been friends with her for a long long time like almost 2 years we both been threw alot together and we both helped each other when things got bad and she up and leaves :( i dont know what im doing or whats going on. im wondering whos next.. i have a friend in washington thats very sweet kind and everything all in one that i havent got to talk to in a while cause she is on a road trip. i feel like im just lost. i got friends here still but its a matter of time that they leave to. i cried today when i found out my friend was gone on the

Living Life Backwards
Living Life Backwards I want to live my next life backwards: You start out dead and get that out of the way. Then you wake up in an old age home feeling better every day. Then you get kicked out for being too healthy. Enjoy your retirement and collect your pension. Then when you start work, you get a gold watch on your first day. You work 40 years until you're too young to work. You get ready for college: drink alcohol, party, you're pretty much a free spirit. Then you go to grade school, become a kid, play, and have no responsibilities. Then you become a baby, and then... You spend your last 9 months floating peacefully in luxury, in spa-like conditions - central heating, room service on tap, and then... You finish off as an orgasm. I rest my case.

Hurt Me So
why do you hurt me so much only you can do it so well after all those nights i cry i still trust you still go to you when i am sad but i still cant figure out why im not good enough for you we are sisters yet some times i dont matter i do every thing for you you put guys before me put my sister before me but im supposed to be your best friend not her i pick up the pieces of your broken heart all the time but u cant even seem to so the smiples things for me i just don't understand why you hurt me so your my best friend my sister and yet i seem to be alone when your around every one elese but i guess i will never know or figure out why you hurt me so by JNA

I Wrote This For My Girls
Time passes. Life happens. Distance separates. Children grow up. Jobs come and go. Love waxes and wanes. Men don't do what they're supposed to do. Hearts break. Parents die. Colleagues forget favors. Careers end. BUT - Sisters are there, no matter how much time and how many miles are between you. A girlfriend is never farther away than needing her. When you have to walk that lonesome valley and you have to walk it by yourself, the women in your life will be on the valley's rim, cheering you on, praying for you, pulling for you, intervening on your behalf, and waiting with open arms at the valley's end. Sometimes, they will even break the rules and walk beside you, or come in and carry you out. Girlfriends, daughters, granddaughters, daughters-in-law, sisters, sisters-in-law, mothers, grandmothers, aunties, nieces, cousins and extended family all bless our life. When we began this adventure called womanhood, we had no idea of the incredib

Made For Me By My Best Girlfriend
I can't give solutions to all of life's problems, doubts, or fears. But I can listen to you, and together we will search for answers. I can't change your past with all it's heartache and pain, nor the future with its untold stories. But I can be there now when you need me to care. I can't keep your feet from stumbling. I can only offer my hand that you may grasp it and not fall. Your joys, triumphs, successes, and happiness are not mine; Yet I can share in your laughter. Your decisions in life are not mine to make, nor to judge; I can only support you, encourage you, and help you when you ask. I can't prevent you from falling away from friendship, from your values, from me. I can only pray for you, talk to you and wait for you. I can't give you boundaries which I have determined for you, But I can give you the room to change, room to grow, room to be yourself. I can't keep your heart from breaking and hurting, But I can cry with you and help you pick

Made For Me By My Baby...i Love You Hun
Under a blue moon As the years have past me by I forgotten all that is Giving up on finding life All those things that I missed I walked into the midnight air Stared upon the sky I saw a blue moon shining down I began to drift inside Finding smiles seems so far And this I’ve always known Until that moonlight beckoned me A feeling I’ve never known Looking up at stars abound No one but me can ever see Brightness shines down so soft My hurt seems to run free Gone is my hopelessness Sudden promises seem true I can’t believe what I am seeing A beautiful star under the moon I fear the loss of my beautiful star For it is what I’ll always keep I feel the warmth of words I hear The evening star speaks to me I’ll remember that forever The feelings deep inside How whole I felt that night With my eyes open wide I love the feelings that I have How much it means to me I’d never felt love like this The evening star speaks to me

The Quote From The Crowned Miss America Of 1994...yikes!!!
(On September 17, 1994, Alabama's Heather Whitestone was selected as Miss America 1995.) Question: If you could live forever, would you and why? Answer: "I would not live forever, because we should not live forever, because if we were supposed to live forever, then we would live forever, but we cannot live forever, which is why I would not live forever," --Miss Alabama in the 1994 Miss USA contest.

The Iphone Is Here!
In case you missed all the media hoopla and long lines outside your local Apple or AT&T Store, the iPhone is now shipping. It looks like everybody who waited in line got one, and there were a few left over after that. Initial reports are mainly positive, with some common negatives.The positives:Touchscreen interface is everything it promised to beActivation is quick and easy (for most users) via iTunes; you choose your AT&T plan directly from the iTunes interfaceVoice quality appears to be goodThe web browser is terrific -- with one qualification (in a minute...)The screen is also great for viewing movies.The auto-swivel feature works quite well, reorienting the screen when you turn the unit in your hand.The 2 megapixel camera is pretty good for a phoneIt's a great iPod music player, except for the storage limitationsThe negatives:Web browsing and email via AT&T's EDGE network is slower than slow -- several minutes to retrieve a message or load a web page. Intolerable, especially for d

Big Iphone Headache: Waiting For At
So I admit it: I bought an iPhone.That was the easy part. But I should have realized that if the customer service whizzes at AT&T could find a way to mar what was otherwise a perfectly pleasant experience, it would. After nearly nine hours, AT&T has yet to activate my iPhone, and it can't be used until then.Buying the iPhone is easy, but AT&T activation isn't.(Credit: Declan McCullagh/mccullagh.org)But I'm getting ahead of myself. Earlier on Friday, I had taken photographs of the throngs gathered outside for the San Francisco Apple store at 6pm, and the far more sedate crowd outside the Market St. AT&T store, and then decided not to bother standing in line for an iPhone on Friday. I figured I'd read some more early reviews and then pick one up sometime in the next few days after the lines were shorter.Other earlier reviews were promising, including one that said audio quality was superior.Then, around 11:30pm, I read our News.com article by my colleagues by Tom Krazit and Erica Ogg. Th

Can Cold Water Clean Dishes?
Can Cold Water Clean Dishes? This is for all the germ conscious folks?that worry about using cold water to clean. John went to visit his 90 year old grandfather in a very secluded, rural area of Georgia . After spending a great evening chatting the night away, John's grandfather prepared breakfast of bacon, eggs and toast. However, John noticed a film-like substance on his plate, and questioned his grandfather asking, "Are these plates clean?" His grandfather replied, "They're as clean as cold water can get them. Just you go ahead and finish your meal, Sonny!" For lunch the old man made hamburgers. Again, John was concerned about the plates as his appeared to have tiny specks around the edge that looked like dried egg and asked, "Are you sure these plates are clean?" Without looking up the old man said, "I told you before, Sonny, those dishes are as clean as cold water can get them. Now don't you fret, I don't want to hear another word about it!" Later tha

Too Busy For A Friend...
Too Busy for a Friend... One day a teacher asked her students to list the names of the other students in the room on two sheets of paper, leaving a space between each name. Then she told them to think of the nicest thing they could say about each of their classmates and write it down. It took the remainder of the class period to finish their assignment, and as the students left the room, each one handed in the papers. That Saturday, the teacher wrote down the name of each student on a separate sheet of paper, and listed what everyone else had said about that individual. On Monday she gave each student his or her list. Before long, the entire class was smiling. 'Really?' she heard whispered. 'I never knew that I meant anything to anyone!' and, 'I didn't know others liked me so much,' were most of the comments. No one ever mentioned those papers in class again. She never knew if they discussed them after class or with their parents, but it didn't matter. The exe

My Fisrt Shout.
Hungman101: i love the perfect quality in ur pics wow lol ->Hungman101: thanks! Hungman101: u have to be a model wow... Hungman101: oh gah ur soo hot obviously none of the pictures ive posted have been me. dee dee dee!

Only Smart People Can Read This.....
More Brain Stuff . . . From Cambridge University . O lny srmat poelpe can raed tihs. cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdanieg. The phaonmneal pweor of the hmuan mnid, aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoatnt tihng is taht the frist and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit a porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Amzanig huh? yaeh and I awlyas tghuhot slpeling was ipmorantt! if you can raed tihs psas it on !! Psas Ti ON !

I Love You
I love you, my darling, and you know it's true I thank God in Heaven for someone like you. I never knew how empty my life really could be But this is what I lived before He gave you to me. Whole is my life for you are here now To continue without you I do not know how. So be with me forever my heart needs your stay 'It would stop its rhythm if you ever went away. I know this love for you will last You are my future, my now, my past.

Reassure
Hidden away at the back of my mind is that perilous thought, "Will she leave me behind? Will she go her own way, leaving me here?" Well I'm in some distress 'Cause this is what I fear. All it would take to calm my agitation is a few simple words every so often, reassuring me that I should not be afraid and that she will not leave me, this is all that I crave. If I seem paranoid, and you laugh at these words, (Or may be this is the worst thing that you've heard?) then I'm sorry I doubted but I need to be sure. I suppose that I must be somewhat insecure?

He Is Home!!!! (kaleb Update) From Kalebs Mom
Monday, July 16, 2007 HE IS HOME KALEB IS HOME!!!!! .. I am sorry that it has taken me so long to post an update, we have been busy busy busy. First thing this AM we got to take Kaleb for a walk together. He is def starting to make more noises and cry more. He started twitching on the way back to his room. I thought "Oh no not a seizure"... Because if he had had one they might of not released him today. The doctors determined that it wasn't, THANK GOD. Then we had a car seat evaluation. That went well. Then FINALLY it was time!!!! As I finished packing up the entire room, I looked back and noticed how empty it was. Kaleb lit up that room and now it is so bland. But at the same time I was releived and had the overwhelming happiness. We are FINALLY going home. This is a huge weight lifted off our shoulders!!! So our car ride was long but we made it home before it really started to storm. Waiting at the house were 3 nurses from the home health company. I took Kaleb inside a

~sigh~
what stations are the buttons of your radio on do you sleep late on saturday or get up at dawn do you prefer fiddles or violins and have you givin any thought to how a lifetime of love begins i want to know everything there is to know about what turns you on what you like and what you don't tell me all your secrets all your hopes and wishes too i want to be everything you ever want so i'm gonna need something to go on i need to make your every dream come true so i want to know everything there is to know about you do you like walking underneath the moonlight is there some kinda magic that'll make the mood right how many kisses, how many stars i'm determined to keep trying 'til i find the way to your heart the serious stuff and the light hearted lookin in your eyes and i'm just gettin started well then i want to know everything there is to know about you

Guys Leave It Be Now!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
well i really wish that guys would stick to messing with single gals instead of ones that are taken......... that really ticks me off... and i know that when a guy wants to be "just friends" with a girl that means that they want more then that with them.... but i know i cant keep them away... especially if they get invited in....

My Trip To Gwar
So yeah this weekend I went to see Sounds of the Underground tour and it was fantastic. With some minor hiccups along the way. Some friends and I got together around 0930 on Friday Morning and piled in her van and ran errands. One being to get a tire changed cause it was showing metal along the side wall and tread. Really needed to be changed so we took care of it, got a map picked up another traveler and away we went. The trip down was okay no hitches, we parked near the Palladium and got in line to wait for tickets. Now I am a curious sort of fellow and I looked into the line a bit and I see some people with clip boards, hmmm curious is piqued a bit. One of the kids, a rather short and chunky lad is wearing a shirt with a chicken on it above it the words, "I am not a Nugget!" were there. Oh, fun times ahead, these were activatists. So I approached the three of them and asked some questions and this one young lad who was a bit feminine, he acted and reacted like he didn'

Im Rating As Fast As I Can
Okay everyone...apparently I have hit most of my levels for the day, so just as soon as CT allows me to I will keep rating everyones: Profiles,Pics,Stashes, and whatever else ya want. I'm gainin levels as fast as I can, but apparently, I click fast, and CT doesn't like it, sorry its takin so long...

Some General Info On Me
My Life In 200 Questions 200. My middle name is: david 199. I was born in: Tenn 198. I am really: bored 197. My cell phone company is: cingular 196. My eye color is: Hazel 195. My shoe size is: 11 194. My ring size is: I don't know 193. My height is: 5 foot 11 192. I am allergic to: Bees 191. I was born on: January 27th 190. I am annoyed by: Fakers 189. Last book you read: Berzerkers 188. My bed is: Queensize 187: One thing you hate about yourself: try not too 179. My favorite Holiday is: Halloween 178. The perfect kiss is: Heartfelt 177. The last three cd's i bought were: I don't remember 175. Are you living at home?: no 174. Do you have any siblings?: not really 173. Are your parents divorced?: yes 174. What did you do yesterday?: fixed some things around the house :::I Do (YES)/Do Not (NO) Believe In::: 142. Love at first sight? yes 141. Luck? yes 140. Fate? yes 139. Yourself? yes.

This Is How It Is
If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them pregnant, Why would he treat you any differently? Always have your own

105 Things U Might Not Have Known, Or Wanted To Know, About Me
1. Last akward moment? I don't really remember 2. Who do you find yourself crushing on currently? nobody really 3. Have you ever fallen backwards down a set of stairs? yep 4. Ever been to a friends house and starved the whole time? actually yea 5. Ever found more than a dollar in a random place? I found $50 in a pair of pants that I thought I had lost 6. Name someone close to you who smokes cigarettes? Me, Julie (sometimes, Becca, Sherri, Sheila, Joseph 7. Name 3 things that everyone knows: 1) Sublime is the shit 2) I love alcohol 3) I love tobacco 8. When a friend walks out of your life, do you go after them, or let them go? go after them, but if they keep running then they're on there own 9. Have you ever been corrected at your workplace? my latest job? no 10. Has anyone ever been more important to you than a family member? Yep, she still is alot of times 11. Do you still live at home? yea, nobody wants to rent to me 12. Last time you smil

When Dreams Come
As I drift off to dream the dark takes its place. My mind fills with dreams and music floods my soul as I am swept away to a place thought long dead. My escape from a life of discontent, and a world that often is so unkind. Floating on the notes of a melody free from the prying eyes and judgments of others I can be myself. Here I can separate myself from all that pulls me down, and drains my soul. A world of my own making I invite you into and you can float on this melody with me and be free……….

Ok Tired Of Ct Crap
ok i post this mumm and without my concent it gets deleted and i for one dont think its right now i go back and cant post anymore.....and thats why alot of people like myspace more....well ct will soon find out whats going around them.......

My Husband
I Thank God for my husband John. On June 6th of this year I was diagnosed with bone cancer, soon I will be starting treatments, and I know it's gonna be a rough road ahead. I"m so glad to have him by myside, he has been my Rock through this whole ordeal, I've been truly blessed with such a wonderful man. I Love You Baby!!!!

Liein Will Get U Know Where With Us.
STOP LIEIN TO URSELF BITCH! STOP ACTIN LIKE A FOOL IM HAPPY NOW AND U NEED TO TRY IT TO STOP TELLIN LIES ON ME AND ILL STOP YELLIN AT U STOP TELLIN LIES ABOUT THE ONE I LOVE AND STOP TELLIN LIES ABOUT THE ONES CLOSEST TO US! STOP TELLIN LIES OR U WILL GET WHAT IS COMING STOP TELLIN LIES AN ACTIN LIKE A FRIEND U KNOW WE ALL KNOW WHY U ACT LIKE UR IN HE DOESNT WANT U HE HAS WHO HE WANTS SO STOP TELLIN LIES BITCH AND LEARN NOT TO FRONT.... U NEED TO LEARN TO TELL OTHERS WHAT U THINK DONT TALK BEHIND OUR BACKS BITCH SAY IT TO OUR FACEU KNOW I DONT LIKE U AND I NEVER WILL U ARE NO LONGER A PART OF U AND NEVER WILL U RETURN U HAD UR CHANCE BITCH NOW ITS TIME FOR U TO LEARN U HAVE HAD UR CHANCE BITCH NOW ITS TIME FOR U TO BURN A TRAIL AND GET AWAY WE ARE TIRED OF BEING TREATED LIKE FOOLS IN UR FOOLISH LITTLE GAMES SO STOP FRONTIN BITCH AND STAY THE FUCK AWAY!!!!!!!

Guys And My Shout!! (and Family List)
ok listen up... let me jus say first off that im a really sweet person, i love talking to all of you, and i try to keep up with the shouts, but i get busy alot when im on the comp, and sometimes im signed in but im not actually at the comp.. also all the shit i get about bein in my family list can get annoying too. Yes its cool to bring it up, makes me feel special, but when EVERY FUCKING SHOUT is something about gettin on my family list, it pisses me off!! try to keep it to a minimum guys! I mean if i talk with ya and i think you cool then you'll get on, but also i only have a certain amount that i can put on there depending on my level, and im not deleting someone off it once they get on... I come back to all these messages from everyone sayin stupid shit like, "oh i guess im not cool enough for you" or "fine jus ignore me" or "well i guess your to busy for me sry to bother you" and all kinds of BS.. its smartass comments like that which WILL make u "uncool enough for me"

Just Me
I only need me, I only want me, I only love me, If all of these things were true what kind of life would you have.Being selfish and demanding with no regard for anyone but yourself.If you ask me if people worried less about them selfs and worked on being humble and showing more humanaity to others the world we live in would be a better place to live in. The world we live in now is not something to brag about but i hope that all the people in my world know that i will be here when ever they need me and i will never turn my back on them.I'm not a perfect person and don't want to be if i had one chance to change anything about the world we live in it would be that i could make a difference.

What I Learned From Diners.
My friend Jackie who I went to highschool with, (she was an underclassman)gave me a call and asked if i wanted to go to the diner with her for some coffee and cigarettes around 11pm. I thought hey, I have $10 in my pocket why the hell not. So we go to this diner called the Double T diner. Now I stay away from the food in that place. 1. the name should pretty much tell you if I eat here, I should probably call an ambulance afterwards. 2. Most of the people I know who go there order the french onion soup. And ONLY the french onion soup. Even the french onion soup is intimidating and it kept threatening my coffee. It just sat there staring at it and told it that didn't know how to read, and I had to console my coffee by holding it and saying, there there... You could tell it was the smoking section because the smoking section had a yellow ceiling and the other side had a white ceiling. There were patches of white but only to fill in gaping holes and other cosmetic damages. Don't be

Color Of Ur Eyez Tell How Much Love You Have. (from The Bullein Board)
Black Eyes People with black eyes spend the shortest time in relationships except for the one with their current addiction. They are leg humping friendly to borderline sleazy. They always fall in love with anything that has two legs, a pulse and a wet spot. They are great kissers----until they vomit all over you. They are very easy to please unless they haven't had their latest fix of alcohol, meth, cocaine, or prescription medicine. If you repost this and you have black eyes you will either O.D., spend the night in jail, or wake up next to some skank you've never seen before within the next 2 days. Blue Eyes People with blue eyes last the longest in relationships. They are kind, pretty or handsome,very good kissers and are really hot. They always fall in love with their closest friends and never understand why. They are very funny, outgoing and don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and love to please. Are straight up WARRIORS when necessary. if you mes

Sacrifice.
"Under a morality of sacrifice, the first value you sacrifice is morality; the next is self-esteem. When need is the standard, every man is both victim and parasite. As a victim, he must labor to fill the needs of others, leaving himself in the position of a parasite whose needs must be filled by others. He cannot approach his fellow men except in one of two disgraceful roles: he is both a beggar and a sucker. "You fear the man who has a dollar less than you, that dollar is rightfully his, he makes you feel like a moral defrauder. You hate the man who has a dollar more than you, that dollar is rightfully yours, he makes you feel that you are morally defrauded. The man below is a source of your guilt, the man above is a source of your frustration. You do not know what to surrender or demand, when to give and when to grab, what pleasure in life is rightfully yours and what debt is still unpaid to others--you struggle to evade, as 'theory,' the knowledge that by the moral standard you'

Senses Fail - Still Searching
I can't believe it's been a year Since I kissed my fears On the salty lips and said to them I love you--Bye (Bye) I've carried the weight of the world on my shoulders for 20 years look at me now. I've got something to say About the last twelve months I've lived I'm not the same kid I was when I was younger I just thought you should know I take a pill every day To help me deal with life And oh my God I've lost control I stare at accidents in a sick attempt to feel at all I've carried the weight of the world on my shoulders for 20 years look at me now. I've got something to say About the family that I've lost I hope my mother and father think that they raised a healthy boy Who needs the help of a shrink To even leave the house And oh my god I've lost control I stare at accidents in a sick attempt to feel at all I'm not the same kid I was when I was younger I just thought you should know I'm not the same kid I was when I was younger I just th

17 July 2007
Dear Alexa, Here is your single's love horoscope for Tuesday, July 17: Some downtime may be in order, if only to get some things sorted out in your heart and mind. It's a busy time in your personal stars -- you just might find a beautiful new constellation if you stop and look.

17 July 2007
Dear Alexa, Here is your AstroSlam for Tuesday, July 17: You've never really been a person who does things purely for love, but today you'll meet someone who'll twist your heart inside-out -- and you'll know that you'd do anything for this love. Sadly, this person will turn out to be a real jerk.

Why Do People Have Such A Problem With Constructive Criticism?
Kinda long, sorry. But it's a great read, lmao. This chick posts this mumm... http://www.cherrytap.com/mum.php?id=112973 ok wuts more out to fail...a friend or bein friends with benefits ----------------------------------------------- So I post this comment... ok wuts more out to fail Could you repeat that again in American English instead of whatever ghetto bull that is? ----------------------------------------------- So then she gets in my shoutbox...skip to the bottom and read up :D ->~*~The Bit...: then learn to spell or use spellcheck, because you will hear nothing good about your spelling in the mumms......or stay out of the mumms....whatever.....or just deal with the comments...i am NOT the only one who said something, but i seem to be the one you singled out to have a fit too.... Vanilla: look i didnt come on ct to have people tell me how to spell i came for other reasons ->~*~The Bit...: it just makes people dislike you more...just saying....

School Girl.
I got an A in my speech class! Yay! *pats self on back* I think it was one of the easiest As of my life if it had been the normal leangth chronologically. Three units in 5 weeks. Ack! But my GPA went up just a we bit and that makes me smile. Theres hope for this one after all. In the mean time I have homeowrk to do. -nerdface

If I Could But Grace Your Lips With Mine.
If I could but grace your lips with mine. If my breath could blow upon yours. It would tell you tales of my heart. My love for you flows deep within me. Beating my heart which in turn bumps at my chest, with naught but a glance from you. Lips slide and tongues flicker. Fingers clutch at your back. You slide by me and disappear. Only to appear again. In your gaze I hear your voice. Singing to me. The notes dribble from your lips and drop against my breast. Entering my very entity. Sensuality entrances me. Lust envelopes me, love surrounds me. If I could but grace your lips with mine.

The New York Mets
So i just went to a Mets game on sunday in New York! Other than forgetting suntan lotion and getting a nice burn on my arms, i had a great time!! They played the Reds..and Won!! I think i would of much rather been at a Red Sox game though!!! We stayed in a nice hotel next to Shea Stadium...but the only bad thing was that there are no Restaurants!!! I was beginning to think nobody eats there!! We drove all around and could only find some little rinky dink local rest.

The Face Of Bordem
Finish The Sentince. I filled it out,your turn! My ex... is an asshole Maybe I should... dye my hair blue this time I love... my kids People would say that i'm... a bit shy I don't understand... why theres so many sluts in this world When i wake up in the morning... i wish it wasnt morning I lost... my mother in 2000.rip rosita Life is full of... bitches and assholes My past is... fucked up I get annoyed when... dumasses ask me to flash'em on cam Parties are... fun I wish... i was 21 Dogs... are great Cats... are great Tomorrow... is gona be ok.getting a cell I have low tolerance... with brats who are spoiled,and women who think theyre better then everyone else. grow up If I had a million dollars... i'd buy a house for me,my husband and kids I'm totally terrified... not totally terrified,but i hate being in the dark alone Cat or Dog both Short or Long Hair either one,but i've got short hair Innie or

This Is Too Good
This was written by a guy... it's pretty damn smart. Girls -- Have a sense of humor! I never quite figured out why the sexual urge of men and women differ so much. And I never have figured out the whole Venus and Mars thing. I have never figured out why men think with their head and women with their heart. FOR EXAMPLE: One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, "I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me." I said, "WHAT??!! What was that?!" So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear... "You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man." She responded to my puzzled look by saying, "Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?" Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep. The very next day I opted to take the day off

This Is Great
This was written by a guy... it's pretty damn smart. Girls -- Have a sense of humor! I never quite figured out why the sexual urge of men and women differ so much. And I never have figured out the whole Venus and Mars thing. I have never figured out why men think with their head and women with their heart. FOR EXAMPLE: One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, "I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me." I said, "WHAT??!! What was that?!" So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear... "You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man." She responded to my puzzled look by saying, "Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?" Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep. The very next day I opted to take the day off

Lmao Who's Been Givin Out My Secrets!?!
L • I • B • R • A: The sex addict Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone They meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique sexiness. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing n Bed..!!! Did I say Amazing in Bed? not the kind of person you wanna fuck with... u might end up crying... the most irresistible.Rare 2 find. Funny. Talkitive. Erotic. Smart. loves sports. gets what he/she wants. Loves to be in a relationship.

New Glasses
oh and friday needs to get here quick like as well, i just recently went to the eye doctor for the first time (i've never had to wear glasses, the ones in the pictures weren't mine. just used for the pics) anyway now that i know i need them, and don't have them yet...i hate waiting. end rant

A Celestial Opera
drifting in and out of morning eyes fluttering, keep them wide shut. you can only see what i'll show you with silver reflections of dreams. tonight you'll see the birth and death of a star, the burning bright and the raging dark. For when you inhale to gasp for air, its the pressure of distortion that'll match the pair. its the height and the fire on display pushing limits in an endless fray, portraits of an infatuation painted in a play. now if i can get your heart to beat to that duet, than i am sure for just a moment....a piece of our precious time alone...will be set.

Taking Back Sunday - Liar (it Takes One To Know One)
All our secrets they are tailored trouble Draped loose now around your hips Your spotless instincts are valid We coexist Got 26 days to work with (got 26 days) We got 26 days to work with (it moves, it moves, it moves) We'll see what all gets done I'm an addict for dramatics I confuse the two for love "You can't tell me that you don't beg..." Liar (liar) If we're keeping score We're all choir boys at best (Intrusive and arrogant) Liar (liar) If we're keeping score We're all choir boys at best (Intrusive and arrogant) Got 26 days to work with (got 26 days) Then back on that island That you swear by Still barely can't afford It's still a question of How long will this hold? Is it any different now that we are Don't you go there not here, not now (it moves, it moves, it moves) Not here, not now I'm an addict for dramatics I confuse the two for love You can tell me don't beg Liar (liar) If we're keeping score We're all choir boys at best (Intrusi

Dear Dad
I missed you I waited for you But long ago, you let go Forgetful you are, dear dad Why don’t you love me so? I cried for you many nights Dreamed about you too One day you would come back for me In my heart I thought it true I was young and naive, dear dad What else was I suppose to do? Is it too late now If you asked me to be your child For so long now You’ve lived in your denial Was I a regret of yours, dear dad? You left me to drown a while So will I recognize you If I see you on the streets And would it crush you If when we were to meet I couldn’t remember your face, dear dad Therefore it’s you I wouldn’t greet See, it’s invisible you made me I’ve forgotten who you are too And after all these years I must say It doesn’t make me blue I realized in my own heart, dear dad I never needed you

Feeling Good
I feel good tonight. It's not too hot, i'm guzzling coffe, and i just feel really good. Happy, playful. Life is good right now. Hope it lasts. I really feel that my love life is finally coming together, i'm so in love!!!!! It's a good night to be me!!!!!

The Edge
it's all such a bittersweet epiphany swan diving into lividity, eyes closed lets hope for divinity. this pressure ever evolving toward infinity, i mask my fear with serenity, never pausing to brake for certainty. pray for me, raise up your arms and ask to lift up this numbing frailty. when the light shines down may i rise from catastrophe....?

All Fake Pic Users Read Now!!!! (personally I Agree With Scrapper, Be Urself)
Greetings Lately there has been a huge increase of individuals using fake photos as their main profile photo. Most people do this to get better ratings or to deceptively lure people to click into their page. This is not what we had in mind when we created this site, so we are going to be taking action prevent this. 1. Any top 100 cherry using a fake main profile photo will be reset to 0. 2. If you see a top 100 cherry using a fake photo as their main profile photo, please report to a bouncer. 3. We have ZERO tolerance for anyone trying to manipulate our cherry ranking. Anyone caught cheating will be reset. (REPOST OF SCRAPPER's BLOG-http://cherrytap.com/blog/57/436702)

"boyfriend Application"
SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK TO YOU IN YOUR INBOX! Ladies Title it "BOYFRIEND Application" Guys Title it "GIRLFRIEND Application" 1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Fave Color: 4. Whats your sign? 5.Phone Number: 6. Location: 7. Height: 8.Hair (color and style): 9.Piercings/tattoos:none.. HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ...wait's.... 1. Are we friends? 2. Do you have a crush on me? 3. Would you kiss me? 4. ...with tongue? 5. Would you ever ask me out? 6. Would you make a move on me in a movie theater? 7. Would you take care of me when I'm sick? 8. Do you want to tell me something that you couldn't before? 9.Would you walk on the beach with me? 10. If you heard a rumor about me, would you defend me? 11. Do you/have you talked about me? 12. Do you think I'm a good person? 13. Would u take a nap with me? 14.Do you think I'm cute? 15. If you could change anything about me -would you? 16.Would you dance with me?

Germany
so hopefully within the next 3 months or so i am planning a trip back to germany. i haven't seen my brother in like 5 or 6 years now, im hella excited about the whole idea. no need for a hotel or any of that i have family to stay with, and plenty of time then to get drunk and crazy....this fall can't come soon enough.

All Fake Pic Users Read Now!!!!
Greetings Lately there has been a huge increase of individuals using fake photos as their main profile photo. Most people do this to get better ratings or to deceptively lure people to click into their page. This is not what we had in mind when we created this site, so we are going to be taking action prevent this. 1. Any top 100 cherry using a fake main profile photo will be reset to 0. 2. If you see a top 100 cherry using a fake photo as their main profile photo, please report to a bouncer. 3. We have ZERO tolerance for anyone trying to manipulate our cherry ranking. Anyone caught cheating will be reset. (REPOST OF SCRAPPER's BLOG-http://cherrytap.com/blog/57/436702)

See If This Can Offend
1. When did you loose your virginity? The day I got laid for the 1st time? 2. Are you still in contact with that person? Good god what for? 3. Whats your favorite sexual position? I like to be on my knees in front of an overly excited man 4. Do you include toys/and or props in sex? Every single chance I get although I usually only have the toys and props and not the partner 5. Are you the dominant or submissive? I can be whatever you want me to be 6. Do you like role-playing in bed? What are you suggesting? 7. Have you ever ate food off your partners naked body? Now this is just wrong assuming that I have a partner dammit - but if I had one I would 8. Have you played with finger paints? Why yes I have and I enjoyed it immensely 9. Have you ever drawn sexually explicit images? Have you seen my drawing skill? LOL, not gonna happen 10. Have you ever had sex with more than one person at the same time? Yeah I have but still waiting for the 2

Live Like You Were Dying
I was adding to my stash tonight and came across Tim McGraws song "Live Like You Were Dying"...and it reminded me of something i had forgotten. We get so caught up in going thru life we forget to appreciate it. A few years ago I too heard the words no one wants to hear "cancer"...and suddenly u realize you are mortal afterall...and you dont know how many tomorrows you have left. I had just divorced after a 19yr marriage and work had become my life. I made all the bargins with God that people do when theyre in that situation...if only u let me live...things will be different. I will be a better person...more loving...more giving...more forgiving...more understanding...i wont take the small things for granted...nor the people i love. Ive tried hard to live up to those promises...but realize now that i still take the small things for granted...the beauty of a sunset...the brillance of stars...the sweet smile of a child...the smell of the air after a rain...as the song says...if i

Only In America
Parkland Memorial Hospital in Dallas, Texas is a fairly famous institution and for a variety of reasons: 1. John F. Kennedy died there in 1963 2. Lee Harvey Oswald died there shortly after 3. Jack Ruby-who killed Lee Harvey Oswald, died there a few years later..by coincidence "On the flip side, Parkland is also home to the second busiest maternity ward in the country with almost 16,000 new babies arriving each year. (That's almost 44 per day---every day) A recent patient survey indicated that 70 percent of the women who gave birth at Parkland in the first three months of 2006 were illegal immigrants. That's 11,200 anchor babies born every year just in Dallas . According to the article, the hospital spent $70.7 million delivering 15,938 babies in 2004 but managed to end up with almost $8 million dollars in surplus funding. Medicaid kicked in $34.5 million, Dallas County taxpayers kicked in $31.3 million and the feds tossed in another $9.5 million. The average patie

Updates On My Life
Everything Today has been quite the uneventful day. I woke up at 11 this morning, and let Aaron sleep since he doesnt get to bed until 8 am anyhow. Then I came out and talked to Ty and his friend Shawn for a while. I cleaned up the kitchen the best I could, tried to figure out where to put 3 stories worth of stuff in a two bedroom apartment. Finally I sat around for a while, and fell asleep for an hour on the couch. After all that jazz I talked to Andrew for a while, which so far has proved rather odd, because I've grown accustomed to just hollaring "Hey Andy." Now, its back to the way things were and I have to readjust. Aaron and I went to go to the store, and the day just got better and better when his truck wouldn't start. So for five minutes we sat and tried to start his truck, it FINALLY started so we could put gas in it.. hoo rah. Now, everytime he breaks it sounds like theres a workshop filled with little people grinding gears under his break petal, and we can't afford to tak

Some People Should Learn How To Spell..........
I wonder what kind of a vase you would use to display them! I wonder if they come in different colors! I wonder about the fragrance! I wonder if it would help to put those preservative packets in the water! I wonder whether they would look better on the kitchen table or in the entry! I wonder if they are cheaper by the dozen! I wonder if they come in long-stemmed!

Who I Am
Some people say I'm a tomboy But thats who I am They say I'm crazy but thats alright Let me tell you this. I know the diffrence from day and night. I know the diffrence in the hot and cold. And the young and old. But thats who I am. Some people say I don't fit in. That don't matter to me. I know where I stand. I stand on my feet strong. I stand up to what I know As to stand the wet cold snow. But thats who I am. The one thing that gets me is everyones cold glare. But thats life as we see it. But I know who I am Where I stand and Thats who I am.

Oh What The Hell
WellI find this site INTERESTING if nothing else. I'm a rook with the ole on line community thing. I LIKE IT!!;). I hope to meet lots of interesting folk and maybe a couple of honeys here. Till next time remember. If ya cant play with the big dogs.... Stay on the porch.

Urgent Please
TO GO AND MY CLOSE GOOD FRIEND WINS. PLEASE HELP HIM. PLEASE BOMB A FEW COMMENTS HIS WAY. PRETTY PLEASE. THE OTHER PERSON IS CHEATING BY USING THE BLASTER. HE ONLY NEEDS 8,000 TO WIN. PLEASE ALL DO ME THIS FAVOR. I HELP ALL YOU OUT SO PLEASE HELP ME. THIS IS IMPORTANT THAT HE WINS. PLEASE BOMB HIM A FEW COMMENTS PLEASE THANKS IN ADVANCE!

Underoath - Reinventing The Exit....
12th and Hyde on a Sunday Feeling like were gold And we're nothing short of invincible (Invincible, invincible) It starts again, can you feel it? It takes your breath away Stop saying that we're invincible (It's round and around) You're uninviting, unrewarding And I'm misinforming you, misinforming you We all want to be, want to be somebody Right now, we're just looking for the exit [Chorus] This is the way I would have done things Up against the wall, up against the wall You got me up against your wall This is the way I would have done things Up against the wall, up against the wall You got me up against your wall It's you and me on a Monday The lies that we told This is where we both go numb now You broke my heart again this time You're fading now, you crossed the line You crossed the line We all want to be, want to be somebody Right now, we're just looking for the exit [Chorus] Reaching out for a hand, it's not here But you're not here, but

Because Of You - Kelly Clarkson
I will not make the same mistakes that you did I will not let myself Cause my heart so much misery I will not break the way you did, You fell so hard I’ve learned the hard way To never let it get that far Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don’t get hurt Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me Because of you I am afraid I lose my way And it’s not too long before you point it out I cannot cry Because I know that’s weakness in your eyes I’m forced to fake A smile, a laugh everyday of my life My heart can’t possibly break When it wasn’t even whole to start with Because of you I never stray too far from the sidewalk Because of you I learned to play on the safe side so I don’t get hurt Because of you I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me Because of you I am afraid I watched you die I heard you cry every night in your slee

Fingers
You Are the Middle Finger A bit fragile and dependent on your friends, you're not nearly as hostile as you seem. You are balanced, easy to get along with, and quite serious. However, you can get angry and fed up with those around you. And you aren't afraid to show it! You get along well with: The Index Finger Stay away from: The Pinky What Finger Are You?

Witch
Did you ever meet a Witch? I have I met her a few years back.I have never in my life met someone who is so mean. Someone once called her the Crypt Keeper (Ha HA)I don't know what evil spell she holds over some people that I know,but I need to find a way to break the spell so all will be well once again. As long as she is in our land, our space there will be nothing but pure evil,whereever she is.There are some people who think she has befriended them. But if they only knew that , that is the only way for her to know everything they are doing at all times.One day hopefully the witch will come to an end.Someone needs to throw some water on her so she will melt away, and all the meaness and ugly will melt away with her. ........to be cont.

Fuck
Ok so i've been sitting here thinking to myself and just being angry and pissed off, and decided why not share what conclusions i've come to. Fuck fake ass people who are only your friend to get somewhere in life, they aren't good people and your better off without them. They are a cancer in your life and you need to cut them out or they fill you with sickness. Fuck people who play with your emotions for fun. They live for head games because they can't control their own lives and need to play with peoples heads and e motions to feel better about their own PATHETIC lives. Fuck living by the rules. Don't get me wrong there are some rules that we need to live by to better our lives and keep us in line but most of them are just retarded. Fuck having regrets in life. Life is way too short and goes by so quickly to have regrets. Why regret something that at one point made you happy? Even if that something makes you sad now, it made you smile before and you learned from it, it mi

Who Knows....
Who knows how to live this life... cuz I don't... Who knows how to keep from gettin sucked onto that mid size honda sedan bandwagon that everybody my age or older seems to be gettin sucked onto? Cuz I don't... I know how to stand by watch them all go umpety jumpety bumpety by all smiles and money makin kind, not noticing the year or the miles or the fact that they are binded and blinded by their old school all American happy days ways man... Maybe I'll just do what everybody else does... blindfold myself, swear to the kindness of blindness... The blind leadin the blind leadin the blind leadin the blind, all for the sublime and all for a good ole American time.

Broken Wings Of Solitude...
Broken Wings Of Solitude... A new religion beckons He'll be saved in thirteen seconds The voices in his head bid him His friends found a peaceful nation Suicidal salvation As he smiles and pulls the trigger He never found peace Till he was released He'll be welcomed well There are no outcasts in heaven or hell Just earth On earth is where children cry On earth is where dead men lie And god has shed tears for you Cause wasn't Jesus an outcast too He lives his life in sadness Dreary lonesome sadness Just a boy to be bought No longer fearing of hell He gladly hung himself When the cocaine wore off The drugs could not hide The pain on the inside Just a normal boy An outcast of the world On earth is where we can find God's gift of suicide The gift that saves the lost The gift with a cost He cries himself to sleep And the violins scream His girlfriend gone with another Now he's had enough How high can he ju

Sicko
So, I went to see the Michael Moore film "Sicko" tonight. I enjoyed it, although I'm not sure I learned much that I didn't already know. (Other that in France, you can get a nanny to come in a couple times a week to help you out with the children, the laundry, etc. Sweet!) In some ways, I think Michael Moore documentaries are mostly wasted. Those that believe as Michael Moore do will go to see his films, but they probably don't need much, if any, convincing. And probably most that believe he's "UnAmerican" will avoid them because they're told he's a commie or whatever. And those that don't believe as he does are those he most wants to convince. The trick is, of course, that Michael Moore loves his country. He just wants it to be better. And, of course, if America weren't a great nation, Michael Moore wouldn't have the freedom to speak up and criticize. A fact I'm sure he's aware of. By the way, I do believe, as Michael Moore does, that our country's medical system is

16th
I don't know what to title these. They are like my vent and dump spots. I place I can have some control over who gets to read things. Today has flown by so fast. I did my Tarot reading this morning and had one bitch that just felt the need to keep calling until I finally answered the phone. I finally got it done and it told me the same things that all my other sets of cards had said. I guess it's time to listen to the powers that be and try looking in different directions for work and centeredness in my life. My husband is once again doing the "you have to not run around and save money since you are not working" shit. I know all this but for some reason he feels the need to remind me on a more than regular basis when he gets worried about finances, which is daily for him. This could have a lot to do with why I don't mind when he is out on the truck I can relax a little. Kind of hard to find work if I son't get out there and look. It's good now I am on my way to bed a

Ouch This Hurts
I popped the curb and did a header over the handlebars. Broke the top of my now unfunny humerous bone. Bicycle helmets work. Make your kids wear them! It ain't a point for compromise. I will have to find a surgeon tomorrow. Wish me luck and cheer me up. PS I got the X-Rays on CD I might upload it if I can find a Windows PC here. Penguin Rulez!

Who Am I?
Who am I but one who writes the words which melt hearts and souls, who wishes she knew more of what her hands wrote - whose depth is love's most shallow purpose. Who are you that you should care so much and show such interest in me when I think I'm not what you wanted - not what anyone sees themselves with... I am an ideal - a poet - one in touch with myself, my soul, and my heart - one who wrings the sorrow of my life daily, who curses myself hourly and can't find a way to fully cry. The age of my soul is disputable, but my ache I feel - the ache I have always felt grows less sharp with you, so I begin to love - blindly - hoping to be loved back, scared not to be... But I love.

July 16, 2007
What a day. I have a diffucult client that it seems to want to get rid of my company. I have worked so hard at giving them what they want. The added pressure is that our company has alot of pressure to produce for the our other four sister companies in which three are start up companies. My boss is really on me to keep this client, because it could mean more business in the future. Oh the stress is killing me. On top of that I have school projects do tomorrow.

I Believe
I Believe 7-17-07 I believe in walks in a park I believe in walks on a beach I believe in romantic walks in the dark But most of all I believe in walking hand in hand I believe in beautiful I believe in sweet and sexy I believe in hot and sensuous I believe in endless nights of passion But most of all I believe in them with you I believe in love at first sight. I believe in soul mates. I believe in a love that can never die I believe in a love that can grow But most of all, I believe in you

!@$#@#$@
Sometimes shit just sucks, theres nothing you can do about it either. I hate that feeling. Waiting is the hardest part of everything I do. Powerless, frustrated and no way to really expend this pent up energy. Cant even put it into words, yeah, I know. I never am at a loss for something to say. I saw it coming and did nothing about it. lol what a retard right? Okay, so survival mode kicks in and everything else just goes into cruise for a while. Okay, glad we had this little talk. Oh yeah, it rained tonight. :P

Why Women Don't Take Men On Vacation
see my pictures under men to get more details Dear Lord, I pray for Wisdom to understand my man; Love to forgive him; And Patience for his moods; Because Lord, if I pray for Strength, I'll beat him to death. Amen!

The Storm
She couldn't stop shivering, despite the fact the rain had now slowed to a drizzy, instead of that steady beating just moments ago. But she was shivering, cold and he seemed perfectly fine; that was a lie, wasn't it? The tip of his nose was slightly red and the rest of his body seemed just a little more tense than usual. But he was fine and she was cold and they were both standing on her porch under the faint blanket of stars overhead. The moon hung low and off the side, as if trying to hide the that fact that it was a voyeur of the night, forever imprisoned to watch unknown lovers. Eye contact was avoided, always avoided. What is it that made her uncomfortable the way he lost himself in her eyes? He said they were more than one shade of blue, perhaps he just wanted to see more than what was there? Or perhaps she didn't see everything about herself that others saw? The fact that he wanted to look into her eyes made her uncomfortable, the fact he was interested in her eyes made her unco

My Mind ( All The Thoughts Of Love)
U KNOW IN A MONTHS TIME.. I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD BE HERE.. FOR SO LONG I WAS A GOOD GF AND WIFE TO MY X.. I MEAN THE FUCKER WAS TREATED WELL.. I KNOW HE WOULD CHEAT ON ME AND I STILL WAS THE GOOD GF, THEN THE GOOD WIFE..TRYED TO BE AS PERFECT AS I COULD BE FOR HIM.. I LEARNED SLOWLY THAT I WAS JUST NOT GOOD ENOUGH.. NEVER HAD A GOOD MAN BEFORE.. I WAS THE GOOD GIRL THAT JUST GOT THE BAD BOYZ.. SUCKS TOO.. CAUSE ITS MESSED ME UP.. MY VIEWS ON RELATIONSHIPS, LOVE, LIFE WITH SOME ONE, AND TOUGHT ME NOT TO TRUST WELL.. THERE ARE TIMES WHEN IM ALONE I LOOK AT MY SELF.. AN START TO TRY AND SEE IF ITS MY BODY THAT MAKES MEN WANT OTHER GIRLS.. I MEAN I HAVE SOME TRICKS THAT ROCK.. IM TOLD IM GREAT IN BED.. SO I KNOW ITS NOT THAT.. SO MAYBE ITS MY LOOKS.. MAYBE IM JUST NOT PRETTY ENOUGH TO STAND BY IN PUBLIC.. CAUSE I KNOW IM A LOVING PERSON. VERY CARING.. I GIVE MY ALL TO SOME ONE I LOVE.. ITS HOW I AM.. SO SEE IT HAS TO BE LOOKS.. I MEAN IM NOT THE BEST LOOKIN THING TO LOOK AT.. I MEAN U AL

Online Vs Real World Here On Ct
To my Family and Friends, This morning I was having a discussion with Harley about the way some of our friends comment to us and the way it shows lack of respect to HE and I. Well I pointed out to Harley the way some of his friends comment to him,and He pointed out the way my friends comment to me and I have to agree I guess I have been a bit blind to some also. I am asking that any comments made to me be made with respect for Harley in mind also. This is my soulmate and the love of my life. Please, omit the word LOVE in that context if you have signed that way before, Love and Luv have a 2 very different meanings. Luv is a friendship thing, LOVE is more intimate. This may seem petty to a lot of you but to me and Harley it means a lot. I can't ask Harley to watch the way things are posted to him and commented and then be guilty of the same thing. If I have done it in the past it will stop today. If I continue to get comments like that then I will have to delete the f

My Horoscope For 7-16-07
So many people are trying to get your attention right now, but you only have eyes for a certain someone. But, does this person even know that he or she is a priority in your life? That's a very important question.

0.o
I will eat your lips- to taste you long(er). strong(er) holds as I skin you pure. Sculpt away the dressings of your soul. porridge through the layers of your spine. {you}are mine. Defined between the stitching of our lungs, penetration. suffocation. A trophy I have won. I will fuck you holy. A chain reaction. fatal attraction. ‘Sex-tasy’. a saliva tip. a wet drip. The ling-er of a DNA de-cal. I will weave your vertebrae. tweeze your taste buds. you are the only one I love. brand-ing you gorgeous. break-ing you blind I own you now- your indepen(dence) suicide.

My Pen (rewrite)
My pen does what it wants it seems. It doesn't follow my heart or my dreams. It takes my words and puts them down. It takes my thoughts without a sound. It rapes my mind for the world to see. Thoughts and feelings meant only for me. Secrets no longer secert truths hidden now shared. You know this now,for that I am truly scared. When I don't speak or my mind seems far away. You put it in my hand to see what it will say. Sweat forms on my brow as I start to think. Why can't this damn thing just run out of ink!

Main Profile Photos Repost
Greetings (this is a repost of Scrapper's blog on this subject) Lately there has been a huge increase of individuals using fake photos as their main profile photo. Most people do this to get better ratings or to deceptively lure people to click into their page. This is not what we had in mind when we created this site, so we are going to be taking action prevent this. 1. Any top 100 cherry using a fake main profile photo will be reset to Level 0. 2. If you see a top 100 cherry using a fake photo as their main profile photo, please report to a bouncer. 3. We have ZERO tolerance for anyone trying to manipulate our cherry ranking. Anyone caught cheating will be reset. We have always been a community regulated site. I am certain our community will help regulate this. Thanks for your support. Scrapper

Alone, Hurt, Lonely
Well as I sit here at 8: 31 pm heart hurting, lonely dont feel like I do enough for camden even though in every sense I do. Lonely in my litte world only thing that helps right now is the smile on my sons face which in due reality wont be much longer cause a number of factors which one of them is my own happiness is probley the number 1 reason for it all sad it took me 6 years to relize someone who I thought was close to ended up being a thorn. So my situation with it as it is for my son and tearing at me daily, good for him bad for my heart. On another note being alone is so much harder then I ever expected bad thing about it I been along all my life feels like I have been alone all my life even through the 2 relationships I have had they lacked everythign from cuddling to sex to simple hand holding. Sometimes I just wish I had someone just to hold me without having a relationship and etc. I would cerish the fact someone would wanan hold me just to make me feel better not asking for s

My First Blog.. Nothing Special.
Okay, so I finally got on here and updated my page. I don't know if its worth reading, but I'm me and that will not change. I do not change for anyone and do not expect others to change for me. I am willing to communicate with anyone who would like to talk. I do not, however, associate with those who only like talking about sex, drugs, or anything else that I would rather not associate myself with. I'm not a goodie goodie, but I'm not a nympho or a druggie either. Thanks. As I have stated, I am somewhat new to this website, which means I have not yet been rated. Sooo, get to rating people! =P Later. --Amanda--

Just To Let Yall Know
I am letting u all know i am ok but i have has some things going on lately with my b/f going in and out of the hospital the past month and haven't been on ...i am sorry ...i thought i let u all know i am ok..just got crazy stuff going on ..but i will try to come on more to let ya know how it is all going..and i hope u all understand...i need alot of prayz too if u may..lots of love to yazzz huggzz stacie (P.S. SO IF U DO NOT SEE ME ON MUCH THAT IS Y..AND IF U LIKE TO KNOW MORE ASK AND I LET YA KNOW HOW EVERYTHNG IS..HUGGZZ)

Definitions That Are Not In Any Dictionary
ADULT: A person who has stopped growing at both ends and is now growing in the middle. BEAUTY PARLOR: A place where women curl up and dye. CANNIBAL: Someone who is fed up with people. CHICKENS: The only animals you eat before they are born and after they are dead. COMMITTEE: A body that keeps minutes and wastes hours. DUST: Mud with the juice squeezed out. EGOTIST: Someone who is usually me-deep in conversation. HANDKERCHIEF: Cold Storage. INFLATION: Cutting money in half without damaging the paper. MOSQUITO: An insect that makes you like flies better. RAISIN: Grape with a sunburn. SECRET: Something you tell to one person at a time. SKELETON: A bunch of bones with the person scraped off. TOOTHACHE: The pain that drives you to extraction. TOMORROW: One of the greatest labor saving devices of today. YAWN: An honest opinion openly exp

My Suicide.....
My Suicide The bottle drops perfectly to the floor. it’s hollowness makes an aching noise as the last pill taunts me. I want to be numb. refuse to feel anything while my tears sting my face, forcing me to notice. but my wrists ache too much. everything slows down. the world dissolves. I see flashbacks like a movie. one scene at a time. .two years old. .five years old. .nine years old. and now. I just want to lay on the ground. I want to feel the coldness and emptiness engulf me. its all I know. im fading from a distance I could hear the vague echoes of a siren disturbing the night’s silence. I still had her picture pressed against my chest. its what kept me going all those other times. touching the paper face wishing I could bring her to life. heart beats settle into oblivion. I cant hear anything other than hospital noise and panic. her voice drowns out the world and it lingers in my ears “I L

Met An Angel Today
Her wings we're hidden so my eyes couldn't see. All of her true glory placed right in front of me. I saw her hair her eyes that beautiful smile. Her beauty so amazing I was totally beguiled. To approch such beauty made me nervous beyond belief. When she welcomed me with open arms I breathed a sigh of relief. With a sparkle in her eyes her identity now known. All her inner beauty this I was now shown. Her wings now visable for my awestruck eyes to see. I thank all that I believe for sending this angel to me.

Uh-oh !
A man staggered into a hospital with a concussion, multiple bruises, two black eyes, and a five iron wrapped tightly around his throat. Naturally the doctor asked him, "What happened to you?" "Well, I was having a quiet round of golf with my wife, when at a difficult hole, we both sliced our balls into a cow pasture." We went to look for them and while I was looking around I noticed one of the cows had something white at its rear end." "I walked over, lifted its tail, and sure enough, there was a golf ball with my wife's monogram on it - stuck right in the middle of the cow's butt." Still holding the cow's tail up, I yelled to my wife, "Hey, this looks like yours!" "I don't remember much after that

What Type Of Candy Are You?
You scored as 3 Musketeers, You are a 3 Musketeers. You are a very loyal and romantic person - you love to cuddle! You enjoy simple pleasures and are very content with your life. You have lots of friends and everyone you meet likes you!3 Musketeers80% Jolly Ranchers75% Hershey Bar70% Skittles/Gummi Bears65% Reese\'s Peanut Butter Cup60% Twix60% KitKat/Crunch Bar55% M&M\'s55% *What Type of Candy Are You?* (w/pics.)created with QuizFarm.com

Who Gives A Shit
Wow this thing happend today to me today .. I was rated a 3 today and dont give a rats ass anymore ... I smiled!!!! I am getting seriosuly tired of the drama of this game here. I did not care, again I say I have a custody battle going on right now. So it dsoes not matter a damn rats ass to me if I get rated anything... fuck rate me zero I dont care anymore. I will no longer take place in blocking anyone unless they are a threatening me. I am thinking seriously about deleting this account. The childrens game amongst supposed adults has worn me thin. I am fed up. So to my true friends I have met here.. I will likely be contacting you for info for contact othet than this site. Enough~ I have real life to live noit games on an oversized Monopoly game. Stupid and I dont have to take place. I am too sweetand nice to watch this. I need to use my positive engergies elsewhere.

I Am Crystal Meth
This poem really hit home with me as loved and lost my ex husband to drugs. I have lived through and seen first hand the power it holds. They will destroy you and everything around you. I sometimes feel I failed, as was not able to bring him back from it's powerful grasps and he paid the ultimate price. I would not wish this hell on my worst enemy. 'I AM CRYSTAL METH ' This was written by a young girl who was in jail for drug charges, and was addicted to crystal meth . She wrote this while in jail. As you will soon read, she fully grasped the horrors of the drug, as she tells in this simple, yet profound poem. She was released from jail, but true to her story, the drug owned her. Please keep praying for our Children, Teens, Young adults. Understand, this thing is worse than any of us realize.........and now it comes under the cover of the flavored crystal candy ... My Name: 'Is TICK' I destroy homes, I tear families apart, Take your children, and that's just the star

Crabs ; Anyone ??
A man boarded an airplane in St. John's with a box of frozen crabs. A female crew member took it and promised to put it in the crew's refrigerator, which she did. Shortly before landing, try as she might, she couldn't remember who gave her the package, so she announced to the entire cabin, "Would the gentleman who gave me the crabs in St. John's please raise your hand?" Not one hand went up. So she took them home and ate them herself

Passion Of The Ocean
Like the ocean So wide and powerful With its waves rolling in and Crashing against the rocks With the same force As my admiration Towards the man I want to get to know I want to know and feel his strength, And feel the power of his touch, Crashing against my soul I want to feel his passions His desires and the dreams he has Like the waters that go on Forever and ever I want to feel his tender touch Caressing every inch of my body Like the kiss of the sun Over the ocean horizon, Faithfully each morning I want him to know That with each and ever word spoken Is like a ripple That spreads throughout The deepest waters In my heart For the day is coming closer And the nights are getting longer In the desire to be near you I dream of that moment When the waters of the ocean And the rocks of the cliffs Finally meet in a storm of passion, His every touch will be like A soft caress to the rocks Of the cliffs below With each encounter

A Merkin?! No Fuckin Way!!!!
I am sitting here with porn on the Playboy Channel running in the background, and I looked up just now to see the girl in the scene is wearing a MERKIN!!!Your friends might think you're really weird,Because you wear a pelvic beard, But men will not think twice yo lay,A girl with such a nice toupe Mistress Genevieve Reach Me on NiteFlirt...1800 TO FLIRT ext 0502011 Click to join mistressgenevievesslaves

Copyrighted Poems
I was just told about a great Poem for the Military, entitled To Be Free of Fear. Now, the Material is copyrighted by: Karma (-: Impaired member :-) So instead of seeking permission to copy this and another Poem I think you will like. I decide to just give you the Links to them. Poem: To Be Free of Fear Poem: The Immortal Soldier I hope you enjoy them as much as I did! David

Fake Profile Pics
I rarely look at the bulletins unless one of my friends asks me to; it's just not something I'm interested in. However I just read one regarding fake profile pics. Greetings Lately there has been a huge increase of individuals using fake photos as their main profile photo. Most people do this to get better ratings or to deceptively lure people to click into their page. This is not what we had in mind when we created this site, so we are going to be taking action prevent this. 1. Any top 100 cherry using a fake main profile photo will be reset to 0. 2. If you see a top 100 cherry using a fake photo as their main profile photo, please report to a bouncer. 3. We have ZERO tolerance for anyone trying to manipulate our cherry ranking. Anyone caught cheating will be reset. As I will never be a top 100 cherry I guess I don't really need to worry about this. But I have a few things about this that bother me. A: just cause I'm on tap doesn't mean I want my pic on

My Remorse
As I lay here the words they won't come. The sadness I've caused the things I have done. The hearts I've broken,for me beyond repair. The loves I've lost because my heart wasn't there. Lies that I told with a smile on my face. Have left me ashamed and full of disgrace. When I remember tears rolling over lips that once smiled. Seemingly leaving you devastated me not caring all the while. The cruelty and pain I caused only now can I see. My only hope is that someday somehow you can foregive me.

Hiya Girls! Long Time No Chat!
I'm so sorry ladies, that I've been away so long...My internet was cut off due to the fact my ex roommates are dopeheads and wasted over a thousand dollars of bill money on drugs...I just got my internet back on tonight...I will be resuming the PS Pinups as soon as possible! I'd hate to let anyone down...Leave some comments so I know you read this...And please add my e-mail address XCurvySpitfireX@aol.com to your address books!

Friends And Fans
ok.. so i am gonna go over this in a blog for all my friends and fans and what not.. if it sounds like i am bitching oh well 1) if you are going to post mumms... don't get pissed if i tell you HONESTLY how i feel.. prime example.. S2KBFAST.. posted a mumm on applebees.. got pissed when i put in the mumm how much i hated applebees and why i hated them 2)if you do get pissed.. keep it in the mumms and don't get in my shoutbox or mail about it 3)if you post too many insanely stupid mumms you will be taken off my list.. 4) THIS IS THE BIG ONE if you post that stupid "downrater" whining crap you will get rated a 1 if i see it and quite likely will be removed.. luckly i have so many people that i don't see most of the bulletins... If you have any problems with this.. remove me from your list because i am getting pretty damn annoyed Miss Vanima

My Dream Of You
MY DREAM OF YOU I had a dream the other night. The dream was all about you. Oh, how I wish this crazy dream, Would someday really come true. I met you in a beautiful garden, Lit up by the moon from above. You took me into your loving arms, And said, 'Darling, let's make love.' I was so excited when you kissed me, Softly pressed your cool lips to mine. I felt your hands caress me. The ecstasy was simply divine. I could feel your maleness now. Our heavy breathing was the only sound. As you pressed me so close to you, My world was just going round and round. The grass was cool and refreshing, As our heated bodies lie side my side. Our mission was now completed And our hearts were glowing with pride.

Man In The Moon Smiles
MAN IN THE MOON SMILES The man in the moon is smiling tonight, As he looks down on me from above. I see a twinkle in his eye, As he promises me a night of love. Can't wait til I see you, my darling. Can't wait til you walk thru the door. Tonight I'll show you I love you, Like I never showed you before. You know how your kisses excite me, As you caress me so tenderly, You have no idea how much I love you, And what you do to me. Soon you'll be lying beside me, Your nude body next to mine. It never takes long to fulfill our desires. And the rapture is so divine. Through the skylight beams the man in the moon, Giving his blessing from way up above. I still can see the twinkle in his eye As he lights our way to love.

I'll Start At The Beginning
I was poking around trying to catch up on my curent events. It always helps when it comes up in conversation. I dont know why but it really struck me how out of control something really are. it reminded me of something Buroughs once wrote, " In the U.S. you have to either be a deviant or exist in extreme boredom...Make no mistake, all intellectuals are deviants in the U.S." Damn i love being an American :)

Babys
we found out today that my gf is going to have a baby im in seveth heaven all just wanted everyone to know this and was hopeing that everyone would pray for us to have no problems yee haa im so happy i cant keep it in i love life and cant waite to injoy it with my baby and my girl thats all for know i will keep u all up to date for those who r true friends that care

Great American Bash!
John Cena vs. Bobby Lashley for the WWE Championship July 22, 2007 Our fans are in for a dream battle at The Great American Bash, as Bobby Lashley will challenge John Cena for the WWE Championship. Loyal viewers of Raw have been waiting for these two to clash one-on-one since Lashley arrived in last month’s WWE Draft. Since the moment Lashley was drafted to Raw, he has displayed a raging hunger for championship gold. When Lashley was drafted, Jonathan Coachman stripped him of the ECW World Title; however, immediately after Coachman pried the title from his hands, Lashley said everything was all right, and he would fight his way back to the top once again and prove to be a champion. He got his first chance at Vengeance: Night of Champions, where he was one of four men challenging Cena in the WWE Championship Challenge Match. However, The Champ was victorious that night, pinning Mick Foley to retain the gold. That left Lashley back on the outside, but he earned his opportuni

Romantic Thoughts
ROMANTIC THOUGHTS Romantic thoughts I always have of you Only your handsome image will ever do Manly are you and so loving and sensitive Always a sweetheart with many smiles to give No other lover could ever take your place Tonight like all others my dreams see your face I can feel your hot breath, your fiery embrace Caressing my mind, my body, my face Tender soft lips feather kisses all over me Heat and hot passion flows all through me Oh my sweet lover, my thoughts are upon you Undying passion and a love oh so true Gone are you now, with mornings awakening Heart is still on fire from sweet love making Tomorrow night again romantic thoughts singing Send me your love again while I am dreaming

''rules Of The South''
1. Pull your saggy pants up. You look like an idiot. 2. Turn your cap around right, your head ain't crooked. 3. Let's get this straight; it's called a "dirt road." I drive a pickup truck because I want to. No matter how slow you drive, you're going to get dust on your Lexus. Drive it or get out of the way. 4. They are called cows & hogs. That's why they smell to you. They smell like money to us. Get over it. Don't like it? I-75 goes north, I-10 goes west. Pick one. 5. So you have a $60,000 car. We're impressed. We have $250,000 cotton pickers that are driven only 4 weeks a year. 6. So every person in the south waves. It's called being friendly. Try to understand the concept. 7. If that cell phone rings while a bunch of doves are coming in, we WILL shoot it out of your hand. You better hope you don't have it up to your ear at the time. 8. Yeah, we eat catfish & crawfish. You really want sushi & caviar? It's available at the corner bait shop. 9. Th

My Birth Sign
SCORPIO - The Addict EXTREMELY adorable. Intelligent. Loves to joke. Very Good sense of humor. Energetic. Predicts future. GREAT kisser. Always get what they want. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Romantic. Caring.

The Invitation
The Invitation Come lie with me, Darling, Where stars fill midnight skies, Where desire burns with increasing strength Within these loving eyes, Where the world will melt away, my love, Leaving only here we two. Come lie with me, my darling, Let me make sweet love to you. For I've a need to be much closer Than just here by your side, To show you with my body, my love, What these words cannot describe. The depths of love I feel for you, The height of this desire, How need is fulfilled, how souls are fed, How joy is deftly inspired. So Come lie with me, my darling, Let me love you tonight at length. Let us assuage this night our passion, Love, Let us share our with each other our strength. Let us kiss and caress with lips and hands, That warm skin we so much adore, Let us feast on this love tonight, my heart, As we have feasted together before.

My Theme Songs (tesla)
Love Song" as recorded by Tesla So you think that it's over Say your love has finally reached the end Anytime you call Night or day I'll be right there for you If you need a friend CHORUS: Yeah Love is all around you Love is knocking outside the door Waitin' for you Is this love made just for two Keep an open heart and you'll find love again I know you'll find love again It's gonna take a little time Time is sure to mend your broken heart Don't you even worry Pretty darlin' I know you'll find love again [ Lyrics provided by www.mp3lyrics.org ] CHORUS: SOLO Love will find a way Darlin' Love is gonna find a way Find it's way back to you Love will find a way So look around Open your eyes Love is gonna find a way Love is gonna Love is gonna find a way Love will find a way Love's gonna find a way Back to you Yeah I know I know I know I know ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ THE WAY IT IS Doesn't matter who gets the best of who

G'nite
I am off to bed for the night. I didnt sleep well last night...and I've been *awake* since before 5 am....Its now almost midnight *sighs* maybe i'll get some sleep. i hope. *yawn* if you get a sec ... could you rate some of my stash or pics?? i'd like to level up sometime in the near future. :P gnite sweet dreams

X Me...lol
Answer this and send it back 2 me in my inbox. Post it on ur bulletin w/ out the answers. You might be surprised. Would you? Will you? [ ] give me your number? (_ _ _) _ _ _- _ _ _ _ [ ] kiss me? [ ] let me kiss you? [ ] watch a porn movie with me? [ ] take me out to dinner? [ ] let me drive you somewhere? [ ] take a shower with me? [ ] buy me a drink? [ ] take me home for the night? [ ] Sing car karaoke w/ me? [ ] re-post this for me to answer your questions? [ ] Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere? [ ] Lock me in your room and take advantage of me? [ ] let me make you breakfast? [ ] help me with homework? [ ] tickle me? [ ] let me tickle you? [ ] stick up for me if i was being put down? [ ] get wasted with me? [ ] instant message me? [ ] greet me in public? [ ] hang out with me? [ ] bring me around your friends? [ ] make out with me? AM i... [ ] smart? [ ] cute? [ ] funny? [ ] cool? [ ] loveable? [

Lovers Delight
Lovers Delight Lovers delight beneath the starlight, my lover and me so in love and free. He pulls me into the strength of his arms and his hot deep breath blows me away. I am weak in the knees, drinking in the passion of his kiss that goes right through me. I feel like the morning dew and then like the pouring rain, as his body like the warmth of a blanket covers me. I feel the shelter of his love and I cannot catch my breath. A tremble deep within me is gathered in his caress. What a delight beneath the starlight, My lover and me.

My First Blog
Well I have finally joined cherrytap. I am slowly working on learning how to do this. If it is anything like myspace I will learn fast. If you have read myspace you can tell I do those parties. I really do enjoy it. I would not trade it for anything else in the world. I have met so many people doing this job. I want to have woman that are willing to join my team that are hard workers that want something in life. Take a look at my website at www.hertoyz.com and take a look and let chat.

Soldiers Poem
Pain Is My Passion If I ever go to war Mom, Please don't be afraid. There are some things I must do, To keep the promise that I made. I'm sure there will be some heartache, And I know that you'll cry tears, But your son is a Soldier now, Mom, There is nothing you should fear. If I ever go to war Dad, I know that you'll be strong. But you won't have to worry, Cause you taught me right from wrong. You kept me firmly on the ground, yet still taught me how to fly. Your son is a Soldier now Dad, I love you Hooah, Even if I die. If I ever go to war Bro, There are some things I want to say. You've always had my back, and I know it's my time to repay. You'll always be my daybreak, through all of life's dark clouds, Your brother is a Soldier now, Bro, I promise I'll make you proud. If I ever go to war Sis, don't you worry bout me, I always looked out for you, but I can't do that anymore, Cause I'm a big bro to all in North America. I love you so much and you

Main Profile Photos
Greetings Lately there has been a huge increase of individuals using fake photos as their main profile photo. Most people do this to get better ratings or to deceptively lure people to click into their page. This is not what we had in mind when we created this site, so we are going to be taking action prevent this. 1. Any top 100 cherry using a fake main profile photo will be reset to Level 0. 2. If you see a top 100 cherry using a fake photo as their main profile photo, please report to a bouncer. 3. We have ZERO tolerance for anyone trying to manipulate our cherry ranking. Anyone caught cheating will be reset. We have always been a community regulated site. I am certain our community will help regulate this. If you are reported, you will receive a warning to remove. If you do not comply, you will be reset. If you continually abuse, you will be reset. Thanks for your support. Scrapper PS...The only ones crying about this are the people who are manipulating

Waking Up To You
Waking Up To You I awake each morning So happy to see your face Reaching out to you my love To feel your warm embrace You are the essence of my life The beat of my heart Just having you in my life Gives each day that perfect start Your smile is my sunshine Your eyes wonderful like the skies so blue There is nothing more delightful Than to wake up each morning with you © Patricia Bankhead

Car Accidents
My nephew was in a really bad car accident the other day. It was so bad we did think he would live but the cops told us the only reason he's alive is because he was drunk. Mind you his jaw is broke in 3 places(he got 15 pins and a plate in yesterday). If you guys are wondering no he wasn't the the blame of the car accident He had a green light the person who hit him ran the red light. The good thing about that is they have it on tape. Yes I want to kill him for drinking and driving. But anywho If any of you have anything to tell please feel free to comment...

Vt. Town Considers Banning Nudity
Vt. town considers banning nudity By JOHN CURRAN, Associated Press WriterMon Jul 16, 3:41 AM ET Topless women on parade? That was fine. Teenagers loitering in the buff, in a downtown parking lot? No problem. Naked sunbathers at swimming holes? It was just au naturel. But a senior citizen in his birthday suit, walking through the center of town on a Friday night, wearing only a fanny pack? That's where Brattleboro draws a fig leaf. After years of allowing public nudity, the town famous for its strip-and-let-strip attitude is considering banning it in parts of town, saying naked notoriety has begun drawing people here and is offending locals. The town's Select Board plans to introduce an emergency ordinance banning nudity in some parts of town Tuesday. "Just because you can doesn't mean you should," said Select Board member Dick DeGray. "You can't go into a store and buy an adult magazine until you're 18, and yet you can walk down the street in Vermont and see naked peo

Life Is What You Make Of It!
Most people have complained about whats going on in there life, but me I just kind of deal with it. The one thing I figured out is that you make your life what it is.You want to be happy then solve the problem that is bringing you down. It may not be easy at first but I promise its worth all your efforts! If someone else is trying to bring you down, don't let them!

Dirty Little Secrets
DO YOU WANT TO TELL ME A BEDTIME STORY? DO YOU FEEL LIKE BEING NAUGHTY? GIVE ME SOMETHING TO DREAM ABOUT, I'LL BE YOUR DIRTY LITTLE SECRET, IF YOU'LL BE MINE,... TELL ME YOUR DIRTY LITTLE SECRETS I WON'T TELL,BETHE ONE BEHIND ME IN THE SHOWER, LET ME KISS ON YOUR NECK, TELL ME WHAT YOU LIKE, MASSAGE YOUR SHAFT GET LOST IN EACH OTHER FIND OUR HEAVEN INDULGE IN SOME SWEET PAIN, I'LL BE YOUR BADGIRL IF YOUR BADBOY, SPANK ME,YOU HYPNOTIZE ME WITH THOSE EYES AND THAT BODY,YOU JUST FEEL SO RIGHT--- TELL ME A SECRET OR TWO,I WILL TOO, DIRTY LITTLE SECRETS MAKE SEX A LITTLE MORE HOT, WE CAN CUM ALL OVER TOWN, YOU EEL THE HEAT,YOUR PANTS ARE RISING, CARESS ME SUCK A NIPPLE IT IS SO SIMPLE,WILL YOU BE MY PLEASURE DIRTY LITTLE SECRET TONIGHT???All American Rejects Videos | Music Video Codes | Seattle Real Estate

~broken~
~Broken~ Current mood: confused Category: Writing and Poetry Here's my heart I gave it to you Now tear it apart Like you wanted too There's no more fight Left in me I'm exactly what You want me to be ~Broken~ ~Patrice~

Love This Song
Smile, though your heart is aching. Smile, even though it's breaking. Though there are clouds in the sky, you get by... If you smile through your fears and sorrows. Smile and maybe tomorrow You'll see the sun come shining through. If you just light up your face with gladness, Hide every trace of sadness. Although a tear may be ever, ever so near. That's the time you must keep on trying. Smile, what's the use of crying? You'll find life is worthwhile If you'll just smile, come on and smile. If you just smile.

My Day
has been eck. is that even a word? it all started last night when my now ex friend's wife messaged me and said hey we're deleting you off our friend list because we dont think your a good friend. and so i proceeded to say what i was gonna say and so she replied back and this went on for about a good 30 minutes until she decided to pull out the name calling... Now i've been called every name is the book, but this one just makes me laugh.... she called me a "sheltered slut" hahahahahahaha soo me being me, i got alittle ethnic on her ass. and i said what i needed to say and then her husband comes in the picture and he starts all this drama and why he doesn't trust me and really he didn't even answer the question... he went on, on how if you had a problem then come to me and not to anyonelse and blah blah fucking blah soo i said i was dont with it.... that i was dont with him and his wife and jsut everything in general...... then my ex gets involved. haha and he basically says to the both

Craving Piercings And Tats
AHHH IM SO CRAVING SOME MORE PIERCINGS AND TATS RIGHT NOW IM JUST BROKE AND DON'T HAVE THE RIDE LOL. SERIOUSLY THEY ARE LIKE DRUGS SO ADDICTING SERIOUSLY I LOVE MY PIERCINGS AND TATS HARDCORE. HAVE- SEPTUM, TONGUE,INNER LABIA, MONROE/RETIRED IT, GEMINI TAT, HELLO KITTY TAT -WANTS- CLEAVAGE SURFACE PIERCING -BRIDGE -TRAGUS -NIPS -NAPE TATS - HUMMINGBIRDS ON CHEST -ZOMBIE ON LEG -KOI TRAMPSTAMP -TREE OF LIFE ON SHOULDER -EVENTUALLY A SLEEVE DONE IN FLOWERS - CUNT ON MY LIP

Love
I love filling these out on My Space 1.3 names you go by? A.Scott B. hey you C. Several words that should never be spoken again 2. Three Things You Are Wearing Right Now: A.Black shirt B. blue jeans C. -- -- -- *You must answer every question TRUTHFULLY [01] Do you still have feelings for your ex? NO!! Should I put that on a cue card? Bright neon lights? [02] Have you ever been given roses? no gave yes [03] What is your all-time favorite romance movie? .....Cassbalnca..and its not too mushy. yes its a romance movie!!! [04] How many times have you honestly been in love? three times...oh just shoot me. lol [05] Do you believe that everyone has a soul-mate? Yes.. Mine must have died somewhere because I dont think she exist lol [06] Whats your current problem? Not finding anyone...of coarse I really havent been looking either i have pretty much given up ....I have a feeling woman really hate me. Not all just a majority. the good ones are really take

Relocation
Ive been thinking about relocating to North Carolina! A friend relocated down there a few months ago and says he loves it down there, and the job opportunities are awesome, im looking to grow with the company i am in, but where i am at now its never going to happen cause i work for a guy, soo i have been debating for the last 3 weeks wether or not to do it. I get a vacation at the end of august might have to journey down that way and check the area out. soo if any one is from or near Raleigh NC, let me know what its like!

Dream Field National Lottery ((scam-fake-email))
Dream field National Lottery 124B Arcadian Mall, Wood green London, UK FROM: THE DESK OF THE DIRECTOR PROMOTIONS, INTERNATIONAL PROMOTIONS/PRIZE AWARD DEPARTMENT, REF: E ALP/66-CAW662005 Dear Winner, We are pleased to announce you as one of the 6 lucky winners in the DREAM FIELD NATIONAL LOTTERY draw held on 16th OF July 2007. All 6 winning addresses was randomly selected 125,600 websites on the internet.Your email address emerged alongside 5 others as a 3rd category winner in this month's draw. Consequently, you have therefore been approved for a total pay out of �1,000,000 Pounds( one million pounds) only. The following particulars are attached to your lottery payment order: (i) Winning numbers: 30, 14, 29, 21, 48, 11 (ii) Email ticket number: 163-0-3251 (iii) Lotto batch number: 328-3GD (iv) File Ref. number: E ALP/66-CAW662005 Please contact the under listed claims officer as soon as possible for the immediate release of your winni

Messages
I got bored today and decided I would let all of you hear my voice. I added voicemail to my profile. You should check it out and leave me a message. That would be awesome. Also I have to have surgery on my knee. I tore the ACL at work the other day and its pretty much toast. Hope to hear from you all.

Jason Didnt Like My Last Blog On Him...
Well I got a call from Jason today, he was asking for a phone number from one of his friends that was in my phone.. I let it go to voice mail because i dont want to talk to him. AS soon as I got the message, I Yimed him the number.. then he signed off right after, and called me again.. saying "Hey Ann, I really need you to uh, look up to see if you have on your phone Rickies number from Rack Daddys. If you dont, let me know that you dont have it, thats all Im asking for. If you want to get back the money I owe youm, you might want to let me know yes your no." So I try to reach him on his Myspace.. email him saying I let him know on YIM, but he signed off, and there is no need for threats, we can be civil about this. This is his response and our emails to eachother after that.. ----------------- Original Message ----------------- From: Beyond The Grave Date: Jul 16, 2007 8:07 PM civil went out the damn dorr a wehile back . Second i wasnt threating you but what ever . Oh y

I Dont Even Know What Subject This Would Be...
So Im talkin to a friend of mine. Im seeing shes takin some abuse for some "things" that arent necessarily her fault. At what point do you realize the problem and aim to fix it? I fixed mine but its trickling down and since I am so fond of her, Im seein that these same issues are still a constant. Is CherryTap really such a place that there are lines drawn and either youre on one side or the other? Has it come to a handful of people dictating to the rest of us how or what we should think or say or do to others? Im 33, a female, a manager, a mom, and by God Im the last word in my household which means Im a fairly strong minded person who makes her own damn decisions on shit. If you are on my list its because for some reason, whether your actions or mine, I liked/you liked something I/you read or saw. To stay on my list you need to stay yourself...Dont go changing to suit someone else or be what someone else wants you to be. If you have trouble with other peoples drama, t

Hell
HELL EXPLAINED BY CHEMISTRY STUDENT The following is an actual question given on a University of Washington chemistry mid term. The answer by one student was so "profound" that the professor shared it with colleagues, via the Internet, which is, of course, why we now have the pleasure of enjoying it as well: Bonus Question: Is Hell exothermic (gives off heat) or endothermic (absorbs heat)? Most of the students wrote proofs of their beliefs using Boyle's Law (gas cools when it expands and heats when it is compressed) or some variant. One student, however, wrote the following: First, we need to know how the mass of Hell is changing in time. So we need to know the rate at which souls are moving into Hell and the rate at which they are leaving. I think that we can safely assume that once a soul gets to Hell, it will not leave. Therefore, no souls are leaving. As for how many souls are entering Hell, let's look at the differ

The Gratest Gutarest
Some people want to talk about how he got shot on stage and how awesome his burial service was. But that is not what he would want us to talk about. He would want us to talk about all the good times and the amazing music he produced throughout his life. I know that is what Vinnie would want, because I believe it's not how he died, it's how he lived and all the good times he had with everyone he knew. "Dimebag"Darrell Abbot And in the words of Phill "Fuck the god damn media"

Seek Not My Heart
Seek Not My Heart... Oh gentle winds 'neath moonlit skies, Do not you hear my heartfelt cries? Below the branches, here about, Do not you sense my fear and doubt? Side glistening rivers, sparkling streams, Do not you hear my woeful screams? Upon the meadows, touched with dew, Do not you see my hearts a'skew? Beneath the thousand twinkling stars, Do not you feel my jagged scars? Seek not my mournful heart kind breeze, For you'll not find it 'mongst these trees. It's scattered 'cross the moonlit skies, Accompanied by heartfelt sighs. It's drifting o're the gentle rain, A symbol of my silent pain. It's buried 'neath the meadow fair, Conjoined with all the sorrow there. It's lost among the stars this night, Too far to ease my quiet fright. No gentle winds, seek not my heart, For simply ... it has torn apart.

Three Murders
Study Carefully.....the clues are so blatant youwill be kicking yourself if you miss them!Don't look at the answers until you are sure youhave all three right. ---------------------------------------------------------------------- Mystery one A man was found murdered Sunday morning. His wife immediately called the police. The police questioned the wife and staff and got these answers: The wife said she was sleeping. The cook was preparing breakfast. The gardener was gathering vegetables. The maid was getting the mail. The butler was polishing shoes in the pantry. The police instantly arrested the murderer. Who did it and how did they know? ------------------------------- ---------------------------------------- Mystery two A man walks into his bathroom and shoots himself right between the eyes using a real gun with real bullets. He walks out alive, with no blood anywhere and no, he didn't miss and he wasn't Superman or any other crusader wearing a cape. H

50 Mistakes Made By Women, Listen Up Girls :d
1. Assuming he can get a raging hard on when it suits you. Contrary to popular belief, men can't just flip a switch and get it up because you decided to stop being a frigid bitch. Getting it hard is your job. I suggest you figure it out. 2. Thinking that kissing needs to be this sweet romantic thing all the time. Sometimes pressing your lips against your partners mouth while you get off is the hot. It depends on the situation. 3. Leaving him responsible for your orgasm. You know what gets you off. Tell him. If you don't, it's your own fault when he's snoozing and you're all wound up. 4. Expecting him to cuddle. Men and women are wired differently. Sex makes most women want to talk and bond and all that shit. It makes men pass out. It's a biological thing. Stop fighting it, and stop holding it over his head, it's not his fault. 5. Expecting him to fall asleep with you in his arms. That shit is uncomfortable after awhile. A little snuggling isn't unreasonable, but when it's t

Clever Signs
Sign over a Gynecologist's Office: "Dr. Jones, at your cervix." ****************************** In a Podiatrist's office: "Time wounds all heels." ************************** On a Septic Tank Truck in Oregon: "Yesterday's Meals on Wheels" ************************** At a Proctologist's door: "To expedite your visit please back in." ************************** On a Plumber's truck: "Don't sleep with a drip. Call your plumber." ***************** ********* At a Tire Shop in Milwaukee: "Invite us to your next blowout." ************************** At a Towing company: "We don't charge an arm and a leg. We want tows." ************************** On an Electrician's truck: "Let us remove your shorts." ************************** On a Maternity Room door: "Push. Push. Push." ************************** At an Optometrist's Office "If you don't see what you're looking for, you've come to the right place." ************************** On a Taxiderm

Fake And Lying Friends.........
i am very disgruntled at the fact that i am in a contest and only a couple friends have even bothered to stop by annd leave one measley comment or even a rate. sure you wanna and or comment my nsfw pics, but then jerk odd or something and have no time to do something constructive for me, well guess what people? no more nsfw for anybody but my best friends! i will be cleaning my list tomorrow........ you know ........ as a matter of fact , i think all my nsfw will be just family, you all dont feel anything but your juices flowing to my pics. nuff said, its going to be that way in a little while, i dont care anymore........... jerks!!!!

Why Pretend To Be What Your Not
Hi all my friends Are you getting tired of people pretending to be what they are not? I certainly am because they are pretending to be me some of the time. I wish there was a way for these sites to weed out these wierdos who want to be a celebrity or someone special soooo bad. It sucks for people like me who have worked so hard to be where i am and have gotten so far in my career and kicked ass to do the things ive dreamed of for so long....being a pro wrestler has always been a dream of mine and i finally have become one and am very good at it to boot!!! im the first ever adult film star to cross into mainstream sports entertainment (wrestling) noone has ever ever done it...there was a few gals who went into the ring but ONLY as exaggerated valets we call them like Jasmin St Claire and backyard wrestler (if you can call her that ) Tylene Buck Dont get me wrong these gals are way kool but didnt quite make it to the level i have where im actually a step away from doing my first ever

27 Is Way Too Close To 30
In less than 2 weeks I'll be 27 years old. =| I'm not very excited about that. The only good thing happening on my birthday is going to Warped Tour. *sigh* I'm still looking for a place to move into. Messaged a girl last night in N. Aurora... and messaged someone tonight that lives down the street. Seriously, just down the street off of 75th and Rickert. As much as I try not to show it, I'm so stressed out about moving out and the direction my life has gone. Things got insanely messed up and I blame myself. Who would've thought that someone that is about to be 27 would be so naive? Meh. I need to go to bed soon. I don't want to go to work tomorrow =(

2 More Weeks
The exam went well, but they want to see me again next week for a follow up, something about having large optic nerves that puts me at a risk for glaucoma (I don't have it, just a higher chance of developing it). I'll have the glasses in 2 weeks (*drums fingers anxiously*). I went with a different set of frames than I had planned, they're a lot more rounded and looked better on me IMO. The whole process ended up costing a little less that $600 (thank the force for plastic money LOL). It also turns out that I'm not nearsighted as I've always thought, but farsighted with an astigmatism. BTW, is it just me, or is it really ironic that there's reading material in an optometrist waiting room? I picked up a magazine and found myself wishing that I had brought my reading glasses.

Three Ladies
THREE WOMEN , TWO YOUNGER, AND ONE SENIOR CITIZEN, WERE SITTING NAKED IN A SAUNA. SUDDENLY THERE WAS A BEEPING SOUND. THE YOUNG WOMAN PRESSED HER FOREARM AND THE BEEP STOPPED. THE OTHERS LOOKED AT HER QUESTIONINGLY. "THAT WAS MY PAGER," SHE SAID. I HAVE A MICROCHIP UNDER THE SKIN OF MY ARM. A FEW MINUTES LATER, A PHONE RANG. THE SECOND YOUNG WOMAN LIFTED HER PALM TO HER EAR. WHEN SHE FINISHED, SHE EXPLAINED, "THAT WAS MY MOBILE PHONE. I HAVE A MICROCHIP IN MY HAND." THE OLDER WOMAN FELT VERY LOW -TECH.. NOT TO BE OUT DONE, SHE DECIDED SHE HAD TO DO SOMETHING JUST AS IMPRESSIVE. SHE STEPPED OUT OF THE SAUNA AND WENT TO THE BATHROOM. SHE RETURNED WITH A PIECE OF TOILET PAPER HANGING FROM HER REAR END. THE OTHERS RAISED THEIR EYEBROWS AND STARED AT HER. THE OLDER WOMAN FINALLY SAI D. ........WELL, WILL YOU LOOK AT THAT... I'M GETTING A FAX!! When you stop laughing, send this to those who will appreciate it.

Signs Ive Seen
Did I read that sign right? TOILET OUT OF ORDER. PLEASE USE FLOOR BELOW In a Laundromat: AUTOMATIC WASHING MACHINES: PLEASE REMOVE ALL YOUR CLOTHES WHEN THE LIGHT GOES OUT In a London department store: BARGAIN BASEMENT UPSTAIRS In an office: WOULD THE PERSON WHO TOOK THE STEP LADDER YESTERDAY PLEASE BRING IT BACK OR FURTHER STEPS WILL BE TAKEN In an office: AFTER TEA BREAK STAFF SHOULD EMPTY THE TEAPOT AND STAND UPSIDE DOWN ON THE DRAINING BOARD Outside a secondhand shop: WE EXCHANGE ANYTHING - BICYCLES, WASHING MACHINES, E TC. WHY NOT BRING YOUR WIFE ALONG AND GET A WONDERFUL BARGAIN? Notice in health food shop window: CLOSED DUE TO ILLNESS Spotted in a safari parkI sure hope so) ELEPHANTS PLEASE STAY IN YOUR CAR Seen during a conference: FOR ANYONE WHO HAS CHILDREN AN D DOESN'T KNOW IT, THERE IS A DAY CARE ON THE 1ST FLOOR Notice in a farmer's field: THE FARMER ALLOWS WALKERS TO CROSS THE FIELD FOR FREE, BUT THE BULL CHARGES. Message on a

Fucktard Of The Week 7/16/07
Ok this idiot sends me a friend request a couple of weeks ago right... And than today for the first time ever she shouts me... At first I couldn't find her bulletin but here is...had to screen shot it b/c she deleted it... http://www.cherrytap.com/bulletins.php?b=1785938095# So I was a bit pissed after I read that, not to mention I had posted a comment in her bulletin but she deleted it so had to shout her back... If you are going to send me a friend request than ask me to read retarded bulletins like the one posted above plz delete me now!! I don't have time 4 stupid 2 face ppl who wine & cry that no one talks to them yet they never even try. Grow up, go back 2 myspace or at least grow a freakin brain damn!!

I Got Southern Comfort Running Through My Veins...
...my momma was the wind and my daddy was the train. I'm the second coming of the midnight rider. I'm a modern day, old soul singer, son-of-a-gun, and guitar slinger... *Crossin Dixie* First a survey because I suck like that. No Lying Survey!! 1. last beverage ¨ Coke 2. last phone call ¨ Mom to ask what she wanted for supper 3. last cd played ¨ oh lord... ummmm Matchbox 20 I think. Normally its my MP3 player 4. last time you cried ¨ almost this weekend 5. last text message ¨ Mom yesterday SIX HAVE YOU EVERS: 1. Dated someone twice? no 2. Been cheated on? yes 3. Kissed someone & regretted it? no 4. lost someone special? yes 5. Been depressed? yes 6. Been drunk and threw up? no, only hungover and sick LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS: 1. blue 2. pink 3. black THIS MONTH HAVE YOU: 1. Made a new friend: new? yes! 2. Fallen out of love: no 3. Laughed until you cried: almost 4. Met someone that changed your life: maybe 5. Found out who your true friends were: re re

A Conversation
Love is a connection, an energy discovered between two people. Love is love; there is no difference between loving friends, family, children, or significant others, only different forms of expression. Love is not a competition. In love, we find acceptance and we find the better parts of self. Love completes people; fulfills them and gives them new areas and opportunities to discover deeper truths about self and to nurture their own being. Love is a promise of hurt, but also the place of healing. Every action and reaction in life is rooted in a place of love or fear. You work predominately from one place or the other and your life and character are evidence of which side you choose. In spite of my own marital difficulties, I still believe in love. No matter how much pain, loss, and suffering I may endure, love with carry me through to a new day. I am sad for anyone who does not believe in love. ---- Life is a temporary condition, therefore it follows that everything in

Why I Want To Ct Marry Dj Tigger
I guess I should start this out with the reasons I want to CT marry DJ Tigger. He's HOT! He's SEXY! He's SWEET and he makes me smile! He also does a great job as DJ for Cherry Tap's Excalibur Radio!(woot, woot!) Almost every day he is in there busting his furry little tail to make our Cherry Tap experience more enjoyable. He tries to please everyone with his music mix and plays requests and dedications throughout his entire show. He shouts out to everyone not leaving anyone behind. You can almost feel the excitement when he pops into the lounges to say hello! Now you're probably asking yourself why would he want to CT marry Jen. Well, I will tell you why! I'm lovable, huggable, squeezable, smart, funny and sexy in my own way! I am Head Bartender for the BBW World Lounge and have the hard job of trying to keep it livened up and fun at all times. I LOVE making people smile and try to surrond myself with people who aren't afraid to laugh..even at themselves! In short, I feel tha

Complete
[[Reposting]] The old saying of, "you complete me" is only possible in Love. It is not the loss of self, but the broadening of self with another. Love is a connection, like the Rastafari concept of God -- I & I. I am part of God and God is part of me. I am part of you, and you are part of me. We are bigger, more expansive than ever before, in Love. Love, above all other things. It is my motivation, my truth, and the reason I bother at all. These past two years have become all about Love and working from that place. What would Love do? How does Love react? How does Love act in any given situation? Love is not a competition. I am far from perfect, but I Love. It is the answer. I don't want to be smart, I want to Love. I don't want fame and fortune, I want to Love.

So Far So Good
well, she's been here a day so far and don't want to strangle myself...yet! I really do like it when she comes to visit, but she'll go for years without a visit, then come here and start paying for everything and buying stuff left and right, she even paid for our groceries yesterday! Sure it all sounds good, but after awhile, it's like "woman, I can pay for my own stuff, I do it all the time!" even tried to go get a few things today and she put money in my pocket to pay for it! I wrote a check anyway and kept the cash, lol, maybe I can buy a snack with it or something! Tomorrow we're going to the zoo, so we'll see how much junk she manages to buy the kids while we're there, i'm betting a stuffed animal each along with some snacks and a carosel ride! ok, more later when she drives me more insane, right now, back to my alcohol!

How Can I
Hmmm......I was wondering how i could get more people to add me on places like Myspace, Tagged, Cherry Tap, and all the other sites im on. I've noticed that im like always gettin looked over and stuff, and no one ever checks out my page, unless im like naked. Same as when im on my webcam on stickam. No one ever joins in to talk 2 me unless im Like, Ass naked and shit. and when they do join, they ask me to do the most outragous crap...Do I do them???...........yes i do, lol, cuz im a freak like that HAhahaha, lol. but yeah, i was wondering if anyone who reads this Has any ideas or anything that i can do to help my profiles get out there cuz my pages are lonely lol.

Boredom!!!
I cannot wait to get home and see my new little baby niece. Iraq is getting boring. There is nothing happening over here, the last 2 times were better when there was actually stuff to do. Now it's paradise over here. Well I take that back its not. But I do have internet. Thank God for CT and the buddies I've made on here or I'd have went insane this deployment. If your not one of my buddies then what are you waiting for? Entertain me!

My Brother
I think this song by Velvet Revolver explains somewhat how I feel about my brother, who's in prison. "For A Brother" Can't rise from the bottom Time flies when ya got it Your time has receded Wasted Could and should have been And didn't [Chorus] I've given up my hand for a brother Given up a hand for free I've risen and forgiven and I've pardoned But you set yourself free Nose dive, crash to the bottom Angel, your wing was always broken Fought for rights of the prophets Not for the spirits of your daughters Didn't [Chorus] Walk slowly Seems like time has stopped Seems like I'm slow dancing But I'm flying Where do I go? The home I know is closed I'm free, free yeah I'm free, free, yeah Free, free, yeah I've bitten off my hand for a brother Given up a hand for free I've risen and forgiven and I've pardoned But you set yourself free Bitten off my hand for the stuff And livin' off the shit you steal You perished for religious and forgotten

Help Me Please In A Contest.
PLEASE COME HELP ME IN MY CONTEST I WAS AT LEAST 36 TO 38 HOUR BEHIND EVERYONE ELSE BUT WITH SOME GOOD FRIENDS AND FAMILY I AM DOING BETTER BUT I STILL NEED HELP THE PICTURE IS A LINK TO MY CONTEST. TY IN ADVANCE IF YOU CAN COME AND DROP A FEW COMMENTS OR HECK BOMB THE YOU KNOW WHAT OUT OF ME!

~*~monday~*~
Whatz good? Well started my monday by gettin up at 6:30ish and getting dressed for work and my bro was still sleepin and i woke him up at 6:54..he went and told my gramma that i didnt wake him up and she was bitchin at me because we dont have food...i have 215 put away for food..i waited a week and noone came and took me bacuse i dont have a car...and recently my bro bought a gamecube skin $50, a controller $25 to 30, and a game $25...and then hell bee like i only got like any where from $20-55 for whatever..then hell take the money he gave me and buy weed..while im stuck pyin rent $350, elecrtic-havent paid in a month in a half cuz they over charged me..but i usually pay anywhere from $40-55 and cant forget misc shit like garbage bags,laundry soap,deorant,ect...t is sum mad bullshit..and i tried askin nicely..frankly i dont give a damn..cuz my ex hasnt been bringin in money since we moved in...ecpect chump change that only gets us by one day and shit...im tired of starving because i h

Helpppppppppp Me Please!
PLEASE COME HELP ME IN MY CONTEST I WAS AT LEAST 36 TO 38 HOUR BEHIND EVERYONE ELSE BUT WITH SOME GOOD FRIENDS AND FAMILY I AM DOING BETTER BUT I STILL NEED HELP THE PICTURE IS A LINK TO MY CONTEST. TY IN ADVANCE IF YOU CAN COME AND DROP A FEW COMMENTS OR HECK BOMB THE YOU KNOW WHAT OUT OF ME!

She'sss Backkk!!!
And still as messed up as before some body pray for me.First I would like to say I am sorry for being away so long. I have been down in the dumps and out of order for awhile.I still don't think zI am as good as I should be, but yet here I am ack on line the only place I feel free 2 be me. Life has been crazy these past weeks hell even months , but I have stuck with it and and still I rize. So hell what Have I been missing? Kitten I know you been looking out for me who else? What I have been doing is taking care of home or trying to anyway its hard raiseing a family on ur own.Wow I can't think of anything else to say so I guess tihs is it till another throught comes to mind.

Signs I Have Seen
Did I read that sign right? TOILET OUT OF ORDER. PLEASE USE FLOOR BELOW In a Laundromat: AUTOMATIC WASHING MACHINES: PLEASE REMOVE ALL YOUR CLOTHES WHEN THE LIGHT GOES OUT In a London department store: BARGAIN BASEMENT UPSTAIRS In an office: WOULD THE PERSON WHO TOOK THE STEP LADDER YESTERDAY PLEASE BRING IT BACK OR FURTHER STEPS WILL BE TAKEN In an office: AFTER TEA BREAK STAFF SHOULD EMPTY THE TEAPOT AND STAND UPSIDE DOWN ON THE DRAINING BOARD Outside a secondhand shop: WE EXCHANGE ANYTHING - BICYCLES, WASHING MACHINES, E TC. WHY NOT BRING YOUR WIFE ALONG AND GET A WONDERFUL BARGAIN? Notice in health food shop window: CLOSED DUE TO ILLNESS Spotted in a safari park:(I sure hope so) ELEPHANTS PLEASE STAY IN YOUR CAR Seen during a conference: FOR ANYONE WHO HAS CHILDREN AN D DOESN'T KNOW IT, THERE IS A DAY CARE ON THE 1ST FLOOR Notice in a farmer's field: THE FARMER ALLOWS WALKERS TO CROSS THE FIELD FOR FREE, BUT THE

Maintain A Healthy Level Of Insanity
Subject: MAINTAINING A LEVEL OF INSANITY/ HOPE YOU ARE HAVING A GREAT DAY Ways to Maintain A Healthy Level Of Insanity: 1. At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point a Hair Dryer At Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down. 2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice. 3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, Ask If They Want Fries with that. 4. Put Your Garbage Can On Your Desk And Label It "In." 5. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker For 3 Weeks . Once Everyone has Gotten Over Their Caffeine Addictions, ! Switch to Espresso. 6. In The Memo Field Of All Your Checks, Write " For Smuggling Diamonds" 7. Finish All Your sentences with "In Accordance With The Prophecy." 8. Don't use any punctuation 9. As Often As Possible, Skip Rather Than Walk. 10. Order a Diet Water whenever you go out to eat, with a serious face. 11. Specify That Your Drive-through Order Is "To Go." 12. Sing Along At The Opera. 13. Go To

Feeling Better-thanks To All My Friends
Although, feeling better is great, the bruises are still a bit hideous. The overexposure to sleep and painkillers has been giving me nightmares. 1 year out of 9 in the military brought me to Iraq, the only source of these nightmares. Good night sleepytown!!

Virginity
Ok, I am a virgin, i can admit that, i am 18 and still a virgin, bad huh?...I know....But yeah, this is the ups and downs of being a virgin UPS: -You know you didn't catch anything from anyone else ie. the clap, aids, herpies(SP?) etc... -You are able to save it for that right person -Becomes Very Freaky (well me anyways, i donno about anyone else) -Some Girls like virgins DOWNS: - You dream what its like to actually have sex -Watch alot of pornos and fantasize(If your like me) - Depression (sometimes) - Wonders how come you never get any, or ever got any -Think something is wrong with you -Not Experienced in it in any way - Some Girls Dont like Virgins Lol, sorry, bored....ummm....yeah, tell me if im missing anything lol.

If A Man Really Wants You,
I read this in a friend's blog, it makes alot of sense :D If a man wants you, nothing can keep him away. All men are NOT dogs. If he doesn't want you, nothing can make him stay. Stop making excuses for a man and his behavior. Allow your intuition (or spirit) to save you from heartache. Stop trying to change yourselves for a relationship that's not meant to be. Slower is better. Never live your life for a man before you find what makes you truly happy. If a relationship ends because the man was not treating you as you deserve then heck no, you can't "be friends." A friend wouldn't mistreat a friend. Don't settle. If you feel like he is stringing you along, then he probably is. Don't stay because you think "it will get better." You'll be mad at yourself a year later for staying when things are not better. The only person you can control in a relationship is you. Avoid men who've got a bunch of children by a bunch of different women. He didn't marry them when he got them

July 16, 2007
Today was a good day. I started off this morning a little tired and unwilling to go to work. I went to the MK class at the Nursing home and facialed 3 women. It was a lot of fun. I got quite a bit of one on one time with the ladies. I found out that 2 of them were 90. One had just turned 90 in March and the other was going to be 91 on August 7. The one that has the Birthday on August 7 had 7 brothers and sisters. she was the 2nd to last one born. There is only one of her other siblings alive. And she is the mother of 7 herself. It was neat just sittin' there talking with here and putting make - up on her face. After it was all done she gave me a hug which was really sweet and put a smile on my face. :). She was walking around the nursing home the rest of the morning showing off her face she was so proud! I walked into the therapy (physical therapy) room where she was showing off her face to one of the ladies (probably her daughter - because she did tell me that she had a daughter that

Hawaii 2007
Man im exhausted...i just got back from hawaii...because the scene for hollister summer was in hawaii...so i was in hawaii for 1 week to model all kinds of bikinis and stuff for hollister...but ya it was fun...but wat i missed the most was my home...but ya catch you laterz

Peggy
It seems if you speak out and disagree with Baby J in any way, they shut you up. I read a bulletin today, this is the link, http://www.cherrytap.com/bulletins.php?b=4082606265 and commented something Baby J obviously did not like. The bulletin poster, Paris, as wellas I have been gagged. No commenting privelages on pics, profiles, bulletins. SHe still, for the time being, has the ability to post a bulletin. I tried and have even been blocked from doing that. I would appreciate if someone or a few someone's on my friend's list would cut and copy this entire blog and post it in a bulletin for me entitled PARIS YOU ARE NOT ALONE (REPOST) and someone make it sticky so it will stick around for 24 hours. I pay for VIC on here. Most people don't. SO obviously our money is of no use to Baby J. I guess he figures one person's money is no big deal. I guess freedom of speech is alive and well until you say something that rubs Baby J the wrong way. We are all suppose to be grown ups but yet i

Sexual Zodiac
Scorpio You are very dominant in bed, and you like to control your relationship in general. You are so intense in the sack that none of your partners will ever forget you. You are an amazing lover, because you like to have an equal amount of give and take. Sex matches: Cancer, Capricorn, Pisces Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

The Metal Guru's Movie Review (sicko)
Well as some of you know that i talk to alot on here i am A HUGE Michael Moore fan, so im was very excited to see this movie! hes a awsome film maker and just a really smart guy who should be takin alot more seiouslly then he is! anyways heres my review of SICKO Acclaimed filmmaker Michael Moore sets out to investigate the American healthcare system. Sticking to his tried-and-true one-man approach, Moore sheds light on the complicated medical affairs of individuals and local communities. First off i have to say i am NOT anti-american in any way, i like living in this country and all but this movie really showd how FUCKED we are compaired to other countrys like Canada and Europe, when it comes to Healthcare, Medications and that sorta thing.... this movie had stories of real life people who where either denyed healthcare or had health care that would not cover a serious illness or something they needed to just stay ALIVE....it told numiouse TRUE stories of when healt

Contemplation
Some day (even if i never get to actually move to Toronto Like i really wish) I hope i can get a job so i can afford a small piece of land and a house in the middle of nowhere so i can listen to music loud and have get togethers. The other thing is that i still be able get DSL and a phone (that's all i need...that and water and electricity and heat).

Repost 4 U Peggysue_:treehugger"
It seems if you speak out and disagree with Baby J in any way, they shut you up. I read a bulletin today, this is the link, http://www.cherrytap.com/bulletins.php?b=4082606265 and commented something Baby J obviously did not like. The bulletin poster, Paris, as wellas I have been gagged. No commenting privelages on pics, profiles, bulletins. SHe still, for the time being, has the ability to post a bulletin. I tried and have even been blocked from doing that. I would appreciate if someone or a few someone's on my friend's list would cut and copy this entire blog and post it in a bulletin for me entitled PARIS YOU ARE NOT ALONE (REPOST) and someone make it sticky so it will stick around for 24 hours. I pay for VIC on here. Most people don't. SO obviously our money is of no use to Baby J. I guess he figures one person's money is no big deal. I guess freedom of speech is alive and well until you say something that rubs Baby J the wrong way. We are all suppose to be grown ups but yet i

If You Are In My Contest (read)
Links to your pictures in the contest will be passed out on the 18th. However you will not be able to get to your pic until the 20th when the contest begins. For those of you who have never been in a contest this is a comment bombing contest. Which means that the person with the most comments wins. If you do not belong to a family it would be good to pass your link around to your friends. If you have any questions about anything just let me know and I'll answer them. Scripting is not excepted on any contest on CT and it isn't allowed in this one. Good Luck in the contest.

I've Learned...
ENLIGHTENED PERSPECTIVE If you take the time to read these I promise you'll come away with an enlightened perspective. The subjects covered affect us all on a daily basis! They're written by Andy Rooney, a man who has the gift of saying so much with so few words. Enjoy....... I've learned...That the best classroom in the world is at the feet of an elderly person. I've learned...That when you're in love, it shows. I've learned...That just one person saying to me, "You've made my day!" makes my day. I've learned...That having a child fall asleep in your arms is one of the most peaceful feelings in the world. I've learned...That being kind is more important than being right. I've learned...That you should never say no to a gift from a child. I've learned...That I can always pray for someone when I don't have the strength to help him in some other way. I've learned...That no matter how serious your life requires you to be, everyone needs a f

Say 7 Hailmary's And Post A Bulliton
This isn't necesarily directed at you. I'm just sick of people who think they are taking some kind of action for god, or jesus, or some other cause simply by posting a fucking bulliton. People should get off their ass, and go out and fucking do something. In this case, actions speak a whole lot louder than words. Their consiense is clear simply bey reposting a bulliton? That's all it really takes? How about you do something with your fucking life to do something about it. Hire the goths, and other " weird " people to work at your buisness. If you have a job, and don't do hiring, change your appearance. It will help people realize that you are the same person they knew, you just look differently. It will help break some of the stereotypes and show people that looks don't matter. People don't all of a sudden change simply because they look different. The goths, and other people are the same no matter what clothes they have on, or how their hair is. Go out the world and activley show p

Men Strike Back Finally
How many men does it take to open a beer? None. It should be opened when she brings it. ------------------------------------------------------------- Why is a Laundromat a really bad place to pick up a woman? A woman who can't even afford a washing machine will probably never be able to support you. ------------------------------------------------------------- Why do women have smaller feet than men? It's an "evolutionary thing" that allows them to stand closer to the kitchen sink. ------------------------------------------------------------- How do you know when a woman is about to say something smart? When she starts a sentence with "A man once told me..." ------------------------------------------------------------- How do you fix a woman's watch?

Hello's And Whats Up's
hey all, wanted to let all know, me, like a few others, live way out incountry, and on dial up, so needless to say, cherry tap is very slow for us, so i dont want any of my friends here to think ive slighted them at all, its just after a bit, CT either freezes up so much i give up(lol) or booted and give up then....lol, but i try and say hi when i can, s dont think im a snob....lol hope everyone had a great weekend, i did, found a pretty cool swimmen hole, some TVA thing, over by anderson co park, (cant recall the long name...lol) but had a blast dunken kids, and yes, they got me back...dunked me alot to...lol. anyways....hugs to all!!!! im off to rendevouz with my CT hubby, i know he is around here somewhere.....come out where ever you are(he was supposed to take out the trash, so think he is hiding...lmao)

Interracial Dating.....
...But here’s my real rant about interracial dating…I’ve gotten a girl mad @ me for a response I gave her about why I don’t like dating girls (any race) who only date blkmen. Most are going by the combination of what they see on TV, music, news, & movies. Thou they don’t want to admit it. You cannot help but acknowledge the influence all those things have had on society. And since we know most girls like the bad guy. In todays society, even the white guys who wanna be bad wanna be thugs.... If you wanna read the whole post, check out my blogger page. http://noturtypicalblkman.blogspot.com/

Short Hiatus
I'll be taking a small hiatus from cherrytap...I've had a death in the family this evening and will be heading out of town to Michigan with limited access to my computer...I won't be bringing my laptop. Those of you who know how to contact me via text or yahoo, I'll still be available, but don't get offended if I don't respond quickly. Obviously I've got a lot going on right now.

The Love Song Of J. Alfred Prufrock
I've always loved this one The Love Song of J. Alfred Prufrock Let us go then, you and I, When the evening is spread out against the sky Like a patient etherised upon a table; Let us go, through certain half-deserted streets, The muttering retreats Of restless nights in one-night cheap hotels And sawdust restaurants with oyster-shells: Streets that follow like a tedious argument Of insidious intent To lead you to an overwhelming question... Oh, do not ask, "What is it?" Let us go and make our visit. In the room the women come and go Talking of Michelangelo. The yellow fog that rubs its back upon the window-panes, The yellow smoke that rubs its muzzle on the window-panes Licked its tongue into the corners of the evening, Lingered upon the pools that stand in drains, Let fall upon its back the soot that falls from chimneys, Slipped by the terrace, made a sudden leap, And seeing that it was a soft October night, Curled once about the h

If You Forget Me
Its kindof a lie but still terribly pretty If You Forget Me I want you to know one thing. You know how this is: if I look at the crystal moon, at the red branch of the slow autumn at my window, if I touch near the fire the impalpable ash or the wrinkled body of the log, everything carries me to you, as if everything that exists, aromas, light, metals, were little boats that sail toward those isles of yours that wait for me. Well, now, if little by little you stop loving me I shall stop loving you little by little. If suddenly you forget me do not look for me, for I shall already have forgotten you. If you think it long and mad, the wind of banners that passes through my life, and you decide to leave me at the shore of the heart where I have roots, remember that on that day, at that hour, I shall lift my arms and my roots will set off to seek another land. But if each day, each hour,

Make It Your Own!
Primal and I had a conversation last night about religion. Now, he didn't say this, but it was a thought in my head. I am pagan, which means I believe in the old ways. Now, for someone to take the old ways, and make them their own, isn't that why christianity was wrong in doing in the first place. Constatine, made his own rules and regulations to begin with. To me, you aren't following it to the whole. You are cutting it to make it fit for you...and that just doesn't seem right. All these books I read on my religion say to do this, but it just doesn't feel right to me. So I guess in a way, I follow the old ways, what I know about them which isn't much, and I follow what's good in my heart. And I am also rambeling...LoL. Please any comments would be appreciated.

Reasons You Should Have More Sex Now!
Orgasms Are Really Good For You: It's a given that sex feels greats. That alone is enough reason to be actively orgasmic. Researchers are finding more and more evidence that orgasms are great for other reasons, too. (Did you really need convincing?) 1. Orgasms are a great way to deal with stress. Stress releases biochemicals which over the long term can have damaging effects on your body and lead to premature death. The biochemicals released from sex counteract the negative effects of stress. 2. Orgasms are a great sleeping pill. Orgasms cause a surge in the biochemicals that act as a sedative. They help you fall asleep and stay asleep. It's not really a coincidence that men fall asleep so quickly after sex. 3. Orgasms can relieve a migraine headache. “Not tonight, dear, I have a headache” is no longer an acceptable excuse. Although not as reliable as prescription medications, it's a bit more fun and has all these other benefits as well. You surely can't get that f

Disapointment
disapointment has become my best friend lately. creeping into my heart. empty promises whispered in my ears. fake smiles and real tears. whos next inline to make my cry? tried to turn the disapointment around on them but it just backed fired in my face. no way around it just have to walk stright on through.

Fergie-big Girls Don't Cry Lyrics
Da Da Da Da The smell of your skin lingers on me now Your probably on your flight back to your home town I need some shelter of my own protection baby To be with myself and center, clarity Peace, Serenity [CHORUS] I hope you know, I hope you know That this has nothing to do with you It's personal, Myself and I We've got some straightening out to do And I'm gonna miss you like a child misses their blanket But Ive got to get a move on with my life Its time to be a big girl now And big girls don't cry Don't cry Don't cry Don't cry The path that I'm walking I must go alone I must take the baby steps until I'm full grown (full grown) Fairytales don't always have a happy ending, do they And I foresee the dark ahead if I stay [CHORUS] I hope you know, I hope you know That this has nothing to do with you It's personal, Myself and I We've got some straightening out to do [Big Girls Don't Cry (Personal) (Album Version) lyrics on http://www.metrolyrics.com]

Our Glorious Gov't At Work...
I just downloaded a program called Teebo and it allows you to watch TV off the net and in my poking around of the English channels I came across one called AMP24... As I type this they are showing a public access show called Democracy Now and they are talking about how good ole Prez Bush wants to possibly bombing Iran back to the stone age...How damned idiotic is that? And to make matters worse, some woman fasted in the name of peace for 24 days till Sen Liberman talked to her...The bleeding hearts are out there in force... Having been in the military, both Army and Navy, I can say without a doubt, what the hell purpose does it serve to bomb Iran...We already caused enough damage in the Middle East and now Bush is contemplating making matters worse... Bush is getting carried away with trying to stop the terrorists and is seeing conspiracies where there arent any... From what they said Iranians LOVE the US and want to have relations and regualr trade with us...They want p

Bulletins
SEE I LEFT A BULLETIN THAT I VOLUNTEERED TO MAKE TAGS FOR ANYONE WHO WANTED ONE BUT ONLY ABOUT 7 PEOPLE EVEN READ MY BULLETIN and only 3 people wanted tags~~ so I AM LEFT WITH 3 THEORIES. !~~~ NONE OF MY FANS AND FRIENDS READ MY BULLETINS 2~~~ MY FRIENDS AND FANS AND FAMILY WERE NOT ON TONIGHT. 3~~ Y'ALL THINK I STINK AT MAKING TAGS LOL ALL 3 ARE POSSIBLE KISSES TO ANYONE WOMAN WHO READS THIS

Twisted Sex Tuesday, What Is It And What Arethe Rules???
Well well well look where you are . The facts and rules of S~E~X~Y'S Twisted SEX Tuesday. Ok so first what is twisted SEX Tuesday??? Well thats easy Twisted SEX Tuesday is a blog about your wildest crazyest sex adventures. oh and once inawhile mine to. It is a contest with a prize for the winner each time. BUT S~E~X~Y how do I enter you ask??? well its realy simple and i think you will find quite enjoyable. First go out find your self a sex parner preferably among the living (note we do discorage against beastyality) then you have wild, magical, passionate, monkey sex, or what ever turns your crank. Then you run home and sit by your pc and wait for Monday night to roll around so you can message me telling me all about it. All entreis must be entered between 3p.m. Monday & 12 a.m. Wednasday morning and results will be posted wendnasday eavening as well as prizes awarded. From those sent to me each week I will choose the best one. Wait one minute here S~E~X~Y what are you going to do

Bulletin
OK GUYS IM HAVING A CONTEST.. LETS SEE WHO CAN MAKE ME THE BEST PHOTOSHOP FOR MY BULLETINS.. YOU WILL GET 2 CHERRYTAP GIFTS FROM ME.. ... ONCE ALL ENTRYS HAVE BEEN RECEIVED (DEADLINE IS 12PM ON FRIDAY) I WILL LET CHERRYTAP VOTE AND WHOMEVER GETS THE MOST VOTES WILL BE THE WINNER!!!! So send in your pictures now!!!

Giving Away A 1 Month Vic Or A & Day Blast
I AM OFFERING A ONE MONTH VIC OR A 7 DAY BLAST! My homegirl is in a contest and I would like to see her win. She is a kick-ass person who I think deserves to win. SHE NEEDS COMMENTS! The contest ends this Friday. So whoever helps her win by leaving the most comments on her page will get their choice of the VIC or the BLAST. She will let me know who left the most comments. So leave as many as you can everyday this week. And you could win your choice. THE WINNER WILL BE GIVEN THEIR CHOICE SATURDAY! GET TO COMMENTING ON THIS AND SHOW HER LOVE! http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=831990&albumid=452353&i=2792684748

Look In My Eyes
Look in my eyes, what do you see. All I want to do is cry, afraid that you won't see me. Look in my eyes, do you see somebody you know. Look close and you will see no lies, for the truth is all I show. Look in my eyes, as deep as you can. Who ever tries, see's I have been hurt by a man. Look in my eyes, my life has takin a toll. One tear shows that I cry, for I have a worthless soul. Look in my eyes, before I say good bye. You've had too many tries, to save me before I die.

What Bugs Me
You know what bugs me? Fat people with those upside down pictures, shit you're fat you're fat live with it or lose the weight!! Girls who call themselves "MILF" Lets get something straight here. First of all a MILF something I would call a Friend's Mom which means she would have to be old enough to be my mom. SO if you are 24 with a kid, that does not make you a MILF, that makes you a young single mother. A MILF is a hot upper 30s to lower 40s woman, not just any woman but one that actually looks good. Your shit must be tight!!! people who put up pictures of everything from their grandma's dog to the traffic light down the street but none of themselves!!! people who put 100 pictures of their face, there is only so many faces you can make dear!!! How about a full body shot with some cloths on? people who put up pictures of models, or other people but none of themselves!!! So I ask? What is the point? Do you think you are that ugly that if your picture was up no one w

Whatever
Leave me in my painful comfort, I'll stay and play with my muse; I'll enjoy my peaceful anguish, When you'd think I'd win I lose. Watch me as I tear my heart out, And my teardrops fall like rain; If only I could let you feel it, But I'm sure you'd go insane. Give me back my darkest hour, When the feeling was so pure; Give me back my childhood wonder, Before I knew life was a whore. Leave me in my painful comfort, As life slithers down the drain; Only when there's nothing left - Is there anything to gain.

Melting
Often the little things mean so much more than the over the top gestures.... Here are the things that make her melt, and notice please that not everything is related to playtime! Ironing not just my own clothes, but hers as well. Saying ‘Come here’ in the exact tone of voice that makes her go weak at the knees. Her waking up to discover that once again I have allowed her to take all of the covers without a fight. When I finish putting her necklace on her in the morning, and give her the tiniest kiss on the back of the neck. Easing her panties slowly, slowly, ever so slowly down over her bottom just prior to giving her a spanking. Interrupting her in the middle of something simply to tell her how beautiful she is. Interrupting her in the middle of something to tell her she has been a very naughty girl. Skipping a dozen roses and instead sending her one rose every day for a month. After I’ve spanked her very hard, putting my hand on her bottom to feel the he

Lol
oops posted this in the wrong blog. DUH! My momma just asked me if i was pregnant. Ugh! I got a bowl of ice cream and put pretzels on it..I looked at her and said NO mother, I'm not. You actually have to be HAVING SEX to get pregnant. DUH! And she should know better, even if I was having sex - I couldnt get preggers anyways. DUH!!! Oh well - that was part of my funnyness today.

Ode To An Ex.. Poems For The Lost
Do we hate each other or do u just hate me? Can we truly forget one another Or is this how it's meant to be Can we still love each other deep down in our hearts inside or have I not yet let go of you but rather have I died.. -Azrael- ]>->

Dear Mr President By Pink
this is my favorite song: the lyrics are amazing please take the time to actually read it! Dear Mr. President Come take a walk with me Let's pretend we're just two people and You're not better than me I'd like to ask you some questions if we can speak honestly What do you feel when you see all the homeless on the street Who do you pray for at night before you go to sleep What do you feel when you look in the mirror Are you proud How do you sleep while the rest of us cry How do you dream when a mother has no chance to say goodbye How do you walk with your head held high Can you even look me in the eye And tell me why Dear Mr. President Were you a lonely boy Are you a lonely boy Are you a lonely boy How can you say No child is left behind We're not dumb and we're not blind They're all sitting in your cells While you pay the road to hell What kind of father would take his own daughter's rights away And what kind of father might hate his own daughter if s

Trip
Well all my friends, iam leaving for a short trip to Virgina on thursday! Ok its not gonna be to fun i have to drive all the way there and that sucks!! Well hopefull you guys will show me some love while im gone! XOXOXOXOXOXO

Heavenly Angel 2007 Is A Dumb Bitch
the cunt gave me a 1 rating after i gave the bitch a ten..jealousy bitch..yeah my 13 yr old niece and me make u look like a dead corpse rotting in hell whore!! may u burn and rot in hell cunt and get stds galore

Traffic
A driver is stuck in a traffic jam going into downtown Chicago . Nothing is moving north or south. Suddenly a man knocks on his window. The driver rolls down his window and asks, "What happened, what's the hold up?" "Terrorists have kidnapped Hillary Clinton, Rosie O'Donnell, Jesse Jackson, and Al Sharpton. They are asking for a $10 million ransom. Otherwise, they are going to douse them with gasoline and set them on fire. We are going from car to car, taking up a collection." The driver asks, "On average, how much is everyone giving?" "About a gallon."

Rematch
down down softly to the ground never to get up never to rebound i've gone crazy i've gone insane no way to save me no one to blame it's all me it's all my fault i've pushed you all away i've let you all down am i ready for this round this is my rematch we're down to the wire am i gonna live or am i a goner it's up to you to decide i'll listen to what you say you may make me change you may make me stay or you may push me farther away (c) 2003 jmz

Horoscopes
Today's Horoscope: So many people are trying to get your attention right now, but you only have eyes for a certain someone. But, does this person even know that he or she is a priority in your life? That's a very important question. Yeah, it is....

Dont Know What To Say ....
ok so today is like any ordinary day... got paid ... and im off this week... then work the 22... then off til that thursday... im happy like everyone would be to have a long vacation!!! then BOOM!! my real dad called my mom... thats kinda strange cuz he never call her... they were talking and im like wonder what he saying cuz of the facial expressions she making!! OH NO!! could my nanny had passed away (shes not in the best of health) noo... she put it on speakerphone... thats unusual... 1st he never calls her and 2nd of all she never puts it on speaker phone... "Stephanie, dear u know i love you right (of course because he's my dad) theres something we have to tell you.... im not your real dad" WTF?? ur kidding right..... no he wasnt... no wonder why he hasnt been callin me l8ly... .OMG so if hes not my real dad... then his mom isnt my nanny.. and gawd i love that woman to death!!! im the only grandkid who calls her all the time...but to find out sum1 u been callin dad for 20yrs isnt

I Believe This...what Goes Around Will Come Back!!!
One day a man saw a old lady, stranded on the side of the road, but even in the dim light of day, he could see she needed help. So he pulled up in front of her Mercedes and got out. His Pontiac was still sputtering when he approached her. Even with the smile on his face, she was worried. No one had stopped to help for the last hour or so. Was he going to hurt her? He didn't look safe; he looked poor and hungry. He could see that she was frightened, standing out there in the cold. He knew how she felt. I t was that chill which only fear can put in you. He said, "I'm here to help you, ma'am. Why don't you wait in the car where it's warm? By the way, my name is Bryan Anderson." Well, all she had was a flat tire, but for an old lady, that was bad enough. Bryan crawled under the car looking for a place to put the jack, skinning his knuckles a time or two. Soon he was able to change the tire. But he had to get dirty and his hands hurt. As he was tighte

Sad But True
why is it we play the games we play? why is it we always hurt the ones we care and love? why do they always hurt us? no matter what why does joy and happiness anyways turn to sadness? why does love turn to pain? I'll love you always. twunt goodbye.

Eve
Comment on this post | Send a private reply | Forward | Go to inbox Delete Message | Mark as Spam | Block User GRAMA Date: 7/16/2007 4:13:31 PM Blog post: Eve's Chat With God... unsubscribe to this member's posts change notification settings "Lord, I have a problem." "What's the problem, Eve?" "I know that you created me and provided this beautiful garden and all of these wonderful animals, as well as that hilarious comedic snake, but I'm just not happy." "And why is that Eve?" "Lord, I am lonely, and I'm sick to death of apples." "Well, Eve, in that case, I have a solution. I shall create a man for you." "Man? What is that Lord?" "A flawed creature, with many bad traits. He'll lie, cheat and be vain; all in all, he'll give you a hard time. But he'll be bigger, faster and will like to hunt and kill things. He will look silly when he is aroused, but since you've been complaining, I'll create him in such a way that he will sa

I Want To Be
I want to be the stars Shinning in your night skies, And I want to be the only Apple of your eyes. I want to be the moonlight Beaming upon your face, And the love arrow in your Heart never to be replaced. I want to be the snow Falling That makes your grass White, And the one you fall asleep Holding each and Every night. I want to be the leaves Hanging on your trees, And I Want to be the one You Make love with on our Knees. I want to be the sunlight Beaming in your door, And The one snuggling with you On the living room floor.

Don't Know
When I'm with you, eternity is a step away, my love continues to grow, with each passing day. This treasure of love, I cherish within my soul, how much I love you... you'll never really know. You bring a joy to my heart, I've never felt before, with each touch of your hand, I love you more and more. Whenever we say goodbye, whenever we part, know I hold you dearly, deep inside my heart. So these seven words, I pray you hold true, "Forever And Always, I Will Love You."

Don't Know What To Call It
When I'm with you, eternity is a step away, my love continues to grow, with each passing day. This treasure of love, I cherish within my soul, how much I love you... you'll never really know. You bring a joy to my heart, I've never felt before, with each touch of your hand, I love you more and more. Whenever we say goodbye, whenever we part, know I hold you dearly, deep inside my heart. So these seven words, I pray you hold true, "Forever And Always, I Will Love You."

Promotor Wanted For The Viper Room
Looking for somebody who knows how to make a clickable link and to promote my lounge on the boards i only need one person for this and somebody who knows what they are doing and will post the lounge link on the boards if this is you hit me up in the shoutbox thank you

I Will Love You Forever
I love you so deeply, I love you so much, I love the sound of your voice And the way that we touch. I love your warm smile And your kind, thoughtful way, The joy that you bring To my life every day. I love you today As I have from the start, And I'll love you forever With all of my heart.

I Will Overcome!!!!!!!!
Where are the heroes I my time of need Is my crying abandoned? Or have they gone Oh no They just tend to stand Out of the rain Thinking but not acting That they're not to blame Falling and crawling A fight to stand up Memory still haunts me In the dead of night Over and over I felt so small But one day I'll be stronger And you better watch out I will overcome In violence there's silence Oh no, It can't be undone I will overcome Knowing that I'm not the only one I will overcome It's the only way to carry on Where are the saviours Afraid of the toll Sorry do my nine inch nails Slash your soul? Such heroes Throwing stones Straight at the one Who is standing alone? Twisting and turning It's always the same The truth is never honest When you're to blame Pushing and pulling Never give in One day I wish You see you're not so beautiful within Run and run Run and run

Posting For 2 Good Friends
It seems if you speak out and disagree with Baby J in any way, they shut you up. I read a bulletin today, this is the link, http://www.cherrytap.com/bulletins.php?b=4082606265 and commented something Baby J obviously did not like. The bulletin poster, Paris, as wellas I have been gagged. No commenting privelages on pics, profiles, bulletins. SHe still, for the time being, has the ability to post a bulletin. I tried and have even been blocked from doing that. I would appreciate if someone or a few someone's on my friend's list would cut and copy this entire blog and post it in a bulletin for me entitled PARIS YOU ARE NOT ALONE (REPOST) and someone make it sticky so it will stick around for 24 hours. I pay for VIC on here. Most people don't. SO obviously our money is of no use to Baby J. I guess he figures one person's money is no big deal. I guess freedom of speech is alive and well until you say something that rubs Baby J the wrong way. We are all suppose to be grown ups but yet if