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Blocking Empathic Pain
Does anyone know how to block empathic pain? Since visiting my sis whose empathic powers are stronger than mine I have noticed a distinct increase in the empathic pain I'm recieving. I know how to throw the pain away but its getting to be an almost constant thing. I'm learning also, how to help remove the pain from the person who is actually IN pain but I can't find anything on the web to help.

Questions?
What is real love? What is the meaning of love? How do U know u in love? Is the one u with your true love? Answer these questions if all your answers are Not wanting to be with out your baby,To love someone unconditionaly,if that person is all u think about,and yes they are then u r in true love.

Irritation
I feel as though I should get something off my chest. I honestly have no idea why I signed up for this website and am surprised I have yet to take myself off. First of all, the fact that nearly everyone has a fake picture as their main avatar is highly irritating. Why am I receiving massive amounts of junkmail practically begging me to "rate their pics" and whatnot? (Half of which are horrible pieces of "art" potraying really attractive Native Americans and wolves and shit. What's that about? You're just setting people up for disappointment.) Is there some sort of status quo that I'm not aware of? Negotiating with me by saying you'll rate my pics a 10 isn't going to change this. This comes to me as quite pathetic. I don't know you, nor do I care to if all you are here for is a popularity contest. And when I DO browse upon a woman who seems to be not all about the fake pictures and say hello, it's like she's too fucking good to respond. Secondly, this website is one giant internet eyeso

Turning 50
so here I am looking back a week after turning 50. Was it so bad, No Way. Do I feel over the hill, No Way. My how we change the way we see things as we get older. If you had asked me at 18 I would have veiwed 50 as ancient, yet here I am racing my bike, hanging out with other athletes my age and being amazed at how strong and healthy these athletes are here. I still have so much to look forward to. So much life to live. Thanks to all of my friends here and beyond to help me understand that we are young as we feel. Peter Pan was right: I might grow old, but I will never grow up. Rock on, 50 is grand. See you at the races I am getting ready for my second national event since turning 50 and I am ready to rock it out.

Loving You
I think about your smile. And all I do is cry. I think about your voice. And all of a sudden I die. I miss you more than ever. And I can't give up on you. I can't move on at all. And I don't even want to. You're still my everything. And my angel from above. The one who completes me. And the only one I love. You did what you had to do. You didn't have the choice at all. I can't stop thinking about you. Thinking maybe you will call. I continue to break down. Cause its the only thing I can do. I can't let go at all. And I can't stop loving you.

To All The Girls My Sister Sent Me This
Thank you each for holding my hand somewhere along the way when I was facing a wave of my own. I hope you will reach for my hand when your own wave threatens. All of us girls.. Old and young... Near and far... Hold special memories of good times we've shared. We've had our share of hard times when our friends were there to make us feel better. We've shared... our hearts our time our secrets our fears our hopes and our dreams. Let us never break the chain of friends! I am only as strong as the caffeine I drink, the hair spray I use and the girlfriends I have. Here's to you! Why do we only have parties f or each other when one of us gets married, pregnant, has a birthday, or retires? What would most of us do without our sisters, confidants, and shopping, lunching and traveling girlfriends? Let's celebrate each other for each other's sake! If you get this twice or more, you are lucky to have more than one girlfriend. Someone

Love And Sleep
Lying asleep between the strokes of night I saw my love lean over my sad bed, Pale as the duskiest lily's leaf or head, Smooth-skinned and dark, with bare throat made to bite, Too wan for blushing and too warm for white, But perfect-coloured without white or red. And her lips opened amorously, and said-- I wist not what, saving one word--Delight. And all her face was honey to my mouth, And all her body pasture to mine eyes; The long lithe arms and hotter hands than fire, The quivering flanks, hair smelling of the south, The bright light feet, the splendid supple thighs And glittering eyelids of my soul's desire.

I May Have Uterus Cancer
I went to the doctor yesterday and found out I may have uterus cancer. I'm so upset and scared, plus very very worried. I got to go in and get blood work done, and get a ultrasound. My doctor also wants to do a biopsy and I don't know anything about that. Will it hurt? Will I be awake or asleep? Is it like surgery? I have so many questions. Anouther reason I'm worried and scared is because cancer runs in my family. My mom had cervix cancer long time ago and lucky for her they caught it in the 0-1 stage. My grandma & my aunt are both breast cancer surviviors. I'm so upset cause I can't believe this is happing to me right now when my life is going good. My husband and I are getting closer each day as we have just overcomed his drug addiction and the domestic violence that was between us during that time as well. He has been clean and sober for almost 3yrs now. My kids are in counseling and doing really good overcoming the past problems w/ dad. My oldest daughter is in cheerle

Why Are Men Happier
Why Are Men Happier Men Are Just Happier People-- What do you expect from such simple creatures? Your last name stays put. The garage is all yours. Wedding plans take care of themselves. Chocolate is just another snack. You can never be pregnant. You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park. You can wear NO shirt to a water park. Car mechanics tell you the truth. The world is your urinal. You never have to drive to another petrol station toilet because this one is just too icky. You don't have to stop and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt. Same work, more pay. Wrinkles add character. Wedding dress £2000. Tux rental-£100. People never stare at your chest when you're talking to them. The occasional well-rendered belch is practically expected. New shoes don't cut, blister, or mangle your feet. One mood all the time. Phone conversations are over in 30 seconds flat. You know stuff about tanks. A five-day holiday requires only one suitcase. You

Understanding Life.....or Not
LIFE......................&.....................DEATH Current mood: numb Category: OVERWHELMED Blogging YOU KNOW THERE COMES A TIME WHEN WE ARE ALL YOUNG THAT WE SEEM TO FIND OUT WHAT THE TRUE MEANING OF LIFE REALLY IS....OR DO WE? I SIT HERE JUST ON THE 4TH OF JULY, OUR FRIENDS, OUR CO-WORKERS ALL OUT HAVING A FEW DRINKS ON THE LAKE, MINGLING FROM BOAT TO BOAT, FRIEND TO FRIEND HOW SHORT LIFE TRULY IS NEVER KNOWING WHEN IT MIGHT END YOU TOAST AND DRINK TO LIFE, LOVE, AND WHATEVER ELSE, BUT IN THE END ALL GOOD TIMES AND GREAT MEMORIES... YOU NEVER THINK THAT MAYBE THAT DRINK WILL BE YOUR LAST MEMORY, OR YOUR LAST LAUGH, OR THEIR LAST SMILE, SOME ARE FOLKS WE ONLY SEE EVERY ONCE IN AWHILE, THEN WE ALL PART AND GO OUR SEPERATE WAYS GIGGLING ABOUT THE NEXT BIG TOAST AND COUNTING THE DAYS, NEVER KNOWING OR THINKING SOMETHING WOULD EVER HAPPEN UNTIL THE NEXT TIME, HOWEVER THINGS CHANGE AND THE WORLD STOPS ON A DIME ACCIDENTS HAPPEN, PEOPLE ARE FRA

My Words
Some of you might take these words as words of encouragement, some might take them as hints to go away, some might understand that I need to get them out. The truth is I just want to be loved not smothhered and I want a chance to be happy and do what I want when I want and how I want to do it. I think i'm going to try to finish up my GED and go to Europe and study the food. Maybe i'll find happiness, maybe I won't because not everybody on this earth can be happy some just have to be miserable so that the people they really care about can be happy. I hope for all the people that I want to see happy, they find their happiness even if it's not with me, because they are so special that it would just break my heart to know they are unhappy.

Tuesday Pimpin
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Love
what each kiss means -Kiss on the stomach; I'm ready. -Kiss on the Forehead; I hope we're together forever. -Kiss on the Ear; You're my everything. -Kiss on the Cheek; We're friends. -Kiss on the Hand; I adore you. -Kiss on the Neck; We belong together. -Kiss on the Shoulder; I want you. -Kiss on the Lips; I love you. ____________________________________________________ What the gesture means... -Holding Hands; We definitely like each other. -Slap on the Butt; That's mine. -Holding on tight; I don't want to let go. -Looking into each other's Eyes; I just plain like you. -Playing with Hair; Tell me you love me. -Arms around the Waist; I like you too much to let go. -Laughing while Kissing; I am completely comfortable with you. ____________________________________________________ Advice; Don't ask for a kiss, take one. If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love. ____________________________________________________ Requirements

Things That Make You Go..hmmmm
hey yall, what's up? not much going on here. been tryin to stay busy lately since i aint got the internet back yet. once i do get it back i am gonna get dsl. that way i can be on the puter as long as i want i miss yall and cant wait to talk to everyone again. well i dont know what all to say except that i just wanted to say hi to yall. love always, amanda aka mandy xoxoxox

I Promise Myself To Carol Ann !
what each kiss means -Kiss on the stomach; I'm ready. -Kiss on the Forehead; I hope we're together forever. -Kiss on the Ear; You're my everything. -Kiss on the Cheek; We're friends. -Kiss on the Hand; I adore you. -Kiss on the Neck; We belong together. -Kiss on the Shoulder; I want you. -Kiss on the Lips; I love you. ____________________________________________________ What the gesture means... -Holding Hands; We definitely like each other. -Slap on the Butt; That's mine. -Holding on tight; I don't want to let go. -Looking into each other's Eyes; I just plain like you. -Playing with Hair; Tell me you love me. -Arms around the Waist; I like you too much to let go. -Laughing while Kissing; I am completely comfortable with you. ____________________________________________________ Advice; Don't ask for a kiss, take one. If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love. ____________________________________________________ Requirements

Metallica- Sad But True Lyrics
Hey I’m your life I’m the one who takes you there Hey I’m your life I’m the one who cares They, They betray I’m your only true friend now They, They’ll betray I’m forever there I’m your dream, make you real I’m your eyes when you must steal I’m your pain when you can’t feel Sad but true I’m your dream, mind astray I’m your eyes while you’re away I’m your pain while you repay You know it’s sad but true, sad but true You, You’re my mask You’re my cover, my shelter You, You’re my mask You’re the one who’s blamed Do, Do my work Do my dirty work, scapegoat Do, Do my deeds For you’re the one who’s shamed I’m your dream, make you real I’m your eyes when you must steal I’m your pain when you can’t feel Sad but true I’m your dream, mind astray I’m your eyes while you’re away I’m your pain while you repay You know it’s sad but true,sad but true I'm your dreams, I'm your eyes, I'm your pain I'm your dreams,I'm your dreams I'm your eyes,I'm your ey

We All Made It To Colo. Fine Shape
hey friends well i moved my shit from pittsburgh to colo. but it will be a few days till i have my shit together again so have a few brews and cigs legal or not for me and i'll get back with u asap.have a cousin hanging with a few more days and puter is in spare room where he is crashing so party on and tc all catch up soon

Metallica- One Lyrics
Metallica - One Lyrics I can't remember anything, Can't tell if this is true or dream, Deep down inside I feel to scream, This terrible silence stops it there Now that the war is through with me, I'm waking up, I cannot see, That there's not much left of me, Nothing is real but pain now Hold my breath as I wish for death, Oh please God, wake me Back in the womb it's much too real, In pumps life that I must feel, But can't look forward to reveal, Look to the time when I'll live Fed through the tube that sticks in me, Just like a wartime novelty, Tied to machines that make me be, Cut this life off from me Hold my breath as I wish for death, Oh please God, wake me Now the world is gone I'm just one, Oh God, help me hold my breath as I wish for death, Oh please God, help me Darkness, imprisoning me, All that I see, Absolute horror, I cannot live, I cannot die, Trapped in myself, Body my holding cell Landmine, Has taken my sight, Taken my

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somehwere i have never travelled, gladly beyond any experience,your eyes have their silence: in your most frail gesture are things which enclose me, or which i cannot touch because they are too near your slightest look easily will unclose me though i have closed myself as fingers, you open always petal by petal myself as Spring opens (touching skilfully,mysteriously)her first rose or if your wish be to close me,i and my life will shut very beautifully,suddenly, as when the heart of this flower imagines the snow carefully everywhere descending; nothing which we are to perceive in this world equals the power of your intense fragility: whose texture compels me with the colour of its countries, rendering death and forever with each breathing (i do not know what it is about you that closes and opens;only something in me understands the voice of your eyes is deeper than all roses) nobody,not even the rain, has such small hands

My Power Colour
Your Power Color Is Magenta At Your Highest: You energize yourself and push others to suceed. At Your Lowest: You feel frustrated and totally overwhelmed. In Love: You are suprised by who you attract. You're a love magnet. How You're Attractive: Open and free spirited, people want to explore the world with you. Your Eternal Question: "What is my next source of inspiration?" What's Your Power Color?

Becoming A Cherry...
HELLO THERE ALL, THIS BIG NERD. NEW TO THE CHERRY TAP WORLD. MOST SAY I WONT BE HERE LONG IF I RATE LOW. BUT IF YOU RATE EVERY1 HIGH, DONT YOU THINK YOUR BEING A LIL DISHONEST?. I MEAN MOST IN THE WORLD DONT SEE WHA EVERY1 ELSE SES IN OTHERS. THATS WHAT MAKES US AN INDIVDUAL PEOPLE.. OUR OWN PERSON. IF I RATE YOU LOW IT DONT MEAN YOU AINT COOL OR NADA, PLUS LOOKS ARENT ERRTHING. JUST ME HERE SPEAKIN MY MIND. I HOPE TO MAKE NICE FRIENDS HERE RATED 11 OR 10 OR 5 ETC.COME AT ME CORRECT AND YOU GET THE SAME RESPECT I GIVE MYSELF..CIAO

The Universe Has A Plan.
my horoscope for the day::: The universe has a plan. So do you. The question is, where do they coincide and where do they diverge? The truth is that the more you're aligned with your true purpose, the more the universe will support you. well. i need to find a like.... true purpose. i like getting high..... ahhhhhhhhhhh i love being young. someday ill grow up just not yet..... prolly around the time these people quite letting me get away with this stupid nullshit im pulling.... way too smart for my own good.

Omg....
I was just offered my own site to display my scrapbook pages and kits on. It is suck an honor. I couldn't believe it when they came to me and offered to host a site just for me because my kits are great they say! Now I need to come up with a LOGO and a site name... Anyone got any ideas????

My Dating Profile
Your dating personality profile:Liberal - Politics matters to you, and you aren't afraid to share your left-leaning views. You would never be caught voting for a conservative candidate.Adventurous - Just sitting around the house is not something that appeals to you. You love to be out trying new things and really experiencing life.Big-Hearted - You are a kind and caring person. Your warmth is inviting, and your heart is a wellspring of love.Your date match profile:Funny - You consider a good sense of humor a major necessity in a date. If his jokes make you laugh, he has won your heart.Adventurous - You are looking for someone who is willing to try new things and experience life to its fullest. You need a companion who encourages you to take risks and do exciting things.Intellectual - You seek out intelligence. Idle chit-chat is not what you are after. You prefer your date who can stimulate your mind.Your Top Ten Traits1. Liberal2. Adventurous3. Big-Hearted4. Sensual5. Intellectu

Furniture Showroom
You're the night manager in a furniture store and you're just closing for the night. You send all your employees home so you can do your walk through and the rest of your paperwork and hopefully get home at a decent hour. You start your walk through in the appliance department. You turn off the overhead lights as you walk around. Next you enter the living room furniture area, turning off the TVs as you walk around along with the lamps. You make your way over to the bedroom furniture area. As you make your way around, turning off the lights as you go. You come to the last bedroom arrangement of a canopy bed with black wispy curtains around it. You can see the silhouette of someone on the bed, as you get closer you notice the feminine curves. You call out that the store is closed for the night and she replies back to you in a soft, sultry voice that she's waiting for you. You walk to the side of the bed and pull the curtains off to the side. Your girlfriend is lying in the cente

.pondering.points..*.edit.*
It's that whole fate versus free-will argument again. Here's a nice compromise: They both play extremely important roles, but you have a much bigger say in creating your own reality than you previously believed. points to ponder... i'll have to expand on that thought process...but not right at this particular moment... cuz its the kind of thing where i need a lil solitude...n ya cant get that with rugrats sitting at the table with ya. *nod* ----------------------------------------- *edit* hmmmm creating my own reality eh? this is not the matrix. things are what they are. you can only alter your perception on them... it doesnt change what they are. *sings the facts of life* im not sure i buy the whole 'fate/destiny' saga. im more into...universal truths. ive never believed 'things happen for a reason' ive always believed its the biggest cop-out of humanity to spout lines of bullshit like that to attemp to make other people 'feel better' reality it...sometimes th

The Cost Of A Soldier
The Cost of a Soldier ..> ..> A True Soldier is tough indeed standing tall and strong when there is a need A Soldier also feels sadness, pain, and sorrow Sometimes not looking forward to the trials of tomorrow When a Soldier is wounded in battle the nerves of his buddies it does rattle When news reaches friends and family at home how their worries and minds begin to roam A wounded Soldier feels inadequate at best stopping him from much needed healing rest A wounded Soldiers wonders will he ever be alright, trusting in God that he'll make it through the night. When a Soldier is wounded far beyond repair the loss and pain felt can not compare The Cost of a Soldier is set so very high they assure our freedom will always apply To stand beside a Soldier and walk through his pain will humble a civilian, no longer to complain Love, patience, trust and hope is what a Soldier needs to get them through some very treacherous deeds Dear Lord please watch over ou

Soldier
The soldier boy was sitting calmly underneath that tree. As I approached it, I could see him beckoning to me. The battle had been long and hard and lasted through the night And scores of figures on the ground lay still by morning's light. "I wonder if you'd help me, sir", he smiled as best he could. "A sip of water on this morn would surely do me good. We fought all day and fought all night with scarcely any rest - A sip of water for I have a small pain in my chest." As I looked at him, I could see the large stain on his shirt All reddish-brown from his warm blood mixed in with Iraqi sand. "Not much", said he. "I count myself more lucky than the rest. They're all gone while I just have a small pain in my chest." "Must be fatigue", he weakly smiled. "I must be getting old. I see the sun is shining bright and yet I'm feeling cold. We climbed the hill, two hundred strong, but as we cleared the crest, The night exploded and I felt this small pain in my chest." "I lo

Freinds In Cherry Tap!
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To All My Friends
to all my friends i am in the process of moving and i'll be without net and access to a computer for a while idk when i'll be back but you have me til friday then i'm off i just wanty you all to know that ya's made it one helluva time while i been here and when i comeback i'm a show you all love and let ya hear the mixtape so thanx all one love ya boy holiday

Tempured
my own skin...doing me in the heat surfaces...harnessed from within simplistic standard...famous last word making a mockery of what I last heard is it in you? they ask little are known to grasp if they truly knew, They... if they truly knew they'd gasp 4 degrees of white over brown listening to the burning-flesh sound you call this pain? more like a walk in the rain I've burned before...so there's nothing more you can do you big gleaming source I hereby am a divorce from you...from the sanctity of your heat its charming that you let me stand on my feet amazed...flummoxed...perplexed that you haven't knocked me out onward I trek 6 degrees, white on top of brown I see you now you choose to go down after what's leftover of my facade painting the ocean cherry red I think it's kinda odd but to think right now..I think I need my head enough said this one kinda sux but I just lost myself for a min...

This Is The First!!!!! Lol
Someone's fast-talking ways and impeccable style bowl you over. Go ahead and let yourself get swept away in the whirlwind, but keep one foot on the ground. Sooner or later, you'll want your own life back.

Fucking Magical Huh?
Once you take away the rosy glow you've cast on this person, what's left? It's amazing what the clear light of day reveals. You're so magical yourself you just want other people to live up to your standards. Now, as some of you others may have seen this was my damn horoscope on here for the day. I' beginning to to see trend in these things . . . they all seem to say that us Leos just set ourselves up for disappointment . . . hehehe! That's ok though becasue sometimes the setting up is too much fun to pass up.

For Fun
ASK ME OUT whether ur single or not. whoever wants 2 go out with u will messege u saying "i would go out with you" repost this in 90 sec u will b surprised who replys 2 u. ps.must do even if ur taken Sex Facts Did you know? Sex is an instant cure for mild depression. It releases endorphins into the bloodstream, producing a sense of euphoria and leaving you with a feeling of well-being A lot of lovemaking can unblock a stuffy nose. Sex is a natural antihistamine. It can help combat asthma and hay fever. The earliest known illustration of a man using a condom during sexual intercourse is painted on the wall of a cave in France. It is dated between 12,000 and 15,000 years old. The first condoms in the US were made from vulcanized rubber in the 1870s. They were expensive and annoyingly thick and meant to be reused. In Texas it is illegal to sell a vibrator as anything other than a ‘novelty’. Only 17% of women are likely to have an orgasm during sex (Durex

If We Had Sex Game !!!!
IF WE HAD SEX GAME (Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out) DONT BE Skuured. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO REALLY WANTS BE WITH YOU. 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you make me say your name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would give me a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all ur clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick me all over? 13. Would you like 2 play or get straight to the point?14. Would you take ur time? 15. Would u fall asleep when we were done? 16. Would u go fast or slow? 17. Where would u wanna "do it"? 18 Would we be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i licked you? 20. Would you do it 2day? 21. Would you do it 2morrow? 22. Are you going to re-post these so I can answer them for you?

Horny
I am so Horny right now I could scream... A good bang last night a Fisting attempt *With no Success, Too Tight* It seems lately the better the sex the more I want MORE & MORE I just I cant control my cravings I WANT it SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO Badly!!! Every hour of every day it's all I think about "Fuckin", I Want to feel it here, I want it there, I want it everywhere, I NEVER can get enough.... Oh my & Pussy OMG I crave the taste I crave ramming my fingers inside a tight wet cunt... God do I crave it , It has been far too long since I've tasted Cunt...I miss it greatly ***Wink , Wink ..Ladies*** HELP!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Growing Stronger
the light at the end of the tunnel is where i find myself today searching for the good in everything looking at the glass as half full an aurora of happiness surrounds me the darkness i leave behind as i look into the future and take the mistakes of my past as a stepping stone toward the greatness that lies ahead in every aspect i wear my scars proudly as a reminder of whom ive become living my days with no more regrets the shell of a girl that lies behind has emerged a stong independent person willing to go out on the line and risk it all to find what i deserve taking it as it comes standing stronger each time this unknown feeling has shown through not understanding what it is but not doubting the good that has come from it no more second guessing myself holding back what i feel worried of what other people say i have to please who matters most only when i can love myself can i feel the true emotions this is the most amazing feeling ever!

Ok A Great Opportunity
The Other day i signed up to work from home heres the link http://www.themomteam.com/cgi-bin/mom.cgi?id=da529238&action=show I love it i already am making money i nkow it sounds like a scam but if it were iwould not have joined the company i only spent 14.50 to join so far we have great healthy products that are non- toxic di you know that leading baby shampoo has FORMALDAHYDE in it yes its found in baby shampoo now see my company sell bath products for babies-children and salon preformance shampoo we also sell yummy bath products for him or her ohh Do you love Candles we got em too Are you a person who loves to take vitamins or wants too well we sell them to can you believe it we also have cleaning products that the little wont have to be rushed into emergency for see every thing is made from TEA Tree Oil so like i said NON TOXIC so if you would like more info please feel free to email me at dawnroxit@hotmail.com or contact me through here i have appointments opening up all time if

Quiz.....
You have a sexual IQ of 133 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Red Hot Chili Peppers-universally Speaking
I saw your face Elegant and tired Cut up from the chase Still I so admired Bloodshot your smile Delicate and wild Give me she wolf style Rip right thru me [Pre-chorus] Silveretta the jets of a lifetime Go and get her ive got her on my mind Nothing better then feeling is so fine Simply put I saw love stream flow [Chorus] Come on baby 'cause cause there's no name for Give it up and I got what I came for Universally speaking Take it back and you make me nervous Nothing better then love and service Universally speaking Win in the long run I saw your crime Dying to get high Two of a kind Beat all hands tonight -------------------------- Love and service, sucka!

Poetry
Love what can i say but it pierces your heart and and soul. Leaving you empty and dark with no place to go. It can be thick but also thin. What i wouldn't do to feel that again. What have i done for it to leave me so blind. Why does it rush ahead leaving me behind. You would figure i would have no harm. Finding love but doesn't alarm. It is rough to love when it hurts the most. It seems like i walk through life as if i was a ghost. This is me left on the lonely road of faith that i walk. The world is cold and empty and love that we stalk. Could be too good to be true. But when you find the real thing what do we do. We embrace it with everything that we got. Our hearts give in at the feeling on the spot. Like i said why is love so blind. Makes it hard on all of us makes it hard to find. Why does it always like to stay hidden. It's like the fruit of eden always forbidden. But those of you that have found your true love you have my repsect. Makes me want another path

I Hate Stupid People
why is it that so many people on here cant read a profile. what people just cant take the extra couple seconds to see what it says or they just think ,hmm ill just rate and look at pics. i can say this i am on here alot. i love to chat with my friends and meet new people, but im not looking to hook up with anyone, and for the other idiots, out there, if you dont like your profile, dont go and copy some-one else's information or pictures to make your self look better. it only makes you look bad. stop the madness.

I'm A Drifter! It's Official
Well i been divorced for a year now and i've come to the conclusion that im a drifter. i can go where i want and work damn near anywhere cause of my profession, but not to say thatz a bad thing cause im loving it! right im in maine but hoping to go somewhere else in the near future! holla back and keep on drifting!

The Lover
Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist. Read your sign, then repost this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign and label. If u dont repost this, u will have bad luck for as long as it says in your description!! VIRGO: The Whore Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget. Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness.Great kisser. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost. SCORPIO: The lover Can be mean somtimes. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. The sexiest ever....Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

Linkin Park-pushing Me Away (live)
I've lied to you The same way that I always do This is the last smile That I'll fake for the sake of being with you (Everything falls apart even the people who never frown eventually break down) The sacrifice of hiding in a lie (Everything has to end you'll soon find we're out of time left to watch it all unwind) The sacrifice is never knowing Why I never walked away Why I played myself this way Now I see your testing me pushes me away Why I never walked away Why I played myself this way Now I see your testing me pushes me away I've tried like you To do everything you wanted to This is the last time I'll take the blame for the sake of being with you (Everything falls apart even the people who never frown eventually break down) The sacrifice of hiding in a lie (Everything has to end you'll soon find we're out of time left to watch it all unwind) The sacrifice is never knowing Why I never walked away Why I played myself this way Now I see your testing me

I Fought The Law, And The Law Won
Strutting around in my new fur boots, I spied a constable riding along the road in the pre-dawn twilight. After chatting with him, I decided to see how flame-retardant their armor is. Result: very. He didn't much appreciate being set ablaze, and killed me. Respawning, I tried a sneakier approach to exacting my revenge. Keeping out of sight, I snuck over to some boulders next to the road, waiting for my target. Once he had passed, I leveled my bow at his helmet, and a gratifying TWACK accompanied his tumble from the saddle. The constables have some quality armor, as he survived a direct shot to the back of the head. I ran in for the kill, only to find him angry over the dent in his helmet, and he promptly killed me. Respawning, I decided on the direct approach. My stategy was changed, however, when I accidentally pickpocketed him whilst creeping up to him. With some choice enraged words, he lept from the saddle, ready to spill my blood. Now I may be stubborn, or just obsessive-compulsiv

A Couple Things I Wrote And Some From My Fav Rock Star
allright here we go..... "Love me for my mind, not my body; But play with my body, not my mind, Seduce my mind and you, can have my body, Find my soul and, im yours forever." "When it hurts to look back, and your scared to look ahead, look beside you and ill be there... ........my friend." "If you find that thing you love, it doesnt necessarily matter whether, you do it well or not- you just need to do it!"

Stay Home Mom Wants To Work From Home
hello cherrytap mom's that stay home. i am in search for a job that i can do from home. i use to work for a marketing company that worked with the major phone companies. i didn't have to sell anything just had to ask the customer if they where pleased with there phone service. well i had a baby and i have been home with her since her birth and i want to make some type of income working from home. i have had no luck with any of these online stay home jobs. My question is Are there any jobs worth looking into that i can do from home on the net if so please leave a comment or a link that i can look into about a job thanks seejaykaygee live love laugh......always

Stupid U.s. Laws
-- In Bakersfield, California, anyone having intercourse with Satan must use a condom. (An asbestos one we presume.) -- In Oblong, Illinois, it's punishable by law to make love while hunting or fishing on your wedding day. -- In Minnesota, it is illegal for any man to have sexual intercourse with a live fish. (Apparently it's OK for woman.) -- No man is allowed to make love to his wife with the smell of garlic, onions, or sardines on his breath in Alexandria, Minnesota. If his wife so requests, law mandates that he must brush his teeth. -- Warn your hubby that after lovemaking in Ames, Iowa, he isn't allowed to take more than three gulps of beer while lying in bed with you -- or holding you in his arms. -- Bozeman, Montana, has a law that bans all sexual activity between members of the opposite sex in the front yard of a home after sundown -- if they're nude. -- In hotels in Sioux Falls, South Dakota, every room is required to have twin beds. And the beds must alw

Harry Potter
I have read the books, and seen all the movies so far. No worries I won't ruin any story lines for you, but I'm shocked at reading all the movie reviews that are now on yahoo.com . I've heard a mix of good and bad as with anything, but I'm always disappointed when they cut out little things that I feel would make the movie so much better, and I'm usually pissed off when they change certain elements of the movie as compared to the book. In this movie the 'snitch' those of you who've read the book will understand that; isn't the person you'd expect but is the person you'd least expect. I don't that thats cool. I work 3 til 11 so its kinda impossible for me to see the movie until the weekend, but I'm sure I'm going to love it. What do you guys think about Harry Potter, and are you going to line up for a midnight book release on the 21st of this month?

Bored A Questionare
1. WERE YOU NAMED AFTER ANYONE? i have no clue 2. WHEN WAS THE LAST TIME YOU CRIED? sat night 3. DO YOU LIKE YOUR HANDWRITING sometimes 4. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE LUNCH MEAT? Turkey 5. DO YOU HAVE KIDS? Yes, 2 daughters 6. IF YOU WERE ANOTHER PERSON WOULD YOU BE FRIENDS WITH YOU? Yes. I have been told i am a very caring person 7. DO YOU USE SARCASM ALOT? NO not me.. not at all 8. DO YOU STILL HAVE YOUR TONSILS Yes 9. WOULD YOU BUNG E JUMP? Yeppers 10. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE CEREAL? Frutie pebbles 11. DO YOU UNTIE YOUR SHOES WHEN YOU TAKE THEM OFF? no 12. DO YOU THINK YOU ARE STRONG? Yes 13. WHAT IS YOUR FAVORITE ICE CREAM? Chocolate 14. WHAT IS THE FIRST THING YOU NOTICE ABOUT PEOPLE? Their eyes and smile 15. RED OR PINK? Pink 16. WHAT IS THE LEAST FAVORITE THING ABOUT YOURSELF? i dunno.. i am pretty confident.. 17. WHO DO YOU MISS THE MOST my papa

Ending Faith
Questioning faith, I'm good at it. I'll play the devil's advocate and create a cold front from hell [[ if you withstand my oxymoron ]]. I love the books by Sam Harris that raise questions and are considered offensive to read. I recently went to borders and back in the religion section I picked up the book "The End of Faith" by Sam Harris then returned to buy his second book "Letter to a Christian Nation" I won't go into details from the books because there are so many. Instead I'll go into details of my own thoughts [[ boring yes ]]. I think that the christian religion is based off of several older religions. Mostly the pagen, buddhist, and hindu. Call me athiest or just a bitch but I am a pagen, I believe that after studying the pagen stories and religions for the past 6 years of my life I can easily compare heros to saints and several of the same plots in the story. I'm ending this now before I'm cussed out and hated even more. Cheerios!

Now This Is Teaching
You might want to have a tissue close at hand just in case.... Very touching story..... Back in September of 2005, on the first day of school, Martha Cothren, a social studies school teacher at Robinson High School in Little Rock, did something not to be forgotten. On the first day of school, with permission of the school superintendent, the principal and the building supervisor, she took all of the desks out of the classroom. The kids came into first period, they walked in, there were no desks. They obviously looked around and said, "Ms. Cothren, where's our desk?" And she said, "You can't have a desk until you tell me how you earn them." They thought, "Well, maybe it's our grades." "No," she said. "Maybe it's our behavior." She told them, "No, it's not even your behavior." And so they came and went in the first period, still no desks in the classroom. Second period, same thing, third period. By early afternoon television news crews had gathered in Ms. C

Ha!!! I Told You I Was 16 Once.
She did just like I used to do when my parents would fall asleep...she sped her little ass off. A 2 hour drive and she made it here in an hour!!! That's my girl...I mean shame on her...fuck it...she's here in once piece.

Do U Know How The Panama Canal Works?
panama canal connects pacific ocean and lantic ocean via a lake.... but the lake is higher then the sea level... see how it works... http://www.pancanal.com/eng/general/howitworks/como-tour1.html http://www.pancanal.com/eng/general/howitworks/como-funcion1.html

We Keep Family Close And Protect Them Like A Real Clubhouse,,, We Will Chase Ur Ass Down Till U Join
There's a NEW Lounge in town!!! Come check out Freedom Fighter's MC, where all are welcome!!! We have a full Staff, Music, Pool, and a Jaccuzi!!! Smoking Allowed~ We have Cubans & a fully stocked bar at all times!!! JUST CLICK THE PIC AND JOIN IN ON THE WILD RIDE!!!

What Is Lupus?
Lupus is an autoimmune disorder, in which antibodies mistakenly identify the body's tissues as foreign substances and attack them, causing infammation and pain. The disease most often strikes women in their childbearing years; only 10 percent of people with lupus are men. Lupus is a rare condition, but as with other autoimmune disorders, the number of incidents has been on the rise in recent year. There are two forms of Lupus, Discoid Lupus Erythematosus (DLE) and Systemic Lupus Erythematosus (SLE). The only symptom in DLE is a scaly red rash that spreads across the cheeks and the nose, and sometimes the forehead and the scalp. The rash is butterfly shaped or in a pattern much like a wolf's face, hence the name lupus, which means "wolf" in Latin. Suffers of SLE may also experience a rash, and their disease, like DLE, goes through periods of remission and activation, but the two disorders stop there. Systemic Lupus,as the name implies, affects not just the skin but the entire body. T

Am I Real? Hmm? Lets See....yes!
Hello friends, Some asshole named Holyone asked to be my friend this morning. I accepted him. He goes into my my pictures and looks at them and then proceeds to write me a message that says this: you and your pictures are false.. I don't believe this is u. If i try i find them on porn pages.Who did take. Why did take and why do you show them? What do you earn? You're account is admin's or something like that.. I don't believe. You can remove me from ur list... What a fucking asshole! Um, I am not paid by anyone to take my pictures or put them up! I do not have a fucking website with my pictures on them! I did not get my pictures off a porn site! This is me, all of me!!! The only folder that isn't me is folder A and I do not in any way pretend that those pictures are me. I have one folder that isn't me, they are porn pictures and a dozen more folders that are all of me. How could anyone not think this is me? I am totally naked, totally from head to toe me.

Melissa Auf Der Maur-followed The Waves
Feel me sneaking around again Am I hangin' around again? Can't you see? That my heart lies, my heart lies to you I followed the waves to you, I cannot see it through But my heart lies to you You’ll never have me true (I lie) Please don't, please don't make amends (Please don't, please don't make amends) See me, see me slip again (See me, see me slip again) Break my heart The cards of fate Seal the deal My heart lies, my heart lies to you I followed the waves to you, I cannot see it through But my heart lies to you You’ll never have me true I followed the waves to you, I cannot see it through But my heart lies to you I'll never stay with you I followed the waves to you, I cannot see it through But my heart lies to you You'll Never have me true Between my fire sighs and my burning eyes My heart burns wildly in his eyes He's just a drunken, gambling man Dealing with the hand of desire's thing I'm gonna shuffle his deck clean I'm gonna sh

Adult Relations
THE PICNIC... THE WARM SUNSHINE OF SPRINGTIME BARELY FILTERS THROUGH THE TREES AS YOU WALK DOWN THE TRAIL TO OUR MEETING SPOT. STILL COOL UNDER THE CANOPY OF LEAVES, YOU FIND YOURSELF PERSPIRING ANYWAYS. THE WALK IS PLENTY LONG ALBEIT BEAUTIFUL, WITH THE WILDFLOWERS BLOOMING AND THE STREAM SPLASHING DOWN THE ROCKS ALONG THE TRAIL. BUT THAT IS NOT WHY YOU ARE PERSPIRING. YOU ARE THINKING OF ME. THE STORIES I'VE TOLD ON LINE, SO SUGGESTIVE AND NAUGHTY. YOU ARE COMING TO MEET ME FOR THE FIRST TIME. YOU KNOW ENOUGH ABOUT ME, BUT IT IS MY DOMINANT SIDE THAT CALLS TO YOUR ANIMALISTIC DESIRES. YOU HAD WOKEN UP EARLY AFTER A NIGHT OF EROTIC DREAMS. YOU HAVE PREPARED YOURSELF PER MY INSTRUCTIONS AND NOW... YOU ARE MINUTES FROM FINALLY MEETING ME. YOU ARE LISTENING TO THE BIRDS SINGING AS YOU ROUND A BEND AND SEE MY MARKER DIRECTING YOU OFF THE MAIN TRAIL ONTO A THINNER PATH. ABOUT TWENTY PACES UP THIS PATH IT OPEN

Starfish Got Hammered!
I was working on my reef last night when I accidentally knocked my red knobby starfish down into my hammer coral. I was able to get the starfish away from the coral but not before it sustained some stings from the coral. Today it is all fucked up. Two of it's legs are all shriveled up. I'm hoping they will regenerate and it will be OK.

Don't Give Me Your Sympathy
Hours spent with you was Bliss Now their, Only wash-out heartache, I paid for every word you, Whispered Now their, Worn-out pieces of my life, Things I change if I know than, What I knew now, My every action, I regret, My judgment, All mistaken, I would take it all back, I give up, Before you would give in, I will not fight, But remember how you wronged me, Even now it's too late, Too far for, Mercy, Compassion, Pity, Pardoning, Forgiveness, I just don't need your, Sympathy &Understanding

Who's Your Friend?
I thought I had made some real great women freinds but I have learned this week that that is not so.....they thought I was using them and NEVER once asked me about it...Aren't freinds suppsoe to do that? I thought so but I guess not in this day and age. One woman i liked becaseu she always sounded awesome when another freind talked about her...I wanted to get ot know her...What happened I am not sure. She has not talked to me. The other I feel is a misunderstanding....Talk to me and lets settle this...I have spent an awful weekend becaseu I hurt two friends...I didn't mean ot hurt with carless words but please just talk ot me. I do not know what I am suppsoe to do here. I feel I am lost...What is wrong with making freinds? Does no one want to be friends with me becaseu of me and not becasue of WHO I know? I guess not...TO all who may read this....I love all my friends and I would die for each and everyone of them...don't shut out or bar something becasue it bothers you...as

Poetry
Not too sure what I was really thinking, I had just finished listening to a jazz song so perhaps my inspiration has come forth. anyways enjoy mates. Oh Cindy! I wish you'd send me a letter from Lindy when he flew across the atlantic all these years ago a soulful look from countries in-between cultures wars between families between lovers passion dying out, lust fading away lets hop a plane and head on out meet one another at lake in the sky Tallassee Tennessee Oh Cindy can it be true? have you left me my dear for paris, moulin, london too Send me a kiss one more time let it be known that you were my lover a lost love lost forever don't be my lost diamond I said you were the diamond in my eyes when I gave you the ring Fuck it now its a fueding lifestyle we were never meant to be oh Cindy, how could you do this to me.

Alien Ant Farm-these Days
Making all these waves and I wonder where the days went. I sit and think of you I Hope the feeling's mutual I'm seeing all you gave and It somehow don't seem even Close to what I'd do To break in two seems natural. These days are great, there's work to do Would you like to work with me? I'd love to work you These days are great and so are you I think it's something positive, and negative too Playing all these games and I wonder who's to blame it I sit and think it's you I'm sure the feelings mutual We're growing cold Its getting old We should have known it's over These days are great, there's work to do Would you like to work with me? I'd love to work you These days are great and so are you I think it's something positive, and negative too Ah ah ah ah ah We'll be a real team Ah ah ah ah ah We'll be a real team These days are great, there's work to do Would you like to work with me? I'd love to work you These days are great and so are you I think

Lord Help Us All
Since the Pledge of Allegiance and The Lord's Prayer are not allowed in most public schools anymore because the word "God" is mentioned.... a kid in Arizona wrote the attached NEW School prayer. Now I sit me down in school Where praying is against the rule For this great nation under God Finds mention of Him very odd. If Scripture now the class recites, It violates the Bill of Rights. And anytime my head I bow Becomes a Federal matter now. Our hair can be purple, orange or green, That's no offense; it's a freedom scene. The law is specific, the law is precise. Prayers spoken aloud are a serious vice. For praying in a public hall Might offend someone with no faith at all. In silence alone we must meditate, God's name is prohibited by the state. We're allowed to cuss and dress like freaks, And pierce our noses, tongues and cheeks. They've outlawed guns, but FIRST the Bible. To quote the Good Book makes me liable. We can elect a pregnant Senior Queen,

You Saved Me
Neon lights of green, yellow, pink, orange. Drugged lies from boys Throwing everything I still had By drowning it in liquids of blue or mixed in punch Thought I was soon to drop off the edge Then you showed up At first I thought I was just another pretty face Slowly I began to slip away You reached out your hand And for a moment I stopped, looking to my past Thinking was on a road broken promises and hollow lies Never to return But when you showed me I was all wrong I know I could make it through then with you Everything then faded with my moonlit life Smiling to myself I beginning to think All times I said "I love you" I never meant as I did when I said it to you As I start to rebuild myself I realize for I have a shoulder to cry on Still I dont think I'll have any reason For as much as I love you Thinking I never have to cry as long as I love you

Hilarity
The attached is an actual letter that was sent to a bank by a 96 year-old.......woman. The bank manager thought it amusing enough to have it published in the New York Times. she must be one feisty lady!!! To whom it may concern; I am writing to thank you for bouncing my check with which I endeavored to pay my plumber last month. By my calculations, three nanoseconds must have elapsed between his depositing the check and the arrival in my account of the funds needed to honor it. I refer, of course, to the automatic monthly transfer of funds from my modest savings account, an arrangement which, I admit, has been in place for only thirty-one years. You are to be commended for seizing that brief window of opportunity, and also for debiting my account $30 by way of penalty for the inconvenience caused to your bank. My thankfulness springs from the manner in which this incident has caused me to rethink my errant financial ways. I noticed that whereas I personally att

A Request For Prayers And A Favor
I just want to ask everyone who reads this topray for my mother. Last week she was diagnosed with stage 4 small cell lung cancer. It is terminal and they don't think she'll have more than a year or so. Shes 47. I am not going to preach about not smoking because it's not my place. I've sucked down a bit of smoke myself between fighting fires and the occasional good cigar. All I ask is for any smokers and fire eaters get your blood tests done every few years just incase. If they do find something, maybe you'll be lucky enough to have caught it early.

Everone Winnz
ARE YOU TIRED OF BOMBING YOUR PIC AND GETTING TRIRD PLACE AND NOT WINNING ANYTHING FOR IT? LETS TRY SOMETHING NEW!!!! I HAVE NOT SEEN IT DONE, BUT IF IT HAS LETS DO IT AGAIN. I WILL BE RUNNING TWO CONTEST AT THE SAME TIME. THE FIRST WILL BE 3 DAY BLAST TOO EVER ONE THAT ENTERS AND BOMBS 10,000 COMMITS NO TIME LIMIT!!!! ENTER ANY TIME YOU WANT OR QIUT ANY TIME YOU WANT!!! THE SECOUND CONTEST WILL BE FOR A 7 DAY BLAST OR ONE MONTH VIC!!! ONLY THE FIRST 20 THAT ENTER!!! AND COMMIT BOMB 20,000 COMMITS!!! IT WILL BE THE SAME NO TIME LIMIT!!!!! JUST HOW BAD DO YOU WANT ONE!!IT CAN BE SOMETHING FAST OR IT COULD BE SOMETHING THAT MIGHT TAKE SOME A MONTH. I WANT EVER ONE TOO WIN AND EVERONE TOHAVE FUN THIS WAY THERE IS NOBODY GETS LEFT OUT!!! HERES A SHOURT CUT TO MY PAGE JUST SEED ME A LINK TO THE PIC YOU WANT IN THE CONTEST OR IN BOTH IF YOU WANT THATS KEWL!!!!! YES YOU READ THAT RIGHT EVERBODY CAN BE IN BOTH CONTEST. NO FISRT PLACE NO SEC PLACE EVERBODY IS A WINNER.

Go Figure
Two ladies talking in heaven: 1st woman: Hi! My name is Wanda. 2nd woman: Hi! I'm Kelly. How'd you die? 1st woman: I froze to death. 2nd woman: How Horrible! 1st woman: It wasn't so bad. After I quit shaking from the cold, I began to get warm & sleepy, and finally died a peaceful death. What about you? 2nd woman: I died of a massive heart attack. I suspected that my husband was cheating, so I came home early to catch him in the act. But instead, I found him all by himself in the den watching TV. 1st woman: So, what happened? 2nd woman: I was so sure there was another woman there somewhere that I started running all over the house looking. I ran up into the attic and searched, and down into the basement. Then I went through every closet and checked under all the beds. I kept this up until I had looked everywhere, and finally I became so exhausted that I just keeled over with a heart attack and died. 1st woman: Too bad you didn't look in the freezer---we'd both still be alive

Walking Into The Light
After all the madness and mayhem I finally am happy. Although I still have some sadness. I was praying and God finally granted me some kind of break. I got my license back and I am so going to screw so whore over. YES payback is a bitch. And I am happy because I know I am beautiful both inside and out. So fuck all the shallow bitchs who do not see past skin. I really could care less what anyone thinks anymore.

The Cost Of A Soldier
The Cost of a Soldier A True Soldier is tough indeed standing tall and strong when there is a need A Soldier also feels sadness, pain, and sorrow Sometimes not looking forward to the trials of tomorrow When a Soldier is wounded in battle the nerves of his buddies it does rattle When news reaches friends and family at home how their worries and minds begin to roam A wounded Soldier feels inadequate at best stopping him from much needed healing rest A wounded Soldiers wonders will he ever be alright, trusting in God that he'll make it through the night. When a Soldier is wounded far beyond repair the loss and pain felt can not compare The Cost of a Soldier is set so very high they assure our freedom will always apply To stand beside a Soldier and walk through his pain will humble a civilian, no longer to complain Love, patience, trust and hope is what a Soldier needs to get them through some very treacherous deeds Dear Lord please watch over our Milit

Drittes Auge Blinde Überbrücker-lyriken
Ich wünsche, daß Sie von dieser Leiste mein Freund zurücktreten würden, Sie konnten mit allen Lügen, das durchschneiden, das Sie innen gelebt haben, Und wenn Sie nicht mich wieder sehen möchten, würde ich verstehen. Ich würde verstehen. Der verärgerte Junge, eine Spitze zu geisteskrank, Über geheimen Schmerz gefrieren, Sie wissen, daß Sie nicht gehören, Sie sind das erste, zum zu kämpfen, Sie sind die laute Weise zu, Sie sind der Blitz des Lichtes, auf einem Beerdigung Abschirmrahmen Ich weiß etwas falsch, Brunnen jeder, das ich weiß, hat einen Grund, sagen, setzen Sie die Vergangenheit weg, Ich wünsche, daß Sie von dieser Leiste mein Freund zurücktreten würden, Sie konnten mit allen Lügen durchschneiden, Daß Sie innen gelebt haben, Und wenn Sie nicht mich wieder sehen möchten, Ich würde verstehen, Ich würde verstehen. Und wohl ist er auf der Tabelle, und er wird gegangen, um zu kodieren, Und ich denke nicht, daß jedermann weiß, Was sie hier tun, Und Ihre Fr

Ever Just Sit...
I sit in this cold and lonely room, tormented by my never ending doom. See there really nothing is left for me, in a world that just wont let me be. Ever just sit and wonder what people want from you? or why GOD made my eyes green and sometimes blue? If I cant be who I want to be, then why am I really here. Pondering going to the store and just getting trashed on beer. Dude, stop being so serious all the time. Well I have reached into life and now is my prime. Still I am not where I want to be or even close, Had a bottle of pills, but I took my last dose. I know we all have our good and bad days, and sometimes I cant see through all of the haze. People like me just get up and have to try, for today I am just that regular guy.

Zeitgeist Movie
http://zeitgeistmovie.com/ Now, this is a very interesting movie. And I have Egyptian tattoos, I know about Ancient Egypt, and yes, Jesus is just a Sun God. Horus was born of a virgin on the 25th of December, had a star in the east, said star was followed by 3 kings, ect ect. Just watch the movie. Let the sunshine let the sun shine in the SUN'S SHINING.

What Is Sjogren's Syndrome?
Sjogren's {Pronounced SHOW-grins) syndrome is a chronic autoimmune inflammatory disease in which moisture-producing glands are damaged, significantly decreasing the quantity and quality of saliva and tears. The disease was first identified by Swedish physician, Henrik Sjogren, in 1933. Although the hallmark symptoms are dry eyes and dry mouth, Sjogren's also may cause dysfunction of other organs, affecting the kidneys, gastrointestinal system, blood vessels, lungs, liver, pancreas, and nervous system. Patients may experience extreme fatigue, and joint pain and have a higher risk of lymphoma. Sjogren's is one of the most prevalent autoimmune disorders, striking as many as 4,000,000 Americans. Nine out of ten patients are women. This and Lupus is a disease that I and many others suffer, please check out the website, you can either click on the link which is on my front page or go to wwww.sjogrens.org Thank you! www.sjogrens.org My next blog will be on Lupus

What Each Kiss Means..
what each kiss means: -Kiss on the stomach; I'm ready. -Kiss on the Forehead; I hope we're together forever. -Kiss on the Ear; You're my everything. -Kiss on the Cheek; We're friends. -Kiss on the Hand; I adore you. -Kiss on the Neck; We belong together. -Kiss on the Shoulder; I want you. -Kiss on the Lips; I love you. ____________________________________________________ What the gesture means... -Holding Hands; We definitely like each other. -Slap on the Butt; That's mine. -Holding on tight; I don't want to let go. -Looking into each other's Eyes; I just plain like you. -Playing with Hair; Tell me you love me. -Arms around the Waist; I like you too much to let go. -Laughing while Kissing; I am completely comfortable with you. ____________________________________________________ Advice; Don't ask for a kiss, take one. If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love. ____________________________________________________ Requiremen

My Horosope For The Day
It's a turning point for you right now, so make sure you're paying attention -- the next move you make could take you far or set you back. Your life needs lots of attention to leap over this next hurdle. Gotta wonder if it aint true or not

Paradise Lost-permanent Solution
For The End, The Time I'm Feeling Host And I'm Turning It Around For You Lord I Feel I Tried Much More Than Most And I've Done The Things I Wanted To It's That Useless Contribution That Leads To A Solution For Me You Don't Need To Search For Answers Or Hide Behind Romances Again.. For That Very Sign To Leave This World And I'm Turning It Around For You On The Edge Of Life It Seems So Low And You've Done The Things You Wanted To.... It's That Finer Concentration Of Total Liberation For Me And The More That I Believe In The Less That I'm Receiving Instead.. It's That Useless Contribution That Leads To A Solution For Me You Don't Need To Search For Answers Or Hide Behind Romances Again.. It's That Finer Concentration Of Total Liberation For Me And The More That I Believe In The Less That I'm Receiving Instead.. ------------------------

Driving It Long
time for another installment in my ever growing series. hope y'all enjoy! ----------------------------------------------------- Here we are walking hand in hand through Schenley Park, around 11:00 at night. I am wearing my favorite khaki shorts and an orange polo shirt, sandals on my feet. You are in your usual 'out-on-the-town' uniform of a short, black skirt and white tank top, your red-lace bra showing through. In deference to the heat, you have forsaken you normal thigh-highs and are carrying your heels, since we are currently walking the middle of the ninth fairway. Taking your hand in mine, I pull you to me and kiss you deeply, my tongue first running over your lips and then as you lean into me, slipping between them. Our tongues dance between our mouths for awhile until we grudgingly break the kiss to spread the blanket I've been carrying. "Are you sure we'll be safe here?" you ask in a whisper. "Not really, but that's half the fun. We'll just have to take the chance

Sound Familiar ? (lol)
'I'M GOING FISHING' Means: 'I'm going to drink myself dangerously stupid, and stand by a stream with a stick in my hand, while the fish swim by in complete safety.' 'IT'S A GUY THING' Means: 'There is no rational thought pattern connected with it, and you have no chance at all of making it logical'. 'CAN I HELP WITH DINNER?' Means: 'Why isn't it already on the table?' 'UH HUH,' 'SURE, HONEY,' OR 'YES, DEAR...' Means: Absolutely nothing. It's a conditioned response. 'IT WOULD TAKE TOO LONG TO EXPLAIN' Means: 'I have no idea how it works.' 'I WAS LISTENING TO YOU. IT'S JUST THAT I HAVE THINGS ON MY MIND.' Means: 'I was wondering if that redhead over there is wearing a bra.' 'TAKE A BREAK HONEY, YOU'RE WORKING TOO HARD'. Means: 'I can't hear the game over the vacuum cleaner.' 'THAT'S INTERESTING, DEAR.' Means: 'Are you still talking?' 'YOU KNOW HOW BAD MY MEMORY IS.' Means: 'I remember the theme song to 'F Troop', the address of the first gi

Cute Little Computer Symbols Called "emoticons"
We all know those cute little computer symbols called "emoticons," where: : ) means a smile and : ( is a frown. Sometimes these are represented by : - ) : - ( Well, how about some "ASSICONS?" Here goes: (_!_) a regular ass (__!__) a fat ass (!) a tight ass (_*_) a sore ass {_!_} a swishy ass (_o_) an ass that's been around (_x_) kiss my ass (_X_) leave my ass alone (_zzz_) a tired ass (_E=mc2_) a smart ass (_$_) Money coming out of his ass (_?_) Dumb Ass You have just been e-mooned!

Downfall
Fear in me so deep It gets the best of me In the fear I fall Here it comes Face to face with me Here I stand Hold back so no one can see I feel these wounds step down, step down Am I breaking Can I break away Push me away Make me fall Just to see another side of me Push me away You can see what I see The other side of me Fall back on me And I'll be the strength I need To save me now Just come face to face with me Stay in place You'll be the first to see Me heal these wounds Can I break away Push me away Make me fall Just to see another side of me Push me away You can see what I see The other side of me

I Have Some News For You!
Well, I am very very very happy to announce that my husband and I are expecting again! It has been an absolute rollercoaster the past two to three years. We have wanted a second child soooo bad! After 14 months of trying,charting and fertility drugs I finally got pregnant last year, only to lose my baby at 7 weeks. This was in June of 2006. This time we weren't even trying so it came as a complete surprise! A great surprise, but a surprise none-the-less. I am high risk right now. I am only 6 and a half weeks along and I'm very scared. If you guys could pray or just send some positive thoughts my way, I would greatly appreciate it. I go in every week to the doctor for bloodwork and ultrasounds until they get me into my second tri-mester. Once I am there, I think I can finally stop holding my breath and become a little more attached and excited. Anyways, I know that a lot of you have been wondering why I haven't been on near as much and this is the reason. I just wanted to

Sonnet
If thou must love me... (Sonnet 14) If thou must Love me[Sonnet 14] by Elizabeth Barrett Browning If thou must love me, let it be for nought Except for love's sake only. Do not say, "I love her for her smile—her look—her way Of speaking gently,—for a trick of thought That falls in well with mine, and certes brought A sense of pleasant ease on such a day"— For these things in themselves, Belovèd, may Be changed, or change for thee—and love, so wrought, May be unwrought so. Neither love me for Thine own dear pity's wiping my cheeks dry: A creature might forget to weep, who bore Thy comfort long, and lose thy love thereby! But love me for love's sake, that evermore Thou mayst love on, through love's eternity.

Your Thoughts On Heroes Selling Drugs
YA KNOW WHAT REALLY PISSES ME OFF MORE THEN ANYTHING IS TO SEE A COP OR FIREMAN OR ANY TYPE OF AMERICAN HEROES GET BUSTED FOR SELLING JUST THIS MORNING IN MY LOCAL NEWSPAPER I READ ABOUT A COP GETING BUSTED FOR SELLING DRUGS IT MAKES ME SICK THESE ARE SUPPOSE TO BE OUR PROTECTORS COME ON PEOPLE. THESE FUCKERS THAT DO THIS SHOULD BE HUNG BY THEIR BALLS AND LOCKED AWAY FOR LIFE THEY SHOULD STRIP THEM DOWN AND BEAT THEM LIKE THEY HAVE NEVER HAD A BEATING BEFORE I HAVE NO RESPECT FOR THESE FUCKERS LIKE THIS IF THEY HOLD A SPOT IN LAW ENFORCEMENT OR ANYTHING THAT PERTAINS TO SAVING AN PROTECTING LIVES THEY SHOULD BE STONED TO DEATH BECAUSE ITS OUR CHILDREN WHO BUY THIS SHIT AN ENDS UP GETTING THEM HOOKED OR EVEN DEAD. I HEARD ABOUT SOMEONE DOING THIS AWHILE BACK AND THEY GOT BUSTED WELL YOU KNOW WHAT ITS SAD BECAUSE THEY GOT NOTHEN OUT OF THE DEAL WHEN IN FACT THEY SHOULD HAVE BEEN LOCKED UP. I HAVE NO RESPECT FOR ANY MAN OR WOMAN WHO DOES THIS. I GOT A FEW WORDS FOR ANYONE THAT DOES THIS S

How Do Love Thee
How do I love thee? Let me count the ways. I love thee to the depth and breadth and height My soul can reach, when feeling out of sight For the ends of Being and ideal Grace. I love thee to the level of everyday’s Most quiet need, by sun and candle-light. I love thee freely, as men strive for Right; I love thee with the passion put to use In my old griefs, and with my childhood’s faith. I love thee with a love I seemed to lose With my lost saints,--I love thee with the breath, Smiles, tears, of all my life!--and, if God choose, I shall but love thee better after death my most faverite poem by Elizabeth barreth Browning...

Stop Animal Abuse! (graphic Pictures)
How would you like it to be whacked hard over the head as a "sport"!? Norway and Canada have a new kind of tourism. Killing baby seals. They call it a "sport".. You want to call this a sport ? Is he a sportsman? Why? You're our only hope !!! This barbarism shouldnt be possible in our society.. Dont turn your back on us, we are defenseless I know these images seem painful for you, but we feel the pain. We are being slaughtered and its going on RIGHT NOW... What gives him the right to kill us? Who is he to decide about life and death? What kind of sport is this? I didnt harm anyone. I was just swimming around.. Please help me and my friends... You cant just ignore these images.. Keeping silent and doing nothing makes you guilty... Please help us Please dont leave us alone... STOP THE KILLING OF SEALS You can make a statement by reposting this to get as many peopl

Sonnet X1v
Sonnet XIV If thou must love me, let it be for nought Except for love's sake only. Do not say I love her for her smile--her look--her way Of speaking gently,--for a trick of thought That falls in well with mine, and certes brought A sense of ease on such a day-- For these things in themselves, Belovèd, may Be changed, or change for thee,--and love, so wrought, May be unwrought so. Neither love me for Thine own dear pity's wiping my cheek dry,-- A creature might forget to weep, who bore Thy comfort long, and lose thy love thereby! But love me for love's sake, that evermore Thou may'st love on, through love's eternity. -- Elizabeth Barrett Browning

How Many People Don't Kno U?
* . . About You . . * Eye Color:: brown Hair Color:: blondish brown Height:: 5'2 Favorite Color:: babii blue and pink Screen Name:: gr33nguppy420 Favorite Band:: ne Favorite Movie:: cellular Favorite Show:: ne thing in particular Your Car:: 2003 firebird Your Hometown:: springfield Your Present Town:: don't have one just visiting Your Crushes First Name:: don't have one yet Your Grade:: graduated Your Style:: ne thing i wanna be at the moment * . . Have You Ever . . * Sat on your rooftop?: yes Kissed someone in the rain?: yes Danced in a public place?: yes Smiled for no reason?: yes all the time Laughed so hard you cried?: yup Peed your pants after age 8?: hell no Written a song?: all the time Sang to someone for no reason?: yup Performed on a stage?: yup well for school Talked to someone you don't know?: of course thats how u make friends Gone out of your way to befriend someone?: yup and got stabbed in t

Child Taken Too Soon
SHELDEAN HUMAN - A YOUNG GIRL TAKEN TOO SOON Current mood: sad Category: Life Sheldean Human, a seven year old girl that was abducted just over two weeks ago just a few blocks from where I live. A country united this past weeks to search for a little girl that we hoped would be alive. Unfortunately this was not to be. Her lifeless body was found on Monday evening just a few hundred metres from the main road that I drive on to go to work and back everyday. The guilt of now knowing that she was so close is overwhelming. My son is just a bit older than her and their schools are close by. The grief that I felt when I heard that she had been found was too much to bear. On Tuesday morning, as usual, I drove past the spot where she was found. This time it was different. A newspaper headline was posted up on on the street lamp just opposite the site with her picture and a caption: Sheldean found dead. I cried uncontrollably all the way to work. For the rest of the day t

Stronger
Can you save me or will you fail me now it's almost over cause your fading out again... Will you break me or while you hold me down I will escape you and I'll I'll push you closer to the ground Cause your the one that's going down and I am stronger now Since you crawled away your so far away And I am stronger now since you crawled away Never gunna save me you just shut me out and now it's over cause I'm stepping out again Never gunna break me Just try to hold me down I will escape you And I'll push you closer to the ground You wanna tear me down you wanna hold me down you can't control me now you cannot take me out you cannot save me now because I'm stronger now

Sweet Surrender
Oh, that I were able to drink from the cup of passion and desire, That I could extinguish the fires which burn deep in my lions Which consume me as I gaze upone your flawless beauty, One sip from this cup would satisy the lust which coursesthrough my vains, But as my heart struggles with this i lift the chalis of love to my lips and drink greedly, The necture of the Gods which lies within awaken my senses, as our souls become one I am consumed by your entoxicating aroma, the sily smooth feel of your skin, the taste of your sweet lips, the soft moans of passion as I look into your eyes, lost forever in the sweet embrace of love. Yes the cup of passion and desire would satisfy but the chalis of love transends the moment into eternity were our souls are joined in a bond as one forever.

Daddy's Poem
Daddy's Poem Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare. Each of them was searching, a man who wasn't there.

Parting Ways
WHATS UP EVERYONE....I HAVE SOME THINGS I NEED TO TALK ABOUT AND THERES TO MANY OF YOU TO SEND MESSAGES OUT SO I'LL DO IT IN THIS BLOG....EVERYONE OF YOU HAS MADE MY TIME HERE SO GREAT AND I'VE MADE SO MANY GREAT FRIENDS HERE BUT I THINK IT'S TIME I MOVE ON AND WORK ON SOME PERSONAL THINGS IN MY LIFE SO I THINK IT'S BEST IF I PARTED WAYS ON CT I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS HERE AND IF I DESIDE TO STAY I'LL DELETE THIS BLOG BUT FOR NOW IT'S SOMETHING I JUST MIGHT DO IF YOU HAVE ANYTHING TO SAY ABOUT IT PLEASE FEEL FREE TO HIT MY SHOUTBOX... THANK YOU

Parting Ways
WHATS UP EVERYONE....I HAVE SOME THINGS I NEED TO TALK ABOUT AND THERES TO MANY OF YOU TO SEND MESSAGES OUT SO I'LL DO IT IN THIS BLOG....EVERYONE OF YOU HAS MADE MY TIME HERE SO GREAT AND I'VE MADE SO GREAT FRIENDS HERE BUT I THINK IT'S TIME I MOVE ON AND WORK ON SOME PERSONAL THINGS IN MY LIFE SO I THINK IT'S BEST IF I PARTED WAYS ON CT I LOVE ALL MY FRIENDS HERE AND IF I DESIDE TO STAY I'LL DELETE THIS BLOG BUT FOR NOW IT'S SOMETHING I JUST MIGHT DO IF YOU HAVE ANYTHING TO SAY ABOUT IT PLEASE FEEL FREE TO HIT MY SHOUTBOX... THANK YOU

The Freak In Bed
Below are true descriptions of zodiac signs, with traits from a book written 35 years ago by an astrologist predictionist. Read your sign, then repost this in a new bulletin with your zodiac sign and label. If u dont repost this, u will have bad luck for as long as it says in your description!! VIRGO: The Whore Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget. Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness.Great kisser. 7 years of bad luck if you do not repost. SCORPIO: The lover Can be mean somtimes. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. The sexiest ever....Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do not repost.

Dont Go W/o Me...
the poem for you kiki[Ej].... Don't go without me. Dancing in ecstasy you go my soul of souls- Don't go without me Laughing with your friends you enter the garden- Don't go without me. Don't let the sky turn without me. Don't let the moon shine without me. Don't let the earth spin without me. Don't let the days pass without me. The two worlds are joyous because of you. Don't stay in this world without me. Don't go to the next world without me. Don't let your eyes look without me. Don't let your tounge speak without me. Don't let your hands hold without me. Don't let your soul stir without me. Moonlight reveals the sky's bright face. I am the light, you are the moon- Don't rise without me The thorn is protected by the rose! You are the rose, i am the thorn- Don't show your beauty without me. Some call you love, I call you the King of Love. You are be

True Friends!
Feel good when somebody Miss u. Feel better when somebody Loves u. But feel best when somebody never forgets u. A friend is sweet when its new….but it is sweeter when its TRUE! But u know what? Its sweetest when its you. Flowers need sunshine, violets need dew, all angels in heaven know I need u. years may fly, tears may dry, but my friendship with u will never die. One day u will ask me: What is more important to you, me or your life? I will say: my life… You will walk away from me without knowing that U R MY LIFE!!! A friend gives hope when life is low, a friend is a place when you have nowhere to go, a friend is honest, a friend is true. A friend is precious a friend is u. If kisses were water, I will give u sea. If hugs were leaves, I will give u a tree.If u luv a planet, I will give u a galaxy, if friendship is life I will give u mine. People live People die People Laugh People Cry Some give up Some will try Some say hi Some say bye Others may forget YOU but neve

Price To Play
Failed to see, How destructive we can be. Taking without giving back, 'Til the damage can be seen, Can you see? Can you see? The more you take, The more you blame, But everything still feels the same. The more you hurt, The more you strain, The price you pay to play the game, Then all you see, And all you gain, And all you step on with no shame, There are no rules, No one to blame, The price you pay to play the game. Apathy, the chosen way to be, Blindly look the other way, While you waste away with me, Can you see? Can you see? The more you take, The more you blame, But everything still feels the same. The more you hurt, The more you strain, The price you pay to play the game, Then all you see, And all you gain, And all you step on with no shame, There are no rules, No one to blame, The price you pay to play the game. What you pay to play the game?

For All My Friends/family/fans
I received this from a dear friend this morning and thought I should share! This is for all my friends/family/fans, although I think most of you know how I feel about your presence in my life, lol! Just wanted to make sure I reached all of you! Love, hugs, and blessings for all of you! Muahz! One morning you will never wake up, do all your friends know you love them? I was thinking...I could die today, tomorrow or next week, and I wondered if I had any wounds needing to be healed, friendships that needed rekindling or three words needing to be said. Let every one of your friends know you love them. Even if you think they don't love you back, you would be amazed at what those three little words and a smile can do. And just in case GOD calls me home before I see you again....... I LOVE YA!!! Send this to at least 8 people you care about and send it back to the person Who sent it to you Live today to the fullest because tomorrow is not a promise!!! We are Friends

Calling
Your face is burned inside my brain I lost my way Your taste, a stamp flows through my veins The cost of hate ‘Cause you’ll never understand me You want me to stay You’re calling but I can’t hear you I’m not listening anymore You’re subject to falling but I can’t save you I don’t see you anymore The race of slowing down the pain, I found a way The pace of speaking so mundane, the sound of gain But you’ll never make me happy So I’ve extinguished the flame You’re calling, but I cant hear you I’m not listening anymore You’re subject to falling, but I can’t save you I don’t see you anymore And what you want me to say I’ll never say You’re playing the game that I’ll never play So what do you want from me? Now I’ve extinguished the flame

Love And Flaws
Love and Flaws - an open forum Current mood: contemplative Category: Romance and Relationships Flaws... We all have them! They are a small part of what makes each of us unique. Whether we realize them ourselves or someone points them out to us, there comes a time in all our lives when we are faced with the reality and existence of our own imperfections. Where they stem from varies in their nature. Some stem from insecurity, some from naivety, others from flat out stubbornness, but all are undoubtedly blemishes within us that can affect our relationships. Here are a few of my flaws. Some are silly, others quite serious. I've decided to share these few with you because I feel they are flaws that have or will create problems in my relationships. 1. I'm messy! After I'm finished getting ready for work in the morning, my bedroom looks like a tornado hit! I get home from work and my purse and/or jacket is flung on the dining room table. At the end of the week my work cl

Advice
what each kiss means -Kiss on the stomach; I'm ready. -Kiss on the Forehead; I hope we're together forever. -Kiss on the Ear; You're my everything. -Kiss on the Cheek; We're friends. -Kiss on the Hand; I adore you. -Kiss on the Neck; We belong together. -Kiss on the Shoulder; I want you. -Kiss on the Lips; I love you. ____________________________________________________ What the gesture means... -Holding Hands; We definitely like each other. -Slap on the Butt; That's mine. -Holding on tight; I don't want to let go. -Looking into each other's Eyes; I just plain like you. -Playing with Hair; Tell me you love me. -Arms around the Waist; I like you too much to let go. -Laughing while Kissing; I am completely comfortable with you. ____________________________________________________ Advice; Don't ask for a kiss, take one. If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love. ____________________________________________________ Requirements

Weight Loss
Several months ago, I entered a "Biggest loser" contest at the local World Gym. The contest was 12 weeks long. After 12 weeks, I weighed in at 199 pounds, I had lost over 50 pounds, and yes, I won. :) It really is simple, and anyone can do it. You take in less calories than you burn, and you will lose weight. Take in more than you burn and you will gain weight. I ate small portions several times during the day and did 30 to 60 minutes of cardio each day. The contest is over, and I am no longer concerned with losing weight. I still am interested in remaining healthy and reducing my body fat while increasing lean muscle, and have modified my eating and exercise habits to help me achieve my new goal. If those actors in "300" can do it, why can't I? :P

Still Need Contest Help...attention All Earth Angels!
Headed off to work, but I'll be back later this afternoon! I hope while I'm gone that everyone will come in and drop some bomb comments on my contest pict. 1531 comments more to take over 5th place! COME ON GUYS...I KNOW YOU CAN DO IT! EARTH ANGELS...I could sure use your help, and I know what you can get accomplished when you need to, so plllllease...help me out! I've got more contest myself to get back to when I get back home...so be assured...those I've been helping out...that I'll be back! THANKS....for ALL your help!

I Am Thankful
hi my dear friends... someone sent this to me in an email, and after reading i thought i should share it here it touched me in most of the phrases, we complain, we get mad, we get pissed for this or for that reason, and we completelly forget what we have, because we are too worried to have more things and/or better things just read it and let it touch your heart I AM THANKFUL: FOR THE WIFE WHO SAYS IT'S HOT DOGS TONIGHT, BECAUSE SHE IS HOME WITH ME, AND NOT OUT WITH SOMEONE ELSE. FOR THE HUSBAND WHO IS ON THE SOFA BEING A COUCH POTATO, BECAUSE HE IS HOME WITH ME AND NOT OUT AT THE BARS. FOR THE TEENAGER WHO IS COMPLAINING ABOUT DOING DISHES BECAUSE IT MEANS SHE IS AT HOME, NOT ON THE STREETS. FOR THE TAXES I PAY BECAUSE IT MEANS I AM EMPLOYED. FOR THE MESS TO CLEAN AFTER A PARTY BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE BEEN SURROUNDED BY FRIENDS. FOR THE CLOTHES THAT FIT A LITTLE TOO SNUG BECAUSE IT MEANS I HAVE E

Anybody Miss Me?
I've been pretty much offline on this site for a couple weeks except for peeking in here and there. This site is NOT dial-up friendly, so I haven't been able to log in much. I should be back now for good though! I do have a small problem. We finally got our dsl working here - BUT I've figured out that it only works if the regular phone line is in use. I don't get it. Any help?

Just Me
Frist thank new friends i get from frist blast. This is for all people who ask about my disably my back is conpress and arthrites so bad i get three back disc low back and three in upper back. Pls i get agaent orange with that i get diabetic and high blood pressure next i loss 50%if my hearing . So with dose problem i can't work and more it really hard walk or do anything. I still do thing around hose and do litter gardening you see same picture but i'm most hope hard go any place . I'm ok with it but just don't like chattig or talking about it. ps. my seplling not thst good LOL

Off Ta A Good Start
Bride Attacks Groom With Stiletto Shoe This kinda thang always happenin in Pee Wee Valley too. . . . By Associated Press Posted July 10 2007, 10:24 PM EDT LONDON -- Scottish bride Teresa Brown's dream of a perfect wedding day probably did not include attacking the groom with her stiletto shoe and spending the weekend in a cell. Police arrested the 33-year-old in the couple's hotel room in April while her wedding reception continued downstairs, prosecutor Alan Townsend said Tuesday at Aberdeen Sheriff Court. She spent the rest of her wedding weekend in a cell. The distraught groom, Mark Allerton, 40, staggered to the front desk, clutching a bloody towel to his head, Townsend said. "He indicated that his wife had struck him over the head with a stiletto heel," the prosecutor said. Police found Brown, a real estate agent's assistant, sitting on the hotel room bed, surrounded by broken glass. Brown told police she and her husband had "been accusing each ot

Bull Durham
Well, I believe in the soul, the cock, the pussy, the small of a woman's back, the hangin curveball, high fiber, good scotch... that the novels of Susan Sontag are self-indulgent overrated crap. I believe Lee Harvey Oswald acted alone, I believe there ought to be a Constitutional ammendment outlawing astroturf and the designated hitter. I believe in the sweet spot, soft core pornography, opening your presents on Christmas morning rather than on Christmas Eve, and I believe in long, slow, deep, soft, wet kisses that last three nights.

Self- Consideration.
Growing up, I have always been the sort of 'Tom-Boy' type of girl.. I liked sports, fishing, hiking, cars, boy clothes.. I liked hanging with the guys.. I used to play Pogs, and video games, and used to run around in a sports bra and basketteball shorts, No one seemed to have a problem with it. Through the years I went back and forth through "phases" of which way to dress-like a girl, or like a boy. In the 7th grade I dressed like a dude, and got shit for it for the longest time, what it's not okay for a girl to be comfortable in guys clothes or what? So, I changed back into being a girly girl- That went on until about my Junior year in High School. I started dating girls seriously again, and wanted to be comfortable with myself- and in guys clothes I was comfortable with myself. I never really got as much attention dressing like a guy than as dressing like a girl, but I was comfortable so I didn't care. Now recently, my girlfriend left me- and she wanted me as a dude.. and I figured f

Uncertainty, A Begining
Day of mist: day of tarnish with hands unserviceable, I wait the one-eared cat laps its gray paw and the coal fire burns outside, the little hedge leaves all become quite yellow a milk-film blurs the empty bottles on the windowsill no glory descends two water drops poise on the arched green stem of my neighbor's rose bush o bent bow of thorns the cat unsheathes its claws the world turns today today I will not disenchant my twelve black-gowned examiners or bunch my fist in the wind's sneer.

Gun Control In 08 According To Mike Huckabee
The Second Amendment is primarily about tyranny and self-defense, not hunting. The Founding Fathers wanted us to be able to defend ourselves from our own government, if need be, and from all threats to our lives and property. Second Amendment rights belong to individuals, not cities or states. I oppose gun control based on geography. I consistently opposed banning assault weapons and opposed the Brady Bill. As Governor, I protected gun manufacturers from frivolous law suits. I was the first Governor in the country to have a concealed handgun license. No candidate has a stronger, more consistent record on Second Amendment rights than I do. Our Founding Fathers, having endured the tyranny of the British Empire, wanted to guarantee our God-given liberties. They devised our three branches of government and our system of checks and balances. But they were still concerned that the system could fail, and that we might someday face a new tyranny from our own government. They wanted

Downrater
->BROKEN&hea...: ne way enjoy ur day! lol Canadian S...: I seeen one picture was more then enough ->BROKEN&hea...: well dont rate ne more thats all i ask Canadian S...: I can rate you anyway I so choose ..isnt your choice ->BROKEN&hea...: if ur gona downrate me, dont rate me at all Canadian S...: means exactly what it means ->BROKEN&hea...: wish i was a 9? what the hell does that mean Canadian S...: wish you were a 9 ->BROKEN&hea...: G thanks for the "8" Canadian Stoner@ CherryTAP

Job Dissatisfaction
ho-hum... suffering from dissatisfation with my job, so i decided to do saomething about it, rather than just lament. I've mailed my resume off to 5 places today and i'm getting ready to leave for the library and fax it to another 3 places. Bad thing about living here is that it's not a very 'boombing' place, so the jobs aren't just sitting here waiting to be plucked up! lol too bad, so sad as my ma used to say. it was her birthday yesterday, she would've been 48... I really miss her sometimes...

R.i.p Memoms
For those who knows me and my brother simba are grandmother passed away last night at the age of 102 i just wanted everyone to know that we will miss her deeply but we know now that she is in a better place and with no pain and i hope she has a drink for us when she gets there. Memoms was like are 2nd mother to us while we were growing up as kids and she will forever be in our prayers and in are hearts. love you memoms and were see you again soon.

Bbw/bhm Bombers Meeting Tonite!!
TO ALL BBW/BHM BOMBERS FAMILY THERE WILL BE A MEETING TONITE AT 9pm EASTERN TIME ALL MUST ATTEND...IF YOU HAVE A REASON YOU WONT BE ABLE TO ATTEND PLEASE LET EITHER ms, maine or rubia KNOW PLEASE...IF THERE ARE ANY PPL WHO ARE INTERESTED IN JOINING OR JUST STOPPING IN TO SEE WHAT WERE ABOUT PLEASE FEEL FREE...HERE IS THE LINK TO OUR LOUNGE. http://www.cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=7895 THANK YOU CANDYRAIN BBW/BHM BOMBERS SECRETARY

Hi Cherries!
Hey all... I am new here. I am Wiccan and very much into astrology and zodiac as well. I am 22, and expecting my first baby girl sometime in late December. I am trying to get used to Ctap and all the things it has to offer so if I am slow at responding or giving you love please don't get mad at me... I will get there eventually. Take care all :)

The Great Destroyer
They say watch out for the quiet ones right? well now....if so better not piss anyone off Nine Inch Nails "The Great Destroyer" Say your name Try to speak as clearly as you can You know everything gets written down Nod your head Just in case they could be watching With their shiny satellites I hope they cannot see The limitless potential Living inside of me I murder everything I hope they cannot see I am the great destroyer Turn it up Listen to the shit they pump into Your head Filling you with apathy Hold your breathe Wait until you know the time is right On time The end is near I hope they cannot see The limitless potential Living inside of me I murder everything I hope they cannot see I am the great destroyer

My Chaotic Evening
So the evening started out alright.....We lost our electric for about 2 hours, so we sat outside to enjoy the cool air. Our neighbors came walking over and we started talking. Things were fine until we started to hear thunder and saw bad lightening. So we were getting ready to go in, until my brother came home from work. So he's sitting out there, talking to us and decides to sit on the rail, by the steps. He's swinging on it and all of a sudden he falls backwards......At first I started laughing because it was quite funny........Until I saw the blood pouring out of his head......He cracked it opened and we had to call an ambulance. He did not have a concussion, but he did need 4 stitches. The poor guy was shaking and I was a nervous wreck. I know he and I argue a lot but if I ever lost him, I would be devastated. So he went to the hospital and now he's home sleeping. The doctor said he can continue doing what he normally does, unless he decides to do some head stands. LoL..........So

Please Read
the birth order of children Current mood: chipper Category: Life Your clothes: 1st baby: you begin wearing maternity clothes as soon as your OB/GYN confrims yor pregnant. 2nd baby: you wear your normal clothes as long as possible. 3rd baby: Your maternity clothes ARE your regular clothes. Preparing for the birth: 1st baby: you practice your breathing religiously. 2nd baby: You dont bother because you remember that the last time breathing didnt do a thing. 3rd baby: You ask for an epideral in your 8th month The Layette: 1st baby: You pre-was newborn's clothes, color-coordinate them,and fold them neatly in the baby's little bureau. 2nd baby: you check to make sure that the clothes are clean and discard only the ones with the darkest stains. 3rd baby: boys can wear pink, cant they? Worries 1st baby: at the first sign of distress-a whimper-a frown- you pick up the baby. 2nd baby: you pick up the baby when their wails threa

I Speak Of You!
The Degredation of moral decay each of us fucked up within our own heads feeding the urges unrestrained doing what we feel the sins of carnal pleasure filling your soul making something truly horrific....yes indulging urself in physical pleasure is fine but overindulgence creates a void within urself.....you'll soon became what you hated most how could you do such a thing....even now i look down upon you once you were decent now....nothing more then a pathetic soul how i wish to watch you suffer to feed on your pain to laugh at your discomfort an misfortune HAHahahahhahaha but all in good time....all in good time.

Kids...lol
good morning cherries! hope everyone is haven a good day so far. well, virtual honeymoon is over(see honeymoon blog) and now back to reality....lol who out there has kids? ive got 3, 2 boys and a girl. my daughter is out with her dad(truck driver) and they wont be home till this weekend, so im got the boys...omg...who out there knows what its like to listen to boys fight ALL DAY LONG? lol i swear, its over anything, ive heard it all, from "he broke this" to "he took mine", silly stuff, nothen worth fighen over, but they will fight anyways...lol. oldest son will go with dad next trip, then will be down to boy/girl, that aint so bad, but she is at that pre-teen age, so its all about attitude...lol and music...lol. so tell me cherries, (especially moms) whats better, boys or girls??lol but i love them, they is my babies, but at least as babies...i could stuff a bottle in their chops..fights over...lol. anyways all, i reckon i should go post some howdys to my cherry pals, im on dial up a

Is It True?
There is nothing that makes a woman more unique than her pussy. Pussies come in all different sizes, colors and shapes. Some are tucked inside and some have thick luscious lips that come out to greet you. Some are nestled in brushes of fur and others are covered with transparent fuzz. Others are shaved clean for that deliciously soft and sensual look. Appreciate your woman's unique qualities and tell her what makes her special. Women are a good deal more verbal than men, especially during lovemaking. They also respond more to verbal love, which means, the more you talk to her, the easier it will be to give her a lasting impression and get her to BEG you for more. Hearing that you find her hot and sexy and that she smells good and tastes good while you are petting and stroking her beautiful pussy, makes her feel incredibly vulnerable to you, and can make a huge difference to her entire dynamic with you. A smart man knows how to be sincere and to a woman, this is the differen

People
ok so I have like 1500 cherry points till lvl 5, and I only want to get to 5 because I want to post a mumm. But no one is helping me, granted I don't have a million pics, and can't rate everyones pics all the time, but seriously. So rate me fan me friend me something. I am really disliking this site so far, such selfish conceited people. Someone prove me wrong?

Venting Or Um Least Sharing Current Things
So people i got a temp job its pure physical labor but a little hard work never killed anyone infact it makes um stronger... I'm atleast hoping to have enough cash from the temp job to buy a new desktop....but im not going to count my chicks before they hatch... im happy an all ima be working for a goal an for someone i love dearly so someday she'll be with me an thats about all i can really hope for shes perfect for me in every aspect she knows how to push my buttons to get me in the right moods for anything she challenges me aswell as keeps my attention very well... As for those that cant be helpful or least say hey it'll happen someday HA you can all kiss the fattest part of my ass though lol ive been told i aint got no ass which is good i think dont wanna be a yoshi. Well so far this is all im going through couldnt have found a better looking woman then my fiesty Redheaded Goddess damn shes bad ass an dangerous lol yeah Abby whatcha gonna do now? huh yeah thats right :P br

Bout Time
well im all settled in my new apartment and lovin it!the last step was puttin up my pictures and damn i haft to get more frames so i can have them all up and just about all my walls will be covered.i was about all done when my daughter went into labor from her miscarriage (as the doctor calls it ) .i was never so scared in my life to see her in so much pain ...it was bad enough when i pulled up and she came runnin out of the apartment with nothin but a towel on and screamin take me to the hosptail ...they was very rude at the er made me want to slap them.....i guess it was a good thing my great neice thats 16 month old and my 16 yr old daughter wasnt there ! im grateful for that cause i done had my hands full.the gave her a double does of meds she wasnt feeel much pain after that .i even got to see what would have been my grandchild ...they lefted it in the room for 5 mins with me...which was hard cause it was bad enough seein what my daughter had to go threw and then see what was my

Sex Survey!
1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would like to have sex with? 2. Do they know it? 3. Have you had sex with anyone on you friend¡¯s list? 4. Do you like making love or having hot sex? 5. Have your ever had a 3 some? 6. What is your favorite position? ask me i 7. Do you want to have sex with the person who posted this? 8. Give or receive oral? 9. Kinky or sneaky? 10. Loud or quiet? 11. Ruff of soft? 12. Foreplay or not? 13. Do you like to bite or be bitten? 14. Spank or be spanked? 15. Condoms or not? 16. Masturbate or not? 17. Role-playing or not? 18. Are you brave enough to re-post this?

Cancer....seems Interesting
Cancer Update from John Hopkins 1. Every person has cancer cells in the body. These cancer cells do not show up in the standard tests until they have multiplied to a few billion. When doctors tell cancer patients that there are no more cancer cells in their bodies after treatment, it just means the tests are unable to detect the cancer cells because they have not reached the detectable size. 2. Cancer cells occur between 6 to more than 10 times in a person's lifetime 3. When the person's immune system is strong the cancer cells will be destroyed and prevented from multiplying and forming tumou rs. 4. When a person has cancer it indicates the person has multiple nutritional deficiencies. These could be due to genetic, environmental, food and lifestyle factors. 5. To overcome the multiple nutritional deficiencies, changing diet and including supplements will strengthen the immune system. 6. Chemotherapy involves poisoning the rapidly-growing cancer cel

Anger Or Abuse, How To Tell
True anger is always mindful. Abuse is ego-driven and caught in mindsets. True anger is a form of assertiveness that shows respect. Abuse is aggressive, an attack. True anger shows tough love that enriches or repairs the relationship. Abuse explodes in rough or damaging mistreatment that endangers the relationship. True anger arises from displeasure at an injustice. Abuse arises from the sense of an affront to a bruised, indignant ego. True anger focuses on the injustice as intolerable but reparable. Abuse focuses on the other person as bad. True anger aims at a deeper and more effective bond; an angry person moves toward the other. Abuse wants to get the rage out no matter who gets hurt: an abuser moves against the other. True anger coexists with and empowers love: fearless. Abuse cancels love in favor of fear: fear-based. True anger is nonviolent, in control, and always remains within safe limits. Abuse is violent, out of control, derisive, punitive, host

Mornin' All
...and boy am I glad it is hump day! Now, if I didn't have to go to work, it would even be better!!!! The boss was in PRIME shape yesterday...giving us all fits. Let's hope he's in a better mood today when I get there. We're headed for Indiana this weekend, leaving Saturday night, and returning Monday, so it's going to be one of those looooooooong weekends on the road, which wears me out! And, as usual...don't forget my contest. I FINALLY made it into 6th place...about 1500 from taking over 5th. So, everyone drop in and help out if you will! I had a few faithful friends drop by yesterday, and help me out loads, or I would have never made it. I sure appreciate your help! Hope you all have a GREAT DAY today! I'll be around for awhile longer, than back after I get home from work later this afternoon. Take care guys....Hugggggggggggz

Been A While
I haven't blogged here in a bit, so here it goes! The new apartment is ok as far as apartments go, nothing fancy. I still haven't been able to spread my stuff out since the guy that was supposed to leave last month is still there, he hasn't packed a thing. I'm starting to get a little pissed about that, but I'm remaining calm for now.... My bedroom has just about all the stuff that I moved with, leaving only a little path to my bed...Just great!!! The birthday is just around the corner and I'm ok with turning 42, yikes! Sure didn't think that I would live this long..LOL! Anyway there really isn't that much going on, still trying to get internet at apartment...Verizon pisses me off sometimes! Oh well, thatis it for now... Ciao!!!

Just Wanted To Say I Am Sorry
I AM SORRY I HAVENT BEEN ON MUCH THIS WEEKEND OR THE LAST FEW DAYS.. MY MOM WAS IN A NURSING HOME IN MCKINNEY. BUT MY BROTHERS AND SISTERS DECIDED TO MOVE HER BACK TO DENISON TO BE CLOSER TO US. SHE IS NOT DOING WELL AT ALL. AND WE WANTED HER CLOSER IN CASE SOMETHING HAPPENS. MCKINNEY IS LIKE 30 MINS. FROM US. NOW SHE IS JUST A MATTER OF MINTUES FROM US THANKS ALL OF U FOR UR PATIENCE WITH ME

New Shoutbox Feature - Very Cool
Have you noticed the new shoutbox feature yet? If you click on the person's name who you are responding to, and click on the little horn icon next to where you are typing, the shoutbox opens up in its own window, how cool is that

Aug 6th
So I went to the tattoo parlor in St Cloud yesterday. Very kind of spur of the moment like with my friend Bippy. I have been wanting to do it for a long time cause in feb I was talking online with the parlors owner on myspace just discusing what I wanted but i didnt go in until yesterday I didnt think he would remember me. So bippy and I walk in and go up to what looks like the front counter and there is this little girl there and I told her I wanted to put down a deposit so I could have my tattoo drawn up. she acted as if she had never been asked that question before. She asked me what I wanted I told her and again she acted like she didnt know what the hell I was talking about. So I said "can I talk to the person who is actually going to do my tattoo?" ooo she didnt like that but asked who I wanted and of course I said scotty (the guy I talked to online. And she told me scotty is not taking appts and is booked until january. OMG my heart sank.. He is the only one I wanted to d

Omfg
Ok, my step-daughter lives in the next state over. It's about a 2 hour drive on highways. She's just getting her license today...then as soon as she gets it, she's dropping her mom off at home and driving out here...ALL BY HERSELF!!!!! Her mom don't seem to care because she's letting her do it. I told her dad and said "the problem is?" Ok, she's been making that drive to and from our house every other weekend for about 3 1/2 months. She drives very well, yes she does...but SHE'S ONLY BLOODY WELL 16 YEARS OLD!!! SHE'S NEVER MADE THE DRIVE BY HERSELF WITHOUT ONE OF US WITH HER. I was 16 once too..and I know that when my parents would make a 4 hour trip to see my grandmother and I was driving and they were awake it would take me 4 hours to make that 4 hour drive...but if they fell asleep...I'd make that 4 hour drive in 2 hours and leave them sleep in the driveway until they woke up and then tell them we just got home. Kids don't drive the same way without their parents than they do with t

My Nephew Is In The Air Force
You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls. He patrols the streets, searching for insurgents and terrorists. You complain about how hot it is. He wears his heavy gear, not daring to take off his helmet to wipe his brow. You go out to lunch, and complain because the restaurant got your o

About Knights.........
NOT SURE IF ANYONE WILL READ THIS TILL THE END BUT I LOVE IT! IS ABOUT MEDIEVAL KNIGHTS!:) Medieval Society Those Who Fight The bellatores were the knights of the Middle Ages. Most people have an image of knights that comes from the very end of the Middle Ages: the knight in shining armor (that is, in plate mail), who fights bravely for his lady fair, who is chivalrous and courteous and noble. That is a stereotype, of course, useful mainly to Hollywood producers and the writers of romance novels. The reality was more complex and not nearly as attractive. Our English word "knight" comes from the German knecht, which means man (as in: he's one of my men) or servant. The German word for knight is Ritter, which means "rider" or "horseman". The French word, chevalier has the same meaning, as does caballero in Spanish. Knighthood is a somewhat slippery concept, and one that developed over the centuries. A knight was first and foremost a mounted warrior—that was his origin and

Okay, Okay...so I've Calmed Down....
Okay. It's a new day and I feel much more positive. I had a bad couple of days...so sue me. LOL. I am back to being optimistic. One needs to only look to themselves for happiness and pleasure. Finding someone to share it is gravy, don't you think? Here's what I plan to do: Move on with no regrets. Yes, you can spend time with someone and they can shit all over you. It's better to experience life, all it's ups and downs, and BE ALIVE rather than sitting around being cautious and wondering what might have been. Mind you, this doesn't mean being totally STUPID. But I believe that it's all good as long as you don't hurt anyone. Be HONEST and look at things with someone of the opposite sex for what the ARE and not what you WISH they were. Oh, I must be frank here...honesty means not omitting little facts that could change someone mind about whether to be with you. Just wanted to clarify that. I know some things are better left for later in the relationship, but MAJOR t

What Do You Want To Do?
Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled ass... There's at least one person on your myspace that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "FUCK BUDDIES" The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a message to their inbox saying "Im yours". If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it". If you just want to suck them off and stay friends, send them a message that says "i'd suck it." If you want to eat them out and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd lick it." SCARED? You pussy, just do it! THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your myspace that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you. SO... re-post as "FUCK BUDDIES", as it doesn't matter if your married, in a relationship,single, gay or straight! Yo

Figger This One--appreciation
`~`if old enough read to the "slinky toy" tune`~` What puts down cares, From computer desk chairs, Rolls out the mental fog? Not for putting down airs, But expressing some flairs...?, Everyone knows its' the Blog!(read blah--ogg) Hi-ho everybody. My first mass communication on Cherry Tap is kinda boring, so before you leave: 1.New Video link http://www.cherrytap.com/stashEntry.php?stashId=2560440&bl=1 from Storm Large(rockstar supernova fame)- Storm and the Balls "I want you to die" gotta watch the whole thing you'll crack. 2.Shiny new guestbook- SIGN It! 3.New pics(bunches!) to rate -*- rate--*-- fan--*--add me--*--shout at me-*- We all got freaked out the other day if on when the meellionth Cherry fell from the tree, but it reminded me of something so far that I love about Cherry Tap---no spam yet! The other social computer medium I belong to (starts with an my' and kinda spacy) ate least once per day tells me some midwe

Have You Ever......
started a book that was so good that you read 7 chapters in a matter of an hour? neither have i. until last night. From Publishers WeeklySmart-mouthed Eve Levine, a witch with a reputation for breaking the rules, may be dead, but as she proves in this overstuffed paranormal romance (a follow-up to Industrial Magic), she can still raise hell in the hereafter—which, in this case, is a curiously ordinary dimension in which ghosts like Eve and her also deceased former lover, a sorcerer named Kris, can bicker, have sex and use their paranormal powers. The Fates, three elusive sisters, are the rulers of this otherworldly dimension, and they have a job for Eve. If she can defeat a demonic Nix who's wreaking havoc in the human realm by inducing people to kill, she'll earn her wings—literally. The catch: she can't capture the Nix without the powers that angelhood affords. Eve surmounts this hurdle by teaming up with a hunky and humanlike angel named Trsiel, but her quest, which is

Contact Info
I'm going to delete my CT account by Friday morning. However, I have yahoo mail & messenger. If you have myspace, you can follow the link in my yahoo profile. Keep in mind that my children, some of my former students, and other family & friends access my page. Therefore, please post material/comments appropriate for all age groups. I doubt I can explain my reasons well and, even if I could, I'm not sure who would understand. Besides this blog, I posted a bulletin about it, so those who want to maintain contact get the following info: entpush72@yahoo.com Take care, mis amigos! ~Melanie

Sad Story Of A Girl....part 6
We continue with our story of the girl. She saw the boy today. The boy looked sad. She wishes that she could make the world a better place for those around her. She wishes that he would sometimes just listen to her, listen to the things that she has tried to teach him. She thinks to herself that maybe if he would have just listened to her from the beginning, he wouldn't look so sad all the time. She catches the far away look he gets in his eyes sometimes. The look that makes her heart ache for him. He looks so lost sometimes. Her heart aches to help find him. Her soul screams to her to do something, anything to make that look on his face go away. She knows that there is nothing left that she can do for him though. She has tried and tried and all she has done is fail. She doesn't know what else she can do to help him. She has tried to teach him the things she has to teach. All her lessons have been lost on him. He no longer opens up to her. Sometimes it seems like he is going to finally

Blonde Jokes
Blonde goes over to her friend's house wearing a T.G.I.F. tee-shirt. 'Why are you wearing a Thank God it's Friday Tee-shirt on Monday?' 'Oh HECK !' the blonde says, 'I thought it meant Tits Go In Front.' Why did the blonde turn around and go home when she got to the airport to catch her flight? She saw a sign that said "Airport Left"

Really Messed Up Dream
Messed Up Dream I've had some pretty violent dreams and they never bothered me as much as this one. It seamed so real...and the details were like no dream I've ever had. In the dream I had arrived home to a nice 2 story brick house on a corner......walked in the front door....went upstairs to my bedroom and took off my unitform, staring at my badge then placing it on my nightstand next to a wedding photo that had broken glass and a wedding ring on the nightstand as well...so I decide it's time I should get ready for a shower when I hear something in the garage, getting closer to the door I hear voices so I lock the deadbolt.....and run upstairs to grab my .45 from the cabinet but I hear someone on the upstairs deck which the door for the deck is between the stairway and my bedroom door...as I open the door a 30 something latino is standing there with one hand behind his back.....so I ask him wtf he thinks he's doing and cautiously open the door....as I do this the front door sla

My Many Hats And Interests
I am a amateur photographer, poet, writer, musician, nature lover, ecologist, conservationist, mechanic and many other things. I am a wearer of many hats and master of many as well. I've studied Herbalism, candle making, Crafting, Tarot, Astrology, Astronomy, Genetics, History, Psychology, Sociology, and many others in seminars and in college as well as on my own. There are other things I have studied so ask to know more. I've held jobs, ie. worked, as a computer programmer, electronics technician, diesel mechanic, teacher, court advocate, officer of the court and Minister. I have volunteered as a Girl Scout leader, PTA president, environmental advocate and many other things. I have many hobbies including restoring old homes, wood carving, stave making, tarot reading, working on cars, designing webpages, writing poetry, amateur photography and lots of other things.

I Am An Ordained Minister
I also have interfaith interests and I am an ordained interfaith Minister. I have studied at Synagogue, Christian Churches, Wiccan Circles, Druid Groves and at an Ashram. I have included studies of Zen, Buddhism, Zoastrianism, Shintoism, The Tao, Hinduism, Norse practices and many others. I perform weddings and handfasting rituals for the communities where I am active. I've done handfastings for mixed couples where only one was pagan or witch. I have done weddings for poly's and members of the bdsm community. I have also done rituals for same sex couples who wished to formalize their union. In short? If there is a need for a minister with an open mind and heart, I will be there.

I'm A Druid
I have been a practicing druid from 25 years and a teaching druid for about 7 years. I am a co-Archdruid of a grove. I have been the Chief Bard of the RDNA and I have been involved with many druid and pagan groups and individuals. As a druid, I am an environmentalist. I am also a skeptic when it comes to proclamations from any government or government official. I am comfortable in most rituals and groups and even own a few groups myself. For more information about Celtic beliefs and practices, check out my group on yahoo called, "ClanofDanu@yahoogroups.com". If you wanna check out general pagan groups, I have a group "Thepagancafe@yahoogroups.com" and it is comprised of a large group of folks from across the globe. Lastly, if you are a gardener and you want to learn about herbs as well, check out "Gardening_Magick@yahoogroups.com".

Be Afraid.....be Very Afraid!! =)~
If these are actually true incidents, it's time to get really, really scared! And of course, it explains a lot about our current situation. WHY WE ARE IN TROUBLE A Washington, DC airport ticket agent offers some examples of why our Country is in trouble! 1. I had a New Hampshire Congresswoman ask for an aisle seat so that her hair wouldn't get messed up by being near the window. (On an Airplane!) 2. I got a call from a candidate's staffer, who wanted to go to Capetown. I started to explain the length of the flight and the passport information. Then she interrupted me with, "I'm not trying to make you look stupid, but Capetown is in Massachusetts ." Without trying to make her look stupid, I calmly explained, "Cape Cod is in Massachusetts; Capetown is in Africa." Her response - click. 3. A senior Vermont Congressman called, furious about a Florida package we did. I asked what was wrong with the vacation in Orlando. He said the was expec

Wow!!! I Can't Believe That!!!!
On Aug 4th, We having a bash party for me to moving out of my parents to living with my new girlfriend! Her parents coming to help me out to moving all my stuff to her van and they will meeting my parents. I just got her from cherrytap.com.... WoW I just bought a Brand New sidekick3 and I give to her my Sidekick2 and keeping to touching each other on my PDA!!!!! I just confuse on new sidekick3 all are different from regluar sidekick2!!! I already sign-up for her but no voice phone!!! It is Coming True Loves from online person!!!!! Thanks Mike

Intro...
I am open minded and have tried lots of things. I don't care about sexual orientation or what people want to do in their bedrooms. If they are happy, then so I am. As far as what I like, you can use your imagination or you can ask me. ;-) (Be warned, I'll answer.*evil wicked grin* ) I am a devoted and loyal friend and I am very protective of my friends. I guess that is the Leo in me. I am very honest and upfront and tend not to mince words when I am asked my opinion. I won't hurt someone just to hurt them and try hard not to hurt feelings. So even though I am honest and direct, I am usually diplomatic and try to be gentle, until I am miffed off. I have two tats and will be adding a third soon. (See the pics in my album.) I have 2 daughters and one grandson. My eldest daughter's husband is currently serving in Iraq. I'm not so sure I should be a grandma in my early 40's. My grandson is smart and giving his mother the same run for her money that his mom gave me. (Isn't the moth

New To Cherrytap
ok, I am new to this site, so please bear with me, still trying to find my way around, and figure out how to work things on here. so please don't let me offend anyone. if I do, it certainly wasn't intended. and I apoligise in advance. sarah

Shadow Ii
The shadow came to me again. Touching my feet my legs. Waking me slowly. As I woke and stretched, she touched me with her velvet hand. Moving back the covers she stroked me. As I gasp in pleasure she took me into her mouth. Moving slowly and steadily. Stopping only to look up into my eyes. A smile on her lips. I grew hard under her continued movements. Quickly she moved up and straddled me facing away. Giving me the most wonderful view, she lowered herself on me. She rocked slowly as I moved my hands to her back. As I reached around, she lay back on me. My hands roamed over her body. Touching her breasts, her thighs, her arms. Kissing her neck and her lips as she turned her head to meet mine. The passion building higher with each passing moment. Grasping her waist I began to thrust up into her. She responded with movements of her own. A moan escaping my mouth. The heat was almost unbearable. Faster still we moved. She sat up and moved in rhythm with me. Our movements appear

Dreaming
The Dream She walked out of the hotel room bathroom in just an old white t-shirt that read Spoken For and a pair of purple cotton panties. As she made her way to where he sat on the edge of the bed, she gave him a sweet smile. Propping her crutches against the she stood in front of him, taking his cell phone from his hands, turning it off and placing it on the nightstand, When he looked up at her she grabbing a hand full of his hair and tilted his head the way she wanted it and gave him a soul shivering kiss. As she pulled away he smiled at her and said "You think you're in control don't you baby-doll," and gave her one of those little chuckles that did things to her low in her body. Her body reacted in a way it never had before. Oh God she wanted him. Trying to appear unaffected she smiled and said, "Aren't I?" Again he chuckled. Grabbing her ass in both hands he stood, wrapping her legs around him. For a moment he just stood there looking at her almost li

Sex Survey
Custom Comments and More @ † Dark Angel Designz † 1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would like to have sex with? 2. Do they know it? 3. Have you had sex with anyone on you friend¡¯s list? 4. Do you like making love or having hot sex? 5. Have your ever had a 3 some? 6. What is your favorite position? 7. Do you want to have sex with the person who posted this? 8. Give or receive oral? 9. Kinky or sneaky? 10. Loud or quiet? 11. Ruff of soft? 12. Foreplay or not? 13. Do you like to bite or be bitten? 14. Spank or be spanked? 15. Condoms or not? 16. Masturbate or not? 17. Role-playing or not? 18. Are you brave enough to re-post this? Free Comments & Graphics Codes (Thank you QueenLatina)

1st And Foremost...
There comes a time in every man's life when he's gotta sit himself down, look straight ahead and tell himself....FUCK I'M BORED! That day came for me and by the grace of the internet I stumbled across this wondrous place. So I beseach all who read, take me unto thine bosoms and embrace me as one of your own!

4 Animals
A teacher asked her class, "What do you want out of life?" A little girl in the back row raised her hand and said, "All I want out of life are four little animals, just like my Mom always says". The teacher asked, "Really and what four little animals would that be?" The little girl said, "A mink on my back and a jaguar in the garage, a tiger in the bed and a jackass to pay for all of it." The teacher fainted.

Powerless....
~The universe has a plan. So do you. The question is, where do they coincide and where do they diverge? The truth is that the more you're aligned with your true purpose, the more the universe will support you.~ Well good morning!! It is very funny that this was todays horoscope. I spent part of my evening talking to a friend about this very thing!! Her and I both are wondering how closely what we want, and what we are suppose to have is lined up... We have both made the decision to just relax and let things happen the way they are suppose to. For me, that is the only way to be sure that it is REALLY what is suppose to be! If I get in the middle of things and try to make things happen, or try to force issues that shouldn't be forced, then I will totally screw things up. Sometimes I just have to get out of my head, and stop worrying about things. I know that the powers that be will take care of me, but when I try to take control and don't let them things really become a

Today Is Sativa's Girls Birthday
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Welcome 2 The Boom Boom Room---------
hello this is my lounge and i would like to invite you to become a member this is a drama free lounge and all cores are welcome it doesn't cost a thing to join lol and come enjoy the tunes and the fun chats from seejaykaygee http://cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=7331

The New 7 Wonders Of The World
http://find.msn.com/search.aspx?q=New+Seven+Wonders&c=0711+Seven+Wonders&form=MSNHM3 The New 7 Wonders of the World has been announced during the Official Declaration ceremony in Lisbon, Portugal on Saturday, July 7, 2007 - 07.07.07. Approximately 100 million people from every country in the world have voted by Internet or phone to elect these lucky 7 winners that now join the ranks of the Great Pyramids of Giza—one of the original wonders. http://www.new7wonders.com/index.php?id=633

Fuck Or Suuck
Statistically speaking, unless you are a total hermit, social retard, or ugly as a bag of spoiled ass... There's at least one person on your myspace that wants to date you or sleep with you. So..... lets play "FUCK BUDDIES" The rules are simple... if you want to date the person who posted this, send them a message to their inbox saying "Im yours". If you just want to sleep with them and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd hit it". If you just want to suck them off and stay friends, send them a message that says "i'd suck it." If you want to eat them out and stay friends, send them a message that says "I'd lick it." SCARED? You pussy, just do it! THE TWIST IS YOU HAVE TO REPOST THIS, EVEN IF YOU'RE TAKEN & see who replies. There is at least 1 person on your myspace that wants to date you, and maybe more that want to sleep with you. SO... re-post as "FUCK BUDDIES", as it doesn't matter if your married, in a relationship,single, gay or straight! Yo

What Must I Do?
First they tell me to hang on "Don't you ever let go!" Next they tell me to move on "It'll be better for you if you do so!" They tell me not to be so sad They tell me:"you've got every right to feel like this, girl!" They tell me I shouldn't be so mad Then they tell me, it might feel like the end of the world Then again they tell me it's not And I know it's not! But then why do I feel like this? Why can't ONE day feel like a kiss? A kiss from the one I love That's all I need right now A small sign from the stars above To make people wonder how... ...How it ever came this far That I should feel so sad, yes, almost depressed This period will remain in my soul like an ugly scar While other people's lives seem to be entirely blessed I believe none of us is perfect I believe none of us is without some fault to hide But these last few months, my happiness has been defect And darkness tears me apart from inside It scares the hell out

If I Was Your Boyfriend
1.)How many times a day would you kiss me? 2.)How many times a day would you just want me to hold you? 3.)Would you take me places? 4.)Would you love me? 5.)Would u let me take you anywhere special? 6.)If I was sick... what would you do? 7.)If we had ...what would you do afterwards? 8.)If one of my friends tried to get with you what would you do? 9.)Would you tell me? 10.)Would you introduce me to your mom/dad? 11.)Would you care about what I wore when we go out? 12.)Would you go to the club with me? 13.)If your friend tried to get with me what would you do? 14.)If someone tried to fight with me in front of you what would you do? 15.)If a guy/gurl tried to talk or dance with you at the club what would you do? 16.)Would you give me your myspace password? 17.)If I gave you mine would you read all my mail? 18.)If I said I loved you would you say it back? 19.) How good do i look from 1-10? 20.)Ho

In 100 Years
Nobody will give a fuck about who you were or what you did. I for one have thought about this for several years. Do you know what I've come to grips with? I don't care if they do or not. I am living my life the best I can. I am trying to enjoy every day and to learn at least one new thing every day. I help others without expecting or wanting compensation. I work my ass off because I have pride in my workmanship. I don't make very much money doing the job, but hey its better than nothing. I do have several challenges in my life. I want to give more than I have time for. I want to please everyone (impossible I know, but I still try). I try to start all my customers days off so they are smiling, and its starting to work. Some people are just destined to be miserable as that's the way they want and like it. I understand that and don't let them bring me down. I, like most people have financial obligations. I am slowly getting those tended to as well. It doesn't leave anything extra

Omgomgomg
I am SOOOOOOOOO excited!!! My Nana is coming to visit! I know that sounds really juvenile, but now ask me if I care! My parents bought her a flight to come see us for her bought her a flight to come see us for her birthday so she'll be here in 17 days! For those of you who DON'T know...my Nana is one of my anchors. There are very few people in this world that will love you unconditionally and always be there for you no matter what...my Nana is one of those people. I can't describe our bond, but...it doesn't matter...cuz she's coming to visit...and I'm sooo happy. She lives just south of Houston and I haven't seen her in 3 years. My oldest daughter wasn't about to accompany me on that trip, so it's been even longer since she's seen her AND, of course, she's going to get to see the baby...which is HUGE because she's a BABY PERSON. My Nana is the grandmother everyone imagines...she's soft and pudgy and loving and soothing and funny and ADORES babies and children and alway

Vacation
Just wanted to let everyone know Im heading out for a little vacation this week, I;ll use my NINJA telepathy skills to send you all my usual daily user comments. Take care and PLAY NICE while im gone/ LUV YA"LL !!!SNIPER!!! P.S. Im trying to catch NIGHT VIXEN in points so please if you can hit ALL my pics while im gone with some rates and comments/ HAVE AN AWESOME WEEK

Damned If I Know...
A kindergarten class had a homework assignment to find out about something exciting and relate it to the class the next day. When the time came to present what they'd found, the first little boy walked up to the front of the class made a small white dot on the blackboard and sat back down. Puzzled, the teacher asked him just what it was. "It's a period,'' said the little boy. "Well, I can see that,'' she said, ''but what is so exciting about a period?'' ''Damned if I know,'' said the little boy, ''but this morning my sister was missing one, Daddy had a heart attack, Mommy fainted, and the man next door shot himself."

In Your Eyes
In your eyes i see pain in your eyes i see suffering in your eyes i see sadness and it kills me to see you like this because deep down i know that you want to live and that those feelings come from your memories and you cant live with them so inside you feel that you need to lose yourself completely mind body and spirit

You Me And Her Prt. 2
i know you want to be with her that much i can see and i have come to realize that no matter what i do i cant forget you and we may look alike me and her but we are nothing alike except for the fact that we both have a longing to be with you so even though i know that you want to be with her i wont leave your side because i want you to be happy and i have come to see that no matter what i cant compete with her or break the bond between you and her but please remember that i still love you forever and always

Twin Towers
A day of darkness in the eyes of the world when on television we saw those towers falling we lost our mothers, fathers, brothers, sisters, daughters, sons, and friends so now we stand together to fight for what is right in a war we hope will make things better but does it? does bloodshed and wounds make things better you be the judge but i dont think it does

Thank You Friends And Fans
Hey all, I wanted to take the time to thank all of you for the fantastic profile comments and love you've shown me. I also want to say thanks for all the gifts I have received. I wish I had more hours in a day but most of all more time to show each and everyone of you the same love in return. You don't know how much it has touched my heart all the love you all have shown me. As you all know by now, I got a new puppy so with my already busy schedule that has added more of my time. I'm in the process of house breaking her. As of now I have 21 new friends request and just cleared 13 of them in the last 2 days. Please be patient, I am trying to get to all of your profiles but like I said I need more time in a day. I may not make it to your profile or return the love immediately but I have noticed the love and I will get to you as soon as I can to show you the same love back. Again, thank you for all the beautiful comments and love, you all mean so much to me & I'm glad to hav

Welcome To My Abode
I've been thinking a lot about homes lately. no, not to put the parents in, nothing like that, but homes, a place to live. Yeah, I live with my parents right now and one day I may even have this place, but do I really want to live here the rest of my life. What kind of home would I like and where. My tastes have varied over the years, but lately I've managed to narrow the choices down. Oh, I've had some nice ones over the years and the tastes have varied. Once, I thought about a Geodesic Dome home, during my modernistic, environmental phase. Then there was the farm up in Virginia, off the Blue Ridge Parkway. Even a Houseboat on the lake. So here's my top 5: 5 - A beach house with wrap around porch, either down on the coast of Sc or Texas. 4 - An Adobe Hacienda somewhere in New Mexico or Arizona. I've always loved the desert and would love to live there. 3 - A cozy cottage in Ireland or Scotland complete with Thatched roof. you've probably seen the kind in travel books, lo

You, Me, And Her
Here I am at the place where we first met under the same tree we were so young hve we changed at all ofcourse you have a love for another it burns inside you you swore to protect another the day before under this same tree are we still in love or is this all about her i know she is close to your heart bu what about me did that kiss mean nothing to you or am i just a plaything that has no feelings to you you tell me lie after lie it rips my heart out but all you can think about is her so do you love me say something please tell me or do i have to ponder on this thought for eternity this was written in 2006 by my then 13 year old daughter who had since had it published in a world wide book. please do not rip this it is copyrighted and i will press charges

Why’s Love So Much Pain..?!
Why brings love so much pain..? Why is it so such a terribly game? Why is it every time so sad..? Because it gives me depression for something you quite eager will For my heart there’s no fill Now it makes a confusion in my head Why is there no little time to feel happy Only grief and cry why it so hard..? Why..why..why..

I Was Born Yestarday
i just look at my mail on the yahoo thing and a girl im ed me and wanted me to send her 700 $ to where ever she was at she says she was robbbed in her hotel n she broke what a fuckin joke youd have to be a very damn good friend for that shit i mean 700$ your aSS BEST BE DYIN YOUR DUMB ASS WHET TO AFICA I THE FRIST PLACE

A Pick Me Up =)
Ways to Maintain A Healthy Level Of Insanity . 1. At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point a Hair Dryer At Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down. 2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice. 3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, Ask If They Want Fries with that. 4. Put Your Garbage Can On Your Desk And Label It "In." 5. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker For 3 Weeks . Once Everyone has Gotten Over Their Caffeine Addictions, Switch to Espresso. 6. In The Memo Field Of All Your Checks, Write " For Smuggling Diamonds" 7. Finish All Your sentences with "In Accordance With The Prophecy." 8. Dont use any punctuation 9. As Often As Possible, Skip Rather Than Walk. 10. Order a Diet Water whenever you go out to eat, with a serious face. 11. Specify That Your Drive-through Order Is "To Go." 12. Sing Along At The Opera. 13. Go To A Poetry Recital And Ask Why The Poems Don't Rhyme? 14. Put Mosqui

I Am Very Sad Today
LACE ALL OVER HAS INFORMED ME THAT SHE IS NO LONGER WITH US AND CANNOT FULL FILL HER DUTIES HERE, AS FAR AS I HAVE SEEN SHE HAS HELPED MANY BUT HAS GOTTEN NO HELP IN RETURN,I AM SAD TO SEE HER LEAVE, BUT SHE WILL HAVE A SPECIAL PLACE IN MY HEART, HER HONESTY AND LOYALTY TO ME HAS MADE MY HEART SOAR, BECAUSE I KNOW THAT I CAN FIND ALOT OF BOMBERS LIKE HER, I WILL MISS HER GREATLY! ALSO A FEW DAYS AGO CHERRYBOMB INFORMED ME THAT SHE IS ILL ,CANT FULL FILL HERS ALSO ,HER CONDITION IS SERIOUS! PLS PRAY THAT SHE GETS BETTER EVEN IF SHE CANT BE HERE ANYMORE, MY BEST BUDDY CHRISTIAN HAS BEEN ILL ALSO,HE SHOULD BE RESTING INSTEAD OF BOMBING!HINT HINT! BUT I LOVE HIM TO DEATH AND THANK HIM FOR HELPING EVEN THOUGH HE ISNT REALLY ABLE TO. NEWBABENWOODS IS NOT WELL ALSO , HIGH BLOOD PRESSURE AND EDEMA,ALSO SERIOUS.

Holiday In Jamaica
A married couple was on holiday in Jamaica . They were touring around the marketplace looking at the goods and such when they passed this small sandal shop. From inside they heard the shopkeeper with a Jamaican accent say, "You foreigners! Come in. Come into my humble shop!" So the couple walked in. "I have some special sandals I think you would be interested in," the Jamaican said to them. "Dey make you wild at sex." Well, the wife was really interested in buying the sandals after what the man claimed, but her husband felt he really didn't need them, being the "sex god" that he was. "How could sandals make you into a sexfreak?" the husband asked the shopkeeper. "Just try dem on, Mon," the Jamaican replied. After some badgering from his wife, the man finally gave in, and tried the sandals on. As soon as he slipped them onto his feet, he got this wild look in his eyes ... something his wife hadn't seen in many years! In the blink of an eye, the husband grabbed the

My Order
Two eggs, over medium, hash brows, English muffin with mixed fruit jelly and butter, tomato juice, and coffee, black, with a side of turkey sausage, and I think I will go with French toast this morning. Just send it to my room. Thanks!

Wednesday Links: Wow Motorcycle Run, O&a Live In Philly - Turn On Your Paltalk, What's The Weirdest Thing 2, Jill Nicolini Tv, Traveling Virus Com
LISTEN TO TODAY'S SHOW ON AUDIBLE (link usually active by 3pm EST) The Opie and Anthony Show is LIVE from WYSP studios in Philadelphia on this fine Whip 'em Out Wednesday. We have SO MUCH going on today, you'd be wise to turn on your PALTALK and check out the live video feeds. You can check out the 'What's the Weirdest Thing' contest, the philadelphia walkover, and of course, the WOW Motorcycle Run which is also going down today. Of course, you may be doing that just to check out the Ladies Of Paltalk (just log in to the "Opie and Anthony LIVE" room), and enjoy topless ladies, women sleeping naked, and lots of morning sex going on. OK, so we've established that we're in Philly. We'll also be here tomorrow, so there's a TON of shit we have to tell you about... let's get that going: What's the Weirdest Thing You Own: Part 2 - Remember the dead monkey that someone brought in last time? Try to top THAT, mister! Bring Your Weirdest Thing to WYSP studios (400 Market Street in Phil

Come And Help Lzzzzzzz
COME ON PPL PLZZZZZZZ RATE N COMMENT A LOT ON HER PIC. SHE NEEDS HELP BAD :) http://www.PimpText.com/ - Pimp Text - Bling Text - MySpace Layouts (repost of original by ';)sexygyrl;) 100% sign my guestbook' on '2007-07-07 21:43:40') (repost of original by 'HOTTIE (rate me, add me, fan me)' on '2007-07-07 22:07:14') (repost of original by 'cajunman' on '2007-07-08 00:10:34') (repost of original by 'Big Daddy 33~~ Naughty N Nice family~'' on '2007-07-08 15:08:26') (repost of original by 'cajunman' on '2007-07-08 16:40:21') (repost of original by 'HOTTIE (rate me, add me, fan me)' on '2007-07-08 19:48:08') (repost of original by ';)sexygyrl;) 100% sign my guestbook' on '2007-07-08 20:11:51') (repost of original by 'Big Daddy 33~~ Naughty N Nice family~'' on '2007-07-08 21:55:47') (repost of original by 'HOTTIE (rate me, add me, fan me)' on '2007-07-09 21:24:39') (repost of original by ';)sexygyrl;) 100% sign my guestbook' on '2007-07-09 21:25:34') (repost of original

Happy Hump Day Everyone!!
MY HOROSCOPE 4 THE DAY LMAO YES IM A FLIRT TOO LOL :) A little lighthearted flirtation never did anyone harm in the workplace, as long as everyone knows how to act like an adult. In fact, it just might make the work day fly by much more quickly, so bat those eyelashes! HAPPY HUMP DAY EVERYONE!! MUCH LOVE, XOXOX JEN

7 Reasons Not To Mess With Children
Jonah and the whale A little girl was talking to her teacher about whales. The teacher said it was physically impossible for a whale to swallow a human because even though it was a very large mammal its throat was very small. The little girl stated that Jonah was swallowed by a whale. Irritated, the teacher reiterated that a whale could not swallow a human; it was physically impossible. The little girl said, "When I get to heaven I will ask Jonah". The teacher asked, "What if Jonah went to hell?" The little girl replied, "Then you ask him". Drawing God A Kindergarten teacher was observing her classroom of children while they were drawing. She would occasionally walk around to see each child's work. As she got to one little girl who was working diligently, she asked what the drawing was. The girl replied, "I'm drawing God." The teacher paused and said, "But no one knows what God looks like." Without missing a beat, or looking up from

Where Is The Only Flag That Does Not Get Saluted Fly?
Good Morning and hello there, how D do ? Wow that’s enough greetings for one day. Did you know, that millions of Flags travel up and down poles daily throughout the Universe? But, there is only one flag that remains flying never gets raised, never gets lowered and god forbid does not get saluted…Any guess’s where that flag is? I know, pick me, pick me… No I will give the answer but not just yet. Did anyone get a chance to watch spelling bee last night? That was a hoot. I must admit I have adlibbed a line or two to songs that I thought I knew the verses of. Funny show may make it, may not. I will have to wonder in and give my two bits to the Seven Wonder bus trip, just…trying to get all my ducks in a row. The problem is ducks do not like to be placed in a row and oh yeah! I am not joking here. Here is a test for you, get yourself three ducks of equal size and put them one after another in a so called row…oh yeah, no way possible due to the fact there will always be a dominant duck wh

Worst Week Possible
And things started off so nicely. Now i lose my bus pass. I am late for work. And i am going to have to borrow money from my grandmother to catch the bus then i have to cash a check and use the money for bus fare. This really sucks :(

This Is My Guy.. Add Him, Fan Him, And Love Him!
Hi everyone I'm Mizz Shady and that very atractive handsome man is my wonderful most amazing guy BurN! Everyone who knows me knows how deeply I care about the ones that are close to me.. Well there pretty much isn't anyone here that is more closer to me then him. So add him you all, fan my dearest friend even though hes very stuborn and will only fan one person on here.. and rate what he does have.. I'm working with him on getting some stash added soon so he can level up just like all of love to do.. Oh God look at how cute we are together... I so love that man you guys.. Treat him good... OMG I ALMOST FORGOT. I DONT WANT TO FALL OFF THAT LEGENDS THING SO IF YOU DONT HAVE ANY TYPE OF ORDER YOU USE YOUR FAN AREA FOR THEN FAN ME IF YOU WOULDN'T MIND.. I KEEP MOVING BACKWARDS AND NOW GETTING CLOSE TO THE EDGE AND THATS A LONELY SCARY PLACE ONCE YOU HAVE MADE IT UP. THANK YOU GUYS SO MUCH....

Quote For July 11
Celerity is never more admired than by the negligent. -- Cleopatra Bonus Quote: I heard guys say they got into rock and roll to pick up women. I didn't get into rock to pick up women, but I sure adapted. -- Ted Nugent This public service is brought to you daily by CT's Yoda©, speak to you I will!

Rate All Blogs And New Pics Added By Webcam Lets Rock This House
i added new pics by webcam and have top blogs one is link to my lounge read all my blogs and rate theres a modarator persistion to all that do this in my top dance lounge uk derek christain top dance lounge new 2007 oh yeah scream if you want to go faster arhhh i cant hear you i said scream if you want to go faster arhhh hold tight riders here we go rocking you all from sunny fun town blackpool uk northwest we have beach which am ten mins walking my blogs have my address for msn and yahoo messenger am on my space yahoo 360 flixster badoo oh yeah gonna send you more entrys from my blog book am rocking this house its 11.08am 11/7/2007 new day new fun and new blogs to come god bless you all derekxxxx

Otay I'm Back
yeh i'm back from my longass break of not coming on here...i see how many people missed me -_- okkk now that i'm back i want love god damnit!!! and i mean like i want conversations with people, not sex -_- dun want that...or do i? lol jk umm yeh talk to me i'm bored

I'm In Love!
I am in love… I have been since I was a child… This is where my romance started, was early in life. I am talking love in depth, meaningful and pure… Not that "I think they love me," or "They have to love me," no this was something more… When first I felt "him," I embraced "him"… hugging hard as if to say "Never leave me," and "he" never did… I have had love surround me before, but felt the ulterior motive in their tone, or questioned their sincerity… But with this, no I knew… without a doubt… Because I love, I feel strong… I have courage to be who I am… I do not feel lonely, I have "him" with me always. "He" has never betrayed me or let me down, and "he" is always there when I need "him"… comforting me… and yet, "he" is with me… through the gashes, and the pain I have done unto me… as if to say "Go ahead, let it out and FEEL." I feel attractive… all in all because I love, I am me at my best, the best part of me emanates… This love I have found… touches my soul… it illuminates me

Prisoner Of Prejudice
I have posted songs I have wrote before (via MySpace), and then I randomly delete and repost them. Some of you have read them, others have not. I have not wrote any songs recently… This was like 2 years ago… But I have some ideas for some, and need to get on it! Every time I retype/post this… I change the chorus around a bit, because I am not fully sure how I would like it to play out for sure… This song is about living in a small town and being ridiculed for who you are, narrow minds, and people trying to change you into someone they would like you to be. As well as not having the means (whether emotionally or physically) to change it. XO Prisoner Of Prejudice The snows so cold And everything around us is so white It all fades together Just like your perception of reality Always thought you knew me so well CHORUS: You did it You pulled this bullet right through me The truth always has a way to come bleeding through Trapped in your perc

Reflect The Storm
REFLECT THE STORM Shot for shot Let the bullet penetrate me It breaks life Tell me stories of gold and gods The precision in your voice Breaks the walls that I built Your eyes reach deep in life Take a chance Better cut much bigger than this A dark star Spend another day with me Get something that doesn't reflect It's dark, what I need I'll take the chance Bring me the calm When there's nothing Expose the dark side Awakened and emotional Expose the dark side Impossible to tame Away from the eye of the storm Away I find what is real in me Throw yourself into the eye of Chaos Infiltrate me Sneak out before I awake Take out the trash and burn it Try to find a beautiful place to lay These fragile bones of mine Away from the eye of the storm Away I find what is real Away from the eye of the storm Away I find what is real in me When there's nothing Expose the dark side Awakened and emotional Expose the d

Shew Me A Token For Good
Psalm 86:17 Shew me a token for good; that they which hate me may see it, and be ashamed: because thou, Lord, hast holpen me, comforted me. During high school, Chris had been a total loser. He had partied heavily and bullied other kids, forcing them to give up their lunch money in order to avoid a beating. Everyone walked in fear of Chris. Ten years was a long time, but no one expected such a great change from Chris. At the reunion, Chris came into a room that was still somewhat fearful of the old bully. What the people found was a man of grace and charm, who extended a warm hand to everyone he saw. In a few cases, Chris apologized for his behavior ten years gone by. When asked what had made the difference in his life, Chris replied simply, "I'm a Christian now." Christ is the changer of lives. He will give us a token that will attract people's attention. When others see the miracle of God in our lives, then cannot help but be touched themselves. God works through us to touch ot

Make A Complete Skin By Mr.edit
The following is everything you need to make a complete skin, you don’t need anyone else’s help to do such. If you don’t understand something post a comment in this blog and I’ll get back to you with the answer to your question(s) (DO NOT send me a message asking me how to it if you don’t fully understand the coding below (same goes for a shout and a comment on my page). Breaking this rule will result in no help from me, please follow directions, thanks. Also where you see /*text here*/ it’s not read in the coding, so you can use it to keep track of what’s what in the coding. So it’s easier to change. I hope this tutorial has been helpful to you. Mr.Edit™ /*body*/ body { CSS properties here } /*table user*/ table.user { CSS properties here } /*hover menu*/ #fixedtipdiv{ CSS properties here } /*links*/ A:link{ CSS properties here } A:visited{ CSS properties here } A:active{ CSS properties here } A:hover { CSS properties here } /*top header*/ table.top_heade

Late Night Ramblings
here it is 5:30 am and i still cant sleep... thought i would write a little bit til i get sleepy. first of all a great big thank you to all my new friends and fans. this last one was a very successful blast for me. i'm a bit on the lazy side so i don't talk to everyone. but if you buy my next blast, i promise i'll talk to you. ;-) and honestly i'm getting quite tired of the "nice tits" and "hey how r u" kind of messages. thing about that is i like compliments, but how about saying something of quality to me? maybe show me that you read my profile and not just drooled over my NSFW pics? say something INTERESTING? is that so much to ask for? and while i'm on it... type out your damn words. grrr. so i went to see the transformers movie tonight. it was actually very well done. good character development. so good that i cried when bumblebee got tied up by the military. yes i cried over a robot. and i'm not a big movie crier. sappy ending but what do you expect, it

Death
Do not cry for the dead, for tears do not return them to life. Pain and disappointment are things of the past. If you must shead tears, let them flow for the living. They are the ones that greave, and need you help to over come the pain of living on.

Star Crossed
They dance in the darkness. The wind thru the leaves sounds the melody, their hearts the beat. As they sway to the rhythm. The moon shown upon them, casting them in an eeire glow, like two ghostly silhouettes among the trees. They embrace in a kiss, a kiss that seems to stop time and cause the world to spin. Lovers reunited at lifes journey's end.

Darkness
The darkness holds many secrets. For some it is the sweetness of loves embrace. That fleeting moment of chance encounters that draw both men and women. The sickly sweet scent of pheromones, entrances both sexes like the DJ of a rave. Pulsating hearts acting as the tempo to some wild primal beat. Drawing us closer and closer to ecstasy almost omnipotent. Knowing but not knowing, feeling but not feeling. All the nerve ending of you body begin to burn with passion, screaming out into eternity for a glimpse of what could be. Existing in the moment is what it is all about.

How Your Ct Profile Gets Hacked *****important Info Inside******
This is how your site gets hacked....You will be surfing your page and reading the add requests. You may see a profile that you like. Then you may decide to add that person so you do. Very soon after you add this person you will probably go to post a comment. Then what happens is you will get a message that says YOU MUST BE LOGGED ON TO PREFORM THIS ACTION ...... DON'T DO IT! This is how they get your password...Trust me Immediately close your browser then Log back in. If you had paid attention as I do you will notice two things that are dead giveaways. The first one is how many times you have been viewed. I reset to Zero after every session so for me it was easy. Ninety Nine views in 30 seconds- NO way.Then the other thing is when the Fake Login page does come up. Look at the URL in the bar and you will see the word redirect in it. I hope you all post and repost this over and over. NEVER RE-LOG ON During a session Close Out and RE-Log on the proper way REPOST THIS !!!!

The Order Of The Dragon For My Brave Vlad!
Order of the Dragon The Order of the Dragon (German: Drachenorden; Latin: Societas Draconistrarum) was an order of selected nobles modeled on the Order of Saint George of Hungary. The order was founded in 1418 by Sigismund, King of Hungary, and his second wife (Barbara Cilli) after the Council of Constance, to defend the Church against the heretics, especially the Hussites. The defeated dragon is a symbol of the destruction of heresy. The Order flourished in Germany, and Italy, . Members of the Order were known as draconists. Origins of the Order In the second half of the fourteenth century, many kings founded their own orders of knights to support their thrones. Notable examples are: the Order of the Garter in England, the Order of Jug in Aragon, the Order of Scarf in Bohemia etc. Unlike the famous military orders of the Templars or the Hospitallers these orders were secular in nature. The Order of the Dragon (Lat: Societatis draconistrarum) was an institution similar to

My Son..
As of June 6, 2007 at 8:27AM.. I became the proud mommy of a little boy. Xavier Joe.. He weighed in at 7lbs 10oz.. and was 21 1/4 inches long.. Currently Im just a stay at home mommy.. Looking for possible some legit at home work! If anyone knows of any!! please let me know... Looking for other mommy's to talk to.. If you wanna chat let me know..

Don't You Just Love Fuck
The Fucking Disclaimer: If you are offended by the use of bad language fuck off now! Don't read all of this and then say it annoys you. Uses of the word Fuck: FUCK is an international word. It doesn't matter where you are in the world, everyone knows exactly what you mean when you say "Fuck Off". It's the atmosphere it creates, that's why you will never read something like: "Fuck off", he hinted. Grammatical Usage: In language, "fuck" falls into many grammatical categories, making it one of the most versatile words in the English language. It can be used as a verb, both transitive (John fucked Jane) and intransitive (John and Jane fucked). It can be an active verb (John fucked Jane) or a passive verb (Jane was fucked by John) or an adverb (Jane is a fucking bastard) and a noun (Jane is a terrific fuck). It can be used as an adjective (Jane is fucking beautiful). Further Structures: As you can see there are few words with the versatility of "fuck". Besides its sexual co

Real Interview With An Illegal Mexican At A Protest March In Texas .
This is good! Below is a good example of a discussion with a master of circular logic. Don't be logical, don't respect the truth or your adversary, just say what you think makes a new case when the previous case gets too difficult to defend. On the streets of downtown Houston, May 1, 2006 . Jim Moore reporting for a Houston TV station: Jim: Juan, I see that you and thousands of other protesters are marching in the streets to demonstrate for your cause. Exactly what is your cause and what do you expect to accomplish by this protest? Juan: We want our rights. We will show you how powerful we are. We will bring Houston to its knees! Jim: What rights? Juan: Our right to live here...legally. Our right to get all the benefits you get. Jim: When did you come to the United States? Juan: Six years ago. I crossed over the border at night with seven other friends. Jim: Why did you come? Juan: For work. I can earn as much in a month as I could in a year in Mexico

Children
Im finally at this realization that i have to finalize my daughters adoption, but it hurts to know she isnt my little girl anyomre. I know she lives with my brother across town and i see her whenever i want, but it isnt the same.....I just hate that i have to makes this decision with her because i dont have my own life straightened out... It wouldnt hurt so bad if she knew i was mommy but she doesnt and to hear her call me "kim" makes it even worse. sometimes it makes me sick to think on it, at least my other daughter knows im her mommy....i have a lot of thinking to do on this one, my heart is breaking

One Of The Funniest...
this is funny and great intro and so true On behalf of Dr. Timothy Leary; in association with the legions of illuminated social rejects; and as an influential administrator and creator of musical chaos in these so called “United States” I stand as a messenger of strangeness this evening in order to impress upon or at least to instruct the honorable musicians as to the methods and motives of the truly bizarre reality—The Weird Revolution. Thomas Jefferson, cofounder and president of this normally corrupt nation said “If God is truly just I tremble for the fate of my country”. Secondly, there are some dynamics at play which I must familiarize you with. The so-called weirdos in this country stand as completely freaked out by the normal man as the normal man is completely freaked out by the weird masses reaction to him. Which came first—you may ask—chicken or egg; you may ask. Well, the chicken of course; and it’s time to break this weird-ass chain. The weird masses don’t want to b

Grace
Current mood: touched The confusion began that day,When all of our hearts turned grey.The strength of Grace had passed away. Grace was my grandma's name She helped us with our problems and lives She lived with God in all of her heart She did 100% more then her part I remember her warm loving touch She shined so bright and cared so much! She smiled through her physical pain Knowing very well what she would gain. I went to her instead of God I know that now she's gone She is happy now,she can walk and run She's rejoicing in her perfect form with God and his son. I miss her and love her so very much She taught me so much,even on a crutch! I do want to see her again someday So Jesus please take all these sins away. Please Jesus help me take her place Give me the wonderfull words of Grace! Take me away from this world of sin I'll do what I have to untill you win. Direct me in your peacefull light Block the darkness tha

Warning!!!
Happiness is coming back! Its been a long time since i actually felt like that! Finding peace and fighting hard. All the stupid people That talk some shit. Say your friends of mine U TARD! Come around u might get hit Because i am tired of all this fucking shit!!!!!!!! Leave me alone don't talk to me. Fine talk about me and let me be!!!! Fuck the Bitches and fuck the pervs!!!! I am better then that i know u heard!!! if u don't know i am telling u all!!!! I am so nice if u r true to me. But my private life is for me thats all!!! so lets chat and shit and we will see!!!!!hehehehehehehehehe

Cherrytap.com Terms Of Use Agreement
CherryTAP.com Terms of Use Agreement Updated August 23, 2006 CherryTAP.com is a social networking service that allows members to create unique personal profiles online in order to find and communicate with old and new friends. The service is operated by CherryTAP.com, ("CherryTAP.com"). By using the CherryTAP.com Website (the "Website") you agree to be bound by these Terms of Use (this "Agreement"), whether or not you register as a member ("Member"). If you wish to become a Member, communicate with other Members and make use of the CherryTAP.com services (the "Service"), please read this Agreement and indicate your acceptance by following the instructions in the Registration process. This Agreement sets out the legally binding terms for your use of the Website and your Membership in the Service. CherryTAP.com may modify this Agreement from time to time and such modification shall be effective upon posting by CherryTAP.com on the Website. You agree to be bound to any changes to

Lost
If you were honest with someone all along and trusted them to be honest with you, thought they cared and found out you werent the only one when you were told you were, what would you do? im so confused because i care but im hurt b/c i was lied to. I dont want to just up and say i quit, but i dont want to get hurt either....i dont know, i guess i just have to let him make his own decision, its all i can do besides hope to god that he knows im sincere about everything and that he decides maybe im worth a shot? im just confused and hurt right now

On "social Network Platform" Fatigue (part Iii)
SKY'S THE LIMIT Well, the "Social Network Platform" fatigue I talked about a few days ago, is starting to set in, this time for some of the developers. Which developers? Why, the ones who eagerly rushed in to build applications (aka apps or widgets), for the newly open for business Facebook F8 platform. And as Marc Andreessen points out today, it's only five weeks after the launch of that much-vaunted platform, and the Facebook backlash is starting. Here's exhibit A, as an anonymous developer in the Valleywag post describes it:"I work for a startup in the Valley and have nothing natural against Facebook at all - in fact my team and I have spent every hour of every day for the past four weeks developing our Facebook app because we thought it was a great opportunity for exposure. Our dreams were inflated by how viral the initial set of applications were, despite their weak design. However, over the past week we've begun to realize that the whole thing has been much more hype tha

Some Iphone Customers Face Delays
While many who snapped up Apple Inc.'s iPhone were using the latest must-have gadget even before leaving the store, some buyers were put on hold as they experienced frustrating delays in activating their cell phone service. "A vast majority" of customers were up and running within minutes, said Michael Coe, a spokesman for AT&T Inc., the phone's exclusive carrier. But he acknowledged Saturday that some were facing delays because the high volume of activation requests were taxing the company's computer servers.Tim Johnson of Collegeville, Penn., found himself still staring at a crippled ? albeit sleek and sexy ? gadget on Saturday afternoon, more than 18 hours after he had waited in line to buy the device."It looks cool, but I can't do anything with it," he said. "I'm angry and frustrated and feel like I wasted my time standing in line."Coe wouldn't say how many customers were affected, or how long some of them would have to wait. The company was working to resolve the issue as quickly

This Is So Wrong! Warning!! Graphic Pics
How would you like it to be whacked hard over the head as a "sport"!? Norway and Canada have a new kind of tourism. Killing baby seals. They call it a "sport".. You want to call this a sport ? Is he a sportsman? Why? You're our only hope !!! This barbarism shouldnt be possible in our society..Dont turn your back on us, we are defenselessI know these images seem painful for you, but we feel the pain. We are being slaughtered and its going on RIGHT NOW...What gives him the right to kill us? Who is he to decide about life and death?What kind of sport is this? I didnt harm anyone. I was just swimming around.. Please help me and my friends... You cant just ignore these images.. Keeping silent and doing nothing makes you guilty...Please help us Please dont leave us alone...STOP THE KILLING OF SEALS You can make a statement by reposting this to get as many people as you canto repost this. Bring these murderers to the attention of world leaders.Thank you!!!!hit reply to sender and copy it fr

Poetry
Lost So many things you do to me I lose myself in you The pleasure exquisite the pain excites You've won me yes it's true I gave you the power to send me to hell And found heaven in your arms I'll never recover when it's over I'll be nothing once again I've lost my soul It's in your hands To do with as you will In only a moment You touched me Where no one else could go You torment me Constantly making me want What I know I'll never have You say that you own me Will you leave me broken when you are finished in time 07/10/07

Poetry
breathe i melt like ice its a hot summer day my mind is wandering my heart is dying more and more this way blackness descending don't know the ending coming soon to say Yesterday's memory today's regret words spoken, i wish i could unspeak power unending given freely nothing left but me pain is solace i know im alive only when it hurts to be coming into tomorrow restlessly waiting for permission to breathe 7/10/07

Poetry
Tomorrow's Coming Demons await tempting flesh with desire untold some they devour hearts and souls that never can grow old branded with flame burning with need it carries me away devils thoughts wicked dreams they visit me constantly sleep runs away from fear and pain chasing me into the fire it feels like heaven this time in hell waiting for never to come i wait for tomorrow despising that day knowing its coming anyway What will I do When it comes When my world ends in a moment of time Will I live on yearning and dying Never fully satisfied again Can i be that strong To survive yet again another dose of reality How will it go Cold in the night no one to hold me again Cold fingers of fear race down my spine knowing i have no hope desperately seeking another moment just to know my own soul emptiness filled the moment i knew yet now it returns to bite painful honesty expected in all no lies have ever been told

Poetry
forgive me father i know ive sinned my punishment is here today love me father i know you can a heart is big enough, its true hate me father i know you do for being who i am hurt me father you always will because you always can be my father you never were just there when guilt came due respect me father its impossible to since im nothing at all like you give to me father its so hard to do since im just exactly like you 07/11/07

Poetry
Devil's desire constantly yearning to feel your touch buring with my own need a heavy touch against my back sets me on edge for days you mark my soul and my body with a roughness thats not unkind Im wet with desire only for you no other could satisfy im out of control losing my mind at the master's heat on my skin a gentle caress and a lovers embrace as you turn me into a slave never before have i felt this complete as find myself on the floor when I'm on my knees im more than alive soaring through the skies your devils smile and liquid eyes burn through me in only a moment can i believe that this could be nothing would please me more i know its not real only a dream soon to awake and be gone only a moment thats all I'm allowed to feel the most delicious of sins these memories must last a lifetime or more since I'll never be here again holding them down wishing for more knowing they won't keep me warm the pain wi

Discipline
There were several mumms out in the past few days regarding child discipline. I have issues with the way some people dole out discipline, but that is in their house. I don't approve of children having melt downs in the center of the mall. Don't walk away from the kid, pick his heiny up and leave the mall. I love children and spend the day with 70 of them. I can't wait to have my own. I don't know why, I just can't wait to teach the little rugrats all kinds of things. You know, things like how to ice skate, ride a bike, eat raw cookie dough and run with scissors. The important things in life. Yet, there is one thing that will be invaluable to my kids when I am teaching them. That thing is discipline. I'm not saying that I'm going to walk around my house with a board, carrying it like a Samurai warrior just waiting for my chance to pounce and begin tanning some hide. I am, however, saying I just won't let my kids run over me as if I am some animal waiting to be road k

Poetry
Big Blue waves that crash over seamless shores moving the world on its side constantly yearning for more space to take she reaches always for more look deep in her heart to seek what truth could be make love to the sea she motions you close then drags you below to keep you eternally youre never alone her lovers are there mocking you in delight caution from the old men brings no relief the young rush blindly ahead never to see the rocks wait ahead to bring them to her in tow she's greedy in time shaping the earth testing her strength for the day she'll rise up to eat and not know defeat as we have no way to control 07/11/07

Pull It!!(song)
Hey mabe its time to get up on it! To start the fight and make it happen. Strive for something and follow through. Make it last and don't hold back. Grab it by the hair and pull it. Make it hard and don't let go. The strands of dreams and hope. Pull out if your dreams r thin,but hold out if your dreams r thick. Either Way They Need To Stick! Laziness is heaving me and won't let go. Its my Enemy thats winning me. Drama is upon my back with my enemy laughing at me, HYPOCRACY! (CHORUS) This cycle in my life is trash. Its time to throw it out and fast. Realizing life is short, thats going faster everyday.Wondering where life has went,Now its time to get a GRIP! Make it last and make it stick. Higher help is my friend. Rebbelion is what drew me in. Gone so long and don't know why. Its Time to FIGHT and not just try. Stand up and take his hand. It can't be done without this friend. I Take everything and I lift it up. You take it away and u fill my

Yo Sup!
YO SUP! Panties all in a bunch Bitchen and startin crap Take them out and eat some lunch Whay ya got to do all dat Just shutup and get on my lap No worries no infomercials Its time to chill and light one up Hey its me YO SUP? Sillygurrlly is my name Wit u and anyone i act the same So don't give me no shit I'm not in the mood I'm tired of the same old bit If u want to fall in love Sorry its not me DUDE If I like u i will chat And take u where its all at Which i have no idea Where AT is supposed to Beaa Anyway i am sillin out So Silly Here without a doubt Farewell to u and Peace Out

Gone Fishing...
Four married guys go fishing. After an hour, the following conversation took place: First guy: "You have no idea what I had to do to be able to come out fishing this weekend. I had to promise my wife that I would paint every room in the house next weekend." Second guy: "That is nothing, I had to promise my wife that I would build her a new deck for the pool." Third guy: "Man, you both have it easy! I had to promise my wife that I would remodel the kitchen for her. They continue to fish. When they realized that the fourth guy has not said a word, they asked him: "You haven't said anything about what you had to do to be able to come fishing this weekend. What's the deal?" Fourth guy: "I just set my alarm for 5:30 am. When it went off, I shut off my alarm, gave the wife a slap on her ass and said "Fishing or Sex?" and she said "Wear sun-block."

Truth
i just woke up its 9.37am 111/7/07 i think that world time should be the same and then we could allways be together as one time zones should not be god should not of done i6 that way ans yes if you dont know2 am a christaIN BUT HERRS ANOTHER THING I DONT G CHURCH AS I THINK WITH ALL THE POVERTY IN THE WORLD CHUCH SHOULD BE LIKE IT WAS IN THE BEGINNNING THERE CHUCH SHOULD BE ON THE WSTREETS OR ON A PIECE OF GRASSS AND IF IT RAINS THAN WE ALL WOULD BE WASHES WITH GODS HOLLY WSPIRIT AS I BELIVE RAIN IS HOLLY WATER AS IT WASHES THE DIRT OF THE STREETS AND GOING TO GET SOMETHING TO EAT AND GET DRESSED BE BACK SHORTLY PLEASE RATE MY BLOGGS I NEED VOTES JOIN MY LOUNGE ASWELL LINK TO MY LOUNGE IN BLOGS ASWELL IN BLOGSS IS ONE WITH MY MSN AND YAHOO MESSENGER ADDRESS I HAV E CAM AND MIC DEREK GOD BLESS YOU ALL, WHEN I COME BACK AM WRITING SOME MORE GOT OF THE BLOGHGING B OOK GOD BLESS YOU ALL DEREK MRDJ2007

I Not Playinn!!
I NOT PLAYIN!! Current mood: creative Category: Writing and Poetry I AM AFRAID To Go Outside Today!!Let me explain what I feel to say, Cause I Am Afraid in a wierd kinda way! I'm am not afraid of the scrubs and thugs. I'm am afraid of my lack of love. I expect alot of myself for sure. Not livin and lovin and being like me. The last 5 years have been a blurrr! And the whole time molding me and makin me see and showin me how I should bee. I need to extinguish this cloud of smoke. Its dirty and heavy and taking my breath away. I aint lying this aint no joke! Its coming around and its makin ya choke! The lies,the thighs,the drink,the cries,the pain,the drugs,the game! Anything I do, Its all the same! Trying not to care what people think. Its when I wanna take a lil drink. Do sumthin you should not have done. cannot be undone,the lies shall come! YUP it all somehow ends up like that, But Hold On before you pi

How Do You Spell Woman? M-e-l-i-n-d-a.
THE TOP 8 LADIES OF THE IDOL 61) Jordin Sparks ('Heartbreaker,' by Pat Benetar -- Loves Football.) - I originally thought Jordin was a poor man's Lisa Tucker. Then, I thought Lisa Tucker was a poor man's Jordin Sparks.Now?I think Jordin Sparks is simply too young. Too Fresh. And too new.2) Sabrina Sloan ('Don't Let Go,' by En Vogue -- Wanted to be the next Katie Couric/Ryan Seacrest.) - Sabrina's hair is very curly. And her vocals? Not so curly. In actuality, she was pretty darn flat. 3) Antonella Barba ('Put Your Records On,' by Corinne Bailey Rae -- Plays the violin.) - Girl! Turn your record off!I'll also tell you my favorite song. It's any song that you're not singing.4) Haley Scarnato ('If My Heart Had Wings,' by Faith Hill -- Used to be a gymnast until she broke herself.) - I didn't even bother paying attention during Haley's performance, because she's a total goner.5) Stephanie Edwards ('Sweet Things,' by Rufus & Chaka Khan -- Used to be shy.) - I enjoy the Stephanie Edw

The Mcpheever Or The Soul Patrol?
Â“American IdolÂ” snowballed closer this week to the fifth-season showdown. The final three contestants were required to sing three different selections for America this week. The first selection was picked by the most influential recording executive in the known universe today, Clive Davis. The second selection was the judgesÂ’ pick, and the third the contestants chose on their own. Ryan Seacrest and the judges were in very playful moods this week! I think that the secret romance between Ryan and Simon is starting to shine through a little to obviously, wouldnÂ’t you agree? LAUGH, I SAID! Just jokes, everyone. Seriously though, the final three have so much talent you could tell that it was gonna be anyoneÂ’s game! Clive chose the R. Kelly classic Â“I Believe I Can FlyÂ” for the lovely Katherine McPhee. She sang the song well but never really honed in on the spirit in the song. The judges were tough on the first one, but the second brought the house down! Simon chose the Â“Wizard o

Xiii "capsized"
When I was on my way to punchout God, I remembered something about... Nope. I lost it. There was a story somewhere in there, but ... I... meaning... love... remorse... morals... it's all there, but on the surface... not on the surface... more like a salty mist on the ripple-glass surface of a cold ocean, briefly interrupted by an ancient ship groaning under the weight of a thousand pulled lines... a million pacing steps... a dozen slit throats... sails tattered by unmanned abortion and neglect. She'll capsize any minute now. Just like all the rest. She'll drop me into the icey waters. Just to laugh. Just to watch me flicker and die. Sputtering, and gasping. Starving for warmth. Starving for light. Begging for a last glimpse of moon. Stretching my eyes for that last kiss of starlight. Last touch of empty. And then there's darkness. So much terrible... iron filthy darkness.

Sweet Kiss
I close my eyes and think of you your love keeps me all night through I wake each day to my thoughts of you seems to me its all I can truly do you stole my heart and consume my mind such a wealth of emotions I did find tonight I leave you with a sweet kiss it is you my love I will miss A.Boudreaux 2007

Untitled As Of Yet...
You have a life I know you do.. You have a wife I know this too.. You love me.. You told me this Unguarded in passion You gave me a kiss.. My heart you held beating for you.. So pure in that moment..so true. A moment cherished I wish to rewind.. Thoughts of you now Unwanted in my mind. A.Boudreaux 2007

Feeling Blue
sometimes the loneliness is absolutely unbearable, why is that? why am I so lonely? I sit here in one hell of a slump. No matter how many friends I have to cheer me or my children that love me just because I am their mother. I have so many great friends, so why am I lonely? I can be surrounded by people and feel completely alone. Is this normal? Do other people feel as I do? what is it that I am missing? perhaps I will get out of this funk I am in...until then I am blue.

Life's Most Burning Questions
There are just some things in this world that just cannot be understood. Something that happens in life without explanation, provocation and warning and you think to yourself "Wow! I just don't get it!" I know there are some things that have been plaguing me for quite some time now. Depending on your views, sense of humor and experiences, you'll laugh, cry or even think. So, here are the things that have been sticking out at me. If you think you have the answer, please enlighten me(or tell me how whacked or how deep I am). Some of these are funny, yet some of them are serious. Well, here goes: Which came first, the chicken or the egg? Is life one big play where we are all the character actors for God's amusement? Did anyone else think "The O.C." seemed a bit too much like "90210" and "Melrose Place" combined? Why the hell are people getting famous for doing nothing(i.e., socialites, reality TV "stars," etc...We all know who they are!)? Why do people trash Spam, y

Not Sad.
I'm not sad. I don't want to cry. I'm not mad. I don't want to hurt anyone. I'm frustrated, confused and irritated, we all have this moment in our life. I just wish you would tell me why you won't talk to me, things are different this time, and it really does scare me. I'm pacing in my head, what I possibly could've of done wrong, but I've been so careful, so safe. Making sure not to make the wrong move. Am I being punished? I mean I am trying so very hard to mend all the bad things I've done and did, and there's nothing that can change those. Honestly though, what did I do to YOU. I never did a thing. Not one thing. You did a lot to me, and I'm still here. So tell me, please. Before I lose my head. This is why I'm frustrated. I also don't see why everyone cares about what everyone else is doing anymore. If they aren't in your life, there must be a reason for that. So why not move on? If you want to keep them, they resolve your differences! I hate being confused, so

Back Home From Surgeon.
Well...Got back home earlier today from having 6 teeth extracted. Went pretty well execpt for one of the wisdom teeth was still under the gum...So he had to split the gum open,remove the tooth in front,and then yank it out....Ewwwww!! Cant eat really....had some soup earlier and some mashed taters for dinner. Face is swollen like a puffer fish and my mouth is hurting. Other than that I can function for like 5-10 minutes before I have to lay down again. Have a great nite and see ya all later on.

Update On Canada Plz Read
A man just recently fell from the 6th floor to the 1st floor in my hotel. (12:00 am pst) Please keep the man, and the people who witnessed it in your prayers, if you don't prayer then please keep them in your thoughts! Lots of people are shook up about this and so am I.

What Medical Condition Does Paris Have?
Paris Hilton is getting "reassigned" to home confinement for an undisclosed medical condition. But what is it? Analysts of the story give their thoughts. TAGS: Paris, Paris Hilton LINK: What Medical Condition Does Paris Have? KPHO Phoenix from Boxxet News ------------------------ SIMILAR STORIES Paris Hilton Ordered to Return to Court - Daily Press Paris Hilton Ordered Back To Court On Friday, Los Angeles City ... - Pop Crunch MORE FROM Wizbang | USA Today | Hot Celebs Home | Right Celebrity | Right Celebrity |

Genius Obfuscations: Janice Min Dodges, Fakes, Scores
Us Weekly editor-in-chief Janice Min takes to the online pages of Slate today to discuss her decision to have a Paris Hilton-free issue of Us the week that Paris got released from prison (which some sniped was because People had landed the "exclusive" photo shoot and interview with Paris). And true to form, Janice did what she usually does when she's defending her magazine in more august surroundings: She brings up politics and how George Bush is evil and the war in Iraq has become a footnote in the ongoing national soap opera that is Paris Hilton or Britney Spears or Anna Nicole Smith's life! The woman is a genius. Janice writes, I get it. I understand why Paris Hilton trumps interest in Bush's eavesdropping, whether or not she's on the cover of Us Weekly. The Paris story may be getting old, but the Bush one feels even older. Cultural critics like to decry our tabloid obsessions, assuming that Americans are too apathetic, dumb, or lazy to follow important political stories as they un

Accept Change With A Smile
ACCEPT CHANGE WITH A SMILE Sooner or later you'll experience a crisis in your life, and how you meet it will determine your future happiness and success. Since the beginning of time, everyone has been called upon to meet such a crisis. A closer look will show you that most 'crisis situations' are opportunities to either advance or stay where you are. In fact, most changes in your life will take place out of either 'inspiration' or 'desperation.' Whatever comes your way, give it meaning and transform it into something of value. Your personal growth is the process of responding positively to change. A precious stone cannot be polished without friction, nor humanity perfected without trials.

I'm Back!
So, I'm back on here. Basically because the nudie site I used to post on I got banned from (I got in a fight with the chic mod cuz she called me ugly) and this is the only other place I know where I can post pix like that. Comment them, make requests, by all means. I'm pregnant now so I have nothing to do but sit around might as well do something fun!!

Men Online
I have been online for a couple years now, and I have encountered many a man. I was once very optimistic and fun..very naive and trusting in the extreme. Not to say some of those traits aren't still lingering, but they surely are not what they used to be. I don't intend to bash on men...I adore them. Tis' my weakness after all. MEN! (sigh) It is my opinion that men online are very easily categorized..maybe harshly..but if the truth hurts.. yea..you know! There is the sweet guy: always there to offer a hello. a very chipper type of man. most likely very depressed and only wanting to make you smile in a way to feel as if he accomplished his goal for the day. this man is one of the most under appreciated of all men online. he is also commonly mistaken as a stalker. there is nothing wrong with him except how he has been treated in this fantasy based land we call cyber space! There is the charmer: generally very persistant at first so as to charm you into submission. strong wil

Want My Number?
i want your # I want your number. I bet you won't give it to me.. I dont care if i already have it. just send it to me in a message. I dare you to copy and paste this and see how many numbers you get. PS: I WILL call it once if you give it to me,a nd more if you let me. ;) PSS.. Here are my numbers if you are brave.. call me up and the first words out of your mouth should be... Hey sexy, I'm naked, are you??? Call anytime, I am always up!!! Home:704-732-2065 Cell:604-288-8260 Can't wait to hear you voice!!!! Love, Geekette

Hahahahahahaha
All about me! Marital Status] singleeee [Shoe size] 10 or 11 [Parents still togethe) no..thank god! cuz one would be dead now lol [Siblings] 4 [Pets] tralala FAVORITES [Color] red, black [Number] 69 [Animal] doggggg [Drinks] rum or vodkaaaaaa [Soda] coke [Book] none [Flower] no DO YOU [Color your hair?] no [Twirl your hair?] no [Have tattoos?] no [Have Piercings?] no [Cheat on tests/homework?] DID [Drink/Smoke?] sometimes to both lol [Like roller coasters?] NOOOOOOO [Wish you could live somewhere else?] hmm maybe [Want more piercings?] NO >.> [Like cleaning?] sometimes lol if i havbe energy haha [Write in cursive or print?] mixture hah [Own a web cam?] MAYBE haha i only do pre-recorded performances lol [Own a cell phone?] nooo [Ever get off the damn computer?] lol noooo i am an addict HAVE U EVER [Been in a fist fight?] NO [Considered a life of crime?] tralalaaaaaa [Considered being a hooker?] I AM! [Lied to someone?] yes [Been in love?] no [Ma

My Dreams
My dreams are filled with you, every night I go to bed. I remember everything you do, and listen to everything you said. Reach out and touch my hair, like you do every night. Your skin looks so fair, under the moon light. You grabbed my hand, and took me for a walk. We walked barefoot in the sand, and had a real long talk. You say you love me, more each day that will pass. I can't wait to see, how long my dream will last. I whisper to you, how things can be. All I can do, is see how the next dream will be.

Why???
Why is it (no offense to you guys out there!) that guys are allowed to talk to someone of the opposite sex but if us women do it we get nothing but accusations??? Or if we want to do something different to ourselves we get the 21 questions?? Or if we decided to start eating better and working out more we get the "Who are you doing all that for?" And when we say for ourselves and you get all defensive and say that we are doing this for another guy??? Can some guy answer this??? My guy is driving me nuts and I want to see where in the hell he is coming from! Targeted Glitter Comments

Everbody Wins
ARE YOU TIRED OF BOMBING YOUR PIC AND GETTING TRIRD PLACE AND NOT WINNING ANYTHING FOR IT? LETS TRY SOMETHING NEW!!!! I HAVE NOT SEEN IT DONE, BUT IF IT HAS LETS DO IT AGAIN. I WILL BE RUNNING TWO CONTEST AT THE SAME TIME. THE FIRST WILL BE 3 DAY BLAST TOO EVER ONE THAT ENTERS AND BOMBS 10,000 COMMITS NO TIME LIMIT!!!! ENTER ANY TIME YOU WANT OR QIUT ANY TIME YOU WANT!!! THE SECOUND CONTEST WILL BE FOR A 7 DAY BLAST OR ONE MONTH VIC!!! ONLY THE FIRST 20 THAT ENTER!!! AND COMMIT BOMB 20,000 COMMITS!!! IT WILL BE THE SAME NO TIME LIMIT!!!!! JUST HOW BAD DO YOU WANT ONE!!IT CAN BE SOMETHING FAST OR IT COULD BE SOMETHING THAT MIGHT TAKE SOME A MONTH. I WANT EVER ONE TOO WIN AND EVERONE TOHAVE FUN THIS WAY THERE IS NOBODY GETS LEFT OUT!!!

Don't Go To This Guy!! Waste Of Freakin Time!!!!
Not trying to start drama, just a word of advice & I have proof so here goes... Well after the Bi Babe Scandal I was hesitant to join anymore contest/giveaways but I had already started on AUSSIE ASSASSIN's 1 month blast giveaway. I already had half of the 50,000 comments needed but just to make sure I stopped bombing & asked my friends too as well. I messaged him after several shout attempts to let me know if this was legit or should I even bother. Here's the message & his response... So my friends & I continued bombing. I finished on Sunday July, 1st... I shouted him because I saw he was online. There was no response so I c-mailed him. Sooo Tuesday, my time rolls around & guess what?? NO BLAST!! What a shocker!! Wednesday cums & goes, still no response... so Thursday I c-mail him again... & @ this point I was quite frustrated having wasted all that time bombing & nothing to show for it. I'm copying & pasting this for easier reading & because

Just My Thoughts.... Forgive My Spelling Feel Free To Rip And Pass On
the future looks dark my eyes open wide sit back and strap in join me on this verbal ride for so long seams like years ive wanted to write thought the writers block wouldnt move and kept my feelings inside but fuck that shit now a yo im ready to ride from the heart on the real i love my kids thats jus straight truth. society has lost its mind it seeks to oppress our youth. if knowledge is power why do they charge our youth ? is there something to hide ? maybe the truth ? to advance as a nation we need to learn. knowledge is power thats a fact why make it hard to earn ? its like education is for a chosen few am i crazy ? is this real ? or do you feel like i do ? damn if knowledge is brain food im tryin to snatch the plate i got kids to feed now i aint tryin to wait.. politicians dont care the streets are filled with hate.dont care i get low pay and my bills are late . so we lie cheat steal to set our credit straight hustle to make ends meet and they wanna close the gate. cage you like

Don't Go To This Guy!! Waste Of Freakin Time!!!!
http://cherrytap.com/bulletins.php?b=419397920 Not trying to start drama, just a word of advice & I have proof so here goes... Well after the Bi Babe Scandal I was hesitant to join anymore contest/giveaways but I had already started on AUSSIE ASSASSIN's 1 month blast giveaway. I already had half of the 50,000 comments needed but just to make sure I stopped bombing & asked my friends too as well. I messaged him after several shout attempts to let me know if this was legit or should I even bother. Here's the message & his response... So my friends & I continued bombing. I finished on Sunday July, 1st... I shouted him because I saw he was online. There was no response so I c-mailed him. Sooo Tuesday, my time rolls around & guess what?? NO BLAST!! What a shocker!! Wednesday cums & goes, still no response... so Thursday I c-mail him again... & @ this point I was quite frustrated having wasted all that time bombing & nothing to show for it. I'm co

Night Swimming Part Five
Losing myself for a moment in the feel of your lips, I pull away, taking your hand I lead you out of the water There is a soft blanket waiting for us back on the beach. Kneeling togethr on the blanket our hands roaming each others body, a deeper sense of desire can be felt now, struggling to see who will have the lead this time. Kissing more passionately, more hungry for one another now that our bodies are awake to evry little touch and sensation. Lying togethr on the blanket I pull you on top of me, positioned so there is no mor struggle we can share in each othrs sweetness. Teasing you by kissing your inner thigh, softly biting andd tugging on your flesh Accidentally nipping a little harder as I feel you running your tongue along my lower lips I cant help myself anymore, needing to taste you, no teasing this time, my tongure running between your lips and darting inside you, pulling your hips down to slide it deeper, enjoying your soft whimpers and the feel of your b

Waiting
Wanting, lusting, to be held, to be loved, to feel warmth, to feel your beating heart. Wanting to be sheltered from the cold, heartless winds. Falling into invisible arms; into an abyss of love. Wishing, hoping, that my desires will be filled; my desires of loving warmth. Wanting to be held, comforted, loved. Dreaming of passionate embraces, of tender kisses, loving words, romantic nights. Waiting for undying love.

Ain't It A Kick?
What did I want to say here? Good morning. Today's the first day of the next day. The first of the last? The last of the first. Yes. That was it. I think I took a break. A trip? A journey. A step. And then the world. I'm tired. Could you carry me for this?

Mda Telethon..please Help
This year, I have the honor and pleasure of participating in MDA's Anchorage Telethon Executive Lock Up to help "Jerry's Kids®". To reach my goal I need your help! I'd like to include you or your company on my list of contributors who are helping me reach my goal. Your donation would help MDA continue the important fight against muscular dystrophy. Check out my web page by clicking on the link above. There you'll find all kinds of information about MDA, and be able to make your tax-deductible donation on-line using your credit card. MDA serves people in our community with neuromuscular disease by providing clinics, support groups, assistance with the purchase and repair of wheelchairs, braces and communication devices, and summer camp for kids. MDA also funds research grants to help find treatments and cures for some 43 neuromuscular diseases that affect people of all ages, right here in our community. I sincerely hope that you'll take the opportunity to support MDA. If you

Friday 13th
Hi there, just a quick blog to say after a lot of searching we have finally met another female that wants to into me to BI. She is actually a friend we have known for 5 years and we have recently chatted about it and she is more than happy to introduce n seduce so to speak. She even agreed to hubby taking pics and video. Wish me luck.....l. Kylie...xx

People And Pics
What is it with people only wanting to cam or sleezy pics or they don't want to talk to u at all maybe a hello or hey but then gone. Grow up people do have names, faces, profiles for the dumb questions u ask first, Does anyone even read profiles? Look at pics other then the NSFW ones? I know can't beat a dead dog to life but hey what the heck !!!

Just For Tonight
close in to me hold me tightly in your arms press my head to your shoulder tell me my life isn't over shush me gently. lift my chin look deep into salt-drenched green let me see your soul smile sweetly for me hold me safe and tell me that no one will hurt me ever again. tell me you'll protect me cover me with kisses just for tonight drown me with your sweet lies. d. r. hyden just a lousy day. hate feeling like this. unsafe and lost. maybe it'll be better tomorrow...

Man
An endless desire, To hold on strong, To the one that walks softly, And voices' sweet song. A strong arm to gather, me to his side, softspoken emotion, empassioned cries. A Fighter when threatened, A lover when tamed, Desire That Blazes, At Night & In Day. A sweetness Surrendered, A steadfast when claimed, A Man among beasts, Yet forever be slain. Desire consumes him, When impassioned by flames, He calls to her softly, Yet still hears her name!!!

Give It A Try!
Hi if your reading this blog you've got to check out this site www.freedom.ws. the access code is jimmyrplymouthjr Once in click on the blue box that says freedom for life. If you have numerous friends online and are meeting more and more everyday you'll want to view this opportunity! A great opportunity to earn a little extra beer money!

Friends
I just wanted to give a shout out to some of the cool people i have met on here. its not easy to get to know me, and the few people i have let in i want you guys to know i love you all and cherish the friendships we have.

Notihng Else Matters!!!!!!
love one love two Love one love two its dont matter, love is love no matter what or whom it is. taken by heart taken by soul taken from it all its all love, no matter whatever comes of it love is love and i love you for you and who you have become in my place i call my LIFE Taken with love taken with life im all here and im all there always remember that, i care i love and i always WILL care and LOVE you and i will always trust u for whom u are and what u mean to me MY LOVE Nothing else matter anymore i see life i see things that i havent ever seen before... sitting and thinking and thinking i wont give up on things that i know in my heart are true and mean the world to me and others dont like it then oh well i dont need the lil petty ass bullshit no ways.... My poem above has many meanings and many thoughts into it. When its thought about because love one love two is all parts of life and makeing things work all for the greater good and taken

Deleting My Account
i most likely will be deleting my account due to some relationship problems i am having, i will not go into details, if you would like to remain friends my e-mail is bellausa242007@yahoo.com, and if you want add me to ur myspace, myspace is www.myspace.com/bellamaria24, i appreciate all of my friends on here, ty

Abuse The Cheerleader
I am currently in Brazil till Saturday. A little bored. So I decided to go on Cherrytap and do a little updates. Miss Brittany is back to being her evil self. Hmmm well at least for the time being. I added a story (with pictures) of the time my friend Kayla and I abuse this college cheerleader who kept annoying us. We taught her a thing or two and the biggest lesson she leaned was DO NOT INTERUPT BRITTANY WHEN SHE’S TALKING!!!!!! Or she will be forced to to plus all your holes. Good luck ditzy blonde cheerleader…I don’t think you'll be able to be dancing around much less sitting down for a few days. HEHE HE Miss Brittany

A Week Of...
It's been an interesting week. I turned 25 on Tuesday. I surprisingly had no problems with it. I was figuring on some kind of mental melt down, but all went well. Went to a movie with Tara and grabbed a drink before hand. It was fun. Then on Sunday my brother called me and said he and his girlfriend wanted to take me out to lunch for my birthday. So we went out to Fridays. After about 10 minutes he confessed that there was another reason for them to take me out. He looked at his girlfriend and she goes..."WE'RE ENGAGED" . I'm super happy for them. I love them both so much. I'M GONNA HAVE A SISTER! -in-law. So that's been my week. I have lots to get done this week. I have to finish the family cookbook and clean my house, and do laundry, and all sorts of other things that I know I need to do. Things I've been putting off. Oh well, the most important is getting that damn cookbook done. Then my mom will get off my back about it.

Just Another Poem
Can one be swallowed by a lovers grasp? Can one fall victim to a love meant to last? Can I be the one to be taken in? Will I be the chosen to live with your sin? Blissfully unaware strewn before a grave You picked up my pieces and held me high and told me I was brave You made me feel together when I always fell apart You made me happy right from the very start I let go for a moment you never left my side I never wanted to love again but you made sure I tried Let me ask you something now, do you believe? That you made me see what you and I can achieve If I just hang on and you wait a bit longer We’ll prove everyone wrong and come out even stronger All the people they just cant see And they want us to fail because none of them can be Forget what they say, because none of it’s true you brought me back, when I was blue Think of only what we can do you held me up, as I will too You showed me I can love again you made me forget my past

Guest Book..
Well.. it seems that there are a mess of people that have them guest books.. Well.. Just to follow what seems like the fun thing to do, I have added myself to a mess of people that are in my friends/fans list.. And at the same time, I have also installed my own as well, So please come to my page, And add yourself to it, Its under my stash.

"something Better"
You don't listen... What's different now? How much more 'til I break? Save me I'm biting my tongue 'til it bleeds You claim you're right behind your lying eyes You're savoring my pride just for the taste Feeling you slip away as you drown in me [[with words I never said]] Your eyes are open but you're still blind to me Don't listen Don't listen Don't listen What's one more day of giving you everything? You're using me to fufill a fantasy You're still right here although you're so far gone Running away from everything you are Feeling you slip away as you drown in me [[with words I never said]] Your eyes are open but you're still blind to me Don't listen Don't listen Don't listen Never leave me [[words I never said]] Always love me [[words I never said]] Won't betray me [[words I never said]] You don't listen You don't listen You never listen... You don't listen You don't listen You don't listen You don't listen You ne

Only A Few Random Selected Dreams Come True
On July 9, 2007at 5:35 am I dreamt about him! I was debating on whether I wanted to share anything about him or about my dream. I have come to the conclusion that this is a part of me that makes me, “me!” My feelings, and way of thinking revolve around him – it might sound a tad absurd, for I am young – and I do confuse myself, but that originally comes with my idea that I think TOO much! I’m concerned in avoiding mistakes, although I do know that making mistakes is a process I definitely need to go through in order to learn- however, if I can make a smart decision at the time I will embrace it! lol I have already made too many mistakes – things that I’m ashamed of – but I only know that after experiencing them, I WILL NOT take that route again! Making myself into a person I want to be. I will not explain my dream thoroughly – for it is something I hold dearly! (Since, it is the first dream I’ve had of him after he left!) L I have thought about him so much that time going by

New Here
well i am new here and i am completely confused and lost so jsut bare with me for a while until i get my legs sturdy with this... thanks for understanding. hope to talk to many new people soon and make some new friends.... if anyone wants to help a girl out with the little things here let me know.

"this Mistake"
Misconceptions leave you lonely who will you run to when I'm not there? Take all of who I am while breaking me I won't be your answer I'm not your fucking slave I won't let you go you cant walk away from this mistake Desperation filling my lungs breathing all of you in to keep you here You let the lies you live deconstruct your mind avoiding conflict you can't turn back on me now. I won't let you go You can't walk away from this mistake ©ALightDivided2007

Do You Know?
Do you know what love is? Real love? Soulmate love? Do you know what it feels like to have the most beautiful person you ever met love you unconditionally? Do you know what it's like to have that person think you're wonderful and adorable and sexy....and think these things about things that you've just always done and been....and no ones ever thought they were wonderful or adorable or sexy before? Do you know what it's like to have someone be so embedded in your soul that you dream about them every single night? Do you know what it's like to wake up in the morning and go about your day and feel like you never even left the dream? Do you know how it feels to have a person come along and change everything? Do you know how it feels to have someone make you better just by being in your life? Do you know what it's like to have someone make your heart melt? Do you know what it's like to meet the person that you've been looking for from the time you were born? Do y

Feeling Sorry For Myself
It absolutely amazes me, that someone can be so all about you, then, just not.... How the hell is that possible? Family, friends, and (for a lack of a better way to say it) prospects. I get so drained by USERS. I have such a honest and caring heart, people take advantage of me all the time. Tomorrow is my birthday. All these people who have called themselves my friends....... Not a one of them has asked me what I am doing for my birthday, or offered/invited me any where. Don't get me wrong, I really don't expect anyone to, but no phone call, or even an email. I am just tired of being there for people who will not be there for me. Ok maybe I should get off my pitty pot now..........

Living Memory
Everyone has a memory A tale to share Mine is long and complicated Of how life's been unfair This is no fairytale No ending that is nice The world's full of choice Now I'll pay the ultimate price I was at the cross-roads once Yet I turned the wrong way And ever since that moment I've been regretting that day I'm so sorry for my actions Yet that is no excuse Should I put up a fight and take a stand? Nah I wont bother, cause really, What is the use?

Tomorrow's Waking Light:
Someone just to hold onto, throughout the endless night. A whisper in the silent world, that has been so long your plight. Will you one day come to me, This lover in my mind? Tomorrow's but a memory, A longing deep inside. A strong emotion whirling, endlessly through the night. The sun has long past faded, yet still I search the sky. For a fevered true emotion, That One Day Will Be Mine. The tides yet roam the sea shore, I yet roam the time. I have forever spent without, A companion by my side. Will morrow bring me bitter tears, Or morrow bring me smiles. All is but just question, 'Til tomorrow's waking light!

Hunger..
I feel the sheets running slowly down my body, till they fall to floor.. I know your touch, I feel your warm hands run up my thighs and I know what you want to do.. I watch for you everyday, wishing you will come home early, waiting for you at the door.. Wanting to kiss you, wanting to touch you, wanting your breath on my neck, wanting you.. Your lips still wet, you slide your body over mine and kiss me... You still don't understand what I would give up for you, you are so gentle.. You are worried I will break and I only worry I can not get enough of you, I am not weak.. I want to taste every inch of you, remember every kiss, every touch, for less I will not settle.. I know we can not go on forever, it feels though like I am unable to get my fill.. I am yours, my body is only for your touch, your desires, your taste.. I am my own woman, but this body, in this bed, ask and you will have, here, with you I need no free will.. It is over, you lay there, exh

We Need To Ask Ourselves ...
We need to ask ourselves ... Are we building bridges from our hearts to one another or building blocks between us? Are we finding the things we have in common with one another or are we focusing on our differences? Every person on Mother Earth wants to be Loved and wants to give Love. Every person wants to be accepted and acknowledged. Open to the Love that you are, beautiful one. There is so much of life to be lived no matter what circumstances surround us. Understand how and what to change so all of life becomes a celebration. Learn how to find the good and feel the good in all things ... including yourself. Living life to its fullest and having happiness always was never meant to be hidden. It all awaits our wanting to discover it. Do we really understand the profound difference we could make in another's life if we would express the beautiful Love that lives inside each one of us? Become the Divine Love that You Truly Are ... because you hold the Love the wo

Just A Quick Thought
I am just having the best time hangin out on his site!!! I have met so many wonderful people here, you all know who you are. I am so glad to hang out every night and chat with you guys... or when I pop on I find the cutest messages. you are all the best... all my love to all of you :D

Even After You Go...
You once asked me how much I love you... I love you so much even after you leave I would take a bullet to save you. I would give you my heart so you may live. I would give you both my lungs if you needed them. I would lie in front of a speeding train if you asked me too. In other words, I will never stop loving you.

Senior Dating
Dorothy and Edna, two "senior" widows, are talking. Dorothy: "That nice George Johnson asked me out for a date. I know you went out with him last week, and I wanted to talk with you about him before I give him my answer." Edna: "Well, I'll tell you. He shows up at my apartment punctually at 7P.M., dressed like such a gentleman in a fine suit, and he brings me such beautiful flowers! Then he takes me downstairs, and what's there but a luxury car... a limousine, uniformed chauffeur and all. Then he takes me out for dinner... a marvelous dinner... lobster, champagne, dessert, and after-dinner drinks. Then we go see a show. Let me tell you, Dorothy, I enjoyed it so much I could have just died from pleasure! So then we are coming back to my apartment and he turns into an ANIMAL. Completely crazy, he tears off my expensive new dress and has his way with me tw

Very Important Please Take The Time To Read
RECENTLY A GOOD FRIEND OF THE LOUNGES AND AN AWESOME STAFF MEMBER WAS CAUGHT UP IN SOME MASSIVE FLOODING! I WILL INCLUDE SOME PICS SO YOU KNOW JUST HOW BAD IT WAS! ANYWAY HER AND HER FAMILY ARE SUFFERING FROM THIS WITH THE LOSS OF ALOT OF THERE STUFF ANYWAY IM SETTING UP AN ACCOUNT FOR JENN AND HER FAMILY SO IF YOU WOULD WOULD LIKE TO HELP THE FAMILY OUT IN ANYWAY PLEASE MESSAGE ME ON YAHOO (bcbytch_73) OR IN HERE AND ILL CONTACT YOU OR YOU CAN SEND THE MONEY DIRECT TO KERRYL@CABLEROCKET.COM (PAYPAL) AND IT WILL BE DIRECTLY SENT TO JENN AND HER FAMILY AND IF YOU CANT DO THAT PLEASE ATLEAST GO TO HER PAGE AND SHOW HER MAD LOVE AND LET HER KNOW WE ARE THINKING OF HER!!!! THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR ANY TYPE OF HELP! CLUB FANTASIA AND NO LIMIT STAFF! Jenn~budsgirl1978~Bartender & Head Promoter @ Club Fantasia~~Sign My Guestb@ CherryTAP

The Most Epic Week Of Evqr Is Coming Up (pictures And Videos Included!)
July 26-29 = Highlands war, which means a nice peaceful weekend in the tree covered mountains of Flagstaff. It also means I get to hang out with Holly, and see John and Aja and Steele, and getting an AMAZING massage from a pseudo-lesbian(who happens to give the best massages I've ever felt in my short life) July 29th, I'll head back down to Tucson, hang out with Miku and hopefully get my hair cut and re-dyed. Sometime either that night, or the next morning (I still have to talk to her about that part) we'll head up to Burbank, California to see + (Last Call with Carson Daily taping). Thennnn either after, or before AND after the taping of said show it will be ME + MIKU + RICHEE + MIKE DIVA AND MAXXXXXXXXXX JENGA + GODSCOLON +

You're Not Alone
Artist: Chicago Album: Chicago Xix Title: You're Not Alone I see you there, a silhouette in the moonlight; Looks like you've given up on love. You used to be the face in the spotlight; Now lonliness fits you like a glove. You walk around in your cloak of darkness, Too blind to see the light. Your wings are broken, now your spirit can't take flight. You're not alone, you're not alone, While your heart's still young and free. You're not alone, pick up the phone And talk to me; baby, you will see You're not alone. Pools of sorrow and tears of joy; There's a broken-up girl for every broken-down boy. But you don't wanna hear it, You like the rhythm of the blues; Wanna be a sad story on the late-night news. I don't mean to burst your bubble, But the world's got troubles worse than you. And everybody else out here gets lonely too. You're not alone, you're not alone, I;ve been waiting patiently. No, you're not alone, pick up the phone And talk to me, bab

Airway Clearance
Airway Clearance Techniques Airway clearance techniques (ACTs) are treatments that help people with cystic fibrosis (CF) stay healthy and breathe easier. ACTs loosen thick, sticky lung mucus so it can be cleared by coughing or huffing. Clearing the airways reduces lung infections and improves lung function. There are many ACTs. Most are easy to do. For infants and toddlers, ACTs can be done by almost anyone. Older kids and adults can do their own ACTs. ACTs are often used with other treatments, like inhaled bronchodilators and antibiotics. Bronchodilators should be taken before or with ACTs to open airways. Inhaled antibiotics should be taken after ACTs to treat opened airways. Your CF care team will help you choose the best ACT and other treatments. Each year, review and update your routine with your CF care team. The Lungs Mucus How does mucus move out of the lungs? Airway Clearance Techniques Coughing Chest Physical Therapy (CPT or Chest PT) or Postural Drainage

Wine Tasting
I went wine tasting with my sister and my friend Liz about a month ago. We started out at Kendall-Jackson. They are one of my favorite. Although that isn't saying much since I don't drink a lot of wine (which Liz is trying to change and doing a very good job I might say). Liz was nice enough to taste the red wines for me, since I cannot drink red wine. She gave the ok to each bottle I bought for my dad for father's day, so if he doesn't like it, its all her fault. Next we went to Martinelli Vineyards which was not very good. But Liz was able to indulge her love of different kinds of mustard. It was the only dud out of the four (maybe five since we made an unscheduled pit stop). The third place we went to was Martin Ray Winery. This was the best place we stopped at. We even did a tasting right out of one of the barrels, since it they had a red wine with no sulfates. We bought a lot of wine from this winery. The fourth winery we went to was De Loach Vineyards. This place w

Cf Symptoms
Cystic Fibrosis Symptoms The signs and symptoms of cystic fibrosis vary, depending on how severe the disease is and the degree of bacterial infection. Almost always, a cough is present. Cough is usually worse in the morning and after exertion and usually produces very thick, yellow-, green-, tan-, or brown-colored mucus. The most common symptoms are: very salty-tasting skin; persistent coughing, wheezing or pneumonia; excessive appetite but poor weight gain; and bulky stools. To understand cystic fibrosis symptoms a bit better, you need to know that sweat cools the body and that mucus lubricates the respiratory, digestive, and reproductive systems, and prevents tissues from drying out, protecting them from infection. People with cystic fibrosis lose excessive amounts of salt when they sweat, which can upset the balance of minerals in the blood, causing abnormal heart rhythms, shock, and other life-threatening symptoms. Patients with cystic fibrosis accumulate the thick mucus in

Bleed It Out
Title: Bleed It Out Yeah here we go for the hundredth time Hand grenade pins in every line Flow em up and let something shine Going out of my fucking mind Fithy mouth, no excuse Find a new place to hang this noose String me up from atop these roofs Knot it tight so i won't get loose Truth is you can stop and stare Run myself out and no one cares Dug the trench out lay it down there With the shovel up out of reach somewhere Yeah, someone pour it in Make it a dirt dance floor again Say your prayers and stomp it out When they bring that chorus in [Chorus] I bleed it out digging deeper Just to throw it away I bleed it out digging deeper Just to throw it away I bleed it out digging deeper Just to throw it away Just to throw it away Just to throw it away I bleed it out [End Chorus] Go start the show Drop your boys and the sloppy flow Shotgun I put lock and load Cock it back and then watch it go Mama help me I've been

Part Fuck
I now have one real sister, 7/8 stepsis [[ should I count stepmom number 2 as my stepsister still? ]], 2 stepbrothers and 1 stepdad, 3 stepmoms, 1 half sister, and twin half brothers. Oh fuck it, it doesnt get any better or any less confusing.

Valentine
Artist: Martina McBride Album: Unknown Title: My Valentine If there were no words No way to speak I would still hear you If there were no tears No way to feel inside I'd still feel for you And even if the sun refuse to shine Even if romance ran out of rhyme You would still have my heart Until the end of time You're all i need My love, my valentine All of my life I have been waiting for All you give to me You've opened my eyes And showed me how to love unselfishly I've dreamed of this a thousand times before In my dreams i couldnt love you more I will give you my heart Until the end of time You're all i need My love, my valentine La da da Da da da da And even if the sun refuse to shine Even if romance ran out of rhyme You would still have my heart Until the end of time Cuz all i need Is you, my valentine You're all i need My love, my valentine

A Possible Cure?
A Possible Cure? In 1985, the specific gene that causes cystic fibrosis was identified. That same year, a screening test for newborns was introduced. Laboratory tests of gene therapy have been successful. Small group tests of a genetically engineered enzyme have also been successful. The enzyme, administered in aerosol form, thins out the mucus in the patient’s lungs, making it easier to clear by coughing. Testing on this treatment continues, and the U.S. Food and Drug Administration has approved it. Life expectancy for cystic fibrosis patients continues to increase. With all of the investigations underway in gene therapy, improved drugs, and transplant experience, the future of cystic fibrosis patients appears brighter than ever.

Love Or In Love?
Too many people use the "L" word and dont mean it so I thought I would give my view on that 4 letter word I am learning to hate soooo much. I dont remember where I heard this saying but it pretty much tells me everything I need to know about loving someone and being In Love with someone. Being in love is not finding the person you can live the rest of your life with. It is finding the person you can't live the rest of your life without!

Poetry
Remember I never knew That life could be like this so simple and easy until I met you Now I see what its all about the heated looks there is no doubt that I want you Then I saw It's not the same the look you give its not for me It's another in your eyes I never knew that life could be so incomplete so empty until I met you Now I see what it could have been in another dream Nights and days without end with you Then I knew I'd never be the same, laughing and free and all because I can't have you You taught me to love You taught me to hate a desire so pure its blinding as mine for you You mastered my heart My soul is your toy My body cries out for your touch I know that I will never be free to forget and I should regret And you have already gone For always alone I will be No lover to ease my soul All because of those little reminders The pain and the pleasure Together they burn me I cry out for you in the night As

A Burning Second Of Utopia
Later, after, in the dark, he lay there on his back looking at the silhouette of me lying on my belly beside him. He delighted in the moment when I lit my cigarette; the flame of the lighter illuminating my face for a second, and then darkness again. The cigarette glowed with every inhalation. I felt him watching my lips. I flicked ash onto his bare chest and I heard his hair singe. It hurt him. He loved it; so I blew smoke into his face and waited for him to tell me what he wanted me to do. I hoped that what he really wanted was to do something terrible to me.

Stupid Questions
Oh here's a good question. Did Vince McMahon die? Uh, gee, I don't know. Who the hell was that announcing the death of Chris Benoit one fine, sunny day? Uh, was it his little brother George? Is TV and the internet making people stupider? I fucking think so. Take your free iPod and shoot yourself in the fucking head. Quick. I have a feeling things are gonna get a lot worse.

Grrr. Pyo
for those that don't know.. I am a sibling of 5. It goes sissy, stepsis, ME, bro, lil sis (explains a lot.. doesn't it? lol) now although my step sis did not live with us full time growing up, she was present on and off for extended periods of time. I now am singing the praises of my mother who dealt with us on a full time basis. why you ask? because I just spent the afternoon and night with my two kids, and my 2 nephews. (Lil sis' kids). today's discoveries include: let's start with Panda. He is 3 months old and for all his short life he has been an angel baby. never cried much, was very laid back. now.... he is teething. bad. also he eats, and eats, and eats. This kid tonight had a full bottle (around 8oz) every 3 hours. (time for some rice cereal) not to mention was cranky due to the other 3 kids all up in his personal space trying to fix why he was crying. todays big discovery... he can roll over next is Boo (this is the nickname his parents gave him) he is 4 ish. He is going

I'm Gonna Be A Father In April
Hey everyone. Today has been an eventful day. Earlier today when i was getting ready to leave and say bye to my parents since they're flying back to Sweden (they live in Sweden and just come to visit me sometimes), my wife came in and was like "Tim, guess what!" and i was like "What?" and she was like "We're gonna have a baby." and i was like "Are you kidding?" and she was like "Nope, you're gonna be a dad come April." I'm so excited. Me and my wife have been trying to get pregnant for awhile and now we are. This day can't get any better. Anyways, i'll talk to you all later. -Tim Skold oh yeah, 2 pictures of my nephew in my photo album. it's not in my default. they're in the photo album labeled "Jeffrey Skold" on here. Rate, comment...please.

Key Points!!
Key Points Cystic fibrosis (CF) is an inherited disease of your mucus and sweat glands. It affects mostly your lungs, pancreas, liver, intestines, sinuses, and sex organs. In CF, an abnormal gene called the cystic fibrosis transmembrane conductance regulator (CFTR) gene causes mucus to become thick and sticky. The mucus builds up in the lungs and blocks the airways, creating an environment that makes it easy for bacteria to grow. This leads to repeated serious lung infections that can damage your lungs. The mucus can also block tubes, or ducts, in your pancreas so that the digestive enzymes it produces cannot reach the intestines where they are needed to break down food. You have extremely salty sweat. When you perspire, your body loses large amounts of salt. This can upset the balance of minerals in your blood, which can cause a heat emergency. The most common symptoms of CF are frequent coughing with phlegm, frequent bouts of bronchitis and pneumonia, salty-tasting skin, d