"I Don't know Jenn, Maybe i am better off to forget about her but every time i attempt to do that all i do is sit here and wish that she was with me and not with him but i guess it just isnt going to happen that way"
' Well it's simple pete i mean either she can start thinking with her heart and not her crotch or you gotta learn to get over her and move on , because...'
' Suffering because of her is not the answer , you are a smart funny caring guy and if she can't see you for all that you are then the only one really missing out in the end of all this is her petie '
"Yeah i guess so Jenn but i mean what is left to do where is left to go in all this? I mean if i can't even hold a candle to the biggest drama king on the other side of the creek i mean where does that leave me honestly"
"I don't know maybe i am simply not meant for this maybe i am just not meant to be loved Jenn,
Maybe i am destined to be the screw up that everyone in this town knows me to be... Petie the screw up"
The wind gently blew threw the tree's and the sun sparkled off the water , only the sound of the crickets and the birds could be heard
' Petie you aren't a screw up , just because you werent an A plus student or because you didn't get accepted into some fancy college does not make you a screw up '
"Yes well my family deffinitly thinks otherwise Jenn and honestly they will never let me forget any of it. I'm the screw up they had, dougy got to make something out of himself and Sarah got accepted into the accadamy and what did good old petie do.... He got left here in this town because he isn't good enough to leave this little mellow drama town behind"
' You know petie maybe your attitude is half the problem maybe you listen too much to your family when you should be out there making something of yourself and insted you listen to them and you let it effect who you are and what you do with yourself and you shouldn't.'
' And they shouldn't say it either because they are your family they should be supporting you not putting you down '
"That's just my family Jenn that's the way they've always been and every time steph goes running off to coby man they love that because they love to bring up that i can't even keep the girl who i've been in love with since i was 15 years old"
"But like i said that's just how it seems to go because that's how my life is gone my whole entire life so why should be anymore surprised when something doesn't want to work out my way... God forbid it Jenn because if once just once it worked out my way i think the world would stop turning the sun would explode and life as we know it would end in this little town and the rest of this big blue green world we call earth"
