so.
i was attempting to bitch in ang's box.
but my internet was being ghey.
n then...yeah iunno.
whatever.
so i figure.
its my blog right?
i can bitch in it if i wanna.
and sure its a special degree of pure stupidity...but i figure if people can post 'hot or not' and 'coke or pepsi' mumms...i can utilise my blog to try and untangle some of my wiring which wound up completely short circuiting last nite due to the fact...they got...wet.
and not in a good way either perverts.
im not going into details...cuz...
well cuz basically i only share the details with my chickadee and she's not here.
i ramble.
gee whatta bloody surprise there.
my question which i suppose in some ways is completely rhetorical if only for the fact no two people will ever agree on the answer is...
now. do men actually attempt to gauge a womens reaction when it comes to certain things...or is that just something we tell ourselves to make ourselves feel better about their bumbling stupidity which winds up hurting our over worked over emotional feelings?
sometimes...thru the course of a conversation...it just feels like...im a pond..
and theres a person standing on the edge of the pond...sticking their toes into the shallow edgewater...to see if the toe is going to be removed...
the pond winds up with some ripples in it...cuz the person in question can never just stick their toe in the water and wait...they have to like...shake it around and start jumping up n down for a reaction...
then the pond makes waves.
huge waves.
deadly waves.
than the toe goes back to just dabbling in the pond and blaming the dabbling on some other person...as if it wasnt their thought process at all.
than the pond attempts to go back to its calmness...but it starts to rain...
and the rain causes ripples..
and a sort of sea sick kind of feeling...
so the pond has to just...move itself out of harms way from toe.
does toe know its getting a rise out of pond?
does toe enjoy the rise?
does toe backtrack its swirling cuz of the upset of pond?
why does toe do what its doing?
and why does pond get so upset by it?
is it really gauging/testing the waters?
or is it...*sings* just my imagination...running away with me...*stops*
*sits in a ball of tangled wires*
