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This Makes No Sense
I have 414 profile views and only 54 ratings on my page... that is sad. =o( I want more friends, more fans, and more votes. Please, hit me up and tell a friend. I'm not feeling the cherry love here today.

Savage Fools
Savage Fools savage fools bleed- pour out your tiny limp souls. feel pain, deep down... where it truly hurts. beyond surface, beyond physical, beyond ego. soul rocking, blinding hurt- blur your eyes. have taste for blood... gnawing.... anyone's blood, especially your own... your own. for your folly, for your carelessness. for My sake. feel it rock you, break you take you- haunt your every thought. forever coloring everything new- twisting beautiful into ugly. color fading to blank, souless empty grey... ...and when you exhaust all, and are lost, and have become mad- may you slip away.... alone. unnoticed. unknown. ....remembering I saw your beauty.....

Stiff Club Ch. 01
Stiff Club Ch. 01 by loveking © When Richard had first suggested the idea to Mary that she should try to imagine other men watching her when she masturbated, she was not convinced that it would excite her. Some weeks past by until one weekend she found herself alone in the house. All that day she had been feeling horny but also very tired. She decided to take advantage of the quiet house and take a quick nap. The weather was particularly hot and as she entered her bedroom she quickly stripped her outer clothes off. She then removed her bra and climbed into bed still wearing her panties. Although hot she still pulled the bedclothes up to her chin as she lay in the bed on her back. Closing her eyes she thought how tired she felt and started to drift off to sleep. She probably did sleep for five minutes or so but the horny mood started to take over and she was soon wide-awake. She started to think about her lover and the beautiful sex they experienced together.

Letter To John Kerry
{This was written by my husband, Aaron, who is currently deployed to Iraq, in defense of a recent comment made by Senator John Kerry. Pass it along, it might inspire someone else to speak up! ~ Michelle} Yesterday John Kerry said, "You know education, if you make the most of it, you study hard, you do your homework, and you make an effort to be smart, you can do well, and if you don’t, you get stuck in Iraq” So I wrote him a letter: I am a Sergeant in the United States Marine Corps. I am currently on my second tour in Iraq, a tour in which I volunteered for. I speak Arabic and Spanish and I plan to tackle Persian Farsi soon. I have a Bachelors and an Associates Degree and between deployments I am pursuing an M.B.A. In college I was a member of several academic honor societies, including the Golden Key Honor Society. I am not unique among the enlisted troops. Many of my enlisted colleagues include lawyers, teachers, mechanics, engineers, musicians and artists just to name a few

The Memories
Playing in the corn fileds Walking through the orchard Pickin black berries for my Grandmotherto bake us a pie As I grow older my memories are fading but as long as I write them down they will be here forever Never let go of what is dear to you for that is who you are

The 22 Traps Of Life
Hi my name is miranda . While surfing on the net for few hrs, i found this worth reading article. I would like to share this to everyone. Trap # 1: The Trap of Tomorrow Tomorrow. Tomorrow can be feared, or desired. Tomorrow could be anything. Tomorrow could be nothing. This unpredictability of tomorrow is why we must live in the present. You could die today. You could die tomorrow. Wasting your time thinking about tomorrow is a terrible idea. Fearing tomorrow is just as bad as wanting tomorrow. Whatever tomorrow has in store for you will happen. Tomorrow will come soon enough. In fact, tomorrow will come too soon. Screw tomorrow. Live for today. Tomorrow will come whether you like it or not, so stop worrying about it. It’s pointless. Living for tomorrow is a veil that can blind anyone; be strong, don’t be blinded by it. Trap #2: The Trap of Yesterday Yesterday. Was yesterday good or bad? Why do you even care? Are you ever going to feel what you felt yesterday again? Prob

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Help Me Out Here
Hey gang I am having a great time here on LC. I love this place it is a hole lot better than My space that is for sure. All i need now is alot more friends> So help me out and i will do the same for you. So hit me up some time I promise i will do the same thing for you and i hope that i will talk to you later. Have a great time. Country Boy.

This Is Not My Home
Music Video:HOME (by Three Days Grace)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY, NEVER SATISFIED! THIS IS NOT A HOME, I THINK I'M BETTER OFF ALONE! YOU ALWAYS DISAPPEAR EVEN WHEN YOU'RE HERE! THIS IS NOT MY HOME I THINK I'M BETTER OFF ALONE! HOME! HOME! THIS HOUSE IS NOT A HOME! HOME HOME THIS HOUSE IS NOT A HOME! HOME HOME THIS HOUSE IS NOT A HOME!... I THINK I'M BETTER OFF ALONE!!! my song of the moment and cut up lyrics...adrenaline rush...urge to scream, to break, to smoke, to get high, to rebel, to die, to leave... in case you didnt hear, i've changed now...out of necesity to not get hurt again. i'm coldhearted, i dont give a fuck anymore. i chased away friends when i was the way i was before, so why bother having friends now? i talk to guys i like, guys i want to at least be friends with but then as soon as they hear i wont go along with their hormonal needs, they drop me and it hurts. i'm FUCKIN TIRED of it all!! i'm tired of co

Absurd Cat?
You scored as Love Machine Cat. Look out! The love machine is on the loose. You might want to take off a night of permiscuity and go get your junk checked out. Nothing sadder than a cat with herpes.Love Machine Cat33%Drunk Cat25%Couch Potato Cat17%Pissed at the World Cat17%Ninja Cat17%Derranged Cat8%Nerd Cat8%Which Absurd Cat are you?created with QuizFarm.com

New Cell Phone
Finally broke down and spent some decent money today. It's not like I'm broke, just hate spending money on stuff I don't really need, but I did it! Sony Ericsson W300i. And a Bluetooth Headset just because I could. So Far I'm Loving It. -Robert

Am I? Would You?
Just as a curiosity, I've been going througn the MUMMs lately, and I see an interesting trend... Seems that some people need reassurance of their Sexuality, or their appeal. Now, some of them I can understand - You can tell it was sheer boredom that made them post. I mean, if you KNOW you're attractive - Why bother asking, right? But it's the ones that ask "Would you fuck me?" that are really amusing to me. Why? Not because they get YES answers - But the ones that get a NO always seem to be so - offended - That someone doesn't like their look, their body, or whatever. So - Is it just for the ego boost? Or is there something ELSE I am missing here?

Blah.
Ive done nothing but study for 3 days. Im taking a break. Its annoying. I think ima change my hair color. I know i like the black too. But i unno i just wanta change it. If i dont like it ill put it back to black. Blah.

Rr - An Intro
I've been doing the Rants for about 6 years now. I originally did it as a Columnist for a few Wrestling websites, and moved on to do it on my own. However, time passes, and I let the site go - But the Rant has been living on through Myspace. So, I've decided to bring it here as well. Most of the time it WILL be wrestling related, but at times I'll just be ranting at things like Life, Religion, Politics - You name it.

Gangrel And The Garou
The Gangrel enjoy a special relationship with the Garou. This is, acording to legend, due to sharing a bloodline. They are our half-brothers. In the beginning when God created Adam, he made for him wife out of the same clay he made Adam. Her name wis Lilith. She was the first feminist and unwilling to be subservient to Adam. She was banished from the Garden of Eden and Eve was made from Adam. When she left Eden, she was pregnant, and gave birth alone in the wilderness, attended by the wild beasts, for they did not know if they were to be predator or prey. Four children were born, midwived by animals. A bear, a wolf, a tiger, a serpent were all in attendance. All but the serpent recieved a child to care for, whose foster-child was a stillborn. When the one raised by the wolf, known as Ennoia, was full grown, she took a mate from among the pack, and bore him children. These children were the first of the lycanthropes, lupines, garou, werewolves, or any other name you wish to call them

Enoch
I shall start with Ashton's commentary on our fabled progenitor "Ennoia". In Gnostic mythology, "Ennoia" is the represents the female half of the God. I can not imagine that our Ennoia is that Ennoia, but onw does hear regular references to our Antediluvain as "Mother Nature". I'm not convinced that Ennoia isnt't a feminization of Enoch, who is named one of the second generation. Perhaps she was one of his mortal childreb or a favorite vampiric child. Ashton describes Ennoia as a child of Lilith raised by wolves. (Leaving aside the Bibical commentary on the whole Lilith issue and my opinion of feminists who've adopted this myth as their flag), consider what Ashton continues with : "Ennoia took a mate from the pack and bore him children and it is from that that Lupines trace their ancestry". This explains the "special relationship" that the Lupines and Gangrel have apparently. I'm unsure as to what Ashton ment by this , but I assume that he had something specific in mind. We, Gangrel,

Is This On????
man...I'm still not sure how this place works... ok, I titled this blog "if I had a web cam..." because Hubby always brags about how if we had one he'd show me off...I don't know if he means it...probably not, but who knows, he's kinky sometimes, lol. Either way...I'm kinda hyped up right now with nowhere to go (if you know what I mean....). Hope everyone out there is havin' a better time than I am right now...I need need a break....bad :(

The Ultimate Blasphemy...and Yes I Am Going To Hell
Ok, you want me to believe in some great deity that controls everything, knows everything, and sees everything? Ok. Lets take alook at this deity. So, first this deity creates the world and universe as we know it. Ok, Ill buy that. Creates man, ok, for the sake of argument Ill go with ya on that. Then this thing creates creatures to do nothing but worship it. Um, sounds like this guy is a little egotistical, but ok. Then tells man not to eat something but puts it right there in the middle of perfection. Um, what? Somehow that seems like putting a kid in front of a cake and telling him to not take a taste and walking off. Then this deity gets pissed because one of the creatures doesnt want to worship him anymore and talks man into taking a taste. Hmmm...sounds like peer pressure to me. Supposedly man was created in this deity's image and was perfect. If thats the case, why was man even tempted? That shouldnt have been possible. Then this deity kicks man out of paradise f

Feelings About X Out In The Open.... Release (ahhhh)
How does it feel when I say "I'm over you."? Do you feel the knife? - It stabbed me too. I don't mean to hurt, I don't mean to be rude. I only share what I have come to conclude. Does it hurt as bad as you hurt me? How much does it make you bleed? This sounds bad, I mean you no harm... I'm just so happy, let's sound the alarm! I'm independent and free! Allowed to be with me and only me. Good luck to you in all you do, Good luck to all the ladies you fuck too. There I go again, I sound like a bitch. I still love you as always, but I am rid of the itch. The itch you made me scratch, Every time I wanted you back. I see now that we will never be - Oh well, who cares? Go fuck a tree. Shit - Mean again....I am on a streak. I guess it isn't my style to be so meek. I'll end this here on a cheery note. On you I no longer dote.

Look In To My Eyes!
Looking in his eyes All i can see Is happiness Like i see in me I look in his smile And all i can do Is smile back and say i love you Holding him cloes Day after day this never gets old This is way i'll stay

Ummm No One Understood!!!!
OK so I posted a blog earlier today and I have a few comments on it, THANK YOU TO THOSE WHO DID THAT!!!! BUT, No one understood it I don't think!!! I was referring to the blog I posted the other day!!! I WANT VOICE MESSAGES!!! If you go to my profile under my about me there is a voice message box and you can leave me voice comments!!! Go too the bottom and follow the directions!!! YOU CAN HEAR MY VOICE TOO!!!! I am the first one and it is a message too all of you!!! THANK YOU FOR THE RESPONCES!!! HOPE TO HEAR FROM YOU SOON!!! ~MISTY~

Fed Up!!!
I am just having one of those days!!! I just want to scream as loud and as long as I can. I wan't to crawl in to a dark space and hide from all reality! Do you ever just feel like you have just lost every ounce of control that you had on you life, on your family, on your finances??? OMG!!! I hate feeling like this and I am just so far into this funk that I don't know how to get out. I am just tired of all the things that are supposed to happen never happening. The things that are never supposed to happen end up on my front porch... My kids are just not in the listening mood these days and I feel lost. I have not that much support. It is just my husband my kids and I. I have one close friend and I have some "aquaintances" You know that group of people that only call when they want something. All our family that is worth something is either in another state or too old to help with things. Lately I feel like I am running up a down esculator that is set on high speed. I can probably keep

Questions To Ponder.....
Why do people who know the least know it the loudest? How important does a person have to be before they are considered assassinated instead of just murdered? If money doesn't grow on trees then why do banks have branches? Can you cry under water? How is it that we put men on the moon before we figured out it would be a good idea to put wheels on luggage? If a deaf person has to go to court, is it still called a hearing? Why are you "in" a movie, but you're "on" TV? Since bread is square, then why is most sandwich meat round? Why do people point to their wrist when asking for the time, but don't point to their crotch when they ask where the bathroom is? Why do you have to "put your two cents in," but it's only a "penny for your thoughts"? Why do we choose from just two people for President and 50 for Miss America? Why is it that people say they "slept like a baby" when babies wake up 10 times every hour? Why does a round pizza come in a square box?

Thoughts On My Mind....
Whats the real reason she didnt come see me? What next weekend going to be like? Should i leave las vegas? When am i going to get my shit together? Why am i a horrible father? How is my daughter doing? Will i ever love another girl as much as i loved her? Will she ever come back to me? Why arent i happy? What will make me happy? Why do i think about sex so much? When will i learn? Why am i such an asshole? Why dont i follow through? Why am i so shy? Why dont i cry? Will i eve feel "normal"? Am i going to wake up tomorrow? Why do i rather spend my life intoxicated than sober? Why do i spend 90% of my time at home in front of the damn computer? Am i ever going to have a career? Did she lie? Why are some people so fake? Why is my heart pounding right now? Where am i moving to next month? Should i? Can i? *sigh*

Lqqkin 2 Hang Out
I'm lookin for some real kewl ppl in the Metro DC/MD/VA area to hang out with. I'm tired of being stuck in the house staring at the boob tube or talking to mt peeps across the lines. Anyone interested in going to get some drinks/chats/something.

Redhead Jokes!
Q: What's the true definition of a blonde? A: Redhead with the fire of passion missing. Q: What is the difference between a redhead and a computer? A: A redhead won't accept a three and a half inch Q: What do redheads and McDonald's have in common? A: You've never had it so good. AND MY PERSONAL FAVORITE!! Q: What do you call a woman who knows where her husband is every night? A: A redhead!

The 4 Spiritual Laws
Just as there are physical laws that govern the physical universe, so are there spiritual laws which govern your relationship with God. 1. God LOVES you and offers a wonderful PLAN for your life. (References contained on this page are from the Bible and should be read in context wherever possible.) God's Love "God so loved the world that He gave His one and only Son, that whoever believes in Him shall not perish, but have eternal life" (John 3:16 NIV). God's Plan [Christ speaking] "I came that they might have life, and might have it abundantly" [that it might be full and meaningful] (John 10:10). Why is it that most people are not experiencing the abundant life? Because... 2. Man is SINFUL and SEPARATED from God. Therefore, he cannot know and experience God's love and plan for his life. Man Is Sinful "All have sinned and fall short of the glory of God" (Romans 3:23). Man was created to have fellowship with God; but, because of his stubborn self-will, he ch

One More Redhead Joke...
Two bored casino dealers are waiting at a craps table. A very attractive redhead comes in and wants to bet twenty-thousand dollars on a single roll of the dice. She says, "I hope you don't mind, but I feel much luckier when I'm bottomless." With that she strips naked from the waist down, and rolls the dice while yelling, "Momma needs a new pair of pants!" She then begins jumping up and down and hugging each of the dealers. "YES! I WIN! I WIN!" With that she picks up her money and clothes and quickly leaves. The dealers just stare at each other dumbfounded. Finally one of them asks, "What did she roll anyway?" The other answers, "I thought YOU were watching!"

Can't Resist... One More Redhead Joke.
Two sailors on shore leave, walking down the street. They spot a beautiful blonde. First sailor asks his friend "Have you ever slept with a blonde?" Second sailor replies that he has. They walk on further and see an even more beautiful brunette. First Sailor: Have you ever slept with a brunette?" Second Sailor" Why yes, in fact I've slept with brunettes on many occasions" They walk on a little further, and see a gorgeous redhead, who leaves the other two girls for dead. First Sailor:" Have you ever slept with a redhead then?" His companion looks at him and replies "Not a wink!"

With A Twist
With A Twist by Genna © She's been sitting in the bar alone all night, wearing a black crisscross dress cut to the thigh; She's beautiful; long legs, thigh highs and heels. Head to toe, gorgeous. Pouty lips still nursing the same drink as when I came in, slender fingers holding an occasional cigarette to those same lips. She's still alone and how I don't know; she would be any guy's type. Definitely mine. I could sit here and drink her in all night, I think as I search in my pocket for a match. Don't have any. Maybe... I rise from my table in the corner, drink in hand. I seat myself two stools over, she doesn't even glance at me. "Bartender, you have an extra matchbook?" I ask loudly. He reaches under the bar, then flips a book of matches at me, grinning widely. "Thanks," I reply. "Left mine in the car I suppose." I light up, staring off to the right, throwing an occasional glance at her on my left. She just sits there, taunting me to speak, yet words won't come. Final

X- Rated Riddles
Q. What is the difference between a drug dealer and a hooker? A. A hooker can wash her crack and sell it again. Q. What's a mixed feeling? A. When you see your mother-in-law backing off a cliff in your new car. Q. What's the height of conceit? A. Having an orgasm and calling out your own name. Q. What's the definition of macho? A. Jogging home from your vasectomy. Q. What's the difference between a G-Spot and a golf ball? A. A guy will actually search for a golf ball Q. Do you know how New Zealanders practice safe sex? A. They spray paint X's on the back of the sheep that kick! ? Q.Why is divorce so expensive? A. Because it's worth it! Q. What is a Yankee? A. The same as a quickie, but a guy can do it alone. Q. What do Tupperware and a walrus have in common? A. They both like a tight seal. Q. What do a Christmas tree and priest have in common? A. Their balls are just for decoration. Q.What is the

Waxing Moon Above Us
Every month the moon rises in its fullest glory. During that phase, and sometimes the quarters before and following, I go through severe depression. I glimpse up into the sky, wanting to appreciate the beauty that the glorious moon is bestowing down upon me...but, I can't. Behind the alobaster shine lies a tornado of emotions with a resulting ebb of depression. Hoping that as each month brings a full moon, so shall I continue to shine upon the people who love me. If I don't make it one phase soon, please know I love you and always will. Please know that I am finally happy and at peace. For now, I roll with the tides and wane with the moon. Peace

Into Your Safe Keeping
all my life, i've searched never knowing what urged me i just knew that somewhere something waited... all my life i've hungered for what, i didn't know only that my soul ached and my heart was empty... all my life, i've yearned for the taste of reality trying to find it in the mundane yet always needing more... all my life, i've settled for what was presented never daring to believe what was possible... now my life is different filled with magic of a sort i never dreamed a feeling of wholeness... now my life is moving in directions undreamed along a new path holding Your hand... now my life is fulfilled in giving up the one thing i always jealously guarded and kept locked up in my soul... now my life is complete with You at the center as i hold Your hand and give my soul... into Your safe keeping

Joining With Me
To see the essense...the life the heart and soul. To know his thoughts...his needs his hopes and dreams, To touch to hear...to feel the whisper of the soul, To feel deep inside....to guide as darkened pathways come alight. To live, to thrive..to grow, to be. First within the one, coming to know...to accept. Then, outside...joining with me.

Slow Hands
Yeah but nobody searches Nobody cares somehow When the loving that you’ve wasted Comes raining from a hapless cloud And I might stop and look upon your face Disappear in the sweet, sweet gaze See the living that surrounds me Dissipate in a violet place Can’t you see what you’ve done to my heart And soul? This is a wasteland now We spies We slow hands Put the weights around yourself We spies Oh yeah we slow hands You put the weights all around yourself now I submit my incentive is romance I watched the pole dance of the stars We rejoice because the hurting is so painless From the distance of passing cars But I am married to your charms & grace I just go crazy like the good old days You make me want to pick up a guitar And celebrate the myriad ways that I love you Can you see what you’ve done to my heart And soul? This is a wasteland now We spies Yeah we slow hands You put the weights around yourself We spies Oh yeah we slow hands Killer, fo

Urgent>>>>>>
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Grrrrrrr
Today I took my senor pics. I helped a teacher grade papers. I played games at my friends. I started making an Amv. The song is Antestor's "Bridge of Death". I am waiting for my girlfriend to call now and hope she does. But I missed her call at like 7 and I was gone to a friend's house. Everytime I go there she calls earlier. I think I should stop going. I don't know though. Grr.

Birthday
for my birthday i went to the bars and got absolutely wasted!! Got my eyebrow pierced! well i did more then that but, its really not gonna be posted here hehe well all is good and i had a great time Well thanks for catching up with me! Laters

Inner Peace
By following this simple advice on the Dr. Phil show, I have finally found inner peace. Dr. Phil proclaimed, "The way to achieve inner peace is to finish all the things you've started and never finished."So, I looked around my house to see all the things I started and hadn't finished, and before leaving the house this morning, I finished off a bottle of Merlot, a bottle of White Zinfandel, a bottle of Bailey's Irish Cream, abottle of Kahlua, a package of Oreos, the remainder of my old Prozac prescription,the rest of the cheesecake, some Doritos and a box of chocolates.You have no idea how freaking good I feel.

Keep The Faith
"Let me explain the problem science has with Jesus Christ." The atheist professor of philosophy pauses before his class and then asks one of his new students to stand. "You're a Christian, aren't you, son?" "Yes sir," the student says. "So you believe in God?" "Absolutely." "Is God good?" "Sure! God's good." "Is God all-powerful? Can God do anything?" "Yes." "Are you good or evil?" "The Bible says I'm evil." The professor grins knowingly. "Aha! The Bible!" He considers for a moment. "Here's one for you. Let's say there's a sick person over here and you can cure him. You can do it. Would you help them? Would you try?" "Yes sir, I would." "So you're good...!" "I wouldn't say that." "But why not say that? You'd help a sick and maimed person if you could. Most of us would if we could. But God doesn't." The student does not answer, so the professor continues. "He doesn't, does he? My brother was a Christian who died of cancer, even though he

I Come To Thee
Come... let me feed You... fuel your desires.... satisfy your needs... cleanse your soul... and be your slave... We find ourselves in each other... two halves of one whole... an ever flowing circle... an energy that ebbs and flows... mixing together to create a new entity... Why is it that the need for you grows... a constant ache inside of me... filling my heart with desire... curling between my thighs from even the mere touch of you in my mind and soul ... Why does your voice touch me in the night... calling to me as my fingers search... why do I close my eyes and imagine your hot touch upon my flesh... probing... claiming... For you are my safe harbour.... I come to Thee......

Poem
Why the Fuck do I care if your my friend? Why do I give a fuck if you are sitting on the other side of the computer screen crying? Why do I Fucking bother to say hi to you and ask you how you are doing? Why do I let myself cry myself to fucking sleep at night because of something you said to me? Why do I try everyday to contact you when you don't even get the fucking message cause the computer is fucked up? Why can't you see who the fuck I really am inside? Why the fuck do I have to look like a fucking super model just for you to give me a second look? Well some of the answers are simple. Cause I care about you and want you in my life as a friend. Cause I care that someone I care about is sad and I can't be closer to help. Cause I care about you and have missed you and care how you are doing. Cause I care so much that it hurts when you say things that hurt me. Cause I care and what to talk to you. I can't answer this one cause I don't know the answer. I don't have an

Prayer Of An American Soldier
Prayer Of An American Soldier Dear Lord, Please tell my son that I was sorry that I was not there when he was born Tell him that missed his first step and the first time he said "dada" Tell him that his first day of school was a story his mommy told me in a letter from home Let him know that I wish I could be there to play catch with him on a hot summer day and I will not be the one to cheer him when he pitches his first no-hitter. I will not see the light in his eye when he brings home his first of many true loves and I will not be there when he finally chooses the one I will not be there to hear his son scream at the first moment of life. and "papa" will not be there to hold him. Dear Lord, please do not tell him that you last saw me I was laying face down in Iraqi sand stained with my blood Make sure to tell him that with my last breath I said for you to tell him that I love him.

Here's The New Cherry Tap Cyber Marriage License.
Alright cherries. Here's the new cyber cherry tap marriage license for us to play with. Pick you favorite guy or girl and ask him or her to join you in Cherry Tap cyber marriage. You set the parameters or set none at all. Have fun everybody!!!!

Lip Print
You may think of me as silly, and it's a little thing to most I keep the glass you drank from the last time you were here the last time we had a toast. I don't clean it not in the least you see it has this lip print on the rim that does soothe this beast. I bring it out on special occasions that's every night to me, I gently place ice in the bottom then pour our favorite wine carefully. Holding it up to the light to gaze upon your lip print so sensuous, and full my eyes brim then water, becoming a pool. I place my lips next to where yours had been inhaling the fragrance of your essence and sipping the wine, so slowly you'd think it a sin. Lighting a candle and listing to a favorite song, I rock my body with an unseen partner, where my white dove had been, now gone. carefully placing it far to the back not to be misused I'll bring it out again when I feel my heart to be abused. Thinking of you softly not believing you have flown still holding my heart in hand for

A Few Questions
1. Give me your number? 2. Have sex with me? 3. Let me kiss you? 4. Watch a movie with me...even a really sappy one? 5. Let me take you out to dinner? 6. Drive me somewhere/anywhere? 7. Take a shower with me? 8. Be my bf/gf? 9. Have a fling with me? 10. Listen to me if I called you crying even if you were out with all of your friends? 11. Buy me a drink if i didnt have money? 12. Take me home for the night? 13. Would you let me sleep in your bed? 14. Sing kareoke w/ me? 15. Sit in the doctors office with me because I didn't want to go alone? 16. Re-post this for me to answer your questions? 17. Come pick me up at 3 am because my car ran out of gas in the middle of nowhere? 18. Do you think im ugly, cute, or handsome? 19. Do you like my style? 20. Do you think im funny? 21. Do you care about me? 22. Would you cry if i died? 23. Would you stop me if i tried to commit suicide? 24. Would you dance with me? 25. Would you sing happy birthday to me? 26. Would you hold

Now Was This Really News Worthy
Ok so here I am at it again, those that know me know very well I just cant seem to keep my mouth shut. Ok so check this out, i'm sittin here watching the news over the past couple of days ( what they call the news anyway) and here in Houston there has been this huge stink about child predators and offenders and letting people know where they live etc.. So the news report tonight was touching on that topic but they took it a step further and asked "What if your child was in school sitting next to a child predator?" now this questions struck me as odd because I was sittin there thinkin wdf is some old pervert doing in a school building in class? I mean know they arent hiring predators as teachers. Well as it turns out they where talking about other children that had been caught or punished for some type of sexual crime. Now we arent talking about highschool age children, we are talking elementary and Jr high kids. So as I was watching the report my first thoughts and instinct was "d

How Many?
As I was going to St. Ives, I met a man with seven wives. Each wife had seven sacks, Each sack had seven cats, Each cat had seven kits. Kits, cats, sacks and wives, How many were going to St. Ives? Shout out to me or private me if ya know the answer.

What Did The Builder Forget?
James recently moved to his first brand new house. When he arrived there he discovered that the builder had forgotten something. James popped down to the local DIY shop to enquire about the prices. Luckily the items are quite cheap at the shop. 7 cost £1.00, 10 cost £2.00 and 100 cost £3.00. What had the builder forgotten and how much will 210 cost? Shout out to me or private message me if ya think ya know the answer.

Poem
My cries fall on closed ears Written by Susan DuFour on January 9th, 2006 at 6:12 pm Does my mouth not open wide enough and know one hears me crying out I feel so down and out of it and no one seems to care about I know that people care for me but that is not my point Right now I am hurting inside and wanting to hurt the out This is scarring me I don't know what to do I have posted topics in hopes to get a clue To see how others cope with it I want to have that glue Another day has come and gone the night is darker yet I must be the sadest one that you have ever met

The Casino
Two bored Vegas casino dealers are waiting at the crap table. An attractive blonde from California arrived and bet twenty-thousand dollars on a single roll of the dice.... She said, "I hope you don't mind, but I feel much luckier when I'm completely nude." With that, she stripped from the neck down, rolled the dice and yelled,"Come on, baby, Mama needs new clothes!" As the dice came to a stop she jumped up and down and squealed..."YES! YES!! I WON, I WON!" She hugged each of the dealers and then picked up her winnings and her clothes and quickly departed.... The dealers stared at each other dumbfounded.... Finally, one of them asked, "What did she roll?" The other answered, "I don't know - I thought you were watching...." MORAL - Not all Californians are stupid and not all blondes are dumb, but all men are men....

Divorce
A judge was interviewing a woman regarding her pending divorce, And asked, "What are the grounds for your divorce”? She replied, "About four acres and a nice little home in the middle of the property with a stream running by "No," he said, "I mean what is the foundation of this case?" "It is made of concrete, brick and mortar," she responded. "I mean," he continued, "What are your relations like?" "I have an aunt and uncle living here in town, and so do my Husband’s parents" He said, "Do you have a real grudge?" "No," she replied, "We have a two-car carport and have never really needed one" "Please," he tried again, "is there any infidelity in your marriage?" "Yes, both my son and daughter have stereo sets. We don't necessarily like the music, but the answer to your questions is yes." "Ma'am, does your husband ever beat you up?" "Yes," she responded, "about twice a week he gets up earlier than I do." Finally, in frustration, the judge asked, "L

The Buffalo Theory
"Well you see, Norm, it's like this... A herd of buffalo can only move as fast as the slowest buffalo and when the herd is hunted, it is the slowest and weakest ones at the back that are killed first. This natural selection is good for the herd as a whole, because the general speed and health of the whole group keeps improving by the regular killing of the weakest members. In much the same way, the human brain can only operate as fast as the slowest brain cells. Now, as we know, excessive drinking of alcohol kills brain cells. But naturally, it attacks the slowest and weakest brain cells first. In this way, regular consumption of beer eliminates the weaker brain cells, making the brain a faster and more efficient machine. And that, Norm, is why you always feel smarter after a few beers."

For Our Soldiers
Christmas Poem Twas the night before Christmas He lived all alone in a one bedroom house made of plaster and stone. I had come down the chimney with presents to give, and to see just who in this home did live. I looked all about, a strange sight I did see, no tinsel, no presents, not even a tree. No stocking by mantle, just boots filled with sand, on the wall hung pictures of far distant lands. With medals and badges, awards of all kinds, a sober thought came through my mind. For this house was different, it was dark and dreary, I found the home of a soldier, once I could see clearly. The soldier lay sleeping, silent, alone, curled up on the floor in this one bedroom home. The face was so gentle, the room is such disorder, not how I pictured a United States soldier. Was this the hero of whom I 'd just read? Curled up on a poncho, the floor for a bed? I realized the families that I saw this n

Neat Test!!! Please Take It!!
At the end of this message, you are asked a question. Answer it immediately. Don't stop and think about it. Just say the first thing that pops into your mind. This is a fun "test"... AND kind of spooky at the same time! Give it a try, then e-mail it around and you'll see how many people you know fall into the same percentage as you. Be sure to put in the subject line if you are among the 98% or the 2%. You'll understand what that means after you finish taking the test. Now. Just follow the instructions as quickly as possible. Do not go to the next calculation before you have finished the previous one.. You do not ever need to write or remember the answers, just do it jusing your mind. You'll be surprised. Start: How much is: 15 + 6 3 + 56 89 + 2 12 + 53

New Drink
A woman and her boyfriend are out having a few drinks. While they're sitting there having a good time together she starts talking about this really great new drink. The more she talks about it,the more excited she gets,and starts trying to talk her boyfriend into having one. After a while he gives in and lets her order the drink for him. The bartender brings the drink and puts the following on the bar -- A saltshaker, a shot of Baileys, and a shot of lime juice. The boyfriend looks at the items quizzically and the woman explains. "First you put a bit of the salt on your tongue, next you drink the shot of Baileys and hold it in your mouth, and finally you drink the lime juice." So, the boyfriend, trying to go along and please her, goes for it. He puts the salt on his tongue -- salty but OK. He drinks the shot of Baileys - smooth, rich, cool, very pleasant. He thinks - this is OK. Finally he picks up the lime juice and drinks it. .... In one second

Wanna Dance ??
LETS DO IT... LETS DANCE!! CherryTAP Images at TweakYourPage.com DANCE DANCE DANCE =) wiggle your boobies lol CherryTAP Images at TweakYourPage.com CherryTAP Images at TweakYourPage.com SHAKE WHAT YO MAMA GAVE YA..lol CherryTAP Images at TweakYourPage.com CherryTAP Images at TweakYourPage.com DDR!!! CherryTAP Images at TweakYourPage.com

The Difference Between Me And Them Is....
The difference between me and them is...I DONT SHOW MY SHIT ONLINE...dont ask me to show myshit in a pic or on cam... it wont happen..i personally am shocked at all the chics on Lc and men equally that show there shit online...and asking me to add u to msn or yahoo doesnt warrant me showin my shit online just because i added you...i have alil more respect for myself than that..and if you dont like it well too bad....i dont change for anyone...not to mention the fact im in a relationship and i sure as hell wouldnt want my bf to be showing his shit for the world to see online...even if i was single i still wouldnt show my shit on here lol....if you wanna show your shit on here go ahead do so its your choice and my choice is to NOT show my shit!!!!lol...so ya thats what im saying..I DONT SHOW MY SHIT. MySt

It Hurts
it hurts... everything hurts... My eyes from cryin... thr swoolen n beat read, i can barley see...my back from standing all day... my shoulders from stress...my feet from my stoopid ass effin shoes....my knee cuz it wants to give me problems when things are goin good...my head from the yelling...but most of all...most of all my heart hurts i honestly think that ther is no place for me in this world anymore...im thinkin of packin my shit n headin to the clouds...i have nuthin.. i have noone...ok i may have ash,chelle,jeremy,kira,james,sean, n kevin...but without a computer...i dont have them either.. so whats the use... i have no money.. i feel no matter how hard i work... no matter what i do.. i just cant pay my bills...im 6000 n dept...all medical bills...n my cell if off..no cummincation.... i have no car.... without money i have no car..duh..the pos just sits in the parkin lot...rotting away like its owner i have no love...thats what hurts the most...i lost all my friends... i

Simply Sensational Strawberry Shortcake
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 20 min Total Time: 35 min Makes: 8 servings 1 cup milk, divided 1/4 cup BREAKSTONE'S or KNUDSEN Sour Cream 3 Tbsp. sugar 2-1/4 cups dry all-purpose baking mix for biscuits 1 pkg. (4-serving size) JELL-O Vanilla Flavor Instant Pudding & Pie Filling 1 tub (8 oz.) COOL WHIP Whipped Topping, thawed, divided 4 cups sliced strawberries 1/3 cup sugar PREHEAT oven to 425°F. Mix 1/2 cup of the milk, sour cream and 3 Tbsp. sugar in large bowl with wire whisk. Stir in baking mix until just blended. Spread evenly into greased 9-inch round cake pan. Bake 12 to 15 min. or until top is golden brown. Remove from pan; cool completely on wire rack. MEANWHILE, combine dry pudding mix and remaining 1/2 cup milk; blend well. Gently stir in half of the whipped topping until well blended. Mix strawberries and 1/3 cup sugar in large bowl; set aside. Slice cake in half horizontally to make 2 layers. PLACE bottom cake layer on serving plate; top evenly with half of t

Wave Your Flag Cheesecake
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 20 min Total Time: 4 hr 25 min Makes: 20 servings 1 qt. strawberries, divided 1-1/2 cups boiling water 2 pkg. (4-serving size each) JELL-O Brand Strawberry Flavor Gelatin Ice cubes 1 cup cold water 1 pkg. (12 oz.) pound cake, cut into 10 slices 1-1/3 cups blueberries, divided 2 pkg. (8 oz. each) PHILADELPHIA Cream Cheese, softened 1/4 cup sugar 1 tub (8 oz.) COOL WHIP Whipped Topping, thawed SLICE 1 cup of the strawberries; set aside. Halve the remaining 3 cups strawberries; set aside. Stir boiling water into dry gelatin mixes in large bowl at least 2 min. until completely dissolved. Add enough ice to cold water to measure 2 cups. Add to gelatin; stir until ice is completely melted. Refrigerate 5 min. or until gelatin is slightly thickened (consistency of unbeaten egg whites). MEANWHILE, line bottom of 13x9-inch dish with the cake slices. Add sliced strawberries and 1 cup of the blueberries to thickened gelatin; stir gently. Spoon over cake

Chocolate Dream Supreme Trifle
Prep Time: 20 min Total Time: 50 min Makes: 15 servings 2 eggs 1-1/2 qt. (6 cups) milk 1 cup sugar 6 Tbsp. MINUTE Tapioca 6 squares BAKER'S Semi-Sweet Baking Chocolate 2 tsp. vanilla 1/2 cup strawberry jam 1 pkg. (12 oz.) pound cake, cut into 12 slices 4 cups prepared DREAM WHIP Whipped Topping BEAT eggs with milk with wire whisk in large saucepan. Add sugar and tapioca; mix well. Let stand 5 minutes. Add chocolate. Cook on medium heat until mixture comes to full boil (a boil that doesn't stop bubbling when stirred) and chocolate is completely melted, stirring constantly. Remove from heat. Stir in vanilla. Cool. (Pudding thickens as it cools.) SPREAD jam evenly onto half of the cake slices. Top each with second cake slice to make sandwich; cut into 1/2-inch cubes. LAYER half each of the cake cubes, pudding and whipped topping in 4-quart serving bowl. Repeat layers. Refrigerate until ready to serve. Store leftover dessert in refrigerator. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS

Luscious Berries And Cream Pound Cake
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 10 min Total Time: 40 min Makes: 8 servings 1 cup BREAKSTONE'S or KNUDSEN Sour Cream 1/4 cup firmly packed light brown sugar 2 cups strawberries, sliced 1/4 cup strawberry preserves 1 pkg. (10.75 oz.) pound cake, cut into 8 slices 2 cups blueberries MIX sour cream and sugar; cover. Refrigerate until ready to serve. TOSS strawberries with preserves. Let stand at room temperature 30 min. SPOON sour cream mixture evenly over cake slices just before serving; top with the strawberry mixture and blueberries. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Size-Wise Choose desserts that offer a variety of food groups. You can enjoy more than 1/2 cup of the recommended 2 cups of fruit per day in this luscious dessert. Jazz It Up Cut pound cake slices into star shapes with cookie cutters. Place fruit on individual plates; top with pound cake stars and sour cream mixture. Garnish with additional fruit. NUTRITION INFORMATION Nutrition (per serving) Calor

New Pics Coming This Weekend...
Possibly a few as soon as tomorrow night. Just took a bunch tonight and need to clean them up and get them posted. I just wanted to let ya'll know I hadn't forgotten about posting new pics. We had a lot of fun, it's been a wild fucking day and I am exhausted. I'm sooo glad tomorrow is Friday, but I wish I didn't have to work! See you all soon!

In The Shower
In the Shower I am just finishing up in the shower when you come in...I don't know your there...but you heard me as I was playing with the shower spray...You immediately got excited...when I turned off the shower you panicked and ran to my room...when you hear me coming you climbed in my closet....I come into my room with just a small towel wrapped around me...I go over to my dresser and turn on the radio...You relax a little knowing I wont hear you in there...now i have my back to the closet and take off my towel...you admiring my body begin to feel your cock begin to stiffen...you have a great view of my naked wet body...I bend over and flip my long red hair forward to dry it off...now you have a fantastic site...my ass and my pussy in direct view beckoning for you to massage them...you can see everything jiggling as i work the towel through my hair....You unzip your pants and pull out your stiff swollen cock...this is something you have dreamed of for a long time...to see me nak

Strawberry Trifle
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 30 min Total Time: 30 min Makes: 15 servings, 2/3 cup each 1-1/4 cups cold milk 1 pkg. (4-serving size) JELL-O French Vanilla Flavor Instant Pudding & Pie Filling 1/4 cup dark rum, divided 1/8 tsp. ground nutmeg 2 cups thawed COOL WHIP Whipped Topping 1 pkg. (12 oz.) pound cake 3 cups halved strawberries 1/4 cup PLANTERS Sliced Almonds, toasted POUR milk into large bowl. Add dry pudding mix, 2 Tbsp. of the rum and the nutmeg. Beat with wire whisk 2 minutes or until well blended. Let stand 5 minutes. Gently stir in whipped topping. CUT cake horizontally into 4 layers. Sprinkle cake layers evenly with remaining 2 Tbsp. rum; cut into 1-inch cubes. Place half of the cake cubes in bottom of 2-1/2-quart straight-sided serving bowl; cover with half of the whipped topping mixture. Remove a few of the strawberries and almonds for garnish, if desired. Place remaining strawberries over whipped topping mixture in bowl; sprinkle with remaining almonds. Co

I Need Friends
hey peoples i am board and loney stuff happened the weekened of the 28th and because of it i think i got all my friends mad at me. so i need friends, good friends. Friends that will be there for me and do stuff with me. i need friends that will call me to just talk or invite me to go places with them. im always home alone and board and i hat it. so if u want to be a friend that will call me to talk jor to inviete to to do something or go someplace with then message me.

The Magnificent Bitch
The Magnificent Bitch is that not the most facinating title you've ever heard now this could be about many things it could cover a bitch session about anything you please it could cover a really rough day a really rough week or a really rough life it could be a term covering a multitude of things however about the above it is not it is the title a man once gave to me yeah me the person who writes the sweet poems and loving ways who sensually explores the mind the spirit the soul of you and of me the me who loves all of nature the mountains the clouds the butterflies the feel of the rain and the power of the storm and likes to spread her wings and fly yeah me once upon a time long long ago was in a relationship that was going nowhere fast no passion was left it had all run out the tears cried the battle fought the scars upon my flesh had wounded my spirit mortally so me

Random Verse
If I rip apart my life And smile this pretty smile Will you come back to me Would you walk those bitter miles If I laugh in your face Would you truly understand How you never face the problem How you can't seem to be a man You think you know it all But nothing's as you saw And now I'm alone once more Analizing every flaw I tear myself down again Wondering what went wrong But I can't find the problem Was it there all along I wish that I could understand So I could make it right Instead I bury myself in sorrow For yet another night

You Ain't Gettin In My Pants
So one of my BFF'S was asking me now that I am single..if I would consider dating other guys. My answer: " I have 3 kids...what kind of guy wants a whole family package? Either way if any guy wants to hook up ith me...i am gonna tell him staight up that he aint getting in my pants ! and what the heck is he doing being interested in me anyway? I'd be asking him...like what is your problem....you sure you legal....you aint no illegal immigrant are you...you got your green card....

Well I Know This Is Probably Pathetic
No its not on ranting about nothing really except for me crushin. Yes i know 26 yrs of age and have a crush. And yes she will probably know who she is when she reads this. She seems amazing I wont give in on details LMAO cause then she would deff. know im referring to her. Well ok fuck it she would know either way just not dropping names but yes she is currently on my friends list. She is a single mother with a heart of gold. She is a very gorgeous woman as well. Like many of us she has been through alot, but to a certain extent she deserves alot more.........I guess i dunno I dont know what to do. who out there, is willing to give me advice cause well umm never really had a crush before.....

Letters To God Found In The Ocean And Ar To Be Sold On Ebay...what Next My Letter To Santa?
as found on: http://channels.isp.netscape.com/news/story.jsp?idq=/ff/story/0001%2F20061102%2F1407231123.htm&sc=1110&floc=NI-ntk2 Letters to God End Up in Ocean, Unread By WAYNE PARRY ATLANTIC CITY, N.J. (AP) - Some of the letters are comical (a man asking God to let him win the lottery, twice), others are heartbreaking (a distraught teen asking forgiveness for an abortion, an unwed mother pleading with God to make the baby's father marry her). The letters - about 300 in all, sent to a New Jersey minister - ended up dumped in the ocean, most of them unopened. The minister died two years ago at 79. How the letters, some dating to 1973, wound up bobbing in the surf is a mystery. ``There are hundreds of lives here, a lot of struggle, washed up on the beach,'' said Bill Lacovara, a Ventnor insurance adjuster who was fishing last month with his son when he spotted a flowered plastic shopping bag and waded out to retrieve it. ``This is just a hint of what really happe

Your Five Variable Love Profile
Your Five Variable Love Profile Propensity for Monogamy: Your propensity for monogamy is high. You find it easy to be devoted and loyal to one person. And in return, you expect the same from who you love. Any sign of straying, and you'll end things. Experience Level: Your experience level is low. You've probably either had only one relationship.. Or all of your relationships have been very similar. You still have a lot to learn... and a lot to try! Dominance: Your dominance is low. This doesn't mean you're a doormat, just balanced. You know a relationship is not about getting your way. And you love to give your sweetie a lot of freedom. Cynicism: Your cynicism is low. You are an eternal optimist when it comes to love and romance. No matter how many times you've been hurt - you're never bitter. You believe in one true love, your perfect soulmate. And if you haven't found true love yet, you know you will soon. Independence: Your independence is lo

Every One Needs A Friend Like You
Everyone should have a friend like you You are so much fun to be with And you are such a good person You crack me up with laughter And touch my heart with your kindness You have a wonderful ability To know when to offer advice And when to sit in quiet support Time after time You've come to my rescue And brightened so many Of my routine days And time after time I've realized how fortunate I am that my life includes you I really do believe that Everybody should have a friend like you But so far it looks like You are one of a kind!

What Polaticians Have To Say About Wicca And Witchcraft
as found on: http://www.religioustolerance.org/wic_pres.htm PRESIDENTIAL CANDIDATES AND RELIGIOUS FREEDOM: YEAR 2000 ELECTION The web site Web, White and Blue conducted a "rolling cyber-debate" from 2000-OCT-1 to NOV-7. It receives questions from the public, and submit one per day to the presidential candidates: Patrick J. Buchanan (Reform Party), George Bush (Republican), Al Gore, (Democrat), John Hagelin (Natural Law Party), and Howard Philips (Constitution Party). 1 Ralph Nader of the Green Party declined to participate in the survey. One question, from "Amber" of San Diego CA was submitted on 2000-OCT-15 via Yahoo. She asked: "With religious diversity increasing, what are your thoughts on the protection of religious freedom and the separation of church and state? Should religions like Wicca be banned from recognition by the military, as some legislators suggest?" 2 Patrick J. Buchanan's response: He is participating in the survey, but elected to not answer this

Should I Give Him Another Chance?
Just a clear strait warning, don't come into my heart and think you can play with it, cause believe it or not my heart is stronger than you think. Dont come into my life and think you can rule it cause my fist is stronger when it decides to hit your face. So take your time and think it over, Do you really want another chance? Cause i sure as hell aint gona deal with you bullshit excuses. So if you wanna see me think long and hard and if you think you can handle me then Bring It ON!

Which Vampire Are You?
You scored as Dracula. You are the smooth sexy cool Dracula. Patient and lustful. If you were any cooler youd be ice. Great style with a way of seducing those around you. And three brides who wouldn't want to be him. Dracula100%Marius83%Armand83%Blade58%Angel58%Akasha42%Deacon Frost42%Lestat42%Spike33%Louis25%Whose your Vampire personality? (images)created with QuizFarm.com

Life's A Journey
LIFE’S A JOURNEY Ever take a road trip just driving in your car Sometimes the road will be straight and smooth And it seems like nothing can come in your way For one can see for miles, nothing ahead but smooth sailing So it is the foot to the pedal full steam ahead One just steams ahead without a care in the world Not paying attention to what is around them Not see where they are or what can happen But then something happens They break down in the middle of no where There they are standing there looking around Lost in the middle of who knows where With no where to turn… nor know where to go Shaking their head wondering why me Not a clue to how or why Maybe one should have paid attention to the road signs One that said next exit 100 miles Or should have check the tires at last stop How about the little noise or ping one blew off What ever it did not matter …………then Now it does and you shake your head wondering Thinking that you should have paid attentio

I Am So Sick...
of this chauvinistic bullshit! A few days a go someone decided that calling me a bitch was a good idea for no reason at all. That was bad enough, But today some guy IMed me saying... "Hey. Whats up? Your hot... Let me see you naked". Why is it that some guys think that they have the right to see women naked? Any guy who gets to see a woman naked (that he doesnt have to buy in some way or another) should be thankful! Men should know that this is a gift! It's not like any woman owes that to you. Another thing... If a woman says no to something like that then you have NO RIGHT to call her any kind of nasty name! There is no reason for her to show you in the first place... If she does for some reason then you should thank her in some way or another and then also thank god or who ever else you pray to for letting you be so lucky. These guys are pissing me off! God please save me from stupid people. If you look then please take the time to comment.

Yeah
So have you ever just said someting because it is what you felt but it wasn't returned to you. Then you felt like a total ass cause you have embarrased the hell out of yourself. Well that is what I did today and I don't know why it upset me but it did. I tried not to let him know that it bothered me but I know that I didn't cover very well.. Oh well I should be used to it that is all my life has been filled with rejection, pain and dissapointment. Well I know that I will not be able to say much of anything to him for a bit just cause I feel like a total idiot now even though he tried to tell me that I wasn't wrong for expressing my feelings but yeah it didn't help. So I think I am gonna go curl up in a ball and cry my self to sleep now. Sorry for that vent. But thank you for listening! TTYAL!!! Sugar

A Simple Life
A simple woman, with simple words to say A simple life, with a simple way... All I can say, are the simple words... you hear. This future is still uncertain I know not where I'll be But in the past few weeks I've prayed That you will be with me. My love has grown from day to day I miss you more and more If love is hurting while apart No wonder my heart is sore. I hold you close within my heart And in my arms you lie I cannot help the way I feel Nor do I wish to try. One thing I know the future Brings each and every day I love you more and more My love, in each and every way. The future holds uncertain thoughts And wonderment abound But I love you with all my heart And will always be around. You need not fear the future For I will be with you I cannot help the way I feel But the way I feel is true... I hope someday that you will see The way my soul lies still For all the love within my heart Is strong and it is real. Someday I ho

I Hate Late Nights..
Keeva's being a lil shit. She keeps on crawling on me. If she falls I can't catch her.. She wont get the point to stop it either. I'm so annoyed right now. She wont sleep and I have to get up at 5 am.. which means.. I get up in... 2 n 1/2 hours. I want to go with Craig when he gets his surgery done.. but.. I doubt that's gunna happen now b/c of Miss Rayne not sleeping! Hopefully tomorrow I can get my pilaties dvd that I found for $10. I wanna start working out to get to a size 12. Bleh.. I'm so tired. I hate it when Keeva decides to have late nights when I have to get up. It's like she knows and purposely does it. Gah.. I need to just sleep for a damn night again. She's been such a brat lately. Rattling Damion's cage, climbing up on the chair and playing with the computer, not sleeping right, and whinning all the time over stupid things. It's very frustrating. I really wanna just have a night to get drunk and do nothing. I don't think that'll happen though. Either way

Feelings Of Regret
It's all a lie, nothing's right. no need to fight. There's nothing here, except a keg of beer. Your little girl, the apple, the pearl, Has gone away. but won't come back. Not another day. the things she did and got into, She wishes she could undo. but it hasn't happened, That's not the end. she spends her nights crying, Wishing, feeling, she were dying. she's sorry for everything, But she does have feeling. she doesn't know where she went wrong. She's sorry it went on for so long. she tried to turn it all around. But everything she built up, just fell down. she tried to change, But she felt caged. she couldn't stay, Not that way. I just don't know what to do, Everyone plays me for a fool. what can I do? All I ever wanted was to be loved, not pushed and shoved.

Helping A Friend In Need!
Last night I called a friend of mine and she was crying cause of her ex being a baby about stuff that I won't go into. And it really hurt me that she was hurtting and it made me mad cause I hate for anyone to cry. I'm the kind of friend that will cry with you fight right beside you and laugh with you. And for someone to hurt her it really pissed me off at that person. But I'm going to go over to her house today and try and help her get her stuff back in order and help her with some other stuff. Then if I start to feel any better I'm going to keep her kids tonight that way she can have one night to herself. She loves her kids with everything in her and she is a great mom. But even super mom needed a night off. I know I try to be supper mom but tonight my kids are going to be staying with their grand paw so that they can go to a thing for christmas at church. But anyways yesterday I went to treatment and they checked my blood count which they do that every time. And my white blood cells

Truthtap Vol 1 For Friday 03-11-2006 At 1015h Gmt
Welcome to my new blog here on CherryTap, TruthTap, which is designed to give a rather thorough and unique view of the events of the world we live in and life in general. In this first edition we shall explore some of the issues that may not be making the news and even some that are... UNNECESSARY MESSING WITH THE SIGN FONTS...AND YOU'RE PAYING FOR IT In some states you have started seeing a strange new font appear on some of your highway signs. You may hvae noticed that a number of the letters and numbers don't look quite the way they used to. The reason: The federal government have started publishing standards for how to implement this new font, called "Clearview". And you are paying for this rather radical adjustment to your signage. It is already becoming more commonplace throughout Arkansas, Texas, and Pennsylvania. But just because PennDot, ADOT, and TxDot like it, is it really necessary? The study says yes...and the idea is that instead of using standard FHWA (Fe

A Results Lis On A Mum I Posted About A Cool Friend Of Mine
here's the results from a mum i posted earlier on which is titled who wants miss sherrie to stay on Cherry Tap/Lost Cherry and what i posted was this i hope we can convince miss sherry to stay on here so i ask the question who wants miss sherrie to stay on Cherry Tap/Lost Cherry from Bruce Yay 82.9% (29 votes) Nay 17.1% (6 votes) so these are the final results from it so i now hope miss sherrie decides to stay on Cherry Tap/Lost Cherry for good from Bruce

Sex And Drugs
In Pharmacology, all drugs have two names, a trade name and generic name. For example, the trade name of Tylenol also has a generic name of Acetaminophen. Aleve is also called Naproxen. Amoxil is also call Amoxicillin and Advil is also called Ibuprofen. The FDA has been looking for a generic name for Viagra. After careful consideration by a team of government experts, it recently announced that it has settled on the generic name of Mycoxafloppin. Also considered were Mycoxafailin, Mydixadrupin, Mydixarizin, Dixafix, and of course, Ibepokin. Pfizer Corp. announced today that Viagra will soon be available in liquid form, and will be marketed by Pepsi Cola as a power beverage suitable for use as a mixer. It will now be possible for a man to literally pour himself a stiff one. Obviously we can no longer call this a soft drink, and it gives new meaning to the names of "cocktails", "highballs" and just a good old-fashioned "stiff drink". Pepsi will market the new concoction by the name

Subject: Whts Weird About Me :)
subject: whts weird about me :) post date: 2006-10-13 22:10:29 views: 35 comments: 3 ratings: 0 Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1.My first weird would have to be I can and do drink"WIRED" from time I wake until just before I rest my head to drift off to dreamland. 2.I`m the worst clean freak you`ll ever meet(even though I do it for a living as well)If I were to come to your house would probally start there too! 3.Don`t know if this weird or just cool,I think about sex 24-7 seems since turning 40.Where as never did till then.Just came to me when thinking up my 6 4.Love to eat dill pickles and

Having Friends In War Sucks!
SO I LOST A FREIND THAT WAS TO RETURN HOME FROM IRAQ THIS MONTH TO BE KILLED BY A ROADSIDE BOMB YESTERDAY MORNING :( HE HAD A WIFE AND SON AT HOME WAITING FOR HIS RETURN AND THEN HE HAD ORDERS FOR GERMANY FOR 3 YEARS. IT REALLY SUCKS TO HAVE FRIENDS IN THIS DAMN WAR...GRRRRRR HERE IS A PIC OF HIM, MAY HE REST IN PEACE :( MISS YA MUCH...

Meow
Your Passion is Brown You are both a sensitive and sensual lover. Warm and deep, you are tuned into the needs of your lover. Verbal foreplay is crucial to you. Words can make or break your mood. For you, sex is a 24 hour a day thing - you can't separate it from love. What Color Is Your Passion?

Yo! Help Frostbye!
Thanks to the one or two ppl who tried to help my friend Frosty. Anyone else care to PLEASE help him level? He LOVES picture comments as well! Frostbyte **Blondie Is my secret Lover!!**@ CherryTAP Go give him love, tell em blondie sentcha and I'll rate all yer pix for you =P

Mensa Invitational
The Washington Post's Mensa Invitational once again asked readers to take any word from the dictionary, alter it by adding, subtracting, or changing of one letter, and supply a new definition. Here are the 2005 winners: 1. Cashtration (n.): The act of buying a house, which renders the subject financially impotent for an indefinite period. 2. Ignoranus: A person who's both stupid and an asshole. 3. Intaxication: Euphoria at getting a tax refund, which lasts until you realize it was your money to start with. 4. Reintarnation: Coming back to life as a hillbilly. 5. Bozone (n.): The substance surrounding stupid people that stops bright ideas from penetrating. The bozone layer, unfortunately, shows little sign of breaking down in the near future. 6. Foreploy: Any misrepresentation about yourself for the purpose of getting laid. 7. Giraffiti: Vandalism spray-painted very, very high. 8. Sarchasm: The gulf between the author of sarcastic wit and the person who doesn't

Take The Hell Out Of Aol
So, I signed into AOL this morning as I always do. Much to my surprise it said " Welcome to FREE AOL" Free I said? Say it isnt so!! I was a little sceptical wondering what the heck i was gonna get for free. I WAS paying $10.95 for my AOL service. I have high speed internet so they only charged me the $10. Now, because of that high speed connection, I now get all the features I had before for FREE!!! http://free.aol.com/thenewaol/index.adp I am actually rather impressed with this new free option that AOL has offered and I thought I would pass it along. AOL isn't really as bad as I once thought. Time to give them another chance.

Who The Hell Understands Men?
1. The nice men are ugly. 2. The handsome men are not nice. 3. The handsome and nice men are gay. 4. The handsome, nice and heterosexual men are married. 5. The men who are not so handsome, but are nice men, have no money. 6. The men who are not so handsome, but are nice men with money think we are only after their money. 7. The handsome men without money are after our money. 8. The handsome men, who are not so nice and somewhat heterosexual, don't think we are beautiful enough. 9. The men who think we are beautiful, that are heterosexual, somewhat nice, and have money, are cowards. 10. The men who are somewhat handsome, somewhat nice, and have some money and thank God are heterosexual, are shy and NEVER MAKE THE FIRST MOVE!!!! 11. The men who never make the first move, automatically lose interest in us when we take the initiative. NOW, WHO THE HELL UNDERSTANDS MEN? Men are like a fine wine. They all start out like grapes, and it's our job to stomp on them and keep th

Metrosexual Defined
Top ten definitions from the "Urban dictionary". By the way I am a loud and proud Metrosexual and my best friend is gay. I LOVE it especially living in Texas when other men wonder if I'm gay!! 1. metrosexual A straight man who embraces the homosexual lifestyle, i.e. refined tastes in clothing, excessive use of designer hygiene products, etc. Usually is on the brink of homosexuality. Mike has become a metrosexual after shaving off his stubble and using expensive skin products to soften his cherubic facial features. by Anonymous Feb 14, 2004 email it 2. metrosexual You might be "metrosexual" if: 1. You just can't walk past a Banana Republic store without making a purchase. 2. You own 20 pairs of shoes, half a dozen pairs of sunglasses, just as many watches and you carry a man-purse. 3. You see a stylist instead of a barber, because barbers don't do highlights. 4. You can make her lamb shanks and risotto for dinner and Eggs Benedict for breakfa

Care Package Request
LostCherry Bulletin! date: 2006-09-25 15:41:23 subject: U.S. and British soldiers in Anbar region need care packages....this is from a friend of mine on another site One of my good friends Jason Keefe..who helped me get started on myspace and helped me come up with my contest called Drink wars, is serving our country. He patrolls the Kuwatii and Iraq border. He is stationed with US and British Army Soldiers.. These troops are lonely and in much need of some love and support from us here at home. I am asking you to send a letter a care package a cd..whatever you can find in your heart. Anything you would like to send to these troops who are doing thier job would be fantastic. You can snd to Jason Keefe 513th tc (met) AOP OE 90317 I will be sending a bundle of cds myself and I hope that you will send a letter or something yourself.. Thank you so much.. Love Rob ************************UPDATE****************************** My good friend Jason

I Wrote This Poem In The Memory Of My Best Friend Bubba Baltimore
Goodbye You've left us with holes in our hearts, and tears in our eyes. You've left us with broken dreams, and no goodbyes. where have you gone? Toa peacefull place? Why can't you come home, so we can see your precious face? Your with the angels now but we are still sad, and losin Becky made it twice as bad. We remember the times we once shared, because you know we always cared. Visions of you dance in my head, along with all the things left unsaid. I know you're gone , but never from my heart, so i will let you go, but we're never far apart. This isn't goodbye that would never do, what i'm saying now is see you soon.

Fallen For You
Fallen for you A kiss on the lips, A soft gentle touch, the way you caress I want you so much. My one wish is to have your heart, for us to be together and never apart. When you hold me in your arms i feel so complete i get butterflies in my stomach my heart skips a beat. I am sure my love for you is true, and i want you to know i have fallen for you.

Kiss
Kiss Point you lashes down and you can picture my face- i'm smiling..... Open your mouth, speak with your heart and you can see my soul- i'm waiting.... Place your arms around my waist and you can embrace my uncertainty- i'm shaking.... Press your lips against mine and try to catch me- i'm falling....

Another One
A kiss so tender a kiss so sweet it only takes one t sweep me off my feet. i fell hard when you kissed me that night under the stars and out of sight. a kiss so long, a kiss so sweet, a kiss so gentle, so complete. How could i fall for you ober a kiss? Funny how things happen, funny how things go. All i want you to know is... that night when you held me tight and kissed me so right i fell in love with your kiss that night.

Trees
i look at the tree the one we sat at intials faded the days when innocence ruled all a knife a symbol of love the tree stands tall it grows with delight the carving higher and higher pulling away our love like the tree is ripping apart cutting the tree down will that bring you back to me i sit by the tree silence everywhere emptiness the tree will grow for a hundred years the love we shared eternity

Taxes (from Bullitin)
What Happened? At first I thought this was funny...then I realized the awful truth of it. Be sure to read all the way to the end! Tax his land, Tax his bed, Tax the table. At which he's fed. Tax his tractor, Tax his mule, Teach him taxes. Are the rule. Tax his cow, Tax his goat, Tax his pants, Tax his coat. Tax his ties, Tax his shirt, Tax his work, Tax his dirt. Tax his tobacco, Tax his drink, Tax him if he tries to think. Tax his cigars, Tax his beers, If he cries, then Tax his tears. Tax his car, Tax his gas, Find other ways To tax his ass Tax all he has Then let him kno w That you won't be done Till he has no dough. When he screams and hollers, Then tax him some more, Tax him till He's good and sore. Then tax his coffin, Tax his grave, Tax the sod in which he's laid. Put these words upon his tomb, "Taxes drove me to my doom..." When he's gone, Do not relax, Its time to apply The inheritance tax. Accounts Receiva

Fun Under The Stars
A longing stare. A simple touch. Who ever knew I would want you this much. A beautiful smile is all it takes, to draw me into your warm embrace. As I sit patiently blindfolded in the seat next to you, my thoughts reel to and fro of the adventure we have set out to find. A brief scent of your essence brings me back to reality, and suddenly I feel my breath deepen, my heart racing, and the space between my thighs start to throb. Damn, I can't lose it now. We have the whole night to get to that place that I desire for this moment. I feel the car slowly draw to a stop. A little nervous with fear and anticipation, You take my hand and carefully help me out of the car. You ever lovingly place your hand on the small of my back to lead me to my destiny that you have choosen. I feel a slight warmth overwhelm my being as you guide me torward happiness and desire. Slowly we stop. I hear the sounds of waves crashing into rock. The sounds of water making love to land forever more. You reach for the

Spineshank - Falls Apart
Now your failure feeds the contempt I can't sedate the way you break me down I can't relieve the pain I can't reduce the failure you've become I can't accept the blame now Now your failure feeds the contempt You imitate the things you think That isolate what I want I can't get through it's never you It's showing through and it's wrong You pushed me too far and I'm tired now It all falls apart now I'm finally down I hate the way you turn this all around So you can bleach your shame Apology is not an option now It won't erase the blame now Now your failure feeds the contempt It's nothing new I'll suffer through It's all in you an you're wrong I compensate, you mutilate It separated and we're done I can't sedate the way you're breaking me You're breaking me down

The Truth
The Truth by Kyla Diane Sharp This is just a little bit of information I thought that I should share. Just in case it ever crossed your mind that I might actually care. There was a time, I would have given up everything just to be with you. I thought you were the perfect man, too good to be true. I even wrote a list of every reason you touched my heart. Unfortunately, reality hit and tore all of my fantasies apart. I gave myself to you, despite being with another man. I had it all worked out, it was all part of the plan. I chose to deceive, for one passionate night in your bed. But, you see, it was more than that to me, it was eternity, in my head. I thought there was a chance you might actually fall for me. You would reach out for me in the middle of the night, and realize it was meant to be. Then, one day, I woke up and finally saw the light. You chose to betray your best friend for only one night. But, you know, only I can be t

I Am So Sorry
i am so sorry for being a bother to anyone here i get hooked in to getting to know my friends and sometimed i get out of control please forgive me and i hope you all will still be my friend and for you and you know who you are i am so sorry to you for being a bother to you i am sorry that i am always sitting at my desk and on this site please forgive me for being a bother to any of you i hope you all can forgive me BEAUTIFUL ANGEL

Red Fridays !!
RED FRIDAYS ----- Very soon, you will see a great many! people wearing Red every Friday. The reason? Americans who support our troops used to be called the "silent majority". We are no longer silent, and are voicing our love for God, country and home in record breaking numbers. We are not organized, boisterous or over-bearing. We get no liberal media coverage on TV, to reflect our message or our opinions. Many Americans, like you, me and all our friends, simply want to recognize that the vast majority of America supports our troops. Our idea of showing solidarity and support for our troops with dignity and respect starts this Friday -and continues each and every Friday until the troops all come home, sending a deafening message that... Every red-blooded American who supports our men and women afar will wear something red. By word of mouth, press, TV -- let's make the United States on every Friday a sea of red much like a homecoming football game in the bleachers. If

For My The Ladies...
BITCHOLOGY When I stand up for myself and my beliefs, they call me a bitch. When I stand up for those I love, they call me a bitch. When I speak my mind, think my own thoughts or do things my own way, they call me a bitch. Being a bitch means I won't compromise what's in my heart. It means I live my life MY way. It means I won't allow anyone to step on me. When I refuse to tolerate injustice and speak against it, I am defined as a bitch The same thing happens when I take time for myself instead of being everyone's maid, or when I act a little selfish. It means I have the courage and strength to allow myself to be who I truly am and won't become anyone else's idea of what they think I "should" be. I am outspoken, opinionated and determined I want what I want and there is nothing wrong with that! So try to stomp on me, try to douse my inner flame, try to squash every ounce of beauty I hold within me. You won't succeed.

My Sexual Style
You scored as Very Kinky. You are very Kinky. Yuo are not over the top but you like kinky arousements and you are willing to try something new every time. You will make a very fun sex partnerVery Kinky80%A Sicko30%Average30%A WUSS !!10%How sexual are youcreated with QuizFarm.com

Soundtrack Of My Life... Wooo!!!
So, here's how it works: 1. Open your library (iTunes, Winamp, Media Player, Creative Zen, etc) 2. Put it on shuffle 3. Press play 4. For every question, type the song that's playing 5. When you go to a new question, press the next button 6. DON'T LIE AND PRETEND JUST SO YOU CAN LOOK COOL Opening Credits: Lil Red Riding Hood - Bowling For Soup Waking Up: How Long - Hinder First Day At School: Shallow Bay - Breaking Benjamin Falling In Love: Swagger - Flogging Molly Fight Song: By Myself - Linkin Park Breaking Up: Warning - Green Day Prom: If Only - Hoobastank Life: Beer for My Horses - Toby Keith (ROFL) Mental Breakdown: Waking the Fallen - Avenged Sevenfold Driving: Kevin Bloody Wilson - Fuckin Cat Flashback: Be My Baby Tonight - John Michael Montgomery (lmfao) Wedding: DJ Sammy - Heaven (9/11 Remix) Death Scene: Dead! - My Chemical Romance (lmmfao!! irony!!!) Funeral Song: Seize the Day - Avenged Sevenfold End Credits: TV Sucks! -

I Hate My Job
So, how many of you are stuck in lame jobs like me? Are you doing anything about it? I am... I so hope I can get more jobs in the porn industry so I can quit. Anyone need pictures or video shot? Need video editing done? Graphic design work? Just drop me a line...

Untitled Poem I Wrote In High School Circa 1991
Splattered Blood, On the walls Never the weak survive Hold my hand, Down the hall Ready to take a dive Into the pool, Of drained blood In and out of madness If I could Kill, And I would I'd bring you out of sadness You need to die, Once or twice Again and again if you try And I try, To be nice Just to listen to you lie Never again bring on pain With games in your head Then I'm on a higher plain When I see you lie in bed Although I want, Us to work Initiative is all yours Because I don't want, You to hurt As the sweat seeps from my pores

Tgif November 3, 2006
/commentroad.com">commentroad.com I hope everyone is ready for the weekend!!! I sure am...here in WA we are having lots of rain and lots of wind...at least the chill has passed on through. I hope to meet a lot of new and interesting ppl...so far I have..hehehe Come on over and Show Me Some Luvin' if you get the chance!!! And to all my old friends, and new ones...God's Special Blessings to you all!!! LOVE LIFE, LOVE YOURSELF!!!

Midnight Rants 1
~Animal dreams~If I had to be an animal for the rest of my life I would be a BEAR. Bears are neato cuz they sleep alot, fish, carry other lil bears in their mouths, people are typical scared of them and they have super cool giant paws! ~Sharks~I dont really care for them, they have too many teeth to be my friend. I once saw a shark eye to eye when i was a wee lil'un and when it came on the boat it looked at me and then rolled it's eyes behind it's head. Thanks but fuck sharks!Retards~yes you can hate me now! It sounds mean that I dont like them but at least at the same time I feel bad for them, it's just they creep me the fuck out and make me squirm. The only kind of retard I would like to know is one with Aspergers Syndrome!(look it up if you don't already know here's a link: http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Asperger's_syndrome)~Emo's~ Oh God why, why did you put such miserable foul creatons on the Earth? I just don't understand: tight ass pants, loads of freakish makeup and suiciadal

Meet My Sissy Sluts
I've noticed that most guys on here don't take me seriously when I talk about my occupation. But when I say the only ones who see me nude are my paying clients I'm seriously not joking. My work website is www.niteflirt.com/JessieKatt is anyone is ever nosy enough to need to check it out. I'm also going to start displaying galleries of a few of my sissy bitches (per their request) so you can see exactly what goes on in a days work around here. The first is one of my favorites, Marissa. She is a sissy faggot from PA and anyone in the PA area looking for a girl like her can let me know. Be warned in advance, I DO NOT put my slaves at risk to if you are some psychotic he man homophobe don't even bother. My girls are my pets and I don't allow them to be hurt by anyone but me. The second gallery is my Utah slave who is sweet enough to send me gift certificates to Fredericks of Hollywood when he isn't licking up his own cum off his girlfriend's boots. Now for the record I also deal in alot of

Will The Real Tommie Standup
Alright for all you horn dog ass dudes and muff diving ass lezbos, you can stop commenting on how hot I am. First thing first I am a MAN born a man and I will die a man. You know dick and balls man. But I do wanna thank you all for the comments and all the "DIMES" that you laid on me over that last couple of weeks, couldn't have made it this far without you so THANKS again. Now back to my original thought, if you guys and pseudo guys can ease off with the sexual intrusion for just a bit I will be putting my real pic up soon, so don't worry. Just be on the lookout for a 6'1", 190#, Bald black man, and please like Rodney King lets all just get along and things will be fine.........HOLLA.......AHHA PEACE

Innocent
she looks at me and with her eyes says shes is innocent i dont belive broken hearts have filled the days of our lives the only thing that has kept us together is a ring what does a ring mean bonding till death parts us if your souls are empty the ring is broke in half we made the choice as innocent children not realizing the bonds we were about to make i hope im innocent i hope i can be forgiven i hope your innocence reenters our lives your ring is frail and so it shall stay until the days of innocence roll back our way

Web Cam
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Hmmmm...i Am Mad!! Venting 1 On 1
Why is everytime you try and talk to you man.. You get the cold shoulder??... Its like you not even there... I am soooo pissed off... I am no body special to them... I think its because they are talking to more then one chick... Trying to be a playa when they know they cant hang!! I really dont give a fuck if this piss you off... I just dont care!!! I see much worst cuss words on here then Fuck.... If you are involved with someone dont try and seek off cuz you will be busted out!! Men really piss me off.. Just some not all.. I am taking the time now to vent... Something you just cant see to keep inside much anymore.. If I seem like I am a bitch.. Really, If you get the change to know there is a reason... Cus I am one of the better one... I am strong, Nice, and sweet!! I can make a differents and you will see.. Sometimes in life we all get to the point where we need to vent!! Boy do I ever said VENT!!! Thanks for reading comments are welcomed!!! Jeannie

Young Lovers
Young Lovers (Blackrock) He walks into her room. The lights dimmed and the curtains drawn. Candle light flickering gently off the lilac walls. He hands her the flower in his hand. A rose. A read rose. As she reached for the flower, he leans in and softly plants a kiss on her full lips. She kisses him back with the same delicacy. This kiss is broken as she takes his hand and leads him over to her bed. She sits down and signals for him to join her on the springy mattress. They kiss once more, this time slightly firmer. He gently eases open her lips with flicks of his tongue. She accepts the offer of his tongue as their hands begin to explore each the others body. His eager tongue explores the depths of her mouth as she with her arms round his neck, lies down with him on top of her. He stops kissing her lips and starts planting his kisses gently across her cheek heading towards her neck. She pulls him closer as his kisses send shivers of lust down her spine. He moves his kisses fu

It's Been A Very Long Time
Storymaker2 IT’S BEEN A VERY LONG TIME She was looking for someone to be with; someone who could fulfill all of her dreams. She met him on-line and had been chatting with him for 6 months. It was Friday night and it was the night that she finally got to meet him. Could she do it? Would she have the nerve? She hadn’t been with another man since the love of her life died 5 years ago. She has needs like every other woman and these have to be taken care of. Hopefully tonight they would be. They were to meet at a quaint Italian restaurant and would let nature take its course from there. She walked through the door and the hostess showed her to the table. There he sat in all of his glory. Wow, was he striking! He stood up to hug her, hmm, about 6’5”, big hands, how nice. He had the most wonderful green eyes. They talked throughout dinner, discussing everything from family to politics. He then told her that he had reserved a suite at the Colony Plaza, in downtown Chicago, hoping tha

The Baby Photographer
The Heberts were unable to conceive children, and decided to use a surrogate father to start their family. On the day the proxy father was to arrive, Mr. Hebert kissed his wife and said, "I'm off. The man should be here soon". Half an hour later, just by chance, a door-to-door baby photographer rang the doorbell, hoping to make a sale. Good morning madam. I've come to...." "Oh, no need to explain. Come in," Mrs. Hebert cut in. "Really?" the photographer asked. "Well, good! My specialty is babies." "That's what my husband and I had hoped. Please come in and have a seat." After a moment she asked, blushing, "Well, where do we start?" Photographer - "Leave everything to me. I usually try two in the bathtub, one on the couch and perhaps a couple on the bed. Sometimes the living room floor is fun too. You can really spread out!" Wife - "Bathtub, couch, bed, living room floor? No wonder it didn't work for my husband and me." Photographer - "W

German Chocolate Cake
* 2 1/4 cups all-purpose flour * 1 1/2 cups granulated sugar * 1 1/2 teaspoons baking soda * 1/4 teaspoon salt * 1 cup butter, softened * 1 cup sour cream * 4 large eggs * 4 ounces sweet baking chocolate, melted * 1/2 cup milk * 3/4 teaspoon vanilla extract Topping * 3/4 cup evaporated milk * 1/2 cup light brown sugar, firmly packed * 1/2 cup butter * 1 can (3 1/2 ounces) flaked coconut, or about 1 1/3 cups * 1 cup chopped pecans Grease and flour two 8-inch square baking pans. In a large bowl, combine flour, sugar, baking soda, salt, butter, sour cream, eggs, chocolate, milk, and vanilla. Beat with mixer at low speed until blended. Increase mixer to high and beat 2 minutes longer. Spoon batter into prepared pans. Bake in a preheated 350° oven for about 35 minutes, or until a wooden pick or cake tester inserted in center comes out clean. Remove to racks to cool completely. Make topping. In

This Sucks!!
So I have been having a huge problem with my finances. I just spent a week eating nothing but romin noodles because that is all we had the money for. Finally my fiance got paid and we bought food. However I didn't get to buy all I wanted because he made a HUGE mistake that cost $500 of his paycheck (which is half of it). After everything (but our phones!!!!) have been paid and we got food we have $80 left in the account. I didn't make it to class Friday, monday or tuesday because we didn't have the gas to get there. In fact on friday the car ran out of gas, so I had a buddy from ROTC get me enought gas to get the car home. Now we finally have a little cash, the car has gas, things will be ok... right? NO!! I get to my lab for ROTC yesterday and i'm pulling my LCE out of the back of the car, when what do I see?? Antifreeze pouring out of the back of the engine and smoke pouring out of the hood. The temp was fine before all of that happend. I managed to get the car home l

Just So You Know
Im not here for the ratings and could really care less about them. If you want me to rate your pics and profile dont tell me that you want it done just say hi. I'm more likely to stop by your site if you just give me a friendly hello then if your rating hungry.

Every Time We Touch - Cascada
I still hear your voice, when you sleep next to me. I still feel your touch in my dreams. Forgive me my weakness, but I don't know why. Without you it's hard to survive. Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling. And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly. Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last. I need you by my side. Cause everytime we touch, I feel the static. And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky. Can't you hear my heart beat so. I can't let you go. I want you in my life. Your arms are my castle, your heart is my sky. They wipe away tears that I cry. The good and the bad times, we've been through them all. You make me rise when I fall. Cause everytime we touch, I get this feeling. And everytime we kiss I swear I could fly. Can't you feel my heart beat fast, I want this to last. I need you by my side. Cause everytime we touch, I feel the static. And everytime we kiss, I reach for the sky. Can't you hear my hea

What Is Your True Element?
What is your true element? (anime pics and detailed answers) WaterYou are quiet and timid, most likely one of the smarter people in school. You don't have a lot of close friends, but the ones you have mean the world to you. People may avoid you at times, but you don't care. You like to be on your own, anyway. You know most likely better than others what goes on around you. You can see the good and bad in everything, and you don't overlook anything. You are a little bit of a perfectionist, you can't stand clutter. You like to finish anything you start 100 percent, not missing anything. Although you are very calm and self-controlled, you can be very fierce and intimidating when you need to be.Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

Political Correctness
Due to the climate of political correctness now pervading America,Kentuckians, Tennesseans and West Virginians will no longer be referred to as "HILLBILLIES." You must now refer to them as APPALACHIAN-AMERICANS. And furthermore HOW TO SPEAK ABOUT WOMEN AND BE POLITICALLY CORRECT: 1. She is not a "BABE" or a "CHICK" - She is a "BREASTED AMERICAN." 2. She is not a "SCREAMER" or a "MOANER" - She is "VOCALLY APPRECIATIVE." 3. She is not "EASY" - She is "HORIZONTALLY ACCESSIBLE." 4. She is not a "DUMB BLONDE" - She is a "LIGHT-HAIRED DETOUR OFF THE INFORMATION SUPERHIGHWAY." 5. She has not "BEEN AROUND" - She is a "PREVIOUSLY-ENJOYED COMPANION." 6. She is not an "AIRHEAD" - She is "REALITY IMPAIRED." 7. She does not get "DRUNK" or "TIPSY" - She gets "CHEMICALLY INCONVENIENCED" 8. She does not have "BREAST IMPLANTS" - She is "MEDICALLY ENHANCED." 9. She does not "NAG" you - She becomes "VERBALLY REPETITIVE." 10. She is not a "TRAMP" - She is "SEXUALLY EXTROVERTED." 11. She d

Blood Of A Slain God
Blood of a Slain God Do you hear it? those Whispers of Eons of Knowing... they want you. need you. they don't exist without You.... Listen. Secrets revealed in concious daydreams- they are real. colors. feelings. not really yours. but Yours. from faded past.... the keys. waiting to be heard... 'blood of a slain god'.... ....listen.

Angry Very Angry
I have been in my house freezing for almost 3 days just got my elctric turned back on. I have never asked for help yet, I was treated as if I asked for THEIR MONEY" all the time! I thought that funding was for people who needed it. And why should I have to beg, plead , and cry to get someone to help me? I am not sure... I could see my breath in my house...I have had to rough it before, I can do this...But being a "SICK" woman I should never have to be in these circumstances..EVER! NOW...WHEN I could work, I put in my time I worked until I couldn't...as you all know I have been fighting the system for 6 years for disability. THEY are draging me along... I tried "OUR" trustee he is in "ONE" day a week and I can't reach him that day...then other funding in my COUNTY is like very hard to come by right now. I did FINALLY get it back on and I am still cold! I am hoping through this I do not have pnuemonia...I go see my doc on TUES!! I just don't know what to do anymore, I have one more

Chain Letters And Such
Please DONT post any chain letters or spam on my page or it will be auntomatically deleted...VERY IMPERSONAL AND NOT REALLY A COMMENT... Also i dont know if some of you actually view my webpage but there is a live recording of me thanking you all on LC(just recorded the other day)so if you get a chance to actually view my webpage you can see it:D My private folder that i open on weekends ONLY most of you have seen im sure...no NUDIES..just some more of my pics that i only share on the weekend..Thats alL....nothing to get your rocks off on lol:D Thanx,MySt xo

Pain Without Love..
Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all You're sick of feeling numb You're not the only one I'll take you by the hand And I'll show you a world that you can understand This life is filled with hurt When happiness doesn't work Trust me and take my hand When the lights go out you will understand Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Anger and agony Are better than misery Trust me I've got a plan When the lights go off you will understand Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, I can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing Rather feel pain I know (I know

Blogging Philosophical
It’s not what you do with your happiest moments that define you; it’s how you turn the sad moments into happy ones. Isn’t that a load of crap…. Kinda. There’s some truth to everything that is said, even if it is said in jest. And every real truth that you find in life can be a lie in the eyes of another. Be your own personal philosopher, for something that rings true to one, is a pile of shit to someone else. Even the densest person has at least one deep thought in their life. I hope, or else that would make what I’m saying a complete and utter lie. There isn’t a reason for the season unless you want there to be. And sometimes watching paint dry is the most exciting event in the world, as long as you’re getting paid. Whether it is money, life experience, the chance to learn, or to just be a complete fool for a few hours. It’s all worth it in the end. In someone’s eyes. I know I’ve basically repeated stuff that other people have said before, but at this moment in tim

I Gots Some News!
Yea....I havn't been online much. My fault. But Lately nada new cept for the news I got last night. I am currently crashing with family till I get my self situated, and my family (mainly my aunt is pregnant) and since they are expecting a little one ( its a GIRL By the way! yay ) There really isn't much room for me. 5 live in the house, and well..with me gone it makes for more room for a babyroom. So I am leaving vegas. I'll be here till end of November to see family that come in for thanksgiving, but after that I'm outa here. So....Yea Don't think that effects many people, but I know I'm gonna miss ya Morbid! And give me a ring and I'll give ya details. But thought I'd leave a blog saying GOOODBYE to all in vegas that I've meet and/or havn't met yet. ash

Recognize Real, This Flows In My Family/blood Lcpl Keown
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Vic Date: Nov 3, 2006 12:18 PM From: Lcpl. Keown Date: Nov 3, 2006 12:11 PM Paying my respect and appreciating all my great uncle (Pfc Oliver) and grandfather(Pfc. Keown) gave for me to be free. I never new my great uncle, but being next to him today touched me dearly. I was very close to my grandfather as I was younger and miss everything him dearly and love them both so much. Sometimes I think them two helped me through combat more then anything there is Thks brother S.F.Vic

The Troops Respond To John Carry!!
U.S. Troops Respond to John Kerry John Kerry’s recent slap at the intelligence of the U.S. military has apparently been felt overseas. U.S. servicemen in Iraq – obviously "smart" enough to relish sarcasm – displayed this banner as a message to the junior senator from Massachusetts: This should hammer home the message to Kerry and, possibly, to U.S. voters as well. "Support for the troops” is not just a throwaway election year phrase.

Land Of Confusion
The first day that I listen this song in the profile of Cinaliscious, I love the song so here the lyric and thanks Cinaliscious for give me the name =) I mustve dreamed a thousand dreams Been haunted by a million screams But I can hear the marching feet Theyre moving into the street. Now did you read the news today They say the dangers gone away But I can see the fires still alight There burning into the night. Theres too many men Too many people Making too many problems And not much love to go round Cant you see This is a land of confusion. This is the world we live in And these are the hands were given Use them and lets start trying To make it a place worth living in. Ooh superman where are you now When everythings gone wrong somehow The men of steel, the men of power Are losing control by the hour. This is the time This is the place So we look for the future But theres not much love to go round Tell me why, this is a land of confusion. This

Blonde Milk Bath
A blonde heard that milk baths would make her beautiful. She left a note for her milkman to leave 15 gallons of milk. When the milkman read the note, he felt there must be a mistake. He thought she probably meant 1.5 gallons so he knocked on the door to clarify the point. The blonde came to the door and the milkman said, "I found your note to leave 15 gallons of milk. Did you mean 1.5 gallons?" The blonde said, "I want 15 gallons I'm going to fill my bathtub up with milk and take a milk bath. " The milkman asked, "Do you want it pasteurized?" The blonde said, "No, just up to my tits. I can splash it on my eyes.

Adding New Friends
First off I would like everyone to know that I'm always open to new friends.I don't add people just for points,I see that as lame.If I add you its because I have intentions of getting to know you.I'm not here to "meet up" with guys or girls as I'm in a wonderful relationship already.I don't care for all the sex talk,its fine to discuss in a mature manner,but NO I don't want to have any kind of sex with anyone else besides the person I'm with.I'm not being rude,or hateful..just honest. I rate lots of people,I don't expect the same in return.Its your choice to rate and for those begging to be rated-fuck off.You won't get my vote.I don't have time for attention whores. My guy isn't jealous,so don't be afraid to say hi..I have his trust :)

Possession
Dancing towards your fire the energy engulfs me Begin to intrigue me Know me, for no one knows me Beg me for I beg you Possess me let me I beg to possess you Power let it over take me Let it swallow me Let it hurt me for the moans that I gasp are for your eyes only My soul screams your name as ecstasy controls it. Perverse Controlled Obsession of me below me above me for me within me.

Im Sorry
This is to all of the girls in the world who can't accept the nice guys for who they are: I'm sorry That I was raised with respect; not to sleep with you when you were drunk I'm sorry That my body's not ripped enough to "satisfy" your wants I'm sorry that I open your car door, and pull out your chair like I was raised I'm sorry That I'm not cute enough to be "your guy" I'm sorry That I am actually nice; not an asshole I'm sorry I don't have a huge bank account to buy you expensive things I'm sorry I like to spend quality nights at home cuddling with you, instead of at a club I'm sorry I would rather make love to you then just f**k you like some random guy. I'm sorry That I am always the one you need to talk to, but never good enough to date I'm sorry That I always held your hair back when you threw up,and didn't get mad at you for puking in my car, but when we went out you went home with another guy I'm sorry That I am there to pi

The American Flag Second And Upside Down.
THE AMERICAN FLAG COMES SECOND By Michelle Malkin March 29, 2006 01:15 A M You will not see this heart-stopping photo on the front page of the NY Times or on the lead story of the major news networks. You should. 03/ 28 : Student protest in Whittier area students from Pioneer, California and Whittier high schools walked out of classes to protest the proposed federal immigration bill March 27, 2006. The protestors put up the Mexican flag over the American flag flying upside down at Montebello High. (Leo Jarzomb/Staff photo) More: Meanwhile: Mexico Cheers Passage of Immigration Bill Like I said: Welcome to reconquista. I predict this stunt will be the nail in the coffin of any guest-worker/amnesty plan on the table in Washington. The image of the American flag subsumed to another and turned upside down on American soil is already spreading on Internet forums and via e-mail. Pass this along to every American citizen in your address books and to every represen

I Love You
As the sun rises in the East So the breaking dawn of my love begins As the sun sets in the West I am overwhelmed with a burning desire A desire locked down deep inside One that cannot be concealed anymore I long for one sweet kiss to quench my thirst I long for one tender touch that will last a lifetime At the end of it all you are my deepest desire! I love you not today nor tomorrow but forever!

Butterflies
Suddenly I get this feeling My mind draws a blank My hands are slightly shaking My heart begins to race I feel like I'm losing control I'm nervous inside and out I have an unexplainable feeling I wish I could figure this out These butterflies inside of me Keep fluttering all throughout I thought they were gone for good I didn't know they could come out It must be the way You get to me like you do The way you make me feel The way I love you like I do...

A Single Rose
A Single rose of love A Single rose of devotion A Single wish upon my lips A Single thought of you A Single desire to be granted A Single moment of careless bliss A Single love never to be broken A Single rose for just one kiss.

Hospital Window
Hospital Window A great note for all to read it will take just 37 seconds to read this and change your thinking Two men, both seriously ill, occupied the same hospital room. One man was allowed to sit up in his bed for an hour each afternoon to help drain the fluid from his lungs. His bed was next to the room's only window. The other man had to spend all his time flat on his back. The men talked for hours on end. They spoke of their wives and families, their homes, their jobs, their involvement in the military service, where they had been on vacation. Every afternoon when the man in the bed by the window could sit up, he would pass the time by describing to his roommate all the things he could see outside the window. The man in the other bed began to live for those one hour periods where his world would be broadened and enlivened by all the activity and color of the world outside. The window overlooked a park with a lovely lake. Ducks and swans played on the

Five Finger Prayer
1. Your thumb is nearest you. So begin your prayers by praying for those closest to you. They are the easiest to remember. To pray for our loved ones is, as C. S. Lewis once said, a "sweet duty." 2. The next finger is the pointing finger. Pray for those who teach, instruct and heal. This includes teachers, doctors, and ministers. They need support and wisdom in pointing others in the right direction. Keep them in your prayers. 3. The next finger is the tallest finger. It reminds us of our leaders. Pray for the president, leaders in business and industry, and administrators. These people shape our nation and guide public opinion. They need God's guidance. 4. The fourth finger is our ring finger. Surprising to many is the fact that this is our weakest finger, as any piano teacher will testify. It should remind us to pray for those who are weak, in trouble or in pain. They need your prayers day and night. You cannot pray too much for them. 5. And lastly comes our little

New Friends And Old...ty All
First let me tell all of my friends and family and fans...specially the ones that have stood by me n my family thru all this and all the new ones who have stopped by to show love ..respect and their concern..TY ALL OF YOU much love to you all n your families as well my prayers n thoughts are with you all even in my own trying times... Now for the latest update ...my daughter Natalie called me today to tell me that they have got an attorney who is fighting for her n to get lil Triston back....it's gonna cost alot of money $1500.00 to start but keep all your prayers open that that will happen...she is getting visitation w/ my grandson as well starting this weekend...we have made it this far thanks to all of your support and prayers to keep it up ya'll and AGAIN i CAN NEVER REPAY YOU ALL FOR YOUR LOVE N SUPPORT

What Are U ( Lol Omg For Once My Answers Changed Lol This Is New I Guesslol )
You scored as Punk. Punk80%Emo60%Gothic60%Jock40%Preppy20%Geek20%Ghetto10%Are you punk, ghetto, gothic, preppy, etc.created with QuizFarm.com

Him
from the moment He arrives until the moment we must part my soul hungers for Him a unfilled craving one that only He can fill my body aches for Him the night beckons with unwavering vibrations my heart yearns for His presence the darkness brings me peace for in it i am with Him i am whole and content only when with Him fractured, when He is gone He is my heart He is my soul He is my One

What Vampire Family Do U Belong To
You scored as Malkavian. You belong to the Malkavian bloodline. The Malkavians are blessed with an "inner sight" which often gives them great perception and even clairvoyance. Many are sought for their counsel and insight. The drawback, however, is that they are all entirely insane. If a vampire is speaking in obscure riddles, it's a fair bet they are of Malkavian blood. Malkavian71%Gangrel71%Nosferatu58%Ventrue54%Tremere50%Brujah46%Toreador29%What vampire clan do you belong to?created with QuizFarm.com

Destiny
We walk within the shadows created by our souls, The footsteps that we take bare the imprint of our hearts and dreams, Mother Nature’s land reflects the blueprint of our lives, as the valleys and mountains roll out before us in endless facades, upon which the heart knows no bounds. The winds, the rain, the constant movement of the summer tides, all bare witness to the ebbs and flows of our existence, The chains that bind us live on a plain of physical power, In the stars lies our true destiny, unknown, unseen, unlooked for, and yet ever present The Earth revolts with eruptive force, and a new war is born to destroy the soul of many a mother’s womb, The cooling ashes leave the scars of memory, and a warning to those who pass, of power unleashed and still a deafness walks within our souls What lesson would be if learned by all What joy would pass where once hatred walked in putrid honor For nature speaks with but one voice Be gone foul creature of the night Be silent an

Surrender
His touch warms my body, the passion in his kiss releases all my fears, His voice speaks to my soul and puts me at ease. I resist but only find that I must submit, to the one who speaks to my soul, hears my thoughts and caresses my heart. I tell myself to resist, but with in his touch I can only surrender, my body, my heart and my soul. I convince myself that I don't need him, but I know that I belong to him, I have no choice, am his, to leave would to be lost. For his touch warms me his voice soothes me and his kiss surrounds me. I swim within his passion and know this is where I belong.

I Told You!!
You scored as Captain Jack Sparrow. Roguish,quick-witted, and incredibly lucky, Jack Sparrow is a pirate who sometimes ends up being a hero, against his better judgement. Captain Jack looks out for #1, but he can be counted on (usually) to do the right thing. He has an incredibly persuasive tongue, a mind that borders on genius or insanity, and an incredible talent for getting into trouble and getting out of it. Maybe its brains, maybe its genius, or maybe its just plain luck. Or maybe a mixture of all three. James Bond, Agent 00788%Captain Jack Sparrow88%Batman, the Dark Knight83%Lara Croft79%The Amazing Spider-Man75%Neo, the "One"71%The Terminator67%El Zorro67%William Wallace63%Maximus

Master Artist
Take up your brush and color me With exquisite pain Use my body, heart and soul As a canvas for your delight. I ache for your presence to paint This black and white world of mine And long to feel your colors splashed Against the pallet of my life.

Thinking About Past Girlfriends
Not sure if will read this.. but.. I have a question.. Seems like the last few years I have been thinking more and more about people I used to date when I was younger. Mainly i'm normally curious about what ever happened to them and the "what if's" I find myself thinking about it more often then not. Ya know.. the normal type of question of what might have come of the relationship if one or the other of us didn't break it off. I guess its because the older I get the more lonely I get. I have a few old girl friends that I keep in touch with on a regular basis but only as friends. So my question is, does anyone else think about this? if, you do, how would you follow up on these feelings? How would you try and track them down? There are a few that I would really like to track down and see how thier life has turned out.

Help
For those of you who have not already I need youto go vote for me in a contest......click on my profile and click on my family.....click on "I call them how I see them" go to his pic album and click on his classy yet sexy contest....cast your vote for me!! Thanks for all the votes!!

Pagan Path
You scored as Celtic Pantheonic Pagan. Your answers leaned very close to that of the Celtic Pantheon. Very popular now among pagans, the Celtic Gods seem to draw those who are sensitive and insightful, but also very passionate about their beliefs. Many Pagan Holidays are named for this pantheon and here is where you'll find many stories on Horned God, Green Man, and Druids. You likely either have been or want to visit Stonehenge one day. Many Arthurian legnds include references to the Celtic faith, as well. Celtic Pantheonic Pagan95%Greek Pantheonic Pagan75%Ecclectic Pagan65%Roman Pantheonic Pagan60%Shamanic Pagan55%Eastern Pagan40%Egyptian Pantheonic Pagan20%Zoroastrian Pagan15%Kabbalistic Pagan15%Norse Pantheonic Pagan (Asatru)

I Am Becoming Him
ever day i look in the mirrer and see more and more of him showing in me. i hate him and i don't even like his name but i'm stuck with it. i find my self say i will do thing that i can't do becouse people want to hearit. i can but i can't i can't help out anyone i can not be with any one if i hate my self if all i see is him in me. my wherst fear is coming true more and more ever day and i starting to see y he tuck the easy way out. no matter what i do i hurt people and ever more hurt my self i don't want to becoume him and hate that i'm starting to i need to stop it and go back to being the 4th not the 3rd i know only a fow people r going to know what i'm talking about and thos fow r going to tell me i'm not but u don't know what i have done or what thots where in my head or have been runing there my head

You Know You're From Canada When...
1. You only know three spices: salt, pepper and ketchup. 2. You design your Halloween costume to fit over a snowsuit. 3. The mosquitoes have landing lights. 4. You have more miles on your snow blower than your car. 5. You have 10 favorite recipes for moose meat. 6. Canadian Tire on any Saturday is busier than the toy stores at Christmas. 7. You live in a house that has no front step, yet the door is one meter above the ground. 8. You've taken your kids trick-or-treating in a blizzard. 9. Driving is better in the winter because the potholes are filled in with snow. 10. You think sexy lingerie is tube-socks and a flannel nightie with only 8 buttons. 11. You owe more money on your snowmobile than your car. 12. The local paper covers national and international headlines on 2 pages but requires 6 pages for hockey. 13. At least twice a year, the kitchen doubles as a meat processing plant. 14. The most effective mosquito repellent is a shotg

Best Fucking Song Ever!
Who am I to save you, To try and tame you, And now that you are free of me, But next time when you break down, Is it me you'll take down, With you on your knees? So who was I to hurt you, To desert you, When you needed me there, So now that you've learned to hate me, You've finally set free, A fall to my knees, And I breathe slowly, Like you said to do when you had lost control, My head spins from God's wind, That carries you away from me, Looks like you got away from me, This time, For good... And since those days have passed me by, I'm in and out of life, The way you used to be, You know I always was the strong one, But now I've come undone, Sweetest release...(catch me) And I breathe slowly, Like you said to do when you had lost control, My head spins from God's wind, That carries you away from me, Looks like you got away from me, This time, You got away from me oh yea, You got away for good... Cross fade fucking owns seriously. IL

9 Things I Hate About Everyone
9 Things I Hate About Everyone 1. People who point at their wrist while asking for the time.... I know where my watch is pal, where the hell is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is? 2. People who are willing to get off their ass to search the entire room for the T.V. remote because they refuse to walk to the T.V. and change the channel manually. 3. When people say "Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too". Damn right! What good is cake if you can't eat it? 4. When people say "it's always the last place you look". Of course it is. Why the hell would you keep looking after you've found it? Do people do this? Who and where are they? Gonna kick their asses! 5. When people say, while watching a film, "Did you see that?". No, Loser, I paid $12 to come to the cinema and stare at the damn floor. 6. People who ask "Can I ask you a question?".... Didn't really give me a choice there, did ya, Sunshine? 7. When something is "new and improv

Are We The Minority?
Are we the minority? who says that we are Politics and Presidents, Will take you but so far You can travel the world, and you'll find more of me For I am original, so just let me be Are we the minority? Is that what they say I'll laugh all my life, till the truth lights the day They treat us as peasants, but soon we shall rise In our face they act pleasant, if they only knew we are wise Are we the minority? The deaf, dumb and blind No, we are the people who see it from all sides Knowledge is power, which equals the truth We know where we come from, we know our roots Copyright ©2006VFC DISCLAIMER: Copyright infringement is a serious crime- do not take my copyrighted material for your page without asking.

Arriving At The Suite
Well the plane ride was nice..didnt think this labtop would work, but it did. Most of the gang have checked in and are at the casino. I am here with my kids, who are asleep from the trip online. I thought for a moment they would be scared, but my friends are so sweet to bring them each a toy to play with. My girl got a Barbie doll, my son got Spiderman, hee hee. They both handle the plane ride fine, and I'm glad. It is so nice here, 71 degrees and sunny. Wow, we left the coldness of NC behind-they are under a freeze watch tonight, and it is nice here. Lots of Motley Crue fans here already. I might just take a nap, but the gang and I will go to the Rio Hotel later on..someone heard of a party going on. My kids will be taken care of with some dear friends of mine. I am glad they are here with me, but I do believe that I will let my hair down and really have some erotic fun tonight. I am way overdue for this. Wish some special friends of mine were here..we'll will just have a toas

Hi
To all my FRIENDS i though to day i would just write to u all and not send pic.I thought i would let u know that u are all very inported to me and that i think about u all daily i pray u are all doing good and that u are all happy.. I hope u all get what u want out of your lifes and will alway love.. Hope u all have a great day and week end sorry i have not been on much but i'm afraid i keep getting froze.. LOVE ALL OF U AND WISH U ALL THE BEST !!!OXOXOXOXOXOXO HAVE A GREAT NIGHT AND TALK TO U WHEN I CAN STAY ON TO DO IT.. I WILL SAY GOOD MORNING TOO BECAUSE I SLEEP IN BECAUSE I CAN NOT SLEEP VERY GOOD.... LOVE MONALISA

A Moment Of Silence . . .
I wrote this in my LJ . . . on October of 04 . .. shortly after Mr. Christopher Reeve passed away. Mr. Reeve . . . You gave joy to millions as everyone's favorite caped superhero, Superman. Cries of shock and sadness were heard when you had your accident. Then, out of willpower and determination . . . you gave hope to Millions around the world during your struggle to learn to walk again, to use your body. Smiles and sighs of awe were heard when you moved your finger. And now . . . the world shall mourn your loss, Sir. You were an inspiration to everyone, and you shall never be forgotten. Nay, you shall live on in the hearts of everyone. We shall always and eternally be insipired by who your were . . . and still are. We love you, Mr. Reeve, and we will greatly miss you. Thank you for making us smile. May you forever walk in Heaven.

I Doubt There Is A Key
My comfortable prison were I live Safe from the pains they have to give Refuse the injury to the soul For I prefer solitude on the whole None to tell me how they care Tired of being all too aware Of how the heart aches for the one They come and go like the setting sun And I remain untouched untrue They never know the damages they do For my prison life has yet to end One holds the key, my yet to be friend The one for whom my soul does weep The one I belong to forever to keep The one who can make this heart beat true I wonder if that one love may be you By R. Thomas Dinsmore

The Girl In The Mirror
I look into the mirror And what do I see I don't see myself staring back at me A deep dark secert is lingering there Taken form of a person I knew long long ago... Just crawl into bed To escape my so called life Into the covers where I know I am safe Think of better things that will someday come Escape that girl in the mirror The one that truely see who I am Avoid the mirror Avoid the girl The one who sees me for me Knows all my secrets and travisities The one who knows what I want The one who knows what I want to say Lord Forgive me I don't want to see her I don't want to hear her voice Let me stay away from her She brings down my walls She makes my voice dissapear Let me just curl up in my blinkets I know I'm safe there I know I'll be fine As long as I'm still there No disturbances No thoughts No mirrors....

Movies You Never Really Wanted To See!
Okay, uhm, I'm going to post something here I wrote a few years back. This is going to give you all a glimpse into my fucked-up sense of humor. lol Remember, this was written a few years back. (Not on here, on paper . . .one night . . . for lack of sleep . . . ) ~~~~~~~~~~~ Don't ask me where any of this came from. I got bored, and just started writing. THIS is the result: "And So . . . " said the Man With the Green Hat, as he turned and fell off of the mountain. "WAIT!!" said the Fat Man as he turned to leave. Meanwhile, back at the ranch, Martha was having a nice hot cup of jove. And, as the White Masked Man rode off into the sunset on his Great Black Steed, he turned to wave at all the townsfolk who came to bid him farewell . . . and feel off his horse, and got trampled underfoot. So endeth this tale of The White Masked Man and his Great Black Steed. Please join us next week for another episode of . . . Movies You NEVER Really Wanted to See! And

Alerts For Hikers, Hunters, And Fisherman
>The Montana Department of Fish and Wildlife is advising hikers, and > hunters, > >fishermen to take extra precautions and be on the alert for bears while > in > >the mountains. > > > >Hikers are advised to wear noise-producing devices such as little bells > on > >their clothing to alert but not startle the bears > >unexpectedly. > > > > > >They also advise you to carry pepper spray in case of an encounter with > a > >bear. It is also a good idea to watch for signs of bear activity. > > > >People should be able to recognize the difference between black bear > and > >grizzly bear droppings. Black bear droppings are smaller and contain > berries > >and possibly squirrel fur. > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > > >Grizzly bear droppings have little bells in them and smell like pepper > >spray

Random Slogan Generator!
A few random (and somewhat silly) slogans from http://www.thesurrealist.co.uk/slogan.cgi Terran Nytefyer Saves Your Soul. Step Into The Terran Nytefyer. (THIS one is just BAD!) . . . The Cream of Terran Nytefyer. And some Movie Quotes from the same place . . . Mrs. Robinson, you're trying to seduce Terran Nytefyer. Aren't you? I'm going to make him a Terran Nytefyer he can't refuse. My mama always said life was like a box of Terran Nytefyer.

Spirit Of Christmas?
This is a repost from another blog of mine, and I'm posting it here a little early . . . ~~~ Before I get started, no this isn't a religious sermon, or anything else. Just an observation and opinion. Lately, especially over the last few years . . . I've noticed that people continue to forget what Christmas is all about. It's become commercialized, and turned into a greedy holiday . . . isntead of the sharing, caring holiday it's supposed to be. I've watched all ages and races of people (including little old octogenarians) beat the hell out of each other in the middle of a toy aisle because someone OTHER than them got the last toy. What gives? When did this holiday become so damned contracersial and greedy? All of a sudden, you can't say "Merry Christmas" to anyone, and YOUR child has to have the best toy . . . bought with the most money. What's wrong with telling people "Merry Christmas"? I seriously don't see the problem. So it has the word "Christ" in it, and (acco

Two Choices
What would you do?....you make the choice. Don't look for a punch line, there isn't one. Read it anyway. My question is: Would you have made the same choice? At a fundraising dinner for a school that serves learning-disabled children, the father of one of the students delivered a speech that would never be forgotten by all who attended. After extolling the school and its dedicated staff, he offered a question: "When not interfered with by outside influences, everything nature does is done with perfection. Yet my son, Shay, cannot learn things as other children do. He cannot understand things as other children do. Where is the natural order of things in my son?" The audience was stilled by the query. The father continued. "I believe that when a child like Shay, physically and mentally handicapped comes into the world, an opportunity to realize true human nature presents itself, and it comes in the way other people treat that child." Then he told the following story: Shay and his fa

Hey Guys
Hey guys i just got off of work and i am a little bored. I am waiting on my friends to get out so we can go out. I will more than likley be on here till about 10:15 central time. Well any way I have updated alot of piks since I have been on this awesome web site. I have some private ones as well once I get alot of hot piks of me and my boi firend Eric I will make them available for every one. So far no one has asked to see them so I doubt any one wants to. Any who I am just siting her reading the last months issue of the Advocate it is perty intresting. Once I am done Ill let you gys now what i read, So you can catch up on old Shit. Well I will be on so hollar at your Boi James

New?
For those who dont know me and dustin got into a pretty bad fight. When I say bad I mean bad. I left for 4 days and stayed with my mom. A lot of changes are being made. Some people think I'm foolish for going back but I love him and Im willing to give this another chance but...... like I said A LOT OF CHANGES ARE BEING MADE. We are going to both anger management and marriage counciling and I finally got my ass to the doctor and got on both antidepressants and birthcontrol. I have been struggling with post pardum depression since the misscarriage and just havent really wanted to face it but my mood swings and sadness and everything has effected me and my family a ton. But I do realize that its not just me and so had Dustin so we are bothing taking steps toward making this work and not being at each others throats. We have decided to clean our house thorrowly, stop smoking in the house, keep a notebook of things that upset, frustrate, or anger us instead of fighting and then at the end

Risking A Major Flaming . . .
I'm risking a serious flaming for this, but oh well. I may even lose friends over this. Again, I say, OH WELL. I am so sick and tired of hearing the black community freely toss around the word "nigger" between each other, and then rip apart ANYONE of a different color, and call them "racist", if they hear it come out of THEIR mouth. Can we say "Hypocrisy"? Don't give me this shit about "No, what WE say is 'nigga', and it's not the same thing." Bullshit. It's just a different spelling of the same word. The black community talks about racism being so bad, and people using the N-word more and more. Well, guess what? You're creating your OWN problem by tossing around that word like it doesn't mean anything. So, other people of a different color hearing it being used within the black community and think to themselves, "Well, hey, if THEY use it all the time, it can't be that bad." And then you have the gall, the audacity, to label anyone who uses that word, who isn't blac

Another Random Rant From Yours Truly . . .
(Note: Not everything in here applies to people I know. In fact, MOST of what's in here DOESN'T apply to people I know) Ever want to get a clue as to how someone drives? Watch how they maneuver a shopping cart at the store. Honestly. Then follow them out to the parking lot, and follow them out onto the road. Follow them for a few minutes. You'll see how “well” they drive. I know, because I've done it. If you follow a person around a store, and they can't seem to keep control of their cart (and I'm not talking seriously defective carts with wheels that point in every direction that NO ONE could control), they can't keep control of their car. If they swerve in the aisles, they'll swerve while driving. If they take up the entire aisle, they'll take up the entire road. Speaking of grocery stores . . . I despise these people who decide it's quite alright to block other shoppers from getting around them, or believe it's just fine and dandy to stop in the middle of an aisle. This

Another Random Rant . . . (asthma Sufferers, The Bible, And More . . .)
Well, guess what Asthma sufferers? The Insurance Companies don't care whether or not we die! Isn't that great news? Apparently, they're trying to phase out asthma inhalers by 2008. (I heard this from my father earlier today; and since he gets inhalers on a regular basis, and I get mine from him, I trust what he's heard.) Yes, you read that right: By 2008, they will try to do away with asthma inhalers altogether. And, apparently, the “new” techniques they're planning on using . . . will NOT be covered by insurance! Isn't that wonderful! Now, do you want to hear the reasoning behind this? They claim that asthma inhalers are BAD FOR THE OZONE LAYER! What the fuck!? They can still sell aerosol cans in the stores, but ASTHMA INHALERS are bad for the environment. Never mind that Asthma inhalers are not responsible for global warming, and doing away with them isn't going to make the already fucked-up ozone layer start miraculously repairing itself. I can name a few things WORSE for the enviro

The Days Of Submissives
Over the past few days, i have found myself among friends; making alliances and otherwise creating bonds that will take eons to undo. Yes, like so many others, i too have come across those "would be" Doms. Y/you know the ones. The ones that sneer hautily at Y/you when Y/you speak openly and candidly to another Dom / Master. i have many Dom/ Master/ Mistress / Dommes (All of Whom are Gentlemen and Ladies) who are my closest friends and dearest companions. However, it seems that these days, the term "submissive" is easily mistaken for that word "slave." i am fully aware that i have not been in the lifestyle long enough to make some political statement about differences and comparrisons. Simply, i'll put what i know and leave it at that. First off, i am a submissive. This means that i willingly give my heart and soul to Another because They make my heart feel safe, warm, secure and above all, loved. i trust them with my safety and desire them to have a power over me because o

A Controversial Post: The Bible
As per a comment in a previous post, I've decided to make an entire post about Religion and The Bible. And Boy, am I already preparing for the heatwave. LOL The Bible, and God from the Bible has caused more wars, and more death than anything else on the planet. I am deeply sorry if anyone feels insulted by this, but I've read the bible . . . way too many times. I was born and raised into the LDS church (thank the gods I've completely blown off religion now), and I find way too many inconsistencies in organized religion. One verse says this, yes the very next verse completely contradicts what the first verse said, and back and forth it goes. Whether it was God's intention or not to stop Abraham before he killed Isaac is beside the point . . . the fact that "God" asked him to sacrifice Isaac to prove faith and love . . . in my opinion, that's complete lunacy. Any god who asks me to kill my child to prove my love to Him, well, it just will never happen. That's no God of mine.

Confusion
Why is it things are happening the way they are NOW? Like for example I got a call from my ex Joey saying he loves me and wants to try things again, he will buy me a plane ticket for the weekend. He was chillin with his friend I was listening as he told him that if there was one chick he wanted to marry it would be me. He kept telling me how he wants me there so I can see how much he's changed. How he doesn't want to be sleeping around for the rest of his life and after he found out I got laid he got jealous and said he then realized what he really wants. Our song is Prom Queen by ICP, I guess from what he said over the phone. He is one of those loves you just can't forget about and never want to let go. He went to bed now but I'm still awake still thinking about this whole thing. Then adding to this my ex-fiancee Jesse got ahold of me telling me how much he misses me and loves me. Wants to me move up there to be with him but yet unlike Joey...Jesse has hurt me and lied to me so mu

Cars And Driving . . .
Why does it seem that driver's licenses are being handed out like candy nowadays? There are way too many people on the road that CANNOT drive. “Let's do 25 in the passing lane.” “Let's merge on the freeway doing 5!” Idiots. Assholes. If there is someone in front of you who may be going a bit slow, don't speed up to make them go faster. Because, honestly, you'll end up rear-ending someone. Frankly, if it was ME in the slow car, and you sped up behind me to get me to go faster, I'd slam on my brakes. You know that bumper sticker that says “The Closer You Get, The Slower I Go”? Well, that's me. Unless you're a hemorrhoid, stay off of my ass. And don't speed up, go around me, and fucking cut me off just to make a point. Because if an accident occurs because of it, you'll be the one going to jail. Not me. Also, if you're going to change lanes, change lanes. Quit drifting over to the next lane. Turn on your signal, and then get over there. Do it safely, but swiftly. Don't MOSEY int

Moonlapse Vertigo
Kept warm by the light of the lantern Lost sight of everything tonight My presence blackens their pattern A pock in the healthy and calm Their scorn behind your back My promise would put them down No trace of reverance left Immemorial fire in their eyes I would persih at the given signal At the slightest touch from my soul Tainted prophet in flesh For all the plagued and lost Dripping sin Decision in stalemate Dare to feel death at hand Surprised me with its voice Through the forest came the morn Across the leafy pathway Their deeds smeared in blood For all to behold The council of the cross Must have sensed my coming The pest through the air With despise for squalor Lashing out at the poor I turned away my eyes In pallor escape from the end Fading time to leave from here And less to fulfill my task She would be safe and firm Nothing of this is in vain Taken away from stifling grace And saved from the past

White Cluster
Still it came passing by The pieces weaved together rose the sun And fooled me with another day The knocking message called for my life Sealed the spell of my scrawny body Soil to skin, my next of kin Damp air grasped, stole the words And greeted me with a hiss This is forgiveness, so I know Once I repent I seal the lid I slither for you and I'm dying I find trust in hate They wear white for me Seemingly jaded and lost I forge myself into your dreams And here I am your life Hangman, clutching at his tools I will come for you The noose is tied Murmur through the crowd Plunging into anywhere but here Cloak-captured sighs of relief As the primal touch brought me back And the last sight I did see is still here Beckoning right behind me

Did You Hear That? She Just Burped!
I went and saw Marie Annitonneirette tonight. [can't spell sorry.] and basically, it was VERY boring. It had NO plot - besides them conceiving a child. Anyhoot, I'm going to see Ashley in Anne Frank tomorrow and eat with Erin K. Amanda G. and Ashley VP. I'm excited, to say the least. I wish chels would get on... >/ lolol. My feet stink, btw. :] I know you people wanted to know that too.

Pondering
i sit and i ponder all the things you tell me. i think of them this way and that. listening fully. waiting for that feeling i get when i know your telling a lie. i sit and i ponder all you say. i hear the words coming from your mouth yet i hear the words that are unspoken as well. these things make it hard to take in all you say. what is truth what is lie. god help me wich is wich. how can i tell when all you say sounds so sweet. sometimes with venom yet if i truely listen its not real.

Make Da Man Smile!
Ok, folks, ESPECIALLY the ladies (hehehe), I need your help! This guy with whom I am WELL acquainted has just joined the CherryTap and needs some LOVE! LOL His page is a little bare, but I'll be helping him out with that. I don't want to flood his page, and if you can figure out why, please keep it to yourself! :-D Thanks so much, all you Cherry Friends of mine!!! slayerofdragons@ CherryTAP

The Authority Of Truth
November 4, 2006 The Authority of Truth Draw near to God and He will draw near to you —James 4:8 It is essential that you give people the opportunity to act on the truth of God. The responsibility must be left with the individual— you cannot act for him. It must be his own deliberate act, but the evangelical message should always lead him to action. Refusing to act leaves a person paralyzed, exactly where he was previously. But once he acts, he is never the same. It is the apparent folly of the truth that stands in the way of hundreds who have been convicted by the Spirit of God. Once I press myself into action, I immediately begin to live. Anything less is merely existing. The moments I truly live are the moments when I act with my entire will. When a truth of God is brought home to your soul, never allow it to pass without acting on it internally in your will, not necessarily externally in your physical life. Record it with ink and with blood— work it into your life

Just Me
I am as I am, Who I am, And flow with the energies of the moment, I seek not to be more or less than I am, only to be me Simple and free , If a flower makes you smile, A flower I would send, If in the sending, the smile you shed brightens your day, Then those around have their day brighten too, A lil light passed in such a simple action, Added to, one by one till many partake of the simplest of blessings .. This is me.. My path, My reason to keep seeking The simplest and truest in all things 11-03-06 ~*~Pixie~*~

I Am
This was sent to me by a friend, trying to help me with a situtation, Sometimes anothers words reach deeper than we can touch ourselves..... Hello world ! my name is me to you ! if you don't like me then why do i waste my time trying to make you feel better ? did I step on your chain and make you a better person ? did you bother to tell me I am special in anyway ? can I be me, without your making a remark ? after all I afforded you a moment of dignity did I not ? regardless, i am one of gods children the same as you ! if you don't like me then go whine to him ! I am sure his answer will be you need to change your diaper now and take a bottle and nap... ~blues_cat~

The Beast ( A Beast Visits His Captive Human Pet )
**WARNING** This story is about a non human/human coupling Copyright © Black}i{Velvet 2006 The room was dark and quiet, the little human slut lay curled upon her cushions in the corner, her eyes darting to the doorway now and then, ears listening for faint shuffling sounds that would herald His approach. Glancing down at her naked body, a soft sigh escapes her lips as she lets her eyes wander over the scratches and bruises covering her skin. Scratches almost healed from her last encounter with Him, bruises turned yellow with age, faint reminders of His last visit, a visit that left her weeping in pain, yet also left her body glowing with satisfaction, as it does with every encounter she has with Him. Her eyes flick to the doorway once more, sighing as it remains closed, her body crawling with lust and desire for her Beast. Denied His presence these last few days, her lust has built to a point where she feels she may explode if He doesn’t visit soon and use her body. One hand

What Does Your Kiss Taste Like
people love bein' kisses by you, just because you bring out pasion, obbsesion and Love when you kiss....You must be a warm and open minded person with a very big heart.cherry's69%Candy69% You scored as cherry's. Your kisses are sweet and Hot just like cherry's size='1'>strawberry's44%taste like tongue31%what does your kiss taste like??created with QuizFarm.com

I Miss Him
Why is life so unfair?? Why do children get sick with these awful diseases and die? Why my child?? I look back over the last two years of my life when it got turned upside down. It hurts. My son was diagnosed with embryonal rhabdomyosarcoma in December of 2004. He went through a year of chemo treatments. He had a month of radiation treatments. In December of 2005 they found a new spot on his bladder. It took them three months to do a biopsy and find out what it was. He was then diagnosed in March 2006 with Ectomesenchymoma. A very very rare type of cancer. There are only about 25-40 reported cases in the world. He was misdiagnosed. The doctors told me that he had that type of cancer all along. I blame so much of what has happened to Nathan on the hospital. In Sep of 2005 he almost bleed to death all because the lab techs didnt tell the doctors that his blood work was suspicious and he needed to come in. He almost died. Then the waiting three months to do a biopsy that couldve saved his

Important Survey
NASTY SURVEY Welcome 2 the Nasty Survey. Are u daring enough 2 answer this 4 this person? if so, message them your answers!!! rules: Answer this 4 the person who posted this and then repost it 4 your self! 1.Would u have sex with me? answer: 2.What position would u want me 2 do u in? answer: 3.Would u wanna taste me? answer: 4.Would u want me 2 sex u hard? answer: 5.Would u have sex with me the first night u met me? answer: 6.Give me a naked pic? answer: 7.Would u do me in the shower? answer: 8.Would u hancuff me or tie me up 2 the bed and then do me? answer: 9.Would u have a 3-some with me? answer: 10.What makes u want 2 have sex with me? answer: 11.Would u talk dirty 2 me while we sexed? answer: 12.Where would u do me @? answer: 13.Would u do me in front of people? answer: 14.Would u do me again and again? answer: 15.Would u do me in the rain? answer: 16.Would u mind if we did it like porn stars? answer: 17.Woul

Think Of Me
Think of me Think of me fondly when we've said goodbye remember me once in a while please promise me you'll try when you find that once again you long to take your heart back and be free if you ever find a moment spare a thought for me we never said our love was ever green or unchanging as the sea but if you can still remember stop and think of me think of all the things we have shared and seen dont think about the things which might have been think of me think of me waking silent and resigned imagine me trying too hard to put you from my mind recall those days look back on all those times think of the things we'll never do there will never be a day when i wont think of you we never said out love was ever green or as unchanging as the sea but please promise me that sometimes you will think of me!

No Need To Tell Me...i Already Know
They can't and won't ever make you feel the way I did and still do. They don't know what really feels good to you. It's all for them because their hearts are not true. They won't give you the memories I gave you. The ones that last a lifetime. Memories like that never fade away. Memories are kept locked in your mind to help you when you've lost your way. They won't know what to do when you're down. I had a way of feeling you up with cheer. I made you see the light was within your reach. It was because of me that you learned while I tried to teach. They can't inspire you the way I did. Your dreams would not have come true without the strong support. Telling you you're wonderful is different than knowing you're the greatest at being you. I helped you find more things you could do. You are the reason behind who you are today. They settle for anything. I make you strive for more. The more you go, the further you'll get. When the dark clouds are hovered, I kept your candle lit.

Dance With My Father Again
Back when I was a child Before life removed all the innocence My father would lift me high And dance with my momma and me and then Spin me around till I fell asleep Then up the stairs he would carry me And I new for sure, I was loved. If I could get another chance Another walk another dance with him I'd play a song that would never ever end How I'd love, love, love to dance with my father again. When me and my momma would disagree To get my way I would run from her to him He'd make me laugh just to comfort me Then finally make me do just what my momma said Later that night when I was asleep He left a dollar under my sheet Never dreamed that he would be gone from me. If I could steal one final glance, One final step, one final dance with him I'd play a song that would never ever end How I'd love, love, love to dance with my father again. Sometimes I'd listen outside her door And I'd hearmy momma cry for him I'd pray for her even more than me I'd pray fo

The Dumbest Blonde Ever? (repost)
THE DUMBEST BLONDE EVER? (repost) A few days ago I was at the auto parts store when a blonde came in and asked for a seven-hundred-ten. No one had any clue what the part was -- even the manager. "Come on!" she said, exasperated. "Every car I've ever had has one! But mine fell off, and I need a new one." Finally, I stepped in. "Would it help to look under my hood, and you can point out what it is you want?" I asked. "Yes!" she exclaimed, and I led the blonde to my car with a parade of parts guys right behind. I opened the hood. "Is there a 710 on this car?" I asked. She pointed and said, "Of course, it's right there!" And here's what we saw: (repost of original by 'Blaze Infamous®13' on '2006-11-04 00:38:25') (repost of original by '¨*·~.♥. Tasha .♥.~·*¨' on '2006-11-04 00:46:51')

Famous Last Words (repost)
FAMOUS LAST WORDS (repost) The National Transportation Safety Board recently divulged they had "covertly" funded a project with the U.S. automakers for the past 5 years, whereby the automakers were installing black-box voice recorders in 4-wheel drive pickup trucks and SUV's in an effort to determine in fatal accidents, the circumstances in the last 15 seconds before the crash. Their findings were surprising: In 38 of the 50 states, the recorded last words of drivers in 61.2 percent of fatal crashes were, "Oh Shit!" But that wasn't the surprising part. In the the states of North Carolina, South Carolina, West Virginia, Oklahoma, Tennessee, Kentucky, Arkansas, Alabama, Georgia, Mississippi, Louisiana and Texas, things were much different. There, 89.3 percent of the final words were: "Hold my beer, I'm gonna try somethin'."

Baby's First Exam
Subject: FW: Baby's First Exam >> >> >>>> A woman and a baby were in the doctor's examining room, >> waiting >> >>>> for the doctor to come in for the baby's first exam >> >>>> >> >>>>The doctor arrived, examined the baby, checked his weight, and >> being >> >> >>>>a little concerned, asked if the >> >>>> baby was breast-fed or bottle-fed. >> >>>> >> >>>> "Breast-fed" she replied. >> >>>> >> >>>>"Well, strip down to your waist," the doctor ordered. >> >>>>She did. He pinched her nipples, then pressed, kneaded, and >> rubbed >> >>>>both breasts for a while in a detailed examination. Motioning >> to her >> >> >>>>to get dressed, he said, "No wonder this baby is underweight. >> You >> >>>>don't have any milk." >> >>>> >> >>>> "I know," she said, "I'm his Grandma, but I'm glad I came." >> >>>

A Little More About Me.
A little more about me. Smokey Hazel Ice@ CherryTAP Hello my name is Hazel. I am 31 and in a wonder ful relationship with my Girlfriend/Photographer Ezra Valentine. I love Ezra very much and we have been seeing each other for well over a year now. She is a very beautiful lady and the most kind hearted woman that I know. We are going to have outr website up very soon. The object of our website will be to celibrate all aspects of our relationship (with an emphasis on our crazy kinky sex life). Things on the website will include many photos not found here on cherry tap. Also there will be hot and steamy videos of both Ezra and I together and solo, expressing our kinky fetishs. If you decide that you like our photography style and would like to take pictures of yourself we can be your photographers. Just contact Ezra or I and we'll get back to you. We both have extensive art training and offer two very distintive points of veiw. I also like to write and play music an s

Cruisin'
Baby lets go Away from here Dont be confused The way is clear And if you want it you got it forever This is not a one-night stand, baby, so... Let the music take your mind Just release and you will find Youre gonna fly away Glad youre going my way I love it when were cruisin together Music is played for love Cruisin it made for love I love it when were cruisin together Baby tonight Belongs to us Everything is right Do what you must And inch by inch we get closer and closer To every little part of each other, ooh baby, yeah, so... Let the music take your mind Just release and you will find Cruise with me baby Ooh, ooh Ohh, ooh Oh baby lets cruise Lets float, lets glide Ohh lets open up and go inside And if you want it you got it forever I could just stay here beside ou and love you baby So... Let the music take your mind Just release and you will find Youre gonna fly away Glad youre going my way I love it when were cruisin togethe

Lets Hear It For Your Naughty Hands
Lets Hear It for Your Naughty Hands Smokey Hazel Ice@ CherryTAP I love trying new sex toys, but my hands will always hold a special place in my heart. Such a wonder, versital tool. It can be both soft and warm or hard and firm. So ingenious in form, function and design. Adaptible to any situation. They work great in pairs or independently. Designed with expertise from billions of years of bio-mechanical engineering. They are the ultimate sex toys. *spanks and kisses* Hazel

Last Night...
I went to a football game at my little sister's high school. It was her senior night. She plays the claironet (sorry if misspelled). She looked so beautiful out there on the field. I have short videos I took of the 1/2 time performance, but I don't know how to put them on my profile. I was freezing and did not know it was only 35 degreese outside...how funny. That was her last football game to perform at, now she is suppose to be going to a major competition in Texas soon. Well, gotta go pay bills...but love all ya...

Does One Ever..
get over the loss of another? I don't really think so. I think in time we forget to think about that person on a daily basis and if like me, when I remember then I feel a pang of guilt. As if I have dishonored their memory, their life, their meaning in my world. My daddy was one of the greatest men I know. My mother was/is a relative psycho. She never wanted me from the moment of birth. Her idea was that if I was a boy then my father would have stayed with her and since I was not, she made a deal with him that when I was 2, she would let him have me. The exchange was made when I turned 2 years old. Some may think I am fooling when I can recall that day. I can. Its like a dream, but I remember my daddy backing my g'pas old green ford up to the front door and loading in all of my belongings. I remember being patted on the head as I was put in the cab of the truck and I remember looking up at my daddy and him smiling down on me. Some things so detrimental to ones existance is just n

Seafood Linguine
INGREDIENTS: * 1/2 cup olive oil * 1/2 cup unsalted butter * 1 large onion chopped * 6 garlic cloves minced * rosemary & oregano * 28 oz. can tomatoes chopped * salt & pepper * 1 cup dry white wine * 1/2 c. parsley * cooked or raw shrimp, crab, lobster, scallops (whatever combination or just one - sometimes I buy the imitation crab) PREPARATION: In a skillet, heat butter and oil - sauté onion and garlic until golden. Add wine; cook until liquid has evaporated and vegetables are golden. Reduce heat; add tomatoes, spices, salt and pepper. Add the seafood of your choice (scallops and raw shrimp take about 5 minutes to cook in sauce). Lanie's note: I like crab, shrimp and a can of lobster meat but basically any combination works.

Veterans Day Quiz
Do you know who wrote this and in what year it was written? I have today signed a proclamation calling upon all of our citizens to observe . November 11, . as Veterans Day. It is my earnest hope that all veterans, their organizations, and the entire citizenry will join hands to insure proper and widespread observance of this day. With the thought that it will be most helpful to coordinate the planning, I am suggesting the formation of a Veterans Day National Committee. In view of your great personal interest as well as your official responsibilities, I have designated you to serve as Chairman.... I have every confidence that our Nation will respond wholeheartedly in the appropriate observance of Veterans Day. President Eisenhower’s letter to Harvey V. Higley, Administrator of Veterans' Affairs, designating him Chairman, Veterans Day National Committee THE WHITE HOUSE OFFICE October 8, 1954 Dear Mr. Higley: I have today signed a proclamation calli

Veterans Day Proclamation
Veterans Day, 1954 BY THE PRESIDENT OF THE UNITED STATES OF AMERICA A PROCLAMATION 3071 Whereas it has long been our customs to commemorate November 11, the anniversary of the ending of World War I, by paying tribute to the heroes of that tragic struggle and by rededicating ourselves to the cause of peace; and Whereas in the intervening years the United States has been involved in two other great military conflicts, which have added millions of veterans living and dead to the honor rolls of this Nation; and Whereas the Congress passed a concurrent resolution on June 4, 1926 (44 Stat. 1982), calling for the observance of November 11 with appropriate ceremonies, and later provided in an act approved May 13, 1938 (52 Stat. 351) , that the eleventh of November should be a legal holiday and should be known as Armistice Day; and Whereas, in order to expand the significance of that commemoration and in order that a grateful Nation might pay appropriate homage to the veter

The Sorryness Of El Paso
yaw el paso sux ass. i thought it would be so different than back home. but it aint. the only different thing that there is is the crime rate.its higher here than back at home. at least at home i can stand on my front porch. here we cant even keep the door open past 6. now that sux. well it aint the worst place i lived but close enough. cant wait to go home. well bye.

"welcome To My Stomach"
"Welcome to my stomach" said the spider to her mate Voracious female spiders just cannot help trying to eat suitors before sex. Why? It's their aggressive personalities. Females of several spider and mantis species dine on their partners, but only after acquiring the sperm necessary to fertilize their eggs. Behavioral scientists are studying this trait to see if there is potential for it to be shared by all females across species. “I’d say the male spider got off easily,�? remarked New York City attorney John Rensdorf when asked about how aggressive females could be or if he, specifically, had encountered inherently dangerous behavior in women. Rensdorf went on to say, “My ex-wife took most of my pension, half of our assets, my house in the Hamptons and for the record, all of my dignity.�? Mr. Rensdorf noted his ex-wife, Margaret, was also an attorney which could count toward the aggressive treatment of her ex-husband. Many of the men who responded to the surve

Apple's Co-founder Steve Jobs: Space Aliens Need Me!
Apple's co-founder Steve Jobs: Space Aliens Need Me! SAN FRANCISCO - Apple Computer Inc. will support and organize podcasts in the next version of its iTunes and iPod software, in order to communicate with the Podpeople of planet Xanyre 7 said chief executive Steve Jobs in an interview yesterday. Podcasts, which are sound files and audio content “will hopefully reach Xanyre 7 in an attempt to communicate with them before Microsoft can get in there and license the shit out of the Podpeople and their technology�?, said Jobs. Apple Computer’s next step is to begin interplanetary marketing of products such as their iPod and introduce extraterrestrial life forms to the sound of the Irish rock band U2. “I just don’t see how this can be detrimental for anyone involved�? said Jobs when reporters asked him how he developed this new marketing plan. "Listen, I’m not stupid and some of you in the news media who aren’t profoundly useless intellectually will agree with me wh

The Dark Carnival!
The Dark Carnival preaches to everyone in many different ways. Me and Shaggy are just one of it's ways to reach people. For example, even an old lady that plays Bingo every weekend will eventually hear the words of the Dark Carnival only it will be through a different outlet. Something that interests her will give her the message. Weather or not she acts upon it is up to her. What ever this force is, it reaches us all, whether you heed its warnings or not is your own choice. This is what will happen to those that received the Dark Carnival's messages threw us. After death, your soul will stand up out of your body. You will all the sudden see The Dark Carnival's parade of wagons rolling towards you. Lead by the 6 Joker's Card faces on giant flags and an entire parade of ghost and wagons following them. You'll know right when you see them that there not with God and not with the Devil... These wagons are about to take you to one of them though. You're about to face judgment. I think T

Life's Lessons
By Regina Brett The Plain Dealer, Cleveland, Ohio To celebrate growing older, I once wrote the 45 lessons life taught me. It is the most-requested column I've ever written. My odometer rolls over to 50 this week, so here's an update: 1. Life isn' t fair, but it's still good. 2. When in doubt, just take the next small step. 3. Life is too short to waste time hating anyone. 4. Don't take yourself so seriously. No one else does. 5. Pay off your credit cards every month. 6. You don't have to win every argument. Agree to disagree. 7. Cry with someone. It's more healing than crying alone. 8. It's OK to get angry with God. He can take it. 9. Save for retirement starting with your first paycheck. 10. When it comes to chocolate, resistance is futile. 11. Make peace with your past so it won't screw up the present. 12. It's OK to let your children see you cry. 13. Don't compare your life to others'. You have no idea what their journey is all abo

A Sad Day....no Sound!
I came to my computer this morning and discovered that one of my cats may have knocked my speakers loose from the computer. I have tried to reconnect them, but alas there is no sound -- even rebooting the computer. Are speakers that sensitive really? or, is there something else that I need to do besides just reconnecting them to the computer??? I am so at a loss....:( Any ideas, please suggest away.... Thanks....

Check Your Dirty Language At The Door
Questions: 1. When I go in I might cause pain. I cause you to spit and ask you not to swallow. I can fill your hole. What am I? 2. A finger goes in me. You fiddle with me when you're bored. The best man always has me first. What am I? 3. I'm spread before I'm eaten. Your tongue gets me off. People sometimes like to lick my nuts. What am I? 4. I go in hard. I come out soft. You blow me hard . What am I? 5. All day long it's in and out. I discharge loads from my shaft. Both men and women go down on me. What am I? 6. I come in many sizes. When I'm not well, I drip. When You blow me you feel good. What am I? 7. If I miss, I hit your bush. It's my job to stuff your box. When I come, it's news. What am I? 8. I offer protection. I get the finger ten times. You use your fingers to get me off. What am I? 9. I assist an erection. Sometimes big balls hang from me. I'm called a big swinger. What am I? 10. I'm at least 6 inches long. I leave foamy lubrication when enga

Oral Caress
The Oral Caress by Robert W. Birch Copyright 2001 Cradled between your tender thighs I lift you to my mouth. The abundance of your wetness greets me and my mouth overflows with your warm essence. Your sweet taste is on my tongue and your fragrance delights my senses. No gentle lick this visit. No bashful cautious approach For I wish to consume you. Push against my hungry mouth As the tip of my tongue slides up the slippery furrow that welcomes me between rows of delicate pink petals. Thrust against my generous tongue. Show me the power of your desire for my oral caress. My exploring tongue lifts the hood and finds your smooth firm pearl. You squeal in that unique way, signaling that I have found your special spot. I harden in response. My jaws protests what my open mouth provides but I am unrelenting in my gift, intent only on your fulfillment. I feel your body tense, and you are quiet now... Concentrating... bearing down. Soon now my love, ecstas

Another Funny One
Little Johnny watched his daddy's car pass by the school playground and go into the woods. Curious, he followed the car and saw Daddy and Aunt Jane in a passionate embrace. Little Johnny found this so exciting that he could not contain himself as he ran home and started to tell his mother. Mommy, I was at the playground and I saw Daddy's car go into the woods with Aunt Jane. I ! went back to look and he was giving Aunt Jane a big kiss, then he helped her take off her shirt. Then Aunt Jane helped Daddy take his pants off, then Aunt Jane........" At this point Mommy cut him off and said, "Johnny, this is such ;an in teresting story, suppose you save the rest of it for supper time. I want to see the look on Daddy's face when you tell it tonight." At the dinner table, Mommy asked little Johnny to tell his story. Johnny started his story, "I was at the playground and I saw Daddy's car go into the woods with Aunt Jane. I went back to look and he was giving

Did You Forgrt
I suppose a few of you regularly check the site and some of you might have noticed a frequent altering of the site taking place over these past months. Well, I am relieved and proud to announce that it seems like I have got the site to a point that is fairly complete, links working, images all appearing, all the pages set up... in other words its done (even though I have that artist trait that makes and creative endeavor always in a phase of creation, just like a painter and his canvas). Please drop by the site, check it out and sign the guestbook. www.msgenevieve.com I wanted to remind you guys about the tons of photos I posted that none of you have seen (and some you have) posted on My new CHERRY account. Yes, they are completely free. I also have made the following pay to view links/buttons through niteflirt for sets of photos, each link is $10. 113 pics - Lots of rope, cbt, From "When in Rome"

Let's Hear It For France (just Kidding!)
Let's hear it for France (just kidding!) PARIS -- France's population is growing much faster than expected and could reach 75 million by mid-century, in an ongoing attempt to irritate all Americans. The most recent census revealed the country's rate of population growth has risen steadily over the last 15 years and is now at a level - 0.68 percent annually - not seen since the early 1970s. France’s citizens have decided to capitalize on one of their two social tendencies: random casual sex (smoking cigarettes being the other national past time). The result of this constant fornication is a growth in the French population, with a birth rate of 1.9 babies per woman, according to the country's statistics office, Insee. "Why should zee Middle East nations get all zee credit for causing Americans such social headaches and hardship when we are more zhan willing to annoy zhose Yankee bastards?" asked Transport and Development Minister Gilles de Robien in the newspaper Le Figaro las

Ford Thinks Of Everything
On a tour in Newfoundland, Tiger Woods drives his new Ford Fusion into a gas station in a remote part of the countryside. The pump attendant, obviously knows nothing about golf, greets him in a typical Newfoundlander manner completely unaware of who the golfing pro is. "Top of the mornin' to yer, sir" says the attendant. Tiger nods a quick "hello" and bends forward to pick up the nozzle. As he does so, two tees fall out of his shirt pocket onto the ground. "What are dose?" Asks the attendant. "They're called tees" replies Tiger. "Well, what on god's earth are dey for?" inquires the attendant. "They're for resting my balls on when I'm driving", says Tiger. "Fookin Jaysus", says the Newfoundlander, "Ford tinks of everyting!"

Lost Loves Afraid To Start New
well here i am an old man me and my daughter had our hearts torn out by my last ex i'm afraid to meet new people just to get hurt again plus i don't want to take my hurt out on someone new that doesn't deserve it.I do want to make new friends & i do hope to find love again just hope i am able to get over trust issuses that i have now.They say time heals all wounds but what about the deep ones?.

Purses
I never gave it a thought. Who'd a thunk? Have you ever noticed gals who sit their purses on public restroom floors - then go directly to their dining tables and set it on the table? Happens a lot! It's not always the 'restaurant food' that causes stomach distress. Sometimes "what you don't know will hurt you"! Read on.... Mom got so upset when guests came in the door and plopped their purses down on the counter where she was cooking or setting up food. She always said that purses are really dirty, because of where they've been. Smart Momma!!! It's something just about every woman carries with them. While we may know what's inside our purses, do you have any idea what's on the outside? Shauna Lake put purses to the test - for bacteria - with surprising results. You may think twice about where you put your purse. Women carry purses everywhere; from the office to public restrooms to the floor of the car. Most women won't be caught w ithout their purses, bu

This Guy Had No Clue
A guy gets home early from work and hears strange noises coming from the bedroom. He rushes upstairs to find his wife naked on the bed, sweating and panting. "What's going on?" he asks. "I'm having a heart attack!" cries the woman. He rushes downstairs to grab the phone, but just as he is dialing, his 4-year old son comes up and says, "Daddy! Daddy! Uncle Ted's hiding in your closet and he's got no clothes on!" The guy slams the phone down and storms upstairs into the bedroom, past his screaming wife, and rips open the closet door. Sure enough, there's his brother, totally naked, cowering on the floor. "You bastard," says the husband. "My wife is having a heart attack and you're running around with no clothes on scaring the kids!"

Oops
It's a one-night stand. The couple has just finished having sex. The man kisses the lady and says, "I'd love to stay, but I bet your husband will be coming home anytime now." "Husband?!" the lady asks. "What makes you think I have a husband?" The man says, "I couldn't help but notice the picture of that man on your nightstand." The lady laughs and replies, "Oh, don't be silly. That's just me before the surgery."

Another Day In The Us Of A
BROOKLYN, New York -- An angry tug-of-war over a rubber ball ended in tragedy yesterday when a 9-year-old Brooklyn girl fatally stabbed her 11-year-old friend. "She kept hitting me. I told her to stop," the 9-year-old calmly told investigators, sources said. "She wouldn't leave me alone, so I went into the kitchen and picked up the knife, and I stabbed her." Many people have already jumped to the conclusion this type of violence is promoted by television programs which show aggressive behavior toward others and also by video games which depict horribly graphic scenarios including dismemberment and death. “What do you expect when you have television shows which broadcast violent behavior and people shooting each other as the answer to a problem? asked Ms. Donatta Lubner of Schenectady, New York, in response to the stabbing incident. “Television and video games plus rock music are the problem in today’s society stated Mrs. Lubner as she summarized her view of this horrible situation.

International Rules Of Manhood
1 . Under no circumstances may two men share an umbrella, unless at rugby, and your biltong is getting wet, then, for the eating period only, it is permissible. 2 . It is ok for a man to cry under the following circumstances: a. When a heroic dog dies to save its master. b. The moment Angelina Jolie starts unbuttoning her blouse. c. After wrecking your boss' car. d. One hour, 12 minutes, 37 seconds into "The Crying Game". e. When she is using her teeth. 3 . Any Man who brings a camera to a stag night may be legally killed and eaten by his mates. 4 . Unless he murdered someone in your family, you must bail a friend out of jail within 12 hours. 5 . If you've known a bloke for more than 24 hours, his sister is off limits forever, unless you actually marry her. 6 . Moaning about the brand of free beer in a mate's fridge is forbidden. However Complain at will if the temperature is unsuitable. 7 . No man shall ever be required to buy a birthday present for ano

One
The sunlight shines on your hair, The starlight shines in your eyes, The moonlight shines on your skin, As I watch you sleeping. I dream of you every night. I think of you every day. I see you in the sunrise, I feel you in the sunset. You mean more to me than I can say; I hear your heartbeat in the wind, I feel your touch in the sun. I am a part of you, As you are a part of me. We are apart in body. We are together in spirit. You are constantly in my thoughts, You are constantly in my heart, I am nothing without your love, I feel nothing without your touch. We will always be a part of each other. We will always be together in thought. We will always be One.

Think You're Having A Bad Day
check it out these actual cases. 1. Fire authorities in California found a corpse in a burned-out section of forest while assessing the damage done by a forest fire. The deceased male was dressed in a full wet suit, complete with scuba tanks on his back, flippers, and face mask. A postmortem test revealed that the man died not from burns, but from massive internal injuries. Dental records provided a positive identification. Investigators then set about to determine how a fully clothed diver ended up in the middle of a forest fire. It was revealed that on the day of the fire, the man went diving off the coast, some 20 miles from the forest. The fire fighters, seeking to control the fire as quickly as possible, had called in a fleet of helicopters with very large dip buckets. Water was dipped from the ocean and emptied at the site of the forest fire. You guessed it. One minute our diver was making like Flipper in the Pacific, the next, he was doing the breast stroke in a fire dip buck

Guys Are Odd
why can a guy say they love you one min and turn around and say get lost guys need to make up there mind about woman other you love us or hate us stop wanting sex and get to know us cuz one day you will make the mistake and lose the best girl you ever had

Talk Radio
I don't know about you all but I hate those stupid morning radio shows like those two idiots "Bob and Tom". When I turn on the radio on my way home (I work nights) or even more so when I go TO work in the morning I don't want to hear people cackeling and laughing at their own jokes...I want to hear music! I thought that was what AM radio was for, so that these mindless idiots could talk about nothing and make fun of handicapped people and whatnot. It just puts me in the mindset that I want to strangle somebody even before I get to work. I am thankful that Im not driving stuck in traffic somewhere and having to listen to this crap. I'm not real certain WHO does like it or listen to it, I guess someone does or they wouldnt be on the air. I just really hate the shit and I have a hell of a time finding a station that doesnt have it. Now I know why Satellite Radio has become so popular!

My Suffocation!
My Suffocation! Current mood: cold Hard to breath..... Choking on words that won't find their way out. Weezing for air and still I can't even shout! A scream wells from deep within my very core, The magnificent pressure of years of agony and all the disturbing gore. Horrors so vivid, and so real that my head aches and my eyes want to bleed. Yet all I can seem to ask myself is , when will my screams be heard and my voice be freed? Still I Suffocate!

Hey
hi everyone!just wanted to say hello to all my lc friends i know i dont get to visit your page often but i still think about you.have have a great weekend and be safe.im out today doin my shit but leave me a messages and ill get back with you when i get back..lotz of luvz..muahsssss

People That Piss Me Off Too
Something that really gets me is that I will always listen to a "friend" that is having a problem with something or is troubled even taking their calls at times when I have alot going on in my life. But when I am feeling down and bothered by things then it seems like these same people desert me and that their problems are way too important that they can't give me a minute of their time. Something else that gets me is people here on myspace that think that they are too or whatever is on their selfcentered minds that they can't give a simple response. I try to respond to everyone that I don't figure is linking me to a porn site or some other money making scheme. I really don't get why it is so hard for someone to give a simple reply to a nonpersonal question. I suppose a simple fuckem would be in order. I could go on with a fuck you list right now and to tell you the truth I am pretty much in the mood for it but I could use a nap. Maybe then I will be in a better mood. Fucking peop

People That Piss Me Off
It seems a day rarely goes by that some person pisses me off in some way. I try to avoid certain people but either they manage to get around me or someone close to me does or says something that makes me mad. I realize that I have no control over people and can only control how I react to what they say or do but it seems that it happens when they catch me off guard in some way, when Im not prepared for their being idiots. I guess one of the things that really pisses me off is people judging me or even someone else when they havent a clue as to what the hell they are talking about. Lately I have seen people stating their opinions about people when they are in fact guilty of the same behavior they are judging someone else about. Then there are those people too that are so sensitive to become offended at something that I might say even if Im not referring to them. I see that at times on the internet and in chatrooms. I dont even know why someone would go into a chatroom if they are sensit

Question Of The Day.........
Question of the day.......... I reside in a world where the putrid , rotting existance of society has all been flushed down the toilet of delusion. The ficticious presence of these beings makes me see their hollowness clearer than any window I've ever glanced through.Lackin in all depth and/or substance, meer illlusions of a human race that evolution has all but made extinct. The realization of how scarce these creatures humanity,priority,morality and all feelings in general has become , frightens the hell out of me!And even with all the superficial bullshit being shoved down our throats will never make me forget just how fragile our minds really are. Maybe,because of this recognition,I can still carry inside of me the knowledge of all the divine greatness and pure beauty that your souls once were. I am but a small reminder though! Are you?

I Always Love You
Tears stream down my face my heart is broke my body is numb my mind can't think you have to be so feelingless you say you love me you say you'll marry me you broke my heart as tears stream down my face i get weaker my bodys lonely you broke me my mind loves you as i lay in my bed wondering if you still love me as i think of you every moment my heart gets weaker i love this man but he hurt me so much I will always love you!!

Stole This From Sweet Potata ;)
You Are Elmo Sweet and innocent, you expect everyone to adore you. And they usually do! You are usually feeling: Talkative. You've got tons of stories to tell. And when you aren't talking, you're laughing. You are famous for: Being popular, though no one knows why. Middle aged women especially like you. How you life your life: With an open heart. "Elmo loves you!" The Sesame Street Personality Quiz

On This Day
On This day On this day Of September Eleven You were taken away to live in heaven A loving Wife and Mother of two We watched your family as they grew. On this day, thinking of you as we mourn lives shattered and very torn Our daughter, our sister and friend With a helping hand to always lend. On this day, living with god And the Angels above With tears in our eyes, we send our love For your heart to forever and always hold Like a rainbow and a pot of gold. On this day, rest your soul my brave one God is with you above the sun Silently we hear the ringing of the bell On this day, here you lie for us to say farewell. Written by: My Mom (for her sister Donette)

Home Again.
So I just got back from Michigan. We stopped to see my brother on the way home. It was nice to see him. I have pictures of him and his son and when I can I'll post them...some of them are really cute. Well since we drove to michigan and back I took some No doze which has caffeine, Now I dont drink anything with a lot of caffeine and if I do its not often. Well one little pill is equal to one cup of coffee...I wasnt really hyper...just thought nothing was funny. We saw a this one trucker guy and he was speeding...he had what was on the trailer covered up with a tarp. Well my sister Jen was sitting in the front seat next to me since I was driving. I looked at her with the most serious face and said..I bet thats not a real trucker. I bet he hijacked the truck and under the tarp is nothing but drugs. She gave me this strangest look and I bursted out laughing...I mean she joined in too but only after she realized I took some no doze. So I figured out...Im only going to take that if I'm dr

Hey
1. wud u give me ur number? 2. wud u love me? 3. wud u let me kiss u? 4.wud u watch a movie with me? 5. wud u have dinner with me? 6.wud u drive me somewhere? 7. wud u take a shower with me? 8. wud u be my g/f.. b/f ? 9. wud u tell me u think im cute? 10. wud u buy me a drink if i didnt have money? 11. wud u take me home for da nite?my house or ur house? 12.wud u let me sleep in ur bed? 13. wud u fuck me? 14. wud u put dis on your blog 2 let me answer ur questions? 15. do u think im attractive, beautiful r sexy? 16. do u like my style? 17. do u think im funny? 18. do u care about me? 19. wud u dance wit me?

Love Is Ackward!
Tick Tock. Tick Tock. Its Saturday. All I hear is the random squeals of a 4 year old doing what she knows she shouldnt, the obnoxiously loud noises coming from Jason, and some Disney movie playing its "im so happy to be alive music'. I continue to just sit and stare at this screen. Trying to push out any thought I may have thought today, I stumble online, surfing my random accounts and half assin my way thru random messages and bull shittin my replies back. Of course things are fine. Just wonderful. In fact, at this moment I am not sure there is really anything that could be better for me. This ever tightenin knot curls around my insides and starts to literally squeeze the air out of me. My only reasoning thought of why it is what it is...The only real solid explanation... LOVE. Its stupidly annoying when all you can think of is that other person and there are days when you really wish you could be selfish. Yet, love pulls you into this ackward position. All you do is totally for that

This Is So Freaking Sad, But True At The Same Time... No Girl Deserves This!!!
Body: Girl: Hey Boy: What? Girl: I really like you. And I... I think I'm falling in love with you. Boy: Ok... Girl: What do you mean "ok"? Boy: I don't like you like that... Girl: Why not? Boy: I can't tell you... maybe another time... From then on, the girl kept asking the boy "Why not?" whenever she saw him, and he kept answering the same answer of "I'll tell you later." Finally the girl got fed up. Girl: I'm tired of this! Tell me why you don't like me! Boy: Do you really wanna know why? Girl: Yes! Boy: It's because you're uglier than ANYTHING! What's the point of going out with someone when they're not pretty?! Girl: But... I... Boy: Just shut up and leave me alone! The boy leaves and the girl is sitting there alone, crying her heart out. Then her cell phone rings. Girl: Hello? Mom: Sweetheart? I want you to go home, ok? I'll be home from work in a few hours. Girl: Alright Mom. Mom: I love you. Girl: I love you too, Mom.

Thoughts About Darwin, Evolution And God
Random Thoughts about God, Darwin and Evolution. Ok, I am not one to really sit back and go on about just random thoughts. Well at least I am not one to do it in a blog, journal yes, blog no. But I am just sitting here and decided there is a first time for everything. In life we go through so many ups and downs, struggles and pleasures, dislikes and likes, roads and paths. How many people are living on the planet Earth? Each person having their own perceptions, goals, outlooks and situations they are going through. Gosh that is almost mind boggling to fully comprehend and think about. What is the purpose of life? That is a question that has been asked millions, if not more, times and yet you will receive a different answer each time. I do believe life is what you make of it and yet we all have a different answer to the question. I have really learned so much in the past few months about certain subjects in this world. I am one that I love to seek knowledge and learn. You will h

Our First Deployment
Well, my husband has been gone for 2 months now. It's been tough. But the closer it gets to the his return I feel better. I know my son is missing his Daddy! He's been on me all the time since he's been gone. It's also hard because I'm a single-mom right now. Sometimes I don't have the strenght to hear him cry so I just pick him up alot. I know thats not a smart thing to do. But I guess we both need some affection.

Stir It Up~~to Someone Special
WAs thinking of someone special when I heard this Bob Marley song last night..this guy does more than sing, he always tells a story, or thought, or brings some attention to things that are not right in this world. His music lives on, forever for those who will listen and pay attention. When he speaks of love, he means it and feels it..that is why this song is one of my favorites. Stir It Up Stir it up; little darlin', stir it up. Come on, baby. Come on and stir it up: little darlin', stir it up. O-oh! It's been a long, long time, yeah! (stir it, stir it, stir it together) Since I got you on my mind. (ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh) Oh-oh! Now you are here (stir it, stir it, stir it together), I said, it's so clear There's so much we could do, baby, (ooh-ooh-ooh-ooh) Just me and you. Come on and stir it up; ..., little darlin'! Stir it up; come on, baby! Come on and stir it up, yeah! Little darlin', stir it up! O-oh! I'll push the wood (stir it, stir it, stir it together),

Jokes For Today
Hair Cut Boss: You got your hair cut on company time. Susie: It grew on company time. Boss: Not all that hair. Susie: I didn't get it all cut. Top Ten Things That Men Understand About Women 1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. 7. 8. 9. 10. Over Five Years A out-of-towner in New York at the height of the tourist season decided to revisit an uptown restaurant he'd enjoyed on a previous trip to the city. Finally catching the eye of an overworked waiter, he said, "You know, it's been over five years since I first came in here." "I'm sorry, but you'll have to wait your turn, sir," replied the waiter with typical New York charm. "I can only serve one table at a time." For The Kids... Why did the stupid witch keep her clothes in the fridge? She liked to have something cool to slip into in the evenings! What happened when the cannibals ate a comedian? They had a feast of fun! What do you call a ghost's mother and father? Transparents! Who

Leatherface
You scored as Leatherface. You are Leatherface. You arent so much evil, as you are doing what it takes to live. You just go along with what the family says, and kill to keep that belly full. Though you may not do it just for fun, you do have serious mental issues, and anyone who happens to bump into you, is sure to live the rest of their life in therapy, that is if they live at all. Leatherface100%Pinhead80%Freddy Krueger80%Hannibal Lecter80%Captain Spaulding80%Jason Voorhees60%Michael Myers60%Jigsaw60%Candyman60%Buffalo Bill0%

A Veterans Prayer
This is written by a very dear friend of mine. Boondocker is the name that he goes by.... Semper Fi..... A Veterans Prayer Dear God It’s happening again, No, not in the jungles of Vietnam But on the burning dunes and cities Built on the oil rich Iraq sands Each day There’s more loss of life Being sacrificed in that far off land Young men and women bleeding on foreign soil For what Washington, DC calls an American stand Dear God, Your old veterans hearts Are beginning to break For innocents committed for righteousness sake That will sadly take a war to win, Dear Lord… I fear that our dark history Is showing its ass again How many of Liberty’s Son’s will it take? To liberate a land that doesn’t care While they rant and rave telling us That they don’t want us there ...... To them human life is nothing more Than a cheap, expendable, commodity of war Dear God, Who do we, as Vietnam veterans believe in? We know that the

Worked Myself Sick,
Got all this work dropped on me just cause im going on Vacation. So much so ive lost my appetite and have to give up my weekend just to get it all done. Its pretty sad working all day to have money to have fun and when you get home all you want to do is take a nice long hot shower and go to bed. Vicious cycle. Why cant i just win the lottery. That would be nice.

If I Knew
8:43 PM - If I Knew Current mood: content IF I KNEW If I knew it would be the last time That I'd see you fall asleep, I would tuck you in more tightly and pray the Lord, your soul to keep. If I knew it would be the last time that I see you walk out the door, I would give you a hug and kiss and call you back for one more If I knew it would be the last time I'd hear your voice lifted up in praise, I would video tape each action and word, so I could play them back day after day. If I knew it would be the last time,! I could spare an extra minute to stop and say "I love you," instead of assuming you would KNOW I do. If I knew it would be the last time I would be there to share your day, Well I'm sure you'll have so many more, so I can let just this one slip away. For surely there's always tomorrow to make up for an oversight, and we always get a second chance to make everything just right. There will always be another d

I've Always Wanted...
I've always wanted One who saw my potential, One was in tune to my thinking, and loved me for it. I've always wanted One who inspired so much trust and respect that I could give my love totally and completely to Him, knowing that He would find it a special gift and cherish it. I've always wanted One who knew who He was and liked Himself. Who wanted a woman like me that embraced Him just as He is. One to whom i could give control, knowing and trusting that He would always keep in mind what was best for me, and us. Not a selfish, cruel man but one who accepted that level of control because He wanted it, needed it, and knew how to use it--and did it out of love. I've always wanted One who could handle my passion, not run from it or think it strange. One who understands that sometimes my needs and desires are so intense that they frighten me. One who enjoys putting my desires to rest. One who can take complete control of me, that makes me feel every bit a woman, and not ashamed of

I Could Be Just Like You
Music Video:JUST LIKE YOU (by Three Days Grace)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone i feel so cool!! i'm wearin my new shirt which is black (it's from Tripp) and has zippers and buttons...i'll take a pic of it soon. i think i might have to go and get my new jeans shortened. i got new earrings yesterday and a new piercing in my ear. the new earrings are from hot topic and they'r a 14 gauge. i put them in my 2nd piercings (all my piercings are in my ears). omg my new jeans are comfy...i'm wearing the baggiest of them all so that would also help lol. i have to babysit in a couple of hours...ugh...i really dont want to...so that means i will be gone from 6:30 to midnight-ish, BUT i get moneys. lol, yes the word of the day is moneys, jk. i'm obssessed with three days grace right now...they'r my band of the moment ^_^ i think the next music video i post is gonna b lacuna coil cuz i was listenin to their songs on my mp3 in the car wit zack the other day. now i h

Cold Heritage - Lacuna Coil
Cold Heritage [Music: Coti Zelati/Lyrics: Scabbia] Don't tell me why I'm so near to commit a crime When I stay alone here in front of you (I'm here) Illusion falls when you're not honest about the way I feel I know I need only your voice Saving all my words only for you Forgive me Saving all my words only for you I don't know why There's a limit to defy With the vision of the future at my feet (I'm here) The night embrace me while This picture simply blows me away I feel I'll need only your voice And I'm lonely here inside of me Deep inside of me Believe in the light in me And I'm lonely here inside of me Deep inside of me Reveal the light in me Saving all my words only for you Forgive me And I'm lonely here inside of me Deep inside of me Believe in the light in me And I'm lonely here inside of me Deep inside of me I've never Never felt myself this way before I don't want to leave you with my fears If you'll disappear Believe i

Wrote What Was On My Mind
MOST PEOPLE SAY THEY WANT TO CHANGE THEIR LIVES AROUND BUT DON'T DO ANYTHING ABOUT IT. THEY CLAIM IT'S TOO HARD. PEOPLE CAN TELL THEM WHAT THEY SHOULD DO TO BETTER THEMSELVES AND WHAT THEY NEED TO DO TO CHANGE BUT THEY HAVE TO REALIZE AND WANT TO MAKE A CHANGE. EVERY ONE GOT THAT STUBBORNESS AND THICKHEADEDNESS IN THEM, IT GOES THROUGH ONE EAR AND OUT THE OTHER. THEY DO WHAT THEY WANT TO DO ANYWAY. YOU SAY YOU DON'T LIKE BEING LOCKED UP, SO WHY DO SOMETHING STUPID TO PUT YOURSELF BACK IN THE SAME SITUATION. YOU MISS OUT ON THE MOST IMPORTANT THINGS IN THE OUTSIDE WORLD. IS IT REALLY THAT HARD TO CHANGE? YOU ARE IN CONTROL OF YOUR LIFE. IF YOU REALLY WANT TO MAKE THAT CHANGE YOU WILL SOONER OR LATER. I GUESS SOME PEOPLE WILL NEVER CHANGE, THEY WILL LIVE THE SAME LIFESTYLE THAT THEY HAVE BEEN UNTIL THE DAY THEY DIE. UNFORTUNATELY THAT IS TRUE FOR MOST PEOPLE. IS IT REALLY THAT HARD? I GUESS IT CAN BE. IS IT BAD TO LIE? MOST PEOPLE THINK IT IS. IF IT IS SO BAD,THEN

Love This
"^^^^^^^^^^^^| />|NATIVE!! TRUCK| '|""";.., ___. />|_..._..._________===|= _|__|..., ] | />"(@ )'(@ )""""*|(@ )(@ )*****(@ ONCE YOU'VE BEEN HIT, YOU HAVE TO HIT 13 OTHER NATIVE FRIENDS OF YOURS, IF YOU GET THIS SEND BACK YOU WILL KNOW FOR SURE THAT YOU ARE A TRUE NATIVE AND HONORED TO BE HIT BY YOUR NATIVE FRIENDS! NATIVE`Sz STAND UP!!!!!!! got hit you with this my dear friend..huggss

What Do Your Eyes Reveal About You?
You scored as Mysterious. You wish to hide who you are from all those around you. You find it very hard to trust people. You also may enjoy the fun that comes from playing mind games with others around you.My advice Get out there and reveal the true you if only to one person!Mysterious58%Eyes full of Pain58%Diamond Eyes42%Passion17%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

What Do Your Eyes Reveal About You?
You scored as Eyes full of Pain. People tend to overlook you, which makes you feel less worthy of their attentions. You sometimes wish you could just disapear from the world around you. You have been hurt very badly in the past and you just wish that someone would understand you, and what their cruelty is doing to you.Eyes full of Pain67%Mysterious58%Diamond Eyes33%Passion33%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Dance Like No One Is Watching
"Novemburrrr" 3, 2006 (check out this vid) "G & R's - November Rain" It's my song of the month! "Dancing" - (would you care to dance?) - I just love "dancing" that is what this long blog is all bout ... So my "CherryTAP" friends, pop some popcorn and kick up your feet. (or - if you want to join me, put on your dancing shoes) Maybe I'm wrong, but because I'm really not sure if dancing is in vogue now-a-day? I think it's somewhat in the pop culture with the hit TV series "Dancing with the stars" doing well. I'm not sure of the demograph of the veiwing public ... Is it young viewer both female and males from 25-35 range? I've never seen the show, but it seems to be mention in other forms of the media - so, it must be doing all right. Funny, I mentioned the demograph of the view

The Thunderstorm
The awesome power of the thunderstorm fascinates me as I sit on my front porch, cradling a cup of tea, and watching the lightning illuminate the sky. The force of the gale causes the trees to bow in submission to the power of the storm. The garden flowers lie prostrate, surrendering to its fury. I jump as the thunder crashes, laughing to myself that it would startle me. The wind whips my hair about my shoulders and the pounding rain splashes up from the sidewalk in front of me and splatters my legs. I shiver, pull my legs up closer and clutch my cup of tea to my chest, drawing the warmth from it. All my senses are on edge and I can feel the excitement rising as I wait for the next strike. Another bolt flashes and white light consumes everything. So bright that my eyes can barely focus and then in two seconds it’s gone. I’m plunged into darkness once again. I wait… one steamboat, two steamboat, remembering a game from childhood. Thunder explodes suddenly, reverberatin

The Blinding...
So.. It was just wonderful. I have never felt so good about someone in my life. It just seemed too good to be true. The days were going by.. We went out and had fun together.. Did all the things you do when falling for someone. I would be laying in bed alone.. (get your mind out of the gutter) and I would get a text message from her saying how happy she is to be with a guy like me and that she just feels so good. When you hear that, as a guy, you just glow. I mean I couldn't sleep. The need, desire for me to be laying next to her, holding her into the night was so overwhelming... Sleep was just out of the question. Thoughts of her just clouded my mind. I will leave all the yummy dirty stuff out but let just say this.. One thing we talked about is that we both didn't want to rush into sex because all other relationships we both were in ended badly because it revolved around sex instead of the heart. So that being said.. in our entire relationship.. we were never intimat.

Human
Human Breathe..... let it in. no need to feel Fear any longer. It's all been done- all been said. no one can touch you. you Know who you are now. where you come from- Within. Without. Everywhere. you always existed. Time has no hold. no power- she is an illusion. nothing is linear.... you are your own destiny. Music Video Codes | Nashville Lofts | For Sale By Owner

Messed Up Day.....messed Up Life...
i had a very bad friday...i went to the dentist and got my whole jaw numbed and after the novacain wore off it hurt really REALLY bad i didnt sleep at all last night because of it...i wanted to go out and see my friends and people that i wanted to see but something was just not wanting me to cause people werent picking up or people were to tired and fell asleep thats okay im not mad or upset i had a feeling it was gonna happen in the first place...but ne who..yeah i just felt like sharing even thou i dunno who else is gonna read this so yeah peace outz... krissy

Best Plans ???
A knockout young lady decided she wanted to get rich quick, so she proceeded to find herself a rich 75-year-old man, planning to screw him to death on their wedding night. The courtship and wedding went off without any problem, in spite of the half century age difference. The first night of her honeymoon, she got undressed, and waited to him to come out of the bathroom to come to bed. When he emerged, however, he had nothing on except a condom to cover a twelve-inch erection, and was carrying a pair of earplugs and a pair of nose plugs. Fearing her plan had gone desperately amiss, she asked, "What are those for?" The elderly groom replied, "There are two things I can´t stand: The sound of women screaming, and the smell of burning rubber."

Divorced Mickey Mouse
Judge: Look here Mickey Mouse, I cannot grant you a divorce from Minnie. Mickey (stunned): Why not? Judge: I have reviewed all the information you gave the court, but i can't find any evidence at all to support the grounds that she is crazy. Mickey (exasperated): Your honor! I didn't say she was crazy... I said she was fu**ing Goofy!

New To Cherrytap
Hey y'all I can't believe this..no sooner did I fill out the registration than I had comments! Y'all are overwhelming. I'm not that familiar with the site, to have patience with me. I will get back to everyone's comments, messages, notes, gifts, etc. Whew...I think I need a drink now...I'm breathless! Thanks in advance for your patience, and for showin' the love! Tutors are welcome ;)

Gentle Master
growing joining You in this journey a shadow of an ivy branch, wrapped around Your trunk of strength climbing only as far as You dare to permit flexing, reaching towards the edge reshaping bending, never breaking Your gentle caress stretching my limits holding me in Your palm molding, guiding my dreams trusting never permitting me to fall the edge moves farther, safe in Your palm Your soft words of praise encouraging, lifting my soul submitting relinquishing control Your will becoming my desire Your smile, my pleasure desiring, respecting Your domination i am Your precious tame trembling in anticipation submitting to my Love seeking my Protector yearning for my Teacher You are ........ my Master

Better Health Plan..
Better health plan There once was an old lady walking down a hospital hall with her doctor. She looked into the first door on the left as they passed it and saw something odd. The man in the room was beating off and she asked her doctor "Whats happening in here." the Doctor replied "He has a disease where if he doesn't constantly beat off, His balls will blow up." she understood and they kept walking. She looked into the next room again and saw a nurse sucking the patients dick. She asked "whats happening in here." the doctor replied, "same disease as the last man, but a better health plan."

Attitude Is Everything
attitude is everything ... -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- A whorehouse gets busted. The girls are lined up out front, and a cop is going down the line giving them all tickets. A little, old lady approaches one of the girls at the end of the line and asks, "Why are all of you lovely ladies here in line like this?" The smart-assed whore explains, "Lady, we're waiting in line for our lollipops." "Oh, that's nice, dear," said the little, old lady. "I haven't had one of them in so long. I think I'll get in line too." A few minutes later, the cop is standing in front of the little, old lady. "Lady, aren't you a little old for this?" She looks him right in the eye and winks, "As long as they keep making 'em, I'm gonna keep sucking 'em.

Take Me
Take me, Play me as Your instrument. Fingers lightly caressing my neck Fingers pressing down on strings The bow poised Ready to touch me The moans escaping my lips Are the notes of our song. Make me Your music. Take me Maestro, Enslave me to Your desires My body is Yours to mold. Instruct me Teach me how to move, And tune me to Your will. Take me Care for me Caress and keep me pure Hold me close Touch me and caress my soul Entwine my spirit in Yours So that we never part Make me a part of Your essence Impress Your spirit to the core of me Make me Yours. You are my passion This passion, all I see My love all I trust myself to feel I search the world to find what Brought You to me, Master to my body and soul Lover, Mentor, and friend You alone have my heart. Your voice causes my pulse to quicken And my heart to open wide... Makes me long to feel you, Tangible. Your presence Engulfs my love like kindling. Your kiss makes my flesh dance Your hands e

What Is Your Sexual Zodiac?
Leo Since you are such an attention craver, you are into wearing the sexiest clothes and going straight for the sexiest person in the room. You like secure people who are genuine and have a good fashion sense. In bed, you like to get all of the attention, so you need a partner who can worship you for the hottie that you are. You like to dance and strip for your partner and you enjoy buying the sexiest lingere for yourself. Sex matches: Aries, Sagittarius, Libra Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

New Article On Ac!
Funny how the timing of things can happen. Here I am, down in the mouth because of the aforementioned situation, and lo, my new article appears: "Staying Young at Heart: How to Keep a Youthful Attitude". Gotta love the irony. Or, it's a subtile reminder that I should follow my own good advice. Either way, read and enjoy - and don't forget to vote!

My Song
09. Breaking The Habit 03:16 Memories consume Like opening the wound I'm picking me apart again You all assume I'm safe here in my room [Unless I try to start again] I don't want to be the one The battles always choose 'Cause inside I realize That i'm the one confused I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream I don't know why I instigate And say what I don't mean I don't know how I got this way I know it's not alright So I'm breaking the habit Tonight Clutching my cure I tightly lock the door I try to catch my breath again I hurt much more Than anytime before I had no options left again I'll paint it on the walls 'Cause i'm the one at fault I'll never fight again And this is how it ends I don't know what's worth fighting for Or why I have to scream But now I have some clarity To show you what I mean I don't know how I got this way I'll never be alright So I'm breaking the habit Breaking the Habit Tonight

Famous Last Words
Famous Last Words By Barbara LoMonaco Oh those dreaded words! But here was my trusted, very best friend calling me and telling me that she was fixing me up on a blind date. A blind date! Was she out of her mind? We were juniors in high school and she and I had been the best of friends since first grade. We had grown up together, shared our secrets, shared our parents and had laughed and cried together. Did she want to end our friendship here and now? She must have been crazy thinking that she was going to fix me up with her boyfriend's friend. She had never even seen this guy and here she was insisting that we were going to double date and go to Disneyland. And the date was tonight! Was she crazy? I was not going to go out with some strange geek, and I was especially not going to be stuck with that geek at Disneyland for hours and hours. Couldn't we go to a movie instead? At least if we were going to a movie, it would be dark and I wouldn't have to talk to him or

I Have Done 118 Out Of 145 Crazy Things
level 1 (x) smoked a cigarette (x) smoked a cigar (x) done weed ( ) kissed a member of the same sex (x) drank alcohol SO FAR: 4 Level 2 (x) been in love (x) been dumped ( ) shoplifted (x) been fired (x) been in a fist fight SO FAR: 8 Level 3 (x) snuck out of a parent's house (x) had feelings for someone who didn't have them back (x) been arrested (x) made out with a stranger (x) gone out on a blind date SO FAR: 13 Level 4 (x) had a crush on an older person (x) skipped school (x) slept with a co-worker (x) seen someone/something die SO FAR: 17 Level 5 ( ) had/have a crush on one of your MYSPACE friends ( ) been to Paris ( ) been to Spain (x) been on a plane (x) thrown up from drinking SO FAR: 19 Level 6 ( ) eaten Sushi (x) been snowboarding ( ) met someone BECAUSE of myspace ( ) been mosh pitting SO FAR: 20 Level 7 (x) been in an abusive relationship (x) taken pain killers (x ) love someone right now (x) laid on your back and wat

Eh Just A Bedroom Survey
IF YOU OPENED IT, YOU GOTTA DO IT!! BEDROOM SURVEY NO LYING!! Do you have the following in your room: Condoms: yes Cell phone: yes Chair/stool: No Book shelf: no Dresser:yes Computer/laptop:yes Bean bag: nope pictures: yup Mirror: yup Skateboard: nope Bed: yes Clothes on the floor? nope Plastic Giraffe: wooden. Surfboard: no Smoke detector: Not in here. Piano/keyboard/gutiar/bass/drums/other instrument: nope Locking door: yes Bottle of water: yes a few A blacklight: downstairs... Medals/ribbons: yes Awards: yes Sports equipment: no. CDs: yes Flag: Trinidad & Tobago Stop sign/any sign: nope Caution tape: nope Paintball gun: no Real Gun: no Candle: yes Books: yes Nintendo: nin 64. Game Cube: no Xbox: no i have playstation2 baby Stereo: yes. Television: yea Lighter: yea Gum: yes how many windows do you have in ur room? 2! light is good. What is the color of your wall? blue Hardwood floor, tile, or carpet? blue carpet. Do you get re

Bulletin Whoring
This shit is getting so old. Everyone is becoming jaded, and I'm sure some good bulletins get buried quicker than it takes me to slam a red bull after a night of binge drinking. Please, for the sake of the integrity of CherryTap, don't blindly repost bulletins.. I know, I know... I am guilty of it as well.. But today that stops. Beers, Boobs, and Bi Babes, Bi*Goldie!

Pagan
You scored as Ecclectic Pagan. A veritable blend of all the pantheons and perhaps a dash of a few other religions as well, you're the versitile Ecclectic Pagan. You have no problem wearing an ankh while setting an offering to Herne on your alter just below your image of Hera. You don't believe in coloring within the lines, and are a bright free-thinker. While you respect the views of your fellow pagans, as far as you're concerned, religion is the sky, and there's no one about to clip your wings with lines and limitations. Ecclectic Pagan75%Kabbalistic Pagan70%Shamanic Pagan65%Sumerian, Babylonian, and Mesopotamian Pagans60%Roman Pantheonic Pagan55%Egyptian Pantheonic Pagan35%Eastern Pagan35%Celtic Pantheonic Pagan30%Zoroastrian Pagan20%Greek Pantheonic Pagan

Peom For Girls
A poem for girls... I shave my legs, I sit down to pee. And I can justify any shopping spree. Don't go to a barber, but a beauty salon. I can get a massage without getting a hard-on. I can balance the checkbook, I can pump my own gas. Can talk to my friends about the size of my a$$. My beauty's a masterpiece and yes, it takes long. At least I can admit to others when I'm wrong. I don't drive in circles, at any cost. And I don't have a problem admitting I'm lost. I never forget an important date. You just gotta deal with it, I'm usually late. I don't watch movies with lots of gore. Don't need instant replay to remember the score. I won't lose my hair, I won't get jock itch. And just cause I'm assertive, don't call me a bitch! Don't say to your friends, Oh yeah, I can get her. In your dreams, my dear, cause I can do better! Flowers are okay, But jewelry's best. Look at me you idiot... Not at my chest !!! I don't have a problem, With exp

Love Letters
Love letters.. Love Letters They say its trouble that leads to more trouble You see my heart has shattered and I look amid the rubble. Searching for something that’s hard to find, and to me? Unkind. Ah, pay me no mind; it’s just something on my mind. Oh, let me explain that she is a Lady, albeit a little crazy. Ok, a lot crazy, but still she made me. So I can’t forsake her totally, but why forsake her? I really don’t hate her; I just want to date her. But she remains inaccessible; aloof; uncouth. So I say what’s the use, she has no ruth. Obsessive and she will remain nothing less She can love her style of dress, or want to go west. This obsession is her dark side, this girl is deep. You can ask Pete, but he’d call her a creep. She’ll sneak out late at night, knowing it ain’t right. Then she’ll fuss and fight, do you understand my plight? I understand that this is Vogue, so watch the story unfold. If the truth be told, one would say love is cold. Blind? Heck no!

Not My Words
Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two together. After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited to sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. No, he responded. Heading out I asked? No. I'm escorting a soldier home. Going to pick him up? No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq, I'm taking him home to his family. The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the gut. It was an honor for him. He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered the news of his passing to the soldier's family and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. I turned back to him, extended my hand, and said, Thank you. Thank you for doing what you do so my family and I can do what we do. Upon landing in Chicago the pilot stopped short of the gate and

Fear...
I believe that my greatest fear is never finding true happiness. Don't get me wrong, I have happy times, but I mean true happiness. And it may be a very girlie thing to say, but that does include finding real love. I want to find someone who thinks I'm everything to them and I make them as happy as they make me. I'm so tired of being used and overlooked. I know I'm young, but I still wish I could be truly happy. I know, I ramble, but hey, no one makes people read these things, haha.

Silly Survey
1. What is your best friend's grandma's name? dunno 2. Where is the weirdest place you have a birthmark? I have a huge white birthmark on my inner thigh 3. Who was the hottest teacher you ever had? eew 4. Have you ever made out in a movie theater? No 5. What body part do you wash first? Hair 6. Do you hover over the toilet in public bathrooms? No, I am not talented enough.. I use a gasket 7. What's the strangest talent you have? I have no talents 8. Do you have an innie or an outtie? Innie 9. What's your favorite flavored pringle? don't have one 10. Have you ever been tied up? yes 11. What was the last thing you ever got grounded for? sheesh, I dunno 12. Do you parallel park or drive around the block? Parallel park 13. Have you ever had two dates in one night? yes 14. How many times have you been cussed out? a lot I'm sure 15. Which shoe do you put on first? doesn't matter 16. In one word, describe your butt. wide load 17.

3 Men & A Little Slut
3 Men & A Little Slut by English Bob © "If you don't like the idea of me being home late again, you can always come along and help me." said Mary with a pout. "You must be kidding!" I responded to my wife, "I'm completely wiped out by the time I finish work, the last thing I want to do is to start helping you with your trade fair exhibition!" We continued our breakfast in comparative silence; the only words spoken being curt requests to pass the coffee or sugar. This was typical of my wife to spring this on me at the last minute. Apart from anything, I had a busy schedule today with meetings backed right up to 6pm. All I wanted to do later was to eat my dinner and fall asleep in front of the TV. The early meal finished, there followed a quick peck of a kiss as we headed for our respective cars for the arduous journey into work. As I negotiated the traffic on my way to the office, I half listened to the radio and half thought about how unreasonable I believed Mary had beco

45 Year-old Slut
45 Year-Old Slut by English Bob © Some people think that, when you get past the age of 40, your sex life slows down. Well, that was certainly not the case with Bernice and me. My wife has always been an outrageous flirt, but until just after her 45th birthday, I didn't really know how far she'd go - boy, did I ever find out! "You really want me to do that?" asked my wife, Bernie. "Oh, god, honey, you'll never know how much. I've wanted it for such a long time, I think since the first day we met, but I've never had the courage to ask either you or George before now! What do you say? Will you do it?" The question I'd just asked my wife, shortly after her 45th birthday party, seemed so strange even as it came out. George was one of my best friends and I'd wanted him to make love to Bernice for as long as I could remember. I had finally been able to bring the subject up after a game of squash a few nights ago. George and I had just hit the showers after a particularly gruelin

A Badly Behaved Wife
A Badly Behaved Wife by English Bob © Sitting here thinking now, I wonder what possessed us to do what we did. Admittedly, Diane has always been a lot more adventurous than I, but I didn't think that even she would have had the audacity. Diane is my wife of only four years and the story that I'm about to relate took place while we were on a walking holiday a few weeks ago. I have to be honest and say that two weeks of walking around the countryside, no matter how pretty the scenery, would not have been my first choice of holiday destination. I'm much more of an indoor type, but as I've said, Diane is far more adventurous. She's a lot fitter than me and at nearly six feet, is also much taller. The only thing I was really looking forward to was seeing her long, sexy legs revealed by her tight shorts and walking boots as we hiked. The holiday started fairly well. A few shortish walks followed by a few beers in a local pub was fine with me. It was on the fourth day that Di sugge

My 1st Entry
oops...i misnamed my blog, but i guess that is what i get to being new here... this seems like an awesome site and i'm getting more attention than i know what to do with WOW~~~~ I hope i can comment to everyone, but if i don't get to everyone please don't be offended or take it the wrong way... i value everyone's comments and 10's they are awesome... well hope to be able to do more on here soon. i'm not quite sure...guess i didn't do the layout plan right, cuz it isn't showing up... anywho...talk to everyone later... i have a myspace and if any of you would like to add me feel free http://www.myspace.com/r3dn3ckc0y0t3 thanks for the warm welcome everyone and i'll catch everyone later....

Week 3 & 4
I know its been awhile but the last 2 weeks have been hell. God I think death would have been better. Its finally getting a bit better. I think we finally found the correct dosage of pain killer to help me function some. I actually went out to watch some hockey today it was great. Got myself tired out tho. The doctors say I should be loosing my hair soon. I figured I'd go crazy and get them colored before I do so. Got me some green color. Ya Ya I know crazy canucks. What can I say. On Monday I'm being tested to see if the chemo is working. They are doing multiple test but the xray should be ready monday. I'm so keeping my fingers cross. The chemo is getting me pretty sick. I'm not able to keep much down these days. I'm nolonger able to eat anything with any spices at all. They want me to drink Ensure. Anyone tasted that stuff. God just the smell turns my stomach. Good side of it I've lost 7 lbs. *LOL*. I know not the best way to lost weight. Ok enought for now

Sleep Sweet
when angels weap and you can't sleep think of your lost sweet angel dreaming of a sun swept beach and holding the one beyond your reach who whispers for your dear touch carry your thoughts to somewhere quiet and away from your turmoil and riot to hold her in your troubbled mind sleep sweet dear lover soon in peace you will discover that love will take you home m.e.j.

Event Cancelled !!
Hey all .. yeah it sucks .... but the Dec. 30th event has been cancelled . Numerous problems with the venue we chose have arisen ... and unfortunately not enough time to find another suitible venue. We are re-scheduling for the end of March tho .. I will post another blog with the date when we have it set.

The Blue Tattoo
One day, a man, John, was shopping in Stuff-Mart looking for a curling iron for his wife Jules. As he looked around he decided to begin reading the signs above the aisles to see if he could find any clue as to where the curling irons might be located. When he looked up at one of the signs he noticed something quite strange in one of the mirrors mounted in the corner of the ceiling - a man with a large blue tattoo was placing a hairdryer inside his trench coat. Noting this as a suspicious action, the man went to Stuff-Mart Security and reported the incident. After hearing his testimony the local Police Department was phoned and asked to send out a detective. This is what took place when Detective Rodgers arrived: "Hello, Mr. ..." said Detective Rodgers. "Smith, John Smith", supplied John. "Mr. Smith," Rodgers confirmed. "My name is Detective Rodgers. Why don't you tell me exactly what you saw." "Well, Detective Rodgers, sir, I was looking for a curling iron for my wife Jules

Quiz 3
yes, im stuck in a sort of holding pattern here...need to highlight the middle and th text will show up...sorry According to experts, my adult industry job would be...Adult Book Store ClerkIt's not just about sitting behind a counter, taking people's money and dealing with shop lifters, you get to meet 'interesting' people as wellTake the Adult Industry Job Quiz

Is My Life Meant To Living, Never Die At All?
Today on November, 4th, 2006 at 12:55 to 1pm Bear, Erin and I was in terrible accident... Our first terrible one in our life. Erin was a driver, I was a passanger, and Bear was sitting in back behind Erin... Two of us wore seatbelt, Bear didn`t. Anyways, we was sorta in hurry to be at the appointmet for Bear's Tattoo at 1pm in Aurora mall which is about 20-30 minutes drive. So then, Erin was getting off the highway toward the curve toward Denver, Erin did slowed down a bit but speeding still since we were in hurry. All suddenly, Erin lost the control of the car and drove off the highway then turned to other side of highway and then we crossed the highway curve and went dow the hill. Erin still tried her best to stop but she couldn`t, and then the car turned a bit to the my side and suddenly we flipped on my side and the roof hit down onto my head, we rolled down the hill three times. Bear crawled out of the back door window (since it was broken) and took Erin out quickly since

Poetry
every thought of suicides resounding in my head the blade is in my hand and the note is on my bed i look at my reflection and someone stares back at me she screams out to me "hurt me let me free" I'm standing there waiting the blades pressured at my wrist I'm looking in the mirror as the blade begins to slit now my blood is dripping I'm falling to the ground i fall into the puddle red blood is all around I'm droning in the water I'm droning in my sins some body's at the door they're trying to get in i cannot let that happen i have to die right now just let me die in peace Ya'll will have a better life some how

Confined In Silence
I couldn't see before then they gouged out my eyes now I see much more now I realize I know this pain is imminent the pain now is in Everything around me is confined in sin I try to get away but I can not escape Now the walls are made and inside they enclose hate The pain it just won't just wont get through As this blood goes dripping All this pain it is for you Until we except life's found in misery We shall know nothing till we feel tragedy The pain of the sharpness Is filling my heart Stop this abuse For its tearing me apart The whistle of the whip As it hit into your side Is filling my head My tears I shall not hide The people shouting loudly I look deep within myself I close my eyes so tightly And come back into this world You did all of this for nothing that's what some people say But the words wont take me over for believing is today

Im Sick...
This is just snappy... I am sick. My boyfriend isn't talking to me, and my boss is pissing me off... She keeps sending me home early. I feel like crap... My eyes burn, my tounsils are swollen. I couldn't swallow this morning because my hangy down thing kept touchy my tounge and falling down the back of my throat.... SO Joy to the world.... Bleh....

Blind
I thought you always loved me, a least that’s what you said But I found out the hard way, You were just playing with my head Lonely a voice whispers, From out from behind I turn to see her there, all bundled up entwined The moon it shown so romantically, Her shadow casting down Her blood dripped so gracefully, From her wrist onto her gown Truly it is in darkness, where we find the light It’s when we are in sorrow, the light it then gets bright I took her to an alter, I told her to rest her head She’s laying bleeding and beaten, my woman covered now in red There she lies In a puddle, A puddle of her blood A desire an fulfillment, to be my only one I cannot choose my battles, And its all because of you I need some time to choose, To get my thoughts through you You ripped out my heart, I can hear It beating still But all of this to you, It was all just a little thrill The darkness now has fallen, I fall down to my knees

Food In Bedroom
Strawberries! You are incredibly seductive and can tempt any hottie. Try using strawberries, and other sweet fruits as part of your seduction. Throw in a blindfold for extra pleasure. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Just Something That Has Stuck With Me
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back. Don't be afraid that your life will end, be afraid that it will never begin. ~anonymous~

Darkness
--- A shift in time shall bend all thoughts in demensions beyond a classic valid spec in this world even universe. Walk closely into my grasp, shall I take, I will, with unknown intentions to your lucid thoughts in mind. --- Wicked I am, dark I am, no more shall one be if to exist within my realm of sinister dark pleasures. The balance one knows is not what it seems is to be with some victorious clain one yet tried to be. --- Darkness shrouds below, above and equally with light around and about the horizons of defeat. Claim your place with me if yet to dare, if only a moment just to hear, a silent word of solice only one like myself would care to understand. Unjust known victims I claim as my own, shall you be enough to be so worthy? --- Otherwise said, I am just what I am.. that is pure darkness. BY: -DLoV- (ME)

Worlds Population
If we could reduce the worlds population to a village of precisely 100 people, with all existing human ratios remaining the same, the demographics would look something like this: 60 Asians 12 Europeans 5 US Americans and Canadians 8 Latin Americans 14 Africans 49 would be female 51 would be male 82 would be non-white 18 white 89 heterosexual 11 homosexual 33 would be Christian 67 would be non-Christian 5 would control 32% of the entire world?s wealth, and all of them would be US citizens 80 would live in substandard housing 24 would not have any electricity (And of the 76% that do have electricity, most would only use it for light at night.) 67 would be unable to read 1 (only one) would have a college education. 50 would be malnourished and 1 dying of starvation 33 would be without access to a safe water supply 1 would have HIV 1 near death 2 would be near birth 7 people would have access to the Int

Lady Boys
Okay, why do guys put pictures of women in their main profile pics??? I mean, are they trying to get other guys to look at them? Are they benders or something? Not saying I'm a homophobe. I live with a gay guy and he's superb. However, what's the point of trying to attract guys to your page unless you like it up the chuff??!!!

Cherry Tap.....
I have really enjoyed this site...Have met some really interesting people here and made some new friends...To all of you who take the time to read my blogs thank you so much...I know I talk alot about my son but if he were your son you would do the same...He has felt nothing but pain since age 2...To love a child is a blessing and to have a child that has been ill for so long is very trying but as Jesus says he will not give us more then we can handle so I thank him each day even though I may not understand...So when you kiss your child tonight and thank the lord for lending them to you please take the time to mention a mother that is still in need of her child...Ask Jesus to please lay his hands upon my son....

Saw 3
well i just had to sa the saw 3 was just fantastic again (despite the fact there were a bunch of 15yr olds that were so gay example - they all bust out laughting when they said the word cunt in the movie LMAO) altho iu dont rateit as high up as the last two i still totally loved it!! ♥

In Heaven I hope that there will be A special place for Mothers... We'll see... Wake up each day, is there time to pray? Lord, help me get through one more day. Coffee made, breakfast started Already my mind and I have parted. Get them dressed and on their way Dear Lord, convince me that there is a way. Eat your lunch, take your nap. Dear Lord, around me, your arms please wrap. It's practice time, where's your hat? And don't forget your baseball bat. Dinner will be a little late. Mind yourselves, I'll be home at 8. Pick up your mess and take your bath. You really don't want to face Mom's wrath. Say your prayers. PLEASE! Go to sleep! (They don't understand that I'm dead on my feet.) Meals cooked, morning, noon and night Settling every little fight. Making it through the daily grind Trying not to lose my mind. Help each with work from two different schools Teach them about life- how not to be fools. I try each day with all my might Just to make it through 'til n

*sighs*
Today idk...i'm bummed today. this guy i used to date called me the other day and we hung out. nothin' happened, i wish something did happen tho. and b4 he left he kissed me...KISSED ME!!!! it felt so damn good, i couldn't stop thinkin about that kiss. now i haven't heard from him in a few days...i'm sad.

Sayings I Like !
¢À Save santa a trip... be naughty with me! ♣ I know you think you broke my heart, but I knew your game right form the start saw your game and played it too so laugh it all up playa the joke was on you! ♣ Let me sit on your lap & we can talk about the first thing that popz up! ♣ Never fall in love with the guy next door.. .trust me he will move! ♣ No one dies a virgin cuz life screws all of us!! ♣ I ran into my ex the other day... Put in reverse, and ran into him again! ♣ Guys are like roses watch out for the pricks! ♣ ... If I could be anything I would be your tear, so I could be born in your eye, live down your cheek and die on your lips! .. ♣ When will people understand that words can cut as sharply as any blade, and that those cuts leave scars upon our souls ♣ I'd rather bleed with cuts of love then live without any scars ♣ Suicide is just one person escaping the world

Robots Are My Thing.
I bought some new robot flats that are amazing. So I have an obcession with robots. :* I bought stearing wheel and a mirror cover for my soon to be car. It is calling my name. I'm going to give a sexy name. I just don't know what it is yet. any ideas? ps. its a male car. haha. thats what I ride.

Grrrrrr
Please forgive me, i am going to ramble a bit. I am so frustrated that if I had hair I would be pulling it out. First off, a little background,. The reasons I am no longer with my wife is that I reached the end of a long, long rope. For years we didn't get a long well. Sure there were some reaspnable times, but we were NOT happy with each other. She has some psychological problems and I ran out of the ability to be me and identify her also. I know that may not make any sense, but it comes down to ; I couldn't even go to work without being caalled 20 times a day and if I left work not at exactly when she thought I should, she would be on the phone screaming at me, and pacing up and down the driveway until I got there. But that's not what I'm trying to get off my chest now. Her mother is in failing health. She no longer jas the strength to be by herself and because I am not a complete ogre, I have told my wife, (since i live about 20 minutes closer than she does or her brother) that if

R.i.p Brandy
This blog entry is for more myself than anyone else. Yesterday my dog Ive had since I was 7, Brandy was put to sleep. She was suffering from bone cancer but her tail never stopped wagging until the end. She was brought to the vet at 11:35 and put to eternal rest at approx 11:40-11:50. I slept on the couch by her side the night before she was put down and came home from school at 10:50 and sat by her side in the dirt outside until she was taken away from me. She was the best dog I ever couldve had. I will never forget her and I will always miss her terribly. She is with my other dog Corkey now, and I take great comfort in that, although I wish very much that they were both sitting by my side right now. Unfortunatly, life doesnt work that way. They can put men on the moon but why cant they make an animal live 20 years? I miss you so much girl, I love you and I will never forget you. We'll be together someday girl(s)Rest in Peace. R.I.P. Brandy ? ? 1996/1997- November 3, 2006 betwee

Pearls Of Wisdom ... Lol
************************* Love is grand ! Divorce is a hundred grand. ************************* I am in shape. Round is a shape. ************************* Time may be a great healer, but it's a lousy beautician. *************************** Conscience is what hurts when everything else feels good. ***************** ********** Talk is cheap because supply exceeds demand. *************************** Even if you are on the right track, You'll get run over if you just sit there. *************************** Politicians and diapers have one thing in common. They should both be changed regularly and for the same reason. *************************** An optimist thinks this is the best possible world. A pessimist fears this is true. ************************** There will always be death and taxes; However, death doesn't get worse every year. *************************** In just two days, tomorrow will be yesterday. *************************** I am

Vote Vote Vote
Hey peoples Tazzy is in a contest to be the Cherry Tap Queen... we all know that the crown should be hers.. so lets get her the votes she needs to win this thing... Contest goes by comments and you can leave as many as you want... lets leave her a few comments and help her win that crown!!!

Arms Together
you on my arm walking down the street greeting all who pass by so proud of you my dear wanting you to show off the beauty you have making all so jealous of being on my arm dancing across the floor arm in arm holding you tight feeling the warmth of your body twirling you around taking you in my arms arms together so in love