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Poem
I remember a time my fail, virgin mind watched the crimson sunrise Imagined what it might find Life was filled with wonder I felt the warm wind blow I must explore the boundaries Transcend the depth of winter's snow Innocence caressing me I never felt so young before There was so much life in me Still I long to search for me But those days are gone now Changed like a leaf on a tree Blown away forever Into the cool autumn breeze The snow has now fallen And my sun's not so bright I struggle to hold on With the last of my might In my den of inequity Viciousness and sudlety Struggle to ease the pain Struggle to find the sane Ignorance surrounding me I've never been so filled with fear All my life's been drained from me The end is drawing near...... I'll always remember The chill of November The news of the fall The sounds in the hall The clock on the wall ticking away "Seize the day" I heard him say Life will not always be this way Look around Hear

Zen Sarcasm
1. Do not walk behind me, for I may not lead. Do not walk ahead of me, for I may not follow. Do not walk beside me either. In fact, just leave me the hell alone. 2. The journey of a thousand miles begins with a broken fan belt and a leaky tire. 3. It's always darkest before dawn. So if you're going to steal your neighbor's newspaper, that's the time to do it. 4. Don't be irreplaceable. If you can't be replaced, you can't be promoted. 5. Always remember that you're unique. Just like everyone else. 6. Never test the depth of the water with both feet. 7. If you think nobody cares if you're alive, try missing a couple of car payments. 8. Before you criticize someone, you should walk a mile in their shoes. That way, when you criticize them, you're a mile away and you have their shoes. 9. If at first you don't succeed, skydiving is not for you. 10. Give a man a fish and he will eat for a day. Teach him how to fish, and he will sit in a boat and drink beer all day.

Information
just so i can learn about you...... 1.name 2.birthday 3.have we met 4.are you attracted to me 5.would you kiss me 6.what do you think is my best attribute 7.would you watch a movie with me 8.would you stay in my bed 9.do you want me to answer this for you 10.where were you born 11.where do you live now 12.favorite color 13.favorite movie 14.favorite food 15.favorite fruit 16.favorite smell 17.favorite song of the moment

Relationships.
Life iz difficult. We never reachj yha point where our path is free of obstacles & hardships. & regardless of how much we grow, how faithful we r 2 our program, nothin changes tha fact that death iz still there 4 us. As painful & hard as it iz, life also iz deeply meaninful & worthwhile when we submit 2 its reality & live a normal way of life. After we stop livin in denial & accept tha hard facts bout life, we c that we need each other. We need relationships 2 stay sane. We need 2 pull 2gether & support 1 another the way people do in difficult times. Rugged individualism isnt always good 4 real people in tha real world. We need relationships so we can celebrate & make music & encourage 1 another. We need relationships so we can laugh & make jokes & tell our personal stories. & we need 2 stand together 2 oppose tha destructive forces around us.

Sun
a whispering wind a drop of rain on the grass the sun beats down on the earth displaying its splendor nature reveals itself naked nourturing life exists on a plane of tranquility breathing in the air everything responds to life the sun above mightily displays its leadership loving growing life exists on a plane of tranquility

What Killer Are You
You scored as Michael Myers. You are Michael Myers. You are quiet, and have serious family issues. You wont rest until you kill your entire family, and everyone who gets in your way. You dont really care what you kill with, but you prefer a nice butcher knife from the kitchen. There is no hope for you. There is nothing living behind your eyes but evil. Michael Myers80%Buffalo Bill70%Jigsaw70%Jason Voorhees60%Hannibal Lecter60%Leatherface60%Captain Spaulding60%Pinhead55%Freddy Krueger50%Candyman35%Which Ho

Whats Your Kinky Turn On
You scored as Biting. When it comes to being kinky, your biggest turn on is biting. You love the ectasy of teeth sinking into your flesh, and are probably willing to return the favor. Sex just isn't sex without using your teeth.Biting100%Bondage83%Blind Folds67%Whips67%Chains/Handcuffs58%Blood42%What's Your Kinky Turn On?created with QuizFarm.com

I Just Don't Get It...
I have noticed on many new peoples pages people leaving a message similar to this... "Just dropping in to show some love, gave you tens, if you have time I hope you return the favour... and feel free to add me as a friend" What is wrong with adding the person right then and there... why do they have to get back to YOU... are YOU really that special... the only reason why you are even rating them tens... is so YOU get the points... and right don't you get more points if someone initiates the friend request to you... Just like my last blog it's all about the points... which is really really really sad... there are better things in life to get obsessed over.

Surgery Recovery
Well I had my surgery yesterday and things went well for the most part. I'm in alot of pain and they have me in an abdominal binder. I get to take a shower tomorrow..YEAHHHHHHHHHHHHH and will get to see the incision and take this binder off for a little bit anyways. I can't drive or lift anything for at least a week. I go back and see my doctor Next Friday. But I am headed back to my bed now for a little bit.

Wjat Kinda Girl Are You?
What type of girl are you? (girl next door, gorgeous)six results! you are a...MIX BREEDYou are a little of EVERYTHING!! You are pretty, although you have your off days where you think you aren't, and youare friendly and outgoing at times and also friendly! You are a hard type of girl to pinpoint. Just keep on being different lol!!Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Grains Of Sand
Grains of Sand I had no idea Our dreams and plans Would be in time Fallen grains of sand It went by so fast With just the "tic" Of a hand And so now removed Are our wedding bands I never thought Those beautiful eyes Would look at me And say goodbye I think of our love And it makes me sigh Then I wish that we Both would have tried I'm sure if we Would just hold hands Together we could Save those grains of sand

Which Female Disney Character Are You???
The Female Disney Character Personality Test CinderellaYou do as your told, even though you may not like it. But you're smart because you never bite the hand that feeds you.I iwll now label you: enduring, sweet, kind, beautiful, and thankful.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Thanks For Serving
Remeber to thank everyone and anyone who has served in the military to day is there day and lets show them that we do still love them and we appreciate what they had to go through so that we could live in this free country. Thank you Dad, Doc and all the other Vets on Cherry tap you all really are heros in my eyes and thank you to the ones still serving for our country Thank you all!!!

How Long Would You Last In A Horror Movie?
How long would u last in a horror flick?OMGGGGGGGGGG!!!!!! CONGRADULATIONS!! u got the highest ranking! u are- the unstoppable curse. u take ur job very seriously: ur the lifeless killer. u kill to live and u live to kill. like the Grudge, you cannot be destroyed. i see many sequels in ur future! (me:^_^)Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Halloween Mistake...
Halloween Mistake... by satinlvr_mwf © Our neighbor’s Halloween party last month was one that I shall never forget. The theme was dressing for a fairy tale, so my husband wore a furry wolf costume, and I wore a very provocative Red Riding Hood costume. It was made of red satin, with a full, flippy skirt that only went down to my mid-thigh, 4-inch red patent leather spike heels, and a red bodice that showed ample cleavage for my 34C breasts. I painted my nails blood red, wore red lipstick, and placed a red ribbon in my hair. To top it off, I pulled on a red satin cape, down to the hem of my skirt. My husband took one look at me and whistled. I pushed him off, for now! We got to the party and it was in full swing. We mingled with other couples, noticing the different costumes, and we even saw a few couples with the same furry wolf costumes as my husband! We snacked a little, had a few drinks and danced a few numbers. My husband then excused himself to use the restroom, and I deci

Princess Contest!!!
This contest will begin Nov.10th at 7:00pm (Central U.S. time) It will end on Nov. 12th at 12:00 NOON Sunday (Central U.S. time) This contest will be judged by NUMBER OF RATES. Comments are always welcome but the rates will be whats counted in the end. Good luck to all the lovely ladies that have already entered and I hope a few more do before it starts. :) The CT King _________________________________________________________ Here are the contest entres thus far. Please vote for all of them when the time comes. :) 29 Lovely Ladies thus far. :)

Judged
I'm getting really sick of being judged. Yes, I had a babe; yes i'm a single mom; yes i'm staying with my parents right now. No the dad was not a one-night-stand. No me and the dad are not together. Yes My daughter is my life. Don't judge me for the things I have done and the choices I have made. I don't regret them and there is no reason why you should feel you have any say at all about it. I may bitch about the dad, but as for Chloe' all I have are good things to say. If I bitch about the dad, then I am not bitching about my baby. I am not careless, nor am I a bad mother. If you think this then you're a fucking douchebag.

Ok I Need More Help Here....
HEY I NEED MORE HELP ON THE "BEST NIPPLE" CONTEST, NOW I HAVE MORE COMMENTS AND 10S ON MY PERSONAL SITE THEN I DO ON THE CONTEST SITE!! GET YER ASSES MOVIN AND SHOW ME SUM LOVE!! LOL...... http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=93659&albumid=97851&i=905231004 THERE IS THE LINK GO TO IT!! LOVE EACH N EVERY ONE OF U MMMMMMMMMUUUUUUUUAH!!

Blonde - Driving
A car was driving down the street when all of a sudden it started swerving. The car was going back and forth till someone with a cell phone called the police. A police officer pulled the car over. A blonde rolls down the window and says, " Officer, I'm so glad you are here. I saw a tree in the road, then I saw another. So I had to swerve to keep from hitting it!" The officer looks at her, then says, "Ma'am, that's your air freshener." Q: What do you call a blonde in a Volkswagen? A: FarFromThinking Submitted by: Michael Sharp Q: Why is it good to have a blonde passenger? A: You can park in the handicap zone. Q: Why was the blonde upset when she got her Driver's License? A: Because she got an "F" in sex. A blonde was driving down the highway to Disneyland when she saw a sign that said "DISNEYLAND LEFT". After thinking for a minute, she said to herself "oh well !" and turned around an drove home. On her way home the same blonde drove past anot

Female Contestants Needed
Best chest contest. Lets see what cherry tap ladies has the best chest. I still need 3 girls to start up this contest. Please send a link to witch picture you like me to us . You can use what ever picture u like. Please come join my contest and good luck

Another Song For Ya Chamillionaire - Ridin
They see me rollin They hatin Patrolling they tryin to catch me ridin dirty Tryin to catch me ridin dirty Tryin to catch me ridin dirty Tryin to catch me ridin dirty Tryin to catch me ridin dirty My music so loud I'm swangin They hopin that they gon catch me ridin dirty Tryin to catch me ridin dirty Tryin to catch me ridin dirty Tryin to catch me ridin dirty Tryin to catch me ridin dirty [Verse 1 - Chamillionaire] Police think they can see me lean I'm tint so it ain't easy to be seen When you see me ride by they can see the glean And my shine on the deck and the TV screen Ride with a nooche, she like hold up Next to the playstation controller is a full clip and my pistola Turn a jacker into a coma Girl you ain't know, I'm crazy like Krayzie Bone Just tryin to bone ain't tryin to have no babies Rock clean itself so I pull in ladies Laws of patrolling you know they hate me Music turned all the way up until the maximum I can speak for some niggas tryin to jack

Poem
Your secrets you can testify lay your head down on my chest for you to cry our relationship intensifies grows wings and start to fly a new beginning starts the first page of new lovers your love has me drunk like midnight clubbers keep you warm and secure like bed covers your so unique with your attractive physique hold your hand in marriage so I can practice what I preach I want our bodies to be stuck like a leach your love flow from the love below juices sweeter than a Georgia peach my slurred speech still make me nervous when I enter the chamber of secrets the first time I still remember it was at the end of October or the beginning of November you melted my heart like it was being simmered our night class where candle lights flash we worked out like Richard Simmons this relationship was earned and not given to the past I can say good riddens all the dirt I did is no longer hidden

Today's Drink
I used to be an amateur drink master, coming up with "official" drinks for varying events. I'm going to be posting some of the best here over time, so people can try them out. Today's Drink was called "Purple Jesus". It received it's name from the color, and the result. :) First, in a LARGE container *By large, I mean like those 5 gallon drink dispensers - Do NOT use Metal!) add equal parts of: White rum Vodka Gin White Tequila Everclear Purple Grape Juice. (Not punch, actual juice) To this mixture, add @ 40 oz of Maraschino Cherries, juice and all. Taste the mixture, and then add and mix in Sugar until mixture is sweet. *The next step is critical!* Allow mixture to sit 3 days covered in a dark, cool place. This will allow the Sugars to produce more alcohol, increasing the Proof. it also allows the Cherries at the bottom to soak up as much alcohol as possible. After the 3 days, serve chilled. After the liquid is gone, save cherries for use in cooking - Or e

Dont Let It Die....
this is a poem , that I have really liked, there just lots to be said ... I am over why I choose it.. Don't let it die by Nonna Not this way,don't choose that easy way Don't say we won't be together oneday Fight for me as much as you can Think again before deciding not to be my man Remember everything we used to say About being together each and everyday Not now,don't give up now Stop this pain i feel,you know well how I don't wanna lose you so plz don't go You are the one for me and i realy love you so It hurts me alot that we are far apart But love can still live deep inside our heart I don't care where you are I feel you are around even you are too far Don't let our love die Don't say it was a lie Don't say i'm not happy,don't say i don't care Don't say you have to go cause that won't be fair Our relation will continue growing and it will never end You will always be my love,my life and my best friend Listen to me carfully and unde

My Girlfriend's Soul
What Your Soul Really Looks Like You are very passionate and quite temperamental. While you can be moody, you always crave comfort. You are a grounded person, but you also leave room for imagination and dreams. You feet may be on the ground, but you're head is in the clouds. You believe that people see you as larger than life and important. While this is true, they also think you're a bit full of yourself. Your near future is still unknown, and a little scary. You'll get through wild times - and you'll textually enjoy it. For you, love is all about caring and comfort. You couldn't fall in love with someone you didn't trust. Inside the Room of Your Soul

Lost
lost in your eyes i sleep another day minutes pass by with love streaming from every part of my soul having met you u set my soul free free from pain free from wrongdoing i only hope our love is a love that will last forgive me forever i would be lost without u in my life love me like i love you always forever lost

Sex
SOCIAL SECURITY SEX Two men were talking. "So, how's your sex life?" "Oh, nothing special. I'm having Social Security sex." "Social Security sex?" "Yeah, you know; I get a little each month, but not enough to live on!" LOUD SEX A wife went in to see a therapist and said, "I've got a big problem, doctor. Every time we're in bed and my husband climaxes, he lets out this ear splitting yell." My dear," the shrink said, "that's completely natural. I don't see what the problem is." "The problem is," she complained, "it wakes me up!" QUIET SEX Tired of a listless sex life, the man came right out and asked his wife during a recent lovemaking session, "How come you never tell me when you have an orgasm?" She glanced at him and said, "You're never home!" CONFOUNDED SEX A man was in a terrible accident, and his "manhood" was mangled and torn from his body. His doctor assured him that modern medicine could give him back his manhood, but that his insurance wouldn't cover the

Yo Mamma..
Yo momma's so fat she needs a VCR for a pager Yo Momma so fat the back of her neck looks like a pack of hotdogs Your mama's so fat that her belly button makes an echo Yo momma's so fat her cerial bowl comes with a lifeguard Yo momma so fat when she walks past window we lose four days of sun light Yo momma's so fat she had to get baptised at sea world Your momma's so fat when she fell over, she rocked herself to sleep tryin to get back up again Your mammas so fat and stupid, when it was raining she used the freeway for a slip and slide Yo momma's so fat that when the whales saw her they started singing "we are family" Yo momma is so fat when she goes to a restaurant she has to be greased in and out of the boothes Yo mamma's so fat she was attacked by japenese mlitary, they thought she was godzillas wife. Yo mamma's so fat when she went on school feild trips the school had to raise fund to feed her. Your momma's so fat she makes free willy

My Girl's Brain Pattern
Your Brain's Pattern Structured and organized, you have a knack for thinking clearly. You are very logical - and you don't let your thoughts get polluted with emotions. And while your thoughts are pretty serious, they're anything from boring. It's minds like yours that have built the great cities of the world! What Pattern Is Your Brain?

Passion Is....
Your Passion is Purple Sophisticated and classy, you're a bit picky about sex. You're more likely to be turned on by a fancy hotel room than a dirty flick. Sex is fine enough, as long as it doesn't mess up your hair. For you, sex is more about power and favors than actually pleasure. What Color Is Your Passion?

The Gentlemens Club
One day, three friends went to this "A Dublin Strip Club." One of the friends wanted to impress the other two, so he pulls out a €10 bill. The "dancer" came over to them, and the one friend licked the €10 and put it on her butt. Not to be outdone, the other friend pulls out a €50 bill. He calls the girl back over, licks the €50, and puts it on her other cheek. Now the attention is focused on the third guy. He got out his wallet, thought for a minute... then got out his ATM card, swiped it down her crack, grabbed the 60 bucks, and headed for the door.

I Survived.... Barely
Well, I survived my day of working at the harley shop today....I had today off - paid - from my normal job, so I worked at the shop......so I got double paid for today... but I am paying the price... lol... my back and feet are killing me... not used to working on my feet all day... and I'm working again tomorrow and it will be packed tomorrow..... at least the day will go by quick tomorrow!! Can't turn down that cash money.. LMAO...

What Kind Of Weather I Am
You Are Lightning Beautiful yet dangerous People will stop and watch you when you appear Even though you're capable of random violence You are best known for: your power Your dominant state: performing What Type of Weather Are You?

This Is True
You may not realize it, but it's 100% true. 1. There are at least two people in this world that you would die for. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE! thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. You are special and unique. 8. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 9. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 10. When you think the world has turned its back on you take another look. 11. Always remember the compliments you received. Forget about the rude remarks. So..........If you are a loving friend, send this to everyone, including the one that sent it to you. If you get it back, then they really do love you. And always remember....when life hands you Lemons,

Girls Machiavelian
You Are The Opposite of Machiavellian You don't have a cynical, power hungry bone in your body. Honest and kind, you believe being a good person is the most important thing. While your upstanding morals should be admired, be careful! You're at risk for being manipulated and toyed with. How Machiavellian Are You?

One Peice Of My Writings.
Untitled Depression corupts my soul. Englufing me. Going on forever. Ending? Never. Its like I'm on display. For people to stare at. Their entertainment. Forever banished. To my little glass box. This is a little something I wrote when I woke up this morning...I have open notebooks everywhere in my house...You never know when you'll get inspired or when you get past writers block and you have to write it down before you lose it. I wrote this in my bathroom closet notebook...So, tell me...Did you like it? If you didn't its ok. You can tell me. Its just something I jotted down this morning...I'll post some of my better writings tomarrow.

Change
Every time you come to the decision of making a change you always get caught up in the decision of whether or not it may be a good one…well I have observed through my decision making that I have never been known to pay too much attention to the fine details of the change/decision making process … never giving to much time or thought at all. I always seem to just go at it at 100% and in the end, I end up failing. I could not in one breathe begin to count the many failures I have suffered through this untrained train of thought , this uncontrolled obsession I have with making constant change too myself .. I have hurt many this way and in the long run have ruined myself but I am so eager to please so easy to satisfy those around me at no cost I have been called an asshole for it I have lost friendships and in the end may have possibly ruined the best thing that has ever happened in my life, quite possibly ruined possible others… not too many can understand my way of thinking, my ways of m

Get Ready To Die Pinkies
I'm fucking pissed off. Last week, the temp agency bounced my paycheck. The bank took this opportunity to charge me for it. Then a couple of overdraft charges on top of that, because the money I thought I had, and which was supposed to be there, fucking left when the check bounced. So I got hit with like almost $70 bux in fines for all of this, and you'd better believe I'm gonna make them pay for all of it and then some. I missed the bus trying to get both of my checks at work, I have to get two checks because my base pay is sent to the temp agency before I can get my cut of it. So it's raining this cold shit that should be snow but it's fucking globally too fucking warm for anything other than the cold shower of rain. So I'm fucking soaked and I get to the bank and it's fucking closed like I"m two minutes late and they can't hook a brother up. So I stand in the drive-thru and make my deposit and bitch at the lady in the booth until she gives me the paperwork I'm gonna

4 Da Ladiezzzzz Show This Honey Some Love In Contest Please
ladiezzzzzz come show this bald hotty that looks like a bad ass that is a sweetheart and show him some love pleease posted in bulletin but doubt the men wld repost for u ladiezzz to peek at : )~~ to the men lmao j/k here is his direct link click on pic *wink*

Abortion
It's cramped in here and I can't see... I think mommy loves me; because she wants to set me free.. Abortion. It scares me to think where the world would be...if this didn't exist. Now, don't get me wrong, I do think that killing an unborn child is wrong, but there are factors that we all must consider.. Most countries that don't practice abortions are suffering from rampant over-population, as well as disease and starvation. Poor living conditions, unsteady economy, just generally horrible well-being for the people. It's hard to get good food, and even harder to support 5 to 7 kids, on average. On the flip-side.. Abortions...as they stand, are so morally wrong, it's shocking that some people can do it without a second thought. Imagine going out, having sex with everyone you could find. Imagine not using protection. Imagine not worrying about all of the possible diseases you could possibly contract. Imagine finding that easy girl... Imagine having sex with her

Be Back Soon- I'd Say Later But Umm.....
I have no plans on being home until after the club closes!! and I'll be lucky to speak w/o slurring let alone be able to type!! Gonna go party with my friends- indeed this girl is crazy!! but you already knew that!! I hope you all have a wonderful night!! if you can't be good, then be good at it!! Much love to you all- I'll be on tomorrow to return the love ((I promise!!)) *MUAH*

"falls Apart"
HURT LYRICS "Falls Apart" I messed up again when I tried You spend all your money and I And, oh! By the way, With all you did nothing has changed So lie like a waste by the side As everything just falls apart 'Cause everything just fell apart for me I cracked my head and broke my I correct my head and broke my I cracked my head and broke my heart And I don't feel the need to go on I was happier singing along the way I had things, I need to say But now it's like a swallowed tape That holds up my face from inside As everything just falls apart 'Cause everything just fell apart for me So woe is me Oh woe is me, yeah I cracked my head and broke my... heart And the hell of it is what we are We finish and wish we could start again Our skin tears away as Our memories fade with age And we don't even know 'til it's gone? But everything just fell apart 'Cause everything just falls apart for me So woe is me It all falls apart you see So woe it me It a

Some Of The Shit I've Wrote
E.S.A.D.B. (Eat Shit And Die Bitch) All your lies and endless bullshit That's all I can take of it I'd say hello, you'd say bye I'd say I love you, you'd say die Mocking me behind my back You put on a real good act I used to let it all pass But now you can just kiss my ass All my love has turned to hate Say your sorry but it's to late Nothing left for you to say Now I'm pushing you away When I look upon your face All I see is a look of disgrace Lead me on, crush my dreams In reallity nothings as it seems Now you want me to take you back Tell me what the fuck is up with that To you I have nothing more to give Because without you I can still live

Kinda Sweet Lol
I Still Love You After all the years apart And the pain we put each other through with every passing day My heart still calls for you I need you in my life As hard as it is for me To see past everything And know what the truth may be I still love you no matter how much I say I don't This heart should give up but we both know that it won't From the first time I looked into your eyes passed the last time we said goodbye I've needed you in my life but I don't know if it's worth the price The broken hearts we have endured The poisious love that can't be cured flows through my veins like wildfire cuz no one else can take me higher I still love you no matter how much I say I don't This heart should give up but we both know that it won't I don't know I could take you back in my world But I think about you night and day girl your the only right I've ever known and without you my hearts grown cold yet the pain of all the memories where I hurt you and

More Shit For That Bitch
My Pain You want a love song, well here it is But it's kinda hard when I feel this When the emotions are not here They've been replaced with hate and fear When I no nothing about love I live my without anyone Killed my heart to ease the pain never will I be the same The fear of pain, the pain of fear why won't it just disappear the love I hate, the hate I love I can't be the only one to feel this way its my own hell I'm pushing you away can't ya tell I don't need anyone with me in my life solitude and misery they suit me like a knife I've been gone for far to long to open up my soul all the blood and tears i've shed help to dig my hole lower me down with a hangmans noose, the knots i tied myself and leave me here in my world of black, my only friend is death depression, hate and lonleyness are my self inflicted wounds a heart this cold and empty was never meant for you let me be the way I am, me I'm doing fine and let the memory of my life fade away in t

Goodbye To The Love Of My Life
you will always be but I just cant do it anymore I cant keep waiting I cant keep dying day by day without you I cant keep giving my son hope That daddy will be a daddy again My life s my son I'm sorry Elijah Mommy tried God knows Mommy tried But I just couldnt give you what you need I couldnt give you Daddy So Goodbye today is not another SSDD

Wise Words
This is from my buddy Tony it's fuckin fantasical. Alright ladies and gentlemen... I tried to be reasonable with these people. I've even listened to their accusations, watched the videos, heard their laywers babble incessantly... FUCK THAT. Let me explain something right quick: I LOVE cops. My WHOLE FAMILY is fucking stuffed to the brim with cops. My dad, both my surviving uncles, two aunts, numerous cousins. To hear some fucking piece of shit Mexican gang-banger talking about "police brutality" after he lead the police on a ten minute foot chase after fleeing them while they served him a warrant for his arrest. A man named Cardinez, whose first name I do not know, evaded the police for ten minutes, after which time he had the shit kicked out of him, was restrained, and continued resisting arrest. A suspect in cuffs is still dangerous, people. A few more shots to the face had Mr. Cardinez complying with the police, only to later accuse them of brutality, which was evidenced

Dumb Ass Ppl
Dumb ass ppl should be reqired to wear signs at all times. I have a word of advise to you posers, wannabes and general fucktards. GROW THE FUCK UP AND GET A DAMN LIFE> Oh and dont procreate there is already enough of you around. You know who you are. And to my freinds heres some love for ya. MWAHHHHHHH!!!!!!!

What A Laugh
How many times have we seen this or other bulletins like this: Hey guys you have to check out my new freind she is one nasty girl. Please go rate her pics and add her as a friend to see her really nasty pics and i must say she is smokin hot and a cutie to boot. Please enjoy her like i did PLEASE REPOST THIS BULLETIN!!! I guess these people who post these would have us believe the only people worthy of being rated and commented have to post dirty pics. No mention whatsoever about this person's personality. Must make them feel kind of cheap, I would think,

People
What the hell is wrong with people, I am talking about all you people in little towns. What the hell is so fasinting about other people's lives? Are our lives so much more intersting than your own that you have no choice but to talk about ours? I mean really. I live in a town of about 500 people, we have three bars, and that is all they talk about is what everyone else is doing, saying or who they are fucking. For example, there is one person in particular that I can think of (well there is alot more but that person sticks out) she can't keep her mouth shut about other people, now it don't bother me that she talks about me. I really don't care, but it does bother me when she talks about my friends, and family. My mom has been sober for a year and I am talking RAGING ALCOHOLIC, as in at least 3 case a night!!!, but yet this person insits on going into every damn bar she can think of around here and telling everyone that my mother is out drinking when she is at home with her grandkids, t

Oh Just So U Know
I read this in a girls blog on another site.. JUSTIN TIMBERLAKE.. DIDN'T BRING SEXY BACK.. Sexy never went away.. LOL The song is pretty catchy! hahaha But it goes to show.. somepeople still don't know how to act.. no v.i.p. for u. LOL referring to a co worker of mine. lol

Firefighters Son
as you may have seen in the bulletin im asking for prayers out there for little bradley who is six years old battling cancer his parents and bradley can use your prayers tonight so he can win this battle with cancer .. its been a tough week dealing with this news hope you all can understand thanks david

A Special World
A Special World A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind us closer and keep us strong In a special world, where we belong.

This Is For My Baby.....
This is for my baby.......ahhh only if he could remember to do this!!! Things dogs MUST try to remember............... * I will not play tug-of -war with Dad's underwear when he's on the toilet. * The garbage collector is NOT stealing our stuff. * I do not need to suddenly stand up when I'm lying under the coffee table. * I will not roll my toys behind the fridge. * I must shake the rainwater out of my fur BEFORE entering the house. * I will not eat the cats food, or the other dogs' food, before or after they eat it. * I will stop trying to find the few remaining pieces of clean carpet in the house when I am about to throw up. * I will not throw up in the car. * I will not roll on dead fish or cow manure!!!! (BAD problem with BEAR) * I will not lick my human's face after eating animal poop. * Kitty box crunchies are not food. * The diaper pail is not a cookie jar. * I will not wake Mommy up by sticking my cold, wet nose up her bottom end. *

Band
I can play a bit of the drums. My uncle is teaching me and he says I'm a natural and I should be able to pick it up quickly. Anyway...Maybe this whole pet shop full time, writing in spare time thing doesn't work out, I could start up a band called: DEMONIC PIZZA Thats like a wicked kick ass name...Maybe I could pull it off! That would so wicked sweet :)

One More
1. When is the last time you held hands with someone?: female- yesterday male- few days ago 2. You wake up as the opposite gender, what do you do? Wank and screw. 3. Have you ever crawled through a window?: many times 4. Where is your mom?: - 5. Morning or night person?: night 6. What was the last movie you watched? Selena? :/ 7. Do you have a crush on anyone right now?: Yeah. 8. Any cool scars?: no :/ mederma works. 9. Things about the opposite sex you notice first?: Whatever stands out on that particular person. 10. What do you do when no one is watching? Scream in pillows 11. Ever been in love?: yes 12. What's something your friends make fun of you for?: my blindness 13. What is your curfew? I don't have a curfew. 14. Would you ever dye your hair red?: I've never dyed my hair, and I don't think I'd go with red, if I did. 15. Your alcohol?: Whatever I had at Lizzy's that one Thanksgiving. 16. What's your worst personality

I Am The Girl
i am a girl that will love you for who you are not what you are i am a girl who will want to do the things you want to and enjoy it i am a girl who would try to fix you your favorite meal just to see you smile i am a girl who takes pictures of you just so i can look at them when i miss you i am a girl who just wants to see you everyday just to hug you i am a girl who would hold you to keep you close i am a girl who would tickle you to hear you laugh i am a girl who doesn't care how much money you have or what kind of car you drive --->>i am a girl who only gets mad because i care so much

You Like Erotic Stories......
She finally felt the ability to breathe normally as she walked off the plane and into the airport. After a long two week business trip to New York, she was finally home. It was always the same thing each time. She ended up working more while gone than when she was home and being face to face with the partners was always more stressful than when she had to deal with them on Video Teleconferencing or by phone. She sighed and then began to think of home. Her husband had no idea she was home yet as she got done two days earlier. An idea arouses from her mind and a smirk came across her face as her eyes glistened with an almost devious passion. Grabbing her bags from the baggage claim she noticed the taxi driver at the door and motioned to him. Right away he rushed over to her and grabbed her luggage and began to walk to his car. She followed, getting into the car. Telling the driver her address she sat back, crossed her legs and began thinking of how she could surprise him.

Can't We All Just Get Along?
What is it with people that can’t seem to except the fact I am who I am. Granted I am different from most. But I take pride in the fact that I am different, not of the norm, crazy, slightly out of control, responsible, loving, a mother, friend, with grace and elegance. That is me. There is a time and a place for everything and comments are deamed part of your right as an American and freedom of speech. But when did the country, society become a place to hurt others to get ahead?! Or why is it that with all the “politically correct” fights these days that no one has bothered to bring up the fact that for our whole exsistance we have done what we thought was right, by how we were rasied…screw everyone else that has a different opinion about how they should live their lives. I am not saying that I believe in many of the fights or don’t for that matter. I just think maybe we should take a look within rather than passing judgment on everyone else. Who here has walked on wate

What Type Of Person Do You Attract?
What type of person do you attract? Your Result: You attract unstable people! Congrats, you are an 'insane' magnet, and you probably have no idea why. Something about your mix of styles, how you walk not just 'one' lifestyle, but appear to have a foot in them all. To the insane, you appear to be a beacon of hope and they will flock to you, like it or not. But, they ARE insane. Lucky for you, the insane tend to be the best sexual lovers, just the rest of the package deal may not be for you.You attract artsy people! You attract rednecks! You attract geeks! You attract models! You attract Yuppies! What type of person do you attract?Quizzes for MySpace

Fill In The Blanks
Fill In The Blanks I ___ you. You have a nice______. You make me ______. You should _______. Someday I will ______. You + me =________. If I saw you now I'd ________. I want to ______ you. I would build a ______ just for you. If I could sing you any song it would be _________. We could ________ under the stars. Love, ______________ (P.S. ______________________________________.)

Go Australia !!!!
Muslims who want to live under Islamic Sharia law were told on Wednesday to get out of Australia, as the government targeted radicals in a bid to head off potential terror attacks. A day after a group of mainstream Muslim leaders pledged loyalty to Australia and her Queen at a special meeting with prime Minister John Howard, he and his Ministers made it clear that extremists would face a crackdown. Treasurer Peter Costello, seen as heir apparent to Howard, hinted that some radical clerics could be asked to leave the country if they did not accept that Australia was a secular state, and its laws were made by parliament. "If those are not your values, if you want a country which has Sharia law or a theocratic state, then Australia is not for you," he said on national TV. "I'd be saying to clerics who are teaching that there are two laws governing people in Australia: one the Australian law and another, the Islamic law that is false. If you can't agree with parl

Rats
Don't work for the RAT! If u know me u know what I mean. Smileing fine, making kids happy great, but when the management u r under r a bunch of fake asshole things get really bad. I just want to go to work do my job and come home not deal with these fake people.

Im Getting A Little Upset!
Why is dat some poeple give out so much love to certain people and yet they dont get any in return? I thought we all should support each other but we have poepl who dont even care about given some love back. Some people have their head up their butt and stuck on theirself. Just a simple thax for rating me or even a couple of point towards their profile but no what do u get nothing. I know myself i gave so much love and raraly get any in return. Now dat i have vented on the issue ill be kool for the rest of the day! Cuz plently of poeple are sick of given and not getting nothing in return like we are too busy.

Gene...
My dar;ing Gene and I have been real time friends for 23 years. We have been there through good times and bad. Lost each other and found each other again throughout time. He is fun, funny, caring, considerate, and very loyal. He has a wonderful girlfriend who loves him to death and a lil baby boy. Man can I pick em or what? Gotta love the men in my life!!~LOL~ geno@ CherryTAP Thank you Gene for this song.

Gotta Run
Ok all I'm gonna run to the store and go do some shopping and yes a man that likes to shop LOL. But anyways I might go to bed when I get home but if not I'll get back online and let you all know I'm back.. Love yeah all Steve

Im October Baby
JAN.- I'M FEELING HORNY FEB.- I L0VE T0 FUCK MAR.- IM SEXY AS FUCK! APR.- I GIVE THE BEST SEX MAY- I'M S0 FUCKIN FINE AND CUTE! JUN.- DAMN I'M SEXY JUL.-I'M SO FUCKIN CUTE AUG.- I'M S0 DAMN FINE!! SEPT.- I'M A SEX FREAK :) OCT.- SHUT UP & KISS ME =P NOV.-I'M A GANGSTA!!! DEC.- I JUST WANT SEX

Bring Me To Your Paradise
Bring me to your paradise a feeling of within, naked to your loving eyes caressing me with love I long to feel your softest kiss upon my dampened skin Bring me to your paradise, and let our bodies meet the trickle of the rain outside would shower us with heat, I wish to be your fantasy and make our love complete.

How Blode Are U
Your Are a Bold Brunette Men see you as striking and mysterious - you have a certain allure. Comfortable in your own skin, you know you have a unique beauty. You don't mind attention, but you don't need to seek it out. How Blonde Are You?

New To The Site
I am new to this site, so I'm still debating if I'll stay here or not. We'll have to see how it goes. I'm a simple girl. Working and living in Charlotte NC, but originally from the small town of Pinehurst, NC. I live with my fiance, and our little puppy. I am a very family oriented girl. Basically my work and my family are my life. But that's about it. If you want to know more just ask.

Reason Not To Flirt.
Subject: Reason not to flirt. >> >> >> >> >> >>The wife got a terrible >>headache and told her husband to go >>to the party alone. >>He, being a devoted husband, >>protested, but she argued and >>said she >>was >> >>going to take some aspirin and >>go to bed and there was no >>need for >>his >>good time to be spoiled by not >>going. >>So he took his costume and away >>he went. The wife, after >>sleeping >>soundly for about an hour, woke >>without pain and as it was >>still >>early, >> >>decided go to the party. >>As her husband didn't know what >>her costume was, she thought >>she >>would >>have some fun by watching her >>husband to see how he acted >>when she >>was >>not with >>him. >>So she joined the party and >>soon spotted her husband in his >>costume, >>cavorting around on the dance >>floor, dancing with every nice >>"chick" >>he >> >>could and copping a little feel >>here and a little kiss >>there. >>His wife went up to him and

This Was One Blog At Myspace -- My Own Blog
Dreams are real......is it supernatural or a way of life.....It's a fascination to have dreams and to interpret them and above all to have someone sharing them. The one that knows me,, knows this. Do I think its freaky? No,,I don't believe it is.....is there a hidden meaning.... perhaps there is. As we follow our dreams, we may find out. 11:14 AM - 1 Comments - 2 Kudos - Add Comment - Edit - Remove Adamtzsch According to philosopher Friedrich Nietzsche (1884-1900), the very origin of the metaphysical lies in the realm of our dreams. Without experiencing another state in our dreams, mankind would have no reason to believe in the dualities of states such as soul and body, or body and mind. Nor would we have "the assumption of spiritual apparitions, that is, the origin of all belief in ghosts, and probably also in gods. The dead man lives on, BECAUSE he appears to the living man [or woman] in dreams." (Nietzsche, Human, All Too Human, 1878). In dreams, I suppose,

The Life Of A Soldier(part 2)
Going into basic training i knew, or thought i did, what was going to happen. in truth i had not idea, at first for me it was less stressful then i had thought, the drill sergents didnt yell, they talked to us like we where human. what was going on here? i was asking myself, what happened to the drill sergent that was suposed to be yelling at me insulting me my mother and everything i held dear? this wasnt the basic i was ready for...i decided just to go with the flow. they inprosessed us which means but all our information into the computer system, so they could keep track of us, and start paying us. then after it was all said and done, they moved us from the inprossesing center to the real basic training, it was the the hell i had read and invisoned opened up on me. first off they stuffed my class about 30 people at the time into whats called a cattle car all 30 of us and all the things that where issed to us and all the things we brought (some people had 4-5 bags total)where stu

How I'm Feeling???
How I'm Feeling??? i'm high and then low my friends come and i go how do they keep dealing? if they only knew how i was feeling happy to sad excited to mad it could be just days or months of this faze sometimes i love with all my heart other times, from your love, i dart level grounded to confused appreciated to misused when will this stop? my brain's ready to pop! i jump on a fast track to keep myself from being abstract restless to overly tired dragging on to completely wired i live up and down soaring high then dropping to the ground never know if it's that time that my whole being worships my mind always going to stuck in bed breathing deep to not breathing, dead sorry for you and sorry for me but take a look at what i see

Friday Night Boobie Fights!!!!!!!
Well I must've missed a memo or something.... Because as of this moment I have 11 ladies from my friends list participating in 4 different boob contests!!! Is it like some special "breast" holiday today or something? Cuz I'm ALL for that!!! I've seen more boobs tonight than the dressing room attendant at Victorias Secret!!! Life is good!!! :D

Another Nice One
A gentle word like a spark of light, Illuminates my soul And as each sound goes deeper, It's YOU that makes me whole There is no corner, no dark place, YOUR LOVE cannot fill And if the world starts causing waves, It's your devotion that makes them still And yes you always speak to me, In sweet honesty and truth Your caring heart keeps out the rain, YOUR LOVE, the ultimate roof So thank you my Love for being there, For supporting me, my life I'll do the same for you, you know, My Beautiful, Darling Wife.

Some Love
Chocolate said to a lollipop, "You are damn sweet". The lollipop replied "I'm Not as sweet as the person reading this"! "Ur smile makes me smile"..."ur talks make me glad"... "Ur company makes me happy"..."But ur absence makes me sad"... "Be always with me my dear friend"!!! Send this 2 all ur friends in ur list, and also back 2 me if i am ur friend...

Saucy Baked Chops
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 5 min Total Time: 50 min Makes: 4 servings, one chop each 4 bone-in center-cut pork chops (1 lb.) 1/2 cup KRAFT Original Barbecue Sauce 2 Tbsp. orange marmalade 1 tsp. ground ginger 1 tsp. garlic powder PREHEAT oven to 400ºF. Place chops in 8-inch square baking dish. COMBINE sauce, marmalade, ginger and garlic powder; spoon evenly over chops. BAKE 45 min. or until chops are cooked through (160ºF). KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Serving Suggestion Serve with a hot baked potato and steamed broccoli. NUTRITION INFORMATION Nutrition (per serving) Calories 230 Total fat 7g Saturated fat 2.5g Cholesterol 60mg Sodium 480mg Carbohydrate 18g Dietary fiber 0g Sugars 12g Protein 21g Vitamin A 0%DV Vitamin C 4%DV Calcium 2%DV Iron 6%DV

Weed
so every body knows jesus but you should know my uncle weedus the god of weed. im a pot head so if a fellow pot head join my church. there is only one comandment dont give me no bammer weed we dont smoke that shit in the sac

Lazy Ass Pregnant People
ok listen before I even get started don't read the rest of this if you are sensitive to shit!!!! FOR ALL OF YOU LAZY ASS PREGNANT WOMEN OUT THERE THAT CONSTANTLY BITCH ABOUT HOW BAD THERE ANKLES ARE SWOLLEN AND HOW MUCH THERE FEET HURT. OK IT IS ONE THING IF YOU ARE HAVING COMPLICATION AND I GIVE PROPS TO THE WOMEN THAT CARRY TO TERM WITH COMPLICATIONS AND SURVIVE!!!! BUT FOR THE REST OF OU WOMEN YOU LAY ON YOUR ASS AND BITCH LET ME TELL YOU WHAT THE HELL I WENT THROUGH WHILE 7-81/2 MONTHS PREGNANT, I WENT THROUGH MY LAST 8 1/2 MONTHS OF COLLEGE AND THAT INCLUDES GOING THROUGH CLINICALS. AND TRUST ME THAT WAS NOT EASY ESPECIALLY WHEN YOU ARE PUKING EVERY MORNING AND THROUGH OUT THE DAY. AND BEING 8 1/2 MONTHS PREGNANT AND DOING THREE MASSAGES A DAY DOES TAKE IT OUT OF YOU! SO TO ALL OF YOU LAZY ASS WOMEN WHO DO NOTHING BUT BITCH ABOUT IT GET THE FUCK OFF YOUR ASS AND DO SOMETHING!!! GO FOR A WALK OR SOMETHING CUZ THE MORE ACTIVE YOU ARE THE MORE LIKELY YOUR ANKLES AND FEET WON'T B

Got To Run An Errand
well my daughter trish called, said she locked her keys in her car, got to go take her, her spare keys. i'll be back within an hour or so. i'll chat with you all later, and thanks to all the new friends i've made tonight.

The Picnic
The Picnic As I pack a picnic basket with strawberries, and two glasses a bottle of sparkling grape juice and chicken. We take off to find a special spot to have a picnic. We come to a quiet river bank where we decide to stop for our picnic lunch. We spread a blanket on the ground under a shade tree, the heat of the day beats down on us were we lounging on the blanket in each other arms we look into each other eyes. You start kissing me passionately I put my hand in the picnic basket and get a piece of ice and I start to run the ice along your neck you start to unbutton my blouse . You say to me babe it is hot should we take a swim before we eat I tell you I don’t have my suit with me and you say it is ok we can go skinny dipping and I smile at you and say that would be fun. So you stand up as I take my hands and run up and down your legs you help me up and we start kissing again, as we are kissing you feel my hands undoing your belt then I’m unbutton and unzip your jeans sliding my h

Where To Start?
I guess this might be more than I should be putting out here for the whole world to read but I guess in a sense you are strangers and yet friends. I am caught in the middle of something that I am having a hard time dealing with. What does a girl do when she is in love with 2 men? That is my predicament. I am in a great relationship with a man I love dearly. We have been dating since May of this year and have been through a lot together. He is sooo good to me. The other man I am in love with is a man I started dating in July of last year. We have tried and broke it off and tried some more. He is now in the military in CA and got married after I left him last. I think it was just he couldnt stand to be alone but that is my opinion. He tells me now that he isnt as happily married as he would like others to believe but that is what he needs to tell people to make himself believe it as well. With him in the military now, his wife is not supportive and saying she didnt get marrie

Usmc 231st Birthday... Semper Fi!
On Paris Island we all treaded lightly onto some yellow footprints. Thinking HOLY SHITY WTF have we gotten ourselves into now. Eventually over the course of a few days or weeks we found our footing and made loud noises wherever we went... even in 'go-fasters'. Over the next few years, in duty stations around the world, we all made our own impacts on the world around us. For 231 years the United States Marine has been and continues to be the most feared fighting man on the face of the Earth. Defiant of oppression yet loyal to each other and their country... The US Marine stands on line and takes the fight to the enemy wherever he goes. As every Marine will tell you there is no such thing as an ex-marine... Once a Marine, Always a Marine holds true for the strength of character never leaves you and God forbid the bugle cries out in the dead of night... for in every town and city across America... young, old, healthy, or ill... The Marine stands ready and willing to stand again

Baring My Ass
OK I'M IN MY VERY FIRST CONTEST ON HERE AND HELL DID I PICK THE ONE TO BE IN ROFL THE CONTEST IS GOING TILL NEXT FRIDAY, SO WHORE ME OUT TO ALL YOUR FRIENDS I'M BARING MY ASS TO ALL, SO GO RATE AND COMMENT ME EVERYDAY HEHE JUST POSTED A BULLETIN FOR IT, BUT IT SEEMS MOST DON'T PAY TO MUCH ATTENTION TO THOSE SO YA HERE'S THE LINK [ CherryTAP.com photo: 1820569568 ]

More Ravings About Stupid People
Wow. I thought i had seen it all untill right now. Its sad when folks get jelous and rate your pics a 1 because of where its at, or whats in it, or even cause they are jelous of you. This falls right into the catagory of the other damn blog. STUPID PEOPLE LISTEN FOR THREE SECONDS THEN FOLLOW THE INSTRUCTIONS TO THE T. FUCKING LEARN YOU ARE STUPID AND EITHER TRY TO FIX IT OR DO THE WORLD A FAVOR AND DIE!!!

Some Paintshop Pro Creations
These are just a few PSP creations I have done . I will post more as I get time. I couldn't get them to look right or animate when I uploaded to store as pictures. Oh and anyone is welcome right click and save as if they fine one they like although most of these have been personalized for family and friends. But hey if you share their name you're more than welcome to snag them. :)

Fantasy Come True
When he was away for my two weeks of military training, she flew to visit him for the weekend in his small military apartment. Arriving on Friday evening, they decided to go dancing, but suffering from a little jet lag, she decided to take a nap so they could stay out later. While she was napping, he decided to go to the small work out that was just up the hall from his room. On the third floor, the room had large picture windows overlooing the nearby bay. It was already getting dark outside as he finished his last set of the bench presses. Suddenly, the lights went dark. He sat up and turned to see what had happened. Standing in the lighted doorway was a familiar figure. “Hi…” she began, “my name’s Heather.” She stood in the doorway, leaning against the doorjam, silhouetted by the hall light behind her. The sheerness of her slinky black spaghetti strap dress revealed her trim, sexy curves. Her 3” heels clicked as she slowly stepped into the room. “I heard you working out in

Did You Think About Me?
I couldn’t see the mountains. They were hidden behind a dense fog that rolls in slowly from some far away coast, hovers and waits to swallow this valley after we fall asleep. It was one of those storms that change the season to winter or spring. A blizzard, perhaps like the one that rendered me snowed in for 3 days your last year at the Academy. I drove for an hour along side that same dense fog with the radio screaming, the heat blazing and my heart racing to see you dressed in a black satin gown and too-high heels. What if my car was to spin out of control on the wet highway and I was discovered scantily clad, disoriented, and buried in snow frozen in time…what would my mother say? You called often to ask where was I, how close was I, how far was I, when would I get there? Driving and talking and watching the dense fog hovering in my side view mirror. It was so late when I arrived at our little motel and there you were at midnight…waiting. You sat on the bed across from me

Lust & Love = Tara & Sam
There was a woman named Tara and a man named Sam. They were two, very diffrent people, one a artist and one a lawyer,they lived two very diffrent lives.Tara was a tall, thin, blonde, who loved to relax, and Sam was a Tall dark handsome man who was always way too uptight. They crossed paths in the shopping mall of their town of Spring Falls. They were both there Christmas shopping, when she bumped into him coming out of the bathroom, "Oh", she said. "Excuse Me", as she blushed, she wondered, "wow, Is he married?" As she looked for a wedding that could tell her, he spoke to her." My names Sam, i'm a lawyer here in town , sure am sorry to plow into you like that." She noticed the sound of his voice stirred a feeling inside her, deep inside her. "It's fine, my name is Tara, I am a artist,well trying to be,someday." she cursed herself for sounding so stupid, "say something "she told herself. "Keep him here, this could be you're last chance"Love hadn't treated her so well lately. "Um, we

Hot And Wanting
Katarina or Kat for short, was wearing black fishnets, a black see through thong, no bra, a tight black tube top that was too tight causing her breast to stick out a little, a black very short leather mini-skirt. She got in her black mustang and drove to meet her boyfriend. She parked her mustang and got out and locked it. she walked to the office building and opened the door and went in. She rode the elevator to floor 69. She was getting horny thinking about him. He was a sexy man at the age of 20 and she was a sexy 18 year old. She felt her nipples go hard as she stepped off of the elevator and went to his office. "Thinking of me?" Gambit asked looking at her chest and hard nipples. "Yes!" I have been looking forward for this moment all day.." She walked over and kissed him. He put his hands on her ass. She started to massage his tongue. She felt herself go moist. She broke the kiss and went down to his semi-hard penis, she unbuttoned his pants and started teasing him. He moaned. She

How To Know When Your Geekyness Is Lazy
I want ice cream.. but dang it.. I want a mini freezer in my room now.. man .. that is shamefull.. lmao I want a lcd tv or plasma.. and have a tilted mount so that it has am motor on it and I can look from anyplace in my room.. and bed.. damn.. thats lazy.. lol

Anticipation.............
He wakes up at 4 o'clock in the morning. He can't sleep and feels very restless. His eyes adjusting to the darkness of his room, he sees his suitcases sitting by his bedroom door ready to go. They were packed 3 days ago when he bought his plane ticket to Pittsburgh and was anticipating what to pack for a West Virginia summer. He gets up, turns on his light and starts to write a poem to his true love, who he will see later that day. His friend hears some noises coming from his room, so he peeks in and says, "good morning, Mike." Mike can only smile because the dream of his lifetime is really going to happen TODAY!! He walks into the kitchen and looks around, trying to remember what snacks he wanted to take to keep him from eating horrible airplane food. Now, it's time for his shower. He walks in there and strips down in front of the mirror. He starts flexing because he wants to look pumped up for her. He practices a few different smiles and what he would say to her. Ahhhhh, the shower f

You Take Me Harder
The sun was low in the sky when I called you to the dining room. You came in knowing I would exact some service from you. You kneel at my feet after I had called you, your eyes lowered, your hands on your spread thighs, palms up, quiet. I stand and take from the dining room table a thick, cloth napkin. I spin the napkin in my hand till it is about an inch in diameter and walk behind you blindfolding you with it, tying it securely behind you head. I step in front of you and reach down and lift your hand and you stand. I take off your white robe and toss it to the couch; you are now naked but for a pair of very high heeled black shoes and thigh high black stockings. I walk around you, admiring your body, running my fingers around on your exposed flesh and over the sexy fabric of your stockings. I lead you to the round wooden dining table, getting your back toward it. I lift you up on the table and lay you back, your crotch just at the edge, your lovely legs dangling down. I spread

“you Who Have Entered This Cave, You Must Now Live Out A Sexual Fantasy. Once You Have Done So We Will Release You.”
Me and Jade are walking in the forest together, hand in hand, when the path gets too narrow to walk side by side any longer. I slow down to allow her to take the lead, primarily so that I can keep my eyes on her as we walk. Our discussion turns to sex and erogenous zones when finally I can take no more. I reach forward and pull her back to me, my arms wrap around her and my lips press against her neck with my tongue flicking at the junction between head and neck. My teeth gently nibble at just that spot before my tongue travels up the side of her neck to her ear. My tongue flicks in to lick and toy with her ear before reaching back to suck and nibble her ear lobe. “Gods but I want you m’dear,” I whisper into her ear. My hands roam across her stomach still covered by her shirt. A single drop of rain spatters against her nose, followed by another and another. Suddenly lightning flashes and thunder crashes. The rain pours down in buckets. “We have to get out of this storm.

Guess This Song And Artist And Win A Gift From Me!
"Through autums golden gown, we used to kick our way, You aways loved this time of year. Those fallen leaves lay undisturbed now, Cause you're not here! Cause you're not here!" If you know the answer, be the first to post a comment below. There are actually two different answers (same artist different projects) that I will accept. If you give me both project names I'll give you two prizes. Awesome, that's it exactly!!! This is actually one of my most favorite albums of all time!!! I own it now on CD but I have also owned the double record for as long I could remember. This record actually gave me so many night mares when I was younger. But I did not care, I loved it. For most of ya'll that may now be familar with this album, it is a sort of musical play on record or a rock opera. It is a captivating blend of classical music and seventies rock set to the timeless masterpiece "the War of the Worlds", bye H.G. Wells. If you have never heard it you would be

Atlast They Meet
The alarm clock gos off...she slowly opens her eyes and smiles...Today is the day I meet my love face to face...She takes her shower and then rubs lotion all over her body and puts on her best outfit...She Brushes her long hair and stands infront of the mirrow...as she puts on her lipstick she thinks of him...she starts to get butterflies... She calls her best friend as she walks out the door... She tells her this is it this is the day im scared but im ready...Her friend wishes her luck and tells her everything will be ok... She drives to the airport and boreds the plain heading to cali... She sits at the window and looks out as she thinks of him.... Her heart is beating faster as they are ready to land... She walks off the plain and there he is waiting with a dozen of red roses and a smile u couldnt buy... She looks right into his eyes and smiles... She is shaking... He takes her hand and pulls her near and hugs her... A warm feeling takes over her body her body gets weak an

Need To Be Done!!!!!!
This is a killer thingy! I know its long but its really awesome! You need to at least try it once! Go to - http://www.bzoink.com/S66623/proceed/Thought_I_Couldn't_Top_It,_Huh?_OVER_2000_Questions!_(Truly_the_Longest!).html and do it! Thanks! Whitney

Celebrating Coincidence
A chicken farmer went to a local bar, sat next to a woman, and ordered a glass of champagne. The woman perks up and says, "How about that? I just ordered a glass of champagne, too!" "What a coincidence," he said, "This is a special day for me, I'm celebrating." "This is a special day for me, too, and I'm also celebrating," says the woman. "What a coincidence," says the man. As they clinked glasses he asked, "What are you celebrating?" "My husband and I have been trying to have a child, and today my gynecologist told me I'm pregnant!" "What a coincidence," says the man. "I'm a chicken farmer. For months all my hens were infertile, but today they're finally laying fertilized eggs." "That's great!" says the woman, "How did you manage that?" "I switched cocks," he replied. She smiled and said, "What a coincidence!"

Didn't Write This One But Had To Post It Anyway
I didn't write this...But I love it anyway. Its called Call Of The Zombie by Rob Zombie. Its a song. And out the darkness the zombie did call True pain and suffering he brought to them all Away were the children to hide in their beds For fear that the devil would chop off their heads. Love that so very much. Yay for Rob Zombie!

Life
When your time comes to die. Be not like those who's hearts are filled with fear of dealth. So when their time comes they weep and they pray for a little more time to live their lives over again in a diffrent way. Sing your death song and die like a Hero going home

Spirit Of The Feather
What secrets do the feathers tell, As they waft through the silent air. Their story is one that is very old. messages that the shadow one hold They appear before you while upon their flight they did fall. To the earth as they touch us all. When to our heart your spirit did speak, that in which you taught us to be. Oh creator your breath I have seen as it burst forth into a mist A strong and great life giver he has been. For all of us on this path that we do walk Our provider is behind us and stands tall In his strength and wisdom we will remain As he cares for us we do the same care for this feather that falls so soft. It is the gentle nature of the spirit that covers the heart of the big and the samll THE SPIRIT PROTECTS US ALL

Ten Examples Of Crap English
A comma here and a hyphen there would make all the difference to these needlessly misleading sentences. 1. Waitresses required for breakfast. 2. The box contained old Enid Blytons sex books and videos 3. She liked cooking Delia Smith in particular. 4. He put on his dress shirt and shoes. 5. Slow workmen in road. 6. I decided on an alteration of course. 7. Elephants please stay in you car. 8. Playground fine for littering. 9. The man how hunts ducks out on weekends. 10. Monster man eating shark.

Children And Grand Children
Children and Grand Children are full of wonder and innocence. Their lives hold so much promise. Their bright eyes are filled with adventure and curiosity. Know that they love you for devotion and gentle wisdom. Treasure the memories

Bush To Award Medal Of Honor To Fallen Marine
QUANTICO, Va. (AP) - An emotional President Bush said Friday he would present the Medal of Honor -- America's highest military decoration -- to a Marine who died when he jumped on a grenade in Iraq and saved the lives of two comrades. The medal will be given posthumously to Cpl. Jason Dunham of Scio, N.Y., who died on April 22, 2004 of wounds he suffered when his patrol was ambushed near the Syrian border. "He and his men stopped a convoy of cars that were trying to make an escape," Bush said during a speech to dedicate a new Marine museum. "As he moved to search one of the vehicles, an insurgent jumped out and grabbed the corporal by the throat." During hand-to-hand combat with the insurgent, Dunham called out to his fellow Marines: "No, no, no. Watch his hand!" "Moments later, an enemy grenade rolled out," Bush said. "Cpl. Dunham did not hesitate. He jumped on the grenade to protect his fellow Marines. He used his helmet and his body to absorb the blast." Friday would

Neil Peart Of Rush - Hard At Work!
Neil Peart has been busy. Since returning to full form in 2002, the 54-year-old drummer for Canadian mega-rock trio Rush has been preoccupied with a series of personal and professional projects: two studio albums, subsequent concert tours, DVDs, a website, and the writing of three books, including his latest work, Roadshow: Landscape With Drums. Speaking on the phone from a Toronto recording studio where he and bandmates Geddy Lee and Alex Lifeson are at work on their 18th original studio album, Peart explains his motivations for chronicling his motorcycle journeys during Rush's 2004 30th anniversary tour. "This book works on different levels," he says. "On the one hand, it became the logical culmination of so many desires to try and explain what it is really like to be a touring musician and the kinds of personal and artistic conflicts that exist in trying to survive and make a living doing something creatively satisfying. "At the same time, it is a travel diary of sor

Usual
I sat today in our usual spot on our usual day at our usual restarant after work. I ate today my usual omlete my usual coffee my usual cig after my breakfast. My usual payday saturday turned unusual today. Everything the same but for one thing You! Everything that was usual when you where here turned unusual And everything that was different was different because of the absence you. * Darn it! I put it in the wrong folder! This is my poem, I wrote it! Its not lyrics.

They Have Dicks
i lost my bf now he is my x and and i lost one in iraq when i was preg and ya why are there with guys there life death and sex but the problem i have is the whole death part when some one dies you are losing your best friend your hero your partner i give my heart out to the people in iraq dieing every day and there family i would do anything for my life to be there so i know what going how they think how they feel if they feel or if they eer need some one to talk to i am always around to the point if you send me in the army came back with a metal and know nation wide still no one will be with me i love the guys that are sweet and caring the ones if you dont see them for a long time when you finlly see them they scoop you up in there arms just kissing you crying with tears i wish more guys could say being a man is meaning you do cry well me busting out soon bye

The Song Remembers When~trisha Yearwood
I was standing at the counter I was waiting for the change When I heard that old familiar music start It was like a lighted match Had been tossed into my soul It was like a dam had broken in my heart After taking every detour Getting lost and losing track So that even if I wanted I could not find my way back After driving out the memory Of the way things might have been After I'd forgotten all about us The song remembers when We were rolling through the Rockies We were up above the clouds When a station out of Jackson played that song And it seemed to fit the moment And the moment seemed to freeze When we turned the music up and sang along And there was a God in Heaven And the world made perfect sense We were young and were in love And we were easy to convince We were headed straight for Eden It was just around the bend And though I have forgotten all about it The song remembers when I guess something must have happened And we must have said goodbye

Angel~~sarah Mclachlan
Spend all your time waiting for that second chance For the break that will make it OK There's always some reason to feel not good enough And it's hard at the end of the day I need some distraction or a beautiful release Memories seep from my veins Let me be empty and weightless and maybe I'll find some peace tonight Chorus : In the arms of the Angel far away from here From this dark, cold hotel room, and the endlessness that you feel You are pulled from the wreckage of your silent reverie You're in the arms of the Angel, may you find some comfort here So tired of the straight line, and everywhere you turn There's vultures and thieves at your back The storm keeps on twisting, you keep on building the lies That make up for all that you lack It don't make no difference, escape one last time It's easier to believe In this sweet madness, oh this glorious sadness That brings me to my knees [Chorus] In the arms of the Angel, may you find some comfort here

Veterans Day
By Taylor Weinman Representing the red white and blue The colors of our flag stand out proud and true. The white stars on blue background with red and white stripes Remind me of these veterans, who all risked their lives. Just so the people of the U.S. could all live in peace and be free These are the heroes that represent you and me. They stood up strongly, untied as one, And kept up the fighting until they were done. And although some have fallen, and lost their lives in war, We pray for each one of them. And now that their souls live on forever more, Above in God's hands. They watch over our nation, And give us strength to triumph over others with strong anticipation. So every year, when this day comes by, Think of all the veterans that while fighting, had to die. And remember that they were people With fire and passion embedded inside. They die for this country, So remember and honor them wi

Sometimes The World Seems
by Larissa Myschuk Sometimes the world seems like it's Upside-down Inside out Torn down the middle In need of arrangement Desperate for guidance Wanting direction Lacking leadership Losing patience Turning and flipping Backwards and sideways Speeding endlessly forward On a path of self-destruction And the only thing to stop it, The only thing to calm it, Is the lives of the men that Fight passionately Fall readily and Die willingly.

Heroes Die For Me
by Jamie Burns I am the flag I look down upon this land called America . I have been here since this great nation was formed, I have seen each battle fought I have seen the heroes die for me, for my country Thank you all those of you Who have kept me flying in the breeze Keeping this country united as one. Thank you those of you who have sacrificed your lives, Giving up all that I may still fly, Watching over the citizens of this nation. Thank you all those of you who have ever fought, I am ever grateful for you. You risked everything; you faced death each day, Faced fear, faced many terrible things. And because of you, my thank you's ring out, Filling the sky, echoing from the hills They find their way to the graveyards, And to all of you still living, You are a special kind of person. To anyone who has ever served this country, And to those serving today Thank you.

Facts Of The Flag
The United States Flag Code stipulates that as the symbol of a living country, the flag is considered in itself a living thing and should be properly displayed and cared for. The code outlines the proper ways to display the American flag. Raise the flag briskly. Lower it ceremoniously. Never allow the flag to touch the ground or floor. Do not fly the flag in bad weather, unless it is an all-weather flag. The flag can only be flown at night if properly illuminated. Otherwise, it should only be flown from sunrise to sunset. The flag should always be allowed to fall free. The flag should never be used to carry, store, or deliver anything. Never fly the flag upside down except to signal an emergency. Ceremonial When hung over a sidewalk on a rope extending from a building, the stars are always away from the building. When the flag is hung over a street running east to west, the stars are always toward the north. When the flag is hung over a street running north to south,

The Marine...
The Marine Please don't delete this until you send it on, Let's send it around the world. FRIENDS ARE BORN, NOT MADE This is a poem being sent from a Marine to his Dad. For those who take the time to read it, you'll see a letter from him to his Dad at the bottom. It makes you truly thankful for not only the Marines, but ALL of our troops. THE MARINE We all came together, Both young and old To fight for our freedom, To stand and be bold. In the midst of all evil, We stand our ground, And we protect our country From all terror around. Peace and not war, Is what some people say. But I'll give my life, So you can live the American way. I give you the right To talk of your peace. To stand in your groups, and protest in our streets. But still I fight on, I don't bitch, I don't whine. I'm just one of the people Who is doing your time. I'm harder than nails,

Casting Call For Movie
Casting Call We are getting ready to produce another movie and have a need for both male and female talent. The location is a private one somewhere in East Tennessee and will not be disclosed until the time of the shoot. If you are interested in being on film and in our next DVD then please send the following information to ssvideo@toyorders.com - Please note when sending email to that address you will have to verify your email address before I get the email due to the 1000's of spam emails I get. You can also contact me via yahoo messenger sunshynevideo should you have any questions. - NAME - AGE & BIRTHDATE - ETHNICITY - LOCATION - AVAILABILITY - Experience - CONTACT INFO - HEAD AND BODY PHOTOS

Im Loving Memory.....
I KNOW THIS PAIN VERY WELL. SPC JAMES A CHANCE "JIMMY"... MY FIANCE.... WAS KILLED ON NOVEMBER 6TH 2003. WE WERE TO BE MARRIED IN JANUARY OF 2004 YET THAT DAY NEVER ARRIVED. INSTEAD I HAD TO LISTEN TO THE WORDS.. "IM SORRY, YOUR FIANCE WAS KILLED IN THE LINE OF DUTY." I HOPE AND PRAY FOR ANY WIFE GIRLFRIEND HUSBAND OR BOYFRIEND...SONS AND DAUGHTERS AND SO ON... THAT YOU NEVER HAVE TO HEAR THOSE WORDS. GOD BLESS YOU HEROS..YOUR MEMORIES WILL ALWAYS LIVE ON. ~PAIN IS MY PASSION~ .. width="425" height="350">..>

11/11/ 11:00
Why do we remember at this time on this day For on this day in 1918 The guns of August 1914 fell silent this day Verdun Ypres Gallipoli The Eastern Front Flanders fields these names forgotten now All were fresh all were new For on this November the 11 at 11:00 1918 The guns of August fell silent. That is why we remember on this day The guns of August fell silent on this day so long ago The guns they fell silent So as you honor those who serve and those who have on this day remember this. The guns fell silent. Caty

A Soldiers Wife...
I PRAYED FOR STRENGTH... I PRAYED FOR PEACE... I PRAYED TO BRING HIM HOME TO ME. YET HE NEVER MADE IT HOME. R.I.P. JAMES A CHANCE. "JIMMY" I LOVE YOU AND ILL ALWAYS MISS YOU. R.I.P. TO EVERY FALLEN SOLDIER THAT HAS DIED DEFENDING MY FREEDOM. MAY GOD PROTECT THE ONES STILL FIGHTING AND WATCH OVER THEIR FAMILIES AS THEY DEAL WITH THE PAIN OF THEIR LOVED ONES GOING TO BATTLE. Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Make It Count
Saturday, November 11, 2006 Make it count Don't miss out on the value in this moment by wishing that it had somehow been different. Live it for all that it can be. Don't let this beautiful day slip uselessly through your fingers while consumed with worry about what tomorrow will bring. Make full use of the time you now have, and that will put you in the best position to face anything that may come. Whatever your age, or level of physical ability, or financial situation, there is something positive and valuable you can do right now. Consider all the beautiful choices that life is currently making available to you, and then seize the best of them. You already know how satisfying it feels to make a positive difference. Realize that you now have the opportunity to experience that satisfaction again, right where you are. Life is happening all around you right now. This moment is precisely what you make it. Make it full, and rich, and memorable and valuable. Give your be

After His Death, Sgt. Mock's Words Mean Even More
BAGHDAD, Iraq (CNN) -- I was scrolling through the Pentagon's list of American troops killed in action in October, trying to determine how many deaths were caused by roadside bombs and how many by small-arms fire. That's when I came across the name of Army Sgt. Willsun Mock, 23, of Harper, Kansas. The realization that he died crashed down on me. (Watch Mock describe the thoughts and fears of a soldier at war -- 4:11) I flashed back to the moment that I saw the news release on October 22 of a "MND-B soldier killed by roadside bomb in eastern Baghdad. The name of the deceased is being withheld pending notification of the next of kin." A colleague had said at the time: "That's 11 this weekend." Number 11 was Mock, a soldier I met in the fall of 2004. I really got to know Mock, as his comrades called him, as a specialist during the infamous November 2004 Falluja offensive. He would be on the gun on overnight duty, and I would be trying to send our stories back to CNN'

Way's To Say No
Ways to say no * I did my own thing and now I've got to undo it. * I have to check the freshness dates on my dairy products. * I have to floss my pets. * I have to go to the post office to see if I'm still wanted. * I want to spend more time with my blender. * I'm attending the opening of my garage door. * I'm building a pig from a kit. * I'm doing door-to-door collecting for static cling. * I'm enrolled in aerobic scream therapy. * I'm getting my overalls overhauled. * I'm going through cherry cheesecake withdrawal. * I'm staying home to work on my mottled yogurt sculptures. * I'm teaching my ferret to yodel. * I'm trying to see how long I can go without saying yes. * I've got plans to go downtown to try on gloves. * It's my parakeet's bowling night. * My patent is pending. * The nice man on television told me to stay tuned.

11/11 @ 11:00
Why do we remember at this time on this day... For on this day in 1918 The guns of August 1914 fell silent this day Verdun Ypres Gallipoli The Eastern Front Flanders fields these names forgotten now All were fresh all were new For on this November the 11 at 11:00 1918 The guns of August fell silent. That is why we remember on this day The guns of August fell silent on this day so long ago The guns they fell silent So as you honor those who serve and those who have on this day remember this. The guns fell silent.

To The One I Love
To the one I love, the one I adore My only goal in life, the one I live for. Though we may fight more than we get along, I hope our relationship will never go wrong. I love to be with you, I love you around I'm so glad, I'm the one you found. Though you may not see, what you mean to me My love for you will always be. I know you love me, and I know you care That's why I treasure the love we share. I want you to know, I'm here for you. Whatever it is, I'll help you through. To the one I love, the one I adore, My love grows everyday, more and more!

Junestdah Speaks Tha Truth...face It Or Run The Other Way.....
I am only as strong as the caffeine I drink, the hair spray I use and the girlfriends I have Here's to you! Why do we only have parties for each other when one of us gets married, pregnant, has a birthday, or retires? What would most of us do without our sisters, confidants, and shopping, lunching and traveling girlfriends? Let's celebrate each other for each other's sake! If you get this twice or more, you are lucky to have more than one girlfriend. Someone will always be prettier. Someone will always be smarter. Their house will be bigger. They will drive a better car. Their children will do better in school. And their husband will fix more things around the house. So let it go, Be Happy! And love yourself and your circumstances. Think about it. The prettiest woman in the world can have hell in her heart. And the most highly favored woman on your job may be unable to have children. And the richest woman you know, she's got the car, the house, t

I Am Alil Pissed Off
This is a vent, i know i just go and post and repsot everything means something and more so about fallen soldiers, missing childern, etc, anything that has meaning. As yesterday i posted something for the soldiers for Veterns/Rememberance Day and it got a repsoted 3 times, is it that you guys just don't give a damn on who's on your friends and families list anymore? I see other people that get things reposted so many times about meaningless sh*t like lets F*ck or something on that sort of line. Then why is it that with all the friends and families on my list don't bother looking at the posts for something that is so important like today. This bothers me to a T and if this keeps happening then I will start deleting people from my list or just leave the site which i like so much, it's hurtful thats all i am saying.

Serious Note On Cruise Control
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: Doug...Free Agent...Stumpy...whatever Date: Nov 11 2006 12:13 PM I did not know this, but then nothing I drive is new enough to have cruise control anyway unless you count a bit and bridle. ----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: WINDSRISING Date: Nov 11 2006 2:04 AM this should be common sense... but apparently not I wonder how many people know about this?A 36-year-old female had an accident several weeks ago and totaled her car. A resident of Kilgore, Texas, she was traveling between Gladewater and Kilgore. It was raining, though not excessively, when her car suddenly began to hydroplane and literally flew through the air. She was not seriously injured but very stunned at the sudden occurrence!When she explained to the highway patrolman what had happened, he told her something that every driver should know - NEVER DRIVE IN THE RAIN WITH YOUR CRUISE CONTROL ON. She had thought she was being cauti

What Exactly Classifies An Eating Disorder?
People in my family have been getting kinda worried about me. I think they think I'm trying to starve myself just cause they never see me eat (been there, done that, not the happiest of scenerios). It's not that I DONT eat, I just dont eat as much. I get full pretty quick nowadays,and only eat when im actually hungry. but im definetely not trying to starve myself. I mean, on one hand, they compliment me about the fact that ive lost wieght, but on the other, I get a worried look when im just not hungry enough to eat dinner. I honestly dont eat as healthy as i should as it is and get at least some exercise. I have wieghed alot before and that was when I did starve myself off 30 pounds. So now I can't really blame them if they think I'm trying to starve myself. (I was 14, wieghed about 170) but I eventually gained some back, lost more, gained a little back, and its basically been a yoyo thing ever since. Like the other night, we were having pork chops for dinner and when i told my mom i w

Tell Me Why My Tears Run After So Many Years Of Not Crying
thought my tears ran dry but yet again i cry i wonder why all the shit i went through brought me to where im standin and where i got to i sit here with strength in my heart i wont fall apart because for once someone stayed true truer then i ever was to the blue like you dont even have a clue if you think you do you a fool the pain ive endured was cruel and unrelenting now im repenting representin all the fallen i hear em callin my name the game aint a game im like a shoutdown from the heavens Thats why im alive man im their lucky 7 Thanks you to the people who have stayed true to me ill be there for you always, thank you....

Why Do We Do Things We Do?
Why do we... Take for granted our lives we live Leave things unsaid Let our friends think we don't think about them Let words get in the way Not "show up" for someone we love Judge others Make a big deal out of a small situation Let our emotions overlap others needs Force ourselves to be the "Good Guy" Not do a damn thing about things we care about Have "Dreams" that'll never come true Torture ourselves with reality Live in a fantasy world Live for everyone else and not ourselves Not trust anyone anymore?

Wisdom
Wisdom Wisdom is the ability, developed through experience, insight and reflection, to discern truth and exercise good judgment. Wisdom is sometimes conceptualized as an especially well developed form of common sense. Most psychologists regard wisdom as distinct from the cognitive abilities measured by standardized intelligence tests. Wisdom is often considered to be a trait that can be developed by experience, but not taught. When applied to practical matters, the term wisdom is synonymous with prudence. Some see wisdom as a quality that even a child, otherwise immature, may possess independent of experience or complete knowledge. Contemporary culture limits the importance of wisdom and intuition, particularly American culture; Wisdom/Intuition is a right brain activity, while logic is a left brain activity. Dietrich Bonhoeffer: To understand reality is not the same as to know about outward events. It is to perceive the essential nature of things. The best-informed man is not nece

The Deal
ok kiddies! here's the deal, my parents are home now, so i cant have the webcam out as much as i would like. PLUS i dont get nude on it anyway so chill your horses, cowboys. so yea, it's not to disappoint, it's so i dont get crucified if my parents find the cam (cuz they're protective like that). next, i gotta kidsit tonight at 6:30 until who knows when. point is, i wont be online from like 6:20 on. BUT i will be making moneys, lol. i'm still gettin the same "i'll be there for you" and then the empty space and silence between me and whoever said it. soooo, i'm done believin that...unless...no nvm, no unless. argh...life is fun somedays. i'm pissed at the frickin hot topic website. this is soooo bitch but i'm sorry, i have to do this. ok i ordered a bunch of stuff from there. i got TWO out of like 5 things. the other stuff was backordered. BS cuz it's still not here and it's been over a month!! grrrr! there's prolly more that you'll be hearing about later but

Tigers Lions And Bears... Oh My!!!!
ugh another day ... just sitting around waiting to run out to walmart to buy a friggin usb cable for my BRAND NEW PRINTER that didnt come with one...... how effin stupid is that.... i know last night i ranted to Jesse about this for almost 2 hours...poor guy.... prolly when he got off the phone he was like "thanks god that is over" LOL.....of course when he and i talk on the phone its like.... we have to pass a talking stick back and forth cuz we could just both sit there and talk pretty much about nothing...but yet we talk about everything....this is something i really never experienced with Dave....with Dave i always felt i was wrong...but im so happy i have someone i can share MY thoughts with and he can share HIS thoughts with me as well..... as i sit here i see someone rating my pictures LOL kind of what i like about this CT thingybobber thingamig...... i seriously need to clean my keyoard LOL.... i think there is something like chocolate between my Page up and Page down but

This Would Be Written By Mrs. Morganne!!
Never Any Good I'm your toy that never works, the bear missing its head. the doll without a family, and the dog you never fed. I'm your slave without a right, the maid you never pay. the cook you poisened with your words, and the wife you beat today. I'm your camera without film, the crutch that won't support. the pen that never writes, and the problem you can't sort. I'm the clothes on your floor, that you step on everyday. I'm the lies that you speak, and the bullshit that you say. I'm the heart that your broke, the gun that you held. the bullet that went through, and the scream that you yelled. I'm the body on the floor, yes the blood is all mine. i'm splattered on the wall, for all the world to find.

Mrs. Morganne!
Kiss Me!! So kiss me like you did;; My h.e.a.r.t [s t o p p e d] beating. [I]hear your foot step[s] xMove the floorboards above my headx I hope you know that I'm down here [ .Just.for.you. ] How could you do this to me? LookatwhatImadeforyou. make time slower Give me . [longer] . Excuse me [while i fall apart...] Don't flatter yourself sweetheart; L e t m e t a k e t h e w h e e l && c r a s h t h i s c a r . . Do you have to make this so hard? You're so good at [ p.r.e.t.e.n.d.i.n.g ] everything's alright, Soareweplayingforkeeps?

5 Things U Need To Know About Women
top 5 things you need to know about women Current mood: bored 1}it never hurts to say sorry,even if you dont mean it 2}women like a big penis,but having one is not a good excuse to suck at foreplay 3}women are not afraid to get kinky ,you just need te balls to ask them 4)women cant live without stress,every once in awhile she will start a fight for no reason,accept this as a running,inevitable theme and your relationship will make alot more sense 5}once in awhile let her pick the movie and dont

Repost
Sky is blue Water is wet I'll make you cum I'll make you sweat Pressed up against my body Movin up and down Slowly but firmly We'll move the ground Kissing Is A Habit Fucking Is A Game Guys Get All The Pleasure Girls Get All The Pain 10 Minutes Of Pleasure 9 Months Of Pain 3 Days In The Hospital A Baby Without A Name The Baby Is A Bastard The Mother Is A Whore and Daddy is an asshole! This Woulda Never Happend If The Rubber Hadn't Tore!! Sex is like math You subtract the clothes Add the bed Divide the legs And Pray to god You dont multiply Roses are red Grass is green Open your legs And I'll fill you with cream Hickory dickory dock This bitch was suckin my cock The clock struck two I dumped my goo And dumped her to the end of the block Sex is good Sex is fine Doggy Style & 69 Just for fun Or gettin paid Everyone likes gettin laid Sex is evil Sex is a sin Sins are forgiven So stick it in!!! u opene

And Again
1. Bed 2. Car 3. Tanning Bed 4. Under a semi 5. Cemetary 6. Library Sign 7. Post Office Stairway 8.inside a soccer goal post 9. in a tree 10. on the roof of your car 11. in a library 12. church 13. in a snow fort 14. Walmart 15. pool 16. on top your dads back when he's sleeping 17. the shower? lol =] 18. In bed bath and beyond! LoL! 19.on the washer!!!! lol 20.in the guys locker room 21. At the park!! 22. on a water slide...lOl..hehe 23. on a fucking trampoline heehee 24. In The Garden !!!!!!!!! lol........ 25. IN CLASS ON A DESK 26. ON THE DINING ROOM TABLE 27. ALLEY 28. AT AN AMERICAN MATRESS STORE, WHILE TRYIN OUT A BED 29. IN A MALL 30. IN A CAB 31. AT A BALL GAME 32. Your parents bed lol 33. toilet seat. 34. Bathtub 35 hot tub 36. Jacuzzi 37. Sink 38. Chair 39. Dryer 40. In top of hood of car 41. back seat of car 42. hammock 43. beach 44. Motel 45. Cruise Ship 46. couch 47. Floor 48. Work 49. penitentiary visiting room lol 50. Mo

Humor
Here is a fairly extensive compilation of some of the extraordinary sexual activities that can be performed by men: 1. Hot Lunch - While receiving head from a woman, you proceed to shit on her chest. (A.k.a. the Cleveland Steamer) 2. The Stranger - Sitting on your hand until it falls asleep and then jerking off, eliciting the feeling of a hand job from someone else. 3. Western Grip- When jerking off, turn your hand around, so that your thumb is facing towards you. It is the same grip that rodeo folks use. Hence, western. 4. The Blumpkin- You need to find a real tramp to do this right. It involves having her sucking you off while you are on the shitter. 5. Donkey Punch - Banging a girl doggy style and then moments before you cum, sticking your dick in her ass, and then punching her in the back of the head. This gives a tremendous sensation, but for it to work correctly, the girl must be knocked out so that her asshole tightens up.

Song Of The Day Dishwalla - Counting Blue Cars
Must have been mid-afternoon I could tell by how far the child's shadow is stretched out and He walks with a purpose In his sneakers Down the street he had Many questions like children often do... He said "Tell me all your thoughts on God? And tell me am I very far?" Must have been late afternoon On our way the sun broke free of the clouds We count only blue cars Skip the cracks in the street And ask many questions like children often do... We said "Tell me all your thoughts on God? Cause I'd really like to meet her And ask her why we're who we are? Tell me all your thoughts on God? Cause I'm on my way to see her So tell me am I very far Am I very far now?" It's getting cold Picked up the pace How our shoes make hard noises in this place Our clothes are stained We pass many cross-eyed people And ask many questions like children often do... "Tell me all your thoughts on God? Cause I'd really like to meet her And ask her why we're who we are? Tell

What Body Part Are You Attracted To?
You scored as Boobs. You are attracted to: boobs.You're a Titty Freak!Boobs100%Abs/Stomach100%Butt75%Face33%Penis0%What Body Part Are You Attracted To?(pics) ver. 2.0created with QuizFarm.com

What Is Your Sexual Style? Could Be?
You scored as Violent. You are violent. To you there is nothing better than a good spank. You like scratching and biting 'cause that's what people are for.Violent100%Hot94%Wet94%Exciting75%Sweet38%Soft19%Awkward0%Shy0%What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com

What Kind Of Sex Do You Love? Omg! Roflmao
You scored as Anal Sex. Damn you lubricated vagina, damn you to hell! Butt seriously you like to try a "hole" ASSortment of things in bed..Oral Sex100%Anal Sex100%Phone Sex100%Cyber Sex100%Normal Sex83%Orgy83%Gay Sex67%What kind of SEX do you love? (pics)created with QuizFarm.com

Please Help.....
I'm in a contest for the best smile. Please stop by and rate my pic a 10, and leave me a few comments. There is no limit on the number of comments you can leave. Also, please feel free to rate everyone else a 1 (except for If You Only Knew, and Wild Thing...they're friends of mine.) Here's the link: These are my friends also in the contest: Feel free to vote for them too. Thanks! And feel free to have your friends vote too!!

Why Advertise Naked/private?
I just don't get it. I KNOW there are some people on here that repeatedly post naked/private pictures. I have some, but if you're open and WANT to see them, I have no problems with it. What I don't get? Why the fuck do people post naked pictures, sex pictures, "x" rated pictures, and these stupid idiotic things that say "naked pictures of me and so and so, and no, you can't see them, he he he" I'm sorry, you're a dumb fuckbucket cum brain. I don't understand you. Why is it a hehehehe that nobody can see your pictures? Is this like a stupid whore tease thing? Because that's exactly what you are. A stupid teasing whore. Why post pictures if you aren't EVER going to let anyone see them? Or is it because you're just that fucking dumb you realize that you can't SHOW YOURSELF OFF if nobody can see them? Dumb asses. There's my daily for the daily for the day. Have a great one. I've insulted who I wanted to, so I'm going to. danny

Realize Some Shit People.
Alright I'm starting to realize about half you mother fuckers on here for one reason and that's to get your damn rank up and have stupid horny fuckers tell you they wanna do you in the butt or some stupid ass shit like that. Me I'm here for conversations to meet people so guess what now we are gonna play a game of talk or walk. As you can tell you friend's list has already been reduced and I'm sure it's going to thin out even more. So here's the thing don't fuckin ask to rate you and consider it a conversation. No actually learn about me get to know me and then you can keep your place on the friends list. Peace out Mother Fuckers.

Things That Make You Go Hmmm?
Why, Why, Why > >do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are >getting dead? > >Why do banks charge a fee on "insufficient funds" when they know there is >not enough money? > >Why does someone believe you when you say there are four >billion stars, but check when you say the paint is wet? > >Why doesn't glue stick to the bottle? > >Why do they use sterilized needles for death by lethal injection? > >Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? > >Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw a >revolver at him? > >Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets? > >Whose idea was it to >put an "S" in the word "lisp"? > >If people evolved from apes, why are there still apes? > >Why is it that no matter what color bubble bath you use the bubbles are >always white? > >Is there ever a day that mattresses are not on sale? > >Why do people constantly return to the refrigerator with hopes that >something new to eat will have m

It's Always The Coldest When You're Alone
Frightened But that goes without showing Something inside Feels like it’s growing I’m scared as can be Because i know for sure Since these feelings are growing inside of me You wont dare to look at me Confused But that is obviously seen Something inside Keeps me weak in the knees I have felt this before And I know for sure Since these thoughts are awaking inside of me You won’t dare to look at me And no one will believe it until it’s said in stone, But it’s always the coldest when you are alone So give me your blanket a kiss on the cheek just give me a jacket you know that I’m weak do something to show there’s something in you Because I don’t know If you feel for me too It’s crazy How I can’t hide my pain Something inside Keeps the hook in my brain Is there something I’m missing Something you can insure I know these dreams inside of me Will make you turn away from me Insanity Hold back my complaints Something inside Wants me to break this chai

One....
1 question 1 chance. 1 answer. That's all you get. You get to ask me 1 question. (TO MY INBOX) any one question, no matter how crazy it is. ANY 1 question!! Conditions: I won't tell ANYONE what you asked me and Ill answer it honestly The catch is, you have to repost this and see what people ask you. So go for it get P.S. If you ask me a question, i can ask you any question and you have to answer it honestly anyone scared..

A Male Patient
A male patient is lying in bed in the hospital, wearing an oxygen mask Over his mouth and nose, still heavily sedated from a difficult, four-hour surgical procedure. A young student nurse appears to give him a partial sponge bath. "Nurse," he mumbles from behind the mask. "Are my testicles black?" Embarrassed, the young nurse replies, "I don't know, sir. I'm only here to wash your upper body and feet." He struggles to ask again, "Nurse, are my testicles black?" Concerned that he may elevate his vitals from worry about his testicles, She overcomes her embarrassment and sheepishly pulls back the covers. She raises his gown, holds his penis in one hand and his testicles in the other, lifting and moving them around. Then she takes a close look and says, "There's nothing wrong with them, sir!" The man pulls off his oxygen mask, smiles at her, and says very slowly, "Thank you very much. That was wonderful, but listen very, very closely.........

Excerpts From My Book 2
Remember me? The forgotten one with the penchant to help lost souls, even though I my self am lost? They say that that which does not kill you only makes you stronger…or makes you mad enough with a vengeance to find that which tried to kill you in the first place. Am I mad? Am I mad because I have tried to find that very thing…Death. Death is no stranger to me. He comes to me in the middle of the night to steal away the only ones I truly loved. My mother. My father. My precious, beautiful, princess, Carrie. He stole them right from my very grasp. Yes, I mourned for my mother and my father. But not nearly as deeply as I have mourned for my Carrie. Some say circumstances change people, sometimes down to the very core. And I am not the same man that I was ten months ago. Not the same gentle, kind, loving soul who would literally give the shirt from his very back to one in need. No, I am much different now. More callous, and cautious. Carrie’s death saw to that. I hav

All I Want.......
Ok i found another poem (im kmow geeky but thats me) that I like and just like the other one if u happen to be the author i will remove it.... All I want is to be held on to tight to hear you love me and that it will be all right That’s all I ever want to hear You whisper softly in my ear Hold me tight and don’t let go I’m waiting, longing, time moves so slow Written by Andrea Hulegaard

I'm Tired
i so fucking tired of losers hitting me up... people who are wanksters wanna add em as thier friend... well guys what fuckers... it doesnt happen... i am not interested in you look.. or music... i'm also not interested in allyou fucking emo's .... stop sending me shit... i'm not adding you... go cut yourself... do i have an "i like emo" look to you... some of us are real rockers... not anime watching manga reading losers... go listent o your j-rock and be fucking gone... unless you can name me 20 songs by cradle of filth or morbid angel... without the use of google... then your not worth my fucking time... so i hope you fucking read this b4 you send me your lame ass... "your so pretty" messages and friend requests... ~Countess Filth~

Women
Here's to women, women are the most beautiful of all creations, women are as delicate as a flower, but when needed they are as tough as nails, women have have the power to cast a spell on men that will have us running butt naked down the street in the rain, so here's to the beautiful, down to earth, independent, women in the world, Black, White, Indian, Asian, Ect. we love you all, now if you'll excuse me, i have to go running, it looks as if it's going rain.

Would U?
Let's say u were close friends with someone. Then all of a sudden u do something stupid and that friend stops talking to u. Then later, they want to be friends again and start talking. Would u take them back or tell them to fuck off?

To All Who Lost Someone At 9/11
Life is so cruel, unfair that we had to go through. To see that horrible tradegy on September 11th, was so dreadful. My regards and sympathy to all who lost their love ones to that horrific event! Here's a special poem for you: AMERICA NEVER FORGETS America Stand up tall, Stand up proud We the Americans Will stand our grounds! America Hear me shout, Hear my roar We will find this coward Make him soar! America The sorrows, The tragedies We have our love ones In our memories. America God Bless the U.S.A. We will not forget That horrific day!

Cruel World
The reason I wrote this poem is because I had went through rough times long ago. People can be so cruel, so judgemental. Why? You seriously haven't got to meet them. Get to know them. Be in their shoes and see what it's like to be in their lives. What they go through. I had a low self-esteem but my brother got me at of it. I tell people what I think, how I feel. I'm honest and up forward. Please, stop judging and get to know someone. To all who got teased, this one is for you: CRUEL WORLD What are you? Are you fat, skinny, ugly, beautiful/handsome, handicapped, little people, deaf, dumb, smart? Who are you? Can you be my friend? No? Why? Is it because I'm different? Why the hatred? Why the name calling? Why are you like you? Why the attitude? Why do you hate so much? Why her? Why him? Why us? Why me? Why am I here? Is God punishing me? The hurting is such a killer! Where's the love? Can you find it? Because it's missing. Did it really leave? Do you hav

Complete Morons!
Why are some of us complete fucking morons and wait to say shit to others WAY after the fact? Why do we dance around subjects that should be addressed right than and there, whether or not it would either destroy us or heaven forbid, make us the happiest we've ever been in our life? I find myself being one of those fucking morons more and more each fucking day. Taking a step back and saying to myself, you should really do or say this to this person because I FEEL the need to put it out there once and for all. But ONLY with the past. I feel like addressing shit that happened in the past might help me understand the present. But so far it only makes me wish that I would have done that shit back then, when it was happening. And yet, I still find myself dancing around shit that is happening now...shit that should be addressed NOW. Why the fuck is that? Am I the only fucking person on this earth who is doing this? Or are there other people like me? Just hoping, needing to know, ne

For Those Who Serve
No matter our views on war and what politics we hold we must always keep in mind we are free because of somes sacrifice ... Because someone served . This is an old poem but fitting. IN SERVICE OF LOVE Too often in this vast land of ours we take our heros for granted who serve in our great services and keep freedom here planted This is a labor of love for which they give their all in our moments of great despair they harken to the call They believe in the ideals we expound and hold the standard high so rarely are they thought about until we hear the cry Of those who would see us undone and stomp on our proud name some would speak ill of them and it brings our country shame For in this land of liberty our flag does surely wave so many gave their all for us and took love to the grave It takes a special kind of love to endure all the hardship true remember in your prayers these heros that give their lives for you By R. Thomas Dinsmore

I So Love Thunderstorms
OMG! When I was a lil girl, I was so frighten of thunderstorms. I literally had to hide behind my uncle's chair to be in my safe haven. One time, we had to go out and it was really wickedly windy outside. I told my dad that I didn't want to go outside, that I may fly away. He calmed me down saying that I won't and that he's here for me. The funny part was that, he told me to hold his hand so tight and you'll be safe. DUDE, did I ever gripped on his hand. *lol* But my pops got me out of being scared of thunderstorms. When lightning flashed and then the rumble of thunder, my pops will tell me, "See, only boom booms! Nothing to be afraid of." I was still holding my ears so tight. But shortly after, took awhile, I started to be REALLY fond of my thunderstorms. And I thank you so much pops, for turning me into a thunderstorm freak! *smiles* LOVE'EM! Here's my MOST FAVORITE Poem ever: THUNDER Day becomes night When the clouds comes rolling in When the weather is not so pleasent,

Talking Or No Talking
Ok everyone, I am on here quite a bit so fi ya wanna chat, send me a message. I try to say hi to who I can once ina while, but sometimes it is nice to see someone contact me occasionally. Not trying ot be selfish, but there are those out there that are "friend collectors" so getting a hi now and then would be nice. I know there are those I haven't said hello to, but I still try to check the profiles and when I get a chance say something *lol* Hence the blog. Guess it is an all purpose howdy to everyone. But I did add ya to my list, so my intention really is so chat now and then. Just either timing sucks (no one is on) or I get really distracted or busy. So no, I am not a fake friend, just kinda tough at times to chat.

A Fitting Tribute!!!
to my first hero as a little girl!! I miss you Uncle Doug!!! (the man that changed my view of the USMC FOREVER! :) The President of the United States takes pleasure in presenting the MEDAL OF HONOR to PRIVATE WILSON D. WATSON UNITED STATES MARINE CORPS RESERVE, for service as set forth in the following CITATION: "For conspicuous gallantry and intrepidity at the risk of his life above and beyond the call of duty as Automatic Rifleman serving with the Second Battalion, Ninth Marines, THIRD Marine Division, during action against enemy Japanese forces on Iwo Jima, Volcano Islands, 26 and 27 February 1945. With his squad abruptly halted by intense fire from enemy fortifications in the high rocky ridges and crags commanding the line of advance, Private Watson boldly rushed one pillbox and fired into the embrasure with his weapon, keeping the enemy pinned down single-handedly until he was in a position to hurl in a grenade, and then running to the rear of the emplacemen

13 Things Pms Stands For:
1. Pimples May Surface 2. Psychotic Mood Shift 3. Perpetual Munching Spree 4 Puffy Mid-Section 5. People Make me Sick 6. Provide Me with Sweets 7. Pardon My Sobbing 8 Pass My Sweatpants 9. Pass My Shotgun 10. Pissy Mood Syndrome 11. Plainly Men Suck 12. Pack My Stuff 13. Potential Murder Suspect

Love..
I had a vision that I was asked what love means to me. I really did and I am not nutty either.. I guess I just zoned and got to thinking. Meditation sometimes does that to me. I only hope when I find that person that feels this way about me, he tells me. What a powerful thing to be told. So many people think that love has different levels, I myself, will not believe that. Love is Love. No matter how you look at it, it all comes from the heart. Love.. My definition.. Trust, compassion, monogamy. It means honor and loyalty. It means sticking it out through the good times as well as the bad times. It means sharing. It means a deep inside devotion. It is a spiritual high. It means never going to bed angry at each other. It means saying I love you every chance you get. It means missing each other whenever you are apart. Its not being able to live without being in each others lives. I means being my best friend in the whole world.

I Don't Care Who U Are ......this Is Funny
MEN have 2 heads and WOMEN have 4 lips The American Dental Association says semen cuts plaque and tartar by 77%. Suck a dick and save a smile... If u have sex 365 times a yr and u melted down all da condoms 2 make a tire what would u call it? a fuckin goodyear! Sex is like playing spades. If u don't have a good partner, u better have a good hand. Big Bad Wolf told lil red riding hood lift ur top so i can suck ur tits. no, she said while lifting her skirt, eat me like the fuckin book says! A rooster and a cat were playing by the pool. the cat fell in and the rooster laughed. The cat said, a wet pussy always makes a cock happy! Girls have unique magic tricks, they get wet without water, bleed without injury, and make boneless things hard.

Celtic Horosocpe
Personaly I think 'stars' are a load of crap but this is suprisingly accurate........ You Are A Pine Tree You love agreeable company, peace, and harmony. Compassionate and friendly, you love to help others. A natural poet, you have a very active imagination. You are very soft on the inside - needing affection and reassurance. You can fall in love deeply, but you will leave if you feel betrayed. What's Your Celtic Horoscope?

Ode To Bramble.......
This is for my furry baby He stares Head on one side Eyes wide I concentrate Nothing Intense are his eyes I can't read him What is he saying? Imploring He moves closer Still nothing I will wait Soon it will become clear Soon........ (c) Rain 2006

Who Is The Immigrant!!!!
OK I HEAR ABOUT ALL THIS IMMAGRANT STUFF EVERYDAY AND HOW THIS COUNTRY IS GOING 2 PUT A FENCE UP AND ALL.LETS NOT GET IT TWISTED PPL THE BROWN MAN IS NOT THE IMMIGRANT IN THIS COUNTRY IM SURE WE ALL KNOW WHO THE REAL IMMIGRANT IS,AND 4 THIS PERSON OR PERSONS 2 TRY AND CALL OTHER PPL IMMIGRANTS IS CRAZY AND HYPACRITICAL,BUT THATS 2 B EXPECTED FROM PPL WHO BEEN LYING SINCE THEY "FOUND" THIS LAND NEWAYS.I JUST WANTED 2 MAKE THAT CLEAR IF THE PRESIDENT WANTS 2 FIND AN IMMIGRANT JUST HAND THE DUMBASS A MIRROR TY THIS HAS BEEN A SNOT FACE ARTICLE.

What Band Symbol I Am
What Band's Symbol are You? Slipknot's SymbolSlipknot's symbol represents you best. You can be evil at times, and even be satanic. You love loud music and probably like black or death metal. You're cool.Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

My Symbol 2
What's your symbol? Reversed PentagramAntichrist much? You are the Reversed Pentagram. You should get it tattoed between your shoulder blades like Matt Zane.....(go to google images and type in Matt Zane, the first picture shows it well.)Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

Panic! At The Disco/ Jack's Mannequin Concert! [[w/ Pictures!]]
So the show was awesome. Ahh...so much to tell but so little time. What can I say? Hmm...I was in the very front...ass raping the barracade...if it had an ass. Mr. Ryan Ross played clevage ball with me...nearly tossing his guitar pick down my shirt...not sure if he meant to do that or not. Either way...he did. I saw Brendon talking on his cell phone when we got to the arena...I swear I follow this boy like its the plague. Everytime we're in the same town we seem to bump into each other. Ok...so it's not THAT bad...and it's not like I mind either. haha. I almost got into a fight with some stupid bitch and I decided fan girls are fuckin annoying...and they were going all out last night. On a higher note, enjoy the pix I took from my camera phone:

Marius
You scored as Marius. You are the quiet cool. You are so mellow people are lulled into a false sense of security. When you are pissed god help anyone who crosses you?Armand50%Marius50%Blade42%Dracula33%Lestat33%Louis25%Spike25%Akasha17%Angel17%Deacon Frost17%Whose your Vampire personality? (images)created with QuizFarm.com

Waiting And Puppies.....not Related Subjects.
Well, Troy called me this morning, I of course asked him if it was snowing again out there in Storm Lake, Iowa and luckily he said no...YAY!! Anyway, he said that I should be getting a delivery today, so in other words, that meant Shannon Leigh, was not leaving the house today, not too worry, wasn't planning on it anyway, it's cold enough to freeze my left boob off!!! Well, it's already 1530, almost and no delivery....I'm pretty sure he ordered flowers for me and is having them delivered from the location close to here, wherever that shop is but I guess that they are not open or something on Saturday...kind of sucks, I would really like to have the 'delivery' because I've been kind of a gloomy gussette today, actually the past couple of days. I even let it slip to Troy that I was really thinking of just giving up and that the big 's' word (yes, suicide), was seriously crossing my mind. Not smart Shannon....I'm sure he'll end up getting ahold of his mother since it's the weeken

Letters
>> >>>TO MY DEAR WIFE: >> >>>During the past year I have tried to make love to you 365 >>times. >> >>>I have succeeded 36 times, which is an average of once every >>ten >> >>>days. >> >>>The following is a list of why I did not succeed more often: >> >>>54 times the sheets were clean >> >>>17 times it was too late >> >>>49 times you were too tired >> >>>20 times it was too hot >> >>>15 times you pretended to be sleep >> >>>22 times you had a headache >> >>>17 times y ou were afraid of waking the baby >> >>>16 times you said you were too sore >> >>>12 times it was the wrong time of the month >> >>>19 times you had to get up early >> >>>9 times you said weren't in the >>mood >> >>>7 times you were sunburned >> >>>6 times you we! re watching the late show >> >>>5 times you didn't want to mess up your new hairdo >> >>>3 times you said the neighbors would hear us >> >>>9 times you said your mother would hear u >> >>>Of the 36 times I did succeed, the activi

Funny.....
A Guy is driving his girlfriend home when she decides she wants to go to her friends instead. Her friend lives out of the way so she tells her boyfriend that she would get naked for him if he drove her. The guy says ok and the girl takes off all her clothes. The boyfriend is so busy looking at her that he stacks the car and gets stuck between the steering wheel and the seat. He tells her to go get help and she replied that she couldn’t because she didn’t have any clothes on. He replies, “Take my shoe and cover your snatch with it, and go for help!” She takes the shoe and runs to the closest gas station. She finds the clerk and says, "Help, my boyfriend is stuck! Can you help us?" The clerk replies, "I’m sorry, I think he's too far in."

The Urinal Is Too High
The Urinal Is Too High A group of 3rd, 4th and 5th graders, accompanied by two female teachers, went on a field trip to the local racetrack (Churchill Downs) to learn about thoroughbred horses and the supporting industry (Bourbon), but mostly to see the horses. When it was time to take the children to the bathroom it was decided that the girls would go with one teacher and the boys would go with the other. The teacher assigned to the boys was waiting outside the men's room when one of the boys came out and told her that none of them could reach the urinal. Having no choice, she went inside, helped the boys with their pants, and began hoisting the little boys up one by one holding onto their "wee wees" to direct the flow. As she lifted one, she couldn't help but notice that he was unusually well endowed. Trying not to show that she was staring, the teacher said, "You must be in the 5th grade." "No, ma'am, " he replied, "I'm the jockey riding Silver Arrow in the seventh."

No Freedom
Trapped in a cage with nowhere to go wake up in the morning and this how my day go walk from corner to corner and sit down wanting to know what others are doing, I’m so down tears roll down my face I want to be like them to breath the fresh air and sing songs from a limb not knowing how it feels to spread my wings to soar in the sky and feel the fresh air of spring since day one the owner clipped my wings So I don’t know how it is to fly I sit in my cage, beg for crackers and cry from time to time I get amused by the kids they making silly faces trying to make me chirp again I feel tortured and abused in the bottom of my cage I can only read the news sadly I chirp this song, the no freedom blues

Cats
> Subject: Cats > > Hilarious.. A True Story > > > > Cat Lover or Not, this is hysterical! > > We've all had trouble with our animals, but I don't think anyone can > top > this one: > > Calli! ng in s ick to work makes me uncomfortable. No matter how > legitimate > my excuse, I always get the feeling that my boss thinks I'm lying. > > On one recent occasion, I had a valid reason but lied anyway, > because the > truth was just too darned humiliating. I simply mentioned that I had > sustained a head injury, and I hoped I would feel up to coming in the > next day. By then, I reasoned, I could think up a doozy to explain > the > bandage on the top of my head. The accident occurred mainly because > I had > given in to my wife's wishes to adopt a cute little kitty. > Initially, the new acquisition was no problem > > > Then one morning, I was taking my shower after breakfast when I > heard my > wife, Deb, call out to me from the kitchen. > > "Ho

So Its My Birthday Today
and how about i got NOOOOOOOOO cherry love on my birthday. no messages, no gifts, *sigh* nothing. thats ok tho... i manage to keep a real life too and im about to go get FUUUUUUCKED up. no rest for the wicked!!!!!! hahahahahahahhahahaha HOLLA

Its All Fun And Games...till U Are Talking To A Mouse!
Hey all. Its been near forever!! I guess I need to catch you up on some stuff. I'm tired so it's going to be kept short and sweet!! Casa De La Michelle was officially open on Nov 1st. There are still boxes everywhere and the whole unpacking phase is still being processed, but give me a break. I am unpacking 22 years of life....only to realize its been a dull one. Ha Ha! Not really. Got to be "one of the guys" when I went to Chicago with all of the managers and Ben (all male) to the 3G rally. Todd (the BIG bossman) broke me into many new seafood delicacies. In one night I was made try raw oysters **Note to self...NEVER chew again...gag**, Kalamari w/ mushrooms, and lobster. I have to admit..the meal was very good. Kinda odd since I hate fishy foods. Oh well. Those are the MAIN events! Here are some small highlights. *LOCAL GIRL SEEN BARE NAKED IN HER KITCHEN* Yeah....anytime I turned my shower on the toilet overflowed soo....I had to "shower" myself in my kitchen sink.

Lost
Alone on an island, Far out to the sea, My heart is broken, For we'll never be. My soul has been bound, Nevermore to fly free, And my heart cries out, A sad, desperate plea. My eyes are so dark, I've lost all of my light, My dreams become nightmares, I can't sleep at night. Your face haunts my dreams, Always, you're all that I see, Your voice haunts my mind, I just wish we could be! I'm in love with you, Now I now the cost, My cold and lonely soul, Shall forever be lost.

Joke Of The Day
Ty: Well, Life goes on, so is your momma still there? traviesita53: fighting traviesita53: lol traviesita53: we've got mmm traviesita53: 4 cats and a dog with rabbies traviesita53: (ushould have seen dayan's reaction when she read that) explanation : dcc91984: my mom and my dad fight a lot dcc91984: like dog and cat dcc91984: so we've got 4 cats...Z(grandma, mom, sis and i) and one dog with rabbies( My dad) LOl i think all 4 cats are stronger..haha we attack as a group

Sex Test
table border='0' cellpadding='5' cellspacing='0' width='600'> You scored as Very horny. You are very horny. You have a lot of desire. You get hard or wet very easily. Be careful to not let your sex drive go too far. Please rate and comment and tell me what quiz this is when you do!Super Horny69%Very horny69%Not horny56%Normal Horny56%A little horny56%How horny are you? (with pics)created with QuizFarm.com

The Rippling Effect.
The great discovery of my addiction 2 sex led me 2 feel tha need 2 spread tha good news 2 tha world around me.Later, I learned that concentratin on pleasin woman was a full time process that I take with much pride.As i become more ingrossed in pleasin a woman i observed a ripplin effect which without any conscious effort on my part, reached them 2 other worlds,without divertin me from my primary purpose of stayin long & strong & helpin them to achieve there climax!

~waiting~
I'm waiting on the day I can tell you how I feel. I've loved you from the beginning. It's amazing how everything seems to work out for us. I sit here waiting for the day That you come walking in and telling me it's for good. I wait for the day We can actually start our lives together It's hard to explain all the feelings I have for you. I have tried other relationships But they still can't compare to you. They don't show the love the way you do They don't keep my faith up when I can't go any longer You've never given up on me You make me believe everything will be ok Even when they're not. You actually tell me how important I am to you We've always talked when things were rough And we've always worked things outI love you for the man you are I love you for making me the person I am right now I love you for showing me there's more to life than just money and sex I love you for being here for me Waiting for the day to come So we can show the love we share together

~always~
I'll always remember that you love me You'll always be in my heart Reguardless of what the future holds I'll always love you I'm sorry it had to come to an end But I couldn't take it anymore I wanted to feel needed and wanted I tried to let things work out But I couldn't do it You'll never realize how much you mean to me I would do anything to have you home and be in your arms But it's not going to happen I keep my mind occupied to forget about you But no matter how I try, I just can't I'll love you till the end So please till then Remember that you're always in my thoughts Remember that I will always love you no matter where you are.

The Perfect Rose
Walking through a beautiful rose garden , smelling the sweet scents of roses Entering this ethereal field, and witnessing this perfection The sun embracing every rose, with a gentle and tender smile, as the wind softly gives a breeze Dreaming away with the roses In here heaven falls upon me, in this garden of thousand roses Where every touch and every scent, all the leaves and every breeze, caresses my deepest feelings here - in this place - so close to you, only true perfection the rose

What The Deal Is With Us Nice Guys
The Oft Untold Plight Of the “nice guy” He is never #1 in her eyes, but she is the apple of his eyes and the peach of his cheek. She is perfect in every way in his mind’s sight, whereas he is perfect for meaningless conversations about nothing at all. To him, this is the prelude to the greatest love affair he almost has. But to her, this is the perfect love affair that she’ll never have. She desperately wants a lover in all aspects, but all she finds are crooks. He is that perfect lover she is wanting, but she never looks. This could go on for hours, but I choose to stop and ask why such is true. Well its simple, bad boys hog the limelight. Our generation is geared into thinking that all attention-grabbers are some type of hero. Or, they are worthy of all affection generated by what they have done. Usually, the one gaining the spotlight is a notorious fiend. Just think, who gets referred to the most, the out-house builder, or the demolition man? The out-house

Men Are Happier
This so explains it all!!!! Men Are Just Happier People ... What do you expect from such simple creatures? Your last name stays put. The garage is all yours. Wedding plans take care of themselves. Chocolate is just another snack. You can be President. You can never get pregnant. You can wear a white T-shirt to a water park. Hell, you can wear NO shirt to a water park. Car mechanics tell you the truth. The world is your urinal. You never have to drive to another gas station restroom because this one is just too icky. You don't have to stop and think of which way to turn a nut on a bolt. Same work, more pay. Wrinkles add character. Wedding dress: $5000.00. Tux rental: $100.00. People never stare at your chest when you're talking to them. The occasional well-rendered belch is not only appreciated by your friends, but practically expected. New shoes don't cut, blister, or mangle your feet. One mood all the time. Phone

Please Say A Prayer For All Our Soldiers Today
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The Power That Comes From Being Alone
The Power that comes from being Alone Some people are so afraid of being alone that they would rather stay in a bad marriage or they will rush into a new relationship to avoid being alone. And yet, you can be more alone in a bad marriage than you'll ever be by yourself. * Being alone does not mean that you must be lonely. * Being alone gives you the opportunity to discover what really makes you happy. * Being alone means taking control of your life. * Being alone means doing for yourself because you want to, not because you have to. * Being alone means doing for others because you want to, not because you have to. * Being alone means you can eat crackers and cheese in bed at 3 a.m. while you watch a sappy movie. * Being alone means you can cry if you want to. * Being alone means you can buy yourself something dumb. * Being alone means you can cook whatever you'd like -- if and when you feel like it. * Being alone means that you may not always be able to affo

You'll See
This is funny. YOU fill in the blanks about ME ... even if you don't have any idea, and send it back to ME . But first post a blank one out to all your friends so they can return the favor to you. Be honest and make sure you repost it blank in your own bulletin so I can do it for you! My name: Where did we meet: Take a stab at my middle name: How long have you known me: When is the last time that we saw each other: Do I drink: What was your first impression of upon meeting me/seeing me: What's one of my favorite things to do: Am I funny: What's my favorite type of music: Can I sing?: What is the best feature about me: Am I shy or outgoing: Am I a rebel or do I follow the rules: Do I have any special talents: Would you call me preppy, average, sporty, punk, hippie, glam, nerdy, snobby, or something else (what): Have I seen you naked?: Have you ever hugged me: Kissed me? What is my favorite food: Have you ever had a crush on

Crave Magazine Issue Release Party!
Hey SEXXY friends!!Last Thursday was Crave Magazine's Issue Release Party held at the Bliss Lounge!! There were a lot of people there when I arrived!! The party was in full swing! I ran into Robin, editor of Crave , and she was busy shaking hands with everyone!! SUCH the hostess!! I made my way upstairs and found Noah, art director of Crave! He was having a GREAT time! I tried to get him to dance on the pole, but he was too chicken!!The first band up was Quandry, who I just did a Rock Report on when they played Rock n Roll Pizza!! They were awesome then and they were equally awesome this night!Thank you Quandry!! You guys Rocked!!The next band up was Atypical Theme. I really liked this band! Hard driving metal and awesome vocals!! I even got some kick ass pics for a change! lol

The Thanatosis Joint.
Lyrics: Morbid Mac Vocals: Morbid Mac Background vocals: We Black Sheep Instruments: Cl@rk Beatsmithing: Compton Ass Matt Necromancy and thanatosis No need for the hypnosis It all seems so bleak and hopeless Easily you might miss the focus Brother you don’t notice The storm as it approaches Parasitic not symbiosis Propaganda or hocus pocus Yo where’s my knife at Yo where’s yo life at So how you like that We coming right back Just to spite that Your whole life’s wack In a Cadillac You can’t bite that You can’t hype that You can’t fight that Your whole crews wack Cause they just got ate up by morbidmac We black sheep be sittin on the spot Motherfuckers watch out you will get dropped We rock these rhymes and beats nonstop And we won’t stop comin till we get popped Pop pop pop pop pop pop pop pop pop pop pop Right back to the place that we stopped Greasy punk bitches will get dropped Like a bad habit on the way to the grave Silly silly rabbit ca

See...i'm Not The Only One Who Thought Porns Were Educational Videos
Thai zoo to teach panda to mate with "porn" videos Fri Nov 10, 10:02 PM ET BANGKOK (Reuters) - A Thai zoo, which has hosted a couple of pandas for four years, will play "porn" videos for the male next month to encourage them to breed in captivity, the project manager said on Saturday. The pair -- living chastely together at the zoo in the northern city of Chiang Mai since arriving from China in 2003 -- would be separated in December, but stay close enough for occasional glimpses of each other, said panda project chief Prasertsak Buntrakoonpoontawee. "They don't know how to mate so we need to show the male how, through videos," Prasertsak told Reuters. He said Chuang Chuang, the six-year-old male, would be shown the videos on a large screen when he might be feeling amorous. "We'll play the video at the most comfortable and intimate time for him, perhaps after dinner," Prasertsak said, hoping Chuang Chuang would then use the techniques on Lin Hui, a five-year-old

Heart
HEART by Julie Never forget the love we share Sometimes it's almost to much to bear Every little thing I do Somehow reminds me of you To look into your eyes You just cannot disguise The feelings in our hearts That we just can't be apart When I touch your face It seems like such a waste This time apart we spend Until we're together again As hard as it may be You can't just tell your heart That we will be apart It just can't take the pain The heartache and the shame For it knows that we will be together again Because there is no way that it could end No matter how long that may be For it will wait an eternity.. very good poem!!!

Cajun Shrimp
Cajun Shrimp 1/4 cup butter 1/4 cup olive oil 1/2 teaspoon salt 1 teaspoon cayenne pepper 1 teaspoon black pepper 1 tablespoon Worcestershire sauce Juice of 1 lemon 2 pounds medium to large shrimp Preheat oven to 400 degrees F. Combine all ingredients except shrimp in a wide oven-proof skillet or baking pan just big enough to hold the shrimp in 1 layer. Place the pan in the oven just to melt butter. Add the shrimp and stir to coat with butter mixture. Bake 10 to 15 minutes, stirring occasionally, until the shrimp is pink and -opaque. Remove from oven just as they become pink . They will continue to cook another minute or 2 in the hot skillet. The shrimp will exude a lot of juice and give you a generous amount of sauce for pouring over bread or potatoes or to use for dipping.

Now Accepting Submissions- Turn Us On!
Now Accepting Submissions!!! Black Heart Magazine is currently accepting submissions. Your deadline for submitting your own personal brand of literary smut is December 13, 2006. *Please note that we are no longer accepting poetry, though we will be announcing the details of our Dirty Haiku contest in the weeks to come! What are we looking for? I'm glad you asked, lovely. BHM is desperate for your startlingly personal accounts of loves lost, relationships troubled, sex addiction, familial shunning due to sex-related issues, your job and/or brushes with the sex industry (stripping, turning tricks, cam-girlhood, nude modelling, etc.) and anything else that seems dirty and unseemly to those on the straight-n-narrow path. Word count: 1000 words or less. Questions? See our Submission Guidelines or ask us at info[at]blackheartmagazine[dot]com Submissions? E-mail them to submit[at]blackheartmagazine[dot]com, or snail mail to: Black Heart Magazine P.O. Box 55054 CP Mackay M

Forgiveness
Forgiveness by Daniel Spivey Words flow so easily from my lips You've heard me a thousand times say I promise it will be better But I have quickly realized that "I'm sorry" won't take the pain away Those words are not ointment enough To assuage the heart unveiled To receive a undying love and devotion Two requirements attempted, yet failed I don't want to be considered a liar Yet again I catch myself, but "I'm sorry" is an empty recompense It soothes not the soul but rather makes The conscience feel less guilty Forgiveness is my goal And I want it known That I have deep regret Over the seeds I've sown So, before hand I will State plainly and sincerely my intent Not some lovely hollow words of comfort For the broken heart and promises They can not remove the hurt

My Crashing World
Well it finally happened after weeks of sitting around waiting and expecting it...my world came crashing down around me. The man I love is back with his love....I knew sooner or later it was going to happen, but yet you can never be ready for it no matter how much you prepare yourself. Im down and out REALLY bad, so if I seem distant from my friends Im sorry. This has hit me really hard and I feel like Im spiraling out of control. Just wondering how do I stop this from going too far and losing myself forever?

Pimped Out!!!
**~Jaded Stang~**@ CherryTAP Don't forget to drop your pimpette a 10 on her profile ---------------------------------------------------------------------------- Dragons’ bitch is hot and half naked…LOL. Drop in show her some luv, add her and she’ll make you feel welcome Dragons Bitch@ CherryTAP Down With The Sickness Video - Disturbed lyricsDisturbed Music Video CodesMusic Video Codes by VideoCureMyspace Layouts

Ladies Night Out
Two women friends had gone out for a Ladies Night Out, and had been alittle overly-enthusiastic on the cocktails. Horribly drunk, while walking home, they suddenly realized they both needed to pee. They were very near a graveyard and one of them suggested they do their business behind a headstone or something. The first woman had nothing to wipe with so she took off her panties, used them and threw them away. Her friend, however, was wearing an expensive set of undergarments and didn't want to ruin them, but was lucky enough to salvage a large ribbon from a wreath that was on a grave and proceeded to wipe herself with it. After finishing, they staggered their way home. The next day the first woman's husband phones the other husband and said, "These damn ladies nights out have got to stop. My wife came home last night without her panties." "That's nothing," said the other husband. "My wife came home with a sympathy card stuck between the cheeks of her butt that said, 'From all of us

Apartment
Well tonight was the night, all parents meet tonight at our apartment. Kathy's fahter and my father talked over the work that needs to be done. So far it looks like everything went well, my dad has done a rough estiminate of $8,000 to 9,000 of work to be done. My father still needs to get official estiminates from his contractors. That will hopefuly start next week. It's about 6 weeks of work. So, hopefully will get start with fixing the place by the end of next week. Will see what happens.

Thoughts On Love
During our years on this world, each of us comes to love several people in different ways: Flirts and passions, good loves and bad ones, moments that fill our hearts to their brim with happiness and others that throw ourselves into the pits of despair. There comes a moment though, when we suddenly realize we have found that one special person, the one whom our heart really belongs to. There is no way to predict how this will happen or when, just all of a sudden this person is here, in front of our eyes like a revelation. When you find that special person, treasure him/her in your heart with all your strength; it doesn't matter if there are problems, it doesn't matter if your feelings are not corresponded, do whatever you can for this special one, for even if you will never have a chance to fulfill your dreams, even if he/she will belong to someone else for some twist of fate, still the treasure that you will bring inside your heart will be the only thing that will be able to bring y

Ramblings
Im so tired, physically, emotionally, mentally.. exhausted. I dont know how much more I can take. I can smile and laugh with the best of them but really Im miserable. I dont know if Im going to make it for 6 months and 1 day until graduation. Ive got so much going on in my life right now that I cant focus on anything let alone school work. I dont even know if I want to be a nurse anymore. I mean I do.. I think.. I dont know.. I dont know much about anything.. I know I want to be happy. I love my job at childrens. I really could see myself working there for a very long time. I just think Im scared. Im afraid I wont pass my boards, Hell I am afraid I really wont make it to graduation... Wonder if I fail a class between now and then because of my lack of focus. I cant afford to stay in school another semester.. my financial aid runs out in may. I'll be screwed. Im so afraid that my goal is so close but yet I still have plenty of time to fuck it up like Ive fucked up just about

The Roses Of Our Love
I came to you like a rose still in bud Each petal tightly closed in fear and shame Sometimes unable to open in the warmth Of your warm sunlight and gentle rain. I longed to bloom and share each tender petal But often wilted under the heat and light Of your bright smile and gentle urging And ran from promises whispered in the night. When I was unsure and closed up tightly You blossomed freely for me to see Another layer of who you are And shared your strength freely with me. One by one each petal opened As I was sheltered by your love and care And each morning kissed away the dews of passion Left shimmering from the nights we'd shared. Now our world is filled with our sweet fragrance As we bloom anew with love each day And eagerly unfurl new petals To show with these roses what words cannot say. I love you and offer you all the roses of my life and willingly accept a thorn or two with each one.

Current Mood....blah
Sometimes I feel like there is nothing here in the world for me. My life is a hell hole where nothing seams to go my way. I feel like I have very few good things going for me. My children are adorable...I love them so much. I have an amazing partner that knows exactly what to say to make me feel better. Honestly, that is all that I can think of. It saddens me. I thought that I would have it better. Instead I have a dead end job where no one appreciates my efforts. My children no longer live with me, which tears me up inside. I feel like I have so much to offer but no one wants to take that chance with me. I am constantly having to prove myself. Just getting sick of it all. Don't want to do it anymore. Tired of trying so hard to end up on the loosing side of everything. Seams like no one cares. Maybe it's because I'm sick with the flu, but I know better. I can feel the emotions and they are hard to hold back because I am sick. Normally I walk around happily, hi

A Dream
I can smell the fragrance of your hair, When i run my hand through it. i can feel the warmth of your body, when i hold it. i can see the sparkle in your eyes, when i look deep into them. i can hear the seranade of your voice, when you speak to me. i can taste the strawberry scent in your mouth, when i kiss you slowly and passionatley.

Death Of A Friend
If you've read my blog "SUNDAY BRUNCH" you know about the wonderful group of sweet old ladies I've adopted as my family. The time I pass with them means more to me than anything else in my life. My dear friend Muriel recently. She was 94 years old. Muriel was one of the warmest, most compassionate people I have every known. She was a nurse and served as a missionary in Africa for 55 years until her retirement at age 75. Muriel never married. Rather she chose to dedicate her life to helping the poor African children in any way she could, and when she couldn't help them to live, she cradled them as they died. Hundreds of dying children passed through her arms into the arms of her God. She was a blessing to all that knew her. Muriel fell recently while strolling the grounds at the retirement residence and crushed her hip on the edge of the sidewalk. At that age the bones are often too brittle to heal and in Muriel's case, surgery was not possible. I visited her as of

Tomorrow
When tomorrow starts without me And I'm not there to see If the sun should rise and find your eyes All filled with tears for me I wish so much you wouldn't cry The way you did today While thinking of the many things We didn't get to say I know how much you love me As much as I love you And each time that you think of me I know you'll miss me too But when tomorrow starts without me Please try to understand That an angel came and called my name And took me by the hand And said my place was ready In heaven far above And that I'd have to leave behind All those I dearly love But when I walked through heaven's gates I felt so much at home When God looked down and smiled at me From His great golden throne He said "This is eternity And all I've promised you" Today for life on earth is past But here it starts anew I promise no tomorrow For today will always last And since each day's the same way There's no longing for the past So whe

Goodbye
How is it that I speak more to your essence then your undivided attentions. I struggle to gain access to the heart that has my soul soaring with angels. Beyond that of a wish and as committed as unshakable faith. Yet I fall, unable to spread love's wings and climb. Restrained by the shackles of conditions. The key of unconditional, just out of hopes reach. Pleas for help only denied the stay of execution. Pardons granted to the guilty, while the innocent sentenced to die. The last words I speak will be the truest known to me and I hope with everything I have ever been, that 1 day your heart overcomes the damage done and you allow yourself to love. Don't love scared . Don't let fear diminish what makes you the woman that my heart soared for. Love yourself without question and demand nothing less then the same. I've never been hurt by loving you, only now as I let you go. I love you

~fuck Everything~
~Fuck Everything~ Ignore what I ever said to you I wish I werenâ€™t here Next time I try to pull the knife donâ€™t bother Maybe I will be lucky next time not to have you there Fuck all the words I said to you The just came out of my mouth Nothing I ever said was true Nothing I ever said came from the heart The longest cut I ever made was last night with you in mind A whole 1 1/4 inch down my arm See what you made me do? But yet deep down I know you donâ€™t care So hears what I got to say to you Fuck you Never meant these 3 words I Love You Never meant for me n you to be friends That was just a mistake on my half So keep talking your shit But remember my revenge isnâ€™t sweet I donâ€™t care if the words Iâ€™m saying or did say hurt you I donâ€™t care about you any more Iâ€™m glad you are out of my life But looking at you only wants me to hurt you even more I wish I could say all things I want to your face But I cant build up enough courage to hurt any one as m

Lost & Found
12-6-05 Lost & Found By: Travis Smith Feeling lonely Feeling scared Looking for you But you're not there Sitting up, looking around Staring at the TV Felling a little down Pulls out a Coke but doesn't leave a smile Telephone rings, I pick up Wished it was you yet it was a prank Played by my mind while time goes by I realized I loved you Day one, day two, doesn't matter For I forever love you Feeling this pain, feeling my joy Look at me and smile.. Oh my.. No longer lonely No longer scared Found you here I am complete

This One Is Naught!! I Warned You
could imaqine it now, a moonlit room laying next to you as the moonlight shimmers off your bare body accentuating your godesslike curves. slowly tracing my finger down around your neck as i rub your face with the back of my hand as i slowly trace your lips with my finger as i stare deeply into your eyes.. you softly,teasingly bite on my finger and dragging your teeth on it as you wrap your warm souple lips around it i feel my internal temperature skyrocket thru the roof. i lean over and begin kissing the nape of ur neck as you run your fingers thru my hair and caress my strong back as i kiss and nibble on your lips and shoulders, i hear a soft gasp escape your lips as your your being and soul all are content and at peace as i make music to your body with my lips and tongue. i begin working my way down your neck kissing and running my tongue down to your ample clevage and begin caressing your breasts with my tongue slowly taking your aching nipple into my mouth as i suck and che

Oh Em Gee
Wow... I didn't think it was going to happen, but somehow it did... briefly, might I add. Anyone who has read my last blog knows that a couple of days ago, there was this really incredible girl that i got a glance at three times, and the third time, I strangely wanted to run after her. Well... I saw her again today... very briefly. She was with a guy though. I have a strange feeling that she might work on that end of the mall. After the moment that I saw her, she went into the tattoo parlor [yes.... we have a tattoo store in our mall....] not far from the kiosk that I work at... So I'm not sure if that's where she works, or if that's one of her hangout places. [Note: this is also one of the stores that she stopped by the other day when I saw her the first time]. However, since it was busy at the kiosk, she had someone with her, and that I'm not allowed to leave the kiosk, I was not able to go and at least say "Hey, you know, I've seen you around the mall a couple of times. Do you wo

Birthday
I just had the worst bday of my life. It was the first bday since i got married that i was alone. I as not saying that I wanted my ex there, i am saying that i wanted my babies there. Last year I was working at a local Walmart in the tire dept. and my daughter woke up early and got my clothes ready for me on my bday, even though she got dirty clothes because she did not want to wake me...lol. She went and got me clean clothes as soon as told her that. My son made me breakfast that day. Ya know I dont remember what I got for CHRISTmas in 1998, and 2000. Why? Because in 1998 my son was a year and a half old and sitting in my lap as i helped him open his gifts. The look on his face was all i needed for my gift. Same in 2000 with my daughter. I did get to talk to them for about a few seconds, then their mother lied and said they ran outside, but i could hear them in the background still saying they loved me. What the fuck did i do to deserve her being such a fucking bitch to m

~red Therapy~
Red Therapy A furious sensation Has traveled beneath your skin And scraped away tribulations From the wearisome world within It smolders in your heart And whispers enticingly in your ears Sets your mind for soaring And relieves you of your fears It dances across the mirror Tossing dots of light before your eyes And holds you in a firm embrace Until your need for it dies It spins the ceiling above you Only to hear you sigh And if a tiny gasp escapes Only the walls and shelves realize But this euphoria must justify This insubstantial drug That raises your face to the heavens When all it can show is blood And when your friends take notice and shout About how you could hardly be sane You smile and show them your tortured arms You already have a therapist: pain.

~insane~
Insane....... Forever she sleeps Forever she lays Lost in her own never ending maze Doors are locked Light are turned off Her life is ticking and so is the clock Tear stained pillows Half open eyes She talks to herself to pass the time Voices come back Only she can hear Those voices whispering things in her ear A door opens The blinding light flickers on A figure comes in to give her a shot Her eyes become droopy Her mind seems to shut down The last thing she hears is this soft song: Hello, again I am here Hush, little baby you mind is near Giving you someone to talk to Sharing your pain Being with you always and again Hello...little girl Go to sleep Hello, I'm still here... and all that's left Of yesterday Of tommorow And all of your life You will wake up in the same house Doors are locked Light are turned off Her life is ticking and so is the clock Tear stained pillows Now closed eyes Bounded by a straight jacket fo

~fake Smile~
Fake Smile my whole world is dead black images fill my head i wish someone could understand but they dont and its to hard to explain i just dont get how they cant see my pain the fake smile i put on the truth is when i smile thats when i need someone the most someone who can at least pretend to care they way i act is so fake i smile so people leave me alone if i look sad they dont go away when im alone i just break down tears fall nonstop no one has ever seen that part of me and they never will ive become so good at hiding it never letting anyone see how much i hate myself and never wanting anyone to know all the things i do to myself not just pysical pain, but emotional too but i pretend to be okay by painting on a fake smile im glad no one seems to notice i dont know what id do if they did my whole world is dead black images fill my head i wish someone could understand but they dont and its to hard to explain i just dont get how they cant see my

Where I Belong
You came to me today. You held me in your arms, Wrapped around me tightly. You said you loved me in your own special way. As I look into your eyes, I see forever there. I know I am finally where I belong. For you are the one who will take care of me. You will always be there when I need you most. For you hold my heart so very close. And I know I'm right where I belong.

Fallen Angel
Fallen Angel Born in the Heavens, And fallen onto this hollow place. Gifted with the beauty of angels, With a touch of pain upon her face. Her eyes explain it all, The majestic beauty held within. Stare down deep into her soul, And let the journey begin. Day after day he strives, For anything that could make her whole. Tears fall from her eyes when he asks, "Why has God punished me with this soul?" "God, hath thou no heart? Why have you forgotten me?" She prays night after night, "God, why is it me you refuse to see?" Again and again she calls, But God is no where to be found. Looking towards the sky she screams out, Then falls onto the cold, hard ground. She dreams of the day that she could spread her wings, And fly away from it all. But her wings are no where to be found, So all she can do is fall.

The World Is Officially Screwed
I tried to ignore it and hoped it wouldnt happen but alas, we're hosed. Those idiots in Hollywood are actually gonna release Casino Royale with that Blonde, pint-sized, putz as Bond. This guy is soooo far off the mark it isnt funny. He isnt Cool; He doesnt exude the prerequesite Suaveness that is 007. How do you go from Pierce to this guy? Hell they'd have been better off cutting Hugh Jackman's hair and letting him do it. I mean damn when we cant even count on a good Bond flick when the world going to shit around us, what the Hell can we count on. I tell ya, First the Jedi turn out to be idiots then Bond get's turned into some sawed-off, two-bit thug. What's next, Ghost Rider will be giving people Time Outs instead of sending them to Hell!?!?!? ***********************UPDATE*********************** Ok for those of you that dont know me, I am not one to rush to decisions. So when I make a decision I stick to it. Unless I'm proven wrong. And when proven wrong I have no problem

Vampriric Desire
Vampriric Desire Our desire Spreds like fire In our hearts it burns, Heh...I'm delirious... Pirce the skin, let me in bloodlusts an understatement for me. I've smashed the mirror so many times, but reflection? there's none... Does this explain the bloodstains on the bed? Or why our neighbors always turn up dead? Will you still love me after this? Or be tourmented by my bloody kiss? Tell me now if your willing, but foresee your victim's screams. For their cries will haunt you till the end, you'll never have peace again. So will you stay with me? And foresake the sun? Is my life still the gothic dream? Or will you scream and run? Think hard my love...after all I have eternity...

Im Leavin
Hey guys and gals...i just wanted to say that i have made some great friends up here and i thank u all... I am sorry to say that i am leavin Cherry Tap....its caused a lot of problems b/t me and the one i love and well he means a lot more to me than this site does... so to make him and everyone else happy im no longer gonna be on this site... If neone wants to reach me u can talk to me on yahoo...Lissalou6 or find me on myspace. (www.myspace.com/lissalou1) Thanks again to all who may read this....and to those of u that truely care....much luv

Drunk Asses
thought ya'll could use a laugh. just how drunk do you have to be to do this? some idiot drove his van into the side of a house a block over from me. about 30 mins ago. this action involved jumping the curb and a good size flower bed surrounded by fence posts. some of the people in this town are flaming idiots, sometimes myself included. luckily the house is vacant so noone was hurt but still, how drunk do you have to be to drive a passenger van into a house?

My Search Is Over
The years have been long, The days so untrue I've searched long and hard For the one that is YOU. You who controls me with love so sweet You that forever I thought never would meet. You with loving hands so firm and so strong It's you I've searched for my whole life long. You are my soulmate, you are my friend It's you I will yearn for until my life's end. It's for you I smile It's for you I cry It's for your touch I desire until I die To you my love, I lovingly yield, be my protector, my partner, my shield. These words keep in mind as you walk through each day That it's you in my heart now and forver shall stay.

Upon My Demise.....
First off I don't want a last name added to my headstone. I'll be going home to my father & God don't have a last name...but under my name I'm having this verse put on my headstone..."I'm going to dance my way through Heaven, because I've already walked my way through Hell"

Siren's Song
the ship moves gingerly forward between the craggy rocks her Captain knows the danger he takes it well in stock he's heard the tales of siren's song he knows of impending doom yet still he presses forward as rock and cliffs doth loom he drops the anchor carefully he wonders why he's here another would turn the ship around he ponders why he feels no fear and then he sees her on the cliff her smile so tender and sweet her eyes of green, they beckon him and his eyes with hers do meet the Captain slowly climbs the rocks to his peril he could fall but ever onward he does climb to hear his Siren's call he marvels that her song is calm it does not speak of death he listens closely to the words while he labors for his breath my song is not for many, she sings in fact, it's just for one I am a Siren, fot that is true my searching heart is won at the top her hand he takes he sees and understands songs of sirens brings death to some but to him, it's a

Slapped In The Face
You know I've been in the Military for almost 15 years now and i've been thanked, had my hand shaken numerous times but I have never had what happened to me on the 10th of November happen. I was at a ceremony to honor those who haved served, serving now, and have paid the ultimate sacrifice, when some non-military support walled up and threw paint on me and called me all kinds of names which I am not going to repeat. Now I don't know about you guys but I have more respect for people who serve and people who support our service members than that. I mean why? Why do something like that? It took everything I had not to just kill the sorry SOB but instead I just stood there looking at this guy and listened. What I want to know is should I have done something to him (like kick his ass) or did I do the right thing and sit back? I mean men and women have lost there lives for this guy to have freedoms and this is how he repays us? If that person is reading this now I hope you never see

Deeply Into The Mind Of American Woman
Deeply into the mind of the American woman. Female sexual fantasies and their interpretations. Here are a few of the sexual fantasies mentioned. For as long as we can remember, the concept of sexual satisfaction was considered to be a male preoccupation. In recent years, however, the recognition of women as sexual beings has made the female species even more intriguing. Along with the interest in the complexity of a woman’s feelings, there is now a growing pursuit of determining what the sexual fantasies of women are, where they come from, and if they want these fantasies realized.The basis of sexual fantasies. Fantasies, like dreams, come from the world around us. Everything we see, touch, hear and smell is absorbed by our brain and turned into raw material for fantasies. Your past sexual history provides plenty of stimulus for your present fantasies. But for many sexual fantasies, the trail of cause and effect isn't so clear. A fantasy about someone other than you

Mrs Flyhead Is Asking For Your Help People..plzzz Repost (repost)
Hey guys...I need your help once again!...Im in The LC Princess Contest..It Goes By RATINGS!!!!..PLZ Come Drop Me A 10 And A Comment!!!...This Is My Last Contest For Awhile..I'm SOOOOOOO Tired!!!.... Thanks Lovlies x0x -Ash (repost of original by 'Mrs.Flyhead' on '2006-11-10 17:03:51') (repost of original by 'mowgli' on '2006-11-10 18:18:59') (repost of original by 'Mrs.Flyhead' on '2006-11-10 19:02:35') (repost of original by 'Billie' on '2006-11-10 19:58:31') (repost of original by 'Mrs.Flyhead' on '2006-11-11 08:17:42') (repost of original by 'BLÅZE•INFAMOUS®¹³' on '2006-11-11 08:19:09') (repost of original by 'Mrs.Flyhead' on '2006-11-11 08:36:39') (repost of original by '~*~Momma ~*~' on '2006-11-11 08:48:37') (repost of original by 'Mrs.Flyhead' on '2006-11-11 13:34:53') (repost of original by 'A milf thas a bitch...what a surprise...lol' on '2006-11-11 14:12:12') (repost of original by 'Mrs.Flyhead' on '2006-11-11 14:47:44') (repost of original by '†

Nightly Fuck
Every night when i lay down. The last thoughts I have are of you. How your body feels snuggled up next to mine. The unmistakable feeling of your bare body against mine. Your smooth breast against me I begin to fantasies about having sex with you. How we would pleasure each other kiss by kiss lick by lick. I would squeeze your breast and suck on your hard nipples, while pinching the other between my fingers. Your hands move to my already rock hard cock. Slowly you slide down to kiss the head of my cock . Teasing my with little kiss and light licks all over my cock and balls. I'm begging you to suck on my cock. When i think i cant take it anymore you swallow me to the base of my cock, while slidding a wet finger deep into my tight ass. I almost cum from the intense blowjob and the finger fuckin my ass. "God you love to suck cock." But it is a short cock sucking session, but not over by any means.You lie on you stomach with your ass raised a little. As you reach down and star

Scarlets Hubby Likes Me More Than She Does Lololol
look I don't believe I have to play games and I just wanted to thankyou for helping me soo much and say that scarlet considers you a great friend I don't know whats happened I know I have had to worh multipull hours at work and she needs good friends please find ways to be happy she likes talking to you and it does not offend me I don't care to much what you guys have to talk about and have never played you online if it makes you feel better she should turn cam on to prove its not me if it makes you feel better but I have never been part of the conversations you have both had in the past sorry for upsettibg you and please forgive her she needs great friends like you....kevin

Double Trouble
My period was a month late and I kinda freaked out. Kinda pregnant made me kinda crazy and in a fit of horny desperation, I called my boyfriend’s best friend, Scott. I needed to confide in someone and he seemed perfect. But that didn’t happen. Instead, I considered my options and invited him to meet me at a downtown hotel for a tryst. I’d been horny for him since meeting him and this seemed like the perfect opportunity to ease some pent up dirtiness and take advantage of my condition. He knew what I wanted and had his dick out before we were in the room. I embraced his treating me sleazy and gladly dropped to my knees to suck his dick. I gave him my best, wet, sloppy head and let him blast his come in my mouth. “That’s just dirty!” He wheezed as I licked at his wilting tool, “You sucked me off deep throat and swallowed every load! What a fuckin slut! You’d pretty much screw anything, wouldn’t ya? You’re that horny!” I nodded, kissing his drooling cockslit.

Hi All I'm Back
for t6wo days i was sick with a cold but it only lasted two day it is so gone i must hav4e a very strong system that can fight anything and i am not sick any more i am back for all of to enjoy my company again i have missed you my guy friends your ANGEL EYES

You
You are my light, You are my darkness.... You are my joy, You are my pain.... You are my life, You are my death... Without You, I am Nothing.... With You, I am Everything.... You are my Mate..... You are LOVE MySpace Comments Graphics

Oh Well
ok im officially cuttin myself off frm u ppl for awhile like u fawkz care oh well jus remember this thought "if i ACCIDENTLY push u down da stairs and u die, is dat still considered murder???"......dnt fawk wif mii here cuz im not in a very good mood anymore...........

God Send Me An Angel
God send me angel from the heavens of send me an angel to hear my broken heart from been in love because all I do is cry and cry. God send me an angel to wipe the tears from my eyes now you have me on my knees begin god please to send you back to me I couldn't eat I couldn't sleep you made me feel like I couldn't breath all I wanted to do was feel your touch and give you all of my love. MySpace Comments Graphics

Life Is..
Life without friendship... is like the dawn without the sun. Life without friendship... is like the sky without the moon when the evening has begun. Life without friendship... is like a rose without rain. Life without friendship... just wouldn't be the same. Life without friendship... is like a ship without a sea. Life without friendship... just could not be without a friend like you for me.

Reflections
A reflection of you and me, It’s timeless as you can see. The moon and stars shining oh so high Reminding me of our friendship ties. You see the moon and stars never part, They’re a never-ending work of art. With a stroke of luck and a brush with fate A canvas was started for something great. For a friendship was born beneath this sky, Painted with laughter and lots of why’s. And in the twinkle of that clear blue night, I met you and the stars took flight. Colors swirling round and round, Creating something so profound. A friendship is in the midst, Can you see it in its mist? Go ahead take a look, It’s over there in the brook. A reflection of you and me It’s timeless can’t you see? I created this for a wonderful friend of mine and thought I would share it with everyone *Smiles* ~Peek~

Newbie Here
I found this site threw another site ive been on for about 4 years. I was trippin around blogs and ran across a link to this site and decided i had nothing better to do than check it out... now i find myself drawn like a magnet.. so much variety to the fun you can have here. Im a real easy going kinda girl.. I adore cooking and animals and entertaining friends.I like checking out local music and creative shows that float threw town. I do like to party in a herbal way... kinda gave up the tequilla for a bit though.. my liver was screaming at me lol. I live a very interesting life most people seem to think. Ive been happily married for 3 years ( my 3rd hubby) I also have a BF ive been with for about 9 months and a couple gf's in the mix hubby and I share too. Im a pretty open book, you can ask me anything, just please be respectful. Ignorant and rude people will be ignored... Ill add more to this later when i find something else to ramble about

The Heart
When you begin to touch your heart or let your heart be touched, you begin to discover that it's bottomless, that it doesn't have any resolution, that this heart is huge, vast, and limitless. You begin to discover how much warmth and gentleness is there, as well as how much space. What you think upon grows…

To Everyone
Roses are Red, Diamonds are Blue, I will fight any Bitch, That Fucks with you!! Now send this to everyone whose back you got and see who who has yours!! if u r a true friend!! ......@..........@ ......@.@.@.@....@.. ....@........@........@ ...@............@....@@ ...@..............@@..@ ....@............@...@ ......@...........@..@ .........@......@..@ .............@..@ .From...........@ ......Me..........@ ............TO.....@ ................You.@........@@@ ......@@@@..@....@..........@ ...@.............@@@......@@ .......@@@.......@..@@ .........................@ .........................@ .........................@ .........................@ .........................@ ........................@ .......................@ ONCE YOU'VE BEEN HIT WITH THE BEAUTY ROSE , YOU HAVE TO HIT 15 OTHER PEOPLE. IF YOU GET THIS BACK IT MEANS YOUR VERY PRETTY, SO START SENDIN. IF YOU BREAK THIS CHAIN YOU WILL BE CURSED WITH UGLINES

Guess
who sings: bed of nails? who sings: shit on u? who sings: animals? who sings: fuck the system? if u get 3 or 4 of them right u get a kiss. here r some clues 1. it starts with A 2. white rapper 3. 10¢ 4. system -- - ----

My Take On Life
OMG!!! Rate me this, rate me that. Look over and over I've stated that I rate 7-9 and 10's are reserved for specific pics that I deem "perfect". Pages get 10's if they impress the hell out of me or are at least better than my own simple page (doesn't take much). I'm sorry if you are offended, upset or just not in that "mood" when I rate your page or ask you to add me. If you know me you love me, if you don't....your loss (and a big one at that-just ask my friends who know me in reality not cyberspace). I love my "real" friends and true friends, the rest can get to know me or get in line to say or do what they must to relieve their own conscience. Keep smiling and luv to my friends. Always Sharky As of March 2007...I realize that the whole point system is just a way to pass on rewards and show some luv. I drop 10's on everyone and I'm in the process of updating all my ratings on people. If I haven't gotten to you let me know and I'll do what I can about everything. Aside f

Harmony
A family is a place where minds come in contact with one another. If these minds love one another the home will be as beautiful as a flower garden. But if these minds get out of harmony with one another it is like a storm that plays havoc with the garden.

Universal Responsibility
As we approach the end of the twentieth century, we find that the world has grown smaller and the world's people have become almost one community. We are also being drawn together by the grave problems we face: overpopulation, dwindling natural resources, and an environmental crisis that threaten the very foundation of existence on this small planet we share. I believe that to meet the challenge of our times, human beings will have to develop a greater sense of universal responsibility. Each of us must learn to work not just for his or her own self, family or nation, but for the benefit of all humankind. Universal responsibility is the real key to human survival. It is the best foundation for world peace, the equitable use of natural resources, and the proper care of the environment.

Real Foundation Of Freedom & Democracy
Truth is the best guarantor and the real foundation of freedom and democracy. It does not matter whether you are weak or strong or whether your cause has many or few adherents, truth will still prevail. Recently, many successful freedom movements have been based on the true expression of people's most basic feelings. This is a valuable reminder that truth itself is still seriously lacking in much of our political life. Especially in the conduct of international relations we pay very little respect to truth. Inevitably, weaker nations are manipulated and oppressed by stronger ones, just as the weaker sections of most societies suffer at the hands of the more affluent and powerful. In the past, the simple expression of truth has usually been dismissed as unrealistic, but these last few years have proved that it is an immense force in the human mind, and, as a result, in the shaping of history.

Oxycodone Dosent Mean Sober.......
Down to buisness, Im still recovering from getting hit by a truck, My spine is "unconclusive" in condition as of now so im still wearing a back brace. I can put 50% weight on my leg now the doctor said, but my hip still gives me pain....thank God(or scientist) for pain pills. My shoulder blaid is healing up well I guess but Is still limited on its movement. So yes I was rideing my skooter and this lady plowed me from behind driving a big ol' 86 chevey, I woke up in the back of an abulance being held down by the emergency crew. They shot me full of oooh laa la and rushed me to centeral carolina, then I was tranceferd to UNC chapel hill. None the less Im doing much better and thank God im still alive (Fuck material posessions). God keept me alive for a reason and Ive made a lot of new choices as to how im living my life from now on...you'll all should(will_)be proud of me!!! By the way I know your wondering....No I wasnt wasted truth be told I was sober untill the doctors pumped me full

In The Rain...
It is a starless night, thunder in the distance, flashes of lightning as a storm is about to roll in. Just finished dinner for a nice romantic quick getaway, when I see the look in his eye that says the night is far from over. Feeling daring from half a bottle of wine, I see an alley just up ahead, and pull him with me. He's looking at me confused, until I start to unbutton my blouse. We are not far in and there are people going by but I don't care. The wine has made me bold, and that look in his eyes makes me want him right that very second. Going back to the hotel is not an option at this point, because I just have to have him. I grin at him as I continue to undo my blouse and he stands there, stunned. "Don't you want to go back to our room, baby?" he asks me. I shake my head no and finally get my blouse undone. "I want you now, sweetness," I say to him, pulling him closer to me. I kiss him hotly and press my body to him. Wrapping my arms around his neck, deepening

A Timely Message & Reminder
> Recently someone was browsing through the 40th Anniversary Issue of >Reader's Digest (dated Feb. 1962), and came across this reprint from the >Washington News. Very wise words every Congress should heed. > > > The quote reads: Vice President Lyndon Johnson received the following message from a reservatiom Native American Indian Chief : >"Be careful with your immigration laws. We were careless with ours."

Fire And Ice...
You touch my shoulder and I turn to look up at You smiling. The look in Your eyes stops me in my tracks, smile fading, eyes instantly lowering. Silently, You stand and take my hand, pulling me with You. "Master...." I start to ask, but I feel a finger on my lips quieting me and I know, there will be no talking tonight. I follow You closely up the stairs to the bedroom. You turn to me and look down into my eyes, leaning in and whispering, "Close your eyes baby girl and keep them closed." I nod my head and let my eyes flutter closed, placing myself in Your hands, knowing You'll keep me safe. You lead me into the bedroom and sit me down on the edge of the bed leaning down to kiss me softly on the lips, whispering to me "Just breathe and relax baby girl, let Me take care of You tonight." I purr softly and nod my head, trying to relax into whatever it is You want from me. A blush rises over my cheeks as I realize that all Your attention is focused on me and I squirm a bit in my s

What Kinda Kisser Are You?
What type of kisser are you? Romantic kisserThis kind of kisser will be a good husband or wife.Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com Romantic kisser: This kind of kisser will be a good husband or wife.

Veterans Day Ride!
Its 5.45 am, and time to get out of bed. By 6, I have the coffee going, and am already in the shower. check my emails real quick to see if there are any last minute changes, and then start getting ready for the cold weather. Now what coud get me up and outside so early in the morning? Well-today is Veterans Day, and we are having a ride to celebrate. So at 7.30 am, I am on my way out the door, dressed in layers. No frost, but that is only because the humidity is down. It is COLD out there. Push the bike out of the garage, and get her running. Takes a couple of minutes to get warmed up, and I want that oil thinned out just a bit before I start heading up the road. Kickstands up at 7.45 am, and I am off! Only takes me about 1 minute to figure out that the gloves I grabbed and were fine for standing around, aren't going to work for riding-just a bit thin, and ventilated -fingers are already getting tingly. Suck it up! I keep riding-I have endured worse than this, and there are MY country

Should You Get Back With Your Ex?
Should you get back with your Ex? A good ideaThis relationship showed and still shows some promise, and you feel regret at having ended it or having it ended in the first place. Since you still have feelings for him, and since the experience was mostly positive, getting back with this guy is a good idea. It's important not to let whatever happened to split you two up happen again, though, so make sure you and your ex are prefectly clear on the point of not repeating mistakes and not rehashing old problems. Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

Is He Really Interested?
Is he really interested? Totally into youThis guy definately has some interest in you, congrats! It may take some time to get things going, but don't worry, things'll get there eventually. By no means get complacent! But keep him interested and your crush will soon be your boyfriend. Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

True Love Will Prevail
even through am not in a relationship now , it does not mean I dont believe in this... Must have faith to trust in, and others just wing it? the WING ones are many the ones left in the dark and alone. You get what you put in to a relationship or marriage and the rewards are so wonderful. have a great Sunday True Love Will Prevail by Michael Vestal Just when I thought I'd lost you for good, You came back to me. as I prayed you would. I think you realized what I mean to you, What you mean to me; You already knew... We can not hide this love we both share Our bond is strong and beyond compare. This special love that we both feel, We both truly know that it's for real... What makes our love so special for each other? Are the little things we share with one another. The bigger decisions we talk things through, That's what two people in love would do… We love each other; it's plain to see, I'm in love with you and you with me.

Naughty Or Nice?
Are You Naughty or Nice? AngelicYou haven't a bad bone in your body. So congradutions, you're a good girl, but you also have the adventurous sense of a snail. Don't be afraid to break out of your comfort zone once in a while.Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

I Added A Link To The Jackass!!!!
I DON'T UNDERSTAND HOW ANYONE THAT LIVES IN THE UNITED STATES CAN NOT SUPPORT OUR TROOPS!!!! THIS PERSON IS NOT EVEN FIT TO BE CALLED A MAN!!!HE IS SO ANTI AMERICAN THAT ITS UNREAL!!! HE DELETED MY COMMENT OFF OF HIS BLOG BUT HE CAN NOT DELETE THIS!!! HE MAY NOT BE FROM AMERICA BUT HE LIVES HERE NOW,SO HE SHOULD SUPPORT THE COUNTRY HE LIVES IN NOW!!!! ALL I DID WAS TELL HIM THAT IF HE THOUGHT WE WERE DOING BAD OVER IN IRAQ THEN HE SHOULD GO LIVE THERE!!! /cherrytap.com/ashaumyan

Like A Perpetual Valentine's Day
this place... I'm making some comment tags up in photoshop and I'm hit with this realization as I try to come up with something clever to add to a picture of a devil driving a hotrod... It's like being in grade school and going around to everyone's neatly decorated shoe-boxes and dropping in little notes, gifts, cards... I always loved that day. Feb.14th around here would have to be enough to make your head explode ;)

Ok Finally The Details I Said Were To Follow
I need a few good men . . Oh wait, I mean ideas! Yep I want to get more video on my page, but sometimes I just don’t know what you all want to see! So, here’s the challenge, send me your best video ideas keeping in mind that I’m not MGM, just SIMPLE!! ideas! The best one will (as chosen by a panel of judges, yes really judges) will win a 3 month membership to my site* Send them in to Claudia@curvyclaudia.com (with the subject line VIDEO CONTEST ENTRY) I’m going to run the contest until December 15. I will use all the ideas eventually, so you will get to see me make your fantasy a reality. *Past membership or Proof of age required for winner

7 Steps To Your Great Success In Life!
The DARAFAL Formula-7 Steps To Your Great Success In Life! Spiritual Awakenings The DARAFAL Formula-7 Steps To Your Great Success In Life! by Phil Brull What do you really want in life? Think about it. Yes, you yeah, YOU can have what you really want! You are free to achieve any goal! You can do anything! Don't believe it? That's OK! Just try it out! The 7-step DARAFAL Formula works for many, and it also can work for YOU! Imagine for one moment living the life of your dreams! Hmm, isn't it beautiful? And the best thing is you can do it! YOU! And you don't have to wait! You can start right now! Here is DARAFAL, your 7-step key to success: 1. D - Decide what you want This first step is vitally important. Why? Because you must identify what you WANT. We are so used to identify what we don't want that it may be unusual to decide what we want. But, what happens if we only say what we don't want? Well, our mind is a goal-seeking mechanism. The subconscious mind does all to create

Levels Of Energy And Existence
It is one of your tasks in this lifetime to utilize this time here to lift the frequency of the energy here from that of fear to that of love. This is an awesome task and well worth doing. It involves millions of people and is most critical. Begin, of course, with yourself, meditating and lifting yourself out of the vibrations of darkness and fear and shining out with love and light. Remember that you are a light, and that light always drives away darkness. Light does not wage war to conquer darkness. Light shines and darkness has no choice but to retreat. And there is another level of energy which is above this and vibrates at a higher level, and at this level thought turns to manifested reality. At this level, rather than even focusing on the darkness and on the fear, you are within the grace of love completely and your thoughts change the reality which is around you. At this level, you begin to blur the line between what is perceived as reality and what is perceived as th

B.g. (tha Put On)
Los Angeles, tha bac yard of 1 of my friends from childhood, I stand n tha middel of 17 friends n a fighting position, my oldest friend cums first he swings & a hard fist hits my jaw, he & I r in tha center throwin blows as if we didnt know each other ( but theres a difference between put on & put off, when yr put off u r tha unwanted), he & I r fighting 4 a few minets toe 2 toe & then cums another friend, and then another until its tha full 17 & in tha middel of all that is a young man provin himself 2 his friends. Thja ratpac last 4 about 30 seconds which seems like 4ever, but at last as soon as it started its over, hugs and hand shakes go around, dont get me wrong we were friends at tha start & we r even closer friends at tha end of, and what emerges from that tight bond of friends is a B.G. ( Baby Gangsta )& tha life that cums after that is another story in its self.Alot of u ask do I still live that life well tha answer is no, tha hood I was from disbanded & everyone went there ow

Love" & Krishnamurti
The demand to be safe in relationship inevitably breeds sorrow and fear. This seeking for security is inviting insecurity. Have you ever found security in any of your relationships? Have you? Most of us want the security of loving and being loved, but is there love when each one of us is seeking his own security, his own particular path? We are not loved because we don't know how to love. What is love? The word is so loaded and corrupted that I hardly like to use it. Everybody talks of love - every magazine and newspaper and every missionary talks everlastingly of love. I love my country, I love my king, I love some book, I love that mountain, I love pleasure, I love my wife, I love God. Is love an idea? If it is, it can be cultivated, nourished, cherished, pushed around, twisted in any way you like. When you say you love God what does it mean? It means that you love a projection of your own imagination, a projection of yourself clothed in certain forms of respectability according t

Cherishing The Moments
In witnessing those who have decided to become deliberate in their creating, we have noticed a common occurrence. There is a propensity toward always looking toward a brighter future. "When I get my job, things will be better." "Once I find my true love, then I will be happy." "Once I get rid of these extra pounds, I will be happy," and so on. While we are pleased that you are looking toward a deliberate happy future, still you miss the point. You are here to bring yourselves to a joyful state of being - moment by moment, day by day, as you chew upon the data of life. As you stand in your "now," aware of where you want to be, or even aware of where you are going, your tendency is to note the lack of where you are. As you contrast "now" with future success, what you are usually FEELING is the LACK of the "now." And, as you feel the lack of the "now," your "now" will remain unchanged. Grasp the concept of BECOMING. Not unhappy "now." Not unfulfilled "now," while upon a journey that w

Dammit......
have u ever had a toddler asleep on your lap and your leg starts to itch???????? IT SUCKS!!!!!!!!!!! LOL. i can't move or i'll wake her up. and dammit... typing with one hand is NOT as easy as some people say!!!

Veterans Day Thoughts
Thanks to all who serve us! WHO IS A VET? He is the cop on the beat who spent six months in Saudi Arabia sweating two gallons a day making sure the armored personnel carriers didn't run out of fuel. He is the barroom loudmouth, dumber than five wooden planks, whose overgrown frat-boy behavior is outweighed a hundred times in the cosmic scales by four hours of exquisite bravery near the 38th parallel. She (or he) is the nurse who fought against futility and went to sleep sobbing every night for two solid years in Da Nang. He is the POW who went away one person and came back another -- or didn't come back AT ALL. He is the Parris Island drill instructor who has never seen combat -- but has saved countless lives by turning slouchy, no-account rednecks and gang members into Marines, and teaching them to watch each other's backs. He is the parade-riding Legionnaire who pins on his ribbons and medals with a prosthetic hand. He is the career quartermaster who watches

That Person I Want In My Life Forever
He will hold me and never let go The good byes are not forever They are only for a little while His kisses are so sweet and so soft It tickles When his arms are around me I feel safe and warm When he says he loves me he means it And when he says that he cares He does and shows that he does That is the person I want in my life forever

Pastors Buiseness Card
Pastor's Business Card: A new pastor was visiting in the homes of his parishioners. At one house it seemed obvious that someone was at home, but no answer came to his repeated knocks at the door. Therefore, he took out a business card and wrote "Revelation 3:20" on the back of it and stuck it in the door. When the offering was processed the following Sunday, he found that his card had been returned. Added to it was this cryptic message, "Genesis 3:10." Reaching for his Bible to check out the citation, he broke up in gales of laughter. Revelation 3:20 begins "Behold, I stand at the door and knock." Genesis 3:10 reads, "I heard your voice in the garden and I was afraid for I was naked." Remember when the funniest jokes were the clean ones? They still are! "A cheerful heart is good medicine" (Prov. 17:22)

Frustrated
im starting to get a little frustrated because i cant get my computer at home working right n i want to get internet hooked up. its getting old just working doing nothing that seems worth while. life has been getting old for a long time. seems i work eat and sleep that's it. it's so meaningless and pointless. i don't have anyone to hang out with anyone to hold. i just stand behind a counter working at a gas station 8 hrs a day 6 days a week for shit pay working my ass off. *sigh* i thought getting my own place n such would change things, but seems nothing changes, donno if it ever will. maybe ill have to post pone recording my cd or something but i wanted to record it a long time ago, ive put getting it done off for a long time already. maybe i ought to just save every penny i can and just go drive and i donno. get away, heh i moved here to get away, away from what? i dont know, but i still haven't gotten away. all i feel is nothingness most the time it's frustrating, if i feel anyt

The Ladies Will Appreciate ~ The Men Will Learn A Lesson ***lmao
Public Restrooms My mother was a fanatic about public restrooms. When I was a little girl, she'd take me into the stall, show me how to wad up toilet Paper and wipe the seat. Then she'd carefully lay strips of toilet paper to cover the seat. Finally, she'd instruct, "Never, NEVER sit on a public toilet seat. Then she'd demonstrate "The Stance," which consisted of balancing over the toilet in a sitting position without actually letting any of your flesh make contact with the toilet seat. That was a long time ago. Now, in my "mature" years, "The Stance" is excruciatingly difficult to maintain. When you have to visit a public bathroom, you usually find a line of women, so you smile politely and take your place. Once it's your turn, you check for feet under the stall doors. Every stall is occupied. Finally, a door opens and you dash in, nearly knocking down the woman leaving the stall. You get in to find the door won't latch. It doesn't

My Best Friend
Going to start this out with a song that puts into words what I have not been able to do.. We've been friends for a long long time You tell me your secrets and i tell you mine She's left you all alone and you feel like no one cares But i have never failed you i've always been there You tell your story it sounds a bit like mine it's the same old situation it happens every time Can't we see oh maybe you and me is whats meant to be or do we disagree What if i told you -(what if i said) that i loved you how would you feel what would you think what would we do do we dare cross that line between your heart and mine or would i lose a friend or find a love that would never end what if i said She doesn't love you oh it's plain to see i can read between the lines of what your telling me and he doesn't hold you the way a woman should be held how long can i go on keeping these feelings to myself What if i told you -(what if i said) that i loved you how would you

Our Journey Is A Daily Affirmation
when things seem to never be as we want them, and life seems to keep us down and trodden, its the light in a friend, who just haps by, sharing some luv or a simple hi, that makes us realize, that we are blessed no matter what things seem like before us .." ~pixie~ MY DAILY AFFIRMATION I will wake up to the beautiful side of the day every day , I give thanks before I rise that I have another day to learn and become More connected and intuitive .. I am finding that on the path, I am not as alone as I feel at times , and that I'm not out of sync with the deities , but simply calling many by different names, tho both/all names in some way relate .. So as I seek, I learn, and in learning I can apply and in applying I understand .. The Journey is one step at a time, absorbing all that can be absorbed in that step ... Understanding that connection to Earth Mother and The Creator is a rare and beautiful gift, given to those who in their hearts truly seek

If
If a kiss was a raindrop... I'd send you showers. If hugs were a second... I'd send you hours. If smiles were water... I'd send you the sea. If friendship was a person... I'd send you me. If you dont send this to at lest 10 people...you will be left with no friends because they won't know that you appreciate them. This poem shows lots of appreciation...so send this to all of your

Thought, Or The Everpresent Pain
Thought ... or The Everpresent Pain Oranges are moot When eating elephants Shot with water pistols And the grey bearded pirannahs Are not afraid of the goat That flies by night. And of course, We must never forget that The Stupification factor of five Is ideal for Telekenetic prowess. Think about it and it might ... eventually .. Make some sense... Or it may not becuase this is a train of thought poem Yes, a stream of thought poem I am thinking, And so are you ... now But this train ain't goin' far. Not far at all. As a matter of fact It's sitting on its ass Fallen off the broken tracks, Fallen off the dead mens' backs. I know it makes no sense, But that is the point Isn't it? I thought so before But I was thinking then. I think I may have stopped by now But NO That was a thought So there I go again. I have to quit Because I know there is nothing to say. So look at this poem Flying through the air Like a hawk Or a vulture Flying fr

Hop-hop Album Reviews 2 The Chcago Mc's Edition
Rhymfest cd Blue Collar- Rhymefest has come out swinging with his cd blue collar very versatile and metaphorical in many ways. Rhymefest got his foot in the door by beating eminem in a battle and having kanye west as a friend but far different from his stunting mentor kanye. Rhymefest is more of a lyricist and his ordplay and delivery are never off he has really found his nitche. By far besides the exception of Common, Rhymefest is the strongest mc from Chicago. He shines on such tracks as "dynomite (going postal)", "all i do", "sister" and "bullet". Overall I give this album 4 1/2 mics out of 5. Lupe Faisco cd Food N Liqour- Lupe has found a way of portraying his style of music without having to sellout. Lupe excells as his worplay is strong and his creativity is amazing. With time Lupe has a chance to be a mainstay in hip-hop for a long time to come. He shines on songs such as "real" feat Sarah Green, "daydreamin" feat Jill Scott, "hurt me soul" and "american terrorist" feat Matth

Babysitting
Hi. My name is mandy. I live near Charlotte, North Carolina. I have been a babysitter for about a year now. I would perfer to watch childern at least two years old. For more detail message me. Mandy P.S. If you know anyone near my area that needs a babysitter let them know about me.

Hello Everybody...please Read My Blog...
Hi everybody...here's another blog from me & it's a sad one...The reason I haven't been online, is due to my daughter's dad passing away on November 6th...He went into the hospital on October 25th...He was emediately put on a ventalator...He had a massive heart attack,pnuemonia & a infection somewhere in his body...He also was on Dialysis for about 16yrs...He had multiple organ failure...we didn't want to see him suffer anymore,the only thing keeping him alive, was the ventalator...the drs. said he would never come off of it...It was decided to take him off the ventalator..he lived for about 5 minutes then passed away...Bellow is a link to the memorial group that our friends made for sabby's dad...please join and help keep his memory alive... http://groups.yahoo.com/group/WeLoveUAndMissURonnie Thank You, Linda

Tender Moments (in Memory Of My Grandparents)
TENDER MOMENTS a morning spent on a sandy shore hand in hand, spirits soar the sun colored pink, purple and blue the clouds in the sky formed a heavenly hue together they shared in daybreak's glory this the beginning, a true love story a mid-morning walk on a cool mountain trail side by side, never to fail the heavens dreary tempests grew dark clouds in the sky split in two together they huddled against the storm this the struggle, one heart to form a picnic at noon on the Sea Sprite Amour heart to heart, on a wave driven tour dreams of passion treasures drew a future of visions, bright, shiny, new together they planned a heaven of bliss this the desire, captured a kiss a turn at the plough in the afternoon hour face to face, prayed for the shower hearts in turmoil strived to be true dust in focus, veiled the view together they fought each mighty foe this the battle, trust to grow an evening dance out on the moor cheek to cheek, at moonlights door s

Brandi
Lipstick smeared kisses Tainted with a dewy gloss of blood That shines its death of roses through blury eyes. Eyes that reflect broken promises torn skin, blade kissed, in switchblades of penatratable lies. Another bad day that begins with broken glass Fallen tears and unconscious dreams. Dreams that transform into dancing shadows of the past. Howling winds break the silence of her morning coffee. Inhaling the poison of her cigarette The end of the cigarette burns for a purpose It smolders in its nicotine infused cancer Smoke swirling patterns of the future Menthol lingers in the tarnished air Bright red burns against pale breakable skin Flesh sizzles beneath the flame of hate and torture The newspaper telling its lies and its truth of misconception Sighing as the world weighs down upon shoulders that look emaciated through years of starvation Perfection always near but so far away Fleeing upon empty wings that brings only death through its devious w

For My Fellow Vets
It's The Veteran It is the VETERAN, not the preacher, who has given us freedom of religion. It is the VETERAN, not the reporter, who has given us freedom of the press. It is the VETERAN, not the poet, who has given us freedom of speech. It is the VETERAN, not the campus organizer, who has given us freedom to assemble. It is the VETERAN, not the lawyer, who has given us the right to a fair trial. It is the VETERAN, not the politician, Who has given us the right to vote. It is the VETERAN, who salutes the Flag, who serves under the Flag, ETERNAL REST GRANT THEM O LORD, AND LET PERPETUAL LIGHT SHINE UPON THEM

Farmer & The Bull
A cocky Department of Agriculture representative stopped at a farm and talked with the old farmer; "I need to inspect your farm." The old farmer said "You better not go in that field." The Ag representative said in a "wise " tone "I have the authority of the U. S. Government with me. See this card, I am allowed to go wherever I wish on agricultural land." So the old farmer went about his farm chores. Later, the farmer heard loud screams and saw the Department of Agriculture rep running for the fence, close behind was the farmer's prize bull. The bull was madder than a nest full of hornets and the bull was gaining at every step. The Old farmer called out: "Show him your card!"

I Am Meth
I destroy homes, I tear families apart, I take your children, and that's just the start. I'm more costly than diamonds, more precious than gold, The sorrow I bring is a sight to behold. If you need me, remember I'm easily found, I live all around you - in schools and in town I live with the rich, I live with the poor, I live down the street, and maybe next door. I'm made in a lab, but not like you think, I can be made under the kitchen sink. In your child's closet, and even in the woods, If this scares you to death, well it certainly should. I have many names, but there's one you know best, I'm sure you've heard of me, my name is crystal meth. My power is awesome, try me you'll see, But if you do, you may never break free. Just try me once and I might let you go, But try me twice, and I'll own your soul. When I possess you, you'll steal and you'll lie, You do what you have to -- just to get high. The crimes

Doing It Right The Second Time Around
to all my real friends on here and you know who you are. I did it!!I am now moved into my new apartment with my girls and it is great I also got a car another answer to my prayers, and I am going back to school in jan. who says you can't have a do over in life .Now i am going to stand on my own two feet to prove to myself no man needed here to take care of me.I am loving all the friends i have made on here. so thanks to all of my new and old friends for careing so much i love you all. ~nicki~

People Come Into Your Life For A Reason
People come into your life for a reason, a season or a lifetime. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire fulfilled, their work is done. The prayer you sent up has been answered and now it is time to move on. Some people come into your life for a SEASON, because your turn has come to share, grow or learn. They bring you an experi

Excerpts From My Book3
How Carrie did loathe this. To be treated only as a piece of meat. Carrie knew that I love her for her. I loved her for her pure childlike heart. For her inner beauty as well as what was on the outside. This always gave her a radiance and beauty that even the heavenly angels themselves stood in awe of. But you! You chosen few who chose to make her life and her livelihood a living hell. You I blame for her death! You were the ones who called and showed up to get her upset to the point of depression. The ones who got her so upset as to the point of being careless. The ones who made my Carrie lose all hope, no matter how hard I tried to reassure her. I’ve come to conclude that once hope is gone, we are no longer human. We become something that merely tries to survive on sheer instinct. This race never actually developed to homosapien from Neanderthal – we are still there. We strive to contradict today what was religiously upheld yesterday. Yet we still conside

Let Me Be Your Shelter
Let me be your shelter, When you are cold, let me be your fire, When you are weak, let me be your strength, When all hope is lost,Let me be your inspiration, When you are lost, let me lead you home, When you are afraid, let me comfort you, When you are in despair, let me lift you up, When you feel no love, let me fill your heart, For, I will be with you always.

Dreamland
Come, my sweet, and take my hand. Walk with me through love's dreamland to a place where nature abounds, and passionate desires are lovingly found. Dance with me in the soft moonlight, as I cover you with star-lit kisses thru the night. Hold me in your embrace so near while I softly sing words of love in your ear. Here tonight, I willingly profess the depth of my love that I now confess. Entwined we lay upon our lovers' bed, covered with soft-scented rose petals so red. In our love's dreamland, not so far away, our kisses, our caresses speak what love has to say. So, dance with me this ritual of love underneath the twinkling stars above. Hold me tight as we embrace this night, as we make love till the dawning daylight. Kiss me quick, and I'll kiss you slow, for here in love's dreamland, pure ecstasy we know

Love
Have you ever been in love? Horrible, isn't it? It makes you feel so vulnerable. It opens your chest and it opens your heart and it means someone can get inside you and mess you up. You bulid up all these defenses. You build up this whole armor, for years, so nothing can hurt you. Then one stupid person, no different from any other stupid person, wanders into your stupid life... You give them a piece of you. They don't ask for it. They do something dumb one day like kiss you, or smile at you, and then your life isn't your own anymore. Love takes hostages. It gets inside you. It eats you out and leaves you crying in the darkness. So a simple phrase like, "Maybe we should just be friends" or "It isn't workin' out" turns into a glass splinter working it's way into your heart. It hurts. Not just in the imagination. Not just in the mind. It's a soul hurt, a body hurt, a real gets- inside- you- and- rips- you- apart pain. I hate love.

Sorry..
Sorry if my last blog made me sound pissed. Because in all honesty - I'm not. I'm actually in a really good mood. I'm just getting tired of being walked all over and used. I'm to the point where I'm going to start deleting people who have NOT been on my page in several weeks.

My Page So Far
I always start my Blogs with you know what. Then I rabble on with what ever is in my mind... I have to say I reviewed my page today and yes there maybe more I could do to make my page to stand out... I review many peoples pages and leave them 10's for there page but I have to say I review how many friends they have... and yes... everyone has more friends than me... But you know what... I am happy with the amount of people I have... it maybe a small number but I am happy... :o) Just wanted to share what was going through my mind at this time... I have to say I try and keep upto date on my blogs as best I can but sometimes there will be time where it may take me at least a good few days or even weeks to get one posted... But Happy as I am... Hope everyone that reads this is having a Good Day... I know I am ... Living in England the time is 22.20 and I think I may just go bed and sleep... :o) hehe See You All Soon I Hope... Simon x x x

Been There.. But I Still Need Help Up..
its the exspereance that makes you who you are. the love goes around even when you cant feel it its surrounding you no one knows what your going though your heart will hurt and love will be no help scars will appear and youll turn into who you are dont look down upon the ground it will only let you sitt upon it when you have fallen down look up at the stars for those are the ones who will help you back up when you have came crashing down others will beat you up while i will be here for you handing you my broken hand for i too have come tumbuling down those who cant get up just need alittle help from the ones who have been helped up before and now i am here for you only one thing i ask.. BE HERE FOR ME!!