i lost my bf now he is my x and and i lost one in iraq when i was preg and ya why are there with guys there life death and sex but the problem i have is the whole death part when some one dies you are losing your best friend your hero your partner i give my heart out to the people in iraq dieing every day and there family i would do anything for my life to be there so i know what going how they think how they feel if they feel or if they eer need some one to talk to i am always around to the point if you send me in the army came back with a metal and know nation wide still no one will be with me i love the guys that are sweet and caring the ones if you dont see them for a long time when you finlly see them they scoop you up in there arms just kissing you crying with tears i wish more guys could say being a man is meaning you do cry well me busting out soon bye