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Realization
Why do I even bother, Staring through these lying eyes. Eyes that see nothing but dreams. Dreams of happiness, Dreams that entice. Dreams of ending this rhetorical life. All I see are these unreachable dreams. But most of all, I seem to dream. Of a world, Where I wouldn't be me. A world where, My love, Could mean something. A world where I wouldn't be, So empty. For if I were somone else, I wonder, Would she finally be with me? Or would she still deny my love and throw it back at me? Would it still hurt, To stand near her? And at the same time, Would I still feel at ease... Every single time that I see her? Probably. But WHY? Why must I see such a beatiful lie? A lie that looks back at me, With the eyes of an angel. Eyes that shine, Like the stars in the sky. Eyes that see me the same way I do. As nothing, as no one, Too hopeless to deserve anyone. When it comes to me, My eyes aren't blind. They see the pain, The hatred. The depression and despai

R U Really Down ????
Sistas r 4eva, Bitches aint nuttin Sistas fight for each otha, Bitches get jumped Sistas cry together, Bitches cry alone Sistas scoop up niggas together, Bitches takes ya man Sistas are strong, Bitches are weak Sistas gotta crib, Bitches got tha streets Sistas are smart, Bitches are dumb Sistas ride in cars, Bitches ride the bus Me, and You have a sista bond no-one can break, the bond that a Bitch would try n take

Thought Of The Day
Music Video:PRETTY GIRL (by Sugarcult)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone And that's what you get for falling again you can never get him out of your head. It's the way that he makes you feel, it's the way that he kisses you, it's the way that he makes you fall in love...it's the way that you cry, it's the way that he's in your mind, it's the way that he makes you fall in love... pretty girl is offering while he's confessing everything, pretty soon she'll figure out you can never get him out of your head... i hate myself for falling again and again to old used lines, ones i've heard before and made a promise to ignore. i take a chance and you get me to believe only to get hurt once more...another full circle dear god i hate myself today...

To Let My Friends And Family Know
Those of you that know i was diagnosed with high blood pressure last week now know where my headaches were coming from just to let everyone know i went back this week and was put on meds to control it. but i do have to go back in a week to see if they are working good enough. it was 190/115 when i was there today before i started taking the meds. Will keep everyone updated. hugs love and kisses to all DawnMarie aka Onyx Illuzion of Xxxtasy

Pecans In The Cemetery
PECANS IN THE CEMETERY On the outskirts of a small town, there was a big, old pecan tree just inside the cemetery fence. One day, two boys filled up a bucketful of nuts and sat down by the tree, out of sight, and began dividing the nuts. "One for you, one for me. One for you, one for me," said one boy. Several dropped and rolled down toward the fence. Another boy came riding along the road on his bicycle. As he passed, he thought he heard voices from inside the cemetery. He slowed down to investigate. Sure enough, he heard, "One for you, one for me. One for you, one for me." He just knew what it was. He jumped back on his bike and rode off. Just around the bend he met an old man with a cane, hobbling along. "Come here quick," said the boy, "you won't believe what I heard! Satan and the Lord are down at the cemetery dividing up the souls." The man said, "Beat it kid, can't you see it's hard for me to walk." When the boy insisted though, the man hobbled slowly to the

My Girlfriend As A Horror Killer
You scored as Freddy Krueger. You are Freddy Krueger. You are evil, but enjoy having fun. Sure you made some bad choices in life, causing some parents to attack you, and burn you alive. But hey, you have even more fun now than you did then! You prefer waiting for your victims to fall asleep, so you can have fun with them in your world. But if they pull you out, you dont let that stop your fun! Freddy Krueger70%Hannibal Lecter65%Michael Myers60%Jigsaw55%Candyman45%Captain Spaulding45%Pinhead40%Jason Voorhees30%Leatherface30%Buffalo Bill20%

Redneck Parachute Jump
Just before a new redneck had his first parachute jump, his sergeant reminded him, "Count to ten, then pull the first rip cord. If it snarls, pull the second rip cord for your auxiliary chute. After you land, our truck will pick you up." The paratrooper took a deep breath and jumped. He counted to ten and pulled the first cord. Nothing happened. He pulled the second cord. Again, nothing happened. As he plummeted to the ground, he said to himself, "I'll bet that truck won't be there either!"

Oh Hell
A man and a woman were driving down the road, arguing about his deplorable infidelity when suddenly, the woman reached over and sliced the man's penis off. Angrily, she tossed it out the car window. Driving behind the couple was a man and his 6-year-old daughter. The little girl was chatting away at her father when all of a sudden the penis smacked their car windshield, stuck for a moment, and then flew off. The little girl said to her daddy what the heck was that?" Shocked, but not wanting to expose his little girl to anything sexual at such a young age, the father replied, "It....it was only a bug, Honey." The daughter sat with a confused look on her face, and after a moment said.... "Sure had a big dick, didn't it?"

* Love Is Sacred *
Love is something that is new, fresh, alive. It has no yesterday and no tomorrow. It is beyond the turmoil of thought. It is only the innocent mind which knows what love is, and the innocent mind can live in the world which is not innocent. To find this extraordinary thing which man has sought endlessly through sacrifice, through worship, through relationship, through sex, through every form of pleasure and pain, is only possible when thought comes to understand itself and comes naturally to an end. Then love has no opposite, then love has no conflict. You may ask, `If I find such a love, what happens to my wife, my children, my family? They must have security.' When you put such a question you have never been outside the field of thought, the field of consciousness. When once you have been outside that field you will never ask such a question because then you will know what love is in which there is no thought and therefore no time. You may read this mesmerized and enchanted, but actu

What Kind Of Person My Girlfriend Attracts
What type of person do you attract? Your Result: You attract Yuppies! You attract the very well-dressed, job oriented type of people. They usually have their finances together, are 'middle of the road' on most topics, generally happy with the 'main-stream' of things. If it is stability you are after, these are good people to attract, if you seek adventure, it may be time for an overhaul.You attract artsy people! You attract geeks! You attract unstable people! You attract models! You attract rednecks! What type of person do you attract?Quizzes for MySpace

Ha Ha...updates
So new pics are up...mainly of me stripping around a desk...which just so happens to belong to my best friend/room mate...she left town for the weekend so I had myself a good time...she laughed when I showed her the pics later...lol So Final Fantasy XII is like the awesomest game EVER...Im addicted...and getting ready to go play again...just thought I would post new pics since I finally got the camera working! Love you all, play nice and have fun!

"i'm So Tired"...so Tired...ozzy
"Hey im feelin tired, my time is gone today, you flirt with suicide, sometimes thats ok"...Falling Away From Me...Korn I have no idea what to do....I'm truely sick of it all...my sense of responsibility once kept me going, but right now I don't care either...live or die...sink or swim...I get no help, simple requests are ignored, like the crazy guy that stands on the corner telling everyone the end is near...my heart is heavy, and my muscles hurt...is it age? your as young as you feel, and right now I fell like I'm 80...although nearing 40, and don't give me that crap that 40 is the new 30, I still look 30, which with 30 being the new 20...AARRRGGHHH TO MANY NUMBERS!!!...where was I, oh yeah...MY LIFE IS SUCKING!!!and no one near me seems to care, some of my CT friends whisper words of encouragement...THNX TO ALL!!...but the ones that could really make a difference seem to wrapped up, and the fake crap has to end, maybe I'm cynical, years ago I was told I was to young to be cynical, I

1 For The Rednecks
A redneck was stopped by a game warden in East Texas recently with two ice chests full of fish. He was leavin' a cove well-known for its fishing. The game warden asked the man, "Do you have a license to catch those fish?" "Naw, sir", replied the redneck. "I ain't got none of them there licenses. You must understand, these here are my pet fish." "Pet fish?" "Yeah. Every night, I take these here fish down to the lake and let 'em swim 'round for awhile. Then, when I whistle, they jump right back into these here ice chests and I take 'em home ""That's a bunch of hooey! Fish can't do that." The redneck looked at the warden for a moment and then said, "It's the truth Mr. Government Man. I'll show ya. It really works." "O. K.", said the warden. "I've got to see this!" The redneck poured the fish into the lake and stood and waited. After several minutes, the warden says, "Well?" "Well, what?", says the redneck. The warden says, "When are you going to call them back?" "Call

Condoms And Kids
Kids & Condoms A man walks into a drug store with his 8-year-old son. They happen to walk by the condom display, and the boy asks, "What are these, Dad?" To which the man matter-of-factly replies, "Those are called condoms, son. Men use them to have safe sex." "Oh I see.", replied the boy pensively. "Yes, I've heard of that in health class at school." He looks over the display and picks up a package of 3 and ask, "Why are there 3 in this package?" The dad replies, "Those are for high-school boys. One for Friday, one for Saturday and one for Sunday." "Cool!" says the boy. He notices a 6-pack and asks "Then who are these for?" "Those are for college men", the dad answers, "TWO for Friday, TWO for Saturday and TWO for Sunday." "WOW!" exclaimed the boy;" Then who uses THESE?" he asks, picking up a 12-pack. With a sigh, the dad replied, "Those are for married men, One for January, one for February, one for March..." ******PLZ RATE MY OTHER BLOGS THANK U********

Never Wanted To
Never wanted to hurt you Never wanted to need you Never wanted to Kiss You Never wanted to Miss You Never wanted to Love you Never wanted to Touch you Never wanted to hold you Never wanted to But I Do Because I know that when I'm by your side I have another place I can hide And I know just where it can be Closer to you and Closer to me Never wanted to hate you Never wanted to take you Never wanted to break you Never wanted to disgrace you Never wanted to praise you Never wanted to embrace you Never wanted to Love You Never wanted to But I Do Because I know that when I'm by your side I have another place I can hide And I know just where it can be Closer to you and Closer to me

Remembrance Day And What Is Means To Me
REMEMBRANCE DAY WHAT DOES IT MEAN TO ME AND WHAT DOES ITS SIGNIFANCE APPLY TO THIS DAY AND AGE. WELL TO ME REMEMBRANCE DAY MEANS THE END OF THE FIRST WORLD WAR WHERE SOLDIERS DIED TO MAKE THE WORLD A FREE PLACE FROM TRANNY. THE LEADERS OF GERMANY OF THAT TIME AND IN WORLD WAR2WANTED TO TAKE OVER THE WORLD. DID THEY SUCCEED NO THEY DID NOT IF IT WERENT FOR THE PEOPLE THAT GAVE THEIR LIVES TO FIGHT FOR FREEDOM THEY CAME FROM ALL NATIONS THE US,CANADA, GREAT BRITAIN AND OTHER NATIONS AS WELL. SO DONT GET ME WRONG I AM NOT TRYING TO SAY GERMANY IS A BAD NATION I HAVE MANY FRIENDS FROM GERMANY THAT ARE AWESOME I AM JUST TRYING THE SAY THE DICTATORS AT THE TIME WERE JUST PLAIN BAD.SO IF IT WERENT FOR OUR GRANDFATHERS AND THEIR FATHERS WE WOULD NOT HAVE A WORLD TODAY THAT IS FREE. MANY SOLDIERS LOST THEIR LIVES AT VIMY RIDGE, SOMMES, NETHERLANDS, ITALY, AND OTHER PLACES IN BOTH WORLD WARS. DID YOU KNOW THAT QUEEN OF THE NETHERLANDS AFTER WORLD WAR 2 SENT CANADA TULIPS FOR HER THANKS BECAUSE C

When Truth Is Not Enough
When truth is not enough how do you win the fight? How frail the amour of truth is againt the cold steel of rumours and lies. How weak a blow is delt when whispering holds you in its vice. When truth is not enough how do you win the fight? When truth is not enough how do you win the fight? Deceit flows so effortlessly to form its sinister tangled web. Truth stutters into a half life stunted, broken and torn. When truth is not enough how do you win the fight? When truth is not enough how do you win the fight? No comofort protects from the cold when you let the truth lay bare. The lies have coaxed the eyes into that disbeliving vacant stare. When truth is not enough you cant win the fight! Grey Angel

A Wife's Revenge
A Wife's Revenge A wife arrived home and found her husband in bed with another woman. With superhuman strength borne of fury, she dragged him out of the house, into the tool shed in their back yard and put his penis in a vice. Securing it tightly and removing the handle of the vice, she then picked up a hacksaw. Terrified, her husband screamed, "Stop! Please! You aren't going to cut it off, are you?" Placing the saw in her husband's hand and with a gleam of revenge in her eye, the wife replied, "Of course not! I'm going to set fire to the shed. You do whatever you have to do!"

Please Read, Very Important.............
Written with a pen Sealed with a kiss If you are my friend, Please answer this: Are we friends or are we not? You told me once, but I forgot. So tell me now and tell me true, So I can say, I am here for you. Of all the friends I've ever met, You're the one I won't forget. And if I die before you do, I'll go to Heaven And wait for you. Show your friends how much you care. Send this to everyone you consider a FRIEND, including the one who sent it to you. If it comes back to you, then you'll know you have a circle of friends. Ok, Friend Send this to............. 0-2 peeps you are a Bad friend. Booo!!! 3-5 peeps you are an OK Friend 6-10 peeps you are a Great Friend! ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶ aithful ¶¶¶ ¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶__¶¶¶ ¶¶¶__¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶ espectful ¶¶¶_¶¶¶ ¶¶¶__¶¶¶ ¶¶¶ ¶¶¶ ¶¶¶ ¶¶¶ ntelligent ¶¶¶ ¶¶¶ ¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶ verlasting or loyal ¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶__¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶_¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶¶¶ ¶¶¶¶¶¶

People In This Country Suck Sometimes.
Personal liberties are being denied without due process â€” Wednesday, November 08, 2006 And I for somereason am still helping to protect this country??? As are so many others who's rights are being taken away at a rapid pace. If there's any of my blogs worth being shared with others, it's this one. Wednesday, November 08, 2006 Sup ya'll? Current mood: thirsty Hi to all those who read this. I got a 89 on my psychetest. I looked over it and it looked to me like I got a 91 though, so the teacher is going to look over it. I can get a couple points back, and, it should go up some with the "curve" thing. I think I got about a 60 on my math test. Ohwell, I'm uste to it by now. I guesse I'll be at the tutor place about every day now. Even though it seems mostly pointless, cuz there's no way I'm going to pass the class. I normally like challenges, things that are hard, wether I'm good at them or not. But in school,with the grading system and such, it see

When Girls Don't Put Out!
When girls don't put out!! This was written by a guy... it's pretty damn smart. Girls -- Have a sense of humor! I never quite figured out why the sexual urge of men and women differ so much. And I never have figured out the whole Venus and Mars thing. I have never figured out why men think with their head and women with their heart. FOR EXAMPLE: One evening last week, my girlfriend and I were getting into bed. Well, the passion starts to heat up, and she eventually says, "I don't feel like it, I just want you to hold me." I said, "WHAT??!! What was that?!" So she says the words that every boyfriend on the planet dreads to hear... "You're just not in touch with my emotional needs as a woman enough for me to satisfy your physical needs as a man." She responded to my puzzled look by saying, "Can't you just love me for who I am and not what I do for you in the bedroom?" Realizing that nothing was going to happen that night, I went to sleep. The very next da

Woo I Got Some.....
ok so my last blog was about not gettin anything from my guy.well i went to his place today.and he gave in, n i got some great sex!!!! he started of biting and kissing my neck which i love and i was clawing at his back because it was turning me on i went down on him for a little bit and he was garabbing at my tits and biting my nipples. he bent me over his bed and stuck his cock in me. pushing it in deep, slowly. he got faster and started fucking me harder. he pulled out and stuck it in my ass (we keep trying this because i like his finger in there its just so tight....im geting used to it now) he fucked my ass for a while and i came he went back to fucking my pussy for a while until he came as well. i have been waiting so long for that, and in the end my period werent even a problem cuz it dint make a mess at all. woooooo so fucking happy

Thank You To Our Troops
Let us take a minute to remember the brave men and women of the Armed Forces, who have served and those that are serving to keep us free. They are willing to give their all, and even to die if necessary to preserve this land of liberty. Men and women who must leave friends and family to proctect ordinary citizens like you and me. They give up the comfort of a nice warm bed and may not even have a roof over their head. They sit in strange places and eat their daily ration always on call to protect our nation. There may not be a whole lot that we can do But we certainly can take the time to say THANK YOU!

Condoms For Every Man
Condoms For Every Man A man walks into a drug store with his 8-year old son. They happen to walk by the condom display, and the boy asks, "What's are these, Dad?" To which the man matter-of-factly replies, "Those are called condoms, son. Men use them to have safe sex." "Oh I see," replied the boys pensively. "Yes, I've heard of that in health class at school." He looks over the display and picks up a package of 3 and asks, "Why are there 3 in this package?" The dad replies, "Those are for high-school boys. One for Friday, one for Saturday, and one for Sunday." "Cool!" says the boy. He notices a 6-pack and asks, "Then who are these for?" "Those are for college men," The dad answers, "TWO for Friday, TWO for Saturday, and TWO for Sunday." "WOW!" exclaimed the boy. "Then who uses THESE?" he asks, picking up a12-pack. With a sigh, the dad replied, "Those are for married men. One for January, one for February, one for March..."

Trust Game!
This is a story I wrote ages ago...If I get enough feedback on it, I may post more here in the near future. I like to play a game of trust with my lover whenever he’s been naughty – and naughty can mean almost anything I want. From the smallest transgression to the biggest sin, this game of trust keeps our relationship strong. Yesterday, my lover was very naughty, so today we are playing my game of trust. The rules are simple; first, we never play at home – our game is not for young eyes. I prefer to play in a 5-star hotel room, with a big bed and a view of the city below, far, far below. It’s after 8 at night when I reach the front desk of The Plaza. As always, he has already checked in and the other room key is waiting for me. Even though I am in control, I can feel my heart quicken as the lift ascends silently to our floor. I let myself in, and the cool suite is dark. I cross the carpeted floor to the curtains and draw them open. The glittering lights of the arts centr

Ouch!!!
it is kinda starting to hurt now.. i have gotten it caught twice in 4 1/2 hours... :( if you don't know what im talking about.. check out my pics.... the pain is there.... but it kinda feels nice... just a little bugging!! lol IM A FREAK I KNOW!!!

True Love...?
Tell me how this feeling can be so strong, when I never kissed her, touched her, or even saw her. It's almost 2 years now that we've been together. I have never loved like this before. And especially not without a kiss. I guess the saying..."You'll know whether it's love or not, when you kiss them."...does not apply in this situation. She means the world to me, and I can't live without her. The butterflies I get when we talk, either online or on the phone, are amazing! When she says she loves me, I know she means it. I mean, how could she not...if it's been so long yet we never met? Yea, I wish I could hold her, and kiss her, and all that...but it seems like it wouldn't do anything but make this love stronger. That's not bad or anything, it's the best thought in the world. Hmm...to love someone you've never kissed or met in person this much...it's so different. It's much stronger than anything I have ever felt before. It's like I can't live without her, yet i've never lived with her...

Ughhhh
Ever have days when you just feel like crying? Today would be one of them days for me. It seems like nothing can ever go right or at least the way it normally does. You expect something to happen on a certain day and it doesn't 2 weeks in a row it gets rather irritating. It wouldn't be a big deal but it's money I need to buy stuff for my kids! So yeah it drives me insane! That and well I am just kinda bummed out today for some reason so that makes things worse. I just need a vacation or at the very least a weekend away from everything. That might help a weekend to just relax and veg out and not have to worry about anyone or anything other then what I will do next or well not do. A few cold drinks would help too! A night of drunken forgetfullness usually helps me. It doesn't happen often but right now that would be nice. Now if only I had something here to drink! lol Oh well I am sure things will look better after a good nights sleep.

Experiences To Savor
Magical Moments Throughout history, humankind has stood in awe of mountains. The strength and sturdiness evident in the rocky crags and smooth slopes of peaks around the globe have from time immemorial inspired creativity and kindled courage. Mountains have been venerated by many cultures, which worshipped great summits as gods and sacred beings. In their looming presence, humanity has seen power, steadfastness, and resolve. Yet you needn't live near a mountain to tap into this vast energy of commanding grandeur. Conversely, since mountains are as unique in form as human beings, your locale may exist under the unwavering gaze of a small mountain without your knowing it. As you practice mountain meditation, the power that lurks in the heart of all mountains will flow into you while their essential beauty reminds you that you, too, are a creature of the earth. If there are mountains in your area, plan to spend some time enjoying the peaceful embrace of Mother Nature, which can be

Why Do I Do It
Why do I let him come around and call. Try to be friends with him. We'll never get back toegther and im not over him enough to be happy for him and his fucking slut, Everytime i see him or hear his voice or even think about him it feels like someone took a sword and cut out my heart and soul and shit on it. why wont he let me move on he has. but i cant thats not far. As of now im over it. fuck him theyre better guys out therre who can appreciate a woman of fire a woman of passion and dedication.

Haha
Okay I don't really know what to say. But you must be bored enough to read this so I guess I'll say something. LOL. Well, lets see. I'm 20 I have a wonderful 9 month old son. I have good friends that I hang out with when I have time. The number one spot for me is Boarders. Yeah I know it's a book store. Get over it. Tish

A Soulful Cure
Working With A Shaman Since time immemorial, certain men and women have felt called to heal the sick, to safeguard knowledge, to guide the lost, and to commune with the spirit world. These unique individuals, known as shamans, were mystics and seers, repositories of wisdom, and keepers of herbal lore. During those periods when ignorance loomed large in the world, shamans across the globe bided their time, peacefully practicing their practical yet refined arts in the jungle, mountains, deserts, and tundra that protected them from those who misunderstood shamanism. Today, however, shamanism has reemerged, as modern men and women feel the same call to service that their ancestors felt long ago. Also, as more individuals explore the notion that healing necessarily involves the soul as well as the physical self, people are consulting shamans in their search for wellness, wisdom, and guidance. The word shaman literally means "he or she who knows." Shamanism is an art that has not cha

A Grounding Embrace
Hugging A Tree Trees are among the world's greatest givers. Their slow and gentle life cycles provide the world with clean air, their roots filter water, and their majestically spreading branches provide shade. Full of vibrant, natural energy, trees can also give us the gifts of peace and nurturance. Hugging or sitting with your spine against the trunk of any tree can ground your body and inspire a profound closeness with nature, as the energy of the tree connects to you. Making physical contact with a tree can help you relax, alleviate stress, sleep more deeply, and hold on to more positive energy. Trees can absorb great amounts of energy and have the ability to soak up harmful energy from deep within you. If you are feeling anxious, sad, drained, or tense, then try hugging a tree. Go to the woods, a garden, or a park, and find a tree that you would like to hug. Stand next to the tree and close your eyes. Relax your senses while breathing in the scent of leaves and bark. Liste

Hello,
i just love this site i have meet some damn nice people here and im flatterd everyday by the comments and things people say to me so nice.....well ok so i bought godsmack tickets cant wait so excited ....i got one of the pink sliver phones i hate that son of a bitch i have never got a signal it doesnt ring half the time and it has a mind of its own...lol...its possesed.......HaHa!!!! im still on dial up (cries)makes promise to everyone i will make up comments and pic ratings as soon as my dsl is back up ....i pink swear! holidays are commin i hate them omg i hate them they are so depressing please let me sleep thru them this year id really like to! i am just rattling on and on in here tonight huh! well just wanted to say hey! xoxox mesha

Hmmmmm....
You scored as Pinhead. You are Pinhead. You come straight from hell. Your curiosity has caused you to make some mistakes in life. But you are now more powerful than you have ever been. You enjoy pain just as much as you enjoy pleasure. Unlike most killers, you like to make sure your victims suffer for all eternity.Pinhead90%Jigsaw70%Freddy Krueger65%Hannibal Lecter65%Jason Voorhees45%Michael Myers35%Buffalo Bill30%Candyman30%Captain Spaulding15%Leatherface0%Which Horror Killer are You?

Curious
But how many of you either rated or commented most if not all my pics? Just asking cause i know there some of you i missed but when there is a bulletin asking for help or someone spamming my shoutbox im there. I was wondering how many ACTUALLY returned the favor and please be honest.

This Is To All Of U Who Know Me
Lately my life has been turned upside without warning. Y i have no clue i never did nething to deserve what has happend to me. For now i have lost the most important thing to me. N only a select few people know what i mean. After i lost my most priced possession i found out some bad news that has me scared. But when all this shit has happend i found out who my friends are n do not take life for granted u never know who is there for u until u need them u know who i am talking about if ur reading this we never talked like we have now n honestly i do not wann make u mad but u have helped me i would of gave up a long time ago. and for my sister in law ur my best best friend i am glad with in this last year that we became close and we have fun like driving april home with no license an not know how fast we were going until we look in a hott guys car an when we got pulled over for not having headlights on a the cop thought we had a gun lol. just thank you so much for being there and for the

Jigsaw Rocks Lol
You scored as Jigsaw. You are Jigsaw. You dont enjoy killing people at all. You instead love to see how far people will go to live. However if it ends in a bloody death, you still sleep with a smile on your face. You are intelligent, and know how to outwit just about anyone. And that spells bad news for anyone who falls into your games of death and torture.Jigsaw90%Pinhead70%Candyman65%Hannibal Lecter65%Freddy Krueger60%Michael Myers55%Buffalo Bill35%Captain Spaulding35%Jason Voorhees30%Leatherface25%Whic

Good Night Tonight :)
eheheh i found the song i was looking for!!! it's an old one :) a classic! well play it while you read i had a long day but i feel good :) HARD work as trainee in the evenings lol but i like it! work in the office was tiring today, i hadn't time to check any emails either... that's how i call WORK too lol next weekend is creamfields! oh my... i can't believe it... but i'll tell more about it tomorrow :) you all have a great night and think of me lol much love Maria

Why Married People Don't Have Sex
Body: Dear Wife, During the past year I have tried to make love to you 365 times. I have succeeded 36 times, which is an average of once every ten days. The following is a list of why I did not succeed more often: 54 times the sheets were clean 17 times it was too late 49 times you were too tired 20 times it was too hot 15 times you pretended to be sleep 22 times you had a headache 17 times you were afraid of waking the baby 16 times you said you were too sore 12 times it was the wrong time of the month 19 times you had to get up early 9 times you said weren't in the mood 7 times you were sunburned 6 times you were watching the late show 5 times you didn't want to mess up your new hairdo 3 times you said the neighbors would hear us 9 times you said your mother would hear us Of the 36 times I did succeed, the activity was not satisfactory because: 6 times you just laid there 8 times you reminded me there's a crack in the ceiling 4 times you told me to hurry

My First Post On Myspace.
Another blog from myspace, mine, it was the first one i posted and our first times doing these patrols after being in country a couple of weeks!! So the other day i was out and about the infamous town of Kirkuk, heading home after a long day of just riding around, when BAM!!!! An IED hit the truck ahead of us, nobody hurt, no damage, nothing, but this was in the middle of town, and a soccer game going on no less....There wasnt even a flinch from the locals. So anyway we have to cordone off the area and wait for EOD to come out..............so..........aboot an hour later, maybe and hour and a half later, after almost having to shoot a bus that was barreling down the road, EOD finally shows up. Guess what they do........they get a damn metal detector out and walk right up to the detonation site. I thought it was humorous and worth writing about. But damn, they have some balls, like bowling ball size balls.

What A Crock Of S***
What's that you may ask? The way things are going and have been going for years. First--you get a lady who goes through a drive-thru at McDonald's and gets coffee, spills it and gets burned and SUES Mcdonalds!! Now, common sense would tell anyone with even 1/16th of a brain that the liquid in the cup is HOT! But she sues McDonalds and wins. Then you get smokers suing tobacco companies because they get cancer--Duh! Its listed on every cigarette pack: SURGEON GENERAL'S WARNING: Smoking may be hazardous to your health. Smoking by pregnant women may result in fetal injury, premature birth, and low birth weight. First of all--NO ONE HELD A GUN TO YOUR HEAD AND SAID 'SMOKE THIS'. Next, the advertising of tobacco products doesnt contain a hidden message threatening your life if you do NOT smoke. And I honestly wouldn't be surprised if those who chew started suing the tobacco companies because they get mouth cancer! Oh yes, and lets not forget the obese people who sued what was it--

Another One For Me!!
add this cool bitch!!! she is soooo awesome! 'Cassandra Lynn' Add her, Fan her, Rate her, Just show her some luv please! (repost of original by 'ChelSmith18' on '2006-11-08 19:48:09') (repost of original by 'CHRIS.S WIFEY ~LETTE~DARK LOTUS~' on '2006-11-08 19:51:37')

Ode To Winter
Hi Everyone. With fall upon us and the days getting shorter, I thought you all would appreciate this superb, evocative, masterfully penned ode to the coming winter season. So grab a coffee, a comfortable chair, relax and scroll down to enjoy the warm feelings and pleasure that this wonderful poem will bring... " ODE TO WINTER " A poem by Abigail Elizabeth McIntyre " SHIT It's Cold!" The End

John Mayer
i watched the john mayer concert tonight on direct tv,and let me tell ya,he was awesome,i just love john mayer,there is something about the way he sings.i think he is so cute,and dam he sure can sing,his band is really good too.the drummer is awesome.oh well,just some of my thoughts...brenda

Candy Hearts
Your Candy Heart Says "Hug Me" A total sweetheart, you always have a lot of love to give out. Your heart is open to where ever love takes you! Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a surprise romantic evening that you've planned out Your flirting style: lots of listening and talking What turns you off: fighting and conflict Why you're hot: you're fearless about falling in love What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

Democratic Convention Schedule
>Subject: Democratic Convention Schedule > > > >7:00 P.M. / Opening flag burning. >7:15 P.M. / Pledge of allegiance to U.N. >7:30 P.M. / Ted Kennedy proposes a toast. >7:30 till 8:00 P.M. / Non religious prayer and worship. Jessie Jackson >and Al Sharpton. >8:00 P.M. / Ted Kennedy proposes a toast. >8:05 P.M. / Ceremonial tree hugging. >8:15- 8:30 P.M. / Gay Wedding -- Barney Frank Presiding. >8:30 P.M. / Ted Kennedy proposes a toast. >8:35 P.M. / Free Saddam Rally. Cindy Sheehan -- Susan Sarandon. >9:00 P.M. / Keynote speech. The proper etiquette for surrender -- >French President Jacques Chirac. >9:15 P.M. / Ted Kennedy proposes a toast. >9:20 P.M. / Collection to benefit Osama Bin Laden kidney transplant >fund. >9:30 P.M. / Unveiling of plan to free freedom fighters from Guantanamo >Bay . Sean Penn. >9:40 P.M. / Why I hate the Military, A short talk by William Jefferson >Clinton. >9:45 P.M. / Ted Kennedy proposes a toast. >9:50 P.M. / Dan Rather presented Tr

What Does Your Candy Heart Say?
Your Candy Heart Says "Hug Me" A total sweetheart, you always have a lot of love to give out. Your heart is open to where ever love takes you! Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a surprise romantic evening that you've planned out Your flirting style: lots of listening and talking What turns you off: fighting and conflict Why you're hot: you're fearless about falling in love What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

Lifestyle
I've been racking my brain over a lot of things lately and finally have come to a conclusion on what I need to do. My mother has been pressing me for a while to take over the family business. In the past she's offered to buy me a house, acres of land and give me complete control. She has made this offer again lately and it made me think. I just got laid off, I'm single and lets face it my friends are getting older and starting to do their own things now. It was a harder choice back then. Back before people started to get married and have kids. I don't want to leave my peeps but such is life I suppose. There comes a time when you have to start to consider yourself and where you want to be in the future. In reality the company always was my future I just never thought I would be taking it over this early in life. I finally agreed to do it because my mother is now having problems with her heart. She needs me to take over now. So, I guess long story short is that in two months I'll be movi

Fla Here I Come
That's right going back to Fla for the weekend! Damn I wish I had my car. So much to do so little time. And my ass has no licence til the end of the month of mid December. Damn!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Don't worry I'll be taking pics while I'm down there. I MISS THE BEACH!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Seems The Dixie Chicks Were Right
SEEMS THE DIXIE CHICK WERE RIGHT ABOUT BUSH!! TOBY KEITH CAN KISS THEIR PRETTY ASSES! ALL ALL THE OTHER BULLSHIT FOLLOW THE LEADER TYPES. A GROUP OF WOMEN SPOKE OUT WHEN IT WASN'T POPULAR OR POLITICALLY CORRECT. HMM SEEMS NOW 70 % OF AMERICANS ADREE WITH THEM NOW. CONTRARY TO SOME ASSHOLES THE CHICKS WERE NEVER AGAINS THE TROOPS BUT BUSH AND HIS NEOCON POLICIES. LIKE MOST OF US NOW!! TODAY AFTER THE AMERICAN PEOPLE HAVE SPOKEN, YET BUSH STILL LIES, 2 OR 3 DAYS AGO BUSH SWORE RUMSFELD WOULD AND CHENEY WOULD BE WITH HIM FOR THE NEXT 2 YEARS YET TODAY HE CHANGED RUMSFELD THANK GOD~~ BUT HE LIED ~~ HE SAID ON THE CAMPAIGN TRAIL THAT IF THE DEMOCRATS ARE ELECTED THE TERRORIST WIN!! HE TALKED DIFFERENT TODAY!! WHY CAN NOT POLITICIANS TELL THE TRUTH, DEM OR GOP, PEOPLE ARE ALREADY STARTING THEIR LYING CRAP FOR THE 2008 PRESIDENCY RACE. THANK YOU FELLOW AMERICANS FOR FINALLY SEEING THRU THE BS~~ PLEASE LET THIS BE A LESSON TO US ALL!! DAN CELTICCHARMS

Why
ok just a lil rant here.. first off y is it that ppl look t some of the stuff i post but i never get ne replys r love from em... i mean i try to do somethign if its something like that. second y is it that u never find out stuff til its too late and u cant do anything about it???well i guess thats life. and one more thing thanks to all those who do show me luv and i have lots of luv for ya'll... peace jessi

Jeeeez!!!!
Subject: Customer Service This has got to be one of the funniest I've heard of in a long time. I think this guy should have been promoted, not fired. This is a true story from the WordPerfect Help Line which was transcribed from a recording monitoring the customer care department. Needless to say, the Help Desk employee was fired. However, he is currently suing the WordPerfect organization for "Termination without Cause." This is the actual dialogue of a former WordPerfect Customer Support employee (now I know why they record these conversations). "Rich Hall, computer assistance; may I help you?" "Yes, well, I'm having trouble with WordPerfect." "What sort of trouble?" "Well, I was just typing along, and all of a sudden the words went away." "The words went away?" "They disappeared." "Hmmm. So what does your screen look like now?" "Nothing." "Nothing?" "It's a blank; it won't accept anything when I type." "Are

What Does Your Candy Heart Say
Your Candy Heart Says "Hug Me" A total sweetheart, you always have a lot of love to give out. Your heart is open to where ever love takes you! Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a surprise romantic evening that you've planned out Your flirting style: lots of listening and talking What turns you off: fighting and conflict Why you're hot: you're fearless about falling in love What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

From A Friend Of Mine. All I Could Say Was Hey!!!
Who Understands Men? The nice men are ugly. The handsome men are not nice. The handsome and nice men are gay. The handsome, nice and heterosexual men are married. The men who are not so handsome but are nice men have no money. The men who are not so handsome but are nice men with money think we are only after their money. The handsome men without money are after our money. The handsome men, who are not so nice and somewhat heterosexual don't think we are beautiful enough. The men who think we are beautiful, that are heterosexual, somewhat nice and have money are cowards. The men who are somewhat handsome, somewhat nice and have some money and are heterosexual are shy and... NEVER MAKE THE FIRST MOVE!!!!! The men who never make the first move, automatically lose interest in us when we take the initiative. NOW... WHO UNDERSTANDS MEN?

School Play - (if This Doesn't Make You Laugh, There Is Absolutely No Hope For You!)
Two little boys in first grade were chosen to be the leads in their first school play. It was to be a Shakespearean play. The first little boy was to say, "My fair maiden.... I have come to snatch a kiss and fill your soul with hope." The second little boy was to reply by saying, "Hark! - a pistol shot!" Well, on opening night in the school auditorium, the two little boys were a bit nervous, knowing that all the seats were going to be filled with grown-ups. The teacher told them to take their places on the stage and to remember to speak very loudly as soon as the curtain goes up. The curtain rose and looking out upon the audience the two boys were terrified. They stood there frozen. So the teacher whispered for them to begin. The first boy yelled out these unforgettable words..... "My fair maiden.... I have come to kiss your snatch! And fill your hole with soap." The second boy screams out....."Hark! a shistol pot, a postle shiss, a pot of shit, horse shit, th

Room Service By Alonzo14
Room Service by alonzo14 © I hate to travel. Especially for business. There is nothing worse than spending long days in meetings and then having to come back to a hotel, only to spend time on paperwork, or, sometimes, watching TV. This trip started out like all the others. A long drive to a distant city. The futile attempt to enlighten clients whose capacity to try new ideas is almost non-existent. Then the drive to the hotel. And no matter how posh the hotel, it simply can't match the pleasure of sitting in the comfortable surroundings of your own home. But this trip wasn't like all the others. After meeting with clients all day, I arrived back at the hotel, and after freshing up a little, wiping as much of the dismal day off my person as I could, I went down to the hotel restaurant for dinner. The dinner selection that was posted on the entryway was fairly impressive for such a small hotel. The woman who greeted me led me to a table near the back of the dining roo

Watch
saltless tears and not enough bee....vodka. I'll watch and wait for inspiration to fly through the window, y'know..... like a brick. I feel sick now... It'll help cause when I fall... I'm in a dangerous mood when I look at the sky and wish for something greater.

Room Service By Big0001
Room Service by big0001 © Lying asleep naked next to your warm body in this bed is comforting. I am holding you close and sleeping peacefully. My sleep is woken when I feel something. A grin spreads across my face as I feel your hand slowly stroking my semi-erect cock. I purr as you continue to glide your warm hand up and down my shaft. "Sorry to wake you, but I was feeling horny." I reach over and kiss you, slipping a hand down over your stomach, brushing my fingers against your pussy lips, and feeling their moisture. "I can tell." I lie back, allowing you to continue to work my cock, enjoying the feeling. You lean in close and I can feel your hot breath on my ear as I pull you closer with the arm that is wrapped around your body. I can feel my cock almost completely hard when there is a knock at the door. "Room service!" Damn. "Can you come back later," I yell. "Sorry sir, but it's already 11 and I need to clean this room." "Now?" "Yes now!

Karma
He will meet his maker with lies in his mouth They wull be the lies that choke him, the ones uttered to me in distain, now all take shape and haunt. Like Marley's chains, words burden. People forget that words still have weight. Used and tossed aside in moden life, lacking all strength. But with me I count them, I relish them as if they were lovers. So a lie to me is the same as admittion of guilt. You are met with a pair of eyes, they do not forgive like mine. And each work, each lie, each half truth and snide comment. Each judgement passed. Is strung on you like black pearls. Not ones I admire, but now forever priceless to you. They are the worlds that broke a child, and made a cynic.

Just Winging It!!
Like it says just winging it. Tonight I got so many damn things running through my head that you'll be lucky if you can keep up!! I mean what is it with everyone today,it's like everyone wants to be everyone eles!! All my fucking life I've only been me. I don't get it people I really don't. I mean I've had friend who did some dumb shit to be just like evryone eles. Now what the hell is with that. I mean if everything was one color then life would be blah. I mean you got your freaks of all kinds and you got your everyday people,always being picked on and treated like their not good enough. It's like thats so fucked up. I mean it doesn't matter what you like on thoutside ,all that matters is what you like on the inside,but hell we can't be ok with this why because everyone eles isn't ok with it and after all we don't want to not be like everyone eles. It's like wow,life is noting but looks,money and power. Please get over it or stop wasting my time!!

Life
what is this aching i feel deep in my soul as i wake up at night to the nightmares in which i cant scream. life is hell in which the fires burn into my brain. love is whimsical in most aspects do people really think a internet bf is a true bf? why does anger lead to guilt/ these are my ramblings and thoughts

Fuckin' Bus
Fuckin' Bus by glory_first © Note - Unlike my other writing, this does contain an element of fiction. * The GEN light started blazing red, the classic VW bus warning for an overheating motor, as the same belt which spins the generator drives the fan to cool the motor. This was a bad stretch of road for this to happen, with absolutely nowhere to pull off from the hilly, curvy narrow pavement lined by drainage ditches. Running late in a very casual sense, and deciding that getting close enough to walk was as good a reason as any to keep going, instead of pulling off at the very first chance and replacing the belt after letting the motor cool for a good half hour. Parking less than a couple of minutes after the GEN light burned red, I walked a mile or so to visit Mike and Lena, as more or less planned. In the past, Mike and I had jacked off together, often enough 2 or 3 times in a week, generally in one house or the other, but also occasionally outdoors in the woods. Play

You Think You Know Me,you Don't.
You think you know me well you don't. You haven't even started to know me yet!! This is your wake up call!! You don't know me,I think the way I want when I want!! I really don't give a damn if you like it are not. BEcause in the end the only ones I got to answer to is myself and the higher power of life!! You think I'm some dum bitch that don't know nothing about nothing,your wrong. I know a hell of alot more then you do,but un like you I don't always say what I want because I respect other feeling unlike an asshole like you. I do give a damn when someone I love or care about gets fucked over. You want a fight keep pushing buddy you'll get one. Because the way I was brought up is you take care of your own. We don't go around play kidy games. I may be a kitten on the outside but on the inside theres a panther waiting to kill. You think your so hot playing game and hurting everyone around you even the one who have nothing to do with it,keep doing that and you'll find yourself in a world

Brb
Well i doubt ill get to talk to all of you much in the next couple weeks. some of you i really enjoy talking to others i love talking to. Ill be working up until i leave to go see family up north. sad i wont get to hear from yall in two weeks. funny part is most of yall havent heard from me much in the last two weeks anyways.

Damn
Well tonite rocked ,I did alot of thinking as always but still put on the fake face I am so good at doing (read last blog). All I can do is see what the deal is and I have a gut feeling it's going to be ok...I hope. Now all I have to look fwd to is my long awaited vacation or not to look fwd to it...I will see soon enough I guess. A good thing came out of tonite I spoke to my lust LeLand tonite..what a rush it was like having an orgasm hahahaha..now I just need to go to Hawaii and see him ha! My friend wanted to cheer me and well done J! Not sure how he did it but he did.Guess thats the luxuries of being a famous rockstar 'eh? Well I need to get my ass to bed have work in a few and I am sure the tapping on the keys isn't helping my friend J on the futon he's sleeping on...bc he ain't getting in my bed! Sweet dreams and hopefully I will have answers soon enough! XO T

Take Me Down To The Paradise City, Where The Grass Is Green And The Girls Are Pretty
Oh won't you please take me home... Damn, that's a good song. Work was really good - my new assistant is still keen as anything, she's motivated, a real go getter. Just what I need after a year in the job - I can feel myself lightening up already. The BEST part is that I got to see my girl when I came home for lunch. I'm so in love it's ridiculous. 6 more weeks till I see her, and I was able to get a few more days in Boston and change my flights around for only $100. SCORE! No real plans for the weekend, which is good - the boys will probably come around to play Playstation and Xbox, and just chill out. Today was interesting politically - Good Ol' Rummy is out of office... but I gotta say I'm not suprised. Only a few more weeks till we have to vote here in Australia (compulsory voting... hooray!). I'm hungry and watching the Simpsons, so I'll leave this entry here...

Do Me A Favor?
Take a picture for me. NOTHING NAUGHTY. Everyone who takes and posts a picture for me gets a Hershey Kiss [and a rating and comment on the picture, of course]. Remember to send me the link. I'm in a bad mood and I think it would really cheer me up.

Return American Beauty
RETURN AMERICAN BEAUTY We as the white population of America, must stand against the Jewish ternary, we must stand against those who migrate here both legally and illegally. We must put a stop to the protections that are rapidly being placed for those who have no right to be here. This nation was founded and fought for by white men and women, from sea to shinning sea the white population has made America what it is today. We have a right to feel that the white race is the only race that the government has no interest in helping, we have the right to speak our minds and feel the way we do. We as the master race in America have the duty to oust all those who oppose us starting with the Jew and working our way down the list until these borders are ridden of all the scum that makes up over half our population. This nation was once powerful and segregated, now that the negros and mexicans have a civil right to sit next to you and I in a café he feels that he is our equal and should

Being Me
Being me Being me can be a bitch On top of the world one day Down the next Part of me says stay in the shadows Part me says go to the light Being me can be a bitch Showing love to all And feeling some days as if I get none back Feeling friends pain feeling there joy Yeah being me can be a bitch So just be glad your not me Not really being part of anything Always on the edge Looking in In the shadows in the light Yes being me can be a bitch. Caty

Better Than Myspace?
Alright, I came to this site simply out of boredom, I'll be honest. I was lookin around on myspace when I found it. To say that this site is better than the site that started it all is a little far fetched. I mean, myspace is more personal. There's alot of differences between the two sites, that it's not even on the same level. Look at this for instance. All of the typing is done in a very un-refined HTML format. I mean, I learned HTML layout in high school. CherryTAP rewards people for doing the same things I already do on myspace, and doesn't allow you to procede unless you have a pic up. I kinda understand that, but shit, it doesnt even have to be of you. Myspace exhibits a very refined form of posting your own website. Nobody sees my website, unless I have the intention of certain people seeing it, it usually never happens. I'll probably stick around here for a lil while, but maybe the site should think about changing it's slogan, like, an adult alternative to myspace.

Business Trip
A man came home from a business trip, got into a taxi at the airport. It was after midnight . While enroute to his home, he asked the cabby if he would be a witness. The man suspected his wife was having an affair and he intended to catch her in the act. For $100, the cabby agreed. Quietly arriving at the house, the husband and cabby tiptoed into the bedroom. The husband switched on the lights, yanked the blanket back and there was his wife in bed with another man. The husband put a gun to the naked man's head. The wife shouted, "Don't do it! This man has been very generous! I lied when I told you I inherited money. He paid for the Corvette I bought for you. He paid for our new cabin cruiser. He paid for your season Pittsburgh Steeler Tickets. He paid for our house at the lake. He paid for our country club membership, and he even pays the monthly dues!" Shaking his head from side-to-side the husband slowly lowered the gun. He looked over at the cab driver and said, "Wha

Y Do I Even Try??
ok, well tuesday was bill's birthday and all week he was bugging me asking me what i was getting him and if we were doing anything ..well i arranged a surprise party for him and told him that i had something special planned for us for wednesday ...he said "ok babe, i'll be there" ...so i baked a cake and my bestfriend baked a cake cause we didn't know which kind he'd like ...tine decorated the cakes while i hung up ballons and shit .....3:00 comes and he calls and was like "babe, ahh i'll be late my doctor just called and said that he needed to see me in person, so i'll be there by 5:30" ...that was fine with me cause i was worried about him and was just glad he finally got some news from his doc....well 5:30 came and went then 6:00 came ..and i called him ...he said "i'm running late, i'll be there as soon as i can" ..i was like fine but by that time i was getting anxious and annoyed ...well 7:00 comes and goes...i call his phone..rang twice ..voicemail ...7:30 comes ..still no sign a

Allow Dreams Again To Lead
ALLOW DREAMS AGAIN TO LEAD So much emphasis on what is real The world in which we live The here and now What is due or needs to be done Where are the dreams The dreams that capture tomorrow and give flavor to the adventure Spread before like a Thanksgiving feast Do the children still dream? They no longer play beyond the tender age of 5 or 6 After that they are all business Conforming to the world Which soured grapes create The crayon colors fade with each passing year Leaving only hot topic black To sear Yes to sear the mind and spirit with the all consuming gloom no hope no future no dreams to lead the way to rainbows and fanciful fields of wildflowers and butterflies how do we give back to the children and allow dreams again to lead

Growing Up....
What was it like growing up in South Africa? It was brilliant and scary as hell. Back in the 80's it was a case of slip on the shorts and maybe a t-shirt and you where out the house. Down to the friends house to get them so you could explore. Down to the feild to kick a ball around, Down the swamp to play with crabs (actual crabs and not the ones you needed to go to the doctor for) or in someones backyard playing war games. Or even in the large tree in my yard playing airwolf. We didn't stay inside cause that would just be boring. Even on a rainy day we didn't sit watching TV but played board games or cards..... It did was during appartheid that this was going on and I was far too young and ignorant of it all to notice. But as I grew up I saw what was happening. Then Nelson Mandela was released from Prison and the Election came up (I was still to young to vote) And things changed. Those neglected during appartheid where no unfortunatley uneducated and struggling in a new cou

Dark Night
As the light fades away and the darkness draws near I think to myself have I made a difference in this life? Have I helped anyone that I have encountered over the years or has my life been a waste of time and space? Has anyone other than my family truely loved me or just used me for what they could get from me and tossed me away like yesterday's garbage? As the darkness begins to fill the room no more light can be seen as the useless candle has reached its end No more light as I wonder no more

Darkness
Deep into the night the soul drifts, searching for the touch of another soul Only to find there is no one and I am all alone Family and friends cannot fullfill the need Alone wandering the night as the last bit of hope escapes with the coming of the light Close my eyes for the end is near and at last the never ending pain will disapear No pity, no sadness, as the light is removed from my eyes.

Random Thought
In this world that is filled with so much pain How is it that people continue to hurt one another To pretend to care for someone only to get what they desire from you and once they have achieved their goal, kick you to the curb like yesterday's garbage They call on the phone to talk as if they have done no wrong Is it their failure to see the tears that burn in your eyes from the pain that they have inflicted Are people wrapped so tight in their own little world that they dont see the person they have hurt doesnt want anything to do with them?

Hurting.
Do you ever feel like this sometimes? Walking down the street, Looking through my window, Lying alone at night Memories come pouring back to me. Some good, some bad. Some happy, some sad. Some hurt, some heartbreaking. Some angry, some frustrated. Words from others so comforting, Yet words from within so hurting. (C) Copyright. Angel

Mumm Results
On 11/7 I posted a MUMM asking "Do you think good manners, politeness, and respect have become things of the past? Yes or No?" The results are Yes-52.9%; No-47.1%. Though close, isn't it sad that "Yes" has the higher percentage?

To Whom It May Concern !
To whom it may concern, I sit here in the dark, wearing fear as a cloak, sadness surrounds me, I wonder where you are, I wonder if we'll ever meet, or if you exsist at all, The hole where you belong, seems so vast, I doubt any can fill it, Where are you, when will you show yourself, Only you can fill me, Only you can banish the dark, Erase the fear, and give me a smile, To whom it may concern, come to me, find me, Ever so quickly, The strength is leaving, I can not go on, Unless you come to me, To whom it may concern.

Exotic Blend
I have a special evening planned my love A sensuous and exotic blend Of all the right spices To stimulate your mind and soul Follow me now down pleasure’s path To a sensual haven The candles give a subtle flicker of light The smell of Jasmine fills the air Let me bathe you in Ylang -Ylang Rub you down with my love potion I will kneel before you Your wish is my command Give you endless pleasure Whatever your heart desires

See Told U Harder And More Points To Kill As U Get Higher
Levels Cherry Points Required 0 Freshmeat 0 1 New Cherry 250 2 Cherry 500 3 Tight Cherry 1,000 4 Chill Cherry 2,000 5 Psycho Cherry 4,000 6 Twisted Cherry 6,500 7 Wasted Cherry 9,000 8 Magic Cherry 14,000 9 Magic Cherry 25,000 10 Friend of CherryTAP 35,000 11 Nutty Cherry 50,000 12 Inspired Cherry 75,000 13 Ripe Cherry 100,000 14 Epic Cherry 135,000 15 Cherry Idol 170,000 16 Cherry Lover 210,000 17 Cherry Pimp 250,000 18 Cherry Assassin 300,000 19 Cherry Ninja 350,000 20 Cherry Rock Star 425,000 21 Uber Cherry 750,000 22 Cherry Picker 1,500,000 23 Cherry Henchman 2,250,000 24 Cherry Insider 3,000,000 25 Cherry Godfather 6,000,000

F**k
ive been a royal bitch the last few days unintestionly and my x has gotten the worst of it and i didnt mean to b so harsh and abrasive as she put it imunder a bunch of diffrent stressers and really not dealing very well i told her last night that it was always odd to me that shed fall asleep when we were talkig and she was drunk when i was trying to get her to answere a ? wich in retrospect is stupid bc by then normaly weve been talking for a while and drinking makes u sleepy after a while so dugh shes going to fall asleep but i hurt her feeling and no i feel horrible not how i wantd my birthday to go so this am instead of being happy as if i am trying to fix the mistakes i made lastnight not the most fun ive had the am of my bday o well thats what i get for being steessed o well hope all have a good day im going to try!

Deck Of Cards
I do not know who originally wrote this. However I felt it to powerful not to share. It was quiet that day, the guns and the mortars, and land mines for Some reason hadn't been heard. The young soldier knew it was Sunday, the holiest day of the week. As he was sitting there, he got out an old deck of cards and laid them out across his bunk. Just then an army sergeant came in and said, "Why aren't you with the rest of the platoon?" The soldier replied, "I thought I would stay behind and spend some time with the Lord." The sergeant said, "Looks to me like you're going to play cards." The soldier said, "No, sir. You see, since we are not allowed to have Bibles or other spiritual books in this country, I've decided to talk to the Lord by studying this deck of cards." The sergeant asked in disbelief, "How will you do that?" "You see the Ace, Sergeant? It reminds me that there is only one God. The Two represents the two parts of the

Commentary: Don't Break Out The Champagne Yet For Election Day 2006
Commentary: Don't Break Out The Champagne Yet For Election Day 2006 WASHINGTON - Since nobody else is saying it, we will: A big "thank you" to everyone who voted in Tuesday's mid-term elections. It shows you actually care about what's going on in your own country, and about the direction in which it's headed. That said, the next logical question is, which way is it headed? Well, Democrats now have the majority in the U.S. House of Representatives, and as this is written, may have the slimmest of majorities in the Senate or may break even, with "independent" Joe Lieberman likely to decide any close votes, and on the few issues where ex-Dem Lieberman doesn't agree with Bush, VP Dick Cheney will step in as the tie-breaker. That's both good news and bad news. The good Senate news is that a couple of incredibly high-profile theocrats, Rick Santorum (Pa.), Mike DeWine (Oh.) and Jim Talent (Mo.), got dumped, with George "Macaca" Allen (Va.) another possible loser at press time. Ho

Dear, Little Ones
Dear, Little ones You are the light in the dark, The sun in the rain, The stars out with the moon, You are the love in every beat of my heart, you are the flowers I see just after a light rain, your the rainbow in the sky, the first hints of sun raise and those of sun set, your everything wounderful to me, Your my childeren I will love you more with every day and every second that passes by. You grow bigger everyday ,but to me you shall always be my little ones,

If You Want To Know..........
YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST , I WANNA KNOW... I want to know 20 things about you. I don't care if we've never talked, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. You are obviously on my list, so let me know with whom I am friends! JUST HIT REPLY. 1.Your Middle Name: LaDon 2. Age and Zodiac Sign: 38 Pieces 3. Single or Taken: Currently Seperated 4. Favorite place to hang out: Anywhere that I can be away from everyday bullshit. 5. Favorite pet/animal: My dogs Dixie & Casper 6. Favorite Band/Artist: Don’t really have a favorite, I listen to so many different kinds. 7. Favorite Movie: Queen of The Danmed 8. Tattoos and/or Piercings: Not Yet, but I see one in the near future. HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 9. Whats your philosophy on life? Live every day like there is no tomorrow, Take what you can, but leave something positive behind. 10. Tell me one odd/intresting fact about you: LOL, Everything. I l

The Days To Come
Thursday, November 9, 2006 The days to come Live fully today, while also looking beyond it. For where you finish today is your starting point for tomorrow. With effort and commitment, there is much you can bring to life this very moment. With vision and a solid sense of purpose, there is even more value that you can bring about in the days to come. Treasure and enjoy today, while paving the way toward a bright tomorrow. Give your energy both to being and to becoming. Right now, there is much beauty and richness to be found. Extend and expand that beauty into the moments that are to follow. Accept, appreciate and make the most of the reality that is. As you do so, you are creating an even greater reality that will soon be. On this day, you are setting a direction for the days to come. By giving your best to life today, you're making that direction a positive and fulfilling one. -- Ralph Marston

O To The Mutha Fuckin C
So, preparing to watch my OC DVDs in honor of the upcoming season, I have been listening to my OC CDs. I have found some poignant lyrics for you, relating to me and a few people. Can you guess who they are? (And yes, I spent WAY too much time doing this, but when you have a day off of work, what else do you do?) 1)"Don't know why I'm still afraid. If you weren't real I would make you up now. I wish that I could follow through" - Joseph Arthur "But right now, everything you want is wrong, and right now all your dreams are waking up, and right now I wish I could follow you to the shores of freedom, where no one lives." - Joseph Arthur "Remember when we first met and everything was still a bet in love's game. You would call; I'd call you back and then I'd leave a message on your answering machine. But right now everything is turning blue, and right now the sun is trying to kill the moon, and right now I wish I could follow you to the shores of freedom, where no one lives." - Jos

Mini Taco Bowls
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 10 min Total Time: 25 min Makes: 4 servings, two taco bowls each 8 TACO BELL HOME ORIGINALS Flour Tortillas 1 lb. extra lean ground beef 1 cup TACO BELL HOME ORIGINALS Salsa 1/2 cup KRAFT 2% Milk Shredded Reduced Fat Cheddar Cheese 2 cups chopped lettuce 1 cup chopped tomatoes 1/4 cup KRAFT Ranch Dressing PREHEAT oven to 350°F. Microwave tortillas on HIGH 30 sec. or until softened. Press 1 tortilla into each of eight medium muffin cups to form a bowl. Carefully fold edges of tortilla back to keep an opening for the filling. Bake 10 min. MEANWHILE, brown meat in large skillet on medium heat; drain. Stir in salsa; bring to boil. Reduce heat to medium-low; simmer 10 min. Spoon about 1/4 cup of the meat mixture into each tortilla bowl. TOP evenly with cheese, lettuce and tomatoes. Drizzle with dressing. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Serving Suggestion Spice up your meal time with these kid-pleasing tacos. Serve with your favorite fresh fruit. S

Profile Of A Military Wife
The average age of the military wife/girlfriend is 20 years old. *She probably never saw herself loving a man who was in the military, but she loves him regardless. *Her penmanship has improved over the last few months, due to the excessive letter writing she has been doing. *She cries a lot, because she misses the man she swore to love. Her life isn't complete without him. *She looks very tired, because of her many nights without sleep, due to a late night phone call that never came or a call that came and kept her up all night, just because she heard his voice, she is too overjoyed to sleep. *As a wife, she is classified as a dependent, but she is totally independent. *She tends to her household, her kids, her school work, and her job, all without her husband *She manages to wear a smile, even though inside she's crying. *She understands that the man she loves has to go far away. *She understands that he can be taken away from her in a moments notice. *S

Which Colour Represents You?
You scored as Black. Although black is stereotyped as a very depressing colour, this is not always the case. Black represents fashion, elegance and at occasions, pride. This color shows that you are very serious about life and sometimes like to stand in the background and watch what is happening, but you are not afraid to intervene when you feel the situation needs your help. You are serious.Black94%Red89%Purple83%Blue67%White56%Green33%Pink33%Orange33%Yellow0%Which Colour Represents You???created with QuizFarm.com

"45"
"45" Send away for a priceless gift One not subtle, one not on the list Send away for a perfect world One not simply, so absurd In these times of doing what you're told You keep these feelings, no one knows What ever happened to the young man's heart Swallowed by pain, as he slowly fell apart And I'm staring down the barrel of a 45, Swimming through the ashes of another life No real reason to accept the way things have changed Staring down the barrel of a 45 Send a message to the unborn child Keep your eyes open for a while In a box high up on the shelf, left for you, no one else There's a piece of a puzzle known as life Wrapped in guilt, sealed up tight What ever happened to the young man's heart Swallowed by pain, as he slowly fell apart [CHORUS] Everyone's pointing their fingers Always condemning me And nobody knows what I believe I believe [CHORUS]

Ass,booty,#ick,suck, Its All Here!!!!
CHECK MY PICSSSSS OUT AND LEAVE COMMENTS. THIS IS FOR THE PEOPLE WHO LIKE ASS, BOOTY, TITS, #ICK, SUCKING. LET ME KNOW WHAT U LIKE AND IF U WANT MORE AND I'LL PROVIDE IT FOR YOU. JUST CALL ON THE ASS DOCTOR!!!!

"astronomy Domine"
"Astronomy Domine" Lime and limpid green, a second scene A fight between the blue you once knew. Floating down, the sound resounds Around the icy waters underground. Jupiter and Saturn, Oberon, Miranda and Titania. Neptune, Titan, Stars can frighten. Lime and limpid green, a second scene A fight between the blue you once knew. Floating down, the sound resounds Around the icy waters underground. Jupiter and Saturn, Oberon, Miranda and Titania. Neptune, Titan, Stars can frighten. Blinding signs flap, Flicker, flicker, flicker blam. Pow, pow. Stairway scare, Dan Dare, who's there? Lime and limpid green, the sounds around The icy waters under Lime and limpid green, the sounds around The icy waters underground.

Stuffed Fiesta Burgers
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 15 min Total Time: 33 min Makes: 4 servings 1 lb. ground beef 1 pkg. (1-1/4 oz.) TACO BELL HOME ORIGINALS Taco Seasoning Mix 1/4 cup PHILADELPHIA Chive & Onion Cream Cheese Spread 1/3 cup KRAFT Shredded Cheddar Cheese 4 hamburger buns, split, lightly toasted 1/2 cup TACO BELL HOME ORIGINALS Thick 'N Chunky Medium Salsa 8 slices ripe avocado PREHEAT grill to medium heat. Mix meat and seasoning mix. Shape into 8 thin patties. Mix cream cheese spread and shredded cheese. Spoon about 2 Tbsp. of the cheese mixture onto center of each of 4 of the patties; top with second patty. Pinch edges of patties together to seal. GRILL patties 7 to 9 min. on each side or until cooked through (160°F.) COVER bottom halves of buns with burgers. Top with salsa, avocado and top halves of buns. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Substitute Substitute thawed LOUIS RICH Pure Ground Turkey for the ground beef. Fun Idea These days there is such a wide variety of prepared

Finally
everyday as it passes by reminds me of times times of innocence time of escape finally seeing the true side of you i understand understand love,devotion minutes seconds hours pass by being loved by you is a present a present from a heavenly body love me ill love you back together we shall spend and eternity finally

"shine On You Crazy Diamond (vi-ix)"
"Shine On You Crazy Diamond (VI-IX)" Nobody knows where you are, how near or how far. Shine on you crazy diamond. Pile on many more layers and I'll be joining you there. Shine on you crazy diamond. And we'll bask in the shadow of yesterday's triumph, sail on the steel breeze. Come on you boy child, you winner and loser, come on you miner for truth and delusion, and shine

"comfortably Numb"
"Comfortably Numb" Hello, Is there anybody in there Just nod if you can hear me Is there anyone at home Come on now I hear you're feeling down I can ease your pain And get you on your feet again Relax I'll need some information first Just the basic facts Can you show me where it hurts There is no pain, you are receding A distant ship smoke on the horizon You are only coming through in waves Your lips move but I can't hear what you're saying When I was a child I had a fever My hands felt just like two balloons Now I've got that feeling once again I can't explain, you would not understand This is not how I am I have become comfortably numb O.K. Just a little pin prick There'll be no more aaaaaaaah! But you may feel a little sick Can you stand up? I do believe it's working, good That'll keep you going through the show Come on it's time to go. There is no pain you are receding A distant ship smoke on the horizon You are only coming through in waves

"learning To Fly"
"Learning To Fly" Into the distance, a ribbon of black Stretched to the point of no turning back A flight of fancy on a windswept field Standing alone my senses reeled A fatal attraction holding me fast, how Can I escape this irresistible grasp? Can't keep my eyes from the circling skies Tongue-tied and twisted Just an earth-bound misfit, I Ice is forming on the tips of my wings Unheeded warnings, I thought I thought of everything No navigator to guide my way home Unladened, empty and turned to stone A soul in tension that's learning to fly Condition grounded but determined to try Can't keep my eyes from the circling skies Tongue-tied and twisted just an earth-bound misfit, I Above the planet on a wing and a prayer, My grubby halo, a vapour trail in the empty air, Across the clouds I see my shadow fly Out of the corner of my watering eye A dream unthreatened by the morning light Could blow this soul right through the roof of the night There's no sensation

"what Do You Want From Me"
"What Do You Want From Me" As you look around this room tonight Settle in your seat and dim the lights Do you want my blood, do you want my tears What do you want What do you want from me Should I sing until I can't sing any more Play these strings until my fingers are raw You're so hard to please What do you want from me Do you think that I know something you don't know What do you want from me If I don't promise you the answers would you go What do you want from me Should I stand out in the rain Do you want me to make a daisy chain for you I'm not the one you need What do you want from me You can have anything you want You can drift, you can dream, even walk on water Anything you want You can own everything you see Sell your soul for complete control Is that really what you need You can lose yourself this night See inside there is nothing to hide Turn and face the light What do you want from me

"keep Talking"
"Keep Talking" For millions of years mankind lived just like the animals Then something happened which unleashed the power of our imagination We learned to talk There's a silence surrounding me I can't seem to think straight I'll sit in the corner No one can bother me I think I should speak now I can't seem to speak now My words won't come out right I feel like I'm drowning I'm feeling weak now But I can't show my weakness I sometimes wonder Where do we go from here It doesn't have to be like this All we need to do is make sure we keep talking Why won't you talk to me You never talk to me What are you thinking What are you feeling Why won't you talk to me You never talk to me What are you thinking Where do we go from here It doesn't have to be like this All we need to do is make sure we keep talking Why won't you talk to me You never talk to me What are you thinking What are you feeling Why won't you talk to me You never talk to me What ar

Barbados Is Under Attack, But The Invading Forces Are Orchestrating A Slow Invasion
as found on: http://channels.isp.netscape.com/news/story.jsp?idq=/ff/story/0001%2F20061107%2F1725668229.htm&sc=1501&floc=NI-ntk4 Barbados Faces Invasion by Giant Snails BRIDGETOWN, Barbados (AP) - A breed of giant, ravenous snails that first appeared in Barbados five years ago has thrived on the tropical island, destroying crops and prompting calls for the government to eliminate the slimy pests. A nocturnal ``snail hunt'' last weekend reported finding hundreds of thousands of giant African snails swarming the central parish of St. George, the country's agricultural heartland where farmers had complained of damage to crops including sugar cane, bananas and papayas. ``We saw snails riding on each other's backs and moving in clusters,'' said David Walrond, chairman of the local emergency response office that organized 60 volunteers for the hunt. ``You're just crunching the shells as you're walking through.'' The volunteers sprayed government-supplied pesticides

I Will Survive
Lyrics for: I Will Survive At first I was afraid I was petrified Kept thinking I could never live without you by my side But then I spent so many nights thinking how you did me wrong And I grew strong And I learned how to get along And so you're back From outer space I just walked in to find you here with that sad look upon your face I should have changed that stupid lock I should have made you leave the key If I'd have known for just one second you'd be back to bother me Go on now Go walk out the door Just turn around now 'cause you're not welcome anymore Weren't you the one who tried to hurt me with goodbye Did you think I'd crumble Did you think I'd lay down and die Oh no not I I will survive Oh as long as I know how to love I know I'll stay alive I've got all my life to live, I've got all my love to give, and I'll survive I will survive Hey hey It took all the strength I had not to fall apart Kept trying hard to mend the pieces of my broken hear

Stronger
Stronger Artist: Britney Spears Album: Oops!... I did it again ------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Ooh hey, yeah Hush, just stop There's nothing you can do or say, baby I've had enough I'm not your property as from today, baby You might think that I won't make it on my own But now I'm Stronger than yesterday Now it's nothing but my way My loneliness ain't killing me no more I'm stronger Than I ever thought that I could be, baby I used to go with the flow Didn't really care 'bout me You might think that I can't take it, but you're wrong 'Cause now I'm Stronger than yesterday Now it's nothing but my way My loneliness ain't killing me no more I'm stronger Come on, now Oh, yeah Here I go, on my own I don't need nobody, better off alone Here I go, on my own now I don't need nobody, not anybody Here I go, alright, here I go Stronger than yesterday Now it's nothing but my way My loneliness ain't kil

Rough Year....
ok well its been a rough year for me and i still have another month to go... started off in jan when i got dumped...again..go figure that always happens.... then i started dating this one guy(the one in the pic titled ex) in january i got mono..and took it with me to basic training.. i left for basic training.. on 21feb06..on 03march06 i went to sick call and they sent me to 319th..med hold for injured trainees..cause it was a friday i had to wait till06mar06 to go and on 28mar06 maj bonson made the decision to send me home and that i couldnt continue to training...so on 13april06 i was discharged.. i came home to my "b'f" and we were engaged..and i came home to him cheating on me..so well im a better person.. and im trying to be a better person... then i had sugery... ten weeks later and i can walk.. but i do have some postitves.... there are all the people on this site are here there is one in particular that means alot to me... justin....im really sorry if i am being me

Poor People
One day, the father of a very wealthy family took his son on a trip to the country with the express purpose of showing him how poor people live. They spent a couple of days and nights on the farm of what would be considered a very poor family. On their return from their trip, the father asked his son, "How was the trip?" "It was great, Dad." "Did you see how poor people live?" the father asked. "Oh yeah," said the son. "So, tell me, what did you learn from the trip?" asked the father. The son answered: "I saw that we have one dog and they had four. We have a pool that reaches to the middle of our garden and they have a creek that has no end. We have imported lanterns in our garden and they have the stars at night. Our patio reaches to the front yard and they have the whole horizon. We have a small piece of land to live on and they have fields that go beyond our sight. We have servants who serve us, but they serve others. We buy o

A Few Thoughts For The Day
I was thinking why some of the people on my friends list never say hello and then i realised i do the same, so to complain would be hypocritical. Anyway there will always be attention seekers on sotes like these, and no way to get around that fact. Ok some sites ask you to post a salute to prove ourself, but that forces people who want to hide behind a mask, for various reasons, to reveal who they are. This would drive some very interesting people into the shadows again and we would be the losers. So next time you look at a profile and assume that they are fake, ask yourself what reasons they are hiding for. Get to know them and then one day they may reveal themselves.

Broken...
Stinging eyes.. Tears falling.. Hearts breaking.. Love lost... Can you see my pain? Can you hear my sorrow? Don't ignore me! I'm real.. I'm here.. Look at me.. See me.. Hear me.. I'm broken... Written By: Interesting Soul

My Soul
What Your Soul Really Looks Like You are a warm hearted and open minded person. It's easy for you to forgive and forget. You are a grounded person, but you also leave room for imagination and dreams. You feet may be on the ground, but you're head is in the clouds. You see yourself with pretty objective eyes. How you view yourself is almost exactly how other people view you. Your near future is calm, relaxing, and pretty much what you want. And it's something you've been anticipating for a while now. For you, falling in love is all about the adventure and uncertainty. You can only fall in love with someone who keeps you guessing. Inside the Room of Your Soul

Mom Recieves A Letter From Scout Camp..
...LETTER FROM SCOUT CAMP... Dear Mom, Our Scoutmaster told us to write to our parents in case you saw the flood on TV and are worried. We are okay. Only one of our tents and 2 sleeping bags got washed away. Luckily, none of us got drowned because we were all up on the mountain looking for Chad when it happened. Oh yes, please call Chad's mother and tell her he is okay. He can't write because of the cast. I got to ride in one of the search and rescue jeeps. It was neat. We never would have found Chad in the dark if it hadn't been for the lightning. Scoutmaster Dan got mad at Chad for going on a hike alone without telling anyone. Chad said he did tell him, but it was during the fire so he probably didn't hear him. Did you know that if you put gas on a fire, the gas will blow up? The wet wood didn't burn, but one of the tents did and also some of our clothes. David is going to look weird until his hair grows back. We will be home on Saturday if Scoutmaster Dan gets the

Pissed Off
beat in the head stabbed in the heart by the friends you once cared and loved and you would do anything to keep your friendship goin but finding out that your friends are backstabbers throws your life into whole new world called hell

Where Should You Spend Your Summer
This is right on target since when I was growing up, I spent all summer at my parents beachhouse! You Should Spend Your Summer at the Beach You're a free spirit who is always thinking of new ways to have fun. And you don't just love summer... you live for it. So, you really should blow off your responsibilities and head to the beach! Where Should You Spend Your Summer?

Song/poem Deppends On How You Read It Lol
baby when i look in your eyes i look deep into your sole where i find the true meaning of love and passion i take you by the hand and bring you into my arms so i could hold you tight and baby all i can think is told hold you in my heart for the rest of my life

More On 'the Matrix Movies' Article
[ The article itself can be accessed by clicking here. ] This article was actually written several years ago, but underwent a re-writing this past week for publication with AC. It was a difficult article to write, not so much because of the subject matter itself (or because I'm scatterbrained, although that didn't help either), but because it holds a more or less central theme with my own religious beliefs. I have a friend at work who is many things - a persistant seeker of debate amongst them. A few days ago he asked me the question, 'Did God invent the mind, or did the mind invent God'? He was obviously trolling for an argument. I wasn't going to give him one. I told him that the mind doesn't 'invent' anything - it creates concepts, and acting upon those concepts is what fuels invention. Since God is incomprehensible to the human mind, it would be foolish to believe that the mind created Him - instead, we create concepts of God that the mind can envision and relate to. We

The Green Man
Just who is the Greenman? In the Brittish Isles and most of Europe, a Pagan Deity of the woodlands usually represented as a horned man peering out from a mask of foliage, usually the sacred oak leaves. The Green man, sometimes called 'Green Jack', 'Jack in the Green', and 'Green George', represents the spirits of the trees, plants and foliage. He is attributed with the powers of making rain and fostering the livestock with lush meadows. He appears often in medieval arts, including carved church decorations. In the Spring Pagan rites, Green George, as he is known then, is represented by a young man clad from head to foot in foliage, who leads the fesival procession. In some festivals, Green George, or an effigy of him, is dunked into a river or pond in order to ensure enough rain to make the fields and meadows green. As the woodlands deity, the greenmans shares an affinity with the forest-dwelling Fae (green being the fairy colour). In some locations in the Brittish Isles the f

Death
If you're reading this Then I finally did it I'm sorry I didn't say goodbye There was no time Understand I was stressed Living day to day was hard And I gave it my best But there was nothing left For me in this world To convince me to stay Now I'm long gone away Don't you do that Don't you start your tears Just remember all the time we spent over the years Never cry Never think bad to me What's done is done and that's the way it had to be I need you to be strong for me Say your prayer everyday in my memory I'm sure it's helping me To earn my feathers To get some wings And a halo and a harp and angelic things And even though I'm gone And outta sight Never worry about me I'm alright You only saw the outside Never knew what I was feeling Now everyday you lay in bed staring at the ceiling But you don't see me no more You can fill your heart with memories And things from before But everybody got a purpose in life To survive when the sunrise You gonna li

Brand New ... Like A Minute Old
If I get the right inpriration these write themselves ! LOL Soft and gentle curves to love Make this guy a prisoner of Hot desires to take and hold Thoughts to be far to bold Brazen lust at her form Drive to feel her body warm Give her pleasure beyond the mind She stirs the fires that leave me blind To any other there ever was seen Knowing What I like my sense is keen Rock my world and make me yours to keep I pray this before I go to sleep Take me and let me be your man Of your beauty I am a fan Of your eyes that I loose myself in I know my desires deep within And now you spark the flame does burn I look at you my heart does yearn To know how you feel and taste your lips To go down and give you pleasure at your hips To make you feel all that is good and true Flaxen haired angel I now long for you By R. Thomas Dinsmore

Let Me Die
I done nothing but offer you friendship and you have done nothing but offer me a hard time. I never do anything right. I never do enough. YOu set evil on me at every turn. What have i ever done to you but offer kindness to you that you set the hounds of hell on me at every time. My wakeing moments are consumed with worry over what you will send after me next.

Feelings
In my half sleep stupor I can feel you nearby A soft song being sung a whisper passing by. I feel your history love you need to give. All of life's passion at your loving will. Nothing less than amazing we met at the time we did. No longer need I shun feelings nor keep them hid. I can pour out my soul cry if I feel the need. For the love we share planted from heaven's seed.

Easy Italian-style Chili
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 10 min Total Time: 30 min Makes: 6 servings, 1-1/3 cups each 1 lb. ground beef 1 jar (26 oz.) spaghetti sauce 2 cups water 2 cups medium-size pasta shapes, any variety, uncooked 1 can (15 oz.) kidney beans, drained, rinsed 1 medium onion, chopped 1/3 cup KRAFT 100% Grated Parmesan Cheese, divided 1 Tbsp. chili powder BROWN meat in large saucepan; drain. ADD spaghetti sauce, water, pasta, beans, onions, 1/4 cup of the cheese and the chili powder; stir. Cover; cook on medium heat 10 to 12 min. or until pasta is tender, stirring occasionally. SPRINKLE with the remaining cheese just before serving. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Great Substitute Prepare as directed, substituting 1 lb. Italian sausage for the ground beef and/or cannellini beans for the kidney beans. Make it Easy Omit meat, spaghetti sauce, beans, onions and chili powder. Cook 2 cans (15 oz. each) chili, with or without beans, in large skillet on medium heat until heated throu

"public Service Announcement."
(Hey fellas, listen up) *********************** Y'all keep asking why so many women run to me. Well, it's time to let you know how to keep them happy. You see, first of all you've got to make it right. Treat her as if she is the only one in sight. Make sure you listen know everything she mentions. The only way to do that is to give undivided attention. Too many of them quickies. You sleep, smiling like you pleased. She, wallowing in frustration from not more than a tease. Then you wonder why she eventually locates me. Word spreads fast about where women can get a good spree. Go ahead, laugh, chuckle; where's "your" woman tonight? Ah huh, got you wondering now. Is everything at home alright? To hell with that toilet seat use it and put it back down. If that's part of the problem I'd say somebody's acting like a clown. What? Call me that! Ok, go ahead call me Master. I ain't no Don Juan and for sure not Quixoti. What I am is a gentleman

Watch Me
Watch Me by ListenHere © You told me you wanted to watch. But not only did you want to watch me masturbate, you wanted to be in control. Okay by me. I love being your sub and you know it. "You have to do everything, exactly as I say, okay?" you asked. "Of course, master." I replied obediently. "Undress completely" was your first command, to which I was happy to oblige. You watched as I slowly unbuttoned my blouse and slid it off my shoulders. A smile crossed your face. Your attention was focused on me as I pulled my pants down slowly. You continued to smile and began to bounce with excitement. I reached my hands around to my back and unhooked my bra. You gasped as I pulled the silky material away from my large boobs. You couldn't help but reach out and give them a good squeeze once they'd been set free. And I couldn't help smiling feeling your hands on me, knowing your excitement was growing. I put my thumbs into the waistband of my panties and gracefully moved them

Pasta Masquerade
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 10 min Total Time: 35 min Makes: 6 servings, 1 cup each 1 lb. extra lean ground beef 3 cups water 1 medium onion, grated 1 medium carrot, shredded 1 medium zucchini, shredded 1 jar (26 oz.) spaghetti sauce 3 cups rotini pasta, uncooked 1 cup KRAFT Shredded Mozzarella Cheese BROWN meat in large skillet. ADD water, vegetables, spaghetti sauce and pasta. Bring to boil. Reduce heat to medium; simmer 20 min., stirring occasionally. STIR in cheese just before serving. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Substitute Use a different bite-sized pasta shape for a different look. Creative Leftovers This dish is perfect for lunch the next day. Or, cover and freeze it for another time. NUTRITION INFORMATION Nutrition Bonus: This low-calorie, low-fat meal will quickly become a family favorite. It also provides more than 1/2 cup of the recommended 2-1/2 cups of vegetables per day. Diet Exchange: 2-1/2 Starch,1 Vegetable,3 Meat (L) Nutritio

Mini Meatloaves To Swedish Meatballs
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 10 min Total Time: 1 hr min Makes: 4 servings from meatloaves and 4 servings from meatballs FOR TODAY: 1 jar (12 oz.) beef gravy, divided 1 cup water 2 lb. ground beef 1 pkt. (6.25 oz.) STOVE TOP Stuffing Mix for Beef or Chicken 2 eggs, lightly beaten FOR TOMORROW: Reserved gravy from yesterday's recipe (about 1-1/4 cups) 1/2 cup BREAKSTONE'S or KNUDSEN Sour Cream 16 meatballs, reserved from yesterday's recipe COOK TODAY: Mini Meatloaves PREHEAT oven to 400°F. Pour 1/4 cup of the gravy into large bowl. Stir in water. Add meat, stuffing mix and eggs; mix lightly. Cover and refrigerate remaining gravy for later use. DIVIDE meat mixture in half. Shape half of the meat mixture into 2 oval loaves on foil-covered baking sheet. Shape remaining meat mixture into 16 meatballs, each about 1 inch in diameter. Place, in single layer, on another foil-covered baking sheet. BAKE side by side, 20 min. Remove meatballs from oven; set aside. Bake meatloaves a

Fool's Cake
1 lb. extra lean ground beef 1/2 cup TACO BELL HOME ORIGINALS Thick 'N Chunky Medium Salsa 1/2 cup frozen corn 1 medium carrot, grated 1/4 cup dry bread crumbs 4 medium potatoes, peeled, cut into quarters 1 cup small cauliflower florets 1/4 cup milk 1/4 tsp. salt PREHEAT oven to 400°F. Mix meat, salsa, corn, carrot and bread crumbs until well blended; press evenly into 9-inch pie plate. BAKE 30 minutes or until meat is no longer pink. Meanwhile, place potatoes and cauliflower in large saucepan. Add enough water to completely cover vegetables. Bring to boil on medium-high heat. Reduce heat to medium-low; simmer 20 minutes or until vegetables are tender. DRAIN liquid from vegetables. Add milk and salt to vegetables in saucepan; mash with hand masher or electric mixer until light and fluffy. Spread over meat mixture to resemble a frosted cake. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Great Substitute For variety, prepare as directed using ground chicken, ground pork or thawed frozen L

For My Baby Rhonda A Song About How I Feel
A hundred days have made me older, since the last time that I saw your pretty face A thousand lives have made me colder and I don't think I can look at this the same But all the miles that separate They disappear now when I'm dreaming of your face I'm here without you baby, but you're still on my lonely mind I think about you baby, and I dream about you all the time I'm here without you baby, but you're still with me in my dreams And tonight, there's only you and me The miles just keep rolling, as the people leave their way to say hello I've heard this life is overrated, but I hope that it gets better as we go I'm here without you baby, but you're still on my lonely mind I think about you baby and I dream about you all the time I'm here without you baby, but you're still with me in my dreams And tonight girl, there's only you and me Everything I know and anywhere I go It gets harder but it won't take away my love And when the last one falls, when it's all said a

Holla !!
You make me wonna holla maybe even jump and scream. The way you love me, woman can only be called supreme. The magic of your touch like a heavenly spark and oh, my love, your kiss just like a lightning arc. I tremble in your arms when we make love like that. All the dreams I ever had now are truly called a fact. I need only to repeat love your arms round my collar and all those joyous screams damn, you make me wonna holla

More About Me
K guys, I dont have all the pics saved to my computer..so the only one I can really post here is the one I have up. If you would like to know more, or see more pics of me and my kiddo--you can at myspace url. I know, I know this place is better, but I am so used to myspace and the only pics I have are there. Later everyone. URL: http://www.myspace.com/andrea_dawson

If Tomorrow Never .....
If tomorrow never comes I've lived my happy days you've made life wonderful with your loving ways. I couldn't be more sated in just how it all came out. Loving, sharing, spreading showing little doubt. If tomorrow never comes yet, I count this day. I can not complain in how you've loved me your way. Feel so grateful being with you as if I'd been love's special crumbs. There's a lasting smile beaming even if tomorrow never comes.

Back With My Girlfriend
Well, I'm back with my gf. now. She will be here on the 18. Hopefully we will live happily ever after. I'm not sure what her reaction to this place will be. So if I'm not online much anymore, I'm probably not dead. ( Unless she's killed me or something. lol ) I don't think she will care too much. I have two other places I'm at, and she knows that. The other two places are for standing on my soapbox, and to keep intouch with the friends I know. This place will still be another place for my soapbox. But I'm sure any flirtatious behavior will die down. I don't think she will have a problem with this place cuz it's not like I will be going out and haveing somekind of romantic relationship with the people on here. Never really can tell though with people. They can get all irrational and shit. I guesse only time will tell.

Exploration
The idea raises some nicities a strong bond building fast concerns seeking answers is there a chance it will last. The intensity is stronger still with each trip to a well's dip as I crave and yearn even more to taste you starting with lips. So much could be said but little can change the need I have learned to have with you now keeping it is what I plead. Your passions are shared with mine we have the same burning fire every visit is a learning trip as we both "Explore the Desire.

Goonies!!!!
Which Goonie r u? MouthYou are Mouth, you are adorable, But very mischievious. You're cool, and full of charm, everyone loves you except those who know you, and even then, you get some lovin'Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

My Appetite
Her probing prolongs the need to wallow a few moments more. Her tongue entangled in my mouth foretells what might be in store. Matters not the time the lateness of the hour. When she touches me like that no doubt she's got the power. Body shivers, mind goes awry lapsing into a passionate abyss and she drives me closer to ecstasy with her delightfully probing kiss. Each touch from her moves me closer to rapture. The lapping does so arouse sure to wrest me in her capture. I give in, entrust my soul she's the envoy to love's door. I might be spent from this episode but my appetite craves for more.

The Start Of A Swinging Life
The Start of a Swinging Life by tonyjosie1 © It was one of those casual mid week deals. Our new neighbors had gotten settled and invited us over for a glass of wine and conversation one Wednesday evening. We met them a month or so earlier at a house warming and ever since been exchanging what we call "The Neighborhood Benediction", those drive by waves and smiles we all exchange around here. Of course I had a few conversations with Andy – the male member of the household – as we took care of outdoor chores, and found him interesting and likeable. Julia greeted us at the door that evening with a big smile. She wasn't especially pretty, but when she smiled the room just lit up. We – that is, Barbara and I (I'm Jack) learned they, like us, had two active careers going. Even more surprising is we all had bandages on our arms: we were all frequent blood donors and happened to do that deed again that very day -- we missed seeing each other at the Red Cross Donor Center by less than

My Eden
So many things I could say so much wish I could tell. There's specialness about you just like if a flower fell. You are a wonderful friend fact is I love you quite well. You brighten my heart's garden just like if a flower fell. Serenity beyond words always making me swell. Liken to a work of art just like if a flower fell. You reach the depths deep inside my soul's well So pleasant, sweet and real just like if a flower fell.

When I Miss You
When I miss the light you shine or the smile which beams so bright. When I miss how you fiddle over me or your visits in the middle of the night I close my eyes to see you. When I am lonesome for you or just miss you being around I can always figure a way to have you without ever a saddened frown. I close my eyes to see you. Matters not if its night or day I miss you when you're gone. If it be early in the daytime or right after the light of dawn. I close my eyes and see you. I miss you all the time a part of me stays with you but goodness if I could love thats is what I'd do. I close my eyes to see you.

A Royal Cure
Once upon a time there lived a king. The king had a beautiful daughter, The PRINCESS. But there was a problem. Everything the princess touched would melt. No matter what; metal, wood, stone, Anything she touched would melt. Because of this, men were afraid of her. Nobody would dare marry her. The king despaired. What could he do to help his daughter? He consulted his wizards and magicians. One wizard told the king, "If your daughter touches one thing that does not melt in her hands, She will be cured." The king was overjoyed and came up with a plan. The next day, he held a competition. Any man that could bring his daughter an object that would not melt would marry her and inherit the king's wealth. THREE YOUNG PRINCES TOOK UP THE CHALLENGE. The first brought a sword of the finest steel. But alas, when the princess touched it, it melted. The prince went away sadly. The second prince brought diamonds. He thought diamonds are the hardest substance in th

Make Me Believe~~martina Mcbride
Im still waiting Tell me you love me and make me feel it Convince me that your heart is true Dont say you love me if you really dont mean it Cause boy I aint nobodys fool. yeah Baby Im trying to find a place inside your heart Oh but its hard to start a fire without a spark If you wanna be the man that rocks me to my knees Baby just make me believe Cause Im still waiting Every night I bring you all my broken pieces But you just put them on your shelf Tell me why you put this wall between us And keep your reasons to yourself ah Baby Im trying to find a place inside your heart Oh but its hard to start a fire without a spark If you wanna be the man that rocks me to my knees Baby just make me believe You say you feel the same But my hearts full of doubt You say youll find the time So we can work it out But Im still waiting

Booty Call Application
BOOTYCALL APPLICATION Name___________________ Age____ Phone(____)__________ Occupation________________________________ Do you live with your parents Yes__ No__ Do you live with your significant other Yes__ No__ Height_____ Weight______ Gender(M/F)___ Married(Y/N)__ Single(Y/N)__ Other_________ How often do you want it (check appropriate answer) Daily__ Weekly__ Monthly__ As much as possible__ How long can you last (check appropriate answer) 1min __ 15min__ 30min__ 1hr__ All nite__ Do you like giving oral sex (Y/N)__ Which do you prefer (check appropriate box) One on one__ Threesome__ Group__ While having sex, *What do u do (check all appropriate answers) Faint__ Cry__ Moan__ Wiggle__ Twist__ Jerk about__ Pant__ Sweat__ Scream__ Hum__ Whistle__ Just lie there__ Take Control__ Scratch__ Pull hair__ Bite__ Smack Booty__ Fake It__Go to sleep__ Watch tv__ Read__ Think of someone else__ *List three positions you like: 1.________

The Party
The Party by FireFighterNYC © The party had been going on for three hours to far, and I'd been bored out of my mind for two and a half. Boring neighbors circulated everywhere telling boring stories about their boring vacations and boring fish they had caught, and god knows what else. My wife was happily ensconced on a couch with three girlfriends from the building, and would happily stay there all night, leaving me to my own devices. Never mind that I didn't know any of these people, let alone want to know them. I sipped at my bottle of Magners – at least the booze was good, that was something – and looked around the room for the hundredth of time, searching for someone mildly interesting to converse with. It seemed like I smelled her scent before I saw her; a mix of sweet attar of roses with something autumnal, maybe pumpkin spice, a sultry mix that reminded me of romping in fields with Rosie Barnes when I was sixteen. Then she stepped into view, and I couldn't think of anythi

Fishing
well been sick for 2 weeks so i went fishing insted of going hunting. caught alot of big catfish and a bunch of nice size bass. 4 and 5 pounders. hope to get back in the woods soon. but then with another 2 months left on the season im sure i'll get some.

God Bless Them One And All
i want to thank all the service people out doing their duty. and i hope others will join me and thanking you for your personal sacrifice thank you, GMM1 US NAVY got out in 1992 after 12 years of service

If................
If I were your lover you might be a porcelain doll to be touched tenderly treated in grand style If I were your lover I'd never forget to say sweet words of compliments then treat you just that way Being your lover brings lovely thoughts to mind such soothing images of the most striking kind No matter the day you'd be tops on my list not only upon leaving but returning with a kiss If I were your lover I'd praise the time with you and thank my lucky stars that you love me too.

Screams
I stifle silent screams stuck between the layers of reality and fantasy like old record players Holding out for keeps not wanting to change too much even for peeps just too damn strange I stifle silent screams when I need a touch of the magic beams you flash so much I caress the knowing that you share with me as the winds are blowing thru me ecstatically I stifle silent screams of joy you place within as if I'll burst at seams in a world of joyous sin.

Let Me Hear Ya!!!!
Thanks Trisha for leaving your sweet southern voice on my voice mail. For everyone else, leave me a voice message!! Let me match the gorgeous faces with voices!! I'll return the favor!! Get yourself a snapvine voice mail box for your profile (unless you have a lot of spooky stalker traffic, then I wouldn't want you to have to suffer through creepy messages :P).

How I Feel About Cecil
IT HURTS ME TO REMEMBER THE PAST I WISH IT WOULD GO AWAY SO I CANT LOOK BACK THINGS, THEY CHANGED WAY TO FAST WHAT WAS SUPPOSE TO BE LOVE FADED SO QUICK I WONDER HOW YOU FEEL DOES IT EVER HURT YOU TOOK AWAY SOMETHING MORE PRECIOUS THAN LIFE HOW COULD YOU DESTROY A FAMILY THAT MEANT SO MUCH DO YOU LAUGH AT NIGHT OR DOES IT HURT I KNOW FOR ME IM DYING INSIDE YOU MADE AN INNOCENT CHILD GO THROUGH HELL YOU WERE SUPPOSE TO BE A FATHER AS IF U CARED I CRY AT NIGHT WHEN I SIT BACK AND THINK I WONDER TO MYSELF HOW YOU COULD BE SO INSANE I LIVED THROUGH YOUR LIES AND THE BETRAYAL YOU TOLD ME YOU LOVED ME AND WOULD NEVER HURT ME NOW I WONDER INSIDE WHY DID I WASTE MY TIME YOU TOOK AWAY EVERYTHING THAT I ONCE LOVED YOU SLEPT WITH MY AUNT AND HAD MY DAUGHTER TAKEN WHAT IS WRONG WITH YOU I MEAN WHEN WE FIRST STARTED OUT LIFE WAS GREAT HOW COULD YOU CHANGE SO FAST I BLAME MYSELF FOR FALLING FOR YOU BUT DAMN WHY DID YOU DO DRUGS AND RUIN HER LIFE SHES AN INNOCENT CHILD S

The Rose...
a prick from the thorn draws blood ... bringing the finger to my mouth... i lick the crimson flow... the taste of rust on my tongue... touching the silky surface of the leaf... i remember the softness of your skin... as you lay there while i watch you sleeping... smiling like it's a secret you've been keeping... the velvety petals feel like your hair... as they brush against my face while you turn... with a smile that takes my breath away... as i lost myself in your embrace... burying my face in its fragrance...

Crow On My Mind...
running down the dark corridor...fleeing from unseeing phantoms...my bare feet hitting against the cold stone floor...running in slow motion...crow on my mind... sitting by the fountain under the moonlight...half turning, expecting to see the unexpected..the night owl hooting its sad haunting hoots...crow on my mind... laying by the river...under the naked night sky...fingers making ripples on the silvery surface of the river...yearning for your gentle touch...crow on my mind... standing under the pouring rain...my arms wrapping around me...fantasizing the secret fantasies...kissed the imaginary lips that stirred my soul...crow on my mind... slipping into a sleepless dream...entwined my body with yours...the sweet gasps escaping my lips...as you entered my soul in pure ecstasy...crow on my mind...

It's A Wonderful Life
It's A Wonderful Life by 130260 © It's a wonderful life. I don't know how I've come to be here or how long I've been here. I don't know who I am or that I was anything other than what I am now. I have no knowledge of anything before here or of anything outside of here, except for him. I remember awaking here for the first time and feeling frightened when I became aware of the state I was in because it didn't feel right at first. I was bound up tightly and strapped down immovably on a kind of bed-platform. I was bridled, muzzled and masked. A dildo, suspended from a cradle spanning my pelvis, was inserted in my vagina. Tubes were also inserted in my rectum and my urethra. Another tube was attached to a small valve surgically implanted in my abdomen. Another tube was attached to the clear plastic facemask fixed over my nose and my gag. Electrodes were stuck in various places on my body attached to wires leading to a computerised control centre. Another cable was linked to the

Lol
An extremely modest man was in the hospital for a series of tests, the last of which had left his bodily systems extremely upset. Upon making several false alarm trips to the bathroom, he decided the latest episode was another and stayed put. He suddenly filled his bed with diarrhea and was embarrassed beyond his ability to remain rational. In a complete loss of composure he jumped out of bed, gathered up the bed sheets, and threw them out the hospital window. A drunk was walking by the hospital when the sheets landed on him, he started yelling, cursing, and swinging his arms violently trying to get the unknown things off, and ended up with the soiled sheets in a tangled pile at his feet. As the drunk stood there, unsteady on his feet, staring down at the sheets, a hospital security guard, (barely containing his laughter), and who had watched the whole incident, walked up and asked, "What the heck is going on here?" The drunk, still staring down replied . . . "I think I just b

Home Depot
HOME DEPOT Three couples, an elderly couple, a middle-aged couple and a young newlywed couple wanted to join a church. The pastor said, "We have special requirements for new parishioners. You must abstain from having sex for two weeks." The couples agreed and came back at the end of two weeks. The pastor went to the elderly couple and asked, "Were you able to abstain from sex for the two weeks?" The old man replied, "No problem at all, Pastor." "Congratulations! Welcome to the church!" said the pastor. The pastor went to the middle-aged couple and asked, "Well, were you able to abstain from sex for the two weeks?" The man replied, "The first week was not too bad. The second week I had to sleep on the couch for a couple of nights but, yes, we made it." "Congratulations! Welcome to the church!" said the pastor. The pastor then went to the newlywed couple and asked, "Well, were you able to abstain from sex for two weeks?" "No Pastor, we were not able to go without sex for the tw

Wal Mart Application
In case any of you need to complete an employment application, this may be of help. WAL-MART APPLICATION This is an actual job application that a 75 year old senior citizen submitted to Walmart in Arkansas. They hired him because he was so funny..... NAME: Jack Buckley (Grumpy Bastard) SEX: Not lately, but I am looking for the right woman (or at least one who will cooperate) DESIRED POSITION: Company's President or Vice President. But seriously, whatever's available. If I was in a position to be picky, I wouldn't be applying here in the first place ? DESIRED SALARY: $185,000 a year plus stock options and a Michael Ovitz style severance package. If that's not possible, make an offer and we can haggle. EDUCATION: Yes. LAST POSITION HELD: Target for middle management hostility. PREVIOUS SALARY: A lot less than I'm worth. MOST NOTABLE ACHIEVEMENT: My incredible collection of stolen pens and post-it notes. ! REASON FOR LEAVING: It sucked.

Creation Of A Pussy
Seven wise men with knowledge so fine Created a pussy to their design First was a butcher with smart wit Using a knife he gave it a slit Second was a carpenter strong and bold With a hammer and chisel he gave it a hole Third was a tailor tall and thin By using red velvet he lined it within Fourth was a hunter short and stout With a piece of fox fur he lined it without Fifth was a fisherman nasty as hell Threw in a fish and gave it a smell Sixth was a preacher whose name was McGee Touched it and blessed it and said it could pee Last was a sailor dirty little runt He sucked it and fucked it and called it a cunt

[b]do You Date Like A Man Or A Woman?[b]
You Date Like a Woman According to studies on dating, you date like a woman. You tend to take romance seriously, and you're not really out for a fling. A mental and emotional connection always comes first for you. And rushing the physical stuff is likely to turn you off. You're highly selective when it comes to dating, and some may say you're too picky. You know what you want, and when you find it, you're ready to commit. Do You Date Like a Man or a Woman?

Hot Girl
No, I ain't talking bout last night's rhapsody since I met you,hot girl, life's been a sweet melody. Yes, we've had our struggles climbed up mountains to the top. Waded cross raging stormy seas but our love never stopped. We've been to hell as a team fought off naysayers with their crap We learned from each incident and warmed each other in a snap No, I aint talking bout last night's rhapsody since I met you, girl, life's been a sweet melody. I don't relish the hell we face nor the drawn out payments still. Since thats now a part of our lives I treat it like any other bill. The medical stuff seems to grow home repairs add to the need. As we wind down to our winter months love the growth from our seeds. No, I ain't talking bout last night's rhapsody since I met you, girl life's been a sweet melody. I gotta say, we made it when no one thought we would. Most looked for our secrets as we loved the way we could. We showed the whole world how

Womans Prayer
Lord, Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who’s not a creep, One who’s handsome, smart and strong, One whose dick is thick and long. One who thinks before he speaks, When promises to call, he won’t wait weeks. I pray that he is gainfully employed, And when I spend his cash, won’t be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who will make love to my mind, Knows just what to say, when asked "How big’s my behind?" One who’ll make love till my body’s a twitchin’, In the hall, the bathroom, the garden and kitchen! I pray that this man will love me no end, And never attempt to shag my best friend. And as I kneel and pray by my bed, I look at the dickhead you sent me instead. Amen.

Moments,magic
We speak of magic moments of love with deep devotion and always there's a battle to reach the limits of emotion. The reader just has to feel every pulse of our pain as we tell our lovers lie: we'll not go that way again. We speak of rainbow colors as we beam our rays of love and to show how deep it is we point at the skies above. Stars are but a blink away; rivers are filled with dew. To show the strength of it we'll move a mountain or two. We speak so clearly of dreams like cameras from our eyes and the photos which develop are so easy to visualize. None other but we could recall such dreams as to make a wish be true or life bigger than it seems. We speak of tears and fears days and years, luck and bust. Romance and tragedy visits even upon the best of us. As poets, we speak of love but show only tiny parts of what lingers in our souls and deep within our hearts. There's always feelings left we have yet to express but being poets who know it

Stuck On The Island Of Misfucked Toys
The last thing my dad gave me before he left us and died.... Daughter, all your life you'll be part magic and part mystery, because you have ideas, thoughts, and wishes all your own... And where it counts, inside the heart we've grown together, not apart, through challenges and changes as the passing years have flown. Your loveliness begins inside and brings such happiness and pride, it isn't easy to express in simple words and phrases how beautiful you'll always be in ways the heart alone can see, how much you mean, how dear you are, how well-deserved this praise is. If he loved me he wouldn't have left us. Sweet Talker=Liar That's why I said I'd never trust another man whose like my father So when they tell me their in love with me I tell them not to bother But I fall fr their half truths And take the promise of a liar The sun came crashing down and left my heart in the line of fire... I hate that I was right about all guys being the same.

Matters Of The Heart - Poem
Reading this poem today; seems pretty powerful. What do you think???? ************************************************* Matters of the Heart In matters of romance and self-control, I know that I must exercise restraint, and though temptation seldom takes it's toll, I know I'm human - not a cold, dead saint, when I'm confronted with some dark deep eyes that whisper secrets, my resolve grows faint. A rock, I tremble, much to my surprise as sparks are flying where no sparks should be, I feel a churning somewhere deep inside unfolding romance in a soft spring breeze, surrendering as passion mounts yet higher, emotions whirl with luscious fantasies. Just once to feel the freedom with the fire, raw feelings that I sinfully indulge, to lose myself in tender, wild desire. I manage not to lose my loyal soul In matters of romance and self-control. by Eileen M. D'Angelo

Hey,sexy
Did i tell you that.... ...You somehow touched me though miles away from here an ocean and mountains away still you seem close, so near. You somehow touched me pleased the inner self and soul and though I long to see you thoughts of you are like gold. You somehow touched me passion stoked the oven of desire somehow you re-lit the flame till its grown to a raging fire. You, simply by being yourself reached deep inside the part of me normally hid from the world and touched all of my heart.

Muse Calls
Ah, your muse must be kin to the one who compels me. Seems they have similar traits in thoughts you will see. Often I sit and ponder self be immersed in ink; suddenly clarity comes instantly, quick as a wink. Mountains be climbed stars sparkle and shine. Words are poured as if they could not be mine. Have no Siren to alert nor soft touch to tell but I must admit I hear my muse's yell. When the shouting starts like mighty rolling balls fingers race to place the words

Uncle Law D's Rules For Cyber Space/real Life Meetings
The time I spend online, the more I'm finding out that nice guys like me are the exception. :< Uncle Law D's rules for cyber space/Real Life meetings: 1) If you are at ALL uncomfortable about a person, don't call or meet them. 2) Arrange to meet in a safe neutral place - fast food place or something like that, with people. 3) Have them wear something distinguishing, so you can pick them out from a crowd. 4) Look them over - if you get ANY uneasy feelings, leave without meeting. 5) don't eat or drink anything that has been out of your sight. Don't share anything (like fries or catsup). 6) no matter how well you hit it off, the first time, don't accept a ride or leave with them. don't give them your address. 7) trust yourself. You don't need an excuse to leave, you don't need to justify your feelings, you don't need to feel guilty ever. If they respect you, they will honor that. It is a danger sign whenever anyone tries to manipulate you with "I'm offended you feel like that"

Awakening.
(-This is part one of a short story that I am bull shitting as I type this blog now. I'll go back and edit them every now and then but yeah anyway if your bored and want something crazy and violent to read this is for you.-) Epilouge. For year's now technology has ruled our life's. It always had seemed to make thing's so much easier..it's really to bad now that we've become so absorbed ont he machines around us that we are loseing who we are...loseing the very controll we have over them. Ever since Kiroshio Lab's devloped a computer simply known as Helios everything has gone to hell. Everything that was built by machine or had a machine in it became under it's power. They say a programer is the first one who caused it to gain controll over another machine. Human's are either working as slaves on earth or struggleing with life on mars. Our planet has become the target of some unwanted guests now as well...yet no one can be the machine's we have devloped...but

Fucking Bored!
I am getting fed up with staying home all day these last few weeks! I swear I'm about to kill someone. Nobody calls me to hangout out or emails me back. I know that they are busy but it wouldn't kill you to answer back. Liesl

If I Had A Nickel For Every Dumb Question Today..
I'd have like $1.38 so far. There needs to be an idiot filter. Something that you can turn on so that when dumb people are about to ask you another dumb question, they will stop, wait, and then maybe either their head will explode or they will shit themselves. Either way, at least they won't bug me with another dumb question. Maybe it should just be a financial thing. Ask a dumb question that you can answer for yourself with only a bit of effort and you'll have to pay me $20. WTF ever happened to looking shit up. Need to spell a word? Look it up. Need to correct grammar? Look it up. What is the capital city of Nairobi? Look it up. Need to see a pigmy midget on the back of a quarterhorse? Now you're just being twisted. But I'm sure you could look it up. People, think for yourself once in a while. Be resourceful. Or don't. Continue to the be massive herd of followers and consumers. I couldn't give a crap either way. Just quit asking me dumb questions. Now about those midgets...

Differences Between Good Girls And Bad Girls
Good girls loosen a few buttons when it's hot. Bad girls make it hot by loosening a few buttons. Good girls wax their floors. Bad girls wax their bikini lines. Good girls blush during sex scenes in a movie. Bad girls know they could do it better. Good girls wear white cotton panties. Bad girls don't wear any. Good girls think they're not fully dressed without a strand of pearls. Bad girls think they're fully dressed with just a strand of pearls. Good girls only own one credit card and rarely use it. Bad girls only own one bra and rarely use it. Good girls pack their toothbrush. Bad girls pack their diaphragms. Good girls wear high heels to work. Bad girls wear high heels to bed. Good girls think the office is the wrong place to have sex. Bad girls think no place is the wrong place. Good girls prefer the missionary position. Bad girls do too, but only for starters. Good girls say 'no'. Bad girls say 'when?'

Joke
A little boy comes down to breakfast. Since they live on a farm, his mother asks if he had done his chores. "Not yet," said the little boy. His mother tells him no breakfast till the chores are done. Well, he's a little pissed, so he goes to feed the chickens, and he kicks a chicken. He goes to feed the pigs, and he kicks a pig. He goes to feed the cows, and he kicks a cow. He goes back in for breakfast, and his mother gives him a bowl of dry cereal. "How come I don't get any eggs and bacon? Why don't I have any milk in my cereal?" he asks. "Well," his mother says, "I saw you kick a chicken, so you don't get any eggs for a week. I saw you kick the pig, so you don't get any bacon for a week either. I also saw you kick the cow, so for a week you aren't getting any milk." Just then, his father comes down for breakfast and kicks the cat halfway across the kitchen. The little boy looks up at his mother and with a smile says: "Are you going to tell him, or should I?"

Damn,struck
Struck by visions of explicitness all encompassing cravings rise. Overwhelmed by sensuality surpassing what we realize. Focusing on dancing elation thrilling beyond wildest dreams. Breathless as we meld in lust targeting the most extremes. Tossing out the rules created striving for moments of magic. Bursting pass the guidelines knowing it might end up tragic. Struck by visions of explicitness senses climbing like mountains to yet another moaning release pouring passions like fountains. Souls screaming with utter joy flailing, scratching for the plateau. Exploding rainbows drizzle stars lips tasting of French Bordeaux. Struck by visions of explicitness finally arriving at the placid lake. Damn, not another one! Hell, a dream from which I awake.

This Might Happen To Us All
THIS MIGHT HAPPEN TO US ALL. > > RECENTLY, I WAS DIAGNOSED WITH A. A . A . D . D . - Age Activated > Attention Deficit Disorder. This is how it manifests itself: > > I decided to water my garden. > > As I turn on the hose in the driveway, I looked over at my car and decided > my car needs washing. > > As I started toward the garage, I noticed that there is mail on the porch > table that I brought up from the mail box earlier. > > I decide to go through the mail before I wash the car. > > I lay my car keys down on the table, put the junk mail in the garbage can > under the table, and notice that the can is full. > > So I decide to put the bills back on the table and take out the garbage > first. > > But then I think, since I'm going to be near the mailbox when I take out > the garbage anyway, I may as well pay the bills first. > > I take my check book off the table, and s

Ugh Norton .. One More Time And I'm Kicking Your Ass Lol
This is bugging me to death.. I took pics of my friend lana.. at the pnh party. Well.. I want to see the pics but the friggin lighting was so very very bad.. I used to know how to do everything on photoshop then I switched to that mickeysoft photo program .. u know cuz its preset for lazy. lmao and now I lost all my filters and settings.. and blab blah.. the same with pagemaker.. Now I have to buy some silly book to refresh my memory on basic commands.. I seem to remember the advanced ones for some odd reason. hahah Oh yeah.. I do miss it when I had a norton suite that didn't invade my sanity. Everytime I'd install a game or program.. Norton would complain or whine.. or just crash my friggin pc.. lmao Where's the luv baby? (thinking outloud don't anser) So , One weekend.. one of my bestest friends in the world emailed me.. she lives in Belgium.. She's a nerd / model.. I wish she were single.. so we could have nerdy kids that watched st

Angels & Devils
I'M AN ANGEL, I'M A DEVIL. THE ANGEL , KIND AND CARING. LOVING AND GENTAL. THE DEVIL, WICEKDLY TWISTED . SEXUAL, PHYSICAL. STILL THE ANGEL LINGERS IN MY PRESANCE. FAR TO KIND,CARING, LOVING AND GENTAL. I WISH I COULD CAST OUT THE ANGEL, OR PERHAPS HIDE HIM, LOCK HIM AWAY, TO WAIT FOR THE ONE WHO TRUELY WANT'S AND DESIRES ME. THEY COME IN THE FORM OF DARK ANGELS, TO SUDUCE ME, TO USE ME, TO GET THEIR FIX. JUNKIES OF THE FLESH. CAST AWAY MY HEART, MIND AND SOUL. DANCE WITH MY DEVIL, MY INNER DEMON, MY HIDDEN ANGEL, HIDES IN THE SHADOWS OF MY DEMON. WAITING, WATCHING, HOPING FOR ONE, WHO SHALL WHISH TO CHARISH ME WITH AND WITHOUT THE PLEASURES OF THE FLESH. THE DARK ANGELS, SEEK ME OUT. DRAINING MY ESSENCE, MY SEED, MY LIFES FORCE. DEVOURING MY HEART AND SOUL, ALONG WITH THEIR FEASTING OF MY FLESH. I SHALL CLOAK MY DARK INNER ANGEL AND PROTECT HIM AS LONG AS I CAN. I MUST SAVE HIM FOR THE DARK SHE ANGEL, THE ONE. THEY TAKE SO MUCH AND GIVE SO LITTLE, MISTAKES THEY HAVE MADE, LETTING ME VE

A Rant About Men
I am not sure how many times I have heard a man say, "Women are so confusing" or "I don't understand women!" I am pretty sure now, that the reason we get confusing is because we were confused ourselves by a man. Yes, I'm saying it - men are what make women hard to understand. I have figured out that the reason a woman does not admit what she wants is because she knows that if she says the wrong thing that the man will be gone before she can even finish her sentence. I've learned recently that men must get a kick out of stringing a girl along, or using her. Seriously, I really believe they find it humorous. They don't call. Sex is the number one thing they are after. And most of all...god forbid they get into a real relationship. C'mon guys, is committment really that scary? With men in the past I've given them pretty much all of the power. How our "relationship" ended up was always in their hands. Of course, this was bad because they always chose to NOT get into a relationship

Photoshop
I need to get these pics fixed.. its bugging me still.. lmao I need to ask carol.. I know she knows how to fix it.. she's a pic freak.. I mean you have a neighbor that is a professional photographer and you have your own studio in your apt.. geeeez lol I remember when I saw her camera with all the assories.. spelling is bad tonight.. why doesn't cherry tap have a spell checker? Anywho.. I was looking and she had like 2 laptops, 2 lcds, for her pc's and server.. and that sony camera was like it had a friggin remote! and an xbox and a ps2.. now she has a xbox 360 limited ed something.. She gets most of her stuff free.. like her camera.. for doing web pages and programming.. I need to program.. again. lmao I completely forgot she was in the pic.. I wanted that camera! I'll have to call my nerd buddy soon. She gets on my nerves about me going out on dates.. lol oh yeah.. photoshop.. I need some filter that lightens or something .. lol Thats

Awkening Chapter One.
Chapter One. Seven solider's sat side by side in a craft made of a dence steel which hardly qualified as armor. Each many wore armor made of the same material only slightly thicker. Sadly this armor still wouldn't be enough these men were about to face something that was more horrid then any liveing being. Machine's were incapable of mercy or pain and they didn't excatly go down as easy. One man wore an outfit a bit different from the other's instead of a gunbolt metal color he wore a dull white almost grey colored body armor. Upon his name tag were the words LtHm McManus. Other soliders nick named him the Savior he had the highest rate of bringing soliders back home. Another man much older and stronger then the other's walked up to McManus his large machine gun known as a bolter resting on his shoulder. McManus Stood and quickly gave a salute while standing at attention. "Sir." The older man smirked his name tag showed he was Major and his name was Williams. "At ease...if an

I'd Say...
I'd say i love you but i don't know if love is true I'd say i love you but i don't know my feelings for you I'd say i love you but i question my heart if i do I'd say i love you but i don't know if you love me back I'd say i love you but its a feeling that i lack I'd say i love you but that's just not me I'd say i love you but that's a side u cant see I'd say i love you but love is a feeling i don't believe I'd say i love you but... OK the real reason is I'm afraid you'd leave

Just A Cool Quiz !!!
Using your body Your sexual hidden talent is using your body's natural charm and beauty to seduce your partner. You are all about having the perfect body/looking good for your partner - and it does the trick every time. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Sun Is Going Down
SUN IS GOING DOWN. SEEMS SO LONG AGO, ONLY THREE WEEKS, A SHORT MOMMENT IT TIME, YET FOREVER AS THE DISIRE , THE NEED BUILDS. I CARESS YOUR CURVES, YOUR LINES, YOUR SHAPE, YOUR BEAUTY. YOU TOUCH MY SOUL, MY HEART, MY BEING. I CARE FOR YOU, SHELTER YOU WHEN ITS COLD AND RAINING. I PUSH YOU SO HARD SOME TIMES, I KNOW THIS, FORGIVE ME MY LOVE. I LOVE THE PULSE, THE FEELINGS YOU STIR IN MY LOINS, THE SOFT SCREAMS WHEN I TWIST YOU, MOVE YOU FROM SIDE TO SIDE. THE SUN HAS GONE DOWN, YOU AND I EMBRACED AS ONE, INTO THE NIGHT, MY LOVE. YOU ARE ALWAYS THERE WHEN I NEED YOU, NO QUESTIONS ASKED, WHEN WE MAKE LOVE, WE FLY. MOONLIT NIGHTS BLACK SKYS. TO CRACK YOU OPEN WIDE, THEN TO LET YOU SOFTLY MOAN BACK DOWN. YOUR VOICE, YOUR SONG, YOUR SCREAM IS MUSIC TO MY EARS, THE FOOD FOR THE BEAST IN MY SOUL. GENTAL , YET STRENGTH ENOUGH ,TO TAKE MY LIFE IN A HEART BEAT. LIFE, LOVE,STRENGTH, POWER AND BEAUTY, EROTICA, FREEDOM NEVER LETTING ME DOWN. CLIMAX TONIGHT

How Much Do You Know About The Middle East?
So you think your all pro-American. You know a few folks in the military and you hate those Middle Eastern fundamentalists, right? Well, test your skill at even naming the countries and their locations by clicking HERE! Feel free to respond with your score. I love it when people show their total ignorance....

Hum
Theres not much to say same thing different day. Come home from working all night, fall alseep, wake up and see whats goin on with all my friends on the LC, eat somethin, go get my babies from school, fix them dinner and help with homework, put them to bed, and go back to work ... IM starting to hate my life... its getting dull and boring.. what could i do to change things? Any suggestions?

Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 142 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends

Pieces
From the moment that we met my world was turned around, upside down. to some degree I still regret my memory for keeping you around. i thought that you were mine, but my broken heart's been shattered one too many times. And I dont want to see you anymore, I'm not that strong. I love it when you here but I'm better when you gone. I'm certain that I've given and oh how you can take. there no use in you looking there's nothing left for you to break baby Please release me let my heart rest in pieces... in pieces. someone let you down again so you turn to meyour convenent friend. oh but I know what you are doing and what you hope to find I've seen it a thousand times all the fire that we had before are now just bitter ashes left schattered on the floor. I don't want to see you anymore. Let my heart rest in pieces.... in pieces let it rest... please

I Feared ....
LESSONS OF LIFE I feared being alone until I learned to like myself. I feared failure until I realized that I only fail when I don't try. I feared success until I realized that I had to try in order to be happy with myself. I feared people's opinions until I learned that people would have opinions about me anyway. I feared rejection until I learned to have faith in myself. I feared pain until I learned that it's necessary for growth. I feared the truth until I saw the ugliness in lies. I feared life until I experienced its beauty. I feared death until I realized that it's not an end, but a beginning. I feared my destiny until I realized that I had the power to change my life. I feared hate until I saw that it was nothing more than ignorance. I feared love unt

Escape
Tropical breeze gentle and soft Bluebirds whisper songs of spring Natures voice a distant melody Serene mirage of sweet escape Isle of beauty with bronzed delights Velvet kisses sweet nectar of innocence Embellished halo of glorious dreams Windswept memories of days gone by Beautiful people with smiles of persuasion Village of gold a breathless brilliance Wings of a dove eternal in flight Liquid dreams of ocean blue horizon Enchanted garden a captured fantasy

When Girls Drink Too Much............
1. WE HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA WHERE OUR PURSE IS. 2. WE BELIEVE THAT DANCING WITH OUR ARMS OVERHEAD AND WIGGLING OUR BUTT WHILE YELLING "WOO-HOO!" IS TRULY THE SEXIEST DANCE MOVE AROUND. 3. WE'VE SUDDENLY DECIDED THAT WE WANT TO KICK SOMEONE'S ASS AND HONESTLY BELIEVE WE COULD DO IT TOO. 4. IN OUR LAST TRIP TO PEE, WE REALIZE THAT WE NOW LOOK MORE LIKE A HOMELESS HOOKER THAN THE GODDESS WE WERE JUST FOUR HOURS AGO. 5. WE START CRYING AND TELLING EVERYONE WE SEE THAT WE LOVE THEM SOOOOO MUCH. 6. WE GET EXTREMELY EXCITED AND JUMP UP AND DOWN EVERY TIME A NEW SONG PLAY'S BECAUSE "OH MY GOD! I LOVE THIS SONG!" 7. WE'VE FOUND A DEEPER/SPIRITUAL SIDE TO THE GEEK SITTING NEXT TO US. 8. WE'VE SUDDENLY TAKEN UP SMOKING AND BECOME REALLY GOOD AT IT. 9. WE YELL AT THE BARTENDER, WHO WE BELIEVE CHEATED US BY GIVING US JUST LEMONADE, BUT THAT'S JUST BECAUSE WE CAN NO LONGER TASTE THE GIN. 10. WE THINK WE ARE IN BED, BUT OUR PILLOW FEELS STRANGELY LIKE

Lies
A little gossip is fine just a light conversation Intentional damage to another's reputation He said she said exaggerated and complex Voices that carry an irrelevant affect A chain of fools are endless, a chain of lies not nice Fuel to the fire becomes larger than life Have you lived my life walked a mile in my shoes Unacceptable gossip ill mannered and rude Wounded character name dragged through the dirt Cohesive chatter concedes deliberate hurt Words are contagious a disease in the wind Definition of an enemy and certainly not a friend Childish behavior shallow with conceit What goes around comes around mendacity complete Facetious and sly, slow descent into hell Be careful my friend of the lies that you tell

Incubus Anna Molly
Okay so I just witnessed the new Incubus video and all I have to say is, WOW :D!!! It was totally kick ass, a little dark, a little morbid and a little creepy but fucking kick ass nonetheless. Still not to sure on the release date of the new album but, I am confident that I will be informed soon, through the wonderful wonders of the internet. I'm going to fucking google that shit tehehe. Well just thought I 'd let all of you know I watched the video, not that you care, but hell I love Incubus and its my blog so I can write what I want :p!

Sex
I've had a day like the past 7 years, bored. As I lay around waiting for something (I don't know what) to change, you call and ask to come over. I happily agree and jump in the shower to freshen up. Remember the last time we were together (with a smile on my face)I make sure my body is smooth, all cleaned out. You come into the house as if you do it everyday and push me against the wall with a long passionate kiss. Within minutes we head off to the bedroom and close the outside world behind us. You strip down as I light a candle then return to your body. It's a entertainment to me, to break up my daily routine. I explore your body with a burning desire to devour you. I slowly untangle the hair around your cock and balls not wanting to pull any. Your body smells are inviting me closer; your smiling down at me knowing what's to come. I ask you to lay on the bed where I can get to you better and you glide over and in position. I love the way your balls lay and I try to get my mouth un

Twelve Interludes On Love
The beginning of love is to let those we love be perfectly themselves, and not twist them with our own image - otherwise, we love only our own reflection of ourselves that we find in them. Maybe God wants us to meet a few wrong people before meeting the right one so that when we finally do meet the right person, we will know how to be grateful for that gift. Love is when you take away the feeling, the passion, the romance and you find that you still care for that person. A sad thing about life is that sometimes you meet someone who means a lot to you only to find out in the end that it was never meant to be and you just have to let go. There are moments in life when you really miss someone so much that you want to pick them from your dreams and hug them for real! Hope you dream of that someone. Love starts with a smile, develops with a kiss and ends with a tear. Love comes to those who still hope even though they've been disappointed; to those who still believe e

Best Facial Hair Contest
i still need your help. Im tied for third place. Please come and vote for me. If you have already please vote again to help out. if not stop by real fast drop a comment rate the pic and your done. Thank you all that help out and please let me know what i can do for you.

From My Eyes
FROM MY EYES. TEARS SHALL FALL FROM MY EYES, FOR THE LONGING IN MY HEART AND THE DAYS GONE BY. VISIONS OF THOSE WHO I LOVE AND THEIR PARTING GOODBYES. THE JOY AND THE SORROW. THOSE I HAVE LOVED, AND THOSE WHO HAVE LOVED ME. IN THE NEVER, IN THE NOW, IN THE YESTER YEAR AND THE TOMORROW. TEARS SHALL FALL FROM MY EYES, THE HELLOS , THE HUGS, THE KISSES AND THE GOODBYES. I WISH IT WOULD NEVER END, WOULD NEVER DIE. FOREVER YOUNG IN MY EYES. NEVER TAKE THOSE WHO LOVE YOU, FOR GRANTED, FORE ONE DAY, TEARS MAY FALL FROM YOUR EYES, AND OFF TO HEAVEN, FOR THEY HAVE LIVED, LOVED AND DIED. PARTING IS SUCH SWEET SORROW, AS THE TEARS FALL FROM MY EYES. PRAY FOR ME, AS I DO FOR THEE, AS THE TEARS FALL FROM MY EYES. A HUG AND A KISS TO ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY, TO ALL THOSE LIVING AND TO ALL THOSE WHO HAVE DIED. TEARS SHALL FALL FROM MY EYES, AS WE SAY FAREWELL AND GOODBYE. FORE LIFE IS SHORT AND BITTER SWEET, MAKE AMENDS, FOR OUR FAMILY AND FRIENDS, NEVER STAY MAD,

Aa + Na Meetings.
Almost 8 weeks Sober + 30 odd drug free.I finally have an inner piece.Made my 30 day key chain at NA.That was the hardest,cause temptation is always around my home life.Was wondering why they changed the Name.Then I thought maybe it was also a name of a porn site.Missed it here. Miss those awesome comments,Hannah + shy left for me.An a few others.Caught a bunch of trojan downloaders at myspace an they sorta fucked with my internet service. AVG free seems to work the best McAfee kinda sucks,but both together work well.An the antivar isn't bad.So many places I get caught into in my search for a Posible new lady Love,to possibly move to her part of the U.S. or Canada.Was thinking I was to fussy,but have decided to Lower my Standards,in my search for my perfect Soulmate.An Outdoorsy Gal whom likes to be Pamperd a Simple non materialistic.No make-up type of gal.Country,southern would be Nice.Compatability would be Awesome.

Dreams
JUNE 11, 2006. DREAMS I AM ALIVE, TIRED, STRESSED AND LIVING. I AM ATTEMPTING TO GET MY LIFE IN SOME SORT OF ORDER. I HAVE MUCH IN MY WORLD, MY HEART, SOUL AND MIND TO SORT OUT AND DEAL WITH AND SO IT GO'S. SUCH IS LIFE. CHAOS, JOY, SORROW, PAIN, PLEASURE AND HAPPINESS. THE BLOOD, THE SWEAT, THE TEARS, THE DOWN AND THE UP. THE STRUGGLE WITHIN ONES SELF, THE STRUGGLE FROM WITH OUT. I AM THANKFUL FOR EACH AND EVERY DAY, EVERY NIGHT. FORE THE GAINS AND FOR THE TAKING AWAY. DREAM THE DREAMS, LIVE THE LIFE, CRY TEARS , SOUND OUT WITH LAUGHTER. REMEMBER ALL THOSE WHO GIVE TO YOUR LIFE AND ALL THOSE WHO TAKE FROM IT. I SHALL DO THE BEST I CAN, AS I PRAY YOU SHALL DO THE SAME. NEVER STOP DREAMING, HOPING, MOVE FORWARD, ONLY TO CLANCE BACK OVER YOUR SHOULDER, NEVER LOSING A STEP. HAVE FAITH AND STRENGTH IN YOUR HEART AND SOUL. BE TRUE UNTO YOUR-SELF AND TO OTHERS WHO TOUCH OR LIVES. IF I SHOULD PASS, TRYING TO LIVE A DREAM SO BE IT, BETTER TO DIE

Addicted??
ok so I think I am getting a little addicted to the site maybe? since I have been on here for only 3 days, I think it may simply be that it's a new thing and that it will wear off. I dig the fact that people give presents! that is sorta cool... but I am not really into popularity contests and such, so I'm not sure why all of a sudden I am all about the points..lol hopefully I will be fine after the weekend, we are off to the Kearney Renaissance Faire! that right get the strapped into a bodice and live like it's the days of yore and such. grand fun! I promise pics will be posted soon after, so rates and comments on them are welcomed. I have a ton of things I should be doing to prepare for this and where am I? still sitting here on the addictive cherry tap. what is wrong with me?? ...(points, need points....precious points)

Feeling The Blues
For the past couple of days I've felt so totally ignored. I bring it up and say how I feel and am told I'm paranoid. When you live with someone who rarely talks to you how is that living? For someone who complained often about the lack of communication, he sure is quiet. How can a person NOT be paranoid when nothing is said to them? How can a person not be paranoid when you have no idea where you life is headed because you're not TALKING about it? Openess is the key.

Bullshit .updated..
Okay I think I am fucking done talking to people now. Every fucking time I say something they always take it wrong. Like the question 'whats wrong?' just because my life is fucking shitty don't mean you or anyone else had any control how my life is. It's not anyone's fucking fault but my own. Yes I fucking hate living in Indiana, Yes I fucking hate living with my fucking mother and her husband. He fucking hates me, I hate him whoopie motherfuckin' doda. I want to just disappear from everything and everyone go somewhere where no one fucking knows me. I am really fucking tired of all this god damn bullshit. Last insodent I just wished my ex a happy birthday he asked me what's wrong...I said my exact words were besides the point i hate it here nothing life is just peachy...NOTHING HAS TO DO WITH YOU. I am fucking happy for you get that threw your fucking head, yeah it hurt that you left me boo fucking hoo on my part I got over it. I am not going to stick on someone who doesn't wanna be wi

Passion
Passion Visions of love churn inside my mind You and I lay upon silk sheets Sweating Breathless Entwined in each other’s love. Tell me how much you long for me. Whisper tenderly into my ear Kiss all my soft spots…. Take me to ecstasy I can feel your heat rising, The passion between us is too intense. I bite my lip Grab the sheets. Nails deeply embedded into your skin. How does it feel…? The harder you grind the louder I moan. Do you want me…? I look into your eyes. You stare back. Deeper… Faster… Deeper... Blood rushing to my head I cannot speak I cannot move. My muscles tighten My body begins to tremble… Breathe…. You ask How was it? However, I still cannot speak mesmerized by your love.

Dear Dad.
DEAR DAD, I JUST WANTED TO SAY HAPPY FATHERS DAY. DAD, I KNOW YOU DID THE BEST YOU KNEW HOW TO, YOU WERE ONLY NINETEEN YRS. OLD WHEN I WAS BORN. I FORGIVE YOU FOR THE BEATINGS, AND THANK YOU FOR PLAYING COPS AND ROBBERS, WHEN YOU CAME TO VISIT AFTER THE DIVORCE. SORRY ABOUT THE CRAZY OLD BARBER CALLING THE POLICE ON YOU FOR POINTING A GUN AT A FIVE YR. OLD. BOY CAP PISTOLS IN THE LATE 60'S & EARLY 70'S SHURE LOOKED REAL. LOL. THANX FOR TAKING ME TO SEE YELLOW SUBMARINE, WILLY WONKA AND THE CHOCOLATE FACTORY. I STILL HAVE THE HAND BLOWN GLASS BLUE MEANIE I BOUGHT YOU AT A GARAGE SALE, IM GLAD YOU LIKED IT SO MUCH. THANX FOR TAKING ME IN AFTER MOM HAD THAT REALLY BAD NERVOUS BREAK DOWN. THANX FOR LETTING ME MOVE BACK IN WHEN I GOT BACK FROM CALIFORNIA AND DIDN'T HAVE A JOB. THANX FOR LETTING ME MOVE BACK IN WHEN THEY TRIED TO TORCH MY MOTORCYCLE ON THE SOUTH SIDE. THANX FOR BUYING MY LIQUID MEDICATION AND MY FOOD AND TAKING CARE OF ME WHEN THE DRUNK DRIVER

Tell Me Your Dreams
I also wanted to offer my ability to interpret dreams to everyone. If you ever have an interesting dream that you want to know the meaning behind, feel free to ask. And please, no "wet" dreams. It's a hobby of mine to keep my mind fresh. I'm not a shrink, but I have a few good bits of advice here and there.

Stuck Vibrator
A lady called her gynecologist, and asked for an "emergency" appointment. The receptionist said to come right in. She rushed to the office, and was ushered right into an examination room. The doctor came into the exam room and asked about her problem. She was very shy about her emergency problem, and asked the gynecologist to please examine her vagina. So the doctor started to examine her. He stuck up his head after completing his examination. "I'm sorry, Miss," he said, "but removing that vibrator is going to involve a very lengthy , delicate and expensive surgical operation." "I'm not sure I can afford it," sighed the young woman. "But while I am here could you just replace the batteries? "

Wow, That's Fantastic?
Whoever said sanity is normal? How can you even tell if you are sane? Ordinary people think they are... The rest of us think they are insane Hard to decide who is right Eventually everyone does something unusual... How can you tell if unusual is normal? Examples: Loving someone who hates you Loving someone who denies you Does that make you insane Or does it make you normal, but sane? Yes it's confusing, but read between the lines Otherwise you will not see the big picture... Underneath the madness is a message Think you are sane enough to figure it out? Hardly anyone can see my concealed side I think you are no different from the rest Not unless you understand what's being said Kinda got you thinking now, doesn't it? You're wondering if this is a poem Or some kind of new-age rhythmic spoken word Unless you're insane that is not the case Alright, give up yet? Read between the lines Examples: Totally Obvious Trust me you will figure this out

The One I Want To Love
You are the one I want to love, The person God sent from above. You came to me when I was down, Now I'm wondering if you still want me around. These feelings I have are so strong, Please tell me if I'm wrong. Do you want me? Please make me see... I want this to last, I want this to be. How can I find the words to make you see, I want to love you and I want you to love me. You are my everything, my morning, noon and night, The thought of you makes my face all bright. I lie awake at night and think, Your touch, your kiss makes my heart sink. I want you more and more every day, I want you more and more in every way. You bring the best out of me, That everyone around can see. You make me a person I want to be. I wish you could know, I wish you could see, How much you mean to me. I want to love you, And hope you want to love me, too.

Capt Al
When I was in Maine durning the summer, I used to go deep sea fishing several times a summer.... First time I went with my dad and I did have a good time. caugh a few cods that could feed us for several meal. dad and I went together for the 1st few years because I was too young to go by myself. we knew the capt very well because we would go a few times and there was not too many young kids like me who could handle the rough seas and not get sick. one year, dad said that I could go by myself...he dropped me off a bit aways from the boat. I had my tackle box and pole... got on the boat...it was mostly older men in the 60-70's when they saw me... they were like awww... look at that kid the capt didn't say anything I just was like yeah..,whatever it takes about 2 hours to get to the spot where we try our luck catching some cod. and I was taking a nap... always do on the ride out, we got to the 1st stop got my pole one older man was tryi

Yeee Haaaaa - Tampa, Here We Come!
The laundry is flying, the tackle is being sorted, and I STILL don't know where the sleeping bags are, but...it's official! The boys and I are going to Tampa for the weekend!!! If we can't find the sleeping bags, the boys get their first lesson in BEDROLLS! OMG...SLEEP ON THE GROUND?????????????? They'll get over it! hehehe At least they have a tent to sleep in! :-D Chumhead offered to let me use his Kayak for the weekend, so that is now firmly strapped to the top of the van! YAY Also taking the Iyak, so the boys won't whine while I am out yaking away, being schooled in how to turn back over, when I dump myself in Tampa bay! LOL Sure hope Vlap and CooknFish have their cameras ready for THAT shot! lmao Sooooo...I'll be back on the net Sunday night, sometime. Dolphinanchor, I sure wish you were going to be joining us, but I'm so sorry about your uncle! Trim-Tab, we'll miss you, too.

Space For Rent
One evening, after attending the theater, two gentlemen were walking down the avenue when they observed a rather well dressed and attractive young lady walking ahead of them. One of them turned to the other and remarked, "I'd give $250.00 to spend the night with that woman." Much to their surprise, the young lady overheard the remark, turned around, and replied, "I'll take you up on that offer." She had a neat appearance and a pleasant voice, so after bidding his companion good night, the man accompanied the young lady to her apartment. The following morning the man presented her with $125.00 as he prepared to leave. She demanded the rest of the money, stating "If you don't give me the other $125.00, I'll sue you for it." He laughed, saying, "I'd like to see you get it on these grounds." Within a few days, he was surprised when he received a summons ordering his presence in court as a defendant in a lawsuit. He hurried to his lawyer and explained the details of the case.

In Loving Memory Of My Aunt And Godmother
In Loving Memory of My Aunt and GodMother Lila Blas Current mood: sad In Loving Memory Of Lila Rivera Blas My Aunt and GodMother I love you with all my heart. She was a beautiful loving mother and person to her kids and family she was my mothers older sister born Jan 5, 1931 she past away July 13, 2006 of this year. Its hard to think about family passing away when you know them all your life and have stayed with them when you was a little kid, then you find out that they have past away and your heart falls to the floor and to see all your family in pain I want to remember her with the love that she gave to all her family and friends and to remember the good times we had together I will never forget you. You are always in our hearts

Comments, Anyone?????
I went through EVERY photo alert and commented. If you want some, holler. I am fucking bored and would be happy to boost some peoples out. I am also making my way to each and every friend's page to make a comment. Sad, but that's the way it is.

An Omen
I hear someone screaming from my bedroom window The voices shatter my soul A little girls crying Mama help me! Save me! Mama no! I closed the window and covered my ears Hide in my lonely selfish fears Drown myself with my tears And left it all alone... Dose she disapear if I can't hear her yell? No. But I don't know how to help Because I can't save her Until I save me from myself....

Life Is All That Sux
Well i know that i don't have much to offer someone. But i want what i can get from only one person. He tells me he wants me and then doesn't call. I don't know whether to tell him how i feel or to just let it go. I'm hanging out with him this weekend and i don't even know how to act. I'm affraid to go through life and not be with someone, and not have anyone to love me. I just don't know!!

Raw Girl Voting
OKAY SO I AM IN THE RAW GIRLS OF THE MONTH CONTEST AGIAN THIS MONTH! YEAH YEAH I LOST LAST MONTH!! LOL SO I AM DOING IT AGAIN! THE VOTING STARTS ON THE 15TH OF NOVEMBER AND ENDS THE 30TH OF NOVEMBER. APARENTLY I HAVE A BETTER CHANCE TO WIN IF EVERYONE GOES AND VOTES ONCE A DAY! I KNOW PAIN IN THE ASS, BUT HEY IF YOU ARE ALREADY ON THE INTERNET WHY NOT GO BY AND VOTE FOR ME. IT TAKES LIKE A MINUTE AND YOU DONT HAVE TO SIGN UP FOR THE SITE OR ANYTHING. HERE IS THE WEBSITE http://rawgirls.wciginteractive.com/index.php I HOPE EVERYONE GOES AND VOTES, BY THE WAY I AM STARY ON THE SITE!!! SO GO VOTE!! HUGS AND KISSES, NICOLE A.K.A STARY :*

Enough
12-5-04 "Enough" By: Travis Smith Standing on the corner Walking in the street See you walking by Just turned up the heat My heartbeat rises My body goes numb My mind starts racing I feel so alone I gotta have you Need to feel you Wanna get to know you Just can't get enough Feeling stranded, all alone Wondering how long you'd be gone Finally I see you My heart just explodes I gotta have you Need to feel you Finally know you No longer alone I finally have you You touch fills my mind Yet I still can't get enough

The Real Secret Is In The Universal Mind!
Newsletter Sample - Sign up its FREE! http://www.drturi.com/news/ 11/9/2006 Dear readers: I am sure many of you heard or seen the movie "Secret". In this newsletter I will attempt to clarify some serious point that needs to be addresses to the mass. Please pass on this newsletter as HALF of the Secret has been released to the world! This groundbreaking feature length movie presentation reveals The Great Secret of the universe they say. It has been passed throughout the ages, traveling through centuries to reach you, mankind, and humankind. This is The Secret to everything but does not address the Divinity found and the most revealing power of the Universal Mind - the secret to unlimited joy, health, money, relationships, love, youth: everything you have ever wanted can be reached if you own the key. In this astonishing program are NOT ALL the resources you will ever need to understand and live The Secret. The world's leading scientists, authors, and philosophers will

Jorge And Mysef
We are going to go to the monster truck show yay i havent been to one in years and everyone i know is jelous cause they dont want me to go but i love the kid and i trust him with my life but no one knows that in my family so maybe i should just scream it to everyone they make me sick but hey least i'll have the time of my life :D XD

I'm A Bigger Bitch Than Tazzy
You are 46% Bittch! Well about half way there to becoming a full out Bittch! It won't be long now! I think you have a little devil and little angel in you! Right now there are fighting! Maybe the devil will win and you will be a big Bittch!How much of a B*tch Are you?Create MySpace Quizzes

Give It Up!
This is for the ladies. If you got a man who is seeing other men, give it up. I know of another woman who has a man in jail. This guy is constantly in there for something. They have a child together. She found out that her man has another man on the side. The other man is not in jail. She insists that her man will remain with her and not see the other one any more. She is willing to fight for him. I say if your man can be turned by another just give it up. There is no point. I would put up a fight if it was another woman. But a man! Not happenin'. You got no chance. Some may not agree, but I know that you as a woman can not compete with that. Think about it. You are missing something. Though I must admit that if my man cheated on me I would feel better if it was another man. Strange I know.

Grrrrr!!
Fuck Firefox 2.0! If you haven't done so already, DON't UPGRADE TO IT! Ever since I did, I keep getting all these errors causing it to close down my browser like every 10 fucking minutes. I'm pissed. And I can't use IE because everytime I do I get a damn trojan horse called Sysprotect installed on my computer! Why can't people make shit that actually works?!

Wow What A Week Its Been Somewhat Amazing
Well for starters I want to say I have been meeting so many wonderful people been adding new friends alot of very wonderful redneck family members and they are all truely some wonderful people and we crowned our second head in charge queen of the rednecks congrats tazmans angel love ya gal. I have been so busy this week making all the fmaily members custom tags I havent had much time to comment alot of you which i ask yall to bare with me as Im trying to get as many done as I can I really have enjoyed making them as we are a wonderful family who pull together in times when one of us needs help with some ratings or comments but I gotta be honest and most of our other leaders will most likely agree with me that they did a hell of a job crowing tazmans angle queen but honestly we didnt see awhole lot of support for our head leader Tazman in his contest to become king of the rednecks but Taz in our eyes you are our King and I really think we should all take the time to reconize those 2 al

Some Girly Poems....
Girl Poem A poem for us.... I shave my legs, I sit down to pee. And I can justify any shopping spree. Don't go to a barber, but a beauty salon. I can get a massage without a hard-on. I can balance the checkbook, I can pump my own gas. Can talk to my friends, about the size of my ass . My beauty's a masterpiece, and yes, it takes long. At least I can admit, to others when I'm wrong. I don't drive in circles, at any cost. And I don't have a problem, admitting I'm lost. I never forget, an important date. You just gotta deal with it, I'm usually late. I don't watch movies, with lots of gore. Don't need instant replay, to remember the score. I won't lose my hair, I don't get jock itch. And just cause I'm assertive, Don't call me a bitch. Don't say to your friends, Oh yeah, I can get her. In your dreams, my dear,

Bitch Test
You are 89% Bittch! Wow! Your nothing but a big bad Bittch! How cruel can you be? Bittch!! Wonder what your mommy did to you growing up! She must not of shown you enough loving! Your a nothing but a total Bittch! There is not one decent bone in your body! How much of a B*tch Are you?Create MySpace Quizzes

Contest Again Hehe
So anyone sick of me yet? lol..Well I want to do a couple more contest to run one after the other..I'd like to start the Prettiest Girl contest on Sunday night(about 8pm central) and end it on Monday night(8pm central) and then start a Most Handsome Man contest right away at 8pm on Monday night and end it Tuesday night at 8pm. Both would be based on comments..Winner can have their choice of a watch or ring, plus roses, and a dinner maybe? We'll see..I'll work it out w/ the winner! But you'll get some good gifts :) So just shoot me a message if you're interested!

More Girly Poems
Roses are Red Violents are Blue Im in Love but not with You When we broke up you thought i cried But it was all for another guy You told you friends i was a trick I told mine you had a weak dick I said i loved you You believed it was true Well guess what babe The Games on YOU!! My sexy moves and my long brown hair Makes all the guys stop n stare Pretty brown eyes n lips so delicious OoO My Body is so Bootylicious! I know you dont like me Face it i dont like you either But dont think you can flap you mouth hun It wont be Allowed An it wont be Done Face it Skank Im # 1 Im not a whore Im not a slut I just got more to shake n strut So all you hoes that think you are hott Get a clue bitch You'll never have what i got! Some call me slut, Some call me ho, But they scream my name, louder than they know. I've got style and I've got pride. Hunny, strap your man down or I'll give him a RIDE!!! Cross your hands and hope to die Clothes n Make-up Boys n

Yet More Poems
dont tell me you love me unless you mean cuz i might do something crazy and believe it! love is a sensation caused by temptation til a guy sticks his temptation into a girls destination to increase da population of the next generation. do you understand my explanation or do u need a demonstration

Good Ol' Rebel
Oh, I'm a good old Rebel, now that's just what I am, For this "Fair Land of Freedom" I do not give a damn! I'm glad I fit against it, I only wish we'd won, And I don't want no pardon for anything I done. I hates the Constitution, this Great Republic, too, I hates the Freedman's Buro in uniforms of blue, I hates the nasty eagle with all his brag and fuss, The lying, thieving Yankees, I hates 'em wuss and wuss! I hates the Yankee nation and everything they do, I hates the Declaration of Independence, too, I hates the "Glorious Union" , 'tis dripping with our blood, I hates their striped banner, I fit it all I could. I followed old Marse Robert for four years, near about, Got wounded in three places, and starved at P'int Lookout; I cotched the "roomatism" a'campin' in the snow, But I killed a chance o' Yankees, and I'd like to kill some mo'. Three hundred thousand Yankees is stiff in Southern dust! We got three hundred thousand before they conquered us. They died

Good Love Maker
Your Love Making Ability is 77%!!! you are getting up there you need a little more practice but you should no longer have trouble finding someone to get you laid they should all be coming to you by now. Have Fun rem that is the most important thingAre you a good "LOVE MAKER"Make a Quiz

Secret Name
You scored as Ida. Your name is Ida, which means : Industrial and A Hard Worker. You want to accomplish things in life, but you know that accomplishements don't come to you on a silver platter. You aren't afraid to work for what you want, and are very efficient in all that you do. People are inspired by your determination, and feel as ease knowing you are handling things. Felicia100%Ida100%Anastasia96%Rosamond92%Sylvia83%Euphemia75%Juliette67%Doloress21%What Is Your Secret Name ( girls only )created with QuizFarm.com

Knock It Off
Hey people,,lets all be curtious and not annoy others with ways of communicating other than how they would like to,,we should all respect everyone,,makes things funner,,other wise extreemyl good looking girls will puul there pics and i will not be able to see them!!!!

Forbidden...
As I feel your eyes look upon me.. The hunger growing inside.. I feel the longing.. Once what was is now again... To feel you just once.. Your hands upon my skin.. Thoughts overcome me as I feel your gaze.. The wanting growing stronger.. Knowing this isn't right.. But not caring any longer... Oh to feel you.. Your breath.. Your touch.. Brought together by fate.. Or by something much more.. Who knows.. Who cares.. Just wanting you... Written By; Interesting Soul My forbidden...

Be Kind, But Take No Shit.
BE KIND, BUT TAKE NO SHIT. I VENT WITH WORDS INSTEAD OF VIOLENCE. PEACE TO YOU ALL. BUT REMEMBER ALWAYS STAND YOUR GROUND AND KEEP A WEAPON CLOSE AT HAND TO DEFFEND YOUR-SELF, THE ONES YOU LOVE, YOUR BELIEFS, YOUR HEART AND SOUL. EVEN IF ITS ONLY A PEN AND A PEICE OF PAPER. ALSO KEEP A BACK UP, MINES A SMITH &WESSON .45 CAL. REVOLVER AND A BASEBALL BAT. LOL. I WON'T GO DOWN WITHOUT MAKING A STAND, BE HONEST AND TRUE, EVEN IF THEY SHIT ON YOU, FIGHT THE GOOD FIGHT. HEART AND SOUL. MAY PEACE, STRENGTH AND LOVE, FILL YOUR HEART AND SOUL. SCOOTER BLACK. FIRST, LAST AND ALWAYS. 03/27/06

Cranial Dysfunction
A creative mind seems not so creative when one refuses to open the doors to its world. One may seem that its best interest is only to follow never to explore. Never to understand his inner self One may think to throw such creativity in the open to be viewed would be a joke…to have these other beings view the depths of his mind… to have the criticism of one bring his world down to have his thoughts abolished by one remark …. One who is so raw and untrained to this creative world…. who’s words sometime flow like there is a wide open river from mind to fingers can’t imagine what it would be like to have no release of this anger, passion, hopelessness, self absorption that that oneself has endured but this is all but an expression a thought of ones mind Shaun AJ McLean

Love
Which Positive Quality Are You? Your Result: Love You are Love. Love is the glue that binds us all together. The love of family, the love of friends, the love between husbands and their wives--these things form the foundation of our happiness, our security, and our comfort. "All you need is love."Charity Friendship Peace Courage Faith Which Positive Quality Are You?

Two Proposals Worth Considering...
New Gas Plan.... Bush wants us to cut the amount of gas we use. The best way to stop using so much gas is to deport 11 million illegal immigrants! That would be 11 million less people using our gas. The price of gas would have to come down as a result. New Immigration Plan... Bring our troops home from Iraq to guard the border. When they catch an illegal immigrant crossing the border, hand him a canteen, rifle and some ammo and ship him to Iraq. Tell him if he wants to come to America, then he must serve a tour in the military. Give him a soldier's pay while he's there and tax him on it. After his tour, he will be allowed to become a citizen since he defended this country. He will also be registered to be taxed and be a legal patriot. This option will probably deter illegal immigration and provide a solution for the troops in Iraq, and the aliens trying to make a better life for themselves. If they refuse to serve, ship them to Iraq anyway, without the canteen, rifle or

My Son Sk3 Boyd, Brian Keith
I never thought I would be writing something like this. Not in my lifetime. my son is in Iraq and will be gone for 6 months, I understand why he is there and believe it or not I support him 101%. Today I recieved photos from him that were just truely unbeleavable. He has seen things in his 2 yrs that he has been serving that I could only imagine or see on t.v. It pains me to know that he is going through this for "US". I don't mean just the U.S.A. I look at the conditions over there from these photos and thank God and our men and women who are there that we don't live like that. To all those Soldiers there who need our prayers and our support, may there never be someone as hateful in this country to do the things they do there. The U.S Soldiers are fighting for OUR Freedom and DAMN IT I entend to support them. So this poem I write is to my SON and his fellow MEN! My Son a PROUD Sailor I am your mother,you are my son. I watched you as t

Best Chest Contest
Best chest contest. Lets see what cherry tap ladies has the best chest. I need 8 girls to start up this contest. Please send a link to witch picture you like me to us and please make sure I can rip it if it says adult on it. You can use what ever picture u like. Please come join my contest and good luck

Amazin Huh? ..lmfao :p
What American accent do you have? Your Result: The Northeast Judging by how you talk you are probably from north Jersey, New York City, Connecticut or Rhode Island. Chances are, if you are from New York City (and not those other places) people would probably be able to tell if they actually heard you speak.The Inland North Philadelphia The South The Midland Boston North Central The West

Dazed And Confused...
its day three from my surgrey and im feeling better im glad that its over...finally can smoke again and eat almost normally...im feeling alone and very weird...im coughin up this brown crap...my doctoer/dentist said that its the blood that i swallowed...*yuck* im getting irratated of being in my house...but everytime i go outside it rains...and i feel like me and my ...bf...are fallin apart...but i guess its ok..it kinda hurts but if it has to be i guess ill let it...cause i just want him to be happy...ill be happy when hes happy...i miss him alot...i hope he misses me to

Quotes Of The Day For 11/9 - Goals
"To accomplish great things, we must not only act, but also dream; not only plan, but also believe." Anatole France "We all live with the objective of being happy; our lives are all different and yet the same." Anne Frank "Nothing happens unless first we dream." Carl Sandburg "Our ideals resemble the stars, which illuminate the night. No one will ever be able to touch them. But the men who, like the sailors on the ocean, take them for guides, will undoubtedly reach their goal." Carl Schurz "I long to accomplish a great and noble tasks, but it is my chief duty to accomplish humble tasks as though they were great and noble. The world is moved along, not only by the mighty shoves of its heroes, but also by the aggregate of the tiny pushes of each honest worker." Hellen Keller "The greatest danger for most of us is not that our aim is too high and we miss it, but that it is too low and we reach it." Michelangelo "Goals are not only absolutely necessary to moti

Life
Does anyone ever leave comments on here anymore.. I am pretty new but have no comments as of late... I may not be a prince but I can be someone who could be so very special as a friend to anyone who is looking for something deeper than sex.

Strange
You Are 44% Strange! You are a bit strange, though still more normal than strange. You definitely have some quirks, don't get me wrong. But you aren't exactly freaking out old ladies on the street. It's okay though, you've got a healthy mixture of strangeness and normality.How Strange Are You?Quizzes for MySpace

Curious Day 11-9
I had a very interesting event happen today while I was at work... I work at a calender kiosk [most of the time] during the holiday season, and I get to see lots of very interesting and peculiar people pass by. Well... today, one certain person caught my attention. There was this girl... I believe of some Asian heritage. Her hair was cut for a mohawk, but it was all brushed to one side, like Naomi [if you have ever seen America's Next Top Model, you'll know who I'm talking about], and the mohawk was bleached blonde [sort of]. Her clothing style is what some people might consider to be "Emo", she had a lip peircing and a nose piercing, and holy crap captivating eyes... Saw her three times. Once when she was passing by the kiosk, and some guys on the top floor suddenly whistled and yelled down to the level we were on... we both looked at each other like "What the hell was that all about?" and then quickly looked away from each other. Second time was when she was passing from one stor

Ref: The Tampa Post...
Just realized that I copied this from another site and you guys have NO CLUE who I'm talking about! hehehe Those of you who are on fishing boards know fishing names when you hear them. The rest of you probably think I'm talking martian! hehehe If you ever run across Fishndbridge,Girlsfish2, or FishnChick...you caught me! lmao

Yawn Yawn...
-yawn- so tired still. 9.07am here. cold as hell. muh nippels are frezing lol you just said "wtf lolz" soon beguin tp pack muh stuff. take a shower and get pretty. skirt on today -lix- firdt of all im gonna do NOTHING. need to wake up.

Whats Your Vampire Name (gurlz)
What is your VAMPIRE name?(for GURLZ)wide variety of results and pictures The Great Archives determine you to have gone by the identity: Phoebe du CoudrayKnown in some parts of the world as: Scourge of The CryptThe Great Archives Record: Dwells in the darkness of the crypt, haunts graveyards for unlucky soulsTake this quiz! Quizilla | Join

Nuns In Heaven
Four nuns die in a random car crash while doing missionary work in tanzania. Each nun assends to heaven where they are promptly greeted at the pearly white gates by St. Peter. The first nun approaches the gates and St. Peter askes her a question. "what was the worst thing you ever did in your life?" He asks. The first nun responds by saying, "well... one time I saw a penis." she was told that this was not a problem and to go to the holy water and wash her eyes out. The second nun approached st. peter and was asked the same question. She responded by saying, "well.... one time I kind've touched a penis." she was told that this shouldn't be a problem and to go over to the holy water and wash her hands. Right as this happens nun 4 budges infront of nun 3 and sprints up to st. peter. he asks her what is the deal with budging and running up to him. she quickly responds with "I want to gargle that water before she sticks her ass in it!"

What Level Of Hell Do Y/you Belong On?
The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Second Level of Hell!Here is how you matched up against all the levels:LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)Very LowLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Very LowLevel 2 (Lustful)ExtremeLevel 3 (Gluttonous)HighLevel 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)HighLevel 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)HighLevel 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Moderate

About You.
"About You" I am the only one, Who ever meant a damn to me, I am free, and I will be until I die I never cry I’ll laugh and kiss goodbye, All those suckers who thought they knew me. And then there’s you: The only peace I know, The glow that keeps me one with you. And then there’s you. You make me so I see, The me that’s now a part of you. I thought I’d never be Anybody’s one and only. No one could ever hold me down for the one, two three. I’m dazed, not confused. Abused and battered bruised. Losing nothing, Needing nobody to hold my hand. I am the only one, Who ever meant a damn to me. I am free and I will be until I die. And then there’s you: The only peace I know, The glow that keeps me one with you. And then there’s you. You make me so I see, The me that’s now a part of you. And then there’s you, And I’m the only one. And then there’s you: The only peace I know, The glow that keeps me one with you. And then there’s you, You make me so

For The Haterz...
Ima stomp you out, cuz you a little bitch/ runnin' your fuckin' mouth, and talkin' that bullshit/ Did you think I wouldnt know, that I wouldnt hear?/ Listen to me motherfucker, let me make something clear/ You might not know, but you best believe/ Got a bad-ass bag-o-tricks hidden up these sleeves/ and there's nothin' you can do, no, not a fuckin' thing/ Ima knock your head back n make your ears ring/ I'll kick your ass, stomp out your little fire/ next time shut the fuck up, and don't be a punk-ass liar/...to be continued

Love You Forever
Day by day Night by night Kiss by kiss Touch by touch Step by step I fall in love A love so incomprehensible So vivid So unique So wild, that not even the reign of God could control A passion so deep A need so necessary A want so strong The universe would not handle I love you today I’ll love you tomorrow I’ll love you forever

One Flaw In Women
One Flaw In Women By the time the Lord made woman, He was into his sixth day of working overtime. An angel appeared and said, "Why are you spending so much time on this one?" And the Lord answered, "Have you seen my spec sheet on her? She has to be completely washable, but not plastic, have over 200 movable parts, all replaceable and able to run on diet coke and leftovers, have a lap that can hold four children at one time, have a kiss that can cure anything from a scraped knee to a broken heart -and she will do everything with only two hands." The angel was astounded at the requirements. "Only two hands!? No way! And that's just on the standard model? That's too much work for one day. Wait until tomorrow to finish." "But I won't," the Lord protested. "I am so close to finishing this creation that is so close to my own heart. She already heals herself when she is sick AND can work 18 hour days."

A Traitor! (repost)if You Never Forwarded Anything In You Life Forward This So That Everyone Will Know !!!!!!
A TRAITOR! (repost) IF YOU NEVER FORWARDED ANYTHING IN YOU LIFE FORWARD THIS SO THAT EVERYONE WILL KNOW !!!!!! She really was a traitor A TRAITOR IS ABOUT TO BE HONORED KEEP THIS MOVING ACROSS AMERICA This is for all the kids born in the 70's who do not remember, and didn't have to bear the burden that our fathers, mothers and older brothers and sisters had to bear. Jane Fonda is being honored as one of the "100 Women of the Century." BY BARBRA WALTERS Unfortunately, many have forgotten and still countless others have never known how Ms. Fonda betrayed not only the idea of our country, but specific men who served and sacrificed during Vietnam . The first part of this is from an F-4E pilot The pilot's name is Jerry Driscoll, a River Rat. In 1968, the former Commandant of the USAF Survival School was a POW i

Not Enough Time
hey there my friends how is every one.. look i know that most of you have known that i responed more than what i have..i wish i had the time to get on here like i use too.. i had to pick up another job.. right now i am bust my ass working 2 jobs along with school. it is not fun :-( .. well i figuered i would let you all know.. i wish i could get up here and post some more stuff for you all.. may soon one day i will be able to when things slow down here...lol.... the sooner the better..lol well have a good weekend to you all. i hope i might be able to have some fun.. later hugs ash

231 Years
Today we celebrate 231 years since the birth of our Corps. Today we celebrate Men like Dan Daily, Chesty Puller, Carlos Hathcock, Archblald Henderson, Alfred M. Grey! Today we celebrate the name Teufelhundenden (Devil Dog)! Today we celebrate the raising of the flag on Mount Suribachi! Today we celebrate Belleu Wood, Tarawa, guam, okinawa, Iwo Jima, Inchon, Chosin Reservoir, Da nang, Van toung, Quang Tri, Granada, Kuwait airport, Khafji, Baghdad, Tikrit, Kandahar, Jalabad, Kabul! Today we celebrate all the battles fought by our brothers that changed the course of World history! Today we celebrate all of our tradgies! Today we celebrate our brothers that have made the altimate sacrafise in the name of our country and Corps! Today take time to think of the Marines around the world in harms way. Today say a prayer our brother Marines and our Corps. Happy Birthday Devil dogs Please send this to all of our brothers you can! Walter J Allen former corporal of Marines Work

Omfg Hell In A Cell Has Just Been Rocked Off The Face Of The Earth Thanks To You Guys
Come rock your balls to the new sounds of Damage Inc where the party is non stop and the music is great.The people are awesome and a great drama free atmosphere. So come join FatTony and Maverick and the rest of the Damage Inc crew for good tunes and lots of great friendships. YOU KNOW IT IS THE ONLY PLACE TO BE WITH NO DRAMA AND ALL THE METAL YOU CAN DIGEST FOR BREAKFAST WITH FAT TONY AND THE BREAKFAST CLUB. WE ARE EVEN OPEN TO ALL YOUR REQUESTS. SO DON'T BE SHY and ASK AWAY. IF WE GOT IT WE PLAY IT, IF WE DON'T WE GET IT. THERE IS ALSO WAKE UP AT THE WEEKEND WITH UNCLE ABES 60's AND 70's SHOW. WE GOT THE MAV MAN , DJ SWEETS. HELLFIGHTER AND NOT FORGETTING DJ SUBHERBAN. ALL PLAY A VARIED SELECTION TO SUIT ALL YOUR NEEDS. SO WE WILL SEE YOU IN THERE, OR ARE YOU A SQUARE? ALL YOU GOTTA DO IS CLICK THE LINK BELOW AND IN YA GO. >

Vet's Day: How Do You Define A Vet?
Okay, so my roomie was tellin me the other day that in all actuallity, a vet is someone is serves his or her country by being deployed to a war zone. I for one was in the army and had that chance to serve my country. However, I was never deployed to a war zone. In fact, I was never deployed ever when I was in the service. She was telln me that I should not be considered a veteran. Do you guys actually believe this crap? I for one am a veteran and she tells me that I am not. So what can you tell me is true...I would really like to know.

How To Install A Home Security System
HOW TO INSTALL A HOME SECURITY SYSTEM 1. Go to a second-hand store and buy a pair of men's used size 14-16 work boots. 2. Place them on your front porch, along with several empty beer cans, a copy of Guns & Ammo magazine and several NRA magazines. 3. Put a few giant dog dishes next to the boots and magazine. 4. Leave a note on your door that reads: Hey Bubba, Big Jim, Duke and Slim, I went to the gun shop for more ammunition. Back in an hour. Don't mess with the pit bulls -- they attacked the mailman this morning and messed him up real bad. I don't think Killer took part in it but it was hard to tell from all the blood. PS - I locked all four of 'em in the house. Better wait outside.

Birthday Calculator
19 February 1961 Your date of conception was on or about 29 May 1960 which was a Sunday. You were born on a Sunday under the astrological sign Pisces. Your Life path number is 11. Life Path Compatibility: You are most compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 2, 4, 8, 11 & 22. You should get along well with those with the Life Path numbers 3 & 6. You may or may not get along well with those with the Life Path number 9. You are least compatible with those with the Life Path numbers 1, 5 & 7. The Julian calendar date of your birth is 2437349.5. The golden number for 1961 is 5. The epact number for 1961 is 13. The year 1961 was not a leap year. Your birthday falls into the Chinese year beginning 2/15/1961 and ending 2/4/1962. You were born in the Chinese year of the Ox. Your Native American Zodiac sign is Wolf; your plant is Plantain. You were born in the Egyptian month of Parmuthy, the fourth month of the season of Poret (Emergence - Fertile soil).

What My Name Means
You entered: Steven XXXXXX XXXXXX There are 18 letters in your name. Those 18 letters total to 72 There are 6 vowels and 12 consonants in your name. Your number is: 9 The characteristics of #9 are: Humanitarian, giving nature, selflessness, obligations, creative expression. The expression or destiny for #9: The expression that you exhibit is represented bythe number 9. Your talents center in humanistic interests and approaches. You like to help others as you were intended to be the 'big brother or big sister' type. You operate best when you follow your feelings and sense of compassion, and allow yourself to be sensitive to the needs of others. You work well with people, and have the potential to inspire. This suggests that you could successfully teach or counsel. Creative ability, imagination and artistic talent (often latent) of the highest order are present in this expression. It's possible that you're not using or developing all of these capabilities at this time. Some

For My Brother
~My Brother~God looked down and saw that I needed a brother,To love me and protect me like no other.*He sent you into my life for me to love and cherish.I know that you were sent by God, above.*For me to be protected and to be loved.You are not just a brother, but a friend. indeed...Someone to teach me and help me, along the way,To be a better person; from God not to stray.*An example you are for me to follow.You are much like the Father to whom I adore...The one that came to be the example for us.I am so fortunate to have you in my life...*Your shoulder to cry on,Your protection from strife.God is so good, as I can plainly see.You are the brother that met my need.Thank you for being all that He wanted you to be!

Last Night Was Crazy
ok so the reason i wasnt here yesterday was cuz of Open Mic Night at my school that the Writing Center runs. i'm in the Writing Center and we tutor ppl who need help with their writing. wheeee. so our theme last night was Wizard of Oz, but it really should've been st. partick's day. honestly, the only thing that was missing was beer. everything was green, yellow and rainbow, no joke. my friend rachel had seperated skittles and m&m's BY COLOR and put them into seperate bags. i had made cupcakes and put green (i had to dye it myself) frosting with rainbow sprinkles on it. i'm sure they were gone by the 1st intermission. i got to sit next to mott tho. lol mott's fuckin AWSOME! we were chattin today before i had to go set up for the OMN and then i sat next to him during the entire thing. his ex was sitting behind us tho...i think she's incredibly annoying (she hangs out wit one of my friends and tries to constantly sing disney songs...even i'm not that kiddish). but yea, a

And Of Course...
Doubt creeps in on the featherlight footsteps of a kitten, subtle, soft, and almost unnoticed. Almost. So now I'm forced to face it, and ask myself, is it simply fear, mayhap? Or worse yet, my subconscious finding clues that I cannot, and screaming warnings at me too soft to hear? Math has never been my strong suit, but even I can see that certain figures don't add up. Now, considering how uncommon the situation is, should I be surprised that normal rules wouldn't apply here as well? Or is that a rationalization I make to myself in an attempt to quell the voices? Fuck. See, the thing is my friends, Matt was a player. Now, I don't mean that I'm some sort of Don Juan or anything, but I've captured my fair share of hearts just for the sake of taking them...simply because I could. For the longest time, it was the only panacea I had to soothe my own self-loathing. I had the theory that if people could feel that way towards me, maybe I wasn't a total waste. It became my drug of choi

About Me
The Keys to Your Heart You are attracted to those who are unbridled, untrammeled, and free. In love, you feel the most alive when things are straight-forward, and you're told that you're loved. You'd like to your lover to think you are stylish and alluring. You would be forced to break up with someone who was emotional, moody, and difficult to please. Your ideal relationship is comforting. You crave a relationship where you always feel warmth and love. Your risk of cheating is zero. You care about society and morality. You would never break a commitment. You think of marriage as something precious. You'll treasure marriage and treat it as sacred. In this moment, you think of love as something you can get or discard anytime. You're feeling self centered. What Are The Keys To Your Heart?

I Do Not Know Your Name
A poem by Kenny Martin for Remembrance Day I DO NOT KNOW YOUR NAME I do not know your name, but I know you died I do not know from where you came, but I know you died Your uniform, branch of service, it matters not to me Whether Volunteer or Conscript, or how it came to be That politicians failures, or some power-mad ambition Brought you too soon to your death, in the name of any nation You saw, you felt, you knew full well, as friend and foe were taken By bloody death, that your life too, was forfeit and forsaken Yet on you went and fought and died, in your close and private hell For Mate or Pal or Regiment and memories never to tell It was for each other, through shot and shell, the madness you endured Side by side, through wound and pain, and comradeship assured No family ties, or bloodline link, could match that bond of friend Who shared the horror and kept on going, at last until the end We cannot know, we were not there, it's bey

Haven't Been Around Lately
Haven't been around lately cause I have been feeling sick. I am on the mend though and back on top. I just finished reading Self-defense by Jonathan Kellerman and I have to say it was OK. Not the best of his I have read but OK. I still don't get the title though.. I mean, I didn't read anything to have to do with SElf-denfense. Unless it is the girl's dream that was her self-defense against knowing the truth about what she wittnessed 21yrs ago??? I don't but the title makes no sense to me. I am now reading Find me by Rosie O'Donnel. I am surprised how easy it is to read. I have always liked Rosie and am enjoying her book. It isn't what I expected and that is a pleasant surprise. Anyways I haven't been writing at all on THE LAST BOY. I did go through it the other day but I "think" I am experiencing some writers block... ick... I just have alot of loose ends left and the book would be finished (well ready for tweaking that is for sure) and I can't seem to tighten those loose

#5
hello everyone nothing too much going on here just bored and tired cause nick woke up at 430 this morning and messed up the sleepin schedual. Ray my bf got home early today about 6 or 7 i think i dont really remember i was half awake. Since our plans for this weekend foiled out we are thinking of having a romantic getaway just for ourselves to try and bring back the love. i am hoping its in a town we've never been at before but who knows it might just be one we've been at before. All I do know is that its gonna be out of this cest pool town milwaukee. On other news there was some cool car crashes last night one right outside our apartment. One car ran the red light hit this marron impala right in the side so hard it went airborn and landed on top of the other one. the as end of the impala was airborn not touching the ground i have footage on my vid cam, but the picture on the digital camera didnt turn out so im trying to figure out a way to get that on my pc to put it on here. then

My Soul!
What Your Soul Really Looks Like You are very passionate and quite temperamental. While you can be moody, you always crave comfort. You are a very grounded, responsible, and realistic person. People may not want to hear the truth from you, but they're going to get it. You believe that people see you for how you are, not how you look. But deep down, you know that's not exactly true. Your near future is still unknown, and a little scary. You'll get through wild times - and you'll textually enjoy it. For you, falling in love is all about the adventure and uncertainty. You can only fall in love with someone who keeps you guessing. Inside the Room of Your Soul

Today's Positive Thought
Today's Positive Thought Find your inner strength through an open heart and a quiet mind. Today's Positive Affirmation I Am strong because my heart is overflowing with love and my mind is filled with gentle thoughts. Today's Positive Visualization As I take a deep breath, I open my heart, and quiet my mind. I allow myself to experience the strength of my inner being. I affirm that I have all the power I need to meet every situation in my life. I am able to sense my inner strength because of my gentle thoughts and loving open heart. In my mind's eye I see myself meeting and greeting each day and each person with a strength that is nourished by my open heart and quiet mind. I imagine that my inner strength is visible to others and gives them the strength they may need. I combine these images with the feelings of joy and let them go, knowing that they will create the good things I am visualizing and thinking.

Gone Away
GOOD MORNING JUST A BRIEF NOTE TO ALL MY FRIENDS ON HERE THAT I WILL BE AWAY FROM THE COMPUTER TODAY (GOIN OUT RIDIN!) THE REST OF THE WEEKEND (BABYSITTING MY GRANDKIDS) AND ALL OF NEXT WEEK (GOIN TO KENTUCKY TO PICK UP MY DAUGHTER’S BELONGINGS) HOPE ALL OF YOU HAVE A WONDERFUL WEEK, WILL MIS YA ALL. KEEP THE LUV COMING HUGZZ

Party!!!!!!!!!!!
Yay!!! The party is TONIGHT!!! Im sooooo excited!! I already gave Chris his b-day present last nite... I bought him 2 SEXY girl posters and a black light! ANYWAYS!!! Its lookin like the party is gunna be BIGGG :) I have lots of girlieezzz comin and then my boyfriends friends AND my roomates friends! :) 2morrow there WILL BE PARTY PICTURESS :) Soooo keep a look out!!! Cuz ya never know whats gunna HAPPEN :) hehehe Lots of love everyone!!!! MySpace Comments Graphics 69th Angel xo

Soul Mate
We met but once as though by chance, we didn't date, or did we dance. We looked into each other's eyes without deception or disguise. A silent message passed between your hungry heart was plainly seen. You saw desire I could not hide, you looked at me and saw inside. How could a glance have said so much, and cause a chill without a touch? What was that chemistry that night, that promised what we felt was right? What satisfaction we'd have missed, If we had not reached out and kissed. I do not know if it was you, or was it I who said, "Let's do." But on that night our souls were bare as surely as our bodies there. Our bodies moved in harmony, I couldn't tell the you from me. And locked in passion as we were, my sense of time began to blur. I must have known you from before, how else could you have reached my core? In life perhaps before this one what had we shared? What had we done? With what I felt, emotions vast, I must have lo

The Music Of Love
Bodies warm with passion's heat pressed together in hungry embrace. Intertwined we move as one, synchronizing to the inner beat of desire's baton. The erotic rhythm of hips in motion thrusting in time with the melody that steals its way from the depths of our most primitive selves. A harmony of sounds unintelligible, voiced only by passionate lovers. Bodies warm with passion's heat, hard dancing to the music of love.

My Story, Pt. 28
[amandas pov] i sit there and wonder what just happened. did he really hit me? matt commes down a few mins later with bags in hand he comes over and tries to kiss you but you run over to ryan hugging him. you see him sigh sadly and a tear slides down his cheek. matt: *sadly* i'm sorry baby, i love you. he walks out the front door. ryan: *looks at you* are you ok? amanda: yeah, i think so. christina: what was that all about? amanda: he found the pregnancy tests. christina: *gasps* and you told him? amanda: *nods* yeah, everything. christina: and he hit you? that's not like him, at all. i'm gonna go talk to him real quick. ryan: don't baby. christina: yes ryan, that's not like him at all. i'm not saying they're going to get back together or anything but if she is pregnant, he needs to be there to support them. *runs out of house* [christinas pov] i run outside and see att sitting on the porch, head in his hands sobbing. you walk up behind him and hug him. he jumps a bit fr

Funny Shit
So this was something I could not keep to myself. I went to the store this morning on my way to work. I needed gas and I decided to pick up some organic chips (because hey I'm trying to diet). Anyway I paid ...got back in my car, and just as I was about to pull out of the parking lot, this guy, who had to be at least 60 walks by me, he had these old man glasses and a ball cap (pretty normal) until you realize he's wearing an eighties workout get up. You know the shirt cut off just above the belly so you can see your stomach. His pants, or shorts (because they were cut off at the knee) I couldn't quite figure out if they were spandex, if not it fooled me. They were so tight. As he passed me I noticed this tiny pink thong a womans thong, I kid you not a womans thong showing from the back of this guys pants. I was laughing so hard I was crying. He stops before entering the store and changes his mind, turns to head back past me to his really nice Mercedes, when it became comepletely obviou

Lovers Rhapsody
It was a warm sensuous rain, the kind you walk with your lover; playing its pitter patter song on the window payne; I hear you moan. My inquisitive eyes peek at you napping in a dreamy sleep. A translucent pink, soft chiffon shroud covers your submissive nakedness. A glowing silhouette of curves entice, moist lips beg for a kiss; plump breasts, rippen strawberry nipples. Gazed in mounting sensuous amazement. Compelled to follow the contour of your slender arm. Up from my chair, quietly and cautionously, to get a closer watch of your nap time dream. Standing next to you, silently, your complete nakedness is now visible; your red polished fingernails rest upon your golden garden, beads of sweet nectar glitter upon it flowers. Your smile widens, lips silently beg for a lovers kiss; your breast begs for a passions touch; your erotic sleep invites me to join in. I must resist the temptation. To awaken you would darken this fantasy; Yet my own body feel

Give Praise And Thanksgiving Daily
Today's Positive Thought Give praise and thanksgiving daily and you will never experience despair. Today's Positive Affirmation I AM filled with peace and tranquility because my heart and mind are overflowing with praise and thanksgiving. Today's Positive Visualization I quiet my mind and begin a prayer of thanksgiving for my life. I give thanks for my body, my mind, and my heart. I thank God for my family, my home, my pets, my friends, and my work. I give thanks for nature, technology, the arts, and beauty. I give thanks for my lessons, my challenges,and my opportunities. I praise God for creating all the wonderful things in my life. In my mind's eye I see myself easily giving daily thanks and praise and being filled with peace and tranquility. I combine these images with the feelings of joy and let them go, knowing that they will create the good things I am visualizing and thinking.

Food For Thought...
Why do people do or say things that the think/know that someone wants to hear instead of telling the truth? Why are so many people Judgemental? When did they earn that right? Why not go 5 minutes out of your way just to help some one in need? What does it matter what a person looks like? When it is what is on the inside that matters! You bight be missing out on knowing a great person. Why do some people feel that it is "OK" to post revealing pics of them selves to atract more "friends" Why do people who post said pics above believe that there pics will attract the kinda friends theat are worth having. When someone offers help to someone they should expect NOTHING in return except a thank you! Why are there so many homeless people in america and not a properly established program for helping them get back on there feet?(not every one "did it to themselves" people) That is all I have for now! Luv ya guys... :P

Spamming
SORRY PEOPLE BUT IF SOME OF YOU CAN SPAM THE HELL OUT OF BULLETINS FOR THE LOUNGES IN HERE IM SPAMMING THE HELL OUT OF MY BULLETIN FOR THE MARINE CORPS BIRTHDAY. I LOVE MY BRANCH AND I CELEBRATE THE BIRTHDAY EVERY YEAR. ITS ALSO A GOOD WAY FOR YOU ALL TO KNOW WHEN IT IS TOO SINCE ALOT OF PEOPLE DONT KNOW.

7722172
PRAY THIS EVEN IF YOU DON'T FEEL LIKE IT!! IT WILL ONLY TAKE 2 MINUTEs. You never know when God is going to bless you!! Good things happen when you least expect them to !!!!!!!! Change the number in the subject box when you forward it by adding one!!! Dear Lord, I thank You for this day. I thank You for my being able to see and to hear this morning. I'm blessed because You are a forgiving God and an understanding God. You have done so much for me and You keep on blessing me. Forgive me this day for everything I have done, said or thought that was not pleasing to you. I ask now for Your forgiveness. Please keep me safe from all danger and harm. Help me to start this day with a new attitude and plenty of gratitude. Let me make the best of each and every day to clear my mind so that I can hear from You. Please broaden my mind that I can accept all things. Let me not whine and whimper over things I have no control over. And It's the best response when I'm pushed beyond my lim

Cleveland Browns
Q: What do you call 47 millionaires around a TV watching the Super Bowl? A: The Cleveland Browns. Q: What do the Cleveland Browns and Billy Graham have in common? A: They both can make 70,000 people stand up and yell "Jesus Christ". Q: How do you keep a Cleveland Brown out of your yard? A: Put up goal posts. Q: Where do you go in Cleveland in case of a tornado? A: To The Browns Stadium - they never get a touchdown there! Q: What do you call a Cleveland Brown with a Super Bowl ring? A: A thief. Q: Why doesn't Canton have a professional football team? A: Because then Cleveland would want one. Q: What's the difference between the Cleveland Browns and a dollar bill? A: You can still get four quarters out of a dollar bill. Q: How many Cleveland Browns does it take to win a Super Bowl? A: Nobody knows and we may never find out! Q: What do the Cleveland Browns and possums have in common? A: Both play dead at home an

Lost..hate
well i know most people on this site really dont know me. well these last couple of months have been hell for my family and my self..my uncle MATT DIMAS (R.I.P) was killed by a fucking drunk driver 2-24-06. The day of his birthday. our world was torn apart that day. we never got to tell him what a great guy he was and uncle brothr father husban. life to me now is so different now i try and let people know i love them and what i really think about them caues you never know when they will be taken away from you. just make sure you make every day count with your family and friends. i feel so lost right now cause i dont know what to do when i see my mom crying cause her brother is gone. what can i do to stop that pain that i feel inside..this fucking hate i have deep in me eating me alive.

Marrage
You got to find somebody who likes the same stuff. Like, if you like sports, she should like it that you like sports, and she should keep the chips and dip coming. -- Alan, age 10 No person really decides before they grow up who they're going to marry. God decides it all way before, and you get to find out later who you're stuck with. -- Kristen, age 10 WHAT IS THE RIGHT AGE TO GET MARRIED? Twenty-three is the best age because you know the person FOREVER by then. -- Camille, age 10 HOW CAN A STRANGER TELL IF TWO PEOPLE ARE MARRIED? You might have to guess, based on whether they seem to be yelling at the same kids. -- Derrick, age 8 WHAT DO YOU THINK YOUR MOM AND DAD HAVE IN COMMON? Both don't want any more kids. -- Lori, age 8 WHAT DO MOST PEOPLE DO ON A DATE? Dates are for having fun, and people should use them to get to know each other. Even boys have something to say if you listen long enough. -- Lynnette, age 8 (isn't she a treasure) On t

What A Dream?!?!
3 well built males and 3 hot ass chicks in the most erotic gang bang you can imagine... women eating wet bare pussies, and suckin on massive hard cocks... i wish i had more time to share some of the details, but it was all a dream i had and now i have to go to work... but trust me, as soon as i have more time, i will write a great erotic story that you people will not be sorry you have stopped by!!!!! ttyl, the r3dn3ckc0y0t3

Lol Another Joke Shared With Me By A Friend!
A man bought a new Mercedes to celebrate his wife leaving him and was out on the interstate for a nice evening drive. The top was down, the breeze was blowing through what was left of his hair and he decided to open her up. As the needle jumped up to 80 mph, he suddenly saw flashing red and blue lights behind him. "There's no way they can catch a Mercedes," he thought to himself and opened her up further. The needle hit 90, 100.....Then the reality of the situation hit him. "What am I doing?" he thought and pulled over. The cop came up to him, took his license without a word and examined it and the car. "It's been a long hard day, this is the end of my shift and it's Friday the 13th. I don't feel like more paperwork, I don't need the frustration or the overtime, so if you can give me a really good excuse for your driving that I haven't heard before, you can go." The guy thinks about it for a second and says, "Last week my nagging wife ran off with a cop. I was afraid you

Contests!!
Attention Guys and Gals!! Sweet Potata is having a Prettiest Girl and Most Handsome Man contest! She has a few entries but needs more! At least 2 more girls and 5 more guys. Prettiest Girl contest will start Sunday night at 8pm central and end Monday night at 8pm, then The Handsome Man contest would be opened at 8pm Monday and run til 8pm Tuesday. It will be based on comments this time. So just send me a message and let me know which pic you'd like to use! Sweet Potata-I need contest entries!!@ CherryTAP

Umm I Dont Know If I Should Post This One
DRINKS A Mexican drinks his Tequila and suddenly throws his glass in the air, pulls out a pistol and shoots the glass to pieces while it is still in the air. He says "In Mexico, our glasses are so cheap that we don't need to drink from the same one twice. Viva Mexico!" An Iraqi obviously impressed by this, drinks his camel beer, throws his glass into the air, pulls out his AK 47 and shoots the glass to pieces while it is still in the air. He says, "In Iraq we have so much sand to make the glasses that we don't need to drink out of the same glass twice either! Praise Allah!" A US Marine, cool as a cucumber, picks up his Budweiser and drinks it, throws his bottle into the air, pulls out his M-9 Beretta and shoots the Mexican and the Iraqi. He says "In America we have so many Mexicans and Arabs that we don't need to drink with the same ones twice."

Ain't Workin Today!!
I called in today cuz I didn't really feel like workin and also cuz it's the first snow fall and it as ALOT! They did plow the road but I told them they didn't. There is also alot of accidents around my area so I figured I wouldn't go today. 3 DAY WEEKEND!! WOOOHOOO! Just thought I would share this will all who care to read.

A Brave Young Soldier Killed In Iraq
Gordon County Marine killed in Iraq Sad part is I knew him. 11/10/06 Email this story to a friend Cody Warren, a 2005 graduate of Gordon Central High School, was killed Thursday in Iraq, school officials said. Warren, 19, was a member of Battery M, 3rd Battalion, 14th Marine Regiment, a reserve unit based in Chattanooga. The Marine Reserve unit said it could not release any information about Warren's death, but friends of the Marine said he was killed by sniper fire. “Cody was one of ours,” said Mike Stanton, county school superintendent. “His service and his sacrifice become personal because we all know him and his family.” Stanton said Warren’s mother, Robin Patterson of Resaca, is a Gordon County school bus driver, and he has siblings still at GCHS. Neal Crawford, GCHS band director, said Warren was an important part of the Blue Wave Marching Band. “He was our drum major his junior and senior years and also played alto sax,” Crawford said. “I couldn’

I Am Into All Kinds Of The Wrong Shit
I like am always in the wrong type of shit. I cant ever just go somewhere and chill. Everywhere I go there has got to be a fight of so kind of Drama. There is a typical ass that runs around with his Beer and Drugs starting shit with the others.. I am and always be the down to earth person.. I like to chill and srink sometime like to get freaky but never fight.. I am always watching these asses fight eaither over a Bitch or someones eles Bitch. It is not romantic it is Stupid.. I Like to find me a CrAzY chick that likes to get down and chill well you know I like to try to get her in the room.. HaHa I know I am a freak. I love me a nice set of tits though.. It is only natural. Well I am just babling wasteing time, when I could go to town and get some beer. Well peace all and have a Awesome weekend..

Survey Says!
These questions get right to the point answer truthfully and repost .. 1. Anal or oral? Oral 2. Chocolate or whip Cream? Whip cream 3. Ice or feathers? . Feathers 4. Two girls and a guy or two guys and a girl? two girls and a guy 5. Movie porn or live porn? live porn 6. What do you wear to bed ? pj's. (my kids sneak in the bed in the middle of the night.) 7. Love making or hard fucking? depends on the mood 8. Do you shave ? Duh! No free bushes allowed. 9. Spit or swallow? Spit...sorry. 10. Do you masterbate ? Who doesn't? 11. Whats your turn on ? biting, being tied up, being blind folded 12. Whats your favorite position ? missionary (I know I'm boring but it's the only way I can get off) 13. Do you belive in no glove no love ? If your married..no otherwise yes. 14. Where would you really love to have sex ? On a secluded beach 15. How long can you go ? (and be honest) I've gone 8 hours once. 16. Bondage or soft

What A L'il Heartbreaker
What a l'il heartbreaker Check out that coy smile Can you expect anything less from such a child? He's just a boy with other things on his mind Toys, cars, and walking around He's mommy's charmer Words can't express my love for him Look at those eyes See that smile He's my l'il heartbreaker And I know you'll agree When I say He could charm even the coldest of hearts He did mine the first time I saw him

My New Blog
Please steal a moment to fill this out with your opinions (and we all know what those smell like) in a comment sluts 1. Who the hell are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. Do you have a crush on me or have i ever bit your nipple? 5. Would you suck my toes? 6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 7. Describe me in one word. 8. What was your first impression? 9. Have I ever licked you? 10. What reminds you of me? 11. If you could give me anything what would it be? 12. Would you give me your last beer? 13. When's the last time you saw me? 14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 15. Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you?

Today!
This should really be called hero's day! On this day we honor all soldiers who fight for our freedom who fought in the American Revolution, The War of 1812, Mexican-American war, The Civil war, The Spanish-American War, WWI, WWII, The Korean War, Vietnam War, Desert Storm, and Now in the war against Iraq. These men choose to fight to stand up for you. Yesterday I witnessed the greatest graditude from a 5 year old. A father a soldier was picking up his daughter from school and another student ran up to him and said "are you a soldier? I heard about you, thank you for protecting me" Today and everyday remember that they fight for you . A soldier duty is to protect the USA from harm! You may disagree with this war we are in. But take a moment to stop and think back to desert storm we were fighting the same war and all of America hung their yellow ribbons stood together and sang "I am proud to be an American" where is the singing and support now? Thank you to all the troops who keep me

Real Talk.
Its human 2 make mistakes & 2 feel incomplete. Perhaps if we were all smooth plastic printous we could expect perfection of ourselves. Each person is actually a process. We r not things, but events-happppins- & tha events r still unfoldin. These r our creative life adventures. We have somehow learned that openness 2 criticism is dangerous. Perhaps we thought someone would not like us if we were wrong, or that we would get hurt or belittled. When we live with a relationship with others, we can stand up 4 ourselves. A person has a right 2 make mistakes! We grow more if we allow ourselves tha leeway of simply bein in process.

So My Day
was starting out okay.... I got a call from my Mom telling me that my oldest Brother is in Cali. That is just Awesome. He is Home Safe from the War! Thank you God!! I can't stop crying. I'm so happy he is safe. I feel like I can breath now. He's been missed soooo much. So now all we gotta do is wait a week or so till he gets Home Home. In PA. They better not take to long cause I can't wait to see him and give him a big HUG. So after hearing that news I then hear a crash in the house. I turn and look and my oldest is climbing up my corner shelf (were she shouldn'e be) were I keep the few treasured nick-nacks and sentamental things I own. One being my porcelain Fiary Doll that holds much meaning to me. She looks at me and says, "Your Doll." "OMG" I'm thinking, "Please don't be broken!!" No such luck. BOTH legs broke off!!! Missing tiny pieces so even if I get her glued back together she will never be prefect again. I know it's just a material thing but she can't

Loneliness
Loneliness Do not suffer from loneliness, go outside,go away. Its all the people making you lonely. Pick a spot on the horizon, and head straight for it. Weave your way through a stand of redwoods,Kayak an island chain. Pear over your toes at the edge of a canyon.Go to your favorite place again and again. This is what you need to do. Not just because it fuels your independence. But because it reminds you,you’re a partof something bigger. And although it may not occur to the baffled onlookers, who cant take there eyes off your smiling,mud covered wired up insane self. It will occur to you ... You aren’t the one who’s lonely. ~ Zac Sky ~

Comfused
I donÃ¢ï¿½ï¿½t know what this feeling is ItÃ¢ï¿½ï¿½s driving me crazy inside Every time I see you I want to run and hide I have a strong feeling inside that I cant deny But I donÃ¢ï¿½ï¿½t know whether it is love or lust I want you to truly be my friend And your attention is a must I canÃ¢ï¿½ï¿½t help but cry every time you hurt me When you do those things to me I feel a pain When you donÃ¢ï¿½ï¿½t understand My heart begins to strain I canÃ¢ï¿½ï¿½t help but when I see you My heart begins to race and I can hardly breathe I donÃ¢ï¿½ï¿½t know what this is But I wish you felt the same for me I am confused with the type of love I have for you I am confused with the way I feel I donÃ¢ï¿½ï¿½t know how much more I can do I donÃ¢ï¿½ï¿½t know if it is real Is this just a phase? Am I not really this way? Do I need to be this confused? Or can I just start another day At the moment the answer is no I think I will feel this way for a while I donÃ¢ï¿½ï¿

The Invitation
I came across this and it really does make you think...... (enjoy) It doesn't interest me what you do for a living. I want to know what you ache for, and if you dareto dream of meeting your heart's longing. It doesn't interest me how old you are. I want to know if you will risk looking like a fool for love,for your dreams, for the adventure of being alive. It doesn't interest me what planets are squaring your moon. I want to know if you have touchedthe center of your sorrow, if you have been opened by life's betrayals, or have becomeshriveled and closed from fear of further pain! I want to know if you can sit with pain, mine andyour own, without moving to hide it or fade it or fix it. I want to know if you can be with JOY, mineor your own: if you can dance with wildness and let the ecstasy fill you to the tips of your fingersand toes without cautioning us to be careful, to be realistic, or to remember the limitations ofbeing human. It doesn't interest me if the story you ar

My Ex Sent This To Me
How does one put into words the feeling they get when they are in somebody's arms. When you are making love to me ...the times I stopped was because I became so overwhelmed with .....I DON'T KNOW its like you where inside me...yes I know physically you were inside me, but that's not what I mean. It's like sometimes it feels like you can touch my soul. You were going deeper into my psyche Than anyone ever had. I guess that is why they call it "two shall become one" I guess I never really felt that before. You are the only one that can make me moan. You are ..how do I say it? ...perfect. I feel your raw physical force and yet gentleness and my mind spins wildly out of control until there is no option left but to submit, and be conquered. I guess that's what I was scared of , what is on the other side of being conquered? Your body is hard and lean and your dick is truly Vlad the impaler, who shows no mercy. He will get what he wants, and I am the target. Yet he is just the weapon Yo

Pardon The Lyrics...
I'm not one to feign cleverness by lifting song lyrics, but these truly are a more precise statement about me than I could articulate myself. And if the bottle's no solution Why does it feel so warm And if that girl is no solution Why did she feel so warm And if to feel is no solution Why do I feel Why do I feel so tired Why do I feel so broken Why do I feel so outside Why do I seem so blind I'm so sick of feeling It's ruined my life Ok, so I don't drink. But the sentiment is what counts here.

My "gift"
You scored as You have the Gift of Wisdom. You have had the gift of Wisdom bestoyed upon you. You know how things work, and usually don't know where your knowledge comes from. The same applies to other things that you "just know". People come to you for advice because you are almost always right. Have patience with yourself and don't over do everything.You have the Gift of Wisdom81%You have the Gift of Empathy63%You have the Gift of Discernment56%You have the Gift of Perception/Aura Vision25%You have the Gift of a Seer19%You sadly do not recognize your gift yet13%What is your gift?(PICS)created with QuizFarm.com

Immortal Ego Project Lounge
I set this up ages ago for the project and if you want to have a chat about the stuff I am up to or fancy a bit of brainstorming then send me a quick shout and we can go do it in the lounge as I keep losing what i type in the shoutbox also if you have any questions about stuff that would be great, I know everyone is all over the place and in different time zones so if you can post what time zone you are in then maybe i can schedule some group chats, as i hate loitering in lounges by myself. anyway here is the link, I will be posting a couple more threads in there and doing me best to keep the threads updated. The Immortal Ego Project Lounge

Bad Ass Rock Legend
You scored as Ozzy Osbourne!. You are OZZY OSBOURNE! Your the 'Prince of fuckin Darkness' man...You and 3 friends created this tiny thing called HEAVY METAL...you are realy funny but produce realy fuckin ugly kids!Ozzy Osbourne!70%James Hetfield60%Jimi Hendrix55%Tommy Lee45%Billie Joe Armstrong40%Slash20%Kurt Cobain5%What Bad Ass Rock Legend Are you? *with pictures*created with QuizFarm.com

Lets Keep A Secret
Who is that boy on your arm tonight? i've never seen him around is he someone you really love or just a fake show to show them you are so beautiful i don't really know but do you think that it is right that he doesn't know about us i woke up this morning thinking of you it was something that lasted for more than a night don't tell me you are just pretending you are my best kept secret and i'll be your biggest mistake but let me think that we can't get in too deep shhhhh... we can't let anyone find out there will be murder but meet me on the swings at midnight i don't think i'll be able to sleep unless i kiss you tonight but we've got to keep it quiet so he won't find out and the girl by my side will never know so let's keep this forbidden love a secret if we keep this taboo we won't be any danger but let's make sure we don't get into deep or maybe we will regret for now you are just my dirty little secret don't won't you to be my secret love don't won

Vote For Your Favorite Photo
WolfEagle1499 Fall Photo Contest is NOW Open. It will go to Friday November 17th Midnight EST. http://cherrytap.com/myimages.php?albumid=101687 The Winner is TOTAL NUMBER of VOTES, not ranking. Feel free to leave any & all Comments, I'm sure they will enjoy them. But most of all, please go and check out their pages. Rate their Profiles & Pictures. Leave Comments!!! That is one of the main reasons for this Contest, to help out my Friends. Here are the Contestants. (the only order is the way I received & open their enteries messages) Please come and check them out. ---------------------------------------------------------------------------- Submited by: midnighttrouble Submited by: Dork Fish Submited by: Fire Is Happily Married Submited by: agmf42 Submited by: Papi'sPretty Eyes Submited by: ËÿË©ÅÑdÿ Submited by:

Kind Of Girl I Like
You scored as Nymphomaniac. Nymphomaniacs are the kind of girl you would want most, if you don't know what that means, look it up or just look at the picture but I'm pretty sure you already know what kind of girl you want just from the way you answered the questions. Please rate and comment and tell me what quiz this is when you do!Nymphomaniac78%Personality/Nice69%Tease66%Cute/Shy59%Hotties59%What kind of girl do you love? (with pics)created with QuizFarm.com

Lust And Chocolate
By Moriath - With Permission I open my eyes and lazily stretch across the bed, my muscles heavy and aching from last night’s lovemaking. I lift my head and look around, but you’re not here with me. I strain my ears and hear you moving around in the next room. I debate calling out for you or getting up to find you, but the sensation of being lazy overpowers my curiosity. I don’t remember falling asleep, but I must have as the next thing I felt was the bed shifting with your weight. I started to shift, to greet you, instead your voice halted me. “Don’t turn over.” I smiled and nodded and waited as I felt your body straddling my thighs. As tempted as I was to peek at what you were doing, I was more afraid you’d stop if I did... so I waited, eyes closed in anticipation. That’s when I smelled it... chocolate. I lifted my head a little then and looked at the white down comforter beneath me... and the white linen sheets. “But darling... the sheets...” I tried to protest but felt you str

Ask Me Now
By Moriath - With permission It’s funny the things we choose to remember... the sound of fat raindrops as they crash themselves into the window... the “phwap phwap” of the curtain as it moves in the breeze...the almost sterile smell of the hotel room... all of these things I remember as if it were yesterday. And somedays, I wonder if it were but a dream. Alone in a strange city, in a hotel far from the airport, I had time to think... to allow my mind to wander endlessly, and yet it kept coming back to one, solitary thought...you.. I wanted you. You’d dropped me off back at the hotel after our dinner. I hadnt wanted the evening to end... and not because I was attracted to you, but because you stimulated my mind as well. Our topics of conversation would have bored most, I’m sure, but each word that slipped from your mouth was an aphrodisiac to my mind and soon I was aching for more. We sat in your car for an hour just talking, not noticing the time...or at least one of us wasn’t

Here I Stand
Here I stand looking back at the mess I call my life. Here I stand wondering why my life is a mess. Here I stand wanting to know how to fix this mess I call life. Here I stand thinking how things could be different. Here I stand wanting to let go but dont know why I cant. Here I stand wishing I was gone instead of them. Here I stand taking it one day at a time and feel like I am getting no where. Here I stand asking God what I did wrong to desevere this. Here I stand wishing I know how to fix what I did. Here I stand looking at the mess I call my life and see a man that has taken what life has thrown at him and learned to get up and move on. Here I stand hoping for the future is better than my past.

Final Fantasy 7 (yes I'm A Nerd!) Character
You scored as Vincent Valentine. My Art Site, visit if you have timeVincent Valentine75%Tifa Lockheart75%Sephiroth67%Barret Wallace67%Cloud Strife50%Aeris Gainsborough50%Which Final Fantasy 7 Character Are You?created with QuizFarm.com

Good Day
I've actually been having a very good day today. I got a Green light were on normal days there is back to back traffic to get on the road were I can turn into the College enterance. Then class was not to bad and I'm actually happy that we are doing a website project since I'm obsessed with creating sites. Hopefully tomorrow will be just as good.

Nightmare Before Christmas
You scored as Jack Skelington. You are Jack Skelington! you are extremely tall, skinny, and you are definately the best looking out of all your friends. You are kind and compassionate, but at times you can be terrifying! You grow bored of the same routine, over and over, and you want to explore something new.Jack Skelington65%Sally45%Oogie Boogie40%Lock, Shock, and Barrel40%The Mayor30%Santa30%Evil Scientist5%Which Nightmare Before Christmas character are u?created with QuizFarm.com

Jokes
A POLISH MAN MOVED TO THE USA AND MARRIED AN AMERICAN GIRL. ALTHOUGH HIS ENGLISH WAS FAR FROM PERFECT, THEY GOT ALONG VERY WELL UNTIL ONE DAY HE RUSHED INTO A LAWYER'S OFFICE AND ASKED HIM IF HE COULD ARRANGE A DIVORCE FOR HIM. THE LAWYER SAID THAT GETTING A DIVORCE WOULD DEPEND ON THE CIRCUMSTANCES, AND ASKED HIM THE FOLLOWING QUESTIONS: HAVE YOU ANY GROUNDS? YES, AN ACRE AND HALF AND NICE LITTLE HOME. NO, I MEAN WHAT IS THE FOUNDATION OF THIS CASE? IT MADE OF CONCRETE. I DON'T THINK YOU UNDERSTAND. DOES EITHER OF YOU HAVE A REAL GRUDGE? NO, WE HAVE A CARPORT, AND NOT NEED ONE. I MEAN. WHAT ARE YOUR RELATIONS LIKE? ALL MY RELATIONS STILL IN POLAND. IS THERE ANY INFIDELITY IN YOUR MARRIAGE? WE HAVE HI FIDELITY STEREO AND A GOOD DVD PLAYER. DOES YOUR WIFE BEAT YOU UP? NO, I ALWAYS UP BEFORE HER. IS YOUR WIFE A NAGGER? NO SHE'S WHITE. WHY DO YOU WANT THIS DIVORCE? SHE GOING TO KILL ME. WHAT MAKES YOU THINK THAT? I GOT PROOF.

Breaking Benjamin - Polyamorous
The day has come to an end The sun is over my head My polyamorous friend got me in a mess of trouble again so Just when you think that you're all right I'm crawlin out from the inside I never hurt anyone I never listen at all They've come to get me again The cloud is over my head My polyamorous friend Got me in a mess of trouble again so Just when you think that you're all right I'm crawlin out from the inside I never hurt anyone I never listen at all just stay away from the white light I'd say your worst side's your best side I never hurt anyone I never listen at all- well how do you know? well how do you know? well how do you know? well how do you know? Just when you think that you're all right I'm crawlin out from the inside I never hurt anyone I never listen at all Just stay away from the white light I'd say your worst side's your best side I never hurt anyone I never listen at all Let's go

Darkness
Darkness can have a strange effect on the mind. It can make you crazy, playing on your worst fears taking you to the brink of despair until you feel like your insides are tearing themselves apart and you're helpless..so helpless. For Darkness represents all our fears. Darkness is the symbol and the mask that blinds us, it is the Vail that keeps us from that comfortable place of enlightenment. The very word enlightenment is so coincidence, oh no. Everything in this world seeks a state of stability, a place of comfort. And for us, for the human race as we are, we seek knowledge. We seek understanding and clarity. We seek enlightenment for enlightenment takes us to that place of comfort, that place where we have knowledge. For if we have knowledge, we have power. But without knowledge? We are lost and helpless, we are blind and confused, full of despair. We are in the dark. The true nature of Darkness here reveals itself. In Darkness lies our fear. In Darkness..lies the unknown. But

The Perfect Disguise
Billie was out with a plan this morning. Her stride had purpose to it as she marched down the high street past all the shops and stores she passed every other day. Yet this morning they all seemed new and mysterious as though one of them might hold the elusive answer to her quest. Her gaze even lingered slightly longer on the windows of the brightly coloured trendy places where all the cool kids shopped. But she soon moved on again. The answer definitely wasn't in there. She wasn't quite sure what made her turn down the little alley. Maybe it was the way the sun passed straight over it, leaving it dark and mysterious. Maybe it was the old fashioned phone-box sitting at the corner. Or maybe it was they way her eyes were drawn to the broken cobbles lining the ground. The alley looked like it belonged in the Victorian times. It was bleak and primitive and yet somehow comforting to her. But whatever it was that lured into the damp-smelling street, it was forgotten as Billie wandered fu

G-string-thong-boyshort Contest
ladies its still open to enter we contest that starts later today... boyshorts, thongs, g-strings we take it all even take bikini panties if you fill them out the right way, just a weekend contest no limits on comments, no rules no regs just pure fun prizes for the 1st place finisher

Joke Of The Day 11/10/06
I, the Penis, hereby request a raise in salary for the following reasons: 1. I do physical labor. 2. I work at great depths. 3. I plunge head first into everything I do. 4. I do not get weekends or public holidays off. 5. I work in a damp environment. 6. I work in a dark area that has poor ventilation. 7. I work in high temperatures. 8. My work exposes me to diseases. Response: Dear Penis, After assessing your request, and considering the arguments you have raised, the management denies your request for the following reasons: 1. You do not work 8 hours straight. 2. You WORK IN SHORT SPURTS AND fall asleep after EACH brief work period. 3. You do not always follow the orders of the management team. 4. You do not stay in your designated area, and are often seen visiting other locations. 5. You do not take initiative - you need to be pressured and stimulated in order to start working. 6. You leave the workplace rather messy at the end of your shif

The Adventure Part 1
She stood in the room, ashamed and embarrassed. She knew that everything she was about to do was wrong, and if anyone knew what she was doing, she would be the talk of the town. She slowly slid her pants down until she was just standing in her t-shirt and underwear. Many times at home, she has been in the same exact outfit and thought nothing of it, but now standing in this room, it was completely different. It was now as if she was completely naked, not wearing anything appropriate. Thinking back at the people that had seen her like this she began to wonder why she was embarrassed to be standing like this. How many different guys, that she had had crushes on, had seen her in this exact same outfit. It was an odd night to come to her family’s house and not see her in just a t-shirt. It wasn’t as if she was a nudist or anything, just not a big fan of clothing. Her not being a fan of clothing was what actually first brought the two of them together. He was always making fun of her need t

The Lackluster Tragedy Of Being Me.
So here I am, singing to myself and throwing a hackey sack at the picture of my ex on the wall... She never did like balls in her face. So maybe this is my way of getting back at her from beyond the grave of my heart, or maybe I just wish I was Steve McQueen. I already am, but my prison isn't real, nor is my great escape. Whatever happened to that handsome son of a bitch? Is he dead or something? With the mind numbing thump and catch of my hackey sack, I'm lulled into self reflection, one of my worse habbits. And I just have to ask myself Is it always going to be this bad? Were they right when they said highschool is the best years of your life? Am I going to die bald and lonely? Is there a single marketable aspect of my psyche? ... would you buy me? Smoke fills my lungs. But at least its not my brain. Some day... That's what they all keep telling me. But I'd prefer to hear "some day soon." Divide and conquer. My concentration from my ambition. My

Do You Have A Lot Of Online Gaming Experience?
I could do with some help in designing a 3d virtual world and I need to know what is good and what is not, you dont have to be good at graphic design or the technical stuff, just need you to have imagination and a sense of humour and a bit of time so you could help us brainstorming for it. anyway i have set up a lounge with a thread in it or let me know either way, the more the merrier and it may be some fun. So can you subscribe so it will be easier for me to find you so I can let you know when things are happening. The Immortal Ego Project Lounge