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Just A Little Note
Hey Guys know the weekend is here for me but you guys are a day behind but just wanted to wish you all a great weekend stay safe & talk to you all soon special hugs to the special ppl you know who you are love you guys so much. Hugs & may you all have a great thanks giving is it soon? lol dont have that here but wanted to wish you guys the very best.

Done
DO ! i don't want to hear about you trying FUCKING DO ! you only grow a spine before the weak DO ! so sick of your bitching and whining FUCKING DO ! kick the crutch out from under your feet STAND ! are there any muscles in your legs? STAND ! do you have the stregnth to crawl out of your grave? STAND ! just to get kicked down again ignore the pain, get to your feet and kicked in the fucking head life is fucking cyclical, no beginning or end and hate is so recyclable, that i've decided not to give in to those particular individules, who hate particularlly sometimes it's just safer to hate every person, place, and thing i would never protest the things i hate, because i would hate the protest i'm in and besides i only fight for pain, not to fucking win so if i say i like you, then i like you a lot because i honestly hate all the sheep bah-ing with the flock

16th! Ay Iiiii Am Pulling My Hair And Snarling......
Today is officially a month to go for my birthday. Glup... but am excited though eventhough I wish there's a brake for that! Am excited and groaning at the same time. Its good mixed up feeling though. I am embracing my age despite time flies because I do have the same sense of youth and all except that my knowledge and empowerment has been incredible increased of enlightments. I will always embracing all those years i learned and evolved by the day I increased my number. Number means nothing, lessons to be learned from life and all the mistakes we made or seek from others were amazingly awakening to our wisdom about life and we often forgot to remind ourselves that number means nothing. its our years on earth were remarkable experience... nothing beats that. :) However wow time flies like nutzo! LOL aw cripes... cant beat THAT either grins. Have a great November! Hugx S

How I Do It.
A lot of you have asked me, "Hey! You! How do you manage to tolerate our existence in your otherwise perfect world?" It's simple, really. I just think of all of you as being mildly retarded. It's not your fault you do and say the things that you do and say and do and say and so on.

Survivor Cook Islands
Survivor Cook Islands is the only TV show I watch..... If you haven't seen the Cook Islands.. they are beautiful.... I definitely want to go there.. the waters are crystal aqua blue.... and the islands are breathtaking.... This is one of my favorite Survivor episodes... mainly because of the islands.....

Looks Like Its Sand In My Future!!!
Well I got a call from my old CO (Commanding Officer) a few days ago and he informed me I have been put on the active recall list. Which means at anytime they can call me and I will be back to the sand hell known as Iraq. But hey somebody gots to do it right. I will keep you all informed if I do get sent back, if I do keep me in your thoughts and prayers, cause I will be thinking about you all over there. Ooh Rah and Semper Fidelis...The Boogey Man

What Card I Am
You are The Moon Hope, expectation, Bright promises. The Moon is a card of magic and mystery - when prominent you know that nothing is as it seems, particularly when it concerns relationships. All logic is thrown out the window. The Moon is all about visions and illusions, madness, genius and poetry. This is a card that has to do with sleep, and so with both dreams and nightmares. It is a scary card in that it warns that there might be hidden enemies, tricks and falsehoods. But it should also be remembered that this is a card of great creativity, of powerful magic, primal feelings and intuition. You may be going through a time of emotional and mental trial; if you have any past mental problems, you must be vigilant in taking your medication but avoid drugs or alcohol, as abuse of either will cause them irreparable damage. This time however, can also result in great creativity, psychic powers, visions and insight. You can and should trust your intuition. What Tarot Card are You?Take

Will You Tell Me?
Please steal a moment to fill this out for ME :) 1. Who the hell are you? 2. Are we friends? 3. When and how did we meet? 4. Do you have a crush on me or have i ever bit your nipple? 5. Would you suck my toes? (theyre very clean) 6. Give me a nickname and explain why you picked it. 7. Describe me in one word. 8. What was your first impression? 9. Have I ever licked you? 10. What reminds you of me? 11. If you could give me anything what would it be? 12. Would you give me your last beer? 13. When's the last time you saw me? 14. Ever wanted to tell me something but couldn't? 15. Are you going to put this on your blog and see what I say about you?

You Know You Grew Up In The 80's If...
YOU KNOW YOU GREW UP IN THE 1980'S IF... You ever ended your sentence with "psych" You solved the Rubics cube.....by peeling off the stickers You watched the pound puppies You can sing the rap to "the Fresh Prince of Bel-Air" You wore biker shorts under your skirts and felt stylish You yearned to be a member of the Baby-sitters club and tried to start a club of your own. You owned those little Strawberry Shortcake pals scented dolls You know that 'Whoa' comes from Joey on "Blossom" Three words: M.C. Hammer You thought it would be great to have a friend named, "Boner" You can sing the entire theme song to "Duck Tales" If you played the chipmunks Christmas album all year long! Remember reading Kool-Aid man comics You ever watched Fraggle Rock You had plastic streamers on the handle bars of your bike You remember When it was actually worth getting up early on a Saturday to watch cartoons You wore a pony tail to the side of your head You saw the origin

Men
OMG AND TO THINK A MAN SENT ME THIS ... SORRY GUYS JUST HAD TO LOL One day my housework-challenged husband decided to wash his sweatshirt. Seconds after he stepped into the laundry room, he shouted, "What setting do I use on the washing machine?" "It depends," I replied. "What does it say on your shirt?" He yelled back, " University of Oklahoma ." And they say blondes are dumb... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ A couple is lying in bed. He says, "I am going to make you the happiest woman in the world." She replies, "I'll miss you..." ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ "It's just too hot to wear clothes today," he says as he stepped out of the shower, "honey, what do you think the neighbors would think if I mowed the lawn like this?" "Probably that I married you for your money," she replied. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ He said - Shall we try swapping positions tonight? She said - That's a good idea... you

2 The Rose That Grew From Concrete
The beautiful rose, That everyone knows, That walked without feet, In New York�s concrete, Its beautiful colors, With petals for brothers, Hidden thorns they expected, So ignorance & lies they manifested, To kill it in its early stages, Media�s lies & two faces, beautiful to hear, he was to me, revealed to me all that I could be, with his petals in forms of lyrics, burning your eardrum to make you hear it, the scent that vibrated, always reminded, �keep your head up� in the storm, or in the corner of the closet to keep me warm, so �how long will they mourn me?� every time I read a new word or lyric, every time they use your name in vain, cuz niggas snapped & gone insane, comparing themselves to your flows, they may be flowers but never a rose, & some may fake, or try and perpetrate, but their petals aren�t real, spit whatever to earn a meal, phoney stems made of plastic, but your petals are everlastin�

Would You?
If I reached for your hand; Would you give it? If I grabbed onto you and never wanted to let go; Would you pull away? If I told you you were the only guy I dream of; Would you get scared? If I turned to walk away; Would you chase after me?

What Tarot Card Are You??
You are The Wheel of Fortune Good fortune and happiness but sometimes a species of intoxication with success The Wheel of Fortune is all about big things, luck, change, fortune. Almost always good fortune. You are lucky in all things that you do and happy with the things that come to you. Be careful that success does not go to your head however. Sometimes luck can change. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Thanksgiving Weekend
Yeah more drama in my life... Well, lets start at the beginning. While i was in GA i talked a lot with my boyfriends cousin. Which was great, i openned up a lot to her for some reason and i wish that i hadnt. I told her about the drama bullshit between me and courtney (the bitch). She knows that one of my biggest problems with people is that when they talk about me behind my back. So what does she do... of course talk shit about me to my boyfriend. Saying that she thinks im cheating on him. Ok first things first, talking about flirting and doing it are two completly different things. I said it would be cool to go up to a guy on a bike and ask for a ride but like i really would... come on! And the things that i put on the internet are completely for fun. Like i would really do all that shit that i write down.. Geez its just for fun and my boyfriend should trust me cuz thats just who i am. I joke around a lot. But hes still the only person in my life. She should have been a real pers

The Real Me
You want the real me? well you won't like it! The mask comes off and I drop the bullshit Scars start to rise, see the pain in my eyes Look at the demons attached to my back Look at my heart and every detailed crack The rage and the hate pours out from my soul Look at me now this is what you wanted Gaze on a face twisted, distorted Your look has change the horror it shows but thats just the way it goes so i put the mask back on so you can't see the face of the monster that is me

The Down Fall Of The Dark Haired God Part 6.
I go faster,faster. Each time my mouth gos down my teeth lighty graze your dick. you shiver as you get close to cumming. I go faster and harder still,untill you shake. As i take every drop of your release, you fight one last time to get free. Once I know your all done. I lean close to your ear and say "good boy''. Then I inject you once more and once more your out cold. Then i untie you and remove the blind fold,gag. Then i pull you to the hot tub. Place you in it and call the little redhead slut.Tell her the job is done and i want my $5oo. She says good, meet you at our spot. I leave with the morning light. He,he. The end for now!! >>>;)

Take Time
Take Time Sometimes in this hurried about world. We get unraveled and become unfurled. Not knowing sometime which way to turn. Having to slow down a bit so we can learn. Sometimes we don't realize whom we leave behind. Cause there is so much on our minds. That sometimes we forget ones precious to us. So we must slow down and show them love. Sometimes we don't think about taking them for granted. But they are speical and were specially planted. In our lives to make us stop and smile. If just for a brief moment or for quite a while. They were put there to maybe brighten your day. And when you have a need to help you along the way. And if they are true, there they'll always be. To help you along when you're in need. To encourage and uplift your deepest woes. So when you leave them you can be happy and go. They are very special sometimes one of a kind, So when you think of them, why not drop them a line. If not but just to say Hi, I hope to talk to you again. Don't

Playboys Of The Southwestern World
This is a song About best friends John Roy Was a boy I knew Since he was three And I was two Grew up two little houses Down from me The only two bad apples On our family tree Kind of ripened and rotted In our puberty Two kindred spirits bound by destiny Well now I was smart But I lacked ambition Johnny was wild With no inhibition Was about like mixin Fire and gasoline (And he'd say) Hey Romeo Let's go down to Mexico Chase senoritas Drink ourselves silly Show them Mexican girls A couple of real hillbillies Got a pocket full of cash And that old Ford truck A fuzzy cat hangin From the mirror for luck Said don't you know All those little Brown-eyed girls Want playboys of the southwestern world Long around Our eighteenth year We found two plane tickets The hell out of here Got scholarships To some small town School in Texas Learned to drink Sangria Til the dawns early light Eat eggs Ranchero And throw up all night And tell those daddy

Holdin On For What????
Each day seems as if its an eternity. Nathan has been gone now for 6 months. Sometimes it seems like its been forever since I seen my angel and other times it seems as if it were yesterday. The pain and hurt only seem to get worse. Some days Im okay other days I just dont want to get out of bed I dont want to face this world without him. I look at Matt and realize I have to hold on he needs me. If it werent for him I wouldnt be here I couldnt make it through this. I feel so very alone....

Ack The Accident
So I go to pick up Jmaie from work on this wonderful rainy windy day. I'm driving and talking to Jamie on the cell phone and I have to drive through this huge puddle. The Street was floooded and everyone was having a hard time going through. So there's cop and big puddles and what do I do I run a red light! I got hit in the rear bumper, the other guy had so little damage that he was able to drive away from the scene, but not me... my Jeep has to be towed. So get this, the guy that hit me was a lawyer in a lexus OMG! So my mother tells me to count my blessings and she's right, at least the girls weren't in the car. So I've survived this accident, and I'll get through this crisis and everything will be okay.

80% I Am A Bad Influence .
If you go over 45, you're a bad influence. Have you ever: 1. [x] smoked 2. [x] consumed alcohol 3. [x] slept in the same bed with someone of the opposite sex 4. [x] slept in the same bed with someone of the same sex 5. [x] kissed someone of the same sex 6. [] had sex 7. [x] had someone in your room other than family 8. [x] watched porn 9. [ ] bought porn 10. [x] done drugs TOTAL: 8 1. [x] taken painkillers 2. [x] taken someone else's prescription medicine 3. [x] lied to your parents 4. [x] lied to a friend 5. [x] snuck out of the house 6. [x] done something illegal 7. [x] cut yourself 8. [x] hurt someone 9. [x] wished someone to die 10. [x] seen someone die TOTAL: 10 1. [x] missed curfew 2. [x] stayed out all night 3. [x] eaten a carton of ice cream by yourself 4. [x] been to a therapist 5. [ ] been to rehab 6. [x] dyed your hair 7. [x] received a ticket 8. [x] been in an accident 9. [x] been to a club 10. [x] been to a bar TOTAL: 9 1.

I Would Have Never Thought
Aries You are so full of energy, you constantly attract hotties, and you are always the dominant one in the sack. It is very easy for you approach people because you have so much confidence and you are very forward about your feelings. You are very likely to have lots of sexual partners, (sometimes all at once), and be the most sexually experienced of any of your friends. Sex matches: Gemini, Leo, Sagittarius Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

What Is Humpday
1. hump day The middle of a work week (Wednesday); used in the context of climbing a proverbial hill to get through a tough week. After hump day, the weekend gets closer. 2. hump day Wednesday, the middle of the week, implying that you have to get "over the hump" before you can anticipate the weekend. The term was not originally intended to carry a second, more risqué meaning. Damn, I wish every day could be hump day! 3. hump day Wednesday cause it's downhill after Wednesday; it's the hump you have to get over. 4. hump day The middle of the work week, Wednesday, or the beginning of the weekend, depending on your level of addiction to alcohol. The day of the almighty hump day soiree Man, Delta Chi had a kick ass hump day soiree last week! 5. hump day Wednesday, or the hump of the week The absolute BEST day of the week, the day of maximum hope that maybe, you might make it out of this week alive. A particularly good hump day can last you the rest of

I Want To
F*CK this girl bad! Not to mention a few I've met on here. Ask me who else! I choose.... SEXY SEXY KANDI and MY GIRL KATI thats all for now. Gotta love the 'K' names! LATEST EDITION: XdeviantX you can see why!

Who Is Family?
I am in White rider's Finger Contest. Please come so the Wicked Clown love for me. Vote as many times as you can. thanks and please repost. Here is the link to my pic for the contest MMFWCL ~~Baby Girl~~

Talking To An Old Friend
Today was a crazy day, quess you could say.....I finally found the courage to talk to an old friend, actually old boyfriend...Went so much better than I thought it would.....He is someone that i have been thinkin about alot lately....Made me feel good to talk to him again. I laughed more today than I have in a long time...... Hopin to go to movies with him....we'll see..I will keep you posted..Wish me luck!!

This Is Why America Is The Way It Is......
I got this from a friend who posted it in a myspace bulletin, check it out. Breaking News 11/16/06 - UCLA Police Taser Student For Not Showing IDWelcome to the New American Century UCLA Police - (310) 825-1491 Chief Karl T. Ross - (310) 825-1633Captain John Adams - (310) 825-4406http://www.nbc11.com/news/10328455/detail.htmlLOS ANGELES -- A cell phone captured video of a 23-year-old student being administered multiple Taser shocks by UCLA police on Tuesday.The UCLA student was hit with the Taser shocks multiple times while he was in the Powell Library Computer Lab.Another student recorded the incident on a camera phone. On the video, Mostafa Tabatabainejad can be heard screaming during the incident, which took place at about 11:30 p.m., the Daily Bruin reported.According to the paper, Tabatabainejad did not show ID to community service officers who were conducting a random check. UCLA police said Tabatabainejad was released by police after he was cited for obstruction/delay of a pea

Time
time oh sweet time if you could hurry up stop being yourself cuz ur burning away at me, night after day, im waiting for it just to be subsided by the time people say we need to get over the loss when the loss is more than you can bear when going on hurts just as much as letting go and just bein is like a slow stand drawing the life out of you when every thought leads to the face of reality and its a beautiful face one you can remember from the before your times like an anciently old drawing from your soul left for you to search out and be found by, beauties you hadn't realised possessed in you, till you found the embrace of the one who made you easily give all, not a sound held back sylables of I Love You flowing freely for all of the world to see till this one has become your whole world tossedgonewrecked and so now my eye is twitching once again ill say good morning now and end this © 2006 Amanda Knapp (All rights reserved) Wednesday, February 01, 2006, 6:46:11 AM

For Everyone
This is jut a quick blog going out to everyone that ...well... i guess reads it. On Cherry tap i repost bulletins just cause thats what i do if u send me replies and stuff and i don't get the chance to reply back i am sorry... most of the time i don't have the time to do that stuff i am usually on here and gone... And i havent been by your page in awhile let me know by putting a comment on my profile page..i have 800 plus friends it's hard to keep up with the picture ratings and the have a great weekend and humpday stuff i would love too but there are definatly not enough hours in the day to go and do that well thank u for taking the time to read my stuff look at my pics and rate my profile i hope u all have a wonderfull weekend i hope i get to some of ya Yours truly Shaun **LEO** McLean

Further Research On The Translation Front
WOMEN'S ENGLISH 1. Yes = No 2. No = Yes 3. Maybe = No 4. We need = I want 5. I am sorry = You'll be sorry 6. We need to talk = You're in trouble 7. Sure, go ahead = You'd better not 8. Do what you want = You will pay for this later 9. I am not upset = Of course I am upset you moron! 10. You are certainly attentive tonight = Is sex all you think about? MEN'S ENGLISH 1. I am hungry = I am hungry 2. I am sleepy = I am sleepy 3. I am tired = I am tired 4. Nice dress = Nice cleavage! 5. I love you = Let's have sex now 6. I am bored - Do you want to have sex? 7. May I have this dance? = I'd like to have sex with you 8. Can I call you sometime - I'd like to have sex with you 9. Do you want to go to a movie? - I'd like to have sex with you 10. Can I take you out to dinner? - I'd like to have sex with you 11. I don't think those shoes go with that outfit = I'm gay

Have You
have you ever: (x) smoked a cigarette (x) smoked a cigar (x) smoked pot () made out with a member of the same sex ()crashed a friend's car () stolen a car (x) been in love (x) been dumped (x) shoplifted () been fired (x)been in a fist fight (x) snuck out of parent's house (x) had feelings for someone who didnt have them back (x) been arrested (x) made out with a stranger (x) gone on a blind date (x) lied to a friend (x) had a crush on a teacher (x) skipped school (x) slept with a co-worker () seen someone die (x) had a crush on one of your internet friends (x) been to Canada (x) been to Mexico (x) been on a plane (x) thrown up in a bar () purposely set a part of myself on fire (x) eaten Sushi () been snowboarding () met someone in person from the internet () been moshing at a concert () been in an abusive relationship (x) taken painkillers (x) love someone or miss someone right now (x) laid on your back and watched cloud shapes go by (x) made a snow

Jokes.....
Actual exchanges between pilots and control towers Tower: "Delta 351, you have traffic at 10 o'clock, 6 miles!" Delta 351: "Give us another hint! We have digital watches!" ************************************************************************************************** Tower: "TWA 2341, for noise abatement turn right 45 Degrees." TWA 2341: "Center, we are at 35,000 feet. How much noise can we make up here?" Tower: "Sir, have you ever heard the noise a 747 makes when it hits a 727?" **************************************************************************************************** From an unknown aircraft waiting in a very long takeoff queue: "I'm f...ing bored!" Ground Traffic Control: "Last aircraft transmitting, identify yourself immediately!" Unknown aircraft: "I said I was f...ing bored, not f...ing stupid!" ************************************************************************************************** O'Hare Approach Control to a 747: "United 3

Helo Agen Lol
helo im just rightin again 2 tell every 1 how much im thanking u all 4 giving me a warm welcome and JASX i love u sosososososo much its un true ur great and doh let ne1 tell u different lol well ne ways leav a coment lol

What Tarot Card Am I??
You are The Star Hope, expectation, Bright promises. The Star is one of the great cards of faith, dreams realised The Star is a card that looks to the future. It does not predict any immediate or powerful change, but it does predict hope and healing. This card suggests clarity of vision, spiritual insight. And, most importantly, that unexpected help will be coming, with water to quench your thirst, with a guiding light to the future. They might say you're a dreamer, but you're not the only one. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Cleansing
Friday, November 17, 2006 Cleansing Empty yourself of everything you care about, every dream, every worry, every concern, every ambition, every purpose, every disappointment, every desire. Gently let it all go. Then put back in only the things that have real meaning. And taste the sweet, glorious freedom of being able to bring those hallowed purposes fully to life. Are you so intensely concerned with chasing success that you've made that success impossible? Let it go, and then you can truly know it. Do you ache so fervently for love that you drive it away? Let it go, and it will fill you. Cleanse your spirit of all the many layers of need to, have to, want to, and can't do without. Clear out some space to truly live. Underneath all those empty artifacts you've been striving to hold on to, there is freedom and there is power. Cleanse yourself of the need to need, and free yourself to soar. -- Ralph Marston

Cool Quizzes!
You are 71% Bisexual You are bisexual. For you, sex is about having fun and the sex of your partner is of no consequence to you. You probably have a little bit of a preference either way, but you don’t let that slow you down. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Next Group
Once in the car Precious decides it’s her turn to say something. “Damion, I knew that you loved me and I know we have talked about marriage many times but this is still all a huge surprise to me. You will never know how happy you have made me. I can’t wait to see what the rest of the night will bring!” Knowing she was speaking the truth and that she didn’t expect him to do so much for her made Damion feel good inside because he was accomplishing his goal, making it a night she would never forget. After about fifteen minutes of driving, Damion pulls into the movie theaters parking lot. “I know you always love watching a good movie so the next part of tonight is exactly that. I got tickets to see ‘Save the Last Dance’, last week so I knew we would have them.” Damion told her as they got out of the car and began walking toward the entrance. They went in and got some popcorn before going and sitting down. Damion let Precious decide where to sit because he knew it didn’t matter

:)
You are The Wheel of Fortune Good fortune and happiness but sometimes a species of intoxication with success The Wheel of Fortune is all about big things, luck, change, fortune. Almost always good fortune. You are lucky in all things that you do and happy with the things that come to you. Be careful that success does not go to your head however. Sometimes luck can change. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

More Osu Vs. Michigan Humor
Dear Abby, I am a crack dealer in Columbus who has recently been diagnosed as a carrier of the HIV virus. My parents live in a suburb of Worthington and one of my sisters, who lives in Dublin , is married to a transvestite. My father and mother have recently been arrested for growing and selling marijuana and are currently dependent on my other two sisters, who are prostitutes in Grove City . I have two brothers. One is currently serving a non-parole life sentence in Lucasville for the murder of a teenage boy in 1994. The other brother is currently in jail awaiting trial on charges of sexual misconduct with his three children. I have recently become engaged to marry a former Thai prostitute who lives in Atlanta and is still a part time

Lets Have Some Fun!
OK HERE'S ANOTHER ONE BUT THIS ONE IS BETTER HEHEHE (my awesome friend Poetic Angel made this) IM GOIN TO TELL TEN OF MY SEXUAL SECRETS AND PICK TEN PEOPLE TO TELL THEIRS HEHEHE 1) I've had a m/m/f 3some many times! 2) I've never had a m/f/f 3some! 3) I really dont like giving head but am told I do it very well! 4) I once got high and went skinny dipping at a boyfriends house and had sex with him and 3 friends! 5)I am bi-sexual, I love girls! 6)I have tryed ananl sex and I liked it! 7)I had sex doggy style on my front porch a few times! 8) I love to fuck not make love! 9) I once fucked a guy the next night after I met him and it was the best sex I ever had! To bad he lives in Cali! 10) I love to fuck doggie style while getting my ass lighly smacked and my hair slightly pulled! ok here are the friends i want to do this Beercat cherry Cinnamon_Girl FLIP Jenny iou4ever ~G~ MidntTigr Trouble Luv2lickandmassage lee Tatt ~ it ~up

The Pussy Rainbow Has A Pot Of Gold
The sperm nucleus seed sees beauty, but the soul makes it push for reinforcements in the root...until you find yourself, dick like a rock will always be in the way pounding the cervix thinking life is sex & sex is life. For as long as I can remember sexual desire, I've been a filler of many vessels of luggage contained in lust. Lust to grow and be free because successful lust without love is meaningless or for those of still waiting for love it's the other way around. After many years, I've confronted a piece of childhood that was a void of painful laughter in a period of mylife when I was homeless in my teens Now, abandoned with an inner peace stuggle, I desire to discover the missing, as a whole hole in the hold.In a relationship with a grown woman almost old enough to be my mom "lord - the MILF" and did. I've unconsciously mastered the sexual convient, charmed the lustful challenge, and eased beside clever into the danger of yesteryear and the entourage acceptance of my sex

Survey
You prefer Rough sex! You like it ROUGH. Hard, great, wonderful slamming sex is your type of sex. More the product of lust than love - and utterly horny - rough sex is what satisfies you. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com

Still More
After this everyone got up and left the theater. Damion and Precious walked out to the car and just sat their for a few minutes in silence. “Why are you doing so much for me Damion? I know you love me but I never expected any of this. You have never showed to be such a romantic before.” She didn’t say it in a disappointed voice, instead it was more of a curious, happy voice. Damion just looked at her for a minute or so before answering her. “Baby girl you have always showed me in so many ways that you love me and want to be with me but I have never really taken the time to show you how much I love and appreciate you. So when I was trying to decide how to make tonight a special unforgettable night, I knew that I had to go all out. I made a list of things I have always thought of doing for you, but never had the guys do, and narrowed it down to the top three for tonight.” When Damion said three Precious just looked at him with awe. Two of the three things had already happene

For All My "new Friends"
HELP BOOST MY EGO *WINK* J'K PLEASE POP IN AND SHOW ME SOME LOVE IN CONTEST AS MANY COMMENTS AS YA WANNA LEAVE BUT ONLY ONE TEN AS YA KNOW....... CLICK ON PIC FOR DIRECT PIC FOR RATING.

A Dumb Poem
you tell me of things you love about me you tell me things you could do for me yet all i see when you look at me are the words that werent meant for me you scream and shout you torment me with hatedness you hit me with your big strong hands you never show me only tell me I cant believe i stay here nothing seems to go right here all i feel is anger here i just want to run far from here happiness i feel i dont deserve happiness is something i dream of happiness is something i do not know happiness is what i need cant you try to love i still believe im in love maybe one day ill know whom im to love because its hard you say to show love crying tears of sadness crying through the pain crying cause it hurt so much crying cause i feel its gone through the pain i run from you cant seem to escape from you pain runs through me from you hated words i get from you i love you i cant stand you i have to live without you i have to try with out you

A Bad Poem
kissing my lips you hold me tight feeling warm and safe you touch me in such a way unknown tongue to tongue embracing in passion your hands slide over me touching me feeling me in ways we've both dreamed of my nipples hard with excitment flicking them teasing them with your mouth moaning with pleasure i need you more tearing our clothes off naked and unshy kissing and begging for eachothers touch i slide my hand down to where you are pulsating hard and throbbing in my hands i take you in my own mouth tasting your sweet juices needing you and wanting you we entwine penatrating me we make love over and over again

My Great Uncle
So life is being a bitch to me once again! My great uncle passed away yesterday and I'm devastated. I didn't even have a chance to say goodbye since he lives in Texas. The last time I ever saw him was about two months ago I believe. I miss him so much, I'll never forget him.

If You Was A Animal In The Past
You Were a Giraffe You are a high achiever - able to reach things others can't. A great communicator, you are good at getting past superficialities.What Animal Were You In a Past Life?

To Our Gi's
To our Gi's that: Wish they had a hot meal Wish they had a hot shower Go to sleep alone each night Get up each day and do their job without complaint Willingly leave their loved ones for the good of many To Our GIs that Spend more than one holiday alone Away from HOME Rely on letters and postcards to keep them sane This year I am thankful for YOU.. for without you I could not have what I do, do what I do, and be who I am. To Our GIs.. May your days away from your loved ones be short, and the love you feel in your heart be strong.. and may we never forget what you sacrifice for us, the many, the selfish.

A Friend
Someone you can believe in; Someone who is there for you, reminding you to have faith in yourself; Someone who inspires you to follow your heart; Someone who looks forward to spending time with you; Someone who gives you support, and helps you achieve so that you can spread your wings and soar; Someone who offers you advice, gives you a peace of mind, and a sense of pride; Someone who will listen and help you through the hard times drying your tears, so that all your fears disappear in the night And that someone is me.. Even though some of us have never met face to face, We are all together as one, in spirit and mind. i will be here for you, help guide you, help love you into eternity. Please give me a chance.

Im Going To Milkyway Iii
w00t tomorrow me and sum friends from muh town are going to the local electronic party Milkyway III to celebrate me turning 22 :) CHEERS!! i will bring muh camera yes yes ... but dont be so supriced if i look wasted ot just ugly in the pics :P i''ll do muh best to look drunken sexy hahahahahaha

Tag Again Ppl!! Lol! :op~
OK HERE'S HOW THIS WORK I WILL TEL YOU TEN THING'S ABOUT ME THEN I WILL PICK TEN PEOPLE TO DO THE SAME THING THIS IS A GOOD WAY FOR US ALL TO GET TO KNOW THE PEOPLE WE CHAT WITH AND CALL OUR FRIENDS I THINK IF YOU'RE MY FRIEND YOU'D LIKE TO KNOW ALL YOU CAN AS I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW ABOUT YOU SO IF I PICK YOU, YA GOTTA PLAY DAMMIT LOL 1.I love it when it's cool outside and inside. 2.I'm left handed mostly lol nah, I'm actually ambedextrius...that means I can use both hands, any volunteers? LMAO! 3.I'm a diabetic, was diagnosed about 2 yrs. ago. 4.I'm a smoker :o( 5.I have one child and he'll be 19 yrs. old in February. 6.I've been married and divorced once...don't wanna get married again unless it's gonna be forever and it'd take alot for me to even think about marriage again. 7.I love to drive. 8.I have 4 dogs. 9.I'm totally single right now...anybody wanna change that? LOL! ;o) 10.I was born n raised in Florida. OK NOW I PICK THESE PEOPLE TO DO THE SAME THING:

Blessed
I'm Blessed That You Love Me Lord Thank You for your special touch, For the times i need you ohhh so much. Thank you for my friend, that loves me and i am there when he calls. Thank you for the Prayer Warriors that help me pray, That we get to bring up the hurting to God each day. Thank you for your saving Grace, Your strength and power that stands me up straight soar on eagle wings, when i am before my Fathers throne, And know that He hears me for i am His own. He sings to me so sweetly at night and sends His angels to hold me tight. How great is this God that i serve, i am His daughter and His will i yearn. And when in heaven i will hear, well done my daughter and by Me come near. Yes, Thankful for so Many Blessed Things, But I am Thankful That I'm the Child Of The Most High KING.

From Heaven With Love
There is a higher power. One that is love and joy. To give to everyone you come in contact with. If you tap into it, there is all you will need. A strength and power that is so mighty that you can move a mountain with it. Yet so gentle that it is like a whispered kiss. He is all powering and knowing. I am not smart enough to know what God wants for our future. So we wait on the Lord. Even though our resources are dwindling away and all we saved are gone. We still wait on God's will and He will provide in the most awesome way. We do our part to look for work, but God's part to give in abundance. I know He hasn't forgotten or forsaken us, In fact He is making a way. Job was in an incident that He had to wait. His Friends telling him all the wrong answers. But Job knew God, and knew he wasn't forsaken even though he lost all he had and his children. And even though God was proud of His boy Job, He still instructed Job. God said "Where were you when I laid the

Sexiest Smile Contest
Hey Everyone!!...It's Me Again...I'm Going To Be Holding A Contest For "Sexiest Smile" This Contest Is A Little Different..It's For GUYS AND GIRLS!!...It Will Be Neat Yo See The Outcome. I Would Like To Get This Underway Tonight So I Need People ASAP!!..It's Going To Go By MOST COMMENTS!!..It Will Be A 48 Hour Contest..I Didn't Want To Make It TOO Long. (I Have Room For 15 Contestants..If I DONT Get All 15 I Will Open This Tomorrow..Regardless It Will Go Until Sunday) My Prizes Will Be: 1st: 15,000 Spent Anyways The Winner Likes And A Graphic Pic Saying You Are The Winner. 2nd: 3,000 Spent Anyway The Winner Likes 3rd: 2,000 Spent Anyway The Winner Likes. Here Is The Link To My Profile..Leave Me A Private Message With The Link To Pic You Would Like Entered. Mrs.Flyhead@ CherryTAP I Will Be Letting Everyone Know Ahead Of Time Before I Open It. Good Luck To Everyone Who Enters And Have A Blast!!! x0x0x -Ash

Claw
i know what your plan is you keep it at hand and i know youre crazy about me i feel your heart beat late at night and i think its easy to see that youre not so afraid of it all waiting around for the fall closing the door on the night making your wrongs seems so right ill be the one that you want and ill be the one that you need finally your innocence lost clawing your way back to me on the light of my soul you will feed the marks on my back crack and bleed

Remember Me
My dad always said that he will be gone one day. That all the things that he taught me will be in my heart and "please remember me". He told me he was not in my life forever, but he was just there to take care of me for a moment in time and one day I will find someone. I miss him terribly. I want to reach out to him but I am not able. For he is somewhere in time that I can't get to him. I know he loves me so very much. Most amazingly I have a great big God that is right there with His wings around me holding me every day. And I know that my Lord is my Father. And He is Almighty. He will never have to say please remember me for He is right here with me. Every second of each day. If you have someone that you lost know that I have been there too. And I am here, right here for you. Will do my best to walk you through it. Please email me and I will be right there with you the same day. Even though I love my Dad so very much, I don't have to fo

Heat
you dont make me who i am you dont take from me again I feel the need to leave you taking a path this time thats true I feel your heartbeat when youre near whisper things into your ear taking your breath away from you giving my love back to you pressing my hand upon your hip feeling you as i bite my lip I can feel you deep inside pleasures a thing that you cant hide loving that you feel this way im in control of you today making your wishes come true pleasures a thing I give to you

Song With My Name...
this is a song i found on someones blog..and its odd cause my name is julie and im none of those things... Love Sex n Death "Seasons of Love" (SUMMER) ON a tropical day I sat on the bay with my “Boots”--I saw a girl in blue and before I knew, she came my way--she said ,”how would you like to hop on my bike and take a ride?”--well before I knew, that girl in blue became my bride--we would sit in the sun, a summer of fun, everyday--taking off our clothes, wiggle our toes in the sand--we had nothing to lose, breaking all the rules feeling free--it was a wonderful life, just me and my wife eternally (FALL) As time went on our loving bond became loose--I spent many a day feeling somber and gray by myself--an empty home writing a poem was all I had--since saturday night when we got in a fight, I was sad (WINTER) A dizzy head drunk in my bed, alone and cold--lost in a stare wondering where she could be--I couldn’t understand, sleeping in my van teary eyed--and on top of that

I Believe.....ty Sims
I believe - . . . that just because two people argue, it doesn't mean they don't love each other. And just because they don't argue, it doesn't mean they do. I believe - . . . that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I believe - . . . that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I believe - . . . that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true Love. I believe - . . . that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I believe - . . . that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I believe - . . . that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I believe - . . . that you can keep going long after you think you can't. I believe - . . . That we are re

Tag Line
Now accepting nominations for my tag line. Something to go after Matt B. Please keep it somewhat tasteful. Depending on how many I get I will either change it daily or weekly and also give you props for the idea. Get those creative juices flowing.

Mens Romance Novels
I think I'm gonna write romance novels for guys. You know, like womens novels, but geared for guys. Lemme ask something, why is it that womens porn(and that's what it is, written porn) is called a "Romance Novel", and for guys it's called Literary Porn. First off, most guys don't even know what that means, all they see is porn and get excited. Secondly, you can buy romance novels off the bookshelf in Wal-Mart, hell they're low enough for ten year olds to grab. But guys, we get ours in a magazine wrapped in black plastic that just screams "PERVERT!" and gets us looks at the counter. Wait a minute, guys don't read porn, we look at it, guess that settles that one.

Free Will
Free will is not the ability to do what you want, it's the ability to tell everyone and everything to fuck off, society, nature, laws, so on and so forth. What separates humans from other animals? It's not imagination or intelligence, lets face it we have trained circus animals that can perform the functions of some of the most influential people in our society. No, it's our free will, our ability to circumvent natures plan. Let's look at that plan for a moment, the basics of every living creature, to eat, survive and perpetuate your genes, the same goes with plants. That's it in a nutshell, now humans have gone around this, we eat and drink things that will kill us, we commit violent suicides, some of us even take vows to abstain from sex their entire lives. Those are just a few rudimentary examples of free will, I won't go into any further depth with this, you can figure the rest out for yourself if you want, thatâ€™s your free will

Smoking Commercials
I was watching TV smoking a cigarette the other night and one of those Truth commercials came on, and I've got to tell you something, I don't care about big tobacco business, I know they sell a deadly product, I still use it, all these Truth commercials do is take away three minutes of air time I could be looking at some scantily clad woman on some other commercial. I know cigarettes are bad for me and I still smoke 'em, why? Because it's quick simple bliss, hell, if sex was as easy to get and the orgasm lasted as long I'd probably kill myself doing that to.

Tell Me If You Can Read This!!
Suche gut gebauten Achtzehn- bis Dreißigjährigen zum Schalchten Der Metzgermeister Huete treff ich einen Herrn Der hat mich zum Fressen gern Weiche Teile und auch harte stehen auf der Speisekarte Denn du bist was du isst und ihr wisst was es ist Es ist mein teil - nein Mein Teil - nein Denn das ist mein teil - nein Mein Teil - nein

Conspiracy Theories
Conspiracy theories. Who shot JFK, The Da Vinci Code, Freemasons, Illuminati, whatever, choose your flavor, whatever floats your boat. These people are finding ciphers in ancient texts and parchments, secret codes and what not, guess what, I can take a Clifford book and using complex techniques find a passage that says "Clifford is the commie mascot. This message brought to you by Marxism and it's affiliates" And for these people finding symbols inside geography, placement of buildings, structures and landmarks? Give me a graph chart as big as big as the earth and I'll find one too, guess what, it'll be a big smiley face complete with a "Fuck You". But who am I to say if they're wrong or right, I mean after all they have hour long specials and I'm sitting here drinking whiskey and ranting. But I got a conspiracy theory for you, maybe just maybe, these guys just need to get laid. Hmmmmm, interesting.

Lines
-Excuse me. My friend over there is a little embarrassed. She'd like your phone number. She wants to know where she can get a hold of me in the morning. -So do you fuck, suck and take it up the ass or am I wasting my time on a Jesus freak? -Let's bypass all the bullshit and just get naked. -You know, you really piss me off. You are the most disgusting bitch I have ever seen. Absolutely disgraceful. Wanna suck my hairy balls? -Do I know you? (No.) That's a shame, I'd sure like to. -Love is a sensation, caused by a temptation, to feel penetration. a guy sticks his location in a girl's destination, to increase the population for the next generation, did you get my explanation, or do you need a demonstration? -I have a six inch tongue and I can breath through my ears -My boys over there bet that I wouldn't be able to start a conversation with the most beautiful girl in the room. Want to buy some drinks with their money? -You might not be the best looking girl here,

Why They Call Me Psycho
everyone ive known on the internet has come to call me psycho its my 'tag' as they say. i got this name for many resons. one i can open my mind and unleash my mind and say anything i want.i rarely laugh but when i do i have an evil kackle that carrys on for more then a few seconds. i can change the directoin of a conversation qick.im a hard person to get a bead on what im thinking.i come out with the most unexpected things sometimes.ive been known to brighten peoples days on here. even tho its rare for me to find someone to do the same. nowdays im less and less like this.i rarely find it important to speak my mind.i get bored easley nowdays and am listless.im alone nowdays and dont feal i conect to anybody. but anyways i tend to wonder from one thing to another easly. but yeah when you get to know me im psycho ina good way ...as people say. ive had several say im like no body else thave met. i duno about that im just difrent im not your everyday norm.well just letting yall know a lil a

What Are You?
You prefer Romantic sex! You like romantic sex. For you, it's not all too much about being horny - it's more an expression of how you feel about your partner(s). It's an experience that you can share -- that you can experience and enjoy together. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com

Same As The Last But Translated, Rammstein Wrote It
Looking for a well-built eighteen to thirty-year-old to be slaughtered The Master Butcher Today i will meet a gentleman He likes me so much he could eat me up soft things and even hard ones are on the menu Because you are what you eat and you know what it is It is my thing - no My thing - no Because that's my thing - no My thing - no

Freddy Fender Tribute...and Also Maybe Meant For Someone
Si te quiere de verdad y te da felicidad te deseo lo mas bueno para los dos Pero si te hace llorar a mi me puedes hablar Y estar contigo cuando triste esta

Saying Hi
HEY ALL JUST WANTED TO SAY HI AND LET EVERYONE KNOW I WAS DOING OK. I DO NOT HAVE INTERNET YET. I AM AT LIBRARY NOW SO SEND ME MAD LOVE AND COMMENTS WHILE I AM GONE AND HELP ME GET OVER THE EDGE. MISS YA ALL

A Sacred Four-directions Harvest Table
A Sacred Four-Directions Harvest Table - How To Adapted from The Cherokee Herbal, by J.T. Garrett (Inner Traditions, 2003). Many of us wish to rediscover the long-lost sacred roots of many of our feast-table traditions. Because this Thanksgiving holiday is rooted in the generosity of the Native people, I offer you these simple, beautiful ideas for decorating the table with the Four Directions, as understood by the Cherokee Plant Medicine teachings and traditions. In this way, we honor indigenous ways of balance and respect for the earth. 1. Identify the four directions in your dining room. Which side of your table faces east? 2. Choose objects and colors that relate to the energies of each direction. We include some ideas and a list of plants that have traditional correspondences to each direction; choose one or two as meaningful additions to your holiday table. Please be cautious with the plant materials around small children or animals: they are not intended to be inges

Sexual Zodiac
Taurus You are very stubborn, and your withdrawn nature makes you irresistible to hotties. You like sex to be romantic and passionate, and you know just how to make it that way. Your partners cannot resist your spontaneous and gentle nature. Sex matches: Cancer, Virgo, Capricorn Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Thanksgiving Decorating With Nature
To help get us in a festive mood for the holiday feast, I’ve come up with a dozen easy, fun decorating ideas, using only the abundant gifts of nature. Simple, non-toxic and absolutely gorgeous, these bountiful, beautiful ideas are sure to please: 1. Centerpieces: Pumpkins and other winter squashes, Native American corn, acorns, nuts, grapes, pears, pomegranates, and apples overflowing from a wicker cornucopia or heaped in a wooden bowl look abundant and beautiful in the center of your festal table. 2. Leaf coasters:Autumn leaves make great coasters to protect your furniture from rings and stains. Oak leaves are especially tough, leathery, and durable. 3. Natural napkin rings:Tie napkins with raffia and tuck in a pretty fallen leaf and an acorn, or a cinnamon stick or two. Guests can add their cinnamon to a pot of hot cider to sip on, later. 3. Simple arrangements: There is a beautiful Zen simplicity in a perfect branch bearing colored leaves set into an earthen vase. So

Sexual Iq?
You have a sexual IQ of 133 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Explain This....
Why is some people on this site seem not to evne wanna return a hello? I don't think I'm a bad person...I try to say hi to everyone thats on my friends list...see how they are...but I get no response most of the time. Why? Let me edit this b4 people get ticked...I mean people I dont hear from at all.

What's Your Datin Age?
You date like you are 22 years old. You are a good dater. You still haven't narrowed down exactly what type of person you want to date, but you have a lot of experience with dating and like to have fun with it. Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

Can I Help U?
“Hello, Welcome to the Psychiatric Hotline.” If you are obsessive-compulsive, please press 1 repeatedly. If you are co-dependent, please ask someone to press 2. If you have multiple personalities, please press 3, 4, 5 and 6. If you are paranoid-delusional, we know who you are and what you want. Just stay on the line until we can trace the call. If you are schizophrenic, listen carefully and a little voice will tell you which number to press. If you are manic-depressive, it doesn’t matter which number you press. No one will answer!

The Stinky Cheese Man
I have to Share my Fave Fractured Fairy tale being a princess and all!!! Enjoy!! THE STINKY CHEESE MAN Jon Scieszka Once upon a time there was a little old woman and a little old man who lived together in a little old house. They were lonely. So the little old lady decided to make a man out of stinky cheese. She gave him a piece of bacon for a mouth and two olives for eyes and put him in the oven to cook. When she opened the oven to see if he was done,the smell knocked her back.”Phew! What is that smell?”She cried. The stinky cheese man popped out of the oven and ran out the door calling,”Run run run as fast as you can.You can’t catch me.I’m the stinky cheese man!” The little old lady and the little old man sniffed the air. ”I’m not really very hungry,” said the old man.”I’m not really that lonely,” said the little old lady. So they didn’t chase the stinky cheese man. The stinky cheese man ran and ran until he met a cow eating grass in a field.”Wow! What’s that awfu

What Kind Of Monster Are You?
You are Frankenstein! You are a sensitive and misunderstood creature. You are incredibly kind and more human than people who were created through natural means. But unfortunatly, you have a nasty revenge streak and therefore everyone is afraid of you. Take this quiz at QuizHeaven.com

Ignorant People
I see people happy in their ignorance I hear people their voices full of hope What power makes them so endure? What makes the human spirit cope? Sitting upon my favourite ledge I watch life go on below Drumming my fingers to an unknown tune as its drizzles seductively slow Making them huddle in their coats and beneath umbrellas hide Rush to family and friends they love or anywhere they can spend the night In my own black coat I sit and watch silently so intrigued by it all How do these mortals manage to live get up after every brutal fall For I know the fate of the prayers uttered by those who believe Prayers that will never be answered for they are pleas that aren't received Lost with the air they are words I can see them with my eyes I see the preacher for what he is an actor addicted to lies But if its these false hopes that keep you alive another day to see Ignorant people I bow to your strength And thus I'll let it be

Did Ya Know
Heat up leftover pizza in a non-stick skillet on top of the stove, set heat to med-low and heat till warm. This keeps the crust crispy. No soggy micro pizza. I saw this on the cooking channel and it really works. Easy Deviled Eggs Put cooked egg yolks in a zip lock bag. Seal, mash till they are all broken up. Add remainder of ingredients, reseal, keep mashing it up mixing thoroughly, cut the tip of the baggy, squeeze mixture into egg. Just throw bag away when done easy clean up. Expanding Frosting When you buy a container of cake frosting from the store, whip it with your mixer for a few minutes. You can double it in size. You get to frost more cake/cupcakes with the same amount. You also eat less sugar/calories per serving. Reheating refrigerated bread To warm biscuits, pancakes, or muffins that were refrigerated, place them in a microwave with a cup of water. The increased moisture will keep the food moist and help it reheat faster. Newspaper weeds away Start pu

Patience Gone The Route Of Chivalry??!
~What is wrong with people? Don't get me wrong and i don't do it every day (because when i do i tend to go those wonderful 8 hour spans where you kill that last bad guy and realize not only didn't you sleep but you're late for work). I do love video games and yes i would love to have the latest and best and all the coolest games but it's not practical for me to have all i want right now. Nor is it necessary. I fill my life with meaningless trinkets like anyone else but i would never in my life think something so important as to trample over another human being. Endanger a life for some golden fleece that will essentially become an obsolete piece of technology or a hand me down for someone who's patient enough (or busy enough) to wait .... oh say a few months out of the 90 years one may be alive. I had started to hope we'd matured a bit from the days of beatings and killings for a pair of friggin shoes simply for having a "socially" popular brand name. The same stuff EVERYONE w

Grand Deception
The Way I see it .. Everything in life should happen for a reason .. no matter the look of the outcome. As of late .. everything that happens is for a negative effect, honestly its almost becoming amusing .. Just wish that I could go to sleep and not wake up. There just doesn't seen to be a reason to get up anymore .. hell for that matter .. even move. I'm almost ready to give the world the big F-U .. and roam aimlessly.

Faded Dreams
Once alive now forgotten faded dreams haunt my weary soul I still want you with a passion and profess my love to you but inside I cry tears for my heart is shattered knowing you don't feel the same yet I still go on loving you more with every day that passes for you were the one who taught me what true love is all about and you were the one who left this imprint in my heart the stamp of love in all it's beauty that will forever remain with me in memory of your love and your beautiful soul and the dream of being yours now faded

My Lady's Presence
My lady's presence makes the roses red, Because to see her lips they blush for shame. The lily's leaves, for envy, pale became, And her white hands in them this envy bred. The marigold the leaves abroad doth spread, Because the sun's and her power is the same. The violet of purple colour came. Dyed in the blood she made my heart to shed. In brief: all flowers from her their virtue take; From her sweet breath their sweet smells do proceed; The living heat which her eyebeams doth make Warmeth the ground and quickeneth the seed. The rain, wherewith she watereth the flowers, Falls from mine eyes, which she dissolves in showers.

I Wrote Her Name
One day I wrote her name upon the strand, But came the waves and washed it away: Again I wrote it with a second hand, But came the tide, and made my pains his prey. Vain man, said she, that dost in vain assay A mortal thing so to immortalize! For I myself shall like to this decay, And eek my name be wiped out likewise. Not so (quoth I), let baser things devise To die in dust, but you shall live by fame: My verse your virtues rare shall eternize, And in the heavens write your glorious name; Where, whenas death shall all the world subdue, Our love shall live, and later life renew.

If Anyone Cares. Please Read And Comment
I just got back from a stay in the Hospital Today Friday 11-17-06. I had nose surgery done. My nose had been broken when I was 17 years old. In 15 years my nose begain to give me problems. First I had shortness of breath then I could breath out of it just a little bit and here three weeks ago I couldn't breath through it at all. You see the abillity to breath is even more so important to a Pro Wrestler. I had to turn down matches because I would have blown up in no time. The surgery went off rather smooth and there was only a slight few problems. First they had to cut the facing of my nose loose in order to fix the damnage . Next when I woke up a sat up and slammed my nose into the nurses forearm. and it hurt. The doc had to check it out again as a result a 90 min surgery ended up being 5 hours but other than that everyone when fine I a will be so happy when the nose heals so I can breath once more. Thanks for reading my blog. AJ Macintyre APW Superstar!

Dear....
Dear, I to thee this diamond commend, In which a model of thyself I send. How just unto thy joints this circlet sitteth, So just thy face and shape my fancy fitteth. The touch will try this ring of purest gold, My touch tries thee, as pure though softer mold. That metal precious is, the stone is true, As true, and then how much more precious you. The gem is clear, and hath nor needs no foil, Thy face, nay more, thy fame is free from soil. You'll deem this dear, because from me you have it, I deem your faith more dear, because you gave it. This pointed diamond cuts glass and steel, Your love's like force in my firm heart I feel. But this, as all things else, time wastes with wearing, Where you my jewels multiply with bearing.

Showering Habits
HOW TO SHOWER LIKE A WOMAN Take off clothing and place it in sectioned laundry hamper according to lights and darks. Walk to bathroom wearing long dressing gown. If you see husband along the way, cover up any exposed areas. Look at your womanly physique in the mirror -make mental note to do more sit-ups/leg-lifts, etc. Get in the shower. Use face cloth, arm cloth, leg cloth, long loofah, wide loofah and pumice stone. Wash your hair once with cucumber and sage shampoo with 43 added vitamins. Wash your hair again to make sure it's clean. Condition your hair with grapefruit mint conditioner. Wash your face with crushed apricot facial scrub for 10 minutes until red. Wash entire rest of body with ginger nut and jaffa cake body wash. Rinse conditioner off hair Shave armpits and legs. Turn off shower. Squeegee off all wet surfaces in shower. Spray mold spots with Tilex. Get out of shower. Dry with towel the size of a small country

Punished For Not Causeing Problems.....
And idea from the last post. DIscipline. — Friday, November 17, 2006 Why are we rewarding people for their percieved lack of discipline? And don't people seem degraded that it is assumed they don't posesse such discipline? Basicly, all people need to do, is make it bad for good order and discipline to ban open homosexuallity. Am I inciting riots? NO. The Army is by catering to those who they know don't actually have the discipline to controll themselves. The army is fostering a " we won't do things that will upset people, fair or not " envirement. I was once told that the army is not a democracy. How ever, in this case, that's what people seem to be acting like. Other aspects outside the military, people can, and often defend their practices, unfair, or not, by saying " well that 's what the majority wants. " Democracy at work. Some people are upsett that the courts are " Interferring with Democracy ". This arguement cannot be used in the military though.

†fading Light†
Rain is inevitable to the earth It coats the dead land with life I often wonder if it carries a meaning A cry for help from the lost and alone I think rain is the tears people can't cry Their tear ducts have run dry despair coated Could clouds possibly have any emotions? No but why are they grey and hold no light? They say don't stare into the sun Is it because it blinds with lies? Does it make people sink into a fantasy? One in which, the truth is never revealed The sun burns behind eyelids Damaging the pieces of fragility Light is only reflected through the iris Close your eyes and it's gone once again The stars shine so bright But are they ever lonely? Clinging to the dark sky The moon is their company Alas the moon and stars fade Some nights there are no stars And the moon hides within shadows Appearing only when it wishes When night fades to day Never know what it brings Could be gloomy that day Or perhaps sunny and clear Nature is myster

Women Have Amazing Strengths
They bear hardships and they carry burdens, but they hold happiness, love and joy. They smile when they want to scream. They sing when they want to cry. They cry when they are happy and laugh when they are nervous. They fight for what they believe in. They stand up to injustice. They don't take "no" for an answer when they believe there is a better solution. They go without so their family can have. They go to the doctor with a frightened friend. They love unconditionally. They cry when their children excel and cheer when their friends get awards. They are happy when they hear about a birth or a wedding. Their hearts break when a friend dies. They grieve at the loss of a family member, yet they are strong when they think there is no strength left. They know that a hug and a kiss can heal a broken heart. Women come in all shapes, sizes and colors. They'll drive, fly, walk, run or e-mail you to show how much they care about

My Own Pain
My Own Pain ! ! ! My Own Pain I have so much pain to go through I wonder everyday why this is happening to me How could god do this to me? My only answer for that is it is meant to be this way My heart can't take to much more I am breaking everyday Only God knows how much I can handle Why do people have to lie? I can't answer that only they can Why do people hurt the ones they Love? I can't answer that only they can Why is my Heart feeling so much Pain? Only I can answer That. Why is it that things run in our heads each night before we sleep? I don't have the answer for that either All I know is I have My Own Pain In Time I hope it goes away I don't like being angry I don't like not trusting I don't like being unhappy when I don't know what they want I don't like secrets I am open, honest, caring, loving, love my family I believe things happen for reasons and I am here for a reason and that Is to

The Bee
One day a young couple were in their bedroom making love. All of a sudden a bumblebee entered the bedroom window. As the young lady parted her legs the bee entered her vagina.The woman started screaming "Oh my God, help me, there's a bee in my vagina!"The husband immediately took her to the local doctor and explained the situation. The doctor thought for a moment and said "Hmm, tricky situation. But I have a solution to the problem if young sir would permit." The husband being very concerned agreed that the doctor could use whatever method to get the bee out of his wife's vagina. The doctor said "OK, what I'm gonna do is rub some honey over the top of my penis and insert it into your wife's vagina. When I feel the bee getting closer to the tip of my penis I shall withdraw it and the bee should hopefully follow my penis out of your wife's vagina. The husband nodded and gave his approval. The young lady said "Yes, Yes, whatever, just get on with it." So the doctor, after coverin

My Religion!!
The article below was written by our late webmaster, Herne. In it, he describes how Wicca draws from the Old Traditions of Witchcraft. While this is true, we would simply like to clarify up front that Witchcraft and Wicca, while simular in many respects, are not the same. One can be a Witch, without being a Wiccan, just as a person can be a Christian, without being a Baptist. Futhermore, Wicca is a recognized religion, while Witchcraft itself is not considered a religion. Thus, Wicca might best be described as a modern religion, based on ancient Witchcraft traditions. What Is Wicca Contrary to what those who choose to persecute or lie about us wish to believe, Wicca is a very peaceful, harmonious and balanced way of thinking and life which promotes oneness with the divine and all which exists. Wicca is a deep appreciation and awe in watching the sunrise or sunset, the forest in the light of a glowing moon, a meadow enchanted by the first light of day. It is the morning dew

Real Photos
know how you can easily check and see if someones pics are really them? real people have high res pics. not these little pics that are so small you can barely see them. small pics are generally stolen from site that restricts size of the pics. other then that, there is always the salute pics....:)

Saucy Honey Mustard Chicken
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 5 min Total Time: 20 min Makes: 4 servings, one chicken breast and 4-1/2 tsp. sauce each 1 Tbsp. oil 4 small boneless skinless chicken breast halves (1 lb.) 1/4 cup KRAFT Zesty Italian Dressing 1/4 cup PHILADELPHIA Cream Cheese Spread 2 Tbsp. GREY POUPON Dijon Mustard 1 Tbsp. honey HEAT oil in large nonstick skillet on medium heat. Add chicken; cover. Cook 5 to 6 min. on each side or until cooked through (170°F). ADD dressing, cream cheese spread, mustard and honey. COOK and stir 2 min. or until sauce is smooth and bubbly. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Serving Suggestion Serve with hot cooked MINUTE White Rice and peas. NUTRITION INFORMATION Nutrition (per serving) Calories 270 Total fat 15g Saturated fat 4g Cholesterol 85mg Sodium 580mg Carbohydrate 7g Dietary fiber 0g Sugars 6g Protein 26g Vitamin A 4%DV Vitamin C 0%DV Calcium 4%DV Iron 6%DV

Drugs / G
“G” Life. Why does it ... My Power is awesome, try me you'll see, know if you do, you'll never break free. Just try me once, and I may let you go. But try it twice and I will take your soul. When I possess you, you'll steal, you'll lie, you'll take from your loved ones, just to stay high. The crimes you'll commit from my narcotic charms. They'll be worth the pleasure, you'll feel in my arms. You'll lie to your mother, you'll steal from your dad. When you see their tears, will you feel sad? Just forget your morals and the way you were raised. I'll be your consience, I'll teach you my ways. 'Ll take kids from their parents, I'll take parents from their kids. I turn people from god, and I seperate friends. I'll always be with you right there by your side. You'll give up everything, your family, your hope, and your pride. I'll take and I'll take, until you have no more to give. When Im finished with you, you'll be lucky to liv

Super-easy Chicken Enchilada Skillet
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 5 min Total Time: 20 min Makes: 4 servings, about 1-1/4 cups each 1 Tbsp. oil 1 lb. boneless skinless chicken breast halves, cut into bite-size pieces 1 can (14-1/2 oz.) fat-free reduced-sodium chicken broth 1/4 cup KRAFT Ranch Dressing 2 Tbsp. flour 6 TACO BELL HOME ORIGINALS Flour Tortillas, cut into small pieces 1 cup KRAFT Mexican Style Shredded Four Cheese 1/2 cup TACO BELL HOME ORIGINALS Salsa HEAT oil in large deep skillet on medium-high heat. Add chicken; cook 7 min. or until cooked through, stirring occasionally. MIX broth, dressing and flour until well blended; gradually add to skillet, stirring constantly. Add tortillas; stir to combine. Bring to boil. Reduce heat to medium-low; simmer 3 min. SPRINKLE with cheese; cover. Simmer 3 to 5 min. or until cheese is melted. Top with salsa. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Healthy Living Trim 6 grams of fat per serving by preparing as directed, using KRAFT LIGHT DONE RIGHT! Ranch Reduced Fat D

The Card I Am
You are the World Completion, Good Reward. The World is the final card of the Major Arcana, and as such represents saturnian energies, time, and completion. The World card pictures a dancer in a Yoni (sometimes made of laurel leaves). The Yoni symbolizes the great Mother, the cervix through which everything is born, and also the doorway to the next life after death. It is indicative of a complete circle. Everything is finally coming together, successfully and at last. You will get that Ph.D. you've been working for years to complete, graduate at long last, marry after a long engagement, or finish that huge project. This card is not for little ends, but for big ones, important ones, ones that come with well earned cheers and acknowledgements. Your hard work, knowledge, wisdom, patience, etc, will absolutely pay-off; you've done everything right. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Take This Quiz!
WASHINGTON, D.C. QUIZ See how much you know. Put your answers in a comment. Try not to look them up. I'll post the answers in a couple days. 1. What is the name of the building that Congress meets in? 2. What is the name of the President's official home in Washington, D.C.? 3. Who was the first President of the United States? 4. Who was president during the Civil War? 5. What famous document did Thomas Jefferson write? 6. What color are most of the government building in Washington, D.C.? 7. Is the Library of Congress the largest library in the world? 8. Which war resulted in the most American Deaths? 9. Is Arlington National Cemetery located in Washington, D.C. or Virginia? 10. How many wild tigers are there in the world?

Big Weekend!
AS many of you know tomorrow is the big day! The day Ohio State will kick Michgans ass once again! Also, I am leaving tomarrow for the Homstead race in Miami! And the Browns play the Steelers on sunday as well. So as you can see from above who all my favs are lol. Have great weekend everyone! Will be back on monday! Much love to you all~Heather

Heart , Body & Soul
Her body drenched in sweat as she hears his voice on the phone The thought of him sitting behind him kissing her neck and squeezing her breasts awakening such strong desires with in her Feeling his body pressed against hers Moaning softly feeling his hardness Wanting no almost begging him "Please baby, take me.now. And having him refuse as he gets down on his knees before her and begins the wonderful torture on her using his lips and tongue to make her scream out in passion. Giving him what he had been longing for as she filled his waiting lips with her sweet juices.Clutching his head holding it against her till her shaking subsided. She looks into his eyes as he raises up and starts rubbing his hardness against her .Her body trembling in anticipation as the two of them finally become one for the first time. For years their fantaises have been leading up to this once in a lifetime moment as he slowly slides into her and her body responds pulling him deep inside . Finally fee

Love / Sex
why when you are in love you have to have sex or dating to have sex or just friends have to have sex why dont guy get it now a day that woman might not want just that they want some thing real they want some one that wont leave if any thing happens if you think about it why guys have to be close hearted they think about one thing and its not the woman its about their dick guys need to think about woman so they can plz their dick but they dont that why some of us never do it i love some one i hope they love me cuz he is the best he is sick he seam not to want to hurt me at all but i just dont know any more i dont know if i should date or stay single or just date some one that lives by me go with my heart or no go with my mind or no lose all or lose none but lose 3 and keep one i dont know what i should do any thing i should just stay single

Not For You
searing pain feeling faint how do you stop? downturned smile oblivious all the while as i hide farther and farther away. warmth leaving emotions seathing watch me turn away. wear the mask live with only one task take away the feeling. grow together now and forever life tears away. cuts deeper bleeds forever you are amazing.

Queen Of Hearts
stop the beating stop the bleeding take it back to square one stop the madness stop the feeling turn around with cast down eyes tears of joy tears of sorrow please let me make it until tomorrow the start of something altogether new the end of all of the feelings dont missunderstand dont take this wrong heres your one chance, please dont let me down i give to you a single hope i say a prayer in vain i know whats right i know this is true hear me now, let me get through to you break a heart drop a name dont let this end the same one more stanza one more frame one more note to sing in shame. blade meets flesh blood meets steel make it count make it matter dont flee from your queen of hearts.

The Game
twisted game heart aflame make all vison blur say the word pray that its heard shiver thoughout the night frightfully real one can hardly deal take away the truth single chance couple's dance do you really dare the worlds a stage everyone filled with rage emotions based on lies single dropped tear blood tainted with fear do you dare to play?

Stained With Blood
honesty lies tear stained eyes cast your lot into the blackest night single blade do you crave? watch the warmth rush from your veins endless ink skin turned pink watch the sky and patiently die turn in pain pray to gain your forever lost dream became a single nightmare single care take the dare dont fall victim to the attention make it count make it matter run away from your inner mad hatter.

Secret Drug
sleepless night delightful fright close your eyes and make a wish dream of now ask me how take this burden into eternal bliss cast your coin place the bet dream of night and never frett one more step one more scream oh please wake me from this endless dream dream a lie secretly die turn away as the crows feed rip of flesh flood of blood the coldness turns to ice smile of fear tear of joy metal sears right through turn away gruesome sight leave me with my fears as they take flight

Forever Grim
certain death certain sleep certain lies that make me weep chains and scars tears and bars unimaginative weaving of a peaceful perfect dream falls away from all that it really seems choak and cry weave and die take a chance on a single false lie pour out to me you bitter words make all fake emotion come in great floods wash it away the dark stains of blood dont wish to hard for another great flood blood and more call me a whore you can always see who really wants more more than this more than that more than something you draw from a hat fill my cup grin at my loss watch your back for she is the boss

Simply Glazed Pork Chop Dinner
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 10 min Total Time: 30 min Makes: 4 servings 1 can (14-1/2 oz.) fat-free reduced-sodium chicken broth 2 cups MINUTE Brown Rice, uncooked 3 cups small broccoli florets 4 bone-in pork chops (1-1/4 lb.), 1/2 inch thick 1/4 cup KRAFT LIGHT DONE RIGHT! CATALINA Reduced Fat Dressing 1/4 cup orange juice 3 Tbsp. maple-flavored or pancake syrup 2 Tbsp. sliced PLANTERS Almonds, toasted BRING broth to boil in medium saucepan on medium-high heat; stir in rice. Cover. Reduce heat to medium-low; simmer 3 min. Add broccoli; stir. Cover; simmer an additional 2 min. Remove from heat; let stand 5 min. or until broth is completely absorbed. MEANWHILE, heat large nonstick skillet sprayed with cooking spray on medium heat. Add chops; cook 4 min. on each side or until lightly browned on both sides and cooked through (160°F). Remove from skillet; cover to keep warm. ADD dressing, orange juice and syrup to skillet. Bring to boil on medium-high heat; cook 3 min. or

Cacciatore-style Chicken Bake
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 10 min Total Time: 40 min Makes: 6 servings 1-2/3 cups hot water 1 pkg. (6 oz.) STOVE TOP Stuffing Mix for Chicken 1-1/2 lb. boneless skinless chicken breasts, cut into bite-sized pieces 1 small each: red and green pepper, chopped 1 small onion, chopped 1 jar (14 oz.) spaghetti sauce PREHEAT oven to 425°F. Add hot water to stuffing mix; stir just until moistened. Set aside. PLACE chicken, peppers and onions in 13x9-inch baking dish; mix lightly. Pour spaghetti sauce over chicken mixture; top with prepared stuffing. BAKE 30 min. or until chicken is cooked through. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Jazz It Up Sprinkle with KRAFT 100% Grated Parmesan Cheese, if desired. Substitute Substitute 2 cups of your favorite frozen mixed vegetable medley for the peppers. NUTRITION INFORMATION Nutrition Bonus: Serve your loved ones this low calorie, low-fat Italian inspired dish. As an added bonus, the peppers provide a good source of vitamin C.

All Ya Gotta Do Is Say
ok to some certain people out there i can tell when i am being ignored what the fuck i did to some of you i dont even know but tell ya what go thru what i have been thru the past month and see how much you fucking get around to sending out this and that i love each and every one of my friends but dam when i do send soemthing and ya cant get a freakin hi or somthing the fuck you to

Ok Well....i Got Hit Again.....here We Go.....
MY FRIEND PONYGIRLSUE HIT ME WITH THIS!!! I TOLD HER I WASN'T SURE IF I COULD COME UP WITH 10 THINGS WORTH MENTIONING....BUT I WILL GIVE IT A SHOT!! LOL 10 THINGS YOU MAY OR MAY NOT KNOW ABOUT ME: 1. First off, I am getting married to my wonderful man, wereuspeaking2me, at the beginning of next year. We have been together for 7 years and have two kids together, and now I finally get to have some papers on his but! LOL j/k dear 2. I was married before, to the father of my first 3 kids, for about 10 years. Two of those years we were separated. 3. If you haven't figured it out yet....I have 5 kids total....yes....I said 5. lolol 4. I just finished school at the end of July of this year. That is very hard to do with all these kids too. I graduated Magna Cum Laud too!! They gave me this pretty rope to hold back my curtains with for all my hard work at graduation!! LMAO 5. I have a sister but we don't really talk all that much. I guess we just have too many years between

I Need Your Help.....
Okay peeps tryin this one more time for those of you who didnt get the other one....I am in a best booty contest, for those of you who will plz go vote for me...and dont forget to comment.. [ CherryTAP.com photo: 2189708643 ] just click on the pic...thanks

Be A Breast Supporter!
Let's be honest, we all love breasts. Straight men and lesbians everywhere love to look at, fell and maybe even have a little nibble on some lady funbags. And everyone else loves to laugh at the ridiculousness of man-boobs. With this in mind we should all be doing what we can to help keep as many breasts on this planet healthy. So with this in mind, I have a favor to ask, it only takes a minute.... The Breast Cancer site is still having trouble getting enough people to click on their site daily to meet their quota of donating at least one free mammogram a day to an underprivileged woman. It takes less than a minute to go to their site and click on "donating a mammogram" for free (pink window in the middle). This doesn't cost you a thing. Their corporate sponsors/advertisers use the number of daily visits to donate mammogram in exchange for advertising. Here's the web site! Please repost this to help keep pert breasts, saggy breast, tiny little breasts, huge breasts, and

Feeling Pain
you go through life trying to hide and side step feeling pain, have you ever stopped and wondered what would happen if you stared pain in the face so to speak and got over it? pain makes you realize if not but for a short time you are alive. how else can we honestly know that we are alive or living without pain? let me know what u think just an observation on my part.

2009-the End Of America
0 votes Flag this Post 2009- the end of our counrty as we know it.... — Friday, November 17, 2006 We fought the communists in ww 1. we fought the nazis in WW2. We fought north korea, and many other conlicts. Most say we had never lost a war. ( other than some might say vietnam, but whenever we seem to lose, we call it a conflict, so we can say we never lost a war. lol ) But in 2009, because we ignored the argument of national security reasons as a compelling interest to not allowing people to be openly gay, we have lost the war on terrorism. They have blown up our buildings, crashed our planes, and taken over our country. Our troops were so against people being able to be openly gay, that they weren't able to deal with it. They didn't have the discipline or maturaty to just accept people for who they were. It caused riots, and completly distroyed good order. Some of our troops, while deployed walked over to the enemy and gave up, and even worse, went over to their s

Ok First Blog
So im new to the site and every ones been really nice. i dont do blogs often but hey something to do. well today was fun. I didnt have to work and my husband, gf and i bottled our new brew. We make our own alcohol. whoo hoo!! so its a raspberry cider. soooooo smooth and slightly tart. you could drink so much and not even think twice. till you stood up. then BAM down you go. it has about as much alcohol as a wine its a bit more than that though. so tonight we are enjoying it and getting totally trashed! hope every one's night is fun and safe!

Love, Kindness, Spirt And Prisoner's
Hey everyone. What's up? Wow, I have been thinking about thing's like crazy. Sometimes my thought's scare me but sometimes I scare my self because I don't think enough. I relize I blow off a lot of thing's because I don't want to think about them, leaving them to not get worse or better. I then miss out on lesson's I could have learned and feeling's I could have felt or wisdom I could have grew with. Sometimes I'm scared of myself in a big way because I know, I know right from wrong but I tend not to listen to myself and that can lead me into load's of trouble. I have relized as well that all the talk of not feeling loanly and me not needing a guy is true yet false. I see how I can be with a man and I see that I can feel so tinse because I don't want to show my true inner self and really give them my all being because if they brake apart of me I've lost a piece of me in a since. Even if it's not a relashinship or a dateing thing, allowing myself to open up to a friend and then them

Truck Driver
One day an old man sat down on a bench and across the street he saw a little boy sitting on the curb. The old man sat and watched him and saw that he was holding a cat by the tail and had candy in his hand. Every few minutes, the little boy would pop a few pieces of candy in his mouth, bite the cat on the tail, and scoot down a little bit. After the man watched the little boy for a few minutes he walked over and asked the little boy what he was doing. The little boy replied, "I'm playing truck driver!" "Playing truck driver?" the man asked. "Yeah, I'm popping pills, eating pussy, and moving on down the line!"

A Night Out!
A night Out! It was a rainy day she wanted to go for a ride and sit with her man and listen to good music. She Had been thinking of this night for awhile ...She had this smile on her face when he walked into the room Pet, what's with that wicked smile? She looked up to find him staring at her ..Oh Just thinking love , no worries...He smiled and kissed her lets be off them he said I want to get there early for a good seat , you know it fills up on Saturday nights. They rode on bike and it felt wonderful The vibrations between her legs from the roar of the engine made her night just a little bit more enjoyable They pulled up in front of the club and parked he helped her off and gave her one of those oh,So fine your mine kind of kisses that just melted her she gentle put her hand on his cheek and patted it I do love you so she smiled and they walked inside The place was busy and full of the Saturday night crowd but they did managed to find a seating a dark corner where it wa

Understandiger
somethings gotta give somethings gotta give somethings gotta give somethings gotta give I am so damn tired I am gonna be 32 next week and I am so fuckin tired somethings gotta give somethings gotta give somethings gotta give somethings gotta give and that something is me

Dream Lover
DREAM LOVER I Dream of a man who is dreaming of me I lay in bed drifting in and out of my dreams, awaiting my lover to arrive. I am gently awakened by a cool breeze coming threw an open window I don't remember leaving open. As I get up to close it I cringe as my bare feet hit the chilly floor. I shut the window and return to my warm, big. comfy bed. I drift back to sleep I dream he his slowly caressing my thighs and kisses me ever so gently. It takes every bit of my self control to lie still. He slowly licks my inner thigh, I hold out for as long as I can savagely biting my pillow, no longer able to hold back as his warm tongue finds the warm pleasure it seeks. I grab his hair and pull him towards me in the wild passion that is in his eyes I see my own reflex ed back and it makes me smile. We make love, fast and hard, hot and sweaty, for that we love both needing each other in the night. Both give and take the hot passion which neither want to denied the other. Wh

The Warmth
THE WARMTH He comes to me in the night The curtains blow in the breeze He walks across to where I sleep And gently touches my face I awake to find him staring at me I pull back the covers and invite him in He slips in beside me and tightly wraps his arm around me Maybe tonight he whispers, You will help me threw this long night Just hold me and give me your warmth I seek only with you Feed upon me , my love I see the anguish I feel your pain You would not bite me and feed upon my blood, But I need to do this for you my love. Take from me what you need But make me one promise, Feed upon me and only me and I will give you what you seek If you can give me your love, that's all I really need By Jane

Could You Handle Montana
Could you handle living in Montana? Totally!!Yes!! Your a true Montanan, I love you! You are totally into the Montana Lifestyle, you love the outdoors and everything Montana has to offerTake The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

Thug Love Story
ThUg LoVe StOrY Baby: i love you -Thug: yeah i know everyone does! -Baby: really? -Thug: yeah... everyone of my friends that are girls tell me that everyday -Baby: oh... but am i only your friend? -Thug: no... youre my girlfriend... why? -Baby: so when i say i love you i really do mean it -Thug: yeah i know you do mean it... its just that you dont need to tell me that you love me cuz i know you have since the day we got together and i love you more and more each and everyday. -Baby: ...... -Thug: so wanna go somewhere tonight for our 7th anni? -Baby: yeah... where? -Thug: i dont know... maybe movie then dinner? -Baby: ok -Thug: ill pick you put after i get off and get ready ok? -Baby: ok. what time do you get off? -Thug: in 2 hours and then i gotta go home and yeah get ready which takes about 15-20 mintues... -Baby: aye... i thought you didnt have work today... -Thug: one of my co-workers called in sick -Baby:

Blessings ¢¾
If you woke up this morning with more health than illness, you are more blessed than the million who won't survive the week. If you have never experienced the danger of battle, the loneliness of imprisonment, the agony of torture or the pangs of starvation, you are ahead of 20 million people around the world. If you attend a church meeting without fear of harassment, arrest, torture, or death, you are more blessed than almost three billion people in the world. If you have food in your refrigerator, clothes on your back, a roof over your head and a place to sleep, you are richer than 75% of this world. If you have money in the bank, in your wallet, and spare change in a dish someplace, you are among the top 8% of the world's wealthy. If your parents are still married and alive, you are very rare, especially in the United States . If you hold up your head with a smile on your face and are truly thankful, you are blessed b

Imma Awesome Cutie ¢¾ With A Nice Rack
ONCE U HAVE OPENED THIS,YOU WILL HAVE BAD LUCK 4 A WEEK!!! BUT IF U REPOST THIS, U WILL GET KiSSED BY UR CRUSH ON FRIDAY!!! IT'S FRIDAY....THIS WAS EASY & FUN! What color of shirt are you wearing? Red=innocent Green=stupid Blue=loud White= naughty Aqua=freaky Yellow=skanky Purple=a little TOO happy Black= emo Orange=multicolored Gray= preppy

Can I Have That Back?
know that I gave it to you, I gave it without reservation, I gave it to you fully Without an ounce of hesitation. I was so proud of the gift I had given you, And I know you cherished it every day, It was a gift I promised you’d have forever, Even long after I faded away. You see, there is now a problem, That I hope you can understand, I need to ask for my gift back, As I wish to give it to another man. He deserves it so many ways, But I don’t have it to give, You see, I promised that he could have it for as long as we both shall live. You and me, we never really made that vow, They were just youthful dreams., So please tell me I can have it now And understand how much it means. It’s really hard to ask for it back and it’s tearing me apart, But I have to move on my first true love, So I am asking you know, Can I please have back my heart?

I Believe - Ii
I believe- that our background and circumstances may have influenced who we are, but we are responsible for who we become. I believe- that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I believe- that just because someone doesn't love you the way you want them to doesn't mean they don't love you with all they have. I believe- that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. Same goes for true love. I believe- that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I believe- that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I believe- that you can keep going, long after you can't. I believe- that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I believe- that either you control your attitude or it controls you. I believe- that heroes are the people who do what ha

Please Rate My Bird, She Gave Me The Best 7 Years Of My Life. :(
Blossom was my baby. I got her as a birthday present before I started middle school, and she made it into college with me. I've never cried as much as the day that she died. I finally had her saying "I love you." Can you imagine how cute that was? Well, it was twice as cute as you're picturing it, trust me. I also had a little yellow bird named Blondie, who was only a few months old. I loved her as well, but I barely knew her. Please vote for Blossom in the best pet contest. She truly was the best pet ever. I would love to win this, just to know that everyone else sees how wonderful she was.

First Time Here
HI EVERYONE THIS IS MY FIRST TIME AT ATTEMPTING TO WRITE A BLOG SOOOO FOR ANYONE WHO READS THIS PLZ BARE WITH ME I JUST PRETTY MUCH WANT TO THANK EVERYONE WHO HAS LEFT ME COMMENTS ON MY PAGE AND MY PICTURES THEY ARE GREATLY APPRECIATED I LOVE YOU ALL PLZ KEEP THE COMMENTS COMING I LOVE THEM ALL **KISSES**

Honestly..
do I, in any way, bring a reason for people to be so incredibly rude to me? Something happened on here yesterday that makes me think that I do attract the rudeness in people, and egg them on somehow. Below is the letter that resulted from the incident that I sent to Support, detailing it. I did marr the name of the offensive (in my opinion) member, so that the rare occasion comes that someone wants to send him hate mail or mean comments, it will be harder for them to do so. Because, yes, he is still on here, and the I don't believe that anything was done about it... Please, my dear reader, take a moment and read the message I sent below, and tell me what I should have done differently and what I did to attract his ultmost aggravating behavior... ------------------------------------------------- Okay, here's the issue. I made a mum about possible contest ideas that I could put into action. Link: http://cherrytap.com/mum.php?id=5637 There was another member (Di***ne) who com

My New Fetish
I never used to understand why women were always saying "I just can't resist a man in uniform", and honestly, I still don't really understand it...lol. But recently I've noticed that I've developed a fetish for men in the military. I don't know why but there is something about them that gets me all hot and bothered.

Whats On My Mind
I have been sitting in my room and thinking bout the shit that keeps eating at my mind and I wonder what the hell I have made of myself. Its like I dont know the person I have turned into so full of hate and just looking for reasons to walk out that door. I sit and think about how much I hate my life and how the people around me deserve to know the truth about the person they think I am cause I'm not this happy person that they all once knew I have built up this wall to keep them all out and I dont want to let it fall cause I know what lies on the other side. I wonder why I fell so weird like some one else is walking in my shoes this person I am is not me I'm mean and not afraid to speak my mind. I dont hide from what stands in my way I go for it even if it is dangerouse but lately I feel like I have been punking out cause I know I will lose it all if I slip up and my kids mean so much more to me then that. And they deserve more then what they get now where there home is a war zo

Stick A Fork In Me...
Cause I'm fucking done. Done with boys. Done with relationships and "feelings" and just all of it. Don't flirt with me. Don't tell me that I'm pretty/beautiful/cute/sexy/anything. Don't put your arm around me. Don't kiss me on the cheek/forehead/neck/lips/anywhere. Don't tell me that you're sorry. Don't tell me that you're confused. Don't tell me that you still want to be friends. Don't tell me that you want to still talk. Don't tell me that you'll still be there for me. Don't give me anymore excuses. Don't feed me anymore lines. Don't bother! Because I'm MOTHER FUCKING DONE! Cut directly from a convo I had tonight: "this guy, told me he liked me. then said he didnt. then said he did, but he doesnt want a relationship. then said he likes me, but doesnt want to see me anymore, that he wants to become a hermit and he doesnt know what he wants with his life, like liking me is some sort of life-altering thing. so i dropped off his shit, and im done. im not taking anyones bullshit any

A Strong Woman Vs A Woman Of Strength
A strong woman works out every day to keep her body in shape... but a woman of strength builds relationships to keep her soul in shape. A strong woman isn't afraid of anything... but a woman of strength shows courage in the midst of her fear. A strong woman won't let anyone get the best of her... but a woman of strength gives the best of her to everyone. A strong woman makes mistakes and avoids the same in the future... but a woman of strength realizes life's mistakes can also be unexpected blessings and capitalizes on them. A strong woman wears the look of confidence on her face... but a woman of strength wears grace. A strong woman has faith that she is strong enough for the journey... but a woman of strength, has faith that it is in the journey that she will become strong.

Thanks
HEY EVERYBODY! I WANNA THANK YOU A MILLION TIMES OVER FOR HELPING ME LEVEL! EVERYONE IS SO GREAT AND I'M HAVINF A BLAST WITH ALL MY NEW FRIENDS! AGAIN THANKS SO MUCH FOR ALL YOUR HELP! TAKE CARE & HAVE A GOOD ONE!! ~BABY BLUE~

Trying To Forget
when i think of the past tears start to flow, i've tried to set you free but my heart won't let you go, i've tried to forget all that we shared, i've even tried to pretend i never cared, my heart doesn't play the fool, deep down under all the deception it knows it loves you

The Abc's Of A Friend
....... A Friend.... (A)ccepts you as you are (B)elieves in "you" (C)alls you just to say "HI" (D)oesn't give up on you (E)nvisions the whole of you (even the unfinished parts) (F)orgives your mistakes (G)ives unconditionally (H)elps you (I)nvites you over (J)ust "be" with you (K)eeps you close at heart (L)oves you for who you are (M)akes a difference in your life (N)ever Judges (O)ffer support (P)icks you up (Q)uiets your fears (R)aises your spirits (S)ays nice things about you (T)ells you the truth when you need to hear it (U)nderstands you (V)alues you (W)alks beside you (X)plains thing you don't understand (Y)ells when you won't listen and (Z)aps you back to reality

My Princess, My Wife
For My Dear Wife, On This Usual Day; I Write You This Poem, In My Own Special Way. I Wanted To Tell You, In Words Of My Own; You're The Most Precious Person, That I've Ever Known. You're The Prettiest Girl, Than Any I've Seen; Your Body Is Flawless, So Slender And Lean. Your Eyes Have That Sparkle, That I Can't Live Without; One Day Without Them, And I'd Die There's No Doubt. And I Just Lose Control, When I Glance At Your Hair; Those Curls Are Just Stunning, So Perfect And Rare. You're The Most Caring Person, That I've Ever Met; There's No One Like You, And That I Can Bet. What Attracts Me The Most, Is Your Sweet And Kind Touch; You're A Gift Sent From Heaven, And I Love You So Much. So Hold Me As Close, As You Possibly Can; 'Cause Now And Forever, I Am Your Man

If We Don't Take Chances...
If We Don't Take Chances Then We'll Never Find The Rainbows If we don't ever take chances, We won't reach the rainbows. If we don't ever search, We'll never be able to find. If we don't attempt to get over, Our doubts and fears, We'll never discover how wonderful it is to live without them. If we don't go beyond difficulty, We won't grow any stronger. If we won't keep our dreams alive, We won't have our dreams any longer But... If we can take a chance now and then, Seek and search, discover and dream, Grow and go through each day With knowledge that We can only take as much as we can give, And we only can get out of life As we allow ourselves to live. Then... We can be truly happy. We can realize a dream or two along the way, And we can make a habit of Reaching out to rainbows And coloring our lives With wonderful days...

10 Hour Shifts
I hate working 10 hour shifts...but hey the extra hours help out alot. I know this much. my feet hurt, my legfs hurt, my back hurts, I'm just sore. and tomorrow I gt to gon in from 4 to midnight getting to close again. God I can't wait for the Pizza to get here. I'm fucking hungry.

How To Stay Young
1. Throw out nonessential numbers. This includes age, weight and height. Let the doctor worry about them. That is why you pay him/her. 2. Keep only cheerful friends. The grouches pull you down. If you really need a grouch, there are probably a few dozen of your relatives to do the job and several thousand will be met in a chat room... ignore them. You want to SMILE. 3. Keep learning. Learn more about the computer, crafts, gardening, whatever. Just never let the brain idle. 4. Laugh often, long and loud. Laugh until you gasp for breath. Laugh so much that you can be tracked in the store by your distinctive laughter. 5. The tears happen. Endure, grieve, and move on. The only person who is with us our entire life, is ourselves. 6. Surround yourself with what you love, whether it is family, pets, keepsakes, music, plants, hobbies, whatever. Your home is your refuge. 7. Cherish your health. If it is good, preserve it. If it is unstable, improve it. If it is beyond wh

Going Unnoticed
So much to say But no one to talk too All alone Afraid of my feelings So confused So unwanted So unloved Crawling under the bed to get away from the troubles No one cares Attitude changing No one notices Never talking anymore No one asks what is wrong Never even showing up People go unlooking Communication doesn�t matter If my feelings can�t be heard Bottled up in my pity Opened at despair Life is so meaningless But death only seems inviting

Our Little Stalker!!!
For those of you who missed my blog yesturday... I just wanted to get the word out abbout a little girl who is using this site, and others to harras and stalk my fiance and I. Her name is meggie, on here. We've already blocked her, but she has ripped photos of him, our dog, etc. from both of our sites. So for those of you who aren't here for drama. As well of you that don't respect people, relationships, or others personal pictures for that matter... you might want to avoid this girl! I'm going to try to post her link below, to help all of us avoid her. Thanks for listening! Have a great... stalker free, night!!! Christina meggie@ CherryTAP

The Gift Of An Angel
May you always have an Angel by your side. Watching out for you in all the things you do. Reminding you to keep believing in brighter days. Finding ways for your wishes and dreams to come true. Giving you hope that is as certain as the sun. Giving you the strength of serenity as your guide. May you always have love and comfort and courage. May you always have an Angel by your side. Someone there to catch you if you fall, Encouraging your dreams, Inspiring your happiness, Holding your hand and helping you through it all. In all of our days, our lives are always changing. Tears come along as well as smiles. Along the roads you travel, May the miles be a thousand times more lovely than lonely. May they give you gifts that never, ever end. Someone wonderful to love and a dear friend in whom you can confide. May you have rainbows after every storm. May you have hopes to keep you safe and warm. And may you always have an Angel by your side. Friends Are Like Angels.

Friends Are Like Angels
Our friends are like angels, who brighten our days. In all kinds of wonderful, Magical ways. Their thoughtfulness comes, As a gift from above. And we feel we're surrounded, By warm, caring love. Like upside-down rainbows, Their smiles bring the sun. And they fill ho-hum moments, With laughter and fun. Friends are like angels, Without any wings. Blessing our lives, With the most precious things.

Love Hurts
I wrote a poem: Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics by www.sexiluv.com A black rose Love is death, its the blackest of all feelings that human feel. Its a wolf in sheeps clothing its comes so innocently, so pure. But as you go on you realize that love only causes pain Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics by www.sexiluv.com it shows its true self and you realize that your screwed. A black rose is love, it represents the death of your soul and innocents. The thorns represent the pain and struggle you feel through the journey of love. Anger fills my soul, my Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics by www.sexiluv.com blood runs cold. Im dead, my soul, my mind, my world is cold and dead. I dont believe love is as special as most people make it out to be. Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics by www.sexiluv.com Love is death, Love is a black rose. Beatiful, soft and deadly

To My Friends
To My Friends Who Are... MARRIED Love is not about "it's your fault", but "I'm sorry" not "where are you', but "I'm right here" not "how could you", but "I understand" not "I wish you were", but "I'm thankful you are." To My Friends Who Are... ENGAGED The true measure of compatibility is not the years spent together but how good you are for each other. To My Friends Who Are... NOT SO SINGLE Love isn't about becoming somebody else's" perfect person." It's about finding someone who helps you become the best person you can be. To My Friends Who Are... HEARTBROKEN Heartbreaks last as long as you want and cut deep as you allow them to go. The challenge is not how to survive heartbreaks but to learn from them. To My Friends Who Are... NAIVE How to be in love: Fall but don't stumble, be consistent but not too persistent, share and never be unfair, understand and try not to demand, and get hurt but never keep the pain. To My Friends Who Are... PLAYING HARD TO GET Tr

Ohhh....subtitles For My Blogs
So CherryTap eh? I'm half intrigued and half...um..some other word'd by it. A MySpace that gives you points. This makes being fake so much more fun cuz you get (cherry) points for it ;) Never has anyone tried so hard to get me to join a site than they did for this and I'm left wondering...was it for the points??? How am I supposed to know if they genuinely wanted my online friendship or just need more crack...er cherry points?? Honestly I could give a fuck...I just needed to blog so I could get more...er...um..points!

Just To Name A Few......... .
well, there's sex, you can have sex, sexual intercourse, a quickie, consummate a marriage, couple, copulate, coddle, or commit the act of procreation. You could be making whoopee, making love, love making, scrogging, slapping skin, or sweating to the oldies. You could sleep with someone, sleep together, sleep around, fool around, whore around, screw around, or just screw, shag, shank, score, fornicate, fork, pork, pump, poke, plank, pound, boff bonk, bop, bone bang, or boink. You could be dancing between the sheets, doing the horizontal bop, the horizontal mambo, the prone boogie, or even the hunka-chunka. You could be humping, bumping, humping and bumping, bumping uglies, the ol' bump and grind, or making the two backed beast. You could play doctor, hide the salami, hide the sausage, because dammit, it's the most fun you can have with your clothes off. You could break in a new mattress, or give the old one a workout. You could be squeaking the spr

First Day...
A passenger in a taxi leaned over to ask the driver a question and tapped him on the shoulder.The driver screamed, lost control of the cab, nearly hit a bus, drove up over the curb, and stopped just inches from a large plate glass window. For a few moments everything was silent in the cab, and then the still shaking driver said, "I'm sorry but you scared the daylights out of me." The frightened passenger apologized to the driver and said he didn't realize a mere tap on the shoulder could frighten him so much. The driver replied, "No, no, I'm sorry, it's entirely my fault. Today is my first day driving a cab. I've been driving a hearse for the last 25 years."

Lmao..
A guy goes into a bar and orders a shot of whiskey, after downing that one orders another, and another, and other. The puzzled bartender ask him "What are you celebrating?" "I just had my first blow job" The bartender says "Congratulations, heres one on me!" The guy downs that one and says "Thanks! This sure takes the taste out of my mouth!"

Fuck Me Now
Fuck me now!!!! Pushing me against the wall, your hands roaming all over my body, you lean in...breathing heavily on my neck making goose bumps break out over my skin. Running your teeth along the curve of my neck, reaching mehind me with your hands you pull me sharply into you as you bite my neck hard enough to make me cry out, my panties becomming instantly wet, my body pushing into you as you capture my mouth with yours. Kissing me hard, insistant, passionately...your mouth crushing mine. Grabbing my wrists with your hands you push them up over my head, making my breasts thrust out against your chest, you hold both my arms above my head with one hand... running your free hand over my body pushing my skirt up your reach your hand between my legs feeling my wetness already through my panties and grin pulling your hand away.. running it around and squeezing my ass moving up further to my breasts, kneading them and pinching my nipples in turn then pulling my top down freeing t

Tattoos
ok so no one on here really nos me except heather...but somehow i have recently found a new side of me that includes 4 tattos & a belly ring! lmao. & im gettin my 5th tat on my bday which is next friday the 24! i have a 4 leaf clover on the top part of my boob, interlockin hearts w/my kids initials in them on my shoulder blade...this is a kick ass tat!! red lips on my ass cuz there r just some ppl in the world that need 2 kiss my ass lol & then i have this star & moon design on the small of my back which is also kick ass! now my lil tat guy tony has designed me a babygirl tat thats goin on my back he designed the one on my shoulder as well...hes pretty nifty! & someday soon ill get pics of these damn things uploaded!

My Quote Of The Day.....based On Love
Love is... What makes a weak man brave And a king step off his throne Good times, bad times Easy times, tough times It comes in an instant And lasts three days after forever That's what love is love jamaal a.k.a m-dot

Late Night Memories...
I just woke from a dream so vivid that I rolled over expecting you to be there. And it brought to mind without warning a frequent occurance I'd had many nights before and years ago... Laying next to you and running my hands over your sweat soaked chest, trailing my fingers across the surface of your skin while you sleep on, oblivious. Then my breath would follow my fingertips, cooling you enough that little shivers ripple beneath. Inevitably, from force of habit, my hand trails lower, wraps around you, strokes and cups, get you hard. Still you sleep. So to amuse myself and because I can't resist, I slide down in our bed, until I can catch your scent, kiss your flesh, and fill my mouth with you. I hear you moan and smile around you. I feel your hand in my hair, trailing down my back and I know you're still in that in between place of dreams and awareness. Content where I am with my head on your thigh, I run my tongue across the place that you like best and feel your hand tighten on my

The Joys Of A New Guy
As I'm sure you can all guess it is now Christmas time in the toy dept. at most any store. Now being at WalMart you think they would hire some extra help for such an occasion. Well they did so you would think things would go smoothly right?? Well being as this is me you know that can not possibly be true. Lets start with my work load now. Not only do I have to still run a register and be a Customer Service Manager (CSM), but I'm getting anywhere from 8-12 pallets of freight a night. Now I expect this because of the holidays what I didn't expect was the help that they provided for me only 2 weeks ago. That's right 2 weeks before the friggin biggest sale day of the year. With all of that said I will now go into the joys of my day to day encounter with the new guy who we will call D. I start out with training him the way I have always trained people. Tell them what is expected of them and what the holidays and the dept mean to the customers and the store. So I go through a whole bu

Lost Love
To brokenhearted women, please heed these words I say, the pain you think eternal will come to rest one day. Your destiny has whispered he wasn't the one for you, true love would never allow the pain he's put you through. A soul mate will always protect you, he won't hurt you in any way, and the bond that forms between you will grow stronger every day. Don't shed your tears in silence, there was nothing you could do, God gave you the strength of a woman, and your faith to carry you through. Time is so short and precious, so make every moment last, live today, tomorrow, don't dwell upon the past. The one who left you broken will come to rue the day, and the pain you thought eternal will slowly fade away... WORD spoken, to me in time I really need them... THANKS... to my angel *********************************************** The beauty of the Pegusas is so unreal... like the love one has for their parent.. I have a symbol of my mom on my back..

The Sample
An 85-year-old man went to his doctor's office and while there the Doctor asked for a sperm count. The doctor grabbed a jar and said, "Take this jar home and bring back a semen sample tomorrow." The next day the 85-year-old man reappeared at the doctor's office and gave him the jar, which was as clean and empty as on the previous day. The doctor asked what happened and the man explained: "Well, doc, it's like this -First I tried with my right hand, but nothing. Then I tried with my left hand, but still nothing. She tried with her right hand, then her left, still nothing. She tried with her mouth, first with the teeth in, then with her teeth out, and still nothing.We even called up Arleen, the lady next door and she tried too, first with both hands, then an armpit and she even tried squeezing' it between her knees, but still nothing." The doctor was shocked! "Dear God man.... you asked your neighbor?" "Yep. And no matter what we tried, we still couldn't get the jar open."

Well It Is My Birthday Tomorrow
well everyone it is my birthday tomorrow and i am going to be 30 and i am having a party tonight and tomorrow can't wait for this. i am happy that i am turning 30 and i have no answer why i am happy about that. i want to let everyone now that after this tomorrow i am not going to be on for awhile cause i have alot of things to do . hope to talk to everyone soon

Well, Sometimes I
listen to the machine whirr and click to recuperate after I insert money and they give change. I see it as cheap therapy. I see it as my way of fighting the discomforting seratonin drop. I squeeze my stomach to make myself sick I feel as though the entire world is walking as I grind to a halt. I blow into my ears to hear a roaring crowd when I'm all alone. I do that alot. I'm always automatic. because every face I see is more plastic than lush. and every motion i make brings me closer to the death that awaits my terrified child but before all that nonsense, i must make due my plight, and mirror mine enemies to evade a future light. and be hip to the words floating aimlessly thru the dawn. goodnight future wife, for i may never see the light of day ...who knows what adversary eats in twilight when he knows full well that nighttime eating bring obese living circumstance. and i wait his funeral for my own will be as epic as metal.

Death To Script!
YOU! HOT FACE in fire like waterfall heavens implosion Figure it lightly, im sorry included are twenty periods shussssh! like this: .................... this should be adequate. adequate enough to quench that guilt. right? lets ask the star! the rats that fly by in distant murals, the ones who flip and float heartily in the falsehood of midnight ah but you know there are some who had to love for a lifetime. hearts that beat for you furiously, thoes friendless and tired, choiceless and deranged. there are graves filled with unrequitted storytime. Always their hearts come unto me as ghosts black on white. As sheets burning in the twilight this is FARCE! Say he, into the empty apology. into the vagabond lettering displayed. So was it? ah, i love the silence of rhetorical query.

Looking In
When I see days' running behind the scenes i feel like pee wees playhouse. like a panic attack again like fond memories of youngship that's: young friendship. Golden boyhood fleece... jason's envy. its riding your bike to the busy streets bunny hops, chipped teeth, and smiling at the sun like no one cared that it was giving my bare gums cancer. Its bare branches scraping against your window, though only @ midnight. its sometimes sitting in, raining on a hot day. sometimes its running through the rain sprinkles and between them. sometimes its burying your hamster in a pauper's grave. sometimes its like throwing a one man party under true pretenses. but mostly its Oh Dae Su. (one day at a time)

* Co-creating Collective Consciousness *
CO-CREATING A NEW COLLECTIVE CONSCIOUSNESS FOR THE NEW MILLENNIUM by Ani Jangchub Dolma The start of a new millennium is a momentous event of great significance. We have an opportunity, like the new year, to begin anew. There are immense changes taking place in this time and I would like to suggest the possibility that not only do we each have the capability to pray, meditate and envision a new reality for ourselves and others, as indeed many groups have been doing for years, but that by doing so collectively and consciously, all over the planet as the new millennium begins, we could achieve a giant shift in consciousness. Our minds create our reality. We discover this as we work to free ourselves from confining, repressive, negative situations. It doesn't happen overnight, training the mind out of its negative patterns, but it is possible. Equally we can, by focusing together, change our collective reality and create the new world we wish to live in. Can we conceive of a w

My Boy C-loco's Idiocy
i cant believe this im having a really good friday night and then i find out that loco gets himself in a drug deal and such and gets pistol whipped by three different weapons and three different dudes i spent till around three in the morning in the hospital with him.....then i woke up this morning and found out my grandmother is really sick in the hospital......i need someone to talk to or i will flip the fuck out no joke...

25 Signs You Have Grown Up 'this Sounds So Silly Lol
1. Your houseplants are alive, and you can't smoke any of them. 2. Having sex in a twin bed is out of the question. 3. You keep more food than beer in the fridge. 4.6:00 AM is when you get up, not when you go to bed. 5. You hear your favorite song in an elevator. 6. You watch the Weather Channel. 7. Your friends marry and divorce instead of "hook up" and "breakup." 8. You go from 130 days of vacation time to 14. 9. Jeans and a sweater no longer qualify as "dressed up." 10. You're the one calling the police because those %&@# kids next door won't turn down the stereo. 11. Older relatives feel comfortable telling sex jokes around you. 12. You don't know what time Taco Bell closes anymore. 13. Your car insurance goes down and your car payments go up. 14. You feed your dog Science Diet instead of McDonald's leftovers. 15. Sleeping on the couch makes your back hurt. 16. You take naps from noon to 6 PM 17. Dinner and a movie is the whole date i

Yo Mama's So Stupid
Yo Mama's So Stupid... Yo mama's so stupid, she spent twenty minutes lookin' at an orange juice box because it said "concentrate". Yo mama's so stupid, she has 1 toe & bought a pair of flip flops Yo mama's so stupid, she put lipstick on her forehead because she wanted to makeup her mind. Yo mama's so stupid, she asked me what yield meant. I said "Slow down" and she said "What... does.... yield... mean?" Yo mama's so stupid, she put a phone up her butt and thought she was making a booty call. Yo mama's so stupid, she put on her glasses to watch 20/20. Yo mama's so stupid, she climbed over a glass wall to see what was behind it. Yo mama's so stupid, she thought Grape Nuts was an STD. Yo mama's so stupid, she climbed a chain link fence to see what was on the other side. Yo mama's so stupid, she failed a survey. Yo mama's so stupid, she stopped at a stop sign and waited for it to say go. Yo mama's so stupid, she tried to commit suicide by jumping off a building,

Play In The Darkness
Screaming red and piercing black The demon is coming He is gaining his stance Come, oh come won’t you? Play his games and dance his dance Smiling and laughing Twirling and whirling Life is a blur of promises too many So short why wont you just dance his dance? A promise for fun A contract for hell What is it worth? Time is the essence Live lavish for it will end Choices you make Consequences are looming Deep in the shadow but do not dare care Sip the champagne of death The lights are dimming The spinning wont stop Will your body to stop to no avail Only to find you are prisoner Dancing your dance til your time has come to end The end draws near or so you think No you will live the choices you made for an eternity more Oh but when did this happen And where were you? so innocent Tricked and used by the desire that ran so deep in your blood The crimson is the color The darkness cascades A beauty so dangerous So compelling to touch Oh you wanted it a

Running From The Cops
Running from the Cops A senior citizen in Florida bought a brand new Mercedes convertible. He took off down the road, flooring it to 80 mph and enjoying the wind blowing through what little hair he had left on his head. "This is great," he thought as he roared down I-75. He pushed the pedal to the metal even more. Then he looked in his rear view mirror and saw a highway patrol trooper behind him, blue lights flashing and siren blaring. "I can get away from him with no problem," thought the man and he tromped it some more and flew down the road at over 100 mph. Then 110, 120 mph. Then he thought, "What am I doing? I'm too old for this kind of thing." He pulled over to the side of the road and waited for the trooper to catch up with him. The trooper pulled in behind the Mercedes and walked up to the man. "Sir," he said, looking at his watch. "My shift ends in 30 minutes and today is Friday. If you can give me a reason Why you were speeding that I've never heard befo

Nice Guys
I was just talking with a friend of mine. We were talking about different shit, then we stumbled upon the question of nice guys an what not. He said I am wasting my time being a nice guy. For those of you who know me please give me your input. But he told me the classic saying "nice guys finish last". Is this true? I mean Yes like most guys i can be an ass at times but I mean I feel an think I am a nice guy. It just is frustrating at times. Cause one min. I am being told I'm a nice guy an the next someone is calling me a dick. I mean yes I can be a dick but for the most part for friends I like, I would do anything for. I bend over backwards at times and very few appreciate what I do for them. I dunno someone please give me some input.

What Is This Stuff
Ok, i haven't written since high school, but the other day i sat down a wrote my vows for a handfasting that may happen in the future. *crosses fingers* and that got the juices flowing again. I miss writing, but i can tell i'm rusty at it. if you like what you read let me know, if you don't like it go to another page. This is my place to be me and vent and love and what ever i feel like doing. so enjoy it, because i do.

Quiz
Another badass quiz from eSPIN-the-Bottle... What’s Your Mental Age? MY RESULT:Child You’re all about energy, fun, and not really caring or even thinking about the future. Basically, you’re seven years old. The good news is, you've got a youthful spirit that others envy. The bad news is, you still wet the bed. Sometimes. Only when you've had too much soda late at night. Take This Quiz!

True Lil Story About An Event That Happened Early Summer 2006
Okay here's the whole truth and nothing but the truth (leaves out the so help me gawd part -looks around for lightning-) Now Being the Angelic friend that I am I went with my dear friend to the doctor's office to offer my moral support. She needed me there to help her through a tramatic expereince. LOL She was frightened and I was there to distract her from the pain and fear that she was experiencing during a test she was to undergo. Doing my best, and acting in character I was playing my part well when the doctor came in to conduct the test. -turns to Skye and Darlene, holding my finger up to my lips, whispering- shhhhhhhh we won't tell them about the part where I rifled though the doctor's medical supplies and found the errrrr item made of latex and blew it up and drew a smilie face on it and kept making sounds effects with it. -chuckles as they nod in agreement- Seeing that we were in a good mood the doctor clued right in and started to clown around with us, and made the

Hurting ( Please Read )
well about 39 min ago my bestfriend called and told me her aunt has about a couple hrs to live. that right there is killing me cause through out our friendship her family has become mine and that right there is my aunt. right now im here at work and time could not go any slower. i am hurting deep inside. nothing i do i cant the thought of the pain we are all going to indeer so close to the holidays. what can i do what can i say. nothing feels right. please just pary for her family and mine. well thanks to who ever reads this. Vanessa

20 Ways To Keep A Healthy Level Of Insanity.......
You should print this out and put it by your desk!!!!!!!!!!!! 1. At Lunch Time, Sit In Your Parked Car With Sunglasses on and point a Hair Dryer At Passing Cars. See If They Slow Down. 2. Page Yourself Over The Intercom. Don't Disguise Your Voice. 3. Every Time Someone Asks You To Do Something, Ask If They Want Fries with that. 4. Put Your Garbage Can On Your Desk And Label It "In." 5. Put Decaf In The Coffee Maker for 3 weeks. Once Everyone has Gotten Over Their Caffeine Addictions, Switch to Espresso. 6. In The Memo Field Of All Your Checks, Write "For Smuggling Diamonds" 7. Finish All Your sentences with "In Accordance With The Prophecy." 8. Don't use any punctuation 9. As Often As Possible, Skip Rather Than Walk. 10. Order a Diet Water whenever you go out to eat, with a serious face. 11. Specify That Your Drive-through Order Is "To Go." 12. Sing Along At The Opera. 13. Go To A Poetry Recital And Ask Why The Poems Don't Rhy

Vampires
The wife just joined the cherry community some days ago and has lots of cool vampire pics. so if you're into bitters you might want to go and check them out. Leave a rating while you're there if you would.

Even If You Dont Like Her Music..this Is One You Should Get Toknow To Memory.
We all live it and we all live it eventually....the title even more befitting...ENJOOOOOOOOY. YOU LEARN By Alanis Morrisette I recommend getting your heart trampled on to anyone I recommend walking around naked in your living room Swallow it down (what a jagged little pill) It feels so good (swimming in your stomach) Wait until the dust settles You live you learn You love you learn You cry you learn You lose you learn You bleed you learn You scream you learn I recommend biting off more than you can chew to anyone I certainly do I recommend sticking your foot in your mouth at anytime Feel free Throw it down (the caution blocks you from the wind) Hold it up (to the rays) You wait and see when the smoke clears You live you learn You love you learn You cry you learn You lose you learn You bleed you learn You scream you learn Wear it out (like a three-year-old would do) Melt it down (you're gonna have to eventually anyway) The

Any Opinions?
I understand that girls are more sensitive than guys and that we are more emotional but we arent so sensitive that we cant take the truth. If you are talkin to a girl and you decide that you dont really want anything, its ok to tell her. shes not made of glass, shes not going to break into a million pieces. I appreciate all the honesty Ive recieved from my friends and I expect the same from a guy that im interested in. I want someone who is going to be honest with me and not going to string me along thinkin that Im gonna wait for him to make his move. Im too old for the high school games. If you like me, great-if you dont, your loss. Ive said this so many times and Ill say it again because it only makes sense-Be a man, stand up and tell me how you feel. I would love to hear a man's opinion on this and have someone try to explain why men do this.

Homeless Woman
A woman was walking down the street when she was accosted by a particularly dirty and shabby-looking homeless woman who asked her for a couple of dollars for dinner. The woman took out her billfold, extracted ten dollars and asked, "If I give you this money, will you buy some wine with it instead of dinner?" "No, I had to stop drinking years ago," the homeless woman replied. "Will you use it to go shopping instead of buying food?" the woman asked. "No, I don't waste time shopping," the homeless woman said. "I need to spend all my time trying to stay alive." "Will you spend this on a beauty salon instead of food?" the woman asked. "Are you NUTS!" replied the homeless woman. "I haven't had my hair done in 20 years!" "Well," said the woman, "I'm not going to give you the money. Instead, I'm going to take you out for dinner with my hubby and myself tonight." The homeless Woman was astounded. "Won't your husband be furious with you for doing

Mom
Out of all the peeps on my friend's list, there is only one person that I have talked to extensivly about my mother. Now, I feel like I need to write it down because I have done this on another site and it has helped me along with this person I try to talk to on an everyday basis. My mother found out a few weeks ago that she has lung and kidney cancer. I lsot my father 12 years ago to lung cancer and now I have to not only relive that every day but go throught it anew with my mother now. I am stressed to no end about her. I don't get out much and other than the 8 hours a day I spend at my job, I am thinking about ehr every waking second. What happens if she goes down in health rapidly, what happens if me or one of my siblings have to watch her, like my friend does, will I have the patience and mind set to be able to get the job done for Mom. This is what I am thniking about damn near 24/7. I want to send a special thank you to Sassy Girl who has been ther for me to talk to about my Mom

Sorry Again
Hey dear friends! Still trying to work hard at my health. It's going to get a bit better with my depression, but I'm still not there yet. Getting a lot of people over here, who are concerned about me. So that's why I have so litlle time to go on the internet lately. Hope to speak to you soon! With love from the Netherlands! *kiss*

Bored And Waiting
So it's about 2:30pm right now and it's a Saturday. I should be out chillin with my friends or taking my son to the park or some bullshit like that. But no..instead I am at home writing my first blog being bored and waiting for my son to wake up..I just thought I'd share that with everyone..Bye

Have A Great Saturday My Cherry Friends!
Myspace Graphics, Glitter Graphics, Layouts Yes,I know I have been absent from here,but with good reasons.Will be back when I can and want u all to have a great day and be safe...xxxSugar

Life
So I was sitting there talking to a friend today and realized what a crappy marriage I had. Now don't get me wrong there were plenty of fun times but in all reality it sucked. I've been blessed with two wonderful children and that's about it. Again I'm not saying I regret anything I've done over the past 7 years but each and every day I'm moving on and forward and I know I've made the right decision. I can't believe how many people fault me for what I've done. Yet those same people have all gotten divorced for one reason or another so why can't I? I guess I should get off my pedestal and take my place back in line but sometimes just have to get things out there.

"caught A Lite Sneeze" - Tori Amos
caught a lite sneeze caught a lite breeze caught a lightweight lightningseed boys on my left side boys on my right side boys in the middle and you're not here i need a big loan from the girl zone building tumbling down didn't know our love was so small couldn't stand at all mr. st. john just bring your son the spire is hot and my cells can't feed and you still got that belle dragging your foots i'm hiding it well sister ernestine but i still got that belle dragging my foots right on time you get closer and closer called my name but there's no way in use that fame rent your wife and kids today maybe she will maybe she will caught a lite sneeze dreamed a little dream made my own pretty hate machine boys on my left side boys on my right side boys in the middle and you're not here boys in their dresses and you're not here i need a big loan from the girl zone Tori Amos - Caught A Little SneezeMusic Code provided by YouCodes

Remember Them..written By My Friend Gary.
REMEMBER THEM Another soldier dies today, we pray and say we really cared He gave his life so we could live and other lives be spared So why do some hate that man for what he believes is right For without his love and sacrifice, our lives would be a constant fight So hate not that man of the military who is willing to die for you Give them your love and support to help them make it through For if he was not there to fight the battles that you would not undertake Your life would be meaningless and your life someone else would take For the military men and woman that risk their lives to keep us safe each day Are the real heroes of this world and for their safety we should pray So ask yourself would you face all the terrible risks that they constantly endure So you can sit in your freedom of place, a place that they secure We the military are not inhuman, not criminals, not people without a heart We ask not for sympathy, just your support while we are far apart And

Mjolnir
Mjolnir --------- A cold lump of Iron, Cast into the flames of the Skillful Dwarves. Brokk tending to the bellows, Shaped by the talented hand's of Sindri. Mighty Mjolnir born, Despite the stinging Glad-Fly. Gifted to Asa-Thor, Before the Gods on the day of Judgment. Bane of Jotun's. Bane of Troll's. Protector of the Gods and Men. Sacred Hallower Blessing all. Symbol of our Troth. May you ever remain in Our Heart's. Written By Robert Etter 2006

The Weekend Off
I actually have the weeekend off for a change. I'm pretty excited about that. It is my friends birthday tomorow so tonight we are gonna go party, but not til like midnight cause she doesn't get off work til 11. Then tomorrow I think we are gonna take her out to dinner. Anyway, since I have a ton of time to kill, I am going to go get all of my Christmas shopping done. I'm also excited cause my family is gonna go get some KFC for dinner LoL so after that, it's off to the mall to get shopping out of the way. I didn't even wake up until 1:15 today, it felt really good to finally get some sleep. Anyway, that's all I got.

Construtive Language
Body: You will love this............... It has been brought to management's attention that some individuals throughout the company have been using foul language during the course of normal conversation with their co-workers. Due to complaints received from some employees who may be easily offended, this type of language will no longer be tolerated. We do however, realize the critical importance of being able to accurately express your feelings when communicating with co-workers. Therefore, a list of 18 New and Innovative phrases have been provided so that proper exchange of ideas and information can continue in an effective manner. 1) TRY SAYING: I think you could use more training. INSTEAD OF: You don't know what the f ___ you're doing. 2) TRY SAYING: She's an aggressive go-getter. INSTEAD OF: She's a ball-busting b__ch. 3) TRY SAYING: Perhaps I can work late. INSTEAD OF: And when the f___ do you expect me to do this? 4) TRY SAYING: I'm certain th

I'm A Woman
You Are A Woman! Congratulations, you've made it to adulthood. You're emotionally mature, responsible, and unlikely to act out. You accept that life is hard - and do your best to keep things upbeat. This makes you the perfect girlfriend... or even wife! Are You A Girl Or a Woman?

Theme Song
Your Theme Song is Born to Be Wild by Steppenwolf "I like smoke and lightning Heavy metal thunder Racin' with the wind And the feelin' that I'm under" A total independent spirit, you can't be held down or fenced in. You crave the feeling of wind on your face... and totally freedom. What's Your Theme Song?

Saterday
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics by www.sexiluv.com Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics by www.sexiluv.com Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics by www.sexiluv.com Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics by www.sexiluv.com miss u all i am feeling a little better so thought i would drop by and say hi and miss u and give u all some love !!!

November 11th - 17th
I finally saw the "40 Year Old Virgin”. It was a line of guys waiting for the Playstation 3...hahahahaha People are waiting in lines for that thing. There’s been pushing, shoving, riots......to me, this is the most exercise most of these people will ever get. President Bush is in Vietnam. He’s just a little behind since he should have been there in 1968. Dick Cheney however got a deferment. Steny Hoyer is going to be Majority Leader for the Democrats. Steny Hoyer? Wasn’t he on the "Dukes of Hazzard”? Wasn’t he Cooter’s friend? The NBA is using a new kind of basketball that contains no animal products. It’s sort of like any kind of burger at McDonald's. Wal-Mart is coming out with a $2.00 wine. So it looks like Jesus wasn’t the only one to turn water into wine. It comes in red and white, and as well as 12 and 16 oz. cans. Last night, former NFL star Emmitt Smith defeated Mario Lopez to win "Dancing with the Stars." Smith was excited and said: "I've won three Super Bowl

Just Wondering
OK so I am sitting here next to my friend. She is on the phone with Microsoft cause she is getting an error that simpily reads "The operation has been canceled due to restrictions on this computer. Please contact your system Administrator." OK so any way she had already been on the phone with compaq for like over a hour before this and not gotten any where other than there is NOTHING wrong with her PC and it must the software. Well as the conversation begain she announced her problen and asked when she needed to look to fix it. So she has now been on the phone with Microsoft for about 20 min and still hasn't gotten anywhere with it. I am sitting here laughing at the stupidity that is our "Tech support" She hasn't gotten one person that can speak decent english and has also gotten told that she wasn't co opperating with the person because he couldn't understand the words that were coming out of her mouth. I Just don't get it and have to shake my head at the fact that this i

The Daughter Of A Soldier
The daughter of a Soldier Last week I was in Atlanta, Georgia attending a conference. While I was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around and witnessed one of the greatest act's of patriotism I have ever seen. Moving thru the terminal was a group of soldiers in their camo's, as they began heading to their gate everyone (well almost everyone) was abruptly to their feet with their hands waving and cheering. When I saw the soldiers, probably 30-40 of them, being applauded and cheered for it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the only red blooded American who still loves this country and supports our troops and their families. Of course I immediately stopped and began clapping for these young unsung heroes who are putting their lives on the line everyday for us so we can go to school, work and home without fear or reprisal. Ju

My Best Friend
It's silently over, casted into the night. I looked at your face and filled up with fright. It was cyberly but it meant alot. You mean alot to me,friend I got. I was afraid to see your reaction last night. I wasn't sure if this was all right. Although I typed it and it wasn't real. It truely was what I feel. If it were real I would have done more. But when I speak to you it makes me feel poor. I was lost in the night just dancing away. This night was the best is all I say. I miss the night we use to talk forever. I didn't want to leave,No,Never. We'd eventually forget it and reunite at last. We'd forget about all that happened in the past. I wanted to hug you for once in my life, But I knew if I did it would end with a knife. It scares me knowing it could have been real. If only the ending wasn't so surreal. I'd go down there to see you just one time. But as I speak more I begin to lose the rhyme. So here's the happy ending we've all been waiting for. When I woke

Friends
Are you tired of all those sissy-ass "friendship" poems that always sound good, but never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that really speaks to true friendship: 1. When you are sad - I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against the sorry bastard who made you sad. 2. When you are blue - I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile - I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared - I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried - I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be and to quit whining. 6. When you are confused - I will use little words. 7. When you are sick - Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have. 8. When you fall - I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass. This is my oath...I pledge it till the end. "Why?" you may ask? Because you are my friend! Send this to 10 of your closest

Love Me
Love me in the Springtime, when all is green and new, Love me in the Summer, when the sky is oh so blue, Love me in the Autumn, when the leaves are turning brown, Love me in the Winter, when the snow is falling down. Love me when I'm happy, and even when I'm sad, Love me when I'm good, or when I'm oh so bad, Love me when I'm pretty, or if my face is plain, Love me when I'm feeling good, or when I'm feeling pain. Love me always darlin', in the rain or shining sun, Love me always darlin', after all is said and done, Love me always darlin', until all our life is through, Love me always darlin', for I'll be lovin' you!

My Love
My Love My love is like an ocean It goes down so deep My love is like a rose Whose beauty you want to keep. My love is like a river That will never end My love is like a dove With a beautiful message to send. My love is like a song That goes on and on forever My love is like a prisoner It's to you that I surrender

I Love You Just For You
I love to see you smile And I love knowing that I caused that smile I love to see you happy And I love knowing that I caused that happiness I love to look into your beautiful eyes And I love the way I fall into them I love it when you hold my hand And I love having the courage to grab and hold yours I love to tease and torment you And I love it when you tease and torment me I love it when you touch me And I love to touch you I love rediscovering how beautiful you are each time I see you And I love realizing how attractive you make me feel I love wanting so badly to kiss you And I love the way you want to take things slow I love the fact that you still want to be my friend And I love that I want to be yours I love so many things about you But the most important thing is: I Love you!

Love You Forever
Ill love you forever just kiss me today ill be by your side just show me the way ill give you all of me just hold my hand ill be here always just by you stand ill do what you wish just tell me when ill try my best just for you just as I can just tell me you want me here be sure to make it clear just tell me everything an ill love you my dear

Because Your My Friend
Because you're my Friend.. When you are sad, I will dry your tears. When you are scared, I will comfort your fears. When you are worried, I will give you hope. When you are confused, I will help you cope. And when you are lost, And can't see the light. I shall be your beacon Shining ever so bright This is my oath. I pledge till the end. Why you may ask? Because your my friend.

I Love You
I Love you It’s hard to say the words To tell you the truth It’s hard to say what You want to hear It’s hard to express Just what Just how I feel It’s hard to say Those three simple words It’s hard to let my self Feel, just what I feel again It’s hard to love When love can be so blind It’s hard to be right When things thing’s are oh so wrong It’s hard because all I Want to say is All I need to say is I LOVE YOU

Love Not Just A Word
Love Not Just A Word Love not just a word that is said Love is a feeling that is shared Weather or not its between friends, family or between you and I Love is something you promise to do your whole life long Love is a special feeling that is hard to describe But can easily be showed A feeling so easily showed By a warm embrace Or a tender kiss Love is Not just a word December 3rd, 2003

You
You Your words are worth not that of a token but of pure gold Your value is unknown, a burried secret in the sand Your touch is that of a god that sends chills through my entire body while your kiss melts my soul Your eyes are as piercing as the sun through the morning clouds and dew and your embrace has the gentlemess of a summer breeze I long for our reunion and fear our seperation I grasp onto you for the fear that you may not return I hold onto everything that reminds me of you so I will never forget. written by: Patrick O'Neill

All Of My Life
All of my life Ive been a dreamer always trying to touch that star And from that moment of our first kiss I believe thats who you are but I guess I went a little crazy from always chasing the wind and i guess I've just been dreamin' again I guess I've been dreaming looking for the rainbows end believing in love that ain't never gonna be I finally lost my head somewhere in the shy dont know if I wanna live or die this world aint no place for a dreamer like me To a hopeless romantic this world can be mighty cruel and the truth aint nothin' but another damn iie and true love aint the truth and i damn sure aint no stranger to bein' a fool and the sad truth is this fools in love with you But I guess I've dreaming looking for the rainbows end believing in love that aint never goona be I finally lost my head somewhere in the sky dont know if I wanna live or die Its hell on earth for a dreamer like me And now that sweet old charter ten is my only real friend and my

I Want
I Want... Press your body tight against mine, I want to feel your heart beating. Place your kisses on my neck, I want to hear you softly sigh. Put your lips firmly on mine I want to taste your desires Let me watch your fingers Trace my bodys' shape, sailing across my skin. I want to be caught in the sea of love, willing to drown in the waters of ecstasy

You Say You Love Me, But Why???
YOU SAY YOU LOVE ME, BUT WHY??? 1) for loving you for who you are, 2) for taking you into my heart, 3) for my kind words 4) for my unconditional friendship 5) for wanting you 6) for seeing past your disability 7) for giving you back rubs, 8) for opening up too you 9) for making you feel good 10) for turning you on... and of course I know you left this one until last, coz it is NOT the most important reason! 1) If I don’t love you for being YOU... who would I love you for? 2) If i don’t want all those other gals stealing you from me, where else can I put you to keep you safe from all those other women, but in my heart.... not just my mind..... as we already know of my weakness of mind... I

Pathetic
When I first came to this site I liked it a lot. The concept was neat and the people were nice. Ive met a lot of cool people and some not so cool people. Now everyday when I log in I read shitloads of bulletins about voting in contests. What is the point really even being in a contest? You get a fake gift woo fucking hoo. You get a bunch of people gawking at your naughty bits. Do you bitches have such low self esteem that you feel the need to spread your pussy or show your dick to every Tom, Dick and Harry on the internet? Its degrading. Have a little class. Also posting the same bulletin about your stupid contests is ridiculous. Ive gone through and deleted a bunch of people for that shit. This site has become nothing more then a porno site and I think its pathetic.

101 Fabulous Freebies
The best things in life aren't just free -- they're indispensable. Case in point: these outrageously useful downloads, sites, and services. Follow this link (don't worry it's safe) http://www.itworldcanada.com/a/The-good-the-bad-and-the-ugly/637c55d7-cdde-463d-a6e8-eabac1ee9f80.html If you have any questions, just ask. Pete

My Family
well i just got a new router today so now me and my wife are back online at the same time. my car died yesterday so i have know clue whats going on it might be the battery or it might be the starter. in the next couple days i am gonna be putting alot more pics of my wife and my son. i hope more people rates and comments on them (joey is just so cute when you see his pics you will understand). i made both files for friends only so if you want to see them you have to add me as a friend. well thats all for now i'll blog more another time pagon update - i changed both folders so everyone can view

Hello All......
Well let's see... thank you to everyone that has left me all the great comments and cherry points. Please forgive me if I dont get back to you right, this website is new to me and I am still a bit old school (myspace) and everything is a bit overwhelming. I am going to get on my soapbox yet, but please give me time, I like to vent when people piss me off..lol Well I just wanted to say thanks to everyone and give a special shout out to Mike. I know we haven't talked in a while but I hope you know how important you are to me. You have saved me from certain insanity..lol. I will always love you for that.. and for letting me down your pants at the bonfire you and Jay had that night..lmao. Figuritively folks not literally..lol. You are a wonderful friend..... better than most and completely unforgettable, I must say I have to call you one of my best friends.. OMG your in the.. "friend zone"!!!!! LOL. I love ya sweetie!!

Sex Horoscopes
}} NAUGHTY HOROSCOPES { Aries (March 21 - April 19) -- Aries LIVES for head massages. ANY part of their head: Lips, Eyelids, Eyes, Tongue, you name it! Aries also likes to fuck in public places during business hours. You need to be open minded with an Aries...If you don't feel like being duct taped to a wall and beaten with live ferrets: Tell Them. Be warned! IF you don't want to be kinky, don't be with an Aries. If you say 'No' too often to them you may lose them as a lover forever. Aries Idea of Heaven Is: Participating in live sex shows for money. Having their favorite human toy win first place in a pony boy/girl race. Fucking as an art form on display in a gallery. They secretly crave to be strippers or Annie Sprinkle. Aries LIVES to be jealous...they also like to coordinate other people fucking. Secretly desire to be fluffers. Aries owned a Violet Wand before it was popular. They are also Sadists. The best gift to give an Aries is designer colored nylon rope in their f

How Are You In Bed?
You scored as Sex God. You are a master at sex. You make your partner weak in the knees, and you know it. You've had the practice, and you've read the books, but don't get too cocky (pun intended) or you'll get put into place.Sex God85%A Slave To BDSM75%A Romantic48%Virgin30%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

Ugh Feel So Awful
Okay I have barely eaten today and I can feel the effects of it...Its like I have been on SLUG Mode all Day!!! I just feel like Crap, like someone has drained the life out of me. So when i went to Walmart i tested my blood pressure it was just borderline at 140/95 but then i tested my sugar at my moms it was 121 that is high considering i haven't eatin today...you'd think it would be LOW if anything. My feet is Twice the size as they should be because They are swollen..I went to the doctor hopping they would put me on lasix (fluid pills) for it like my last doctor did..But did they? NO...HE just told me i needed to lose weight! i'm like Yeah but Doc, its hard to excersise in flip flops because I can not put my EXTRA WIDEWIDTH MEN'S Tennis Shoe on my FAT FEET!!! Also when i went to the doc. (a month ago) My blood pressure was really high 199/120 or something like that but since this is the first time i went to the doc. with my blood pressure high they dont want to medicate

Christmas Soldier
Twas the night before Christmas, he lived all alone, in a one bedroom house made of plaster and stone. I had come down the chimmney with presents to give, and to see just who in this home did live. I looked all about, a strange sight I did see, no tinsel, no presents,not even a tree. No stocking by mantle, just boots filled with sand,on the wall hung pictures of far and distant lands.With medals and badges, awards of all kinds, a sober thought came through my mind. For this house was different, it was dark and dreary I found the home of a Soldier, once I could see clearly. The Soldier lay sleeping, silent, alone curled up on the floor in this one bedroom home. The face was so gentle, the room such disorder, not how I pictured a United States Soldier. Was this the hero of whom I'd just read? curled up in a poncho, the floor for a bed I realized the families that I saw that night,owed their lives to these Soldiers who were willing to fight. Soon round th

Hottest Pussy On Cherrytap-please Repost
I'M GOING TO RUN A PRETTY KITTY CONTEST. ANY LADY INTERESTED JUST DROP ME A LINE WITH A LINK TO THE PHOTO YOU WANT TO ENTER. CLOSE-UPS AND FULL BODY PHOTOS ARE ALLOWED. JUST MAKE SURE WE CAN ALL SEE YOUR SWEET HONEY PIE. IF I GET ENOUGH APPLICANTS IT WILL RUN LIKE A MARCH MADNESS TOURNAMENT W/ 6 ROUNDS. VOTING WILL BEGIN ON THANKSGIVING. WE ALL NEED SOMETHING TO AFTER FILLING UP ON TURKEY. PLEASE ENCOURAGE FRIENDS, FAMILY, AND FANS TO SIGN UP. BE PROUD OF YOUR PINK. PLEASE REPOST AND GOOD LUCK

Where Are All The People At?
So i joined Cherry Tap hope'n that id get a good responce from people and get some mad amount of friends.... And have some people with similar interests as my own to bs with.... So where are you all at? Things are moven slow over here on my end. Talk to me people! I won't bite, unless you wish for me to! tee hee! Syn

Daily Spiritual Bag
DAILY SPIRITUAL JOKE Spiritual Jokes A little boy was overheard praying: "Lord, if you can't make me a better boy, don't worry about it. I'm having a real good time like I am." DAILY SHORT SPIRITUAL STORY The Little Soul and the Sun - Part 1 There once was a soul who knew itself to be the light. This was a new soul and so, anxious for experience. "I am the light" it said. "I am the light" Yet all the knowing of it and all the saying of it, could not substitute for the experience of it. And in the realm from which this soul emerged, there was nothing but the light. Every soul was grand and every soul was magnificent and every soul shone with the brilliance of God's awesome light. So the little soul was as a candle in the sun. In the midst of the grandest light, of which it was part, it could not see itself, nor experience itself as Who and What it really is. Now it came to pass that this soul yearned and yearned to know itself. So great was

Intimacy Of Soul~
Intimacy of Soul~ Have you ever wondered about your soul? What it is, why it was created~~ what it might be doing now~~ and how it is connected to you~~ The material world was created in the incomprehensible state of “”All That Is”“ Although your soul exists in a realm of higher vibrational energy it is constantly connected to you thru a cord that attaches to your etheric body Our souls exist within multi-dimensional realities that Co-exist within this world that we call physical reality Its connection with our body is merely one of our Soul's fragments of energy~ The Soul is apart of your unconsciousness that seeks to make you whole The evolved portion of your Soul consciousness continues to travel to other spheres of learning~~ it travels out into the world and seeks other Souls of likeness~~ The Soul is projected thru Spirit which has its own consciousness and its own awareness This awareness extends out into our realit

Booooored
mario kart double dash....and then a scrawny white ass.....my night is weird. now....for a movie. and a puppet that wants beer at the track. and then box wine. and no, i'm not drunk, this is really going on. comedy central makes my night better.

Come See The Freak For A Fee
I am a sadistic, sarcastic smartass. You say something stupid to me and I will call you out on it. Case in point: My PT said: Do you think the washer will work with cord hanging loose? (Picture him holding the ground for a FREEZER) I replied: Absolutely, and I bet I could make a washer, dryer AND stove work with that cord hanging loose because that is a FREEZER DUMBASS! He didn't speak to me for the rest of the day, but he has only a GED backing his reason. I am: Condescending. Skeptical. Conceited. Grammatically Correct. Well Read. Well Spoken. I am never happy with anything I have in life. I think my job sucks. I think I haven't accomplished shit in life. I think I am a failure. I think people who haven't accomplished what I have are worthless by association to my inadequacies... I tend to feign love in order to get laid. I tend to fall in love with those I use. I tend to be used by those I fall in love with. My world is a viscious cycle of lies and

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People with hazel eyes are very loveable. They are really hot and are awesome to be around. They don't enjoy 'pet names'. They don't care what people think or say. They are very satisfying and they love to please. They can exceed your pleasure standards. They are very laid back, chilled and love to just be around. If you repost this and have hazel eyes then you will be happy soon with the person who is on your heart.

The Glanconer
Twilight approaches The haunted wood is still My Elvin seductor comes now Despair is forgotten And I am his bride A lethal romance His words murderous if misspoken My eyes suicide when shut He shows me his world Darkness was never more appealing My soul searches for his presence here Shamlessly broken as he has not been found My love is lost and held captive By The Glanconer

Sorry To All My Friends And Fans
this is an apology to all my friends and fans. sorry i have been away so long but as we are comming into summer here in australia the fire season is starting to heat up i will try to get on as often as i can but please be patient with me over the next 3 months or so Luv u all Nathan

Just A Little Humor For You All
A teacher asks her class, "If there are 5 birds sitting on a fence and you shoot one of them, how many will be left?" She calls on little MARK. He replies, "None, they will all fly away with the first gunshot." The teacher replies, "The correct answer is 4, but I like your thinking." Then little MARK says, "I have a question for YOU. There are 3 women sitting on a bench having ice cream: One is delicately licking the sides of the triple scoop of ice cream. The second is gobbling down the top and sucking the cone. The third is biting off the top of the ice cream. Which one is married?" The teacher, blushing a great deal, replied, "Well, I suppose the one that's gobbled down the top and sucked the cone." To which Little MARK replied, "The correct answer is 'the one with the wedding ring on," but I like your thinking."

Not So Good News
Well, I had a doctor's appt. today, What I found out is something I had a clue about but not what I really wanted to hear. Here I am diabetic, of course it runs in my family. My Dad had it. He also, had to get insulin shots. Now so do I. My blood sugar level is very high. Those of you who know me, know that i'm the junk food junkie!! This is going to be tough. Funny thing is I'm liking the taste of diet pop which I used to hate. Now everything makes sense in why I feel the way I do. Its just getting it under control. The worse part for me is the shots in the stomach. Its not as bad as it seems but I still don't like it. What goes thru my mind when I found out, was great, first off I'm alone, I can't have kids, most of my close friends are gone or have their own lives to live, I'm too young to get this, (not really) but I'm going to grow old alone. I just don't like being alone, through this right now. My mother is driving me crazy (that's my mom, i love her) I'm so new

Back In Town, Went To Funeral Today
The hunting party as a whole did pretty good this year but as far as my immediate family only my brother has gotten a deer this year. But in my husband and i's defense we were called away early due to his grandpa dying in a car wreck this week, we attended the funeral in bella vista AR today and now we are back home, we will not be returning to missouri to finsih out deer season. So i will be around til christmas, unless i can't manage to avoid thanksgiving at the inlaws which a dread. hope everyone had a good week. ~cassandra

Lets Send Some Love To Our Troops During The Holiday Season
HEY EVERYONE, LETS SHOW OUR APPRECIATION THIS HOLIDAY SEASON TO THE US MILITARY THAT ARE OVERSEAS RIGHT NOW!!!! COPY & PASTE THE FOLLOWING LINK: http://www.letssaythanks.com/Home1024.html You can pick out a thank you card and Xerox will print it and it will be sent to a soldier that is currently serving in Iraq . You can't pick out who gets it, but it will go to some member of the armed services. How AMAZING it would be if we could get everyone we know to send one!!! This is a great site. Please send a card. THANXXX, AND HAPPY THANKSGIVING! XOXO, Erin

Afterthoughts
I wait for thee to come and take me Promise you will not forsake me No I won't - unless you make me By sight and scent you will find me Come right in - perhaps behind me Take control - yes pump and grind me All you are is known inside me As your body starts to ride me Then you lay your heart beside me Now at last you have found me As your soul dances around me These are afterthoughts that surround me

In The Begining
In the beginning Everything is new From first kisses To first touches Leading to explorations And deep penetrations In the beginning Awkward hands Find steady paces Molding like a sculpture Learning all the moves Finding secret grooves In the beginning Hungry hearts Starving souls Devour the flesh Feed on dark cravings Obliterate life savings In the beginning There is an avalanche of hope Possibilities are endless This time love will prevail This beginning will flourish Nurture and nourish

When Did This Happen
I have been thinking allot, probably too much as it tends to be consistent with my consumption of coffee or booze, and the listening to of sad or melancholy music. I seem to have gotten old before I was ready, before my time. I have not traveled anywhere of my choosing with no other reason to go than "It seems like fun" in years. Everything is quite planned now, no youthful exuberance left to wanderlust me off to somewhere new. No longer can I hop the next northbound train to god knows where. Long have those days been in the past, yet when that steam whistle blows a note is plucked on my heartstrings resonating the final note of the ballad that played itself strong through my youth yet slowly, despondently, gently it died into this white noise wash of hollow feelings and unanswered questions. So here I sit with the weight of the world on the tip of my tongue, yet nothing to say.

Sparks Passionate
Passion sparks Messages sent Without speaking The need grows The games begin Tie me up Make sure I can't break free Touch Tease Taste Teach Let your hands Probe Penetrate Please Digging Deep Deeper Make me scream Take control Leave me helpless Panting Breathless Then I'll begin Handcuffs in hand Ready to show you Ready to know you Feeling the hardness Of your desire Feeling your body Burn like fire I'll take you in my mouth Deep Deeper My tongue does its work so well My turn for control Your turn to scream Wanting release from my web Yet hoping to get lost in it Forever And when I'm finished You'll be set free Knowing more Feeling more Wanting more

The Running Imaginations
In the darkness of the light A stranger calls to say goodnight Erotica is the conversation theme You realize this is not a dream My voice can put you in a trance As your body begins to dance My words can paint pictures of desire I alone will take you higher I hold the greatest power And every minute of every hour You will feel the magic of me Touch yourself and you will see Imaginations running free Passions burn my cherry tree I'll help you taste the pleasures As you open my box of treasures So close your eyes and think of me Enjoy another fantasy Word games can be so much fun Especially when you want to come

Someone
i lost a friend the other day... he left... i miss him sooo much... i cried when i found out... i feel like apart of me is gone... i know that he's never commimg back... that makes me cry harder... i just want him to know... that i love him...

I Found Him!!!! Creator Of The Cool Stop Motion Video
OK I found him...the guy that made the cool drum and piano stop movement video! His name is Lasse Gjertsen and here is a video self portrait of who he is. He lives in Larvik Norway and is 22 years old Blogging makes the world a more informed place! Hope you enjoy the vdeo and the gifts featured today. Hugs Susan www.designsoutofmind.com www.shopbydesigns.com

Are You Ready?
Inside the dark A body yearns A fever burns Inside the dark There is a space A special place Inside the dark Its tempting ways Flames in waves Inside the dark A hand will touch Feeling so much Learning Exploring Penetrating Devouring Are you ready For a new kind of addiction? I am the cause Effect And cure

Ask Why
Secret thoughts trace the outline of this night With all that is mystical in the burning dark light A shadowy figure appears from a dream His purpose unknown or so it may seem I close my eyes and let him begin Falling into his arms we breathe passions of sin Our bodies filled with a compelling need To touch and taste and plant the seed Somehow he knows just where to touch Desire spreads with such a rush Fingers tease and find a groove Beneath him I begin to move In rippling darkness we shudder with pleasure Inside each other like birds of a feather Love is an angel disguised as lust As sparkling gold now turns to dust Bodies collapse in frenzied release As the reality of time seems to cease As luminescent darkness covers the sky We rapture the moment and never ask why

Inside You I'm Home
I close my eyes And imagine you there Beside me Behind me Everywhere I touch the darkness And what do I see Your eyes Your soul My fantasy I press my lips Into the air And see your face And find you there I wrap myself Around your mind And touch you where No one can find Inside the night I wait for you Inside the dark I crave for you And now you know Why I am here There is nothing For you to fear I hold you close In every dream Inside Outside Between each scream With each night You spend alone I'm closer Stronger Till inside you I am home

Ohhh ,the Deeper The Better
All through the night I tossed and turned Thinking about you My body burned I started to dream Of lust-filled nights Hands in places To make it feel right Games to play Fantasies to uncover Body on body Lover to lover Hands on flesh Aflame with desire The sound of my voice Will take you higher Right now there’s a hunger It's an acquired taste Treats like that Should never go to waste As I let myself go The need in between Demands my attention For completing the dream I began to move And didn’t dare stop Thinking about you inside me And about you on top I spread my legs wider Feeling myself getting wetter Touching and stroking The deeper the better The ride would start slow Then begin to gain speed As screams echo the room Screams filled with need Love in the dark How sweet it can be Nothing to hide Just wait and see

Getting Sick Of Limits On Cherrytap
It seems that every day, i get to the Limit of things I can do here on CT. Always reach the Rating limit - Too many friends? But now - I post TWO MUMMs - And I am at my limit?? I see others posting 5 or more per day, and they are at the same level.. What the hell?

I Felt You In A Moment [ Wink ]
In the dark In my bed Under the covers It was you that touched me Explored Exploded within The desire that slept with me last night Belonged to you When I awoke The things I dreamt about you Made me blush You . . . A man without a face But with a soul that follows me Somehow has reached me And found me Inside my darkest dreams

Pleasure,dark
Fuck me Hurt me Just don’t Convert me Rape me Take me Just don’t Forsake me If you taste the darkness Then you’ll never be the same Once it gets inside you You only have yourself to blame Spank me Teach me Just don’t Preach to me Break me Bind me Just don’t Remind me The darker the better There is no turning back The hotter the wetter Until your soul burns black

My Burning Body
Waiting Anticipating Exhilarating Humiliating Bound and gagged Left on the floor It’s a tragedy But I yearn for more Crack of the whip I know he’s near The one I love The one I fear I get into position On my knees Legs spread Ready to please Crack of the whip He’s almost here The one I love The one I fear He shoves his dick Into my face I eagerly Await a taste Crack of the whip Onto my skin The sweetest pain Makes my head spin I suck and swallow I know what to do If I’m a good girl I just might make it through He whips me again I cry and I shout Harder this time Till I almost pass out Crack of the whip It all seems to clear The one I love The one I fear My body is burning It’s almost quite numbing The pleasure devours Until I am coming To hurt is to feel To feel is to scream This is what it’s like In my most intimate dream

The Freedom
Body restrained - eyes unable to see Fingers and mouths enveloping me Sucking and biting, the harder the better My body is hot, my darkness is wetter Before I know it someone’s deep inside I move my body and relish the ride I haven’t a clue who this lover might be Never felt so alive, never felt so damned free Somewhere in the distance I hear someone screaming This is too good to be true I just have to be dreaming Multiple manipulations tasting and touching Hands and fingers probing and clutching Skillfully somebody slips in between Raising me up as if I were a machine Hands spreading my butt cheeks apart Pushing in deep I jump with a start Too much stimulation to wait any longer The orgasmic bliss is getting much stronger Trapped in this orgy with nowhere to run I’m a blood thirsty tigress who now needs to come Lost in lust and perpetual pleasure My body is like a new found treasure Open-mindedness can take you far There’s a freedom in knowing just who

Witches
WITCHES We are not evil We don't harm or seduce people. We are not dangerous. We are ordinary people like you. We have families, jobs, hopes, dreams. We are not a cult. This religion is not a joke. We are not what you think we are from looking at t.v. We are real. We laugh, we cry. We are serious. We have a sense of humour. You don't have to be afraid of us. We don't want to convert you. And please don't try to convert us. Just give us the same right we give you--to live in peace. We are much more than you think. Author Unknown

Mdot Quote Of The Day
A bell is not a bell until someone rings it, a song is not a song until someone sings it. Love wasn't put in the heart to stay, for love isn't love 'til you give it away. mdot a.k.a jamaal

Self Image.
Self image is an issue for me, as most people. I dont find myself attractive, i do not think i'm smart, and many other things. but i wouldnt be anyone else. i am one of a kind. as are you. i would not ever get any kind of plastic surgery unless i needed from like a car accident or something. but i dont see why people are so in to makeing them selves look like someone else...i find it pointless cause you are loosing what you are, and trying to be something you can never be. eh i'm going to shut up now.

Where Is My Someone?
Where is my someone? Please do tell, for he I do not see Is my true love desperately searching for someone just like me? Or is he simply out of grasp, a feather in the wind? I hope that he will find me, before I reach wit’s end I wish for something pure, a real and truthful love, A beautiful feeling deep inside that conquers all else above I know that he is out there, I can feel him in my heart But until the day I find him, my soul is torn apart If he belonged to me right now, embraced within my arms, I’d hold him until the sun arose and give him all life’s charms I’d pledge to him my love, and never leave his side For him I would give all my trust, in him I could confide I always try to find someone to put into his place But instead I further realize, that him I can’t replace To me, my love compares to an everlasting kiss, A perfect unity, a never ending bliss Or perhaps it’s better summed up as being life itself For without love there is no life, for it’s an e

My Birthday Is Today
WELL TODAY IS MY 30th BIRTHDAY AND I AM VERY HAPPY. WELL I AM PARTYING HARD TONIGHT AND GETTING HIGH. WELL I AM SO HAPPY AND I AM VERY PROUD OF MY KIDS. THEY ARE MY LIFE AND SO IS MY MAN NAMED STEVE. WELL GOT TO GO FOR NOW LOVE U ALL HOTCHICKS 3

Jennifer Anniston-why She's My Favorite Celebrity Figure
Ten reasons why Jennifer Anniston is all woman 1.She doesn't think she's a sex symbol. 'I don't know what it means to be a sex symbol,' says L'Oreals lady of the lock, demurely. 'When I see myself on a magazine cover I don't see it as me, but as someone painted, fluffed, puffed and done up.' 2.She can out lad the lads. Despite her portrayal as spoiled little rich girl Rachel Green in Friends, in real life she's a cigar-smoking tomboy who loves playing poker and going camping with the guys. 'Once Matt LeBlanc and Matthew Perry arrived for a party at Jennifer's house and were shocked to see their demure female co-stars - led by Jennifer - in the middle of a hot round of five-card stud,' said one 'source.' 'Jennifer greeted Matt and Matthew by puffing on a cigar and saying: 'Hope you suckers brought a lot of money, because I'm going to clean you out!' 3.She loves a quiet night in. Rather than enjoying being pictured leaving celebrity dos, our Jen is happier at home eating pizz

Spin The Bottle
SPIN THE B0TTLE The rules are that you post this and wait for someone to send you a message telling you what they would do with you. All you have to do is repost this with the subject "SPIN THE B0TTLE" 1. A KISS ON THE CHEEK 2. JUST A PECK ON THE LIPS 3. A L0T OF POPPING KISSING 4. I WOULD KISS YOU ON THE LIPS 5. I WOULD MAKE OUT WITH YOU 6. I WOULD BANG YOU 7. I WOULD TRY TO FUCK YOU AS SOON AS POSSIBLE! 8. I WOULD HAVE SEX WITH YOU ALL NIGHT LONG If you do not repost this you will have bad relationships for the rest of your life!!! Don't Be Scared To Tell Them The Truth And Dont Be Joking!!!!!

Anti-peta 1
NOTE:I AM NOT IN ANYWAY, NOR ARE ANY SUPPORTERS OR CREATORS OF THE SOURCES I USE, AGAINST THE FAIR TREATMENT OF ANIMALS ------------------------------------------------------------ These are just a few of the things that P.E.T.A. is out to stop. Things that most of the worlds population enjoy and take for granted as a part of life. Do you really want to support an organization that wants to take these things away from us? Why is P.E.T.A. out to put an end to these things that we as humans have a right to? Because they feel that animals deserve the same rights as humans. How do they arrive at that conclusion? Because in their minds it is not intelligence that matters, it is the ability to suffer. Now that seems a little odd. They argue that if intelligence matters then shouldn't a chimp have more rights than say a retarded infant? This is incredibly stupid, now instead of looking at a whole species we have to look at each individual. Mankind in general is a re

Trust!!!!
I have had a couple of weeks of eye opening experiences and jolts. My last blog was the Rant of the whole situation. This one is the questioning. I recently opened up to a friend of mine, and explained that I have a low trust level of people. I was told that because of this low trust I usually go into any friendship, or any meeting of people, with the mind set that there is going to be pain or ulterior motives, therefore setting me up only to find that pain or ulterior motive. I was told that if you look for the negative in people, that is what you find. If you go in with a little trust, until you have been proven differently, you will find that people are generally good people. This made me sit back and think back on my life. I have always been a person that wear's my heart on my sleave. Leaving it open for hurt. I know that because of past relationships and ex's and the abuse that I have taken, I have built a wall. A wall that very few people have been able to get be

Face 2 Face
See me now Need me always Hold me forever Gail and Jake met on the telephone through a popular service called “The Relationship Line.” This service enables men and women to leave voice ads expressing their desire to meet that special someone. They have been talking incessantly for three months and have fallen in love. Sounds hard to believe, but it's true. Each fulfills a need in the other. They have become as close as two people can get without ever meeting, sharing everything from their first kiss to their last heartbreak. Besides providing each other with basic physical descriptions, pictures were not exchanged leaving the plenty to the imagination. Fear kept them from meeting. The fear of being rejected. Staying “phone friends” was safe. When the met the relationship could possibly end and neither wanted that to happen. After weeks of stalling both agreed to meet face to face. The uncertainty had to end. The time is eight o’clock Friday night. The downstairs bell ra

The Encounter
She comes to a spot overlooking the small city. Huge oak trees shroud around her, making the area appear darker than it actually is. Rain fills the air with mist and for once the unadorned city looks inviting. Miranda sees a lonesome bench under a marble arched gateway. Tentacles of ivy ran up and along the sides of the stone. She sits down and begins twirling her hair, a child-like habit she never could quite break. She lets out a sigh of relief, thankful to have gotten away from the miserable party. Why did she go there in the first place? Why does she do a lot of things? All that now surrounds her offers much needed solace; like being in nature, the soothing storm, and the promise of night. Yet Miranda still feels detached from its beauty. The all too familiar pangs of loneliness are suffocating today, almost deadly. If only someone could have been there with her. If only –. She drops her head and stairs at the ground. She knows getting lost in “if only” can be a very lonely way to

I Dreamed About You
I dreamed of you last night. I don’t know if it was the nature of the dream, or the thought that you might actually want to collar me, but either way, I awoke from it in a state of arousal, sweat beads covering my body, and I was afraid ... I remember once casually mentioning my interest in servitude and that I thought I was submissive in the bedroom, but I never thought the day would come when all my waking moments were consumed with the thought of having a Master, having you as my Master. The thought seemed foreign to me ... that is, until last night. The fear was perhaps from the knowledge that I, the independent, freethinking woman, wanted to be owned, to be enslaved. I lay on my bed sleepless for some time after my awakening. The images of the dream were still fresh and vivid. If I tried to get some rest, if I closed my eyes to sleep, I was back in that place again. We were in a dark place, damp and darkened room. Or perhaps it was a cave, a hollow of so

The Dream Comes True
I'm an actress on stage finishing the final scene. I truly was a princess tonight. I’m dressed wearing a long gown and sparkling crown. The tears are still fresh as the depth of my emotions intensified to its highest degree. I’ve never felt so drawn to a character before. Her pains and passions became my own. Even now a part of her still lives on inside me. My heart won’t let go of the kind and gentle prince who professed his undying love, asking for my hand. I had to refuse. I had to lie. I had to tell him something that would tear apart his soul. I had to make him believe we could never be together. I had to make sure he would turn away never look back. I told him I loved another. It broke me to see him in such pain because I loved him so much. A love he never knew existed. A love I had to keep secret once I learned of the wretched disease coursing through my body. There was no known cure and the only thing I could count on now was death. I didn’t want to put him through that kin

New Arrival On My Way To Dreamland
Hi! I just got here and am still figuring this place out--and my head is too fuzzy at this time to do so. What I need is to get some much-needed sleep, so it's going to be many hours before you see me again. However, I just wanted to put a few things in place first, and one of these things is my first blog-entry. I'm too exhausted to be too exciting at this time, but just wanted to say "Hi!" and "Nighty-Night!"

You & I
We are sitting at a table in the club talking, listing to music and people watching. It is getting late and I am getting bored, so when a slow song comes on I ask you to dance with me before I call it a night. You say yes, we get up and make our way to the dance floor where you take me gently into your arms. I moan softly under my breath, which brings a small smile to your lips. As we make our way around the floor, I take my hand off of your waist and place it in your front pocket; deeply enough that I can stroke your cock with the side of my thumb, and it's your turn to moan. I pull you closer to my body and my eyes meet yours. I drag my tongue across my lips, letting you know that I wouldn't be upset to not make it home that evening, and as the song ends we head for the door. The night is warm and quiet, and as we stand under the cover of darkness you run your hands across my breasts and down between my legs. I moan softly and lean back into your body fo

Not Enough Time
It's almost time for Thanksgiving, seems like I don't have enough time anymore. Now that I'm single again, life has gotten so busy, I was shocked to discover that there are men who actually want to go out with me. That is very exciting, as I figured I'd just be alone for a long time, if not forever. It is a lonely place I find myself in none the less. I miss having someone here with me, the closeness. Not that I want my former boyfriend back. To much bad history there. I think it's just the holiday blues getting to me, the though of spending Thanksgiving alone is not appealing, but I do have a 4 day weekend which is nice. And I hate turkey!!! So all in all being alone isn't such a bad thing, I can catch up with all my friends on Cherry Tap, and get some gaming in to boot. And of course there's sure to be a party or two going on. Just have to remember my favorite saying, Don't worry be happy.

Just Some Random Thinking
I have spent a lot of time over the last few weeks thinking about why there are so many things about myself that I would change and what would cause me to have so many insecurities. Well, I think I finally figured it out (and giys do not take offense) it is men. Not every man is this way mind you, but the men that I have dated in the past have beat my self confidence down to the point that even though is slowly creeping up it is still pretty mediocre! I have been told that I am fat, ugly, mean, and unattractive to the point that I actually started believing it! I am going to work on it now that I know what I need to work on! :) I guess just from hearing that I am not wanted and not pretty it kind of put me in a place that was not too full of self worth. However, while I was working tonight I sat down for break and started thinking about myself and I have come to the conclusion that I am an amazingly strong person and that anyone that can't see that, appreciate that, and love me for tha

Another Encounter
It was a hot sunny day and the bright sunlight was making Jessie squint as she looked around for a cool place to duck into away from the rays of the sun burning sun. She hurried across the road and went into the first inviting shop, entering the glass doorway. She savored the cold air that hit her exposed skin and gave her tiny goose bumps all over the back of her neck and arms. She shivered with delight as the sensation continued down her back chasing the rivulet of sweat that had formed earlier. She sighed softly as her body rapidly cooled down in the powerfully air-conditioned shop, and thought to herself, Ah that's more like it. She gazed around at the shop she had walked into; it was a fine shop with highly polished marble floors and wall-to-wall mirrors. Racks of exquisite evening dresses filled the center of the shop. Jessie headed to the nearest rack and idly ran her hand through the fabric of the dresses feeling their sensual caress on the back of her hand. The sensu

To My Love
to my love from up above may you know that i love and miss you and you will always be my best friend.and even though we were unable to get married in life know that you're my husband in my heart.i love you george 4 ever n always

Collection Of Sex Minded Words
LOVERS FIRE The fire burned all through the night No one slept all night You could smell the smoke And flames were dancing Like girls in scarlet skirts Most blokes had no shirts And were flirts In low voice she spoke To her lover Music played away Lets not spoil the day I have not loved any others This way Take this ring of friendship A signet gold and onyx She betrothed upon him I have turned weak and soft With this love I do love you enough to accept it The weight of it felt good On his finger She reached out her hand for his And a passionate kiss Shall we find our bed Curling her legs Around his waist And cuddling close To him for warmth Hugging her And kissing her so Passionatley Hands on her bosom He smiled at her And layed his head Upon a pillow She was flushed With lust Let her fingers trail along His skin He was making small noise His hair was standing up on end As she was intrested in his subject With one hand

Got Flowers Today
We had our first argument last night, and he said a lot of cruel things that really hurt me. I know he is sorry and didn’t mean the things he said, because he sent me flowers today. I got flowers today. It wasn’t our anniversary or any other special day. Last night he threw me into a wall and started to choke me. It seemed like a nightmare, I couldn’t believe it was real. I woke up this morning sore and bruised all over. I know he must be sorry cause he sent me flowers today. I got flowers today, and it wasn’t mother’s day or any other special day. Last night, he beat me up again, it was much worse than all the other times. If I leave him, what will I do? How will I take care of my kids? What about money? I’m afraid of him and scared to leave. But I know he must be sorry because he sent me flowers today. I got flowers today. Today was a very special day. It was the day of my funeral! Last night, he finally killed me. He beat me to death. If only I had gathered enough courag

Flames Of Love
Our love is that of a red rose Whose splendor rises as the sun shows its face, Whose petals expand further and richer Whispering secrets of happiness and affection. And even though with the fall of dusk All contentment is swept away, And the rose's petals unite as one Reflecting any light that may endeavor to shine through, The sun will always rise And the rose's petals will eternally broaden Until they fully blossom into a stunning creation. Our love is that of a red rose Possessing a few imperfections That may cause evanescent wounds, But the internal radiance That will everlastingly bestow healing and comfort You Walked Lightly You Walked Lightly You walked lightly into my life Captivating and lovely to my mind, At first, I never cared who you were Now I don’t know who I am without you, You kissed me I felt my world change, You held me I heard my heart awaken, You loved me And my soul was born anew You walked lightly into my life Now

How I Feel
i feel the pain today its just like any other i cant make it go away i know the sting and i know the tears and what it brings I have so many fears My life is shades of grey I just don’t have any more tears I just want some one to bring color to my life One day I pray I know i am alive today Because there is pain Maybe one day I will find another way

Strong Enough
I don't need your sympathy There's nothing you can say or do for me And I don't want a miracle You'll never change for no one I hear your reasons why Where did you sleep last night? And was she worth it, was she worth it? 'Cos I'm strong enough To live without you Strong enough and I quit crying Long enough now I'm strong enough To know you gotta go There's no more to say So save your breath And then walk away No matter what I hear you say I'm strong enough to know you gotta go So you feel misunderstood Baby, have I got news for you On being used, I could write a book You don't wanna hear about it I've been losing sleep You've been going cheap She ain't worth half of me it's true I'm telling you Now I'm strong enough to live without you Strong enough and I quit crying Long enough now I'm strong enough To know you gotta go Come hell or waters high You'll never see me cry This is our last goodbye, it's true I'm telling you That I'm strong

Adifferent Christmas Poem
A Different Christmas Poem The embers glowed softly, and in their dim light, I gazed round the room and I cherished the sight. My wife was asleep, her head on my chest, My daughter beside me, angelic in rest. Outside the snow fell, a blanket of white, Transforming the yard to a winter delight. The sparkling lights in the tree I believe, Completed the magic that was Christmas Eve. My eyelids were heavy, my breathing was deep, Secure and surrounded by love I would sleep. In perfect contentment, or so it would seem, So I slumbered, perhaps I started to dream. The sound wasn't loud, and it wasn't too near, But I opened my eyes when it tickled my ear. Perhaps just a cough, I didn't quite know, Then the sure sound of footsteps outside in the snow. My soul gave a tremble, I struggled to hear, And I crept to the door just to see who was near. Standing out in the cold and the dark of the night, A lone figure stood, his face weary and tight. A soldier, I puzzle

The Lyric For Who U Be Today Gor My Baby Girl
Sunny days seem to hurt the most. I wear the pain like a heavy coat. I feel you everywhere I go. I see your smile, I see your face, I hear you laughin' in the rain. I still can't believe you're gone. It ain't fair: you died too young, Like the story that had just begun, But death tore the pages all away. God knows how I miss you, All the hell that I've been through, Just knowin' no-one could take your place. An' sometimes I wonder, Who'd you be today? Would you see the world? Would you chase your dreams? Settle down with a family, I wonder what would you name your babies? Some days the sky's so blue, I feel like I can talk to you, An' I know it might sound crazy. It ain't fair: you died too young, Like the story that had just begun, But death tore the pages all away. God knows how I miss you, All the hell that I've been through, Just knowin' no-one could take your place. An' sometimes I wonder, Who you'd be today? Today, today, today. Today, today,

Now Hiring
POSITION : Mom, Mommy, Mama, Ma, Dad, Daddy, Dada, Papa, Pa JOB DESCRIPTION : Long term, team players needed, for challenging permanent work in an, often chaotic environment. Candidates must possess excellent communication and organizational skills and be willing to work variable hours, which will include evenings and weekends and frequent 24 hour shifts on call. Some overnight travel required, including trips to primitive camping sites on rainy weekends and endless sports tournaments in far away cities! Travel expenses not reimbursed. Extensive courier duties also required. RESPONSIBILITIES : The rest of your life. Must be willing to be hated, at least temporarily, until someone needs $5. Must be willing to bite tongue repeatedly. Also, must possess the physical stamina of a pack mule and be able to go from zero to 60 mph in three seconds flat in case, this time, the screams from the backyard are not someone just crying wolf. Must be willing to face stimulating technical chal

Why Do I Love You!!!
I've often think of the question you've asked. Why do I love you? here goes my sweetheart. It's the beauty of your smile, it's everything that you do. For I see happiness when I look at you. The way you dance, your silly wink, The way you laugh, or simply how you blink. The love I feel when you hold me tight. A love to keep me warm through the coldest of nights. How you make me feel, how you open up my heart. All the hopes that you bring right from the start. How your tender kisses can put me in a daze. I love you baby in each and every way. How you lift me up, how you gave me flight, Forever is what I see when I look into your eyes. My heart beats to a new rhythm, a rhythm of love. All because of you my angel sent from above. You're my ray of light on those dark, gloomy days. You are the answer to all of my prayers. I can continue with my reasons, my list is endless. For I love you more and more as each day progresses. So why do I love you? let me te

Well Today Is My 30 Birthday
well i am so fucked up from lastnight and still partying. this is better then last year. i got drunk last year and didn't remerber half the night and this time i knew what i was doing and i am partying to night all over again. i cannot wait til after dinner. Coming home and drinking like a fish and then might go to the bar,but i don't know yet. well i am going to have a smoke so i will talk to everyone soon. HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO ME TURNING 30 MEANS THAT I AM GOING TO GET WISER AND FINALLY SAY THAT THE 30S HAVE STARTED.

Alone
Well I have come to the conclusion that being alone sucks! Being single is really hard! It's like you go from having a "normal" life to being an outsider all of a sudden! You don't really want to go out with your frineds because then you feel like a third wheel but you don't really want to sit at home either!It's pretty boring, too! I mean who wants to just hang at home all alone....AND you have no one to text just to say good morning and wish them a great day or just to tell them that you are thinking about them through out the day! You have no one to pick something up at the store for just because it reminds you of them! AND you have no one to cuddle up to and just be held! No warm arms to hold you, no shoulder to cry on when you need comfort, no chest to lay your head on and listen to the heart of the person you care about beat! No lips to kiss and no eyes to get lost in! I guess the thing that I miss the most is the feeling that someone really cares about me! The feeling that when

Sick Twisted People
I have met some wonderful people on this site but i hate to say that there are some sick,twisted retards on here too!!! My best friend Andi has been though a lot this year, she lost her daughter in april this year. Immi was a special needs little girl who brightened everyones life. the things that little girl went though is unreal but she did it all with a smile. now some sick sad bastard has rated her pics as a 1 !!! i dont give a shit about rating or what you think about me or andi but to do that to her little angel is so fucking wrong!!! i ve only wrote this as it made me so mad that a spineless bastard can do that hope you rot in hell

I Ate A Squirrel Quesadilla, But *this* Is Where I Draw The Line!
So the other day, a friend was telling me how he completely turned his life around. "Yep", he said, "I managed to turn a complete 360." Well, I'm not one to piss on this guy's little accomplishment here, but if he did a complete 360... uh... wouldn't he be right back where he started? Perhaps he did a 180. Hopefully it was more than a 45... Anyway, ever hear someone talk about something that they don't really care about and say, "I could care less!" Well... uh, let's analyze this statement: If you could care less, that means that you do care about it some and you have the ability to reduce the amount that you care about it. Right? So, don't you mean to say, "I couldn't care less"? Then, you could not possibly care less than you already do.

George Carlin's New Rules For 2007
New Rule: Stop giving me that pop-up ad for classmates.com! There's a reason you don't talk to people for 25 years. Because you don't particularly like them! Besides, I already know what the captain of the football team is doing these days: mowing my lawn. New Rule: Don't eat anything that's served to you out a window unless you're a seagull. People are acting all shocked that a human finger was found in a bowl of Wendy's chili. Hey, it cost less than a dollar. What did you expect it to contain? Trout? New Rule: Stop saying that teenage boys who have sex with their hot, blonde teachers are permanently damaged. I have a better description for these kids: lucky bastards. New Rule: If you need to shave and you still collect baseball cards, you're a dope. If you're a kid, the cards are keepsakes of your idols. If you're a grown man , they're pictures of men. New Rule: Ladies, leave your eyebrows alone. Here's how much men care about your eyebrows: do you have two of them? Okay,

Who Needs Anything
Who needs love, When love falls apart. Who needs a heart, When a heart can be broken. Who needs thoughts, When thoughts make you lost. Who needs THE kiss, When the kiss brings destruction. Who needs a hug, When you have to let go. Who needs anything, When everything falls apart. Who needs a smile, When a smile turns to a frown. Who needs a laugh, When a laugh only lasts a minute. Who needs scars, When scars last forever. Who needs friends, When friends aren..t there. Who needs dreams, When dreams can be shattered. Everyone needs something, Before life falls apart.

Lonliness
im sitting here feeling extra lonly and depressed tonight and i dont know why. maybe its because my friends arent online and they are all i seem to have sometimes. just really wanting to find someone to spend my time with and wants to spend time with me. maybe im in too big of a hurry. i dont know. the big thing i keep thinking is that when (if) i finally do find me a gf, she will eventually break my heart. rip it to pieces and so on. i know that, eventually, ill find someone (though, i do doubt it sometimes) but untill then, all i have to look forward to is having my heart broken, time and time again and im tired of it. sometimes, like tonight, i hurt so bad. there is an aching in the pit of my stomach and a throbbing in my throat. i dont know if i want to cry or to scream or just run as fast as i can in one direction till i drop. it got worse, when i wrote a letter to a friend of mine and told them how i felt. it just seemed to multiply my feelings. is there someone out

My Rising Sign Is
Your Rising Sign is Aries You're full of energy - and people look to you to get the party started. Confident and honest, you'll be the one to say what everyone is thinking. You are easily bored, and you always find unique ways to do things. You don't just dream it, you do it. And that's why you're so successful. Too intense for some, often times people are intimidated by you. But you're usually smart enough to charm them anyway! What's Your Rising Sign?

Okey Here It Is
:P the few vids i've uploaded to youtube so far :P a friend trying to say something clever in english short clip of good music the longer version of the party vid. mmmmmmm luvly birthday party i say

Maybe
>>> >>MAYBE... >>> >> >>> >>Maybe God wanted us to meet the wrong people before meeting >>>the right >>> >>one so that, when we finally meet the right person, we will >>>know how >>> >>to be grateful for that gift. >>> >> >>> >>Maybe...when the door of happiness closes, another opens; but, >>>often >>> >>times, we look so long at the closed door that we don't even >>>see the >>> >>new one which has been opened for us. >>> >> >>> >>Maybe...it is true that we don't know what we have got until we >>>lose >>> >>it, but it is also true that we >>>don't know what we have been missing >>> >>until it arrives. >>> >> >>> >> >>> >>Maybe...the happiest of people don't necessarily have the best >>>of >>> >>everything; they just make the most of everything that comes >>>along >>> >>their way. >>> >> >>> >>Maybe...the brightest future will always be based on a >>>forgotten past; >>> >>after all, you can't go on successfully in life

Gemini Dark Side Zodiac
your dark side zodiac GEMINI:You belong to the Fad-of-the-Month Club. You were the first kid on your block to have a hula hoop, a skateboard, or roller blades. You are also the first one to arrive in the Emergency Room with a broken bone, because you refused to wear protective gear. You have a hundred acquaintances but few friends. Probably because you spend half of your time talking behind their backs and the other half making eyes at their lovers.Gems make good writers, mimics, used-car salesmen, con artists, and magpies. You are also one of the psychic signs, but can't shut up long enough to practice your meditation exercises.You love to embellish the boring details of your life. What starts out as a trip to the grocery store becomes the day you spotted Elvis in the parking lot. When you confronted him, you discovered it wasn't the King after all -- it was Jimmy Hoffa.You do have a gift for imparting knowledge to others. On the playground you were the one who taught the oth

Way Did It Have To Happen Like This
this is a sad sunday after a damn goood game michigan and ohio state was a battle to the end back michigan just could not pull it out saturday and that sucks but like any good sport fan it was a DAMN GOOD GAME so if you feel like i do show me some love and remember next year will be a great game GO BLUE

A True Friend
Poetic Angel wrote this for me. The coolest thing is that she was having writer's block and asked for comments that may inspire her to write. I simply put down some lines about what I've been going through and then she took that and made it something for me, hopefully for herself too. She cheered me up bigtime, and hopefully put a dent in her block. Here's the url to her blog http://cherrytap.com/blog/14188/94241# Here's what she wrote..... Out of work and feeling let down people hiring 18 year old clowns smoking way to much feels like im going nuts. the pressure is way to strong dont know if i can go on trying to drink away the pain dont know when i'll work again i dont know where to go from here i may not work the rest of this year but i am searching for a job that suits me and pays well those who wont hire me can go to hell im qulified and have experience too if you dont hire me then fuck you i was looking for a job when i applied here and i'll keep looking

Dear Sir
Dear Sir by YeahBabyyy © Dear Sir I think of you often Even in your absence I feel you here I close my eyes and Feel you all around me The taste of your lips The softness of your kiss The feel of your hands stroking me The feel of your body between my legs The desire in me burning deep within Yes dear Sir, I remember.. The sound of your voice The bonds that bind me The cravings that make me “ my Daddy’s lil girl “ Along with the softness I feel the roughness too The feel of the silk scarves That covers my eyes The feel of ropes That binds my hands and knees The feel of the leather flog That stings in several places The feel of the sharpness Of the your blade The sound of your voice Strong and stern And Yes Dear Sir, I remember … Why I am “my Daddy’s lil girl “

Sinfully Yours
Sinfully Yours by YeahBabyyy © Slightly Parted lips Soft to the touch Lingering whispered kisses Stroking each other’s curves Flames of a candle Flowing with her sent Sultry silhouettes Hints of heated passion Dampness of desire Just a taste away Shivering sensations Stroking deep within

Boobs And Beer
This was originally a bulletin I posted, but since it will probably be obscured by all the many "Red letter reposts" and such, I decided to also enter it as a blog message... Actually, this bulletin has nothing to do with boobs....it seems though that it's one of the few ways to have anyone to view your bulletins nowadays. That, and I guess being a "red letter" member. Which, btw....EASE UP GUYS....So many reposts and hundreds of posts every day....often by the same ones....and maybe take the time to actually READ someone's bulletins now and then...we just might have something to say.

Losing On The Swings, Losing On The Roundabouts
At 3am this morning I decided to have a bash at trying to put some web pages together, I really should start earlier, anyway I found a web page that I liked the layout and copied the code and am trying me damndest to adjust it to what i want which has half worked but because i am not a web designer I have been here for hours deleting stuff. Anyway I am trying to make the page so with the following images and that when you click on them it would go to a full picture in a window, but am not having much luck. I created slices from the posters and here they are, going to have to do some more graphics methinks for buttons. Yes I am losing the will to will to live. So if anyone knows of anyone who could help me with some html code that would be fabulous.

To Whom It May Concern...part Ii...
i know i haven't written to you a few days...i was away and i'm putting my words down as soon as i can... still haunted by that photograph with a soul...so many unspoken words...unreciprocated feelings... i wish i was the one to dry your tears...take away all your sadness... i'll make you a hammock out of a rainbow...weave your dreams with wishing stars...write you poetries on the sandy beach...so the sea can carry them to you wherever you may be...remember my angel...somehow...somewhere...i'm always here...thinking of you... time to say goodnight again... i'll wait for you in your dreams... yours... rain

My Weekend
my weekend has actually sucked more than usual. i didnt get to see the people i wanted to see cuz i didnt wanna talk to anyone. i stayed offline until now. friday: my dad got my pissed off, so i took my meds and left to catch the late bus to school. i skipped breakfast and the bus stop is a 15-20 min walk from my house. i walked into a store to get some food and th line was too long so i left. i walked back to the bus stop and got my lunch out quick cuz i felt like i was gonna throw up from hunger. as i was about to open a banana, i did throw up. called my mom: me: mom? i just threw up mom: well no wonder! you took ur meds without breakfast didnt you? me: yep, in that case, i'm fine. went to skool, survived not having homework for most subjects. saturday: dyed my hair and made two cakes. go me. stayed home and watched movies all day. i was on a star wars craving. gave up going to a dinner wit my family cuz i knew it was gonna be hell. guess mom worries about

New Disclaimer
There is a new disclaimer in my About Me for all you bastards that just don't get it. Learn it. Love it Live it. I'm sorry if this makes me a bitch, but tough shit. There are plenty of other bitches that have way bigger titties that will chat your ear off and maybe throw you a bone. Now have fun my perverted pretties. Troll away, but remember. You have been warned.

Against Domestic Violence
Body: Got Flowers Today! We had our first argument last night, and he said a lot of cruel things that really hurt me. I know he is sorry and didn’t mean the things he said, because he sent me flowers today. I got flowers today. It wasn’t our anniversary or any other special day. Last night he threw me into a wall and started to choke me. It seemed like a nightmare, I couldn’t believe it was real. I woke up this morning sore and bruised all over. I know he must be sorry cause he sent me flowers today. I got flowers today, and it wasn’t mother’s day or any other special day. Last night, he beat me up again, it was much worse than all the other times. If I leave him, what will I do? How will I take care of my kids? What about money? I’m afraid of him and scared to leave. But I know he must be sorry because he sent me flowers today. I got flowers today. Today was a very special day. It was the day of my funeral! Last night, he finally killed me. He beat me to death. If only

Another New Prophecy Given By Kim Clement On Nov 2
November 2, 2006 - Phoenix, AZ I will begin with this city. I will take the salt of forgiveness, the salt of unity and the salt of grace and I will take it to the source of the water supply of the cities of Arizona and I will pour it into it and the waters that were meant for revival and the waters that were meant for breakthrough and the waters that were meant for restoration that became impure because of religion are going to be purified in these cities. I will begin with this city and when I do says the Lord the soil shall no longer be barren and a revival and a restoration and a breakthrough of salvation and deliverance shall take place and multiply and multiply in your schools, universities. It shall go into your legal system, it shall go into your political system and God said they will look at Arizona and say what has happened? God says you shall say, our waters have been purified says the Lord. I have watched over you Arizona and I remember the days of your covenant. I

10 Things About Me
This is for Bella: 1) I love technology, messing with my computer, building them and maintaning them is very fun to me. 2) I love to BBQ. Teriyaki chicken is my favorite to cook! (yum) 3) I like to read. I'm currently reading Terry Goodkind's Sword of Truth series. I'm on book 2 so far. Very good reading if you like fantasy stuff. 4) I like to chat with people on the internet. meeing new and interesting people is something i find enjoyable. 5) I love doing art. I haven't been doing it for a while now, but I started doing fractal art recently! (thanks to Jen for showing that to me =D) 6) I like going to the gym and working out. I always feel better after doing so. 7) I am currently working on my back and other health problems and hope to be doing much better next year at this time. (wish me luck) 8) I love going out to karaoke every week, hanging with my friends and drinking some alcohol =D 9) I love playing pool. Although I haven't played much, recently I've

"when He Has Come"
November 19, 2006 "When He Has Come" When He has come, He will convict the world of sin . . . —John 16:8 About this cover Very few of us know anything about conviction of sin. We know the experience of being disturbed because we have done wrong things. But conviction of sin by the Holy Spirit blots out every relationship on earth and makes us aware of only one— "Against You, You only, have I sinned . . ." ( Psalm 51:4 ). When a person is convicted of sin in this way, he knows with every bit of his conscience that God would not dare to forgive him. If God did forgive him, then this person would have a stronger sense of justice than God. God does forgive, but it cost the breaking of His heart with grief in the death of Christ to enable Him to do so. The great miracle of the grace of God is that He forgives sin, and it is the death of Jesus Christ alone that enables the divine nature to forgive and to remain true to itself in doing so. It is shallow nonsense to say that God

Tag! I Hate These Things.
Cuz no one does them but here we go. THANKS BELLA! =P~ OK HERE'S HOW THIS WORKS I WILL TELL YOU TEN THINGS ABOUT ME THEN I WILL PICK TEN PEOPLE TO DO THE SAME THING THIS IS A GOOD WAY FOR US ALL TO GET TO KNOW THE PEOPLE WE CHAT WITH AND CALL OUR FRIENDS I THINK IF YOUR MY FRIEND YOU'D LIKE TO KNOW ALL YOU CAN AS I WOULD LIKE TO KNOW ABOUT YOU SO IF I PICK YOU YA GOTTA PLAY DAMMIT LOL (copied from DolphinSinger :)) 1. I Love RUM! =D~~~ 2. I collect purses. I have over 50. *and want more* LOL 3. I can be a complete and total bitch if you cross me, but generally I can be a nice person when I want to be. Once you cross me, I'll never trust you again, and if I do.. it will take a very long time. lol. 4. I Love all kinds of music except country. 5. I love Multimedia Design and all aspects of it. 6. I hate fake people or people who do not have class. It takes only a fraction of your personality to show through more than showing a piece of ass, and you will be more re

* The Dolphin Speaks, Will You Listen ? *
Thank you ! Sweet~P Thank You Freedom Warrior THE DOLPHINS SPEAK....... Will you Listen? We come forth from the watery depths of the inner abyss of your being. We come forth to help you breathe deep. Forget about human air and breathe deep with your heart. Play in a place of joy. For too long you as human beings sit upon the shoreline watching the other aspects of yourself play, ungulate, and swim within the waters of life. For too long you keep yourself in suits and zippers and shoes when the very Being within you just wants to be set free. Many of you have worked in the 'Temples of the Dolphins and the Mers' in ancient Atlantis. You have blended and shifted into that Dolphin being, into that Whale master and you have spent 7 days in the belly of the whale – not as food, but as a student. Within your being lives the Mer (the Sea) the Mer-man, the Mer-woman.

Where Do I Go From Here?
to some that know me and to other thats dont this may or maynot make sence..im a single mom so much wantin happiness but yet to find it..i have had guys come and go but where never the right one for me.. well there is one from the past that some how just pops back in my life by suprise..i use to be crazy over and 15 yrs later here he is..but how ever even tho we talk and he told me how he use to feel.. i was in total shock..any was im tired of waitin for some1 to relize how i feel im not puttin my heart on the line to be hurt again so i feel what time i have i will enjoy but will not let my heart get broke..its time for me to think of my self for a change..tired of puttin ppl in front of my needs..now i seem to be talkin to some1 who is very nice but yet is so far away..but why is it that i always seem to get the players? yeah i know i got naughty pics up but that dont mean im out lookin for sex..im wantin what every1 else wants happiness..but why is it others that i know feels deeply