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This Savage Goodbye
This savage goodbye Current mood: crushed Category: Writing and Poetry This Savage Goodbye I know the feeling that my heart is being ripped out shall pass, yes I know that. I know that the more time goes by, the more my heart will let go. But my heart does not know that. All it knows is it's being ripped to pieces. And it reaches out at the slightest chance, that there will be no need of this goodbye. It beats harder at the slimmest glimpse of hope. But this goodbye comes and it tugs and it tugs hard. It is unforgiving, it is relentless. This goodbye is a savage. It knocks at the door waiting for an answer and the heart beats harder. I open the door knowing the pain will come and it does. Shooting pain, unbearable pain. I walk through the door and the searing pain, once the heart has lost hope, cuts deep to the bone. The heart races, fearful like a child lost without the parent. I must keep walking, walking away from this goodbye, never look back for

My Best Friend Brandon
News 2 Killed August 25, 2004 NEENAH, Wis. (AP) - A speeding car collided with a pickup truck and then crashed into a utility pole and a building, killing two teen boys and injuring another. The accident Tuesday afternoon killed 16-year-old Brandon Peters and 15-year-old Adam Pfeiffer, both of Neenah, according to the Neenah Police Department. Peters was driving the car. A second passenger in his car, 16-year-old Kelly Pennings of Neenah, was injured in the accident, police said. The pickup's driver was not hurt. "From witness statements, it appeared that the vehicle, due to speed and whatnot, had been somewhat out of control. It missed several other vehicles prior to striking (a) pickup truck" before hitting the pole and the building, Lt. Ty Thompson said. "We feel speed was a factor. ... We believe that the vehicle actually struck several things on the side of the road, including the curb and whatnot, and left a long trail of debris prior to the impact at th

My Best Friend Sean Veirauch
‘What Sean wanted’ By Michael King Post-Crescent staff writer During his relatively short life, Sean Veirauch encountered bumps in the road, but he always had a good heart. Today, the 16-year-old Neenah boy’s heart is beating in the chest of a grateful 53-year-old Wisconsin man, one of six organ recipients helped by Sean’s selflessness. “It was just a matter of doing what Sean wanted,” said his mother, Cheryl Veirauch. Sean, who would have turned 17 on Nov. 11, died Oct. 31 at Theda Clark Medical Center after an apparently accidental shooting at his east-side home. A day earlier, two friends said, Sean was trying to dislodge the slide from a jammed handgun by hitting it on the living room floor. The gun discharged and a bullet struck him in the eye. In coping with Sean’s death, his parents, Paul and Cheryl Veirauch, and sister, Shallin, 14, are urging families to talk about organ donation and consider giving what the Veirauchs call “the gift of life” to ot

Prayer
Policeman's Prayer" When I start my tour of duty God, Wherever crime may be, as I walk the darkened streets alone, Let me be close to thee. Please give me understanding with both the young and old. Let me listen with attention until their story's told. Let me never make a judgment in a rash or callous way, but let me hold my patience let each man have his say. Lord if some dark and dreary night, I must give my life, Lord, with your everlasting love protect my children and my wife. (Author Unknown)

For A First Attempt At Writing This...
on reading someone's profile, but this had gone through my mind before- if someone were to ask me (or if I just wanted to suggest, to be less prideful about it- I believe in ego, I'm less pleased about pride, some other time on that) - where next in classical music- of course that depends on where from, on tastes in general...there are a few composers after Bach, Beethoven, Mozart, Haydn, Brahms, Vivaldi, say I'm tempted to recommend though. For instance if you don't know Fauré's (Gabriel Fauré, 1845-1924) chamber music, his violin sonatas, cello sonatas, piano quartets and quintets, etc. - I think you're missing out on something here. (The list of works I've heard in live concert is not really long, especially since I've attended very few in the last... five years? more!... - but I've had the pleasure of catching two of these works, one of Fauré's violin sonatas and one of his piano quartets - quartets for piano, violin, viola and cello, before anyone asks... the sonata back in co

As The Rush Comes (kick Ass Song!)
Traveling somewhere, could be anywhere There's a coldness in the air but I don't care We drift deeper Life goes on We drift deeper Into the sound Traveling somewhere, could be anywhere There's a coldness in the air but I don't care We drift deeper into sound Life goes on We drift deeper Into the sound feeling strong So bring it on So bring it on * Embrace me Surround me as the rush comes Embrace me Surround me as the rush comes Embrace me Surround me as the rush comes Oh embrace me Surround me as the rush comes So bring it on So bring it on We drift deeper into sound Life goes on We drift deeper Into the sound feeling strong So bring it on So bring it on * Repeat (x2) As the rush comes (repeat)

Horror Pain Gore Death: Volume 3 Dvd Released And Ready To Ship!
Click on the image below for more information: To view sample videos from the DVD, go to http://vids.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=vids.showvids&friendID=1970198&n=2&uname=Mike%20%28The%20Semen%20Demon%29

Interview With God!
I sure hope this works.....I really wanted to share this with my friends and family. Enjoy! http://www.theinterviewwithgod.com/popup-frame.html' )Just copy and paste link into Address line.....should bring it up.)

Love Is Not A Real Thing Its A Fantasy Get The Fuck Over It!
love is a fantasy and it is only obtainable by the dilussioned masses. yeah they say they love you but only people who will ever truely love you are your family. only people i will ever love are my beautiful kids

Never Was So Lonely As The Night...
Never was so lonely as the night with all it's dreams of yesterday encapsulated within a moments hesitation and then tomorrow dawns a new year to find the screaming body dragged from the final breath of the previous chapter and into darkness. clouds fill the sky dark and gray with flurries of snow and worries of man that fall and lie deep upon the fields of thought until the vista is such that even memory can not recognize it's twisted features a thing of beauty? a white demon? who knows what others see behind the windows of their souls who hears their silent screams and runs protective to cradle them within awaking dreams of how it should have been it could have been if only the dice had fallen even how can life be decided by the flick of a wrist? And what of chapters new? of fields yet untrodden and future speak of what you seek alone but not so sure filled with doubts of how much longer can the fear of past remain before it bites upon the very su

What Is Wrong....
SOMEONE TELL ME WTF IS WRONG WITH ME...I AM SO DAMN BITCHING TODAY. MY BROTHER CAN'T STAND ME, I HAVE DONE NOTHING BUT YELLED AT THE KIDS WHEN THEY WOULD DO NOTHING BUT ASK A SIMPLE QUESTION OR EVEN JUST LOOK AT ME. I MEAN COME ON, THATS KINDA BIZARRE. I MEAN I DO GET IN MY MOODS, BUT I THINK ITS NOTHING MORE THAN STRESS RIGHT NOW. I AM STRESSED OUT TO THE MAX. I THOUGHT I HAD SOMETHING GOOD WITH SOMEONE, TO ONLY BE LET DOWN TIME AND TIME AGAIN. I DON'T KNOW WHAT I WANT IN LIFE, WELL I DO, BUT I KINDA HAVE NO WAY OF GETTING WHAT IT IS THAT I WANT AND NEED. I'M NOT GOING INTO DETAILS ABOUT WHAT IT IS I WANT OR NEED, BUT ITS RIGHT UP THERE AT THE TOP OF WHAT IS STRESSING ME OUT! SOMETIMES I JUST WONDER WHY I AM EVEN HERE. BEING HERE FOR MY KIDS IS ONE THING, BUT OTHER THAN THAT, I HAVE NOTHING TO BE ON THIS EARTH FOR. I THINK I COULD DO GREAT THINGS, BUT THE FEARS THAT ARE WITHIN ME ALWAYS HOLD ME BACK. LETS GO INTO MY MARRIAGE FOR A MINUTE. THE BASICS ARE, I DATED MY HUSBAND FOR ABO

What I Did
I had a good fall break/4-day weekend. Saturday I went to the Daniel Boone Festival where we rode some rides, danced, walked around, watched the natives do their dances (which were awesome). Sunday my dad cut his right pinky finger almost completely off. He was helping work on my sisters roof putting down some metal roofing, anyway, long story short, a cord wrapped around his finger so tightly that by the time he could unplug it, it had broken his finger in two at a joint and cut through the skin... his finger was hanging there by a small layer of flesh. We went to the Corbin hopsital where they sent us to the UK hospital and it was finally almost midnight when they did something for him (the accident happened at 2:30pm). We were worried to death he'd lose his finger, but that's been 2 days ago, they've stitched and casted it up and he already has feeling in his finger and he already went back to work today... lol, only my dad... that's where I get my stubbornness from. So sunday was s

Simple, Not Easy
Most things in life are simple, like the persuit of happiness for example. Whatever your definition of happiness is, the path to it is simple. Notice I said simple, not easy. Simple to see the route to the end, simple to jump the hurdles put in front of you, and simple to achieve happiness. The only problem I see, is that it is never easy. The good news is that you can have what you want, you simply have to want it bad enough. want it Bobby

Poem
There's always something rare and special about a person that makes you feel good~~without even trying. There's something magical in a smile that talks. There's a lingering warmth of laughter that comes so easy that nothing else seems to matter. The ability to touch people without having to reach out~ A simple understanding of hearts. There's nothing more refreshing than coming across such a person in your life~ And nothing so appreciated as being able to call them your friend. Lynn Barnhardt There are some of you out there that can bring an instant smile to my face, you know who you are!(136)lol (my baby, he knows who he is). But each and everyone of you mean alot to me. Heather

Freestyle
why is it rappers today neva have a substantial subject matter its cuz of circumstatnial differences bustin down on the system neva fallin victim like islams and christians blowin ya minds to oblivion wit insane word play kill ya cassius clay one blow to that temple fuck wit dis lyrical rhymeslayer get put in a grave fuck us being home of tha brave niggaz scared when i spit running to hit the d e c k like wu said protect ya fuckin neck i got a mill on it fuck havin 5 although dat 5 kept me alive for along time niggaz talk grind but don't know what dat shit mean if u real u can be oin my team

My Day....
I sent Fred a package today. And let me tell you it is not cheap to send a 5 pound package to Japan. it cost $115. It should be there Monday. I put a surprise in there too. But I cant say what it is because he reads these. But he will love it. I miss him soo much right now. I am going crazy sitting here with these four kids. Thankfully I have my best friend right next door. She took the kids for an hour tonight so I could unwind. The good side to freds new job is the benifits and money. They are so awsome. He works for Toyota. He gets to play with humanoid robots and gets paid for it. How cool is that? Well I think I am going to bed now...Good night all!

Love................
Was it so wrong to love you, That you hurt me so bad? ______________________________ The worst thing about loving you is watching you love sum1 else ______________________________ Its funny how sum1 can break your heart, and you can still love them wit all those little pieces ______________________________ My heart was broke in 2, only because i loved you! ______________________________

Obituary
It was Monday morning. The sun was just coming up over the horizon to say hello to the world. I dreaded the week ahead. I had meetings all week and tons of things to do that I knew would just piss me off. Mainly because I had Frank to help me. Frank was, well still is, an asshole of note. So by all reasoning I should have felt like crap. My lungs had been acting up since I quit smoking and my knees were as bad as ever. It was cold and I needed the toilet badly. But as soon as I stepped out of bed something felt rather strange to me. My knees didn't creak like a century old house in a windstorm. I took a deep breath thinking I would start coughing as usual. But nothing came. Just the crisp air flowing around the room from the open window . I stretched and I knew then that I certainly felt excellent. I had never felt this good before. It didn't seem as cold as I thought it was. I strode to the loo and for the first time in a long time the flow came easily. No struggling

The Merry Widow
WHY ARE YOU LOOKING AT ME? Is it my ruffled hair? Is it my blood shot eyes? Is it my raggy clothes? Or my unshaven face? I shall sit and weep alone forever for it is none of these. It is my broken heart. My love has been ripped from me. Taken to the world of above. The world of angels and God. But why? She is my life. She is my world. My heart. My love. No bottle you think could make me as drunk as my sorrow. So be gone you and your judgments. Your old criticisms. LEAVE ME ALONE TO GRIEVE FOR MY LOVE!

48 Hours To Go Please Vote!!!!
It's 48 hours until the end of the contest where we celebrate the beauty of natural large breasts and the the voting so far goes Miss Bratt - 66 nw_bbw - 63 Mikki44dd - 53 notjustaprettyface - 27 Nikki - 21 Purteeladee - 20 Melanie - 13 Milf2006 - 13 Dolphie29 - 12 hot sexy bbw - 7 sweetnjuicyintheuk - 6 Sean's sexy n sarcastic babe - 5 Keep them coing in and repost and promote everyone still has the chance of winning *Hugs n Kissies* *~*PurteeLadee*~* PLEASE GO VOTE FOR ME

I'm Bored
So for those of you who don't know me.....here it is. I am 25 years old with two kids, who are amazing. I am engaged to the most wonderful man alive. Who happens to be a Marine...yummy. I was NEVER one for the military life, but there is no other way for now. He is that special..lol. He is currently deployed to Iraq for the second time. We miss him really really really bad. Besides that, I'm an outspoken person. IF something needs to be said, I will say it. I don't take shit from anyone. I wasted two years of my life in a meaningless relationship where I was lucky enough to get treated like shit, lucky enough you may be saying, well to me it showed me exactly how things shouldn't be and how easy it is to overlook them. I love to meet new people, however I hate fake or drama causing people. If you feel the need to judge me, have at it, I really don't care. I consider myself to be creative, caring, and a good friend. I also however consider myself to be stubborn, bull headed

You're The Dee Dee Deee!
what if what if what if Body: Everybody wonders "what if" once in a while. Just hit "reply to poster" and fill it out about the person that posted this. Don't forget to be honest cuz no one sees this but me(but who really can be honest)! what would you do IF... I died: I kissed you: I fell: I lived next door to you: I showed up at ur house unexpectedly: I stole something: I was murdered: I cried: I asked you to marry me: I was hospitalized: ::WHAT DO YOU THINK ABOUT MY:: Personality: Eyes: Hair: Family: Smile: ::WOULD YOU:: Trust me enough to sleep in the same bed as me? Keep a secret if i told you one? Hold my hand? Study with me? Cook for me? Love me? Date me? Have sex with me? ::HAVE YOU EVER:: Lied to make me feel better? Wanted to kiss me? Wanted to kill me? Broke my heart? Thought I was unbearably annoying? Hated me? Wanted to tell me someting but didn't? Wondered about m

Sorry............
Hey ya'll sorry I haven't been on for awhile. I've been busy and honestly I haven't felt like getting on. I just got on long enough to check mail and shit. So if you need to holla at me just leave me a message and I'll get to it whenever I can. ttyl love ya love LaBabyGirl

So...
I am about to get to bed for the night..early day tomorrow...leaving the computer on til the last possible second so maybe I can catch some of those that I missed before I go....then I dont know how long it will be before I get back to LC...catch y'all later...xoxoxoxoxo

Painful Tears
Last night, my mind was not in the right place. I guess you can say that I woke up in tears. If that's not bad enough, someone keeps on crossing my mind the past few weeks. *Sighs* Jonathan, you are the very center of my soul tormenting me. I'm haunted by your sweet voice that always keeps me awake. I feel like it was Deja Vu all over again when I heard your reason for breaking up with me. But what can I say? I drove myself to tears. But then that one thought made me snap out of it. I knew that you were not leaving me to go back to someone else, but I understand just how you feel and I agree. But at the present time, I cannot help myself from crying these painful tears. But I will do whatever you ask of me. Please don't forget about me nor turn your back on me. You are all that I got, and that is something that I have to face. And belive me when I say this, no one will ever take your place, because you will always be in my heart.

Peace, Love And Trust.
A friend, "Victoria", recently crafted a poignant blog concerning the loss of faith and trust. I couldn't help but be moved to add my own dissertation as it moved me deeply and stirred-up long harboured but unexpressed beliefs. The loss of these valuable traits began when man desecrated the cycle of life created by the deities that a spirit may wax, wane, transition and be reincarnated in it's natural progression. We are now inundated by the unnatural extension of physical constraint to this world when karmic debts are paid, lessons are learned and yet the spirit is not allowed to move on. This, in turn, has created incresingly hostile and unnatural vibrations that contaminate the ethosphere the world over, propagating animosity and distorting the connection that we all maintain with the energies that are God and Goddess which is what binds us. The only thing that differentiates the initiated from the masses is realization. We have done nothing but use the same abilit

Concrete Angel
She walks to school with a lunch she packed Nobody knows what she's holding back; Wearing the same dress she wore yesterday, She hides the bruises with the linen and lace; oh The teacher wonders but she doesn't ask, It's hard to see the pain behind the mask; Bearing the burdon of a secret storm, Sometimes she wishes she was never born; Through the wind and the rain, She stands hard as a stone in a world that she can't rise above; But her dreams give her wings and she flies to a place where she's loved. Concrete Angel Somebody cries in the middle of the night, The neighbors hear but they turn out the lights; A fragile soul caught in the hands of fate, When morning comes it will be too late. Through the wind and the rain, She stands hard as a stone in a world that she can't rise above; But her dreams give her wings and she flies to a place where she's loved. Concrete Angel A statue stands in a shaded place, An angel girl with an u

Rip Chris, Curtis And Tim
Deaths hit Kingston residents hard Teen who knew victims: By GORDON DELANEY Valley Bureau KINGSTON — The unusual deaths of three young men have shaken this small Annapolis Valley community to its roots. Family, friends and residents reacted with shock and disbelief and were grieving Tuesday after the men died in a garage filled with exhaust fumes after a night of partying. "It feels like a bullet to the chest," said a visibly shaken Jeffrey Hammond, a 19-year-old who had gone to school with all three young men since Grade 7. "Everybody is just distraught," he said. "I knew all of them. They kept themselves out of trouble, mostly. "They were my friends and they were good guys," he added before walking away, shaking his head. The bodies of Tim Marshall, 19, Curtis Martin, 18, and Christopher Ell, 21, were found at about 3 p.m. Sunday inside a black Chevrolet in a detached garage filled with fumes. Beer bottles and a whisky bottle were in the car and there were als

Whatever I Say
The party had gotten crowded in the last 30 minutes. I could see my best girlfriend running around like a chicken with her head cut off. I headed that way to see if there was anything I could do to help. On my way past the partiers, I noticed him. He was standing by the fireplace with his arms crossed over his broad chest. I stopped and caught myself starring just as he noticed I was looking at him. I smiled and changed directions, my friend could wait, I thought selfishly. I weaved through the hoard of people in my way. I made it over to him and stuck out my hand. Hi, Im Kara, I had my smile turned on to its full wattage. He smiled shyly and took my hand, Hi Im Jerrell. He softly grabbed my hand and shook it. I smiled as I continued to try and hook this hot guy. I worked all my tricks, which usually paid off. I laughed at all his jokes; I playfully smacked him on the shoulder and tried to keep sexy eye contact (not too much, thats creepy). Nothing seemed to be working on him. I took

I Wish
I wish I'd never taken the chance And fallen in love with you, I held my breath, began to count And jumped as I hit two. I couldn't have fallen any harder Or hit the ground as fast I was stupid and let my guard down I thought our love would always last. I can't sleep at night now I slowly count the sheep, And as soon as my eyes begin to close My alarm clock warns its beep. I wish I had forwarned you That I'd fall in love so true Now the only thing I wish for Is that I could still have you.

1st Thought (old But Hey)
How can you miss a kiss you’ve never tasted and do you regret the time you wasted just to be nice and make me smile back then. I know it’s been too long and I don’t ask you to wait. I never even told you why I reacted that way but I was not strong as you. I need other ways to protect me and stop bothering you. However, this is an excuse that I had formulated to coat the truth in which I wanted to be a part of you. I wanted to be open to you physically and emotionally. I wanted to learn more about you. Although it was inevitable that I had a chance of escaping in hopes of that I would see you again. So I guessed this was where I was going to go and see you around. I wanted to see you because “you’re” around. I wanted to feel the polar attraction that you and I are managing to hold together without losing any momentum.

Big Rig Story (adult)
HERE IS A STORY THAT A VERY SEXY FRIEND OF MINE (OHM) AND I WROTE TOGETHER. HOPE YOU ENJOY IT. now about my dreams...there's this one...where I'm riding in the cab of a tractor trailer...over the open road...next to a sexy man...who keeps looking at my legs in their short skirt...shorter since I've propped my bare feet on the dashboard...flashing my tattoo and red toenails... i tell you to how good you look and that you sure make it hard to drive with you sliding your skirt up farther. you then slip off your top reveling a black push-up bra and start flashing all the other trucks as we pass by them. they haller on the cb to encorage you to stick your fingers in hot wet pussy just past your blak thong panties. you are getting very wet and tell me so. you kneel on seat close enough for me to reach over and silp a finger in your pussy along with yours. you remove your finger and put both hands on the door and presss your breasts against the cool glass of the window for all to

Maggnot?
Life is not based on scripts it's made from your heart and soul and the way you express it too. A rose is a rose as to where it displays that you are one but to me a rose is but of a flower. To me, you are the bouquet that is so grand and elegant that even arranged or not you show me how many ways I can remember you with each scent that you carry around.

Life
They always told me Life was hard, But they never told me How the pain would scar. They always told me Life was a race, But they never said. Id fall in last place. They always told me You can't change the past But they never told me My bad memories would last. They always told me Everyone dies, But they never told me The horrible reasons why. Life is something I cannot change, So I have to live my life Until the very last page.

Tag You It For The Last Time
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. this is my second time doing this tag your it thing so please dont pick me again cuz i won't do it 2.i have an obsession with forien men(still can't spell) 3.i go to the same bar every weekend for 4 years now 4. i love cartoons all kinds but mostly ones that make no sence 5.i sing in the shower 6.and i moan in my sleep and i mean moan like sexmoan...lol

Thanks To Everyone
Everyone I have met on here tonight are so friendly. I want to express my thanks to all of you. I had just signed up and added a picture when I started getting all kinds of emails telling me I had comments. I have never met as many friendly people at one time in one place. So thank you all for taking the time to welcome me to LostCherry

I'll Wait For You - Joe Nichols
The snow in Montana was three feet high The lady at the counter said: There ain't no flights And so he called her on the telephone He said: I'll rent a car and I'll drive home And she said: I'll wait for you Like I did last year At Christmas time with your family here And your truck broke down out in San Antone And the gifts stayed wrapped until you got home Oh, this ain't nothin' new Sweetheart, I'll wait for you Now he's on his cell phone in a Coupe Deville Talkin' to the one he loves and always will His heart is breakin' 'cause she's there alone Her heart is achin' 'cause she wants him home She says: I'll wait for you like in '68 When our child was due, but I said, he'll have to wait Until his dad gets here and stands by my side Remember, Dear, our son's first cry Oh, this ain't nothin' new Sweetheart, I'll wait for you He didn't stop all day to eat a bite And he finally got there around midnight The doctor said, she's in a better place She said to give

Payback...
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. I truely think that Kermit the Frog is hot! 2. My friends know me by 2 names with 2 totally different personalities. 3. I am the only sober person in my house on most nights. 4. I started writing a journal at a friends insistance. 5. The past month has been the best and worst month that I have had in years. 6. I enjoy watching my friends wear each others clothing and have pictures to prove it!

First Time
Well hellllooooooo everybody. this is my first time i have sent a blog on lost cherry but not on any other thing which i will not mention cos that site was boring and this one isnt. so i hope you enjoy looking at my profile and hopefully some of you would like to become my fwiend!! well ttfn and have a good day afternoon or night byeeeeeeee!!!!

Pretty Disappointed!!!
all my "contestors" that are always coming to me to vote for them. Hey I have no problem giving you my vote, but I think if you ask that of someone, you should at least spend a bit of time with that person's profile you are soliciting for help. Don't shout me for a vote when you haven't done shit for me, and you can vote my profile when you make your shout, but that doesn't mean you have voted my pics, left me a voice comment, or even left me a regular comment. If you want to be diplomatic, you have to spend way more time then that.

Getting My Eyebrow Pierced Today
well here I am 52 years young and I decided, instead of a new tattoo, I would get my eyebrow pierced. , some of my friends think I am going thru a mid life crisis, BUT I know , It's just something I wanted to do for a long time , and oh well. done deal. no pics yet, will try and get some done this week. just wanted to share that with my friends. Lady Di

Tag Part 2
~*~Tag ~*~ Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! Ok...so here they are.. 1.(to all my lc girls)..the only thing that looks good on you is me! 2.i'm a dork, you can't be the dork cause i'm the dork 3. Yes it's true Jessica Alba put a restraining order on me 4. i like spam,,mot the email kind the edible kind 5. Don't tell me i won't cause chances are i will 6. I live by the motto " fuck em if they can't take a joke, and joke em if they can't take a fuck" I choose:1. One crazy mama,2.Ofurdreamz,3.True cherryrose,4.Nashieboo,5.Panthaman,6.Wicked boy GOOD LUCK MY FRIEDS :))

Wedding Yippieeee
Well, Im getting married 8 weeks from last Saturday. We got the flowers, ribbon, cake decorations on Saturday. I bought my headdress from eBay, so that will be here sometime next week, hopefully! We've been having problems with the postal service here! :( heres a list of what we have; - Date. time. location - Minister - Bride Gown - Flowers - his birth certificate (without it we couldnt have gotten married!) - candles ...candle holders (not like the kind I broke and sliced my foot open with) - Bubbles - wedding cake supplies - decorations - cake plates - napkins - the invitation stock, ink cartridge, envelopes, and mailing labels - I bought my headdress on Ebay - Ribbon - cake topper - little castles - veil material (its gonna look awesome, for what moms gonna do with it..I'M SO HAPPY) - IT'S ALLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL ABOUT ME ME ME ME!!!! - guest book/pen What we need; - a print program that does invites - get

All Who Wander Are Not Lost
The title is one of the tats I will be getting either this weekend or next week depending on the work schedule. My sister has already said she doesn't like it but I'm getting it anyway. I am going to explain what it means to me so that hopefully not everyone will think I'm absolutely nuts for getting this put on my body. Some of you will still think I'm crazy but chances are you already did so it's okay with me. In my family you get a nice cushy gov't job or something just as "good" and stick with it no matter how much you hate it or you are considered the outcast. I obviously have been the outcast for the past 23 years and counting. They seem to think that nothing has come of the many jobs and stupid things I have done, the things I have been through so far in my life. They couldn't be more wrong. Yes, I do wander from job to job, relationship to relationship, etc. That doesn't mean that I haven't gotten anything out of it. Each thing I have done was just a small part of what it

Cory Lidle The Person
I just want to say that Cory Lidle was a great person besides him playing baseball. Everyone in the Baseball world is mourning the death of one of the great people in this world. My heart and prayers go to his wife and kids. We will miss you Cory.

Icp Fans
I am not a hater, but yet I am not a fan. They are ok music, but can anyone who is or isnt an ICP fan explain why I see so many of you guys springing up all over the place... And since they have so many Loyal fans, why isnt JCW and their music careers still alive... Or is this like the fans who loved 2Pac after he died and the numerous Marley/Hendrix fans of today...

Eastwood
OPERATOR – Eastwood Insurance, how may I be of service? CHRIS – Yes, I saw your commercial on television this morning, the one where you say, “No problem.” And I thought this might be a good time to look into getting some insurance on my automobile. OPERATOR – We’d be happy to help you, Sir. Do you currently have auto insurance? CHRIS – Well, I had some insurance, but I was a little unlucky. OPERATOR – I understand. How’s your driving record? CHRIS – I guess I have a couple of movers – ran a light and a speeding ticket. OPERATOR – Any other violations? CHRIS – Ummmmm, maybe a DUI, but that was a while ago. OPERATOR – Perhaps we should check your record. May I have your license number? CHRIS – Sure, BFL175 OPERATOR – No Sir, I mean your driver’s license number. CHRIS – I don’t have it with me. OPERATOR – Could you get it and call me back? CHRIS – They took it. OPERATOR – Who took it? CHRIS – The judge. Maybe you could look it up for me.

Eternity
We walked with the old ones. We were to be one. then the ones who would destroy the balance came and destoyed all. Some using pure darkness, some using full light. They took all. from this time sense I have searched for you. Every time I find you, again everything is destroyed. In time we will be united and balance will be restored. We will be ballanced again. When this will come to pass none can say. Till then i walk in the shadows and watch both sides, I watch for you knowing you are there, somewhere in the grey mist searching also. Till we again become one I will walk with one foot in both worlds for this is the closest to ballance I can find. Till then I walk life after life untill I find you and banish that which took ballance from us. Written Long long ago on a dark night filled with rain and emptyness.

October 11th
Bad things always seem to come in threes. First of all a guy gets killed where the human wonderbra(aka my bf) works...then a friend gives me a rabbit which i dont want, and my drummer leaves the band ten minutes before practice. Fk me running. Since this is my new place I can also whine that I havent gotten laid in three fkn weeks, work has been slow and I'm about to climb on the roof and see how well I fly. sigh...and I turn 30 in 2 weeks...kill me now god...stop toying with me like a rotten kid pulling wings off of flies.

What Color Are My Lucky Panties? :)
Your Lucky Underwear Is Red You're confident and bold, and your lucky red underwear will only make you more sure of yourself. You have a great zest for life, and you tend to take on impossible goals - and succeed. When it comes to love, it's hard for you to take the time to open up. You're too busy conquering the world. So if you're looking for a little more romance, put on your red underpants. And see where their passion takes you! What Color Is Your Lucky Underwear?

Disorder In The Court
Cant make this stuff up! These are from a book called Disorder in the American Courts and are things people actually said in court, word for word, taken down and now published by court reporters who had the torment of biting their lip to stay calm while these exchanges were taking place. Q: Are you sexually active? A: No, I just lie there. _____________________________________________________________ Q: What is your date of birth? A: July 15. Q: What year? A: Every year. ______________________________________________________________ Q: What gear were you in at the moment of the impact? A: Gucci sweats and Reeboks. ______________________________________________________________ Q: This myasthenia gravis, does it affect your memory at all? A: Yes. Q: And in what ways does it affect your memory? A: I forget. Q: You forget? Can you give us an example of something that you've forgotten? ______________________________________________________________ Q: How old is yo

Kind Words
ok i am a nice guy i speak from the heart always and an occasion moan from my loins. though i am generally sweet, honest and try to compliment and message my friends from time to time to see how they are, then there is the daily hellos and hope your days is going good type of thing. i am not like most guys, i am sensitive, i am not afraid to show my emotions and i will not take shit from any gender. if you don't want me commenting, complimenting, and coversationalizing with you then tell me now and save yourself. james

Noah's Ark
Noah's Ark Everything I need to know, I learned from Noah's Ark.. ONE: Don't miss the boat. TWO: Remember that we are all in the same boat. THREE: Plan ahead. It wasn't raining when Noah built the Ark. FOUR: Stay fit. When you're 60 years old, someone may ask you to do something really big. FIVE: Don't listen to critics; just get on with the job that needs to be done. SIX: Build your future on high ground. SEVEN: For safety's sake, travel in pairs. EIGHT: Speed isn't always an advantage. The snails were on board with the cheetahs. NINE: When you're stressed, float awhile. TEN: Remember, the Ark was built by amateurs; the Titanic by professionals. ELEVEN: No matter the storm, when you are with God, there's always a rainbow waiting.

Which New York Teams Is Better?
I recently had to become a Mets fan for the remainder of the season, and I want to know which New York baseball team everybody likes the best. Becoming a Mets fan(for now) is my punishment for opening my mouth to some one on Lost Cherry. So give me your reasons for either the Yankees or the Mets and a will total up all the responses just to see who is the "best" baseball team in New York! Don't be shy, take your best shot at the other team. Thanks for reading this and participating in making the Yankees the unofficial best New York baseball team of Lost Cherry. Sideshow

Sour Patch Kids
SOUR PATCH KIDS SHOULD BE THE NEW GOVERNMENT CHEEZ!! THEY HAVE JUST AS ABOUT THE SAME AMOUNT OF NUTRTION AS CHEESE BUT TASTE OH SO YUMMY. I HAVE A BIG PROBLEM W THE COMPANY BECAUSE I STILL CANNOT FIND WATERMELON FLAVOR AROUND HERE. YOU BASTARDS!! I NEED CHEF'S ADVICE. BUT, WHEN I DO HAPPEN TO STUMBLE ON THAT POT OF GOLD, I BUY A BUNCH OF BAGS. LIKE WATER WHEN THE NEWS ANNOUNCES SOME SORT OF WEEKLY DISASTER.WHICH BUY THE WAY IS PAID FOR OUT OF ADVERTISING FUNDS BY THE SUPERMARKETS TO GET U TO GO STOCK UP. WE GET ABOUT ONE A MONTH I THE SUMMER AND WINTER. ITS ALWAYS "THE STORM OF "insert year here". AFTER 9/11, THE DUCT TAPE COMPANIES BOUGHT THE ADVERTISING TIME ON THE NEWS. PEOPLE, DO U REALLY THINK FUCKEN DUCT TAPE WILL SAVE YOU FROM THE LIKES OF ANTHRAX, OR SARIN, OR VX.LMFAO. THE POPULATION IS A BUNCH OF SHEEP, UR ALL SHEEP!!!BAAAAAAA!! OR AS JIM MORISSON SAID " YOURE ALL A BUNCH OF FUCKEN SLAVES" LMAO. ANYHOW, THIS WARNING IS GOING OUT TO THE MASS POPULATION."GO, STOCK UP ON SOUR PA

My Journey
My daughter is now 2 and a half and every time i look at her i think wow as i cant believe all that we have gone through together.Our journey began in april 2004.I woke up one tuesday not feeling very well,a decision was taken to go to the hospital and not to work.Iam so glad that iam well in touch with my inner self as i konw it saved my daughters life.Once at the hospital it was made clear that i would be staying in due to an infection(what a bummer).I remember joking to another mum to be that i would be home tomorrow,ah ha famous last words.Little did any one reazlise what was going to happen over the next five and a half months or the next year after that.............. to be contuined

Texas Sunsets & Skies
Have camera, will travel! LOL.. I am always carrying my digital camera in the off chance that I might miss a memory capturing photo opportunity... This probably stems from being raised in a photobug family where everyone always had some cameras to take photos. My Uncle died when he was only 44 years old. My cousins had never really taken a lot of pictures in their family; it was my Dad and our family that was always taking photos. After my Uncle died, my cousins were looking to us to provide them photos of their loving Dad. It was at that point in time, I really began to appreciate all the photos our family took day in and day out. To become a member of our family, one certainly can't have a bit of camera shyness about them!!! LOL... At any rate... One of the things I love is the glory of God shown through nature and our surroundings and Texas certainly demonstrates that well at times. As such I created the photo album "Texas Sunset & Skies" to drop some of thos

"my Special Momments With You"
BEFORE ANYONE READS THIS, I HAVE TO LET YOU KNOW THIS WAS WRITTEN BY MY DAUGHTER FOR HER GRANDMA,SADLY SHE NEVER GOT TO GIVE IT TO HER, AS THE DAY AFTER IT WAS WRITTEN HER GRANDMA PASSED AWAY. ................................................... "My Special momments with you" Grandmother, what does that mean? In my words its another word for "Mother", a beautiful, special kinda mom. Grandma Cayton, this poem is for you. Over the years you have been sick. So I havent been able to do much with you. But even though you were sick I still found ways to form those special momments. Like the time i was about 8 or 9. I used to come to your house with mom, dad, D.J, and Chris. I would go over and sit down on the couch and ask you about the needles you would use when you quilted...sometimes i would ask to help you with your quilts. Like a great grandma you told me no because i would get hurt...As i grew older when i looked into your beautiful eyes I saw a gorgeous young woman who was on

Tag (sorta)
~*~Tag ~*~ Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. I tend to pick at my few moles until they come off. 2. I can be very selfish when it comes to certain foods that I love and have my mind on if someone else eats it before i can get to it. 3. I don't step on cracks. 4. its hard for me to sleep unless someone is up that way i know someone is aware of things going on around me while i sleep but it has to be someone i trust completely. 5. Its hard for me to sleep when i have overnight guests im not use to having in my house. 6. I dont like to leave my house empty and unattended i'm afraid of the apartment people rummaging thru my shit when noone is around. I CHOOSE everyone who

Why A Woman Cries
A little boy asked his mother, "Why are you crying?" "Because I'm a woman," she told him. "I don't understand," he said. His Mom just hugged him and said, "And you never will." Later the little boy asked his father, "Why does mother seem to cry for no reason?" "All women cry for no reason," was all his dad could say. The little boy grew up and became a man, still wondering why women cry. Finally he put in a call to God. When God answered, he asked, "God, why do women cry so easily?" God said: "When I made the woman she had to be special. I made her shoulders strong enough to carry the weight of the world, yet gentle enough to give comfort. I gave her an inner strength to endure childbirth and the rejection that many times comes from her children. I gave her a hardness that allows her to keep going when everyone else gives up, and take care of her family through sickness and fatigue without complaining. I gave

Oh The Joy.
It's Thursday. And if you are a self-declared "MILF", you're not likely to be one. Just an observation. In reading the rules of MILF-dom, it seems pretty clear that someone else needs to give you the titties. er... I mean title.

Song Of The Day My Chemical Romance - You Know What They Do To Guys Like Us In Prison
In the middle of a gun fight. In the center of a restaurant. They say, "come with your arms raised high." Well they're never gonna get me, I'm like a bullet through a flock of doves To wage this war against your faith in me. Your life, will never be the same. On your mother's eyes, say a prayer, Say your prayer! Now! But I can't, and I don't know How we're just two men as God had made us. Well who cares? Well I care! Too much, too late or just not enough of this pain in my heart for your dying wish I'll kiss your lips again! They all cheat at cards. And the checkers are lost. My cellmate's a killer, They make me do push-ups in drag But nobody cares if you're losing yourself. I am losing myself as well? And I miss my mom! Will they give me the chair? Or lethal injection, Or swing from a rope, if you dare! Oh, nobody knows all the trouble I've seen! Now! But I can't, and I don't know How we're just two men as God had made us. Well who cares? Well I care!

The Morning
It's a Thursday and I am absolutely bored out of my mind. I'm at work and it's dead. It's our National Customer service meeting the next two days. There is a bunch of training classes. None of which I will be attending due to people thinking that they will be over my positions head. Oh well. I can't wait for the weekend. I haven't decided on what I'm doing yet but I know it will be fun. Any suggestions on fun things to try. I do enjoy trying new things, however I will not bungee jump or jump out of a plane. If any one wants to chat hit me up i'm so bored grrr!!! Luv ya much :* muah!

The Girls & School
I must admit that their very first day was hard for me. It was hard for me to accept that they were so willing to leave me afer 3 years of having them around every day. I was so lost without them that I actually went to my mom's job and helped her work (lol). But the lonliness I experienced while they were gone soon disappeared as I heard the bus pull up to drop them off. They got off the bus screaming "MOMMY MOMMY MOMMY!!!!" To know that they were even happier to see me than they were to leave warmed my heart like nothing else could. They missed me and we glad to be back. Just one more of many signs that they love me. Sure being a single mother to 3 year old twins is a hard job, but to see their faces light up when they see me walk out to get them makes it worth while. It lets me know I am doing something right. They have been in school for a month now and already we have gone through their first fundraiser (they each raised over 100 dollars which is pretty good for a 3

Animals V. Humans
At one point in my life my home was called a domestic zoo due to the amount of animals I had. At the time there was myself, my Boxer/Sheppard mix male, my female Rotty, 2 Teddy Bear hamsters, a regular hamster, 13 fish, a Ginuea Pig, and a Dwarf Rabbit. It was a bit of work to take care of them all but it was worth it. The only thing they desired was food, clean bedding/being walked, water, and love. Never did they complain about anything. They didn't critique anything about me. As long as I provided them with their necessities they were happy. The difference between animals and humans is that humans don't know when to shut the hell up. They constantly stick their feet in their mouths (and not in a joyous toe sucking way). They are too busy pointing fingers. Throwing stones while living in glass houses themselves. People like that should automatically hear a recording when they open their mouth to spew forth more stupidity. Something to tell them they are not bette

Day Two!
We I'm over the first little ant hill, I've gone from "FRESH MEAT" to "NEW CHERRY" I've made a few new friends along the way & I would like to acknowledge them here & thank them for helping me out. babyjesus, gives us our daily contest tasks & lets us know who's movin what. I'm pritty sure he does alot more than that but I'm still new & haven't found out just what that is! Slightly Stupid, Play it like it is. im loki, You got me laughin on here man. Kira, I haven't quite figured you out, but I'll keep readin. Siefer, you & I haven't really talked yet. sexy Italian MJ, Air Head, Mobeous, and tempd youactually brought me to the New Cherry statous. Thank you! If your looking for your points to get to the next level give me a shout I'll push as much as I can. Diva & Daddy! I know you two are gonna come in handy I think I've got enough stories from you two to fill up the calander for the next month and a half worth of activities. I just need someone to use

I Won I Won!!!!!
lol i can't believe it! i won the teddy bear of Panda Antivirus!!! hahaaaaaa look at this! click on the pic to go to the album, leave a comment please :D well, i'm feeling a lil bit tired it took me long time to wake up lol last night there were a lot of people, lot of nerds, someone that talked that is in the FBI, live hacking show, etc... after that, the final coctail, where we had a lot of food to eat, cold and hot, and drinks!! oh my... i left the diet and ate chicken salted with champignones and onions, with a sauce of cream, then i attacked cheeses! got browny with cream, and a chocolate mousse, and red wine to calm me down haha! it was great, really! i could say they hadn't a lot of information, we needed info about firewalls, encriptors, and other things and they were like "oh well, don't bother me" anyways, i hope today is a nice day and relaxing one!!!!! hugs and lot of love for everyone :) Maria

Life And Shit (copied From Myspace Blog)
a negative and a negative does not equal a positive Current mood: contemplating Category: contemplating Life i forget sometimes. one thing i have learned from David Stein is that good things happen to everyone reguardless of how many bad things happen. when you notice the good things it takes away the energy you sacrofice concentrating on the negative. low and behold you realize ther are more good things, many more then bad things. if you add the sum of the good things up, it is by far a greater sum then the bad. my sis says im the most negative person in the world. my negativity caused me to become ingulfed in hate, lead to me being expeled for threating a teacher, lead to my back getting crushed aginst a stage in ATL. once i read MLK jr and understood the causes and reasons for hate i developed a quest to do away with it in every aspect oof my life, i simply refused to hate. of course there is hatred all around me, some have told me they loved me only to yell they hate me in les

My New Job
I get into the lab and no one knows im am coming. i look around for my boss and i see HIM. " Who da hell are you and what do you think yoins doin jus walkin in here"say Mr. Justice (i will never refer to him in any other way)"we'll im the new guy, i ...uh ...start tongiht" i said" Work, work , we in a war son, why isnt your prissy ass on the front line. I thought they started letting you queers in the military. nothing makes better cannon fodder then a queer, do you hear me boy!!"i just looked at him in wide eyed amazement. knees quivering i looked him straight in his evil eyes and said "SIR, im here to Work, so put me to WORK""I like you boy, you rubed me wrong at first but i like you. these are your knew pardners, they'll show you the ropes"So i look and there they were, like a bad dream Saturday at midnight." oh hello, please dont let my apperence fool you.......""tommy" i said" oh well, its so awfuly nice to meet you tommy. these are my servents, magent

Tag!
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! Astara, She199, Tia, Gothic-Freak, Silenced and Tash 1- I think blue cheese dressing tastes good on a steak, cheese and mushroom sub...lol 2- All the movies I own have to be a certain way and if their not I can tell 3- I have every card Ive recieved since I was about 10 yrs old 4- I think Brad Pitt is a dog...but OMG his wife is HAWT!!! (Ive been called weird for this...lol) 5- My nips are always hard...no matter if its hot or cold out...lol 6- annnnnnnnnnnnd last but not least I like ranch dressing on my pizza crust...lol

Letter To My Boo
Whassup mami? Its ya baby boi here Now I just wanna make a few things clear I know u went through things that cause you fear But I hope you know that your man is here Now look, I know sometimes I aint there when u needin me But I pray that you can still believe in me Ill love you baby till death do us part Know that aint just from the mouth, thats from the heart What other man u dated would die for ya? If something happened to would they have cried for ya? Would they bring death to anyone that hurt ya? Or put a hurtin on any man whoever tried to touch ya The wrong way, ya man ridin through today To put that fool in his place where he need to stay Away from my angel, future wifey, my baby girl The water I drink, the air I breathe, youre my whole world Without the love you give me baby, I would die And if you ever left me, I think I might cry A thousand tears, enough to drown in my sorrows So that I wouldnt have to suffer through a

Crystal Meth
I destroy homes and tear families apart, I will take your children and that's just a start, I am more valuable than diamonds and more precious than gold, The sorrow I cause is a sight to behold, If you need me I am easily found, I live all over schools and downtown, I live with the rich and with the poor, I live down the street and even next door, I'm made in a lab but not the one you think, I can even be made under the kitchen sink, Inside your child's closet and even out in the woods, If it scares you to death it certainly should, I have many names but there is one you will know best, I am sure you have heard of me, My name is Crystal Meth, My power is awesone try me you will see, But if you do, you may never break free, Just try me once I might let you go, But try me twice then i will own your soul, When I possess you, you will steal and lie, You will do what you have to, Just to get high, The crimes you will commit for my narcotic charms, Will be worth pleas

Morning
It's a new day I'm going to try and be positive and not be so blah. I am going to make it all into a good day. So lets all help and send positive energy this way. I could use it. I have some good news though it comes in the aftermath of sad news. I'll just mention one of my best friends ree_ree is back. I will not go into the sad news as it's hers to tell, but will ask you not to bug her about it. Just please send her some love and be nice. Well I'm off to go enjoy the many photos and profiles around here. Love Stace

Any Suggestions???
I'm still workin on my page wit wut lil time i have to spare on it. I'm wondering if any of you know how to upload music from ur own pc if it is even possible cuz i want sum songs that are not on any of the video codec sites. If you have any sugestions on how I can pimp up my page better feel free to let me know. I welcome constructive critism so feel free to give it up. I'm also pretty new to the site and trying to move up in cherry points so feel free to comment on my page and blog. Holla at cha gurl!!! ThRoWd OfF * BaByGuRl *

How Dogs And Men Are The Same
How Dogs and Men Are the Same 1. Both take up too much space on the bed. 2. Both have irrational fears about vacuum cleaning. 3. Both mark their territory. 4. Neither tells you what's bothering them. 5. The smaller ones tend to be more nervous. 6. Both have an inordinate fascination with women's crotches. 7. Neither does any dishes. 8. Both fart shamelessly. 9. Neither of them notice when you get your hair cut. 10. Both like dominance games. 11. Both are suspicious of the postman. 12. Neither understands what you see in cats. How Dogs Are Better Than Men 1. Dogs do not have problems expressing affection in public. 2. Dogs miss you when you're gone. 3. Dogs feel guilty when they've done something wrong. 4. Dogs admit when they're jealous. 5. Dogs are very direct about wanting to go out. 6. Dogs do not play games with you, except fetch (and they never laugh at how you throw). 7. You can train a dog. 8. Dogs are easy to buy for. 9. The worst social disease you

In Loving Memorie Of Jayden
*If tears could build a Stairway* If tears could build a stairway. And memories a lane. I would walk right up to Heaven And bring you back again. No farewell words were spoken, No time to say "Goodbye". You were gone before I knew it. And God only knows why. My heart still aches with sadness. And secret tears still flow. What it meant to love you-- No one can ever know. But now I know you want me to mourn for you no more; To remember all the happy times, life still has much in store. Since you'll never be forgotten. I pledge to you today-- A hollowed place within my heart is where you'll always stay..

Spilt Blood
Am I really going to allow my sanity to slip away into nothingness? Another round of doctor's appointment's are on the horizon and I still feel as though there's something that's just not right. So what if I have an insatiable desire for information about myself. It feels like a kind of reality-show version of One Flew Over the Cuckoo's Nest. Such is my life. Now, of course, we say we can't find ourselves in in a real-life version of Minority Report , preemptively arresting people before they've committed the crimes we somehow knew they'd commit. Everyone has their share of problems in life; Some with worse problems than others. Sometimes I might feel extremely sad or angry over something that has happened to me. But, everyone has a way of dealing with these problems in life - There are people that open themselves up and talk about their problems, there are people that write their problems down in a journal or diary, and there are those that just give up and don't talk to others about

Its Dusty Over There
i have been sitting here, but before i started with that i was over there standing and milling around the dusty cardboard keeper cage. breathing in the dirt and dead skin of many years before this one. sneezes were frequent as the old substance made contact with the scratchy passages to my throat and lungs. what if i inhaled deep enough and inhaled all of my surroundings into the depths of my chest where they would begin absorbsion upon contact with the moist mucusy membranes of the air bags kept under my ribs. what if the particles were so small that they didnt want to stay and squeezed themselves through the layers of tissue like a mole through my neighbors lawn. burrowing until it reaches its destination far far away from where you put it. far from where you ever wanted it to go. running like a convict who just scaled the glistening razor wire at yesterdays maximum security prison. working its way to the outer surface, striding toward the sun and away from the encasement in which it

Forgive Me
Can you forgive me again? I don't know what I said But I didn't mean to hurt you I heard the words come out I thought that I would die It hurts so much to hurt you Then you look at me You're not shouting anymore You're silently broken I'd give anything now to kill those words for you Each time I say something I regret, I cry "I don't wanna lose you!" But some how I know that you will never leave me, yeah. 'Cause you were made for me Some how I'll make you see How happy you make me I can't live this life Without you by my side I need you to survive So stay with me You look in my eyes and I'm screaming inside that I'm sorry.. And you forgive me again You're my one true friend And I never meant to hurt you

Denise
You scored as Pink. Your heart is pink. You're everyone's friend. Woo go you! Everyone loooves you!! You're the definition of a true friend, which is why you mean so much to your friends. You will do anything to see your friends smile, you have a great quality- don't change for anybody.Pink86%Blue57%Yellow43%Black14%Red0%Purple0%White0%Orange0%Green0%~What colour is your heart?~created with QuizFarm.

Rape
She walks by With head held low. A lowly cry And you know. You know why Yet you don't care. Deep in your soul Nothing is there. You're sponge old & dirty Absorbing her pain. Taking away her security Her emotions you drain. You know what you've done And so do your friends. On her shoulders she'll carry a ton Her pain will never end. She used to smile She used to laugh. It's something you can't reconsile The pain is on her behalf. You see her cry From her pain she can't escape. You watch her fall and die Did you know what you did was rape?

Rodney Dangerfeld
“My wife only has sex with me for a purpose. Last night she used me to time an egg.” ”It's tough to stay married. My wife kisses the dog on the lips, yet she won't drink from my glass.” ”My wife isn't very bright. The other day she was at the store, and just as she was heading for our car, someone stole it! I said, ‘Did you see the guy that did it?’ She said, ‘No, but I got the license plate.’" ”Last night my wife met me at the front door. She was wearing a sexy negligee. The only trouble was, she was coming home.” “My wife likes to talk on the phone during sex; she called me from Chicago last night.” “The other day I came home and a guy was jogging, naked. I asked, ‘Why?’ He said, "because you came home early.’" ”A girl phoned me and said, ‘Come on over. There's nobody home.’ I went over. Nobody was home!” ”A hooker once told me she had a headache.” ”I went to a massage parlor. It was self service.” ”If it weren't for pick-pockets, I'd have no sex life at a

From One Metalhead To All Of The Others
I have been listening to a lot of heavy metal music, these days. I mean the old school metal, not the new stuff. I have a pretty steady diet of Judas Priest and Iron Maiden on my .mp3 player (I'm too cheap to buy an iPod). It's the music I grew up with, and I was thinkin' about it, this morning. I figured I'd write a bit about that, today. I think the first exposure I had to metal or hard rock music was when I heard KISS for the first time. Most of my peers went through at least a short period of KISS fandom. It was a pretty easy jump from Batman and Robin, to the Saturday Creature Feature, to KISS. And it was true that our parents hated them, which made it even sweeter. I even remember my older brother being told by his sixth grade teacher that it was not appropriate to bring his KISS records to school. How would a pre-teen boy be able to resist that kind of forbidden fruit? To this day, I believe that "KISS" should be rendered in all capital letters, if it's referring to

Credit Cards And Death
FROM MY E-mail AUTHOR UNKNOWN Cancel your Credit Cards before you die!! This is a good one! So easy to see this happening, customer service being what it is today. A lady died this past January, and Citibank billed her for February and March for their annual service charges on her credit card, and then added late fees and interest on the monthly charge. The balance had been $0.00, now is somewhere around $60.00. A family member placed a call to Citibank: Family Member: "I am calling to tell you that she died in January." Bank: "The account was never closed and the late fees and charges still apply." Family Member: "Maybe, you should turn it over to collections." "Since it is two months past due, it already has been." Family Member: So, what will they do when they find out she is dead?" Bank: "Either report her account to the frauds division or report her to the credit bureau, maybe both!" Family Member: "Do you think God will be mad at her?" Bank: "Exc

Finally
well its finally happened i found the man of my dreams Travis I love you!!!! he is the sweetest and he gets along with my kids and loves my kids and they like him so all is good :D i am glad he came along and he didn't think i was too bitchy either :D :S i love him so much and he loves me so much

Duh!!
Alright, just want to let off some steam and see if anyone else could possibly be a silly and stupid as me! Why do we as humans seem to have to learn things the hard way? I mean why can't we decide that life is hard enough to just get through each day without having to have things come to us again and again? It would seem that I tend to keep doing the same things over and over and while I think I am a smart person am starting to believe that maybe I should look at that and rethink it. I think I would like someone to do things for me. I am a nurturing giver all the time, and so I tend to just get into that mode and don't even think about it until it hits me upside the head that maybe it is time for me to just stop. I tend to take over and do everything for the people I love. Which for them is a good thing as they pretty much can do what they want then. The problem is I get hurt, and start feeling like I am being used. I don't have to be this way, I can choose to have relati

Oh My
~*~Tag ~*~ Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! Ok...so here they are.. 1. I let things get to me too easily 2. Ive been known to be a TEASE (oh my) 3. I play with my tongue:S(so proud i can flip it! but i really wanna do the flower!) LMAO 4. I think too much sometimes. 5. I can get so mad I cry (mhm loser) lol 6. I SAY FUCK ALOT! (I have tagged: nibbles, latino pride,pumzy,falling in love with a black heart,sailor, and alwayshard)

Lets Have A Race.....
OK first person to comment all my photos and rate if not allready rated and to comment my profile with the word done wins ther cherry whip or choice of cherry gifts totalling $3500 cherry bucks. Ready set GO

The All Knowing Stars
My ‘Astrograph’ There’s nothing wrong with your intellectual abilities other than they may be very subjective, colored by personal likes and dislikes, and not necessarily factual. Reading the paper I like to breeze my horoscope and see what the stars might have in store for me … *pauses for the peanut gallery’s reaction* Those vague ‘predictions’ do remind me of oft over-looked and uncommon thoughts at times. I mean, I’m pretty cool, claim and calculated in my daily dealings. Perhaps I may indeed forget to “Keep my cool in highly emotional situations”. Thanks to reading those reminders sometimes when I feel my temper reaching the boiling point, I’ll “react with the regards of others”. (Thanks to my emotional id getting refreshed from my readings) Vague as they are, I guess they do remind one of common courtesies. (?)

You've Been Tagged(rules)
Each player in this game starts wit 6 weird things or habits about themselves.People who r tagged should write a blog wit their own 6 weird habbits,and statew this rule clearly.Choose 6 people to be tagged list their names ,leave thema comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details.its fun

Life
You've Changed 60% in 10 Years You've done a good job changing with the times, but deep down, you're still the same person. You're clothes, job, and friends may have changed some - but it hasn't changed you. How Much Have You Changed in 10 Years?

Trible_xxx-lafa-fox-99
TODAY I LOST VERY GOOD PERSON WE SNED WITH US ABOUT 17 YEAR WITH US BROTHERS FRIENDS EVERY THING WE CAN SAY TO BE CLOSE TO YOUR HEART I SET TODAY ALONE WITH HIM BEFORE HE DIED WE LAUGHING WITH US WE SAID SOME JOKES TO US NOTHING WRONG I GO HE GO AFTER 40 MINUTE HE DIED I DONT KNOW WHY I THINK IAM ALONE ON THIS WORLD ALONE NOW IAM VERY SORRY CAUSE THAT HAPPENED I CANT BRING HIM BACK AGAIN IT IS THE LAST BETWEEN US

Future Of Money By Bernard Lietaer
I hadnt realised till I read this book just how ignorant I was as to were money came from and the chapter on the Information Age is quite interesting The Future of Money: Creating New Wealth, Work and a Wiser World The Future of Money: Creating New Wealth, Work, and a Wiser World by Bernard Lietaer The following bullets are reality-checks extracted from The Future of Money (published in January 2001, also available in German from http://www.futuremoney.de), illustrating the dramatic changes we face in the near future. * Your money's value is determined by a global casino of unprecedented proportions: $2 trillion are traded per day in foreign exchange markets, 100 times more than the trading volume of all the stockmarkets of the world combined. Only 2% of these foreign exchange transactions relate to the "real" economy reflecting movements of real goods and services in the world, and 98% are purely speculative. This global casino is triggering the foreign exchange

Holiday 3-some
Now we have been 2 weeks in Italy on vacation. It was really cool. We lay every day on the beach and sunned ourselves. Besides, we observed the people. One day we came again to our normal place at the beach and there we saw 2 young boys just a few meters beside us. After a short time my wife oversee that both of them noticed us. My wife said to me, that she will bring both of them in embarrassment. She turned her couch in such a way that both of them could look exactly between her legs. She lay down and spread her legs easily. As she wore a string they could see her nice pussy and I observed both of them through my sunglasses. They looked exactly between her legs as if they had never seen such a thing before. As I dropped down my glasses, both were embarrassed and looked suddenly in another direction. After a short time I put on the glasses again and read a newspaper. Besides, we observed both. Then my wife sway her feet like this, so that 2 boys were able to see her pussy open and

Eternity
The icy glare That stops my heart, The painful words Spoken as we part. The tears that fall So gracefully, Moments lost To you and me. I cried again And begged for you I pushed and shoved I made it through. Then you looked at me I wanted to die. All I wanted Was one more try, But you gave me that icy glare It stops my heart You don't even care. Then the tears then fell So gracefully And all are moments Lost for eternity. Copyright Christina Miller 2006

Steak Salad
Original recipe yield: 4 servings PREP TIME 30 Min COOK TIME 5 Min READY IN 35 Min INGREDIENTS * 1 1/2 pounds beef sirloin steak * 8 cups romaine lettuce, torn into bite-size pieces * 6 roma (plum) tomatoes, sliced * 1/2 cup sliced fresh mushrooms * 3/4 cup crumbled blue cheese * 1/4 cup walnuts * * 1/3 cup vegetable oil * 3 tablespoons red wine vinegar * 2 tablespoons lemon juice * 1/2 teaspoon salt * 1/8 teaspoon ground black pepper * 3 teaspoons Worcestershire sauce * 1/8 teaspoon liquid smoke flavoring DIRECTIONS 1. Preheat oven on broiler setting. Broil steaks for 3 to 5 minutes per side, or to desired doneness. Allow to cool, then slice into bite-size pieces. 2. On chilled plates, arrange lettuce, tomatoes, and mushrooms. Sprinkle with blue cheese and walnuts. Top with steak slices. 3. In a small bowl, whisk together oil, vinegar, lemon juice, salt, pepper, Worcestershire sauce, and

Will You Be Watching?
Will you be watching, While I cry Will you be watching, The Day I die? Will you be watching When I do good Will you be watching When I think I could Change the World Today? Will you be watching And always stay? Copyright Christina Schnitz 1997 (haha, one of my first)

Just Fyi
I was on my way out of the house at like 1 am and i somehow went on the opposite side of the road up on a hill and my car rolled down the hill. Luckily someone was there practically right after it happened and called the ambulance. I was helicoptered to St. Johns. I was in a coma for about a month. I broke 3 ribs and punctured my left lung. I messed up my head- I hurt the pons in my brain and i broke my 2nd vertabrae - which is lucky cause that could have killed me or paralyzed me. I some how ended up out of the car and under the hood and my left arm got 3rd degree burns on it and I had to have a graf from my thigh for that. They think thet while I was in the coma I had a stroke on my left side as well. I didn't get out of the hospital till Nov.18th. I also broke my jaw in 2 places and had to have that fixed and my mouth was wired shut for a while. Yeah luckily I don't remember the accident or how I got in it and no one saw it. I also don't remember the whole month or more before th

I Want This Guy!!
Im the guy who will text you every single morning and tell you good morning and every single night to tell you sweet dreams. Im the guy who will hold you when you're crying and wipe away your tears. Im the guy who still thinks you're beautiful with no makeup on wearing sweats and a sports t-shirt. Im the guy who WONT pressure you to do things you DONT want to. Im the guy who kisses you on the forehead. Im the guy who doesnt kiss and tell. Im the guy who actually listens to you when you talk. Im the guy who's excited ALL day because im looking forward to our date that night. Im the guy who is content to just be able to hold you and wants nothing more. I'm the guy who can't help but smile when you walk into the room. Im the guy who's perfectly content with staying in and watching movies and cuddling. Im the guy who won't lie to you about where he's going or where he's been or who he's been with. Im the guy who gets butterflies when he hears your name.

Whats Up People
yes people a big shout to every one espescially all you sexy american ladies yeah !! just to say im a dj on a radio stationcatch me on www.rapturefm.co.uk every sunday at 8pm GMT time (london time) look forward to chattin to you !!! PLEASE PASS THIS ON TO ALL YO~UR FRIENDS WE ARE TRYIN TO BREAK THE 1000 LISTENERS THIS SUNDAY >>> THANKS ALOT GUYS DAN.T

Screwed
A man is driving down a deserted stretch of highway, when he notices a sign out of the corner of his eye that Reads: SISTERS OF ST. FRANCIS HOUSE OF PROSTITUTION 10 MILES Thinking it was a figment of his imagination, he drives on and soon he sees another sign SISTERS OF ST. FRANCIS HOUSE OF PROSTITUTION 5 MILES Suddenly, he begins to realize the signs are for real... He passes a third sign, saying SISTERS OF ST. FRANCIS HOUSE OF PROSTITUTION NEXT RIGHT His curiosity gets the best of him and he pulls into the drive. On the far side of the parking lot, is a stone building with a small Sign next to the door reading SISTERS OF ST. FRANCIS He climbs the steps, and rings the bell. The door is answered by a nun in a long, black habit, who asks, " What may we do for you, my son?" He answers, "I saw your signs along the highway, and was interested in doing business." " Very well, my son.... Please follow me. " The man is led through a wi

Vote For Me As The Most Pretty Face
i entered myself in the lc contest as pretty face if you care to leave comments and vote for me go to the contest queens page and under her pics you will see pretty faces and you will see my pic and plz vote thanks

I Need You Once Again........
Because I hold you in high regards, I need you!! Because I think the world of you, I need you!!! I feed off of the love I receive from you....it gives me the courage to get on stage and bring heat at every show. I am in a comedy competition this Saturday called Orange County's Funniest person. I'm in the final round, I made it to the top 9 out of 400 other comics. I know that most of you are in another state so you can't make it (i only have one friend that can make it....Terry I see you mami:)), but if you got love for ya boy please stop by my page and Blow me a kiss (if your a girl) or leave a comment just so that I know I still got you on my side. For every comment I get, on Monday I'll post a comment in return with a video clip of this Saturday's set. that way you know that YOU gave me the energy to do it. I've said it before......THANK YOU FOR HOLDIN' ME DOWN!!!!!! Holla at ya boy......

How To Write A Poem
OPEN THE WINDOW AT NIGHT AND INVITE HIM IN. BARE YOUR THROAT AND LET HIM DRINK HIS FILL. DREAM UNTIL HE STOPS, THEN WRITE ABOUT THE DREAM. TO YOU THE WORDS WILL SEEM FLAT BUT THOSE WHO KNOW WILL KNOW, REMEMBERING THEIR OWN NIGHTS OF CRIMSON DREAMING BY LAWRENCE SCHIMEL

Him
My cynicism amazes even me at times. I’m tired of the confusion. I look to the people I know who are in loving relationships, and I admire what they have. The trust, the love, the honesty. The way they miss each other before they’ve even left each other’s gaze. The way a look or touch can right the world. The arguments, and tearful apologies immediately after. The struggle, the fight. The constant awareness that they could be taken from each other at any moment. I feel all of these things with Joey. He is what is right when everything else has crashed around me. He is one that loves me when I feel unlovable. He is who makes me feel beautiful when the tears have washed my eyeliner down my cheeks. And I’m so afraid of losing him through my own insecurities. Yes, our situation is fucked up. We’re not together. But we’re working on it. We want to build a strong friendship to be the solid base to our life together. We want to do this right, so that when we do end up married, it is for li

Poem I Made With Him Lyrics
I crawl. Scorched by the shame I can't escape the wrath of my heart beating beating to our song Now it seems my faith is my lust lust for hell regained My love just dust in the hands of the shamed The suicide of love took away all that matters but isn't love all that matters? My heart, turned to stone buried in an unmarked tomb But please, let me bleed let me bleed you my heart Let me lead you along this path in the dark Just hold me hold me like you hold onto life Love me Love me like you love the storm I paint you my soul but my soul is scarred Scarred with the things I have done wrong So now.... Now I take my life I take my life for your eternal kiss

My Crazy World
so, i'm at this place in my life where i feel like i need a change. i'm stuck in this continuous loop of nonproductivity, or at least i feel that way. i'm bored with what i have and what my life is. i do the same things everyday, and i feel like i'm getting nowhere. in all reality, i know this isn't true though. i mean, i go to college, i'm slowly, but surely getting that done....but i feel like there's no point to it. and again, i know that's not true, because "having a college education is the american dream", yeah, i know. some people would kill to have the opportunities that i have. i didn't even have to work hard to get here. maybe that's why i feel like it's all for nothing. everything has been given to me. i'm one of the most spoiled people that i know, but it's not like i try to be. my mom and future stepfather want the best for me, so they try their hardest to give me everything and anything i could possibly need, and sometimes more. they bought me a car, they're

Thy Horror Cosmic
Lord below, your abysmal horrors we call forth Awaken - Rise up and cleanse this earth with fire The taste of victory awaits our wicked tongues As you sleep beyond the light your blessed idol acts agent to your will Chorus: For vast aeons has slept, lurking 'neath the haunted deep Sea soaked perversion.....Arise Named of the foulest tongue, his will ebbs within me Beckoning - what was shall once more be In the house of the dead you lie and wait Oh lords of black earth Controlling the minds of the meek Staining this planet with visions of murder and hate (Chorus) We pray for the earth to open Free you of your ageless tomb Our knees bent in your worship Oh great gold one, I scream for your return Madness unhallowed Ascending moon of darkness never to wane Lurking without end Behind life in time and space An evil so vast Beyond man's power to bear An essence insane Dethrone the sovereign - and with your might reclaim I serve allegiance to your will

To See You Again
YOU CAME TO ME IN A DREAM LAST NIGHT, HOW LONG HAS IT BEEN SINCE WE LAUGHED TOGETHER,HELD EACH OTHER CLOSE? ECSTATIC, YET SOMEHOW UNEASY, WAS OUR REUNION, YOU LOOKED TOO WEARY A SHADE OF SADNESS HAD DARKENED YOUR EYES. THE HOLLOWNESS IN YOUR VOICE THE WAY YOU MOVED, SO SOUNDLESSLY, I DOUBTED IT WAS EVEN YOU... STILL, WE SHARED COMPLETE BLISS. UNTIL YOU LED ME TO A PLACE, A GATHERING OF YOUR DEAREST FREINDS AND FAMILY THOUGH SO FAMILIAR FROM BEFORE, ALL NOW LOOKED DIMLY STRANGE AND I FELT LOST AS YOU MINGLED WITH THE SALLOW FACES, SO SOLEMN YOU WHERE WHEN YOU CALLED MY NAME AND TURNING AROUND I SAW THE SKY CHANGING FROM BLUE TO BLACK STORM SHADOWS SWELLING,AS DID THE FEAR INSIDE ME AS YOU BENT AND KISSED THE WARMTH FROM MY SOUL MY DREAD REMAINS... EVEN THOUGH I AM AWAKE I GOT THE NEWS TODAY A VOICE ECHOED FROM MY DREAM SPOKE THE WORDS... YOU DIED LAST WEEK, BURIED ONLY YESTERDAY. THE CHILL OF YOUR KISS LINGERS ON THE CURVE OF MY NECK AND I WONDERED WHEN

Once Again
once again u peeps won't help me out and show me no love, for those of u who have u know who u r and will get help in return down the road when needed others of u who didn't show nothin don't exspect no love from me : )~~ have a good one

Calling You
Theres something that i cant quite explain i'm so in love with you you'll never take that away and if i said a hundred times before expect a thousand more you never take that away well expect me to be calling you to see if you're ok when i'm not around asking if you love me i love the way you make it sound calling you to see do i try too hard to make you smile to make a smile well i will keep calling you to see if you're sleepin are you dreamin and if you're dreamin are you dreamin of me i cant believe you actually picked...me i thought that the world had lost its sway (its so hard sometimes) then i fell in love with you (then came you) and you took that away (its not so difficult, the world is not so difficult) you take away the old show me the new and i feel like i can fly when i stand next to you so what if I'm on this phone a hundred miles from home i take the words you gave and send them back to you i only want to see if you're ok when i

As You Lay Back
After touring the pineapple plantation, you ached Not just your feet, but your back, your shoulders So I asked you if you would like a soothing tongue massage? Your eyes sparkled, they danced as you nodded and purred I let you go shower and when you were through, I dried you Kissing my way up and down your body as fingers ran thru my hair As you lay back on cool sheets, I knelt down at the edge of the bed As you giggled and wiggled your way to my loving, soothing lips Once there, you lifted your legs high and rest them on my shoulders As you spread your legs wide, and felt my soft kisses on your thighs MMM, slow and tender kisses as I moved my lips closer and closer Until you moaned as my tongue was felt lapping against your lips OMG!!! You smell and taste delicious I could suck all day long I whispered I felt both your hands lift my head up to your clit, until I held it gently Your breath shortened, your hips I felt arch and thrust a

Hate Me
Mother: Hi Justin! This is your mother it is 2:33 on Monday afternoon. I was just calling to see how you were doing. You sounded really uptight last night, it made me a little nervous, and a little, well it made me nervous, but it sounded like you were nervous too. I just want to make sure you are really okay and wanted to see if you were checking in on your medication too. You know I love ya. Take care honey, I know you're under a lot of pressure. See ya. Bye Bye! (1) I have to block out thoughts of you, so i don't loose my head They crawl in like a cockroach leaving babies in my bed Dropping little reels of tape to remind me that I'm alone Playing movies in my head that make a porno feel like home There's a burning in my pride, a nervous bleeding in my brain An ounce of peace is all I want for you, Will you never call again? And will you never say that you love me just to put it in my face And will you never try to reach me, it is I that wanted this Hate me today

Tomorrow
tomorrow is my one year anniversary that i been married to my husband jim. wish he was home so i can spend it with him. but he in iraq. i love you jim and always will. nobody else has my heart but you. i love you and happy anniversary to us.

Interview 2
Here is how interview 2 went I went to the Mcarther school on post and checked things out. I met all the paras and most of the kids. I even helped out a little. They had an emergency fire drill which I helped get the kids outside for. I think it went rather well. The lead Para said she is going to call the COOP and talk to them for me about the job so hopefully I will get it. She also made it sound like they would be able to wait for me to give my two weeks at McDonalds so I hope thats true. I really want this job. The people seem great and we hit it off right away. So pray for me or cross your fingers or whatever you do. Because This job is defiantely something that would be great for me to have. There may even be some flexibility to work around schooling year by year. so I hope that works out too. PLEASE LET ME GET THIS JOB!!!!!!

Crap
I'm tired.I just got back from helping out with a school orchrestra. Ahh,those little kids need to find CONFIDENCE. For example,there is this one girl who can KILL the cello when playing solo, with a few people around. But today,she was the only cello, so everyone was counting on her to hold on to her part strong, she held the melondy. But she was all scared (I would be too!). Music should be my major. Much love! Me

"call Me When You're Sober"
Well ain't this appropriate... Don't cry to me If you loved me You would be here with me You want me Come find me Make up your mind Should I let you fall? Lose it all? So maybe you can remember yourself Can't keep believing We're only deceiving ourselves And I'm sick of the lie And you're too late Don't cry to me If you loved me You would be here with me You want me Come find me Make up your mind Couldn't take the blame Sick with shame Must be exhausting to lose your own game Selfishly hated No wonder you're jaded You can't play the victim this time And you're too late So don't cry to me If you loved me You would be here with me You want me Come find me Make up your mind You never call me when you're sober You only want it cause it's over It's over How could I have burned paradise? How could I - you were never mine So don't cry to me If you loved me You would be here with me Don't lie to me

You Still Won't Hear
I have always wondered how people can claim to care about you but when you need them the most they always turn their back on you. There is always something or someone more important and they just can't be bothered with you. I guess at some point you just have to make up your mind for them.

Amazing Power Of The Mind
Cdnuolt blveiee taht I cluod aulaclty uesdnatnrd waht I was rdgnieg THE PAOMNINEHAL PWEOR OF THE HMUAN MNID Aoccdrnig to a rscheearch at Cmabrigde Uinervtisy, it deosn't mttaer in waht oredr the ltteers in a wrod are, the olny iprmoatnt tihng is taht the ! frist and lsat ltteer be in the rghit pclae. The rset can be a taotl mses and you can sitll raed it wouthit porbelm. Tihs is bcuseae the huamn mnid deos not raed ervey lteter by istlef, but the wrod as a wlohe. Amzanig huh!!

Just Wanted To Say Thanks
It gets a little hard to thank everyone for all the luv they show, so please don't think of this as a impersonal from letter, but thanks to all the people whoahave stopped by and said hi, i luv you all thanks. -Tastee

Add Me On Yahoo
if you want to chat you can add me on yahoo messenger as the.babydoll, i am new here so i really dont know how this works just looking around, so sorry if i dont comment right away...hope you all have a cherry licious day :P

Will You Let Me?
If I tell you that I love you, Will you let me? If I tell you that I need you, Will you let me? If I tell you that I'll die with out you, Will you let me? ----------------------------------------------- Written while in a deep depression 3 months after giving birth

For All Things Sacred
I have never seen so many half naked people in my life. It's actually quite disturbing. Put some clothes on... not that many people think that those 6 rolls of jelly are hot. P.S. That's great you put up an ass shot of you in a thong, couldn't you have photoshopped the ass pimples out?

What Kind Of Angel Are You
You scored as You are an Angel of Pain. You are the Angel of Sadness. You have been hurt many times in your lifetime, if you could call it that. You are in an almost constant state of depression because of the hurt. You fell in love and they were either taken from you or chose another instead!You are an Angel of Pain100%Angel of Light75%You are half Fallen/ half Light Angel!63%You are an innocent Angel63%You are an Angel of Beauty63%What kind of Angel are you??(PICS)created with QuizFarm.com

My True Love???
Your True Love Is a Capricorn Why you'll love a Capricorn: Hard working and driven, a Capricorn will work overtime to win your heart. Be prepared to get wined and dined, even once you're convince that your Capricorn is the one! Why a Capricorn will love you: You don't rush things. You know it will take a while for a Capricorn to trust you, and you can wait. Social and outgoing, you can introduce normally shy Capricorn to a great circle of friends.

Let's Get It Straight
if your going to add me..this is what you need to know..in order to NOT be deleted. -Actually talk to me. -Don't ask me to get on cam.(cuz i dont have one)i only have a camera. -Dont ask me to cyber..cuz thats retarded. -don't expect nude pics.cuz im not a slut ...although i do take alot of pictures of myself..thats cuz im hot. -PEOPLE THAT WILL GET DELETED ARE-- [x]-People that dont talk. [x]-People that are perverted. [x]-MOSTLY PEOPLE THAT DONT TALK..I HATE IT. thats it

Why Do We Want What We Cant Have?
So why is it that we desire the unattainable?? Lets say you're in a great relationship thats been going on for about 3 years... Everything is great.. the sex is great.. you hang out and do stuff together... sure you argue but what couple doesn't? And then.. (queue the dramatic music!) you meet someone that totally blows your mind... This guy is everthing you've ever wanted in a man and then some... He's good looking a total sweetheart, he can cook (whoa baby major turn on!), he's got a great sense of humor, and you get along better with him than anyone you've ever met... so herein lies the problem.. he's way older than you and married for a very long time... AND you yourself are in a relationship... but you cant help but wonder... could this be a soulmate?? what if this was meant to be?? but then you think if it was meant to be then why are you both in relationships?? maybe it just wasnt meant at this time... or maybe it just wasnt meant to be at all... *sigh* The thought of you

A Haunting Dream A Stolen Soul
With each passing day his heart tore at the seams breaking a little more in tell in time there would be nothing left as the threads pour into the black hole of nothingness. John wasn't always a lost soul and there was a time when it seemed things would never be this way but now there seemed no hope to find him self again. Each day only brought his conclusion and acceptance of a lonely death closer to a reality. Living in a small town in Montana by the name of Mill Creek he felt out-cast and surrounded by those who didn't understand him. Pulling himself through school remaining quiet and pushing his pain deep inside weakened and destroyed him. After finally making it through high school which he thought never possible it only forced him into another prison of routine and responsibility that led him no where. After months of searching he acquired a minimum wage job working at a gas station dealing with the very people who didn't understand him daily. Why would he work such a job w

To The Keeper Of My Heart...
Not a minte goes by that I don't think of you. Looking into your sons eyes and seeing you, helps while you are away. I long for your touch and for you to be near.I was laying in bed the other morning and I swear I felt your lips on mine, our foreheads touching and your hand on the back of my hand. I did not want to open my eyes for fear you would not be there. To hear your voice on the other line is like another dream. I close my eyes and can see you. It sucks really bad though to know you aren't just a few miles away. Come home to me soon love.

The Main In Black
I am a Southerner, through and through- proud too, I am not a racist Rebel- but a person who appreciates and KNOWS the life of the South. People here aren't stupid, unaware, or not street-smart. If anything, they think a hell of a lot- and pass on traditions and stories that 'used' to be important in society. This sort of thing happens in other parts of the US, but I still don't feel it like I do in the South. I grew up with the old country music- Johnny Cash, Waylon Jennings, Willie Nelson, and all those greats. Yes, I was a Johnny Cash fan WAY before this recent trend of youngins', goth types, an teenage rebels thought he was cool for remaking 'Hurt' by Trent Reznor and the movie 'Walk The Line' was a hit. Johnny Cash stood for all the underdogs. He stood for the confused, lost, depressed, imprisoned, unloved, unaccepted, and unrecognized people and said 'Yes friend, you are valid'. "I wear the black for the poor and the beaten down, Livin' in the hopeless, hungry side of town

Live Life!
As we grow up, we learn that even the one person that wasn't supposed to ever let you down probably will. You will have your heart broken probably more than once and it's harder every time. You'll break hearts too, so remember how it felt when yours was broken. You'll fight with your best friend. You'll blame a new love for things an old one did. You'll cry because time is passing too fast, and you'll eventually lose someone you love. So take too many pictures, laugh too much, and love like you've never been hurt because every sixty seconds you spend upset is a minute of happiness you'll never get back... Roses have different meanings, what rose would you send me? (repost of original by 'crazysane' on '2006-10-12 17:26:11')

Drawin' Flies
Drawing Flies Sitting here like uninvited company Wallowing in my own obscenity I share a cigerette with negativity Sitting here like wet ashes With X's in my eyes, and Drawing Flies Bathed in perspiration drowned my enemies Used my inspiration for a guillotine I fired a loaded mental canon to the page Leaning on the pedastel that holds my self denial Firing the pistol that shoots my holy pride Sitting here like wet ashes With X's in my eyes, and Drawing Flies Hey, what you yelling About conditions, permission, mirrored self affliction I sais, Hey, what you yelling about sadist's Co-addiction, perfect analogies Hey, what you yelling About conditions, permission, mirrored self affliction Sitting here like uninvited company Wallowing in my own obscenity I share a cigerette with negativity Leaning on the pedastel that holds my self denial Firing the pistol that shoots my holy pride Sitting here like wet ashes With X's in my eyes And Drawing Flies

Blah..
In The Last 48 Hours, Have You: 01. Cried: yeah 02. Bought something: yep 04. Sang: Yeah 05. Eaten: Yes 06. Been kissed: nope. 07. Felt stupid: Yeah. 08. Wanted to tell someone you loved them, but didn't: Nope 09. Met someone new: yeah sort of 10. Moved on: kind of 11. Talk to an ex: no 12. Missed an ex: Not even close. 13. Talked to someone you have a crush on: yes 14. Had a serious talk: Yeah. 15. Missed someone: YES! 16. Hugged someone: nope 17. Fought with your parents: yeah 18. Dreamed about someone you can't be with: umm kind of Social Life: 01. Best girl friend: Lorin 02. Best guy friend: is there such a thing 03. Boyfriend/Girlfriend: nope 04. If no, current dating partner: N/A 05. Hobbies: Parties, hanging out with people, having fun in general 06. Pager: no 07. Are you center of attention or the wallflower: sometimes both 08. What type automobile do you drive: toyota rav 4 09. What type automobile do you wish you drove: a sweet car 10. Would you

Tag!!!
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. I will not eat or drink anything that has been sipped by another person or had someones hands in it. 2. I like peanut butter and bannana sandwhiches 3. I don't wear underwear though i have a drawer full 4. I rub my earlobe when i am thinking 5. I talk on the phone and type to the same person at the same time 6. I bounce my legs when i am bored Becky The White Tiger Tazman steve Assman XXXPeytonLaneXX...

Release
Bound I bind you because that’s the way you seem to like it, chains on your wrists, and silk rope on your ankles, spread eagled. Now there is no chance of stopping me if I go too far, preventing me from taking it to teasing extremes. Place a razor in your teeth, ask you to hold it, as I push my neck against it and begin to leak. It drips past the blade and into your mouth as I bleed on your face…. Mmmmmmmmm, you are pretty I cup your breast, bring it to my lips, your nipple in my mouth, twists, and stiffens , as I pinch at the other between my thumb and index finger. And here I linger, until I hear you whimper, those complicated sounds of defeat, release, and victory. My mouth slides south, biting your ribcage, hip bones, licking at your navel. Bite at your kneecaps and drag my teeth up your inner thigh. Retrieve my razor from your lips, and drag it across your supple flesh. Grip the fresh wounds as I stab my tongue at your pink. I seek dripping bliss, release. Quite bl

A Peculiar Problem
A woman went to see a sex therapist with a peculiar problem. "My husband," she said, "always falls asleep with his erect penis inside of me." "Is that a problem?" asked the therapist. "Well," she said, "the problem is he walks in his sleep!"

Child
Hush, my baby fear not the dark. I am the light you see, In the shadows I spark. Do not be afraid of them, they shall make you strong. Their intent is to let your life be full, happy and long. The light has shadows, it always will. Never to fear, your heart I will fill. For the shadow separates me, I am your host. It makes me who I am, The one who loves you most

Ha !!!
LISTEN YOU LITTLE FUCKER I KNEW THIS DAY WOULD COME, NOW UR ON UR KNEES PLEADING AND BEGGING THAT SOMEONE RELEASE U FROM THE HELL UR ABOUT TO ENTER I HOPE U FUCKING SPIT OUT EVERY LITTLE LIE U EVER TOLD ABOUT ME AND FUCKING FACE UP AND SAY IT WAS U AND THAT IM SOOOO MUCH BETTER THAN U EVER COULD AND TRUST ME .....UR NOTHING ,,,,UR SPAM AND THE WORST THAT HAS EVER HIT THIS FUCKING PLANET EARTH !!!! FUCK THAT !!!!!

The Oral Caress
Cradled between your tender thighs I lift you to my mouth. The abundance of your wetness greets me and my mouth overflows with your warm essence. Your sweet taste is on my tongue and your fragrance delights my senses. No gentle lick this visit. No bashful cautious approach For I wish to consume you. Push against my hungry mouth As the tip of my tongue slides up the slippery furrow that welcomes me between rows of delicate pink petals. Thrust against my generous tongue. Show me the power of your desire for my oral caress. My exploring tongue lifts the hood and finds your smooth firm pearl. You squeal in that unique way, signaling that I have found your special spot. I harden in response. My jaws protests what my open mouth provides but I am unrelenting in my gift, intent only on your fulfillment. I feel your body tense, and you are quiet now... Concentrating... bearing down. Soon now my love, ecstasy approaches. You push hard and f

You Arrive On Site
It is October and the leaves are just barley begining to turn here in Atlanta, but the Holloween is approaching. When you arrive on site it is late friday night and the game has begun. Undead everywhere. Townspeople screaming for healers and warriors, the first for the dead, the second for the soon to be dead. You don your sword and focus your magic, both are needed right now. You cast vitalmancy and the undead are in for a long night. Will you see a litch? A vampire? Will you be eaten? I'm going this weekend I'm playing an undead.................

Tag
HERE ARE THE RULES..LIST 6 WEIRD THINGS OR HABITS ABOUT URSELF, LIST 6 PEOPLE U WANT TO PLAY TAG AND COMMENT THEM SO THEY HAVE TO CHECKOUT UR BLOG FOR DETAILS HERE IT GOES.... 1. I HAVE WAY TOO MANY BLONDE MOMENTS 2. I AM COMPLETELY COMPUTER STUPID 3. I HAVE VERY BAD ROAD RAGE 4.I WOULD DO ANYTHING FOR MY FRIENDS 5. I GET SO BUSY I FORGET TO EAT 6. LOVE ROAD TRIPS BUT I ALWAYS GET LOST AND I DOUBLE MY TIME GETTING THERE PEOPLE I WANT TO PLAY- KYMBERLEE, MIKE, ASHELY, TREV,SLY, AND HELLFIGHTER

Your Taged By Wendi
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. I can only use metal silverware.Plastic forks, spoons, ect... I feel like i can taste the plastic. 2. I will never leave the house if my shoes and my belt dont match. I will change them until they do. 3. My closet is completely color coded..OCD 4. I start to freak out when my car's gas gadge goes below half a tank. Dont want to get stuck. 5. I cant start watching something on TV if i havent seen it from the begining. 6. And finally i constantly am buying crap for my house that sits in the boxes....But i just had to have it..LOL 1.LaLa 2.Michael Angelo Hernandez 3.Tongue for rent 4.DAKOTA 5.The White Tiger 6.SIN DeReLiA Have fun wit

Isn't It Enough
Isn't It Enough? is this your way of asking the broken girl to ask for help when she lies low in the dark hungry for the end wasn't it enough when she took your hand and promise showed you the last scraps of hope and love wasn't it enough that she waited and prayed to abandoning Gods for you to find happiness wasn't it enough that she kept her aching need a secret when you were in the arms of love with a failing woman and now you want her to beg to tell you of the poison in her heart that the will to live is gone when it's all crying to the deaf

Kelly Osbourne Changes
Changes Kelly Osbourne [Kelly:] I feel unhappy I am so sad I lost the best friend That I've ever had [Ozzy:] She is my baby I love her so But it's to late now I've let her go [Both:] We're going through changes (ohh - [chorus]) We're going through changes (ahh - [chorus]) [Kelly:] We've shared the years We've shared each day I love you daddy But I found my way [Ozzy:] You know the world Is an evil place My baby is grown now She's found her way [Both:] (ohh ahh - [Chorus]) We're going through changes (ohh - [chorus]) We're going through changes (ohh - [chorus]) (ahh - [Chorus]) [Kelly:] It took so long To realize I can still hear His last goodbyes [Ozzy:] Now all my days I'm filled in fears Wish I could go back And change the years [Both:] We're going through changes We're going through changes (changes - [Chorus]) We're going through... Changes [Both:] Changes Changes Changes... this goes out to my dad who died 34

Fun
6:40 PM - This will be hard I'm going to try and write a blog without saying the "F" word. So Parker is getting better. Hey.....ummm K so maybe I don't have much to talk about lately. Everything is the same. The same the same the same. April's trying to have a baby. I feel a little mixed up over that right now. It's like I want her to have one cuz hello.....as her best friend I better be the God-Mother. And it'd be nice to have a baby to steal every once in a while like I used to with Amandas kids. But then I know that thats a very greedy part of me that wants her to have one cuz I know I'M not ready for one of my own yet. But then the other part of me, the more sane one is thinking "wtf? She has the rest of her life....why have a baby at 21?" I can only say that I will be a good friend and be supportive and thats all. She has to make her own decisions, and not have people make them for her all her life. THOUGH I do think maybe she's having them for the wrong reasons

10 Questions
1. 2. 3. 4. 5. 6. 7. 8. 9. 10.... ASK ME 10 QUESTIONS AND I WILL ANSWER THEM HONESTLY these can be of anything that you want repost this to find out what others will ask of you Good Luck and Have Fun email me your questions

Forever Lost
you are in his head, all over the place one day he will catch you, for now it's a chase. You will be gone, for now you stay this time you are faster, this is only today. You get tired, as he hopes to get stronger he shall not rest, until you are no longer. You are special, and it's not you he hates it's the little things, the biggest being fate. Before he met you, he vowed to never cry then that certain day came, making tears fall from his eye. They want him to be happy, so he raises his head there is his fake smile, and those tears unshed. They say he doesn't need you, without you he'll be fine but the close one all know, that you really made him shine.

Well Then
well, this is my first blog...this is my first night on lost cherry too...and im confused as shit. just thought id say that. i have a few pictures up for the people just checkin me out and shit. i dont know how to work this yet so gimme me some time, i should pick it up lol

He Remembers
He remembers her laying on his chest, Now he sleeps alone hopeing her the best. He remembers all the laughing and playing with her hair, he let her in too far so now his heart has a tare. He remembers all the touching hugging and kissing, now he just wonders what it is that he is missing. He remembers all the great things she had said, now he lays to go to sleep as the tears fall from his head. He remembers all the happiness and joy, He wishes she would see him as more than just another boy. He remembers her breathing in the middle of the night, It was too dark to see but she still gave him light. He remembers how she made him feel before, Still making her the girl that he would die for.

Hehe, Another Chat Thing
I was looking at my chat history things... and they're funny, but this one, for some strange reason, I really like: [17:57] fattywompus: hello [17:57] OprahCunningham: hey yousa [17:57] fattywompus: I just downloaded Futuresex/Lovesounds [17:57] OprahCunningham: how is that? [17:57] fattywompus: the best cd of the year [17:57] OprahCunningham: duuuuuuuude [17:57] OprahCunningham: my mom is so stupid [17:57] OprahCunningham: ok [17:57] fattywompus: oh [17:57] fattywompus: really? [17:58] OprahCunningham: she is coming at 6:30 [17:58] OprahCunningham: lol [17:58] OprahCunningham: yes [17:58] fattywompus: wow [17:58] OprahCunningham: she just called me [17:58] OprahCunningham: she is coming at six thirty [17:58] fattywompus: never would've guessed [17:58] OprahCunningham: but [17:58] OprahCunningham: listen [17:58] OprahCunningham: listen [17:58] OprahCunningham: this is the stupid part [17:58] fattywompus: o cant [17:58] fattywompus: i cant [17:58] OprahCunnin

The Real Corpse Bride
Corpse Bride how can you plan a future with a woman who dies today? when every song heard breaks her fragile heart moments pass and you do not know or try to know that the life she lived became too broken like glass under foot that it was all too little too late so plan a new future where you are your own strength come home to someone whole find paradise with the living and say goodbye say goodbye and hold only a memory

Ask Me Out Game
ask out game Body: The Ask out game. Repost this to see who wants to ask u out. Even if you are single or not. GUY OR GIRL...Most of us go both ways.. :) Whoever wants to go out with you will message you saying "I want to go out with you... I'm serious" and it has to be true. Repost this in 90 sec or u will be alone forever, you will be surprised 2 see who replies 2 you!! POST THiS SAYING "ask out game"Ask out game

Sotd - Kryptonite
by 3 Doors Down I took a walk around the world to Ease my troubled mind I left my body laying somewhere In the sands of time I watched the world float to the dark Side of the moon I feel there is nothing I can do, yeah I watched the world float to the Dark side of the moon After all I knew it had to be something To do with you I really don’t mind what happens now and then As long as you’ll be my friend at the end If I go crazy then will you still Call me Superman If I’m alive and well, will you be There holding my hand I’ll keep you by my side with My superhuman might Kryptonite You called me strong, you called me weak, But still your secrets I will keep You took for granted all the times I Never let you down You stumbled in and bumped your head, if Not for me then you would be dead I picked you up and put you back On solid ground If I go crazy then will you still Call me Superman If I’m alive and well, will you be There holding my hand I’ll k

Healing From Within
As i am dealing with all the anger, frustration and saddness i come to see that there is more than what is in front of me. I am deling with it and a calm enters my soul. The love i still have within coms back to maintain balance, slowly my heart is healing. The storm and turmoil are winding down and the sunlight is starting to break through.

Update
So here is a quick update on my cousin. Not that many of you care, but for those who do. He's doing so much better! Yesterday he had a slight fever, but its going down which is good, and he's finally talking!!! It was so nice being able to hold a conversation with him, and he knows what he's talking about. I'm so happy with the progress he's making, and I just keep praying that he keeps getting better and better! I can't wait till he's able to sit up and everything so I can give him a big hug! I told him that I was going to, and he gave me a really big smile. I'm in the process of writing him a poem, so I hope to get it done asap and when he's more awake and everything I'm going to give it to him, and read it to him! I hope he'll like it, which I'm sure he will. I'm going back down there again tomorrow after work. I can't wait. I love seeing him and spending time with him. Sometimes its hard to get in the room though because he gets sooooooo many visitors. Thats how loved this bo

Grey's Anatomy!!!
Oh MY GOSH...I LOVE LOVE LOVE Grey's Anatomy....anyone watch it tonight? It is coming on again tomorrow for those who missed it...and if you miss it then, you can still see it on ABC.COM...it is SO SO GOOD...each week is better than the last, I just can't WAIT for next week's episode..oh my gawd!!! Grey's Anatomy fans UNITE!!

Hear Me
Hear me call out your name. hear me call out in the darkness to you. help me find my way here in the dark. hear my pain as i cry out your name. hear my plea please oh please hear my plea. I love you My wolf. please help me. hear my cry. hear my scream. hear my pain as all grows darker. help me . help me. hear my cry in the night.

Sex
Ok I'm not to big on havin' sex or even makin' love. Even to the person that I'm with. So I asked two people, one a chick and another a guy. The chick said no it's not. And the guy said somewhat. Its important when both parties want it mutually. Not when one is demanding something. It IS a bigass difference between demanding and asking. So I guess my sex drive kinda went vamoosed when I hit 21, cuz meh. I jus don't like doin' it. And the bf kinda said but not really, that there's somethin' wrong with me. Because its instinct to the human bein' that all of us must love to have sex. That's what he told me. Well I'm sorry that I'm not like EVERYONE else. i mean yes, I'll make love to the person when I'm ready, but I hate it when he gets pissed off at me when I say no. Jus most of the time, I don't want to have it, why can't he jus accept that? I need your input about this, guys!

Poems
TODAY IS FINE WHO KNOWS WHAT TOMARROW WILL BRING . BUT MY LOVELY KIDS ARE AT SCHOOL AND IT'S NICE AND QUIET HERE . I LOVE THEM SO MUCH .. SOME TIMES I HAVE TO LOOK INSIDE THE WINDOW . TO SEE WHAT IS REAL .. SOMETIMES IM NOT SURE OF WERE I BELONG RIGHT KNOW. I FEEL MY HEART IS TRYING TO SHOW ME SOMETHING BUT IM NOT SURE IT'S REAL .. I HAVE TRUSTED MANY ,I HAVE SEEN MANY HEARTS BROKEN TO . BUT I NEVER EVER HAD IT HAPPEN TO ME, I DONT KNOW WHAT IT'S LIKE TO HAVE MY HEART TORN INTO A LOT OF PEICES . I HAVE HAD MY TRUST FOR PEOPLE BROKEN, AND BEEN LIED TOO ,AND BEEN THROUGH A LOT OF WINDING ROADS IN MY LIFE I BEEN THROGH A LOT OF TRIALS , AND PAIN , TO GET WERE I AM TODAY. I HAD BEEN ROBED OF MY HAPPINESS AND OF MY DREAMS WHEN I WAS YOUNG.. BUT I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD HAVE A LIFE WITH CHILDEN IN IT . I NEVER THOUGHT I WOULD TRUST ANOTHER SOUL . TO LET THEM IN TO HURT ME . I NEVER STRAYED FROM THAT DEADEND ROAD .I WAS ON TILL I FOUND THAT PERS

Poems
TEAR FALLING DOWN LIKE RAIN A SMILE TO COVER THE PAIN OF LIVEING A LIFE IN A LIE , A BROKEN DREAM ,A BROKEN HEART ,IM HOLDING IN THE PAIN. SO DEEP INSIDE THAT IT'S KILLING, ME ONE DAY AT A TIME . THE PAIN OF A LIE , OH DOES IT HURT SO DEEP IT'S LIKE A KNIFE CUTING ME DEEPER AND DEEPER TILL I CANT TAKE THE PAIN ANYMORE. I FEEL LIKE NO ONE CARES CANT THEY SEE THAT IM DIEING INSIDE . THE PAIN OF NOT BEING GOOD ENOUGH ,THE PAIN OF REJECTION , THE PAIN OF HATE , THE PAIN OF NOT BEING LOVED AT ALL.THE PAIN OF A SLAP OF HIS HAND . THE PAIN OF LOVEING HIM AND NOT GETTING LOVE BACK THE HURT AND THE SCARS I INFLECT ON MY SELF TO ERASE THE PAIN I HOLD SO DEEP ISIDE

Breath Of Love
I hold her tightly and put my cheek to hers, i close my eyes and breathe in deeply the scent of her hair as i caress the back of her head, and as i breathe out i will breathe a piece of my heart into her ear, as i wish it to travel and find a home in her heart as well.-SELF

Truly Inspiring Story And Video
Inspiring Father Story. If you never read anyting I post read this one and watch the video! http://www.youtube. com/watch? v=ryCTIigaloQ The World's Greatest Father Get ready for a good cry. Reader John Stano sent me this incredible story, "Strongest Dad in the World," by Rick Reilly of Sports Illustrated: "I try to be a good father. Give my kids mulligans. Work nights to pay for their text messaging. Take them to swimsuit shoots. "But compared with Dick Hoyt, I stink. "Eighty-five times he's pushed his disabled son, Rick, 26.2 miles in marathons. Eight times he's not only pushed him 26.2 miles in a wheelchair but also towed him 2.4 miles in a dinghy while swimming and pedaled him 112 miles in a seat on the handlebars-all in the same day. "Dick's also pulled him cross-country skiing, taken him on his back mountain climbing and once hauled him across the U.S. on a bike. Makes taking your son bowling look a little lame, right? "And what has Rick do

Yah, Life Sux, But Ohwell, It'll Get Better
:( Just a real down sort of night. — Thursday, October 12, 2006 I think I totally failed my math test today. It was awefully depressing. It seems like such wasted time that I bother trying to study sometimes. Well, that's not all true. I'm just way upset, It's just kind of a depressing sort of time I guesse. I hungout with my brother yesterday since it was his birthday. I probably should have been doing math instead, but I don' think it would have made much of a difference. It's the factoring thing that got me. It's stupid, I can't memorize formulas and shit. I don't even add righ half the time, or carry my negatives and sometiems I forget to rewrite the x's on the next line. Between that, and having only an hr on the test, I'm kinda fucked. I have about a 0% chance of passing that class. I actually seem to understand stuff more sometimes before going. I'd probably better off not showing up at all, and just reading my book, and going to the math tutor. Same with ps

Nietzshe...again...got To Love Em...lol
To predict the behavior of ordinary people in advance, you only have to assume that they will always try to escape a disagreeable situation with the smallest possible expenditure of intelligence. Friedrich Nietzsche

Movies!!
here some my all time favorit movies Back To the Furture(all 3 of course lol) Grease Sound Of Music She All That Drive Me Crazy Ferris Bueller's Day Off The Mask Space Balls Harry Potter I know ther is more movie that i would like to put on here i just cant think of them now ~*GaiL*~

Tag
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. I am a neat freak, everywhere except my computer desk. 2. I shake my leg all the time when I am just sitting. 3. I never wear underear when I am home, even if I am walking around the place outside. 4. I shave my pubic area and baby smooth balls, even though I am presently single I still do it...must be habit now..:) 5. I hate talking on the phone but like chatting alot on line go figure. 6. I am man, so I masterbate almost daily...:) Missy Playmate MISS FOXY BRIT KC Gabby

Live Cumshot In 15 Minutes
I will add content for my Sperm Gallery in 15-20 minutes, I will do it live on my webcam. Let me know if you want to watch, just send me a message with Your Yahoo Messenger ID (I will do it on Yahoo Messenger) (and no, you don't need a webcam, but if you have one it's better, I 'd love to see you face or anything whil I do it)) I will play with myself before, I will listen to your comments and your ideas, and probably do what you ask :) See you in 15 minutes ;) Kisses

My Sexual Zodiac
Scorpio You are very dominant in bed, and you like to control your relationship in general. You are so intense in the sack that none of your partners will ever forget you. You are an amazing lover, because you like to have an equal amount of give and take. Sex matches: Cancer, Capricorn, Pisces Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

My Sex Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 146 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

My Sexual Hidden Talent
Using your mind Your sexual hidden talent is your ability to use your mind. Sex is mostly in your mind and to your partners delight you have mastered the arts of seduction and atmosphere. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Rough...[very! I'm Just Writing This..]
eventually your scars will fade as will the memory of what you've suffered and you will no longer have the strenth that life has granted you over these thousands of days...

Ants
Like OMG! I jus seen the funniest thing ever again!! Well its the 2nd time, but yeah. These 2 ants were matin'... But one was like attached to the other's butt. And the one who was on "bottom" was tryin' to get away, so it was like "Oh no! He's tryin' to rape me! Go away!" But I sqooshed 'em , but at least they died happily cuz they got ot have sex for one last time... And the first time, I like chopped off their heads and flicked 'em off into the sink so they could die. Such a horrible tragick death for these ants! Will always be deaths for these fuckers!! Haha, I crack myself up at times.. and also I jus drank a liter of Vault, so I'm fuckin' wired and don't have anythin' else to do.

Check It.. Stop By... Love It
**GlowStiXs** Newst Hottest spot in the LC..! Come and Check us out..!! ~~Hott music ~~Great atmosphere ~~Awsome people ~~Noone cares who you are, just a place to relax ~~Insane music sulection Playliste (always there) ~~Streaming Radio by TemptationX Radio ~~Your Choice playlist or radio ~~First 5 drinks are on the house if your join the lounge~ Thanks for your time and have a good one everyone! Bouncer, James http://lostcherry.com/lounge.php?l=3498

Doing My Frist Blog
Well hi everyone. I'm finally getting around to doing this blog thing. I m not sure what really to say in here. Well frist off ty to all that have show love on my page its much apprecaited Irate all pics and profiles. I am havign a little trouble returning comments because my puter freezes up alot with the music /video links. Also wanted to say i promise to rate your pics but please try and rate a few of mine.

To Those Who U Love
You have to read this it is absolutely beautiful...... Each year he sent her roses, and the note would always say, I love you even more this year, than last year on this day. My love for you will always grow, with every passing year." She knew this was the last time that the roses would appear. She thought, he ordered roses in advance before this day. Her loving husband did not know, that he would pass away. He always liked to do things early, way before the time. Then, if he got too busy, everything would work out fine. She trimmed the stems and placed them in a very special vase. Then, sat the vase beside the portrait of his smiling face. She would sit for hours, In her husband's favorite chair. While staring at his picture, and the roses sitting there. A year went by, and it was to live without her mate. With loneliness and solitude, that had become her fate. Then, the very hour, The doorbell rang, and there were roses

Sex Joke
: One night, he decides to bring his girlfriend home for a little fun. They have bunk beds and the guy notices that his little brother is already asleep on the lower bunk, so he and his girlfriend climb up to the top bunk. As you might expect things start to heat up. The guy remembers that his little brother is sleeping below so he tells his girlfriend to whisper "lettuce" if she wants it harder and "tomato" if she wants a new position. Lettuce!!! Tomato!!! Lettuce!!! Tomato!!! Lettuce!!! Tomato!!! She screams. Lettuce!!! Tomato!!!

Darma Is Not At A End On Lc
omg i thought i had finally grown to see that drama had stoped a bit on the internet esp not so much on LC. boy was i wrong! im seeing all these reposts with ppls drama shit and its just fucking rediculous on here. i mean why are you reposting someone elses drama for others to see for the love of god. enough already ppl. mind your p's&q's and stay out of it. is this a rant... uh why yes it is thnx u very much. i mean are we adults or are we children? and another thing why in the hell are ppl reposting everything 50 billion times? i mean didnt we see the contest that is going on already by 20 others? why do we need to see it from u as well as another 20 ppl. ahhhhhhhhh! yes im moody but as law has and frankly this is the only law i agree with; is that i have the right to stand(or better yet sit here) and say whatever i want when i want to. do you have to agree with what im saying... uh no... but i do get the love of god the right to say it and you can ignore or read with out bicthing ba

The Tatoos
One day a woman walked into a tattoo parlor.She wanted a tattoo of Santa clause on her right thigh so she asked the artist how much he would charge.He said that will cost $50 and take about an hour.Well later when he was done she was happy and paid him for the job well done....The next day she went back and told him she wanted a tattoo of a turkey on her left thigh.He said ok and charged her the same amount and was done in the same amount of time...finally he said, whats with the wierd tatoos? And she replied, cause im so sick of my husband asking me whats to eat between thanksgiving and christmas!

More Facts Lol
1) In Kingsville, Texas, there is a law against two pigs having sex on the city's airport property. This lends a deep understanding to "when pigs fly." (ba-doom-cha) 2) According to the Kinsey Institute, the smallest erect penis tops off at 1 3/4 inches. When he gets cold he is the only man on earth to actually have a negative measurement. 3) Sixty percent of men and 54 percent of women have had a one night stand. Six percent of the women were expecting at least a call the next day… 4) A law in Fairbanks, Alaska, does not allow moose to have sex on city streets. But what about residential streets, are the suburbs moose nookie free? And how do they deal with moose sex-offenders? 5) England's King Edward VII, a man of considerable heft, had a special table built so that he could comfortably get it on. For the sakes of all of his dinner guests, I'm hoping it wasn't the dining table. 6) It was considered elegant for aristocratic ladies of the 16th century to let th

Apologies
Hey all. I want to apologize to people if I've been a lousy conversationalist lately. I've been having an unusually blue period for me. Normally I'm a very happy, even-tempered person, but I've been feeling pretty down and lonely lately, and as a result, I've not been nearly as much fun to talk with as I normally am. On top of that, I think I may be taking some time off the internet. Not because I *ever* underestimate the value of my online friendships, because I do not. But simply because I think that some things in my online life are exacerbating my feelings of depression and loneliness. I will still be checking into LC, and I'll certainly be on Yahoo/AIM/MSN for those of you who've bothered to look me up there. Simply... not as much as I have been in the past couple months. I think to take some time and figure out a direction for my life that'll work better, because the current one isn't working well at all. As a result, I probably won't be the assiduous LC friend I'

A Million Thoughts!!!
My nerves are pretty fried right about now. I am alittle under 8 hours from having my new baby and I can't seem to quit crying or shaking. I am excited, scared, anxious, you name it, that's me right now. I just got home from leaving my little boy with his Aunty and I have cried this whole time. I guess I have the typical parent fears of how he is going to react to the new baby. I dont really know if he grasps the fact that Momma will have a new baby to take care of besides him. I guess I will never really know and will just play it a day at a time. That little boy has been my world now for almost three years and now I will have a new angel to add to my world. I already love this little girl more then I thought possible before she gets here. More then anything I want to share her with the world, with my family, and with my dear friends.

Some Sexy Ladies To See
hello dear friendly cherries! if you have some time tonight, come check out the sexy ladies in my friend's contest. if you like this pic of me and think i'm the best one then please vote!!! much luv to you all.... Jennifer just click on the link below...

Beyond
Beyond there must be a place after the last heart break where the moon light is warm and there is the peace of jaded where the trying has stopped the prayers have ceased the lonely turns to satisfactory solitude the fear is gone the tears are dry i think they call it death

The One *new*
everytime i see you I get weak thinking about you all night I cant sleep I keep holding on to the day when i get to hold you and say that i am so glad youre here ill keep you safe and dry your tears i can be there for you in the middle of the night Ill be the one that holds you tight I can be the man of your dreams I can be the one who makes it seem like no one else is even around and will pick you up when you fall down the man that lives in your heart the one who said this from the start

The First Post...
I figured...what the hell. I might as well let you guys see into my mind too. Where to begin...? Let's see...all I ever seem to do is work. When I get free time, it's either spent going out with my crew or relaxing with the family. I go to visit my parents more than anything...they are the most important thing in my life. I know it sounds corny...but I'm one of those ppl that believe with family you can make it through anything. Lately, I've been a little down. Dealing with loneliness...it happens every once in while when you are single. But at least I'm living and not dwelling on the loneliness...that is all that really matters. I know that I don't get on here often, but I am a busy chick. Always willing to make new friends and I always enjoy checking out everyone's profiles and reading comments. Looking forward to meeting many new ppl on LC! ~Manya~

Blah
More Stuff From My Myspace Blog: So far in 06.... 1.Have you had more than 5 different serious relationships? one relationship 2. Have you had your birthday? yuppers 3. Been to church? nope, but then again I am wiccan.... 4. Cried recently? I cry all the time, I have this disease called bi polar.... 6. Pulled an all nighter? not this year 7. Drank Starbucks? mmmm. yup. I love white chocolate frapachino 8. Went shopping? with what money? 9. Been camping? fuck no, I'm not too big on sleeping with the nasty beasties and wild animals 10. Been to the beach? I live in Arizona.....>.> 11. Bought something for over $200? hmm, Rent. Oooh, and my lappy, and the 360, parts for the other computer, I spend a lot of money 12. Met someone? every day 13. Been out of state? No, I'm a big loser. 14. Gone Snowboarding? nope sucka. They probably don't have enough snow in flagstaff anyway... 15. What are you thinking? About alot of things, I'm

Remember When...................
>Close your eyes...And go back in time > >Before semi automatics and crack... >Before SEGA or Super Nintendo... > > > >Way back...I'm talking about > >Hide and seek at dusk. >Red light, green light. >The corner store. >Hopscotch, butterscotch, doubledutch, >jacks, kickball, dodgeball. >Mother May I... >Red Rover and Roly >Poly. >Hula Hoops. >Running through the sprinkler. >An ice cream cone on a warm summer night... >Chocolate or vanilla or strawberry or >maybe butter pecan. > > >Wait... > >Watching Saturday Morning cartoons... >Short commercials. >Fat Albert, Road Runner, The Three Stooges, and Bugs. > >Or back further... > >When around the corner seemed far away, >And going downtown seemed like going somewhere. >Cops and Robbers, Cowboys and Indians, Zorro. >Climbing trees, building igloos out of snow banks >Running till you were out of breath. >Laughing so hard that your stomach hurt. >Jumping on the bed. >Pillow fights. >Spinning around, gett

Greetings And Salutations.
So what a strange world we live in. Religious nuts everywhere, people hurting other people, things like "Jackass" being considered entertainment, drama, prejudice, famine, abuse...what the hell is going on? Just be. Be and allow others to be. It would be so much easier for everyone. Do what you need to do. Find something you love to do, and do it for yourself and other people. All the while cleaning up after yourself. If every single person did these things, we would ALL be happy. Also - love. All you need is love. If you love everyone and everything, the rest will just fall into place, but that will only work if everyone does it.

Poetry Log I
Distant Stars How can we define what is true or see beyond this world, With time of essence its only truth that binds us. Where in lays truth lays love, with out either we are nothing. Mere mortals with loveless hearts and anguished thoughts "Come unto me" the spirits of another realm beckon you, Follow what you know is true, for the desires within you do not lie, they are but truth. Loving you is like loving me, someone unknown someone of hidden light. Shine little star and show me your way, The way to passion and eternal life, with love, happiness And the warmth of your sweet touch, Your sweet smell so breathe taking of times remembered Of laughter in your eyes No longer mere mortals with loveless hearts, But immortals with out love, condemned To suffer for our miss deeds and miss trust. So where in lays truth, lays love. ©Velvet Moon

Poetry Log Iii
Empty Watching the stars fade into the daylight, wondering what comes next. We were once best friends who enjoyed each others company, loved the smell of the thundering rain, sound of each others laugh. Sitting here empty and lost, my heart no where to be found, but in a distant memory. Im trying hard to fight off this fear of being without you, the fear of being empty. Nothing is as it should be, everything is out of balance. How could we lose sight of something so sweet something so cherished? Dont leave now its to soon...I beg of you stay! Emptiness is what I feel, but not what I want...the stars have lost their shine and the rain its smell. Your laughter has faded into the dark of night. Now I sit down in hole, and heaven is no longer beside me. I thought you wanted me here; this is what I truly thought, so think me naïve. Though I know its not your fault, it still sends me for a loop. In time things will balance out again, th

Tired
Well my wonderful dear friends i was right with last nights blog i didnt go to sleep . I was up all night ... And believe me i am shattered beyond reason ... But thanks to u all it was a wonderful night xxxxx

Lets See
Let's See there's nothing left of the heart that made her who she was gave it away a piece at a time to liars and lovers and friends nothing left to beat or turn or smile so it's time to go at last into something new anything that isn't this darkness hell could be better lets go see

Wrong Phone Number
Hello?" "Hi honey. This is Daddy. Is Mommy near the phone?" "No, Daddy. She's upstairs in the bedroom with Uncle Paul." After a brief pause, Daddy says, "But honey,you haven't got an Uncle Paul." "Oh yes I do, and he's upstairs in the room with Mommy, Right now." Brief Pause. "Uh, okay then, this is what I want you to do. Put the phone down on the table, run upstairs and knock on the bedroom door and shout to Mommy that Daddy's car just pulled into the driveway." "Okay, Daddy, Just a minute." A few minutes later The little girl comes back to the phone. "I did it, Daddy." "And what happened, honey?" He asked. "Well, Mommy got all scared, jumped out of bed with no clothes on and ran around screaming. Then she tripped over the rug, hit her head on the dresser and now she isn't moving at all!" "Oh my God!!! What about your Uncle Paul?" "He jumped out of the bed with no clothes on, too. He was all scared a

Another Day Goes By
Another day goes by the daylight starts to fade my heart still wonders why you're gone another day last night's dream I was making you moan as real as it seemed I woke up all alone my bed cries out for you wondering where you've gone I know what I've got to do I've got to stay strong and wait for that tomorrow when I see you again as I sit here in sorrow dropping these words with my pen I think of your soft lips your nails digging into my skin as I plant kisses on your hips It tears me apart from within knowing that you're so far so I carry on making a plan cause you're my angel you're my star there's no distance I wouldn't cross for just a moment with you time spent would be no loss it'd be a dream come true I dream of us being together laying side by side I want it to last forever I never want to leave the ride as I write another line I hold you close in my mind and dream of the day when you're finally mine

My Mother's Insanity....part Deux
YAY! Got another box sent to me by my mother. I have since learned to open these with great caution and brace myself because well......see post about my mothers insanity, it explains it. This time in the box was once again a combination of items ranging from useful to WTF????? Contents this time.......... A book to job hunting (uhhhhh not looking for a job! ) One do it yourself gingerbread house kit( what am I martha fuckin stewart?) One pound of jamacian coffee ( thats cool!) One tshirt that is scary beyond all reason ( blue and white stripe with BIG ASS nautical like symbol on it. no I do NOT belong to a yacht club!) Strange stuffed animal ( for the kid I guess) One butt ugly precious moments like picture frame with a meanful like saying framed in it (ew ew ew ew *shudder* ew ew ew ) And the the piece de resistance................ MY 4TH PLACE MATH FAIR RIBBON I WON IN 1980( with a small stuffed penguin tied to it) once again.............

Its Not My Fault
so why am i the one who always gets hurt in the end? You said it yourself, you cant do long distance, and im sorry, but i just can't come there all the time. You'll never know what you lost, and now somebody else gets the opportunity to love me.

Doing A Tad Better
Well I am finally starting to feel a lil less blahy. I am starting to think that the blahs are tied in with me being a woman. It happens about once a month and then goes away.Sorry to those that didn't want to know that but that is the only explanation I have. I am not so down now but still feel some effects of being depressed. Like not wanting to wake up in the morning/night as I work midnights. But those are slowly starting to pass too. Now if we can just find a very happy cure for this it'll all be better. I am thinking of writing a story and maybe posting it in here. II'm not sure of the content yet but who knows you guys might enjoy it. I will put one up that I wrote a while ago. It's a lil on the adult side but it's in good taste. Otherwise I wouldn't post it here, I mean sheesh my mama reads this site lol. Ok I'm done rambling and will go find that story to post. Love Stace

Hopefully Left Heartprint
I know time waits for no one Something I always knew Yet if anytime you need me I will always be here for you I hope I will be remembered Even at some later date I remain at the same place Please know it's not too late I hope our paths cross again Before life's journeys end Since I kept true to my word Always being a forever friend I remain here without closure Knowing life continues on Never had I changed the fact That I can still be relied upon I had hopefully left heartprints That shall remain indelibly They have been given to you Etched in friendship sincerity This Is for you brod. Jay, always remember we are always be friends and i'm your sister, Take care and I LOVE YOU!!!

Damn Holes.
I'm sitting at me desk at work this morning and looked down towards my jimmies - as all men do from time to time - and noticed that there is a hole in my pants. Not a rip, but a bit of the crotchular seam has come undone. Now, the dilema. Do I drive all the way home? Or do I just accept that people will notice what appears to be an escape hatch for my glorious penis? hehe... I said "penis".

Tyres Bleugh!
Yeah i knew my rear tyre was on the way out and that it picked up a nail. When i had the tyres fitted, the old rear one had nails that had a slow puncture and still had some miles on them. Well about 2 weeks after having the tyres, i pick up a nail! Damn, but it didn't cause a puncture. Well somewhere along the line i picked up another and now it has a nice puncture. Now the problem is that I am going on holiday in 2 weeks time and i won't have the time to sort it just yet, so it looks like a quick repair job that i can do myself and then when i get back, change the tyres again. This time i have no problem changing them, as they are squaring off. The biggest problem i have with the puncture, is when its so low that you can feel the bike trying to steer itself! It always happens at work and i need to get to the gas station quickly LOL. It just seems that every time i have a holiday booked, something comes up. Take work for example, next week is going to be strange because of som

Pretenders
Pretenders: Are the Ones who claim to be your friend to get what they want, and then not notice you. Are People who say i love you and then cheat on you. Are People who hold you tight while wearing someone elses cologne or perfume. Are the ones that Talk behind your back and then say this is my best friend. Are the ones to wait until you go to sleep to make a move on your woman, wife, friend. Are the ones that lurk in the dark to steal every bit of damn decency and mentality that you have so they can feel better about themselves. so i have to say about pretenders... Go F*** yourselves im not your damn friend....

Introduction
I am a full figured 42year old female in ALABAMA. I love to do almost anything, and I’ll try almost anything once. I love video games, board and card games, movies, walks in the rain, cuddling with someone. Like i said be4 almost anything. I’m sweet, caring , romantic and a all around cool person lol or so my friends tell me lol.I have a pic, but i dont show on here have had bad problems with it be4.I show in other ways’ .IM TIRED OF PEOPLE SAYING I AM SO NICE THEN SEE A PIC OF ME AND RUN SINCE I AM FULL FIGURED.IF YOU GO FOR LOOKS AND NOT THE HEART DONT MAIL ME.YOUR LOSS IS SOMEONE ELSE GAIN, AND YOU CAN LOSE A GOOD FRIEND MAYBE MORE.ALSO IF SOMEONE TAKES TIME TO MAIL YOU IS IT TO HARD TO MAIL EM BACK EVEN IF NOT INTERESTED?ALSO IF YOU CANT TAKE THE TIME TO GET TO KNOW ME AS A PERSON JUST BECAUSE I AM FULL FIGURED WELL.ALL I GOTTA SAY IS IN THE WORDS OF A FAMOUS GAME SHOW HOST "YOU ARE THE WEAKEST LINK GOOD BYE ALSO I THOUGHT ID ADD THIS. I AM 5FT4 200PLUS LBS,BUT I CARRY

Naughty Horoscopes...i'm A Aquarius
Naughty Horoscopes...I'm a Sagittarius Body: Sagittarius (Nov. 22 - Dec. 21) -- Right out the chute I am going to tell you...THEY LOVE TO BE SHAVED. True love is being shaved. Sagittarius love is being shaved by someone they love. And they LOVE to travel. They are constantly moving. They are always packing and going somewhere. They are the outdoorsy type. Why fuck in a tent when you can be surrounded by Sequoias under a moonlit night and have sex? Sags will Fuck Everywhere! Most Sags flash body parts and are closet nudists. They will be the first to register for nude volleyball at the nudist resort. Don't get me wrong, they have a TON of provocative clothing at home, but they like to be naked. EVERYWHERE. They don't know why its against the law to drive naked in a convertable especially. It just doesn't seem right. Downright Anti-American to them. They are also bleeding heart causefighters. They believe that sex is a biological function amongst friends...why fight it when you

This Is Sad!!!!!!
Jill and James have been going out since 7th grade, now they are in 11th grade. Jill has been thinking of breaking up with him. One Friday afternoon, on their 5th anniversary, Jill and James where talking over the phone: (Phone ringing at Jill's house) Jill: Hello James: Hey Baby Girl, how is it going? Jill: Alright, u? James: Pretty good, so are u still up for the movie? Jill: Im sorry i can't go, i promised my little sister that i would take her out to eat today. James: That sucks Jill: Im really truly sorry James: Its all right, so can u got tomorrow then? Jill: I cant, sorry, i have to go with Alyssa and her boyfriend to the mall. James: U know, it seems like u have been avoiding me this past few days. First u cant go out to dinner with me because u have a paper due, then u cant come over because u are to tired, and today during passing periods u totally ignored me. I had something i wanted to give to u. Jill: Im sorry, i

My Mood Today!
I am in a really bad mood today so if I dont get back to you right away its because of my mood and I dont want to say anything to offend anyone.....I will get back to you when I feel better...I promise......To all my friends and family....I love you all so please feel free to leave me messages i will get back to you soon!! Love LeAnn aka ~*~Twisted Illusions~*~

Paraskevidekatriaphobia
People who see themselves as unlucky should stay indoors on Friday the 13th, according to new research. A study suggests those who consider themselves unlucky are more likely to believe in superstitions associated with bad luck, such as the number 13. What is more, the researchers say, this belief alone can actually lead to "bad luck". Psychologist Dr Richard Wiseman, who carried out the research, said: "Unlucky people tend to buy into negative superstitions, like having seven years bad luck after smashing a mirror. "If you're one of these people, the fact that it's Friday the 13th could make you anxious and that will make you more likely to have accidents, drive less well, and perhaps find it harder to relate to other people. "So your bad luck could be your own doing." 'Copping out' More controversially, Dr Wiseman believes some people actually want to be unlucky because it helps them to avoid taking responsibility for their own failings. "It's a way of copping

Only If They Knew
only if they knew Boy and a girl, the best of friends. From elementary to high school from beginning to end. Through all those years their friendship grew. They both felt the same, but neither knew. Each waking moment since the day they met. They both loved each other sunrise to sunset. He was all she had in her terrible life. He was the one who kept her from her knife. She was his angel, she made him smile. Though life threw him curves, she made it all worth while. Then one day things went terribly wrong. The next few weeks were like a very sad song. He made her jealous on purpose he tried. When the girl asked, "Do you love her?" on purpose he lied. He played with jealousy like it was a game. Little did he know Things would never be the same. His plan was working but he had no clue. How wrong things would go, the damage he would do. One night she broke down, feeling very alone. Just her and the blade, no one else home.

Waterfalls
Walking through the forest we come to a small opening in to our right. You tell me to close my eyes and take my hand. I can hear water running and smell the wonderful clean scents of the forest and water mixing together. We come to a stop and you whisper into my ear to open my eyes. I am almost overcome by the beauty. There infront of me was a beautiful waterfall falling gracefully into the lagoon beneath it. You take my hand and guide me to the edge of the water. Realizing I have nothing for the occasion you start to pull my shirt over my head. I blush but then I finish taking the rest of my clothes off as you follow suit. You gentely grab my hand and we head to the water together. You get into the water first and sweetly hold your hand out for mine. I step in along with you and we mold together as we are looking for warmth upon entering the beautiful lagoon. Feeling the spray from the falls mist caressing my nude body. We stand there just kissing for awhile. Then you hold me

What Is Love..????
ok people my question is this.. What is love.. have you ever been loved.. was it a good or bad thing.. is love a tangible thing ..or is it fleeting an only here for a moment.. reply to this blog an let me know your story .. your opinions PEACE

Tag
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! Ok...so here they are.. 1. I love to work with numbers that is why I work for H & R Block during tax season 2. I believe that when a woman works that the man should help keep the house clean instead of expecting the woman to pick up after him. 3.I have the habit if getting up late but just before i have to be to work. I race around the house getting ready for work that sometimes i forget my diabetes testing kit. 4. I love to plant flowers and gardens just to watch them grow into beautiful things. 5.Sometimes it just drives me crazy when I am talking to people and they just completely ignore me. 6. There are times that I just bite m

Into The Night...
Out my window I seek into a reality, most cherished. Caring for what may be there, in the crisp nightly breeze. Sounds come from all around. My imagination taking me anywhere I care to go. Taking my thoughys to a place no one will ever see, except for me. Seeing into a dream well painted, I start to see clear. Hearing the thunder, flashes of light from lightning, and tasting the rain, as it all surrounds me. My picture of a vivid heavenly vision that keeps me safe and comforts my every need. Taking the hurt and pain somewhere else for just a few minutes of peace. Feeling all lifted away, I walk into the biggest storm. A storm that is only painted for my eyes to see. Viewing the most beautiful sight I have ever seen. My journey to this painted dream now fades into a distant past. Taking it all in as it starts to drift away. Feeling the weight of my reality start to settle in again. Fading right back where I started has now come over me, but in a new light. Easing back has given

What Colour That Describes Me Best.
You scored as Orange. Orange is energising, warm and loving and this is just like you. You love people, are always surrounded by many friends and tend appreciate and help them whenever you can. You also like to stand out and at first impressions come of as a lovable person. Most people adore you.Orange94%Yellow89%Pink89%Green78%Purple72%Black72%Blue72%White61%Red55%Which Colour Represents You???created with QuizFarm.com

How Horny Am I?
You scored as Very horny. You are very horny. You have a lot of desire. You get hard or wet very easily. Be careful to not let your sex drive go too far. Please rate and comment and tell me what quiz this is when you do!Very horny100%Super Horny75%Normal Horny75%A little horny25%Not horny0%How horny are you? (with pics)created with QuizFarm.com

What Type Of Drug Am I
You scored as Marijuana. You are Marijuana (aka: weed, dope, skunk, chronic...). You are the most commonly used drug in the world. You are powerful, stubborn, moody, have a strong attitude. You are classified as class (A and B) illegal drugs. Marijuana100%Ecstasy100%Cocaine83%What kind of drug are you?created with QuizFarm.com

What Element Am I?
You scored as Water. People who score water are usually very docyle, and can be shy. They like calm environments and hate arguments. They\'re often very calm and make good friends. Nothing seems to touch them, sliding off of them like water. They are usually smiling, or are thinking deeply. Laid back, and yet very deep, these people will do good in the job industry!Please Tell me what you think! Negative feedback VERY welcome! Tell me how to fix it! :) Earth100%Darkness100%Water100%Fire94%Air81%Light81%Ice56%What Element Are You? (BOY+GIRL ANIME PICS & DETAILED ANSWERS)created with QuizFarm.com

: How To Develop Your Own Psychic Abilities To Improve Your Life
Everyone is psychic. Some people are more so than others and every one of us possesses this ability. You do. I do. And we can further develop, train, and direct, what we already possess . . . expand our psychic potential until every measure of our lives is vastly improved. Psychic abilities are practical and usable. This is true because psychic abilities are merely extensions of faculties normal to us. For instance, clairvoyance extends the ability to see, clairaudience extends the ability to hear, telepathy - the ability to communicate, precognition - our sensing faculties, deja vu - past memory recall. Every psychic ability you've ever heard of is but an enhanced version of what is normal and typical for each member of the human race. What does it take to extend our faculties? First and foremost, a positive attitude and the ability to relax and imagine and trust. Faculty extensions (what most people refer to as "psychic abilities) allow us to access multiple layers of information,

Ethics Of The Modern Witch: When Did Perfect Love And Perfect Trust End?
Excellent Witchvox Essay By Author: Firewolf Posted: October 8th. 2006 Today, we live in a country in which we, as followers of the Old Religion, prosper and grow at enormous rates. Our religion and craft grow larger every day, and as a result of this rapid and seemingly unchecked growth, it appears that more misunderstandings are created through the dilution of misguided practioners and teachers of the craft. As Witches, we seem to have forgotten the true meaning of the Old Ways. We cast our circles and perform our rites, yet in many societies throughout our nation, the true meaning of the Old Ways is diluted and depleted as each day goes by. Of course, this is not addressed to those who strive to fix the misconceptions, but to those important societies and organizations who are supposed to represent us, yet portray us in a negative, if not egocentric, manner. There seem to be many of us arguing over whether so-and-so’s tradition is wrong, historically genuine, or works the

30 Things A Guy Needs To Know About Women
This was written by a guy who has had years of experience. 1. Whatever you do, don't just show up at their house...they run around in their underwear just like we do. 2. DON'T CHEAT ON THEM. It may seem foolproof, but girls tell each other everything about everything. Trust me, they WILL find out and you will be mud. 3. Beware of every single male relative and all guy friends. Any of them would kick your ass at the drop of a hat, and a lot of them wouldn't even wait for the damn hat. **4. NEVER miss an opportunity to tell them they're beautiful. 5. DON'T refuse to kiss in front of your friends. If they laugh at you, it's because they're jealous. 6. If they slap you hard, you deserved it. **7. Don't be afraid to touch them if you want to. If they're going out with you in the first place, it's because they like being in your arms. 8. If you don't sleep with them, DO NOT tell your friends that you did. 8.5 If you DO sleep with them, DON'T tell your friends that

My View On Men Since I Have Slept~~
OK~~ I have slept now~~ and received a formal apology ~~ and had a lot of messages giving me good insight!! ~~ Thanks to ya all. So here is my view today.... all men at one time or another think about sex even with their *friends*. I should not have condemned all men last night.. because I was wrong. I do have quite a few friends that are nice and respect me ~~ and to them I apolgize for caterogizing you. I am not going back to the no men on my list thing I guess I was just really mad. I still think that using people in the way the last blog stated is a really sorry thing to do... but it happens. And thanks to naughty nomad to point me back in the right direction.. we all need to be set straight every now and then . I guess all I can ask of the male friends I have is to think about what you are doing to people before you do it . As I have always said.. what you think doesn't hurt anyone.. but what comes out your mouth and your actions do... ~~ It was also

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I'm sleepy! I'm really really sleepy. I got a game tonight and then OBA tomorrow. Yeah. Joy. Then the only thing I have to do is go to the here v. there game on Thursday. After that? I'm gettin paid! Yay me! The smoke detector went off at 2 this morning and I got out of bed to see what was going on. Turns out that dad turned the heater on. BOUT FREEKING TIME! It was actually warm when I got out of bed this morning. That was nice. Yesterday was a lot of fun. Very very cold, but a lot of fun. I ran around with V and Matt most of the time and pretended that I was a lesbian with Teena for Ian. That was great! Anyway...um...yeah. I'll post the most awesome thing that happened yesterday at tech though... On the way home (insert awesome thing here) and I remembered that I had to take Sarah to Wal-Mart for food junk for class. She didnt have money, so I had to pay for it. Rawr. This morning she forgot it. I turned around. She's giving me $10. Yeah. Next time she'll remember her crap. Nothin

Rant #7: National Turkey Day.
Ok, so you Americans are celebrating Turkey Day really soon. We did last monday, cuz Canada rocks. Whats national turkey day celebrate? You Americans slaughtering the TRUE descoverers of our countries. The Natives. Ohh, you probably proclaim "Columbus descovered this wonderful land of ours!"... ok, what did the Natives do? Halucinate the land into non-existance? Hmm? WE were here first. You assholes came over to our country from Europe, slaughtered my people, raped our women, and brought your European diseases over here. And yet you celebrate by butchering a poor defenceless animal, with little turds dangling from it's neck and feast on it. How does that have anything to do with descovering this land? (Not that you did...) And another thing, you Americans claim to be so smart... you look at a native and call him an "Indian"... here's an education lesson for you. An Indian is someone who wears a diaper on his head and flies planes into your buildings. Us Natives are either drunk,

I Am A Witch
I Am A Witch I am a witch. I do not worship Satan; I am not interested in Satan. I do NOT go to church on Sunday, Nor do I have to enter any man made building to feel the presence of the Divine. I am not afraid of going to Hell because I dont believe in Hell any more that I do Satan. I believe in reincarnation. I believe I will continue to come back to this world or another until I have reached enlightenment and only then will I return to my Maker, to become one with the Universal Energy. I am not evil. Telling people that I am a good witch or asking me if I am a good witch implies that there are evil witches. There are evil people who chose to hurt others through their action, those people are NOT witches. The central law of being a witch is: An It Harm None, Do What Ye Will. Please dont ask be about sacrificing cats or eating children. Such an idea is foul and disgusting. I love my animals as part of my family, and have re

Cosmic Questions
* If Wile E. Coyote has enough money to buy all that Acme stuff, why can't he just buy dinner? * Is a male ballerina called a ballerino? * Do illiterate people get the full effect of Alphabet Soup? * If electricity comes from electrons, does morality come from morons? * If corn oil is made from corn and vegetable oil is made from vegetables, what is baby oil made from? * If quizzes are quizzical, what are tests?

Luck With My Smill
I STARTED A NEW DAY HERE WITH ALL THE LOVE TO ALL OF MY FRIENDS I HOPE I HAVE ALL OF YOU IN THE SAME PLACE OHHH IT WILL BE ALL OF THE FUN AND THE GOOD THING S WILL BE DONE HERE SO I THINK WE ARE FINE WITH US NO PROBLEMS I WISH TO SET WE ALL TO TAKE THE DINNER WITH ALL OF US EVERY ONE TALK ABOUT HIM SELF AND TRYING TO GET ALL THE GOOD DREAMS WITH US TO SHARE IT I HAVE MANY FRIENDS I THINK AS SOON THEY WILL GET SOME THING SPICIAL SO I WILL SAY TO ALL OF THEM I WISH ALL THE LUCK FOR ALL OF YOU IT IS FROM MY HEART I RESPECT ALL OF YOU LOST CHERRIES TRIBLE_XXX-ALFA-FOX-99

More Ink Work..
the colors start to get added to my army tatt tonight @ 8. this tatt was my own design & holds a lot of signifcants to me. when i add the pic's, i hope all ink fan weigh in with their opinion. peace, mikey

My Daughter's ( I Wish You )
My Daughter's ( I Wish You ) I Wish You When You're Lonely I wish You Love When You're Sad I wish You Joy When You're Discouraged I Wish You Hope When You're Spirit Is Low I Wish You Beauty When You Are Troubled I Wish You Peace

Hey You All Come Rate And Comment My Lips!! In This Contest!
I want to win this contest with my lips in my drunk picture LOL!! If I could I would kiss all of you who vote and comment me!!! GIVE ME SOME!! MUAHHHH!! Click on link and rate and comment if you could for me thanks :D

One Slaves Story:
One Slaves Story: Well first let me introduce myself. My name is Pam, I am 49 years old (at the writing of this). I have been in this life style since I was 17(32Yrs now). Now the story begins. It was a nice spring day in up state New York. So being 17 I wanted to get out go for a walk, so I headed to the park with a good book, and some lunch. I found a good spot and settled down with my book. I must of been there for hours just reading and enjoying the nice day, when a shadow creep across my book, making it hard to see what I was reading. So I looked up for the source and was staring into the most perfect eyes I'd ever seen. I smiled and said would you mind moving out of the sun for me your blocking it. He looked at me and smiled back asking me what I was reading? I told him Stephen Kings new book. Then he asked me if I did a lot of reading and I told him yes I do every chance I get. We then started talking about different books and the ones we liked. When he realized that I n

Tears:
Tears: Tears slowly falling down my face so many memories in so little time, I wish they would have never happened I wish I could change it all yet my mind won't let me forget my mistakes this biggest one, is not doing the things I should have, the things I will later regret for the rest of my life I trust to easily and I hurt to easily, How could anyone love me? my heart screams when all I feel like is a waste of air. why do I even feel like this why does this happen to me why can't my mind just leave me alone! why do I treat myself like this? why do I fear love? why can't others see me for me, the inside me why does it have to be me? why can't there be someone like me? Too many whys I believe. Pamella Quackenbush 2000

How To Really Eat Pussy
ENJOY!! How to really eat pussy: (Beware ladies...this can get you worked up. boyz...this is the bible as far as I'm concerned.) When a woman finds a man who gives good head, she's found a treasure she's not going to let go of too quickly. This is one rare customer and she knows it. She won't even tell her girlfriends about it or that guy will become the most popular man in town. So, remember, most guys can fuck, and those who can usually do it satisfactorily, but the guy who gives good head, he's got it made. Most women are shy about their bodies. Even if you've got the world's most gorgeous woman in bed with you, she's going to worry about how you like her body. Tell her it's beautiful, tell her which parts you like best, tell her anything, but get her to trust you enough to let you down between her legs. Now stop and look at what you see. Beautiful, isn't it? There is nothing that makes a woman more unique than her pussy. I know.They come in all different sizes, c

Blind Faith??
Blind Faith?? Even though we stumble,or even though we fall,God is there to lift us up and offer his hand so that we can rise. Our spirit goes through a battle every day of our lifes. They say the human spirit is unrelentless and Independant. So is that why we try to pull out of things on our own? Why is it, that we do this,then yell at God,for not succeding in our"prideful" ways and not letting God take our hand, when he so graciously held it out for us? Why is it that our mind is capable of so many things, yet when we fall on our face, after we didn't grab that hand that he held out for us, we blame the one thing, that if we had layed down our pride, could of helped us before we even fell? This Baffles me you guys. Just imagine this story. "Oh God" the girl cried again. The girls love of her life had just went into the hospital. She was depressed for many days. She asked everyone around her to pray, yet she was so obsessed with the fact that her love was in the hospital, that

Great Way To Spend Friday 13th
well today is my anniversary. a great way to spend friday 13th. not really cause i'm spending it alone. i miss my husband. he in iraq still probably until next month he will be home. i guess it makes me sad that it my 1year anniversary that we been married and i can't spend it with him. and there other issues going on in my mind. it just blah. anyways all i been doing mostly today was cleaning my house. what else can i do. i dunno. anyways happy 1year anniversary to us.. ps: i know there many more anniversary that going to come up. but this suppose to be our FIRST ONE!!!

Random
chaos in death, chaos in life. all we are are cess pools for chaos and rage, we are the disease, we are the carriers of the apocolypse. one day we will be mankinds greatest threat, and the only way to deal with it is to get rid of that threat, and by that way of thinking we are even greater a threat to ourselves, so we are chaos embodied, and the apocolypse reincarnated I am randomness embodied today, and everything I do comes from this deamon within who touches every part of my soul. my heart and body cry out that this is normal, and so I continue to be random, I am chaos, I am the anti everything. nothing is as bad as me, yet I am nothingness, I am nothing, a small speck in this world, I am nothing in the face of history help me, don't help me, come hold me, stay away from me I am diseased, I am unclean, I don't know what I am or who I am, what am I where am I I am randomness I am chaos. I am the end of the world

Trainspotting By John Hodge
Trainspotting by John Hodge Choose life. Choose a job. Choose a career. Choose a family. Choose a fucking big television, Choose washing machines, cars, compact disc players, and electrical tin openers. Choose good health, low cholesterol and dental insurance. Choose fixed- interest mortgage repayments. Choose a starter home. Choose your friends. Choose leisure wear and matching luggage. Choose a three piece suite on hire purchase in a range of fucking fabrics. Choose DIY and wondering who you are on a Sunday morning. Choose sitting on that couch watching mind-numbing sprit- crushing game shows, stuffing fucking junk food into your mouth. Choose rotting away at the end of it all, pishing you last in a miserable home, nothing more than an embarrassment to the selfish, fucked-up brats you have spawned to replace yourself. Choose your future. Choose life... But why would I want to d

Are You Real Friend Or Fake
""FAKE FRiENDS: Never ask for food. REAl FRiENDS: are the reason you have no food. FAKE FRiENDS: Call your parents Mr/Mrs REAl FRiENDS: Call your parents DAD/MOM=) FAKE FRiENDS: bail you out of jail and tell you what you did was wrong. REAl FRiENDS: Would sit next to you sayin "Damn .. we fucked up ... but that shit was fun!" FAKE FRiENDS: never seen you cry. REAl FRiENDS: cry with you FAKE FRiENDS: Borrow your stuff for a few days then give it back. REAl FRiENDS: keep your shit so long they forget its yours. FAKE FRiENDS: know a few things about you. REAl FRiENDS: Could write a book about you with direct quotes from you. FAKE FRiENDS: Will leave you behind if that is what the crowd is doing. REAl FRiENDS: Will kick the whole crowds ass that left you. FAKE FRiENDS: Would knock on your front door. REAl FRiENDS: Walk right in and say "I'M HOME!" fakE FRiENDS: Are for awhile. rEAl FRiENDS: Are for life. FAKE FRiENDS: Will take your

Just Letting Off Some Steam
Why are people so stupid as to tell someone how to live their lives? Are they serrious or what. i had someone tell me that dating a man that is 20yrs older than me was wrong and i was going to hell....so be it. Then had someone else tell me that i shouldnt date people off the net, hello, not like i'm jumping into bed with them after i say hello. And whats this shit about i HAVE to go to church or i'm not going to heaven. Who said i was going anyway? my spirit is going to walk the earth as long as it wants, i'm not planning on going to heaven or hell. This religion shit, give me a fucking break. i dont believe in one religion, i believe in one higher being, but whoever that is i choose to worship is my own damn business. Now, let me get on my gay soapbox, who gives a rats ass if i've slept with women or men? its my damn choice. i make choices everyday that piss people off, so be it. i choose to have sex with another woman, i choose to put a hole in my nose, belly and ears, i choose to h

*1st Entry*
Yo, what up! this is my 1st entry here on lost cherry! so far, this site is cool. *thanx wifey* well today has been an ok day. me n vannah found out mike moved to B-town! :( How sad huh? I need to see my luv *the kon* 2 bring a smile to my face....hehe... yea well you will prolly be hearing alot about the yukon aka "the kon" my one n only.... :0) and all the other crels.... LOL well im gonna bounce, so ill write later on, cuz were partyin..! yup! u know its gonna be a mish! haha. well thanx 4 reading! *HUGZ* ~Mizz Ped@

Faith
faith is a word that means many things. to give thanks to one who created you, to give thanks to lord, to give thanks that the hurricane didn't hit. faith means many things but to me.. ..Faith means to triumph over the hurt and the pain to give faith that tomorrow is a good not a bad day. to show someone that there is good in the world.

Jigsaw
You scored as Jigsaw. You are Jigsaw. You dont enjoy killing people at all. You instead love to see how far people will go to live. However if it ends in a bloody death, you still sleep with a smile on your face. You are intelligent, and know how to outwit just about anyone. And that spells bad news for anyone who falls into your games of death and torture.Jigsaw100%Hannibal Lecter90%Buffalo Bill80%Freddy Krueger80%Leatherface60%Michael Myers55%Pinhead50%Candyman45%Captain Spaulding40%Jason Voorhees20%Wh

Heh.
It's not fair. I didn't ask for it. So why rub it in my face. I didn't say, hey you should give me away, or any other type of shit, so why should i be punished. You call yourself a christian and you preach god to me every fucking day, how much of a hippocrite are you. Don't you realize what you're doing to me, isnt very christian like, now is it. Im sick of it all i really am. I make myself happy. I have to be. Other wise id be depressed all the time. But i hate depression so i don't allow myself to go there. Everyday i hear are you okay, or is everything alright, and if the people that truly cared would understand, im female, im never okay, and when i say im fine, i don't mean it. Give me a break. My brothers went to PA for the night. I got puppy duty. Pleasent isnt it. Whatever. Im done :)

(l)romance(l)
Romance ..ro-mants.. n. 1. a spirit or feeling of adventure, excitment; the potential for heroic achievement, and the exotic 2. a particular fascination or enthusiam for something, espically of an uncritical or inexplicable kind 3. a novel, movie, or play with a love story as its main theme 4. a feeling of love. 5. us

Cowboy
A cowboy walks into a bar, and two steps in he realizes it's a gay bar. "What the heck," he says to himself, "I really want a drink." When the gay waiter approaches, he says to the cowboy, "What's the name of your willy?" The cowboy says, "Look, I'm not into any of that. All I want is a drink." The gay waiter says, "I'm sorry but I can't serve you until you tell me the name of your willy. Mine for instance is called NIKE, for the slogan, 'Just Do It.' That guy down at the end of the bar calls his SNICKERS, because 'It really Satisfies.' The cowboy looks dumbfounded, so the bartender tells him he will give him a second to think it over. So the cowboy asks the man sitting to his left who is sipping on a beer, "Hey bud, what's the name of yours?" The man looks back and says with a smile, "TIMEX." The thirsty cowboy asks, "Why Timex?" The fella proudly replies, "'Cause it takes a lickin' and keeps on tickin!'" A little shaken, the cowboy turns to the two fel

I Really Need Your Guyz Help!!
Please people go vote for me and please Help me promote this Maybe send me link out to a couple friends of yours or Post a Bulltin knowing that your friends will read it k ! http://www.lostcherry.com/viewimage.php?u=258891&albumid=71828&i=3844887487 Here's the link !! Thanks Loves Angel

To My Friend John Wolver
THOSE SPECIAL FOOTPRINTS THERE'S FOOTPRINTS LEFT UPON MY HEART FROM PEOPLE I HAVE MET THE ONE'S WHO'VE TOUCHED ME IN A WAY THAT WILL NOT FORGET. A GENTLE WORD, KINDNESS SHOWN SOME LAUGHTER WE HAVE SHARED.... SPECIAL PLACES WE HAVE BEEN; THESE FOOTPRINTS TAKE ME THERE. SO WHEN I'M FEELING LOST AND BLUE AS SOMETIME I MIGHT BE... THEN I'LL REACH SOFTLY TOWARD MY HEART, WHERE FOOTPRINTS COMFORT ME.

Work
So I work for this great company. The bnefits are great the people are fun to work with but then there is this odd feeling I get when I pull into my parking space at work. My stomache drops, my head aches, my heart pounds, and the silent dread of working for 8 hours on the phone with people who believe they are better than me, trying to improve my conversion, and dealing with my prick DC who I swear hates my guts. But this is what we call life. We take the insignificant jobs that we don't like so that we can pay for our education, our car, or insurance, the luxury of a phone and food. So why is it that one place has to be so strict? Don't they understand that that is why they have such a high turn over rate? I guess they don't. Not ony that but they have me on graveyard. I don't get much of a social life anymore and my alarm has decided to stop waking me up. Joel. He's another aspect of my life. I don't know where we are headed but there is so much of him that annoys the hell out

Of A New Friend
Form and balance , a sense of style Blessed by the angels with a beautiful smile Head and shoulders above lost soul Sought for your heart and mind in control Standing your ground, facing the fire Despite the evil ones heated desire To step in and end my friendship with you That is just something I can not do For there are people lost in cyber-space You are the one who carries on with grace No drama of one who lost grip on reality I would rather seek you out and in time see If you and I have a lasting friendship true This is my clean slate to begin all anew By Ron for Grace

Tickle Me Elmo
Tickle- Me Elmo There is a factory in Northern Minnesota which makes the Tickle Me Elmo toys. The toy laughs when you tickle it under the arms. Well, Lena is hired at The Tickle Me Elmo factory and she reports for her first day promptly at 8:00 AM The next day at 8:45 AM there is a knock at the Personnel Manager's door. The Foreman throws open the door and begins to rant about the new employee. He complains that she is incredibly slow and the whole line is backing up, putting the entire production line behind schedule. The Personnel Manager decides he should see this for himself, so the 2 men march down to the factory floor. When they get there the line is so backed up that there are Tickle Me Elmo's all over the factory floor and they're really beginning to pile up. At the end of the line stands Lena surrounded by mountains of Tickle Me Elmo's. She has a roll of plush red fabric and a huge bag of small marbles. The 2 men watch in amazement as sh

When The Night Calls
As night falls on the city, I embrace it all alone. It makes me wonder will I always be on my own. If ever I am to be judged for who I am I wont allow it, But you can judge me for what I do and I will let you into my life and let you see what a pure heart would be like.. I see big city lights calling out my name. The echos of the night are eched in my mind. Though I long for someone to love the arms of Mother night embrace me. The darkness keeps me company and the light of day look after me. Though the elements stay with me I long for companionship from another! A female companion who sees me for who I am and loves me for the way I love her back and for what defines me. I am all the things you dream of and I stand for all the things you long for. I am the one who will always be there for you and never betray you. Though I am a creature who is always misunderstood and always betrayed by others. I am the night, I wonder in the darkness alone I am a man for I am

In The Heart
If the eyes are the true doorway to the soul then look into mine. You'll find a good friend there till the end of time. If it blosoms into more then you will see, That a pure heart is what beats in me. As night falls on this city and finds you all alone. I want you to know that I'll always be there to guide you home

Hiya
Hey all well I been here a few months and I guess its bout time I done somethin useful and say THANK YOU 2 the new frinds on LC that made me feel so welcome and also 2 my old friends 4 joining us on LC and I hope they have as great a time on here as I am havin so show some of the love that LC is famous 4 mmmmmmmwwwwwwwwaaaaaaaahhhhhhhhhhhhh

Women 30+ ...
This is for all you girls 30 years and over... And for those who are turning 30, and for those who are scared of moving into their 30's... AND for guys who are scared of girls over 30!!!!... This was a monologue by Andy Rooney from the CBS show, 60 Minutes Andy Rooney said: As I grow in age, I value women who are over 30 most of all. Here are just a few reasons why: A woman over 30 will never wake you in the middle of the night to ask, "What are you thinking?" She doesn't care what you think. If a woman over 30 doesn't want to watch the game, she doesn't sit around whining about it. She does something she wants to do. And, it's usually something more interesting. A woman over 30 knows herself well enough to be assured in whom she is, what she is, what she wants and from whom. Few women past the age of 30 give a hoot what you might think about her or what she's doing. Women over 30 are dignified. They seldom have a screaming match with you at the opera

Things You Should Know To Pass On
> >> >LIFE IN THE 1500'S >> > >> >Interesting! >> > >> >The next time you are taking a shower and complain because the water >> >temperature isn't just how you like it, think about how things used >> >to > be. Here are some facts about life in the 1500's: >> > >> >These are interesting... >> > >> >Most people got married in June because they took their yearly bath >> >in > May, and still smelled pretty good by June. However, they were > starting to smell, so brides carried a bouquet of flowers to hide the body odor. > Hence the custom today of carrying a bouquet when getting married. >> > >> >Baths consisted of a big tub filled with hot water. The man of the >> >house > had the privilege of the nice clean water, then all the other sons and > men, then the women and finally the children Last of all the babies. > By then the water was so dirty you could actually lose someone in it. > Hence the saying, "Don't throw the baby out with the bath water." >> > >

It's A Bloggin Kinda Day...
so i've got shit on my mind that i wanna say....yeah like that never happens. i'm tryin this new approach at being a "normal" person adn crawlin outside of my lil hole i call life. My depression has been perty bad lately, i like to think of it as "wall re-enforcement" month. Those who know me...know i keep a thick thick wall up as to not get hurt. very few select people actually get to see what actually goes on in my fucked up lil mind. Sometimes i thnk it's better to be on the outside lookin in anyways. But this helps me get shit outta my head. makes it easier for me to analyze and figure out what i need to do. My bestest fried Sue, she's been there alot for me the past year. She watched me do some stupid ass shit, she don't always gimme her first thought on the shit i do only cuz she thnks imma be mad. but i'm not. sometimes i don't see past shit and blind to the dumb actions i take. sometimes i just need the questioned to be asked.."WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU THINKIN!??!

From The Hindustan Times
The gift of love is divine. It blesses the lover and the loved. But few of us realise that our capacity to love others depends on our ability to love ourselves. For, what can one give that one does not have? In the Bible’s immortal message, ‘Thou shalt love thy neighbour as thyself,’ the latter part, usually neglected is, however, equally significant. It enjoins us to love ourselves first. For, the more we can do so, the more we are enabled to love others. But it is not easy. Others may overlook our faults and follies but we cannot. Moreover, we judge ourselves more severely than we do others. It makes us more susceptible to what others say about us. In their criticism, we see the confirmation of what we secretly suspect ourselves of. And in their praise, we be come unduly elated. This can make life miserable. A person who cannot love himself is like driftwood in the sea. He can be manipulated to do outrageous things. In extreme cases it can drive him to become a criminal or a

Tag Your It
player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1 I HAVE A HABIT OF BRUSHING MY TEETH A LOT. AND I CARRY A TOOTHBRUSH AROUND WITH ME. 2 I CANT LEAVE MY CAR BY ITSELF. I ALWAYS HAVE TO HAVE SIGHT OF IT OR LEAVE IT WITH SOMEONE I TRUST. 3 IM ADDICTED TO STEAK. 4 I LIKE TO BREAK BEER BOTTLES OVER GIRLS HEADS :-O! 5 I HARDLY EVER SLEEP, BUT WHEN I NEED SLEEP. I BECOME A BITCH. 6 I LIKE TO WALK AROUND MY HOUSE IN BOOTY SHORTS. (IDK IF THATS SO WEIRD BUT SURE.) DJ ANIDEX DJ INFERNO DJ SCARFACE DJ KARMA WINNY BIG JOE

Brrrrrrrr
OK FALL IS FINALLY HERE.. its freaking COLD HERE lol... I miss the summer already haha.. anyways.. I got my Pc back today yeehawwwww... so not much going on here other then getting things set back up... anyways just wanted too say hello and let everyone know Im still alive and kicking.. and did i say IM COLD lol... have a good one.. Be Good Or be good at it ( whatever that may Be ) Bec

Question?
how cum we get so arroused and turned on by someone on the other end of this screen? has anyone ever really asked that question? cum on i know u sit there grinning from ear to ear, blushing at the way u thought or took a comment? Y can we not do that in person? Gees if we all just were honest and open from the beginning relationships may not b falling apart, can't blame this here box ...lol... HONESTY!! REMEMBER????

Horribly And Utterly Heartbroken
ok. there was a love in my life. he stayed for a while. i thought it was real. then i found out that the whole time he was with me, he was also with someone else. that tore me apart. at night sometimes, i would close my eyes and see all the good time we had. then i would cry. but the tears formed not in my eyes, where they belonged, but in my heart, forming a well that threatened to drown me. i always thought it was somehow my fault that i loved him so much, but he just wasnt happy with me so he needed someone else. i asked him once, and he said that i was being irrational about it. i just didnt know what to say about it.... now at night, i think of someone else, but im afraid to love again.... my worst fear had come true.... i lost someone near and dear to me.... i tried to forget him, and i did. now, i realize that i didnt need him. i still dont need him. i also noticed that its now him that wants me back. its too late now. i just wanna be friends.

Try This!!
>This is funny - type out the sentence you end up with in the subject >line and >forward it to your friends. > > > Pick the month you were born: > > > > January--I kicked > > February--I loved > > March--I smoked > > April--I skated with > > May--I choked on > > June--I murdered > > July--I did the Macarena with > > August--I had lunch with > > September--I danced with > > October--I sang to > > November--I yelled at > > December--I ran over > > > > Pick the day (number) you were born on: > > > > 1-------a birdbath > > 2-------a monster > > 3-------a phone > > 4-------a fork > > 5-------a Mexican > > 6-------a gangster > > 7-------my cell phone > > 8-------my dog > > 9-------my best friends' boyfriend > > 10-------my neighbor > > 11---

Myth And Truth... The American Stage And Politics
MYTH 1: The US was founded on Christian principles. TRUTH: This is incorrect. The Constitution never once mentions a deity, because the Founding Fathers wanted to keep their new country "religion-neutral." Our Founding Fathers were an eclectic collection of Atheists, Deists, Christians, Freemasons and Agnostics. George Washington, the Father of our country, and John Adams (Second President of the USA) CLEARLY stated in the 1796 Treaty of Tripoli: "The Government of the United States of America is not, in any sense, founded on the Christian Religion.” G.W. rarely attended church and instead followed a popular 18th century philosophy called Deism—a Star Wars-esque philosophy that believed in a cosmic energy or big-ass universal "Force." The dictionary says that Deism is "a system of thought advocating natural religion based on human reason rather than revelation," that had nothing to do with Christian principles. James Madison, original mastermind of our Constitutio

Lc Is Kinda Gay
i dont get this lost cherry shit AT ALL!!! i only hve it because something on myspae is always going haywire.... if only myspace wasnt so gay. why does everything on here have to be so confusing its hard to read ant the pages are to busy with a crap load of stuff.... very u organized.

October 5th-13th
Some kids working at a Burger King in New Mexico were arrested when cops discovered they had placed marijuana on their burgers. This marks the first time in history that anything organic has ever been served at Burger King.....you thought the BK king was creepy....watch him stoned! Mel Gibson was interviewed by Diane Sawyer. Did you see that? He said that is was a blessing and that he needed humiliation on a global scale. Wouldn’t it have been easier to get a show on NBC? The Army is spending over $200 million to change their slogan to "Army Strong”. How about Army screwed?!......well it beats "Did Someone Say Jihad?" An 83-year-old was caught trying to cross the border with ten pounds of meth. Border Guards became suspicious when the man swam the river, leaped the fence and dug a tunnel all in less than ten minutes. Here’s an odd story. Yesterday a man that was so fat tried crossing the Mexican border and became trapped in a tunnel. This really isn’t fair. If he’s that fat

Picture Taking....
Well, the kids and I just got back from a little drive...I took my camera, which isn't much but for now it works and I took a bunch of different pictures of the lake, the foliage and goodies such as that. So, now it's time to hook the camera up and see what I came up with...I hope they turned out. We'll see!

Horror Movies
Horror movies are one thing that excite me I love to be with a woman who gets scared and I can hold her and tell her that everything is gonna be alright. I love them. They bring out the animal in me lol

Holidays
Holidays A time of the year Most people look forward to Spending time with friends and family For me it is a day sitting home alone Just another day of the year Nothing is open thou and there is nothing to do Every one saying how great it is All just wants me to get sick As I have no where to go Or nothing to do No one to spend this holly time of the year with It just makes me depressed and wishes it would all be over with By Scott Homan 10/11/2005

Whats Oral Sex?
A young fellow was about to be married and was asking his grandfather about sex. He asked how often you should have it. His grandfather told him that when you first get married, you want it all the time....and maybe do it several times a day. Later on, sex tapers off and you have it once a week or so. Then as you get older, you have sex maybe once a month. When you get really old, you are lucky to have it once a year....maybe on your anniversary. The young fellow then asked his grandfather, "Well how about you and grandma now?" His grandfather replied, "Oh, we just have oral sex now." "What's oral sex?" the young fellow asked. "Well," grandpa said, "She goes to bed in her bedroom, and I go to bed in my bedroom. And she yells, "Fuck You", and I holler back, "Fuck you too."

Music
music helps me thru everything. thats why i listen too all types because not just one type sets me straight and they help when im pissed off or just in a groovy happy free flowing kind of phase .... this sucks but nopt much i can do ....gtg

Some Tea.....
3 vampires walk into a bar...the first one orders a glass of blood and the bar tender said "coming right up." Then the 2nd vampire orders a glass of blood...the bar tender replies the same as before...then the 3rd vampire goes up to the bar and orders a glass of water. The bartender asks "don't you want a glass of blood?" the vampire looked at him and then pulled out a used tampon and said "nope...tea time."

"betrayal"
trust is there such a thing? no only hatred and mistrust. loyalty hah there be no such thing only a foolish and misplaced belief in your so called "friends". love is there such a thing ? there be no greater falsehood than such. for to open ones heart to such invites those closest to you to view you as nothing more then a mark , someone to be manipulated , used, and abused for their own purposes. trust know one,love no one truely, not even those closest to you for if you do they betray you as soon as you turn your back or show the slightest sign of weakness no matter how small it be. hatred,mistrust,independence these virtues are to be treasured close to your cold,cold heart.hate everyone 'round you,trust only your self,and depend on only your self. allow each betrayal and let each failure of someone you once considered to be a friend, no matter how miniscule fester and harden your harden your heart, let it add

Love
What is love all about is it a game is it just in your heart or is it all just a dream imagined in your mind to lure you into getting your heart broken into pieces or is it there to sooth you when your in desperate need of love

Ur It
player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1)i drink alot 2)im a pot head 3)im very forgetful 4)i cant keep a girl 5)i smoke to much 6)i blow my money like it gos out of style blueyegoodie tonibella sexy medic cookiemonster dj erotica

My Favorite Artists
seether / fort minor / hinder / reba / garth brooks/ stonesour / ozzy / kiss def leppard / sublime/ poison / shania / carrie underwood trisha yearwood / pam tillis / limp bizkit / guns n roses house of pain / spice girls / hilary duff / colin raye / billy ray cyrus / george fox / bon jovi / jeff healy band enqurie { hero} / nickel back / reospeedway / chicago air supply / ill think of the rest, my brain has had way to much to think about today ...lol

:)
SO CONFUSED YOU HAVE ME SO CONFUSED I DONT KNOW WHAT TO SAY OR DO IM AFRAID ILL DO THE WRONG THING AND UPSET YOU IT SEEMS AS IF ALL WE EVER DO IS FIGHT YOU HAVE ME SO CONFUSED I DONT KNOW WRONG FROM RIGHT THE DECISIONS I MAKE REVOLVE AROUND YOU THINGS YOU WANT ME TO SAY AND THINGS YOU WANT ME TO DO IM NOT SURE WHERE I STAND WITH YOU OR HOW YOU FEEL IF YOU WANT TO BE FRIENDS OR IF IM NO BIG DEAL EVERYONE TELLS ME IM JUST SOMEONE WHO IS THERE THAT YOU WILL NEVER LOVE ME AND YOULL PROBABLY NEVER CARE WELL TELL ME NOW BEFORE THINGS GET ANYMORE OUT OF HAND JUST LET ME KNOW WHERE THE HELL I STAND AM I FIGHTING A BATTLE I CAN NEVER WIN DO YOU JUST WANT TO BE FRIENDS SO MANY UNANSWERED QUESTIONS JUST LET ME KNOW SHOULD I HOLD ON OR SHOULD I LET GO []

About The Girl
Layer one: Name: Twitch aka chantelle Birthplace:Vancouver Birthdate:10/10/87 Hair color:black naturally Height:5'6 or 5'7 Righty or Lefy: righty Zodiac Sign: libra Layer Two: Your Heritage: jamican,nor,brit,scot,irish SHoes you wore today : skater shoes unno i found them in the house when i moved 2 my dads Your weakness: Being to shy and never saying what i really want to. Your fears: bugs,and being weak Your perfect pizza: Taco! Goal: Never be stuck in the ordanry Layer three: Your most overused phrase on MSN : lol and :P Your thoughts first waking up : i hate that song! Your best physical features: lips Your bedtime: uhmmm when u pass out Your most missed memory : Hedgehog. I miss being with her

Witches Reed
Witches Reed of Chivalry -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Insofar as the Craft of the Wise is the most ancient and most honorable creed of humankind, it behooves all who are Witches to act in ways that give respect to the Old Gods, to their sisters and brothers of the Craft, and to themselves. Therefore, be it noted that: Chivalry is a high code of honour which is of most ancient Celtic Pagan origin, and must be lived by all who follow the Old ways. It must be kenned that thoughts and intent put forth on this Middle-Earth will wax strong in other worlds beyond, and return... bringing into creation, on this world, that which had been sent forth. Thus one should exercise discipline, for "as ye sow, so shall ye reap." It is only by preparing our minds to be as Gods that we can ultimately attain godhead. "This above all...to thine own self be true...." A Witch's word must have the validity of a signed a

Poetry.....
Instinct..... On one side of the river, I can see my other self It is the same me but... It is not who I am suppose to be Everyone is happy Everyone is glad But when I look at her, She is very sad. On the other side of the river, I am who I am suppose to be I am happy and glad Just to be me... But if I had one chance to do it again To take back the pain And the guilt I once had, I don't think I would give up what I already have. Because no matter what you do no matter where you go, you have to watch out for you. On the other side of the river, All is in the past. You have to decide how the time will last! TRUE LOVE Everyday is a special day for me. My hopes and dreams may come and go. My truest love may have been. But in this life I will not miss the greatest thing of all.... watching my children grow strong and tall. They are the light that shines on my path. They are the butter on my bread. Without them I will not be who I am. But I am not pe

Tonights Ink Work...
Doc added the wording & finished all the shading tonight. FUK! i thought we'd add colors tonight but he had to cut it short. we add colors next wed. ink fan's, let me know what u think. if u want all the dtail about what u see & what they all mean, just ask. PEACE, mikey

Play The Game...
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. I'm a pack rat...lol. 2. I've been in love with Cal Ripken Jr. since May 1982...if anyone out there knows him, give him my number...lol. 3. I'm a Catholic School Girl...no, I don't still have my uniform, you perv. 4. I was 19 when I lost my virginity...bet you were dying to know that one. 5. I LOVE the Washington Redskins...HAIL!! 6. I'm still looking for the man of my dreams. Okay, you 6 are next: Tricia blwnstang306 Freak Tester (love that name!!) TOYMAN marco p friskymichael

A Poem
here is a poem that I wanted to share I have a lot more but do not have them at this time I will share them when I get them back from my cousin. Sorrow Copy write of Trina Jensen Tears of sorrow downward flowfrom deep with in my very soul. My heart aches with sorrow from the things my eyes behold. Sold your very soul for the devilish thing that bag holds. Oh the sorrow thats deep inside my very soul Tears of sorrow downward flow that bag you hold has withered your very soul. I see your children hungry for food. Every dime you have spent on that devilish bag you hold. Tell me what do you have to show from that devilish thing that has taken your very soul. Your children have no parent to guide them .Tears of sorrow down ward flow. The baby is crying though your ears hear nothing as you sleep away the high you are partaken in. The oldest caring for the babies only 6 years of agea baby taking care of babies. Tears of sorrow down ward flow They cry cuz they are hu

Was Good For A Minute......
Fucking day..... Night time is worse. Can't stand to hear them. They don't know what they have. Don't want to be here. Just leave me alone for a minute. Stop knocking at the door. Don't call the phone. I won't answer for you. Rather be alone than feel like this. Thought that things were looking up again. One month doesn't mean shit. Can't stand this feeling. Don't want to see it. Already told you that. Stop asking me. Just leave me alone for now. Won't last long. Sick of the anger. Fuck, I sound like her again. No wonder this is happening. Why is it like this? Just want to leave. No where to go but........... You can't stop me now.

Dont Watch If You Are Weak Hearted...this Is Some Scarey Shit...
This is a car advertisement from. When they finished filming the ad, the film editor noticed something moving along the side of the car, like a ghostly white mist. They found out that a person had been killed a year earlier in that exact same spot. The ad was never put on TV because of the unexplained ghostly phenomenon. Watch the front end of the car as it clears the trees in the middle of the screen and you'll see the white mist crossing in front of the car then following it along the road....Spooky! Is it a ghost, or is it simply mist? You decide. If you listen to the ad you'll even hear the cameraman whispering in the background about it near the end of the commercial.

Bunnski Tagged Me
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. If I am people usually can't tell 2. I like to play with fire 3. I dont like people who are really annoying 4. I make my bed when i want to 5. I buy and sell Wheat Penni on ebay 6. I go to bed when IU want but I get enough sleep if I have to work the next day And i tag: K-K 87 bunnski Woosah Narcoleptic

Be Real With Me And I Be Real With You
like i said be fore i am acool person respecet me and i will respect you so holla at me and tell what you think i always say if you can't stand the heat get out of the kitchen