Fubar Blog Posts 4

Oh Yeah Baby!
You Are Sex On the Beach When comes to drinking, you like it to go down smooth. You really don't like the taste of alcohol - just its effect on you. So, you're proud to get drunk on fruity, girly drinks. Because once you're liquored up, the fun begins! What Alcoholic Drink Are You?

Seek Not My Heart
Oh gentle winds 'neath moonlit skies, Do not you hear my heartfelt cries? Below the branches, here about, Do not you sense my fear and doubt? Side glistening rivers, sparkling streams, Do not you hear my woeful screams? Upon the meadows, touched with dew, Do not you see my hearts a'skew? Beneath the thousand twinkling stars, Do not you feel my jagged scars? Seek not my mournful heart kind breeze, For you'll not find it 'mongst these trees. It's scattered 'cross the moonlit skies, Accompanied by heartfelt sighs. It's drifting o're the gentle rain, A symbol of my silent pain. It's buried 'neath the meadow fair, Conjoined with all the sorrow there. It's lost among the stars this night, Too far to ease my quiet fright. No gentle winds, seek not my heart, For simply ... it has torn apart

Office/role-playing?
Hey ladies- Mike in San Diego here. La Jolla, more specifically. I am looking for a lady to have some fun with. How much fun is up to you. I don't mind you watching me get off, and of course, if you wanna join in that is hot too... I have AIM, Yahoo, and MSN to chat with... Interested? Mike

Free Writing Over Morning Coffee
Well, it's the fourth day of a four-day weekend for me. . . I haven't done anything. I can't believe it. Well, I did go for a beer on Thursday night, I guess that counts as something. I played a videogame for a little while, too. Mostly, I was just online trying to think of things to put onto a blog. So, what I did was just grab a bunch of stuff that I wrote in the past, copy it from Word, and paste it into the blog. Nifty, huh? I guess it worked, though. Now, it looks like I've got a page full of stuff, in just a few days. One of the reasons I took so long to get into the blog craze is that I could never figure out what to put on one of these things. Why do people want to read what I have to say, anyway? I'm just a guy out there in the world, a stranger to nearly everyone who will take a look at my page. It's such a strange way to communicate. I keep thinking of putting a message in a bottle and throwing it out in to the ocean. Maybe someone out there will get it and

There Goes My Good Mood
Why do I even call my ex? It never fails that I end up pissed off. He makes comments about shit that is none of his business. It's time to lay it out to him so that maybe he'll keep his mouth shut going forward. Yeah right...

What The Fuck!
Yeah so I have no idea exactly what I was thinking. I drove all the way to indiana this weekend..and for what? To learn something I already knew from the phone...I wont lie and say that I dont or didnt or fuck I dont know....that I didnt use the words I love you cause I did. I really thought I was in love with him and part of me probably still does, but he just isnt that person for me. Yeah I know that he likes me and thinks I'm beautiful, but thats it. Theres nothing else there....he says he loves me but honestly I dont believe it. There are some other details, but as for this blog..you're not gonna get them. I already aired my dirtly laundry in myspace and I'm not about to do it here...lol Anywho....am I crazy for hoping? Am I crazy for wishing and wanting? I dont know....lol

Last Chance
anyone who would still like to vote time is almost up. im sending the link one more time. have fun and vote fort whoever you like. love ya'll http://lostcherry.com/viewimage.php?u=140500&albumid=71928&i=4201244984

This Is For You Lp!!!!!
Your Inner Muse is Melpomene You are most like this muse of tragedy. While you aren't depressed, you don't shy away from sadness. Although you do tend to be gloomy, you have a sensitive side. And this sensitive side helps inspire and help others. What Muse Are You?

My Iroc
Well it is no longer mine , it doesnt matter that it was given to to as a christmas presant. I dont deserve it because i am no longer with Steve. I really miss that car but I will not let him blackmail me into taking him back. Its all good thourgh I got another car ,Chip fixed it for me and it is a nicer car , not sporty but nice as soon as i get over my Pneumonia i will take a picture of it. I still have my jimmy FINIALLY got the top off her (YES)

Fat Pants
Because I don't know what to else to say: I am out of control Frighteningly, startlingly, hurtfully What do I tell the woman in white (coat). Not working, again? I am a dervish of consumption Money, food MORE MORE MORE STOP ME from eating this cupcake. Just one more…please? Now the size 10s don’t fit The 12s won’t fit. I don’t fit. My chin is doubled The money is gone Panic attacks. I kept the fat (pants) Yum. Chocolate.

Did He See
DID HE SEE Did he see the bullet coming Did he hear the sound of flight Did he get time to recall His short and meanful life Did time stand still Did he try to run and hide Did he feel the pain Of the bullet Piercing his skin Did he get time to say His last farewells To those who loved him To those who cared Did he get time to pray To ask for forgiveness For those who robbed him Who took his life so soon Did he get time to ask Why he was there In this foreign land Where people were so cruel And nobody ever was kind Did he stop and ask And ever wondered why Dave Emmerson

A Home For Your Heart
A Home for Your Heart Those who go to God Most High for safety will be protected by the Almighty. Psalm 91: 1 Chances are you've given little thought to housing your soul. We create elaborate hous- es for our bodies, but our souls are relegated to a hillside shanty where the night winds chill us and the rain soaks us. Is it any wonder the world is so full of cold hearts? Doesn't have to be this way. We don't have to live outside. It's not God's plan for your heart to roam as a Bedouin. God wants you to move in out of the cold and live... with him. Under his roof there is space available. At his table a plate is set. In his living room a wingback chair is re-served just for you. And he'd like you to take up residence in his house. Why would he want you to share his home? Simple, he's your Father. THE GREAT HOUSE OF GOD

Signs For The Assman
Signs For The AssMan(clothes optional..:) ) All you lovely ladies I would like a sign made just for me...:) can be as naughty as you like or just normal, its all good. xoxoxox Just like the one below! click on example pics to make biggar! Naughty Little less Naughty Not Naughty ************************** ********************* **************** **********

Why Do You Betray Me
why must you betray the ones who say your as special as night and day the ones who say I love you your sunny just like the month of may why must you betray and kick them around in the hay and then they still say I love you!

Spend Some Time With Ya Boy....
AND CHECK OUT THESE VIDEOS I JUST PUT ON MY PAGE. XZIBIT JUST RIPPED IT ON DAVID LETTERMAN, SO I HAD TO PUT THIS ONE ONE. I THINK HTAT MOST OF YOU CAN FEEL THAT ONE. THE OTHER VIDS ARE OF THE HOMIES OUT IN INGLEWOOD CALIFORNIA. IF YOULIKE WESTCOAST RAP......THEN THESE ARE THE NIGGAS TO LISTEN TOO. SO KICK-BACK, SMOKE SOMETHIN', AND LISTEN TO SOME MUSIC WITH YA BOY. GET AT ME WHEN YOU'RE DONE AND LET ME KNOW WHAT YOU THINK.

Im Home
hey yall cherrys IM HOME and sorta rested from the race yeterday.. was going good till my driver got into a wreck grrrr BUT it was alot of fun.. come too know that tony stewart is nice ( but I WILL NOT REPEAT THAT ) HAHA ANYWAYS im behind on commenting so give me some time ok xoxo

Media And The Military
I find it interesting that when the media goes out to talk to the men and women fighting for our country and they end up talking to the people that don't have a fucking clue on what is really going on out there. when in all honesty the media need to talk to the men and women that are actually doing the dirty work. It is hard to listen to the ones that are out there getting shot at getting blown up. They need to talk to the people that are out in the field. Not the ones that are in charge and telling the men and women what they need to do. The media has no actually clue on what it is like over there. I am not saying that all the Generals, Captians, ect... I think we would be better off hearing it from the horse's mouth, so to say. I know that most people don't need to know the actually truth and it could possibly cause problems but think about it. If we as americans no matter what race, color, or even nationality, are fully informed I think we all would be surprised on how we would reac

Dirty Anyone?
just sittin here chillin at my fav place, drinkin a cold one, chattin with my friends, or anyone else that wants to drop me a line... anyway, i'm leaving town for work tomorrow night, but i'll be online in the evenings, so feel free to drop me a line.... anyone ready to get dirty???!!!!

Bothered
i have spent the better part of my life being bothered in some form or fashion... but never have i been more bothered by the things in my life that i cannot have... fate is such a cruel mistress to follow... yet rewarding i suppose as well...

Girls!!!!!
Man people talk about guys are bad man girls are crazy sometimes. They never lie but they always hide the truth. This is not for all women just to some. But if a woman can call a man a dog then i can call some women a poodle. They always have a plan and a purpose in mind. If a man cheats on a woman it's done sloppy and because a girl has a fat ass. When i woman cheats on you. She plans it with your best friend or something and then keeps hid from you for a long time. Then one day you have an argument and they are like i been fuckin your friend the whole time. This has never happened to me but it has happen to two of my homeboys. One of them was married to the girl and she cheated on him and left him in 28 days. So to all the girls, ladies, and women get your games together too!!!!! holla at me Peace!!!

I Wonder
he sits alone in his room thinking wondering how to end his problems that thought in his head he wishes that happened the first tme he tried it. but instead he wonders a differant way to do it. he sits and thiks how he should tell them and show them he is seriuos. so then i has an apiphany and then made up his mind a determind man ready to show all his thoughts he brings out a note pad and a pen and begins writing and thinking it was only going to be one page it quickly turns in to 3 then 4 then 5 and then finaly after 8 pages he is done. he folds it up and then puts in a enelop and putting it in clear site not caring if one would see would care abot what he wrote hoping if they did would read it to all then he boes the the bath room draws himself a bath but only filling it half way then laying down getting relaxed and comfy. but im keeping my eye on the prize adn determind to get it done to leave all this behind

Poem--friendship
as i sit in my own little world, i wonder were i went wrong, was it me that made you move away, or was it because you need a break, it can't be me i say to myself, cause i have done nothing wrong. it must have been something else, i try to figure it out, but nothing comes to mind. so it must be for the best, cause that is the only reason, you would move away form me. you must have found someone eles, to share a life with and be happy with. you msut first beable to leave me behind, and start something new and different. but i know that you will always behere in my heart and in my mind fore i will never forget the friend i had and will never forget to good times that we shared and laughed about as i watch you diappear into the dark i hear a voice in my head i will never for get you for as long as i live and will always be with you in mind and soul. i hope that you guys enjoyed the poem cause this how i truly feel. and as the days get closer i will

Fly Away
when im with you i feel i can fly when im without you i want to die that makes me cry sometimes i dont know why just can't help it that i want to die maybe its because i want to fly fly up in heaven if theres such a thing one day we will all be able to fly fly like angels way up in the sky

I Broke Her Damn Arm.
I broke my sister's arm when I was 8. She told me to. Sort of. You know how when you are a kid and you get on your back and your sister sits on your feet and you launch her across the room and she hits her arm on the leg of the couch and breaks it? Yeah, that happened to all of us.

Got To Love This One
Why Parents Get Gray Hair A father passing by his son's bedroom was astonished to see the bed nicely made up and everything neat and tidy. Then he saw an envelope propped up prominently on the pillow. It was addressed, "Dad." With the worst premonition, he opened the envelope and read the letter with trembling hands: Dear Dad, It is with great regret and sorrow that I'm writing you. I had to elope with my new girlfriend because I wanted to avoid a scene with you and Mom. I've been finding real passion with Joan and she is so nice. I knew you would not approve of her because of all her piercing, tattoos, her tight motorcycle clothes and because she is so much older than I am but it's not only the passion, Dad, she's pregnant. Joan says that we are going to be very happy. She owns a trailer in the woods and has a stack of firewood, enough for the whole winter. We share a dream of having many more children. Joan has opened my eyes to the fact that marijuana doesn't real

Just Say No!
A ten year-old boy was walking down the street when a big man on a black motorcycle, pulls up beside him and asks, "Hey kid, wanna go for a ride?" "No!", said the boy, and he kept on walking. The motorcyclist pulls up to him again and says, "Hey kid,, I'll give you $10 if you hop on the back" "NO!" said the boy and proceeded down the street a little quicker. The motorcyclist pulls up to the boy again and says, "Ok kid, I'll give you $20 and a BIG bag of candy if you hop on the back for a ride." At this point the boy turns around to him and screams angrily, "Look Dad, YOU bought the Honda, so YOU ride it!!

When A Horny Girl Ask's" Are You Going Inside"
One of my biggest fantasies is masturbating so that other people can watch me. I lay on my back with my vibrator between my legs. I close my eyes, turn that baby on high and let her rip. As I pass the whirring piece of technology over my hard clit I imagine people filling my room. Men and women surround my bed, staring down at me. Their unknown hands coast over me, the men whip out their dicks in a frenzy to jerk off, and the women can't keep their hands out of their pants because I look so hot. Then they stroke and slather, sweat and squirm, until they finally can't take it anymore, they begin to come and so do I, we all come and come, legs shaking, backs arching and juices flowing. The men come over me. I feel the hot spunk as it bounces against my steaming skin, covering my face, I lick it off my lips, tasting the sweet, salty taste of desire. Then, I open my eyes, and everyone is gone. I am left with the afterglow of orgasm and my still-buzzing vibrator. My fantasy has got

More About Me
Hazel Eyes- People with hazel eyes are GORGEOUS SEXY and go all out all the time.They have the most unusual relationships. They're awesome at diversity and trying new things and very rarely will say no to ANY challenge. They are also the best in bed and love to play games they are very out going and they are sexy as hell and they are NOT nice when they are mad . If you have hazel eyes and repost this you will learn your new favorite technique of catching someone special Born on the cusp (morning it changes) hence I get both attributes ...ARIES... .Outgoing. .lovable .Spontanious. .Not one to FUCK with. .Erotic. .Funny. .Take you on trips to the moon in bed. . excellent kisser .EXTREMELY sexy. .Loves being in long relationships.=) .Addictive. .Loud. .best in bed. ...PISCES... .Caring and kind .Smart. .Center of attention. .Too Sexy, DAMN IT. .Very high sex appeal. .Has the last word. .The best to find, hardest to keep. .Fun to be around. .Freak in

Which Action Hero Would You Be ?
You scored as The Amazing Spider-Man. After being bitten by a radioactive spider, Peter Parker was transformed from a nerdy high school student into New York's greatest hero. Peter enjoys the thrill of being a super hero, but he struggles with the burdens of leading a double life. He hopes someday to win the heart of his true love Mary Jane, the woman he's loved since before he even liked girls. Right now, he just wants to make it through college and pay his bills. The Amazing Spider-Man92%Batman, the Dark Knight88%Lara Croft83%Maximus83%Captain Jack Sparrow79%Neo, the "One"75%The Terminator71%James Bond, Agent 00763%William Wallace54%Indiana Jones

Just Aint Right....
Love him or loathe him, he nailed this one right on the head... By Rush Limbaugh: I think the vast differences in compensation between victims of the September 11 casualty and those who die serving our country in Uniform are profound. No one is really talking about it either, because you just don't criticize anything having to do with September 11. Well, I can't let the numbers pass by because it says something really disturbing about the entitlement mentality of this country. If you lost a family member in the September 11 attack, you're going to get an average of $1,185,000. The range is a minimum guarantee of $250,000, all the way up to $4.7 million. If you are a surviving family member of an American soldier killed in action, the first check you get is a $6,000 direct death benefit, half of which is taxable. Next, you get $1,750 for burial costs. If you are the surviving spouse, you get $833 a month until you remarry. And there's a payment of $211 per month for eac

Ways To Piss Off A Cop
* Pretend you are gay and ask him out. When he says no, cry. If he says yes, accuse him of sexual harassment. * If the cop is a woman, tell her how ugly she is, but in a nice way. * If he asks you to step off the bike, automatically throw yourself onto his hood. * When he asks you to spread them, tell him you don't go that way. * When he puts the handcuffs on, say "Usually my dates buy me dinner first" * After you sign the ticket and give it to him, say "Oops! That's the wrong name." * Trip and fall into him. Accuse him of police brutality when he pushes you away. * Ask if he has a daughter. If he says yes, say I thought the name sounded familiar..... * When he frisks you, say You missed a spot, and grin. * When he asks to inspect your bike, say there is no alcohol on my bike, sir, the last cop got it. * If you know him, say you had his wife for dinner. * If you don't know him, ask if you can have his wife for dinner. Oops...I meant OVER for di

Vein
I tell her I would like to live within her soft skin, calling the nape of her neck my home. I tell her I would go to the end of this world to capture her a rainbow, every night, just to make sure she sees every color. I tell her that her eyelashes are my fingertips, and her breath my reason for existing. I tell her I am existing for only her. I tell her that the blood that courses through my veins would look beautiful upon her cheeks. I tell her I will give her a lock of my hair to tie her noose. I tell her the tears that run down my cheeks compliment her eyes perfectly and when I cry tonight perhaps I should save her a few. I tell her I want to rip out her eyes And tear at her hair Steal her rainbows And smear her blood upon my cheeks. I tell her these things because The words "I love you" Too often get stuck in my throat.

Ew Ew Ew Ew Ew
I'm not sure but I think I just found someone's profile that is a...,for lack of a better word, a complete hentai. (for those of you who don't know that means pervert in japanese) People left many nasty comment calling him nasty and sick and I'm confused and I want to erase the fact I ever visited his page....ew ew ew ew ew.

My Life
I guess its about time I wrote about this cause lately it has been on my mind. Most people who know me now that most of my life I have lived with my grandparents and always asked why didn't I live with my mom. And I tell them it was my choice. There was no problem with me living with my mom I just chose to live with my grandparents. Then they would ask the question I would dread the most. They would ask me about my dad. To this day I still don't know what to tell people when they ask about him. I know where he is but there are a few things I don't understand. I have never been able to ask him how he could be a father to my brothers and sisters but not me. I didn't ask for this, nor do my kids. Its almost like he never cared what happened to me. The part that sucks the most is as much as I say I don't care I do and it bothers the hell out of my mom cause she hates that is happening. Oh well it is his loss. I have to kids who I love to death and they have a family that will love him bac

No More Boring Weekends!
From now on I need to start doing things on the weekends. I dont want to stay at home doing nothing...the other weekend was fun...my mom and I stayed the weekend in little rock. I dont have to go that far...I can just go see a movie and I will be ok...cause I wont be sittin at home. Bisexualvampyre

Dungeons..and All The Fun Of Hell Besides.
I grew bored and designed this place...it is from the perspective of someone just wandering around. Read..or Don't..I care not.. When you first enter the tower, you see a single large chamber, lit overhead by a massive candelabra. Leading off to the right is a single shadowy doorway. Stairs leading into the depths slipping away from the light of the candles, shying away from the sight of the holy. The stairs lead away into the dungeons and ringing up the staircase echoed the sounds of screaming and pain. The stone under your feet and the walls around you was a dark granite, almost black, but there was an oddity to it. It looked almost like years of caked blood had soaked into the walls, long stretches of darker granite, spots of light peeking out from behind the darkness. Everything within this tower was warped. Corrupted to its very foundations. Ahead of you is a large wooden gate, obscene images cut into the heavy black metal encircling the door. The wood is a heavy oak, i

Stupid Poeple
ok people have you ever been out with friends and seen someone across the room that you thought you knew you just couldnt remember how or from where? im sure its happened to some of you. well sat night we went to a local bar and hung out and met some friends well there was this guy that i knew i knew but couldnt figure out how and it looked like he was doing the same well i never did figure it out so i never said anything well this idiot called a friend of mine and said what a bitch i was for not comming over to say hello. well heres the idiot part he had been doing the same thingas i was and never came over to me either dont you just love how some people think thanx for letting me rant talk to yall later

Sucking Deeper (q&a)
Sucking deeper Is there a technique to take my man's penis all the way down without gagging? This is something he wants but my gag reflexes aren't too good. Any advice would be appreciated. Thank you, Anne Dear Anne, Gagging is a natural reflex, but the trick is to learn how to control the reflex. There are a couple of things you can do to help. First, pull your tongue forward when you have something delectable pressing at the back of your throat. I practice with a dildo every couple of days. With a dildo, you have the ability to instantly pull it out if you need to. That is good when you are learning. Second. If you make swallowing motions with your tongue and mouth, it seems to help control the reflex. Again, to swallow, you need to bring your tongue as far forward in your mouth as you can. The swallowing reflexes are already programmed into you so that you can swallow your food. Mother Nature only intends you to gag when you are not swallowing. So by "swallow

A Bit Of Strange Humor . . .
Your Spatula. If you're planning on buying a new pet spatula, there are plenty of places that sell wonderful, brand-new pet spatulas. Wal-Mart has a fine selection of pet spatulas, as well as Target, Kroger's, and many others. A word of caution: Avoid buying your pet spatula at a discount spatula wholesaler. They tend to stock aggressive pet spatulas. Once you have finally picked out your lovely pet spatula, it's time to take it home and provide a wonderful life for your spatula. Now, spatulas tend to run away from time to time. This is nothing against you, the owner; it's just the spatula's natural curiosity to want to explore its new surroundings. You may find it under the bed, in the bathroom, or in the linen closet (where I found mine hiding.) So, the best way to keep your spatula from roaming is to put it in a kitchen drawer after each use, or hang it on a hook by its tail. Now, if you're worried about this hurting the spatula, no worries. Spatulas have tail

Friends But No Fans???
so I just cleaned up some of my friends off my list but then I started feeling bad. So what I am going to do is, right now I have 164 friends still on my list and only 63 fans. So by the end of the week if you are not a fan of mine you are not a friend either. I am sorry but i am not here to reach the top cherry list, I am here to make friends...TRUE friends. I am a fan of all my friends because that is why i have them as friends. So if i am good enough to get you friends points then i am good enough for you to be a fan of mine. If you are on my family list or in the Juggalo family no worries, we are good!

(q&a) Anal Love - Lubrications
Anal Love - Lubrications Thanks for the tips on the anal. I am fortunate enough to enjoy this with my wife. But I am curios about your comment on the cleaning. Usually, for us, its kind of a spontaneous thing where she just gets so into it, she will want it. She certainly enjoys it at that moment but its not something she thinks she is going to do in advance. So my question I guess is just what do you mean by "cleaning the canal"? Is that something you do in advance of even doing anything? Also, what is your best choice for lube. As a standard we have used the K-Y liquid stuff but sometimes I feel it wears away fast. Lastly, you mentioned the ability of the anus to spread and take large objects which I seem to see a lot more with all the fisting, but will that kind of penetration affect it long term? Can you have problems in the future? Look forward to your reply. Jackie Dear Jackie, Yes, most sex is an unplanned trip to nirvana. And whatever happens along the way is

Im Lost
hey kossy_bear ,.,, wasnt it a lot of fun when i was there ~~! i had a blast im not overly crazy about a few certain things, but u know that already.but i love you and not everything i say matters all that much, but you are a very important guy in my life ...i hope you know that, don i hope ur going to get better and call me soon.... i spent a little too much money thats why i couldnt come n see you at mac, we miss you tho !@ love always dee and hannah xox

V.i.c. Gift Just Waiting...
Okay, if or when Mr. Right falls through my ceiling, lands in my lap, and whisks me off into the sunset on a beautiful white horse, I think I'll buy him a Corvette, a Porsche, or a Rolex... Until then, I have homework to do. ~ TTFN ~

Salaried Employees
Why is it when you get moved to salary companies expect you not to have a life? Sure 1K a week gross is nice, but what good is it when you have no time to spend it? Pffffffffft. Not to mention my off days are split up during the week. I can barely find time to get drunk and sober up before I have to be at work again. So Annoying.

My Tooth
My poor little fractured tooth is no more. And ya know what, besides the swelling that now needs to go down(and it already is), I actually have very little pain. I can even chew some things now, which is good because I was sick and tired of the "baby food" diet. Now maybe tomorrow I can get back to my normal life.

Well The Boy Is Still Growing And He Does Like Girls...
A boy is here A boy i fear Comes in my dreams And disapers Left to die Left to dry Left to sit and wonder why? So i wait for night It's like my morning light It's turned wrong to right Thoes three words I love you... never had more meaning to me untill now

How Do I Breathe!
how do I breathe. (yea) how do i breathe [Verse:1] Feels so different being here I was so used to being next to you Life for me is not the same But there's no one to turn to I don't know why i let it go to far Starting over it's so hard Seems like everywhere I try to go I keep thinkin of you I just had a wake up call (call) Wishin that i never let you fall (fall) Baby you were not the blame at all (all) When I'm the one who pushed you away Baby if u knew i cared(cared) U'd a never went no where (no where) Boy i shoulda been rite there [Chorus:] How do i breathe Without u here by my side How will i see When your love brought me to the light Where do i go When your hearts where i lay my head When your not with me How do i breathe How do i breathe [Verse:2] Boy i'm losing my mind Yes i made a mistake Thought that u would be mine Guess the joke was on me I miss u so bad i can't sleep I wish i knew where u could be

I Think This One Is Fitting For Today...
I know not with what weapons World War III will be fought, but World War IV will be fought with sticks and stones. Albert Einstein US (German-born) physicist (1879 - 1955)

As The Razor Kisses My Skin
Twisting Writhing I feel so useless I feel so ashamed I feel that nothing will ever be the same I laugh as I weep Tears draining to your feet Even if I die I will never lie I'll never deny that I love you Even when the razor kisses my skin Like my lips parted against yours My skin parts to its kiss With passion replete I beg at your feet To kiss me To kill me To forsake me no more Any attention will do Even if its an "I hate you" Tears draining to your feet I laugh as I weep I feel that nothing will ever be the same I feel so ashamed I feel so useless Writhing Twisting As the razor kisses my skin

Old
I had written this a while back, i just found it on my comp. so i thought i would post it. I don't know why but i must let you go even though i love and care for you so i know it hurts, but please dont cry but my love i have to say goodbye i will remember every moment including this like when we first met, and our very first kiss and the day you said yes and brought me eternal bliss for i was merely a peaasent who had captured the heart of a queen it was so unreal, almost like a dream then tragedy struck and you stood by me and helped me through beuatifully with your warm smile and caring heart but im not better, i'm still torn apart you see, i just cant get it through my head that my mom is actually dead i look as fine as can be but thats becuase thats what i want you to see and inside it hurts the worst much more pain than when they got divorced and now im just lost in this great big land all alone with out a friend to hold my hand i look on in disbelief

Boredom...
Fill out and repost as a comment. Thank you. =o) xx I _____ Bryne. xx Bryne is _____. xx Bryne needs ______. xx I want to _____ Bryne . xx Bryne can ______. xx Someday Bryne will _______. xx Bryne reminds me of _______. xx Without Bryne , _________. xx Bryne can be _______. xx Bryne is always _______. xx Worst thing about Bryne is ________. xx Best thing about Bryne is ________. xx I think Bryne should _________. xx If Bryne was an animal, he'd be a ______. xx Right now, I bet Bryne is thinking about _______. xx Bryne makes me want to _______. xx Bryne probably tastes like ________. xx If I could spend the day with Bryne , I'd ____________. xx I'd ______ for Bryne . xx Bryne is made of _________. xx Bryne is the _________. xx If I could be Bryne for a day, I'd ______. xx I want to give Bryne a ________. xx The song _____ by _____ reminds me of Bryne . xx Bryne is to ______ as peas are to carrots.

Everyday Thoughts
If we do what we've always done, We'll get where we've always gotten. Overnight success usually takes 10 years of hard work to achieve. Consider the uses of adversity. The end of the road always turns out to be a bend. Look which way the crowd is going and go the other way. "Learn to listen" Opportunity knocks very softly. How can you soar like an eagle, when you're surrounded by turkeys If it don't kill you, It just makes you stronger. Nobody can put you down without your consent. We only grow when we push ourselves beyond what we already know. Never go backwards to go forwards. You have built your castles in the air, Now lay the foundations underneath. Keep learning, new ideas make work interesting. I've learned that most things I worry about never happen. You never get rewarded for the things you intend to do. It takes just as much time to wish as it does to plan. If you want conditions to be perfect before you act, You'll never act.

This Is Something He Likes
I like it when she fucks other men, very well endowed men are the best, but any and all will do. It is something that I have always wanted to be into, but can only now express this desire. I can do this because of the honest true love that we have for each other. And that must be there in order for this to work. We have to be into each other with our entire hearts, or this cant work, and we have this true love. I like to watch her do these other men, from start to finish. I love the deep tounge kissing before they get started, and the teasing comments between them. I like it when they get to that point where they have to fuck, and get up to go to the bedroom. I like to watch another man undress her, and kiss her beautiful body all over. I love to see them perform oral sex on each other. Then I love to see him slowly slide his member into her, and then pound her hard until she comes several times. I like to see him roll her into several different positions, until he fill

Reflections Through A Mirror
Reflections Through A Mirror Like a shattered mirror, Were the pieces of my life. A dark and broken mess, A heart full of strife. The rebuilding of the mirror, Is slowly taking place, Building something which is whole, Within the empty space. Put together by a master, Whos working sight unseen. To slowly fit together, Each and every seam. A kind and gentle angel, Someone of loving heart. To give the broken mirror, A new life and fresh start. For that i thank you, The keeper of my heart and soul. For entering my life, And once again making me whole.... Copyright ©2004

Stop Fucking Wasting My Time
Friends are telling me I lost my mind When I hooked up with you Maybe that's true Said that I'll wake up one day Asking what did I do Maybe that's true too When I'm with you everything's alright All I know is how I feel When you're with me [Chorus] Waste my time, waste my time Not so sure that I'll be yours And baby you could be mine It's all about hanging out Cause you know how to waste my time Nothing like an empty day With no weather You're right there with me Laughing as the world goes by How we let the day Moving way too fast Cause when I'm with you I don't really care What they all want me to be I just want you beside me [Chorus] Waste my time, waste my time Not so sure that I'll be yours And baby you could be mine It's all about hanging out Cause you know how to waste my time [Shay:] Call me Shay or the M-I-C When you listenin' to me You be listenin' to b bumpin' To the rhythm they'll be given Whe

My Dark Angel
My Dark Angel Sharing laughter and tears My pains and fears With you my Dark Angel. Sharing thoughts from the light Through the darkness of night With you my Dark Angel. Sharing hopes and dreams And mending torn seams With you my Dark Angel. Sharing heartfelt emotions In a friendship of devotion With you my Dark Angel. Sharing no strife But instead of the joys of life With you my Dark Angel. Bequeathing everyday stories Without any glories With you my Dark Angel. You were sent down from above With a heart full of passion and love And you will always be my Dark Angel. Written: 27th March 1999.

The Dawn Of The Spork Wars
I hereby propose we devide the LC into two groups: Those Who Love Sporks and Those Who Find Them To Be The Mutant Offspring Of An Unholy Union Between Two Glorious Examples Of Cutlery. In my photo gallery is a picture named after this impending war. Rate it. 10 If you oppose all things Spork. 1 If you are for the rise of the plastic defecto army. Let all the voices of the LC be heard! At the close of All Hollow's Eve the current average of that picture will reflect the voice of the masses and forever end the Spork Wars. -Robert

Is 3 A Charm
this is my third marriage and i wonder will this one finally work.........i have found someone who knows me all my bad doings and still loves and accepts me for me and lets my play too......but how much love does it take to make a marriage work i dont know... or i wouldnt be on 3rd one.....i dont know i know control is not the answer...that happended in the first one.....the second husband i loved with all my heart and i=got it stomped on......still part of me loves him.....and this one will it last only time will tell if we have what it takes

Condom's In The Car
True story, I was happy. My girlfriend and I had been dating for over a year, and so we decided to get married. My parents helped us in every way, my friends encouraged me, and my girlfriend? She was a dream! There was only one thing bothering me, very much indeed, and that one thing was her younger sister. My prospective sister-in-law was twenty years of age, wore tight mini skirts and low cut blouses. She would regularly bend down when near me and I got many a pleasant view of her underwear. It had to be deliberate. She never did it when she was near anyone else. One day little sister called and asked me to come over to check the wedding invitations. She was alone when I arrived. She whispered to me that soon I was to be married, and she had feelings and desires for me that she couldn't overcome and didn't really want to overcome. She told me that she wanted to make love to me just once before I got married and committed my life to her sister. I was in total shock and couldn't say a

Secret Love
I see the way you look at her And wish that it were me Wish I could make you smile For all the world to see I love the way you listen And the way you understand But I can't help but look away When you grab ahold her hand I cherish all the laughs we have And the secrets that we share But you have eyes just for her Can't see how much I care You make everything make sense And life just seems alright But my world falls apart When I see you hold her tight I never heard a sound so sweet Until you spoke my name You tell me you're in love with her- With you I feel the same.

The Booze Didn't Work So I'll Write
First off let me say I really dig the LC and I don't really remember how I found it. I have made some great new friends! Now I believe in God, but I do not attend church. I guess I am more of a spiritual person than religious per sey. I do like I said believe in God. It is very hard sometimes though, when a person you have grown to know is faced w/ things, mutiple things in their life that would make many give up. And if you are reading this, you know who you are, please know you are in my thoughts and prayers. CP

Fear
Like a frightened child I trembled inside Not knowing what to expect Not knowing what I would find With every breath The fear grew The undeniable feeling That danger was lurking in every shadow Would arrive on every breeze My senses alert, my mind racing All the questions None with answers The fear of the dismal past The terror of the unknown future What will it bring Will it be nothing more than the past re lived The pain and hurt brought back to the surface The numbing past never far from my mind Always there Always reminding me of a pain that never dies

Mind Over Matter
Mind over matter They say thats all it takes Can get past anything Mind over matter... Reliving the tortured past Every crushing blow Every salty tear Knowing that every step away from it Only takes me one step closer To an unknown future Not knowing where safety lies Does it lie in the haunting dreams of what was or Is it in the fantasy of what could be

Best Comparison Of Illegal Immigrants And Criminals
This is, without a doubt the best comparison of illegal immigrants and criminals that I have ever seen. Let's say I break into your house A lady wrote the best letter in the Editorials in ages!! It explains things better than all the baloney you hear on TV. Recently large demonstrations have taken place across the country protesting the fact that Congress is finally addressing the issue of illegal immigration. Certain people are angry that the US might protect its own borders, might make it harder to sneak into this country and, once here, to stay indefinitely. Let me see if I correctly understand the thinking behind these protests. Let's say I break into your house. Let's say that when you discover me in your house, you insist that I leave. But I say, "I've made all the bed s and washed the dishes and did the laundry and swept the floors; I've done all the things you don't like to do. I'm hard-working and honest (except

Please Dont Say You Love Me
Please don't say you love me I have heard those words before Those words have lost their meaning Just caring says much more I am not looking for a lover I would rather have a friend Being friends is a place to start Because true friendship never ends If in time it becomes much more It was really meant to be But if in time we are still just friends We will be happy you will see

Rough Sex
You prefer Rough sex! You like it ROUGH. Hard, great, wonderful slamming sex is your type of sex. More the product of lust than love - and utterly horny - rough sex is what satisfies you. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com

And I've Read Most Of His Plays....go Figure
Your Dominant Intelligence is Linguistic Intelligence You are excellent with words and language. You explain yourself well. An elegant speaker, you can converse well with anyone on the fly. You are also good at remembering information and convicing someone of your point of view. A master of creative phrasing and unique words, you enjoy expanding your vocabulary. You would make a fantastic poet, journalist, writer, teacher, lawyer, politician, or translator. What Kind of Intelligence Do You Have?

Are You A Paranoid Schizophrenic?
You Are 28% Paranoid Schizophrenic You're pretty grounded, though you have your occasional paranoid moments. Just make sure to ignore those voices in your head!Are You A Paranoid Schizophrenic?

Past Couple Days...
basically the past couple of days have been crazy. last week around like idk thursday i started to get sick and slowly it just started to get worse and stuff. homecoming was saturday. i didnt wanna go and the only reason i did was because they bought me the ticket and shit and like i had my dress and all that so i was like what else is there to do on a saturday nite. the entire time i was there all i thought about was him and like i know thats why the entire thing just blew...i wanted him there and he obvisouly couldnt be there...i danced a little bit but other then that i just sat there and talked to a couple people...i left like a hour or so early and shit too because i had this amazing plan to talk to andy and guess what IT WORKED! woo! i felt bad tho because like me and nikki hadda go back to get everyone and cole was being fucking retarded and shit...so like everyones being REALLY retarded in the car and like i think andy got all pissed a bit cuz i was basicaly ignorning him...i w

Womb Jacked
WOMB JACKED Open up the whole just a little more Pass through me like a rabid wild boar I lie open and waiting on the floor I fold Who told you? This underscore the need For all of you to keep quiet please You’ll be released as soon as you get greased squeezed Pushed out from between the knees Fresh birth, stink already, attracting flies The aroma’s in the skies, the stench is in my eyes Consume the mother as she, recoils in horror At what she has made, you’ve given life to your waste Tell me how does it taste, the blood you’re coughing in your face The smooth marble surface of my composure Is cracked with a blunt force Boast of how deeply you’re impaled By the sharpened white picket fence post I call a toast to those who will fall victim To parasites becoming hosts Begin the cull Thin your ever growing settlements Build up with glass steel and cement Disease is the only treatment Take full form and shape Implant the seed with the rape You force breed

Fun Fun Fun
hey there again, well who wants to have fun and vote for king and queen? cant go wrong, its fun and there are heaps of contestants in, have a look at the link below's pics, they are in there under king and queen folders respecfully lol Contest Duo@ LostCherry

I Can Tell How A Man Makes Luv
I can tell how a man makes love... John and Jill were about to go into his apartment, and before he could open his door, Jill said, "Wait a minute, I can tell how a man makes love by how he unlocks his door." John says, "Well, give me some examples." Jill proceeds to tell him, "Well, the first way is, if a guy shoves his key into the lock, and opens the door hard, then that means he is a rough lover and that isn't for me." "The second way is if a man fumbles around and can't seem to find the hole, then that means he is inexperienced and that isn't for me either." Then Jill said, "Honey, how do you unlock your door?" John proceeds to say, "Well, first, before I do anything else, I lick the lock."

Voice Commenty Thingy What Not Thing
I now have a voice commenty thingy what not thing on my profile that you can leave me voice comments on if you wish, or just ignore, if you prefer, and make me look like I have no real friends, and that I am just a sad desperate loner, and maybe drive me into depression and to much drinking and a ruined life. So no pressure guys...

I Would Have Gotten Out Today
A woman awakes during the night, and her husband isn’t in bed with her. She goes downstairs to look for him. She finds him sitting at the kitchen table with a cup of coffee in front of him. He appears to be in deep thought, just staring at the wall. She watches as he wipes a tear from his eye and takes a sip of his coffee. "What's the matter, dear?" she asks. "Why are you down here at this time of night?" The husband looks up from his coffee, "Do you remember 20 years ago when we were dating, and you were only 16?" he asks solemnly. "Yes, I do," she replies. "Do you remember when your father caught us in the back seat of my car making love?" "Yes, I remember," says the wife, lowering herself into a chair beside him. The husband continues, "Do you remember when he shoved the shotgun in my face and said, 'Either you marry my daughter, or I'll send you to jail for 20 years?’" "I remember that, too," she replies softly. He wipes another tear from his cheek and says, "I

Philosophical Psychobabble :p
Maybe the point is, that you need to lean forward and love with all you have. Even if you arent loved back. That would add more color to our lives for sure. And to be honest, love isnt about what you get out of it right? Its about giving freely. Not being selfish. I know alot of people that are jaded. They will tell you and have told me that it is also what you get back. But these people also blame the next person for the sins of the last. The way I figure it, there has to be a middle ground? No. Not with love. Love isnt something we can change. At least I really hope not. If we could change what love is, Im afraid we would pervert it like everything else we have "fixed" over time. So if I hold true to what I really believe, I will love unselfishly and completley without reservation. Big gamble if you ask me. So many people are so gun shy anymore it doesnt seem like a good mix. Or, I could shut up and just post sex jokes and blowjob videos. :P

Heartfelt Strings
Caught between the strings of life Cutting deep like a jagged knife Listening to the sounds of a beautiful melody Thinking as if it were only yesterday Knowing it must have only been lies You hear the thoughts as the child cries Weeping deep and sighing low Is it a friend or just another foe? Thinking of the others as if on judgment day If only I knew of the strongest way Carry me through the strings of time Playing as if it were only mine Written by: JJ 073002

Fishing Trip
when my hubby goes fishing I usally just lay out in the sun on the boat while he fishes. but when I seen this pic it made me enjoy fishing lol hope u like...a href="http://commenthole.com" target="_blank"> commenthole.com

Invader Of Dreams
You thought you were only a slider In fact you’re an invader Invader of dreams Sometimes it takes a unique To open the true physique Of ones mind Yes, the body and soul Through the eyes of an invader Invader of dreams Two dreams have since past It’s very passionate they may last Frolicking, dancing while laughing With a temptation to be sappy Invader of dreams SedisticCharm (jj), written: 2006

Military Vs .............
(the last sentence is the best) Your alarm goes off, you hit the snooze and sleep for another 10 minutes. He stays up for days on end. _________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. __________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. __________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. __________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. __________________________ You talk trash about your "buddies" that aren't with you. He knows he may not see some of his buddies again. __________________________ You walk down the beach, staring at all the pretty girls. He walks the streets, searchi

Maybe
You could give me a kiss, that would sizzle to the core; yet I'd not be appeased if you gave me a dozen more. You could hold me close to warm this heart of red yet you'd find that my desire had not fled. You could visit me at night and please me with your touch. yet come the dawn, I'd want you just as much. You could try something old, or something new and improved, yet my hunger for you could never be removed. You could kiss me, hold me, and vow your love so true, but no matter what you do, I'll never get enough of you.

Rant
I've come to the realization that life is just what it is. You can't change it, so you have to learn how to deal with all the things it throws at you. The things that happen to you are the things that make you; you. So there really isn't a point to hold grudges. If you don't like me? That's fine.. I don't care.. it's probably over something trivial like a guy.. who really wasn't worth it anyway. I'm nice.. I've always been nice.. and I have always done for others before I'd do for myself. I realize there's no point in that either because most of the time it goes un-noticed.. along with other reasons. I say it's pointless.. but I won't ever be able to change who I am.. I will always be that nice girl who does everything for everyone that gets the shit end of the stick. But that's life I guess. And it's so hard to trust people.. maybe it's just the people I am trusting.. I always seem to pick the winners.. but even my own family.. (excluding my mom, dad, sister and brother) they can't ke

Monday...
just another monday.. Current mood: weird uh, yah, just uh..lol — Monday, October 09, 2006 Not too much going on. I kinda had a long discussion with my teacher today, no one else was participating, so it was just me and him talking basicly. How fun. I felt kinda weird afterwards. Ohwell. That girl dissapeared right after class. Into a void or something. Then I went up to my psyche class and rememered, I didn't have class today, I had a test instead. So I reviewed the first chapter we went over agian, and then that always messes up how the last chapter is in my head, so I just really can't win. I don't think I did well on the test but ohwell, just have to do better nextime. I have tons of math to do before thursday. I almost did some today, then I got lost in thought for a while. Sometimes it seems like my mind is a record player and it gets stuck on certain grooves and has to play out ( somtimes more than once ) before any other think;ing or anything else can take

Part 3
All he did was stand there with a slight smile on his face that kind of made Kris feel like something was going to happen to her she will never forget. Boy did it ever. All of the people in the room with her were silently praying that nothing bad would happen, yet there was a ahora about the room that made Kris feel there was something bad going to happen to a few of them. Priests kneeling and praying to their lord to help them through their trials, nuns doing the same. Yet with every passing minute Kris just stood there thinking to herself. The thoughts were only about living her life without fear, without harm, and with a love that would last a thousand years. Kind of in a trance she was brought back to reality with a ringing of a gong. At first she realized that Andrew was not at her side. She almost panicked yet something told her she would be safe. That ever present feeling that she was not alone in this, what ever it may be. Looking to the left she noticed the ot

Part 4 And More To Come
Feeling the bites and tears of her skin, giving it all that she had, running toward what she thought was safety. There was always that thought of something waiting for her at the other end of the room. But it was to dark to see what it was. Jumping over rocks, small puddles and others that have fallen she held back her tears. All the death of the ones that were strangers yet there was a feeling of friendship lost. Five feet away, three . Wait there was something blocking the door. It didnt seem real. But there was no way that she could stop. Climb over it, a voice whispered. She stared climbing. At first she thought she felt rock yet there was something strange about the way it felt. It was more like scales, not snake scales, nor fish scale. Yet there was something familiar about the texture. Thinking again that it was all a dream this huge head whips around out of the darkness, teeth thrashing and shining in the dark. All she could think of was getting out of the room. The door wa

Don't Leave
What would I do if you leave? I'd miss you, I believe That's what I'd do if you leave Emotions are kept under my sleeve So my prayers to you I'd give Please stay a bit longer For I may see you again never And you leaving isn't for the better Surely I'd miss you sooner or later Everyday I miss you more and more It makes my heart feel so sore Thinking of the way things were, I'd like to go back to the times we had before.

Chapter 2
Midsummer Nights’ Dreams - His side How much longer could this go on? For the third night in a row, he woke up so hard that all it would take to finish would be touch it. Damn, but she was hot! Her voice rang in his head: Please! Please fuck me! Her hands were so smooth, her mouth was… inviting. Man, he’d like to meet her, whoever she was, to see if she was as good as he thought she’d be. He got out of bed, went to the kitchen, opened the refrigerator, took a swig from the soda bottle without getting a glass. The bubbles exploded in his stomach, sending tingles through him. He made his way back to bed, thought he could smell her, the musky scent that only warm pussy can give off. He closed his eyes, saw her face, imagined her pink lips open, waiting for him to put his dick between them. He took hold of it, sliding his fingers up-and-down, like she would. Like she would, faster, faster, he could even see her gorgeous hair as it lay on his legs, feel her breath on his s

Sequels
28 WEEKS LATER Six months after the events of the first film, Britain has been abandoned, and the Americans attempt to reintroduce life back in the country, but something goes wrong. 2002 MANIACS: BEVERLY HELLBILLIES After the sheriff refuses to cover up any further for the maniacs causing all the missing persons in the area, they're forced to hit the road in what's dubbed the "Pleasant Valley Traveling Road Show." where the maniacs head across country in hopes of gathering more victims. We'll follow a young TV crew called the "Road Rascals" as they find themselves mixed up with another one of the maniacs' deadly festivals. BOOGEYMAN 2 No official plot yet, but the first film told the story of a young man who goes to his childhood home to face his fears of the boogeyman head on. BUBBA NOSFERATU (PREQUEL) No official plot yet, but it's said the King will be in his 30s as he dabbles in the world of black magic and voodoo. CANDYMAN 4 Set in New England in an all-gir

Blonde Joke
A Brunette, a Redhead, and a Blonde escape a burning building by climbing to the roof. The Firemen are on the street below, holding a blanket for them to jump into. The firemen yell to the Brunette, 'Jump! Jump! It's your only chance to survive!' The Brunette jumps and SWISH! The firemen yank the blanket away...the Brunette slams into the sidewalk like a tomato. 'C'mon! Jump! You gotta jump!' say the firemen to the Redhead. 'Oh no! You're gonna pull the blanket away!' says the Redhead. 'No! It's Brunettes we can't stand! We're OK with Redheads!' 'OK' says the Redhead, and she jumps. SWISH! The firemen yank the blanket away, and the lady is flattened on the pavement like a pancake. Finally, the Blonde steps to the edge of the roof. Again, the firemen yell 'Jump! You have to jump!' 'No way! You're just gonna pull the blanket away!' yelled the Blonde. 'No! Really! You have to jump! We won't pull the blanket away!' 'Look,' the Blonde says, 'nothing you say is gonna convince me that you're

What To Do...
I flat out refuse to be involved in drama, here just to CHILL OUT from everyday bullshit. So I just come on here to relax and get bombarded. Hopefully, everything is over and done with now... sheesh The good news? Well, I'm in a contest, we'll see what happens with that. Sexy legs woo hooo. More good news, off tomorrow! I want to chill out tomorrow night and actually ENJOY my lc time, visit with my lc friends, etc. I might even start a different blog, depending on what happens, and dabble in my writing and/or poetry which I haven't done in years. A few have inspired me (Vegas Wanderer, Desiredevl, thanks guys! Whether you know it or not, you did!) to give my own little corner of lc a whirl at it. Right now, time to eat! lol

My Thoughts Part1
why is it when you walk around this crazy world you realize that people have become shallow and unkind to the women who are not barbie inc look alikes. god forbid a woman might have some meat to her bones. then she is considered FAT. god forbid she has any kind of scar that isnt hideable. then she is UGLY. to bad if she isnt perky in the tit area and have a perfect ass and/or thighs. then she is just plain flaby. when you turn your tv on all you see is skinny models with a perfect face and body with great hair and skin tone. but yet alot of women dont look like that and dont want to. they want to have something to them besides skin and bones and fake tits. they want a guy to notice them for who they are not what is completly on the outside. yes women want to be told they are beautiful in the eyes of the man they want to be with. but they also want a man who is willing to look on the inside not just the outside or what she can do for him in the sack. and why is it that most men want a g

Ragged Ol' Flag
By John R. Cash, © 1974 House of Cash, Inc. I walked through a county courthouse square, On a park bench an old man was sitting there. I said, "Your old courthouse is kinda run down." He said, "Naw, it'll do for our little town." I said, "Your old flagpole has leaned a little bit, And that's a Ragged Old Flag you got hanging on it." He said, "Have a seat," and I sat down. "Is this the first time you've been to our little town?" I said, "I think it is." He said, "I don't like to brag, But we're kinda proud of that Ragged Old Flag. "You see, we got a little hole in that flag there when Washington took it across the Delaware. And it got powder-burned the night that Francis Scott Key Sat watching it writing Say Can You See. And it got a bad rip in New Orleans With Packingham and Jackson tuggin' at its seems. "And it almost fell at the Alamo Beside the Texas flag, but she waved on though. She got cut with a sword at Chancellorsville And she got cut again at Shil

Anticipation: Part 1
This is the first poem in a series of four that i wrote a long time ago when i was a member of a poetry site, i figured i would share. They get better just for the record. _______________________________________________ Anticpation: Part 1 I’m looking in your eyes They are filled with so much lust You’re trying so hard to contain it I know you’re about ready to bust I see you looking at me Can you see my lust for you This waiting game is killing me too I’m about to quit and get inside of you But I’m gonna wait it out Just a little bit longer Because every second we wait Our desire only grows stronger This is guaranteed To be a night we won’t soon forget My body is screaming enough So lets get to it.......

Teasing: Part 2
Your body is so warm You have been waiting for this You’re so excited Wondering where I’ll place my kiss I come towards your lips And then back away I’m such a tease But you know you like it that way I work my way down I feel your body shiver I kiss you softly on your stomach Be patient babe, I’m going to deliver In between your legs I can see your lust for me I kiss your thighs You say, “stop teasing me” Don’t worry baby The teasing is done I taste your desire But we’ve only just begun......

World Of Pain
ive been sitting on the step watchin the cars go by play a few notes on my guitar but its hard to keep a dry eye cuz every note I play takes me back to you and in the song im singin im wonderin what to do cant you see it in my eye im broken down again I dont think i have to try im sure that its the end ill bet you take a look at yourself and like what you see all i can do is hide my face and keep the world from me I think I saw a ghost today one from long ago it scratched my skin I bled within and now the whole world knows

Ugh
i hate people. just received a message from an ex, she's all self-righteous and was in the mood to give me some advice. for real, why should i care what she has to say? she ditched me for a guy and made me want to slit my wrists. i'm done. i'm done caring about everyone.

To Rise And Fall
Broken you raised me into hope with words of love in those drunken moments when i was allowed to see the man you hide inside you let me see the beauty deep and walked away let me see and think that it could be real that perhaps i was worth anything and then you were gone so now you may witness the rise and fall of my heart and sanity

Random Musings About School Shootings
I just read that another kid fired a weapon inside yet another school. This time it was a kid in Missouri who fired an assault rifle inside his middle school. Now, when I say that I read this, what I mean is that I read only the headline. I don't know if anyone was injured or killed. I assume there were no injuries or fatalities, though. I guess that would have been mentioned in the headline if there were. No, I saw only the headline and a picture of a shocked-looking mother standing outside the school building. I don't suppose I really even need to read the story. I mean, I think we all know it, by now. And this is actually the fourth incident of it's kind in about ten days, I think. Did you ever notice how these school shootings always seem to happen in clusters, like that? It's an interesting phenomenon. I guess it's probably not even true. My brain registers it like that. Maybe it makes it easier to process. . . Sort of turning it into a freak phenomenon, like a to

Married To The End
Married to the End do you know that i tried when you asked the dreaded question in that moment of intoxication tried not to cry over the tragedy of my days when i was comfortable in my loss you fed me the poison of hope that there was somewhere for belonging but it was an illusion and i can't hold on to this empty cold life any longer.

To Ink Or Not To Ink?
I've been thinking of getting a new tat....but, when I told eric he was dont do it!!!! I dont know why he doesnt want me to get anymore tats...he really hasnt explained and I really havent asked (because I dont care) I have the attitude my body my buisness you know...so anyways but there are like two tats I have in mind the fairy that I posted on a earlier blog and or a triquatra.(look people I can not spell I dont even pretend to act like I can) anyways I thinking my ankle for the triquartra and my shoulder for the fairy....any suggestions?

Caught By A Smile
your voice has travelled miles, pieces of mosaic tile unraveled from its pile and deposited in my mind. each word put down on file as our dialogue stands trial after cracking false denials we hesitate to find. when moments are defiled our silence lasts a while you catch me with your smile I pick up on your designs. you part with grace and style like silt brushed down the nile I stare through the redial and think of you as mine.

Feelings...
MY HEART IS FEELING SOMETHING I DONT WANT TO FEEL. SHOULD I LET IT GO OR SHOULD I FIGHT FOR WHAT I WANT? CAN I TRUST HIM WITH MY HEART? SHOULD I GET CLOSER OR SHOULD I WALK AWAY BEFORE MY HEART GETS HURT MORE? (OE INTO DEEP) SHOULD I SIT HERE AND CRY OR SHOULD I DO SOMETHING? I DONT HAVE ANY CLUE ON WHAT TO DO ANYMORE.

Another Poem Of Mine
Brief Encounter She enjoys the fist encounters He 's addicted to the rush She smiles He smiles backs People see the glance on the bus Some do double takes She drops something He picks it up THOUGHTS OF LUST BEGINS THOUGHTS OF LUST BEGINS She says "Thanks" He thinks WOW She takes a step towards He turns to Someone pulls the stop rope The bus stops She stares after him He looks over his shoulder as he gets off THOUGHTS OF LUST LINGER THOUGHTS OF LUST LINGER She just smiles He cursed 05/05/06 Teddy

Some News
Depends on your view. I lost some weight I guess. These new pair of jeans that I have fit perfectly when I got them and teh first couple of times wearing them. Now, After wearing them today, I can literally pull my pants over my hips without unzipping 'em. Kinda weird. Means new jeans...

Juggalo Family
hey all check out the best damn juggalo lounge on lost cherry. have any questions about the lounge or the family jus ask...we luv and accept all....MMFWCL4LYF HOMIE THE CLOWN~~Juggalo Homie~~@ LostCherry

Why Fat Fucks Shouldn't Ride Horses
Okay so I’m driving home from work today and passing the usual paddocks with horses in, when I see two people riding horses in an arena next to the road. They are dressage people, you know, where the horses prance around doing pretty movements, “Equnie Ballet”. Dressage is not my thing at the best of times, however I do have a lot of respect for the training and communication between horse and rider to pull of the puncey little moves. It’s not as easy as it looks, and represents the highest level of training a horse can achieve. This blog isn’t on my thoughts on dressage however, but to continue my story I need to give some background information on a few things, then I shall piece it all together with my adventure for today… One specific element that a dressage horse must acquire is the position of head carriage. A horse’s natural balance is its head and neck, and the natural carriage position I will display with one of our horses below. The head is extended out which not only

Just Before I Leave For Work....
i ain't been wanting to be online much lately. i'm pretty much burned out...but i will be back. i just want to take the time i used on here and spend some more time with my family. i still love y'all fuckers. i'll come on for a minute or two in the morning and maybe leave a blog and if time permits, i'll comment y'all and rate yer new pics and stuff. i love y'all. hope everyone's having a great week! GO TUESDAY! ;) ~chaos

What's Good For The Goose
A man escapes from a prison where he's been locked up for 15 years. He breaks into a house to look for money and guns. Inside, he finds a young couple in bed. He orders the guy out of bed and ties him to a chair. While tying the homeowner's wife to the bed, the convict gets on top of her, kisses her neck, then gets up and goes into the bathroom. While he's in there, the husband whispers over to his wife: "Listen, this guy is an escaped convict. Look at his clothes! He's probably spent a lot of time in jail and hasn't seen a woman in years. I saw how he kissed your neck. If he wants sex, don't resist, don't complain.....do whatever he tells you. Satisfy him no matter how much he nauseates you. This guy is obviously very dangerous. If he gets angry, he'll kill us both. Be strong, honey. I love you!" His wife responds: "He wasn't kissing my neck. He was whispering in my ear. He told me that he's gay, thinks you're cute, and asked if we had any Vaseline. I told him it was in the bat

Samhain Lore
Samhain Lore (October 31st) Samhain, (pronounced SOW-in, SAH-vin, or SAM-hayne) means "End of Summer", and is the third and final Harvest. The dark winter half of the year commences on this Sabbat. It is generally celebrated on October 31st, but some traditions prefer November 1st. It is one of the two "spirit-nights" each year, the other being Beltane. It is a magical interval when the mundane laws of time and space are temporarily suspended, and the Thin Veil between the worlds is lifted. Communicating with ancestors and departed loved ones is easy at this time, for they journey through this world on their way to the Summerlands. It is a time to study the Dark Mysteries and honor the Dark Mother and the Dark Father, symbolized by the Crone and her aged Consort. Originally the "Feast of the Dead" was celebrated in Celtic countries by leaving food offerings on altars and doorsteps for the "wandering dead". Today a lot of practitioners still carry out that tradition. Single

Because I Don't Wanna Go To Work
1. What is the middle name of the first person you ever slept with? No clue 2. What kind of underwear are you wearing and what color? Who said I was wearing any???? But if you really wanna know then it's boycut white lacey ones 3. What is the song you want played at your funeral? "You can't always get what you want" Rolling Stones 4. Did you tell your parents you're gay yet? Ummm no I haven't even told myself I'm gay yet, WTF kind of question??? 5. What would your last meal be before getting executed? Something chocolate 6. Beatles or Stones? STONES 7. If you had to pick one person on earth who should die, who? Bin Laden...not just die, but a slow tortorous death, like wrap him in a freshly skinned cowhide and roast it over a fire until it tightens and tightens and crushes every bone in his body.....slowly..... 8. Beer, wine or hard liquor? Hard stuff 9. What is the thing most important to you about the opposite sex? Being real, honesty

The Shoutbox...
I may have mentioned this before, but the Shoutbox is NOT the best way to get ahold of me. Half the time you are probably "shouting" at me and I am not really there, because this thing apparently always has my "Online Now" cherry showing when I'm not even on, since everytime I log on I have a bunch of shouts. Private Messages or Comments are a much better way to get ahold of me. So if you send me a shout and I do not respond, don't take it personally, I'm just not really on-line. :) Also, the only messenger I have is AIM. I don't even really use it. I'm more of a fan of e-mails than instant chatting, and as far as my friends in "real-life" go, I just call them when I want to talk or hang out LoL. For future reference though, my aim is LCSarah79950. You'll probably never see me on it, but feel free to say hello if you do :)

Family Looking After Cancer Suffer
MySpace Comments Graphics If a person has terminal cancer is it best for them to be looked after at home by family? If the family decide they want to take on the responsibility for the care, what happens when the cancer advances so much that the person who has the cancer can't be left alone because they are a danger to themselves? The cancer sufferer may not be able to sleep more than 2 or 3 hours a night some of the time so one of the family members will have to stay up through the night. What impact is this going to have on the rest of the family? What happens if the family member falls asleep whilst they are supposed to be 'watching' their dad/mum (or whoever has cancer)and their mum/dad hurts themselves? Would any other members of the family portion any blame on that person for the accident because it wouldn't have happened if they hadn't fallen asleep? What if some of the family members can't, for whatever reason, put themselves forward for 'night d

Hard Not To Cry
She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: "How is my little boy? Is he going to be all right? When can I see him?" The surgeon said, "I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it." Sally said, "Why do little children get cancer? Doesn't God care any more? Where were you, God, when my son needed you?" The surgeon asked, "Would you like some time alone with your son? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university." Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good-bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. "Would you like a lock of his hair?" the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally. The mother said, "It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the Universi

Interesting Tidbits
In the 1400's a law was set forth that a man was not allowed to beat his wife with a stick no thicker than his thumb. Hence we have "the rule of thumb". Many years ago in Scotland, a new game was invented. It was ruled "Gentlemen Only...Ladies Forbidden"...and thus the word GOLF entered into the English language. The first couple to be shown in bed together on prime time TV was Fred and Wilma Flintstone Every day more money is printed for Monopoly than the US Treasury. Men can read smaller print than women can; women can hear better. Coca-Cola was originally green. It is impossible to lick your elbow. The average number of people airborne over the US any given hour: 61,000 Intelligent people have more zinc and copper in their hair. The first novel ever written on a typewriter: Tom Sawyer. Each king in a deck of playing cards represents a great king in history: Spades - King David Hearts - Charlemagne Clubs -Alexander, the Great Diamonds

I May Not Be Perfect...but I'm Always Me.
As I sit here and think bout things.And wonder how things in my life have changed so much in the past year.Here I am tryin everyday to make things better when it just seems to hang there. I know I shouldnt have to prove nothin to no one. And if it wasnt for the certain friends I have made I dont think I couldve made it through all the shit I have been through. Dawnie isnt out to impress no one or so forth. Dawnie wants to be herself and if no one can accept that !Guess what thats just to damn bad! I'm here to make myself happy and live my life being happy. People that dont know me have no right to judge me. Maybe I need to stop bein so nice HmMmMmM but like someone told me if I do that it would make me look fake and thats not me! And hes right! Im not some bitch so I dont need to be commin off like that.All I gotta say is at least I keep it real with people and be honest with everyone !! I never in my life tried to be someone I'm not!! So to ya'll who cant accept me for who I am And

I Am Not Paranoid.
But maybe my penis IS too small. I mean.... that would explain why I was never able to break into the porn industry. That and the fact that I never tried to break into the porn industry. I opted instead to get into the prom industry. Sadly, the word "cummerbund" or however you spell it makes me curl up into a tight ball and sob.

Courtesy
So it's like this. Last night, about 7:30 I get a serious case of the munchies for some nachos with cheese and jalapenos. So I cruise over to the local Speedway where they have a pretty decent setup to pick some up. After assembling a mean set of nachos slathered with hot cheese and piled with little jalapeno slices I start walking to the register. As I'm approaching the counter I see a "lady" coming up along side me carrying an enormous case of Bud Light longnecks. I'm gonna pause the story here for just a moment to introduce the cast of characters. We'll call the "lady" stupid redneck bitch (srb) for short. Now don't get me wrong. I've got nothing against rednecks in general, some of my favorite relatives are rednecks. In this case "stupid" and "bitch" are the operative detrimental adjectives, redneck is merely there to give you a little better description of her demeanor. Also in this little play we have big ass Harley dude (bahd), The Landscaper (tl), Dude looking for

What Planet Are You From?
You Are From Venus You love all forms of beauty. You love dressing up and anything luxurious. A social butterfly, you're incredibly popular and a great host. You're known for your fairness and affection. And as a frind to all. Careful though! You're desire to please may make you too willing to conform. Be yourself. Focus on what matters to you. You'll be all the more popular for it. What Planet Are You From?

Pleasure Of It
the old rumors about women who had their tongues peirced and gave oral were the best that they had,had..well to me oral is good no matter what=lol..however since i have started peircing mr.happy(3 now)the immense pleasure that is derived from both is by far the best sex yet.although it is extreme for some if not most it is worth the mild disconfort during the healing process.

Your Duty.....
AS YOU MAY ALREADY KNOW, IT IS A SIN FOR A TALIBAN MALE TO SEE ANY WOMAN OTHER THAN HIS WIFE NAKED, AND THAT HE MUST COMMIT SUICIDE IF HE DOES. SO THIS SATURDAY AT 4 P.M. EASTERN TIME(1 P.M.IN CALIF.) ALL AMERICAN WOMEN ARE ASKED TO WALK OUT OF THEIR HOUSE COMPLETELY NAKED TO HELP WEED OUT ANY NEIGHBORHOOD TERRORISTS. CIRCLING YOUR BLOCK FOR ONE HOUR IS RECOMMENDED FOR THIS ANTI-TERRORIST EFFORT. ALL MEN ARE TO POSITION THEMSELVES IN LAWN CHAIRS IN FRONT OF THEIR HOUSE TO PROVE THEY ARE NOT TALIBAN, AND TO DEMONSTRATE THAT THEY THINK ITS OKAY TO SEE NUDE WOMEN OTHER THAN THEIR WIFE AND TO SHOW SUPPORT FOR ALL AMERICAN WOMEN. AND, SINCE THE TALIBAN ALSO DOES NOT APPROVE OF ALCOHOL, A COLD 6-PACK AT YOUR SIDE IS FURTHER PROOF OF YOUR ANTI-TALIBAN SENTIMENT. THE AMERICAN GOVERNMENT APPRECIATES YOUR EFFORTS TO ROOT OUT TERRORISTS AND APPLAUDS YOUR PARTICIPATION IN THIS ANTI-TERRORIST ACTIVITY. GOD BLESS AMERICA IT IS YOUR PATRIOTIC DUTY TO PASS THIS ON.

Yeah, It's A Poem I Wrote :p
When the Sharks Go A-Strolling When the sharks go a-strolling the reef’s a dismal place. Anenomies curl up tight and the clownfish hides his face. The corals close up shop and it’s a sad sad day indeed when the seahorses chomp their bits and the sea cows all stampede. “Oh, those nasty fangs!”, they cry “Oh, those long sharp teeth!” “Whatever shall I do, if they take a bite of me?” When the sharks go a-strolling the reef’s a dismal place. The octopi all run and hide and the clownfish hides his face. Starfish wink right out and dolphins cease their play but the sharks just keep a-strolling along their merry way.

Drama Drama
when are yal gonna realize there is ONE name that comes up in each different drama episode on here?? well its included me this time and i did nothing wrong hahahahahahaha dood turn of the pc for a while go outside take a vacation where you dont worry about lost cherry 24/7 come back to being the guy we all knew and loved ok?? just stop the bullshit

Hard Time Or Something Like It
its that time again. this time i think its induced. im trying to shake the habit, im trying to make things change. i think that has a lot to do with what is happening this morning. dead fucking hollow like adam says. thats what today feels like. its been so long that i dont know the rest. i wonder if its worth it? everything was good before i tried to shake the habit and now things are shakey at best. as i layed last night i had all those shitty thoughts pop back in like an unwanted visitor once again. they come back from time to time prying themselves into my day unwelcome but reminding me of how awful and miserable they can make me feel. they bring a long a big giant cooler full of ice cold pain and dispair to pummel my already dismal day. those visons make me hurt. they make me feel desparate and alone. they remind me and i dont like to be reminded of all that shit. how come they always seem so vivid and clear like im watching it all on dvd in high definition display? i fight it and

Undone
I have been at times... wrapped up so tight... tight like a surprise... as a package can be... Layers of this upon... many layers of that... meant only for you... but nothing for me. I often do dream... of being set free... free with nothing more... to do or say... And someday I will... just find my wings... when I rise up... and then fly away. Leaving so very far... behind us the wrappings... that once upon time... had us ever so bound... Leaving you far behind... in your total silence... still sitting so quiet... without making a sound. So unfold me now... to gently undo me... sing me a word... giving love from you... Know me inside & out... all of the creases... Have me by wanting... thoroughly tried and true. Discover our true meaning... with in the heart... reveal how real passion...is deepest at core... Know what its like... truly being just us... before our days undone... are to be... nevermore.

The Other Part Of Me
WHEN YOU LEAST EXPECT HER LIKE A SUDDEN BREEZE YOU STEP INTO HER EYES YOUR HEART MELTS YOU TRY TO BREATHE SHE SMILES IN THAT PRECISE MOMENT WHEN YOUR HEART COLLIDES WITH YOUR SOUL THEN YOU WILL KNOW THAT YOU HAVE FOUND.... THE OTHER PART OF ME SHARI PARKER

Maybe The Why Is Good Enough
They say that everything happens for a reason. We are just nosey and want to know why. We are like little kids in that regard. There are certain things in the past I wanted more than anything and didnt get. Looking back I am actually glad I didnt get them. So what ever reason I didnt get them wouldnt have been a good enough reson at the time, but now that reason makes perfect sense. So what ever reason things arent working out the way I want right now, Im sure it is for the best. I guess God does take care of his kids.

My Thoughts...by Marsha J. E. Appleby
As I sit here, thinking of you, recalling the moments we’ve shared. Anticipating your touch, your look, the warmth of your hand inner twined in mine. I can hear your voice so deep – calming like the ocean blue, it's like a fantasy come true. We’ve only just met yet still I feel… Abundantly Blessed and truly loved. Encouraged in knowing we can conquer the world together and that I’m never alone. Content in knowing that if we keep God first, our love will continue throughout time. Adventurous, yearning to explore and enjoy everything with you. Although thoughts of you fill-up most of my days. I know we’re destined to love each other like we’ve never loved before. I’m ignited by your flirtation, your eroticness, your magnetism that takes my breath away only to have my heart beat faster. You captivate my thoughts by making me search my heart and soul. The long goodnights that I wish would never end -- just turn into good mornings. Longing and desiring to be the woman you’ve prayed

Do People Actually Read
anything before posting a comment, I get quite amused at people posting links on my comments even though it says HTML IS NOT ENABLED, i just wish people would stop. Like if its your own artwork then post me as a message as I like original stuff, or even better still leave a comment that tells me how you are doing. It looks really stupid having blank spaces on your comments so unless you want people to think you are a biscuit short of a packet dont post links where the html is not enabled And as most days have a tendency to be the same as any other day, ie dull and boring cos I have got to go to work its not exactly a recipe for a great day. So tell me anything, write me some original stuff that tells me how you are doing please. okay i have had me rant for the day

Now This Is B.s (time To Grow Up) Whatch Out For Hater
correct. if someone is a fan of you, they can read your bulletins unless you make sure that you select only friends can read this bulletin there is no way to remove someone that declares you as a fan, blocking will not stop them === 'surgary tomorrow wont be around for a few days **pouts**' spewed forth the following at '2006-10-10 10:58:14'.. > > huh? ok that lost me....do u mean u downrate when someone will not remove u from fans?? > === 'Welcome Wagon' spewed forth the following at '2006-10-10 10:55:57'.. > > > > i am pro antirater when people REFUSE to remove themselves as fans of me > > === 'surgary tomorrow wont be around for a few days **pouts**' spewed forth the following at '2006-10-10 10:54:46'.. > > > > > > ahhh well did not know fat sonny was like that...i for one am not racist...thas not cool, i'm also antidownrater, i can't stand peeps that do that kinnda thing. > > > === 'Welcome Wagon' spewed forth the following at '2006-10-10 10:53:29'.. > > > > > > > >

Since Today......
WELL, Since Today I am not excepting "ALL" friend requests.. *If* your a friend now, GRRREAT I'll keep ya right where u are ;) AND THANKS AGAIN FOR BEING MY FRIENDS!!! BUT... if u are just adding me to get some sort of pleasure DONT BOTHER LOL I am not saying dont send your "friend request" if your serious about being FRIENDS with me!! PLEASE DO and I will make time to get to know you.. I am just doin' this because I dont want to have so many people on my list I cant personally get around to everyone and I dont like to have people feel like Im ignoring them, I really do try to make everyone happy ;) Hugsss to all my *Friends* ~ Much Luv LaDy RaGe

Tag!
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. I cannot stand for the toilet paper to be on the roller backwards. If someone puts it on that way I have to switch it back! 2. I cannot stand to have my food run together on my plate. If it does I won't eat it. 3. I can't stand to drink after other people or for people to drink from my glass. 4. I'll take a good blood and guts horror flick over a comedy anyday........even though I like comedies too.......and I prefer to watch pornos alone........yeah sounds nuts, but........ 5. I hate clothes. I would rather run around the house naked anyday of the week......pretty damn scary thought, eh!?!? 6. When I am trying to remember something o

Memories
You Gotta Be Over 40 to Understand This > > Mom used to cut chicken, chop eggs and spread mayo on the same cutting board with the same knife and no bleach, but we didn't get food poisoning. > > My Mom used to defrost hamburger on the counter, AND I used to eat a bite raw sometimes, too. Our school sandwiches were wrapped in wax paper, in a brown paper bag, not in icepack coolers, but I can't remember anybody getting e.coli. > > Almost all of us would have rather gone swimming in the lake instead of a pristine pool (talk about boring), no beach closures then. > > The term cell phone would have conjured up a phone in a jail cell, and a pager was the school PA system. > > We all took gym, not PE...and risked permanent injury with a pair of hightop Ked's (only worn in gym) instead of having cross- training athletic shoes with air cushion soles and built-in light reflectors. I can't recall any injuries but they must have h

Those Amazing Random Happenings. ( Psychebook Sellouts )
My psyche book contradicts it's self. — Tuesday, October 10, 2006 ( The power of the church to make people sound stupid ) Given a die, or some dice, or just an infinite set of posibilities, any combination of numbers coming up on the die, and all the possibilities have the same liklyhood of coming up. As it states in the beginning of my psyche book basicly. So if you roll a 20 sided die, 20 times, any you get all 20's, it seems way cool, but it's just as likly that you will get any other combination. Make sense? In an infinite set of posibillities, it's likly that something amazing will happen. Then in the end of one of the chapters, after it talks about genetics, and evolutionary psychology, It try's to apease the religious people... And totally undue that first part. It's like well for all of you that the mystisism is taken away, think about all the infinite possibilities that could have occured, and the one to create life did occur, so basicly it's making that long roll

Something To Offend Everyone!!!!!!!!!!! Lol
SOMETHING TO OFFEND EVERYONE! What do you call two Mexicans playing basketball? Juan on Juan What is a Yankee? The same as a quickie, but a guy can do it alone. What is the difference between a Harley and a Hoover? The position of the dirt bag Why is divorce so expensive? Because it's worth it. What do you see when the Pillsbury Dough Boy bends over? Doughnuts Why is air a lot like sex? Because it's no big deal unless you're not getting any. What do you call a smart blonde? A golden retriever. What do attorneys use for birth control? Their personalities. What's the difference between a girlfriend and wife? 10 years and 45 lbs What's the difference between a boyfriend and husband? 45 minutes What's the fastest way to a man's heart? Through his chest with a sharp knife. Why do men want to marry virgins? They can

This Is How The Real World Rolls.
I'm a very passionate person when it comes to being yourself. There is actually no better person too be.So I recently dyed my hair red and yes it came out brighter then it was supposed to be. Apparently thats not okay. I have to re-dye my hair tonight since they called me in the office to tell me that I reflect on the parents and children. I know that, I'm not retarded. I know most of the parents that bring in their kids and I know a lot of them would not have a problem with it at all. I know this because I have gotten to know most of them and half look stranger then me. Now before anyone goes off saying "I told you so" Or "You should've known" let me assure you that I already know that. I cover up my tattoo isn't that enough for you people? I guess in some ways i fell defeated. Give me one good reason why I should cover my tattoo of a cartoon character who memorilizes One of the most importnat souls that ever walked the earth. Reasons that are not reasons are as listed; Society doe

Mua Ha Ha...
So I've been itchin' for a new tat. I have a some what idea of what I want. I keep bouncing around on what I should get and where I should put it. I kinda want something behind the other ear, but I'm not sure what I want there. I had this idea of putting a floral design there. I would follow the curve of my ear and the flower would be no bigger than a fifty cent piece. And then petals would be flowing around that. But, I have a hard enough time trying to get away from Jack in the Crack with the Superman that I have. The other idea was going back to heritage roots and getting something Norwegian. I found this one back tat that was pretty hugormus and I don't have anything that big yet... But it's going to be Thor's hammer all tricked out old skool with a cloudy background with lightening. I'm kinda leaning towards that but that one would be like $300... So I dunno. All I know is that I have a shit job and that I've been wanting #10 for a long while now...

Faces....
Faces frozen in anticipation of laughter. That's what I see when I look out at the crowd. Some faces look familiar, but no names though. I know that when I step on stage I have to bring flame, cause when I look to the right or the left I see more faces. These faces aren't so pleaseant, these faces are the faces of other comics. These faces want what I got, and what is it that I got?? TALENT!! They want to take the place of me....they want the spot that I hustled to get. It's written all over their faces when they shake my hand, congradulate me on a good set, or introduce me to their friends. Yeah I feel the pressure of the entertainment buisness, but I also see more faces. Everytime I blink or close my eyes I see the faces of my friends and fans that hold me down when I need it the most. If you are reading this it means that you are a friend and have made an impact at some point. Whether you know it or not.... you have. The power of a comment, or message or gift has the ability to

Agh Agh Agh!
I hate his fucking music! HATE IT! Why can I even hear it in here? Can he not tell it might be a tad too FUCKING LOUD WHEN I CAN HERE IT ON THE OTHER SIDE OF THE DAMN BUILDING? It's not like part of our company is a FUCKING CALL CENTER, YOU TARD! Ok, I feel better.

Sone Good Cop Humor
>Subject: THINGS POLICE WANT YOU TO KNOW > > >A Few Things The Police Would Like You to Know >Dear Civilian, > >Your 5 year old kid getting pushed down by another 5 year old kid is NOT a >police matter; talk to the other kid's parents, not the police. > >If your kid won't do his homework or do his chores, 911 is not the answer. > >If a cop causes a car accident we usually get a ticket, and sometimes we >get suspended. When is the last time you got 3 days off (without pay) for >rear-ending a guy at Wal-Mart? > >We know you've had more than two beers. When I've had two beers, I didn't >hit six parked cars, drive my car through the front doors of a Toys-R-Us, >pee my pants or pass out at a traffic light. > >When you see an emergency vehicle behind you with its lights and sirens on, >pull to the RIGHT, and stop. We are usually required to pass cars on the >left. > >When you're driving in the fast lane and you see a cop behind you, don't go >5 MPH under the s

About Mums!!
Again I say that the mums is a great think I have one post expires in about 21 hours still think if you need you mind made up and need help us it!!! Thanks to all that are voting and thanks to all that are thinking about votin!!! Also I upload some new video in my stash and there are jokes from yesterday that I added!!! Please if you are bored check them out!! --Jeannie

Bondage And Sado Masochism
I discoved bdsm at a young age and was instantly fascinated by the culture and way of life surrounding it. Always a computer geek at heart i was looking thru the history on a fiends computer when i came acrossed a website for handcuff bondage. I sat amazed at the beuaty involved in this art and everything about it. I began looking it up on a regular basis both online and in books. Before too long i was looking at my current Vanilla relationship and Determined my place in the lifestyle as a submissive. I looked into all my then relationships with friends and my current g/f and was definatly sure i was submissive based on how i acted around people. I continued my vanilla relationship only touching upon light bdsm from time to time and always in a playful manner(like tying on another up and harassing tickling the other). This relationship continued until i was 18 when unfortunate events took her away from the world and myself. I spent a long time searching for myself and e

The Hardest Decision
My husband's van just went around the corner and out of my sight. In that van was my dog Pebbles going for the last ride of her life. As I sit here gulping for air between sobs...I wonder if she knew? Was it a relief? Pebbles and her brother Bam Bam came to me as tiny puppies. They were found at a school where the kids were kicking and mistreating them. Pebbles' shoulder had been injured somehow and we were told later in life it might bother her. That was about 14 years ago. About a month ago, she suddenly started falling over..like she was dizzy or something. So we took her to the vet and he said all of the cartilage was gone in her shoulder..it was now bone on bone. The reason she was falling over was because she was in so much pain. She couldn't put pressure on her leg at all. So we decided to try some steroids. Well, that didn't work. We tried another medication, that didn't work. she soon stopped walking all together. We tried shots...nope..didn't work. But thru all of this h

Broken Hearts Never Heal
Unbearable pain buried Beneath fake smiles Unshed tears taunting My once strong eyes Memories of you Constantly haunt my dreams And when reality hits, Nothing is what it seems I watched you fall for her, As I have fallen for you Taking away everything I ever loved or knew It doesn't matter what is real All that matters is how you feel But the problem within lies here, Some broken hearts never heal

Scotland's Spiritual Weath
Scotland’s spiritual wealth Chris Thomson looks at contemporary Scotland and concludes that modernism is failing us There is a scene in the film Dances with Wolves where the Lakota are discussing the threat posed by white people. The tribe’s holy man, Kicking Bird, captures the mood of the meeting when he says “The whites are a poor people, but there are too many of them”. When he says “poor”, he does not mean they lack money or material things. He means they are spiritually poor. Of course, that was just a film. Yet the fact is that devious means, modern weapons and superior numbers were used to overcome the indigenous people of North America. That brought disaster to the tribes. Out went the health, dignity and ecological living that were relatively common before then. It is surely no accident that, once they had been overcome by the whites, alcoholism, obesity, addiction, depression, crime and suicide became widespread. The experience of the North American tribes has a lo

Songs
Ok, we all have them. They always come back. They NEVER go AWAY! I caught myself singing it and when I did it out load,, haha.. half the crew on the job site was singing it.. passers by and people not invloved must have thought we were all crazy.. The song: There's a Hole in the Bucket now, this is a good one as its easy to change the words around and of course that was the case (about 20 mins into it). I guess my question is what song(s) get stuck in your heads.. This blog could be evil, as people might start singing multiple songs and have a few at once stuck there, or just go totally insane due to bad music they can never rid themselves of. I guess it'll be like a remix. haha anyway feel free to share your "stuck in the head" songs!

Emergence By Steven Johnson
Emergence: The Connected lives of Ants, Brains, Cities and Software I found that once I picked it up I couldnt put it down and I am normally put off books and found it fascinating and enlightening and it led to me exploring further how things were connected and to understand how things emerged.

Spiral Dynamics By Beck And Cowan
I read this book a couple of years ago and met Don Beck at one of the conferences and also got a chance to talk to Chris Cowan online but they fell out and both went separate ways anyway here is more about Spiral Dynamics called the Colours of Thinking Dr. Clare W. Graves's Emergent, Cyclical Levels of Existence Theory Applied: COLORS of Thinking in Spiral Dynamics® The Spiral Dynamics model is derived from the original thinking of Dr. Clare W. Graves. Here is a brief introduction to the Gravesian point of view as it has evolved thus far: Human nature emerges along a developmental path from one equilibrium state to the next. These can be viewed as stages wherein each layer adds new elements to all that came before; in turn, each stands in preparation for a next phase which may or may not come. Every "level of human existence" offers a particular viewing point for the real world as defined by its unique set of perceptual filters. These diverse reality views lead to very

Another Pet Contest.. Take A Min And Go Vote
Hey ya'll.. We've got another Pet contest and Id appreciate it if you could take a min .. grab the link below and go vote for Ceder.. He's so cute .. and just check out that lil Mohawk he's got .. Thanks Everyone :) *Hugss* http://lostcherry.com/viewimage.php?u=235209&i=1252864575

Whateverrr.
I think I might quit. Nothing personal, people. I just don't have too many friends. Yeah, this place is pretty fast compared to MySpace, but there's some porny things on here that I really don't wanna see. Leaving/Maybe Not ~~Thorn Lady :3

According....
Ok according to my sister in law Im a gold digging bitch who is actually a in the closet lesbian!!!! Ok lets disect that sentence shall we....number 1 how can I be a gold digger? We stay fucking broke...hes ass was fucking broke when we married and his ass is still fucking broke!!!!! Number 2--Ok the bitch part she got that no doubt I will admit that I am a fucking bitch will be the first to admit it too.... the last part if I was a lesbian I wouldnt be in the closet and I would not be married!!!!! Yeah Im bi but its none of her fucking business! I have never cheated on my husband and I never will!!! I could drag all their fucking shit for the whole fucking world to fucking see but, Im not like that and if I hear her ask eric one more time is that the lesbian Im going to fuckin beat her ass!

Celebrity
hahaha I wish Which celebrity hottie are you? Angelina JolieYou're a tough one. Your caring of others, and you love adventures. You're not afriad of a challenge, you take life as it comes, and you love your natural self.Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

Am I The Only One ????
Am I the only one who thinks that a lot of the problems we are seeing in our daily news, is a direct result of liberals taking over our sense of judgment over the last 20 years ?? I don't remember hearing about an epidemic of obease children, taking guns to schools, or overly sensitive people that blame "rage" for their lack of control. Not every child needs to be rewarded every day. A "Honor Roll" on the wall dosen't need to include every child in the rooms picture on it. If there is no chalenge to acheive then whats the point ?? Parents, take notice !! Notice what your childern are watching, reading and who they are talking to. Turn off the TV and computers and go outside !! Without rules and boundries we will be a lost nation. Thank you for reading this. I hope more of us think back to our own childhood, the one without video games or MTV. We survied !!! So will our childern today ! Mark

Look At Me
You scored as Pinhead. You are Pinhead. You come straight from hell. Your curiosity has caused you to make some mistakes in life. But you are now more powerful than you have ever been. You enjoy pain just as much as you enjoy pleasure. Unlike most killers, you like to make sure your victims suffer for all eternity.Pinhead100%Michael Myers100%Captain Spaulding100%Freddy Krueger80%Hannibal Lecter80%Leatherface60%Jigsaw60%Buffalo Bill60%Candyman60%Jason Voorhees30%Which Horror Killer are You?

I Need A Guiness And A Hot Guy!!!!!
Any takers????? have you ever just been in a relationship that completely and totally exhaust you? Thats one im in....I love my husband dont get me wrong but sometimes I just want a break from the bullshit that his family starts....everytime his sister starts some shit with me he takes her fucking side...right now I just want to go out get shitfaced,KISS cranked and hook up with some totally hottie that treats me like something other than a fuck....

Warning: Rant
OKAY, YOU'VE BEEN WARNED! I wear on my sweater a long orange tag with the words "Pedestrians have rights" on it. It's a part of a program called the Orange Initiative, here at the University of Utah. I don't go here, but I hang out at the University alot. The reason I wrote what I wrote is that I often walk, about six or eight miles a day. When I try to cross some streets, I get mad and fearful at the same time - the signal says I can walk, but the cars "posture" or the way people run their cars says "Get out of my way". Often the people's faces tell the same tale. I am NOT in someone's way. Whoever said it was "Your" way was wrong! Noone owns the right to go wherever they want, whenever they want, regardless of other cars and people - not in a city like the one I live in. So, I turn and watch and the drivers threaten, sometimes not meaning to I know, but nonetheless threaten to run me over. There's a reason pedestrians have the right to cross before cars. Pedestr

Echo
Paralyzed Feeble shell Within abyss is opening Faces and voices melt from the void becoming one Laid her soul into the ocean of my mind She too drowned I dream of being god Making men march into flames Dieing all in single file Soakened hair and dead angels wings I made her out of all of these Hand crafted in underground caverns And the subterranean lakes of my desire Sacred, she remained there Destroyer fall from the sky Encased in flames to steal away A charcoal sky to kill my glimmer of life When I take the world apart you will be the first to die Stitch bruise appendages Onto this machine I once called my body I am here only to devour I am the flood

Defective
This man of judgment rots empty by day The anger in his words means little to me Inside the pale facade of riches and life The blackness of his heart presently showing through To bring doom Now Cutting through your vacant body won't hurt Me as much as I hope it hurts you Stop reaching out with your whispers They mean less than your screams You pray as if the words translate to something outside yourself I see things not as you see them But for how they are Turn your back upon the sun for one last time After which I should be alone at last Eternally in my mind No more faces to detract from thoughts Make this mean less each day Blankly you stare at yourself Mirror image should show you the lack of relevance Consume yourself consumer! Open your pockets let us in Open your thighs and fake a grin Open signs even when you turn it around

Rain The Angels
Please: open your eyes Let me know that you still haven't died Because the ground's giving way And the sky's turning downwards This time - don't die - this time I'd martyr myself a thousand times To remove your petty suffering The tedium of life to no longer exist I am the dream's end Awakening to a new light You are there like a jewel Above it all - ablaze Your hands still milky white Reaching for me once more If only I could bring it back I am one, now Alone as always Forever keeps screaming back Like skipping stone ripples in my mind's ocean Children die in the corners of my soul Always receding further from I PLEASE Open your eyes To remind me you've got something inside Please don't die On this final day You will love me again PLEASE Love me again Love me again This our new day Again

Lovers
Deconstruct her face to rebuild anew Replace pale skin with grey As eyes of fire turn to ash Together we bled in the twilight Leprosy disintegrated wax-paper souls Most everything I'd held--crumbling We danced as if in love But this was merely a facade To hold us through the longest of days Kissing my black lips made me feel alive Yet still my pulse remained vacant Cutting through my flesh left no blood Just swelling of any other corpse In life I held individuality above all else Now in death all are one

Ol' Shitstorm Rides Again
Fucking dying drunk Drowning in his own vomit Swims through Heaven's gutters The healthiest decisions made under the influence Piece by piece he rots into the scenery Next drink is on the house, ladies! I've come to take away your happiness You look so weak by yourself So you run to me for help I pretend to complete you Make you turn to shit inside He is the cause of his own problems Blame them wherever his finger stretches The skin's peeling from his hands Consumed within the bowels of his own mind Life is certainly looking up today Even though I watch as it's killing me Say you don't feel like it No you really don't care to I know you really can't I am watching myself die

Roots
Anything to run away, she prays "May today become my last" No God within, the sirens fade Silence screams into you "I cannot continue to believe in myself For I too descend" So much greed and hunger With all relief denied Loved ones become hindrances Discover what death really tastes like Drowning in the embrace of alcohol She pushes her way through the sky The world turns a shade darker "My eyes shut on that day Opening to view a new world Inhabitants all scabbed" Silver rose to the surface Opened eyes, providing necessary restraint She became the soil; surrounded my roots

Teenage Whore
A little teenage whore Member of the drunk brigade Breath of cigarette and violence in the eyes Living just to further your own demise Want to die young? Let me know how I can help Your image sickens me And on this night of nights I dream of you bleeding With this knife my knife such a gorgeous knife You and I will never be parted With this knife so bloody, thieving your life I will turn you into the most beautiful creature To walk this earth Or die to rest beneath it Teenage whore open your arms Sweating pure alcohol and lust You must be part of a newer breed For never before have I seen your kind Eternally changing I should suppose But is this really evolution to a higher form? Enter my sights Breathing no more Pulse becomes double Fearing for my life Desiring nothing but taking yours Perhaps we'll both go down this time Memories mean nothing to me When nobody remains to share them with

Vodka
The sound of her head bursting As it creates an opening in the wall World blackens to electrical eyes No more forgiveness within the void It once was my mind I keep forgetting whether I am actually alive I can't recall if I'm in my final dream Or if my senses have merely dulled No more self-betterment nor growth I retreat, devolve to childhood once more I am continuously sinking in this alcoholic daze Flesh is melting like rotten fruit Fires consuming the planet from within itself People don't remember how to care Only knowing suffering, apathy towards pain is uniform My vision begins to spiral as if inebriation has arrived But this time I stop a bit too soon In the mirror I see myself slipping The blood rushing to my face He left the room a good twenty years ago Yet his presence is still felt in that corner As if waiting, perhaps you could reach out Hear his voice and release him from this pain But you already know what's become

Dark Days In Wrecksylvania
I spend my days collecting pieces of you If I can fashion myself in your image Perhaps I'll influence you to follow in my step The less I attempt to control you, the less I know myself Giving my life away to further another's cause Are you sympathetic to such a purpose? Love is no salve but rather brings destruction I now trade you in for the me I once was In every mirror I see your face My own malformed The skull of an angel held in my hands To which I question meanings of my identity She fell from the heavens to stop the earth Blood turned to vinegar; I choked on my words Vultures rejoiced and devils died I watched the only god I'd had wither and die In the space that remains everything is sterile Right angles and greyscale buildings Rats wearing ties feast on the remnants Can they see me in my cell? Out of the public eye do I exist? No vacancies remain in their hollows Yesterday fades as if ending credits intend on appearing They'v

Silence
I have to gone to war with myself Even victory is a loss from here How I came to this, I do not know Misspoken, mistaken, something has been interrupted Memories mean nothing to me When nobody's here with me You are not my enemy Yet still we fight to the death If anything, I've been your shadow all this time Which leaves little left to pursue I am zero, tomorrow, merely a concept Without someone to believe in me I am no more From up here I can barely hear the waves Yet I view their glory And prepare to join them All that's left for me now is silence Deathly silence The purest sanctuary Here in my afterlife

Eyes Of The Ocean
Running through the rain Bloody children drinking mud All I smell is the scent of memories gone awry Another day passes as a year Perfection ever distancing itself from fate Such a beautiful drunk Is this the story of my life? I fucking hope so Let me push the nails through Scar your pretty frail flesh Does this turn you on my love? Does this destroy you like you hoped? You're still breathing... Knee-deep in the ocean Tides rising Mother opens her arms Pray for infinity Gasp for air

Eternity's Stench
Consuming flesh of the newlyweds This is what your world means to me Becoming smaller with every day Inconsequential as your life Spiralling ever downwards as if ground did not exist I lust for none but you This world inside your mouth Like climbing to the greatest peaks To be swallowed by the earth You taste like the ocean Home so far behind me Ever awating your return The salt of your breath And dryness within your tears Never to come back into me Come back into me... Like the smile of the unborn Only a batch of twisted muscles No true feeling.

Mardi Gras And The Corpse
Give it a shot, try it on and see if it fits You sink into me until it never heals I swear I'm in forever Scars and prayers of yours Oh how dramatic you've become Oceans open within my skull I feel them flowing onward Into your past lives and my future I see people dancing for me Smiling people thinking I should join But I only focus on the one that vanishes And here I'm left standing Screaming at your ever-distancing car Come back come back But in reality I couldn't wish you were farther away

Another Party Weekend - November 3 & 4
November 3-4, 2006 - A Party Weekend! It's Another Party Weekend! We are going to be partying on both Friday and Saturday nights, and everyone is welcome to come out and join us. This is a great time to come out to meet me if you have ever wanted to get together with me. If we hit it off, and I like you, I will "do you". :) FRIDAY NIGHT: On Friday, November 3rd, a big bunch of will be at Cheers Bar for our usual Friday afternoon/evening drinks. We will have a bunch of Swingers and other sexually crazy people there, so come on out and hang-out with us, and meet the people you just may want to play with. Everyone is more than welcome to come and join us in a fun, in a very non-threatening environment. As we pointed out in our previous posts, Cheers is just a fun neighbourhood bar that is a great place to meet. So, come on out! We typically get there around 6:00, and stay until whenever. Dress is very casual, so there is no need to try and get "sexy" for Cheers. We sit to the

Wanking
im tired of reading about how people say rate my profile..rate my pictures...why don't the people on my friends list talk to me...well i just have to say..i drop shout's out to people all the time..and i know of only of one person who responds....so if you want people to talk to you..talk back...if you want ALL of your photos rated...share them...well that's all for now. go tigers...thank god the yankees lost!!!

300k
I remember when we hit our first 100 members. Today we hit 300K. Babyj is a pimp who deserves some beers. babyjesus@ LostCherry Marketman deserves love too! marketman@ LostCherry Thanks for everyone's support. Keep the LC vibe chill!

Nashieboo's Questions
. The phone rings. Who do you want it to be?: the lottery saying congrats you won a hundred million dollars! 2. When shopping at the grocery store, do you return your cart?: if I parked close, if I am out in the north 40 then no 3. In a social setting, are you more of a talker or a listener?: talk talk talk talk especially when I am drunk...I get VERY friendly! 4. Do you take compliments well?: yeah but they kinda embarrass me I never know how to respond 5. Are you an active person?: actively resting

Omg!!!
I was sssssssssssooooooooooo tricked into eating cow stomach the other night!!!!!!!!!!!!! EEEEEEEEEEWWWWWWWWWWWW!!!!!!! So this is how it went down: There is senora who brings in home cooked food or her son or her husband brings it in and she *makes* everyone eat some. I guess it's considered rude if you don't eat the offered food. Anyhoo, they all know I am a little bit skeptical when it comes to really, really weird food. So they wouldn't tell me what it was until I treid some. Those dirty lil' bastards...

Love And Hate
So I have been fooling around and dating this guy on and off for a while. We got to the point where we were saying I love you. Well today, we broke it off again for the last time. He was playing games with me and my friend and I got really sick and tired of it. It is really stupid when people play games with your head and your heart. I've had that game played once too many times. I'm done with guys like that and I'm really done with him. I guess what I'm trying to say is hopefully one day, I can find a person who will care about me and not play games with me. I'm better than that and I'm only saying that because I'm tired of people putting me down. I need to start putting myself up or things will never change.

Its Official
i suck at multi tasking. I have 6 Ie windows up. Trying to do 100 things. And talk to people on here. And on yahoo. And on aim. And download music. And answer my phone. And i got homework to do. I suck at all these. Someone come help me lol.

Love Is
Love Is Love is the dew on the pedals of a delicate rose the gentle way the water of a stream flows The peacefulness of a sunrise the tender way in which he lies It is the sweetness of his lips the caress of his finger tips It is the smoothness of his skin against mine the small gestures, charming and kind It is the way he looks at me and hold me tight the way our everlasting love takes flight It is the way I want him when he`s not there and the way he lightly strokes my hair It is the way I need him each and every day it is the warmth of a sunray A rainbow in the bright, blue sky watching a beautiful bird fly The crashing of the ocean tide and a wonderful man by myside

This Is About My Drunk Mom
Hey everyone how can you leave your kids out on the street and never think about them and run off with other man when she is still married with her kids dad and goes and does this and act like nothing ever happen at all and went about her way and then when she did bring our stuff she just throw it out on the ground thier is sometimes i feel i am never wanted because of her i have a really good husband and two pretty childern that i truetlee love to death

Betrayal
Lost the Lover you'll never again see that part that goes into the night once lost and never found again so broken by your casual neglect, lover so dying lie in this moment alone as this Sit, Hero so sit with her on this night hold her solve her problems and the other will live or die to live painted black whore to the moment forever or die and dissappoint because you lead them to an empass faith and hope a cruel leash as you held their hand as you do a gentle shove to push them on the way but you didn't look ahead so sit with your new victim as your last one is lost Heart Rape could it be more cruel than the survived moments to give a taste of romance and a chaser of rejection so when life taught the lesson that kindness is not rewarded loyalty is betrayed that love does not last where did you expect her to go? but into a place of darkness and never return Shameful Regret it is a shameful thing to regret what you lost

Godsmack- I Fuckin Hate You
For everything you do I'd like to swallow you And everyday I'm gonna blame you Even if you justify Every fucking bullshit lie It only makes me want to break you You pull me down And you crucify my name You make me insane It's broken now Don't ever look my way Don't even think I'm playin' 'Cause I fucking hate you You're such a liar And I love to hate you You're all the same to me When you repeatedly Take advantage of me The only thought I get of you sickens me Everybody knows you're fake You're everything I fucking hate And I'm everything that you could never be You pull me down And you crucify my name You make me insane It's broken now Don't ever look my way Don't even think I'm playin' 'Cause I fucking hate you You're such a liar And I love to hate you You're all the same to me I fucking you hate you You're such a liar And I love to hate you You're all the same to me (Fuck you) (Fuck you) (Fuck you) You pull me down And you crucify my name Y

Tag
~*~Tag ~*~ Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! Ok...so here they are.. 1.when i am cooking don't bother me 2.in the evening when everything and everyone has settled down, a nice fatty and a Z is the bong 3. when i get high i get horny as hell(no luck at home) 4. i hate picking up after everybody 5. when i eat i use alot of salt 6. i'm a very impatience person I choose: morgster,blossom rose,raiden,axl,crazysane,and tazzy GOOD LUCK MY FRIEDS :))

All About You
i can fade to black and never come back I can touch your soul no one gets out alive cant break me electric drive the will of the damned step into my world youll understand just how to bleed a demon seed Ill live a life with no happy ending im tired of pretending hear the things im saying i can never be second to none i think this time im done

Louis Vierne (1870-1937)
Was just listening to a broadcast from British Broadcasting - yay, BBC3!! *g* - a week ago, of a quintet written when my grandfather was a teenager, at the end of that so very Great War *pfft*, year 1918... should have put up a message explaining that as I've been learning to do on Y!M and etc. ) for anyone trying to contact me- anyway. I have a recording of the piece, but I'm glad I decided to listen to this. The BBC started webcasting a half-decade or so back, and before then, I would read their listings with envy piled on envy; Radio 3 is one of the best stations a classical music-obsessed listener could want to hear, and now I can hear it. The BBC only keeps most things (more and more, in the years since they started webcasting; at first they only archived a few programs) on their servers for a week after broadcast, and this was an all around better and easier-to-hear performance *g*. One case in point: it's a work in three movements. Count them: three. But every time I listen

Poem
as i wave goodbye to you, my heart aches for you, fore my words have not done justice, my voice not loud enough. so i turn away with a tear in my eye, and i wipe it away ever so gently, i wish for you to be here with me, and to stay mine forever. but it's time i let you go, so you can grow and love another, there will be another day, when i can put my arms around you. so i wish you good luck, and hope that you get there safe, for i can wait another day to see you, till then i hope you the best.

Thinking About You!
I miss you come back.... I need your hot tender body close to me to keep me safe in the dark.. and to keep me warm all night while we snuggle and play... kiss and do what all us mammals are suppose to do..... MMMMMMMMMMM babe, I mis you.. Love ya lots UR CHICKY POO

I Honestly.
Hope you're happy with yourself. And when you wake up every morning you can look in the mirror and be happy with the person you've become. I hope you can smile at the thoughts of what you've done. I hope you can be happy with the outcome. Go jump off a bridge. I really hope you're happy. Asshole. < / 3 Pain < 333 Three days grace.

Quick Update
1) wedding was fast, like 30 min fast and the reception SUCKED! never have a live band, EVER 2) jess and i talked about chris...now he aint leavin from my mind...yes i do still miss him. we never had any closure so i guess i still have hope that someday i'll see him again...which is total BS 3) it was COLD, like winter cold. and MUDDY. no wood floor and everything was outside in a tent and it was raining. IT SUCKED 4) fuckin tired of people sayin they'll be there for me and they'r not. not when i need them. it's always after something happens that they appear and i'm like "o u missed this" and they'r like "i wish i had been there!" well u werent cuz ur there for me when YOU want to be, not when i NEED you to be. of course i never know when they'll appear or when i'll need them, but it's so damn annoyin to be in a fight and have one of the most sensible friends NOT be around. specially since most of my friends are online (cuz i guess i tend to hate most people here...

No, You's Not Real
I thought I'd seen everything here... Well, I was wrong! I got this message yesterday from an individual with a profile named Isreal, and I laughed out loud. Never has a more classic case of scam artists (!) shown itself to me than in this message. Permit me to relate this (I'm gonna anyway - you might as well say okay), and my thoughts thereon. "I am vivuian [sic] ,i was going through profiless [sic],an d i see your amazing [My amazing what?],you nare [sic] what a lady want [Tell that to my exes]. i wll like toKnow [sic] more about you if you are willing to know me more better [Not more better than your spelling and grammar] ,i am single .26 form Califonia..you can talk tome [What - she likes books?] on myyahoomessenger [sic]i am online now [But I'm not]...th is my id [not posted for protection of friends from stupidity] .if u can add me so that we can talk better ok. Vivian" Forgive me if I seem like I'm only picking on someone for their poor English skills. I am picking o

Great Friend
I met this guy from myspace we have been talking bout a yr on here...but few months ago we met..and he is such a sweet and nice guy to me..he don't force me to do anything that I dont' want to and I like that..he loves my kids..he said that he wants to be in my nad my kids life and I hope he does cause I really do like him...well my kids r going to be one yr old next month on nov. 30..they r growing up so fast on me...well that's bout it..talk to ya later... Julie

Inhale
INHALE Your heart is exploding with anger and lust.... Grab hold my hips tightly torn flesh with every thrust... Hurry up find your place on my shelf along with the dust... Because I have no use for an excuse of a girl... Your nose painted red from the white you inhale... Pleasure this guilty is often times wonderful... Cought red handed with you in my arms... Though who was the rogue that stole myself.... Now theres justice that binds us and justice that finds us... Yet neither one comes close to catching the theives... The air in the spring brings new trees to the leaves

Im Scared Of The Worm!!
You Are Tequilla When you drink, you're serious about getting drunk! You'll take any shot that's offered up to you... Even if it tastes like sock sweat! And you're never afraid of eating the worm. What Alcoholic Drink Are You?

Sexual Zodiac? Oh Yeah!
Cancer You are shy and mysterious. Hotties are always trying to unlock your secrets, and figure out what makes you so cool. You have to have trust in your partner, so you’re not really into randomly hooking up. You really like the intimacy that comes with sex and you won’t take no for an answer when it comes to after sex cuddling. Sex matches: Taurus, Scorpio, Pisces Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com Damn right I got me a Taurus..thats whats up!

Envy Me
People Envy Your Compassion You have a kind heart and an unusual empathy for all living creatures. You tend to absorb others' happiness and pain. People envy your compassion, and more importantly, the connections it helps you build. And compassionate as you are, you feel for them. What Do People Envy About You?

I Know We All Hurt
yes i know its true that we all may hurt but no one i know hurts as bad as me yes there may be someone out there who does but they do not count for i have never met that person nor have they met me there for out of everyone i know i hurt the worst.

A Poem Called "when We Talk"
When we talk, Its like noone else is around, Day and night i think of you, Never will i be abel to stop, When I sleep, Your the last thought in my head, When I wake up, All I see or think about is you, I love you with all my heart and soul, I don't want to lose you, By anyone or anything, I don't want to lose you, To anyone or anything, When we talk, I feel strong and happy, But when we don't, I am weak and sad, I don't want anyone else, For you're the only one for me, That is my true love for you.

Neptune Baby!!
You Are From Neptune You are dreamy and mystical, with a natural psychic ability. You love music, poetry, dance, and (most of all) the open sea. Your soul is filled with possibilities, and your heart overflows with compassion. You can be in a room full of friendly people and feel all alone. If you don't get carried away with one idea, your spiritual nature will see you through anything. What Planet Are You From?

Warning!
Apparently, I have been known to offend people, so I'm putting up this warning. I MAY OFFEND YOU! With pictures, comments, whatever. Do not run to everyone and start bitching and complaining, and marking my pictures innappropriate. I am crazy. I am telling you now. If you are easily offended, a punk bitch, or a puss-ass. Do not read anything I say. Do not look at any pictures of me. I do not want to deal with the bullshit that you are gonna put me through if I offend you, so stop now. Thank you.

Life
This post is for a person... you know who you are. Just wanted to remind them of something that my grandma told me: Life is not measured by the number of breaths you take... But by the moments that take your breath away. So get the hell over it already! You're just having a moment! Love ya!

Im So Powerful
Your Power Level is: 73% You're a very powerful person, and you know that all of your power comes from within. Keep on doing what you're doing, and you'll reach your goals. How Powerful Are You?

I Dont Have That Much Experience =(
You've Experienced 36% of Life You have the life experience of someone in their early 20s. You've seen some of what life has to offer - but you have a long ways to go. How Much Life Experience Do You Have?

Comments
I run contests and try to keep them fair, if I see more then one vote on a picture by the same person I delete one of them. But when you get a certain amount of comments you lose the bottom ones and can't tell if there is extra voting going on. What they need to do on LC is make it so you can look at all the comments on all your pictures.

Happy Little Memory...
You know how sometimes in life a very happy and touching memory comes back to you? I just had one. Anyone that knows me knows my mother and I almost never got along but I remeber as a child when we were poor she learned how to make play-doh for me. And she made batch after batch for the longest time. Every time I'd leave it out it would dry and I'd be sad but she'd always go right back to work making sure had enough to play with for the next couple months...thank you momma...

If Only I Could....
If only I could Smell her sweet fragrance, Look into her beautiful eyes, Touch her soft skin, Hold her warm body in my arms, Whisper her name in her ear, Kiss her cheek as she lie sleeping, Run my fingers through her silky soft hair, Feel her heart beat next to mine, Taste her lips, Watch her as she sleeps, Greet her when she wakes, Wipe her tears away when she's sad. If only I could, Be as special as she, As loved as she is, As needed as she is, As rich as she with friends. If only I could be lucky enough To be a part of her life, If only I could

What Super Hero R U???
Your results:You are Superman Superman 80% Supergirl 80% Wonder Woman 75% Iron Man 75% The Flash 70% Robin 65% Catwoman 65% Spider-Man 60% Batman 60% Green Lantern 60% Hulk 45% You are mild-mannered, good, strong and you love to help others. Click here to take the Superhero Personality Test

Nobody Like You
Love is possible only when there is a deep acceptance of oneself, the other, the world. Acceptance creates the milieu in which love grows, the soil in which love blooms. When you stop improving upon yourself, life improves you. In that relaxation, in that acceptance, life starts caressing you, life starts flowing through you. Nobody else has ever been like you and nobody else will ever be like you; you are simply unique, incomparable. Accept this, love this, celebrate this - and in that very celebration you will start seeing the uniqueness of the others, the incomparable beauty of the others.

Don't Let Go Of Hope
Hope gives you the strength to keep going when you feel like giving up. Don't ever quit believing in yourself. As long as you believe you can, you will have a reason for trying. Don't let anyone hold your happiness in their hands; hold it in your own, so it will always be within your reach. Don't measure success or failure by material wealth, but by how you feel. Our feelings determine the riches in our lives. Don't let bad moments overcome you. Be patient, and they will pass. Don't hesitate to reach out for help; we all need it from time to time. Don't runaway from Love, but towards love; because it is our deepest joy. Don't wait for what you want to come to you. Go after it with all that you are; knowing that life will meet you half way. Don't feel like you've lost when plans and dreams fall short of your hopes. Anytime you learn something new about yourself, or about life, you have progressed. Don't do anything that takes away from your self-respect. Feeling GOOD abou

Unique As A Flower
Be yourself! This is the best and only person You can really be. Don’t take away from your uniqueness By trying to change it. Being yourself leads to success; Trying to be someone you are not, to failure. Use your time and energy To make the most of who you are; To build yourself up, Not to tear yourself down. Be yourself! Care about and consider the feelings Of those closest to you, But don’t allow others To tell you how to think, feel, be, or live. Only you have the right To make these important decisions. If others reject you, Don’t be hard on yourself. Their rejection has nothing to do With who you are; It has to do with who they are. Be yourself! Accept yourself as being imperfect, But not unlovable, For your strengths far exceed any weakness. Embrace the goodness in you; There is more there than you acknowledge. You are a part of the universe, Not by accident But by design. You have a special place and purpose. Trust in it. There’s a star in the

As We Go Through Life
Set your own pace........When someone is pushing you, it's ok to tell them they're pushing. Take nothing for granted........Watch water flow, the corn grow, the leaves blow, your neighbors mow. Allow yourself time to be lazy and unproductive........Rest isn't a luxury, it's a necessity. Listen to the wind blow........It carries a message of yesterday and tomorrow........And now.........Now counts. Rest on your laurels........They bring comfort whatever their size, age or condition. Talk slower. Talk less. Don't talk. Communication isn't measured by words. Give yourself permission to be late sometimes........Life is for living, not scheduling. Listen to the song of a bird........The complete song. Music and nature are gifts, but only if you are willing to receive them. Slow down. Gaia is still around........You are not responsible for doing it all...yourself... right now. Remember a happy, peaceful time in your past........Rest there. Each moment has a richness that takes a lif

What's Up
Hello to anyone who reads this. Just have to say I'm really frustrated right now. Can't really go into too many words as to why I'm this way but it's an overwhelming feeling. Feeling really crappy right now but I'm sure I will be over with it by the morning. Mind you this is not directed to anyone that I know on Lost Cherry. I love all my friends on here and wouldn't change anything about any of them. I guess that's all for now. See you in another blog.

Attention Paid?
So yeah... this is me just wondering what people come to this site for? I mean, I know we're all here for attention, but is there anything more? Are the friendships that are made here lasting? Do these people care anymore about us that your standard movie star cares about the general public? Do I care, really? I guess I am just a little off tonight. I spend far too much time on my comp while I am sitting here at work, & I begin to wander how important any of this is. I mean, hell... are any of you going to read this & think it to be more than me just bitching & whining? I don't know. I see all these people here, more like lost souls than lost cherries. We all just float around looking for some sort of purpose or meaning... Or maybe we're just looking for the next hot girl or guy. I certainly know that my friend list is full of beautiful women. I don't know... is anyone even listening? -Dave-

Nikki
Porn princess Nikki Hilton actually contacted us and literally begged for the Face Fuck Treatment. Nikki allows her mouth to be fucked like a prison bitch on death row. Wet, sloppy, choke-face fucking - only at Face Fucked Cunts!

Dream Reaver
Dream Reaver Dark and Alone, who cast the first stone. A ripple in the pool of the lost and the damned. A mad stirring shiver a death to deliver, a cold hand reaches from the deep blood river. The Dream Reavers face a thousand at once, a slow step forward with perfect trust. The dark portal opened admits only one, the soul of the damned that cannot run. The face of an angel, the face of a demon, the quick silver change from Hell to Eden. A shivering soul at the feet of the Reaver, a fearful cry from him that hast died. A glance at the river of souls ever churning, the victim filled with fear and yearning. The wheel of time ever turning stops in motion for an instant in eternity. The Dream Reavers face a thousand at once stops for a moment, the dark visage revealed. A clench of the cold hand the victim held fast a flick of the wrist, a twist, the soul gone at last. A dark sneer, an empty soul, the Dream Reaver closes the portal. Anoth

Chapter 3 - Her Side
MSD: Night Seven - Her story One solid week of this! How could anybody come so hard every night for a week? The radio was playing a recognizable eighties song, Bon Jovi’s “Bad Medicine.” She chuckled to herself, remembering that this wasn’t the first time she’d had great sex, alone or with a partner, to this song. This dream guy, his green eyes, haunted her. She had thought she’d seen him during lunch today, buying a huge bouquet of daisies. She’d stopped almost dead, had spilled her soda, but managed to keep hold of her sandwich and book. She’d been bent over as he paid and walked away. She had turned around in time to see him going. A cheesy cliché had run through her mind: I’d wish I had a swing like that in my backyard. I’d take it apart and see how many screws I could get out of it. But seeing this person, so like her dream lover, had caused some uncomfortable wetness that she’d had to run back to the office and lock herself in the bathroom to take care of. And no

Colors Fade =]
Colors fade away, the room turns black. I sit and stare out the window, into the midnight sky, tears fall down my face. My eyes are puffy, my soul is weeping, I mist, I cave. An empty beginning, a new found ending, don't cry, don't give in. Scream, pine, ache, live for the imagination, for your being, and self respect. Kindly. Truth is amongst the living, hate is amongst my soul. My skin shakes, I awaken, I know everything, so I thought, I knew me, inside, when I was me. I change for the greater good I thought, I was the perfect one, I was the great being, to others. You lie, you steal, you hate, you retract all self consciousness, let go. I hate to see the tears, but I live for the memories. A nightmare, a past, a forgotten love, so I hope. He took my innocence, he took my soul, and captured it in a bottle so to say. I run in a forest, I ache, I see trees, I see skies, I see a moon. Beyond the mountains, beyond the sou

Everyone Dies.
What can i say, to let go, to move on, what can I say. Hold on, scream, let go, move past, die. What can I say, what can I do. Everyone cries. No one, not a damn thing, move on, die, cry. Move on. Swallow your heart, swallow your pride. Move on. Endings, beginnings, life is a shallow being. Its uncalled for. I have nothing, you have her. She's what you want now isn't she. Don't let her go, hold on tight, or she'll end up like me, broken inside. That's the day everyone died. If you cared you'd see, to late, an image that's dead to me. Everyone die. Life, love, hate, understatement, just die. She has you, she has what was once mine, and was suppose to be forever. Let go they say, just move on. Why move on, so I can just die. Just die. Life's a dream, life is hell, no heaven no besides. Just move on they say. Laying alone at night, dreaming, thinking, she has you, she has you. Move on, nobody there, just die, everybody

When It Rains It Poors < 3
When it rains, it poor's, and my heart breaks each time. Staring at the frigid rain drops, cold, and dreary, in a darkened sky. Lights flicker, clouds move, they drift away, like my soul. The window opens, my heart breathes, and the air becomes misty. Bloodshot eyes, shaken hands, skin soft, yet pale. Heartless, mindless, unlawful human sense. Disappear. The breeze is mystified, and magical. The mist is limited, yet strong. When it rains, it poor's. I hear my heart beat, its fading into the distance, as I watch the rain drops. Tears dread down my face, they're bloody My heart breaks each time, each time the sky turns mystical, and dark. Its forbidden, its love, its fear, its rain, its an end. I close my eyes and picture it, I close my eyes and still cry. I fear it, I hear it, I see it, I feel it, its dead to me. Rain, what a sensation, love what a death. When it rains it poor's, as does my heart, when it cries

Today.
Sometimes i let my mind wonder, amoungst the living. Feeling, thinking, breathing in all they have to offer. Sometimes i wonder back to my own universe. Shaking, cold, and holding onto what is there. Holding yourself in thy unknown, never getting hurt, or being affraid. Shaddows, of people surround you, in a world where you're [[watched]] You think about it, you wonder, is this how you want to feel. Alone, a longing for hunger, a longing for words. Yet you don't understand what the out come is. You look out the window, see the fallen rain drops, see the life, as you indulge it. Your hands, your touch, your smile, your kiss, you taste it. You ache, your body burns, you want it, in your heart, in your mind, you know it. But then you realize, you're a coward. One amounsgt the self pittied. One with him. You walk away. You let go. You feel used. And alone. You've become [[them]]. Yeah i just wrote that :)

We Got The House
we got the fuckin house! we found out today and i cant say how happy i am.the house means alot to me it was my grandparents house.ive spent my while lofe there. now tho the hard part starts it needs alot of work and we are pretty much on our own. my niece says she is happy that i got it and not someone we dont know liveing there but i dont think she really is. she done told me she wont help and she cant come over cuz it would be just to hard on her.our grandfather past away last year and or gramma is in a nurseing home now.she said the memories would just be to much. then tho she wanted to tell me that i couldnt change anything in the house. well im sorry but it needs to be fixed and if im going to be doing all myslef im changeing it to what ever the fuck i want.with all that needs to be done im not sure where to start. i think the ceiling will get fixed first dave is doing that its my job to get all the old led paint off the walls. 16 walls to do and im short as fuck yeah it will take

Tagged
Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1) Tattoos and piercings r a turn on for me 2) i dont like walking at night by myself 3) people stare and wave at me all the time (for y i dont know) 4) when i got to kfc i mix my mashed taders gravy mac and cheese coleslaw together 5) im a lc junky!!!! 6) im always on yahoo messanger A. disturbed_1 B. dj mourningdeath C. XX IN MY EYES D. sapphire skies E. mdk F. who me

Where You Left Me
Where You Left Me sitting alone where you left me forever has become this place where i'm not warming in the light of your love so embrace, embrace the cold fall from grace for a final turn this place all have left me before intoxication relieves the moments of lonely ache the seduction of a touch will do for a moment of passing the ache so be the whore be the addict be the anything but this

Life In General
Warning...Gonna vent here. People suck. Well not all people but the ones that have NO hands on the sterring wheel but are driving at 80+ mpr, the ones that BS just to get a freakin free meal..THOSE kind of people suck!! On Thursday after my great first visit with a RH doc (after YEARS of complaining and going downhill someone is listening!! And yeah I have changed docs like 20 times. I have to go to KY (I am in Notre Dame Country) To get an Congo African Grey (CAG) and a Rainbow Lory that are in breeding situations but they need to come out of. So my daughter and I are taking the rodatrip that will include SNOW!! I hurt so bad all over, my joints, head and all. I would ram my head in the wall if I thought it would to any better. Ok there is my rant for now...More tomorrow. Ugh. lol Huggers, Shell

Shakespearean Insults
Next time you get into an argument with someone instead of telling them to eff off use one of these insults, guaranteed to work every time, or your money back: I find the ass in compound with the major part of your syllables. Thou qualling plume-plucked pignut. Thou lumpish scurvy-valiant death-token. Thou artless bat-fowling codpiece. Thou qualling clapper-clawed coxcomb. Thou hast neither heat, affection, limb, nor beauty to make thy riches pleasant. Thou spongy tickle-brained bladder. Thou burly-boned pottle-deep maggot-pie. What, you egg! Young fry of treachery! Thou yeasty folly-fallen pigeon-egg. Thou art a dull and muddy-mettled rascal. Thou errant idle-headed gudgeon. Thou mountain of mad flesh. Thy lips rot off Thy sin's not accidental, but a trade. A weasel hath not such a deal of spleen as you are toss'd with. Your bum is the greatest thing about you; so that in the beastliest sense, you are Pompey the Great. Thine

Bullshit On The Net
WELL THIS IS HOW IT GOES PEOPLE DON'T FUCKIN LIKE ME BECAUSE I BECAME A DJ I WILL STILL BE TRU TO THE JUGGALO FAMILY BUIT I SAY IT LIKE THIS IF YOU WANNA SIT THERE ANY ONE OF YOU PEOPLE THAT SAYS YOUR FAMILY OR THAT YOUR A JUGGALO AND GO TALK SHIT WHEN THE NINJA ISN'T AROUND WHY DOEN'T EVERY COME TO THE PERSON THAT YOU HAVE A FUCKING PROBLEM WITH THIS IS THE SHIT THAT MAKE ME WANNA DROP THE HATCHET NO MATTER WHAT ANYONE SAY THIS IS THE FUCKIN TRUE JUGGALO FAMILY I KNOW SO IF ANY HAS A GOD DAMN THING TO SAY TO ME NO MATTER WHAT THE FUCK IT IS WHY DON'T YOU JUS IM ME ON YAHOO JOKAZ.WILD_WICK3DCARNI3 OR ON MSN WICK3DCARNI3@HOTMAIL.COM THERE IS WHERE YOU CAN GET ME IF I AIN'T ON LC SO ANY PROBLEMS WIT ME BEING A DJ COME TO ME I AM MY SELF I AM A JUGGALO BUT YALL DON'T SEE THE ME YOU SEE WHAT IS ONLINE BUT IF YALL WANNA KEEP GOIN BOUT THE BULLSHIT GO AHEAD GO FOR IT HAVE FUN

Hier Gehe Ich Wieder.....
Ich hasse es, wenn ich in diese stimmungen gerate. Leute sagen, daß ich nicht häßlich bin. Deshalb warum kann nicht, glaube ich ihre wörter? Warum kann nicht, ich bin nur mit mir froh und warum es mir welche anderen sache von mir wichtig ist. Im moment habe ich lust auf das weinen, aber ich will vor niemandem keine tränen vergießen. Ich bin sicher, daß leute ermüdet werden, so von mir das klagen darüber, wie ich aussehe. Ich vermute, daß ich lernen werde, nie froh zu sein, mit dem ich bin....Ich brauche einen rauch...

One, Two, One Two, Build That Thrust!
Hiya Everyone! I was watching a show on HBO called "The Sex Inspectors". They are two sex experts in England, one a gay man, the other a woman. They help troubled couples have better sex lives there. On one of the shows, the man had performance anxiety with his lover. She wanted sex like six times per day, and the poor man felt he couldn't measure up all the time. The sex inspectors taught her how to masturbate herself with just fingers and new toys, like clit stimulators. Surprisingly, she always relied on sex to get off and rarely pleasured herself. The sex inspectors taught him how to do pelvic crunches to tone up the muscles that support the penis, making for longer and stronger erections, and greater staying power. The sex inspectors taught both lovers how to use foreplay more, and not be so demanding with sex, but instead giving. Focus on pleasing your partner first before yourself. Hmmm...a pelvic crunch? I've heard of this and wondered what effect it wou

Less Than A Week Away
With my holidays less than a week away I am getting excited, but also very nervous. I've never been on a plane before so I find that a little scary. Maybe not so much the plane itself as it is the airport and such. I know that sounds silly to some, but hey who knows what could happen! lol Then there's work of course. I feel guilty about taking the time off even though I definitely deserve it and need it badly. I feel as though I am teetering at the edge and if I don't do something soon I will fall off. Depression has hit me hard this year and sometimes I feel as though I'm never going to be able to dig myself out. I figured a good way to try to cope is take a holiday and get away from it all! Only 4 days away and counting down...I guess I better get my shit together and start packing eh? lol Let you all know about it when I get back!

Not A Ho
Cheesy suggestive picture comments don't get you laid. They don't even get you friends requests. Atleast, I'd hope not anyway. Just thought I'd put that bit of knowledge out there. It is about as lame as whistling and yelling "hey baby!" out the car window at a chick who is walking on the sidewalk... only, potentially more pathetic. On a sidenote, if there is trouble to be made here, I will find it. Or it will find me, and it shall be accomplished. PS the non-suggestive, friendly comments are very much appreciated. Thanks guys!

Footprints
footprints One night a man had a dream. He dreamed he was walking along the beach with the Lord. Across the sky flashed scenes from his life. For each scene, he noticed two sets of footprints in the sand: one belonging to him, and the other to the Lord. When the last scene of his life flashed before him, he looked back at the footprints in the sand. He noticed that many times along the path of his life there was only one set of footprints. He also noticed that it happened at the very lowest and saddest times in his life. This really bothered him and he questioned the Lord about it. "Lord, You said that once I decided to follow you, You'd walk with me all the way. But I have noticed that during the most troublesome times in my life, there is only one set of footprints. I don't understand why when I needed you most you would leave me." The Lord replied, "My son, My precious child, I love you and I would never leave you. During your times of trial and suffering, when you see only one set

I Live My Life By This Daily
Go placidly amid the noise and the haste, and remember what peace there may be in silence. As far as possible, without surrender, be on good terms with all persons. Speak your truth quietly and clearly; and listen to others, even to the dull and ignorant; they too have their story. Avoid loud and aggressive persons; they are vexatious to the spirit. If you compare yourself with others, you may become vain or bitter, for always there will be greater and lesser persons than yourself. Enjoy your achievements as well as your plans. Keep interested in your own career, however humble; it is a real possession in the changing fortunes of time. Exercise caution in your business affairs, for the world is full of trickery. But let this not blind you to what virtue there is; many persons strive for high ideals, and everywhere life is full of heroism. Be yourself. Especially do not feign affection. Neither be cynical about love; for in the face of all aridity and disenchantment, it is as perennial

Josh Groban~never Let Go~
Image Hosting | Video Hosting | Myspace Games JOSH GROBAN Never Let Go (Feat Deep Forest) I can't understand it. The search for an answer is met with a darker day. And we've been handed these moments forever. But I'm reassured there's another way. You don't have to close your eyes. There is room for love again. Ease the pain to realize All that love can be. Forced apart by time and sand. Take a step and take my hand. And don't let it go. Never let go. Broken, once connected, We were so strong and so blessed in a simple way. So don't let me go it alone. Turn your head up to the sky. Nothing down below but me. Face the truth to realize All that we could be. Torn apart by rage and fear. Hold onto what brought you here. Don't let it go. Never let go. Turn your head up to the sky. Nothing down below. Don't let go.

Sexy
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Dreamed Of You Last Night By Terry.
Last night before I went to sleep I thought about your smile; And it made me feel so good inside that I stayed awake awhile. I imagined you sleeping in your bed so soft, so warm and sweet; And I wished that I could have taken you to a place where lovers' meet. I looked outside and saw the stars and I made a wish on love; And hoped and prayed that it was me who you would be dreaming of. I thought about the good times we've had and of others we've yet to find. And I closed my eyes and opened my heart and made love to you in my mind. I held you tight and, oh, so close while we listened to a song; And kissed and caressed you with my lips and loved you all night long. I touched your body in places that you never thought I would; And made you feel a special way no others ever could. With all our hearts we shared ourselves while the angels watched above; And with their blessings we took our time and made what we call love. One day, this dream, we both

One Dream, From Terry
I know two people with two separate lives, Two minds living in two different worlds. Two worlds that are felt, that are seen in the eyes, In the eyes of one boy and one girl. Two worlds. Two people with two hearts. They know their worlds are apart. Two worlds with one wish under the sun, One wish that two worlds will be one. Two worlds. Two souls with one destiny. Two loves that were meant to be. Two paths intertwined into one road. Someday, they’ll have each other to hold. If you look close, I think you’ll find That those two worlds are yours and mine. And even though we’re worlds apart, Your whole world is in my heart.

Protecting My Heart
My dad may he R.I.P. Is the only man i trusted with my heart. He passed on 12/06/04. So far every man i've met has hurt my heart in one way or another. You might ask why i trusted my dad with my heart? Well i knew my dad would never break, stomp, crush or walk on my heart. He had my heart and soul. When he passed i think my heart went with him so he could protect it from these kind of men. He was always there to give me sound advice about the asshole men i got involed with. friends are good to have, but i have only found one that even comes close to really being a true friend and is there to listen to my problems. We acually share our problems with each other. If your asking to be a friend then be one and don't try to play with my heart, cause i'm on top of that situation. A heart can only take so much and mine has reached it's limit.

Whole
My heart longs to fly to you Push, mesh blend into you Be one wit you You who shows me my soul My flaws, my feelins The reason to feel To know to love If only to be UNIted For one solitary second To feel complete Whole within you

Good News And Bad News....
Good News: Its all most my birthday(a day of subtraction)... I know its almost that time cuz school let out and i start to go nuts.....like im not there now. Bad News: Means i cant spend much time on here as i have.. I didnt reach my goal of 200 new friends by school being out... So for those who have my email address i will be checking it everyday so if i dont get to chat with you on here please email me.... And those who doesnt PLEASE DON'T FORGET ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Still Here.
Well, I'm still online so far. And still counting the days. 13 weeks and 5 days. I think. My husband reserved the uhaul for the move and he reserved it for a week earlier than he said we were moving. I don't know if it was a mistake and with his foul mood for the past few days, I'm not going to ask. Also, I had another job interview on Mon. I think it went well. I have a good feeling about this one. And, the great part is they have a location in Texas also. About 20 min. from where we're moving to. So, if I do get the job, I should be able to transfer and not have to look for another one after the move. I really want this job. Big changes are comming. Changes that are way overdue. I'm so scared. I can't wait.

It Is True...
I am not one hot on pride since I am male and used to being called a dog...;) But I have joined a few sites online such as myspace and myyearbook and some not evenworth mentioning. But I have found that is the LC is definatley the best out there.... Why? Because I have made more friends, ones that actually talk to you, here than on both the others combined. I don't get silly little bulletins asking stupid things or threatening my realationship or love life for the next hundred years if I don't repost. People , for the most part, are real and are friendly. The other site may talk about it but this one actually delivers. (Oh and unlike other sites I have been to this one hasn't shut down on me because of server errors or anything...) I Love LC!!!!!!!!!! G

Its Gotten Out Of Control Now.
bought an xbox 360 yesterday... damn i'm in fuckin trouble all my god damn metrosexual tendancies.. granted it looks great but i don't know why i did it.. damn my compulsions now i owe 600 bucks more to best buy... argh...

Coming Home
Coming Home Oct 10, 2006 So I'm back home in good ol' Urbana, Ohio!!! I must say there is nothing like coming home. Seeing the ones you love...sleeping in your own bed. Everything just seems so perfect. I had an amazing time in London, and Paris, and feel that the album was taken to a new level as a result. So I'm gonna soak up the homefront for the next few weeks, and let Ken put together all the parts that have been recorded over the last two months. Once things are organized, I'll probably make one more trip back to NYC and add anything that still needs a little flavor. The guys and I are gonna take the next week to settle in, and then start practicing all the changes that have been made. I think most of Nov. and Dec. will be tour rehearsals...that is unless we get the call to hit the road sooner. Still have photoshoots to be done, and tons of other behind the scenes maddness, but it should be fun. Hope to have an official album title to announce soon. As always, stay close.

My Dog Named Sex
Everybody who has a dog calls him "Rover" or "Boy". I call mine "Sex." He is a great pal, but he has caused me a great deal of embarrassment. When I went to city hall to renew his dog license, I told the clerk I would like a license for Sex. He said, "I'd like one, too!" Then, I said "But this is a dog." He said he didn't care what she looked like. Then, I said, "You don't understand. I've had Sex since I was 9 years old." He winked and said, "You must have been quite a kid." When I got married and went on my honeymoon, I took the dog with me. I told the motel clerk that I wanted a room for my wife and me and a special room for Sex. He said, "You don't need a special room. As long as you pay your bill, we don't care what you do." I said, "Look, you don't seem to understand. Sex keeps me awake at night." The clerk said, "Funny - I have the same problem." One day, I entered Sex in a contest, but before the competition began, the dog ran away. Another contestant asked me why I was j

Presidential Curse
Presidential Curse Look what happens when a President gets elected in a year with a "0" at the end. Also notice it goes in increments of 20 years. 1840: William Henry Harrison (died in office) 1860: Abraham Lincoln (assassinated) 1880: James A. Garfield (assassinated) 1900: William McKinley (assassinated) 1920: Warren G. Harding (died in office) 1940: Franklin D. Roosevelt (died in office) 1960: John F. Kennedy (assassinated) 1980: Ronald Reagan (survived assassination attempt) 2000: George W. Bush (?) And to think that we had two guys fighting it out in the courts to be the one elected in 2000. You might also be interested in this. Have a history teacher explain this if they can. Abraham Lincoln was elected to Congress in 1846. John F. Kennedy was elected to Congress in 1946. Abraham Lincoln was elected President in 1860. John F. Kennedy was elected President in 1960. Both were particularly concerned with civil rights. Both wives lost their children whi

I'm A Big Tv Dork
Last night Kelly and I were kind of half watching an episode of Law and Order: CI while discussing this paper she's writing or has been writing for about a year now. The damn thing was due a year ago anyway. It’s not a thesis and it’s not that long only 20 pages, but Kelly has been obsessing over it for so long now she can't seem to finish it. It’s about Sherman's March to the Sea, but you don't care so let's move on. You know how there's always random guest stars on the Law and Orders? Were watching this scene where the detectives (Logan/Mr. Big & the new chick) are interviewing a drag queen that was beat up and there are some other people in the room. One of them is this red headed guy with glass. Kelly says is that, that guy from Rent? Meaning this fellow: Me: No it’s not the guy from Rent Kelly: are you sure Me: yes it’s not him Kelly: it looks like him Me: I’m looking this up on the internet One trip to IMDB later and this is what we come up with: I

Ty Cobra :) Poem...
FOUND THIS ON MY NEW FRIEND COBRA'S PAGE AND LIKED IT, SO I'M GOING TO SHARE IT :) TY COBRA FOR LETTING ME SHARE. I Don't Need To See You To Love You I Only Need To Know You're There I Don't Need To Feel You To Have You Touch My Heart I Only Need To Know You Care I Don't Need To Look Into Your Eyes To Believe That This Is Real I Only Need To Understand What You Think And Feel Love, It Is A Feeling That Can't Be Seen And Though, I Would Love To Have You Here To Hold Just By Having You In My Life I Have Everything I Love You

Funny....
How you can be surrounded by friends and yet feel so alone... Hear the voices of many yet not be spoken to... Feel the warmth from them all yet not be touched... See thier faces smiling to the world and not be seen... Funny how many friends you have but haven't got...

Love Is
Love is sharing caring daring laughing smiling crying friends family children endless timeless enduring classic new fresh different unusal Love is two people two ideas two different views values But Love is true pure innocent Love is Unconditional

A Better World
Wednesday, October 11, 2006 A better world It may sometimes seem that the world is shallow and petty and focused only on meaningless, superficial concerns. Yet you can choose to live in a better world. It may appear that there is an overwhelming amount of violence, despair and injustice in the world. Yet you can choose to live in a better world. Look at the world in a positive light, and suddenly you've made it a better place. Act on the possibilities that you see, and you give real substance to your positive vision. Imagine how the world would be if everyone became focused on the positive possibilities. By directing your own awareness toward those possibilities, and by acting on them, you make them more vibrant, more visible and more compelling. By working to improve your own attitude and your own life, you become a living example for all the world to see. And a living example is hard to ignore. The way a better world emerges is one life at a time. Start with your

Frozen In Time
Frozen in time Frozen the soul Melting in snow prolific the glow. Hoping for time Sailing the sign Jousting with fate to this forgotten date Sit down, shut up Drink the love of my cup Hoping in vain Trying to stay emotionally sane Frozen in time.

Hurt
I am sick and tired of it all, the lies and deceit. The covert operations of little importance. Nothing you say any more sticks in my mind. Your words flowing like water through a sieve. I told you everything, never sparing a thought at sharing my heart with you. And now you do this as though I am a channel To be changed on a whim. You take my trust, my pure and innocent love and throw it to the wind leaving me to bleed. Like a scrap from the table that a dog is not worthy of. I don't know why it took me so long To see you as the world does Without a heart I hoped to hold. Guess that'll teach me to trust again. Thanks to you it's pretty much all over for me now.

Listen For Once
Why don't you sit down, shut and listen? It's my turn to talk now. Your words mean nothing to me Now it's the start of my mission. Your a brat, a condescending prick. There is no hope for you, unless you change. You must learn to respect those around you. Or up your arse you'll find a large stick. You sit and whine, moan and groan, Wondering why people never like you. Wondering why the world is so mean Why you'll always be alone. Because you don't care about the hearts around you. Give no thought for emotions of others. Degrade that which you don't understand. Here's hoping one day you get a clue.

Habits
~*~Tag ~*~ Each player of this game starts with 6 weird things or habits about themselves. People who are tagged should write a blog with their own 6 weird things or habits, and state this rule clearly. Choose 6 people to be tagged, list their names, leave them a comment and tell them they are tagged and to check your blog for details. It's fun! 1. I drink Jack and soda as my drink of choice. 2. Like to get high and just chill occasionally. 3. I am 42 and love modern hard rock. 4. Left Paralegal work for the pet grooming industry. 5. Will lose my cool if someone touches me in a way that may be in any way threatening. 6. I dress the way I want and if you don't like it I don't give a shit. I choose: Morgster, NJ4X4Fever, Steve, Capt Jack, Tina and Angel Di Mezzanotte

Pocket Taser Stun Gun, A Great Gift For The Wife!
This was sent to me by a coworker yesterday. It apparently was submitted to some website or other by a guy who purchased his lovely wife a "pocket Taser" for their anniversary. "Last weekend I saw something at Larry's Pistol & Pawn Shop that sparked my interest. The occasion was our 22nd anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my wife. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized taser. The effects of the taser were suppose to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on your assailant, allowing her adequate time to retreat to safety... WAY TOO COOL! "Long story short, I bought the device and brought it home. I loaded two triple-a batteries in the darn thing and pushed the button. Nothing! I was disappointed. I learned, however, that if I pushed the button AND pressed it against a metal surface at the same time; I'd get the blue arc of electricity darting back and forth between the prongs. Awesome!!! Unfortunately, I have yet to explain

Why Would You
Why would you from mario's how could you Verse1 Its kind of crazy babe How you could be so lame Caught me with another nigga And telling me I am to blame Fall back on the things you did How you left me at your crib Gone for months at a time Got me caring for you kid Hook 1 You made it clear to me You didn't care for me Love made me blind baby But now I see You though you had me And that I wouldn't leave Please baby, baby won't tell me Chorus Why would you play the games that you play Why would you let your homeboys know where you lay Don't you know that a woman will always find out So why would you, why would you Why would you try... Why would you lie to me dead in my face Why would you commit the crime and leave a trace Why would you turn what was love into hate Why would you, why would you Why would you try me Verse 2 You must be out your mind You must be dumb and blind To think I didn't say All the shit you heard You didn't possibly think I

Too Clever !
This has got to be one of the cleverest E-mails I've received in a while. Someone out there either has too much spare time or is deadly at Scrabble. (Wait till you see the last one)! DORMITORY: When you rearrange the letters: DIRTY ROOM PRESBYTERIAN: When you rearrange the letters: BEST IN PRAYER ASTRONOMER: When you rearrange the letters: MOON STARER DESPERATION: When you rearrange the letters: A ROPE ENDS IT THE EYES: When you rearrange the letters: THEY SEE GEORGE BUSH: When you rearrange the letters: HE BUGS GORE THE MORSE CODE : When you rearrange the letters: HERE COME DOTS SLOT MACHINES: When you rearrange the letters: CASH LOST IN ME ANIMOSITY: When you rearrange the letters: IS NO AMITY ELECTION RESULTS: When you rearrange the letters: LIES - LET'S RECOUNT SNOOZE ALARMS: When you rearrange the letters: ALAS! NO MORE Z 'S A DECIMAL POINT: When you rearrange the letters: IM A DOT IN

Love Without Full Committment
She looks so sweet in the morning lite, Resting after giving me an evening of delite. I could sit here for hours just watching her sleep I am the luckiest man and hers to keep. Never have I had one to love me so much, Or a person that I always needed to touch. She has taken the old and made me new; She made able to handle tings I could not do. I love her today more than yesterday, but found I liked her in everyway. I hope I am worthy of her love and heart, Someday she will say yes and we never part. But my fears sometimes fill me with doubt, To her love is okay but marriage out. Is it just hurt from before, is she afraid to committ once more. She says she'll love me forever But hurt by marriage once and not another ever. I too knows the strain, How love gone wrong can cause the pain. I will not bring up the subject to her, but care, love, and share life with her. In my heart she will be my life and lover, for as long as she does not replace me with ano

Wow...almost Back To Normal!
The closer my hormone level gets to zero the closer to "back to normal" I am. Last time my blood draw said I was 964. Yesterday Mike and I were hoping that my hormone level had reached 450 and this time......I was at 327!!! I drop of OVER 600 points. We are SOOO excited! I guess my body is doing what its supposed to after all and we might not have to intervene at all in any other way. YAY!!

Deer Hunting
It was Saturday morning as Jake, an avid hunter, woke up ready to go bag the first deer of the season. He walked down to the kitchen to get a cup of coffee, and to his surprise he found his wife, Alice, sitting there, fully dressed in camouflage. Jake asked her, "What are you up to?" Alice smiled. "I'm going hunting with you!" Jake, though he had many reservations about this, reluctantly decided to take her along. Later they arrived at the hunting site. Jake set his wife safely up in the tree stand and told her, "If you see a deer, take careful aim and I'll come running back as soon as I hear the shot." Jake walked away with a smile on his face knowing that Alice couldn't bag an elephant, much less a deer. Not 10 minutes passed when he was startled as he heard an array of gunshots. Quickly, Jake ran back. As Jake got closer to her stand, he heard Alice screaming: "Get away from my deer!" Confused, Jake raced faster towards his screaming wife. And again he heard her ye

What I Want
ok, once you get rid of the garbage, you can sit down and relax! (thanks to Misanthropic Angel, Ben, Jojo, Peter, my sweet sis Crystal, Elizabeth and all that were at my side all the time to give me support) i wont get back home till evening, around 10pm (i'm in GTM -3) i'll go after work to the Hilton Hotel where is a meeting called Info Security, if you speak spanish you can check a lil more here: http://www.infosecurityonline.org/infosecurity/eventos/argentina/baires2006.php it's a metting that last many days, about security in IT there will be a live hacking show today with wi-fi, bluetooth and other wireless networks, plus other professionals talking about new technology and many other interesting things for me lol yes i'm a nerd so what? i feel good :) that makes me remember i need to get an appointment with doctor to have a check on my eyes, so i can make new glasses!! lots of love and hugs for everyone! Maria

Trying To Figure It All Out....
I'm not sure what I'm doing... Or where exactly I'm heading... All I know is there are things I'm supposed to be doing, things I'm meant to be achieving... And I'm not! Rather I'm day dreaming, wishing I was hanging out with him... And in all truth, I'm not sure what makes him so special... But there is something, something that makes me want to be around him... Not even to talk or say anything but to just be there next to him... That is not what he wants right now though... Which at points hurts me but then I'm thankful for the time I do get to spend with him... Things haven't changed, yet they have... I'm not sure what I'm doing... So why am I'm falling all over this one guy and totally ignoring all the rest of the world? Why am I stuck on him when I should be stuck on my priorities? No one has the answers to these questions I'm sure... Not even him... All I know is that if I fall, there will be no one to catch me and that ones gonna hurt... So for now I'm h

Poetry Of The Heart...
Wrote a little while back when going through some confusing times... Lost & Confused... Feeling twisted & used... Can't find my footing... In this maze of illusion... So take my hand if you're there... Hold on tightly but with care... For my heart's made of glass... And I'm quite afraid it might smash... But if you find you can't stand... And you're slipping away too... Please let go before I break... For my bags are too full... And the shards are too sharp... It's not to say I wont try... Or that I'm saying goodbye... But just know this aint a game... And a new deal can't be made...

Im Sorry I'm Not Perfect
There are some things that have been happening lately. Well let me say I am sorry I am not perfect. I am only human. I am who I am. I cannot change over night. that's near impossible. Maybe if people had the paitence to sit and help I would be abl to change. but everytime something goes wrong, they run. No one is perfect. that's how life is.

Inside Her Mind.....
the swirling colors the flashes of light the staccato drumming of her heartbeat faces of those she's never met places she's never been feelings she'll never know a distant memory a dream unrealized a passion she cannot grasp emotions churning within pain, sorrow, despair a need she cannot fulfill the desires of her soul the aspirations of her mind the longings of her heart a tremor of fear and hopelessness her demons move in for the kill as total darkness envelopes her end Michelle Lewis......10/11/06

Some Love
HELLO LOST CHERRIES IT IS ANTHER BEAUTIFUL DAY LIKE ALL OF YOU I THINK I WANT TO STOP OVER ALL OF YOU TO SAY THAT IAM IN LOVE WITH ALL OF MY FRIENDS THEY ARE SO NICE TO MEET THEM TODAY IAM VERY HAPPY CAUSE I SEE EVERY ONE SAY BEAUTIFUL WORDS TO ME MY FRIEND I THINK IF ANY ONE NEED ANY THING FROM ME I WILL DO IT IF I WILL DIE FOR THAT THE RELATIONSHIP BETWEEN US IS GOING WELL AND I WISH IT WILL BE ALL OF MY LIFE I RESPECT ALL OF YOU LOST CHERRIES I KNOW OR I DONT KNOW I LOVE ALL OF YOU IT IS OUR LIFE WE MUST ENJOY IT BY ANY WAY IT IS TOO BEAUTIFUL WHEN WE DO THE TRUE ALL OF MY LOVE ALL OF MY RESPECTS TO ALL OF YOURS ( LOST SHERRIES ) L.C TRIBLE_XXX-ALFA-FOX-99

I Think This Is About What's In My Refrigerator
My refrigerator is sorta' empty, today. I went to fix something for my lunch, and there's nothing to fix, except for a peanut butter and jelly sandwich. Don't get me wrong, I do love a PB and J. It's sweet and really satisfies the appetite for a little while. But sometimes I can't believe how long I will wait to go to the grocery store. It seems like such a chore. I'm trying to get into the habit of going to the store every weekend, so it won't be such a huge trip, all the time. It makes more sense, I think. Just pick up a few things and get out of there in 15 minutes with only a couple of bags to carry. I usually end up going every 6 weeks or so, and it turns into a big project. I hate it. I don't really like to cook these days, anyway. . . I've been treating myself to lots and lots of McDonald's and Jack in the Box, these days. I think my body is ticked off at me, for it. It's great while I'm eating it, but I always feel a little ill, in the morning. I just keep te

A Poem(written By My Boyfriends Brother-in-law For His Wife While Over Seas)
Roses are red and violets are blue Soon I will be,stuck between you Stuck I will stay for as long as I can Because for too long I've been using my hand I know that its been a long and hard road But soon we'll feel better when we both explode A massive explosion of orgasmic delight,will leave us exhausted and limp in the night But limp will not last but for a short time As we both recover with Corona and lime We'll admire each other as we lay in the nake And go at it again for my peckers sake We'll romp and we'll roll in a frenzy of lust Another orgasm,this you can trust As I squirt up inside of you a gallon of goo, Roses are red and my pecker is too!

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Song Of The Day My Life In A Nutshell
When I see her eyes Look into my eyes Then I realize that She could see inside my head So I close my eyes Thinking that I could hide Disassociate so I don't have to lose my head This situation leads to agitation Will she cut me off? Will this be an amputation? I don't know, If I care I'm the jerk, Life's not fair Fighting all the time This is out of line She loves me not, loves me not Do you realize, I won't compromise She loves me not, loves me not Over the past five years I have shed my tears I have drank my beers and watched my fears fly away And until this day She still swings my way But it's sad to say sometimes She says she loves me not But I hesitate To tell her I hate This relationship I want out today This is over I don't know If I care I'm the jerk Life's not fair Fighting all the time This is out of line She loves me not, loves me not Do you realize I won't compromise She loves me not Life's not fair I'm the jerk Line for lin

I'll Give You A Buck To Punch Me In The Face!
Ok prolly not, but FUCK it hurts! I dont get to go to the dentist till a week from today and thats just for the xrays and Rx to kill the infection. Then its gonna be another two weees till I can get them to pull the teeth or whatever they are gonna do to fix me. I fucking despise tooth pain. Ive been numbing myself so much with anbesol that Im prolly immune to benzocain now. Felix brought my smirnoff, figuring if I got drunk it wouldnt hurt...but I cant seem to drink more than 2 of them. Id kill for a shot of jack or five! Ive got my evil ducky appointment tomorrow, which means its gonna be a nairy good time at my place today! Stupid 6 week appointment. Hey girls that have already gone, did you tell them if you started having sex prior to the 6 weeks? I started a little before 2 weeks pp. My vagina has yet to fall out or implode. yay me and yay my vagina! Thats it, Im revolting and Immma go smoke. fuck I miss smoking inside.

Letting It Rip Away
its wednesday and im so fucking bored. im not even working when i should be, but oh well. i was thinking i want a cherryblast but i have no credit card or whatever which sucks but oh well. get people to add me and ill love you forever.

I Don't Like Socks!
I've been thinking about something silly and of course it has begun to bother me... Does anyone actually like socks? I know when I get home I can't wait to take my socks off. In fact everyone that I know (at least know about their sock habbits) don't like wearing socks... Please reply and tell me why you do or do not like to wear socks.

Friendship??????
I've learned that we don't have to change friends if we understand that friends change. I've learned that no matter how good a friend is, they're going to hurt you every once in a while and you must forgive them for that. I've learned that true friendship continues to grow, even over the longest distance. The same goes for true love. I've learned that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I've learned that it's taking me a long time to become the person I want to be. I've learned that you should always leave loved ones with loving words. It may be the last time you see them. I've learned that you can keep going long after you can't. I've learned that we are responsible for what we do, no matter how we feel. I've learned that either you control your attitude or it controls you. I've learned that regardless of how hot and steamy a relationship is at first, the passion fades and there had better be something else to take its

My Frame Of Mind (part 1)
I will provide you with a glimpse into my soul. There is no need to try and console. Let’s go and walk through a door… I fall as my heart sinks to the floor. Hurt, anger and fear is over there beyond that door.. Are you sure it is something you wish to explore? Those words she said cut me like a knife, That changed my life. Yes, that night left a isolated feeling, Something beyond reason I could not explain. It left me with the nasty taste of shame. Naive years of childhood I was back then, Only now I look back and see it was not a sin. That man I loved, yet he never knew. He did not even know I existed.. My mother said “We are threw.” before he could see me, Plain harsh sight of reality. No over there is what I have completely sewn shut, Memories I wish to never visit again.. I put block in conscious thought in regards to what is in there.. All you will find is pure desolate grief and despair. I am feeling an utter exhaustion, I believe we should con

A Poem
I said on my page when i wrote one i would put it here FIRST! *clears her throat* This is dedicated to someone off of my yahoo messenger list. He said some nasty comment to me so i just replied with this *clears her throat again* Roses are red, Violets are blue, Stop being such a douche it's not very becoming of you. *curtseys*

I Hate Being Single
Everclear and i broke up a few days ago and i am just coming to terms with it. i am glad that we are still best friends and can still have fun together. i hope we get back together later like we had talked about possibly doing. it's really messed up when u miss someone who is right next to u. well that is all i have for now.

Three
I'm such an idiot. I really am, and now i'm bitter, and depressed, have no confidence. It's like the Ed situation all over again. How can someone be soo shallow, and hurtful and not realise what they're doing? Do they not know that I have feelings to. I'm not shallow. You knew me before, and you know me now. What's changed?! Please tell me, because i didn't lie, or decieve you. I didn't give you false pics and i never admitted to be petite or skinny. EVER. I know i'm overweight. Trust me, i know it better than anyone. But I live with myself, I have to. There's nothing I can do this instant to make it disappear. Life doesn't work like that. Life never works the way you want it to. Just give me another chance, look at me and think how you did before. Look at me and see what's on the inside for fucks sake. See me. That's all I ask. You know, it really fucking hurts, and it's not the first time it's happened. It it most probably won't be the last. I know that i'll face th

Reminder *giggles*
I am in a contest, but having trouble posting the link to go directly there... so I'm posting the link to the HOST of the contest, please go into his photos and click onto my pic and vote PLEASE... I know I'm beggin... but it's not everyday that I am apart of something like this... I know this might be odd for some of you to vote in (like my sweetie Ashley) but voting for me boost my spirits :o) here's the link of the host ... now... VOTE!!!!!!!!!!! madmick72 The Beautiful Puppies Contest has commenced get your votes in@ LostCherry *Hugs n Kissies* *~*PurteeLadee*~* P.S. I am posting this reminder to let ya'll know that the comments left is the vote, including the 10's but for the vote to count it's the comment... Come on ya'll... go leave him comments in his photos where he has the list it's the bottom section then click onto my picture, LEAVE A COMMENT and give it a 10 ... I'll lovers ya'll forever!!!

Naked
i have pics of me showing all. mine arent up cause i dont know if you lovely girls even care to see something. i see cock all over this site is that something that you girls actually look for in a guys profile. if i need to put mine up let me know. if i need any certain pics of me ill take them for you just tell me

Until I Was Loved By You
You came into my life unexpectedly, and everything took a turn for the better. Your warm eyes, your laugh, the sincere way you speak, and the kindness you showed me, all became a part of my life. As you unfolded yourself to me, I discovered more and more beauty. I have never seen so much gentleness in one person. Without even knowing it, you were slowly making a place for yourself in my heart. It used to seem so hard at times to feel so close in a relationship. But it’s so easy to feel close to you. I can’t tell you how nice that feels. I realize now that I had never known what it meant to be loved until I was loved by you.

Cussin!!
Cussin' A 6 year old and a 4 year old are upstairs in their bedroom. "You know what? ' says the 6 year old. "I think it's about time we started cussing." The 4 year old nods his head in approval. The 6 year old continues, "When we go downstairs for breakfast, I'm gonna say something with hell and you say something with 'ass." The 4 year old agrees with enthusiasm. When their mother walks into the kitchen and asks the 6 year old what he wants for breakfast, he replies, "Aw, hell, Mom, I guess I'll have some Cheerios." WHACK! He flies out of his chair, tumbles across the kitchen floor, gets up, and runs upstairs crying his eyes out, with his mother in hot pursuit, slapping his rear with every step. His mom locks him in his room and shouts, "You can just stay there until I let you out!" She then comes back downstairs, looks at the 4 year old and asks with a stern voice, "And what do YOU want for breakfast, young man?" "I don't know," he blubbers, "but you ca

Auntie Agatha
I havent explained before and feel I should enlighten you. Auntie Agatha is a relation who always wore her rather "Sensible Tweed Hat" it matched her rather Sensible Tweed Skirt which underneath, when she lifted it you cud see her boobs dangling as she didnt wear a bra in later years. You could also see her rather Sensible Huge Tweed Knickers but I dont even wish to go there!! she hated the idea of waxing and believed Au natural was best but my god she sprouted a rainforest. (plus she had a full moustache and goatie beard) Unfortunately when she died which was only last tuesday she left the skirt to a cousin...and her knickers to the vicar.......dont ask! I would have looked dapper in that outfit!! She trained Scottish terriers and other small animals...actually if I remember rightly she learnt how to encourage them in what to do with a hard kick up the backside Each morning she would start the day with a stiff whiskey and was a stickler for tradition in that she ended t

To All Mean Parents!!
Mean Parents When my children are old enough to understand the logic that motivates a parent, I will tell them, as my Mean Mom/Dad told me: I loved you enough . . . to ask where you were going, with whom, and what time you would be home. I loved you enough to be silent and let you discover that your new best friend was a creep. I loved you enough to stand over you for two hours while you cleaned your room, a job that should taken no more than 15 minutes. I loved you enough to let you see anger, disappointment, and tears in my eyes. Children must learn that their parents aren't perfect. I loved you enough to let you assume the responsibility for your actions even when the penalties were so harsh they almost broke my heart. But most of all, I loved you enough . . . to say NO when I knew you would hate me for it. Those were the most difficult battles of all I'm glad I won them, because in the end you won, too. And someday when your children are old

Boo To Getting Sick
so im getting over my sinus infection yayyyy! and i dont sound like a man anymore yayyy hahaha! ok so i didnt exactly sound like a man just like a semi squeaky mannish frog for a day or two... it was extremely attractive ohhh man. hahahaha. my nose is running though and in not liking it too much.

Appetizer: Bacon-wrapped Shrimp With Creamy H
Title: Yield: 6 Ingredients: 24 Uncooked large shrimp, Peeled and deveined 24 Canned whole water chestnuts Drained 12 Bacon slices, cut crosswise In half 6 tablespoons (3/4 stick) unsalted butter 1 8-oz. package cream cheese, Room temperature 1/2 cups Mayonaise 1/2 cups Sour cream 3 tablespoons Prepared horseradish 1 tablespoon Fresh lemon juice Hot pepper sauce (Tobasco) White pepper Wrap 1 shrimp around 1 water chestnut. Wrap in 1 bacon piece and secure with toothpick. Repeat with remaining shrimp, water chestnuts and bacon. Melt 3 tablespoons butter in heavy large skillet over high heat. Add half of shrimp and cook until bacon browns, anbout 2-1/2 minutes per side. Transfer to large gratin dish. Repeat with remaining butter and shrimp. Preheat broiler. Beat cream cheese in medium bowl until smooth. Add remaining ingredients and beau until blended. Season with salt. Spoon sauce over shrimp.

Off To The Fair...
so today i am going to the Big (lol) fresno fair. i am not much of a rides person so i am basically just gonna walk around alll day and eat ridiculas amount of food...lol plus the black crows are playing and david is dying to see them so we will prolly watch some of the show....so thats where ill be all day... see everyone later....or tomorrow if i end up drinking tooo...lol

Voltaire - When You're Evil
When the Devil is too busy And Death's a bit too much They call on me by name you see, For my special touch. To the Gentlemen I'm Miss Fortune To the Ladies I'm Sir Prize But call me by any name Any way it's all the same I'm the fly in your soup I'm the pebble in your shoe I'm the pea beneath your bed I'm a bump on every head I'm the peel on which you slip I'm a pin in every hip I'm the thorn in your side Makes you wriggle and writhe And it's so easy when you're evil This is the life, you see The Devil tips his hat to me I do it all because I'm evil And I do it all for free Your tears are all the pay I'll ever need While there's children to make sad While there's candy to be had while there's pockets left to pick While there's grannies to trip down the stairs I'll be there, I'll be waiting round the corner It's a game. I'm glad I'm in it 'Cause there's one born every minute I pledge my allegiance, to all things dark And I promise on my damned soul T

Black Sabbath Lyrics - "headless Cross
Look through the people, and on through the mist to the hill of the headless cross Where all witches meet, on a night such as this and the power of darkness is host They come face to face, eye to eye, soul to soul with and Angel that fell from the sky Borne on the air, the screams and the wails of the masses appointed to die Listen for the feet as they pound the land to a tune of thunder Watch as the legions ride again to a fate of death or torture At the Headless Cross, at the Headless Cross From the first evil night, when a black flash of light cut the crucifix half to the ground There's been no escape from the power of Satan on a nation so brave and so proud Listen for the feet as they pound the land to a tune of thunder Watch as the legions ride again to a fate of death or torture At the Headless Cross, at the Headless Cross How do you feel, when the locks refuse the key and the master is calling your name Does the luck of the charm, really keep you from

Just Thought This Was Neat
by: Scott Cunningham Candles gleam. Incense smoke swirls. Robed figures, chanting in a long-dead language, whirl around a rustic wooden table. On it sit sacred images—a robust female wearing a crescent Moon on her forehead, a horned male holding a spear in his upraised hand. All movement stops. A woman standing near the altar says: In this sacred space and time we call now the Old Ones: The Goddess of the Moon, of seas and rivers; The God of the rayed Sun, of valleys and forests: Draw near us during this Circle.This is Witchcraft. Two thousand miles away, a 15-year-old girl affixes a green candle onto a Polaroid photo of a friend. In the darkened room she lights the candle. Her eyes closed, the girl visualizes her boyfriend’s broken arm surrounded by a purple light intended to quickly heal it.This, too, is Witchcraft. These two examples sum up Witchcraft. It is a religion, known as Wicca. It is also the practice of folk magic. The average person probably thinks t

Tigg's Blah Session 2!!
No folks I have not been slackin...I have been in the hospital havin some surgery and have not been feeling up to being here infront of the computer. Now that I am feeling like my old self, I can be free to write what I choose. I went back to work...I work with a physically challenged woman named Marianne...she is in a wheelchair. She missed the hell outta me when I was gone!! I missed her as well...We go bowling which is where I just was...and swimming with her as well. I have been reading all of the shit that has been going on in here and I don't like it one bit! If people have things to say to another person they should just bloody well find them and talk to them in person...instead of leaving their shit to all who can see...grow up and get a life!! I don't have time in my life to put up with the bullshit...and neither do most people!! Anyhow...that is enough of the soapbox for me today I need to get back to work!!

Always The Prankster..
A few years ago, I had the displeasure of working in the IT field for a corporate office in Tampa. This company has call centers, all over the global, which we maintained & monitored all network, telephony and server status(s). With that, we had a network operations center that had these big screen TVs on the walls which showed all our connections. We got this new manager, Jayboy (Jason) whos was constantly wiping this brown substance off his nose. :>P Anyways, he was soooo fun to play with. I worked nights from 11:00pm until 7:00am, mainly by myself. In this time, I concocted little ways to mess with him. One time, I took a screenshot of our telephony screen. The screen was label'd with major centers in Tampa, Costa Rica, China, Europe, India and the Philipines. Each center had a line which showed different colors, depending on up or down status, green for up and red for down, yellow for trouble pending. Well, with this screenshot, I opened MS Paint and made the green lines..

Loooooong List Of Famous Last Rpg Words Pt1
001-"Let's go in." 002-"Let's not go in." 003-"I follow them." 004-"I stab the dragon and tell it to get off me." 005-"I drink the bottle marked POISON on the off-chance that it's the extra-healing potion." 006-"I kill it." 007-"Let me handle this." 008-"Whaddya mean, a pentagram only has FIVE sides?" 009-"What a useless scroll. It just says, HASTUR HASTUR HASTUR over and over again..." 010-"Click?? ...This doesn't come with ammo?" 011-"Why is your torch flame turning blue?" 012-"AAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAHHHHHHH" 013-"Trust me." 014-"I never get lost." 015-(A corridor ahead is full of brown mold) "I cast Fireball down the hall, then send my fire elemental to investigate." 016-"Dammit, this thing won't die!" 017-a)"I bet without Mjolnir you're a real wuss." b)"He looks like a wuss to me." 018-"He hit me for HOW MUCH?????" 019-"They're only kobolds!" 020-"Hey, this chest just bit me!" 021-"I try to move silently in plate armor

I Hate Dentists!!
UGH, don't ya just love goin' to the Dentist?? Not me, spent the first part of my day at one... By the end of October I'll hate them even more :( Have two more appointments this month and even with insurance it's gonna run right at $500.00, fun fun. Just laying here right now in pain, not sharp but a throbbing pain hopefully the meds will kick in soon... Speaking of meds that's another place I hate "the pharmacy"... If I hadn't of gotten Drew to go with me I would have been sitting for most likely one and a half to two hours, they were PACKED... But since Drew went they let us go into the active duty line... Not to much else goin' on around here. Drew's change of Command and promotion are on 01 NOV. After all of that I have to get over to one of the hangers here on Hood for a USO event, stuffing care packages for troops deployling from Hood. Jack Daniels is putting the event on and after it's over they're giving us a BBQ and concert with Craig Morgan. That will be ONE bus

Crazy Bitch
Alright Break me down You got a lovely face We're going to your place and now you got to freak me out Scream so loud getting fucking laid You want me to stay but I got to make my way Chorus Hey you're crazy bitch but you fuck so good I'm on top of it When I dream I'm doing you all night Scratches all down my back to keep me right on (Repeat) Take it all the paper is your game You jump in bed with fame Another one night payed for you're so fine it won't be a loss Cashing in the rocks just to get you face to face Chorus Hey you're crazy bitch but you fuck so good I'm on top of it When I dream I'm doing you all night Scratches all down my back to keep me right on (Repeat) Get the video Fuck you so good Get the video Fuck you so good Crazy bitch Crazy bitch Crazy Bitch Chorus Hey you're crazy bitch but you fuck so good I'm on top of it When I dream I'm doing you all night Scratches all down my back to keep me right on Hey you're crazy

Waiting
I promised myself I wouldn't wait Wouldn't wait for you, I promised myself I would move on But deep inside I knew... Moving on is so hard You never know how life may be, I always thought if I waited long enough You would eventually come back to me. Copyright Christina Miller 2006

Books
Just going to list a few books Ive read that I really enjoyed She's Come undone.. I know this much is true The Five people you meet in heaven .. Of Mice and Men.. The works of Poe... Honk and hollar opening soon .. Shoot the moon.. Where the heart is .. Icy Sparks .. Sleep my child forever Am I old Yet ?..