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NO MATTER HOW HARD I TRY, NEVER SATISFIED! THIS IS NOT A HOME, I THINK I'M BETTER OFF ALONE! YOU ALWAYS DISAPPEAR EVEN WHEN YOU'RE HERE! THIS IS NOT MY HOME I THINK I'M BETTER OFF ALONE! HOME! HOME! THIS HOUSE IS NOT A HOME! HOME HOME THIS HOUSE IS NOT A HOME! HOME HOME THIS HOUSE IS NOT A HOME!... I THINK I'M BETTER OFF ALONE!!!
my song of the moment and cut up lyrics...adrenaline rush...urge to scream, to break, to smoke, to get high, to rebel, to die, to leave... in case you didnt hear, i've changed now...out of necesity to not get hurt again. i'm coldhearted, i dont give a fuck anymore. i chased away friends when i was the way i was before, so why bother having friends now? i talk to guys i like, guys i want to at least be friends with but then as soon as they hear i wont go along with their hormonal needs, they drop me and it hurts. i'm FUCKIN TIRED of it all!! i'm tired of college, of work, of backstabbing friends, of crying everyday late at night, of bodily needs (like hunger), of school, of gettin used and then called easy. so FUCK YOU you backstabbin bitches. i'm fuckin tired of ur bullshit, of making me believe u care about me and letting me get attached. i fuckin told you from DAY ONE that i get attached easily. so thank you bitches, especially justin, for makin me see that people like you, justin, arent worth my fuckin time. ...sadly i'll prolly forget in like a day...but as of right now, i'm cold and careless...I'LL BE COMING HOME JUST TO BE ALONE! CUZ I KNOW YOU'RE NOT THERE AND I KNOW THAT YOU DONT CARE! I CAN HARDLY WAIT TO LEAVE THIS PLACE!!!... BY THE TIME YOU COME HOME, I AM ALREADY STONED!! YOU TURN OFF THE TV AND YOU SCREAM AT ME! I CAN HARDLY WAIT TIL YOU GET OFF MY CASE!!...
oh, and btw, this goes hand in hand with "whatever happens happens". meaning, i dont give a fuck anymore about my safety or any one around me. it's my way of healing...that and a sharp object. FUCK YOU IF YOU BROKE MY HEART AND/OR HURT ME!!!!I'M BETTER OFF ALONE
