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Bored
Your Birthdate: January 26 You lucked out the the skills to succeed in almost any arena. Put you in almost any business or classroom, and you'll rise to the top. You're driven and intense, but you also know when to kick back and cooperate. Your ability to adapt to almost any situation is part of what's going to make you a success. Your strength: Your attention to detail Your weakness: You can be a little too proud of your successes Your power color: Turquoise Your power symbol: Arrow pointing up Your power month: August hmmph.. all of its true... cept the color thing... I hate turquoise... ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Your Theme Song is Back in Black by AC/DC "Back in black, I hit the sack, I've been too long, I'm glad to be back" Things sometimes get really crazy for you, and sometimes you have to get away from all the chaos. But each time you stage your comeback, it's even better than the last! What's Your Theme Song

Fyi
For those who have messaged me! I am 30 years old I am a full time mom and college student I do not "Yahoo" I love to chat on IRC and I can be found there all the time since I have my own network. I am not a stupid girl :) I am not here to "hook up" YOU will not see me naked I am shy I drink Pepsi I love music My fave TV shows are Lost/ER/CSI/Charmed and I like reality shows like The surreal Life and Hells Kitchen. I am watching the Grease one now. I do not think I am anything special. I was not the pretty popular girl in Highschool or anything. My Birthday is April 30th I have 3 computers I am a 80s and 90s junkie...I love pop culture Now reply and tell me stuff about you! You wanna be "friends" well tell me about you!!!!! And don't hit and run on my blog..its insulting..you read it reply! TELL ME ABOUT YOU!

Don't Fuck With This Wolf!
Okay you know what? I've been down over the last couple of days due to the loss of my friend who i was close with as we had gone threw basic and ait together and him dying was a big loss to me. But you know what? He wouldnt want me to be sitting here letting little insects trying to take bites out of me. I had a dream last night and he talked to me, he asked me why i was letting little bitches get to me why i am letting pathetic little creatures take a nibble out of me. He told me to strap my boots on and start kicking some ass. I have no idea if my dream was just that a dream that i wanted to have or if i really did talk to him. I would like to think that i got to talk to him and that the things he said were true. He told me he felt no pain, that it was fast and he is at peace and just asked me to take care of his family the best i could and to be there for his kids. I promised him i would! And he made me promise i would stop this silly nonsence by letting people get to

The American Way !!
American History is at times embellished Consequently it's sometimes wrongly cherished John Wayne simply portrayed the Hollywood view He fought make-believe battles all life through From the Alamo - to World War II But it is in the Native American domain That myth is portrayed to be most profane The Indian brave is blatantly misrepresented Truth was bent to the advantage of Daniel Boone So much of history is still cocooned For American Aboriginals had hearts and souls With family pride and sacred goals A grace and pride that reaches back in time "Wakan Tankan Nici Un" in Cherokee Means - May the Great Spirit walk with thee Geronimo went on to say "Yigaquu osaniyu adanvto adadoligi nigohilvi nasquv utloyasdi nihi" "May the Great Spirit always give you blessings" Hardly the chant of a crazed assassin They believed in one God With the philosophy - that was clearly stated "Ho! Mitakuye Oyasin" "We Are All Related - our Earthly meeting is surly fated" For

This Is What Jack Does When He's Going Crazy
he makes a full batch of black as night coffee at 6 in the morning gets nearly naked and sits in the middle of his room listening to music and writing his thoughts down. and has a party with a 20 dollar bill

Beer Scooter
How many times have you woken up in the morning after a hard night drinking and thought 'How on earth did I get home?' As hard as you try, you cannot piece together your return journey from the pub to your house. The answer to this question is that you used a Beer Scooter. The Beer Scooter is a mythical form of transport, owned and leased to the drunk by Bacchus the Roman God of Wine. Bacchus has acquired a large batch of these magical devices. The Beer Scooter works in the following fashion; The passenger reaches a certain level of drunkenness and the "Slurring Gland" begins to give off a pheromone. Bacchus or one of his many sub-contractors detects this pheromone and sends down a winged Beer Scooter. The scooter scoops up the passenger and deposits them in their bedroom via a trans-dimensional portal. This is not cheap to run, so a large amount of the passengers in pocket cash is taken as payment. This answers the second question after a night out, 'How did I spend so much

Hey Everyone
Hey whats up everyone? Not much here just thought I would post a blog and say hi to everyone and let you all know that I am new on cherrytap and would like to let everyone know that if you need to talk to me hit me up or if you need anything in general just hit me up. Well it will be great getting to know everyone so ttyl peace!!

A Little Bit More O' Me.
Time started: 1:47 pm Sex: male Birthday: 6-10-76 Siblings: I brother, countless little sisters Eye color: Redish Brown Shoe size: 12 Height: 5 9 What are you wearing: Clothes Where do you live: Cleveland Righty or lefty: Righty Can you make a dollar in change right now: With some pennies in fact. Who are your closest friends: Gary and marcel and AJ and...... Best place for a date? A comedy club, trust me. Where is your fav place to shop: Mall Favorite kind of plant: I like trees Fave Color: Black and Red Fave Number: 19, Bernie Kosars Jersey number Fave Boys Name: Dude Fave Girls Name: Hey Bitch. Fave Sport: Football Fave Month: October!!!! Movies: In this order, Star wars, Topgun, Boondock saints, matrix. Juice: With gin Finger: Thumb Breakfast food: Cap'n Crunch Favorite cartoon character: All time, Captain cave man!!!!!!! Given anyone a bath: uh, no.

Go
go ma to the back of the club to vip come chill wit me pop a bottle of bubbly have a nice conversation mind liberated with thoughts of mental masturbation go ma come with me back to my crib lay your thoughts on me no need to take your clothes off just wanna get to know ya better hold you when its cold outside bad weather ma let me be ya sweater have a drink lay down on the mink so i can look back stare deep into your eyes yeah must cats lookin at ya thighs but no need for sex tonite holdin ya tight caressing ya body all through night not speaking a word let the motions be my adverbs going through the night emotions exploding her heart my heart imploding with depths of love

Updates,fetish Ball & Shit Like That...
So first i'll do the updates on site here. I at last got around to doing something to make my profile more me.It's never done it's always changing much like I am. But it's jazzed up a bit & it has a song that means alot to me on it now.I'll only say it was a song that was M7m & myselfs. That's enough said. The updates on me..well i'm loveing London. Except it's colder then I expected. But so far I'm enjoying living here. I still order chips n get fries and vice versa but I'm learning. And My Harley will be arriving from the states come tues. after noon so i'm pumped to have my ride again. Yeah,to damn cold to ride it but then I've been known to ride it in KS soo... Still singel. Not a shock there. Some wounds will never heel & I'm just not ready for anyone new just yet. Well at least outside of the polly household I'm finding I am a part of... And I interview for a Djing job thurs. as well. So soon I'll have work. And it works well cause my hours will work around when i'm needing

I Want To Know....
PLEASE IF YOU DO NOT HAVE ME FANNED, FRIEND, OR COMMENTED ME IN A WHILE PLEASE DO SO I AM TRYING TO LEVEL OFF AND ANOTHER THING DO ANY OF YOU READ THESE THINGS LET ME KNOW PLEASE BY POSTING A COMMENT HERE THANKS....Tammy xoxoxo

He Wrote This For Me
i sat here looking at the night sky, thakful for ever day , i get to look in your eyes, or hold you and say, how much i need and want you in my life, tis true love indeed, no matter the joy pain or strife, to walk, to cry, to talk, to fly, on this crazy ride, that they call life, i want u by my side, to be my wife, the kids may leave, we may turn old, in times we may greave, our love never grows cold, god began to bless, sent me you, in that beautiful dress, eternal love so true

Wow
wow i am really happy at myself for taking the time to come on this site and sign up for it... at first when i heard about this website from i friend i thought to myself that it was probley going to be another wanna be myspace full of people that are so stuck up and so full of them selves but no every one has been really cool iv met alot of cool people this girl kat took the time to do some work on my photos (thanks kat) i got my hot friend to join... i havent had so much fun on a web site for very long time thanks to all of you that have taken the time to rate, comment, etc. me

Court Date
Today is my court date with my ex due to contempt. I am really nervous (I didn't do anything wrong). I don't know how everyone feels about this sort of stuff, but I could really use some prayers right now. It would mean a lot to me. Thanks. I will let you know tomorrow how it went as i have to work today and tonight.

Warm Hearts
May you find serenity and tranquility in a world you may not always understand. May the pain you have known and the conflict you have experienced give you the strength to walk through life facing each new situation with courage and optimism. Always know that there are those whose love and understanding will always be there, even when you feel most alone. May you discover enough goodness in others to believe in a world of peace. May a kind word, a reassuring touch, and a warm smile be yours every day of your life, and may you give these gifts as well as receive them. Remember the sunshine when the storm seems unending. Blessings always and forever after...

Star Lit
Your eyes are starlit, your sitting smiling, your lies are starlit, tonight. Look into my eyes tonight, help me explain my mind. What you see ain't what you get, you ain't seen nothing yet. The music blasts from the bass, I'm blind, despite that I can see. Walking alone sets me free, a cold winter, as snowflakes dance, people wait, will they bring the truth, let me show you the way into my eyes. Could you explain what you've done? What you've seen? To me? Can you see me?

Chapter Four
Give me your hand, (Conceived and born was one of light) blood is spilt and man will follow infernal man, (Rain and dark, the other born black night) punishment too great to bear Raise your head and taste the courage (the one of light) Fall from grace, unholy night I've come here to kill you, won't leave until you've died Murder born of vengeance, I closed my brothers eyes tonight... It's cold tonight as the clouds turn grey and from my hands to my brothers grave You took his side, you took his gift, feel the power of a fallen man, crestfallen man... Far away in this land I must go, out of the site of the One. A punishment sent from his hand a hardship that no one should know Now go out of the site of the One, away in this land you must go. Where has he gone? What have you done? A voice commands from high above this earth. From the soil his blood cries out to me Murder, liar, vengeance, deceit. Far away in this land I must go, out of the sit

Trashed And Scattered
Keep on writing you're just raping yourself (nothing can take my mind away from them) Don't you ask about me, ask 'bout somebody else (Once I've fallen there's many stories to tell) I can feel it, won't embrace it, it's overwhelming how far you take it (Stuck in a state of questioning) And don't you tell me you know we're destined, you won't convince me, I won't listen (Resentment building, you've put our lives on hold) Trashed and scattered again, I'm feelin' so low You waste your breath while fuckin' with me, my blood is so cold My destination always unknown, I'll find my way there But you Goddamn Motherfuckers always wasting my time I won't be the victim, but the first to cast a stone Sedated nights to the bar room fights as metropolis takes its toll And don't you try to stop me, it's a place you'll never know Don't try to judge or take shots at me, I'll never let you seize control Play your game and walk away, your integrity don't mean shit Crawl on me you fuckin

Shut Up And Listen
I know that I am to be on vacation right now, but needed to get some things off my chest. First off I am so tired of people acting like their life is so hard and that they have been through so much. Don't get me wrong it might be, but don't broadcast it to everyone. Know that no matter what your friends love you, but stop and look. Damn it there are worse things out there. Do you not understand that life is what you make it damn it, make the most of it. Stop complaining all the time and looking at the past. Do you not understand that it is called the past for a reason. We learn and we grow. I am sorry for all that you have been through in your life, but suck it up, grow and be a better person because of it. Know that I am not saying any of this to upset you or to have you come to me and say why? Or ask me how could you. God life is to fuckin short to sit and complain of the love we lost or the things that have happened to us or the way you look. What it comes to is god damn it shut up

Sweet Friends
Friends is someone that u can count on. Friends is someone u love. Friends is someone u think of. Friends is someone that cares. Friends is someone who holds u . Friends is someone that prayes for u . Friends is someone that loves u . Friends is someone helps u Friend is someone that needs u Friend is someone that makes u laugh Friend is someone that knows u better then any one Friend is someone that loves u till the end. www.hostdrjack.com www.hostdrjack.com

Hmm
Im hungry :( Who wants to cook for me since anthonys being a poopy head and wont :'( ♥ haha I still love him though. But seriously since im really not on here much if you want to add me on myspace its www.myspace.com/ard317 ♥ RATE THIS BLOG AND ILL LOVE YOU FOREVERRR

Creative Default Picture - 012307
Just thought I would share this with you if you haven't seen it already....it certainly is showing a sense of humor without being so small that one couldn't see it when it is in thumbnail size. 3-Fingers@ CherryTAP Got to love this one too because of the lights/darks in the photo, the colors, and the personality demonstrated in the default photo... ღ Your Favorite Girl ღ@ CherryTAP This is certainly very different as well. Although the person isn't clearly defined, the shadows against the window is amazing... elwopo@ CherryTAP

Bam Bam Bam Bam Bam
Ok wrestling fans...If there are any Scott "BAM BAM BIGELOW" was found dead in this house friday night...He was found by his brother Todd Bigelow...He was 45 years old...I remember watching him as a kid..Please bow your heads wrestling fans...To the late the Great "BAM BAM BIGELOW"...He will be missed by many....

What A Kiss Means!
Ok today is a new day! Image I have found instructions telling me what a kiss means! Let me know what you think! *kiss on the ear--------------------"i'm horny" *kiss on the cheek-----------------"we're friends" *kiss on the hand------------------"i adore you" *kiss on the neck-------------------"we belong together" *kiss on the shoulder--------------"i want you" *kiss on the lips---------------------"i love you" or "i want you" *holding hands--------------------"we can learn to love each other" *a wink---------------------------------"Let's get it on" *slap on the butt---------------------"thats mine" *playing with the ear----------------"i can't live without you" *holding on tight---------------------"don't let go" *looking into each other's eyes---"let's get romantic" *playing with hair on head---------------"tell me you love me" *arms around the waist -----------"i love you too much to let go" *laughing while kissing-------"i am completley comfortable w/you" =advice= ***if you'

Just So That Yall Know...
i have been out for the past few dyas due to a family funeral. i'm in a weird sad mood and not real talkative. when things get a little better i will be back to my old self, until then i dont have it in me to "fake it" and be talktive or pay attn. I am sorry and hope yall understand. Much Love, Carrie

When I Close My Eyes..
There's so many things I didn't say And even though It may be too late I want you to know I still love you so Every car I meet Looks like your car Every movie I see You play the leading part You're on my mind Can't leave you behind When I close my eyes You're all I see In the dark of night You're in my dreams Throughout the day You're easy to find You're always there When I close my eyes In my mind I know You're far away But here in my heart Nothing has changed I'm still holdin' you Like I used to On a busy street In a crowded room Wherever I go It's just me and you Together again Girl it never ends When I close my eyes You're all I see In the dark of night You're in my dreams Throughout the day You're easy to find You're always there When I close my eyes You're always there When I close my eyes

The Truth....
what is the truth to one that perpetually lies? it cant ever be real for that person, it takes a lie to cover a lie to cover a lie and so on...always continuing the cycle til it cant end. I have no room in my life for anyone who chooses to be like this as a person. and i can only wish for peace to come to their life and possibly happiness. hopefully before anyone else has to be hurt or affected by the dishonesty. i will remember the better qualities of the person i am referring to and silently wish that person the best no matter how i feel personally as it is not something i will dwell on.

An Intimate Survey
ANSWER HONESTLY OR DON'T BOTHER!Age/Sex:33 femaleAre you a virgin?not even closeIf so you can stop now, If not how many people have you slept with?wow lets seee around 30Dated?manyKissed?manyBeen in love with?2Told you love?2Told they loved you?I am not sure I would guess around 6How many relationships?many short lived ones & 2 seriousLongest? Shortest?15 yearsBest and worst?my marriage was the best & the worstInfo about your first girl/boyfriend?I married himInfo about your first love?I married himLast girl/boyfriend?ahh I havent had one in about 18 yearsLast love?my childrenHow many people you dated seen you naked?all of emEver have a one night stand?yes Ever slept with someone and regretted it?yesHow many regrets? Why?I was having a sexual relationship with my ex husband for yearsWhere did you lose your virginity and to whom?At his house Devon Was it everything you expected?I hated it, I bled & ran home never lokking back & dumped his ass...Do you give head? How many people?yes

Private Parts
An old man, Mr. Goldstein, was living the last of his life in a nursing home. One day he appeared to be very sad and depressed. Nurse Tracy asked if there was anything wrong. "Yes, Nurse Tracy," said Mr. Goldstein, "My Private Part died today, and I am very sad." Knowing her patients were forgetful and sometimes a little crazy, she replied, "Oh, I'm so sorry, Mr. Goldstein, please accept my condolences." The following day, Mr. Goldstein was walking down the hall with his Private Part hanging out of his pajamas, when he met Nurse Tracy. "Mr. Goldstein," she said, "You shouldn't be walking down the hall like that. Please put your Private Part back inside your pajamas." "But, Nurse Tracy," replied Mr. Goldstein, "I told you yesterday that my Private Part died." "Yes, you did tell me that, but why is it hanging out of your pajamas?" (You gotta love this!!!!!!!!!!!) "Well, he replied, "Today's the viewing."

7 Kinds Of Sex
Recent research shows that there are 7 kinds of sex: The 1st kind of sex is called: Smurf Sex . This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone and you both have sex until you are blue in the face. The 2nd kind of sex is called: Kitchen Sex . This is when you have been with your partner for a short time and you are so horny you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen. The 3rd kind of sex is called: Bedroom Sex . This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine and you usually have sex only in your bedroom. The 4th kind of sex is called: Hallway Sex . This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both say "screw you". The 5th kind of sex is called: Courtroom Sex . This is when you cannot stand your wife any more. She takes you to court and screws you in front of everyone.< BR> The 6th kind is called Religious Sex, which means you get Nun in the morning, Nun in the

Very Happy
well i am very happy. well i am moving into a 4 bedroom house with a pool and a garage and it is only costng me 900 a month and that it. It is rent to own to. i have been down as of late and know i am very happy something is going my way. I went and looked at the house and i was pleased with it and i am moving within the nex 2 weeks so i will not be on again til i am done unpacking everything but for now i will be on to say hi to everyone.

Yay!!!!!! Music Is Now Feat. On
HEY HEY HEY JUST GOT WORD ..MUSIC IS NOW FEAT. ON TAGWORLD.COM JUST SEARCH YBE OR HOODFELLAS LISTEN TO MY MUSIC AT THE FOLLOWING SITES WWW.MYSPACE.COM/YBEDOORDIE WWW.IMEEM.COM SEARCH FOR Y.B.E OR HOODFELLAS WWW.TAGWORLD.COM SEARCH FOR YBE HOODFELLAS OR DOUGH STAKCS

Set A Shining Example
Set a shining example The world around you will follow the example that you set. The shortcomings in others that frustrate you the most are able to do so because they resonate with similar shortcomings in your own life. Make improvements in your own attitude and behavior, and you'll see corresponding improvements in those around you. Focus your own thoughts on the positive possibilities, and others will pick up on and emulate that focus. Stop searching for blame and start mending what's broken. Stop seeking to judge and start putting your values into positive, productive action. Your influence is far greater than you now realize. Use that influence wisely, to build, to grow, and to improve everything with which you are connected. Every achievement, every injustice, every inspiration, every frustration that you notice has something to teach you about yourself. Learn the lessons well, apply them with true commitment, and you'll change your world as well as yourself. Set a

Phantoms From An Angel's Past :(.......
Voices call upon the tears I hold back, taking me once more deeper into the shadows. Carrying me back in time to a place where pain engulfs my every thought and inch of skin. Darkness seems to light my path, holding me in chains I thought were broken free. Trailing with the look of what people want to see, only behind the smile and bright eyes they will never see the truth. Hidden by the colors of the rainbow, tears shed free. Mind creating visions of the past I once lived, now making it so real as if right now is where it began. The truth of what I lived through, many may never know. Marking me with so many scars that never show. Cutting edges under my skin, making it all painful to carry on. Trying to break free from the steel I enclosed myself with. Never allowing any tender hand to touch, yearning for closure that will someday be sought. Hope that carries me through each day, just barely gets me to the next. Closing my eyes seems like forever in time. Wishing and pleading

Sick And Tired Of Being Called Names And Being Told What To Do
ya know what...this is an open fuckin community...if I want to check on someone who used to mean something to me...that's my bloody right...not for somebody who didn't give a shit about anyone else's feelings to call me a bitch...I honestly don't give a flying fuck as to your opinion of me...and honestly someone with as much of a fucked up past as this person has no right to throw stones...I don't throw them at you...refrain from throwing them at me...and if you dislike me looking at your pages so much...fuckin block me!! and grow the fuck up while you're at it

Mardi Gras...
so with mardi gras only a few weeks away... im trying to figure out what my costume should me. Last year i was Wonder Woman and i need something different... i will be bartending and there isnt much room behind the bar... so i need a costume that will work while bartending.... ... no wilum im not going naked... any ideas?

My First Story
This is the first story that i have written. It was written in dedication of my Lady whom i proudly serve with all my heart...... ------------------------------------------------- The day at work had been a long one, Tori was tired and ready to come home. She gazed up at the clock, only one hour left until she was free. Every day that Tori sat here in the office directing others how to do their job, she could not help but to find displeasure. It hurt that she had to be the dominant woman in the building and make order, when her heart was in the setting of a submissive. Tori battled the fact in her mind that if she quit her job, she may not be able to afford the apartment that she had. If this happened she would have to move back home away from her Mistress. Her fingers curled around the pen she pressed small dots to the paper below while she thought things through. Finally it was time to go home. Tori picked up her work and straightened her desk before leaving, then she f

Baby Sitting Adventures
sorry i haven't been on tap in a while just took me a while to get rid of dial up (URGGHH) WELL tonight i start baby sitting again so no more going out for me LOL. just thought i would blog a bit and let ya'll know i'm still alive LOL

Diss Track Too Some Kid Who Made Fun Of My Sister In The Hospital
people love ta see sick get sick but too me he was born outta a infected clit so efective that he's sick ha i just had too put a chorus i'll have u beat down wit no remorse its a super power force that contains more game than u offcourse so remember that ur punches are weak heres the needle u should be put too sleep ur format is differnt but thats oh kay ur genitles will never get laid you ur self should sell out cause no doubt ur cd's wouldnt even sell off a self dont pout people love ta see sick get sick but too me he was born outta a infected clit so be efective that he's sick ur just another sick kid who gets beat bitch go find another niche cause rappin aint ya thing so ur new at audio in the studio people dont wanna hear ya faggot ass on the radio its unusual that i'll piss on ur grave at ur funeral its too basic that u ge the bird flu cause i heard that its quite the blues that u should quite LAGIT at tryin ta be sick its rough that u pause o

The 80's
I don't know about everyone else but I miss the 80's. The 80's was a fun time for me. I graduated Forestville Sr High in '84 and joined the Army four days later. The music was the best and is still played in my truck's CD player every time I ride. My two teenage kids hate riding with me. They can't believe their dad use to be a breakdancer....yes, I was a breakdancer. I'd kill myself now trying to do any of that. I know, sounds lame but I was having a good time. I even owned a couple of pair of parachute pants. Y'all remember those? The Army sent me to Germany for my first two years. I was in the Infantry and when I graduated Basic and AIT, I had $8,000 in my pocket. Don't have anything to show for it but I can tell some great stories. I stayed drunk for most of those two years. I've been to the real Octoberfest in Munich, I can always remember getting there but can never remember leaving. Dancing on top of the fest tables with the Germans, and the liter mugs of be

Let It Go
"LET IT GO" There are people who can walk away from you. And hear me when I tell you this! When people can walk away from you let them walk. I don't want you to try to talk to another person into staying with you, loving you, calling you, caring about you, coming to see you, staying attached to you. I mean hangup the phone. When people can walk away from you let them walk. Your destiny is never tied to anybody that left. People leave you because they are not joined to you. And if they are not joined to you, you can't make them stay. Let them go. And it doesn't mean that they are a bad person it just means that their part in the story is over. And you've got to know when people's part in your story is over so that you don't keep trying to raise the dead. You've got to know when it's dead. You've got to know when it's over. Let me tell you something I've got the gift of good-bye. It's the tenth spiritual gift, I believe in good-bye. It's not that I'm hateful, it's that I'm

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HaHA! Blog Time! That's right boys and girls! You're favorite pastime...updated again! .........um...ok I got it! I'll sing a song! Da-da, Da-da, Da-da, Da, Da-da, Da-da, Da-da, Da So I was thinking to myself when you passed me by "Here's what I like" And you were with somebody else but you can't deny That's me in your eye Do you know What it's like When it's wrong But it feels so right? [Chorus] Nothing in this world can stop us tonight I can do what she can do so much better Nothing in this world can turn out the light I'm gonna make you feel alright tonight. Da-da, Da-da, Da-da, Da, Tonight Da-da, Da-da, Da-da, Da Baby, you and I, we got what will never be You know I'm right So tell me what you're waiting for when you're here with me? Most guys would die You should know (you should know) What it's like (what its like) When it hurts (when it hurts) 'Cause it feels so right Nothing in this world can stop us ton

Still Awake
Nickelback ROCKSTAR! OMG I LOVE THIS SONG! Whoa, that's alot of caps! lol! The G is coming back on air!! *dances* If you havn't tuned in yet, then your really missing out. www.g-spot-radio.com Ive had the luck of meeting a real rockstar, not in person but chat online with, and he's just an amazing singer.. You all should check out Rocco Deluca and The Burden! Sher if you read this, tell R that I want a cut from promoting.. hahaha oh and take pix of the snow for me! I know how much you hate it, but its pretty no matta what you say bitch! HAHAHA Its 5am and im wired/drunk.. its funny I could lay down and pass the fawk out, but Im "trying" to work on some photos for skool.. why am I here typing you ask? its break time.. haha ok, back to work!

Goin Out With My Girls!
I went out last night for the first time in a long time... my girlfriends rawk!~ We went to this club in Columbus and I got so drunk...lol I danced with a guy who told me I was the hottest thing in the place... that was nice to hear.. My friends had to carry me to the car and in my house... then I puked... lol.. it was a good time.. yeah, and this site is confusing... I dont know how to do anything lol... but im going back to bed ttyl~

Archery Practice
(9 October 2000, Canada) A young man was brought into a Toronto hospital with an arrow in his brain. The police explained that the victim was with a friend at an archery range, and lost an expensive arrow by overshooting the target. The bowman searched the thicket behind the target, but couldn't find his arrow. So he called out to his friend, "Hey shoot another one," thinking it would help him locate the original. The friend complied, and the arrow flew true, striking the victim between the eyeballs and piercing his brain case. He is in intensive care and hemiplegic, with survival uncertain.

Wish Me Luck Peeps
okay so there are 30 seconds to mars tickets for the 16th of feb. and there are very few tickets cause its at a ballroom so please wish me the best of luck as I try and get my order in!!! ^_^ thanks my peeps, I will be sure to leave some comments for everyone as well too ^_^

You Might Be A Military Wife If.......
If you know what an LES is and can read it. If you know "going to the commissary" means the same as "going to the grocery store". If you've ever stood way down the dairy section aisle of the commissary waiting to be checked out by a cashier. (This usually happens on paydays.) If you're broke by around the 12th and 27th of every month. If you spend at least one day a week sleeping by yourself. If that one day a week is no big deal to you. If one week or one month away from your spouse is no big deal either. If you spend more time with your neighbors than your spouse or have ever felt "married" to one or more of your friends. If you've ever checked your email multiple times a day in hopes your spouse has written you and know how horrible email being "down" is. If the thought of another deployment makes you cringe. If you've ever stood helpless while your kids cry for Daddy (or Mommy), wishing you could tell them it wouldn't be long but knowing it's not true

A Deal In The Desert For Sen. Reid?
It's hard to buy undeveloped land in booming northern Arizona for $166 an acre. But now-Senate Majority Leader Harry Reid effectively did just that when a longtime friend decided to sell property owned by the employee pension fund that he controlled. In 2002, Reid (D-Nev.) paid $10,000 to a pension fund controlled by Clair Haycock, a Las Vegas lubricants distributor and his friend for 50 years. The payment gave the senator full control of a 160-acre parcel in Bullhead City that Reid and the pension fund had jointly owned. Reid's price for the equivalent of 60 acres of undeveloped desert was less than one-tenth of the value the assessor placed on it at the time. Six months after the deal closed, Reid introduced legislation to address the plight of lubricants dealers who had their supplies disrupted by the decisions of big oil companies. It was an issue the Haycock family had brought to Reid's attention in 1994, according to a source familiar with the events. It is a potential v

Wet T-shirt.
im trying to start up a new contest for everyone and there friends. this is one that i have not seen yet so lets give it a try. im looking for 5 to 10 people to enter a wet T-shirt contest.if you like to enter this contest plese send me a pic that u would like to use. when i get enough to start the contest i will let u know. thanks and please lets have fun with this one. P.S please repost

Bring Me Pain
Bring me pain please Sir Make me feel again Whip me, chain me, use me, and abuse me Just bring me pain Let me feel again for a while Watch the bruises bloom Under my snow white skin I need the pain Need to know I’m alive Need to feel if only for a short while So bring the pain please Sir Use whips of steel and braided leather As the welts raise and blood blooms I come alive loving the feeling Needing the pain Needing to feel again Craving the intense pleasure that comes As pain breaks and spreads over my body Sending me soaring out of this life Away from my pathetic body Into the night Only then do I truly live…

The First Time
I was 15 when I first laid eyes on Buster Hester. He was talk, bleached blond football player for my high school. I wanted them to tell his name but I never heard his name mentioned. My folks visited a church in Midfeild and I sat and watched this man in a choir robe. He looked liek the song director and so therefore must be older than me. Once church started and the choir came out I seen him. He was in the choir. We visited the next SUnday and this time we went to Sunday School. This same guy was in my class. How he must be my age. Slowly I learned that he went to my highs school and that he played football and that he bleached his hair. It was HIM! Needless to say I feel hard. I never loved anyone but him. I never dated. By the time I graduated Highschool he graduated 3 years before me. I was sad. We moved to North Alabama where I wrote letters back to Buster. One day after a few months of writing he wrote me back and all I cared about was the last 3 words he said...I

Dont Worry Be Happy!
ALRIGHT EVERYBODY LISTEN. LIFE IS SOMETHING THAT WE ALL SHOULD CHARISH DAY BY DAY SO LETS LIVE OUR LIFE WHY WORRY ABOUT ANYTHING WHEN IT TELLS YOU IN THA BOOK NOT TO WORRY.YOU SEE THATS WHY YOU SEE A LOT OF PEOPLE WALKIN AROUND LOOKIN ALL CRAZY TRIPPIN ON THEY ON FEET NOT KNOWING WHAT TO DO WITH THEMSELVES YOU KNOW WHY?CUASE THEY DID NOT LIVE THEY LIFE NOW THIS IS ONE THANG YOU SHOULD ALWAYS UNDERSTAND WE ALL GOT TO GO SOMEDAY BUT DONT LEAVE FROM THIS EARTH WITH THA WORRIES OF THIS WORLD ON YOUR MIND LEAVE HEAR KNOWING THAT YOU HAVE LIVED YOUR LIFE TO THA FULLIEST YOULL EVEN LOOK YOUNGER SO DO YOURSELF A FAVOR DONT LET LIFE LIVE YOU LIVE YOUR LIFE. IM OUT YALL TAKE IT EAZY.THIS MY FIRST BLOG AND I FILL LIKE I HALF WAY KNOW WHAT IM DOIN BUT AM I WORRIED KNAW IM CHILLIN CAUSE AINT NOBODY GONE READ IT BUT AM I WORRIED KNAW IM JUST GONE LIVE MY LIFE IM REALLY GONE THIS TIME FOLKS GOOD BYE.CROOKED D A$$A$IN

Zee First Time...
The first time… what a magical moment it is. In my dream of our first time, I picture that I arrive before you, preparing the room in anticipation for the much-awaited first union of our souls. I place cherry & vanilla candles throughout the room, creating a path of halos to light your way to me. A fire burns strongly in the stone fireplace, the smell of cedar filling the air. I put in a CD of Kenny G. The soft sultry sounds of a sax fill my head, the music dancing with my soul. I draw a bath to relax my nerves before your arrival. As I undress the steam in the room caresses my body, a sheen of sweat beads on my forehead. I pull my hair up and climb into the sunken tub. The white fluffy bubbles envelope me and the fragrance of Rafinee fills the air. The candles cast a comforting glow on the walls as I begin to unwind from the days work. I lay back, my eyes closed, letting the music transport me to another place. Time passes and with it the day's troubles fall like aged leaves on a t

Another Peom From Me To You
my sunshine, my sunshine is someone who, is there at night, there in the morning, who puts there feelings aside, to make other people happy, who makes work happy, who makes life happy, its not the sun shining bright, its your smile on a cloudy day, is someone worth living for, someone i could care for, my sunshine is someone like you.

Save The World - One Click At A Time!
This isn't a contest that I'm in, it is just a very good cause! Please help these great causes! Save The World - One Click At A Time!On each of these websites, you can click a button to support the cause -- each click creates funding, and costs you nothing! Bookmark these sites, and click once a day! Click here to post this on your page or 'blog

Clean Joke With No Dirty Words - Is It Really Possible?? Lol...
It is hard to find a joke today without a dirty word or two in it, but, here is one: Two tall trees, a birch and a beech, are growing in the woods. A small tree begins to grow between them, and the beech says to the birch, "Is that a son of a beech or a son of a birch?" The birch says he cannot tell. Just then a woodpecker lands on the sapling. The birch says, "Woodpecker, you are a tree expert. Can you tell if that is a son of a beech or a son of a birch?" The woodpecker takes a taste of the small tree. He replies, "It is neither a son of a beech nor a son of a birch. It is, however, the best piece of ash I have ever put my pecker in." Now wipe that smile off your face and pass it on.

As The Fun Continues!!
Ever since I met the couple the other night for the very first time...I have been with them for four more times! And going to meet them again the 5th time, this weekend, depending on the weather. The first night was basically me and her, the second night was the three of us with the introduction of my vibrator coming into play..tonight culminated in a threesome with literally getting my pussy eaten out to the point of i can not recall how many times i came, as well, as getting penetrated completely to the point of orgasm while in a 69 with her and her licking me!! Hot times, with no end in site..and pics of me and her to boot!! Hugs and Kisses Kelly

10 Questions Not To Ask Military Wives
10 Things all of us Military Wives get tired of hearing... *Repost* if you've ever felt like strangling someone for asking you one of these... 1. I don't know how you do it. Well, guess what? In all honesty, I don't know how I do it either. I just do. Because really, what other choice do I have? 2. I could never deal with it if my husband was gone for that long. Hmmm...how does hearing how someone else can't deal with it help me to deal with it? 3. Are you scared that something may happen to him while he's there? This one has always really perplexed me. Of course, I'm scared. I wouldn't be human if I wasn't. But being reminded of the fact that something may happen to him doesn't help me out. 4. Do you miss him? Every time I get asked this, I just want to respond "Oh, no, definitely not. I like it when he's gone. It gives me the chance to be all by myself 24 hours a day, 7 days a week. Who wouldn't want that?" Of course, I miss him. Would

Mom
Mom..it's been 5 years today that you were so violently taken from us..Never did I know that when I told you goodbye that morning that it would be the last time we would see you alive. You were My best friend for 45 years..and not a day goes by that I don't miss you. The days we spent together are always remembered and cherished.. There is NO ONE that ever replaces a Mother,and there will never be a better friend to Me.. ALL taken away by a fuckin Crackhead!!! I LOVE YOU MOM!!! R.I.P. Edith Mae "edie mae" Jordan. 4/24/37-2/1/02

Your Son Is Here
A nurse took the tired, anxious serviceman to the bedside. "Your son is here," she said to the old man. She had to repeat the words several times before the patient's eyes opened. Heavily sedated because of the pain of his heart attack, he dimly saw the young uniformed Marine standing outside the oxygen tent. He reached out his hand. The Marine wrapped his toughened fingers around the old man's limp ones, squeezing a message of love and encouragement. The nurse brought a chair so that the Marine could sit beside the bed. All through the night the young Marine sat there in the poorly lighted ward, holding the old man's hand and offering him words of love and strength. Occasionally, the nurse suggested that the Marine move away and rest awhile. He refused. Whenever the nurse came into the ward, the Marine was oblivious of her and of the night noises of the hospital - the clanking of the oxygen tank, the laughter of the night staff members exchanging greetin

Fear Of Love
i took a chance once before i found true love only to have my heart ripped and torn i swore never again i would never hurt again i sheilded what was left of my heart i let noone near and then i met someone who melted the ice the pain still exist, as does the fear loving again causes the fear not ever wanting that pain again afraid of the tear it scare me so to feel this way do i dare trust again can i really follow my heart or should i hide within this shell the fear is real is the love for real

In This Mirror-
Once was a dreamer, the kind who believed anything that was told, it was beautiful, so was she... she knew there were no corners to cut in this perfect circle. No lies were made to be told, and with love, she would never grow old. A heart full of young wishes, some that actually came true. Until that day she woke, and found herslf startled within her dream.. You saw that face, that smile, that hand caressing her cheek, she swallows the bile creeping in her throat. Its there, always there, waiting to explode, rocking her body across the floor. He saw her, loved her from the distance, wanting to bask within her light. If he only knew it was just a front, she claimed strength, it showed on her face, but within she was torn. working every day to mend the pieces, find the missing links that made her who she was, some day, she'll be more, she'll be everything you believed her to be...

To You Baby :)
You make me shake. No mistake. Inside I deflate. My heart is yours to take. Not break. Youve showed me love in a matter of time. Assuring me that I will be fine. Keeping your hand inside mine. I hold you and come undone. You make me feel like someone. No longer numb. How did this become? I see clearly. Things are clear. I feel you near even when you are not here. Im trapped. I wont look back. I like the way this reality feels. I know what we have is real. My heart so easily you steal. Ahh, Im happy. Smiling like tomorrow is here. Another moment with you. Another moment so true. How do you do what you do? You take my pain and make it joy. I even feel like a little boy. Please dont let this be destroyed. Into your life Ive been deployed. Im yours. Always know that this is true. Baby, my love is for you. I will do what i do. You will see in my eyes the truth. You mesmerized me last

What Is Love?
What is love? Having so many meanings to it So many thoughts about it Yet no one really knows To me love is a feeling A joining of two hearts And a joining of souls together Uniting as one So different Yet so understandable of one another Something complicated And blissful Its a joy inside all of us A feeling everyone goes through Whether it be for a lover Or a mother Love is a feeling unlike any other A strong bond between people It can be a number as small as two or as large as a million It can be the affection towards your pet Your parents Your family Or our nation It doesn't have to be for a person It can be about anything What if we were to find love within ourselves? Does that mean we love ourselves? Or just that we have a lot of emotion? No one truly knows We all have our own views on it In ones mind love can mean so much Yet not be shown It can be as hidden as the wind blowing Unleashing itself upon anyone at anytime Causing chaos and a whirlwi

Faded Away
Faded Away Like an old song The words are forgotten The music has died It's all just faded away Faded away Everything forgotten Everything dead It's all faded away Like an old masterpiece The colors are dulled The image is lost It's all just faded away Faded away Everything dulled Everything lost It's all faded away

Troubled Life
My life on earth is troubled its seen many ups and downs Sometimes its more than one should bare my hurts I want to drown. This isn't how I thought it'd be It's supposed to be much better I've always tried to be my best and never be the quitter. These days I don't have much to give my soul is sinking deeper. Lord lift me from this darkened place before I meet the reaper.

I'm Dying To Dream
On March 7, 1956, Mother of our Twins, Joan died ... it is at long last, my turn; my Brain whispers these words into my aching ears ... Love 'n (one more poem), RHEY ... ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ I'M DYING TO DREAM When from my arms, to underground, her body slid from view, alone again, I dreamed inside sobbing for my Love that died. Alone again, I dream inside, wanting to hear that I have died. Wanting to know we both are free to share sweet Love eternally. Alone again, I dream inside waiting to hear that I have died so WE can dream our lovers' dream ... together ... again! ~ ~ ~ RWH, Feb 2, 2007 ~ ~ ~

My Views Summed Up In A Quote
This is the first, and most likely the last, blog I'll ever post. I do it only because I have a couple of new friends, whose opinion I value very much, that I think will appreciate it. “When I listened to the idealistic ministers and politicians taken up I flights of rhetoric about the American ideal, I believed them. I still do. I believe that all the children of God stand before Him as exact equals. I believe that temporal power is an illusion and an irrelevancy. I believe that, because the president of the United States and, let us say, an illiterate sharecropper, occupy God’s affections solely according to God’s criteria, neither is owed either more or less respect than the other. Though these are things I believe, there are some things that I know. They are that upon these ideals American democracy was founded and that every citizen may, by right, and in any circumstance, properly demand them, and that I and everyone else serve only one master”. From "Memior from Antp

Power Of Man
A man has the power to love a woman in a way that she has never been loved, and yet hurt her with the same intensity. A man has the power to treat a woman like a queen then turn around and make her wish she was never born A man has the power to make a woman cry with happiness and joy, then turnaround and make her cry with hurt and anger. A man has the power to let a woman feel free and wanted, but also feel disgusted and unworthy. A man has the power to look a woman in her face and tell her he loves her, but turn around and sleep with her best friend. A man has the power to make you fall in love with him within days, and hate him within minutes. During sex a man has the power to make a woman feel like she's in heaven, and afterwards makes her feel like a whore. A man has the power to change a woman from having goals, To living out his goals instead of her own. Why is it that men have such power? They have so much power, because we give it to them. The

Hope
Love of my Life ... My Soulmate ... your my BestFriend... Part of me ... Like Breathing .... Now half of me is left.... I dont know Anything .. At All .... Who am I to say you love me.. I dont know anything ... at all.. Who am i to say.. you need me... Color me Blue .. Im lost in you . Dont know Why im still waiting. Many Moons .. have come and gone. Dont know why im still searching Dont know anything at all... And who am i to say .. you love me I dont know anything ... at all... And who am i to say .. you need me ...Hmm ... Now your a Song I love to Sing .. Never thought it feel so Free... Now I know Whats meant to be ... And thats ok with me ... But who am i to say .. you love me .. And who am i to say ... you need me ... And who am i to say .... You'll love me ... I dont know Anything .. at all ... And who am i to say ... you love me ... I dont know anything ... at all ... And who am i to say .. you need me ... I dont know a

Vday Sucks...
Valentine's Day...and why it SUCKS!!!! who is this "st. valentine" guy anyway? catholics claim he was third century roman priest who conducted marriages in secret even though marriage was prohibited by emperor claudious ii. others say he was beheaded for being a christian. roman historians believe that the febuary holiday is to celebrate their god lupercalia after he drove the wolves away. the french believe that valentine was a monk who brought two massacred children back to life. so let me see if i understand this. sometime around 1500 years ago there may have been a priest or monk or roman god that married soldiers, joined a cult, scared away dogs, or resurrected kids. what exactly does that have to do with naked angels firing arrows and stuffed animals holding flowers? and how did hallmark use this to decree that we spend at least one day a year feeling miserable and inadequate? those sitting at home lonely and depressed on febuary 14th are the lucky ones. in a world tha

I Think This Is Hilarious
Ok either the women in Europe are bottomless pits..or i'm entirely too small for my own good..cus good lord!! OK, so the Doctor told you five inches is quite normal. He was lying. Maybe your best mate said six inches was more than any girl can handle? He was lying, too. Well he would, wouldn't he? His laughable little trouser snake is probably even smaller than yours. Or, perhaps you're slipping the pork to one of those liberated, politically-correct girls who insists that the right size depends on preference and compatibility? You know, the ones who claim that being attentive to their sexual and emotional needs is far more important than being hung like a horse with elephantitus of the todger? And you believed her? You boys are so gullible. Prepare yourself for a BIG shock. The bitch is lying to you as well! I am am going to put you straight. Utterpants has conducted an exhausting (and I do mean 'exhausting' and not 'exhaustive') hands-on survey to settle this question once and

Could I Show How To Raise Your Family While Raising Your Income
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Grandma
I am so sad to announce that my Grandmother passed away this afternoon! She was a great lady and she will be missed soooooooo much! She was the only Grandmother I ever knew and she was the best! She was 90 and she had been going downhill very fast since Xmas. That woman had been through sooooo much in her life. She was a farmer, a mother, a Grandmother , a Great Grandmother and recently a Great Great Grandmother! She was also an EXCELLENT cook, always had been and loved to make people smile with her cooking. There wasn't anything she wouldn't do for her family or her friends. I hadn't seen her since Xmas but was planning a trip up there in a week to see her. We were too broke to make it up there to see her this weekend.. but I wished I would have found a way to. I knew her days were numbered but thought she would last a little longer. She was only in the nursing home for 5 days because my Dad had taken care of her for the last 3 yrs or so since my Grandfather passed. This is a pic of

Very Interesting, And Surprising!
I tried this and it really works. www.FamilyWatchDog.us Pass this on When you visit this site you can enter your address and a map will pop up with your house as a small icon of a house. There will be red, blue and green dots surrounding your entire neighborhood. When you click on these dots a picture of a criminal will appear with his or her home address and the description of the crime he or she has committed. The best thing is that you can show your children these pictures and see how close these people live to your home or school. This site was developed by John Walsh from Americas Most Wanted. This is another tool we can use to help us keep our kids safe. Please pass this on to everyone!!

Why I Became A Special Education Major
Children are precious. I don't know if you have ever been around children with special needs. My heart is big enough to find love for these angels. The children with Down syndrome are so loveable and precious. This child may take longer to say Momma I love you, but she speaks volumes with her smile and eyes. With Special Education programs, she can learn sign language and other methods of communicating with her parents. She can become a productive citizen in society. How do you say no to a beautiful baby like this one? Another case is Autistic children. Imagine having a child who at the age of 2years old. Stops making eye contact, no emotion, and no interation. With Special Education, these children can learn to interact and show love. Imagine how happy this mother was when her little boy played chase with her and recognized her as mom again. So many things I could post here. Keep these beautiful angels and others in your prayers. Why special education for me

Pagan Prayer--prayer Of Condolences
Oh mother goddess hear my prayer touch the hearts of the grieving for they need your comfort lay your never ending love around them so it will comfort their pain and help them remebr the good times so they dont fester on the lost so mote it be so blessed be

Depression
Depression.... Able to look at the world through tear stained eyes, Knowing that you have been told only lies. Trying to accept the truth that it is over- only t express your thoughts that needed to be spoken. Keep trying to find hope in what you believe, And all is found is lost like a ship at sea. Trying to accept what is real, And telling the world how you feel. Wanting to end it all, Only to make it easier by nightfall. Keeping it all from the ones who love you, Seeing that the truth and hiding it so deeply as you do. Hurting with each passing day, When all you need for someone to whisper "I LOVE YOU yesterday, tomorrow, and forever... I will stay." written by: Becky aka naughtyBBWnurse on o2/04/2007

My Mind Has A Leak.
As some of you may or may not have noticed... I've had that fun little "sick" status symbol up for the past few days. No, I'm not making a web trend... I'm actually quite ill. It sucks. The plus side is that I'm already 3 whole days without a cigarette... but quitters never win, so I'll pick it back up when I've got the strength. I have not done any of those oh so boring daily photos either. By now, my reasoning should be obvious. I don't even think I'm really sick anymore. I only had symptoms for about 12 hours, most of which I slept through. After that, I just sort of... have been recovering from being so sick. Mind you, it was a rough 12 hours. Anyhow, I'm all strung out, and not on medicine, but just on exhaustion. I don't really do the whole "nyquil/pepto-bysmol/Tylenol" thing. I know far too much about chemically processed drugs to voluntarily put them into an already ailing body. My immune system deserved an opportunity to handle business before I go in and start trying to run

Although,the Distance Is In Between...
~Me~ YOU ARE SO FAR AWAY, MY HEART ACHES, OF YOUR DREAMS I AM JEALOUS OF, FOR I AM, IN YOUR ARMS. YOUR LIPS I HUNGER FOR YOUR BREATH IS MINE AS I INHALE THE SCENT OF YOUR LOVING MOUTH YOUR BODY CLOSE TO MINE I CRAVE DAY AND NIGHT I NEED THE WARMTH AND TENDERNESS AND EVERY THOUGHT OF YOU THAT TRAVELS THROUGH MY HEAD. ~You~ YOU ARE SO FAR AWAY, YET IN MY DREAMS YOU ARE CLOSE IN YOUR ARMS I REMAIN AND YOU SMILE I DESIRE YOU MORE WITH EACH BREATH I TAKE, I CHERISH YOUR LOVE WITH YOU LOVE IS REAL YOUR HEART IS TRUE I AM COMPLETE AND I LOVE YOU. ~~~~~**~~~~~

Graveyarding, February 5, 2007.
Graveyarding, February 5, 2007. I want to know what it says. I bet a lot of pictures are taken of this one. You'll have to excuse if they are a little fuzzy. I turned off the flash for obvious reasons, and my withdrawals were making me shake. I could not keep myself still. It was just beautiful. The pathways snaked all over the yard, so I probably walked a good three miles even though the yard itself is not that big. Cool pad. It's just so appropriate for a graveyard. Are they being protected, or are we? "The paths of glory lead but to the grave"... ah, the things I learned from Candleshoe. This one was too worn down to read, so I got a closer look. There are some amazing oak trees there. Me walking a decorative edge. I was not climbing, just reaching. I loved the flowers. Pointing to god? Nature's reclaimation. Really blurry, sorry. I just loved this! I really thinks it's amazing that the groundskeepers didn'

Prayer Wheel For Our Soldiers
Please send this on after a short prayer. Prayer wheel for our soldiers...please don't break it Prayer Wheel "Lord, hold our troops in your loving hands. Protect them as they protect us. Bless them and their families for the selfless acts they perform for us in our time of need. I ask this in the name of Jesus, our Lord and Savior. Amen." Prayer Wheel: When you receive this, please stop for a moment and say a prayer for our troops around the world There is nothing attached.... This can be very powerful.... Just send this to all your friends. Do not stop the wheel, please... Of all the gifts you could give a US Soldier, Sailor, Airman, Marine &others deployed in harm's way, Prayer is the very best one.

Big And Beautiful
you know what guys wake up big is beautiful we are more easy going because we don't think our shit doesn't stink and we are great lovers you don't have to be a toothpick to be beautiful most people in the us are big so why are we worried about being thin we need to look deaper thin just looks give big beatiful girls a chance so start looking for us bbw we will show you a good time

Thinking Of You
Thinking Of You I sit here quietly and watch the sun set Thinking of someone that I've never met I wonder does he think of me too Needless to say I am thinking of you Wanting to hold you, to see your face To take me away to a better place Feel so right, too good to be true I just can't stop thinking of you My friends say that I might regret maybe Losing my heart to a guy I've not met I say there is nothing I can do I cannot help thinking of you I believe you are special But wonder if that could possibly be I'm tired of being so alone and blue But I always smile when thinking of you..

When Girls Drink To Much...
WHEN WE GIRLS DRINK TOO MUCH.... 1. WE HAVE ABSOLUTELY NO IDEA WHERE OUR PURSE IS. 2. WE BELIEVE THAT DANCING WITH OUR ARMS OVERHEAD AND WIGGLING OUR BUTT WHILE YELLING "WOO-HOO!" IS TRULY THE SEXIEST DANCE MOVE AROUND. 3. WE'VE SUDDENLY DECIDED THAT WE WANT TO KICK SOMEONE'S ASS AND HONESTLY BELIEVE WE COULD DO IT TOO. 4. IN OUR LAST TRIP TO PEE, WE REALIZE THAT WE NOW LOOK MORE LIKE A HOMELESS HOOKER THAN THE GODDESS WE WERE JUST FOUR HOURS AGO. 5. WE DROP OUR 3:00 A.M. TACO ON THE FLOOR (WHICH WE'RE EATING EVEN THOUGH WE ARE NOT AT ALL HUNGRY), PICK IT UP AND CARRY ON EATING IT 6.WE START CRYING AND TELLING EVERYONE WE SEE THAT WE LOVE THEM SOOOOO MUCH. 7. WE GET EXTREMELY EXCITED AND JUMP UP AND DOWN EVERY TIME A NEW SONG PLAYS BECAUSE "OH MY GOD! I LOVE THIS SONG!" 8. WE'VE FOUND A DEEPER/SPIRITUAL SIDE TO THE GEEK SITTING NEXT TO US. 9. THE MAN WE'RE FLIRTING WITH USED TO BE OUR 5TH GRADE TEACHER. 10. THE URGE TO TAKE OFF ARTICLES OF CLOTHIN

10 Things You May Not Know About Me
I did this on another Blog of mine, lets see if it catches anyones attention: 1. I firmly believe that life is too short for diet pop. Grab life by the horns!! Diet pop is crap! 2. I often hold complete conversations with myself, i even laugh at my own witty comments...because as my Mom always says, if you cant enjoy your own company, how the hell are you going to put up with anyone else? 3. I am actually very shy. 4. I cant stand feet, i would NEVER suck toes, EWWWW. 5. I love mayo, espeshially on my french fries, but it has to be REAL mayo, not that miracle whip shit. 6. Secretly i love to read romance novels but i will never be caught dead owning one. 7. I believe in magic. 8. I have never completed a story that i have written, EVER. 9.My favorite time of the day is early early morning, i just hate waking up to see it. 10. I talk to trees. Ok its your Turn!! Let me know 10 things about you.

Wow...try This...i Wanna See Yours!!!♥
Long Survey About Yourself What time are you starting this?: 1:03 am Name?: sammiejo Nicknames?: sammie...sam...baby Date of birth?: made in the 80s baby Sex?: yes please Height?: 5' 4...midget style Eye color?: blue...depends on my eyeshadow Where were you born?: ...in the cornfields Number of candles on your last birthday cake?: well technically there should have been 21...but I didn't get a cake:(...does that make me a loser?? Hair color?: very blonde... Piercings?: 6...all on the ears...want more tho Ever been to Africa?: no...but I've been on a safari at disneyworld..that kinda counts right? Been toilet papering?: yep...it's a great ole time...i think I'll do it again very soon Love someone so much it made you cry?: well technically if you're crying over someone that you love...that's a bad thing...cause it means they made you cry...and people you love don't make you cry Been in a car accident?: yes...not fun Croutons or bacon bits?: oo

Wit Is The Greatest
i was talking today at work with all the stupid bs that you just have to come up with statements that you can explain how useless the things others think are important. also it helps when idiots hear something funny when being insulted. i like to tell people off with tact. like today some dude was bitchin about get jerked around, i told him " i have been a peeon for so long that i am begining to think my middle name is urinal." this leads to other greats. here go a few: your mother should have swallowed or your father should have pulled out to save humanity. see what what happens hwen breeders liscense rules are violated. you are a fuck stain. this is what happens when the condom has a pin hole. you are teh most awesome individual in your world, who else lives there? that is about all i can think of right now. let me know if you have more.

Reaching
I reached out for your hand You didn't seem to care; You can only reach so far When no one else is there. Others also reached for you Hoping to make you see; That we're just as important As he will ever be. We wish we could reach further But we are only so strong; We hoped your eyes would open So that you'd see you're wrong. It hurts to have to reach far When you once were so near; It's hard shouting out for you With our voices you don't hear. We wish you'd extend your hand And sense the friendship there; Knowing what our memories mean Showing us you still care. We realize you don't reach back Instead his hands with yours; You can't handle both the worlds So you close common doors. We're done reaching for the past You are now on your own; We hope he is all worth it, Without him you're alone.

Metaphysical Forecast For Feb.7th-13th Passion In
THERE'S PASSION IN THE AIR by tony mims February 7, 2007 tm@listenandbeheard.net Thursday February 8, 2007 7-9pm Tony Mims will explore the metaphysical arts including, astrology and numerology. A personal reading is included with admission price. $10 advance reservations, $15 at the door. Limited seating. Make your reservations early. Listen & Be Heard Poetry Café Phone :707-554-4540 818 Marin Street, Downtown Vallejo CA, USA 94590 tm@listenandbeheard.net Welcome to another week of self-discovery and universal understanding. You will start the forecast week of major transits on Wednesday when Venus, the planet of personal relationships and artistic expression at 13º Pisces will conjunct Uranus, the planet of unexpected change and revolutionary ideas. The energy expressed from this conjunction of Venus with Uranus will have you seeking new and exciting experiences in your personal relationships. Today you seek to be stimulated by the unusual and diffe

Empty
Empty Exhausted, enervated, labotomized and viviasected. Emotional duress. mental anguish. Rung out, Strung out, stretched bow string taunt. heart plays lamenting song. A dirge Used up Terrified, un-sanctified. Sight-less dry Empty echos resounding. down the corridors, of my mind. Desolate chambers abound. Shelved dreams. naive with the obscene. Missing answers to lost questions. Aimlessly wondering as desolations thrall. Just another aggrieved soul. Mired in desperations morass disconsolate alone with it. Reaching out with vacant eyes. Pouring myself into unresponsive minds For a glimmer. Odds are getting thinner. Becoming translucent. transcended Alone.

Family Pic Contest Opens The 9th ! Get Your Family Pics In.....
~~ Okay I'm doing a Family Contest ~~ What I want is a family pic like parents with kids or grandpraents with grandkids a family photo. Winners will get both gifts again.....1 VIP gift and 1 VIC gift. 1st Family is...... with 1 comments Most comments wins. Rates breaks ties. Send me your pic in my inbox and i'll add you to the contest! Remember you can comment bomb your own pic! Contest will run 2/9 thur 2/16 thanks maria Click on pic to enter! ~~UBER MARIA ..Angel Family Founder~~@ CherryTAP

Wilde's Quotes
1. Anyone who lives within their means suffers from a lack of imagination. 2. A man can be happy with any woman as long as he does not love her. 3. Fashion is a form of ugliness so intolerable that we have to alter it every six months. 4. If you want to tell people the truth, make them laugh, otherwise they'll kill you. 5. Man is least himself when he talks in his own person. Give him a mask, and he will tell you the truth. 6. Morality, like art, means drawing a line someplace.

Part !
Stranger Things Could Happen The night has finally come, after waiting for what seemmed like a life time of penence, My dreams were about to be realized. Dreams might be too weak a word, lets go with fantasies. Wishing for someone who could do for me my darkest desires , was like wishing for the earth to tilt another direction. At least that is what it seemed like to me, years of giving but never receiving. Giving others fantasies that they will never forget, but when would it be my turn? Or was I strange, was I one that's desires were too complicated and too taboo? Guys, well, they were scared of me. Subsequently, I had decided that I would never find the one who would venture to control me, in any way. Lifes mysteries were weighing down on me, never finding what I need or receiving my share of fulfillment. I had made a pact with myself, starting tonight I would act demure and sweet. Several times in my life I had tried that same thing, it never worked, only brought me aggravation

Friendship, Love, Life (version 2)
Have you ever wondered which hurts the most, saying something and wishing you hadn't or saying nothing and wishing you had? I guess the most important things are the hardest things to say. Don't be afraid to tell someone you love them. if you do they might break your heart...If you don't, you might break theirs. Have you ever decided not to becaome a couple because you were so afraid of losing what you had with that person? Your heart decides whom it likes and whom it doesn't. You can't tell your heart what to feel. Have you ever wanted to love someone with everything you had, but that other person was too afraid to let you? Too many of us stay welled up because our fear of rejection is too hard to handle. Life is all about risks that require you to jump. Don't be a person who has to look back and wonder what they would have done or could have done. What would you do if everytime you fell in love you had to say good-bye? What wold you do if ever

I Need Hints People! Lol!
I would really like a hint to who my crushes are! It would be nice to show some luv back to them! I have a clue on 2 of them, but none on the other 4. Help a girl out and send some hints my way! PLEASE! Luv to all! XOXO

I Curse You
Great tradgedy shall befall you, Life will give you a scare, Agony will haunt you, Just because I have your hair, I will poison your food, I will slip acid in your drink, I will make your days a living hell, And all because of the thoughts i think, I will burn your children, I will torture your best friend, I will destroy all you hold dear, And make you wish for the end, I will cage all your pets, And let loose all your fears, I will wear away your self confidence, And reduce you to tears, I'll dig up the body of your father, And then desecrate the grave of your mother, I will make you bleed, One good turn deserves another, i have nothing more to say, I will make you pay.

Words
I wrote this along time ago: Beautiful words want to flow from my heart To write about love and the pain of loneliness About the many tears I cry in the middle of the night About my friends I hold dear to my soul About the joy I feel when I think of my dreams About the Goddess I choose to worship on my knees About my unicorn crystal and the power it brings to me About the skies of blue and the darkness of the night But words seem to fail me when I need them the most

Grrrrr Owwwwll - Stippers Part 2
So she gets on me for not "playing the girls music" saying that it is my job to play what they want for them..... not the case but, I can see where they have gotten that impression. I have bent over backwards to play what they want. They know better however. What they don't realize is I DON'T GIVE A FLYING FUCK ABOUT THEM TIPPING ME AT THE END OF THE NIGHT. What I give a fuck about. 1. being treated with respect for bending over backwards to help them in any way that I can in that club. 2. doing a good job. 3. team work. So.... Needless to say them even trying to make me happy by "playing with me" wasn't helping it was just pissing me off more, because even then I was still getting flip from people. My mood at this point was needless to say not the best. I felt like I was dealing with over emition drunks at this point. Makes me wonder to a degree if I was. Not to say that any of them do anything at work. What stipper ever gets fucked up on anything at work. But

Substitute Dealer
"Well, here we are folks. Thanks for joining us tonight. This is my co-host, Jim Van Patten, and I'm Bob Lamaire. Weï¿½re here at the final table of the World Professional Poker Tour Tournament. We had a little mishap earlier in the evening. It seems that the dealer got ill..." "He was drunk on his ass, Bob." "We don't have a report from the hospital yet, Jim." "He fell off his chair, Bob. The muthafucka was drunk on his ass." "Well at any rate, Jim, the tournament promoters found a replacement dealer sitting in the audience tonight, some guy named Chris Nolan, so the show will go on." "What do we know about this Nolan guy?" "Not much Jim, but it's time for the first hand, so let's see what he's got." "Wow, Bob! Look at that pitch! The guy is planting the cards between the rail and the layout right in front of each player." "Pretty impressive, Jim. But let's see if he can handle chips." "Look at that, Bob. He's sizing stacks and cutting chips faster

How To Tell You Are From Michigan
If you consider it a sport to gather your food by drilling through 18 inches of ice and sitting there all day hoping that the food will swim by, you live in Michigan. If your dad's suntan stops at a line curving around the middle of his forehead, you live in Michigan. If you have worn shorts and a coat on the same day, you live in Michigan. If your town has an equal number of bars and churches, you live in Michigan. Part 2 - You know you're a true MICHIGANDER when . . . You know several people who have hit a deer more than once. You often switch from "heat" to "A/C" in the same day. You can drive 65 mph through 2 feet of snow during a raging blizzard, without flinching. You see people wearing camouflage at social events (including weddings). You install security lights on your house and garage and leave both unlocked. You carry jumper cables in your car and your girlfriend knows how to use them. You design your kid's Halloween costume t

Mother Earth
"The ground on which we stand is sacred ground. It is the dust and blood of our ancestors Mother Earth is the source of life and the place all life returns to. She gives us life. She feeds us through our journey and she waits for us to return to her. The Indian way is to recognize the earth as the place of our ancestors. That is why certain places on earth are considered sacred areas and sacred land; this is the place of our ancestors. We all need to reflect upon the earth, the place where our ancestors lived. We need to have love and respect for the earth. My Creator, let me honor the place of our ancestors, Mother Earth. If we truely believe in our walk then all of this earth is Sacred not certain allocated places. Where Our Ancestors are buried is ground that should be considered Higher ground but with all the major expansion in cities now for population many of the Ancestors are being disturbed. The Whiteman does not wake his g

13 Rules Of Cherry Tap
13 CherryTap Rules Oct 31st, 2006 ONE If you're ugly, stop acting like you don't know it. Also cover yourself up no one wants to see your shit. The captions under your picture that say "top model pose" "sexy bitch" "aren't i hot" doesn't convince anyone. TWO To the people who have like 25,000 friends, are you serious? Nobody in this universe can keep up with that many friends. You're stupid. Go play in traffic. THREE Don't ever post pictures and say "OMG, I'm so ugly" "OMG, I'm so fat" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. You're pathetic, stop begging for attention. FOUR Nobody cares about threats over the internet. Don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the special olympics... even if you win, you're still retarded. FIVE Making 20 bulletins a day about how you have new pictures and begging people to comment on them is pathetic. Make the bulletin once if you have to, and those wh

Question One To Infinite Hell Of My Soul
I’m in pain right now!… and I am court between two places! My girlfriend doesn’t like my friends and how they write to me! And my mum doesn’t like how my sister treats her son…. So I get yelled at by my girlfriend then I have to listen to the never ending fights in my home!…… I am getting closer and closer to putting that knife to my wrist’s and just letting go! But sadly I’m can never do that!……but I guess if I forsake my goddess I could just let the blade slip across my wrist? If you have the answer for me then cool! Tell me please? Well now mum has decided that its time for her to go to a home…..and I have decided that if me and sue get along then I will be going to Sydney to live with her…… And my sister… well I don’t really give a fuck…….. Lmao Well then all I can say now is that my friends are all I can rely on and they don’t even know me!… one of my friends on myspace who I just met im’d me and said that she would always be there for me if I needed someone to talk to

One More Thing....
Just for the record - Big Daddy, you are a sweetheart sweetie! And I do and will continue to support you til the end!! Just not tonight cuz I'm headed to bed very soon...as you know! Hopefully, you and Betz are doing the same very soon!!! xoxo to all! :)

To All On My Friends List
I just wanted to take a little time to thank you all. I appreciate every single soul on that list. Your ratings and especially comments mean alot to me. I haven't been on here very long at all, but I already love this place. I hope and wish the best for every one of you. You all are awesome! See you guys around the Tap. To my wife, Dani: I LOVE YOU.......always. - Chandler

Please Show Me Some Love For This Contest
OK ALL YOU CHERRIES OUT THERE I COULD USE YOUR HELP IN GETTING ME TO WIN THIS CONTESET. PLEASE DROP SOME COMMENT BOMBS. THANKS THIS CONTEST GOES TILL VALINTIESDAY. FOR EVERY ONE WHO BUTS AT LEAST 200 COMMENT BOMBS DOWN WILL GET A PRIZE FROM ME. SO GET TO COMMENT BOMBING PLEASE THANKS CLICK THE LINK AND START VOTING

My Love
My Love You have unlocked my heart and set it free This exquisite madness encompasses me I want to be in your arms more than I can say Unbearable the thought of not thinking of you today Taking each day as it comes, together as two All I am and all I have is now given to you You see me in a different light When you say it, it just seems right Making my breath pause and catch My heart is racing it's met its match You can see how you make me feel Such emotions enormous, ever so real I want you near me each day as I wake To cherishingly love with each breath I take A.Boudreaux 2006

Inner Pain
I wrote this for a friend that is like a sis to me in a way. She was thinking about giving up and I wrote this for her. Its an old one. Understand that people care. Understand that they will be there. You are not alone in this battle you fight. Dont ever give up. Just get through the night. Youve been through a lot. Its not hard to see. The sadness in your words remind me of me. I too at one time felt sorrow and pain. The sun was removed and all I found was rain. You have what it takes to make it on through. Youve got your sister and me. We are here for you. In a word or a hug. The gesture is shown. Know in your heart. You are far from alone. Right now is a test to see what you need. Find it within. Eliminate the people of greed. Your feelings do matter. Dont ever think less. When you feel bottled up. Get it off of your chest. Talk and cry. Please dont hold it in. Rise above your fears. Tell yourself you will win. Sis, you can do it. You just got

Love Scene In My Novel
*Disclaimer* Sex is much more dirty on paper than in deed, so you have been warned! I cut out the ending because it is even more graphic and I don't want to get anyone upset at me. If you want to see it all, email me and I will send it to you through our myspace email. *** Areana entered the bedchamber and turned to slam the door. William caught it before she had the chance to slam it in his face. "Your bedchamber is down the hall my lord, or are you too stricked with drink to have noticed?" "I miss nothing as of late, my lady." "And yet you are still here." She was not about to let him intimidate her. She was not his wife yet, and if she got her way she would never be. Irritated, she started for the trunk. Panic set over her when she caught sight of William beginning to disrobe. "What are you doing?" She choked out. He looked amused. "I'm getting into bed. It's been a long night of watching you fall all over that peacock you call

This Made Me Cry...
Monday, February 12, 2007 Carolyn Almodovar Current mood: drained Category: Life It's funny, because that name brings such a tumult of mixed emotions bubbling up inside of me.. it's been something close to a month since we broke up and I am in a new place, fighting to find my way toward some semblance of "normalcy" when I doubt I ever knew what that was in the first place. Anger dies down, giving way to resentment, and eventually absolution. But this isn't really what I want. I don't want to be mad, I don't want to be bitter. I know that we broke up simply because we could not respect one another, and I know that time was only making it worse. But that knowledge isn't making anyone feel better. So here I am, trying to move on. So what would possess me to entitle my latest blog thus? Well... maybe it's simply to come to grips with the truth. What can I say about Carolyn Almodovar, the woman in my life for the past long 6 years? Well... She cares about t

I Slept With Anna
Ok I will finally come out and admit it. I slept with Anna Nicole. Hey why not it seems like everyone else is using it to get their claim to fame. Hey for $400 million I would admit to sleeping with Janet Reno. Hell for $200 million I would sleep with Janet Reno. No I am not desperate but if the money is good what the hell. OK for a small compensation of $20 million the stains on Monica Lewinski’s dress were mine. No the cigars were not Cuban because that would be illegal. So big deal Anna was banging half the celebrities in Hollywood; like that is something new huh. When Sonny Bono did a nose dive in to a tree while out of control on the slopes nobody came forward to claim his cash; and you didn’t see anyone going out of their way to bang Cher for what she got out of it. Wait did Cher actually get anything out of it? Things we will never know. Anyways now we got Prince Frederic von Anhalt the dashing 59 year old husband of 90 year old Zsa Zsa Gabor trying to cash in on the fortune. Zs

My Disability
Well here goes, i hope i can get everything in. I was born with a heart defect; I was born with only 3 sections of in my heart, and a missing wall between my left/right Atrium. I only have a left Ventricle. When i was in the hospital when i was born i got Ecoli in my heart sack, so i had part of my sternum removed to drain the ecoli. Ive had bad lung circulation because of it, and my oxygen levels were so low it was if i was on MT. Everest without oxygen tanks, till i was age 7; when i had my first open heart surgery called a Fontan. I had a fake wall put into my Left/Right Atrium, and had to have my arteries re-plummed because i don't have a right ventricle my main artery that was supposed to grow there; wnt into my left ventricle, so it had to be re-plummed into my right atrium. Years later when i was 18; my heart was getting really stressed, my right atrium swelled up to twice the size if my heart. So i had another open heart surgery called Fontan II. I had a tube inserted into my

Spanish Passion
No hay nada má delicioso que un beso sólo superado por la emoción de los segundos previos cuando los sentidos enloquecen, cuando se percibe el aroma y la tibieza de los cuerpos, se mezclan olores, sabores, latidos frenéticos Se cierran los ojos, se despiertan los sentidos, la mente se nubla, la cabeza vuela y cuesta respirar Se desea que sea eterno y sólo son segundos..... Las manos tiemblan su calor quema todo se olvida sólo queda Disfrutar...y...Sentir...

Letter
My heart, I hope you are happy. You’ve given yourself away yet again to one who doesn’t care. Do you enjoy being broken in a million pieces? That is the only thing I can think of since you insist to fall for those who lie to you, and more importantly, your daughter. You know better. You aren’t just hurting yourself anymore. Until you grow up, I am locking you away from all contact. I just can’t trust you anymore… Me

Scores For Feb 13th..
The Scores as of Right now for the Hottest Woman of CT are as follows.. Please help me come in first to win a 7 day blast.. > > > > First Place Rating - 10.04 (315) ~Pole Princess~ 7455 comments! Second Place Rating - 10.15 (46) Splendid_Beauty 7243 comments! Third Place Rating - 10.05 (41) supersuperwendy...totally refreshed!! 3018 comments!

Why Is It...
That every time the weather gets bad, people drive like full-fledged IDIOTS? Has common sense become THAT rare that when you get behind the wheel and there is ice on the road that you STILL drive 60 and 70 miles an hour? Sadly, such is the case here. We were prepared for the nasty weather. Yet, when I had to leave for a couple hours this morning, there were at least 10 accidents because dumbasses DON'T PAY ATTENTION. There were still the usual cell phone talkers, make-up appliers, newspaper readers, fast food eaters, shavers (yes, I've seen that one a few times), and general morons who seem to be so fucking color blind that they can't tell when the vehicle in front of them is STOPPING. To these people, I say thank you. Thank you for getting pissed off at me for going too slow for you on the highway. Thank you for slamming into the concrete barrier as you passed me. And thank you for giving me a good laugh this morning as you ranted and raved on the side of the road as you insp

Hello You Handsome Guys And Cute Ladies Out There Come And Help Me Out!
Here I have a friend that is ver cool and Wonderful it is a Kinda friend that you want. PLease Do me A Favior and Rate, Comment, Bomb Her page, Rate Pics,Rate stashes anything. Here is her link. Please Do this for me. BoBo~Has~My~heart~Tazzy~MEMBER OF THE WOLF PACK FAMILY~@ CherryTAP

Grrr...ct Keeps Changing My Age
You know when your getting old cause you start to get anal about how old you are... bloody hell... CT keeps making me 1yr older than I am GRRRRR... ok so I turn 43 in may but I still have 3 months of being a mere 42... damn it maybe I'll just stay 42 for the next couple of yrs...

Do As I Say (not As I Do) Profiles In Liberal Hypocrisy
Members of the liberal left exude an air of moral certitude. They pride themselves on being selflessly committed to the highest ideas and seem particularly confident of the purity of their motives and the evil nature of their opponents. To correct economic and social injustice, liberals support a whole litany of policies and principles: progressive taxes, affirmative action, greater regulation of corporations, raising the inheritance tax, strict environmental regulations, children’s rights, consumer rights, and much, much more. But do they actually live by these beliefs? An investigation into the depth of the private lives of some prominent liberals shows otherwise. Politicians like Ted Kennedy and other Kennedys, Bill and Hillary Clinton, Nancy Pelosi, and Ralph Nader; commentators like Michael Moore, Al Franken, Noam Chomsky, and Cornel West; entertainers and philanthropists like Barbara Streisand and George Soros. Using everything from real estate transactions, IRS records, c

When You Rearrange The Letters:
Q. What are the fasted ways of communication during the 1950's? A. Telegraph, Telephone, Telewoman. DORMITORY: When you rearrange the letters: DIRTY ROOM PRESBYTERIAN: When you rearrange the letters: BEST IN PRAYER ASTRONOMER: When you rearrange the letters: MOON STARER DESPERATION: When you rearrange the letters: A ROPE ENDS IT THE EYES:! When you rearrange the letters: THEY SEE GEORGE BUSH: When you rearrange the letters: HE BUGS GORE THE MORSE CODE : When you rearrange the letters: HERE COME DOTS SLOT MACHINES: When you rearrange the letters: CASH LOST IN ME ANIMOSITY: When you rearrange the letters: IS NO AMITY ELECTION RESULTS: When you rearrange the letters: LIES - LET'S RECOUNT SNOOZE ALARMS: When you rearrange the letters: ALAS! NO MORE Z 'S A DECIMAL POINT: When you rearrange the letters: IM A DOT IN PLACE THE EARTHQUAKES: When you rearrange the letters: THAT QUEER SHAKE MOTHER-I

Beautiful Eyes Beautiful Face
Beautiful eyes, beautiful face, I'm shy to talk to you. You're the eagle I must watch No matter what I do. You're the beauty, wild and free, The mistress of my eyes, Rolling through exultant air, Alone in pristine skies. I would take you for my own Could I but have your wings, Could I but go where night begins And frozen sunlight sings. Could I but have you for my love, How might we fly together! But I must watch you from below And long for you forever. But I must be the one below And long for you forever

Happy Valentine's Day :)
So this is what happens in my household...when i didn't drink the night before..and the cable is out.. stuffed mushrooms chocolate chip cookies blueberry muffins home made guac spanish rice home made chicken cheese peppers, onion..flautas :D now a romantic night watching Jackass part two while getting buzzed wootwhoot flowers are so overrated ^_^

Sometimes Its Not Close Enough To The End
well lately life hasnt been going the greatest, yeah i have my family and my friends to talk to but sometimes that is just not enough, i want my other half, the one that completes me, the one that i can talk to every single day and i can tell him anything and he would never judge me. Sometimes i question all ive been through and all ive seen and sometimes it just seems like its not close enough to the end... they say your suposed to live life like your one day closer to death, man there are times when i feel like i could live life like tomorrow is the end.... I have these feelings That stay so deep in my heart I want to find that someone That makes them all fall apart The guy that stands beside me To wipe away the tears That make me forget what ive been through The past 21 years He holds my hand and breathes Like he can feel my pain He'd sit right beside me When i feel like sitting in the rain The guy who tells me he loves me When hes right infront of his friends The

A Gangsterz Lyfe
As the hours pass nd the lonelii daiis end ii keep lookiin 4 waiis to make thiis broken heart mend all ii have riight now are piictures to remiind me of the past just thiinkiin of me and u shows how stupiid ii was for thiinkin we would last the streets are not easy full of gangsters and thugs pandejos diie everiidaii maiibe cuz of drugz triin not to joiin in but cholos don't care iif u lose your liife the ones that care about you wiill thiink iit wasn't faiir chiiliin wiith the homiies liiviin "ThE CrAZii LiiFe" iits suddenly not theii fault iif u got stabbed wiith the kniife you hustle you blaze and everiithiin iin between and iim stiil here bii ur siide but now uve become the most wanted bii the poliice your chance of beiin iin the free world slowlii decrease hoes at everii corner trii to show what theii can do then u come bak to me and expect me to understand what u goiin thru u know iil alwaiis love u and be there 4 everythiin u do

Have You Ever??
Have you Ever?? Have u ever cried so uncontrollably you couldn’t stop? Have you ever shaken from the feeling of “lonliness”? Have you ever felt physically ill because of crying? Have you ever cried at night in your bed because no one loves you? Have you ever felt pain in your heart and thru your entire body? Have you ever felt you would die “Lonely” and ‘Alone” Have you ever felt “no one in this world” really LOVED you? Has your heart ever been “shattered”? Have you ever simply “cried” weeks after someone hurt you? Have you ever really had a broken heart? Have you ever thought about that special person 24x7..comsumed by them? Have you ever been “grief stricken” by love? Have you ever experienced “total trust” in someone? Have you ever felt like you have lost “Your best friend in life”? Has your heart ever ached so fiercely for someone that nothing else in life mattered? Welcome to my world….

Shattered..
Last night…another night with pain…10 years, every night..continual nights with “no hope in sight”….weighing on my mind….what to do…where to turn….who to talk to at 3AM?..……how can I help the best, but still have a “LIFE” of my own…..The threat of falls, massive depression daily….a drunken alcoholic binge way tooo often….leaving me and the kids to pick up all the pieces…time and time again, over and over……. ….you wonder why I feel shattered??……..you wonder why I don’t care anymore?…..HOW can u honestly wonder?............A feeling of despair……my energy is slipping, my thoughts are far away…..I wonder why I’ve lasted this long?….It’s because I care….”it’s who I am”…..”it’s what I am”……My soul is “”dying””….my “heart” is shattered…..pieces can’t be picked up…..time slips by, days slip by.....some friends have been lost…..I’ve MOVED on…..I won’t be trapped……I LIVE each day like theirs no tomorrow…..my smile won’t fade as new friends have been made. Another night, another repeat of despair

A Lil Sumthin To Get You Ladies Werked Up!!!
I'll approach you from behind, gripping you firmly at the waist and pulling your body tightly against mine. I will run my face slowly across the back of your neck with warm inticing breaths against your skin raising your temperature and anticipation. Slowly my breathe will find the back of your ear, where they will get stronger and warmer, with a decisive strength that shows my lust for the person in front of me. It will then move across to the other ear as so to keep you from falling over. Then a moist, warm, soothing sensation will develop as I drag my lip up and down the crest of your ear. The lips will move across the side of your face towards your lips, and just as you anticipate the satisfaction of a kiss they will pull away abrubtly leaving you with an emptiness and anticipation that you yern to fulfill. Suddenly your spun around, gripped comfortably yet commandingly at the side and pulled in tightly. Though both fully clothed, you can feel the warmth of each others body burning

Help Ease The Pain.
Hold me close. I know you understand. Your heartbeat against my chest echos throughout my body, reminding me I'm still breathing. I can kiss away your pain, kiss the memory of loss and help ease the ache. If you hold me tight enough- I can't get lost in the dark, only lost in you. The darkness behind my eyes of blue is a mirror of yours. We've seen the same past. We've both weathered the storm and lived to tell. We've both had our hearts broken, stolen, shattered- felt as if there is nothing left to lose; Had a piece of ourselves die along with the ones that we loved. I know you hear the same ghosts I do, deep in the night, when you're not alone- but still so lonely. Can my kisses, my touch, my embrace, help you through the dark? Can you help me feel alive again?

Why Do I Dwell On People?~!?!?!?!?!?!
why ...like ex's and old friends that i haven't talked to since i moved from hollywood. i feel like people that i really really really dislike keep coming back to slap me in the face...ew! i hate small towns like santa clairita where everone knows everyone. damn seeing some bitch (who will stay un-named)date old bf's or dumb sluts trying to hang out with my very impressionable sisters! and this is why i hate the fact that i dwell on shit that isn't even worth my time anymore.... sometimes i hate things like myspace.com and cherrytap...not so much cherrytap but myspace for sure! damn...oh well marijuana will help xoxox celest

How The Custom Of Kissing Started!! The Answer!!!
We know the kiss as a form of expressing affection. But long before it became this, it was the custom in many parts of the world to use the kiss as an expression of homage. In many African tribes the natives kiss the ground over which a cheif has walked. kissing the hand and foot has been a mark of respect and homage from the earliest times. the early Romans kissed the mouth or eyes as a form of dignified greeting. One Roman emperor allowed his imporant nobles to kiss his lips, but the less imporant ones had to kiss his hands, and the least important were only allowed to kiss his feet..! But the custom of kissing can be traced back rather than that tot he primitive wtimes.. To a mother and her child just like today.. (How could anyone not kiss alittle baby.. aww they are so adorable.. anyways back to the custom.) They have evidence that this was already the case by the sixth century, But ehy can only assume it was practiced long before that. The first country where the kiss

The Quick Way To The Bedroom With Her
The Quick Way To The Bedroom With Her >If you'd like to hear the story of how I went from not even being able to start a conversation with women... to the point where I can meet any woman in any situation... then take a minute and check this out: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/Catalog/ ***DATING QUESTION FROM READER*** Dave, WOW!!!! Thats all I can say. I've been getting your emails for several months and have since downloaded your book. I've committed myself to improving my "skills" with women and the results have been amazing. The "Crash and Burn" that most guys are sooo fearful of NEVER happens and very rarely does a girl give you anything but a smile even if she isn't interested. My latest success was so easy it was almost scary. I met a woman (an 8.5 at least) in a local bar and used the c/f to get her number and set up a date. Went out on the date and it was almost like it was scripted. Pushed the c/f to the extreme all night

Ok You Know It's Going To Be An Interesting Night When...
5 of your ex boyfriends msg you on myspace..when they're all in the same friggin room... perhaps i shouldn't have dated friends heh they're going out to the bars and msging me again later i haven't talked to them in years..do i really leave that big of an impression??? lol SHOT!!! did i mention most of them are married now..ftw!

Letter To By Soon To Be Ex-husband
This is a letter I wrote to Shannon I wrote to him in October. Some people have asked me how I know I am sure my marriage is over. Well this is why. This is how I feel about Shannon. Shannon started reading it in front of me and stopped. I guess the truth was too much for him to hear Dear Shannon, Well let me tell you this, after Sunday any tear I cry is for how much my girls are hurting. And for losing a man that once existed but died 7 years ago and I am finally ready to morn the lose of the man I fell in love with and accept the man he as become. A selfish and irresponsible man, trying to relive his teenage years rather than grow up and be the man he promised to be. I will never forgive you for this affair. I will never forgive you for leaving your family. I am not going to sit around hoping for you to come back. You are dead to me. I wish I never had to see you again. When I think of you I am disgusted. When I think of you I am trying to figu

Woman In A Hotel Lobby
A man bumps into a woman in a hotel lobby and as he does, his elbow goes into her bre ast. They are both quite startled. The man turns to her and says,"Ma'am, if your heart is as soft as your breast, I know you'll forgive me." She replies, "If your penis is as hard as your elbow, I'm in room 221."

Joke
Q: What's the difference between a blonde and a solar powered calculator? A: The blonde works in the dark! Q: How can you tell if a blonde has been using the computer? A: The joystick is wet. Q: What does a blonde put behind her ears to make her more attractive? A: Her ankles. Q: What do you say to a Blonde that won't give in? A: "Have another beer." Q: What do Blondes say after sex? A1: Thanks Guys. A2: Are you boys all in the same band? A3: Do you guys all play for the Green Bay Packers? Q: How do you make a blonde's eyes twinkle? A: Shine a flashlight in their ear. Q: What does a screen door and a blonde have in common? A: The more you bang it the looser it gets. Q: What does a blond and a beer bottle have in common? A: They're both empty from the neck up. Q: What do blonds and spaghetti have in common? A: They both wriggle when you eat them. Q: Why was the blondes' belly button sore ? A: Because her boyfriend was blonde too. Q: How do you

Im An Angel Of Guidance
You scored as Angel of Guidance. You were the Angel of Guidance! Before you were sent down to Earth to be tested and be a human, you used to guide people in the right direction when they faced a problem or a seemingly hopeless situation. You looked out for humans using the stars as your eyes during the night when it was dark. Even today as a human, your friends and family often ask you for advice and always trust you because you know what is right and lead everyone in the right direction. Angel of Guidance93%Guardian Angel89%Angel of Death71%Angel of Hope57%Angel of Prayer43%Angel of Good Fortune39%What kind of an Angel were you before your life on Earth? (kool anime pics)created with QuizFarm.com

Polar Bear Stash Update !!
Hi all Hope your weekend is going great !! I've added to my stash again, jokes this time plus some pics of seals and polar bears. Stop on by and show some love !! Thanks a million to those who have already done that, in particular Rulebreaker, Kindredspirit and Crazy hazey from the purple mazey! Take care all Linda xx

Should I
sitting here thinking of what to do should i go out or should i stay in should i play the field or stay with what i have should i see if there is someone different out there for me should i wait to see if she has a heart and wakes up to see what she has in front of her or should i let her go and not worry about her anymore

Please Help Me Win
I am in the Best Mom Contest this is my 3rd Contest Please help me win .. Please go Bomb and Rate My Pic Please Please Please & I will return the Cherry Love Just click on the Picture Below and it will take you to the Link... Its me and My Oldest son... Thanks Muahhhhhhhhhhhhhz to all You Cherry Tappers...

Fuck Or Pass
FUCK or PASS~ There is at least one person on your list that wants to fuck the hell out of you...(damn!)So let's play the 'fuck or Pass!' game. The rules are simple... if you want to fuck the person who posts this, send them a "message" saying "yep, I'd Fuck you." SCARED? lol this sH!T's funny YOU HAVE TO RE-POST THIS!! and see who replies. There is at least one person on your list that wants to do u so!!! repost this as "Fuck or Pass" Don't be a bitch and not re-post it...

As It Is
i have almost 1000 friends and 17 have left a rate and a comment......why is it like pulling teeth to get a lil love......ya ever realize the way you treat others is how u will get treated...show me some respect,love, rates and comments in this and i will return it, i always do cause how i treat peeps is how i exspect to b treated.....if u want to b treated like pooh ooh ooh then thas u'r choice but friends are supose to help friends now wheres my loooooove @@@@@@....lol click pic for direct link

Vaseline
Joe wanted to buy a motorbike. He doesn't have much luck until , one day, he comes across a Harley with a for sale' sign on it. The bike seems even better than a new one, although it is 10 years old. It is shiny and in absolute mint condition. He immediately buys it, and asks the seller how he kept it in such great condition for 10 years. "Well, it's quite simple, really," says the seller, "whenever the bike is outside and it's gonna rain, rub Vaseline on the chrome. It protects it from the rain." And he hands Joe a jar of Vaseline. That night, his girlfriend, Sandra, invites him over to meet her parents. Naturally, they take the bike there. But just before they enter the house, Sandra stops him and says, "I have to tell you something about my family before we go in." "When we eat dinner, we don't talk. In fac

4l56 Sometime In January?
Well My new unknown friends here it is 4:56 in the morning and I can not sleep again, Just imagine When I was in my 20's you could not get me out of bed before Young and Restless and thensomeone could be in my livingroom dieing and I would tell them to wait for an hour when my soap is over. Even today if Victor Newman himself was in mybedroom naked as a jaybird with all of his glory just a hanging out during Y&R. I would have to tell him to wait since I wasn't blessed with TIVO. That's something else I haven't even thought about since 1999. Thanx to my Divine New Friend, Ms Em and her wonderous, amazing Blogs. She has really gotten me to thinking. It is so amazing thatI feel so close to someone whom I have never met,but for some reason I feel so very close to her, like sister close. I have already told her and the rest of the cyber world (oops) things I would never even tell my Bestest Friend in the world that I grew up with, because it is way too embarrassing. Oh Crap, Lost my train o

Have U Ever Wanted To....
Have you ever wanted to be the life of the party without having to do anything to get there? Have you ever wanted to be thought of as the cool person who always has such cool parties or gatherings or are you about to be married and want your soon to be inlaws to see you can do whatever the hell you want and make it look rich and classy? Well we do that at wish. We make any kind of event you want to look however you want it too look!! And we have very affordable prices!! Check our page and see our monthly specials!**remember all of our party packages include assorted decorations, cake, our planning fees etc. So try to beat our prices**

Diy
I built a gun rack today. Alright, it was for holding air cannons and smoke-ring guns, but I did feel a twofold surge of manly pride. One, LOOK AT WHAT I HAVE CREATED, or DIY pride and Two, guns. I hate real guns, but mine are cool and make kids laugh, so there.

A Profound Statement...
2007-02-20 12:30:49 #17 of 17 HELLRAISER{NSFW}@ CherryTAP commented on my Mumm: "Just when I learned all of life's answer's... They changed all the questions" This seems to be an ongoing perplexity for everyone throughout life. Just when everything seems to be figured out, a monkey wrench is thrown into the cog of a wheel to stop the motion of our journeys for us to take a moment to reflect and reassess before moving forward once again!! :D So the question then becomes.... Are you on the right path for your journey??? and Are you sure??? LOL... Ironically.... If we continue to question every bump in the road on our journey, it could certainly delay our gratification from traveling on that journey!!! :D

Aeroplain Wind
The difference Is startling The damage You can betray What once was seen As pure regret A soul without A dream A life not alive Needing to hear Angels sing It is your turn To play guardian A moment You can save Dismantle The emptiness Just say those Words And use their Name They remain Identical But never Just the Same

Contest Asskicking Supreme!!!
AIGHT, SO RECENT CONTEST UPDATE. SHELL IS KICKING EVERYONES ASS!!! CLOSE TO 800 VOTES NOW, SHE HAS SOME BOMBER WHORES HARDCORE, LIBERTY IS IN A DISTANT SECOND WITH CLOSE TO 500, IMMORTAL FOLLOWING IN THIRD, THEN ZOMBIES EATING THE BRAINS OUT OF THE FOLLOWERS!! OKJOO IS FORTH, SCRAWNY AND SKINNY BUT DOING BETTER THEN MOST KUNG FU STYLE. DRIPPLING IN THE LAST THREE SPOTS, WITH KING AND HIS MIGHTY 22 COMMENTS, STONED WITH 19, AND POOR CRYSTAL WITH A WEAK 11!! CONTEST STILL GOING TILL I LEVEL, BUT MIGHT STRETCH IT CAUSE I DIDN'T TAKE INTO ACCOUNT HAPPY HOURS AND HANDJOBS, WHICH I STILL HAVEN'T GOTTEN. I'LL KEEP YOU POSTED, DEPENDING ON DRUG INTAKE AND THE AMOUNT OF BOOZE I CONSUME THIS CONTEST COULD GO TO ANYONE, CAUSE I'M A BASTARD LIKE THAT. NOW, SOME MUSIC I LIKE, JUST FOR SHITS AND GIGGLES. PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. NAKED AND MISSING A DOG SOMEHOW...

Bleh. Bored Bored Bored.
So I took all kinds of quiz and survey things. You're a Romantic KisserFor you, kissing is all about feeling the romanceYou love to kiss under the stars or by the seaThe perfect kiss involves the perfect moodIt's pretty common for kisses to sweep you off your feetWhat Kind of Kisser Are You?Geek / Nerd40 %Goth40 %Punk40 %Hot40 %Emo Kid30 %Jock20 %Ghetto

7 Doing The Calisthenics
When I talked about calisthenics there were three exercises that I brought up that I’ve applied the term “a girls best friend” to. Those exercises are squats, lunges and toe raises. If there is any one place where women usually want to improve it is their buns and legs. These three exercises do a multitude of good things and because of that, they have a tendency to be on the difficult side. With the squat you stand with your legs about shoulder width apart (you can adjust that when you start doing them) and lower yourself until the tops of your thighs are parallel with the floor and then push back up to standing. There are a lot of variations that can be applied to this but for now we’ll stay basic. This exercise will stress the quadriceps (front of the thighs), hamstrings (back of the thighs), calves, ankles, feet, abdominals, glutes and hips. That’s a lot of benefit from one exercise. I recommend starting with three sets of ten repetitions on all of these and then inc

"love That Colour On You.....it Really Brings Out Your Legs..."
There once was a hermit named Dave...who kept a dead whore in his cave...I must admit he was a bit of a shit...but imagine all the money he saved... Ah such words....they make the world go 'round do they not? just kiddin.....but yea...i'm bored so i'm writing another blog, if you are saying to yourself "man, this guy needs to get a life..." or "I'm starting to see a pattern here, with the whole blogging when bored" then you Sir...or Ma'am....or Hermaphrodite....are correct!! because i have no life....its pretty gay...or lesbian...which ever blows your skirt/kilt/cocktaildress up....so yea...i just wanted to share that magical hiku with all of you...so you can tell your children....or whisper it lovingly into your significant other's ear when you hold them close.....most assuredly they will look back at you and say "Are you out of your fucking mind?!?!" but if it's your kid you, promptly wash thier mouth out with soap, because thats harsh language, which is inappropriate....and the

Deadly Kiss
I can't believe the shit you put me through, Everything is gone because of you. The pain tares at my heart, As the guilt tares you apart. I thought I was special to you, But I was a joke that didn't fall through. You became the very thing I was scared of, As you realized I was falling in love. You didn't care about the mistake you made, Because our relationship was your trade. At first I didn't feel any pain, Until I got slapped by reality yet again. You got what you desired, But at a price that would put out the fire. It still doesn't make sense to me, As to why you didn't try and see. What could happen when you walked through those doors, Cause now I am sitting alone on the floor. I need to know if it was worth it, If this pain I have, made you feel alive, even for just a little bit. Please tell me if everything that was lost, Was worth what it cost. If the tears I cry, Is what you wanted when you didn't lie. I need to know, So I can

Should Have Stayed In Bed
The guy who hit my car this morning was lucky I already had coffee. I waved him off, after the idot rear ended me at a red light- there was no damage, and I was in a hurry. Starbucks saved another day! Though, I should have taken this for an omen... At the Mayo Clinic (no Keno- I didn't order a sandwhich!) I spent 45 minutes listening to the genetics counselor give me a crash course in 7th grade biology and 8th grade anatomy... I realize I may have passed with D's but that's simply because I'm too smart for school, damn it.. and I got bored. I know how DNA works! That lecture really tested my patience and my ability to harness my A.D.D. Next I was escorted down the hall where I was to have blood drawn. An impossible feat- even on my best day... I warned the technican that it would be difficult, and if she could swallow her pride and her need to stroke her ego- simply get her senior lab monkey to do the job- it would be less stressful. Yeah... she didn't listen... spent 5 minutes of

Red Neck Letter
Dear Billy Joe Bob, I'm writing this slow because I know you can't read fast. We don't live where we did when you left home. Your Pa read in the newspaper that most accidents happen within 20 minutes of your home, so we moved. I won't be able to send you the address because the last family that lived here took the house numbers when they moved so they wouldn't have to change their address. This place is really nice. I even has a washing machine. I'm not sure it works so well, though, Last week I put a load of clothes in and pulled the chain, we haven't seen it since. The weather isn't bad here. It only rained twice last week; the first time for three days and the second time for four days. About that coat you wanted me to send; your Uncle Bubba said it would be too heavy to send in the mail with the buttons on, so we cut them off and put them in the pockets. Bubba locked his keys in the car yesterday. We were really worried because it took him two hours to get me and you

For Those Who Know Me.
Entry for February 21, 2007 TO THOSE WHO KNOW ME AND LOVE ME, I AM STILL ALIVE, JUST DEALING WITH A LOT OF BULLSHIT, ANGER, FRUSTRATION AND GETTING THINGS IN ORDER. MOMMA B, APACHE , T- MAN, AND ALL YOU BEAUTIFUL HEARTS AND SOULS THAT HAVE BEEN HERE FOR ME MY HEART AND THANX TO YOU. FOR YOUR PRAYERS, LOYALTY AND KINDNESS. AND TO MY STALKER DRAGNFLY AND THOSE WHO HAVE BETRAYED ME, THEIR IS NO MERCY IN MY HEART AND SOUL FOR YOU. YOU HAVE CREATED YOUR OWN HELL AT MY EXPENSE. MAY YOU NEVER FIND PEACE, THE CIRCLE SHALL COME AROUND FOR YOU AND THE ATROCITIES YOU HAVE COMMITTED AGAINST ME. TO MY TRUE FRIENDS AND FAMILY, MY HEART AND SOUL I SHARE WILLINGLY WITH YOU. TO ALL OTHERS ETERNAL DAMNATION, YOU ARE THE UNFORGIVEN. I SHALL RISE ABOVE ALL THIS, I SHALL HAVE THE BLOOD AND FIRE IN MY HEART AND SOUL ONCE AGAIN, MY STRENGTH, GROWS DAY BY DAY AND NIGHT BY NIGHT. PEACE,LOVE AND STRENGTH TO THOSE WHO ARE TRUE. SCOOTER BLACK. COPYRIGHT 02/21/2007

Sick List (co-workers)
insufferable fucking bitch number one on my sickenning list the whining shrill tone that will never be missed who has a tendancy to blink and cry piss i can smell the ammonia on your soul seeping through your "Vogue" and "Inside" mandated clothes your Gucci sunglasses and Louis Vuitton hand bag you see fashion i see $1000 worth of rags god fucking forbid it was a shitty day at work again no forgiveness if the bus is late again i keep trying to crack jokes if i have to i'll fall over but you want to dwell in an unintersting squalor you were more interesting when you were in a destructive relationship and not medicated now your just ugly and boring with a tendency to complain ---------------------------------------- dumb fucking idiot who can't even manage to become a truck driver takes you half a fucking hour to fill out a delivery slip ever fuck with me again and i'll kick a hole through your shit you've been putting packing labels on your clothes for over four y

True Love
TRUE LOVE Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you've never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can't wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they wil

A Different Kind Of Love
A Different Kind of Love My hands, my mouth, my eyes... Can never describe my love... Not even god himself... Can portray what i hold and conserve... My hands can write all the words describing my love... That i need to let out and express... Yet my hands aren't worthy of... Expressing the wrods i need to confess... My mouth can speak of all the words describing my love... That i need to let out and tell... Yet not even my mouth is worthy enough... To tell the true words for you i shell... My eyes can display of all the words describing my love... That i need to let out and show... Yet not even my eyes are worthy enough... To show the words i need to for you to know... Although god is worthy for my words of love... And he is the creator of our thoughts and destiny... Because i have felt and made a different kind of love... No one can understand or describle it but me...

More Hurt
I have never been so scared in my life, to think that you are on the verge of loosing someone you LOVE you feel like you don't have the strength anymore. I often cry myself to sleep wishing that you would hold me so tight and never let go and promise that everything would be alright. I LOVE you with my whole being, and I remember that I made a vow to LOVE you for as long as I shall live and I meant it. I can't imagine life without you, the thought of your touch that makes my whole body shiver, the love that you giving me day by day makes me look forward to a brand new day, every second that we spend together will always be cherished in my heart. Moments go by, days go by but memories of you and I will never leave this heart of mine. Every time you hold me close to your body I feel the connection that is very powerful and strong and it's a kind of a connection that would move mountains and cross the deepest oceans, for you cause there is nothing I would n't do for you cause you ar

Misguided Angel
Cowboy Junkies - Misguided Angel Lyrics I said "Mama, he's crazy and he scares me But I want him by my side though he's wild and he's bad and sometimes just plain mad I need him to keep me satisfied" I said "Papa, don't cry cause it's alright And I see you in some of his ways Though he might not give me the life that you wanted I'll love him the rest of my days" Misguided angel hangin' over me Heart like a Gabriel, pure and white as ivory Soul like a Lucifer, black and cold like a piece of lead Misguided angel, love you 'til I'm dead I said "Brother, you speak to me of passion You said never to settle for nothing less Well, it's in the way he walks, it's in the way he talks His smile, his anger and his kisses" I said "Sister, don't you understand? He's all I ever wanted in a man I'm tired of sittin' around the T.V. every night Hoping I'm finding a Mr. Right" Misguided angel hangin' over me Heart like a Gabriel, pure and white as ivory Soul like a

Soul
When LOVE beckons to you, follow him, Though his ways are hard and steep. And when his wings enfold you, yield to him. Though the sword hidden among his pinions may wound you. And when he speaks to you believe in him, though his voice may shatter your dreams. As the north wind lays waste the garden. For even as love crowns you so shall he crucify you. Even as he is for your growth so is he for your pruning. Even as he ascends to your height and caresses your tenderest branches that quiver in the sun, so shall he descend to your roots and shake them in their clinging to the earth.

God, He's Such A Dick! -- Kav's Heartbreak Confession
Those of you who know me are aware of the fairly ridiculous time I've had in the Memphis dating scene. I have had one hell of a tumultuous ride with a fascinating array of women through casual dating coupled with the seemingly endless pursuit of carnal pleasure, and ultimately, love. The last one of course has remained unfulfilled, otherwise I wouldn't be bitching about my trials and tribulations, but for the most part I've kept that aspect of my life private; as this is a humor post first and foremost and I doubt most of you give a rat's ass about who I'm dating. (or not) However, I recently came across a site through the magic of Technorati that I probably never would have found otherwise. It seems a girl I dated back at the beginning of the summer for all of a week or two apparently felt so scorned by me that after looking me up on Myspace and discovering my blog, in turn decided to start her own blog, Suddenly Everything Has Changed. She clearly wasn't that creati

Lot's Of Fun
I LOVE MY GRANDMA VERY MUCH I LOVE MY GRANDPA TO I LIKE TO SPEND THE NIGHT WITH THEM THERE'S SO MUCH STUFF TO DO WE PLAY WITH MY DOLLS AND READ MY BOOKS WE HAVE A BUNCH OF FUN WE HAVE A LOT OF PARTIES AFTER EVERYTHING IS DONE I BRUSH MY TEETH AND SAY MY PRAYERS THEN GRANDMA TUCKS ME IN CAN'T WAIT TO GET NIGHT OVER WITH THE FUN WITH START AGAIN

Loved This...borrowed From A Friend!
Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you've never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can't wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you

Pick Up Lines That Might Not Work
Pick up lines 1. If you and I were squirrels, could I bust a nut in your hole? 2. I'd like to wrap your legs around my head and wear you like a feed bag. 3. If it's true that we are what we eat, I could be you by morning! 4. How do you like your eggs: poached, scrambled, or fertilized? 5. I was about to go masturbate and I needed a name to go with your face. 6. Roses are red. Violets are blue. I like spaghetti. Let's go fuck. 7. Is that a keg in your pants? 'Cause I would love to tap that ass! 8. If your right leg was Thanksgiving, and your left leg was Christmas, could I meet you between the holidays? 9. You remind me of a championship bass, I don't know whether to mount you or eat you! 10. Your parents must! be retarded, because you are special. 11. Could I touch your belly button.....from the inside? 12. I'm not too good at algebra, but doesn't U+I = 69? 13. How about

Being Dominant 2
Being Dominant 2 personal view by Ed Nowak Presented in an IRC discussion on #submission_discuss on EFnet, May 11, 1997. Ed Nowak (EdNowak@sprynet.com) Thank you all very much for coming. I want to preface this by saying that this is a highly personal perspective. I have no pretense that my views are any sort of definition of dominance/submission. I will simply present the personal account of my intellectual and spiritual journey that led to an honest awareness and acceptance of my dominant nature, and to my vision of a loving D/s relationship. Because I am a heterosexual male dominant, I can personally only talk about male dominance/female submissiveness. However, I think the issues of self-awareness, honesty, and self-acceptance are important to all of us involved in bdsm. Hopefully you will take something of value from this back into your own life. I first wrote down these ideas in a post to a listserv. (I post under the name Ed Nowak.) Someone asked

Don't Disrespect My Wife
disrespect my boo i will kick your ass. all i have to say is just be nice to her. you guy's don't even think about my wife in sexual ways. cause if you do i will kick your ass. don't even laugh about that cause i will. don't even leave dirty sexual comments cause that's disrespectful to my wife.

One More Night
Just one more touch Just one more dance Thats not so much Come on, last chance. Just one last kiss Just one last night Its you Ill miss, You know Im right. No more fights I am much to weak No more slights Its peace I seek.

Your Destiny
Your own destiny You have the power to control your own destiny. You may not feel at all comfortable with that, or want to own up to the responsibility it implies, yet it is true nonetheless. You may complain that there are so many powerful and overwhelming outside forces acting upon you that nothing you do will matter. Yet everything you do matters to the highest degree in creating your own destiny. It may seem that fate has dealt you a certain hand, and that there is no way for you to change that fate. You can, however, change everything about your own perspective and the way you respond. For your destiny is not about what comes to you. It is about who you choose to become. Your destiny is not really about what happens to you. It is built and fulfilled by the things that you cause to happen, by what you do with the precious life you have. It happens in every moment, with every choice, with every thought and every action. Always, you are creating your own unique destin

What Poem Are You?
Which poem are you?Jabberwocky by Lewis CarrollOh, you're silly! People probably think you're a bit kooky, but those nuts just don't realize that you've got a language all your own. But hey, you always bring a smile to people's faces.Click Here to Take This QuizBrought to you by YouThink.com quizzes and personality tests.

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WAKE IN THE COOL OF THE NIGHT SWEAT STAINED SHEETS THE SCENT OF SALT WATER HANGS IN THE AIR WALK TO THE WINDOW STARE UP AT THE SKY WONDERING IF YOUR SKY IS AS BRIGHT AS MINE SPEND THESE SMALL HOURS COUNTING STARS AS EACH GO OUT ONE BY ONE IN THE SUNRISE THE COLORS EXPLODE A SIMPLE SMILE SLIDES ACROSS MY FACE I KNOW YOU ARE THERE IN A DREAMSTATE YOU'LL RISE AND START YOUR DAY I CAN PICTURE THAT MILLION DOLLAR SMILE I CAN SEE THE SMOKE RINGS RISING FROM THE CIGARETTE YOU BURN DOWN SLOWLY A CUP OF COFFEE AND THE MORNING PAPER I WIPE THE DUST FROM MY GUITAR YOUR INSPIRATION DROWNS ME LIKE A HURRICANE MELODIES AND RYTHYMS FROM PLACES ONLY THE GODS WOULD KNOW ONE BY ONE THE WORDS FALL INTO PLACE STARTING OUT INAUDIBLE GROWING TO A CRESCENDO SITTING IN MY ROOM WRITING MY HEARTS WORDS PAGES FILL WITH EASE LIKE NEVER BEFORE YOUR SUN WARMS ME IN MY ROOM YOU ARE NO STAR...YOU'RE A SUPER NOVA

Insomnia
Insanity hounds my every step, Insomnia has followed me home, Madness has fallen in love with me. And now I'll never be alone. But time is the knife that cut my skin, And past is the ghost that haunts me, Anger has bound me in chains And so I’ll never be free. Blood is the life that revived my soul, Hurt is the angel that I’ve known, Memory is the only friend I have, Because I am always on my own, The outcast are my followers, The damned are my spawn, Murderers are my family And heaven leaves me forlorn. But insanity hounds my every step, Insomnia has followed me home, Madness has fallen in love with me, And now I can never be alone.

Bye Myspace "friends"
TO MY "FRIENDS ON YAHOO AND MYSPACE: WITH THE SINGLE EXCEPTION OF MY ONE REAL FRIEND SHARON, ALL YOU SELF-RIGHTOUS, STUCK UP, SNOOTY, ASSHOLES WHO DUMPED ME FROM MYSPACE AND YAHOO....CAN SUCK MY DICK. ALL OF YOU WHINERS I WENT OUT OF MY WAY TO MAKE LAUGH, HELP, AND SPENT SO MUCH TIME TRYING TO MAKE YOU FEEL BETTER ABOUT,YOUR OWN SHORTCOMINGS, LOW SELF ESTEEMS, MARITAL PROBLEMS, AND JUST GENERAL SELF PITY, AND NOT ONE OF YOU EVER SPENT MORE THAN A MINUTE HELPING ME OTHER THAN TO SAY, "IT'LL BE ALRIGHT (YOU MENTALLY LAZY FUCKS) FUCK ALL OF YOU. I WOULDN'T TAKE THE TIME TO SAY BYE BUT I JUST WANTED TO LET YOU KNOW HOW MUCH YOU SUCK AS FRIENDS. ALL THE PEOBLEMS THAT IS GOING ON WITH MY HEART AND ALL, AND HAVING TO MOVE TO AR, AND NOT A SINGLE GODDAMNED WORD OF ENCOURAGEMENT FROM A FUCKING ONE OF YOU. FURTHER PROOF THAT ALL YOU ASSHOLES ARE A BUNCH OF SHIT OUT ONLY TO ENTERTAIN YOUR SORRY SELVES AND TO BOOST YOUR OWN EGOS. WELL....FUCK ALL OF YOU AND I HOPE YOU ALL DEVE

The One
There is this person i know. They mean more to me than the world. There the best thing that has ever happened to me. And could be the cause of my final fatality. To the person, i would give the world to. Because without them, the world would mean nothing. They showed me how to live life, and reach for the stars. Taught me how to appreciate, determinate, love and hate. I have no right to judge a judgmental world. So cynical, peaceful, joyous and scorned. If there is one single moment in life, where there is eternal bliss. I would lie right beside the person, and feel an immense bliss. For life means nothing, only what you make of it. If you don't take the time to look around, life will pass you. And before you know it, it'll be gone. So find that person that I already have. And never let go, just enjoy the journey as it comes along.

Women... Suck
Men should stop expecting women to react rationally. Some women will tell you they are different and that they won't act a certain way, but they are saying they won't MEAN to act that way. We are wired different. If you're a perfect gentleman and act like our dream guy, you're going to work yourself into our dreams. Be likeable, but not loveable. If you want a woman to fall in love with you, you have to work at it. Cheesy lines and saying I love you first won't work. You have to listen to her -- and pay attention. You have to get to understand her. Nothing gets a woman's attention faster than a man understanding what she is trying to say.

Are You Really A True Friend Or Not
ok had to get you in here some how. well now that your in here i need you to help me give sissy a run for her money in definding her tital for the outlaw. so please click the link and start comment bombing. anyone who can drop 300 or more comments will get a gift from me. the more you drop the better prize you will get. thanks bunches lets give sisy a run for her money

I M In The Lead Help Keep Me There Plzzz
I AM IN MY FIRT CONTEST EVER.. WONT YOU PLZ STOP BY AND HELP COMMENT BOMB THE PIC ABOVE.. IF YOU SEND MORE THAN 100 COMMENTS PLZ LET ME KNOW I WILL BY YOU A VIC GIFT AND RATE YOU SOME 11 .S THIS CONTEST RUNS ALL WEEK.. SO LETS TRY TO KEEP ME AHEAD THE FIRST PLACE WINNER WINS A 7 DAY BLAST AN YOU KNOW I WILL SALUTE YOU ALL IN THE BLAST IF I WIN IT .. SMOOCHES LADY KAOS Glitter Graphics IF YOU HAVENT ADDED ME OR RATTED OR FANNED ME STOP BY MY PROFILE AND DO SO SHOW THE LVOE AND I WILL SHOW IT BACK £ÃÐ¥ ØF KÃØ§ (K.0.T.member)@ CherryTAP

Fullfillment
Kerri dragged herself up the last flight of stairs to the door of her fifth floor walk-up. She fumbled for her keys, causing one of her grocery bags to crash to the floor. "Fuck!" Of course the can of tomatoes would have landed on her toes. Jamming her key into the lock, she jiggled the stubborn thing and finally got her door opened. She kicked the stray bag inside figuring she couldn't do much more damage to the items inside. The first thing she noticed as she used her hip to shut the door was the key to her neighbor's apartment lying on the nightstand. She let out a disgusted sigh. She'd been planning to collapse in front of the TV and try to forget the hell of a day she'd had. She'd forgotten she had to feed Nick and Allen's cat. The two men were commercial photographers, and they'd been out of the country on a shoot. They were due back tomorrow. She considered putting her duties off, knowing she'd been giving Sasha, their grey Persian, extra treats all week, but she

Two Wolves
Two Wolves One evening an old Cherokee told his grandson about a battle that goes on inside people. He said, "My son, the battle is between two "wolves" inside us all. One is Evil. It is anger, envy, jealousy, sorrow, regret, greed, arrogance, self-pity, guilt, resentment, inferiority, lies, false pride, superiority, and ego. The other is Good. It is joy, peace, love, hope, serenity, humility, kindness, benevolence, empathy, generosity, truth, compassion and faith." The grandson thought about it for a minute and then asked his grandfather: "Which wolf wins?" The old Cherokee simply replied, "The one you feed."

My Friend Needs Your Help..plz
Hey There ! *Could you please help my friend out? He is in a contest for the "Best CT License" *ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS RATE BY CLICKING ON THE PHOTO BELOW ! RATE! Thats it...only takes a minute of your time. *This is NOT a comment bombing contest. *Comments are optional. ~He works hard at these licenses and ask for nothing in return. Please give back the kindness he has given to others~ :)

Does The Usa Really Need These Laws?
In Alabama, it is illegal to drive a car while blindfolded Jamie's thoughts-NO SHIT, does that mean even a blind man can get his license, aslong as he doesn't wear a blindfold? In Connecticut, It is illegal to walk across the street on your hands. Jamie's thoughts-All you hand walkers, Take careful note when you are in Connecticut. You can walk anywhere else you want on your hands, the grocery store, the bank, and even in the mall, BUT, make sure you switch to your feet when you come to a crosswalk In Illonois, it is illegal to give a lighted cigar to a dog, cat or any other domesticated animal. Jamie's thoughts-So, If you see a bear or any other wild animal on the side of the street, feel free to sit down with it, pass it a cigar, and start a game of poker. OR, If your domesticated pet has opposable thumbs, give him the Cigar and lighter, and tell them to light the fuckin thing itself In Massachusetts, it is illegal to snore with your bedroom windows open. Jamie'

Little Star
Goodnight little star,maybe tonight is the night my wish will come true...Sleep tight little star,I'll be dreaming along with you...And if I wake up tomorrow...and he is still a friend,then I'll see you tomorrow,little star,to try my wish agian.

Stop And Consider..
Stop and consider Before you choose to become angry, consider that your anger is not likely to achieve anything. Remind yourself that there is a more positive and productive response available to you. Before you allow an unexpected distraction to throw you off course, consider that you do have another choice. You can choose to move quickly beyond the distraction, and to stay focused on your original task. When you're tempted to feel resentful or sorry for yourself, stop and consider that such feelings will only intensify your difficulties. Choose instead to feel gratitude and to experience the real empowerment it can bring. If you just don't feel like making the effort, stop and reconsider. Make the most of each opportunity to create value before that opportunity slips away. When it seems that nothing is going your way, consider that in every defeat there are the seeds of triumph. Choose to find the positive aspects and to build on them. Before you give your time, energ

Sorry Jesus Im Not Impressed
"Christ died for your sins!" - Christianity "For God so loved the world, that he gave his only begotten Son, that whosoever believeth in him should not perish, but have everlasting life" - John 3:16 Apparently we are supposed to be impressed by this. However: First of all, "only begotten son". God, being omnipotent, could have billions of sons any time he wanted, so the fact that Jesus was his only son is not terribly meaningful. Secondly, what's the big deal about Jesus dying for us? I mean, he came back to life a few days later, didn't he? And, being omnipotent, he can apparently transition back and forth from being alive to dead whenever he wants, so his death was not any sort of sacrifice whatsoever. He did, however, allow himself to die in an unpleasant away, enduring some moderate amount of torture or pain for a few days. It was a far easier death than a lot of cancer or AIDS sufferers face, but still, it was something. "Christ suffered briefly for your s

As If Anyone Cares
have to pick up my pieces somehow But they are all over the floor I have to get myself together now I cannot get out my front door My medication is insufficient At poetry I seem quite proficient Does anybody really care? I am neither here nor there but nowhere And now I wonder what to do I used to be someone but I forgot Who maybe you I never knew What hit me what fit me or who I was I only wrote these lines because I wanted to reach out to you

Amor
Perche sei mia.... warm nights daybreak kisses rebirth rainshower moonflying. Perche ti voglio.... pale skin dreams ecstasy eyes blue weight strength above starsoaring. La tua pelle morbida Voglio accarezzare... Perche mi vuoi.... secret spot senses undercover whispers roll over release shimmer oil touch. Tutto sarai per me.... letting go closed-eye sighs united desires otherwordly crescendo.... Non pensare abbracciami.

U Know That Thing U Do When U Are Happy??
Its been a little while but i have found something again wchich makes me smile everytime i think of it. I like that...its been too long on the roller coaster or life and i would like to finally be on the straightaway coasting for a while just enjoying the ride instead of having to leap tall buildings in a single bound. Makes sense right?? *hmm there is that smile again....:)* ty for the smiles and the the confrimation...i am worth what i thought i was...:) all smiley....Fallen Angel

Cleaning Out Friends List
To all my friends,i was thinking about quiting Ct,but instead decided if was'nt fair to my true friends..I leave comments on your pages out of goodness or love.I don't mean anything by some of the dirtiness or bad things..It's just a computer and i don't act like this in peron..For you all that know me.i'm a loving person and would not hurt a soul on here.I try to be humorous and funny to make ya'll smle or laff..But some have taking it a bit further by not coming back to my page..I'm truley sorry.And for the ones that think i don't have time for them..Well i do care and i try to make the time to chat..But Many of you that are my true friends and family know what i went through and have over come..I read ya'll profile's and ya'll say life is to short..Well my friend no one would know that better then myself..I love everyone and when i say that it's from the heart,not being dirty..You see computers can be decieving when u see things on here,so it makes you think someone is a bad person

Contest
for all of my friends i am entered n a morph contest starting tomorrow at 2:30 and as most of you know i wont be here to get the link and stuff so when i return i will put all the info ina blog and hopefully my friends will vote for me and comment bomb me it will be most appreciated...so when i return i will get the info thanks so much

Waiting On Love
Heart racing, palms sweaty, face blushing, can't quit smiling and laughing. The looks. The thoughts. The laughs. How I miss that feeling. The feeling of being in love. The smile on your face when that person calls. The twinkle in your eye. The extra bounce in your step. The thought of that person first thing in the morning. The thought of that person last thing at night before you drift away to slumber. The dreams of them that are dreamt. The future that is planned. The warm and fuzzy feelings. The phone call in the morning just to say good morning and have a good day. The phone call at night just to say goodnight and sweet dreams. The random phone calls just to say you are being thought about. The random phone calls just to say you are missed. The one line emails just to say hello. The feeling of being in love. By: Abigail AkA BlondeAquarius

Jesus's Resume!
The Resume of Jesus Christ ------------------------------------ Address: Ephesians 1:20 Phone: Romans 10:13 Website: The Bible. Keywords: Christ, Lord, Savior and Jesus Hello. My name is Jesus Christ. Many call me Lord! I've sent you my resume because I'm seeking the top management position in your heart. Please consider my accomplishments as set forth in my resume. Qualifications · I founded the earth and established the heavens, (See Proverbs 3:19) · I formed man from the dust of the ground, (See Genesis 2:7) · I breathed into man the breath of life, (See Genesis 2:7) · I redeemed man from the curse of the law, (See Galatians 3:13) · The blessings of the Abrahamic Covenant comes upon your life through me, (See Galatians 3:14) Occupational Background · I've only had one employer, (See Luke 2:49). · I've never been tardy, absent, disobedient, slothful or disrespectful. · My employer has nothing but rave reviews for me, (See Matthew 3:15-17)

Ive Reached My Favorite Level!!
Thanks to all my wonderful friends and fans I am now officially a P-I-M-P!! hehe just what i always wanted to be!! I just wanted to say thanks to everybody, not just to help me level but becuz i have some pretty fantastic friends on here!! I luv ya all....if theres anything i can do for ya let me know....ill do my best!! Have a fantastic dayyy!! Say hi anytime.... luvz ya ~PRINCESS CINDY hehe

Sitting In San Antonio
high everyone. thank you for all the comments much sugar to all of you.well its thursday and im out of hours,left kingman az.whent to louisville ky.then to decatur il. to lincoln ne. to mccook ne.and down to san antonio tx.so il be sitting here tell saturday.how boring nothing to do here at the TA.some one talk to me.

Icy Mcicster
yea so its icy and it sucks. I went into work today and it was fine, a little dusting of snow on the ground and it was set....I look out the window 2 hours later and there is ice everywhere! So I go out ot my car at 7 and I cant get it open...damn ice. I finally get my car door open and I wasnt expecting it, lost balance and fell flat on my butt! ouch. dang

Love.......
Sometimes there are no words to describe how incredibly deep a person touches your heart soul and mind...they enter you so completly you cant breathe without seeing them hearing them . All you want is to be their only one the love of their life their everything ..the one they cant live without. not only to be the one dreaming of them together but have him dream of the same things. Have him tell me im the ONLY one he wants for eternity. and make sure he knows everyday how much I love him. to love so deeply so completely you are eh others best friend other half the piece to the puzzle that makes it whole. And even as deep as the love is there are stillbumps n hurdles you must overcome....some little things that u giggle about while dealing with others so big u just dont know if you will make it but you do and it makes you all the stronger for it. and you love the other person so much not only for who they are but for who they are not. Never once wanting to change a thing about them beca

Long Week
It's been such a long week. Between work, school, and homework, I'm dying. I have today off and I get paid, so I'm a happy camper. I'm planning on getting my bellybutton pierced today if my paycheck is decent, so wish me luck on that.

Joke
A farmer is lying in bed with his wife when he turns to her grabs her tits and says "Honey if you could get milk out of these we could sell the cow". Then he grabs her pussy and says "Honey if you could get eggs out of here we could sell the chickens". She turns to him smiles, grabs his dick and says "Honey if you could get this up I could get rid of your brother"

A Night In Elysian Park, Ca
A Night at Elysian Park, CA It was a night in the summer of 1984, me and a friend were cruising around having fun and thought we would cruise to the park to meet up with some friends, well we were driving north to the park and out of nowhere a dense fog came across the road like it had a mind of its own. There was another vehicle in front of us and that car slammed its breaks on and made a about face and was speeding out of the fog, we stopped turned and followed him but there was a large black figure hunched on the ground in front of my car I swerved to miss it but it hit. I slammed my breaks on and looked behind us and there was nothing there no black figure no fog! We left that night and never went to the park at night again.

Bad American
I LOVE George Carlin...he is just toooooo hilarious!!!!! YES, I'M A BAD AMERICAN by: George Carlin I Am Your Worst Nightmare. I am a BAD American. I am George Carlin. I believe the money I make belongs to me and my family, not some mid level governmental functionary be it Democratic or Republican! I'm in touch with my feelings and I like it that way! I think owning a gun doesn't make you a killer, it makes you a smart American. I think being a minority does not make you noble or victimized, and does not entitle you to anything. I believe that if you are selling me a Big Mac, do it in English. I believe everyone has a right to pray to his or her God when and where they want to. My heroes are John Wayne, Babe Ruth, Roy Rogers, and whoever canceled Jerry Springer. I don't hate the rich. I don't pity the poor. I know wrestling is fake and I don't waste my time watching or arguing about it. I've never owned a slave, or was a slave! I haven't burned any witches or bee

Nice Name
I attended a party this past weekend. After checking out all the well-dressed guests at the party, I spotted an attractive woman (standing alone) across the room. When I approached and asked her name, She coyly replied... "Carmen." Trying to maintain some sort of conversation with her, I responded with "That's a beautiful name, Is it a family name?" "No," she replied. "I gave it to myself, because it reflects the things I like most in the world - cars and men." Then she asked, "What's your name?" "Golftits," I replied.

This Is Kinda Cool
hey ya'll i got a new voice thingy on my page.. check it out or use this link.. ya'll will get to hear me and if ya leave a messege i get to hear you.. lol and believe me i dont sound like you think i would..lmao Send me a VoiceComment. It's FREE! Just call 1(641)985-7800 and enter *3497103. If you get one too, I'll reply. http://www.snapvine.com

Native Tongue
It was a balmy texas afternoon, looking out over the vast acreage she felt a burning desire to ride,... something about being in the wind pleased her to the core. Its been to long that she has had to tend to this land on her own, but her will, and stregth refused to give up she would not lose that which she has worked so hard for. It was un heard of in these times a widowed woman refuseing to re marry or even date devoting herself to almost 300 acres of farm land so close the the Native tribes yet to be discoverd. But it didnt matter to Barbaba, this was her solitude, this and her mare storm..together they were un stoppable. She walked to the stabble feling the heat from the afternoon sun beat down on her tanned flesh...storm as always greated her knowing soon they would be in the wind. But this day would be different, she looked at the saddle, and back at storm storking the mares neck and patting him...what do you say storm..you feel up to bare back today..storm shaling his head as

Best Joke In Ireland
John O'Reilly hoisted his beer and said, "Here's to spending the rest of me life, between the legs of me wife!" That won him the top prize at the pub for the best toast of the night! He went home and told his wife, Mary, "I won the prize for the Best Toast of the Night". She said, "Aye, did ye now. And what was your toast?" John said,"Here's to spending the rest of me life, sitting in church beside me wife." "Oh, that is very nice indeed, John!" Mary said.BR> The next day, Mary ran into one of John's drinking buddies on the street corner. The man chuckled leeringly and said, "John won the prize the other night at the pub with a toast about you, Mary." She said, "Aye, he told me, and I was a bit surprised myself. You know,he's only been there twice in the last four years. Once he fell asleep, and the other time I had to pull him by the ears to make him come.

The Courage To Be You...
The courage to be you You are unique, with your own special beauty and value to give to life. What a terrible shame it would be if you were to let that beauty be hidden behind your fears. When you worry that you're not good enough, you allow others to control you, and their domination will soon make you miserable. Or when you fool yourself into thinking you're superior to everyone else, you deny yourself the exquisite joy of offering your own special gifts to life. It takes courage and faith, effort and initiative to be who you are. And it is so very much worth the effort. Though no one else can do it for you, you have what it takes to be magnificently successful at being you. From the deepest secrets of your soul to the face you put forward to the world, every bit of you is meant to be the authentic and original person you are. Listen to that quiet, persistent voice inside that you know is always right. This is your opportunity to fulfill and express the real and lasting

Deletion Petition. Copy And Repost.
AIGHT, SO YOU CAN ADD FRIENDS ONE AFTER ANOTHER NO PROBLEM, BUT WHAT ABOUT DELETING? ANYONE WHO HAS GONE ON A MASS DELETING BINGE KNOWS WHAT I AM TALKING ABOUT. YOU HAVE TO CLICK EACH PERSON INDIVIDUALLY AND IT DRIVES ME MAD. SO HERE IS MY IDEA, SO MANY OTHER LITTLE BELLS AND WHISTLES ON THIS PAGE. I WANT TO SEE A MULTIPLE DELETE FEATURE. PRETTY MUCH THE SAME DEAL WHEN UPLOADING MULTIPLE PICS, EXCEPT THIS ONE WOULD JUST DELETE MULTIPLE CHERRYTAPPERS AT ONCE. SIMPLE RIGHT? SO HERE'S A PETITION I'M STARTING. JUST TYPE YOU USER NAME ON THE BOTTOM AND REPOST. MAYBE IT WILL GET AROUND ENOUGH TO MAKE IT AN OPTION. CAUSE I KNOW IT WOULD BE ONE THAT TONS OF PEOPLE WOULD USE. 1.COLOR BLIND CRIMES.

Sexual Iq Quiz Results
You have a sexual IQ of 144 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Dragon
This is a story that a friend of mine inspired in me. It was a great experience. However this is the first time I have tried my hand at writing porn or something similar. So thank you very much to my dear friend and I hope you enjoy. The young maiden stirred as the wind blew through her hair. Her soft murmurs blending into the sound of his beating wings. The great dragon glided effortlessly into the wide opening of his cave. The beast lays her down on the great marble altar in the center of his chamber. The sounds of chains and shackles echo throughout the lair. Her forehead wrinkles as a low murmur comes softly from her cherry lips. Her young supple body stirring from it’s slumber as an unknown source of heat touches her body. The dragon stands before her as his fire breath warms her skin while his rough tongue reaches out to taste her. She opens her eyes slowly to realize she is no longer in her bed, but her wrists and ankles chained, both spread wide powerless to move. Again s

Naughty Quiz
1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would like to have sex with? yes! 2. Do they know it? no? 3. Have you had sex with anyone on you friend¡¯s list? not yet 4. Do you like making love or having hott sex? both 5. Have your ever had a 3 some? not yet 6. What is your favorite position? any as long as I am having sex! 7. Do you want to have sex with the person who posted this? yes 8. Give or receive oral? both, but love to give! 9. Kinky or sneaky? both 10. Loud or quiet? loud 11. Ruff of soft? both 12. Foreplay or not? lots! 13. Do you like to bite or be bitten? bite 14. Spank or be spanked? spanked 15. Condoms or not? not 16. Masturbate or not? 3 times a day! 17. Role-playing or not? of course 18. Are you brave enough to re-post this? just did!

Ok Ya'll
i set up one of those voice mail thingies on here let the drunk dialing begin! ok really it's only like 1pm...but..hook me up..i want to hear your voices :) *kisses* and yes i left a msg on there and yes i sound like a total dork lol

Censors
My latest blog has been deleted. I announced in it that I was seriously thinking about leaving CherryTAP. I got pretty annoyed by the management. I am never rude to anyone and expect to be treated with respect in return. That seems to much for the management of CT. Dear friends have talked to me and asked me to stay. I slept it over a few days and so I'm back. But now thinking about leaving definitely. It looks like the USSR or the Third Reich to me. I thought we were in a free world together. When this blog is also deleted I will surely not return! I was invited to this because it should be fun, if it turns into a thing I get mad about, I quit! I have troubles enough in the real world.

Geography Of A Woman
GEOGRAPHY OF A WOMAN Between 18 and 22, a woman is like Africa,half discovered, half wild,naturally beautiful with fertile soil. Between 23 and 30, a woman is like America,well developed and open to trade,especially for someone with cash. Between 31 and 35, a woman is like India,very hot, relaxed and convinced of her own beauty. Between 36 and 40, a woman is like France,gently aging but still warm and a desirable place to visit. Between 41 and 50, a woman is like Great Britain, with a glorious and all conquering past. Between 51 and 60, a woman is like Yugoslavia,lost the war and haunted by past mistakes. Between 61 and 70, a woman is like Russia,very wide and borders are now unpatrolled. After 70, she becomes Tibet.Wildly beautiful, with a mysterious past and the wisdom of the ages....only those with an adventurous spirit and a thirst for spiritual knowledge visit there. GEOGRAPHY OF A MAN Between 1 and 70, a man is like Iran - ruled by a dick

A Guys Point Of View: Only U Guys Can Tell Me If Its True!
A Guys Point Of View: We don't care if you talk to other guys. We don't care if you're friends with other guys. But when you're sitting next to us, and some random guy walks into the room and you jump up and tackle him, without even introducing us, yeah, it pisses us off. It doesn't help if you sit there and talk to him for ten minutes without even acknowledging the fact that we're still there. We don't care if a guy calls you, but at 2 in the morning we do get a little concerned. Nothing is that important at 2 a.m. that it can't wait till the morning. ____________________________________________________ Also, when we tell you you're pretty/ beautiful/ gorgeous/ cute/ stunning, we fucking mean it. Don't tell us we're wrong. We'll stop trying to convince you. The sexiest thing about a girl is confidence. ____________________________________________________ Yeah, you can quote me. Push us down on the couch and make a move once in a while. W

Story6
It is the biggest social event of the year for the Sports Association of Glasgow University, the Sports Association Ball. Some queue overnight to get a ticket but I was in the fortunate position of not needing to, being the President of the Association. It is an evening of celebration and congratulations for the achievements of the last year and my last official task before I left office. It had been a good year. We were going to be awarding eleven full blues and fifteen half blues. Blues are awarded for athletes who have been picked to represent their country in their given sport and half blues for people who had excelled but not quite made the level needed for a full blue. We had won the National University Championships in athletics, swimming, football (men?s and women?s), squash and surprisingly we became the first Scottish University to win the cricket championship. We had also had great individual success over the year. On reflection it had been a dream year as

The Awakening (part One) An Erotic Story
The Awakening (part one) An Erotic Story I remember the first time I saw her it was at this hot little fetish club down town. My god she was so beautiful. Standing about 5’4 and wearing this amazing red and black corset with black booths and collar with the word slave on it in red. She had long raven colored hair down to the middle of her back. And she was holding a silver chain in her hand And I knew right then and there that I wanted to hold her in my arms and make her submit to my will. I wanted to be her master even if it was only for one night. But just how was I going to go about doing this? What should my first move be? These were some of the questions running through my head. I mean I only really came to this club tonight as a joke with a few friends just to see what it was all about. Never in my wildest dreams did I ever think I’d find someone that would bring all these feelings out of me. So for about the first hour I just hung out with my friends and watch

A Different Kind Of Contest, Need Your Help....
This contest I just joined is just a tad different, here is what I need you to do..... This contest is based on total # of POINTS not JUST comments on their own. you comment bomb make sure to rate you too. No matter if your rated 1 or 11 it's still worth 4 pts each. So like, comment and rate, you can rate lower and it will let you re-rate, and then rate again for higher....come on you guys and girls, all of you are so special, I will do anything I can to help you guys win, when you do a contest....Here is the link to get the comments done.....Just copy and paste the following link into your browser, and comment bomb, comment bomb..... (ps...even if ou can't comment bomb, jsut stop by and at least leave one comment or two on the picture, I think it will be worth your time. http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=391094&i=3130256568

Safe Sex
These days, safe sex isn't just a good idea, it's a matter of life and death. Here are some valuable tips to help you "play it safe"... Do not blow dealers for crack; blow regular citizens for cash, then buy the crack directly. Think about parents' nude bodies during foreplay; resultant loss of erection will prevent potential unsafe sex. Don't fall for lines like, "God protects his servants in the clergy from harm." Do not, no matter how much peers may pressure you, allow anyone to get to third base with you. Before unsafe sex, think to yourself what the kids will look like. Make sure all open sores on penis have thoroughly dried and scabbed over before use. When taking four cocks in the ass, make sure to have an equal amount of cock in your mouth to reduce the risk of CHI imbalance. Before fellating anonymous man in back room of bar, be sure to ask, "You don't have AIDS, do you?" Douse penis liberally with D-Con roach spray before penetrating ape. You CAN get it from kissing... tear o

Help These Ppl Out!
These people are all wonderful...They helped me soo much in my contest , They are great CT friends! They need help in thier contest and level ups now SO please go help them out! They more then plenty give the love back! Dixie Darlin- 2,000 comments needed Whips N Chains - 25,000 comments needed! prize 1 month paid blast. Manly... as many comment bombs as possible! Metal Baby- needs help to level up! go show her some cherry Love! ~Metal Baby~@ CherryTAP Sassy Five Souls- needs 10,000 comments! pacpl1801- Needs help to level up.. go show some cherrytap love! pacpl18018@ CherryTAP SparkyG.. needs to level up.. go over and show his page some cherry mass love! sparky_g@ CherryTAP BLAHIDONT - needs 25 comments for her contest! 'Zaphara-Countess of Angels Lestats Dark Covenant - help here level up show her page some cherry love! Zaphara-Countess of Angels Lestats Dark Covenant FamilyFAN ME BEFORE YOU ADD ME!@ CherryTAP Newport

Grandparent
What is a Grandparent ? WHAT IS A GRANDPARENT? (taken from papers written by a class of 8-year-olds) Grandparents are a lady and a man who have no little children of her own. They like other people's. A grandfather is a man & a grandmother is a lady! Grandparents don't have to do anything except be there when we come to see them. They are so old they shouldn't play hard or run. It is good if they drive us to the shops and give us money. When they take us for walks, they slow down past things like pretty leaves and caterpillars. They show us and talk to us about the color of the flowers and also why we shouldn't step on "cracks." They don't say, "Hurry up." Usually grandmothers are fat but not too fat to tie your shoes. They wear glasses and funny underwear. They can take their teeth and gums out. Grandparents don't have to be smart. They have to answer questions like "why isn't God married?" and "How come dogs chase cats?".

Proud American
PROUD AMERICAN This is an Airman's response to Ms Cindy Williams' editorial piece in the Washington Times about MILITARY PAY, it should be printed in all newspapers across America. On Nov. 12, Ms Williams wrote a piece for the Washington Times, denouncing the pay raise coming service members' way this year -- citing that the stated 13% wage was more than they deserve. A young airman from Hill AFB responds to her article below. He ought to get a bonus for this. ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "Ms Williams: I just had the pleasure of reading your column, "Our GIs earn enough" But I am a bit confused. Frankly, I'm wondering where this vaunted overpayment is going, because as far as I can tell, it disappears every month between DFAS (The Defense Finance and Accounting Service) Taxes, and my bank account. Checking my latest earnings statement I see that I make $1,117.80 before taxes. After taxes, I t

Life Is Short
it's amazing on how quickly life passes us by...all we have is experiances we make. i suggest we all start living like today is our last b/c no one is promised tommorrow. I hope everyone understands that to live is to love and to love is to truly live...but when yu hate exactly how far do you get in life?

Dreams
dreams can come true only if you beleive. i didnt think dreams did come true but i was wrong. i ahd a dream of a beuatiful to enter my life. i didnt think i could get one. i kept dreaming of one. now i do have one and she is the beuatiful thing in the world. i wouldnt give anything in the world for anything else as long as she is with me. cause she is the best thing that happen to me.

Long Last Few Days
i am going thru a very hard time right now. my sons father has taken my son and wont give him back.the cops will not help i have sole custody of my son and still nothing. no one wants to help me in any way. i have to speak with a lawyer tomarrow.ive been beside myself the last few days.I dont believe in god really but if you do pls pray.

Wanted Dj's Asap
WIKKED METAL RADIOIS NOW RECUITING DJ'SIF INTERESTED PLEASE SEND ME A PIVATE MESSAGEWE ARE AN ALL METAL RADIO STATIONSO PLEASE COME AND JOIN THE TEAMDJ'S ARE WANTED IMEADIATLY. ANYONE WITH EXPIRENCE WILL MOST LIKEY BE HIRED ON THE SPOT.

Please, Daddy, No!
OMG!!! This is so FUCKIN sad DADDY PLEASE N0" This is just wrong.. you are one sick person if you dont repost this i feel for you if this doesnt touch you because this is just wrong. read this. its disgusting Walking in my nighty; rubbing my eyes My fathers sitting on the sofa with his friend He pats the seat in the middle; i sit Shivering so cold; a quilt he lends "Jessy you love me don't you" a smile; his Their breathe spirts weep "Daddy you know i do; what is it?" He smiles at his friend; his hand creeps His friend takes my hand; looks me in the eyes Daddys creeping up my nightie; cold hands I try to pull his hand away; their grip is strong! They look at one another; nod; something planned I feel my palms sweat; Daddys under my knickers "Daddy im going to bed! Night" Pulling again But there grip is to strong for weak me I look at both; and ask, who are these men? His fingers going up me; pulling away His friend leans forward; a kiss? Why? Hi

Demon
Demon That old familiar fear is here again. Temporarily banished, diminished Never entirely vanished from my world. Fear Are you real? Or just appear to selfishly intimidate I must finally eradicate this enemy. He has the poison touch; destroys so much Gives nothing The demon has disciples Vipers trying to spread toxic thought. We've been at war for years, myself against the fear He can't win. He can't rule. I must face another duel. My wounds, my pain can't be in vain.

E.r.
Hubby was taken to ER at 8am Monday morning, and admitted to ICU 8pm Monday night. Heart rate topped 178bpm when his stats were checked on ER admission, and had dropped to 100bpm by nightfall. However his heart rate has been all over the scales today, from 110 - 130bpm at any given time. Blood Pressure, in contrast, has been comfortably low throughout. Fevers topping 103.7 to as low as 99.1 have also been plaguing him. His mien has improved over the last 24 hours from a very pale sickly white to a more normal hue. The doctors are stolidly trying to find the cause of the elevated heart rate and fever - but have not yet found the cause. I'll provide more information as information comes - please keep him in your thoughts.

Journal Entry
This is a journal entry for one of my classes... it ended up being a very in depth look at a part of my life I wanted to share this with you, my friends So you know me a little better "Description of a time in your life when you learned or did something well." I have chosen to write about something that took place when I was 16 years old. I come from a broken home. My parents were never married, and both have married people that treated me very poorly all along. When I was sixteen, I went to spend a month with my father (whom I was trying to reconnect with due my grandmother on his sides constant complaining about our relationship) And, while I had never been close to my father, I up and moved to Stockton in June of 2002. As if trying to reconnect with my father was not hard enough, I also had to learn how to get along with my step mother. Now, I was only sixteen, still a child really, but I took the initiative and tried my best to get along with both of them. I was

Smug Little Shit!!
The bloody great barsteward has dragged the bloody blanket, out of the bottom of the bed box, bringing half the bloody shavings out into the run! (The blankets supposed to help me clean the damn shavings out! Not him arghhh) Then he tipped his water bucket over and is lording it up in the middle of the bloody mess!! I'm going to throttle him!! I spent an hour this morning jeyes fluiding the entire run and pressure washing it, before I took him out, so it would have chance to dry and this is how he treats his lovely clean kennel Grrrrrr

"the Butterfly"
A butterfly fluttering in the breeze, Simple and plain but still free... Enjoying life as it may appear, Never wasting time on any fear... Whispering sweets in each little flower, Never searching for any type of power... Come to me my beautifil butterfly, Give to me my wings set me free inside... Sept-21-04

Sexy Irish Cherries In Need Of Luvin!!
Hey Everyone!!!! ۩Balie۩'s Sexy Irish Cherry contest is over on Saturday evening.. and some of my fellow Irish Cherries are in need of some Irish luvin..... What I am asking is that some of my friends go leave some luvin on those Irish Cherries without very many comments.... no one likes to see their pics in a contest without very many comments on them... I myself plan to do so as soon as I am commentunlocked! Now of course, I am not asking ya'll to help out those that are close to me lol .. I STILL wanna win that blast!!! You know what I am askin of ya! Anyone wanna help?? *bats eyelashes* Purty Plz? With Sugah on top!! Luvs&Hugs, ~MzMic~ Just click on my pic below and it will take you to all the Irish Cherries!!!

A Whisher Sweet.............
A WhIsHeR sWeEt............. Basket full of pretty posies from the "you" I love, both of us to talk together under stars above. A whisper sweet discloses the magic that you feel, I'm delighted with the roses, roses tell me love is real. We sing a song of rainbows to the tune of a lullaby, you and I both wearing halos so in love ~ as time goes by.

For All Of My Life
COME & LAY HERE BESIDE ME ID TELL YOU HOW Id FEEL THERE'S A SECRET INSIDE ME.. IM READY TO REVEAL TO HAVE YOU CLOSE EMBRACE UR HEART W/MY LOVE OVER AND OVER THESE ARE THINGS THAT I PROMISED MY PROMISE TO YOU... FOR ALL MY LIFE YOU ARE THE ONE I WILL LOVE YOU FAITHFULLY FOREVER ALL MY LIFE YOU ARE THE ONE I GIVE TO YOU MY GREATEST LOVE FOR ALL OF MY LIFE I WANT TO LEND A LOVE THESE ARE THINGS THAT I PROMISED MY PROMISED TO YOU

Yea Right
you can trust me yea whatever. been here 3 weeks and have come to the conclusion that there is only one thing that 95% of everyone here is looking for. Too bad because some really good friendships could start here Yes I posted some sexy pics but there is alot more to me than that. Prove me wrong everyone. The pics may just have to go.

U Make Me Feel Special
You make me feel special, like I'm your one and only. You make me feel like I'm a star in the sky lighting up your life. You make me feel safe when I'm near you, wrapped up in your arms. You make me feel like an angel from heaven because you never stop telling me how much you love me. You're always lighting up my heart with the things you do and say. I feel so happy just being with you this way. You'll will always be the love of my life.

Would You Do This For A Dear Sweet Friend
This is a Very Sweet Lady Shes in the Beautiful Ladies of Cherry Tap 3 Held by CT Daddy .. I know Ive been begging for help for myself as well but if you could go help this Lovely Lady out it would be so much appreciated and I Know she would appreciate it and return Love as well .. If you cannot comment bomb her why not at least drop by and give her a rate ... they count as well and vics could drop her an 11 Shes in first place lets Try to Keep her there Please She's a Sweetheart Please help her out heres her Pic leading to the Link

Fakeness
People who are fake, are people who r not real. People who are not real, are not worth the time of day. People who are not worth the time day of day are not worth being around. Those........i mus say are the dumb fucks who screw ur whole world up :( :( by Joe G. hisself ;)

A Kiss
They looked up into the sky, whose floating glow spread like a rosey ocean, vast and bright; They gazedupon the glittering sea below, Whence the broad moon rose circling into sight They heard the waves splash, and the wind so low, and saw each others dark eyes darting light into each other-- and beholding this, Their lips drew near and clung into a kiss; A long long kis a kiss of love and youth and beauty Such kisses as belonged to earily days, Where heart, and soul, and sense, in concert move, And the bloods lava and the pulse a blaze, Each kiss a heart-- quake---- for a kiss's strength I think it must be reconed by it's length.

Attn. All Rennies!!!!sca Rennies, And History Lovers
Please come join our merry band of Rennies!!!!!! We have a new site on the web for Renn Fair folk please stop by and sign up today!!!!!! We are world wide and growing constantly!!!!!! http://www.Renspace.com

Wormwind
wind a line at the drop of a hat in no time at all i'm pushing at patterns it's not a train of thought barreling down the track it's a fucking wreck there's no path, just tall grass and a burn circle surrounding the aftermath strewn, mutilated, amputated survivors stump fucking eachother in the ash a train filled with intellectuals driven mad by the smell of blood and fire it is so infectious the worms breach the soil and tickle feet crying for wet "everyone get on your knees and chests may the orgy commence come close to us we brought you to us let us touch your flesh let us caress your mess" the lunatics spill and rend and rest the worms rejoice as they compost their guests

Some Recent Poems...
... that I have written in the past few days. These have been put down in the order I wrote them... If you don't like them, please don't comment on them. They're my feelings... whether you like them or not. ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Broken Dreams Lonely heart, Broken heart... Dreams come true, torn apart Sad soul, Depressed soul... Agony and despair It takes its toll... Brown eyes, Crying eyes... tears slip down, just a little, she "dies" Depressing life, Miserable life... The hurtful words Cut like a knife... ******************** Love Once again she is Hurt beyond words... Once again her world is crushed... Love is dead. ********************* Clear Blood Tears... clear blood... Outer proof that she is hurt No less visable Than if it were red... The pain is real The saddness too.... Tears they fall... Like clear blood. ********************** Thoughts I thought my heart Would feel empty I thought I'd still be sad..

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Life drink it deeply Surrender never to the strain Taste love with out shame Copywrite info: These are all original Dark Hiaku and thus the sole property of the writer Do not use them in any part or whole with out my writen permission Thank you Dark

The Way I Do
I wish you could see the sky the same way that I do Broken pieces and shattered bits will never tell the truth Left behind with a new beginning and not knowing what to do Never letting, never failing I always come back to you. I wish you could see the sky the same way that I do I wish everybody knew exactly what I knew And again I sit and tell you the same thing That we'll never be the same not for anything Come again, be a friend, just do what I do Let it go, let it show, just like I do I know you're not me but maybe you should be Or at least pretend the way that I do. Just pretend for the better, you'll never see it coming Just pretend for a blind eye looks better Pretend a promise was something never meant to be kept Let yourself go, Let yourself go, just the way that I do. . .

Comedian Jeni Dies In Apparent Suicide...
Comedian Jeni dies in apparent suicide By ANA BEATRIZ CHOLO, Associated Press Writer 1 hour, 31 minutes ago WEST HOLLYWOOD, Calif. - Richard Jeni, a standup comedian who played to sold-out crowds, was a regular on the "Tonight Show" and appeared in movies, died of a gunshot wound in an apparent suicide, police said Sunday. ADVERTISEMENT Police found the 45-year-old comedian alive but gravely injured in a West Hollywood home when they responded to a call Saturday morning from Jeni's girlfriend, Los Angeles Police Officer Norma Eisenman said. Eisenman said the caller told police: "My boyfriend shot himself in the face." Jeni died at a nearby hospital. Eisenman said suicide had not been officially confirmed and the investigation was continuing. Jeni regularly toured the country with a standup act and had starred in several HBO comedy specials, most recently "A Big Steaming Pile of Me" during the 2005-06 season. Another HBO special, "Platypus Man," won a Ca

Sexy Story By Sarah
Beep. Beep. Beep. The sound of the alarm clock setting on the night stand next to the bed wakes him up. Dread fills him as he realizes that its exam day! He pulls the covers up over his head wishing this day had never come. But as the alarm starts to beep at him again he realizes that there’s no getting around it and he is only wasting precious time. Slowly he rises and sits on the edge of the bed wiping sleep from his eyes. Stretching he stands and heads for the shower thinking might as well get ready for his exam. Showering quickly and dressing even faster for time is wasting and traffic is going to be horrible during the morning rush hour. For the first day in a long time he wished he were going to work instead of the doctor for a full physical. He hated the doctor’s office and even more then that physicals! Leaving the house with no breakfast because he didn’t have an appetite this morning he heads his car in the direction of the dreaded doctor’s office. As he is driving his

Is It Possible?!? Holy Shit!!!!
YOU CAN ACTUALLY LISTEN TO MY MUSIC AND TALK TO ME AT THE SAME TIME?!?!? OH MY GOD AND STROKE MY EGO LIKE THERES NO TOMORROW, AND IT'S REALLY SIMPLE TO DO!!! ALL YOU HAVE TO DO IS CLICK THE LITTLE LINK DOWN BELOW, AND JOIN THE LOUNGE. MY GOD THE EASE OF IT IS AMAZING!!!! SO QUIT BEING LAZY, JOIN THE LOUNGE, STROKE MY EGO, OR ANYTHIGN ELSE WHILE YOUR AT IT. LISTEN TO MY KILLER MUSIC. AND MANAGE NOT TO PISS ME OFF ALL AT ONCE. COULD IT BE ANY EASIER?!? NO. PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL. P.S. NAKED AND LOUNGE WHORING. CLICK IT YA BASTAGE!!! http://cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=5960

My Poem---pain
Pain pain is constant inside and out it’s like lost In the silence lost in doubt though pain cannot be mistaken and never replaced it cannot be helped because it never leaves a trace in fatality it leaves in our final moments when all we wish to cry about it’s the broken shards we’ve left behind life is meaningless with pain because there’s nothing left to fell with no feeling of life nothing can be real

Clear
I ache. Break, broken, speak, spoken. Burning dry those tears I can't hold on It's like a spiders web I can't hold on cut the flesh I cannot stand must stand strong I cannot speak clear I cannot walk broken knees I cannot heal these disease I cannot draw you better dreams Please no. Please. I cannot see you through these eyes I can not sing you better lies I know your going no not gone I wish that I could sing your song. I wish that I could free your heart and I wish we would not part but they say you don't have long how I wish to sing your song. I cannot move throughout this black I cannot breath or bring you back I cannot touch what will not stay I'm not okay not okay.

Bye...
my lovely friends iam leaven for los vegas i will be back on monday!!! pleas all of you have a save st.pattys day best wishes 2 all have a save drinken day..wooohooo!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! bye the way iam leaving on thrusday..........mauhzzzzzzzzz

Who Cares
May I listen to your worries, Though you feel despair, If you talk with me a moment, You will see that I do care, Please share with me your sorrow, Don't be ashamed to shed a tear, I'll listen to your worries, Try to help remove the fear, I can not solve your problems, This is something only you can do, But talking through your worries, May give an overview. Perhaps within the silence, You might just be aware. That deep within the silence Is some one else who cares.

Are You A Good Girl Or A Bad Girl?
Good girls loosen a few buttons when its hot Bad girls make it hot by loosening a few buttons Good girls wax their floors Bad girls wax their bikini line Good girls blush during sex scenes in movies Bad girls know they could do it better Good girls wear white cotton panties Bad girls don't wear any Good girls think they're not fully dressed without a strand of pearls Bad girls think they're fully dressed with just a strand of pearls Good girls pack their toothbrush Bad girls pack their diaphragms Good girls own only one credit card and rarely use it Bad girls own only one bra and rarely use it Good girls wear high heels to work Bad girls wear high heels to bed Good girls think the office is the wrong place to have a romance Bad girls think no place is the wrong place Good girls prefer the missionary position Bad girls do too, but only for starters Good girls say no Bad girls say when? Good girls go to the party, go home,

Needing The Love.
Look everybody I can feel it out there. You can feel it out there. But please send me some love. I LUV YOU.......HOPEFULLY YOU LUV ME. And so we can all be happy. FO-SHO! Madd Luv to all of you and all of yours. Nik

Just Remember...
tomorrow is the day everyone!! I leave for washington. I am not sure when i will b back on here as i have to get setteled in!! but i will try to not stay away for too long!! I am gonna miss everyone!!! ~huggs & ~kisses~ ~Stephie~

I Would Do This For My Girl Any Day.
- Leave her sweet texts to wake up to. - Sneak up behind her. - Grab her by the waist. - Do anything to make her smile. - Always make her laugh. - Tell her shes beautiful, not sexy. - Tell her she has amazing eyes. - When your friends walk by say this is my girlfriend. - Say i love you to her face not JUST over the phone. - If she's sad take her in your arms and tell her everything will be okay. - NEVER cheat on her. - Kiss her on the forehead. - When you walk with her, walk slowly. - Tickle her even when she says stop. - Don't say I love you unless you mean It. - Listen to her when she talks. - Tell her your secrets. - Protect her. girls repost as - A True Boyfriend Guys repost as - I would do this for my girl any day

How To Stop Aids!!!
AIGHT, QUICK HAVING UNPROTECTED SEX AND OR BEING A JUNKY. NOW THAT THAT'S CLEARED UP, GO VOTE FOR ME IN THIS CONTEST. BEFORE THIS SHIT EVEN STARTED SOME DUMB FUCKERS DOWN RATED MY PIC, WHAT LAME BASTARDS!!!! SO I WANT TO KICK THESE GUYS ASS'S SO HARD THERE NUTS WILL BLEED!!!! SO RATE, COMMENT, OR GIVE ME A MEAN HAND JOB CAUSE WELL IT FEELS GOOD. PEACE OUT AND SHIT ALL.-BILL. P.S. NAKED AND GRUDGE FUCKABLE. CLICK IT AND STICK IT. AND NOW LISTEN!!!

Dj
IM BACK, I LEFT THIS SITE WHEN THEY CHANGED THE FORMAT, BUT THE OTHER DAY I CHECKED IT AFTER 5 MONTH'S AND IT WAS BACK TO NORMAL.MY FRIENDS AND EVERYTHING WERE GONE BUT I WILL TRY IT AGAIN. I HAD SOME OF THE COOLEST FRIENDS IN THE WORLD HERE. WELL IM FUCKING BACK.

Sailing Ships
Do you remember Standing on the shore, Head in the clouds, Your pockets filled with dreams Bound for glory On the seven seas of life, But, the ocean is deeper than it seems The wind was with you When you left on the morning tide, You set your sail for an island in the sun, On the horizon, dark clouds up ahead, For the storm has just begun Take me with you, Take me far away, Lead me to the distant shore Sail your ship across the water, Spread your wings across the sky Take the time to see Youre the one who holds the key, Or sailing ships will pass you by You cry for mercy, When you think youve lost your way, You drift alone, if all your hope is gone So find the strength and you will see You control, your destiny, After all is said and done So take me with you, Take me far away, An lead me to the distant shore Sail your ship across the water, Spread your wings across the sky Take the time to see Youre the one who holds the key, Or sailing ship

Shouts...
Would anyone who shouted at me last night (that is, before about an hour ago and since about 5 hours ago , I think- when I stopped being responsive, anyway)- please mail me the shout, I deleted all of them very much too quickly. (This doesn't apply to people I have spoken with.)

Other Reviews- Brief Impression Firefox 2.0.0.2
Not first impression- I've used it on another machine- but brief (I didn't think it worked with Macintosh OS 10.2 for some reason so only downloaded it just now.) Nice interface :) (Speaking of interface, I will and can get used to the new CT interface and think I'll like it. But yes, it'll take some getting used to.)

*~time~*
Time As time goes by, I have come to realize That all I want is you. My feelings deepen My heart skips a beat with each Gentle touch from you. As time goes by I get lost in thoughts of you. As time goes by Words are left unspoken Feelings kept un-shown. As time goes by I realize I want you And only you. By: Teresa© September 11, 2003

Propaganda ????
Sombody sent me this e-mail: I know some of you don't believe that we should be in the war. But read this story and just maybe, seeing it in these terms it will make more sense to you why we have to be there: This is a simple little story.....way too simple for our sophisticated minds, but, maybe, just maybe you have a child, or grandchild that doesn't understand.... Just, maybe..... The other day, my nine year old son wanted to know why we were at war. My husband looked at our son and then looked at me. My husband and I were in the Army during the Gulf War and we would be honored to serve and defend our Country again today. I knew that my husband would give him a good explanation. My husband thought for a few minutes and then told my son to go stand in our front living room window. He told him: "Son, stand there and tell me what you see?" "I see trees and cars and our neighbor's houses." he replied. "OK, now I want you to pretend that our house and our yard is

A Poem Hope You Like
When you wake in the morning And nothing is going right Your wife is in you face And you're ready to fight You didn't get any pussy The last three nights You're balls is turning blue and you have no idea just what to do So you go into the bathroom On your lunch break take out your tool and you start to masterbate Then your boss walks in and sees the whole thing As you stand in the mirror playing with your ding a ling This the tha art of sucking Know what I mean?

Housework
why does housework suck so much. they should invent a machine that makes it fun. like a hoover with a karioke machine attached, a washing machine with a fun attachment or something fun you can do when you wash up. mabey someone who reads this can help me out with suggestions on how to make housework more pleasureable, and i would do more of it. Thanks guys. xxamyxx

Sooooooooooo
I haven't done a blog here in a few days. Not too much to really blog about. Though a few days ago, we had some rather nice weather. Today I woke up and there was stupid snow back on the ground again. Ugh. Anyhow, I was trying to stop by peoples pages today, that I haven't visited in a while and delete empty profiles. Its funny how many people delete their accounts, and never bother to say they're doing so. Oh well. Such is CherryTap life. Well..I hope everyone has a very Happy and Safe St.Patty's day. Please do NOT drink and drive. Be safe. Don't forget to buy me a drink too! :p

Yours
Your blue is darker than mine my sky has wispy clouds the rain thrashes down on you my hair is barely wet Your courage is not enough to lighten up the day while charisma only fails to dry out your long hair Your love lingers on your tongue never to have spoken the words, muted, stay couped up never to have impressed Yours are the depths of echoes sliding past my today while today I may be here sliding by tomorrow Aqua lifts up my spirit while navy only sinks as this new power to love rolls dazzling down my cheeks

Alone
Coming down the street she walks alone doesn't matter where she goes cuz no one's home no one's there for her but she does this for herself or did she think too much again? lose a friend find out what she could have been? Is he coming back to her? Baby's mama's love's alright gonna find himself inside this bottle one more night no need to fight there's no feeling's anymore they're given away in both their minds stubborn ways don't ease the times and it's all fine he's not coming back to her Seems like a lover's gone away on an empty train and all I have inside my head is rain can't complain because I did this to myself I didn't think again lost a friend how can this all end? Is he going back to her?

Update On My Daughter
She's doing ok... She had the radiation treatments Tuesday and Wednesday... VERY busy days for us... twice to Nuclear Medicine on Tuesday and then twice again on Wednesday!! The doctor wont release her to go back to school until the 21st, but I can understand why... as it is, she cant be within 6 ft of any of us in the house for any longer than 20 to 30 minutes :( That's for only another day tho, thank goodness!!! Anyway, other than that, other things are looking up for our family also, so now hopefully my stress level will go down a bit!!! Love & Hugs to all!!

I'm Lame?
LIBRA - The Lame One (me) Nice to everyone they meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique appeal. Most caring person you will ever meet! However not the kind of person you wanna mess with ... U might end up crying... TAURUS - The Tramp (Dwayne) Aggressive. Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Good kisser. Good personality. Stubborn. A caring person. One of a kind. Not one to mess with. Are the most attractive people on earth.

Check This Out !!!! You All Need To Read!!
What's up all my SEXY CT'S!! I'm having alittle trouble keeping up on who I rated and shown some luv to so if I have not yet got to you PLEASE send me a private message telling me so I can do so !!! THANKS ALOT TO ALL MY FRIEND'S AND FAN'S AND FAMILY,FOR ALL THE LUV!!! BE SAFE ! Always Kiera AKA ITALIANDIAMONDS

Volunteer Firefighter
As the pager goes off and the call comes in I wonder what we will have or where we will be going Who will be there and what will we find Will today be the day I find a friend or a loved one dying The call comes in and I have to get dressed I run on the door, into my vehicle and down the road I get going Now that the call is in I know I will be missed The dinner he had planned but this is what I do The call is over and I come home He is sitting on the couch next to the phone I give him a kiss and tell him it was bad But most of all I tell him I wouldnt look back The one so close and dear to me Now realizes this is not an abnormal thing To leave in the most difficult times Or even miss a wonderful time with my man Charity Dawn Wooten Copyright ©2007 Charity Dawn Wooten

I See The Light
as i see to the other side i find that i do not see what i want to see but only see the things that i miss see yet i have been blind to see for my coming to see them has bright a new light to my eyes as i care to only not see them but i have no choice to see them for i was seen the light for i did not want to see..

People Wounder
Ya lately I have been a bitch towards people. People have been woundering why I have been a bitch or whats going on. I don't know what to do with my life no more. I want to move on right now but I have my little sister to take care of until she is at least 17 years old. Im afraid to move on. As of the 26th I wont be seeing or talking to anyone for awhile. I dont want that to happen but its going to happen. There is alot of things that are going through my head right now. Ya this morning around 4am I did something stupid but hey its alright I guess. I feel like I lost all my friends. I had a great day at work last night an then I come home an find out from a friend that my ex's gf is bitching at him cause she thinks I have his number, first off I dont and dont want the number, Ya I love him to death an dont want to give up but I gotta. We fight to much. I do hope that the next time we see eachother he is married to the bitch that is controling him. Ya I know your going to read this but

100 Things About Me
Just some known facts about me. Enjoy. 1)I hate spiders well any type of reptiles freak me out 2)I've stripped naked once because I had a cockroach crawl on me 3)I feel as if I should have been born in the 50's 4)I tend to do things on impulse 5)I sleep naked 6)I have OCD. I can't stand things being out of order. Clean freak. ( Not totally a freak) I have kids and can handle a little bit of a mess. Just rather have it clean. Wouldn't anyone? 7)I drink to run away from my problems 8)I have low self-esteem 9)I'm a horrible speller 10)I'm in love with someone ill never be with 11)I love cheesecake more then I do chocolate 12)I love to cook 13)I take 40 minute + showers 14)Most of my dreams come true "Good and bad" 15)I regret not having a white wedding 16)I've committed my own emotional suicide 17)I like having control 18)I cry when I'm angry 19)I'm extremely sensitive 20)I'm a hopeless romantic 21)I have trust issues

Part 1 - The Beginning
** Now keep in mind that this will have more than one part to it, so here is Part 1 Ok so I love to hear about the fantasies of others as much as I love to think of my own . . . So now I want to share one that I was given . . . Though keep in mind that I am added my own touches and embellishments to it as well. He who told me this will know what I added and that is the only one that need know where the line is really. ** It begins with a woman dressed in a little silky black negligee with matching thigh highs and red high heels. Her nails and lips are painted red to match the shoes. She is walking into a room where an eager man awaits her arrival. He is waiting on his knees for her to enter and show him her love. She walks in and stands before him, towering above him, looking down at him with stern but caring eyes. She extends a leg to him and he kisses her ankle and the top of her foot. She pushes him back with her foot. He lands upon his back flat on the floor staring

Heart Of Gold
This about sums it up I want to live, I want to give I've been a miner for a heart of gold. It's these expressions I never give That keep me searching for a heart of gold And I'm getting old. Keeps me searching for a heart of gold And I'm getting old. I've been to Hollywood I've been to Redwood I crossed the ocean for a heart of gold I've been in my mind, it's such a fine line That keeps me searching for a heart of gold And I'm getting old. Keeps me searching for a heart of gold And I'm getting old. Keep me searching for a heart of gold You keep me searching for a heart of gold And I'm getting old. I've been a miner for a heart of gold.

~ Some Muslim Cabbies Refuse Fares ~
Some Muslim Cabbies Refuse Fares Carrying Alcohol By Kari Lydersen Washington Post Staff Writer Thursday, October 26, 2006; Page A02 MINNEAPOLIS -- The ban on carrying liquids on commercial airliners has had an unintended consequence in Minneapolis: It has made catching a cab easier. Over the past few years, a growing number of Somali taxi drivers in the Twin Cities have been interpreting Koranic prohibitions on carrying alcohol to include ferrying passengers with alcohol in their bags. "If you are a cabdriver and a practicing Muslim, you can't carry alcohol," said Idris Mohamed, an adjunct professor of strategic management at Metropolitan State University in St. Paul. "It would be the same for a practicing Christian trying to honor their beliefs." When flight attendant Eva Buzek returned to Minneapolis-St. Paul International Airport from France in March and told a cabdriver to be careful with her bag because there was wine in it, she was shocked at the response she g

Why Do You Come Here?
Ya know, I just spent 20 minutes of my life reading a blog by someone I expected to be impressed with... only to find out in the end it's just another "This is an evil person!!" blog. I hate those... especially the ones that someone feels the need to point out that they don't care how evil this person is... just that they've been tracking them for weeks now and gathering all this evil data about thier evilness. Ya uh huh, you spent how long, and you're telling me you don't care? Either you're lying or you're just a REALLY sad masochist. So then I started typing a message here... hit the wrong button... and since the site's not smart enough to help you, my page changed and POOF... data all gone. Happens all the time, usually it's a message coming on the shoutbox and you hit delete and the browser changes back a page... and POOF message all gone. So I started thinking... why DO I come here? I mean really... at LEAST 50% of the bulletins are full of "add me rate me fan me" or "add h

Since Some Can't Show Respect To Read My Profile
I have been on CherryTap for quite a long time. I am here basically to chill and have fun. By fun, I mean joke and comment back and forth using the profile comment section as well as commenting and rating pictures. That is ALL I do here and as well as make and made friends along the way that know my style and that I am NOT on this site to meet or hook up with anyone In other worth, I am NOT here for cybersex, to meet anyone in person or have an online relationship. I would like if you respect that and understand that I also do NOT like having conversations using the shoutbox or via CT's private messages. Have courtesy, if you have ANYTHING to say to me, POST A COMMENT TO MY PAGE. Only a FEW I do reply back to that private message me or shoutbox and it is due to the INTEGRITY of the message and of course, anyone that does sends me a gift, I do acknowledge and give thanks for the generosity and do send a gift in return. Now, it isn't such a difficult task to post a comment to

Pet Food Recalls
Received this email from my veternarian docs that I take my pets to. I thought I would share this with you just in case you are hearing rumors of the pet food recalls and/or you haven't quite been privy to them just yet. "We have had many calls about the pet food recall in the news. The problems seem to be affecting primarily cats. The most common signs are vomiting, not eating and lethargy. There is still much information to be gathered, so we will keep you posted of any new developments. As of yet, we have seen no cases at Four Paws that we are associating with foods. Please do not hesitate to call us if you have any questions or your pet is exhibiting symptoms. For information on the recall, lists of all foods involved, and a phone number to call, go to Pet Food Recall List". The Doctors and Staff PS: So far Gibson and Moobaby are fairing well. Hope your pets are all doing the same!! :D

The Six Servants
In olden times there lived an aged queen who was a sorceress, and her daughter was the most beautiful maiden under the sun. The old woman, however, had no other thought than how to lure mankind to destruction, and when a wooer appeared, she said that whosoever wished to have her daughter, must first perform a task, or die. Many had been dazzled by the daughter's beauty, and had actually risked this, but they never could accomplish what the old woman enjoined them to do, and then no mercy was shown, they had to kneel down, and their heads were struck off. A certain king's son who had also heard of the maiden's beauty, said to his father, "Let me go there, I want to demand her in marriage." "Never," answered the king, "if you were to go, it would be going to your death." On this the son lay down and was sick unto death, and for seven years he lay there, and no physician could heal him. When the father perceived that all hope was over, with a heavy heart he said to him, "Go thither, an

The Sea-hare
There was once upon a time a princess, who, high under the battlements in her castle, had an apartment with twelve windows, which looked out in every possible direction, and when she climbed up to it and looked around her, she could inspect her whole kingdom. When she looked out of the first, her sight was more keen than that of any other human being, from the second she could see still better, from the third more distinctly still, and so it went on, until the twelfth, from which she saw everything above the earth and under the earth, and nothing at all could be kept secret from her. Moreover, as she was haughty, and would be subject to no one, but wished to keep the dominion for herself alone, she caused it to be proclaimed that no one should ever be her husband who could not conceal himself from her so effectively, that it should be quite impossible for her to find him. He who tried this, however, and was discovered by her, was to have his head struck off, and stuck on a post. Ninety

Dear Alcohol...
Dear Alcohol, First and foremost, let me tell you that I'm a huge fan of yours. My friend, you always seem to be there when needed. The perfect post-work cocktail, a beer at the game, and you're even around in the holiday's hidden inside chocolates as you warm us when we're stuck in the midst of endless family gatherings. However, lately I've been wondering about your intentions. While I want to believe that you have my best interests at heart, I feel that your influence has led to some unwise consequences: 1. Phone calls: While I agree with you that communication is important, I question the suggestion that any conversation of substance or necessity takes place after 2 a.m. Why would you make me call those ex-girlfriends/boyfriends when I know for a fact they do not want to hear from me during the day, let alone all hours of the night? 2. Eating: Now, you know I love a good meal, but why do you suggest that I eat a taco with chili sauce, along with a big Italian meatball a

Me
Hmmmmm, About me..... There is not much to really tell. I am a mysterious Dragon on an unknown quest to rediscover whom I truly am. There is someone out there, that knows the secrets that I need, to put me in my prespective. Along the way, I am sure I have caused much grief and turmoil. I do not ask forgiveness, for it was my fault. I guess that is one of my faults. I never said I was perfect. But this person I search for holds the key to my completeness.

Communication
Communitcation what is it? I have been asked several times what communication means to me. To me communication is everything. Without communication whether spoken orally or not at all, by means of simple body gestures, is the key to everything. In a relationship, communication are the embers of the fire, the building blocks that everything else stands upon. The embers are what sparks the fire that grows into a rage of passion and love. The building blocks is what withstands the times of the friendship that grows into the relationships we endear and trust.

Poems
"The dewdrop" The dewdrop on a bamboo leaf stays longer than you, who vanish at dawn. Izmui Shikibu Love Song My love, we wil go, we will go, I and you, And always in the woods we will scatter the dew; And the slmon behold,and the ousel too, My love I and you, we will hear, we will hear, The calling afar the doe and the deer, A the bird in the branches will cry for us clear, And the cuckoo unseenin his festival mood; And death, oh my fair one, will never come near In the bosom afar of the fragrant wood. W.B.YEATS "THIS HEART IS NOT" This heart is not. a summer field, and yet.... how dense love's foliage has grown. Izumi Shikibu

Nursery Rhymes Gone Wrong
I found this in one of my kids nursery rhyme books and just wanted to share it with everyone: I LOVE LITTLE PUSSY I love little pussy, Her coat is so warm And if I don't hurt her She'll do me no harm. Now can anyone tell me if you think this is appropriate reading for my 2 and 4 year old daughters? Or is it just me?

A Test For Old Kids
Sent: Sunday, March 11, 2007 6:48 AM Subject: a test for old kids A TEST FOR OLD KIDS I was picky who I sent this to. It had to be those who might actually remember. This is a test for us, old kids! The answers are printed below, but don't you cheat. 01. After the Lone Ranger saved the day and rode off into the sunset, the grateful citizens would ask, Who was that masked man? Invariably, someone would answer, I don't know, but he left this behind. What did he leave behind?________________. 02. When the Beatles first came to the U.S. in early 1964, we all watched them on The _______________ Show. 03. "Get your kicks, ___________________." 04 "The story you are about to see is true. The names have been changed___________________." 05. "In the jungle, the mighty jungle, ________________." 06. After the Twist, The Mashed Potato, and the Watusi, we "danced" under a stick that was lowered as low as we could go in a dance called the "_____________."

Celtic Wedding Vow
"You cannon possess me for I belong to myself But while we both wish it, I give you that which is mine to give You cannon command me, for I am a free person But I shall serve you in those ways you require and the honeycomb will taste sweeter coming from my hand" "I pledge to you that yours will be the name I cry aloud in the night and the eyes into which I smile in the morning I pledge to you the first bite of my meat and the first drink from my cup I pledge to you my living and my dying, each equally in your care I shall be a shield for your back and you for mine I shall not slander you, nor you me I shall honor you above all others, and when we quarrel we shall do so in private and tell no strangers our grievances" "This is my wedding vow to you This is the marriage of equals."

No Lies Survey
Body: 1. last beverage¨ Iced tea 2. last phone call¨ Was from Sean 3. last instant message¨ N/A 5. last time you cried¨ Couldn't tell ya. 6. last text message¨ N/A 1. dated someone twice¨ Negative 2. been cheated on?¨ By all of em.. Except Sean, Thank Goddess there are a few good ones left! 3. kissed someone & regretted it?¨ Why, do you have herpes today? 4. lost someone special?¨ Yes 5. been depressed¨ I have been. 6. been drunk and threw up? Not any time in the last 3 or 4 years. LIST THREE FAVORITE COLORS: 1. blue 2. Pink 3. purple/black THIS MONTH HAVE YOU 1. Made a new friend ¨ Yes 2. Fallen out of love-- No way, I love him more every day. 3. Laughed till you cried -- Yep 4. Met someone who changed your life ¨ Not this month. 5. Found out who your true friends were ¨ I already know who can be trusted. 6. Is there something you want to tell someone ¨ Not that I'm aware of. 8. How many people on your to

Bizarre Behavior
I have a friend that I met through CT back last Fall who not only connected up with me through CT, but also MS and a few other avenues. He flooded me with attention from October through December and then suddenly it stopped. When I talked with other friends through CT and other places, they all seemed to think that he had found someone else to put all of his attention towards, which could have been, but he never just came out and said anything, although the point of contacts were getting further and further apart. Yesterday, while at work I discovered that he was gone from my family list on CT. Double checking MS, he was gone from my top 24 as well. After going to his CT page, he has not only eliminated me from his family list, but everyone. He has done the same thing on MS. He also has had a business website of his own and it is totally gone. To me, that is a sign of tidying things up before something more bizarre happens. When my husband had died from his heart attack,

Fairy Tale
Once upon a time, a guy asked a girl "Will you marry me?" The Girl said, "NO!" And the girl lived happily ever after! She went shopping, dancing, drank martinis, always had a clean house, never had to cook, had sex with whomever she pleased... did whatever the hell she wanted, never argued, didn't get fat, traveled more, had many boyfriends, saved more money, had all the hot water to herself, and never had pubic hairs under the toilet seat lid. She watched chick flicks, never football,never wore fricken lacy lingerie that went up her ass, had high self esteem, never cried or yelled, felt and looked fabulous in sweat pants, and burped, swore, and farted all the time. THE END

Joke,....;-)
A woman takes her 16-year-old daughter to the doctor. The doctor says, "Okay, Mrs. Jones, what's the problem?" The mother says, "It's my daughter Darla. She keeps getting these cravings, she's putting on weight, and is sick most mornings." The doctor gives Darla a good examination, then turns to the mother and says, "Well, I don't know how to tell you this, but your Darla is pregnant-- about 4 months, would be my guess." The mother says, "Pregnant?! She can't be, she has never ever been left alone with a man! Have you, Darla?" Darla says, "No mother! I've never even kissed a man!" The doctor walked over to the window and just stares out it. About five minutes pass and finally the mother says, "Is there something wrong out there doctor?" The doctor replies, "No, not really, it's just that the last time anything like this happened, a star appeared in the east and three wise men came over the hill. I'll be damned if I'm going to miss it this time!!!!!"

Please Cradle My Heart...
Last night, I was lying on the rooftop, thinking of you. I saw a special Star, and summoned her to take you a message. I prostrated myself to the Star and asked her to take my prostration to that Sun of Tabriz. So that with his light, he can turn my dark stones into gold. I opened my chest and showed her my scars, I told her to bring me news of my bloodthirsty Lover. As I waited, I paced back and forth, until the child of my heart became quiet. The child slept, as if I were rocking his cradle. Oh Beloved, give milk to the infant of the heart, and don't hold us from our turning. You have cared for hundreds, don't let it stop with me now. At the end, the town of unity is the place for the heart. Why do you keep this bewildered heart in the town of dissolution? I have gone speechless, but to rid myself of this dry mood, oh Saaqhi, pass the narcissus of the wine.

On The Heart Of Darkness
Time to attempt to write some more.. lets hope I can find something interesting to talk about / worth you reading... As I write I'm, to some degree, dealing with a kind of low grade depression... a "gray dog" if you will. I would describe this as a kind of occupational hazard of the artist's path... I don't make art for money, I make it for passion.. but it's hard to live on passion alone... That is we, as humans, have a whole lot of different needs.. it depends on the "need" really.. sometimes depriving ones self of.. certain hedonistic pleasure can have benifitial results.... But other things.. can be damaging to your being.. and the starving artist's path is one where you.. well you often are in a position where you have to make choices and.. live with the consiquences.... I suppose I could take you into the heart of this darkness... but I'm not sure that that is where I want to wonder tonight... There are, it should be said, other worlds and layers of darkness

If I Let You Go
Day after day Time passed away And I just can't get you off my mind Nobody knows, I hide it inside I keep on searching but I can't find The courage to show to letting you know I've never felt so much love before And once again I'm thinking about Taking the easy way out But if I let you go I will never know What my life would be holding you close to me Will I ever see you smiling back at me? How will I know if I let you go? Night after night I hear myself say Why can't this feeling just fade away There's no one like you You speak to my heart It's such a shame we're worlds apart I'm too shy to ask, I'm too proud to lose But sooner or later I gotta choose And once again I'm thinking about Taking the easy way out But if I let you go I will never know What my life would be, holding you close to me Will I ever see you smiling back at me? How will I know if I let you go ?

A Life Taken
A Life Taken People searching all around For the woman who will never be found Her body's hidden deep in the lake Not another breath will she take Get in his car she should've never done Now her life is over with one shot of a gun Her loving mother and father cry in pain Never knowing for sure if their daughter was slain Her life ended long before her days were thru Many dreams she had she thought would come true Never will they happen now because of one night Oh why didn't she put up more of a fight Her life ended much too young Not long after it had even begun Music Video Codes By Music Jesus.com

Deliverance
Deliverance Here is to tonight it’s been a long time- of thought and yearning put into now. Strip in a rush clothes here and there me and you in the middle of the floor sweat whipping our bodies. Our hands coupling over each other we curve as trees you lift me roughly- against the wall spread my legs and arms. I sense your lips tingling my shoulders, back and between my thighs. I whimper bounce my hips- against your head and I plunge on my knees before you. My tongue toils its way around your hardness I suck til the last bead- glides back into my mouth. With coaching hands you lift me up and bring me down intensely onto you and I gasp . . . You make me want to infest your skin to come all over again. I grind my hips down and drive my body up and down my hands cloaked around your neck I whisper how hot you make me and beg you to go faster. In shadows we mate and cascade to the arc of providence where our legacy

The Competition
THE COMPETITION:Written By: Daniel MaagYOU ARISE FROM YOUR BEDAS A NEW DAY BEGINSTHINKING OF THE COMPETITIONREALLY HOPING YOU CAN WINYOU SIT WITH YOUR LOVED ONEEATING A VARY LIGHT SNACKNO BODY FAT ON YOU TODAYPOISED AND READY FOR THE ATTACKYOU ARRIVE AT THE ARENASEVERAL HOURS BEFORE THE EVENTYOU HAVE MANY THINGS STILL TO DOYOUR TIME MUST BE WELL SPENTYOU MINGLE AND MEETWITH COMPETITORS AND FANSTRADING STORIES AND NUTRICIAN IDEA’STAKING PICTURES AND COMPARING TAN’STHERE ARE VENDOR’S AND SHOPSSPORTS EQUIPEMENT AND FOOD TOOTHERE ARE SO MANY TEMPTATIONSWHAT ARE YOU GOING TO DOIT’S ALMOST TIME FOR YOUTO GET ON THE STAGE TO COMPETEONE FINAL CHECK OF YOURSELF“HONEY” GO FIND YOUR SEATAS YOU GET ON THE STAGETHE CROWD SHOUTS WITH GLEEYOUR BODY IS A TEMPLESTRIKING POSES FOR ALL TO SEETHE COMPETITION IS FIERCESEPERATED BY WEIGHT AND CLASSALL THOSE MONTHS OF TRAININGYOU HOPE YOU DON’T FALL ON YOUR ASSTHE COMPETITORS DWINDLE DOWNTHERE ARE NOW ONLY A SELECT FEWJUST ONE FINAL ROUND OF POSESYOU HOPE TH

A Cooking Lesson
First start, with a mixture of surrender, find your self hate, wind it up in a broth of deep dark ruin. Simmmer till boil, walk away from your own internal cauldron and let it over flow. Amazing flavor! Find hints of self discovery, throw them over your shoulder for luck, that you are pretty sure will never happen. Give up, sleep for a day, and here you go! A cake of self-ruin.

Omg -- Phalic Nsfw Photos??
OMG!! I get home... sit at the computer with my glass of milk I am drinking before I head off to bed (after returning from work).... and, I get the dreaded NSFW marked message from CT folks. I would understand that if they were truly NSFW, but they were not. I can see if they are terribly offensive like the middle finger flashing in photos, which would be offensive to me, but I don't even mark those as NSFW, I simply don't rate and move quickly forward. This is really getting on the edge of obscene how people are deciding arbitrarily marking photos as NSFW. If my left side of my photo album seems dotted in red, it is. I have marked every album that I have even one photo as NSFW as the entire album as being NSFW and restricted them to friends, some have been restricted further to family members only. I am sure that someone will find something phalic in some of my other photos, and I just might go back after I wake up and mark all my albums as NSFW to be on the sa

Two Muslim Mothers
Two Muslim mothers are sitting in the cafe chatting over a pint of > goat's >> milk. The older of the moms pulls out her bag and starts flipping > through >> pictures and reminiscing. "This is my oldest son Mohammed. He would be > 24 >> now." >> >> >> The other mom replies, "I remember him as a baby." >> >> Mom says, "He's a martyr now." >> >> "Oh, so sad, my dear." >> >> Mom flips to another picture. "And this is my second son, Kalid. He > would >> be 21." >> >> "Oh I remember him. He had such curly hair when he was born." >> >> Mom sighs, "He's a martyr, too." >> >> "Oh gracious me," says the second mother. >> >> "And this is my third son. My beautiful Ahmed! He would be 18." Mom >> whispers. >> >> "Yes," says her friend enthusiastically, "I remember when he first > started >> school." >> >> "He's a martyr also" Mom says, with tears in her eyes. >> >> After a pause and a deep sigh, the second Muslim mother looks > wistfully at

He Is All Things
HE IS ALL THINGS! IN CHEMISTRY, HE TURNED WATER TO WINE IN BIOLOGY, HE WAS BORN WITHOUT THE NORMAL CONCEPTION IN PHYSICS, HE DISAPPROVED THE LAW OF GRAVITY WHEN HE ASCENDED INTO HEAVEN IN ECONOMICS, HE DISAPPROVED THE LAW OF DIMINISHING RETURN BY FEEDING 5000 MEN WITH TWO FISHES & 5 LOAVES OF BREAD IN MEDICINE, HE CURED THE SICK AND THE BLIND WITHOUT ADMINISTERING A SINGLE DOSE OF DRUGS IN HISTORY, HE IS THE BEGINNING AND THE END IN GOVERNMENT, HE SAID THAT HE SHALL BE CALLED WONDERFUL COUNSELOR, PRINCE OF PEACE IN RELIGION, HE SAID NO ONE COMES TO THE FATHER EXCEPT THROUGH HIM SO, WHO IS HE? HE IS JESUS! JOIN ME AND LET'S CELEBRATE HIM. HE IS WORTHY! THE EYES BEHOLDING THIS MESSAGE SHALL NOT BEHOLD EVIL, THE HAND THAT WILL SEND THIS MESSAGE TO EVERYBODY SHALL NOT LABOR IN VAIN, AND THE MOUTH SAYING AMEN TO THIS PRAYER SHALL SMILE FOREVER. REMAIN IN GOD AND SEEK HIS FACE ALWAYS AMEN. IN GOD I'VE FOUND EVERYTHING! The Greate