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Mr Common Sense
Mr. Common Sense Mr. Sense had been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old he was since his birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. He will be remembered as having cultivated such value lessons as knowing when to come in out of the rain, why the early bird gets the worm and that life isn't always fair. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you earn) and reliable Parenting strategies (adults, not kids, are in charge). His health began to rapidly deteriorate when well intentioned but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a six-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition. Mr. Sense declined even further when schools were required to get parental consent to administer aspirin to a student; but, could not inform the

Perceptions
Think You Know Me...? You may first see me dressed to the nines Shirt and tie "Dress for success" Think You Know Me....? Then again, you might first see me at the gym Tank top Old sweats Hat on backwards Most of my 8 tattoos in plain sight Think You Know Me...? Those who meet me for the first time one way can't picture me the other. Think You Know Me...? I am the epitome of "You can't judge a book by its cover" I am everything you'd think I am nothing you'd expect Think You Know Me...? As of yet... no you don't However, if I ALLOW you to GET to know me Impressed you shall be Think You Know Me...? Care to find out...?

Walking Out At Work
There are days like today when I’m ready to mix up some plastic explosives and destroy my office. It was bad enough that I walked out today. I still have a job and all. But I grabbed my keys and phone and stormed out. I’m surprised I didn’t’ crack my car window with all the beating I did on it. Just another day in the life of a customer service representative. There was one bit of humor today between Nickey and I. I’m glad I printed out this following bit of conversation: Nickey says: We are twisted….but I’m telling you that the day you leave here, I go too! Nickey says: I don’t think I could last even an hour without you here! Juliette says: Lol. I know the feeling. This place would suck without our crazy dialogue. Juliette says: Okay…suck more than it does Juliette says: Maybe large farm animals Juliette says: Perhaps an elephant or two Juliette says: I’d say it’s at least at small farm animals so long as we keep laughing.

Profile Quote Thoughts
I have come to find that as I experience and witness things over time, the more cynical I become. I understand that this may be a result of being negative and not focusing on the positive. Also it may be a result of self full filling prophecy; such as, being negative ends up producing negative results. I have spent some time writing off all the bad things that happened to me in an effort to search for the good. I was hoping that maybe I could start to isolate the good, take note of it, and start to realize that things are not as bad as they seem. Unfortunately, my efforts to find the good, in some substantial sense to offset the bad, were fruitless. I did not really find anything happening in my life to offset the bad things that I witnessed or experienced. I can have some control over the things I encounter and I am starting to think that my attitude plays a major role in the outcome of most things. It is possible that for one to establish balance in their life they mu

Haha Tazzy I'm Normal :p
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The Final Blog....blood Lust Pt.3
I see you have come back yet again my dear reader and friend, I promise you this tale will be one that may never end. If you feel the need to shed some undue blood do it without a care, Let the ecstasy of the kill fill your soul, but lets begin pull up a chair. Your heart is the most important thing, more important then money and fame, So protect it closely or what happened to this poor fellow might come to your life and sound the same. Even though the lust of blood forever flows in my veins, I also love with the same intensity and this shall never change. I did find love once that I thought would be an eternal thing, He got down on his knee one day and gave me this beautiful ring. But like so many others he would forever bring out my wrath, And like so many other times it ended in a horrific blood bath. I could still see the sparkle in his blue defiant eyes as he smiled at me that last day, I took the tip of my finger and traced his lips hoping I

The Roses Of Love
The red rose whispers of passion, And the white rose breathes of love; O the red rose is a falcon, And the white rose is a dove. But I send you a cream-white rosebud With a flush on its petal tips; For the love that is purest and sweetest Has a kiss of desire on the lips

I Got This In A E-mail
What Is LOVE When someone loves you, the way they say your name is different. You just know that your name is safe in their mouth." Billy - age 4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "Love is when a girl puts on perfume and a boy puts on shaving cologne and they go out and smell each other." Karl - age 5 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "Love is when you go out to eat and give somebody most of your French fries without making them give you any of theirs." Chrissy - age 6 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "Love is what makes you smile when you're tired." Terri - age 4 -------------------------------------------------------------------------------- "Love is when my mommy makes coffee for my daddy and she takes a sip before giving it to him, to make sure the taste is OK."

I Can't Take This Shit Anymore.....
I'm sick and fucking tired of all these girls who are only bisexual just to get attention from people. You know the ones i'm talking about: the ones iwho in every other pic are making out with or performing some sexual act upon another woman. Now don't get me wrong, it's ok IN MODERATION, but this is too damn much. I SERIOUSLY doubt this many women in the world are "unsure about their sexuality", or whatever crap excuse they're using now. It's women like this who make the REAL bi and lesbian women out there look bad. Girls, seriously, KEEP IT IN YOUR FUCKING PANTS OR DON'T EVEN POST THE PICS! And you know what, if you have a problem with what I just said, that's too damn bad, because THAT'S HOW I ROLL!!!

Lips
So, I turn my computer on and bring up lc or ct, whatever....anyways the top photos are on my home page and what do I see, some woman spread eagle with her fuckin lips in my face! I REALLY dont want to see that shit. I think I about puked. Shouldn't the photos that ppl are forced to see be somewhat decent? a little tit, ass not so bad, but that was just DAMN WRONG! Had to share that thought!

Mumm Results
On 11/7 I posted a MUMM asking "Do you think good manners, politeness, and respect have become things of the past? Yes or No?" The results are Yes-52.9%; No-47.1%. Though close, isn't it sad that "Yes" has the higher percentage?

What Do Your Eyes Reveal About You?
You scored as Mysterious. You wish to hide who you are from all those around you. You find it very hard to trust people. You also may enjoy the fun that comes from playing mind games with others around you.My advice Get out there and reveal the true you if only to one person!Mysterious100%Eyes full of Pain83%Passion83%Diamond Eyes50%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

Life As A Marine..
...Farm kid's letter home describes life as a Marine... Dear Ma and Pa: I am well. Hope you are. Tell Brother Walt and Brother Elmer the Marine Corps beats working for old man Minch by a mile. Tell them to join up quick before maybe all of the places are filled. I was restless at first because you got to stay in bed till nearly 6 a.m., but am getting so I like to sleep late. Tell Walt and Elmer all you do before breakfast is smooth your cot and shine some things. No hogs to slop, feed to pitch, mash to mix, wood to split, fire to lay. Practically nothing. Men got to shave but it is not so bad, there's warm water. Breakfast is strong on trimmings like fruit juice, cereal, eggs, bacon, and stuff, but kind of weak on chops, potatoes, ham, steak, fried eggplant, pie and other regular food. But tell Walt and Elmer you can always sit by two city boys that live on coffee. Their food plus yours holds you till noon, when you get fed again. It's no wonder these city boys can't w

My Soul
What Your Soul Really Looks Like You are a warm hearted and open minded person. It's easy for you to forgive and forget. You are a grounded person, but you also leave room for imagination and dreams. You feet may be on the ground, but you're head is in the clouds. You see yourself with pretty objective eyes. How you view yourself is almost exactly how other people view you. Your near future is calm, relaxing, and pretty much what you want. And it's something you've been anticipating for a while now. For you, falling in love is all about the adventure and uncertainty. You can only fall in love with someone who keeps you guessing. Inside the Room of Your Soul

Iv Had One Fucked Up Day
so whenever any of my friends here tell me that im a hottie...i snap at them and say that im not n not to lie to me.... n they say that ther not lying...like the other day...my girl chelle said that one day shell make me believe her....BULLSHIT...its days like today that i know everone is a liar....i know that im ont hot..but im not a total lost cause...but sum people are just plain fuckin assholes!!!!!today at work this mexican lady came in and was talkin to my manager in spanish...livin in the town that speaks nuthin but spanish i kow i understand enough spanish to get along in a conversation....she asked him if i was his girlfrind...n he told her no that i was just the new girl....she then told him good cuz i was ugly....i was hurt...i know that im not that pretty...but when i actually heard it from sumone who thought i couldnt understand them was just....grr idk...i was sad....then she looked at me n spoke in english...thank you have a nice day...so i spoke back to her in spanish n

Seeking Matchmakers -- Or Those Needing A Match!
Okay the tally is in from the "Matchmaker, Matchmaker make me a Match" Mumm... and 57% would love to see the Cherry make some matches. Is anyone game? Is anyone good at making matches? Does anyone want to be matched???? I would love to hear from everyone as soon as possible. At the time of this writing we only have 23 hrs to go. :D http://cherrytap.com/mum.php?id=3619 The Devine TxRose!

Strange
You Are 44% Strange! You are a bit strange, though still more normal than strange. You definitely have some quirks, don't get me wrong. But you aren't exactly freaking out old ladies on the street. It's okay though, you've got a healthy mixture of strangeness and normality.How Strange Are You?Quizzes for MySpace

Are You Creative?
OK YALL WE ARE GOING TO BE HOLDING A CONTEST TO SEE WHO CAN MAKE US THE BEST AND MOST ORIGINAL SKIN FOR OUR MAINSTREAM_MANIA PROFILE!! IT HAS TO BE YOUR OWN WORK YOU MAY NOT TAKE SOMEONE ELSES AND CLAIM IT AS YOUR OWN!! THIS IS HOW WE ARE GOING TO BE DOING THIS:FIRST OF ALL *NO MAINSTREAM MANIA STAFF MAY ENTER* ALSO IT *MUST* HAVE MAINSTREAM MANIA IN IT SOMEWHERE:) YOU CAN ENTER MORE THE 1 BUT YOU MAY ONLY ENTER 1 PER DAY. YOU WILL NEED TO MAKE THE CODE AND TITLE IT AS *(what ever your naming it)(BY:who ever you are)(for MainStream Mania contest)* AND THEN SEND US A MESSAGE TELLING US WHAT U NAMED IT AND WE WILL RIP IT FROM YOU...NOW ONCE WE HAVE ALL ENTRIES WE WILL HAVE OUR STAFF VOTE ON THEM AND ANNOUNCE THE WINNER ON AIR THE WINNER WILL HAVE THEIR SKIN ON OUR PROFILE AND WE WILL SPOTLIGHT YOU ON OUR PROFILE ALSO WE WILL PIMP YOU OUT IN A BULLITEN :) SO PLEASE LETS ALL SHOW OUR CREATIVE SIDE AND GET TO WORK :) WE WILL BEGIN TAKING ENTRIES NOW 11/9/06 UNTIL 12/9/

A Traitor! (repost)if You Never Forwarded Anything In You Life Forward This So That Everyone Will Know !!!!!!
A TRAITOR! (repost) IF YOU NEVER FORWARDED ANYTHING IN YOU LIFE FORWARD THIS SO THAT EVERYONE WILL KNOW !!!!!! She really was a traitor A TRAITOR IS ABOUT TO BE HONORED KEEP THIS MOVING ACROSS AMERICA This is for all the kids born in the 70's who do not remember, and didn't have to bear the burden that our fathers, mothers and older brothers and sisters had to bear. Jane Fonda is being honored as one of the "100 Women of the Century." BY BARBRA WALTERS Unfortunately, many have forgotten and still countless others have never known how Ms. Fonda betrayed not only the idea of our country, but specific men who served and sacrificed during Vietnam . The first part of this is from an F-4E pilot The pilot's name is Jerry Driscoll, a River Rat. In 1968, the former Commandant of the USAF Survival School was a POW i

Grace & Faith
Ephesians 2:8-9 For by grace you have been saved through faith; and that not of yourselves, it is the gift of God; not as a result of works, so that no one may boast. Your personal worth is not an issue to God. No one can meet His standards. Your personal sins are not an issue to God. He has already tried and closed the case of human sin. Your "good deeds" and works are not an issue to God. He offers salvation by grace through faith, not by works. God's policy is salvation by grace through faith. Jesus Christ provides your salvation. Faith in Christ is the means by which you receive God's grace. http://www.lightforyourpath.com

Showers And Daydreams
By Moriath - With permission Music softly filters through the sound of falling water as I step into the shower and duck my head into the spray. I close my eyes and tilt my head back, feeling the water soak through my hair and start to trickle down my back. For a moment, I stand and lose myself in the feeling... my hair down.. flowing to my waist... warm water running over my fingers as they play on my scalp. My senses are in sensual overload between the water, the music and the scent of the lavender in the soap. I start to sing along with my favorite tune, thankful that no one else can hear me. The lather and warm water feels so good upon my skin, almost as if it were craving the attention. Slowly, my fingers move over my body, holding the weight of each breast in my hand and feeling my nipples instinctively tighten. Continuing to stroke them, I feel the slightest pull to my lower belly. The need grows with each flick of my thumb over the sensitive peaks. I move lower, slippin

Cherry Tap
Who would have thought this site was so addicting.... I totally see why....U see a lot of interesting things and i do mean interesting.... I like that fact that this site is geared towards adults..... Adults need to have some fun to..... So far everyone has been really nice.......I hope I get to make more friends who actually want to talk and get to know me..... I know that I post some private pics but don't just be my friend so you can see them..... at this point in time my family memebers are the only ones who can see them so to become part of my family we need to talk and get to know each other.......

A Tuesday He Wouldn't Forget - Erotic Story- Light Bondage
He thought when he woke up it would be just another Tuesday. It started out with, he thought, a good morning kiss. But she had more in mind. She slowly started to caress him in the usual way. She worked her way down slowly to his thigh, now feeling his cock against her cheek pulsating. She gave him gentle kisses up and down his long thick cock. He started moaning which she new what he wanted next. She started sucking the head of his cock tasting his pre cum (so sweet). Now feeling his familiar rhythm she started sucking his cock hard and fast up and down the whole length of his pulsation penis until he came. He would think about this all day. His drive into work was great. Missing all the lights and there was no traffic with a beautiful sky. This Tuesday was turning out just fine. Work went well. When he arrived at work greeted by his boss gave him a pat on the back on a job well done. “You are a real asset to this company”. If that wasn’t enough the lunch meeting with a new client

Don't Feel Obligated To Read This... O.o
Random Emma Facts: As most of anyone who meets me knows... I can be really loud, and most of the time I don't realize I am. I can't control the volume of my voice I guess. (haha) I like the fact that people are taller than I am. When I am taller than someone I feel big. I hate feeling big. I talk with my hands. I have no grace. I am a clumsy mess... and I blame that on having tiny feet. I wear a size five shoe in womens... I also have tiny hands. When I am nervous I bounce my legs... and if I am not sitting down so I can't bounce my legs I fidget with my rings. I can't call people unless I know that they want me to call. .. and it holds true that I have a hard time IMing people as well. When someone I like comes online or calls me I get crazy butterflies. The crazy ones that make me feel like I am going to be sick. I'm a flirt by nature. Most of the time I flirt I don't mean to. And when I mean to flirt most of the time people can't tell. I'm really playful. And it has go

What Is Your Sexual Style? Could Be?
You scored as Violent. You are violent. To you there is nothing better than a good spank. You like scratching and biting 'cause that's what people are for.Violent100%Hot94%Wet94%Exciting75%Sweet38%Soft19%Awkward0%Shy0%What is your sexual style?created with QuizFarm.com

Senior Moment
This is an account recorded in the Police Log of Sarasota, Florida... An elderly Florida lady did her shopping and, upon returning to her car, found four males in the act of leaving with her vehicle. She dropped her shopping bags and drew her handgun, proceeding to scream at the top of her voice, "I have a gun, and I know how to use it! Get out of the car!" The four men didn't wait for a second invitation. They got out and ran like mad. The lady, somewhat shaken, then proceeded to load her shopping bags into the back of the car and got into the driver's seat. She was so shaken that she could not get her key into the ignition. She tried and tried, and then it dawned on her why...For the same reason she did not understand why there was a football, a Frisbee and two 12 packs in the front seat... A few minutes later, she found her own car parked four or five spaces farther down. She loaded her bags into the car and drove to the police station to report her mistake. The sergean

The Urinal Is Too High
The Urinal Is Too High A group of 3rd, 4th and 5th graders, accompanied by two female teachers, went on a field trip to the local racetrack (Churchill Downs) to learn about thoroughbred horses and the supporting industry (Bourbon), but mostly to see the horses. When it was time to take the children to the bathroom it was decided that the girls would go with one teacher and the boys would go with the other. The teacher assigned to the boys was waiting outside the men's room when one of the boys came out and told her that none of them could reach the urinal. Having no choice, she went inside, helped the boys with their pants, and began hoisting the little boys up one by one holding onto their "wee wees" to direct the flow. As she lifted one, she couldn't help but notice that he was unusually well endowed. Trying not to show that she was staring, the teacher said, "You must be in the 5th grade." "No, ma'am, " he replied, "I'm the jockey riding Silver Arrow in the seventh."

Shut Your Dirty Whore Mouth, Player Player!
I know the best way to get what you want is to go after it. And the best way to learn what you want is to be straight forward... but I am really bad at being like that. Grr. Is there a grey area between the black (not doing anything) and the white (being blunt about it)?

See...i'm Not The Only One Who Thought Porns Were Educational Videos
Thai zoo to teach panda to mate with "porn" videos Fri Nov 10, 10:02 PM ET BANGKOK (Reuters) - A Thai zoo, which has hosted a couple of pandas for four years, will play "porn" videos for the male next month to encourage them to breed in captivity, the project manager said on Saturday. The pair -- living chastely together at the zoo in the northern city of Chiang Mai since arriving from China in 2003 -- would be separated in December, but stay close enough for occasional glimpses of each other, said panda project chief Prasertsak Buntrakoonpoontawee. "They don't know how to mate so we need to show the male how, through videos," Prasertsak told Reuters. He said Chuang Chuang, the six-year-old male, would be shown the videos on a large screen when he might be feeling amorous. "We'll play the video at the most comfortable and intimate time for him, perhaps after dinner," Prasertsak said, hoping Chuang Chuang would then use the techniques on Lin Hui, a five-year-old

Rainy Morning Rant
Music Video:HATE ME (by Blue October)Music Video Code provided by Video Code Zone people on here bug me...sometimes. i've met some guys on here that say they love me (again) but then when i read their stuff, there are other women calling them "baby", "sweetheart" or saying "i love you"...and it just begs the question if they lied or not... DONT TELL ME SHIT IF YOU HAVE OTHER PPL SAYING THE SHIT I SAY! if i say "i love you" i MEAN IT. if you're in love, wouldnt you WANT to proclaim it and tell the others who the lucky one is? i do...if you love me too...nvm it's your choice. i'm tired of finding other women who say the same stuff i do the hard way. it hurts more than being told. fuckin tired of that shit. going out tonight wit one of my friends. we're hittin the hookah bar after "borat". gonna smoke some cigs like air and hopefully see zack (whoot!). if he's got some MJ, then mayb i'll try it... the music video speaks for itself hate me today, hate me tom

Today
er sunday We had the sillist day .. machine broke down.. material went all over the place.. and dude was spazzing all over.. He wouldn't listen to me.. so i kept quiet.. Did my job and left .. for the meeting.. Not a bad day.. not a good day either.. Time for some pancakes and sleep. nite

Just A Little Something Interesting.....
You scored as A Slave To BDSM. Admit it, you like being tied up and being told you've been very naughty. You like teasing your partner and making them squirm, and not letting them be able to do anything about it. Some people think what you do is sick and disgusting, but you know it's all in good fun.A Slave To BDSM90%Sex God88%Virgin33%A Romantic33%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

Handy Person Tips Required
IM DUE TO GO BACK TO COLLEGE SOON AND I WANT AS MANY TIPS AS POSSIBLE TO HELP ME PASS THE COURSE IS PLUMBING AND KITCHEN FITTING. SO PLEASE HELP. PLUS ALSO I HAVE A PROBLEM I HAVE DAMP COMING IN ONE OF MY ROOMS NO LEAKS NO BURST PIPES CONCERT FLOOR ANY BODY HAVE AN IDEA AND I DONT WANT TO HAVE TO DIG UP THE FLOOR

Lol
........ever had one of those days welp i am ....lol....my fucked up shoutbox still doesnt work or maybe its because im still on dial up hell yes im great need of fast internet service.....got me a new camara and look at the cool thing i did i changed the color of my pics ..how frigin cool im like a 3 year old with a new toy haha!! oh and even worse i have a candle burnin i must have a allergy to cause i keep coughing....nothing worse then that shit .....the holidays are comming up fast what is it like 40 more days till x-mas can someone tell my why the gray headed old bastard gets all the credit and were the broke fuckers.....ahhhh i just dont think its far he gets the glory....my brother he doesnt belive in any holidays smart man i shoulda followed in hes footprints.......lmao but awwww i still sneek my nieces and nepehws presents i just dont wrap the fuckers i laugh in the face of my brother big dork....lol.....well just like to get in here sometimes and fuck off see ya laters!! x

Friends
Hello Everyone, I want to thank everyone who has shown such a great outpour of Love, for our "Internet Friends". Some people are jealous of "Internet Friends". Some people consider them "Internet Friends" even if you have not ever seen them in person. Maybe you talked to your "Internet Friend" on the phone, but more likely on IM or PM. Maybe these "Internet Friends" are only what they write, or the pictures they share, or IM or email. So because you never really met them in person does this mean they cannot be considered a real friend until you have actually met them? Communication builds frienship, period. The way of the future is over the net, everyone is so busy now they cannot meet anyone in person anymore, unless you luck out and find someone in your area. I never met Karie personally, but I mourn for her and her loved ones. I talk to many people every day, most of which are from Blog sites. I like it. Even though you have to careful and watch out for the scammers, it is sti

I Have No Clue What Im Doing Lol
You scored as Black. You're heart is black. You are dead inside, possibly because of your past, you feel you have no emotions left and like you're just waiting to die. You find it hard to trust people and let them get close to you for fear of being hurt again. Never give up on yourself, there's always hope- no matter how bad things get.Black96%White96%Red86%Orange71%Purple68%Pink64%Green43%Yellow36%Blue36%~What colour is your heart?~created with QuizFarm.com You scored as Anal

True Love
Current mood: determined This is just a thought on "True Love" We all wander around life looking for it or wondering if the one we are with is really the right one but I am begining to think there is no such thing as a real true love?? I mean we have all loved and hopefully felt love but who is to say that it was real Do any of you know what REAL love even is? My mom used to say when I was growing up I would just know it when I felt it,Well I thought I felt it but then again for it to be real then I think you both have to feel it or it is not worth feeling!! I am not being negative or saying that NOBODY has ever felt it I am simply saying I don't agree that there is someone for everyone.I feel the only true love a person can know is the love between a parent and a child. My children and parents will probably be the only ones that I will love and will love me unconditionally!!I have a great deal of love for my friends and other family members but feel that none of them would be d

Lolz
plz gif this guy a reality check! wtf. who sits here and sais in a online journal that he is capable of murner cuz someone dumped him. who sit there and says he wish someone gets murded and raped. thsi duse is fucked up and need to be hind locked doors.. he makes this world unsafe to be in. """"DONT EVVVVVVVVVER VISIT MY PAGE, AGAIN!!! I dont want to see your ugly mug on my profile viewers EVER AGAIN! Wanna make me happy? FIND ANOTHER SITE, cause I WAS THE ONE WHOP SHOWED YOU THIS SITE... NOW, I'm TJE ONE ASKING YOU TO LEAVE do me that favour and leave this site... I shouldnt have brought you here, in the first place If you do that, you wont hear from me, anymore... if you dont... well, then, I'll have to make your life misreable Now LEAVE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" "Do I EVER HATE your gutts I hope someone rapes and murders you on the street I hope something terrible happens to you in your life You deserve no less "Can I spend the day with Lennon an

392 Friends
omg i have how many friends and i think 20 TO 25 of those have gone to show me a lil bit of love in the contest...ima post the link one more time and go from there to seein how clean my list of friends gets....those of u who have showed me the love ya know who ya are and u are some SWEET AZZ CHERRIES........HERE IS THE DIRECT LINK "CLICK ON PIC" ohhh and ya can leave as many comments as ya like.

15 Things To Do At Wal-mart While Your Girlfriend Is Taking Her Sweet Time
15 Things to do at Wal-Mart while your girlfriend is taking her sweet time: 1. Get 24 boxes of condoms and randomly put them in people's carts when they aren't looking. 2. Set all the alarm clocks in Housewares to go off at 5-minute intervals. 3. Make a trail of tomato juice on the floor leading to the restrooms. 4. Walk up to an employee and tell him/her in an official tone,"Code3" in housewares...and see what happens. 5. Go the Service Desk and ask to put a bag of M&M's on lay away. 6. Move a 'CAUTION - WET FLOOR' sign to a carpeted area. 7. Set up a tent in the camping department and tell other shoppers you'll invite them in if they bring pillows from the bedding department. 8. When a clerk asks if they can help you, begin to cry and ask, "Why can't you people just leave me alone?" 9. Look right into the security camera and use it as a mirror and pick your nose. 10. While handling guns in the hunting department, ask the clerk if he knows where

Will You, Won't You, Will You, Won't You, Will You Join The Dance?
Yar. I\'m on a bit ofa quote kick... so here are some from well... if you can guess what one you win. Shouldn\'t be hard... like.. at all. All of them apply in some way shape of form to whats going on with anything with me. So yeah... \"Now, here, you see, it takes all the running you can do, to stay in the same place. If you want to get somewhere else, you must run at least twice as fast as that!” `Then you should say what you mean,\' the March Hare went on. `I do,\' Alice hastily replied; `at least - at least I mean what I say - that\'s the same thing, you know.\'” \"Would you tell me, please, which way I ought to go from here? \'\'That depends a good deal on where you want to get to\'.\' Said the Cat. I don\'t much care where \" Said Alice. Then it doesn\'t matter which way you go, said the Cat.” “What I tell you three times is true.” [I love you. I love you. I love you] “She generally gave herself very good advice, (though she very seldom followed it)” “On

Lunch....
I just want to point out to all my coworkers: I take lunch somewhere around 1:30 in the afternoon. If you're unsure if I'm at lunch please take note of the dish of food near me, the casual relaxed pose of leaning back in the chair in the breakroom, of the book in my hand and my air of "I'm ignoring you and pretending I'm not here". That means I'm happily off the clock, I'm not being paid for that time that I take and for the moment I do not belong to you or the company. That does not mean that you can come in there with an order and tell me that something I asked you to check on ealier has issues or that you can begin to discuss it with me. That goes double if you are our accounting person. If you want to pay me out of your pocket to both me then I think I might be able to drag my thoughts out of the enjoyable novel that I'm engrossed in. I somehow think that is unlikely. I already dislike this place enough and I like to pretend for short periods of time that I a

Dannnng
You are The Empress Beauty, happiness, pleasure, success, luxury, dissipation. The Empress is associated with Venus, the feminine planet, so it represents, beauty, charm, pleasure, luxury, and delight. You may be good at home decorating, art or anything to do with making things beautiful. The Empress is a creator, be it creation of life, of romance, of art or business. While the Magician is the primal spark, the idea made real, and the High Priestess is the one who gives the idea a form, the Empress is the womb where it gestates and grows till it is ready to be born. This is why her symbol is Venus, goddess of beautiful things as well as love. Even so, the Empress is more Demeter, goddess of abundance, then sensual Venus. She is the giver of Earthly gifts, yet at the same time, she can, in anger withhold, as Demeter did when her daughter, Persephone, was kidnapped. In fury and grief, she kept the Earth barren till her child was returned to her. What Tarot Card are You?Take the

Is Oj Out Of His Ever Freakin' Mind?
I can't believe that he has the nerve to write a book about "What If" he had killed Nicole!!! Everyone seems to think that he did it, despite the criminal justice system failing. Is this meant to be a slap in the face from him seemingly saying, "I got away with it and I know it!"????? What absurdity. There is a rise protesting the distribution and promotion of this book. If you so agree, I would suggest that you, too, do everything in your powers to bring it to the attention to the media that you won't take this laying down and stand up to the media stating that you are tired of any promotion of this book that they are planning to do. Wasn't Susan Powers who had coined the phrase, "Stop the Insanity!".... Well, this ought to be a message that is sent to all the media as well. Aughghghgghghghghgghhhh.... It would seem that, if OJ goes ahead with this little project, he might be writing his own death sentence as many would view this as a direct confession of his role in

This Gave Me Goose Bumps
From elementary to high school from beginning to end. Through all those years their friendship grew. They both felt the same, but neither knew. Each waking moment since the day they met. They both loved each other sunrise to sunset. He was all she had in her terrible life. He was the one who kept her from her knife. She was his angel, she made him smile. Though life threw him curves, she made it all worth while. Then one day things went terribly wrong. The next few weeks were like a very sad song. He made her jealous on purpose he tried. When the girl asked, "Do you love her?" on purpose he lied. He played with jealousy like it was a game. Little did he know Things would never be the same. His plan was working but he had no

Talking To An Old Friend
Today was a crazy day, quess you could say.....I finally found the courage to talk to an old friend, actually old boyfriend...Went so much better than I thought it would.....He is someone that i have been thinkin about alot lately....Made me feel good to talk to him again. I laughed more today than I have in a long time...... Hopin to go to movies with him....we'll see..I will keep you posted..Wish me luck!!

Erotic Story I Didnt Write This One
I am sitting in the living room watching TV alone. I can hear you typing on the computer in the other room. My computer is down for the moment and I have been too lazy to fix it or I would be in there with you. It has been a long couple of days since you an I haven't gotten along all that great. I hate when we argue, but this one like any of the others will go away once the hurt feelings are healed. You ask me what I am watching and I say that I'm watching the Raiders loss as always. You laugh at that and tell me you will probably be awhile on the computer. I think to myself that is probably more fun then what I'm doing at the moment. It's been a dismal year for my team and things don't look like they are going to get better anytime soon. I get up to head to the bathroom and to get a drink. On my way back I look in on you but see that you're not sitting in your chair. I shrug my shoulders and head back to the living room. As I get there I notice the game isn't on, which is ok b

Showering Habits
HOW TO SHOWER LIKE A WOMAN Take off clothing and place it in sectioned laundry hamper according to lights and darks. Walk to bathroom wearing long dressing gown. If you see husband along the way, cover up any exposed areas. Look at your womanly physique in the mirror -make mental note to do more sit-ups/leg-lifts, etc. Get in the shower. Use face cloth, arm cloth, leg cloth, long loofah, wide loofah and pumice stone. Wash your hair once with cucumber and sage shampoo with 43 added vitamins. Wash your hair again to make sure it's clean. Condition your hair with grapefruit mint conditioner. Wash your face with crushed apricot facial scrub for 10 minutes until red. Wash entire rest of body with ginger nut and jaffa cake body wash. Rinse conditioner off hair Shave armpits and legs. Turn off shower. Squeegee off all wet surfaces in shower. Spray mold spots with Tilex. Get out of shower. Dry with towel the size of a small country

Ok I'm Doing This For The First Time
Anyone tell me why cigarette taxes keep getting hiked up to raise money for stuff other than cancer treatment which was what it was intended for? We now have another tax raise proposal and the bitch of it is, its supposed to be for roads. If your going to tax someone for public use projects why tax a certain demographic? If you want to make taxes fair for public use why not just tax shit paper? Its a even tax everyone has to wipe there ass right?

Black Mornings
It's 2:00a.m. Is what my wife says From the couch on which she's been asleep since 9 Are you coming to bed? Is the million dollar question Is that an invitation? Do you have fun things in mind? Like the fun things you denied me, since before I even arrived home? Would you like to; scratch me, suck me, bite me, fuck me, grind me, tease me? Will you put me to the ground under foot, and let me bite at your calves, working my way up, staring into your eyes as I... Would you wake the fuck up! Are you even listening?! As I sit here with lips glistening at the thoughts that I torture myself with, salivating... waiting Snoring is soon the sound I hear Another early morning, left unsmeared

Conservative Or Liberal?
Subject: Conservative or liberal? Division of the human family into two distinct political groups began some 12,000 years ago. Humans existed as members of small bands of nomadic hunter/gatherers. They lived on deer in the mountains in the summer and would go to the beach and live on fish & lobster in winter. The two most important events in all of history were the invention of beer and the invention of the wheel. The wheel was invented to get man to the beer. These were the foundation of modern civilization, and together were the catalyst for the splitting of humanity into two distinct subgroups: Liberals and Conservatives. Once beer was discovered it required grain, and that was the beginning of agriculture. Neither the glass bottle nor aluminum can was invented yet, so while our early human ancestors were sitting around waiting for them to be invented, they just stayed close to the brewery. That's how villages were formed. Some men

Tell Me What Your Thinkin At This Very Moment?
Is there someone your missing? Or is it you may have had a bad day? What ever it is tell me i wanna know what my friends r up to!! I love each and every one of you!!

What I Once Was
Epiphany struck as dawn broke Ascenine desires propelling every thought Seeing an opening for clarity, I denied it Pretentious as I may be I refuse the world and only accept myself Withered and broken of my own neglect Stained and tainted by my own being Taken from the path I once walked... I have finally realized, The taken path has led right back to clarity... What I Once Was, Am Now Again

Erotic
Bill worked his way thru the crowd very slowly. He was trying to make it to his seat before the opening ceremonies. His heart raced as the anticipation built. This was his first trip outside the USA. He had always dreamed about seeing the Olympic games. Now he was having the vacation of a life time in Australia. At last he could see his seat, he stopped when he saw a gorgeous woman in his spot. The woman in the next seat was obviously her identical twin. They had long blonde hair, blue eyes, full lips, perfect breasts and long tan legs. Bill felt his cock twitching as lustful thoughts filled his mind. They looked up at him, then gave each other a knowing glance and started giggling. Bill said, "Excuse me, I think your in my seat." One of the twins answered, with a Swedish accent, "I am Svetlana and this is my sister Katja. We came here from Sweden to compete in the 500 meter race." "Really?" Bill asked. Both twins nodded their heads and said, "Ya, ya, we are Olympic competitors.

Finally A Bulletin Worth Reading.................................... (repost)
finally a bulletin worth reading.................................... (repost) ONE If you're ugly, stop acting like you don't know it. The captions under you picture that says "top model pose" "sexy bitch" "aren't i hot" doesn't convince anyone. TWO To the people who have like 25,000 friends, are you serious? Nobody in this universe can keep up with that many friends. You're stupid. Go play in traffic. THREE Don't ever post pictures and say "OMG, I'm so ugly" "OMG,I'm so fat" because if you were, you wouldn't post them. FOUR Nobody cares about threats over the internet. Don't try to act hardcore with the keyboard. Fighting online is like racing in the special Olympics; even if you win, you're still retarded. FIVE Making 20 bulletins a day about how you hate other people b/c you are not on in the TOP 10. who really cares, i mean get over it! SIX Who really gives a crap if I don't accept you as a friend? MOVE ON!!! Don't send me ano

No Bake Chocolate Cream Cupcakes
Recipe Rating: Prep Time: 10 min Total Time: 1 hr 10 min Makes: 2 servings, 1 cupcake each 1/2 cup thawed COOL WHIP Whipped Topping, divided 2 oz. (1/4 of 8-oz. pkg.) PHILADELPHIA Cream Cheese, softened 1 square BAKER'S Semi-Sweet Baking Chocolate, melted, cooled 1 Tbsp. powdered sugar 8 NILLA Wafers MIX 1/4 cup of the whipped topping, the cream cheese, melted chocolate and sugar until well blended. PLACE 2 of the wafers in bottom of each of 2 paper-lined medium muffin cups. Cover with 1 Tbsp. of the whipped topping mixture. Repeat layers. Top evenly with remaining whipped topping. Cover. REFRIGERATE at least 1 hour. KRAFT KITCHENS TIPS Size-Wise Enjoy a serving of this rich and indulgent dessert on special occasions. Jazz It Up Garnish with a sprinkling of unsweetened cocoa just before serving. NUTRITION INFORMATION Nutrition (per serving) Calories 300 Total fat 20g Saturated fat 13g Cholesterol 35mg Sodium 180mg

Ask Me Anything (or Damn Near Anything)
Hey Guys and Gals!!!!I am starting a new thing called "Ask the Portly Irishman Anything (or Damn Close to it)" and I will do the best that I can to answer you questions and I guarantee that if I do answer your questions I will shoot straight with you on the answer. So here is your chance to take your best shot and give me your best (or your worst) and this crazy whacked out bastard will do his best to answer it. Got problems at work? Fire the question at me. Problems with your significant other? Fire the question at me.Problems with your kids? Fire the question at me. Trouble with your dog/cat/other pet? Fire it at me. Need a recipe? Fire it at me. Computer problem? Fire it at me. My preferences for a date? Take your best shot. Why I write all of this shit? Go ahead and ask this nutty bastard.Neal

Death's Dirge
Death's Dirge I'm lost upon this planet earth seek entrance to another realm Can't tell you what my life is worth thought of death it overwhelms * * * I'm weary of my mundane life it weighs heavy ‘pon my soul loneliness and boredoms rife escape from these my goal * * * Grim Reaper visit me I pray bequeath to me the solace of the peace of death today I'll hold ‘gainst you no malice * * * But if you chose to leave me here it's you that I shall seek to wipe from face that wicked leer and pon you vengeance wreak Kevin F. Dustin

Thanksgiving
THE 10 RULES FOR THE BUFFET LINE AT THANKSGIVING DINNER 1. If you are allergic to anything, get the ingredients before the buffet table is set. Don't wait until you are in line and ask what everything is on the damn table! You will get punched in the head for that! 2. If you can't walk or are missing any limbs, sit your ass down until someone makes your plate for you. Dinner time is not the time for you to be independent. Nibble on them damn pecans and walnuts to hold you over. 3. If you have kids under the age of twelve, keep them in the basement and bring their food down there. Tell them that they are not allowed upstairs until it's time for Uncle Butchie to start telling family stories about their mommas and papas. If they bring their ass upstairs for any reason except for that they are bleeding to death, I will break a foot off in their ass! 4. There is going to be one prayer for Thanksgiving dinner! JUST ONE! We do not care what you are thankful fo

This Is So True
15 Things You Probably Never Knew or Thought About 1. At least 5 people in this world love you so much they would die for you. 2. At least 15 people in this world love you in some way. 3. The only reason anyone would ever hate you is because they want to be just like you. 4. A smile from you can bring happiness to anyone, even if they don't like you. 5. Every night, SOMEONE thinks about you before they go to sleep. 6. You mean the world to someone. 7. If not for you, someone may not be living. 8. You are special and unique. 9. Someone that you don't even know exists loves you. 10. When you make the biggest mistake ever, something good comes from it. 11. When you think the world has turned its back on you, take a look: you most likely turned your back on the world. 12. When you think you have no chance of getting what you want, you probably won't get it, but if you believe in yourself, pr

It's Not Too Late, It's Never Too Late
This world will never be What I expected And if I don't belong Who would have guessed it I will not leave alone Everything that I own To make you feel like it's not too late It's never too late Even if I say It'll be alright Still I hear you say You want to end your life Now and again we try To just stay alive Maybe we'll turn it around 'Cause it's not too late It's never too late No one will ever see This side reflected And if there's something wrong Who would have guessed it And I have left alone Everything that I own To make you feel like It's not too late It's never too late Even if I say It'll be alright Still I hear you say You want to end your life Now and again we try To just stay alive Maybe we'll turn it around 'Cause it's not too late It's never too late The world we knew Won't come back The time we've lost Can't get back The life we had Won't be ours again This world will never be What I expected And if I don't belong

If You Geel So Walked On So Painful So Pissed Off You're Not The Only One
If you feel so empty So used up, so let down If you feel so angry So ripped off so stepped on You're not the only one Refusing to back down You're not the only one So get up Let's start a riot, a riot Let's start a riot Let's start a riot, a riot Let's start a riot If you feel so filthy So dirty so fucked up If you feel so walked on So painful so pissed off You're not the only one Refusing to go down You're not the only one So get up Let's start a riot, a riot Let's start a riot Let's start a riot, a riot Let's start a riot If you feel so empty So used up, so let down If you feel so angry Just get up Let's start a riot, a riot Let's start a riot Let's start a riot, a riot Let's start a riot

Why Why Why...
Is it so hard to ask for a man who will respect me and love me, I have tried every route and im bound for failure I swear to god.. U got Mark together 8 yrs 1 child 3 miscarriages and we were engaged but yet I let his cheating slide because I loved him now hes married to a whore and has 2 more kids.. then Dan wow amazing guy 4 kids we sparked right away he had some DRUG issues but being hes an adult all i could do was speak my peace and see what happens i cooked his food did his laundry gave him what he needed LOVE (and sex) and he goes back to his ex only to really he wants me comes back to me but when he was with his ex he lost his home and job I AM NOT the cause the rock is maybe its because i dont do drugs but it got annoying and tonight he decides to make me feel like uber shit and cut his wrists telling the family cause hes dead if im not his well im sorry but i dont feel any sort of pain that was dumb and he knew right from wrong.... I just want a guy who will be an adult and lo

Look B4u Leap
Should you ever fall in love? Be careful you don't fall to deep For the ones who claim to love you Are the ones who'll make you weep? They'll make you feel un-wanted And just cast your love aside They'll take you on a journey And make you pay for the ride Because of love you'll trust them You'll believe in the things they say After a while you'll begin to see That loves just a game they play Try has you may to be happy They'll always steal your joy And won't care about your feelings To them you're no more then a toy Soon they'll tire of playing with you And move on to someone new All the while you're dying inside They’re good at what they do You'll seek the comfort of strangers Cause they have no time for you But what you really need is them And hope they need you too They'll say really cruel things to you That will knock you off your feet And while your soul is dying To others they spe

When Liers Be Come Bitch Boys They Treaten And Run...
well its seems we have another bitch boy cum guzzling guter sinpe on here i was in pm with killa moe over some rummers he was wrong on and well here ill let you read:: shdwpendragon: hey biggkm18fn7: hey can u im me later? i am watching a very importent DVD shdwpendragon: no cayse shdwpendragon: we need to talk biggkm18fn7: if u was a bret hart fan u'd understand..for real bro. shdwpendragon: i am but what you said to stag was faluse biggkm18fn7: it was a rumer. i heard it around. biggkm18fn7: so i thought i'd bring it to light shdwpendragon: its falae i know for fact shdwpendragon: well you crossed the line shdwpendragon: you had no proff biggkm18fn7: it was something from a message that one of your members sent shdwpendragon: and for you to do hat shdwpendragon: no it wasnt who i want name biggkm18fn7: god anubis. biggkm18fn7: he sent me some shit i guess callie sent him thru yahoo shdwpendragon: hes not ours biggkm18fn7: i'll send it later. ca

The Willow
As situations changeand gray skys embrace the feeling that true love has been misplaced. The days turn to night as a smile leaves my face so i count the drips on the window seal as i watch the falling rain. I sair at the willow as it weaps in pain and I try to denie the loss of my faith . I hope my thoughts of you soon disepate leaving only one lonley memory of sunnier days. A memory of you dancing around the willow with a smile on your face and later that night with you by the fire place even tho I am sitting here reminiscing over your beauty and grace I slowly start to regain my once lost faith. The sun peaks through the gray skys as the willow drys so i pick my head up and wipe the tears from my eyes. The willow has tought its time to move on in my life nothing in this world can hide from gray skys. "Nothing in life is perfect so look past the bad spots and try to make the finish product worth remembering" Jesse Wayne Strong Copyright ©2006 Jesse Wayne

Update On Court
As you can see i am not sitting in jail and am at home.I just wanted to let everyone know what happened in court today. Basically the judge gave me 90 days in jail which i am to report to on June 8th 2007, he also gave dad make up visitations consisting of the whole 3 month break while off school for 2007 and 2008. How ever he has also given me the months from now til June to purge myself of the contempt by letting dad have them at every visitation he requests. I also have to let him have info through the kids schools, doctors, and thearapy. He also filled a objection to my moving some 4 months ago.. which my attorney says just opened the door for me to file for modifications of the whole custdy order! So my attorney plans to file for a modification on; visitation, transportation, and change of venue. After court my ex and his attorney and me and my attorney had a talk he is willing to pick the kids up at my house now due to my begining work schedule, move the divorce out of the cu

Uhm
I have something written out to put in here. But I don't think I'm ready to post it. So I will let you know a Emma(job)fact. Everytime I scan a Weebles toy I get the urge to sing "Weebles wabble but they don't fall down" Hah. me: LADY OF THE EVENING! evey: WOMAN OF THE CORNER!

Woweee
So far...since I started on Wednesday, I started at 789 friends...Yesterday, I added quite a few new friends..Now I'm down to about 635 and still deleting a bunch. Honestly...I dont remember adding half of the people that I'm deleting..The new kids that have been on my list for a couple of weeks are getting a break...but those that have been on my list for a while now, and have only sent me one or two messages are goners.

Very Busy
DEC online class during month of DEC working not much time to chat on this site Christmas with family JAN 2 weeks in FL to Disney World also at Friend's birthday party in FL try to also visit cousins & friends on both coasts of FL How do I find the time? Might need to stay a month. FEB or MARCH trying to figure out where to go either to cousins in OR or Carribean Cruise. Valentines Day March 3 my birthday APRIL meetings in San Diego CA JUNE see Feb or March JULY don't know, just stay at home & work AUGUST work convention in St Louis see my pics of 2006 convention In between everything I am a very busy lady working in my travel business

Read This This !
it is so wrong! Has anyone besides me the amount of people on Lost Cherry that have turned into common beggars? They leave elaborate messages on peoples pages that beg them to come rate their profile, pics and asking for comments. They often say things like "I rated you a 10, now return the favor". Nobody should feel obligated to rate anybody's profile or pictures.....giving a rating is voluntary and something should not be expected in return. Yea, Its common courtesy to give something back, but its not an obligation........ They usually stalk, new members with different variations of messages like these........ "Welcome to Cherry Tap I rated your profile a 10 please stop by and rate my profile 10!! Feel free to add me as a Friend. Become a Fan and I will return the favor by becoming a Fan also.We both will earn Cherry Points!!" "Here is a 10 for your site to get you started. Please visit my site and leave a comment and rate it. Rating and commenting on pictures g

I'm Not Bitter
I’m Not Bitter You almost broke my spirit But I could not let that be I know I gave you a perfect love What you gave was bullshit to me Now I know I've been foolish Hell maybe even out of my mind But I’m starting to learn from this mistake Another love like mines you won’t find So now that I’m okay with it all It’s a lost that I’m willing to take Never again will you hurt me my friend And I’ll still stand in line at your wake You see real love is for certain It won’t ever change over time If it did it would only get stronger You couldn’t see that cause your love is blind Now don’t get me wrong I’m not bitter In fact I feel I’ve been set free With you I felt like I was nothing Without you I’ll get back to me I hope you find the one you want Believe me I pray that you do The one thing that I’d like from them Is to do the same shit to you But I’m not bitter © BlkLuvPotion 2006

Woohoo
I am leaving in the morning on an early morning flight to Oklahoma to see my daughter and meet my new Grandson, I'll be gone for a week, back the 2nd of Dec. I'm so excited about going, can't wait to hold the little guy, he is so cute. He was born Nov 9th, two weeks early. It's kind of a miracle she got pregnant, she had cervical Cancer and only has a partial Cervix. Anyway, See ya in a week. Hugs and Kisses, Edie

What Kind Of Writer Are You?
This came as a little bit of a surprise... But after reading it... I kind of agree... I do love to write stories of all kinds, though lately they have all been about one thing... hehehe... You Should Be a Film Writer You don't just create compelling stories, you see them as clearly as a movie in your mind. You have a knack for details and dialogue. You can really make a character come to life. Chances are, you enjoy creating all types of stories. The joy is in the storytelling. And nothing would please you more than millions of people seeing your story on the big screen! What Type of Writer Should You Be?

Torture - It's Not Really That Bad.
People today consider torture as a modern day witch hunt - our private little spread out Salem. In truth I do not see torture in limited quantities and under strict guides awful at all. I see it as extremely beneficial. I wont get into how I think its pretty unfair to slam the US for this when it is running rampant through an estimated 132 coutries at greater extent and higher frequency then the US, but thats a bitch session for a different day. On to the witch hunt... Witches do not physically exist., nor have they ever. Aside from that the "tests" to determine if someone was a witch was set up to kill them either way. If the woman floats, then she is a witch - burn her; if she sinks she was not a witch - oops. Interrogation techniques are not set up to KILL your subject, as dead men do not talk. You kill them when you are done with them, not before hand and if we did kill them off after we were done, then we'd not know it was being done. Now, torture has many different methods.

Still Here
iv'e seen the green, it was in my dream. so 10 years down the line, i made it mine. jack and jill dropped a pill and everthying was suddenly devine. As it raced past my face i saw again this place that i wasted, or was i? 10 years down the line and i'm still fine. popping for fun like bubbles in a bath i dissapear. Now i'm here 10 years down the line and of life there is no sign, so i grimace as it burns my airways shifting to another state that i don't need to create. This beast in my head is loose to do as it will, this feast is dead on a noose, am i really this ill?

Top 25 For A Elevator
elevator Body: 1) When there's only one other person in the elevator, tap them on the shoulder and then pretend it wasn't you. 2) Push the buttons and pretend they give you a shock. Smile, and go back for more. 3) Ask if you can push the button for other people, but push the wrong ones. 4) Call the Psychic Hotline from your cell phone and ask if they know what floor your on. 5) Hold the doors open and say your waiting for a friend. After a while, let the doors close, and say, "Hi Greg. How's your day been?" 6) Drop a pen and wait until someone goes to pick it up, then scream, "That's mine!" 7) Bring a camera and take pictures of everyone in the elevator. 8) Move your desk into the elevator and whenever anyone gets on, ask if they have an appointment. 9) Lay down the twister mat and ask people if they would like to play. 10) Leave a box in the corner, and when someone gets on, ask them if they can hear ticking. 11) Pretend you are a flight attendant and

Morph Contest # 2 Date And Time...need 5 More Entries Please Repost In Bb
I have seen alot of talent in morph pics. This is the first contest that I am hosting. I am only taking 5 more entries. No nude morphs will be exceptable. So please send me the links to the pic that you want to enter and I will check them out. ONLY ONE ENTRY PER PERSON !!!!!! So I wish you ALL the best of luck! I will keep you posted when the contest will start..... Be sure to add me to your friends list. The contest is based on the most comments and ratings.... THERE WILL BE 2 1ST PLACE WINNERS ... 1 BASED ON COMMENTS AND THE OTHER BASED ON RATINGS....... SO LET THE CHERRY BOMBING BEGIN !!!!!!!!!!! I Will be starting the contest Nov 27th @ 12 Noon Thru Dec 1st ends at 12 midnight.. So Goodluck To Everyone, And enjoy...May The best Morph Win ... Thank you all. BEN OHHHHHHH!!!!!!

Thank You
Hey all my Cherries: I leveled and a BIG THANK YOU to all of you who helped!!! Of course I will take all the help I can get ANYTIME and of course all luv will be returned!! Everyone have a great day!!! Trish

Life Lesson #8769
Doesn't it suck when people lie to you. Or better yet when people say one thing yet do something totally opposite. Or how about when people smile and say something polite but really mean "Fuck You". I especially hate it when people judge your future on their perception of your past. I mean shit, we've all made mistakes I mean Fuck people I am over them who the hell are you to hang on to the bullshit? In the old days (midieval times)the kings and noblemen would hold archery competitions and when a person would miss the mark it was called a sin and typically were given one or two more attempts if in fact they did hit the mark they were forgiven the one that missed and the errant shot was stricken and forgotten. If you look up the word forgive-- {1 a : to give up resentment of or claim to requital for b : to grant relief from payment of 2 : to cease to feel resentment against (an offender) : PARDON } Bottom line is this: *People Fuck Up *Mos

The Snuggle Session
Well, this is beyond the norm from what I normally write. But I had alot on my mind today and it mainly was about a certain person that I met on here. I thought that maybe if I wrote how I felt, then maybe whatever emotion that I had built up, would make me feel a lil better and let me move on..........so ENJOY!!!!!!!!!!!!! Coming from the kitchen with a glass of water, she looked at him while he sat on the couch. He was flipping channels on the television and it seemed like nothing was on. Busy he was trying to find something on but she guess he couldn’t find a thing to watch. He was laid back on the corner of the couch with is legs spread wide open while his arm was up on top of couch with the remote in hand. Walking over to him, she put the glass on the table and sat down next to him on the couch. Grabbing the remote from his hand, she turned off the television and slowly scooted over between his legs. He held her close to him and she could smell his scent envelope

Another Life Lesson #8796
Jeff's Rant on Love, Life et al It was once said, "Better to have loved and lost than never to have loved at all." I say BULLSHIT! Love is great, losing sucks ass. Unfortunately if you love you inherently have to lose. Trust me you will lose….something. Below is a personal list of things I have lost. Compare it to yours and see how we stack up. LOST Sleep, Self-respect, Identity, Self-Worth, Ideology, Friends, Self-Esteem, Good Habits, Family, Myself, Bad Habits Well, the list could go on but I am starting to get depressed. Just suffice it to say that you WILL LOSE SOMETHING. Now, to be fair not everything lost is negative. I have to say that b

Points? Nsfw?
I just heard from a Cherry Tappin' Friend that you don't get points for posting comments to NSFW pix.. Now that is just silly! What are these folks trying to do here? If you want people to resposibly mark their pix Not Safe For Work.. Why on earth would you take away benefits for them doing so.. Am I alone in thinking this is insane? I'll tell ya right now, I don't wanna see your penis, never gunna look. I have a few pix myself that are NSFW, and they are marked as such.. nothing raunchy, because that's just not my style. But hey, if it's yours, then I appriciate your being responsible and ticking the NSFW button! Anyone else read this rule? Is it true? Where the heck do I find a list of these rules? Am I gettin' pissed off about a rumor here? What's up?

“astrological After-sex Comments”
“Astrological After-Sex Comments” Aries: "Okay, let's do it again!" Taurus: "I'm hungry pass the pizza." Gemini: "Have you seen the remote?" Cancer: "When are we getting married?" Leo: "Wasn't I fantastic?" Virgo: "I need to wash the sheets." Libra: "I liked it if you liked it." Scorpio: "Perhaps I should untie you." Sagittarius: "Don't call me I'll call you." Capricorn: "Do you have a business card?" Aquarius: "Now let's try it with our clothes off!" Pisces: "What did you say your name was again?"

“top 10 Blonde Inventions”
“Top 10 Blonde Inventions” 10. The water-proof towel 9. Glow in the dark sunglasses 8. Solar powered flashlights 7. Submarine screen doors 6. A book on how to read 5. Inflatable dart boards 4. A dictionary index 3. Pedal powered wheel chairs 2. Water proof tea bags 1. Zero proof alcohol

I Am Noe On This Site Any Suggestions
hey I am new to Cherry tap, I think it looks pretty neat but I am a little lost - dont know what to do next.....can you help? any ideas? I look forward to meeting people here and getting to become friends, I am waiting on you! GINA

Here I Love You
Here I love you. In the dark pines the wind disentangles itself. The moon glows like phosphorous on the vagrant waters. Days, all one kind, go chasing each other. The snow unfurls in dancing figures. A silver gull slips down from the west. Sometimes a sail. High, high stars. Oh the black cross of a ship. Alone. Sometimes I get up early and even my soul is wet. Far away the sea sounds and resounds. This is a port. Here I love you. Here I love you and the horizon hides you in vain. I love you still among these cold things. Sometimes my kisses go on those heavy vessels that cross the sea towards no arrival. I see myself forgotten like those old anchors. The piers sadden when the afternoon moors there. My life grows tired, hungry to no purpose. I love what I do not have. You are so far. My loathing wrestles with the slow twilights. But night comes and starts to sing to me. The moon turns its clockwork dream. The biggest stars look at me with your eyes. And as

Craig David - Seven Days ( Remix ) Feat. Mos ...
Craig David - Seven Days ( Remix ) Feat. Mos ... [Intro: Craig David] Oh no! Look at who they let in the back door It's been 7 days so let's roll From the UK to Brooklyn they know Craig David, Mos Def, and Premo When we step on the mic we too cold This remix might fracture your nose [Verse 1: Mos Def] uh huh, wah, ah hah, say wah, wah, you dun know.... Now look alive and clap your hands to it Sexy mammies in the house shake and dance to it My hard heads in the place don't act stupid It's not Craig and Big Mos can't do it Get that ass movin, from the front to back to it Puttin that thumpin back to it It's that music to set it off and get the mass movin You tell dem 'bout that shorty you came through with [Craig David] I met this girl in the subway, walkin my way It must have been my day Seem like the perfect match for me, so she said to me Craig can you give me what I wan't? I don't know about you but I feel so good Girl I can make you feel real hot ton

Eminem - Without Me
Eminem - Without Me [Obie Trice] "Obie Trice, Real Name, No Gimmicks..." [Record Scratches] [Beat Changes] [Eminem] Two trailer park girls go round the outside, round the outside, round the outside. Two trailer park girls go round the outside, round the outside, round the outside. [Eminem] Wooo! [Female Voice] "Ooooohhhhh!" [Eminem] Guess who's back, back again Shady's back, tell a friend Guess who's back, guess who's back, guess who's back, guess who's back, guess who's back, guess who's back, guess who's back... Duh da Da um, da um, da um, da um, da um, da um, da um, Duh da Da um, da um, da um, da um, da um, da um, da um, I've created a monsta, 'cuz nobody wants to See Marshall no more, they want Shady, I'm chopped liver. Well, if you want Shady, this is what I'll give ya A little bit of weed mixed with some hard liquor Some vodka that will jumpstart my heart quick Then a shock when I get shocked at the hospital By the doctor wh

“insane Killers”
“Insane Killers” Violent J, Shaggy, Insane Clown Posse, baby what from New York to L.A. from Chile to Greece from New Gandhi to your momma we gives absolutely no fucks Motha fucka natural born serial murderers mass mothafuckin murderin muderers bitch, come and meet your maker I’m scary like Michael Jackson up close I like diggin up dead bodies look at me I’m gross my name's Violent J but you can call me syphilis gonorrhea the clap cause I infected this rap you wanna know if I could ever kill somebody well that’s like askin Charlie Manson if he's ever been in jail I kill family, friends, myself what, yeah, I'd kill myself if I could only survive I tried to kill Rob Van Winkle, in fact that’s how we met I went up to kill him and he was thinkin the same shit I pulled out a chainsaw, he pulled out and ax I was like come-on, wait is that a Stanley, where'd u get that it's natural and to murder, you gotta have it in you it's like a dick all up in you, although I

“mental Warp”
“Mental Warp” Staring at the ceiling, the roof has a face It's telling me I don't belong with the human race He's askin me to join him, in eternal sleep I give him my soul, my body he can keep Reaching just above me , I see my pillow's there But yet I have no head, my head is on the chair I'm staring at my body, I look as if I'm weak So give me back my soul, my body you can keep Sitting on my lawn, it’s just before dawn I listen to the screaming, another life is gone I'm playing with the children, children of the dead My mother say's their evil, my daddy he gives a shit Their eyeballs are bloody, their skin is ever pale Their askin me to follow, I shall, I shall They dress me as a clown, I'm screamin as a loon We dance upon the cemetery, underneath the moon Here I come there I go, I'm a night walker I'm starin at you sleepin through your window like a stalker I'm taping on the glass, I lick it with my tongue I notice that the house is vacant, I'm starin at n

You (it's A Recurring Title, I Know)
You Feelings I cannot express Expressions that cannot be allowed Allowances that are not enough Enough of you in my life Life I would give to save you You, the only one I want Want to express in you my love Love you rejected in friendship Friendship I rejected in pain Pain cause by unreturned emotion Emotions trapped within myself Myself splitting apart at the seems Seems which are devoted to your well being Well being I’d die to preserve And forever preserve my love for you Love wanted more than life A life Spent alone Alone, yet among friends Friends who comfort me, always there Always there but not enough Enough love Love wanted from another source The source of what I see is good Good in my life, making me happy Happy, yet you don’t realize Realize your effect on my heart and soul Heart and soul dedicated to you You whom I’d love forever Forever in my heart Always

Mah Bestest Friend
I'm sure all of us have that one person that knows all about us, the good the bad and the ugly. I have the bestest best friend, and not only is she my friend, she is my sister, all though not by blood, its by heart and the heart knows all....she is there when I need someone to lean on, and doesnt question my decisions or tries to change my thinking, she just wants whats best for me,.......that is a true friend and I want everyone to know how much I love her.......Cherry, you are the bomb, babe, stay strong and the world will be at your feet........

Dear Santa
Dear Santa All I Want For Christmas Is The Fighting To End That All Over The World Every Nation Can Be Friends That We Be Blind To The Color Of Skin And We Love Each Other From Within That No Longer Will We Have Poverty And That Little Children Won't Go To Bed Hungry That There Be A Cure For All Our Disease And All Of Our Pain And Suffering Will Ease That We Be Filled With Love Instead Of Hate Just Imagine That World Wouldn't It Be Great CHRIS

My Terrot
You are Strength Courage, strength, fortitude. Power not arrested in the act of judgement, but passing on to further action, sometimes obstinacy. This is a card of courage and energy. It represents both the Lion's hot, roaring energy, and the Maiden's steadfast will. The innocent Maiden is unafraid, undaunted, and indomitable. In some cards she opens the lion's mouth, in others she shuts it. Either way, she proves that inner strength is more powerful than raw physical strength. That forces can be controlled and used to score a victory is very close to the message of the Chariot, which might be why, in some decks, it is Justice that is card 8 instead of Strength. With strength you can control not only the situation, but yourself. It is a card about anger and impulse management, about creative answers, leadership and maintaining one's personal honor. It can also stand for a steadfast friend. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

Unique Explanation
- unique explanation..... The other day, my nine year old son wanted to know why we were at war...My husband looked at our son and then looked at me. My husband and I were in the Army during the Gulf War and we would be honored to serve and defend our Country again today. I knew that my husband would give him a good explanation. My husband thought for a few minutes and then told my son to go stand in our front living room window. He said "Son, stand there and tell me what you see?" "I see trees and cars and our neighbor's houses." he replied. "OK, now I want you to pretend that our house and our yard is the United States of America and you are President Bush." Our son giggled and said "OK." "Now son, I want you to look out the window and pretend that every house and yard on this block is a different country" my husband said. "OK Dad, I'm pretending." "Now I want you to stand there and look out the window and pretend you see Saddam come out of hi

Inside
This ache I feel This hole I try to fill It makes me cry out It brings me to my knees I know there must be more To living I've lost the way I've lost the rhythm The give and take The dreams I'm livin' For There are too many days Between the highs and lows It's all drawn out and slows To something flat and clean Of what I had and where it's seen I want it all Not just now and then But now and when I want it again Too many nights are spent alone Thinking of you and how it is When you make me disappear In the place I've never been Until now You uncovered the waiting truth Of what I need I come apart at your touch And I feel so weak Yet whole I can't walk away so I run instead Try to hide and pretend Like it doesn't really matter That you have the key To the place I need to be And it makes me tremble Makes me want to hide In the face of my own desire For what you do to the center of my being I have to turn away I have to deny My own release Becau

"would You Let Me".
HEAR WHAT PEOPLE HAVE TO SAY ABOUT YOU. YOU HAVE 3 MINUTES AFTER YOU READ THIS TO REPOST IT UNDER "WOULD YOU LET ME". ~~~Y = Yes~~~ ~~~N = No~~~ ~~~M = Maybe~~~ ***Would You?*** [] Come To My House To Do Nothing But Chill? [] Slap Me? [] Kiss Me? [] Let Me Kiss You? [] Watch A Movie With Me? [] Take Me Out To Dinner? [] Take A Shower With Me? [] Take Me Home For The Night? [] Let Me Sleep In Your Bed? [] Repost This For Me To Answer Your Questions? [] Let Me Make You Breakfast? [] Tickle Me? [] Let Me Tickle You? [] Stick Up For Me if i Was Being Put Down? [] Instant Message Me? [] Greet Me In Public? [] Hang Out With Me? [] Bring Me Around Your Friends? ***Do You...*** [] Think I'm Cute? [] Want To Kiss Me? [] Want To Cuddle With Me? [] Want To Hook Up With Me? ***Am I...*** [] Smart? [] Cute? [] Funny? [] Cool? [] Loveable? [] Adorable? [] Great To Be With? [] Attractive? [] Mean? [] Boyfriend/Girlfriend Material? ***Have You Ever.

*who Didn't Know I'm An Angel?*
You scored as Angel of Prayer. You were the Angel of Prayer! People prayed and u listened. Depending on what was being asked, you granted it and made people belive in miracles. You were what miracles are made of and was glad to share your ability to make humans happy and belive in God and Heaven. Angel of Prayer71%Angel of Guidance64%Guardian Angel61%Angel of Hope50%Angel of Good Fortune29%Angel of Death4%What kind of an Angel were you before your life on Earth? (kool anime pics)created with QuizFarm.com

What Do Your Eyes Reveal About You?
You scored as Eyes full of Pain. People tend to overlook you, which makes you feel less worthy of their attentions. You sometimes wish you could just disapear from the world around you. You have been hurt very badly in the past and you just wish that someone would understand you, and what their cruelty is doing to you.Eyes full of Pain83%Mysterious67%Diamond Eyes67%Passion67%What do your eyes reveal about you?(PICS!)created with QuizFarm.com

The Used
THE USED "Cut Up Angels" If we cut out the bad Well then we’d have nothing left Like I cut up your mouth The night I stuffed it all in And you lied to the Angel Said I stabbed you to death If we go at the same time They'll clean up the mess I lost my head You couldn’t come This lust to my brain almost feels like a gun Watched you bite into the bottle Watched me kick out the chair Let you chew up the glass And laughed as you just hung there I have thought of rose petals mostly perfect and pure Then I thought of your petals And the abuse they’ve been through I lost my head You couldn’t come This lust to my brain almost feels like a gun You lost your head I couldn’t come This lust to my brain almost feels like a gun Whoa whoa I told the angels Cant stay in heaven I asked the devil If we cut out the bad well then we'd have nothing left Like I cut up your angels Yeah you stabbed me to death I lost my head You couldn’t come This lust to

The Damp
The Damp By John Donne When I am dead, and doctors know not why, And my friends’ curiosity Will have me cut up to survey each part,— When they shall find your picture in my heart, You think a sudden damp of love Will through all their senses move, And work on them as me, and so prefer Your murder to the name of massacre. Poor victories! But if you dare be brave, And pleasure in your conquest have, First kill th’ enormous giant, your Disdain, And let th’ enchantress Honour next be slain, And like a Goth and Vandal rise, Deface records and histories Of your own arts and triumphs over men, And, without such advantage, kill me then. For I could muster up as well as you My giants, and my witches too, Which are vast Constancy and Secretness; But these I neither look for nor profess. Kill me as woman, let me die As a mere man; do you but try Your passive valour, and you shall find then, Naked you have odds enough of any man.

Suck My Dick At The Library
This is a fun way to find out when your friend's birthdays are... :) Choose your birth month and day to get the subject of your bulletin post! JAN. - make love to me FEB. - call me a slut MAR. - spank my ass APR. - suck my dick MAY- shut up and kiss me JUN.- I'm a sex freak JUL.- I'm a freak AUG.- I wanna fuck SEPT.- Im so fucking horny OCT.-Cuddle with me NOV.- I want to make out DEC.-Let's fuck harder pick your day of birth -- 1-on the couch 2-in the kitchen 3-in the car 4-in your parents bed 5-in the morning 6-at the movies 7-because i love you and always will. 8-when you're horny 9-in my bed 10-at skool 11-right now 12-because i am am drag queen 13-under the stars 14-at a wild party 15- after I brush my teeth 16- on the washing machine 17-on the teachers desk 18- in the shower 19-when im sweaty 20-everyday!!! 21-right here, right now 22-on the kitchen table 23-on the couch 24-while watching porn 25-all night 26-at the library 27-whil

What A Kiss Means
*Kiss on the stomach-----"lets have sex" *Kiss on the Forehead ----"Forever you will be mine" *Kiss on the Ear ---"I'm horny" *Kiss on the Cheek ---"We're friends" *Kiss on the Hand ---"I adore you" *Kiss on the Neck ---"We belong together" *Kiss on the Shoulder ---"I want you" *Kiss on the Lips ---"I love you" OR "I want you" What the gesture means... *Holding Hands ---"We can learn to love each other" *Slap on the Butt ---"That's mine" *Playing with the Ear ---"I can't live without you" *Holding on tight ---"Don't let go" *Looking into each other's Eyes ---"Don't leave me" *Playing with Hair on Head ---"Tell me you love me" *Arms around the Waist ---"I love you too much to let go" *Laughing while Kissing ---"I am completely Comfortable with you" --Advice-- *Dont ask for a kiss, take one. *If you were thinking about someone while reading this, you're definitely in Love. --Requirements-- *Post this again after reading!! Or you will have a bad year of Relation

I'm New
hey everyone who reads this..i am new on here and am looking to make new friends and chat with people..so if u like my profile..picture whater...comment and rate please..and dont be afraid to send me messages..i will ALWAYS return and talk :) -Zach

Chains
im sittin here at home watchin the rain come down waitin by the phone to see if youre comin around ive left you alone because thats how you wanted it time moves along and i cant handle it are you coming or goin out of my life I wish that you would make up your mind cuz eveytime i see your face my world comes crashin down and everytime it takes me back to a moment where im free these chains on my broken heart are keepin you from me

Her Letter And A Mystery
Asking me to forgive her. She broke this heart years ago, But realized years later. She has written "I was like intoxicated , Not understanding your love. I'm sorry for each moment, I have made your life tough." "I have never forgotten you" This line was so exciting. I remembered our English class, Reading her hand writing. She expects things to be the same, But sorry it is too late. When I was adoring her, she was learning how to hate. Today, her letter was ripped, Now she is a history. Because the end of our pure love, Yet for me, is a mystery. *** this is based on a letter i recieved yesterday from unexpected person....

Is Britney A Lesbian?? Video
Ok this guy posted this and I thought...oh this is crazy...Britney has lost her mind...but nothing to say that she is a lesbian lover of Paris Hilton But then he posts this one...OK time to rethink the Paris and Britney Lesbian Lover theory. Get your naughty thong underwear here Boxers are sexy! Been a Bad Girl...then buy the bad girls tshirts Fun lesbian designs on tshirts, mugs, pillows, sweatshirts and much more! ..

Bad News
So I had plans today, lots of them, things to do, people to see, shows to see, promises to keep, people to cook for. All that jazz. Well about fifteen minutes into my 45 minute drive home, my car dies. I'll spare you the details right now, suffice to say that once I couldn't figure out what the problem was by myself, I nearly flipped out. Luckily Mom saved the day, she bought me a Triple A membership when I started going to this particular college, and I called them and got towed...all the way back to my house...that was a $100 ride with a tow truck driver, he was nice and all, but I would have preferred to not have to have gone though it... Sad thing is, I was only going home for a few hours and then going back to school, the only reason I was going home, to get money from someone who owes me...and now...I'm even further in the whole... As if I truly don't have enough to worry about right now... How I despise my life right now, and the sad thing is no one is hiri

You And Me
I wanna drift away Be caught up in space Drenched in my pain Out lost in my own private place Fall away Be part of something away from here this place No where near my hurt To that place somewhere far away Let me fall away To the place Where things that never could be Were yet somehow ment to be You and me Take me away Don't follow me Don't leave me Hold onto me Let me drift away Drift away To that place of happiness filled with sorrow Same time same place same empty space Made up thoughts Unreal feelings Fairytale dreams Hurting hearts Drift away now forever To that place of comfort Sourrounded by my pain your love Where we had feelings trust Far away This pain this agony Just take meaway My heart My soul My spirit My mind Hold me tight Never let go Far away From these lies These words These people These things These things that will never be You and me Here now Hurt wishing wishing things could have been should

Scoring Perfect On The Test
been going threw a lil test in life,guess i got a couple wrong,but most people who get a perfect score are cheating.not showing the truth about who they are untill after the test is over, i could never score perfect on this type of test because im open and honest about who and what i am.but in life those who chase that perfect score,that perfect person ,soon find out how bad that person cheated.

Dont You Know?
Her eyes shine bright and her lips shine red as I lay her upon my hotel bed, Her mouth accepts my tentative kiss and her embrace grows stronger, As she grants my wish, To have her submit to my brutish desire, To take my love a level higher, Inside her now, she screams my name, As I take her again and again and again, She makes me love her time after time, Until she is satisfied and we are entwined, Only then does she let me die inside her, Just for a moment, her eyes grow wider, As all of the passion I've held in my heart, Threatens to tear her world apart, For she never knew just how much I cared, And now she knows she's feeling scared, For the passion is greater than the two of us knew, And how do I wish that this was all true.

Is It True?
I had a friend I met on yahoo,oh about a year and a half ago,sent me a message to come check this place out.So here I am,seems like a cool place.She says it's better then myspace and it's got her all excited,well here I am Dana Crawford.Anyways I want to invite people to come check some of my photos out.I build choppers and I've got a few photos of my current project there now it was actually a promo bike but noone tried to win it,except Dana.More to come later.So lets get this party started!

A Thought On Rock & Roll
You have to understand, rock & roll isn't just something you listen to, it's a lifestyle. You dont choose to listen to rock & roll, It picks you, It gets into your blood, you can smell it on your clothes after a gig and see it in the mirror when you wake up in the morning. They say that rock is dead, perhaps, But to the mass produced pop music culture, to the JT's and Christina Aguilera's of the world i say this. Your "art" was never alive While JT is bringing sexy back and britney spears justifies her being a skank, we crowd into small,smokey bars and listen to emotion, not what a producer told these people to sing, but how they genuinely feel, songs of love, rebellion, frustration and pain. In a way i feel for the people that will never understand what it is to here a guitar riff that makes you stand up and raise your fist in the air, to hold a lighter up in salute to a true artist as the house lights come down or the comfort you can take in a song that hits how you feel r

What A Day!
Don't expect too much from me today, my friends! I've got a long and busy day coming up, with belly dancing class at the tail end. Will probably be on for awhile after 8 p.m. CST. I like it when business picks up, especially adding new clients to my list. I have a tendency to make people feel better, not a bad thing! But then they go away for awhile. So I need to generate new clients all the time! Work, work, work! Have a great day, my friends! See you later! Blessings to all! Maggie

No One But You
No One Can Stop My Heart From Aching. No One Can End My Pain and Aching. No One Can Say Their Love is True. No One Can Save Me, No One But You.... No One Can Make Me Scream In Pain. No One Can Make My Tears Fall Like Rain. No One Can Ever Help Me Pull Through, No One Can Hurt Me, No One But You....

My Mom Is Dying.
I got some bad news recently. My mom was diagnosed with inflammatory breast cancer. She has to have her breast removed and go on chemo. She has a 50% chance to live the next 5 years. I am super close to my mom and this is killing me. It's so hard. I can't really think...I've been in a daze. I'm going with her to the doctor tomorrow, maybe we'll hear some good news.

Love
Have you ever loved so deep, Haunted your mind even in sleep? Lost your heart, before you knew, Not sure how, or when it grew? Ached and longed, until you wept, Tortured, unbidden, secrets kept, Afraid to voice what is within, For opening is where it begins. The seed of hope, jealousy and fear. Emotion met, or withered and sere? How much pain is worth the chance? To let your heart eternally dance. Feel the joy, comfort and peace, Allow the pain to finally release, Take love to its fullest measure, Succumb to the physical pleasure, Touch and kiss, hold and caress, Bring to heights of breathlessness, Becoming one, at once entwined, Hearts, souls and bodies combined. Is it worth such a great leap? To fall so fast, so incredibly steep, Landing crushed, battered, sore, Or fly away together, forever more.

I Should Be Dead
1 Times In My Life Come To Light When I Think How Lucky I Am One I ZWas 10 In Cali I Was On My Brothers Bike And I Just Could Not Reach The Brakes On The Pedels So The /next 10 Mins I Dont have AnyBut Black In My Head But All The People Say My Sholders Wer On The hood And My Head Was OnThe Top Of The Winsheld But Im Still Good

Christmas Memories
Hey everyone. As most of you know the Christmas season is in general one of the hardest times of year for me. This year will probably be alot harder being as its my first year with it just being me and my children. Those of you who know me well probably remember how into the Christmas spirit I used to be. Mrs. Claus herself. lol However after my mother passed away Christmas season just hasn't been the same. As well as with the relationship that I was in was not an easy one. So along the lines I lost that spirit. This year more then ever I realize that my kids need me to be that Holly Jolly mommy. So I deceided being as I know I am not the only one who feels this way to start a little Christmas memory list. So that way we can hear some favoirite memories from people and share our own to get into that Christmas mood. So of course I will start. My favorite Christmas memory was when I was a child. You see every year at Christmas my whole family would get together. This was pr

Are You Serious?
Ok so I just got out of a 2 and a half hour meeting on Time management. This is what it consisted of. Two hours letting everyone know how to be more productive with our time. The last half hour? WAS SPENT DOING ABSOLUTELY FUCKING NOTHING!!!!! Since they had booked the conference room for 2 and a half hours they said they needed to use all of it. WE DID NOTHING FOR 30 MINUTES...yea a time management meeting WHERE YOU DO NOTHING FOR THE LAST 30 MINUTES!!!!!

Yeah I Knew That Was Coming
You scored as Rogue. Rogue is a strong but tragic personality. She loves Gambit. Because of her mutant powers, she cannot touch anyone without hurting them. Therefore, she longs for human contact. However, this southern gal's strong personality has allowed her to deal with this. Powers: Absorbs lifeforce and powers by touch, Super strength, and flightRogue90%Jean Grey90%Emma Frost70%Wolverine70%Nightcrawler60%Storm60%Colossus60%Beast55%Iceman50%Cyclops40%Gambit

Cant Take It
well im sitting here in my room by myself and i cant help but think back to that da my dog passed away. did i do something wrong to lose him? did i do the right thing by letting him go? i miss him so much i cant bear it. i love him and want him back. all this is building up inside.im getting a bit teary eyed thinking about it. im so sad right now. i dont know what to do.

Please !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Waves Of Passion
I hold you close in my arms and feel your soft silky skinagainst mine. I slide my hands around your slender waist andslowly down to your sexy little bum and caress your arsecheeks all over. Sliding my hand under your bum i run myfingers across your swollen pussy lips,feeling your juices Irub my fingers into your throbbing clit and tease you evenmore I slip your clity between my fingers and slowly slidemy hand back and forth across your pussy lips. OccasionallyI hold your clit between my finger and thumb and squeeze alittle, after that I begin to trace small circles all aroundour pussy and your clit with two of my fingers and graduallyincrease the pressure. You open your legs wider and liftyourself up on your toes, you take my hand and pull it upbetween your legs so my fingers can slide deep inside youraching wet pussy You moan out load and cry out - "O' Yes" "more, more don’t stop" !!!!! I bend you over and you placeyour hands on the floor and spank your arse so your cheeksstart t

Sweet Dreams
Hours pass . . . but there is no time . . . the world is gone . . . a slave to the ecstacy you've never known. I press against you with my body . . . pinning you . . . the first hard thrust . . . just the feel of the head "right there!" Another hard short thrust . . . rapid thrusts into that now pouring g-spot . . . sounds of wetness . . . a deep pausing stoke . . . withdrawl . . . another short hard thrust . . . an orgasm that doesn't end . . . explosion . . . another . . . another . . . deeper and harder thrusts . . . feeling me inside and my mound striking against your swollen lips and clit . . . fingers caressing along your cheeks and tracing around your ass . . . the tip of my finger swirls the streams of your cum . . . "oh, what is that?" a finger inside . . . just inside . . . exploding as he slowly pulls it out---yes, oh yessss!" My body anticipates . . . feels your forthcoming eruption . . . long dormant desires to soon be released . . . my cock thickens . . . hardens .

My Opinion ( Importnant)
ok i just got a message telling me that im racist , well i am not, if i was racist y would i be hitting on african amercan gals , for those who know me i am a person of many likes, yes i like colored women, i dont know what it is about the color black but any black skined gal walks by me my mouth drops and i cant stop stareing, its hard for to go to work because i work with a colored gal and she know i like colred women, so she teases me all the time, so the next person who says im racist is gona hear about it, oh and yeah if i add you its not because uve got naughty photos, its because u caught my eye and u sound intersting , yes i may not be on here that much and talk , its because i work and im trying to raise a family, i dont care about having millions of friends,i just care about knowing people for who they are as a person, feel free to comment i want ur opinion on it

Sometimes
Sometimes As I sit here day in and day out I think back to older times. I know I shouldn't because it just brings back all the pain I've held onto. I try to forget, try not to think about you. Sometimetimes I sit someplace we shared laughs and try to remember the smell of your body close to me, the feel of your touch, the taste of your kisses, and the sound of your laughter. It seems so easy for you to forget those things. Do you see the tears in my eyes as you left as you did so often? Do you remember the sound of my voice as I said I Love You? Sometimes do you think about me? Do you remember the feel of my skin against yours? I know I should move on like you have but I remember you. I gave myself fully and you took me completely. You said you'd love me forever, I guess I was the only one who meant it. Maybe you will and just want me to think you don't to make it easier. Who does it make it easier for? Sometimes I remember how we were so long ago. All the pain we shared with one anot

I Speak Episode I
Hey there everyone. I know.. I've been a member since before Halloween, and I don't post a blog until near Christmas?!?! Sorry.. I've just been really busy.. No rest for the Wicked, they say.. ;) Work's been insane. My case load isn't getting any smaller. You'd think corporate attorneys had less work around hte holidays. It seems to be the exact opposite. So.. Here you are, here I am. First off, a big hello and a big hug to all of you. Thanks for adding/requesting me for friends. I really appreciate it, and you've all been really great from day 1. It's for this reason that I opened up my NSFW folder to all of you.. That, and I'd feel bad for kicking the people on my family list off to add more, since I'm really happy with those on my list. They're all real people that I talk to at least once a week, if not more... So... yeah... I consider myself Bi now, after labelling myself lesbian for so long. Why the change? I dunno... I still love women. I love their face. I love their ey

So, Here Then...
I'm not certain why this place has captured so much of my attention. Some of it is talking to people, feeling engaged, because I am distant, removed from the world. The rest? The rest is any one's idea.

Wishing You Were Here
wishing you were here to gaze into your eyes to hold you in my arms to fall asleep in yours to wake up next to you for you to be the first thing i see in the morning light to laugh with you to cry with you to kiss and whipe your tears away to always be there for you to fullfill you every need to kiss your sweet lips to taste you to hold you to see you to marry you to live and grow old with you to care for you to be there when you need me and most of all to LOVE YOU ♥

A Love Story
Gladys sat alone on a grassy hill, her jet black hair waving gently in the breeze. A tall, manly stranger approached. "I am Bob," he said, in a tall manly way. Their eyes met. Her heart raced. Her goose pimples got goose pimply. Bob took her in his muscular arms. They kissed. They did more than kiss. It was love. Passionate. Fierce. White hot. And on a glorious moonlit night, they were wed. And spent the next 41 years watching TV in seperate recliners. He grabbed for the remote. She slapped his face. THE END. (Okay, so romance writing may not be my thing...)

Holy Cow
Something is wrong. I am never an emotional person. Now for some reason everything is turning into a big deal for me. Damn....anymore seems the wind blowing can send me into a fit of crying for hours. A simple gesture will piss me off, a simpler "Hey, How are you" can cause me to break down and cry until I have the sniffles. Things that have never bothered me before are now turning me upside down. What in the hell is wrong with me? Why can't I be the non-feeling person I've been for the last 10 years of my life?

July,17,2006
I DELETED ALL THE POST FROM YESTERDAY. I SKIPPED AROUND A BIT. HERE IS ALL OF IT.MAYBE SOMEONE SOMEWHERE WILL KNOW SOMETHING ABOUT THIS ILLNESS. THESE ARE POST TAKEN FROM ALAN'S MYSPACE PAGE. ok im not real sure how all of this is going to turn out. im explaining from when alan was born and so on. i had a normal birth with alan, i carried him to full term. he weighed 8 pounds 8 1/2 ounces and was 22 inches long. he was a great baby, hardly cried, ate very well. he was a very happy baby. i never knew anything was wrong with him. when he started walking at around 12 months, he was falling quite a bit. i never thought much of it, nor did the rest of the family. our family is and still is very clusmey, so i took it at that.however it never got any better so i took him to see a doctor that was referred to us by our family doctor. to check out his gait abnormality. his name was Dr. ......... needless to say he was not much help. i took him to find out why our child kept f

What Origin Are You?
Australian [ ] you wear flip flops all year [ ] you call flipflops thongs not flip flops [ ] you love a backyard barbie [/] you know a barbie is not a doll [/] you love the beach [/] sometimes you swear without realizing [/] you're a sports fanatic!! [ ] you are tan [ ] you're a bit of a bogan [ ] you have an australian something (thongs, shirt, phone sock, etc.) Total = 4 Italian [ ] the Sopranos is a great show. [ ] your last name ends in a vowel. [/] your grandmother makes her own sauce. [ ] you know how a real meatball tastes. [ ] you know a lot of italian songs. [ ] you have dark hair and dark eye color [ ] you speak some italian. [/] you are under 5'10''. [ ] pizza is the best food in the world. [ ] you talk with your hands. Total = 2 Hispanic [ ] you say member instead of REmember [/] you speak spanish [/] you love tacos. [ ] yoU TyPe lIkE ThIs On Da CoMpUtEr. [ ] you are dark skinned [ ] you know what a Bodega is. [/] you talk fast. [/] you h

Midnight Snacks For The Insomniac
Posted by S. Brent Ridge, M.D. on Thu, Dec 07, 2006, 9:12 am PST Post a Comment Do you have so much to do during the day you literally forget to eat - but then find yourself making up for it before bedtime? If so, the types of foods you choose could make a big difference in the quality of your sleep. First, let's look at the foods that are most likely to keep you tossing and turning. Caffeine. Now, you don't need a doctor to tell you that caffeine will keep you awake, but it can lurk in unexpected places. Chocolate not only contains caffeine but also alkaloids which have a stimulating effect. Alcohol helps many of us feel calm and relaxed - especially that half glass of wine after a long, hard day. While this may help you fall asleep initially, it greatly diminishes the quality of sleep by disturbing neurotransmitter production, including serotonin. Alcohol is also a diuretic and may keep you running to the bathroom all night. Fatty foods take longer to work their way through

Different Days
On brighter days, sunshine on streets, pulsing with life. On darker days, back alleys, halogen light cold and empty. On happy days, a universe of possibility, an endless golden rain. On downward days, cold spiral galaxies of empty worlds.

Colors
Rainbows created my imagination As it arched across the sky On one end there sat you At the other end, there sat I Imagining I could slide across Over the rainbow to the end There would be my pot of gold The sweet love of my dear friend The rainbow is a connection Like a bridge from me to you It appears joined by sunlight Then the grey skies turn to blue Arriving after the rainstorms It became so evident to me Thoughts of love follow rainbows They arched right across the sea A colourful arching rainbow It has no gate, it has no door It reaches from friend to friend It arches from shore to shore

Star To Dark
Lifes a crock and then you die so why dont you just pass me bye you stop and stare and say how sad you must be so lonely down there in your dark little world you call a life so come up and join me in the light

What Planet Are You From
You Are From Saturn You're steady, organizes, and determined to achieve your dreams. You tend to play it conservative, going by the rules (at least the practical ones). You'll likely reach the top. And when you do, you'll be honorable and responsible. Focus on happiness. Don't let your goals distract you from fun! Don't be too set in your ways, and you'll be more of a success than you ever dreamed of. What Planet Are You From?

Photos
Yep i added a few more, and before anyone says, no they are not nudes LOL. I forgot when i got back from my last visit to Dee that i had them on there and it was only today that i thought oh lets upload the last pics i took and then found them. Still a certain somone will remind me and make fun of my bad memory LOL. I think with the amount i am starting to take, its about time i use one of the pic sharing sites that i have looked at. Which one is a good question, but then all i need is a simple sharing site, nothing spectacular. Ah well if anyone has any tips or recommendations, then let me know before i get lost researching :D

Surfing Underwater
I keep hearing From the other side Another form of truth Like feeling indestructible But knowing I can be broken Living without fear Though I can still Be scared Wanting my space And craving you Were here Longing to hear Forever Needing that warmth But when it is spoken You remind me Of Judas It all is the same Your view of reality And what is Driving you mad Getting real happy Then Remembering sad

I Know What I Want From Ct For Xmas
A bulletin filter! lmao I doubt it would happen.. but that would be so sweet.. Let me filter out the ones I don't like. 1. people that never talk to me and want me to do something. no brainer there! lmao 2. more do something crap. 3. more surveys that nobody ever sends back to me! cuz you don't love me.. only for points.. 4. this so and so is .. er umm.. crap. 5. Do you think my ass is fat bulletin.. yeah i got one of those! ugh 6. rate me.. show da luv.. blah blah blah.. you never showed me any love so.. blah! lol 7. I'm part of the blah blah blah.. 8. the only cool on so far is the snowball fight one! lmao 9. points beggers.. geeeeeez.. just be real.. be honest.. send me an email .. i'm a point hoe and i want some points.. lmao rofl. 10. survey's saying stuff about love and bad luck.. to me love is bad luck! lol 11. sex survey's i repost these just cuz i'm in a silly mood! lmao and I fill them out to be even goofier.

Well I Am Good
WELL I CAME TO SAY THANKS TO THE ONES THAT CAME BY TO READ WHAT I HAD WROTE EARLIER AND I AM GOOD NOW. I AM CALM NOW AND I AM GOING TO DO WHAT EVERYONE HAS TOLD ME DO AND I AM GOING TO REPORT THIS PERSON AND THEN I AM NOT GOING TO LET THIS PERSON IN MY HOME IN THE MORNING.

Take My Heart To Never Never Land....
Leaves falling on the ground, love in bloom all around. I see the couples and watch with envy and pain.Why cant I find love just the same? What have I done to be all alone, the hurt with in continues to grow. I just want to be loved is that so bad? God please send me a love , I only wish I could have. Put a smile upon my face and take me to a far away place. Take my heart to never never land.

Love Your Enemies
She didn’t really like me I really don’t know why She made mean remarks Whenever I passed by She did it all the time And I just did it right back But that didn’t help The situation was still black It’s so hard to love them Those you almost hate If it were somewhat easier It would be almost great It makes it so hard When they say those mean things When ignored you get embarrassed Wishing you could fly if having wings Instead of ignoring Reply with a word that’s kind It will make a difference You never know what you will find

Questions
Questions i wonder if youll miss me? when i dead and gone . i wonder if youll cry? when they play my final song. i wonder if youll visit me from time to time? will you bring me a flower and place upon the stone? i wonder if youll even know that i am gone? i wonder if you loved me or was it just a game? did you play with my emotions then just throw me away? did you even like me? you said that you would stay. do you know you broke my heart in pices when you walked away. i wonder if you ever saw me or ever knew i was there? i wonder now i truly do did you ever care? but most of all i want to know the question burning deep its isnt hard its just one word in my heart the answer i will keep........ why???...... writen by: steven bloomfield..............

Why Do People Die?
why do people die? you know as much as i know the answer i still ask myself every day maybe i could have done more just tryed a little harder fought that bit more but ive lived on maybe's for 2 years now and still no real answer ive even said i would give my own life to give you back your's even tried it a few time's still your not here ive been so strong for so long but i'am tired and exausted and you know ive held back tears so many times but just the littlest silly thing brought all the memories back all of the good but also the bad as i held you in my arms and saw the life leave your eyes i promised you we will meet again soon for you are the one who brought me life give me my name and all of my rights you gave me so much for i am forever greatful you gave me so much love for that i am peaceful and in time my heart will heal but in there also will be you ever still. i miss you old friend my mate my father i am so proud to have had you as my dad. love you dad for

What Is Erotic
With all our softness, curves, roundness, how can the BBW NOT be an erotic creature? There are some who (me included) say the BBW is more erotic than our smaller sisters. What is EROTIC? A Woman Who Thinks She's Beautiful & Sexy Regardless of Size Being "Playful" In & Out of Bed Willing to Try & Learn New Ways of Loving her man to the fullest,Reading Hot, Sexy Stories To One Another Giving A Good Foot Massage That Makes The Whole Body Tingle With Delight Bathing In A Tub With Rose Petals & "Florida Water" (A Latin Perfume Water) Whispering One's Desires While Softly Nibbling On The Ear Going To A Lingerie Boutique And Having Your Loved One Model Different Pieces For You Bedroom Eyes Writing Something HOT For Your Lover and Leaving It Under The Pillow or Anywhere S/He Alone Can Find It When S/He Gets To Work! Getting Your Lover An Aspirin When S/He Complains of a Headache When You Want To Make Love Sending Flowers To Your Loved One Just Because It's Monday, or Tuesday, or Wedn

New To Ct
I just found out about CT and trying to figure out how everything works. This is my first blog, yah! I could use some pointers, so if you have any, drop by and leave them on my profile. Thanks for your support and for dropping by Luv QTPI!

A Night
I met a woman at a bar, she was a collection of her life, told, to me I was mental antarctica, cold, alone and empty of thought. Is this what sociopaths feel? The blather washed over me untill her friends showed up (thankfully) I was frozen miles away. I focused back, where I was what I was doing (largely unremarkable) drank my shot, finished my beer, left.

What A Butthead
Chaos The Poet!!@ CherryTAP he dropped this mumm and i quote... You know I could loose friends over this, but im gonna say it anyway. Ok People the whole reason for these sites is for people to have fun, talk with my friends and to meet new ones plust just to escape the real world for a while. Now my problem is is im really gettin tired of these support the trrops and lets feel bad about our troops, bullshit these are grown people who CHOSE OF THEIR OWN FREE WILL TO JOIN THE MILITARY!!!. they knew what was goin on and what they were in for when they joined, ok so lets stop it with all this stuff. Also there is a bulletin goin around about a little girl that died in a carwreck, yes it is tragic and it is horrible, but some people are deciding to tell other people that they are asses for not reposting, ya know what FUCK OFF!!!, I come here to see my friends and escape reality for a little while, so please lets leave the real world tradgedies and drama to the real world. anything

Oh This Is...............
Oh this is getting to be to much fun here!! Trying to figure out what things to say to catch certain people without a come back!! I just didn't know I had such a wicked side to me!! LMAO Oh by the way Elgotto I do mean you!!

Coming Jan 07 New Contest For Married People
COMIN IN JAN 07" YOUR NIGHT ANGEL WILL BE HOSTING EAST COAST VS. WEST COAST SEXIEST MARRIED COUPLE OF 2007. I AM LOOKING FOR SOMEONE TO HELP ME AND TAKE THE WEST SIDE. IF YOUR INTERESTED PLZ LET ME KNOW. THIS IS GONNA BE A NEAT ONE. WITH SOME COOL PRIZES.

You Know You're From Louisiana When...
I'm not saying anything bad...the title could have been you know you're from Alabama....lol...I actually had some of the Mardi Gras things happen last year! ************** 1. Your sunglasses fog up when you step outside. 2. You reinforce your attic to store Mardi Gras beads. 3. You save newspapers, not for recycling but for tablecloths at crawfish boils. 4. When you give directions you use "lakeside and riverside" not north and south. 5. Your ancestors are buried above the ground. 6. You get on a green trolley car to go to the park and a red one to the French Quarter. 7. You take a bite of five-alarm chili and reach for the Tabasco. 8. Every once in a while, you have waterfront property. 9. You sit down to eat boiled crawfish and your host says, "Don't eat the dead ones" and you know what he means. 10. You don't learn until high school that Mardi Gras is not a national holiday. 11. You push little old ladies out of the way to catch Mardi Gras beads.

Food For Thought
"THE DASH" I READ OF A MAN WHO STOOD TO SPEAK, AT THE FUNERAL OF A FRIEND. HE REFERRED TO THE DATES ON HER TOMBSTONE, FROM THE BEGINNING TO THE END. HE NOTED THAT FIRST CAME HER DATE OF BIRTH AND SPKOKE THE FOLLOWING DATE WITH TEARS, BUT HE SAID WHAT MATTERED MOST OF ALL WAS THE DASH BETWEEN THOSE YEARS. FOR THE DASH REPRESENTS ALL THE TIME SHE SPENT ALIVE ON EARTH. AND NOW ONLY THE ONES WHO LOVED HER KNOW WHAT THE LITTLE LINE IS WORTH. FOR IT MATTERS NOT HOW MUCH WE OWN: THE CAR, THE HOUSE, THE CASH, WHAT MATTERS IS HOW WE LIVE AND LOVE AND HOW WE SPEND OUR DASH. SO THINK ABOUT THIS LONG AND HARD ARE THERE THINGS YOU'D LIKE TO CHANGE? FOR YOU NEVER KNOW HOW MUCH TIME IS LEFT, THAT CAN STILL BE REARRANGED. IF WE COULD JUST SLOW DOWN ENOUGH TO CONSIDER WHAT'S TRUE AND REAL AND ALWAYS TRY TO UNDERSTAND THE WAY OTHER PEOPLE FEEL. AND BE LESS QUICK TO ANGER, AND SHOW APPRECIATION MORE AND LOVE THE PEOPLE IN OUR LIVES LIKE WE NEVER LOVED BEFORE.

At The Beginning
The sun sets o'er the hills. the birds cry out in resounding shrills. The day is coming to its' end, an important message, I mean to send. My mind is racing with all its secrets contentment, fulfillment, and no regrets. At last a friend I have found, who's feet are planted on the ground. In his arms i long to be. Desire's flames are dancing within me. My heart skips a beat when he is near. I cherish the seconds when he is here. Now I am rambling, and carrying on it quickly approaches the hour of dawn. This message i have, I mean to say, I simply can't wait to see him today. a.boudreaux 2000

What Kind Of Soul Are You?
You Are a Dreaming Soul Your vivid emotions and imagination takes you away from this world So much so that you tend to live in your head most of the time You have great dreams and ambitions that could be the envy of all... But for you, following through with your dreams is a bit difficult You are charming, endearing, and people tend to love you. Forgiving and tolerant, you see the world through rose colored glasses. Underneath it all, you have a ton of passion that you hide from others. Always hopeful, you tend to expect positive outcomes in your life. Souls you are most compatible with: Newborn Soul, Prophet Soul, and Traveler Soul What Kind of Soul Are You?

Lies Lies Lies
Ever put someone on a pedestal,then..when they crap on you..the sheer gravitational force of it leaves you completely flattened? I loved this person in my own way.The things he said brought me hope for a better future. Thanks while it lasted. Kinda sick to think about how special it made me feel to hear "I had to jerk off with yer scent on me."

Lost In Dreamland
I rest my weary head close my eyes and drift off to sleep. Cherishing my slumber for in my dreams we meet. Happiness overcomes me and my heart begins to race. Just as soon as I see your lovely smiling face. The alarm goes off and out of my dream and into my day. Then I'm touched with sadness because in reality you're so far away.

Sleepless Nights
Another sleepless night, I haven't had one in awhile. Well haven't had a major descion to make either. I work off instinct, it's the way my life is ran and know I have to really think. Dreams are like nightmares they both screw with your head. So is this a dream or something I should be scared of like a nightmare. Should I hope for the best and prepare for the worst and meet somewhere in the middle. I hope things change but most likely old demons will come and destroy everything. I'm trying to be postive but it's scary.

My Prison Is Walking In This World All Alone
some times i think maybe am just not ready for anything or anyone or maybe am just unappy with who i am or maybe some times i see that but who cares right anyways i got things to do so maybe i just sit around and mope around later on anyways life sucks and so do i

One Night
It was so sweet that we met, A chance that not many get. When I heard the "Uh Oh", How was I to know! That you would turn out to be my special friend, Someone who could be there, Until the end. No matter how I feel or what I do, I know, in my heart, That I can count on you. I've never seen you, Heard you, or touched you. Those kind of chances are very few. To meet someone from far away, Never knowing if they're here to stay, Not knowing if what they say is true, Of what they're doing and telling you. So far away, but yet so near, The "not knowing" is the fear. Is it truth, or is it lies? Will a heart grow, or will it die? Either way, the bonds of Friendship's strings are tied. One's needs are met, Some with regret. Some with hope, Some with pain. But still, the answer is plain. If we hadn't met, On that very day, Things would be different In every way. The emptiness may be filled, A life may start to rebuild. A heart may be broken, Or mad

Trivia...jus Read It!
I DON'T CARE IF IT RAINS OR FREEZES, LONG AS I GOT, MY PLASTIC JESUS, RIDIN' ON THE DASHBOARD,OF MY CAR! RIDIN' NINETY, IT AIN'T SCARY, LONG AS I GOT, THE VIRGIN MARY, RIDIN' ON ,THE DASHBOARD OF MY CAR! DOES ANYONE KNOW WHERE THIS COMES FROM? PS...STILL WAITIN FOR A SHOUT..IM STILL BORED!

Thank You
People come and go through My life but for some reason You seemed to have stayed by my side No matter how much i tried to push you out you always got back in No matter how much i hurt you you always stayed No matter how much i fought you you never fought back and you always stayed No matter how much i hated myself you always loved me Thank you for standing by me through it all and for loving me for me

Run Of Bad Luck
Recently I've had a very long run of bad luck. Things just don't seem to be going very well. just a few weeks ago my truck was broke into while I was at work, they took everything that wasn't nailed down and then some I felt safe because I was at work so I locked My pruse in my truck that night well not safe anymore they broke a window. later in the week I wrecked my car a Geo metro convertiable, I was going to work and a animal ran into my car causing me to lose control it was bigger than my car.My car swerved off the road and rolled over twice landing upside down.I walked away from it not even a scrach,My angel was working over time that day. later that night I found out that my daugters car was hit while she was parked at home. A few days later my best friend was hit (T-boned) and the lady took off, hit and run ,my friend just had two major operations, the were ok brused up a lot, her grandson and daughter were also in the car.I guess when you think about it I might not be that unlu

Confessional Caterpillars
I hate being confessional in my poetry, all those scabs ripped off and waved around like a license to write or rant, all of it quite scant in its poetical content. I want to be invisible as the air I breathe, as silent as the beating of a shrew's heart from 50 paces off. I don't see the point of pulling off this skin only to cut it up into little wordy shapes to paste down onto a white page for your Peeping Tom inspection. I hate being confessional in poems or anything with my name hanging off it like a genital wart, but lately I've the mind of a fat caterpillar shitting out what it chews to let it fall wherever--perhaps into your half-empty coffe cup as you sit outside to enjoy the morning air.

Birthday
So yesterday was my birthday, and I turned 28. Adam took me out to Arby's for lunch, then we went to the mall, did some christmas shopping, he bought me a Play Boy beanie hat. We went to Spencer's and I got us some naughty flavored lotion, and Trinity a Chucky doll. Then we went to FYE and Adam got a game and a Happy Bunny poster. Then we went to Hot Topic for me, so I could shop. Trinity, omg, she was just like any 2 y/o throwing a nasty fit and making a sympathy party for herself. I was shopping in Hot Topic, picking out my christmas presents with the money my mom sent to us for Christmas. The whole time, Trinity was screaming her head off, and crying, just because she wanted me to hold her (note, I have a fucked up knee and can't do to much, and really not supposed to be on my feet). People were saying how sad it was and how they felt sorry for her, and when they found out she was mine, they were even more sympathitic towards the situation. I don't know how Adam stayed so c

Merry Christmas
TO EVERYONE ON HERE MERRY CHRISTMAS AND HAPPY NEW YEAR. HOPE EVERYONE GETS WHAT THEY WANT AND PARTY HARD BUT NOT TO HARD. I WILL NOT BE ON TOMORROW I AM OUT FOR THE DAY AND MOST OF THE NIGHT. AND THEN ON CHRISTMAS U WILL NOT HEAR FROM ME I WILL BE AT MY MOM'S HOUSE. SO HOPE EVRYONE HAS A GOOD TIME AND ONCE AGAIN MERRY CHRISTMAS AND LOVE U ALL

Am I?
am i such a bad or unattractive person that i will just forever be used and alone???? I am loveable but not enuff to be with??? Im good enuff to sleep with but not to have ppl know we are together???? THIS is what my life has been since Highschool Im tired of getting hurt I used to be worth something I would have never ACCEPTED this bs befor What happened to me? Where did I GO????

Disappointed!!!
Oh yeah, I had another blog to share with you all as I notice ppl come in your profile and check your photo as well, but to me I had few concerns one is why ppl stealing a picture without rippin or without asking permission... The reason I have come in my mind that I notice ppl have the picture that I had in my photo file which it isn't right so I just wonder how can you and other tryin to copy a picture into your profile without asking first BEFORE you copy a image from someone's else picture, so please be kind to tell others to asks first before you copy or ripped and thanks!!!!! That I am little disappointed is all.... Smiles :-)

Native American
I walk the good red earth of Arizona I feel every rock as if it were a heartbeat. However it is.. For it is Mother Earth. She is our Life She is the very Soul of our Existence. I look down from the mountains and feel the beauty of every Turn of the path ahead of me. I awaken in the dawn of the day With my prayer and tobacco. I hold my head high As I cry in awe of the beauty I spy. I find so many wonders. So much beauty in the land And so close at hand. I hear the flutes and the drums I hear the whisper of the ancestors. I cannot make out what they say. I know they call me to something I am so unsure of. Help me Creator Hold me to your Breast when I am scared. Hold me when I am feeling so alone. Wipe away my tears and my fears. Show me the Path is clear and full of Life. The wolf Cries out in the night. For its mate.. Whom has gone astray. Maybe in death from another preditor. Maybe in death from old age. The owl flies swiftly through the night. The sound

Love And Lust
It’s all I can do… I tried and I try I’m still aching for you! Ever since I met you- (You landed in my eye!) - It’s all I can do… Like a sweet taboo, That life should contrive, I’m just aching for you! I can’t talk to you! So this piece I write. It’s all I can do… No matter what I do, I barely survive, I’m sooo aching for you! God will strike me if I lie! And with this I’ll summarize: Baby, It’s all I can do… I’m really, r e a l l y, aching for you! Lust is what I speak tonight, Lust is what I see tonight, Lust is what I feel tonight, And I Lust You. Show me your Body inside out… no clothes on, no holds barred… bit by bit, part by part, give me your smells, and your sweat… give me what all you have every naked bit of yours, I want to see All of yours. feel my hands feel my legs feel my torso my body begs… Come on me and make me wet juices flowing… feel the heat… together, we’ll make ‘us’ meet. If Lust

Farewell My Son
FAREWELL MY SON how long can a broken hearat beat? nights of tears days of dark endless pain. my son is gone i am left a world of questions fears for future generations in my arms. what if ? could i have? did i ? empty arms, my love aches for you what if ? will never know could i have? i know not did i ? ABSOLUTELY !!! i loved yo with a mothers love so strong it goes beyond heaven so deep it lights your way back to me a day will come for us to talk, to share smiles and laughters in the stars on the water....in the air...freedom for you, from all you held burried, freedom for me to hold my son again....... i miss you my son.... i love you my son.... farewell my son....... rest in piece my son....

No Tomorrow
NO TOMORROW there is no tomorrow without you today you tried to walk out i begged you to stay you took all your things and fled in the night i watched as you ran deep into the night i ran after you with anger, insane you shouted at me "what was there to gain?" i leapt on your back and so you did wrangle by clutching your throat and you i did strangle as i stood over you the words i did say "there is no tomorrow, without you today"

James Brown Dies
Legendary Singer James Brown Dies at 73 By HARRY R. WEBER, Associated Press Writer 2 hours ago ATLANTA - James Brown, the undeniable "Godfather of Soul," told friends from his hospital bed that he was looking forward to performing on New Year's Eve, even though he was ill with pneumonia. His heart gave out a few hours later, on Christmas morning. The pompadoured dynamo whose classic singles include "Papa's Got A Brand New Bag" and "I Got You (I Feel Good)" died Monday of heart failure, said his agent, Frank Copsidas of Intrigue Music. "People already know his history, but I would like for them to know he was a man who preached love from the stage," said friend Charles Bobbit, who was with Brown at the hospital. "His thing was 'I never saw a person that I didn't love.' He was a true humanitarian who loved his country." The entertainer with the rough-edged voice and flashy footwork also had diabetes and prostate cancer that was in remission, Bobbit said. Brown initially see

Never Meant To Be
NEVER MEANT TO BE softly as a gentle breeze love crept into my heart so softly i did not realize until we came to part it was then that love so suddenly grew claws, and without warning clamped around my heart and left me bleeding and im mourning so stunned was i by this attack i did not cry out "stay" and frowning at my silence you turned and walked away i never knew , until youleft how much you'd meant to me and not you're gone, i guess, our love was never meant to be

Quiz Time----kind Of Kisser/sex Quot.
table border='0' cellpadding='5' cellspacing='0' width='600'> You scored as Romantic Kisser. Good for you! You know how to kiss and hopefully you have a certain someone to experience a serge of happiness with. If not, it doesnt hurt to flirt kiss a little hehe. Just dont get carried away. Romantic kissing is always a plus! Kissing is an art keep it up and youll be really good! Here some tips: 1. Be ready 2. no smoking 3. start slow 4. up the intensity 5. develop rhythm 6. change it up 7. pay attention to hands 8. experiment 9. respond 10. repeatRomantic Kisser75%Yippy Ki Yay!63%Your more of a class act than youre giving yourself credit for50%How good do you kiss?created with QuizFarm.com Your Lust Quotient: 61% You are a very lustful person - and it sometimes gets the better of you! You know how to hold back, but you hardly ever do. How Much Lust Do You Have?

Only Just Heard That
Gerald Ford died. At 93 but with the condition he'd been in the last few years, still :(. Decent fellow, I gather. Might be writing a year-in-review in here and in another blog later today, but have an appointment to go to first, so off with me for a bit. Eric

Relaxed Obsession
It is not Distance That keeps us Apart That is just Space to be traveled It does not effect My heart I cannot be here All the time For what gets In our way Is this thing Called My life I do think about you And envision You near But like a Stalker with A.D.D. I have passion For you Constantly Just not all Of the time

Utter Stupidity
Immortality, n: A toy which people cry for, And on their knees apply for, Dispute, contend and lie for, And if allowed Would be right proud Eternally to die for. There is, in fact, a difference between crazy and insane. A crazy person will walk down the street shooting people. An insane person will do it in a clown suit. When you die, if you go somewhere where they ask you a bunch of questions about your life and what you learned and all, I think a good way to get out of it is just to say, "No speaka English." Carpe Diem - Seize the day Carpe Noctum - Seize the night Carpin Denium - There's a fish in my pants Carpe ovum - Seize the egg Cave Canem - Beware of the dog

63 Things
63 Things 1. How old do you wish you were? Not that big a deal to me. 2. Where were you when 9/11 happened? Living with my ex. 3. What do you do when vending machines steal your money? If I'm broke, I get pissed and do bodily harm to the machine. If I have money, I walk away. 4. Do you consider yourself kind? Yes. I try to be. 5. If you had to get a tattoo, where would it be? I have one around my left wrist. I plan many more. In various and intriguing places on my person. 6. If you could be fluent in any language, what would it be? I speak or understand bits and pieces of German, Sioux, Cherokee, Spanish, Polish. I want to be fluent in all those and 100 more. 7. Do you know your neighbors? Close friends with the ones upstairs, friendlyish with the others. Hate the one on the third floor. 8. What do you consider a vacation? The opportunity t

Some Thoughts....about People
Living in Vegas I have the prime research ground for people watching and seeing plenty of ordinary people along with celebrities making complete asses of themselves. I know everyone is entitled to a few nights of blowing off some steam, but when you do it on a regular basis, it is indicative of "who" and "what" a person truly is. I've seen ordinary people carry beer on The Strip and get tickets. But Paris Hilton, Tara Reid, Dennis Rodman, Madonna, Britney Spears and Linsey Lohan (to name a few) can walk out of Casino plow ass drunk with drink in hand and get a police escort and no ticket. Yes being famous has it's perks. Furthermore Ms. Lohan isn't even 21 she shouldn't be in an establishment drinking anyway - let me know if you figure that one out. I luv a good time don't get me wrong, but if I'm going out I make sure I have a ride home or that I have a room waiting (have fun but plan ahead ppl). From my very own personal interaction with some people here in Vegas I have de

Christmas
Well my Christmas and holidays turned out to be quite nice. My family and I had quite a nice time together. The gift giving was good, and I got quite a few nice things. But that's not what is most important to me. It's my time with my family. Everyone was in good moods and spirits, and it was quite nice. We had quite a nice time together. I enjoyed it a lot.We didn't really have a white Christmas here, it was pretty green actually, still chilly though. But all in all, quite nice.

Please Remember To Do A Self Exam.......
Best New Comment Codes and Graphics Myspace Code Generators Layouts Best New Comment Codes and Graphics Myspace Code Generators Layouts REMEMBER MEN AND WOMAN CAN GET BREAST CANCER IT IS CURABLE WITH EARLY DETECTION....MUCH LOVE TO YOU ALL...Tammy

Always Be My Baby
We were as one For a moment in time And it seemed everlasting That you would always be mine Now you want to be free So I'll let you fly 'Cause I know in my heart Our love will never die Chorus: You'll always be a part of me I'm part of you indefinitely Boy don't you know you can't escape me Ooh darling 'cause you'll always be my baby And we'll linger on Time can't erase a feeling this strong No way your ever gonna shake me Oh darling 'cause you'll always be my baby I ain't gonna cry And I won't beg you to stay If your determined to leave boy I will not stand in your way But inevitably, you'll be back again 'Cause you know in your heart babe Our love will never end chorus I know that you'll be back boy When your days and nights get a little bit colder I know that you'll be right back baby Oh baby believe me it's only a matter of time chorus

Take A Copy And Send It To Baby Jesus
Dear Baby Jesus, Can u please explain to me why u would want to run a democrocy here on CT ?? It makes no since to try and harm the ones that make your site a wonderful one to be on. Why not let us pee-ons alone and do what we want too. (after all isnt that what we are according to u) We are the backbone to your site, why chase us off ?? What diffrence does it make to u how we send comments or how many and if their duplicates???. I would surley think u have bigger things to worry about running your site, Then what us peeons do. If folks dont like it then they can deny html correct?? Then u come to us and ask us to ask our friends to join?? yea right..... My friend, u will loose alot of members dictating how we are to spam our friends.. Thats our right!! and Its Called "freedom of speech" ohhh, and yvw for that thank-you (that u said u would get around to). That I never got for your birthday present & comment. I am

To Give
i see me as a broken china doll with cracks and chips missing fragile but with a hint of disdain for all who try to shatter whats left of me. to trust someone else to believe in someone else to let go of the control i have over every little detail to just breathe and be free to liston and obey someone else besides the devils in my mind to have knowledge that although control is gone love and respect is not and when sunlight is streaming all the other masks i wear are on i can still be proud of myself and when darkness comes and i can be free...to feel alive thru pleasure and perhaps pain to see the pleasure in your eyes to hear "yes sir" tremble from my lips to know i am safe for a few hours and unmasked so i can breath and happiness beyond expectations because i choose to give my control to you for safe keeping...my sweet....

Hell Lastnight
was pure hell for me. first I worked with some lazy ass teenagers then I came home and my ex bitch for a wife called and is holding my son from me then I get a call from my girlfriend and she is drunk off her ass and shit I can't win

What I Want For The New Year
I wish all of you the best for the coming New Year. May God smile his blessing on you. As for me for my New Year I want the kinkiest hottest sex that any woman has ever had to bring in my New Year with. I want to do the most wildest things ever. I would love to bring the New Year in with a BANG.

Pain
Curled up in a ball, the pain so intense. It rocks my body. Lost inside like a ship in a stormy sea, Eyes down, tear streaming. No comfort found No answers to my questions They only echo in my head. The burden so heavy, Shoulders slumped against the weight of it. No warmth on the coldest nights. No one to watch as the dusk turns to dawn. No one to share the burden with. Hearing every nasty remark, Over and over like rain on the roof. Embedded in my mind The never ending story. Whys and reasons No matter now Pain caused, bruises there in minds eye Though faded by light of day. No forgiveness to be given and Never forgotten. Destroyed by anger Never to be back Can not relive the past Lesson's learned in anger Destructive side of Love

I Kinda Agree With This
Your Five Factor Personality Profile Extroversion: You have low extroversion. You are quiet and reserved in most social situations. A low key, laid back lifestyle is important to you. You tend to bond slowly, over time, with one or two people. Conscientiousness: You have low conscientiousness. Impulsive and off the wall, you don't take life too seriously. Unfortunately, you sometimes end up regretting your snap decisions. Overall, you tend to lack focus, and it's difficult for you to get important things done. Agreeableness: You have medium agreeableness. You're generally a friendly and trusting person. But you also have a healthy dose of cynicism. You get along well with others, as long as they play fair. Neuroticism: You have low neuroticism. You are very emotionally stable and mentally together. Only the greatest setbacks upset you, and you bounce back quickly. Overall, you are typically calm and relaxed - making others feel secure. Openness to

Picture Rating Limit
Have any of you noticed that it seems somedays you get to rate more pictures than on other days? I have not rated many today and it is already telling me that I have exceeded my limit. Oh well, I guess I will have to go back and revisit some at a later date.

What Kind Of Flirt Are You
You Are a Natural Flirt Believe it or not, you're a really effective flirt. And you're so good, you hardly notice that you're flirting. Your attitude and confidence make you a natural flirt. And the fact that you don't know it is just that more attractive!What Kind of Flirt Are You?

Love Dies.....a Profound Death.....
As the life is seeped out of my heart with ever word that passes from your lying.....despicable mouth....so vile is your heart Why was my time, love, and tenderness wasted on you......I hate the way you made me you made me bitter and cynical...that's not me....I hate this feeling as I watch love die...... Its profound death.....***

How Many Of You Share Our Views?
How many of you share our views? I don't think being a minority makes you a victim of anything except numbers. The only things I can think of that are truly discriminatory are things like the United Negro College Fund, Jet Magazine, Black Entertainment Television, and Miss Black America. Try to have things like the UnitedCaucasianCollege Fund, Cloud Magazine, White Entertainment Television, or Miss White America; and see what happens...Jesse Jackson will be knocking down your door. Guns do not make you a killer. I think killing makes you a killer. You can kill someone with a baseball bat or a car, but no one is trying to ban you from driving to the ball game. I believe they are called the Boy Scouts for a reason, that is why there are no girls allowed. Girls belong in the Girl Scouts! ARE YOU LISTENING MARTHA BURKE? I have the right "NOT" to be tolerant of others because they are different, weird, or tick me off. When 70% of the people who get arrested are bla

A Small Reflection.
It amazes me how fast this year as gone by; it seems in a blink of an eye it was all over. Looking back over the last year, I can happily say I have done a lot of growing up. Not to say I was immature, but over the last year I have had a lot of experiences that have helped shape me into the person I am today. It saddens me that I will be starting off this year without having someone that I love to kiss me at midnight. Yet, looking back on what I left behind some five or so months ago, I now know it is for the best. A new year is upon on us, hopefully it brings joy to everyone I know. I hope everyone has a happy and safe new year. Oh, the kiss at midnight, I know is not really that importent. It is just that I miss having the comfort of a person I care abouts arms.

Some State Officials Give National Id System A Cool Reception
Some state officials give national ID system a cool reception ---------------------------------------------------------------------- http://www.dailymail.com/story/News/+/2006121926/Some+state+officials+give+national+ID+system+a+cool+reception Some state officials give national ID system a cool reception by Jake Stump Daily Mail Staff Some West Virginians, including officials at the state Division of Motor Vehicles, hope Congress will reassess -- and perhaps repeal -- legislation it passed that establishes a national ID system by 2008. The Real ID Act of 2005 is intended to deter terrorism and illegal immigration, but many deem the program unnecessary, costly and annoying. Some have gone as far to correlate it with the mark of the beast. The legislation would establish national standards for state-issued driver's licenses and non-driver's identification cards. Here's the dilemma for residents: You'll need one of these new cards to board an airplane, open a ban

New Year Upon Us...
Well, it is now 2007. The start of a New Year. Dad is still hanging in there. Mom still won’t get anyone to help her. She is stubborn and one of the nurses told her that they people to help her with Dad would cook and clean also, if she wanted them to. All she heard was someone was going to cook and clean in her house, and that ended that conversation. My sister and I both tried to explain that to her, but, the rocks in her head prevailed…. Anyhow… Christmas was great, well ok, maybe good. On the 23rd, some teenage punk stole a DVD set out of my truck in the driveway. Was one of the wife’s Christmas present. I just left it in the pocket on the door, and forgot to lock the truck. Some some teen punks were walking by and checked the truck, found the DVDs, rifled thru the console and the glovebox, and took off. Cops said it prolly wouldn’t do any good to file a report because it was under $100…. Even though I got them on tape, yes, it is a little hard to see exactly who it

Long Lost. . .
He stood there looking out his front window. The sun just setting on the horizon, the warmth of the dwindling light caressing his skin, wishing the sun was his lost love. A tear softly rolled down his cheek. He let it remain as he turned from the window and walked to his bedroom. The only light came from a few candles he had lit. Every night he lights those few candles in the hopes that she would return to him. That dim light was flickering like his hopes, his dreams. Without her, he is nothing. He wanders through his life with no direction. Right now he is wandering to his room, dropping his clothes piece by piece. He slides his naked body under the covers and begins to drift. The end of another long, lost day. Sleep comes easy to him this night. He drifts off to the land of dreams quickly, not hearing the creaking of the hall floor. A figure appears in the room’s door. Silhouetted by the candlelight, she stood there, just watching him sleep for what seemed like forever. Afte

Know Me Before You Judge Me Part 2
Hello to all, my name is charles and i am a scoripo, i am a true friend to all,will help all that i become friends with all you have to do is ask. will give you the shirt of my back,last dollar out of my wallet. So please do not cross me or get on my bad side,if you do i can become your worse night mare.If someone has something to say,please say it in front of me,if you say it behind my back,then your a dam coward,and very gutless. I am a friend till the very end.

I Am A Witch (author: Gerina Dunwich)(poem)
I am a Witch With rhymes and reasons. I am a changeling like the seasons. My mother is the Moon, My father is the Sun, With Goddess Earth am I as one. I am a Witch, a Pagan child. Mother Nature's spirit wild Grows within me, Flows within me, Meandering like a spellbound stream, Enchanting my every waking dream. I breathe the air of liberation, I tend the fire of transformation, I drink the water of creation, Earth-magick is my conjuration. I am a Witch of shadow and light, Of Avalon mists and ravens' flight. I am a Witch, with pride say I, For a Witch's soul does never die.

Walnut Chicken Recipe
INGREDIENTS: * 3 to 4 pounds chicken pieces * 1/4 cup vegetable oil * 1 cup sliced fresh or frozen green beans * 3/4 cup sliced celery, with some leaves * 1 teaspoon salt * 1 teaspoon brown sugar * 1/4 teaspoon pepper * 1 cup chicken broth * 1 tablespoon cornstarch * 1 tablespoons soy sauce * 1 cup fresh sliced mushrooms * 1 can (5 ounces) sliced water chestnuts * 1/2 cup walnuts PREPARATION: In a large heavy skillet, heat oil. Add chicken and brown on all sides; reduce heat, cover, and let chicken cook slowly for 20 minutes. Add green beans, celery, seasonings, and broth. Cook 8 to 10 minutes. Combine cornstarch and soy sauce; stir into the chicken mixture with mushrooms, and cook until thickened. Add water chestnuts and walnuts; heat through. If desired, garnish with walnuts and serve on hot cooked rice. Serves 4 to 6.

It Has Been A Crazy Year
It was been one crazy year for me.I broke up with my best friend(he was getting to clingy for me).Devolped a new crush,got my babies a good christmas,has fun,been on the pow-wow trail.Went to court,made new friends,buried old friends,worked and discovered that I have new fetishes. People come n go from your life,yes you'll miss them,but you'll always remember a smile or maybe even the smell of clothes or something like it.As for the new crush or crushes,those also come n go.People are human and its fun explore them as time allows.It is also ok to have more then one crush,for you too are human. The pow-wow trail was a blast and I had a good time,meet people and got to see old friends,also placed at several of them. The best thing I think I did this year was join cherrytap and met some great people that I am looking forward to getting to know better. Other then that nothing is new for me.I spent New Years Eve at home and liked it.Discovering cyber sex and having a good time. I prett

Myspace Crap
Body: Please repost this message to everyone you know on MySpace... If you consider MySpace an important part of your Internet routine... this information is critical for you and for all your friends... This message has been reposted from another one of my Friends here on MySpace and sent out to all of mine... Repost instructions at the end of this message. Please include those instructions when you repost it to help your friends: This message is a repost: Here are some of the reasons your friends are disappearing from your pages. MySpace trackers - Against MySpace policy and MySpace is deleting accounts that have them. This includes ANY and ALL types of trackers. You people that are advertising free trackers need to stop that. Maybe you don't care about yourself but if a friend of yours signs up for one and has their account deleted who are they going to blame? NEVER give your password to ANYONE for ANY reason. MySpace Trains and Auto Friend Adders. They are all aga

Another Day, Another Dime
Well, it is the end of the 2nd day of 2007…. Once again it looks like my coworkers have not gained any knowledge during the past year. More of the same stupid questions that any entry-level person should be able to answer…. But alas, the stupidity remains…OK, to be honest, if they actually gain some smarts, I would be out of a job… New company motto, KISS – Keep It Stupid Stupid. The grandkid is getting the idea of what a pet bird is. Danny’s pet parakeet, Petey, is keeping the grandkid entertained. He has learned to let the bird sit on his finger, (I’m waiting for the shit on his finger part, lol), shake your hand so the bird flies off and splats on the floor, chase the bird around the kitchen, step on the bird, and kick the bird. Wonder what he will learn next, prolly, buy uncle Dan a new bird… It is official, Christmas is over. That means all the decorations down and stored away til next year… I caught the hint that the wife wanted them put away… And try to figure out

It's Time Finally That The Truth About My Past
I thought all of you needed to hear the truth about what I used to look like and what I did to look as good as I do now. I lived in hiding for 4 years I was seventy pounds overweight and only put pics on the web of myself from years back cause the realtime ones were just too hidious, I looked like a farm animal until all of that nightmare changed.My Best friend Debra had left to go to europe with her parents for 4 months, this was back in april past. We grew up together, we were both always bigger then the rest of the people around us, never really hooked up with anyone and I was the oldest virgin out of all my friends and she was too. Well, When she Devra got back after 4 months in Europe, she was a totally different looking person, she went from weighing 194 pounds to only weighing 119 pounds, I was blown away, I could not understand it, did her parents starve her, I was thinking the worst. She told me that she found this breakthrough pill in europe called Hoodia, she started taking

More Adult-puns
MORE ADULT-PUNS How do you cancel a appointment at a sperm bank? Tell them you can't cum. ***************************************************** What do you call a guy who never farts in public? A private tutor. ***************************************************** An innkeeper's daughter during the Middle Ages made love for fifteen straight knights. ****************************************************** Man: "How do you like your eggs in the morning?" Woman: "Unfertilized!" ******************************************************* Johnny asked one of the kids at school, "If you woke up covered in KY Jelly naked in a sleeping bag in the middle of the forest, and your ass was killing you, would you tell anybody?" "No, I'd be embarrassed." So, Johnny asked "Wanna go camping?" ******************************************************** What's the difference between love and herpes? Love doesn't last forever. Get more at www.hostdrjack.com

Night Angel's Heros
I JUST WANTED TO THANK ALL THE MEN AND WOMEN WHO SERVE OUR COUNTRY FOR A JOB WELL DONE. THERE ARE NO WORDS TO EXPRESS THE GRATITUDE AND SYMPATHY FOR YOU AND YOUR FAMILIES. FOR THE ONES WHO ARE GOING, THE ONES WHO ARE THERE, AND THE ONES WHOM IN WHICH WE HAD NO CHOICE BUT TO LEAVE BEHIND. YOUR DUTY TO YOUR COUNTRY WILL NEVER BE FORGOTTEN. AS FOR THE ONES WE HAVE LOST....I CANNOT FIND THE WORDS TO SAY THANK YOU TO THEM. THOSE MEN AND WOMEN WHO HAVE LOST THEIR LIVES FIGHTING FOR OUR FREEDOM IS THE BIGGEST UNSELFISH THING A HUMAN CAN DO. THANK YOU GODSPPED. I WOULD LIKE TO INVITE ALL OF YOU TO THAT FOLDER. PLEASE SHOW YOUR RESPECT TO THESE MEN AND WOMEN FOR IT IS THEM THAT WE ARE ABLE TO SIT HERE AND ACT LIKE FOOLS ON THE INTERNET. LOVE YA ALL. THANKS A MILLION ~ YOUR ONE N ONLY NIGHT ANGEL

What Animal Totem Am I ?
You scored as Wolf. You are the Wolf. When you are with someone, your allegience never falters. Your family is very important to you and you will protect that family with all you have, no matter what.Wolf100%Eagle100%Dog100%Deer83%Horse75%Crow75%Dragon67%Salmon67%Bear50%Fox50%Stag50%Snake

Love -vs-like
Love vs. Like Body: Don't EVER leave the one you LOVE for the one you LIKE because the one you LIKE will leave you for the one they LOVE True Love Doesnt Have A Happy Ending BECAUSE True Love Never Ends ...tonight your true love will realize how much they love you. between 1 & 4 in the morning, tomorrow the shock of your life will occur. if you break the chain then you will have bad luck.... ..*..*..*..*..*..*..*..*..*..*..*..*..*..*..*..*..*..*..*..*..*..*.. If you REALLY LIKE (or LOVE) SOMEONE right now AND MISS THEM and can't get them out of your head then re-post this within 1 minute with the title Love VS. LIKE and whoever you are missing will surprise you (repost of original by 'Texas Goddess is Broken' on '2007-01-01 14:00:19') (repost of original by '~Razor Blade Kisses ~ Property of DJ Bubba Punk~ShayShays Babygirl~' on '2007-01-01 14:40:48') (repost of original by 'EVIL/MEAN&NASTY' on '2007-01-01 14:42:59') (repost of original by

Something Is Wrong With This Picture...
I am trying to help someone out by connecting them to another resource. I dial the number.... "Thank you for calling -------. If this is an emergency, hang up and dial 911. If you need some immediate assistance, please dial zero." I dialed zero.... "Please wait." So I wait.... and wait.... and wait.... and wait.... and wait.... and wait!!!! "I am sorry. That person does not seem to be there. Please call back!" ((aughghghgghghghgh!!!))

Lmfao
Hahaha I'm talkin to one of my CT friends on here..I find this convo hilarious!..She said she couldnt post the bulletin..So this is where it started...read from bottom up! ->*Tiff* -Ni...: it was seriously moving???? LOL *Tiff* -Ni...: serioulsy lol.... it wouldnt let me hahaha... i fought it hard and i won LMAO ->*Tiff* -Ni...: lmfao thats funny *Tiff* -Ni...: lmao it wasnt lettin me at all... it kept movin hahahaha.... i swear im sober ->*Tiff* -Ni...: you cant click "repost bulletin"?? lol

What Do U Think
ok so here it is if u read this i wanna know what u think ... ok so me an my brother was havning this talk about spirits an ghosts , which are the same k well do u think they really are here with us ??

Deep End Of Ocean Movie @ Devine Txrose's
Tonight's Venue - Round Two "The Deep End of the Ocean" Starring Michelle Pfeiffer and Treat Williams Basic Synopsis - Family is torn apart when their son suddenly disappears and the pain ravages the family for a decade. But it is upon his sudden return that the entire family must come to grips with a painful reunion of their own. Starting Time - 0:0:30 (better hurry) Snacks - Kettle Popcorn (still have some left) Soda of your choice Activities - Continue reduction of DVD cases (moving DVDs to sleeves for space optimization on the shelf) Wanna join in???? Hee hee.... ;)

Blessings Of Lifes Journey
Through life we have ups and downs but we most see all of them as blessings for if we never had them ups and downs we could never learn the lessons they bring so when anything works or doesnt look at it as a blessing on its own.

Three Religious Truths..
Jewish Folk Do Not Recognize Jesus As The Messiah Protestant Folk Do Not Recognize The Pope As The Leader Of The Christian Faith And Southern Baptist Folk DO NOT Recognize Each Other At Hooters!

My Mouth Costs Me Once Again
Today my sister had her divorce hearing. Very simple you see, just show up at the court house with the lawyer and a couple of witnesses that can vouch that she and the mongoon she married have been seperated for a year. I tried my best not to go. I never liked this person she married, even before she married him. Nor do I care for his family. Just my preference. I am pretty picky about people I befriend, especially in the real life scene. Anywho, to continue my babble, she insist that I go, knowing that 98% of the time, my mouth speaks before my brain has even thought about thinking. I am not one that cares who hears me speak my mind. It's my mind and by God, my fat ass can speak it whenever I choose. SO, I really went in the courtroom trying to be nice. I was even smiling. OK, it was a shit eating grin, but hey, it looked like a fucking smile. I sit through all of the bullshit until it's my turn to take the little stand. The judge ask me the questions, I answer. This sh

Hunebedden Aka Dolmens...
Everyone has heard of Stonehenge in England and dolmens and menhirs in France. But who knows of even older and more numerous megalithes in Holland..? Even most of the Dutch themselves are unaware of the richness of the prehistoric monuments in their own country. But they exist..!,and they are there for over 5000 years. Older than the Egyptian pyramids! Built of huge granite stones, some of them weighing over 25,000 kilograms, dragged to the spot and piled up to form a rectangular stonegrave. Unbelievable, but true. There are still 54 of them. 52 in the province of Drenthe and 2 in the adjacent province of Groningen. "Hunebedden" as they are called in Holland. But not built by Hunen (or huynen = giants) and not beds but graves as we know now. So Drenthe, in the northern part of the country, is the hunebedden-province. It's a province of outstanding beauty with sanddunes, woods, moors, heather, picturesque villages, 200 years old farmhouses with thatched roofs. And mysterious stonegra

Info
Do you have a pesky hater that has already blocked you but still comes by YOUR page and hassles you? here is how you block them even if you cant reach their page....... Copy this link: http://www.lostcherry.com/blockuser.php?block_id=##### into a new window and replace the ##### with the users number that you saw in the url line of the window with the error message and hit go. This should take care of it....I got the link from Sketelboom if you know who that is...a bouncer. hope this helps clear some things up.

Remebering Pt2 - Poem-more For My Chonch
Check out Chonch, shes way cool and one hot piece of ass, at Jawrearranger88@ CherryTAP Remembering II by DeezNutz I sit here remembering what times we had, Smoking and drinking with Vanessa and her dad. Chillen everyday in a dirty house with a dirty slut, Man she never got off her fat, lazy, dirty butt. Remember we were friends with her, though I don’t know why? Marty was a better friend, he was such a great guy. I sit here remembering how things used to be, Talking shit about Scott being stuck in Lou’s tree. Using the thigh master to make fun of others, And everyone had a crush on Lou’s brother. Remember “Ears”, “Flaps”, and “Flyaway”? He still doesn’t know about that shit today. I sit here remembering the people we knew, Shannon, Shane, and Zombie, to name a few. Every one of us had wanted Bill or James Larmon, Every girl we knew, even Liz and Carmon. Remember our silly obsession with Peeeettte? Going to his house was

Been A While.
so i havent been around for a while. none of you are to blame. i've been focusing on my writing. a good friend of my sister is publishing a book of short stories very soon, and they asked me to contribute. as of 15 minutes ago, im finished with it and will be mailing it off. none of this affects any of you, and i only told you all that to tell you this: you ought to see more of me now.

Isn't It Time For Washington To Listen?
According to a Time magazine poll taken nationally in the United States 82% believe that the U.S. is not doing enough to secure its borders 82% say that the United States is not doing enough to keep illegal immigrants from entering the country 71% support major penalties for employers who hire illegal immigrants 69% believe illegal immigrants should have greater restrictions to government services, such as driver's license, health care/food stamps, and attending public schools 68% say that illegal immigration is an extremely/very serious problem in the United States 62% favor taking whatever steps are necessary at the borders, including the use of the military, to cut the flow of illegal immigrants into the country 56% favor building a security fence along the U.S.-Mexican border 51% think the US would be "better off" by deporting all illegal immigrants, while 38% believe the U.S. would be "worse off" Of course the results of this poll may be skewed by the fa

Wd-40
The year is 1953. Rocket Chemical, a struggling company in San Diego, Calif., sets out to create a rust-preventive solvent that would be better than water for cleaning rocket parts. On the 40th attempt, the three scientists working on the project nailed it, creating WD-40. While the ingredients remain a well-guarded secret more than 50 years later (the company insists there's nothing in it to harm us), WD-40 has a myriad of uses beyond what it was intended to do. I never realized all of the possibilities until a reader recently enlightened me. Consider these applications (and, just in case you're wondering, I don't have any affiliation with the company; I'm just impressed by the product): STICKY SITUATIONS: WD-40 removes stickers and adhesives from glass, plastic, countertops and containers. Use it to lubricate the tracks in sticking sliding windows to make them glide. Spray a little WD-40 to lubricate sticky drawers. It penetrates and loosens sticky knobs on adjustable chairs. Gi

The Daffodil Principle....
THE DAFFODIL PRINCIPLE.... Several times my daughter had telephoned to say, "Mother, you must come see the daffodils before they are over." I wanted to go, but it was a two-hour drive from Laguna to Lake Arrowhead. "I will come next Tuesday, " I promised, a little reluctantly, on her third call. Next Tuesday dawned cold and rainy. Still, I had promised, and so I drove there. When I finally walked into Carolyn's house and hugged and greeted my grandchildren, I said, "Forget the daffodils, Carolyn! The road is invisible in the clouds and fog, and there is nothing in the world except you and these children that I want to see bad enough to drive another inch!" My daughter smiled calmly and said, "We drive in this all the time, Mother." "Well, you won't get me back on the road until it clears, and then I'm heading for home!" I assured her. "I was hoping you'd take me over to the garage to pick up my car." "How far will we have to drive?" "Just a few blocks," Carolyn said. "I'll drive. I'm

Bomb This Sexy Girl, Rubia, In The Sexy Bbw Contest
Please vote for my sexy Friend Rubia in the BBW contest. So click the link and bomb this hottie. Also if you have not already done so add her, she is a sweet heart. rubias in the bbw contest vote for me cherrytap.com/1321370790@ CherryTAP

Im New Here
My friend told me about this site and I thought I would check it out.... Im still looking at whats what! so Ill tell you a little about myself, my names Connie, Im divorced, have 2 children and I live in gahanna near columbus ohio I love music listen too all kinds, and going to the movies or renting a dvd and staying home, Im an avid reader. a genuinly nice woman... with a great personality and good sense of humor, wanting to talk to, and make new friends. and I wanted to say Hi :)

Real Love
As you stumble through the morning dew... wondering which way to go... you stumble across a hurdle in the road... what do you do ...when you find a temptation? Do you go for the excitement of the something new... Hoping that the one that you really love never finds out.. As you reach for the new passion, the lust...the 5 minutes of passion is gone...you stopped it... Why because the thoughts of the one person that really loves you kept coming into your mind... The one person that is out looking for you in the morning dew... making sure that your ok... The hurdles will always be there and the desires of other will always try to play a part... Yet the mind,heart and soul...will always be safe with the one that you love... and that will always love you... KD

I'm New!! Please Be Gentle!!
What's up CherryTappers?? I'm new on here so please rate me, add me, whip me, beat me, just please help me get some Cherry Bucks !! Thanks to those friends that added me and rated my pics!!

Boats
Boats We talk about change: moving forward, falling back into all the old habits, patterns, cycles of destruction and self-destruction. Every change I make someone, me, has made before. Our days are filled with decisions that a day can reverse. Mostly, we are unaware of the process. We will never be able to claim to have perfected the art of thinking before we act. These days, my decisions are increasingly conscious, and I relish every thought-out action – they are the anchor keeping my boat from drifting out to sea, into the darkness I can’t control, with no captain at the helm. Wisdom lurks in unlikely places. I grasp at every scrap I can reach. I stare into the blackest ocean depths, watch waves capsize so many vessels. I know the ocean is wild, fierce, an untamable beast at the mercy of the moon, but I take comfort in the anchor, and in me, finally the captain, finally at the ship’s helm. Still, I ca

2nd And 30 Aka Royally Pissed
ok anyone who watched the NFC wildcard game knows what I'm talkin about I always knew I hated the eagles,besides my ex lives there. We load up on Philly -6 1/2, they have a 7 point lead with 7 min left, Giants have 2nd and THIRTY and not only convert,but SCORE and fuck us! ARRRRRRRRRRRRHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!

Power Problem 010707
2007-01-07 20:35:20 hey everyone, we had a power problem with all the servers, it's coming back up now... stay tuned for more info. -mike ************************************************* Staying tuned -- are you??? I know that I had experienced a bit of a glich in the system and it came back up online. Hopefully, it'll stay up for a few to get more information! ;) Kat

The Witch's Pyramid
The Witches pyramid, also called “The Four laws of the Magus,” is very ancient. They work great value to Witches and I suggest making special note of them. The Four Laws are matched to the Elements and give good advice for any Witch. To Know (Air) To know means to study and learn everything you can about magick and the way it can be used. As a Witch, you must know what you are doing when it comes to magick. I know it sounds logical, but you will be amazed at the number of beginners who take their studies in this area for granted. Practicing magick is not something to be taken lightly. It is a big responsibility for all Witches. Many times spells backfire because the Witch did not do his or her homework. These lessons will guide you in the right direction of a beginner/First Degree-Priest/Priestess, but you still must also read as many books as you can get your hands on, do research at a library or internet, ask other Witches opinions and continue to do this for the rest of your l

1.08.07 Also
Back to Freedom of Pain back to tears and blood when everyone leaves because this is where truth is and that one moment of drunk or the release of pain isn't immature it's freedom vacation from the tourment of a mind that won't shut down and a heart that won't stop Side Show Valentine side show valentine well beyond broken spent her love so quiet, unspoken gave it with hope and prayers unanswered for a moment of dreams that would be uncaptured

Snippets Vii: Messican?
fallingintoavoid: what are you doing, RIGHT now? ZenCynic: Drinking. fallingintoavoid: and ZenCynic: Rocking out to wu-tang. fallingintoavoid: and ZenCynic: Fucking around onlizzle. fallingintoavoid: old man, does it still take you THAT long to hunt-and-peck?? ZenCynic: Multitasking, bitch! fallingintoavoid: whatevah fallingintoavoid: what, you can chew gum and walk at the same time?? fallingintoavoid: i'll fuck yo shit up... ZenCynic: Nigga please. fallingintoavoid: ILL MAKE YOUR BROCCOLI AND POTATOES TOUCH fallingintoavoid: yeah, that's right ZenCynic: I'll cut you so fast you'll think my name was "Julio". fallingintoavoid: haha fallingintoavoid: julio?? ZenCynic: Mexican, bish!

Hi Everyone
well i have something to tell everyone. Yestardy morning i lefted for chicgo to go see jerry springer today. It was a fun day and i have a great time. I got my jerry beads and it was great. I talk to steve and jerry to. I was going to go on the pole but i was to chicken shit to so i didn't go.my man put his 2 cents in about one of the guests and it was great. i have a great time and soon we are going back. well i am going to bed got home 2 hours ago and very wiped out. bye everyone til tomorrow.

Don't Be Afraid
don't be afraid don't be scared to show your a true christian don't think that no one needs to know believe me that is how i was afraid of what my friends would think of me but now i realized i realizethat they don't carw they still love me. so don't lie when someone asks if you a christian beproud to be a christian be proud to be a son or a daughter of god anwer yes yes , i am and just keep on believing

Lets See How Today Goes
Well I'm headed for work on Tuesday, my LOONNGGG day Gonna be an important one also, as major decisions are coming fast. I figure by tonight when I update, it's either gonna be a little positive or REALLY bad.

Life
So yesterday was all crappy videos, and filling out paper work, today at 3 I actually going in to start my training. Wish me luck! Oh and I've had an ideal about the next baby I have if its a boy(no not pregnant, considering trying soon), Instead of giving it Allens last name like we did with Sirenity, I wanna give him my last name, and I have some reasons. My father only had 2 girls, and he adopted my step brothers, and they took my dads last name, but the name is not actully going with the bloodline. So I want their to be a boy with the blood and name. If that makes sense. I dont kno, leave some of your thoughts about it>

No More
Its time I am tired of sadness! Why do we waste our lives away with sadness and regret? Well hell with that no more feelin lonely or sad and no more regrets so its time to say "to hell with love "( until I find the right one anyway lol) Im ready to come out of this dark hole ive been livin in!! LETS PARTY PEOPLE!!

You Know You're From Wisconsin When.....
You can taste a difference in cheese made somewhere else You own at least one tie with a or peice of jewelry with a Green Bay Packer theme You can find and pronounce : Eau Claire, Oconomowoc, Menomonee Falls, Waukesha, and La Crosse, Fond du Lac. You can correctly spell Milwaukee. You know what "bubbler" means. At least one of your family members works / worked in a cheese factory. A holstein cow outside of Wisconsin makes you miss home. You can taste the difference between apples grown up north and the ones that you can buy in the south. When talking about the Green Bay Packers you refer to them as "we". When the weather hits 0 degrees you decide that maybe it's time to get out a jacket instead of a sweatshirt. The family gets together every week for fish fry at the local pub. You know what a brat is, and they're at every outdoor event that your family has ever had. You know how to make a very good sled out of normal household items. Your love y

My Life
Well I thought I would let you all know a little about me. :) If you take the time to read this. LOLI was born in a small town in Rockledge, Florida. Yes I am a true Florida orange. Grew up pretty much at Cocoa beach. Yes I have been a surfer since I was about 6 years old. I would still be doing it except this west coast of Florida has zip for waves. I just sold my board about a year ago. :( At the age of 17 I went out on the LPGA as a caddie for two years. I do have to say that was the best job I ever had. BUT after 2 years of lugging around the clubs I decided I had enough. I went back home and started working odd jobs. I did everything from fast food to painting tanks. Big difference there. While I was working at a gas station every morning a recruiter would come in for his coffee and ask if I was ready to join the Navy. For almost a year I told him what to do with it. LOL One morning he came in and he asked again. I told him that if he could have me in boot camp within one week I

No One
There is no one quite like you No one could touch my heart Quite the way you do You’re unique in many ways When I feel lost and all alone You remind me you are there And when my tears just won’t stop You show how much you care From some place so far away I still hear your whispering I love you I hear you calling my name From all the directions It's something real and special Something solid something pure A message an answer So complete I’ve found my life How it is we found each other But I love you for reasons My mind can’t comprehend

Only In My Head
only in my head do i feel your sweet touch only in my head does it truly hurt this much only in my head do i think now of you only in my head do you think of me too only in my head do i scream out in my rage only in my head are the thoughts on this page only in my head does this make any sense only in my head are my walls of defense only in my head do i long to hold you tight only in my head is that perfectly alright only in my head is a sadness so bitterly real only in my head am i truly allowed to feel.

Time Management?
Uh, not much been going on. I went to class today, and then I had to come home right away so we could go to various appointments. I guess it was a productive day with the appointments. I need to look for a different place to stay now. My dad is kinda asking for rent. He basicly needs money help paying bills. His wife isn't really doing her share, so he's asking me to help him out. Yah, it's a weird fucked up situation. I don't want to seem like I'm "using" my dad or anything and am too good to pay rent. One one side, it seems like if I am going to pay someone rent, I might as well help my dad out. It will also probably be cheaper than paying rent in a different place. ( unless I go live in the gheto, but my gf is way against that. And i think staying here would be better than that. ) On the other side, I'm only here cuz my dad said I could live here for free. Room and board included. And I am paying my share of the utilities, I told him I would do that after I got here. He is par

Things That Make U Go Humm.... Delete Time
SO HERE WE GO AGAIN !! I AIN'T SUPRISED . OK AT FIRST I DIDN'T THINK ANYTHING OF IT,WELL I BEEN WATCHING MORE AND MORE AND WELL HEY IT PISSES ME OFF A BIT SO LEMME BREAK IT DOWN..AND IF BY CHANCE YOU DON'T SEE MY BULLETINS OR WHATEVER THEN U KNOW YOU HAVE BEEN DELETED !!! - FIRST OFF I REPOST ALOT OF Y'ALLS BULLETINS,HELP YOU IN CONTESTS,HELP YOUR FRINEDS,GIRLFRIENDS,BOYFRIENDS, ETC.. (U GET THE POINT,IF YOU DON'T WE DON'T NEED TO SPEAK PERIOD.) IN THEIR CONTESTS OR HELP THEM LEVEL UP BLAHZAY BLAHZAY BLAH - SECOND: I ASK YOU TO REPOST MY BULLETIN AND AT LEAST DROP SOME COMMENTS AND NADA, DO PEEPS FORGET WE CAN VIEW WHO LOOKED AT BULLETINS AND BLOGS ??? HUMMM ..MAKES YA WONDER.TO THOSE THAT HAVE BEEN BOMBING U KNOW WHO YOU ARE AND I THANK YOU SO MUCH,AND AS FAR AS COMMENTING/RATING GOES THERES BEEN VERY FEW,AND I MEAN VERY FEW TO MY SUPRISE ...AGAIN Y'ALL KNOW WHO YOU ARE AGAIN THANKS AND NUTTIN BUT MAD LUV FOR YA.AND FUNNY THING ABOUT IT IS I SEE QUITE A FEW LOOK AT IT BUT

Weight Loss: No Quick Lasting Fix
Lately I've been seeing and hearing a lot of commercials for weight loss products -- most of them offering fast and lasting results. Of course we all know that that isn't the complete truth. What are these ads telling our children and those who have self-esteem problems based on appearance? The ads are, in a way, telling them that they could be happier if they lost weight; and if they use this product, it will happen almost overnight. Losing weight takes work. Like a million other people I've tried the weight loss pills --stackers (which actually did work), slim quick, the green tea ones, to name a few. The thing is, if you want to lose weight you have to change your eating habits and probably activity level. The numerous pills are diet aids, not solutions. For a long time I did the stackers but didn't change anything else. I was like a lot of other women --wanting the perfect body that was so commonly seen on tv. I grew up believing that that is what all men want--the size 3 waist,

Life Sure Ain't A Bowl Of Cherries
Well, here I sit with racing thoughts going thru my mind. Never a good thing. So I thought maybe I would just write some of them down. Just recently I tried to kill myself. I tried because my life is just so down. I feel like I just excist and nothing more. I feel like I make bad decesions all the time, that will disappoint 1 of my loved ones or more. I've been feeling this way for a while now. I beleive I can't do anything right. And I was in the stake of thought that my son and husband would be better off without me, then to have me continously disappoint them. But they got me to the hospital and got the pills out of me in time, I guess. I'm still in a bad state of mind, but I am seeing my theropist again. Hopefully I can change my train of thoughts. I did make a promise to my son and husband, that before I get to that place again, I would go back to the hospial. Well, I guess I've done my theropy for today. Be back later.

Do You Really Need A Man To Be Happy??
No this isnt the SHE-ra man haters club...lol Just a question. Good men are hard to find...guys are easy to find lol.. thats what I tell my mother when she wants to know why at 30 I cant KEEP a man.. *eyeroll* and I want to say MOM I can find a man...but I dont want to KEEP ONE... *laugh* conjures images of a man in a cage or something. The truth is that my life is pretty good the way it is, why wreck a good thing? Iknow I am pretty jaded...too many bad expereinces that I have to add she doesnt even know the HALF of...and while other girls my age (gasp) are looking for a doctor or a lawyer or an Indian Chief (wtf?? lol) to keep them happy...I dont need that.. and yeah there are alot of things I might miss about having a guy in my life...(gee I miss kissing lmao and Sunday morning ummmm ;))I guess I am far too independent for most people. BUT I LIKE THAT ABOUT ME lmao... so what if no one else does...lol The point is that maybe I will find a man one day

Friends
OK HERE'S THE THINK I WANT YOU TO DO FOR ME IT'S NOT MUCH JUST A LITTLE SOMETHING.....OK HERES WHAT I WANT YOU TO DO....LOOK ON YOUR FRIENDS LIKE AND SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE YOU REALLY TALK TO.I KNOW THAT SOUNDS WEIRD BUT IF YOU THNK ABOUT IT THE PEOPLE YOU DON'T TALK TO WELL MAYBE YOU SHOULD YOU NEVER KNOW WHAT COULD COME FROM IF...PEOPLE NEVER STOP TO THINK ABOUT THE FRIENDS THAY COULD HAVE FROM THE PEOPLE THAY DON'T TALK TO THAY COULD BE THE FRIEND YOU'VE ALWAYS WANTED SOMEONE WHO'LL BE THERE WHEN YOU NEED THEM SO MAYBE YOU SHOULD JUST SAY HI TO THEM...I KNOW I'M GOING TO

Why?
Why, Why, Why Why do we press harder on a remote control when we know the batteries are getting weak? Why do banks charge a fee on "insufficient funds" when they know there is not enough? Why does someone believe you when you say there are four billion stars, but check when you say the paint is wet? Why doesn't glue stick to the bottle? Why do they use sterilized needles for death by lethal injection? Why doesn't Tarzan have a beard? Why does Superman stop bullets with his chest, but ducks when you throw a revolver at him? Why do Kamikaze pilots wear helmets? If people evolved from apes, why are there still apes? Why is it that no matter what color bubble bath you use the bubbles are always white? Is there ever a day that mattresses are not on sale? Why do people constantly return to the refrigerator with hopes that something new to eat will have materialized? Why do people keep running over a string a dozen times with their vacuum cleaner, then r

30/7
okay so my brothers at it again! we're talking about my mom cause he was yelling so i told him to be quiet cause moms sleepin, well he goes dude she sleeps like 30 hours a day! HAHA so i go yeh cause theres 30 hours in a day! LMAO! just thought you would get a good laugh outa that like i did! lol!

Ufo Conference - Key Warnings From Our Celestial Observers
thanks Robdiggity for the heads up on this video - at the least it provides great documented evidence. http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=6295641198174571593&q=mexican+ufo&hl=en i belive this guy, along with all others who investigated the UFO happenings, found one of the key messages; sent through sky formations, crop circles, and ancient writings. do you think global warming is no threat? do you think global warming is ONLY because of our governemnts and human influence on the planet? maybe, just for once - the government is secretly trying to use chemtrails and other weather changing mechanisms or techniques to help mankind.. and to prevent this... _______________________________________________________________

Lost
The light of the moon casts shadows in the night alone tonight with shaking arms around me. sobs of anger and betrayal breath through me isolation how many more lonely nights am i too spend always expecting to be betrayed... no expectations of others... because that would mean that i care again i hide behind my dreams and tell you they don't exist but they do when i face my self in the mirror even though i hate what i see i see the girl he destroyed the one who wanted it all the one i try to bury everyday so tired of hurting so tired of crying so tired of living an illusion but there is no way out of the hell i created no one cares enough to help wrapped up in their own hell to selfish to see that beneath it all is a heart of gold and someone who so desprately needs to be loved and treasured. nothing nice comes from the voices in my mind placed there by years of abuse you hear the words so often you believe them and now they are all thats left i

My Funny Lifetime Adventures Or Misadventures
It's boring tonight and some have asked me to relate some of the funny things that have happened to me in my past. Well, there have been so many stories, but I will get these out of the way first.... MY HAIR! Or should I say, the lack of it. Well, you know when you reach a certain age those little grey hairs start to creep in. My wife didn't like them and wanted me to dye my hair, but I refused because I just wanted to be natural. One night I picked up my son from his karate class as stopped off at Hooters for some wings. We were sitting at the counter, drinking a soft drink and two guys were sitting next to my son. One guy looked at me then said to Felipe, "Oh! I see you are with your grandfather tonight." I was pissed!!!!!!!! I went home. "Honey! I want you to dye my hair!" "why???? What happened?" "Nothing!!!!!!!!!! Just dye my hair!!!!!!!" That woman asks too many questions. The next morning she put some dye in my hair and a half hou

Reflections On The Battle
When all has fallen away. The illumation on the water starts to gather. For the clouds are coming in. Another storm has come. But this time there is something in it. An entity a being that you must face. No more time for training. The battle beings here and now. With only yourself and your wit. Must you face this opponent. Inside you shake as you feel your walls falling. Your legs start to shake as you see the incoming ordeal. The power truly resides inside you. Believe and see ahead what is coming. Look beyond what is happening and see the defeat your the enemy. And what is that enemy in the cloud. It is your inner self. That place you for today and just today. May it be that customer you can't deal with. Or a family member that won't listen. And friends that just need a hand. Remember every day is a battle. A real battle inside on what and who are to become. Some may say nothing is black or white. But deep inside you make the choices in

Wandering
simply looking hoping to find that which you can see in a book that special place deep inside the one you have nothing to hide i seek that which can be found in the simple things quiet stillness i finally reach the end of my search filling the longing the pain seems to fade away such sweetness flows through making one become who they truly are to find one that can show this side is hard to find but you only have to search within to reach you goal let go of all thought be one with you feelings doubts fly away pain turns into joy impatient thoughts change their tune to show what ahead while you keep on wandering..... stay strong the storm is almost over jmc

A Place Where All Can Come
A place were all Native American's and all other people are welcome to come and worship and praise our Creator, The Great Spirit in Heaven and seek out wisdom and knowledge from our Creator and Elder's of the World. To beable to pray and chat about spiritual guidence and the guardian's of the Universe. May the peace and understanding of our Creator live-on within our inner Spirit,Mind,Body,Heart, Soul.wado pastor cougarmoon

Warfare
Don't tell me about your wounds we did enough of that to one another, I tore at you, you came at me, until thankfull release set us free. I'm sorry, it's over you wanted this way more then me. I'm glad it has ended, there isn't much left, a few tattered flags on the battleground of us. We limp away from each other, ribbons of flesh hanging, go your way, I'll go mine.

Missing
Please, please forgive me, But I won't be home again. Maybe someday you'll look up, And, barely conscious, you'll say to no one: "Isn't something missing?" You won't cry for my absence, I know - You forgot me long ago. Am I that unimportant...? Am I so insignificant...? Isn't something missing? Isn't someone missing me? Even though I'm the sacrifice, You won't try for me, not now. Though I'd die to know you love me, I'm all alone. Isn't someone missing me? Please, please forgive me, But I won't be home again. I know what you do to yourself, I breathe deep and cry out, "Isn't something missing? Isn't someone missing me?" And if I bleed, I'll bleed, Knowing you don't care. And if I sleep just to dream of you I'll wake without you there, Isn't something missing? Isn't something...

Omg!!! Wrong Number?
PHONE CALL "Hello?" "Hi honey. This is Daddy. Is Mommy near the phone?" "No Daddy. She's upstairs in the bedroom with Uncle Paul." After a brief pause, Daddy says, "But honey, you haven't got an Uncle Paul." "Oh yes I do, and he's upstairs in the room with Mommy, right now." Brief Pause. "Uh, okay then, this is what I want you to do. Put the phone down on the table, run upstairs and knock on the bedroom door and shout to

Sweetheart Deal?
With all the talk about minimum wage and alien workers lately, I would like to point out something I see as a "hidden" problem. Here in Asheville, NC we have two major employers who import workers from other countries. These people are NOT HERE TO PERFORM WORK THAT AMERICANS WILL NOT DO... it is for such work as housekeeping (hotel maids), laundry workers, bellhops, kitchen help, spa attendants, maintenence personel, food servers and other jobs associated with the hotel/resort industry. Grove Park Inn & Spa and Biltmore Estates are the two employers that I am talking about. Understand that these two employers DO, in fact, pay these workers minimum wage or above. Most of these alien workers are provided with dormitory type living quarters for which a certain amount is deducted from their pay. Their pay rate is less than that paid to an American working the same position in most cases. "What is the problem?" you may ask. As you are probably aware, an American working is paid o

Cry
I just want to sit here and cry just let all the tears run down my cheeks you broke my heart u made me think less of you now i loved you so much and i wanted to be with you so bad you meant everythnig to me then in the blink of the eye u took it away oh well it dont matter cuz you have to have heartache in life

Always
So much I have dealt with, no time to deal with ne thing, I never know the deal Feelings go up and down, Ive felt every type of way, I never kno how im going to feel I kno how I feel now and it sux, emptiness inside, heart constantly aching Ive said it a million times, only one more oppurtunity, only one more chance im taking I open my mouth to speak but for what?.... no one hears ne thing that i have spoken In the end,everything I try to hold close and protect, always falls and ends up broken

Are We Friends? Did You.....
If you are reading this...ask your self, are you this persons fan? Did you rate their profile? If you are NOT my Fan or you did NOT rate my profile, please do so now!!!! If you have extra time, while you are there at my profile check it out!!! Check out the pics, blogs, stashes etc, etc. If you are my friend you will do this for me!! If NOT you were probably never ment to be my friend and or your just in a hurry!!! So it's up to you what you do with this... You can go on now and repost and then go to my profile or you can not repost and just move on and go to your friends list and delete me. I Thank everyone who has shown me love... Til then hugs n kisses to you all... Your Fellow Cherry Friend.. Booshine... booshine***Fan & Rate Profile B 4 U Add As A Friend!!!***@ CherryTAP PLEASE REPOST!!!!!!! I HAVE IT IN A BULLETIN TOO!!!

Being An American
The year is 1907.....but the speaker knew what he was talking about. Theodore Roosevelt's ideas on Immigrants and being an AMERICAN in 1907. "In the first place, we should insist that if the immigrant who comes here in good faith becomes an American and assimilates himself to us, he shall be treated on an exact equality with everyone else, for it is an outrage to discriminate against any such man because of creed, or birthplace, or origin. But this is predicated upon the person's becoming in every facet an American, and nothing but an American...There can be no divided allegiance here. Any man who says he is an American, but something else also, isn't an American at all We have room for but one flag, the American flag.. We have room for but one language here, and that is the English language... and we have room for but one sole loyalty and that is a loyalty to the American people." Theodore Roosevelt 1907 Every American citizen needs to read this!

Pan's Labryinth & My Top 10 Of '06
I just got back from seeing this movie...what an amazing film. Great performances, a fantastic story, the visuals were astounding. A true fairy tale for adults is the best way to describe the movie!!! It's considered a 2006 release since it's been out already and is slowly opening in other cities and it just jumped to my favorite movie of 2006!! So here now is my TOP 10 Movies of 2006!! 1. Pan's Labryinth 2. The Departed 3. The Fountain 4. Children of Men 5. Superman Returns 6. Casino Royale 7. The Prestige 8. V For Vendetta 9. Brick 10. Inside Man That's it for now!!

What's Eating Jenny...
So I think I've pretty much come to the conclusion I'm going to die single. Mostly because I have a knack for attracting assholes. Or clueless morons. Like people who think I'm going to sleep with them..or date them..cause they tell me sweet things. That's all sorts of fine and dandy that you think I'm beautiful or whatever...but get over yourself. I don't think I am..and if you took the time to get to know me..you'd know flattery doesn't do a damn thing for your chances. So you can tell me I'm beautiful..sexy..whatever if you think I am..and I'll be a lady..cause I have manners..and I'll say thank you, but I'm not gonna sleep with you. People who come to my profile..look at everything but don't read anything...then ask me where I'm from..how old I am..so forth and so on..need some glasses..or new priorities. So don't be surprised if I'm a little short with you in the conversation if you ask me stupid shit. And in case y'all don't have the time to read my About Me section..and miraculo

Uss New York
It was built with 24 tons of scrap steel from the World Trade Center It is the fifth in a new class of warship -- designed for missions that include special operations against terrorists. It will carry a crew of 360 sailors and 700 combat-ready Marines to be delivered ashore by helicopters and assault craft. Steel from the World Trade Center was melted down in a foundry in Amite , LA to cast the ship's bow section. When it was poured into the molds on Sept. 9, 2003, "those big rough steelworkers treated it with total reverence," recalled Navy Capt. Kevin Wensing, who was there. "It was a spiritual moment for everybody there." Junior Chavers, foundry operations manager, said that when the trade center steel first arrived, he touched it with his hand and the "hair on my neck stood up." "It had a big meaning to it for all of us," he said. "They knocked us down. They can't keep us down. We're going to be back." The ship's motto? - "Never Forget"

Living On
Do not stand at my grave and weep, I am not there, I do not sleep. I am a thousand winds that blow, I am the diamond glints on snow. I am the sunlight on ripened grain, I am the Autumn's gentle rain. When you awaken in the mornings hush, I am the swift uplifting rush, of quiet birds in circled flight. I am the soft star that shines at night. Do not stand at my grave and cry, I am not there I did not die.

Guatemala Women - Disturbing News
As many of you know, I have been on a Mission trip to Guatemala in 2003 and during the past years I have been an advocate for the victims of domestic violence (whether they are men or women). While on my mission trip, I had the opportunity to speak with Churches and other programs that were springboarding to help aid women who were being in domestic violence situations and trying to bring about a change in the social networks and programs to become stronger advocates for the women involved in domestic violence situations. Disturbing, though, is a burlb I read tonight in the Ms. Magazine (Fall 2005 issue) on pg. 32 under their "Dispatches Global" section about various advocacies around the world. The focus of this particular blurb though is about the Guatemalan women: "At least 247 women were violently murdered in the first six monght of this year [remainder that this blurb was written in 2005], adding to the 527 women killed in 2004, according to a recent Amnesty International

Top Four Adult Jokes
Fourth Place: A man bumps into a woman in a hotel lobby and as he does, his elbow goes into her breast. They are both quite startled. The man turns to her and says, "Ma'am, if your heart is as soft as your breast, I know you'll Forgive me." She replies, "If your penis is as hard as your elbow, I'm in room 221." ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Third Place: One night, as a couple lays down for bed, the husband starts rubbing his wife's arm. The wife turns over and says "I'm sorry honey, I've got a gynecologist appointment tomorrow and I want to stay fresh. "The husband, rejected, turns over. A few minutes later, he rolls back over and taps his wife again. "Do you have a dentist appointment tomorrow too?" ------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------ Runner Up: Bill worked in a pickle factory. He had been employed there for a nu

I Am Living A Dawsons Creek Re-run (military Style)
Man I wonder how i got myself here in all this, Not that i think i am complaining i dont think i am. For those who have not the idea what i am talking about. I happen to be stuck in a great big middle ground between a woman who has been the love of my life since i was 13 years old. And my best friend and we have not known each other as long but damn it sure feels like it. I think i know her better then her own supposed mate does. So how do i get myself in these messes? i was honest. Goes to show you that being honest can get you in trouble too lol. I think of one as much as i think of the other and dream of one as much as the other. I look forward to seeing them both. Ah i guess i will just have to work threw it all? i do know i am looking forward to smelling the ocean again. And watch the battleships come in and out of dock. But i guess being a military officer has something to do with it. Well i guess thats all for now. later all

Eh, What The Hell...
I just felt like doing this Valentine's Day SurveyPastHow many bfs/gfs have you had in the past?:2 Do you still keep in touch with any of them?:not until last week..and honestly, it was awkward Do you still love any of them?:no Use one word to describe your least favorite ex?:controlling What qualities did you value in your past bfs/gfs?:hmm not sure Do you regret things you have done with past bfs/gfs?:nah CurrentAre you in a relationship?:I'm interested in someone How do you currently feel about love?:it sucks worse when everyone around you is in it and you're not :P Do you miss anyone?:yes Do you wish you could change things?:yeah a bit What?:I wish I lived closer to this guy When you think about the future, is there someone there with you?:yes definitely FutureDo you like to think about the future or do you take things as they come?:hmm depends Does your vision of the future match up with what you envisioned as a child:nope lol Do you want a conventional lifestyle?:as long as I'

The Slave
My reality feeds you Gives you tools to destroy me Your devastation preceeds you Awaken me, weaken me Take me , and teach me How ominous the darkness can be Fill me with the dread I so long to feel Fear, is the key to the mind Unlock the door Unleash the slave Who In reality cries For safety and salvation From lifes deviation One word and she's yours You will find That behind her eyes Reality lies And the darkness is all in your mind

Surviving The Break-up Blues
We all crash and burn. Perhaps you’re kicking yourself for not seeing the signs. Maybe you feel like you’ve been played for the fool. Perhaps you did the dumping and are having second thoughts. Before you go and drop out of society or start buying Mint Chip Ice Cream by the pallet, think about what just happened. Maybe it was a blessing in disguise. Maybe you just got saved from living for decades with the wrong person. At the very least, you can be thankful that you are not a celebrity, so your angst and embarrassment isn’t plastered all over every grocery checkout stand in the known universe. Small mercies. If you’re lucky, you only go through a painful break-up once or twice a lifetime. Here are a few tried and true ways to weather the emotional storm: Reconnect With Your Support System Nothing beats a long talk with a good friend or close family member. They can be your sounding board, a supportive voice when self-doubt creeps up on you,or just a reassuring hand on your sho

What Is Your Sexual Iq?
You have a sexual IQ of 134 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

2 Many Deaths
I am soooooooo sick of bad news and people I know,care about and yes even love are passing away or sick.In my family we believe that everything happens in threes. First we buried my aunt,now getting ready to say good-bye to my gramps and now my'other'mother is in the hosptial. The amazing thing thing is I refuse to give up hope and I refuse to give into self-pity,after all everything happens in threes both good and bad. So for all the good things yet to happen in my life,I am sooooooooo looking forward to them happening,as for the deaths,they are a natural order and blah blah. Yet the pain I feel is nothing good,I like pain but not this kind............lol So for all my loved ones that have passed on May the Great Spirit guide you and protect you until we can meet again and dance together once more.........much love and respect,missing you...you will always be in my heart and within my spirits Maraget Lucy Ahenakew 1940-2007 RIP You will be with me always

Good News, And Bad News....
Well, I have some good news and some bad news, depending on what point of view you're at this... Bad news first.... for those of you who really like me, and really want to date me, and whatever.... here's the bad news.... scott has requested we formally date... so, he's my boyfriend.... I know this is bad news to quite a few people, and I'm sorry.... but he's captured my heart, and for whatever reason, it was sooner than anyone else did... LOL kinda like my heart was up for auction... but, seriously, he is a great guy~ and i do expect some people to actually be upset, because last time i put him as my cherry boyfriend, people flipped... i got cussed at, come on!!! I am the reason he even got ON cherytap!!! So, there!!! *lol* Anyways, thats also my good news... He really makes me happy... so, if you wanna bitch at me or whatever, you may do so!!! But, for those who don't wanna bitch, we can, of course, remain friends!!!

Very Disappointed In Some Of You....
I AM SOMEWHAT DISAPPOINTED IN YOU ALL...I WANT TO KNOW WHY NOBODY COMMENTING ON MY PICS OR LEAVING ME NO COMMENTS EXCEPT FOR A SELECT FEW THAT DO REGULARLY.... WHAT AM I CHOPPED LIVER??? OH I SEE I GUESS YOU GOTTA WEIGH 90 POUNDS AND SHOW YOUR TWAT TO GET ANY ATTENTION ....W.T.F. TJHIS IS MY OPINION YOU ALL ARE QUICK TO DROP COMMENTS ON THE SKINNY CHICKS...WELL WHATEVWER EITHER WAY YOU LOOSE OUT 1/2 OR MORE ARE FAKKES I BET....SO HOW BOUT TAKING A LOOK AND COMMENTING ON A REAL WOMAN??? AND IM NOT KNOCKING YOU SKINNY GALS IM TIRED OF BEING IGNORED FAT IS SEXY TOO IF THATS WHAT YOUR INTO.....SORRY IM VENTING I HAD TO GET THAT OFF MY CHEST...THANKS & CHERRY LOVE....Tammy

I Can See
diamonds and lust death comes and turns to dust things that burn deep inside of me I feel your sin rush in and set me free whiplash again and again taking control with marks of a pen filling your head with my words of hate seal the deal along with your fate pass the time of the beggar's ball watch time pass and see you fall fill your world with feelings of despair wash the blood from the demon's lair control me with the blood of the night revenge comes quick with certain delight

My Friend, I'm Sorry
HOW CAN I BE SO STUBBORN HOW COULD I BE SO BLIND HOW COULD I BE SO SELFISH TO HAVE SAID SOMETHING SO UNKIND HOW COULD I BELIEVE THEIR GOSSIP I KNOW YOU BETTER THAN THAT BUT NOW I'VE SAID SOME HURTFUL THINGS THAT I DON'T KNOW TO TAKE BACK WE'VE SHARED TO MUCH LAUGHTER AND SURVIVED TOO MANY TEARS TO LET SOME STUPID CARELESS WORDS END THOSE FRIENDSHIP YEARS YOU'VE BEEN THERE RIGHT BESIDE ME WHEN ALL ELSE LET ME STAND ALONE YOU DEFENDED ME EVEN WHEN I WAS WRONG IN YOU I FOUND A HOME HOW COULD I BE SO THOUGHTLESS AS TO THINK THE THINGS YOU SAID I YOU HURT AND IN YOUR ANGER WAS ANYTHING YOU TRULY MEANT

Always Your Friend
SOMETIMES IT HARD TO WRITE THE WORDS THAT YOU, MY DEAR, SHOULD SEE. OR SAY THE THING THAT YOU NEED TO HEAR. OR BE AS I SHOULD BE, YOU GROW SO FAST AND LEARN SO MUCH ITS HARD FOR ME EACH DAY TO SAY OR DO JUST WHAT IS BEST TO HELP ALONG THE WAY! SHOULD I BE SILENT OR GIVE ADVICE? SHOULD I ANSWER YES OR NO ? SHOULD I CONTROL- SET MANY RULES OR SIMPLY LET YOU GO? ONE THING IS CERTAIN- I'LL MAKE MISTAKES AND SOME WILL SEEN HARD TO MEND BUT NOTHING ELSE SEEM CLEAR RIGHT NOW KNOW THAT YOU CAN ALWAYS COUNT ON ME AS YOUR FRIEND YOUMEAN SO MUCH TO ME!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Controlling Behavior
THE BATTERER WILL CLAIM THAT HIS CONTROLLING BEHAVIOR IS DUE TO HIS CONCERN FOR THE WOMAN'S WELFARE. HE WILL BE ANGRY IF THE WOMAN IS "LATE" AND QUESTION HER CLOSELY ABOUT WHERE SHE WENT AND WHOM SHE TALKED TO. AS THIS BEHAVIOR WORSENS, HE MAY NOT LET THE WOMAN MAKE PERSONAL DECISIONS ABOUT THE HOUSE, HER APPEARANCE, THE CHILDREN, OR GOING TO CHURCH. HE MAY KEEP ALL THE MONEY OR EVEN MAKE HER ASK PERMISSION TO LEAVE THE HOUSE OR USE THE TELEPHONE.

If Everyone Cared And Nobody Cried...lied...pride...died...
I have posted the following comment to a CT profile dedicated In Memory Of Rachel Joy Scott. If you haven't seen the site, you may want to go and check it out yourself. "I had the pleasure of hearing her Dad speak at Harvest Ministries Church off on Loop 1604 in San Antonio long time ago. He was having his own mission of sharing the poignant words Rachel had in her diary. It is a sadness that shook, not only their own community, but the communities surrounding like a rippling in a pond until the ends of the world. It had a grappling effect on everyone that such sinister things could have occurred at our public schools where our children were to feel so safe. Thank you for sharing this website as a reminder to all that, not only are we to be concerned about the horrors abroad, but also at home. Senseless, it was, that it even occurred; hopefully, lessons were learned from Columbine (and other similar instances that trickled in following) to minimize the environment that

How It Normally Is
Psst....can you hear me? whispering into your ear. Are you comfortable because the straps won`t tear. Did you think it was funny, or that I wouldn`t care? I`m coming after you for the shit you did, I`ll make your existance rare. All I want are your rights. You shouldn`t have the priviledge of keeping them. THEY SAY HATE IS A STRONG WORD. I SAY IT IS AN UNDERSTATEMENT FOR ME TO USE IT WHEN TALKING OR THINKING ABOUT YOU. YOU ARE TRASH TAKEN OUT, THE GUM ON THE BOTTOM OF MY SHOE, THE DOG SHIT PEOPLE HATE WALKING THROUGH. YOU`RE A FUCKING LOSER, YOU ARE NOTHING. YOU`RE A FAILURE TO EXISTING PROPERLY. YOU`RE A FAILURE TO BE A RESPONSIBLE FATHER. YOU ARE A FUCKING FAILURE! MY HAPPINESS COMES WITH YOUR DEMISE. ALL I EVER SAW WERE LIES AS I STARED INTO YOUR EYES. KARMA COMES TIMES THREE. IF THAT IS TRUE YOU`RE IN FOR A WORLD OF PAIN LIKE NOTHING YOU EVER ONCE KNEW. I`M FUCKING THROUGH WITH YOU! hehe i feel better, a little

Sexual Zodiac
Taurus You are very stubborn, and your withdrawn nature makes you irresistible to hotties. You like sex to be romantic and passionate, and you know just how to make it that way. Your partners cannot resist your spontaneous and gentle nature. Sex matches: Cancer, Virgo, Capricorn Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Some Input I Provided Baby Jesus - Part 2
Oh,and, hey! The photo count isn't working by the way. I haven't fussed about it because it seems to be such a minor gliche, but, if you can add that to your to-do lists (while you are at it), I'd certainly appreciate it! :D Kat

Moon Phase Correspondences For Magickal Workings
Moon Phase Correspondences for Magickal Workings ~New Moon Magick~ New Moon workings can be done from the day of the new moon to three-and-a-half days after. The new moon is for starting new ventures, new beginnings. Also love and romance, health or job hunting. ~Waxing Moon Magick~ From seven to fourteen days after the new moon. The waxing moon is for constructive magick, such as love, wealth, success, courage, friendship, luck or health. ~Full Moon Magick~ From fourteen to seventeen-and-a-half days after the new moon. Prime time for rituals for prophecy, protection, divination. Any working that needs extra power, such as help finding a new job or healing for serious conditions, can be done now. Also, love, knowledge, legal undertakings, money and dreams. ~Waning Moon Magick~ From three-and-a-half to ten-and-a-half days after the full moon. The waning moon is used for banishing magick, for ridding oneself of addictions, illness or negativity. ~Dark Moon Magick

Friends Cut!
IM GOING THROUGH AND DOING A FRIENDS LIST SWEEP - BASICALLY IM WEEDING OUT EMPTY PROFILES AND PEOPLE THAT HAVE DELETED THEIR PROFILES. NO REAL NEED TO BE WORRIED - YET! IM ALSO STOPPING BY RANDOM PROFILES TO LEAVE COMMENTS ON MY WAY TO THE END OF MY FRIENDS LIST. I MAY BE THERE A WHILE. IF YOU NEED MY ATTENTION FOR ONE REASON OR ANOTHER - SHOUTBOX ME. XOXOX, BRATTY BYTCH

Cheap Food
Mastication of the faithless When weak souls are exposed you have to take them The lights are on but they’re on vacation Ransack the residence, raid the refrigerator They won’t miss what they don’t recognize They’ll just feel tired and sick But that will pass with time Grease, squeeze, bruise knees acting out an act of self prayer I know I said admission was free But the truth is you’re going to pay oh so dearly -------------------- Holly shit I think I’m bleeding I can’t feel it but my seven eyes can see it It takes my last few ounces of strength to stop the seepage Mutilation, I think I need it Seek a feast of degradation I’m not sure I’ve become so weakened I can’t taste, I don’t think I’m drinking My teeth are lost and I really need them Having a hard time paying attention My last hope is the physical manifestation Your little death of unused creation It’s not the same but it bares relation It’s just so small and lacks the flavor of salvation and dam

Health
all please pray for me i have a really bad infection in my leg and its getting worse i dunno if this antibiotic will help or not but i gotta try it also please pray for my family we are going through a hard time right now and could use the prayers b/c unfortunately due to vehicle troubles i am once again unable to get my son to his oncologist about his cancer. i just hope that he will be alright unitl he gets to his doctors. like i said please pray for us. thanks

Are We Friends
YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I WANNA KNOW YOU I want to know 26 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. You're on my list, so let me know who I am friends with. JUST COPY & PASTE INTO A MESSAGE TO SEND DIRECTLY TO ME. REPOST THE EMPTY QUESTIONS AS A BULLETIN. (male/female answer accordingly) 1. Can you cook? 2. What would you do if you were stuck in an elevator? 3. What talent do you wish you had? 4. Favorite place? 5. Favorite vegetable? 6. What was the last book you read? 7. Are you Dirty or Clean? 8. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 9. Worst Habit? HERE COMES THE FUN ... ... ... 1. Do we know each other outside of MySpace? 2. What's your philosophy on life? 3. Negative or Optimistic? 4. What was your dream growing up? 5. Worst thing to ever happen to you? 6. Would you give me money or a slap in the face? 7. Tell me o

Omfg I Am Sooooo Pissed Offfffff
this guy is going in to my gallery markin my pics nsfw even when not and all cause i reported two of his default pics as nsfw because they were his dick pics and my 11 year old daughter seen them......how fair is this friggin crap. here is his pic ~Anton~(AMC)~{K.O.T.}@ CherryTAP

Beautiful Statue For The Soldiers
What is it? See the description below the photo.... This statue currently stands outside the Iraqi palace, now home to the 4th Infantry division. It will eventually be shipped home and put in the memorial museum in Fort Hood , TX. The statue was created by an Iraqi artist named Kalat, who for years was forced by Saddam Hussein to make the many hundreds of bronze busts of Saddam that dotted Baghdad. Kalat was so grateful for the Americans liberation of his country; he melted 3 of the heads of the fallen Saddam and made the statue as a memorial to the American soldiers and their fallen warriors. Kalat worked on this memorial night and day for several months. To the left of the kneeling soldier is a small Iraqi girl giving the soldier comfort as he mourns the loss of his comrade in arms. Do you know why we don't hear about this in the news? Because it is heart warming and praise worthy. The media avoids it because it does not have the shock effect