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Review-book
just finished a book called "rebecka cooper: terrier" cant remeber who wrote and im too lazy to go up stairs and look, but it was truely great. in fact, it took me less then a week to read it. its done in a diary style that is truely different then most fiction books. and the cat pounce, is a great comic relief. as i read it, i could accually picture it all in my mind. and th ink it could be a relaly good movie, provided hollywood doesnt fuck it up. lol. give it a try. i bet you'll like it. oh, and if you have any recomendations or want to share something you really like, or not, please share!

It's All About Me.
I don't know how much I weigh. I don't know my body fat percentage. I don't know how much I can bench press. I don't hate people. I do enjoy the sound of a thunderstorm. I do enjoy making my kids laugh. I do enjoy making strangers smile. I do fear ignorance, my own more than I do other's. I do smoke cigarettes. I don't own a gun. I don't know how old my grandmothers are. I don't know my left from my right sometimes. I like cooking extravagant meals. I like being the center of attention. I like to pretend that I don't. I like being respected for my abilities. I like the idea of being lusted. I have spent a lot of time thinking about vanity. Thinking about how troublesome it is. Thinking about what lengths it drives people to. I've been watching shows about people consumed by their own vanity, getting dozens of cosmetic surgeries, and dieting themselves into malnutrition. It's frightful what people will do to appear acceptable in their o

Pickles
Obviously I use the word PICKLES a lot...my album name is PICKLES, my blog name is PICKLES and the SUBJECT is PICKLES...PICKLES is my nickname...because people get to the point when they're like HAY your name has DIL in it DILL - PICKLE...PICKLES and so forth...it gets kinda annoying sometimes when people are just figuring it out...fuck it gets annoying..but thats life...haha! Anyways...i get this now...fuck this shit...PCE!

Well Spring Break Is Over
My venting again.....don't wanna hear it stop reading here. ... Work...what in the hell....I was scheduled to work two days this week. lol I will be working again today. When my manager is there, work is good. Course yesterday he left at 12 and i was supposed to get off work at 3. The store was packed and the other 3 co-workers went in the back and was goofying off. This went on forever and ever. Watching 25 people in a store, ringing people up, open the dressing room, and making sure to greet EVERYONE that comes in the store. Isn't fun when its just one person........so today I work with the same group of people...woo hoo. Ever have those days you just need hugs or just a word of encouragement. Yeah I am here in my life. Imagine if you will....being 28 and quiting a job that could have taken care of you for the rest of your life. Then you take a deep breath and dive head first into following your heart. I am pursuing a degree in special education. Haha you can imagine ho

You Think You Know...
ORIGINALLY POSTED AS "WE HAVE GOT TO BE MORE CAEREFUL!" BY KNOGOOD - roll thru n show this kat some luv yall ~ Something to really think about. 2 questions Question 1: If you knew a woman who was pregnant, who had 8 kids already, three who were deaf, two who were blind, one mentally retarded, and she had syphilis, would you recommend that she have an abortion? Read the next question before looking at the response for this one. Question 2: It is time to elect a new world leader, and only your vote counts. Here are the facts about the three candidates. Who would you vote for? Candidate A. Associates with crooked politicians, and consults with astrologist. He's had two mistresses. He also chain smokes and drinks 8 to 10 martinis a day. Candidate B. He was kicked out of office twice, sleeps until noon, used opium in college and drinks a quart of whiskey every evening. Candidate C He is a decorated war hero. He's a vegetari

Feel Old Lately?
Subject: HOW TIME FLIES... 1975 : Long hair 2006 : Longing for hair 1975 : KEG 2006 : EKG 1975 : Acid rock 2006 : Acid reflux 1975 : Moving to California because it's cool 2006 : Moving to Arizona because it's warm 1975 : Tryin to look like Marlon Brando or Liz Taylor 2006 : Trying NOT to look like Marlon Brando or Liz Taylor 1975 : Seeds and stems 2006 : Roughage 1975 : Hoping for a BMW 2006 : Hoping for a BM 1975 : Going to a new, hip joint 2006 : Receiving a new hip joint 1975 : Rolling Stones 2006 : Kidney Stones 1975 : Being called into the principal's office 2006 : Calling the principal's office 1975 : Screw the system 2006 : Upgrade the system 1975 : Disco 2006 : Costco 1975 : Parents begging you to get your hair cut 2006 : Children begging you to get their heads shaved 1975 : Passing the drivers' test 2006 : Passing the vision test 1975 : Whatever 2006 : Dep

This Sucks!! Haha
ok my boy will be 9 on saturday yep a st pattys day baby! anyway all he ask for was these stupid shoes that have skates in the bottom 65.00 fuckin dollars well i orderd em thursday and they were deliverd friday at 9:30 a.m but not to me damnit soooo now im fighting with UPS to find out where the hell he dilverd em too they have dickd me around alday and i still havent found the fucked up shoes .......so tomm ill have to call em agin and ak the same question where the fucks my package! i know im ranting but damn the UPS there retarded..........lol nite all...xoxox

Today We Mourn The Passing Of A Beloved Friend
Today we mourn the passing of a beloved old friend, Common Sense, who has been with us for many years. No one knows for sure how old Common Sense was, since the birth records were long ago lost in bureaucratic red tape. Common Sense will be remembered as having cultivated such valuable lessons as: Knowing when to come in out of the rain; Why the early bird gets the worm; Life isn't always fair; and Maybe it was my fault. Common Sense lived by simple, sound financial policies (don't spend more than you can earn) and reliable strategies (adults, not children, are in charge). Common Sense health began to deteriorate rapidly when well-intentioned, but overbearing regulations were set in place. Reports of a 6-year-old boy charged with sexual harassment for kissing a classmate; teens suspended from school for using mouthwash after lunch; and a teacher fired for reprimanding an unruly student, only worsened his condition. Common Sense lost ground when parents attacked tea

Ncaa History Made...again!
Since this time last year, the Florida Gators have won the National Championship in both Basketball and Football, marking the first time in NCAA history that the same school has accomplished this feat. This past Sunday, the Gators made history once again. With a win in the SEC Basketball Tournament, the University of Florida became the first college in NCAA History to win the SEC title in both Basketball and Football in the same building (the Georgia Dome) in the same year.

Chain Letters
Hello, my name is Bob. I suffer from the guilt of not forwarding 50 billion friggin' chain letters sent to me by people who actually believe that if you send them on some poor 6-year-old girl in Arkansas with a breast on her forehead will be able to raise enough money to have it removed before her redneck parents sell her to a travelling freak show. Do you honestly believe that Bill Gates is going to give you, and everyone to whom you send "his" email,$1000? How stupid are we? "Ooooh, looky here! If I scroll down this page and make a wish, I'll get laid by every Playboy model in the magazine!" What a bunch of bull shit.Basically,this message is a big EAT ME to all the people out there who have nothing better to do than send me stupid chain mail forwards. Maybe the evil chain letter leprechauns will come into my apartment and sodomize me in my sleep for not continuing a chain that was started by Peter in 5AD and brought to this country by midget pilgrims on the Mayflower. Screw'em.

What Kind Of Spirit Will You Become
What kind of spirit will you become? ( With great pic's) You'll becoma a Wind spirit. You love your surroundings and everything in it. You are calm and caring and always there to give people advice when they need it. Somtimes you are a bit too dreamy and that way you lose grip on the real life for a moment, but you always know how to fix it. People love you because of you social intelligence and loyalty.Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

Delivering What Was Promised.
Okay- Hi everyone its time for a dork moment. I played World of warcraft from a month after release, for a whole year or so, then quit for nine months. I got several characters pretty damn far, spent hours... days... perfecting builds and equipping my toon perfectly. I was also fairly active in the community, I tried to influence the players and developers to unbreak shamans :P and stop fucking over paladins, but that's besides the point (please notice that they continue to nerfadin even after both sides get paladins... gay.) What I was PROMISED from the freaking BOX and early development press was REAL PVP, as in I would go to someone's town, start some shit, and screw up their livlihood. ... It never happened. Eventually PvP became more than optional- it became a waste of time. Making quest givers invulnerable... "dishonorable kills" and even systems to completely castrate you and your buddies therefore making them completely ball less and giving them no reason to get tog

Type Of Sex Is Best For Me
You prefer Rough sex! You like it ROUGH. Hard, great, wonderful slamming sex is your type of sex. More the product of lust than love - and utterly horny - rough sex is what satisfies you. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com

Everyone Know's What I'm Talking About
to everyone: I wanted to post this blog to remind everyone that no matter how bad things may get or seem at times in your life just remember that it will get better and to have hope. I've been there and know how much it hurts and often times leads to depression. I want everyone who reads this blog to know that if you ever need someone to talk to or vent on or anything and are feeling down like the doors around you are closing please just send me a message. Your never alone. There's always someone out there that is willing to lift you back up or just give a helping hand. Jon

Twisted Sex Tuesday!
Twisted Sex Tuesday! Hey all you wonderful cherries just wanted to know I have started sumthing new its called twisted sex tuesday and I will be posting at least one new winner every week. So what is twisted sex tuesday? well let me tell ya, every Tuesday I will be excepting PM's (privet Messages) from any one who wishes to enter. I will give away a prize each week to the winner. Winning storys will be posted on Wenesdays here. How do you win? easy send me an erotic tale of your sex adventures. Yes you can make one up if you want but the real ones are usualy way better. I will also post a few good ones a week but only for those that do not mind if you do not want yours posted for any reason just leave a little note at the bottom of your story. So now all ya need is a wild story may be you already have one and if not why not go find your suggnificant other or a freind hell evan a stranger will work, and make one. LMAO!!! Thanx, and have fun, S~E~X~Y

I Passed!!
Woohoo! Go Me!! I passed my Real Estate exam today. They give you 4 hours and I completed it in 32 minutes. Now, to find an agency to work for and start making some money. Woooooooooooooohhhhhhhhhhhhhoooooooooooooooo!

Wicked Things
Wicked Things Wicked things stir in me as my eyes wander the rugged contour of your face and slide down the landscape of your body; so compact and firm beneath your suit. My mouth is wet to slick my tongue along the tendons in your neck, to come playfully to rest upon your sweet and sensual lips. My nipple's strain against my bra and my loins begin to tingle, the heated moisture of my arousal damp against my thighs. I undergo an amazing physical reaction from the simple sight of you, the mere thought of what I would like to do with you. This was not the first time I had come to your course, on the pretext of hearing you speak. Truth be told, it was the sixth. Six times I had rearranged my schedule and disrupted my day in order to do nothing more than visually assault you. By now I think I could have taught your lecture. But then I did not come to hear you speak, other than to listen to the sound of your voice as it tickled through my auditory senses, I came to fantasize. I ca

One For The Guys
At last a guy has taken the time to write this all down Finally , the guys' side of the story. ( I must admit, it's pretty good.) We always hear " the rules " From the female side. Now here are the rules from the male side. These are our rules! Please note.. these are all numbered "1" ON PURPOSE! 1. Men are NOT mind readers. 1. Learn to work the toilet seat. You're a big girl. If it's up, put it down. We need it up, you need it down. You don't hear us complaining about you leaving it down. 1. Sunday sports It's like the full moon or the changing of the tides. Let it be. 1. Shopping is NOT a sport. And no, we are never going to think of it that way. 1. Crying is blackmail. 1. Ask for what you want. Let us be clear on this one: Subtle hints do not work! Strong hints do not work! Obvious hints do not work! Just say it! 1. Yes and No are perfectly acceptable answers to almost every question. 1. Come to us with a problem only if you want

Gun History
Some of you don't own guns! What are you waiting for? Go buy one! Gun History Whether you agree or not, it's an interesting lesson in history. Something to think about... In 1929, the Soviet Union established gun control. From 1929 to 1953, about 20 million dissidents, unable to defend themselves, were rounded up and exterminated. In 1911, Turkey established gun control. From 1915 to 1917, 1.5 million Armenians, unable to defend themselves, were rounded up and exterminated. Germany established gun control in 1938 and from 1939 to 1945, a total of 13 million Jews and others who were unable to defend themselves were rounded up and exterminated. China established gun control in 1935. From 1948 to 1952, 20 million political dissidents, unable to defend themselves, were rounded up and exterminated. Guatemala established gun control in 1964. From 1964 to 1981, 100,000 Mayan Indians, unable to defend themselves, were rounded up and extermin

Single Again
I sit here this morning, and I find myself single once again. I broke up with my girlfriend last nite, have slept much since. What else was I to do. She stopped calling coming around. I try to call her but her phone is always busy, she said its her daughter online or on the phone. She was on myspace lastnite so I know thats not true. Oh well what are you going to do. Im alittle heart brokein. I really loved her. But when someone doesnt love you back, there no sense in going on with the realionship.

Who Are We To Judge?????
WHO- are we to decide which has the right to live on this planet? Are we really so superior to life and it's existence, do we deserve to be on top of the world as we are now? WHAT- does it take for us to realize that life is sacred, that we don't have the right to choose for others and their way of life? Is it so hard to grasp that we all are made of the same material? WHEN- do we all meet at the table and listen to each other, and regardless of our religion, culture and political standpoints. Cause the danger lay there folks, when we mix these three issues, they have to be kept apart while we discus these matters about bringing this earth back to something we can recognize and relate to. Do you know what dear folks?. Since Jesus was born and up to this date, we have only had 200 years of peace on this planet. When lovely people do we learn acceptance, respect and love for all no matter what color or believe we have, when it all comes down to one thing LOVE? WHERE- do we st

2007 Iihf World Women's Hockey Championships
Okay sports fans...well, hockey fans anyway...I have a bit of news that some of you may be interested in. In a few weeks (April 3-10th) the IIHF World Women's Hockey Championships are being held this year in my home town of good ol' Winter-Peg (Winnipeg) Manitoba, Canada. As it so happens, my boss at work happens to be the Chair Person of this year's event and has convinced me to give some of my time during the week outside of working hours to help out in a volunteer capacity. Gee. The chance to get access to Olympic-Class hockey - where the game is more important than how much blood is left on the ice - for free while others are paying $30-$40 per ticket entry to the nosebleed section. That and I get my hands on some free stuff related to the event. Sounds like fun. :) I went down to a local hotel after work today to get my picture taken for my I.D for the Championships. On Monday the 19th, I go to the staduim (the MTS Center - feel free to check it out on the web if y

Virtual Hell
Before torment impairs the voice of proof burdens, be they fleeting remnants of ire, concussed logic, or porous love aloof Linger in jest under fingers afire emblaze mankind, with sil'vry strumming harmonic sighs displaced from golden lyre imbibed mythos foretells distress coming a rhyme of splendid time, to never die but pierce the ears with instinctive humming we walk, oh how we walk the walk so spry devoid of song, entrapped in our essence we talk, oh how we talk the talk so sly until silence destroys our senescence along with lips awash in our belief which long ago were full of quintessence

Metaphysical Forecast For Mar.14th-20th Passion,expression,and Desire
PASSION, EXPRESSION, AND DESIRE by tony mims March 14, 2007 tm@listenandbeheard.net FREE Click on Tarot Game at PlanetAUTHORity.com Thursday March 29, 2007 7-9pm Tony Mims will explore the metaphysical arts including, astrology and numerology. A personal reading is included with admission price. $10 advance reservations, $15 at the door. Limited seating. Make your reservations early. Listen & Be Heard Poetry Café Phone :707-554-4540 818 Marin Street, Downtown Vallejo CA, USA 94590 tm@listenandbeheard.net Welcome to another energy filled week of self-discovery and universal understanding. You start your forecast week of major transit on Friday, when four favorable major transits will happen; making your friday a great day for communicating your deep feelings in your personal relationship, and making long-range plains. The first of these four transits is when Jupiter, the planet of personal growth and expansion at 19º Sa

Chicken Curry
Chicken curry Serves around 10 to 12 ( may cut recipe in half for 5 to 6 people) 2 tab butter 2 cup finely chopped pared apple 2 cup sliced celery 1 cup chopped onion 2 glove garlic, minced 4 tab cornstarch 4 to 6 teas.curry powder ( if you are not familiar with curry I might use less then 6 teas its more a matter of taste) 1 1/2 cup cold chicken broth 4 cups milk 4 cups diced cooked chicken 2 3oz can sliced mushrooms, drained (about 1 cup) 1 1/2 teas salt Condiments: raisins, shredded coconut, chopped peanuts, chutney , pineapple walnuts, etc. In sauce pan melt butter, add apple celery , onion, and garlic. Cook till onion is tender. Combine cornstarch, curry, 1 1/2 teas salt, and broth. Stir into onion mixture; add milk. Cook and stir till mixture thickens and bubbles. Stir in chicken and mushrooms. Heat throughly. Serve over Hot cooked rice and have on table these toppings that each guest may put what they like, Raisins, shredded coconut, chopped peanuts and chut

I'm The Boss
I'M THE BOSS! The boss was complaining in our staff meeting the other day that he wasn't getting any respect. The next day, he brought a small sign that Read: "I'm the Boss !" He then taped it to his office door. Later that day when he returned from lunch, he found that someone had taped a note to the sign that said: " Your wife called, she wants her sign back!!!"

Nerd, Geek, Or Dork?
Pure Nerd 60 % Nerd, 39% Geek, 21% Dork For The Record: A Nerd is someone who is passionate about learning/being smart/academia. A Geek is someone who is passionate about some particular area or subject, often an obscure or difficult one. A Dork is someone who has difficulty with common social expectations/interactions. You scored better than half in Nerd, earning you the title of: Pure Nerd. The times, they are a-changing. It used to be that being exceptionally smart led to being unpopular, which would ultimately lead to picking up all of the traits and tendences associated with the "dork." No-longer. Being smart isn't as socially crippling as it once was, and even more so as you get older: eventually being a Pure Nerd will likely be replaced with the following label: Purely Successful. Congratulations! Thanks Again! -- THE NERD? GEEK? OR DORK? TEST This test

...but The [blood] Splatters Nicely.
rape me. rip me open, eyes convulsing. body burning. saline in rivulets dripping down my face. and cheeks blushed from violent hands. slap me harder i'm your slut. [meaningless sex.] fuck me hard against the wall. face shoved into blue no. 7. until the paint cracks from the pressure. until my mind cracks from the pleasure. broken bones. bleeding from the hate. [meaningless sex.] spin me around. throw me down. my nails draw up flesh. i'm not the only one who gets a taste. sanguinary dreams. dripping onto white satin. stark white. crimson divine. [meaningless sex.] screaming prevails. blood splattered hands. torn from the inside out. innocence stolen. and fucked too hard to remember. but i see it all clearly. [meaningless sex.] you make me a whore. but when it's all said and done, i want more.

Fuck.......
6:15 p.m. The phone rings. The staff left an hour ago. Fuck, this is going to be a long night. "This is Jade,...." "Hey, you breathe." "Hello, my love," I exhale back. My god, Darius, just the sound of your voice makes me quiver. "What're you up to?" you ask. "Sticking around the office here until I get a conference call from Japan around 9:00. We have a half-million dollar marketing project coming down the pipeline. I figured I knock off some busy work between now and then. God, I love my job," I sarcastically reply. "And you?" "I have about an hour and a half to kill." Long pause. I hear the Cheshire grin spreading across your face. "So, what are you wearing?" you question. "Cashmere sweater, tweed skirt . . ." I respond before you cut me off with, "Cut the shit, Jade. Tell me what I want to know." "Wine-colored lace push-up bra, matching boy-cut panties, black thigh-highs, sling-back stilettos. How's that?" "Perfect, you have 15 minutes to get prepared. I w

One Of My Favorite Megadeth Songs
Somewhere there's a reason Why things go like they do Somewhere there's a reason Why somethings just fall through We don't always see them For what they really are But I know there's a reason, Just can't see it from this far Maybe I don't like it, but I have no choice I know that somewhere, someone hears my voice I thought I knew it all I thought I had it made How could it end this way? I thought I knew Somewhere there's a reason Why things don't go my way Somewhere there's a reason That I cannot explain Just like the change of season, Just may not be my turn But I know there's a reason, The lesson's mine to learn

How Long Do We Have?
How Long Do We Have? About the time our original thirteen states adopted their new constitution in 1787, Alexander Tyler, a Scottish history professor at the University of Edinburgh, had this to say about the fall of the Athenian Republic some >2,000 years earlier: "A democracy is always temporary in nature; it simply cannot exist as a permanent form of government." "A democracy will continue to exist up until the time that voters discover they can vote themselves generous gifts from the public treasury." "From that moment on, the majority always vote for the candidates who promise the most benefits from the public treasury, with the result that every democracy will finally collapse due to loose fiscal policy, which is always followed by a dictatorship." "The average age of the world's greatest civilizations from the beginning of history, has been about 200 years." "During those 200 years, those nations always progressed through the following sequence: 1. fr

Attention Everyone On My Cherrytap Friends List
I have yahoo messenger and would like to know if you do to. If you do please tell me and tell me your yahoo messenger ID name so I can add you to my yahoo messenger... thank you!

The Second 10 Commandments
THE SECOND 10 COMMANDMENTS Thou shall not worry, for worry is the most unproductive of all human activities. Thou shall not be fearful, for most of the things we fear never come to pass. Thou shall not cross bridges before you come to them, for no one yet has succeeded in accomplishing this. Thou shall face each problem as it comes--you can only handle one at a time anyway. Thou shall not take problems to bed with you, for they make very poor bedfellows. Thou shall not borrow other people's problems. They can better care for them than you can. Thou shall not try to relive yesterday for good or ill, it is forever gone. Concentrate on what is happening in your life and be happy now! Thou shall be a good listener, for only when you listen do you hear different ideas from your own. It is hard to learn something new when you are talking, and some people do know more than you do. Thou shall not become "bogged down" by frustration, for 90 percent of it is root

The Female Body
Her neck is like the neck of the roe which drins out of the fountain of Kanawab. Her breasts are like polished marble tablets, as whips bring them to Sida, Thereon like apples of the pomegranates two glittering piles of jewels. Her arms are drawn swards,peeled cucumbers-oh that I had much ! And incomparably beautiful her hands in the rose-red of the Hinna-leaf; Her smooth, fine fingers are like the writing read not yet cut; The glance of her nails like Dura-seeds which have lain overnight in milk; Her body is a mass of cotton-wool which has been shaken into down, And her legs marble pillars in the sacred house of the Omayads. Please read and comment up on this poetry

I Need Help!
I am in a give away and need 6000 comments to get a vaction I am also in a contest that ends March 28th and I am waaaaaaaaaay behind!! In that contest rates count as 10 votes each so if you dont have time to comment bomb atleast drop off a vote before you go any further!!! =P

Rapture
The most awesome song ever! Toe to toe Dancing very slow Barely breathing Almost comatose Wall to wall People hypnotised And they're stepping lightly Hang each night in Rapture Back to back Sacrailiac Spineless movement And a wild attack Face to face Sadly solitude And it's finger popping Twenty-four hour shopping in Rapture Fab Five Freddie told me everybody's high DJ's spinnin' are savin' my mind Flash is fast, Flash is cool Francois sez fas, Flashe' no do And you don't stop, sure shot Go out to the parking lot And you get in your car and you drive real far And you drive all night and then you see a light And it comes right down and lands on the ground And out comes a man from Mars And you try to run but he's got a gun And he shoots you dead and he eats your head And then you're in the man from Mars You go out at night, eatin' cars You eat Cadillacs, Lincolns too Mercurys and Subarus And you don't stop, you keep on eatin' cars Then, when th

~ Sin Is Sweeter Then Candy ~
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Lol Love It
Too often we lose sight of life's simple pleasures ..remember when someone annoys you..it takes 42 muscles in your face to frown. BUT It only takes four muscles to extend your arm and bitch slap that mother fucker upside the head my words of wisdom for the evening...love ya bitches ;) who's all hungover today hmmmm?

Losing My Mind
Well, between all the drama thats gone on today... and all the drama thats been going on recently in my life... i feel, lost.... I mean, depsite the fact that most of the crazniness has gotten itself worked out, and i got to chit chat w/ jane about it all, which really helped... now, back to dealing with the other bullshit in my life... i think i've gotten most of it sorted out... i think... i hope... just taking everything one day at a time right now... today, i was thinking, a lot... i have what i want from 'life' planned... i want a house, and a backyard, and my kids, and to be happy... have a normal life... with or without a man, anymore, that is just no big deal... i can't expect a whole lot from the opposite gender... but i hope stuff works out there.. anyways.... goodnight

Number 12
My blog is number 12 on the whole site! Isn't that exciting. You don't care do you? Im just another "person" on CT. :( Now I am sad. Yet you are here reading my blog. You may ask urself why? BECAUSE I ROCK :P Kthx. No Srsly if you are still here THANKS for reading this damn useless nonsense i post daily. I am glad you do. I have been a real downer lately and I am sorry. Between my health and my poor heart I am trying to put on a happy face :) Spring is here ! So if I still have your attention thanks for being a real friend cuz MY REAL friends read my blog! Muahs! And you may find yourself living in a shotgun shack And you may find yourself in another part of the world And you may find yourself behind the wheel of a large automobile And you may find yourself in a beautiful house, with a beautiful Wife And you may ask yourself-well...how did I get here? Letting the days go by/let the water hold me down Letting the days go by/water flowing underground Into the blue again/

Reflecting
Awaking today my mind felt buzzed. A voice in the back of my head. I heard the words I will be okay. No longer inside do I feel dead. Things have changed in a matter of time. My life begins to make sense. No longer are days wasted away. Instead Im thoughtful in every sense. I take the past and make it clear. I reflect on whats been done. So much is different like yesterday. I dont feel the need to run. I stand my ground and hold on tight. A chance I give on life. In the end I know whats best. Because of the past I now live right.

Note To All Entered In My Contest...
The contest will begin at 7:00 PM EST. Meaning, it will start in aproximately 2 hours and 10. minutes. I will try to send out shouts or private messages to all of those entered. Best of luck to all!!!! Anyone that is still interested in joining, Please send your link to me BEFORE 6:55 PM est. Thank you! BrattyBytch AKA GigglePuss

City Of Love-kissing License
THIS IS TO CERTIFY THAT KISSING IS PERMITTED IN THESE PLACES: 1-IN THE DARK 2-IN THE PARK 3-IN A CAR 4-AT THE DOOR 5-ALONE AT HER PLACE 6--WHEN YOU FEEL THAT LOVE IS NEAR. RULES FOR KISSING 1THE GIRL SHOULD NEVER REMOVE HER LIPS UNTILL HE DOES. 2--SHE SHOULD NOT TRADE KISSES WITH OTHER GUYS. 3BOYS SHOULD NEVER ASK FOR A KISS THEIR FREE. 4GIRLS ARE PERMITTED TO COME UP FOR AIR. 5GIRLS SHOULD NOT WEAR DARK LIPSTICK. 6GIRLS MAY SIT ON BOYS LAP IF DESIRED. 7GIRLS SHOULD CLING TO HIM AFTER ALL HIS DOING HIS BEST. 8---GIRLS SHOULD CLOSE HER EYES WHILE KISSING.. THIS LICENSE WAS ISSUED BY THE SUPREME COURT OF LOVE AND SHALL NEVER EXPIRE. NOTE: AGE DOES NOT MATTER AS LONG AS BOTH ARE WILLING. EXCEPTIONAL RULE: WHO EVER READS THIS MUST GIVE HIS OR HER LONGEST KISS TO THE PERSON WHO ALLOWS YOU TO READ IT. ONLY IF THE OPPOSITE SEX IS WILLING. PRESIDENT: LOVE ME TRULY VICE PRESIDENT:KISS ME QUICK. SECERTARY: I AM WILLLING DARL

The Peasant's Wise Daughter
There was once a poor peasant who had no land, but only a small house, and one daughter. Then said the daughter, we ought to ask our lord the king for a bit of newly-cleared land. When the king heard of their poverty, he presented them with a piece of land, which she and her father dug up, and intended to sow with a little corn and grain of that kind. When they had dug nearly the whole of the field, they found in the earth a mortar made of pure gold. Listen, said the father to the girl, as our lord the king has been so gracious and presented us with the field, we ought to give him this mortar in return for it. The daughter, however, would not consent to this, and said, father, if we have the mortar without having the pestle as well, we shall have to get the pestle, so you had much better say nothing about it. But he would not obey her, and took the mortar and carried it to the king, said that he had found it in the cleared land, and asked if he would accept it as a present. The king to

The Fox And The Cat
It happened that the cat met the fox in a forest, and as she thought to herself, he is clever and full of experience, and much esteemed in the world, she spoke to him in a friendly way. Good-day, dear mr. Fox, how are you. How is all with you. How are you getting on in these hard times. The fox, full of all kinds of arrogance, looked at the cat from head to foot, and for a long time did not know whether he would give any answer or not. At last he said, oh, you wretched beard-cleaner, you piebald fool, you hungry mouse-hunter, what can you be thinking of. Have you the cheek to ask how I am getting on. What have you learnt. How many arts do you understand. I understand but one, replied the cat, modestly. What art is that, asked the fox. When the hounds are following me, I can spring into a tree and save myself. Is that all, said the fox. I am master of a hundred arts, and have into the bargain a sackful of cunning. You make me sorry for you. Come with me, I will teach you how people get

Guilt
Guilt So much pain in my heart as our oppressors want us to keep quiet Aconspiricy of silence because if you tell the wrong people The price is to high Tormented made to feel dirty Guilty Years of torture as I believed that it was all my fault And why Can I not talk About what happened Without feeling ashamed of myself Not him

Help Dee Dee Win
hey everybody if you look on my fan of list dee dee is trying to win a contest so lets all help her commint the hell out of her pics i guess every comment is a vote so leave as many as you can please

What's Up
Hey everyone I was just checking to see how everything is going because there is not much new with me I have just been working, watching movies and playing video games with my roommate. Anybody wants to chat just let me know and I will be happy to talk just don't stop by just to say hi and then leave on me because one of favorite past times is chatting with all of my friends here and sharing pictures and stories is always a blast. So stop on by and we can have a chat when you all have a chance to. I love talking to everyone so don't be a stranger and I will let the comments flow. Everyone have a good day and I will talk to ya all later. Love to all

Just A Poem!!
my eyes gaze deeply into yours and they don’t look away tell me now Baby, if you can what do they have to say? are they saying 'hello there' are they telling you how they want get to know you better starting right about…now? my hips can't seem to be still seated in this uncomfortable chair can you read them Sweet Man as they wiggle in circles there? hips don't lie and neither will I you turned me on it's so true and now my whole body is awake and hot for you! my legs were crossed before but now they’re open more than a bit I notice that you are noticing my skirt with the long thigh slit and just in case you’re wondering no theres no panties at the top did I pass your expert observations SHALL WE CONTINUE NOW OR STOP??

A Familiar Scent
I have no idea where it came from but I caught a wiff of a scent that smells just like my old High School Sweetheart. And it is bringing back the memories big time for me. I had to put more in here. I broke this guys heart big time, there honestly isnt a day that goes by that I dont think of him. And I do wonder what if so many nights. )People say that certain cheese ball things only happen in the movies not for us. We did the cheeseball things, we fought and made up we loved hard and cared deepy for eachother. anyways I miss you Andrew!!

How To Get Rid Of A Blind Date Lmfao
MORE THAN FIFTY WAYS TO GET RID OF BLIND DATES (and other social catastrophes) 1. At dinner, guard your plate with fork and steak knife, so as to give the impression that you'll stab anyone, including the waiter, who reaches for it. 2. Collect the salt shakers from all of the tables in the restaurant, and balance them in a tower on your table. 3. Wipe your nose on your date's sleeve. Twice. 4. Make funny faces at other patrons, then sneer at their reactions. 5. Repeat every third third word you say say. 6. Give your claim to fame as being voted "Most Festerous" for your high school yearbook. 7. Read a newspaper or book during the meal. Ignore your date. 8. Stare at your date's neck, and grind your teeth audibly. 9. Twitch spastically. If asked about it, pretend you don't know what they are talking about. 10. Stand up every five minutes, circle your table with your arms outstretched, and make airplane sounds. 11. Order a bucket of lard. 12. Ask for c

Yes, I'm A Bad American
YES, I'M A BAD AMERICAN by: George Carlin I Am Your Worst Nightmare. I am a BAD American. I am George Carlin. I believe the money I make belongs to me and my family, not some mid level governmental functionary be it Democratic or Republican! I'm in touch with my feelings and I like it that way! I think owning a gun doesn't make you a killer, it makes you a smart American. I think being a minority does not make you noble or victimized, and does not entitle you to anything. I believe that if you are selling me a Big Mac, do it in English. I believe everyone has a right to pray to his or her God when and where they want to. My heroes are John Wayne, Babe Ruth, Roy Rogers, and whoever canceled Jerry Springer. I don't hate the rich. I don't pity the poor. I know wrestling is fake and I don't waste my time watching or arguing about it. I've never owned a slave, or was a slave, I haven't burned any witches or been persecuted by the Turks and neither ha

I Will Come 2 You
© By Judith A. Watkins When you have know light to guide you and no one to walk beside you I will come to you when the night is dark and stormy you won't have to search for me when you don't know how or why but you have lost you way have now fear when your dreams are falling I will hear your spirit calling and I swear I will be there see even if we can not be together now and forever and I swear that I will be there we all need somebody we can turn to someone who will always understand so even if your soul is dieing and you need the strength to keep trying I’ll reach out and take your hand for I will come to you

Another Busy One!
Got another busy day on tap! Good morning, everyone! This is Career Day at the Middle School, and I am speaking to two groups about Acupuncture/Oriental Medicine! This should be a hoot. Dakota is in the first group and has volunteered for any demos I might want to do, lol! Note: he has never allowed me to needle him up to this point, lmao!! This could be really good, but I'll try not to pick on him too much! Only brought one of my acupuncture point charts that hang on the wall of my treatment room - was afraid I might get some flack on the lack of clothing on the male model. The Chinese don't seem to have the problems with the male naked body that Americans do! So, back view only, lol! Brought all my "toys" - GuaSha tools, cupping supplies, needles, herbs, linements, books. You name it, I probably brought it with me, lol! Hope they enjoy the presentation! Guess I need to finish getting ready, lol! Have a wonderful day, everyone! Much love and warm hugs to all! Blessings all ov

The Shower
She wakes up to hear the water running , she peeps in and hes facing away from her. the water running over his sexy body, she slides in without him knowing, gets behind him, slides her hands around and runs them up his chest, starts kissing on his back, he says good morning sexy, she says morning, he turns around and lets the water run over her, he starts to kiss her, softly at first, then more deeply , passionately, her nipples getting hard, he starts rubbing them, she reaches down and starts stroking his cock, he walks her back and presses her against the shower wall, takes her hands and raises her arms above her head, kissing her, softly, then more deeply, kissing down her neck, he takes one hand to hold both her hands, and runs his other hand over her wet body, down to her nipples and down her stomach and then down to her shaven pussy, she tries to free her hands but he holds them tighter, he pushes her legs apart with his one leg, still kissing her, more aggressively, he starts ru

A Moment Of A Flash In My Mind
Oh why can't I be what you need? A new improved version of me, but I'm nothing so good, No, I'm nothing just bones, a lonely ghost burning down songs, of violence, of love and of sorrow, I beg for just one more tomorrow, where you hold me down.. fold me in deep sleep, deep in the heart of your sins..I break in two over you, I break in two and each piece of me dies and only you can give the breath of life, but you dont see me ..you don't.. Here I'm between darkness and light bleached and blinded by these nights, where I'm tossing and tortured til dawn by you, visions of you then you're gone, the shock lifts the red from my face when I hear someone is taking my place, how could love be so thoughtless, so cruel, when all, all that I did was for you...I break in two over you I break in two and each piece of me dies and only you can give the breath of life, but you dont see me you don't..I break in two over you, I break in two and each piece of me dies..And only you can give the breath of l

Cake Or Bed
> A HUSBAND IS AT HOME WATCHING A > FOOTBALL GAME WHEN HIS WIFE INTERRUPTS, > > HONEY, > COULD YOU FIX THE LIGHT IN THE HALLWAY? > IT'S BEEN FLICKERING FOR WEEKS NOW. > > HE LOOK AT HER AND SAYS ANGRILY, > FIX THE LIGHTS NOW? > DOES IT LOOK LIKE I HAVE > "GE" WRITTEN ON MY FOREHEAD? > I DON'T THINK SO. > > FINE, ...THEN THE WIFE ASKS, > WELL THEN, COULD YOU FIX THE FRIDGE DOOR? IT WON'T CLOSE RIGHT > > TO WHICH HE REPLIED, > FIX THE FRIDGE DOOR? > DOES IT LOOK LIKE I HAVE WESTINGHOUSE > WRITTEN ON MY FOREHEAD? > I DON'T THINK SO > > FINE, SHE SAYS > THEN YOU COULD AT LEAST FIX THE STEPS > TO THE FRONT DOOR? > THEY ARE ABOUT TO BREAK > > I'M NOT A CARPENTER AND I DON'T > WANT TO FIX THE STEPS. > HE SAYS, DOES IT LOOK LIKE I HAVE > ACE HARDWARE WRITTEN ON MY FOREHEAD? > I DON'T THINK SO > I'VE HAD ENOUGH OF YOU. > I'M GOING TO THE BAR!!!! > > SO HE GOES TO THE BAR AND DRINKS FOR A > COUPLE OF HOURS............................... > > HE STARTS TO FEEL

~leather~
Baby, I’m feeling so hot tonight And I wanna be in control Wearing the black leather thong And if the truth be told I plan to make it “Hard” on you And take whatever I want So better not try to run Or dare to tell me “Don’t” Don’t make me use this whip To bring you into submission Baby, I want your hands on me I need some red hot kissing So lose that shirt right now And then get rid of those pants Don’t try to escape me, Big Boy Cause you don’t have a chance Come on over here, Baby And give me what I need I’ll make it “Harder” than ever I wanna hear you beg and plead Black leather always makes me feel like I’m totally in control So just play along with me, Baby Tonight I’m brassy and bold

Totaled My Car
I TOTALED MY CAR ON 3/20/07....I DID PUT A FEW PICS ON HERE IF ANYONE WANTS TO SEE THEM! I AM OKAY JUST BANGED UP WITH SCRATCHES AND BRUISES.....LOTS OF PEOPLE HAVE SAID IF I WOULD NOT HAVE HAD MY SEATBELT ON I WOULD BE DEAD..... OKAY, YEAH WHAT HAPPENED.....I RAN OFF THE INTERSTATE AND OVER CORRECTED UNDER AN 18 WHEELER RIGHT BEFORE THE BACK TIRES...MY CAR WAS DRUG 20--30 FEET. MY CAR DOES NOT LOOK AS BAD AS IT WAS...TRUST ME I WILL THANK THE GOOD LORD EVERYDAY FOR BEING WITH ME ON THAT ROLLER COASTER RIDE..I LOVE ROLLER COASTERS BUT DONT RECOMMEND THAT ONE TO ANYBODY!!

Something For Someone!!
Well tonight my mind wanders to a guy who has stopped me for fading away,damn him anyways,you know who you are,you with your wicked words!! Anyways tonight my thoughts are racing away to another place. For some reason all I can seem to think about is rain, bites and these words, what if I told you I lusted after you? As well as do my writing make you cum? So tonight that's where my thoughts are. I'm wishing for a good storm to come in. You ever found yourself just wishing you could call someone for a booty call. Anyways, it's dark and still tonight, there's a crispy wind nipping at my skin. But yet I'm very hot for some reason,hehe. Anyways, tonight I'll let you peek at some of my dreams I've had of late. Last night it was a dream about, me and I found myself sitting by a lake that's one of my hunts. Anyways this lake is in a not so busy place. All it has is a small bathroom ,small siting place and two sets of stairs that lead to the water and that's it. It's out in the mi

Enemy
Those with no class, no tact, no kindness. Those brazen fiscal fools. Loud. DEAFENING. Baying of nothing sweet like wolves, but that of monstrous industry. I beg you Please Take the blade of my ancestors, and slide it smartly across your throat. Be careful not to get any of your willfully vile essence on my feet. You need not fear, so long as you're nothing like my enemy... yet there are so many of you. Faceless... inhumane swine of the legion. What hope is there to crush your culture of pustuous bile? What shining beacon, what guide is there against a sea of self promoting, gluttonously greedy, inarticulate, uneducated FILTH. All is lost... against this philistine "me society". The imdominatable cur horde celebrated in glorious sunshine. While individuality is feared, loathed, and driven further into cold darkness. Enemy. Yet in this darkness... it is innevitable that we will feed, grow, breed... and hunger for light once again. We will regroup. We will lick

Never Have I Fallen
Your lips speak soft sweetness Your touch a cool caress I am lost in your magic My heart beats within your chest I think of you each morning And dream of you each night I think of your arms being around me And cannot express my delight Never have I fallen But I am quickly on my way You hold a heart in your hands That has never before been given away

What Year Were You Born In?
You Were Born Under: Fierce and courageous - you are the king of every situation. You pounce and attack, until others give you want you want. Daring and magnetic, you inspire others to follow your lead. And while you're wild at heart, you have some hidden soft spots. You are most compatible with a Horse or Dog. What Year Were You Born Under?

Sex Sex Sex.....
You prefer Passionate sex! You enjoy passionate sex. You're the kind of person that has tons of fun in the sack, and you can really get into it. Not necessarily rough and lusty, passionate sex is the kind that satisfies both your lovin' and horny needs. 'What is the best type of sex for you?' at QuizUniverse.com

Howdy Bloggers!
Hmmm, just noticed how close the word, "bloggers" is to "buggers", coincidence?!?!?! I think not. At any rate, CherryTap, what a lovely blog you have, plenty of space in which to roam free and leave my droppings... errrr...rantings... errrrr ... postings!

Date
well today i have a date with a guy i knew in the 8th grade he likes me alot he has since than ive changed alot since the with the accident and all, and im really not totally into him although everyone tells me to go for it cuz he has a good job and will spendit n me and the girls, but that makes me feel like a user and thats not me. to me hes kinda boring my best friend said maybe i can make him unboring im not sure... anyone hve any ideas about what i should do ? yes i am asking my blog readers for good advice lol thanks

Fantasy Island
Fantasy Island I see Toya here at the pool. She should be working, but there she is none the less. The bright neon green bikini is wonderful against her brown skin. It is sheer, allowing me the blessing of seeing the profile of her nipples... My mouth waters, as I think of the image of her dark skin against my white skin... of her chocolate nipples melting in my mouth... of my tongue flicking along the pink inner surface of her Passion Petals. I am a guest at the hotel, and she has treated me nicely thus far... even flirting with me. But... Hmmmmmm.... how will she react??? Crossing the distance, I smile and sit next to her. "Good day, Miss Toya. It is sooooooo gooooood to see you here today." I let her see my eyes almost undressing her. She giggles almost embarassed. "You're not embarassed by my overt gaze upon your lovely body are you?" She opens to her mouth to say no, and I surprise her with a hand on the inside of her thigh. Her no turns to an "Ohhhh!" I turn to face

My Wasted Sunsets
The day is gone When the angels come to stay And all the silent whispers Will soon be blown away And lying in the corner A pair of high heel shoes Hanging on the wall Gold and silver for the blues One too many wasted sunsets One too many for the road And after dark the door is always open Hoping someone else will show Someone is there waiting Behind an unlocked door Grey circles overhead Empties on the floor The cracks in the walls Have grown too long The slow hand is dragging on Afraid to meet the dawn One too many wasted sunsets One too many for the road And after dark the door is always open Hoping someone else will show

He Did It
My son tested for his Purple Trim belt yesterday and got it!!!!! I was sooo proud of him!!! He broke his board with a hammer break. I will try and post video and pics later this week!!! WOO HOO GO CHEWIE!!!!!

Sesson 1, About Me.
Don't be fooled by me. Don't be fooled by the face I wear for I wear a mask, a thousand masks, masks that I'm afraid to take off, and none of them is me. Pretending is an art that's second nature with me, but don't be fooled, for God's sake don't be fooled. I give you the impression that I'm secure, that all is sunny and unruffled with me, within as well as without, that confidence is my name and coolness my game, that the water's calm and I'm in command and that I need no one, but don't believe me. My surface may seem smooth but my surface is my mask, ever-varying and ever-concealing. Beneath lies no complacence. Beneath lies confusion, and fear, and aloneness. But I hide this. I don't want anybody to know it. I panic at the thought of my weakness exposed. That's why I frantically create a mask to hide behind, a nonchalant sophisticated facade, to help me pretend, to shield me from the glance that knows. But such a glance is precisely my salvation, my only

Just Take Me And Love Me
The warmth. my body with yours. candles everywhere, the only things That keep us warm... Our bodies, The candles, And our love. Your touch on me, Mine on you. The sweetness of us, Openness and together. Holding me to you, While you do the same, Our bodies close And pressing. the love not stopping ceasing or stalling. You take me, Love me For everything I am. This is what I want, I want you, I know you want me too. So take me, Take me - And Love me...

Going Out Of Town
Well, 7 of us.....men from my church are going to help someone in France build a house. We leave Saturday morning from here in a van, drive to Richmond VA, where we board a puddle hopper to Philadelphia. After a 6 hour layover, we get on a big jet to hop the pond to Paris. From there it's a high speed train ride south through Lyon, Valence stopping at Avignon. We then squeeze into a smaller van and drive an hour to a small town called Charols. Bob and Celia (a British and Scottish couple) will keep us in their Bed and Breakfast. The work site is in another small town called Grane. It's a stone foundation that dates back to the 12th century Roman Empire. A family will make it their home. They can't believe that 7 men will take a week out of their lives to help build with them. Two of us are professional carpenters. Two of us are carpentry hobbyists. Two are just bringing their able hands, and our pastor will be a translator when needed. I didn't mention this

Getting More Comfortable
I'm getting more comfortable. I'm getting better at Telling you how I feel Telling you what I want Telling you how you Make me feel I'm getting more relaxed I'm learning how to enjoy the little things the lazy days the no need to take a shower Type of day where all we do Is enjoy our time together Or enjoy the knowledge That we can be in seperate Rooms, and not hold it against Each other. You can do your Crosswords, and I can sleep We can join each other later But it is so nice to not be Pathetic, where we feel we Need to give up ourselves For the other person We do what makes us happy I won't expect you to join me when I go shopping and you won't ever expect me To do what I don't want to do You are the only thing that I want You are perfect in my eyes.

Thank You Janette
How do you do what you do to me? Inside of my heart I am bursting with emotion. With feeling. With love. I cant control what i feel for you bring out the best in me everytime we talk. You are everything to me and more. With you by my side, I will defeat my demons. I will move forward. I will succeed. I am finally on my way after so long of not going anywhere. Thank you Janette.

Hmmm Any Ideas?
Its that time of year again and our annual father and son gardner snakes have emerged. The kids call em Big Poppa and lil poppa, other than providing humor when someone sees them while going in or out of the house, its a lil bit of a pain for the kids or guests. Anyone have any non kill repellant ideas? We've tried moth balls, it worked for a little while but the smell when the windows were open was very unspringlike.. im sure someone has a suggestion, anyone????

Your First Time With Her
You’ve been out on the dates, made those late-night phone calls and sipped your coffee or digestif with her. The dessert has been devoured and you find that the walls of the restaurant have been replaced by the walls of her home or your apartment. You’re almost too aware of that soft surface beckoning you, and you impatiently want to sink under the plush covers -- that is, while you plunder and sink into the woman you most want to unravel. Yet, while you fumble with clothes, a niggling little thought appears in rapid and dampening succession. Does she want me to stay? Is the bathroom clean? Is that my roommate coming home? Is her roommate coming home? Did I wash the sheets? Did I put that picture of my ex away? Tiny little questions like these can quickly become your bane if left unchecked. After all, these considerations can mean a second encounter or can sadly result in your unreturned phone calls. Here are some tips to secure that your first time with her will lead to a seco

"zeit Fur Alle, Unter Die Sonne"
never thought I'd ever have the chance to lift the heavy gate and have my soul bounce out again much wilder than I remember having as a child. these things are so eager gotta find some reins, baby hold on... these things are pure pain when they get out of hand... so if you'll wait a little longer while I figure this out... (I know you will) in time, I'll find this spark again, Hell, I'm burning now baby... I just need a while to align.. a total turnaround takes time. I've never felt this comfortable in my own skin... I know, I know this world is not my home and this skin is not my own but baby, your arms are so hospitable. XxBarricadexX February 16, 2006 ---------------------------------- Notes: I will wait forever for you to figure it out Jess. My arms are more accepting and caring than they ever were before now, and you may come fall into them whenever you would like.

Do You Know Me?
I want to see how well my friends and family know me. Take my quiz. Just copy and paste this link into your browser. I would love to see how well y'all do! http://www.testriffic.com/friendtest/2917826

Skullfuck Santa. Christmas Is Cancelled Forever.
I just finished White Void version 2 (the old is... somewhere >> I forget where). Now... normally I'd be ecstatic, I'd kick someone in the teeth out of joy. But... *shrug* I've got nothing. I should. This poem has plagued me for ... three years(?) On how exactly to put it down... its not perfect, but damn if its not a huge improvement from the first. And I Feel Nothing. So I've decided I'm going to do progressively more dangerous things to myself till I enjoy life again. WOO! I need help. Seriously. Lock me up.

Boobs
THE WOMEN WHO HAVE THE BOOBS HAVE THE POWER IT DOES'NT MATTER WHAT SIZE THEY ARE,BUT IT SEEMS THE BIGGER THE BETTER.BOOBS ALMOST ALWAYS SEEM TO BE THE FIRST THING A GUY NOTICES BECAUSE THEY ARE AT EYE LEVEL,THE GOOD THING ABOUT BOOBS IS THAT YOU CAN JUST DO SO MUCH WITH THEM THEY ARE THE PERFECT TOYS YOU JUST HAVE SO MUCH FUN,THEY NEVER BREAK,THEY COME IN SETS,A GUY CAN HAVE A BAD DAY,BUT SHOW THEM YOUR BOOBS AND ALL OF THE SUDDEN TREY ARE HAVING A GOOD DAY,AND WOMEN,THEY LOVE TO SHOW OFF THEY'RE BOOBS TO ONE ANOTHER,YOU WILL GET THE SAME RESPONSE OUT OF A 6 MONTH OLD AND A 65 YEAR OLD,THAT THEY LOVE TO SUCK ON THEM,BOOBS MAKE GREAT FLOATATIONAL DEVICES,YOU CAN JUST DO SO MUCH WITH THEM,SUCK THEM,FUCK THEM,TEASE THEM,SQUEEZE THEM,PLEASE THEM,GOD HAD FUN WHEN HE MADE BOOBS ON THE DAY GOD RESTED THAT IS WHEN HE MUST HAVE CREATED BOOBS.YOU KNOW THAT HE MUST HAVE BEEN HAVING A GOOD DAY,BOOBS ARE SUCH A TURN ON,SO HOT,...

33 10 Hours
LYING AWAKE IN BED HEARING YOUR VOICE IN MY HEAD SMILING LIKE THE FOOL I AM MY HEART EXPLODING IN MY CHEST 10 HOURS LATER AND MY NAME IS FOREVER ALTERED NEVER TO BE HEARD THE SAME AGAIN SOUNDING SO PLAIN FROM EVERYONE'S TONGUE I HAVE A STAR PICKED OUT FOR YOU AND I WATCH IT MOVE ACROSS MY SKY EACH NIGHT SLOWLY STEADY TIL IT FADES INTO THE BREAK OF DAY 10 HRS AND COUNTING

The Two Of Them
He sat quietly on a bench over looking the water thinking when she walked over... "Are you alright" she asked in a soft tone. He replied with a smile "Yes i will be okay thanks" She smiled back and said your welcome. "You've been thinking again havnt you thats why your out here right? looking over the water?" *It always did help me think when i had trouble with my writting" "Are you still writting it" She asked him *No i finished it finally* "God please tell me you wrote a happy ending i can't take anymore sad endings" He smiled at her and said *No you know it doesn't matter what the ending is or who ends up with who... Because in the end it's always going to be me and you in some way* She smiled and inched closer to him taking her hand and placing it in his his other hand then covered hers and she said..."It's always been that way hasnt it, It always comes down to you and me in this place"...she rests her head on his shoulder and softly says .."Soul mates" He smiled and sa

Mirror
The mirror Every morning as I gaze into the shiny glass of the mirror that stands above the sink, I almost shed tears because of what I see. I don’t want to use the term “ugly” yet not beautiful at the same time. I cringe when I realize that I don’t have what it takes to be liked, wanted, or loved. I lose my heart to guys that act interested in me, yet they are not interested in my mind or my heart. Only in being sexual for one night. I always feel used after that act of sexual pleasure is over, and the guy decides he wants nothing more to do with me. Yet, I always seem to repeat the mistake of thinking that it will be different. It’s me that get crushed in the end. Heartache and heartbreak are the most familiar feelings that I have felt. I cannot remember the last time that I have been “happy” in my heart. I have fully given my heart away and watched it be torn into a million pieces when he decided he did not feel the same. I don’t think I have ever been trusted with someone else’

We Are Strong
A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind us closer and keep us strong In a special world, where we belong.

Life Changes
3 YEARS AGO: How old were you? Then: 24 Now: 27 Where did you go to school? Then: Nowhere Now: Same Where did you work? Then: nowhere lol I just had a brand new baby!!! Now: At home watching children Where did you live? Then: MY HOUSE Now: Same Where did you hang out? Then: Home with my kids lol Now: Same, but I go to Jeremy's quite a bit. Also love to catch a Halflink show when I get the chance. What was your hair style: Then: Long curly thick ass hair but STRAIGHTEN IT LOOOOOOTS!! lol Now: same Did you wear glasses? Then: no never Now: nopers How many tattoos did you have? Then: 0 Now: maybe 1 SOON How many piercings did you have? Then: my ears Now: same What was your worst fear? Then: Well, going to sleep at night was very hard this time 3 years ago becuase my Baby and I almost died! Now: Anything bad happening to me and everyone that matters most to me. You been arrested?: Then: hell no Now: no Had your heart broken? Then

A Mans Hurt
Oh, when you look into my eyes, tell me what you see. I don't think you'll ever realize the pride inside of me. Oo, I've walked my walk, talked my talk and I've lived and died in my songs. Temptation cuts so deep, it's fire still burns so strong. You know I've lived a few mistakes and I stand by them. Oo, it's me, myself, and I till death do us part, yeah. Till death, till death do us part, yeah, yeah, No, no, no, no. Yeah, sometimes my words may cut too deep and I step on a toe or two. But I'm half dead and barely half alive, but I live by the truth. Hey, but I live by the truth. Til death, til death, do us part, do us part. Hey, if you want to criticize, then you can't believe anything you read. What you see is all of me. Yeah, I've talked the talk, walked the walk. W

Living With Depression Part 2...
*sigh* It's amazing just how dabilitating depression can be for an individual. When I was in high school I was diagnosed with mild depression (which I neglected to mention last time) and it caused me some issues (mostly personal and grades) during my senior year. Well fast forward 12 years later (geez.. 12 years) It has become an issue for me again, as I mentioned in my last post. Well, unfortunately there were a series of problems (mostly family related) that hit me at the same time as this bout set in on me. Basically everything, the stress, anxiety and hurt were mulplied a thousand fold. It's happened to me before, but not quite as bad this time around. It was just a really random set of circumstances that all happened at once. It was just random coincidence that they all happened at that time. Unfortunately it left me with random bouts of crying, a serious lack of sleep and I have been physically ill. I am getting better not really depressed anymore, but the first fe

To Those Who Don't Know
My patner horse took these photos and his job is putting up lights and running the control pantals and making sure every band music is set up just right for each band so check out thr papa roach photos on my default album

It's Vacation Time!!!
Hi all, This next week is gonna be vacation time.My hubby took his 1st week off for this year. We just got ourselves a used truck for him. It's an '89 Ford F- 150 XLT Lariat. A lady was selling it here in Guthrie for only $1950.00 and when we talked to her, she said she would take $1500.00 so yesterday i put a deposit down on it and then once hubby sees it, then we will put the rest down on it. So that is one thing we will be doing this next week. The rest of week we have to work on my husband's car and also my car, and then the rest of the time will be having fun and enjoying our time together!Sunday is Wrestlemania 23!!!! We will be watching that, so i am not sure how much i will be on this week.I will miss everyone I hope you all have a great week, an awesome weekend and i will chat with ya soon! Love ya all, take care, HUGS, and all my lovin!!

Rating Me And My Photos
I'VE BEEN A MEMBER ON HERE FOR NOT TOO LONG OF TIME AND I DON'T WANT TO COME OFF AS NASTY BUT THE WAY I LOOK AT THIS IS THIS, IF YOU LIKE ME, MY PROFILE, MY PICTURES AND RATE THEM A 10 OR A 9 OR EVEN A 8, THAT'S GREAT BUT IF YOU RATE ME ANYTHING LOWER THAN A 5, I REALLY DON'T GIVE A FLYING FUCK WHAT YOU RATE ME WHEN IT COMES TO A FIVE OR BELOW, THE WAY I LOOK AT IT IS, LOOKS AREN'T EVERYTHING, IT IS WHAT IS INSIDE THAT COUNTS AND IF PEOPLE ARE GOING TO START DISSING ME BECAUSE I'M NOT GREAT LOOKING OR THAT YOU CAN'T STAND DISABLED PEOPLE THEN FUCK OFF, BECAUSE I WILL BE WHO I AM AND THAT IS ME AND IF PEOPLE GOT A PROBLEM WITH ME, IN ANY SHAPE FORM OR FASHION, CAN GO TAKE A FLYING JUMP OFF THE FIRST BRIDGE THEY FIND BECAUSE RATING ME LOWER THAN A 5, I COULD GIVE A FUCK LESS ABOUT AND ANY NEGATIVE COMMENTS, I COULD CARE LESS ABOUT TOO, IF THERE POSITIVE COMMENTS AND FEEDBACK, THAT'S SUPER! I KNOW ONE THING, I NEVER PROCLAIMED TO BE GOOD LOOKING BUT IF SOME WOMAN LIK E MY GIRLFRIEND WHO

A Band Of Happiness…
How can I ever tell you Everything you mean to me All the little things you do Sweet words and golden smiles Make me love you even more When we're together it's magic Holding your hand, kissing you Embracing you, loving you Experiencing the essence of you Being with you is all I need To know my life is complete You are the woman of my destiny Savior of my heart and soul Let me make love to you now Joining our spirits into one Sharing our bodies and souls Creating a band of happiness A love unbroken by time.

Flood Reflections
The sky was overcast and gloomy. A stiff southern wind blew no warmth at the girl. She stood on the levy and watched the brown river swirl around the middles of trees it was drowning. The moist earth stuck to her hiking boots and refused to let go. The chill in the air finally made her move. If the river rose another six feet, she would've been swimming. Further ahead she noticed the literal yellow brick road. In the middle stood two wooden platforms connected by a tall footbridge. Normally this part of the park would be comically dry, and more than 75 feet from the river. Now the river swirled under the bridge. She stepped into the river and onto the first dry wooden platform. It was merely inches above the river. She cautiously crossed the creaking wooden bridge to the second dry platform, which had been built around a tree truck. In the crevice she saw the water seeping up between the wood and the trunk. She gazed in awe at the fact that she was truly IN the Red Ri

More Nigerian Scams....
reposted from a bulletin: http://cherrytap.com/images.php?u=659694 he is from Nigeria and he's passing himself off as a business man purchasing merchandise to stock his new store He buys merchandise online on stolen credit card numbers and has the merchandise send to your home, starting off as a gift that just happens to be the wrong size then has them pickup from a paid UPS tag he has you print off. Bottom line is that when the companies discover the purchases were made on stolen credit cards they trace it back you and your address, in the mean time he's got the goods and your S.O.L. So Please everyone, repost this bulletin to all your friends and fans, get everyone to be aware and on the look out for these creeps. (repost of original by '(Rere)' on '2007-03-31 11:27:59') (repost of original by 'Tomcat' on '2007-03-31 11:55:51') (repost of original by '**~Chez~**' on '2007-03-31 11:56:34') (repost of original by 'Maggie' on '2007-03-31 12:02:29') (repost of

-here Goes The Idiot's Once Again!!!!
I swear people dont know how to rate or anything, I just recieved 2 ratings on my Salute photo, they were a 9 and a 5, I see the 9 "might" of been by accident but the 5 MY FRIGGIN GAWD, dont they know that that rating affects their points and crap, and that is just plain out rude of people doing that. If I EVER find out who done it I will start rating them and their photo's the lowest of the lowest rating (for whom that dont know what that is, it is a 1)! IT IS JUST RUDE!!!!

Naughty Riddles
Q.What do you call a virgin on a waterbed? A: A cherry float. Q: What's the fluid capacity of Monica Lewinsky's mouth? A: 1 US leader Q: What did the sign on the door of the whorehouse say? A: Beat it - we're closed. Q: Why do walruses go to Tupperware parties? A: To find a tight seal. Q: What's the difference between sin and shame? A: It is a sin to put it in, but it's a shame to pull it out. Q: What's the speed limit of sex? A: 68; at 69 you have to turn around. Q: Why did Raggedy Ann get thrown out of the toy box? A: She kept sitting on Pinocchio's face, and moaning, "Lie to me!" Q: Why is air a lot like sex? A: Because it's no big deal unless you're not getting any. Q: What's another name for pickled bread? A: Dill-dough. Q: Why are Monica Lewinsky's cheeks so puffy? A: She's withholding evidence. Q: What's the difference between light and hard? A: You can sleep with a light on. Q: Why is sex like a bridge game? A: You don't need a part

Whispering To The Wind
Hello there - fellow tappers( I could also say cherries ). You'll have to forgive me for my not knowing how to negotiate this particular site. If I keep adding some things here and there - I'll eventually get all the important information available for anyone to scroll through. Anyways, I'm just saying howdy to all those who chance to read my profile and passing a thank you to all those people that rated my photo. I believe you know who y'all are and once again - thanks, I appreciate it alot. I could continue to say a few things that involve all different type of subjects, but I'll just wait until I get the opportunity to conversate with someone off of this area of the information super-highway. So, until that happens, I'll end this entry by quoting a famous canadian commedian, " Kepp your stick on the ice !".____- LATER !!

The Love I Get From You (poem)
The love i get from you....... The love i get from you I cant describe. no one else can understand what you have to offer me its hard to explaine how happy you make me feel, Every time i see you, you bring a smile to my face that no one else can ever replace You tell me im amazing ever minute or so and from that i cant help but smile The love i get from you will always last a life time I know you told me that u cant be with out me but dont worry i will always be there. The love i get from you i know will always be there no matter where i go, i maybe away on vacation or with you in ur arms but the love that you give me will always be with me in my heart. I Love you! The love i get from you i know is true for you tell me that you love me every minute you can. I hope this love that you are giving is as ture as you say it is For the love that i want from you is the love i want for the rest of my life. I hope you relize that im not going anywhere unless y

We Met Upon The Internet
It's the first of the month. For some folks, that means welfare checks and gub'ment cheese. Here at the homefront it always means "Spring & New Things." For your viewing pleasure is the picture below and a short poem to ALL MY FRIENDS here at CherryTap. Enjoy. I am putting my wreath up on the front door NOW! Tee-Hee-Hee We met upon the Internet, A friendship electronic, Expressed alone in words and thoughts, Inevitably platonic. We live too far apart for us To mingle in the flesh, But much more close than family, Our hearts and feelings mesh. Your dear, dear self reveals itself Without a voice or face. We have our own sweet home within Our precious cyberspace.

Look And Read This And Get It In Your Heads
i am very greatfull for the 10's on the pic but come the fuck on i have 110 pic's up and only the fucking pic of the guy from underworld gets fucking rated i am going to fucking delelte that god damn pic if this keeps up understand good

Send'n Some Luv To All The Hotties
Hello ladies C.J here from the 604 (Vancouver, B.C.) hope u all had a great weekend and have a fantasic day please drop by and place some words on my page and some help & ideas to pimp out my page would be great and some songs hugs and smiles C.J

God Bless My Mother
GOD KNOW THAT WE ALL NEED LOVE THAT'S WHY HE CREATED MOTHERS WITH THEIR UNDERSTANDING HEARTS GENTLE TOUCH THAT CARE FOR OTHERS HE MADE ME A WONDERFUL MOTHER ONE THAT NEVER GROWS OLD FULL OF LOVE AND KINDNESS A HEART THAT'S MADE OF FOLD YOU'RE ALWAYS BEEN BY MY SIDE WHENEVER I WOULD CALL THERE WHENEVER I NEED YOU SOLVING PROBLEMS BIG AND SMALL YES, GOD CREATED MOTHER'S TO LOVE US OUR WHOLE LIFE THROUGH I THANK HIM FROM THE DEPTH OF MY HEART BECAUSE HE GAVE ME YOU!

Recognize
Recognize Well I've had enough of these selfish cries. I hurt myself again not knowing why. It seems so easy to leave it all behind, And avoid the truth. I think I'd rather just go blind. Then everything erupts; My life has come unglued. And the ties that bind have left me. What am I to do? Can't seem to recognize that stare behind those eyes. Who is this man I see who's looking back at me? Can't focus through the pain, and I am fading into nothing. The reflection must get clearer. I think I'm cracking up, like I've lost my mind. I hurt myself again. Still don't know why. I end up the same way each and every time. Can't avoid the truth. There's just nowhere to run and hide. Then everything erupts, just like I knew it would. Been down here long enough. It never felt that good. Is this what I've become? My life has come unglued. And the ties that bind have left me. What am I to do? Can't seem to recognize that st

A Sunny, Sunny Day!!
For the past few weeks, I have been discouraged greatly from: * getting sick with the "creepy crud" as it has been so lovingly labled, * told that I have a hernia and may have to have surgery for it and later told that I may be okay for some time without having surgery for it, * being told that I was passed over for one of the full-time positions that I had applied for at work, * and the list goes on. Today I am off from work after having worked 9 days straight. It is sunny outside and I have the blinds open to let the sunshine in. I have a candle burning for the sweet scent that is so comforting and relaxing to smell. My cats are laying on my feet while I am writing this posting. I have updated my iWIM site and it seems to be pulling together quite good. I am pleased. I am taking the opportunity to catching up with friends and other things that I am needing to personally catch upon. I am pleased to have the opportunity to be off from this morning until Tuesd

Stupid
yeah just read a blog that someone posted...just cause someone wants to have a good time doesnt mean that they are trying to make someone jealous...that means that the person who even thought about it was jealous in the first place...so go take yourself out the world cause your confused about yourself...gay or not gay???GAY!!!so fuck you mo fo...

Pullin My Hair Out
WHY IS IT THAT WE FEAR CLOSENESS AFTER A LOSS OR BEING DUMPED OR WHATEVER THE FUCK WE WENT THRU..I AM AT A LOSS AND I AM TIRED OF FEELING LIKE I HAVE TO THROW MY HOPE ASIDE AND WAVE THE FLAG OF SURRENDER TO CONFORM TO THE NEGATIVE PEOPLE OUT THERE THAT BOTTOM FEED ON A PERSON'S SELF ESTEEM AND SELF AWARENESS SLOWLY BRAKING THEM DOWN. WHY DO I HAVE TO FEEL LIKE I CAN'T HAVE MY OPINION OR FEELINGS ACKNOWLEDGED? THEY ARE MINE I OWN THEM..THEY ARE PART OF MY CORE VALUES AND I WILL NOT ALTER MYSELF TO BE MORE POPULAR OR TO HURT SOMEONE OR FOR ANY OTHER KIND OF GAIN...IF YOU DONT LIKE ME YOU DONT...I REALLY DONT GIVE A FUCK..I LOVE ME..I AM GENUINE AND I BELIEVE IN LOVE AND I AM BETTER OFF BEING ALONE IF NEED BE..PEOPLE WILL TRICK YOU INTO THINKING YOU ARE NOT WORTHY AND LIE TO MAKE THEMSELVES FEEL BETTER BECAUSE THEY ARE SO BRAINWASHED AND HAVE NO SELF ESTEEM..THEY ARE ALL ABOUT PLACING BLAME INSTEAD OF OWING UP TO THEIR SHIT AND PROJECT HATRED ...THEY ARE SO PISSED THAT THEY CANT PULL T

Introduction...
I just wanted to let you all know that I'm going to be doing a little writing in the near future and introduce you to my family members here on CT. I have some incredibly wonderful family members and I think it's high time that i introduce them formally so that you can check them out as well and maybe even become friends with them yourself, if you aren't already. So family members, this is your warning. LOL ;) hehe j/k I have nothing but good to say about my family on here! This, in no way, means that I don't have great friends on here too! I wished I had enough room in my family to add a lot more of my friends on here and in time, I will add more! :) I hope you all have had a great start to your week! Enjoy your evening and happy tapping! :) xoxoxo

My Day From Good To Bad To Just Fookedup
Hello dear friends Wolfie here just writing a blog about nothing! What can I say I’m in pain right now! My head hurtz and no pain killer in this world bar morphine can stop the pain! Ok so now on with the blog! Went to the shops today and this old woman asked me for $2.. So what do I do! I have 3 chose’s 1:say fuck off ya free loader. 2:act like I care and give her the cash or 3:stab her in the eye with my new bladed keychian and walk away knowing I just killed someone?......what would you do? Well I’ll tell you what I did... no:2 ok..... I didn’t act like I cared I just said “why?” that was the worst thing I could have done in my life! She runs strait into a long ass story about smokes and her check and something about a dog.....*??WTF??* Ok that is just too much for me so there I am diggin through my kool bag that reads “What are you looking at!” with a pick of little Jason on it pissing..... Lmao!.. Gift from my girlfriend.... anyway! I’m diggin round and then the old goat has th

If Dog's Were Teacher's...
If Dogs were Teachers You would learn stuff like..... When loved ones come home, always run to greet them. Never pass up the opportunity to go for a joyride. Allow the experience of fresh air and the wind in your face to be pure ecstasy. When it's in your best interest, practice obedience. Let others know when they've invaded your territory. Take naps. Stretch before rising. Run, romp, and play daily. Thrive on attention and let people touch you. Avoid biting when a simple growl will do. On warm days, stop to lie on your back in the grass. On hot days, drink lots of water and lie under a shady tree. When you're happy, dance around and wag your entire body. No matter how often you're scolded, don't buy into the guilt thing and pout...run right back and make friends. Delight in the simple joy of a long walk. Eat with gusto and enthusiasm. Stop when you have had enough. Be loyal. Never pretend to be something you're not. If what you want lies buried,

You Are A Bitch
I do what I do because I can You thought you were someone You ended to be nothing You ain't shit to me Just another bitch in the world of bitches I call you out you holla'd at ya homies told them all you couldn't tell me you found the error in your ways along the way you fucked up a potential friendship I didn't do shit because I am who I am you didn't tell her that did you? You let on to how you were feeling not what it is today, who we are you over-stepped like it was something more than it is do you feel dumb now? for ever and always there will be a riff between her and I you put your feelings into something that isn't yours you used your words as your weapons without thinking before you threw the first punch you lashed you checked yourself a day late a dollar short cuz baby you broke it any chance you and I had I walk you see your future in me blink once I'm out

Guys On Bus Wanting Sex Wit A Nun
A hippie gets onto a bus and sits next to a nun in the front seat. The hippie looks over and asks the nun if she would have sex with him. The nun, surprised by the question, politely declines and gets off the at the next stop. When the bus starts on it's way the driver says to the hippie, "I can tell you how you can get that nun to have sex with you." The hippie says that he'd love to know, so the bus driver tells him that every Tuesday evening at midnight the nun goes to the cemetery and prays to God. "If you went dressed in a robe and glow in the dark paint mask she would think you are God and you could command her to have sex with you." The hippie decides this is a great idea, so that Tuesday he goes to the cemetery and waits for the nun to show up. Sure enough, at midnight the nun shows up and begins praying. The hippie jumped out from hiding and says, "I AM GOD! I have heard your prayers and I will answer them, but first you must have sex with me." The nun agrees but asks for a

The Best Comeback Ever!!!!!
This was apparently in the Washington Post, the title of the article was "Best Come Back Line Ever." In summary, the police arrested Patrick Lawrence, 22 year old white male resident of Dacula, GA, in a pumpkin patch 11:38 p.m. on Friday. Lawrence will be charged with lewd and lascivious behaviour, public indecency, and public intoxication at the Gwinnett County courthouse on Monday. The suspect explained that as he was passing a pumpkin patch he decided to stop. "You know, a pumpkin is soft and squishy inside, and there was no one around for miles. At least I thought there wasn't," he stated in a phone interview. Lawrence went on to say that he pulled over to the side of the road, picked out a pumpkin that he felt was appropriate to his purpose, cut a hole in it, and proceeded to satisfy his alleged "need." "Guess I was really into it, you know?" he commented with evident embarrassment. In the process, Lawrence apparently failed to notice a Gwinnett County police car ap

Older Crush.....
It was pouring down rain. At only six in the evening, it was completely dark. She hurried down the street, the hood on her jacket up in an attempt to protect her from the downpour. By the time she reached her destination, she was soaked completely, despite her journey only taking five minutes. The front porch light was on, for which she was thankful, knowing she wouldn’t have to wait out in the cold. But when she knocked on the door, it was not her best friend who answered. ‘Jenny, is that you?’ His voice was deep and sexy, just as she remembered, and it sent shivers right through her. Only this time it wasn’t just a crush on her best friend’s step-father, it was a 26 year old woman lusting after a 38 year old man. And from the look in his eyes, he noticed the change too. ‘Uh, Mr Williams. Hey. Aimee was meant to be here. Is she in?’ ‘No, she called to say that she had been trying to reach you, but you weren’t answering your phone. She and her mother got caught up in t

U Mean Alot To Me!
Mrs. Retta your my baby! I love ya to death & U know it! Sweet Dreams D you are a pleasur to know! My Ass Is Red u always keep me laugh! To all my other friends and family, I cant wait to know u better! God Bless CT, lol! xoxo 'two'

Ex-wives
I am divorced with 2 kids a 8 yr old daughter and a 6yr old son. We hae joint custody of the children. My son was born with brain damage and mentally is mentally at the level of a 4 4 1/2. He goes to public school but of course the work is modified. My children and I hae a very good relationship and they are truly the lig of my life. I et lunch with them at school at least once a week sometimes more. I go to every practice or performance they have. MY sons class had a school program this morning at school and no one ever told me about it. I missed it. His teacher called me this afternoon saying he was crying that his daddy wasnt there. I had no idea it was takign palce. The teacher informed me that she had sent a note home and had included an extra copy home askign their mother to forward it to me. I was so sad for my son and extremely preturbed with my ex. She didnt tell me because she and her new hubby (that she met when they were both patients at a mental hospital and she knew t

Classic Strawberry Shortcake
2 cups all-purpose flour 1/2 cup PLUS 2 Tbsp. granulated sugar 2 tsp. baking powder 1/4 tsp. salt 6 Tbsp. Shedd's Spread Country Crock® Spread, cut into 1/2-inch pieces 1 container (16 oz.) heavy or whipping cream 1 quart strawberries, sliced Preheat oven to 375°. Spray 8-inch round cake pan with nonstick cooking spray; set aside. In large bowl, combine flour, 1/2 cup sugar, baking powder and salt. With pastry blender or two knives, cut in Shedd's Spread Country Crock ® Spread until mixture is the size of coarse crumbs. Gently stir in 1 cup cream just until mixture forms soft dough. In bowl, knead lightly (8 to 10 times), then gently pat into prepared pan. Bake 20 minutes or until golden and toothpick inserted in center comes out clean. On wire rack, cool completely. Meanwhile, toss berries with 1 tablespoon sugar; set aside. In large bowl, with electric mixer, beat remaining 1 cup cream with remaining 1 tablespoon sugar on HIGH until soft peaks form; reserve

You Might Be Giving Pagans A Bad Name If...
You Might be Giving Pagans a Bad Name If... You insist that your boss call you "Rowan Starchild" because otherwise you'd sue for religious harassment. (Score double for this if you don't let that patronizing dastard call you "Mr. or Ms. Starchild.") You request Samhain, Beltaine, and Yule off and then gripe about working Christmas. You expect your employer to exempt you from the random drug testing because of your religion. You think the number of Wiccan books you own is far more important than the number you have read, regardless of the fact that most of your books are for beginners. You've won an argument by referencing "Drawing Down the Moon," knowing darned good and well they haven't read it either. You said it was bigotry when they didn't let you do that ritual in front of city hall. It had nothing to do with the skyclad bit. You picketed The Craft and Hocus Pocus, but thought that the losers who picketed The Last Temptation of Christ needed to get live

Chapter 6: War Propaganda
Mein KampfADOLF HITLERChapter 6War PropagandaEVER since I have been scrutinizing political events, I have taken a tremendous interest in propagandist activity. I saw that the Socialist-Marxist organizations mastered and applied this instrument with astounding skill. And I soon realized that the correct use of propaganda is a true art which has remained practically unknown to the bourgeois parties. Only the Christian-Social movement, especially in Lueger's time, achieved a certain virtuosity on this instrument, to which it owed many of its successes. But it was not until the War that it became evident what immense results could be obtained by a correct application of propaganda. Here again, unfortunately, all our studying had to be done on the enemy side, for the activity on our side was modest, to say the least. The total miscarriage of the German 'enlightenment ' service stared every soldier in the face, and this spurred me to take up the question of propaganda even more deeply than

Christian One Liners
Don't let your worries get the > best of you; remember, Moses started > out as a basket case. > > *+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+* > > Some people are kind, polite, and > sweet-spirited until you try to sit in their pews. > > *+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+* > > Many folks want to serve God, > but only as advisors. > > *+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+* > > It is easier to preach ten sermons > than it is to live one. > > *+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+* > > The good Lord didn't create anything > without a purpose, but mosquitoes come close. > > *+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+* > > When you get to your wit's end, > you'll find God lives there. > > *+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+* > > People are funny; they want the front > of the bus, the middle of the road, and > the back of the church. > > *+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+*+* > > Opportunity may knock once, but temptation > bangs on your front door fo

Poetry
The written word in song or tale, is an art in of itself. The teller tells, the singer sings and then its put upon a shelf. The poet though, makes magic of his use of verbage so that when its read, you see the word its feel, its taste, you know. I can write a tale of woe and bring a tear or two. But when I write my poetry I share much more with you. I share my passion, flame and more you feel it deep within knowing exactly what I mean you read it once again. It is a special sort of read allowing the freedom to arrange the words so they might read differently from me to you. A story is a story told the words just words, no more But poetry is emotion and fuel that rivets to your very core. I am a piece of each I write I take a chance you see that the reader understand my plight in my flowing delivery. Best Graphics Flowers Comments Images Top new Graphics Codes Click to Get Some © Copyright 2007 Amawitch-granny

Grindhouse
Grindhouse is nothing short of the most amazing cinematic experience I have ever had. You owe it to yourselves to go see it in the theater. This one must be seen in the theater, or a drive in if I can find one playing it. The DVD will undoubtedly be a poor way to experience this. There is also some pretty cool trailers, including the first one I've seen for rob zombie's Halloween. I've never seen any of the halloween movies, but this one looks so good I kind of want to watch them all, just to see this one in the know.

Gotta Go To Bed.. Keep The Comments A Cummin In The Lips Contest Over Night Pleaseeeeee
THE LIPS CONTEST IS ONLY FOR THE WEEKEND SO COMMENT IT THE MOST IM ALMOST IN THE LEAD ;-) AND THE OTHER ONE I FELL BEHIND IN BEING SICK ALL WEEK :-( IM IN THE SEXY LIPS CONTEST AND ALSO WHICH COLOR HAIR IS THE SEXIEST.. HERE ARE THE LINKS IF YOU GET AROUND TO HELPING OUT THAT WOULD BE GREAT ;-).. SEXIEST LIPS CONTEST WHICH COLOR HAIR IS THE SEXIEST THANKS FOR YOUR HELP IN ADVANCE MICHELLE AKA HOOVERGIRL COMMENT BOMBING ALLOWED SO COMMENT TILL YOUR FINGERS HURT ;-)!!

Get Ready For Postseason!
The Condor's season ended with somewhat of a whimper, dropping two home games against the Idaho Steelheads, but we have at least clinched a playoff spot and are getting ready for the postseason for the 3rd year in a row. Unfortunately, the Steelheads had 7 men on the ice both wednesday and friday, with the 7th man wearing a striped jersey (Ref you suck!!). Inconsistent and poor penalty calling, and what appeared to be a bias against us, were major contributing factors in our two home losses. As close as both games were, if the refs had done a better job, we probably would have won at least one, if not both, games. Playoffs begin April 10th, and it looks like we'll be facing Fresno in the first round, although Victoria may also be our first opponent.Either way, we have the first 2 games at home and the postseason should be very exciting. Whether we play Fresno or Victoria, I'm sure we'll advance to the next round. As long as the refs call a consistent and even game. REF YOU SUCK! R

Poems, Works That Were Caused By My Fiance. Lol
4/8/2007 I looked at her for days hoping she would give me just one look that one look that would tell me that she loved me that one look that says I want to be with you forever then she did it... it took nothing but a little smile to tell me that I would spend the rest of my life with this girl for she is the one I was meant for two souls turned into soulmates how sweet the fruits of life are 4/8/2007 To tell is to let everyone know and to let everyone ruin such a pure thing as love why let ruin such a true love for love isn't that blind to the hatred of others so many destroy love while so many work so hard to build and rebuild for love is better kept in the heart and left between you and the person there. 4/8/2007 Love is elegantly stupendous yet slightly odd all at the same time for to love is great but with love also comes craziness a person in love will do great things just for the love of another like bite his own hand or sacri

My Definition Of Love
LOVE ISAN AMAZING THING, THEREIS NO FEELING THAT FEELS BETTER. WHEN YOUR IN LOVETESUN SHINES BRIGHTER, AND THE BIRDS SING SWEETER. LOVE JUST MAKES THEWORLD SO MUCH HAPPIER. TRUE LOVE IS A MIRACLE, WHERE LOVE EXISTS WONDERFUL THINGS HAPPEN. IT IS A LOVE TRUTHFULLY SHARED BY TWO PEOPLE. THOS TWO PEOPLE NEVER WANT TO SHOVE AWAY FROM EACH OTHER,ONLY GROWLOSER UNTIL THEY BECOME ONE. WHEN YOUR TRUEL IN LOVE WITH SOMEONE NOTHING ELSE MATTERS. IF THEY TRUELY LOVE YOU BACK YOU FEELVERY BLESSED. AND YOU BEGIN TO HOPE ONE DAY YOU WILL WAKE UO NEXT TO HER. SHE IS THE ONLY ONE YOU WANT, YOU LOOK FOWARDTO WAKING UP TO HER BEAUTIFULFACE EVERY MORNING. BECAUSE IN YOUR EYES SHE IS THE MOST BEAUTIFULWOMAN YOUR EYES HAVEEVER BEHELD, AND THIS MAKES YOU FEEL VERY BLESSED. IF SE SAYS I LOVE YOU TO YOU FEELTHAT MUCH ORE BLESSED. YOU FEEL EVEN BETTER IF SHE PROVES HOW SHE FEELS ABOUT YOU, TO YOU. LOVE IS SUCH A STROG FEELING, SOMETIMES IT HURTS SOMETIMES IT DOESNT. OVE ALSO MEANS SO MANY THINGS, BUT TO MEL

She Can Go To Pakistan, And She's Right Here On The Ct
FTW Lost Goth@ CherryTAP OK here's the deal... I've known Lost Goth for a while now. She claims to be Wiccan, has lots of friends here on the CT and I'm gonna get blasted for this I know... But I feel it bears being posted. I just had a shoutbox conversation with her which is posted below. This bitch is going to PAKISTAN folks as soon as she can clear it. One of the terrorist capitals of the world. She claims to not hate America... My response? Well... you'll see it in the conversation and I say this to EVERYONE who wants to leave and go to a terrorist training/harboring country... I AM FORMER MILITARY and I ~*LOVE*~ this country... So my words are as follows: You don't like it here in the United States of America and you want to go to the middle east? GOOD! Get the FUCK out and STAY OUT! Read from the bottom up like you would on the shoutbox itself... DemonStorm FTW Lost G...: i dont hate America and i aint Muslim ->FTW Lost G...: You know wha

The Slave Waits......
I walk in this dimly lit bar....my eyes adjusting after the bright sunshine outside.....it's cool in here.....I look around, not many people in here. "Good" my thoughts desire privacy. I sit down in a booth....in a dark corner....A waitress comes and I ask her for some club soda....she brings it and leaves. I look at the glass....and my thoughts wander to this lovely man. I wonder where he is. He controls my every thought...my love for him is boundless. He knows I am here, but I don't see him. Then....I feel him...I feel his presence. I jump slightly..startled...and look up...there he is, right in front of me. He holds out his hand to me and I take it and get up....wordlessly following him to a room in the back. He leads me in and locks the door behind us. He pulls me in his arms and kisses me hard...and very passionately. "Now" he says....and I hold my breath...waiting. "You know better than this....don't you Jade...you told me you understood?" He looks at me intently, and I bow my he

Happy Easter
Well I didnt know if I was going to be on here today or not so I sent out Easter wishes the other day, but I did make it and once again I am here to say HAPPY Easter to those of you that celebrate it. I'm going to sit here and snack on my mangoes, I think I may be part parrot, damn I love these things. I'm a vegatarian or a fruitaraian for the most part, I would rather sit down to nothing on my plate but that, unless well urmmmm "TUBE steak" is on the menu. Cant be just any tube steak either. I am very finiky. I do have standards. ANY ways enough of that. My fingers are sticky so I am going to end my ramblings here, I love each and every one of you like a fat kid loves cake. When i'm gone I'll miss you like a fat biotch misses pizza @ weight watchers convention muahhhhhhhh. YEAH I'M ONE CHUNKY CHIP AHOY

Battle Of Vimy Ridge April 9–12, 1917 Canada Remembers
The following was taken from a bulletin from Achilles, but its definately worth reposting in as many places as possible: The German army fortified it with tunnels, three rows of trenches behind barbed wire, massive amounts of artillery, and numerous machine gun nests. The French and British had suffered thousands of casualties in previous attempts to take it; the French alone lost 150,000 men in 1915.[citation needed] The Allied commanders decided to launch another assault in 1917. The duty was given to the still relatively fresh, but previously successful, Canadians. For the first time, all four divisions of the Canadian Corps were brought together. They were joined by the British 5th Infantry Division. The Canadian Corps' commanders were determined to learn from the mistakes of the French and British and spent months planning their attack. They built a replica of the ridge behind their lines, and trained using platoon-level tactics, including issuing detailed maps to ordi

Never Really Knew You
Never Really Knew You I never really knew you You were just another friend But when I got to know you I let my heart unbend I couldn't help past memories that would only make me cry I had to forget my first love and give love another try So I've fallen in love with you and I'll never let you go I love you more than anyone I had to let you know And if you ever wonder why I don't know what I'll say But I'll never stop loving you each and every day My feelings for you will never change Just know my feelings are true Just remember one thing I love you!

Disaster, Disaster
Disaster. Disaster. I dance trail my feet through the mud to step all over you to paint you pretty When you die you're dirt ashes to ashes what does it matter if you get a little unclean? Unseen I twist so well undercover forcing you to swallow me whole I am a hole and you've fallen head first into unbidden desire My reflection disallows me to accept and I relate to the silence that eats you, and the bruises that beat you, and the words that defeat Elite My thoughts are my visions my visions my thoughts my dreams scream to be heard I do not deserve you Have I not learned? they always desert you My song is a plain one so hollow this heart and I started to open but remembered lifted back up pulled back my wings I cannot sing without echoes and echoes get lost Like I lost when I broke you Like I cryed when they spoke you were gone then provoke you to turn back around The only sound that reaches is your voice and It always beseaches t

The Flight......tonight
Her flight from LAX to Iowa was perfect. Hope the rest of this little excursion goes as well, she thought as she exited the plane and filed into the bustling airport along with the other passengers on this lovely Saturday afternoon. Since her only luggage was the tote bag that she carried which contained the essentials she’d need, there was no need to locate the baggage carousel. She did, however, see a cozy lounge where she escaped from the crowd of people who were rushing to and from their flights. As she sipped her White Russian, the Brown haired Blue eyed vixen of a business woman thought about the situation. She had flown a thousand miles for a meeting. This, however, would not be a board meeting or a high-end meeting with some deep-pocketed client. It would be a meeting with the person she’d been in contact with via email for nearly six months. He’d written a story that she identified with so much that she wrote Him a complimentary communication. That led to additional ch

Grrrrr
I know I have commented before, but there is a name on cherrytap named someone and he rated my picture a 2!! its making me mad when he keeps rerating me and the reason I say anything is he reads my blogs.....

Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 157 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

No Recolection
And now i ask how did i get here...... i remember something........ a sharp pain..... some where ......i wasn't alone....was i?.. why?....... why is it so hard to... hard to think...i heard a voice and then something ....so tired ......wanna remember ........something .............................................."zzzzzzzzzzzz"......... First Page Next Page a>">

Fading Future
Walking in my place is a denied face. No expression found here, just an empty space. Deserted and miserably numb, the corner is where I roam. Unsolved issues lurk my head; no heart lies in my chest. Only a tattered box remains, clinging onto childhood dreams. Drifting deeper to darkness, wondering when it all ends. Rewind and Erase; Need to be repaired, reassured that someone cares. Fix these tortured wounds; This place is unfair. Never hit play, I'm too scared.

So Far....yet So Close
So Far......Yet So close How can you be so far and yet so close in my heart How did you capture my heart when so far and yet so close Sittin wonderin if you're thinkin the same thing Im sure you are, because I know I am So so far and yet so so close, how can be so Question will remain til, we are together Holdin, touchin, breathin, feelin, kissin and sayin I Love You So so far yet so close...in my heart ur never far ur just close

.cats.n.dogs.
my cat is a dog. i might have said this before im not sure but she is. seriously. she comes when i call her she gets down off stuff when i say 'no' she stretches up against me in order to be pet she chases toys she retrieves yes..i have a dog...in cats clothing...cept i dun hafta take it outside n pooper scoop. which is awesome tadum!

Some Of My Poems
One Wish ----------- Alone i sit inside my hell my fallen tears can never tell if i could have a wish instead id make them see within my head emptiness thats all that remains the pain and fear wont go away all the tears and screams within circle around for some escape my soul is lost my hope is gone just a touch to bring me home i cry these tears but no one hears im so afraid the end is near if i could have just 1 little wish id make them see my hell within i cant go back i cant escape give me life something safe with out these things i cant go on without some hope my world is gone Old Friend ----------- today i sat with my old friend the one thats always there in the end she never questions or asks me why she eagerly brushed across my thigh her soft caress againt my arm the way she leads her carring charm her love for me is never dull she helps to ease the painful soul she only wants whats best for me she takes away my misery if all the

I Try...
Im not perfect no one is but thats what u expect from me I make mistakes everyone does but you yell at me when I do I try my best to make things right just like most people but its never good enough for you i try to follow your rules like every one does but im the only one you punish when a rule is broken I try my best to show you respect like everyone deserves but I never get any from you in return I try my best to be responsible just like others but you never give me the chance I try to make decisions on my own just like others but everything has to go your way or no way. I try to give my opinions that everyone has a right to do but you always take my rights away I try to grow up like every one does but all you do is baby me I try to be reasonable like everyone does but your just so selfish its your way or nothing I try my best to do everything in your favor and all I get is your disapointment Everything I do isnt considered

Solitude
For I have nothing to say Who would lessen any way I write these words every day just therapy in its own way In trapped from with in Expressing my self seems to be a sin In solitude is were I walk my self conservations Is what writing brought. Scott baker

Christopher Thomas Ahrens
Christopher Thomas Ahrens This is the way i feel for you You make my day worth while, and it brings a smile to my face. I can't put how much I love you into words, but if there I would use it. I can hear your voice in my head, like a melody I have heard a million times. You drive to a place I have only seen in my dreams. It is a place were we can live in peace. I love you baby, and one day we can take this to higher limits. I just hope we are together for ever, and always My Love. You are my prince, and I'm your princess. It will always be that way , just as long as we make it that way. You rescued me from Joker, he is a big joke to begin with. You and me met by pure God himseld, he thought that we were meant to be. That is the way I feel.

.d's.satanic.survey.
TAKE THIS!Youuu...Name?:Samma Place of birth?:new york Which spice girl would you have been?:fuck you spice Are you a good/bad girl?:i put out Are you a virgin?:yes. *rolls eyes* Do you smoke weed?:got some? Drink alcohol?:sometimes Smoke cigarettes?:*inhales* Do you love life?:only when im gettin some Do you consider yourself lucky?:are you puttin out? What would you change about yourself? Don't say NOTHING:my sex life...duh Your dream date:the one that puts out Are u spoiled?:no....why dont you put out n spoil me? What do u hate about people?:they dont put out Are u a good student?:student of sex? Are u more flirtacious or shy?:gee i wonder Do u talk a lot?:only if my mouths not full What is ur zodiac sign?:sagifuckasauris Which character on sex n the city would u be?:prolly Miranda...honestly Do u get along with your parents?:only when they're not having sex your best quality:determination the best quality in someone of the opposite sex:their ability to intellectually hurt my brain

Your Age By Eating Out
YOUR AGE BY EATING OUT Don't tell me your age; you probably would tell a falsehood anyway-but your waiter may know! YOUR AGE BY DINER & RESTAURANT MATH This is pretty neat.< /STRONG> DON'T CHEAT BY SCROLLING DOWN FIRST! It takes less than a minute. Work this out as you read ... Be sure you don't read the bottom until you've worked it out! This is not one of those waste of time things, it's fun. 1. First of all, pick the number of times a week that you would like to go out to eat. (more than once but less than 10) 2. Multiply this number by 2 (just to be bold) 3. Add 5 4. Multiply it by 50 5. If you have already had your birthday this year add 1757... If you haven't, add 1756. 6. Now subtract the four digit year that you were born. You should have a three digit number. The first digit of this was your original number. (I.e., How many times you want to go out to restaurants in a week.) The next

Show My Girly Some Cherry Birthday Love.........w00t
IT IS THE INFAMOUS DEZ'S 22ND BIRTHDAY TODAY A.K.A YOUR FAVORITE TWAT WAFFLE...PLEASE GO AND SHOW SOME CHERRYLICIOUS BIRTHDAY LOVE TO ONE OF THE BEST CHERRY FRIENDS YOU COULD EVER WANT & NEED AROUND....WE LOVE YOU DEZILICIOUS.... the INFAMOUS dez aka your favorite TWAT WAFFLE! R.J.A.B.W.G.B.D. (Birthday GIRL!)@ CherryTAP Make your own Zing! the INFAMOUS dez aka your favorite TWAT WAFFLE! R.J.A.B.W.G.B.D. (Birthday GIRL!)@ CherryTAP

When Will I Ever Know
Time keeps passing and all I can think about is you How you made me feel The good and the bad All the laughs and all the pain I wonder, will this love really work If its does then why am i so sad I know I havent been the best I know Ive been an ass I wish could just be in ur arms but you're so far away All these things keep running through this head of mine I just want to be happy, with you by my side But as I live and breath I know I will someday fuck it all up That is if I havent already When will I ever know If IM doing things right Im I just lost to this world of love Have I already lost the fuckin fight I love you with all my heart and I know you said you love me too But.. When will I every know When will I know if this love is true

I Am So Effing Exhausted
I started a diet last week and tomorrow marks one full week. It's just that my body is still adjusting and because I've cut back on alot of sugar and junk food, now I'm craving it. I've been getting enough sleep aside from being rudely awakened last night but other than that I'm okay. Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.... In other news.... I'm going to Coachella in less than two weeks and I cannot wait!!!! That is all.

Poems 14
Theres so many times in so many lives, When people don't know what to do, Don't know what to say, They haven't much a clue. They often make decisions, That affect them later on, then in time they seem to understand What they did wrong If I had myself a time machine, I'd take us back to when, You and I could still hold each other, And be together again. There's nothing I can do, That could ever change the past, But for what it's worth These words that flow onto this page They say the truth, They come from deep within my heart When I think back to when you would hold me in your arms Our hearts would beat so fast And I would always tell you, How long my love would last If I had just one wish I'd make all your dreams come true 'Cause I'd have everything I need If I had you I really don't think you realize, How Strong & Deep my love for you really is Because of the Hurt & Pain I put upon your heart But it's the most unconditional love It's as true as t

Surprise, Surprise!
I'm flattered and pleased! I'm so much fun to party with, apparently, Kayla, one of last weeks party group, has decided we are going out again this weekend!! Oh, happy day, lol! I will try to be a bit more moderate this time, lmao!! I'm sure Sarah and Kayla will take good care of me!

Obsessed "x" Fianci
Please be careful of adding "oboromale" to your friends list he has an active domestic violence order against him for 4th degree assault and 2nd degree animal cruelty in Daviess County Owensboro, Ky. with criminal charges pending final hearing!!11

Sex Good
You scored as Sex God. You are a master at sex. You make your partner weak in the knees, and you know it. You've had the practice, and you've read the books, but don't get too cocky (pun intended) or you'll get put into place.Sex God73%A Slave To BDSM65%A Romantic65%Virgin38%How are you in bedcreated with QuizFarm.com

I Miss
Her voice, whispering gently in my ear, The partial grin on her mouth telling me I'm full of it. The twinkle in her eye that means she has a plan, The arch of her back when cradled in my arms in the expectation of a warm kiss. The scent of her neck right before I nibble it, maybe bite, The pure delight when I hold her in my arms and she become weightless. I can go on and on, there's more and more endless. For all the planning in the world is meaningless because when I see you, Hold you, I become enamored all over again. I'm in no rush, not at all. It’s just these are some of the things I miss. by INXS421 04/02/07

My Soul
There is this place deep within my soul, That knows how love should feel. A place that has been closed and dark for so long, That I thought it would never see the light of day. Then one day as I sat reading the people in chat, Watching them talk and laugh. This Lady started talking to me, teasing me, A shower grope, little cute remarks, they sure made me smile. I thought to myself that she is so cute and funny, Then a link to a website was shared. I was struck by hers eyes how beautiful they are, They seemed to look right into my soul. A few days go by as we talk each day, Does she know that she has cracked the door I have shut on my soul? If she could only see the smile on my face when I see her logon, Could she know that she has entered my soul? That place I have kept locked and dark for so long, Has now seen some light, can it really be true? A phone number shared, long conversation in the night, This place in my soul, no longer seems so dark.

Indescribable
She is waiting for him, pacing back and forth. The candles are lit. The bed is made for two. The lights are dim. His plane lands, he is on the way. She wants to wait patiently, she wants to see him, talk to him but she needs to touch him more. Now. She can't wait. She doesn't want to hear but feel. He is on the way up; She feels the place saved for only him contracting. She knows what is happening. Her breasts are firm. Nipples on fire. She can't get it under control. The moisture is thickening. The elevator bell rings from down the hall. She watches through the peep hole. Heart is beating out from within. She aches to the point of pain for him to touch her where she wants to put his hands. She opens the door. Her mouth finds his before the bags are down, before the door can shut. She pulls at his clothes. She wants them off. Skin to skin. She wants to consume every part of him. She can't get enough. The passion is raw, primal. She sees the flames from the candles but the fire is

Days Are Long...
Days are long... nights are even longer ~ Without you they are a lifetime. I want to be near you, I need you to hold me.... For I love you more than you realize with each passing day and evening. Forever and Always.... will you stay? I need you and want you til my dying day. I wrote this because for the person I am in love with... he knows truly that I am not asking him to change or to do anything he doesn't feel comfortable doing.... for that I love him for "WHO" he is... not "WHAT" people in life precieve him to be. "Judge not less ye be judged"!

Chapter 1
Chapter 1 “Kim, you look so beautiful in that shirt I bought you!” Jamie said as she snapped a picture of her standing up against the bar. Jamie had given Kim a red and black off the shoulders shirt for her birthday, which happened to go great with Kim’s favorite pair of dark jeans. The shirt made her eyes glow like firelight upon the darkest night of life. Her breast were just showing enough to make men do a double take to see her well form body and cute shape butt that was something to just lean up on and ride up close too in a slow, but very erotic dance of forbidden pleasure. “Thanks Jamie, but do you have to take so many pictures?” Kim asked as she looked around the bar. Kim was looking for something, but not sure what she was looking for or hoping to find to make her birthday a little more exciting than just hanging with her friends. She loved with all her and soul, but she was tired of the same old thing with same old friends, she wanted passion and mystery within her l

Eternal Patrol
The phrase 'Eternal Patrol' means nothing to a vast majority of people, but to some of us, who have lived and worked on the sea, or belong to the order of the Dolphin, that phrase carries a great deal of meaning.There is one group of military personel who cannot be confirmed as KIA, they can only be listed as MIA. Thier bodies can never be recovered, if they can even be found, and that phrase deals with these men.These are the men who served on ships with names like Wahoo, Growler, Shark, Perch, Pickerel, Pampano, Sculpin, Sealion, Swordfish, Triton, Trout, Grampus, Grayback, Grayling, Grenadier, Gudgeon, and a dozen or so others.These boats lie with their crews on the bottem of the Pacific, lost during a war sixty years ago. Thier last minutes were spent disperately trying to reach the surface, knowing it was impossible.Well, one of these boats was found last year, and although we now know were the USS Wahoo lies, she and her crew, like the others, remain forever on patrol.These wer

Just Something I Wrote.
I'm not sure if this is the right time to post this are not,but it doesn't matter,I'm posting it for myself. It's aimed at a few people and at the same time it's not aimed at anyone. So take it as it's meant to be the true me out in the open, you don't have to like it and you don't have to hate it. Hell you don't even have to accept it,because I know you never will,so not asking you to. "MY PERSONAL HELL" Your putting me through hell. You really are. One day your close to me , the next day your 1,000 miles away. Your putting me through hell. You really are. Not that it matters. It really doesn't. Your putting me through hell. You really are. I sit back day in, and day out. Your putting me through hell. You really are. I sit back and take it all. I sit back and say nothing. Your putting me through hell. You really are. I take and take. All of it. Your putting me through hell. You really are. I take all your good

Kama Sutra
Kama Sutra lesson #121103 Oral Transformation "The Art of speaking to God" Goddess postured on throne my eager lips wet with prayer water She transforms my shoulders into Her foot stool while my hands worship Her waist my lips, swallowing Rain Clouds while my tounge stirs Heaven "Her overflowing love temple" this is "drinking the water of life" ((sucking hard for Mistress)) Goddess parts the sky and divides the moon from the sun with Her own hands holding back time from itself with dreams She tranasforms my tounge into Her arrow and paints it in the stars this is called "suspended flight" ((stirring for Mistress)) Coveting Her Sacred Ass on my knees, while She stands before me i beg with my lips and polish Her naval with my tounge She transforms me into Her serpent and i slither humbly to the archway of Her temple where i drown myself in worship "lapping Her love water" until i transcend to the other side this is called "snakes coffin" ((suc

Is It True
life i realize "you have to live your life" until u drop,enjoying every minute. Dancin & Prancin is what i like doin in the clubs kickin it with all of my friends. But seriously besides the fun, there is work involved in progressing to the level of success achieving your goals.

What A Juggalo Truly Is........
Juggalos (and juggalettes) are society's underdogs... poor ghetto freaks... eating ramen noodles... drinking faygo cola... and sporting pro wing shoes... made fun of in school... never accepted by anyone... tossed out by the world that didn't want them... these group of outcasts... brought together by the music and real life messages of the insane clown posse... are followers of the dark carnival and scapegoats of the world... Being a juggalos isn't about being a "fan" of icp... j and shaggs are juggalos themselves... being a juggalo is about individuality... no one is ever fully accepted in this world... and juggalos just don't give a fuck... so we sling our faygo, jam to the wicked shit, and wave our middle fingers to the legions of hypocrites, haters, and rich ass bitches trying to bring us down... Everyone in this world is so quick to judge... the close minded percentage of the population hears the "cuss words" in icp's music and automatically labels them "satanic" or "trash"...

If You Haven't Checked It Out
What are you waiting for? :P Come join my forum. It's active and alot of fun. Come and join as we grow into a site that's around for a long time to come. Games, pic forums, music, sports, tv. Come along for the ride. Sean's World

Heart Felt
Pariah I have been numbed from this actuality turned into your pariah all for nothing Wanted the truth, Force fed deceit Nothing could amend this felony Tore my hopes to the darkess depths Burnt my essence to the core I have never felt thrown away I believe i deserve so much more than you Crawling through the dark On a floor of broken glass seeking the soft embrace of hope and reverie Reaching towards that light that renews my faith in love only to be brought back to the same dark lonely place I will be here no more...

It Should Not Take A Rocket Scientist To Figure This Out!! (global Warming A Security Risk )
By SETH BORENSTEIN, AP Science Writer Sun Apr 15, 8:48 AM ET WASHINGTON - Global warming poses a "serious threat to America's national security" with terrorism worsening and the U.S. will likely be dragged into fights over water and other shortages, top retired military leaders warn in a new report. Joining calls already made by scientists and environmental activists, the retired U.S. military leaders, including the former Army chief of staff and President Bush's former chief Middle East peace negotiator, called on the U.S. government to make major cuts in emissions of gases that cause global warming. The report warned that in the next 30 to 40 years there will be wars over water, increased hunger instability from worsening disease and rising sea levels and global warming-induced refugees. "The chaos that results can be an incubator of civil strife, genocide and the growth of terrorism," the 35-page report predicted. "Climate change exacerbates already unsta

Uncle Don Ho
Yesterday morning at roughly 10 am Hawaii lost a great entertainer by the namr of Don Ho. He was and always will be a legend here in Hawaii and also around the world. He loved his life and lived life to the fullest, His music touched everyone around the world he will be missed!! MUAH

Got 2 Love The Irish
Gotta Love The Irish Body: At a U2 concert in Ireland , Bono (the lead singer) asks the audience for some quiet. Then he starts to slowly clap his hands. Holding the audience in total silence, he says into the microphone.... "I want you to think about something. Every time I clap my hands, a child in Africa dies." A voice from the front of the audience yells out...."Then fookin stop clapping, ya arsehole!" You Got To Love the Irish

The Desire In My Heart
Take my hand And walk with me Through endless life A world to see Give your dreams Your thoughts laid bare And feel the love I long to share Bring your soul A love entwined A twist of fate Two lives combined Take my heart It's in your care I'll take yours too If you will share Give your pain I'll take it all And keep you safe To never fall Bring your love And I'll bring mine We'll test our will To conquer time

5-min Managment Course
Lesson 1: A man is getting into the shower just as his wife is finishing up her shower, when the doorbell rings. The wife quickly wraps herself in a towel and runs downstairs. When she opens the door, there stands Bob, the next-door neighbor. Before she says a word, Bob says, "I'll give you $800 to drop that towel, " After thinking for a moment, the woman drops her towel and stands naked in front of Bob After a few seconds, Bob hands her $800 and leaves. The woman wraps back up in the towel and goes back upstairs. When she gets to the bathroom, her husband asks, "Who was that?" "It was Bob the next door neighbor," she replies.. "Great," the husband says, "did he say anything about the $800 he owes me?" Moral of the story: If you share critical information pertaining to credit and risk with your shareholders in time, you may be in a position to prevent avoidable exposure. Lesson 2: A priest offered a Nun a lift. She got in and crossed her legs, for

Warning To All
Warning to all women here on ct... This guy thinks he is the greasted gift to all women ... He likes free milk and said he doesnt want to be bothered with the cow... He said women on here are sad and we wished we were 10's in the real world , I just wanted to warn you that he is a very charming man...lol Thanks Texas Goddess... UalreadyknoW@ CherryTAP

Everyday
Be patient toward all that is unsolved in your heart and try to love the questions themselves, like locked rooms and like books that are written in a very foreign tongue. Do not now seek the answers, which cannot be given you because you would not be able to live them. And the point is, to live everything. Live the questions now. Perhaps you will find them gradually, without noticing it, and live along some distant day into the answer.

A Love Song
thediamonddew.com FOR YOU LOVE SOFT LILAC ROSES Somewhere there must be a place for us, A place where we can be. Where we can stay together without pretending, Alone where no one else can see. If we could but soar like an eagle To the magic castle somwwhere in the sky, Where our love caan light up the hevens, As the rest of the world rumbles by. When i lie with you angels sing softly, As your lips touch mine the harps start to play. here with you life is soft lilac roses, Till truth reflects in the soft light of day. In your face love shines like star dust, And i feel as beautiful as I could ever be. you make me so strong that I could move mountins, And I thank God that he lead you to me. But there are valley's so deep in this life time, And the bones of the brave lay wasting below. We can walk on the moon and talk into airwaves, But we can't change the truth, each one thinks that they know. Our spirits have crossed over that valley, But our body'

Virginia Tech
While watching the convocation at Virginia Tech yesterday on the television. I was reminded of a feeling I had not too long ago. I was reminded of the sense of helplessness I felt, when I was sitting in the front pew during my mothers funeral. I thought about how none of this could really be happening. I thought about the families, who have suffered the ultimate loss. There are no words of comfort that can make the pain go away. The first question I asked myself when my mom died is "why" - But, there is no answer to that question. People say that when people die it is because it's their time. That could be, I don't know. No one knows for sure why something like this has to happen. No one can give you an answer that would satisfy. For a few days after she died, I was afraid to go to sleep. I was afraid to close my eyes. Because I know the images that would enter my mind..and I did not want to see them. I felt that if I could just stay awake, I could keep them a distant mem

Help Me To Decide!!! Help!!
I have 2 private functions with 2 different dress code this Saturday (Black Tie & Goth).I've send my RSVP to both events months ago although they both held in 2 different states.Since the Black Tie party starting at 8pm-11pm (which I think I may be excuse early), I thought I can just drive for few hours to the Goth party after that. (I've been informed the party will last till the crack of dawn) Now hear this. I just got my 4 passes to Good Charlotte concert today.Little that I know the concert will be held the very same day at 8pm! I must've overlook the date, I think. So now,I can't decide. Should I go the concert? Should I just miss the function? Help!

Need A Babysitter?
The wind whipped through my hair as I clung to you on the back of the bike. After babysitting for you all evening I loved when you would take me for a ride on your motorcycle on the way home. Not only did I enjoy the rumble of the engine sneaking through the seat to tickle my clit but riding gave me an excuse to hold you tight. I could feel the muscles in your chest as my arms wrapped around to hold on tight. Did you ever notice that I slid closer when we got out of sight of your house and your wife? I knew at 18 I was too young for you but still I fantasized about you all the time. When your wife called to have me baby-sit my panties would get moist just thinking of you. All night I would watch the kids and wait for you to come home. Some nights I would sneak a peak at the Playgirl magazines your wife had hidden. I wanted to see you like that, naked, hard, calling to me to take care of it for you. After the kids were sleep I would sit in your chair and play with m

Things That Kill Your Love Life
Excessive jealousy or possessiveness is the leading reason behind why people break up. If you are extremely possessive about your partner, you could be sabotaging your own love life. There are certain qualities that two people require to make a relationship work. They need to be compatible, understand each other, and share the same wavelength. Similarly, even when it comes to destroying a relationship, it is not always one person who is at fault. Sometimes, certain behavioural traits of a person can also destroy a relationship. Things like past demons, jealousy and lack of security can make people say or do things, which in turn affect the relationship in a very negative way and as a result, cause people to suffer. Just like it takes hard work to buid a relationship, certain things are a sure way to end one. The following are a few things that could lead your relationship in the wrong dirrection... The green-eyed monster Excessive jealousy or possessiveness is the leading reas

Cadaver King
I remember holding you and loving you. Tearing you, killing you. The beauty of your smile as you bled in my arms. It tasted so sweet when the oceans poured out from your mouth and into my gut. I aged from birth to eternity in moments. Decay in your embrace. A decade in your embrace. The words you spoke are mildewed. The photographs are collecting dust. I'll join you soon. These sorts of stories always went down best when sealed shut with rust.

For The Dog And Cat Lover
How many dogs does it take to change a light bulb? 1. Golden Retriever: The sun is shining, the day is young, we've got our whole lives ahead of us, and you're inside worrying about a stupid burned out bulb?

New Ct
Hey friends and family I ended up with 2 CT's so i am not going to keep this one going. My other email add for CT is partygrl123@yahoo.com please add me as ur friend so we all can keep up Hugs and Kisses everyone

Another Song
"Right Here" "by Staind" I know I've been mistaken But just give me a break and see the changes that I've made I've got some imperfections But how can you collect them all and throw them in my face But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting I hope you're not intending To be so condescending it's as much as i can take and you're so independent you just refuse to bend so I keep bending till I break But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting I've made a commitment I'm willing to bleed for you I needed fulfillment I found what I need in you Why can't you just fo

A Discussion In School
In class today (Technology Science & Culture)The issue was brough up about Gun Control. With most of the students being young and inexperienced in the world I got the usual barrage of "we need to ban them all", & "Guns Kill people". Here is my listed response verbatim: Ahh the professor takes up a subject that I am a qualified expert on. So we understand that I'm not talking out of my backside, I will explain. Please note this is not to brag, this is to let people know that I DO know what I am talking about. I shot my first gun at age 8. At age 11 I was competing regularly. in 93 I was rated among the top 10 shooters in the nation for my given discipline. I have been a certified Instructor for over 11 years. I served in the U.S. Army as a member of the 3rd Ranger Bn., Ft. Benning Ga. I have worked as a lobbyist in having the Right to Carry law passed, then re-passed in my home state of Minnesota. On an average year I used to put 60,000 rounds downrange. Mind you this is with a

Receiving Singleness As A Gift From God
Receiving Singleness as a Gift from God Nancy Leigh DeMoss We can all remember occasions when we had our heart set on receiving a particular gift, only to be disappointed by the giver's selection. Perhaps he didn't know us well enough to choose something appropriate. Or maybe she just didn't have time to select a more meaningful gift. Thankfully, however, most gifts are not disappointing. Generally, we think of a "gift" as something desirable. We like to know that someone has been thinking about us, and we look forward to receiving gifts that friends have picked out for us. What is the appropriate response when someone gives us a gift? First, we receive the gift; then we thank the giver and proceed to use the gift for its intended purpose. In all the universe, there is no greater Giver than God Himself. He loves to give good gifts to His children! As with human givers, when God gives us a gift, He is pleased when we receive it, thank Him for it, and use it for its in

Puppies After Surgery
This is Snoopy-Loopy after being fixed This is Buddy and he got fixed and had eye surgery, you can see the red and swelling a lil bit but it doesnt do justice Those are Buddy with his cone on!! lol... Our other pup Snoopy-Loopy doesnt like him with it, doesnt help that his eyes look all funny and stuff still... =/

Who Is Smarter
A young boy enters a barber shop and the barber whispers to his customer, "This is the dumbest kid in the world. Watch while I prove it to you." The barber puts a dollar bill in one hand and two quarters in the other, then calls the boy over and asks, "Which do you want, son?" The boy takes the quarters and leaves. "What did I tell you?" said the barber. "That kid never learns!" Later, when the customer leaves, he sees the same young boy coming out of the ice cream store. "Hey, son! May I ask you a question? Why did you take the quarters instead of the dollar bill?" The boy licked his cone and replied, "Because the day I take the dollar, the game's over.

I Dont Need A Hero
I dont need a hero, I only need you, my friend To listen and try to understand me till the end I dont need a hero to rescue me I am my own person, this you will see I am unique in my own special way Not one woman out there is like me to this day I dont need a hero, but i do need Love Though i am my own person, its always better as "us" I dont need a hero, but a tender touch Soft to let me know that i am loved I dont need a hero, i do need someone true to me To give my heart, to trust and to see I dont need a hero, but sometimes I have to cry Please understand im human, and all i can do is try I dont need a hero, but i do need someone to love Because I have so much to give, but will never give up. by Amber

Sexy Test
Sexy Test How Old do I look [ ] 12 [ ] 13 [ ] 14 [ ] 15 [ ] 16 [ ] 17 [ ] 18 [ ] 22 [ ] 24 [ ] 25 [ ] 27 [ ] 29 [ ] 30 [ ] 32 [ ] 34 [ ] 35 [ ] 40 How good do I look 1-10 (1 ugly / 10 Hott) [ ] 1 [ ] 2 [ ] 3 [ ] 4 [ ] 5 [ ] 6 [ ] 7 [ ] 8 [ ] 9 [ ] 10 Would you rather.. [ ] Date me [ ] Hate me [ ] Sex my brains out [ ] Just be friends Do I have pretty eyes? [ ] Yes [ ] No Would you be sad if I moved? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ]sure? Would you come visit me? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] depends on where it is Am I.. [ ] Hott [ ] pretty [ ] Sexy [ ] Cute [ ] Gorgeous Would you rather.. [ ] Makeout [ ] Cuddle [ ] Talk [ ] Go out [ ] fuck [ ] all of the above Do you want to go out with me? [ ] Yes [ ] No [ ] Maybe [ ] Just be fuck buddies Would you give me your number? [ ] Yes ( - ) [ ] No Are you going to repost this so I can answer for you? [ ] Yes [ ] Probably

Ct Marriage
!!!This is called CHERRYTAP MARRIAGE! The first person to message you saying "I do." will be your Cherrytap Husband/Wife. Now, this is just for fun so you can have a boyfriend or girlfriend in real life. You'd be surprised who wants to be yours.=) But for those of you that are not the first youll will be added to my future husband album Lets see who loves me!!!

Way To Go Jeff 24
The four-time NASCAR champion tied the late Dale Earnhardt for sixth place on the career victory list with 76, winning for the first time since last July. After ending the 26-race victory drought, Gordon stopped to pick up a flag bearing Earnhardt's famed No. 3 and black, red and white color scheme for his slow victory lap around the mile oval. "It means the world," Gordon said. "Holding that 3 flag, it's certainly by no means saying we're as good as him. I learned so much from him. We wanted to honor him. We've been holding onto that flag for a long time."

Easy Like Sunday Morning...
Today I read some entries from a old journal. Oh how I had no clue about life at all. I wish I would've known then what I do now but that is life experience, right? A lot of it made me giggle, I use to be (and I guess sometimes still can be..) so dumb and silly. I can tell that I was having a lot of fun mainly because I was young and that is what you do. I miss that so much at times, well not all the dumbass mistakes, but def the "freedom". I'm still pretty young but not so rebel like. Unless you consider smoking pot while driving rebel. Haha. I've decided that here soon I'm taking a vacation someplace alone. I want to just get in the box, drive a few hours away and stay in a hotel. Visit a friend maybe, or even just go someplace just to be by myself. I've had a lot on my mind and shoulders this week and I can't really handle much more stress honestly. Look at me - rambling again on here. Hahahaha. I get too stoned and thoughtful. Plus everyone is out of the house and I have

Garfield Remarks On The Oil Problem
Garfield remarks on the oil problem > > > > > > > > > >A lot of folks can't understand how we came > >to have an oil shortage here in our country. > >~~~ > >Well, there's a very simple answer. > >~~~ > >Nobody bothered to check the oil. > >~~~ > >We just didn't know we were getting low > >~~~ > >The reason for that is purely geographical. > >~~~ > >Our OIL is located in > >� ~~~ > >ALASKA > >~~~ > >California > >~~~ > >Coastal Florida > >�~~~ > >Coastal Louisiana > >~~~ > >Kansas > >~~~ > >Oklahoma > >~~~ > >Pennsylvania > >and > >Texas > >~~~ > >Our > >DIPSTICKS > >are located in > >Washington, DC!!!! > > > > > >Any Questions?

Weigh In
Weigh In!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Current mood: accomplished Sooooo I was bummed today and just felt blah.. Well i was talking to a new friend of mine and was like oh crap weigh in time.. 5 Pound Loss So total for 5 weeks 12 pounds.. maybe it is getting to be a brighter day out.. we will see

4 Rules To Live By
4 Rules to Live By This is all you need to practice in order to find your way... to your self, to love, to your soul mate, and to your destiny. These are also known as the 4 rules of negotiation or peace making, and can be applied to ANY relationship or situation to bring about the highest good for all concerned, ALWAYS. 1. Be present 2. Listen 3. Tell the truth 4. Release attachment to the outcome Explanation: 1. To be present you must show up. You must be willing to participate in the solution. 2. To listen is to HEAR what is being said by the other person. If you are too busy thinking about what you think you need to say next, in order to make things go your way, you are not listening. You are only paying attention to your own thoughts. You are not being present, and are not participating in the solution. 3. To tell the truth is to communicate how you REALLY feel at a h

One Of My Favorite Songs.
( I love this song mainly because of the video and the dancing Cupids they are sooo cute. And I would also love some guy to look at me like this some day.) Cupid's Chokehold (feat. Patrick Stump of Fall Out Boy) Ba ba da da Ba ba da da Ba ba da da Ba ba da da Ba ba da da Take a look at my girlfriend She's the only one I got (ba ba da da) Not much of a girlfriend I never seem to get a lot (ba ba da da, ba ba da da) It's been some time since we last spoke This is gonna sound like a bad joke But momma I fell in love again It's safe to say I have a new girlfriend And I know it sounds so old But cupid got me in a chokehold And I'm afraid I might give in Towels on the mat my white flag is wavin' I mean she even cooks me pancakes And Alka Seltzer when my tummy aches If that ain't love then I don't know what love is We even got a secret handshake And she loves the music that my band makes I know I'm young but if I had to choose her or the sun I'd be on

The Rabbit & The Blonde
A man is driving along a highway and sees a rabbit junp out across the middle of the road. He swerves to avoid hitting it, but unfortunately the rabbit jumps right in front of the car. The driver, being a sensitive man and an animal lover, pulls over and jumps out to see what has become of the rabbit. Much to his dismay, the rabbit is dead. The driver feels so awful that he begins to cry. A beautiful blonde woman driving down the highway sees a man crying on the side of the road and pulls over. She steps out of the car and asks the man what's wrong. "I feel terrible,! " he explains, "I accidentally hit this rabbit and killed it." The blonde says, "Don't worry." She runs to her car and pulls out a spray can. She walks over to the limp, dead rabbit, bends down, and sprays the contents onto the rabbit. The rabbit jumps up, waves its paw at the two of them and hops off down the road. Ten feet away the rabbit stops, turns around and waves again, he hops down the road anot

One Of "those" Days
Ever had one of those days when you can't get out of bed, but you can't go back to sleep? When you're still pissed off at your lover for a fight you had two days ago but you still can't shake the pissed off feeling. Today is going to be just spiffy. One of those days where all you can do is second guess and the like. Then again I should be used to it by now. Depression does make these days come closer together. It also gives you insecure days where you're never sure your friends are your friends and if you lover really likes you, or that roof you conviently provide. Or why your ex has suddenly shown his face again practically knocking you senseless for a day or so. This is one of those days that makes you want to sit in the middle of a highway or at least play in traffic. But for some insane reason you want to keep busy... busy because you know if you sit still too long or idol on a thought that your wrists will look interesting and that little blue-green vein overly appealing

Fun
My back is blood, flesh, and bone. I bleed on the floor of my "home". Anotherhit for every drop. I wonder if you'll ever stop. I fall flat on my stomach, you kick me once, twice. I drift away in a sea of ice. But no, you see me drifting away. Into unconciousness where I would stay. And no, no that is no "fun" for you. So you call me back for more things to do! You tie me down and gag me tight. The horror you bring every night. You hurt me again and I want to curse.But if I do you'll make it worse. You beat me bloody, hurt me bad. If I fight back, you'll only get mad. then it hurts more. As you throw me to the floor.You're on top of my again before I can run. You want to have lots more "fun." I scream you "disgrace". I spit in your face. You break my jaw. You beat me raw.You reach up and grab a gun. I guess this means no more "fun."

Psychopath Test
Read this question, come up with an answer and then scroll down to the bottom for the result. This is not a trick question. It is as it reads. No one I know has got it right. A woman, while at the funeral of her own mother, met a guy whom she did not know. She thought this guy was amazing. She believed him to be her dream guy so much, that she fell in love with him right there, but never asked for his number and could not find him. A few days later she killed her sister. Question: What is her motive for killing her sister? [Give this some thought before you answer, see answer below] Answer: She was hoping the guy would appear at the funeral again. If you answered this correctly, you think like a psychopath. This was a test by a famous American Psychologist used to test if one has the same mentality as a killer. Many arrested serial killers took part in the test and answered the question correctly. If you didn't an

My Best Kept Secret.
Breathe... I want you to gasp greedily. I want your body to arch with each deep desperate plea for life. Were you good for me today? Did you do your homework? Did it sink in? Leaving perfect little brands of where I've been. How I've infected your very being. How I've probed torn ripped and pryed my- way- inside- your sanctified... soft... pretty... perfect... World. And if anything COULD stop me now... Would you want it to? Or shall I invade...dirty...violate your world further? How will I entertain myself while you deliberate? Shall I take a tasting tour of your body... Pray to another one of your altars built on their bruised hearts... Shall I make love to you with only my eyes... make you squirm and beg... as the chains jingle a sweet lullaby for my

The Death Of The 1337!
First off, it started when I looked out my window at sunrise. From my window I can look out over the Pacific ocean. The sun that rose over the Sierra Nevada behind me shaded the intensity of the colors but reflected the perfect shade of pink and orange into my room. A swirling bath of lavender, midnight blue and a cheerful pink merged on my navy blue bedsheets. It is usually the sound of the cooing baby in the oak crib next to me who wakes me up; reminding me I am a mother and I have a multitude of tasks set before me - even before the sun rises. However, it was the soft breathing of his pink, chubby body that soothed me to just stare helplessly out the window. I find myself smiling. Not because I find his crooked little expression of release amusing, but because the connection I feel to something so small; so invalidic, fufills my deepest holes. His bright green blanket, that clashes horribly with his baby blue motif, twists as he squirms out the last bit of restlessness left in hi

Encircled Lives
ENCIRCLED LIVES Souls intertwined Forever yours and mine Embracing we touch Lasting in time Our lives are entangled Never to be changed Hearts not broken No words go unspoken The truth is never held back Always told, not to be unfolded Still holding on now Clinging to each other As the stillness of life overcomes them Light takes hold of darkness Like a film uncovers the truth From which lies within 41931

The Collar And Its Meaning
The Collar and its Meaning The collar is a symbol of a commitment between a Dominant and submissive. This can have several meanings and understanding a universal definition is impossible. For some people a collar is only worn durning play time and thus signifies the division between roles, nothing more. The importance of this collar varies from partnership to partnership but can be just a prop or an added toy wihtin the playspace. The gravity of a collar in a relationship context is much more. For many people, a collar is like an engagement ring or wedding ring. When a submissive wears a collar in this context they are commited, possessed or owned by someone else. Collars of this sort should never be taken lightly. Just as an engagement isn't entered lightly, a collaring carries strong importance in a D/s lifestyle relationship. Collars in this form can be a collar, brand, tattoo, piercing or any other form of outward mark worn by the submissive person in the power exchange. Each c

Poem #3
I sometimes sit with all my thoughts struggling to come out, not ever really knowing what all this is about. as memories of my yester years and worries of the day somehow intertwine and just get in the way. some say just keep it simple and some say just let it go but the battle of my mind and heart hurts inside me so. mistakes, well yes i've made them, many choices have been wrong, but the lessons i have learned in life have made me very strong. but still i sit with all these thoughts not knowing what to do, i wish i had the answers to help the thoughts go through. till then i'll sit and wonder and maybe one day see that all these thoughts inside my head were just a part of me.

To Michelle...
My neice is having a baby just found out it is a girl soon we'll have a little one to bless our families world. a little tiny baby sent from up above, to brighten up our darkest hours and fill our hearts with love. so this ones for my neice michelle congrats from your aunt kris may your baby be your saving grace and fill your life with bliss.

Bondage!
Hmm, if you haven't tried don't knock. It can be fun, it is such a thing called pleasure pain! It can be dangerous, but I prefer to have fun. Have a awesome Thursday and enjoy the weekend to all My CT friends, buddies, fans, and families. Hugs Beth Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com

Condoms And What?
The way you play the Box of Condoms Game is you have to come up with one item to take to the register with a box of condoms to make the cashier raise an eyebrow. No repeats Paul - a package of Depends adult diapers Jennifer - a disposable camera Erika - toilet cleaner brush Renée ~ Car air fresheners Cari~ a home pregnancy kit Joelle~ Scissors Danielle~Duct Tape...(Joelle yours is super funny!!!) Amber~tire pump Eric ~ quart of motor oil Mo ~ dog treats Cory - Crisco (loiw fat of course) Matt ~ Baby Wipes Joel ~ Bottle of penicillin Katie~ Can of frosting and sprinkles Keith~A bottle of Percacet and a bottle of Vicadin. (spelling?) Triston~Monopoly Board Game Holly- a mother's day card Stacia ~ A bag of ice Kate- a barbie Anakela - An electric razor. Via - Gerbil food Tyson - a plunger Camie- tampax supermaxies Jessica~ RID lice killer Jocelyn ~ a jar of peanut butter Miley~Anbasol Roxanne~Bananas Deadlegs - With the duct tape add some popsicle sticks.

Chinese Food?!
I know this is going to be a stupid blog, but ehhh shit happpens. Anywho why is it that I love chinese food so much.... Then later it makes me bloated, my stomach hurt, and then I wish I had never ate it? You would think I would have learned from the first time I ate it! But... I always eventually eat it again and lay in misery!! I always considered myself to be somewhat intelligent. In this matter I feel like a dumb blonde. ( Note: Not all blondes are dumb, so noone gets pissy with me.) I've just got to make myself stop eating chinese food!! :( Anywho carry on... lol xoxoxoxo

We Still Don't Have A Title.
You know what? Do you? It's almost like everything is in sight. Except the espresso machine. And even then... I'm not as sure as I used to be, about wanting it. It's all coming together. Right after it fell apart. Right after I fell apart. For the hundredth time. You say you're broke... And when I really think about it. I say I'm shattered. And I was never really all that preoccupied with picking up the pieces. It's just not as much fun with no one to talk to. And then ... one day. I made sense again. I think it's because deep down I made sense of us. It was a pretty cool moment. Like dropping a box of toothpicks. And one is left standing up on it's own. Yeah. That was it. Now come to bed. You'll mow the lawn. I'll do the dishes. I'll be the number onest dad ever. Not that I want to rush into that sort of thing... As I lay here in this imaginary hammock... in a hazey place becoming more real each day. For once Not dieing

2 Am Survey
1. What color is the bottom of your tongue?: *Pinkish-purplish color? 2. Do you memorize random facts?: *Yep.. I'm a wealth of useless information. 3. Do you stalk anyone?: *Cubby.. lol *leaves some chocolate covered strawberries on his doorstep* 4. Does anyone stalk you?: * Nope, just my page lol 5. Do you collect dust?: *I don't try to collect it, but it keeps showing up! 6. Have you ever thought of becoming a prostitute?: *If I lived in Nevada I'd seriously consider working at one of the legal brothels. 7. Have you ever played a kazoo?: *Uh huh 8. Have you ever shot someone?: *In his butt.. With a bb gun. 9. How many pairs of underwear do you own?: *More than I need.. I don't wear them, I have no idea why I'm compelled to buy them. 10. Jeans?: *What about them? 11. What ring size are you?: *6-9 12. Belt size?: *Ehh I Have No Clue 13. Have you ever gotten anything amputated?: *Negative 14. Do you have a calendar from 2001 hangi

The Perfect Song That Describes My Situation
Suspicious Minds, by Elvis Presley We're caught in a trap I can't walk out Because I love you too much baby Why can't you see What you're doing to me When you don't believe a word I say? We can't go on together With suspicious minds And we can't build our dreams On suspicious minds So, if an old friend I know Drops by to say hello Would I still see suspicion in your eyes? Here we go again Asking where I've been You can't see these tears are real I'm crying We can't go on together With suspicious minds And we can't build our dreams On suspicious minds Oh let our love survive Or dry the tears from your eyes Let's don't let a good thing die When honey, you know I've never lied to you Mmm yeah, yeah

Something Nice By My Friend Straffe...
Heavenly Night It was very cold and dark outside, with only the stars brightly shining through the patchy clouds. A trip to the local supermarket was the last thing I wanted to do, but was a necessity if I wanted to eat tonight. I look down the dreary avenue and realize I am only about a block from the Hotel. I lower my eyes and keep walking. Reaching the Hotel door I get lucky and catch a young man going out with his friends. As they walk out the door, and let it swing close I catch it with my foot, and flip it open. I breathe a sigh of relief and walk into the brightly lit and warm lobby. Its only then I realize my hands, ears, and nose are completely numb from the blistering cold. I get to the elevator and take it to the eighth floor. As the door opens I step out and turn right, only a few doors down on the left is my room. As luck would have it, the grocery bag in my arms, is starting to tear at the weak seams and is becoming even more cumbersome then they already were afte

Carrie
another one that I wrote. Also NOT safe for work. This one shows a lil darker side, so if you can not handle it, then Exit now!!!!!! Carrie flipped the cell phone closed and hopped into the seat of the ambulance next to Chris. He glanced her direction and then back at the world in front of him. “You sure are particular when you’re on that thing. Afraid I am going to tell everything I know?” Carrie looked at him sideways and said “ You need to learn to mind your own business.” He shrugged and put the truck in gear. “I’m a bit hungry, lets grab some lunch.” Chris muttered more to himself then to her. “You eat more then my last three partners too” she growled. Chris Looked at her and said “ if you would keep one more then a few weeks, you would not have nearly as much to bitch about”. Carrie scowled at him and said nothing. They were just pulling into the local diner when the Radio crackled and came to life. “M-18 are you 10-8?” it squealed. Chris started to mutter about lunch an

Unlife Update
well, life has been interesting for me recently. i finally heard back about the job i applied for...i was close but no cigar, oh well....i have already applied for a new position that came open a few days later....you know what they say...one door closes another opens right into your face... my trip to florida seems to have had another milestone for me...the worst apnia attack i have hever had. i was sleeping for like 13-15 hours a day and was still tired. i was almost completely worthless. 3 doctors later though i am feeling fine. i have new sinus meds, new nasal sprays, and a fixed breathing machine for when its nighty night time....i no longer sound like Darth Vader though...oh well and finally, i got my nuts together and went and got my first tattoo. a pic will be uploaded later tonight. the worst pain i felt during the whole process was about like a sunburn for a few seconds...peice of cake. now the itching as it heals makes me want to beat a bus load of nuns with a baby sea

I Am So Done...
I am so done… I am so done with this Feeling bad for myself This “raw deal” This “short end of the stick” I am not going to do this anymore Not going to feel this pity “Sorry everyone, There is no room at the pity table I have taken up all the seats!” Do you think I like feeling this way? Think I enjoy it? Maybe I am just use to it by now This has become my norm My.. everyday routine This routine has no meaning Its constantly draining Draining my self and I'm tired I am so done with this No more feeling bad This raw deal is over Take the stick and shove it. I won't be doing this no more Sorry everyone I am so done Writen 4/28/07 By Angelique & Beamer.... thank you Beamer... for helping me with my writers block... and seeing through my eyes... Love you so much!!!

New Ct Profile
I'm going to be starting a new profile on CT. It will be my personal profile. This profile will be to promote my business only. If you would like to be my friend on a more personal level, please add me as a friend. http://www.cherrytap.com/user/840685 I look forward to chatting with you all.

April 18, 2007 At 07:37 Pm Edt
Maria will be having her first surgery sometime Monday. Robin changed her first diaper today, and both mommy & daddy got to hold her. She is doing well on the medication and has the weekend to grow stronger and even more stable. On Monday, the surgeons will place a shunt between the artery to the arm and the arteries to the lungs. (at least this is how I believe it is done). We should hear more details on the procedures tomorrow. I will post more pictures tonight for our friends & family.

Stoned Cold Killer
Life sucks. I went to a couple of concerts last week, music was great, Flesh Factor rules. Lacuna Coil lead singer rocks my clock. Then, it happened again, for the second time in my life. A young lady, at the Big Fish Pub, asked me if I was a Vietnam Veteran, and I fell for it again. She must have seen my tiger. When I got off the plane in San Francisco, thirty-two years ago, I had an old gray haired lady, that looked like my Grandmother, walked up to me, and spit on me, because I worn my uniform back to the states. It made me feel so low, to think what we had went through meant so little. Last Friday night this young lady, younger than my kids, asked me if I was a Vietnam Veteran, I told her yes. She must have seen my tiger. The next comment out of her mouth, set me back thirty-two, she said, "Your are a killer, then." I just turned and walked away. We that defend this country are not allowed to fight back. We must just turn and walk away; the rules of engagement are not the same, as

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Current mood: ~creative~ Category:Writing and Poetry For so long now my soul has been broken. And like the sun on my face at dawn, you opened my eyes and my heart. So many have tried and failed. As i sit here i ask myself what is different about you? The sweet words you say have been said before, but when you say them 'i believe'. We are similar you and i, our hearts speak the same language and our souls sing the same song. Although you would have me believe otherwise, trying to explain to me how harsh you really are and how mean you can be. It almost makes me laugh when you say these things, for i know the beauty inside you, the goodness you possess. Your gentle love, your sweet words, your warm spirit, has broken through all walls i had built around my heart. In my heart and soul i know i was meant to know you and to love you. You are my savior in some ways, bringing me out of the dark and into the light to feel the warmth and beauty, this life and

Good Morning/good Afternoon, Everyone!
I actually have a day relatively to myself! What a concept! The belly dancing workshop and performance were absolutely wonderful! I so enjoyed my day; lol, and yes there were vendors! I have the music that we used for the rather complicated dance we learned; a warm-up DVD, specifically for belly dancers; one hip scarf with coins, one without that can be used as a shawl. And a wine-colored stretch velvet choli - one of those short tops that shows your tummy, lol! No beaded and coined bra tops for me as yet, although they were available, lol. This was a rather rigorous workshop - we had lots of professional and semiprofessional dancers, as well as all the newbies! Yeah, I'm a little stiff and sore. My left shoulder will take some work to stretch out, it is quite painful, but I expected that! Old injuries just take alot more stretching!! Tim has moved back in with Damian! I've told them both that there will be NO moving back and forth everytime someone gets pissed!!!! Deal with i

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A 93 year old woman decided that she'd seen and done everything, and the time had come to depart from this world. After considering various methods of doing away with herself, she came to the conclusion that the quickest and surest way method would be to shoot herself through the heart. The trouble was, she was uncertain about exactly where her heart was, so she phoned her doctor and asked him. He told her that her heart was located two inches below her left nipple. So she shot herself in the left kneecap.

And With Her Fingers, Found A Warm, Wet, Waiting
She lay naked on the bed, her eyes covered with a silken blindfold. Velvet cords around her wrists and ankles fastened her to the bedposts. It was time for The Game. A breeze borne on whispered longings wandered into the room from the open balcony doors. It danced about her nipples, already hard with anticipation; now becoming harder still. Lighted candles released the fragrance of jasmine. Each breath she drew increased the sensual tension in her body, as she fantasized about who he might send in to her tonight. She and her husband invented The Game because they loved a mystery. They loved the secret glances and the knowing touches. She never knew when to expect the next time it would be played. It was always his pleasant surprise for her. After dinner, he would lead her to the bedroom, opening the drawer to pull the velvet cords from their ornate box. It would mean he had chosen a lover for her, someone he knew and trusted. She would lie alone in the bedroom, waiti

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The complete Webster's dictionary has over 460,000 words. However, around 75% of all words used in schoolbooks, library books, newspapers, and magazines are in the Dolch Basic Sight Vocabulary of just 220 words! These words are: a, about, after, again, all, always, am, an, and, any, are, around, as, ask, at, ate, away, be, because, been, before, best, better, big, black, blue, both, bring, brown, but, buy, by, call, came, can, carry, clean, cold, come, could, cut, did, do, does, done, down, draw, drink, eat, eight, every, fall, far, fast, find, first, five, fly, for, found, four, from, full, funny, gave, get, give, go, goes, going, good, got, green, grow, had, has, have, he, help, her, here, him, his, hold, hot, how, hurt, I, if, in, into, is, it, its, jump, just, keep, kind, know, laugh, let, light, like, little, live, long, look, made, make, many, may, me, much, must, my, myself, never, new, no, not, now, of, off, old, on, once, one, only, open, or, our, out, over, own, pick, play,

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You've Experienced 56% of Life You have a good deal of life experience, about as much as someone in their late 20s. You've seen and done enough to be quite wise, but you still have a lot of life to look forward to. How Much Life Experience Do You Have?

Leaving Ct And The Internet...
Due to a stupid drunken fight, Heath has thrown me out. I have nowhere to go, and really no way to get anywhere since my car is still broke, but I'm trying to get April to come get me. I don't know how long it'll be til I can get back on here. I have to figure my life out again. I had almost everything I ever wanted, and he doesn't feel the same. So, to those of you I only talk to online, I wish you the best of luck in your lives and hope to get back online soon to see you again. I love you all :) I'll be online today until I get ahold of April. When I do come back I'll be making a new profile as I can't be heathsbitch anymore...

My Heart Grieves For You
My heart grieves for your lost love, My heart grieves for your smile, My heart grieves for your delicate touch, My heart grieves for the compassionate side of you, My heart grieves for the thoughtfulness you put into my life, My heart grieves for the emptiness I feel since you been gone. My heart grieves for the need you felt to give me pain, My heart grieves for the humility you chose to put me thru, My heart grieves that I can’t show you how much you are worth, My heart grieves for the darkness that is in you, My heart grieves for the vicious nature you tend to show often, My heart grieves for the deception you have dealt, My heart grieves for the other side of you that I can’t live with. My heart grieves for our lost love, My heart grieves for YOU. Written by Paulette ~09-04-2006~

Salute Contest No Voting By Me Allowed
starts 11 pm. est may 1,2007.No Voting from me just friends etc. Thanks. Truthfully don't care if I'm rated or not.Thanks.I know Lnger give a Shit. contest opens in 30 minutes...here's the bulletin http://cherrytap.com/bulletins.php?b=4292131572

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ok... i just got online, only to find out a contest i'm in has already started! Needless to say, i'm very far behind. i need as much help, and as much love as everybody can give me. i have always been there for everybody who has asked for my help. i will really appreciate any and all comments, and if you cant, i would really appreciate even a rate. i'm not asking for a kidney or anything like that, just some love...

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Add Games to your MySpace Profile at YouAreBORED.com! wait for a minute and game will start Well, We admit that Donkey Kong is one our favorite games. The game has been digitally converted into flash format for online play. In 1981 an unknown Japanese artist created a game based on a gorilla, a plumber, a kidnapped blonde, and lots of barrels. That game was known as Donkey Kong. In October of 1999, 18 years later, Nintendo released Donkey Kong with critical acclaim, selling 2.5 million copies, and it became the sixth-best-selling game of that year. The story starts as Donkey Kong had escaped from the zoo and kidnapped Mario's girlfriend, Pauline. Mario must climb level after level to rescue his love from the top. Mario's only defense is an occasional hammer and his ability to jump. Too bad for him, that when he does make it to the top, Donkey Kong just snatches up Pauline and heads for higher ground. Controls: Use you arrow keys to move. Press Space Bar to

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If sweetness could define The meaning of life Where would you and I be Just a memory Or something that withstands The very last moment we have in time People come, people go Who wants to be an average Joe Real friends stand together When times get tough That's why I count on you To pick me up if I should fall Thanks for being my friend Someone I can always depend upon To get me through to the next day I thank God for you Knowing your only a call away Just a simple hello speaks volumes to me So now a lamey down to sleep When I wake up in the morning I pray your still with me If I ever lost you My world would become bleak I love you now and forever until eternity Amen BY: William Burton

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One of my very embarrassing moments, and believe me I could write a book. It was a night out with a mate I hadn’t seen for a long time. We were both young free and single and getting lots of wanted attention from guys all night. The night was coming to an end and we had, had lots of fun. I noticed a cute guy watching me that caught my eye earlier in the night, I smiled and he came towards me to and started talking to me. While I was talking away I started getting stomach cramps and feeling light headed. I excused myself and made a sharp exit for the ladies. My tummy was in a bad way I must have eaten something rotten earlier on in the day. I must have been on the toilet for 10 mins before it passed. I made my way back to the dance floor where my friend was and the guy I had to rudely leave. I looked at my friend and asked ‘are you ready to leave’ she replied ‘yes’ I continued to exchange numbers with the cute guy. Suddenly while I was talking a spout of wind arouse a

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You know what annoys the piss out of me on here? Well I'm gonna tell you lol. Private photos. I don't mind that they are here. I totally understand if you want only certain people to see certain photos. But I hate when they aren't bunched, when I'm looking at a string of pictures. I'm usually on a wireless card, so its moving slower than shit anyway. But I do like looking and rating pics. I'll be going along, then BAM! A private photo, stopping me from going thru the string. And besides, you can see them in the little box, its a shame when your appetite is whetted, and dinner isn't served. I'd like to see something on here that bunches the private stuff at the end of an album. Just for the fact us lazy people on wireless cards with no patience can go thru all the PG pics, and then be denied the R. Or the X. I also understand when you don't want people to see your kids. But put it in a private album. But I do appreciate all the chances I've gotten to see private photos

Clearing Up Any Confusion...
We've all heard about people having guts or balls. But do you really know the difference between them? In an effort to keep you informed, the definition for each is listed below... GUTS - is arriving home late after a night out with the guys, being met by your wife with a broom, and having the guts to ask: "Are you still cleaning, or are you flying somewhere?" BALLS - is coming home late after a night out with the guys, smelling of perfume and beer, lipstick on your collar, slapping your wife on the butt and having the balls to say: "You're next." I hope this clears up any confusion on the definitions. Medically speaking, there is no difference in the outcome, since both ultimately result in death.

Sexual Healing
YOU SAY,YOUR GONNA ROCK MY WORLD!SEND CHILLS DOWN MY SPINE,MAKE MY TOES CURL.YOUR LIPS KISSING MY NECK,YOUR TOUNGE,CARESSING EAR LOBES.MY BODY'S READY,TO EXPLODE."WHOA" BIG DADDY.THAT'S MAMA'S WEAKNESS.THE SECRET TO THE FREAKNESS.BETTA PEEP THIS..THROBBING WITH ANTICIPATION FOR THIS SWEET SENSATION.NOT A MINUTE PASSED,WHEN HE GRABBED THAT ASS.(HAD TO LET HIM KNOW)BEFORE YOU GO,UNLEASH THIS FREAK.BETTA 'CUM' WIT YA BEST TECHNIQUE,AND NO MATTER HOW 'HARD' YOU TRY,MAMA'S GONNA 'RIDE OR DIE'.MAKE NO MISTAKE,I CAN GIVE AS GOOD AS I TAKE.FROM HEAD TO TOE,MAKE YOU SAY 'OH'.MY NAUGHTY FANTACIES,LEAD TO YOUR ECSTACY.WITH EVERY POSITION,PLAYING IN YOUR MIND,WATCH ME WHILE I 'SLOW GRIND',POPPIN THIS P*SSY,WHILE YOU LOOKIN AT ME,READY TO GRAB ME,PULSATING WITH JUICES,READY TO DO THIS......IF YOUR NOT LIKE THE REST,TELL MAMA,WHAT TO DO NEXT........'KISSES'

Spring Concert And Update On The 400th Anniversary Celebration!
WAHS Senior Chorus On Friday, May 4th, The West Allegheny Chorus and Show Choir put on their annual Spring concert. It was standing room only as usual, and the music selection was a mixture of show tunes, patriotic music, and religious pieces. The talent and stage presence of these kids never cease to amaze me! WAHS Freshman/Sophomore Chorus Andrew is in the Freshman/Sophomore chorus, and has been invited to sing with the Senior chorus in Jamestown. Only two other sophomore basses were invited along with Andrew. The senior chorus, along with Andrew and his fellow basses, will be traveling to Jamestown this coming weekend to perform in various places in Jamestown as well as Williamsburg and Yorktown. On Sunday, our group will be joined on stage by a select group of senior choruses around the country to perform for the 400th Anniversary Celebration. The program will be broadcast on TV, but I'm not sure what time it will air. I will find out more tomorrow when the upda

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The following list of DVDS are $5.00 Each These DVD are in excellent condition and 99% have only been watched 1 time This 1st set of dvds is in original case with all artwork/inserts. Email me and let me know if you are interested in any of these. Stories Of Lost Souls Get Shorty XXX State Of The Union The Deep Detonator Cheech & Chong Up In Smoke Rappin Daddy Day Care National Lamppons Black Ball National Lampoon Dorm Daze Taxi What About Bob Van Damme Desert Heat 3 Strikes 8 Heads in A Duffel Bag Old School Road Trip Eurotrip Death Sentence Friday Bikers Caught On Tape Cabin Fever Planet Dance Vol 1 Hunting Humans Super Troopers The Cable Guy Escape From New York A Million To Juan The Big Hit Rumble In The Bronx The Punisher Bruce Almighty Mr Deeds Dirty Work I do Not have the DVD Sleeve/Insert For These and yes they are still $5.00 Sugar Hill Fortress Mr & Mrs Smith Me Myself & Irene Top Dog The Replacement Killers Nothing To Lo

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We decide to meet, I have never seen you in person before. We have only chatted online briefly and talked on the phone.... We decide to meet in a local hotel in my town. You call me on my cell with details on what hotel in my town and where the key to the room is located. Once I arrive in the room, I see a note that says * Hello my slut. Get ready for a great evening of pleasure ..Take a long, relaxing bath, wash your hair and shave your pussy for me. After your out of the tub, stay naked and put your toys neatly on the dresser. Light the candles I brought and turn off the lights. Then, open the door and leave it cracked open Use the doorstop or something else to keep it open if you need too. Just make sure it 's opened a crack. Then wait for me in the manner we discussed earlier ..Don 't forget to blindfold yourself . Oh, don 't forget, under no circumstances are you to play with that pussy of yours while you are getting ready and waiting. If you disobey, you will be punished. I w

Morphs Score Update
Best Morph Contest! I'm doing a Best Morph contest! I need 10 to 20 people for it! Contest will start 5/03 At 2 p.m. Central thur 5/09 at 2p.m. 1st , 2nd and 3rd Place will get 2 gifts each! Everyone else will get 1 ! 1st Morph is..... with 6721 comments! 2nd Morph is...... with 3227 comments! 3rd Morph is...... with 388 comments! 4th Morph is....... with 318 comments! 5th Morph is...... with 57 comments! 6th Morph is..... with 5 comments! 7th Morph is...... with 4 comments! 8th Morph is...... with 4 comments! Comment Bomb and Self comment bombing is allowed! Want to enter send me ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it For you! Thanks Maria ~AnGeLHeArT~ CT Wif

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Even though I have internet access now it's just not the same using dialup. I miss my high speed verizon dsl. Ha. Dsl. At least I can still make myself laugh. Unfortunately when it comes to the dialup thing I'm not able to go to anyone's profile without freezing. So I thank you now for all the rates and stuff and I promise I should have my dsl up and running soon so I'll be able to return all the love I'm getting. I'm still depressed though. I'll eventually get over it. . . maybe

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Today someone friended me who's request I probably should not have accepted, and I soon afterwards regretted. The mistake was corrected. His profile said nothing about any interest other than drinking (beer specifically) and having sex. Nonetheless I allowed him the chance to be friends and he pretty much just walked all over it. I pointed out to him that there is absolutely nothing in my profile to indicate that being promiscuous with total strangers is in any way an interest of mine on here. This was done by asking him if he saw anything in my profile to indicate in any way that I was a rampant sex fiend. He answered, no. Then he proceeded to go on asking why I did not want to have "alittle fun", obviously his oh so witty euphemism for sex. I encouraged him to elaborate... to explain himself... just in case the "alittle fun" he was talking about was not something entirely inappropriate with which to proposition someone he just met. I'm not entirely sure why I found it so

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http://upoc.com/group.jsp?group=classof1989 Deland Senior High Classof 1989 Members must have been in deland senior and have it in their profile.. hook up with old class mates It's a mobile text message group for your phone. Send JOIN CLASSOF1989 to the number below. To end, send QUIT CLASSOF1989. Verizon Wireless, AT&T, Boomerang: 8762 Cingular Wireless: 8762 T-Mobile: 8762 thousands more mobile groups at upoc.com

Happy Mothers Day
> THESE QUESTIONS WERE ANSWERED BY 2ND GRADERS > > > WHY DID GOD MAKE MOTHERS? > > 1. She’s the only one who knows where the scotch tape is. > > 2. Mostly to clean house. > > HOW DID GOD MAKE MOTHERS? > > He used dirt, just like for the rest of us. > > 2. Magic plus super powers and a lot of stirring. > > 3. God made my Mom just the same like he made me. He just used bigger > parts. > > WHAT INGREDIENTS ARE MOTHERS MADE OF? > > l. God makes mothers out of clouds and angel hair and everything nice in > the > > world and one dab of mean. > > 2. They had to get their start from men’s bones. Then they mostly use > string. > > WHAT KIND OF LITTLE GIRL WAS YOUR MOM? > > My mom has always been my mom and none of that other stuff. > > 2. I don’t know because I wasn’t there, but my guess would be pretty > bossy. > > 3. They say she used to be nice. > > WHAT DID MOM NEED TO KNOW ABOUT DAD BEFORE SHE MARRIED HIM? > > 1. His last name. > > 2. She had to

Found Fake Cherry Tap Member
i have just recently found a fake cherry tap member i've seen that girls pictures of sassy sarah on a porno site called xploted teens i beleave its spelt its linked from www.thehun.com here is her pics and if you can find it on there look for her it is stolenhttp://www.cherrytap.com/user/864718

Hmmmmm
White Woman's Opinion of Black Women White women's opinion of black women & a brother's response Please take a moment and read this.Pretty Deep! Thumbs up to this black man.. Enjoy. It seems that an article was Written to Sister 2 Sister magazine by a Caucasian woman who requested a response from black men. I'm so glad she got what she asked for (and more) !!! Dear Jamie: I'm sorry but I would like to challenge some of your Black male readers. I am a White female who is engaged to a Black male-good-looking, educated and loving. I just don't understand a lot of Black female's attitudes about our relationship. My man decided he wanted me Because the pickings amongst Black women were slim to none. As he said they were either too fat, too loud, too mean, too argumentative, too needy, too materialistic or carrying too much excess baggage. Before I became engaged, whenever I went out I was constantly approached by Black m

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You know what, it won't matter in the long run concerning my room mate...he doesn't need my help to insult him...he does fine just by breathing. He is ignorant...though he is talking to me again. Has been for the past week or two, like nothing happened. I am still leaving this hellish house of chaos, and I am secretly holding on to a nasty grudge concerning him. I am still MAD even if he has let it go...there were some stupid and childish things said, and he was totally in the wrong for 90% of it. Anyway, he is of little consequence in my life anymore, and I don't plan to think about his ignorant stupid ass anymore...I have something better and more important to think about... I have a new love-my soulmate..I have found him, and I am so crazy for him, I can't wait until we are together for the resto of our lives!! He makes me feel so many things. No worries, I will still play with you here, hang out at the bar...comment, etc. I like it here, I can still be a smart ass,

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Well today was not the best....Ever been to a funeral and got into a knock down drag out fight? Well my family..YA it happened.... My whole family and my cousins family do not get along and together today at the funeral escalated BIG TIME....My cousin Kevin lost his wife, his daughters lost there mother..Someone lost a daughter, So everyone should of been together in this..BUT they chose to make a problem between kevin and his wife (who the funeral was for today Sonya) were having some problems and she was living with her best friend for the last week, So at the funeral when it asks does anyone want to say anything? Her side of the family got up and bashed Kevin the husband and the children's was there they are 11 and 14 and they just lost there mother..And heard that whole side bash there father...The 1 speech went like this..."Sonya was a great sister, she was a great mother to her children ..She was my mothers baby, she was a best friend, she was a wonderful nurse and she will b

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True Meaning Of Marriage He ordered one hamburger, one order of French fries and one drink. The old man unwrapped the plain hamburger and carefully cut it in half. He placed one half in front of his wife. He then carefully counted out the French fries, dividing them into two piles and neatly placed one pile in front of his wife. He took a sip of the drink; his wife took a sip and then set the cup down between them. As he began to eat his few bites of hamburger, the people around them kept looking over and whispering. You could tell they were thinking, "That poor old couple - all they can afford is one meal for the two of them." As the man began to eat his fries a young man came to the table. He politely offered to buy another meal for the old couple. The old man said they were just fine - They were used to sharing everything. The surrounding people noticed the little old lady hadn't eaten a bite. She sat there watching her husband eat and occasionally tak

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LEO - The Lion Great talker. Attractive and passionate. Laid back. Knows how to have fun. Is really good at almost anything. Great kisser. Unpredictable. Outgoing. Down to earth. Addictive. Attractive. Loud. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. Not one to mess with. Rare to find. Good when found.

June 22nd - Guadalupe River Trip/swingers/nudists
Host: daleandphyllisdfw@yahoo.com Location: Mountain Breeze Campground 201 Mountain Breeze Camp Road, New Braunfels, TX 78132, TX View Map | Find a Hotel When: Friday, June 22, 3:00pm Phone: Send Dale a yahoo message Here's the info you have all been waiting for-----THIS GROUP PUT LOTS OF TIME, MONEY AND EFFORT TO MAKE THIS A GREAT WEEKEND FOR EVERYONE. PLEASE FOLLOW THE RULES. KOS/Love Shack Crew2007 River Invasion is June 22nd-24th. http://www.kreweofswingtown.com /> You can visit this website for more camp information, directions, and local hotels if you dont want to camp. Don't take the rates and miles from campsite you see on the sites. You need to call them and ask. It is peak season. If you decide to stay at the hotel: It will be cheaper for you to pay the $60 as if you were camping for entrance to the campground all weekend, your tube rental and one cooler tube (cooler not included) for Saturday float. No one will be permi

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A United States Marine was attending some college courses between assignments. He had completed missions in Iraq and Afghanistan . One of the courses had a professor who was a vowed atheist and a member of the ACLU. One day the professor shocked the class when he came in. He looked to the ceiling and flatly stated, "God, if you are real, then I want you to knock me off this platform. I'll give you exactly 15 minutes." The lecture room fell silent. You could hear a pin drop. Ten minutes went by and the professor proclaimed, "Here I am God. I'm still waiting." It g ot down to the last couple of minutes when the Marine got out of his Chair, went up to the professor, and cold-cocked him; knocking him off the platform. The professor was out cold. The Marine went back to his seat and sat there, silently. The other students were shocked and stunned and sat there looking on in silence. The professor eventually came to, noticeably shaken, looked at the Marine and asked, "What

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We have had a lot of questions from several friends online and offline and I am going to spend some time now and tell you whats going on in our life. On Friday May 11th at about 4:30 PM on our way to work an accident happened. My lovely wife Sunshyne and our 13 year old daughter along with myself were heading down HWY 321 N doing a lower then posted speed limit rate of speed (About 30-35 MPH) when a car pulled across 2 lanes of traffic cutting off a pickup truck that was in the inside lane and us in the outside lane in front of Browns Creek Shopping Center in Maryville, Tennessee. Even though the accident only took about 10 seconds to happen, for me it seemed more like minutes. Even now 2 days later I can clearly remember each and every detail. As I was coming down the hill a small blue car cut across the road in an attempt to enter the shopping center. At the entrance of the shopping center was a red Dodge Dully pick up truck waiting to exit the plaza. In the lane to

Maddie Interpol Poster
Interpol issues global alert for missing British child Interpol has issued a global alert following the disappearance of a three-year-old girl from a holiday resort in Portugal on 3 May. An Interpol Yellow Notice for Madeleine McCann has been circulated to each of Interpol’s 186 member countries, after the toddler went missing from an apartment in Praia da Luz in the western Algarve. The notice was issued at the request of Portuguese authorities who are leading the investigation into the toddler’s disappearance. Interpol Yellow Notices are circulated to help locate missing persons, especially minors, or to help identify persons who are not able to identify themselves. Anyone who has any information regarding this case is asked to contact their local police or the Portuguese authorities. MCCANN Madeleine Beth F-131/5-2007 Present family name: MCCANN Birth name: MCCANN Forename: MADELEINE BETH Sex: FEMALE Date of birth: 12 May 2003 (4 years old) Place of

Someone Help With Advice
I feel like I ma the one that is a whore. When I met my wife, we fucked 4 times that first night. Befroe we had kids it was oral, anal, handjobs, kissing , rubbing, making love,, "red river" sex, and my favorite, FUCKING. ever since the kids, she never seems interested in me, or interested in sex period. What do I say to her? I love her, but I can no longer jerk off and pretend that I am with a woman. I think I want to fuck other women....NOT MAKE LOVE, BECAUSE i KNOW THE DIFFERENCE. I want to have sex...dammit. and altho she is my wife , and things are real bad, it just does not fell the same emotionally when we have sex. Our time has gone from 20-20 times a month, to just 3 -5 times a month. I hardley get oral sex anymore, ALTHO I MAKE SURE I AM WORKING HER OVER WITH MY MOUTH EVERYTIME WE LIE TOGETHER! What do I say to her.............."hey , can I sleep with someone else?" SOMEONE HELP ME

Cpl Mckay
Landaff – Cpl. N. Bruce McKay III, 48, died May 11, 2007, while on duty as a police officer in Franconia. Born in Bronxville, N.Y., Nov. 6, 1958, he was the son of N. Bruce and Catherine (Hoffman) McKay. He graduated from Portledge High School in Locust Valley, N.Y., in 1976 and from New England College, Henniker. Mr. McKay spent several years in the business world, working in the insurance and financial planning field with Prudential and as a buyer for JC Penney and LL Bean. Before entering law enforcement, he had been employed with Littleton Stamp and Coin. A volunteer firefighter and EMT since college, he had been a part-time officer with the Haverhill Police Department before joining the Franconia Police Department full time Sept. 1, 1995. He was an officer and prosecutor for the Franconia department for 11 years. He was a loving father. The family includes his father, N. Bruce McKay and wife Linda of Hebron, Conn.; his mother, Catherine McKay of Charlotte, N.C.; a

40 Things Never Said By Southerners
40. Oh I just couldn't. Hell, she's only sixteen. 39. I'll take Shakespeare for 1000, Alex. 38. Duct tape won't fix that. 37. Lisa Marie was lucky to catch Michael. 36. Come to think of it, I'll have a Heineken. 35. We don't keep firearms in this house. 34. Has anybody seen the sideburns trimmer? 33. You can't feed that to the dog. 32. I thought Graceland was tacky. 31. No kids in the back of the pickup, it's just not safe. 30. Wrasslin's fake. 29. Honey, did you mail that donation to Greenpeace? 28. We're vegetarians. 27. Do you think my gut is too big? 26. I'll have grapefruit and grapes instead of biscuits and gravy. 25. Honey, we don't need another dog. 24. Who's Richard Petty? 23. Give me the small bag of pork rinds. 22. Too many deer heads detract from the decor. 21. Spittin is such a nasty habit. 20. I just couldn't find a thing at Walmart today. 19. Trim the fat off that steak. 18. Cappuccino tastes better than espresso. 17. The tires on that truck are to

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Though you are not here wherever I go or whatever I do I see your face in my mind and I miss you so I miss telling you everything I miss showing you things I miss our eyes secretly giving each other confidence I miss your touch I miss our excitement together I miss everything we share I don't like missing you It is a very cold and lonely feeling I wish that I could be with you right now where the warmth of our love would melt the winter snows But since I can't be with you right now I will have to be content just dreaming about when we will be together again

The Parable Of A Rose
A certain man planted a rose and watered it faithfully. Before it blossomed, he examined it. He saw a bud that would soon blossom. he also saw the thorns, and he thought, "How can any beautiful flower come from a plant, burdened with so many sharp thorns?" Saddened by this thought, he neglected to water the rose, and before it was ready to bloom, it died. So it is with many people. Within every soul, there is a rose. The "God-like" qualities planted in us at birth, growing amidst the thorns of our faults. Many of us look at ourselves and see only the thorns, the defects. We despair, thinking nothing good can possible come from us. We neglect to water the good within us, and eventually it dies. We never realize potential. Some don't see the rose within themselves. It takes someone else to show it to them. One of the greatest gifts a person can possess is to be able to reach past the thorns and find the rose within others. This is the truest, most innocent, and gracious characteristics

Random Ranting
*the musical went amazingly, considering we had only one full run-through the night before we officially opened. friday night was def the best cuz we were on key and singing nicely ^_^ yay us! and now the musical is over so 5th period (the musical class) is basically us not doing anything. *lacrosse should be over by now!!! but noooo...we lost the semi-finals so our season should've ended, but we went 2 more weeks for this 3 team tournament (us, mclean and queen anne) to take place. so we go out to mclean to play two 30 minute halves (each half against a different team). so far, we've rocked out. we go back tomorrow. *my friend sophie and i really really wanna do the emo thing. it was raining on saturday night during our last musical performance (we lost power halfway thru the show so the techies had to do the lighting cues manually) so during intermission, sophie and i went running down to the locker rooms, the cermaics room and the photo lab so we could see the rain. we

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I really think that one of the things about being grown, is to act like a grownup. I think that it's really childish for someone to have to go around and tell people that they are the TRUE this or the REAL that. I have many names because I'm mulittalented. I understand using it in the sense that someone took your identity or something liek that. But in cases where you have similar names, it really isnt nec. I'm a grown ass woman, so I'll give you my name and leave it at that..I don't need to convince anyone that I'm the real Gata, or the true Monique Dupree..none of that.. My Gata name, which i sregistered..I use mainly for my poetry (I have a book coming out) my name, Monique Dupree or !st Black Scream Queen, I use for my horror acting. I dont spend my time trying to convince peopel otherwise..I spent my time, promoting myself..That's why I am where I am I don't speak on this that much, but I thought it should be said

Spiderman 4 Preview!!!!
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Hot Man On Ct Contest! Contest Now Open!
Hot Man On CT Contest! I'm doing a Hot Man On CT Contest and i need men! Comment bombing allowed and self comment bombing also! 1st Man is...... with 1 comments! 2nd Man is...... with 1 comments! 3rd Man is...... with 1 comments! 4th Man is...... with 1 comments! 5th Man is...... with 1 comments! 6th Man is...... with 1 comments! 7th Man is...... with 1 comments! Comments + rates = total Winners will get 2 Gifts each 1 V.I.P. And 1 V.I.C.! Contest will start on 5/18 thur 5/25 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~ ~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~@ CherryTAP

Yeah Guestbook
hey wassabi its coming up to memorial day. so what better time to sign my guestbook.. also if you wanna play a game with me to win a cherry blast..let me know..im thinking about doing one the contest didn't work last time but i might do another one.. so let me know always keep in touch and let me know how you are doing.. its cold and lonely up around maryland right now..blah.. but friday tomorrow.. anybody wanna do anything? im bored as grass growing.. ~Timmy~

Something I Wrote When I Was A Teenager
The woman in my dreams sits in a rocking chair on her front porch. You can see the pain and sorrow etched on her face. You can see the hurt in her eyes. Tears stream down her face as she thinks of a youth gone and past. They are not tears of happiness. You can tell. The raw pain screams out at you with every wet droplet that falls. She never says anything, just sits there and endlessly rocks. Only one person comes to see her and that is me. I walk to her and hold her gnarled hand. I have cried with and yet I never understand why. I never ask her for her name because deep down I know it. She always looks the same to me. Her long grey hair flows around her face and body. I can feel her sorrow as if it is my own. It pierces my heart with a white hot blade. It tears into me until I feel like screaming out in pain. Is she doing this to me so I can feel the hardships she has had in her life? Doesn't she realize how much I already feel her anger? Her face haunts me ever

Brodie Alter Ego "taco Lucha"in Contest------ Vote For Me----shameless Self Promotion
BRODIE ALTER EGO "TACO LUCHA"IN CONTEST------ VOTE FOR ME----SHAMELESS SELF PROMOTION Hello, I am in a contest for the greatest sports fan, or something like that. Please vote for me, I promise one gift for each of you if I win. A couple of you may get "special gifts" (you know who you are), for the person that gives me the most votes, I promise 100 votes for any contest you enter in the future, payable when you ask for it (In other words I am not going to give you a hundred votes for a contest that you are winning by a landslide, unless you want me too) Wish me luck Thank you for reading. Go to this link below to vote. *************************************************

Come And Vote For Linda
Linda aka Sxyrebel aka my best friend is in a contest at the moment and I would be greatful if some of my friends and family could stop by and give her some help. Linda is a wonderful woman, a sweetheart, a loving mother to her 5 beautiful kids. Linda has a great sense of humour, shes always talking to me and making me laugh, as well as all that she also helps me with problems i might have and im there for her too. Its because of all the good qualities she has, i think she deserves all the help we can give her. If you help her i know she will be very greatful and she will make sure you know that she is greatful, cause thats the kind of friend Linda is and always will be. To help her out in her contest click on her BUSTY picture below and leave her as many comments as you want. Thanks to all in advance who will help out. Love Willie & Linda

Its Been A While.
Well hello everyone! Its been some time since I have posted anything in here. And I am not sure just how many of you read this, But oh well what the heck, I am going to do it any way. Well for some of you on my friends list, if you have read any of my blogs or post you moght alrady know and if you dont you will after you read this because you will and are going to go back and read the other ones......lol Well I am doing good at work once again they have moved me to another sotre and from what I have been hearing they are going to be moving me again some time soon. I am in good health other then a cold I just got over.I am still look for the speical friend and am not haveing any luck so far. But as I have learned I know its not going to be easy, but if any of you have some pointers or any good (nice) addvice I am open to hear it. I am so glade it is finley warming up here in Ohio, I could not take any more of the cold.....lol Well I hope that some of you really read the blog

The Final Exam....
The Final Exam.... At Duke University there were four sophomores taking Chemistry and all of them had an "A" so far. These four friends were so confident that the weekend before finals they decided to visit some friends and have a big party. They had a great time, but, after all the hearty partying, they slept all day Sunday and didn't make it back to Duke until early Monday morning. Rather than taking the final then, they decided that after the final they would explain to their professor why they missed it. They said that they visited friends but on the way back they had a flat tire. As a result, they missed the final. The professor agreed they could make up the final the next day. The guys were excited and relieved. They studied that night for the exam. The Professor placed them in separate rooms and gave them a test booklet. They quickly answered the first problem, worth 5 points. Cool, they thought! Each one in a separate room, thinking this was going to be

Sunday May 20th 07
Why are you spending time with people who, frankly, don't do it for you? Too much niceness can be as much of a drawback as too little. It's time to identify what it is you want instead of giving others what they want.

Horoscop3 4 Today
What happens to goods when they're left in the shop window for too long? They fade! The stars say it's time for a change of pace, a new attitude and some fresh anecdotes so people can really appreciate your fabulousness.

Seriously Contemplative
I'm so deep in thought right now. I have alot going on with my health. Funny, ever notice that ALOT of folks here have serious health issues? Thankfully mine are serious but I do have to have surgery in July. I've been healthy as a horse most of my life and in the last 4 yrs I've had more health problems than I can count on one hand. Two knee surgeries endured, more to follow and now this. Course theres more mixed in but I won't go into details. So I sit and ramble. This is the stuff that makes me cherish my life and appreciate what I have. I'll be .. *gasp* ... 35 this year and I feel it coming full throttle. Any suggestions to help me feel young??? I could use them :)

`most Handsome Male Child On Ct Contest! Score Updates
`Most Handsome Male Child On CT Contest! I need 10 boys for my male child contest! Comment bombing allowed and self bombing also allowed! 1st Boy is...... with 4935 comments! 2nd Boy is...... with 4230 comments! 3rd Boy is...... with 270 comments! 4th Boy is...... with 87 comments! 5th Boy is...... with 32 comments! 6th Boy is...... with 25 comments! 7th Boy is...... with 6 comments! 8th Boy is...... with 1 comments! 2 Gifts person winners 1 V.I.P. and 1 V.I.C! Comments + rates = total Contest will start 5/18 thur 5/25 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~Majorboredum* woman ~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~@ CherryTAP

Can 7 Years Of Hell Really Be Over?
Well many of you know that my final divorce hearing was supposed to be last Tuesday. Unfortunately it was continued for the second time and another hearing couldn't be rescheduled until mid Novemember. So needless to say I haven’t been the happiest person. Well today I got the best news I could have hoped for. My husband finally agreed to my terms and signed the divorce papers. With him doing that I am able to go to court next Tuesday for the final divorce hearing since it will no longer be a contested divorce. As you can see I am so excited to finally close this chapter in my life and start another with a clean slate so to speak. Thank you to all of my friends who have been by my side supporting me every step of the way thru these difficult times. XOXO Nigelle A special thank you to one of my best friends on and off of cherry tap. If she’s not already your friend stop by and see her. She is an amazing person and an awesome friend. Bi~Babe@ CherryTAP Get You

Goodling Denies Firing
Goodling Denies Major Role in Firings By LARA JAKES JORDAN, Associated Press Writer 48 minutes ago WASHINGTON - The Justice Department's former White House liaison denied Wednesday that she played a major role in the firings of U.S. attorneys last year and blamed Deputy Attorney General Paul McNulty for misleading Congress about the dismissals. McNulty's explanation, on Feb. 6, "was incomplete or inaccurate in a number of respects," Monica Goodling told a packed House Judiciary Committee inquiry into the firings. She added: "I believe the deputy was not fully candid." Goodling, 33, quit the department last month and initially pleaded the Fifth Amendment on Tuesday. After being granted court-approved immunity, she read a statement and began answering question from committee members. Rep. Lamar Smith of Texas, the House committee's senior Republican, noted the suspense surrounding Goodlings' testimony but said there has been little evidence so far that the firings were i

The Darkness
In the dark of night not a single light I am afraid to get up acting like a scared lil pup I feel something I just can't place not knowing cause it won't show its face I shiver and shake this is no dream, I am wide awake I scream who are you, what do you want but this mysterious creature is on the hunt it steals my pride, my sense of joy it plays with me like a toy I clear my mind, try to think straight but the only feeling I have left is hate it stole my emotions, I have nothing left to give I have even given up my will to live So tired of the game it plays this could go on for days too weak to fight back slowly everything fades to black Forever am I stuck with this curse some days are good while others are worse will it ever let me be it feels like it's slowly devouring me I look up at the angels above they tell me I must find my true love how can I when I am falling apart they tell me it's easy, just open my heart My true love must give me a

Collar’s By Master Z.. Thanks Baybiecaykes
Collar’s by Master Z There are as many different collars in the BDSM lifestyle as there are people that wear them. A collar can signify ownership of a slave or submissive or be worn as a type of jewelry by a Dominant. As I examine the different types of collars and their significance, I will begin by pointing out that there are differences in the collar worn by a slave, an alpha submissive, a beta submissive (second or multiple submissive’s in larger households) and the collar a dominant may choose to wear. Not all disciplines of the BDSM Lifestyle recognize the fact that a dominant will wear a collar; however there are a number of communities that do embrace the practice. It does take on a different symbolism when on the neck of a dominant than on a submissive or slave. A Dominant’s collar tends to mark that person as a participant in the BDSM lifestyle and signifies the wearer as being a ‘Top’ within SM play. This is ‘flagged’ or signified generally by the design and style of t

I Was Asked To Write In This Style
having grown up with the cat in the hat and books on this style by Dr. Seuss you would think that it would come natural .... what I came up with could never be a childrens book ! LOL ... not that it is dirty but that I am sure it would be over their heads ! It was quite quiet upon that day It was so quiet that he looked away He sought to find a kindred soul He sought the one to make him whole And there he sat looking away He sat and sat in this one place to stay He looked for love and he wondered and did suppose He looked long and hard but could not see past his nose For love to find him he thought would never be He kept on looking though he just could not see So he sat there and sat there in the same way He sat and he sat in this one place to stay What if I show them my soul and heart He wondered aloud if this was a good start But how would he show it to each girl he met How could let them know him ? He didn’t know yet So he thought long and hard in his ver

Hot And Steamy!
It got me thinking.. Personally, NSFW is not my thing, prefer to see peeps with clothes, now don't get me wrong, i appreciate the attractiveness of girls here, but still i prefer it wrapped you know.. But also the thing around NSFW folders.. And people who ask you for those kinda pics cos you don't have one. So next week i am off to starbucks, and well, i am going to start a new thing, and have a NSFW folder called HOT AND STEAMY.. And inside one pic of me with a great pic of hot chocolate! So if you sick of people asking for those kinda photos, join me! And tag them "Get the hint?" or something! I mean if you want to post those kinda pics and look at them good on you! It the people who ask, and sometimes get very insolant after, that i don't like! Peace out!

I've Learned
I've learned that you cannot make someone love you. All you can do is be someone who can be loved. The rest is up to them. I've learned - that no matter how much I care, some people just don't care back. I've learned - that it takes years to build up trust, and only seconds to destroy it. I've learned - that it's not what you have in your life but who you have in your life that counts. I've learned - that you can get by on charm for about fifteen minutes. After that, you'd better know something. I've learned - that you shouldn't compare yourself to the best others can do but to the best you can do. I've learned - that it's not what happens to people that's important. It's what they do about it. I've learned - that you can do something in an instant that will give you heartache for life. I've learned - that no matter how thin you slice it, there are always two sides. I've learned - that it's taking me a long time to become the

~ Crazy Tattoo Contest ~ Needs Votes On This Contest!
~ Crazy Tattoo Contest ~ Do u have a tattoo that just stands out? Then enter my contest and have some fun! 1st Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! 2nd Tattoo is...... with 7 comments! 3rd Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! 4th Tattoo is...... with 2 comments! Comment bombing allowed and self bombing also Contest will start on 5/23 thur 5/30 2 prizes to each winner! Comments + Rates = Total Want to enter send me pic link or tell me which one and i will rip it! Thanks Maria Click on link to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~Majorboredum* woman ~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~@ CherryTAP

A Good Husband!
A man wakes up at home with a huge hangover. He forces himself to open his eyes, and the first thing he sees is a couple of aspirins and a glass of water on the side table. He sits down and sees his clothing in front of him, all clean and pressed. He looks around the room and sees it is in prefect order. So's the rest of the house. He takes the aspirins and notices a note on the table: "Honey, breakfast is on the stove, I left early to go shopping. Love you." He goes to the kitchen. Sure enough, a hot breakfast and the morning newspaper await him. His son is also at the table, eating. The man asks, "Son, what happened last night?" His son says, "Well, you came home after 3 am, drunk and delirious. You broke some furniture, puked in the hallway, and gave yourself a black eye when you walked into the door." Confused, the man asks, "So, why is everything in order and so clean, with breakfast on the table waiting for me?" His son replies, "Oh that! Mom dragged you to t

Darkness
A man sits in a dark room the only hint of light is a small crack Could it be a door to his freedom Even if he could walk into the light, would he He can touch it, and feel it's warmth And he wants much more then darkness but there he stays In the darkness Forever he stays Lonely

A Girl's Prayer
A Girls Prayer: Lord, Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep, One who's handsome, smart and strong, One who's willy is thick and long. One who thinks before he speaks, When he promises to call, he won't wait weeks. I pray that he is gainfully employed, And when I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! send me a man who'll make love to my mind, Knows just what to say, when I ask "How big's my behind?" One who'll make love till my body's a twitchin, In the hall, the loo, the garden and kitchen! I pray that this man will love me to no end, And never attempt to shag my best friend. And as I kneel and pray by my bed, I look at the creep you sent me instead. Amen. A Boy's Prayer: Lord, I pray for a nympho with huge boobs who owns a beer store. Amen

The Chase
While chasing my traces for years and days, The car with the gun and the bars finds its way... Behind me, behind me are people to see.. And you can just bet that they're waiting for me. Then three vinyl horses I called for from space Came burning and kicking and hindered the chase. Above me. above me, and yes I believe... They tell me to stay, but I'm going to leave. While rounding the corner and topping the hill He follows the arrows and all becomes still. Beside me-I run for there's no time to stay. The white rabbit's waiting, I cannot delay. Run children, run for me, step in my road. But bring along loving, it's awfully cold. Behind you, above you, beside you and then, You follow the rabbit and do it again. As the sky darkens deep for a mellowing tune, The sun collides fiercely and singes the moon. The fool on the hill stands up from his chair. I know that he is: but he thinks he's not there. Behind from the mountain of silky thread grass, Rises a sunlamp of fie

Math Homework, Please Help Me!!
Well my math teacher stuck me with some bs for homework, so I am hoping that I can get a few of you to do this and see if you can figure out how this works. Please email me or leave comments if you do it and if you can figure it out for me!! If you are brave enough to do this for me, feel free to use a calculator!!!!! Thanks in advance, John 1. Pick a number from 1-20 2. add 5 3. multiply the result by 4 4. now subtract 70 5. multiply the result by 5 6. add 250 Now here is the Magic, divide the final number by 20 and presto you have the number you originally picked!!

-------------------------love-----------------------
IT CAN'T BE HIDDEN ON A SHELF. IT CAN'T BE BOUGHT.IT CAN'T BE SOLD. IT CAN'T BE KEPT WITHIN ONE'S SELF AND IT CAN'T BE PUT JUST ON HOLD. IT MUST BE READY FOR WORTHY DEEDS IT MUST NOT BE PUSHED OUT OF SIGHT. IT MUST HELP PEOPLE WITH SPECIAL NEEDS. IT MUST ACT LIKE A GUIDING LIGHT. IT SHOULD FORGIVE, TO BE FORGIVEN, FROM GOD'S PRESENCE IT MUST NT STRAY. ITS NAME IS LOVE-A GIFT FROM HEAVEN, BUT LOVE IS NOTHING TILL GIVEN AWAY.

Memorial Day Thank You
To volunteer your time is the request To spend time saving the lives of others Be a volunteer “why me” is the sound that goes through your head How can I make a difference in another’s life? What can one person do that would cause a monumental change Be a volunteer you are urged and you will see the change you make Small or larger the change is there and you see it in the first day you are there When that person smiles, laughs or votes for the first time The “why me” attitude changes to how can I get another to see what I see Your life changes and you look at the world with a new understanding Comprehension comes slowly like an awaking of the dawn each day As night falls, you are glad you made the choice to volunteer It is a choice we all make in time to serve others or ourselves You made the choice to serve our country To volunteer is the request you now make to others See what I have learned and how much I have grown Thank you to the volunteers in my life as I was

The Rose That Grew From Conctete
The Rose That Grew From Concrete Did you hear about he rose that grew from concrete? Proving nature's law is wrong it learned to walk without having feet. Funny it seems, but by keeping it's dreams, it learned to breathe fresh air. Long live the rose that grew from concrete when no one elese ever cared TUPAC

Running At The Mouth
I just want to thank you guys for coming to me to let me know when you see links & such of people smearing my name. It's cool though...you don't have to send em the links or anything. peoples' number one hobby is to degrade others and usually,I'm on the top 10 of that list. But it hasnt, nor will it EVER stop me from doing what I do.. I've been told I'm a sell out..that I act white..that I'm a bitch..that I can't act..and the list goes on. If any of the above ever proves to be true ::shrugs:: so what? LOL Am I to change into someone else? Nope..I think not.. so again..thank you guys & you rock I'm a big girlll...and hearing those things only make me realize that I'm on the right track.. In this society..its when they DON'T talk that there's a problem

Just Wondering
So not to offend any body here on cherry tap I am relatively new here still but I am not getting alot of contact with the people that have added me and fanned me or rated me so Im just wondering whats up. I think everyone I have met on here is totally cool and I would like to get to know some people better so Im asking everyone to show me where all the fun is at on ct lets party right

Special World
A Special World A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind us closer and keep us strong In a special world, where we belong.

Marquise Hill
Body of Patriots' Marquise Hill Found By Associated Press 4 hours ago NEW ORLEANS - The body of New England Patriots player Marquise Hill was found Monday, a day after he was reported missing following a jet ski accident on Lake Pontchartrain. Hill's body was discovered by searchers about a quarter of a mile from where the 24-year-old former LSU star and a female companion were involved in the accident, Capt. Brian Clark of the Louisiana Wildlife and Fisheries Department said. "We have suffered a stunning and tragic loss," Patriots coach Bill Belichick said in a written statement Monday evening. "Marquise will be remembered as a thoughtful and caring young man who established himself as one of the year-round daily fixtures of our team. I send my deepest condolences to the Hill family." The Coast Guard was called Sunday night, Petty Officer Tom Atkeson said. The search began immediately, using boats and helicopters. By the time the body was found, the Coast Guard, Wildl

Madness
I sway to the melodic beat of the madness. It never leaves me. It is who I have become. I reach out to touch it, but it slips through my fingers. They come to me at night. I pray for the strength to make it 'til morning, for my release. I am caught in this nightmare, this never ending pain. I can hear them crying, wanting me to come to them. I run all over searching. I scream out their names. They cannot be found, but I hear them crying. I rock myself in the darkness of the night, praying they will find me. They never do. I do not know who is lost, them or me. This is my hell on earth. My children are crying, they need me, but their deaths have stopped me from finding them. I hear them crying! Please...I cannot find them! I hear my children and I am helpless.

Life Is Too Short
Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So love the people who treat you right, forget about the ones who don't, and believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said it'd be easy, they just promised it would be worth it.

Soaping Again, And My New Job
I started making all natural soap and stuff again. My sister has really been on me about getting at it since i moved here. So we decided to book into a show in november. Good time to make gifts for people. My new job is ok, but since the price of gas has risen so high i don't seem to be making any money... again the reason for starting soaping. But with the job and the time it takes me to make the soap base and then rebatch it into bars, means i don't have much time for anything else...

Mission Accomplished
I'm thinking Kaleb and I work very well together. I was gone for a week, and my poor co-teachers didn't have a very fun week with him. I picked up my weekly schedule in the office this morning, and I got kudos for "persevering and making brushing his teeth an acceptable practice" for Kaleb. When I first started working with him, brushing his teeth was a two-person job; over time I was better able to control him while I brushed and he screamed. Now he's fully cooperative with the process and sometimes even helps me a little. I could almost say I'm infinitely patient, but that's not quite the truth. I just have more patience than a lot of people, and I think that's a very good quality to have when working with little kids. But anyway, now I'm off to bed with a killer headache and hoping it's gone in the morning.

New Dawn Fades
More random lyrics.. Today.. Joy Division - New Dawn Fades " A change of speed, a change of style. A change of scene, with no regrets, A chance to watch, admire the distance, Still occupied, though you forget. Different colours, different shades, Over each mistakes were made. I took the blame. Directionless so plain to see, A loaded gun wont set you free. So you say. Well share a drink and step outside, An angry voice and one who cried, well give you everything and more, The strains too much, cant take much more. Oh, Ive walked on water, run through fire, Cant seem to feel it anymore. It was me, waiting for me, Hoping for something more, Me, seeing me this time, hoping for something else. " Before any hookah Dj's hit me on track tag when i play this. It was later performed live by New Order!(Feat Moby) And it is this version i play. For a bit of further imformation, New Order were born from Joy Division after the suicide of lead singer Ian Curtis i

Bonefish Grill Bang Bang Shrimp
2 pounds peeled and deveined jumbo or large shrimp 1 teaspoons salt 2 well beaten eggs, 3/4 cup milk 1/2 teaspoon salt 3/4 cup yellow cornmeal 3/4 cup flour 3/4 teaspoon baking powder oil for deep frying Dinni’s Select Bang Bang Sauce (from www.dinnisselect.com) Note: since the sauce is giving the unique taste of fresh peppers, do not substitute the brand of sauce. however if you are in hurry you can substitute the shrimp with store bought pre-battered frozen shrimp. Sprinkle shrimp with 1 1/2 teaspoons salt; let stand at room temperature for 12 minutes. Combine eggs, milk, cornmeal, flour, baking powder in mixing bowl; mix until smooth. Heat oil in deep fryer to 350°F. Add batter to the bowl with shrimp; stir till the shrimp is well coated with batter. Drop shrimp in the deep fryer and fry till golden brown (about 3 minutes). In a separate bowl or a large zip lock bag, empty one 12 oz. bottle of Dinni’s Select Bang Bang Sauce. Drop the fried shrimp in and stir til

Wednesday May 30th
Well I didnt write yesterday and I am sorry for that. Yesterday was a very good day. Nothing happen to make it a good day it just was a good one. Hell work even ran easy. It is funny how things change when you have a 3day weekend. Today was alright. The guy that calls himself a boos and I are not seeing eye to eye but hey what is new. He thinks I should work from 6am to 6pm if not later. Shit if I wanted to work 12hr days I might as well just go back truck driving. To me I am happy w/ 50 hrs a week. I think he is also mad due tot the owner talking to me about buying the company. When I frist came to the company that is all he talked about is how the owner wanted him to buy the company and now that I am here the owner is only talking to me about it. Like I can come up w/ $500,000.00, I dont about you but that is ALOT of money. I guess time will tell. I paid rent today and a little bit on the new place that I am moving into about mid June. Takes a whole week to make a check that

President Assclown - "something Going On In Darfur?"
Wow, after years of genocide and 2 years of being in my awareness, President Bush finally woke up and realized something wasn't right in Darfur. Being as I don't always watch the news, I think I'm a "johnny-come-lately" to Darfur awareness, but President Assclown takes the cake. Well, what could have spawned this? Did Dubya finally learn to read and actually read a newspaper? Could it be the loud protests that have been going on for the past few years? Or could it be he needs a distraction from the fact he has bungled up Iraq so badly? Hmm, I tend to think it's the last choice. I mean, after all, he stormed straight into Baghdad without paying attention to our flanks, and under false pretenses at that of WMD's and Al-Qeada ties that didn't exist. Now he spouts his own living in denial of the civil war there. Oh wait, I mean "Sectarian Violence". That way we don't have to admit it's a civil war! Just like we had "sectarian violence" between the Union and the Confederacy, right? Call i

A Patients Poem To Me,,,,, I Cried!
Sometimes ive wondered, What my life would have been like, If i had took better care of my body, Would this still have been my life? I sit in this chair, I cant just get up and go, My spirit has been broken, Im waiting for God to take my soul, Now i need 24 hr care, My privacy almost doesnt resist, I have lost my home and everything, And with my family, I barely exist, To see you come into work with me, Always happy and with a beautiful smile, It makes my soul fight the calling, And makes me want that extra mile, Though im alone and so dependant, I look foreward to when you come in, You really make me feel special, You also make my heart spin, Without you my dear Azalia, I would be so alone and lost, The i'd have to bargain with God, To end my life at any cost, If i didnt have you here with me, Bringing me your rays of light, I know i'd waste away to nothing, And give up this aweful fight, So im saying "Thank you dear", For sharing your precio

One From The Archives...
Endless Possibilities - 07/26/04 Running after a boy Named after the Sun Reminds me of one -Maybe two- Of the ones I let get away And the ones I made stray Because I'm a bore Or Almost a whore Whatever they thought So unbelievably wrong Have made me become One of the strong One of the fearless One of the sad One of those girls That can't help but get mad When something goes wrong Something out of control Something that makes me crawl back Into my little black hole Where nothing can hurt me Where I've unbreakable walls And no one can hear me Scream Through the long Empty halls Interrupted by Silence My miserable friend That reminds me Over and over again Of the boys that I've lost Or the ones that I've gained Or the ones that I've pushed away Cause I'm lame But nevertheless I stand proud though I'm bruised I stand sharp and brand new No matter how I've been used Cause no one can conquer This strength behind frailty That holds up the mystery O

Broken Dreams
Broken dreams, Embittered trust. These things are, Never a must. Family first, Is what you said. But that thought, Was shot down dead. There for me, You always were. But now I know, That times a blurr. My best friend, My cousin dear. I hope you've listened, I hope you hear. Because of you, I'd had no fear. But now I'm not sure, I wish it were clear. One day I hope, You'll go to normal. But then again don't, Go to formal. Fond of you, I'll always be. But my trust in you, Was broken by three.

Please Read Jay Leno's Letter. Everyone Should Take The Time To Read This!
If you're not a Jay Leno fan read what he wrote anyway. My respect and esteem for him has really increased. "The other day I was reading Newsweek magazine and came across some poll data I found rather hard to believe. It must be true given the source, right? The Newsweek poll alleges that 67 percent of Americans are unhappy with the direction the country is headed and 69 percent of the country is unhappy with the performance of the president. In essence 2/3s of the citizenry just ain't happy and want a change. So being the knuckle dragger I am, I started thinking, what we are so unhappy about?'' Is it that we have electricity and running water 24 hours a day, 7 days a week? Is our unhappiness the result of having air conditioning in the summer and heating in the winter? Could it be that 95.4 percent of these unhappy folks have a job? Maybe it is the ability to walk into a grocery store at any time and see more food in moments than Darfur has seen in the last year? Maybe

Falling Apart :'(
i am sitting here typeing this with tears in my eyes cause i may lose the woman i love cause i may be getting put back in jail cause i owe my probation officer $300 bucks and i can not get a job to pay it cause i live in a fucked up state where they laugh at you if you have a felony and try to get a job i have been trying now for about 15 months to get a job and nobody will hire me it sucks i do not know what to do anymore i need some help i am lost right now so lost i cannot think anymore please if you can give me any ideas let me know

Soldiers
It may take you two minutes to read this, but if you do not take the time to read this you are one of the people this post is talking about. ____________________________________________________ You stay up for 16 hours He stays up for days on end. ____________________________________________________ You take a warm shower to help you wake up. He goes days or weeks without running water. ____________________________________________________ You complain of a "headache", and call in sick. He gets shot at as others are hit, and keeps moving forward. ____________________________________________________ You put on your anti war/don't support the troops shirt, and go meet up with your friends. He still fights for your right to wear that shirt. ____________________________________________________ You make sure you're cell phone is in your pocket. He clutches the cross hanging on his chain next to his dog tags. ______________________________________________

With(out) A Doubt
He left me An empty shell. My heart A bottomless pit. The acid of hate Eating away at me. I still love him But I dont know why. Afraid to love To live and be happy. I cant find the words To say just what I feel

Tribute Tattoo Contest! Now Open!
Tribute Tattoo Contest! I need Tribute Tattoos for this contest! Contest will start on 6/4 thur 6/11 1st Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! 2nd Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! 3rd Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! Winners will get 2 gifts each! Comment bombing allowed and self bombing also! Want to enter just send me a link to ur pic or tell me and i will Rip your pic for you! Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~ FoUnDeR Of~ * AnGeLs Of MeRcY BoMb SqUaD * ~@ CherryTAP

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so people have said to me 'barbie, you don't talk to me' yadda yadda yadda...well today, i'm vouching to get better at talking on here. you guys just have to understand - i can get up to 10 or more people shouting at me in my tiny little shoutbox...plus at the same time i'm trying to juggle adding/fanning/rating etc....so i'm sorry if im a little slow. much love dorky barbie doll

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I've just noticed that above the subject box in on the blog composition page, there is an click through for a writer's editor and reference, apparently authored by Bryant McGill. There are more than a few 'poets' on here that I would recommend download that software. I take that back. That would ruin the bad poetry.

You've Been Programming Too Long When
When you are counting objects, you go "0,1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,A,B,C,D...". When asked about a bus schedule, you wonder if it is 16 or 32 bits. When your wife says "If you don't turn off that darn machine and come to bed,then I am going to divorce you!", and you chastise her for for omitting the else clause. When you are reading a book and look for the space bar to get to the next page. When you look for your car keys using: "grep keys /dev/pockets" When after fooling around all day with routers etc, you pick up the phone and start dialing an IP number. When you get in the elevator and double-press the button for the floor you want. When not only do you check your email more often than your paper mail, but you remember your {network address} faster than your postal one. When you go to balance your checkbook and discover that you're doing the math in octal. When you dream in 256 pallettes of 256 colors.

Your Personally Invited To This Ct Wedding
YOU HAVE BEEN INVITED TO A CT WEDDING TONIGHT @ 10:00PM CST TONIGHT PASTOR Wild Horse@ CherryTAP TONIGHTS BRIDE **DJ Devil Witch** AKA Adopt a soldier ~A.O.M bomb Squad~@ CherryTAP TONIGHTS BRIDE MAID & WITNESS USMC LOVER (SiK) Family Member #2@ CherryTAP TONIGHTS GROOM ÐÅ®K ¶HOENIX~NightStalkers~DarkSideGuy~NSL Owner~Goldie's Phoenix~Sirens Of NSL CT Hubby

You Have....
You have let me in for that i thank you. You have let me hold you for that i like you. You have shown me happiness for that i will forever owe you. You have opened my eyes for that i want you. You have seen me for me and you still want me for that i long to kiss you (again).

For Kaleb And His Faimly
A PRECIOUS LITTLE BABY BOY, KALEB IS HIS NAME, WAS SHAKEN ROUND LIKE A TOY, THE SITTER WHO WAS TRUSTED IS TO BLAME. WE DON'T UNDERSTAND GOD, WE CAN'T COMPREHEND, OUR MINDS ARE IN A FOG, THIS COULD HAVE BEEN KALEBS END. YOU WHERE WATCHING OVER YOUR MISSING ANGEL THAT DAY, DAMN THE WOMAN, DAMN HER TO HELL, YOU SAVED OUR ANGEL YOU LET HIM STAY, WE'RE SAYING A PRAYER, AND WISHING THE FAMILY WELL. KALEB YOU ARE PRECIOUS, SWEET AND DEAR, LITTLE ONE CLOSE YOUR EYES AND REST, GOD IS WATCHING, GOD IS NEAR, YOUR FAMILIES FAITH HAS BEEN PUT TO THE TEST. WE WILL SAY A PRAYER FOR YOU, YOUR FAMILY WILL HOLD YOU TIGHT. GOD WILL GUIDE YOU THROUGH, YOUR FAMILY WILL STAY CLOSE TONIGHT. YOU'VE LOST YOUR SIGHT, BUT WILL ALWAYS SEE, THROUGH THE LOVE OF YOUR FAMILY.

My First Day Here
Im new here to this site and like it alot. I think I may become a junkie. Theres so much info on just one page its so neat. I was on myspace for ages and a friend led me here so thanks and I hope to meet alot of cool people.

Missing Girl Found.
Girl missing 1 year found alive in secret room A 15-year-old girl missing for nearly a year was found Wednesday locked in a small hidden room under the staircase of a couple's home, police said. Two people who live at the home in West Hartford, Connecticut, were arrested. The girl probably was not kept in the secret room at all times, police said, but based on her pale complexion, they speculated she never went outside. Reported on CNN.com

Why Should I Show I Care When I Don't See It In You
So anyone that knows me knows that I think a lot about stupid stuff sometimes I even over think things to much but that's who I am and that's what I've always done. So I've been thinking about jealously issues and insecurities mostly thanks to what i listen to all day at work. The question can two people of the opposite sex be just friends. I am a female and I do have a lot of male friends so of course part of me wants to say that a male and a female can be just friends although I know it's not true. Men being the species they are have three types of "girl friends" the first of course is the ones they've already had sex with, second group the ones they are having sex with, and the last are the ones they want to have sex with. Men will lay ground work for a long while to get a piece of ass or keep the piece of ass if it's good enough. So now the question becomes when a person is in a relationship do they keep these friends of the opposite sex around and if so how should their par