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Seduction
Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you! Not because you posess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter. You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you. You inspire each person to be an idealist and passionate, and you make each moment memorable Even a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's life By giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover. Your abilities to make dreams come true is so strong, that you are often the love of many people's lives. Your ex's (and even people you have simply met or been friends with) long to be yours. No doubt you are the one others have dreamed of... your biggest challenge is finding *your* dream lover. What Kind of Seducer Are You?

My Haunted Head And Me Remain Alone....
So... its been called to my attention that my best friends are and always have been right. I give so damn much of myself for my loved ones that I dont have anything left for me. Nothing. No matter what, I always go above and beyond. For anyone....regardless of how much i get hurt in the process, no matter how behind I get in bills and in life. I never care. Because I was doing for someone that meant a lot to me. So...here I sit now.... a extremely wounded heart a shattered mind....I cant even think straight right now....every where I turn I see someone's face right there....I dont enjoy anything anymore. Concerts ive gone to, im staring into the distance....went to the movie with my brother today, Hannibal Rising, good movie....but my fucking mind kept wandering. I swear its going to be the death of me one day. I already lost enjoyment in everything that I do.....its only a matter of time that I dont care anymore at all. And im trying to stop myself but damn.... These

Good Day Everyone
just wishing everyone a good day. Lord knows we need some of them. So heres wishing you a good day. what up peeps? This is a kewl place hope to get to know some of yas. Been giving some pics a look through and posting some good ratings.keep them comming.

Girls Leave A Coment On This
everyfemale on my list this is a stupid ? how many females fav postion is doggie and how many females on my list will let a guy get off in ther emouth leave a coment and if i think it is a good answer i will buy you a gift

Crude Jokes
Blond Joke Did you know about the blond who........ Got excited because she finished a jigsaw puzzle in 6 months, and the box said "2 to 4 years." Burnt her nose bobbing for french fries. When asked what the capital of California was, she said "C." Cooked her turkey for 5 days because the instructions said 1 hour per pound, and she weighed 125. Changes the baby's diaper only once a month because the label said, "good up to 20 pounds." After losing in a breaststroke swimming competition, complained that the other swimmers were using their arms. Couldn't call 911 because she couldn't find an "11" on any phone button. She Was Sooo Blonde She thought a quarterback was a refund. She thought General Motors was in the army. She thought Meow Mix was a CD for cats. She thought Boyz II Men was a day care center. At the bottom of an application where it says "Sign here:" she wrote "Sagittarius." She Was Soooooooooooooo Blonde...

Safety Precautions
i would like to list off a few safety precautions that we perhaps all need to be reminded of: safe sane consensual - these are not just words.. they should be branded into our very souls! do NOT be hurried into a first phone call .. or first meeting.. or first session.. or first anything!!! remember a reputable Dom will want to have time to get to know you !! safe calls … tell someone where you are going.. when you are going and when you expect to be home… phone that person 2 or 3 times . have a password that you will use each time you phone.. coercion can happen… be prepared…. make sure the person knows how you are traveling.. by bus.. by car - give them the license number and make and model of your car… and any and all details/information you have on the Dominant you are meeting. educate….. do not wait for some Dominant to teach you…. educate yourself know what interests you.. what scares you.. what you want.. imits/negotiations …. have some limits! it does not make

Friends
A TRUE FRIEND IS ONE WHO IS THERE FOR YOU NO MATTER WHAT. NEVER FORGET YOU AND ALWAYS REMEMBER TO INCLUDE YOU. THEY ARE THE ONES BESIDE YOU WHEN YOU GET IN TROUBLE, NOT THE ONE ASKING YOU WHAT HAPPENED. THEY STICK BESIDE YOU NO MATTER WHAT THE CIRCUMSTANCE.

This Is An Emergency, This Marine Is In Need Of Your Help Asap
PLEASE WE ARE CALLIN ALL OF YOU TO HELP THIS MARINE OUT. PLEASE COME AND SHOW HIM LOTS OF LOVE AND KEEP THE COMMENTS COMMING. PLEASE HELP THIS TROOP OUT, HE IS IN DISIRE NEED. HIS LEAD IS SHRINKING SO PLEASE GET IN HERE AND HELP HIM KEEP HIS LEAD.

Ok Ya No Named Bitch
IF I FIND OUT YA NO NAMED JENNY CRAIG, LIPOSUCTION, STOMACH BANDING WENCH HAD ANYTHING TO DO WITH THIS. YOU WILL WISH YA NEVER CROSSED ME. THE FAMILY WILL MAKE SURE YOU ARE DONE ON CT. YOUR ACTIONS ARE CHILDISH AND A NEWBORN HAS MORE MATURITY THEN YOU DO!!!

Grrrr
Ok guys you may have noticed that I haven't been on as much, and some of you may not care... but thats ok, I've been having computer problems that basically consist of my computer saying "I HATE YOU KATELYN ROBERTS" and just crashing, It keeps telling me I need to re-install windows... so until I get it fixed you guys will just have to look at my pics lol. I have an e-mail and messenger but umm yeah that doesnt do anyone any good since I dont have a computer. welp thats whats new in my life *sigh*

Helping Rachel Past Level 8 And On To A 10!!
Ladyrayray@ CherryTAP had posted a blog not too long ago pleading for rates to help her level up because she wants to create a lounge, but she has to be at a level 10 in order to do that. I rated her all that I could and suggested that (since I have over 700 stashes, 300 pics, 10 categories of blogs, etc.) that she might want to rate mine to help her level up a little faster. She quickly rated everything and I gave her a platinum cherry for all of her hard work to do all those ratings. Some of you folks have come to the aid and now she is merely about 1,695 away from being a level 8 -- hoorah!!!! Look, folks, she has to really, really, really want to create that lounge, so please let's help her out -- okay???? Thanks, in advance!!! She is at almost a level 8. Just two more levels after that. Soooooo -- what do you say??? Will you help out my friend, Rachel, so that she will have that opportunity soon to create the lounge she so desperately wants to create????? I h

Life And Stuff. Pic Of Gooses.lol
So, what's been going on? I visitied a bunch of people's sites over the weekend, and got some comments and stuff from people visting mine after them seeeing I was on theirs. So that's kinda cool. I appreciate that. I don't always leave comments when I stop by people's sites. I don't even really always look at them. I do always splash my face on their homepage though. lol Just one of them fetures of this site, you get to see who looked, or might have looked at you sometimes. It actually surprizes me how many people have their settings on annonamus. But whatever, not really worth thinking about much more than that. There was a humorous trading of messages between some person that I may have visited their site in my mass visiting. I didn't get a message back today though. That's kinda dissapointing. I expected it to end soon anyway though. I don't know if they just got sick of it, or if there will be one later in the week or something. If I don't get a message back for a while,

Where Are All The Goreans I Used To Know?
about 2 years ago I had a large Gorean Community I was a part of online and off and after being offline and moving to Florida I lost contact with allmost all of them and now that i am bnack online I been looking and as of yet have been unable to find any of my old friends let alone the current online chat forums of the lifestyle. What happened where they all go? Names I have been known as : Ubara Wolf shadow Lady Wolf Shadow tirsa{WM} jemina{SIF} athena{COS} ferral tuchuk girl gentlelarlcub gentlewolfcub Ravena chianaligrr{TC} ANY Goreans out there rember ME??? looking for old friends and new ones and Homes to visit.

"conversations" Debuts At Radio 3/29/07!
**********************UPDATE******************** Hey gang, We are starting to set up a a series of radio appearances to debut the new album and single. Here are the details on the first such appearance- NOTICE THE UPDATED DATE!!! 3/29/07 7:30PM- Radio on-air live appearance WPKO 98.3 FM-NITE MIX[ Bellefontaine, Ohio Description: We will be visiting our good friend,DJ Ken Keller live in the studio once again to do an interview, give away some band merchandise and to play A FEW of the new tunes from our upcoming album "Conversations". I believe the station has a direct web feed you can listen to online from its website. DROP BY AND GET THE FIRST PREVIEW OF OUR NEW ALBUM "CONVERSATIONS" Check them out: WPKO 98.3FM Keep your eyes and ears tuned as we get all ready to roll out our new album! Much respect, Troy

Tired Of It
it seems that i cant go five minutes without someone asking me if im okay... NO im not okay 99.9% of the time when im asked but im betting if i told you that i would get about a million questions... NO i dont need help ill be okay in the end, i have my own little way of dealing with something thats bothering me... NO im not glass i wont break, so stop treating me like im so fragile, im able to make my own choices and live with what happens by making those choices... YES i can get through my own little problems if you just give me time, i may not be okay right now but i promise you i will be... if your wondering what brought this about, its the simple fact that i get jumped on by so many people when i say im not in the mood to talk or when someone sees blood on the carpet i automatically get a knock on my door saying "arm check" and seeing if im okay, yeah i know i have a past of doing not so good things while upset but im over that and im learning how to deal with it so

Did Ya All Hear....
There closing down all buffets resturants in Canada...cuz some fat oinker eats to much and there losing money. But i heard stock in Gas ex is up and Depends undergarments. Not sure why thinking that maybe when no name farts she shits herself. Speak'n of farts... never mind false alarm.

May The Good Lord Bless You...
was what someone told me tonight in discussing suicide attempts of her daughter... and without missing a beat, I said, "and may He bring you and your daughter peace!" Sometimes, I just don't know where I find the words to say to some of these folks.... and, yet.... I always seem to. :D

Marinated Chicken Breasts
Marinated Chicken Breasts Welcome the new season with this quick and easy chicken entree. If the first day of spring is particularly balmy, you might even break out the grill! If not, just use the broiler or an indoor grill. Servings: 8 Ingredients: * 1/2 cup broth * 1 tablespoon extra-virgin olive oil * 3 tablespoons balsamic vinegar * 2 teaspoons Dijon mustard * 1/2 minced garlic cloves or 1 to 2 teaspoons garlic powder * 2 teaspoons sugar * 1 teaspoon crushed thyme * 1/4 teaspoon black pepper * Salt to taste * 2 pounds chicken breasts, boned and skinned (8 halves) Directions: Place all of the ingredients except the chicken breasts in a jar with a tight-fitting lid and shake well. Rinse the chicken breasts and pat dry with paper towels. Place the chicken and marinade in a locking plastic bag, making sure the chicken is coated well (using a bag saves on cleanup, but a shallow dish works just as well). Marinate the chic

Cow At Home,..milk For Free?,..not Any More,...
For all those men who say, Why buy a cow when you can get milk for free. Here's an update for you: Now days, 80% of women are against marriage, WHY? Because women realize it's not worth buying an entire pig just to get a little sausage. . . 1. Men are like ..Laxatives ..... They irritate the crap out of you. 2. Men are like. Bananas . The older they get, the less firm they are. 3. Men are like Weather . Nothing can be done to change them. 4. Men are like ....Blenders You need One, but you're not quite sure why. 5. Men are like ..Chocolate Bars .... Sweet, smooth, & they usually head right for your hips. 6. Men are like .. Commercials ....... You can't believe a word they say. 7. Men are like Department Stores ..... Their clothes are always 1/2 off. 8. Men are like ......Government Bonds .... They take soooooooo long to mature. 9. Men are like .....Mascara . They usually run at the first sign of emotion. 10. Men are like .Popcorn ..... They satisfy you,

I Don't Wanna Lost This Pain(poem)
i know i hurt you i know you hate me that's why i don't wanna lost this pain it's a reminder of what i did it's there so i can't do it again i don't want anyother man i don't want to see you there i know this sounds weird but i can't look at you with out crying it's weird how you have this hold on me i can't win i'm nothing then an empty shell that's why i don't wanna lose this pain it's there to let me know i hurt you so i won't do it again i think your gone never to return to me so i'll fly high and wtach you from above i'll leave this world knowing how much i need you but also knowing i can't have you i don't wanna lost this pain

.parental.randomocity.
k so ive come to discover...the best punishment for wicked disobedient children...is put them them to work. they crapped up mah clean house... they left nasty dishes on the table they threw trash... *waves wand* now im contentedly listening to mah girlies profile music while they're in the kitchen loading the dishwasher and washing by hand whatever else didnt fit...cept for some reason or another lacrymosa wont load n keeps leading me back to metallica n giving me a headache n the urge to vomit. hmmmm so mah living room is back to the way it was...mah dining room is back to the way it was...my porch is swept...the dishes are almost done... hurrah for free slave labor. *nod* yup. thats what ima do from now on. k so in other news... i heart my new herbal book its superfantasticness. my back hurts i spose the teleportation from yesterday actually might have worked on a much smaller scale than i originally thought. stupid blatant penis boy? stop trying to ad

Gun Control
Gun control is a moral crusade against a benighted, barbaric citizenry. This is demonstrated not only by the ineffectualness of gun control in preventing crime, and by the fact that it focuses on restricting the behavior of the law-abiding rather than apprehending and punishing the guilty, but also by the execration that gun control proponents heap on gun owners and their evil instrumentality, the NRA. Gun owners are routinely portrayed as uneducated, paranoid rednecks fascinated by and prone to violence, i.e., exactly the type of person who opposes the liberal agenda and whose moral and social "re-education" is the object of liberal social policies. Typical of such bigotry is New York Gov. Mario Cuomo's famous characterization of gun-owners as "hunters who drink beer, don't vote, and lie to their wives about where they were all weekend." Similar vituperation is rained upon the NRA, characterized by Sen. Edward Kennedy as the "pusher's best friend," lampooned in political cartoons as s

Rules For Guys
1.The female always makes the rules. 2.No male can possibly know all of the rules. 3.If the female suspects that the male knows all the rules, she must immediately change some or all of the rules. 4.The female is never wrong. 5.If the female is wrong, it is because of a flagrant misunderstanding which was a direct result of something the male did or said wrong, or the female suspects that the male did or said wrong. 6. If Rule 5 applies, the male must apologize immediately for causing the misunderstanding. 7.The female may change her mind, at any time, for any reason. 8.The male may never change his mind without prior written consent of the female. 9.The female has every right to be angry or upset at any time, for no apparent reason, and must not give any explanation to the male. 10.The male must remain calm at all times, unless the female wants him to be angry or upset. 11.The female must, under no circumstances, let the male know whether she wa

I Love Only You
I LOVE ONLY YOU By: Daniel J. Maag YOU ARE TRULY A SPECIAL WOMAN TO ME YOUR PRESONALITY SHINES AND IS FOREVER FREE MY HEART LONGS TO BE CLOSE TO YOURS TO HAVE YOUR TENDERNESS AND LOVE FOR ALL OF TIME I WANT TO HOLD YOU CLOSE AND LOOK INTO YOUR EYES AND TELL YOU THAT I BELONG TO YOU - AND THATS NO LIE YOU ARE THE WOMAN I HAVE DREAMED OF ALL MY LIFE AND I WANT TO LOVE YOU FOREVER AND MAKE YOU MY WIFE I AM NOT SAYING THAT I AM THE PERFECT MAN NOR AM I TELLING YOU THAT I WANT YOUR HAND JUST WANT TO TELL YOU THAT I TRULY WANT TO BE THE ONLY MAN IN YOUR LIFE TO LOVE - I HOPE ITS ME MY HEART BEATS FOR YOUR LOVE EACH AND EVERY DAY I WANT YOU IN MY LIFE AND I HOPE YOU WILL STAY I KNOW WE JUST MET AND ALL OF THIS IS NEW BUT HEAR ME NOW WHEN I SAY: “I LOVE ONLY YOU”

Another Version Of The Hockey Player's Quote
The Hockey Story This pretty much says it all... The cockiest, dirtiest, most irresponsible group of athletes in the world. Will do anything just to be able to tell his teammates a great story in the dressing room. Live the dream until they are 35 then realize they never made it. Ladies love us, guys want to be us, we are the soul of the universe. You lace up the skates, put on the gloves, strap on the helmet, and walk on to the ice and nothing else matters. It doesn't matter that you failed a test, your girl is being a bitch, or that you got a ticket on the way there...you're world is absolutely perfect for the next couple hours. Here's to face-offs, goals, assists, overtime, living on the road, cold rinks, early mornings, breakaways, going top cheese, countless hours of practice, bag skates, puking, thousands of dollars, dangling d-men, end to end rushes, big hits, broken twigs, new skates, packing bombs, dropping the mittens, wheelin' broads, coaches, adding the letter "y" to the en

Can It Get Any Fucking Worse
I cant do this , I cant keep crying , I dont want to hear anymore fucking lies that spew out , always a lame ass excuse , Im so tired of lies to spare my feelings .. I think today Im done , its gonna be hard as hell to stay away but i cant do this anymore , I cant , all it is , is a reminder of much I suck and how worthless I must be.why the fuck cant people just be real , whats the fucking point of making excusses

Tgif!!!
YUK!! Rain and more rain!! Almost 50 degrees so not too warm and not too cold. Just damp and chilly!! I think I'll head south in a few weeks!! You all have great weekends and stay safe!! Watch out for lightning and tornados!!

God And A Marine
United States Marine A United States Marine was attending some college courses between assignments. He had completed missions in Iraq and Afghanistan. One of the courses had a professor who was a vowed atheist and a member of the ACLU. One day the professor shocked the class when he came in. He looked to the ceiling and flatly stated, "God, if you are real, then I want you to knock me off this platform. I'll give you exactly 15 minutes." The lecture room fell silent. You could hear a pin drop. Ten minutes went by and the professor proclaimed, "Here I am God. I'm still waiting." It got down to the last couple of minutes when the Marine got out of his Chair, went up to the professor, and cold-cocked him; knocking him off the platform. The professor was out cold. The Marine went back to his seat and sat there, silently. The other students were shocked and stunned and sat there looking on in silence. The professor eventually came to, noticeably shaken, looked at the Marine and

Dont Judge Those You Dont Know
DAVID IS MY GAURDIAN ANGEL!!!!!!! AND I AM HIS GAURDIAN ANGEL!!!!!!! PEOPLE THINK AN ANGEL IN A CHILD IS WHEN THERE BEING WELL BEHAVED AND WELL MAINTAINED WITH OBEDIANCE THEY ARE WRONG!!!!! BECAUSE THAT IS NOT MY DAVID, BUT HE IS AN ANGEL!!!!! A GAURDIAN ANGEL MY GAURDIAN ANGEL.WHO IS DAVID? DAVID IS MY SON WHO HAS MULTIPLE DISABILITIES AND FAR FROM A WELL BEHAVED CHILD DO TO HIS DISABILITIES!!! LET ME TELL YOU WHAT A REAL ANGEL IS. AN ANGEL IS WHEN A CHILD CAN SENCE WHAT YOU FEEL DEEP IN SIDE.THE PAIN,SADNESS,HURT,HORRORS,AND SORROWS THAT COME WITH THE PATHS OF LIFE!!!!! THATS MY GAURDIAN ANGEL DAVID!!!.WHEN THEY CAN LIFT YOU UP BY LAUGHTER,SWEETNESS,CAREING,AND LOVE,DEEP DOWN LOVE!!!!!,AND UNDERSTANDING AND THERE BEAUTIFUL SMILE, THAT IS A TRUE ANGEL IN A CHILD!!!!! THATS MY LOVEING SON DAVID!!!!. A CHILD WHO ALSO SUFFERS THE PAIN, HURT ,SADNESS,AND HORRORS,THAT THE PATH OF LIFE BRINGS, AND SURVIVES AND COMES OUT ON TOP THATS A GAURDIAN ANGEL THATS MY SON DAVID THE GAURDIAN ANGEL!!!!

A Lil About Me
Im A Cali raised girl My folks road harleys long before I was born as did my Grandfather. I grew up with my parents working on maintaining their harleys and doing tweaks on them. I have also done the same would rather hunt fish ride or work in the garage before io went to the mall. Shopping bleck. I do engraving and I make paint and design parts for my harleys. Its therapy for me. I have and am into restorations and can do most i want due to the craft taught to me by a machinist. Also my job deals with why does something not work, I figure out what to cut where and how to make it function again or what thing needs to be placed where on a build. Im a project mgr. I teach classes for fun on PCs along with my sister and i do html code alot. Yeah a regular geek LMAO I ride more than i drive a car ..life is good *smiles* Im off to grab a shot of killer tequilla and take a presunset ride hasta l8trs

A Dying Time
So this is exhaustion, or a fascimilie there of. How can I deal with this? How did I deal with it the first time? Ten years of my father winding down, now Year One of my mother, and, fucking selfish me, how does this impact me? How does this affect me? Days in hospital, Days at home staring at walls feeling helpless, again. I know this is unstopable. I've seen Mister Death cloak and all lurking around, waiting for his time, but again? This soon? I want to say not this time, not this time... give me a respite, from you, a couple of years, we know that is transitory, but for me would be enough. He never listens. Just looks at the hourglass, tells you to count precious sands, and he's right, and I hate him.

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Kinda new to all this...if I don't reply its cause I'm still learning what to do on this site...don't worry I'll eventually figure it out! Otherwise I'm on myspace display name 'luck be a lady' thanks for the comments tho...

Average Staying Power With Websites?
I am wondering if I am one the exceptions more than the rule for staying online with any one particular website. There have been many that I don't stay with -- ie LiveJournal and others because I was frustrated with their platform applications and ease of use, as well as diverse options. The Web Master has to work their magic in order to meet the ever increasing discriminating minds. As such, the operating systems have had to increase their capabilities as well to meet the demands of the folks. At what point will the the mind feel too saturated from all the bells and whistles??? When will enough be enough??? Just thinking out loud and wondering, from perusing many blogsites this afternoon, what is the average length of time a person sticks with blogging.... and, what type of person has the greatest staying power with keeping up with a blog -- either as a composer or a reader??? Just wondering....

Let's See Who's Interested!! --- Application For A Booty Call
APPLICATION FOR A BOOTY CALL Name___________________________________________________ Address__________________________________________________ City_______________________________ State_______ Zip________ Phone__________________ Age_______ Height_________ Weight__________ Waist Size___________ Chest/Bra Size__________ Married_________ Single_________ Divorced_______ Are Your Breasts Real? ______ Do You Like Them Sucked? ______ Squeezed? _____ Other? ____________ Explain_________________________________ Can You Stay Out Late? ____ How Late? _______ All Night? _____ Several Days? _______ How Many? _______ Are You Willing To Travel? __________ Do You Like To Be Screwed? __________________ How Often? __________________ Do You Like Oral Sex? ________ Give? ________ Receive? _________ How About "69"? __________________ Do You Like Anal Sex? ________ Do You Prefer: One on One?

I Hate The Fact...
I hate the fact that when someone rates you something lower than a '10', they are anonymous to you unless they put a message on your wall. If someone rates me a '1' I would wanna know who and then ask them why I deserved a '1'. If this wasn't so anonymous, I don't think anyone would have the balls to rate below a '10', but since their identity is safe, they can be the punk bitches that they are. If I rate something below a '10' then I put a comment why I did so, but then again I've never rated below a '10'. So I say, if anyone out there rates anything of mine below a '10', please let me know who you are and don't be a punk ass, trick ass, mark ass bitch about it. If you feel something in your heart about me, LET IT OUT! LET IT BE KNOWN TO ME AND EVERYONE HERE! Can I get an amen?!

~*~quotes~*~
Have the courage to live. Anyone can die. ~Robert Cody Our lives begin to end the day we become silent about things that matter. ~Martin Luther King, Jr. Here's to the crazy ones, the misfits, the rebels, the troublemakers, the round pegs in the square holes... the ones who see things differently -- they're not fond of rules... You can quote them, disagree with them, glorify or vilify them, but the only thing you can't do is ignore them because they change things... they push the human race forward, and while some may see them as the crazy ones, we see genius, because the ones who are crazy enough to think that they can change the world, are the ones who do I don't know if I'm getting better or just used to the pain Even a happy life cannot be without a measure of darkness and the word happiness would lose its meaning if it were not balanced by sadness. ~C.G.Jung People are often unreasonable, illogical, and self-centered; Forgive them anyway. If you are kind, peopl

It's A Glorious Monday!
Sunshine and highs in the upper 70's - sounds like a winner to me, lol! Everyone is off to school without too much chaos ensuing. All the guys had friends over at one point or another this weekend. A few too many girls for my liking, lol! Had to give my Safe Sex lecture again, just for general principles. They seem to have inherited my "touchy, feely" tendencies, lmao! Oops! I'm sure Spring Fever is setting in as well. Such fun! Dakota, the 12 year old, wrestled in his last tournament for the season. Got a 4th place in his bracket, which is not too shabby. His weight is up enough that they bumped him up to a heavier bracket - lots of much bigger and older kids in that one. He held his own, though! Yep, I'm the proud Mom/Grandma! I'm so proud, I could bust! One of my infertility clients called to tell me she is pregnant! I am so very happy for them. Now to keep things going smoothly! That will be the hard part, I think. Belly dancing class tonight, so I won't be online much

Rectum Stretcher!
Rectum Stretcher: While she was "flying" down the road yesterday (10 miles over the limit), a woman passed over a bridge only to find a cop with a radar gun on the other side lying in wait. The cop pulled her over, walked up to the car, and with that classic patronizing smirk we all know and love, asked, "What's your hurry?" To which she replied, "I'm late for work." "Oh yeah," said the cop, "what do you do?" "I'm a rectum stretcher," she responded. The cop stammered, "A what? A rectum stretcher? And just what does a rectum stretcher do?" "Well," she said, "I start by inserting one finger, then work my way up to two fingers, then three, then four, then with my whole hand in. I work from side to side until I can get both hands in, and then I slowly but surely stretch it, until it's about 6 feet wide." "And just what the hell do you do with a 6 foot asshole?" he asked. "You give him a radar gun and park him behind a bridge." Ticket -----------------------$95

Poem
You are the mother I recieved The day I wed your son , And I just want to thank you , mom fr the loving things you've done. You've given me a gracious man whith whom I share my life. You are his lovely mothere and I his lucky wife. You used to pat his little head and now I hold his hand. you raised in love a little boy and then gave me the man.

Complaining...
Yep i want to complain dammit! When i speak to my lady friends on here all i ever hear is how many perverts there are on cherry tap! So major league pervs, stop it and let us minor league pervs have a chance!!! Fuck, how is a guy supposed to see boobies when you guys ruin it for us!? huh? Only kidding around, i guess it goes with the "net territory" that unknown guys think that cos a gal is online she suddenly wants to flash her tits to the world, its a shame that some guys think that way... A tip, be nice to them and if you make good friends your much likely to see boobies! Would you walk upto to a gal in a bar and say show me the goods please? If you would i would be more than suprised if the only time you saw tits was when you were 1 month old getting milk from mom... sheesh GET A LIFE!! ahem, next rant will begin shortly.. hehe

Inside
My soul was so empty It was so dark and cold. I thought Id be by myself always. My heart was so eroded and the rain made it so cloudy. I thought it wouldnt stop. But you filled my soul all that delight brightened my life and I know now ill be alright. and now my heart is repaired all the clouds and the pain are gone Im so glad God brought us together

Prettiest Smile Contest
well i am gettin my ass kicked by the people who are in families... i wanna thank the people who have helped me...i adore you all imma post a link in here...just in case someone feels froggy...they can bomb away... i am gettin DEMOLISHED...but its a good fight it runs til 4/1....comments are what matters most...so if you wanna help me i would appreciate it

A Valuable Lesson
Master Darius pushed his reluctant submissive through the door of their house, the force propelling her onto her knees. Jade had pushed him beyond the limits of overlooking her behavior. She'd gone beyond cheeky, into royal pain in the ass, and straight on to a god damned bitch. The last straw had been at his office party when she'd finished off her third glass of wine, and when he'd told her she'd had enough, she'd said loudly, "Fuck You, you asshole!" Grabbing hold of her arm, he'd dragged her out of the room and to the car, pushing her in and slamming the door. The whore hadn't had the good sense to keep her mouth shut after he got in, and kept mouthing off, calling him a "fucking faggot," and repeating "Shut up, you fucker." Finally, he'd had enough and keeping his voice low and even, pulled over and grabbed her hair, pulling her face to his. "You will shut your fucking mouth now, or you'll feel some goddamned pain. Don't test me, you little cunt. You will NOT like the resul

Bulletion Put Out For The Troops
I posted a video earlier today of Pink's song Dear Mr.President and a few of my military friends were quick to voice thier opinions on it. However I did'nt really listen to it until later after seeing thier comments and I'm apologizing to them now. For anyone who thinks they can run this country any better, go 4 it! Our president may not be the brightest star in the sky but he's persistant as hell!! To those who dont believe in our war....where were you when we were attacked and those towers came down? Maybe you should think before you speak...it could have been you who lost your life or a loved one. That's why we are at war...to ensure we are'nt the unexpecting victims again, so that we can sit on CT and bitch and moan, so we can sleep well at night knowing we are safe. All compliments of the Soldiers who risk thier lives everyday so that we may have the right to bitch etc. I dont think anyone will ever truly realize thier sacrifice they make for our country and for our freedom. So

He Picked On The Wrong One
APPARENTLY THIS GUY HAS A PROBLEM..NOT SURE EXACTLY WHAT IT IS..WELL FOR ONE THING THIS IDIOT DOESN'T KNOW HOW TO SPELL.. I JUST GOT A MESSAGE IN MY SHOUT BOX FROM HIM.. IT SAID...HEY SKUT..NOW I'M SURE HE PROBABLY MEANT SLUT.. NOW IF SOMEONES GOING TO CALL SOMEONE A SLUT THEY FOR ONE THING NEED TO LEARN HOW TO SPELL.. AND FOR ANOTHER THING THEY NEED TO GET A SLUT TO..I MAY BE A LOT OF THINGS BUT SLUT IS NOT ONE OF THEM..A BITCH YES,WHICH HE'S FIXING TO LEARN REAL QUICK.. FOR ANOTHER THING IF YOUR GOING TO DO THAT HAVE THE DAMMED BALLS TO PUT UP A PICTURE OF YOURSELF.. OH AND ANOTHER THING HE'S FRESHMEAT..HE DOESN'T EVEN KNOW ME.. .@ CherryTAP

Craziness
The craziness of the past, present, and future Out or nowhere the tears are forming I thought I was so happy today Out of nowhere I started thinking And I know that I’ll be okay No matter what you said to me All that time ago It doesn’t matter how you make me hurt It’s a pain I no longer know I wanted to scream at you Yell so loud above the noise I can still hear my mom saying “Boys will be boys” Well, to me that don’t matter The silly things she said The tears are still forming And I don’t want to get out of bed Why are the tears rolling Down my not so pretty face Every time I feel them coming I feel like a disgrace A laugh is forming in my voice A happiness in my tone I just happened to remember That I’m not really all alone There is someone special Someone that makes me laugh You don’t need to know it yet But you’re not my better half There was a time it was different And I can’t remember why There was a time it was different When you

Subject: Hello My Lovely Cherries!!
subject: Hello my lovely cherries!! date: 2007-03-29 13:45:39 Hello my lovely cherries!! date: 2007-03-29 13:15:55 Early day at work!!! Home now Yay, and its gorgeous out!!!! Please make my day even brighter with pic comments, family member please comment my Just me folder!!!

Understanding Games People Play
http://www.paulstips.com/brainbox/pt/home.nsf/link/13082006-Understanding-the-games-people-play Understanding the Games People Play 14 August 2006 interesting book, for anyone who's interested in the psychology of human relationships, is Games People Play by Eric Berne. Dr Berne is a psychiatrist who developed the theory of transactional analysis, which looks at the ways people interact with one another. Specifically, he's interested in the psychological games people play. Berne thinks people's personalities are divided into three distinct egos - child, adult and parent. These are a simple as they sound: The child is representative of our personalities when we were children - needy, emotional, charming, creative and so on. The adult is our rational and objective side. The parent represents our parents (or their substitutes) and the behaviors and attitudes we felt they had towards us when we were children. It is the interaction of these parts of our personality w

Bad Girl
i knew i had upset him.. earlier.. i had not done as ordered.. when i heard his truck pull into the drive way, i rushed to the door .. quickly dropping to my knees. and lowering my head.. my heart was pounding so hard in my chest.. i feared it would explode... i heard his steps on the walkway.. and my body began to tremble... why had i been so foolish... why didn't i just do what i was told... when would i learn to submit to him completely.. He walked in the door..and simply walks past me.. no pat on the head.. no words.. nothing... one solo tear falls down my cheek... i would rather have harsh words of anger.. then the silence of His disappointment. i stayed in my position..the first right thing i had done all day... in silence.. and agony... i heard him strip out of his work clothes.. and the sound of the shower turning on.. turned my blood cold...that was my job to run his bath water.. but i didn't dare move.. i waited for what seemed an eternity before He return

Clocks In Heaven
Clocks in Heaven A man died and went to heaven. As he stood in front of St. Peter at the Pearly Gates, he saw a huge wall of clocks behind him. He asked, "What are all those clocks?" >> St. Peter answered, "Those are Lie-Clocks. Everyone on Earth has a Lie-Clock. Every time you lie the hands on your clock will move." >> "Oh," said the man, "whose clock is that?" >> "That's Mother Teresa's. The hands have never moved, indicating That she >> never told a lie." "Incredible," said the man. "And whose clock is that one?" >> St. Peter responded, "That's Abraham Lincoln's clock. The hands Have >> moved twice, telling us that Abe told only two lies in his entire Life." "Where's Hillary Clinton's clock?" asked the man. >> "Hillary's clock is in Jesus' office. He's using it as a ceiling fan."

So Boy's Do It
Ok so here I sit, thinking about what is right and wrong, so who defines that anyway?and what gives them the right to?so here is my BIG BIG QUESTION!! OK a guy sleeps with a chick that he has just met, they have wild wild sex all night, and he has a feeling of pride, and power. My question is why if a woman,meets a guy, and just wants to have a good time? Well yeah he is goodlooking and all, but all she is thinking about is how she can seduce him, and take controll of the situation, and have a good time. But when women behave that way, we are called a number of names,I think that men dont like it when we feel in controll, or unattached to the situation, like please, make my pussy wet, and I am at your controll, NOT!!!! I know what I like.I dont need a man for that.

Such Is Life
Everyone knows life comes at you ten fold, sometimes more of course. But its all about how we react to it....life is 10% of what happens to you and 90% how you react!! Have to hit life head on! Keep the ball in your court! Smile and enjoy! I know easier said than done but talking about it isn't gonna get anything done. "Life's journey is not to arrive in the grave safely in a well perserved body, but rather to skid in sideways,totally wore out shouting.... " HOLY SHIT...WHAT A RIDE!!!" Laugh your heart out, dnace in the rain, cherish the moments,ingore the pain,live,love,learn, forgive and forget, Life's too short to live with regret!!! In a world where you can be anyone...try being yourself!!! Live it up people and enjoy!!! smooches all!!

Experience The Power Of Now.
aloha brothers and sisters! I was invited to a seminar at the landmark forum last night and I was pleased to hear how they have constructed a method to help people enjoy their lives more. All the methods that are out there that instruct self realization are powerful tools to guide one back to their self. They all try to show you, as with the secret movie, and lifespring, etc that there is only one time. And that is now. Right here, right now. It is somewhat easy for one to think they understand this, but until you experience the power of now, it is not knowing. Keep trying and letting go at the same time and one moment it will happen. You will hope for nothing, fear nothing, and you shall be free. Everything is futile. One has to understand this. If you don’t understand it, you will always remain in illusion. Everything is futile, and in life there is no progress, no improvement, because life is eternally there. Life is already perfect. One just has created barriers to this perfe

Pondering
well it seems i have been pondering on fucking life a lot today...its like i have been beating myself in the head trying to figure what in the hell i am doing with my life...im always trying to please other ppl but i dont get any pleasure from it...is it suppose to be like that? cant i just be myself and find someone who loves me for that, or do i have to front all the time!!! not saying that im fronting but it seems like no one accepts me for me...they always think that im a little weird...so just get the fuck over it then...im gonna be me from now on and do what i like doing and someone will come that likes the same as me...then we can do it together and live our own lives, a life that is completely different from others....and for the ones that dont like it kiss my ass and go the fuck on then!!! and weird dreams last night, i couldnt sleep at all...dreamed someone came and gave me a black rose...anyways

Warriors Of The Rainbow
Ok I had to make a very difficult choice on this one. It could have been clasified in more than one catigory here. Warriors of the Rainbow (Unknown Author) There was an old lady, from the Cree tribe, named Eyes of Fire, who prophesied that one day, because of the white mans' or Yo-ne-gis' greed, there would come a time, when the fish would die in the streams, the birds would fall from the air, the waters would be blackened, and the trees would no longer be, mankind as we would know it, would all but cease to exist. There would come a time when the "keepers of the legend, stories, culture rituals, and myths, and all the Ancient Tribal Customs" would be needed to restore us to health. They would be mankind’s' key to survival, they were the "Warriors of the Rainbow". There would come a day of awakening when all the peoples of all the tribes would form a New World of Justice, Peace, Freedom and recognition of the Great Spirit. The "Warriors of the Rainbow" would spre

Legend Of The Cedar Tree
A long time ago when the Cherokee people were new upon the earth, they thought that life would be much better if there was never any night. They beseeched the Ouga (Creator) that it might be day all the time and that there would be no darkness. The Creator heard their voices and made the night cease and it was day all the time. Soon, the forest was thick with heavy growth. It became difficult to walk and to find the path. The people toiled in the gardens many long hours trying to keep the weeds pulled from among the corn and other food plants. It got hot, very hot, and continued that way day after long day. The people began to find it difficult to sleep and became short tempered and argued among themselves. Not many days had passed before the people realized they had made a mistake and, once again, they beseeched the Creator. "Please," they said, "we have made a mistake in asking that it be day all the time. Now we think that it should be night all the time." The Creator paused a

Cracked Any Huge Anagrams Lately?
http://www.ninwiki.com/Year_Zero_Research/Solid_Leads H S U R V E S G O D G I V E N T H A N O I N Z E R "Reznor has given god this venue" I know the code isn't complete- but maybe they missed a step, maybe something wasn't there, or by god maybe someone just forgot how to spell Venue. I don't care LOOK!!! LOOK !!! LOOK!!! Or "God has given Reznor this venue." Its there and the Anagrams are everywhere! THIS IS IT! (btw I am REALLY far down the rabbit hole after this long)

Ver.2 Angle
God sent us an angel, but he didn’t give her wings I never saw a harp, and I rarely heard her sing He tucked away the halo, so we wouldn’t recognize But I think I saw it shining, in the light deep in her eyes God sent us an angel, to live an earthly life To walk the path before her, in happiness and strife It wasn’t his intention that we should ever know Her purpose was to touch us, and to help our souls to grow God sent us an angel, with a nature pure and true She showed unselfish love to everyone she knew A kind and gentle spirit, her words would never taunt Such beauty in simplicity, in a life she didn’t flaunt God sent us an angel, with the strength of many men It wasn’t in her muscles, but from what she held within The burdens that she carried, could never break her stride As she lived the life God gave her, with dignity and pride God sent us an angel, with a lovely face and mind Yet it wasn’t physical assets that he hoped that we would find I know that s

Wassup
well im not gonna lie, im pretty fucked up right now.. i was suppose to go out to bar charlotte butttt- we got to fucked up at my house...weird things are going on...i have my techno on and drinking a little..toooo much...hahaha!!!anyways i got my girls by my side...and my men on me!!!lol fuck all yall haters

Your Mother Is Always With You:
Your Mother is always with you: She's the whisper of the leaves as you walk down the street, She's the smell of certain foods you remember, Flowers you pick and perfume that she wore. She's the cool hand on your brow when you're not feeling well. She's your breath in the air on a cold winter's day. She is the sound of the rain that lulls you to sleep, the colors of a rainbow. She is Christmas morning. Your Mother lives inside your laughter. And she's crystallized in every tear drop. A mother shows every emotion.......... Happiness, sadness, fear, jealousy, love, hate, anger, helplessness, excitement, joy, sorrow.....and all the while, Hoping and praying you only know the good feelings in life. She's the place you came from, your first home, and She's the map you follow with every step you take. She's your first love, your first friend, even your first enemy, but nothing on earth can separate you. Not time, not space.......not even death! PASS THIS ON TO ALL TH

.over.thinking.insomnia.
so im sitting here...playing minesweeper incessantly...while the thoughts are churning in my brain...cuz in reality there is no way to stop them...and ive come to realise...how perfectly shitty the weekend is. well. mine. i think. sure it is what you make of it...but i think people can play an integral part. my kids are goin thru that snotty 'tween' stage. the baby is well...the baby. moms is awesome...but yannow...its moms... my neighbors think its cool to pump up their bass n make my piano vibrate with god only knows what the ass they're listening too. its just... to quiet. to silent. to something i dont know. where are all the people who need people. or something else that makes sense. if Poe walks across my bewbs one more time im going to eat her with noodles and a good merlot. sometimes i wonder how it would be to have normal human hours. and sleep. this insomnia thing is a bitch. seriously. *talks to self* oh i think ive put my finger on it. yes. i

Reflections On The Road
Reflections on The Road Reflections on the road ahead, just dangerous distractions. Reminders of where I fear to tread and opposite reactions. Consequences yet to arise from actions not yet taken, come to pass before my eyes. Nightmares from which I can't awaken.

A Reason, Season, Or Lifetime!
am sending this to you to see how many actually read their comments.Your response will be interesting. Pay attention to what you read. After you have finished reading it, you will know the reason it was sent to you. Here goes: People come into your life for a REASON, a SEASON or a LIFETIME. When you know which one it is, you will know what to do for that person. When someone is in your life for a REASON, it is usually to meet a need you have expressed. They have come to assist you through a difficulty, to provide you with guidance and support, to aid you physically, emotionally or spiritually. They may seem like a godsend and they are. They are there for the reason you need them to be. Then, without any wrongdoing on your part or at an inconvenient time, this person will say or do something to bring the relationship to an end. Sometimes they die. Sometimes they walk away. Sometimes they act up and force you to take a stand. What we must realize is that our need has been met, our desire

Boogidy Boogie!
What's up homies? My spring break just ended, and its back to the grind of skool.. blahhhhhhhhhhh! Im just worn out from it, and not even enjoying it much. Maybe this quarter will be different, I sure hope so, cause I want to get crazy about photography again. One of my classes was cancelled due to low enrollment so i had to re'add fashion.. gag me with a spoon! my instructor says i'll like it, so we'll see. I get my camera outta pawn tomorrow! w00t! *does the happy dance* I don't get my student loan money till after May 14th tho, so that BITES big time! *wimpers* But, I guess when I applied for last quarter, I didnt put Spring quarter also... grrrrrrrrrr im so stupid sometimes *smacks head on keyboard* ah well. I have to wait alittle over a month.. but then I can put money aside for June *crosses fingers* I sure hope it happens....if it falls thru I know I'm still going to finally meet my BFF face to face.. but Im still crossing fingers and praying that I get to meet both. Well this

Vacation
We're leaving for vacation on Friday the 6th. We'll be gone for 2 weeks!!! Oh MAN I'm ready to go!!!!!!!! A friend & her hubby's going to keep my puppy...Simon said I might not get her back! Told him he was crazier than a shithouse rat if he thought he was keeping my Abbygirl!!!

Please Remember That April Is Autism Awareness Month!
I haven't written in a long time...yeah I know way toooooo long but work and my back detiorating have kept me away. But this is a subject I feel strongly about and I wanted to make sure you all at least gave it a thought. Someone very dear and close to me, Purteeladee, as some of you know has an autistic son named Christian. If you go to her page here, http://cherrytap.com/purteeladee, you'll have a chance to meet Christian and Theresa. Christian took a very, very big step for an autistic child and is now beginning to use words...which is an incredible achievement. Now before some of you start asking yourself just who in the hell does he think he is and how does he know anything about autism, I'll tell you. My undergraduate degree from the University of Kansas was in Speech-Language-Hearing: Sciences and Disorders and my MS Ed is in Communication Disorders from the University of Nebraska at Kearney. I don't put this in here to brag, just to let you know that I'm not pulling

Chapter 10: Causes Of The Collapse
Mein KampfADOLF HITLERChapter 10Causes of the CollapseTHE EXTENT of the fall of a body is always measured by the distance between its momentary position and the one it originally occupied. The same is true of nations and states. A decisive significance must be ascribed to their previous position or rather elevation. Only what is accustomed to rise above the common limit can fall and crash to a manifest low This is what makes the collapse of the Reich so hard and terrible for every thinking and feeling man, since it brought a crash from heights which today, in view of the depths of our present degradation, are scarcely conceivable. The very founding of the Reich seemed gilded by the magic of an event which uplifted the entire nation. After a series of incomparable victories, a Reich was born for the sons and grandsons-a reward for immortal heroism. Whether consciously or unconsciously, it matters not, the Germans all had the feeling that this Reich, which did not owe its existence to t

Just A Rant
I have a bar near my house that was a metal bar....I used to love this place...about 1 yr ago it was bought and turned into a country bar....now us metal heads get rowdy...but we treat each other as family. Since this bar went country...More fights and destution in the neighborhood...you would think that this would set an alarm off in someones head...but no...in my town anything construed as fun for a group of ppl that may listen to different music, or dress differently.....must be bad and there for have everything taken from them so rednecks..can take over and cause even more trouble....I have nothing against rednecks whatso ever...but I do have a problem with ppl who think that screwing with something that has been working by taking it away...those ppl should be shot

By George F. Will --- With Comments By Me.
THEY COME with metronomic regularity, these media stories about "soaring" gasoline prices and the causes thereof, news stories which always identify the same two culprits, supply and demand. The stories always give various reasons why supplies are tight -- more often, why prices include a risk premium based on fears that supplies might become tight -- or why demand is higher than it "should" be, given supposedly high prices. Today, as the price of a gallon of regular ($2.70 nationally on Monday) "soars" almost to where it was (measured in constant dollars) in 1982, the "news" is: "Drivers Offer a Collective Ho-Hum as Gasoline Prices Soar" (The New York Times, last Friday). People are not changing their behavior because the real, inflation-adjusted cost of that behavior has not changed significantly, and neither has the cost of the commodity in question, relative to disposable income. The next wave of stories about "soaring" gas prices will predictably trigger some politicians' in

I Carry Your Heart With Me
I Carry Your Heart With Me I carry your heart with me (i carry it in my heart) I am never without it (anywhere i go you go,my dear; and whatever is done by only me is your doing,my darling) I fear no fate (for you are my fate,my sweet) I want no world (for beautiful you are my world,my true) And it's you are whatever a moon has always meant and whatever a sun will always sing is you. Here is the deepest secret nobody knows (here is the root of the root and the bud of the bud and the sky of the sky of a tree called life;which grows higher than the soul can hope or mind can hide) And this is the wonder that's keeping the stars apart. I carry your heart (i carry it in my heart)

It's Funny How Life Works Out
I wish I could put rational thoughts together to describe how I'm feeling about life right now. I've never been good at getting my feelings out, even to myself on paper. How sad is that? Things have been both uhhhmazing and kinda shitty at the same time. I don't know, I'm not even going to try to put things into words right now, I'll just look like a douchebag or something.

Sayin Goodbye...
some of you know that i am leaving tomorrow to go home for a week (or more...) i want to say bye to everyone because i wont be on here much seeing how ill be spending time with family and yeah. when i am on ill only be on for a short time, im doing this to clear my mind of a lot of things and see what i really want to do with my life. i would like to put a few people in here, its the people i talk to on a regular basis and who always been there for me no matter what... ill miss everyone while im gone x-x-x Riot Girl - TF! my BEST friend, like a brother to me, and has my best intrest at heart THROATF*CK!@ CherryTAP - Momma Stang, always gave me advice when i needed and has always helped me when i was in trouble ۞Kings Queen Stang۞@ CherryTAP - Army Wifez, this girl has one of the biggest hearts, and she does what she does and she does it well, doent care if you like it either lol couldnt get her link so just click the pic! - Auntie Chaos, she

Who Are You?
You're on my friends list. I'd like to know 25 things about you. Just hit reply to poster. Thanks! You'll be surprised how much you didn't know about your friends after this! 1. Ever punch someone in the face? 2. How old are you? 3. Are you single or taken? 4. Eat with your hands or utensils? 5. Do you dream at night? 6. Ever seen a corpse? 7. Have you ever wished someone dead? 8. Do You Like Bush, the president? HERE COMES THE EQUALLY INTERESTING PART... 9. Whats your philosophy on life and death? 10. Is there anyone you like at the moment? 11. Do you trust the police? 12. Do you like country music? 13. What is your fondest memory of me? 14. If you could change anything about yourself what would it be? 15. Would you date me? 16. What do you wear to sleep? 17. Have you ever peed in a pool? 18. Would you hide evidence for me if I asked you to? 19. If I only had one day to live, wha

Florida Vacation
thanks to my wonderful job i was able to take my very 1st real vacation. 2 weeks of payed rest! how the hell can you beat that...other than with a stick, brick, cow leg, or other blunt object..... my wife and i went to Savannah , St Augustine , Daytona Beach, and Orlando. we had a blast. we dined on the old river front in Savannah. we toured the oldest European settlement in US while in St Augustine. we strolled the beach at Daytona. we spent a relaxing time at a Disney resort in Orlando. and best of all i was payed to do it! i plan to post some nice pix very soon so you guys can see some of the nice places we went. i would really recommend checking out St Augustine. it was so interesting! i feel ready to dive back into my job renewed and with great vigor. if anyone wants a recommendation on things to see or do in St Augustine just drop me a line. be glad to share my expierence. on a side note....the entire time i was gone i still havent heard about the job i applied for...

Today Sucked
ok soo i came to work and it was sooo COLD and wet.and like soon as i got to work they let this guy joe off and let him go home..i was like okay no biggie..but then later on my manager was like i could go home next but this girl i work with was like "i'll go home"....grr.. pissed me off.. not like i didnt want to go home or anything..bu ya...soo me and ash. were stuck there the whole fucking day with like a sporadic amount of customers..just wanting hot chocolate..ugh..soo basically everybody else closed early while we closed at like 11:15 fucking sucked..i swear i was pissed off the WHOLE day..and then i got kind of upset cuz of what some guy told me..but oh well shit happens..well i'll write more later...HAPPY EASTER..

I*d*g*a*f
TO MY FRIENDS WHO UNDERSTAND THAT I HAVE A LIFE AND AM NOT ALWAYS ON HERE OR AM QUICK TO RESPOND THAT HAVE FUN WITH ME WHEN WE CHAT AND DONT GET ALL BUTT HURT WHEN WE DONT I LOVE YOU TO EVERYONE ELSE I*D*G*A*F BOTTOM LINE IS NOT INTO DRAMA OR BULLSHIT YOU CAN SAVE THAT I AM NOT THE ONE. MY REAL FRIENDS KNOW I LOVE THEM IF YOU ARE ONE OF THOSE WHO THINK I SHOULD STOP MY LIFE AND KISS THIER ASS THEN YOU NEED TO MOVE ON THIS GIRL HAS A LIFE. SO TO ALL MY FRIENDS LOVE ME OR HATE ME THIS IS WHAT IT IS. TO EVERYONE ELSE I DONT GIVE A FUCK! DELETE ME. DONT GET ME WRONG LOVE TALKING TO EACH AND EVERYONE OF U YOU KNOW I DONT CARE ABOUT POINTS OR COMMENTS BUT IF YOU START TO GET ALL PUSSY HURT THAT I DONT RATE OR AM NOT RESPONDING FAST ENOUGH TO YOUR NEEDS THEN MOVE ON DELETE ME I*D*G*A*F. TO ALL THAT LOVE ME I LOVE YA BACK MUAHHHS

Death
Saying goodbye is never easy It's the hardest thing to do But what hurts even more Is not the chance to say it to you. Yesterday is just a memory Our laughter was sunny and bright Then clouds started to gather For you were no where in sight. You were my first real love And this I will never forget How you left without a warning No good-byes, my only regret. Wherever I may be now Always searching for another so true To place my world of emotion Handing my love to someone like you. If again I must go there And experience all the pain I would do it in a minute For all the good I would gain. No matter what my wrongs You offered only love Until the day you left me For your new home up above. I know you still are with me Your love is within my heart Though life is no longer present Our souls will never part. This is given to you in honor Of all that we did share I just wanted you to know, dear, How much I really did care.

How Dare You Be So Wonderful?
How dare you be so wonderful? The very mention of your name Sends shivers down my spine, A thousand times colder Than the winter chill. Your smile caresses my soul, Pulling the strings of my heart Sending the cold away And filling me with an amazing glow. I sift through the photo albums In my mind Filling the long hours of the day I spend without you. Recapturing the moments When I was alive. I retire to my empty bed, And as blissful sleep carries me away I let my mind dream of your face. Through the day I think of you, Through the night I dream of you, How dare you be so wonderful?

Erotica: Visit
Maybe it wasn't really a conscious decision. They had been dating for over a year and half, and living together for over a year of that time. Their life together was unique, almost idyllic. They had just bought a house on two acres, a little distance from town. There were gardens, dogs, animals. The place helped to foster a genuine love between them. And Sam loved her more deeply then anything he had ever felt, and she him. It was often beyond words, beyond description. Perhaps that's the reason why the request didn't strike Sam as anything beyond innocent. Kay's ex-boyfriend Lee was in town for a visit in the Fall. Her first real love. They had split over two years back. She hadn't seem him since. A potter, recluse, artist-type, Lee was much taller--about 6'5"-- and a half-decade younger--late-20s--than Sam. Lee had a thick beard and very short curly chestnut brown hair that was cropped close to his head, and lanky frame. When Kay asked about Lee visiting the house (and maybe "s

Specialness?
it seems to me there are too many sweets in the dish, like the little kid we are tempted by each. yet.. is a whole bowl good for us really? as for myself, I would sooner offer 100% to just one, possible somthing special. it would be only too simple... to have 20 friends or even sleep with each of them, but what then would one have to offer each friend ??? 5% ??? Forget that! There is nothing special in 5% of any person ! Thats Settling for Less than your worth. If it's not unique, special, and un-devided, then i simply do Not want it ! Did that in high school. Like a candy dish, once everyones bitten all the pieces, left the wrappers all over town, theres nothing special anymore. The same time wasted online could be time spent watching the most incredible sunsets ever, with somone special wayyy beyond any the normal flattering bullsht gimme gimme i want i want people. I'm huggmeok on yahoo when you one day aggree.

Update On My Grandfather
My Grandfather is still on this earth, Hip and Socket still fractured.. still on different doses of hydrocodone that doesnt work. He passed the stress test to schedule the surgery for hip replacement, the Dr's give him a 10% chance of survival, and say the surgery is a must because ganegreen can set in and cause more health problems. Well, yesterday my Grandmother said she can already smell the rotting flesh. As soon as we get a surgery date set, my family and I will be in Colorado for my Grandfather. I spoke with him yesterday for Easter, he did'nt even know who I was. I pray he passes before the surgery so they dont have to waste all that money for nothing. He has lived a good long life and has no regrets.. he isnt afraid of dying. He knows where he is going after death. He has made all the peace he can in this world. So I pray he passes soon. I love him too much to know the pain he is living in and cant do a thing about it. Its been very hard on my dad, and the re

The Storyteller (sonnet)
He's perfected his craft over the years Without hopes of gaining fame nor wealth Shared his many tales of laughter and tears Though none will collect dust on a shelf The words inside will be read many times And treasured for generations to come He has touched a heart with every line And left them wanting more when it was done A new story with each stoke of the pen When one is finished another unfolds Captivating from beginning to end They will not be forgotten once they're told Though he may disapear or fade away His words live on forever and a day

What I Want.
I want love songs to mean something again to me. I want to feel someones warm embrace nightly as I try to go to sleep. I want to hear I love you so much baby at the end of the day. I want to know that I am someone's everything. I don't want a rebound. I don't want to fall from grace. I don't want to be left alone. I want the good the bad and the ugly that every relationship has to offer. I want the fights, the I'm sorrys, the I love you's. I want to wake up with a mans smell in my hair, and on my skin. I want him to love my children, I want to love his family, and his family to love me. I want my family to love him. I want above all else for him to be honest with me. I want him to trust me, and for me to trust him. I want to make him laugh, and I want to be able to joke around with him. I want so much of what this life has to offer. I'm willing to wait it out, to see what happens, to not confuse lust for love, and love for lust. I don't want a rebound, I want stability

New Member Here
Just wanted to introduce myself to all! Name is Brook, I am not sure how many of my fiends are here already, but hey, I have no objections to making new ones! Holla at me! I dont bite...unless you want me to!;)

--------wish You Were Here---------
I CAN JUST SEE THEM WALKING ON THE SHORES OF HEAVEN PRAISING THE LORD AND WATCHING THE TIDE ROLL IN FRIENDS THAT THAVE GONE ON, OH HOW I MISS YOU SO AND SOMEHOW I KNOW IF YOU COULD THAT YOU\'D LET ME KNOW THAT YOU\'RE DOING FINE AND ITS DOESN\'T HURT ANYMORE THINGS COULDN\'T BE BETTER AND HEAVEN IS WORTH WAITING FOR THAT YOU MISS ME TOO AND TIL THEN YOU\'LL BE PRAYING FOR ME AND I KNOW IF YOU COULD TALK TO ME NOW THAT HERE\'S WHAT YOU\'D SAY TO ME WISH YOU WERE HERE, IT SUCH A BEAUTIFUL PLACE WISH YOU WERE HERE, NOTHING BUT CLEAR SUNNY DAYS IT NEVER RAINS, NO ONE COMPLAINS AND WE HAVEN\'T SEEN A TEAR WE\'RE HAVING A GREAT TIME, WISH YOU WERE HERE. I CAN JUST SEE THEM WALKING ON THE SHORE TOGETHER THEY\'RE TALKING WITH JESUS, SAFE AND SECURE IN HIS LOVE FRIENDS AND LOVED ONE WALKING IN HEAVENLY PEACE AND I KNOW IF THEY COULD TALK TO ME NOW HERE\'S WHAT THEY\'D SAY T O ME WISH YOU WERE HERE, ITS SUCH A BEAUTIFUL PLACE WISH YOU WEERE HERE, NOTHING BUT CLE

------ Angel Beside The Door-----
MAY ANGELS REST BESIDE YOUR DOOR MAY YOU HEAR THEIR VOICE SING MAY YOU FEEL THEIR LOVING CARE FOR YOU, MAY YOU HEAR THE PEACE BELLS RING, MAY ANGELS ALWAYS CARE FOR YOU AND NOT LET YOU TRIP OR FALL. MAY THEY, BEAR YOU UP ON ANGELS WINGS MAY THE KEEP YOU STANDING TALL, MAY THE WHISPER WISDOM IN YOUR EAR, MAY THEY TOUCH YOU WHEN YOU NEED, MAY THE REMOVE YOU FROM EACH TRACE OF FEAR, MAY THE KEEP YOU FROM FEELING GREED, MAY THEY FILL YOU WITH THEIR PRESENCE, MAY THEY SHOW YOU LOVE UNTOLD MAY THEY ALWAYS STAND BESIDE YOU; AND MAKE YOU EVER BOLD. MAY THEY TEACH YOU WHAT YOU NEED TO KNOW ABOUT LIFE HERE AND HERE AFTER MAY THEY FILL YOU ALWAYS WITH THERE LOVE AND GIVE YOU THE GIFT OF LAUGHTER WISHING YOU A DAY FILLED WITH LAUGHTER AND HAPPINESS!!!!

When Life Drags You Down
WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOU LET YOUR LIFE LEAD YOU, INSTEAD OF LIVING LIFE? WHAT DO YOU DO WHEN YOUR SURROUNDING PEEPS ARE STABBING YOU IN THE BACK? WHO DO YOU TURN TO WHEN LIFE GETS YOU DOWN? WHEN YOU FEEL LIKE EVERYONE AROUND YOU, IS AFTER SOMETHING? THIS PLACE WAS MADE TO HAVE FUN!! AND PEOPLE ARE SUPPOSED TO BE GROWN UP!! WHAT'S UP WITH ALL THE BULL?!?!? WHY IS IT THAT PPL CAN'T BE REAL ON THIS SITE?!? PPL HIDING BEHIND OTHER PROFILE.... MAKING STUPID REMARKS BEHIND OTHER PPL'S BACKS.... WTF?!?!? IF YOU HAVE A FRICKEN PROBLEM, GROW UP AND SAY IT TO THAT PERSON AND NOT SOMEONE ELSE! DEAL WITH THE SHIT AND MOVE ON!!!!!!! I CAN'T STAND PEOPLE THAT DO THAT! HELL, MY SON IS MORE MATURE THEN SOME PEOPLE I MEET ON HERE!! AND HE'S 7! I'M SAYING A LOT OF THIS STUFF TODAY, BECAUSE SOME PEOPLE ARE JUST GETTING UNDER MY SKIN! I WAS ABOUT TO LEAVE BECAUSE OF YOU F**KERS!! LMAO! OMG WHAT WAS I THINKING?!?! I'M HERE TO HAVE FUN, WHILE APPARENTLY SOME PEOPLE ARE HERE SEEKING DRAMA! I HAVE ENOUGH DRAMA

Our Love
being loved by you for me is the happiest feeling for your love is as lovely as a million birds singing your love can make the flowers bloom that brings beauty even in my deepest gloom loving you for me is the most wonderful feeling for loving you is as lovely as a million swans swimming for you alone can make my heart thump so fast that i wish forever this feeling will last this precious love i've waited for so long the love that i dream to have and so on i want this love to last more than forever for our love i know will bind us together... forever..

My Wait Is Over
Master I want you to know that I have waited a very long time for you. I have been waiting patiently to give these gifts locked away inside me. Now you are here, so much a part of me. You are here in front of me as I kneel in respect to you while you place your collar on me. At times it is unbelievable to me, Still a dream that we have found each other. But yet, I hear your voice, a voice my soul has always longed to hear and instantly recognized. I feel your touch, a touch my body has always ached to feel and instantly reacted to. I see your handsome face, a face my eyes have always searched for and immediately affirmed. I taste your kiss, a kiss my lips have always hungered to taste and instantly felt the fire and passion. I smell your hunger, a hunger whose scent I know all too well. I have waited for you and now I am yours body, soul, mind and heart. Take me. Take my hunger for dominance and nourish me. Take my thirst for control and quench me.

Two More
Whatever Meandering, pointless beyond recognition, oblivious to the cause of this condition. Inspiration once near is now slipping away. Without passion to cling to, no spark lights the way. Relentless, intimidating uncertainty eliminates the trace of possibility. Idealistically idle, unable to move. Far too much left to learn, but still more left to prove. I started this one intending for it to be a standard rhyming metered poem, but couldn't come up with the right rhyme so I turned it into a haiku. Chaos Just a thoughtless word carried on the wings of a butterfly in flight.

All The Drama...really Is It Necessary?
So much drama and I guess that I could get mad about it but after all this is the Internet and people do pretty much what they want to do but I look at it this way if you are going to rate something and then go back and down rate it seems pretty childish to me but some people believe that they will hurt someone’s feelings by doing such things and I guess that some people have to feel good about trying to hurt others.

Honey-glazed Chicken Wings
Honey-Glazed Chicken Wings Don't let the bare-bones ingredients list fool you -- these wings come bursting with flavor, thanks to the sublime sweet-salty pairing of honey and soy sauce. Marinate the chicken in the morning, and dinner's almost done! Credit: Kathy Gunst with the editors of Parenting magazine Servings: 4 Ingredients: * 16 chicken wings * 1/2 cup soy sauce * 1/2 cup honey * 2 lemons, squeezed Directions: Place the chicken pieces in a shallow pan. Mix all of the remaining ingredients in a medium bowl and pour over the chicken, turning several times to coat. Cover and refrigerate for at least 5 hours or overnight. Preheat the broiler or prepare a charcoal fire in an outdoor grill. Broil or grill the chicken for about 10 minutes on each side.

I Could
I COULD DEVOUR YOU EVERY PART OF YOU I COULD EAT FOR DAYS I COULD MAKE YOU SCREAM IN PLEASURE IN PASSION I COULD FEED OFF OF YOU I WOULD LIVE FOR YEARS OFF OF ONE DAY BUT YOU ARE A FORBIDDEN FRUIT A FEAST OF KINGS AND I AM BUT A PAUPER OH TO FEAST ON YOU TO FEEL YOUR SKIN TO TOUCH THAT WETNESS TO STARE DEEP INTO YOUR SOUL AS I BROUGHT YOU TO ECSTACY THEN TO HOLD YOU THERE.... KEEP YOU TIGHT IN MY ARMS UNTIL IT ALL PASSES AND I WOULD BEGIN THE FEAST AGAIN LET ME TAKE YOU

Something About My Baby
My words and actions can't explain my love for you. All I can feel is how much you love me and can't let it go. Because you mean the world to me and I can't lose it, not now at least. People tell me that you'll get over him soon and move on to someone new, but you know what, its not like that. Because I love you more than anything in the world! Because your the first to make me happy and keep me happy. Your the greatest thing in the world and I’m glad that I have you in my life and I don’t want to lose you and that wonderful feeling. I think about you everyday, every hour, because when I think about you, I think about your face, your body, the way you touch me, the way you talk to me. Really I just think about how happy I’m with you! And I keep thinking about when I’m going to feel you touch again. That touch on my face, to feel your hand on my face, to feel your arms around me, cause I know your there to keep me safe and warm. I wish that your there with me all the time and I can't he

Just Something I Wanted To Spread
http://www.joefrank.com The short is sign up its free and try it out. The long follows below. I've been looking at a lot of art on the internet today. I rediscovered something great and also found some links to artists. Joe Frank is a radio talk show host who does some incredible spoken word. Its just unbelievable some of the images he evokes. His descriptions are just beautiful. His story telling is phenomenal. Its just indescribable how good he is. My brother and I originally found him while surfing radio channels after going out for chinese food. It was wierd because I just randomly decided to stop on a channel because my normal radio station which plays mostly heavy metal admittedly was not coming in. I just happened to hit the scan and it went to a jazz station that I would flip by every once in a while comment on and then pass. Today was different. It was captivating the verbal portrait this man created. Something cannot be savored nearly as well as hard standi

Update....
Things are going pretty good. I have been working for over a month now, got a car that i know will run, lossing weight, taning wow... alot of things hey. I am now looking for a second job to keep all my bills up an running good lol... Well Im at work using there computer i better get going here hehe... Take care.. Luv yaz

Imus Staken
Don I mus. A man who has been in the broadcasting business for many years. Said something in poor judgement to make light of a womans basketball team. NO while I agree that he said someting very wrong. BUt here is where I walk that dangerous line. If some one like Chris Rock, or any other black personality made this comment. People would have laughed at this statement. I am sorry, I am not a racist, or whatever term you would like to use. But this man is not being treated fairly in my opinion. I mean when a black comedian makes fun of the way white men dance. You don't hear us cry out in rage. We laugh and aknowledge the fact we can't dance. I am sorry, I don't think what he said was proper. But I also don't think that the punishment is fit for the crime. Suspend his ass,, yes, fire his ass, NO. I am sorry, this just got blown way too far out of proportion.

"the Marine" Pass It On Please
Please don't delete this until you send it on, Let's > send it around the > world. > FRIENDS ARE BORN, NOT MADE > > > This is a poem being sent from a Marine to his Dad. > For those who take the time to read it, you'll see a > letter from him to > his Dad at the bottom. It makes you truly > thankful for not only the > Marines, > but ALL of our troops. > > THE MARINE > > > > We all came together, > Both young and old > To fight for our freedom, > To stand and be bold. > > In the midst of all evil, > We stand our ground, > And we protect our country > From all terror around. > > Peace and not war, > Is what some people say. > But I'll give my life, > So you can live the American way. > > I give you the right > To talk of your peace. > To stand in your groups, > and protest in our streets. > > But still I fight on, > I don't bitch, I don't whine. > I'm just one of the people > Who is doing your time.

Why Our Country Might Be In Trouble
Why our country might be in trouble A Washington, DC, airport ticket agent offers some examples of why our country is in trouble! 1. I had a New Hampshire Congresswoman ask for an aisle seat so that her hair wouldn't get messed up by being near the window. (On an airplane!) 2. I got a call from a candidate's staffer, who wanted to go to Capetown. I started to Explain the length of the flight and the passport information, then she interrupted me with, "I'm not trying to make you look stupid, but Capetown is in Massachusetts " Without trying to make her look stupid, I calmly explained, "Cape Cod is in Massachusetts , Capetown is in Africa "Her response - click. 3. A senior Vermont Congressman called, furious about a Florida package we did. I asked what was wrong with the Vacation in Orlando . He said he was expecting an ocean-view room. I tried to explain that's not possible, since Orlando is in the middle of the state. He replied, "Don't lie to me, I loo

My Dearest Friend
You’re my dearest friend My friend till the end You were by my side Even when I’ve felt sick You were always there You were always here Always supplying your best Always supplying your support Always being my friend Thru the winter Thru storm Thru hell and high waters You were there to help me thru the end.

Nonconformist
You Are 80% Non Conformist You are a pretty serious non conformist. You live a life hardly anyone understands. And while some may call you a freak, you're happy with who you are. Are You a Nonconformist?

Fun With Satellites And Your "privacy"
On Saturday, 15 January 1994, technicians in satellite earth stations around the Pacific were busy tuning their equipment to a new satellite. The first of the new generation of Intelsat 7 series satellites, it had been launched several weeks before, from the European Kourou air base in French Guyana, and then manoeuvred into position far out in space above the Equator at 174 degrees east, due north of New Zealand above Kiribati. The 20 Intelsat (International Telecommunications Satellite Organisation) satellites that ring the world above the Equator carry most of the world's satellite-relayed international phone calls and messages such as faxes, e-mail and telexes. The new satellite, Intelsat 701, replaced the 10-year-old Intelsat 510 in the same position. The changeover occurred at 10 pm New Zealand time that summer evening. At the GCSB's station at Waihopai, near Blenheim in the north of the South Island, the radio officer staff were just as busy that evening, setting their spe

Darrell Scotts Message
Guess our national leaders didn't expect this, hmm? On Thursday, Darrell Scott, the father of Rachel Scott, a victim of the Columbine High School shootings in Littleton , Colorado , was invited to address the House Judiciary Committee's subcommittee. What he said to our national leaders during this special session of Congress was painfully truthful. They were not prepared for what he was to say, nor was it received well. It needs to be heard by every parent, every teacher, every politician, every sociologist, every psychologist, and every so-called expert! These courageous words spoken by Darrell Scott are powerful, penetrating, and deeply personal. There is no doubt that God sent this man as a voice crying in the wilderness. The following is a portion of the transcript: 'Since the dawn of creation there has been both good & evil in the hearts of men and women. We all contain the seeds of kindness or the seeds of violence. The death of my wonderful daughter, Rachel Joy Scott, a

Everything You Ever Wanted To Know About Australia
The questions below about Australia are from potential visitors. They were posted on an Australian Tourism Website, and the answers are the actual responses by the website officials, who obviously have a sense of humor. Q: Does it ever get windy in Australia? I have never seen it rain on TV, how do the plants grow? (UK). A: We import all plants fully grown and then just sit around watching them die. Q: Will I be able to see kangaroos in the street? (USA) A: Depends how much you've been drinking. Q: I want to walk from Perth to Sydney – can I follow the railroad tracks? (Sweden) A: Sure, it's only three thousand miles, take lots of water. Q: Is it safe to run around in the bushes in Australia? (Sweden) A: So it's true what they say about Swedes. Q: Are there any ATMs (cash machines) in Australia? Can you send me a list of them in Brisbane, Cairns, Townsville, and Hervey Bay? (UK) A: What did your last slave die of? Q: Can you give me some information about hippo r

Another Monday! Oh Happy Day!
Today is Taylor's 16th birthday! Hard to believe my baby is 16 years old! How fast the time flies, lol! He has requested "stuff for the guitars" for his birthday - I think we can manage that, lmao!! Happy Birthday, dear Taylor! Strangeness abounded over the weekend, but that's OK. My guess is I need to learn some lesson from all of this - just need to figure out what it is, lol! Sunshine and a high of 65 is on the agenda for the day. Yay! Sent lots of energy out to lots of people this morning! Hope everyone received, lol!! Have a wonderful Monday, everyone! Much love and warm hugs for one and all! Blessings, all over the map! It's gonna be a good day - Taylor is listening to GnR! Axl is Knocking on Heaven's Door, lmao - one of my favs!! Later!

Friends Will Be Friends
FRIENDS WILL BE FRIENDS When I first meet my Tomaran he was and still is the truest friend my heart has ever know.But little did I know how Cherry would also bring me some friends that I will never forget and I'm writting this blog for people that want to meet ginuine people that show that they give a damn about others so as following these people are all wonderful in so many different ways Show them love & I know from experience that they will do the same in return LOVE YOU ALL!!I'M STILL WORKING ON THIS LIST SO IF YOU DON'T SEE YOUR MUG ON HERE AND YOU ARE A GOOD FRIEND THEN I WILL ADD YOU ,IF YOU AREN'T BEING A GOOD FRIEND THEN I WON'T BE DOING SO SO PISS OFF STOP WHINING.I ALWAYS TREAT PEOPLE HOW THEY TREAT ME:) DAWN

April Rain
April rain im walking down the street, its early in the morning, im hungover from the night before, all i can do is think about you, you were so fancy, so dolled up, All i do is think about you, smelling the fresh morning rain, thinking about loving you, if you let me.. bedrock

The River
THE RIVER She has a swift flowing current, Mirrored pools, and wild rapids alond the way. She has a depth that may scare you, If you knew where the river bed lay. Her waters run drk but inviting, Her spirit pulsates passion and thrill. But don't think she will just deliver, For she will give to you only at will. For many worriers have come to her riverbanks, Unwilling to take her on, They where wise to leave if they don't understand her, She is for neither the weak or the strong. Some men have arrived at her waters, And seen reflected, an empty place in their soul. The foolish thought if they could but posses her, It somehow would make them whole. Many thought they could out smart her, And came to selfishly drink their own fill. But her waters will find their way back to her, Yet their blindness deceives them still!. If you want to experience all she can give you. Don't come to dabble your toes. For the only thing you will discover, Is how fast her wat

Back To Birmingham
WE ARE LEAVING TO GO BACK TO BIRMINGHAM TOMORROW-(WEDNESDAY) WE WAS GOING TO TAKE HIM TO THE MDA OFFICE IN MOBILE, HOWEVER THE NEURO THAT HANDLES THE MOBILE OFFICE IS THE SAME NEURO THAT SAID THAT THERE WAS NO WAY THAT ALAN HAD GAN, AND THAT HE WAS THE DOCTOR AND HE KNEW MORE THAN US..BLAH BLAH..ANYWAY SO WE WOULD RATHER TAKE HIM BACK TO BIRMINGHAM WHERE HE USUALLY GOES, AND WHERE THE DOCTORS ACTUALLY CARE WHAT THE PARENTS THINK.VERSES MOST OF THE MOBILE DOCTORS THINK THEY KNOW EVERYTHING..ANYWAY ALAN IS GOING TO SEE 3 MDA DOCTORS. DR. MCGRATH IS HOPING THAT THE MDA WILL ACCEPT HIM. THE MDA SUPPORTS 43 FORMS OF NEUROPATHY.GIANT AXONAL NEUROPATHY IS NOT ONE OF THEM. SO IN SEEING THESE DOCTORS WE REALLY HOPE THAT THEY WILL ACCEPT THIS FORM ALSO.I HAVE NO IDEA HOW IT WILL TURN OUT, BUT I'M HOPING THEY WILL ACCEPT IT AS ONE THEY WILL SUPPORT. IF THEY DO, NOT ONLY WILL IT HELP ALAN IT WILL HELP OTHER FAMILIES WITH THIS ILLNESS. ANYWAY I WILL LET EV1 KNOW WHAT WE FIND OUT.

Time
This one goes out to a great friend of mine. Hurt and pain take bond to force a surrender. Allowing you to feel numb to the bone. Standing dtill just for time to hopefully pass by, only to realize it's a slow motion effect. Time after time you take on what seems like the love of a lifetime. Only to really see that past beckons back inside when the door slowly shuts behind what you thought was true love. Counting through few times of truly feeling happy, you take time to try and recover the loss. Taking a step back to only try and punish yourself for what others have done. The time has now come to take an inner look at what you thought was your fault, and move on like there is no tomorrow. Taking no blame of what others have done. You're in need of a caring heart that will take in all you have to give. Seeing into your future and much needed time, you will find exactly what you have always sought, but only thought as a dream that would never come true........ ~Always

An Open Letter
Next year will mark 10 years since I have been out of high school. I never graduated, that was my choice. I chose to drop out. I would never say it was forced upon me. Because for the most part, we always have a choice. If I am to be honest for a long time I blamed my peers for "forcing" me to make that choice. Which is a load of bullshit. Because no one should have that much power over you. But still I went on believing that I was "forced" This is how it went down. At that time in my life I felt like my fellow peers were out to get me. It is true that I was ostracized. And my offence was nothing I could change no matter whether I dieted or what clothes I wore. A wheelchair is a wheelchair, you can't wash it away. But by no means was there a school wide conspiracy against me. Although that is how I felt. I thought that everyone that stared at me were thinking about how "awful" I was. That I didn't deserve to breathe the same air they did. Although I could never read someo

Golisano Sends Letter To Bettman
Golisano Sends Letter To Bettman Brad Riter - Saturday, February 24, 2007 - 6:15 PM Following is the text of an official letter that was sent by Buffalo Sabres owner B. Thomas Golisano to NHL Commissioner Gary Bettman today. http://www.wgr550.com/sabres/fullstory.php?id=2195 ---------- Gary B. Bettman, Commissioner, National Hockey League, 1251 Avenue of the Americas, 47th Floor New York, NY 10020 February 24, 2007 Dear Gary, I am deeply concerned with the standard the NHL has adopted that seems to allow violent hits to the head. In light of the most recent injury to our captain Chris Drury, I am calling on you to address this issue immediately before another player is seriously injured or worse. In our recent game with the Ottawa Senators, an opposing player skated half the width of the ice surface, approached Chris Drury from his blind side, and delivered a blow to his head which dislodged his helmet, severely lacerating the area around his e

Felling Of Wonderment
So check it! The past few years have raced by and I sometimes wonder like, how the hell has time flown by so quickly? Either way appearently my time was well spent. I have had things happen to me people only dream about. I will soon be in another movie. Why me? What have I done sooo right!? Well Im me! I dont act as if Im someone Im not. Never will. I enjoy life to the fullest. And I've just begun my journey at 28. I meet interesting people all the time. I meet people I fall in love with at first sight yet never lose focus on the goal at hand. I am about to be sooo big! LMMFAO! See ya on the flip side of all this. In 11 days from 04-17-07 Ill be on the set of We Need A Hero! And they said I couldn't do it! ;o)

Porn On Ct - Come And See :)) This Contain Nfsw Pics Do Not Click If U Cant Take A Joke
THIS A JOKE MADE BY ME :) IF U FEEL OFFENDED, IT WAS NOT THE PURPOSE. PURPOSE IS TO MAKE PPL BE AWARE OF THE WORD DIGNITY.

Erotica: Good Friends
Jake was a guy I had been friends with for a long time. I never really thought of him as a man, really. Honestly, he was always just around. He was friends with my roommate, as well as me, so he had a key to the house. Sometimes he would come over and do our dishes or mow the lawn while we were at work. He was clearly not "dangerous man" material. After a few years, he and I got into the habit of snuggling on the couch. I have always had really cold toes, and I would squish my toes under his thigh to keep them warm. From there, it was hugging whenever we saw one another. I thought this was all so innocent; after all, I was 21 years old, so was he, and I had been with plenty of men. I thought I would know if he was interested in me sexually. In fact, he acted more like a brother towards me, or so I thought. Jake was a large man, but not in the fat sense; he was in the military reserves and had bulked up as a consequence. He was strong enough to really hurt someone if he chose to,

I Just Dont Fucking Know
I wake up this morning. Have no clue of whats going on. What happens. Somehow I get blamed for reasons. That are still unknown to me. I cant keep trying to be there for other. If it seems meaningless. If I hurt somone in one way or another. It was never intentional. So dont attack me. Get sassy or anything else otherwise. Just fucking talk to me like a human being. Calmly and respectfully. Dont ignore me either. Even more so when somehow it invovles me. Im tired of fighting for things. Im tired of fighting period. I have foughten all my life for everything , everyone I have in my life. I dont expect them to do the same. How ever, I do feel if I had a par-taking in the matter I should be told what the fuck I did. No ignored and feeling useless. Well Not useless more like a punching bag. Im about to just Dis-Band My family on here. It seems no matter how hard I try to make the family work. It dosent happen. Plus it seems like somehow in this family I have managed to do the same with it.

4 Tips For Keeping A Woman's Attention
4 Tips For Keeping A Woman's Attention >>>To see all of my different programs on meeting and attracting women, just go here: http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/Catalog/?cid=ZZV7GZ&lid=1&ll=1 ***DATING QUESTION FROM A READER*** Hi Dave, Great stuff. The more I use it the better it works and the more the women enjoy it. I'll try to keep this short. I've found that keeping C&F as the main focus makes me (and the woman) much less nervous when I've arrived at a woman's house. For example, the last girl I was with kept apologizing for how messy her place was. Doesn't she understand that I'm a guy and I'm not looking at the stuff on the floor I'm just planning to add what she's wearing to the mess? Anyway, I used a line from you and a fellow DYD fan and told her not to apologize just not to let it happen again. Instant karma. Kept it up and the clothes came off. Well, this takes me to my question. I met the messy apartment girl a few weeks

Metaphysical Forecast For Apr.18th-24th Positive Thinking
Metaphysical Muse Archives Metaphysical Muse RSS Feed POSITIVE THINKING By tony mims I would like to welcome you to another week of self- discovery and universal understanding. You start your forecast week of major transit on Wednesday when the Sun, your source of vitality and light at 24° Leo will trine Pluto, the planet of regeneration and soul evolution at 24° Sagittarius. The energy expressed from this trine of the Sun with Pluto will create a day full of intense and powerful experiences which will reveal the inner desires of your life. Today you should look within yourself to determine what motivates you, what you are seeking in life, and what changes you should make so that your life will run more smoothly. Decide what parts of your life should be reformed, and then reform them. Pluto’s transformative energies today will allow you to make changes rather easily and you will feel good about making them. Today you will feel quite forceful, and you want to get things done,

Help Save Net Radio.. And Come Meet Curtis.. Aka Codec
HEY YALL CODEC IS ON AIR.. COME HERE SOME DAMN GOOD TUNES.. I BET YOU A CT GIFT YOUVE NEVER HEARD THESE BANDS BUT EVEN IF YOU HAVE COME CHILL WITH CODEC CLICK ANY OF THE SIGNS TO JOIN THE FUN AND PLZ.. DEAR GOD/GODESS PLZ GO HERE AND TAKE 5 MINS OF YOUR TIME AND SAVE THE NET RADIO!!

Responses To What Have I
Brother: you should submit that to sesame street Ick: The zulu killing ryan, or the collection of poems with such lines as "I'd fuck your mouth with bullets" and "you'd skullfuck god if you thought it would get you into heaven" Brother: the latter Ick: ah yes. I think it has a place in children's television *nod* Ick: screw em up early- save time. Brother: honestly though its beautiful, you doing ok though? Ick: ... yes?

Today
The 1st words out of my husband's mouth today were "Grandma died at 6 o'clock this morning". Do you wanna know what we were doing at 6 this morning? Eating ice cream & watching "the Shield". His poor Grandma was taking her last fucking breaths & we were joking around & eating ice cream! I am such a horrible fucking person. Grandma didn't let anyone get very close to her, but as an in-law, I felt I was as close to Grandma as my husband was. The other night, she even told me "I Love You", which made me feel so special & happy. Now I just feel so awful. I feel like the worst thing ever, not even good enough to be human....then again, I never really have.

You'll Like This
Blessed I'm blessed to have found you Now my dreams have come true On the verge of destruction You came and gave me new life Now I have a reason to smile My heart truly rejoices Now that I have found you I feel you in my soul It's so hard to keep control All I want to do is love you forever And perhaps, maybe have a baby together Of course that would be way down the line After I give you my hand and you give me yours Forever is a long time But with the love we have it will endure As we grow and learn together in each other and the Lord I'm not here to replace only add on I'm not here to erase only create new memories to add to your heart I only pray that I'm enough for you I know this may seem crazy Too much too fast But I believe you're my destiny And our love will last I desire you in every way I wanna love you from the top of your head To the bottom of your feet I wanna give you pleasure beyond you feeling like you're in paradis

If We Had Sex
If We Had Sex.... Don't be scared. you never know who really wants to do you! (Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out). Don't be shy now!!!! AND YOU CANT PUT "I DONT KNOW", U NEED TO PUT AN ANSWER. PLEASE! 1. Would you let me be in control? 2. Would you pull MY hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you say my name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would you let me give you a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all your clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick and bite me all over? 13. Would you like to play or get straight to the point? 14. Would you want me to take my time? 15. How freaky are you, 1 - 10: 16. Would you want me to go fast or slow? 17. Where would you wanna "do it"? 18. Would you be lo

Healing Of The Sage
The Sage is burns------it's prayer do heed, To heal with strength------for those in need. We join our hearts-----our souls-----our hopes, For heavens strength-----and love to cope. . . Creator bonds with all who pray, Each sage is lite------from day to day. To burn with honor with Natures force, To hope-----to heal--------life's honored course. . . The prayers rise up-------they fill the Earth, Creators glory-------that comes first. The light of strength and scents of peace, will join with prayers for pains release. . . That smoke it drifts-------white films dance on, Enjoining prayers from Spirits' songs, They come-------They join-------with smoke's great hue, To heal Their own-----renewal --------due. . We send our hearts--------we send our strengths, We send our love--------hopes joined at length. Though tears do fall which cleanse the soul, They're tears of love which make life whole.

Ouch Pt. 2
Apparently there's a connection between my throat and my brain because that seems to be worn out too. I just came very close to wishing a couple of people a happy nirthday. I don't mean that I made a simple typo,that happens everyday when you type as poorly as I do). 2 times in a row, I had the submit button clicked and was about to release it when I noticed what I had typed. Thankfully it's late and I won't have to do anymore thinking tonight. LOL Ps I just had to edit this one twice. Once to fix a typo and the second time to fix a typo that I made during the first edit.

What Is The Deal.
Ok , i have been on Cherry tap for a bit now , but there is one thing that i just dont understand, why there are assholes rating pictures a lower then a 10, i mean come on what are you jelious that i have hot chick in my picture and you dont. I can understand if you are a photographer for a living and you are rating the pictures on a art stance, but i am pretty sure you who do are not. Most are just petty little people who just dont know any better or just do it to make yourselves feel big when you are small. So in closing my first blog i am pretty sure this will piss some people off but guess what.....i dont care everyone gets a 10 from me unless i click wrong then its a 9. I dont need to feel big cause i am secure in myself. Yarrr....Bitches

In Praise Of Bacchus - Type O Negative
Hey Bacchus She hates me Hey Bacchus She hates me The street lamps light are wet old red hook road A furry vino tinted slave Molten oil painted Brooklyn Brigde (Cobblestone grave) A lonely blue girl guards the river bed She shakes her brown torch at the tide On pier six we'd creep and count the cracks (Side by side, see, we're counting cracks) Your mom was out wearing herself inside I'll stop the train to say hello A used boyfriend's just bought her this new car (I said I know) -togetherburn- She said burn Together Burn We'll burn together Now don't believe she'll never leave again I can't forget the words she said back then She said burn We'll burn together.

Didn't You Know How Much I Loved You
Artist: Kellie Pickler Album: Small Town Girl Title: Didn't You Know How Much I Loved You I remember the way you made love to me Like I was all you'd ever need Did you change your mind Well I didn't change mine Now here I am trying to make sense of it all We were best friends now we don't even talk You broke my heart Ripped my world apart Didn't you know how much I loved you Didn't you know how much I loved you, baby I gave you everything, every part of me Didn't you feel it when I touched you Didn't I rock you when I loved you, baby Baby, tell me Didn't you know how much I loved you I can't get you out of my head I still feel you in this bed Left me all alone You couldn't be more gone From falling apart to fighting mad From wanting you back to not giving a damn I've felt it all I've been to the wall Didn't you know how much I loved you Didn't you know how much I loved you, baby I gave you everything, every part of me Didn't you feel it when I

More Thoughts.
Heros are fools thats a deturmination others will make in hine sight.. but by being here now we make that deturmination for ourselves.. and its neither. How do you know what others feel? I see the laughter and the tears and you know... But we arent suppost to feel and that entire time you stand in that uniform you cant get that time back in a day... Do you ever wonder what it would be like to be honestly loved? I try not to think about what never was... I know we arent children and i know we fight and die ... Life takers and heart breakers, And theres only one thing you need to know.... Anything thats ever been learned or discovered in all the centures of life on earth means nothing right now. No one can tell you what to be pre-paired for, your enemy has a dark blood thursty heart assume everything is dangerous ... if in doubt kill. Look around you though defeat is on every face, fear and surrender is on everyones mind at home. the secritary general is ready to give in... I

If No One Believes In Miracles....
You have to meet my Grandpa. 2 days before his surgery the Drs told him he had maybe a 10% chance of surviving, RIGHT BEFORE the surgery, they wanted to cancel because he had NO chance of survival, NONE, 0%... they rushed everyone in to say goodbye to him and took him off to surgery anyways because he told them, "I didnt up and decide one day to have this surgery, my wife and I thought long and hard about the pros and cons, and I want to go ahead with it. Ill be okay." So they rushed him into surgery.. that was the LONGEST 3 hours of my entire life. watching as each minute passed.. praying, crying.. being terrified. then back in the waiting room, the surgen came out and asked if the information could be shared with the group (15 - 20 people were there, all family, most from Grandma Martys side). He said Grandpa was on his way to ICU, the Surgery went better than expected, he got through it with flying colors.. Now Grandpa is in a nursing home for a week for physical therapy

Best Kid Contest Winners!
Best Kid Contest Winners Are....... 1st Place is...... Wins 3 Day Blast! with 22123 comments 2nd Place is....... Wins a Corvette and Dozen Roses with 5389 comments 3rd Place is......Wins A Motorcycle and Dozen Roses with 3576 comments 4th Place is...... Watch And Dozen Roses with 1444 comments 5th Place is...... Wins a Ring and Dozen Roses with 1276 comments Everyone else gets Dozen Roses and a V.I.C. Gift! I want to thank everyone for having fun in the contest! Sorry we have a ruff time in the end! Thanks Maria

Sexual Genius
You have a sexual IQ of 131 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Naughty Or Nice
Are You Naughty or Nice? (pics) AngelicYou haven't a bad bone in your body. So congradutions, you're a good girl, but you also have the adventurous sense of a snail. Don't be afraid to break out of your comfort zone once in a while.Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

A Love Story From A Very Close Friend
**One day a young man was standing in the middle of the town proclaiming that he had the most beautiful heart in the whole valley. A large crowd gathered and they all admired his heart for it was perfect. There was not a mark or a flaw in it. Yes, they all agreed it truly was the most beautiful heart they had ever seen. The young man was very proud and boasted more loudly about his beautiful heart. Suddenly, an old man appeared at the front of the crowd and said, \"Why your heart is not nearly as beautiful as mine.\" The crowd and the young man looked at the old man\'s heart. It was beating strongly, but full of scars, it had places where pieces had been removed and other pieces put in, but they didn\'t fit quite right and there were several jagged edges. In fact, in some places there were deep gouges where whole pieces were missing. The people stared -- how can he say his heart is more beautiful, they thought? The young man looked at the old man\'s heart and saw its state an d laughe

Drive Thru
How long should a person have to wait before and order is taken ? I went to KFC today and I smoked a whole cig while I was waiting and when I said hello all they said is "we'll be with you" so I sat there for a few more minutes and at that point i was annoyed. So I thought to myself screw this, backed up outta the drive thru and went to Long John Slivers instead. I worked fast food years ago and we didn't make people wait forever and that was long before things were computerized, and we had to get the persons order within a minute of it goin off.

Surgery Scheduled.
Well looks like my other blog was deleted.. hmmm.. gues biopsy results are NSFW? lmaoo who knows. Anyway, talked to the surgan and surgery is scheduled to have the polyps removed on May 15th. He does not want to do a total hysterectomy because after looking at my labs and biopsy, hes confident that he can get it all. The pre cancer cells (uterine cancer, for those that missed my other blog) are currently localized to one area only. and he believes this could actually help the heavy menstral bleeding and cramping, not make it worse. but, there's always that slight chance that cancer is lingering under the tissue, so he will biopy what he takes and some healthy tissue around it, just to make sure. i'll get the results of that on my post surgery check up. hugs all, thanks for the support. ~brat

Black Queen
I know there are answers, but none are coming to me. All because I can't be what you want me to be. Your home and your love in my life. It’s pretty to see these little plastic stars glowing for me. Thoughts from the black queen are coming to me. Years before I tried to be your home and my love secretly. Twenty-nine and I can’t be free. It’s nice to see the answers from the black queen are coming to me But I still can’t be what you want me to be. Fifty-three and this just isn’t me. I’m trying to be what you want me to be But you still can’t see the little black queen. It’s not me, It’s not me. All of these stones coming down on me because I still can’t be what you want me to be. This isn’t me, This isn’t me. This is the black queen being the voice for me Because I still can’t see why you wanted this to be. I abandon everything and live with the queen but these little plastic stars won’t stop shining for me. I’m starting to let go of everything. I am the quee

Hey Ya'll Sexy Cherries!!!!!!!!!!!!
Hey ya'll sexy cherries!!!!!!!!!!!! date: 2007-04-22 11:38:04 Leave me some picture comments as usual I know i ask alot, but i love reading them...Those of u who are just friends with me, please comment and rank my just me folder, settings are going back to fam only at the end of tonight...Become my fan, and leave me profile comments and ranks as well!!!!

Limelight
Friday night was the first time I’ve performed any of my ‘solo’ efforts in public and when I say public, I mean more than two people in my living room. A friend of mine from another local band has been writing acoustic stuff for about a year, mainly things that his band couldn’t work into band type songs, so he decided to do them by himself. This was his six or seventh gig (he’s getting quite popular) and he asked me if I wanted to fill the remaining support slot. I’ve been fucking around with some ‘sound-scapes’ (which is a wanky art bollocks term for making noises) for a while now, and he’d heard some of them and quite liked them. Either that or he believed I should be punished for some indiscretion. So there I was, at 7pm on Friday night, sound-checking for stuff I’ve NEVER done in public. Holleee Shitballs. The first thing I realised was exactly how much shit was required to make these noises. My ‘home studio’ (a BOSS 8-track digital recorder), 2 electric basses, one electro-ac

Every Time
The times we have together The times we spent apart Every time I'm with you I fall harder and harder The times we are apart I miss you more and more I start to realize what you mean to me I finally feel like I deserve this one thing That I don't have to question everything I don't have to question why you like me I can just tell by the look in your eyes that you truely do want to be with me I worry though Not seeing you so much the time we are apart You will leave me I'm araid of that You are the one thing that has made me happy You get me through my days I don't know what I would do without you by my side I don't know how it was befor without you I just don't want to go back that way I just care so much Everytime I see you i fall for you more and more Everytime we are apart I miss you more and more It pulls me apart

Winter In The Land Of Di
My friend..you tell me what a big heart I have and how giving I am. What happens when you wake up one morning and all you feel is cold and empty inside? Winter has entered my heart And i am content with that for now... Maybe tomorrow spring will return.. Who knows. But for now....its just cold.

Child Safety Tips - Tips For Parents
Preventing Child Abductions The majority of children reported missing each year are runaways or the objects of custody disputes. In fact, a child is much less likely to be abducted than to be in a car accident; however, media attention would lead people to believe that child abduction is quite common. Of the children that are abducted, 25 percent are taken by strangers; most abducted children are taken by someone they know. Small children are at particular risk of being victimized. They are taught to respect adults, to be polite, not to question older people, and certainly not to yell or fight. In addition, they are easily swayed by offers of food or treats. Their small size also makes it easy for someone to physically abduct them. When a child is reported missing, law enforcement agencies become involved. It is essential to report a missing child to law enforcement immediately. Many states have Amber Alert systems that rapidly notify the public when a child has been abducted

Erotica: Morning Maintenance
He called to wish her a good morning and found her half-asleep and half-aroused. She reported that she was just laying there thinking of him and wishing that he were home. They chatted about the small details of life for a few minutes, until her soft sighs and whispers distracted him completely. She was a very sensual woman and he found her morning passion hot and inviting. She heard a wisp of passion in his voice and deliberately lengthened her next sigh and stretchy yawn. Then she bubbled with laughter and scolded her cat for opening the drapes and exposing her naked body to the world at large. He felt a rush of blood heat the length of his cock and felt it stir as memories of her body, naked and dappled in sunlight, burst across his sight. He loosened his clothing and sat back resigned, feeling an erection slowly start. He closed his eyes and let the vision of her moving languidly, stretching and softly touching herself simmer in his mind. He wished briefly for a phone with

Help A Friend In A Contest
http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=745249&i=3006946758 Bling the hell outta her for me and get a nice lil prize. Person that Bombs her the most with the statement Blazing asked for help gets the prize!

Look At This
so do you want to meet new friends chat in a safe friendly enviroment if so this is the place for you with regualr quizzes and a trivia room and if your very daring a truth or dare room it has lots of chatrooms with the option to have your own you can view profiles leave private messages or maybe just chat away this site is open to anyone whos over 15 join it today www.chatshack.co.uk the freshest site on the web.

7 Days Blast Contes
TO ALL CONTESTANTS 7 DAYS BLAST CONTEST WILL BEGIN TONIGHT APRIL 24TH AT 9 PM CENTRAL TIME ......6 PM PACIFIC TIME AND IT WILL END ON MAY 1ST SAME TIME HERE IS THE CONTESTANTS CHOOSE YOUR PIC AND VOTE FOR YOUR FAVORITE GOOD LUCK TO ALL CONTESTANTS HAVE A GREAT EVENING AND FABULOUS WEEK WildCat

I Vote On Your Contest Plz Help Me On Mine
VOTES NEEDED!! I AM ENTERED IN A CONTEST FOR SEXIEST EYES I WOULD APPRECIATE ALL THE VOTES I CAN GET. LOOK AT IT THIS WAY YOU RACK UP CT POINTS AS WELL SO IT WILL BENEFIT EVERYONE LMAO!! SHOW SOME LOVE!!! Remember this is a comment bombing contest and who ever has the most comments wins. Anyone over 1500 comments wins a 3 day blast. Contest will end Sunday afternoon

Well, We All Need To Look Close Within!
I have sat back and watched people in the mall, on the road, and just in general and I wonder to myself what is wrong with this picture? I listen to the news about people getting upset because this person uses a certain phrase toward someone else or someone gets upset because someone if flying a flag or saying a prayer in school. What is wrong with this? The last time I looked I was in the United States of America. I am free to say what I want, what I desire' too, Fly any flag I wish too or all of them. What my anicestor did before I was born hundreds of years ago ain't my problem. If you are that dang upset about it I'll show you where they are buried and you can talk to them about. What happen years ago, we don't know half of the people theses so call people on tv are talking about. Just because someone is upset about it and found out that it happen. "Oh heaven forbid". I wonder if I can sue someone for call me a "Bitch", which by the way I have the Queen title. Or someone loo

Moore's 'sicko' Stunt Takes 9/11 Workers To Cuba
Janon Fisher / NY POST / April 15, 2007 Filmmaker Michael Moore's production company took ailing Ground Zero responders to Cuba in a stunt aimed at showing that the U.S. health-care system is inferior to Fidel Castro's socialized medicine, according to several sources with knowledge of the trip. The trip was to be filmed as part of the controversial director's latest documentary, "Sicko," an attack on American drug companies and HMOs that Moore hopes to debut at the Cannes Film Festival next month. Two years in the making, the flick also takes aim at the medical care being provided to people who worked on the toxic World Trade Center debris pile, according to several 9/11 workers approached by Moore's producers. But the sick sojourn, which some say uses ill 9/11 workers as pawns, has angered many in the responder community. "He's using people that are in a bad situation and that's wrong, that's morally wrong," railed Jeff Endean, a former SWAT commander from Morris Count

I Love You Song I Wrote
RUN TO ME MY LOVE.... DON'T BE AFRAID OR FEAR ME; I KNOW I'VE HURT YOU SO, BUT NEVER INTENTIONALLY, I HAVE NO CLUE TO WHY... GOD SENT YOU MY WAY, ALL I KNOW IS I LONG TO HOLD YOU.. AND LET YOU HEAR ME SAY..., I LOVE YOU... I LOVE YOU.... DANCE WITH ME, MY LOVE,... LET... YOUR MUSIC PLAY..., FEEL ME WHEN I SAY.... .... I LOVE YOU... DANCE TO THE MELODIES... OF THE MUSIC IN OUR SOULS, DRIFTING FAR AWAY.... FROM THE WORLD, AND LETTING GO.... DANCE WITH ME.... DANCE WITH ME... HOLDING YOU CLOSE TO ME... NEVER LETTING YOU GO.... KISSING YOUR LIPS SOFTLY... I LONG TO TOUCH YOUR SOUL .... I LOVE YOU... I LOVE YOU..... FRIENDS I KNOW WE ARE... DISTANCE BETWEEN YOU AND ME.... IF ONLY DREAMS CAME TRUE.. I'D HAVE YOU HERE WITH ME...... I LOVE YOU.... I LOVE YOU.... SO AS THE LIGHTS GO DIM...I CLOSE MY EYES AND SEE... AN ILLUSION OF YOU IN...THIS LIFE HERE WITH ME... I LOVE YOU......I LOVE YOU... BUT I KNOW.. I MUST... LET GO... AND REALIZE.

Top 15 Amazing First Date Ideas
Your first date with Mary Jane is next Friday and you are trying your damnedest to prepare for it. Of all the things you must take care of -- what to wear, how to smell, choosing the right time and so on -- what is the most important thing to remember? You need some date ideas: As taught in every business class around the world, the most important thing to remember is location, location, location. Where to go? No matter how much you try to look your best and spit-shine your car for that extra gloss, you are only as good as what you have to offer. This means that the slickest and smoothest talker has to follow up with fun and original date ideas. Remember the saying, "Actions speak louder than words?" Well, it couldn't be any truer in this situation. You might rant about how much you enjoy extreme sports and living life in the fast lane, but when the first date comes around, inline-skating starts to seem like a pretty tame and unoriginal idea. What does this say about you

It Could Be Forever
Sorry, for the way I stare Forgive me, for the way I think of you Pardon me, for dreaming all about you And do understand, the way I love you If you just knew what it is like this way I shiver when you’re near I stare at you just to seize the day I act so strange if you’re around I feel my heart smile when I see you I brag endlessly uttering words about you And I’d be hurt just the thought you can’t be mine If you just knew how long I’ve been hidin’ The secret of my affection, admiration I have I never want you to notice That I’m simply falling in love But I hate the way I feel this pain The pain, the fear of not wanting you to know Or even just to give you a single clue For I fear to face rejection and humiliation If I’d think about how I acted when you’re near I think I’m gonna regret those things Coz I assume I got lost that moment Trembling, gasping for what to do and say If I just knew how to be myself with you If only I knew what’s in your mind Then

Hair In The Ears
My neighbor found out her dog could hardly hear so she took it to the veterinarian. He found that the problem was hair in its ears. He cleaned both ears and the dog could hear fine The vet then proceeded to tell the lady that if she wanted to keep this from recurring she should go to the store and get some "Nair" hair remover and rub it in the dog's ears once a month. The lady goes to the drug store and gets some "Nair" hair remover. At the register the druggist tells her, "If you're going to use this under your arms don't use deodorant for a few days." The lady says: "I'm not using it under my arms." The druggist says: "If you're using it on your legs don't shave for a couple of days." The lady says: "I'm not using it on my legs either; if you must know, I'm using it on my schnauzer." The druggist says: "Stay off your bicycle for a week."

Valtrex Day
Thank god April Fool’s Day is over. I HATE that “holiday.” It’s less of a holiday and more of an excuse to torture people with lies and deceit. Of course, if you try to act cool and *not* believe things on April 1, you are just as screwed. For example last year on 4/1, my buddy was with a prostitute who kept saying, “careful about the open sores down there….” But he didn’t want to look gullible, so he kept laughing at her clever April Fool’s joke. We now refer to April 1st as “Valtrex Day”.

@#$% Internet Providers
So... I'm switching from Verizon DSL back to Comcast (if you've talked to me on IM, you know why), and Comcast was supposed to come out yesterday and set up my internet. Then they called Monday and said they couldn't come out because Verizon "needed 13 days notice" or something (I ordered this on the 10th, it was due to be installed on the 24th -- isn't that 14 days notice?). So they rescheduled for the 1st. Unfortunately, I'd already canceled Verizon for today, and I couldn't get the switch-off order removed. End result -- I will not have internet at home until next Tuesday. The problem is that I currently have the flu and will be stuck at home the next two days, and thus probably unable to check in online. Then it's the weekend. :) Anyway, I won't be returning love, and I won't really be online except when, and if, I'm at work. I'll miss you all! Love, Tanya, who's wondering how sad it is that she staggered into work with a 102 temp to write this blog so ya'll wouldn't

Blue Ribbon
A teacher in New York decided to honor each of her seniors in High School by telling them the difference each of them had made. She called each student to the front of the class, one at a time. First, she told each of them how they had made a difference to her, and the class. Then she presented each of them with a blue ribbon, imprinted with gold letters, which read, "Who I Am Makes a Difference." Afterwards, the teacher decided to do a class project, to see what kind of impact recognition would have on a Community. She gave each of the students three more blue ribbons, and instructed them to go out and spread this acknowledgment ceremony. Then they were to follow up on the results, see who honored whom, and report to the class in about a week. One of the boys i

Executive Malfunctioning
The autistic, not the political, kind... Executive functioning has to do with planning, goal-setting, inhibition, stuff - like that, as seen by cognitive psych :) People on the autism spectrum and elsewhere can have issues with this (many. Enough to be serialized on a regular basis and sold at newsstands.) So. Tonight I wake up hungry on the couch (couch? not in bed? erm.. wait.) and decide my shelves are barer than they ought be, so head over to Tops to do some 2am shopping. Now at 11pm or so I took sleep-related meds. One of them decreases my motor control. I've had some troubles walking around in a straight line within hours after taking that med before (drunk? no, offiver, I'm on zonivamive...) Nothing bad happened, in fact the outing went remarkably well (except for my on ce again moving my sleep schedule forward- I am now going to sleep until 10am or so I think), but .. erf?really.

Oooooooooo!!!
My name is Uros, I am from Serbia, ex Yugoslavia. I love my country. My life is very bad because my contry is in the big sheat. I love music, I love girls, I love drinks like bear, or something like that. For the end something in my lenguage... Ne veruj, svi lazu, ne bacaj se u ljubav jer ces se kajati, zivi brzo, umri mlad, boli te kurac gde i kad, uzivaj uvek i kupaj se u pivi i imaj na umu jednom se ZIVI!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

See I Want Love.
I want love, More than most things I want to know I am someones universe I want to be happy, and sad when they are I want to hug them, and hold their hand I want to love them like no one has ever before I want Love, No holes I Love You should be said all the time I want to be made love to, not Fucked I want to be held, and kissed I want it with him I want to be strong, and confident I want to hold him when he cries I want to be held when I am upset I want my tears wiped away I want to be told I still look good with puffy eyes I want Love, is that impossible? I want the strength I want the foundation I need to love you I would not be happy if I didn't You I could fall for so easily You I could hold for eternity You I could depend on You I could grasp in the middle of the night You Could do all of this and more Am I making the right decision Am I going to find love with him Am I going about this the right way Can you love me and my kids Can you

Fuck King Kat!!!
I WILL NEVER SPEND A PENNY WITH KING CAT!!! now i had posted this on myspace a few months ago and wanted to share it on here as well... fuck this company and the owner... ill stick with Lucky 13!!!! so i have never really heard of this company http://www.myspace.com/king_cat_hollywood ">KING CAT® and a friend had posted some stuff that their myspace page was hacked. that sucks totally, so i went to check out the site. and went to the blogs and saw this thing about not adding certain people for friends requests. then as i was reading i saw one thing that pissed me off. now some of you know maybe some dont i am a proud republican, but i dont try to preach or push my belief on here to my friends. i accept everyone for who they are. i dont care as long as you are real and yourself. so anyways i read this and it made me think to myself, first off this guy is running a business. why in the FUCK would you alienate a potential customer? who gives a fuck what a persons belief is? you kno

Me The Metal Years Pt. 1
Kirsten was the younger sister of one of my good friends from school. She was tall even then probably 5'7", thin, had a nice olive complexian, she was Cape Verdian, perky breasts, with dark nipples that are still some of the most sensitive I've ever encountered, and a nicely trimmed pussy. She loved to wear super short miniskirts, with fishnets and heels. She had made a habit of coming to watch the band rehearse in my garage, which was fine with all the guys in the band. On this particualry day I had not been in school, it was too nice a day or some such thing. So as the late afternoon rolled around I was already out in the garage running through some of my parts before the guys got there a 5:30. I never heard the door open over my amp. When i turned around I almost jumped out of my skin. Kirsten was standing there tight skirt, stockings, heels, and plunging purple top that showed her cleavage nicely. "Hey, baby when did you get here?", I manged to stammer. Very uncool, I kno

The Key
I woke with you on my mind I laid in bed and watched you Wandering, at first it seemed aimlessly Then I saw you were searching I came from the shadows and asked ‘What is it you seek like a thief?’ You turned and smiled, a twinkle in your eye ‘Never a thief, I want you to give it to me willingly’ ‘and I think you keep what I want here’ I looked around at the clutter I keep inside Files, papers, memories, hopes, dreams Nothing shiny or bright in this corner of my mind No baubles, everything was covered in dust Then I saw your hand resting on a tiny box Scarred, ragged, tarnished a homely looking thing But my breath caught in my throat For in that box laid the most valuable treasure I own The key to my heart

The Cracked Pot
The Cracked Pot An elderly Chinese woman had two large pots, each hung on the ends of a pole which she carried across her neck. One of the pots had a crack in it while the other pot was perfect and always delivered a full portion of water. At the end of the long walks from the stream to the house, the cracked pot arrived only half full. For a full two years this went on daily, with the woman bringing home only one and a half pots of water. Of course, the perfect pot was proud of its accomplishments. But the poor cracked pot was ashamed of its own imperfection, and miserable that it could only do half of what it had been made to do. After two years of what it perceived to be bitter failure, it spoke to the woman one day by the stream. "I am ashamed of myself, because this crack in my side causes water to leak out all the way back to your house." The old woman sm! iled, "Did you notice that there are flowers on your side of the path, but not on the oth

Stranger In A Strange Land
This is one of My all time favorite books!... Folks can follow L Ron Hubbard all the want with his Scientology... I would Much rather follow His collage roommate Robert A Heinlein! Rest in Peace Papa!

Bachelor Party
DJ SHAN AND BOATMAN ARE HAVING A BACHELOR PARTY IN FANTASIA LOUNGE ON MONDAY APRIL 30TH 2007 FROM 8 TO 9 PM EST.. COME ON IN AND PARTY WITH US LINK TO LOUNGE: http://cherrytap.com/lounge.php?l=6497

Friday Nights!
Oh Dear me! Another Friday night Home.... sometime i miss the days that i was always out with the girls. though these days school work and my son are just more important, though i would love for one of those nights from back in the day!

Nobodys Hero
I knew he was different, in his sexuality I went to his parties, as a straight minority It never seemed a threat to my masculinity He only introduced me to a wider reality As the years went by, we drifted apart When I heard that he was gone I felt a shadow cross my heart But hes nobodys --- Hero --- saves a drowning child Cures a wasting disease Hero --- lands the crippled airplane Solves great mysteries Hero --- not the handsome actor Who plays a heros role Hero --- not the glamor girl Whod love to sell her soul If anybodys buying Nobodys hero I didnt know the girl, but I knew her family All their lives were shattered In a nightmare of brutality They try to carry on, try to bear the agony Try to hold some faith In the goodness of humanity As the years went by, we drifted apart When I heard that she was gone I felt a shadow cross my heart But shes nobodys --- Hero --- the voice of reason Against the howling mob Hero --- the pride of purpose In

You All Need To Come
Only one way to find out what's gonna happen!!! Hmmm Rumor has it the weather in Texas has been kinda wild! Come find out more!! Clandestine's been sceming All DAY!! Find out what she's got in store for you!!! Trivia? A challenge? All We know is a HUGE SURPRIZE at 10pm est!! Than when the time is right.... Xwolfx Will Open the Voodoo Shop FOR A LITTLE BLACK MAGIC CHERRY ROCK STYLE, WANT TO KNOW WHAT WILL HAPPEN TUNE IN CLICK ANY PICTURE TO ENTER THE CHERRY ROCK LOUNGE OR CLICK THE CHERRY ROCK BANNER BELOW. (repost of original by 'B' on '2007-04-28 15:27:01') (repost of original by '**DJ Devil Witch** AKA Adopt a soldier' on '2007-04-28 15:29:54') (repost of original by '~Clandestine~' on '2007-04-28 15:55:49') (repost of original by '-->♥AsH.WєєE..♥'s Her BFF Joshie And Her Wives Mandy & Dez & Heather!!' on '2007-04-28 16:06:02')

Irish Titan Angel
how about that fokes she tells me one thing then she tell william the same thing we were supose to met in oct in philly then i got hurt while on duty with the armed forces in afgainstain then she sends me a message telling me i dont know when we will met but that she still loves me and cares for me but guess what shes been telling william the same thing in fact shes going to met him in oct her name on cherry tap is irish titan angel she told me over a hundred times that she loved me and wanted to met me in oct then only to finfd out that i was just a play thing that she coulldnt tell she was in love with someomne else in fact untill i loged in to cherry i was of the beleaf that she was in love with me still we talked for 6 hours on the 29th of april she finally told me it was over because she was now ingaged to some other guy now boy i hope she like losing her dauther and he likes getting visited from JAG

The Soldier And The Nun
The Soldier and the Nun A soldier ran up to a nun. Out of breath he asked, "Please, may I hide under your skirt. I'll explain later." The nun agreed. A moment later two Military Police ran up and asked, Sister, have you seen a soldier?" The nun replied, "He went that way. "After the MP's ran off, the soldier crawled out from under her skirt and said, "I can't thank you enough Sister. You see, I don't want to go to Iraq." The nun said, "I understand completely." The soldier added, "I hope I'm not rude, but you have a great pair of legs!" The nun replied, "If you had looked a little higher, you would have seen a great pair of balls....I don't want to go to Iraq either."

Last Night At Work
Ironic that this post is NSFW because it happened at work. You see, I work 3rd shift at a hotel. Sometimes my girlfriend accompanies me to keep me company since often there isn't anything to do. She was in the lobby; I was sitting in the back office. I'd left her chatting with a friend on her laptop. After a few minutes of being idle at 4 am, I started to doze a little. The phone rang, waking me up. I went to the phone but as soon as I put my hand on the receiver, the ringing stopped. I looked up to say to Natasha, "That was weird" but she wasn't out there. Immediately, she was coming into the back office. She grabbed me by the collar and kind of threw me into the desk chair there. She straddled my hips and started grinding against me. I got hard fairly quickly especially since she started kissing me passionately. When she took a breath, I asked her 'What brought that on?". She barely paused long enough to say 'I don't know'. She reached down and grabbed my dick throu

Growing Up
=( my lil girl shes growing up it seems like just yesterday she was first lifting her head up on her own and making those silly lil grins she used to make now shes getting so big! shes already 35 lbs and shes was tall for her age but that isnt the worst/best (lol) she can do so much on her own now she tells us what she wants when she wants it she has a mind of her own DEFINABLY Today, for the first time ever I said "are you being a good baby?" and she said"no" And I asked why she wasnt being a good baby??? She said "no baby no!" So I said "are you a big girl" and she said "yea, big!" awwww she doesnt even think shes lil anymore shes a big girl pardon me, I have to go cry now

Silent Tears
SILENT TEARS Do you perceive life only as a futile struggle, rather than a challenge that is meaningful. When you look realistically and rationally at your life, your time is a precious commodity. Those who have known you will judge how you have spent your time and what you have left as your legacy. The concept of death is frightening to those who lack spirituality. Self-indulgence and other morally relativistic behavior consume the thoughts of many people during their spare time when their only focus is on their irrational thoughts and their fears. They visualize bigger homes, better cars, more jewelry, or a better significant other. They grow to resent the current people and possessions they have due to this irrational pattern of thought. They fear that they will miss out on some sort of pleasure before their lives end. This serves only to reinforce their emptiness and fear. Visualize how you can give something back to benefit another person through the acts of love, respect, a

Angel Or Vixen??
Are you an angel or vixen? Whats on your mind? what are you fixing? You walk by and guys say have mercy. The things you say and do can be transversy. You say you're angel, but show as a vixen. so come on tell me what you are mixing. Are you trying to be an angel? A tongue can be in a mangle. Are you trying to be a vixen? Are you going to tell or just be vexing.

Do You Follow Your Head Or Your Heart?
You Follow Your Heart You're romantic, sentimental, and emotional. You tend to fall in (and out of) love very quickly. Some may call you fickle, but you can't help where your emotions take you. You've definitely broken a few hearts, but you're not a heartbreaker by nature. Your intentions are always good, even if they change with the wind Do You Follow Your Head or Your Heart?

The North American Union Id: The Database
Brent Jessop / VIVELECANADA | March 13, 2007 All this trouble over the need for a passport for Canadians to enter the US. So much inconvenience and of course economic ruin. No need to worry. The government has a great solution to the problem they created. New high-tech drivers licences. Complete with all your personal information and fingerprints and a fancy new proximity RFID chip. Convenient. Exciting! Safe? Ignoring the obvious privacy and safety concerns with the tracking abilities of the RFID chip. Ignoring the fact that this is part of a North American ID card which matches up just so nicely with the new American drivers licences under the Real ID act. Ignoring all of these things there is another major problem. The database. The new ID cards come with a gigantic database that keeps track of all your personal information and biometric data. How secure are these databases? Lets first look at how well the government currently protects your data. In July of 2005 the B.C.

Those Born 1930-1979
READ TO THE BOTTOM FOR QUOTE OF THE MONTH BY JAY LENO IF YOU DON'T READ ANYTHING ELSE---VERY WELL STATED TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's, 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's!! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no child proof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and NO ONE actually died from

My Survey Answers
You Are 100% Sexy Your Sex Appeal Is: Off the Charts! Let's face it... you're one of the sexiest people around. And you don't let anyone forget it. You're crazy hot, and you deliver on what you promise. You are definitely one wild ride. How Much Sex Appeal Do You Have? Your Seduction Style: Fantasy Lover You know that ideal love that each of us dreams of from childhood? That's you! Not because you posess all of the ideal characteristics, but because you are a savvy shape shifter. You have the uncanny ability to detect someone's particular fantasy... and make it you. You inspire each person to be an idealist and passionate, and you make each moment memorable Even a simple coffee date with you can be the most romantic moment of someone's life By giving your date exactly what he or she desires, you quickly become the ideal lover. Your abilities to make dreams come true is so strong, that you are often the love of many people's lives. Your ex's (and

Loving Him..let Me Count The Ways....
Sitting here thinking of the man I have fallen madly deeply in love with, I want to share who he is and what he is to me. I can't begin to compare to the beautiful words he writes for me but here goes. He has touched places in me that no other has EVER came close to touching. I've been single and determined to stay that way for a long time now as y'all know but sometimes I think maybe I was waiting for him. I know I was in a way and just didn't know it, I wrote the "who I want to meet" blurb about him long before I knew him. And he fits it to a T~~. I didn't think it was possible that there was a "So are you strong enough to be my man" out there. No one can even begin to compare to him, just him... being him. What makes up the love of my life, the man who is strong enough to be mine..what made the mighty me (I AM WOMAN HEAR ME ROAR!!) crumble...and be so damn happy that I did.....many things, where should I start..... I'll start with his personality, he has a special soul, it

In Good Company
There it was. That sparkle...that ephemeral whisp. It glimmers on the pool's surface. Like a full moon? Like a fist sized diamond? Like hope? ...yeah. Like hope. You're the queen. He's the pawn. And who am I? What have I? I'd like to think... I'm the king. No. Better yet. The player. And in one forfeiture... placing my finger on his crown to dance a moment with his wobble. thoughtlessly whimsically wantonly tip and all the king's men fell with him. Pierced their throats in surrender at the tragedy that befell their lord. Fresh out of the box. Layed neatly in a row. Steeled for conflict... and then... silence. The light extinguishes Hello emptiness...did you miss me? But what of our widowed queen? Left... pure, virginal, perfect in the ruin.

Meancholy Season
All year I wait for my December The best of times I remember A time for family, together as one Yet, this year I have but none Why are we lonely On such a festive time of year (Excuse me while I grab a beer) I might shed a tear as I throw on fake cheer in front of no single one that is here I know in my heart is where I'll start No matter how much it falls apart I live to love and learn to live But there's only so much my heart can give We can't always be with the ones we love So we love the ones we're with Is it a gift, we learn to bury Or just some humor inside above Hungry, Angry, Lonely, Tired It's an acronym I live by All just a life of a hunted lonesome dove Enough of my distress How was your day Mines less than 22 Days or bullets, one may guess But something I must pursue Who does care When no bodies there I… do

Just A Fool,read Else Where.
When you sit down and you think about it,feelings are really dumb and so wrong in so many ways. You got to ask yourself what the hell is the point of them when they really don't matter. Because everything is going to happen anyways,no matter what you feel. So you sit there and you wonder whats the point really. I mean no two people truely feel the same thing at the same time. It's like people are going to do what they always do no matter where your feelings are. Take me , I've got to be the biggest fool in the whole world,people told me things and I didn't belive them wanted to give the people they were talking about a chance to tell me in their own words,but like the fool that I am, I open up and got to atched once again. So fuck ,just fuck it all,this is the last time for I don't know how long anyone is going to hear a damn thing out of me, goodbye and good fucking luck to all of you.

I Think I See A Light At The Far End Of This Tunnel
well i called my lawyer and going thru with a power of atty so we can take steps to throw out the deadbeat brother plus if he doesn't go to family court thursday i have leverage to get him out of this house now i have to get rolling on the reverse morgage to fix this dump and pay all the bills he caused in the last 2 years as soon as that is done i can put my mother in daycare and i can finally get a job and a car without all the stress i am dealing with now. I am looking for some peace in my life and i am doing my best to find it and go on with MY life which is at a complete standstill as i said i'm a fighter and don't back down i may feel defeated at times but i will keep fighting.

Don't Forget Me
At night,when I'm alone I see the real me No mask to hide who I am The tears are now welcome As I cry myself to sleep I'm so tired of hiding myself away Pretending to be who I'm not Being untrue to who I am Just to please everyone else No-one knows how I feel inside I keep the walls up Protect myself And let everyone see a side of me that doesn't exist Each day I get ready Fake a smile and face the world Act polite and happy When I'm dead inside Don't feel like everyone else Just wanna be alone But that just leaves me time to wallow in self pity and unhappiness If you saw me cry Would you understand See that I'm only human And need to be helped like everyone else Would you turn away Because I'm acting like this Showing emotions,and not being afraid to present who I am I won't I never will I'm not selfish Don't want to ruin anyones expectations Or hurt peoples feelings So I'll hide who I am And cry when I'm alone I fall asleep

Even The Smallest Step
Even the smallest step A tiny little improvement is infinitely better than doing nothing. For those tiny little improvements add up. A small word of encouragement is far better than no encouragement at all. Just imagine what it might mean to someone. Today you have the opportunity to make the world a better place. Much more likely than not, that opportunity will come in the form of something seemingly insignificant. Yet though it may seem unimportant at the time, though no one may notice, a small positive act can have a big positive impact. Because it can create a positive momentum. Even the small achievements are achievements. Even the smallest step in the direction of your goal will bring you closer to that goal, much closer than if you had done nothing. When you're able to take giant strides, by all means do so. When you're not, then take whatever step you can, make whatever improvement you can, offer whatever kindness you can. The positive momentum you

True - Friendship None Of That Sissy Crap
Are you tired of those sissy "friendship" poems that always sound good, But never actually come close to reality? Well, here is a series of promises that actually speak of true friendship. You will see no cutesy little smiley faces on this card- Just the stone cold truth of our great friendship. 1. When you are sad -- I will help you get drunk and plot revenge against The sorry bastard who made you sad. 2. When you are blue -- I will try to dislodge whatever is choking you. 3. When you smile -- I will know you finally got laid. 4. When you are scared -- I will rag on you about it every chance I get. 5. When you are worried -- I will tell you horrible stories about how much worse it could be until you quit whining. 6. When you are confused -- I will use little words. 7. When you are sick -- Stay the hell away from me until you are well again. I don't want whatever you have. 8. When you fall -- I will point and laugh at your clumsy ass. 9. This is m

Knee Surgery....:(
I am going to have Arthrosopic Knee Surgery on my right knee medial meniscus tear.....It will be may 18, @1:30pm central time ....I am very nervous bout this so if u dont see me a couple days i;ll b laying on the couch watch television w/ leg (knee) up ....i was just wanting you to know this ..thanks to all my friends ....love to all...,Penny:)

A Virgin Hick Spacer
A Virgin Hick spacer Two hicks from West Virginia got married and were having their honeymoon in a local motel. They begin doing what honeymooners always do, but right before they consummate the marriage the woman says, "Be gentle, I'm a virgin." The man is shocked and visibly upset and storms out of the room without saying a word. He goes home to his family and tells them what happened, and his dad agrees, "If she isn't good enough for her own family, she sure as hell isn't good enough for you

Yep
So, today I went through my list of friends on here and deleted most of the "whore me and whore this person" bulletin posters. I did this because most of the friends I have dont even so much as look at a bulletin that I post... Nor do they help me level up when I need it. I have been pretty much silent about it up until now and havent really said much. Somewhere along the way a person has to stand up and say something about it so, here I am. I have seen mean bulletins putting people on blast and things of the sort and im not really like that but it seems as though thats how you get to the top here. I dont demand things of people such as (add, rate and fan me) And I dont specify a certain order in which those things should be done. (Im not that frickin bossy) Most of my points I worked for through taking surveys and actually spending a resonable amount of time on peoples pages rating their pictures and commenting them. Most of the time (not all) I never even so much as get a than

Just A Thought
As I lay here in bed wondering where I went wrong in my life I realize it was never right to begin with.I realize that everyday I put on a fake smile for everyone because they want me to be ok but in all reality I'm not, in fact I've never been so Not ok in my life, it seems like for the past few months my world has just been falling apart and thought I'd hoped would never come back now haunt me, begging me to return to old bad habits... if you really know me you know what they are and why this is so dangerous. I've tried to just smile and keep going day after day but I'm not sure if I can do it anymore... But the thing I appreciate the most through all of this is the people that have actually been there for me and have called when they just had that gut feeling that I might not be ok, or just wanted to hear me laugh or tell me how beautiful I am even if I don't believe it. It is because of you that I am still alive,without those calls who knows how low i would have sunk or what I wou

End Of The Worst Week But I See The Light
So here was my week: Monday: Damn did it reall have to start like this?? I was on Call all week and weekend the first thing the big boss does is start picking away at every thing I did....Oh and by the way When I confronted him about it and told him IT WAS THE OWNERS DAUGHTER guess what you would think he change his tune but nooooooooooo He decides to make it my fault...No how the hell does that work??? Tuesday: Well it gets better...Now I have 2 techs call in sick and the next thing you know I have 4 jobs to inspect and 3 adjusters to meet, then I have to still do up 3 Job scopes...and the BIG BOSS puts 3 more bills on my desk and wants them done by thursday Wendnesday: I revolted...locked me in my office caught up on all the bills, and did all my scopes...and didnt answer the door.. Thurday: Got in trouble for wednesday...LOL..oops Friday: First one at work ....yep you guessed it last one to leave... But things are getting better I am on vacation next week and fly

Hrrrrmm About Making Love
Gently pull the lips apart and look at her inner lips, lick them if you want Now spread the tops of her pussy up until you find her clit. Women have clits in different sizes just like us guys have different sized dicks It doesn't mean a thing as far as her capacity for an orgasm all it means is there is more of her hidden underneath her foreskin, whenever you touch a woman's pussy, make sure your finger is wet you can lick it or moisten it with juices from inside her. Be sure by all means to wet it before you touch her clit because it doesn't have any juices of its own and its very sensitive. Your finger will stick to it if it's dry and from what I hear it hurts. But you don't have to touch the clit so soon any way. You have to work up to that. Before she becomes too aroused, her clit is too delicate approach her pussy slowly. Women, more than men loved to be teased, the inner part of her thigh is her most tender spot. Lick it, kiss it, and make designs with the tip of your tongue.

I Want You...
i understand that no one has ever said the things i said to u i also understand how scary that can be . but you are not a bad peron and you deserve happiness. you say your not worthy and i say you are. you say u want to fall in love with me and that's what i want with you too. you say i give you butterflies and you do that to me too. ll i want is the chance the chance to be your baby. i want to show you the kind of person i see in you i want you to know that you are not alone anymore. i'm yours if you want me. i feel so good everytime we talk cuz you make me smile. i want that feeling never to go away and furthur more i want you!

Bar Joke
A man limps into a bar with a cane and alligator. The bartender stops him and says "Hold on a second here - you can't bring that animal in here, they aren't allowed!" So the man says, "But my gator here does a really cool trick..." The bartender says "Well then, lets see!" So the man whips out his dick and shoves it in the gators mouth. He then takes his cane and starts bashing the gator in the head with it. A crowd gathers around and everyone is astonished when he pulls out his dick without a single scratch. He looks around at the crowd and says, "Does anyone else want to try?" An old lady raises her hand and says..."Sure, but don't hit me with that stick."

Another Survey.
A-2-Z About Me Survey by bamachic49{---Basics---}Name: Tremain (of Tre for short)Nickname(s): DirtyAge: 30Birthday: 6/12/76Birthplace: South CarolinaCurrent Location: Dalzell, SCEye Color: Dark BrownHair Color: BlackHeight: 6'2"Weight: 200Lefty or Righty: Right (when it comes to writing)Zodiac Sign: GeminiWhat Do You Drive: Dodge AvengerScreenname: Project D.I.R.T.Y.{---Favorites---}Color: Red or BlackNumber: 2Band: The RootsMusic Genre: Hip Hop (not Hardcore)TV Show: HouseMovie: Enter the DragonActor: Samuel J. JacksonActress: Wow...too many to mention...Kind of Movie: ActionCartoon: Fullmetal Alchemist (anime)Sport: FootballFast Food Restaurant: Hardee'sFood: PizzaIce Cream: Turtle TracksCereal: Honey Bunches of Oats

Leaving The Rt Bombers
I AM LEAVING THE RT BOMBERS..THE REBEL FAMILY HAS GIVEN ME MORE RESPONSIBILITY AND I FEEL IT IS UNFAIR TO THE RT BOMBERS BECAUSE I CANNOT GIVE THEM THE HELP THEY NEED..I AM STILL LOYAL TO THE RT BOMBERS SO IF ANY HELP IS NEEDED I WILL HELP..SORRY IF THIS CAUSES ANY PROBLEMS BUT I FEEL IT IS THE RIGHT THING TO DO AT THIS TIME...I HOPE I DONT LOSE ANY FRIENDS OVER THIS DECISION BUT I FEEL IT IS ONLY RIGHT..TY HAVE A GREAT DAY...:):):):)

This Is So True...
Things learned living in North Carolina 1. Possums sleep in the middle of the road with their feet in the air. 2. There are 5,000 types of snakes and 4,998 of them live in North Carolina. 3. There are 10,000 types of spiders. All 10,000 of them live in North Carolina, plus a couple no one's seen before. 4. If it grows, it sticks; If it crawls, it bites. 5."Onced" and "Twiced" are words. 6. It is not a Shopping cart, it is a buggy. 7. Fire ants consider your flesh as a picnic. 8. People actually grow and eat okra. 9. "Fixinto" is one word. 10. There is no such thing as "lunch". There is only dinner and then there is supper. 11. Ice tea is appropriate for all meals and you start drinking it when you're two. We do like a little tea with our sugar! 12. Backards and forwards means "I know everything about you." 13. The word "Jeet" is actually a phrase meaning "Did you eat?" 14. You don't have to wear a watch because it doesn't matter what time it is. You work until you're don

How Odd
WOW how odd is this...last night I decided I didnt want to cook so I ordered chinese for dinner.... Well as we all know we get our fortune cookie with it and as some know how stressed I have been lately.... Funny thing is my fortune cookie tells me the following: Although it feels like a roller coaster now, life will calm down How odd is that? Ya tell me...Could it very well be true?

One Of Those Days....
everyone has a "one of those days" day every so often. i fear i have somehow entered and won a lifetime supply of those damn "one of those days" days. every sunday i get up and get dressed and leave the house. i drive the 10 minutes to work and clock in. i pull up my pc and log in and then it starts....well in this case doesnt start. nothing happens...nothing at all! sunday is our slowest day to say the least. and to make it worse im a special project team leader. i call ppl about virus problems affecting our network...and it being sunday we cant call ppl. so i get fewer calls than other ppl! im sure someone out there is saying...you get payed to hang out all day! yes...i do...but lets look at what most ppl with time to kill do at a pc... 1. porn - cant do it here...duh...perv... 2. music - nope 3. games - nope 4. chat - nope 5. surf the internet and learn things and keep up to date on important current events...what the hell kinda freak are you! no...pretty much

Tattoo Contest Updates
Tattoo Contest Time Again! I Need Men and Ladies for my tattoo contest! Contest will start 5/9 thur 5/14 1st Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! comment bombing is allowed u can comment bomb urself also! Want to enter send me ur pic link to my messages or tell me and i will rip ur pic for you! 2 gifts 1 V.I.P. and ! V.I.C. to the winners! Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~AnGeLHeArT~ CT Wife Of Lover69 ~ aka ~ SeXy MaMa ~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~@ CherryTAP

Whoop Whoop!!!
Well, I guess one person CAN make a difference..since my last blog entry, I've talked with both my bf and his mother, and it seems that I've gotten through to her, at least on some level. Since her initial reaction of "we need to just avoid each other", we've talked, and now, even if she's still got that mentality (we all know that won't change over night) she's not showing it around me or Daniel (my bf). We actually spent the entire weekend around her, and that word never once came out of her mouth. I can tell times when she wants to say it, but she catches herself and changes what she was about to say. It's amazing what a conversation can do. I think that what got to her, and got her to listen was when she actually TALKED to me, and saw how it hurt me to think about Destiny. Hey, if it took me showing someone that their words really hurt me to change the situation, it was worth it. I can't play Ms. Tough Girl all the time. Anyways...since my last blog entry was a freaking boo

Boats?
What causes euqality? — Monday, May 07, 2007 That's the question of the day. It's one I don't really know how to answere. Sorry if you wree expecting one. lol. I've seen various circumstances that seem to cause discrimination, and predjudice, and other unfairnesses, but I really don't know what causes fairness, or equality, or things of that sort. Can the mere elimination of the things that cause the opposite, cause fairness? I think it must take something more than that. What caused fairness in my life? hmmm... rules sometimes I suppose. However they also caused some unfairness too. I guesse I was treated pretty fairly by my family growing up, maybe that influenced my belief in fairness. But people can be treated good, and even fair growing up, and still not believe in equality, and fairness. It seems important to note, that everyone has a different idea of what is fair, and what is equal though. Some people are ok with things as long as it's " fair to them ".

Mother
MOTHER This is a truly BEAUTIFUL piece. Please read this at a slow pace, digesting every word and in leisure...do not hurry....this is a treasure... For those lucky to still be blessed with your Mom, this is beautiful. For those of us who aren't, this is even more beautiful. For those who are moms, you'll love this. The young mother set her foot on the path of life. "Is this the long way?" she asked. And the guide said: "Yes, and the way is hard. And you will be old before you reach the end of it.. But the end will be better than the beginning." But the young mother was happy, and she would not believe that anything could be better than these years. So she played with her children, and gathered flowers for them along the way, and bathed them in the clear streams; and the sun shone on them, and the young Mother cried, "Nothing will ever be lovelier than this." Then the night came, and the storm, and the path was dark, an

R We Just Friends???(attn Don't Know Her Name)
Ok well its been a rough week...im no longer doing this cherry tap thing....its to hard for me to come on here..just brings back to many memories....i know im on it right now but i don't think i'll come on as often as i did....a week ago sat..i read something really really surprising to me on one of my special friends page...and well i just don't know what to do....i was very very hurt by it....i freaked out...i nearly lost it....and the only reason why is cause i fell in love with this person...and well bascially i got played....Yes I sure did...yes we were friends but he still had me believing and having hope one day it would be more....we talk everyday..and we talked about some very personal things and well this whole time..i don't know how far back but i come to find out he is engaged...and shes moving in with him next month....my whole world came crashing....and well he goes and tells her im some pyscho person..why do guys do that...they can lead a girl on and mess with their feel

Adult's Survey...
This is a little more of a provactive survey than some of the others. 1. Sex is best in the morning, afternoon, or night? Since morning is my night, I'd have to say mornings 2. What side of the bed do you sleep on? The right side 3. Pork, Beef, or Chicken? Sure, throw it on the grill! 4. Have you ever had to pull over on the side of the road to puke? No but did in the drive way once 5. What leg do you put in pants first when pulling them up? Right 6. Candles or Incense? Candles 7. Do you dance when no one is watching? No but I do sing and you don't want to hear that 8. Did you play doctor when you were little? No but I play nurse now 9. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money? No my man gives it to me whenever so no need for that 10. Stove top cooking or microwave? Stove top 11. Would you rather your car or your house be dirty? My house is clean my car is packed with softball/t-ball equp. 12. Shower or bath? Shower 13. Do you pe

-------------------friends--------------------
If u love me (as a friend or more) u'll read the whole thing. What would you do if for every moment you were truly happy there would be 10 moments of sadness? What would you do if your best friend died tomorrow and you never got to tell them how you felt? So, I just wanted to say, even if I never talk to you again in my life, you are special to me and you have made a difference in my life. I look up to you, respect you, and truly cherish you. Send this to all your friends, no matter how often you talk, or how close you are, and send it to the person who sent it to you. Let old friends know you haven't forgotten them, and tell new friends you never will. Remember, everyone needs a friend. dont ever leave the one u love for the one u like, because the one u like will leave u for the one they love. If you wake up in a red room with no windows and doors, DON'T panic.. you're just in my heart!!!

Yellom Beamer
The museum I work in is in the middle of an old industrial estate, so there are a lot of empty buildings and “unofficial car parks” (i.e. bits of wasteland that people park on) around. After about 5pm it’s very quiet. I drive to work and generally park on the street, because I’m too tight to pay the extortionate car parks prices, unofficial or official. As I was leaving work last night, I saw something that made me realise exactly how quiet it gets. Picture a bright yellow BMW, which is not the most inconspicuous vehicle to begin with. In full view, and I do mean in full few, I want no accusations of dogging here, are a couple making the beast with two backs. Except it was more the beast with two fronts (it was a canine style mounting, should we say). And they are parked right next to my car, which is the only other car on an otherwise empty street. So, I ask you, do these people want someone to see them, maybe to add a little frisson to their coitus? Or are they just fuckin’ stupid? A

Too Late? No Way
The first day of school our professor introduced himself and challenged us to get to know someone we didn't already know. I stood up to look around when a gentle hand touched my shoulder. I turned around to find a wrinkled, little old lady beaming up at me with a smile that lit up her entire being. She said, "Hi handsome. My name is Rose. I'm eighty-seven years old. Can I give you a hug?" I laughed and enthusiastically responded, "Of course you may!" and she gave me a giant squeeze. "Why are you in college at such a young, innocent age?" I asked. She jokingly replied, "I'm here to meet a rich ! husband, get married, and have a couple of kids..." "No seriously," I asked. I was curious what may have motivated her to be taking on this challenge at her age "I always dreamed of having a college education and now I'm getting one!" she told me. After class we walked to the student union building and shared a chocolate milkshake. We became instan

When I Say I Love You
I say I love u, I say it every night and everyday, When I say it to you, I m scared because I dont want to push things, I dont wanna rush you, I just want you to be happy, And when you say you are, I believe you because I love you, Maybe I am a sucker for love, But I cant help about the way I feel about you. When I talk to you I smile, And when youre gone I am sad, I trust you and everything you do, Because youre my everything, Youre not just my girlfriend, Youre my confidant and lover, And I wouldnt have it any other way, Because in my eyes youre beyond perfect, And Ill never be able to tell you how I feel in words, But I can always try and show you. I hope your feelings for me never change, Because that would shatter my world, And Ill do anything to keep you happy, And Ill do anything to make you smile, Because your happiness means a lot to me, And seeing you upset and sad would upset me, Youre a great person and you deserve the best, I hope I am the ma

A Very Happy Mothers Day
Wishing All Mothers out there in cherry land a happy mothers day.. There's too many out there to send a wish to all of you individually, so I thought I would do it this way... I know I don't tell my own mother I love her nearly often enough, and I didn't say it that much to my grandmothers who are gone now. We can never tell them often enough that we love them, and before you know it they are gone, so start now, and tell your moms you love and appreciate them every day. You only get one.... So here is to all you mothers out there, MyHotComments / HotFreeLayouts

~poem May 9, 2007~
Your Beautiful, More than I can explain, For your eyes Tell a story, Mysterious for me to proclaim. I dont know the the feelings, Of your touch to me, For this is somthing, I hope sets my heart free. To hear your words, Gently roll from your lips, Your sensitive mouth, Intensly I'd Kiss, Our eyes would meet, Locked in true emotion, To tell us stories, And our true Devotion. ~Tina~

More Ink
so yeah, I went in yesterday for yet more work on my sleeve... I got the outline from last time (angel on bicep) colored in. The devil from last time, touched up a lil... and some shading / coloring on my elbow. They look sick!! I am so stoked! But... here is the catch. I fucking lost my camera!! WTF! I donon how or when or where, but it gone... So no pics ight now till I find it or get a new one. DOH~!

---i Can't Cry Hard Enough-------
I'M GOING TO LIVE MY LIFE LIKE EVERY DAY'S MY LAST WITHOUT A SIMPLE GOOD-BYE IT ALL GOES BY SO FAST AND NOW THAT YOU'RE GONE I CAN'T CRY ENOUGH NO I CAN'T CRY HARD ENOUGH FOR YOU TO HEAR ME NOW I'M GOING TO OPEN MY EYES AND SEE FOR THE FIRST TIME I'VE LET GO OF YOU LIKE A CHILD LETTING GO OG THIS KITE THERE IT GOES UP IN THE SKY THERE IT GOES BEYOND THE CLOUDS FOR NO REASON WHY I CAN'T CRY HARD ENOUGH NO I CAN'T CRY HARD ENOUGH FOR YOU TO HEAR ME NOW I'M GOING TO LOOK BACK IN VAIN AND SEE YOU STANDING THERE WHEN ALL THAT REMAINS IS JUST AN EMPTY CHAIR AND NOW THAT YOU'RE GONE I CAN'T CRY HARD ENOUGH NO I CAN'T CRY HARD ENOUGH FOR YOU TO HEAR ME NOW

Between And Beyond
Between and Beyond Beyond good and evil Beyond black and white Between hell and heaven Out of our sight To only love or to hate It is all the same Pure action and reaction With only you to blame Is there a tolerable gray Between happy and sad Can any one point out the line Between genius and mad Must you really die To know the meaning of life And to truly understand joy Must you have experienced strife

No Point To It
So I have been tiring to find a woman to spend sometime with, spend some money on, show some love on. But every time I think something might happen, boom something comes up that F's it all up. I am starting to think I have to be a Jerk or an asshole to get a date. Maybe it's the Boy Scout in me. Yes I am a CubMaster for a Group of local boys & I love it. Yes I am a single dad with a 9yr old who lives with me. But I got a Job that pays 75k+ a year, I own my home, Car & I have Nice Bike. I don’t smoke, try not to swear. So I am 40 lbs overweight. So lets hear it from the ladies what’s my issue. I don't get out, how to I meet you all and spend some time with ya in hopes of finding that special gal.

Thank You Julie
i sit here typing and thanking you with tears of joy. You have been there for my since my grandmother has died. You didnt half to care for me or even love but you treated me as if i was your own. You have been the greatest mom in my life and i just want to thank you over and over. You took care of my family for easter and that will never be forgotten. You lended me pillow to sleep on A plate to eat on A bed to sleep on A bath to shower in and a shoulder to cry on. Thank you for taking me in and being the best mother ever. i

The Submissives Rights
i have the right to set limits, and expect them to be respected. i have the right to trust, providing I have earned it. i have the right to expect You to believe I am an intelligent, caring and loyal person. i have the right to ask for Your attention,without having to misbehave to get it. i have the right to expect You to administer Your punishment on me with care and caution. i have the right to question your motives,should You deny my requests, as long as I do so with the proper respect. i have the right to speak up if I feel O/our relationship is not giving me what I need. i have the right to tell You what I need in a respectful manner. i have the right to expect You to understand my reasons for doing so, and the right to expect You to listen with an open mind and heart. i have the right to walk away from our relationship if W/we cannot come to a common ground on these issues. i have the right to expect tenderness, love and understanding after a scene is completed, should

Survey
1. Do you remember the person you first kissed? yes 2. Have you ever kissed someone you weren't dating? no 3. Ever kissed an ex after you broke up? no 4. Have you kissed anyone in your friends list? yes 5. Ever cheated on someone? no 6. Kissed someone with a gf/bf that wasn't you? no 7. Ever kissed someone younger than you? no 8. Older than you? yes 9. Have you kissed someone you didn't like? no 10. Ever madeout with someone who was a really bad kisser? yes -------I'VE--KISSED...--QUESTIONS-------- I've kissed/been kissed by somone: [x]on the cheek [x]on the forehead [x]on the nose [x]on the lips [x]with tongue [x]in your room []in your parents room [x]in the park [x]in public []on a ride [x]on a bench [X]upside down [x]sitting on their lap [x]laying down [x]in broad daylight []at a fair [x]at night -------YOUR--LAST--KISS--QUESTIONS-------- 1. The last time you kissed someone? just now 2. Was it a game? (trut

Needs
Have you ever wanted to kill someone? Don't you think pulling the trigger would be fun? Take them by the throat & squeeze out their life. Flay them alive. Run amok w/ a gun in hand. Blood spilling red across dirt Mass homicide. Finding no better reason to exist. What is this urge to kill? Drained of life by cold sharp steel. Savour the torture w/ deadly toys. Young or old, Death does not care. But women scream louder than men. Killing done w/ no remorse. Nature adjusts course. My fingers, your throat gently caress. Remove your dress. I do not think you a whore. No feelings for you do I have. Darkness surrounds them, lack of air. Unconscious they lie. Across they're skin, I glide my knife. But not yet shall I take their life. First I must whet my appetite. Carve off your skin. Your whimpering & blood curdling pleas. Drugs I gave you leave you paralyzed. My patience is like a synthesized Japanese goth melody; constant, looping infinite marred by the occ

Didn't Take Long!
Well, well, well! I post one little bulletin on Myspace that Silver Diamond Promotions is back up and running, and DAMN if I don't get the messages and phone calls comin in!! I'm already booked for a big show and in the talks for several more!! With some AWESOME local and national bands!! Candlebox, Everclear, Britney Fox, just to name a few!! Whoa! This is awesome!! Wish me luck!! Or break a leg, or whateverdafuck ya say in a situation like this!! LOL Woohooo! Party like a Rockstar! Rock out with yer cock out! Metal forever baby!! XOXO Silver BTW, if ya wanna check out my business page, go to: www.myspace.com/silverdiamondpromotionsgotbands

Be Careful What You Wish For... (written 05-14-07)
Lately; I’ve been hearing your sighs, seeing your wishful looks, and feeling your heartfelt regret, as other women cross your path… I’ve known for a while that today would come. When you stand here in the place that we’ve made together, and give me reasons as to why you want to leave. You keep telling me how you yearn for something new… Tell me the truth, I don’t want to hear your lies or alibis. Just say it… No longer, am I a beacon you see at night. Nor the place you come home to during the day. My bed, my thighs, my love, our life is no longer what you want… What you wish for… So go… Just leave me here to pick up the pieces of my heart.. I will as long as your gone.. It’s time for me to set my little bird free. I love you, yes but what can I do? You have your reasons for walking out on this life we’ve made together.. Just be careful dear, on what you wish for.. Because, you just might get it all. Now some time has past since then. We’ve

Bell 1...bell 2....bell 3
A FIREMAN came home from work one day and told his wife, "You know, we have a wonderful system at the fire station: BELL 1 rings and we all put on our jackets, BELL 2 rings and we all slide down the pole, BELL 3 rings and we're on the fire truck ready to go. "From now on when I say BELL 1, I want you to strip naked. When say BELL 2, I want you to jump in bed. And when I say BELL 3, we are going to make love all night." The next night he came home from work and yelled, "BELL 1!" The wife promptly took all her clothes off. When he yelled "BELL 2!", the wife jumped into bed. When he yelled "BELL 3!", they began making love. After a few minutes the wife yelled "BELL 4!" "What the hell is BELL 4?" asked the husband?" "ROLL OUT MORE HOSE," she replied, "YOU'RE NOWHERE NEAR THE FIRE!" *wink*

2-cent Increase
The fact that stamp collecting has long been the most popular hobby in the world, with over 16 million enthusiasts in the United States alone, is a good indication of how much fascination and appeal these colorful little pieces of gummed paper exert. I have many favorites, here is one of them. {Giggles}

Second Entry
Quote of the day: "Smile" Are you telling me to smile because you know I just heard you moaning and you know it bothers me but you don't give a shit? Or because you just think I'm not as happy as you?

All Growed Up..
I had to take my 3 month old to the doctors this afternoon and as I sat in the waiting room, I looked over on the coffee table and there was todays paper, my first thought was, Damn, thats what I forgot to do today...Then it hit me.. * usually get a paper everymorning * actually feel crappy until about 1030am if I didnt have my morning coffee * I write a grocery list and actually stick to it(when i remember the darn thing) * I try to remember everything * I forget everything * I am in bed by 11pm, on most saturdays * I actually read the sunday paper and clip the coupons * I got excited when I found two postage stamps in the cabinet yesterday.... yeah, I have no life. I am all growed up..LMAO

A Special World
A special world for you and me A special bond one cannot see It wraps us up in its cocoon And holds us fiercely in its womb. Its fingers spread like fine spun gold Gently nestling us to the fold Like silken thread it holds us fast Bonds like this are meant to last. And though at times a thread may break A new one forms in its wake To bind us closer and keep us strong In a special world, where we belong.

Waitin For My Life
There use to be a time back when I was young When nothing seemed to matter I could do nothing wrong I had no stress in this world Everything i had was mine even in times so cold To look back and remember those days All the times i live with friends most of them in a druken daze Now Im sitting here waitin for my life To show me where Im suppose to be but as lookin out at these world, there seems very little left to see. Im waitin here for my life. Waiting here for my wife, nothing seems to matter once again Its like im back to when i was young to when my life all begins Just give me a chance to show u that I can make things work We can live carefree, and this will all be worth it So I just sit here waitin for my life The life Ive always wanted

Poem: Nightmares
PLEASE DO NOT COPY WITHOUT PERMISSION. MATERIAL IS COPYRIGHTED. THANK YOU. Nightmares Time of slumber do I dread That is when the dreams come I fear the time that I'm abed Where do these demons come from Dark shadows with hungry eyes Seek my soul to devour There is no plan I can devise To escape their dark power They seek to rip my mind apart Refusing are they to be ignored In my deep sleep do they start My sanity becomes a sword Keeping them at bay a chore Their numbers never ending As I hack I seek a way, a door My mind I keep defending Creatures from a life gone awry Into my dreams they bite and claw The rest I need they deny With morning's light to withdraw Nightmares come from my life Nightmares come from my mind Nightmares bringing to mind strife Nightmares to be confined

The Secrets Of My Heart
So much not said, So much I wish you knew. These feelings in my heart, I’ve been holding back from you. When you speak my heart leaps, When you smile I catch my breath. Can’t share these feelings with you, Keeping them locked away is best. A friend I try to be, A friend with secrets I hold. If I told you what I felt, Would I be being to bold? Instead I keep my distance, Instead I try to hide. I’ve taken the coward’s way out, I’ve tried to save my pride. I know you don’t feel for me, I know you never will. But inside I hold on to the hope, And my feelings I’ll reveal. With tears I pray for the day, When you come knocking at my door. That you and I will be together, From that day forever more. So secretly the feelings stay, A love that is just a seed. I’ll smile to appear o.k., When really my heart bleeds. For you I wish the best, Even if it’s not with me. While somewhere I will dream, Of what may never be. The future is in your hands, The

I Wonder
I wonder sometimes if its worth blogging or writing or even using this as a journal. I have had a thought on my mind about a week as long as I was on vacation. And I don't know if I understand it or don't believe in it. The thought is "It's better to have love and lost". Why would you want to lose someone you love or have feelings for. I know some people will wonder. But, thats just how its got to be. Why does it take someone so long to change, or realize what is in front of them. Life is tough enough, and I know I work to much. But, that is the simple fact that someone has to be responsible. And if others are not going to do it then I will. I just feel like I lose out on a lot of things in life. But, I was talking with a friend last night and was upset and I mean pissed off at him. Because I had to learn something second hand. And I have known this guy for 25 to 30 years. And after talking to him I realized we are similar in a lot of ways. It's not that I am about the

Sexxy Lady 2 Contest Now Open!
Sexxy Lady On CT Contest I need woman for my Sexxy Lady Contest! Contest will start on 5/18 thur 5/24 ! 1st Lady is...... with 1 comments! 2nd Lady is...... with 1 comments! 3rd Lady is...... with 1 comments! Most comment bombing allowed so is self comment bombing allowed also! Comments + rates = total ! Each winner gets 2 prizes! Send me ur pic link to enter the contest or tell me and i will rip it for u! Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~AnGeLHeArT~ CT Wife Of Lover69 ~ aka ~ SeXy MaMa ~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~@ CherryTAP

Go Back To The 80's With Lowriders 80's Lounge
COME ON IN TO THE NEWEST LOUNGE ON CHERRY TAP INTRODUCING LOWRIDERs 80's LOUNGE!!!!!!!! MEET GREAT/NEW PEOPLE, HAVE FUN, LISTEN TO MUSIC {PICK YOUR OWN}...... PLEASE:: COME IN AND JOIN THE FUN NO DRAMA, NO BULLSHIT, NO HATERS ALSO LOOKING FOR HELP SUCH AS BARTENDERS,BOUNCERS,GREETERS,DJ'S,MANAGERS APPLY WITH IN THANK YOU WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR??? CLICK ON THE BANNER BELOW AND JOIN THE FUN NOW OPEN 24 HR 7 DAY A WEEK BE THERE AND BRING YOUR FRIENDS

Gothic Vampire Song About Love And Eternal Commetment
In Thee Night Drink me to sleep…feed on my soul Feed on my soul So we might…be together… forever Together… forever Take my blade...in the night In the night Open yourself...bare your heart So I may hold it...in my hands In my hands Kiss your soul...in between beats Between beats So we may roam...roam the earth forever The earth forever Roam the earth...together… forever Together…forever The moon is our light Our light In the Dark...in the night In Thee Night ©Copyright Alan Keith Taylor Glass Shadow Graphics Nighthaw37k@gmail.com

Cycle Of Life
Death, the life unknown, Bound by the cold, Dead hands of the shadows, From whence we lingered, In order to substain, The role assigned to us. By the deities, Who grow tired of, Their previous creations. I exist only to, Ensure the entertainment, Of a probable power, Dedicated to unite us all as a whole.

The Bet
Well, I've been best buds with a woman named Courtney for just over 4 years. We've talked about dating and possibly having sex, but nothing has come to pass yet. We've joked alot as well. Well, she knows I'm crazy about her. And we were talking Friday and she made a joke like "If you can go one month without masturbating I'll sleep with you." I was like "Whatever". We've went over stuff like this before. Well long story short she caught on that I didn't believe her and somehow it ended up an actual bet. The Terms Are: If I go one month (started Friday Night) with no masturbation, porn, or Sex she'll sleep with me. She says its a one-time deal.

Hmmm........
A sly someone could talk you into something that's really not to your benefit -- or your checkbook. No matter how persuasive this person is, don't buy what they're selling. It's time to protect your best interests. kinda scares me being that i just bought a trailer!!!!

The Chumscrubber.
JUST WATCHED THIS MOVIE THE CHUMSCRUBBER, AND MY GOD IT WAS FUCKING AMAZING. I AVOIDED WATCHING IT FOR FOREVER, BUT NOW I'M GLAD I RAN OUT OF ANYTHING ELSE TO WATCH SO I CHOSE THIS ONE. THE MOVIE IS ABOUT A KID WHO FINDS HIS FRIEND HANGING, LITERALLY, IN HIS BEDROOM. KID TURNS OUT TO BE THE PILL SUPPLIER FOR THE SCHOOL AND DRAMA ENSUES. TO THE POINT THOUGH, THIS MOVIE WAS FUCKING BRILLIANT IN IT'S OBSERVATIONS OF JUST HOW PEOPLE IGNORE ONE ANOTHER. USE YOU WHEN IT'S CONVIENT, THEN JUST THROW YOU AWAY. THE PEOPLE WHO ARE SUPPOSED TO BE THERE BLOW YOU OFF, OR PATRONIZE YOU, AND THE ONES YOU WOULD NEVER EVEN THINK ABOUT TURN OUT BEING THE ONES WHO REALLY COME THROUGH IN THE END. NOW I KNOW I HAVE WRITTEN SEVERAL THINGS LIKE THIS, BUT THIS MOVIE KINDA PUT IT INTO REALITY FOR ME. I DON'T CONSIDER MYSELF IGNORED ANYMORE, JUST PAID ATTENTION BY PEOPLE I JUST NEVER REALLY THOUGHT ABOUT. IF THAT MAKES ANY SENSE, GO YOU!! I KNOW ONCE AGAIN IT'S KIND OF SAPPY THAT I FIND MEANING IN LIFE THROUGH A

Well I Actually Did It!
hi everyone! i actually went thru with the gastric bypass op....the most hellish 3 days in the hospital i've ever had! lol it's interesting how a girl that used to be able to put food away like a man can now only drink an ounce of liquid at a time now....lol i haven't eaten in a week! it's very liberating though and i actually am starting to feel healthier already...hmm strange....lol

Red Friday
PLEASE READ THE ENTIRE EMAIL AND YOU SEE WHAT IS MEANT BY RED FRIDAY. >>Last week, while traveling to Chicago on business, I noticed a Marine >>sergeant traveling with a folded flag, but did not put two and two >>together. >>After we boarded our flight, I turned to the sergeant, who'd been invited >>to >>sit in First Class (across from me), and inquired if he was heading home. >> >>> > No, he responded. >> >>> > Heading out I asked? >> >>> > No. I'm escorting a soldier home. >> >>> > Going to pick him up? >> >> No. He is with me right now. He was killed in Iraq . I'm taking him >>home to his family. >> >>The realization of what he had been asked to do hit me like a punch to the >>gut. It was an honor for him. >> He told me that, although he didn't know the soldier, he had delivered >>the news of his passing to the soldier's family >>and felt as if he knew them after many conversations in so few days. I >>turned back to him, extended my hand, and s

Two.
It catches there In the back of the throat leaves you choking like a needle carefully extended into just the right cavity to cut off the air piercing with pain but you understand that releasing the pressure would release everything inside of you that you'd die out and the darkness complete somehow the afterglow allows you to see and if you can see then the shadows aren't real if there are walls still then you can't be followed (Who's left to follow?) You can't be found (Who's left to find you?) Then you won't release. (Release what?) Those demons lurk. (Are they really so real?) They told me so! (But if 'they' are no more..) Who are you to know anything?! (Sweet little girl) (Why don't you just sleep?) (Lay down your head) (Just fall asleep)

Three.
Wake me when it's over. My God. Wouldn't that be the bee's knee's. To dream this dream without the fear of Why do the nightmares always shatter me? 'Because you laughed.' Point taken. 'You couldn't feel if you tried' 'It's why they put you here in the first place.' 'It's why they left you behind.' (Don't listen) But each word It's an echo sterile Comatose 'Why would you awaken now?' 'Why not when the fire raged feral?' (It's really okay) (That you forgot to scream) 'You know I think you're prettier' Finally 'Your outside matches your in' Broken (You don't have to take this you know) No go on. 'Such beautiful patterns' 'I never thought one such as you' 'Could burn so brightly' And what was I? 'Caught under ice.'

Home Remedies That Work...maybe?
HOME REMEDIES THAT WORK, well, maybe..... 1) If you are choking on an ice cube, don't panic. Simply pour a cup of boiling hot water down your throat and presto, the blockage will be almost instantly removed. 2) Clumsy? Avoid cutting yourself while slicing vegetables by getting someone else to hold them while you chop away. 3) You can avoid arguments with the Mrs. about lifting the toilet seat just by using the sink. 4) For high blood pressure sufferers: simply cut yourself and bleed for a few minutes, thus reducing the pressure in your veins. Remember to use an egg timer. 5) A mouse trap placed on top of your alarm clock will prevent you from rolling over and going back to sleep after you hit the snooze button. 6) If you have a bad cough, take a large dose of laxatives. Then you will be afraid to cough. 7) Have a bad toothache? Smash your thumb with a hammer and you will forget all about the toothache. 8) Sometimes we just need to remember

The Process Of Thought
How does one deliberate with another, if both beings belonging to the same idea or conversation is no where near the mental capacity as the other? Does the tyranical way of life offer more than the nice guys finish last routine? How often shall I imagine cutting myself, to hide the fact that I once used to cut myself? Will people ever take the time and just listen to another persons problems without trying to figure out a way to personally gain some form of redemption over the trouble mind? I've often thought about random questions, and tried asking them in a more professional / Complex manner. Even the dumbest of questions could be met with an equally brilliant conversation if asked right. Think about this process, and go up to a loved one or a friend. Hell, even a stranger. Ask them the most outrageous question, but put some umph into it and choose your words wisely. Use both forms of questions on different people and watch the response. The process of thoug

Browneyed Leo
PISCES: Caring and kind. Smart. Center of attention. Too Sexy. Very high sex appeal. Has the last word. The best to find, hardest to keep. Fun to be around. Freak in the sheets. Extremely weird but in a good way. Super good in bed. Good Sense of Humor. Thoughtful. A partner for life. Always gets what he or she wants. Loves to joke. Very popular. Silly, fun and sweet. ARIES: Outgoing. Lovable. Spontaneous. Not one to SCREW with. Erotic. Funny. Take you on trips to the moon in bed. Excellent kisser. EXTREMELY sexy. Loves being in long relationships. Addictive. Loud. Best in bed. TAURUS: Aggressive. Freak in bed. Rare to find. Loves being in long relationships. Likes to give a good fight for what they want. Extremely outgoing. Loves to help people in times of need. Outstanding kisser. Very funny. Awesome personality. Stubborn. Sexual. Sexy. Most caring person you will ever meet. One of a kind. Not one to SCREW with. GEMINI: Nice. Love is one of a kind. Great listeners. Very Go

~vacation Time..will Miss You Guys~
I wanted to wish everyone a wonderful rest of the week and a wonderful weekend. I'm going on vacation to Myrtle Beach for the weekend. Leaving early in the morning (Friday) be back Monday sometime. Will miss you guys...stop by and show me luv while I'm gone...Will miss my sweet friends... :) See ya when I get back... Hugss & Kisses Cheryl

Come On In And Lister To Some Of The Best Of The 80's Music Bring Your Friend And Have Fun
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Pay It Forward
List of my Star/Models signed photos so far? 1. Judy, Audrey, Kristy and Lindsey Landers 2. Terri Lynn Farrow 3. Alana Curry 4. Brandy Talore 5. Tami Donaldson 6. Queeny Love 7. Cori Yarckin 8. Harmony Shay 9. Sandra Taylor 10. Katie Lohmann 11. Judge Judy 12. Judge Joe Brown 13. Judge Milian 14. Dr. Phil 15. Heather Locklear 16. Chase Allen 17. Andrea Jackson 18. Jerri Clayton 19. Tom Nagel 20. Josh Wheaton 21. Karen Fujimoto 22. Julie Riggs 23. JAY the Band 24. Holly Herbert 25. Tammy Hunt 26. Christine Martucci 27. Dana Sessen 28. Devin Devasquez 29. Burt Ward 30. Adam West 31. Destiny 32. Donna Perry 33. Jerry Springer If your name is not on here and your famous in anyway? Please email me if you can or will send me your signed 8x10 signed photo. Thanks for stoppin by.... John

Types Of Cellular
OK this is just a starter fo rmany blogs to come on cellular phones. For starters I do sell cell phones and other services at work. I just thought after seeing alot of Mumms on "what carrier or handset should I go with ?" this would be helpful to many. There are Post-paid and Pre-paid. Post-paid is a contractual agreement for no less than 1yr and no more than 2yrs. Most carriers charge a $175 termination fee if yo uwant ot get out of the contract early. Also upgrades to any equipment is 11 months into a 1yr contract or 22 months into a 2yr contract. In order to receive an upgrade towards the end of your contract you must renew with the carrier for 1 to 2 yrs and the cost of the handset depends on the length of the renewed contract and whether you go to the carriers own store or website or an authorized dealer for the carrier.(i.e. Walmart, a kiosk at the mall, or Flywire.com). I will in future blogs go into depth on the various carriers in the south western Pennsylvania area

----you Are My Leaning Post------
YOU ARE MY LEANING POST, DEAR LORD, MY SHELTER AND MY ROCK YOU OPEN UP THE DOOR FOR ME EACH TIME YOU HEAR ME KNOCK. ALL I NEED TO DO IS ASK AND YOU PROVIDE THE WAY. YOU HEAR ME WHEN I CALL TO YOU THE TIMES I KNEEL TO PRAY. THANK YOU, LORD, FOR YOUR GREAT LOVE, YOUR COMFORT AND YOUR CARE. IT'S SUCH A JOY FOR ME TO KNOW I MAY SEEK AND FIND YOU THERE.

I Almost Feel Bad, Actually More Annoyed..
Ugh. Seriously. I've seen alot of stupid people. I mean I actually thrive to be at amusement parks on my annual free time. And yet I continue to see stupider people by the second. People that were once intelligent, and mature to a point. This specific person really had something special, at least a small fraciton of a mind. And now it's basically all gone just to have the intelligence of a four year old bag of sand. I've learned two lessons here: One, that person totally sucks. And two, if you abuse drugs, holy shit is the outsome horrible. Oh and also the whole, "too much of a good thing = a really bad thing," was reitterated. It's sad, it really is to see such ignorant retarded pieces of shit walking around in this world without a care. Just living life as one huge fantasy. It makes me want to laugh and cry at the same time. Yet, it also raises my blood pressure and damages my frontal cortex. Corruption at its finest, we are so totally fucked... (>.

New Preamble To The Constitution
The following has been attributed to State Representative Mitchell Kaye from GA. This guy should run for President one day... "We the sensible people of the United States , in an attempt to help everyone get along, restore some semblance of justice, avoid more riots, keep our nation safe, promote positive behavior, and secure the blessings of debt-free liberty to ourselves and our great-great-great-grandchildren, hereby try one more time to ordain and establish some common sense guidelines for the terminally whiny, guilt ridden, delusional, and other liberal bed-wetters. We hold these truths to be self evident: that a whole lot of people are confused by the Bill of Rights and are so dim they require a Bill of NON-Rights." ARTICLE I: You do not have the right to a new car, big screen TV, or any other form of wealth. More power to you if you can legally acquire them, but no one is guaranteeing anything. ARTICLE II: You do not have the right to never be offended This country i

Bullien Boards Like This...
tired of bulliens like this. "if you dont respost this i WILL delete you and block you, i dont care bout points, but childrens lives i do care about repost or sticky this (repost)" I care about childern....if ya want take me of the list & block me...go ahead, I'm not reposting any bullien like that. says "i WILL delete you and block you if you dont repost." I sure will prayers for the kid that has cancer. I always have room for prayers. God Bless all that have it....I do my share...I gave my hair to Locks of Love for those kids in feb. sure do again next year or two....My hair grows fast. okay thats my rambbling for now..I rare do that. God Bless. Hope all my friends have great memorial day weekend. Stay safe. hugs ~Mary~

Zodiac
Sagittarius You are fun loving and independent, and you don’t like any of your partners to get in the way of that. You enjoy having a lot of flings and short term relationships because you get bored in a long term one. In bed you are demanding of your partner. You want to have hot sex all of the time. You also like to experiment sexually, with different positions and fantasies. Sex matches: Aries, Leo, Libra Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Last Monday In May
“Last Monday in May”© By John T. Bird We pause to remember those who died With so much courage, so much pride They’ll never come back, yet memories endure To remind us of freedom: fragile, pure We’re worthy of their sacrifice if we pause each day Not just on the last Monday in May ©John T. Bird, copyright 2006

Another Poem
You are the shining desire that burns in my heart, Every moment you are on my mind, I feel that gentle embrace, That enticement, That utter devotion lingering in my heart. You are that person that makes my dreams become reality, I thank you for that, I love you for that, You are all that. In my eyes my love, I see only the beauty, The beauty that life has brought back to me, You are that beauty my love, You are everything that is life, You are the reason for my existence. I will always love you, Even after death, For I know the meaning of eternity, That is what I feel in my heart, For you are there always, Even now as you are not by my side, When I close my eyes, I see and feel you near. Until you are here with me, I must say this to you, I am here when you want me. Kisses....

Oil Change
Oil Change instructions for Women: 1) Pull up to Jiffy Lube when the mileage reaches 3000 miles since the last oil change.. 2) Drink a cup of coffee 3) 15 minutes later, write a check and leave with a properly maintained vehicle. Money spent: Oil Change: $20.00 Coffee: $1.00 Total: $21.00 Oil Change instructions for Men : 1) Wait until Saturday, drive to auto parts store and buy a case of oil, filter, kitty litter, hand cleaner and a scented tree, write a check for $50.00. 2) Stop by 7/11 and buy a case of beer, write a check for $20, drive home. 3) Open a be er and drink it. 4) Jack car up, first spending 30 minutes looking for jack stands. 5) Find jack stands under kid's pedal car. 6) In frustration, open another beer and drink it. 7) Place drain pan under engine. 8) Look for 9/16 box end wrench. 9) Give up and use crescent wrench. 10) Unscrew drain plug. 11) Drop drain plug in pan of hot oil: splash hot oil on you in process. Cuss.. 12)

Today
Life can throw a person a lot of curves as we well know. But when things are low you have nowhere to go but up. I have looked back the last 6 years and have said wow...I was below ground. Of course I didn't think it would ever happen to me but it did. I ended up spending 11 months in a shelter with no money...but I did make a lot of friends. Living with people who are in the same boat as you. Something I wouldn't wish on anyone..not good to feel a lone and plus battle depression at the same time. I did learn one thing...you're never a lone...never.

Karaoke In So Cal Tonite!!
Here It Is Karaoke Fans... Join us Every Sunday 4pm to 130am@ The Sportsman's Lounge The sportsman's is one killer BAR offering Karaoke Affordable Drinks and Food. Come out to the city of La Mirada California. IF you have the SKILLZ Come on in and have fun at the party year with tons of fun and karaoke. You'll find over 33,000 songs to choose, save cash with The Sportsman's low Drink Prices Karaoke friday May 25th @ 8pm and Every Sunday 4pm to 130am Host "COWBOY" Dan Hosted By:: KJs Robert Mendosa and "Cowboy" Dan e-mail When: Sunday May 27, 2007 at 4:00 PM Where:: The Sportsman's Lounge 13902 Imperal HWY La Mirada, CA 90638 United States Directions; From Disney Aria... Take the I 5 north, EXIT Vally View exit turn left off the freeway Turn Right on Vally View. Turn Left onto Imperial HWY. End at The Sportsman's Lounge: 13902 Imperal HWY, La Mirada, CA 90638 A land mark is Big Lots This Show Is Hosted By REDNECK SING-A-LONGS To Book A Show or Part

Fathers Contest 7 Day Blast
I will be having my first contest ever. It will be a Fathers Day contest. A pic with father and kid or kids. It will start June 5th 12 noon eastern time and run for 10 days. The first place is a 7 day blast and 2nd and third place will be a vic gift. Please PM if you are interested in this contest. Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from Sexi Luv.com

Ldc Family Laws
The Laws Law #1: If you leave the family take LDC off of your name and once you leave there is NO coming back. Law #2: From now on anyone that wants to join the family that is in another family will not be able to. If you're already a member of the LDC and are in another family you are fine because this is just being put in place. Law #3: All L.O.A (Leave of Absences) must be approved by a Creator and a Founder. Law #4: If you show inactivity by not reading or reposting the family bulletins and / or blogs for a months time then you will be notified and placed on probation, if it continues then you will be removed. Law #5: All members need to understand we are NOT a comment bombing family. Do not address comment bombing bulletins to the family. If we have time to comment then we will. Law #6: You must make an effort to repost all family bulletins that involve a new member or a family issue because we do not post much and the least you can do is repost them. Law #7:

What Do I Have To Do
All this time ive felt i was doing things all wrong and many thing have told me i was. Although its been said that im not but things just seem to be all the same i tend to find a way to fawk things up In more ways then one and now it seems ive pushed u away. i feel like that toy the kid gets tried the one that gets its 5 minutes of fame I guess its all really my fault Ive never been good at this time and i guess I will never be I cant say ive done my best, But i can say i never stopped loving you So now ill just leave it at that, its all up to u now. I will havee to learn to live with ur decision and live with my mistakes. I wont like it but what more can i say What do i have to do......

Love Has A Chance
A rose needs sun to blossom and grow, Just how much no one will ever know. My heart is the rose, your love is the sun, It's a cloudy day and sunshine has not begun. My pedals are wilting, slowly to the ground, Now more than ever because you're not around. I started with ten pedals, now down to five, Without sun this poor rose will not survive. Four pedals left and still no sun, Now I wonder if you're really the one. Three pedals left and I don't know what to do Clouds just won't let the sun shine through. Two pedals to go before my little rose dies, So far the weather report has been a lie. One pedal left before this rose is gone, Then without warning out pops the sun. Love has a chance. done by christine

Sex At Work
There are certain places that just do not easily lend to coitus. In front of elderly relatives, for example. On a pitched roof. Anywhere where sharp things are strewn about. Or, in a museum during opening hours. The first three are in order, disrespectful (not to mention gross), foolhardy and just plain fucking stupid. The last one is more jarring than anything else. Picture the scene; your faithful narrator (stop laughing) has been working at the museum for almost 12 months. During this time, no less that 5 different relationships have started between members of staff (three of them having a one person in common, one involving yours truly and one involving a new friend of yours truly. And our boss. Ouch. The dangers of employing several people at the same time, all in their early 20’s and all straight from university). Every morning, we (the staff) check the museum to make sure that nothing has exploded and vomited lethal shards of glass all over the gallery floors and, worse still, t

Just Something I Wrote!!!
Your smile is like a gentle breeze on a cool Summer Day; It brings so much to me I hardly know what to say. When I kiss your lips and see that smile, it really melts my heart;To know that I can make you smile with just one touch that you have felt. With the gleamy look from my eyes into yours it has you hooked and The touch of your hands makes my body shook. It's a feeling that reaches out to my soul and it makes it whole; A feeling no one else has made it known.

~*can U See*~
Can u see that its all ok and all is comeing forth with nothing but happieness and good things to all those who wait .... i waited and waited for things to come to me .... they came to me and i sat at the edge and i waited for that one love to come to me and tap me with the heart of gold and make all possiable just vanish into thin air and make it be known that he loves me with all that one person can love someone with as much as he loves me..... Can u see the happy that he brings me and i bring him.... i sit with open feelings and show that im not scared to express how much we love each other... we can see it others can see it do u see it .... Love is a a heart full of joy, Love us a mind full of joy, Love is two soul mates, Love is two people connected together with nothing more than love for one another. Im closeing now thanks to all that read please comment and rate. ~*Mandie*~ ~*His Love Burns For Only Me ~* As My Love Only Burns For Him*~'

Give A Listen To My Soundclick Station
Several hours of non stop great independent artist playing on Eagle Dreams Station, 60 artist /153 songs, including yours truly songs she wrote with several great co writers, :) Just click on banner, register and tune in and crank it up leave a message on my board :)

Swords To Knives
swords are nice for a gentalmans fight, and for slight distance but personally knives will always be better. you can get in closer, strike faster, strike from a distance if you have the skill. the only other weapon that can hold up like that is a a gun, and i have no respect for ppl that have to use a weapon that takes no skill. swords are decent as a defensive weapon but it really can't sneak in as a small blade can. for it to go through your armor it takes a massive shove or a major blow but a knife slides right between the attached armmor or the moving parts of it, or the side attachment or even right up under, and to make it better knifes are even a tool for forplay by some of us. what do ya'll think?

Banned From Commenting
Seems, somebody took offense to my comments and reported me to a CT bouncer. Who decided I was a mence to CT's good name and banned me from posting any type of comments on anyone sites. I'm allowed to rate pic's and that's about it. I've begun purging friends and fans and will only have those who are adult enough to be a friend. I've also decided to post a link to my other page. A site which is truely for the Open Minded Adult who doesn't want a typical Myspace enviorment that CT claims not to be, but deep down they are trying everything possible to be.. Sir Dave - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - Bouncer: RAVIOLI ™: hi, please stop leave pornagraphic cokments on peoples pages, ty - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - - use this url to get to my other page: http://mydungeonspace.com/Sir_Dave/

Loyalty
Released by the birth of the consummate marriage i became the manipulator of the English language where the smallest atoms become gigantic where tropical raindrops hold atlantis where the winds caress grassland glades letters refined to the likeness of a samurai blade beauty defined in the mist of chaos manifesting myself in this spiritual seance words are a reason for life taking in air to exist if i dare this is why i like to share i write for a likeness a readers smile accepted reasoning when one's soul is on trial Rene Velez Copyright ©2006 Rene Velez

Inspiration
Well after the whole copied profile incident i decided to change things up a bit... well... alot lol. If anyone else likes what they see and doesn't want to be bothered coding their own i can try to knock up a profile or two for my lovely friends lol ;)

Hillary Speaking On Healthcare
http://www.hillaryclinton.com/video/31.aspx I tried to embed the video but couldnt get it to work so you can use this link and it will take you to her site where you can see the video on Healthcare.

The Feaux
if you're going to mohawk your hair do it, but please stop slicking it all up to the middle into that frohawk thing. it looks stupid. one of those things that might have been fun to do while you're in the tub shampooing your hair; don't leave the house like that. everybody thinks they so cool but in ten years the kids will look back and laugh at people who did this. just like we do to people who used to rock the mullet or those wave hairspray bangs lol. if you are reading this, and you have a fohawk- slap yourself

Please Help!!!
Please help!!! I need 15,000 comments total, but I already have over 6,000....If you will throw me 100+ comments and send me cherry mail (cmail) and let me know, I will buy you a VIC gift! This is for a VIC and mine runs out tomorrow! PLEASE HELP ME!! Just click the pic!

Poem
THE BORN AGAIN VIRGIN THE BORN AGAIN VIRGIN CRIES HERSELF TO SLEEP TONIGHT MISSING YESTERDAY MISSING TODAY, HATING THE NIGHT THE BORN AGAIN VIRGIN FEELS LIKE A NEW WOMAN AND A LITTLE GIRL IN THIS GREAT BIG WORLD A THOUSAND MEMORIES AND A GREAT BIG NEW BED NO ONE TO SHARE IT WITH SHE CRIES TO HERELF”WHAT’S UP WITH THIS” THOUGH IT FEELS GOOD TO START OVER SHE CAN’T HELP BUT CARRY A PART OF HIM WITH HER EMPTY DAYS TO DO ANYTHING AND A FINGER WITHOUT A RING THE BORN AGAIN VIRGIN GOING SOMEPLACE SHE’S NEVER BEEN A CELL PHONE AND A CRACK PIPE BRING ON THE NIGHT, TURN OFF THE LIGHT SHE LOOKS IN THE MIRROR AND LIKES WHAT SHE SEES SHE DOESN’T SEE THE LINES AROUND HER EYES OR THE SCRAPES ON HER KNEES THE BORN AGAIN VIRGIN FEELS LIKE SHE’S MADE IT THOUGH SHE’S FORGOTTEN HOW TO FEEL SHE’S LEARNED HOW TO FAKE IT THE PAST CAN BE UNDONE PAIN CAN BE IGNORED AND WE DON’T HAVE TO

After A Few Months Absence Agood Magazine By Old Friends Comes Back To Life...
http://www.rosicrucian.org/publications/digest/digest1_2007/online_2007Digest_0507.pdf http://www.rosicrucian.org/publications/digest/digest1_2007/table_of_contents.html

If You Knew
If you knew what u meant to me you'd be mine in a minute all this love and admiration and no where to send it with the face of an angel and the heart of gold you could never be bought never traded or sold So if you only knew you'd drop everything and run cause measured 1 to 10 you're 9 million and one!!!

Well Its Been A While Since I Posted
Well life has been pretty ok I have a new med that is really doing me well with My sleeping issues and the others are as usual doing fine BUT my dumb ass LOST my depakote so is having to take My backup generic that gives me MEAN ass heartburn.

Release
Release after looking at the postmark upon the new letter recieved with all the junk mail and bills, I ponder upon how long it took to get here and why. closed the mailbox and made my way to the apartment. ~~THUD~~ jumps .. drawn back to reality and the dull humdrum of life. I toss all the mail on the table to be flitered later. Go on with the usual, back in my mind the thought of you, your words, your body, your touch and those sweet whispers that always bring me to my knees. going through what needs to be done in my mind. last but not least the reward of the day... the letter from you... still wet from the shower towel wrapped about my curvaious body and the end of the so seductively tucked between my supple breasts. I gather you letter, making my way into once was our room... tugging on the towel ~ how it unravels about my lush glowing form ~ the warm breeze kisses the tanned flesh. My coral nipples become errect and eagar to be caressed. tosses back the covers climbing

I Am A Poet
I am a poet, writing my rhymes. Writing and writing in my spare times. Love, magik, my muse I write whatever I can use. About hate, sadness and dispare I always love to share. So come listen to my rhymes And in due time, you may figure me out, Yet not know what I am about.

If You Went To Hell, What Role Would You Play?
If you went to hell, what role would you play?PunisherYou get the joy of torturing countles people every day for those who wont cooperate or those who try to escape. Your strong and focused.How do you compare? Take this test! | Tests from Testriffic

Finnally In Love? Could It Be? I Think So!
hmm...i have a question for anyone who reads this. how many ppl acctually believe in "love" these days? and do u think it's strange to just start believing in it for the first time when you meet someone special? i've had a few b/f's in the past, and i've even been engaged at one point, but i never really felt "true love" i dont know if anyone knows what i mean, but i have recently meet someone, and those of you who know me, know who it is, and for some freaking reason, i cannnot stop thinking about this person. i dont know how i know this, but i am seriously in love with him. like the truely madly, i dont know what to do with myself kind of in love. that scares the hell out of me and makes me feel better than i have in a while, all at the same time. how weird is that? can anyone explain love to me? i need some help here. lol he is the greatest man i've ever "met". i didnt think that men could be so sweet and caring and he proved all those things that i've seen in the past w

Living Will
LIVING WILL INFORMATION While I was watching the football games last weekend, my wife and I got into a conversation about life and death, and the need for living wills. During the course of the conversation I told her that I never wanted to exist in a vegetative state, dependent upon some machine, and taking fluids from a bottle. She got up, unplugged the TV, and threw out all my beer. Sometimes it's tough being married to a smart ass.

Best Back Tattoo On Ct! Score Updates
Best Back Tattoo On Ct! I Need Tattoos Of Backs! Contest will start on 6/5 thur 6/11 1st Tattoo is..... with 1235 comments! 2nd Tattoo is...... with 444 comments! 3rd Tattoo is...... with 80 comments! 4th Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! 5th Tattoo is...... with 1 comments! Winners will get 2 gifts each! Comment bombing allowed and self bombing also! Want to enter just send me a link to ur pic or tell me and i will Rip your pic for you! Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~ FoUnDeR Of~ * AnGeLs Of MeRcY BoMb SqUaD * ~@ CherryTAP

Techniques
More from http://www.xeromag.com/fvbdsm_scenarios.html Techniques Adding realism to scenarios Many scenarios include the submissive being taken by "force". One fun technique that can make this more fun is to buy cheap clothing from a thrift store that can be torn, sliced, or cut off the submissive. Cheap, disposable clothing can lend a fun air of realism to the scenario. Extended Bondage For people who like bondage, one thing that can be fun is to have the submissive sleep bound. This is most easily done if the submissive's hands and feet are bound together; extended bondage in one position (as, for example, if the submissive were tied to the bed) can become quite uncomfortable. Note that if you do this, you should not leave the submissive in a room alone, and you should bind the submissive in a way which can be released quickly in case the house catches fire ! Extended Penetration With practice, it is possible to train a person's body to ac

Angel Family Is Looking For Good People To Join Us!
Angel Family is looking for good people to join us! Come and hangout and join a growing Family on CT! We have our own...... * Family Page Angel Family@ CherryTAP * Family Lounge * Angels Of Mercy Bomb Squad! (Part of the Angel Family!) ~AnGeLs Of MeRcY BoMb SqUaD~ OwNeD By ThE AnGeL FaMiLy ~@ CherryTAP Come and Join some good people and hang out with us! If you want to join just leave me a message in my mail and I will add you to the family! Thanks Maria ~*~SeXxY ~*~ MaMa~*~~*~ CT Wife Of ~*~ Lover69~*~Owner of A.F.H~*~And ~*~Angel * Family~*~@ CherryTAP

Unknown
Okay this is the first attempt at this in years.... PAIN HURT CONFUSION All I seem to feel inside.. You once wanted me... Now you don't. No explanation, no care. How can I understand? What did I do? Please tell me.... Why am I not good enough for you?

Fighting From Far Away
Figuring out what we are is harder each day cause even though something is there we are so far away you understand im here for you your friendship is permanent all I can do is be sweet tell you how I feel its hard enough fighting urges working out the mistakes you will just have to take what comes and after all i have to give nothing may never be done helpless to fate has to make ~Timmy~

Gotta Love It
gotta Love how some people think that their way of thinking is always right, and try to push thier opionions off on others, and even at times try to manipulate others to think the same way You know the saying Opionions are the like assholes , everyones got one ;I honestly believe everyone is intitled to thier own opionion, and should be allowed to express it when ever they feel the need, But when you try to push your thoughts and ideas onto others, and try to manipulate others and also use them to do something that you are afraid to do yourself, is utter BS I guess why I posted my mood as amused right now is because , I am going throught this situation right now, and its begging to back fire on the person who is doing it. Trying to manipulate others into believeing what you believe, and using them to do what you wanna do is wrong no matter how you try to spin it. I truly beleve if you wanna be heard , then you need to speak for yourself, and go to the source, dont play games and be dir

Alcohol Quotes
“I may be drunk, Miss, but in the morning I will be sober and you will still be ugly.” -Winston Churchill “A drunk man's words are a sober man's thoughts” "You're not drunk if you can lie on the floor without holding on.” "'You are drunk Sir Winston, you are disgustingly drunk. 'Yes, Mrs. Braddock, I am drunk. But you, Mrs. Braddock are ugly, and disgustingly fat. But, tomorrow morning, I, Winston Churchill will be sober.” - Winston Churchill “You're young, you're drunk, you're in bed, you have knives; shit happens...” -Angelina Jolie “What is it about a beautiful sunny afternoon, with the birds singing and the wind rustling through the leaves, that makes you want to get drunk?” Being drunk is a good disguise. I drink so I can talk to assholes. This includes me.” “Son, when you participate in sporting events, its not whether you win or loose, its how drunk you get.” “I've been drunk only once in my life. But that lasted for twenty-three years.” -W.C. Fields

Phoenix Arisen
Past relationships calling in the night Haunting my dreams and thoughts Turning from the hours of darkness To face the possibilities of tomorrow I build my nest of broken dreams Hurt and sorrow, things I dread Taking from the sanity I fail to keep Memories destroyed by bitterness And yet there is a light in the tunnel I look to the day of realisation The floods of tears, in mind forgotten Replaced by the new nightmares of today Alone, I face the world unshielded But hope guides me forward Many years lost in the wilderness Learning, experience, from all bad things Tongue tied in arguments, still resounding Physical abuse of emotionless face The scars will heal, I hope, in time I light my fire, to burn out the hatred Mental intrusion, cuts down too deep Tearing my heart from lifeless husk Will it end in turmoil, I never understand But reasoning helps in isolation Preparing for the final rebirth The path is clearer now, in soul Reaching awaren

Amusing Aim Convos
hockeyroc95: i heard man on fire is really bloody Christopher24316: yeah Christopher24316: it was awesome though Christopher24316: i saw it with a girl Christopher24316: and she loved it too hockeyroc95: woah a GIRL Christopher24316: i knew you'd make a comment hockeyroc95: haha hockeyroc95: this girl sounds like some sort of crazed blood lusting murderer shmeedog320: telling the truth is as hard as my weiner hockeyroc95: i tried smashing one on my forehead like in that fosters ad and i cut my head but i couldnt feel it so it didnt matter Beef Cake 223: you my friend Beef Cake 223: are good Beef Cake 223: in bed CHR15T0PH3R UK: so i hear CHR15T0PH3R UK: but you wouldn't know CHR15T0PH3R UK: you must be thinking about that time we did it in your dreams Beef Cake 223: hahaha Beef Cake 223: of course Beef Cake 223: no wonder i woke up in something sticky CHR15T0PH3R UK: what did you do on your bday hockeyroc95: i went to this restaurant 2 of my friends work a

Another Day
well another day has been and gone, and things are getting easier. When you finially turn the tables on someone who is trying to bring you down and you don't even have to play dirty to get there. Its a great feeling when you can take a bad situation and turn it into a good one with out stooping to thier level. They say laughter makes everything better, and you know what ? I agree. I turned it all into a joke, and with out even trying people are chattin away about how dumb the other person was for even tryin to start issues. Thanks everyone for the advice it did help, I am just a take it on kind of girl, But I played my cards right this time. looked at the whole picture and made notes, collected evidence, and then prevaled at this time. I am sure its not over yet but now I am ready and will continue to keep what I am doing. stay proffesional at work and blog on here lol . thanks for readin.

Should The Punsihment Fit The Crime?
Well let us see if I can piss a few people off tonight. I have been sitting here pondering on things(yes I'm using my brain for once), and I have a question for the whole country. When somebody commits a crime should the punishment be based on the severity and type of crime or should it be a set of semi-useless rules that half of the time don't apply in the first place? The way it is now the quasi-law system is made up of semi-useful most of the time useless laws and rules.Let's take capital crimes to start with: Murder: A persons life has been removed never to return to their friends, family or others who share in that life. what should the punishment be? In most states natural life is all that they can get as a max sentence. Screw that shit if a person takes anothers life without justifiable cause or need, should be bereft of his/her own life(and save the tax payers alot of money ). Rape: A persons natural trust in society has been destroyed they have had their bodies, minds

Medical Insurance Explained
MEDICAL INSURANCE EXPLAINED Q. What does HMO stand for? A. This is actually a variation of the phrase , "HEY MOE." Its roots go back to a concept pioneered by Moe of the Three Stooges, who discovered that a patient could be made to forget the pain in his foot if he was poked hard enough in the eye . (Or the shock of his/her co-pay) Q. I just joined an HMO . How difficult will it be to choose the doctor I want? A. Just slightly more difficult than choosing your parents . Your insurer will provide you with a book listing all the doctors in the plan . The doctors basically fall into two categories: those who are no longer accepting new patients, and those who will see you but are no longer participating in the plan . But don't worry, the remaining doctor who is still in the plan and accepting new patients has an office just a half-day's drive away and a diploma from a third world country . Q. Do all diagnostic pro

My First Writings
this is for a book that iam writing can you please tell me what you think.... BEAUTIFUL NIGHTMARES I wake in the morning to the rising moon and I see her face there smiling from the illumine scent glow of the full moon rising up above the trees and shining through the curtains of my window. Her face a picture of love and of passion I reach out to touch the vision and it fades into the bright light and then all I see is the moon her rays casting shadows all around my little bed room so that the secrets of the night can hide themselves from me and the visions that come do not promise hope but only damnation for the dreams that I have had of the promise of love and of salvation…. There is no salvation for me there are only the shadows of damnation of memories that come through the waking moments of this dream that I call life. I wait for deaths sweet embrace and bring me back to the Beautiful Nightmares that drive me to a state of insanity that distorts the corridors of my mind.

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Touch me here Kiss me there Put your hands on me I don't care Use your fingers Caress me down Here we go now Let's lay down My heart is racing Yours is too Don't think now You know what to do Tease my nipples Use your tongue I'll touch you there Damn you're sprung I feel your body Next to mine Skin on skin I'm losing my mind Hold me steady I'm about to fall My body burns for you Can't you hear it call No more teasing Take me now Just stop talking Show me how Pull me closer Take me under Feel my body Taste the hunger Plunge deep inside me Hold me close Rock my body Show me the ropes Feel me shudder As you dip in My mind is blown My body wins Up and down now Faster we go Minutes have passed Hours, who knows? You feel so good I'll take my fill My body is yours Do your will

~native_rebel~
As some have seen that I, and RECK was with a family and it just didn't feel like a family... SOOOO, Reck decided to bring her Yahoo family to CHERRY TAP. Purple was already a friend of ours so she helped started this new family up. We are known as the Native_Rebel.. we are a close net family of friends. We stick behind all our friends and family 1000%. Here are the RULES.. If you think you would like to join after reading and you can agree to them.. You may contact myself or Purple. One thing is.. WE DO NOT COMMENT BOMB, UNLESS WE ARE ASKED AND YOU HAVE HELPED US IN THE PAST. We don't ask for a amount to be reached by you.. you do what you think is fair to that person you are helping. We Do realize that you all have a life outside Cherry Tap and We do not expect you to stay on here 24/7. We do ask that you wear the name and wear it with pride. You can be part of other Lounges. But you have to have our lounge on your home page. All Rebels will show respect to all other

Hot Chicks In 'kinis Contest! (repost For Help And Other Girls)
Sorry to keep pluggin the Bikini contest, but its how I get these girls love! Here's the Link! http://cherrytap.com/images.php?u=305222&albumid=383364 To vote, drop in on my pictures and rate the girls (2 points) and comment them to raise their vote tally! We're also taking new entries until June 13! Just email me with your bikini pic, but if you wanna make some bonus points, add water to it (x5 points), have a bikini on at a barbecue (x10 points), personalize it with something about Texas Car-B-Q or the Texas Flames(x25 points), or all three (x100 points)! Muahz Tiff and the Texas Flames Southern Hotties Crew

The Last Time
The last time i was held when someone wanted to hold me This august makes a year But i didn't want it The last time i was held when i wanted to be Three and a half years, give or take a few months But i didn't need it The last time i was held when i needed it i know it happened but i can't remember it

Racist By Default...?
Well, I was informed today that I'm a white girl, and as such, I'm racist by default. Apparently, members of the caucasian race cannot help it. We're possessed of an innate racist attitude. Please note the fact that I differentiated between the "white" people and everyone else of every other race. I mean, if I'm going to be racist by default, I need to make certain that they know that we're different. I was tempted to explain that this whole being white thing was just a minor birth defect because deep down inside, I'm really a "sista" and if I wore earrings, I'd take 'em out whenever I was ready to get my fight on...

What Would You Call It?...
Finding someone unlike anyone you've ever met. You're not sure what makes everything about them so special, but you're going with the flow for a while. There are limitations to this new friendship you have encountered. You know them and understand your boundaries. When you see him/her you feel that bubbly feeling in your heart that you just love. You can look into a mirror and sure enough, that smile has now returned. When you walk, you can feel that extra bounce in your step. When you have to walk away, you feel that deep throb in your heart that aches to see them again. You still aren't sure what it is about them, but you really like being around and seeing this beloved person. The sound of their name, when you close your eyes you can almost make a perfect image, the sound of their voice when they say your name... You snuggle up in your bed at night with something dear and close to them. If this is as close as I'm ever going to get to them, I'm ok with that, You say to you

~ Friends ~
As we walk our path of life, We meet people everyday. Most are simply met by chance. But, some are sent our way. These become special friends Whose bond we can't explain; The ones who understand us And share our joy and pain. Their love contains no boundaries. So, even we are apart. Their presence enhances us With a warmth felt in the heart. This love becomes a passageway, When even the miles disappear. And so, these friends, God sends our way, Remain forever near. Thank you Tom...

Life Or Something Like It
sometimes i wonder how i ended up where i am. Don't get me wrong, i like my job. I like my place, and most things in my life. I just never thought i'd end up preggers and this miserable. I'd do anything.. just about.. to get my ex back, but i know he doesn't love me that way. my new boyfriend seems to, most of the time. He's just so busy i don't think he has time for me, or his baby, in his life. he used to be there for me all the time, but ever since he found out about the baby, he's been distancing himself. I went from seeing him every day, to seeing him once a week. and i have to push to get that. but when he's around, somehow i dont' care that he's been an ass. I love how he loves me, holds me, and kisses me.. and the sex is the best i've ever had. He tells me how much he loves me and i just want to scream at him! how can he love me when he's never around for more than 2 hours, after work, a week? we've never been out on a real date, he has always just came over and watched

Redefine Me
redefine me because, by definition i am beautifully imperfect still, supremely possessed with exceptional dialect yet still, flawed with incompletion and only you can deliver, to me, cohesion redefine me with you, a road less traveled i hope to take conquering tough terrains building a bond that one can never break for our sake redefine me conform me with the sweet caress of your voice so that, in your spirit i may dwell painlessly contort my mentality to comprehend your spirituality accomplishable only by you, for you know me so well mold me so, to your soul, mine can be its perfect match sculpt me to surround the atriums of your heart so then, onto every sentiment released i can both, catch and latch redefine me not in an attempt to change me but simply rearrange me do some subtle shifts so the dispersion of you, into me, easily sifts redefine me not in an efforts to erase nor, for footsteps from the past, retrace instead,to pr

Rip Stack
Where do we begin? The Dipset/ByrdGang family is deeply saddened by our loss. Not only did we lose a member but we lost a brother and a friend. Rayquon Elliot a.k.a Stack Bundles was a joy to be around, charming, very intelligent, compassionate and concerned about the upliftment and enrichment of his community and the people in it. Unfortunately his goals and aspirations were cut short by the hands of dream stealers. We can not stress enough that a young star's light was put out before he had a chance to shine in front of the world. We would like this to be a lesson to the rap game...too many of our talented artist are losing the battle of life before their voices have a chance to be heard. Something must change...

Auld Lang Syne ~ Robbie Burns
Auld Lang Syne 1788 Type: Poem Should auld acquaintance be forgot, And never brought to mind? Should auld acquaintance be forgot, And auld lang syne! Chorus.-For auld lang syne, my dear, For auld lang syne. We'll tak a cup o' kindness yet, For auld lang syne. And surely ye'll be your pint stowp! And surely I'll be mine! And we'll tak a cup o'kindness yet, For auld lang syne. For auld, &c. We twa hae run about the braes, And pou'd the gowans fine; But we've wander'd mony a weary fit, Sin' auld lang syne. For auld, &c. We twa hae paidl'd in the burn, Frae morning sun till dine; But seas between us braid hae roar'd Sin' auld lang syne. For auld, &c. And there's a hand, my trusty fere! And gie's a hand o' thine! And we'll tak a right gude-willie waught, For auld lang syne. For auld, &c.

Best Mom With Child On Ct Contest!
Best Mom With Child On CT Contest! I Need Mom pics with there kid or kids! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 6/14 thur 6/20 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~~ Plz Sign My Guess Book Plz...LOL@ CherryTAP

Lmao
Body: Go to this site & enter your name in the box & hit the Sloganize button. DON'T CHEAT, KEEP THE FIRST ONE THEY GIVE YOU. Add yours to the list and re-post. www.thesurrealist.co.uk/slogan.cgi 1. Ben- "Better ingredients, better Ben." 2. Laura-"Aaahh, Laura!" 3. Gary - "Nobody Better Lay a Finger on my Gary." beat that! 4. biscuit- "Happiness is a cigar called biscuit" 5. Diana - "Leave the Diana To Us" 6. Julie-"Hands that do dishs can be as soft as your Julie" 7. Tim - Its Tim Time! 8. Diana-"It's a Beautiful Diana" 9. MARLENA-Strong and Beautiful, Just Like Marlena. 10. If You Like A Lot Of Rebekah On Your Biscuit, Join Our Club. 11. Try Kelli. You'll like it! 12. Make someone happy with a Sean. 13. With a name like Sarah, it has to be good. 14. Splash Scott All Over. 15. Stop. Go. Lisa. - My slogan sucks! 16. The dirt says hot, the label says Jared 17. Misty-Lickin' Good [I LOVE MINE!] 18. Laney- Good to the last Laney 19. Veronicunt - "Fresh from the Cap

A Day At Work.....
She walked into his outer office and saw his secretary sitting there. "Is Mr. Jackson in, Anita?" She glanced up from her computer and smiled at her. "Of course. Would you like me to tell him you're here?" "No, I will just slip in there and surprise him." She walked to his door and straightened her jacket before reaching for the door knob. She walked in and was met with his dark head bent over his desk. "Good afternoon" she said in way of announcing her arrival. He looked up, startled to see her standing in his office at this time of day. "What brings you downtown at this hour?" He asked her, eyeing her jacket. "And what is with the coat? Is it raining out?" He looked out his window and saw blue sky. Her face lit up. "Well, I wanted to show you something." She slowly undid the belt around her waist and let the jacket fall open a little bit, revealing skin and a little bit of black lace. I picked up some new things at the mall the other day and wanted to get your o

Fast Cherry Chocolate Ice Cream-filled Cupcakes
Fast Cherry Chocolate Ice Cream-Filled Cupcakes This recipe could be called "Instant Party." iVillage food expert Rori Trovato made these festive cupcakes for her niece's eighth birthday bash and won the best-aunt award! Credit: Rori Trovato Servings: 12 cupcakes Ingredients: * 12 chocolate cupcakes * 2 pints cherry chocolate ice cream (or your favorite flavor) * 1 pint chocolate frosting Directions: Using a tablespoon or a large melon baller, scoop out about a golf-ball-size portion of cake from the top of each cupcake. Soften the ice cream slightly and spoon a scoop into each cupcake cavity. Place the frosting in a piping bag with a star tip and pipe the frosting over the tops of the cupcakes. Freeze for 1 hour. Can be made up to 4 hours in advance.

This Is Not My Best But It Should Be A Good Tease
i sit hear stairing at the blank walls that seem to close in around me everyday. the only thing that seems to ease the pain and make life just alittle more bareable is my addiction.my addiction to something i know i shouldnt crave yet i cant help my self,its just to irrisistable.just like before i find my self grabbing for it even when im unawre of my actions.god will it ever stop this pain i feel so deep in side when will her memory cease to haunt my mind.but wait i now understand that is youthat i crave the most

June 13,2007
Like a magpie, you find yourself getting distracted by anything shiny, pretty or in motion. Your friends have to laugh -- this is so unlike your usual self. What gives? Well, who cares? You're having a great time. This is funny as hell. Those that know me well know im distracted by anything...

Wednesday :)
A thought for the day from: Peter Britt "Life! Full of mystery, enchantment and fascination. Where we should drink of life freely, we merely sip it. Where we can take pleasure from it, we withdraw to avoid it. Life is not meant to accept the inevitable. Rather, it is meant to explore and savor its passion and wonderment fully. The riches it holds, are as the fruit on the vine. Ripened, sweet and flavorful. To never taste it's treasures, is to deny oneself of its passions, of its pleasures and true serenity. To deny lifes passions, there, is the regret which ripens." © 1999 Peter Britt Krystal Vision Productions

I List Things For My Friends!
I dont spam i list things for my friends. I dont list things for ppl to be shitty about it. Im sorry if you feel like im spamming but this is a social networking site and i value the opinion of my friends more than any other lame brained idiot walking on the side of the road. If you are going to be shitty or have a shitty opinion please keep it to yourself.

Dammit!!
My friend got nailed with some asshole downrater today ok and i know alot of you will say "boohoo i was downrated" but this guy makes 20 accounts a day while we are at work and keeps on and on and on and you never know when he is show up again..i think i know who he really is but i need more proof.. here is the profile link he is using right today explicit@ CherryTAP Again i dont want to sound like a crybaby but like i said in the caption on my default i mentioned this before and no shit...this dude or- hell might be a girl i dont know..makes like 20 diff accounts while we are at work/school and runs the pics down. All of you have been wonderful to me i just wish i could get back to each you as fast as id like! ok thanks for listening (or reading) my rant. XOXOXOXO -Nikki

June 14
Well Hope All My Friends Are Doin Well. Want To Say Sorry Again. I'm On The Road And My Phone Browser Is Limited On What It Let's Me Access On Site. Anyway Just Left Chicago On My Way Back To Alabama. Kids Are Still With Me. Wonder How Long They Will Last In The Truck. My Drop My Girl Off With Her Mom Tomorro Not Sure. Well I'll Drop Some Ratings When I Get Laptop Back:) Much Love:-)

Birthday
Well its my birthday on 27 th of june an my party starts on that day and ends on 1 st july im gonna party big time only 29 this time so gotta live as much before i get to my dirty 30's hehe lol anywho hope to hear some b/day wishes an lots o pressies of my family an get lots of drinks bought for me an well not do any stupid stuff {i am male} lol an then meet a lass that can finaly handle me ? think i will never find that lol soo bye for now

An Incredible Performance
I watched this video and was tremendously moved by this guy's performance. I am sharing it with everyone I can. He deserves to be heard..simply awesome. this guy brought the entire audience to it's feet..they starting applauding, almost as soon as he opened his mouth. the epitome of STAGE PRESENCE. http://video.yahoo.com/video/play?vid=646496&cache=1

Friends
Hello to all my fellow Cherry Tappers. I would like to make my first blog on here a big thank you to all my friends on here. I have met some really cool people on here.I hope to meet a lot more..So if your already a friend of mine thanks..And if your not well come by and say hi.Im always looking to make new friends.I will not deny anyone who asks...Pease, Love and Viva la Cherry Tap..Doc

Well At Least I Am Not Fucking Mental..lol
You scored as eh..sorta, you're kinda crazy, but it's cool, ppl like you make the world fun! bananas.=====plz take the time to rate my quiz. thanks! :Deh..sorta90% not at all70% fucking mental60% How psyco are you?created with QuizFarm.com

People In My Contest Plz Read!
I am upset cause in a lot of my contest i waste Time to enter people in the contest and they don't even vote on their pics! If this is going to keep going like this then i will have to take note on screen names and not allow them to join on future contest! I am not like that type of person but it does take alot of work to enter people into the bulletins. Again this is only to the people who don't do nothing with there pics or they comment once or twice! People pics don't get commented on their own! Thanks for ur time everyone! Maria

Sean's World Is Looking For You...
To join my forum. It's free and very active. We're looking to increase membership and become a hot, rising, talked about forum. So come and join if you haven't. Invite your friends. Come and have a blast meeting new people, posting pics, playing over 400 games in an arcade and more. Everyone's invited. Bring your friends. Bring everyone you know. Friends, family. All are welcome. The link is: Sean's World See you all there. :D Repost this for your friends, family and fans. Share it with everyone. Sean

Father's Day
My dad is no longer with me, I lost him eleven (11) yrs. ago and its so hard this time of the year. Yes I was a daddys girl. We hunted, fished, worked on engines, military brat and I got to hang with him at the bases all the time. Treasure you Father's and hold them dear to your heart. I wouldn't wish the pain I go through everyday because I can't pick up the phone and call him and tell him I love him, he grandchildren loves him. Daddy I Love You! Hugs your Daughter He's picture is on my photos!

Blue Balls At Age 30..
I love my life and love my wife. But I hate blue balls. I know she gets tired from work, but it's frustrating when she's too tired to have sex for a couple weeks because she has to work her ass off. And what's really aggravating is that when she does get in the mood, I better be in the mood or I miss out. Though... and this is where it gets personal (so Jess, ya might want to stop reading now hehe), but the other problem is that I'm able to get her off multiple times. At times enough that she passes out before we finish. But even then, I feel like the traditional roles are reversed. When we have sex, she gets off every time, and I get off maybe once every 3 or 4 times. It's not that I don't want to cum.. but I just can't. So when she's so busy with work who knows when I get to cum during sex. And yeah, I can masturbate (and trust me, I do... I am a freak after all), but it's just not the same. No matter how many times I jack off, it still never feels as good as the r

Have Ya Gotten The Point Yet? Cause I Know You Can See That I Am Blasting You!
Well its like this...again a "friend" flagged my tag's--not even me! NSFW. Ok so its like this. If i have to lock my shit down, I will, and have, there is no longer access to any of my photo's because of a jealous that just does not have it! Its fucked up in my opinion...are we on an ADULT sight? or is this kiddyland.. GO THE F*** BACK TO MYSPACE asshole. All of my pictures are now for family only- If you want to see them, you will have to drop me a mail, I will check you out--then add you to family! This is soooo bullsh**! yea, you can say I am angry- I show everyone the same respect they show me. I do NOT flag peoples pics as NSFW--its seems to me, that if you are my friend, then you already know that my pictures are EROTIC but not Porno~I am dressed in everyone of them. If its you doing it? Why dont you go find yourself a nice religious sight! CT is about T n A..deal with it, or stay off my page!

Dark Poem
*¤Discreetness*¤ How dost the dead walk this land & frighten every one they attempt to brand Discretfulness every now & than But the question at hand is do you dare let them in? & do you count it as a win? Or just be happy knowing they are your kin Shed light to my darkened world & let me be the girl For I too want to take life from the unwilling! I too want to be the right hand of devil himself! I too want to be the one out there devouring flesh & Bathing in pools of velvet red blood! I want to cause havoc across the land! Tis the unfurling of the grandest of the grand! So take my hand & let us walk this wretched land! ©copyright 2007 Maggie Chrislina