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To love and cherish forever more, This happiness has reached my core. He took my hand and kept me close, He’s the one who protects me most. To look in his eyes and say goodbye, It was hard, I’ll admit I cried. To let go of the one I held on to, Was the hardest thing I’ve had to do. Watch him walk away alone, Of his touch I do mourn. Knowing he’s fine, that he’s okay, I use it to keep my fears at bay. Late at night I’m by myself, The voice in my head demanding “help yourself!” I clutch his shirt and hold on tight Out of the night it chases my fright. He is my one true love, The only one I have dreamed of. He’s perfect in every which way, For me he keeps his anger away.

Waiting On Love
All my life ive been waiting it really seemed forever to find that special someone I thought would be never. Not many crossed my path maybe too fussy was I so maybe I foolishly let some chances pass me by. Theres someone for everyone I hear people saying relationships to some like games they are just playing. Where did the romance go it seemed to die away but waiting and hoping it would return again day. Many years have passed by maybe the time is right romance came again and feelings again in my sight. Maybe all the waiting had paid off for me in the end someone to share and care for and my love to send.

Random Survey Says!-
TELL ME ABOUT YOURSELF - The Survey Name: Mel (Just Mel) Christine Anderson- Guthrie Birthday: Feb 24th Birthplace: Bremerton Wa. Current Location: Chicago IL Eye Color: Green Hair Color: umm this month/ irish red and black streaked Height: 5'4- ish Right Handed or Left Handed: ambidextrious- Righty primarily :P Your Heritage: Alaskan native norwegian italian romani irish The Shoes You Wore Today: Sketchers Your Weakness: Starbucks- a place right behind my ear :P Your Fears: Flying in big planes- Bridges, falling through street grates,elevators- fire ants Your Perfect Pizza: Hawaiian Goal You Would Like To Achieve This Year: Moving home to seattle Your Most Overused Phrase On an instant messenger: lol :p Thoughts First Waking Up: fuck (not in the good sense haha) Your Best Physical Feature: my eyes Your Bedtime: anytime in the wee hours of the morning Your Most Missed Memory: what? Pepsi or Coke: Pepsi MacDonalds or Burger King: neither Single or Group Dates: sing

Car Crash
when i left work i was going a little fast trying to get to my foster parents to do christmas and there was some ice i didnt see. i was hitting the breaks to come around a corner and hit some ice spinning out. i swerved into the other lane and then into the ditch and over the other side. luckily i stopped before hitting a tree. during the middle of it i thought im gonna die and i was almost happy in one sense because sometimes when im driving i imagine myself just swirving into another car or a tree. i was half scared half glad i think. i had to back out of the ditch and back onto the road and then my car wouldnt start it took 5 or 10 minutes to get it started which worried me cuz i didnt have a working cell phone with me. i got a bunch of dishes which is fine tho i already have way too many/ its only me i dont have a family and im never going to. its always going to just be me. not to sound negative but im feeling emotional and negative now. i was in a good mood when i left work no

Merry Christmas
I wish you a merry christmas... I wish you a merry christmas... I wish you a merry christmas... And a happppppy new year My heart and soul is with all of our troops on this day..may your day be peaceful and bright To all my friends.. may you get your hearts desire My best wishes to all

Hmmm...
b>The Dante's Inferno Test has banished you to the Fifth Level of Hell!Here is how you matched up against all the levels:LevelScorePurgatory (Repenting Believers)Very LowLevel 1 - Limbo (Virtuous Non-Believers)Very LowLevel 2 (Lustful)Very HighLevel 3 (Gluttonous)ModerateLevel 4 (Prodigal and Avaricious)Very HighLevel 5 (Wrathful and Gloomy)Very HighLevel 6 - The City of Dis (Heretics)Very Low

Avoid These Big Mistakes With Women
Avoid THESE Big Mistakes With Women >NOTE: You can see all of the different programs I've created to help you learn how to attract and meet women right here (plus watch great video clips of each of them as well): http://www.DoubleYourDatingProgram.com/e/17842/Catalog/ ***QUESTION*** Dave, Dude i must say your a genius. I just graduated from high school, when i was in school i was always shy around girls an didn't know what to say, you've helped me open up my eyes to what i should of been doing a long time ago. Now I've got 2 girls that both want me , an i really dont know how to handle that. Any suggestions????? None of my friends are giving me any good answers. Im sure u have some. Help me out if u get a chance, u dont gotta publish it in your emails u send to everyone . I just really wanna know what to do, i dont want to fu** this up. Any help would be greatly appreciated. JF in Va. >>>MY COMMENTS: OK, well it doesn't sound like too muc

Poetry (((fallen)))
THIS LADY HAS TOUCHED ME IN MANY WAYS SHE ALWAYS KNOWS HOW TO CURE A BAD DAY NOT KNOWING THIS LADY WOULD BE A SIN IF YOU DONT KNOW HER SHE IS FALLEN A FALLEN ANGEL SHE IS FOR SURE HAS A PURE HEART DOWN TO THE CORE FOR HER FRIENDS SHE IS ALWAYS THERE THIS FALLEN ANGEL I WANTED TO SHARE IF SHE FLYS BY YOU WILL KNOW CAUSE SHE LEAVES A RADIANT GLOW A FALLEN ANGEL ON YAHOO YOU SEE SHE"S ALWAYS THERE FOR YOU AND ME....

Pics
can someone tell me why in the hell does someone have only face shots in their pics? i know that i only have a few body shots, but i have to take them myself....but it aint all that hard to take a pretty decent full body shot of yourself...or how about the profiles of the people that have one pic from a web cam but act like they cant take anymore? u took the first one right? that means that u do have the equipment to take some more....not everyone looks the same as they did 6 months to a year ago....or when someone uses a pic from when they were in high school but they are now like in their late 20's or early 30's...do u think that we all think that u look like that still? cuz i know i dont...id love to put up one of my senior pics and have the guys go crazy over them....but i would never want to fool anyone with what they think i look like...i just dont see the point in not being able to post pics up....maybe i just love myself so much that i have to do it all the time..maybe i dont w

Everyone Needs It And Everyone Wants It
~b4 you start reading this...I just wanted to let everyone know that i stole this from someones blog bc i thought it made a really good point and i wanted to share this with you all Love. Its when you c.a.r.e so much about one person that youd give up your happiness to make them happy. Its when youd literally DIE for them. Romeo and Juliet the love they had for one another was so great that they couldnt possibly exist if the other one was alive. Thats what im looking for. Maturity..../. you cant possibly love someone until youve matured enough to love yourself. Part of growing up and loving is realizing that you might just have to stop being a lazy teenager- get your ass of the couch get a job and make some money. Yes you might ONLY be in high school and you live in a world full of tomorrows but you dont think about the future. THERE IS A LIFE AFTER HIGH SCHOOL LIVING OFF YOUR PARENTS Grow the fuck up and realize this WHO YOU ARE TODAY REFLEX WHO YOUR GOING TO BE WHEN YOU

First Night
well heres my first one on here, im still tryen to figure this site out but more are sure to come. i like to write about steamy love scenerios and can't do it on my other one. so i am gonna try it out here. so if ur interested keep a watch out and shoot at me if you have an idea!

Thongs
You scored as Silk. There is just something about silk that gives a woman elegance...it resembles a woman that is collected and knows what she wants. Lace100%Silk100%Thong bikini67%Chains50%What type of thong do you like on girls (ex. lace, chains,) GUYS ONLYcreated with QuizFarm.com

Amazingly Simple Home Remedies...lol
1. If you are choking on an ice cube, don't panic. Simply pour a cup >>of boiling water down your throat and, presto!, the blockage will be >>almost instantly removed. >> >> 2. Clumsy? Avoid cutting yourself while slicing vegetables by getting >>someone else to hold them while you chop away. >> >> 3. Avoid arguments with your wife about lifting the toilet seat by >>simply using the sink. >> >> 4. For high-blood-pressure sufferers: simply cut yourself and bleed >>for a few minutes, thus reducing the pressure in your veins. Remember >>to use a timer. >> >> 5. A mousetrap, placed on top of your alarm clock, will prevent you >>from rolling over and going back to sleep after you hit the snooze >>button. >> >> 6. If you have a bad cough, take a large dose of laxatives, then you >>will be afraid to cough. >> >> 7. Have a bad toothache? Smash your thumb with a hammer and you will >>forget all about the toothache. >> >> 8. Sometimes, we just need to

What Are My Perscriptions?
The Doctor's perscriptions are short stories I have written. I don't just write music, I am an author as well.....Some of you may find these stories a bit on the bizarre side, but whether you do or not, you certainly will find them interesting!!! Good reading and I hope you enjoy them! The Doctor

Take My Hand
Take My Hand Once the sun goes down Take my hand, I will lead you through the dark I dont need light, I know where im going Ive been there before Don't let go of my had You will be lost forever and I can't save you As soon as the moon comes out Take my hand, we can run away Through the woods we'll race Follow me, trust me I'll show you the way Don't let go of my hand You will be left behind and I can't find you As dawn breaks Take my hand, we can fly away Above the clouds, we float, together You wont care about tommarow And have already forgot yesterday Don't let go of my hand You will fall And I will loose you Once we make it out of the dark And through the woods And after were past the clouds I'll take you there I will meet you there I can take you there anytime you want Everynight, if thats what you need The journey is long We can make it together But apart we will fail So don't

Another Day
well we had another hell of a day at work today.. not so much busy as yesterday but busy yet the same.. i felt like i wasn't working much cause i kept running places.. mostly to the other store to get stuff we kept running out of. Our truck didn't get to the store till it was 3/4 of the way through lunch.. we were on our last bag of fries.. and the damn driver wouldn't let anyone have any fries cause he was past his hours.. then you come in and tell all the customers waiting for fries that you won't give them to us cause you have to call work first and make sure you can.. the manager on duty was livid about this.. but she was able to get the box of fries... lol well as for other things.. right now till friday i have no phone or internet.. but yeah wi-fi is a good thing when you have a laptop.. our neighbor across the street .. campground.. has wi-fi and i get a signal in the house.. though it is a weak one i am still able to get on to check mail and cherry.. thank god.. friday our

When I'm With You,
When I'm with you, eternity is a step away, my love continues to grow, with each passing day. This treasure of love, I cherish within my soul, how much I love you... you'll never really know. You bring a joy to my heart, I've never felt before, with each touch of your hand, I love you more and more. Whenever we say goodbye, whenever we part, know I hold you dearly, deep inside my heart. So these seven words, I pray you hold true, "Forever And Always, I Will Love You." There re many things in ure life which will catch ure eye but only few will catch ure heart pursue those

Missing Yall
WEll christmas is over but new years around the corner. Keeping busy getting my house in order my hubby watching over my shoulder. He goes back to work on the 2 which is when i get Elizabeth back. the other two return on the third. I cant wait i'm missing them no offense much more than you all. I should be back on in full swing in a week but no promises i notice how much time i was spending here and how little with my kids so that has to change. I do miss yall though and hope to send ya some love soon. Erin

Me
Im single and lonely if any ladies wanna chat to me send send me a message i like goin out to clubs, bars, or partiens on the weekend. i Work for myself so i can make time for the rite girl. get bak wit me ladies. ttyl Waylon "Tex"

Boredom....
There still isn't much going on right now in my life, but in the next week to week and a half, I'm gonna be perminantly moving into my first apartment. It's about time I get out of my parents' house finally..haha! That's about the only thing going on right now.

~~people Needed Plz ~~
I need 5 more ladies for my Sexy Lady On CT Contest and I need 9 men for the Sexy Male Body On CT Contest Sexy Lady starts 1/5 thur 1/12 at 12p.m. noon and Sexy Male Body will start on 1/3 thur 1/10 at 12 p.m. noon So plz hurry and send me some nice body pics men and I know we got a look of sexy ladies on this site what u waiting for! send the link to the pic u want to use to my inbox and i'll get you in thanks ~Maria~

Chewed On By A Toy
Oh My Fucking God I’m on my knees, I can’t believe I’m being relived, of someone else’s submissive needs Finally being appeased, I knew it would happen with shocking ease But I stopped believing someone would have the guts to step up To go toe to toe with a beast, and play a game of ante up please …And now …And don’t you fucking stop Because if you stop then I’ll take shots Eagerly give up control to someone who can get mean enough to be on top And now that I’m down I can finally drown Pound me into dust Draw the blood that I lust for Beat me and tell me I’m pretty Fuck me up too much in one sitting Pet me with fingernails Try to make me whimper Make me shimmer Bite me like a champ Whip me like a winner Deliver the goods Be an angelic sinner

Our Models
Just a quick note to let you know I uploaded a bunch of new model pics tonight. Our models like to know what you think of them so if u have a few minutes please stop by and rate them as we as comment them This helps me as well as them ad lets us know how you like our work.

Changes
Well about two years ago when I turned 40 I came to the realization that my life sucked ass and I needed to change a few things, my friends told me that I was just having a mid-life crisis. I accepted this and thus took the following actions. I was living in this small little town where everyone is stuck in 1955, and collectively could not come up with one progressive thought. It was my boyfriend's home town, we hadn't even lived there for a year yet and I hated it. So, I decided to move back to the place I call home and get my old job back. I moved and then shortly there after broke up with Dingdong. That was solutions number one and two of my mid-life crisis. I recently made life changing decision/solution number three. I've decided to quit my job and get something else. I live in a college town and manage one of the busiest restaurants in town. We just recently expanded and opened a new store. Other than the year I was gone with Dingdong, I've been with this company for about 5

What Would You Do?
What would you do if someone offer you a whole new life? What if that person was willing to do anything to make you have that new life that she/he would offer you. Would you take it, knowing without a doubt that she/he could do just what they say.Would you take it, even if you know the cost for it was nothing but loseing ,pain,hurt,saddness, lonelyness,self doubt,everthing eles bad in your life. Would you take it,even if you knew without a doubt that would be the scaryess thing you ever did. All my life from the time I was 3 ,these thing are all that i've every knowen. I have never knowen what it's like to be happy,to be ok with myself. So these things are all I know, their what makes me the first person everyone turns to when face with these things,because people have said that they need a person like me to guide them throught the bad. So I ask you if you could have a new life at the costof loseing yourself even if yourself is nothing but dark,would you take it?

Feline Sensuality
My world is all about my senses, true that can be said about anyone.. but I think too many people take them for granted or truly don't revel in what the senses provide. I do. Everything within me is tied to the pleasures of my senses. The sense of taste for one is highly valued. I love food, and this product engages taste and smell equally (which makes sense since they are tied together). I love the ripe burst of a strawberry that tingles the tongue, or even the taste of the skin of a lover. Chocolate makes me, like nearly any woman, purr with pleasure. Smell brings tastes and sensations. How I love seasonal smells, even for one who hates the winter as much as I, can still appreciate the cold crisp smell of winter, or the damp musky smell of spring. However it is the vibrant smells of summer and autumn that touch even the palate and brings a light of colors to my inner mind. The sizzle of cooking meat makes my mouth water instantly, fresh bread is the smell of home and family.

My Id Theft!
ID theft growing concern for MySpace users..... MySpace devotee Kary Rogers was expecting to see a gut-busting video when a friend from the popular online hangout messaged him a link. First, though, he was directed to a page where he was supposed to re-enter his password. Rogers realized that someone was trying to steal his information, and he didn't take the bait. At best, he would be spammed with junk e-mails; worse, the Web thief might steal his real-life identity. MySpace bills itself as a "place for friends." Increasingly, it is also a place for unfriendly attacks from digital miscreants on the prowl, luring users to sexually explicit Web sites, clogging mailboxes with spam messages and playing on the trust users have when speaking to "friends" to obtain passwords that could lead to identity theft. Managing the risks that come with rapid growth is an enormous challenge for MySpace, now part of Rupert Murdoch's News Corp. media conglomerate. The site can't afford to driv

Fake Ass Fuckers...
I HATE FAKE PEOPLE I totally have to agree with all of you who say people are getting fake on here. So I gave in and let's see who really reposts this. This is a test to see who's paying attention. It serves to eliminate people who are desperately trying to add "friends" like its a popularity contest in High School. This is a test to see how many people in my friends list actually pay attention to me. Copy and repost in your own bulletin. Lets see who the true friends are and I think I know who you are.. Repost this if you are a friend.. if you don't, you get deleted.. Don't reply... just copy and paste this in a new bulletin as "Fake ass Friends".

Platinum Cherry
Is it just me, or does a platinum cherry worry me? Would that chip your teeth??? Plus you would think that would stop all the juice from flowing… I just do not see the desire.. I want a plain cherry with NOTHING on it!!! … the Cat

Offline For A While...be Back As Soon As I Can
Hey ALL Im offline for a while, an only get to check back once n a while. PC down an hopin to have it back up as soon as i can. Miss you ALL. Hope Christmas and New Years was good to all. Love Bill

A Test For Old Kids
A TEST FOR OLD KIDS I was picky who I sent this to. It had to be those who might actually remember. This is a test for us, old kids! The answers are printed below, but don't you cheat. 01. After the Lone Ranger saved the day and rode off into the sunset, the grateful citizens would ask, Who was that masked man? Invariably, someone would answer, I don't know, but he left this behind. What did he leave behind?________________. 02. When the Beatles first came to the U.S. in early 1964, we all watched them on The _______________ Show. 03. "Get your kicks, ___________________." 04. "The story you are about to see is true. The names have been changed___________________." 05. "In the jungle, the mighty jungle, ________________." 06. After the Twist, The Mashed Potato, and the Watusi, we "danced" under a stick that was lowered as low as we could go in a dance called the "_____________." 07. "N_E_S_T_L_E_S", Nestle's makes the very best.

Family Finds Porn In Popular Video Game
Family Finds Porn in Popular Video Game LAYTON, Utah - When 14-year-old Kolton Mahoney sat down to play with his new copy of X Box 360's Madden NFL '07 video game, he was greeted by the sight of hardcore porn, standard.net reported. Mahoney said as soon as he saw the image, he turned off his Xbox 360 and called his parents, Linda and Tim, who, according to the report, were "equally astonished" when they saw the hardcore image on their TV. Mahoney's uncle purchased the game at a Circuit City store in Modesto, California as a Christmas gift. Standard.net reported that the copy of the game was embossed with a Madden NFL 07 label and came in the factory-sealed Xbox 360 case. According to the story, the Mahoneys have contacted game designer Electronic Arts and the Circuit City store where the game was bought. The family is not looking for a financial settlement; they are seeking a new copy of the game and a guarantee "that no other copies containing porn have been sold."

Good Morning/good Afternoon, Everybody!
Good day to one and all! The sun is shining, always a good start to my day. Probably won't last, but at least the sun was out for awhile! This should be a quiet day for me. Tomorrow will be incredibly busy with four new clients! The initial work-up and paperwork takes alot of extra time; so, those four should fill up my whole day, lol! I'd like to be supporting myself with my acupuncture practice by the end of 2007. We'll see how that goes! My Dad is recovering nicely from his heart surgery! My Mom seems to be surviving Dad being home all day!! He still works for a living - at 76; still works as a builder! Hates being at home all day! I feel for my Mom, lol. My sister Carol is doing fairly well in Hawaii. Fairly well, because she appears to be allergic to something in the tropical environment! Welcome to paradise!! She's always been allergic to lots of things. Because her significant other is on a raw foods diet, she has switched to the same. This is quite a drastic change for

Letter To A Friend
I have been thinking all day about what we talked about last night. You tell me I shouldn't worry about you but I do anyway. I think about what could have been and I feel like my feelings at this time are extremely inappriate. I have smoked 2 packs of ciggerttes, been y side all day and is afraid to leave me alone because he knows how torn I feel. Everytime I think about what could have been my heart breaks. We have been down this road before and the converations we have had about my feelings. I know my feelings scare you, I am not trying to do that. I feel that my feelings for you are unfair to Eric. Some of the things you said last night scared me as well. All the pain, anguish and suffering could have been prevented. I feel so much pain because of it. You talk of marriage, I would have happy to have been your wife. Our lives have changed radically. One more thing, no matter what you say I know I am partically responsable for your accident.

Night Angels Heros
HEY I WANTED TO SAY SOMETHING, I WANT ALL OF YOU TO KNOW THAT I AM NOT DOING THIS FOR THE POINTS OR RATES. I REALLY DONT CARE ABOUT THEM. ITS THE MEN & WOMEN WHO PROTECT US WHILE WE SLEEP IS WHY I AM DOING THIS. I WOULD ALSO LIKE TO ACKNOWLEDGE THE WIFES, HUSBANDS, SONS, DAUGHTERS, MOTHERS, AND FATHERS OF THESE SOLDIERS THAT MANY OF YOU HAVE A HARD JOB WHILE YOUR LOVED ONE IS AWAY OR HAS IN THE PAST. I SALUTE YOU AS WELL FOR A JOB WELL DONE!!! LOVE ALWAYS~ NIGHT ANGEL

A 78 Year-old Man
A 78 year-old man came into the Doctor's office and complained of being tired. The Doctor asked if he'd done anything unusual lately. The man said, "Well, Wednesday night I picked up a 20 year old secretary, went back to her place, and nailed her 3 times. Thursday, I met a 19 year old waitress at the diner and we went out to Lover's Rock and made love 4 times. Friday, I went out with an 18 year old friend of my granddaughter's and we ended up making it in the back of my Ford. Saturday I was lured into a motel by 17 year old twins..." The Doctor said, "That's absolutely astonishing. But with all the dangers of sex these days, I hope you took proper precautions..." "Of course," the old geezer replied, "I game 'em all phony names..."

Cause For Celebration
Honoring Everyday Life We all know someone who keeps plastic covers on his or her couch in order to protect it. The irony is that many of these people may live their lives without ever having actually made contact with their own furniture! This is a poignant and somewhat humorous example of the human tendency to try to save things for special occasions, as if everyday life weren’t special enough to warrant the use of nice things. Many of us have had the experience of never wearing a particular piece of clothing in order to keep it nice, only to have it go out of style in the meanwhile. It’s interesting to think of what it would mean to us if we let ourselves wear our nicest clothes and eat off the good china on a daily basis. We might be sending ourselves the message that every day we are alive is a special day and a cause for celebration, and that we are worth it. There is something uplifting about treating ourselves to the finest of what we have. It is as if we rise to the occa

~~~~~~ When It Rains ~~~~~~
~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ WHEN IT RAINS ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ by BlueWolf 12/01 © "When it rains it reminds me of you. Although 10,000 miles away is so far I still always walk outside in the rain and kiss it just for you. It never fails me. The rain will always come and I'll always love you. Next time you see a storm on the horizon please don't fear it's just heaven doing me the favor of taking you my kiss. Walk outside and kiss the rain whenever you need me."

Window Of My Heart
Window to My Heart by G L M The softness of a gentle rain now trickles down this window sill And touched emotions once again to memories of a love, surreal. Yet, rain can never wash away these feelings stored inside That seem to grow immense each day this window cannot hide. This window to my heart, you see is only meant for you To look inside or open wide whichever one you choose. I love you Harry.

You Came Along (harry)
You Came Along by Sherry Lynn D I have a past that wasn't easy. I look back on a once broken heart, Recalling tears that were never-ending. I just didn't know quite where to start. The only thing I could trust in Was that God had a plan for me. For all the pain I was feeling, One day I'd be set free. And then from nowhere came the answer, A reason for what I'd been through. The clouds cleared away for a sunnier day, And then fate brought me to you. Your smile gave way for my healing. Your kindness brought down standing walls. Just your touch, it left my heart giddy, And you cared for me through it all. Now each day seems so exciting, As I wake to the thought of you. In my mind and heart, pain's behind me, You're the reason for all I do. I can trust in you to stand by me. I can lean on you when I'm weak. To you I confide what's inside me, Things no one else I'd dare let see. So, my heart is yours now to treasure In this new world where passion c

Major Computer Overhaul!
Remove one knackered infra-red keyboard, with sticky keys and the odd one missing totally! Replace with one Keysonic ACK-5000 HL Illuminated Keyboard - Black Knight Ultra cool, can type in the dark LOL Just need to get used to it, it's amazing how unfamiliar a new keyboard feels for the first few days! Remove one Dell 19in Monitor, that crackles and pops everytime you move it and has so much nicotine ingrained in the screen, that everything looks like it's in sepia, no matter how much industrial cleaner you use! Replace with Dell UltraSharp 1707FP 17-inch Flat Panel LCD Monitor with Height Adjustable Stand, obtained brand new still fully wrapped, for nowt!! Cos some dozy bugger left it in a cupboard that was going in a skip! Haha the perks of a hubby that installs office furniture for Banks and big business LOL

Letter Of Silence
In the garden of diamond roses and emerald leaves Where the silence is shattered by the murmuring trees, Where the porcelain moon shines bright on the twilight sky A lonesome girl holds a crumpled letter of goodbye… A scarlet ribbon is folded around her ebony hair A spider drowning within her sour tears of despair Her weary eyes fixed on the glass reflection of the lake Her peach mouth frozen – to kisses never again to partake… But as her mind has stranded from truth too far away For the words written in that letter were never read that day And she was never to know that it ended with “I love you” Instead of a wretched “Farwell” as she assumed it would do… In the garden of diamond roses and emerald leaves Where the silence is shattered by the murmuring trees, Where the porcelain moon shines bright on the twilight sky A lonesome girl holds a crumpled letter of goodbye…

Big Girlz
BIG GIRLZ (REMIX) lyrics You are viewing lyrics of BIG GIRLZ (REMIX) by JADOX from the album UNKNOWN at LyricsAndSongs.COM The BIGGER the BERRY, the SWEETER the JUICE Not mad if you're carryin' EXTRA in the caboose Or on any other part of your FINE FRAME--No mind games I wouldn't MIND if you were MY Dame No shame, and this is on the REAL: I'd rather have a PLUS-SIZED woman gimme somethin I can feel Than an icky, sickly stick-lookin' Whitney Calista Ally McBeal just doesn't fit me Simply put--you don't have to have a little foot This ain't the Land Before Time, but the hook Aptly portrays the message I'm conveying If you got a full-figure, DOESN'T MATTER WHAT YOU'RE WEIGHIN' I'm sayin': I'm looking at the inner person And your Superior Exterior--your version Of body form just accentuates you proper All that really means is that you have MORE TO OFFER Chorus (2x): You look so good to me From the inside out, Babe No matter what t

Untitled~one Of My Favorite Songs
I open my eyes I try to see but I’m blinded by the white light I can’t remember how I can’t remember why I’m lying here tonight And I can’t stand the pain And I can’t make it go away No I can’t stand the pain How could this happen to me I made my mistakes I’ve got no where to run The night goes on As I’m fading away I’m sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this happen to me Everybody’s screaming I try to make a sound but no one hears me I’m slipping off the edge I’m hanging by a thread I wanna start this over again So I try to hold onto a time when nothing mattered And I can’t explain what happened And I can’t erase the things that I’ve done No I can’t How could this happen to me I made my mistakes I’ve got no where to run The night goes on As I’m fading away I’m sick of this life I just wanna scream How could this happen to me I made my mistakes I’ve got no where to run The night goes on As I’m fading away I’m sick of this li

I'll Be A Taking A Break For A While!
Well.....Last Friday Night really did me in. For the first time ever....I got drunk drinking alone. Way drunk. I was not myself on many different levels. For the first time, I was in a "lounge", I was rude to people I care about and I ended up not being able to help a friend as promised the next day. I have allowed Cherry Tap to become my life instead of just a part of it and I need to refocus my priorities for a while. I will return to CT when the time is right. I have met many people on CT and there are a few that I really consider Friends. I will be back...but I will not make any promises as to when. The Friend that got me onto CT warned me about it's addicting powers.....well...she was right! I need to give her a hug when I see her again. -Big Daddy

Nydm/nedm And Other As My Victims Bleed News
I am about to join The NYDM/NEDM. It is a organization that is world wide and supports undergorund music, especially DETAH METAL. The benefits of joining this organization for me, and my band are through the fucking roof. I will be wearing "colours" for the club to concerts and NYDM/NEDM sanctioned events. The NYDM/NEDM is not a gang by any means. So, in joining the New York Death Militia/Nebraska Death Militia, I will be able to get AS MY VICTIMS BLEED closer to my dreams and goals with better promotions, and possibly a line up of musicians to join me, as well as the ability to tour the country and the world. So now my focus on music is even higher than it was just last week, and for those of you that already know me, the priority of music is number one on my list.

Arkansas
After having their 10th child, an Arkansas couple decided that that was enough. So the husband went to his doctor and told him that he and his wife didn't want to have any more children. The doctor told him that there was a procedure called a vasectomy that could fix the problem. The doctor told the man that he was to go home, get a cherry bomb, put it in a can, then hold the can up to his ear and count to 10. The Arky said to the doctor "I may not be the smartest man, but I don't see how putting a cherry bomb in a can next to my ear is going to help me." So the couple drove to Missouri to get a second opinion. The doctor was just about to tell them about the procedure for a vasectomy when he noticed they were from Arkansas. This doctor also told the man to go home and get a cherry bomb, place it in a tin can, hold it next to his ear and count to 10. Figuring that both doctors couldn't be wrong, the man went home, lit a cherry bomb and put it in a can. He held the can up to his e

Take This Job And Shove It!
So... my f***ing boss is insane. She is like 78 years old and is going through the phase where she don't remember shit. Well, there is one other guy that works for our company (he has worked here for 30 years) and she came to me today (she told him not to come in today or tomorrow.) This woman has more money than everyone that I know combined (Jerome Drobnick ring a bell to anyone... the real estate guy around here... that is where I work and she is his widow) and she was complaining that for last month he got paid too much. He put on his time card that he worked 94 hours (FOR THE MONTH... he was out a week) which isn'td much considering I had 168 for the month and he usually works more than me. So, she goes on to bitch about him... here she is complaining about him saying that he is lying about how many hours he worked and that he gets paid too much (he has been here for 30 years and makes $15/hr...she just doesn't want to pay him much more). But she is supposed to be a good Catholic

Cauldron Magic
Cauldron Magic ©Gerina Dunwich In contemporary Witchcraft, the cauldron is an important magical tool that symbolically combines the influences of the ancient elements of air, fire, water, and earth. Its shape is representative of Mother Nature, and the three legs upon which it stands correspond to the three aspects of the Triple Goddess, the three lunar phases (waxing, full, and waning), and to three as a magical number. Additionally, the cauldron is a symbol of transformation (both physical and spiritual), enlightenment, wisdom, the womb of the Mother Goddess, and rebirth. Since early times, cauldrons have been used not only for boiling water and cooking food, but for heating up magical brews, poisons, and healing potions. They have also been utilized by alchemists and by Witches as tools of divination, containers for sacred fires and incense, and holy vessels for offerings to the gods of old. If a large cauldron is needed in a ritual, it is generally placed next to the

Menage A'moi, Terms For Female Masturbation:
Yet another ripped out of my mail Man, I'm a lazy SOB But I still think it's funny 5 Digit Disco Buzzing the honey hole Backslappin' Betty Bailing out the Gravy Boat Beaver bashin' Bouncing the bearded clam Buffing the box Buffing the jewel Buttering up the whisker biscuit Clam twiddlin' jamboree Critter crammin' Damming the beaver Dialing "O" on the little pink telephone Diddling miss daisy Diggin' for clams Digitis Erectus Fingering the fountain Flicking the minnow Friday night lip service Frosting the muffin of love Giving yourself the finger Going for the gooey duct Impeaching Bush Juicing the clam Let your fingers do the walking Lip smacking Petting the kitty Piddly Diddler Playing the squeezebox Pokin' the pie Polishing the little pink pearl Pumping the kooter Punchin' the chipmunk Reading in Braille Riding the clitorisauras Romancing th

My Lil Brah.....=(
ummm ya my lil brah SSGT.Johnson,Andre p has been reported M.I.A =( 2 all civilianz or unknowing peepz M.I.A= missing in action =( i never thought id hear thos letterz in my whole life specially bout my lil brah now my close friends who kno me truely know me kno im on my way to join tha military like my lil brah my lil brah is a marine he loves been a marine n now ima join him it is my goal to b there i kno deep in my heart he is still alive hahaha i just hope he lives long enuff to see me there hes been through everything hes been in fist fights there shot stabbed in explsions( he finds n detinates bombz,landmines,ieds, n what not)he is my brah he is my son hahaha i raised him we didnt have parents in out lives at least not very long when we did have em this is hard to type ive never cried this much in my life i dun kno what ima do i found out from his fellow man last night n i havent slept i havent eatin it hurtz too much haha ima stop now kuz i cant do this n-e-more =( n

Cut Of The End
Well to day I looked upon the faces of lovers and all I could see is the knife across there soft skin! Why do I see this? I look again and all I see is there blood flowing free of its bonds and down to the floor! Why do I see this? I see my self standing over her the knife in my hand and the blood over my face! I fell sick! I feel shame! Why do I wish this! Why do I see this? I see it now! I am home with her and I see the end before it comes!… I am holing the knife and she tries to grab it but I am to fast and that sickening sound! That sickening feeling! She is on the floor blood is everywhere! I look into her eyes and see the light I loved so much leave her eyes! And I am truly alone! I am at the shop now and looking at all the happy people! They don’t see my hurt! They don’t see my pain! Well they will now! I pull out the knife I used to end her life and I stand up! I walk to the center for all to see and I run the cold unfeeling

Why
ok i wanna know one thing. does effort even matter anymore? i mean when it comes to liking someone. you get up the courage to ask them what their name is and believe me it's a lot of courage to build up. and they just shoot you down without so much as an "i admire your courage to approach me but..." does it really matter anymore. shouldn't it mean something that you would put yourself in a very vulnerable postiion to ask someone out not knowing how it's gonna turn out. i have had one person say that they admired my courage to approach them... one. somehow him saying that made it feel like he was human and that he's been there before. he wasn't some woman shredder like some men are. could someone please tell me what is the fucking point to it anymore. it's so much easier to keep it to yourself and move on with your life than to take the initiative to make a change. Why?

Who Says You Have To Be Asleep To Dream?
It's 6:45am and I still haven't slept yet.. haha :) by the way, visit my friends: http://cherrytap.com/user/427061 http://cherrytap.com/user/565886 love, ♥ xpho3n1x if you are a myspacer, visit my page add me as a friend www.myspace.com/crazybeautiful856 sweetdreamzzzzzzz

Won't Be Around Till After The Weekend
i'm having out of town company until at this moment..sunday..but i may not let him leave ;) So we'll see...other than that running around like a chicken with it's head cut off cleaning..nothing like procrastinating! Have a great weekend everyone :)

Acsexxx Only Amateur Pics And Video Share
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Secret Crush Game ( Repost)
subject: Secret Crush Game (REPOST) (repost) date: 2007-01-10 08:34:33 This is the Secret Crush Game. With Valentines day around the corner Im pretty sure everyone on here has a crush with at least one person on CherryTap. So here are the rules. If you gotta crush on me.. reply to this telling me! But you must repost this if you wanna see who has a crush on you. Have fun! The results are gonna suprise you and might get you lucky ;) repost this or u will have a bad love life forever repost as Secret Crush Game (repost of original by 'juggalo homie' on '2007-01-09 16:04:14') (repost of original by 'DJ ABKS LETTE ~SEXY DEAD BITCHES OWNER~ENIGMAS CT WIFEY~JUGGALO FAMILY ~' on '2007-01-09 16:05:15') (repost of original by 'latin_king(rate me, fan me , and add me pls ....and maybe buy me something...lol..j/k)' on '2007-01-09 16:14:38') Reply To Poster | Repost Bulletin! Leave a comment on this bulletin! Share this bu

Would You Have Sex On The 1st Date? Repost!!!!!
What Do You Think? Would you ever have sex on the first date? Never, it's just too soon. Maybe, it depends on the circumstances. XXX If I wanted to, I would without giving it a second thought. Put 3 x's on your answer and repost.

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I tried to be helpless but you didn’t stay on top You got off So of course you’re gonna get rushed and slammed into a wall It’s the price of letting me get up after I fall My desire to be used can become the fuel to abuse you in the opening of my eyes Moving at you before I even get you in my sights Lunging at the smell and sound of your blood and other fluids I have no choice but to melt you down and reform you in my grasp I love getting so rough that all you can do is gasp I love that you fuck me up so much that I NEED your gasp Your whimpers Your moans, groans, and screams I want to create them, claim them, make them all for me You make me selfish I want to keep you under lock and key Spend all my time desecrating you as you destroy me Between your legs I slide my knee Fill my hands with your ass and pull you in by the cheeks Bite at your chest and make you shudder against me Crush and dampen my leg as you grind it with your sweet I try to stay focused on the r

Posh Man
Posh's man loves kickin' the balls.... Just to get this out of the way before say what I have to say, I grew up playing soccer and I like soccer. (Although paintball and Lacrosse is the greatest sports ever.) Has anyone been watching the news today? Let me fill you in if you haven't. (In other words.....let me give you the 4-1-1.) It appears that David Beckham has signed a contract to play soccer here in the U.S. What team is not important. (It's not as though anyone cares anyway.) If you are totally clueless about who David Beckham is, don't feel bad. You're with the other 95% of the U.S. male citizens who are clueless as well. Just do a little research. He's a soccer "god" from the U.K. who is married to one of the former "Spice Girls". Remember them? If you don't then you're one of the lucky ones. Anywho......The problem I'm having with this "tidalwave" of news that's being shoved down my throat by all of the cable news channels is that they keep bringing up this guys wi

Grandfather And Grandaughter
Best picture of Grandfather with Grandaughter. *Prizes will be given for first, second and third place. *Contest to run January 19th through January 26th *You may comment on your own picture *Most comments wins Send me a link for the photo you wish to use in a P.M. You also may enter someone else if you would like. Please repost so everyone gets a shot at this contest.

Well Well Well
So my personal ad in Nuvo came out this week.. Of course nothing I am taking seriously. I di dnot even take it seriously when I wrote the ad. Last night I went to a dinner outing with a group of local kinksters (Kinksters: People who like it kinky and beyond). It was a good time to be had by all. (note - if you want to know my kink, just ask.) Tonight I start my knew day job, err temporarily a night job. For the next three months I will working 10 hour days for 7 days a week then I transition into management of the Operations Center and making my own hours. This also means that I will not be celebtrating my birthday this year as I will be working. Oh well, in the long run I will be better off. By the end of the three months I should be able to get my new deck built and the hot tub installed here at the house. At the moment I am sitting here drinking a moca and eating some baklava. Just trying to wake up to go into the office a little early.

Computers And Geekdom
Let's recap the last day and so on. My computer died. The one at work, I mean, not the hones at home. It's been getting slower for weeks and while I was in Vegas my coworkers were ready to take it outside and destroy it. I got back and things just went wrong one after another. Finally after lunch yesterday it decided to not to another thing. After three attempts at cold booting it finally got me to the log in screen about 30 minutes after the last one. So, we ended up switching me to a different computer. (which means that while I can log in and get my email and such my desktop is completely gone. I have to rebuild all the shortcuts that I use so much) The worst part is that they are getting me a new computer (which is cool) but I'll have to fix it up too. Now you would have thought that my email and things would have been set up before I got in today. Nope. I spend the first 2 hours at work trying to fix everything just so I could do my job. I just now got caught u

How Horny Are You?
cellspacing='0' width='600'> You scored as Very horny. You are very horny. You have a lot of desire. You get hard or wet very easily. Be careful to not let your sex drive go too far. Please rate and comment and tell me what quiz this is when you do!Very horny94%Super Horny56%Normal Horny56%Not horny31%A little horny25%How horny are you? (with pics)created with QuizFarm.com

Garlicky Sauteed Mushrooms -- Sunset Magazine (oct 2006 Issue), P.110
I love mushrooms...and garlic...so this is a perfect blend for me!!! "When mushrooms are cooked, they release a lot of liquid. Using high heat evaporates the juices, allowing the mushrooms to brown and develop flavor. PREP AND COOK TIME: 30 minutes. MAKES 4-6 servings 1 lb wild or cultivated mushrooms 2 tbsp olive oil 1/4 tsp salt 2 tsp minced garlic 1 tbsp chopped parsley Coarse sea salt, preferably fleur de sel 1. Trim stems off cleaned mushroom and cut caps into bite-size pieces. Very small mushrooms can be left whole. 2. Set a 10- to 12-in frying pan over high heat. When hot, add olive oil, swirl to coat bottom, and add mushrooms. Sprinkle with salt and cook over high heat, stirring, until mushrooms stop giving off liquid and start to brown. 3. Add garlic and cook, stirring 2-3 minutes. Remove from heat; stir in parsley. Serve on a platter and season with sea salt."

A Doves Love
She hears friends whispering she is but a lonely dove A dove filled with such sadness A dove in flight ..,,hearing a empty wind calling to her;;; lost ;;; What will he tell her When with innoncence she cries; How can he tell her They were never ment to be? When even now his heart still cries for the love of his dove; He knows he can never completly say goodby, for she has intertwined her thoughts with his Seducing his heart; Touching his mind He shall never forget for he has tasted the greatest of love, delivered simply by a dove . Author: Mary Lee

Re: I Don't Care Either !!!
----------------- Bulletin Message ----------------- From: AMERICAS MILITARY, POLICE & FIREFIGHTERS Date: 1/13/2007 WOW ........ is this laying it on the line or what? The lady who wrote this letter is Pam Foster of Pamela Foster and Associates in Atlanta . She's been in business since 1980 doing interior design and home planning. She recently wrote a letter to a family member serving in Iraq ....... Read it! "Are we fighting a war on terror or aren't we? Was it or was it not started by Islamic people who brought it to our shores on September 11, 2001 ? Were people from all over the world, mostly Americans, not brutally murdered that day, in downtown Manhattan , across the Potomac from our nation's capitol and in a field in Pennsylvania ? Did nearly three thousand men, women and children die a horrible, burning or crushing death that day, or didn't they? And I'm supposed to care that a copy of the Koran was "desecrated" when an overworked American soldier kic

Do You Ever Think
Do you ever think when your being mean and nasty that i have emotions and feelings. Do you ever think when your so busy being mean and nasty that it hurts me. do you even care. i think not. all you know how to be is mean and nasty. ARe you so mean and nasty coz your not happy? Are you so mean and nasty coz you think the world owes you for your pain? If you are let me tell you Iv had my own damn pain and i dont owe anyone anything. Cut me and i bleed. burn me and i blister. I owe no one for their pain and sufering. I think almost being put ina wheelchair for life is plenty. Oh and add the death of my children to it. I owe no one least of all you.

Returning ( Poem)
Sand through an hour glass Drifting slow taking back what was. The stars that fill the skies Falls slowly from the haevens arms And kiss the land in a passions embrace To symbolize the beginning of the end. The suns warm glow Is now cooled by night as one lights a candle to penitrate the pitch black. The land grows cold, and nature dies leavign nothing but barron land behind. All is quiet and all is gone And from the heavens calls a voice. the Sun once more reclaimed the skies. lighting the coners of darkened minds and removes the shadows from darkened lands. Life comes anew in the great mornings dew As Life recliams the land anew The candle once lite now goes out As For the light to the dark and back again. life is found returning.

Contest I Am In Is Open And Running.
Here's the contest I have entered, "Sexiest Cherry Without Makeup" Link below. Ratings count, comment bombing allowed. 2 all my cherries, come bomb me to death ;) My last contest, so lets make this one count!!! :) Thanks so much! Take care, Jen Contest opened at 11pm (est) time. Tonight 1/15/07 Check ur bullentins too, info is in there as well. http://cherrytap.com/viewimage.php?u=117825&i=2225471098

Rejected Childrens Book Titles
MORE REJECTED CHILDRENS BOOK TITLES: 1. Juggling Knives is Easy 2. Where to Find the toys in the Oven 3. Where Mommy & Daddy Hide Neat Things 4. Kick, Scream, and Cry to Get What You Want 5. "Whatcha' Doin'" the Wonderful Phrase 6. 101 Games to Play in the Road 7. The Indoor Pool is a Big Potty and the Divingboard is the Flusher 8. Homemade Fireworks using a Bathtub,a Blowdryer,and a Fork 9. POP, goes the Hamster and other fun Microwave Games 10. Arthur Gets Hunted 11. Clifford and the Big and Yellow Semi 12. Monsters Killed Grandpa 13. The hit sequel to "Elvis is your real dad" Mrs.Clause is your real Mom 14. Chicken Poop for the Kid Soul 15. All Guns Squirt Water 16. When The Garbage Truck Came to Sesame Street 17. How Fun it is to Tie a Squirrel to a Kite 18. You Can Get Sucked Down the Drain 19. How to Make Sushi with Ordinary Goldfish 20. 101 recipies to make with Dog 21. If its Storming out the Best Place to keep shelter is under a tree 22. The New Boy is

Asap
Ever wonder about the abbreviation A.S.A.P.? Generally we think of it in terms of even more hurry and stress in our lives. Maybe if we think of this abbreviation in a different manner, we will begin to find a new way to deal with those rough days along the way. ************* There's work to do, deadlines to meet; You've got no time to spare, But as you hurry and scurry- ASAP - ALWAYS SAY A PRAYER In the midst of family chaos, "Quality time" is rare. Do your best; let God do the rest- ASAP - ALWAYS SAY A PRAYER. It may seem like your worries Are more than you can bear. Slow down and take a breather- ASAP - ALWAYS SAY A PRAYER God knows how stressful life is; He wants to ease our cares, And He'll respond to all your needs A.S.A.P. - ALWAYS SAY A PRAYER.

Rate Me With A Comment Hahaha
Post this for your friends to see and watch the answers you get sent back to you in your inbox!! If you don't repost your a scaredy-cat and you will have relationship problems for 5 years. (not!) So post it now. -2= Nasty -1= Ugly 0= Not Ugly 1= eh,. 2= Okay 3= Average 4= Cute 5= Really Cute 6= Beautiful/Handsome 7= Gorgeous 8= Sexy 9= Incredibly Sexy 10= Breath Taking Which one do you think I am? Repost this as "Cute -O- Meter

Oh Boy
Dear Diary, They r crawling out of the woodwork today! Lookie what I got! hello baby how are u ? i saw ur profile on this site and i like u, and i also want to be ur friend cos u are the kind of lady i realy want in my life, so if u are intrested in me, pls u can get to me throung my yahoo id princebaba4u@yahoo.com and conrently am online now so if u wish u can come and jion me online now thx hope to hear from u very soon ,love ya....... I am a 26 year old single looking to meet new and exciting friends. I am buiding contractor field and I live in florida. I am b.prince and romantic as hell( so I'v been told lol) I am looking for a romantic sexy female to compliment me in mind and spirit. I love back female but I am not prejudice to anyone. I am a great friend and a good communicator. I have pleanty of intrest just ask and Ill tell. I dont have hang ups so feel free to dropp me a line. All sexy female should drop a line its going to cold soon so I need to be war thx hope to

Ranting, Things That Are Of No Importance,,,,
So tonight was intresting for me...I was online at work today like usual just passing sometime when someone said hello to me...I said hello back and started talking to him and well as usual the whole single? came up..I said yes i am and then in bold letters he said NO WAY...lol ya single by choice i let him no..Then came are you lesbian.. nice huh? Nah not that either,,Then we get into a conservation about relationships and i tell him that i was in one and it ended bad and not trusting men, He asked have i ever been in love? Once i tell him and that baffles him...Because i am 22 and only been on love once...He said there is no way that i have only been in love once...Does that make me weird? I dont need to be in love with someone to make my life complete...If it happens then it does but it hasnt...Then he siad oh then you must just have "lots of fun" without love...Nope that doesnt happen either, I dont think he belived me when i told him my last bf was 3 years ago and everything el

Scamming The Nigerian Scam Artist
I have read so many stories about people losing their life savings because they sent it away to get millions of dollars in some sort of scam. There are to many scams out there today, I know you have seen them in your email, telling you that your long lost relative died and there isn\'t away to get monies unless you send them money to hold in good faith or like the one I dealt with, where they hire you to cash checks and you keep 10% and the rest you Western Union to them..... yeah right my momma didn\'t raise a fool..... IT\'S A SCAM! So here I am spreading my story. I knew right away it was a scam when they messaged me on yahoo. They offered me a job cashing checks in the U.S. for them and I get to keep 10% and Western Union the rest to them. I was in bit of an ornery mood, so I played along with them. Like a fish to a worm they took the bait. I, however, never really anticipated them following through. You see, I told them I was Michaelle Navarre (

A Liar
Im a liar,straight to the point,Ive done some things in my life I didnt like but this one takes the cake.I do have a girlfriend,dont know why I lied but I did,so any of you that I lied to Im sorry,I dont know why I didnt say anything.I hurt someone very badly that never deserved to be hurt like that(you know who you are)So everyone,I wouldnt be suprised if ya hated me.As for the reason I didnt tell the truth,I cant figure that one out,I will have to live with myself for this one.Which will be very hard!

I Am Happy...
What started this? Was it you? Was it me? Was it us? I once thought my heart was empty. Never able to love anyone. Never able to feel anything but pain...But then you came... You opened my heart. You're the keeper of the key, the key that unlocked my soul...And released so much pent up emotion that it spilled right out in front of you... I love you... I never felt so much before... My body I didn't know was capable... But now I can truly say I'm happy... I don't want to die anymore. I have something to live for. Everything that I once feared doesn't scare me so much anymore... Everyone who had hurt me in that past faded into a tainted memory, which is never remembered as long as I'm with you...I need you, I'd never make it without you now. I don't understand how I lived without you before now. Before I was aware of this emotion...This emotion called love... My world before you was grey when I stared at the dark blue sky, but now my world is bright and alive. You've done so much to me..

Donald Vs Rosie
I was watching the news when the local news did a light hearted peice on the Donald/Rosie feud. This prompted me to get on the internet to look into what had happened. Ok, This year's Miss USA apparently got into the party life and got outed for having a drug and alcohol issue. Well the Donald is going to allow this girl to have a second chance as long as she gets help for her problem. He sees it as other young women with her issues may look to her as a role model and also seek help for thier addictions as well. Well apparently Rosie O'Donnell did not agree with this decision coming from him. She stated that the Donald was not one to give out moral advice given his track record with wives and his philandering ways. She also stated that he has seen the inside of a bankruptcy court more than a couple of times in his career. Well this caused Donald to come back like a tiger on the prey. He publicly called her fat, a slob, an unattractive lesbian and threatened to send a friend to

Meetings
I have met 4 people who are on this site, and both times were good. Well to be honest, 2 i visit in the states quite often. To me its a good holiday plus I am being able to talk in person people I consider good friends. The first time I flew to the states I was scared, I think it was more what they would make of me than what if they don't meet up to my expectations. I think this stems from the fact that I used to connect toa few bulletin boards before the net really took off over here, and went to a few meets. They were good times and made some good friends. If you are going to meet someone for the first time, just don't get your expectations of the person you are going to meet too high. Then when you actually do meet and they are better in person than online, then you will better for actually going through with it.

The Sweet Taste Of Ash
"Can I smoke in here?" "I'd rather that you didn't." With a heavy hearted sigh and a heavy handed 'thud' I placed my cigar case and lighter on the glass table. I noticed that the ends of my fingers were twitching... was it annoyance, anticipation, or that sixth cup of coffee this morning? She had a clipboard today, and those stern horn-rim glasses that made her look older than that jet black streamlined bun and come-fuck-me executive suit implied. What is it about women in suits, do I crave a strong well to do woman in rouge? I reached for my lips unconciously to blow smoke I hadn't been sucking and gave my therapist a falsely injured, incredulous look. She half rolled her eyes, half smiled, and reached into a drawer producing a tin mini pie plate. "Thanks doll." She hated when I called her that. The one time I slipped and called her doc I swear I caught her gasp orgasmically through that ivey-league puritan visage of hers. So I lit up rolled the crappy dime store smoke till it cau

148 Indicted In Swift Raids
Attorney General Alberto Gonzales says 148 illegal immigrants have been indicted for allegedly acquiring other peoples' Social Security numbers and other information to get jobs at Swift meat packing plants. The indictments, issued in Iowa and five other states, follow federal raids on the plants last month in the largest-ever workplace crackdown on illegal immigration. The raids led to the arrests of nearly 13 hundred employees and temporarily halted operations for the meat processor. Gonzales says the Bush administration is studying ways to curb identity theft, including better ways for police to report the crime, and to reduce the access that thieves have to Social Security numbers. The federal indictments include: 53 in Texas, 30 in Iowa, 26 in Nebraska, 20 in Minnesota, 18 in Utah and one in Colorado.

Live It Real
I get so tired of feeling like I have to mind myself, put on a face and make someone happy. I get tired of suppressing myself in a vain attempt to find mr right. Well screw mister right. Since I got divorced I had one fling after the other. Always seeking the right guy who would be my perfect partner. Somone who I can have make love to and be myself during the process without fear of breaking them (which has been a sad case for many of my past lovers.. I always held back my nature during intercourse with them. Only very few out of the handful of men I have been with have seen the real passionate me). If it wasn't fear of breaking them then it was fear of being too intense for them. So I tried to tame myself for finding mister right. I have decided that my mister right that I have seen glimpses of in my dreams doesn't exist for me. Lets face it, it is a pretty tall list. Someone who is just as aggressive and passionate as I am (so I don't feel like I am walking all over him and he

Slave To A Cock
I was naked, my bare skin pressed against the cold floor as I sit in a bowed position, my arms stretched out in front of me, my face down on the floor. I could feel goose bumps cover my body as I stayed perfectly still, listening to the sound of my breath, waiting. I had no idea what was going to happen, and how it would change my life forever. It all started when a woman in a bar approached me. I was down on my luck, a college drop out, my parents kicked me out, I had no job experience and did not know what I was going to do, or where I would sleep that night. She introduced herself as Jasmine, she had beautiful long dark hair, smooth tanned skin, and she was dressed like a movie star. She was not more then a few years older then me, and I wondered how she could afford such expensive things. I wanted to be just like her. As we talked, she told me that she worked for an agency, a bit of a high-end escort service. They would set up “dates” with their clients; she would be given, a time

Busy Thursday!
Decided to blog this now as my morning will start really early! My Dad is doing well. Made it to cardiac rehab and not a problem to be had! My sister's adventure is coming to an early close. She's arriving home early Friday morning. My Mom didn't say much, but I think the raw foods diet got to her! At least she gave it a try. I'm sure she'll have stories to tell, lol! Work starts early today and I have a talk to give this evening! Busy day! Hope everyone has a wonderful day. Much love and hugs! Blessings one and all! Take care. And please, please remember your shielding!

Untitled Caveman Scratch
What I meant to say Was Baby, don’t go away It just sounded like Get the fuck out I think about you Endlessly But express myself Horribly I try to tell you I love you But it comes out Babe, can I Have another beer You are truly special In so many ways Is dinner ready yet Is said, with a Sweet gaze I hate to treat you bad But I am just Another guy A regular disciple Of the primitive Can’t always pull Up my fly If you left me I’d lie Say I wanted that All along Maybe I need to learn That even I Can be wrong

Page Jumpers
I just left a video in my stash to show people what I talk about when I say PAGE JUMPING… If you post all sorts of albums and photos and general crap on your main page or in your comment sections…. When people TRY to post you a comment they have to deal with a lot of jumping around to try to post a message… I thus do not bother with these peoples pages… I will just talk to them via private chat – I prefer either Yahoo Messenger or emails or just talk to them on my page… Makes life easier for me… The video is at http://www.winthelotto.net/page_jump.wmv

Enneagram Type
the Adventurer Thanks for taking the test ! you chose AX - your Enneagram type is SEVEN (aka "The Enthusiast"). "I am happy and open to new things" Adventurers are energetic, lively, and optimistic. They want to contribute to the world. How to Get Along with Me Give me companionship, affection, and freedom. Engage with me in stimulating conversation and laughter. Appreciate my grand visions and listen to my stories. Don't try to change my style. Accept me the way I am. Be responsible for youself. I dislike clingy or needy people. Don't tell me what to do. What I Like About Being a Seven being optimistic and not letting life's troubles get me down being spontaneous and free-spirited being outspoken and outrageous. It's part of the fun. being generous and trying to make the world a better place having the guts to take risks and to try exciting adventures having such varied interes

My Cock
Nice and thick! Length score= 61; Girth score= 63. Damn baby, give me your number! You're a good length, but an EXCELLENT girth, which means you have the ladies moaning all the way to the big O! Link: The Do you have a nice size cock Test written by MissLixalot on OkCupid, home of the The Dating Persona Test

Innocent In Pink
You came to me In the Darkness of night. Your touch burning into my skin as the heat of your mouth consumes me. feeling the warmth of your body pressing against mine. Your thrust overpowering, hard and strong, crashing down upon me, again and again, like storm waves assaulting a beach, unyeilding,and demanding you take me. Suddenly I awake. alone tembling. I sigh and smile. You were but a dream. A fantasy of my minds imagination. By; Mary Lee

Had Enuff - No Not Of U Guys
Ok I've held this back as long as I can! The Webdesigner/Graphic designer in me has burst out! and there's blood n guts all over!! This makes me a bit annoyed ... Since joining CT I've met many many wonderful people more than I ever did on that "other site" we slag off here. There's just one thing that really gets on my titz and that's "A badly designed website"! Don't take that too harsh CT dudes! You have a great thing in the making but theres are Soooooo many items that just are really really bad! Let me put this in a very simple way ... "USERS JOINING, CANNOT GET ON WITH THE SITES STRUCTURE AND LEAVE"

:: Prays ::
My gift to sheep across the earth Is to be a wounded wolf for the sheep to hurt So blister me for all it’s worth I’ll find a way to make it good And say my prayer as I do my work I pledge allegiance to my devastation And swear commitment to the pacification of unholy nations To be a beacon for your revilement, abuse, use, and disgust ALL HAIL THE DAILY RESSURECTED IN DEBASE I TRUST

Flames Of Passion
What is this, if not passion The feeling of something unusual Waiting to be caressed, wanting to explode, What if I get that heavenly touch For which my body has been aching Will I remain what I am Or will the entwining of the bodies Lead me to something ethereal I am confused, do not know how to react But what I know is that I yearn for that touch A soothing touch of caress And a wild sensation of fulfillment.

Explanation
Howdy to those who read my babblings. This is a new blog I am starting. It's of no importance other than for me to blow my steam. Some of you may want to read it, some of you won't. It may make sense, it may not. It's purely for my bitching. Rather it be daily, hourly, by the minute or however often I feel the urge. It will be MY opinions, MY rants, MY bitching. NOthing said in this blog will be to please anyone else. If that offends you, please don't read it. With that being said....if you choose to read....please sit down, buckle your seat belt, apply your big boy/girl ears, and hold on. This could be a wild, grouchy, bitchy, cussing, fucked up ride!!! Hugs to you all!!

1974
In 1974 (the year you were born) Gerald Ford becomes president of the US Hank Aaron hits his 715th home run to beat Babe Ruth's record Impeachment hearings are opened against President Nixon by the House Judiciary Committee President Nixon resigns President Gerald Ford issues an unconditional pardon to ex-President Nixon for all federal crimes Muhammad Ali knocks out George Foreman in the eighth round to regain the heavyweight crown in Zaire Heiress Patty Hearst is kidnapped by and eventually joins the Symbionese Liberation Army Dungeons & Dragons officially released People magazine is published for the first time Kate Moss, Alyson Hannigan, Penelope Cruz, Alanis Morissette, Leonardo DiCaprio, and Ryan Seacrest are born Oakland Athletics win the World Series Miami Dolphins win Superbowl VIII Philadelphia Flyers win the Stanley Cup Blazing Saddles is the top grossing film All the President's Men by Bernstein and Woodward is published "Killin

And The Winner Is
First off I would like to thank everyone who joined my contest and all the people who nominated these awesome people the results of the contest are! *WINNER* *sugartastic* *2nd place* *april* *3rd place* *tat2syou* Here is a a screen shot to show the results... Thanks agian! ~SillyElliebobellie~

A Real Man! Repost1
subject: A Real Man..For the woman that deserves better (repost) date: 2007-01-19 09:28:45 This is for ALL the women out there that deserves better in life...who deserves better than who you just had in the past, and for those who want to find complete happiness and satisfaction. Hope your search is short and sweet.... Take care.... Remember this ... Sometimes true happiness lies in front of you and you just haven't noticed.... 1.) A REAL MAN respects his mother and places his family first. 2.) A REAL MAN raises his kids, not JUST out of pocket either. 3.) A REAL MAN supports his woman to develop herself. 4.) A REAL MAN doesn't worry about what others depict as a real man. Walk in his shoes first and then tell him what makes him A REAL MAN. 5.) A REAL MAN doesn't Break Promises 6.) A REAL MAN calls you beautiful, not fine as fuck. 8.) A REAL MAN CALLS U on a daily basis - NO MATTER HOW BUSY OR TIRED HE IS. 9.) A REAL MAN looks past what h

To Choke An Elderly Lady.........
Today started as such a lovely day. Met my best friend of 28 years for lunch. She brought her two girls ages 4 and 8 along. I always love seeing "my" babies. They have a part of Aunt Maimee's heart (moi)....as most babies do. Well mid-way during lunch, I notice the 4 year old is sniffing my shoe. LOL Kind of freaked me out and I commented on it and laughed and she goes hysterical crying. I had hurt her feelings. So here I go snotting. She doesn't want to be my friend for about 20 minutes until she forgot why she was mad at me. I love the way children love. After lunch, I had some errands to run. Now I don't mind elderly people driving at all. But by God, if they can't see my big ass, it's time to give up the driving privelage. I'm standing beside this car while this sweet lady is attempting to back out. Smiled at her with my nice self and in return I get this look of "go to hell you stupid bitch." LOL So, I stand there waiting VERY patiently for granny to move. She ba

How Can Something So Small Hurt So Bad?
My wife Toni is fond of saying that my last words on this earth will be something akin to, "hey y'all, hold my beer and watch this!" Well, I have outdone myself once again. No doubt you will see this true story chronicled in a Lifetime movie in the near future. Here goes. Last weekend I spied something at Larry's Pistol and Pawn that tickled my fancy. (Note: Keep in mind that my "fancy" is easily tickled). I bought something really cool for Toni. The occasion was our 22nd anniversary and I was looking for a little something extra for my sweet girl. What I came across was a 100,000-volt, pocket/purse-sized Tazer gun with a clip. For those of you who are not familiar with this product, it is a less-than-lethal stun gun with two metal prongs designed to incapacitate an assailant with a shock of high-voltage, low amperage electricity while you flee to safety. The effects are supposed to be short lived, with no long-term adverse affect on your assailant, but allowing you adequate time

Shoutbox Annoyances...
Someone has posted a bulletin complaining about shoutboxes and the lack of responses from shoutbacks, especially from women. LOL... Wrong thing to say to me!! Hee hee..... This was my response: "LOL... I understand.... Not making excuses for everyone though... and, btw, I don't think we have chatted before (but that is besides the point)....when I chat through the chat boxes it is often for quick conversations. LOL... Sometimes, too, the shout boxes stick and that cannot be blamed on a soul (excepting maybe the powers that be)... LOL... On the other hand, because I am expecting short conversations on the shout boxes I often jump up and down from the computer desk area so that I don't get glued to the chair for-ever. They could have, too, done so..... LOL... And, sometimes we forget to put the stepping away message on while we go to grab a quick drink or snack... or go pee... or get sidetracked with other issues of life, such as answering phones, clea

Plz Help Out A New Friend.. Hey Guys... She's A Cutie!!
Beth 'blahidontlikeyou hope to be back soon~PATRON FAMILY~' Yepsen is in the "Not your typical girl next door contest ... ck it out and see if you could leave her some votes - shes currently running behind!!! Click Here Not Your Typical Girl Next Door Contest! Thank you so much! Luv&Hugs, ~Mz Mic~

What Classic Muscle Car Are You ?
What Classic Muscle Car are you ? You are the Corvette.Your One of the 1960's Corevette's.With the Big engine and the small frame your a big competitor at drag strips and race tracks with your sleek and Neat Look. Take this test

People
wow i have sure met some interesting people on the net. cant believe them though ,i guess i come from a diffrent time or generation rather when people said what they really mean. now days they say stuff just to play with youre head. how sad its all a game to them ! but when it comes down to it people!life is real and sooner or latter u will find that out! hopefully it wont be too late,because life is short and time is so preciouse! when its all said and done u cant go back and do it again! so just remember everyone is human and we all have feelings ,and some of us out there are really seriouse because we are already wise enough to see that.

I'll Be There
""*When no one is there for you* *And you think no one cares* *When the whole world walks out on you* *And you think you're alone* *I'll be there* *When the one you care about the most* *Could care less about you* *When the one you gave your heart to* *Throws it in your face* *I'll be there* *When the person you trusted* *Betrays you* *When the person you share all your memories with* *Cant even remember your birthday* *I'll be there* *When all you need is a friend* *To listen to you whine* *When all you need is someone* *To catch your tears* *I'll be there* * When your heart hurts so bad* * You cant even breathe* * When you just want to crawl up and die* *I'll be there* *When you start to cry* *After hearing that sad song* *When the tears just won't* *Stop falling down* *I'll be there* *So you see I'll be there until the end* *This is a promise I can make* *If you ever need me* *Just give me a call and...* *I'll be there Author unknown:

New Story
As I was saying, I had a really hot dream about you. I can only remember bits and pieces of it, so I will have to improvise and create a story with what I can remember. I can not remember where it took place at, but I will start of by saying that wherever it was, there was hardly any lighting. However, there was enough to see the glimmer of light shining on the dampness from the beads of sweat created from hot, feverish sex. There are so many lingering flash backs of my dream. Its hard to put it in writing. Some of them were of you experiencing blissful sensations. I remember you had your head tilted back, your lips were slightly ajar, and your eyes closed. You were enjoying every little thing that I was doing to you. Your breath would change from normal to trembling exhales when I began something a little different. Other flash backs were of you touching me, tasting me, penetrating me, and making me lose control of reality. Your touch was electric and intense. It was almost as if you

Goodbye
As most of you know by now..Me and Kev are "no more"..I made this goodbye video for him :( I put this on a bulletin too. More ppl read that then blogs. here is the link with comments. http://www.cherrytap.com/bulletins.php?b=3478068308

My Friends
For My Friend by Carol Miller across the miles you touched my life, opened my eyes, and filled my empty heart- strangers, yet friends, our spirits reach out, always touching, never apart- - you in the east, me in the west, never together, never apart- -

Real Woman
Man i swear women do some of the craziest stuff ever. I'm not one to talk bad or anything. I'm a nice person on here and i keep it real, but some women play messed up games. I need to find a girl without the games and puzzles. I'm in college and tryin to make it. I don't have time for games. I need a real woman. Quote me on that : )

Angel Family Photo Cards
Each member may be receiving a Angels On Cherry Tap Photo Card. This card will have your picture on it as well as the following information: UserName/Name User ID YourRole The Date the card was issued Your status What your duties are as a Family Member At the bottom of the card will be the family logo. Please allow some time for you to receive your Photo Card. This project is in the midst of getting Aproved. I will post a blog when the reults are final

What A Crappy Day...seriously!!
I had a quiet weekend...nothing much going on here..I stayed in Fri night and drank red wine and polished my toenails!!! hahaha Saturday night I baby sat for the nephews...we watched Pirates of the Carribean...which is a good movie btw.. On Sunday night i just went shopping with the gf's and went to bed early...but I woke up feeling icky several times in the middle of the night...Im terrified of getting that virus that is going around..and I feel slightly OFF today too.. *sigh* So Im tired today and feeling queasy and NO im not pregnant. You have to have sex for that to happen ;) I took today off tho I might go in later if I feel better. I really want to go back to bed but thephone keeps ringing..so here I am..flirting with the gentlemen ;) Oh well heres my day...unplug the phone, snuggle up in my down comforter, ;)nice bowl of soup or some tea... *sigh*

Bill Parcells
So who the fuck didn't see this coming? Parcells "retires" - which is a kind way of saying "Peace out bitches, Jerry Jones is a pole smoking pussy and T.O. is Michael Irvin's butt pirate, and I am too good for this shit." Duh! Jerry Jones got what he wanted, he keeps the only other media whore close to his level and loses the one decent coach that team has had in a while. Granted, I hated staring at his man boobs every weekend, but hey, who am I to judge. I was waiting for him to come back looking like Angie Jolie next season and hoping T.O. would have been lost in an unfortunate accident. Pssst, I have someone working on that. What I heard today: I will give T.O. $40 for a bus ticket to Toledo to see the bust of Bill Parcells, because that is the only time he will ever be in there. LMMFAO! SO TRUE!

M. I. A.
Staring at the carnage, praying that the sun would never rise. Living another day in disguise. These feelings can't be right, lend me your courage to stand up and fight, on tonight. Ooooo.... Stand up and fight. The fighting rages on and on, to challenge me you must be strong. I walk your land but don't belong, two million soldiers can't be wrong. It's no fun but I've been here before I'm far from home and I'm fighting your war. (Not the way I pictured this, I wanted better things) Some are scared others killing for fun, I shot a mother right in front of her son. (Take this from my consciousness, and please erase my dreams) Fight for honor, fight for your life. Pray to God that our side is right. Even though we won, I still may lose Until I make it home to you I see our mothers filled with tears, grew up so fast where did those years go? Memories wont let you cry unless I don't return tonight. So many soldiers on the other side, I take their lives so the

Don't Know What You're Expecting Of Me Put Under The Pressure Of Walking In Your Shoes
so lately I've been revisiting my past...its kinda odd...just when I think I'm over a past issue something comes up and reminds me of it all over again...I'm sorry that I could never be what a few people wanted of me...I'm not a slutty person by any means...I don't play boyfriends along and hurt them...I try to hurt as few people as possible...and if that means that I'm bound to get hurt everytime...then so be it...this poor heart can take a few more breakings...I just hope that people come to their senses and see what is in front of them..."every step that I take is another mistake to you...and every second I waste is more than I can take..."

California Dreamin'
When I met her… I was trapped somewhere between hell and insanity And she… was married. Although she said; “Not happily” I was reluctant to correspond at first But damn! There was something about this sweet lady’s verse. She was from L.A. And me… The DNA-LEVEL-C Her vibe was angelic, Like that of the city from which she came But, she was strong willed And even insisted on calling me by my birth name What began as a conversation About the inhumanity of our situation Evolved quickly like caterpillar to butterflies To include stories of each others lives And I was drawn to her like moth to flame Like players to game But like the cookie jar an the top shelf She… was out of my reach And I began to want her desperately Like a mute desires speech I was dreamin’… California dreamin’ Dreamin’ of ways to become part of her life Despite the fact that she was another’s wife So I whispered memories of my past to her Hoping that she would include me in her future

Daily Devotional 1/22/07
January 22 - Daily Feast Volume II Words are judged by what we have in our hearts. Our ears pick up the words we hear, but once inside the heart decides the meaning. Love is one of those words. To some it is purely physical - and others hear it as flowery springtime with little substance. But to some it is healing and a deep and wonderful commitment that cannot waver. It is the power at the core of a person, a strength not dependent on muscle and bone but life and principle and character. If the heart is right, the decision Cannot fail. ~ I shall exercise my calm, deliberate judgment in behalf of those most dear to me.... ~ PUSHMATAHA - CHOCTAW LEADER "A Cherokee Feast of Days, Volume II" by Joyce Sequichie Hifler ***** Elder's Meditation of the Day - January 22 "The first factor in the revolution of consciousness is the mystic death of the ego - the death of negative thinking, negative personalities. We must purify the soul of the inner enemies. Every t

Walk In The Park
for a tear runs down your face as your hair blows gently in the breezy wind for when you smile you make me fall in love as two love birds fly tougher as we walk in the park we some how just in fall love all over again

My Heart Returned
This is a story i wrote about the man who i started to see who had died in a work accident..i guess you will find how i felt then as to why i have the heart i have...hope you can understand this... My Heart Returned by: Flo I was walking along the beach one day without even really knowing how I reached this place. I had so much on my mind, but only one thing in my heart. You. The sun was out that day, I remember because I had been thinking it would have been more fitting if it were cold and gray and gloomy because if would have matched what I was feeling. I mean, how dare Nature be so bright and wonderful, when true life isn't? I was walking along, barefoot, my shoes hanging from my finger tips. Usually the beach is my favorite place to go, to explore, find new agates, pretty sea shells, and watch the kids play in the surf. Today, somehow my mind knew my heart and I ended up alone on a beach with no shells, no agates and luckily no one else either. The only noise w

Mmmmm Blood
Cut that X into my chest as you throw me into the wall Bone extensions scrawl a beautiful song Across epidermis that screams to be mauled raw Drag my jagged edges across you like a saw Remove pieces of you and savor them before I swallow Slice up and down your back to make it arch Cover every available surface with prints of my palms Dig your teeth into my jaw Greet the blood that calls to you Do you hear it scream at you? It wants to cling to you The knife-rape of the insane What a beautiful pile of bodily remains We’ve become My fingertips are opened Every touch leaves a path A trail You can’t fail to see Beginning at your face and mouth Spreading down your back covering your ass Down your chest I clean it off your breasts Oh dear I seem to have gotten some blood on your clit Now I got an idea I’m gonna smear some across my dick My destruction at the hands of a well played trick Often I see you on your knees before me Those eyes looking up at me Knowing

Tu Amor
Mi amor I'm not sure of the right words to say Maybe these simple words will do best to best explain What I feel in my heart What I feel more each day How to make you see How to let you know How to say how to say how I love you so With words you understand Words that get right through to your heart Here's a place to start Tu amor, I will always be Tu amor, means the world to me Estarás siempre en mi corazón You're the one in my soul And I live for tu amor, tu amor Mi amor love you more with each look in your eyes Maybe these simple words will do best to best describe What I feel in my heart What I'll feel for all time How to make you see How to let you know How to say how to say how I need you so With words you understand Words that get right through to your soul Words that let you know Tu amor, I will always be Tu amor, means the world to me Estarás siempre en mi corazón You're the one in my soul And I live for tu amor, tu amor You're the one that

Doin' Just Fine ~ Boyz Ii Men
There was a time when I thought life was over and out When you went away from me My dying heart made it hard to breathe Would sit down in my room Because I didn't want to have to go out And see you walking by One look and I'd break right down and cry Now you say that you made a big mistake Never meant to take your love away But you can save your tired apologies Cause it may seem hard to believe, but Chorus: I'm doing just fine Getting along very well without you in my life I'm doing just fine Time made me stronger you're no longer on my mind You were my earth My number one priority Gave my love to only you Anything you'd ask of me I would do But somewhere down the road You feel a change in the weather and told me That you have to journey on A kiss in the wind and your love was gone Now you say you never meant to play your games Girl don't you know it's far too late Because you let our love just fall apart You no longer have

Reflection
I sat down the other day and started reflecting back upon my life and for the first time I wondered what if What if things had only turned out different and all my dreams come true. Where would I be now? would I have the mansion I always dreamed about Be retiring from the Major Leagues Would my father still be here with me Guiding me on my path Everything would be different But would I be happy The more I thought the more it hit me Everything that I have been through has made me the man I am today Losing my father made me grow up and become a man and I learned to cherish everyday as if it were my last. If things had worked out I would have never met my first wife who gave me the biggest blessings of my life and though one was taken away so young she sits on my shoulder as my Guardian Angel to help me everyday. I would have never met my soulmate who loves me for who I am and her children that I love as my own more blessing I would have lost ou

I Never
I never knew what was there i never knew who was there I never knew the world was cruel I never knew the world was cold I never knew she was old I never knew what I was told I never knew it would be so I never knew it would snow I never knew she would go! Dedicated to my Grandmom

Baby Steps
BABY STEPS Friendship…..started in the fetal stage…. cyber chat and electronic voices over the wire. Gentle feelings, commonality, and depth move from within.Birth is inevitable….the meeting of two physical beings. We share experiences, thoughts, laughs, and physical contact. Everything seems so effortless, so natural…..like it is just supposed to be. Life is such a beautiful thing. Sentiments echo in my mind, "Baby Steps". I agree…..it's important that we crawl before we walk. I don't want us to fall. All emotions and feelings must be nurtured…..no pushing, no rushing, no forcing……Baby Steps.

Who Are Your True Friends?
Do you know who your true friends are? I'll tell you... They're the guys who knew you 20+ years ago, when you were an idiot and thought you knew everything... then you lose touch, work or move, and you don't see each other for years... Then, out of the blue, someone tells you to call this number, just do it... and on the other end of the line is that friend you haven't seen in years!!! Took the extra effort, after many long years, to find me... and even came to visit!!! Drives a truck for a living, so he parked in the street next to my house! Even dropped his trailer, right there in the middle of the street, to take my kid for a ride!!! When things like this happen, you know who your true friends are... and you know you're loved!!!

Meant For Someone
Life is a gem cherish it life is beautiful love it as lovely as it is; we're made to be part of it i cherish each moment i spent in writting you i love each moment of waiting to read your reply miles apart we are but it seems we're next door your face i never see but each time i read ur message i feel your presence!

Awesome Gift
February 3, 2004 - "What an Awesome Gift" by Amy Toohill "God conceals from men the happiness of death, that they may endure life." ~Lucan ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ When I read this story, I thought of the people in my life who had "left" me earlier than I wanted. Amy is so very right... the imapct of our time with people like Laura is a gift that will last a lifetime. "What An Awesome Gift" By Amy Toohill "She was only 16 years old", I cried! "Why does someone so young, have to die?" It was one of those questions that no one has an answer to. Well, no one, but God. Sometimes though, if you really listen carefully... He'll give you the answers. Her name was Laura, and I'd known her since she was 14 yrs. old. That's how long she was in ChemoAngels. ChemoAngels is an organization that brings support to people with cancer. Each patient in the program is required to check in every month with the monitor

Do You Have Values?
Your Values Profile Loyalty: You value loyalty highly. You're completely devoted to your friends and family. Even if they totally screw up, you're still there for them. Just make sure they're equally loyal to you! Honesty: You value honesty highly. You're unflinchingly honest, even when it's not easy. For you, integrity is very important - in yourself and others. People may not always like what you say, but they know they can trust it. Generosity: You value generosity highly. So much so that you often put your own needs last. There's nothing wrong with having a caring heart... But you may want to rethink your "open wallet" policy. Humility: You value humility highly. You have the self-confidence to be happy with who you are. And you don't need to seek praise to make yourself feel better. You're very modest, and you're keep the drama factor low. Tolerance: You value tolerance highly. Not only do you enjoy the company of those very differ

Losing A Love One
losing a love one hurts so bad u feel like someone kicked u in the stomach i lost my father to cancer a year ago and my pain is the same i feel like a big peice of my heart left me i havnt been the same since if theie is anyone that can give me advice comment on this or just give me a shout i just wanted to say we all haft to go on with our lives life is not peachey all the time cherish it

Wonderin Where I've Been..
Figured I'd post a quick blog. To all of u who i'm friends with... became aquainted with.. and those of u wonderin where i've been.. For some.. u already knew I was back n forth w/ my gram at the hospital and nursing home, Well it's all over with now and my gram is no longer suffering. She passed away last fri morning.. the morning after I went to visit her for the day. I've been extremely crushed and been going insane and havent had much time to even think about signing in or signing online for that matter. Tomorrow is her service so it'll be a few more days till i'll be back to normal- poppin cherries and messages and such. Just didn't need anyone thinkin im avoiding them =) I'll be back soon enuff...

The Way We Met
One night, Oct 27th,1996 to be exact, a friend and I were playing Foxhunt with other friends. Foxhunt is where one person(having friends with them), goes somewhere and hides with their vehicle. Using the C.B., we keep them talking and use the meter on the C.B. to try and find them. Well this night, my friend and I took a short break to grab a bite to eat at his house. While we were there, we kept tabs on everyone, by listening to his C.B. Base station. I started talking to someone on the C.B. and he mentioned that there were a couple girls there that wanted to talk on the radio. So I said, I know at least one of them has to be brave enough to talk. All of a sudden, I heard one of the sweetest voices I had ever heard come across the airwaves. I said "Oooooh weee! that voice sounds so sweet, I am going to have to call you Louisiana Sweetheart!" Then I asked her if she looked as sweet as her voice sounded. She told me "Guess you will have to try and find me and see for yourself!

This For For The Children....
------------------------------------------------ THIS CANDLE BURNS IN MEMORY OF ALL THE CHILDREN ------------------------------------------------ THIS MAN IS AWESOME HE LOST HIS CHILD TO ABDUCTION AND CRUSADES AGAINST ALL THE SICKOS AND FREAKS OUT THERE...SO PLEASE VISIT HIS SITES AND GIVE SOME SUPPORT IF YOUR ABLE HE HAS THE URL'S AT THE END OF THIS VIDEO...HE LIVED AT THE TIME NOT TO FAR FROM MY HOME TOWN....SO THIS HIT HOME I WAS A CHILD AT THE TIME THIS HAPPEND AND WAS AFRAID TO GO OUT SO PLEASE REMIND YOUR BABIES AT THE BUSSTOPS TO NOT TALK TO OR GO WITH STRANGERS AND IF YOU CAN WALK THE TO AND FROM BUS STOPS...THANK YOU...CHERRY LOVE Tammy this 1st video is about his daughter Polly....please watch the video....:( this 2nd is the stats for missing children....

I Got A 47
Get some paper and number it 1-11 (NO CHEATING!) See your results at the end of the test. When you send it on put your score in the subject bar. 1.What shade of hair do you have? a) Dark b) Light 2. Out on a date,would you want to: a) Go to a party b) Go out to eat 3.What is your favourite color out of: a) Baby-Pink b) Yellow c) Baby-Blue d) Turquoise 4.What would you rather do with your crush? a) Talk b) Dance c) Take a Long Walk 5.Favourite store out of the following: a) Louie Vuitton b) coach c) agaisnt all odds 6.Favorite place out of the following: a) hawaii b) London c) florida 7.In the summer,where would you rather go? a) The Beach b) Somewhere Cooler 8.Birthday month? a) January b) February c) March d) April e) May f) June g) July h) August i) September j) October k) November l) December 9.Would you rather: a) Chill at home b) Go out with friends 10.Favourite instrument

The Sth
Am I too corrosive Am I just too weak Am I too contagious Am I just a freak I wish that I could hold you I wish that I could hate you I wish that I could hold you one more time, Just one more time Am I what you made me Am I what you'll reap Am I all you dreamed of or am I just a creep I still see you in my mind I wish that I could have more time I know that it will be just fine All is well now, no need to cry...

Fox Guarding The Henhouse?
Is anybody surprised that Congress is passing new ethics rules that leave plenty of wiggle room? Probably not. Even the most ethically upright slouch a bit when allowed to write their own rules. Ethics reform would be a good job for an independent, bipartisan committee of average citizens. Members of Congress should not be deciding how many trips to the cookie jar a member of Congress gets to make.

Ni**a Hold On To Yo Fried Chicken Bitch (ahahah I Am A Pimp)
i get the strangest convos on messanger (and yes he is a real black gangster) breakurfuckingface: thanks man i feel honored gangsta_fo_life: yo a pimp dog kno wut i am sayin? breakurfuckingface: lol for real gangsta_fo_life: shiet hoed up breakurfuckingface: k gangsta_fo_life: ya ther nigga breakurfuckingface: yes i am here gangsta_fo_life: yo nigga hold on to yo fried chicken bitch... ill be white back breakurfuckingface: holy shit gangsta_fo_life: aight

Interested???
Just thought maybe someone might be interested in this juice I drink. I started taking Mona Vie after my friend gave me a bottle to try because it worked so well for her, who also has Fibromylagia. Well, I found out she was right. I noticed the difference in my sleep right away and after a couple of days my energy increased also, my achiness is also getting better. I even had a bottle shipped to my daughter's house in California for my trip out there. (I didn't want to be without it). My digestive system is even much better. If you are interested in learning more about this juice, please go to my website below and check it out. *****This is not just for people with Fibro... You can take it if you just need a little boost of energy or need a little help sleeping.****** http://www.mymonavie.com/laurabenuzzi Thank you so much! Laura

A Blonde's Year In Review.
January - Took new scarf back to store because it was too tight. February - Fired from pharmacy job for failing to print labels.....Helllloooo!!!.....bottles won't fit in printer !!! March - Got really excited.....finished jigsaw puzzle in 6 months.....box said "2-4 years!" April - Trapped on escalator for hours .... power went out!!! May - Tried to make Kool-aid.... wrong instructions ....8 cups of water won't fit into those little packets!!! June - Tried to go water skiing.....couldn't find a lake with a slope. July - Lost breast stroke swimming competition .....learned later, the other swimmers cheated, they used their arms!!! August - Got locked out of my car in rain storm.....car swamped because soft-top was open. September - The capital of California is "C".....isn't it??? October - Hate M & M's.....they are so hard to peel. November - Baked turkey for 4 1/2 days . instructions said 1 hour per pound and I weigh 108!! December - Couldn't call 911

Teeter-totter In Between Brilliance And Insanity.
[001.] When U eat a sandwich, do you eat the crust first and then the center? CRUST AND CENTER SAME TIME, THREE BITES, SAMMICH GONE. [002.] Do U cross your right leg over your left? or left over right? LEGS TO BIG TO CROSS. [003.] When U get excited, do U need to pull on someone's hair or punch their leg? PUNCH, PUNCH, PUNCH IN THE FACE!!! [004.] What do U smell like? IRISH SPRINGS, AND AWESOME. [005.] What's the 1st thing U do on the computer once it's been started? CHECK TO SEE IF ANYONE IN MY FAMILY HAS FUCKED WITH IT. [006.] Do U brush yur teeth with cold or hot water? WHICH EVER COMES ON FIRST. [007.] What R U thinking about? WHAT FREDDIE MERCURY, A GAY MAN, WROTE THE SONG FAT BOTTOMED GIRLS... [008.] If U had a gun in the car, would U use that to scare people so they'll let U cut them off? NO NEED FOR A GUN TO BE SCARY. [009.] What do U think about the show "I Love New York?" THEY MADE A SHOW OUT OF A CRAPPY NEW YORK T-SHIRT? [010.] Do U kno ho

Tats And Piercings
Tattoo's and Piercings Body: I recently saw a show on Discovery Channel claiming that 4 out of every 5 people have either a Tattoo or a pierced body part other than their ears. I am starting a poll to see how true the statistics are. I will start the list. Just add your name to the list and tell me what you got. Even if you don't have anything please put your name on the list so that you are factored in. Paulie-- 4 tattoos(3left arm, 1 right arm), No piercings Jeremy -- None of either Peter --none of either Christine--2 tattoos(1 on lower back, ry onced called it a tramp stamp :) and also one low on my hip) Used to have tounge and belly button pierced but i took them out when i had kay :) KC Scan--2 tattoos one around nipple and one on my right arm--Ears, nipples, and penis pierced PRIMO- 2 tattoos both on my lower hip from and back opposite sides 4 piercings ears tongue belly button and cartilage FRANK- 9 tats both biceps, both forearms, both legs, 3 on back,

Negative Labels Of Default Pics?
I would think that the object of putting a nickname label on your default pic/profile would be to attract some folks to your site. It is beyond me though why one would want to pick out a negative connotation name, such as.... UNLUCKY??? Unlucky@ CherryTAP and, THE VOID??? thevoid@ CherryTAP

Some Times When Am A Lone I Feel Useless
thats how it is for me some times i feel a lone like dont have a friend in the world as much as i dont have being sad some timesi am and its not because of the person that i with or who i like its because my folks all ways ruin it for me by trying to proect me to the point it makes me feel misable and for me thats not much of them trying to make me happy or feeling happy

How Times Have Changed..
Scenario: Jack pulls into school parking lot with rifle in gun rack. 1963 - Vice Principal comes over, takes a look at Jack's rifle, goes to his car and gets his to show Jack. 2006 - School goes into lockdown, FBI called, Jack hauled off to jail and never sees his truck or gun again. Counselors called in for traumatized students and teachers. ++++++++++++++++++++++ Scenario: Johnny and Mark get into a fist fight after school. 1963 - Crowd gathers. Mark wins Johnny and Mark shake hands and end up best friends Nobody goes to jail, nobody arrested, nobody expelled. 2006 - Police called, SWAT team arrives, arrests Johnny and Mark. Charge them with assault, both expelled even though Johnny started it. +++++++++++++++++++++++++++++++ Scenario: Little Jeffrey won't be still in class, disrupts other students. 1963 - Jeffrey sent to office and given a good paddling by Principal. Sits still in class. 2006 - Jeffrey given huge doses of Ritalin. Becomes a zombie. S

Growing Potted Herbs In City Or Country
Growing Potted Herbs in City or Country Adapted from “Herbal Remedy Gardens,” by Dorie Byers (Storey Books, 1999). Simple Solution Snipping off fresh herbs for a recipe from an herbal container garden in a sunny kitchen window while you are actually cooking the meal is a treat, whether you live in the city or the country. Here are some simple tricks for successful container gardening, including choosing the best soil and how to recondition plants to different environments. Grow basil, thyme, mint, rosemary and more in your own windowsill pots. Here's how: * Regular garden soil is not appropriate for container plantings, regardless of what type you have. Regular soil is heavier than commercial potting mixes and will compact, hindering your plants’ root growth. There are many potting mixtures available that are appropriate for container-growth herbs. Some of the less expensive mixes tend to be too heavy, but you can include combinations of additives to enhance their drainage c

Copy Of Journal I've Been Keeping ,,8-24-06 1st Entry
I've got a following that has gotten inspired so figured I'd start putting it in here. August 25, 2006, 12:23:am Well this is my first serious journal entry. I figure I'll talk about my path to getting thin again. Maybe writting about what I am experiencing will help others. Or maybe not. Who knows. Only time will tell. Knowing me, I won't even keep a steady journal about it lol. I'm rotten like that. Start something then get side tracked. So heres a bit about me. I'm 5' 11", 36 and obviously I'm fat. My max weight was 440lbs and as of 8-22 I was down to 398. Not bad considering I'm not going full out to loose it (I've done that so many times that its ruined my metabolism). I've been working on issues 1 at a time. I've had to overcome severe depression first (kind of lost it when my mom died of cancer 3 months after my fiance of 4 years left. My own fault with his leaving because I was convinced I was going to die like mom was going to and pushed him away. Poor guy, he

9-8-06 7th Entry
September 08, 2006, 02:07:am Well I came up with a subject to talk about tonight. Men. Yea, men have affected my goal in different ways. As they affect all women. And yes I know we women affect you males, so hush, this is my story dang it ;) rotflmao. When I was thin, in my Army years, I was asked out a hell of a lot of times. Apparently I was desirable. Even had an incident where my gorgeous AIT friend and I were chased by dozens of men and that is NOT exagerating, we were so good looking. My fiance of that time nearly freaked lmao. Never ran so fast in my life lolol (too bad I can't post pix in here, lol I have pix of us that day). Lemme tell ya what, celebs have my total sympathy with that mobing crap. Been there, done that, never again! We were terrified even while it was exzilerating lol. When I got home, I was still asked out but not nearly as much. You'd think I would have been the happiest, most confident purrson around huh. Nope, I believed I was a blimp and dis

Bittersweet
Last night I had a dream about you Nothing uncommon I always do But since I woke up my thoughts are amiss Because in that dream you gave me a tender kiss My mind has been on you all day And thoughts of you simply won’t go away It’s really been distracting you see Because every moment I wish you were here with me I just haven’t been myself today it seems This dream has left a taste that’s bittersweet Sweet because it was such a wonderful dream But bitter because it was just that a dream

Why Is It That People Are Crazy And Never The See The Bigger Picture
Well as we all know that people are very complicated animals. We are always trying to tell someone what they need to do but we don't follow are own information as well as when people go through a break up. The first thing they want to know is when are you going to get u someone else. Now you have those that actually have smarts about themselves but it's only for certain situations and certain topics. Not much help when you think about it. Then, there are the people that are like myself. We are well-rounded people and we give great advice we never tell you what you u should do but give u descent guidance for urself to make the choice we are always around and we always ahave your back and we might turn the cheeck if you do something bad against us. But it takes us a minute to get over it as well as we vibe off of people and we know sorta kinda when a person isnt' wrapped to tight so where do you fall in? What do you categorize urself as? I really want to know

I"ma Asshole For Sure
This is how I know I'm an asshole. I aint sayin its a bad thing, but its true, nonetheless. This actually happened the other day at work. This really good looking woman comes walking by, immediately followed by her husband.....in a wheel chair. My very first thought was, "I could take him...." Yep....I am an asshole.

Little Girl
little girl, little girl why do you feel so old? little girl,little girl what secrets do you hold? little girl, little girl what have you now to say? little girl, little girl can you come out to play? little girl, little girl open up your hazel eyes. little girl, little girl let go now of those lies. little girl, little girl those secrets won't keep. little girl, little girl memories will not sleep. little girl, little girl come take my hand. little girl, little girl you'll understand. little girl, little girl smile now for me. little girl, little girl go now be free. A. Boudreaux 2007

Death By Chocolate
Yield: 12 servings. Ingredients 8 oz (225 g) dark semisweet chocolate (40-50% cocoa) 2/3 cup (140 g) butter 1 cup (210 g) sugar 4 eggs 4 heaped tablespoons (1 dl) all-purpose flour 4 tablespoons unsweetened cocoa powder 1½ teaspoon baking powder or 1 teaspoon baking soda 1 teaspoon vanilla extract 4 tablespoons sour cream Ingredients for frosting 2/3 cup (1.6 dl) heavy cream or whipping cream 9 oz (260 g) semisweet chocolate (40-50% cocoa) Method 1. Preheat oven to 350 deg F (Gas mark 4 or 180 deg C). 2. Line a circular 10 inch (25 cm) cake tin (3 inches tall) with greaseproof or other non-stick paper and grease the tin. (Please note that the cake will rise to 3 inches and collapse somewhat when cooled. If your cake tin is less than 10 inches wide and 3 inches tall we recommend that you use two cake tins.) 3. Break the chocolate into small pieces and melt it with butter over hot water. 4. Beat the eggs with sugar, mix with flour, cocoa powder, baking

Skaarup's Fantasia Fudge
Skaarup's Fantasia Fudge Ingredients ½ cup butter 2 ½ cup sugar (extra-fine granulated preferred) 5 oz. evaporated milk (one small can) 12 oz. semi-sweet chocolate chips (Hershey's™ or Nestle™) 7 oz. marshmallow creme/fluff (1 Jar) 1 cup walnuts (chopped) -or- 4 oz. bag [optional item] 1 tsp vanilla extract Method 1. Line a 9" x 9" pan with aluminum foil and set aside. 2. Place chocolate chips, vanilla, and marshmallow cream into a 3-quart saucepan (or Pyrex bowl) and set aside. 3. Chop walnuts and set aside (optional). 4. Heat milk at Medium setting until warm then add sugar. Bring to a rolling boil (Medium-High), stirring constantly with a wooden spoon. Continue to boil for 8 full minutes -or- if using a candy thermometer continue boiling until the boiling temperature reaches 235°F but do not exceed 9 minutes rolling boiling total. 5. Remove from heat and add butter. Stir until dissolved (but no more than 30 seconds). 6. Pour hot mixture over chocolates, vanilla, and

At The Campfires Ofthe Setting Sun
Down through the ages the stories come. Told by the campfires at the setting of the sun. A people so proud made to leave the land they love. It was not right...... For all the worth of me I cannot see whatever was gained by the men with skin so white. To take my people and herd them like cattle in the night... where they fell like wounded warriors No, it was not right. Read we now the legend of their trials upon the trail.... how many never made it and now wear the death veil. Buried along the way, their blood stains the land. Sent to meet their spirits driven by the white man's hand. The Trail Of Tears of the Cherokee still echos throughout the land... this is the land we walked and lay dying in the sand. If you go down to the river and see the blood-stained shore; the waters are also salted with tears that flow no more. All the tears of the Cherokee have flowed into the river of time... and to the pool of tears

Good Morning, Folks!! ("hair" Style)....
LOL... This brings back memories of when I accompanied my 7th grade choir by playing this song on the piano. My piano objected to me playing such far-out and non-classical form of music to the point that I eventually moved to another piano teacher who taught me how to play jazz music.... Hope all are having a good morning this morning and staying as warm as possible. Keep focused upon the warmth of the sunshine that will soon be forthcoming to us. :D (((HUGS TO ALL!!)))

This Is 100% True!
Loving the right person at the wrong time, having the wrong person when the time is right and finding out you love someone right after that person walks out of your life... And sometimes, you think you're already over a person, but when you see them smile at you, you'll suddenly realize that you're just pretending to be over them just to ease the pain of knowing that they will never be yours again... For some, they think that letting go is one way of expressing how much they love that person... in my opinion, some are afraid to see the one they love being held by someone else... Most relationships tend to fail not because the absence of love. Love is always present. It's just that one was being loved too much and the other was being loved too little... As we all know that the heart is the center of the body but it beats on the left. maybe that's the reason why the heart is not always right... Most often we fall in love with the person we think we love

Kids Contest-misty Wants To Thank Her Comment Bombers
TO ALL THAT HELPED IN KEEPING MISTY IN THE LEAD DURING THE KIDS CONTEST. SHE WOULD LIKE TO SAY THANKS FOR HELPING HER GET THE WIN. THE PRICE WAS A DIAMOND RING AND A DOZEN ROSES. AGAIN THANKS FOR ALL THE HELP TO THOSE THAT TOOK THE TIME TO HELP KEEP HER IN THE LEAD. IT WAS A LONG BATTLE. IT JUST SHOWS THAT NEVER GIVING UP HOPE IS THE KEY TO WINNING. LOVE YOUR LITTLE CHEERY ANGLE MISTY

Dead
im as dead as dead could be i have no heart i have no soul they were taken from me both by different peoplehy heart was taken a long time ago it wasnt by any one person it was taken by all the guys who thought they could use me my soul was taken by someone i thought cared about me but alas i was wrong again i started to care about that person and then shortly realized he wanted someone else so now im dead dead as dead can be

Birds And The Animals
The old ones tell us that one time, the animals challenged the birds to a great ballgame, and the birds accepted. The leaders of each made the plans and set the date, and when the time came, both parties met at the place for the ball dance. The animals met on a nice smooth grassy area near the river, and the birds perched in the treetops overlooking the animals. The captain of the animal team was Yona, the bear, and he was strong and heavy, and could take care of anyone who got in his way. All along the way to the ballgame, he was showing his strength by tossing logs and boulders into the air. He boasted of what he would do to the birds at the ballgame. Dagasi, the terrapin, was a huge terrapin, and his shell was so hard, not even the heaviest blow to him would hurt. He kept standing oThen his hind legs and then dropping to the ground, bragging that this is what he would do at the ballgame. He would crush any bird that tried to take the ball from him. There was also Awi, the

I Feel Alive Again!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
It felt wonderful to be playing again after all these years. To hear us, you would have almost never had known it had been 7 long years. I was nowhere near as rusty as I had feared. Sore now yes but it is a good kind of hurt. The fire is rekindled & the burn is turning bright once more. After being asleep for so long it is fuckin awesome to be back in it. The beast has awakened, time to come out & play..... Rock And Roll - Led ZeppelinIt's been a long time since I rock and rolled,It's been a long time since I did the Stroll.Ooh, let me get it back, let me get it back,Let me get it back, baby, where I come from.It's been a long time, been a long time,Been a long lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely time. Yes it has.It's been a long time since the book of love,I can't count the tears of a life with no love.Carry me back, carry me back,Carry me back, baby, where I come from.It's been a long time, been a long time,Been a long lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely, lonely time.Seems so lo

Words Of Wisdom
EXTRAORDINARY PEOPLE ARE MOST OFTEN JUST ORDINARY PEOPLE WITH EXTRAORDINARY DETERMINATION!!!!!!!! MANY IMPORTANT BATTLES IN LIFE MUST BE FOUGHT OVER AND OVER TO BE WON. REMEMBER--- A PESSIMIST IS SOMEONE WHO COMPLAINS ABOUT THE NOISE WHEN OPPORTUNITY KNOCKS!!! YOUR LIFE IS NOW.... LOVE LIVIN IT.... SHERILYNN WILLIAMS

What's Your Southern Sign?
Some of us Southerners are pretty skeptical of horoscopes and the people who read them. If we are to ever fully understand all the star signs and the people they represent, we need symbols that all true Southerners understand: See the list below... OKRA (Dec 22 - Jan 20) Are tough on the outside but tender on the inside. Okras have tremendous influence. An older Okra can look back over his life and see the seeds of his influence everywhere. You can do something good each day if you try. You go well with most anyone. CHITLIN (Jan 21 - Feb 19) Chitlins come from humble backgrounds. A Chitlin, however, will make something of himself if he is motivated and has lots of seasoning. In dealing with Chitlins, be careful they may surprise you. They can erupt like Vesuvius. Chitlins are best with a Moon Pie but Catfish or Okra are O.K. too. BOLL WEEVIL (Feb 20 - March 20) You have an overwhelming curiosity. You're unsatisfied with the surface of things, and you feel the need to bore dee

Consume Be Silent
THE LAST ONE TO CARRY HIS CROSS TO THE HILL IS A ROTTEN EGG***TELEVISION COMMERCIALS ARE DESIGNED TO MAKE YOU FEEL BAD ABOUT YOURSELF***BUY NOW AND SAVE-SHOP AS USUA LAND AVOID PANIC BUYING*** ITS MUCH WORSE THEN YOU THINK-DONT WORRY BE HAPPY***EXCESSIVE THINKING MY CAUSE DEPRESSION***TAKE ME HOME - EAT ALL YOU VEGETABLES AND TRY NOT TO HURT ANYONE***42***WHERE YOU SPEND YOUR MONEY IS MORE IMPORTANT THAN WHO YOU VOTE FOR***WELCOME TO AMERICA, YOU HAVE THE RIGHT TO REMAIN SILENT! C.O.C

Anthrax Scare In Indy
Anthrax Scare in Indy INDIANAPOLIS (AP) -- Indianapolis Colts football practice was delayed nearly two hours today after a player reported finding an unknown white powdery substance on the practice field. Head coach Tony Dungy immediately suspended practice while police and federal investigators were called to investigate. After a complete analysis, FBI forensic experts determined that the white substance unknown to the players was the goal line. Practice resumed after special agents decided the team was unlikely to encounter the substance again... Go Bears !! Go Bears !! Go Bears !! Go Bears !!

For Razor!!!!! She Si My Best Friend Plz Help Me Help Her
IF YOUR ON MY FRIENDS LIST THEN YOU KNWO I LOVE THIS GURL AND I WANT HER TO WIN PLZ STOP BY AND LEAVE A COMMENT HELP US KEEP HER IN THE LEAD THIS ENDS IN 6 HRS.. THANSK YALL LADY KAOS

18yo Needs Your Support Re Her Cancer
I have a friend in Nevada that has a daughter, 18yo, that is facing Hodgkins Lymphodema Disease. Here is the information that my friend shared with me to get to the support website. If you have any experience with Cancer, either directly or indirectly, I am sure that they could use all the encouraging words possible.... From Sheryl: I created a CaringBridge site to keep you up to date on Heather McShane. CaringBridge is a nonprofit organization that helps friends and families stay connected. You can visit Heather's CaringBridge site at http://www.caringbridge.org/visit/heathermcshane. If your e-mail program does not allow you to click on the above link, just copy and paste the address into your web browser's address (or URL) location. Please visit our CaringBridge site anytime. You can use the site to check in on Heather, read the journal entries and send us messages by signing our guestbook. When you register with CaringBridge and sign our guestbook, you will automa

Here I Am Standing
Standing in the rain with tears upon my face with fear i have lost something that contains a lot and means a lot to me...Come close to me and grab bye your side and tell me that you will stand with me at my side and be there for me with each step made though life with each other...Dry my tears away for me and tell me that things will be ok because we have each other and nothing nor no one can take that away from us...I crumpled down to my knees and lost control when i thought things was over till you looked at me and made it clear that it was just a side step in the road and we would make it through it all...It may seems like i dont need you all the time but in face I do need you for you are my heart mind body and soul...Makeing it clear that no matter what things will be taken care of and things will be over come for us to move on and on..... Every step every inch i take i try to show that im strong and i can do tihngs on my own but all in all i cant do it all alone...Not when I have

For My Baby
yulp i love him and he's gonna be my valintine i don't kno wut i would do i lost you. your the one that makes me relize that i do have sumth'n good in my life and makes me want to get up in the morn'ns. you turn my bad dayz into good dayz juss by think'n about you i love you so much baby for ever and for alwayz yours muah

Boring
BORING IT FEEL’S LATELY AS THOUGH I HAVE BECOME BORING … WELL, AM I? JUST ONE MORE FISH IN THE SEA, WITH NOTHING UNIQUE TO OFFER THAT OUTSHINES THE OTHER GUY. I USED TO THINK I WAS GOOD ENOUGH…TO KEEP THE YEARS AT BAY I GUESS ITS JUST A LITTLE TOO LATE FOR REGRETS BECAUSE I LEARNED THESE HARD LESSONS, IN THE MIDST OF SUMMERS BURN, AND THE FEIRY COLD OF THE MADDENING FALL NOW, MY STOMACH STAYS TIED UP IN KNOTS, AS IF I WERE SEA SICK FOR DAYS AT A TIME SO NOW IM FINDING IT HARD… IM FINDING IT SO HARD… JUST TO UNDERSTAND WHY MY FEET ARE STANDING HERE IN THIS PLACE, OR WHERE I EVEN REALLY BELONG BECAUSE IF NOT HERE, THEN I AM TRULY LOST INSIDE MY OWN SOUL INSIDE MY OWN MIND I CAN ONLY HOPE AND PRAY ILL MAKE IT BACK FROM HERE OUT HERE WITHOUT HER TOUCH… WITHOUT HER LOVE

Sexual Astrology
ARIES WOMEN: Wildly sensual, passionate and adventurous. You'll have sex anywhere, you know what you want - intense and frequent sex, you have a need for complete control, but you're also in love with love. As a mate, you are ardent, loyal, sentimental, and earthly. Biggest thrill - the tickle of a man's facial fuzz. ARIES MEN: Sleeping with him is like playing croquet with live bombs - you never know what is going to happen! Never expect him to wait for you to be ready - he will rip your clothes off if he is ready to go. Don't tease him or you'd better be ready to deliver. Fond of slave master games and he likes it rough. Aries men are also explorers, so be ready to go where no woman has gone before. His favorite position: a woman on her knees leaning forward. TAURUS WOMEN: You expect your man to be kind and patient and make love to you by the book. Like to be pleased by sex, but don't look for unusual approaches. But you are a demanding lover and leave your partner breathless.

Support Our First Wiccan Army Chaplain
From http://www.witchvox .com/vn/vn_ detail/dt_ gno.html?&id=14456 Support Our First Wiccan Chaplain Proclaimed by: Tim Grimalkin Proclaimed from: Sandy, Utah Proclaimation. .. The U.S. Army is in the process of accepting it's first ever Wiccan Chaplain, but much as the issue of Pentacles on headstones has been belabored for some time, it seems so is the recognition of Captain Larsen. The Army's ad hoc Wiccan Associate Organization, The Sacred Well Congregation, has been the standard by which military Pagans and others have been able to become certified as local coven leaders. CPT Larsen had fulfilled these requirements through Sacred Well, in addition to many other hours of collegiate level scholarship as stipulated by the Army. Just recently, CPT Larsen's recognition as a Wiccan Chaplain was defeated, though perhaps just for a short while. To help expedite his recognition, I am calling on all of you here who have a few moments to post some support for him on t

Loves First Kiss
Remember when you felt that first rush that first sensation of anticipation and you heart felt like a thousand fireworks were going off inside your chest. How anxious you were just to have it happen and how you dreaded it all at the same time. how badly you wanted that first taste of love. Yet were not sure you were going to get all that you had dreamed about. Then suddenly, without warning, it happened, his lips found yours in a brush so quick and soft, almost as though they were feathers blowing in a wind of childhood and little girl dreams. Knowing that no matter what happened or where you went from here this moment was forever etched into your psyche. Creating a space in time where you could always go. A place where you were loved if only in that moment, beautiful, if only to that person, wanted, if only for that time, and never to have that feeling again no matter how many more kisses you receive in life. None will ever be as sweet, nor as memorable as t

My Continuing "boiler" Saga
Here it is, the coldest day of the year. Most of the Midwest is in the grip of Jack Frost and he is nipping more than our noses. I woke up this morning to the bustling sounds of my family as they prepared for their day. I found myself laying on Eddie's side of the bed answering questions and playing referee to the 2 most emotional souls in the world. Neither one is the best morning person when they are feeling "rushed". Once the house emptied out and I found myself left to the caress of the silence left in their wake. I worked on some small household projects while I waited for the sounds of the workmen repairing the boiler. I realized the folly of this thinking when the maintenance man knocked on the door toting the new toilet for my bathroom. I let him in and made the obligatory small talk before I broached the subject. Then he actually made that nervous first step onto the thin ice. "Wow, you seem to have it pretty toasty in here Sunny" He looks to me from the corner o

Destiny...
I look up out from my window and see all there is going on. The hussle and bussle of the military life. All that is new , all that happens , happens for a reason. For everything that has happened i am still here! For everything thrown at me i still fight. I Believe everything happens for a reason and we all have our own Destiny. There for i refuse to let things get me down like they have been. So many cry out for power, yet i hold such power in my own hands. I think it time that the cries of the powerless start being answered. It is time to stop the tears, It is time to take charge of everything going on and time to show this world what those of us with such power are capable of! No more being afraid of taking a hold of all i have , its silly and pointless to sit around and do nothing anymore! It's true what they say, others cry out for power yet once they hold the power they misuse it and insted of fighting with the power they take it and use it to make others cry.

Questions;;
1:Your name: 2:Age: 3:Favourite position(s)?: 4: Do you think I'm hot?: 5:Would you have sex with me?: 6:Lights on or off?: 7:Would you have to be drunk?: 8:Would you take a shower with me?: 9:Have you ever thought about having sex with me?: 10:Would you leave after or stay the night?: 11: Do you like cuddling afterwards?: 12:Condom or skin?: 13: Do you give Oral pleasures?: 14: Do you like to receive oral pleasures?: 15:Have sex on the first date?: 16:Would you kiss me during sex?: 17: Do you think I would be good in bed? 18:Three-some?: 19:Anal yes/no?: 20:How many times would you like to cum?: 21:Would you use me as a booty call?: 22: Do you like fore play?: 24:Can we take pictures of the act?: 25:Will you post this so I can fill it out for you?:

Funny Must Comment On
Joe says to Mike, "My elbow hurts so bad. I guess I'd better see a doctor." "Listen, you don't have to spend that kind of money," Mike replies. "There's a diagnostic computer downat Wal-Mart. Just give it a urine sample and the computer will tell you what's wrong and what to do about it. It takes ten seconds and costs ten dollars . . . A lot cheaper than a doctor." So, Joe depositsa urine sample in a small jar and takes it to Wal-Mart.He deposits ten dollars, and the computer lights up and asks for the urine sample. He pours the sample into the slot and waits. Ten seconds later, the computer ejects a printout: "You have tennis elbow. Soak your arm in warm water and avoid heavy activity. It will improve in two weeks. Thank you for shopping @ Wal-Mart" That evening, while thinking how amazing this new technology was, Joe began wondering if the computer could be fooled. He mixed some tap water, a stool sample from his dog, urine samples from his wife and daughter, and a sp

Just Was Thinkin
my days turn gray as my pain fades away .. why my nights so lonely .. empty bed so cold . my love goes sad ... .. i am so blue in the moon light ... u gone so far into the night .. lost in the darkness without u .. the heart is lost . ... come find me ... bring the black rose back to red .. make the heart beat once again ... for love .for happiness. ... kiss me .. to bring me back to life . for u

Me And The Road Im On
Alone with my thoughts and alone with my mind. Simplicity at its best. The path Ive walked, the talk Ive talked begins to slowly rest. My mind cant find the truth sometimes but still I seek it out. Ive come to barriers that block my path and continue going about. Ive felt the pain of a 1000 men and shared my tears with all. When times were just too hard for me I couldnt help but fall. I got back up and started again with the same result coming in the end. Still I rise above my fears even though I break and easily bend. See this is me, a man in life that crumbles more each day. Somehow I keep going on. To me that is the only way. I cant give up yet I wish I could. It would be easier for me. But Im a soldier in this pain. Now how do I set it free?

Sex
1. Your Name: 2. Age: 3. Favorite position (s) ? 4. Do you think i'm hot? 5. Would you have sex with me? 6. lights on or off? 7. Would you have to be drunk? 8. Would you take a shower with me? 9. Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 10. Would you leave after or stay the night? 11. Do you like cuddling afterwards? 12. Condom or skin? 13. Do you give Oral pleasures? 14. Do you like to recieve Oral Pleasures? 15. Have sex on the first date? 16. Would you kiss me during sex? 17. Do you think I would be good in bed? 18. Three sum? 20. How many times would you like to orgasm? 21. Would you use me as a booty call? 22. Do you like foreplay? 23. What is foreplay to you? 24. Can we take pictures of the act? 25. Will you post this so I can fill it out for you? SEE HOW MANY PEOPLE SEND THiS BACK TO YOU! EVEN iF YOU HAVE A BOYFRiEND OR GiRLFRiEND- REPOST THiS! TiTLE iT "NAUGHTY APPLiCATiON

I Am Going In A Month To Europe.
I am going to the Netherlands in a month from today and then I am going to travel around Europe and see the cities. I am excited and I hope to met those Europeans I have as friends on my account. I hope, for the rest of you here in the USA,Texas and Canada, we might Keep in touch. I hope to see you all soon. If you have any instant messengers, let me know so I might add you. Take care and lets talk soon......

Rant Time! Episode 6: Attack Of The Orange People!!!
Hello and welcome to RANT TIME! Todays rant goes out to my girl KRISSA!!! (BECAUSE PEOPLE LIKE THIS ANNOY HER!) This one goes out to all those mother fuckers who thinks constantly tanning and alternative tanning makes you look any hotter than what you are. So lets begin... RANT TIME! Episode 6: ATTACK OF THE ORANGE PEOPLE!!! So anyways KRISSA posted a comment on my last episode of RANT TIME! about how people use this alternative tanning shit to look hot...WHAT THE FUCK IS WRONG WITH YOU PEOPLE!?! Why is it absolutely necessary to fucking tan all the time to look good?! IT ISNT! In 5 fucking years or so, these tanning mother fuckers are going to have saggy ass skin that makes them look like old ladies...WAY TO GO...WAY TO GET RID OF ALL THE HOT GIRLS THAT US HOT DUDES COULD BE WITH. Not to mention, all these tanning people are more likely to get skin cancer because their fantastic idea to put UV RAYS ALL OVER THEIR SKIN...makes them look that much better. WHAT THE FUCK EVER...

Saturation
Saturation It was raining while I was walking home that night. Even though it was raining I could feel the humidity sticking to my skin, creating a sweaty dew. My straps kept falling off my shoulder as I walked. Things like that always bothered me. Sometimes it seemed so intense that I wanted to stomp my feet, scream aloud, and pull my hair. Pushing those straps up over and over and over again drove me insane - kind of like you. I tried over and over and over again but it never seemed to matter: you just kept falling. I was saturated with rain and sweat and insanity by the time I keyed myself into my apartment. I threw my keys on the table and sat on the couch. And suddenly I felt this gut feeling, smelled the air and I thought that maybe you were there. But it was merely my imagination. When it came to you, my mind was always playing tricks. Just like you kept falling down over and over again, my mind kept telling me that it would be okay. But it was never okay. Not once. The

Errr, Ummm...
I put this in a bulletin along time ago, but nobody read it because bulletins are for deviants and weirdoes and cool people only read blogs and such. I ended up coming on CT because I’d had a very messy break up with my last girlfriend and most of my close friends aren’t that close geographically speaking. And they where sick of listen to me bitch whining. Myspace didn’t have what I needed, i.e. people to talk to. Despite the dissings it might get, I’m always going to have a soft spot for CT now, because I have met some genuinely great people on here and you’ve been a BIG help (if you think you’re one of them, you probably are, if you don’t, your probably not. I’m not naming names). Not only have I found people with very similar senses of humour (a frightening miracle), I’ve also found people who will feed me lines to keep weird fucked up conversations going, people who have put up with my excessive use of sarcasm, brackets and ellipses, people who have let me see pictures of them when

Please Welcome My Daughter To Ct!!
Please help in welcoming my daughter to CT. Tawny is her name and she is awesome. Show her how friendly CT really is. Much LOVE to ALL my friends, fans and family in advance..Mystikal~Katz http://www.cherrytap.com/user/654160 Myspace Comments

What Women Want
why is it a woman can have a good man .... the man that fulfills her needs and, looks after her with the best of intentions..takes care of her and her offspring that, by the way are not his children keeps her secure in every dimension and treats her like a fuckin queen and , in all his humble efforts she waits til her old boyfriend gets out of jail with no job and who was,by the way is in jail for beating her ass and slingin drugs ... Then she cheats with this man witout even trying to cheat on the down low or to hide it in any way from the man that has her best interest at hheart and would walk through fire for her .... why do some woman stoop that damn low ... my best friend has just been through it all .. and i really feel 4 him mabey someone can help me with this....

The Three F's Given To Me By A Friend ♥
forgive, forget, and get the fuck over it in relation to my past...it is the philosophy I am going to adopt;) I have a tendency to hold onto things that have hurt me. Its time to let go of the old so I can better enjoy the new. Time to live my life, and to live it to its fullest. :)

Who Son Is This??? Lmao J/k
A woman takes a lover home during the day while her husband is at work. Her 9-year old son comes home unexpectedly, sees them and hides in the bedroom closet to watch. The woman's husband also comes home. She puts her lover in the closet, not realizing that the little boy is in there already. The little boy says, "Dark in here." The man says, "Yes, it is." Boy: "I have a baseball." Man: "That's nice" Boy: "Want to buy it?" Man: "No, thanks." Boy: "My Dad's outside." Man: "OK, how much?" Boy: "$250" In the next few weeks, it happens again that the boy and the lover are in the closet together. Boy: "Dark in here." Man: "Yes, it is." Boy: "I have a baseball glove." The lover, remembering the last time, asks the boy, "How much?" Boy: "$7! 50" Man: "Sold." A few days later, the Dad says to the boy, "Grab your glove, let's go outside and have a game of catch." The boy says, "I can't,

Sexy Eyes!!!!
So I am in this little contest here on Cherrytap for sexiest eyes......please go and vote for me! Thanks guys! **oh yeah wish me luck too!!*** Big kisses and hugs to all of you **click on my pic below to go and vote****

Dont Be Mean
Freedom isnt free.....be greatful for the men and women that are willing to lay down their lives for it.It doesnt take much to say thank you,a hand shake or even a stamp to send a letter to some one you dont even know.never forget the ones that put their life on the line for OUR safety and way of life

You Light Up My Life
So many nights, I'd sit by my window; waiting for someone to sing me his song. So many dreams I've kept deep inside me. Alone in the dark till you come along and you... Light up my life. You give me hope to carry on. You light up my days and fill my nights with song. It can't be wrong when it feels so right cause you....You light up my life.

Chowboys Update
Your new Dallas Cowboys head football coach will be Jerry Jones. Uh, I mean Wade Phillips. Wade has promised to keep the seat warm while Bill Cowher enjoys his one year sabbatical. After careful examination it was discovered Wade's ass could accommodate Jerry's hand the best, thus making press conferences easier for the team. It's getting so good you can barely see Jerry's lips move.

Come Take A Walk In My World!!!
Have you ever been just having such a peachy day you could just tell the whole world to go to hell?!! Well thats my week. Im pissed, stressed, and most of all suffering from D.S.B. (dreaded sperm build-up). Its true sex is a misdemeanor the more you miss da meaner you get!!! Shit september was a long time away...

This Time (again)
THIS TIME (again) Damning me, I dream of love. imagining a love for me, dreaming you’re my love to be, hoping love incessantly, just as before. Damn me! Seeing not what might have been, not me, I dream a love that cannot be, dreaming love insistently, damning me … just as before. Damning all, that can not be, I ache to feel your love for me, hoping love is what see, hoping love impatiently, damning me … just as before. Damning me, I see and hear images imagined dear, imagined lips that disappear, imagined love I cannot touch, imagery that hurts so much; imagination endlessly, damning me … and nothing more. Damning me, the silence calls, recalling silent years I knew, silent tears and dreams for two. Now silence calls again to me, silence calls insensibly, damning me … Damning me, the silence roars. a silent roaring fascina

Lust Is Not Love
Martyrs die for lust, as lust will martyr all ones trust. Though satisfaction gratifies, none surpass the subtle lies. Build a hope upon the beach, soft colored hearts are all then bleached The tears will shed like clouds at burst, the coldness of alone is first. Despair will follow afterwards, and none can mend the fence with words Thus lust was greater than ones fate, not far away from heart aches and hate. Disillusioned from love unproven, pervade the inner thoughts whilst losen. Justify a skewed reality, will equate to an ill served morality. It shows the trust is always frail, and to yield love from ones lust will fail. -ed

Ten Rules For Submissives
Ten Rules for submissives Be patient! A potential top will let you know if she or he is interested in you or not. Keep in mind that your purpose as a submissive is to serve and to satisfy someone who will take into consideration the realization of your fantasies. Don't expect your top to be able to turn on like a light switch. The timing must be right for both of you. Be humble. You may be God's or Goddess' gift to the world and the most sought after prize in town, but no one needs to hear it or wants to hear it. You will have ample opportunity to show how good you are. No matter what you claim, the "real you" will show through in a scene. Don't set yourself up for failure by developing expectations that you know you and your top can never reach. Be open. You can learn something about SM and about yourself from everyone into the scene, no matter how experienced or inexperienced they are, or how Dominant or submissive they are. SM is a very personal art, and an "I already know it

10 Things To Do Before I Die.....
10. be covered in blood and gore and take lots of pictures 9. see a mountain 8. punch someone in the throat 7. find THAT girl.... 6. get a pet kittie 5. mud wrestle 4. visit the mutter musem 3. get all the tats i have planned out 2. have my 25th wedding anniversary 1. watch my girls grow up

The Biker
When you see us moving past you quickly: Don't take offense or think we're trying to "show off". Ninety five percent of the time, we're trying to get out of your blind spot or taking ourselves out of a potential dangerous situation that has evolved around us. Distancing ourselves from you does not mean we want to race, but that we're giving ourselves the edge we need at the moment. When you hear our horn: Don't take offense or think we're trying to aggravate you. All we're doing is letting you know where we are in relation to you on the road, and we're more than likely aware of your inattentiveness to us while you're talking on a cell phone, eating, reading or involved in some other distracting aspect to your driving. It's important to us, and you, that you know we're there. When you hear our loud pipes: Don't become angry and hostile toward us. Yes, some are quite loud, but for some, there's a purpose behind being loud. It's about letting you know we're close by and

A Concerto
--her invitation-- "sweet angel, bring me those lover's lips, fleshly bits of the addiction i so badly miss.. let me for a brief stolen minute or two sip the sinful seduction of one passionate kiss..." --his prelude-- "oh baby, come closer to me - no wait, the lights.. what, it's too dark? oh well, just hold me tight.. help me undress, lose the shoes, close the door, and now let loose and relax, to the floor we go..." --the overture-- and slowly this place becomes a raging furnace, as waves of heat explode between us and pulsate, lying atop his warm chest, i slightly raise my head, as for the span of an eternity i stare deep into his eyes.. --the interlude-- creeping intensity - his soulful gaze lifts to meets mine, thermal chemistry - my heart reels as if drunk with wine.. bodies simmering - yet still we resist, we make not a move.. blood kindling - as we slowly begin to get into the groove... --the crescendo-- and we kiss, s

Guys' Rules
THE GUYS' RULES THESE ARE OUR RULES, NUMBERED IN ORDER OF IMPORTANCE! (PLEASE NOTE... THESE ARE ALL NUMBERED "1") ON PURPOSE! 1. MEN ARE NOT MIND READERS. 1. LEARN TO WORK THE TOILET SEAT. YOU'RE A BIG GIRL. IF IT'S UP, PUT IT DOWN. WE NEED IT UP, YOU NEED IT DOWN. YOU DON'T HEAR US COMPLAINING ABOUT YOU LEAVING IT DOWN. 1. SUNDAY SPORTS. IT'S LIKE THE FULL MOON OR THE CHANGING OF THE TIDES. LET IT BE. 1. SHOPPING IS NOT A SPORT. AND NO, WE ARE NEVER GOING TO THINK OF IT THAT WAY. 1. CRYING IS BLACKMAIL. 1. ASK FOR WHAT YOU WANT. LET US BE CLEAR ON THIS ONE: SUBTLE HINTS DO NOT WORK! STRONG HINTS DO NOT WORK! OBVIOUS HINTS DO NOT WORK! JUST SAY IT! 1. YES AND NO ARE PERFECTLY ACCEPTABLE ANSWERS TO ALMOST EVERY QUESTION. 1. COME TO US WITH A PROBLEM ONLY IF YOU WANT HELP SOLVING IT. THAT'S WHAT WE DO. SYMPATHY IS WHAT YOUR GIRLFRIENDS ARE FOR. 1. A HEADACHE THAT LASTS FOR 17 MONTHS IS A PROBLEM. See a doctor. 1. Anything we said 6 mont

Cheddar Parmesan Ranch Grilled Oysters
Original recipe yield: 2 servings PREP TIME 15 Min COOK TIME 4 Min READY IN 19 Min INGREDIENTS * 12 fresh gulf oysters, on the half shell* * 6 tablespoons Hidden Valley® Cheddar & Parmesan Ranch Dressing * 1 cup Panko breadcrumbs * 1/2 cup olive oil * 2 tablespoons freshly squeezed lemon juice * 1 packet Hidden Valley® Original Ranch® Salad Dressing & Seasoning Mix * 2 tablespoons fennel tops, minced * 1 1/2 tablespoons fennel bulbs, finely diced * 4 slices bacon, cooked and diced * 1/2 cup finely grated Cheddar cheese DIRECTIONS 1. Light grill using Kingsford® Charcoal with Sure Fire Grooves™. Mix breadcrumbs, olive oil, lemon juice, Ranch mix, fennel tops and bulbs, and bacon in a bowl, set aside. Drizzle each oyster with Cheddar Parmesan Ranch dressing. Grill oysters, shell side down, for about 1 1/2 minutes. 2. Top each oyster with about a teaspoon of remaining Parmesan Cheddar Ranch dressing, then pack wi

Haha
You know us lesbians are very easy to get a long with . We like a lot of the same thigns the rest of you all do! We love to get ate and we love to eat and so that pretty much covers both sexs(lmao) So that goes to show we are just easy going people!!!!

The Scenic Route
Driving down the road you try your best to keep focused on the street, but I keep stealing your attention. Wearing a red halter-top and a short black skirt, I was irresistible. Noticing your glances I smile and begin to tease you by slowly lifting my skirt. You return my smile and urge me to continue. Lifting my skirt up further reveals that I’m not wearing any panties. This causes you to almost loose control of the car. We both laugh and I cover my legs back up. Not wanting the show to end, you turn onto a deserted road and pull over. I reach across and begin to rub your hardening cock. Desiring to feel more you undo your shorts freeing your cock. Stroking you faster causes it to pulse more and more, building up pressure. To my surprise you take my hand off of you and get out of the car. You come around and open my door. Pulling me out you press me against the car and say that you want to fuck me right here and now. You lift my skirt up and shove your hardened cock inside me. I let

Just Because
.:VIRGO:. The Virgin Dominant in relationships. Sexy. someone loves them right now. Freak in bed. Always wants the last word. Caring. Smart. Intellectual. Attractive. Loud. Loyal. Easy to talk to. Hard to forget Love at first sight. Everything you ever wanted. Easy to please. The one and only. Ultimate sexiness. 7 years of bad luck if you do not forward this. .:SCORPIO:. The sex addict Can be mean. EXTREMELY sexy. Intelligent. Energetic. Predict future. Most erotic. (Freak in bed.) (GREAT kisser.) Always get what they want. Sexy. Attractive. Easy going. Loves being in long relationships. Talkative. The sexiest ever....Romantic. Caring. 4 years of bad luck if you do not forward this. .:LIBRA:. The lame lover Very pretty. Very romantic. Nice to everyone They meet. Their Love is one of a kind. Silly, fun and sweet. Have own unique sexiness. Most caring person you will ever meet! Amazing n Bed..!!! Did I say Amazing in Bed? not the kind of person you wanna #### with... u

His Ex
today i got a phone call from my soon to be ex husband's ex wife and she wants me to talk to a detective about him... i just want to stay out of it and i dont really understand what is going on,then i left this afternoon came back and the detective called my house now im madwhat gives her a right to hand my number out to people?

Hey All U Cherrrrrrrrrrrries
can ya show a lil love contest ends tomorrow.....i return the fave even if a ty a gift or some love on uu'r page in gallery or what have ya.....let me know who u r, leave me an e-mail and i will give back in return what i recieve......contest ends tomorrow....A comment A rate or commetn bomb up to you....rates and comments count, as it is added up in the end *wink* heres the link so go hard go slow go soft or don't go...hahahaha

Today... Here Without You
Ive heard this song I think prolly like 12 times today... Every time I turn on the radio... I have it one every CD in my car and today it has seemed to be stuck on replay... And well yea its your ring tone... I remember the FIRST time you sung it to me... It was bout 3 in the morning on a Saturday... You were so tired and so was I(so was Traci... Remember I made her stay up to make sure I didnt fall asleep when your phone would drop the call... Damn mountains)... It was a long drive you were going home for the weekend... Your words were simple... "This ones for you sweety", "I know my singing sux but hey"... It was the most wonderful thing I had ever heard... I guess thats why it became your ring tone... I still care about you, I still love you... I dont know if I should... If I still have that right, but I do... Your the only one that can make my heart beat faster and slower all at the same time... Happy Valentines day my love... I love you baby!

Wont Say The Words
i wont say....the words but she knows i do and baby if you listining you know its true and there aint nuthin that i wont do cause id do any thin anything for you ill be your jeanie your wish is my comand i wana make true your every demand you can be my little birdy fly away with me and ill take you places no one else can let you see as long as you romise me you heart devine ill promise ill be yours and youll always be mine

Episode 38
Nothing Happens Without Purpose (Circle Part 2) February 2007 We join our anti-hero in the Holy city of Pan Ra. In the temple of the Dragonlords. As he meditates in the inner chamber, a lone monk enters. The monk senses the new Dragonlord is under alot of stress. The monk looks at Tauru with much concern. DT: "What is wrong master?" Monk: "I should be asking that question, Lord Tauru." DT: "It's nothing master. Something I must deal with on my own." At that moment, the monk realizes what it is he is meditating on. Monk: "It's her again, isn't it?" DT: "I can't hide anything from you master." Monk: "Why do you distress so much? Oh I get it, you still aginize over your choice." DT: "Yes and No. I know I was a different man then. But the love is still there." Monk: "I know. That's what is giving you your focus. The one thing that was always there. The one thing that didn't leave you is your love for her." Drake hangs his h

A Lil' Somethin' Something' I Found...
Broken Heart No heart can bear the pain of emptyness Shallow seems empty Nothing can abide So much pain so little time No heart can bear the pain of lonelyness not a soul insight No words spoken no words heard The tone of a trumpet is not felt You did not expect what life has dealt Unfair it seems The only despair is in your dreams A peaceful sleep is needed No not rest Just sleep No heart can bear the pain of sadness Bitterness doesn't help Neither do tears Only the soothing touch of an angel Can mend what has been shattered Putting all the pieces back together not so easy as it seems No glue strong enough No surgeon smart enough The only way is a gentle touch The only tool that heals so much. Pete Lugo (aka) Northside 69

Running Through My Head (erotica)
The distant sound of engines pierce the night Lying beneath the stars, my mind takes flight I sail off on lightening bug wings My heart and soul begin to sing The suspension bridge bouncing, feel of the sea the water flows noisily beneath me Stars so bright for miles wide Nowhere here for me to hide Lying here in the Devil's woods Gown of black hiding all my goods Milk white breasts heaving up and down Soft smooth mound thirsting beneath the gown Where are you in this garden Should I have you seek my pardon In my dreams I call your name searching for you drives me insane Needing your body pressed to mine Wanting you, thinking you're so fine Hearing your voice inside my head My hands follow where you have lead Caressing my body as if I were you Oh god, you know just what to do Stroking my hair, shoulders and breast My ribs, my stomach then on to the best Rub me slowly through my part Make me feel it in my heart Beat increasing, blood pumping fast Head spinnin

Sex?
mailto:?subject= Zoloft, Trojan, Partner in Campaign Aimed at Female Sexual Satisfaction&body=Thought that you would enjoy this irreverent article from Mamacita! http://www.mamacitaonline.com/satire/satire_zoloft.html ... Zoloft, Trojan, Partner in Campaign Aimed at Increasing Female Sexual Satisfaction Worried about your orgasm during casual sex? Try Zoloft! Women annoyed by spam from sites selling Viagra and Cialis may soon find solicitations related to their sexual satisfaction in their inboxes as the drug industry moves to respond to the findings of a new study . The Copenhagen (where else?) study released June 20 mapped the brain function of 11 men and 13 women and their partners during orgasm. The study revealed that the parts of the brain governing fear, anxiety and emotional control are switched off when a woman is having an orgasm but remain active if she is faking. "How strange that a trusting, familiar environment with a loving partner makes all the differ

Perverted Jokes
An old lady is rocking away the last of her days on her front porch, reflecting on her long life, when, all of a sudden, a fairy godmother appears in front of her and informs her that she will be granted three wishes. "Well, now," says the old lady, "I guess I would like to be really, really rich." ***POOF*** her rocking chair turns to solid gold. She smiles and says, "Gee, I guess I wouldn't mind being a young, beautiful princess." ***POOF*** she turns into a beautiful young woman. "Your third wish?" asked the fairy godmother. Just then the old woman's cat wanders across the porch in front of them. "Ooh...can you change him into a handsome prince?" she asks. ***POOF*** there before her stands a young man more handsome than anyone could possibly imagine. She stares at him, smitten. With a smile that makes her knees weak. He saunters across the porch and whispers in her ear: "Bet you're sorry you had me neutered!" _________________________________________________ The mana

My Valintines Sadness
6 years ago i lost someone that ment the world to me in a hit and run on Valintines day. i held her in my arms as the light in her eyes faded away i still hear the last thing she said to me ''i love you albert'' and ''hold me closer baby it is getting dark and cold'' and still to this day i can hear her laughter when she was happy and it hurts bad. i am sorry if later today i am not very happy but now you know why i will be sad. thank you for reading this

Network Provider Failure???
Who is their network provider??? I sure want to avoid EVER getting that one!! 2007-02-14 08:57:54 our network provider had an outage that effected our site, everything should be stable now. heads will be rolling, have no fear. :-) -babyjesus@ CherryTAP

Remain Calm, I'm Coming To Your House To Kill You
Inhale But exhale I don’t What I’ve invited in my lungs Is stuck there for the long run Until I can make the long run to the blood I’m sucking on Tell me you don’t care how I get there Because the trail I leave behind will be a messy one My soul may reek with the weak’s blood tears and cum I may still carry the stench of the food I’ve gone through Know that I’ll consume whatever foul taste I have to All in the name of being closer to you Tell me you want me dirty and as fucked up as I can be Just so you can tongue me clean Consider for a moment just how fucked up I can get And know that every act of depravity I commit Is done as a prayer to the toy from the pet Can you make me the pet I need to be? Unleash me when it’s time to play And cage me when you’re done with me Stand toe to toe with a snarling beast And beat it the fuck to sleep Do you see the bottomless pit of food in me? I want to drain you to oblivion for eternity Feed you to bloating and bursti

Love For Me Is ... Ms-ery
WHO wants to be 'next' ... ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Ms-ery Love for me has been a drag, I might as well have been a fag; Instead of short and cute and witty, I might be better off just pretty! I’ve always been a hit with girls, a wondrous trusted friend. They accepted all the Love I gave, up to the very end, when … They found a lover girl or boy, then … asked that I remain a friend. And so it went, and so it goes, first with girls, then women too, who knows what’s next in store …… for me? The only other sex I see … is Boys! But boys do not appeal as yet, and it’s unlikely that they’ll get more appealing as I age. … ‘Tho same to same is now the rage, ... I guess I’m heterosexual … I’m enthralled with girls who’re bright, not the ones who’ll spend a night delighting just biology, ideology has its place, and I must face the fact that I am more than flesh. Mind and Spirit must be served as well, … or Life is Hell. So I shall seek as mate for

To Be Gentle
"One of the essential characteristics we need to learn as men was to be gentle, and to be gentle means to be serene, to enter meditation or a prayerful state in the morning and evening." The most important talk we can do during any day, is to start the day with prayer and meditation. We need to ask the Creator to be in our lives. We ask Him to direct our thinking. We ask Him for the courage and the power to be gentle. In the morning quiet time, we make our request for guidance using our spiritual tools. We pray for the people and we pray for ourselves. In the evening, we thank the Creator for the day, for the lessons and for the opportunity to be of service to others. Then we go to sleep. Great Spirit, today, show me the power of being gentle. Starting the day with a thank you to Creator is a great way to get on track for the day. By asking him to use us as he sees fit we allow our self will to be taken care of and guided by the Great one. Please know I tha

I Just Love This Country, Now Let Me Out!!!
GOD BLESS AMERICA! The first document charged $40 and claimed on the form that for that $40 it would be mailed over-night... it took 3 weeks.The State I.D. and Social Security Cards were only a couple of days slower than they had estimated, and they only estimated the time it would take to arrive. The other offices had it in writing that it would be mailed to and from over-night, not an estimation, and nothing near 3 weeks. Finally, I had the birth certificate, the Social Security Card, the California State I.D., and I went on the way to the post office after getting the passport photos from Walgreen's at about 2:35 p.m. The website aid the office was open till 4 at one post office, it claimed to close at 5 at the other. Twenty minutes till 3 . The postal worker behind the glass that was thicker than the shield on the "pope mobile", said in a mono-tone voice that the person I had come to see had retired so no one did passports at that post office. By the appearance of things, th

Takin A Little Break
just letting all my family, friends, and fans that i'm takin a little break from here.. i'll check in every once in awhile and see what's goin on.. everyone keep on cherry tappin and i'll keep in touch!! :)) have a good one.. jenn :))

Deleting People
Ok people it is that time again.. I am going to start deleting people from my list...I am not on here for points or cherry bucks. So if I do not hear from you by the end of the weekend I will assume you no longer want to be on my friends list. I do understand some have been busy but I have alot of people on my page that I have had no contact with since I have accepted them... Thanks so much ok 2 days left people

Tgif!!
Friday greetings to everyone! No school today, so I get to listen to Professional Wrestling on the TV while I do my computer thing! Yeah, Dakota (the 12 year old grandson) is a BIG Pro Wrestling fan. If you ask him, he'll tell you he wants to be a professional wrestler when he grows up! I keep reminding him, you need to have a fall-back profession for after you get so beat up you can't wrestle anymore, lol! He doesn't appreciate that comment, lmao! If I recall correctly, you can't get health insurance either!! With any luck, he will grow out of this stage - the others did!! Long day today, as I open the store this morning for my friend. And I'll work until 2 p.m. tomorrow, again! Don't like to do Saturdays, but you do what you gotta do! Was going to take pictures this weekend, but the bruising from my face-first fainting spell of last week are not quite gone yet! Yeah, they are green and yellow. And, yes, the forehead bruising slowly slid down to around my eyes - definitely lo

Was A Bulletin Added To My Blog
this is worth more cherry bucks then what we all have We truly take a lot for granted. Forget the football "heroes" and movie "stars". Pass this on so that all may know the price of freedom. Only two defining forces have ever offered to die for you, Jesus Christ and the American Soldier. One died for your soul; the other for your freedom. My brother went to iraq.. im gonna have to post some pics of him there... Have a good day!

My Cell Friends
I had to get a new phone my completely crashed! I had to get a new one and nothen could be carried over into new phone! So please send me a text with ur name and number so i can reprogram the new phone!! I might be able to get some from other things but this would make life easier!! Thanks~~ Jaci

Pickle Slicer
Bill worked in a pickle factory. He had been employed there for a number of years when he came home one day to confess to his wife that he had a terrible compulsion. He had an urge to stick his penis into the pickle slicer. His wife suggested that he should see a sex therapist to talk about it, but Bill said he would be too embarrassed. He vowed to overcome the compulsion on his own. One day a few weeks later, Bill came home and his wife could see at once that something was seriously wrong. "What's wrong, Bill?" she asked. "Do you remember that I told you how I had this tremendous urge to put my penis into the pickle slicer?" "Oh, Bill, you didn't!" she exclaimed. "Yes, I did." he replied. "My God, Bill, what happened?" "I got fired." "No, Bill. I mean, what happened with the pickle slicer?" "Oh...she got fired too."

Lost, But Not Forgotten
There's a small tunnel. It looks like a hole in the wall. It's just big enough, that I can fit my body through. It'll probably lead me somewhere better than this, this world of hatred and heartlessness. I'm not afraid of what could be in it, or on the other side of it. I've seen what this world has to offer, and I'm not too impressed. I bend over and look in, and there's nothing but darkness. Emptiness. Silence. Already, it's better. The room is the complete opposite of my thoughts of the moment. Nobody yelling at me anymore, hurting me, lying to me, or even talking to me for that matter. I know the voices is only the memory of the day, but it's so repetitive, it feels like I'm in front of an audience who won't respond to the command "SHUT UP!!!" Closing my eyes and covering my ears only intensifies the sounds. Sleeping is only a memory. I've been awake for 5 minutes, and I still feel as though I haven't slept. The emptiness is inviting. It's quietness calling me

10 Reasons To Get Absolutely Fucking Plastered Tonight
10. Word on the street is the booze has been trash talking you all day. 9. Dude, after what you did last time, you gotta go back out there and explain yourself. 8. Churchill and FDR got drunk, Hitler didn’t. So what are you, some kind of Nazi? 7. If you don’t you’ll wake up in the morning all bright eyed and bushy tailed, and who the hell wants to go through life acting like a goddamn squirrel? 6. Your friends can’t have a good time without you. 5. Your friends might have a good time without you. 4. You’re under a lot of stress and if you don’t get crazy drunk you might do something crazy sober. 3. Hemingway shot himself after being sober for two months. 2. When your coworkers ask "What did you get up to last night?" you can smile all cool like and say "Maaaaaan, you don’t wanna know," instead of chirping "I alphabetized my DVD collection and found out I have two copies of The Truth About Cats and Dogs! Two!" 1. It’s so much easier to ring up those o

Reward!!! If Returned.. Omfg She Has Lost Her Lipgloss
glitter text THERE IS NOW A NATION WIDE REWARD IF ANY ONE FIND MOCHALISIOUS.. THE LIPS GLOSS WAS LAST SEEN INSIDE OF RAZORS PURSE AND NOW IT IS MISSING .. IF YOU AHPPEN TO FIND THIS LIP GLOSS PLZ CONTACT THE OWNER OF THE LIP GLOSS BELOW.. ~RÁZØR~@ CherryTAP

Breathing A Collective Sigh... I Tihnk
Okay so here it is the end of the night its been 24 hours of hell. But i think everything is okay, i can thank it all to my mother in law though, she was the one to give my Wife that slap in the back of the head. Told her no one is gunna treat her like i do and no one is going to love her like i do, And that if she was going to do something to just do it and not leave me in relationship limbo. So after about 4 hours or so of waiting i talked to her and she said she was sorry and she loved me. But this isnt how its gunna be yet, Because i didnt get to talk to her more then 30 minutes because she was so tired. Come tomorrow, or well today now i guess i am going to talk to her and tell her there are just going to be some rules to be had while i am gone. Not that i enjoy having to do this but even with me not there it seems i need to put my foot down. Lets just hope that this is beginning of the end for all this fighting and the start of something better. Well i am real

Why We Are All Proud To Be Australian Citizens:
1) Only in Australia... can a pizza get to your house faster than an ambulance. 2) Only in Australia... is "are you awake?" the standard concept of foreplay. 3) Only in Australia... do supermarkets make the sick people walk all the way to the back of the store to get their Panadol,etc., while healthy people can buy cigarettes at the front. 4) Only in Australia... do people order double cheeseburgers, large fries... and a Diet Coke. 5) Only in Australia... do banks leave both doors open, have no armed guards and chain the pens to the counter. 6) Only in Australia... do we leave cars worth thousands of dollars in the driveway, and store our junk in the garage. 7) Only in Australia... do we use answering machines to screen calls, and then have call waiting so we won't miss a call from someone we didn't want to talk to in the first place. 8) Only in Australia... do we use the word "politics" to describe the process of Governm

Unleashed
Unleashed (erotica) I love just lying here naked beside you Soft kisses becoming stronger, I like the view As my hand gently glides all over your creation My tongue gently follows, it's my strong determination Your body is mine I can tell by your pleasure I slowly trace my tongue softly around your treasure At first your timid, but you relax and let me in My cock too good like I am committing a sin Our bodies are connected this feeling of lust The thrusting and yearning in a wilderness of trust My hands firmly gripping that fine ass as it seams This total experience is better than my dreams As wild screams grow louder I feel your pussy grasp My cock is your tool I let out a loud gasp Your juices flowing, starts running down my thigh My shaft is swelling, yours screams become high With one more thrust, my seeds released The passion of love, exposed, unleashed

It's Not Over By Daughtry
It's Not Over lyrics I was blown away. What could I say? It all seemed to make sense. You've taken away everything, And I can't deal with that. I try to see the good in life, But good things in life are hard to find. We'll blow it away, blow it away. Can we make this something good? Well, I'll try to do it right this time around. Let's start over. I'll try to do it right this time around. It's not over. 'Cause a part of me is dead and in the ground. This love is killing me, But you're the only one. It's not over. Taken all I could take, And I cannot wait. We're wasting too much time Being strong, holding on. Can't let it bring us down. My life with you means everything, So I won't give up that easily. I'll blow it away, blow it away. Can we make this something good? 'Cause it's all misunderstood. Well, I'll try to do it right this time around. Let's start over. I'll try to do it right this time around. It's not over. 'Cause a part of me is dead a

Daily Devotional 2/18/07
February 18 - Daily Feast Walk away for a minute. Stop, listening to the hard luck stories, because as concerned as you are, it is no good if you sink out of sight. Rest. Let it all go, because mind, body, and spirit all need a quiet place. If the Spirit is in the right place, the body can rest more deeply. Taking care is a personal responsibility. No one else is going to do it for you - because no one can. If there is anything good to think about, if there is anything to dwell on that is joyful, then think on these things. Give it time and see it work. ~ We meet as brothers that have been away from each other many years. ~ TIN-RIN-MEET-SA, UMATILLA CHIEF "A Cherokee Feast of Days, Volume II" by Joyce Sequichie Hifler ***** Elder's Meditation of the Day - February 18 "Laughter is a necessity in life that does not cost much, and the Old Ones say that one of the greatest healing powers in our life is the ability to laugh." --Larry P. Aitken, CHIPPEWA L

Can Some One Block Thisguy Off The Site
i need some one too ban this kid off the site for deaththreats an being a tough guy here is the conversation ->aint got o...: man jus tell er too stop messeagin me comments than its a done deal so u fuck off too an if i see ur face on this site again i'll start wit chuonly now fuck off aint got o...: ight were done on this but do me a big favor leave bekka alone n she leave u alone deltte her off ur list n block ight man dont say shit to her ->aint got o...: what is that? aint got o...: ight man ima ask u one thing ight ->babyjesus: hey can you do me a favour? ->aint got o...: do me a favour FUCK OFF before i report u for death threats aint got o...: yea no shit bitch wats the fuckin total adress u fuckin idiot ->aint got o...: fuck i tol 5 times 3 fairview rd grimsby ontario aint got o...: yo bitch wats ur adress aint got o...: ight man we will see ->aint got o...: 73 fairview rd gimsby ontario lets see what ur gonna do you have a week aint got o...: shit u ca

I Need Confirmatiom.
I WILL BE ON A PRIVET PROJECT FOR A WHILE BUT WHEN I RETURN I AM HOPING TO GO TO THE NEXT LEVEL WITH MY ONLINE PRESENT,WHICH IS TO POST PRIVETE PIC OF MYSELF AND OTHER MALE MODELS FULL XXXX RATED (FOR ALL MY FRIENDS AND FANS ONLY) ALL FRIENDS AND FANS, THOSE WHO VISITED MY PROFILE AND WOULD LIKE TO VIEW THESE PICS PLEASE REPOST THIS NOTICE AND SEND FRIEND REQUEST. AS A INTRODUCTION PLEASE VISIT MY PHOTO FOR A GLIMPS OF WHAT I AM TALKING ABOUT. PLEASE REPOST.

Jokes
lil johnny A little boy blows up his balloon and starts flicking it all around the house with his finger. His mother tells him to stop it as he's liable to break something. The boy continues. " Johnny!" Mom screams. "Knock it off. You're going to break something." He stops and eventually Mom leaves for a short trip to the shopping center. Johnny starts up with the balloon again. He gives it one last flick and it lands in the toilet where he leaves it. Mom comes in and while putting away the grocery gets the urge… a diarrhea run. She can hardly make it to the toilet in time and SPLASH, out it comes. When she's finished, she looks down and can't believe what she's seeing. She's not sure what this big brown thing is in the toilet! She calls her doctor. The doctor is baffled as she describes the situation, but he assures her he'll be over shortly to examine everything. When he arrives she leads him to the bathroom and he gets down on his knees and takes a long, hard look at the thi

D-zsd : Lyrics
I trace my life Moments forever faded I Dance to give me warmth inside Darkened hell of isolation Thin red lines That sing a story This pain is only temporary Life is just a game so SAVE YOURSELF TONIGHT FALL AWAY (far away from me) LEAVE ME LYIN HERE (far away from me) MY DISEASE WILL STEAL YOUR HEART STEAL YOUR HEART What's left of soul Where have you gone and why Have you become As icy as my blackened heart I can't touch you anymore You're so many miles away Though you're right outside the door I feel our distance In every heartbeat that ECHOES THROUGH THE AIR SO BLADE TO THROAT (far away from me) BLADE IN HAND (can you hear me love) TEAR AWAY THE HATE THAT STAINS (lie me in my coffin love) RID MYSELF OF THE EMOTION (your love is now my grave) RETURNING TO THE WOOD (angels gather) THE COLD IS SO INTENSE HEAR THE LIES CALL Trace every doubt every confusion Every breath that darkness takes CARVE IT OUT IN BLOODLESS ECSTASY NOTHIN LEFT OF THE M

No Undewear
Joe is sitting on a train across from a busty blonde wearing a tiny mini skirt. Despite his efforts, he is unable to stop staring at the top of her thighs. To his delight, he realises she has gone without underwear. The blonde realises he is staring and inquires, "Are you looking at my pussy?" "Yes, I'm sorry," says Joe and promises to avert his eyes. "It's quite alright," replies the woman, "It's very talented, watch this, I'll make it blow a kiss to you." Sure enough the pussy blows him a kiss. Joe, who is completely absorbed, inquires what else the wonder pussy can do. "I can also make it wink," says the woman. Joe stares in amazement as the pussy winks at him. "Come and sit next to me," suggests the woman, patting the seat. Joe moves over and is asked, "Would you like to stick a couple of fingers in?" Stunned, Joe replies, "Good grief! Can it whistle, too?"

What South Park Character Are You?
You scored as Stan Marsh. You're Stan Marsh! Probably the sanest of the group, you're the mastermind behind the good plans and can easily resolve problems. To you love is amazing, and you're probably already in it. You can be a smart ass and don't have a problem saying what's on your mind. And you're probably an activist. Dude, this is pretty fucked up right here.Stan Marsh100%Jimmy67%Butters67%Eric Cartman50%Kyle Broflovski50%Shelly33%Timmy25%Kenny McCormick17%Tweak8%What South Park Character Are You?created with QuizFarm.com

Love And Pain
this little poem means alot to me! it makes me tear up when i read it! plz tell me your feelings on it? Why do you have to go?,was what she said on that cold september day. it wasn't me, my parents took a job somewhere far away! we were 13, thinking our lives wouldn't revolve without each other, hand in hand. through the window, as we drove away, i watched and i cried as her tears fell like rain. and she said, "i won't let go! i'll be right there when you come home.by your side,i will stay until the day i die!" 13 years had passed, a single parent far from his past.his heart is heavy. cause he misses his teenage love immensly.with time off work, he gets his little girl and they go, to that little town,where he fell in love, to find the one he's been thinking of.she was working in a country type cafe'.she couldn't believe her eyes,they were face to face!13 years have come and gone!when their eyes met, the love was still just as strong!she sat in the corner , ho

You Came To Me
I dreamed a dream so real it stayed with me the whole day and whenever I felt sad at you not being with me I thought back to the dream. I dreamed I was laying on a bed. I heard a door open. I peaaked thru my eyelids to see who came in. I saw you! My heart raced a pit at what you were going to do. I saw you stand over me with a devilish grin. I was hoping you were reading my mind. You lowered yourself to the bed and gentle came up my body. Every so slowly lightly touching me. I felt your lips as they softly tocuhed my own lips. THe soft kissing turned into more urgent as my arms went around you, pulling you towards me. You raised up to look into my eyes. I shock my head yes. YOu kissed me again. We ripped each others clothes off. IT wasn't fast enough for your skin to be touching. WIth the touch of your skin to mine, my breathe left me. YOur skin felt so hot. I wanted to taste you all over. My lips searched all over your skin for areas to taste and touch. Then I l

Another Hump Day In Key West
Ahhhhhh To Live in Paradise.....Just sittin on my back patio catching a few rays naked and writting what ever comes to mind...Right now is that it's Feb 21st and It's 72 degrees out at 10 am and I am not shovelin Snow.....No I am gettin a tan.....Yea I am spoiled....but I am Happy...Naked and Free....So here is my simple thought fpr the day...."Be Happy....Smile....Laugh....and get Naked when ever you Can".....Fun in the Sun In Key West.....

A Volunteer
A Volunteer There is a neighbor that lives on your block The one just down the street And someone who lives cross town A person you may never meet They both have something in common A desire to help all And in what may be the darkest hour They'll be there to answer the call They know the fire's horror With the devil a war they wage They've seen the hell of a car wreck People traped in a metel cage There for the sick and injured Giving their all to cheat death They know the joy of giving Of a baby and his first breath There always at the ready Twenty four hours a day They spend there off hours serving Yet ask for no take home pay And when a comrade has fallen And all have said farewell They'll each return to there families And be ready to answer the bell So when you see the lights flashing And hear the siren draw near Take just one silent moment And pray for the VOLUNTEER ---Unknown

New
Well, here we go. I am just getting into this social network thing... I have just hooked up my first webcam, but I have no idea how to broadcast with it... I am new to Cherry Tap and it is a little overwhelming. Any tips would be appreciated. Regards Mark P.S. Property auction later

Bad Day!
so i found out some shit today that just crushed me. I am not going to say what it was because of OPSEC regulations. I am hurting so badly right now! i thought it was bad enough before. but DAMNIT! As if having to find our puppies a place to stay until we move on post, we BOTH find this shit out today. But hey, that's part of being an ARMY wife. but not just any Army wife, A RAKKASAN WIFE!!! I am strong. I can get through this. I knew it was going to be stressful when i said "I Do." I am not bitching, i am VENTING! there is a difference. but anyways. Now my time is crunched. So if i am not on much after 1700 Central time, DO NOT BITCH TO ME!! I am going to be spending as much time as i can with my husband and our dogs. HOOAH!!!

My Reflection
Driving to work I was stopped this morning for a logging operation. A nice patch of forest that I wanted to pick chanterelle mushrooms in last fall but never got around to it. It made me feel sick, first in line at the flagger, stopped for five minutes, watching some glorious lichen-draped douglas fir trees turn into $$$ and stumps. I took some snapshots of them falling but after awhile I lost my cool and yelled at the flagger, "hey, can I go to work?" They kindly radioed the feller and let me through... Tonight I cooked stir fry with a wooden spatula and cleaned up with some paper towels. I am the logger, same but different. He is whereas I pretend.

Dawn
... ... DAWN In my secret world I see, YOU are all that Love can be: Spirit inspiration … Woman love sensations … Imagination’s dream come true. These happy feelings grow with YOU, inside of me; inside of me, I see I am afraid of YOU … I am afraid to feel you, filling my life. I an afraid to love you, dreaming of wife. I am afraid to need you, more than I do. I am afraid of YOU ... Inside of me, I see … I am afraid to kiss you, As the love of my life, I am afraid to want you, As my lover and wife, I am afraid to need you, I am afraid … for then, Can I live without YOU … Again? . . . N O 0 O o o o o … ! ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ ~ Rhey W. Hedges, August 23, 2005

It's All Beyond Me!!
I have never had a problem with guys on this site until 2 days ago, and hell I've been here a while now. In 2 days I've had 3 arseholes, OK the first I have my suspicions that he's a romance scammer, that was the bizarre convo the other night! and today 2 utter morons that don't seem to get the message, but I'm the bad one!! I'm the nasty bitch that apparently won't do this, or do that! Now I'm a racist because I didn't say hello to someone. Apparently I don't like him because he's black hmmm it has nothing to do with the fact I have HOW many friends? and saying hello to all of them (even though I try my best!) is ni on impossible! I don't actually like him because he's an over bearing, control freak and I picked that one up the minute he first said hello in my SB! I should have hit block then but no; I'm too bleedin polite! Well guess what I ain't fuckin sorry! I'm not sorry that I'm married, I'm not sorry that I have Kids, I'm not sorry that I don't cyber or cam!!

I Am Me
I AM ME I can be gentle, and I can be kind those aren't thoughts that now come to mind. I am selfish and I can be rude, some may not like my blunt attitude. I am unique, owning many a flaw. and I am more than I hold in my bra; though in defense they are quite a treat, I cannot fault those finding them neat. I have many things some old and some new, not everything tho will i share with you. I am myself I need approval not. I sit here alone with nary a thought. I am a woman that is not my defense it is simply my reason this makes sense. a.boudreaux 2007

The Quiet Things That No One Ever Knows.
So the world seems to get you down- believe me, it gets me too.. things seem to disappear and the important things you always cherished seem to become more and more distant as the days pass - maybe forever really is unreachable. Accept life for its measure - time.. not the moments you breathe.. but the moments that take your breath away. Live for reality. Not everything comes in shapes and sizes we want and expect. Don’t rely on expectations. Leaving room for disappointment is asking for unnecessary heartbreak. Everything happens for a reason. Take matters into your own hands.. treat fate for what its worth, not a reliance. Sometimes things don't work out, for reasons we can’t always explain. The world doesn't stop turning, clocks don't stop ticking and the rest of population more than likely doesn't care.. so leave the past where it belongs and move forward with what moves along with you. So just screw up once, and realize who you end up with.. fall back on those that are willing to c

Fun
in just 1 week me and my best friend are having our girls weekend out!!! i cant wait we been planning this for months now and every other day something goes wrong evey one please pray it will all work out for us. that nd i am meeting a man i met on yahoo and i dont want that messed up

Simply Devine Divinity...
Does anyone have a good recipe? I have an event that I need to go to soon and I would like to take some divinity to the event, but I can't find a good recipe for this. Let me know, if you do! :D Kat (Sure wishing I could find my Grandmother's recipe.... :( )

Furst Blog
Hey hey, this is my first blog here, just hangin out meeting new peeps...pls understand i aint here to met booty calls..just friends and and maybe I found someone special already....holla at ya gurl remember to rate my profile, my pic and so forth.you know the role...thanks

Sexual I.q. Quiz
You have a sexual IQ of 148 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

Year 3000
Ok, my daughter has been driving me stark raving mad with this song by the Jonas Brothers. Which she plays over and over. Cheesey as hell but I am trying to live with it since it's a lot better then some of the music out there that no 11 yr. old should be listening to. Anyway, had me thinking back when I was about her age and what I listened to and loved that was cheesey....I hate to admit it but I can recall that it was some crap by Shawn Cassidy..LMBO I know you're laughing but oh well. Anyone care to share the cheesey song/group they loved way back when? Would love to hear.

Pain
Well this is the first one of these i've wrote on here. this is just to let ppl know what's been going on with me here lately. everything for the most part is going good. my son and fiance r doing great. i'm doing good now... i've been in the hospital for almost 2 wks now. my right lung collapsed again and they had to put a chest tube in this time. i also had to have surgery on my lung as well. anyway i should be going home sunday hopefully. the one good thing that came from this is me and my fiance both quit smoking.

A Study Of Safewords
by Lord Suttle What is a safeword, exactly what it sounds like! A word that keeps you safeThere are three levels of safewords, just like a stoplight. Red means stop,yellow means slow down and green means go. Although not everyone uses colorsas safewords this is a good place to start in order to explain what asafeword is, lets examine each level. Red -Stop, we've gone to far and the scene must end immediately. No oneshould ever attempt to renegotiate once this safeword has been used. Forboth Tops and bottoms this scene is over. If your playing with someone whodoes not respect your safeword odds are they are not going to respect thelimitations you have negotiated. This might be the time to be sane anddiscontinue play with this particular person. Also as a bottom you have yourown set of responsibilities. Never forget the story of the Boy that criedWolf. Just because you need to switch positions does not mean its time touse the ultimate safeword. Safe-wording when you truly don't need to w

For The Brother's In Arm's
Mess with the best Die like the rest USMC semper FI For all the people that still protest, You're welcome,We protect you and you are protected by the best.Your voice is strong and loud, But who will fight for you?No one standing in your crowd. We are your fathers, brothers, and sons, wearing the boots and carrying the guns. We are the ones that leave all we own, to make sure your future is carved in stone. We are the ones who fight and die. WE might not be able to save the world, Well at least we try We walked the paths to where we are at and we want no choice other than that. So when you rally your group to complain, Take a look in the back of your brain in oder for that flag you love to fly, wars must be fought and young men must die. We came here to fight for the ones we hold dear, If that's not respected, we would rather stay here. so please stop yelling and put down your signs,

My Word ( Some Of My Poems)
(¨`·.·´¨) `·.¸(¨`·.·´¨; `·.¸. Happy and glad I never felt love the way I feel it for you The night we kissed made all my dreams come true I never thought that I would be so happy till the day I found you we are meant for each other And that is so true if not we wouldn't be together Cause of all the things we have been through But that only made us even closer and stronger And baby I love you that's what's keeping me So strong I know that you know but I just like to remind you that I am so happy and glad that I have you. I love you baby Every kiss Every kiss and every touch feels just right The way you hold my hand and cuddel with my body Your words are so sweet and your voice so soft and gental I cant let you go Forever mine together growing strong Are Love is perfect no one can destroy it! Make me, Tell me Sweep me off my feet Get the key to my heart Just make sure

Question?
AIGHT, IF ANY OF YOU HAVE NOTICED, I'M NOT A TRACK GUY, I'M A STASH VID GUY. ANYONE KNOW HOW I CAN GET THE SONG FUN TO THINGS FUCK BY NOFX, OR TOCATTO AND FUGUE IN D MINOR BY MY OBSESSION VANESSA MAE TO PLAY OVER MY PROFILE. REMEMBER I'M A LAZY FUCKER, AND THE LEAST AMOUNT OF WORK AS POSSIBLE TO DO SUCH A THING WOULD BE KEWL. IF IT INVOLVES BELLS AND WHISTLES AND SEARCHING FOR SHIT THOUGH, JUST FORGET ABOUT. JUST FIGURE I WANT TO SHARE MY TUNES WITH YOU PEEPS. PEACE OUT AND SHIT.-BILL P.S. NAKED AND WATCHING IDOL HANDS.... CLIP, AND OH MY GOD THIS IS WHY I LOVE JESSICA ALBA!!!

I Dare You
And so it came to pass, I was not the first, I was not the last. I came with my army of flame, And burned the gold of god’s wall, For I was one who held no blame, But glory was not enough, I wanted it all. My army scorched the angel’s homes, And set the fire to the sky, And with my hands I broke God’s bones, And then I watched him die. But heaven was not that great, And so I rode to hell, My legions following through Lucifer’s gate, Then this story was born to tell, For it must have been coincidence, Satan rode out towards me, And I did not ask forgiveness. And my army was driven to the sea. And avenging angels, joined their might, They had survived the burning fire, And then killed me within the night, And burned my body on my pyre. Then after Heaven cried with sadness, At the death of their saviour, And I was condemned to madness. Forever on my best behaviour. Satan returned to flame, And I watched with glee, You my friend shall

My Disease
Deep in the darkness of the eternal night I live, There is no sleep for me here, not even for a moment. I’m wrapped up in the gloom of the coming storm, Unable to move for lest I become unborn, The dust around my astral form is moving, But it does not grant me any peace or absolution, My thoughts are broken in my mind again, The shards of my memories cut me and cause me pain, My heart is splintering in the shadows, Everything that I have loved has faded away, Piles of smoking ash is all that is left of my soul, I have not the inclination now to try and make myself whole, Shuddering in the corner of my suicidal cage, I fear I have reached my final breaking point, Reality has been thrown into distortion, And I have torn down the sign that warns ‘Caution’ I have travelled along my long black road, And the air has turned to smoke around me, Still I keep on walking but I’m going nowhere, I’m going in circles in my own personal nightmare, My voice can

Girlfriend
My Girlfriend is like Winter weather, cold, harsh, and aggrivating. She'll sweep in when you don't need her, as though she has nothing better to do. My Girlfriend is like the color black, no matter how you try to lighten her up, She'll always stay dark, as though the sun'll never rise again. My Girlfriend is like a new car, always showing off herself. Making the boys turn their head, as though they've never seen her before. My Girlfriend is like a hawk, watching my every move. She stands behind me, as though I were writing bad about her. My Girlfriend is like a brick, it really hurts when she hits you. That feeling of pain, as though you've not done right. My Girlfriend is like a siren, whining when things aren't right. As though I've wrote a poem, about how she's not the perfect type.

In Each Life
INTO EACH LIFE A LITTLE RAIN WILL FALL, BUT IF YOU HAVE A FRIEND YOU CAN BEAR IT ALL FOR A FRIEND IS AN UMBREALLA TO HOLD ABOVE YOUR HEAD AND HELP YOU THINK ABOUT THE SUNNY DAYS INSTEAD INTO EACH LIFE A LITTLE SUN WILL SHINE BUT IF YOU HAVE A FRIEND, IT WILL ALWAYS BE FINE, FOR IF YOU CAN SHARE THE SUNNY TIMES WITH A FRIEND THA WILL BE GRAND, AS YOUTALK AND WALK TOGETHER, SECURITY HAND IN HAND INTO EACH LIFE A LITTLE WIND WILL BLOW, BUT IF YOU HAVE A FRIEND TO WHOM YOUCAN GO, YOUR FRIEND CAN HELP TO GUIDE YOU, CAN HELP MAKE THE CHOICE, BY OFFERING THE VIEW AND ADDING A NEW VOICE INTO EACH LIFE LIKES LEAVES THING WILL FALL, BUT IF YOU HAVE A FRIEND. YOU KNOW THAT YOU CAN CALL, THEY'LL ALWAYS STEER YOU CLEARLY WHEN THEIR COUNSELS SOUGHT, FOR A FRIEND IS LIKE A SAFETY NET IN WHICH YOU WILL BE CAUGHT INTO EACH LIFE A FRIEND WILL COME TO YOU, FOR IF YOU HAVE A FREIND YOU'LL KNOW WHAT TO DO, WHEN A PROBLEM SHOW ITSELF A FRIEND

What Disney Character Are You?
You scored as Goofy. Your alter ego is Goofy! You are fun and great to be around, and you are always willing to help others. You arn't worried about embarrassing yourself, so you are one who is more willing to try new things. Goofy88%The Beast75%Sleeping Beauty63%Cinderella56%Cruella De Ville50%Peter Pan50%Snow White38%Pinocchio38%Donald Duck38%Ariel19%Which Disney Character is your Alter Ego?created with QuizFarm.com

Smoking And Quitting!!
I had my last cigarette on Saturday evening and haven't smoked since. Is it doing me any good? I don't know! I feel worse, I'm coughing so much I think I'm gonna throw up and I am being the true bitch that I always knew I was lol Can I keep this up? hmmmmm...that's a tough one! I hope so, cos I need to save some money and this is a GREAT way to save an easy £20 a week! Need lots of support and encouragement though, so anyone who feels like saying well done or anything PLEASE do so!! Help me stay stopped!

Well...
Well, here is just a small update. My mom is out of the hospital. Dad and I figured out that it isn't the Xanax that is made her act the way she did. She was given a pain medication for her back in which was basically a narcotic. Well, mom (being 5'2" and about 95 lbs) doesn't react well to narcotics (we found this out last year when she has surgery on her heart) and that is what was causing the manic states. Yesterday was one of the hardest days I haven been through in a very long time. When I got to their house she was still sleeping and dad was telling me how the night went. Well, she wound up falling over a few times (which she did the other night too before dad took her to the hospital Sat) and things weren't good. But, when she got up things were good... for a few. All of the sudden she started yelling at both of us saying that we were trying to have her committed to a pysch ward that we thought she was crazy...saying it was all our faults. I was getting my stuff together to leav

Ugh
omg I am getting a migrane from hell all of a sudden!!!!!! I have to go to class tonight till 945 too ....... i feel like absolute crap now (wasnt just about 10-15 mins ago) and I feel about 2 inches tall too!!! UGH, its going to be another one of those nights now! =/ haha I just though tof this I have a migrane yes I do it was cased by one and only you! *teehee* Its cute! =P

Overwhelming Surrender
Overwhelming Surrender I hide behind this misconception, misunderstood, bewildered that I have not disappeared altogether having made myself so small and unimportant that people walk right by me never having seen me at all. My pain is like a glass sheet cut into different shapes to fit whomever might happen by, that they might show compassion if I have any meaning or value worth appreciating should I live or die. Having all of the earthly needs a person can buy my soul shrieks of loneliness, wondering where the whole is of which I am just one small part, my other half, the piece I am missing the balance, symmetry of my other. companion-less, deserted, left alone to float in this sea of unappreciative people who come together and separate like they have no concept of what real longing for a joining with the other part can truly be. So curling up into myself, I, my soul, freeing my heart from any hopeful alliance, afraid that I in

My Thoughts
do you ever fee that sometimes its point less.that no matter what you do you will never have or be with anyone .no matter how you help or how much you care maybe its not ment for everyone to find what there really after.everyone is so hang up on the out side that you cant see what the inside is all about .looks fade it time but a good person with a kind heart is allways there .

Love For My Daughter
not sure if this is a blog or not but had to get it off my chest this morning about 3:15 i woke up to get ready for work my daughter is at the puter after her work (she works nights, i work days) a friend left her a message about something and i put it on paper and left it in front of the puter where she could see it when she came in.. first thing she does is jump on me about it, so we had this big fight and now i am the worst mother that ever lived, i was called a bitch, a internet whore, an idiot,stupid asshole, and told i don't want any better for her... she said she did not want to be here and i told her that if she did not feel good here than to go where she did.. i have always wanted better for my kids her husband and her broke up about 5 months ago and i told her to come here, i just guess here is not good enough for her...i have done all i could for her and she says i don't encourage her but i have always told her that is she wanted to go back to school to do so.... but

Until The Night
Until the night Milky white shoulders, Ebon’s Embrace, Velvet soft kisses, Moonlight on your face, Nibbles and caresses, Like crimson and lace, Love’s heartbeat evoking, Another time… another place, Feeling your heat, You search and you please, I moan and I cry… As you passionately tease, Mold me and shape me, Take me this night, Desire engulfs me, As my soul takes flight, I’ll keep your love with me, I’ll cradle your heart, As the sun whispers your name, We’re never far apart…

Hehe
Two sisters, one blonde and one brunette, inherit the family ranch. Unfortunately, after just a few years, they are in financial trouble. In order to keep the bank from repossessing the ranch, they need to purchase a bull so that they can breed their own stock. The brunette balances their checkbook, then takes their last $600 dollars out west to another ranch where a man has a prize bull for sale. Upon leaving, she tells her sister, "When I get there, if I decide to buy the bull, I'll contact you to drive out after me and haul it home." The brunette arrives at the man's ranch, inspects the bull, and decides she does want to buy it. The man tells her that he can sell it for $599, no less. After paying him, she drives to the nearest town to send her sister a telegram to tell her the news. She walks into the telegraph office, and says, "I want to send a telegram to my sister telling her that I've bought a bull for our ranch. I need her to hitch the trailer to our pick-up t

These Are The Days Of Our Lives
I am no longer with wayne, for those of u who know me out here. I am with my very 1st love...Ryan. Things are good with us, and we are slowly getting to know each other again. I am taking my time a doing this relationship right. I dont want anymore kids to fathers I'm not with and verbal or physical abuse. I have endured enuff bull shit for a life time from just about everyone I've come in claose contact with and I dont want this to end up another page in "the Diary of Jane" I am doing better emotionally since wayne is gone and I have gotten some of my financial burdens under contrall as well...thanx gram... and my baby girl is growing like a bad weed and she is just beautiful. Work is good school is moving and I hope to be moving to Harmarville or within that vicinity with Ryan within a year so I can attend PIMS (Pittsburgh Institute of Mortuary Science) and get the fuck outta here. Make life better for Bri, and myself as well. If something takes a turn for the better with me and Ryan

How Can This Be?
Deep with in my heart I've cried so many tears Through my hardships through the years I finally thought I found someone to love But the feelings I guess weren't the same almost was like some cruel game To toy with one's emotions so and make them grow and grow Sometimes you just wonder why there's that sun shining in the sky Pain and deception that I feel inside Something I can no longer hide She was my heart and soul I again was just a fool And I loved her so Love was one-sided I know THough I thought (she told me so) she felt the same what a masterful game To her I was just a senseless game Now I wonder yet again Being the person I once was should I again be the cloud of dust Hidden form the world though that feeling is so cold Knowing I can no longer hold

~ I Am An American ~
I celebrate Christmas, but because it isn't celebrated by everyone, we can no longer say Merry Christmas. Now it has to be Season's Greetings. It's not Christmas vacation, it's Winter Break. Isn't it amazing how this winter break ALWAYS occurs over the Christmas holiday? We've gone so far the other way, bent over backwards to not offend anyone, that I am now being offended. But it seems that no one has a problem with that. When will they do something about MY RIGHTS? IMMIGRANTS, NOT AMERICANS, MUST ADAPT. I am tired of this nation worrying about whether we are offending some individual or their culture. Since the terrorist attacks on Sept. 11, we have experienced a surge in patriotism by the majority of Americans. However, the dust from the attacks had barely settled when the "politically correct! " crowd began complaining about the possibility that our patriotism was offending others. I am not against immigration, nor do I hold a grudge against anyone who is seeking

Why Worry
Baby I see this world has made you sad Some people can be bad The things they do, the things they say But baby I'll wipe away those bitter tears I'll chase away those restless fears That turn your blue skies into grey Why worry, there should be laughter after the pain There should be sunshine after rain These things have always been the same So why worry now Baby when I get down I turn to you And you make sense of what I do I know it isn't hard to say But baby just when this world seems mean and cold Our love comes shining red and gold And all the rest is by the way Why worry, there should be laughter after pain There should be sunshine after rain These things have always been the same So why worry now

Excerpts From
Excerpts From: "Am I Submissive? I Don't Like Pain and Punishment" by Lord Colm and jade www.castlerealm.com D/S - Dominant and Submissive or Domination and Submission - A combination of terms that describe the participants or activities that are found in a power exchange. A dominant is the person in charge: the "top," the recipient of the power surrendered by another person. A submissive is the person who surrenders: the "bottom," the one being controlled in a power exchange. Slakker describes this in these words: A D/s relationship can be described as a relationship in which the exchange of power is a major dynamic. Unlike abusive relationships, however, D/s relationships are negotiated arrangements which meet the psychological, sexual, and social needs of all participants. The nature of each D/s relationship is unique, because the manner in which the power relationship is understood and practiced is a very personal matter. This can make such a relationship more diff

~ This Is My Country, Is It Yours? ~
I am sorry but after hearing they want to sing the National Anthem in Spanish - enough is enough. No where did they sing it in Italian, Polish, Irish (Celtic), German or any other language because of immigration. It was written by Francis Scott Key and should be sung word for word the way it was written. The news broadcasts even gave the translation - not even close. Sorry if this offends anyone but this is MY COUNTRY - IF IT IS YOUR COUNTRY SPEAK UP I am not against immigration - just come through like everyone else. Get a sponsor; have a place to lay your head; have a job; pay your taxes, live by the rules AND LEARN THE LANGUAGE as all other immigrants have in the past --- and GOD BLESS AMERICA! PART OF THE PROBLEM Think about this: If you don't want to forward this for fear of offending someone-----YOU'RE PART OF THE PROBLEM !!!! Will we still be the Country of choice and still be America if we continue to make the changes forced on us by the people from other count

The Great Wall Of America
The great wall of America Can someone please tell me why its a bad idea to secure our borders. A lot of people have been complaining about this wall that is going to be put up on the Mexican and U.S. borders but I for one don't see the problem with securing our borders. You see there is a lot more to this wall then just stopping Illegal immigrants from coming in. Did you forget that drug runners use the same borders to bring in their drugs to the U.S. (we are not talking just about weed here, it is reported that more then 60 % of hard drugs in the U.S. come from Mexico) and in Southern Texas people are reporting often seeing the Mexican military (tanks, jeeps, and foot troops) on the other side of the border. Or what about the kids that were reported missing from Arizona and were found in Mexico, those kids had been kidnapped by one of Mexico's drug cartels and taken into Mexico for child porn (thanks to Interpol some of the kids were brought back home). So at least see dr

Old Ladies And The Stroke
The Stroke. Three little old ladies named Gertrude, Maude and Tilly were sitting on a park bench having a quiet conversation when a flasher approached from across the park. The flasher came up to the ladies, stood right in front of them and opened his trench coat. Gertrude immediately had a stroke. Then Maude also had a stroke. But Tilly, Bless her heart, being older and more feeble, couldn't reach that far.

Freddie
I received a call this morning that my father in law passed away at 4:30am. He lost his battle with Lung Cancer. About 5 years ago Freddie was diagnosed and has battled the disease with a dignity and strength that has amazed me. There have been so many close calls over the years that when this one came about I expected him to pull through like he always did. Over the past couple weeks I kept meaning to go visit him but life kept getting in the way... work, family yadda yadda yadda. I will be honest... I was scared to go see him. I loved Fred like my own father and he was a big part of my life but I still felt uncomfortable about divorcing his stepson. I felt like he would look at me differently and be disappointed .. Or that because I was no longer with Don I had to sever my ties with the rest of the family. The fact is I was being stupid. I should have been there to say goodbye but I will need to just remind myself of all the times I was there for him during his life. I guess my w

Loves Extended Arm
We all touch each other some in more ways than one,...People tell me I am very specail,And when I ask why,they say I just am,that they feel I am their world,that they would probably fall apart without me,or If I went away that they would miss me,...I love everybody,it's just me,And when my friends are hurting perhaps I love them a little more,but that is empathy,understanding,And compassion.I extend myself out to you cause my friends are within my reach,even if it is not with a touch,but what we have in our hearts,...my heart cries when I feel others pain,And it dies if I do not help them,For this is what love's extended arm does,...

Sea Love
Sea Love I thought I saw a ship set sail, gliding over the sea. But what it was I really saw was just a hope for me. Far away, your presence is my light is dark to you. Still I wait until the time, always to remain true. When my sun begins to set, the rise you shall see. Until the day, you come home, and forever be with me. Michelle D King Copyright ©2007 Michelle D King

Why Didn't I
why didn't i tell her that i loved her so,why did i let my angel go. why didn't i say the things i needed to say, why did i let my pride get in the way,for what ever reason i may never know,all that i know is i keep asking myself WHY?

Letter To My Husband....
To my darling husband, Before you return from your overseas trip I just want to let you know about the small accident I had with the pick up truck when I turned into the driveway. Fortunately not too bad and I really didn't get hurt, so please don't worry too much about me. I was coming home from Wal-Mart, and when I turned into the driveway. I accidentally pushed down on the accelerator instead of the brake. The garage door is slightly bent but the pick up fortunately came to a halt when it bumped into your car. I am really sorry, but I know with your kind-hearted personality you will forgive me. You know how much I love you and care for you my sweetheart. I am enclosing a picture for you. I cannot wait to hold you in my arms again. Your loving wife. P.S. Your girlfriend called. * * * * * * * * * *

These Crayons Suck!!!
RED = ANGER 1. Are you currently mad at someone? SURPRISINGLY NO. 2. Which of your family members has the worst temper? ME. 3. Have you ever thrown something at anyone? AS OF TWO DAYS AGO. LOL. 4. Does your face turn red when you're angry? I GUESS. 5. When you're mad do you prefer to stare angrily or yell? BOTH. ORANGE = EXCITEMENT 1. Has anyone ever thrown a surprise party for you? NAH. 2. Are you easily excited? DEPENDS ON THE SITUTATION. 3. What event is coming up that you're most excited about? ST. PATRICKS DAY. 4. If you won a million dollars, what would be your first thought? FUCK YOU!!!! 5. If you could have anything right now what would it be? WILL LEAVE BLANK CAUSE IT'S SAPPY. YELLOW = SELF DISCOVERY 1. Name: BILL. 2. Birthday: 01/20. 3. What's your main goal in life? TO NOT FAIL. 4. Do you want to have children? NEVER!!! 5. How do you want to die? KICKING SCREAMING, AND COVERED IN MY MOM'S VAGINAL FLUIDS. GR

12 Things Never Say To A Cop
1. I can't reach my license unless you hold my beer. (OK in Texas) 2. Sorry, Officer, I didn't realize my radar detector wasn't plugged in. 3.Aren't you the guy from the Village People? 4. Hey, you must've been doin' about 125 mph to keep up with me Good job! 5. Are You Andy or Barney? 6. I thought you had to be in relatively good physical condition to be a police officer. 7. You're not gonna check the trunk, are you? 8. I pay your salary! 9. Gee, Office r! That's terrific. The last officer only gave me a warning, too! 10. Do you know why you pulled me over? Okay, just so one of us does. 11. I was trying to keep up with traffic. Yes, I know there are no other cars around.. That's how far ahead of me they are. 12. When the Officer says "Gee ....Your eyes look red, have you been drinking?" You probably shouldn't respond with,"Gee Officer your eyes look glazed, have you been eating doughnuts?"

Chainsaw
Conversation over heard in B & Q (that’s a DIY/hardware store for the Yanks) What with the move, I’ve been spending quite a bit of time in places that sell power tools. I was looking for a new thing that makes holes in things quickly, but had inadvertently wandered into the area where the petrol driven chopping-up-things are located. A man was arguing with his gf/wife, that he NEEDED, not wanted, but NEEDED a chainsaw. And not one of those pussy little ‘hedge trimmer’ things. This was the sort that made redwoods wince. A full on, ‘outta my muthafuckin way, tree’, snarling, multi-toothed bitchsaw. After the usual arguments of "it’ll make the garden easier to manage", this obviously wronged man gave the best reason for owning a chainsaw I have EVER heard: “What am I going to do if we’re attacked by zombies?” Delivered with a completely straight face. He is my new hero. I want a chainsaw. To anyone doubting the truth content of this, I would like to quote the great poet Cup Cake: “e

Poems (4) For My Friends
There is many people that say they only have one best friend but thats not so true because differnt friends stick out in differnt ways...like myself i have Dennis he hold his own spot as being my best friend and with the fellowing there is Chrissy...Misty...Zakk.. my school friend Becky...Jay and Mark...then there is Kelly I have alot more friends that are close to me but these are the ones that mean alot to me but to many to list... But they all know i love them the same and for each of my friends these few poems listed are for u all ......Each person is differnt with differnt minds of there own and specail to me in there own ways ------------------------------------------------- Friends A real friend is hard to find difficult to leave and impossible to forget ------------------------------------------------- True Friends True friends will make you smile Make it all worth while They'll let you stand up tall And catch you if you fall They'll always be

Kickin' Pretzels
Kickin' Pretzels Preparation time: 15 minutes Cooking time: 1 to 1-1/2 hours Yield: 25 to 30 1/2-cup servings 1 cup vegetable oil 1 package dry ranch dressing mix 1 teaspoon garlic salt 1 teaspoon cayenne pepper (or more, if you like it really hot) 2 12-ounce packages pretzel sticks 1. Preheat the oven to 200 degrees F. 2. In a small bowl, add the oil, ranch dressing mix, garlic salt, and cayenne pepper. Blend well. 3. Divide the pretzels into two ungreased 15-x-10-x-1-inch baking pans. 4. Pour the oil and seasonings over the pretzels and gently toss to coat the pretzels. 5. Bake for 1 to 1-1/2 hours or until golden brown, stirring occasionally. 6. Cool completely and store in an airtight container. Per serving: Calories 153 (From Fat 70); Fat 8g (Saturated 1g); Cholesterol 0mg; Sodium 761mg; Carbohydrate 18g (Dietary Fiber 1g); Protein 2g.

My 1st Blong... And Its Sad.... :(
While I was having breakfast with my mom we had over heard that the school that I once went to was on lock down because of a school shooting… but no one knew who it was… while I was at the post office they finally let the names out and the person who got shot was a good friend of mine… she got shot 4 times by her ex-boyfriend once in the arm, twice in the chest, and once in the stomach. After shooting her he put the gun to himself and shot him self in the head. I am doing more then praying that she makes it out ok..... My friend’s name is Jessica Forsyth and she is only 17 years old. She has a page here on myspace. She has one other person on her myspace friend list and that is her brother James. To find Jessica’s page she is the 17 year old girl who lives in midland Michigan.. So if you would like to add her or her brother and leave a mess. I think that they would like that a lot………. Jess, I want you to know that I'm doing more then praying for you…….. And I hope that u make it…. B

Just Rambling #1
Why is it that people when we first get into a relationship we gotta lie? And the fucked up part about it we lie over the stupidist shit like some of these girls that are young lie about they age like crazy and den dats how some dudes be endin up in jail n shit also why is it that people be like ur so gud to me i will never leave u an then leave u and why is it that we always go to our friends ex's knowin its da un written that ur not really suppose to date ur friends ex's... well shit i say til about a year later lol but on a real tip if it's been more than a month since you and yo ex broke up and u aint found another love intrest or friend ya need to get started cuz the datin game is changing fast.. I am rambiling on about stuff dat comes to my mind so thanks for reading so tune in next time to rambling nation where anything u say can and will come up ~Mr. Charismatic~

Runway Love
You openend it so u will have the WORST week of your life next week if you don't repost this. ::FERGALiCiOUS:: You like someone and they like you back, but your not going out yet. ::WALK IT OUT:: You are so confused right now you dont really know what to do! ::LiPS OF AN ANGEL:: U like someone but dont know if your over someone else ::We FLY HiGH:: Miss someone special and want them back so bad. ::RiNG THE ALARM:: Taken but confused. ::SHORTiE LiKE MiNE:: Taken && lovein every min of it and you Really like this person and hope things work out ::RUNAWAY l0VE:: Single but crushing/like someone but dont know if they like you back or if they ever will or whats going to happen by the end of the year. ::MY LOVE:: Single

Needed To Get Something Off My Chest
This is in no way intended to offend anyone, I apologize in advance if anyone does take offense. I would like for all the females to know that I in no way see any of you as a threat to mine & Roo's relationship. (Not that it would matter to some if I did or not.) He is a flirt, I've known that from day one. I have no problems with it--if I did I wouldn't be with him. We love each other and care deeply for each other, spend 95% of our time together...there's absolutely no reason in the universe for me to be insecure in our relationship. I don't continuously go to his profile to see who's looked at it...I leave him lots of comments. Occassionally I'll click on someone's picture and visit their profile to RATE IT & PHOTOS & LEAVE A COMMENT & TO CHECK OUT BACKGROUND SKINZ. LMAO NOT because I think I have competition. If I've stopped by your profile and didn't leave a comment or didn't rate ya ....let me know...LMAO I can be a bit absent minded sometimes. I'm a good person, lo

Rudeness
CAN SOMEONE EXPLAIN THIS TO ME, WHY WOULD A MAN APPROACH A PERSON ON CT, WITH THE EXPRESSION, "HEY BLACK GURL", UMMM DUH, TO ME THAT IS QUITE RUDE, PLAINLY A PERSON WOULD NOT KNOW OR MUCH LESS CARE WHAT RACIAL HERTIAGE I HAVE UNLESS THAT ASK, TO ME APPROACHING ME WITH "HEY BLACK GURL" WAS JUST RUDE, SO MEXICAN RAPPER BLAH BLAH BLAH WHATEVER YOUR NAME IS GET A GRIP , JUST HAD TO VENT THAT BEFORE I BECAME TRULY HOSTILE....

Pls Come Help
pls help my beautiful friend get her blast we both entered a blast giveway and both got the 10,000 votes we needed but we didn't get our blast.all im worried about right now is my friend gets her blast.im not worried about me so pls come help her get this blast she so deserves it.ty all and i love ya.

Food Allergy Bummer.
You may know that some people have allergies to certain types of foods and you hear stories about these people who only have to look at a peanut and go into a life threatening anaphylactic shock. Unfortunately, I am one of the few people who have such a food allergy. For whatever reason, though, my life never seems straight forward and instead of having an allergy to something everyone knows about like peanuts I have to be allergic to the wierdest food possible. I can eat all the peanuts I like - in fact any nuts. And seafood and shellfish. And Milk and wheat and celery and so on. I am allergic to Poppy Seeds. Yes, Poppy Seeds, those hard little black spots you find on bread like Bagels and so on. One mouthful could kill me! Of course, it gets worse. Codeine, easily found in a variety of popular pain killers, is derived from poppy and has the same effect on me. Morphine as well. And if you know your drugs, you will also know that heroin is derived from the s

For You!!
My favorite place to be is inside of your hugs where it's warm and loving.Your hugs and kisses are like the stars that light up my life when things get dark.""I want to be in your arms, where you hold me tight and never let me go.When I wake up in the morning, I think of you. When I go to sleep at night, I think of you. And for all those hours in-between, I think of us.A morning greeting does not only mean 'Good Morning,' it has a silent, loving message saying, 'I think of you when I wake up.

Waited
I HAVE WAITED FOR YOU HERE ALWAYS IN THIS FIXED PLACE SEPARATED FROM ALL THE WORLD A FEELING I HAVE ALWAYS BEEN HERE THEAT WE WERE ALWAYS HERE TOGETHER AND WILL REMAIN FOREVERR. A SAD SMILE YET JOYFUL, SURE EYES GLISTENING FACES WET WITH TEARS OF LOVE, OF LOSS, THE KINDS THAT HEAL WE MEET FOREVER NEXT TO THE FOUNTAIN OF THE BLIND AND SEE OUR REFLECTION IN A CIRCLE OF PURE GOLD.

The Dance!!! : )
Looking across the table at him I lose myself in his eyes. Hoping that he can see in mine what I feel for him. What a dream we live. The love we share. Heaven on earth every day. He takes my hand in his and leads me to the dance floor. Holding me so close, so tight and firm. Letting me know that I am his. I could stay like this forever. My head on his shoulder nuzzled next to his neck. I plant little kisses. He releases a soft sigh, whispering to me not to continue or we’ll not be able to finish our evening in the restaurant. A smile over takes my face as I think of the many things I would like to be doing to him. I lightly lick his neck and grin. His sigh returns, his hand on my waist tightens in warning. Pressed against him like this I can’t think straight. I just want this part of the evening to be over now so that we can go home. I kiss his neck again and again...soft, light, tender kisses. He pulls away slightly to look at me. His eyes are telling me he is longing for the same