Fubar Blog Posts 3

I Just Want To Cry!!!!
I am not one to have emotional breakdowns, but the stress level at work is just getting too much. I have been working 10 - 12 hour days for the past 3 weeks because we are seriously short staffed and there is no end in sight. And they keep piling more and more work on me. Its bad enough that I have double the people to support that I had before, but know they are piling the email migration to Outlook on top of that. I just don't know how much more I can take before I break down in tears.

Changing My Life ..**warning This Blog Is Long And Boring Lol ... **
ok so i just wanted to vent whats been going on in my life just lately ..!! me and hubby came to a mega breaking point a couple of weeks ago which ended in lots of tears and near seperation this is (i think)the last chance the bee all and end all with us ... im not sure exactly whats happened over the last couple of yeasr but we seem to be stuck in a downward spiral constant arguing and not getting along is driving me mad .. i think some of it has to do with not knowing whats gana happen next . i always resigned my self to having lots of kids being mum and wife and little else .. untill last year when we were told that although we can have more children theres a 95 % chance that they will also ( like kaitlin demi and josh ) be very premature causing lots of problems stays in hospital and at worst handicaped for life or death !!! so i dont want to tempt fate and have decided to be very grateful to have 2 beautiful girls who i love and cherish very much !!! but this cha

The Gate
THE GATE Two gates lay before you, each an insight to my mind You need to discover the path you need to take to unwind I will not push you either way you need to make a choice Freewill is bourne within you; listen to your inner voice There is no bad decision, don’t worry you can’t loose For the other gate will open for you all you do is choose In the land of dragons where you have found home Show me all I long to see in the land you love to roam The excitement I feel is one of deep anticipation Show me the sights you have found that give you such elation I want to see for myself if all your stories are true Show me to the fabled gate where we two can walk through I'll gladly hold the gate for you But you must make your own way through The path you lead will take you far I then will watch you from my star To make sure no harm will come to you When a mythical country, you walk through If you are ever lost, or feel any fear Look to my star you know I’m near

I Was There
I was there, Through all the rainy storms I was there, through all your changing forms I was there, when no one else wanted to be I was there, everytime you needed me I was there, when everyone else gave up I was there, when you felt like a worthless lump I was there, when you felt confused I was there, to try to keep you amuzed I was there, when times got really bad I was there, even when you made me mad I was there, when you were hurting inside I was there, to go along for the life long ride I was there, when no one gave a shit I was there, to help you out of the pit I was there, to hold you when you cried I was there, to congradulate you when you tried I was there, when your sky seemed to fall I was there when everyone else made you feel so small I was there, when you started to feel crazy I was there, to push you when you got lazy I was there to help you when you got sick I was there, when the air seemedto be to thick

Refunds
Keep this in mind when you have something to return and the store gives you a hard time - A woman went to a K-Mart service counter and told the clerk she wanted a refund for the toaster she bought because it won't work. The clerk told her that he can't give her a refund because she bought it on special. Suddenly, the woman threw her arms up in the air and started screaming, "RUB MY NIPPLES, RUB MY NIPPLES, RUB MY NIPPLES!" The befuddled clerk ran away to get the store manager in front of a growing crowd of customers. The manager comes to the woman and asks,"Ma'am what's wrong?" She explained the problem with the toaster, and he also told her that he can't give her a refund because she bought it on special. Once again, the woman throws her arms up in the air and screamed, "RUB MY NIPPLES, RUB MY NIPPLES, RUB MY NIPPLES!" and doing so draws an even bigger crowd! In shock, the store manager pleads, "Ma'am, why are you say

The Kiss
Kiss me A woman is in her doctor's office, and suddenly shouts out "Doctor, kiss me!" The Doctor looks at her and says, "It's against the code of ethics to kiss you." About 5 minutes later the woman again shouts out "Doctor, please, kiss me just once!" Again he refuses, apologetically, and says "As a doctor I simply cannot kiss you." Finally, another 10 minutes pass, and the woman pleads with her doctor; "Doctor, Doctor, please kiss me just once!" "Look" he says, "I am sorry. I just CANNOT kiss you. In fact, I probably shouldn't even be screwing you right now."

Best Of Friends (dedicated To My Friends)
here we are years go on remember when love was strong another page turned on by making love by the moonlit light when the first time we kiss and times we both laughed and all the tears you cry my hands guide you by cant believe that you left gone away, need you back cant you see that were meant dont you know how im feelin now we are best of friends right on til the end love you all i can we are best of friends now we are best of friends right on til the end love you all i can we are best of friends now your gone,life goes on not the same,heard our song see your face everywhere i go need you back, i cant go on cant believe that you left gone away, need you back cant you see that were meant dont you know how im feeling we are best of friends right on til the end love you all i can we are best of friends we are best of friends right on til the end love you all i can we are best of friends cant believe that you left gone away, need you

Victoria Christopher Murray
THIS MS. MURRAY IS A VERY TALENTED WRITER. ESPECIALLY FOR CHRISTIANS. TAKE A PEEK AT HER BOOK AND MAYBE BUY IT I WILL. It's that time of the year again! Coming June 19th, my newest novel, The Ex Files will be released. You'll meet four women who are dealing with their exes - we've all had a few of those - and who come together to pray through their challenges. One woman, Sheridan Hart (from Grown Folks Business!) is faith-filled, another, Kendall Stewart, is faithless. Then, there's Vanessa Martin who's weak-willed. And (I hate to admit this, but my favorite) Asia Ingrum, is revenge filled! Please visit my website at www.victoriachristophermurray.com to read the first chapter! And to see if I'll be coming to your city this summer on tour. I hope you'll enjoy The Ex Files and as always, I thank you, thank you, thank you for your continued support. You have no idea how grateful I am for your support and how much I appreciate you! Remember, June 19th! And, please pass the word!

Husband Off The Walll
i want some feedback on this blog.... shouldnt everything in a marriage be equal instead of the male wearing the pants should the women have the right to wear the pants to. a man and woman should be equal when it comes to marriage or any relationship. not in front or in back, unless ur having sex of course. lol. let me know if u feel the same ladies and gentlemen.

Spirit Love
Born to mountains on high An Indian maid gave a first breath sigh Hers was a spirit wild and true Legends of her beauty grew. Soon a young man came Who the maid's spirit would tame Their love burned like a flame But their parents knew only shame The young man was not of Indian land.. Theirs was true love of the heart But her white uncle torn them apart. The young man fell ill His was a broken will without the maid and no love to give He no longer wanted to live. The day the young man's body died His spirit went into a wolf to abide Now he's always by the maid's side He became her spirit's love guide. Look unto Great Spirit'e sky Let not your heart ask why... Watched by wolf spirit's eyes Theirs was a love never to die, Hearts Blessed to be... They still run the wind free With spirits locked together Their love will live forever...

The Reason Why I Pick The Name Blackheart
from day one my life as been black i have a mom who left me when i was born beat me from age of 2 thu 4 and tell this day treats me like a kid she is a coldhearted self center bitch who dose nothing for no one i have a half brother and a half sister my sister is useing drugs and she is a whore really she is she is 16 and have a baby following her moms footsteps my brother never calls me and the only time my mom dose is to tell me abount my brother or sister . a dad who is there but in a way he was never really there a aunt who killed her self a grandmom who has cancer plus the being of parkins i never been truely happy in my life never really smile much no its not a trand this is how i really feel. iam a very depressd person who dose hate the sunlight becuse to me its meaning there is light to everydarkness not true i found that out everytime something happens good in my life its takeen away i no god hates me iam his forsaken son it dont matter how much you pray he dont do nothing and

Joints.....you Should Bump'm
joinys you should be bumping by drow one 1. 2mex&busdriver--minors into fire dope beat, some crazy changes, some next level mc shit... 2. binary star--one man army everything about this cut is sick... 3.awol one & daddy kev--rhythm awol rips it over a dope flute sample... 4. crown city rockers ft. gift of gab--fortitude another 1 for those lyrical heads, beats dope,flows are dope... 5. the coup--fixation a classic...fresh all over the place... 6. quannum mc's--bombonyall again.....everything about this ones dope too... 7. dj cam--i love hiphop good drums, and he freaks a gangstarr sample... 8. edan ft. mr lif--making planets both emcees are dope on a crazy ass edan track, shit is spaced out.. 9. madlib & talib kweli--over the counter talib flips over a super dope madlib beat... 10. ............fuck it......... if anybodys intrested in these cuts or cant find them on their own, ill be happy to hook you up.....let me know.....

A Real Woman
A REAL WOMAN AS A REAL WOMAN .. I STAND BEFORE YOU READY AND WILLING TO ADMIT MY ACCOMPLISHMENTS AS WELL AS MY FLAWS. AS A REAL WOMAN... I GIVE MY ALL IN WHAT EVER I TRY.... AND IF I FAIL I STILL HOLD MY HEAD UP HIGH. AS A REAL WOMAN .... I KNOW THAT I'M BEAUTIFUL AND FINE AS CAN BE... DESPITE THESE EXTRA POUNDS I NEED NO MAN TO BUILD UP MY SELFESTEEM. AS A REAL WOMAN.... I KNOW THAT MY ASSESTS ARE LIKE TREASURE LOCKED WITH CHAIN IN KEY..... AND IN THE WORDS OF MADEA CLINK CLINK.... AS A REAL WOMAN.......I WILL ADMIT THAT A REAL WOMAN CAN GET WEAK .. I THOUGHT I HAD A REAL MAN SO I LET HIM GET BETWEEN MY KNEES. AS A REAL WOMAN.... I KNOW THAT I MUST ACCEPT THAT I AM A MOTHER , SINGLE MOTHER AT THAT....... YEAH DADDY RAN OUT BUT I'M A REAL WOMAN SO I MUST PICK UP THE SLACK AS A REAL WOMAN .... I KNOW ALL YOU MEN AREN'T THE SAME.... JUST CAUSE ONE FAILED ME YOU ALL CAN'T BE TO BLAME. YOU SEE A REAL WOMAN CAN'T BE BROKEN DOWN.. CANT BE PUSHED ASIDE. CAUSE A REAL

Peter Britt's Book News
Hi everyone.... First, I would like to thank all of my new friends here on Cherrytap for your wonderful support, comments, ratings and most importantly, your friendship. I am so happy that Jody got me to come over to CT. I've already met some wonderful people here and making real friends is something I very much cherish. So, thank you all for being a friend. I am truly blessed with this I know and I appreciate all the relationships that are being formed. Secondly, a little news about my book: The opportunity to pre-order my book to get your name on the dedication page is past now. The publisher has all the names of those who pre-ordered and they are presently putting the dedication page together. I will be putting up a new paypal link on my page and in the blogs, bulletins etc to order the book, probably within the next few days. Remember, you can read excerpts from the book on my personal web site to get an idea of what is to come in the book: www.peterbritt.us Thanks again to al

To All My Friends Who Showed The Love...
I really appreciate the gifts and b-day wishes from you all. It definitely made my day. One year older, one year wiser...yeah right. LOL I love you all and will never forget the love. Thanks again. :)

Update On My Niece And Baby
well my niece michelle had her baby lastnight at 7:30. baby Kaitlin weighs 1 pound 13 ounces and is in incubator on respirator. michelle and baby will be in the hospital for the next 10 weeks. I want to thank all of you who have put them in your prayers..please keep praying for they are not out of the woods yet. Hopefully everything is going good and little kaitlin will keep on fighting. God bless you all....peace.

Reflections On The Pursuit Of Happiness
Reflections on the pursuit of happiness With everything that has happened to me as of late, not to mention the passing of my Daddy, recently I've really been taking some time to reflect on some of the things that he shared with me about life. I used to sit on Daddy's lap and he would tell me that I was so smart that I could be anything in this world that I wanted to be. I just had to decide what I truly loved and was passionate about. He told me for years to do what I wanted to do and not let anyone tell you any different because that is what happened with him and Grandpa at the bakery. He wanted so much more for his life and the bakery was not what he wanted. He used to tell me, "Kristina you are something special. I've never had control over your life. Your life is in God's hands and he's looking over you. He has a specific purpose for you and you have to seek it. You are one of God's chosen." I used to sit and think, Gee thanks Dad...No pressure! Bu

Genuflect
ENTRAPMENT, NO OPTION BLEATING GOATS ARE WE I WAS RAISED IN HELL YOU'LL NEVER BURN ME SEARING PAIN, SO FAST LIKE A NUCLEAR BLAST THAT PENETRATES THROUGH RIPE FRUIT BECOMES BRUISED I GO TO MY CORNER IMPATIENTLY WAITING FOR THE NEW WORLD ORDER OUR ASHES DISSAPATING AS THE STREETS FILL WITH BLOOD PROVERBIAL TEXAS FLOOD DISSAPPROVE NOT, FOR TOGETHER, WE WILL ROT 'HE' SEES IT ALL KNOWING I WAS RIGHT ALL ALONG 'HE' WON'T LET YOU FALL ALONE, YOUR WILL DONE CRASHING INTO A FLAMING BRICK WALL ARTERIES SEVERED SUPERCEDING ARGUING ENDINGS STILL CLINGING IN LIFE BELIEVING BLACK ANGELS SINGING IN THE KEY OF DEATH ABSORPTION OFFERING ...SCATTERING...SCREAMING... ...WHAT, NOW? WE BEGIN KNEELING?

Best Dressed Female On Ct!
Best Dressed Female On CT! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 1st Female is...... with 1 comments! 2nd Female is...... with 1 comments! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 6/11 thur 6/18 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~~ Plz Sign My Guess Book Plz...LOL@ CherryTAP

To Those That Were On My Family List......
But now are no longer, due to recent events, I went a lil crazy and took a few people off my family list. The people I had on my family list were people who were able to see my nsfw pix. They are no longer up. And for that reason I took the ones on my short list that I had met here on CT off. The people that remain are people I know in person or have talked to for years. I think I will re-add a few others on there, perhaps we will see.

Ripping Pics...
SO you think you can get away with ripping my pics and not rating them first. It took me time to look for those Canadian's graphics. Some friends have send me them along with my hubby making a few. Well i'm not going to be Mrs. Nice person anymore you want graphics get them your dam self. Back the fuck off of my page. I blocked your fuckin lazy ass. ( sorry for the language i'm pissed )My vent for the day

Woohoo
"Life should NOT be a journey to the grave with the intention of arriving safely in an attractive and well preserved body, but rather to skid in sideways - Chardonnay in one hand - chocolate in the other - body thoroughly used up, totally worn out and screaming, "WOO HOO, What a Ride

Awakening....
Waking slowly to heated kisses on my inner thigh. Opening my eyes to find silk cloth covering them. Moving my arms only to find their held above my head by two strong hands. My heart beats faster as yet another pair of hands opens my legs wide. I whimper as soft kisses turn in to genital bites. Breathing fast and shallow as I struggle against what is happening. Rough leather is tied to my arms to hold them in place. Licking and biting mouth move closer and closer to my warm silky opening. I moan still fighting the pleasure saying "No stop please....." Yet I want it to continue I want to feel those silky lips upon my heated core. Some one leans over me close to my ear whispering " stop fighting you love it we know you do." A hot mouth covers my perky nipple sucking biting hard. My body arches up as the pleasure courses down my body. Fingers dig into my thighs keeping my hips down. Soft lips suck hard on my wet hot mound. Shivers run up my spine as a hot tongue slithers up

Dear Alcohol....
Dear Alcohol First and foremost, let me tell you that I'm a huge fan of yours. As my friend, you always seem to be there when needed. The perfect post-work cocktail, a beer at the game, and you're even around the holidays, hidden inside chocolates as you warm us when we're stuck in the midst of endless family gatherings. However, lately I've been wondering about your intentions. While I want to believe that you have my best interests at heart, I feel that your influence has led to some unwise consequences: 1. Phone calls: While I agree with you that communication is important, I question the suggestion that any conversation of substance or necessity takes place after 2 a.m. Why would you make me call those ex-boyfriends/girlfriends when I know for a fact they do not want to hear from me during the day, let alone all hours of the night? 2. Eating: Now, you know I love a good meal, but why do you suggest that I eat a taco with chili sauce, along with a big Italian meatball and som

Best Morph On Ct Contest!
Best Morph On CT Contest! I'm doing a Morph contest and i need morph pics! 1st Morph is...... with 1 comments! 2nd Morph is...... with 1 comments! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 6/18 thur 6/25 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~~ Plz Sign My Guess Book Plz...LOL@ CherryTAP

Lost 3 Today......
I have a friend in Iraq. The place he's at was hit today & hit hard. We lost 3 of our boys & some of the local police were also killed. My friend says he is okay & wasn't injured, which i'm very grateful for, but my heart still hurts for the boys we lost. I'm sending out prayers to the families & will keep them in my thoughts. When my friend & i "chat" he is sitting in a hooch with "big guns" all around him pointed out. He tells me not to worry, but i do. Today is one of the reasons that i will worry even tho he tries to reassure me. Before i met him, i supported our troops & knew that there were some who weren't coming home to their lives & families, but it was a sort of abstract kind of awareness. Now that i have a friend over there, the reality of it has hit home & it hit hard. I now live each day knowing that my friend may not come home. It hurts. So please, those of you who support our troops, keep saying a little prayer for them to come home safe. To thos

I Miss Her
Jan, 26 1933 - July,18 1995 God looked around his garden and saw an empty place. He then looked down from heaven and saw your tired face He knew that you were suffering and a cure was not to be. So he put his arms around you and whispered 'come to me. With tearful eyes we watched,as you slowly passed away. And tho we loved you dearly,we could not make you stay. Many times we have needed you, many times we've cried. If only love could have saved you you never would have died. I miss you with all my heart Love your daughter and your friend

Sumthin A Lil More Pos.
harold and maude find it. watch it. makes me cry. great movie. better soundtrack. sometimes i forget things and that movie reminds me. lessons, attitude, outlook on life, etc... "Well, if you want to sing out, sing out And if you want to be free, be free cause theres a million things to be You know that there are And if you want to live high, live high And if you want to live low, live low cause theres a million ways to go You know that there are You can do what you want The opportunitys on And if you can find a new way You can do it today You can make it all true And you can make it undo You see ah ah ah Its easy ah ah ah You only need to know Well if you want to say yes, say yes And if you want to say no, say no cause theres a million ways to go You know that there are And if you want to be me, be me And if you want to be you, be you cause theres a million things to do You know that there are Well, if you want to sing out, sing out

Apparently I'm Just Not Safe For Work?
So again I've had a MUMM pulled. This time I got in trouble for saying that only consenting adults should be engaging in sex, and that adults should be responsible enough to ensure they have condoms handy if they plan to have sex. Seems like commonsense n'est pas? But surprisingly I wrote this MUMM in response to an earlier one wherein every comment by a woman stated that if a woman got pregnant because a man didn't have a condom than it's all his fault. Right. So here I sit, alittle mystified as to whom I could have offended this time, and I figure I should play it safe and compile a list of people who would label my MUMM NSFW so I can avoid offending them in the future: 1/ Pedophiles: They'd object to "consenting adults" only being allowed to have sex. I should of thought of those oppressed bastards. 2/Catholics: The previous Pope was staunchly against condoms, so my advocating the use of protection would be offensive to all Catholics. Obviously. 3/ The President: He

Hello
hey everyone.hope yal are safe.dont know what to say.so here is something.i'm waiting for my 1st granddaughter to be born in july.miss my dear friend from back in the day(mamabear)we went to school together.everyone drink one for me.and stay safe.

A Different Kind Of Pain
Artist: Cold Song: A Different Kind Of Pain Album: A Different Kind Of Pain before i let you go give me just one more night to show you just how i feel i lost all my control if it takes my whole damnned life i'll make this up to you im kinda like the waves that roll their whole life towards somewhere crashing it on the shore thats blown in by the wind that carries the clouds to hide my wish on a fallen star a differnt kind of pain, is someone there to hold you is someone there to take you away from me i tried to let you go i wish i could turn back time and show you just how i feel i needed you to know if it takes my whole damned life i'll make this up to you before you let me go, i needed you to know

Pleaseeeeeeeeeeeeeee Help
HELLO THERE EVERYONE TODAY IS THE LAST DAY FOR THIS CONTEST,THERE IS ONLY COUPLE HOURS LEFT,,,AND I NEED ALL THE HELP FROM ALL OF MY FRIENDS. THE OTHER TEAM IS TRYING TO WIN ...I KNOW THAT I HAVE OVER THAN 5500 GREAT FRIENDS ON MY LIST AND I'M SURE IF EACH ONE OF YOU POST 1 VOTE AND 10 COMMENTS,IT WILL HELP. AND I KNOW THAT YOU'RE NOT GOING TO LET ME DOWN,AND I CAN DEPEND ON YOU..... JUST CLICK ON HIS LINK RATE THE PIC AND POST COUPLE COMMENTS THERE ... THANKS A MILLION LOVE YOU ALL SMOOCHES TO EACH ONE WildCat

Daddies
Her hair was up in a pony tail, her favorite dress tied with a bow. Today was Daddy's Day at school, and she couldn't wait to go. But her mommy tried to tell her, that she probably should stay home. Why the kids might not understand, if she went to school alone. But she was not afraid; she knew just what to say. What to tell her classmates of why he wasn't there today. But still her mother worried, for her to face this day alone. And that was why once again, she tried to keep her daughter home. But the little girl went to school eager to tell them all. About a dad she never sees; a dad who never calls. There were daddies along the wall in back, for everyone to meet. Children squirming impatiently, anxious in their seats One by one the teacher called a student from the class. To introduce their daddy, as seconds slowly passed. At last the teacher called her name, every child turned to stare. Each of them was searching,

Another Lilypond Status Report. For Me, Really
Showed the as-of-now version of (my PDF transcription using LilyPond of) the finale of Reißiger's 11th trio to my job coach. Several persistent problems including: 1) places where there's only one line (right- or left-hand) of piano music - not really acceptable in a Romantic-era score. I thought I had a solution to this, but no. 2) copyediting. Try twenty-four bars before the end- a mess I've tried solving a few different ways without having to rewrite the entire file that generates the PDF. There may not be one short of, well, rewriting the entire file (and manually changing staves rather than autochanging them at middle C, as now.) It's clear in the score, a G-sharp in the right hand, a G-natural in the left, that are a semitone apart- your hands are right next to each other for just that moment; but- because I chose the "autochange staves when note is below middle C" option for convenience, both notes are in the lower staff, and they run right _into_ each other. I had to put

Strength
Strength Silence whispers and darkness falls I'm dragged to depths, despair does call. Sucking me under I gasp for breath kicking and fighting in hopes to cheat death. Darkness envelopes me, squeezing so tight I search through the gloom for a ray of light. The pain I am feeling surrounds me like smoke. Stripped of my defenses I begin to choke. I hate this place inside me so deep these things I don't sow, so why must I reap? To drag myself out I must find my strength. This rope I do climb is of such great length. This climb though hard builds muscles strong This strength will guide me to where I belong. Nikki 11-11-05

Bittersweet Surrender
Bittersweet Surrender When you look at me My spirit, it flies free I try to look away but my eyes do betray My hands, they do shake and my stomach, it quakes My heart it does pound and I can't feel the ground Just the sound of your voice and my skin becomes moist Yes my legs become weak and your touch I do seek Your presence makes me high But to fight you I try You threaten to overtake my soul becomes awake My fight becomes weak and it's you my heart seeks Helpless I am rendered a bittersweet surrender. Nicole Lozier 4-5-05

City Chicken (polish Style)
Prepare cubes of veal, pork and beef on small skewer sticks. Prepare mixture of bread crumbs seasoned with salt, pepper and garlic powder. Prepare mixture of eggs and a tiny bit of milk. Roll city chicken sticks first in egg mixture and then in bread crumb mixture. Store city chicken pieces on plate in refrigerate for at least one hour. (This keeps the breading coated well on meat.) In skillet brown all sides of city chicken in Crisco. Add, just a small amount of water to simmer. Transfer city chicken to roasting pan. Cut up celery and onions and cover top of city chicken. Add paprika for color. Add about 1 inch of water on bottom of roaster. Cover and bake about 1 1/2 hours. Serve with mashed potatoes, gravy, cole slaw and vegetables.

Sexual Iq
You have a sexual IQ of 144 When it comes to sex, you are a super genius. You have had a lot of experience, and sex interests you so you know a lot about it. You pride yourself on being a source of information and guidance to all of your friends. Take this quiz at QuizUniverse.com

I Want
I want . . . to be the breeze that gently touches your face the kiss that lingers on your lips but, never leaves a trace to be the sound of your heartbeat strong as the tide like the treasures of the deep of what is hidden inside to be the one in your dreams when the darkness falls, the first name on your lips when the sunrise calls to be the passion so hot like the flame of a fire the one that you crave the one that you desire

"c'mon & Love Someone!"
Am filled with the rampant malaise that the boomingly unending sterophonic delight at work has dallied unendingly on the weird Delilah "Love Songs @ Night" and John Tesh "Information 4 Living" station. Buttons to change channel smashed. Volume control is GLUED. WTF? I feel as if I'm reliving Hannibal explaination to Starling that Chilton forces him to watch televangelists full tilt for days as his punishment 4 the Miggs deal-io, except Ana & I get aurel bombardment... I really am quite open minded; my CD collection includes a fair bit of Elton John, and the Sailor Moon sound track, but there is a limit to my Celene Dion & Josh Groban tolerances. 10-12 hours a night of meandering drivel, and callers that LOVE Delilah's show are SOOO in love/heart-broken/getting married/just broke up etc and natter on painfully. It's mesmerizing in it's not goodness...

Baptizedxfire Schedule
Hello everyone, just a little update on the band. The boys will be taking some time off but will be back come July. The band will be playing at The Crazy Donkey in Farmingdale, NY on July 26, opening for Firehouse. If anyone is interested in purchasing a ticket for the show, please contact me. Tickets are $15! We need to sell these, so please help if you can. Other dates: July 27 Dingbatz Clifton, NJ Aug 3 The Cherrywood Blackwood, NJ Aug 17 The 449 Room Trenton, NJ all ages Sept 13 Sweeney's Saloon Philadelphia, PA Sept. 14 Traxx All Aboard Rocks Ronkonkoma, NY both of these shows are with Mudjunkie Sept. 29 The Black Hole Rock Club, Baltimore, MD opening for Funny Money 18+ show Oct 5 The Trash Bar Brooklyn, NY All shows are 21+ unless noted More shows to come! -- Staci Baptized By Fire booking agent http://www.myspace.com/bxftheband http://www.myspace.com/bxfbookings

Betrayed
I MET SOME1 ON CHEERY TAP I THOUGHT I COULD TRUST. ALL THEY DID WAS MESS W/ MY EMOTIONS. HERE IS THERE ID 4 CHERRY TAPhttp://cherrytap.com/user/954721 ALL THIS PERSON WAS DOIN WAS TRYIN TO SCARE ME. THEY TURNED OUT TO B A PERVERT. TRYIN TO TELL ME MY GRANDMA IS GONNA DIE IN 3 WEEKS UNLESS FAIT STEPS IN. I NEVER HEARD SUCH CRAP IN MY LIFE. THIS PERSON IS SICK AND TWISTED AND NEEDS SERIOUS MENTAL HELP. I WAS ASKIN THEM 4 A LITTLE ADVICE ABOUT WITCH CRAFT AND HERES WHAT THEY HAD TO TELL ME. MORELESS IF I DO A SPELL AND IT BACK FIRES ON ME THE DEVIL GOES INTO ME AND CAN PUT ME 6 FT UNDER AND THE SPELL TAKES OVER MY SOUL. THIS PERSON HAD ME SO FUCKIN SCARED I COULD SLEEP AT NIGHT AND THOUGHT THE DEVIL WAS OUT TO GET ME. THOUGHT THE DEVIL WAS IN THE ROOM W/ ME WANTIN TO TAKE OVER MY SOUL. I FOUND OUT NONE OF THIS IS EVEN TRUE. IF ANY OF U R MY FRIEND AND KNOWS ME IF U WANT U CAN GIVE HIM A PIECE OF YER MIND. HERES HIS YAHOO ID DRAGONWOLLF1. I AM NOT THIS CRUEL PERSON I JUST ASKED 4 A

A Step Back.. (kalebs Update)
Friday, June 22, 2007 A step back I want to thank everyone for all of the support and attention that Kaleb has received however, it has become WAY too big for me and Josh to handle right now. Kaleb is starting to get better and now is the time for us as parents to be proactive in his treatment and rehab. We are very tired and weary at this time. All of our strength and focus needs to be on Kaleb & our family. We are EMOTIONALLY drained as well as physically. My blog posting is going to considerably decrease from this point forward. My words are being misconstrued and taken out of context by some. I have to take a step back in the interest of Kaleb. I guess you could say that we are taking a step back to take a step forward for Kaleb. I still however would love for Kaleb to still be in your prayers. This is ALL we need from anybody. This is all I wanted in the beginning but received SO much more from all of you wonderful people. Obiviously all of our prayers

Benefits Of Orgams & Sex
Benefits of Orgasm and Sex: (http://www.forbes.com/2003/10/08/cz_af_1008health.html)..:NAMESPACE PREFIX = O /> Improved sense of smell: After sex, production of the hormone prolactin surges. This in turn causes stem cells in the brain to develop new neurons in the brain's olfactory bulb, its smell center. Reduced risk of heart disease: In a 2001 follow-on to the Queens University study mentioned above, researchers focused on cardiovascular health. Their finding? That by having sex three or more times a week, men reduced their risk of heart attack or stroke by half. In reporting these results, the co-author of the study, Shah Ebrahim, Ph.D., displayed the well-loved British gift for understatement: "The relationship found between frequency of sexual intercourse and mortality is of considerable public interest." Weight loss, overall fitness: Sex, if nothing else, is exercise. A vigorous bout burns some 200 calories ~ about the same as running 15 minutes on a treadmill.

A Good Thought For Any Day Or Holiday
THE FINAL INSPECTION (Military) The Marine stood and faced God, Which must always come to pass. He hoped his shoes were shining, Just as brightly as his brass. "Step forward now, Marine, How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To My Church have you been true?" The soldier squared his shoulders and said, "No, Lord, I guess I ain't. Because those of us who carry guns, Can't always be a saint. I've had to work most Sundays, And at times my talk was tough. And sometimes I've been violent, Because the world is awfully rough. But, I never took a penny,

Vic
Well I cancelled my VIC It will run out on the 10th of next month. I hate it but I STILL have no bar tab.. or email for that matter sayin that anyone is lookin, workin, or even thinkin about what the problem is. Dissapointing very very much. If anyone has stuff that I havent rated.. and Im SURE there is plenty of ya :D send me a message so I can come rate them please.

A Friend
A Friend A friend is always there near or far they always care A friend will comfort you when you are having a bad day And they will say "Don't worry everything will be ok!!" A friend can color the sky blue And make the day brighter and new A friend will bring you up when you are feeling down And make you laugh when you want to frown A friend shares a special love And it is a miracle from above A friend always leaves a mark embedded deep within your heart

One Of A Series Of Idle Thoughts
I have thought of moving to either North Carolina (with my brother) or Baltimore with my aunt (finding a place of my own). The only thing stopping me is the cost of living. If i could find a descent job and go to school in Baltimore I would probably move there and leave this city. I have also thought about just leavign the city i am in for a city further north. I guess for now i will just focus on trying to get out of the city every once and a while. Perhaps no matter what city i will be in ...there will be moment's of boredom. i just wish they will happen less than they are now. I do intend to leave this city eventually...Alive of course hehe ;)

My Brother
Today is my brother's 23rd birthday, but he is not here to celebrate it. He will not be celebrateing any more birthdays or any other holidays for that matter. June 11th will mark the first anniversary of his death. My brother was serveing in the army, stationed in Germany for more training and just about to go on his secound tour of Iraq. He had the world at his feet and was moveing quickly through the ranks. But as many who have served could atest to, it truly messes with your mind. There are many things that one who has never served the military could only try to begin to imagine what it feels to go through. The torment of his mind became to much, and my brother ended up takeing his life. My family and I struggled with this unexpected news for a long time, (even now it is hard to believe). After awhile I had begun to do alot of research online as I wanted to make a website tribute to my brother and to perhaps help others who have lost loved ones due to suicide. But what I found s

Good Bad Ugly: Vol. 2
Good: Your baby is able to breastfeed Bad: The baby looks nothing like you Ugly: It sees more tits than you. Good: Your son graduated early Bad: His girlfriends over all the time Ugly: They're in your bed. Good: Dinner is Ready Bad: Its burnt. Ugly: So is your kitchen. Good: Your hubby and you agree, no more kids Bad: You can't find your birth control pills Ugly: Your daughter borrowed them Good: The postman's early Bad: He's wearing fatigues and carrying an AK47 Ugly: You gave him nothing for Christmas

Rip Chirs Benoit
Canadian pro wrestling superstar Chris Benoit, his wife and son have been found dead at their suburban Atlanta home, and police said Monday they are treating the matter as a possible murder-suicide. A detective told television station WAGA that investigators couldn't confirm that suspicion until evidence has been examined by a crime lab. Lt. Tommy Pope, the lead investigator with the Fayette County Sheriff's Department, told ABC News that the "instruments of death were located on scene." He wouldn't describe the instruments or say where in the house the bodies were found. The house itself is quite private, set about 60 metres off a gravel road and surrounded by a stone wall with a double-iron gate. Officers are "not actively searching for any suspects outside of the house," Pope said. Results of autopsies on Benoit, his wife Nancy, and seven-year-old son Daniel are expected Tuesday, he said. World Wrestling Entertainment aired a three-hour tribute sh

May You Rest In Peace
I have watched Chris and his wife, Nancy since they were in WCW, ECW and WWE. Chris was an awesome wrestler, a loving and doting father and husband from what I could see. He will be greatly missed by his friends, family members and all his adoring fans. May God Be with your family, friends and fans who mourn your passing. Love is Forever and now you and your wife are together forever past this life and in to a new one.

Life Is Short
LIFE IS SHORT ,·´º o`·,/__/ _/_ //____/ ```)¨(´´´ | | [1] | | [1]| | |[1] || |l±±±± ¸,.-·²°´ ¸,.-·~·~·-.,¸ `°²·-. :º° One day a mother died. And on that clear, cold morning, in the warmth of her bedroom, the daughter was struck with the pain of learning that sometimes there isn\'t any more. No more hugs, no more lucky moments to celebrate together, no more phone calls just to chat, No more \"just one minute.\" Sometimes, what we care about the most goes away. never to return before we can say good-bye, Say \"I Love You.\" or \"I Miss You\" ¸...¸ __/ /____ ,·´º o`·,/__/ _/_ //____/ ```)¨(´´´ | | [1] | | [1]| | |[1] || |l±±±± ¸,.-·²°´ ¸,.-·~·~·-.,¸ `°²·-. :º° So while we have it . . it\'s best we love it . . And care for it and fix it when it\'s broken ... and take good care of it when it\'s sick. This is true for marriage .....and friendships. And children with bad report cards; And dogs with bad hips; And

If I Was Your Boyfriend
1 .) How many times a day would you kiss me? answer: 2.) Would you hold me? answer: 4.) Would you take me places? answer: 5.) Would you love me? answer: 6.) Would you lie to me? answer: 7.) If I was sick what would you do? answer: 8.) Would you leave me for one of my friends? answer: 9.) Want to have a future with me? answer: 10.) Would you listen to all my problems and help me solve them? Answer: 11.) Would you introduce me to your mom/dad? answer: 12.) Would you care about what I wore when we go out? answer: 13.) Would you hang out with me AND my friends? answer: 14.) If your friend tried to get with me what would you do? answer: 15.) If me and one of your friends argued, whose side would you be on? answer: 16.) Would you give me your myspace password? answer: 17.) If I gave you mine would you read all my mail? answer: 18.) If I said I loved you would you say it back? answer: 19.) How good do i look from 1-10? answe

Liar Liar Pants On Fire
more bitchin why do people lie? Is it that hard to say what you are truly feeling thinking? What are you gaining from lying to anyone? but especially on Cherry Tap. Pettiness has won out lately I think. If you got the mind to concoct a lie .. then ya gotta know how freakin stupid you are goin to look OR even know what you can lose by lying. I do not and will not tolerate it in my life.. Cherry Tap or otherwise. Lying is stupid and sensless. im certain ill find something else to rant about later lol

Girls Don't Let A Man Run You
I am talking about to all guys they thinks they are gods gift to women. Well i have some thing that a man can not take away from me. That guys is my strengh to sy no i will not do what you want on cam. I have changed my ways about things now. I have the reins not him and I will hold on to those reins until i feel I have the right person to take over the reins. So guys you are going to find me a tough nut to crack. And girls don't let let a man try to run your life. you have control take it and run

Should I Just Say Depraved And Worthy Of Death
http://www.chron. com/disp/ story.mpl/ metropolitan/ 4888575.html Mom accused of prostituting her 2 daughters Police say she passed out cards that offered the teen girls for sex By DALE LEZON and MIKE GLENN Copyright 2007 Houston Chronicle A 16-year-old girl endured being sold into prostitution by her mother but finally went to Houston police after seeing her younger sister also forced to perform sex acts, investigators said Wednesday. The teenager had complied with her mother — who even distributed business cards offering her daughters for sex — but feared that her 14-year-old sister would be hurt, officers said. Nelsi Yolanda Latuda and her boyfriend, Pedro Espinoza-Escama, both of the 5500 block of Antoine, are charged with two counts each of compelling prostitution of a minor. They were ordered held in lieu of bail totaling $20,000 each. Latuda, 35, is the girls' mother, but they are not related to Espinoza-Escama, who is 21, Harris County Assistant District A

Nick And I
As I have said in my previous blog I have met someone that Iam starting to fall in love with and WAIT STOP I CANT do this....Its way to early for to feel this way....Nick and I met thru a phone dating line and agrred to meet soon after we started talkin and we did and hit off real well....This holiday weekend is goin to be a special one for me being Nick and I are spending the entire weekend together and I CANT wait....Seems like its been forever since i have seen him and in reality its only been a week....We are definetley goin to have some new pix of us up next week together and I so cant wait to have him in my arms allllll weekend....

" I Promise "
I promise you my love I promise you my heart I promise you my life I promise we'll never be apart I promise not to hurt you I promise to never make you cry I promise to always trust you I promise not to lie I promise you forever I promise you tonight I promise you my respect I promise to do things right I promise to always be there I promise until the end I promise to always love you I promise to be your best friend I promise you my love I promise you my life I promise this forever I promise our LOVE is my life

The Freedom Agenda
War on American Democracy My Opinion "The Freedom Agenda".. hmmmm.... Sounds harmless enough. In actuality, it has completely destroyed the reputation of the United States, and Democracy has become a curse word to the rest of the world. Bush's foreign policy is based upon the common value's of freedom and democracy that are shared by most Americans. And it is deeply rooted by our own ideology that Capitalism produces Democracy. But that notion is NOT always true. We cannot simply cram our ideology down the throat of the rest of the world. I do not believe for one moment that the majority of Americans would have been accepting of Bush's aggressive "Freedom Agenda". Most people are slow to accept such aggression and the only way that Americans would be accepting is in the aftermath of a catostrophic event. That catostrophic event came in the form of 9-11-2001. That horrific day enraged Americans. Now I realize that there are a lot of different theories of just what

Hottest Morph On Ct Contest!
Hottest Morph On CT Contest! I need morph pics for this plz! Comment bombing allowed and Self bombing allowed! 2 Gifts from gift shop per winner! If u want to enter the contest plz send me link to ur pic in my messages or tell me and i will rip it for u ! Contest will start on 6/30 thur 7/06 Thanks Maria Click on pic to enter contest! ~~AnGeLHeArT~*Majorboredum* LoVeR69*~~ Owner Of *AnGeL FaMiLy *&* A.F.H.* ~~ Plz Sign My Guess Book Plz...LOL@ CherryTAP

Episode 71: Attack Of The Killer Coding Ninja Monkeys
So where does this trip end, really? Where does the struggle stop? When is that last final triumph upon which I rest and look out at my view of this great land, eternity and beyond and say, "I've done it and here's a middle finger to all my detractors?" Is it every day when I go to sleep? Is it when I finally do kick it, ages into the New World Order, telling my grandchildren what it was like back when we were free. Will it be when I'm old and barely able to function when I say, "Goddamn kids don't know what being free is like. We rose up and resisted and told them this will not be some glorified prison colony. We sent them from whence they came and stood firm. Now all that's left is you...YOU have to preserve that!" Looking back on the last entry, I often wonder if what I experienced was merely some raucous firing of neurons during electrochemical stimulation of that rather grievous mass of tissue floating around in the nether of my skull. Why does it seem more real when I dream th

Awesomeness:p
man, just sitting here soaking up the awesomeness..haha..this site fricken rox ass.luv it luv it...happy i was invited to the tap. feels like im partying..haha..luv it..well just wanted ta say hi to ya'll. until then...CHEERS..big ears *L*. ;D

Poem
when you were 15, your mom came home from work, looking for a hug. You thanked her by having your bedroom door locked. When you were 16, she taught you how to drive her car. You thanked her by taking it every chance you could. When you were 17, she was expecting an important call. You thanked her by being on the phone all night. When you were 18, she cried at your high school graduation. You thanked her by staying out partying until dawn. When you were 19, she paid for your college tuition, drove you to campus carried your bags. You thanked her by saying good-bye outside the dorm so you wouldn't be embarrassed in front of your friends. When you were 25, she helped to pay for your wedding, and she cried and told you how deeply she loved you. You thanked her by moving halfway across the country. When you were 50, she fell ill and needed you to take care of her. You thanked her by reading about the burden parent

Tgif - I Think, Lol!?
Good morning/good afternoon, everyone! What a crazy week this has been, lol. Update on Jennifer aka daughter #1: She WILL be doing prison time, but she doesn't seem too upset. The judge will decide how long her sentence is on July 26, I believe! She will be able to do her drug rehab while incarcerated, thank the Goddess! The time she has been sitting in jail will count off of her total jail time. My one big point of contention is that they have totally changed her meds around - so they fit with the jail's regular med distributing times! What crap! Her memory has always been bad, at least since her IV meth use - now she can't remember anything very long. I wish these people would stop screwing with her meds!!! Ah, well. Not my problem, I guess! Her guys aren't handling this as well as they might! They understand, but then they don't, really! Dakota is having the hardest time, but then he's never lived with his Mom. Jessica aka daughter #2 has arrived with her crew. It's really

69
First taste of sex A young man goes to a whorehouse to expierence his first taste of sex. The madam suggests that he start with 69. He decides to give it a try. The prostitute leads him to a room, gets undressed, and instructs the young man to eat her pussy. Unfortunately, just as he starts she farts. The man quietly says to himself, "phew", but he goes down on her again. A moment later she farts again. He says "phew", but continues. Once more she farts. This time he immediately gets up and starts walking out. She asks him what's wrong, and he replies "I don't think I can take another 66 of those!"

The Latest News About Chris Benoit
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Death In Family
on june 11th my cousin holly angel hopkins was hit and killed by a drunk driver walking home from her job in eldon missouri she was 23 years old and had a daugther that was a year old and now she dont have her mommy there with her thanks to the people that hit her what i dont get why does people drive and drink? bc they dont have anything better to do with there time drive drunk and hit and kill people while they drink well anyways me and my cousin was very close to eachother and when she had a problem i was there for her and now i aint now thanks to those people who killed her and i hope they live with this nightmare for the rest of there lives thank you again for killing my cousin and hope you people read this that drinks and drive and i hope when you get pulled over they take your licencs from you respond back to this and let me know what you thing bout drunk drivers R.I.P HOLLY ANGEL HOPKINS BORN 10-14-83 DIED 06-11-07 WELL ALL MISS YOU

Today Is One Of My Good Days
I am doing a little bit better today.Still really not back to myself yet.I have all those dang things to go through this friday so trying to get things done before this friday.I am not going to say that i am not scared because i would be lieing.I am scared to death...

Contests And Giveaways To Comment
THIS LIST IS MOSTLY FOR MY OWN PERSONAL USE. ITS ALL THE CONTESTS/GIVEAWAYS I'VE BEEN LEAVING COMMENTS FOR. You are all more than welcome to leave these two pictures as much cherry lovin as you possibly can. I'm off to do the dinner thing - but when I'm done, its back to work. I want to use up all my comments today. I haven't done that in a long long long while. I know there are a few more that I have to add to the list, but I have to find them. I can't remember where I saved them. I'm a bad friend, I know. *hangs head*

Rough Month
I had a rough ass month getting sick of people shit in this town we call Meadville nigga hating,bitches going crazy it must be that summer heat we got herrrre!!!I love girls with a passion,but shit stop protecting yourself like it's the end of the world it's already hard enough for us men to walk up to a girl,but damn make it easy on us know.Anyway if you wanna holla at me my yahoo chat name is babyzoneman later:)

Joe My Adorable American Boy
Joe rawks! He's my cute adorable american boy that I met on ct. Makes me glad I joined this site. He loves mint chocolate aeros. He loves mario He love pirates and he loves me ( i love him too ) hehe :D xx

Symbol Of Friendship
WE MET ONLINE HAD A GOOD TIME CHATTED AGAIN AND BECAME GOOD FRIENDS. TIME WENT ON AND WE ARE STILL HERE AND I TRULY BELIEVE YOU ARE SOMEONE DEAR! HERE IS SOMETHING I WOULD LIKE TO SHARE WITH YOU FOR ALL OF YOUR LOVE AND KINDNESS TOO IT IS A SYMBOL OF FRIENDSHIP WE SHARE TOGATHER A FRIENDSHIP I HOPE WILL LAST FOREVER AND ALTHOUGH WE LIVE SO FAR APART--- ALWAYS REMEMBER YOU HOLD A PIECE OF MY HEART.

Commisson For Promoting
Hi Darius Oakley here... I am sure you have heard of Clickbank.com (R) They are a great marketplace but limited to many restrictions to sell products or earn affiliate commission... Well, there is a new F.REE marketplace to sell any product you want. Yours or become an affiliate for any item in the marketplace. It is called PayDotCom.com! Did I mention it is 100% F.REE to Join! This site is going to KILL all other marketplaces and I bet in the next 3 months EVERY SINGLE online marketer will have an account with PayDotCom.com So get yours now and see how much they offer... What are you waiting for... it ROCKS! Get your F.REE account now... http://paydotcom.net/?affiliate=143353 Thanks, Darius Oakley P.S. - The "other" marketplaces are already getting scared. PotDotcom has everyone making the switch!

Flying Bottles
omg i almost got hit in the head with a bottle holly almost hit me in the head damnit and those damn bottles go to my stash and watch 3 new video called me and holly and our friends you'll see how dumb i really act have funnn Bye

Pain
Pain, without love Pain, can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all You're sick of feeling numb You're not the only one I'll take you by the hand And I'll show you a world that you can understand This life is filled with hurt When happiness doesn't work Trust me and take my hand When the lights go out you will understand Pain, without love Pain, can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Anger and agony Are better than misery Trust me I've got a plan When the lights go off you will understand Pain, without love Pain, can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing at all Pain, without love Pain, can't get enough Pain, I like it rough 'Cause I'd rather feel pain than nothing Rather feel pain I know (I know I know I k

First Time
There are many first times in life lol some great timesso not so great ..Anyways this is my first time being a cherry :) so if you would all be patcient i would greatly apreciate it ..any advice or info i will take in apreciate all tho i may not follow to well lol i have blond moments but you will find im pretty relaxed and just am me i dont try to impress noone if ya dont like me fuk off its simple lol..but anywho thanks to those who rated me already i tried to return that favor and hope you all had a great 4th

Back From The Land Of The Emotionally Dead
Ever had those days when you just couldn't take the rat race anymore? I have,I'm sure you have too,we all have. It took a car wreck to bring me back from the insanity I call my life. I as usual was on my way home from work going to meet my new wife for dinner at a local pub and suddenly,my cell phone rings. Stupidly,I answer it to discover my ex calling me and then within seconds,I glance up to see a car coming at me. Boom! we collide,I woke up in the hospital. After a few weeks trying to heal,I looked at my life and how I almost lost it answering a call from my past. I guess the oncoming car was a sign from The Big Dude that I should focus on the now and never answer my cell when driving. So,here I am black and blue and on hella morphine trying to jot down a few thoughts. Sometimes life hands us instances like that to help us veer onto the path we need to walk. Though I have a totalled Civic,I still have a loving wife and my life,I can replace the car but I am not replaceable. As for

Sighs
so some reason this feels like its gonna be a reallyl ong night.. its hot and sticky... i have a song stuck in my head.. and i finally realized that someone ive liked for a really long time really doesnt like me.. like apparently not even alittle bit or as a friend... how fucked p is that?!?! oh well.. i guess its my guitar that will do the talkin tonight huh? cinn[vicious]

The Robot
Upon the stairway of despair, Complete with broken love affairs And promises that never came, But faded with a touch of shame, A pretty girl with golden hair And innocence so sadly rare, Strove to keep her head above A way of life devoid of love. Feeling pinned against Life's wall, She chanced upon a robot tall And said, "Please come and share with me Whatever Fate has deemed to be. I'm through with love, done with chances Spirit crushed by past romances, Just be a friend in word and deed. That's all that I shall ever need." "There's not too much from me to learn," Remarked the robot, in return. "Emotions do not form a part of my cold, solid-steel heart. Whatever maker fashioned me Did not permit my circuitry Responsiveness to love or pain - You're thoughts for me would be in vain." "No matter", spoke the maid. "No more Do I wish passion to explore. Be someone I can come home to When my exhausting day is through. Count yourself a well-worn shoe - A fr

Love Hurts
well i keep geting guys who are losers who seem to always fuck me over and thats what hurts the most. i just want a guy to show me that there is atleast one good guy out there well i hate love and im gonna stay single forever and ever til the right guy finds me

World's Hottest Job Markets
I just finished looking at an article in Forbes that ranks the world's hottest job markets. The US was ranked 10th! WTF is going on? I have my opinions but I want to know what you think. nuff said

Why Marijuana Is So Popular...
Marijuana has many effects on the body and more importantly on the mind. While not trying to imply that using the drug is good in a health sense for your body, it would be unfair to list the negative health effects without giving an opposing argument for the enjoyment of the effects of the drug. So we have listed the most common mental and physical effects associated with marijuana use. There are reasons why this drug is one of most widely used in the world, and they are listed below. Of course it depends how you take the drug and what variety of the drug you use, but there are almost default feelings that are associated with marijuana usage. The effects are also different for first time users in comparison to the feelings enjoyed by a more habitual user. The main area of your body that is affected by marijuana is your mind and therefore your senses. Time appears to move more slowly, you generally feel more relaxed and less bothered about things in general. Most people becom

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dear horrorscope. blow me. ♥ me Waiting for someone else to make up his or her mind is a surefire recipe for frustration. While you can't force them to move (or should you), you can go out and live, learn and enjoy your own life. So get to it.

Eating P*ssy!!!!!!!!!!
There is nothing that makes a woman more unique than her pussy. Pussies come in all different sizes, colors and shapes. Some are tucked inside and some have thick luscious lips that come out to greet you. Some are nestled in brushes of fur and others are covered with transparent fuzz. Others are shaved clean for that deliciously soft and sensual look. Appreciate your woman's unique qualities and tell her what makes her special. Women are a good deal more verbal than men, especially during lovemaking. They also respond more to verbal love, which means, the more you talk to her, the easier it will be to give her a lasting impression and get her to BEG you for more. Hearing that you find her hot and sexy and that she smells good and tastes good while you are petting and stroking her beautiful pussy, makes her feel incredibly vulnerable to you, and can make a huge difference to her entire dynamic with you. A smart man knows how to be sincere and to a woman, this is the differenc

Quote From~ Raven Black~
"DON'T BELIVE YOU CAN FIND WHAT YOUR MISSING, WHAT YOU DESIRE, IN SOMEONE ELSE. IN THE END, WE ONLY HAVE OURSELVES. TAKE CARE OF AND LOVE YOUR-SELF." RAVEN BLACK TAKE CARE OF AND FIND ONES SELF. THEN WE CAN LOVE AND CARE FOR OTHERS. IF WE LOSE OUR-SELVES, WE HAVE LOST EVERY THING. AND ARE OF NO GOOD TO THOSE AROUND US OR TO OUR-SELVES. ~ SCOOTER BLACK~

The Military
The average age of the military man is 19 years. He is a short haired, tight-muscled kid who, under normal circumstances is considered by society as half man, half boy Not yet dry behind the ears, not old enough to buy a beer, but old enough to die for his country. He never really cared much for work and he would rather wax his own car than wash his father's; but he has never collected unemployment either. He's a recent High School graduate; he was probably an average student, pursued some form of sport activities, drives a ten year old jalopy, and has a steady girlfriend that either broke up with him when he left, or swears to be waiting when he returns from half a world away He listens to rock and roll or hip-hop or rap or jazz or swing and 155mm howitzer. He is 10 or 15 pounds lighter now than when he was at home because he is working or fighting from before dawn to well after dusk. He has trouble spelling, thus letter writing is a pain fo

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Three Little Ducks Go Into A Bar........
Three little ducks go into a Bar............ "Say, what's your name?" the bartender asked the first duck. "Huey," was the reply. "How's your day been, Huey?" "Great. Lovely day. Had a ball. Been in and out of puddles all day. What else could a duck want?" said Huey. "Oh. That's nice," said the bartender. He turned to the second duck, "Hi, and what's your name?" "Dewey," came the answer from duck number two. "So how's your day been, Dewey?" he asked. "Great. Lovely day. I've had a ball too. Been in and out of puddles all day myself. What else could a duck want?" The bartender turned to the third duck and said, "So, you must be Louie?" "No," she said, batting her eyelashes. "My name is Puddles."

33 Things About You..
YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I WANNA KNOW YOU...I want to know 33 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine...You're on my list, so I wanna know you better! JUST HIT REPLY TO SEND DIRECTLY TO ME IN A MESSAGE THEN, REPOST THE EMPTY QUESTIONS AS A BULLETIN. ============================================= 1.)Q. Can you cook? 1.)A. simple things.lol 2.)Q. What was your dream growing up? 2.)A. to work for a secret branch of the gov. 3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had? 3.)A. nothing 4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be? 4.)A. lamon-aid 5.)Q. Favorite vegetable? 5.)A. tomato 6.)Q. What was the last book you read? 6.)A. GRAY'S 7.)Q. What zodiac sign are you? 7.)A. Picese 8.)Q. Any Tattoos and/or Piercings? 8.)A. NO but want some.. 9.)Q. Worst Habit? 9.)A. Smoking 10.)Q. If you saw me walking down the street would you offer me a ride? 10.

God I Was Bored
REVEAL A LITTLE ABOUT YOURSELF: NOW Is your hair up? Um it’s fucking 600 degrees in this apartment I am lucky to still have hair to pull up Is your phone right beside you? Hmmm, depends on how I angle myself - could be beside me, in front of me, behind me . . . Do you wish you were somewhere else? I wish I was in a freezer full of whipped cream and a partner willing to let me warm them up Do you have plans for tonight? Well, does porn and hour long masturbation constitute a plan? Are you wearing makeup? Fuck no, the shit would melt in this place . . . See first question Are you wearing chapstick? Not at the moment but if read about my plans for the night you can safely assume that there will be something on my lips before long Are you cold? Yeah fucking freezing my ass off Are you tired? I am always tired of something or other *hint hint* Are you excited? Yep I haven’t watched the new porn yet - hehehe Are you wearing pajamas? So gonn

A Favor.....lol
A distinguished young woman on a flight from Switzerland asked the priest beside her, "Father, may I ask a favor?" "Of course. What may I do for you?" he replied. "Well, I bought an expensive woman's electronic hair dryer for my mother's birthday that is unopened and well over the Customs limits, and I'm afraid they'll confiscate it. Is there any way you could carry it through Customs for me? Under your robes perhaps?" "I would love to help you, dear, but I must warn you: I will not lie." "With your honest face, Father, no one will question you." When they got to Customs, she let the priest go ahead of her. The official asked, "Father, do you have anything to declare?" "From the top of my head down to my waist, I have nothing to declare." The official thought this answer strange, so asked, "And what do you have to declare from your waist to the floor?" "I have a marvelous instrument designed to be used on a woman, but which is, to date, unused." Roaring wi

The Cost Of A Soldier
The Cost of a Soldier ..> ..> A True Soldier is tough indeed standing tall and strong when there is a need A Soldier also feels sadness, pain, and sorrow Sometimes not looking forward to the trials of tomorrow When a Soldier is wounded in battle the nerves of his buddies it does rattle When news reaches friends and family at home how their worries and minds begin to roam A wounded Soldier feels inadequate at best stopping him from much needed healing rest A wounded Soldiers wonders will he ever be alright, trusting in God that he'll make it through the night. When a Soldier is wounded far beyond repair the loss and pain felt can not compare The Cost of a Soldier is set so very high they assure our freedom will always apply To stand beside a Soldier and walk through his pain will humble a civilian, no longer to complain Love, patience, trust and hope is what a Soldier needs to get them through some very treacherous deeds Dear Lord please watch over ou

Past & Present
The problem about adding people back from the past, in my past is that they still rarely talk to you. To me it's the new friends that make an effort to talk. Is it just me or is that how it seems too anyone else?

Chopin Op. 28
Quick by the way- the chronology of Chopin's preludes was the subject of an August 1957 article in the British magazine the Musical Times by Maurice J.E. Brown; on the scanned-in copy of this article (accessible to students/faculty/staff- I'm the last-named) - I'm basing my estimates of the dates of composition of the preludes... I'm not entirely a-ret. but I like writing down the information if I can get it. *gryn*

Great Business Advice Website
Hey, Found this website where their all kinds of business folks, pretty much everything under the sun. it is like a business advice website, it is pretty cool. with about 975,000 members, Here's A FREE Advertising Gift To promote your Biz, Post A Free Profile and I will send some contacts your way. http://www.directmatches.com/travelinman

This Both Angers Me And Saddens Me...
It Only Takes One Minute ...To Hurt a Child ... To Destroy a Life ... AND -- It Only Takes One MinuteTo Make a Difference in a Child's Life!♥Pãt®ïc¡ã♥Date: 09 Jul 2007, 15:12This is what child neglect did to him....He was left outside with no adult supervision and he fell into a FIREPIT when he was just under 2 years old......It may have been an accident, but it left him PERMANENTLY scarred!Even though he endured such horrific pain, he was still the sweetest boy! Always Smiling!Until this monster decided to take that smile from him by commiting an unspeakable act of child abuse.....All he got was 10 years for the beating death of a child!Kyle left behind many......A father and step mother who grieves for him everyday....A big brother who misses him.....A Family and Community who mourn him..

Wal-blog
I love the way our company cannot come up with original names for our store brand products: they just take part of the name brand and throw a "wal-" in front of it. For example, our version of Claritin is "Wal-itin", ibuprofen is "wal-profen", naproxen sodium (generic Aleve)is "wal-proxen"...you get the picture. So I was pondering what other products we could come up with: Pantene=Wal-tene Head & Shoulders=Wal-& Shoulders Irish Spring=Wal-rish Spring Arrid X-tra Dry=Wal-rid... Tampax=Walpax (another thought: Walmart products are called Sam's choice...they could have Sampax!!) Wow, this could be a fun little game...how many stupid product names can we come up with?

Why Erratica?
Why erratic? This is an excerpt from an email that I wrote to a friend. I liked aspects of it, so I included it here. ...However, I did go out last night like you suggested and had a great meal. I did feel better. I have lost some weight in the last few weeks. I plan on doing free fall training next week. Also, I have a trip to Savanna, GA to visit a friend in August planned. In addition, I am looking at getting back into surfing. I just miss my bud that I used to surf with all the time. He is in Iraq. I know that some of my behavior has been or seemed erratic, and I have no apology for it. I agree that it has. I think that I liked Rosie more than I even admitted to myself and I miss the way she made me feel. I can't express how loveless my marriage was for years. Moreover, I am so used to compartmentalizing my life that it is hard to integrate some of my emotions when those walls begin to erode. Now, I am not saying that I am nuts, but that since I haven'

Angus Young Vs. Jake E. Lee
Here are you're results from AXE FIGHT ELEVEN! Angus Young VS. Jake E. Lee Angus Young-17 Votes Jake E. Lee-9 Votes Angus Young, STILL CHAMPION! Next AXE FIGHT-Angus Young VS. Dimebag Darrell See Ya there!

Something You Need To Know
ACCORDING TO A NEW SURVERY, WOMEN-SAY THEY FEEL MORE COMFORTABLE UNDRESSING IN FRONT OF MEN THAN THEY DO UNDRESSING IN FRONT OF OTHER WOMEN. THAY SAY THAT WOMEN ARE TOO JUDGEMENTAL, WHERE, OF COURSE, MEN AARE JUST GRATEFUL

98 True Things About Me
98 truths about who I really am. 1. real name - sandra 2. like it - it fits me 3. single or taken - taken 4. zodiac sign- sagitarius 5. male or female - female 6. elementary- lincoln elementary/hayshire 7. middle- central york middle school 8. high school - central high 9. eye color - blue 10. hair color - light brown/dyed auburn 11. long or short - long 15. are you a health freak - no 16. height - 5'10 17. do you have a crush on someone- yes 18. do you like yourself? - eh, depends on the day 19. piercings? ears and nose 20. tattoos - 12 21. righty or lefty - Righty FIRSTS : 22. first surgery - tonsils when i was 5 23. first piercing - Ears 24. first best friend - uh, Lisa Bowman 25. first award - softball trophy? 27. first pet - dog i believe 28. first vacation - virginia beach is first i remember 29. first concert - boys 2 men(lol) 30. first crush - gordon brown(rip) CURRENTLY: 49. eating- ice

Fog
Whiteness glimmers in Dawn bends through the pane Fog, soft as cobwebs Clinging Close as a lingering ache, or Rejected love Mournful, ashen cheeked Muted, beautiful, Leeching naïve day To congealed moonlight -- Milky wormwood memory Warm breath once shared Mist on the mirror Atomized shimmering droplets Breath on a cold silver mirror Mist

Today's Horoscope
Someone is turning you upside down and into knots. You've got it bad, but sometimes it feels so good. Go with it. The secret to life is learning to be comfortable with all your feelings, especially the weird ones. Note: not sure what that is all about.

Meeting.....
this starts out again on a beautiful spring morning. We have talked back and forth and finally decide to take the plunge and meet. The only thing you would tell me about when is that is would be sometime soon. You wanted to keep the anticipation going. We decide that you are going to come to the leasing office that I work in and we can go somewhere from there. I am wearing a jean skirt that has a button down front and is loose fitting along with my black boots that go half way up my calf & have about a 4 inch heel. My top is a button top that is similiar to the one in the last picture I sent. I have on a petal pink plunge bra with matching lace panties & thigh highs. I make sure to wear something sexy under my clothes every morning since I don't know when you are planning on arriving. Also with having talked to you thru emails and on the phone, I made sure to bring a change of clothes and leave in my truck. Today I arrive and my boss is out on a vacation day, so it's just me

Mumming Tard Continued...
->biangelmus...: OMFGZ yeah biangelmus...: OMG YOUR WIERD ->biangelmus...: Thank you biangelmus...: YOUR FUCKED UP GO TO HELL ->biangelmus...: No way. Which is my point. I'm a cruel insensitive bitch and if you don't like my comments oh well. I know what its like to loose someone to suicide however life goes on biangelmus...: in what way ->biangelmus...: and either way it wouldnt effect my day any biangelmus...: so please forgive me for being rude i just thought i had to say that because i was bothered by that comment biangelmus...: im not mad i was just a little bothered when i saw that ->biangelmus...: I know and each one gets responded to accordingly biangelmus...: oooo im sorry biangelmus...: im not the only fuckin person who posts stupid fuckin mumms all the time thank you

Metallica Singer Stopped At Airport For 'taliban' Beard
Metallica singer stopped at airport for 'Taliban' beard 07/11/2007 2:00 PM, Yahoo! Music courtesy of NME.com Metallica frontman James Hetfield was stopped by security officials at London's Luton Airport for allegedly having a "Taliban-like" beard. The band was on its way to perform at Live Earth on Saturday (July 7). Hetfield was briefly questioned by airport officials until they realised who he was. No explanation was given for why he was stopped, but his bandmates speculated that it was due to his beard. Meanwhile, Metallica's new album is due out in early 2008, with bassist Robertt Trujillo telling Blabbermouth: "There's a lot of everything, man. There's speed on this. There's a couple of tracks where you're gonna go, 'Wow!' and I know you're gonna like it because it has the flavor of the old. But it has this kind of groove and power behind it that I think is us today."

Death Penalty Pt 2.. Attention Whores
A woman posts a picture of her in an extremely revealing top. Exposing copious amounts of cleavage. Her comment states "if I get too many 'nice tits' comments I'm taking this down". Don't show it, if you don't want guys to mention it. If you're that snobby about attention on the internet, put a fucking shirt on, not a scrap of cloth that reveals more flesh than it covers. "Waaah it's my body, I should be able to show what I want without having to deal with guys making perverted comments about it." Dream on hooker, dream the fuck on.

......" Right Here"......
I know I've been mistaken But just give me a break and see the changes that I've made I've got some imperfections But how can you collect them all and throw them in my face But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting I hope you're not intending To be so condescending it's as much as i can take and you're so independent you just refuse to bend so I keep bending till I break But you always find a way to keep me right here waiting You always find the words to say to keep me right here waiting And if you chose to walk away I'd still be right here waiting Searching for the things to say to keep you right here waiting I've made a commitment I'm willing to bleed for you I needed fulfillment I found what I need in you Why can't you just forgive me I don't want to rel

Who Knows....
Who knows how to live this life... cuz I don't... Who knows how to keep from gettin sucked onto that mid size honda sedan bandwagon that everybody my age or older seems to be gettin sucked onto? Cuz I don't... I know how to stand by watch them all go umpety jumpety bumpety by all smiles and money makin kind, not noticing the year or the miles or the fact that they are binded and blinded by their old school all American happy days ways man... Maybe I'll just do what everybody else does... blindfold myself, swear to the kindness of blindness... The blind leadin the blind leadin the blind leadin the blind, all for the sublime and all for a good ole American time.

How Can You Tell This Table Is Being Sold By A Man????
This table was for sale on eBay. How can you tell it is being sold by a man? ? ! Can you solve this little riddle? ?First look and guess. You will find the answer below, but don't cheat! ? Know the answer? ?If not, scroll down now..... ? ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! ! OK, look at the picture in the mirror . ?And remember, if you are posting a picture on the world-wide web, WEAR CLOTHES when taking the picture.

7 Kinds Of Sex
The 1st kind of sex is called: Smurf Sex. This kind of sex happens when you first meet someone and you both have sex until you are blue in the face. The 2nd kind of sex is called: Kitchen Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a short time and you are so horny you will have sex anywhere, even in the kitchen. The 3rd kind of sex is called: Bedroom Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for a long time. Your sex has gotten routine and you usually have sex only in your bedroom. The 4th kind of sex is called: Hallway Sex. This is when you have been with your partner for too long. When you pass each other in the hallway you both say "screw you". The 5th kind of sex is called: Courtroom Sex. This is when you cannot stand your wife/Hubby any more. She/He takes you to court and screws you in front of everyone. The 6th kind is called Religious Sex, which means you get Nun in the morning, Nun in the afternoon and Nun at night. Don't forget the 7th kin

Call Me......
Call me a slut. Call me a whore. Call me whatever. I've heard it before. Say that I'm fake. Say that I lie. Say what you want. You won't see me cry, because I know none of it's true, but calling me all this shit, ha, what the hell does that make you?

Not Alone
I stand before u.. Alone and showing u all of me.. My scared body to match my scared heart.. You see me as I am.. U see the pain i carry.. The pain people before u can cut in to me.. The fear in my eyes.. You can hear me take my shakie breath.. As i let u look at me.. I close my eyes to try and stop my tears.. Yet when i open my eyes, there u are standing before me.. Looking at me with such care and understanding eyes.. You see into my heart and soul.. As if you are my other half.. YOu see how scared i am.. How unsure i am to let u see me.. Yet here you are standing before me.. You reach for my hands.. An i start to cry.. An as i look in to your eyes.. You tell me softly.. That it will be OK.. I think to my self.. Why does he still stand here before me.. Then I look up at him.. I see that smile that makes my day.. I see that glimmer he has in his eyes when he looks at me.. The things that are better left unsaid..An i feel my heart beat again.. an my soul feels

Three Girls Go Camping
Three Girls Go Camping One day three women went camping - a blonde, a brunette and a redhead. The blonde suddenly had to go to the bathroom. She went into the woods with her toilet paper and did her business. While she was gone, the brunette and the redhead decided to play a joke on her. They skinned a rabbit and snuck up on the blonde, put the guts behind her and ran back to the campsite. Three minutes later they heard a scream. Then they waited another half an hour and the blonde came back, sweating. She said, "I had to poop so hard I pooped my guts out. But thanks to God and these two fingers, I stuffed them back in."

This One Is For All The Earth Angels Stash Club Members
If you haven't already been sent a request to add me as a friend, PLEASE COME BY AND DROP ME A REQUEST. That way when it comes time to help you level or I'm just on rating stashes I can go to your page. Sorry for any inconvenience this may cause you, but there are so many angels now. LOL Hope to make some great friends through doing this stash club. Have a great day! Tracy

Guess..p.s. Not Depressed. Its An Anology....
minding my own business sitting on top of that rock, contemplating lifes biggest questions what will i be? will i be loved? needed? used? Not a woeful thought but a curious one when with a loud thud my thoughts were interupted I was dragged from my comfort zone tossed around with carelessness with great anxiety i wondered what would happen to me to my suprise i was not alone others surounded me, much to my relief. so short lived was that security pulled away was i taken and examined like a piece of property poked and proded on taking stock of my attributes indignation ignored pain endured as they chipped away at my imperfections my uniqueness destroyed innocence removed then a warm embrace soothing away the pain like balm on a cut melting into a feeling of contentment oh but to get too comfortable with no warning pushed into a burning cauldron no regard for my feelings no regard for my desires beaten until i feel the life run from me

Just A Little About Me,boring,lol
hi! im desperado.im an easy going guy that loves the mountains.i used to spend alot of my time wtaching the beayty of the outdoors all year around,i gues youd call me an outdoors romantic. then theres the other side of me.i play the drums.i used to be in a rock group and even had a few releases then i went into the service.shoulda stayed on my pedastal becouse the band really did well and are still going strong,i won go into the namwe of the band becouse that just causes to much drama,lol.i hate drama.in the service i was in covert ops but thats behind me.i love to race.i race pro fuel and pro stock as well as i have a drag bike i love to run.been racing since i could see over the stearing wheel,and maybe a couple before. i guess besides the outdoors,music and racing my other likes are sky diving,motorcycls,being with friends,motorcycles,the beach,motorcycles,dancing and i cannt forget,motorcycles.lol. physically,oh dont ask,lo.i hate this part so ill make it short.6ft 1 200 lbs

What If...
What if one day you woke up and your whole world changed? What if one day you could count the number of tomorrows that you might have? What if one day you had to look back at your life, and account for it? What if one day you didn't know what to do? Although your days mabey hard, and you life full of unexpected twists and turns, be thankful, because having a few bad days is better than having no days at all.

One Of My Peoms
o the roses o there was single red rose o in the guarden with the morgning dew falling off of the rose peddles o on to the ground of the grass o the sunlight shine on the rose to give it some light o it only bud but what such beautyful flowers o exspecialy this one o the rain gives it water to make it grow o i brought a special vase for it o so i also grew some black roses o two of my fav flowers o then has iwatched themspring up and blooming o the never look so lovely o so i picked them and took them in my house o of darkness and put them in my vase o done by ladydespair09

It's The Fear!!!!
Waits for the day, I will let it out Give it a reason, to give it its might I fear who I am becoming, I feel that I am losing the struggle within I can no longer restrain it, My strength, it is fading I have to give in It's the fear, The fear of the darkness is growing inside of me They won, they will come to life Have to save, Save my beloved, There is no escape Because my fate is horror and doom Hold down your head now, Just let me pass by Don't feed my fear, If you don't want it out I fear who I am becoming, I feel that I'm losing all beauty within I can no longer restrain it, My strength, it is fading I have to give in It's the fear, The fear of the darkness is growing inside of me They won, they will come to life Have to save, Save my beloved, There is no escape Because my fate is horror and doom Long ago, it came to me I'm, ever since that day, Infected with its rage But it ends today It's the fear, The fear of the darkness is g

See Who I Am !!!!!
Is it true what they say, are we too blind to find a way? Fear of the unknown clouds our hearts today. Come into my world, see through my eyes. Try to understand, don't want to lose what we have. We've been dreaming but who can't deny, it's the best way of living between the truth and the lies. See who I am, break through the surface. Reach for my hand, And show them that we can free our minds and find a way. The world is in our hands, this is not the end Fear is withering the soul at the point of no return. We must be the change we wish to see. I'll come into your world, see through your eyes. I'll try to understand, before we lose what we have. We just can't stop believing because we have to try. We can rise above their truth and their lies. See who I am, break through the surface. Reach for my hand, And show them that we can free our minds and find a way. The world is in our hands, This is not th

My Words Of Many Things
Life Life is nothing but a dream drifting far from reality a dream so far away from truth a vision so blurred we can barely see ================================================================ SIMPLY LIFE We take the chances get bruises fall... hurt others... and are foolishly denying the pain some of us are on the other side of the tracks in this world really things are all black and white watching our future fade is an option some of us accept in this cruel world you only have yourself so many lies and deceit in peoples eyes... loving people to your best ability no one said this life would be easy but we all play the part of disguising the hurt but why??? isn\'t it OK to cry??? but there are so many unanswered questions in this world... i have not been called a genius or even a know-it all BUT ITS SIMPLY LIFE =============================================================== Who can i ( my life) So much is happening at once in my

Wtf?
OK since this FUBAR change I went to leave a comment on a page and when I clicked submit I got this big page with a cartoon bouncer that asked me to type 3 letters in a box. He looked mad at me...lol Internet tuff guy! I typed the letters as they were and then it kicked me out. WTF? LMAO! It said I didn't have proper ID! HAHAHAHA I got carded in an Internet bar and then thrown out!

The Never Answered Question
to ask a question and never get an answer, hurts more then a bad reply, so my question is why, to feel the way you do, never to have you, not even having a clue, do you or dont you, could you, or cant you, at least give me a clue, never knowing, never showing, but always thinking of you, this makes my heart ache, i wish god my soul to take, before tomarrow when i wake, you meant so much, but i cant even feel your touch, now i wonder why, as i sit here and cry, to you im just a guy, but to love you would never be a lie, so now i go, my hopes and dreams, never again to show..........

All Site Is Now Open To Mr Dj Azzy Dek Top Dance Loungexxxx
this is the best sight i love all people and life. anyone want to be friends come check me out am all ways here its 6.33am here but hyperactive never sleep.my pics are fun lets all reunite as one big family.rate my blogs blogs on blogs and sites .reach arms across the sea and join as onergod bless you all derek north west united kingdomthanks and rate and fan all new members.thanks my family friends top member pics are rated amazingly check out all today derek christain top dance loungexxxx

Few Facts
SEX FACTS 1) 94% of men lie about their penis size. According to condom manufacturers, only 6% of men need to use extra large condoms. 2) The average man is 4-5 inches long when erect; no matter what you have heard ladies, that's the truth. Incidentally the average vaginal capacity is only 6 inches, for you women who think you can handle king dong. 3) 80% of American men are circumcised, though Pediatrics say it is not necessary. 4) No matter what all the ads say nothing but time can make your penis grow. (most men reach the end of their growth by the early 20's) 5) There is no correlation between penis size and shoe size, hand size, or nose size. 6) Blue balls does exist! It's technically called "prostatic congestion." 7) Only 16% of men shave their privates. - Things MEN Might WANT TO KNOW - 1) Only 9% of women around the globe consider themselves "attractive" (20% of British women do). 43% of women use the term "natural", 24% say they have "average" looks,

**flirtation** Never Hurt Anyone
A little lighthearted flirtation turns the temperature up in your life. No matter what your current romantic situation, it's always nice to acknowledge that you find others attractive -- and vice versa. Have some fun.

Our Precious Love, By Lynn
Our Precious Love I was lonely, sad & so confused, I gave up on love...I didn't know what to do. I saw your face & love filled my heart, Peace was within me....I knew we'd never part. Our friendship grew, until one day, You told me you loved me & you'd never go away. You give me a love that I've never had, Now my days are far from sad. God brought us together, not a simple twist of fate, We'll hold each other soon....I can hardly wait. I've waited for you a long long time, I can't believe it ...... you're really mine. I promise to love you, respect you & treat you right, I give you my heart, so hold it tight. You're my life, my heart & my best friend, I'll stand by your side till life's very end. The sun has come out & the clouds have rolled away, Please don't ever forget.....how much I love you Ray. Written By: Your Lady, Lynn July 20, 2007 This is my gift and my promise to you Ray. Read it , believe it and le

Come, On Baby I Wanna Be On Top.....!!!!
I bet you were thinking something sexual weren't you. I want everyont that thought it was sexual to comment me and rate me. If you know me better than that, comment me rate me and send me a message. Come, on baby I wanna be on top means I wanna be the best and I wanna take some lucky lady with me.

Ok
I've been thinking during this contest with a lot of interesting comments mostly saying it's fun to read your guys conversations if it would be a good thing to do a leveling group with some of the old mummers, the comments are less controlled and every week we choose a random fubar user that is in need of help, i.e. a lower level person or someone we know very well, and we just spend a week on one picture commenting and joking around and if a really bad mumm shows up we can bash freely just don't attack anyone. Who would be interested in this?

Rubias Ink 2 Blog
-*- RUBIA'S SEXIEST INK CONTEST!! -*- YOU THINK YOU GOT? SHOW IT & LETS SEE WHAT YA GOT!! -*- MEN AND WOMAN ENCOURAGED TO ENTER. I AM TAKING 20 SEXY PEEPS TO ENTER. THE CONTEST WILL RUN FROM: AUGUST 1ST 7PM/EST TO: AUGUST 17TH 7PM/EST RULES FOR CONTEST: *U HAVE TOO HAVE A SLAUTE *LEVEL 7 TO ENTER *LEVEL 7 TO COMMENT BOMB *NOOOOOO DRAMA AT ALL *NO DOWN RATERS *NO PROGRAMS,BLASTERS *SELF BOMBIN WILL BE ALLOWED *RATES WILL BE USED IF THERE IS A TIE *THIER WILL BE SOME ONE WILL WATCH FOR {ANY & ALL} CHEATING PRIZES: THERE WILL BE 4 WINNERS: 1ST PLACE: A WEEKS BLAST 2ND PLACE: BIG PIMPING GIFT 3RD PLACE: BIG PIMPING GIFT 4TH PLACE: BIG PIMPING GIFT PLS SEND ME AN EMAIL HERE IF YOU ARE INTERESTED & THINK YOU GOT THE SEXIEST INK. I LOOK FORWARD TO HEARING FROM ALL THE GREAT PEOPLE ON FUBAR! PRESS MY LINK BELOW TO GET OT MY PAGE. (((HUGS))) RUBIAS RUBIAS ROCKIN IN NYC WITH KG/OWNER/BBW/BHW BOMBERS AND LOUNGE/KOT@ fubar (repost of

Nsfw Fairy >>>>>>kiss My Ass
If you are on My friends / Fans list and you find this little Cartoon pic below Offensive or NSFW ...... GET THE HELL OFF MY LIST!!!!! DELETE ME NOW THIS VERY SECOND!!!! HERE IS THE PIC AND YES I DO HAVE MORE TO SAY AFTER U VIEW THE PIC. All it says is "NO You cant play with mine Just because you broke yours off." I dont bother anyone on here and I dont ask for BULLSHIT from anyone or Blow anyone Else any, and I'll be damned if I'm gonna put up with any from some whiney ass babies that need to go the hell back to myspace and suck on their thumbs. I have had a MUM marked NSFW and it was a VID of our Illustrious President. Give me a Fucking break he wasnt naked thank GOD. NOW some WHINEY ASS IDIOT comes along and markes this Cartoon NSFW ...... IS THIS AN ONLINE PUB OR IS THIS BIBLE SCHOOL???? I have a Blast and dont even want to use the damn thing bcs I dont want mess with the DRAMA that is sure to come with it. I will be locking all my photos down to friends only and i doubt

I Need Love
THINK U GOT WHAT IT TAKES TO BE MY MAN? WELL HERES SOME HINTS.DO U..HANDLE UR BUSINESS,DONT COME ON TOO STRONG. I DONT WANT TO HEAR WHAT U WANT TO DO TO ME...BIG TURN OFF.I NEED A MAN THATS GONNA BE REAL...A MAN WHOS TRUE TO HIMSELF AND ME. LIES...LEAVE EM AT THE DOOR. I WANT TO BE IN LOVE...HEAD OVER HEALS NO DOUBT. THAT ONE SOMEONE THAT MAKES U SMILE FOR NO REASON.LAUGH OUT LOUD WHEN THERES NOTHING TO LAUGH ABOUT. MAKE U THINK OF HIM WHEN UR LAYING IN BED AND WHEN U AWAKE IN THE MORNING.SAY ANYTHING CRAZY CAUSE U KNOW HE WONT MIND.FEEL SEXY AND BEAUTIFUL WHEN U R AT UR ABSOLUTE WORST.THAT MAN IS A GENTILEMAN IN PUBLIC BUT CAN TAKE U HOME AND GIVE IT TO U REAL GOOD. THATS GONNA BE MY MAN. IS THAT TO MUCH TO ASK

A Woman, And A Man
ON NICKNAMES If Laura, Suzanne, Debra and Rose go out for lunch, they will call each other Laura, Suzanne, Debra and Rose. If Mike, Charlie, Bob and John go out for lunch, they will affectionately refer to each other as Fat Boy, Godzilla, Peanut-Head and Useless. ON EATING OUT Mike, Charlie, Bob and John will each throw in $20, even though the bill's only $22.50. None of them will have anything smaller, and none will actually admit they want change back. When the girls get their bill, out come the pocket calculators. ON MONEY A woman will pay $1 for a $2 item that she doesn't want A man will pay $2 for a $1 item he wants. ON BATHROOMS The average number of items in the typical woman's bathroom is 337. A man would not be able to identify most of these items. A man has six items in his bathroom: a toothbrush, tooth paste, shaving cream, razor, a bar of soap, and a towel from the Holiday Inn. ON ARGUMENTS A woman has the last word in any argument. Anything a man says a

How To Start Your Day
Ok I get up early this morning have everything ready in a good mood yada yada yada all that crap. The humidity was pretty high over night so the windshield is covered and dew and the wipers arent the best. I am driving down this little two lane country road that is barely wide enough for two cars and the sun is blazing away in my eyes. Between the dew and the sun i am squinting to see the road. My phone rings. I am using hands free of course and I am talking to my daughter. I hear this huge POP and my passenger side mirror crashes into the window shattering. I look in the rear view mirror and holy shit I just hit a jogger with my mirror. I slam on my brakes and throw the truck in reverse and race back to where this guy is standing. I look back in the mirror and he is in a full sprint for the truck. I get close and jump out to make sure he is okay and understandably so the guy is LIVID!!!I start with I am so sorry.. He is yelling "what the hell are you doing You didnt see me??" I cant

Dream
so i had this crazy dream i saw drake and whn i saw him i got pissed and toook his keys and i took his car jesse was in the dream and we had a uhaul so i told him to follow me and so imade off with a 1964 dodge dart and drake was pissed and started crying and i laughed at him and said now you know ...what it feels like to be fucked over so dont fuck people over anymore ..then i had a dreamm we got our newfridge but it wasnt the one we ordered so i freaked out hahahah

Wings Of A Dragonfly
Just like the wings of a dragonfly My heart is gentle and mysterious at the same time They are rare for anyone to see it up close Delicate in its own way and very fragile when held My heart sings out for the one who I love That no matter what happen in our lives I couldn't accept the gifts she presented me For I am going to wait when everything comes at me at once. Just like the power of a lion's roar Deep and letting out the feelings of being the one My soul remains inside me until I am ready to give it up For the person that I wish to call my own I would do anything to keep my love intact Someone out there is beyond the loudest screams For the one person who remains quiet through it all I know I can let her release the silence in her heart. Just like the loyalty that a dog can provide I'll do that same for the woman that I love deeply Never refusing or ignoring what matters to us both She is going to realize what kind of man I am To kiss her in places that bre

'he Did It !!!! So Im Here To Thank Him'
'He Did It !!!! So Im Here To Thank Him, He steped up and made sure all was going to be alright and that whatever needed to be done was done. I can say thank you a millon times but deep down inside me i can never repay my dearest friend that was there when my mom had two heart arrack sunday night / monday morning.... I owe u so much, u have done so much, u stood there at my side with it all, u telling me that its only what a true friend would do.But with the things that has happen in the past of my so called life its not something to me that a true friend would do....Its something a hero would do, at least a hero in my eyes...You can complain and bitch all u want about .It all but in my deep brown soft eyes i see a hero. Because you took control of it all bad made sure that every thing was taken care of needed to be taken care of... I have thought of so many things since it all happen on how i can repay you for being there, i know i would of lost it alot more than i did if someone

A Few New Pics
Just a quick note to let our friends and fans know we've got some new pics up! Camping pics coming soon! I've hit my limit for rating pics, but have continued to comment! In fact, the wife and I have enjoyed checking our other's sexy pics, so let us know if you have any that we've missed! Cheers, Mark and Lina p.s. thanks for those that have stopped by, rated and commented! you know who you are!!!

Understanding You Limitations - Huh.
Do you know that if someone tells me to do something then I will and perversely I also will not depending on what it is. Like when someone says, Have another drink, well of course, why not. When someone else says you are obliged to send this to all your friends to ensure your unending happiness then I think on your pedalling machine and just dig my heels in. So far happiness has been unending and apart for the hung over feeling from last night then it has been pretty good today. I am still trying to figure out where the drinks are kept here and why there is never a barmoan, I mean barman, around when you want one. As for this laptop well I think it has got a mind of its own after what he did to me last night. He not only crashed but he deleted everything that was open and photos have been disappearing so when you say get a photo, I say you would probably be better getting your life lived rather than look at the state of me. Now if I do not put, It depends on what occurs on the

Dj I Dont Give A Fck On Air Now
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Look
look i have been thinking and the more i think about it the more i think if i have to have ansfw pic to be like i dont want any part of it,love you guys to death and i know you all like seing the pics so fo what you have to just let me know if you want off my list

Funny Joke
a women goes to the doc ofice and say doc i got a rash on my pussy the doc looks and says hmm how often do u have sex? the women replies 2 times a year. he doc looks and says thats not a rash thats rust on your pussy..

It Still Sucks!
I didn't go out with him and I'm glad, because... I had a GREAT fucking weekend. It was my Birthday and it's hard enough getting older I didn't want to put myself through the misery of a suckey gay ass date. I actually met a guy on Saturday night :) Oh yeah... he knows how to talk too. Yep, things are looking up for me. Lol

A Day 2 Remember
Well today is a day in which my family and I dont go by and wish our other Angel was still here to celebrate her bday. My mother who passed away, is missed beyound belief. Aug 10, 1999 is a date which she was called for by our dear Lord. Every year that something happens in our family lifes we wish she was still here. Happy Birthday Mommy...I love you and miss you so much. The min I walked in to the hospital the first thing my dad asked me half asleep cuz they had just brought him into his room from doing the scope was, "Did you remember to have Mass dedicated to your mom for her Bday?" I said ofcourse daddy how can I forget this day...His eyes got full of tears and he said TY I know Mija. Then went right back to sleep after I wiped away his tears...I sat there lookin at him wondering how is it possible he had enough strenght to ask me somthing like that as sick as he is. I began to pray my rosary while lookin at him still I remember being little and always seeing my daddy as

Pissed Off
Why the fuck are there stupid rules to follow? I'm talking like I had to remove the backgroud on my page, because you saw the top part of a PORN STAR'S clit. I was told that I had to remove the photo because it was innapporpriate! I thought that we were all FUCKING adults on here! I guess that some people can't seem to handle the fact that a womans body is sexy and oh, by the way, NO ONE ever complained about the picture.

Plz Come Help Out!
Okay everyone this is her very first contest. Shes not even sure what to do. So I'm making this bulletin for her to show her how to make one.. Please everyone take a few minutes to stop off over at her contest to give her a little support.. Thank you.. Bombs away.. (repost of original by 'MIZZ SHADY* LEADER*OF SHADY'S S*U*P*' on '2007-07-30 12:07:27')

My Pimpout
This is my real first pimpout.I have pimped people maybe for having a bad day or someone saying that they get no love from there friends.I always say my friends are the best.My first pimpout is going to be friends that have been with me since day or close to day one on what was Lost Cherry. They have always been there no matter the situation. Even when things get crazy with me on leveling they are always there. Stop by Rate, Fan and Add them I garentee you wont be sorry to have them as friends.They all show love and are true friends to have. Karen@ fubar ~WÇKÐ GÖÐÐÈ§§~@ fubar Fireman 7 C.T. FIRE DEPARTMENT@ fubar Ben DoveЯ®™@ fubar Captain Caveman -nWo-CT Pimp & Ho Society*Jessie's CT Hubby*@ fubar wishful thinking@ fubar **Christie**@ fubar ~JaMie~ I.B.I.C.~Dirty South Crew~CLUB F.A.R.~FAN ADD RATE ME -------->@ fubar Thanks for checking out my friends

My Dad's Knee Surgury...
Well my dad had knee surgury yesterday, and today the anesthesia has officially worn off. He's in some serious pain right now, and it put me just as much in pain to see my dad that way. All i ask if you read this blog is to please pray for my pops for a quick recovery. And after you pray for him, to please pass this on to all you know, so everyone could pray for him. I just hate to see anyone in pain, especially a family member. I know if any of my friends in here asked this of me, i'd damn sure do it. Thanks for the favor, and i'm in great appreciation of everyone's kind words and prayers for me and my dad and all of my family that's effected by this. Thank YOU, Derek

Bored.... Very..... Very..... Bored..... Ugh
So yeah I'm sitting here at work with only a brief time left and well a few things are going through my mind, unfortunately my mind isn't sharing any of these thoughts with me so I'm really just a vegetable sitting very still. A few months ago I saw a movie called The Fountain and now I want to grow my hair out like the lead character in that film. The only problem I'm finding out so far is that growing hair is a very slow process. Why has today felt like the longest day in the world. No seriously I don't even remember noon, noon feels like it was sometime yesterday (maybe it was) yikes now I'm scared. So I met my first Mexican this past week and I found it completely odd that he would look at me funny. He was giving me this "I really thought I was the only Mexican on the face of the planet" kind of a look. Which I guess makes sense seeing as there aren't very many here in Washington, especially close to the Canadian border. Yesterday while working out I saw this one

Why?
Wake up and pay attention!Turn Up Your Speakers & Listen! Why do people commit suicide?Why do people cut themselves? Why do girls become anorexic and bulimic? Why do kids bring guns to school?Why do kids get depressed...so they start using meds, and abusing them?Why do girls feel the need to act like sluts to impress guys?In the Bill Of Rights, it says we have FREEDOM OF SPEECH! So why are we so afraid to speak up for ourselves?I KNOW WHY! "Whores""Geeks""Goths""Emos"AND THAT’S NOT EVEN HALF OF THEM!Society in general

I Give Up On Relationships!!
Well, nothing seems to work out the way I want when it comes to relationships. Every time I put my heart out there, it gets stomped on. So....time to box it back up and just not let myself get involved anymore. I'll just have fun and not let myself fall anymore.....at least not for a LONG while. Hurts too much, ya know? Who needs it anyway?

Oxymorons
Oxymorons.... 1. Is it good if a vacuum really sucks? 2. Why is the third hand on the watch called the second hand? 3. If a word is misspelled in the dictionary, how would we ever know? 4. If Webster wrote the first dictionary, where did he find the words? 5. Why do we say something is out of whack? What is a whack? 6. Why does "slow down" and "slow up" mean the same thing? 7. Why does "fat chance" and "slim chance" mean the same thing? 8. Why do "tug" boats push their barges? 9. Why do we sing "Take me out to the ball game" when we are already there? 10. Why are they called "stands" when they are made for sitting? 11. Why is it called "after dark" when it really is "after light"? 12. Doesn't "expecting the unexpected" make the unexpected expected? 13. Why are a "wise man" and a "wise guy" opposites? 14. Why do "overlook" and "oversee" mean opposite things? 15. Why is "phonics" not spelled the way it sounds? 16. If work is so terrific, why do they hav

Mumm Suspension
http://www.fubar.com/blog/57/391964 MuMMers... First off, take a deep breath. Your MuMM suspension was nothing personal. The automated message you received probably told you it was NSFW. If it wasn't NSFW, it was flagged because it did not meet the MuMM guidelines. The following information will help you better understand your suspension. Also, I do not see 99% of the MuMMs that are flagged. I am just the guy who can help you turn them back on. Please do not shoot the messenger. Please make sure to read this entire blog. 1. I will not debate, argue, discuss or get involved in MuMM drama. 2. MuMM stands for Make Up Your Mind! It is a place for users to post legitimate questions asking for advice from our community. The format is self explanatory. Do not deviate from the format or your MuMM will be deleted. 3. MuMMs are NOT the bulletin board, Stash, photo gallery or your own personal blog to rant. MuMMs are not meant to perpetuate drama towards another user or the s

Daddy...
I want to share something very special to me. I called my father day before yesterday..Tuesday, about 9:30pm. He fussed me out for not calling earlier. Of course, I apologized and told him I needed to be taken to the Dr. Thursday at 12am. Could he drive me, he agreed and that was the end of the conversation. Yesterday about 11am the phone rang and it was my Dad, he apologized for getting on to me the night before. He said, "When the phone rings at night, the first thing I think of is, one of you ( My brother, step-brother or I) is hurt or in trouble." "That and I had a bad day and took it out on you." Now for my father to do this, is AMAZING! It made me feel all nice and warm, so I thought I'd share it with you...and just maybe, you'll make a long over due call or pat someone on the back. Anyway above is a younger picture of my Dad and a recent one.

Scented Toilet Tissue?
So, I've just made a rather startling, if weird, discovery. A few moments ago, I realized that I had to tinkle and thus I hefted my bottom out of my bed and made my way to the restroom. Because I'm detective material, I immediately noticed the absence of toilet tissue. As such, I went to my handy dandy supply closet to get a roll. With me so far? Well, come along then! I haven't all day! Anyway, so because I'm high speed, I take myself back to my restroom and I proceed to tinkle (this is also known as going pee-pee). As I was completing my task, I noticed a fragrance wafting up, tickling my senses. That's right! Like any normal person, I chose to smell the roll of toilet tissue! Exactly! My toilet tissue smelled like cinnamon and vanilla, just like the little sachet in my supply closet.

How Far....................
HOW FAR WOULD YOU GO...........With me! Put "yes" "maybe" "no" or ur own answer and answer me back. Kiss me: Hug me: Date me: Get tipsy with me: Kill me: Love me: Hate me: Hold me: Lie to me: Hurt me: Sing with me: Dance with me: Grind with me: Let me touch you: Touch me: Stare at me: Cuddle with me: Let me make a move on you: Let me make you scream: Have sex with me: Make a move on me: Play with me: Watch a movie with me: Get me a B-day gift?: Let me borrow your car: Let me see you naked: Wanna see me naked: Do you think im hot: Could I turn you on: Could I make you scream: Would you be there for me: Buy me a drink: Take a shower with me: Bring me around your friends: Give me a massage: Take me to the club: Ask me out: Like me: Drink kool-aid with me: Take advantage of me: Let me take advantage of you: Hangout with me:

I Remember
I Remember Not So Long Ago, Before My Son Became A Man I'd Take Him To The Park, We'd Walk Hand And Hand I Can't Really Remember Where, The Time Has Came And Went I Just Recall, How I Thought My Son Was Heaven Sent Time Stands Still For No One As I Look At The Man Who's My Son The Son That's Sailed Away Upon The Sea Never Again Will That Boy Return To Me So I Tell You This If Your Son Is Small Take The Time To Watch As He Grows Tall I Can't Get Back The Moments That Are Like Dreams Little Boys Grow Up Far Too Fast It Seems Chris

God Can You Call Me Some Angels?
GOD CAN YOU CALL ME SOME ANGELS? Somewhere in this dark rainy night, there's going to be a fight Instead of love there's nothing but hate. Lord can you send an Angel before it's too late? On interstate 95, there's a wreck will they make it out alive? The other driver had too much to drink. Why couldn't he have stopped to think? The drunk driver came out unharmed the family he struck bought the farm Somewhere in the distance a siren is heard. The firefighters get dressed without saying a word. Can they make it to the fire on time? Pulling out the ladders on a dangerous climb The flames of hell they surely do see trying to save a girl age three Somewhere on another part of town, a robbery is going down. A young man has turned to drugs, grew up w/o kisses or hugs Driving by an officer on patrol. Is it too late for the policeman to stop this lost soul? In another block, a Doctor is fighting the clock. A man has had a heart attack. Only with God's help is the

Shmily
SHMILEY My grandparents were married for over half a century, and played their own special game from the time they had met each other. The goal of their game was to write the word "SHMILEY" in a surprise place for the other to find. They took turns leaving "SHMILEY" around the house, and as soon as one of them discovered it, it was their turn to hide it once more. They dragged "SHMILEY" with their fingers through the sugar and flour containers to await whoever was preparing the next meal. They smeared it in the dew on the windows overlooking the patio where my grandma always fed us warm, homemade pudding with blue food coloring. "SHMILEY" was written in the steam left on the mirror after a hot shower, where it would reappear bath after bath. At one point, my grandmother even unrolled an entire roll of toilet paper to leave "SHMILEY" on the very last sheet. There was no end to the places "SHMILEY" would pop up. Little notes with "SHMILEY" scribbled hurriedly were found on dashb

With Out You
Do you ever think about me, like I think about you? When, I get up in the morning and the sun sparkles on the morning dew. When, I go for a drive in my car. I’ll see flower growing wild an, I’ll be reminded how pretty you are. Did I ever tell you, how much I love to see you smile? Did I tell you, how much you lift me in times of trial? I often wish the words would flow from my pen. To tell you you’re more then a lover, you’re my friend. You know, thru our good times and thru our bad. You brought a smile upon my face when, I was sad. When, the lines grow on our face and our hair has turned gray. I’m glad you’ve been with me thru the night and day. An, when our days on earth are thru, I wouldn’t have been me, without you. chris

Imagine Me......
Imagine me smiling. Imagine me laughing at the silliest things. Imagine me crying. Imagine me walking. Imagine me running. Imagine me arguing. Imagine me praying for you. Imagine me loving. Imagine me dancing. Imagine me holding you. Now stop. Imagine if I was gone. Would you miss me? Imagine if you never knew me. Would your life be different? Imagine if you never saw my smile or heard me laugh. Would you miss it? Imagine if I never loved you. Would it matter? Imagine if I never prayed for you. Would your blessings be the same? Imagine if we never argued. Would you have felt the concern from me? We never realize the importance people have in our lives until they are gone. We take for granted the smile as someone passes us in our path, or the laugh from a loved one. We never think about what if that person was never in our lives. Would we miss them? Would our life be easier or harder? Would there be a difference? Would you be happier or would you feel like there is something m

Wish Me Luck
So I got a new laptop from work yesterday. today I went out to buy a wireless router so I can have my PC and the laptop online at the same time. I wonder how much cussing I'll end up doing trying to set all that up. Never set up a wireless network before.

Why Would This Nigga Do Somethin Stupid Twice
check this shit out me and my uncle got into it before, when this nigga cussed my aunt out when my grandma died and that was a 2 months ago. i had this nigga runnin and hiding for 2 weeks, and the sad part is he's twice my age.Now last nite he called my mom and was talk shit to her and through my name in the conversation, now im startin to think this nigga is slow and i might just have to remind him about what happen 2 months ago and this time my mom and aunt wont be able to stop me. i tried to be nice i tried to let shit go now cuz is in trouble and he cant hide this time.

A Short Piece Of Erotica....
The sun drifted lazily behind the treeline,sinking ever so slowly and invoking a pinkish glow upon the sparse clouds.Smoke from the nearby fire wandering upwoard in the still evening air.There the two sat nearby on a large log,enjoying eachothers company and the much needed escape from the hectic lives they led.Nature's evening chorus played softly in the background as the last rays of the suns light slipped away leaving the two bathed only in the moons soft glow. The fire waned as the evening grew on,bringing on the chill of the suns departure.Getting up to tend the fire ,he stared at her as he fed the flames with some more lumber.Her eyes seemed to burn with an intensity dwarfing the small campfire as their gazes met.He was so taken by her,now more than ever before as he found himself hypnotized by her fair beauty.Slowly walking back to her he straddeled the log so he faced her. Staring into her eyes he reached out and pulled her closer to him.Without brea

Friends For An Eternity
I have gone on to a better place You have laid me down to rest Do not shed tears for me I will come and visit you Be there in your time of need When I said I was your friend until the end I meant eternity So do not be afraid to talk For I will still listen too I want to be there through good and bad Just like a friend should do I will be here till it is your time To join me in this wonderful place No stress here, no pain Just millions of people with smiles upon their face So I will be here for you No matter where you go No matter what you do I will be your conscience And I will guide you through So do not shed tears for me I am happy once again Happier then you realize For I am still your best friend

Sexy Metal Man Needs Our Help....4630 To Go
Sexy Metal Man needs our help. If you are online, could you please come help me level him up? Thanks, Tracy †sexy metal man†....RIP PEPOW HOLDER 3.30.1944-3.18.2007 I love and miss you@ fubar

Ani Difranco - Not A Pretty Girl
I am not a pretty girl That is not what I do I ain't no damsel in distress And I don't need to be rescued So put me down punk Maybe you'd prefer a maiden fair Isn't there a kitten stuck up a tree somewhere? I am not an angry girl But it seems like I've got everyone fooled Every time I say something they find hard to hear They chalk it up to my anger And never to their own fear And imagine you're a girl Just trying to finally come clean Knowing full well they'd prefer you Were dirty and smiling And I am sorry I am not a maiden fair And I am not a kitten stuck up a tree somewhere And generally my generation Wouldn't be caught dead working for the man And generally I agree with them Trouble is you gotta have yourself an alternate plan And I have earned my disillusionment I have been working all of my life And I am a patriot I have been fighting the good fight And what if there are no damsels in distress? What if I knew that and I called your bluff? Don't

Outsider
I hate the feeling you get when you think people don’t actually want to talk to you. The feeling like you’re just annoying them. I constantly worry that I am in the way, bothering, or annoying people. It is a feeling that persistently torments me. Another never-ending battle with me is the awkwardness of always feeling out of place. No matter whom I’m with or where I am, I never feel like I belong. I continuously observe social situations from the outside, only offering my input when I feel I have something important or intelligent to offer to the conversation. I wish for once I could just feel like I belong and that I am truly wanted. I crave for the feeling of acceptance and ease. Yet, those feeling seem far out of my grasp. Almost like a wonderlust, things that I will never experience. I am just use to having my feelings jerked around. My emotions fucked dry of any meaning. As I stand naked, exposed, baring all, my emotions spread out like playing cards. Nowhere to run o

Wtf?!?!?!?!
Is anybody else getting the message that you've already rated a stash when you know you haven't? It's letting me rate one stash on a person and then I get that error....what's up?!?!?! FUBAR is definately the right name!!!!! .:*de*:.

Yes You Can Still Find Things For Free!
You can find a smattering of free and legal music tracks online at Amazon.com, CNet's Download.com and Walmart.com. But listening to Internet radio is the best way to get your free groove on. At Slacker.com, for example, you can listen to 75 genre stations and 10,000 artist-specific stations for free. Or be your own DJ and build a customized station. (It's in beta-testing mode, and the free service will be ad supported.) FREE SHIPPING Many merchants offer free shipping if you spend a certain amount. (Some of our favorites: Amazon.com for orders over $25, eBags.com on orders over $50 and Sephora.com on orders over $75.) But a few sites offer this freebie no matter how much you spend. These include 1800Contacts.com (contact lenses), Alyssagiftbaskets.com (special-occasion gifts), Bellacor.com (lighting and home furnishings), Bluenile.com (jewelry), Shopbop.com (clothes) and Zappos.com(shoes). FREE PC PROTECTION Guard against spyware, viruses and other invaders with

Husband Free To Good Home:
for those that may be interested in married life this is for you: male, aged 37, 6'6" about 230 lbs. brown hair, blue eyes and disabled. for the truth in disclosure rules: the male suffers from: 1. diabetes 2. hyper tension 3. high cholesterol 4. degenerative disks (4) in his lower back, walks with a cane 5. bi-polar with manic episodes 6. refuses to converse with the one he is with 7. dementia 8. ulcers 9. in my opinion, though hasn't been diagnosed, self-delusional 10. technically on fifth "legal" marriage 11. severe restless sleeper when sleeping with someone 12. asthma 13. heart condition 14. an ego the size of the northern hemi-sphere as far as i know that about covers it.

Biotch, I'm From The South!!!!
Somebody from California apparently wrote the top part, but somebody from Florida came back and put them on their asses at the bottom. And whoever that was, GOD BLESS YOU! CALIFORNIA: - I can wear sandals all year long - I go to the Beach - not "down to the shore" -Our chicks are WAYYYY hotter than yours. Well...Miami can hang. - I say "like" and "for sure" and "right on" and "dude" and "totally" and "peace out" and "chill" and "tight" and "bro" and I say them often - I know what real cheese & avocados taste like -Everyone smokes weed and its no big deal -We'll roll up 40 deep when something goes down. -I live next door to Mexicans, but we call them American's! -All the porn you watch is made here, cause we're better and thats how it is - I don't get snowdays off because theres only snow in Mammoth, Tahoe, Shasta, and Big Bear - I know 65 mph really means 100 - When someone cuts me off, they get the horn and the finger and high speed chase cuz we

Little Boxes By Malvina Reynolds
Little boxes on the hillside, Little boxes made of tickytacky Little boxes on the hillside, little boxes all the same There's a green one and a pink one and a blue one and a yellow one And they're all made out of ticky tacky and they all look just the same. And the people in the houses all went to the university Where they were put in boxes and they came out all the same, And there's doctors and there's lawyers, and business executives And they're all made out of ticky tacky and they all look just the same. And they all play on the golf course and drink their martinis dry, And they all have pretty children and the children go to school And the children go to summer camp and then to the university Where they are put in boxes and they come out all the same. And the boys go into business and marry and raise a family In boxes made of ticky tacky and they all look just the same.

So I Wrote Babyj
Mike, my name is Van, aka Captain Cooter. I've been making a bitchfit in the mumms lately, and written a blog saying all my feelings. Please, take a moment to read this: My thoughts. It may be a little long, but please read it all, all 3 blogs in Social Concepts...if you haven't already. Mike, I used to love this site. However I'm tired of being treated like a child. I've been mad for quite some time, but the latest trend in the mumms has been a catalyst for me. I apologize for going about this in the manner I have instead of coming to you directly, however I wanted to see if I was alone in my views. A lot of the older members to your site have disappeared, or are fuming quietly. The newer members are pissed about trivial things like the bouncer checks. I don't really know what to say that isn't mentioned in my blogs, but I do want to stress this one point: I used to love this site, and I want to love it again. I know that it can be great, but the moderators need to be moderat

Omg! Awesome!
Well, I had my first photo shoot today. The photographer's name was John Horbelt. He has a site called www.flexette.net which is women with (some without) muscle and stuff. They are flexing, and stuff like that. My shoot was awesome...lol I got to put the photographer in a headlock, choke-hold, choking, punching...Different stuff like that. He payed me over a hundred dollars an hour. I should have the pics by the beginning of September, and I can't wait! He also did some headshots and arm-wrestling videos where I kicked his ass like 8 times! lol I'm so hooked on modelling now! And I'm the FIRST BIG GIRL he's photographed for the site. And HE contacted ME! lol I'm like...giddy right now...haha! Show support for your local fat girl!

Pork Loin With Apples - - Filetto Di Maiale Alle Mele
Pork Loin with Apples, Filetto di Maiale alle Mele: Pork and apples are a universal combination. This recipe calls for a whole pork loin, and will take about an hour and a half to prepare. To serve 4: INGREDIENTS: * 1 pound (1/2 k) boned pork loin * A scant half cup olive oil * Salt & pepper to taste * 1 3/4 pounds (750 g) moderately tart apples * 1 tablespoon honey * A brimming cup dry white wine * 1/2 teaspoon meat extract * 2 tablespoons unsalted butter PREPARATION: Begin by trimming away any fat or gristle the meat may have, and then tie it with string so it will keep its shape. Set it in a roasting pan, season it with salt and pepper, sprinkle it with the oil, and roast it in a moderate oven (185 C, 370 F) oven for about an hour, basting it occasionally with the pan drippings. In the meantime, peel, core, and slice the apples. Heat the wine and the honey in a pot and cook the apple wedges for a few minutes, until they are fork-tende

These 16 Police Comments Were Taken Off Actual Police Car Videos Around The Country:
These 16 Police Comments were taken off actual police car videos around the country: #16 "You know, stop lights don't come any redder that the one you just went through." #15 "Relax, the handcuffs are tight because they're new. They'll stretch after you wear them a while." #14 "If you take your hands off the car, I'll make your birth certificate a worthless document." #13 "If you run, you'll only go to jail tired." #12 "Can you run faster than 2700 feet per second? Because that's the speed of the bullet that'll be chasing you." #11 "You don't know how fast you were going? I guess that means I can write anything I want to on the ticket, huh?" #10 "Yes, sir, you can talk to the shift supervisor, but I don't think it will help. Oh, did I mention that I'm the shift supervisor?" #9 "Warning! You want a warning? O.K., I'm warning you not to do that again or I'll give you another ticket." #8 "The answer to this last question will determ

Relief.............................aaaaaah
Don't ask, just my own stuff!!!!!!!!!!!!! ~EXHALES AFTER TWO DAYS, AND FEELS RELIEVED~ I just got reminded what it feels like to worry so much that it actually physically hurts. It's been a long time...........

You Have To Read Read This
i had i bulletin taken down before this is getting worst if it carrys on i am going to stop using this thing please leave comments to tell me what you reckon its mumms.stash now bulletins its one big joke

Re: Professional Modeling Photoshoot!
Well the photoshoot that I had on thursday night DID NOT quite turn out how I expected. First the Photographer was a nudist. Obviously, I have no problem with nudity, though it was kind of funny that he drove from where I live all the way to King Of Prussia NAKED! Once there, I believe he spent a full 15 minutes on just photos of me. The rest of the time there...was spent sucking his cock..so that it went from soft to hard, countless times. I believe that lasted a little over an hour. Then baby oil was used for photos of a handjob. The reason I was not expecting half of what happened to happen is because he was toting himself as a PROFESSIONAL. So far, I have not recieved copies of the photo which was also part of the original agreement. This was a paid photoshoot..but what I had to do was not equal to the payment that I normally would recieve for such an erotic shoot. I am still waiting to see if he adds any of the shots to his portfolio page as well as see if he

And So It Goes,..
In every heart there is a room A sanctuary safe and strong To heal the wounds from lovers past Until a new one comes along I spoke to you in cautious tones You answered me with no pretense And still I feel I said too much My silence is my self defense And every time I've held a rose It seems I only felt the thorns And so it goes, and so it goes And so will you soon I suppose But if my silence made you leave Then that would be my worst mistake So I will share this room with you And you can have this heart to break And this is why my eyes are closed It's just as well for all I've seen And so it goes, and so it goes And you're the only one who knows So I would choose to be with you That's if the choice were mine to make But you can make decisions too And you can have this heart to break And so it goes, and so it goes And you're the only one who knows.

Rain
If skies were made of destiny, And rain formed out of hate, Tears would be built from loathing, And sickness from fate, If skies were made of trouble, And rain formed out of sorrow, There would be no today, And never a tomorrow, If skies were made from ashes, And rain formed out of fire, There would be no need for graves, We’d be burning on a pyre, If skies were made of air, And water formed our rain, There would be no need for doctors, For we would be insane

Mi Fav Band Chyeaahh Besides Megadeth
The Distillers - City Of AngelsAdd to My Profile | More Videos distillers the hungerAdd to My Profile | More Videos The Young Crazed peelingAdd to My Profile | More Videos Beat Your Heart Out - The DistillersAdd to My Profile | More Videos The DistillersAdd to My Profile | More Videos And I Fking Tap Br

Chicken With Rice Aibonito (arroz Con Pollo A Lo Aibonito)
INGREDIENTS: 2 whole bone-in chicken breasts with skin, cut into 2-inch pieces 1 recipe traditional garlic dipping sauce 1/4 cup olive oil 1/2 cup black olives, pitted and chopped 1/3 cup golden raisins 1/2 cup green peas 1 6-ounce jar pimientos, drained and cut in strips 4 cups long-grain rice 4 to 5 cups chicken stock generous pinch saffron, soaked in an additional 1 cup boiling chicken stock 2 teaspoons salt 1 teaspoon black pepper1 Marinate the chicken pieces in the dipping sauce for 30 minutes. Drain and discard the liquid. In a skillet, heat 2 teaspoons oil, lightly saute the chicken pieces, and set aside. Heat the remaining olive oil in a Dutch oven. Saute the olives, raisins, peas, and pimientos for 5 minutes. Stir in the rice. Add enough chicken stock, including the cup with saffron, to cover the rice, and bring to a boil. Add salt and pepper. Reduce the heat and add the chicken. Simmer for 20 minutes, or until the rice and chicken are cooked.

Vacation, Day Two
Written day two of my vacation (sans internet so posting now). Sunday, August 5 I wake up feeling cramped and a little off -- perhaps the result of a body used to a queen-sized bed cramped into a twin, perhaps the adjustment of waking up in a childhood bed that doesn't feel quite right anymore. As expected, Dad is running late (a trait I inherited and blame on him, as I blame my mother for my severe night owl tendencies). His "just 15 more minutes" becomes an hour and a half, and we head out late. Still, my sister inherited that same trait as I did, and hers is exacerbated by a large family and a return only the previous day from a trip up to Minnesota, so they are running even later than we are. I follow Dad up to Twin Lakes, a desire on my part to have independence. I treasure this independence, honestly, because it's something I rarely have when I visit my family. Hampered by a desire to avoid driving something twice as large as my car and my inability to drive a stick-

Making Love
Making Love. I enter the bedroom you lie there naked on the bed i climb up and kiss you passionately, pressing my body against yours your arms surround me nails gently tracing down my back i reach down between your thighs massaging you feeling you get more aroused your hands wander as well teasing me not quite touching me our kiss has yet to break you grow harder between my fingers just as i grow wetter i break the kiss to reposition myself still within your reach i take your tip into my mouth still massaging the shaft with my fingers you slowly slide a finger inside of me a gentle moan escaping my lips as i take all of you into my mouth you slide a second finger in i hear your breath catch just as mine does you continue to move your fingers in and out of my body as i slowly begin to suck harder using my hands to caress your shaft while my tongue circles your head i know it won't be long still moving in and out of me, you use the other hand to g

Since The Other One Is For Writing
I spend all of my time online since i don't work, and I'm a major exhibitionist, so a couple of the other sites I'm on are more along the lines of the hooker skirt album pictures rather than the default ;) I'll be on alt later this morning, after i manage to get the motivation to shower and shave, and the other site later this morning or early afternoon. Although I try not to advertise, if you are curious as to where to find me, please don't hesitate to either visit my webpage at sinamynlee.com or send me a mail and i will let you know where to find me ;)

The Passion Inside
romance is just a glance, take that chance, at the passion inside, makes hearts open wide, like your heart is in a stride, never to hide, passion burning so deep, its what you want to keep, soft moon lite walks, carring talks, holding that special someones hand, they make you feel grand, when you walk in the sand, sun rise comes to you, makes everything feel true, looking into their eyes, saying good bye to the why's, knowing this is real, that kiss is the seal, that binds you both to each other, it makes your body shutter, makes your heart race, can your emotions keep pace, when you see that special someones face, taking both your hearts to a peaceful place, hopeing it will last, not like the ones in the past, may your heart be true, may your loved one have the clue, that they are actually the one for you, as you are the one for them too................

Never Want To Part
poems flow so free, like the wind through a tree, nice to have my heart flow, to let everyone know, the person you see, is the real me, i take the bad and the good, as someone really should, i try not to lie, for it makes people cry, i am some what shy, im not like any other guy, thats why i am me, now you are starting to see, the passion inside me, i live life for what it is, a gift from the man above, i try never to push and shove, but i would like to find love, so she can see, how i would treat a lady, love and respect, with no neglect, honor and truth, wouldnt be like pulling a tooth, for i am me, and my heart has been set free, devotion and love, as he has given from above, now i will sit and wait, to see if its my fate, to find the one, that can tame my heart, who would never want to part..............

So Messed Up!!!
Why r women so messed up? I know not all of u r, but man, why is it that you try to do good things and be nice to someone, some messed up chica has to go switch everything around and make it seem bad? I'm just so sick of all u crazy chics it makes me wanna puke!!! I know, I know, us men are just as fucked up, and we're assholes and all that, I just wish we could finally understand the opposite sex and just be happy for a change!!!! DVS1

To The Angel Of My Dreams
"Walking Up the Stairs to You" Walking up the stairs to my room I realize how much I really love you The time we spend together The time we share When talking to you I lose every care Do I ask you hand in love? should i dare? Loving you is all that I am Loving you is all that there will be Loving you as I hope you can love me The love that binds The love that blinds The love that shares To every one's own You are mine In my heart, in my soul, In my thoughts You never leave my mind Walking to up the stairs to my room Brings me closer to my picture of you The picture that tucks me to bed every night The picture that is always in my eyes The picture of the most beautiful The picture of the light The picture of you i see Every day and every night You are what I love You are what brings my soul to peace you are the one who calms my mind and brings forth love, a smile, An aroura of light and beauty Y

What The F*#k
I know this is gonna sound harsh but I don't give a fuck. If you've ever read my page you would know that. And to the 10 people that have read it thank you. Now then I would like to start by saying that I love talking to everyone on here and I'm glad that so many people have felt they could share their stories and their problems with me. I don't mind at all, really if I can help just one person through a tough time or just give them a virtual shoulder to cry on then I feel I have helped the world in the best way I can. But, and theres always a but, I don't need drama, people getting mad, boyfriends looking on my page, (if you don't trust your girl take it up with her not me.) I have enough problems. I don't need stalkers, or anyone getting pissy with me. I see things in people that most never would notice till its to late. No matter what you believe 99 percent of the time somewhere down the road you'll find out I was right. Sorry it's a gift I was born with. If you don't believe I can

On The Wings Of Hope
As an ancient legend goes; If anyone desires a wish to come true, they must capture a butterfly and whisper that wish to it. Since butterflies make no sound, They can’t tell that wish to anyone but the Great Spirit, So by making the wish and releasing the butterfly, It will be taken to the heavens and be granted. Although this legend implies that we should keep our wishes silent, there are some wishes that need to be expressed out loud. To those that have been touched by the disease we are helping to fight today, We wish the caregivers strength and tranquility, and thank them for their gifted labor of love. We wish the survivors a long and happy life, and thank them for showing us how to fight with courage and determination. We wish those currently fighting the battle energy and hope, and thank them for showing us what true bravery is all about. And finally, we wish the victims peace and love, and thank them for the joy and happiness they brought to us. With this symb

Threesome!
Yes! While banging the hell out of Susan last night I managed to convince her to have a threesome with me and Lynn. And she seemed really, really into the idea. :D Now I REALLY can't wait until Lynn get's back here in September! Oh the fun times that await! I get to have both of them...at the same damn time! Susan... and my lovely Lynn...

Birth Month
What does your birth month reveal about you? (Pics) MayStubborn and hard-hearted. Strong-willed and highly motivated. Sharp thoughts. Easily angered. Attracts others and loves attention. Deep feelings. Beautiful physically and mentally. Firm Standpoint. Needs no motivation. Easily consoled. Systematic (left brain). Loves to dream. Strong clairvoyance. Understanding. Sickness usually in the ear and neck. Good imagination. Good physical. Weak breathing. Loves literature and the arts. Loves traveling. Dislike being at home. Restless. Not having many children.Hardworking. High spirited. Spendthrift. Take The Quiz Now!Quizzes by myYearbook.com

Weighty Thoughts
Ok its 12;14 am where i am & i can't fall asleep.Just have alot of thoughts buzzing through my brain.Me i kinda think i'm on the chunky side.I'm 4'11" , medium legnth red hair , blue eyes & around 150lbs.I'm not what i would consider BBW but i'll never be model thin. What hurts is when folks say i'm huge or obese..I had one guy say after reading Hubby& i's profile that if i was a "sub" i had eaten one too many :(.Pretty much most all my clothes are size medium.. i wear a youth size 4 shoe.. i don't know perceptions of people can needlessly hurt. I try to be nice to everyone. It is in my nature to try to take care others. Just i guess i'm confused. What does everyone think.. Comments would be great ty much if you take the time to read this

The Good Book
She says English --------- ------- We need I want It's your decision The correct decision should be obvious by now Do what you want You'll pay for this later We need to talk I need to complain Sure...go ahead I don't want you to. I'm not upset Of course I'm upset, you moron. You're...so manly You need a shave and you sweat a lot. You're certainly attentive tonight. Is sex all you ever think about? I'm not emotional! And I'm not I have PMS. overreacting! Be romantic, turn out the lights. I have flabby thighs. This kitchen is so inconvenient. I want a new house. I want new curtains and carpeting, furniture, wallpaper... Ha

Party
Bayou Boyz End Of Summer Dazz When: Sat. Sept. 8, 2007 Where: Harvard Sports Bar 4775 South Harvard Tulsa, Oklahoma Music By: THE ELEMENT COME PARTY WITH US BAND STARTS at 8:00 pm FREE FOOD 6 pm till it’s Gone DRINK SPECIALS PLUS DOOR PRIZES 50/50 FOR THE FAMILY of A CHILD ABUSE VICTIM If You Didn’t Come To Party Take Your Dead Ass Home

How Did I Forget These Two ?
Oh god how did I ever forget these ones in my last blog . . . 6. Men think that just because they are fucking you it means that they have a chance with your friends ~ Hmmm, now ok I Know that men will hop into bed a fuck a bitch before his buddy is even out of the room but my friends are not that way . . . Period. For the most part once you have fucked one of us that means you are off limits to the rest of us. It’s friendship thing and no matter how great you think your dick is our friendship is more important than your ego. Just accept the fact that if you fuck me then most of my female friends are never going to touch you . . . Really most of my female friends will stop talking to you as soon as I stop fucking you 7. Men we are fucking think it is perfectly acceptable to ask us for our friend’s phone numbers or to give our friends their phone numbers ~ See the explanation above to clarify most of this, but think even more about what we must be thinking of you after you

What I Really Want To Shout Right Now...
Just because it says I am online doesn't mean that I am sitting on my ass all day waiting to hear from you. If I leave the house, I usually do my best to update my status. However, sometimes, I could be on the phone or doing stuff around the house. I try my best to respond to my shoutbox but it can be tough to keep up. Sometimes, I am in a conversation with someone else and don't want to be interrupted. Other times, like when I upload a new pic, I may get so many shouts that yours could be missed. Maybe, just maybe, I don't want to talk to you... If you ask me some dumbass question or make an offensive comment, I will likely ignore you. No, I don't want a sex slave for the day...if you offered to clean my house, maybe I would take you up on it. If you shout out and ask me to comment on your NSFW pics, I'm not likely to do it because it's not my job to validate your manhood. If I want to see your cock, I know where to find the pics. If I like them, I will rate them and co

As I Sit Here...
As I sit here wondering... Still... How my life got to this place... Still..drowning... Drowning alone, still, in a tub filled with dreams.. Dreams... Fame, fortune, and bigger things...gone... I've... Gone to that place..The place of broken... Hearts... My heart...Your heart...THEIR hearts... Unbelieving.. Unbelieving that dreams will come true...Tears... Tears, tears... Lost friends...family death...LOST TIME... Time... That will never return...Fast...Unrelenting... and blah fucking blah...

How Many More?
HOW MANY MORE ? Down the street we go- One drink, Two Drink, Three Drinks, More- Please oh Please Take It Slow- One Turn, Two Turn, Three Turns, More- Down The Last Street We'll Ever Go- One Flip, Two Flip, Three Flips, More- Down The Hill We Go- One Kid, Two Kid, Three Kids, More- Dead Just How Many More- One Life, Two Lives, Three Lives, Or More ???

Touch My Heart
TOUCH MY HEART Touch my heart and I'll touch yours- With a gentle word or two- For that kindness bares the sweetest fruit- That Makes our dreams come true- Touch my life with tenderness- And fill my cup with love- Share my dreams as I share yours- Beyond the stars above- Take my hand as I grow old- And lead me when I'm blind- Show me that you really care- Good friends are hard to find- Touch my heart and I'll touch yours- A little bit more each day- Until we both find happiness- Somewhere along the way.

Rip Kelsy Briggs, Soldier's Daughter... Plz Repost Everyone!!! How Could A Mother Let This Happen?
Please watch her story and share it with others. It is a TRAGIC story but one that must be shared. Hopefully her story will touch your heart and you will be willing to step up to the plate and help children who can't help themselves. If you want to help out, please repost. she was such a beautiful little girl.I cannot believe someone so heartless could allow something like this to happen. please please please repost this!

110% Guy, 90% Girl
GUYS PART [x] In the winter you love hoodies. (i love hoodies all the time.) =] [] Dogs are better than cats. [x] it’s hilarious when people get hurt. [x] You’ve played with/against boys on a team [x] Shopping is torture. [] Sad movies stink. [] You own(ed) an XBox / XBox 360. [x] Wanted/played with Hotwheel cars as a kid. [] At some point in time you wanted to be a firefighter. [ x] You own(ed) a DS, PS2 or Sega. [] You used to be obsessed with Power Rangers. [x] You watch sports on TV. [] Gory movies are cool. [] You only go to your dad for advice. (for most stuff) [ ] You own like a trillion baseball caps. [] You like going to football games. [] You used to/do collect baseball cards. [] It’s kinda weird to have sleepovers with a bunch of people [x] Green, black, red, blue or silver are one of your favorite colors. [x] You love to go crazy and not care what people think. [x] Sports are fun too. [ x] You Talk with food in your mouth. [] Wear box ers to bed. (i

Tag
So the point of this game is to post a blog about ten weird habits/random facts about yourself, and then "tag" ten people who, then, have to post a blog about their ten weird habits/random facts. You have to tag them in your blog and then post a comment on their page saying that you tagged them. No tag-backs are allowed! 1. I was once bitten by a spider then unintentially banged the wound repeatedly on the pedal of my bicycle until it became so festered that I had to be taken to the doctor and have it lanced. 2. I love spiders. 3. I can touch my nose with my tongue. 4. I top from the bottom but usually just top. 5. I love the sound of locusts on a hot summer day. 6. I usually always know if anyone close to anyone close to me dies before anyone tells me even if I don't know exactly who it was. 7. I am usually the last person a person who knows they are going die talks to if they know me. 8. Yes I can read your mind, but no I don't want to. 9. If I grin and cal

Content With Myself...for Once.
You know...its always been hard to me to sit there and accept people for who and what they really are... I met someone this weekend...from here. He shall remain nameless but he knows who he is...and for once...I wasn't nervous. He didn't try to be anything he wasn't and he didn't try to impress anyone. I like that. I like him. Alot. And it really bugs me out a little because I really haven't felt like this before...To really want to wake up next to someone, despite the horrid snoring and the morning breath, to really want to just go to sleep there next to them and feel that comfort. The skin to skin warmth that really only someone else can give you. I just don't want this weekend to be for nothing because I was too chicken to shit ask him to his face. I don't normally do what I did and but it would be nice to know where we stand now... I just hope it isn't way out in left feild...

If Our Hearts Could Talk
If Our Hearts Could Talk © By BlueWolf Life is kind of like the ocean, You can see how it starts, but not the way it ends. So lets just take things as they come to us, And be happy we're best friends. Let us learn from each other, We can help each other grow. And let us always be there for one another, At times we are feeling low. May we always be able to put a smile on each others face, And a twinkle in our eyes. And let us never forget all the good times, Like watching shooting stars fall from the skies. The laughs just keep on coming, Nothing can ever take that away. Cause they start from the inside, And get deeper everyday. They make us stronger, As they bring us closer together. They always make our days brighter, No matter the weather. Just the sound of that laugh, And the sight of that smile. Makes every risky minute, Worth the while. A moment where nothing else matters, And a chance to be free. All the rest fades away, And its just y

I Don't Need You, I Want You
I DON'T NEED YOU to tell me who to be I WANT YOU to love the person that I am I DON'T NEED YOU to hold me back from what I want I WANT YOU to encourage me to dream big I DON'T NEED YOU to tell me that I can't I WANT YOU to believe in my strength to succeed I DON'T NEED YOU to tell me the right way to do things I WANT YOU to share the wisdom you've gained through your experiences I DON'T NEED YOU to solve my problems for me I WANT YOU to listen with an open mind and offer your advice I DON'T NEED YOU to satisfy me sexually I WANT YOU to enjoy a mutual expression of our love I DON'T NEED YOU to sit back and let me have all the glory I WANT YOU TO stand with me as we conquer our goals together I DON'T NEED YOU to worship me I WANT YOU to share the gift of your love with me I DON'T NEED YOU, I WANT YOU

Just So You Know!!
I've had one complaint about my updates with where I am going to be and what I'm going to be doing, lol! Get over it, Hon! You'll live. This is belly dancing night, so I will be out of touch for an hour or two. Should be back online about 8 p.m. or so. Taylor has a job - Woot! Woot! At Burger King, lol! Seems BK is the stepping stone to responsibility in my house. Ah, well! I wish him the best with his first working experience. He just better keep his grades up!! Lots of rain here, complete with flooding! LaCrosse, Winona, all along the Mississippi River. It's wetter than heck here, but no flooding in town (Sparta). I do however have some leaks in the roof at work, lmao! The owner is aware. Have a great evening, everyone! Much love and warm hugs! I'll be on again later! Muahz!

Omfg
I TELL YA I AM LOST FOR WORDS I CANT SEEM TO GET WHERE I NEED TO BE.... I AM TRUELY ALONE IN THIS I DONT KNOW WHATS RIGHT AND WRONG... THE KIDS WANT ME TO QUIT MY JOB WHAT CAN I SAY THE ARMY LIFE SUXS SOMETIMES BUT I ALSO LOVE IT WHERE CAN I BLOW THINGS UP.... PLAYING HIDE AND SEEK WITH FAKE IED'S AND ALL THAT YEAH ITS FUN HAHAHA... LOW CRAWLING ON THE FLOORS TO ATTACK LOL NO ITS NOT GOOD FOR MY INJURIES BUT I AM STUCK MAKING THE BEST OF A BAD SITUATION... HAHAHHA

Make A Man Out Of Me
God, grant me the maturity To ignore the things I cannot change; The ego to force the things I can; But not the wisdom to know the difference. God, grant me the absurdity To use really bad pickup lines; The eyes to leer at perky breasts; And the balls to think it’s working. God, grant me the audacity To treat women like luggage; The muscles to push them around; And the class to do it whenever I can. God, grant me the sincerity To lie my way into any girl’s pants; The heart to do it without giving a damn; And the coldness to never call again. God, please…make me a man.

Maebeuelah Took My Money!
Wow. Can you believe that I've become the object of identity theft? The mind boggles. Who in their right mind would want to assume my identity? Financially, I can understand, as they seem to enjoy spending my money moreso than their own. Anyway, I'm not in the mood to be sociable at this moment. I will blog at a later date.

Thought These Were Funny Lol
have you ever spoken and wished that you could immediately take the words back or that you could crawl into a hole ? *I was at the golf store Comparing different kinds of golf balls. I was unhappy with the women's type I had been using. After browsing for several minutes, I was approached by one of the good- looking gentlemen who works at the store. He asked if he could help me. Without thinking, I looked at him and said, "I think I like playing with men's balls." *My sister and I were at the mall and passed by a store that sold a variety of candy and nuts. As we were looking at the display case, the boy behind the counter asked if we needed any help. I replied, "No, I'm just looking at your nuts." My sister started to laugh hysterically, the boy grinned, and I turned beet-red and walked away. To this day, my sister has never let me forget. *Have you ever

Poem
Feel my kiss warm upon your lips I want to embrace you tight Let me run my fingers through your hair Watch as my silhouette Glides across the room To comfort you in bed this night Let my fingers trail upon your skin As I watch the bumps begin to rise Tremble as my heart begins to race Thinking of what I want to do tonight Let our bodies become one I want to feel your heart beating with mine Come and let me touch you Take all of you inside We can dance that lovers waltz A constant rhythm against me Let me feel your soft warm skin Against me all the time I want to give you my touch I want to love you til the end of time.

Couples...
COUPLES... THEY ARE CREATED AND DESTROYED EVERYDAY ON FUBAR, HERE ARE SOME OF THE BEST ONES TO DATE ON THIS SITE... ENJOY ALL OF THEM... THROATFAWK & POLSKI CHERRY + DRUNK1 AND NSFW MILF + STEVEN AND ELLE + DJ KEVDOG AND DJ LAUREN + PUREST AND HOPE *wink* + JOHNNYDEVIL AND AMY + DJ TOKEN AND DJ MEL + RJEEZY AND NEABEAR +

Poem: Green Eyes
COPYRIGHTED MATERIAL. PLEASE DO NOT COPY WITHOUT PERMISSION. THANK YOU. For ice princess. Green Eyes Quite lost in the depths Yet not seeking to escape Content to dream on Maelstrom of swirling feelings Lost in beautiful green eyes

To My Best Male Friend In The World
i wished i could help him he is my best friend i listened to his words of wisdom till the end now we are both in a dark hole bottomless pit without nothing to hold u saved my life when i needed u most u helped me when i couldnt help myself u picked me up when i feel now i dont no what i can do for u i listen when u talk i try to be here 4 you when u need me i want to tell u everything is alright every night all i can say is ill always be here 4 u when u need to vent coz she hurt u ill always be here to vent to just coz u are in a bad mood ill always welcome u with loveing arms and no matter what nowon could ever take your place in my heart i miss u

The Only Way To Now Be Added
For me to add you has a friend from now on you Must have a salute pic and fan me. The fanning is nothing new. You all know Ive requested that for a long time. But the having a salute pic is new. My reason for this is my ex is running around the site. If I require a salute pic I can be sure that hes not on my list in hidden form... The only people left on my friends list that dont have salute pics are those that I know personally. I have not removed my fan from anyone at this time. But yes when I find out who has removed their fannings from me mine will be removed has well.

What A Night ...
...............your dick was still rock hard. you awoke a few minutes later to another pair of hands jackin' you off very fast and nasty, strokin' your dick overhand at the head.you started moaning and squirming as you humped the oily grip that was pumping your swollen pole. As you came to, all the way, you realized that i had pushed your legs wide open and had put one of ypur feet up on the couch. i was on my knees,butt-naked, longstroking daddys dick, with baby oil all over my little hands. i was holding your dick like a baseball bat, sliding my greasy hands up and down, shaft to head, like it was a tall vase on a pottery wheel. i started pulling your rock hard dick down, stroking it real nasty. The feeling was so intense that my baby was shaking and begging me to stop................. i ignored the plees and made it ache so much, it was hurting from being so long and hard. And that's what you fucking wanted. But youjust couldn't believe what was going on. you asked me in a helple

A Womans True Beauty
a womans true beauty, is like a blossuming rose, as days go by its the beauty that grows, the peddles open and it shows, inner beauty is what to behold, grab your heart and dont let go, cause you will feel it from your head to your toe, like a wave passing through, makes every guy look at you, but its i who figured out the clue, to know you is a treat that true, the eyes are the windows to your soul, compared to your beauty i am the troll, i shall climb the mountains to gain your trust, even if i fall and get crushed, you are worth the feat, for you are the one i wish to meet, to me that would be the biggest treat, i would be glad to take the back seat, you are truely kind, one day i wish you i would find, thing have been too weird in my life, like i was stabbed with a knife, but here i sit i must admit, probably looking like a twit, or even a dim-witt, but true love is what i seek, will someone open thier heart for me to peek, but please dont think of me as

Nsfw
Tell me something... I have this picture of a "homeless" man with the words "You're gonna get raped" across it. Of all the things people post on here with nudity and all... I get a message saying my primary photo has been flagged as a NSFW. Come on, guys? Can't you take a joke? Anyone who has a sense of humor would find it funny. Anyway, I think it's ridiculous that people can post more offensive things than that and not get in trouble for it... jeez... it's not like I'm promoting racism or date rape. On a website like this, I figured people would be more open-minded, but I guess I was wrong. Thanks for nothing.

Kathy
Ok, great job on my contest everyone. Thanks for everyones help and support. Now we are going to focus on Kathy until further notice. She is also behind because she was helping me. Here is the link. Please show her mad love. MUAH

Final Inspection
THE FINAL INSPECTION The Marine stood and faced God, Which must always come to pass. He hoped his shoes were shining, Just as brightly as his brass. "Step forward now, Marine, How shall I deal with you? Have you always turned the other cheek? To My Church have you been true?" The soldier squared his shoulders and said, "No, Lord, I guess I ain't. Because those of us who carry guns, Can't always be a saint. I've had to work most Sundays, And at times my talk was tough. And sometimes I've been violent, Because the world is awfully rough. But, I never took a penny, That wasn't mine to keep... Though I worked a lot of overtime, When the bills got just too steep. And I never passed a cry for help, Though at times I shook with fear. And sometimes, God, forgive me, I've wept unmanly tears. I know I don't deserve a place, Among the people here. They never wanted me arou

The End
What do you do when you have nothing left? No love in your heart no life left to give what do you do when all you wanna do is curl up and die? I cant take it i cant go on This life is hell i should just move on!! Everything has been ripped open torn apart why go on with out a heart its been ripped out and stomped on torn to pieces and i just cant go on! Saying good bye to a miserable life would be the greatest relief one could find. So i ask you this Who Care?

My Love For You Is Real
Sometimes at night, When I look to the sky, I start thinking of you, And then ask myself "why?" "Why do I love you?" I think and smile, Because I know, The list could run on for mile. The whisper of your voice, The warmth of your touch, So many little things, Make me love you so much. The way you support me, Even my silly notions, The way that you care, And show such devotion. The way that your kiss, Fills me with desire, And how you hold me, With the warmth of a fire. The way your eyes shine, When you look at me, Lost with you forever, Is where i want to be. The way that I feel, When you are by my side, A sense of completion, And overflowing pride. The dreams that I dream, That all involve you, The possibilities that I see, The things that we can do. How you finish the puzzle, That lies inside my heart, How deep in my soul, You are a very important part. I could go on for days, Telling of what I feel, But all you really must know

An Old Pirate?????
I remember when I got my first comp..... it was an E-machine bundle. Got it home and plugged it in and started my way on the internet hiway... true it was slo and yahoo was the big thing going ...... then I learned of NAPSTER!!!!!!!!!!! I was in heaven.... music on demand ...... happy as hell to see a d/l of 5 or 10 kb/s .. poopin the pants on a 20 + ..... all I could think...... this is fast as all hell then after all of these years and 3 or 4 different pc's and 2 laplops later all I do is comlain that the d/l is slower than 90 kb/s while trying to do 5 of them and running 5 to 7 other programs with it am i tryin to do too much at one time?? Probably but it's there ..... but then I think of what Smitty would say........ Miheal Edward... (he always called me that!!) How many hands do you have???...... Well 2 Grandpa why?? Well if you only have 2 and you only have 2 feet right? Yes grandpa.... Well that only makes 4 usable limbs Micheal.... So my question to you is with all of your l

Personal Responsibility
I have a problem with guilt. I freely admit it. I could blame my Catholic upbringing, but let's face it -- nothing about that stuck except an intense dislike of kneeling, so why would the guilt? Alas, while there is plenty to blame Catholicism for, certainly my guilt is not one of them. No, I place the blame for my almost pathological avoidance of inflicting hurt on others purely on my own shoulders. As someone who tends to be sensitive to slights and small hurts herself, I go out of my way to avoid bringing pain to others -- go out of my way to an extreme. When queried as to my shortcomings as a significant other, my exes all shared variances of "you're wonderful, except you need to stop worrying so much about hurting people." While I do not act in opposition to my own nature or overall self-interest, I will, in essence, take pain onto myself in order to avoid hurting others. I worry constantly about how best to word things so as not to hurt others. Every conversation that might

This Was Funny, Sounds Like Something My Family Would Do
A mother was working in the kitchen listening to her 5-year-old son playing with his new electric train in the living room. She heard the train stop and her son say, "All of you sons of bitches who want off, get the hell off now....cause this is the last stop! "And all of you sons of bitches who are getting on, get your asses on the train.... cause we're going on down the tracks." The horrified mother went in and told her son, "We don't use that kind of language in this house. Now I want you to go to your room and you are to stay there for TWO HOURS. When you come out, you may play with your train...but I want you to use nice language. Two Hours later, the son came out of the bedroom and resumed playing with his train. Soon the train stopped and the mother heard her son say... "All passengers please remember your things, thank you and hope your trip was a pleasant one. We hope you will ride with us again soon." She heard her little darling continue... "For those o

Why Why Why????????????
This might offend someone. But, I am going for it anyhow. Why must people ask for blasts, and such? I will never ask you to buy me such a thing. If you wish to spend money on someone go for it. But I will never buy anyone anything with real money. Sorry ........... that is just me!

Time Is Running Out. Get A Gift Just For Helping Out!!!
YES THATS CORRECT, IM ASKING YOU TO COME AND HELP: MYSTICALDREAMS OUT JUST CLICK THE LINK AND START BOMBING ASAP IF YOU PUT DOWN 250 COMMENTS SEND ME (BONNIE) A MESSAGE LETTING ME KNOW AND YOU WILL GET A GIFT. **DJ Devil Witch** AKA Adopt a soldier (Phoenix's CT wife)~Military Bombers Family~*Confederate@ fubar IT WILL BE A VIC GIFT AS WELL

Plz Read
Plz notice: I don't fan anybody, only who I really want, so, don't ask me. If u fan me, that's your own decision. I don't rating anybody, only who I really want, so, don't ask me. If u rating me, that's your own decision. I don't chat here, only to a very-very few ppl, mostly who I know already. Don't take it personal. I accept almost everybody as friend, and reply to private messages. I rate back everyone if I am here. I rate pix and send comments too. But I dont send fake comments, and fake rates... In my opinion it`s a kind of honour, to be honest to each other. `Family` is a special place here to me. :) Thank`s for your understanding, guys! Hugs Anita

Sisters
SISTERS I remember when I first met you I knew there was something special about you were brought to me in heart,soul and mind I knew you were always gonna be there for me no matter what and I am greatful that you were I would be so lost without you. I know that sisters never forget eachother and are eachother's backbone and to hold one another up so we don't fall to the ground. Your are the light that shines down on me you are my tears that i shed your my heart that beats I will always love you dj skyler dawn no matter what we may not be blood but we are sisters in spirit mind and the soul. I will never forget you and you are in my prayers your are the angel I had waited my whole life for I am glad you came into my life I will be here waiting for your return.. Please Get Well I never knew how much you meant to me until i heard you say you were leaving I have not stopped crying for you but I am going to be strong and thank you for everything you ha

Free Speech Xpress Vol X No 27 July 13 2007
Delivering Weekly Censorship Updates to the Adult Entertainment Industry Vol. X, No. 27, July 13, 2007 - A Member Service of the Free Speech Coalition Stories without byline submitted by FSC contract writer, Scott Ross Contributing writers: Matt Gray and Dave Grimaldi X-Press Editor-in-Chief: Scott L. Lowther Special thanks to Cubik Corp. for formatting and Val Vizmanos for distribution Copyright 2007 Free Speech Coalition. Permission to reprint granted to FSC members; please give credit. OPEN LETTER TO FSC MEMBERS RE: UPDATE ON DOJ’S RELEASE OF PROPOSED 2257 RULES & REGS Dear FSC Member: This is an update on the proposed 2257 Rules and Regulations released by the Department of Justice (DOJ) on Thursday, July 12, 2007. As always, we will provide you with more information as it becomes available. First, it is important to recognize that the regulations that the DOJ has set forth today are simply proposed regulations, issued for comment and possible change. They have not y

Reflection
A different image i see i see somethings out of place. A broken heart has slipped on the other side of the mirror today. Betrayal , Rejection Deceptive affections Failed perceptions of unwise suggestions. The reflection is alone now, with no-one to hold it Bottled up all the pain and kept it sealed up and bolted. Emotion dejection. Distorted projection The only connection is the broken reflection In a crimson flash the image slipped away. And next to an empty screen

My Feelings Right Now
Hey Everybody even though my online status says sick i am physically fine nothing's wrong with me just feeling down in the dumps and sad and feeling blue and depressed because soon my bestest friend on Lost Cherry,Cherry Tap,Fubar ~NiCcKiE ~ Princess' Mistress and she makes me so happy and makes me smile every time she's on this site now she's leaving in a month and i feel like my heart has been ripped out but the down side is i wish that fubar had a sad online status but how i feel about her is i would trust her with my life and i would defend her honor in anyway and because she's going from this site i am feel like i am losing my best friend for a 2nd time in a space of 2 years and Nicckie made me feel so safe everytime i talked to her on this site my i am going to miss my wonderful amazing beautiful stunning sexy goregous pretty cool and hott friend Nicckie and i am uncertain how i will cope without her on this site because not only do i have her in my friends list i have her in

Ellalator Goes Down The Hole...
People who take the elevator to go up or down 1 floor really annoy me. So far, I have been successful at keeping my inner dick at bay, but I don't know how long I will be able to contain it before I say something.

Sorrie.
Sorrie everyone that I have not been on. Depression sucks. I am not ignoring anyone at all. I just haven't been myself at all. Shit with the drs isn't going all well and now the other problems I have had before are coming back now. This sucks, but I can't help it. *sigh* mebbe I was ment to die early in my life, I dunno. Just so you all know that I do luv you guys and thank you for always being there for me when I needed it the most. But rite now I am severely depressed and its getting worse. So I will try real hard to get on here once in a while to let you all know I am alive. I guess.

A Very Special Message
A Very Special Message One day a teacher asked her students to list the names of the other Students in the room on two sheets of paper, Leaving a space between each name. Then she told them to think of the nicest thing they could say about each of their classmates and write it down. It took the remainder of the class period to finish their assignment, And as the students left the room, Each one handed in the papers. That Saturday, The teacher wrote down the name of each student on a separate sheet of paper, And listed what everyone else had said about that individual. On Monday she gave each student his or her list. Before long, The entire class was smiling. "Really?" She heard whispered. "I never knew that I meant anything to anyone!" And, "I didn't know others liked me so much," Were most of the comments. No one ever mentioned those papers in class again. She never knew if they discussed them after class or with their parents, but it d

Uss New York
USS New York It was built with 24 tons of scrap steel from the World Trade Center . It is the fifth in a new class of warship - designed for missions that include special operations against terrorists. It will carry a crew of 360 sailors and 700 combat-ready Marines to be delivered ashore by helicopters and assault craft. Steel from the World Trade Center was melted down in a foundry in Amite ,LA to cast the ship's bow section. When it was poured into the molds on Sept.9,2003, "those big rough steelworkers treated it with total reverence," recalled Navy Capt. Kevin Wensing, who was there. "It was a spiritual moment for everybody there." Junior Chavers, foundry operations manager, said that when the trade center steel first arrived, he touched it with his hand and the "hair on my neck stood up." "It had a big meaning to it for all of us," he said. "They knocked us down. They can't keep us down. We're going to be back." The ship's motto? "Never Forge

Stupid
Every so often we come to a point in our lives where we have some major realizations. These can be big or small. I realized today just how stupid I really am. I am way to trusting and want to see things in people that aren't there. From now on my attitude is just fuck em all. Fuck everybody who ever lied to me or used me. If you don't like it then fuck you too! I have too much shit to worry about!

My Friend Needs Your Prayers Plz...
Please pray for my sweet friend who has just found out she has a lump and is very worried. She is only 35 and a dear sweet person and needs your luv and prayers. Please go by her page and show her sum luv and let her know you are praying for her! It would mean so much to me if you would please do that. Thank you for your kindness! Linda (zesty) BROKEN/ALWAYS MY FAITH!!! PLEZ SIGN GUEST BOOK!!!!!@ fubar

It Happens To Me...
So I had the bright idea of trying to tan my lily white skin today. I'm thinking that since there's nobody living in the house next door (it's the only one where anyone can see me) so it would be ok to go without my top on...WRONG!! All was good until I hear a door shut and look up to see someone going back into that house...it was the realtor. I thought I was going to die! There's no way I couldn't have been seen as I had music going. It just so happened that I was lying on my back at the moment. I hurry up and grab my shirt and run for the back door. I don't think I'll be doing that again any time soon.

A Wonderful Lady & Friend Ayasha, Her Bulletin, I Had To Blog It, It Was So Sweet Of Her ((hugs)) 2 U Hun, Love Ya!!
....i took a month off work to hang out in the bar and party...i had a great time...hooked up with some old friends and met some crazy new people. i showed love all over FUBAR and i gotta tell ya...there is some crazy a$$ shit stashed around here....some crazy a$$ people that kept me laughing and on the edge of my seat most days. i lurked in lounges...hidden in the shadows...enjoying great music...and found fascinating and beautiful graphix and artwork all around. but i find it is time to get back to the grind...my partner in design caught up with me last night...talked to me about designing and creating some graphics for him...and the submissive side of me was persuaded...so i gotta leave the bar...so i figured i would sit back today...and fire up a fat dutchee while i put together this pimp out to those who brightened my days and nights here at the bar. i know i don't talk much, if any at all to some...and to those of you that i did not converse with...i still enjoyed the insight in

~ Sicily-rome American Cemetery And Memorial ~
The World War II Sicily-Rome American Cemetery and Memorial site in Italy covers 77 acres, rising in a gentle slope from a broad pool with an island and cenotaph flanked by groups of Italian cypress trees. Beyond the pool is the immense field of headstones of 7,861 of American military war dead, arranged in gentle arcs on broad green lawns beneath rows of Roman pines. The majority of these men died in the liberation of Sicily (July 10 to August 17, 1943); in the landings in the Salerno Area (September 9, 1943) and the heavy fighting northward; in the landings at Anzio Beach and expansion of the beachhead (January 22, 1944 to May 1944); and in air and naval support in the regions. A wide central mall leads to the memorial, rich in works of art and architecture, expressing America's remembrance of the dead. It consists of a chapel to the south, a peristyle, and a map room to the north. On the white marble walls of the chapel are engraved the names of 3,095 of the missing. Rosettes mar

To Men And Women On Ct...
Think carefully what you say and do... To my gf's there's a few here... that you should read and take to heart... “Spiteful words can hurt your feelings but silence breaks your heart.” (god Pen and I knew this one LOL) “Love comes to those who still hope even though they've been disappointed, to those who still believe even though they've been betrayed, to those who still love even though they've been hurt before.” “I've learned that no matter how good a friend someone is, they're going to hurt you every once in awhile and you must forgive them for that.” “Happiness lies for those who cry, those who hurt, those who have searched, and those who have tried for only they can appreciate the importance of people who have touched their lives.” “The difference between friendship and love is how much you can hurt each other” “It's weird...you know the end of something great is coming, but you want to hold on, just for one more second...ju

77-floating (that Sinking Feeling)
Here I am again waiting for solid ground And here I go again trying not to drown The moment I lost control was the moment you figured me out I never saw the rocks and i never felt the waves Swept overboard with nothing left to save You had me spinning You had me rolling From the beginning Blown wide open You had me floatin' Blown wide open Here I am burnt by the sun yet again Set adrift pointless to try and swim The moment I caught your gaze was the moment I lost my sight The sky went black and the earth was gone Left with nothing more than a small sense of wrong You had me spinning You had me rolling From the beginning Blown wide open You had me floatin' Blown wide open

Lol
I just wanted to add another as pure randomness just to amuse you people. LOL Little Truffle Shuffle for ya? ;) A magnet I have that cracks me up...No Offense :) And this kid is gonna be a heartbreaker when he hits legal age! lol and for all the new people who just added me I'm really not that cranky lol Ask my frind Paul, go listen to his voice comments I left him (hahaha I know you're gonna commet on this) I'm trying to get back with all of you. sorry it's hard to. Shoot me an email I'll reply back. I don't bite :)well too hard.

Friggen Questionare
What is your name?: Dysfunctional_Goddess to some...IDLe_ThouGHTz to others...and to my MANY wrestling fans...Harley Quinn How old are you?: 29...or so When is your Birthday?: 2-23-... What is your zodiac sign?: picses (w/e...the fishys) Where were you born?: Gulfport, Ms Where do you live now?: godforsaken OOOOOOklahoma What color eyes do you have?: blue What color hair do you have?: depends on the day you ask How tall are you?: im less than tall...=D How much do you weigh? (Be Honest Ladies): more than 100 less than 135. =) What is your race?: 50 yard dash What is your worst fear?: filling out this damn quiz....-_- Do you smoke?: smoke what? Do you drink?: uh huh..gotta Do you cuss?: FUK NO! Do you use drugs?: Will you define drugs? Have you ever or will you ever steal?: who?...me? Are you dependable and/or trustworthy?: yes Do you play in a band or play an instrum

Halloween Zine!!!!
i am putting together a Halloween zine!! so if anyone is interested in contributing something please get in touch with me! if you send something for it you get a free copy! i'm looking for anything related to Halloween & Horror! stories,essays,Halloween memories,photos,drawings,comics,poems,ANYTHING! right now the deadline is October 20th 2007. email me for more info! MrsNoggle@Yahoo.com & check out my Etsy shop to see other zines that i have done!!!!! http://mrsnoggle.etsy.com

The Theater Pt.1
We're sitting in the movie theater, and I'm trying to watch the movie but you're being very distracting. Blowing on my neck, sliding your fingers up my leg. I turn to look at you and tell you to behave yourself, but you kiss me before I can say anything. I completely lose my train of thought and only part of my brain registers that your fingers have moved under the hem of my skirt and are now teasing the seam of my panties. My eyes snap open as I recall where we are and how I can't be making out in a movie theater like some horny teenager. I pull back, but you counter by moving your lips down to suck at my neck. My eyes flutter closed and I bite my lip to keep from whimpering. I sink down deeper into the seat as the top button of my blouse comes undone, followed by another and another until you're kissing the tops of my breasts above my bra. My hands clutch frantically at the armrests as your hand cups my pussy and I feel your fingers stroking me through my panties. I'm hoping we're si

Thoughts
I gotta speak on this, Where did I go wrong? I accepted all the blame, Beat myself down,cause you're gone. Tasted all your razorblades, Took your abuse with a smile. Danced on your fingertips, With you laughing all the while. Gave all I had to give, Shut my world down for you. Why did I get involved, Why couldn't you see it through? What didn't I do for you? Put on the happy face, That you expected from me. I asked you no questions, About what I'd heard or seen. I burned myself,made fire for you, I ground my pride to dust. Forgave all that was you, Sacrificed my trust. But that wasn't good enough......... And now I hear from you, It's been so,so long You burned all your bridges down So you say we went wrong, But where did I go wrong? So I send you on your way, a single tear is all I see. It's not you that I'm afraid of, It's the fool that dwells in me, The man I can no longer be............ Good-bye.......

Bwahahahaaaaaaaa
The owner of a drug store walks in to find a guy leaning heavily against a wall. The owner asks the clerk, "What's with that guy over there by the wall?" The clerk says, "Well, he came in here this morning to get something for his cough. I couldn't find the cough syrup, so I gave him an entire bottle of laxative." The owner says, "You idiot! You can't treat a cough with laxatives!" The clerk says, "Oh yeah? Look at him, he's afraid to cough!"

*yawn*
I'm starting to tire of fubar. So I probably won't be on as much anymore. (or I might come back in a bit and whittle down my friends list and such. who knows). So hope y'all have fun at the "bar". I'm outtie (for at least a while). "um, why bother posting about this? just leave." eh, I felt like it. And hey, it's a blog, not an annoying bulletin. so there ;op

Crockpot Lasagna
INGREDIENTS: * 1 pound ground round or chuck * 1 package lasagna noodles * 1 teaspoon garlic powder * 12 ounces ricotta or cottage cheese * 12 ounces tomato paste * 12 ounces shredded mozzarella cheese * 8 ounces smoked sausage, diced * 1/2 cup chopped onion * 3/4 cup water * 1 tablespoon parsley * 2 teaspoons sugar PREPARATION: Break noodles into one inch pieces and cook in boiling salted water until slightly tender. Drain. Brown ground beef, onion, and sausage in a frying pan. Grease slow cooker or spray with non-stick cooking spray.Pour all ingredients into the slow cooker and mix thoroughly. Cover and cook on LOW for 6 to 8 hours.

Asap.....need Wolf Pics
My friend Lord Wolf lost alot of his wolf pictures and morphs. If possible I'm asking all my friends and fans to share there wolves with him. He's a real sweety and he deserves our help. So please..if you have any pics of wolves send them to him or me, I'll get them sent to him. For shared friends..you can send them directly to him. Thank you in advance. I love you all and I know we can make a difference for him an at least try to help him get his wolves back...may be even some he didn't have. Love to all. Momma Rox...aka..roxxycottin@yahoo.com

R.i.p Brian!!!!
I just found out that my brother died ON my SON'S BIRTHDAY! Which really sucks ass. I AM NOT READY FOR THIS AT ALL! I love my brother very much. I just found out that he was my lil brother about 3 years ago. Ever since then when he would see me he would always give me a big hug and tell me he loved me. He is the only one on that side of the family that even talks to me. My OWN f*ckin dad wouldn't even call me and tell me my brother died. I didn't find out til a few days later when other ppl around me already knew about it but didn't f*ckin tell me. :( I don't know why no one else would of told me. IF I would of known I would of let ppl know I knew. DUH. But I have a few things of my own to figure out from this whole thing. I know for a fact he did die of an overdose, I am not making my brother to be saint that he is not, BUT there are some bad batches of sh*t going around and if these ppl knew that and gave him that sh*t anyways, those ppl are going to be hurting.

Do Not Click....
For those that may read the blog after this one disregard that. There's one hell of a damn problem going on with their servers or something...i'll be moving everything to a different URL so i'll post it when it is ready... damn bastards lol Cheers

The Beast Within
My ‘true’ self walks a beat in shadow, feeding off a hunger I didn’t know existed till now. Not till you. You the one, the cause of this….raucous. She was asleep, albeit restlessly. Sleeping there, deep within me till your lips touched mine. She woke then, that very instant, I felt her stir. Felt her stretch, testing her limits, then bursting through, filled with fire and a desire to consume the passion she tasted on your skin. I feel her….even now. Feeding off the remnants of your touch from the last time we were together. She consumes, that’s what she does, for she’s been starved for far too long. Locked away, deep within that place I’ve kept separated from everything else. I did that, you know. I locked her away. Why? Why you ask? Simple. Protection. From the destroyer of worlds. He took me, held me captive. I was afraid to run. So I locked her away. Hid her deep within and allowed him to make me his slave. She was the best part of me once. Now I don’t know. I’ve neve

And I Can't Sleep Again
There is so much on my mind right now that I can’t sleep even after more than enough sleeping pills to do the trick. It’s amazing isn’t it how when there is something on your mind that needs to be dealt with that your body will react however it wants despite all logic and reasoning. I’ve been taking stock of my life the past few days, evaluating what I think of myself and others, figuring out what exactly I want and how exactly I am going to get it. It all started with a look at my life . . . So, I am 30 years old. I am single. I have a son who is almost 13 that I have always raised on my own. I have an attitude that bothers most people. I have a wall set up around me and my life that takes a very special person to break through. I am a bigger sized girl and damn comfortable in my own skin at this or any other size. I have a past that I am not 100 % comfortable with reliving just yet; though working my way to it. I am not ashamed of nor do I regret anything in m

Weekly Update 9 Sept 07
Well this week was not as exciting as last week was. We started a new type of force protection at the op we are at. Well not reall new a new type just putting more responsibility on the iraq army to do more in there country. Well i did lots of foot patrols throughout the city of hor a bash looking for insurgent. got a few tips from the elder of the city about the school being blown up with explosives.. what is a foot patroll going to do when the school goes up in explosives hmmm my question also. but ne ways we kicked in several doors and made friends with several people thriughout the town. the kids are always asking for pens pencils n chocolate. we give what we have on us at the time but thre are always more kids then writing utensils we have. The last week was a rest week besides all the patrolls we did we just relaxed when we could.Also i was told i was going to the promotions board soooooon. So thats all for now.

Revelations Chapt 7,8,9 ,10 & 11
Revelation 7 1And after these things I saw four angels standing on the four corners of the earth, holding the four winds of the earth, that the wind should not blow on the earth, nor on the sea, nor on any tree. 2And I saw another angel ascending from the east, having the seal of the living God: and he cried with a loud voice to the four angels, to whom it was given to hurt the earth and the sea, 3Saying, Hurt not the earth, neither the sea, nor the trees, till we have sealed the servants of our God in their foreheads. 4And I heard the number of them which were sealed: and there were sealed an hundred and forty and four thousand of all the tribes of the children of Israel. 5Of the tribe of Juda were sealed twelve thousand. Of the tribe of Reuben were sealed twelve thousand. Of the tribe of Gad were sealed twelve thousand. 6Of the tribe of Aser were sealed twelve thousand. Of the tribe of Nephthalim were sealed twelve thousand. Of the tribe of Manasses were se

Maximus Of Jerusalem
Maximus Bishop of Jerusalem. ------------ [a.d. 185-196.] He was a noted character among Christians, according to Eusebius; living, according to Jerome, under Commodus and Severus. He wrote on the inveterate question concerning the Origin of Evil; and the fragment here translated, as given by Eusebius, is also textually cited by Origen against the Marcionites,1 if that Dialogue be his. The reader will not fail to recollect that liberal citations out of this work are also to be found in Methodius, On Free-Will.2 But all who desire fuller information on the subject will be gratified by the learned prolegomena and notes of Routh, to which I refer them.3 Whether Maximus was the bishop of Jerusalem (a.d. 185) mentioned by Eusebius as presiding in that See in the sixth year of Commodus, seems to be uncertain. From the Book Concerning Matter, or in Defence of the Proposition that Matter is Created, and is Not the Cause of Evil.1 "That there cannot exist two uncreated substances at

Review - "black Sheep"
*a bad cinema blog of bad movies you won't like* Get ready for the Violence of the Lambs! IMDB, Homepage, Trailer Torrent: NewTorrents This is a dumbass film, done up all serious, and rightly so. It's B-aaaad, for a B-movie, but has it's moments. Actually very beautifully filmed, the New Zealand scenery is gorgeous, and big, fuck-off panoramic shots are plentiful. Could be why it's absurd, as all the lush countryside takes a backseat to the mutton mayhem that unfolds. Shear Terror. Want details, fuck off, i hate spoilers, so either follow the links for more plot (yeah, RIGHT) details, or rent/pillage/pay to go see it. Now get the flock out of here!

Shit From My Mind
SHIT BEEN HAVING THESE WERID DREAMS THE LAST TWO OR THREE NIGHTS! CAN NOT REALLY SAY WHAT THEY MEAN OR WHO'S IN THEM .......BUT I CAN TELL U THEY ARE REALLY SCARING ME THOUGH !I KNOW THAT THERE ARE A FEW THINGS IN MY LIFE THAT ARE CAUSEING STRESS FOR ME BUT I DIDN'T THINK IT WOULD EFFECT ME WHILE I SLEPT! EVEN THINGS AROUND THE HOUSE HAVE BEEN A LITTLE DIFFERENT. I HAVE NOTICED THE STRESS LEVEL AT THE HOUSE HAS ROSE VERY HIGH. IT HAS GONE UP SO HIGH THAT CERTAIN THINGS THAT USED TO HAPPEN DON'T! JUST LITTLE THINGS LIKE MY GIRL AND I JUST RELAXING, CHILLING, CUDDLING,SEX! ALL OF THIS HAS DROPPED SINCE I HAVE NOTICE THE STRESS LEVEL GO UP ! NOW THIS STRESS LEVEL WENT UP SO FUCKING HIGH RIGHT AFTER MY GIRL SAID TO ME .............. I THINK WE NEED TO START THINGS FROM THE START! JUST LIKE WE FIRST STARTED GOING OUT.NOW DON'T GET ME WRONG I'M NOT BITCHING OR TRYING TO START ANYTHING OK !!???? BUT ANY WHO MY GIRL AHS BEEN ASKING WHATS WRONG WITH ME LATELY. WELL THE ONLY TH

Two Wonderful People
While I have been on Fubar for a year I never thought about finding a best-friend/ love of my life but I did and through him I meet another Angle who helped me see the path I was going down and she pulled me back and gave me talking to and put me on the straight path. The Keeper of My Heart didn't know how to talk to me and this Angle stepped in and where the Keeper words failed, the Angles words did not. I was unaware of the destructive path I was leading and when this Angle spoke to me I seen the error of my ways and turned around. I not saying I have become perfect not I still have my days to where my level of dealing is high and I almost to a breaking point. I stop and take a breathe and calm down. I must say I do feel better and thanks to the Keeper of my Heart and the Angle in my life I am stronger. With these two backing me I can do anything! Thank you both so very much. I know I do not need to say either name as you both know who you are and no one else needs to know t

Another Short One!
Good evening to all my friends! My daughter Jenn has been moved to the most secure area of the Psych Unit, due to her continued suicide threats! They are in the process of changing her meds yet again. At this point she is feeling quite hopeless. So far the guys appear to be doing well at school, lol. Only time will tell, I guess! Tim and Taylor continue to work at Burger King, lol! Oldest grandson Damian has been promoted to First Assistant Manager at the same Burger King! Whoa, salaried now - what a deal! It was brought to my attention that I had not blogged about the Passion Party I attended Saturday evening! Yes, I had a marvelous time - such a good time that I booked a party of my own for September 21! I did indeed make a few purchases: one Toy that shall remain nameless; one book - hey, you can never know too many positions, lmao; some high class lube, lol! Also won a couple of games, so I received from lovely samples. Well, my wish list has increased dramatically!! I hav

Somber News.
My grandfather died this morning. Don't worry I'm ok, I don't need to be consoled or anything. He has been fighting cancer for 12 years and was doing quite well until an accident in April which somehow brought the cancer out of remission. Since then he rather rapidly declined in health. He stay in good spirits throughout it all even keeping he trademarked sense of humor right until the very end. He died this morning, September 11th, 2007 at 8:45 am at the age of 85. He had recently celebrated his 63rd wedding anniversary with my grandmother. I just wanted to write it somewhere, Let people know what's going on. That is what this thing is for after all.

Hate People!
Hi all! This is just something that has been lingering on my mind all day. I'm a little sick of people being assholes. Grow the fuck up!! Honestly I'm 20y/o, I goto school full time AND work part time. I don't see where people find it in themselves to be ignorant to someone like me who does a lot on their own. I'm sick of people telling me I'm a whore because I have a daughter and am young. I'm sick of people calling me a WHALE. In all honesty I know I'm fat, but I didn't know I was that fat. I'm sick of people calling me a loser. All honesty again I don't care if I am a loser because I am at least doing something with my life unlike a lot of people I live around. This doesn't optain to anyone on fubar, it was just a place for me to bitch and complain! Have a goodnight!

Thank You Angel And Submissive Xoxo
DAN HERE BUSTS HIS ASS TRYING TO LEVEL PEOPLE AND FOR SOME REASON HE IS STILL ONLY AT 16; SO FAR AWAY FROM GODFATHER. LETS SHOW HIM SOME LOVE FOR ALL THE WORK HE DOES. YOU KNOW THE DRILL RATE FAN AND ADD HIM...RATE AND COMMENT HIS PICS AND STASH. SHOW HIM THE FU LOVIN HE DESERVES FOR ALL HIS HARD WORK. I'M CALLING THIS LEVEL MY LEVELER MISSION :D AND PLEASE HELP ME ACCOMPLISH IT...O YA AND PLEASE REPOST. THANK YOU ALL VERY MUCH. LOVES YAS!!! Dan H.T.A Leveling Crew Co-Leader@ fubar CREATED BY THESE PIMPETTES angel of seduction****H.T.A Leveling crew****@ fubar Submissive ~ FU Wifey 2 Casey ~Jeezy Party Girl@ fubar

I Won!!!!
For Four grueling hours last night I was in a poker tournament with 2000 people from around the world.It was an elimination tournament and the winner won entry into 2nd round tournament.(winner of 2nd round gets to go to Australlia to play in live tournament in January) WOO HOO >>>>>I WON!!! Just wanted to share that with my friends !

I Want Them!
Macy's just changed their display windows. The one window has a pair of dark red patent leather high heel pumps that I so want! I don't know why I want them. I guess because they kind of remind me of Dorothy's Ruby Slippers from the Wizard of Oz. Its not like I even have any place to wear them. But then again it was a Calvin Klein display, so I know they are out of my price range. :(

Limits, Likes, And Dislikes
Limits are as follows: no children, no animals, no scat, no watersports, no forcing oral, no tape directly on the skin, no pins, no fire, no piercing, dislike: clamps, canes I like to do pretty much anything. I am always up for a challenge. I enjoy spending time with family and friends, watch movies, going out to a club on occasion, going to have dinner and drinks with my friends, singing to the top of my lungs in my car to '80s music, watching Monday night football with a beer in my hand yelling at the refs, riding 4 wheelers, dancing, bowling, and a whole lot more but too much to say. As far as my likes in the BDSM world Ass Play, Blindfolds, Bondage, Candle Wax, Chains, Collar and Leash, Dildos, Discipline, Domination, Sex In Public, Hair Pulling, Handcuffs/Shackles, Leather, Masochism, Massage, Masturbation, Mutual Masturbation, Nipples, Oral Fixation, Oral Sex, Pain, Participating in Erotic Photography, Power Exchange, Spanking/Paddling, Talking Dirty, Toys, Vi

Funny How Things Work Out.
Soul. Parcel of pure love. Destruction|Wise, Fruitful|Faith. Flying through worlds within my mind. Light damaging all the dark hidden places within. Fearful people telling us no. We listen, and the fear becomes us. We live and die by the words we speak to each other. Love, Passion, Angst, Anxiety. Looking into the future, i see you. I dont see me. I havent seen myself for years. I see you happy. I see you glowing. Hidden behind, i see the Dark. It has no chance compared to the sheer force of your feeling. It tries. It fails. It falls behind. Slowly I look at the picture in my mind. Of the happy family. The smiling children. The boastful husband. The ever-present grin i remember form your lips. And far....far behind. I see that Dark. Glowing red eyes. Familiar. Damage from afar. Loss and More. And i remember. Soul Parcel of pure love. Kept with you. Lost to me.

Give Aways That Could Use Some Love
Hi to all my friends and family. These are giveaways with no time limitsThey other two ladies are my daughters Any help would be appreciated …..stop by comment or leave a rate. Any amount will help. Just click on the pic and it will take you there. 7 DAY BLAST AND 1 MONTH VIP……..27,000 comments …..needs approx 4,000 7 DAY BLAST AND 1 MONTH VIP ………27,000 comments…..needs 26,659 1 MONTH VIP…………15,000 comments…… needs 14,499 MILLION DOLLAR MANSION……..40,000 comments 1 rate = 5 comments needs 39,799 YACHT……23,000 comments 1 rate = 5 comments needs 22,806

4 Unique
OK SO I POSTED A BULLETIN FOR UNIQUE DREAM BC HES IN A CONTEST...WELL THIS FU*KTARD DECIDED TO BE FUNNY AND POST A DUMBASS COMMENT IN MY BULLETIN...THINKING HE WAS A FRIEND I SENT HIM A SHOUT AND THIS IS WHAT HAPPENED.... AND WHEN I BLOCKED HIM THIS IS WHAT HE SENT TO ME...................... dumbass bitch Hide header Date: Sat, 15 Sep 2007 00:21:21 -0700 From: Size: 1 KB To: abayoubabe77@fubar.com Reply-To: block me asswhore...I will so ruin you...asswhore!...fuck you cunt....you fucked with the wrong guy....asswhore! HERES HIS LINK BTW.... Boycott Wal-Mart@ fubar ************************************************* I AM A PERSON THAT ALWAYS BACKS MY FRIENDS AND I CONSIDER UNIQUE TO BE MORE THAN JUST SOME FRIEND I MADE HERE ON FUBAR...I CONSIDER HIM FAMILY AND HE IS ONE OF THE BEST FRIENDS I HAVE AND HE HAS ALWAYS BEEN THERE FOR ME WHEN I NEEDED SOMEONE TO TALK TO...SOME PEOPLE COULD TAKE A LESSON FROM HIM AND HIS LOYALTY TO HIS FRIENDS.HERES HIS LINK...IF HES

Friday 23rd February - The Day I Found Out I Was Gonna Be A Daddy
We had decided to go to ravens hometwon for her 21st birthday, and the week was amazing, but raven just wasnt herself, i felt there was something wrong but i didnt know what it was or if it was me being my usually self thinking into things too much, so i left it at that. The week flew by, we saw all raves friends and had a fun filled week, i really enjoyed it, but the week was comming to an end and it was friday afternoon, i was sat in the room with amandas fiancee and the girls were in the kitchen. Id heard raven sniffling like she'd been crying, so i went in to investigate and comfot her, i hate to see her down or upset. as i walked in and looked over to raven, she turned to me and said, 'hello daddy' i stud dead in my tracks not fully realizing what she'd just said, i said what, and she said again, 'hello daddy' and showed me a test she had just taken, and sure enough she was pregnant. my heart came up into my mouth and the biggest lump in my throat id ever had, not want

Open-minded Quiz
You Are 96% Open Minded You are so open minded that your brain may have fallen out! Well, not really. But you may be confused on where you stand. You don't have a judgemental bone in your body, and you're very accepting. You enjoy the best of every life philosophy, even if you sometimes contradict yourself. How Open Minded Are You?

:p
You scored as Marius, You are the quiet cool. You are so mellow people are lulled into a false sense of security. When you are pissed god help anyone who crosses you?Marius100% Lestat83% Dracula75% Armand75% Spike67% Louis50% Angel42% Blade33% Deacon Frost33% Akasha0% Whose your Vampire personality? (images)created with QuizFarm.com

44 Reasons To Be Happy
1. Falling in love.(I know about this one!) 2. Laughing so hard your face hurts. 3. A hot shower. 4. No lines at the supermarket. 5. A special glance. 6. Getting mail. 7. Taking a drive on a pretty road. 8. Hearing your favorite song on the radio. 9. Lying in bed listening to the rain outside. 10. Hot towels fresh out of the dryer. 11. Chocolate milkshake (vanilla or strawberry ). 12. A bubble bath. 13. Giggling. 14. A good conversation. 15. The beach. 16. Finding a 20 dollar bill in your coat from last winter. 17. Laughing at yourself. 18. Looking into their eyes and knowing they Love you 19. Midnight phone calls that last for hours. 20. Running through sprinklers. 21. Laughing for absolutely no reason at all. 22. Having someone tell you that you're beautiful. 23. Laughing at an inside joke with FRIENDS 24. Accidentally overhearing someone say something nice about you

Can Someone
My vip runs out tomorrow and was wondering if anyone can help me out. I would much rather buy for my friends then buy myself something. I have always been that way. If i need to rate all your pics/stash please let me know and i will. Thanks in advance

Just Letting My Friends Know
Sexy & Romantic glitter graphics from S e x i l u v . c o m Been busy working having been on here much but i guess with a promotion comes more work. Just wanted to let all my fubar friends know i haven't forgotten you i still think about you guys everyday.

Which Sign Are You??? I'm An Aries
AQUARIUS - Jan 21 - Feb 19 Ruling Planet: URANUS. The God of unexpected sexual twists and turns Aquarians make much better friends than lovers, but when a typical Aquarian gets some bang-bang, it's more an intellectual experience than an emotional one. Looks aren't important to Aquarians in a relationship; it's the mind and spirit of a lover that turns Aquarius on. They are very entertaining in bed and are probably the most inventive of all the signs. Mental stimulation is more important to them than physical, which means that pornography gets them hot! Aquarians are impatient and like sex to be fast and satisfying. They are very particular about hygiene and contraception and sleeping around holds little interest for them. FAVE POSITION Mutual masturbation. BEST SEX TOY A Dildo. Whether gay, straight, male or female, Aquarians will have some fun with this. AQUARIUS MALE IN BED He has amazing staying power in the sack. He can keep at it and control himself for as

I Can See The Pain
I still see your face in my dreams It hurts and it doesn't help at all I still want you in my life as crazy as that seems I want you to catch me when I fall I still remember the first time we met There was something so different about you Your friendship was something I wanted to get That smile when you said hi to me was so new Out of no where you called me on the phone I wanted to sit there and talk to you forever You were so new, so crazy and unknown I just knew that our friendship would never sever Two years and we are barely holding it together What happened to the way this all used to be I never wanted you out of my like ever I sat there for a long time pretending not to see We decided to go out and make it all all right It didn't work out of course we knew it couldn't We couldn't even really stand each others sight It shouldn't end this way but it did and I shouldn't I miss you and everything you were to me Ten years from now we will look back on it

11's....?
K SO IF YALL NOTICES IM VIP NOW...WOOHOO ANYWAYS I HAVE SOME 11;S TO GET RID OF... IF U WANT SOME MESSGE ME OR SOMETHIN AND LET ME KNOW... ALL U WOULD HAVE TO DO IS RATE MINES OR LEAVE COMMENTS OR PICS COMMENTS ASHLEY

Time Off......
What's up my peeps. YOU know sometimes a person just needs a break. That's officially what i'm going to be doing. I just need a little time from Fubar for a while. Time to be a good friend to all my friends here in big TEXAS, also time to be a good family man. Sometimes i let the internet control my life, and i don't want that. I do want an outside life. NOW NOW NOW, this doesn't mean that i'm done for good. I just need some time away from this evil addiction i call the internet and fubar. Basically some time to re-gain my sanity. I shall return.......ALWAYS!!!!!!!! Love You All, Derek (aka Showtime/Pureevilness)

Send
SEND And from nothing.....I ascend or is it.....descend? I cannot rememer Which way do I send? .....nothing I feel this rapture in my brain Ascend or.....descend into insane. But the question is not, How I sended: but from whence I came? .....nothing I am lost in my past. I cannot remember when it's at. Did I ever send at all? Did I rise or did I fall? All I remember is..... J. Koblitz

Almost Caught
Almost Caught by piltdownman© It was quiet in the woods, and private, the way they liked it. Trees and bushes and secret, winding footpaths. Peaceful glades where no one would see them. Sunshine and dappled shade, the heavy scent and stillness of a summer morning. Lenny had put the camera away, now he turned to Maggie and took up the loose end of one of the blue nylon ropes he'd used to lash her to the tree. Maggie was naked, he'd never known a woman so eager to slip out of her clothes in the great outdoors. She watched him through the fringe of dark hair that had fallen across her eyes. There were leaves in her hair. He'd smeared dirt on her constricted breasts and her thighs. The gag was her own idea. He could hear her ragged breathing as she followed his movements. She was ripe for a fuck. Her skin was pale. He stood before her and savoured the moment. She looked like a wild woman, caught and tied to a tree deep in the lonely woods. At his mercy. He could do anything he

Dj's, Promoters Wanted
just click on the banner up DJ Broadcasters / Promotion Wanted Please read below before submitting we need a lot of DJ's for @bluenet Radio DJ APPLICATION Fill in the form and submit it to us. No experience necessary but reliability and commitment essential. A small recorded sample in mp3 format will be required If your application looks good to us, you can expect an e-mail from one of us. You'll soon find yourself playing the music of your choice over the Internet. To over 56 different country'sAND HAVE YOU EVER WONTED TO BE A DJ? IT IS VERY EASY AND WE WILL TRAIN ANYONE TO DO THIS WE HAVE DAYTIME AND EARLY EVENING AND OVERNIGHT POSITIONS AVAILABLE SO PLEASE SEND ME A PM IF YOU ARE INTERESTED IN A DJ POSITION ! LIKE I SAID IT IS VERY SIMPLE TO DO ! Please upgrade your Media player

My Journal...
thursday, sept. 20th. at 12:31 a.m. dear fubar members, my name is honey. i'm 31, i look 21 and i act 5. the reason is simply this. i have a mental illness. i have bi-polar manic depression, with pychotic tendancies and borderline personality disoder.... in short broke up englih. i am fubar.... my favorite military term. fubar= Fucked Up Beyond All Reconiton.... i'll write more later. comment on what was said so far. if you have any questions ask them or go to www.webmd.com or www.healthyplace.com to get more infor on mental illness. ty you go in peace and may the force be with you always. lol honey age: 31

Another Blah Blog
Sometimes blogs write themselves. You sit down and put finger to keyboard and some otherworldly spirit moves you to tap out your musings. Other times it's like spilling blood onto your computer screen: tortured and unnatural. Either way a good blog takes two key ingredients. As you would expect it requires more than a dash or two of imagination. Spinning words out of thin air like that old hairy spider will excrete a sticky web. The second is 'the angle' or the event or the experience or the stuff of life which you hang your story around. To write a good blog you need healthy heaping portions of both. But alas, life doesn't always comply with your will. Some days you are blessed with no conflict, no angst, no heights of passion or ecstasy (bloggable that is), no humorous anecdotes, no twists of fate, no 'aha moments', no silly ramblings. Life just passes like a calm breeze over a quietly rolling ocean. Other days you get life in spades but the muse abandons you as if l

The Member Has Returned
OK... well i thought we have succeeded on removing a major ass from here, and we did so by pulling together, BUT... after a few weeks, he has returned and reared his UGLY head back into the general public. I am telling you that sugardaddy, now known as "THECYBERGUY".. has returned... he has blocked all comments from his page, unless you are a friend... I am not happy about his return, in fact i have already blocked him... Ladies, please be careful, and i have 2 bulletins up, one with the link as well... please keep him from doing this all over again with new ladies... Thank You!!

Philosophy Of Music
What we define as music is a mental content generated by the ears and the brain, responding to external vibrational stimuli. This stimuli cause the musical perception, but are substantially different from it. Being each individual unique, cerebrally and psychologically, each one has its own particular way to respond to the external stimuli, having thus a more or less different experience from the listening of a same music piece. It's not possible to express objective and absolute judgements about a tune, not existing a reference version of it; in a certain sense there are as many versions as there are listeners. PART 1 I think that what we call music, and its beauty (or ugliness), exist only in the subjectivity (this means in the minds) of the listeners. In my opinion, the "sonic" vibrations external to us (e.g. those caused by an orchestra), being only air (or other material) in movement, don't have anything in common essentially with the sounds we hear in our subjectivity, which

The "if We Had Sex" Game
IF WE HAD SEX GAME (Reply so only I see it and Repost so others can fill it out) DONT BE Skuured. YOU NEVER KNOW WHO REALLY WANTS BE WITH YOU. 1. Would you be in control? 2. Would you pull my hair? 3. Would you whisper in my ear? 4. Would you talk dirty to me? 5. Would you kiss me with a little tongue or a lot of tongue? 6. Would you make me say your name? 7. Would you go down on me? 8. Would give me a hickie? 9. How many rounds would we go? 10. What would you wanna do afterwards? 11. Would you take off all ur clothes then take mine off slowly? 12. Would you lick me all over? 13. Would you like 2 play or get straight to the point?14. Would you take ur time? 15. Would u fall asleep when we were done? 16. Would u go fast or slow? 17. Where would u wanna "do it"? 18 Would we be loud or quiet? 19. Would you mind if i licked you? 20. Would you do it 2day? 21. Would you do it 2morrow? 22. Are you going to re-post these so I can answer them for you?

That Time Again
Hey all its that time again.. my B-DAY I turn 28 today.. god how time flies. Only the other day i was reminising about high school and youger days.. wow. Now i have a 7 year old son who mean the world to me... SO let an man growing old.. know that yall love him :) Show me love for my b-day :) and ill return all the love :) B-day Love Jer

Kix Show Review 9/19/07
Last night was pretty awesome. I went with my chick friend Elisha and her friend Ted to see Kix up in Mechanicsburg at the Hardware Bar. He paid our way in and bought us drinks all night so that was pretty awesome. The show was really packed and their set this year was once again full of energy and crowd participation. We did a few shots and had 2 mixed drinks before they took stage and then some more afterwards. (lol) Then we did the birthday chair thingy there where you sit in the chair and a male bartender straddles over you and pours a shot down your throat then gets you up from the chair, puts a hard hat on you, and smacks your ass a few times then smacks a sticker on your ass that says "I SWALLOWED! (at the hardware bar)" haha Kinky eh? Then you can dance on the bar for a song. lol So afterwards the band came out to hang with the people and I think Steve Whiteman liked my friend Elisha because he invited us to come see them down in Hagerstown, MD Saturday night and got our

Daisy And Lee
Daisy and Lee Here’s a sad story bout a couple named Daisy and Lee, Two young people in love, or they appeared to be, Until one stupid infidelity (ee-ee-ee), Caused together forever to cease to be their destiny. Lee told me that he was seein’ Daisy later that day, It was a surprise visit that he intended to pay, When he got to her house; another car in the driveway (ay-ay-ay), And things went downhill from there that night in May. He pulled ‘round the corner and parked up under a tree, Crept back to the house to see just what he could see, And as he peered thru the window violating her privacy (ee-ee-ee), He saw her doing things with him she swore she only did with Lee. Lee went back to his truck to get one of his guns, He had a Colt a Glock and an old Smith and Wesson, Back to Daisy’s house he went at a dead run (uh-uh-un), The things he did next, they could never be undone. He hid out in the bushes cause he didn’t know what to do, When the dude came out Le

Kiss
Kiss I meet her gaze I help her stand I hold my breath and kiss her hand I see her blush her cheeks red now I smell her hair and kiss her brow It brings me joy to hear her speak I take her hand and kiss her cheek I feel her skin 'neath my finger tips I hold her face and kiss her lips Our love's true passions now begin I caress her form and kiss her skin Our passions flow like summer rain Our love's fulfilled as we kiss again In the afterglow in fond embrace We speak of love and I kiss her face From Peculiar Poetry

Good Saturday Morning, Everyone!
Good morning/good afternoon, one and all! I am up and ready for work! Yep, I have a client to treat this morning at 10 a.m. Just the one, but this treatment takes 2 hours!! Then I'll be home again. I have a past life companion and dear friend who is going through a difficult time. I am trying to keep this a little confidential for his sake, so I will not be mentioning names, etc. He has a form of blood/bone cancer - multiple myeloma - that he is fighting tooth and nail. He needed surgery yesterday. He could use all the positive energy, healing energy, prayer, whatever positive vibes you can send right now! I have been sending energy to him many times a day for weeks now, helping as best I can - and he says it does help! But he could use as much as he can get for the next week or so. Anyone willing to help out, I will be most grateful, and so will he. He is a very dear man! As an update, he came through surgery well, but has another procedure to endure before his treatments start