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My Boy Ace!!!!
Just wanted to say thanks to my boy Ace thats been holding me down...It seems like whenever there was nobody else to talk to, you were always there.Your kind words of wisdom helps me through the day. Thanks again for being that friend that I could always count on to listen to the things that i was going through.Thanks for always popping up being that one to say good morning, good night to and just a simple hello. I really appreciate you sooooooo much!! You are a great man and whomever God places in your life for good will be very lucky and very Blessed to have a man like you that shows how much he cares. Love ya Babes!!!!

My Boy!
BAY AREA SCHOLASTIC CHALLENGE SUPER TOURNAMENT March 14, 2008 Congratulations to GBMarchcholars' Bowl "A" and "B" Teams for an outstanding year! No one would have believed that this year's team was the first team in 7 years that has represented GBMS -- Everyone played like professionals! "A" Team qualified to participate in the Bay Area Scholastic Challenge SUPER TOURNAMENT at the University of South Alabama on Friday, March 14th. Their record for entering the tournament was 9 & 1 against teams such as Phillips Preparatory, Cottage Hill Baptist, St. Pius, Alba, Faith Academy, and more. Of the 9 teams they played and defeated; only 4 were public schools. The SUPER TOURNAMENT consisted to 32 schools from Mobile and the surrounding areas. GBMS "A" Team (Lee Hedgepeth-captain, Dylan Westbrook, Aaron Poiroux, Spencer Lewis, Summer McGriff, & Caitlin Holloman) won 3 of the 4 preliminary rounds they played against Cottage Hill Baptist (private), Escambia Academy (private

My Boy Carter...
I made a friend in seeking to get my wife's Altima fixed. After months of working on it, other mechanics looking at it Carter took a look at the car and figured out the rough idle issue. Before he could get the part to fix it he fell really ill and was hospitalized. He had been sick for a while but didn't really say much to people and never went to the doctor. He has a form of Leukimia that is usually beatable. However because of his refusal to go to the doctor it has become quit advance. He's in a hospital in Virginia which specializes in Leukimia treatment. Please pray that the Lord Jesus will heal this good man.

My Box
>MakerScream™: is that a random #, or a length pf your penis in millimeters? MakerScream™: see ya......what is your IQ 95? ->MakerScream™: LMAO, ok, Einstein, you look SOO smart in your default; I bet you are fucking a dog in that pic MakerScream™: go back to school......train your brain MakerScream™: there is no point trying carrying this on...your just to fucking stupid to talk to me ->MakerScream™: MakerScream? Uhm, you are a rapist, aren't ya? MakerScream™: my god you are NOT that smart are ya...LOOK at my name.....i told you i waqs in porn ...and you try a small man in your pants routine????...LMFAOOOOOOOOOOOO you are fucking DUMB ->MakerScream™: Is that a small man's disease? the one in your pants I mean MakerScream™: shut off your roommates computer or is it your parents? MakerScream™: you come back with a lame mom insults ?...thats what stupid people do....baaaaaaahahahahah 2 funny ->MakerScream™: kinda like the one your mom has? MakerScream™: g

My Boys
My boys are my life, my world My boys make me laugh, they make me proud My boys is smart, they are kind My boys make me worry, they make me glad Im a single mother tying to raise my boys right I would not traid them for anything in the world I never regret having them in my life My boys is my life, my breath , my reason to keep my head up when I want to lay it down.

My Boo
I wanna be where you are i wanna feel your warm embrace i wanna feel your soft kisses i wanna feel your hugz i wanna feel your sweet touch i love feeling your love you have for me i love the care you show me i wanna hold you in my arms and never let go i wanna be the light when you cant see an be understanding when you cant be i wanna be there for you allways i wanna show you nothing but love my boo by cleon

My Boys
I hate it that my boys are leaving me, until another year. i hate that they are so far from me. but i know their daddy takes good care of them, and that i can see them anytime i want. so dear boys, be good nuntil nextime mommy see's u again.

My Boyfriend
My boyfriend just moved in with me today. My parents, my brother, and I helped him get all his stuff today. I'm happy about all this. He's pretty much the most perfect man I've ever met. I love him beyond believe, and I can't wait till I hopefully get to leave with him next summer. I want to marry this man and he knows. He's my everything. He's the cutest thing ever, especially when he's sleeping, he looks like a little kid laying there at night. He's the first guy both my parents like. My brother adores him. I would be so proud if my little brother grows up to be like him. We got together about 5 or 6 weeks ago. I've met my angel and his name is Javi.

My Book Is Available
Hello My book is now available at Amazon.com and Barnes and Noble www.bn.com Insights of the mind by Roger Carleton Please forward the link and tell everyone you know about it :-) http://outskirtspress.com/webpage.php?ISBN=9781432728403 http://www.amazon.com/Insights-Mind-Roger-Carleton/dp/1432728407/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&s=books&qid=1219553276&sr=8-1 http://search.barnesandnoble.com/Insights-of-the-Mind/Roger-Carleton/e/9781432728403/?itm=1 Please feel free to rate and leave a review on either Amazon. com or BN.com or both. :-) Right now save $1.36 on my book at Amazon.com Thank you, Roger

My Book
Check out my published book. Here is the link, http://www.publishamerica.com/shopping/shopdisplayproducts.asp?catalogid=26665 If you want to buy my book just follow that link. I hope you enjoy poems and reading and maybe this book will change your heart a little bit.

My Body As A Shield
Sometimes I begin to think How great it would be If the ocean itself Only came up to my knees I can't help but drown myself In my own symphony In this euphonic breeze Part my waters so I may cross alone And when I'm halfway across Shut the door, so I may atone Long ago, my purpose was etablished A determined guardian, But I can still feel Without out a second set of footprints I still carry on My love is like a shield It's easy to be philisophical But even easier not to care This life is all but metaphorical You can't begin to understand How I can begin to believe In someone that doesn't believe in me You don't get it My world is like an endless, star-struck field For someone here, I'd give it all away For those close to me, I'd sacrifice I gladly use my body as a shield

My Body Screams
My body screams But you do not hear I cry out But you ignore my fear Your coldness seeps Into my veins Multiplying the severity Of my unbearable pain My heart breaks And weeps for you Needing you in spite Of the things you do You don't deserve me But what can I say I guess I just love you And I can't walk away

My Boys Dance Team 'team Excel' Made The Paper
This is the dance team 'Team Excel' that my boy is in...I cant wait to see his first performance this Dec. We are not aloud to see anything until then. Close up of my boy..well,his head...lol

My Book
The wind picks up and blows sand and saltwater, hitting my face and making my eyes sting. The air has turned frigid but I barely notice. I am intent on making my way to the end of this little stretch of beach. As I turn back to look to where I started from I see just a hint of light from the flames of the bonfire. I can’t hear much anymore. No words reach me here. Maybe I should stop. Maybe I am far enough away now. I find an old beach log, smoothed out from the elements. I sit and barely feel the cold seeping through my jeans. I am alone, nothing new. I came here to escape and forget. But as I sit here with the waves crashing and the dark approaching. I let it go. All the pent up and repressed emotions I have been holding back finally make their escape and I cry with as much force as the wind around me. The pain is all consuming and feels like it is going to swallow me whole. I am going to drown in it and I don’t care anymore. My life has changed and there is no going back to

My Boss
My boss is really pissing me off lately. I already had to tell him to lay off my body when he is talking to me; I hate getting my personal space invaded. He thinks its cute to hide my cigarettes (he thinks it will make me quit smoking), or change my computer background every time I forget to log out of my screen. Yesterday I forgot to close my yahoo email, and came back to find him looking at my inbox. I was like WTF???!!! I'm not reading YOUR fucking emails! I dont know if he read any, but it totally pissed me off. So I changed his computer background to a homeless tranny. Grrr...

My Body
for every level i move up on here i will add to pic's. but if you want to see a special pic or want a very special pic made then i want in return either a 7 day blast, 1 happy hour, or a bling pack. you get to decide what iam doing in the pic of course. ;)

My Books
I dont know if any of my friends know, or lol mabey some dont care but I am a writer. I have had alot of friends on here ask me where I have been for a while. Well I just have had my second book published, I am rather excited about it! My Second book , True Love Returns, Can be found at www.PublishAmerica.com The ISBN is 1-60703-601-0. My first book, Second Chance At Love, Can be found at www.RedLeadPress.com The ISBN is 978-0-8059-8594-8 Any Questions, please feel free to email me! Thank you and God Bless! Plus I am also in a writing contest for my poems that I write,Please check out my new poem and tell me what you think! I am in a contest and I am trying to win here is the link to vote thank you! http://www.poetry.com/voteforme/poemvote1.asp?PID=12941663 Here is a pic of my first book, A pic of my second book,

My Boy
¢¾¢¾he grins from ear to ear,his legs are kicking,he has no fear.the wind is drifting threw his hair,he holds on tight,were quite the pair.i feel the joy ,delight and glee,of my lil boy,onthe swing with me¢¾¢¾

My Box Of Horros
I have a box deep in my closet That holds everything Ot holds my thoughts, my fears My wishes and even my tears The thoughts are of you How you'll never say "I Love You" My fears are dark and dreary With monsters and hard-core fairies My wishes are to have you To hold and love you and never let go My tears were cried over you Crystallized and memorable One by one I take each item out And put them in a different place I looked down and reached out once more But the box was empty The thoughts went to my mind which I wrote in my diary messily My fears went to my heart where I kept them locked with a key My wishes went to the heaven where they go unanswered My tears broke into tiny pieces and floated in the breeze I now realize I'll never be over you You'll be everywhere to me, loving everyone but me I know what you're going to be in life I know everything but what's in store for me in life So I'll start a whole new bo

My Book Is Out
Title: DAY TO DAY LIVING Subtitle: Author’s Name: JOHN RICHARD HENDLEY III ISBN (paper and/or cloth): ISBN 13 (TP): 978-1-4415-2508-6 Price: Trade Paperback: $15.99 Number of Pages: 58 Genre: POETRY / Single Author / American

My Boy Jb
i thinkin bout u everyday! i miss u so bad! i wish where u at. i am so piss off at brent bc he told the cops. he is not guily of u muder. thats bullshit! bc cops found ur blood in his car. i hate u brent england forever! why u wont tell them where is jb at? please tell them now!!!!!! i miss u jb and love u very much u r in my heart everyday

My Boyfriend
Despite 3000 miles of being apart i meant this guy that i like alot. But it might all come to a end due to a honest mistake i made. It is tearing me apart because i really like this guy. I want make it work despite the distance. I know it can work if me and him try to make it work. Part of the reason i know it can work if me and him try is i know people that have meet on Fubar and have made it work. The only huge factor for me and him is the distance and my ex.

My Boring Weekend!!
I am sitting here this fine Monday afternoon in my plaid men's pj bottoms, by wife beater and of course my purple slippers. Those of you who truly know me have come to except that this is my outfit most Mondays...they also know that my hair is never brushed, so to combat the endless knots and backcombing( i just looked like i had sex for 15 hours straight hair) I've decided to do the next best thing with my hair....... princess Leah buns!! Now to enlighten all of you as to my weekend..... I being lonely and horny as all hell Friday decided to rent a porno.. I pulled out all my toys... (you never do know what one might need) and looked at the long list of movies.. Ofcourse squirters immediately pops out and I hit yes..... The movie comes on and the title flashes up "Anal Gaping Squirters" I freeze holly shit what have i done.. can i get my money back... no ... I will not tell you what happened after this because I know some of my friends are trying very hard not to be corrupted by

My Boo By Usher
Usher: There's always that one person that will always have your heartYou never see it coming cause you're blinded from the start Know that you're that one for me, it's clear for everyone to seeOoh baby, you will always be my booJermaine DepriI don't know about y'all but I know about us and uhh it's the only way we know how to rock (repeat)Usher VerseDo you remember girl, who was the one who gave you your first kissCause I remember girl who was the onewho said put your lips like thisEven before all the fame and people screaming your nameGirl I was there and you were my babyChorus 1:UsherIt started when we were younger and you were mine (my boo)Now another brothers' taken over but its' still in your eyes (my boo)Even though we use to argue it's alright (it's alright girl, that's okay)And if we haven't seen each other in a while, but you will always be my booChorus 2: BeyonceI loved you when we were younger you were mine And when I see from time to time I still feel like,And if I see you

My Boyfriend's Back
My Boyfriend's BackMy Boyfriend's Back BackMy Boyfriend's BackMy Boyfriend's BbbackMy Boyfriend's Back And You're Gonna Be In TroubleHey La Hey La My Boyfriend's BackI'm A Dead Bitch Looking For Some Dead ShitDead Guys Dead Sex Gotta Have That Dead DickI Seen This Dude Walking Down The StreetI Crept Up With A Bat Swung Hard And Put Him To SleepI Told Him I Want You I Need You I've Gotta Fuckin' Have YouI Want You I Need You I've Gotta Fuckin' Kill YouStuck A Knife In His Neck It Came Up Outta His ThroatDrug Him To A Cemetery For Some Spirits To InvokeBlack Candles And Incense Now It's Time For Some FunI Pulled The Knife Out From His Neck And Started Sucking His BloodI Said, Rise My Love I Conjure And Command TheeObey The Sacred Ceremony I Demand TheeRise My Love I Said Rise My LoveIt's Time To Show These Motherfuckers What We Capable ofAnd Then All of A Sudden The Air Got Thick And GreasyHe Started Breathing Then He Stood Straight Up On His Two FeetYes I Got So Happy That My Eyes Start

My Book And Website
Hello, all! I haven't been around for a while. Been kinda busy. My book "Astral Force Rising" is coming soon from RoseDog Books. Read all about it at my new website: http://corwinnighthawk.com While you're there, stop by my contact page and leave me a message. Blessed Be, Corwin

My Body Is Your Playground
My body is your playgroundCome out and play with meExplore me with your fingers You can skip on my lips with your tongueMy body is your playground I am open for youWith my nipples you can playhide and seek let me find youMy body is your playgroundCome out and play with meCome swing by my thighsand you can slide down my clit for a bitMy body is your playgroundCome out and play with meI can be your jungle gym Climb right on top of meMy body is your playgroundCome out and play with meI can be your clubhouse come inside of meGo around and around I am your merry-go-roundMy body is your playgroundCome out and play with meI am here for your joyCome have fun with meMy body is your playgroundCome out and play with meI am open all day and nightCome run, jump, skip and walk on meMy body is your playgroundCome out and play with me

My Boring Randomness About Life
So I never thought that perfection existed until I met this boy. He is everything I could have EVER dreamed of and SO MUCH MORE. He makes my heart stop when I'm with him (not literally bc that could be bad, lol) and he makes me never want to leave him. I haven't known him THAT long but in this short time that I have known him I feel like I've fallen in love with him. Everything abot him is amazing. From his smile, to his gorgeous brown eyes, to his "oh-so-perfect" hair, to his finding humor in everything, to his "Fuck the World" attitude sometimes. He is sweet and innocent, yet not at the same time. I haven't quite figure him out completely yet but everything I have I love. Is it normal to not find ONE THING you don't like about someone? Is it ok for me to let my guard down? I'm afraid to trust him though... Let me give you a little bit of a rundown on why....So from the time I was 8 until I was 15 I was sexually, mentally, and physically abused by men... (yes as in plural) Finally whe

My Book
PAIN OF ITCH By: Aaron M. Klug .. .. Introduction.... The Devil plays it fair; he just never tells you everything. Rules, always invite trouble to the party, even if you follow them. Walking into a dream, you end up in a mask of your own reality .. .. Chapter 1: Where am I? Dreaming in a cold state, the demons of your nightmares twist your visions into what god holds hidden. Sending images of blood to your brain as you attempt to run for your life. Circles you continue to move searching for something, anything. The hunter is still out there, with the advantage of sight. Waking up in darkness you start to breathe. Laying still your pulse consumes you. Your thoughts race towards a cliff at high speeds and no brakes. Your senses reveal horrors unknown to the natural world as your worst fears come to the surface. Chained to what feels like a cold brink wall, you attempt to see through the darkness. You do not sense another being. Speaking softly, hello emits from

My Book
Tuesday, August 18, 2009 Chapter 2: What the HELL Tortured souls squirm like a worm on a hook. Currently in hell your soul burns with a hatred you had when you were alive. Curious as to how you ended up with this twisted existence. Burning pain as the touch of a cold ghost touches your spine. The new smell of sulfur burns your nose and brings you back to reality. A dim light consumes a portion of a room revealing a little girl no older than ten. With lazy eyes you try and focus on the body. What could she have done to have gotten here, you ask yourself. She hangs from a noose around her neck. Her left leg looks like was torn off as evidence of the ripped flesh. Sodomized by what looks like a metal shaft with spikes randomly placed and caked with dry blood. Digging into her virgin flesh every as she moves. With twitches of her eyelid, you realize that she my just still be alive. How did she manage to earn this type of punishment? At such a young age, whoev

My Book
Chapter 3: Missing Memories You resume your cries for help, from the pit of your soul you scream. No response. Not so much as a smile from this creature in the doorway. Your fears continue to cry. Losing breath and energy you start to beg. Your eyes close tears streams down your face as loved ones flash before your eyes. Memories of happiness dissolve like smoke in a clouded room. In reality none are here to offer any kind of comfort, some have been dead a long time. Memories of a distant path bring forth a smile to your face. Interruption occurs when you realize the coming reality is fear, torture, and pain. You twitch for the lack of heat is overwhelming. Hoping your loved are safe, dreaming of the day when you will see them again. Deep in what is left of your mind; memory forces you to believe the worst is yet to come. You woke up this morning, happy at least you think, which can possibly be an alien memory. Soon you just might wish you were never born at all. Your vision

My Bond
I DO NOT EXPECT THE SPIRIT OF PENELOPE TO ENTER YOUR BREAST, FOR I AM NOT MIGHTY OR FEARLESS. (ONLY OUR LOVE IS BRAVE, A ROCK AGAINST THE WIND.) I CRY AND CRINGE WHEN THE CYCLOPS PEERS INTO MY CAVE... I DO NOT EXPECT YOUR LETTERS TO BE LENGTHY AND OF LOVE, FLOWERY AND PHILOSOPHIC, FOR WORDS ARE NOT OUR BOND. I NEED ONLY THE HARD FACT OF YOUR EXISTENCE FOR MY SUBSISTENCE. OUR LOVE IS A ROCK AGAINST THE WIND, NOT SOFT LIKE SILK AND LACE .

My Boyfriend Is Addicted To Porn!
I think this is a little to extreme but you never know. My Boyfriend Is Addicted To Porn! May 7, 2009 by Kip Filed under Best Of KipTip, Dear Kip Dear Kip, My boyfriend has a problem with other girls and porn. He hasn’t gone off and cheated on me with someone else physically, but I still consider the internet and even texting cheating, when it involves desiring other girls. I have been cheated on before and seen my mother in several unfaithful relationships, so I’m pretty good at deciding if someone is lying or telling the truth. He has tried his hardest to not even look at other girls, he deleted all of his various website profiles except for our joint MySpace account and the email account that he uses for family. Because of that, I know he hasn’t been doing anything on the internet. He promised to go to counseling and anything else that I want; if I would just stay with him (he said this while crying). I just can’t tell if he really is sin

My Book Cover Page, Dedication And Chapter One
Wednesday, March 18, 2009 Memories... The Good, The Bad, and The Fugly. Current mood: creative Category: Life my book.....Memories... The Good, The Bad, and The FuglyRandom memories and realizations by:Sarah G. Van Brocklin A.K.A. Ivory, and FriendsThis book is for adults and has been rated X by me, Ivory, Because I use the terms; pussy, fuck, cock, squirt, and shart along with other vulgar descriptions of the body and bodily actions, as well as talk about things that have been known to traumatize children and young adults.I've decided to write this book about all of the seemingly insignificant things that have happened in my life and my friends' lives that have ironically had a major impact on us. This IS my therapy. I hope that in this book by addressing these memories and awkward moments, I will be able to recognize patterns in life and hopefully be able to shed light into someone else's life if not just to entertain you with my dysfunction. This book is in deed

My Boyfriend
My boyfriend went to the doctors today, he has high blood pressure which he is taking medicine for. He was getting the results of his blood work and it turns out he has a fatty liver. Didn't know what that was till I looked it up now I am a little worried about him. He is overweight but I dont care about that appearance wise but I do want him to lose weight so he will be around a lot longer. He said he will try for the sake of his health. I started crying thinking about what could happen. I just hope everything turns out ok but I tend to think the absolute worse, ugh this sucks.

My Body Hates Me
Damn fucking arthritis decides to flare up today, just about everywhere. my knees are on fire, my ankles feel lick someone has kicked them. shoulders, hands, wrists, elbows you name it, it fucking hurts. AGGGGHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My Bomb List
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My Boobs Have Always Been Nice, Okay?
I hate people so much lately; online and off. Dreamer: i do care to talk, but i definitely dont need to hear shit from other ppl, if u have some kiind of bad mood dont let it out on me Dreamer: i meant i added u to be a friend not for a contest of who got the largest number of friends Dreamer: thats not wut i meant Suga Lips: I talk to a lot of people. I don't need pity conversation. have a good day Dreamer: well u dont have to be sarcastic, if u didnt wish to discuss somethin u should've said so from the beginin, at least am talkin to u Suga Lips: I tried with my oldest and it didn't work. Any other intimate thing you'd like to know? Perhaps when I start my monthly menstration? Dreamer: not to breast-feed a child Suga Lips: Thought what wasn't right? Dreamer: oh.. thought that wasnt right.. but who am i to say anyway

My Boyfriend's Band Is Playing Downtown..
An awesome metal show. An awesome Saturday night metal show. An awesome Saturday night FREE show. Have I convinced you yet? COME GET ROCKED OUT!!! FREE METAL SHOW--Insanguine, Acoustic Guillotine, and Etymon!!! Location:Public Space One Time:8:00PM Saturday, June 5th Downtown Iowa City

My Body - A Poem I Wrote About My Struggles With An Eating Disorder,
"My body is the queen of deception,A size 4 is never an exception,Feeling full would be my digression,My body aches to end this obsession.""Look perfect, Be perfect, My body would tell me,I could never be what I wanted to see,I understood and accepted, death could be my only key,With a stained heart and broken body, I fall to my knees.""Self destruction appeared in many forms,Losing a pound was like being reborn,Yet day after day, I wanted to lose more,Losing a pound, Losing my life, I've become so torn.""My body was eating itself alive,My body was vapid, it needed a sign,My body was stubborn, deeper down it would dive,My pain was there, visible and live."

My Bones
I fractured my patela (knee cap) and pulled a tendon in the back of my knee, ACL. So I am on restriction and cannot fight. This means I will become a major bitch for a while. If I can't train then I am all mentally a mess and frustrated. I never broke a bone in my life until a few months ago I broke my toe. I thought that was pretty funny. I am not broke just fractured this time, guess I am getting softer in my old age. I am pretty pissed off because this means I can not test for my red belt until my knee heals. Unless my instructor desides to be nice to me and test me without the sparring since he knows I can already spar.I doubt he will do that for me. Somtimes I think He is harder on me than any other student he has and I still can't figure out why. grrrr Tonight we are having a Demo for the dojo. My kids and I have been training for this for months. Of course I cannot do my demo now because of my knee, but my kids get to kick ass in it. I am so excited. I hope to get some video o

My Book
Chapter One Some times I miss being the teenaged dirt back hanging out with you homies fucking them half the time smoking weed and popping pills Having fun damn too bad Sex sells!Some time in may 2010 Here’s the scoop my name is Bell I’m Nineteen years old big deal right I know this much sex sells! Lol I knew that at eighteen I’m pretty flat I’m short only five foot two inches tall heheh I look up even if I’m on my knees I have a boys hair cut(boo to older brothers) I’m not a girly girl by any means I say bring on the camping , drinking, pot smoking , and cliff diving , 4x4ing , and mud Here I come I love to have sex and just chill out getting paid and having a good time Never drink on the job number one rule besides wearing a condom never for get that either Some times the calls are shitty but it some time worth it. My loving Shadow is the best ma

My Book
About to publish...one problem.... I NEED A TITLE! I'm torn between: #1 Letters Form Words,Words Form My Life. #2 Good News Leads To Tragedy. #3 The Road Less Traveled Never Has An On Ramp#4 Past Regrets In The Form Of Words HELP ME DECIDE Thanks everyone

My Book "a Shiver At Midnight"
Hey Fu Friends! My first book "A Shiver at Midnight - A Collection of Spine-Tingling Tales" is now available on Amazon.com and books-a-million.com!!! I do appreciate your support!!!!! Thanks! Daryl

My Books, What They Are About, Where To Get Them, And Pricing Info.
This is what the books I have out are all about: Rhyme Tyme: A Book of Poetry is just that. It is 52 pages of poems that were written at various times of my life. Pick it up here: http://www.wordclay.com/BookStore/BookStoreBookDetails.aspx?bookid=43621 Price: $9.00 The Great Wolf Lodge 2011 Travel Guide tells you all the comprehensive information you will need to stay at this resort. If you plan on vacationing at this resort, then picking up this guide will be beneficial because it shows you how to save money when booking your stay and other attractions in the area you can visit. Pick it up here: http://www.amazon.com/Great-Wolf-Lodge-Travel-Guide/dp/0557471745/ref=sr_1_1?ie=UTF8&s=books&qid=1288477386&sr=8-1 Price: $17.95 Dancing the Night Away is a romantic short story, 50 pages. It is about two people who meet in a nightclub and become lovers. Pick it up here: http://www.amazon.com/Dancing-Night-Away-Harmony-Stalter/dp/1453

My Boo Usher
"My Boo"(feat. Alicia Keys)[Usher intro:]There's always that one personThat will always have your heartYou never see it comingCause you're blinded from the startKnow that you're that one for meIt's clear for everyone to seeOoh baby ooh you'll always be my boo[Alicia intro:]I don't know bout you allBut I know about us and uhIt's the only wayWe know how to rockI don't know bout you allBut I know about us and uhIt's the only wayWe know how to rock[Usher Verse:]Do you remember girlI was the one who gave you your first kissCause I remember girlI was the one who said put your lips like thisEven before all the fame andPeople screaming your nameGirl I was there when you were my baby[Chorus (Usher):]It started when we were youngerYou were mine my booNow another brother's taken overBut its still in your eyes my booEven though we used to argue it's alright

My Book I Been Writing For 4 Years And Still Not Done Lol
j The book I am currently writing.... Chapter 1 Stranges in passing... He stared into the empty blackness of the sea thinking that something in his life had to change for the better. He just wasnt content within himsef. As the waves rocked the ship gently about, he began thinking of his mother and how she had talked him into taking this cruise.Itll be, She had said. Maybe youll meet someone special. Youre a nice boy and you need someone to make you smile, instead of being a work-a-holic all the time. She had said with a wink. As he stood alone on the bow looking at the darkness waiting for a sign that life would be better, the sounds of laughter and music played out behind him. The sea reminded him of his life as a reflection of dull stationary existance. He couldnt help feel the tear roll down his cheek as he gazed at the older couple off to his right.Look at them. He thought to himself. As he tried to hold back his sorrows, he took a final pull from his ciggarette and retreived his

My Body Aches
my body aches for your touch the whisper in my earyour breathe on my skin my soul cries when i cant feel you near I feel lost and alone when your gone I feel the dark flood over me until once again your in my armsto feel you lying next to me i feel peace, just to reach outand touch you I feel safeTake me in your arms andnever let me go Tell me that i am your only love and no other fills your thoughts take me as I am and who I want to be shower me with your love for all eternity

My Book.
For years I have spent time jotting down idea's for my first book. Finally I have got down the first couple of chapters, forgranted the first chapter needs more clarification and extended. But below I have pasted what I have completed so far. I would love "helpful" critisism. So here goes nothing.................. To find our beginning you need to look into our past. Time is infinite, never stops and never starts. A hundred years from now when all the earths’ resources are used up and the earth’s core starts to cool we will look into why we were put on the earth and where we actually came from. Trying to find the answers to the questions of life before the planet as we now know just disappears loosing its protective layers of the atmosphere and becoming a dried up rock. John Jackson sat staring out of the classroom window; the physics class seemed particularly boring today, talking about matter and anti-matter, why will I ever need to know

My Body Is Not My Temple
My petite little body, Is my downfall. There is so much more to me, Than something that small. My long golden hair, And ivory complexion. Is just the surface. You’re looking in, The wrong direction. Go past the outside, And see your way in. There is more to me dwelling within. If you’re taken by the outside, Then that’s all you will ever see. You’re missing out, On the most beautiful part of me. For, my body is not my temple, It is my curse. But if that’s all you want, Then it will never be yours.

My Book Is Finally Out In Paperback!
Do you love a scary story? So do I! Now my book, "A Shiver at Midnight: A Collection of Spine-Tingling Tales" has been released the way it was meant to be! Check it out here! Or visit my web site www.daryljhealey.tk for more information!

My Boys
So here's the thing. I am trying to get this out to as many places, and people as possible. I've always been pretty independent. A loner. I've lived alone, been single, so on. Then I got my first rescue dog. Charlie. He's the light of my life. A few months later, I took in Thor as a foster. Another georgous boy. The thing is, I suck at relating to people. But I can look at these two boys who were unwanted and unloved and know EXACTLY how they feel. I can look in their eyes and see that they just want someone to give them a chance. I had to work for it. I had to prove to them that I wasn't going to leave them. Once they warmed up though, it was without fail, the best thing to ever happen. Charlie is my lil man. He snuggles and adores everyone. Except Thor. He hated Thor. Coming from being a beaten up dog that was abused, He saw Thor (a bigger dog) as a threat. About 3 weeks ago, this all changed. Thor started having seizures. We did all kinds of tests,

My Bondage Easter Egg Hunt
I went to a lesbian friends house in the Sisters, Oregon area for Easter. She told me to wear my black nylon g-string under my clothes, so I knew what she had on her mind for me. Tina lives a few miles out of town in a nicely secluded area. When I arrived at her place early Sunday morning she had a couple of her lesbian girlfriends there with her. They told me to strip down to my g-string as soon as I walked into the house.When I got naked wearing only my black nylon g-string. They shoved me to the middle of the living room and Tina stuffed a yellow 2 1/2 inch ballgag deep in my mouth. She buckled the ballgag as tight as she could pressing the straps deep into the corners of my mouth and making my cheeks bulge from around the straps. My mouth was completely filled with the ball of the gag and couldn't make a sound other than muffled grunting and groaning sounds. I immediately began drooling and slobbering from around the ballgag tight in my mouth. She gave me a few hard slaps to my fac

~ Mybooboo - My Sister - My Bestie ~
I met you awhile back on a crazy game site. Never in a million years would I think this goofy, outspoken, beautiful & full of life woman would become my best friend. I never connected with females on that level for reasons of my own. Then I met you, a crazy woman that had it all...the husband, the kids..a family...or so I thought. Then I got to know you over the weeks & months and formed this very unique friendship bond and thats when I seen you were just like everyone else...you had been through the hard times & struggles also...we had so much in common. A year has passed by and you are still my Best Friend/My Sister. I don't think anyone else really knows me like you do. There is noone else who has stood by me when I have made some stupid ass decisions. You never judged me, you never turned your back on me even when there were times you could have. Instead you stayed by my side through everything, always kicking my ass for even making the dumb decisions...lol..it's cause of you that

My Book Links
My books at publishamerica.comJan 14, 2013Comments (1)[Delete] [Edit] photoBeauty Around the Worldby: Michael (Miki) ProfantPrice: $16.95Product DetailsISBN: 1-60703-426-3# Pages: 87 pagesDimensions: 6 x 9Format: SoftcoverLatest News: Less than 30 pct of all books are bought in real bookstores.Product DescriptionIf you ask where my inspiration to write poetry comes from, I would have to say from everywhere. From gray misty mornings to a beautiful smile, I try to see beauty in everything. I once told a friend beauty wasn’t just about her face. It could be a smile, a sparkle in the eyes, a soft touch, or words that warm my heart—qualities that all women have.So if you feel the urge, write me and maybe I’ll write one for you. I hope you will enjoy this book.Beauty Around the World Book 2by: Michael (Miki) ProfantPrice: $19.95Product DetailsISBN: 9781448986293# Pages: 122 pagesDimensions: 6x9Format: SoftcoverLatest News:Product Description"This is a follow up of sorts to

My Book!
I'm happy to announce that my book is now available for sale!! http://www.amazon.com/s/ref=nb_sb_ss_i_0_11?url=search-alias%3Dstripbooks&field-keywords=choices%20by%20jude%20mckinnon&sprefix=choices+by+%2Cstripbooks%2C490&rh=i%3Astripbooks%2Ck%3Achoices%20by%20jude%20mckinnon http://www.barnesandnoble.com/w/choices-jude-mckinnon/1117327669?ean=9780615908397

My Bp Update 2-25-07
okay first it was my blood pressure being high but now they took my blood the other day at the doctor after i got a good bill of health on the bp i now get a letter in the mail that my sugar is high and i hadn't ate or drank anything before i went to the doctor that morning they came up with it at 133 so now i have to in for a glucose test and i hate them took them carrying my boys each time i got pregnant with one of my sons i had gestational diabetes i guess it's only fair that i be punished with my health for all the things i have done wrong in my life.

My Brother
A sad day for me :( Category: Life Tonight is one of the hardest nights of my life.2 years ago at 12:05 am i got a phone call . It was about my bother Joey . See he had a few drinks and was cleaning a gun ,,,well we know the two dont mix . I was at home and the phone rang , it was my mom , she had told me that Joey was in the hospital and it dont look good . she then said he got shot . My sister picked me up at 2:15 am and brang me to her home to stay for a few days . We went to the hospital to see my brother , the doctors said there was no chance for a normal life for him . We needed to let him go . We all gatherd around him to comfert him incase he knew . As i held him i can feel his life just slipping away . OMG i dont know how this could happend is all i can think of . I felt such pain in my heart and i am feeling it right now . I wish i could change things .Just bring him back home . After we said our good byes i think i felt a bit better knowing he was in no pain and that h

My Brother
So, as we speak, Dan (my brother) is on his way to Germany, and from there to Iraq. I am sad, but I know this is what he has wanted to do sense he started thinking about the army. I know that my mom and dad are smiling down on him. And I think he knows that too. We havent been very close the past few years or so. I dated an asshole who didnt want me to talk to ANY of my family, and I think he got upset about that. but now he knows I have someone who cares about me. We use to be best friends, and I hope when he gets back, we can be again. I already miss him and am crying as I write this. But he will be back in a year, and Mike and I decided that we will get married October 13th 2007, that way he can walk me down the aisle :) So I guess that makes me a little bit happier.

My Brothers.
Are driving me up a wall. They've pretty much done everything in there power to try and kill me today. I think my wrist is broken. Son of a monkey bitch. Rawr. Im bored. Yes i am. Im gonna right a song about my day. Just havent decided what kind of song yet haha. I'm rambling now. People think im mad at them when im not. Im just having a bad few days. Tired of being lied to. Tired of hearing people talk shit on me. Tired of having my heart broken so yeah pretty much. Why'd you go and break something that was already broken < /3

My Brain At 2 In The Morning :|
I had a conversation with a friend about a certain situation that made me think. My friend was telling me what the right thing to do was. Only thing is, what the right thing is in my friends eyes isnt the right thing for me in my eyes. Does that make it the wrong thing? I think it comes down to what I believe and what my values are. So heres a question, is what is right based on what we think, OR based on what our values are? Hell if it is based on what I think I would flounder around like most people. Not believing in anything. My thinking changes so much. It is so influenced by how I feel and the people around me. So i hope it isnt that. If it is based on my values, then I have a really long row to hoe. My values are never changing. Solid and steadfast. My values are the yardstick that I use to measure who I am and how I am living my life. Unfortunately, my values have been set so high that even I cant live up to them. I cant seem to give myself a break. This is especially h

My Brother
You are always there for me Through times of trouble and grief. You always tried to protect me Even when I got myself into trouble, You would take the blame for it. This I thank you for most sincerely. Though you did some stupid things in your life. I still look up to your because you never let life get you down. And even though I did and said some pretty mean things to you, That I wish I could take back, You still call me the best sister ever. This I thank you for as well! There are no words that I can put down on paper That can express my gratitude towards you. Just that I'm glad you're my brother and always Will no matter how many miles may be between us. BY: Sheila Christian Dedicated to Lenny on 11/12/03 Letting him know that we may have grown apart in distance, he'll always be in my thoughts and in my heart. Bro if you read this I miss you and know that I love ya dearly bro!

My Brown Eyed Girl
by Van Morrison Hey where did we go, Days when the rains came Down in the hollow, Playin' a new game, Laughing and a running hey, hey Skipping and a jumping In the misty morning fog with Our hearts a thumpin' and you My brown eyed girl, You my brown eyed girl. Whatever happened To Tuesday and so slow Going down the old mine With a transistor radio Standing in the sunlight laughing, Hiding behind a rainbow's wall, Slipping and sliding All along the water fall, with you My brown eyed girl, You my brown eyed girl. Do you remember when we used to sing, Sha la la la la la la la la la la te da So hard to find my way, Now that I'm all on my own. I saw you just the other day, My how you have grown, Cast my memory back there, Lord Sometime I'm overcome thinking 'bout Making love in the green grass Behind the stadium with you My brown eyed girl You my brown eyed girl Do you remember when we used to sing Sha la la la la l

My Brothers Poem His Mother Wrote This After He Drowned
Justin's Poem By Tammy Partridge-Justin's Mother Justin Daniel Mason 3/26/88 - 7/03/05 I want to tell you a story about my life here on earth I spent 17 years among you, but it started before my birth I had two loving parents that loved me before I was born They made me whole as a person they nurtured an kept me warm They never had another child, I was all their dreams come true They knew I needed all their love and freely they gave it to. I guess I am a mixture of what comes from parents like them My mom says im just like her, my dad says im just like him I was never very popular, but I touched lives just the same I remember the time I met Jordan I shook his hand and told him my name My friends and I stuck together we had good times and bad But I can honestly tell you Jordan, Ryan, and Brody are the best friends I had I was never one to put on "What you see is what you get" But I can say my heart was open and my love a sure bet I had the best of everything

My Brother
MY BROTHER LOVES ME FOR ME HE CARES FOR ME LIKE NO OTHER ALTHOUGH HE IS FAR AWAY HE MEANS THE WORLD TO ME HE UNDERSTANDS ME MORE THAN ANYONE ELSE DOES I LOVE MY BROTHER WITH ALL MY HEART MY BROTHER GARY IS THE SWEETEST MOST CARING GUY YOU CAN MEET AND KNOW HE WILL TREAT YOU LIKE YOU MEAN THE WORLD TO HIM MY BROTHER DOES ANYTHING TO KEEP ME HAPPY I AM A SISTER TO ONE OF THE MOST WONDERFUL GUYS I KNOW HE IS MY BROTHER FOREVER I LOVE YOU BUB ALWAYS AND FOREVER BY: BRITTANY HORTON 10-9-06

My Broken Angel.
Crying in the darkness but nobody cares. Sharing this pain with whom no one else shares. Feeling such sadness its as if nothing else even exists. Suddenly out of nowhere this beautiful Goddess appears. Instantly all pain becomes even more painfully clear. Wishing I could wipe away all the pain in her eyes. Taking a finger to her tear drop scar and falling to one knee as I steadily cry, all the torment this poor soul has had to hide. Wanting nothing more than to give her back the cherub she so dearly loves that she lost in her past life. Feeling the blame she never ever deserved come to life. Tearing it from my soul in one fiery strike. Placing it where it duly deserves to reside. Never again will that blame huant her side. Soothingly she touchs all of my pain deep down inside. Vanquishing every tiny little piece that I hide. Doing what I could have never done in all of my life. Instant gratitude and unconditional love I give to my wife. She blesses me with velve

My Brothers Funeral
This is the first day I have had to face the fact that my brother died but a few short days ago, today I spoke at his funeral, and said my final good bye tomarrow I have to go to his Military Buriel :( this is hard for me he was the best thing in my life and stood by me even when others would not I have some mental Pictures just seered into my mind that I can not seem to let go of I am so torn apart right now and just need people, and want people around me I have no one here to comfort me and that for me is very hard to deal with.

My Brain Patern
Your Brain's Pattern Your brain is always looking for the connections in life. You always amaze your friends by figuring out things first. You're also good at connecting people - and often play match maker. You see the world in fluid, flexible terms. Nothing is black or white. What Pattern Is Your Brain?

My Brother
hey people my brother came to live with me and tyanna. my mom and dad said "ruby, ur brother is going to live with u and tyanna now and he has to go to school still so u two take care of him." i think thats gay! why would my parents do that to us! weres he going to sleep? we only have one bedroom! hes going to SLEEP WITH US and WE DONT LIKE IT!

My 101 Brought To You From Msn Spaces
1. Born Edward,Bradley.Irving,Orgill 2. Born 17 September, 196(giggidygiggidy!)9 3. ...in Hamilton, Ontario, Canada. 4. Raised by my grandparents. 5. My life is comparible to an ABC Sunday Night Movie (i.e. tragic) 6. Got an extreme case of the funnies. 7. The doctor gave me a cream for it. 8. Sarcastic? Moi? Never. 9. Outgoing. 10. So romantic there are roses growing out of my ass. 11. Irish 60%, Welsh 20%, Dutch 20%. 12. If you ain't Dutch, you ain't much. 13. I can drink. 14. Sometimes. 15. I love movies. 16. I love women. 17. But I would take it in the ass from Morrissey!!! 18. I'm not a playa. 19. I love music. 20. I'm not a singa. 21. I want to make porn... LOL! 22. Nocturnal 23. ...emissions can get messy. 24. I believe in God. 25. I love all things paranormal. 26. Fascinated by the occult... 27. ...but not in a spooky way. 28. I love Nascar. Yippee 24 & 48!!! 29. Dallas

My Brain
Your Brain's Pattern Your mind is a firestorm - full of intensity and drama. Your thoughts may seem scattered to you most of the time... But they often seem strong and passionate to those around you. You are a natural influencer. The thoughts you share are very powerful and persuading. What Pattern Is Your Brain?

My Brain Pattern
Your Brain's Pattern Your mind is a firestorm - full of intensity and drama. Your thoughts may seem scattered to you most of the time... But they often seem strong and passionate to those around you. You are a natural influencer. The thoughts you share are very powerful and persuading. What Pattern Is Your Brain?

My Brother
to u my brother tho u have left us u have gone to heaven to wait on us we will soon be together again.. u will be greatly missed and still love but always know even if i didnt tell u ever day that i loved u..u knew it just like i knew u did me.. u will no longer be here to protect me but u r lookin down on me and u r now my guardian angel watchin over me and my kids..someday soon i will be able to sit in your lap and fall asleep like i did when i was little..im just sorry my kids wont get to see uncle gary anymore.. u became their world like u did me we love u and miss u and hope u r up there havin fun with papaw and uncle henry cause i can bet u r all up there fishin your hearts out lol i love u bro...shana

My Brother's Backhanded Compliment.
My brother, Robin, told me the other day that I am the only person he knows that is just as comfortable walking into a 10 million dollar mansion as I am walking into a 1 thousand dollar mobile home. I had to sit down and think about that one. It really says a lot about me. I am just not impressed by money. I like people for who they are, not what their income might be. Personally, I have found that most people of higher income levels are more stuck on it than I will ever be. I am glad I have maintained my earthiness even when I was earning a 6 figure income. I would hate to be a snob. Of course I miss the income, but I hated the job. Now I make less, but love the job. Happiness rules!

My Brain Pattern
Your Brain's Pattern You have a dreamy mind, full of fancy and fantasy. You have the ability to stay forever entertained with your thoughts. People may say you're hard to read, but that's because you're so internally focused. But when you do share what you're thinking, people are impressed with your imagination. What Pattern Is Your Brain?

My Brother
as of yesterday, it is now 3 years since they found my brother he committed suicide and had been missing for two years when they found him, he left and we didnt know where to, so my mom had a missing persons report on him and then they reported on the tv and the newspaper that they had found some human remains in some woods close to where my mom lived, so my mom got in touch with the police abd after like 2 months they idenified them as my brother. when he left i was living in alabama and they were all here in georgia, he was mad at me when he killed himself and he wouldnt even talk to me, so now i am having a hard time dealing with it. i have never faced the truth that it was him and probably never will , but i still cant even face the fact that it was more than likely him, but i dont think i will ever believe that i do not have my brother in my life anymore or ever again. he was a very good person at heart and he helped everyone that he could, he helped me everytime i needed him,

My Brother Has Fallen
"My Brother Has Fallen" "My Brother has fallen; no, I don't know his name. Have not the same parents still family all the same. He lives in this town, I live in another, It doesn't really matter 'cause this man is my Brother. My Brother I call him, yet I've never seen his face. I have Brothers and Sisters all over the place! You see I am a Firefighter and our families are one. Around the world, a brotherhood of unity, A closeness, a bond, most people don't see. I'll watch his back; She'll watch mine, you go, I go," time after time. His family's my family, Her family theirs, We're part of one family where everyone cares, I'll look after your kids, please look in on my wife, Should that day finally come when I laid down my life. We dedicate our lives helping our fellow man, Living day after day doing all that we can, Where ever we're needed whether nighttime or day, To save the life of another we'll step in harms way. My Brother has fallen doin

My Brain's Gender
Some parts snipped (one part I didn't take, and other results snipped). From http://www.bbc.co.uk/science/humanbody/sex/add_user.shtml?users=1 Part 1 Angles This task tested your ability to identify the angle of a line by matching it with its twin. This is a spatial task, which looks at how you picture space. Your score: 10 out of 20 Average score for men: 15.1 out of 20 Average score for women: 13.3 out of 20 What does your result suggest? If you scored 0 - 12: You have more of a female brain. Scientists believe that people with a female brain find it more difficult to judge the slope of a line because they're not wired for spatial tasks. In past studies, 65 per cent of people who scored in this range were women. Spot the difference This task tested your ability to identify which objects changed position. You lost points, if you incorrectly identified objects. Your score: 21% Average score for men: 39% Average score for women: 46% If you scored

My Brithday Is Coming
subject: my brithday is coming date: 2006-12-30 15:11:46 hey guys my brithday is coming on jan9th so what will u send me for my brithday wishes so stop by private message me to say happy brithday or give me a brithday surpise Reply To my private messager for brithday wishes and my brithday surpises as gifts

My Broken Heart
I have sat quietly in my corner in the darkness just thinking about the past and the present. I had posted a blog just resently or rather yet a blog I had posted long ago however it was deleted the first time. so I reposted it because I felt as if it belonged here because it is apart of my life. Now since the first time it was posted... I have fallen in love again, and have been for awhile. Unfortunely he has dumped me, then decided to be with his ex. So again here I lay yet alone again deep into my sorrow. At the same time sitting back and watching whats going on, he is fallg into peices, and there is nothing I can do about it. She has dumped him and moved on. So now there is another girl in his life. However this other is no bed of roses either for him, shes not talking to him at the present time. I sit back and I watch him scream and shout and protest his love for her, and how much pain and sorrow he is in. Now while all this is going on I am sitting here in my own tears watchi

My Bros Bak!!!
i wanted to thank yooh guy sooo much for all tha good thoughts prayers n what not my bro has made it bak to camp as of 2day (1/10/07) @ 2356 iraq time welll duh im sooo happy im cry again yeee but ya thank yooh all soo much much luvez yall muahz!!!!!

My Broken Heart
Well yet again I was given a gift and it was taken away... I guess I'll never know if it was real, but i'd like to think it was for the sake of happiness even only if for but a momment in time, aleast I can say I was happy just this once

My Brother Is Here
My brother is up before he he goes to Japan for 3 years. He is being stationed by the navy so i won't see him next :( Hopefully I get to see my sister in-law and my nieces. This is going awsome

My Broken Heart
I wrote this, i think about, 2 years ago... ish.... before lexi... before the lexi drama.... i will discuss that in a moment.... this is the letter i wrote to lindon, in like, mid 05? myabe earlier ~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ Lindon~ Although you'll never read this letter, I needed to get this out. And one day may give you the web address so you can read it. In March of 2000, when I walked into Newkirk Highschool, wearing my black plastic leather pants, marilyn manson shirt, my dog collar, and my black make-up, you would seem to the last person in this world I would have fallen in love with. You were so quite, shy sort of, but in this insanely sexy way. You seemed, normal. You were really goofy, and made me laugh. And while trying to hide it, I realized I could just stare into your eyes for the rest of my life. You can tell a lot by a person's eyes. Yours were very kind. I knew what kind of person you were before I ever got to know you. After we s

My Broken Heart Of Glass"
My Broken Heart of Glass" A broken heart is like a shattered glass No matter in how many pieces that glass may sever, There’s always a piece that can’t be found And is lost forever. Eventually, the hurt heals And the pieces of glass are glued, Even though the cracks are still visible Once again, that shattered glass can be reused. Some pieces can’t be replaced And have left a scar behind, But the glass is still able to hold water . . . In given time. Frustrated from picking up all the pieces And waiting for the scars to fully mend, Afraid the water would loosen the glue Breaking the pieces apart again. So fear built a shield To protect my glass from hurt & undue discomfort But the shield wasn’t strong enough To stop it from penetrating my heart. Now I’m trying to start over And forget my dreadful past, So, I broke through this shield Protecting my heart of glass. Even though it protected me From ever loving another, Ironically, it prevented me

My Broken Heart Can Never Be Mended
I gave you my heart, I hoped you would give me yours, I fell in love, I hoped you would love me too. I am letting you go, Because of what I was told, If you let something go, If It comes back to you it is truely yours. My heart is breaking, I feel I could cry a thousand tears, I don't think you even care, Now my life is meaningless. Happy Fucking Valentines Day!

My Brother
my brothers name was james lawrence king jr. , he wasnt actually related to me but he was like the father i never had i never told any one this and i dont no y im tellin u people but its better i say this than keep it bottled up , i met (jimbo) at my brother dennis dads funeral he was my brothers dads wifes son ( confusing aint it) we clicked instantly he knew me and my brother lost something and there was a hole left anad he filled that hole. he would come get me and my bro dennis take us out to his house for weeks even months at a time , he lived far away than he moved close so we would be at his house like every day . he had a son named steven , and a son named bo bo , and a wife name krista they all mean the world to me . but it seems like since he died things havent been the same between us or any of his family for that matter , i miss him the fishing , swimming, bridge jumping, the list goes on , the reason i really wrote this was to say that my brother jimbo saved my life

My Brother
When I look upon a photograph. Not so long ago, not so faded. A picture of my beloved big brother. The memories had filled my mind. The times we cried and the times we laughed. How brother watches over me, Makes sure I'm not hurt. When I was sick, he made my lunch. We'd go on shopping trips. We thought we would grow old together. Through the years we thought it was true. Brother and I worked on model trains. Then time had come to call. My big brother had to go. He passed away, he went to eternal sleep. God is holding him as he sleeps. Until he comes to call. All I have are memories and a photograph.

My Brother The Junkie...
You try to explain bu I am ignorant to your lucid reasoning today, Listening to the voices that scream everything I am you will betray. I am staring at a facade,something so empty and s cold, All of promises and lies you tell yourself are now becoming old. You play the victim AND the killer now, Inner confliction takes over and you want to escape somehow. Trusting eyes upon you, you have now found a vein, Oblivious to all,you look inside of you seeing only misery and pain. Rage infuriates you, as does your need to blame, Point your finger now,lter hang your head in shame. So much pain you inflict heartaches and dissapointments leaving me unaware, Cut right into me,it doesnt matter anymore I KNOW you dont care. Drowning in a sea of self hate, Youre only out is to self medicate. You are no longer here a mere illusion hiding in the dark, You are enigmatic to everyone but me but cntinue to play the part. A prisoner of your own self hatred a prisoner of your own addictions,

My Brain Pattern???
Your Brain's Pattern Your brain is always looking for the connections in life. You always amaze your friends by figuring out things first. You're also good at connecting people - and often play match maker. You see the world in fluid, flexible terms. Nothing is black or white. What Pattern Is Your Brain?

My Brother
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My Brother Smokey
I have three brothers and each one of them mean soemthing different to me.this brother I am writing about is the one I think to date I have the weirdest relationship with.I love him to death and so happy that he moved back.When it coems to me HE ALWAYS SAYS ONE THING AND DOES ANOTHER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! He alays has my back and yet well it seems he knows almost everything to know about me and I about him,he threw another twist into play. He was in the paper for his work with kids,which was fine but it really truly suprised me on how much my kid brother had grown up and truly became his on man and how much of a singer he truly is when people at the bar we were at didnt want him to leave without singing. They liked him better then the person playing!it was crazy but I had pride in my eyes as I watched him play a song he wrote. He's 27 and been through alot in his short life,we all have but I have to say for him going from a criminal who was either going to be dead by 21 or in the PEN

My Brother
My Brother One bullet through his head but it must not have felt right because he's NOT dead Instead he tried to take it through the heart But God had different intentions from the start As the bullet rips through his skin I can only imagine how he felt within It's scary as hell, I had a dream just the night before The bullet coming out of the chamber is what I heard during the thunder of the storm I awoke sitting straight up in my bed But in my dream the bullet went through his head What's a person to do in the middle of the night Receiving a call like that Next all I can hear in my head is "Calling ALL Nurses STAT!!" I look at him laying like a lifeless soul Holding his right hand feeling so cold The person I am speaking of is the SON of my Father andMother My one and only flesh and blood This Man Is My Brother!! written on the same day my brother tried to commit suicide March 29, 2007

My Broken Heart
This touched me when I read it Current mood: calm More like it made me weak in the heart, I HAVE HAD MY HEART BROKE.... My eyes are dry, no more tears to shed. as I lie here tonight, in my lonely bed. I close my eyes, and I start to dream. your warmth beside me, or so it would seem. my body shivers, it remembers much. the feel of your lips, the warmth of your touch. the look in your eyes, that set me aflame. the passionate way, you whispered my name. the warmth in your eyes, that never deceive. the love in your touch, I came to believe. the feel of your body, pressing to mine. the surge of need, as our bodies entwine. your sweet gentle words, your hands on my skin. the need growing stronger, as you touched me again. my eyes slowly open, as the tears start to fall. I awake from the dream, you've left after all.

My Brother Is Cool Haha
My brother is new to Cherry tap so anyone reading this please add him...H4v1k is his name on here....and show him some love or if your a guy impress me by adding him hahaha... His name is Jeremy and he like to stick his butt in Fish tanks to see how many bubbles he can make. He likes to eat bearded clams and me him and my best friend like to drink to be drunk. His he real good at DDR even though Im better and we are close so no one mess with him... Jeremy is easy to get along with and I am 100% sure he will tell you stuff you never heard in your damn life that will make you laugh. He is also a ninja with a toothbrush so watchout xoxoxoBethxoxox

"my Broken Heart"
"My Broken Heart" I knew from the beginning that you were just a flirt. Yet I fell in love with you, Knowing I'd get hurt. I thought that I could tie you down and make you love just me, But how could I do something That wasn't meant to be? I know you'll never love me, I'm trying not to cry. For I know I'll find the strength to kiss your lips good-bye. When you ask for me again, You'll find I won't be there. I want a love to call my own, Not one I have to share. So I'll hide my broken heart Beneath a laughing face. Through you think I never cared, No one could ever take your place.

My Brother's Fight With The Military
Ughhhh I am so pissed right now! My brother just called to say that his commanding officer in Iraq is in the procedure of forcing disciplinary action against him. Here is the situation: My brother went to Iraq last year. Upon arriving there and not long after, he blew out his right knee during an excursion. They then placed in the office saying that they would get him to Germany or back to the states for medical attention. 6 months later, he still had not been seen by a doctor. He scheduled a leave around Valentine's Day and even that was delayed. He finally made it back in time to visit our Grandmother before she passed away. He was scheduled to return on Monday, February 26th although due to our Grandmother's condition, I had Red Cross intercept. Red Cross was able to get him a 10-day extension. There was a lot of instances that happened during that time which would make believers out of us. Anyway. While he was home, he went to the doctor and received verification that he nee

My Brother And 2 Nieces Accident
Sunday my brother was on his way to take his 2 little girls Summer 5 and Kaylee 1 next month to the park when some assholes fail to stop at a stop sign going 60mph hitting my brother dewaynes car from the side causing them to flip twice in the air landing upside down my brother got out of the car by punching out the window to get his kids out the people that hit them 2 teenage boys helped get the kids out but when they got out my brother went off on them they were driving there parents new car barely got a dent in it and brothers car was totaled and they are so lucky to be alive, my brother was not wearing a seat belt,and those kids wont get in trouble.What do you think should happen?

My Brother Mmc(sw/aw) Jeff Hiser
MMC(SW/AW) Jeff Hiser, left, and MMCM(SW) Allan Lowe show off the gifts they received one day after saving the life of a Northrop Grumman Newport News shipyard worker. Photo by MCC Aaron Strickland PCU Bush senior enlisted rescue shipyard worker By MCC Aaron Strickland NEWPORT NEWS — A master chief petty officer and chief petty officer assigned to the reactor department of Pre-Commissioning Unit George H. W. Bush saved the life of a Northrop Grumman Newport News shipyard worker, April 23, by performing cardio pulmonary resuscitation. MMCM(SW) Allan Lowe and MMC(SW/AW) Jeff Hiser saw the worker a moment after he collapsed at the brow of PCU Bush at 7:20 a.m. “He was already down,” Lowe said. “I looked at Chief Hiser and asked him if he could perform CPR?” Hiser reported on board PCU Bush in January after three years duty teaching firefighting for the Navy, which includes knowing how to perform CPR. “(Lowe) and I were trying to get his attention,” Hiser said. “

My Brilliant Friends
I'm only sending this to my brilliant friends. Passing requires only 4 correct answers....a measly 40%. 1) How long did the Hundred Years War last? 2) Which country makes Panama hats? 3) From which animal do we get catgut? 4) In which month do Russians celebrate the October Revolution? 5) What is a camel's hair brush made of? 6) The Canary Islands in the Pacific is named after What animal? 7) What was King George VI's first name? 8) What color is a purple finch? 9) Where are Chinese gooseberries from? 10) What is the color of the black box in a Commercial airplane? All done? Check your answers below! Scroll Down ANSWERS TO THE QUIZ 1) How long did the Hundred Years War last? 116 years 2) Which country makes Panama hats? Ecuador 3) From which animal do we get catgut? Sheep and Horses 4) In which month do Russians celebrate the October Revolution? November 5) What is a camel's h

My Brand New Girlie Friends!
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My Brother The Dumbass.
Alright once again I have a venting blog for my friends who actually know me in rl on here. I've had issues with my one older brother for the past year and half now. He started out doing meth and moved up to apparently recently doing coke. He has been missing since last wednesday. A girl that knows him called the house looking for him because she said she called his work only to find out that he didn't show up for the day. Friday a convenience store called the house telling him he needed to pay for the 30 dollars of gas he got. I was fed up with it all by then. Tuesday I decided to go on a drive up to the place where he took me on Black Friday evening(those who don't know already,yes he did the stuff in front of me and put me in danger as well). I coasted halfway down the alley with the headlights off and into the church parking lot near the place and well...of course there was his truck. He wasn't in it cause he was probably in the apartment. I told my parents and at 2am dad made me g

My Brother
For those of you have been asking but I have not been able to get back to, My brother is having his left arm amputated tomorrow, Friday June 15. This has been a very long year. My brother was in near fatal motorcycle accident last May 5....Cinco De Mayo....any way...he hit some loose gravel going around a corner and "flew" into a chain link fence. I consider that fence his saftey net. Had it not been there he would have rolled down an embankment. When the paramedics got to him he was barely alive. He was not getting any oxygen and his blood pressure war criticaly low. They life flighted him to the nearest trauma center where he was immediatly admitted in to ICU with a very grave prognosis. I will never forget that phone call that I got from my mother. I was an hour away from her and once I got to her we were still another hour away from my brother. Once we got there......NOBODY would let us see him for over an hour. Imagine the thoughts that went thru our head. When we FINA

My Brother Jing
Ok to all the women that get all pissy do u not read picture comments or what i have on there..this is my brother ding ding.. i mean big fkn news flash..and i dont know what u and ur family is like but my brother and I are close as family should be..but dont get fkn jealous.. i mean helloooooooooooo he is my brother..or u dont know what that means..ya dam retards..

My Brothers Wife
My brother and his wife are CT members and have not been on in like 6 months or so due to the fact that he went back to driving over the road again and his wife went with, and some of my friends were friends of theirs too.Heres the link to my brothers page 348354@ CherryTAP unfortunatly I have recieved a very upsetting phone call from him that his wife has passed. Apparently she had a heart attack this morning. She turned his life around for him and totally changed him for the better. My brother and I have always had the kind of relationship to where we only talked when we caught up with one another lol...They were there for me back in October when Ray wasnt doing soo good, and I feel bad that I cant be there for him now. He is there dealing with this all alone and theres nothing that I can do about it.. Hes all the way in Virginia and Im in South Carolina with a sick husband myself. My son is taking it hard cause he did get really close to her adn we all know how children are with

My Brother
Today is my brother's 23rd birthday, but he is not here to celebrate it. He will not be celebrateing any more birthdays or any other holidays for that matter. June 11th will mark the first anniversary of his death. My brother was serveing in the army, stationed in Germany for more training and just about to go on his secound tour of Iraq. He had the world at his feet and was moveing quickly through the ranks. But as many who have served could atest to, it truly messes with your mind. There are many things that one who has never served the military could only try to begin to imagine what it feels to go through. The torment of his mind became to much, and my brother ended up takeing his life. My family and I struggled with this unexpected news for a long time, (even now it is hard to believe). After awhile I had begun to do alot of research online as I wanted to make a website tribute to my brother and to perhaps help others who have lost loved ones due to suicide. But what I found s

My Brain On Fms
It's sad to say that I'm only 31 and my brain actually does function in such a random way, but this is the best thing I have ever read that describes how my mind works. I believe it's a combination of OCD and Fibromyalgia that makes my brain go nuts. A.A.A.. D.D. (Age Activated Attention Deficit Disorder). This is how it manifests: I decide to water my lawn. As I turn on the hose in the driveway, I look over at my car and decide my car needs washing. As I start toward the garage, I notice that there is mail on the porch table that I brought up from the mail box earlier. I decide to go through the mail before I wash the car. I lay my car keys down on the table, put the junk mail in the garbage can under the table, and notice that the can is full. So, I decide to put the bills back on the table and take out the garbage first. But then I think, since I'm going to be near the mailbox when I take out the garbage anyway, I may as well pay the bills

My Bruised Foot.
yesterday(7/6/07) was my towns fireworks show. so there me and my friends were at the local hardees parking lot. at one point me and my boyfriend were coming out of hardees and he ended up stepping on my foot and bruising it. i don't know how it happened but it did. it hurts like a..... lol!

My Broken Heart
every one who knows that i have a really messed up heart.. its so fuckin broken and cut.. If u r so unlucky to see my heart brake in ur arms.. I am so sorry for that site.. Its like my air is gone, my heart stops and the tears fill my eyes.. an I hate that feeling.. A few weeks ago i felt my heart break.. i felt that pain in some ones arms.. An the look he had. i wont forget.. :( Here is the thing, i feel with out wanting too.. i feel things that i just dont know y i have to feel them.. i felt some thing with this person and i know and understand that right now he cant be with any one person.. i got that.. but i still wish i was that lucky girl to have a man like him.. he is the most caring and loving man i meet.. he is much like me.. just older and been through some bad times him self. i can always forget the world when im around him.. i loose track of time.. he makes me smile and laugh. an makes me cry and wish i could just hide in his room and lay in his arms .. an i have done that

My Brother
I think this song by Velvet Revolver explains somewhat how I feel about my brother, who's in prison. "For A Brother" Can't rise from the bottom Time flies when ya got it Your time has receded Wasted Could and should have been And didn't [Chorus] I've given up my hand for a brother Given up a hand for free I've risen and forgiven and I've pardoned But you set yourself free Nose dive, crash to the bottom Angel, your wing was always broken Fought for rights of the prophets Not for the spirits of your daughters Didn't [Chorus] Walk slowly Seems like time has stopped Seems like I'm slow dancing But I'm flying Where do I go? The home I know is closed I'm free, free yeah I'm free, free, yeah Free, free, yeah I've bitten off my hand for a brother Given up a hand for free I've risen and forgiven and I've pardoned But you set yourself free Bitten off my hand for the stuff And livin' off the shit you steal You perished for religious and forgotten

My Brother
I am always thinking about how my life would be if my brother was still alive. Would I cry this much? Would I feel I have nothing left? Would I feel as if I am the only one how could hold my mother together for my sister? All thesee questions run through my mind when I think of how my lfe would be different. Never in a million years, I would think I would lose the most important person in my life. I miss the little things about him like the way he would laugh, his voice, the way he made things okay, and the way he would through you over the counter and hump you no matter who the person was. I never though I would be the person who made me, me. We were so close and we did everything together like getting chicken pox, to getting going to school. It is hard getting through the days hopong by some chance I would wake up and he would be laying by my feet like the way we slept every night. I miss the arguing and fist fighting we did. I never knew that it would end, if I knew I wouldnt have d

My Brother
why is it everytime that something happens it is always my fault. my brother is looking for something that is at our house. no big deal i told him that i would find it. well i tryed to find it and where it is at is the spare bedroom that we keep our junk in. my daughter and her cousin have toys in there so it is now our junk toy room. anyway i had put this thing in a heart shaped basket when i was going to move out. well i didnt end up moving anyway. so we put the stuff that i packed it the spare bedroom. it was somewhat cleaned up untill my old mans brother moved in and he cleaned up a spot for him in the room. anyway this is turning out long and i didnt want that so. now im being blamed for not putting it back in it spot. i understand that but i thought that i did put it back and now i cant find it at all. well im a little pissed so ill ttyl bye

My Brother
my brother and our family needs prayers ..my brother is 31 has 5 kids and works more then full-time as a mechanic ..yesterday at work while balancing a tire it blow up in his face and he has not had sight sense plz keep all of us in your prayers we need it he goes to the eye dr this afternoon pray its only temporary

My Brother In Law Was Hit By A Car
MY BROTHER IN LAW DJ TWIZED MEMORIES BIRTH DAY WAS YESTERDAY. HE WAS GOING TO THE STORE FOR A BEER TO CELEBRATE HIS DAY.... HE WAS CROSSING 8 MILE ROAD AND WAS STRUCK DOWN BY A DRUNK DRIVER. HE IS CURRENTLY FIGHTING FOR HIS LIFE. THE DOCTOR SAID HE DONT HAVE MUCH OF A CHANCE AND IF HE DOES HE WILL BASICALY BE USELESS. WE NEED YALL TO PRAY FOR HIM. GIVE HIM THE STRENGHT TO MAKE WHATS BEST FOR HIM.... TY Everyone pray for Dj TwIzTiD MeMoRiZs@ fubar

~my Broken Heart~
~My Broken Heart~ Current mood: crushed Category: Writing and Poetry I'd never been so happy in my life You were my love Like a thief in the night You took your love from me And showered another With your love Now i lay here broken And so lost Tears have fallen from these eyes For the past 2 days My soul is screaming out for you I need my love! I will someone to come along with a knife And cut my broken heart out! I want it out! I want the pain, the burning to stop!!!! ~Patrice~

My Brother
Ok heres whats happening with me right now. My brother who is proudly serving his country just told me that hes going to afghanistan for 6 mths or longer. He was stationed in Irag for 9 mths about 9 mths ago. I was talking to him and getting all the info on when hes leaving and where hes going and he jumped my shit because he didn't want to talk about deployment. Which I understand but at the same time shouldn't he understand where I am comming from. I mean I raised him because our peice of shit mother whose a whore was out screwing anyone that had a dick. And left us by ourselves. I was only 5 when he was a baby and so I have taken care of him my whole life. I guess I have to understand him and why he didn't want to talk about it but instead of yelling at him I just got off the computer and have been in a depressed mood ever since. Well Guys I will let you go just had to get this all out before I went completely apeshit.

My Brothers Keeper
Recent court rulings in some provinces here in Canada have started to move towards holding people that host a house party responsible if one of their guests gets into an accident and are drunk after leaving the party. Where do I start? Well, so far they have stayed away from directly putting the blame on the host of the party, but they are not saying that they are safe from prosecution if such an incident occurs. So far you are still safe if it is a BYOB party, but if your serving alcohol, like a cocktail party, then you may be held criminally responsible, in the same way as a bar or club. This just means that we now have to choose our friends more carefully I guess. We are being told that we have to make sure our guest list does not include someone that will potentially get drunk and get behind the wheel of a car. Now I am not advocating drinking and driving. I don't even drink myself except for the odd drink once in a while or a hot chocolate with Bailey's before bed

My Browns 2007 Forecast
So the start of another Cleveland Browns season is here, and boy am I ready to rock. I love Pro-Football and i love the Browns. Having moved to Cleveland as a 10 year old in 1986, I was not a big football fan. I loved baseball and the RedSox. When I move here from Northern Connecticut, I started to watch the Browns, and Bernie Kosar saved me, that Browns team made me into a big fan. When the Browns played their last down in 1995, my heart was broken. The Browns came back in 1999, and in the 8 years they have played, they have sucked that love into something closer to a bad taco dinner. That being said, I do not see this years team doing any better the 6-10, my felling is based on these problems that I have seen.1. The Defense still looks like it will have trouble stopping the run2. The poor quarterback play (from everyone not with the last name of Quinn)3. The Corners are still a big question mark (can they cover, can they not cover)4. Lack of push from the defensive line5. An overrat

My Brown Eyes
Brown Eyes Either sexy as heck or are adorable. Loves to make new friends. Their relationship tends to be very honest because if they aren't truly in love, then the relationship won't work. They fall easily for their best friends. Will do anything for that special person. Kind and polite. Enjoys being with their guy/girl. LOVES to party. Can make ANYONE laugh or cheer them up. Loves to please the one they care for or love. is NOT THE PERSON YOU WANT TO PISS OFF!!!!! Great Kisser. Repost this if you have brown eyes and you will find the one that you are meant to be with within the next 7 days

My Brith Day
is comeing up really soon i want to do something really fun and hang out with someone so hit me up if you want my cell number just ask me for it i will give it to you hugs for all oh yeah my brith day is on 10/8/2007

My Brothers Grand Daughter
While up in Trenton,Mo remodling my brothers Kitchen,I met his Grand daughter who was 3 at the time .She stole my heart,I fell instantly in love with her as I love children.In June my brother who has raised her since her dad is in Prison and her mom is a drug addicted W____!Informed me that Harly had cancer and was dying.They tried Kemo and it didnt help,They tried again and now she has siezures.Please people I ask that you Pray for her.I answer a lot of Blogs on here and respond to most Mumms,All I ask is that you take a couple minutes of your time and Pray for her. LOL Dave

My Brother My Best Friend..
TODAY Is the Anniversary of my Brothers death. Today marks 30 years ..It doesnt seem that long to me at all ..seems just like yesterday..they say Time heals all wounds , well mine still ache inside for my brother..he was my best friend.my brother was very loved by all ..i seen him last on my parents anniversary and for me I always felt sad because i didnt get to tell him goodbye and for a long time I guess I pretended that he was just away , sometimes its easier that way. my parents just celebrated their 49th anniversary and I hope and pray God will let them see many more but I know they are excited to reach their 50th..I asked them if they wanted to have their vows renewed again in the church with a full mass but they told me no its okay that a reception would be fine..I will tell you this I know why they decided not to .you see my parents always have mass said for my brother every year to honor him and on their 39th anniversary me and my brother were their at my parents side and I m

My Brother Died Tonight
Tonight I got one of the most dreaded phone calls. My sister called to tell me that our 46 year old brother had died. This was a total shock to us. About 15 months ago, he had some heart problems and needed to get some stents placed. He really took the doctor's advice to heart (no pun intended) and cleaned up his lifestyle. He quit smoking, started to exercise and ate healthier. When I saw him a few weeks ago, he looked better than he had in years. I am so grateful that we got to have that one last family dinner together. From what we were told, he was driving and pulled over to the side of the road, got out of the truck and dropped dead. Paramedics were right behind him and saw it happen. They immediately tried to revive him but were not successful. My brother and I couldn't have been much more different from each other. He was a diesel mechanic who lived to ride his Harley, rebuild his Corvette, hunt and fish. He did shock me last year and took a stained glass art class.

My Brother Jay
And If I go while your still here Know that I still live on Vibrating to a different measure Behind a thin veil you cannot see through You will not see me So you must have faith I wait the time when we can soar together again Both aware of each other Until then, live your life to the fullest, And when you need me Just whisper my name in your heart .... And I will be there

9.20.07 My Brother Has Cancer **updated W/ Official Marazene Press Release
My Brother Has Cancer "We are saddened to announce today that our brother Kristov will be forced to undergo immediate chemotherapy to battle newfound cancerous growths. Test results received this past week confirm new growths in two critical areas. As per physician recommendation, Kris will begin chemotherapy this coming Monday. Our thoughts and prayers go out to the Kemp family during this unexpected and disappointing turn for the worse and we appreciate everyones understanding and patience as we deal with this situation privately. We will have an announcement shortly on how this will affect our Fall tour plans." ~DNKMARAZENE For those of you not 100% on what's going on, Kristov is my drummer and business partner in MARAZENE, and even more importantly, he's my friend. I've known him since I moved to Chicago in May 2001 and we have been working together for years. Thanks for your continued love and support. XoXoX ~D MARAZENE Press ReleaseStreet date 09.20.07As report

My Brother!
Growing up with you was so wonderful The little teachings and learnings That we went through together Like the day you cut your thumb When i tried to teach you to peel a carrot The memories are so many We went through alot growing up Moved alot you made friends easy I was the quiet one that sat on the side But no matter what you where always by my side Even as we got older and did our own thing We always had each other You knew all you had to do was Call my name Dreams of plenty I have had Not all good you can grant But even so I always knew you where good I can not explain but I can tell you I felt it deep with in my bones But then you walked a different path One I do not judge But do not agree with You did your thing to survive You did what you felt kept you alive This world is cold and not nice to those alone but always remember my brother you will never be alone I am always by your side I miss you more then I can say Knowing you are with

My Brain Is Numb
I just got off of work, was driving to the grocery store to get some milk for the kids for morning time. I stopped at the stop sign...felt a tingling in my head like electricity...dunno how long I was at the stop sign. When I came around I saw cars driving around me, my head felt numb and I felt really tired. The doctors all tell me that it sounds like a staring spell seizure, but all the EEGs, MRIs, and CT Scans I've had, they never see anything abnormal. I've seen well over a dozen doctors for stuff like this since the garage door fell on my head when I was 11. Every single doctor I've seen about it has said it's a seizure but when they run the tests the never find anything. This is the first time I ever did this while I was driving though. Normally it doesn't happen until I get exhausted and finally relax, then it happens...dunno why it happened while I was driving to the store. I know I'm exhausted between working and schooling the kids, but this shit is starting to scare me becaus

My Broken Heart
My Broken Heart I can write the saddest lines tonight. Write for example: ‘The night is fractured and they shiver, blue, those stars, in the distance’ The night wind turns in the sky and sings. I can write the saddest lines tonight. I loved him, sometimes he loved me too. On nights like these I held him in my arms. I kissed him greatly under the infinite sky. He loved me, I loved him too. How could I not have loved his huge, still eyes. I can write the saddest lines tonight. To think I don’t have him, to feel I have lost him. Hear the vast night, vaster without him. Lines fall on the soul like dew on the grass. What does it matter that I couldn’t keep him. The night is fractured and he is not with me. That is all. Someone sings far off. Far off, my soul is not content to have lost him. As though to reach him, my sight looked for him. My heart looked for him: he is not with me The same night whitens, in the same branches. We, from that time,

My Brother Has A Big Heart
my brother has a big heart he is the best friend to have yet his heart was broken it was smashed the first day i met her she was sweet as an angel yet behind closed doors she was the snake of evil my brother suffered so much his heart now broken by this beast he thought he loved we warned him to be safe we told him to watch his back but she stabbed through it right through his heart my brother suffered so much his heart taken by a snake so i cut her head from her body and made the snake eat a snake my brother has a big heart he is the best friend to have yet his heart was broken by a snake who is now dead the night that we killed her she tried all of her lies yet when we closed the doors she was a snake of evil my brother suffered so much his heart now broken by this snake that is now dead we warned him to be safe we told him watch your back but she stabbed him through it right there to his heart my brother suffered so much his heart

My Broken Heart
i fell in love with this guy and he said he loved me too. everything was fine 4 the longest time untill he said he needed space, i thought we would get back together. But boy oh boy was i extreemly wrong. I guess i wasnt good enough or pretty enough. but i still love him and i always will but now he talks to me in anger sometimes and it hurts like hell. he knows that i love him but its like he dosent care any more. i waited 4 him to leave his gf i wasnt gonna force him to leave her i was cool with being friends but when i found out that he was single i got up the curage and asked him out. then after he asked for space he would still tell me that he loved me and like and idiot i still believed it. hell i still think that. everyone tells me i got played bad. but now i think that im just not wat he needed. and my heart might heal in time. but ill never 4get the love that i had 4 him. he was really sweet and caring at first then he got moody, i know im not perfect and that i do piss off al

My Brown Eyes Are Anything But Blue
Kahverengi gözlerim mavi disinda hersey olabilir artik Günlerim uzun olurdu, gecelerim karanlik Sözlerim bostu ve gözlerim mavi Merak ederdim, bu isaretleri nasil kacirdigimi Ask beni bulsaydý, bu gercek olur muydu?" My days use to be long; and my nights dark, my words were empty and my eyes were blue, I use to wonder, How did I miss the mark? Could love come my way, could it be true? Then one wonderful day my world turned I met a gentleman so sweet and true he gives me a smile and my heart churns now my brown eyes are anything but blue! My days are filled with dancing; my nights with song, my words are with laughter, and my eyes sparkle bright, I am so happy and I no longer wonder what I did wrong, because love has finally come, and it fills me with delight! Now my heart swells daily with love so strong though he is younger, loving Sinan feels so right he’s always close to me, yet between us are oceans so long I see him everywhere, by closing, my eyes he’s

My Bravo
He pulls to the front of my house in his navy blue car. Stepping out he cautiously walks up my driveway. Coming to my door, he looks around, making sure there is no one watching, and walks in without knocking as I had asked him to. I am sitting in my living room when he walks in. I look up at him as he walks through the doorway. He doesn't say a word. He just sticks his hand out like he wants me to take it. So I do. I stand up off of the couch as he gently pulls my hand and heads toward the door. He leads me through the dining room and into the stairwell. Turning around and facing me, he pulls me in close, putting my hand on his chest, and looks deep into my eyes before he leans in and puts his soft and tender lips on mine. Running his hands down my back as he kisses me, driving his tongue deep into my hungrily awaiting mouth. Pulling the back of my shirt up and over my head, exposing my round, luscious breasts, kept in by a blue and Lacey bra, and allowing my long hair to fall gently

My Brother Pooped! Ha Ha!
to all 232 people who read my friend's fubar - my brother pooped! And the answer was: ::: drum roll please ::: CASTOR OIL! I found a bottle in my medicine cabinet. Gave him 4 tablespoons. 2 hours later - it was TIME! He left the dart game in our barn and said "Success!" and went up to the house. Nobody thought of that - although everybody had FANTASTIC ADVICE (I think!!) - but it's what we had at hand, and it worked. The answer is had.

My Brthday
Jayme’s Birthday Party @ Duvet this Saturday Current mood: happy Category: Parties and Nightlife ..> My Birthday Party @ Duvet this Saturday To all my friends, I will like to invite you all to celebrate my birthday at Duvet: When: Saturday, November 10 Where: Duvet Night club - 45 W. 21st St. (5th & 6th Aves.) What: Ladies are free before 12 and reduced after. Gentlemen are $20 all night on the Velvet List. Regular Price is $25. Doors open at 10:30PM How: Mention Jayme'sParty at the door. click on the link to to view the lounges web site: http://www.duvetny.com/about.html Hope to see you all!!!!

My Braces Are Coming Off! Wooo!!!
I'm so happy happy happy! I'm finally getting these infernal contraptions removed! I've worn them for 18 months and before then, had to wear a splint for 9 months. Once these braces are removed, I will need to wear an appliance on my upper teeth for a year 24/7 that I can remove if I decide to eat or sing or play my flute. Its; hardly noticeable to the viewer - all they will see is a see-thru band across the front of my teeth. They will also glue in a wire with little round beads behind my front upper and lower teeth to keep them straight and I will wear those from 5 - 10 years. After that, I won't need anything at all! Wow..I never realized that fixing my teeth would take such a long time. Despite the costs, I'm very pleased with the results. I don't have the same type of 'bite'on my back teeth that I had before, but I can eat very well and my front teeth are beautifully straight! (It was crowded and crooked before.) Now I can smile broadly for photos!! WOOO!!! So happy!

My Broken Bridge
when i look in your eyes i am lost forever i feel as if my heart has wings and it soars to your heart where we are joined together as one i can look in your eyes and i feel my heart melt with each gentle touch if this is true love then i know ive found my hearts desire for being joined as one with you is my life time commitment and its a treasure i will cherish for all eternity and who could have thought that it just took one look and i was hooked forever to be yours

My Brother Would Have Been 21 Today*sighs*
WELL I DIDN'T LOSE MY MIND LIKE I THOUGHT I WOULD TODAY.HAPPY BIRTHDAY LIL BROTHER.I WILL BE PARTYIN LIKE A ROCKSTAR FOR YOU TODAY CAUSE I KNOW IF YOU WERE STILL HERE WE WOULD BE GETTING FUCKED UP TODAY-ITS WHAT HE LIKED DOIN MOST!!! R.I.P JAMES A.K.A FATAL I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

My Breakdown & Classification Of How I Rate Pics
Ok, for those of you did or didn't know since I got this VIP, I would bet people of wondered who I give 11's too and what not so for classification purposes, here is who I give 11's too and how or why: 1. I give 11's only to the ladies that have pics of themselves on their profile pic or pics of ladies themselves, no fakes, no morphs and I definitely don't give 11's to guys, sorry but that's just me, it isn't going to matter if a guy gives me 11's 2 When I rate pics of kids, they will get 10's for sure and they will not be commented on negatively since I don't think that is right at all, they'll be positive and have something funny in it probably. Hopefully that clears up the confusion and it shows my honesty and if it doesn't than that is everyone elses opinion, you have a right to it but that isn't going to change my mind. Oh, I forgot to mention when I run out of 11's no pics of females will be rated 11 till I get back and they might be 10's for the time being, if any fe

My Brightest Star I See Tonight
Brightest star I see tonight How do you bring the world in light When dark is darkest and hell is real Where lust and greed is mans greatest appeal Where love is forgotten and life is so cold Where death and fire have such a hold How can you shine in the darkest of nights How can you hope with just your light And how,I ask, do you do this each day In this deepest,darkest, world of decay Brightest star I see tonight How do you bring the world in light Brightest star please hear my cry I do not wish to imply My deepest sorrows in the midst of you But I am hurting and bleeding for you I just want an answer for my soul So that, brightest star, you can make me whole

My Brother
Ok so I thought I'd better update you.... The Dr's took the tubes out of my Brother yesterday. I am so Happy. He's still in I.C.U. probally going to be a few more days or more. Maybe soon he will start his rehab to walk again. So right now he's doing better. To every one who gave me a shout out about my Brother..... A HUGE THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR YOUR CONCERN AND PRAYERS!!! And to My Sister and Babygirl THANK YOU FOR YOUR COMMENTS. I will keep you all posted as to when he's walking and out of I.C.U. Love to all my Friends and Family on here. Thanks again for every thing. Dar

My Brother
ok my brothers and i havent always seen eye to eye in fact the one im closest to has really fucked me over time and time again but i just found out that he just went to iraq now im struggleing with the fact that im really mad at him for the past but im afraid that he wont come back home

My Brain
Well I decided to share somethin bout how my mind works. I think i am asshole. Every single girl i have seen here i look at like a piece of meat. Thinkin bout what i would do to them if i had the chance. I am sorry about it, But i still can't help it. Thats why i have decided i am an asshole. So thats it

My Brain Hurts
I'm wrestling with my mind searching for things I can't find clouded vision and blurred reality looking at things not being able to see is it real? Is it fake? Do I know how much more I can take? Is my head going to explode and why I'd give just about anything a try I feel so much pressure but from what? From Whom? can I even try to assume my brain hurts! It's screaming to STOP!!! before it blows and finally goes POP! God I want to scream! From the highest of peak I want to stop feeling strong and still so weak what the hell is my problem I can't see what's the deal what is this in my head I no longer want to feel! A Desa Original

My Bros , Sis,kid,and Sexy!
hello ppl! i am 22 but alot of ppl say i look 12 which i think that it is funny b.c when i was 12 ppl thought that i was in my 20's. which is understandable b.c i have no makeup at the moment lost it and i don't spend 3 hours getting ready now i am a shower and go. i have just a lil time to get on here and check myspace but anyways enough about me let me talk about everyone else in my life its more fun!!! i have the most wonderful sweetest person in my life and no joe ur not going first hehe my baby she is 2 yrs old and she is sooo cute she is sooo like me in so many ways that it scares me lol and she is like her dad alot to even though she never sees him just the reallllllly lil things lol thank God not the big things. she is potty traained!!!!! thank God don't give up they all told me u wanna know wat when i said i don't care if u pee in ur pants and she can wear diapers she had to use the pottie i think that they just want to see ur breaking point and when u have li

My Brother
My brother As the years go by I’ve seen it all And all I can do is sigh I wish you would stand tall Be a man, not a boy A family you had Will bring you joy And make you glad You kept your word I’m sorry, forgive me Is all vie heard How many more years Do we have to hope? And shed these tears When it’s hard to cope By Cassandra Hammons

My Brushes With Celebrities!
I work at a Postal Annex during the day. Postal Annex is just like a Mailboxes and More store. We have personal mail boxes at the 4 stores I work at and at two of them, we have 2 celebrities that are our customers. The first one is Rowdy Roddy Piper of WWE fame. I was told that he never comes in to get his mail, but that his wife always does. Today, I was working and lo and behold in walked Roddy Piper! I shook his hand, told him I was a fan. He was SO nice! Very sweet man!! Yesterday I was at a different one of our stores and who should walk in? Barbara Eden of I Dream of Jeanie! Yes, it was Jeanie herself! She was very sweet and I shook her hand. I had no idea that these celebrities make their home in Portland, Oregon!! How freakin kewl is that?!! hehe

My Brain Hurtz
it feels like my brain is going to split. my stomach is knotting up. my heart is ablaze but freezing. i need to cut the pain. i need to cut the pain. i need to cut the pain. driving me fucking insane. whats wrong with me.. whats wrong? theres nothing to feel this way about. nothing. it just hurtz. thats all. just hurtz.

My Broken Heart
The heart in pain beyond repair, no one can fix the holes of despair, especially the ones that put them there! AHeart that gave with tender care gets hurt when no one else cares! Without a Heart your life is in vain, only death relives that pain. Is a welcomed death the only gain for no more pain? If your Heart is sick with pain, then so is your spirit withing your domain. If the spirit is grieved when the heart is in pain, theres nothing left except to end the pain! Is dth the ultimate gain? Dont grieve for me cause Im not here, you should have cared when I was there. When you lose Heart in everything you use to do, its because the love of life no longer resides in you! Only a flicker remains to my shame and Im to blame! Woe!to those who inflict such pain on others,thinking they are so smart only to find out they are only sick at Heart. God will repair the broken heart,to feel as it once did at the start,to mend the sick heart will be a task,if not it will

My Broken Heart
Can you please help me pick up the pieces of my heart, Please help me where do i begin,Where do i start. Please help me place back together, Cause with out your help i could never. Help me if your my friend. Help me start over again. Will i ever be able to mend this broken heart, So many pieces broken apart. So many fallen tears,so many forgotten years, And it came true my worst fear. I never thought i could ever feel, But i know this broken heart will never heal. So what am i now, I want to know how. I geuss i know where i stand, But getting over you i dont think i can. So what does this mean, All this hurt makes me want to scream. Now what am i going to find, So please help me pick up the pieces i left behind. Please help me before i fall apart, Help me pick up the pieces of a broken heart.

My Brain Was Out Of Town On Business!
Hey, for all of you that left me messages, I wasn't ignoring you. I've been doing a lot of work and running aroud. I only partied for one week though, and I was drunk, fooor? Don't remember. I've had my share of dumbf@#ck ideas and stupid human tricks. Here are a couple of good ones that happened to me; WORK RELATED FU Hear about the shoe buffer? No, unfortunately I'm not joking! Probably the second day on my job as security of a building site, I was still fresh and there were things I still had no clue about. Closer to the end of my shift, I was on the top floor doing my regular patrol, when I smelled this electrical burning. Incidently my nose led me into the Ladies Washroom. Over by the sink counter, I found this odd devise plugged into the wall. The smell was coming from it, but for the life of me I couldn't figure out what this thing was. It had a base plate, ontop of which there were two round fuzzy things on either side of this tall poll of about hand highth, with

My Brothers Cottage...
i built this cottage for my brother in 2002. 6 years later he wanted to add on to the kitchen a bit. came up with the idea for a backslash of pennies. been an interesting project so far and still alot to do but i will add pics as i go!!!

My Brother
my brother my brother's so sweet in times of need he is there my brother's so responsible he told me a lot of things my brother's so funny we even teared from laughing my brother's so fierce don't mess with him when his angry my brother fell in love and he's very very happy my brother made up his mind and had a nice sweet handsome guy :) my brother is away i'm sad when i think of it but my brother's heart is good and i know he will never forget me.

My Broken Dryer Adventure
So about 3 weeks ago my dryer broke. The touch screen stopped working. The dryer is top of the line Kenmore that I bought 3 years ago from Sears when I moved in to my new place. I have the service plan so no worries on paying for it to be fixed. The repair man comes out on a Thursday takes a look at it and tells me its the control panel and he does not have one with him. He tells me he ordered it and it will be in next week and that he will be back on Wednesday of next week to fix my dryer. I was like fuckkkk but whatever ok cya Wednesday. On Monday I get a call from Sears asking me if the part arrived? I said, what do you mean arrived? She says the part is being sent to my house and when it arrives to call them to schedule the repair man. WTF? He did not tell me this. I told her that he said he already scheduled himself for Wednesday to come back. She says no he is not scheduled but the part was shipped out so as soon as it arrives call them. Again, fuckkkkkkkkk ok.

My Brother's Wife's Sister's Babies Daddy!
HA! It's not quite that Springer...but check this out! This is me... ~PebblesinAZ~I Luv My Tappinit (Bf and Owner)~Owner of Silent Lizard, Blairmare & Cherry Eater~@ fubar This is Tappinit... tappinit ~~ Proud Owner of PebblesinAZ ~~ Humbly Owned by Blairmare@ fubar This is Blairmare... &hearts Blairmare &hearts{ OWNED BY PEBBLES IN ARIZONA}@ fubar OK...now that you have met the players are you ready to keep up? Tappinit is my boyfriend and also my owner. Blairmare won Tappinit in my auction tonight and is now his owner. So, Blairmare owns my boyfriend. I won Blairmare in that same auction and now I own Blairmare. So I own my owners owner! Confused yet? Ready for the quiz? Eh, instead just go Add/Fan & Rate Tappinit and Blairmare and leave them lots of fu love and you get an A+! Tell them PebblesinAZ sent ya! xoxo

My Brain Needs To Shut Up
I just can't take it my brain needs to stop thinking I really am in a off mood lately. I am just tired of living the life that I am. I have a wonderful son however his dad well thats another story I am stuck dealing with him he gave me a seperation but won't sign the papers till my son is 18 so I am stuck having to deal with him on everything and it's not fair I can't do what I want to which is just go away right now. I want to find someone who wants me for me someone to be my friend and my lover! Just once I want someone to want me for me! I can't and i don't think i ever will I'm not pretty I'm not a super model I'm just me!!!!! Why can't i just stop why can't I find someone who wants me for me and wants to care about me I'm almost 31 years old and yeah can honestly say I made the biggest mistake of my life marrying my son's father because i didn't love him and never fell inlove with him but i married him for my son now i want to love and i can't find it cause i am me and im an u

My Brother...
My brother has been in Iraq now for about 6 months, he's been really down lately. I think he could use some support. My family does a lot for him. We talk to him as much as we can, and send him tons...But I thought maybe if he knew other people were also out there praying and thinking of him it might help...If anyone is interested in maybe writing him a letter or anything let me know! I'll gladly give you his address!

My Brother
On April 5th my brother has been dead for 10 years and I guess I've been thinking of him a lot lately. He would be 31 years old now IF he was still here. I really miss him. He was my best friend and little brother at the same time. I think of him all the time it's just certain times I think of him more often and this is one of those times. I love him dearly and at one time I was afraid I would forget him but now after 10 years I know that is not possible.

My Brother
My lil brother is mini me he tried to rob the ice cream man at the age of 3, told the niggas in the neighborhood if u fuck wit him u gotta answer to me, i paid my dues i earned my respect took it to the next level now i gotta change his lifestyle, make him his own man and dont make the mistakes i mad, so ill do what i can but the rest is in gods hand i hope baby calhoun can see the light get his act right and relize its his life

My Brother
Hey all if Im not on line much or I dont respond its because I have alot of family in and ..things..keep us in your prayers..my brother is in ICU and is in critical condition...thanks for you love and kindness..hugs

My Break-up
My live in boyfriend of almost 9 years and I have decided to part ways. We decided this together and amicably. We haven't been getting along for a while now and the fighting has taken it's toll on us and our children for long enough. So two nights ago he packed his things and left. I have to admit that I am a little down not to mention way nervous. I never thought about or planned on being a single mother, but we all do what we have to do for our sanity and the sanity of children. I've never been alone before so it is all kind of new to me. I basically lived with my mom before Nathan I got together. I'm glad that my kids are here. I don't know what I would do without them. They seem to be taking it pretty well, but like my friend told me..kids are resilient. Anyway, thanks to my friends for being here for me. Thank the Goddess for Fuber..my place to get away and just be me and my home away from home. XOXO, Traci

My Broken Heart!!!
My Broken Heart I woke up alone with dawn's faint graying light, but the sounds of the birds brought me no joy. For with you gone from my small world my heart is broken. The walls of this old ranch house are closing in, the pain and all the terrible emptiness is with me once again with the start of each empty new day. Now I find myself looking forward, not with anticipation, but with a prayer, that darkness of night will come quickly. For it is only in the dead of the night when peace comes, for I can seek you out in my dreams. I look up into the heavens with hope, surely an angel will hear my tear filled cry and let you know I still care. Only faith is pulling me through each day, for when my heart is breaking and I am all alone, I know that God is up in heaven and I pray his tender mercy will soon be shone. One way or the other, for with a broken heart how can I go on..... ~ Dave Griffith ~

My Breath Leaves Me
Underneath the cold, dark soul of the night A mirror of pale beauty hung Reflecting not the inferno of the son, Rather the dark serenity of a daughter. The remembrance of raven locks surrounding pale Luna's face. The remembrance of something lost and not yet gained. Reflected in her honey hair. Realized in her smile. My breath leaves me... 2 days ago

My Brother
My brother committed suicide on January 11, 2008 and I have been avoiding dealing with it. I started a new job the week before and after he did it I worked all the time to avoid my feelings. Well, I quit my job a week ago and I am having a hard time because he is always on my mind. He was my best friend!!!! I feel like half of my heart is gone. I wish he had told me things were getting that bad so I could have done something to help him. I miss him sooooo much!!! I have 3 kids who adored him. I am sooo lost right now and I don't know how to deal with it and move on!!!!!!

My Brother Erick.
Hi friends first off I want to say im sorry for not being around lately to chat and hang out with you all I miss all of you of course alot has chaged alot of lately for me. A good friend of mine I have know sence 92 when I came here back in 92 from California her name is Marci she gave me a call a couple of weeks ago now outta the blue right after lunch at arby's she was on the fun with the best news I have heard in a long time she found my little brother Erick. the last time I seen him was back in 95 when I was home for a visit things was still real rough between my parents and me so I left home again back to T.X. I have not seen or heard from him sence then she has been on the hunt for him sence she got back in touch with me a good few months or so back I owe her soo much and thank her with all my heart for bringing Erick back into my life again. I have to admit I have been under alot of stress of late with Erick and my job and also tryin to go into body building some I

My Brothers Words
A Eulogy for My Big Sister: I grieve for the loss of my big sister Dale (Dean) Stone. Although she was barely one year older, and I became taller than her by about 7th grade, she always was and always will be my big sister. She was bigger than me in many ways. First and foremost, she had a much bigger heart than I. She felt such a deep level of love for children, puppy dogs and kittens that I can only now attempt to reach it. She was always so giving to them beyond their mere needs and often beyond her own means. Although like me, she found it difficult to express that love in flowery words, any child knew immediately that Dale was their friend. My big sister Dale was also bigger than me in that she withstood and overcame a level of life’s possible tribulations, torments and tragedies that I simply don’t think I ever could. From the depths of illness, heartbreak and poverty, her fiercely independent streak gave her the strength to overcome them all. Up until the last, she

My Bro ,,, Please Help
Ok friends im in need of calling in a favor..... So many have helped me level I was wondering if ya'll could help a friend of mine out...hes a cool dude... even tho the fish he catches are smaller than the ones i do...LOL...PLEASE PLEASE go show him some love

My Brothers Birthday
Yesterday was my oldest brothers 65th birthday. A milestone in ones life, a day that we should have a birthday party where everyone dresses in black, and laughs and calls you old. My brother didn't get that chance. Instead, he got a phone call to go to Grant Medical Center. His son was in an accident. He had died upon arrival. Teenagers, in a minivan, laughing, not paying attention pulled out in front of my nephews motor- cycle and killed him. What is the reasoning behind this? Why does youth not see how precious life is? They are so careless with their own, that they are a danger to everyone else. My family has lost one of its most precious jewels. His name was William J Culp II. He was a veteran of 3 wars, and was still an active National Guardsman. This young man served as a medic in war zones, and he came home from Iraq in February. He and his beautiful wife of 7 years had no children, they were hoping to within the next year. Now, sadly, she is left a w

My Brother
MY BROTHER JODY DIED YESTERDAY MORNING. HE WAS 30YRS AND HAD 2 YOUNG CHILDREN. PLEASE SAY A PRAY FOR HIS CHILDREN, WIFE AND MOTHER. HIS MOTHER (IRIS) HAS LOST BOTH HER CHILDREN. IRIS LOST JODY SISTER STACY IN 1982 AND NOW HER SON IS GONE. PRAY

My Brother
today is a better day for my family. Yesterday we got a call that my brother had been hurt really bad in iraq. and that he was on his way to germany. That god that wasnt the case, yes he was hurt, but naot as bad as we were told. He know has 25 plus staples in the back of his head.but they are going to send him home for 2 weeks or more to heal thank god hes going to be ok.

My Brothers Wedding
Well, am about to go to one last family gathering of the towp families for breakfast, then we are headingout for that 12 hr drive back home. The wedding was beautiful. When my niece came in to the chapel and started heading down the aisle my brother lsot it and was crying, then I look over next to him, my son, the bestman is crying and behind him, the next groomsman is crying. Then you look over to the brides maids and they are all crying. Something must be said about people's reactions to the Groom crying. People kept saying how sweet it was. My Brother is an awesome guy, I am so proud of his accomplishments in life. He has a beautiful wife of whom I know will not do him wrong, but rather stand by him and support him. My Mother was her typical self, always trying to be the center of attention. Yes, I had hoped that for one day she could think of someone else and not herself. I on the other hand, HUGELY felt like an outsider. Like my pressence there could have gone with out. I a

My Bray
Lets see....there are alot of mistakes i have made in the past. but the one i regret the most is the one i made with the most amazing guy in the world! about 5 years ago i started dating michael, one of my exes, and towards the end i felt so pressured by him, i did not want him anymore. towards the end of that 2 year relationship i met a new guy.(which i dumped michael for) this new guy was awesome we got along so good! he would pick me up and we would go swimming, driving around, hanging out with his friends(which was awesome) and ocassionally grabbing a bite to eat. well during all of this my mother and i were not on good terms...we were always bitching basically because i dumped oh wonderful good boy michael (NOT) she really liked mike for some strange reason....oh yeah he sucked up to her like anything! well anyways she knew i dumped him for the new boy. he took me to his house one day and we were making out and my friend calls me (whose house im supposed to be at) and tells me to

My Brain Hurts
I suck...i missed one. It's harder than it looks! *Use the 1st letter of your LAST name to answer each of the following...(*They have to be real places, names, things...nothing made up!) Use different answers if the person in front of you had the same 1st initial. (WHICH BY THE WAY IS HARD IF YOU ALREADY READ THEIR ANSWERS) You CAN'T use your name for the boy/girl. 1. What is your last name?............... A…. 2. 4 letter word.............................. ants 3. Vehicle: ...................................acura 4. City / Neighborhood: ...............altoona 5. Boy Name: ...............................adam 6. Girl Name: ................................. ashley 7. Occupation: ................................ 8. Something you wear:..................anklet 9. Food: ..................................... apple 10. Found in a bathroom:...........aspirin (well not in my bathroom.. but someones) 11. Reason for Being Late...........alcohol 12. S

My Brother Wants Female Penpals
MY BROTHER IS SHY, 34 , 6 FOOT TALL AND WANTS LOTS OF FEMALE PENPALS. IF THERE IS ANYONEOUT THERE WANTS TO KNOW MORE LEAVE ME A PRIVATE MESSAGE OR YOUR LETTER AND I WILL PASS IT ON TO MY BROTHER AND HE WILL CONTACT YOU :)

My Brother
he is older than me and has the mind of a 7 year old i have taken care of him for the last ten years and now i think i will never have him in my life again, i hope not i will never be the same without him, i cant have kids, so that is the closet i will ever get to having one . if i lose him today i will go insaneeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

My Brother
My nine yr old brother is on my last freakin nerve. He doesn't listen to no one, and is always back talkin. i wanna say with me it has to do with the age difference he is 12 yrs younger than me. but my hands are tied i can't step in and do anything about the way he treats me due to my step mother.. my father doesn't understand that i'm at the last strand of patience with this lil boy. cause he's starting to rub off on my son and i can't fix it. my parents have to step in and take care of my lilest brother. and i doubt that they ever will! so what the hell am i supposed to do with alex. i didn't want alex playing with toy guns yet and i walked outside and they are all right there playin with nerf guns so what the fuck .... i'm sick of correcting everything that that lil boy teaches my son but i can't move outta here. i'm stuck and it's driving me crazy!

My Brother, A Hero
*Written by Me* My brother is one of many Heroes Who fight to keep us Free Giving the ultimate sacrifice if need Be Never hesitating to do what needs to be Done He has been trained to protect and Serve Always putting his country above all We dont always get along but i still love Him To me, he is just an older Brother To his country, he is a Solider But to some he is a true Hero

My Brother And A Girl
i'm so effing pissed right now. My brother entered into a relationship with my best friend two years ago...i tried to tell them both...not a good idea...and i was really uncomfortable being put in the middle considering i knew them both so well. she is controlling and thinks her shit don't stink...she is a taker and never a giver in relationships. He is weak minded and has a low self esteem... they break up every couple of months. and for the most part the only time i hear from either of them is when they do break up. they have their relationship set up to where they are completely dependant on each other, no friends, no family...no nothing. so every once in a while one of them start feeling like they need more...and they strike up a friendship with someone...instantly the other accuses them of cheating. so now they are having a baby...happy time right? now today...his girlfriend/my bestie calls me...she is mad because my brother told her that he started talking with

My Brother, Also A True Story
I learned something not so very long ago... I had not seen my brother in many years, One day as I exited an interstate ramp I noticed a guy holding this sign..."will work for food", as I drove past I noticed it was my brother, very much to my surprise!!! My brother has been no stranger to tragedy, but this was a bit extreme. I finally got up the curiosity to turn back to see why his life was this way...as I pulled my truck up in the grass to talk to him, he recognized me...he immediatly came to my truck...reached in to shake my hand...then stood back away from the window for a minute...reached into his pocket and pulled out a large handfull of money 10's, 20's, and pitched them through my window...said he had lots more where that came from...that he was just using it for drugs anyway....how heartbreaking...taking advantage of those thoughtful souls that donated that to him...I collected the money...handed it back to him...slowly drove away with a tear in my eye, and I will never un

My Breasts
Lets just get these facts out of the way so you don't have to ask me about them in my shoutbox or inbox: 1. Yes I like them and I'm very proud of them. Hence the five billion pictures in different bras with practically the same pose. 2. No you can't see them under any circumstances. I'm happily married and he gets to see them and that's it. Now if you happen to have been on this site for awhile or know someone who has been then I guarantee they've seen them. Ask around if you're that interested. 3. Size 38ddd 4. Yes they are completely real. Big breasts run in my family. Plus I'm not a small girl which enhances them. I thought I had more but I guess there's only so much you can say about a pair of tits huh?

My Brother Jackson
Hi my name is Eric, some of you on Fubar knew him and some have asked me how he died. It's very hard for me to discuss his death so I'm posting a blog so I don't have to relive the pain of losing him all over again. My brother has been fighting Leukemia for a little over two years which he was dealing with it very well until the doctors found a brain tumor which turned out to be "Glioblastoma". He went in for an operation in Oct. afterward he started having major headaches and nose bleeds. They couldn't remove the tumor it had grown straight downward, he started bleeding under the tumor(Glioblastoma). He got worse he went back into the hospital a 2nd time. no doctor could operate too dangerous. My family was told he may have 3 weeks to live. one week later on Dec 9th he passed away. He would have been 26 years old on December 24th. Please by no means ask me how he died. He was my best friend, my hero, I miss him deeply . Thank You hope you understand that i'm in no way being rude.There

My Brother Andy
Some time has passed now since we lost a truly wonderful person. Some of you knew him as 2Bears, others knew him as Andy. He was both my brother and my friend. Andy was someone with many talents and gifts, he could make anyone laugh and could make the most serious of things out to be funny. There was rarely a dull moment in his presence. He was artistic and musically inclined, creative, witty, comical, silly, generous, caring, intelligent, a hard worker and all around, just a great guy. He really cared deeply about the people around him. Andy dedicated many years to the AA program and helping so many in their recoveries. Members from the program came to his service and expressed how important Andy was to them, he was the reason why they continued to attend meetings and some admitted that it was Andy who was responsible for initially getting them to enter the program for help. These people were there with tight hugs and such comfort for me. Although they were complete strangers som

My Brothers..
How do I get through to u How do I make u realize how much you mean to me Isn’t it enough for you our brother Matt died in prison Do you not see the hurt over the things you do Our family left shattered Do you not remember our brother James How one bullet took his life Our lives forever altered The choice is yours to make Remember all that love you I love you Please dont make that same mistake

My Brain Twitched Over This
Methodolog...: if u change ur mind let me know, u have a very unique physique.... youre absolutely perfect in non modern standardsMethodolog...: implied, i meanMethodolog...: oh, thats cool... sorry im so used to it just being applied->Methodolog...: your right i dont but since your now tellin me that you want to see me naked i dont think i want you to draw meMethodolog...: also i dont think u have a concentrated all nude pose on your pageMethodolog...: whats ustream?Methodolog...: no because ur webcam gives me you in movement which helps me understand your true proportions and composition->Methodolog...: couldnt you just use one of my pics my cam doesnt work with anything but ustream its a real posMethodolog...: yeah, ud basically pose on cam for a couple minutes till we get the right angle, then i would draw off thar->Methodolog...: draw me?Methodolog...: youre hot, can i draw u?

My Bros Or My Job.
So.. my super at work blowin me up to the other formen... Tellin them. Don't worry I'll have Ben come clean up your mess.. Alot of the guys I work with are bros. Their gettin mad at me for this shit.. So I ask if your not doing your job is that my fault.. I'm no captin save a hoe.. I'm not gonna cover your ass. I was on a confrence all for 45 min over this shit.. I love my job alot.. my freinds are cool.. they don't feed my kids I do. Should I talk to the super and ask him to stop or have the bros step up and take care of shit?

My Brain Does What It Wants
I dumped my boyfriend of nine years a few weeks ago. It has been weird, because he has communicated more and been nicer since I dumped him than he has in the past two years, thanks to the fact that we still share a phone plan and just bought the crackberry curve... Actually, if you want the truth, I finalized the break-up via blackberry to blackberry messenger, a true sign of what a 21st Century Betty I am. I digress. I went to his myspace page today, and saw some girl I don't even know leave him photo comments. I didn't even have the decency to muster up any jealousy. My subconscious, on the other hand, seems to be doing that work for me. I woke up from a dream, in which my ex was marrying another woman, and when they got to the "hold their peace" part, I flew down the aisle, pleading and sobbing and making a giant scene about how I still loved him and asking him why he wouldn't marry me. Then, even more odd, the dream subdivided. In the first half, the wedding came to a halt,

My Brain Isn't Working
So i was taking a shower... and when i got out i started brushing my hair... for some reason i had a bagillion tangles! then i realized... i forgot to put the conditioner in my hair.... it feels like straw > .

My Brother
Grief is an awful thing. It eats at your very soul. Death of a family member is never easy to bear. But life itself is not fair. Grief can causes one to not believe in the existence of God, but this universe is too ordered not to have a creator. Be he good or bad; is not for us to question, even with the death of a love one. I have no one to blame but myself for not having been as close to my brother as I should have been, he was only 45 with a son of 9 years old which I will not get to know, because I am also dead to the family, not only separated by 2700 miles, but by facts of life. They wouldn't even let me talk to my brother on the phone, and the funeral is in three days, and I don't have and can't get the money or make arrangements to fly to the funeral. So, they will be at me for not going, because they thought I wouldn't go. They wouldn't even give me time to get there. But I have neven been part of my family since going over seas for my country, just like my first Christmas bei

My Brother Terry
To all my friends on here wondering what is going on with my brother Terry. Currently he has been in the hospital for a month. He is hooked up to a respirator and numerous tubes and wires. To give you a little on his history with medical problems... Terry has had both his pancreas and kidney replaced with donor organs. This was due to his diabetes destroying his body. After he recovered from that and lost his Dad last year he came down with Lymphoma Cancer. Terry has beaten that also.On May 14th he went to the hospital with a fever he couldn't break. Now mind you the anti-rejection drugs he takes are immune suppressants so that his body will keep the organs. The doctors have been unable to help him, he has pneumonia. Terry is a fighter, but every prayer will help. It is difficult to see him the way he is now, they have him knocked out. Today they have been having problems keeping the feeding tube down him. Tomorrow they are going to do surgery to replace the respirator tube with a trac

My Brother, The Soldier
My brother, a soldier.Fifteen long months he'll be gone in Kuwait.My brother off to war at 22 years,known him all my life. Said goodbye in the house,and walked with the family out to the car.Another hug, another goodbye. Starts to leave,I start to cry,and run to his side of the car, he gets out.I wrap my arms around him,like I'm never gonna let go. He tells me its going to be alright,that he's gonna come home.I'm hugging him and crying.Tears stream down my face as my heart's being ripped out. If he dies,I don't know what I'll do.I will be missing him until the day he comes back.If he dies,I'm gonna go down to the world of the dead and bring him back,there's no way I'm going to live without him. My brother the soldier.I love you,don't you dare get yourself killed.I love you and you'll never know how much I do

My Broken
Can you please help me pick up the pieces of my heart,Please help me where do i begin,Where do i start.Please help me place back together,Cause with out your help i could never.Help me if your my friend.Help me start over again.Will i ever be able to mend this broken heart,So many pieces broken apart.So many fallen tears,so many forgotten years,And it came true my worst fear.I never thought i could ever feel,But i know this broken heart will never heal.So what am i now,I want to know how.I geuss i know where i stand,But getting over you i dont think i can.So what does this mean,All this hurt makes me want to scream.Now what am i going to find,So please help me pick up the pieces i left behind.Please help me before i fall apart,Help me pick up the pieces of a broken heart

My Brother Tim(666mr.crowley)
My brother Tim was a member of fubar you can still see his page(666Mr.Crowley) it hasn't been taken down. He committed suicide on May 4th. I didn't find out till the elventh after the funeral. The medical examiners report says that he shot himself in the chest with a handgun at his home in mansfield. He died a little bit later at the hospital. He had contemplated suicide a lot he had some mental issues that really made life hard for him. He had also lost what was the love of his life a girl named Breanna. She had been horribly tortured and killed. This destroyed Tim and also left him very paranoid that they would come for him next, even though they weren't. Needless to say he constantly felt guilty, he believed that he should have been able to save her even though we all know he couldn't. He was cremated and his ashes will be placed at a family plot in seymour Texas. I felt the need to write this so that instead of repeatedly explaining things, which was very hard for

My Brother James Died Today
My brother james died today. i havnt cryed at all yet. my bothers friends and my friend cady came over. she any my family balled there eyes out. it happend so fast. my body feels so weak and nimb. i dont know what to do. he also has a page on here. it is so sad. i cant hardly breath. i need help.

My Brain Hurts- A Rant About Idiotic Children.
My brain hurts. I'm utterly sick of children nowadays. Here's a conversation I just had- "Hi.""Um, Hello.""*crosses fingers* r u a satanist?""I'm not a damned sheep. Do you even know what it is?""um ru at evil at least?""You're an utter moron. Goodbye." Kid's gotta be like fucking 10 years old. Seriously. I just sat there, staring at my screen, feeling my brain scream in agony. How can anyone be such a complete and utter fucking tool? Lemme clear something up about satanism- First off, most popular figures use the imagery simply to sell albums, books, videos, etc. Hell, Tom araya's a catholic. Don't claim to follow a religion you know NOTHING about because some band uses it to make themselves popular. Hell, even a lot of black metal bands that supposedly follow it only do it for the publicity. Secondly, do you children even know how many different types there are, or do you just claim it to be a "rebel"? Yeah, it's SOOOOOO rebellious to be a fucking idiot. Way to go. I can name

My Broken Heart
My Broken Heart My heart bitter and coldFull of life, but feels so oldTime has went by so slowMy heart is one only God knowsI need stability in my lifeNo more trouble no more strifeMy heart has been through a tough fightHappiness, laughter and joy is for what i striveSurely I've made mistakes in the pastWhat i would not give for a relationship to lastNo more secrets, lies or decietMy heart is all you need to defeatI will give you timeFor this you will needTo get to my heartIf you so please BY: LadyBre, my best friend :) 4-1-2009

My Brain In Action Again...
more non connective thoughts from me.... i haz the bestest friends on fu isn't it amazing how one word or phrase innocently spoken by a friend can bring up painful memories? instantly killing your good mood. your friends give you hope and they dont even know it. i broke a crown today :( people loose their sense of humor when online i love my job gun shopping is almost as much fun as shoe shopping and/or shopping for makeup people are fucking nuts for the most part i miss my mom but am deleriously happy for her my nails look like crap cuz i broke all but 2 this past week. i am mad at myself for eating such unhealthy foods today.

My Broken Heart
"Your so sweet, your so cute, know will you please pick up the phone" my phone started ringing loudly." hello" i answered"hi, you sleeping? did i disturb you!" Luke said he was in the other end."n.....ope, i..was just....... anyways what happen you called?" i replied" remember you have to meet me today at six, we have to finish that project and your my partner?" he said " yeah! i will be there on time..... bye... take care" i hurriedly ran to bathroom. it was already five fifteen by then.Luke and i are friends from our CST101 class. i ran the bell of Luke's door at sharp six. Luke live with his parents. he had two brothers only. most of the time they were always out. i see them very rarely in the house.Luke opened the door and let me in. as i set on the sofa i saw someone coming from Luke's bedroom.he was tall, had dark hair, brown eyes and was wearing a shirt and jeans. actually he was handsome.he was calling to Luke. then Luke went to him and they had a small chat and again he went i

My Brother Wrote For Me
I took a walk to the river, and I thought I heard you say, "You can walk on, ok?" When I got to the river I saw rain falling and the river swept it away. I want to be a part of something bigger, just don't change who I am, don't carry away my soul. I went on past it all, took the trail that's not a trail until I left it. Once I got to where I have never been, and where I was never going, that's when I met a man. He said, "How'd ya find the widerness, ok?" I tried to tell him it was the river, but the river had left. I watched him watch the way I was looking, and he gave a nod to let me know he wasn't going to help me find my way. I stepped on, kept my head up, up to high I triped on a branch and I fell to the sky. A reflection in a puddle before I splashed my face, I could see the clouds get all misplaced, but the sun it stayed the same. I stayed down, yeah I never got up. I like crawling in the mud oh yeah I love the muck. I can move as good as any man, and I can get there faster

My Broken Heart Lies Open
My broken heart lies open for all the world to seeMy pieces that have shattered is all thats left of meOur memories seem so distant your touch now fades awayWhere once my life was happy now turns my world to greyI strain to find a reason but my world is still unknownStuck here to face my tragedy's and reaping what I've sownWithin me thrashing open my wounds still want to bleedAnd every ounce of will thats left wants to run to you with speedI walk this place so empty and wonder if it showsThey say time makes love weaker but for me it only growsWhere is a place of comfort when the pain is all too realHow can you find the strenth inside when broken is how you feel?I pray for only sleep now in hopes I'll see your faceI close my eyes so tightly to escape me from this placeI reach my hand in darkness and they try to pull you throughBut the darkness grabs a hold of me as I'm reaching out to youOur memories is all thats left now in a world that feels so coldWhen once our

My Brother Died Aka Sr Dark Kngiht
MY BROTHER JUST PASSED AWAY OCT 29TH AND HE WAS VERY LOVED ON THIS SITE AND LOVED THIS SITE VERY MUCH, SO MUCH SO HE EVEN MET HIS REAL LIFE WIFE HERE SINFULLYDELICIOUS AND A FEW OF PEOPLE HAVE ASKED ME AND HERE WHY WERE ON HERE IF HE DIED WELL WE ALL HAD SO MUCH FUN ON HERE THAT WE BOTH FEEL VERY CLOSE TO HIM, I AM GOING TO GIVE YOU LINKS TO HIS PAGE AND THE FUENRAL HOME TO SAY YOUR GOODBYES FOR TTHOSE WHO KNEW THEM BOTH. RIP SR DARK KNIGHT~R/L HUBBY 2 SINFULLY DELICIOUS PROMO CHIEF 2ND ALARM HOTTIES~ LOVED MANY & LOVED@ fubar HIS WIFES PAGE ~♥§ĭñFüllŷ Dëlcious♥ ~Blôñdĭë~♥ECS♥DSC♥@ fubar http://www.funeralplan2.com/lawjones/obits?id=182692 THANK YOU TO OUR TRUE FRIENDS WHO ARE REALLY HELPING US THREW THIS.

My Brookie
I Miss You Terribly, I Miss You More. I Cant Believe, Your Not Here Anymore. You Were The One, Who Brightened My Day. You Were The One, That Made Me Want To Stay. Without You Now, While Your Away. I Dont Know How. To Spend Each Day. Everyday That I Wake, Without You Here. I Cry To Myself, I Just Want You Near. I'll Never Understand, Why He Took You Away. I'll Never Forget, The Place You Now Lay. Close To My Heart, Forever You'll Be. Closer To God, And Farther From Me. I Wish I Could Hold You, I Wish He Would See. Without You Here, I Dont Know How To Be. Please God Hold Her Tight, And Dont Let Her Go. My Little Brookie, How I Miss You So.

My Brethren, Its Been A Long Time Since I Seen Ya How Have You Been?
Some of you may or may not have noticed I havnt been around this place as of late...And honestly I havnt...Mainly because....well...its like this... I watched too many friends turn to foes over who the hell knows, too many faces in this place and it starts with you hoes, Might as well have multiples.... for all the faces put out, if thats the case, half you bitches need like 15 accounts.. Putting this in perspective couldnt be easier to do, if you feel a twitch when you read this im prolly talkin bout you, Now im not the type to point fingers..like alot of you do, if you feel a twitch when you read this im prolly talking bout you, You can always come and ask me, Drow why you so nasty? Im just sick of all you bitches under going persona-plasty.. You can love me up or hate me, bling these nuts or rate me, smile into my face then turn around and say you hate me... Make me...justified in my rants, alotta dudes are wearing britches minus the nuts in their pants... Fakely..be a

My Brother Ronny (izayas Daddy)
My baby brother ronny was seeing this girl...she was pregnant when they started seeing eachother...he promised her he would be the father figure for her daughter seeing as the babies daddy died in a car accident....now she hasnt been the nicest person since the baby was born and i understand this..but he dont want to be responsible for another kid but he dont have the heart to tell the girl..so hes seeing different ppl behind her back...i know its wrong...but i just dont get involved with problems like this...but its my brother...shouldnt he be man enough to tell this girl he dont want all this right now...i mean to me its just not a smart thing...IDK..i love my brother but i think hes stupid i think im more scared over the girl..i mean shes young...and a mother...and shes lost the babies daddy and now my brother is being like this...i just dont want her to like freak out and like take her life or the babies or both...GRRRR LEAVE SOME COMMENTS YALL...its 4AM and i just g

My Breathe Ripped Away
Cold, Severd, and darkened from deep within. I can feel death draining my veins. Sucking the life I have left. My pulse weakened. My veins empty. My life gone away. Down the twisting and turning, tunneling drain. Forever gone. Always Lost. The Vengeful Severence of what is left of my self pity. Why? I scream silently inside. The involuntary tears stream like a beautiful red river, staining the floor upon which I stand. How much must I endure? All the shattering memories and the conpulsive pain come riveting back to me. I stand alone in the wide open gates of Hell...Welcoming it all with limbs of numbnezz. With a broken heart and tears of stained blood where tears once were known. I slowly give in and let it all consume the person I once was long ago.

My Brain Goes Mad!
Spent two nights in Leeds and did nothing more than sleep, and get up for the comedy gigs. If you know me you will know how much I despise Cliff Richard, and the first thing I saw in the hotel room in Leeds was a photo of him next to my bed, I reckon that’s why I slept for hours after my eyes took in the horror. It wasn’t a magazine, someone just left a glossy photo of Cliff on the bedside table, the chambermaid hadn’t removed it, maybe she was in on the Cliff subliminal movement, I don’t know. I stared at it, with my suitcase in my hand and I considered moving rooms in case Cliff had haunted it even though he is alive, he can still haunt us, don’t let that small detail fool you. I put the photo in the bin that was after I had shredded it with tiny miniscule movements, almost robotic behaviour, I wasn’t happy till he was tiny shredded squares in the metal bin. I knew when I slept the little squares would pixelate, join together and Cliff

My Brother And Me
This is the month that we both shared Its hard for me that your not here. Every year that passes by I think of you and always cry. I will always remember the special times we blew out the candles one at a time. First it was you and then it was me I remember how happy the times can be. Now without you when the day comes I wait and listen to hear your song. Every year since you have passed I have heard the song and its hard to grasp. The love I have and always will for you my brother is quite clear. So on your day I will say a prayer and sing Happy Birthday like you are here. Happy Birthday I love and Miss you.......

My Bridge
For two years my heart has stared at hers,Weighing heavaly across a great divide.But I know it will come to me,And its only a matter of time.I have built her a bridge solid and true,It will hold her strong forever.Her heart will not plummit down,Nor will it fail her ever.Beautiful I stand on one side,Waiting patiently for your steps.I know this scares you deeply,Please let go of your past regrets.Your future lies within these steps,And the closer we will become.Walk to me,let our hearts finally touch,And I will give you love that will never be undone.

My Broken Heart
when our 2 souls met I thought I was the luckiest women in the world I had found someone who loved me no matter what, and as time went by I still felt the same, but his love grew dim and the clouds of despaire moved back into my blue sky, if I could have been more worldly I could have saved my heart from breaking. In the last 8 months I have come to figure myself out I need to be loved wholeheartedly I guess I never had that n yet I would still jump in the raging waters again, to know sweet love is wonderful but to know heartache is so overwhelming. That my whole world has become dark n dismal but thats because u have left me behind left me cold n lonley. No matter what all of lifes leasons have to be learned just wish they dont have to be so painful!!!

My Brother
For Those That Have Asked, Update About My Brother. He Does Have Cancer It Is In His Lungs, It Is Treatable But Not Curable, He Is Going To Start Radiation, Sometime Next Week.. Thank You For Your Thoughts And Continued Prayers.. Tom

My Broke Ass Wheel
I have bad feet. *sigh* Saw the podiatrist today...this time it was the right foot. Muscle strain in the arch area. *sigh* Tape it for 7-10 days and see how it goes...*crosses fingers* Stay off it for two days, then see how I feel I better be fine, I got shit to do.

My Brother Can Catch The Fish
Ben Chancey Here is the 121 pound Tuna my team caught. This fish took 1 and a half hours to get in. I was coaching Mike the angler up. He said it was his toughest battle ever by far.

My Brother
I'm going through some rough shit right now. My older brother might have lung cancer. He is going to get a biopsy tomorrow. He already had a biopsy, the one that goes through the nose to the lung to take pictures and perform a biopsy. The Doctor said he wants to be 100% before he rules it out. Say a prayer for him for please. His name is Michael.

My Breath, Your Lung
my breath, your lung My love,for thee is laden with a million perfumed kisses and drops of sunshine given perpetually to dew-dropped petals of the peril behind the very mist of your breath... I will adore you until death and through the depths of eternity seek out the raven earth dusted abyss that you've sunk yourself within or rather the world you value yourself beneath; pity really for me I adore what you you abore, detest, despise and I suface yet and surmise and raise you on a pedestal high above all else moreso than i value even myself perhaps I am a glutton, greedily groping with scar soiled fingers of disdain to the sand of your soul slipping idly by through the groove of my grasp hoping to catch, coddle and keep within all that you seek to discard but I often hope you will give freely without inhibition, reserve or regard you fit the curve that is me the bend in the ribbon of eternity that shrouds the moment where we united and twined our souls like a tangled thi

[my Brain Hurts, And This Primer Smells Like Potato Starch]
I'm nearing the final stage on my Kampfer project.The general idea was to get it to look as much like thishttp://fubar.com/blue-camo-original-concept/photo-16976-2002389-2794019199as possible.I dunno, I'm kinda nervous about lifting the masks off and seeing if I had bad seals on the tape and sticky tacbut the last color is on, and I've got spare paint for 5/7 colors already mixed.Next project! NEXT PROJECT!!!is probably my mom's halloween signbut after that*shrug* I kinda want to do http://fubar.com/blue-camo-original-concept/photo-16976-2002389-2794019199#some-dude-s-hand-lineart-converted-to-assault-type/photo-16976-2002389-3241374254thatbut... man, you have no idea what kind of a bitch masking those tiny eyes will be.I have an idea.Two problems are that the two gundam projects I want to do, I don't have the colors for.The other problem is that the colors I have available would be GREAT for an even more ambitious, technically difficult build that I haven't even planned all the way ye

My Broken Heart
I once was in love with a guy Everything he said became a lie I opened up my heart to him He then broke it on a whim I would give anything to be with my love Even in a fight I’d say off with the gloves My love for him wasn’t just for the sex He treated me so much better than my ex To the person I was willing to share my life with I was giving as much as I could give To the guy I loved so dearly with my heart I didn’t think we could really split apart Now that we are apart all I can do is move on In moving on I show no real care so I’m done All he cared about was him He probably won’t ever care about anyone but him My life may or may not be better now To love I now say goodbye with a bow For all the times I opened my heart up I now find reason to build a wall and darken my heart up I will just be depressed, alone and cold Until the day I die, young or old

My Brother
My brother pass away October 25, 2012 @ 1:15pm est. He was born December 5, 1960. I loved him so much, but didn't show it. He was my older brother. I remember back when we were children, we would make go-carts out of old wood boards, lawn motor wheels, nails, and a rope. And race the neighborhood kids. Playing hide and seek while mom was at work. I hid in the high grass and found out I was lying on top of a bee hive. Stung all over my body "Ouch" My brother was there to calm me down and get me help. And, his final days, we went to the store. We rarely go anywhere together . He asked if he could go with me, and I said sure. Not knowing to me, It was going to be the last time we bonded. Rest In Peace, Michael Love You!

My Bs...
I have a knack, a special talent, if you will... Now, now. Those of you with minds in the gutter likely believe that I am about to reference some depraved thing of muscled limbs or slick orifices. I wish it were something that petty, that amusing. No, I have what I refer to as a "freak beacon". The wounded, the emotionally maimed, the psychologically clumsy seem to flock to me. Often, this is good for a laugh. Occasionally, one will seem particularly poignant to me. My sympathy aroused, I will take the poor soul under my wing and offer my meager strength. Like most wounded creatures, these people have a tendency to "bite". I am not afraid of a few teeth, but the wounds bleed faith, and I am getting weary. I tend to agree with the people here who have noted that posting a ton of silly rules on your profile is vain and annoying. Anyhow, not many of you lovely folks tend to stick to your own rules, so you can assure when I see them on your "about me", I grant them the same respect

My Buddymap
i got a new buddymap and this one is much better than the old one i had. very easy to fill out and add what you want. i love to see where people i talk to all over the country and world. so if you havent checked out my buddymap, please do and add yer self and make up yer own map and track where your friends are

My Busy Life....
I just don't know what's up with me anymore. Soo busy working the 3rd shift, and all that FUN stuff...have to get used to it, have to take care of my new kitty, callie... there's just too MUCH going on right now in my life. I need to slow down, take some time for myself, and THINK!! really think about what I want.....

My Buddy
At 8:30 this morning my friend Denis called me from work to tell me our friend Rich had passed away on saturday at Beaver Medical Center. Rich had just gone in the hospital on the saturday before for severe pain and breathing problems. He had Lung Cancer and didn't know and had ignored the signs too long and as we work in a Retirement Community the nurses had mentioned a couple times to him that he looked Ill and had lost a lot of Weight in the past months.He scheduled some tests and went to the hoping for a simple answer but it was not to be. Before the tests were even done he was rushed to the hospital in severe pain and stayed there for 7 days. I saw him there on Tues and even though I think I knew It was the last time I would see him I denied my thoughts and hoped for a recovery. It didn't work out that way. Rich was 56 and a Father and A recent Grand-dad. He buried his brother 2 years ago from cancer and now he is gone. I will miss him, we have worked together for 20 years and I a

My Bullitin I Am Posting In My Seldom Used Myspace Account To Try To Get My Friends There To Join Here..
Check out the coolest friend site ever!!! I promise you wont be disapointed! It will only take a minute. Check it out. What have you got to lose? Put 100s of photos of your liking. Rip skins, You can put up as many music videos as you want. So much more. Click the link below to get started! Please read my profile first!!! Thanks!! ~Seana~@ LostCherry

My Burning Body
Waiting Anticipating Exhilarating Humiliating Bound and gagged Left on the floor It’s a tragedy But I yearn for more Crack of the whip I know he’s near The one I love The one I fear I get into position On my knees Legs spread Ready to please Crack of the whip He’s almost here The one I love The one I fear He shoves his dick Into my face I eagerly Await a taste Crack of the whip Onto my skin The sweetest pain Makes my head spin I suck and swallow I know what to do If I’m a good girl I just might make it through He whips me again I cry and I shout Harder this time Till I almost pass out Crack of the whip It all seems to clear The one I love The one I fear My body is burning It’s almost quite numbing The pleasure devours Until I am coming To hurt is to feel To feel is to scream This is what it’s like In my most intimate dream

My Buddy In Fl Sent This To Me
Those Born 1930-1979! TO ALL THE KIDS WHO SURVIVED the 1930's 40's, 50's, 60's and 70's !! First, we survived being born to mothers who smoked and/or drank while they were pregnant. They took aspirin, ate blue cheese dressing, tuna from a can, and didn't get tested for diabetes. Then after that trauma, we were put to sleep on our tummies in baby cribs covered with bright colored lead-based paints. We had no childproof lids on medicine bottles, doors or cabinets and when we rode our bikes, we had no helmets, not to mention, the risks we took hitchhiking. As infants & children, we would ride in cars with no car seats, booster seats, seat belts or air bags. Riding in the back of a pick up on a warm day was always a special treat. We drank water from the garden hose and NOT from a bottle. We shared one soft drink with four friends, from one bottle and NO ONE actually died

..my Bubba
well... my brother-in-law got 10 years for what he did. now i know he deserves to be punished but... i'm not gonna have my brother for atleast 3 year years.... -sighs- life isn't fair. I love you bubba. and i miss you already.

My Bullitin/self Pimping
I am going to do some shameless self-pimping. But it's quite easy to fulfill, I promise! Just click on my main pic below, rate my page/photos and make sure you have fanned me. If you want to add me to your list also, I don't have a problem with that either! Takes just a minute, and I promise I will show you the love back!! Just send me a PM and let me know, because I am stepping away from the comp to do a few things. I don't want to miss anyone. Thanks a bunch!! Seana@ CherryTAP

My Burning Heart
This Is A Very True Confession Just before I wake I feel warmth upon my face of the sun streaming in from above. I lay there dreaming of your embrace, basking in the afterglow of love. Sweet aroma of our special mingled scents fills the morning air like it's the present tense. Delicious tastes of you linger on my lips, still sense the feel of you upon my fingertips. The warm sensation when you whisper in my ear, tender strength of your arms when you pull me near. Loving touch of your hands when you hold me, oh so tight. Your body's caring circle envelopes me through the night. My eyes open slowly, reality returns. The crash took you forever. My heart begins to burn. But, just before I wake I feel warmth upon my face of the sun streaming in from above. I lay there still dreaming of your embrace, basking in the afterglow of love.

My Bullitin Requestiing Comment Bombing...
10,000 Comments and I win a 7 day blast! I can't afford one at the moment, and I've been wanting one for awhile, so please help me out! And I will help bomb anything you post also, like I try to always do! Also, if you want to visit my profile and show some love, I will return it! Thanks! (please repost!) The photo I would love for you to comment on: Much love, seana Seana@ CherryTAP

My Buddies!!!
Well this is strange but I just want to take this computer second to thank all buddies that have me on a messenger or that I have on my family. All my fans, keep being a fan cos I Love ya lol... meowy laterzz

My Bulletin Bout Happy Hour
Recent readers: Tom and Jami chad mookie Bre ziggy CooperL34 DILLIGAF ~♥Temptre... $$$ Oh my bad..... Gabby (If you m... Buttercup [☻][ϖ... CHOPPER~ANGEL F... RAIN unforgiving_dea... LeoJ WV REBEL COWBOY Treasure XXX-PERVY J-XXX ♥ CHELLE ... sunshine THEN ILL RIDE Y... ibgood63128 »nsfw« *ÀÐÐÒÑ... Courageous Bast... CherryTAP Bulletin!sticky expire: 2 hr Tom and Jami remove friend subject: HAPPY HOUR date: 2007-02-10 21:35:23 SOME PEOPLE WANT TO BOYCOTT MY HAPPY HOUR BUT I DON'T SEE THE LOGIC IN THIS. I DON'T CARE ABOUT THE POINTS BUT YOU ARE THE ONES WHO BENEFIT FROM THIS SO BOYCOTT IT IF YOU WANT BUT I WOULD LOVE FOR ALL OF MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY TO BENEFIT FROM THIS. EVEN THOSE I HAVEN'T MET YET. SHOW SHOW SOME

My Bull Terrier (not My Pitbull)
so last wednesday my terrier decided to put 2 fracters on his right back leg... how? who knows! so thought to myself maybe he strained it cause of the limping and such... so thursday came around and it only got worst he really could not get up with out yelping so i had to help him up... so fuck i called the animal hospital and made an apointment for friday morning (poor dog going two days with out nothing)... its actully kind of deppressing cause before hand he is really hyper and sometimes that got anoying but now he just lays there with a sad look on his face and now ill do anything for the hyperness to come back.... so friday (yesterday) rolled around got up, looked at his leg and it got really swollen... i took bully in about 8:00 a.m. i was really nervouse cause i did not know what to exspect, how much it would cost, what was going to happen... so some nurse girl took him into the back and told me ill get a call around 2:00 to pick him up... i got the call to get him, the doctor

My Building
okay. so i've come to a realization. my building has some very strange people. for example. there's the lady who talks to the washing machines. at first that's not a big deal, but then when you start really thinking of it, it's creepy. lol. next. there's the lady who sits in the laundry room and watches the washing machines. doesn't have a bag of laundry to do for herself. just sits in the cold laundry room and watches the washing machines. oh and falls asleep too. lol. after that. there's the old man who goes through every washer and dryer to make sure no one's taken his stuff. oh and stares at the females who do laundry downstairs. lol. anyone elses building like this?? lol.

My Bulletins
I do not understand how come I have all these people on my friends list and when I post a bulletin none of them read them or repost them. How come? I am going to stop posting them if no one is reading them or anything. I mean it is a waste of my time if no one reads them right. Have a good day all.

My Business
Walked in the store what's everybody staring at They act like they never seen a mutha fucker wearing black Following a nigga and shit Ain't this a bitch All I wanted was some chips I wanna take my business else where But where?

My Buddy Davids Coming Home
yay ok man so i know this is not your real home and that deep down your a mexican jumping bean but i fucking love you and i miss the adventures we used to have. like hauling balls to majic cock with you me nd ash on our lunch break just to savor there fucking chicken yummy and fucking handd feeding like some sick twisted food orgy as we tried to make it back to school on time and of course our fucked up school moments like banana sucking at byob day hahaha at least we all got free icecream , and of course there is the misfits heheheh and also songs in spanish hahah is till remember a bunch of them ... anyways wherever i live youll always be welcome cause i love the fuck out of you and your my little pony hahahah anyways im excited about you coming up this weekend and i cant wait to hang out with you just like old times - love midgit

My Buddy And I Wanted To Let You Know...
...that all stupid people can eat shyt and go to Hell. You walk this world as a carbon dioxide machine. The ones who double crossed us will get double crossed ten times worse in their lives to come. And their families, too. Youll fail in everything you do, and live the rest of your days in misery. Shall you pick up all the STDs in the world, and may your funerals be absent of an audience. We hate you all, you little shyts, do the world a favor and just jump into traffic. So we salute you...

My "buddy"
I just wanted to brag on my garndson..i have pics of him in my photo album on my page..i can't imagine my life without him in it and he has my heart..he is only 4 months old and we already have a special bond..and yes..i have him spoiled!!

My Bulletins Won't Post
I KEEP GETTING AN ERROR MESSAGE WHEN I TRY TO POST A BULLETIN KEEP SAYING SOMETHING ABOUT AN ERROR ON BULLETIN TYPE 1. WELL MAYBE LATER. BUT HERE IS THE BULLETIN I AM TRYING TO POST. IF YOU CAN HELP OUT THAT WOULD BE GREAT. THANK YOU. (REMEMBER TO CLICK ON THE PIC TO TAKE YOU TO THE PAGE.) SHE NEEDS YOUR COMMENTS AND RATINGS ON HER FIRST CONTEST. JUST ONE COMMENT AND RATE WOULD BE GREAT, AND IF YOU CAN BOMB IT EVEN BETTER YET. IF YOU COULD REPOST THIS, THAT WOULD BE GREAT TOO.

My Business Website And Card
I need some advice. I want to make sure my website and business card is good. That it can attract costumers and catch peoples eyes. Plus, I'm also looking for a logo. So if someone could please help me. Message or shout me and let me know so I can give you the link to both business card and website.

My Business
isnt getting any business what so ever. Having a website isnt doing me any good. Its been up for over a week now and still no orders. Im starting to wonder if i should just shut it all down and give up.

My Buddy Christian
CHRIS HAS BEEN ILL THIS IS HIS BLOG IF NO ONE HAS A CLUE ON WHATS GOING ON,PLEASE C-MAIL GET WELLS AND LETTERS TO HIM, I WANT HIM TO KNOW HE IS WELL LOVED HERE! Just want to let everyone know what is going on with me health wise. You probably often see it says im sick. Well, I have been dealing with peritinitis, it sand infection of the lining of the stomach. People have died from it. I almost did. I spent 29 nights in Gi unit in Boston. Had 7 surgical procedures done to fix. I got peritinitis from a mistake made by a surgeon during a sugery. I still have infection in stomach now. Also, my heart has been acting weird, skipping, fluttering, palpitations. CVhest pain, shortness of breath, weak, dizzy. Blood pressure very high. Yes Ive been seeing docs. I have major signs of heart attack lol, but they say its not. But not sure what is going on. Ive been having mri, catscans, upper and lower gis, x rays etc. MY real father died at 44 with a tumor on his heart, i have all same signs as h

My Bulleton
Hello, i hate whats going on here...im on my old computer thats 10 years old, and ive been on since 945(indy time) its now 1155 and i havent been able to do hardly any thing in all that time i managed to post a bulleton, and not much more then that...ive sent out shouts but i cant even tell if people are getting them because this old computer isnt capable of handling the graphics of this site i guess...My new computer took a crap last nigh,i shut it down improperly when it was froze up and windows wont reboot, so i had to run it over to the shop...well they said it may be as long as 7 days before its ready...anyhow i didnt mean to write a fricken dictionary here...but im unable to get thru to anyone so, i hope youll either be getting this or the bulleton i posted...And thank you so much to all the sweet people for your comments on it and for reposting it...i had a friend on the phone telling me what all the comments said...ill try to get on at the office as much as possible til i get m

My Business Is Open!
For any of you who are able to reach the Waukesha area.... Calming Hands Healing, is once agian open! I have re-opend my Massage Therapy business in a New Location on the East Side of Waukesha on Arcaidian Ave. I do Deep Tissue, Reiki, Swedish, Trigger Point, Hot and Cold Hydro, relaxation, etc... If your interested or in need of a good relaxing or theraputic massage feel free to contact me! 262-224-3884

My Burning Love
Her voice screaming my name washing away the sounds of the mocking world all around us A flame like autumn leaves that makes my heart skip a beat A warm hand tentatively encircling mine; fingers entwined leading me into the moonshadowed halls of the night Clothes sliding off, crisp night air caressing me Our bodies are molded into one another We become one person as moans of passionate pleasure lead to the final screams that rip through the night sky Shuddering against her sweaty body as I reach the point of point of fiery pleasure... Her arms encircle me as she returns me to my sanctuary, a loving kiss swiftly placed on my lips and I watch her reluctantly turn and walk away She is my burning love

My Bulletins Aren't Working So Putting In Here..
Please click on the link and listen to the song. No comments are expected I believe he says so clear in the song what so many of the soldiers believe I for one. Please stand behind our military we don't need to hear the negativeness coming from home. Do me a favor enjoy your freedoms and tell everyone to let our military do there job over here. Keep The Home Fires Burning. God Bless You All http://www.flashdemo.net/gallery/wake/index.htm This Message was from my friend who is now deployed in support of 'Operation Iraqi Freedom'. Here is his link.. please stop in and show your support as well - Thank You!! :D Alaska@ CherryTAP

My Bully
The Fam at Goth's Twiztid reality wants to welcome our homie Baby Twizta as our new barkeep...stop in and show her some luv.....MMFWCL!!!! Click any pic to get in.....cmon....show ur wikkid clown luv.....woop woop!! A TwIzLeTtE CrEaTiOn

My Buddy's G/f Needs Help
This is simple, please click on the link below and rate and fan her. That's it! Thank you in advance!!!! ShanonLee's Place~a/k/a~ ANGEL~a/k/a~BITCH~ INDEPENDENTLY OWNED AND OPERATED~@ fubar

My Buddies
To all my friends who live in San Diego if you are evacuated you are more than welcome to stay with me I have two extra beds and plenty of couch space and floor with no hesitation you are more than welcome to stay with US.

My Butterfly
You started as a catapillar eager to blossom Not afraid to eat or show who you are No care in the world or thoughts of pain You go into a slumber and then a deep sleep Saving your energy to make a change You awaken, a burst out of your shell A cleaning, a stretch and then the spread of your wings You take your first flight and come to me with all of the freedom and choices to make you chose to use those wings to fly into my heart A beautiful, delicate, and precious butterfly that is so amazing Why me, I'm just a nobody when you can have whomever you want I know deep in my heart without a doubt I love my butterfly from here to eternity Thank-you my dearest butterfly you have given me hope and life.

My Bully
The 69th Precinct is open for business and ready to protect !!! Are you tired of Downraters degrading you? Are you tired of the DRAMA that occurs? Sick and tired of perverts harassing you and pushing you around? Want something done about it? Now you can!! The 69th Pct. is open and ready to protect and serve! How do you get there? It's simple.....Click on the pic below! Come let us PROTECT you at 69th Precinct Where Bullsh*t is not tolerated and family is honored!!! (repost of original by '

My Bucket List (revised)
This isn't everything, and I haven't seen the movie "the bucket list" but I thought it'd be cool to create my own list. Adventurous: fall in love go skydiving with someone para sailing fly an airplane scuba diving in Australia volunteer at a zoo buy stocks start my own company watch as many pro football games at their home stadium drive in a demolition derby march in a huge protest (that I support duh!) Visit: Europe Australia South Africa Chili Brazil Canada The Caribbean Own: cheetah 68 Nova 69 VW bus custom built chopper personal bliss: get some poetry published sell some art learn to work on cars save more money stay organized land dream job take some cash and go on a road trip to nowhere (& then use my tom tom to get back home) not kill my neighbors

My Bucket List
1)Kids-1 boy (Colton Andrew Kenji Unrath or Roary Elijah Unrath) 1 girl (Aurora Alison Michelle Unrath) 2)Find true love (i might be able to cross this one off) 3)Find employment in something I truly enjoy 4)Help out someone truly in need 5)Quit chewing 6)Make at least one person truly happy-check 7)Set up a savings account 8)Travel to australia, Brazil, Germany, Cananda, Mexico, Spain, Japan, Ireland 9)Go hunting 10)Go to at least 3 more concerts-Taylor Swift, Rascal Flatts, Blink 182, Something Corporate, 30 seconds to Mars, Eminem, Colbie Caillat, Carrie Underwood, Brad Paisley 11)Go to college AND graduate with at least a associates degree (law or criminology) 12)Visit the playboy mansion 13)Meet Celebs-Megan Fox, Bam Margera, Orlando Bloom, Jonny Depp, Lindsay Lohan, Jessica Alba, Eminem, Taylor Swift, Colbie Caillat (at least 5) 14)Get all the tats i want-Shamrock ribs, bear claw left shoulder, snakes forearms, ohana neck, words, heartagram under the belly button 15

My Burden
sitting in a daze not really careing about whats going on around me in this crazy place that we call life. every time i reach for the hand thats trying to help i seem to slip further away into a deep dark void. not knowing the reason of this distress that curses me everyday. It seems the harder I try the worse it gets as the tears spill over my lashes and streak down my face. my heart seems to get heaver with the burdens i bare.

My Bully For Djing
hello DJ CK1 hear! I LOVE WOULD U LIKE SOME? WELL THEN COME ON IN ! G.O.H. THE GAURDIANS OF HELL! & HAVE A TASTE! maybe some devils food cupcake ? me and the tunes are sweet and just a click of the pic below away! (repost of original by 'LunarLupin K.O.P.E. Tiggs! insatiable one! CO.OWNER of G.O.H.' on '2008-01-29 11:56:47')

My Bulletin Wo0t Wo0t!!
DJ ASH Click To Get The Bite Copperheads~Where You Get BIT By The Hits~ Come In and Meet The Staff Live Requests and Free Drinks ALL DAY AND NIGHT Get your ass in here! Our Dj's Rock FUBAR! (repost of original by 'SwtChrryPie(Mrs.CrazyMike)~General Manager @ Club Raven & DJ @ Copperheads' on '2008-02-09 15:41:24')

My Business
What I do for a living and my private life is no ones Business on the internet. What I do for a living and who I see I will not give out to anyone so to safe the Trouble on me telling you NONE OF YA don't even bother to ask. I am a very private person and don't feel I should tell perfect strangers about my real life. I do have a life outside of the Internet and do not get on much so deal with it.

My Bully
WANNA JOIN ME IN FORBIDDEN? YOU KNOW YOU WANNA JOIN THE FUN, SEE WHAT IS GOING ON BEHIND THOSE DOORS....COME LET YOUR FANTASIES COME TRUE!!!! Click pic to Enter JOIN US AND LET ALL OF YOUR FANTASIES COME ALIVE AT FORBIDDEN DONT MISS THE CHANCE TO HEAR ROCKIN TUNES AND HAVE THE TIME OF YOUR LIFE AT FORBIDDEN!!

My Bully For Our Wedding!!
Congrats Mark & Nala!!! Yes... You Heard it Correctly....A Wedding @ The HideAway Tonight!!! Details: When? Tonight!!! Time? 8:00p.m Eastern time, Where? The HideAway Lounge Lucky Couple: WildHorse will be marrying off the lucky couple:... Wild Horse ~Lounge Expert~ ~Fubar's 12th Prophet~@ fubar he will be joining the folling in wedding bliss.... Mark ~ Tempting Tiger ~~R/L B/F & Fu- Fiancee to ~ NaLa~Da Pimpette~ ~ fu-owned by ** Chell **

My Bucket List
Since it's the middle of the week, and not much going on, and I'm at work and not that enthused, It gives me time to think and reflect. I've already turned Freak onto The Electric Six's song Gay Bar, I'm ahead at work, so my mind is wandering, and I got to thinking about the move The Bucket List, and decided to make my list. So here is my list of things I want to do before I die...I'm 40, so I may not have much time. 1) Asian Twins...female to be specific for all your smart alecs, preferedly at the same time. 2) I'd like to do an open mic for stand up. I can be funny at times 3) Travel to Asia. I have had a fascination for Asia since I was little, and want to see it all. 4) Travel to Scotland and Ireland. I've been to England, loved it, now I want to see the rest of the UK 5) Take Swing Dancing classes. I've seen people do it at dance clubs, and it looks soooooooo cool. I want to do it while I still can. 6) Meet David Lee Roth. He's the greatest fro

My Bully
COME ROCK OUT WITH DJ TATTOOGIRL @ BONE CRUSHERS LOUNGE .... CLICK ON LINK TO COME TO THE NEW LOUNGE ON THE BLOC AND ROCK OUT NOW HIRING ALL STAFF:DJS,PROMOTERS,GREETERS,SERCURITY: PLZ JOIN THE FAMILY AND HAVE A DRAMA FREE TIME

My Bucket List
MY BUCKET LIST LIVING EACH DAY LIKE IT\'S MY LAST CAN\'T CHANGE THE FUTURE, CAN\'T UNDO THE PAST. LIFE IS LIKE A RACE, I\'M NOT TRYING TO WIN IT. I\'M JUST THANKFUL TO BE IN IT. THERE\'S PAINFUL LESSONS IN LIFE TO BE LEARNED. I\'M NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO HAS THEM, EVERYONE GETS A TURN. I\'M NOT GOING TO WHINE ABOUT THE DAYS FILLED WITH SHOWERS. I\'M JUST THANKFUL, THEY TURN THE SEED INTO FLOWERS. I HEARD ONE TIME, NOT EVERYONE REALLY LIVES BUT, EVERYONE DIES. THIS CONCEPT REALLY OPENED UP MY EYES. SO MANY YEARS, WITHOUT EVEN TRYING, INSTEAD OF LIVING, I WAS TOO BUSY DYING. SO, I TOOK OUT A PEN AND PAPER AND I MADE A BUCKET LIST. I WROTE DOWN ALL THE THINGS I\'D DONE AND ALL I\'D MISSED. I\'M GOING TO FORGET ABOUT ANY POSSIBLE DANGER. NEVER AGAIN WILL I DRIVE OFF AND NOT HELP A STRANGER. MAKES ME REALIZE, ON THE DAYS THAT, I\'M REALLY HURTIN. THERE\'S SOMEONE OUT THERE WORSE OFF THEN ME, I\'M CERT

My Bubba
So its been a year since you left for that heavenly home. Its been a hard year. God got me through even when there were days I couldnt make myself get out of bed. I cried and cried and finally after about 9 months the dreams came. The dreams of you smiling, holding me, telling me you love me and your ok. waking up everyday a only child after 32 years of being a pair of kids was hard. I spent the night in your house last week. I touched your tie and thought of you. I took mom and dad to your grave. They hurt, I hurt. The grass hasnt grew back yet. I didnt get to see any of your friends this time. But I'm sure they have the carefree lifestyle that you had. Nothing could slow you down and you were 100 percent kid even when you had 9 of your own. I love you and I miss you more and more every day. You lil sis

My Bully....thanks Tappinit
CHECK OUT THIS AWESOME MAN TOO....HE HELPED ME MAKE MY FIRST BULLY AND IS VERY AWESOME!!! Tappinit =FuBaron and Yin Provider to her most Sensitive Yang, Linda.@ fubar COME GET IN ON THE FUN..AUCTION ENDS TOMORROW WELL I FINALLY DID IT!!I'M ON THE AUCTION BLOCK SO COME MAKE A BID. I WILL MAKE SOME LUCKY OWNER VERY HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!JUST CLICK ON THE LINK BELOW AND COME BE GENEROUS!! IF THERE'S ANYTHING I'M NOT OFFERING YOU WOULD LIKE...JUST ASK AND I MIGHT BE ABLE TO WORK SOMETHING OUT FOR THE RIGHT PRICE!!! DO show the Auction Hostess MUCH Dirty Love:DȉЯrΤΥ ԍirᴸ®™**PrOmOtEr 4 Fu-LuV BoMb SqUaD** PrOmOtEr 4 EuPhOrIa@ fubar Dangerous - Kardinal Offishall

My Bully
7Th cïrclë Øƒ hëll OMG ONOZ... DJ Metal Is On Air Only In Hell.... Get In Here Before He Sets The Rest Of Fubar On Fire!!!! Join Us In Hell Where We Know The Meaning Of Family While You Are Here... Kick Back & Relax With Some Of The Best People On Fubar We Are Hiring For Staff For All Positions, Inquire Within..... We See You So Get In Here Already! (click here to enter if you dare) (repost of original by '~Twï§TëÐ ÐrÅgØn hübbY ïn lïfë fü TØ ïnkëÐÅngël ~Enforcer& Co Owner of 7th Circle of' on '2008-09-14 08:53:13')

My Bully From Cubby & Footie
I have wonderful friends!!! Anyone want some cake?! That is right. It's Kelly's birthday. :D All her friends wish her a special one. If you don't know her, let me tell you a bit about her... She loves her coffee. Although her chest seems a bit hairy, she plays a mean cowbell She is often seen trolling for Fubar men with her buddies.... She's loved by all, even the famous people She takes care of all her Fubar men. We all think she's awesome.

My Bully
¢¾¢¾EROTIC SEDUCTIONS¢¾¢¾U'R GONNA¢¾¢¾THIS PLACECOME CHILL WITH SOME REALLY KICK ASS PEEPS AND ROCK OUT TO SOME AWESOME TUNESYOU WONT REGRET IT!!!!!!!!Click on any pic to join EROTIC SEDUCTIONSWE WILL ROCKYOUR F*CKIN SOCKS!!! (repost of original by 'MrsKrissGitzo~FuWife2Gitzo~Owner@EroticSeductions~Gitz's-RL-Fiancee¡ÚDBC¡Ú' on '2008-10-16 17:06:50')

My Bulletin From My Best Friend Sdmf Pink Passion. I Love It...
This Tempting Lady has got her Auto 11's on! Tempting Enchantress@ fubar Hit her up, Spank her page, Let's Make her an Oracle !! Just keep ratin' and ratin' ..... She's soooo worth the Carpal Tunnel. Pimped with Love: Tappinit Brick House - Commodores (repost of original by 'Tappinit' on '2008-11-03 16:42:19')

My Bully? Maybe?
Naughtia *fu- engaged to crimson* signed sealed delivered*@ fubar Now Its that time boys and girls when you give up some of your rates and send them my way...... Im back and I wanna be on top again..... so put me there..... RATE FAN ADD BLING CRUSH........anything helps...... love returned just make sure you leave me a private message letting me know you helped! Thanks...... HAPPY HOLIDAYS!

My Bullshit
I've taken a few huge hits in my life since I got back from my mission. It's been hard to deal with since I'm so far away from home, and the end of this seems so far away. I've pretty much lost everything back home that I hold dear, and I have nothing to look forward to now, except for being alone. This is very new to me cause I've always had someone, no matter what. I'm taking this as God telling me that I need to be alone and get my life straight. So I'm going to do just that. I won't be logging in here anymore, or to my messenger. I'm going to use my remaining time here to figure out my life. When I get home, I'm going to get my divorce finalized, find a place to live, and figure out where I'm going. I wish you all the best and I will pray for you everyday. Thank you for all the friendship you have given me. I love you all. Jason

My Bully
PLEASE HELP MY HUBBY TO LEVEL TO 14. HE IS UNABLE TO GET ON RIGHT NOW AND I WANT TO SUPRISE HIM FOR WHEN HE GETS BACK ON. ALL LOVE WILL BE RETURNED. COUNTRY MAN FROM HELL/FU MARRIED AND R/L BF 2 MY LOVE ANGEL EYES/OWNER OF AVENGED SEVENFOLD16,773 TO LEVEL TO MINION CLICK HIS PIC AND RATE,FAN,ADD,AND BLING HIM AND SHOW HIM SOME LOVE!!!!!! I LOVE YOU BABY!!!!!!! THIS PIMPOUT BULLY IS BROUGHT TO YOU BY: DJ ANGEL EYES FROM HELL- Fu Wife&r/l g/f to Country Man from Hell@ fubar REPOST OFTEN PLZ!!!!!!!

My Bucket List
-Drive on the Autobahn -Live in a state other then Pennsylvania and New Jersey. (Preferably somewhere warm..i HATE the cold) -Travel to Germany, Ireland, Italy, and Greece...maybe even japan -Get a tattoo (believe it or not i don't have any yet) -Go to Cedar Point (STILL haven't been there) -Take my niece and nephew to Disneyworld. (Never been here either) -Expand from concert photography into other forms of photography...portraits maybe. -Bake for more people then just bands. As I think of more I'll add them.

My Bucket List
There is a checklist bucket list floating around, and while it is sweet, it doesn't address the real issue here. So I challenge you to think about what you really want to experience in this lifetime before you go. The list can be as long, or as short as you'd like, but be honest. And when you are done, pass it on to a friend who you'd like to give a peek at your hopes for the future. And who knows, maybe someone else will find you have a goal in common, and plans to mark one off your lists together can be made. To make your own list, copy this note, then go to your profile page, click on the "Notes" tab and then "compose a new note." In the body portion paste this note and change the list. Ian's List 1. Work for NASA (Done) 2. Mountainbike the Bolivian Death Road from La Paz to Coroico 3. Drive a Ferrari at dangerous speeds through a major city and evade being stopped. 4. Make a major contribution to the world in the form of a charity organization or just volunteering m

My Butt Is Allergic To Cock
i got hate mail for not blogging so i still hate fubar its misfits bday go show her your cock ADS wants me to punch him in the eye so he could use the story in a blog misterfeet blicked me cause i havent been on my butt itches and good morning, anyone care to join me for a cup of coffee?

My Bucket List (before I Kick It)
My Bucket List (Not in any particular order) 1Share a sunset on a white sand beach with someone I love. 2. Fall in love. 3.live a life where one day people will remember me fondly. 4. be able to be so fluent in Spanish I think in the language no translation in my head necessary. 5. finish my degree in Sociology/Criminology 6. get a degree double majoring in Linguistics and theology 7. Appear on a body bag show (CSI, etc) on Halloween so I can play a dead person and go to a party in full makeup 8. jump out of an airplane way above the earth, and scream Achtung! (in other words skydive) 9. take a martial art and get my black belt 10. See my writing in publication either in lyrics or print. 11. visit Sedona Arizona 12.Go to Canada and meet in person a group of people who changed my life online. 13. Meet everyone I have ever written to in the community websites I'm cross enrolled in. 14.Thank every artist (musician, painter) or actor in peron who is still living t

My Butterfly
My Butterfly We laid in the lush green fields On that warm summer day Watching the clouds pass buy Watching all the butterflies play I could feel our tensions rise She strokes her hand across my chest My finger tips run up and down her spine Each others lust we ingest Her body slides on top of mine Her long hair hangs down on me She sits back and slides off her dress

My Butterfly
Thine emulous fond flowers are dead, too, And the daft sun-assaulter, he That frightened thee so oft, is fled or dead: Saave only me (Nor is it sad to thee!) Save only me There is none left to mourn thee in the fields. The gray grass is scarce dappled with the snow; Its two banks have not shut upon the river; But it is long ago-- It seems forever-- Since first I saw thee glance, WIth all thy dazzling other ones, In airy dalliance, Precipitate in love, Tossed, tangled, whirled and whirled above, Like a linp rose-wreath in a fairy dance. When that was, the soft mist Of my regret hung not on all the land, And I was glad for thee, And glad for me, I wist. Thou didst not know, who tottered, wandering on high, That fate had made thee for the pleasure of the wind, With those great careless wings, Nor yet did I. And there were other things:

My Bunnies
Beautiful sexy pink Bunnies: i love you more than any words can say i want to be around you always and forevers because you are my heart, no one makes me feel inside like you do, no one brings out my love like you do, and nothing could ever take you from me because our love is forevers

My Bud Did This
I too love jeans and jazz and Treasure Island and John Silver's parrot and the balconies of New Orleans. I love Mark Twain and the Mississippi steamboats and Abraham Lincoln's dogs. I love the fields of wheat and corn and the smell of Virginia tobacco. But I am not American. Is that enough for the Phantom pilot to turn me back to the stone age? . . . America: let's exchange gifts. Take your smuggled cigarettes and give us potatoes. Take James Bond's golden pistol and give us Marilyn Monroe's giggle. Take the heroin syringe under the tree and give us vaccines. Take your blueprints for model penitentiaries and give us village homes. Take the books of your missionaries and give us paper for poems to defame you. Take what you do not have and give us what we have. Take the stripes of your flag and give us the stars. Take the Afghani Mujahideen beard and give us Walt Whitman's beard filled with butterflies. Take Saddam Hussein and give us Abraham Lincoln or give us no one. . . . We are not

My Bucket List
50 things i wanna do before i die...... Current mood: productive Category: Life Ok kids,these are in no particular order....I just decided that there was so much that i wanted to do in this short crazy thing i like to call life....so here goes,please enjoy.... 1)Get married 2)Return to Lancaster,California 3)Write my memoirs 4)Own 1000 movies 5)Have at least one kid 6)Meet all my half brothers and sisters 7)Quit smoking 8)Get a degree 9)Go to Hawaii 10)Get more tattoos(i have 3,i want at least 2 more) 11)Make ammends with all my siblings 12)Paint again 13)Learn how to drive 14)Buy my mom something really expensive 15)Have my breasts reduced.LOL 16)Buy a house 17)Own every Jenna Jameson movie 18)Write a song 19)Buy myself diamonds 20)Pierce my tongue,belly button..... 21)Read all of Shakespeares works 22)Go to law and or medical school 23)Donate to charity 24)Go to Las Vegas 25)Give blood

My Buddys' Ongoing Struggle With Gov Implants
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My Buddy
I have a friend that for a while always called me sheepdog. I asked him why he always called me that and said to me "carry on sheepdog". He sent this to me as for his reason why he did so. By LTC Dave Grossman, Army Ranger and author of "On Killing" he actually got this from a Vietnam veteran.Most of the people in our society are sheep. they are kind, gentle, productive creatures who can only hurt one another by accident. Then there are the wolves. The wolves feed on the sheep without mercy. There are evil men in this world and they are capable of evil deeds. The moment you forget that or pretend it is not so, you became a sheep. There is no safety in denial.Then there are sheepdogs. They live to protect the flock and confront the wolf. If you have no capacity for violence then you are a healthy productive citizen, a sheep. If you have a capacity for violence and no empathy for your fellow citizens, then you are a wolf. But, if you have a capacity for violen

My Business
For all of you may know i have my own business making and selling handmade jewelry well i finally have a facebook business page for my business i am asking all who have a facebook page to come check out my biz and like it and help spread the word of it it would be greatly appreciated from the bottom of my heart the link is http://www.facebook.com/pages/Lions-Pride-Jewelry/115151465214507 again it would be greatly appreciated ty all who have come checked this out and is willing to help show support

My Busy Week
So yesterday was my bestie's birthday Tues we all went out for dinner since Bob was off...we also went to the bar and had a drink then to the hookah bar Wed I took kel to lunch and shopping, then went shopping later by myself Thurs we all went to the casino (sans bob) I lost my ass :( I have discovered that Bob makes things more fun, he is like my big brother...protective yet picks on me Tonight I am pumped!! I scored a pair of tickets to a sold out concert for 30 bucks...yes 30 for the pair..I am geeked! I am takin my Kellee to the sold out Jason Aldean show...yes I know it is country...but if you know me at all you know I listen to everything Sat I have a bridal shower which I have to leave early to go to a wedding BUSY BUSY BUSY

My Buddy.........
I have many things going on in my life, one of my concerns (as trivial to some as it may be) is my dog....the love of my life, Buddy...I have noticed lately, he is not hearing things like he used to. Yes, he is getting old. I've had him longer than my RL boyfriend. So over 12 years. He is a Lab/Chow mix. He has become so needy that it makes me a bit nervous. Almost like...."hey, I am gonna die...baby me while you can!" needy. He wakes me around 3 or 4 a.m. each morning to lift this hefty 80 lbs. onto the bed...I can't say no. Last night, I lifted him onto the bed, he faced me and slept...I did not. I cherished the moment...stroking him...his sweet face at mine. His NOT so sweet dog breath consuming my own. And I thought to myself...I can't live without this. How could I? PURE loyalty...PURE love...I thought I would die when my father did...it will be as bad when my Buddy leaves me....and I worry about that day! Just venting, I guess...

My Cancer Update As Of 9-13-06
To all my Fellow Cherries!!!! Well I had some great news yesterday at the Doc's. I have two options. One.... is to have the Chemo and hope that is goes in remission, or Two....I can have my ovary removed and go thru 3 weeks of low dose radiation twice a week. So I am going with the removal and radiation. The Doc also said that they will see if I have any good eggs left in that ovary and freeze them for me just in case someday I want to have kids. So I am very Hopeful, and with all the supoort from my family and friends I know I will beat this. Thanks again to everyone that has wished me well and for the prayers and kinds words. MUCH LOVE and PEACE -MissL8tyBird-

My Car Rant
I think automakers are getting too comfortable with the standardization that is occurring across the industry. Standardization is a good thing, but it can lead to just being plain cheap and uninventive in certain areas of cars. Take for instance colours. During the 1970s and 1980s, it wasn’t uncommon for a car to be offered in over 20 different exterior colours and maybe 8 or more interior colours. Many cars were available with two-tone paint jobs too, so that added even more exterior colour combinations. You try to find a car built today that doesn’t offer more than, say, 3 interior colours. It’s very uncommon. Seems to me that you can get most cars today with any interior colour you want as long as it’s beige, grey or black. What happened to the good old days when you could order white leather or red leather? Unless you are buying a Porsche or some other fairly expensive car, you won’t see any other colours but beige, grey and black for interiors. The other thing that is equally

My Car
Well I got into an accident the other day, and it turns out that I am only getting 500 dollars from it. So basically they are considering my car totaled and telling me to deal with it. What crazy shit!! I mean what the hell do they want me to do?? Go to walmart and buy a power machine to ride on? Well I don't know what I am going to do just yet... Wish me luck ;)! ~RJ

My Card
You scored as XIII: Death. Death is probably the most well known Tarot card - and also the most misunderstood. Most Tarot novices would consider Death to be a bad card, especially given its connection with the number thirteen. In fact this card rarely indicates literal death.Without "death" there can be no change, only eventual stagnation. The "death" of the child allows for the "birth" of the adult. This change is not always easy. The appearance of Death in a Tarot reading can indicate pain and short term loss, however it also represents hope for a new future.XIII: Death100%XI: Justice88%II - The High Priestess75%0 - The Fool75%X - Wheel of Fortune75%I - Magician69%VIII - Strength69%XIX: The Sun69%IV - The Emperor69%XVI: The Tower

My Candy Heart Says First Kiss
Your Candy Heart Says "First Kiss" You're a true romantic who brings an innocent hope to each new relationship. You see the good in every person you date, and you relish each step of falling in love. Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a romantic dinner your sweetie cooks for you Your flirting style: friendly and sweet What turns you off: cynics who don't believe in romance Why you're hot: you always keep the romance aliveWhat Does Your Candy Heart Say?

My Car
Well I sold my 68 Mustang GT conv.I got $70,000.00 for it and I have managed to spend almost all of it on my new car. I bought a 2007 Mustang GT conv. I have installed a racing suspension,headers.custom exhaust,and a Roush Supercharger.Also it is getting a roll bar and gauge pod. It is also getting a custom stripe painted on it. I'll post photos as soon as it is all done. It will have about 450 HP.

My Cat, Spooky
Hey family and friends! My kitty Spooky is in a cute pet contest. Come leave her some clown lovings with ratings and comments. MCL and leave some love for Smokey Hazel Ice for holding the contest Smokey Hazel Ice@ LostCherry

My Candy Heart
Your Candy Heart Says "First Kiss" You're a true romantic who brings an innocent hope to each new relationship. You see the good in every person you date, and you relish each step of falling in love. Your ideal Valentine's Day date: a romantic dinner your sweetie cooks for you Your flirting style: friendly and sweet What turns you off: cynics who don't believe in romance Why you're hot: you always keep the romance alive What Does Your Candy Heart Say?

My Car
People piss me off why tha fuck would someone want ta steal a fuckin family car with a carseat an stroller in it? yeah sadly u heard right some1 stole my car last nite it had my babys carseat in it a stroller an a play pen thats soo sad because now i'm carless an i'm goin ta have ta depend on other people ta take me places an shit which is crap because if theres 1 thing i've learned in my 22 years its that u can't depend on ne1 but ur self. And u know what really sucks? is that its not even like my car was that great it was a ford escort WAGON for goodness sake ya know i mean fuck!!!!! What am i gonna do now? well with any luck it will b found in 1 peice wish me luck all Much Love!!

My Card
You are The Devil Materiality. Material Force. Material temptation; sometimes obsession The Devil is often a great card for business success; hard work and ambition. Perhaps the most misunderstood of all the major arcana, the Devil is not really "Satan" at all, but Pan the half-goat nature god and/or Dionysius. These are gods of pleasure and abandon, of wild behavior and unbridled desires. This is a card about ambitions; it is also synonymous with temptation and addiction. On the flip side, however, the card can be a warning to someone who is too restrained, someone who never allows themselves to get passionate or messy or wild - or ambitious. This, too, is a form of enslavement. As a person, the Devil can stand for a man of money or erotic power, aggressive, controlling, or just persuasive. This is not to say a bad man, but certainly a powerful man who is hard to resist. The important thing is to remember that any chain is freely worn. In most cases, you are enslaved only because

My Card...........
You are The Star Hope, expectation, Bright promises. The Star is one of the great cards of faith, dreams realised The Star is a card that looks to the future. It does not predict any immediate or powerful change, but it does predict hope and healing. This card suggests clarity of vision, spiritual insight. And, most importantly, that unexpected help will be coming, with water to quench your thirst, with a guiding light to the future. They might say you're a dreamer, but you're not the only one. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

My Cat Died :(
This is not a joke RIP BoBo My cat Born June 22nd 1992 Died November 22nd 2006 at 7:15 am. He was the best friend I've ever had. and I will miss him forever i think I want to get a memorial tattoo for him anyone got any ideas?

My Card
You are The Sun Happiness, Content, Joy. The meanings for the Sun are fairly simple and consistent. Young, healthy, new, fresh. The brain is working, things that were muddled come clear, everything falls into place, and everything seems to go your way. The Sun is ruled by the Sun, of course. This is the light that comes after the long dark night, Apollo to the Moon's Diana. A positive card, it promises you your day in the sun. Glory, gain, triumph, pleasure, truth, success. As the moon symbolized inspiration from the unconscious, from dreams, this card symbolizes discoveries made fully consciousness and wide awake. You have an understanding and enjoyment of science and math, beautifully constructed music, carefully reasoned philosophy. It is a card of intellect, clarity of mind, and feelings of youthful energy. What Tarot Card are You?Take the Test to Find Out.

My Cat
had to take my cat to the vet today since i had him i only had to leave him twice over night the house is so quiet i can not immagine how i will be when i will have to put him down lucky i get to pick him up tommorow

My Car's On Fire!
Hahaha! This is great! Okay, so my car's been messing up for several weeks, and karma just bit it in the ass! Yesterday, I upgraded my stereo with some more sponsored parts from my boy Danny and JVC Audio. Of course, there's no way I'd ever pay for JVC :P So seriously, I upgraded, and it was blastin' harder than ever. We're talkin' the first kick knocked my rearview mirror off! Anyway, I pulled up to a stop sign down below my apartment community, and the car died... Battery couldn't handle it, and my 140-Amp alternator wasn't helping much. That's what I get for blaring 2000 Watts of Ludacris, right? Okay, so then the fun starts... Got out my jumper box, restarted the car, revved it a bit (the engine's not shaking anymore, so it'll hit 6k again :D ). Drove down the road about 30 seconds, kicked the stereo again, and smelled smoke! My first thought was 'O shit, not my amps!', but then I realized the smoke would have a hard time getting out of the trunk into the passe