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My Ambitions
To Travel (Egypt & USA) Do Hangliding Do A Hot Air Balloon Ride Continue DC M&Gs & Concerts Computer/Web Design Win Loadsa Money!! Play The Saxaphone Get More Poems Published Own A Horse Meet Mr/Mrs Right & Marry! Get Forum Bumping Again! Retire From Work Learn To Dance Have Self Esteem/Confidence Meet 'My Heroes' Own A Huge House! Lose Weight Own A Swimming Pool/Jacuzzi Shop In NYC Visit Alcatraz Prison Go Back To Australia! Go On Safari Watch NBA Courtside Sail On A Yacht Go To Disneyland Learn Sign Language

My Ambrosia
Blue velvet moon, is the color of her skin In twilight, one star showing One breast showing Hale, the skin under my fingers shivers I watch, as like art before me arises dusted pink I suckle, she is my ambrosia The wind is our watcher, and he sighs so jealous. Ruffling her hair a touch of want. She tugs at mine, hands fisted in it The world, this grass is the divine carpet. Spread out for my simple Queen. I worship gently, at the altar of her goddess, dripping down She says. Low and fluted with moist singing. Drink of me.. Let me lower my eyes, I am not worthy of your love This gift, my love I give. Inside of you I grow The Oak leaves fall around lovers in the night for the earth rejoices Magic moves and one star falls as two fall exhausted, content asleep Legs entangled.

My Ameture Site....
There is so much going on right now but im trying desperately to get to all the messages!!! im sorry its taking so long.. but I want you to know I will answer them all.. and the site is undergoing some major changes so i cant wait for you all to see them!!!! your gonna love it!!! More things to get!!!More nudity!!!More fun!!!!andMore naughty!!!!but anyways.. thank you sooo much for all the support Ill be answering all the emails very shortly!!!And weve also made humpday pictures.. weekly pictures and things.. all on photobucket.. so grab them and leave them for comments for your friends heheheheLove you guys and gals!!!!*kisses*Syn

My Amazing Oldest Son!!(they Are All Amazing!)
JUST HAD TO SHARE WITH EVERYONE.... NOT ONLY IS MY SON BEING RECRUITED TO PLAY HARVARD FOOTBALL AND FOOTBALL AT WASHINGTON UNIVERSITY..BUT.. HE APPLIED TO BAYLOR UNIVERSITY..I TOLD HIM HE NEEDED LOTS OF OPTIONS... AND.. HE GOT ACCEPTED TO BAYLOR UNIVERSITY WITH A $40000 SCHOLARSHIP!!! WOOHOOOO!!!! WE ARE HOLDING OUT TO SEE WHAT HAPPENS WITH HARVARD AND WASHINGTON BUT OH TO HAVE THESE CHOICES IN LIFE!! GUESS I DID SOMETHING RIGHT!

2 My Amazing Friend...
It's the end of the day and I was thinking about you, as usual. I want you to know how much I sincerely love the times we've spent talking. It means so much to me. It truly seems like I've known you forever and I honestly can't imagine life without you now. There will be no looking back, no second thoughts and no regrets. I want you and need only you ... and that love will only grow stronger. Do not be scared my love. Sometimes life hits you with unexpected things that take you totally by surprise. All I can say is you're the best surprise life has given me and your capacity for love, caring, and understanding never ceases to amaze me. I've truly been blessed by finding you and I'll never let you go...

My Amazing Fucking Boyfriend
Ok, sooooo like last night, wwwwooooww.... OK, so of course i love the guy to death anyways, he is so fucking amazing... and I love to to death... bbbuuttt on top of that... there are times like, last night... aaannnddd, i can not express the soreness i feel today... ccuuuzzz we had sex... aaaalllloootttt.... like, the first time was over and hour straight.... seriously, no stopping, over an hour... and then the second time was like... about half an hour or more, and then wwoooww... the things that boy can do with his mouth, and wwooowww... so we spent, like 4 or 5 hours, jjuusst playing in bed :D I have never in my life, yyeeaahhh, soooo, um. yeah... sooo ok, other than that... he is amazing, and i love him, and i've spent like all weekend with him and i'll blog more later i love you baby! mwah!

My American Accent
What American accent do you have? Your Result: The Midland "You have a Midland accent" is just another way of saying "you don't have an accent." You probably are from the Midland (Pennsylvania, southern Ohio, southern Indiana, southern Illinois, and Missouri) but then for all we know you could be from Florida or Charleston or one of those big southern cities like Atlanta or Dallas. You have a good voice for TV and radio.The South The West North Central The Inland North Philadelphia Boston The Northeas

My Amazing Fu Friends
Many people on here have become good friends to me, too many to single out each one. So this is a thank you to everyone whos became a friend. Eah of you are special in your own way. Yes some are younger, some are older, but you each help me at some point. Some with a kind word, some witha perverted statement, and some by simply listening. Therea re a fewwho are there more the others but thats alright. Hopefully you all know Im here for you in any way I can be! You aer all great people and wonderful friends. Thank you for all you guys have done!

My America!!!
I am so sick of fucking sick people comming into my country and wanting us to change what we do because it offends them! well FUCK YOU AND GO THE FUCK HOME!! Its bad enough that we let Mexicans stay here and all thay do is keep having kids, on our TAXES!!! FUCK YOU ASSHOLES! So many shore towns in Jersey look like Mexico citys, all standing around doing not a got damn thing why i have to go to work and pay my taxes so thay can have more fucking kids!! Wake the fuck up americans!! We are getting invaded and no one is doing shit about it!!! Thank god my boss is not giving jobs the them, now more bosses should do that. Maybe thay will go the fuck home and try to make there shit hole country better!!!

My American Flag
My American Flag They say your colors never run And you're the symbol of an army of one A symbol so bold and so very strong Surely they cannot ALL be wrong. When in the face of the enemy at hand You're feared much when you're forced to stand High above the heads and hills The enemy shutters and is covered in chills. They hide in their cubbies so tucked away Because they know today is the day The day they battle the one so brave The one that stands for: Protect and Save. Cowardly they sit, indeed my friend But remember, you're the last to stand in the end. You protected those that fell before. You will protect then, now, and forever more. You are MY AMERICAN FLAG!!

My Amusement, Her Misery..... Cruelty???
Ok, ok, ok...... I have to admit now; I am actually having fun at this. I mean, out of all the people that I have had the pleasure of making miserable I think that she ranks at the top.I mean its sooooo damned easy. I almost feel guilty about it..... Almost. She made her decision, or made her bed, so to speak, now she'll have to live with it. It's really funny just how many friends you realize you actually have when something like this happens. I never thought soo many women would ever be supportive of a guy doing something like this. But, then again, she is giving all women a bad name by the majority of her actions. LMAO she wants to know if we are still friends..... How many of you could still be friends with somebody, S.O. or otherwise, if they were to do you the way that she did me? Probably not many. Well for those of us that feel the same, the day is coming that we can enjoy the fruits of my labor (me probably more than you, but you'll get a hell of a laugh out of it.)

My Amazing Friends
I MADE GODMOTHER WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE THANK YOU TATMAN FOR THIS :) I WANT TO TAKE A FEW MOMENTS OF YOUR TIME TO INTRODUCE YOU TO SOME OF THE BEST FRIENDS IN THE FUBAR. AND AT THE SAME TIME THANK THEM FOR ALL OF THE LOVE THEY'VE SHOWN TO ME. THESE ARE THE HIDDEN JEWELS OF FUBAR THEY COME IN AND LEAVE THEIR LOVE EVERYWHERE THEY STOP. PLEASE DROP IN ON THEIR PAGES AND SHOW THEM LOTS OF LOVE. F/R/A THEM AND RETURN SOME OF THE LOVE THEY SHARE WITH EVERYONE ELSE. Kat1114 {SHADOW LEVELERS} {Yeahmons Angels} Owner of luBell240, Dakota21220, YEAHMON& Farscapecat KIMMIE P77sam..LOVE HURTS,MEMBER OF RATING REVOLUTION.... HELLCAT MscFrk~Club FAR, Tabu & United~Life-Savers~25 to Life~World Cruise~ Carnie~~ Fu owned by GreenEyedGodess~~ ♥TexasAngel♥~Rating Revolution Recruiter~♥Fu Angel♥ Tempting Enchantress AND LAST BUT CERTAINLY NOT LEAST TY TO ALL OF THE SHADOW LEVELERS THAT HAVE BEEN THERE TIME AND TIME AGAI

My Amusement
Funny things I've seen while experiencing and escaping Ice Storm '09: 1. Leaving town a liquor store marquee reads: THIS SUCKS 2. Driving through Memphis a tax place named: MAS DENIRO TAXES- a few blocks down the road another tax place: MO MONEY TAXES 3. Cruising through Memphis trying to purchase bathing suits mid-winter a TARGET that's been tranformed into a: PAWN SHOP - complete with huge blinking neon sign. More to come I assure you....

My Amazing Life!
well everyone, i know i have not been around much, it started out as not having a computer at home but then i just got busy...busy doing what? well last year was horrible for me, i wont bore anyone with details but i became extremely depressed, started cutting myself, and everday i was wishinh i would die. and i mostly blamed it on men, but then finally in jan of this year i figured out that i was really unhappy with myself, so i decided that i was going to do something about it. i have never loved myself because of my weight. so i joined weight watchers and joined the gym and hired a personal trainer, and i have lost 38.6 pounds as of today. i have never had this much dedication in my life! and it feels wonderful, i have never been happier. i finally found my true happiness, and its within myself.

My Amazing Summer.
I have had a pretty amazing summer so far. The first week of June, my boyfriend, our other long time friend and I went camping up at Waldo Canyon. We did the 2 to 3 hour hike into the site, with camping gear on our backs, toting all of our food, and water, etc. We had fun times, hiking up the stream to find water, as the stream was completely dry at our site. We filtered out the water we did find, so that we were able to drink it. Our friend that we brought did nothing but talk on his cell phone to his mommy, every five minutes to report what we had just done. He sang old 80's tunes by Journey and Survivor. Puke. However it was still pretty fun. The last night, (we stayed two nights) we heard something walking around in our camp site. We were so scared, it felt like the Blair Witch Project. But now we realize that it might have been a bear. We ended up leaving that very morning, hiking back the 2 to 3 hour trip. My love and I have also done several hiking trips. Two to Pulpit rock.

My Amazon Wishlists!
I decided that I would create an Amazon account and create myself a few wishlists...lol...well, more than a few...but thats only because I tried to organize them...lol...I know alot of models who have done this as a way for their photographers to get things that the models will enjoy shooting in and so forth...so maybe it will pay off that way for me woo..but either way here it is...:) ***Now most of these lists have things that I would like to have to modeling. http://www.amazon.com/gp/registry/2NAME5QEAGS57/ref=cm_sw_em_r_ws_xvEjob11HZ08N_wb "Clothes" Amazon Wishlist http://www.amazon.com/gp/registry/1EK23WV47UU3/ref=cm_sw_em_r_ws_0AEjob0PMTWD9_wb "Lingerie" Amazon Wishlist http://www.amazon.com/gp/registry/LM28PUEIGZGN/ref=cm_sw_em_r_ws_DAEjob0D3CZA8_wb "Lets Play Dress Up" Amazon Wishlist http://www.amazon.com/gp/registry/2GO8QYIYLJU4Y/ref=cm_sw_em_r_ws_kCEjob055RHY2_wb "Shoes & More" Amazon Wishlist http://www.amazon.com/gp/registry/1XL7KGSNSJAX3/ref=

My Angel Tonight
We sit by the stream this day Only knowing one way The spring whistles though All of I could think of was you I ask if you want to swim She said sure lets jump in We jump in and it was cold I thought wow your pretty bold Time stands still Moving in slow motion I see your smile The laughter takes me back Your grin so big I could see the light shine in your eyes You were my angel in disguise we jump and play I knew there was only one way You are the one I was told about in fairytales Cinderella, snow white they hold nothing to you Your beauty shines through Your chariot will not turn into a pumpkin I will make sure you make it home soon You wont fall asleep cause our hearts pound like one I know this time we will make it around She jumps and plays You knew she was a child in her heart The way she looks at you You know your number 1 We get out of the stream Dry off before the rain It starts pouring hard You grasp her waist I whisper in her ear We will

My Angel Left Without Me
© By Codie E. Gillum Today I sit underneath of this tree, Next to this very stone! I've been coming here for 18 years, All of which I’ve been alone! I can still make out the writing, that lies above your grave! In Loving Memory Of An Angel, and the blessings that she gave! We met so long ago, Since then you've been my one and only true Best Friend! I remember every second, Up until the very end! I remember I was driving, the roads were really wet that night! I wasn't going fast at all, But those lights were just too bright! I remember when I woke, Not knowing what to do! The very first thing that came to my mind, was not myself but you! You laid there just looking at me, as if it was your final glance! I grabbed your hand, looked to the sky, and said, Please One More Chance. I remember the day of the funeral, All of our family and friends! I remember when the preacher said, When one life ends, a new begins! Before they put you in this ground, I walked over to see you o

My Answers....
Some people want to know my answeres â€” Sunday, 01 October 2006 Well, I guess I'll put them down. Something that I missed on here was location. Location has become quite an important aspect to me. I'm so not into long distance relationships. And I'm not into leaving where I am rightnow. Yah, how selfish. There was a time where I went running around the country doing whatever seemed to be the thing to do at the time. But most of ya'll missed out on that phase. Too many things get attatched to stuff when you do that. Like time for instance. And feelings. And sometimes even sex. Questions arise like: He came all this way to see me, am I somehow almost obligated to put out? I came all the way there, so it seems like I should stay a while? If I drive say 9-12 hrs to get somewhere and leave the next day, are they going to be more offended? I don't want to sound cheap, but distance can be costly also. Price of gas, plane tickits, sending boxes, sending flowers, transp

My Angel
I KNOW THAT LIFE SEEMS TOUGH AND OFTEN TIMES GETS ROUGH BUT NO MATTER WHERE YOU ARE I AM NEVER VERY FAR YOU LIFT MY SPIRITS WHEN I AM BLUE WITH SWEET LOVING WORDS & GUESTURES TOO AN ANGEL IN THE MIDST OF A SAD AND LONELY TIME A FRIEND WHO'S ALWAYS THERE A TREASURE THAT IS MINE ALTHOUGH WE LIVE SO FAR APART YOU'VE HEALED A PIECE OF MY BROKEN HEART SHOWN ME THAT LIFE DESERVES A CHANCE AND THE PAST IS THE PAST, NOT A SECOND GLANCE WE MAKE OUR MISTAKES, WE LIVE AND LEARN THE GOOD WILL COME WHEN IT'S OUR TURN LIVE LIFE TO THE FULLEST IN EVERY WAY TAKE IT STEP BY STEP AND DAY TO DAY YOU'RE MY ANGEL, MY FRIEND TO THE BITTER END AND I LOVE YOU FOR JUST BEING YOU THIS LITTLE POEM WAS WRITTEN TO SAY... THANK YOU FOR ALL THAT YOU DO!! WRITTEN BY TAMMY REED

My Angel
Do you ever feel a uncontrollable feeling... When you can't keep someone off of your mind.. I am not sad, but sometimes it makes me wonder. Early in the morning, in the middle of the day... or even sometimes late at night... But Ive haven't hit the ground yet. Asking myself why do you feel this way? It's the kind of happiness that fills my heart.. But all I can do is feel the way about you.. With an emotion so uncontrollable. When I feel this uncontrollable feeling... I tell myself...... Heaven sent him to me He is my angel.

My Angel
to a good friend whos always around, when im feeling down never sad and never frowns always lights up my day when im feeling gray your always so outspoken, when my heart is broken a really good friend means you can depend on them I can tell you me secrets, thoughts and ideas when i am blue you are always there to comfort me and love me, with all your might after that you are my angel of light you fill my heart with joy and you dont play me like a toy thats why I want you my angel watching over me

My Angel
I am blessed with the love of a angel, who's smile is brighter than the sun, with eyes that sparkle more than any star, whose kiss is sweeter than the finest of wines and love more powerful than any drug, no dream could ever compare to my angel's presents, nor replace the tenderness of her precious kiss, for me my angel is a dream come true, and my love for her will last until the end of time, I will always worship the times we have and hold dear to my heart the linger of her last touch; until we meet again, each night I will look at the moon and say I love you to my angel, and be thankful for my dream come true!

My Angel
WEll its midnite on Oct 18th... I'm 33wks pregnant with my 1st daughter, and yesterday at 4:20am my water broke, so now im on a med to keep the contractions to a minimium, they gave me the 1st dose of a steroid to help make sure her lungs are mature enough 4 the world, i get the 2nd dose at 8am 2day, after the med is threw our systems they might let the contractions go and let me go into active labor not sure yet. so lil miss Nemi Rae might be born sometime 2day.. im very excited to have her here but kinda scared at the same time cuz i know she will be in the NICU for the next 4-6wks till shes big n strong enough to survive in the full world. so please good thoughts and prayers for her,,, She is my lil angel and my world. lots of love to all Laurie and Nemi

My Answers....
Relationship Questions YOU OPENED IT.. NOW YOU HAVE TO DO IT .. AND BE HONEST 1) Single, Taken, or Crushing? * CRUSHING * 2) Are you happy with where you are? * NOT REALLY * 3) When you meet the right person, do you fall fast? * YES THAT IS ONE OF MY DOWNFALLS * 4) Have you ever had your heart broken? * MANY TIMES * 5) Do you believe that there are certain circumstances where cheating is ok? * HELL NO * 6) Would you ever take someone back if they cheated on you? * I HAVE BEFORE * 7) Have you talked about marriage with another person? * Been there, done that * 8) Do you want children? * YES * 9) How many? * UNDECIDED * 10) Would you consider adoption? * YES * 11) If somebody liked you right now, what do you think is a cool way to let you know? * BE BLUNT ...WRITE ME AN EMAIL * 12) Do you want someone you cant have? * MAYBE * 13

My Angels
I want to tell you all that since i met you and got to know each of you that i thank you from the bottom of my heart and no words can say or i cant write on here how much each of you mean to me you make me smile each day and the love you show is amazing i only hope that each of you know that you are and will forever be in my heart my soul if you could see in my heart you would see each of you there

My Angel
My sweet beautiful angel. Sent to earth from above. I am so grateful to have found you, and I give you all my love. You must have come from heaven, because your beauty is not of this world When I look at you my heart begins to beat, and I begin to live for the first time Your sweet angelic voice, continuously rings in my ears. With you near me, with me, there is nothing I fear. Whenever we are together, You shine with a heavenly glow. Your beautiful angel face, raises me up from feeling low. Yes, heaven is missing an angel, because you are here with me. You are a sweet, beautiful angel, and I will love you for eternity!

My Angel
The moment I knew I love youI knew you were heaven sentI dreamed of you my angelBefore we ever metSoon after the starttrue love with you i'd found in my heartyou're sweet and kindand my love for you will last a lifetimeI dream of your smileand it takes my breath awayI want youI need youmore than I could ever sayAll my prayers were answeredwhen into my life you came to menow I love you so muchand now your my everythingWhen I look at the moonthe starsthe sunriseand see all of its graceyour still more beautiful to meand you always put a smile on my faceTogether we areyour always here with mei'd travel no matter how far your the one I loveand the only one for me Dedicated to my angel my saviour my love. He knows who he is.

My Annoyance For The Day
PICTURE ALBUMS WITH ONE PIC!!!! people who don't smile in their pics! for goddesses sake men, smile! or smile in one and post one where you don't. if all the world ever sees of you is some wannabe player uptight looking gangsta throw my sign at you pic where you look oh so tough and badass, it's kind of a turn off. and I am not talking pics where you are not smiling because you are trying to look hot because even then, there is a smile in your eyes. I am talking about the ones where you are trying to look like you will bust a cap or some lame thing like that, and when it is the only pic you post, no good. and the other thing that bugs me about pics. ab shots. don't get me wrong! all of us ladies love a nice set of kick butt abs, but don't have it be the only pic in your album. how do we know it's you? how do we know you are not psycho? thats right-- we don't. not exactly a welcoming invitation to friendship or whatever you are looking for here. finally.... pics that are not even o

My Angel
My angel is beautiful when she is sleeping her soul at rest the sound of breathing the movement of her breast her heart beating me laying right beside her listening to her every movement and sound astounded by her beauty laying beside her in aww in love my heart beating with her's same pace same rate laying in a heavenly place a depth of our love like nothing from above staring and stroking her hair while she sleeps her sweet scent in the air always a moment to spare to be with her never a change in the way i feel about her astounded by her i pray moments like these will never leave.

My Angel
My sweet beautiful angel. Sent to me from above. I am so grateful to have found you, and I give you all my love. You must have come from heaven, because you have pretty little angel eyes. When you gaze at me with them, my heart begins to fly. Your sweet angelic voice, continuously rings in my ears. With you by my side, there is nothing I fear. Whenever we are together, You shine with a heavenly glow. Your beautiful angel face, raises me up from feeling low. Yes, heaven is missing an angel, because you are here with me. You're my sweet, beautiful angel, and I'll love you for eternity! © 2006 Microsoft MasterOfLove

My Anti-religion Bulletin
I honestly detest these messages. Here's an atheist's point of view, and if any of you try to jump my ass about it, read this quote: "Congress shall make no law respecting an establishment of religion, or prohibiting the free exercise thereof". First Amendment, so shut up. This may make you stop and think... I am speaking from experience unless otherwise noted: Why do we sleep in church, but when the ceremony is over we suddenly wake up? It was easy for me to fall asleep in church because the sermons were always really fucking boring and the pastor spoke in a monotone. Plus it was really fucking early, and I go to bed late on weekends; I don't want to be up really fucking early. Why is it so hard to talk about God, but so easy to talk about sex? It's not easy talking about God because it's such a controversial subject. I mean, LOOK AT THE MIDDLE EAST. Muslims, Jews, and Christians all worship THE SAME DAMN GOD, but they keep KILLING EACH OTHER over it. I don't remember

My Angels
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RJduo835kOw This video was made for a man that the world lost, but I play it in tribute for my brother Russell A. Stiles who was taken from his loved ones in August of 1996. He is one of my younger brothers, only 2 yrs younger. I always remember him as a true shit stirrer. No stranger to trouble or sorrow. He had a smile that would light up a room and a temper to match a damage of a bomb. The one thing I can say about my brother that noone can ever take away from him or me is that no matter what trouble or problem he was having at the time he always made sure my sister and I were safe and things were dealt with. My brother had a very bad drug problem which in the end contributed to his death. He drowned in the Ohio River just off shore with people standing there watching and doing nothing. When I was told of my brothers death I had to be strong for everyone else and then the time came for me to deal with it. Needless to say I didn't do well. I blamed m

My Angels Part 2
My Angels As some of you know I have been dealing with alot of demons as some would call them, or even ghosts if you may. Part 1 of this covered most of the demons in me. Now I have to confront the biggest ones for me. As I said in the first part that my brother Russ is a big part of me 'cause I know he's with me everyday. He knows that I would have rather of given my life to save his. I realize that was not an option because in a way he is more at peace where he is now than he was here with us. Now that I have gotten that out in the open, here comes the hardest parts for me. Please understand I'm not blaming anyone for the things in my head it's just me and the way I do or have seen events. I'm not even sure how to start this so that anyone can understand. But here we go. I got pregnant with my oldest daughter when I was 17, now of course I was scared to death. I graduated and got married and somewhere along the line everything went wrong. After a few years of this my marriage was

My Angels Part 3
My Angels Here I am again to pour my heart out and try to, in my way, to deal with things in my mind and heart that I may never fully come to terms with. I've always been told in therapy I should keep a diary so I can put everything on paper. I think this is better because maybe along the way someone may understand why I am the way I am. I hope that everyone will see that my family is very important to me. Ok now it's coming out so everyone can read. My family has always been I guess you could say very disfuntional, that's putting it mildly. I am the only child between my Mom and Dad. There are 3 that are older than me but I have no clue who or where they are, my Dad always got around. I have to say he was a ladies man. Very good looking man. Unfortunately he wasn't really that big of a part of my life, but I did spend some time with him. After my parents split when I was 2 they both had other children, my Mom had 2 more and my Dad had 8 more. ( I always joked with him he should have

My Annie Is Gone
Last night a freak accident a 1 in a million shot a little plastic bowl with water in in got knocked off a low table by one of the other dogs and hit my little Annie in the head she twitched a little and was gone. rushed her to the clinic but she couldnt be revived. My Little angel my light my little girlie is gone from this world a light has dimmed and she was unlike any animal I ever owned she was love itself just wanted to love us and all she came in contact with .she was sweetness.kisses for daddy and love on me play with me and just to be with me she could be content just to be with her daddy all day and night.I amat a lose. She was born with 3 strikes against her born with a serious cleft pallet that went up her nose and mouth took 3 surguries to fix she had a wonky nose but against all odds she lived now to just be taken away from my life it will never be the same she was sososososososos special if you never met her you cant understand but if you did you know how different and

My Angel
My heart was once an open book Pages blowing in the wind Each page with a torn and tattered look Pages that seemed to have no end Each page was ripped out freely Their value left unknown For those pages represented me My heart beat on its own Once the pages were all but lost I opened up my eyes I needed help at any cost It was then I realized By tearing out my pages Giving without a cause Allowed me to be courageous Overlooking obvious flaws Mistaken feelings of love Were left in the open gaps Games I'd grown weary of Became a recurring mishap With only one page remaining I wanted to do things right Feeling frightened and untrusting Then I caught a noble sight I knew I'd seen an angel One whom I longed to be near I took a step, and then I fell Forsaken, I shed a tear For I knew this angel had seen me She'd reached out and touched my hand But her heart was under lock and key So with my open book I ran I don't know where I was running The

My Angel
My angel is always with me she always says she loves me. My angel holds me close and says she'll never let me go. My angels lips get pressed against mine and I'm lost in the bliss of time. My angels eyes strike my inner soul and keep me bound in eternal time. We love eachother and that will never change. I love you lette of toxic.

My Anger
quiet my job got in a fight i dont now whats going to happen? is tierd and was wating on you to get here i dont no i just did wokup with fire in my eyes and ready to take the world down i am righting my frstrasons out trying to main tang trying to make it go away not nowing if i was rone or i was right i sit here crying thinking of god and what he would do not knowing were the devil lerks knowing at ever corner there will be hert not noing were to stop only going farther to the won, the place you seek win you are hert the way out is nere take me take me to the place i do not fear for there only will i be free!

My Angel From Heaven
My Angel My sweet beautiful angel. Sent to me from above. I am so grateful to have found you, and I give you all my love. You must have come from heaven, because you have pretty little angel eyes. When you gaze at me with them, my heart begins to fly. Your sweet angelic voice, continuously rings in my ears. With you by my side, there is nothing I fear. Whenever we are together, You shine with a heavenly glow. Your beautiful angel face, raises me up from feeling low. Yes, heaven is missing an angel, because you are here with me. You're my sweet, beautiful angel, and I'll love you for eternity!

My Angel
My Angel ever at my side how lovely you must be-- To leave your home in heaven, to guard a child like me. When I'm far away from home, or maybe hard at play I know you will protect me, from harm along the way. Your beautiful and shining face, I see not, though you're near The sweetness of your lovely voice, I cannot really hear. When I pray, you're praying too, your prayer is just for me. But, when I sleep you never do, You're watching over me.

My Angel
MY ANGEL Everyone has a guardian angel, But my angels's here on earth. He guides me through my life, All my pain and hurt. He's there every step of the way, Reassuring me, Telling me it will all be ok. He's in every thought I think, In every tear I cry. He's the breath in my lungs, And the gleam in my eye. He has never doubted me, When the rest of the world has. The man of my dreams, I've found him at last. He is a very special person, Deffinately heaven sent. His name you ask, The love of my life AUGIE. Now Playing: Angel eyes

My Angel Of Love
Hey its not frinshed but i need help with it if u can i would love ideas on the poem thanks My angel of love come to me my angel of love keep me safe my angel of love come to my call of love and faith. My angel of love hear my words my angel of love come to me so I may whisper my hearts secrets to you. My angel of love I wish I could have you close to hold me tight. My angel of love I need you to show me the way back to love. My angel of love I need you to help me get out of my heartache and pain. My angel of love come to me and show me that you love me and want me near. My angel of love all i want is to be loved and kept safe. My angel of love i hope to be able to give you my heart and love. My angel of love i hope we may have a future of love and happiness. My angel of love i have one dream and that is that i hope i have found my soul mate at last.

My Angel
My Web Angel I found a friend one day, as sweet as could be, I'll call her my web angel, she's been there for me. An angel they say, Oh how can that be, she guided me through, my own destiny. A web angel I chat with, never met her before, But turned into a dear friend, like never before. A computer and web angel, is here on my list, my web angel is Ladyluv she really does exist. A creation of love, And nice words to say, I look forward, to meeting her one day. Web angel, Thank you, for being a good friend, web angel look forward, to chatting again.

My Angel
As I look into your eyes all I see Is a part of heaven looking back at me Your words are sweet, your feelings true I want you to know how much I need you I never thought, God would create An angel as precious as you With a talent inside that speaks to the heart As you whisper the sweet words, "I love you." You are my angel sent from above You're the beat of my heart, the breath of my soul The rose of my garden, my one true love Promise me... you will never go. by Misty Banes

My Answers To The Naughty Adult Survey
Here are my answers. There are way too many for me to respond to one at a time. :) Body: Naughty Adult Survey - Be honest. If you aren't honest then what is the point? Fill it out and re-post as a bulletin. Have fun. 1) Ever been to a strip club? no 2) Ever been to a bar? yes 3) Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club? no 4) Ever been so drunk you had to be carried out of somewhere? no, I don't think so, but it's been close 5) Kissed someone of the same sex? yes 6) Thrown up from drinking too much? yes 7) Had sex in a car? yes 8) Had sex at the beach? no 9) Had sex in a movie theater? no 10) Had sex in a bathroom? yes 11) Had sex at work? yes 12) Have you ever been in an "adult" store? yes 13) Bought something from an adult store? yes 14) Have you spent over $100.00 in one visit to the adult store? no 16) Is there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with? yes 17) Have you been caught having sex?

My Angel
he is new to the world.. but has made his entry with a bang.. He has grandpa's name.. mom's arms.. and grandma's love.. he has a big brother and sister to teach him how to drive the adults crazy.. welcome to the world and family my angel

My Angel
My Angel...... when I have no one to turn to and I am feeling kind of low. When there is no one to talk to ,When there is nowhere I can go......I search deep within myself: and it is the love inside my heart that lets me know my angel is there, even though we are miles apart. A smile then appears upon my face and the sun begins to shine,I hear a voice,so soft and sweet saying: "Everything will be just fine". At times it may seem that I am alone,But I am really never by my self at all.Whenever I need my angel near..... All I have to do is call. on that you can depend. They will always stand behind you. And will always be your friend. through the darkest of hours and the brightest of days.It's my angel that always sees me through. For you are my angel .....And I will be that angel for you ..... Love and by Tina Starr

My Angel
My Angel What do you dream of, my angel? Do you dream of starless nights, or of the sun? Maybe even summer breezes? Or do you dream of cold winters, Being alone and afraid? What do you dream of, my angel? Do you dream, like me, of happiness? A place where everything asked is served And everything deserved, given? Do you dream of hope, my angel? What do you pray for, my angel? I pray for you. I pray that you are loved and happy. For you see, my angel, I am only human And cannot repay what you have given me. So, what do you pray, my angel? And what do you dream, my angel? For I hope there is nothing less you receive.

My Answers
1. How many People have you been with? 21 2. Where they all of the same sex? yes 3. Do you feel that sex should be between people in committed relationships only? No 4. Sex with exes. Love it or leave it? Never a good idea 5. Doulble penetration. Love it or leave it? Depends. 6. Would you have sex with your friends ex? No 7. Do you mind if your partner watches porn without you? Not at all 8. Ever been to a sex party? If so explain. Yes I have. I was 21 and went to a swinger party. 9. Why do you think we as people lie about sex? Because the truth hurts 10. Would you have sex with someone you met on the internet? Depends.. Maybe. Not with just a random person.

My Angel And Friend
I never thought that I would find a friend so great and a friend so kind I look up to you in every way 'cause I learn something from you every day. Without you I don't know where I'd be but you're still here, friends with me you deserve so much more than I can give but without you I wouldn't live. You've given me more than money can buy and for you I'd give my all and I would die This feeling I feel gets stronger every day hoping not to screw it up, I constantly pray. I know we have our problems every now and then but once it's fixed our friendship is better times ten and I want you to know that I truly do care even in fights when I say things that aren't fair. You're an angel from God up above and I'm thankful for your understanding love because when you're around everything seems right and for you, until the end, I will fight. It doesn't matter what you do or say because you'll be my friend anyway I know the real you that's down deep inside and in you, I'll always confide. Thanks for

My Angel
MY ANGEL Life is a journey, a journey that takes us down many roads. Some good and some not so good. But as we travel we learn, grow, and meet people that make those journeys all worth the travel. Those kinds of people in a way are like Angels. With them we find comfort in the arms of our Angels. Friends come and go, and from each one we learn more about our selves. We see our weaknesses are strengths from the eyes of another. But the ones that stay and imprint our hearts are the ones we keep close and safe within, like an Angel. And there we find comfort in the arms of our Angels. So I write this message with love and thanks. For you have touched my life, watched me fall, and you raised me up like an Angel sent from God. And that is where I always found my comfort. In the arms of my Angel, and her name was Kristina My beloved wife Copyright ©2007 Running Wolf

My Angel
My Angel An Angel came into my life today This is what she had to say I heard you when you began to pray So take a long long look to see That is when you may truely believe With your tender love to concieve Casts your glow into the night Let your love shine with its light Making everything seems so right On this beautiful moonlight night The flames of hope shining so bright For the light, that light Words drenched and pages soaked from tears My thoughts lost in search throughout the years For whom which was born to recieve my cares Love waits within the yearning fire As the soul pursues the prey of its desire Each needs a light for all to admire To be the light dancing in someone else's eyes Love comes but O' the tears we cry How each heart hurts when the other's light dies

My Angel
What is an angel? An angelis a miracle. An angel is great, so is thier kiss. An angel is true love. When an angel is near you never feel blue. An angel chases all your tearsand fears away. An angels voice is the most beautiful sound. The voice of an angel is a heavinly jingle. This heavinly jingle can only be found in you. Even the touch of an angel is great. and you hope that that always stays with you. your so lucky if shes your fait. I found an angel cause i found you. Your a miracle. I love and miss you so much. You are my true love. Even when you hug me all my fears and tears leave. Im never blue when your around.

My Angel
My Angel Sweet tender child of mine, How you make my soul shine. You fill up all my days With Joy, in all your ways. I love spending time with you, It matters not what we do To hear your voice so bright, Fills me with a great delight. I see you look up to me, Wondering what it is you'll be. Seeking my admiration, In your life's exploration. You touch my heart more than you will ever know, With all the love you sweetly show. Butterfly kisses on your face Keeps my heart in a warm embrace. I watch you grow before my eyes, With each month that passes by. You become more of a pleasure, Each year with you I treasure. You'll always be an angel to me My heart will hold you tenderly, Even when you are all grown And have children of your own. OLIVIA YOU WILL ALWAYS BE NANNY'S LIL' ANGEL

My Angel
I Have an Angel I have an angel. Not in the sky, but here, on Earth. He keeps my head high. I do admit, he brings me pain. But he's the only one, That keeps me sane. He makes me laugh. And makes me smile. As long as I have him, The pain is worthwhile. If I were to wake up. And he was to disappear. I don't know what I would do. Losing him, Is my biggest fear.

My Angel
My Angel... Where are you? I'm so lost, confused, alone... I cannot see you... There is darkness all around me; The fire has died, my light blown away By a harsh and univited breeze... I am wandering, going around and around in circles... Is there no end to this loneliness? My Angel... Where are you? My heart is sad, it cannot hear your songs. All I hear are echos of your love, Its melody fading... Fading... Fading... Now there is only silence, maddening silence. It is suffocating, draining my heart of your songs... Is there no escape from this madness? My Angel... Where are you? I am cold... I cannot feel your wings around me, Cannot feel your loving arms to embrace me... There is only emptiness... Emptiness that pulls, and pushes, and shoves... The emptiness is within me, devouring me whole, Leaving nothing left but an empty soul... Where are you, my Angel? Come to me, fill me up with your love... Make me whole again... Do not leave me in t

My Angel
My Angel My sweet beautiful angel. Sent to me from above. I am so grateful to have found you, and I give you all my love. You must have come from heaven, because you have pretty little angel eyes. When you gaze at me with them, my heart begins to fly. Your sweet angelic voice, continuously rings in my ears. With you by my side, there is nothing I fear. Whenever we are together, You shine with a heavenly glow. Your beautiful angel face, raises me up from feeling low. Yes, heaven is missing an angel, because you are here with me. You're my sweet, beautiful angel, and I'll love you for eternity!

My Angel In The Night Even In The Light
Your my Angel of the night, Your my Angel of the light Either way you shine so bright. Your such a beautiful sight One with such delight My Angel of the night And of the light, I know your never far. I know for now you had to fly, All I can do is sit and sie But I know I won't cry For you are always with me and I know you'll never leave. So My Angel I will sit and wait Until I see you in the light, Even if it is in the night, I'll see your face once again. I WROTE THIS POEM FOR OUTLAW ANGEL MY VERY BEST FRIEND IN THE WORLD SHE SURELY IS AN ANGEL BY FAR I KNOW I'LL SEE YOU AGAIN SISSY I LOBE YOU SO MUCH AND YOU AN BABYGIRL MEAN THE WORLD TO ME AN YOUR BROTHER WE LOVE YOU GIRL.

My Ancestoral Home
Well, it looks like I will be beginning a pilgrimage to the birthplace of my ancestors, March, 23/2007 at 6:00 am... Yup! I'm going to Montreal... Good and early in the morning too. :( So, if you send me a message for any reason and I don't get back to you for the next weeks or so... That's the reason. I'm not intentionally being a dick! Anyway, I'm trying to put it off for a day or two... Maybe, I'll get lucky! L8R... Greg.

My Angel Hero
My heart was an inferno of pain, full of hurt and shame, then you came along... So you went suffocating the inferno with new hope, showing my heart new way's to cope, making me feel like my life was as good as a song... You rescued me from being lonely, you my one and only, thank you for the rescue mission My Angel Hero . Inspired by Chad Published and copyrighted 12-04-03 By Jennifer (hottlilsassy)

My Answers To An Actual Easter Crossword Puzzle
Keep in mind these are my answers to an actual crossword puzzle - they don't fit except for in my mind but hey I am the one that matters to me . . . Across 3. Another word for over. Blame - no hon it was your fault not mine 5. Another word for 'in back of' Fuck - or at least if you're doing in right 6. Makes eggs look pretty. Nothing - hehehe liquid chicken 7. A big meal at the end of the day. Twins . . . hehehe 9. Little egg-shape candies. Nipples - hey with cold weather around & they taste like candy at times 11. What some bunnies are made of. Cream - just ask Hef 12. What children hunt for on Easter. An escape route 14. The season of Easter. Is for hunting 15. The opposite of search. Destroy - oh wait that's seek isn't it 16. An animal that hides it's eggs. Transvestite - hmmm human I guess though huh Down 1. A word that describes Easter Eggs. Abortion 2. Water colour Girly 4. Another word for 'beneath' Fuck - for when y

My Angel
You scored as You are an Angel of Beauty. You are an Angle of Beauty. You seek all those things which are visually appealing as well as those that are beautiful on the inside!You are an Angel of Beauty75%Angel of Light75%You are an innocent Angel63%You are half Fallen/ half Light Angel!50%You are an Angel of Pain31%What kind of Angel are you??(PICS)created with QuizFarm.com

My Angel ( I Will Find My Angel And Never Let Him Go )
Zangy Comment Graphics There once was a time that I didn't believe in angels, but that has changed only because I have met some, and next to them I am nothing....If only I was with you, I would kiss you. If only I was beside you, I would embrace you tight. But since I'm far from you, I'll let the angels do it for me today ... but next time it will be my turn.....Angels are like people; they come and go, but the diffence is: angels make you glow.....I need you like roses need rain, you're an angel that takes away my pain.....I met an angel without wings, but his heart makes me fly...You are the sun in my winter sky, you are the hello in my goodbye. You are the stars shining down on me, you are everything I had hoped you would be. You are the arms wrapped around a hug, you are the pull when I need a little tug. You are the lips that feel my gentle touch, you are the one who loves me so much. You are the one who I come to for love, you are my angel sent from above. I need your love, I ne

My Answers...what Are Yours?
Kissed someone on your top friends? YES Been arrested? NO Kissed someone you didn't like? YES Do You like someone? Lots of people Held a snake? YES Been suspended from school? No Been fired from a job? YES Sang karaoke? YES Done something you told yourself you wouldn't? YES Laughed until you started crying? YES Caught a snowflake on your tongue? YES Kissed in the rain? YES Sang in the shower? YES Sat on a roof top? YES Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on? NO Broken a bone? YES Shaved your head? Yes, all the time Had/have a gym membership? YES Shot a gun? YES Had your heart broken? YES Broken someone's heart? YES last person you texted? Nephtali You were in a car with? Sarah and Nephtali Went to the movies with? Movies? Went to the mall with? Mall? You talked to on the phone? Karen Made you laugh? Sarah You cried with? Myself Go on a date or go out with your friends? Out with my friends B

My Angels Last Note
I layed in a comma, damn near 20 day, all that you did, ripped my heart away, not knowin or care, dead 2 you all, like I was never there, I trusted , believed, you would still be there, with everything in me I loved you and cared I've read all the bullshit, only 31 days, now it's it's in the open , out here it lays, you said I was fake, uncareing, untrue, not one day in my life I was not there for you, whenever you needed me, a friend I was there, I gave it my all 2 show you I care, my photo's are real, my soul remains true, I love you my friends, the one lost, IS YOU .....

My Angry Blog...my Poor Doorie
Readers...please be cautious about reading because if you have anything negative to say about this situation please don't say it at all..This is what's true to me Dearest hit and run drivers, I wish that you people could be more responsible in driving. I just got my new car,blood and sweat.....and you just damn gave it a long ass scratch that hit the home run of my frustrations. With care and love I took care of my car. It's a learning experience nontheless. I'm not going to pray that you get something bad happen to you. I'm just going to wish that I'll be able to afford a lambo murcielago lol PEACE sniff

My Anthem
Your 2006 Summer Anthem Is Hips Don't Lie by Shakira "I'm on tonight You know my hips don't lie And I'm starting to feel it's right All the attraction, the tension Don't you see baby, this is perfection" What's Your 2006 Summer Anthem?

My Angel
When I first met my Angel, I was skeptical about it. I really wasnt looking for anyone and the last place I was gonna look was online. For a good 2 and 1/2 months she would always talk to me. She was persistant. I am so thankful for that. She grew on me. Always making me smile and laugh. Finally I spent all day thinking about her at work and decided to ask her out. When it came time for me to ask her, I hesitated. But this time, I actually did it. Usually when I hesitate, I wont do it. She said Yes. April 27, 2007 changed my life forever. I met an amazing woman. My Angel. She is so sweet, caring, funny, smart,... man the list could go on and on. Most of all though, she is asbolutely beautiful. She took all my flaws and looked past them. She is so special to me. Every moment I spent with her is amazing. I am so glad we met. She owns the key to my heart.

My Angel
I Have An Angel I have an angel with me, inside of my head, even when she is not near. She came from me, and she resides with me, and in me every moment of my living. From the moment she emerged she owned me, heart and soul. She brings me my greatest joys, and my most unholy sorrow. And we are linked spiritually, and physically. She has the greatest beauty I have ever seen. The poets have written of the likes of her... golden hair, and eyes of the sea, a heart capable of capturing the soul, of anyone or anything that comes near. She grows even as I watch, and when she is grown, she will be a power to behold: strong, beautiful and powerful in spirit, graceful, delicate, charming and funny. She captures your eyes, but wait until you feel the pull of her true self- you can fall, you know! Everyone who knows her has fallen, and she has only just begun... My smiling angel, my smiley, my Kalea

My Angel
My Angel by Boardman There was a short time in my life When my problems were more than my ex-wife When all of a sudden this angel popped in It was love at first site you could tell by my grin Her hair was as golden as the brightest summer sun For a while there, I was actually having fun Her eyes were as blue as the purest blue ocean And comfortable I was even without any motion My Angel, I wanted to keep her When we were together I had no more pain Her beauty was breathtaking please let me explain With her in my arms I melted like ice She was gorgeous and smart and incredibly nice Well now that you know the way that I felt Let me tell you about the hand I was dealt She came with her friend who was not even dating And then she flew home to her boyfriend who was waiting My Angel, I wanted to keep her

My Answers
NaughtyPoll.com - take your own poll! 1. How old are you?Over 30 2. What is your sexual orientation?Straight 3. Have you ever given someone oral sex?Sure I have 4. Have you ever received oral sex?Yes, of course 5. How many sexual partners have you had?5-10 6. What is your pubic hair style?Totally shaved off 7. What kind of underwear do you wear?None 8. Have you ever taken, or been in, naked photos?Both taken and been in them 9. Have you ever been to a nude beach, or nudist area?Yes, a nude beach 10. Do you watch porn?Yes, of course. Who hasn't? 11. Have you ever watched others, or been watched having sex?Both watched others and been watched 12. How large are you...ya know, in the pants?About 7 inches 13. Have you ever expirimented with another man?No, I'm straight as can be 14. What is your favorite sexual position?Anything that gets me off 15. Are you circumcised?Yes I am 16. What gets you off fastest?Hand job 17. How often do you masturbate?Once a

My Angel
My angel ~Tony Martinez My angel I've found you But alas dark forces keep us apart The strength of our love brings us together If only for a few moments Oh my angel Yes I know The pain is so great. Yes I feel it too. Not to worry I grow stronger Each and everyday Find rest and strength in my arms As I find strength and rest in your heavenly wings 1 day my precious angel I will break us free From the darkness that took you from me I fight for you I fight for us Each day the darkness grows weaker Each day the light within us brightens I love you My angel

My Angel Part 2
My angel part 2 ~Tony Martinez My angel I'm sorry I expected to have a tough fight I expected to have to fight Darkness I expected the pain to be hard on both of us I never expected to feel your bite too It is my fault though I caused the pain to be too great I understand now Let Darkness drink and get drunk from the cup of arrogance While we drink from the bittersweet cup of patience We will grow stronger While Darkness becomes comfy and forgetful We will find our flow Our rhythm My angel I love you

My Analysist
lol I got an analysist today from an old friend the names are altered so u stalkers dont pm people lol but check this shit out.. [12:48] sarahxxxx: if u call me a cunt again ill cry [12:48] sarahxxxx: so ur forewarned . [12:48] sarahxxxx: still wanna know ? [12:49] xxx.sniper: yes i do [12:49] sarahxxxx: i think down deep down deeeeeeep ur a nice guy BUT [12:50] sarahxxxx: i dont think u care about people like u wishh u could or did [12:50] sarahxxxx: i think u want what u cant have [12:50] sarahxxxx: and i think u take things like [12:50] sarahxxxx: sex too lightly [12:50] sarahxxxx: i tihnk u got alot goin for you [12:50] sarahxxxx: i think u dont see what i see in you [12:50] sarahxxxx: which is the potential to be a really great guy [12:51] sarahxxxx: i think ur scared tho that if u show yourself or your heart too much ... youre terrified of being hurt [12:51] sarahxxxx: which is why its so hard to get to know the " real u " [12:51] sarahxxxx: i dont like

My Angel
Who will catch me if I fall Who will be my gaurdian angel Who will save me if I'm on the edge Is that you? The one I love The girl I adore Are you my angel? I think you are because you give me light in the dark You talk to me when I'm down You rock my world You are the sun in my life

My Answers To Another Survey
YOU'RE ON MY FRIENDS LIST, I WANNA KNOW YOU...I want to know 33 things about you. I don't care if we never talk, never liked each other, or if we already know everything about each other. Short and sweet is fine...You're on my list, so I wanna know you better! JUST HIT REPLY TO SEND DIRECTLY TO ME IN A MESSAGE THEN, REPOST THE EMPTY QUESTIONS AS A BULLETIN. ============================================= 1.)Q. Can you cook? 1.)A. Yes I have been cooking since I was 9 years old lol My first Turkey dinner I made at 9 years old lol 2.)Q. What was your dream growing up? 2.)A. To go to Scotland lol And Yes I still have that dream 3.)Q. What talent do you wish you had? 3.)A. Unrealistic talent lol to read minds and hearts lol Realistic talent - To be able to give the best advise I can to help those that come to me 4.)Q. If I bought you a drink what would it be? 4.)A. Hmmmm that would depend on the situation :P yes vague :P 5.)Q. Favorite vegetable? 5.)A. lol I have a

My Anniversary
Well today is my 14th wedding anniversary. I was hoping to find my husband a 'playmate' by now...but it doesn't like it yet. Any way, it's been fun mostly. Hope to keep it going for a long while yet.

My Angel My Savior
My angel My savior A tear drips for happiness Created by love built up within To feel your warm and gentle self While I cradle you within How long I have waited Like century’s it seems To hold my baby close to me As she falls asleep I brush my hands along you Stroking your silken blond hair rubbing my fingers so gently Across your sunscreen scented face Wishing it could last forever A feeling forever held within While I look into your sleeping eyes Looking at the angel I do hold I remember why I’m here on earth To hold your strength within me As thought braces on my knees To keep me standing on my feet Weekend by the strength Of many who stole my soul away my love while I hold you My troubles fade away I imagine myself in a doorway Walking to my fears My angel you are my savior I’ll cherish you for years

My Angel
My Angel By: Ashley In my whole life, There is no one else like you Someone who changed my life, Just by being you. You are an angel to me The music of your laughter still lightens my inner ear You showed me you believed, That there really is good here You are an angel for me. You showed me you believed, that there really is good here. You are an angel for me. You showed me that you care, When I am really down, you never turn away, Nor, show a saddened frown. You are an angel beside me Even when you're sad and blue, And life is hard on you. You always spare me one more smile Just like God's loving child that you are You are God's angel to me. You have done so much for me And giving me your time I have a gift for you, With this imperfect rhyme Thank you my angel friend!

My Angel Eyes
My angle eyes are as brown as the sky is blue, yet only one lights my day, only one makes me warm, only one is truly real, the real one can also light my night and can give you chills. The real one is also there in my dreams the truest color I can imagine is the brown of my angle eyes.

My Animal Magnetism
Merritt, you're an Alligator in the wild world of love. See you later, Alligator. We won't be catching much of you around the singles swamp. You tend to lurk below the surface at some of the most happening and trendy scenes around town. Being the savvy prowler that you are, you give yourself adequate time to observe and calculate before you make your devastating moves. Once you've located your target, your slow, suave approach is enough to hypnotize just about anyone. Sure, you might look tough on the outside, but you know how to woo a potential mate with soft strokes and tender words. To you, romance is a subtle dance and you're willing to take your time with it. You ever so skillfully develop your next cunning move that's always so impossible to resist. You've got the ritual of romance down to a science, don't you?

My Angel
Original Poetry by me...do not rip My Angel Just seeing you, if but a moment a day Lifts my heart and the pain goes away. Your smile warms the coldest night, You drive away the darkness with your light. My heart beating like horses driven You make me feel that life’s worth livin’. Passion swelling like ocean waves Where have you been all my days? My heart gladly throbs and aches for you. Thank you , my Angel, for all you do - Brian 2007

My Anger Management
I have a bad temper and normally I can keep it in check but there are times where there are 2 avenues that release enough anger to where I can control it again. I can either smoke a cigarette, yes I know its bad for me but it is so rare that I get to this point that it is not that big of a deal, or I can punch a wall. I know that neither of these are good ideas but sometimes I can't channel the anger and have to do something.When working I used to throw the clipboard ....unlessmy partner recognized the warning signs and took the clipboard from me. Punching the automatic door was a normal thing for me as I walked out the door but now I have ceiling that is pitched to within arms reach and has more than one fist print. I try not to smoke since I smoked a pack of Camels and a pack of cloves a day when I was in college, but sometimes it is one of the few things that can calm me. I quit cold turkey but can do the occasional smoke just fine without craving the constant taste of a smoke

My Angel
My Angel Beyond our world there is a place, where true happiness runs free, and only the purest of feelings are felt there. My heart and mind begin to wonder, moving around endlessly, traveling at the speed of sound, but only looking for the light. Never have I knew true happiness, untill I met you. Now that is all I know. emptiness and loneliness are nomore. My life used to be like a big jigsaw puzzel. but now all the pieces have found their places. My heart has now became whole again, and I have you to thank. The foundation in my life has been rebuilt, on my own two feet I can stand. With your love guiding me through all the down times, and your love lifting my spirits through the sad times, now I have found new meaning, all that was in the pats has now been erased, and all I can see now ia a clean slate. You helped me find my way, through all the obsticals that were in my way, and cleared a path so I can go straight in life. Looking in the future and n

My Anthem For The Day
Do you ever feel like breaking down? Do you ever feel out of place? Like somehow you just don't belong And no one understands you Do you ever wanna run away? Do you lock yourself in your room? With the radio on turned up so loud That no one hears you screaming No you don't know what it's like When nothing feels all right You don't know what it's like To be like me To be hurt To feel lost To be left out in the dark To be kicked when you're down To feel like you've been pushed around To be on the edge of breaking down And no one's there to save you No you don't know what it's like Welcome to my life Do you wanna be somebody else? Are you sick of feeling so left out? Are you desperate to find something more? Before your life is over Are you stuck inside a world you hate? Are you sick of everyone around? With their big fake smiles and stupid lies While deep inside you're bleeding No you don't know what it's like When nothing feels all right You don'

My Angel, Sleeping
Angel, I am writing this while you are sleeping, you are so beautiful, so adorable, and just so cute when you sleep. You know I love watching you sleep. I should be sleeping as well, but for some reason tonight I just cant stay away. You seem to be sleeping a little more soundly tonight, sleeping more comfortably than usual. I love that, I love the happiness on your face right now as you sleep. Its going on 45 minutes now, since you fell asleep. You woke up once, said a couple of things, made a couple of cute noises. I love that to. I will be going to bed soon, I only whish I was there when you wake up. But I will be, very soon, so very soon. I cant wait. I love you.

My Angel
What's Your Angel Seeking For? .:BEAUTIFUL Anime Pics AND Music!:. IndependenceYour angel seeks for freedom. Your angel is part of you. Thus, you are the kind of person who values your indepence than most things in this world. Don't get angry if I'm wrong, but you may be a pained person. Problems in your life have caused you to be depressed, or, shall we say, greatly saddened. You may have lost hope many times, but you still manage to keep your independence. You don't listen to anyone but yourself. People may look at you in a "different" way, but inside, you want all the pain to stop, but you have a hard time expressing it. I wish you well!Please Rate and Message!Take this quiz! Quizilla | Join | Make A Quiz | More Quizzes | Grab Code

My Anniversary
Yes my 15th Anniversary is in 6 days, damn never thought I'd make it although I did an very proud. My son JJ made us an Anniversary cake which I thought was the sweetest thing in the world.. :D Didn't make it till daddy got home cause of course the little ones wanted some an well I could not turn em down...

My Angel
My Angel Heaven must be missing an angel, Because you are one who lets her light shine. If God gave everyone an angel, I know for sure you would be mine. Every time I hear your voice, The dark clouds roll away. Just to see your beautiful smile, Brightens up my day. I'm glad that I can be More than just your friend. And I know that you will be here for me Until the very end. Whenever I'm down and lonely, God always helps me see The angel who's always been there, Is you who's here with me. Robin LaRue Capps Copyright ©2007 Robin Capps I wrote this one also.

My Angel Of Honor
My Angel of Honor He came to me from out of the heavens, As I was standing alone. My heart so heavy and ladden with fears, The road ahead of me so long. His words rang so true, They swept my tears away. He comforted me, cared for me, Made me complete, He showed me the way. Honor was his light, Peace was his strength, Happiness was his goal, Love is my reward. Although we have just begun, Time will take us on this journey, Hand in hand we will explore, All God meant us to know. First step being the hardest, That one we have made. Our journey we are beginning, Our destination unknown. Honor being our guide, Peace being our strength, Happiness being with us, Love will be our reward.

My Angel On Earth
blessing in disguise but you caught my eyes seen clearly in foggy weather you make my life so much better sent to me from heaven above seeing you smile i know i am loved dont make a sound dont make a peep when you are around i can actually sleep the sweetest dreams you've given me all because you love me

My Anonomous Hater Revealed!!!!
BEFORE I SAY ANYTHING I JUST WANT TO POINT OUT THAT I HAVE NEVER EVER EVER POSTED A HATE BLOG ABOUT ANYONE BEFORE, BUT THIS PERSON HAS GONE WAAAYYY TOO FAR! TROPHY WIFE... IM CALLING YOU OUT! THIS ALL STARTED ABOUT A MONTH AGO, I WAS GOING THRU MY FRIENDS REQUESTS AND RETURNING LOVE AND I NOTICED THAT TROPHY WIFE WAS ON SOMEONES COMMENTS TALKING ABOUT SPORKS AND ANGELBABY. SAYING THEY WERE FAT AND UGLY AND HOW DID THEY GET TO THE TOP ETC. SEEING AS BOTH OF THEM HAPPEN TO BE REALLY GOOD FRIENDS OF MINE I WROTE HER, AND SO DID SPORKS. I WASNT RUDE TO HER I SIMPLY TOLD HER SHE SHOULDNT BE TALKING ABOUT THEM IF SHE DOESNT KNOW THEM. WELL A COUPLE OF DAYS AGO I STARTED GETTING ANONOMOUS GIFTS AND IM SURE THAT YOU ALL HAVE SEEN MY BULLETINS. CALLING ME A WHORE, AND CALLING ME FAT(DUH IM PREGNANT, SAYING I DONT RETURN LOVE, SAYING THEY ARE GONNA RUIN MY LIFE ETC. SO SAD THAT SHE FEELS THE NEED TO HIDE HER FACE WHEN SAYING THESE THINGS. JEALOUS MUCH?? THIS MORNING I RECIEVED A MESSA

My Angel
He is near, I can fell his queit heat pressed against my back My body tenses,trembles with anticipation of his touch, Desire like a razor opens my soul to his soft,intense embrace. everything I am is torn by passion and fear every breath is ruled by him. I open my eyes and the dream is over I lay my head back,enraptured still by the sweet spell of our fierce moment,and I cry for his return Rayvenred

My And Brat Song
I was walking home from school on a cold winter day. Took a shortcut through the woods, and I lost my way. It was getting late, and I was scared and alone. But then a kind old man took my hand and led me home. Mama couldnt see him, but he was standing there. And I knew in my heart, he was the answer to my prayers. Oh I believe there are angels among us. Sent down to us from somewhere up above. They come to you and me in our darkest hours. To show us how to live, to teach us how to give. To guide us with a light of love. When life held troubled times, and had me down on my knees. Theres always been someone there to come along and comfort me. A kind word from a stranger, to lend a helping hand. A phone call from a friend, just to say I understand. And aint it kind of funny that at the dark end of the road. Someone lights the way with just a single ray of hope. They wear so many faces, show up in the strangest places. To guide us with their mercy, in our time

My Angel And Friend
My Angel And Friend I never thought that I would find a friend so great and a friend so kind I look up to you in every way 'cause I learn something from you every day. Without you I don't know where I'd be but you're still here, friends with me you deserve so much more than I can give but without you I wouldn't live. You've given me more than money can buy and for you I'd give my all and I would die This feeling I feel gets stronger every day hoping not to screw it up, I constantly pray. I know we have our problems every now and then but once it's fixed our friendship is better times ten and I want you to know that I truly do care even in fights when I say things that aren't fair. You're an angel from God up above and I'm thankful for your understanding love because when you're around everything seems right and for you, until the end, I will fight. It doesn't matter what you do or say because you'll be my friend anyway I know the real you that's

My Angel
MY SISTER,MY FRIEND,MY HERO One more year has passed on by, Don't look back Keep your head held high For you're missing the most valuable moments, You see... When you are looking down toward your feet. Walk, if you run, you'll find yourself wondering Why or When What never failed to smile down at you, Somehow, forgot to grin. We somehow took for granted then, The special times we shared- Smiles, smells of home, were there Whenever we got scared. I ran to and from that place, Yet, never saw that smile. I look up now, no place to run, And it's been here all the while. I realize late, the things that time Can't allow us to hold for long. The youngest, the oldest, and all in between Can't return, once time has gone- Take time, hold the moments, in time they slip away, Words one heart fought, with a smile to say. This year will pass, as the years before, Smile at the life, that you most adore. When time comes and you "forget" to grin, too... Those who remember yo

My Angel
u know i use to write short stories and poems all the time when i was younger.. even after i had my first child i still did.. here is my lat poem i have wrote.. i made it for my child who neve got a chance to live cause of my ex.. i was 4-5 weeks pregnant when i lost him.. my ex punched my child out of me over me allowing my mother to keep my daughter over night o i could have a night where i could try to relax.. when i was with my ex i was the one who worked, cooked, cleaned, took care of my child..i dont it all.. my ex didnt do anything except for drink, do drugs, cheat and beat on me.. i remember that night as if it was yesterday.. we got into an argument and then the next thing i knew he got me with a low blow to my stomach and then thhrew me into the edge of our bed and then raped me.. all i could do was cry and hold my stomach and force myself to not scream out with all the pain.. i knew if i did he woul have hit me again.. he always did when i screamed for help.. when i did nobo

My Anger Your Death
I can't take this pain anymore you ripped my heart out, and threw it on the floor the thought of you is sickening i thought you were more of a human being but no, your like an animal crawling on the ground are you ready? what comes around goes around you will pay for what you did you played with my emotions like a little kid its my life or yours i think yours, ill stab you until all the blood pours your death is my only obsession that was my last confession now you get what you deserve you said we were even but we weren't even close, as close as you are to heaven but now my dear, we are even i hope you burn in hell! there i sit and look at your rotting corpse oh how it makes me want to yell so fuck you! about time i got rid of you There's the pain you gave to me mentally but i returned it physically as your blood slowly drips down my knife i whisper in your ear as you die, happy anniversary. from your fucking wife!

My Angel
She came to me After watching and wanting, With nothing to offer but herself. An eternity of paradise Cannot compare to just a single Moment with her. Her kisses warm me on even The coldest nights, And being with her gives Me a calmness, as if I was In the arm of an angel - My angel.

My Answer To A Mumm
DJ Rebel Rednec... (Online) M, 32 Lexington, KY which one created @ 2007-10-18 18:19:14 -- expires in: 23 hr Which is the best holiday to you when it comes to celebrating.....Christmas or Halloween 67 votes 190 views 13 comments Christmas 65.7% (44 votes) Halloween 34.3% (23 votes) Report mum as NSFW (Not Safe For Work) [?] my answer J£§§Å ♥ S... (new pics com/rateplz) F, 26 Salisbury, MD 2007-10-18 18:22:53 #11 of 13 halloween is much better cuz look free candy ya get to spook the crap outta anyone, and get away with murdering your grandmother cuz you spooked her and she had a heart attack, Hey its not your fault, she had a weak heart, meanwhile XMAS EWWW some fat guy sneaks into ur house eats your cookies,, you had to lay out or he wouldnt leave you presents, but usually the presents were nothing but clothes, and you totally dont need anymore clothes, so like i said hands down HALLOWEEN wins hands down delete comment

My Angel
Below is the start of a story that I srated writing about 5 years ago and then lost. Comments would be appreciated on how the beginning is going as well as if you think I should start to work on it again and maybe finish it. Let me know what you think! _________________________________________________ My Angel I had always heard that a persons eyes are the windows to their soul but I never believed it until I was drawn into the depths of Angel’s eyes. Caught within his gaze I felt as though I had known and loved him forever even though we had just met. I felt myself falling deeper and deeper into the arctic blue ocean that was his eyes. Within his eyes I saw myself and who I was to become. Within his arms I felt all the joy and bliss that could not be explained or contained even in one lifetime. Angel bought to life the part of me that I thought had died so long ago. In his embrace I felt abounding warmth and tenderness. Within his soul I felt pain and sorrow. Within his kiss I

My Angel
His innocense is overpowering. His Wickedness so sweet. Behold the Angel of Sunrise. Beware my God of Defeat. Chained to eternity, forever forced to see. The fatalities of the world, while he Bleeds in utter glee. Hes in love with her Sadness, though hes locked in a cage. Cursing those who apose her in an Undying fit of rage. Hes the angel that reigns between heaven and Hell. Slaughtering the weak, and giving her his lifelong spell. In Darkness, He is wild, the Abyss sets him Free. She gives him Herself, for Him to love and see. Her Angel lives, Her Angel cries, Her Angel Bleeds, But their love will never Die.

My Angel
My Angel My Angel, take this hatred from me Fill me with peace, help me let this be I hear him threw the trees, he whispers my name I close my eyes It is filled with beauty, it is my lullabye As my body grows cold, I am all alone I beckon for my angel to carry me home He is my light, my love, all that I need he rescued me from myself my soul he has freed I walk with him, hand in hand He tells me, that our love is grand I want to believe what he says is true So hard to accept, with all I been through Never knowing a love, so pure and kind I always searched, nothing I could find I am staring at love, strait in the face Seeing his illuminating smile, his eyes full of grace I pray this is not another heartache I cannot handle the pain, no more I can take He wraps his arms around me, his warmth that covers me I welcome his embrace, I set my heart free D.L. Abrams

My Ankle
Ok well it isnt broken but they all keep telling me i would be better off if it was. I did tear all 3 ligaments that hold the outside of the ankle in position and possibly the tendon as well.......I cant do anything but wait though for all the swelling to leave. As it is my leg, calf, and foot (the injured one) cramps when i stand up.........go figure. Thanks to my friends who care. xoxo Adele

My Ankle
There's a guy who calls me, and talks about absolutely nothing. He gets on the phone and mentions random stuff about his day, then goes into detail about trumpets and jazz music. Hmm..i feel bad because im not particularly interested. He BORES me. I cant really enjoy myself or our discussions beacuse it doesnt interest me. Plus he doesnt ask me any questions about me, he just rambles on about himself and what he feels. I kinda feel left out. Unimportant. I know I should ask him why he talks about himself so much, but I dont really care anymore. Our conversations suck MAJOR and i dont wanna talk to him anymore. There's just nothing there......*sigh* on the other hand i DID manage to damage my ankle. Not the torn ligament/funky ankle, but the other normal one. My left ankle hurts like a hangnail, and Im trying to relax it right now. Im tired...still. SO much for the revolution Amber. LOL

My Angel
your there for me when i need you most so that's why this blog i must post as we come upon our first year i do think back as i shed a tear it is cause i realise if it wasnt for you id be alone and this is true i dont mind if you get crushes alot cause it lets me know i got a woman thats hot

My Angel
your my angel sent from heaven my angel that loves me with all his heart my angel that cares for me so deeply my angel that has the sweetest voice that just touches the heart your my angel that always has wide open arms just waiting for me waiting for me to enter your embrace your my angel that i adore more than life its self your my angel that i long to kiss the angel that i want to be committed to for life your my angel i long to reach out an touch your my angel that has been sent to me from heaven my angel that watches over me day an night by april peterosn

My Angel
My Angel V1 When I look into your eyes I fell my Heart Come alive As I Lay beside you It becomes True You have shown me Love It like you were sent from above chours When we stand Face to Face I fell my heart begin to Race I love you with my heart and my soul You are my Angel amd I will love you Forevermore V2 Before you came itno my life It was full of stirfe But now with you here Everything seems right you are truly the love of my life And now I have no Fear Chours V3 Now that I have you I will never let you go We Have become one This Promise I will make I dont know what you have done But I like what we have become Chrous

My Angel
My Angel. I met my angel, once,so long ago, The feeling was indescribable.Everytime i was around her my heart beat so fast that i thought i would die.She was my comfort and my strength.With my Angel by my side i could move mountains.I could take on armies.I could see the beauty in everything and my heart was at peace.We were at one with each other and knew each other through and through.We knew each others hopes and dreams,weaknesses and strengths.Above all we knew how to love each other.Our love was incredible,one that all men and women desire. Then all of the evil in our world joined forces and stole my angel away from me.It changed me and the way i thought about the world.I moved on with half a heart.As my influences and surroundings molded me for 20 years, i survived inside what felt like a vessel or a prison at times.Biding my time, surviving in hopes and dreams that one day she would return to me. Never losing that hope, our memories together would surely be branded deap in my mi

My Annual Chrstmas Letter
To My Online Friends: As the holidays approach, my heartfelt appreciation goes out to all of you who have taken the time and trouble to send me "forwards" over the past 12 months. Thank you for making me feel safe, secure, blessed, and wealthy. Extra thanks to whoever sent me the one about rat crap in the glue on envelopes 'cause I now have to go get a wet towel every time I need to seal an envelope. Also, I scrub the top of every can I open for the same reason. Because of your concern I no longer drink Coca Cola because it can remove toilet stains. I no longer drink Pepsi or Dr. Pepper since the people who make these products are atheists who refuse to put "Under God" on their cans. I no longer use Saran wrap in the microwave because it causes cancer. I no longer check the coin return on pay phones because I could be pricked with a needle infected with AIDS. I no longer use cancer-causing deodorants even though I smell like a water buffalo on a hot day. I no

My Answer To Him
For the one I love A big burden was left upon whoever had my heart Truly a heavy feeling surrounded those near Warm expressions are all I needed from the start Although I received some, my thoughts are twisted with fear As the rain drops crush, so does my sanity The cloudy skies darken my emotion Mind and heart brought to a state of calamity Where I can no longer fulfill my devotion True partners always stay by each other's side In any phase of relationship they might be The gates of your heart are open wide Your trusting glances and open feelings are calling me Issues of my heart involve my lack of confidence Love life had never appeared as I longed for A big role of failure was played by my arrogance Whole relationships shattered, it was too big to ignore You embraced me as a loyal friend, I'm sure Whenever in trouble you summon me to your side Slowly, your personality came to lure A faithful friend who will always abide Your mind and heart never ceas

My Angel Left Me....
Yesterday when I got up my daughter was on the computer. I looked over her shooulder and seen what site she was on....Myspace. and I say my bf's message..R.I.P. My heart fell. I move my daughter out of the way to look at the message that had come thru that she didn't let me see. I had a message from my best-friend's mom. What I read there tore my heart out. TO never talk ot her again! TO never see an IM from her! I cried so hard that day and then I dried my tears and got on with my day. I buried a puppy that day and thought no more about death. Today I learned that my momma dog was dying. This evenin she lost the battle and died. Now all this brought all the dying has taking it toll on me. I am not taking her death well. My best friend not my dog. I love my best-friend! She was always there for me. Whenever I needed her she was there! Right now I need her so bad and I can't call her. My heart is tearing out and I am not sure what to do. I have cried on and o

My Angel
My Angel by Melissa Miller What do you dream of, my angel? Do you dream of starless nights, or of the sun? Maybe even summer breezes? Or do you dream of cold winters, Being alone and afraid? What do you dream of, my angel? Do you dream, like me, of happiness? A place where everything asked is served And everything deserved, given? Do you dream of hope, my angel? What do you pray for, my angel? I pray for you. I pray that you are loved and happy. For you see, my angel, I am only human And cannot repay what you have given me. So, what do you pray, my angel? And what do you dream, my angel? For I hope there is nothing less you receive

My Angel
I remember the day it happened - The day you came into my life. The second I saw you Everything in my world changed. I loved you before I even knew you. I cannot put into words all thoes feelings I felt But I know I was proud, I was scared I was happy, most of all I was blessed. I was now a mother. You have brought out the best in me You taught me how to be real You teach me every day patience I learned unconditional love. You are my mini-me My shadow, my friend. You are my angel. < I LOVE YOU BRAYDEN >

My Angel
An angel watches over me. Shes sealed her heart to mine. Her touch, her voice, I know so well. Deep within my memories, they dwell. She truly brings out the best in me, the man I am today. If not for her tender care, life could have been a real nightmare. So I thank you Lord, for granting me this life. An angel is what you sent to me, in the beauty of my wife.

My Angel Poem
The moment I opened my heart and let you in I saw this great love starting to begin. I opened my eyes to a vision of you I hope, I pray your feelings are true. I have loved and I have paid the cost And I have felt the pain of the love I lost. But, now, I think I have truly found An Angel who walks upon the ground. You go beyond all limits for me Just to show your love endlessly. I could search my whole life through And never find another 'you'. You are so special that I wanted you to know I truly, completely love you so. Author unknown

My Anneagram Results
April, you're a Type 8 - The Leader Friends, family, and colleagues probably appreciate your heroic strength and impassioned inner drive. They're also apt to know that when they come to you with a problem, you can be counted on for strength and guidance. As a Leader, you're likely to be seen as a powerful and protective individual with a natural born sense of management in one form or another. Being a member of this type puts you in good company. Toni Morrison, an award-winning author and recognized cultural leader in the African American community, and Martin Luther King, Jr., leader of the American civil rights movement, were also type 8s. This means that compared to the eight other Enneagram types, you have a strong sense of willpower and self-confidence. In fact, you're the kind of resourceful, decisive person who is often committed to making things happen.

My Angel!
The last three years, Have been the best of my life With love of a mother My son, you are in my heart Love of a son I could have had none better Your heart was of purity Your soul is at peace, my son Forever you will be with us Watch over your brother, my love For he will need you more than I You are with our Father in heaven Know we will all be together Again one day I will hold you in my arms Kiss you on your beautiful cheek Tell you what I wanted On that night that took you from me I am so sorry my baby All you wanted to do was be next to me All I want to do now is hold you in my arms Tell you how much I love you Give you that one last kiss Look in to those beautiful eyes Tell you goodnight, one last time. Lord, hold my baby tight I will be there one day to claim him back!! In the mean time my son This I do promise to you I will keep a close eye on your brother, Always!! I will make you proud, my son As proud as I am of you You where the gr

My Answers
Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. Have fun! 1. I'm quick witted 2. I swear i have add. I start a project and only get so far before i see or think of something else needing done and go do it. 3. I didn't have a fun childhood. 4. I'm a really outgoing person. I love to meet new people and I never forget a face. 5. I Love to make people laugh. 6. I'm addicted to blueberry poptarts. 7. I have been to several different countries when I was in the Marine Corps. 8. I don't like snakes. 9. I wanted to be a Marine and a Firefighter when i was little. 10. My favorite season is spring and summer. Passing the torch to: Allsmiles GotGrr Nurseswty Tag,

My Answers...
Instructions...... Once you have been tagged, you have to write a blog with 10 weird or random things, facts, or habits about yourself. At the end, you choose at least 5 people to be tagged, listing their names . Don't forget to leave a comment that says, "You're it!" on their profile and ask them to read your blog. You can't tag the person who tagged you. 1. loves tulips 2. sips lady gray and remembers 3. loves my gem 4. looks for happiness in simple things 5. believes in angels 6. has many vices 7. If the crown fits 8. likes kisses on the wrists 9. better to others then myself 10. anything else ask

My Angel
Angel You are so precious to me You give me a reason for living And a sense of hope As the dark days approach Thoughts of you keep me sane I have drifted through time I have lost my way But the stars always guide me back to you My love, hold my hand Understand that I love you And I will never let you go We will live for eternity Through our children and in the memories of friends Our love is an unbreakable bond Built on sound foundations And forged through centuries of time God looks over us and protects us In this white room with padded walls I think of you and feel comforted Outside you carry on you life Oblivious to my feelings for you We live in parallel worlds Destined never to meet again I am only a passing memory And you are all I have left

My Angel
IN LOVING MEMORY OF SESHA ~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~ WE ARE ALL HERE ON FUBAR FOR DIFFERENT REASONS. FOR POINTS, FOR FRIENDS, FOR LOUNGES, OR FOR DRAMA. BUT ONE THING THAT TOUCHES US ALL IS WHEN ONE OF US LOSES OR WE KNOW SOMEONE THAT LOSES THEIR LIFE OR A FAMILY MEMBERS LIFE. IT TOUCHES US ALL NO MATTER WHAT WE ARE HERE FOR. DJ DARK SKILLZ LOST HIS DAUGHTER IN A CAR WRECK TODAY. PLEASE PRAY FOR HIM AND HIS FAMILY AS THEY GO THRU THIS TOUGH TIME. HERES HIS LINK IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO GO BY AND SHOW HIM THAT HE IS BEING THOUGHT OF IN HIS TIME OF NEED. DJ Dark Skillz of Taboo X~Demon Crew member~FU-Owned by Sunshune@ fubar Dark We Love You And Will Always Be Here Please All light a candle for his girl and him as well as the family...Huggss Dark IN MEMORY OF SESHA JULY 21 1991 - MARCH 2 2008

My Anal Is Retentive.. Lol
"So go ahead and mix up your alphabetized CD collection." Yea my dvds are in groups first by studio, side label color, and letter color like for real... You Are Totally Anal Retentive Yup, you're so uptight - people definitely have called you "anal." You're the type of person who's so OCD you organize your M&Ms before eating them. You have so many rules and rituals, it's hard for you to let loose and enjoy life. So go ahead and mix up your alphabetized CD collection. Live a little! Are You Anal Retentive?

Myangel With Honor
He came to me from out of the heavens, As I was standing alone. My heart so heavy and ladden with fears, The road ahead of me so long. His words rang so true, They swept my tears away. He comforted me, cared for me, Made me complete, He showed me the way. Honor was his light, Peace was his strength, Happiness was his goal, Love is my reward. Although we have just begun, Time will take us on this journey, Hand in hand we will explore, All God meant us to know. First step being the hardest, That one we have made. Our journey we are beginning, Our destination unknown. Honor being our guide, Peace being our strength, Happiness being with us, Love our reward. I wrote this Jamie

My Angel......in Heaven...
I was drowning in my various sorrows when I heard this sweetest voice an angel my grandmother in heaven she said girl, you should take care of yourself and love yourself, and she said it breaks her heart to see me suffer and I realized how right she was like always I shouldn't punish myself for being hurt as if the hurting wasn't enough so I promised my dearest angel I will try to care for myself and not let this world grind me down you see, grandmothers are so wise and they're always right deceased or alive and I know for sure my angel on earth now my angel in heaven is watching me in my heart... commentburner.com

My Angel's...
My Angel's Jeff and Regnald My Angel is the one who looks over me.. Is the one who care for me... Is the one who loves me... My Angel has beauitful eyes... My Angel has beauitful hair... My Ange will be there when I get hurt... My Angel will be the only one on my mind... He is the Angel that keeps me breathing... He is the angel of my dreams... He is the Angel that keeps me alive... My Angel will cheer me up when I am sad... AMEN MY PRECIOUS "ANGEL'S" Till we met again...

My Animals
some of you have asked me why i have so many pets...and sit at home alone all the time. well here is your answer. MY PETS ARE LOYAL! MY PETS DON'T JUDGE. MY PETS HAVE NEVER LEFT ME. MY PETS FORGIVE MY MISTAKES. my pets would never ever let someone else come inbetween us. even when they get punished,,,,,the still greet me with open arms. i don't have to lay in bed all night crying wondering where my pets are. i don't have to clench the phone wondering if my pets are gonna call. no matter what my pets are always there. people suck! people aren't there for me. everyone i have ever cared about has turned their back on me. and if they haven't already i'm sure they will, cause that is just how it seems to go. people judge me for the life i live. it's not yours to live get the fuck over it! if you don't like how i live my life then go the fuck away! i don't need anyone's approval. people lie. people cheat. people break my fucking heart. no matter what mood i'm in my pets bring a smile to my f

My Angel
From that first moment I already knew That woman I longed for Was going to be you The closer we grow together The more I want to be with you All that I hope for Is you want that too As the days pass by The more I begin to care You have opened my heart To all the feelings we share From this point forward I promise you this I will do my best To bring you happiness For this is my vow To you today Forever my angel I want you to stay

My Angel
As I kneel on the grass and run my hand over his name engraved in stone, I feel confused. Does he know I'm here? Does he see me? Does he remember who I am 8 years later? Does he know how much I love him and miss him. I hold a picture of his two brothers that he never got to meet. I feel drops of water on my arm and think to myself "don't cry. Not now. I can not cry." I bring my hand to my face to wipe away any evidence of tears and realize it wasn't tears but it has started to sprinkle drops of rain. I look up to the sky and start to unload a years worth of pain and confusion and I cry and cry and cry. I talk out loud to my son and tell him that I miss him and I love him more than he will ever know. I wait and expect a response...and at that moment, the wind blows slightly and the sun peeks out and that is his sign to me that he is there and he is OK.

My Angel
Today is my heart's Birthday!!! I met that special person I want to spend the rest of my life with and today is a special cause for celebration...I thank God everyday for putting him in my life and without this special day...IF he was never born I'd never have met him. HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY!!! I LOVE YOU!!! Pls help me to make this a special day for him by spanking his page with some birthday love!!! Dont 4get to drop some presents too!!! HERE IS HIS PROFILE LINK Baka@ fubar Make a wish...Coz ur my wish come true Brought to you by: ~*~...Muerte Bella™...ღBaka'sღ...~*~@ fubar PLEASE REPOST: http://www.fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=698530559

My Animal Totem
Which animal totem best suits you?created with QuizFarm.com You scored as WolfYou are the Wolf. When you are with someone, your allegience never falters. Your family is very important to you and you will protect that family with all you have, no matter what. Wolf 100%Eagle 92%Deer 92%Salmon 92%Fox 83%Dragon 83%Snake 75%Dog 75%Horse 75%Bear

My Angel Girl Arrives!
She is finally here!!! 26 hours of labor, and one C-section later, we have a beautiful baby girl! She was 8lbs 11oz, 20 3/4 in, and was born at 11:57AM. I got to hold her for a little while before we left, and she has got to be one of the most beautiful babies I have ever seen! She is healthy, and everything looks good. Momma is doing well too, aside from the exhaustion, and the incision from the C-section. We are all a little ragged, tired, hungry, and glad she is here. Daddy is tired too, but his little princess is finally here, and he is proud as he can be. We (my mother and I) were at the hospital from 10pm last night till 2:30pm this after noon. We think it is pretty cool that her birthday is 678 (06/07/08) easy to remember. It was a very long night, but we have a gorgeous Angel to show for it! I have the few pics I managed to take before my phone battery died in with my pics, check em out.

My Angel
I am blessed with the love of a angel, who's smile is brighter than the sun, with eyes that sparkle more than any star, whose kiss is sweeter than the finest of wines and love more powerful than any drug, no dream could ever compare to my angel's presents, nor replace the tenderness of her precious kiss, for me my angel is a dream come true, and my love for him will last until the end of time, I will always worship the times we have and hold dear to my heart the linger of his last touch; until we meet again, each night I will look at the moon and say I love you to my angel, and be thankful for my dream come true!

My Anniversary
Colour My World - Chicago Happy Anniversary Diana & Don 35 years..lets show her some Fu-luv click on this pic to take you there mommaduck This congrats is brought to you by your friends in The Friendship Circle (repost of original by 'Mï¢kï-ßlµê-È¥ê§ ~{Ðïr†¥ §ðµ†h Çrêw}Çð-£ðµñÐêr ð£ †hê £rïêñÐ§hïþ Çïr¢lê'' on '2008-07-15 22:07:59'

My Anniversary
Today Saturday July 19 is imcrazybitch and wld n crazy guys 5 anniversary although they have been together 17 yrs. Please go by and show them some love today. they are great friends to have.Love you baby girl... (repost of original by 'mamaduck/Proud Member of The Friendship Circle' on '2008-07-19 11:16:40') thanks mommaduck love u

My Anniversary
Montgomery Happy Anniversary Stacy & Chris...Lets show them some Fu Love click on these pics to take you there Imcrazybitch & wld n crazy This Congrats is brought to you by your friends in the Friendship Circle Tell them Micki sent ya ~! ;) (repost of original by 'Mï¢kï-ßlµê-È¥ê§ ~{Ðïr†¥ §ðµ†h Çrêw}Çð-£ðµñÐêr ð£ †hê £rïêñÐ§hïþ Çïr¢lê'' on '2008-07-19 22:13:53')

My Angel
Lately I've noticed, Just how shitty my life is, No job, No women, No money, I wake up every day, Just because I cant sleep anymore, I eat, I drink, I sleep, Same old shit, different day, But sometimes things change, When we least expect, When you hit rock bottom, You sometimes think, That things will always be shit, But sometimes fate steps in, And gives you a hand, I hit rock bottom, Was about to end it all, Then fate made a call, My cell phone rang, And her voice was like, A heavenly choir, And she lifted my life up, From the hole I was in, With just one phone call, She changed my life, Who's life can you change?

My Angel
I was sent to you...But I never knew that god had sent me my own "Angel". You are my "Angel" and even better you are my best friend. You were there for me when they hurt me... You never left me on my own...You were the one who helped me when I needed the help, but never asked for...I never knew god had answered my pray when I asked him to send me an "Angel". He did and he gave me something in life that will always stay with me. He sent me you. I thought when I met you, that you were only a friend. The ones that just stay with you in High School. But I was wrong your what the true meaning of "Best Friends" means... You know that I will always be there for you....Thank you for being my "Angel" just like I have been yours.

4 My Angels
Hello hope everyone is doing well today? I know it's been a wild time watching all the drama on my page these last few weeks and for that I am sorry, My health issues has really taking a heavy toll on my and I know I haven't been much of a friend for that I am truly sorry, I have put off going to Florida twice and just can't go on like this any longer, so I'm going to the hospital here this morning and see what they can do about getting me to the point where I can make the trip to Florida to get the spots removed from my pancreac, Been a strange weekend to say the least and I see know who really cares about me and who just blows smoke up my ass to suit there own needs, for my real friends, My Angels you give me a reason to wake each morning and for that I will be forever grateful I hope only the best in life for you all and love each of you with all that I am, for the ones that just want drama everyday and to see how much they can hurt me, live or die, come what may you will never h

My Angel, Life Of Love
My Angel I look into the sky, I see an Angel descending upon me, Its you my sweet love, Sent to bring me joy and happiness, You are my sunshine, You are the air I breath, Your beauty is endless, My love for you is eternal, A forever love that will only grow, Never fade away, Every moment with you is a wonderful memory, Thank you for blessing me With your awesome presence In my life! I LOVE YOU! LIFE OF LOVE I lay in bed, feel the morning light warm my body, I open my eyes, and the light I see is your smile, The warmth I feel is your body laying on mine, I hold you tight, just taking in Your morning light, Through out my day I think of you, The way you walk, The way your lips move when you talk, The way you smile when i lean in for a kiss, The sound of your voice, Such sweet bliss, Can't wait to get home, Been missing you all day, Needing your touch, Your sweet kiss, Your

My Angel
Dom To a young man my precious son if theres a spirit thats pure its yours and a nature thats placid it yours one filled with love and compassion its yours..i love you son your my wee man in my life and that i as your mother will always treasure your laughter and thoughfullness. your a fine young man and im ever so proud of you and all your achievements. your sports you play and the true meaning of sportsmanship im so proud to see you display that and its also to be admired..Your growing into a fine young man and you have taught me so much over time you have given me strength in times where you have been injured, and shown that you have a high tolerance to pain and my son thats amazing to see a young person go through some of the kinds of injuries that you have suffered. Your talents grow each day you apply them, your good in all that you set forth to do, i've never met a childs heart as pure as yours.. and the compassion you show to others its a marvel to look at you and see what a

My Angel
My Angel When your lips touched mine it was purifying, When I look into your eye's I got lost in time, Having you around feels like a sweet and innocent dream, With hair like an angel I wish I could freeze time; I wish one day you could be mine! By: Jess L. Burris Jr.

My Angel
Casted into darkness. Thrown out like yesterdays trash. I was. Hated passionately but many. Fear by the rest. With a blackend soul. So dark even pure evil was fearful of it. Hate bottled inside that was unmeasurable. Given up hope. Facing the reality in front of me. Using others like pawns on a chess board to get where I want. Then she appears. An angel. By anyone else's standard a wonderful person. But in my wicked hate filled eyes. She was my new begining. Her eyes capture my soul. Brought it back to life. her smile erased all the hate. Her love that she showed me . Very little at first. Gave me happiness. It grew stronger and stronger each and every moment I spent with her. Yet still not able to feel her touch. Her kiss. Her warmth. Yet just looking at her. Smile so angelic and full of love. Eyes locked on me so inviting. Made the beast become human and whole. Falling for her so puirely. That not matches or rivals. this whole new form of love. Her never knew exsisted. A love he neve

My 1 And Only
You're the warm sensation that I feel inside my soul, you're my man, my love, my world- you're the half that makes me whole! You're the sun that lights my day, you're the moon that lights my night, I'll love when we get along I'll love you more each time we fight. I know sometimes I'll piss you off, but don't forget how much I care.. and no matter how much we may yell, I promise I'll still be there. I don't always pick up the phone, and I may forget to call... but my feelings and my love for you haven't changed at all. I'm sorry I'm not perfect, but I'll be as close as I can be, You're the only one my heart beats for, You're my One & Only!!

My Angels
THESE ARE MY ANGELS AND THE GUYS ARE OUR PROTECTION..WE WILL HELP WHERE EVER WE CAN AND WHEN WE CAN.... ALL YOU DO IS LEAVE ME A MESSAGE AND WE WILL DO WHAT CAN HELP....TO BE APART OF THE OF THE FAMILY ALL YOU NEED TO DO IS ASS TO YOUR NAME THAT ONE OF MY ANGELS AND HIT ME IN A PRIVATE MESSAGE THAT YOU WOULD LIKE TO BE ONE.... THAN I WILL ADD YOU TO THE FOLDER AND WILL NEED YOUR YIM SO WHEN WE ARE NEEDED I CAN LET YOU KNOW...ALSO YOU WILL NEED TO ADD ALL THE ANGELS TO FRIENDS LIST AND LEAVE A COMMENT THAT YOU ARE A NEW ANGEL... OWNER ♥ DESTINYANGEL♥FUWIFE TO ANGLZ1BORN & DJ TIGGER@ fubar OWNERS FUWIFEY DJ TIGGER ÐJ ~Tiggêr~- Fu-Married to DestinyAngel & Anglz1Born@ fubar SYN Dj Syn♥'sMaster4Syn Fulover 2 Malachai&Dede&Lil Evil Owned by DJ Achmed@ fubar HEAD OF DESTINY"S ANGELS HAREM dj nitescreem dj manager for tainted desires radio fu owned by tempted beauty@ fubar SEXY BECCA ~~DJ SEXY BECCA~ DESTINYANGELS HAREM~~@ fubar SEXY MONTANA ♥ Monta

My Answers
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? Charging 2. Your significant other? peter 3. Your hair? short 4. Your mother? pennsylvania 5. Your father? new york 6. Your favorite thing? hubby 7. Your dream last night? None 8. Your favorite drink? soda 9. Your dream/goal? Peace 10. The room you're in? Bedroom 11. Music? country 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Alive 14. Where were you last night? home 15. What you're not? rich 16. Muffins? Blueberry 17. One of your wish list items? Happiness 18. Where you grew up? virginia 19. The last thing you did? Typed 20. What are you wearing? tshirt 21. TV? yes 22. Your pets? dot 23. Your computer? Laptop 24. Your life? calm 25. Your mood? h

My Answers
You Can Only Type ONE Word. Not as easy as you might think. Now copy and paste into your blog and tag 5 ppl to do the same. Leave a comment to let us know you have done it, AND LEAVE THEM A COMMENT TO LET THEM KNOW THEY HAVE BEEN TAGGED. It's really hard to only use one-word answers! 1. Where is your cell phone? Desk 2. Your significant other? Ed 3. Your hair? Medium 4. Your mother? Complex 5. Your father? Rigid 6. Your favorite thing? Music 7. Your dream last night? Sex 8. Your favorite drink? Coffee 9. Your dream/goal? Graduating 10. The room you're in? Family 11. Music? All 12. Where do you want to be in 6 years? Here 14. Where were you last night? Home 15. What you're not? Thin 16. Muffins? Apple 17. One of your wish list items? Ireland 18. Where you grew up? Philadelphia 19. The last thing you did? Slept 20. What are you wearing? Clothes 21. TV? Yes 22. Your pets? Cats 23. Your computer? Desktop 24. Your life? Comfortable 25. Your mood? Happy 26. Missing someone? Mother 27. Favori

My Annual Chris5mas Letter..lmao!
To My Online Friends: As the holidays approach, my heartfelt appreciation goes out to all of you who have taken the time and trouble to send me "forwards" over the past 12 months. Thank you for making me feel safe, secure, blessed, and wealthy. Extra thanks to whoever sent me the one about rat crap in the glue on envelopes 'cause I now have to go get a wet towel every time I need to seal an envelope. Also, I scrub the top of every can I open for the same reason. Because of your concern I no longer drink Coca Cola because it can remove toilet stains. I no longer drink Pepsi or Dr. Pepper since the people who make these products are atheists who refuse to put "Under God" on their cans. I no longer use Saran wrap in the microwave because it causes cancer. I no longer check the coin return on pay phones because I could be pricked with a needle infected with AIDS. I no longer use cancer-causing deodorants even though I smell like a water buffalo on a hot day. I no

My Angel
Everytime we met A kiss I'll never forget I want us to be more But my heart was already tore You took my heart piece by piece This feeling inside I can not cease I was yours from the very first look My heart and soul is what you took Knowing this feeling in my heart Just trying to keep myself from falling apart Everytime I catch your gaze You naver cease to amaze I'm so scared of hurting you That I just couldn't do A chance I didn't want to take Your heart I didn't want to break I've known you for so very long Is what I'm feeling really wrong Days, weeks, months, years Soon I'll be without any fears Emotions I felt never forsaken With you I'm still taken Now its time to let it show Now its time to let you know If I had you in my life I would never have any strife If I had you with me here I would have no reason to fear Being away is what I hate I pray to god that you are my fate Because

My Angel Name
[IMG]http://extimg.quizopolis.com/images/results/angel-name.gif[/IMG] [B]Your Angel Name is[/B] [B][COLOR="Red"]Hamaliel the Angel of Logic[/COLOR][/B] Get Your Angel Name at Quizopolis.com [URL=""][/URL] ROTFLMAO everyone that knows me would have said - Duh!

My Angel
Is this an angel entering my life, A gift from the heavens to save me from my life, Can she quell my demons, Set me on the mysterious path to happiness, What have I done to be so lucky, Is it fate, Or just my time, Spending hours talking, Voices floating to the heavens and back, What wondrous things will happen from here, But lets not fast forward life, Just enjoy each magical second of discovery, Each hour of intimacy, To kiss her warm skin, to feel her warm breath on mine, To watch her sleep, To touch her hair, Am I to be so lucky, Such ecstasy I am filled with when she is near, Every fibre of my body humming with electricity, Butterflies inside fluttering once more, Feeling eighteen again, Excitement buzzes through me just to feel like this, First time once in a life time, every time she looks my way, Numbing my eternal pain, Giving myself up to her completely, The way she walks, Her eyes sparkle like stars when she smiles, A love so strong my heart canno

My Angel
My angel is the one who looks over me My angel is the who cares for me My angel is the one who loves me My angel has beautiful brown eyes My angel has beautiful black hair My angel will be there when I get hurt My angel will be the one that is always on my mind She is the angel that keeps me breathing She is the angel of my dreams She is the angel that keeps me alive My angel will cheer me up when I’m sad My angel will love me for me She is my angel of my life

My Angel
Sitting alone in the darkscared, frightened and all aloneFelling helpless and lost in the worldJust when all hope was vanishing awaya hand appears in the darkand a deep voice cries out,"Take my hand, and wipe your tears away"Hesitant at firstscared to take a chanceReluctantly i take his handand let him lead the wayHe opened the door to my heartHe opened the door to my soulHe opened the door to a worldI thought didnt exist anymoreJust when I was about to give up on happinessJust when I began to give up on hopeGod answered my silent prayersand sent my angel to my door.Carla K.

My Angel
My Angel............My Angel ever at my side how lovely you must be - To leave your home in heaven, to guard someone like me. When I'm far away from home, or maybe hard at work I know you will protect me, from harm along the way. Your beautiful and shining face, I see not, though you're near The sweetness of your lovely voice, I cannot really hear. When I pray, you're praying too, your prayer is just for me. But, when I sleep you never do, You're watching over me.

My Angel On Earth
The moment I opened my heart and let you in I saw this great love starting to begin. I opened my eyes to a vision of you I hope, I pray your feelings are true. I have loved and I have paid the cost And I have felt the pain of the love I lost. But, now, I think I have truly found An Angel who walks upon the ground. You go beyond all limits for me Just to show your love endlessly. I could search my whole life through And never find another 'you'. You are so special that I wanted you to know I truly, completely love you so.

My Answers
What is your full name? Jimmy Foster What is your birthday? Nov 8 1972 What is your favorite color? Black Are you spoken for? No What is your biggest fear? Of the world my daughter is growing up in! What is your most embarrassing moment? Cant think of nothing of nothing off the top my head. Get back to ya on that lol! Do you love someone? Family yes. In love with someone no! Can you eat cereal without sugar on it? No! Do you like coffee? If so how do you take it? No! Are you interested in the opposite sex or same sex? opposite sex ! If you were to win the lottery what would you spend the money on? My Daughter! How old do you think a child should be before they are left home alone? at least 13! What was your greatest wake up call in life? The birth of my daughter! How many children do you have? 1 Do you like sex? Oh Hell To The Yeah!! What is your favorite position? 69 How many sexual partners have you been with? 8 What is the kinkiest place you've ever had sex? on the

My Angel Is In A Contest, Please Rate And Comment Bomb!!!
My wonderful awesome amazing angel is in his first contest ever! please go to the link on my page that looks like the one below, and rate and comment bomb!!he deserves every bit!! I love you, baby, good luck!!

My Angel
My AngelThe moment I opened my heart and let you in I saw this great love starting to begin. I opened my eyes to a vision of you I hope, I pray your feelings are true. I have loved and I have paid the cost And I have felt the pain of the love I lost. But, now, I think I have truly found An Angel who walks upon the ground. You go beyond all limits for me Just to show your love endlessly. I could search my whole life through And never find another 'you'. You are so special that I wanted you to know I truly, completely love you so.Baby i truely love you. I will always be here when you need me, no matter what you need. You are my Angel

My Angel
Ive always wondered if there were angels above, Showing there beauty like flying doves, If asked if i thought this was true.... "uh, no clue" Ofcourse, this was all before you, With you ive found something that feels so right, It shines through your eyes, with a special light, It comes from somewhere deep within, It has no beginning but knows no end, You brighten each and every day, Yo do it with ease, and it hits me in every way, Where ever you go, what ever you do, All i can see is the love you have inside of you, Its proof to me that angels exist, So naturally its impossible for me to resist, And Yes there are angels on the earth and in heave above, I know because God sent me one to love.

My Angel
Goodbye my beautiful angel, the one who stole my dreams, who held my heart and made me feel while my life tore apart at the seams. It's not easy letting go and without you I feel incomplete, and even though life goes on, it just doesn't taste as sweet. The mistakes I've made I terribly regret, but as much as I wish, there's no going back to do anything differently. Goodbye, my beautiful angel, who's kiss I've never known. I will always hold you near my heart, but no longer in my dreams. Even at the darkest of times, your beauty, like light, had always shown, but always out of reach. I've come to know the pain of love, but your happiness is all that matters to me. Goodbye, Angel of my dreams. I will forever miss what could once have been and what will never be.

My Angels
A tear has fallen, fast and free, I fear my feet will not carry me. My life is great and full of love, Granted a wish I wished from above. But times are hard and sometimes sad, although I eccept the good and bad. I feel I'm falling far behind, no grip, no tread to catch the line. My heart is heavy, my mind is weak, My lips come open, I cannot speak. I scream and scream, yet not heard, I feel as though I have been cursed. Damned to hell, damned to fail, Away away, my feelings sail. In the distance a sweet voice heard, a voice of hope I know for sure. Look up, look out and there they stand, My angels smile with helping hands. With all else lost, and gone for good, There they stand as I knew they would. It takes a life to find true friends, who give you their heart, with out end. For they are my saviors, and carry me, When it seems all is lost they let me see. My Angels don't have wings, only smiles like mine, that will be there with me till the end of time. I thank you lord, for giving m

My Angel, My Love
I secretly love you everydayI hide my feelings behind a smileI wish I could tell you the truthbut i don’t say a word. When I first heard your voiceit sent chills to my heartI have never felt this way beforeI knew you had to be the one. I lean on your strengthand your honesty I trustYou brought laughter andhope again in my life. I wish I could wrap you in my arms when the world doesn’t understand my feelings are realand grows stronger everyday. I’ve fallen in love with youand I don’t want to let you goYou’re my reason to live andthe reason I have faith. God gave me you to showme whats real you are my guardian angel fromabove and a secret love!!!!!!

My Angel
for the longest time i have walked only part of a being never feeling whole alway's searching for the one angel that would fill the emptiness in my soul little would i know that it would be 2 one in which i would sleep and be pleasured and one in which it shall be friendship and possibly love void of lust a true innocent and pure completion i wish for it not to be like a building that withers overtime and rusts nor like the stars that eventually burn out and consume but rather like the belife in a god or as time itself that never stops flowing

My Angel
You came in my life so fast to turn my head in happiness. You left so fast I couldnt fall fast enough to catch you. Your angel face, and the eyes so big and beautiful, you brought love and happiness, but you left so fast. To think you was always and angel, and never my little girl. You put a smile on my face and laughter in my heart, but then you was torn away from me just as fast as you came to me. The joy you brought to my life, I will always remember that lifes lessons comes from small things. I will always love you. I will always remember the 9 months it took me to get you. It took God to bring you in my life but seconds for God to make you the perfect angel.

My Ansewers To The Worlds Hardest Questions
E - Are we alone in the whole Universe ?no is dumb and selfish to think we are the building blocksfor life (amino acids) or the first single-celled organisms arrived on Earth from space via an asteroid. If this is true (and it most likely is - they had to come from somewhere!), then there must have been life somewhere else in the universe2-who and how build the pyramids of Egypt ?they cut limestone with copper and dragged them and used ramps3- when you shall die ?when our bodys can no long function correctly thats why good health is the key 4 -definition of human concioseyou mean Consciousness? or conscience?ethier way we only use a small part of our brain as humans some one side or then others depending on if ur creative or not ,being aware of ones self u can awaking and learn how to use more of ur brain ....as for feeling bad that is cause we know what is right and wrong as humans we make mistake no one should ever feel bad from making a mistake just learn from it 5-your pict

My Angel
"FULLY AWAKE ,YET I FEEL AS IF, WELL,AS IF I AM SLEEP WALKING, THE HUNGER TAKES ME BY SUPRISE THE TIGER IN MY MIND IS STALKING, SEARCHING FOR PREY TODAY IS THE DAY , I FEED THE BEAST WITH IN, ANOTHER BLACK MARK TO PUT ON THE LIST, ADDED TO MY OTHER SINS, WHEN , OR IF I FACE MY MAKER. BE IT GOD OR SATAN HIMSELF, I NEED WILL SOMEONE TO SAVE MY SOUL, FOR IF I HAVE ONE IT NEEDS HELP, YOU ARE PURE ,IM SURE YOU HAVE ADVICE TO SET ME STRAIGHT, I NEED INSTRUCTION ,SOME LAID OUT PLAN TO HELP ME CHANGE MY FATE, I DO NOT HAVE MANY I CAN TURN TO FOR THIS , IN FACT I CAN THINK OF NONE, THE WAR TO BE A BETTER PERSON , WILL PROBABLY NEVER BE WON, THE FIGHT IS LONG THE BATTLE FIERCE , REASONS TO CONTINUE ARE NIL, YET ON I GO I MUST NO CLUE WHY , I HAVE A SURVIVORS WILL, I MUST NOT KEEP YOU BE ON YOUR WAY, I DO NOT WISH TO FILL YOUR PLATE, KEEP ME IN YOUR THOUGHTS MAYBE PREY FOR ME MY ,WORDS HAVE TOO MUCH WEIGHT, AND GOD IF HE EXIST HE WON'T IGNORE YOU , YOU A

My Angel
the angel is here,> wispearing under her breath,> she wispears good thoughts,> she wispears to me,> > dont cry my friend,> it will be all right,> it wont be long,> your angel is here,> > stand up and yell,> as you will not be forgotten,> show me your strength,> show me your heart,> > your angel is here,> you are always in my heart,> you shall overcome,> you shall be healed,> > the angel wispears,> im waiting for my journey,> the journey we all shall have,> > dont shed a tear,> we will see each other again,> you will thier angel,> to guide them through life,> > this is your angel, > dont ever lose your heart,> > bedrock

My Angel
Darkness moves across the sky.I drop to my knees and begin to cry.Of Sorrow and heartache, I am King.In my chest is that old familiar sting.Has it been this long?What was it that was so wrong?Leaving hope all but gone.In darkness, I am blind.My path, I can not find.I don't even have the will to fight.Suddenly, there is a glimmer of light.Shining to make things right.Is this vision really before me?Illuminating my world so that I can see.I hear the music of an angelic band.A living angel to take my hand.To guide me and help me to stand.With the darkness chased away,Sorrow will no longer be able to stay.My life has been turned fully around.Love that I feel grows by leaps and bounds.Imagining this new life I've found.Surely, this can not be wrong.All this could be from a songThat causes my heart to race.You are my savior,My saving grace.I have grown braver,Thanks to a gentle face.A beauty worth of any lord.The simple sound of your wordsMakes me as happy as a pair of love birds.The sound o

My Annual Pre 9/11 Reminder And A Few Things Going On In The Nation
So 9/11 is right around the corner and as usual I see the never forget pictures that flood the internet and fubar, and it seems to be the only time anyone cares is when the anniversary happens. What happened on 9/11 I personally will never forget as i was in the city that week just a few blocks away. I went to visit a couple of high school buddies who had just gotten out of college and landed good jobs. I was on my way to the towers cuz, naturally, I hadn't seen em before. Little did I know that would be the first and last time I would ever see them. Nor did I know that I would never see my friends again either. It hasn't been easy since then but, like everyone else, I am troopering through life. As I Have every year since 2001 I've never forgot what's happened and the significance of it. I do not just remember around the time of sept. 11th, but everyday. To deal with the emotion around sept. 11th I do what I have done every year since it happened, I live my normal life and I d

My Angel Is You
You lift my spirits and still fill my soul with desire. Your heartfelt talks bring me hope, Your words of confidence I inspire. You believe in me when I am weak, And softly whisper "it will be OK". I believe in you,your honesty has brightened any gloomy days. Its your true nature and gentle touch, That I have given my heart to you. i will always protect you, i will be your shield. Through this life and after I will always be true. I fell in love with you at first sight, And for you there is nothing I wouldn't do, I can say to you with all my heart, I never believed in Angels until,I met you.

My Angel
She is my strength when I am weak and she is my star in the night sky,She is my sun on a cold and rainy day,She is the voice that soothes me when I cry, She is the blankets that keep me warm at night.She is my light when it's dark, She keeps my heart beating with every step I take,She is the angel that appears in my dreams,She is the beauty within me.She is the moon that brightens up my world,She is the air I breath,She guides me through the ups and downs,She is my ANGELShe is my DAUGHTER.

My Angel
The way your blue eyes sparkle that perfect little smile the way you blush when you look my way it all amazes me making me feel like a child meeting santa your fingers wrapped around mine my arms around you the look in your eyes before we kiss melts me from the inside like an ice cube on a roaring fire when you lounge in your sweats the way you get all dolled up you are always beautiful to me of all the things you say or do one thing will always stand out to me the fact that you are the one who holds my heart and it amazes me everyday that i am yours the love we share sends me to heaven with only the mention of your name

My Angel
TODAY I WAS THINKING ABOUT YOU. I KNOW YOUR NOT HERE WITH ME ON THIS EARTH. YOUR UP IN HEAVEN LOOKING DOWN ON ME. I WONDER HOW YOU ARE AND WHAT YOU LOOK LIKE IF YOU WAS STILL HERE WITH ME. THEN I CAN FEEL YOU BESIDE ME IN YOUR ANDGEL WINGS. YOU TELL ME THT EVERYTHING IS FINE. BUT MY ANGEL I CANT STOP THINKING ABOUT YOU ALL THE TIME. I NOW YOU ARE SAFE AND BEING LOVED. MY LOVE FOR U WILL NEVER DIE. BECAUSE YOU ARE MY ANGEL UP IN HEAVEN NOW. JUST TO SEE YOU SMILE WOULD BE WONDERFUL AND TO BEABLE TO WATCH YOU PLAY OUTSIDE IN THE SUNLIGHT. I KNOW YOU LOVE ME AS I DO YOU. MY ANGEL YOU ARE AND ALWAYS WILL BE THAT AND NO ONE WILL EVER CHANGE THAT FEELING THAT I HAVE FOR YOU. MY ANGEL I LOVE YOU VERY MUCH AND ALWAYS WILL. JUST REMEBER I WOULD GIVE YOU EVERYTHING THAT I COULD. I HAD YOU ON MY MIND TODAY AND ALL THE OTHER DAYS BEYOND THA. PLEASE ALWAYS REMEMBER THT I LOVE YOU AND YOU WILL HOLD A SPECIAL PLACE IN MY HEART. LOVE YOU ALWAYS MOMMY

My Angel!
As he lay's his tired head,spinning as it is,He shall hold her close,Wrapped in his thoughts.A soft gentle duvet,Is his only form of rest,Envisions her thoughtfully.With every passing breath,Close's his eye's gent;y,See's her upon his path,He made a silent promise.To stay close by her side,Thrrough love & embrace,holding her close, pressed tight to his to his chest,My heart beating gentle,With her' & only her's alone,A gentle flutter she has been possessed,She poked him sharp,I can't escape, escape this reality,Lost in thought, Lost in time,If I could sing pass a lullaby unto her,It would be in her ear, Dearest Janna,

My Angel
Words begin to fail me now,But you never did.You could always find me,Even when I hid.You knew what was wrongEven when I wouldn't tellYou could always pick me up,When I fell.You tried your hardest,When I would quit.You stood behind meWhen others chose to sitYou gave me lightWhen my world was dimYou made me feel like the flowerWhen I thought I was only the stemYou pulled me through thingsWhen I thought I was done.You made me feel like a winnerEven if I hadn't won.You gave me strengthWhen I was weakYou was my voiceWhen I wouldn't speakI always trusted youEven when I didn't trust me.When I felt locked downYou helped me feel freeWhen you got madYour love didn't change.I never thought I'd be without youThis all feels so strange.I remember when things got hardAnd you would hold my hand.You told me it was fineAnd that you'd understandI never thought you understoodBut now I know I was wrongYou knew me better than anyoneAnd helped me stay strongYou will never be forgottenYou'll always remain in

My Angel
My Angel My angel is the one who looks over meMy angel is the one who cares for meMy angel who has beautiful blue eyesMy angel has brown hairMy angel will be there to hold meMy angel keeps me warmMy angel is the one who is always on my mindMy angel is the love of my lifeMy angel is the one in my dreamsMy angel has soft kissable lipsMy angel will catch me when I fallMy angel will make me smile when noone esle canMy angel will love me for who I amMy angel will be there until the end of time.

My Angel
A fallen angel I had become Hiding so far away from the sun My halo only dimly glowed I lost my wings so long ago If I am an angel that was sent from above Then I have come because of your love It shown through the heavens like a beacon of light Penetrating the shadows of darkest night Your love gives me courage, it feels so right It gives me wings again so I might take flight To soar into the heavens once more And follow the path to its core At the end of my journey an angel I see She smiles so brightly, just for me Love radiates from her and fills her with life I look into her eyes and see it’s you, my wife With a touch of your fingers your essence seeps into every pour And soon love shines forth from deep within my own core Buried deep within, now all the world can see I was a fallen angel, yet there is so much

My Answer
I now know why you broke my heart. You told me you didn't think I was sincere with my compliments. You told me that if I really meant the things I said that I wouldn't flirt with someone else. You said that you couldn't understand why I flirt all the time. You told me that I was trying to play the game with you. You asked me why I kept flirting all the time. I have been hurt time, and again by every lady I liked in my life. I have been made fun of because I want to wait until I get married to have sex. I get teased because I quit doing drugs, quit smoking, and quit drinking. My heart has been ripped to shreds too many times. I started flirting around as a defense to cope with my pain, and hurt. I have done it so long I have nearly forgotten what it is like to just talk. That is why I flirt all the time, and that is my answer.

My Animal Spirit Is
Wolf You are a Wolf!! like me haha so your personnality traits are loyalty, perseverance, succes, intuition, and spirit. You value love whether its between you and your soul mate or with a friend.

My Apologies
My Apologies If you are reading this, then your one of my friends, or perhaps family. Or your just noisy, just kidding. I want to thank you all that have dropped by and left me comments, I loved each and everyone of them. I regret that I have not been by each one of you and showed you LOVE this weekend. Some I have some, well I promise if I'm alive tomorrow You will get a visit from me, you can bank on it! I've just a a ruff past couple of days, had some things that had to be worked out, and needed to get away for a while. I think things are back on track, only time will tell. But I'm back at LC, and you WILL BE HEARUNG FROM ME SOON! I got a lot of catching up to do, but I will pass around all the LOVE that has been shown to me. I love you all, take care! I'M BACK! Luv, bites & kisses, TheUnLoved

My Apache Warrior
My Apache Warrior You think once in a lifetime... You find your knight in shing armour... but to me I have a brave Apache Warrior at my side... He stands taller than the rest... with his arms across his chest... He makes my heart strings flutter... everytime we talk on the telephone. Sheri Roberts

My Apartment Be Gleamin Like Mr. Clean's Head
man i busted ass all week to get my apartment clean and ready for government inspection..if your curious ask... everything smells all nice and shit...my hands are dry as hell from bleach and for some reason the ajax stained my tub blue...hummm????kinda makes me worry...i'm tired i feel like its like 4am but its only 10:20pm...i skipped work and class today because ...various reasons..but i'm prolly in trouble with work..oh well i'm sure they were just fine without me..i'm kinda extra anyway...and totally replaceable...but i'm sweaty tired and mostly hungry...someone order me a pizza..you can do that shit online now...its pretty rad...some guys send flowers to their gals..i say send my ass a pizza...4REAL!!! lol ha ha ha ha hahahahahaha have a nice day/night/whatev

My Apologies
Hey Everyone, There are some of you that are receiving comments from some ass wipe that is calling himself Johnny Bravo about me. This shit is getting to be too much. First I change my settings to block this guy and now since he can't leave me stuff he decides to leave comments on everyone elses page. He has changed his name 8 times already. Talk about get a life. Obviously this individual has mental issues to be that concerned about me and so caught up with me to go to this extent. I justy would like to apologize to all of you that have been hit by this jack-off. This shit that he is saying is untrue and if you have talked to me on here you already know this. This drama shit is one thing that I hate about stuff online. If it continues just to keep you all out of it I will disappear off of here and you can contact me another way.

My Appetite
Her probing prolongs the need to wallow a few moments more. Her tongue entangled in my mouth foretells what might be in store. Matters not the time the lateness of the hour. When she touches me like that no doubt she's got the power. Body shivers, mind goes awry lapsing into a passionate abyss and she drives me closer to ecstasy with her delightfully probing kiss. Each touch from her moves me closer to rapture. The lapping does so arouse sure to wrest me in her capture. I give in, entrust my soul she's the envoy to love's door. I might be spent from this episode but my appetite craves for more.

My Appology
I WANT TO SAY I AM SORRY TO ALL MY FRIENDS I HAVE IGNORED. IT TOOK ME BEING TREATED LIKE A NUMBER TO SEE THAT I WAS CAUGHT UP IN THE SAME GAME. I AM SORRY. I WILL BE UPDATING MY FAMILY LIST. THEN MY FRIENDS LIST. THEN FINALLY MY FANS LIST. I WILL TRY TO BE A FRIEND AND NOT TREAT YOU LIKE A NUMBER. GIVE ME A LITTLE TIME. TO THOSE THAT I AM JUST A NUMBER TOO. THEY WON'T MISS ME. BUT MY FRIENDS WILL SEE AN APPROVEMENT. I WILL NO LONGER BE MISSING YOUR YOUR BLOGS, YOUR BULLETINS, AND NEW THINGS YOU POST. AND IF FOR ANY REASON I DO. PLEASE LET ME KNOW, AND I WILL CORRECT IT. I PROMISE. THIS WON'T HAPPEN OVERNIGHT. SO BE PATENT WITH ME. AND TRY TO HELP ME GET THIS FIXED. YOU ARE NOT JUST NUMBERS TO ME. YOU MIGHT JUST BE ONLINE FRIENDS. BUT FRIENDS ALL THE SAME. WHICH MEANS YOU WILL BE TREATED AS SUCH. AGAIN I AM SORRY I TREATED YOU LIKE THIS. AGAIN I AM VERY SORRY. AND I WILL TRY TO MEND MY WAYS. AND TO MY REAL FRIENDS OUT THERE. THANK YOU FOR YOUR SUPPORT AND UNDERSTANDING. YOU ARE

My App
1. name? John 2. age? 21 3. height and weight? around 5'9" & 130 4. where do u live? Hickinsville, Mizzouri 5. do u think i'm hot? YES! 6. would i be a bf, friend with benefits or just a friend to hang out with? depends.. but either 7. what do u like to do on a date? be with u 8. if i maude a move on u, what would u do? follow along 9. would u hold my hand? ya 10. would u kiss me? ya 11. tongue or no tongue? depends on how i feel 12. would u come back to my place afterwards? ya 13. would u want to have sex with me? hmm... in realality it wouldnt happen, but u know.. guys r guys, so ya 14. do u want to now? kinda 15. on a scale of 1-10, how openminded and wild are you? lets say 7 16. whats the craziest thing we would do? i dunno 17. 1-10, how passionate and affectionate are you? like a 8 18. if u could ask me one thing, anything, ask me now and i promise to tell u the honest truth. -- O shit.. I dunno, there r too many things I could ask you. 19. would u seriously be

My Apologies
Just wanted to apologise for not bein on in the past week just had more probs with my puter modem AGAIN lol fixed it a 2nd time Argh so just wanted to say i am sorry for not posting anything....once again it was a ppoa to ppoe thingy just lets hope i can access this site when i log on again tomorrow..lol talk to you all soon hugz Jovichick. PS its only this site..rofl

My Apithany
Monday, January 15, 2007 My Aphithany Current mood: accomplished ok i know it is like one in the morning and i have been at work all damn day and i should be in bed right now but i have been pondering something lately. i think i have had an ipithany(sp?) but i am twenty years old and soon to be twenty one i have a child and i have seen alot for someone of my tender age. Thanks to one of my very dear friends Amanda who first brought this to my attention i have been chewing on this thought for a while and it has really evolved into something. We ALL have our young and stupid days...one night stands, sex with someone who we THINK is mr or mrs right but really they are just mr Right Now. What ever happen to chivary? Loyalty? and trust? there was a day when the person you lost your virginity to was probably your husband or wife and it was you wedding night. That was your one and only you were both imaculate and free of being tainted so to say. When someone ask me what is the bigge

My Apartment!
Hey everybody guess what?!! I most likely got my apartment. I the lady called me this morning and said that she needs mine and my room mate's paycheck stubs. She said that her boss normally doesn't ask for paycheck stubs unless she is going to approve us!!! She said if her boss gives her the ok we can move in as soon as this weekend!! I can't wait.... Me and Jesse are so excited we just can't wait to get moved in together.

My Apology To All My Friends And Family Members
" I APOLOGIZE TO ALL MY FRIENDS AND FAMILY MEMBERS FOR THE DELAY IN RATING YOUR STASHES AND PHOTOS. DUE TO THE GREAT RESPONSE I HAVE GOTTEN FROM THE BLASTS THAT OKIE GIRL AND HAPPY IN LIFE HAVE GIVEN ME, I AM VERY BACKED UP RT NOW AND AT LIMIT TOO. SO I WANTED TO TAKE THIS TIME TO TELL YOU "I WON.T FORGET YOU AND THANK YOU ALL FOR YOUR PATIENCE WITH ME ON THIS. YOU ALL KNOW THAT I AM FAITHFUL TO RATE,BUT I DO HAVE A BAD CASE OF CRS SOMETIMES TOO LOL, SO IF I DON.T GET TO YOU IN A REASONABLE AMOUNT OF TIME PLEASE REMIND ME. I LOVE ALL OF YOU! AND A SPECIAL "THANK YOU TO MY DEAR FRIENDS OKIE GIRL AND HAPPY IN LIFE FOR EVERYTHING YOU HAVE DONE FOR ME "YOU GUYS ROCK"!!!!! XXXOOO,S GAIL

My Apologies
I just want to apologize to everyone that came by my profile between late last night and earlier today. It seems the background I had on here codes were changed by the person who made it to a very derogatory background and with some insulting comments to a member on CT. This is very childish that this guy did this. Anyone that truly knows me knows that I would not be a part of something like that. I am sorry that anyone had to see that crap! Susie

My Appoligy To My Mom
I smell your scent yet your not here.I hear your voice but cannot see you.Your prescene is felt although you are gone.At times surronded by your warm embrace even though I know it will never happen anymore.Im sorry it wasnt me that took your place.Im sorry I let you sit in the backseat.

My Appt. Yesterday!
So I went in for another check up yesterday. I am 8 weeks and 6 days today. Everything looked good. We saw the baby's heartbeat again on the ultrasound and even saw the baby move a little stub! LOL I have a picture of my actual ultrasound this time.

My Apologies...
I want to apologize to everyone that I have been neglecting lately. If I have been bitchy, short, or have had an attitude with you then I apologize. There is so much going on in my head and in my heart right now along with the everyday things such as the kids and my ex. And yes I know there is no excuse and that to some an apology is too late and I am sad to have lost the few friends that I had. There are two people in particular that I want to thank. One knows who he is because he was up with me last night until damn near 4 listening to me whine and complain and babble. And the other is someone who will probably never read this but he is so very important to me and he deserves to not have to deal with me and my attitude so I want to thank him for being there for me and making me smile and laugh a countless amount of times. Here in the next few days my vip will be up and I am not sure that I am going to renew it or if I am going to just go ahead and delete my account and try to move on

My Apologies To Any Innocent Jackasses I May Offend
My Apologies To Any Innocent Jackasses I May Offend Every time someone opens his or her mouth... and makes a stupid aspersion or racial slur.... Here come these two morons out from the closet in the pretense of rescuing the 'Offended' The Reverend Al Sharpton and Reverend Jesse Jackson are two of the biggest race baiting activist asses.... Who will exploit one people at the detriment of all people shamelessly and irresponsibly promoting themselves.... as Healers......and Peacemakers....It's good to be King.... and they're no Martin Luther King Will people never learn that 'equality' is a matter of perception....and not conjecture? A man can never be free until he frees himself of himself.... Welfare of any kind is a tool of the 'MAN' to keep you dependent!

My Apologies....
My apologies . . . Over the past few months I have received many funny images/jokes and have emailed them to friends whom I thought shared the same sense of humor. Unfortunately, it seems that a few people have been quite upset and I've received criticism for being sexist, vulgar and shallow. So, from now on I am only emailing pictures of old monuments, nature and other cultural sights which are educational for your mind. Here is a picture of the Pont Neuf bridge in Toulouse, France.

My Apology
I come to you to apologize, For I have hurt you, I come to you to apologize, For I have neglected to love you, I come to you to apologize, For I have made you cry. I apologize for all that I have done wrong, I'm sorry that you have had to deal with this for so long. I'm sorry for not always being there And for acting like I didn't care, I'm sorry for putting you through so much pain, I can understand if you never want to see or talk to me again. I'm sorry for wasting your time And for playing with your mind. I'm sorry that things didn't work And I'm sorry for acting like a jerk. I'm sorry for asking you to be my girlfriend, Only to have your heart broken in the end.

My Apologies
My apologies for the last blog I wrote. I was just extrememly tired of getting "bullied" so to speak....and I'm sorry. I have filled my family list and it will remain as such, at least for now. For those of you that have been sweet and tried to understand me, and what its like, thank you. Not only do I appreciate your kind words, but I love you as a true friend..:) Pretty strong willed and I am sticking to my guns this time..LOL You will hear no more about it...:) On that note Touch the Darkness @ DarkCasket.com

My Apologies
My Friends & Club F.A.R. Family ~ I do apologize for not returning the luv over the past few days. My son & I were involved in an auto accident Thursday afternoon. He was not injured in anyway shape or form, thank the good Lord above but I was bounced around to where I've been sore & bruised. The guy ran a stop sign & smacked into the driver side nose of my van; we're not sure but think it will be totaled. Such fun as the guy had no insurance.... I must get on my soapbox here & beg any of you driving without auto insurance to PLEASE go out on Monday & get some. It's not just for those of us you "might" hit but for yourself. Thankfully I carry uninsured motorist but this 26 yr old is now without his newly purchased vehicle & I'm sorry but I am having a hard time feeling bad for him at this moment. It's all about being responsible; ya know?? Anyway, my little one seems to have no after affect of the accident & his only concern is where is his Bronco Van. Hopefully the auto

My Apologies...
I left you in the wake Of emotions dreary grey A decision I had to make In a condescending way A friendship I had to take, Emotions I had to betray, And a heart I had to break: My own, I led astray A decision I have to make, not just the once But every single day. I didn't mean to hurt you I only wanted release from the pain Of love unrequited, of questions unanswered Of living my life And trying to hide The tears within the rain. Everything became misguided In a fraction of a blink And I'm left feeling undecided Unsure, and out of sync. I guess I just wanted to make My apologies today. And let you know that through it all, I will be okay.

My Apoligies
I just wanted to let everyone know something. I have been talking to a few women on here. One I developed real feelings for, but she was far away. I wasn't 100% honest with her. I met someone else on here and met in person. I develope strong feelings for her as well. They now both hate my guts and I fully understand why. I don't blame them for that. You what it's worth, I know I'm an asshole so please keep those comments to yourself. I am a married guy that is very miserible. I am looking to leave and find someone that can respect me. But how can I do that if I cannot be honest to those who mean a lot to me. I just want to apologize to them, publicly and take whatever abuse I will get. I am very sorry for hurting you, lying to you, and hiding. When I said how I felt though, I meant that. I can only hope that one day you can find it in your heart to really forgive me. Goodbye to you. I didn't mention your names. I didn't think that would be right. Anyway I humbly apologize.

My Apologies!
Sorry all! I have had a bit of a tough day and haven't been able to get around to leave comments! Between my computer locking up, and 2 1/2 hours time taken for rehearsal tonight, I just haven't been able to get to you! There has also been a happy hour every time I did get a chance to be on and I felt rating as many of you as I could was the better thing to do. Again, please accept my apologies and I will do better starting tomorrow!!!!!!

My Apologies!
I have never lost a friend due to misunderstanding. Usually things are talked out. You know -'What did you mean?' What was that about?' 'Whyn did you say that?' All the norm!. However I lost a friend due to misunderstanding. The friend "Destiny". Very cool person, very cool! Please be careful of how you phrase stuff when you make comments to people you dont know, be sure its solid comment, not a comedic comment that will be taken seriously. No one really has any thing in common. Please, before you judge someone for what they said understand them first. As the old saying goes """Never Judge A Book By Its Cover!!"""

My Aplolgies Master.....
I HAVE DONE A BAD THING...I POSTED NSFW PICS AGAINST MY MASTERS WISHES.I WANT TO APOLOGIZE TO MY MASTER FOR DISOBEYING HIM.I WAS A BAD SLAVE...AND WILL NOT DO IT AGAIN.IT IS IMPORTANT TO OBEY YOUR MASTER...FOR THEY KNOW BEST...MY BODY BELONGS TO MY MASTER...I AM NOT TO SHARE IT WITH ANYONE...I LOVE AND ADORE HIM AND FEEL VERY BAD FOR GOING AGAINST HIS ORDERS.HE GUIDES ME IN THE RIGHT DIRECTION...FOR MY OWN GOOD...AND DISOBEYING HIM IS QUITE DISRESPECTFUL.I WILL BE A BETTER SLAVE FOR YOU MASTER...I'M SORRY I WAS DISOBEDIENT.I FEEL UNWORTHY OF MY MASTERS ATTENTIONS FOR MY BAD DECISION.I HAVE BEEN A BAD SLAVE I DESERVE A HARSH PUNISHMENT FOR MY ACTIONS.I FEEL I DESERVE WHATEVER PUNISHMENT MY MASTER GIVES ME.I HOPE IT IS A PUNISHMENT THAT WILL BE SEVERE AND HARD TO FORGET.I WILL LEARN A LESSON FROM THIS.I KNOW I WILL, A NAUGHTY SLAVE IS AN EMBARRASSMENT TO THE MASTER AND I AM SO ASHAMED.HE DESERVES BETTER THAN THIS......PUNISH ME AS YOU SEE FIT MASTER......MY HUMBLE BODY IS IN YOUR HANDS..

My Appt
i have to post pone my appointment, my mom was going to go with me and watch noah while i was in getting my tests done, and she has a meeting, she said that if it wasnt voting on their contract she'd skip it but she has no choice but to go. i just hope they dont make me wait another 3 weeks to find out whats going on.

My Apology
I want to apologize for not being on all the time. Since I came back to Iraq from leave, we have been really busy with missions. Kinda like this friday. We have to guard a Iraqi Police Station from 1200 friday afternoon until 1200 saturday. The reason is because there are some Shiite's being trained there and it is in a Sunni area. Go figure huh. Of all things to guard, we have to guard some Iraqi's while they train. I guess someone has to do it. I have about 5 months left in country so hopefully I will be on longer soon.

My Apologies
if I have done or said anything to hurt those I love ... I truly apologize ..... If what I did today caused hurt or harm I truly apologize. There was no malice or ill intent. I wasn’t trying to cause the ruckus that came about… I do see that giving Me the cold shoulder is malicious.. it is meant to hurt..and it does ….

My Apology To Everyone.
For all that it's worth, I'm sorry for all I've done. I'm not perfect nor will I ever be. I am sorry that I can't be who you want me to be. I'm sorry that things didn't turn out the way we wanted them to me. I know the past can't be changed, but the future ahead so lets look to that. I'm sorry for the drama that I have cause everything is so messed up. No matter how hard or try to do things, they fail always. I' m sorry for all the things that I haven't taken responability for. I run scared because I don't know how to handle life. I am a pussy and I don't deserve to be called an adult. I don't know who to blame other then myself. I still to this day do not know anything about responsibility. I hope it's not too late to learn. I'm sorry for the lies if I ever told any, thats all I was ever taught how to do cause my mother didn't know any better. But I assure you that there aren't going to be anymore from this day forward. Yes they tear me apart inside everyday. Some day

My Application
So i decided to answers the question if i was filling out an application to be a Girlfriend Name: Stacy Age: 33 Birthday:December 24th (yes Christmas Eve thats what it says on my birth certificated) Location:Denver, Co Height: 5"7 Eye color:Hazel Hair color: Depends right now brownish red What is your hair like? soft Describe your style:classy but comfy Are you married ? Nope What kind of music do you listen to? Old school,look on my home page What do you look for in a man? Well personality Do looks matter? yes and no Longest you have stayed in a relationship?71/2 yrs Last relationship ended? 2 yrs age What is your ideal date? 9/9/009 LOL different but fun! Baseball game , beer and a hot dog or a museum and lunch at a cafe, Amusement park, the Zoo Where would you take me for a date? one of the above Are you a romantic? a true romantic at heart my down fall How would you treat me? like a king How do you feel about a little PDA? A MUST State your i

My Apologies
Hello to all my Fu-Friends, Just wanted to let everyone know that I have been VERY sick for the past 2 days and I will continue to be sick for at least 2-3 days more. I soooo appreciate all the concern and love and friend request. I will return all the love as soon as possible. Please bare with me. XOXOXOXO Beautifully Broken

My Apartment
It has been settled. They are letting me stay rent free until I move into my apartment. They will get me boxes when it's time to move. I have to pack, which is fine by me. I don't trust others to do that for me. Then they will move everything into my apartment. I'm just kinda irritated that I can't set up my apartment with my mom and her boyfriend's help. I have pictures to hang and artwork to hang. I guess I should be happy that they are trying to right their wrong, but I'm still kinda pissed. And I still have to pack my clothes and toiletries. I'm done with everything else. I need to finish my laundry so I can pack the clothes tomorrow. I have less than I expected, but I still have a lot of things. Oops. I forgot I need to go clean the mini fridge. And to make matters just a little bit worse it is supposed to pour down rain Thursday, Friday, and Saturday in NC and GA. Most everything will be in my mom's Expedition. But there are some things that will be in the bed of my truc

My App.
"!!NAUGHTY APPLICATION !!! Your Name: Age: Location: 1.Favorite position: 2.Do you think I'm cute?. 3.Would you have sex with me? 4.lights on or off? 5.Would you have to be drunk? 6. Would you take a shower with me? 7.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 8.Would you leave after or stay the night? 9.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 10.Condom or skin? 11.Have sex on the first date? 12.Would you kiss me during sex 13.Do you think I would be good in bed /? 14.Would you use me as a booty call? 15.Can I use you as a booty call? 16.Can we take pictures of the act? 17.How long would we have sex? 18.Would you tell your friends about me? 19.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 20. Will you fill this out & send it back to me?" Also < IF YOU HAD ME ALONE, LOCKED UP IN YOUR ROOM FOR A WEEK & I HAD TO DO WHAT EVER YOU WANTED ME TO DO, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET

My Application Check It Out
"!!NAUGHTY APPLICATION !!! Your Name: Age: Location: 1.Favorite position: 2.Do you think I'm cute?. 3.Would you have sex with me? 4.lights on or off? 5.Would you have to be drunk? 6. Would you take a shower with me? 7.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 8.Would you leave after or stay the night? 9.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 10.Condom or skin? 11.Have sex on the first date? 12.Would you kiss me during sex 13.Do you think I would be good in bed /? 14.Would you use me as a booty call? 15.Can I use you as a booty call? 16.Can we take pictures of the act? 17.How long would we have sex? 18.Would you tell your friends about me? 19.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 20. Will you fill this out & send it back to me?" Also < IF YOU HAD ME ALONE, LOCKED UP IN YOUR ROOM FOR A WEEK & I HAD TO DO WHAT EVER YOU WANTED ME TO DO, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET...

My Appreciataion For Our Military,how Great Our Troops Really Are And Why They Do What They Do.
The First one comes from Thunder Over Louisville. This is how we do it in Kentucky and if you hippies do not like it don't come here. Gotta have some Johnny Cash and That Ragged Old Flag. The True Meaning of Memorial Day John Wayne "America - Why I Love Her" "If I Die Before You Wake" Tribute to Armed Forces Fight for Me (Citizen Reign)

My Apologies
Lol, to be quite honest, that was one of my sloppiest, least focused works, but then again, that was intended somewhat. It is a confession of some feelings I have held in for some time though. I hope it can elaborate and perhaps create an interesting story to me. It is certainly there. ♥ take care folks

My Apology
I did about the worst thing a person could ever do. I have upset one of the closest bestest friends I have ever had. I feel like such an asshole. I assumed something and acted on those assumptions. I didn't account for what was going on in his life at the time. I couldn't be more sorry for how I acted. I hope that you can find it in your heart to accept my apology to you. You mean a lot to me and to not have you in my life, well I just wouldn't feel the same about things if I know that I have driven you out of it. I cry as I write these words to you. I'm sorry. Becky Leanne

My Apologies
I want to apologize if I've seemed out of it or distant recently to anyone. I buried my father on Tuesday which leaves me no living relatives. Finding myself suddenly alone, I'm at a loss for what to do and where to go. Please bear with me, I'll get my life back on track but it may take some time.

My Apologies
Dear Fubar Family and Friends, I am sorry I am not on here like I used to be, but life has gotten in the way of playtime. I have been super busy with my business. I have been writing a book and just picked up a second book along with countless articles for 2 magazines and various other clients. The best part about my new job is that I get to do what I love for a living and it makes me happy. Interviewing national acts, such as Theory of a Deadman, 7 Mary 3 and Company of Thieves has been a joyous occasion for me as well as continuing my quest for local live music. I still love you all and wish you nothing but the best life has to offer you. Keep doing what you do and find something or someone you love to spend you time with. Have a great week!

My Apologies
I wish to apologize for building a lounge and not being able to be in there as much as I was.I am visiting a friend in Germany that needed help and now our time zones are way out of sorts.It is now after 11 pm & if I am correct it is only after 3 pm back home in the states.When I do get on to try and hook up with everyone it is so late here that I can't focus for to long because my eyes wish to go to sleep.I Know that the lounge is being taken care of when I am not there but still it seems when I go no one there,hence {time zones}.I saw someone left a statement once that the lounge doesn't stay busy anymore..If this is because of methen I am truly sorry.I try my best to get there as pften as I can.When I get back to the states it will be time for me to go back to school and start my teaching for the year.My times then will be after school or on breaks at school and only until maybe 10pm at night,I get up to early to stay on any longer than that. So this is my apologies to you for not

My Appoligies
so i know i've been a bitch lately. and i wanted to say sorry to anyone who felt my wrath this week. when lee did what he did (we don't need details) it really fucked with my head. anyone who is in possession of a penis, pretty much heard my mouth this week. but some of you, i don't feel bad for being a bitch to. it's like as soon as some of you heard that he left, y'all took it upon yourself as an opportunity to pounce. jebus! can i have some time to breathe first??? i'm not saying that i'm over him and ready to be with someone else. cause i'm not, i'm just saying i'm sorry for being a bitch.

My Apologies
Hello I am Sabrina and I want to come clean about my self. First off i owe you all an apology . I came on here in faults pretenses to check this sight out tho i must admit i wasnt sure i wanted to stay. I am not Cathy nor was her pictures real . I had something tradgic happen in my past to make me hide some. I ask that you all respect me by not wanting to video chat me or pervy me to the point i block you. I just ask you all accept me for whom i am and no i am not a professional model these pictures was just done for fun i actually work in a hospice facility .Once again i am sorry for coming on here under faulse pretenses.

My Apologies
Hello all, Just wanted to say to everyone that I'm sorry if you saw me come on your page over the last few days but didn't do a thing. lol I have been trying to Fu from my cell since I've had internet issues for the last 3 days and trust me, when you live in the country, you don't have much of a signal. (Not to mention what you do when not zoomed in on a cell phone! LOL) :P I'm still working on getting everything up and running. Right now, it looks like the router is an issue. You wouldn't think with brand new equipment but we shall see what Netgear and Comcast do tonight. Anyway, sorry if it looked like I was being rude to anyone. I promise you it was not my intention at all. Of course, anyone who knows me knows better! :D Hope all is well with everyone and hope I'm back up and going hard at it again soon! (h)

[my 10 Apologies To Candidate Romney]
10. I'm sorry that I fit into that category of the 53% of Americans that would never consider voting for you, and feel victimized by government and big (unchecked) business (greed).9. I apologize for another 46% of Americans that MIGHT vote for you but have no idea they too are victims of would-be-pirates working for de-regulated banks.8. I'm sorry you write off more on your taxes for your fancy horses than I spend on food in a year.7. I apologize for not attending an Ivy League school. My dad could only get me into a Private University in my state.6. I'm sorry my dad wasn't a millionaire like yours was (especially back when having a million dollars meant something)5. I'm sorry that you think a national tragedy, and an international fiasco is a good time to vulture whatever political favor you can.4. I'm sorry you think I'm going to hell for my religious/spiritual beliefs or lack thereof.3. I'm sorry you read "Atlas Shrugged" and were anything less than bored, horrified, incensed, or d

My Apartment/jealous Haters
Dear jealous hater, Don't be jealous that my place doesn't look like a dump. I may live in an apartment but its a gorgeous one. You make fun of people renting houses or apartments but who are you to talk? When you moved to that house you now live in, you were renting. Then you complained that the landlord wouldn't fix this or that, I never once made fun of you for renting when I lived with my parents, but you made fun of me for still living at home. Then when I moved out, you made fun of me for living in an apartment and renting, that I couldn't afford to buy a house. News flash bitch; your home is a rental, er was, you only complained cause landlord didn't do anything to fix things, so you and your husband bought it and needs a lot of renovations. So don't say your rich and hot and shit cause you ain't, you also don't have everything. You are not perfect. I love my place! Here are some pics of my place! (we are getting new dresser and nightstand from IKEA) CLICK HERE TO

My Art Movement...
You Are Modernism You tend to be oriented toward the future and technology. You like art that signals how the world might change in radical ways. As far as art goes, everything in the past is obsolete - and it's time to carve a new path. You prefer art that doesn't follow any rules - even if the art doesn't make much sense. What Art Movement Are You?

My Art
Pulse inside me, fire of my life, burn the inside out, Make me glow give me wings to take the night Unlock the doors to the mind Poetry flowing from my body Screaming words, till they rain down on me Touching all who bare to be bold. My secret bared to the gods. Make me beautifully golden. silver and gold, lace with the white and black. Fill me till I cannot bare it. Make the ordinary shine new. What was is now and forever, Fill me with your light. Be my gift and be shared. Hover over the ends and expolde into the night. I am a supernova. Living inside me are all the words, and with me they gain strength again. As I am filled I fill them with my panting breath. The sky is littered with people like me. Each of us taken to wing, but tonight I am fire. Tonight I burn beautiful. Tonight I am my art. And I shine down.

My Arsenal
My latest collection of "Homeland Defense Weapons". Gotta love the Second Admendment.SKS Norinco w/ 5,10,30,&55rnd clips*Taurus 24/7 9mm 4-10,1-17rnd clips*Brazilian Side by side 12g. sawn-off shotgun*AR-7 .22lr Survival*Ornamental Saber (Not for BU)*Fiskers ax*Smith&Wesson hand-ax/skinning knife combo*Spec-One Fighting Tanto*Gerber: Mark1, (2)Pocket, Multi-tool*1080- 7.62x39 Wolf FMJ*500rds 9mm Winchester HP*300rds .22lr Yellowjackets*20slug Remminton 12g*80 shot Remmington 12g*Various pyrotechnical devises (smoke,rockets,missles,crackers=)*Two more are in the skunkworks. A .22 revolver and an old 12g pump shotgun.Future purchases: Taurus .357 Titanium revolver, .308 bolt action rifle.

My 'are You Offended' Bulletin
Keep Jesus Off My Penis I had this in a mumm for nearly 4 hrs in that time it had over 400 views, and over 100 votes, it had over 150 comments, all were talking of how the vid was funny yet truth...even a few imps cam in and voted "TRUTHS" and commented funny the 2 voting choices were TRUTHS and LIES for 100 votes they all voted TRUTHS but then i got a message saying some one found it offensive and so cherrytap removed it, so please comment this bulletin and say if you are really offended, please do not repost, i posted this vid in my stash and blog, and even on several peoples pages....even the christians pages i posted seen it as very funny i do not find it anti religious more of a bit of political satire to tell the problems with political issues and a few society issues GETTING YOUR SELF A FRIEND/FAN If you are my friend already please fan me and comment my page saying "i am now ur fan" and i will return the favor, if your are my fan only then friend me and put "i

My Art
For those interested, I have updated my site ( www.forestrj.com ) with a new digital art piece. Just click the Personal Site, and hit Forest's Sketches (http://www.forestrj.com/sketch.htm) if you want the direct URL. There is plenty there to see, site wise. I have very limited Java, on the main page, that is a map. Feel free to click join and enter your info. It mainly just asks for Sex and basic location information. The inspiration was a Dallas Area Model named K@ndi.

My Art Work...
Hello folks i have a new album i just put up and it has my art work in it.. i would really appreciate if you guys could comment on them and give ur honest opinion.. thankyou sooo much and love to everyone!!!! Dueces!!!

My Arabesque Man
My Arabesque Man My arabesque man ignites my every desire. If he was mari-j, I couldn't get any higher. He's a true warrior that stand for all that is true and real. A very sophisticated man with a hint of thug appeal. My Man's 5'5", 155 lbs of solid mocha muscle. He doesn't mind working honestly in the land of the corporate hustle. He gives me what I need without a question. He mends my pain without one word mentioned. His love and respect for me is like no other. He's one of few left that honors his woman, as he, his mother. My legs never stop quivering from his intelligent conversation, He makes me feel sexy even when I know my hair "aint" happenin'. He adores every inch of my pale soft skin, I ask him what he loves about me? he says, "where do I begin?" I honestly thought good men was extinct, he has restored my faith, hallelujah, I believe. Seeing myself in his eyes, I love what I see, and I wept uncontrollably when he asked, "Will you marry me

My Art Collection
Although right now you can see them on my stash pics, I have a new site that I'm starting to collect my art. I will eventually have a wide variety of genre's to view. Click on the link below: by Apachahokee

My Art Work
Just uploaded a few pieces of my art. Will upload more later. Have a theme running through my art at the moment which is Homeless. Been on the streets and seen the misery first hand. Tis' my inspiration for a lot of art/poetry. Anyway if you feel the need, check my art work out.

My Art Work
I never showed my art work to anyone but family and close friend, but this year I took a chance and started showing it to strangers online and my on line friends. I also have showed it to family friends that where not close until the past year. Well, I have been lucky and its all in gallery for sale and they are making blank cards with envelope. Single card with my art work on it goes for 1.00 or pack of 6 for 5.99 and then T shirts with which ever picture you want for 15.00 a basic white tote bag for 10.00 with what ever picture you want on it. There will be couple paintings showing soon one arcylic paint and one water pencil paint. Soon Oil painting. For now they are like background paints with or with out object in the middle. Will have unicorn head soon and a cross not sure what form yet but they will be soon. I have always said I would love to have my poem read by anyone or bought and my art work viewed by others or bought. My poems are not only viewed online in many plac

My Artificial Happiness
Some days I find myself trying to be happy by pretending to be. I sit there and laugh, Hide behind my fake smile. No one will ever know. I'm in a daze, staring off into space. Too much lurks in my mind. The tears build up, But I hold them in. In fear that someone will sense my unhappiness, and they will disapprove. Sympathy, I can live without. I live my life in the future. My superstitious ways give me hope. ~Maybe if i wish on that star tonight my wishes will finally come true~ My peace of mind comes when I sleep. ***I wish I could sleep forever*** But just as the rest, That wish wont be granted. So I will continue my life in artificial happiness.

My Art
Im selling some of my art please check my "My art" folder for the link and if you have any questions please email me in my inbox and be as descriptive as possibe. If you would like to make me an offer instead of bidding on it in ebay please let me know. Thanks!!! ~SkullQueen~

My Aries Love Profile *lol*
Aries - Your Love Profile Your positive traits: You're quite the charmer. You've got the wit and attitude to attract almost anyone you meet. Out spoken and honest, any date knows how they stand with you. Fearless, independent, and willing to try anything twice - your dates should expect the unexpected. Your negative traits: You tend to be vain, and you expect your partner to feed that vanity often with complements. Hot tempered and impulsive, you've occasionally ended things ... only to regret it later. You're obsessed with being the best, most loved girlfriend or boyfriend your sweetie's ever had. Your ideal partner: A risk taking, free spirit like yourself - who can keep up with your latest wild child antics. Someone stylish, attractive, and fit... who can keep you attracted for months. Is hard to get - and lets you pursue things. You prefer to be the chaser, not the one being chased. Your dating style: Wild, unpredictable, fun, and daring. Your id

My Artwork
a friend asked me to paint an old wooden JAX beer box, so i painted a desert scene on one side & an Indian woman making a magical pottery bowl, in beautiful bright colors, it was a sucess! i enjoy painting rocks, cloths & any many objects, like sckulls & bones & rocks, wood, etc..now how can i add the pic? i painted several cow sckulls that is my favorite. these items are hard to find, even in texas. im always on the lookout for items to paint, like furniture & murals. if you look on my website www.artistjeannes.com you can see some samples. thanks this is my first blog here, i have one on yahoo 360 if your interested here is a link with a pic :) thanks aj edit: the pictures links are in my stash :)thnx guys & gals! http://360.yahoo.com/artist_jeanne

My Artwork
I usually do this once a month...If anyone is interested but if you have questions comments just message me thanks. Mostly playing with fonts on my portfolio site August 1st update Fate Images http://atemages.fotopic.net/ Adult Images Best to be tied, Handcuffs is a girl's best friend, Naughty Nurse, Online and Naughty, Ride em Cowboy, Student body, Which girl do you want? Deep Space One http://deepspaceone.fotopic.net/ Wallpaper month. Both sections have been now split into FOUR folders! Only 1024X768 Wallpapers are in these sections! Sci-Fi Wallpapers Section 1 Babylon Five-Battlestar Galactica Babylon Five "Ivanova's Bad Dreams", Babylon Five "Points Of Departure", Babylon Five "Reborn", Babylon Five "Scorched Earth", Babylon Five "Shadow Dancing", Babylon Five "Starkiller" Battlestar Galactica "Big Mistake", Battlestar Galactica "Cylon", Battlestar Galactica "Flight of the Phoenix", Battlestar Galactica "Hero", Battlestar Galactica "Maelstrom", Batt

(my Art) Maybe Not Done.....
thanks to a wonderful friend of mine she has encoraged me to keep with my art....so i have some thinking to do....as of now i may not be copleatlly done with my art....just a hyatus of sorts i guess.....well besides the cd cover and logo im doing for a friend (dont worry bro not going to leave u hanging).... i wanna thank everyone elses words of encouragement, means alot ot me in this time of depression for me....as i am starting to come out of it slowly this may not be the end of my art... so thank you all my true friends!

My Art Work Coming Soon!!!!
YA I PLAN ON PULLIN OUT OF MY CLOSET ALL MY DRAWINGS I'VE DONE IN THE PAST AND SOME HERE LATELY AND SCANNIN SO'S I CAN UPLOAD AND SHOW MY DEAR FRIENDS, SO LOOK FOR A NEW PHOTO ALBUM OF MY ART COMING VERY SOON! Love ya The Beebs :p

My Artwork Update For October
October 1st update Fate Images http://atemages.fotopic.net/ Adult Images Being your slave, Come here, Feeling lucky tonight? Have a Happy Fetish Halloween, Leashed, Let me bite you, Sincere Thanks, Where’s yours? Computer Graphics 2007 Dragons tag, Fairy b&w, Happy Columbus Day, Happy Halloween, Pirate lady, Stained Glass framed Fairy Angel, Wicca elf, Ying Yang Coming in November! Record albums, Thanksgiving images, More Adult images and Portfolio work. Deep Space One http://deepspaceone.fotopic.net/ All New Wallpapers! Only 1024X768 Wallpapers are in these sections! Sci-Fi Wallpapers Section 1 Babylon Five-Battlestar Galactica Babylon Five “All Alone in the Night”, Babylon Five “Looking into the Future”, Babylon Five “Meeting the Devil”, Babylon Five “Midnight on the Firing Line”, Babylon Five “Sleeping in Light”, Babylon Five “The Grey Council”, Battlestar Galactica “Downloaded”, Battlestar Galactica “Lay Down your Burdens”, Battlestar Galactica “Lost

My Art & Writing
Hi, I haven't been on fubar much lately Mainly because i've been spending most of my time on my writing and Art. A few other things have been taking most of my time, Sorry to all my friends that i use to talk to on a daily bases,But i still love you guys. If you would like to support my Writing And ART ,Please do. This is a link to my art... http://llthirdeyell.deviantart.com/ This is a link to my writing... Read My Writing at WritersCafe.org & http://www.editred.com/MillsMind Thanks guys for supporting me, and Being my friends.

My Arm...still
Ok my arm is healing. Yea! The tattoo doesn't look as bad as it could have. I have 2 places that have been recommended over and over and over again to fix it. I've been in contact with one of them and hopefully I'll be able to get this fix soon. I'll post a picture when it's all done!

My Armor My Not Be So Bright...
Search Video Codes GoddessOfLight R/L ENGAGED&Fu-Wife of HarleyRider70@ fubar Baby, I know that My "Knight in Shinning Armor" outfit is a bit tarnished. And I'm not the same "Baddass" Biker I was some 20 years ago. But what I do know is that ever since I got a message in My shout box from a Woman who just captured My attention from that very moment. I know that My life hasn't been the same since. I count My blessing everyday that I answered that shout and brought You into My Life. And look what's happen to Us now Baby. I'm very happy that I took You as My Fu-Wife and I can't wait til We make it offical. And You and I become One... I Love You Connie now and Always!!!!

My Arm
On Tuesday March 11th I went for a nerve conductivity test. I have never had one of these but herd they were not the most pleasant thing to have done. The way this works is two parts. The first part they stick these little pads on your arms (smaller then TENS unit ones if you are familiar) then they use this tuning fork thing with some gel on it and they shock your nerves to see where they are misfiring...or in my case not firing. Some of the shocks were so severe they made me jump off the table. It was so sad. The Doctor shows me on the screen that he got a reaction near my hand and on my forearm but when he hit my elbow..nothing. He had to shock me 3 times to prove this fact and i felt the shock throughout my body. Part two he took this 26gauge needle and puts it in various spots through my arm AND mt neck and makes me move my arm around to hit the nerves. OMG it hurt. Well after a good 45 minutes of hell he tells me I need surgery ASAP. My ulnar nerve (aka funny bone, not a bone

My Art Movement
You Are Expressionism Moody, emotional, and even a bit angsty... you certainly know how to express your emotions. At times, you tend to lack perspective on your life, probably as a result of looking inward too much. This introspection does give you a flair for the dramatic. And it's even maybe made you cultivate some artistic talents! You have a true artist's temperament... which is a blessing and a curse. What Art Movement Are You?

My Arrest!
So yesterday i was trippin out cuz i got lied to! over a fucking computer! My brother tried to tell me that i'm not allowed on the computer anymore, and it's not even his, and Megan said i can use it! and so i don't see what the big fucking deal is! I wasn't bothering them, but yet they said it was! OMFG, grow the fuck up I'M 27 FUCKING YEARS OLD!!!!! I DO WHAT I WANT, WHEN I WANT, WHERE AND HOW I WANT AND I DON'T GIVE A FUCK WHAT ANYONE HAS TO SAY ABOUT IT!!! that is me deal with it!!!! So anyways, his cunt of a girlfriend got up in my face and i told her to back the fuck up off me and she hit me, so i beat the piss outta her, and my brother pinned me down and let her get on top of me and hit me again, so i had her by her throat, and she FUCKING BIT ME!!! I have to go get a tetnus shot now and e'ry thing!!!! I'm telling you!! I have had enough fucking abuse from my family that any one person can deal with!!!! I'm sick and tired of always getting fucked with!! I am who I am, and I will

My Arms
My arms weigh a fraction of my body but I feel they are my strongest part. They hold your hands in the evening and continue to do so, in the dark. They feel your body, your hair.. the small things breath cannot explain It holds my heart in my hand and yours too, to take away your pain Weathered and torn, marked with colors and scars my arms carry these hands, touching that which is real feeling all that can feel They hold on to whats dear My body may weigh much more but without it, my arms have nothing to fear They hold on to you

My Artwork.
Create Your Glitter Text SOME OF MY BEST ARTWORK FROM MY 909 PIECE PORTFOLIO THAT CAN BE SEEN IN IT'S ENTIRETY IN MY "PICS" LINK ON MySpac PAGE IN THE PORTFOLIO PHOTO ALBUM. http://www.myspace.com/drexer/ Create Your Glitter Text Create Your Glitter Text This is called a NAME PLATE. All Portfolio displays are required to have one. I did this freehand of my favorite font, Old English. Then I digitally enhanced it to give it a marble look. BLACKLIGHT GRAFFITI NAME PLATE

My Arm
WELL ONCE AGAIN I WILL BE NEED SURGERY ON MAY 27TH THIS TIME IT'S FOR A PINCHED NERVE IN MY ELBOW ON MY LEFT ARM THAT IS CUTTING OFF THE FEELING TO ALL MY FINGERS, THIS HAS BEEN GOING ON SINCE JAN OF THIS YEAR I THOUGHT IT WAS GETTING BETTER TIL I STARTED TO DROP PRODUCT(MEANING MEAT I WORK IN A DELI) I DROPPED A 10 POUND ROAST BEEF ON THE FLOOR!!!! MY BOSS JUST LOVED THAT!!! I WENT TO THE DOC LAST WEEK AN HE SURJESTED SURGERY SO I SAW THE SURGON TODAY AND I FAILED EVERY TEST HE GAVE ME!!! WITCHED PISSED ME OFF!!! I REALLY DIDNT WANT TO HAVE THIS DONE BUT I CANT STAND NOT FEELING MY FINGERS IT REALLY FUSTERATING!!!!! TO FEEL THEM AND THEN HAVE PINS AND NEEDLES 20 MINS LATER REALLY SUCKS!!!! . I CAN BITE(REALLY BITE HARD) MY PINKIE FINGER AND LEAVE TEETH MARKS IN IT AN STILL NOT FEEL IT!!!!! THAT IS NOT GOOD SO I WILL KEEP U POSTED ON WHAT GOING ON AS SOON AS I AM ABLE TOO!!!!

My Army
I never meant to start getting sick like I did 5 years ago I didn’t ask to be frustrated and sick every single day All the pain that I go through I thank GOD every day that you don’t have to go through And every night I may not be on my knees praying but I GOD knows That the pain im going through has a purpose even if im not sure what it is I will keep on bearing this pain until reality sets in and I fall to the floor Open my eyes and the pain will hurt no more I will get up strong as knowing I won the battle between my life and death And I will throw my hands in the air and praise you like I never have before And I will stop on the ground and say you had me for all those years held down with the Chains of hatred, anger, mistrust, anguish, and rage, OH SUCH RAGE and HATERED And I will scream at the top of my lungs now who’s next ive been through it all I refuse to let you take anyone in this world from where they are meant to be I’m fully equipped no

My Artistic Manifesto
My Artistic Manifesto I am the ultimate feminist.I idolize the woman. I do not destruct and degrade her. But instead I elevate her to the status of a Goddess. In my work woman is a sexual force to be reckoned with. She is perfect in her perceived flaws. She is desired and full of desire. And this is beautiful and natural. She is not the Madonna or the Whore, but something far more complex. I photograph today's Venuses. But I do not create her from marble. I instead sculpt her with light. I take a woman and illuminate her inner Goddess. I then capture a taste of her essence with my lens. I do not photograph the mother, the wife, or the saint. I photograph the lover, the temptress, the Goddess.My women are not naked. They are not quivering vulnerable virgins. My women are radiant temptresses. Women are not meek. They assault the space around them with their curves and contours. When nature breathes on a man it is hardly disturbed. But a woman sends natures breath swirling and charged.My

My Arms Always Open... Your Heart Always Closed
Baby I loved you with all my heart.Waiting for a few months for something to start....When you where in the darkness, I was there to be your light...When you just needed someone to talk to I was your ears...Now it's been 2 months...And you never said yes...I tried to win your heart,But when I showed you mine...You tore it apart...You once told me you loved me... You once said you cared...What happened to what we shared?I let it slip through my fingers...No matter how hard I tried...Our love just seemed to have died.A black eye...A broken arm...Or even a leg...Not one made me cry....But a broken heart is a pain not even a god can stand...

My Army Experience
Alot of times I have been asked, "Why did you join the Army?" Truthfully I did it because I didn't wish to go to college yet, I was tired of school, I wanted to do somethign different. One of my cousins had joined the marines a few years before and I went to her graduation and I became enamoured with the lifestyle. So when i was a senior I joined the marines, long story short it didnt work out so a year roundabouts after i graduated i Joined the army and went to basic. Throughout my time in I had successes and failures. Granted my failures outweigh my successes but that doesn't overall tarnish the experience. Ultimately my successes are MY successes same as my failures are MY failures, noone elses but mine. I could always pass blame around liberally. The military, like everything else, but possibly more so, you get out of it what you put into it. If you put your heart and soul into it then you'll be a "fast tracker" and rise fast and high in the ranks. or you can be a complete "shitbag

[my Arms Hurt]
Wait... I have totally named a blog post that before. Yeah- I been dead the last couple days, don't take it personal. Today was work. About the most interesting story I have was a complete stranger (who couldn't shut up about her 5k-10k 20 mile runs and "going green for her kids") fascetiously called me a ray of sunshine and that I was a very possitive and cheerful person. (After I stated I didn't see the point in "saving Africa" since I couldn't single handedly change the whim of warloards, constantly rotating regimes, endless civil wars and skirmishes, genocidists, biggots, pox, plague, deforestation, poverty, and famine, neither can Susan Sarandon or George Clooney combined- what chance do I have?) Now, at the moment I didn't have anything hilarious to say like "I hold your opinion of me in the highest regard" but I did later find the opportunity to hint that she was working with an ex felon which my employer (family friend of a quarter of a century) laughed hyster

My Ass Is Chapped!
You know, I see al these bulletins about so-and-so needs to level up, and vote for the sexiest canine tooth and all this bullshit...but when I try to get people to remember a few of our troops, it gets TOTALLY ignored! So, today, I ponied up and made it sticky. I have no problem with contributing to CherryTap at all. I love this site. But DAMN!!!! What are these peoples priorities! One of these guys is dealing with some hairy shit in Afghanistan! One of these guys is asking for postcards, to make his place feel like home, and break up the never ending bordom. One of these guys is stateside, writing the plans and regs that keeps them ALL safe under difficult situations, and one of them, I just don't know well enough yet to tell you. But, he wears the uniform, and that's good enough for me! There are so many more on this site, and the petty, high school, note-passing idiocy gets so old! This concludes todays rant. That is all.

My Ass Cheek Hurts
So I got bit by a brown recluse almost 2 months ago and its still not healed(there are pictures of it under my pictures on my profile.) Its still big and really sore and its all deep and oozing. Does anyone know how long its supposed to take for it to be fully healed? Ive seen a doctor, had steroid and antibiotic injections, plus antibiotic pills and its still nasty as hell. If anyone has any information please pass it on to me..thanks.

My Astrology Stuff
Ascendant in Cancer For you, probably the most important aspects of a relationship are integrity and security. You will persevere through many trials in order to make an affair work out, as long as you feel that your partner is equally committed. If there is any problem with this position, it is oversensitivity, a tendency to take remarks made in jest too seriously. This position makes you a very faithful lover, but in the liberal climate of today, an incident of unfaithfulness will be very traumatic for you. You should avoid being overly possessive in the physical sense; faithfulness belongs more to the heart than to the body. Sun in Leo Leo is the sign of the lover, and the Sun here gives your personality grace, generosity and charm. You give and receive love freely, and you surround your partner with tenderness and affection. Your innate tendency is to lavish affection on your partner, which may startle or overwhelm someone who is not accustomed to it. Yo

Myaskovsky Symphony 6
Listened to Svetlanov's 1991 recording of this work - Nikolai Myaskovsky's sixth symphony in E♭ minor, opus 23, from around 1922 - which (the recording) was broadcast on a syndicated program out of Chicago (Henry Fogel's Collector's Corner) awhile back and released first on Russian Disc, then on Olympia (a now defunct British label). A description of the work and its history can be found here, and a review of Svetlanov's recording here (OCD 736 - Olympia Compact Disc, not Obsessive-Compulsive Disorder). One of the more often recorded works by this less known 20th-century Polish-born, Russian-trained, Soviet composer - I count five recordings:Kirill Kondrashin's,Robert Stankovsky's (which I have, and will talk about),Veronica Dudarova (she did well by other works of this composer but I haven't heard this one...),this one! andNeeme Järvi's, the most recent one. (See also a comparative review here!) This is Myaskovsky's only symphony to use voices, with a brief choral part in th

Myaskovsky
http://www.bbc.co.uk/radio3/cotw/pip/idqrg/ It's appropriate that BBC Radio 3's Composer of the Week tribute to Nikolai Myaskovsky and Nikolai Roslavets should conclude have concluded, back on March 30th, with one of Rostropovich's recordings of Myaskovsky's possibly best-known work- his cello concerto in C minor from 1944. I like the coincidence especially since it was hearing this work, and maybe this recording, twice in a two (one?)-year period, once in my first year of college and once when visiting Hampshire College, that got me interested in this composer, this teacher of many, and friend/fellow-student-of-Prokofiev...

My Asvab Score
Most of you by now, allready know i am enlisting to the National Guard Service. I had my ASVAB test today and i scored 67. I still do not know what that means, but i have an apointment with the recruiter tomorrow to explain it all to me. Will update you more soon. Thanks for your wishes.

My Ass Hurts.
Srsly. I got two shots in my ass, one was penicillin, which I'm used to getting it shot in my ass, it's something I had to have done a lot as a kid cause I get strept so damn much, but this other shit...oh my god... ...this other shit...was like thick yogurty acid and it took the bitch a whole minute to get it all injected. Not to mention, the needed was HUGE, and I don't think I ever need to actually get stabbed to know what it feels like. I can't sit. I can't lay down. I can't stand up. God this sucks.

My Astro Profile,interesting...
Name: brittani Sun Sign: Capricorn Life Path Number: 8 Chinese Sign: Dragon Element: Earth Mode: Cardinal Ruler: Saturn Color: Black, Dark Green, Cherry Red ***Strengths:*** Ambitious, authoritarian, calm, demanding, diligent, diplomatic, efficient, focused, genial, loyal, patient, pragmatic, profound realistic ***Weaknesses:*** Calculating, despotic, indifferent, inflexible, moody, schoolmasterly, severe, skeptical, opinionated, rigorous Capricorn, the tenth sign of the zodiac, represents discipline, ambition, and rationality, making you the most determined and persistent sign of the zodiac, brittani. Since you have such an unshakable faith in your own power, you have an extreme capacity for hard work and endurance. Saturn, the planet of challenges and restrictions, is the ruler of Capricorn. Saturn is sometimes associated with bad luck; however, without the obstacles of Saturn we would never grow and evolve any further, which makes this planet the o

My Astsrology Reading
Quickie: You're in an extremely flexible phase, which will keep you calm and confident today. Overview: You're tempted to talk yourself up today, but most people are a bit oversensitive to ego -- so save it for tomorrow or some other time. Your reputation should carry you through for a while...

My Ass Is Up For Sale..lol
It all begins on Monday Dec 10th Blue Dragon is for SALE to the highest bidder! don’t be scared it wont heart.. Much !!! Pics of the big prize are being posted as its getting finished. So Come Monday Stop On By & Place Ur Bid !!! I will let you know on Monday just were to go... Watch for my Bulletin & Blogs !!! Get this widget | Track details | eSnips Social DNA

My Ass Thinks I'm Funny...
->Mr. Horny: freetranslation.com... ->Mr. Horny: ¿Sabe usted que su hermana tiene los cangrejos? Mr. Horny: In english please ->Mr. Horny: ¿Por qué me ridiculiza usted y me contesta en inglés? Mr. Horny: I do not speak Spanish ->Mr. Horny: Quiero un furburger grande Mr. Horny: I do not speak Spanish...sorry ->Mr. Horny: ¿Tiene usted herpes? ->Zera: ¿Tiene usted herpes?

My Ass Is On Fire
Impotence Boomerang I'll stab you Clumps of hair In the sink Who's hiding Things from me? You knew all along, goddammit But you wouldn't tell me Well, look at you now It's not funny, my ass is on fire Paraplegic, inhuman liar Carve a smile On your face Everything's great Suffocate It's beyond my control...I'm coming! Boo Redundant Boring

My Ass
It seems that some people think I'm sitting on my ass all day at the computer. Trust me, if I were, it would be enormous since I’m logged on just about 24 hours a day! Lately, it seems that people are getting frustrated when I don’t immediately respond to their shouts. I try to be friendly and chat with just about everyone but there are times when that’s simply not possible. My status is usually updated to give you some idea what I’m up to. When it says I’m online, those are the times that I am sitting here available to chat. Bear in mind, that I might be chatting with someone else…I can manage 3-4 conversations at once but more than that gets rather confusing and makes me feel like I’m being rude. When my status says that I'm making dinner, I’m actually making dinner- not so easy to do at the laptop. I may be stopping by on and off to accept friend requests and get my new friends rated and fanned. However, I don’t usually have time to have a detailed chat with anyone unless I

5-8 My Ass!
They called for 5-8 inches of snow. We got about an inch. Hooray for me! Two kids just rung the door bell asking if I wanted them to shovel the driveway. I don't have any cash and told them as much- which I wish I did. Not that the driveway actually needs to be shoveled but I really like seeing kids do that kind of stuff to make a little bit of money. The funniest part is the one kid couldn't do anything besides stare at my chest. *shakes her head* Anyways, over the past 2 days I've spent a total of 9 hours talking on the phone. With the same guy. Wow... just... wow. Going over there tonight and hanging out :) I'm looking forward to it!

My Ass Is Up For Auction...thx Slutty/shorty!
Here's ya chance , my ass is up on the block, bent ova? hmmm not just yet, but if the price is right, hmmmm just might be!! So show sum luv and come visit me....just click the pic below..muuuaahhhh

My Asatru Pagan Libary
Here is a list of my reference books feel free to check these out and add to your own libaries. The complete illustrated guide to Runes by Nigel Pennick Rune lore by Edred Thorsson A handbook of Rune magic by Edred Thorsson Northern Magic Rune Mysteries and Shamanism by Edred Thorsson Rune Magic by Donald Tyson The Book of Runes by Ralph H. Blum A practical guide to the Runes by Lisa Peschel Myths of the Norsemen by H.A. Guerber The Vinland Sagas Everyman EDDA The Poetic EDDA by Lee M. Hollander Goddess of the North by Lynda C. Welch Northern Mysteries & Magick by Freya Aswynn Rituals of ASATRU volumes 1 - 3 by Stephen A. McNallen Gods and Goddesses of the ancient Norse by Leonard Everett Fisher Pagan books Living Wicca by Scott Cunningham Wicca a guide for the solitary practitioner by Scott Cunningham Encyclopedia of Magical herbs by Scott Cunningham Scottish Witchcraft by Raymond Buckland Green Witchcraft 1 and 2 by Ann

Mya's Candle
Ok so here it is people, you see this candle burning strong all over fu?? well this is a silent prayer going out to a special little girl Mya! Her Mother and Grandmother are going through a hard time right now and this is a way of us showing our support to much loved friends! Mya's father is the reason for all this, He is a disgusting,cruel man, who deserves.. well i cant even say what he deserves He has admitted to abusing Mya. He was charged with a class X felony for aggravated assault to a child. He is looking at 6 to 30 years in prison. His bond was set at $500,000. The monster had caused bleeding and swelling on her brain, multiple fractures to her ribs, bruising to her pancreas, and fractures to both of her legs. Baby Mya is doing better now, although the doctors say she may have hearing, vision, and/or learning disabilities. Lets pray for the best, and hope she makes a speedy recovery!! & lets all hope and pray for that sick bastard to get what he deserves!!

Myas Candle Help Stop Child Abuse
Ok so here it is people, you see this candle burning strong all over fu?? well this is a silent prayer going out to a special little girl Mya! Her Mother and Grandmother are going through a hard time right now and this is a way of us showing our support to much loved friends! Mya's father is the reason for all this, He is a disgusting,cruel man, who deserves.. well i cant even say what he deserves He has admitted to abusing Mya. He was charged with a class X felony for aggravated assault to a child. He is looking at 6 to 30 years in prison. His bond was set at $500,000. The monster had caused bleeding and swelling on her brain, multiple fractures to her ribs, bruising to her pancreas, and fractures to both of her legs. Baby Mya is doing better now, although the doctors say she may have hearing, vision, and/or learning disabilities. Lets pray for the best, and hope she makes a speedy recovery!! & lets all hope and pray for that sick bastard to get what he deserves!!

Myasthenia Gravis--what Is It?
What is Myasthenia Gravis (MG)? Myasthenia Gravis comes from the Greek and Latin words meaning "grave muscular weakness." The most common form of MG is a chronic autoimmune neuromuscular disorder that is characterized by fluctuating weakness of the voluntary muscle groups. The prevalence of MG in the United States is estimated to be about 20/100,000 population. However, MG is probably under diagnosed and the prevalence may be higher. Myasthenia Gravis occurs in all races, both genders, and at any age. MG is not thought to be directly inherited nor is it contagious. It does occasionally occur in more than one member of the same family. The voluntary muscles of the entire body are controlled by nerve impulses that arise in the brain. These nerve impulses travel down the nerves to the place where the nerves meet the muscle fibers. Nerve fibers do not actually connect with muscle fibers. There is a space between the nerve ending and muscle fiber; this space is called the neuromus

Myasthenia Gravis--treatments
Treatments for Myasthenia Gravis (MG) There is no known cure for MG, but there are effective treatments that allow many-but not all-people with MG to lead full lives. Common treatments include medications, thymectomy and plasmapheresis. Spontaneous improvement and even remission may occur without specific therapy. Medications are most frequently used in treatment. Anticholinesterase agents (e.g., Mestinon®) allow acetylcholine to remain at the neuromuscular junction longer than usual so that more receptor sites can be activated. Corticosteroids (e.g., prednisone) and immunosuppressant agents (e.g., Imuran®) may be used to suppress the abnormal action of the immune system that occurs in MG. Intravenous immunoglobulins (IVIg) are sometimes used to affect the function or production of the abnormal antibodies also. Thymectomy (surgical removal of the thymus gland) is another treatment used in some patients. The thymus gland lies behind the breastbone and is an important part o

Myasthenia Gravis-faq
Symptoms/Diagnosis What is myasthenia gravis and what are common symptoms? Myasthenia gravis (MG) is an autoimmune neuromuscular disorder that affects voluntary muscles. Common symptoms can include a drooping eyelid, blurred or double vision, slurred speech, difficulty chewing and swallowing, weakness in the arms and legs, chronic muscle fatigue and difficulty breathing. The weakness tends to increase with continued activity and can be improved with periods of rest. Not everyone will display all symptoms, and symptoms can fluctuate. I think I have MG. What do I do? We can provide you with general information regarding MG, but you should consult with your doctor if you think you have MG. How does the doctor test for MG? A diagnosis can be confirmed in several ways, including the following: * Acetylcholine Receptor Antibody testing - Approximately 85% of MG patients have this antibody and, when detected, is a guaranteed diagnosis. * Anti-MuSK Antibody testing -

My Ass Hurts And I'm Nauseous
I'm reading a book. The purpose is to become more enlightened (this word will become important in a moment, pay attention). I must find a way to embrace my intrinsic flawed humanity, and yet not yield to the desire to wallow in it. No, a weakness revealed is a blessing in disguise, because its only with revelation that I can rise. To stagnate within the cage of fear is not an option. Fear has so many faces. It's angry, it's helpless, it's denial, it's prejudice, it's Ego, it's hopeless, it's violent. The name of the book I'm reading is "The Black Sun - The Alchemy And Art Of Darkness", it's by Dr. Stanton Marlan, a Jungian analyst and adjunct clinical professor of psychology at Duquesne University. He's been kind enough to collect in one book, his own thoughts and the thoughts of others through out history on the image of the black sun. This darkness isn't appreciated in our modern world - I seek to become enLIGHTened - even our language reflects the joys of the sun and if you s

My Assassin
I look down at his body and I think to myself how could I ever kill someone apart of me I can never look back I can never go back to that place that I have seen him I will never face myself to turn back to live life as it never have happened, will ever face my fear alone or is there some out there that can be by my side keeping me warm keeping me safe for the evil that lives inside of me, will ever be happy with that someone will they be happy with me for who I am I will never know this but I will when that day comes I will know all this but there is still one thing that I must know will take day come soon.

My Ass!!!!
If I choose to stick my ass in the air for all to see that is my right!!!! If I want to show my body! that is my right! if you dont like the way I look then don't fucking look at me!!!! I am NOT your baby girl.. your hun.. your sugar!!! Im not looking for a booty call! a hookup! or ways to show my pussy so that you might hit my like button more than once!!! Fuck all you haters!!!! Lots of love to my lovers :) And If I prefer military guys get the fuck over it!!! ITs my choice! dont tell me why I shouldn't like them!!!!

My Aspect On Love
Possessiveness is not love Jealousy is not love Lust is not love Fear is not love Keeping people all to yourself is not love Expecting something from someone is not love Real, true love is unconditional. All other “kinds” of love are not really love. Most parents and kids don’t love each other, most people in relationships don’t love each other, most people on the planet never experience unconditional love in their entire lives… or at least it sure looks that way. To love someone unconditionally means that you love the person exactly as they are, exactly as they were before, and exactly as they will be in the future – because people change all the time, so if you love the person, you will love them even if they become something you disagree with. How many parents can say that about their kids? How many people can say that about their “lover”? Love is not about you or your pleasure or your amusement. It&rsquo

My Ass Is Begging For A Spanking
I just love being bent over having my panties pulled down and given a bare bottom spanking. Hearing the sound of a strong hand hitting my ass and the warmth of it when I reach back to feel makes my pussy so wet. Come spank me.

My Attorney.....
A very good friend of mine sent this to me, so I wanted to share it with everyone. My Attorney... After living what I felt was a "decent" life, my time on earth came to the end. The first thing I remember is sitting on a bench in the waiting room of what I thought to be a courthouse. The doors opened and I was instructed to come in and have a seat by the defense table. As I looked around I saw the "prosecutor." He was a villainous looking gent who snarled as he stared at me. He definitely was the most evil person I have ever seen. I sat down and looked to my left and there sat My Attorney, a kind and gentle looking man whose appearance seemed so familiar to me, I felt I knew Him. The corner door flew open and there appeared the Judge in full flowing robes. He commanded an awesome presence as He moved across the room. I couldn't take my eyes off of Him. As He took His seat behind the bench, He said, "Let us begin." The prosecutor rose and said, "My name is Sat

My Attention Whore Sister!! Lmao
So I am surfing around CT and up at the top I notice my sister, Toxic, is on a blast! After I got done pointing and laughing I had to get a screen shot! What no undying love for the sun shiney one?? *sniff sniff*

My Attempt
well i haven't really been on ct a lot lately and to b honest haven't really missed it, but missed a few peeps and i am sure they know who they r, and sooooo all know i am not gonna b around much at all. feel since i ain't really been on line and ain't missed it that i obviously don't need my CT. so i will b in every now and then....have a good one and special peeps will b missed *wink*

My Attempt At A Childs Poem.. Dr. Nibbles.
Dr. Nibbles fat and round chubby face hands like a clown laughs and giggles deep underground. Candles a glow- all lights are low wiggly worms crawl to and fro. Potions are a brew they bubble deep blue add one drop of fresh morning dew. His lab O.R. Dor assistant can be quite persistent then again name one who isn't. Speaking of him O.R. Dor that is hear the tail that is his here's one you just shouldn't miss. It happened long ago late on night lightning flashed gave the doctor a fright he made a mistake and nothing went right. His dog they say scurried around he jumped and played more then allowed you see Dr. Nibbles had just rescued him from the pound. He showed his joy just a little too much, and knocked over stuff not meant to be touched. Dr. Nibbles face grew quite grim, until his Labrador began to talk to him. He became very smart, and talked a lot! So much in fact, Dr. Nibbles forgot, He forgot all a

My Attempt At A Song
Pushing me away (5) Is not the right way to take? (7) Everyone makes mistakes (7) Even you (4) Not letting your feelings show Gets me feeling low I will just have to go Away from here Cuz I Can’t take this any more So I walked out the door And now I’m gone And now I’m gone I’ve tried to put myself to blame And take away the pain It’s just not the same Anymore But I Have tried day and night To have to see the light And try to live my life But I can’t

My Attempt At Erotic Poetry..... "face"
face 4/12/07 2:15 am mmm yes... touch taste and sound... visualized through imagination and remeberance... i can taste you smell...see you taste.. and i remember it so well for its traces never leave my senses... im looking to quench my thirst for you but it seems all things keep getting pushed to the left and i guess i cant be greedy but i rememeber your touch and i desire for it... i need it...i crave it...i loathe that i cant have it... tracing the outlines of your curves figure 8's in the nap o fyour neck and down your spine and behind your knees indeed i have cum to please and am pleased to give and once ive lived in you warmth i could never go back i relaspe...i know its not mines but i must have it the madness of it is maddening but such sweet sacrifices to the gods of my loins are perfect i taste the teardrops and pray it turns to rain and im not wearing a rain coat or slicker quicker my pulse rises and so do i and my desire to penetrate

My Attempt At Poetry
I lay awake, watching you sleep, smiling, knowing you are content. I thank the Powers that Be that they brought you into my life. My life has improved a thousand fold since the day we met. I can't imagine not seeing or hearing from you everyday for the rest of our lives. I whisper "I love you." My smile fades as you awaken, for the time has come for us to part once again. The only thing that keeps me going is knowing we will see each other in just a few hours time. I'm no poet, but thinking of you, the words flow from my mind and insist they be shared. I await the day I can shout to the world and let all know, "I LOVE YOU!"

My Aura??????
Your Aura is Blue Spiritual and calm, you tend to live a quiet but enriching life. You are very giving of yourself. And it's hard for you to let go of relationships. The purpose of your life: showing love to other people Famous blues include: Angelina Jolie, the Dali Lama, Oprah Careers for you to try: Psychic, Peace Corps Volunteer, Counselor What Color Is Your Aura?

My Autobiography.
( + - Your Autobiography - + ) Part 1: The Birth of You 01. Do you know what month you were conceived?: April I guess 02. Were you a planned baby?: no 03. Were you the first?: no 04. Did your mother have an easy or difficult pregnancy?: easy 05. Were you premature or late?: late 06. What hospital were you born in?: TRAH 07. How long was your mother in labor?: no idea 08. Who was present at your birth?: my dad 09. Were your parents married when you were born?: yes 010. What was your birthdate?: January 31st 011. What day were you born?: Monday 012. How much did you weigh?: 7 lbs 4 oz 013. What were the names your parents considered for you?: I have no idea, my mom told me once what my dad wanted and it was bad, so luckily they didn't take that. 014. What name did they finally decide on?: Jennifer Ashlee 015. Were you christened?: yes Part 2: The Family 016. How would you describe your family?: fun 017. Which side of your family are you closest to (your mum or your

Myau :x
i feel ucky :( like my stomach is hurting really bad and i wanna be sick D: not fun at all... but my headache from last night is gone away which is a good thing i just still have a pukey feeling D: LAAAAAAME. might be something i ate last night? O_o on another note the dinner and a movie was so much fun ^-^ i had fun and i'm pretty sure everyone else did XD though there was a point after dinner trevor and i got a little close XD LoL we touched noses! XD LoL then we all ((well, cept trevor he had to go get his sister)) waited outside for jenny's brother's ride to get there and we smoked a bit. yea, fun times even if everytime we mentioned weed alec would get all condescending ~_~ graaaaa. the movie for lack of better words, sucked :/ kinda displeased with it i actually wanted to see either the hitcher or blood and chocolate to be honest. epic movie, well, wasn't quite that epic and was kinda dumb :/ then after the movie we all stood outside and talked for a bit, and then jenny and

My Aura
Your Aura is Violet Idealistic and thoughtful, you have the mind and ideas to change the world. And you have the charisma of a great leader, even if you don't always use it! The purpose of your life: saying truths that other people dare not say Famous purples include: Mahatma Gandhi, Martin Luther King, Jr., Susan B. Anthony Careers for you to try: Political Activist, Inventor, Life Coach What Color Is Your Aura?

My Autobiography, And Shit.
MY AUTOBIOGRAPHY Body: Fill this out in YOUR OWN WORDS and repost as "My Autobiography" Prologue 1.Where did you take your default pic? On my bed...? 2.What exactly are you wearing right now? black shorts, a gray t-shirt, rainbow striped thong, 4 rings, 2 toe rings, and glasses. 3.What is your current problem? Why is the rum always gone!? 4.What makes you most happy? oh, YOU know...you know. :P 5.What's the name of the song that you're listening to? Heaven's a Lie-Lacuna Coil 6.Has anyone you've been really close with passed away? yes... :( 7.Do you ever watch MTV? hell no, MTV rots your brain...haha 8.What's something that really annoys you? hamsters...dear god, I hate hamsters. ----------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Chapter 1: 1.Middle name: Jeanette 2.Nickname(s) some people call me Penis...why, I don't know. 3.Current place: eh, my chair. 3.Favorite Color emerald green ----

My Aura Is Green
Your Aura is Green You're very driven, competitive, and even a bit jealous. However, you seek out balance in your life - and you usually achieve it! The purpose of your life: inspiring others to be better Famous greens include: Tony Robbins, Donald Trump, Martha Stewart Careers for you to try: Guru, CEO, Talk Show Host What Color Is Your Aura?

My Autopsy
Your doctor has scheduled you for an autopsy on ___________ at _______ AM/PM. St. Amgems Hospital wants you to be prepared for what should be an eventful time. This guide should answer the most common questions in regard to your procedure. Please call your doctor's office if you have any further questions. Please remember, autopsies are performed on an "as needed" procedure. If you, or a qualified Medical Examiner chooses to cancel your autopsy, the Pathology department requires 24 hours notice. WHAT IS AN AUTOPSY? As advanced as medical science is, sometimes we need more thorough procedures to find out why your living status has been impaired. An autopsy can include CAT scans, X-rays, and surgical evaluation. WILL IT INVOLVE SURGERY? Yes. At times when there is a lack of obvious traumatic impact, surgery is needed. Your doctor may wish to examine your vital organs. This involves removal of the organs for the purpose of study. The contents of your stomach will also be examine

My Autobiography
1. Who took your deafult pic? my best friend 2. Exactly what are you wearing right now? sweat pants and a tank top 3. What is your current problem? Sleepy dont feel good 4. What makes you most happy? My children 5. What's the name of the song that you're listening to? Nickelback Saving Me 7. Do you like MTV? yea.. 8. Name something that annoys you about people. WHEN people talk nice to your face and bull shit behind your back ! ------------------------------------------------------------------------------- Chapter 1 1. Nickname(s): Wicked, Angel,sweets 2. eye color? blue green ........................................................................................................ Chapter 2: FAMILY 1. Do you live with your parent(s)? Oh no never again 2. Do you get along with your parent(s)? I am a spoiled daddys girl 3. Are your parents married/separated/divorced? married going on 37 years 4. Do you have any Siblings?4 SISITER

My Aura
Your Aura is Red You have a high level of emotion. This can mean passion, but it can also mean rage. Usually, you don't take these emotions out on others. You just use them as motivation - and it works! The purpose of your life: embracing all the wonders of the life, lots of travels, and tons of adventures Famous reds include: Madonna, Marilyn Monroe, Jennifer Lopez Careers for you to try: Dancer, Boxer, Surgeon What Color Is Your Aura?

My Aunt And My Mom Fought
I'm pretty fucking confused when it comes to my family.. i guess you can say my extended family.. Well I'll just tell the story before I put in any of my opinions. I have 4 aunts on my mom's side, my aunt Mary is probably the closest with my mom. Each aunt has their own story but here's what happened today Friday. My mom went to go with my cousin, my aunt (his mom) to his graduation from high school. Well my mom took a day off from work which i didn't agree with cause she just started this job but what can ya do? Well my cousin is 18..well i think he's turning 18. I'm far from close with him. He is adopted, korean, and of course my family is probabley the most lilly white people you could ever meet. anyways.. i don't know if this is the deep anger he has or the fact my aunt and her ex are divorce. Plus he has a biological family with another woman.. that is a story in itself. Well my aunt spoils him, by this I mean she pays for his car, insurance, food, school, ya

My Aura...just For Fun, But Its True
Your Aura is Green You're very driven, competitive, and even a bit jealous. However, you seek out balance in your life - and you usually achieve it! The purpose of your life: inspiring others to be better

My Autobiography (survey)
Fill this out IN YOUR OWN WORDS and repost as, my autobiography. -Prologue- 1. WHO took your default pic? The ghost of Christmas Future and he was naked.. 2. Exactly what are you wearing right now? Shorts and a shirt unbuttoned 3. What is your current problem? None at the moment 4. What makes you most happy? Discovering my morbid side with Angie... 5. What's the name of the song that you're listening to?? Killswitch Engage - Break the Silence 6. Do you like MTV? Sometimes 7. Name something that annoys you about people? Possessive and judgemental -------------------------------------------------------------------- Chapter 1: MYSELF 1. Nickname(s)? Fuzzy 2. eye color? brown 3. hair color? black ------------------------------------------------------------------- Chapter 2: FAMILY 1. Do you live with your parent(s)? No 2. Do you get along with your parent(s)? Hell no 3. Are your parents married/separated/divorced? Divorce

My Aura Color!
What color is your soul painted?PurpleYour soul is painted the color purple, which embodies the characteristics of sensuality, spirituality, creativity, wealth, royalty, nobility, mystery, enlightenment, arrogance, gaudiness, mourning, confusion, pride, delicacy, power, meditation, religion, and ambition. Purple falls under the element of Earth, and was once a European symbol of royalty; today it symbolizes the divine.Click Here to Take This QuizQuizzes and Personality Tests

My Auntie
So yeah my aunt's cancer my have spread to her bone's. What makes this really hard is right now my parents money is kinda tight. With my father taking the time off to help with my mother's ankle and everything along with problems in his health our funds are kinda low...not broke but no extra money....ya'll know how that is.....so my mother is worried that her sister will get really sick and she wont see her again alive. I just wish their was more I could do.

My Aura
Your Aura is Blue Spiritual and calm, you tend to live a quiet but enriching life. You are very giving of yourself. And it's hard for you to let go of relationships. The purpose of your life: showing love to other people Famous blues include: Angelina Jolie, the Dali Lama, Oprah Careers for you to try: Psychic, Peace Corps Volunteer, Counselor What Color Is Your Aura?

..my Aussie Pal...
..this is my blog... ...and i'm giving all the attention to my pal "greg"...who is may favorite aussie and a real big sweetie...so go and rate him and fan him...he's kewl....he's in my "family" (if you can't find him) becuz he's a kewl dude.... ..but here's his address ...tell him chillie sent you... http://fubar.com/lonewolf47

My Aunt And My Mother
My Aunt who is 79 and my mother who is 80 were visiting together and doing day trips. They saw this old church and got really delighted when they saw the doors where open and there was a huge sign that said WELCOME. Happy they could go in and see this wonderful structure they joined the other "tourists"...Oh they where in heaven there was singing and to hear Abide with me and Amazing grace was such a treat for them. They where there for about 15 min when they started to clue in this was not an invitation to all but they had in fact joined a funeral. Once they knew this there these 2 dignified sweet ladies sat with head buried in Hymn books hoping others around them thought their shaking shoulders was because they were so upset.. not because they were laughing. They sat there for about another half hour before they found a moment where they could slip out with out being to disruptive. and thankfully before they burst out into full out laughter. When my Mom told me this story ( st

My Aura
***Your Aura is Blue*** Spiritual and calm, you tend to live a quiet but enriching life. You are very giving of yourself. And it's hard for you to let go of relationships. The purpose of your life: showing love to other people Famous blues include: Angelina Jolie, the Dali Lama, Oprah Careers for you to try: Psychic, Peace Corps Volunteer, Counselor What Color Is Your Aura? http://www.blogthings.com/whatcolorisyourauraquiz/

My Auction ...come Bid
OMG OMG ITS DJ SLIM!!!!! COME N PLACE YOUR BID ON HIM NOW TIME IS RUNNING OUT HE WILL MAKE IT WORTH YOUR WHILE YOU DID!!!! ok so heres what ya get from me 1.all pics rated, and my 11's for 5 days 2.all stash rated 3.a salute from me one nsfw and one sfw 4.a mumm posted about u 5.comment daily on ur page 6.pimped out on my main page blog and bully 7.added to my yahoo and family 8.Blog Poem (spoken word - written for you) 9.personal fone texts for one month 10.your name on mine as owned by so lets do this bid JUST CLICK ON THE PIC FOR THE LINK TO PLACE BID!

My Aura
What Color Is Your Aura? We don't need a psychic to tell us that you're giving off a Emerald vibe. Your bright, refreshing, grass-green aura tells us that you're a relaxed person with a laid-back attitude. Into living a healthy lifestyle — from eating right to trying yoga and aromatherapy — you're down-to-earth and always easy-going. You bring calm and peace with you wherever you go. A bit of a flower child, you're as unpretentious and open-minded as they come. Everyone is invited to your party. Chances are you have quite the green thumb, too, as well as a knack for healing people — both emotionally and physically. Sensitive and compassionate, you're as reliable as the earth and as natural as herbal tea and organic vegetables. http://web.tickle.com/rd/52658/invite?type=t&test=158&inviter_id=Nxi4ErQWhXOxPMx1&inviter=Sam

My Auction Bully
COME BID ON THE SEXXY DJ WYLDONE~MGR OF ACE CAFE~ please click pic to bid on me 1. will rate every photo u have 2. rate every stash and mumm and blogs 3. will add to friends and family 4. will leave a comment everyday for a month 5. will send a gift everyday for a month 6. will add "owned by" for a month in my name 7. will rate fan add who u want me to please click pic to ck out the ace cafe also

My Aura
What Color Is Your Aura? We don't need a psychic to tell us that you're giving off a Gold vibe. You couldn't ask for a better color — a glistening gold aura is as good as it gets. A lively blend of yellow and orange, gold people are happy, playful, energetic, sensitive, and generous. Always up for adventure, you'd give a friend in need the shirt off your back. You're spiritual, too — all those halos in old paintings aren't colored gold by coincidence. Almost childlike in the carefree, joyful way you live your life, you're popular and outgoing with your large circle of friends. Chances are you're so full of light and energy that you sometimes find it hard to sit still and chill out. Instead, you're constantly looking for excitement, no matter how risky or impulsive the occasion. Happy-go-lucky and always laughing, you truly are as good as gold.

My Aura Color
What Color Is Your Aura? We don't need a psychic to tell us that you're giving off a Emerald vibe. Your bright, refreshing, grass-green aura tells us that you're a relaxed person with a laid-back attitude. Into living a healthy lifestyle — from eating right to trying yoga and aromatherapy — you're down-to-earth and always easy-going. You bring calm and peace with you wherever you go. A bit of a flower child, you're as unpretentious and open-minded as they come. Everyone is invited to your party. Chances are you have quite the green thumb, too, as well as a knack for healing people — both emotionally and physically. Sensitive and compassionate, you're as reliable as the earth and as natural as herbal tea and organic vegetables. http://web.tickle.com/rd/52658/invite?type=t&test=158&inviter_id=GlSrTXEzB352qGRq&inviter=Sam

My Auction
=== 'PURPLESKY PROUD MEMBER OF THE INDEPENDENT FAMILY! WON BY LAURALEI' spewed forth the following at '2008-02-21 21:00:01'.. > > > > > > > > THIS AWSOME LADY IS IN HER FIRST AUCTION IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO BID ON HER JUST CLICK THE LINK UNDER THE PIC IT WILL TAKE YOU WHERE YOU NEED TO GO TO BID IF YOU DO NOT WISH TO BID THATS OK BUT IF YOU COULD TAKE THE TIME TO JUST RATE THE PIC FOR HER IT WOULD BE APP. THE HIGHEST RATED PIC IN THE AUCTION WINS 150,000 FU-BUCKS TY SO MUCH IN ADVANCE!!!! > > > > > > THIS IS THE LINK TO TAKE YOU TO THE AUCTION > > > > > > > > > > > >

My Auction
=== 'AIRBAGS~CO OWN OF DEVIL'S PLAYGROUND~REBELS RULE~GOT-R-DID BOMBERS~' spewed forth the following at '2008-03-12 16:17:45'.. > > ♥I AM HOSTING AN AUCTION♥ > > THE AUCTION WILL START THE 17TH 12:01AM EASTERN AND RUN TILL THE 23 AT 11:59PM EATSTERN! > > IT IS OPEN TO EVERYONE AND ANYONE! > NO NSFW PICS > 5000 FUBUCK ENTRY FEE > > NO DRAMA AND ALL IN FUN! > > CONTACT ME IF YOU WOULD LIKE TO ENTER!! > > > > 1 TICKER = 250,000 > 1 DAY BLAST = 375,000 > 3 DAY BLAST = 600,000 > 7 DAY BLAST = 1,000,000 > 30 DAY BLAST = 2,500,000 > HAPPY HOUR = 5,000,000 > THIS IS BASED ON FUBAR'S SET VALUE OF TICKER PRICES, WHICH IS 250,000 FOR 1, OR $20 FOR 4. IT BREAKS DOWN. > > AIRBAGS~CO OWN OF DEVIL'S PLAYGROUND~REBELS RULE~GOT-R-DID BOMBERS~@ fubar if you would like to enter please send me a private message with what you are offering and a link to the pic you would like to use and NO MORPHS

My Auction!
I WILL BE HOSTING AN AUCTION! STARTS 4-11 ENDS 4-18 ENTRY FEE IS 10K I WILL START BIDS AT 25K IF U WANT IN JUS SEND ME A PIC OF U(sfw) AND WAT U WILL BE OFFERING! *~JeNNaBoo~*@ fubar (repost of original by '*~JeNNaBoo~*' on '2008-04-04 19:25:40') (repost of original by 'MacAttack87' on '2008-04-04 19:49:40')

My Aunt....
So its the craziest thing...last night at 9:30 i answer the ringin of my phone to hear my grama crying on the other end...baggin me to put my mom on the phone...I handed mom the phone with tears now filling my eyes...i didnt know who or what but just knew something was wrong...She told mom that aunt jeannie was in the hospital unconious....she was havin truble breathin eariler in the day...but told my uncle she was fine to go to church anway! so he left her home alone thankin she was fine....we never thought in a million years today would end her life...she called my uncle home at 7 to tell him she couldnt breath he called 911 and they came to see...if anything could be done for this scared husband and wife to save this woman from the fate she had to face....my uncle says that was the hardest thing watchin her suffer and he couldnt do a thing...she laid there on the floor before his very eys toke her last breaths...and there was her demise...but they didnt let that be the end they got

My Aunt.
I am scared to death. My aunt was just diagnosed with cancer. The prognosis doesnt look good. And treatment doesnt look like much of an option. To top it all off, she just moved to Louisiana so my uncle could work because michigan sucks. She was the only person in my life to ever love me unconditionally with no strings attached exept my grandma and she died in 2002 of cancer. I am sick to death of "god" taking the truly innocent people from my life and leaving me with crap.

My Aunt Jeannie...
My Aunt jeannie Died this friday the 11th...Well they toke her off life support friday but i thnk she was already gone...But god i didnt know this week after her funeral would be so hard!! People get it through your heads that all my satuses and comments and shit dont all have to do with her!! I loved her very much...but you all bringing her up all the time isnt helpin me heal!! Ok She was a great aunt...something i know i can ever be!! But i cant spend every moment of the rest of my life talking about her death!! You want to help me dont fuckin say sorry for your loss or how did she die?? Can you fuckin try askin me about her life?? She was a great lady als making everyone around her laugh, smile, and be happy!! She danced and sang!! And loved to have hot tub partys!! ANd new how to throw a good party!! No matter who you were if you were friends oher family...then you were family!! She loved everyone!! But you knew if she told you how it was or something you knew, you knew it was the