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My Apology to Everyone.

For all that it's worth, I'm sorry for all I've done. I'm not perfect nor will I ever be. I am sorry that I can't be who you want me to be. I'm sorry that things didn't turn out the way we wanted them to me. I know the past can't be changed, but the future ahead so lets look to that. I'm sorry for the drama that I have cause everything is so messed up. No matter how hard or try to do things, they fail always. I' m sorry for all the things that I haven't taken responability for. I run scared because I don't know how to handle life. I am a pussy and I don't deserve to be called an adult. I don't know who to blame other then myself. I still to this day do not know anything about responsibility. I hope it's not too late to learn. I'm sorry for the lies if I ever told any, thats all I was ever taught how to do cause my mother didn't know any better. But I assure you that there aren't going to be anymore from this day forward. Yes they tear me apart inside everyday. Some days I wish I'm not alive so I don't feel it! I'm sorry for all the pain that I have caused you. You don't understand how much more I am for the fact that I have hurt you. You have all the right in the world to turn your back on me and never turn around. You have all the right to be mad and say what you want to. I'm sorry for all the anger that I show daily. I never got help because I can't afford a theropyst. I do admit that I am crazy and I need help. So much damage is done but I don't think much will help. Most of all, I'm truelly sorry for all the hearts I have broken. I lead so many people on too recent. Sometimes I guess a confidence boost gives off different singles to people. There are afew that I hold dearly to me and I swear I will not break them. I love my friends more then I love myself. You are the only people that I have and worth going through it all for. I'm sorry for all the sins I have done. I know those can not be taken back but if I ask for forgiveness that God has place in his heart for me. I am paying for all of my mistakes now in so many ways. Everything I have done is catching up to me fast. I guess that is what I deserve. Through all this, I guess I only hurt myself worse then anyone. For everything, I'm sorry. I got what was coming to me. But I just ask one favor for the sake that life is too short. Please forgive me. God will forgive you even if you dont. I love everyone.
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