I have a box deep in my closet
That holds everything
Ot holds my thoughts, my fears
My wishes and even my tears
The thoughts are of you
How you'll never say "I Love You"
My fears are dark and dreary
With monsters and hard-core fairies
My wishes are to have you
To hold and love you and never let go
My tears were cried over you
Crystallized and memorable
One by one I take each item out
And put them in a different place
I looked down and reached out once more
But the box was empty
The thoughts went to my mind which I wrote in my diary messily
My fears went to my heart where I kept them locked with a key
My wishes went to the heaven where they go unanswered
My tears broke into tiny pieces and floated in the breeze
I now realize I'll never be over you
You'll be everywhere to me, loving everyone but me
I know what you're going to be in life
I know everything but what's in store for me in life
So I'll start a whole new box
That may contain similar items
Except this time it will be much worse
It'll be my box of horrors
