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When I Am Faced With A Tough Task, How Do I Respond?
We never know how high we are 'Til we are called to rise; And then, if we are true to plan, Our statures touch the skies. --Emily Dickinson We are all capable of far more than we think we are. It's in the tough times, however, that we discover the depths of our strength, and it's then that we know that some power has enabled us to do what we thought we could not. Whatever we call that power, it is there for us when we need it. To do what seems impossible, all we need to do is ask for the help we think we need. And we can look within, too, and summon our whole selves to the task at hand. With all that going for us, how can we fail? And when the tough work is over, we'll look back and know we've grown from the experience. And yes, our statures will have touched the skies. When I am faced with a tough task, how do I respond?

Abstract Passion
Our bodies in a tangle, Satin skin and candle light, Sweat pours from our bodies, All we have now is this night. Outside a storm is raging, Lightening flashes brightly, I feel your arms around me, Holding me so tightly. Lips meet in fevered passion, I crush skin between my teeth, Feel your length inside me, Begging for release. Capturing this moment, And holding it forever, Flying like a bird, And falling like a feather. Our skin feels like fire, Our bodies are dancing, Our limbs all entangled, Our tongues are romancing. Thunder tears through passion, We gasp as we hit the brink, Then lie side by side, So tired I can't think. Dreams of vivid color, Waking to the dawn, I watch you sleeping soundly, I smile and I yawn. Love was made for passion, Dreams are smoke and fire, The way I feel about you, Can only take me higher. Soaring through the heavens, Your lips upon my skin, We were made for this I think, And I fall asleep again.

Sex Test!!!
Are You Good in Bed? The Racy Version Sexpert Extraordinaire! Go on, gloat -- you deserve it! Game to try anything once, gregarious and confident in bed, you've not only got few inhibitions and a high sex drive, but you're as sensitive to your lover's needs as you are to your own (and more than capable of satisfying both). Your huge appetite for hedonistic pleasures attracts swarms of partners. Match up with an equally skilled lover who's as adventurous, imaginative and nonjudgmental as you are and erotic, earth-moving encounters happen daily. You leave your lovers with a sloppy grin on their faces, and your exes not only still find you excruciatingly attractive, they like you heaps because you're as good at relationships as you are at sex. You give as much as you take; you masturbate both with and without your partner; and you aren't afraid to speak up in bed, encouraging your lovers to do the same. Flexible and gloriously liberated, you'll try anything once trust develo

Found The Recipe!
A Piece of A** 1 oz amaretto almond liqueur 1 oz Southern Comfort® peach liqueur 2 oz pineapple juice 1 oz sweet and sour mix Stir ingredients together in a highball glass filled with ice cubes, and serve.

Patient In Saturday's Aircraft Crash In Huntsville Tx Was My Uncle. Prayers/thoughts For Our Families Please
The article I just blogged about Saturday morning's aircraft crash in Huntsville, TX hits close to home. My Uncle David (my father's brother) was the patient being transferred to Houston for emergency surgery. He was taken to the hospital in Huntsville this weekend and it was later found he was having an annurism (sp? sorry im not of the mindset to look up the correct spelling). Around approx 245 Saturday morning the decision was made to life flight him to Houston as the only means of trying to save his life. An hour or so flight turned out to be torturous 6.5 hour ordeal for our family when word never came in the early morning hours that he had arrived in Houston at the hospital. We were not sent word that approximately 20 mins after the flight left Huntsville hospital that they had lost radio contact with the aircraft, until the family received word around 9am Saturday morning that the aircraft had gone down and they were dropping rescue workers in the area to "hike" in to "fi

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Sex And The City Movie--- Resulting Thoughts.
So we went to the movie tonight. And now, here is what is left in my head. (Not that most of these people will ever read it.) Dear Heather- I went to see the "Sex and the City" movie tonight. I went without you. That seems strange to say. It seems strange that our long and profound friendship ended one day because of an uncharged cell-phone. I hope you liked the movie. I wonder if it made you miss me. Or Kelly. Or Bill- assuming you didn't marry him yet. Not that he's right for you, but it just seemed like something that might happen. He's your BIG. Though you'd be better with Aidan. And, if I were to venture a guess, you'd be with Alekzandar. Hope you saw the movie, and liked it. Good-bye again. -Jamie Dear Renee- I'm going to miss you when you move to Canada. You are the Samantha. And I am only a Samantha when I'm with you. I miss you already. It sounds stupid, since I barely get to see you. And I know it's for the best, and that there isn't another choice. But not

Alan's Contest: Who Wants 1 Mill Fu Bucks?
Who needs fubucks??? Well here is your chance too win some. I'm hosting a Fubuck Contest. It will be a race too 30,000 comments wins. If you are interested in joining the contest please send me a private message with a sfw picture that you want too enter. Contest starts June 12th at 12:00 p.m. Central. No drama will be tolerated or you will be removed. No scripting programs are allowed too be used. Prizes will be as each entry reaches 30K in comments. 1ST PLACE Gets 1 MILLION Fu-Bucks and a 5 Credit Bling 2ND PLACE 500K and a 3 credit bling 3RD PLACE will get a 2 credit bling. Please send me a private message with your picture. If you have any questions or problems feel free too send me a message ♥♥♥♥ ♥§è×ý ßåbý ßlµè Êýè$ ™©*****CAPTAIN of the Confederate Bombers****@ fubar (repost of original by '♥♥♥♥ ♥§è×ý ßåbý ßlµè Êýè$ ™©*****CAPTAIN of the Confederate Bombers****' on '2008-06-08

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In Loviong Memory Of The Lil Angels Who Were Called Home
When lil angels come in to our life and then are called home it tares the heart out of all of us . The tears we shed are not unseen for they are watchin over us. we are seen all the time and when the times get hard and we look above. speak out and say i love u lil angel and miss u and i know ill be with u again. god takes some of the lil angels home and holds them close because he cant bare to let them go he showers us with love and kindness in the hopes that it will help. If he knew how much we loved them in the short time we shared with them i dont know. I do know this he wouldn't call them home if he didn't need those lil angels more. take comfort in knowing they are free to roam and watch us always. If u know this then u r truely blessed. In Loving Memory of the Lil Angels Called home

The Last Pedal
Perfect as a rose pedal Watch as it endures The blooms fight for their life As they are surrounded by knives For what they know best Is the blossom of their hearts They live in the moment they open Hopes to achieve, reside in their minds Pedals come and pedals go Stop to watch as they appear Appreciate the colors and smells Learn from them while they are here For they will disappear No more chances do they get They cannot be forgiven For they must open and if they don't It is the end Some will arise to the occasion They are beautiful in every way Every chance they get To send sweet aroma in the air To fill the days with colors so fair But the life is short Because they opened, they must fall The fall to death Conscious of the life they lived Are they successful or Do they suffer in agony as the last pedal falls

Like Sun
Like Sun I watched the sun with its wings of gold paint the tops of the drying hills so that every grass was left in an orangy hue. I knew then what it was to pull out from within the will to create, for once to listen to the shouting of my self telling me to paint my life red, no longer hesitating to take that sudden stroke and make my world like sun.

Why??
Sitting here trying not to think about you but thats all I can do right now besides cry Why did it have to happen teh way it did?? sitting here looking at the pictures fo you staring off into space thinking about how happy you made me about how you made me feel so special like i was the only one around even when there were others around Sitting here thinking about you looking at your pictures and the pictures of us crying all over again wondering how i'm going to get over you since i gave you my heart an fell harder for you then I thought i was going to Wondering if I give you time an wait around for you or If that will just be stupid on my part and maybe I should just move on even though it will be hard because i still love you to death and still want to be with you sitting here tryin not to think of you and wondering what I did wrong to screw it up an wondering if I should wait around like you said since u just need time or if I just need to start tryin to move on W

Dont Let Anyone Tell You How To Live Your Life
I was thinking today about life and how I am trying to get out there and really start living my life again. I admit, it does scare me sometimes when I think about venturing out there and making a new life for myself. It almost seems that my old life never happened; I guess I subconsciously block out certain things I went through so at times it seems that it never happened. But today, when I was out, I found myself thinking about my father and how my life was when I was a kid.When I was growing up, I wanted nothing more then for my father to be proud of me. He wanted me to play basketball so I played basketball; he was into science and NASA at one time so I showed interest in that, basically anything my father was interested in, I showed interest in. As children, I think that we do tend to look for approval from our parents. It is human instinct that we want approval from parents, friends, co-workers, bosses, and peers. We yearn for approval and look for acceptance in what we do

More Updates... Yay Rah!
more updates.... yay rah! So, surgery went well. I got a fabulous new scar on my neck, bout 4 inches long. No cancer... YAY! so.... you have a "mystery disease" WTF?! yes ma'am' I'm sorry i don't have the definitive diagnosis we were looking for.. but you are definitely a very ill woman. Gee, thanks.. that's promising. what do we do?.. well.. you get to go to an infectious disease specialist to be tested for Epsom Bar and Lyme's disease and that's just a start point. those are the 2 most painless to get done. wow, great. cuz i didn't go through enough when i was doing chem and rad and steroids treatments/tests. And being led to believe i had hodgkins lymphoma. . So, how did the after surgery go you ask? oh that was swell too! my mom wanted me to go home to the burg and stay with her and my sis so they could take care of me and my kids. d.j. insisted he wanted to take care of me, and that he wanted to be there for surgery. then he wants my mom ( whom is less than fond of him) to

I Wonder Another Poem I Wrote
Laying next to you smiling promising you I'll be right here when you wake up Wakeing up in your arms with a smile on my face Sleeping in your arms was the best nights sleep I've had in a long time. As the days go on just makes me fall in love with you even more then I already have I sit here wondering how I am so lucky to have you in my life Wondering hwo long i will have you in my life before I screw things up Wondering if I have screwed up things between us already Wondering hwo things will go between us Thinking about you beign in my life hoping I have you in my life forever thinking and knowing if i dont have you in my life some how even as a friend it will tear me apart and kill me inside and out Hoping you feel the same way about me. Laying here next to you just makes me thinkg a lot and hope for the best because i love you Write by Ashley 5-19-08

Spotlight In Memory Of Baby Trace!!! (pebblesinaz's Bulletin)
IN MEMORY OF BABY TRACE! The most worthy Spotlight EVER! Donate Big or Small! Send all donations to his adoring Grandfather: Texas Camaro Nut © Rest in Peace Trace - We love you@ fubar I have never wanted to see anything on my page all day more! Let's celebrate the life of this tiny Angel! xoxo PebblesinAZ

My Thoughts
as i walk in the dark i cant help but to wonder is she out, there does she know who i am? i cant see what lies ahead for me in this thing we call life , then i feel that touch, that one touch . it warms me so i lose my breath as my heart pounds beat after beat is this her did she find me ? we imbrace for that monent and kiss with such sweet care and yurning that we become as one. and long for that piece of mind knowing she has been ther the while watching me loving me knowing im the one she has longed for . we found each other in the dark how could love not be true

Happy Tears Another Poem
I sit here wtih you looking at me all I can do is smile You wrap your arms around me all i can do is smile, melt an lay my head on you You look at me with a smile not just on your face ,but in your eyes to You look into my eyes and call me your baby girl as you hold me tightly I put a straight face on and cry My tears are not sad tears ,but happy tears running down my face Every time you wrap your strong arms around me, kiss me, lookinto my eyes with your sexy bright eyes and tell me you love me or call me your baby girl all I can do is smile an melt I may cry once and a while ,but they are always happy tears as long as i'm around you. You make me feel so special, wanted and loved. Before I met you I didnt think I could ever love again or if i would ever love again ,but you have shown me how to love all over again So, no matter hwo much i get quiet or have tears in my eyes just remember they are happy tears and that i love you so much.. Write by: Ashley 5-18-08

About Me.
I’m a 34 year old woman that has went through a lot in my life. I’m tired of men and their lies and playing games with my heart. I’m what you would call bi curious. I want to start over but this time with a woman. If there’s any women out here that’s bi curious as well and want to talk. And see where things go let me know. I’m open to bi women as well. No Butch! I’m a tom boy at heart so we would clash. To know me is to get to know me. I can make what you want to hear really sweet or mean. I rather for you to talk to me so you’ll know what you have. Even if it’s for a relationship or a friendship. leave a comment on here if you would like to be my friend or see where things go...

Does The Shiny Last? (for Pepper)
time ticks by with little to show how quickly we flow through our days a routine, a path, a direction always the same for awhile a random turn and life changes brings something new your way how long does the shiny last before it dulls to routine how long this bend in the road how much time floats by while we wait

You Wont Believe This
So tonight, As usual, Dennis and I got into some bullshit argument. He decided it is now Adam's responsiblity to be financially responsible for the girls. Seriously... I am like. Wow. Really? Are you fucking serious? And dennis says, "Well he wants to be with you, so he should be" So, every single step father out there, and every woman who is separated from her children's father, NOW KNOW, that My ex thinks it's the step father's responsiblity to take care of the kids. Yeah. Seriously. I know, I was thinking the same thing. Of course, Adam has no issues with this. He already does it. He spends all his time with the kids, and he loves them. Very very much. And financially speaking, he does a lot for the kids. A LOT. So, it's just some bullshit DRAMA. Like, always. Has been for the past 6 years, will be for the next 16. It's fucking insane. I'm telling you, until Adam, I have picked the worst fucking men to date... Adam is so far to date the only man in my life who hasn't FUCKED with me.

When I Say I'm Broke - I'm Broke
A little old lady answered a knock on the door one day, only to be confronted by a well-dressed young man carrying a vacuum cleaner. "Good morning," said the young man. "If I could take a couple of minutes of your time, I would like to demonstrate the very latest in high-powered vacuum cleaners." "Go away!" said the old lady. "I'm broke and haven't got any money!" and she proceeded to close the door. Quick as a flash, the young man wedged his foot in the door and pushed it wide open. "Don't be too hasty!" he said. " Not until you have at least seen my demonstration." And with that, he emptied a bucket of horse manure onto her hallway carpet. "If this vacuum cleaner does not remove all traces of this horse manure from your carpet, Madam, I will personally eat the remainder." The old lady stepped back and said, "Well let me get you a fork, 'cause they cut off my electricity this morning."

Dowrater Strikes Again
Check out the asshat that came to my page today and left me a 10 then re-rated me a 1...I thought I'd share his link with you in case you want to go show him some downraters love lmao... BrownsFan1983@ fubar

Three Contractors
Three contractors are bidding to fix a broken fence at the White House. A Yankee, a Mexican, and a Texan. They go together with a White House official to examine the fence. The Yankee contractor takes out a tape measure and does some measuring, then works some figures with a pencil. "Well," he says, "I figure the job will run about $900: $400 for materials, $400 for my crew and $100 profit for me." The Mexican contractor also does some measuring and figuring, then says, "I can do this job for $700: $300 for materials, $300 for my crew and $100 profit for me." The Texan contractor doesn't measure or figure, but leans over to the White House official and whispers, "$2,700." The official, incredulous, says, "You didn't even measure like the other guys! How did you come up with such a high figure!?!?" The Texan contractor whispers back, "$1,000 for me, $1,000 for you, and we hire the Mexican to fix the fence." "Done!" replies the government official. HA

Genealogy
A little girl asked her mother, 'How did the human race appear?' The mother answered, 'God made Adam and Eve and they had children and so was all mankind made.' Two days later the girl asked her father the same question. The father answered, 'Many years ago there were monkeys from which the human race evolved.' The confused girl returned to her mother and said, 'Mom, how is it possible that you told me the human race was created by God, and Dad said they developed from monkeys?' The mother answered, 'Well, dear, it is very simple. I told you about my side of the family and your father told you about his.'

Bbq Rules
We are about to enter the summer and BBQ season. Therefore it is important to refresh your memory on the etiquette of this sublime outdoor cooking activity, as it's the only type of cooking a 'real' man will do, probably because there is an element of danger involved. When a man volunteers to do the BBQ the following chain of events are put into motion: Routine... (1) The woman buys the food. (2) The woman makes the salad, prepares the vegetables, and makes dessert. (3) The woman prepares the meat for cooking, places it on a tray along with the necessary cooking utensils and sauces, and takes it to the man who is lounging beside the grill - beer in hand Here comes the important part: (4) THE MAN PLACES THE MEAT ON THE GRILL. More routine.... (5) The woman goes inside to organize the plates and cutlery. (6) The woman comes out to tell the man that the meat is burning. He thanks her and asks if she will bring another beer while he deals with

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Wal-mart Technology
One day, in line at the company cafeteria, Joe says to Mike behind him, "My elbow hurts like hell. I guess I'd better see a doctor." "Listen, you don't have to spend that kind of money," Mike replies. "There's a diagnostic computer down at Wal-Mart. Just give it a urine sample and the computer will tell you what's wrong and what to do about it. It takes ten seconds and costs ten dollars ... A lot cheaper than a doctor." So, Joe deposits a urine sample in a small jar and takes it to Wal-Mart. He deposits ten dollars, and the computer lights up and asks for the urine sample. He pours the sample into the slot and waits. Ten seconds later, the computer ejects a printout: "You have tennis elbow. Soak your arm in warm water and avoid heavy activity. It will improve in two weeks. Thank you for shopping @ Wal-Mart." That evening, while thinking how amazing this new technology was, Joe began wondering if the computer could be fooled. He mixed some tap water, a s

Texas
Have you ever looked at a map of the world? Look at Texas with me just for a second. That picture, with the Panhandle and the Gulf Coast , and the Red River and the Rio Grande is as much a part of you as anything ever will be. As soon as anyone anywhere in the world looks at it they know what it is. It's Texas. Pick any kid off the street in Japan and draw him a picture of Texas in the dirt and he'll know what it is. What happens if I show you a picture of any other state? You might get it maybe after a second or two, but who else would? And even if you do, does it ever stir any feelings in you? In every man, woman and child on this planet, there is a person who wishes just once he could be a real live Texan and get up on a horse or ride off in a pickup. There is a little bit of Texas in everyone. Did you ever hear anyone in a bar go, 'Wow...so you're from Iowa ? Cool, tell me about it?' Do you know why? Because no one gives a darn about Iowa .' Texas is the Alamo . Texas

A Quick Stress Test To Make You Feel Better!!!
There is a very, very tall coconut tree and there are 4 animals: 1) King Kong 2) An ape 3) An Orangutan 4) a Monkey The 4 have a competition to see who is the fastest to get a banana off the tree. Who do you think will win? Your answer will reflect your personality. Try to answer within 30 seconds Got your answer? Scroll down to see the analysis. If your answer is Orangutan = dumb Ape = moron Monkey = idiot King Kong = stupid Why????? A Coconut tree does NOT have bananas! Youre not stressed, just stupid. Now Don't you feel better???

Bank Robber
A man with a gun went into a bank and demanded their money. Once he was given the money, he turned to a customer and asked, 'Did you see me rob this bank?' The man replied, 'Yes sir, I did.' The robber then shot him in the temple, killing him instantly. He then turned to a couple standing next to him and asked the man, 'Did you see me rob this bank?' The man replied, 'No sir, I didn't, but my wife did.'

People Suck
I believe the blood on my neck will soon be real I believe things have come to a stop I believe the moon is full my friends so fake why do I put myself at stake I have no true meaning and no real friends just people who stab me in the back and steal my affections! my faith in people is folding and I'm going it alone people suck and thats the truest thing I know!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

The "witching" Hour....
They say is about 3:00 a.m...so I've heard, read and so do believe. It's all about the believing y'know... and lately, all this week, I find myself startled awake at 3a.m or 3:30a.m or like last night, (this mornining..) at 3:42a.m..and it is unsettling to say the least! I wake up without notice, without warning, to this undeniable feeling of someone watching me...it's creepy! I get scared, like the big baby that I am, and grab hold of my blanky for comfort. Yes, I sleep with a blanky at the ripe old age of 34! So you may laugh at me now! I should give thanks to my talented aunt who so perfectly crocheted the infamous blanket, well... 34 years ago. It has stood the test of time! It's always to the right side of me, this feeling, like someone is standing there...and I so want to turn over to ignore it, to not "see" it, but can't, because I feel like the minute I turn over something is going to touch my shoulder! So, there I usually lay...eyes tightly shut...fear envel

On The Oil Crisis
A lot of folks can't understand how we came To have an oil shortage here in our country. ~~~ Well, there's a very simple answer. ~~~ Nobody bothered to check the oil. ~~~ We just didn't know we were getting low. ~~~ The reason for that is purely geographical . ~~~ Our OIL is located in ~~~ ALASKA ~~~ California ~~~ Coastal Florida ~~~ Coastal Louisiana ~~~ Kansas ~~~ Oklahoma ~~~ Pennsylvania And Texas ~~~ Our DIPSTICKS Are located in Washington , DC !!! Any Questions ??? NO? I didn't think

The Pastor's A@*
This is too funny and so true!! Enjoy yours!! The Pastor's Ass The pastor entered his donkey in a race and it won. The pastor was so pleased with the donkey that he entered it in the race again, and it won again. The local paper read: PASTOR'S ASS OUT FRONT The Bishop was so upset with this kind of publicity that he ordered the pastor not to enter the donkey in another race. The next day, the local paper headline read: BISHOP SCRATCHES PASTOR'S ASS This was too much for the bishop, so he ordered the pastor to get rid of the donkey. The pastor decided to give it to a nun in a nearby convent. The local paper, hearing of the news, posted the following headline the next day: NUN HAS BEST ASS IN TOWN The bishop fainted. He informed the nun that she would have to get rid of the donkey, so she sold it to a farmer for $10. The next day the paper read: NUN SELLS ASS FOR $10 This was too much for the bishop, so he ordered t

Here In America
A Somalian arrives in Minneapolis as a new immigrant to the UnitedStates. He stops the first person he sees walking down the street and says, "Thank you Mr. American for letting me in this c ountry , giving me housing, food stamps, free medical care, and free education!" The passerby says, "You are mistaken, I am Mexican." The man goes on and encounters another passerby. " Thank you for hav ing such a beautiful country here in America !" The person says, "I not American, I Vietnamese." The new arrival walks further, and the next person he sees he stops, shakes his hand and says, "Thank you for the wonderful America!" That person puts up his hand and says, "I am from Middle East , I am not American!" He finally sees a nice lady and asks, "Are you an American?" She says , "No, I am from Africa !" Puzzled, he asks her, "Where are all the Americans?" The African lady checks her watch and says..."Probably at work!!!!!!!

Allfriends,fans,soon Familyupdate
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Life
WHAT IS LIFE HOW DO U LIVE IT WHEN DO U THINK ABOUT IT HOW U THINK ABOUT IT WHAT YOUR NEXT MOVE IN LIFE HOW GO ABOUT YOUR LIFE WHAT IF YOU START OVER WHAT PART OF LIFE DO YOU NOT GET WHAT PART OF LIFE DO YOU WANNA LIVE WHAT LIFE WOULD U LIKE TO LIVE IF U DONT KNOW THEN GO IN CORNER AN THINK ABOUT IT

My Pain
My Heart it is my treasure, That I have given away. I've never been able to conrol it Or will my love to stay. My life's been like a rollercoaster, With many ups and many downs. There's so many things that I remember With smles and with frowns I've had lots of times with joy and laughter, And good times with many friends. But the thing that strikes me hardest, Is my loves that always end. My heart it has been shredded, It has been ripped, and has been tore, But spending time with someone special, I can't help but want it more. It's a pain that just gets larger, As I grow older on my own. I want to have a wife, a family, A place that I call home. Lately it's been harder To sit and wait it out, But one day I know that she'll be there, The one I've been without.

Life
There's something very different, about the way that I view life. The way that I view love and relationships, And how I deal with strife You give your trust inherently, and try not to change the person they are. You don't ask them to be different, From their dress down to their car. They are who they are till they die, and that will never change Their life is in their friends and their family, That's something they'll never exchange. If you don't like the person the way they are, Then keep yourself away, Because if you try, and fall in love, Your heart will want to stay. Now when it comes to fighting, what's the point in causing harm? Are you intellectually unintelligent, comparable to an animal on a farm? If you can't sit an talk about it, and have a mature conversation. Then go back to a cave and grab a club, You don't belong in our generation. I'm really sick and tired of the people,

Desire
Send me kisses in the night, lingering, searing, and deep. Grab hold of my hair, breath, hold me close, mold me this eve. I want to feel you close~ to know that your near. I want to feel you inside me I want this message clear. Make no mistake, I am not so shy~ Dont be mistaken, Dont be afraid to cry. I want you to grab my body, twist it, toss it, throw me around. Just dont try to bruise me, I'll knock you to the ground. I need you, I want you, my spot is hot, and slippery wet. Your arms grasping tightly, Our bodies entertwined...

No Need To Harm The Flower..he Loves Me
no need to harm the flower...he loves me! i seen that saying once when looking through comments trying to find that perfect one to post.. anyway..I feel that it is a fitting title for this blog... what Im about to post is the response my boyfriend wrote me when I asked him to think about what he wants and make sure im it before we go much farther cause I just cant handle going through what I went through before.. anyway here it is.. Ok. Let me begin by saying that has got to be the most I have read in a long time. I can't promise my response will be that long. I can't promise my response will be that good. But I will promise that my response will be the truth, take it as it is. You ask me to think about it. But then I ask you, why do I have to? I have had a year to figure that one question out. Whether it was me sitting in branchport talking to you, trying so hard to come see you. Or sitting at dunkin donuts not knowing if i would ever see you again. My choice was made from the

New Mov Ies To See
Kung Fu Panda is showin . it is really good for the kids and it is also funny for parents to . You don't mess with the Zohan it is also a good movie to go see if you want to laugh . come see the movies. and have some [popcorn. it is really good . come have fun with the family / see you there /

-scheiße! Agh F***
*sigh* wow so yea.... Jaymes here.... well just was, be back in a few days or so.... and i just dunno... all this flood of memories.... everything.... i know i've been emotional before.... but not even when sara left me....no tears... never did i come in my room and collapse to the floor in it all.... wow. i tell ya.... Jayme was my 1st fiance who moved away 3 years ago and shit went bad.. .decides to come visit and just wow alot of memories.....seemed like just yesterday.... first girl i ever loved, we have eachothers names on our left shins and all..it was just a complete mind fuck, then today she comes to visit again alone, tells me "so uhhh yea, im gettin married in september" I'm just mentaly fucked.... she was my first real love, first fiance, we never fought, tons of great memories, only good times, were so close, then... she had to move to indiana, shit went bad, 3 years later shes joining the army and engaged again, and plannin to get married.... wtf happened.......

That Place In My Heart
It’s 10pm and ascending the stairs- I watch you. It’s an ever-so-slow movement Step-by-step The way your hand cradles the railing… The bend of your leg… Your eyes meeting mine.. And my thoughts are filled with sweet anticipation Of making you mine. The door opens- And painfully we walk slowly in the room. My heart is racing… I want to run in and pull you close Not walk oh so calmly Burying my head in the curve of your neck Taking in every scent… The soap on your skin… The air through your hair… The cologne on your shirt… All mine- Mine. I won’t let go. I can’t get close enough. Mine. Shoes and socks hit the floor- And you quick clean the mess on your dresser- I didn’t even notice… And I cuddle up with your pillow- Where your head rested last night- And watch you move around your room Occasionally looking back at me And you notice I am starring At the glow on your skin from the street light

Dance
A song plays in my mind this evening. I hum beneath my breath. Standing there, beneath the stars, the moon shining over me. I lift my face to it and laugh. And once again..my lips vibrate on the song. My arms raise and my hips move, softly at first. My smile turns into laughter. The grass is cool beneath my feet, I stand on my tippie toes and move my body. It is as if I am making love to the wind... Becoming lovers with the cool breeze. It tickles my skin like the soft lips of a man. My hands raise and I unpin my hair. Once my hair was bone straight, but now it twists and curls about itself. I can feel it move against my hips as I move them to the music. My fingers thread through..My hands bury themselves inside the warmth of my curls. I lift it and bare my neck to the breeze. My feet tap against the ground. My back arches and I turn my body in circles. "Hey Lady" I turn and Maria watches me. I laugh and move about her. My hips moving, my

All About The Booty
Look at that booty, show me the booty Give me the booty, I want the the booty Back up the booty, I need the booty I like the booty, oh what a booty Shaking that booty, I saw the booty I want the booty, lord what a booty Bring on the booty, give up the booty Loving the booty, round booty Down for the booty, I want the booty Hunting the booty, chasing the booty Casing the booty, getting the booty, Beautiful booty, smoking booty Talk to the booty, more booty... Fine booty All about the booty, big old booty Serious booty, amazing booty I'll take the booty, where is the booty Stare at the booty, walking the booty Touching the booty, whos got the booty Grabbing the booty, rubbing the booty Loving the booty, hugging the booty Kissing the booty, holding the booty Watching the booty.... Kicking the booty Sleeping booty, screaming booty Harder booty, softer booty Sweeter booty, sour booty New booty, used booty Whos booty, sister's boo

Passing Thought
The sun just barely collapses beneath the water line, and the red and orange shadows soon follow. The trees that landscape the beach hang over the sand giving of shades of black and green like a fine woven satin. Delca sits there, waiting for the tide to come touch her toes... to clean the sand from the bottoms of her feet. Her white dress absolutly soaked from the incoming waters and the falling rain. Rising to her feet, she takes a last look at the evenings first twylight, and then heads back to the cabin for a fresh set of clothes and her fireplace. After changing clothes she grabs a glass out of the china cabinet and poured a fine red wine. ....

Kids Are Truly Unpredictable!
A father watched his young daughter playing in the garden. He smiled as he reflected on how sweet and pure his little girl was. Tears formed in his eyes as he thought about her seeing the wonders of the world. Suddenly she just stopped and stared at the ground. He went over to her to see what work of God had captured her attention. He noticed she was looking at two spiders mating. 'Daddy, what are those two spiders doing?' she asked. 'They're mating,' her father replied. 'What do you call the spider on top?' she asked. 'That's a Daddy Longlegs,' her father answered. 'So, the other one is a Mommy Longlegs?' the little girl asked. As his heart soared with the joy of such a cute and innocent question he replied 'No dear. Both of them are Daddy Longlegs.' The little girl, looking a little puzzled, thought for a moment, then took her foot and stomped them flat, saying 'Well, we're not having any of that brokeback mountain shit in our garden.' Brings a tear to yo

Need Help Leveling? Please Read..
Do you need help leveling? Are you at 20K or less? If so, please give me a shout, or better yet send me a PM with your link so I can help level you up. I'll get back to you if I've run out of rates. Just a few things to keep in mind. Stash, Stash, Stash!!! You have to have stash. The first thing to go are picture rates. You can be leveled with stash. Please add as much as you can. Also, please remember, ripped pictures are worth NO POINTS. Please try to right click, save and upload. (Get permission first !!) Yes, I do have a few that are ripped, mostly morphs and things fubar just wouldn't let me upload correctly, but I went thru and copied, deleted and re-uploaded the ones I wanted to keep. I enjoy helping people level, so please remember, if I cant get to you right away it's not personal. I may be helping someone else or I may be out of rates. Be patient and please say thank you when people help you out. Have a wonderful day... On to the next level! *Hugs* AngelGurl

Fluoridated And Chlorinated Water: Wide Range Of Serious Health Problems
Fluoridated and Chlorinated Water: Wide Range of Serious Health Problems Osteoporosis and Arthritis: Scientists at EPA in Washington have declared that there is every reason to believe that the increasing numbers of people with carpal-tunnel syndrome and arthritis-like pains are due to the mass fluoridation of drinking water. On July 9, 1998 the Manchester Guardian reported news of fluoride poisoned water in Central India, from untested wells drilled in the 1980s, causing severe arthritic damage to tens of millions of people -- a national disaster. Fluoride is the most bone seeking element known to mankind. The US Public Health Service has stated that fluoride makes the bones more brittle and dental enamel more porous. Hip fractures: Drinking fluoridated water will double the number of hip fractures for both older men and women. Extremely low levels of water fluoridation 0.1 ppm still produced statistically significant increased hip fractures. (Bordeaux Study JAMA 1994). Accordi

New Pics
Just letting you all know that there is new pics posted in the more sexy pic. Thx for all the support And another update...this weekend I actually walked without the help of the crutches/walker...quiet abit today *sun* I think I bout overdid it as I had to revert back to help>>>> Im getting there just slow process

Profile On Lockdown
Well last night some idiot stole one of my default pics, and created a profile with my pic. I found out, and confronted them. They deleted their profile. So to my friends my profile is now set to friends only, and all pics to private. If u come across any profiles with my pic other than this one. Please notify me of it. Hope u all had a wonderful weekend, we got slammed by awful storms, and didn't get blown away.

How People Affect You
I remember I heard somewhere once that though you may not remember what someone did to you, you'll never forget how they made you feel. People affect you. A person can bring out the best in you or the worst. So, why is that? What is it about one person that makes you feel good, makes you feel comfortable, makes you feel happy, and uplifts you? And the person who makes you feel the opposite way? Carly Simon wrote a song for a Winnie the Pooh movie about friends. "A friend is someone that makes you feel more like you." Its just great when you find someone that has the magic to make you feel good around them. Someone that is butter to the English muffin of your life. Who wants to eat an English muffin without butter melting in the nooks and crannies? Someone who fills those empty spaces, and makes the spaces feel like they were made just for that person to melt into. So in that way love is like butter. It melts into you and fills you up. It makes you better than

Just To Reflect.......
Reflecting over the past 3 months of my life tonight has really got me thinking about all kinds of stuff. I have stopped trying to make sense of why things happen and have started to just accept that things must have happened for a reason. I Love who I am as a person and love the fact that life itself forces you to change in the most wonderful ways in order to grow, become stronger, love and be loved. An independent woman, single mother, college student. I know what I would like to do with my life in general. Helping people and making them feel better has always been what has made me happy. I like who I have become over the years, and hope to add to that in the years to come. My hope for the future is to stay true to myself, follow my heart, be more open and in tune with how I am feeling, speak up for myself when I feel I have been wronged, take more chances, and work on my outer self as well as my inner self. Well, that is my life at the moment. I love every m

Wanna Own Me?
Hi everyone. I'm in my very first auction. if you would like to bid on me click on the link below. the auction is open till the 22nd. hope to see you over there. happy bidding. BTW, while you're there, show the hostess some love too. this is her very first time holding an auction.

Devil Bitch Whore!
I just ran across this video. Brought back some memories. It's ironic that it was one of my favorite songs when I was dating the devil bitch whore who took my virginity. Fuckin stupid whore would cheat on me and I took her back over and over because I didn't know any better...

And Another Jerk
hey yall.. so i was just being me..sittin on cam having fun .. and then there is this asswipe in my sb .. well u can see for urself CALLIN GIRLS FAT BITCHES AND THEN USING THE N WORD... WHO WANTS FILTH LIKE HIM IN THEIR LOUNGE ? AND BEST OF ALL, HE DIDNT JUST HIT ME UP HE ALSO HIT UP OTHER GIRLS IN MY LOUNGE.. WHAT A FUCKING ASS MUNCH ! GO TELL HIM WHATCHA THINK BOUT HIS EMO ASS - REALLY MAKES HIM MAD THAT PEOPLE KNOW HES EMO ! CelticFrost1979 @ fubar

Wow... So Much... Where To Start!!!
Ok. Nothing fancy here... I know I haven't been on in well... almost a month.. Real life as always takes over and I have had a relaxing time away from Fubar. I am sorry for the abrupt leave of absence... and unfortunately, its not over. I am preparing to move super soon, like, I get the keys to the house tomorrow morning. w00t!!! To those that know me well, you will understand the greatness behind the move!!! Its close to where I am now, about 14 miles away, but life will be much easier in a few weeks when the move is complete. My internet won't be interrupted, but my time will as it has been. I have been getting things in motion for this, working to cutting my hours back at work, taking care of school issues with my kids and so much more. Hopefully in about 3-4 weeks, my life will be a new normal and time will be much easier to get. I will have a lot of packing and much more UNPACKING as most of my things have been in storage for over 2 years... I will be ta

First Sight
It lies not in our power to love or hate, For will in us is overruled by fate. When two are stripped, long ere the course begin, We wish that one should love, the other win; And one especially do we affect Of two gold ingots, like in each respect: The reason no man knows, let it suffice, What we behold is censured by our eyes. Where both deliberate, the love is slight: Who ever loved, that loved not at first sight?

Eyes
The night has a thousand eyes, And the day but one; Yet the light of the bright world dies With the dying sun. The mind has a thousand eyes, And the heart but one; Yet the light of a whole life dies When love is done.

Moment To Remember
A magic moment I remember: I raised my eyes and you were there. A fleeting vision, the quintessence Of all that's beautiful and rare. I pray to mute despair and anguish To vain pursuits the world esteems, Long did I near your soothing accents, Long did your features haunt my dreams. Time passed- A rebel storm-blast scattered The reveries that once were mine And I forgot your soothing accents, Your features gracefully divine. In dark days of enforced retirement I gazed upon grey skies above With no ideals to inspire me, No one to cry for, live for, love. Then came a moment of renaissance, I looked up- you again are there, A fleeting vision, the quintessence Of all that`s beautiful and rare.

Please Understand
I scream love into your heart you do not hear my cries. Can you not see the tears that constantly fall from my eyes? My heart is hurting aching to be with you. Can you not feel my love If not, then I don't know what else to do. I cry out day and night to tell you how I feel. I'm repeatedly saying to everyone, including you my love for you is real. How many times must I say how do you feel for me? Just tell me he truth please just be honest with me. Do you still love me or did you tell a lie? That's all i want to know not to sat goodbye. Saying I can't have you only makes me want you more. These feelings are too strong they're getting harder to ignore. Please understand the frailty of my heart please help me mend the holes before my heart tears apart. Be the one who care who will be there to catch my tears Be the guy who loves me be the one who calls me theirs.

Someone To Want Them Back
Why must the heart break no matter how much love you give? Why must life come to an end when you just begin to live? Why must the tears come when they have no reason to fall? Why can you not come when your name is who I call? Why can you not know when to take my hand? Why is it so hard to take time to understand? Why must we run away from those who truly care? Why can we not see if we're in need, they're there? Why must there be no sun when the weather calls for rain? Why must I show I'm happy when all I feel is pain?

???????????
Leave me alone. Let me die. Save me. Kiss me. Make me cry. Caress my skin. Cut me deep. Close your eyes and hear me weep. Pull the trigger. Kill me now. The pain hurts. Save me somehow. Fill the holes. Mend the crack. Do something. I want my life back. Kick me. Hit me. Black my eyes. Tell me the truth. Stop the lies. Give me hope. Give me dreams. Tell me like it is, because nothing's what it seems.

And Justice For All
For a while I found myself in a Calvinist church. Calvinists believe that everybody deserves to be punished by God so therefore every good thing that happens to you is God's mercy. There is some truth to that but it seems to me that there is something wrong with Calvinism. Because they leave out justice. According to the Calvinists nobody really deserves justice. I can't help but feel there is something flawed about that kind of thinking. My faith in God tells me that God is a God of justice. We must have justice. Maybe people don't really think about justice until they are on the receiving end of injustice. That's what started the United States. Injustice drove people to seek a place, or try to create a place, where there is "liberty and justice for all." Without justice, people wither. There has to be hope that wrongs will be righted, that punishment will be meted. Does everybody always get justice? Obviously not. But its something that people deeply ye

Rambling
The pain swells deep in my chest a suffocating guilt that i can not suppress it burns my heart with every breathe that i take it's what i deserve, a consequence to the choices i make a scorching absence of a trust now lost resulting from a heart...that aside...i tossed...

Then What
It's funny how much music has touched on my life so much in the past month. I have always felt like Country Music described my life, but lately, it's dead on. I mean one song in particular this morning did it for me. Granted, it's a song that would apply to both sides of my relationship with my Spousal Unit (SU) of late. The SU wants to move on in life without me to try and find happiness. She said she doesn't want to be married to me anymore. I am coming to grips with this, but when I heard the song on my Home Entertainment System (the laptop, with my MP3s, plugged into my DVD player which has surround sound) coming through so clear, I realized it wasn't just me the Clay Walker was singing about. Then What, by Clay Walker Well I got a good friend who's got a good life He's got two pretty children and a real nice wife But he never seems quite satisfied I said I know what's on your mind But you better think about it before you cross that line The grass ain't always

My Heart Is Breaking In Two
My heart is breaking in two can everyone not realize...I need you... you are the life in my eyes... you are the stars in my skies... you are the hands that lift me up... you are the water that fills my cup... you are the wind that brushes my face... you are the arms, that around me embrace... you are the key to my heart... you are with me... we're never apart... you are the lips that caress my skin... above all, you are the love that I sink in...

5 Things I Love About You
5 Things I Love About You�© I love the way you stare deep into my eyes knowing there is nothing from you I can hide. I love the way you gently push back my hair knowing if I need a shoulder you are always there. I love the way you hug me firm but not too much you send shivers up my spine simply by your touch. I love they way butterflies always seem to appear every single time you come near. But, most of all, I love the feeling you suddenly give to me because every time I recieve your kiss I go weak in the knees.

Taste Of Me
You whisper into my ear Sweet things that make me weak, Then you look into my eyes With your mysterious provocative gaze, Causing you to touch my skin To feel the burning of your flames, Caressing me with a love that is real, Then you kiss me... As I feel your wet eager lips Our hungry tongues indulging in their craving, To feel the poison... Of your blood boiling throughout your soul Sending electrify emotions Stimulating pure intoxication, As your hands flows over me; Touching every curve and every part of me... It seems I move my legs apart automatically, As you lift me on the mystical ride While my body you know I will guide, Just listen to our song Making love all night long, The flames of passion, desire and love Is taking control over us, You put your hands in my breast, As I feel a sensation so exciting, When you kiss my nipples with your eager lips Every time you do that, It gets more and more fulfilling Let me feel those sensations, As I feel you

The Party Info
aight all this is my goin away party. it will b starting at 12pm and will continue through that nite its an all ages till bout 4 or 5pm then if u have kids i would ask u to take them home bekuz the tru party will b starting. its goin to b a potluck also i will b havin the hot dogs and hamburgers if u want something else bring it. im goin to try to get 2 kegs but i dont think thats goin to happen so contact me if u would like to help out on that. if u dont have my number its 253-722-3510 can reach me anytime for anything. o and if u plan on drinking bring a tent kuz no one is drivin home drunk i dont care how good of a driver u r. i will b takin keys once u come n unless u have a dd or r not drinking. if u want to come and dont know my address message me or call me and ill give it to u

Caress
A caress upon the shoulder, and a shudder at the touch A rising, mounting tension as two hearts begin to race Unleashing pent-up passions with the one they love so much Fingers flow through flowing hair behind a smiling face Slowly she removes his shirt, and he returns the favor Hungry tongues indulging in their craving for a taste Torn between desire to be lingering and savor And giving in to pounding lust, to finish up in haste They savor all the suckling, then their hands increase their roaming His fingers find her eager, ready, knowing what she craves Gentle, hot caresses start her shuddering and groaning Sweet release and ecstasy, a chain of ocean waves The surf is pounding harder as he consummates, with kiss Her lustful throes of ecstasy, somehow fulfilling more And as each wave is crashing she cries out in anguished bliss Her pulsating contractions bring him closer to the door Drenched in sweat and panting, still she makes one more ascent And as she peak

Inquiry
Well, as you all know, or should know, or should be finding out, I am going through a separation from my Spousal Unit of 8 years. It started out forced, and has not turned voluntary/involuntary. Today during PT something hit me. When this separation and the impending divorce are completed, what do I become? I'll always be a daddy to my boys, I'll become the hateful asshole ex-husband, but will I become single? Can I go to singles bars? Do I become a divorcer? Do they have divorced bars? Just some thoughts I had earlier. Any input? I know what the Army will say, I am divorced, but they don't recognize separation, so I know they are behind the times.

1st
Yeah, it's been 3 weeks since the last one and there are two reasons for this... 1. not much has happened between the last one and last friday. 2. i have been on fubar every night and haven't paid much attention to myspace. So on with the story... last weekend i did some more overtime to get all caught up on my repairs so that i could do production becuase the production guy was on vacation last week. so me and my IT guy work on some new dual core units and evertying just didnt go teh way we thought they would and eventually we got everything done and workin right. saturday i went down to tucson to celebrate gay guy's and one of cuz's friend's birthday. we went to a diff gay bar/club than the one they usually go to. according to cuz and her sis lately there was nothing but fat ugly lesbians and some latino gangsta guys. which im thinking to myself "what gangsta type guy would go to a gay bar - or - i didnt know there was "gangsta" gay guys lol" so we go there and im DD because cuz's ca

Bombers Plz Help!! Ty Xoxoxo
My girl, ANGELNDISCEYES is in another give-a-way1!She just needs 30k in comments to win!!☺ So we're looking for help from the Atomic Bombers Fam & any other friends, fans and fam of Angel's!! We wanna see her win, so let's do this! She always show love to her friends and now it's time for us to give back & help out a friend!! She's a sweetheart & a Betty Boop fanatic that you would'nt believe if you did'nt know her!☺ Even if you're not a friend, make a new one, just fan, add & rate her & she'll return the love!¢¾ This is when the true friends arise to the occassion!☺ "ANGELNDISCEYES" (JUST CLICK ON HER PIC & GET TA BOMBIN'!!☺)

Birthday Bash
So half of my family has a birthday in either may or june. So since there really is no kids weve decided to celebrate all the birthdays (11 to be exact) on one day. Today was that day, and what a bash! It rained about half the time, sometimes a sprinkle, sometimes a downpour. We had an awesome cookout.....FYI if anyone wants to learn how to grill food, ask my uncle, he's a GENIOUS! We also played bocce ball. If you havent heard of it, look it up. My uncles house sits on a hill, making bocce ball MUCH more challenging. In any case , i teamed with my cousin's fiance, dan. We were in the running for the lead the whole time but were in danger of losing the game at the end as 2 other teams caught up to us. However, I pulled out the game with the winning toss and my dumbass leaped in the air after making the shot, landed, and rolled my ankle..... I know, GO TEAM ME, lol. Then it was presents time, my birthday isnt around now so I just sat and watched as others opened presents and I

When You Were Here
When you told me you loved me, I felt the soft gentle warmth of the rising sun, that is how you made me feel from the day I saw you. When you told me you loved me I felt as if I was ten feet tall and bullet proof that is how you made me feel from the day I saw you with you there was no pain, Everything was so clear There was so sadness There was only love Of course it was all for you From the day I saw you When you told me you could not live with out me, I felt as if I was the strongest fortress, that is how you made me feel from the day I saw you. I had no worries There was no confusion There was no sadness There was only love When you were here

Red Friday's
Will you give this to my Daddy? As a Company, Southwest Airlines is going to support 'Red Fridays.' Last week I was in Atlanta , Georgia attending a conference. While I was in the airport, returning home, I heard several people behind me beginning to clap and cheer. I immediately turned around and witnessed one of the greatest acts of patriotism I have ever seen. Moving thru the terminal was a group of soldiers in their camies. As they began heading to their gate, everyone (well almost everyone) was abruptly to their feet with their hands waving and cheering. When I saw the soldiers, probably 30 -40 of them, being applauded and cheered for, it hit me. I'm not alone. I'm not the only red-blooded American who still loves this country and supports our troops and their families. Of course I immediately stopped and began clapping for these young unsung heroes who are putting their lives on the line everyday for us so we can go to school, work and home without fear or rep

Sunday June 8th, 2008
well this week is gonna be fun, tomorrow i have a doc appt. foir my tri-monthy examination and then Thursday i go camping for my Bday! prolly going top get a lil ripped and relaxed as well. id love to gotten my guitar this week to take with but Sears didnt have it in their store i have to order it!:O imagine that :O anyways i guess ill go get it and the amp or if i get an acoustic guitar and practice again...this time online lol have agreat one all PEACE N LOVE

Like Fine Wine
Like Fine Wine by LateNiteFantasy© I drink you in little sips Like little wine tasting teasers Tiny erotic jolts of sensation Do you know what you’re doing? You permeate my senses The wine like color floods my face I enjoy your intoxicating fluid conversation It rolls across my thought I allow myself to take it all in I savor each exotic drop Holding onto the tangy sweetness Before closing my eyes and swallowing hard Are you sure you know what you’re doing? My temperature rising to white hot My body weak with tingling My senses erect with chaos This smile on my face A humble sign that I crave you Thus I sense my addiction And yet I seek more Still think you know what you’re doing? And if you do, I wonder... will you continue?

Jokes
WOMAN'S PERFECT BREAKFAST She's sitting at the table with her gourmet coffee. Her son is on the cover of the Wheaties box. Her daughter is on the cover of Business Week. Her boyfriend is on the cover of Playgirl. And her husband is on the back of the milk carton. WOMEN'S REVENGE 'Cash, check or charge?' I asked, after folding items the woman wished to purchase. As she fumbled for her wallet, I noticed a remote control for a television set in her purse. 'So, do you always carry your TV remote?' I asked. 'No,' she replied, 'but my husband refused to come shopping with me, and I figured this was the most evil thing I could do to him legally.' UNDERSTANDING WOMEN (A MAN'S PERSPECTIVE) I know I'm not going to understand women. I'll never understand how you can take boiling hot wax, pour it onto your upper thigh, rip the hair out by the root, and still be afraid of a spider. MARRIAGE SEMINAR While attending a Marriage Semi

Soul One
How come, girl was there when I needed one How come, girl was there when the song is done Some say, open your eyes to a brighter light Okay, open my arms they were right She was my soul one She felt she was the only one She was the sun, the sky blue eyes She was my soul one Inside, pain in my heart often made her cry Outside, I cursed the birds and the sugar sky How long take to realize she’s the one How long until I find my lost and lonely soul one She was my soul one She felt like the only one She was the sun, the sky blue eyes She was my soul one Should of never taken the time ’cause I found myself living a lonely lie You said, you left to find yourself But I never, no I never got the chance to say good-bye She was my soul one I though she was....... Soul one Blind Melon

Not Fair. Not Fair. Not Fair.
One of my aunts and one of my uncles has cancer. I went to see my aunt today. One of the hardest things I've ever had to do was look at her and hear how hard things are for her. I was so strong the whole visit, but only because I was FIGHTING to keep those tears away. They were definitely about to break surface. I had prepared myself for her lack of hair...but it still suprised me. Cuz it just didn't look like her at all. And when I had called her before hand to see if she was up for company, she hadn't even recognized my voice. Today was really hard. And it's so hard hearing what she's going through and knowing I can't help. I try to be optimistic but it's never been a strong point of mine...frankly, I suck at it. I just wish I could fix everything for her and for my uncle that also has cancer. Unfortunately I'm not magic. *sigH*

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Lsu Vs Washington In 2009
LSU will resume a football series with a Pac-10 school next year as the Tigers will open the 2009 season against Washington in Seattle, senior associate athletic director Verge Ausberry announced on Friday. LSU and Washington will meet on Sept. 5, 2009 in Husky Stadium in the first of two games scheduled between the teams. Washington will make the return trip to Baton Rouge on Sept. 29, 2012. “We are excited to be able to sign this home-and-home deal with Washington,” Ausberry said. “We want to be able to play a non-conference game against a team from a BCS league each year if possible and the addition of Washington to our schedule in 2009 and 2012 gives us that opportunity. “The Washington contest is also one that will be very attractive to our fans and it will allow us to bring the LSU football experience to another part of the country.” The meeting between the two teams next year in Seattle will mark only the second time the schools have squared off in football. In th

Own This Auction Virgin!!!!!
Want To Own This Sexy Fu? Ladies, this is his very first auction! Let's show him some sweet love and get those bids in!! Click the tiny pic right below this to get in the auction and start putting those bids in! **Larger picture of whats being offered below the music player!** Being Auctioned: Jason Enforcer @ Perfect Sin Fu Married to Christine Your Ultimate Desire and mine!!@ fubar PIMPOUT BROUGHT TO YOU BY: Your Ultimate Desire¢¾Wifey to Jason & Greeter for FuLuvBombSquad & Owned by ??@ fubar

2008 Mlb Draft - Lsu Players
Seven LSU players were selected Friday in the Major League Baseball first-year player draft. The Tigers chosen in the draft include left-handed pitcher Ryan Verdugo (9th round, San Francisco); first baseman Matt Clark (12th round, San Diego); right-handed pitcher Louis Coleman (14th round, Washington); left-handed pitcher Blake Martin (17th round, Minnesota); right-handed pitcher Jared Bradford (18th round, St. Louis); third baseman Michael Hollander (20th round, Texas); and junior right-handed pitcher Jordan Brown (39th round, Chicago Cubs). The seven LSU players selected by MLB clubs represents the most since eight Tigers were taken in the 2001 draft.

Help My Owner With One Rate....plz
Ok gang, we let this sexy guy fall behind in the votes....He needs just one rate, thats all...Please stop by and just give one rate to get him back on top....I wont forget your help :) BROUGHT TO YOU BY SEXY SANDI..... PLEASE TAKE A MINUTE TO STOP BY AND GIVE HIM ONE RATE....WONT TAKE LONG...AND IF YOU NEED HELP WITH ANYTHING...JUST LET ME KNOW :) (repost of original by 'sexysandi.. (Owned By )GARY - Owner of Dirty South Crew & Dirty Addiction' **D.S.C** RIS' on '2008-05-29 19:38:38') (repost of original by 'Ozzy ( Yes I believe in Angels )' on '2008-05-29 19:41:43')

1 Week Later.
Its all over, and I am recovering. Everything went well. I was home within 2 days..and the only thing that bothers me is this damn binder I have to wear around my belly. Doesnt feel good when its 90 outside!!!!! But I dont regret it at all. The dr took 7 pounds of excess skin off my belly. So those of you who thought I was only doing this cosmetically...think again! My health is more important to me than just how I look! Anyway, Just wanted to touch base, and I will be writing more about the surgery this week. Seeong the dr for my post op visit tomorrow. Nite All...and thanks to all my well wishers....it helped alot!!!!!!!

How American Music Has Changed Over The Past 50 Years
How American Music Has Changed Over The Past 50 Years People have often wondered if music has always been around. Well, to answer that question I did some research to find out where our music originated. Our first reliable music records came from the Greeks and the Romans. Americans musical history is very short when compared to Japan, India, Africa, and China. We don't know much about our history until about 590-604 A.D. when people began to write music down, the first music that was written down was songs sung in churches. Another often asked question I decided to research is why people write music. I got a lot of different answers for this question. A few of them are: to witness their religious faith to other people; to express themselves; to have fun, they enjoy writing music! After that I researched different kinds of music. How many kinds are there in America? Thousands! There are so many the list would go on and on. Some of the more popular kinds are: rock, jazz, religious, alte

Thanks Xoxo
Thanks To Everyone Who Has Rated Me And Faned Me And Added Me ... Much Love To Everyone And I Will Get Back To Yas .... Just Thank You Very Much Love Gettin To Know New Ppl And Makeing Friends ... :D MuAh XoXo

Dear Alcohol
Dear Alcohol, First and foremost, let me tell you that I'm a huge fan of yours. As my friend, you always seem to be there when needed. The perfect gift, post-work cocktail, a beer at the game, and you're even around at the holidays (hidden inside chocolates as you warm us when we're stuck in the midst of endless family gatherings). However, lately I've been wondering about your intentions. While I want to believe that you have my best interests at heart, I feel that your influence has led to some unwise consequences: 1. Phone Calls: While I agree with you that communication is important. I question the suggestion that any conversation after 2 a.m. can have much substance or necessity. Why would you make me call my ex's? Especially when I know, for a fact, they DO NOT want to hear from me during the day, let alone all hours of the night. 2. Eating: Now, you know I love a good meal. But, why do you suggest that I eat a taco with chili sauce along with a big Italian meatbal

Things That Bother Me
The Pillsbury doughboy is way too happy considering he has no genitals. ---------------- When something is "new and improved", which is it? If it's new, then there has never been anything before it. If it's an improvement, then there must have been something before it. ---------------- People who are willing to get off their ass to search the room for the TV remote because they refuse to walk to the TV and change the channel manually. ---------------- When people say "Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too". What good is a goddam cake you can't eat? What, should I eat someone else's cake Instead? --------------- When people say "It's always in the last place you look". Of course it is. Why would you keep looking after you've found it? --------------- When people say, while watching a movie "Did you see that?" No, I paid $8.50 to come to the theatre and stare at that thing over there. ---------------

Suck It Up, People!
Well....I have to admit that I have found some pretty cool people here. People that I would hang with in a bar in real life and get totally shitfaced with. Cool folks with half a brain. BUT..... MOST of what I've seen here is creepy people with BAD profile pics who get pissed off when you give them a shit rating. If you've read my other blogs you'll know that I absolutely refuse to give scary pics a 10 rating. That's what's driving me nuts about this place. If I were in a REAL BAR and came upon some of the utterly creepy looking people here I would TELL YOU that you were FUGLY to your face. Why would I waste my time talking to you if I thought you were a fucking toolbag?? Sorry, but that's just the way it is. If you came up to me, shirtless, with a horrible tattoo of a rebel flag and a bad Tom Selleck-like porn stache I would tell you how fucking ridiculous you look. Why wouldn't I do that on the internet?? I bet you're reading this thinking "Man she's a stuck up bitch! Who th

Re-evaluating
I wonder why people always remmeber the mistakes people make and not the good things we all do. I know like everyine else I have made my share of mistakes.And I thought I had learned from them . But I have certain people who will not let things lie . I have basically today just sat at home and re-evalulted everything . And the conclusion I came up with is one I feel I can live with . I am going to shut certain friends and family out.

I Love When Losers Try And Step To Me
bitch suck my dick wit yo bald head ass ---------------------------------- Sent by: Olivia WTF CK YOU WTF FUCK URSELF ---------------------------------- Sent by: will dumb ass fucc ---------------------------------- Sent by: Olivia k ---------------------------------- Sent by: will how u doin ---------------------------------- Sent by: Olivia hi ---------------------------------- Sent by: will hey cutie who the fuck does that? try and mess with me shit!!!!!!!

Obama/tupac? I'm Not Voting ( Sorry )
Obama and Hillary just happen to be in Virginia at the same time as the meeting is happening and McCain attended...Wake Up comrades Dont be Stupid the Election has already been decided.... Barrack Hussein Obama ILLUMINATI THEY ALL SUPPORT (UNIVERSAL HEALTH CARE) ANOTHER WORD FOR REVELATIONS 13:18 THE MARK OF THE BEAST THE "RFID CHIP" YOU HAVE BEEN WARNED THE CHOICE IS URS YIZRAELITES...UR COMRADE FARVE NISSI This Country Iz Full Of Shit !!! Luv to All People living in our U.S. Drama

I Want To Thank Everyone
I want to thank everyone for their thoughts and prayers. It really pulled off. Prayers really work. I got my kids home. I really love everyone for their prayers. I dont know what I would of done if I didnt get my babies back. I love my kids more than life. I am so sorry i havent been on much.And again thank you everyone from the bottom of my heart.

Summing It Up !!!!
frEE faLL - Sent Down from the TopDate: Jun 8, 2008 4:19 PMImpeach GeOgre/ 9. 11 Truth Seek Truth Observe Nature Educate Yourself Smash TYRANNY! (RP08!) Nubsnovets mobaykawika-RonPaul08 Orwellian BobJoeChrisWarrior, Dreamer, Shaman...~John B.~..© Bulletin By... Warrior, Dreamer, Shaman...~John B.~

Application
"!!NAUGHTY APPLICATION !!! Your Name: Age: Location: 1.Favorite position: 2.Do you think I'm cute?. 3.Would you have sex with me? 4.lights on or off? 5.Would you have to be drunk? 6. Would you take a shower with me? 7.Have you ever thought about having sex with me? 8.Would you leave after or stay the night? 9.Do you like cuddling afterwards? 10.Condom or skin? 11.Have sex on the first date? 12.Would you kiss me during sex 13.Do you think I would be good in bed /? 14.Would you use me as a booty call? 15.Can I use you as a booty call? 16.Can we take pictures of the act? 17.How long would we have sex? 18.Would you tell your friends about me? 19.Would you want me for a b/f , g/f or friend? 20. Will you fill this out & send it back to me?" Also < IF YOU HAD ME ALONE, LOCKED UP IN YOUR ROOM FOR A WEEK & I HAD TO DO WHAT EVER YOU WANTED ME TO DO, WHAT WOULD YOU DO WITH ME? TELL ME IN MY INBOX... CUZ ITS A SECRET

Cunnilingual Ramblings
Cunnilingual Ramblings by LateNiteFantasy© Heading south from pink-topped, firm-soft peaks Cross undulating plains of glistening down My tongue the deep-cut crevice seeks Then on to the nose-deep thicket mound Sirens calling from the complex folds and creeks. My fingers scouting on ahead Pry open dense and cushioning thighs Pass over foothill lips and hardening clitoral head Urged on by offered cunt and sexual sighs My mouth pursuing where my hand had earlier led. Intensely focused in extremes of give and take Blind, and lost in suck and lick and drink A few swallows and gymnastic tonguing do a summer make Savour the flowing vulval stink And swim in the filling sexual lake. Her obscene words now flow and spill My fingers in her damp-walled, smooth-walled cave Explore her bulging 'neath the outdoor pleasure hill Climbing before the threatening wave Her tightening grip, for a brief pre-storm moment still. Then mare's strange cries and wild-horse bucking

Song Of Passion
Song of Passion by LateNiteFantasy© soft and low the humming as the orchestra begins led by the music inspired by the melody She begins her song becoming one with the notes, the tempo, the passion she accompanies the beauty of the music. The mood of the music determines her voice sweet and melodic with the play of the flutes becoming determined and strong as the crashing of the cymbals nears You are my music my voice lending proof to the power of your art as we blend into one powerful performance We are the song of passion

Fubar Luv
I don't know why.... I leave at least 1 comment a week for all of my friends. (I had 11 Bouncer checks the last time I sent comments to my friends!) I rate all pictures 10's and 11's when I have them. I rate all stash's thumbs up and all blogs 10's. I buy drinks and other gifts. I try to return all Fu-Luv given to me. I guess I'll have to do a "clean up" of my friends list. I give out plenty of Fu-Luv. Why don't I receive it in return from some people? To those who return the Fu-Luv, THANK YOU VERY MUCH! I LOVE YOU ALL! You know who you are.... PS - BTW I'm feeling much better than I did in my last blog.

Moving!
That's right, bitches! I'm outta here! No, no... not out of FUBAR, I'm leaving my current base and going to another one. Goodbye CFB Borden and hello CFB Kingston! I'm finally starting my POET Course (Performance Objective Electronics Training) at the Canadian Forces School of Communications and Electronics (CFSCE). I'm both excited and nervous. I was originally slated to start this course on Sept 15, 2007. Unfortunately, I'm a dumbass and broke my knee. Now that it's healed, I'm going to be starting my POET on June 16th. I'm nervous because I haven't been in the right mentality for course. I'm out of "soldier" mode and in "going to work wearing green" mode. I don't think it will take too long to get myself back into the routine that I was in when I left basic training last August. The POET course is one of the most demanding courses in the CF. It has the highest failure rate (approx 30%) because of its intense academic nature. I will be challenged, but I believe I ha

Chapter 1
Dark Fantasies Elizabeth pushed away from her desk so she could stand up and stretch some after working for hours on a project. Just as she reached one of the windows in her study her computer chimed letting her know that she had an instant message. “It can wait a few minutes. I have got to let some fresh air in here other wise I am going to fall asleep while working on this project.” She said aloud while opening the curtains for easy access to the window. Just after she opened the window her computer chimed again telling her that she has received another message. “I hope it’s not the client wanting to make changes again to their web site. If it is this will be the firth time he has wanted to change the site in the past twenty-four hours.” She thought as she slowly made her way back over to her large oak desk. Reluctantly Elizabeth reached for her keyboard to open the instant message that was on her screen. To her surprise the message was not form the client but her bes

Next 2 Weeks
Tomorrow marks day one of officially setting up my new store.. My Days will run at work from 6am till sometime around 7pm. No days of till after June 20th, which will be opening day. So, I'll probably be around only for short periods of time. Pretty much just enough to get rid of those 11's. Truthfully, it'll be either lack of sleep or lack of FU. Yeah, who wants to bet me I'll end up doing the lack of sleep! lol

Stressed No More
So last Thursday my, truck got repossessed at 630am. At first I was upset, then my friend talked some sense into me and made me realize that it was for the best. After work that day I went to get an estimate on the body work that my car needed done. Then decided it wasn't worth paying $5000 to fix it. Saturday morning I went to a car dealer found a very decewnt car with low miles for $500 down, and the payments are $200 less than my truck payments. This dealer carries their own financing, so there is NO middle man... So last night I was talking to my ex-husband and he's bitching at me about all the money that I have borrowed from him over the years and have failed to pay back. Then he asked me if he could have the car that needs the $5000 in repairs. So after thinking about if for about 5 minutes, I said,"Sure you can have it, You can pick it up on Monday night after I pick my new car up from the dealership. But if you want it you have to forget about all the money I owe you.

Hell Yes
hatred is a bitter damaging emotion.it winds itself through the blood,infecting its host and driving it forward without any reason.its view is jaundiced and it skews even the clearest of eyesights. sacrifice is noble and tender.its the action of a host who values others above himself.sacrifice is bought thruogh love and decency it is truly heroic. vengeance is an act of violence.it allows those who have been wronged to take back some of what was lost to them.unlike sacrifice,it gives back to the one who practices it. love is deceitful and sublime.in its truest form,it brings out the best in all beings.at its worst , its a tool to manipulate and ruin anyone who is stupid enough to hold it. dont be stupid. sacrifice is for the weak.hatred corrupts.love destroys.vengeance is the gift of the strong. move forward, not with hatred,not with love. move forward with purpose.take back what was stolen.make those who laughed at your pain pay. not with hatred ,but with calm,cold rationale.

Lettin Everyone Know
We juss caught word that there is a Tornado warnin`comin`to Ontario...I am in Niagara Falls, Ont... So, If my mom and I aren`t online for a few days this is why... Hopefully nothin too serious will hapen but time will tell... They are sayin`there will be large hail (size of golf balls) and damaging winds. In Toronto, Ont (Canada) a man was on his 4th floor balcony and he seen a hair and table fly past him. Please keep us in your thoughts and prayers, Thank youi!

New Reviews Online: New Music, New Books, And New Dvds!
Once again the misfit bunch we call a 'staff' here at FoundryMusic has locked themselves in their respective bedrooms with stacks of new music, books, and DVDs, and reviewed them...so you don't have to. Remember, if YOU want YOUR movie, CD, book, or DVD reviewed, send it to us at: FOUNDRY MUSIC attn: REVIEWS PO BOX 257 Millington, NJ 07946 Now, let's take a look at the latest batch of reviews: Music Reviews: MINISTRY - 'Cover Up' - by FoundryMusic Rob SEETHER - 'Karma and Effect' - by FoundryMusic Rob POLKADOT CADAVER - 'Purgatory Dance Party' - by FoundryMusic Phil SALT THE WOUND - 'Carnal Repercussions - by FoundryMusic Mike DVD Reviews: JOEY BUTTAFUOCO: CAUGHT ON TAPE - by FoundryMusic Cos POV C**KSUCKERS - by Demoncow BLACK DICKS IN LATIN CHICKS 2 - by Demoncow BANG THAT BLACK BITCH WHITE BOY 2 - by Demoncow BOOK Reviews: Vindicated:,Big,Names,,Big,Liars,,and,The,Battle,to,Save,Baseball - Jose Canseco - By FoundryMusic Cos Into The Devil's De

Yet More Stupid Questions From The Krazy One...
How is it that a man and woman can love each other and say that the can talk about ANYTHING and when they need to say that one has hurt the other's feelings the just clam up for fear of hurting the other? Don't they know that by NOT asking what's up that they are hurting the one that they love more than if they do? I mean Grrrr.... Women! Please comment if you want. Who know's, might help me out... lol

Smallest Tokens
I do things for you to let you know I love you and get asked why ? I give you things to show you I love you and get asked why ? I tell you things nobody else knows and get asked why ? I tell you the reason I do these things and still get asked why ? I tell you and show you in more ways than one that I love you and still get asked why ? I have told you I would be with you forever and still get asked why ? I hold you close in my dreams every night and still get asked why ? I try to let you know how much I love you and still get asked why ? I have told you I would die for you and still get asked why ? I have made a life together with you and still get asked why ? I do small things because I want to and still get asked why ? I sit and think of you daily and still get asked why ? I carry nothing but love for you every day and still get asked why ? If you can't see I do all this without wanting anything in return but your love then I have

A Southern Song
A Southern Song by LateNiteFantasy© Pin prick heat envelopes the night as her perfume trails tickling fingers of vanilla blooms and gin. Sticky waves shimmer through the air drawing runnels of salty sweat down his languid skin. A sly shift of savvy southern eyes hint at something undefined yet utterly tangible still. They slowly sway to a private waltz slipping into the rhythmic dance with consummate skill. He observes her precise stance watching her watching him with shadowy intent. The sibilant cry of a mockingbird pays tribute to her essence in sublime lament. Two savants testing each other by sounding silent queries subtle yet strong. With a soft aria of sheer desire hidden within the melody of the illusive Southern Song.

Change And Personal Growth....
For those who know me more than casually, this will come as no surprise, as I have been anticipating this for a while now. For those of you who don't know me well, or as well as you think, lol, I am ending a 23 year marriage this year. We were informed last week that we need to move from the duplex we have been living in for 11 years. This appeared to be the cosmic "kick in the ass" I'd been waiting for.....I don't do anything these days without that lovely cosmic "nudge"! My spouse and I have had our discussion....this was no surprise to him. I have talked with the teenagers - both Taylor, our 17 year old son, and Tim, my 17 year old grandson, were aware this was coming at some point. Dakota, almost 14 year old grandson that we've raised since he was two weeks old, was a little taken aback....but he's OK with it, since no one is moving far away. My parents have been informed.....my Mom thinks I'm nuts to be doing this "at my age"!! Ah, well! So, I have stepped out in faith...

Let Me Trust You
Everyday I get more afraid Of giving my heart away Scared of what love will bring Too nervous to hear the words you’ll say I find myself lost in you Not sure if I want to be I see the looks that you give And wonder what you see in me I don’t want my heart broken But I am so in love I can’t seem to give up A guy sent from above So I’m gonna trust you Please don’t let me down For I am giving you a chance To turn my life around Don’t take it for granted ‘Cause it might not last long I have weak thoughts And my heart isn’t too strong I’m putting my life in your hands Now it’s all up to you I look forward to the places we go And the things we’ll be put through But remember that I’m vulnerable And I can’t stand to be hurt I want to be at the top of your list But I don’t have to be first Believe me when I tell you That I love you with all my heart That I’m here for you forever and always Just like I was from the start.---MT

Word Song
Word Song by LateNiteFantasy© Here is a poem that will never be read It will never be saved It will never be quoted It will never be remembered Unless you invalidate it Insist it to exist and try and express the unexpressable Epics of war-ravaged lands Soul as steel, and thoughts as blades Fire and smoke drifting in the wind and mingling with the howls of the dying Lines blurring together so long and thick to deceive, but to reveal a map to an inner landscape To see if the mind can leap Making and seeing sense of nonsense patterns in chaos Hoping to see a clear line glistening inside of a tangled web Endless loops scrawled Chewed pencils and pens thin lines following each other running, running, running on paper to a freedom that isn’t there Illusion masks empty projections couched in safe descriptions of sensations of senses impressions of images sculpted in sentences wrought in words references to one thing or another until it m

Diary Of A Madman
It's all right, mother. It's almost over. I'm close. So very close. How long have we struggled? How long have we waited? Too long, I know. But it's almost over. I promise. killhimkillhimkillhimkillhimkillhimkillhimkillhimkillhimkillhimkillhimkillhimkillhimkillhimkillhimkillhimkillhimkillhimkillhimkillhimkillhim killhimkillhimkillhimkillhimkillhimkillhimkillhimkillhimkillhimkillhimkillhimkillhimkillhimkillhimkillhimkillhimkillhimkillhimkillhimkillhim killhimkillhimkillhimkillhimkillhimkillhimkillhimkillhim mommy mommy as you lie the dark man comes and makes you die my daddy's hands are red with guilt because he killed the life we built I hate it! All this lying, all this pretending! Sithis and the Five Tenets be damned! How long do I have to live by their rules? How long before I get my chance? I saw Lucien Lachance yesterday. He was in the Sanctuary talking with Ocheeva. He was right there! So close I could have severed his spine in less than a heartbeat! Oh Mother, ne

Ill Be Gone For A While
JUST WANTED TO LET EVERYONE KNOW THAT I AM IN THE PROCESS OF MOVING SO I WILL BE OFF FOR A WEEK OR 2 I HAVE SOMEONE THAT WILL BE HANDLING MY ACCOUNT WHILE IM GONE KNOW I WILL MISS EVERYONE WHILE IM GONE BUT KNOW YOUR LOVED AND I WILL BE BACK SOON LOVE YOU ALL ROBIN

Velvet Kitty What???
VELVET KITTY a new lounge is now open to the public the VELVET KITTY come in RELAX KICK BACK AND LET THE GOOD TIMES ROLL GUYS WE’VE GOT HOT GIRLS LADIES WE’VE GOT HOT GUYS COLD DRINKS AND ALL THE LIVE HOT TUNES YOU CAN HANDLE SO COME ON WHAT ARE YOU WAITING FOR so exactly what is your waiting for an invitation well here it is get in here and enjoy everything that we have to offer this is a once in a lifetime opportunity nah not really but why wait till everyone has seen what you havent be the first to come in and enjoy what VELVET KITTY HAS TO OFFER. CLICK THE PIC TO GET IN CANT WAIT TO SEE YOU THERE

Let's Play!
I can't believe I am doing this because people rarely check blogs anymore, but what the hell. OK, let's get to know each other! Reply here with your answers and I'll do the same. 1. Do you have an actual Sh*t list? 2. Are there any signs of a fast food visit in your car? 3. Do you answer stupid people with sarcasm or kindness? 4. If Dr Phil gave you advice would you use it? 5. NBA, NFL, MLB games. Are they fixed?

White Water Rafting=)yes!!! I Made It
well i really don't wanna say too much...tired sore and got a big bruise on leg.....i made it thought...if u live in sacramento or near it goto CASHE GREEK white water rapids are freaken awesome..ummm i got a confession i flipped didn't loose sunglasses or hat...sorry no pics to busy having to much fun...got a nice tan i will show u hmmmm tues ...need a day .....(all i can say u have to go.......for me 3 yrs ready to go again... and also first day u have some fun on a bus trip woo hoo its along story i can't say it...well maybe one thing....ok july 4th party 2yrs ago i show my tits to everyone well they were friends very close friends not that kind.... and i showed boobies cause of wet t-shirt contest....i don't care now when i hear my real name called a few times i am going to show my tits....u had to be there to understand...i heard them and i did it...made there dicks hard i know that...but when they hit that cold water bet it made is shrival up...i know how cold water works with g

You're All I Need Motley Crue
The blade of my knife Faced away from your heart Those last few nights It turned and sliced you apart This love that I tell Now feels lonely as hell From this padded prison cell So many times I said you'd only be mine I gave my blood and my tears And loved you cyanide When you took my lips I took your breath Sometimes loves better off dead Youre all I need, make you only mine I love you so I set you free I had to take your life Youre all I need, you're all I need And I loved you but you didn't love me Laid out cold Now were both alone But killing you helped me keep you home I guess it was bad Cause love can be sad But we finally make the news Tied up smiling I thought you were happy Never opened your eyes I thought you were napping I got so much to learn About love in this world But we finally made the news You're all I need, make you only mine I loved you so, so I put you to sleep. --------------------------------- Why must this song be

Want To Own A Piece Of Lizzie?
It's that time again. Get yourself a piece of Lizziekins. That's right I'm up for auction and you should go check it out. Click here for more details. Ok So here's the link to myself up for the auction. I know it's simple but I was talked into it. click below :) Twaune Presents the Fu-Owned Auction! The pic and the link is now available. Please help me out you guys!!! All bids, rates, and comments are appreciated!!!!!! I hope it works and I hope you guys help me :) I'll appreciate it lots!!!!!!!!!!! *muahz to everyone in advance*

Salt Lake City Mayor To Faux News: No Way
Salt Lake City Mayor to Faux News: No WAY This is too FUNNY, just watch "Fox and Friends" try to do damage control here after realizing that this man has not drunk the Kool-Aid !!

Auction
WHO WANTS TO OWN ME? HEY EVERYBODY IM UP FOR AUCTION THE LOWEST BID IS 125,00 FUBUCKS HERE IS THE LINK COME CHECK ME OUT THE HIGHEST BIDDER WILL BE PUT IN 1..IN MY TOP FRIENDS 2..MY FAMILY LIST 3..RATE ALL STASHES AND PICS DURING HH 4..PIMP YOU OUT IN BULLETIN 5..AND PIMP YOU OUT IN MUMM

The Cr@zy Bitch Is Back......
ok so all my life i have tryed to b a good friend to people that i take in to my heart and i have got nothing but pain for it.. i know that they say no good deed goes unpunished but i thought friends were able to talk things out and protect each other to look past what flaws there might b and love ur friend even though.. i guess that is my take on friendship but not everyones.. so i have made up my mind that it is not worth it to try to b friends with people that if someone i have knowen for 16 years can b a complete ass not at all the friend or person i thought he was than no one is real out there.....life is never what it seems i am finding out i can only look out 4 myself cause i am all that really matters......

Survey
All about yourself...the survey.All about yourself...First name?::Jamie Middle name?:: Like your name?::Yes Named after anyone?::No Any nicknames?::jayjay Age?::23 Birthdate?::2/10/1985 Birthplace?:: Time you were born?:: Current location?::In front of my computer Height?::5'4 Like your height?::yes Eye color?::Hazel Contacts/glasses?::No Hair color?::Brown Natural hair color?::Yes Dye your hair often?::No Righty or lefty?::Lefty Your favorite...Type of music?::Pop, rock, hip hop Band or singer?::My Chemical Romance TV show?::American Idol Movie?::The Wedding Singer TV channel?::Fox Radio station?:: Place to be?::The beach Thing to do?::Swim Food?::Taco Bell Non alcoholic drink?::Diet Pepsi Alcoholic drink?::Tequila Animal?::Dogs Holiday?::

Why You Shouldn't Judge
Question 1: If you knew a woman who was pregnant, who had 8 kids already, three who were deaf, two who were blind, one mentally retarded, and she had syphilis, would you recommend that she have an abortion? Read the next question before looking at the response for this one. Question 2: It is time to elect a new world leader, and only your vote counts. Here are the facts about the three candidates. Who would you vote for? Candidate A. Associates with crooked politicians, and consults with astrologist He's had two mistresses. He also chain smokes and drinks 8 to 10 martinis a day. Candidate B. He was kicked out of office twice, sleeps until noon, used opium in college and drinks a quart of whiskey every ev ening. Candidate C He is a decorated war hero. He's a vegetarian, doesn't smoke, drinks an occasional beer and never cheated on his wife. Which of these candidates would be our choice? Decide first... no peeking, then s

Roller Coaster Weekend
Roller Coaster Week Hello there! I am letting this full moon run away with my Gemini ass. Tonight I'm going to tell you about how I almost lost my celibacy. Yes, ravenous readers, grab your bats, batons, or any other blunt object you can wring your fingers around. Here’s the horse: I’ll be three years celibate this August. Now, before we start pummeling it into a bloody mass, let me back track. This has been the strangest roller coaster week in my entire life. First, my friend’s father dies. Second, my dog dies and I had to sift through the memories of my papaw and uncle during the relay for life on the same day. Third, I got hit by the Mikey train. I stayed up all night Friday night so I could bury my dog first thing Saturday morning. Then I find out that the sled and the mattock are both missing. I live on a pile of shale, people. A pet dying is the equivalent to at least three hours of hard labor. I ended up spending 20 hard-earned dollars on a mattock from Lowe’s. When that na

Bloom
by: Late nite fantasy Upon entering the flower shop, he thought he needed a little something to brighten his day. He thought about how things were going for him and the melancholy had settled in to be a way of life. He went right for the cut flowers thinking a bouquet would do the trick, to put some color in his otherwise gray life. After staring at the varieties in front of him, he thought it useless to pick something so beautiful but will inevitably die in a few days. At that moment the counter girl noticed his reluctance and asked if she could help him. He told her, “I would like something special for myself that won’t die like these,” pointing to the vases of cut flowers, “I think I want something that is alive.” She led him to the potted plants and excused herself to answer the phone. After ten minutes or so she returned, “Any luck,” she asked. He still wasn’t sure, thinking that none of these gave him the feeling he was looking for. Suddenly, the helpful girl remembered somet

Come In And Rock Out With Anything U Wany Out~!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
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Wanna Own Me? Sure You Do!
Hey there, wanna own a leveler? Yep, I'm in an auction hosted by passionman71, with a bunch of other levelers and bombers. Click the link and come check us out....and if you don't want to bid, please leave a rate for me! Thanks!

Night Night Time
she lays there in the heat wishing she could exscape it.. just fresh out of a bubble bath smelling so clean and fresh but yet the heat is so hot. she finely falls off to sleep. she starts to dream and the feeling of a hand slowly wraping its self around her thighs and up towards her tummy she opens her eyes and a set of sea green eyes looking at her he bends down and kissess her so soft so sweet gets her going and wanting.. he slides his toung down her neck and between her breast on to her tummy and up again starting all over teasing her. she is in heaven. his hands tantalizing her body with light touches or wanting to be so much closer.

Angel Tears For You Toasty . Xoxo
Angel Tears Angel tears, angel tears falling softly as rain, Angel tears, angel tears, falling amidst human pain, Angel tears that canâ€™t be seen, but only felt, Angel tears that can make the hardest heart melt. Lodel lo, lodel woe, lodel lo, lodel lye, What are some of the things that make angels cry? Despair walks alone down empty streets, Filled with the patter of small, homeless feet. No teddy bears for comfort, no little beds with clean sheets, And in the dark shadows, predators watch and seep. Angel tears, angel tears, falling on us below, Angle tears, angel tears, blessing us now, and long agoâ€¦ When men stole bread for their children to eat, long years ago, They were put in jails and branded criminals and foe, Then placed in ships, flimsy and frail, Which then for America, set sail. Ragged men filled with thirst, and hunger ever near, Comforted and consoled by angels dear. With caring words one could feel, not hear, This land was a

Nothing Ever Goes As Planned...
it's a helluva notion... even pharohs turn to sand, like a drop in the ocean. Etc etc. I wish I could remember the title of that song by Styx. LOL. Swiss cheese brains, I'm telling you. Sometimes life really surprises me. I would swear to you that something was going to go this way and even be wililng to gamble real money on it and then it goes totally different than I thought. This is not always a bad thing either. I had a reunion with my hubby recently, (over Memorial Day weekend), and it was awesome. Much better than I had imagined. In fact, I had sort of planned for the worst case scenario and got something totally different. I got my partner back. I got to spend some time with my hubby that was better than times we had before we married. I am inspired by this, and a little spooked. With things being better than I expected, I don't know where things can go. I am super excited by this, but don't know how to plan, LOL! I also had a long standing friendship that ha

New York Trip
Weather: Very warm when we first came. It's oddly hot in the sun, but as the city is highly composed of rather tall buildings, there was an abundance of shade. So much so, that I actually found myself wishing to be on the sunnier sides of streets. "Sun shine... on my shoulders... makes me HAPPY." Odd, eh? I'm usually not the sunniest of people. The buildings increase wind as well. Excessively so actually. It makes riding on a roofless double-decker bus quite an adventure. Chilly, to say the least. Amusingly, the weather is predicted to be quite lovely the day we leave (and it was) and the days after. Food: Expensive. Seriously, a piece of cheesecake is about $10 uptown. A small pizza with nothing but cheese is $14. You can't swing a dead cat without hitting McDonalds. There are over 300 Starbucks... and only 19 gas stations. Price and outstanding quantities aside, the food is great. I've had goat, steak and kidney pie, and cheesecake and fish 'n chips that actually BEAT Bobby Flay's

Shitty Poems I Wrote
Ancient clocks tick away meaningless hours Endless heartbeat Staring out the window for hours I see nothing Bitter vials of hate freezing my skin I need you Pain shreds through me in stabbing waves It's so real Blades tear across the pages of epic tales I'm sorry Swallowing strange pills for nothing I'm afraid Acid kisses burn my lips Why me Screaming silently, no one knows Listen to me Writhing abominations coils inside of me Get out Self secluded, publicly isolated So cold Whispered affections on forked tongues All lies Memories of immortal loathing I remember Alabaster blindness in an obsidian world Denial Blood seeps under my nails I deserve this Where my flesh yields to razorblade smiles An empty life Why does no one understand? Here I am Trembling in the darkest corner I realize My life is not a game Oh how the whip-or-will wails, And whimsy willows weep. When white winds whisper, warped through woods, To lull you back to sleep. Ebon

Short Story # 2
I'm home." Thought Ariana with relief. The sense of comfort and belonging was so strong it nearly hurt. Home is where the heart is, and her heart was firmly rooted in the great rocky cliffs and crashing waves more then 50 feet beneath her. Her eyes glittered with unsuppressed joy, their swirling hazel colors reflecting the deep greenish brown of the water. She closed her eyes for a moment, giving in to the feeling of the soft grass beneath her bare feet and the lake scented wind caressing her face and waltzing with her long golden hair. She breathed in deeply, reveling in what seemed like a personal and intimate welcome. She took it all as an invitation, and a tender embrace. The sound of the waves thundering against the fallen rocks and boulders of the cliff and the actual cliff itself persuaded her back to the reality of 'here' and 'now'. Her eyes opened slowly, taking in the pair of white seagulls that flew out over the tepid water, hovering in the wind as if they were painted

Short Story # 1
"I AM POSSESSED BY A DEADLY MUSE. IT STEALS ME OF MY SLEEP, ROBS ME OF MY HEALTH, TURNS EVERY MOVMENT OF LIFE INTO A POSSIBILITY FOR PROSE. IT EFFECTS THE MIND, IT GUIDES YOUR DEEDS, SACRIFICES FRIENDS AND BURNS AWAY ENEMIES. EVERY PERSON ENCOUNTERED IS LOOKED UPON AS A PLAGUE OF MEDIOCRITY AND EACH FACE OF BEAUTY HAUNTS YOUR STEPS UNTIL YOU DIE. PAIN IS THE FUEL THAT DRIVES YOUR ART. HATRED IS THE SPARK THAT IGNITES THE MIND. YOU SPEND ALL YOUR LIFE WORKING ON A PIECE THAT WILL BE MISUNDERSTOOD BY MOST AND IN THE END, ULTIMATELY FORGOTTEN." The black ichor from the old fashioned quill lost it's wet shine as it dried on the paper. An interesting choice, and an unfortunate one, to put such avid words in fine ink on crisp, blue lined college paper. But in times of reckless abandonment, despair, our most precious ideals find themselves smashed, scattered like so many pieces of broken glass on a bathroom floor. The lone paper, now free from it's owner's grasp, floated slowly to the f

Does It Truly Matter
MY thoughts and my eyes have seen enough and its time for me to make the decision to stay or to go. I have heard and seen enough of this thing called love, and have decided it is not for me. So does it truly matter anymore, why should it. every one in my life at this time is eathor messing up ther lives together with someone, or everything is just falling apart. And truly i am tired of seeing it happen to so many people that i dont care if happens or not. I think somtimes that maybe there is going to be someone that will fall into my life and heart someday. but the older i get, the more i dont see it happenin. yes i know in his time it will happen but it just is begginin to make it alot harder on me doing the best i can and hanging in there. when i dont know if they havent walked by at somepoint already in my life. there are times that i stop to think about people in my past, and i wonder where they are. one person i truly miss is somwhere wherever . boy do i miss him, he m

Survey Love
Survey LoveTAKE THIS SURVEY! Take this survey 1. First off, what's your name? Tesha 2. Okay, but what does your best friend call you? Tesha 3. Have you ever kissed someone with braces? Yeah 4. Who is the fourth received call on your call log? Franklin 5. If you could change your eye color what would it be? Naw 6. What is the wallpaper on your phone? haha my step sons eye 7. How many pillows on your bed? 6 8. Who was the last text message you sent to? Franklin.. ok tell me when ur about here... 9. Is there someone you can't stop thinking about? Yes very much so 10. What was the best thing that happened to you last year? Ummm.... 11. Do any of your friends annoy you? Yes 12. Who's the fourth person on your contacts list? Franklin 13. When was the last time you cried from laughing so hard? Cryed lastnight laughed a few mins ago 14. What school did you attend in elementary? Wetumpka 15. Do you have a crush on somebody? Naw its love 16. Who was the last person that made you

If I Were...
I sit here in these mums on here and I watch the political drama happen, half of the people who write them haven't a clue what the hell they are talking about and the ones who do get over shadowed by the nonsense! Politics is a listen with your ear and eyes business and it would seem few people listen with their eyes as well as they do with their ears. religion and health care get overshadowed by pettiness within the parties. Religion takes a back seat to money and the money grubbers keep raising gas prices. So if I were president as of today... Gotta play to find out

How Well Do You Know Your Man?
How well do you know your man?TAKE THIS SURVEY! About him: His Birthday: SEPT.3 How long have you been together? a week and 2 days lmfao How long did you know each other before you got together? ummmm.... look above What physical features attracted you to him first?: Everything Hair color: Dirty Blonde lol Hair style: Down haha How did you meet? On Fu then Grocery store lol RELATIONSHIP STUFF How serious is it: Very Are you in love Yes Do your parents like him: Havent meet yet Does it matter?: yes Do you trust him? Yes Does he let you wear his pants? Naw Do you have a shirt of his that you sleep with? Naw :[ Do you like the way he smells: Yeap Can you picture having kids with him: We have 6 thats enough but always have fun tryin What bothers you the most about him: hmmm... do i dare answer this Does he have a temper? VERY much so Are you happy to be with him: Yeap Does he embarrass you in public: Naw SOME OTHER STUFF Does he have any piercings?: Yeap Does he ha

The Most Amazing Thing
so yesterday i got bit by a tiger. It was the most amazing thing. My favorite animal is a tiger. I got to hold a 9 week old tiger and take my picture with him. He was teething and quite feisty after his nap he wanted something to chew on. But i got to hold him and touch him not as soft as i would have expected. But amazing none the less. Before our time was over he was going after my hand and i told him it was ok and next thing i know i got nipped by a tiger. It was awesome.

Being Away To Long
i just wanted to check in with all my friends who i havent talked to in forever.... yep im still alive i am around. just been staying off to myself but if ya have my number ya can always call i do talk lol but anyways i hope all is well with everyone. here its just another day same old shit ya know but the kids and i are doing ok their dad on the other hand i want to kill him (lol) men ... cant live with them cant live without and sure as hell cant freaking shoot wm' but anyways just wanted to say hey to all... and that i miss you all and i will be back on soon . peace and love tab

Pavlik Retains World Title In 3 Roun
Pavlik retains world title in 3 rounds By JOE SCALZO Vindicator sports staff ATLANTIC, N.J. — Let the record show, Kelly Pavlik did break a sweat Saturday night. Granted, much of it was due to warming up, but still. When you last as long as Gary “The Rocket Man” Lockett did, you take all the moral victories you can get. He sure didn’t come close to a real one. At the 1:40 mark of the third round, after Pavlik’s third knockdown of Lockett, referee Eddie Cotton stopped the first middleweight title defense of Pavlik’s career, putting an end to the “fight” in front of 7,168 fans at Boardwalk Hall. Gallery: Pavlik Pounds Lockett « prev | next » June 7, 2008. Kelly Pavlik, the humble hero of Youngstown, defended his middleweight title against Welshman Gary Lockett in Atlantic City, N.J. Pavlik stunned Lockett in the opening round Saturday night, dropped him to a knee twice in the second and by the third round Lockett's corner had thrown in the towel. Enlarge phot

Pavlik Vs Locket "pavlik Remains Undefeted"
Current Conditions: Scattered Clouds, 91.0˚F Search News, Photos, Galleries and Videos News Opinion Sports Entertainment Marketplace Classifieds Records Discussions Community Contact Video: After the fight Gallery: Pavlik Pounds Lockett ROUND 1 2 3 TOTALS PAVLIK 10 10 10 30 LOCKETT 9 7 8 24 Unofficial results User Options: LoginRegister - ADVERTISEMENT - HIRING NOW! INTERVIEW TODAY - START NEXT WEEK! Customer Service/Fundraising Austintown, OH 44515 Infocision Mgmt. Corp. Cook Youngstown, OH Community Corrections Association, Inc. Customer Svc/Fundraising Austintown, OH 44515 Infocision Mgmt. Corp. Best Kept Secret in Austintown! Austintown, OH 44515 Infocision Mgmt. Corp. Browse All Featured Jobs Post a Job Browse All Featured Autos Post a Car - ADVERTISEMENT - Latest Updates: Blog; Joe Scalzo: Post-fight party, and post-fight thoughts 02:10a.m. Sun Story: Pavlik KO's Lockett, Ea

Who Is A-tum Ra ( Egypt Be The Key)
I came into these teachings back In 1996 While Living In Brooklyn NY while studing Islam, Now The Information is online & All over the world I'll begin with a reposting A short introduction of who Is Atum-Ra from Dr. Malaki York Whome is Locked Up...They shut him down for exposing the Facts Dont believe me check it out for yourself...Peace & Blessings Ques: Who is this Amun-Re “Amon-Ra”? Ans: AMUN-RE or AMON-RA, who is also called Amon-Re, Amun-Niu, Amen, Ameen, and Al Mu'min, can be found in the New Testament in Revelation 3:14, and I quote: "And Unto The Angel Of The Church Of The Laodiceans Write; These Things Saith The Amen, The Faithful And True Witness, The Beginning Of The Creation Of God". This quote, as quoted from the Christian Bible (KJV), shows the definite article "The" before Amen. The Qur’an “Koran” also uses it as Al Mu'min (Koran 23:1, 4:92) in countless places. Both of these mythological religions are subtly giving praise to your ancestor, Tama-Reye Neter “Egipt

I Feel He Donot Want Me To Go
he know for months i going to somewhere have not donot thing to help . God why is he afair i willnot come home to him . God why people are not going to talk to me for this . God why i want is craw in a hole and die . God why i'm crying here and hurt so bad. God why God why

Testing For Playboy
COME ON IN AND VISIT THE we got the funest lounge with the best staff on fubar! COME IN TO JOIN ME! THE PLAYBOY (I NEED LOVE) OWNER OF THE PLAYBOY CLUB AND CO OF XANA'S PLACE@ fubar just click the pic below

Best Buy Retun Policy
BEST BUY, MY FOOT Best Buy has some bad policies.... Normally, I would not share this with others, however, since this could happen to you or your friends , I decided to share it. If you purchase something from, Wal-Mart, Sam's Club, JC Penny, Sears etc. and you return the item with the receipt they will give you your money back if you paid cash, or credit your account if paid by plastic. Well, I purchased a GPS for my car, a Tom Tom XL.S from 'Best Buy'. They have a policy that it must be returned within 14 days for a refund! So after 4 days I returned it in the original box with all the items in the box, with paper work and cords all wrapped in the plastic. Just as I received it, including the receipt. I explained to the lady at the return desk I did not like the way it could not find store names. The lady at the refund desk said, there is a 15% restock fee, for items returned. I said

The Power Of 9 Tme For Alignment
I'll Be posting Sum Real Life Blogs that deals with Nature & The Time That we're in Like It Or Not This will not be for everyone To asorb Juzz thoes that find intrest In Nature & The Balance within our UniVerse Like I stated I am A Neteru ( An Egiptian Diety Incarnate & This Is By Nature My Job To Inform & wake you UP to Life & whats about to happen so please leave comments & If you have questions I am here to Answer Get ready for a Flood Of Blogs Its not fair to be on Myspace & not providing The News to you. As of Today Sunday I will not be on Fubar for The Pleasure anymore Itd more bigger the the Human Ego......Peace n Blessings....Amirz Image

Ranting About Online Honesty!!!
OK I HAVE TO SAY THIS B4 I EXPOLDE AND SNAP AT SOME ONE WHO DOES NOT DESERVE TO BE SNAPPED AT... EVER SINCE I JOINED FU I HAVE LEARNED MANY THINGS WE HAVE FRIENDS THAT ARE BEAUTIFUL KINDRED SOULS TO OUR OWN SELVES PPL DEVELOPE FRIENDSHIPS THAT TAKE ON MANY DIFFERENT ASSPECTS.... NOW WHAT I AM ABOUT TO RANT ABOUT... SOME PPL HAVE R/L BOYFRIENDS AND GIRLFRIENDS AND WIVES AND HUSBANDS... AND ON FU THEY MEET PPL WHO THEY CALL THEIR PETS, OR WILL FU MARRY ANOTHER... GOOD GREAT AS LONG AS ALL PARTIES KNOW ALL THE FACTS AND REAL TRUTH... DONT STRING SOME ONE ALONG HERE ON TH INTERNET AND THIS WONDERFUL LAND OF FU, WHEN IN ALL HONESTY U HAVE COMPLETELY NO INTENTIONS OF EVER MEETING THE PERSON U TALK WITH. DONT LIE!

Thanks For The Pimpout
OMG did you ever rock me! Thank You Again So Very Much! You all rock!!!! Please show them all much love!! Founder of Shadow Levelers ♥ BooBoo ♥ Founder of Shadow Levelers.Owned by Gary Co-Leaders of Shadow Levelers ♪£íłβαмαGíг£♪ Passionman71~ Shadow Leveler~ And Fu-Owner Of Lady Kate~ Thank you again to the Shadow Levelers Family $ç()øTëR™-{Lori's Hubby}(DemonCrew Recruiter)[Slave 2 MzAttitude n Ashley]{ShadowLeveler} ~yeahmon~[Shadow Leveler]Please read profile and sign guestbook♥Heart's in Indiana♥ lauria♥Owned by Hopeless Romantic♥Owner of Gary and Hopeless ♥Shadow Leveler♥ ♪♫♥♥Teresa♪♫♥♥ GARY~SHADOW LEVELER~fu owned by Lauria~R/L ENGAGED TO BooBoo~ FUMARRIED AND OWNER OF~ BooBoo~~ Mz Attitude - {Fu-Owner of Scooter - Lori's Hubby} Shadow Leveler & Demon Crew Member

Life
When one is up to an absticle, one goes in head first when one is tested, it is a test of faith when one is repected, it is repect they give when one is loved, one will love they self when one is trusted, it is trust they give

Survey
Freaky FortyTAKE THIS SURVEY! Take this survey 1. Would you marry for money? nope 2. Have you had braces? nope 3. Could you live without a computer? Yeah I coould 4. If you could live in a differnt decade which would it be? 1940's 5. Do you drink enough water? naw, but I do ok on beer 6. Do you wear shoes in the house or take em off? a bit of both 7. What are your favorite fruits? strawberries 8. What is your favorite place to visit? San Jaun Island 9. Are you photogenic? not really 10. Do you dream in color or black and white? color 11. Why do you take surveys? bored this is my 2nd one by the way 12. Do you drink alcohol? Yeppers!!! 13. What is the most beautiful language? redneck 14. Do you like being kissed when you are asleep? sure 15. WHAT do you like MOST: Sunrise or sunset? sunrise, but I like them both 16. Do you want to live until you're 100 yrs old? nope 17. Is a flat stomach important to you? yep 18. What body part of the opposite sex is sexiest? butt 19.

Monk
A man is driving down the road and breaks down near a monastery. He goes to the monastery, knocks on the door, and says, My car broke down. Do you think I could stay the night? The monks graciously accept him, feed him dinner, and even fix his car. As the man tries to fall asleep, he hears a strange sound; a sound like no other that he has ever heard. The next morn in g, he asks the monks what the sound was, but they say, We can't tell you. You're not a monk. The man is disappointed but thanks them anyway and goes about his merry way. Some years later, the same man breaks down in front of the same monastery. The monks again accept him, feed him, and even fix his car. That night, he hears the same strange mesmerizing sound that he had heard years earlier. The next morning, he asks what the sound was, but the monks reply, We can't tell you. You're not a monk. The man says, All right, all right. I'm dying to know. If the only way I can find out what that sound

To My Fiance My Writer My Soulmate (the Final Thought)
Have you every wonder if your story was ever told,by an artist,with paint in hand.A drawing,a sketch.nk.chalk,a pencil,what the colors would convey.Time standing still in a frame.A moment,a second.A day,of a mere motion creating your destiny.A protrait of what was.is and should be.MIchael Angelo,Divinci.Rapheial,and all the greats,Laugh at them.shun them,Then admire,and respected by all.They gave us a peice of themselves,without hesitaion.Seven years never did one rest until story wa stold.A creation,no other can imitate.An orginal,from hand to canvas,from a dreamer.If they create your life with a brush,paint or clay.Would you scold,tease,or adore,and graciously applaud,their magnificant,mastery.Life's moments in an sculture,precious time stood still.Different yet same,a writer,an artist.Creations of someones soul.A pen in hand smoothly,stroking the paper,and instructment of a writer's whisper.A brush stroking a canvas,creating a vision of infinity.All the same.yet not.Have you ever w

Hottest Woman On Fubar Poll
Hi everyone :) Yeah, I know kind of a stretch..haha but thought it would be fun. I am in a poll of the top 10 hottest women on Fubar and would love your vote! :) If you could please help me out I would really appreciate it. Still kind of a tard when it comes to these things so here is the link of my photo to rate and comment :) http://fubar.com/photo.php?u=1195496&albumid=1025779&i=4077977474&idx=15 Love ya all :)

Emotional Bankruptcy
Think of your heart like a emotional bank account. Just like a financial bank account, if you remove more than you have, you suffer consequences for it. For example, you can't take out 100.00 from an account that only has 50.00. You will be come over drawn and suffer penalties until you balance out your account. Now the same thing goes for your emotional bank account. If you keep giving out emitonally and either don't let people put back into your account or let people withdraw from your emotional bank account without them putting back, you will be come emotionally bankrupt. The penalties for emotional bankruptcy are anger, self loathing, depression, resentment ,and finally you just shut down emotionally. You don't want to be around any one. You don't feel good about yourself. You start to feel taken advantage of. The only way to avoid the penalties of emotional bankruptcy is to not give out more than you have in your "account", and to not let the people in you

Friends
TO ALL MY FRIENDS THAT I HAVE TALKED TO DAILY AND THE OTHERS I CAUGHT FROM TIME TO TIME. SORRY THAT I HAVE NOT BEEN ON IN AWHILE. I HAVE BEEN OUT OF TOWN TAKING CARE OF MY MOM. WITHOUT INTERNET DOWN THERE I HAVE BEEN UNABLE TO GET ONLINE. I FOUND A LIBRARY THAT I CAN VISIT FROM TIME TO TIME. SO THERE FOR I WILL CHECK IN NOW AND AGAIN FOR A FEW MINUTES AT A TIME TO RESPOND TO MESSAGES. TAKE CARE ALL AND NOW THAT YOU ARE STILL IN MY THOUGHTS. PEACE BE WITH ONE AND ALL!!!! HUGS!!!!!!!! MELISSA

Sexiest Mom Contest
i want to invite everyone whos a mom to partipate in the sexiest mom contest i will be holding , please contact me or read the bulletin http://fubar.com/bulletins.php?b=4129622217 for details good luck to everyone and i hope many of you will particiapte, it would mean alot to me randy

To My Fiance My Writer My Soulmate(part 2)
Realizing all along,his hand just wrote the most beautiful,deepest feeling,an emotion of everlasting preportion of lifes,as he sees it through his eyes.If your life suddenly appeared within the ink blot,and you finally realize the words spoken can set you free,do you accept it,or row ia all away.We each have a tale,a story of love,honor,and life.Hatred,and of death. I may stand alone,or with many,but, down through the hands of time.William Shakespere.A poet before his time.Henry Wadsworth Longfellow,shot us with his keenly arrow.Edgar Allen Poe gave the raven,and so many others.They travelled,to the ends of the world,and became their own story.For me,and so many others,who follows the pen.of the great ones,If comes so easily. I have set,and ponder,my life would be a great story ever told,but,only for me to read.My pen writes,my thoughts travels,yet I am at peace. I truly believe,a pen in hand,a whisper,upon a tablet,is a gift from god.It is an emotion,a feeling,a mere inli

Whatever.....
I'd love to say that my party was an absolute blast and that everyone that said that thyey were coming actually came but I can't say that. The DJ was awesome but kinda pointless since hardly anyone showed up. I bought a shit load of food based on RSVP's and more than half the people didn't even come. I changed the date of the party to accommodate several people and low and behold, several of those people didn't show up either. It was a bummer because those that did come out actually had a good time. But now I have a ton of left over food and money went to waste that could have been used to pay bills or get gas for my car. I guess I feel fucked over and dumped on by my own "friends" and wonder what the deal is. Okay, so sometimes shit comes up. But to not show up when you say you are coming knowing that someone was counting heads to purchase enough stuff and knowing the financial situation they are in is just fucked up. Ignoring repeated requests for a reply is jacked up too. I guess I

My Akita Owners And Friends Plz Read
The Spirit of an Akita Dog I was standing on a hillside In a field of blowing wheat And the spirit of my Akita Dog Appeared suddenly at my feet. She looked at me with kind dark eyes An ancient wisdom shining through And in the essence of her being I saw her love for me, too. Her mind did lock upon my heart As I stood there on that day Then she told me of this story About a place so far away. I stood upon that hillside In a field of blowing wheat And in a twinkling of a second Her spirit left my feet. Her tale put my heart at ease My fears did fade away She helped me know where she had gone When she left me on that day. "I live among God's creatures now In the heavens of your mind So do not grieve for me, my friend As I am with my kind. My collar is a rainbow's hue My leash a shooting star My boundaries are the Milky Way Where I sparkle from afar. There are no pens or kennels here For I am not confined But free to roam God's h

Punk Ass
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To My Fiance My Writer My Soulmate
Have you ever wonder what your life would be like at the mercy of a writer.If every line,written in ink,by a pen in hand,convey a reality.A moment in time.A past,and adventure.a suddne thought,or a distant memory.What if it was told.the paths walked,or a journey of no end.with the pen With the pen it tales of emotions,hidden,like a trophy,in a closet.As the words written,scenes flickers,and the walls comes tumbling down,just for an instinct,a matter of time sparkled.Have you ever wonder what is in a writer's mind,a gift to speak words from tonque to pen.It is a share content of jumbled words,something only visible to the hand,that moves,along the pages of time.A steady flow of words.A mixture of humanity.Some real,some i a fantasy world,still,coming from the writers soul.If your tale became a vision of reality,and many came across it would you dare,feel the emotion,of the writer,or laugh at is outcries.

The Anquishing Choice
The Anquishing Choice.... After a few of the usual Sunday evening hymns, the chruch's pastor slowly stood up, walked over to the pulpit and, before he gave his sermon for the evening, he briefly introduced a guest minister who was in the service that evening. In the indroduction, the pastor told the congregation that the guest minister was one of his dearest childhood friends, and that he wanted him to have a few moments to greet the church and share whatever he felt would be appropriate for the service. With that, an elderly man stepped up tp the pulpit and began to speak. "A Father, his son, and a friend of his son were sailing off the Pacific Coast," he began, "when a fast appraching storm blocked any attempt to get back to the shore. The waves were so high that even though the father was an exprienced sailor, he could not keep the boat upright, and the three were swept into the ocan as the boat capsized. The old man hesitated for a moment, making eye contact wit

Lost Spirits
Lost Spirits Life is wasted in the cold souls of everyone I know Burning, their hearts to a solid freezing state of ice Releasing their inner demons Overwhelming fear of me Becoming my broken family Scares me more than dieing Release the pain let the words speak to the minds That should be there for us Through thick and thin We are of one blood Families combined through love And compassion Fire in the souls No hate should consume us enough to leave behind All of what we have created together Blood is thicker than the water That has risen around us all The fear of losing my only family Because of something of the past Kills my soul and is darkening my spirit Filling me with curiosity As to how far will we go? Before our family is torn more Next killing each other maybe not physically But mentally leaving everyone to fend for his or her selves Everyone has his or her wrongs I am surely not perfect But does that mean you should give up us? Family? Give

Homeopathy Remedies
As someone who has done aromatherapy massge for some 38 years, I am often asked if Essential Oils, and homeopathic remedies work. The simple answer is YES for most people in one degree or another. We all learn new things right?? Well I have 'discovered' some new remedies that are truly amazing, one 'under the tongue' spray has helped with sleep problems, heart, diabetes, hair growth, nails, and most internal organs. How, well as far as I understand it, it is a natural plant based DNA regenerative that works on most aspects of the body, including but not limited to; skin, nails, eyes, hair, organs, blood system, lymphatic and general wellbeing. I belong to a self help group, and so far for this remedy one guy no longer is on heart meds (5 a day before), one guy has now had his diabetes arrested, a 70+ year old guy who was bald, now has 1/" of new hair growth (in 2 months). And that is but the tip of the iceberg. Another product is one that rebuilds the colon function, so far as

6/08/2008 Approved
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My 2 Cents...take It To The Bank
Last night, a friend of mine posted a bulletin. I went to leave a comment on it but I had exceeded the 2000 character limit...LOL, imagine that, so I thought I would just blog my thoughts on the whole thing. This, in no way is meant as disrespectful to my friend but here is my two cents. READ THE ORIGINAL BULLETIN HERE Okay, now that you are up to speed, let's get crankin... Dina Rocks says "they should take that right away. and have the bouncers or hired help to do that job. not everyone on this site." Lost Cherry/Cherry Tap/Fubar was created as a user moderated site. User moderated does NOT mean we have a say so on how things are run. Websites such as this one, Myspace, Tagged or whatever are not democracies. You either choose to participate in the user moderation aspect of the site or not. Just know..A MEMBER CANNOT MARK YOUR PICTURES NSFW!! THEY CAN ONLY REPORT IT AND A BOUNCER MAKES THE FINAL CALL!! My shake on the NSFW thing..Has it occurred to anyone that w

She Just Asks
She never asked for an approach but, if they didn't get what they wanted they approached, her without meaning to make things bad and telling her they not demeaning like all the others cuz very few think, outside that box. That whole box she laughed at now cuz he made her look past that but, in the end he put her back in and because he couldn't see what that means she's like wow, just like the rest, but she never wants to confess cuz he makes her body feel soul he makes her body feel whole but what about the rest cuz he don't act like the pests she got rid of long ago. She thought this was new how can she ever construe that this was not the past, well don't ask that question just look into your confession on things of the past and you knew you were right but 2 years later you just, saw another pain.... Now, your conscience is all that remains..

Stuiped Women
Lets take a dive into the tricky minds of female brain.this is an adult site.made for and by adult people only.women upload adult photos and when some men reply "Sexy Photos" the feamle deals with that.but when other men reply "Hot Damn!...omg...id fuck you in every fucking hole you got and then some" women get all bent out of shape.they call it vulgar.lets look at the word Vulgar?..."Vulgar is another word for "Excitment"...Its another word for "Compliment"...How the fuck can a women upload a nude photo or obsene photo then turn around and complain about a Postive comment towards it?...makes no damn sense at all.when the comment is "sexy photo" (Not Showing Excitment) that like that.but when the comment it "Let me Dig In All Of Your Holes" (Showing Excitment)its not accepted by the female that drove them male crazy with lust and excitment.Last time i checked the word "EXCITMENT" Was a great thing.if a man finds the female body soooo irisistable then we all know thats a positive thing.

What's In A Name???
Do you know the middle names of some of the major-party presidential contenders, declared and undeclared, for 2008? Well, since so many made such a big fuss over the obvious first, I just thought I'd take the time and fill in the rest of the blanks... Barack Hussein Obama Hillary Diane Rodham Clinton John Sidney McCain III Joe Robinette Biden Rudolph William Louis “Rudy” Guiliani III John Reid Edwards (Born Johnny) Maurice Robert "Mike" Gravel Samuel Dale Brownback William Blaine “Bill” Richardson III Willard Mitt Romney Christopher John Dodd Tommy George Thompson Newton Leroy Gingrich Charles Timothy "Chuck" Hagel Dennis John Kucinich Fred Dalton Thompson (Born Freddie) Duncan Lee Hunter Ronald Ernest Paul Wesley Kanne Clark Michael Alan Weiner aka Michael Savage Michael Dale "Mike" Huckabee Alan Lee Keyes Please excuse if I forgot any of the other candidates, as I mainly focused on the Republican and Democratic parties here just as a case in point.

Working On Next Tat...
This is an ongoing work in process for my next tattoo and would love input. The symbology and meanings are as follows: East Side, Top to Bottom: Sunrise/Morning, Spring (flower), First Quarter/Waxing Moon South Side, Right to Left: Noon/Day, Summer (green upright leaf), Full Moon... West Side, Bottom to Top: Sunset/Evening, Autumn (copper inverted leaf), Last quarter/Waning Moon North Side, Left to Right: Night, Winter (silver snowflake), New Moon Within the points of the Silver Star, starting in the East and moving clockwise: Red Triangle = Fire, Green Inverted Barred Triangle = Earth, Blue Inverted Triangle = Water, Gray Barred Triangle = Air, Silver Lightning Bolt = Spirit Triple Spiral in the Center: The Universe/The Divine = (Goddess-Feminine/God-Masculine) Maiden/Youth (Silver), Mother/Warrior (Gold), Crone/Sage (Copper) Copper Loops: Cardinal Directions, Connection to the World and Elements of the World, Time and Seasons Silver Star: the 5 Elements of Power, the Form of "

Downraters And Their Attitudes In Open Forum
Look into my eyes, do you think I like your attitude. When I was new on here, it seemed to be fun and everyone was friendly. Of course ratings were coming in as 10's. There were a few that werent, first never noticed. But then I started to ask why. Funny such an attitude I got for just asking why. Then to be attacked for asking why Two women ? One had downrated my profile pic which someone had photoshopped one of my beautiful pictures for me. Out of curiosity I asked why. Suddenly another one downrated me as I discovered they were on family list together. One saying it was funny and laughed about it as they were playing with the ratings changing up and down and laughing. Such hate and cruelty. I read a mumm one did write that laid it out somewhat. The mumm did supply some proof that the two woman double teamed and ganged up on one. These two seemed to enjoy their cruelty. So downrate me at the start of my profile pic, you are flagged and blocked never to know the

Appreciating The Darker Aspects Of Paganism
Branch of Yew, Feather of Owl... Appreciating the Darker Aspects of Paganism "One may not reach the dawn save by the path of the night." - Kahlil Gibran "[Y]ou know all about God, I suppose." "Well..." The Savage hesitated. He would have liked to say something about solitude, about night, about the mesa lying pale under the moon, about the precipice, the plunge into shadowy darkness, about death. He would have liked to speak; but there were no words. Not even in Shakespeare. - from Brave New World by Aldous Huxley As Wiccans, we know that the spiritual and the mundane do not have to be perpetually restricted from overlapping. Unlike other religions, we have not divided life into "sacred" versus "profane" components, and in fact we hold that the divine emerges in our physical, earthly realm as well as in other planes of existence. We are those who walk "between the worlds," as is the common Craft axiom. All of this can be true for us because we recognize that every thin

A Lil Update On The Real Mz Island Booty!
This Is Who I am Your Thoughts Are Not DESIRED nor REQUIRED! It's Your Bust It BabyGirl Felicia... Of INARAJAN! A.K.A"Licia,Fel,Fely,& Nen(Family Only)...and B.K.A"~ MISS BOOTILICIOUS~" I'm A Bitch When Needed.. But Besides That I am Fun loving, Out Going, Caring, Friendly & Full Of Life! I am Very Easy To Talk Too.. I can share a Laughter,Draw a Smile, or Make You Shed A Tear... I'm A Good Listener ad One HECK Of A Talker! I can Be A Shoulder To lean on Until Taken Advantage Of... I'm Open, Blunt,Sometimes Too Honest.. But Heck! The Truth Hurts..Right!Hate Drama...Don't Need It Now and Not Ever! So Don't Even Go There...I hate People Who Can't Carry A Conversation, Or Someone Who Drops A Conversation Too easily... Because Obviously... There's Logic and Reason to why we even talked about it! I Hate Lies! Hmmm... Be real and Say What You Got to say...It Helps! You'll Never Get Anywhere! Well Enough Of The Basic Likes AND dislikes! All it is... Is Come Real with Me and I'll Be

A Witch's Herbal Garden
An herb garden can be a place of enchantment on a summer’s day. You can watch the hummingbirds feeding on the bright-red bergamot flowers, bees sipping nectar from the pale pink thyme blossoms, inhale the fragrance of mints and lavender and delight in the butterflies dancing around the Echinacea. Then comes the question... "How do I start one of my own?" Herb Gardening is perfect for the beginning gardener and the experienced. Herbs need very little special care and they resist disease and pests naturally. In fact some herbs when brushed up against or rubbed on skin keep mosquitoes away. But more about that some other time. Herb Gardens are as varied as the personalities of their gardeners. From traditional knot gardens to wild and wonderful natural landscapes. In fact the hardest part of herb gardening may be choosing the style and the kinds of herbs you want to plant. Designing your garden Time your willing to spend in the garden - This is a good question. Take a re

Election Year
I'm reminded of the time that Ava - one of my granddaughters - told me that she wanted to be President one day. Both of her parents, liberal democrats, were standing there with us - and I asked Ava - "If you were President what would be the first thing you would do?" Ava replied - "I would give houses to all the homeless people." "Wow - what a worthy goal you have there Ava." I told her, "You don't have to wait until you're President to do that, you can come over to my house and clean up all the dog poop in the back yard and I will pay you $5 dollars. Then we can go over to the grocery store where the homeless guy hangs out, and you can give him the $5 dollars to use for a new house." Ava (who is 5 years old) thought that over for a second, and Ava replied, "why doesn't the homeless guy come over and clean up the dog poop and you can pay him the $5 dollars." Ava, Welcome to the Republican Party.

Reminder-gone This Week
I WILL NOT BE AVAILABLE ALL WEEK. SO PLEASE DO NOT EXPECT A REPLY UNTIL NEXT WEEKEND. IN THE MEANTIME I INVITE U TO THE FOLLOWING WWW.MYSPACE.COM/JUST4U2CIM HTTP://WWW.YOUTUBE.COM/JIMMYKOMET WWW.MYSPACE.COM/UGLNSMELLSLIKECHEESE IHAVE POSTED NEW VIDEOS. I HOPE YOU FIND ENTERTAINMENT IN THEM--I DJ, DRUM, LIPSYNC FOR VIDEO EDITING, AND EVEN SING--NOT WELL, BUT I SING--NO SHAME IN ME WHATSOEVER. LOL I WILL BE THINKING OF ALL MY FRIENDZ WHILE I HAVE A LOT OF MARGARITAS TO DRINK TO.. HAVE A GREAT WEEK ALL JIMMY KOMET

Smith Sure Of Support For Scotland
Smith sure of support for Scotland SFA chief executive Gordon Smith is sure support for Scotland remains strong despite calls for Rangers to boycott the national team. The Rangers Supporters Trust will discuss the suggestion from members when they mull over a protest against the club's fixture problems during their quadruple challenge. The controversy comes after George Burley lost more than a full team of players before last month's 3-1 friendly defeat against the Czech Republic. There were no Rangers players in Prague after Kevin Thomson, Steven Whittaker and Kris Boyd pulled out. Burley's first game in charge, a friendly draw against Croatia, was also hit by call-offs but Smith feels the manager will get full support for Scotland's World Cup qualifiers, which kick off in Macedonia in September. And he dismissed the proposed protest against the SFA as a case of mistaken identity after the Scottish Premier League refused to postpone Rangers' clash against Dundee

It Ain't Easy
It ain’t easy BY BLACKGURRL Sitting and Pondering My mind was justa wondering Issues Decisions What premonitions Were stalking my life It's demanding my attention Feels like a conviction And all I can do is sit here reminiscing Thinking of things to keep me on board Cause Lord Knows How much more….. I can take Before I break Make a mistake That I can't fix All because My gyrl turned to some trick My employer's unfair, My car needs repair My best friends' not there The bills are due I haven't a clue How da hell My ass Gonna pull all this through What's keepin me sane? There's that dayum headache again When does it ease When will I seize A moment to just relax Kick back, Be on track My God, Can you please just cut me some slack? Sitting still and quiet again I looked around as I heard my name A little me, My daughter She put all things back in order Her words to me So sweet and secure Were "Mommy I love you" I thought and replied "B

Sunday Bloody Sunday
Yes... I cant believe the news today Oh, I cant close my eyes and make it go away How long... How long must we sing this song? How long? how long... cause tonight...we can be as one Tonight... Broken bottles under childrens feet Bodies strewn across the dead end street But I wont heed the battle call It puts my back up Puts my back up against the wall Sunday, bloody sunday Sunday, bloody sunday Sunday, bloody sunday (sunday bloody sunday...) (allright lets go!) And the battles just begun Theres many lost, but tell me who has won The trench is dug within our hearts And mothers, children, brothers, sisters torn apart Sunday, bloody sunday Sunday, bloody sunday How long... How long must we sing this song? How long? how long... cause tonight...we can be as one Tonight... Tonight... Sunday, bloody sunday (tonight) Tonight Sunday, bloody sunday (tonight) (come get some!) Wipe the tears from your eyes Wipe your tears away Wipe your tears

For You My Queen
FOR YOU MY QUEEN By DBASSIX A SIMPLE SMILE IS ALL IT TAKES TO HEAL MY WOUNDS AND MEND MY BREAKS THE SOUND OF YOUR VOICE REMINDS ME OF ALL THE THINGS I MISS THE ANTICIPATION BUILDS INSIDE ME WITH THE THOUGHT OF OUR FIRST KISS PLEASE FORGIVE ME IF I GET TOO EROTIC I THINK I'VE FOUND WHAT I WANT AND IT SEEMS YOU'VE GOT IT... THE EYES THE LIPS THE TEETH THE MOUTH JUST THE THOUGHT OF YOU MAKES ME WANT TO GO DOWN SOUTH WE'LL MAKE LOVE LOVE IN EXOTIC PLACES THAT WE HAVE'NT BEEN TO YET I'LL KISS YOU UNDER WATERFALLS ANYTHING TO KEEP YOU WET I'LL CARESS YOU WITH MY BLACKNESS FROM YOUR HEELS STRAIGHT UP YOUR SPINE I'LL SOFTLY BITE AS I GO UP CAUSING EXPLOSIONS IN YOUR MIND WHEN YOU THINK ITS GOTTEN AS HOT AS IT GETS I'LL FLIP YOU OVER AND HERES WHATS NEXT BUTTERSCOTCH SRYUP AND SWEET CHERRY WINE RUBBED ALL OVER YOUR BODY MY DESSERT IN DUE TIME BUT FIRST YOU MUST SURRENDER AND CROWN ME FIRST YOUR BABY FOR THE GIFTS I BRING CAN ONLY BE FOR THE ONE I CA

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The Mirror
The Mirror Broken glass, broken heart. Hatred filled eyes. Gazing into the looking glass, you're sure there is more, more than what lies in sight. You can't take it anymore. This life you lead has to end. Throwing yourself into the mirror, appearing to shatter all possible hope left. Picking up the shards of life, picking them up and grasping them tight, squeezing them, making it hurt so bad, the razor-sharp edges, just digging into the softness of your hands. They hurt so bad, but now you can no longer feel, for they pierced all the nerves in your hands. Feeling the pain release from your body, the dark crimson water rushes down. Your soul that was already slipping away, finally leaves you in peace. The juice that flows so nice, so red, so tasteful... So delicate, so needed, it's the release you have so longingly needed. It's finally been found. It brings the slightest bit of hope. Smiling with lack of sanity, laying on the floor, not even knowing who yo

The Misuse Of The Word "pimp"
I read a few mumm's and blogs about this subject, and what kinda irks me is that the word "pimp" is being glorified and misused in a way to convey an actual POSITIVE meaning. Like the fact a man attracts a lot of women with just words, and ends up having sex with most of em, makes him a "pimp". YAY!! I just get thrown for a loop because if most actually knew what the pimp-and-ho game was really about, they wouldn't throw that word around so casually. My uncle was a pimp, and is serving time for his crimes, which include soliciting prostitution, assault and battery, and drug possession. And he was the ultimate when it came to the label of "pimp". And if he was out now, and met any of these squares running around callin' themselves a pimp, not only would he call em out, he would probably take a brick to their heads, LITERALLY!! You don't throw salt in the game by callin' yourself a pimp if you didn't do the ground work. First off, you have to get you a stable of hoes. And you think

Mind Game.
Mind Game Toying with your mind. This is so much fun. Making you wish, that, away you could run Teasing, picking, prying, simply testing how much you can take. Stabbing and burning, seeing just how many issues I can make. Seeing things, hearing things, come on, come on, just a little more. Saying things, doing things, how long 'till i have your mind tore? Poking and stretching, how much of this can you take? Bending and twisting, how long till u break? These little games are so much fun. Can you find me? Can you stop me? I promise that I wont run. I dare you to get me. Several problems I shall bore. Catch me, catch me, before I make some more. This game I play is so fascinating. Picking, picking, how much can you take? Gripping tight, I cant wait to see you break Who will win is our greatest mystery. Kill me, kill me, wait, you cant get the best of thee. I will win, I will win. This beast inside will win again. Kill yourself, kill yo

Maw Poll!!!
As some of you may know i'm doing a most attractive woman on fubar poll,breaking close to 100 women down to 10,therefore becoming a top 10 poll Feel free to tune in and pick your top 3 or join(ladies) The Poll Will Be starting Today At 3Pm Eastern Time Ladies interested in seeing where they'd rank in this (assuming you're not already on the list )feel free to enter Guys if you have a Lady in mind not on the list already be sure to send them over This is not a contest therefore i'll be asking for members opinion on the top 3 Ladys(which will be represented in a rate Here are most of the ladies entered so far

Love And Dating!!!
For all of you that are single and dating might feel the same way...I have tried to date a couple of times and all that has happened was getting brought home early..I know I am not the prettiest woman in the world But I know i am not the ugliest..I would like to meet someone and have a fun meeningful date.I am not wanting to get married.I am 31 and twice divorced>I am the mother of 2 beautiful little girls they are my life.Its just at times mommies need some companionship..

I Miss You
WE WERE NEVER TOGETHER WHEN WE WERE FOR A SHORT TIME WE WERE ONE IT WAS THE BEST WE EVER WERE BUT FEAR AND THE PAST CAME CRASHIN DOWN WE STARTED TO MISS EACHOTHER WE CRAWLED DEEP INSIDE OURSELVES WE WENT BACK TO THE PASTAND FOUND NO ANSWERS WE SEARCHED FOR EACHOTHER IN ALL THE WRONG PLACES WE JUST KEPT MISSING EACHOTHER WE ARGUED AND YELLED RATHER THEN TALK AND LISTEN THEN WE TRIED THE YOU NEVER EXISTED BUT SOON REALIZED YOU WERE EVERYWHERE I REALIZE NOW I MISS YOU SO MUCH LIKE I MISS MY HEART AND SOUL THAT LEFT WITH YOU YOULL ALWAYS BE MY ONLY MBM

Happy Abundance Day
# We suggested an abundance swap: # Find 3-5 quality items in your home, shop, or office that someone would enjoy as a gift - fun, useful, interesting, or beautiful items in really good shape that aren't important to you anymore. If a price guideline is helpful, think of items that might have cost $5-$100. Or less. Or more. # Bring them to your meeting place. Don't just drop your stuff off. Stick around to visit, tell a story or two about what you brought, and find some things that you'd like to take away to give as gifts to others (a gift to yourself is okay, too). There won't be any bargaining; you just bring what you're ready to give away and take away whatever you'd like. Bring kids! Let them bring abundance to swap. Let's show our kids something different. # Use the gifts you take home to reduce your new gift purchases. Those were the rules. A Happy Abundance Day At 2 p.m., a small, steady flow of people started filling the studio. Each laid a blanket or towel on the fl

Tickle Me Elmo! Lol
> > There is a factory in Northern Minnesota which makes the > Tickle Me Elmo Toys. The toy laughs when you tickle it > under the arms. > > Well, Lena is hired at The Tickle Me Elmo factory and she > reports for her first day promptly at 8:00 AM. > > The next day at 8:45 AM there is a knock at the Personnel > Manager's door. > > The Foreman throws open the door and begins to rant about > the new employee. > > He complains that she is incredibly slow and the whole line > is backing up, putting the entire production line behind > schedule. > > The Personnel Manager decides he should see this for > himself, so the 2 men march down to the factory floor. > > When they get there the line is so backed up that there are > Tickle Me Elmo's all over the factory floor and > they're really beginning to pile up. > > At the end of the line stood Lena surrounded by mountains > of Tickle Me Elmo's. > > She had a roll of plush red fabric and a huge bag of small > m

Me
Pisces Nearing full circle, the zodiac's wheel arrives at Pisces, the Fish. Those born under this sign inhabit the twelfth house, the reunion with ego and infinite, the eternal. Pisces is said to be the most sensitive of signs--and the most vulnerable. Pisceans swim in the medium of dreams. Pisces's glyph shows two fish hooked together but swimming in opposite directions. The image is a metaphor for the Piscean character. One part of it swims wide, toward the edge of the universe, while the other dives deep seeking some mystical substratum of reality. Ideally there is a rhythm to the journeys: the fish reunite and share their discoveries before setting out again on their separate missions. Lacking the rhythm, however, it symbolizes unbalanced extremes: the voyager wandering aimlessly and the unhappy intorvert deep in the abyss. The Fish as cosmological voyagers are exlemplified by some of history's great students of the universe--Copernicus, Galileo, Einstein. Einstein was, p

This Sucks, What Should I Do
Its been the same old story for the last 6.5 years. His girls, his story to the girls, too get what he wants, and he does because you are all stupid and immediately send out the tits and twats pics to him. Some of you even say you dont do that shit, yeah right, whores. He tells me one story, you girls another. Which one is true? Probably yours. Mine is the lie. I know it. I knew it before. But I guess I am stupider than you girls. The last year and a half I have tried to ignore it, saying it doesnt matter. Its just words. It doesnt effect me, but it does. He always says that it doesnt mean anything, he comes home to me everynight. But what good does that do me when I am still alone even when you are there next to me. You girls get his emotions, his wants, his desires, his sex life. You get it all, I get nothing but empty kisses, automatic I love yous and husbandly duty fucks or mercy fucks if you will. He thinks his life is hell and he wants to escape it.

Dissociative Detachment
As of late, ive come into contact with a term that describes an actual mental disorder, or mechanism which i possess. Dissociative Detachment Disorder. Let me explain the scenario, of sorts, in which it happens. Ive already been diagnosed Bi-Polar Affective, and have recurrent anxiety and panic episodes; so this may have just been a latent progression ive recently realized. When someone confronts my Mate, with violence, or gets within that personal space boundary, i feel myself split. Sometimes i dont remeber whats being asked of me; but i know the state im in is a hyper alert one, in which im prepared to act violently against the person thats pressed themselves close to her, and is in percieved to be attempting to harm her. I go on auto pilot...all is clear My rage is cold....my face one of stone Everyone else seems to be part of another reality my mind is single tracked...PROTECTION She told me not to UNLEASH rage, for shes afraid i will not stop when i start...

Marriage Vows
Do you take [Name] to be your wedded [husband/wife] to live together in marriage. Do you promise to love (he lied), comfort (he lied), honor (he lied) and keep [him/her] For better or worse (he is searching for a replacement), for richer or poorer, in sickness and in health. And forsaking all others, be faithful only to [him/her] so long as you both shall live?" (his biggest lie of all)

Zohan
I went to see dont mess with the zohan a little scepticle. I thought it would be another comedey that if you have seen the trailer for the movie, you have seen all the funny parts. I was mistaken! It was very funny at times and even managed to send a positive message. The crude sexual jokes are not for the kids but it is a must see for any comedy fan!!! :D lol funny 4 out of five daisys!

Should've, Would've, Could've
I know things could have turned out differently If we hadn't turned our backs on each other But should'ves, could'ves and would'ves won't change the now And we can't rest on our laurels inside life's tomorrows Though unlike humpty dumpty, we don't have to fear If we take a great fall off the brick wall 'Cause we can put each other back together again With interchangeable hands even after all this And I should've And you could've And we would've When we were thick like thieves in the heart of it all But all the should'ves could'ves and would'ves Meant nothing on the back of love's ill fated truth Yeah some days had more questions than minutes As I turned out my pockets answers coming up empty And I didn't even have enough fight in me left to lose 'Cause every used thought created a ripple in time And another bridge was built to narrow this great divide As we searched for answers inside the meaning of us Inside this city that never sleeps except upon pews of l

One Year Ago Today
You were taken a year ago today And given your wings, to fly away We all know your in a better place But we still miss your smiling face We know your watching from heaven above And through gods grace we feel your love Your still missed in the worse of ways Especially on these special days Our love for you it still goes on You taught us all we must be strong We will always remember the light in your eyes And they way you were, it makes us cry As we mourn today and remember you Please know our love will forever be

Joe...
I has a new OWNER! Whoot!!! Well, Well Well, Its true I tell ya! And he is one of a kind! He has been so sweet as to let me out to roam around for a bit, (just long enough to pimp him no doubt hehehehe) But he’s worth it!! You all know me. I HATE to share!!! But this guy is so sweet!!! I can’t keep him to myself. And the way I see it, if everyone will fan and rate him too, then maybe he’ll let me play on the fu more!! So everyone go and give TONS of luvies!!! Fan Rate and Add this awesome master of mine and hell, while you’re at it, CRUSH him too! Who doesn’t love a secret crush? He deserves it!!!! Even though he's my new owner, he really is an awesome guy and deserves to be pimped. He really is ALL THAT! He's sweet and shows love back. He is caring and truly a special Fu! Joe This PSA was brought to you by none other than Joes Slave… ღ Lådy Fåŋ‡åzïå™ღ Owned By Joe

6/7/08
last night was an interesting experience to say the least. fighting the car being loose all season we changed it dramatically trying to correct the problems. during hot laps the car was ok, not bad but not great. my friends son drew for me and got me the pole in the first heat race (thanks Lane)and we were off. the car was really tight but managable thru the heat for the most part, but out of turn 2 i was having trouble and had to check up to not spin and got hit, spun, and tagged in the back too. couple more dents to the collection is all. well i ended the heat in third, but gave away second when i pushed to hard out of turn 4 and got passed. third is still my best heat finish to date. the feature was pretty uneventful where instead of the car loosening up on a dry dusty track it only seemed to get tighter and i just did all i could to not wreck anyone or myself. finished the race 12th out of 20 cars a couple laps down due to some donuts i did. car is coming along and im sure

I'm Up For Auction!!
Want to own your own Leveler for a month. Yes, I am up for auction and you could own me for a month! Auction ends June 15th at 12:00 p.m. est. Click the link and at least window shop: Come bid on me, you may just get your name on my weenie!! This message brought to you by Mike Hawk

Female Vs. Male Prayer
FEMALE PRAYER Before I lay me down to sleep, I pray for a man, who's not a creep. One who's handsome, smart and strong. One who loves to listen long, One who thinks before he speaks, When he says he'll call, he won't wait weeks. I pray that he is gainfully employed, When I spend his cash, won't be annoyed. Pulls out my chair and opens my door, Massages my back and begs to do more. Oh! Send me a man who'll make love to my mind. Knows what to answer to "How big is my behind?" I pray that this man will love me to no end. And never attempt to hit on my friend. And as I kneel and pray by my bed. I look at the creep you sent me instead. Amen. MALE PRAYER: I pray for a deaf-mute nymphomaniac with huge boobs who owns a liquor store. Amen.

I Got Em Pierced!!
ive been wanting to get my nipples pierced for nearly 2 yrs now and yesterday i finally decided to just go and do it... ouchhhhhhhh... the pain wasnt to bad on the first one but the second was the worst pain everrrrr but i do recommend it if ur thinking of doing it cuz its so darn sexy and so well worth the few seconds of pain.. i love em.. lol u should see em :D

Road Trip!
OK, so, Im now at my grandmothers how, and Im stoked about going on this trip. We are going camping and whatnot. Have no fear my sweet loves, I will have crap load pics that I will be uploading when I get back on Wed, I prolly wont be on till Thurs tho. What with the getting unpacked and doing laundry, and im going to be super super tired.....so yea, I wont be on till Thurs. But those of you that have my number, feel free to text me Wed! Totally, yea! I would love it....Send me some while I am gone too.....I don't know if I will get them tho. I don't know how well I am going to do because Im not going to be around technology....lord have mercy on me! But I'll have my handy dandy CAMERA and that will be all I need. Im sure I can entertain myself with the clicking of the cam, and the picture taking. LMFAO. Yes, you all finally get to see what my brother, sister, mother, grandmother and maybe my grandfather look like. Then you can be like, ho shit girl, you don't look nuffin li

Come On And Lie To Me
House is right. Everybody lies. Even the trivial shit where truth is the simpler proposition. I've had it. Let's dispense with the truth entirely. What have you got? Navy SEAL? Miss America? Slept with Angelina Jolie? Impress me. I already know that's not your truck, you had nothing to drink, and you've never seen that pot before. And death threats? Old. Been there, done that. At least be creative if you're going there.

Intro
Ok this is my first blog on here. Let me let you know a little about me. I am a creative bohiemian type girl,very intelligent and caring with everyone. I am a lover, rarely a fighter. I love to write,paint and do needlpoint(i know kinda grandmaish but it's fun) I am an honest person sometimes to much so but definetly an open book. I love to laugh and have fun. I am mostly a home body but I am trying to make more friends and get rid of the negative influences in my life. So that is pretty much me in a nutshell anything you wanna know just ask,and please have some tact and class when you approach me save the bs games for someone else.

Hrmm Go Figgure. She's Got It Bad.
i think i've got it bad for someone. damn. i'm supposed to be an ice princess. i don't let this happen. instead there's someone that i cant wait to talk to and get sad when he's not around or life drags me away from any free time for a while. *sigh* i guess i'm going to have to just see what happens. maybe it's time to just open up and enjoy life. maybe this could work.

Have You Met Them Yet?
Cum meet these wonderful people. First and foremost is my wonderful Fu-owner (and the first man to ever own me) Tomyka. He has just been a darling to me this past month. Thank you sweetie for everything youve done for me. Stop by and give him lots of luv. TOMYKA@ fubar Next meet these wonderful ladies. All are very sweet. And in no particular order. PEE-JAY=2ND ALARM HOTTIE~CLUB F.A.R.~ VERY PROUD ARMY MOM TO MY FALLEN SOLDIER KATIE@ fubar tueskitty/Stiletto Girl@ fubar Ms. Cleavage@ fubar Hard 2 Handle ~ La*La's FuWife~ ** ^E^ vIL's FuHomie **@ fubar This pimp out brought to you bi.. Sinful Angel~Shelle-belle~ PLAYMATE FOR CELLBLOCK 69* Forbidden Inc's Velvet kitty@ fubar Photograph - Def Leppard

Blah Blah Blah
I am tired of mediocrity. Passing dull, boring faces every day, meeting mundane oafs preoccupied with their little daily routines. Middle aged moms pursuing fading youth with fake nails and bleached hair, carting their annoying little offspring to a soccer practice/Hello Kitty workshop/bday party; 20 somethings talking about purses, latest parties, hookups, and store discounts;40 year old men and their average wives arguing about petty stuff. People that value their measly possessions over anything spiritual, that believe they are planets that everyone one should be a satellite for. The fact is, they are nothing but mere burntout dwarves that turned into black holes, sucking up everything they see and releasing their negative energy. I hate mediocre people.

Why ?
I ask you what's wrong in a soft voice and hope it's not me. I hang onto your words as you talk to me hoping it's not me. I hear the words come from you and still hope it's not me. I feel the pain come from you and hit me like a knife and still hope it's not me. I try and find out what is wrong and I still hope it's not me. I ask again even more softly what's wrong and still hope it's not me. I want to find out and yet I still hope it's not me. I look at you in the eyes and beg to know without talking and I still hope it's not me. I cry because I feel your pain and hurt and still I hope it's not me. In the end you showed me what all of it was. I held on when I knew you were hurting. I held tightly to you when you were angry. I held on when anybody else would of let go. I stood strong through the storm. Yet I still ask why and hope it's not me.

I'm Going To Texas......woo...hoo
Well all.....my hubbys working in Texas and as of the first of July I'm going down there. Gonna quit my job of almost 6 years and be a stay-at-home wife and mother. I'm x-cited but it means I wont be able to hang here in Fubar as much. But ya know you what ya gotta do right.....just thought i'd let ya'll know...See ya L8tr folks.

Long Day
My ten year old had a ball tournament this weekend. They won all four games! The kids were very happy that they were undefeated at a second tournament! I didn't put any sunscreen on myself, so I got a sunburn. Between that, the wind, and being in the concession stand for two hours I was exhausted. Have a great day all I am off to church!

Meet Spirit Of Gaia Levelers
center> MEET THE SPIRIT OF GAIA LEVELERS This is a new group of Levelers and a wonderful group of people! All Members of Management are people who spend a lot of time helping others on Fubar level when needed. There are also some great members of this group who are always helping others. Stop by and meet these people and you will find they are some of the nicest people on fubar! F/R/A add them and if you are interested join Spirit of Gaia Levelers they are always looking forward to meeting new people and helping out where they can. SPIRIT OF GAIA LEVELERS...PLEASE READ RULES BLOG BEFORE REQUESTING TO JOIN@ fubar Management Lady Spirit Wolf/Ravyn Wolff/Owner- Way of The Wolf ~Co-Founder Spirit of Gaia Levelers@ fubar {GYPSY HEART} * {STAFF 4 SPIRIT OF GAIA LEVELLERS}@ fubar )O( light_n_darkness )O(...Staff of the 'SPIRIT OF GAIA LEVELERS'@ fubar Dark God of Bondaged Souls *owned by Browneyes*@ fubar ButterflyMajic {fu slave to boomgardens & Dar

Y Losing Internet
the reason i am losing my internet is stupid.i had the money for the bill ,but decided to buy a auto so i could go places and that.well the auto that i got that i was told was good by a good friend is uninspectable .which means it cant b driven any where.so i got suckered so now i am gona pay the price 4 it and lose my phone, internet, and tv.but i am doing everything i know to at least get the phone and internet back on soon.so leave me a comment so i know i was missed while i am gone .thank you and sorry again.

The Ups And Downs Of Life
I reckon that from the time we are born, we struggle with life. First it's just living and growing. Then learning the things we will need to succeed, as we get older. Then as we become adults, it's a constant struggle to earn enough to make sure bills are paid and groceries are bought. Some do better than most, and then there are those that just can't make it no matter what they do. I have wondered what that magic twist in the road could be in order for life to be sweeter. Hard work? Well, possibly, but how does that explain the single mother working two jobs just to work and pay for childcare. I think single people definitely have it easier. The mindset is what is most important, regardless of how life is. We tend to moan for what we don't have, and forget what we do have. I am guilty as well of this. It might not be what we imagined it to be, but it could always be worse. Life is what we make of it. I try to keep a positive outlook, but sometimes it's hard. Som

Don't You Have Peter Britt's Book Yet?
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How To Have A Great Burnoff
Send this right after u read it, something good will happen at 2:25 tomorrow. Get ready for the biggest shock of your life!! Whoever breaks this chain will be cursed w/ relationship problems 4-10 years. If you send this in 15 mins. your safe. Something good will happen tonight at 11:11pm. This is not a joke...someone will either call you or will talk to you online. Having nice sex burns 358 calories. Having rough sex [make it hurt] burns 543 calories. Take off her clothes with her consent.........................12 cal without......................187 cal Take off her Bra With two hands..........................8 cal With one hand.........................12 cal With mouth.............................85 cal Put on Protection hard ........................... 6 cal soft..........................315 cal Foreplay Looking for target...................8 cal Finding G spot ......................92 cal I don't F***ing care.....................0 cal Entry Holdi

I Am In A Auction Can You All Come Help Bid On Me Please
OMG LOOK WHAT WE HAVE HERE, SEXYBITCH IS IN AN AUCTION, COME MAKE A BID AND SHE WILL TREAT YOU RIGHT. YOU WILL HAVE MORE ATTENTION THAN YOU WILL KNOW WHAT TO DO WITH=) CLICK PIC AND BID ON ME!! =) CLICK PIC AND BID ON ME!! =) (repost of original by '¢¾~BRATT~¢¾' on '2008-06-05 10:51:35')

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Sand And Stone
TWO FRIENDS WERE WALKING THROUGH THE DESERT. DURING SOME POINT OF THE JOURNEY, THEY HAD AN ARGUMENT; AND ONE FRIEND SLAPPED THE OTHER ONE IN THE FACE. THE ONE WHO GOT SLAPPED WAS HURT, BUT WITHOUT SAYING ANYTHING, WROTE IN THE SAND: TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SLAPPED ME IN THE FACE. THEY KEPT ON WALKING, UNTIL THEY FOUND AN OASIS, WHERE THEY DECIDED TO TAKE A BATH. THE ONE WHO HAD BEEN SLAPPED GOT STUCK IN THE MIRE AND STARTED DROWNING, BUT THE FRIEND SAVED HIM. AFTER HE RECOVERED FROM THE NEAR DROWNING, HE WROTE ON A STONE: 'TODAY MY BEST FRIEND SAVED MY LIFE'. THE FRIEND WHO HAD SLAPPED AND SAVED HIS BEST FRIEND ASKED HIM, 'AFTER I HURT YOU, YOU WROTE IN THE SAND AND NOW, YOU WRITE ON A STONE, WHY?' THE FRIEND REPLIED 'WHEN SOMEONE HURTS US WE SHOULD WRITE IT DOWN IN SAND, WHERE WINDS OF FORGIVENESS CAN ERASE IT AWAY. BUT, WHEN SOMEONE DOES SOMETHING GOOD FOR US, WE MUST ENGRAVE IT IN STONE WHERE NO WIND CAN EVER ERASE IT.' LEARN T

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Just Thinking Again
What do you do when the world leaves you behind ? Do you change you life or just your mind ? Do you pick up the pieces of a world fallen apart? Do you hope that time will heal your broken heart? How do you mend all that has gone so wrong? Is there a personal meaning in a old county song ? Tears in the beer gone and long washed away Does one stay in the old or move far far away ? Life holds the riddle that is answered in time for all Just do what is right and walk on faith no matter how small. By R. Thomas Dinsmore

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Counting The Days!!
FIrst, i want to say that i am not deleting my account but will have limited access.I will leave for afghanistan within a few weeks. To those on my friends..fans list.If i am clutterin up your page, etc. There is no harm done in deleting i do understand. yes i have become quite good friends with a few and have even exchanged email address. Those i plan on keepin in touch with Thank you all you lovely fubar-ettes...for the visits,rates, etc etc. And until we meet again. Keep rockin the pages!!

Little Wickedness
Little Wickedness by LateNiteFantasy© Her heart is noble and fierce.... Her intentions are sincere... Her spirit is strong and proud.. And she holds those she loves, very dear. She is often misunderstood... By those who are quick to judge... Not seeing her for who she really is... She would give you the world, if she could. Judge not by what others think or say, If you truly wish to know her, Then take the time and energy, She will surprise you, just you wait and see. There's nothing wrong with her sharp humor, And her very fiesty nature... Although she possesses softness and Kindness.. She's part goodness and a Little Wickedness.

Presensce Tense
It makes me wonder when i stare into these eyes where will the world be when i die where will i be in this hell on earth will i have lived or still bear this curse this curse that instills unhappy happenings sometimes i feel like the whole worlds stabbing me incriminating evidence, intimidating presences searing through my elements, everytime i fell again noone there to pick me up, lonely lies and sins suffer every burn and cut, as the storm begins to roll in as the rain pours down i just sit and soak drowning in my pity on my own words i choke i know ill never understand how this crazy world works but i can only imagine how much more i can endure and the weight of the world, of something so cold or the painful reminiscing of someone to hold i remember the past and see what i had it went by so fast and now i am left sad what will they say as im lying in my bed the deadly premonitions of letters never read what will they do when they realize what ive spoken the pred

Voices In The Night
Voices In The Night by LateNiteFantasy© Light fog shrouds lofty tops of Douglas Firs, a gauzy moon casts its muted, silvery glow over a simple campsite. Towering hulks of giant trees cast sleepy translucent shadows over the primordial forest floor. Orange-red embers dance to a breeze no human could possibly feel as the dinner fire slows to dormancy. Gazing into the glow of your eyes, I hear only nature’s voices in the night, feel only love in this perfect moment. Your hand tenderly reaches over to mine, energizing parallel heartbeats at that first moment of touch. Holding you close, we are the observers, night creatures rule Lothlorien Woods while our silence protects the peace. Silently slipping into light bedding our bodies gently explore each other, the ancient forest ever vigilant. Sated, as one, we pass into dream-time, leaving the nocturnal world to itself, hearing only eternal voices in the night.

My Little Secret.....
I have been asked, from time to time, why I am still single. My answer is always that no one wants me. Which is not true at all. I know that there are women out there that want me, I really do, I just don’t want to sound stuck on my self by saying so. No the real reason is much different. I tell people that I am ugly and not very good looking which is untrue, I say all that so people won’t think I am stuck on my self, which I am not. I am single because it’s the right thing for me. Please let me explain that. As every knows and would agree, that relationships can be hard to say the least. Well I have some mental problems that make it much harder. I am bi-polar, and it’s hard at times for me to function. I can get mean, depressed and moody, without any reason. Things like that make it hard for others to deal with, and love don’t last long under these conditions, at least in my case. I have had a hard life, and I am sure that has some to do with why things are harder for me. Because of a

Collateral Damage
Collateral Damage by LateNiteFantasy© A moments reflection as we wait for imminent war, to draw on vast knowledge of what WE will cause. Who really is the enemy, the one we all hate enough to want them to never share breath again. Is it the taxi driver, if he is lucky, his job will most certainly be lost, on bombed out, broken roadways? Is it the student, whose ruminations will be trapped inside the walls of his mind until whenever? Is it the wife of a holy man, whose meditative voice, will be completely silenced, forever? We put in our battle scarred raft, at the headwater of a river, upon which there is no calm, no place to stop and change course. What is collateral damage and does CNN report it? Is it our brave soldier who loses his life for the cause? Is it the material destruction of inspired man's physical creations, buildings and art poured forth in torrents of creativity? Is it the babies that won't be born because innoce

Big Head.....todd And The Monsters?
so a local boulder band played red rocks 2day....and figured it would suck.... but..... apparantly they pulled it off!... i figured 2500 ppl would go... (NOPE!) a whopping 6500-7500 ppl out of 9963 went 2day... so that was suprizing... other than th@... just got in not 2 long ago...so ima hit the sack! nite fukrs RP ps. saw an 11pm show of "you dont mess with the zohan" and i liked it!

I'm Trying
I'm Trying by LateNiteFantasy© I wish I could be everything you want me to be, I'm trying to be. I wish I could be everything I need to be for you, I'm trying to be. I wish I could do everything that you ever need, I'm trying to do them. I wish I could show you how hard I'm trying to do everything, I'm trying to show you. I wish I could show you how much I care for you, I'm trying to show you. I wish I could show you how much I want to be with you, I'm trying to be with you. I wish I could show you how much I need you, I'm trying to show you. I wish I knew if you cared about me as much I do you, I do know, and thats why I'm trying.

A Place In My Heart
A Place in My Heart by LateNiteFantasy© My love, We have never physically touched, Yet I feel a bond stronger with you than any other, Though we have never truly met, I feel I've known you my entire life, You have been a harbor for me to turn to in my most dire of hour, And you have been a weight, an anchor holding me firm, away of the reaches harm, Well, some of it anyway. A guiding light, shinning brightly, Guiding my way to goals now which seem so clear. Whether or not the day comes when we shall meet face to face, Or the time when I can feel your soft touch, And hear and feel your sweet breath, and know this is all real. Until that day, whether it comes to pass or not, You shall always... hold a place... deep... within my heart.

Poetic Wisdom
Poetic Wisdom by LateNiteFantasy© With note-paper out and pencil excitedly poised, I have been writing poetry since I was a little kid. Any subject will set me off, sometimes I'm surprised, my penned down thoughts, like dreams, are so vivid. Few people have had the chance to read my verse and prose, those who have, I know have laughed and sometimes cried. Because, poetry is really my private thoughts and woes, so welcome to my heart, my soul, join me, at my side. Good! Now that you're here guiding my poetic bent, judging each single line, weeding out the lies, Perhaps you will share with me that illusive moment, that at long last, you will help me to be poetically wise.

More Of Life
Well, what can I say? It's Sunday, 8 May at about 12:30 PM Kuwait time. I have been in country for 38 weeks yesterdays. That is 267 days. 92 left to go. Dang. It's amazing how time would seem to drag on, but then when you look at it, it has flown by. I've seen a lot of good people leave here and head off to bigger and better things, a few who were just ending their time in the Army, and ran into some I never thought I would ever see again. I've ran into my Recruiter, a guy I shipped out to basic with, I guy from Basic, one of my Drill Sergeants from AIT, a couple of guys from AIT, my First Sergeant from my first duty station, people from Okinawa, and then lots from Ft Meade. I guess what they always told us coming up in the Army, the Army is it's own small little world. I've missed a lot while I've been here. I have missed 3 birthdays, Thanksgiving, Christmas, New Years, the last day of school, cuts, scratches, bruises, bumps, bites, fights, hurt feelings, the first

Dreams
Dreams by LateNiteFantasy© Hope trembeling down the stairs I've built to rise, Rain burning with blood, Making me slip, To Fall. The walls I've been hiding all this time is breaking apart, Making me vulnerable and weak, I have no where to go, Nor hide. The glass I've been pretending all my life, Won't break for the evermost future, It has grown thicker and tainted, The truth. Child playing a knight fighting the eerie and pretends, Being a lonely warrior all his life, The dream shatters when he realized, He has become him. Dreams are miracles only when all hope is gone, Life will have to kill destiny, Just to realize, A hand has been offered. Thousand years might pass away, But seeing the eyes of eternity, For just one second, Is enough. For me.

Eyes Of Darkness
Eyes Of Darkness by LateNiteFantasy© I glow out of anger For I cannot do such other My cry can only be heard through my passion A passion filled with darkness I must reave what I have left Before I destroy more of the world that has nothing to bear As I scream, my wings fall apart An angelic wings clipped to eternia I drown onto the depths of abyss Await for my Ressurection A Love I cannot explain But have been waiting with no reason A Princess A beauty only that can walk upon darkened ocean And give light into this blind man's heart.

Eyes Of Pain
Eyes Of Pain by LateNiteFantasy© Watching you from one end, Seeing how the beauty can reveal herself, You notice me, Your eyes explore, To find why I'm looking at you. As much as it hurts, To keep looking into your eyes, I continue, A tear limbs out my eye, You are curious and your heart has set for me ...All I could think of, Is that I will never have you. You are swept from your dreams, When I leave, Trying not to look, Back at you... Its not your fault hun'... I'm just afraid...

A White Rose
A White Rose by LateNiteFantasy© As a fallen love cleansed from lust, Falls upon the lovely pond, The bright blue moon shining upon her lips, Letting her shine with purity. Every tear drop by love, This rose remembers and takes in the pain, And brings out the pure love, From the soul, Into the open hearts of the green orchid. As an Aryan and a Goddess watching over, The angel who has set herself on life.

I Drink
I Drink by LateNiteFantasy© Like rain water her words I drink them like poetry music when she says my name like soft forest green flannel sheets when she whispers she loves me she is like that like a summer storm sometimes full of bluster and bravado heat lightening flashes behind those blue gray eyes thunderful challenges warning back off but cry come hold me in the same sensual growl like a cat a lioness like some wild thing and I am called from the desolation from the dry desert that is man and her call her words are like rain and I drink them in

Wisdom
Wisdom by LateNiteFantasy© I’ve lost better poems than this Boxes crammed Notebooks full Abandoned under rapid retreat Poems Lines Scribbled on a taco napkin On the back of the phone bill Thrown away with the trash Once in a while one returns to me Flash of insight like When walking or Mowing the lawn Sometimes I remember them vaguely A title A clever phrase Other times nothing Not even enough to Miss what I’ve forgotten Only the knowledge that I have indeed Lost better poems than this

Aaron's Buttery Cashew Brittle
Aaron's Buttery Cashew Brittle From the kitchen of Denise Smith 2 sticks salted butter (no substitutions) 1 cup sugar 1 Tablespoon light corn syrup 1 1/2 cup cashews (whole, halves or pieces - salted or unsalted) Line a baking sheet with a lightly buttered piece of waxed paper, set aside. In a heavy medium sized saucepan, heat the butter, sugar and corn syrup on medium low heat. Stir occasionally and heat until temperature reaches 290 degrees on a candy thermometer (about 30 minutes). Take pan off heat and stir in cashews. Pour mixture out onto the waxed paper lined pan, and spread the candy out across the pan. Let it cool in the pan for 10 minutes, then in the fridge for 5 more minutes before peeling off the waxed paper. Break into bite sized pieces and store in an airtight container.

Unicorn In Prada
Unicorn in Prada Uni had entered a competition he had seen on TV, Be Dressed Like a Movie Star, and to Jola’s surprise and extreme delight, he had won it. A week later Jola was caught completely by surprise as the world’s top designers knocked on her door. Sleek and slinky super models strutted through their door, TV cameras were everywhere, men and women dashed in and out, carrying materials, measuring and cutting, armoured cars carrying jewellery pulled into their driveway, and their armed guards carried boxes of display items inside, for Jola to choose from. Then there were hairdressers, make-up artists, style managers, and so many more that Uni stopped asking them what they did, and just greeted them as they came to the door. All the while Uni and the children sat on the front porch, listening to Jola squealing, giggling and gasping, Kasandra asked why, and Uni, who had no idea about clothes just shrugged and held his hands up, Sheen at last suggested that she was

Stolen From My Love
Your Body's Element is Air You are competitive, assertive, and dominant. You live to win, and it really makes you angry if you lose. You are brilliant and competent. No matter what you're doing, you now your stuff. People tend to be intimidated by your intelligence. It's hard to measure up to you. Your energy tends to be: ebbing and flowing Your power color is: white What Element is Your Body?

These Are Entries To A Washington Post Competition Asking
THESE ARE ENTRIES TO A WASHINGTON POST COMPETITION ASKING >> FOR A TWO-LINE RHYME WITH THE MOST ROMANTIC FIRST LINE, >> BUT THE LEAST ROMANTIC SECOND LINE: >> >> My darling, my lover, my beautiful wife: >> Marrying you screwed up my life. >> >> I see your face when I am dreaming. >> That's why I always wake up screaming. >> >> Kind, intelligent, loving and hot; >> This describes everything you are not. >> >> Love may be beautiful, love may be bliss, >> But I only slept with you 'cause I was pissed. >> >> I thought that I could love no other -- >> that is until I met your brother. >> >> Roses are red, violets are blue, sugar is sweet, and so Are you. >> But the roses are wilting, the violets are dead,the sugar bowl's >> empty and so is your head. >> >> I want to feel your sweet embrace; >> But don't take that paper bag off your face. >> >> I love your smile, your face, and your eyes - >> Damn, I'm good at telling lies! >> >> My love, you take my breath away.

Photos Uploaded From Fl Trip
Hi folks .. did a PDF of the ride and added photos to the folder Ride to Florida, also the text version of Sondra's account of the trip. PDF with embedded photos can be had at: http://www.filespace.org.nyud.net/PaulRMays/Ride_to_Florida_PDF.pdf Paul

Violets Owns Me!!! (permanent Pimpout)
I'd Like All My Friends, Fans and Family to meet my very first owner Violets. I'd like to ask you all to please please show her love, by adding, rating and fanning her page. Not only is she my owner, she is also a great friend. Click this pic for her Profile! ~.violets.~Owned by The Beautiful Vixen260 & The Handsome Giggity~ + Owner of WhoreMaste@ fubar Click This Pic for her Album! This Pimpout Brought to You By: PieDaDDY - OWNED by VIOLETS@ fubar

Trip To Florida (part 2)
(Part 2) We plan to leave out first thing in the morning, if the weather permits. Late Evening; we are back from our ride. We went to a place called Hog Pen Landing. It was a small fishing camp on the lake, several of the spots filled, not near as pretty as this site though. I went topless part of the ride. No other traffic was around and I needed a quick cool off. We have been trying to stay away from camp during daylight hours as much as possible-the yellow flies here are terrible. They were swarming us and bit every spot they could get to. Bug sprays were no help at all, so we hung fly strips around camp and on the handlebars of the Harley. Yellow flies are stuck all over them and not bothering us so much now. Makes it a lot more comfortable to be here. Heat must be the biggest factor in the draw for them. We have been swatting them like crazy. They die easily enough from a simple swat but are very annoying. They tend to go to bed at the edge of dark. Probably know that the f

Trip To Florida (part 1)
Travel Journal (an almost verbatim account of our vacation taken May 12, 2008 till May 31, 2008) Day 1, May 12, 2008. Monday, Early Evening. We have set up camp on an old abandoned road in the Nantahala National Forest near Franklin, North Carolina. BB pitched the tent as I gathered firewood. Lucky for us, there is an abundance of dried wood all around our site, so I don’t have far to go to get plenty. It’s just now on the edge of dark, we have a fire going, and BB is playing some Native sounding love tunes on a blue plastic flute, as well as some tunes that sound like something out of another century. Something that brings to mind stories of Knights and damsels in distress, and the Knight must protect any damsel in need of his services…but this particular damsel in distress has long ago captured his heart and soul, even before they actually met, as if they knew each other from a dream or perhaps a past existence. This is the picture his playing evokes in my imagination

New To The Truckdriver's Life
I was just wondering if there were any other ladies out there that have boyfriends/husbands who make their living driving trucks. My husband is a long distance team driver. Since my husband and met a year and half ago and have been married a year we have never been apart for more than a couple of days at a time. That has only happened twice in our relationship. How do you get used to be without your partner? How do you stand the times when you are used to hearing his breathing to get him to get you to sleep? How do you not miss the little things all the time? Yes we talk 2-4 times a day but still him not being beside me is the hardest.

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How To Own A Turtle :)
I am in Alice in Wonderland's auction. Here's what I have to offer: Clicking on this will take ya where you need to go: If you don't want to bid on me, stop by and bid on someone else and drop some rates on the lovely hostess while you are there. :D

The Insideaway.net Graphic Contest...
This is the info to a contest being put on by the owner of my other home... If you are artsy like that you should enter!! ------------------------------------------------- Hi eveyone! I'm here to announce the latest contest for the site. It will be a GRAPHIC contest. Here are the rules and info that you need: -Anyone wanting to enter the contest will need to make a graphic. -The winning graphic will be displayed as the default picture for the Insideaway.net Myspace. ( myspace.com/insideawaynet ) -The graphic you make MUST say "Welcome to the Official Myspace of Insideaway.net" on it or something very close to that. At the very least, your graphic MUST say "Insideaway.net" on it. -The graphic MUST include at least ONE photo of Jeff. -There are so size restrictions at this time, but keep in mind that you're making this for the Myspace to be used as our default picture. Use your own judgement when creating your artwork for the contest. -The winner WILL receive a

The School Has Me Pissed Off.
Well I have been bent out of shape for a couple of days. It pisses me off the more I think about it. As you all know I am going to school to get my funeral directors license. I was going to follow that up with classes to get my embalmers license. I am doing it online. I only have 4 classes left for my FD lic. I am currently taking 2 of those during this summer session. Then I will finish up the last 2 in the fall semester. That means this fall I have 2 slots for classes. So I can start my embalming classes. Well I found out that they are droping the online microbiology classes. I was told I would need to find another school to take that at, either attend class locally. (only private colleges here, so nice and expensive, if they allow me to do that, and I would probility be required to get a laptop. stupid for just one class). Add to that I have to take freshman math, not required for me to become an embalmer, but the school requires it for the degree (what a scam to for

No Pictures, No Ratings
I will not post my face on here. I don't want any fake-ass ratings. I know I aint no damn 10. I am tired of people PRETENDING to be friends. I am tired of invites and requests from people that don't know the REAL me. They want a hard-ass dude that talks shit and all that. I'm sorry. I'm not that person. yeah. I got tattoos. alot. I also just like doing simple shit. Just hanging out. checking out a movie. going to get something to eat. when you know me for who I am then and only then I MIGHT show a picture.

Contest 20,000 More Needed
Help Me Bomb MsBratt! Her Contest Starts At 3PM Eastern Time Today 5/23/2008! She Has Her Eyes Set On A HH, So Let's Help Her Win It! Are You With Me?? Please Repost This Bully As Well, Thanks!!! Click Her Pic To Go And Start Bombing Her! Much Thanks Again DjJOHN© Get~R~Done Rebel Bombsquad

Upper Levels List Updated 6/8
This list was created to help those who are at the levels of Godfather-Prophet level. This list is not like the Godfather List because we take the 10 closest to leveling and add them. When 1 levels, the next person gets added. When BooBoo and I see someone is next we will message you to see if you want to be added. In the case of no replies, we will then skip that person and go to the next in line. Any questions please leave a comment here. Thank You. Thanks too everyone for all the Fu-love shown too help each one level. Disciple The Shortbus Queen™ *aka Mrs. Bubbles™*352,000 to go Mr Tourette UK LEVELLERS FREELANCE BOMBER***1st IRISH BASED MALE GODFATHER405,000 to go DJ KIDD ROCK~LOVED & OWNED BY DJ DEVILISH DESIRE646,000 to go cAUSE iM tHE fCKiNG pRiNCESS..dUHH ~ {2nd Alarm Hotties Recruiter}710,000 to go LC Man726,000 to go Latino Tico763,000 to go ~♡~Thcknluvit~♡~Sarge's Ba

Me
I'll keep this short. Love me or hate me I am who I am. I have no tats or such but admire those who do. I like all music Sans... Gangster Rap. I do not Judge, that I think will come @ the end of days. I don't care for looks, but they help. I think it is more attitude then anything. If you talk to me, I will talk w/ you. I'm just me. Simple... I am not looking, just like to look around. I have seen the world and would trade not trade the US for any other. I would like to go back to Rome, awesome place. If you rate me a 1 it's okay w/ me. If you think I'm a 10, thank you. If you want to be my freind or fan, that would be awesome. Just be yourself around me. Mild or wild... love them all. To my friends, much love. Be safe out there, I will be here if you need me... TTFN Johnny

Good Advice For Women, Through The Eyes Of A Rapist
Good advice for women, through the eyes of a rapist When this was sent to me, I was told to forward it to my lady friends, but I forwarded it to most everyone in my address book. My men friends have female friends and this information is too important to miss someone. Please pass it along. A group of rapists and date rapists in prison were interviewed on what they look for in a potential victim and here are some interesting facts: 1) The first thing men look for in a potential victim is hairstyle. They are most likely to go after a woman with a ponytail, bun, braid or other hairstyle that can easily be grabbed . They are also likely to go after a woman with long hair. Women with short hair are not common targets. 2) The second thing men look for is clothing. They will look for women who's clothing is easy to remove quickly . Many of them carry scissors around specifically to cut clothing. 3) They also look for women on their cell phone, searching through their

Q&a
Which is your favorite color out of… red.. black.. blue.. green or yellow ? blue all shades 2. Your first initial? c 3. Your month of birth? November 4. Which color do you like more, black or white? white 5. Name of a person of the same sex a s yours. cindy 6. Your favorite number? 7 7. Do you like Flying or Driving more? driving 8. Do you like a lake or the ocean more? ocean 9. Did you ever give a dare or take a dare? yes (Was this just to win the bet?) no , for fun 10. Write down a wish… i wish i could buy my home back in florida and have the money to fix it up . (a realistic one)

Reading Tonight
and i came across this .. it's Lord Byron anyhow. i liked it. SHE walks in beauty, like the night Of cloudless climes and starry skies; And all that 's best of dark and bright Meet in her aspect and her eyes: Thus mellow'd to that tender light Which heaven to gaudy day denies. One shade the more, one ray the less, Had half impair'd the nameless grace Which waves in every raven tress, Or softly lightens o'er her face; Where thoughts serenely sweet express How pure, how dear their dwelling-place. And on that cheek, and o'er that brow, So soft, so calm, yet eloquent, The smiles that win, the tints that glow, But tell of days in goodness spent, A mind at peace with all below, A heart whose love is innocent!

Saving Me
Ok, let's put this out here for everyone, and aimed at no one in particular. If you don't like me, that's fine, that's great, that's lovely....But give me the respect of telling me instead of playing games. Don't make plans to cancel on me 100 times...don't tell me to call and never answer....don't pretend to be my friend, then tell me you can't even listen to me when I need someone to talk to. I'm done with it, i'm tired of it. Nobody here can help me. Nobody here can save me. I'm sorry if I sound messed up.....deal with it. For whatever reason, I am emotionally fucked up right now...and if you can't deal with that, then leave me alone!

Friend Request..
There are just some simple things that I ask from people who what to be come friends. 1. If your going to add me,Please keep in touch and let me know that we are friends, Because I will remove you. 2. If you bring Childish Bullshit Drama to my page,You are gone from my page, No second thought about it. 3.Don't ask me for my phone number, To trade Pics or Webcam, Thats just not going to happen. 4. If you come on my page with some lame ass lines I will ingore you.Calling me Baby,Honey,Sexy gets you no where with me. 5. I am a lady and deserve to me treated as one, I will not do nude photos etc.To gain points, I am me.What you see is what you get, I can be the sweetest girl you meet or the biggest BITCH. Your Choice. I have alot of respect for myself and I am here to make good fiends.

Thank You So Much For All Your Help Leveling Me To Fubarlord!!!!!!!
I want to thank all of you that helped me level....I was sooo excited when I saw my page and all the fun that was left on it! Ty ty ty so much for all the love, I felt it! I'm so sorry I lost some friend requests.. so please resend!! So many of you loved on me that it ran right off my Bar Tab...(ohhh that sounded bad lol) so please please please let me know so I can return the love! I appreciate all of you taking the time to go to my page.... all the messages, rates, Blings, drinks, roses, fans, friend requests and comments were so appreciated... I had so much fun reading them all!!! ty again... you made my night!!!!!

Little Angel
"I see a little angel coming down from above Spreading good wishes and loads of love She's fluttering around me, I wonder why? She just appeared right out of the sky Maybe I need a little angel in my life To help me with all my troubles and strife She sticks to me like a piece of gum Teaching me to love and care for everyone "Do a good deed each day" she says And you will be rewarded on so many ways A smile, a hug and a kind word or two To brighten up others, to help them get through Everyday you need to do something kind Those people who are struggling sure won't mind As you will surely have made their day They will then talk to others and will always say "An angel came into my life just now" "She smiled at me and gave a bow" "She showed me how to pass on her gift" "To give others around a great big lift" So remember all what the angel has done Don't be sad and don't be glum Smile a little and say a kind word Pass on the angel's

Everything I Do-bryan Adams
Look into my eyes - you will see What you mean to me Search your heart - search your soul And when you find me there you'll search no more Don't tell me it's not worth tryin' for You can't tell me it's not worth dyin' for You know it's true Everything I do - I do it for you Look into your heart - you will find There's nothin' there to hide Take me as I am - take my life I would give it all - I would sacrifice Don't tell me it's not worth fightin' for I can't help it - there's nothin' I want more Ya know it's true Everything I do - I do it for you There's no love - like your love And no other - could give more love There's nowhere - unless you're there All the time - all the way Oh - you can't tell me it's not worth tryin' for I can't help it - there's nothin' I want more I would fight for you - I'd lie for you Walk the wire for you - ya I'd die for you Ya know it's true Everything I do - I do it for you

An Angel
"I see a little angel coming down from above Spreading good wishes and loads of love She's fluttering around me, I wonder why? She just appeared right out of the sky Maybe I need a little angel in my life To help me with all my troubles and strife She sticks to me like a piece of gum Teaching me to love and care for everyone "Do a good deed each day" she says And you will be rewarded on so many ways A smile, a hug and a kind word or two To brighten up others, to help them get through Everyday you need to do something kind Those people who are struggling sure won't mind As you will surely have made their day They will then talk to others and will always say "An angel came into my life just now" "She smiled at me and gave a bow" "She showed me how to pass on her gift" "To give others around a great big lift" So remember all what the angel has done Don't be sad and don't be glum Smile a little and say a kind word Pass on the angel's

Own That Monkey
Now's your chance to own the Monkey Johnny Chimpo is up for Auction Who's got the courage to try and own this Monkey? Is it YOU? I'm Johnny Chimpo and I approve this message Contest ends 12:00 pm PST on 6/13

Upper Levels List Updated 7-22-08
This list was created to help those who are at the levels of Godfather-Prophet level. This list is not like the Godfather List because we take the 10 closest to leveling and add them. When 1 levels, the next person gets added. When BooBoo and I see someone is next we will message you to see if you want to be added. In the case of no replies, we will then skip that person and go to the next in line. Any questions please leave a comment here. Thank You. Thanks too everyone for all the Fu-love shown too help each one level. Disciple dj nilla~owner of ~DIRTYDEEDSRADIO.COM~ owned by JETT & {§È}Ìññð¢êñ†{§È} ~219,000 to go Cherokee God Mama*Owner Of Club F.A.R. *425,000 to go *~*Nyne*~*{DevAngel}433,000 to go Emanon~~Forever Fake~~Father of The Fallen Ones457,000 to go LilBamaGirl~Shadow Leveler~556,000 *§qµ¡®t*581,000 to go Jeezy ♠ NeaNeas Husband ♠EuPhOrIa BiShes

Underraters
i think im gonna keep adding url's to this list **send me ur downrater links!!** HERE'S A NEW ONE...7-10-08: WHAT AN ASSHOLE: http://fubar.com/user/1855888 http://fubar.com/user/1900288 http://fubar.com/user.php?u=1767863&friend=1767863 UPDATED 7-6-08: THIS GUYS A REAL WINNER LADIES, WATCH OUT CUZ HE'S SITTIN AT HIS PC RUBBIN IT OUT! http://fubar.com/user/1537441 HERE'S ANOTHER DUMBFUCK WHO HAD THE NERVE TO TELL SOMEONE THEY NEEDED TO LOSE WEIGHT, LOOK IN THE MIRROR YOU FUCKIN DOUCHEBAG!! HAHAHAHAA http://fubar.com/user/1992149 ***this guy below is getting in this list for being a straight fuckin asshole, called me a cunt*** http://www.fubar.com/user/1613669

Soulmates Are Rare
A soul mate comes but once in a life time their value is more than a pound or a dime. You will share minds as one and be there because you're soul mate does really care. Known maybe for a week or for many years as soul mates sharing all as laughter & tears. You may part company sometime along the way you're soul mate in you're heart will always stay. For many reasons souls will be tightly connected to help us through pain & hurt that was detected. Let you're soul be free to share close with another may it be a friend or family member or you're lover.

My Angel
My Angel by Melissa Miller What do you dream of, my angel? Do you dream of starless nights, or of the sun? Maybe even summer breezes? Or do you dream of cold winters, Being alone and afraid? What do you dream of, my angel? Do you dream, like me, of happiness? A place where everything asked is served And everything deserved, given? Do you dream of hope, my angel? What do you pray for, my angel? I pray for you. I pray that you are loved and happy. For you see, my angel, I am only human And cannot repay what you have given me. So, what do you pray, my angel? And what do you dream, my angel? For I hope there is nothing less you receive

Hot
I still have my doubts if guys like this still exist. I think unfortunately my gender has killed chivelry in men. “Find a guy who calls you beautiful instead of hot, who calls you back when you hang up on him, who will lie under the stars and listen to your heartbeat, or will stay awake just to watch you sleep... wait for the boy who kisses your forehead, who wants to show you off to the world when you are in sweats, who holds your hand in front of his friends, who thinks you're just as pretty without makeup on. One who is constantly reminding you of how much he cares and how lucky he is is to have you.... The one who turns to his friends and says, 'that's her.'” - Anonymous

The Ragdoll And The Teddy Bear
Once upon a time Through a door just down the hall In a dark, forgotten corner Of the playroom was a doll. She was only made of cloth, A rather simple work of art, But you could see where someone Had embroidered her a heart. It had faded from neglect And being lonely through the years, And she couldn't even cry Because she hadn't any tears. But then one day as she lay cold And silent on the floor, A teddy bear was tossed in Through the squeaky playroom door. As she watched him, he got to his feet And slowly walked her way; And her little red embroidered heart Came to life that day. He gently picked her up, And as he held her in his arms, He noticed a faint heartbeat And certain rag doll charms. So he took some thread and stitched A pretty twinkle in her eye And fixed her sewed-on smile Which had long-since gone awry. He brushed away the dust And cobwebs from her dress Then taught her about love In his fuzzy warm caress. Those two

Pina Colada Ice Cream
Pina Colada Ice Cream 1 (12 oz.) can crushed pineapple 1 pkg. frozen coconut 1 qt. half and half 1 pt. whipping cream 1 can Eagle Brand milk 4 eggs, beaten well (or Egg Beaters) 2 c. sugar 2 tsp. rum flavoring Mix Eagle Brand milk, sugar and eggs in large bowl. Beat well; add cream and half and half. Add remaining ingredients. Place in ice cream freezer.

Kisses
"For a look from your eyes I'd give the world, for a smile from your mouth I'd give the heavens, for a kiss...I don't know what I'd give for a kiss." - Anonymous "Your lips are like wine and I want to get drunk." - Anonymous "Kiss me once, Kiss me twice, I know it's silly, But it's nice!" - Anonymous

Tutti Fruiti Ice Cream
Tutti Fruiti Ice Cream 3 mashed bananas 3 oranges (juice) 3 lemons (juice) 3 c. sugar 3 c. cream (optional: 2 pts. half and half may be substituted) Combine ingredients in 4 quart ice cream freezer. Add milk to finish filling (approximately 3 cups). Place ice cream bucket in churn and freeze as usual.

No Title
You look down deep to my soul You complete me and make me whole You are my dear, sweet friend I will love you until the end I love you with all my heart And I hope we never will apart You brighten up my darkest days In so many wonderful ways You make me laugh and smile And make every day worth while You've been there through good times and bad And you lift me up whenever I am sad Without you what I would do Life would be empty and blue The sun would never shine And I would never be fine So smile, my dear, sweetest friend I will be here for you until the end So look beside you and you will see A faithful and true friend in me - Me

Expectations Of Pain
words drip like poison from lips dead to me... how dare you try to change my mind to convince me of your pain... you have no concept of the damage you do everytime you speak. lies and manipulations shroud you seeps through to your core such are my expectations of you the guarantees of heartache the certainty of misery the surety of pain

Abc's Of Happiness
ABC for Happiness A--Accept Accept others for who they are and for the choices they've made even if you have difficulty understanding their beliefs, motives, or actions. B--Break Away Break away from everything that stands in the way of what you hope to accomplish with your life. C--Create Create a family of friends whom you can share your hopes, dreams, sorrows, and happiness with. D--Decide Decide that you'll be successful and happy come what may, and good things will find you. The roadblocks are only minor obstacles along the way. E--Explore Explore and experiment. The world has much to offer, and you have much to give. And every time you try something new, you'll learn more about yourself. F--Forgive Forgive and forget. Grudges only weigh you down and inspire unhappiness and grief. Soar above it, and remember that everyone makes mistakes. G--Grow Leave the childhood monsters behind. They can no longer hurt you or stand in your way. H--Hope Hope for t

Blueberry Cheesecake Ice Cream
Blueberry Cheesecake Ice Cream 1 can evaporated milk 4 lb. cream cheese 6 eggs 2 c. sugar Half & half 1 1/2 tsp. almond extract 1/3 c. Grapenuts 1 can blueberry pie filling (or cherry pie filling) Beat well eggs and sugar. Add softened cream cheese. Beat well with electric mixer. Gradually add evaporated milk while continuing to mix with mixer. Add almond extract flavoring. Pour into 1 1/2 gallon can. Add half & half to fill line. When ice cream is hard, or electric freezer stops, remove dasher and swirl Grapenuts and blueberry pie filling into ice cream. Do not mix well. Pour water off of ice cream can for 2 hours to harden or "ripen" ice cream.

I Feared
I feared being alone until I learned to like myself. I feared failure until I realized that I only fail when I don't try. I feared successuntil I realized that I had to try in order to be happy with myself. I feared people's opinions until I learned that people would have opinions about me anyway. I feared rejection until I learned to have faith in myself. I feared pain until I learned that it's necessary for growth. I feared the truth until I saw the ugliness in lies. I feared life until I experienced its beauty. I feared death until I realized that it's not an end, but a beginning. I feared my destiny,until I realized that I had the power to change my life. I feared hate until I saw that it was nothing more than ignorance. I feared love until it touched my heart, making the darkness fade into endless sunny days. I feared ridicule until I learned how to laugh at myself. I feared growing old until I realized that I gained wisdom every day. I feared the future until I real

Sex Sign
Your Sex Sign is... You've got a ton of girls and guys trying to get with you! You're pratically booked up for the next four years. Not only are you great in bed - you're great at making people feel sexy. No wonder you're so popular! Libra, as you probably have noticed, you are always surrounded by scores of admiring suitors. You are a very accomplished flirt. Catching you is not for the faint hearted. Competition is always fierce. Your innate charm and incredible looks instantly attract - and keep - your lovers. Old flames and rejected suitors always keep coming back for more. There is a strong bisexual element in your personality. You're more likely to be aroused by the same sex than other signs. In threesomes, you are more likely to prefer that one partner is opposite sex and that the third is same sex. Your lovers adore you because you are a real ego stroker. You are eager to please and will do almost anything they ask. You are a born diplomat,

My Own Private Hell!
You don't know the pain i feel. Cause you fail to ask. i could not share this pain cause you would not understand.i look in the mirror and all i see is you,then the glass shatters and you disappear.will this pain and hurt ever stop.the pain of losing you and never seeing you again if there was a way for me to hug you i would never let you go.but that is not possible cause you are gone.one day i will see you again.i dream of that day.i've tried to get there but i never can.so i sit and drown in my pain.you will never know my pain i am in my own private hell

Happiness....
We live each day trying to achieve that ultimate goal of happiness. Love, promotion at work, buying that brand new car or whatever it is that you want. Why is it that once we achieve these goals we find ourselves always wanting more. Can anyone ever really find true happiness? The answer is no because we will always want more. If we won the lottery and gained a million dollars, we will always want anther million, why? because its never enough. We will need something to want/need next. I try and live each day for those small satisfactory goals of happiness. I look forward to hearing from an old friend, gas prices going down, getting paid. I dont stop trying to looking for the light at the end of the tunnel, I just make everyday count. Happiness should happen everyday and we should do all that we can to make it happen. So while you are working towards your ultimate goal of happiness, you shouldnt forget about yourself until then. I live each day as if it was my last and without regret. Y

Cherished Friends
"God must have known there would be times We'd need a word of cheer, Someone to praise a triumph Or brush away a tear. He must have known we'd need to shareThe joy of "little things" In order to appreciate The happiness life brings. I think He knew our troubled hearts Would sometimes throb with pain, At trials and misfortunes, Or goals we can't attain. He knew we'd need the comfort Of an understanding heart To give us strength and courage To make a fresh, new start. He knew we'd need companionship, Unselfish... lasting... true, And so God answered the heart's great need With cherished friends... like you!" - Anonymous

Ride To Florida Pdf File
Hi all.. Sondra wrote a blog to go along with the photos of the bike ride down to Florida and back if you would like a peek I have uploaded it to a server and can be DL'ed at this Address.. http://www.filespace.org.nyud.net/PaulRMays/Ride_to_Florida_PDF.pdf and I am added photos to the Ride to Florida folder as I send this.. theres a bunch so will take me a bit.. let us know your thoughts.. P&S

You Remind Me
You remind me of a rose, Beautiful, inside and outside. That causes people to smile, A gift to all. You remind me of chocolate candy, Luscious, rich and sweet. That people turn to in crisis, Loved by all. You remind me of a teddy bear, Cute, cuddly and lovable. Huggable and comfortable to be with, Special to all. You remind me of many things, But nothing can compare to you, A friend I can cherish, Loved by me. - Me

The Gift
"There are gifts of many treasures For both the young and old, From the tiniest little trinkets To great boxes filled with gold. But, put them all together And they could not stand in lieu, Of the greatest gift of all The gift of knowing you. When your times are filled with troubles Sadness, grief, or even doubt, When all those things you planned on Just aren't turning out. Just turn and look behind you From the place at which you stand, And look for me through the shadows And reach out for my hand. I will lift from you your burden And cry for you your tears, Bear the pain of all your sorrows Though it may be for a thousand years. For in the end I would be happy To have helped you start anew, It's a small price to pay For the gift of knowing you." - Dave Stout