Ancient clocks tick away meaningless hours
Endless heartbeat
Staring out the window for hours
I see nothing
Bitter vials of hate freezing my skin
I need you
Pain shreds through me in stabbing waves
It's so real
Blades tear across the pages of epic tales
I'm sorry
Swallowing strange pills for nothing
I'm afraid
Acid kisses burn my lips
Why me
Screaming silently, no one knows
Listen to me
Writhing abominations coils inside of me
Get out
Self secluded, publicly isolated
So cold
Whispered affections on forked tongues
All lies
Memories of immortal loathing
I remember
Alabaster blindness in an obsidian world
Denial
Blood seeps under my nails
I deserve this
Where my flesh yields to razorblade smiles
An empty life
Why does no one understand?
Here I am
Trembling in the darkest corner
I realize
My life is not a game
Oh how the whip-or-will wails,
And whimsy willows weep.
When white winds whisper, warped through woods,
To lull you back to sleep.
Ebon shadows watch your back,
Golden sun forth near.
Gentle breeze caress your face,
And embrace away your fears.
Enchanted words slip through the time,
As mystic wings arise.
Comfort darkness wrap around,
Blessed by azure eyes.
Crimson pains soon washed away,
Cerulean abyss abide.
Never far away from you,
And forever by your side.
Innocent laughter wrought through the air,
Sparkling rain falls from the sky.
Crystal streams flow 'cross the land,
Caring mirth freed fly.
Tie me to my own reflection,
Let me burn within.
Blackened eyes pierce into me,
The epitome of sin.
How I love to see their smiles fade,
As whips lash down their pride.
Run those needles through my skin,
A nightmare they'll all abide.
Give me strength to slit my wrists,
Empower me to die.
Watch the blood flow over me,
I'll kill you if you cry.
Look, see how they've left me!
Alone, an empty shell.
Swallow their dreams inside my head,
To burn with me in Hell.
Misery is my only friend,
Hate my admiration.
Misfortune laughs as they circle me,
Love's abomination.
Abhorrence kept me safe inside,
Locked away my fears.
Bedlam wrought around my life,
Swept away my tears.
